Back to the Future of Pan Sand Now

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Back to the Future of Pan Sand Now..
How to mix Sand.. Pan.. a Dark Clown..
Halloween.. and Back to the Future now..
together again.. it might sound insane..
like a crazy clown..
but i’ll figure.. a way..;)

Smiles.. my friend.. THE WONDER LOOM NOW..
ever since you COME onboard my ‘little’ RIVER ship here..
YOU bring me sMILEs of kind and understanding friend..
and you inspire me to go on stronger than ever before..
so yes.. WE need each other as friends..
YOU ARE A GREAT ONE AMONG THOSE
THOUSAND HANDS OF LOVE FOR me.. and YES..
WE ALL need EACH OTHER as FRIENDS..
And i try to find a friend
in everyone and will call them my friend..
whether they see me as that or not..
as all people inspire me..
even the people who seem
to noT like me.. and sure
there are so many reasons people find
to not like people.. but sure.. there
are so many reasons to like someone
and see them as friend no matter what..
and that is Love my friend..
an Unconditional Tough and
PASSioNATE force
that takes us
away from what
scientists describe as entropy in Nature..
Love will reverse entropy in Human Nature..
and Fear is the Devil of Human Entropy
incarnate as a force
humans can generate
as well
as Love in all ways
of Hate my friend..

There are two great forces in the Universe
for humans manifest as part of GOD..
the Light force is Love and
the Dark Force is Fear..
and truly I wonder
at first why GOD
has me do my nude art
as i am driven to do it as a
Spiritual way that sure is part Love
and the Passionate Lust of Human as Art..
but more than anything.. the fears over myself
as human animal.. and accepting all those functions
as Pure Light that are associated with human being..
is a quickER way toward fearless when one dances passionate a
nd naked in front of the world.. as allowed by laws of course..

SO.. when we other people who are free enough to do this in pop culture..
mostly women of course.. as they can be freer to express this more
divine feminine nature of human being when brave in pop-culture..
partially for the most pArt of course.. what i once see
as strange makes a perfect practice of human common
GOD SENSE.. as i know and FEEL.. the benefit
of fearless and how it generates
the Love Force HIGHER AND HIGHER..
NOWiNTO PURE WHITE LIGHT BLISS
THAT MUST BE SHARED WITH OTHERS
IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE LAWS
OF HUMAN NATURE SET BY GOD..

AND YES.. MY FRIEND
THE WORD DISCIPLE OF GOD
MEANS STUDENT OF GOD.. AND
i AM A LIFELONG STUDENT OF GOD..
WHO WILL DO THAT FOR INFINITY NOW..
AS THE PATH OF LIGHT SPIRALS UP
FOREVERMORENOW..
WITH NOWAY
DOWN WITH LOVE..

So i am back as a kind of hermit.. online..
part of no community officially.. but when
i first leave autistic communities online..
among people who do not seem to be able to
share this Love or generate it.. it is a relief then..
and a blessing now.. to be a hermit of Love if i must
in avenues of life that seem dark without Love..
i have faith that i am doing what GOD
wants me to.. and you bring
reinforcement that what God
is asking me to do is.. correct..
and works for at least one person who is in need..
of encouraGinG.. as i have been at so many points in my life..
where truly then.. i wish there is me.. to read then.. as encouragement..

SO YES..! it is like i am the friend of past that i need then in the future now..
back to the future of Love i am my friend.. and i want to be the friends of others..
truly one day.. whether they realize they need that friendship or not.. as free..
so that is the benefit or recording all of my soul online as God asks me too..
as this souls grows bright in light from the black hole soul..
i once am before.. that seems to generate a STILL GROWING
Universe of Light in me.. as i’m sure that dArk
is an ARK for God’s LiGht magnifYinG
Love potential in human being.. to grow a soul..
beyond what may be seen before.. shining brighter
than the moon.. and perhaps a star as bright as our sun my friend..:)

i Love you friend.. and my furry animals Love me unconditionally..
and they set the example of life for me.. as they are my Spiritual
Guides in Love’s Flesh and fur.. so yes.. Yellow boy IS my savior TOO..
he comes out of the woods.. and calls to me under our shed..
sure he needs food.. but the food he has in store for me..
is an unconditional greatest call of the wild..
in most mammals who cooperate with each other
to survive.. namely unconditional tough
and passionate Love.. and our cat Moby..
seems to be coming down with diabetes..
from sadly a Life of only Love
and sitting still.. without
the struggles Yellow Boy
sees in the wild..

SO SURE..
that inspires the wild part
of my moving message even more..
as without moving.. humans will
eventually end up like what seems
to be happening to Moby at a relatively
young cat age.. somewhere around 8 or 9…
like a 60 year old human i suppose.. but
sadly this is happening to school age children now..
one-third assessed as pre diabetes.. type two..
in a world where sitting still in
front of screens is like
that painting SCREAM.!..

The world needs more disciples of the art of human movement
that includes expression of sensuality and sexuality as that
drives movement much higher in comfort AND FREEDOM in one’s
own temple of GOD.. so my task from GoD is a Large one..
A VARIED one with thousands of hands OF LOVE helping me..
but with UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH AND PASSIONATE Love ALL
is possible.. and more than one can imagine
in now my friend.. of the
next NOW
Greater LIGHT!..:)!

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I have zero temper my friend
even when I do martial arts..
Temper is weakness.. water
and air is power..
i am the i eye
of the Hurricane..
Friend.. Imran Ali..
and normal men do not
challenge the
Force of
a Hurricane..
Smiles and thanks for
stopping by.. Love..
Blessings..
And Peace..

Smiles.. my friend..
I used to have some strong temper too..
Love and learn.. Is what I do..:)

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Hi Ocean Bones..
i Love ‘this dance poetry’ by ‘De’..
and it touches me too.. so i guess i’ll comment here too.. and yes.. as you know and feel.. dancing is a source of life and happiness to me.. and interestingly.. i can be so tired and sore i can hardly move in the morning or after dancing in one store and going to the next store.. when getting out of my car to dance.. and when the music comes on my ear buds from hanDy dandy iPhone 6s.. i am transformed back to liGht as a feather.. floating.. with the wiNd in stores.. and that is quite a balance.. as all the breeze comes from.. AC vents.. haha!..

So.. Force AKA Human EmoTiOn.. equals MUSIC times Dance.. yes.. F=MD.. or E=DM or SD.. SonG times Dance!.. or DS.. seriously that’s the route Einstein should have taken.. pursuing the inner Universe of Human as that’s WHERE ALL THE REAL FUN STARTS AND ENDS NOW! ALWAYS NOW!..as..well as HUMAN HEALING.:)!

