i am sort of raised by T.V.
and most of my heroes
are heroes in T.V. shows
like James West from the ‘Wild Wild West’..
who kinda looked like my cool law enforcement dad..
never breaking a sweat.. looking calm with a cigarette in hand..
to the ‘Six Million Dollar Man’.. with Bionic right eye..
right bionic arm.. and bionic legs..
YES.. really strong legs..
so i dream then.. that one day
i will be a Super Hero too..
but haha!.. all i have
is an iPhone5S Rasta colored
LION camera.. a dance.. and a selfie
in front of a Burger King Restroom Mirror..
so ha!.. i am a Super Hero in the mirrors of MY OWNED Life..
But the thing about imagination is.. imagination is as real as real gets.. in imagination of lucid dreaming wide awake.. to dream wide awake is to make reality come truth IN CREATION ACTIVITY.. and more on dream control.. as ‘Silent Lucidity’ nicely illustrates…
When i am young.. only 18..
i look for a dark haired girl
that will make all
i am a Virgin then..
so emotionally immature..
that even 15 year old girls
like the Cuban one I meet at a
Summer Dance are years beyond me..
ah.. dark brown Island Girl.. eyes.. open up a
whole new world of emotions and passions
never feeling in my heart and
soul expressing as fire of spirit alive..
oh.. like a well of divine water is those dark brown eyes
of seemingly innocence’s breath in passion of love alive..
oh.. i still can remember a lovely smell of stale cigarette smoke..
from a house of Cuban Mother who smokes short brown cigar-like smokes..
on a knitted shawl she wears to what is named Riverside Disco at that time..
and yes.. the passion of Love.. becomes anything..
even the stale smell of a mother’s little stogie..
associated with a Flower of Love.. oh.. a Catholic Boy
raised to believe in the Virginal Qualities
of a white flowered woman..
only one wife for the rest of life..
is such a conundrum of screwed up crap..
in a world where Nature of GOD rules
and not insane rules of culture and church..
anyway.. to make a long story much much shorter..
that one does not work out..
but i guess as all men might
dream of having a wife who
never ages and retains that glowing youth..
that dream continues to come true.. as somehow wife Katrina
never ages at 45.. and it seems to be that even my Catholic Priest can still sense the so-called ‘purity’ in her.. that is more or less a sad by-product of fear.. from growing up poor without a father’s love.. with many challenges of a single mother family.. but i am free to experience all imagination’s dream of life..
for the greatest reason FEELING
of Unconditional Giving Nurturing Love
from a mother.. before T.V. raises me the rest of the way..
through illusions of life.. and peers.. and school..
and work.. and all of that.. but back to nature.. i go now..
with my wife who is like a Goddess of Nature..
in how all the animals flock
to her natural innocent giving nature..
even the okra she picks is willing to jump up in her arms..
as all recognize Real Love when ‘they’ ‘see’ it.. from Okra to Priest.. to continuing me.. TRUST.. the foundation of any relationship.. and my wife and i trust each other.. which means we can be free from stuff that holds many relationships down from continued youthful innocence of spirit that transforms the hardest of lives.. into butterfly eyes.. in Garden of Love.. that truly is
THAT GARDEN OF EDEN.. EVEN IN A CONCRETE ROOM.. AS LONG AS LOVE SURVIVES IN EYES OF HEART.. SOUL.. EXPRESSED AS HUMAN SPIRIT.. THE BUTTERFLY RISES IN STARS OF SHINE..:)
And then there is the dark side of life.. and another Facebook reference
to the ‘Children of the Corn’ movie by Stephen King
that like the movie ‘Carrie’ shows how cults
of religion can deform the rites
of love innately and instinctual
as intuitive gift in human..
where human will do anything
from mutilating pleasure parts
of women in female genital mutilation
in African Muslim cultures for an illusion of self-esteem
simply to subjugate other humans for reproductive control
no less than cattle branded with irons of ownership..
to removing the foreskin of a small baby in torture
in an illusion to separate humankind from the foreskin
of other animal as same.. as religious ideology superimposed
on All Natural FORCE OF GOD.. there is great danger
in religion and that is the FACT THAT HUMANS
WILL BELIEVE AND DO ALMOST ANYTHING
IF THE CULTURE SHAMES THE INDIVIDUAL HUMAN
TO COMPLIANCE OUT OF FEAR OF BECOMING
OUTCAST FROM SUBSISTENCE AND
SURVIVAL OF LIFE IN THE
GROUP UNIT FOR LIFE..
as yes.. this is innate instinct and intuition to survive.. alive..
with approval of the culture at hand no matter how
FRIGGING INSANE THE BEHAVIOR ASSESSED
AS THE SOCIAL-NORM MAY BE..
