For those of ya that work-out and probably NOT the sugar and spice
element of the audience..
have ya ever had a favorite workout shirt..
after a ‘while’
just doesn’t get clean
fortunately for me..
my wife monitors this..
enforces the purchases of new
do most definitely have plenty
AT HER HAND OF PURCHASE!
BUT HER LATEST SELECTION
THAT SHE ‘SENTIMENTALITY’
SAYS REMINDS HER OF
TO CLAW..BITE..AND KILL!
AND OTHERS TOO!
MAMA RAISED ME TO LOVE
AND THE BEST THING OF ALL..
TO LOVE ALL OTHERS LIKE MYSELF!
DO LOVE TO RELEASE MY INNER BEAST..
BUT PERHAPS NOT SOCIALLY ACCEPTED WAYS..
LIKE MY NUDE MALE RENAISSANCE ART..
AND WHEN I GROWL LIKE A CROCODILE
RUMBLING WITH MY THROAT
AT MY MILITARY GYM..
hmm.. tolerated there
they are ‘supposed’
THAT ARE NOW OF THE
PUSH BUTTON DRONE STYLE
KILLERS MORE THAN HAND TO HAND
AND YEAH.. THAT WORKS PRETTY GOOD..
IF YA ARE THE ONE WHO IS ON THE SIDE OF THE
PUSH BUTTON WARRIORS!
AND CONSIDERING i’m More of a Lover
than a fighter in REAL LIFE!
i’m glad there are others who volunteer for these necessities
of life that can still remain to keep freedom ringing in the good ole USA!
father the strong law enforcement type..
wasn’t one to be in the dirty diaper business..
also known as raising children..
got the hell out when i was three..
and never really looked back..
as far as i could
yeah.. a few regrets here and there..
and concern that my mama wasn’t gonna raise me to
be a man..
but he got out..
SO YEAH.. SHE IS MY HERO..
AND NOT HIM!
BUT STILL.. MY FATHER WHO i loved
WELL.. MY MOTHER..
GOD BLESS HER SOUL..
AND THANK GOD SHE’S STILL LIVING
AND LOVING TOO!
DID NOT RAISE ME TO BE A MAN..
OR A WOMAN
SHE RAISED ME TO LOVE
AND THAT WAS ALL!
SERIOUSLY THAT WAS ALL!
AS FAR AS THE JUNGLE OF CULTURE..
mostly learned on
TOOK ME OVER FIVE DECADES TO FIGURE IT OUT..
i didn’t ever never GIVE UP!
i’m truly happy..
i got to judge what IS ethicAlly
CORRECT INSTEAD OF GETTING IT
SPOON FED OUT OF A BOTTLE
IN OTHER WORDS THROUGH THE EMOTIONS
AND RESTRAINED LOGIC
OF OTHERS WITH ‘THEIR’ TRUTH!
THE QUESTIONS CONTINUE WHEN
GO GO GO!
RAVE DANCING OF HOW
GO GO GO!
tell ’em i just
PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE
REAP THE REWARDS
PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICING
AND THEY SAY
YA GOTTA BE ON DRUGS
TO GO THAT STRONG
if i can’t convince ya
of my truth!
AND i think perhaps they are
SPOON FED SOME TRUTH!
DIDN’T WING IT LIKE A FREE INSTINCTUAL INTUITIVE
to finally LOOK WITHIN
FIND THE BLISS OF THE HEAVEN OF KNOW
BY RELEASING MY INNER BEAST
HONESTLY.. THE MAIN PURPOSE OF RELIGION
IS TO INHIBIT THE INNER BEAST
PRETEND IT DOES NOT EXIST!
A TRUE CAUSE OF GREAT HUMAN SUFFERING
ALL ACROSS THE GLOBE!
AND why i am a leader
MALE NUDE RENAISSANCE NUDE ART
AGE ACROSS THE GLOBE
THE ONLY ONE
WHICH IS OFTEN ONE AND THE SAME
IN MODERN OPPRESSED/OPPRESSED CULTURAL
WAYS THAT IRONICALLY ARE STILL RULED BY 3500 YEAR OLD
RELIGIOUS TAINTED RULES TO CONTROL AND SUBJUGATE
HUMAN NATURE LIKE THIS!
HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE..
YES.. MIGRAINES TOO!
AND MOST EVERY OTHER STRESS RELATED ILLNESS..