So.. sure.. we got nuclear bombs..
And i do nuclear dance.. instead
as FReEdSTEiN
and OMG it’s so
cool.. Quantum
Physics
is coming
around to see
all of reality
as consciousness
as Force of the Positive
Energy of human emotions
as that relates to US.. and of
course.. Love is the drug of the
BEST FORCE.. ALL POSITIVE
ALL THE TIME.. WHEN THE FORCE
IS WITH US LIKE THIS.. AND LOVE’S
POSITIVE MUSIC WITH ALL THE
CREATIVE GENERATING..
positive notes
growing human
emotions and
senses.. iT
iS-eXplosive
in both Force
and Healing
Power
for us
human beings
pursuing our energy
potentials!
so yeah.. when
i dance i am
no older than
7 years old
in terms of
young but sure
stronger.. as i’ve
had nows to practice
iT more FULLY NOW..:)

sMILEs of DANCE NOW
and SonG/MusicK!..
iNmE!
and
U!

“i ain’t got no trouble
in my life.. no foolish
dream to make me
cry.. i’m never
frightened or
worried..
i know
i’ll always
get by..
i heat up..
i cool down..
when something
gets in my way
i go ’round it..
don’t let life
get me
down..
gonna take
it the way
that i found
it.. i got
the music
in me”..
etc.. and
dance of
course.. reference
this song here..
and for some
reason you
remind
me of
Kiki Dee..
See ya later
Real now Shawna!..;)

Oh.. goodness same friend.. for now.. ocean bones..
you are still here and that’s kool.. and this graphic
illustration of how a laugh can change humans and the world even..
is magical to me.. after not laughing for 66 months..
and getting a new hair cutter named C.J. who
cracks a joke in the first of August 2013..
and cracks my funny bone.. back again..
to belly laugh alive..
and that tingly
feeling of a belly laugh
is when the Vagal Nerve is WIDE AWAKE..
again or BACK LIKE MiNE then.. Laughter is
the medicine i am after and the medicine i give..
with dance in real life too!.. Yes.. Dance Laughter..
alive and
FREE!FOR!ALL!..:)

Haha! ‘Horcrux’.. thanks God for Google..
during my period of shut-in illness..
with little use of eyes and ears..
the Harry Potter.. thingie..
goes ‘write’ over my head..
and Oh yes.. all of what
i do online is a Horcrux..
NOW that goes on forevernowmore..
All in terms of words.. photos..
videos.. and other symbols..
my friend.. still.. now..
named ocean bones@the
ocean is grey..
and PS.. i
didn’t have
to murder any
human beings to do
it.. all i had to do
is murder illusory
fears and all stuff
associated
with hate..;)

Well.. the way Scarlet slaps Rhett
backwards.. and the way
Rhett seems to enjoy
it.. i must say
with wrists
tied up
there may
be some shades
of Grey WYvern here..;)

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/10/thousand-hands-of-love-free-verse-nude.html

Oh.. Google.. and YouTube associated resources..
NewOcean of human opinions.. philosophy.. art
and yes.. attempts at science.. too..
a little over two decades for the
origin of Google..
now in 2015..
and a little
over one
decade
for the
origin
of
YouTube back in 2005..
and now there is a Universe
in strings of bits and bytes
of 1’s and 0’s to express
all of what humans
were.. are.. and
can be
with few limits
of past restrictions
of local cultures
and religions
to keep
humans
from greater
Truths and Light
of what was.. what
is.. and what
CAN BE
NOW..
My aim is to dismiss
no opinions.. no art..
and no science
from my
discerning
mind and body
balancing soul..
heArt expresSinG
emoTioN of SpiRit..
so i learn more than
most.. and sure.. eXpress
more than most as well.. NOW…
What Google and YouTube proves
most of all is that we are one limitless
Supraorganism of Consciousness
of Human being as Global
FORCE of BEING NOW..
wHeRe humans across
the globe are coming
to similar essences
of truth and light
through art
of science
and the science
of ALL ART N0W..
wHere the science
of ART is NO LIMiT
or expectation
for those
WHO
GROW
AND CONTINUE
TO GROW IN MIND
AND BODY BALANCING
SOULS.. HEARTS EXPANDING
AND SPIRIT OF HEART.. AND MIND
AND BODY BALANCInG AS SOUL.. MOVING
CONNECTING AND CREATING AS ONE FORCE
OF HUMAN BEING WITH ALL THAT IS GOD NOW..
THE MoViNG evoluTioN of the human soUl expresSinG
SpiRit requires connections to grow asONe VISiOnARY
LIGHT FORCE LOVE AsUniFYinG FORCE of CreatiVitY
or SHRINK AS MANY DIVISIONARY
DARK FORCES OF FEAR
AND ASSOCIATED
HATE..
Love is the positive ion
of human emotion
and Fear
is the
negative
ion of human
emotion
Yes..
EMOTions..
are charged either
positive or negative
as above so below
there are ions at
the atomic
level..
and at the human
level of emoTiOnS
too.. to charge human
with Love is to grow..
and to charge
human
with
fear
is
to
shrink..
in ways
of human
associated hate..
With Love and positive human creativity
there are no limits in heights of heaven..
with Fear and negative human hate..
there are no
limits
to
the
deep
of hell..
i for one laugh
in the face of fear..
of the dark force now..
so sure.. Halloween
is an excellent
time to
express
the strength
of the LIGHT of
human humor against
all forces of DARK
associated with
human fear
and
hate!
And what
better way to
express humor vs. dark
now than the human
archetype of
THE
DARK
CLOWN…
and sure there
is a shirt for that..
but i think i’ll leave
the dark music off..
as there must be
incongruent
humor
to make
it work best
in my opinion
of course..
wInks.. photos
coming SOON..
But seriously.. this is the most
exciting time for an open minded
and bodied person to live.. as this is an
experiment of human potential as
Supraogranism of global
connecting life
coming
together
to create
ANEW
ALIVE!..:)

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Ashe..
F-old data.. Joy-new data..
work-old data.. ugh.. it is what it is..
play iS alWays now.. old is required..
for regular data.. play is new.. is NOW..:)

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Ysoserious..;)

Well.. like Katrina says..
it ain’t easy being NOW
married to a HALF JOKER..
HALF PAN.. Pan.. Fred Pan..
(;Bond reference2;)
and reference last
facebook profile
photo status thingie..
And OMG the shape
shifter am i..
at work again..
as the joker
hair style..
flairs
out
on
left side
of me for now..
Great movie that
“PAN” movie is
BTW… highly
recommend it
iN REAL TiME
N0W..;)