AND TRULY YESTERDAY..
when the Catholic Church attempts to rationalize
the exclusion of an all natural part of GOD’s Nature
from the community of sacred sacrament of marriage..
the hypocrisy is no less than the ‘children of the corn’
convinced to kill their parents over
relics of twisted images of Jesus..
yes.. only fictional and mythological but never the less
reflective of the sad eyes of homosexual children
in the pews of churches
in churches all over the country
who are made lesser than any animal that walks the earth..
but only humans with empathy and the Golden Rule of Love
can possibly understand this Truth..
the real Zombies of Earth speak from pulpits of Hate
and Disconcert of the outcastS they still relegate to lesser than GOD’s Earth..
but the strong of US In Love know AND FEEL better.. the ‘good children of the corn’.. come to expose the hypocrisies of cults AKA churches.. to bring Truth and Wisdom to the real flock of reality that GOD rules.. so i wait in the corn fields of change.. silently waiting.. as the silence of the lambs in church pews.. wait their turn to become human.. from the devil of pulpits incarnate in apathy of human being.. fully allowed to enter into acceptance of real loving eyes of Golden Rule GOD..
It is time NOW to spill the Pink Blood of ‘Carrie’.. and move away from the Red blood of Hate.. and sometimes breaking the rules means Real Love for other human beings.. away from Cults of Hate in religion and culture in general…
A school of freedom in Love.. might help….
And freedom ALIVE…
The Archetype of David and
Goliath is strong in my early
TV shows.. along with Heroes too..;)
Father with my Mother..
Father with his second try.. my Stepmother…
A third.. and final try.. comes later…
Like a ‘Good Catholic Boy’..
i only marry once..
Credit my Mother’s
Instruction of Nurturing
Love ON THAT ONE FOR SURE..:)
Oh ..and in case anyone wonders why.. lately.. i keep including these
same three extra curricular activity
like a ‘Peta
as some animals have
more FREEDOM than others..
i’m just the ONLY male in the entire world..
as a poet.. brave enough to do it
Try going without gravity for a year.. and see how strong your evolved legs are.. as is.
Common sense friend.. it’s just common sense.. a rare commodity these days for sure..
as people waste away.. sitting still….. losing their ability to scan the horizon for predators
and prey.. too..
that are they
A prayer would
BE actually TO be human..
but that takes common
sense my friend.. and never
Common sense rules
My super-cool ability to leg press
930LBS on a parallel leg press machine
20 times now.. and 14 times.. as still
evidenced in search of that phrase
in YouTube way is bio-mechanically
almost twice as difficult than a vertical leg press
machine that folks doped on steroids do.. what i
do is something that not even folks doped up on
steroids can do with their arms raised to the air..
evidenced on You Tube as such.. and I at 55
prove that my physical intelligence is far far
superior to the average Joe by just getting my
real on baby.. in all natural innate instinct and intuition..
but anyway.. if you never are able to float on terrestrial land
like I.. and dance with the wind above what even Bruce Lee can
do with water..
at least NOT
It’s just an empirically assessed fact
that I am supercool.. by the only judges
that TRULY count.. the target audience
of humans.. in all 3D flesh and
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
‘That one’ skims THE Intellect..;)
I hate to tell you I love to tale you.. friend..
But ‘THE Fool’ is the highest human
the joke’s on you..
And any SACRED
Fool can see
eyes of ease..:)
And no.. you will never
learn this in school..
as GOD doe NOT
God is more like
Charli XCX.. as sHe
moves to the beat
of hEr Uni-VERSE
as IS.. for N0W..;)
Ah.. Summer Vacation.. a dreamy place to me.. to be.. in decades of work life.. where when anyone asks me.. what ya been doing.. all i can say is two words.. working.. working.. and truly that can be described as a forecast of coming stress related illness.. i seriously never take a real vacation but a few times in decades of work imprisoned.. way…
Oh.. but since then.. after suffering the consequences of my IGNORance.. i learn a way of STAYcATiON as Hopeless Wanderer.. and what i mean by that is attaining a flow of now.. wHere not even hope.. faith.. or belief is required.. and truly a place in ‘normal society’ in a system where reality often does not provide a chance for this.. until one finds real new tires of re-tired.. in a culture that is objective goal focused from the time of PRE-K..:)
So as usual.. i will drift out in the backyard upon diamond sands of soil.. let the air of breeze transverse my whole of body from head to twinkling toes in jewels of sand.. and drift aimlessly as a feather with the wind.. with feet.. legs.. hips.. torso.. arms.. hands.. and head flowing with current winds.. as i become one with air and GOD the same.. more than even water.. of my hero Bruce Lee..