AS STRESS IS THE MAJOR CAUSE OF ALL ILLNESS…
YES.. IN LARGE PART!
RELEASING THE INNER BEAST..
TO TRULY BE
HUMAN THAT THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE
GOD’S KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW!
THE ONE THAT THE MAN YESHUA OR JESUS
IN THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS
TALKING ABOUT WITHIN YA.. OUTSIDE YA..
ALL OVER ALL THAT IS..
OF MOTHER NATURE
NOT SOME PSYCHOPATHIC AND OR PSYCHOTIC
GENERATED FAIRY TALE
OF A GOLDEN PAVED CITY
TO GET YA MATERIALISTIC SPOON FED MIND
ALL A HOPPING TO GET TO
STREETS OF GOLD!
HAPPY ENOUGH WITH THE DIRT!
MOTHER NATURE TRUE!
AND i have a little ‘bone’ to pick with the early
Jewish folks who institute this circumcision
thingy upon us males all over the earth!
i like to be free in mother
nature au naturale
and i always
MORE NAKED THAN i should
ya know the part we keep covered with
THE MODERN VERSION
TO PUT IT BLUNTLY
SO YA SEE UP THERE..
THAT’S MY MODERN VERSION OF FORESKIN
OTHER WISE IF i still had that
it wouldn’t look like i’m ALWAYS TURNED ON
WHEN i do my nude male renaissance style art!
Ain’t my fault..
the religious folks of 3500 or so years ago..
decided to take it away..
but it still would be nice to be naturally covered and protected a
little bit more out there in the wild of mother nature..
if they did not cut it off
ISN’T THAT IRONIC..
THEY DID IT TO SET US APART FROM MOTHER
NATURE AND TO FOOL US INTO THINKING WE ARE SOME KIND
OF ANIMAL MORE SPECIAL THAN ALL OF GOD’S OTHER CREATION
WITH PENISES WITH OUTER PROTECTIVE COVERING FROM THE
HARSHER ELEMENTS OF MOTHER NATURE!
BUT AS JESUS AKA YESHUA IS REPORTED AS SAYING
IN THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS..
THAT IS BS.. IN SO MANY PARAPHRASED WORDS..
IF GOD MADE IT..
THERE FOR A REASON DAM IT!
OR FOR SOME REASON BEFORE..
LIKE WITH APPENDIXES AND ALL OF THAT..
AND YES.. UNDERWEAR WORKS OK..
BUT THEM DAM WHITEY TIGHTIES
TEND TO GO UP one’s BUTT..
AND DAM IT..
ARE LIKE SHORTS UNDER SHORTS..
AND i already wear
shirts under shirts..
to keep myself
so that’s enough
i have to deal with the whitey tighties
IT’S NOT AS BAD..
NEARLY AS BAD AS CUTTING
OFF THE NICE PLEASURE ORGAN
THAT GOD GIVES WOMEN..
FEMALE GENITAL MUTILATION
TO KEEP THEM
BUT THE SAME PRINCIPLE
IS AT CUTTING HAND!
SEPARATE HUMANS AS SOMETHING LESS THAN HUMAN
OVER AND CONTROL
LIKE MONETARY GAIN..
AND CONTROLLING REPRODUCTIVE
GREATEST GIFT TO ALL GOD’S ANIMALS
AND MORE DIVERSITY
TO SURVIVE ENVIRONMENTAL
CHANGE AND OMG!
EVER CHANGING CULTURAL CHANGE 2!
THIS IS QUITE A RANT..
i encourage you too..!
to legally and not necessarily social appropriately
AND ENJOY BEAST MODE
NOW AND THEN..
TO AVOID CHRONIC ILLNESS IN LIFE!
A FREE BIRD FLIES FREE..
CAGED BIRD SINGS A SAD SONG..
THAT NEVER TRULY
LIFE THAT IS
MOTHER NATURE TRUE
ABOUT THAT GOSPEL SINGING..
i love to connect with the other
happy spirits when
we sing together
in that good ole time religious way..
WHEN THEY GET TO THE END
AND START A SAYING..
IF YOU DON’T REPEAT JOHN 3:16 AND LITERALLY
BELIEVE EVERY WORD OF IT..