This dude up theRe with me in this selfie..
who works at Target is perhaps the best example of a Christian..
i have ever seen in my hometown of Milton.. i have never ever
seen him crack a frown yet.. and OMG he’s been working
there for years.. not even my crazy clown shirt
stops his smile..;)

i’m betting he never ever gossips
about anyone in his life..
in fact who knows..
he might be….
in disguise..
no NOT IN
DISGUISE..;)

AND NO
i can’t keep
the secret NOW..
real Christians
SHINE..
ALWAYS
SHINE..:)

Anyway.. it’s absolutely hilarious
that a mythological God representing Nature
in all ‘her’ freedom.. is developed into a
demon by the folks who prudely and proudly
neutered Jesus.. and he wasn’t even here
to defend his virility.. THAT just is
plain and humanly sad.. oh.. the
ignorance.. of separation from
GOD AKA Nature’s Truth of Light!..:)

http://www.mesacc.edu/~thoqh49081/StudentPapers/pan.html

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Well.. i’m actually kinda tired tonight
but what the heck.. i’ll do a little
poetry in response to the
dVerse online poet’s pub
prompt about
Halloween..
i suppose the
really serious
clown shirt
gets me in the
mood somewhat..

Yes.. i danced around
6 miles or so.. in several
stores.. while waiting for
the movie to start… and there
i am in my really serious clown
shirt.. doing a little ballet-like
exhibition at StarBucks in Target
while Katrina waits for her
super charged drink..
and i get something
like an all
healthy
smoothie
to take around
to dance along with
my swinging iPhone6s
as counterbalances
for arms of sort..
anyway..
so the
cashier
at StarBucks
tales my wife..
oh my God do you
know your husband
is famous all around
town.. everyone knows
who he is and what he does..
and i’m thinking they only
know half of half of what
i do in the fleshy
world of
dance..
there is a whole
other world of
‘Pan’ as me..
online
all
free to see..
but no..
we don’t
give those
links out
to just
anyone
in our
fundamentalist
town.. as sure there
is no need to offend
those who will
surely
be offended
by.. as far.. far
out of the box
of where i live
AS NATURE’S
TRUTH AND
LIGHT
INCARNATE
AS HUMAN
‘PAN
FORM’..
that’s kinda
like a metaphor
for just being
ALL NATURAL
CHILD
OF
GOD..
The devil only
lies in contrived
evil of human hearts
and spirits expressed
as illusory fears
and all
associated
stuff of human
hate.. God
is Nature
so God
IS ALL
FOR NATURE
ALWAYS NOW!..
AND YES.. i
F*KinG represent
Nature at hEr
and hIS TRUTH
AND LIGHtEST
Form!.. and
do my besTesT
to DO
THE
ESSENCE!
jUSt
CORRECT!..;)

Okay.. enough
on that..
poeTry
staRts
wITh
a YAwN..
fOr n0w..;)

*Lonely Ghost of Human and or
Zombie walks the new
moon midnight
of darkness
forevermore..
a myth yes..
but a reality
for those of
us who really
have been to
this place of
darkness as dead
walkers of life.. Ghost
Souls who feel nothing but Pain..
if they are even lucky enough to
FEEL PAIN.. AT ALL FOR NOW…

Ah.. dark night of the soul..
a NOrestinG place lasts
thousands of
years in one
second of
eternity
iN Real Living
Hell.. most dark
mythologies
point to this
reality.. most
don’t share..
but never
forgotten
and always
worth taling
again.. for those
who go there
dead as
alive…

*Smiles..
the greatest
lesson of Halloween
perhaps.. is all of human
ego is act.. contrived or not..
TO establish mastery over
one’s ego.. is
to play
what
role suits
the now
for
environmental
survival.. there
is no survivor
like
the shape
shifter
of ego..
who can
mind meld
together
for social
cooperation
always better
than stale
of
yesterday..:)

*Ah.. vampire symbolism.. not unlike
Zombies.. or werewolves..
all archetypes for
psychopathic
leaning humans
who can only
taste the pain
of others. and have
no way to feel human
heARt of emoTioNs..
expresSinG spiRit
of hearT in mInd
and body balancing..
when fearless is real
but feeling
of heArt
is numb..
with
only reach
IN CAUSING
pain of others..
so in this way
myths
are no
less sad
as the
reality
come
TRUTH inLies
FOR OTHERS
IN REAL LIFE NOW…

Charm of Dark..
Charm of Light..
both work with
a magic
delight..
placebo
nocebo..
as science
now shows..
prayer and voodoo
or both objects
of belief
of imag
iNaTioN
come fruition
through dark
or Light..
i for one
choose
white
magicK..
hAha!heHE..;)

Wonderful real
portrayal
of vampire..
my friend Glenn..
and i really love
the last movie
about Dracula
as it shows the
greaTest Love
is when NOW
human gives
up heart..
spirit..
and
soul
to serve
Love..
It is often
the Judas
who bleeds most..
while others sit in
arm-chairs
and read
the myths
that portray
cold hard
reality
of blood
and flesh..:)

*Ah.. a crow and mouse..
might have a wonderful
tale to share..
but most
people
will not
listen
as they
know no
one else
but self
and few
close
others
as similar culture
reigns the different
out of us for now..:)

*Humans once surrounded by death..
it comes slow.. it comes quick..
and most always
naturally
as part
of life..
separation
from the reality
of death brings
both fear
of death
and less
appreciation
of life.. as we
sanitize our lives
into something less
than challenge and
emotions of always
past.. now when
humans live
and die
free..
as
Life..:)

*Human dreams
and nightmares
same.. belief
relates
in spirit
realm..
dark or
light.. what
we feed our
brain becomes
our dreams.. a light
diet for me.. a dark
light for others..
action..
consequence..
dreams for me..:)

Smiles.. and yes.. witchcraft
works.. as effective as
the placebo effect.. light..
yes.. nocebo effect
in opposite return..
dark.. metaphors of
black spells
and voodoo
all reign the
same where humans
believe consequences
are real.. but the garlic
is as simple
as relative
human
free
will.. for
light or against
the dark.. a play
of belief makes it
ALL REAL NOW..:)

Fear is the monster of heart
that finds a home..
Fear is the monster of Love
drives Love away..
Fear is the Monster of Now..
Never real.. in illusory ways..
but we make
it what it is..
So hard to
escape..
but possible..
yes.. possible
with relative
human
free will
and a dash
of sensory
integration
and emotional
regulation and
anxiety rests in peace..
through feedback of
mind and
body
balance..
It works for thousands
of years in the eastern
philosophies of movement
art.. but here a quick fix
of pill.. never the
return
of
REAL
PEACE OF MIND..
there are only two innate
fears of human.. falling
and loud noises.. all the
rest are illusory and
learned but feeling
real.. what comes
can
go..
as well..
my friend
in terms
of fear..:)