And then powered by the nuclear Force of GOD in FULL POSITIVE FLOW THAT LiVES STRONG WITHiN me.. off to 3 hours of eXxtreme totAlly free-style Martial arts training.. sparring with metal machines.. and now leg pressing half-a-ton twenty-times as easy as a butterfly sings with wings…
Human potential is what it’s all about for me..
after going to the lowest valley.. i find..
a place to Sing..
on Mountain Top of Free..
And yeah.. writing is flow for me.. as well…
effortless as the breeze of the fingers that live within
And yes.. oh yes.. of course.. on course.. there is shopping for my wife.. and more dancing in public and rave dance halls gaining steam.. but at this point.. air needs no music.. dancing as air.. with feather breeze.. of now.. so cool am i.. as me.. he HE..!..;)
Anyway.. it continues to be a stimulating ride with all that dVerse does online.. and i very much appreciate all the volunteer effort that goes into that.. no matter what the ups or downs may be.. as that is life.. as it comes.. it will.. but it always comes well for me.. as i am simply in control with relative free will.. the art of a lifetime is me.. hopeless wanderer.. now.. AS staYcation Breeze..:)
And there is a song by Mumford and
Sons named ‘Hopeless Wanderer’
that is perfect in practice..
and i might add.. timely
Well, I live in the sociological assessed most patriarchal area to live in the United States. in terms of churches per square mile, with three major military bases in commuting distance, and as a person with degrees in Anthropology, Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, and Health Science, as I continue to play a role as Anthropology Participant Observer in diverse areas of culture both online and off, I find this sociological phenomenon exhilarating, as an extreme example of the continuing Anthropological and Sociological play of the ‘good old’ close-minded conservatives against the ‘brand new’ liberal open-minded folks of Life.
The thing that makes this particularly interesting in my area; is this is a federal issue that will have absolutely zero chance of becoming legal without a federal-hand in the ultimate legal ability for homosexuals to have rights to marry in the most close-minded conservative place of them all, in the U.S, L.A., otherwise known as Lower Alabama in the Panhandle of FL.
The military dominated Catholic Church that I am visiting for the last 2 years and raised in as a child, is a fair of homily excuses, like a favorite football team that loses a battle to the big boy rivals across town.
Even a guideline letter is provided like a FEMA instruction ‘what to do’,
in this disaster of close-minds opened in the most
liberal nightmare they can imagine,
whether they like it or not.
And on Saturday, OH MY JESUS, the JESUS SCREAMERS, WARNING EVERYONE ABOUT HELL FIRE, line every single block of the main road through Pensacola, per Davis Highway. And yes, a hot day; screaming their lungs out; by the end of the day, I’m sure they are exhausted but do not sleep well; as no one rolls their windows down to say Hi! we love your screams!
And then, there is a side-order of big 4-wheel drive pick-up trucks with four 3X-size Confederate Flags riding high with an American Flag; that I get an excellent photo in the Super-Walmart Parking Lot.
I come up slow, in my sleek Honda Civic Coupe, economy gas sipper, along the truck tires that are about as high as my vehicle; but the thing is, there is not a white skinned middle-age man that comes out of the Honda; instead, there is a heavily muscled red and somewhat tanned 230LB man that is me, who can frigging make a growl like a Lion, and a yell that will make the hair raise up on animals bigger than me, hehe.
I say hey! guys! can I take a picture of you with my iPhone5S camera; with my super-cool Law-enforcement shades and hair cut; and they say you ain’t dogging us are you; in a kind of whimpering, I don’t wanna get in trouble, if that guy is an undercover cop dude; or if they are into conspiracy stuff, like me being a Black-Hawk Helicopter FBI dude.
And then I say, hell NO, dude, I’m gonna put you all on FACEBOOK, ‘CAUSE I BELIEVE IN FREEDOM; YOU CAN FRIGGING FLY THE RAINBOW FLAG; I DON’T GIVE A CRAP; AND THEN I YELL THE WORD FREEDOM; loud enough, for the preachers in Pensacola on Davis Highway to hear me, 20 miles or so away, in metaphor of course; but my wife is cringing, as she’s kinda shy, HA ha!