AS ESTABLISHED BY ROMAN EMPEROR PSYCHOPATHIC
LEANING CONSTANTINE AND HIS EARLY ROMAN CATHOLIC
COHORTS THAT NEGOTIATED A NEW RESTRICTED KINGDOM
OF THEM AND NOT THE STUFF THAT JESUS AKA YESHUA
WAS A TALKING ABOUT..
YA ARE GONNA GO TO HELL..
AND IF YA ARE NOT THERE
in that fairly tale of heaven..
i WON’T! miss ya..
AND BASICALLY SAY
AS YA DIDN’T DO WHAT I TOLD YOU TO DO..
YA SLAVE OF RELIGION!
i am a GOD loving..
NOT GOD FEARING MAN..
AND THANK GOD
i love GOD..
AND ALL OTHERS NO MATTER HOW IGNORANT THEY
WILD BEAST MODE BITCH SLAP THAT DUDE..
THAT’S TALKING ABOUT MY MUSLIM/BUDDHIST FRIENDS
GOING TO HELL!
INSTEAD i just
smiled and rolled my eyes..
in the back of my
i got the LOVE
LIKE A LOVING
SO WITH ALL THAT SAID
i continue on
WILD AND FREE BEAST MODE
BEING ALL i can be..
FRIENDS IN THE
FROM TOE TO HEAD
I reckon your Mama must be a very brave woman. 🙂 plus your garden is so well maintained, i am sure it must be a lots of hard work. And is that your wifey in black dress?
Hi Rafiah.. thanks for stopping by.. and i appreciate that you understand my post well enough to like it.. as it is a little controversial but what i personally consider to be truth and potentially helpful for folks to better understand human nature.. and the workings of the God of Nature maybe better too…:)
Yes.. my mamma is a very brave woman.. and very strong.. with LOVE.. not with the beast mode thing.. smiles.. i guess some people like her don’t need it.. or maybe it is more of a male thing.. than i personally realize…
My sister needs to express her emotions like this intensely or she will eventually breakdown like i did.. at the mercy of a work-world that is rarely fair..increasingly so in the US….
My wife and i worked almost 2 decades to make our yard look like it does now…
When i got sick i had to stop working in it.. as i developed a chronic inflammation in my sinuses.. related to second hand smoke exposure.. in my work place.. also over a couple of decades.. that seems to be much better now.. with the healing of all my other medical issues..THANK GOD..TOO..:)
Interestingly.. since i quit fertilizing and watering it.. back in 2008.. it looks better now.. and i never used any pesticides.. and the diversity.. is what i love the most as everything growing wild now with adapting to dry spells.. cold.. heat.. etc.. shows how strong Allah’s creation adapts to challenge and is more beautiful and strong than ever.. like with humans too.. that flower like butterflies out of their cocoons….:)
And when i worked so hard and was so stressed there.. did not have time..spirit.. or effort.. to sing.. dance.. or even go to church.. mowing the lawn was my real connection to Allah.. as it is then.. the only time i have time alone with Allah and connect to Allah.. then…
Now it is almost all the time.. i connect with Allah.. so i am blessed beyond what most people.. i think.. could understand.. unless they have these bits and pieces of connecting to Allah like i did.. back in those days.. of chronic stress…:)
And yes.. that is my wife Katrina in the background.. We are married almost 25 years ago.. when i am 29 and she is 19.. as of this coming February 21st…
And yes.. both she and my mother are very strong and brave women.. and if it were not for them and my sister.. who is now not as strong.. and closer to breakdown from the chronic stress of 3 decades of work.. i would probably be dead..
But i live stronger than ever thanks to their love.. Allah’s love.. and friends like you…
Who attempt to keep understanding me.. a person who will seek and tell what he sees as truth.. regardless of whether his friends stay or not.. as i truly serve Allah.. more than even my wife or mother.. As without Allah there is nothing in life.. worth living…
But with Allah.. it is all heaven to me.. the dark and light of it.. makes sacred unconditional love.. to me..:)
And yes.. i dance with Allah..2..:) Blessings and peace to you friend.. and may your days.. be Allah filled..!
“and may your days.. be Allah filled..!”
Believe me, this is the bestest dua(prayer) anybody has ever given to me. I feel touched, innately.
And I wish I could meet you and your women in person to seek inspiration for hard work. I need plenty of that, as I feel too lazy too often, just like right now when I should be studying but I am want to fall on bed and doze off. Lol
We would love to meet you too.. but i promise.. as long as Allah is willing to have me healthy.. i will be here to support you online..friend.. smiles..:)
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