Myths mirror culture realities now
still.. and interestingly still now.. now..
enough.. the rising fascination with
vampires in heart of art
mirrors science studies
almost perfect in
practice.. of declining
yes empirically declining
measurable empathy
among college age
young adults.. around
30 percent in the last
several decades.. a cold
heart is the myth for
vampires.. zombies..
and werewolves..
who deal
in fear..
pain.. and
hate.. instead
of all creativity
associated with
human LOVE..
so in other
words.. ‘Leave
it to Beaver’
dies a cold
death Alive..;)

i guess.. i am a lucky little goblin and
still am.. as i never care much
for candy..
but tricks
are so much
fun.. and i’m
back to tricks again..
as a real trickster..
yes.. the white
magic kind..
no black
magic here..
never really
needs a
Halloween
costume.. year
’round for tricks..
BYOB Light tricks
is what
i do..;)

Smiles.. i suppose give me the money
comes pre-packaged at
Halloween for
some as
give me
the candy
before dollars
wrap all
stuff
of Life..:)

Interestingly.. Zombies
move stiff.. but at least
they move.. where read
eyed humans sit still
for hours on end
with
burning
eyes..
where creaky
bones will
soon become
mechanical
chairs
of misery
alive
as death..
the vilest
horror stories
save the punch
of dark for later..
and that is
what is
in store
for most
who sit
still
for now..
as Zombie
chairs… as
death in Still
Life.. Still.. Now..:)

All caught up for now..
at 12:33 am..
10212015..:)
Back at 12:16 pm..
only two more poems
to respond to for
now..

Oh.. cLocK of deATh..
clocK of tiMe..
Clock oF n0w
nEver tiCks
riVer fLowS
timEnoW
streAms
me
uS
OceaN
LiveS
FloW..:)

Pain of live..
Dark as Soul..
trigger pulls
never
lives..
life a joy
life a challenge
life alive..
never
fully
dead..
WiLL.. the savior
of hearts gone cold..
Reptile Brain
animal
savior
lives
without
heart.. cold
and alive..
Until spirit
comes back
with heart
BEATING SPIRIT
ONCE AGAIN
SOUL ALIVE
NOW..:)

And that’s all for now..
Nature calls outside..
in flesh and blood..
ways of moving..
connecting..
creating..
Life..:)

12:36 pm…
Back at
11:10 pm
for one more
and another from
another place not
related to Halloween
at all.. yes..
anything
goes
for
Halloween
now for me
at least..;)

Ah.. the misChief
of humans do arise
on Halloween night..
where goblins
are humans
and puppy
dog tails
do wiggle out..
of order where
tricks are in order
and prey is once again human
and humor set free in how
far can one go..
in a social
norm..
of tricks..
So Trick or Treat..
or Treat.. or Trick..:)

Hi Prajakta..
A sinG of Love
is always
great Song
Sharing now
and all the
nuances
of Love
spRinG
forth
inside outside
below so above..
and all around
a Garden
of
Human Love
and the heARt Art
of the dog is precious
and the poem is great
’cause i notice
the poem
over
the
heArty
Dog..
smiles..:)

11:20 pm
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SMiLEs.. Glenn.. Life IS A multi-dimensional story that never ends.. in real reality of course.. and Pure White Love that has no shame.. regret or sin.. iS the drug that fuels human creativity to the highest of heaven N0W.. so aLL of thIS.. iS a result of that.. to Live in real Heaven of Love is to move.. connect and to create.. to live in Hell of Fear.. is still.. alone.. and stagnant.. in ways of hate… now just NoW..

Division will always separate from Love and cooperation..
Unity will always separate from fear and hate…

Where open consciousness of LOVE exists..
EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE..
THERE ARE NO LIMITS..
MOUNTAINS AS METAPHORS
ARE AS LIGHT AS FEATHERS OF US..
WHERE CLOSED CONSCIOUSNESS
OF FEAR EXISTS
ALL THERE IS..
IS LIMITS OF
HUMAN POTENTIAL..

The RULES WILL ALWAYS
STATE THERE ARE
LIMITS.. WHETHER
THAT COMES
FROM CULTURE
OR RELIGION..
GOD WILL ALWAYS
SpEAK THErE IS NO FEAR..
THeRE IS LOVE THAT GROWS
A HUMAN HEArT.. OF EMOtIONs..
SPIrIT of HeART EXPRESInG AND
MiND AND BODY
BALANCinG SOUL
bEinG
N0W
ALL
ONE CAN
BE ONE
WITH
GOD..
CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS..
THE KUNDALINI.. THE
GREAT SPIRIT.. THE CHI..
THE DHARMA.. THE KI..
THE DAO.. ALL THE
METAPHORS
OF THE
FiRE..
ThE FLaMe
that never
ends
aLiVE
for
NOW..:)

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Hi Victoria.. thanks so much for commenting ‘here.. on Google Plus’..
and thanks for the kind compliment.. of pondering wonder..
and sure.. i’m sorry it is so hard to consume
my blog posts and reach the end..
to the
comments section..

but with a creative explosion like i continue to have and grow
these last couple of years.. the alternative will be
to make perhaps 50 to 100 blog posts a day
to separate each poetic expression..

which of course will kill the creative process

as anything mechanical cognition or rules takes one

away from stream of

consciousness writing..

But truly what i do is easier to decipher than what Whitman does in huge blocks of text that not many off the streets could reasonably get through in our new Twitter Age of bites of small text.. where attention span is actually scientifically measured for humans of a gold fish now.. on average..

So i live in a day and now.. that i am certainly the outlier now.. but the work is there.. still in thousands of poetic expressions of less than 140 characters than i can repackage in a digestible form.. for today’s Twitter World.. whenever i please to do that.. as yes.. i take that reality in full consideration.. too..

But for now.. is the output stage.. and perhaps it will be someone else long after i am dead.. who does the review and the digestible form for whomever might be interested in what i do here now.. anyway.. creativity moves.. connects and flows for me.. i just let it go.. and it is what it is..

And oh by the way.. as far as what i do now.. although i personally cannot open up what i do on old iPads and iPhones.. in mobile way.. the new iPhone 6s with a fast broadband LTE connection opens the posts up as smooth as butter.. just like my big 27″ iMac all in one work horse of technology accomplishes with speed and efficiency..

But still.. with some posts approaching 26 thousand words.. in a couple of days effort or so.. that is beyond.. way beyond.. our Twitter Age now.. but at least the technology is catching up.. where the humans may always be left in the dust of the past.. of focus and attention.. and big picture thinking.. rather than bits and pieces of this and that..