And a manager of Super-Walmart comes running out of the store
wondering if World War III has been started by the Walmart Dancing Dude, hahax2!..;)
These folks ain’t got a clue on how to do a real Rampage, ANA; they are just blowing smoke out of their butt; they will be back in the air-conditioned dens watching Nascar with some Ice-TEA next weekend or Major League Baseball; these folks are soft inside with big barks; there is no worries at all; I am just laughing with them; all the way; like I just hit a home run; and win a race with a number 6 car; and I think that is, what’s his name, my father liked him, when he is alive of course; but I cannot remember his name; my father did not like blacks or homosexuals, either one; but that’s the price of Ignorance; a life spent in a WHITE hole of hate generated by true dummies..;)
I’m just glad my father left early, so I did NOT PICK US HIS NASTY HABITS GENERATED BY HIS LOUISIANA Cajun fore- bearer’s who put blacks and homosexuals down one RUNG lower than they are perceived, by so-called higher class WHITER FOLKS.
People who are secure in themselves never need to personally attack another person in malice.
But oh MY GOODNESS, ‘WEA- FOLKS’ LIKE THIS ARE SURE FUN TO PLAY WITH..;)
Particularly, if one looks like a middle-aged somewhat high-ranking off-duty law-enforcement officer
who looks super strong, with a loud intimidating voice; even when he does not mean to intimidate at all..;)
Yes, I have White Privilege to the extreme everywhere I go; and it does have real first world privileges to
be even be bizarre, if I so choose; But that’s just another pArt of my Anthropology thingy, hehe!..;)
I’m just a pussy-cat, in a Lion’s Body and Voice; smiles..;)
I ain’t scared of no so-called ‘red-necks’ around here…;)
And to be clear, I have a red and somewhat tanned neck
myself. There are some folks with red-necks who
are super cool;
in the deep
away from northern
parts of the county..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
“Wolves Don’t Lose
Sleep over the
NO.. we don’t..;)
But occasionally we HOWL
what’s on our mind and most of all FEELINGS..
WOLVES don’t hide anything.. as they have
No illusory fears.. anyway..
as there are some things worth
being cautious about in life..
like wolves with no feelings..
also known as
be kind with courage…
is the real WILD WOLF WAY TO BE..
even understanding that the
OMEGA WOLF HAS
A PLACE IN THE PACK..
and has an opportunity to rise to Alpha Wolf.. same as GOD
is an equal opportunity employer not anointing any one
human being as any thing else than a worker for merit
in GOD’s eyes.. from birth to death..
IN HANDS AND PAWS AND FEET
It is a little disgusting when folks promote
people to GODS and forget their own eyes of GOD in the process…
At least that’s what i
AND I’M quite sure that the real Jesus is a wild wolf too..
as they get their howls straight from GOD with no
middle men in books of subjugation and fears..:)
The Lion and the Wolf sing a song unbowed to GOD as free..
knowing innately.. instinctually.. intuitively that they are
ONE WITH THE FORCE OF GOD..
never ever entertaining two
GODS three GODS
BUT ANYWAY.. they have no problem
coming to the TREE OF LIFE AND
ESCAPING THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE
IN CULTURAL EYES OF LIES…
“What are we??
Out of Shape!!
What do we want??
To start our diet and exercise!!!
When do we start???
Today is Monday!
Just move.. nothing special..
twirl around and look above..
and feel it all spiraling.. in your heart
and soul.. expressing spirit like this..
as above so below..
and keep in mind
that you are special..
as a child of moving GOD
as well.. in a song of now..
that inspires a
tough.. moving LOVE..:)
When I get up in the morning I can barely move..
i am kinda old you know.. but when i start doing this
by the end of the day.. i am floating on land like air..
seriously this is just a form of leverage and balance
of one foot with the other.. and with balance of body
comes balance of mind.. as emotions and senses
and receptors of neurons and happy chemicals are all spread throughout the body..
as our mind and feelings flow all over.. and are not just limited to ‘textbook heads’..
smiles.. and seriously no lessons are required.. just flow with allah all innate..
instinctual.. and intuitive.. and the folks in the East call this a fancy phrase
of TAI CHI.. and in their books they show that this regenerates
the true atomic power of human being of electrons that swirl around
the mitochondria power houses of nucleuses not much different
than what powers the existence of a grain of sand.. problem is..