It is beyond my pay grade as
human to fix that
my friend..
wInKs..
BiG
WINks..:)

Anyway.. explaining all of this time
and time again.. without anyone
from dVerse really taking the time
except for you and a couple of others
to understand the now new creative
process i am trying to accomplish
here started impinging on the
creative process itself..
so my solution
is simple..
sad.. in some
ways i have
to do it.. but
no choice
but to no longer
link in online
avenues of
Poetry sharing..
The folks who make
the rules are rarely
the folks
who
create
totally
free my friend..
it is the nature
of the beast that is
human being.. rules
by very nature are
close minded
and by very
nature
so are
the folks
overall..
who
make them..
I cannot change
Human Nature but
as always i adapt..
CHANGE..
survive..
AND
THRIVE
MY FRIEND
WITH LOVE
OF
COURSE..
and seriously all the
restrictions the administration
of dVerse made in the rules
that were obviously
directed specifically
at me to curb
my creative
output..
was starting
to chase other folks
away.. from sharing
on dVerse.. in general..
now that i am gone..
it is nice to
see those
rules relaxed
or i may have to
go to another place
to get enough output
for the inspiration creativity
thrives off of my friend for now..
13 or so people participating
in a Halloween prompt so
far.. is kinda
sad..
in my
opinion…
but with freedom
Life grows as always
with human creativity..:)

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Hi Soheir.. i enjoy ‘the video’
and it illustrates many of the modern issues
of mixing the secular world with ideas of religion..

All real Prophets of God speak
in terms of metaphor and parables
in poetic ways of expressing
the experience of GOD..

Of course God
is not a name or word alone..
God is a limitless experience
of free human beings
who immerse
themselves
as ONE
with GOD..

And of course as always there are humans who
make rules to control other humans in analytical ways
of materialistic and power gains for illusory status..

And of course as always there are humans who
fight for freedoms of experiencing life with God in
Artistic ways of human expression.. as ART.. of GOD…

Words are rarely enough to express the fuller experience
of human as one with God.. one can see tHiS wITh the Hawk
spiraling the Sun free at mid-day.. or the Lion walking tall on
the Savannah without fear.. but human words and culture..
makes everything so much more complicated.. than what it can be…

To be one with GoD needs no words.. no religion.. no culture to attain..
as i enjoy the other video that you provide that describes a
Desert Isle with GOD One and Human saMe..

If a virus comes and kills all humans beings
except for two on a Desert Island..
the prophet will once again..
be the one who attains the experience
of Heaven now with the experience of GOD..
and attempts to use some kind of symbols
to express that to tHeir friend.. yes..
as Heir of GOD FREE as gifted from birth..

i agree with the Muslim Religion
as it speaks that humans are ONE
with GOD from Birth and not fallen
sinners from birth.. It is mechanical
cognition ways of life that are the fall
from our Innate Instinctual
and Intuitive gifts of God’s
Nature humaNiFest as US..

The followers of Christian religions
have twisted the words differently..
and the followers of Yogi’s have
done the same.. and sure with the
uncovered gnostic Gospels of Yeshua..
also known as Jesus.. in 1959 in Egypt..
of which only 37 verses exist uncovered
before the Nicene Council of Constantine in 325 AD..
kills people if they follow those teachings of Yeshua then..
as those teachings free human beings into the experience
of the heaven of now.. WITH GOD..
with no promise of heaven
after life..
only NOW..

One cannot
control human beings
easily like this who experience this Bliss of Heaven Now..
Illusory fears will not work on individuals immune
to fears with Bliss..
of Heaven now..

No.. not just words.. teachings.. in deep metaphors
to escape the psychopathic unfeeling.. no feeling GOD eyes
of POWER HUNGRY MATERIALISTIC leaders.. both in the
Roman Empire then.. and the Catholic Church as it stands then..
and of course that is part of human nature now.. as well as sad..

AND POWER ALWAYS INCLUDES ENSLAVING
OTHER HUMAN BEINGS THEN OR NOW..
and that slavery is not always easy to see..
when spoon-fed from birth as cultural rules…

AS long as human flesh and blood lives as evolving now..
there will be psychopathic leaning individuals who neither
feel love or read/speak the eyes of GOD in spiritual writings..
so yes.. in this way.. the metaphor and the parable..
protects the real words as symbols of GOD’s
teachings from the unfeeling GOD eyes of others..

It is up to those of us who remain with those
God Feeling eYes to discern the Truth and this Light
and spread it to the best of our ability.. and one can see
the young men in the video doing their best to express that..
but truly it is difficult ..as God is much smarter than US..
in terms of human words.. so much deeper than the
Analytical Language mind will ever speak or read my friend..

So yes.. my friend Soheir.. Peace.. BlesSinGs.. and Love to you..
and sure.. BlisSinGs as well.. as that is what humans are natural Heir to..
NOW JusT NOW.. who hEar GOD sPeak in tHeir liVes.. on desert Isle..
or desert lands.. on beach… on mountain.. in cave.. under tree..
or the furthest planet we can imagine from here..
my friend..
SOHEIR..:)

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Well.. ‘this’ is no DeLorean..

but a Honda Civic EX Coupe.. will have to do..

for back to the future October 21st for me too.. and back in 1985.. 30 years ago.. let’s see what i am doing today.. yes.. i am getting off of work right now.. close to 11 pm Central time.. downing a 6 pack of beer.. as i am too shy to go in to dancing at Club 2001.. without a strong buzz.. and yes that was stupid.. and stupid is as stupid does back then.. but the allure of the ALL females there.. makes stupid is as stupid does more of course..;)

Okay fast forward to 2015.. 180LBS back then.. dancing with friends.. including now present Facebook friend Sherri.. and i am working at a Bowling Center then.. and all IS fun.. all the time.. simple job.. just serve folks and make them smile.. and that is all life is all about then.. and now.. there is still dancing once again.. as i am truly back to the future then now.. once again.. with dancing too.. and hmm.. i used to run miles and miles for fun then.. but no running now.. just dancing 4264 miles now in around 26 months.. since August of 2013.. and hmm.. i used to work out then..

in fact.. i travel all the way to Pensacola to workout with Nautilus machines..then.. and i think i am really cool ’cause i can lift four hundred and some odd pounds on Nautilus Leg Press machine stacked up to the top approaching five hundred pounds and i cannot imagine ever weighing 235LBS like i do now..

or lifting 930 LBS 25 times now on a free weight parallel

leg press machine with arms raised in air.. like a feather on my feet..

Any way back then.. OMG 2015.. seems like i will be really old and decrepit now.. but oh surprise.. yes.. things did get really really bad with human illness for 66 months from age 47 to 53.. but now all is truly a breeze.. stronger.. faster.. except i don’t run..

i just dance.. and more comfortable in my skin

than ever ever before.. so yes..

for those folks who at age 18

or 28 or 38 or 48

who wonder if life will ever get better..

YES IT CAN WITH HUMAN WILL.. AND THE POWER OF THE REAL HUMAN EMOTIONS OF FAITH.. HOPE.. BELIEF.. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY LOVE AWAY FROM ALL ILLUSORY FEARS AND STUFF ASSOCIATED WITH HATE OF COURSE..:)

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Well this ends Back to the Future

of Pan Sand Now..

but wait..!

it’s not over

’till

it’s

over..!

and there is still the 81st week of

Rave Dancing at Old Seville Quarter..

with all the cool college age folks there..

and pictures to share in this blog post

sometime around

3 am

on

Friday Morning

after dance ends..:)

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8 Responses to Back to the Future of Pan Sand Now

  1. https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2015/10/21/listen-24/

    ^^^

    SOHEIR..
    Smiles.. actually i did
    NOT say that the books
    are NOT revealed to humans by GOD..
    of course all prophets words are eyes of GOD..
    What i did say is ON a desert Isle.. as your other video
    states those prophets and or books are not necessary for
    God to live there with humans
    as those prophets and books
    do not exist
    there at all..
    That is just
    common sense my
    friend.. something
    God gifts to us
    with God’s
    eyes too..
    IN FACT..
    WE ARE ALL
    EYES OF GOD..
    FOR THOSE OF
    US WHO SEE IT
    MY FRIEND..
    with peace..
    blesSinGs..
    Love
    and
    blisSinGs
    AGaiN..:)

  2. Getting ready for the dance of night..
    but some now here to respond
    to the humor prompt
    from dVerse Poets..
    on irony.. sarcasm..
    wit.. and satire..
    as if i don’t
    do that
    enough
    now..
    hehe..
    AnyWayS..
    a dance of
    words.. a dance
    of feet it all
    comes out
    in the
    watch
    of
    me..:)

    Ah.. the cautious Rooster
    stays in the hen peck
    way.. hmm.. the
    brave rooster
    preens
    his
    way
    alive..
    umm.. to
    live bright..
    to live feathered
    darker.. a choice..
    a will of now forever..:)

    *Gold
    heirs
    errs heArt
    and spiRit
    expresSinG
    E M O T iON
    SoUl as body
    mind balancing
    for now.. alive.. yes..
    Silver Spoons do tickle
    tables.. plates.. but flesh
    will wear a hearT much fuller
    than the golden chalice of empty
    cup..:)

    Halloween.. Joker
    of death
    healer of
    life.. rise
    up death
    and spoon
    feed life..
    costumes mark
    bright.. dark fades
    night.. LiGHT!noW
    Sweet tweet treat..:)

    Couch pillows sing a song
    refrains upon strains
    of human neck..
    oh.. discomfort..
    oh.. a Life..
    just get
    away
    from
    pillow
    and move song
    and dance of Life..:)

    *Ah.. creativity in all its
    forms.. mindless escape..
    sometimes from minds
    so serious.. all plays
    of life valuable..
    even tabloids
    that steer
    ones
    from other
    worries now Life..:)

    *Pizza calories.. fat and
    carbohydrates.. a great
    source of energy
    for running
    life as long
    as one
    is running
    life and
    not
    A SEAT still..
    Pizza dreams
    dance longer
    alive.. for now..:)

    Once upon a time spunk lives..
    Once upon a time spunk dies..
    Once upon now..
    pills start..
    screens stop..
    classes stop..
    children stop..
    die
    younger
    later of
    not
    tHeir
    chooSinG..
    It’s already happening
    when pills provide life
    support early.. sad..
    just sad
    sad..
    saD…:)

    Chocolate dreams
    feel halls
    of feeling
    Humans
    dream
    better
    with
    Chocolate
    than without
    dreams feeling..:)

    *A cat on ice..
    wITh cLaws
    for trees..
    a cat
    may
    faLL
    aLL fOurs
    WiLL LiVe..:)

    A dance without
    drink.. a dance for
    Love.. a dance
    alone..
    Love
    Solo
    gRows..
    partners
    come and go..
    Solo
    Lives
    DanCinG Love..:)

    7:57 end
    for now..
    dVerse pub ‘bar’
    tenders playing..
    but sadly only
    two others
    and just
    8 total
    contributors..
    hopefully this
    great place of
    poetry is not
    fading away..
    but sure
    the ocean
    is
    full
    of poetry
    as the Internet
    has few limits
    for all
    interests
    in life
    for
    now
    TG..
    in other
    words there is
    ALWAYS NOW NEW
    plenty of Love
    in the ocean
    online
    left
    to explore
    NEXT..!..;)

    Oh goody..
    treats!..
    back at
    12:34 pm
    10232015..
    and there
    are more poeTry
    Players to play
    with for now..;)

    There is once a boy who glows preenish..
    Just shining light not really pruoudish..
    But truly only his wife washes dishes..
    And truly it’s her fault she wishes..
    to marry Peter Pan.. noT misSinG..:)

    SiLYis as sillY does..
    Smart is as Smart does..
    SILly reiGns oVer smart..
    sMiLeS liVeS
    fActcold..
    L A U G H..!
    i fOr oNe staRt
    poeTrygRow
    heArt.. bRain
    alReaDy
    mUCh
    mUCh
    tOO!
    FLOODinG
    BiG..;)

    Ah.. gratitude.. the best
    human humor of all..
    And to appreciate
    the dArk as weLL
    aS liGht
    IN ALL OF
    WHAT GOD
    DOES IS THE
    FIRST STEP
    TOWARD
    unconditional
    tough and passionate
    Love of the God of
    Love
    and
    Meteors..
    Hurricanes..
    Tornadoes..
    Earthquakes..
    congenital
    anomalies..
    HOMOSEXUALS..
    FOLKS WITH
    DISABILITIES
    DIFFERENT
    COLORS
    WAYS
    OF
    THINKING..
    MORE THAN
    RAINBOW
    all adaptations
    to change.. sure..
    and comets too.. Now
    AllthatisequalsGOdNOW..:)
    yeS.. friend Lynn to LOVE IT ALL
    iS
    TO
    LOVE
    GOD..
    BESTEST
    OF ALL TEST
    CHALLENGES
    AND GIFTS
    AS
    WELL
    IN THE
    DARK AND LIGHT
    OF LIFE AS Is is NOW
    GODAS
    NOW..
    some fear
    dark.. some
    cynic light..
    both those paths
    in the
    end of
    start
    are
    away from
    GOD as
    FIRST THERE
    IS DARK
    OR LIGHT
    GOD’S VIEW
    IS LIGHT
    WHEN DARK
    AND DARK
    WHEN
    LIGHT..
    ‘no separation’..
    only two words
    necessary..
    UNITY
    GOD..:)