even a grain of sand moves at smallest levels..
and we at higher levels can will ourselves
to do it in amazing imaginative creative
efforts as there are infinite ways to move in art..
that most humans never experience in their life..
and as they keys of pianos relate to an infinite arrangement of emotions..
so do the arms and legs.. and torso.. and hips.. fingers and toes.. feet and hands
of human beings.. truly we as human beings are a song.. a dance.. of the eyes of Allah..
a lost art of HeArt that our ancestors regularly share under the fires of moonlit nights..
so sad.. that we sit still and forget to dance and sing with GOD..
but believe me dear.. I spend decades before.. Allah moves me again like this..
so if you do not have time to move now.. there may be nows later..
but one thing I know now.. in life for sure..
is now is all i have.. so i dance and sing free
with eyes of Allah.. in mind and body balance..
an instrument of Allah..
as the planets revolve around the sun..
the moon revolves around the earth..
and the entire milky way
revolves around a big dense black hole..
but in reality.. all are revolving around the eyes of GOD
in balance.. as above so below.. eyes of GOD
are alive in grains of sand..
and sKeYes of human..
as dance and song of Allah..:)
Ninjas can be fascinating ‘creatures’ transforming themselves into anything and everything with practice of will.. imagination and creativity.. with tough unconditional LOVE..:)
hey say that Ninja’s are just myths.. i say that myths are tales waiting to become reality.. as so let it be written becomes SO LET IT BE DONE.. OR AS NIKE SAYS.. just doing IT NOW!..:)
OK.. it’s a historic day.. Magick Fred XXL at the beach yesterday.. and Magic Mike XXL at the theater today.. and no matter how reserved my wife and her friends might be.. you better believe they are gonna make me see Magic Mike XXL tonight on opening night..
And in the background wife Katrina is saying right now.. get your butt to working out at the gym.. early.. or i am gonna whip your butt ’cause i am gonna get a best view seat for Channing Tatum..
But let me tell you.. Channing.. is on a little secret that only some men know.. and that is if you wanna tickle the fancy of a female.. mix in the feminine grace with the masculine warrior spirit.. and ya gotta explosive COCKtail of human energy..
Let’s face it OR T and A IT.. Lust IS running the world ‘sense’ days of earliest old.. and anyone who cannot see this.. is just lying to themselves and their GOD given eyes of TRUTH..
AND it will be interesting to see just how many of my conservative area fundie friendly women will be there with their Christian Conservative bleach blonde.. sexy skirted friends..
As the TRUTH WILL SET YA FREE BABY.. AND I CAN DAM SURE PROVE THAT EVEN AT AGE 55.. A GRACEFUL DANCE OF BALLET MIXED IN WITH A WARRIOR SPRING OF MARTIAL ARTS.. WILL MAKE MOST ANY WOMAN WITH A HEART-BEAT SMILE EAR TO EAR.. AND HEHE!.. I
DON’T EVEN HAVE TO GET NAKED TO DO THAT AT SEVILLE QUARTER EVERY THURSDAY NIGHT.. AS I KNOW HOW TO MOVE SMOOTH.. WITH SAVAGE GRACE..
And just as a reminder here is two links BELOW.. that show what the women’s faces look like.. and as an ALL FULLY nude renaissance male selfie Artist.. i am definitely XXL in rough boy style in today’s artful presentation of all of THAT AS WELL..
I SET OUT to equal the NON-ANABOLIC-STEROID Art of REAL RENAISSANCE MALE STRAIGHT NUDE ART.. BY Michangelo’s really cool David Statue.. and yes..
i meet my goal today.. in a body that meets the practice of ART and not lizard skin anabolic steroid dudes.. who do not have to do Martial Arts and a Ballet style-dance for 3812 miles.. in 22 months to make it happen like I do.. and this is no joke.. it is serious art.. my effort last night to make it happen in photographic evidence is a full three hour exercise of grace and power in GOD’s greatest Temple of GOD so far.. the human body.. both feral and civilized in HUMAN SPIRIT EXPRESSING ALL OF HEART OF HUMAN SOUL!..
BUT ANYWAY.. the blog post ‘STAYCATION BREEZE’ COMING SHORTLY TOO.. ALONG WITH MAGIC MIKE XXL.. AND FRED XXL HAS SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT THE ART OF HUMAN SPIRIT IN FORM AS WELL IN DANCE AND ALL THE WAY BABY.. NO LIMITS WITH ME AND GOD TOGETHER AS FORCE 10!
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