    Ghost in the machine
    Word Press bugs..
    formatting
    doesn’t
    work
    but in heARt
    of life there are
    few rules.. just is
    just is.. and the
    Word Press bug
    makes it
    what it
    is.. for
    me at
    least..
    Special..
    greaTesT
    art is in unexpected..
    WITH NO LIMITS..
    what is planned often
    falls short potential
    of HUMAN HEaRT..
    with little to
    no play
    of
    rules..
    rules fall
    heart
    reins
    PoeTry Reigns
    best with HeArt..:)

    Ha..! greatest myth ever ruled..
    it’s a man’s world HA! again..
    first there is women
    even in womb
    then there
    is man
    to tomb..
    So sure.. for
    all practical
    intents and
    purposes
    as far
    as man
    goes
    GOD
    is she
    and
    never
    ever
    he
    alone..
    and after all
    it is emotions that
    make humans strong..
    men fail in this area
    as weak
    overall..
    and of
    course
    die
    first
    as well..
    the stronger
    sex the apex
    predator destroying
    his home.. ha this
    world needs an
    enema
    and
    more of
    a woman’s
    touch of Love..
    even if it means
    tying
    up
    men
    EMOTIONALLY
    WEAK AND COLD..
    and
    them
    dying
    earlier..
    and earlier..
    with no fun at all..
    LOVE IS HOT..
    FEAR and or
    EMOTIONS
    AND LOVE
    IS COLD..
    ‘tween
    ‘Luke’
    warm..
    17:21..;)

    Ah.. passPort
    place aWay
    from
    priS0Ns..
    culTure..
    rEligion..
    sAMe
    ways of being..
    stagnate.. dead
    life.. oh.. path.. now
    ready.. droNes
    build.. Queens
    KinGs
    wisDom
    come
    Love
    aloNg
    n0w
    on
    line
    passport
    freease
    spirit
    tracks
    a
    liVe
    a
    GaiN..:)

    Ah.. the best thing about
    meaningless poetry
    is it exercises
    the imagination
    for those who
    care about
    that human
    muscle..
    of creativity..
    the best thing
    truly is
    when
    all is
    meaningful..
    there is no dark..
    And the Cow
    becomes
    God
    LIGHT
    and the
    spoon too
    one and
    same with
    us truly sane
    with free will
    to LOVE FREE
    IN a relative
    cow
    way
    of
    course
    as one dish
    below above
    inside outside
    all around
    wherever
    the dish
    goes
    i
    we
    us
    remain
    aSonEdisH..:)

    Well you certainly
    do not disappoint
    my friend Lynn..
    traditionally
    at the
    end of
    course..
    the fear
    of middle
    is gone again..
    hehe.. and Snoopy
    is a trickster too..
    and a happy
    one
    at that
    who knows
    no fear of
    dark
    chocolate
    dreams..;)

    Ah.. the work of the night..
    the primitives do it
    in some
    places
    as the work
    of life.. naked
    doesn’t scare
    them..
    it means
    life..
    funny how
    things change
    from clothes
    to
    fear
    to hate..
    naked knows
    no hate of fear..
    culture and
    religion
    clothes
    brew
    most
    separation
    from what
    is inherent
    AS
    human
    Love
    simply
    to move
    connect
    and
    create
    ALIVE
    AS LIFE..
    sadly i rarely
    find it anymore
    on this planet
    of human
    generated
    cultural
    and religious
    HELL.. my
    garden of
    Eden is in
    the backyard
    waiting for meNow
    connectingTRUEhome
    @LEAST..where i
    goneXtfor
    now..;)

    2:26 pm…
    4:04 pm..

    Smiles.. my wife
    tosses me out
    of my boat
    at least
    once
    daily..
    i flow
    and she
    rows..;)

    4:11 pm..
    ending for now..
    to make a shorter
    than 10 thousand
    blog post
    now..
    to be
    continued
    if more poetry
    comes from dVErse
    in the comments
    section
    of
    “Dark Chocolate Dreams’..:)

  3. ^^^

    Well.. time to celebrate my 81st Rave dance week..
    at Good Old Seville Quarter with all the cool college age folks there..
    and yes.. it’s Led Zeppelin and that fallen or perhaps flying Angel
    in mid-air.. and yes.. of course there is a song for that..
    already provided in my current blog post.. titled “Back
    to the Future of Pan Sand Now”.. but truly the human
    archetype of Trickster is a Universal one..
    moving through Bugs Bunny.. Pan.. yes..
    Lucifer.. the Angel of Light.. and so
    many others.. who provide
    challenges of tests..
    as mythologically honing in
    our light against dark.. but truly myths
    like this house Truth and Light.. and yes..
    WITH FEAR OF Dark of Human Being..
    one will never be able to fully embrace
    the Light of God with Fear of Anything
    Illusory in this life.. Light is Love.. Dark is fear..
    Love is cooperation.. and Fear is all stuff related
    to human hate.. and sure this is what all pop artists
    are saying who speak Truth and Light.. ALL IS ONE
    GOD IS ALL where there is separation there is
    LESS OF GOD IN LIFE LIGHT LOVE.. WHERE
    POSITIVE IONS OF EMOTiON rule life instead
    of the negativity that can MAKE A ‘BLACK HOLE’ SOuL
    A HUMAN REALitY TOO.. WHErE ‘SUN’ LIVES AS inner
    SOuL moVinG balancing mind and body.. expresSinG heArT..
    with SpiRiT.. OF POSITIVE LIGHT FORCE OF GOD.. INSTEAD..
    of DARK.. A WILL A CHOICE.. THE LOVE LIGHT EMOTIONS OF
    HOPE.. FAITH.. AND BELIEF ARE REAL iN HUMAN REALiTY..
    AND YES.. THE DARK IS REAL TOO.. IN ALL WAYS ILLUSORY
    FEARS AND HATE.. AGAIN.. A WILL FREE.. A CHOICE..
    IN RELATIVE WAY GIFTED BY THE INTERCONNECTED
    RELATIONSHIP OF ALLTHATISGOD as
    MaNiFesT in
    HUman BEinG.. 

    Fun dance photos coming
    sometimes after the dance ends around 3 am or so..
    added to the “Back to the Future of Pan Sand Now”..:)

  4. paper sea says:

    “attack cat” … Ha. I like that. 🙂

    Ooh, those little pink flowers are so pretty!

    Upside-down cat. Hee hee. 🙂

    I like your grey carpet. And the cloud picture that follows.

    Kitties in cages. So sad. 😦

    That creepy clown is cool. I dig it the most.

    You watchin’ Lady G on American Horror Story: Hotel?

    I love Led Zep.

    A family dressed as the Wizard of Oz crew won the costume contest at trunk or treat last night. They were so adorable. 🙂 My kids were ticked off. LOL.

    “Friday Morning” … There’s a poem in that. I’m going to write a poem from this …

    okay; done

    • Smiles.. my once again.. same new friend.. paper sea.. all your words
      are poeTry to me.. and no.. the only time i watch TV is when wife
      Katrina saves snippets of it.. she thinks i might especially like
      and OMG.. Synchronicity.. is almost always the case..
      as in the example of the Angel girl matching
      my Fallen/Rising Angel Led Zeppelin
      shirt of Thursday
      moving
      into
      Friday Morning
      dance photos as well..
      oh.. and i am so honored that
      you are inspired enough to write
      a poem from my Friday morning
      FrolicKinG hmm.. i don’t
      think there is lick
      in Frolic..
      but anyway..
      that is what Pan
      does.. he frolics
      with all
      the forest
      nymphs
      and the closest thing
      to that bar is a beach
      instead of forest
      but
      still
      plenty of nymphs..
      female psychopaths
      are kinda few in my experience
      and even psychopaths are rare
      with narcissism a little
      more common
      and weak..
      but the dead heart
      soul and manufactured
      spirit are eyes i will
      never miss
      as they
      are stone
      cold unfeeling
      and more on that
      now as yes.. psychopaths
      and rampage killings.. per
      the season of Halloween
      if you will and
      the scariest
      of human
      potentials
      are my special
      interests for studying
      humans as well.. in fact..
      in case i haven’t mentioned
      or you’ve heard me mention it..
      i did a survey on the Wrong Planet
      about Rampage Killings and it still..

      http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218916

      hits close to number one on Google
      on the top of search results on
      “Major underlying factors of
      Rampage Killings”.. and
      hmm to pull the
      trigger on
      another
      human
      being
      requires low levels
      of affective empathy to
      overcome that normal aversion which
      may come in many different ways..
      some innate.. some mastery in
      repressing human
      affective empathy
      and emotions as
      so-called ‘normal’..
      on purpose
      or not on
      purpose
      as a
      result of
      nurture now..
      military and
      law enforcement
      must do to get their
      cold hard job done
      at times.. so it is a mix..
      a spectrum that is almost
      always grey.. rarely does one
      come across a REAL PSYCHOPATH
      WHO HAS ZERO LEVELS OF AFFECTIVE
      EMPATHY FOR ANYTHING.. PET OR HUMAN..
      MORE ON THAT ON YOUR poetry too.. see ya
      in a few..;)

  5. http://papersee.blogspot.com/2015/10/friday-morning-illusory-status.html

    ^^^

    Well.. quite honestly the only girl i ever dated
    on the bar scene.. as i normally stay
    clear in those ways..
    of meeting the
    so calling
    fairer sex..
    FOR DATING
    PURPOSES..
    was close to
    a psychopath..
    back in the
    80’s..
    but not a full
    psychopath..
    as always there
    it is a spectrum.. in her
    case as a respiratory therapist
    dealing in life or death situations
    a little distance from feely empathy
    as is the case with many
    life or death employees
    in the world.. is somewhat
    of a requirement to get
    the job done and keep
    it.. without burning
    out.. so a mix..
    perhaps intentional..
    or born that way in some
    ways.. cute but psycho..
    often troubled but
    not often
    FULL PSYCHO
    HANNIBAL CANNIBAL
    OR BUNDY STYLE..
    ‘TIS THE SEASON
    HUH..;)
    BUT REALLY
    it’s serious do DO..
    and as you know i freely
    relate all experiences in my life..
    and you probably haven’t heard this
    one.. but the most terrifying thing that
    can happen to an empath is to lose
    their empath.. and become
    a cold hearted soul..
    the good thing though
    is the moral code of
    logic remains intact
    so there is little
    possibility
    of REAL
    NEFARIOUS
    ACTIONS BUT
    for a human being
    to never have or lose
    the ability for emotional
    feeling contagion of the
    affective empathy way..
    is what feels like
    hell for an
    empath as it happened
    to me.. or what is hell
    for a psychopath as they
    have never been to the real
    heaven of living in human Love..
    the BESTEST PLACE OF ALL!..:)
    when i lost all feeling
    in my 66 month
    spout of
    worse than
    crucifixion
    pain of
    atypical trigeminal
    neuralgia.. from wake
    to sleep.. the most beyond
    horrifying part was to feel so desperate
    to feel connection to other human beings..
    that a scratch of a cat is the closest thing
    to alive.. that i actually wanted to feel as
    something.. anything.. or my mother
    choking on a
    piece of bread..
    or my sister
    worrying
    about me..
    and wife
    too..
    as well..
    horrifying to
    the i that still
    lived inside watching
    this unfold in unfeeling
    way.. and there wasn’t a
    GODAMN thing TO STOP
    ME FROM THIS UNFEELING
    WAY.. AS IT WAS ORGANIC
    DAMAGE TO MY
    MIND-BODY
    FROM
    CHRONIC
    UNENDING
    STRESS AND
    ILLNESS..
    so yes.. i understand
    what it means to NOT
    FEEL AFFECTIVE
    EMPATHY THEN
    AS A PSYCHOPATH..
    BUT AS AN EMPATH
    ALMOST MY ENTIRE
    LIFE I KNOW THE
    REAL HEAVEN
    OF HUMAN
    BEING..
    SO YES..
    I EVEN HAVE THE HUMAN
    EMPATHY OF 14.5 BILLION
    YEARS NOW..
    TO UNDERSTAND
    WHAT MADE
    ADOLF TICK
    AS WELL..
    A BLACK HOLE
    SOUL.. IS THE DEMON..
    THE DEVIL.. THE BLACK
    DRAGON.. THE REPTILE
    OF HUMAN MIND..
    SURVIVE IT
    DOES
    BUT
    LOVE
    IT
    DOES
    NOT..
    AND FOR HUMAN
    THAT IS HELL MY
    FRIEND..
    WITTING
    OR NOT..
    AND FOR THOSE WHO
    NEVER LIVED IN HEAVEN
    THEY LIKELY LIVE THEIR
    ENTIRE LIFE IN HELL..
    HARMING OTHER PEOPLE..
    NEVER REALIZING THAT SOME
    OF THOSE OTHER PEOPLE ARE
    IN HEAVEN
    AND THEY
    ARE
    TRULY
    IN THE
    WORST PLACE
    OF ALL.. HELL ON EARTH..!..
    BEYOND
    SAD MY FRIEND..
    AND i truly would Love
    to help those people feel
    heaven.. ’cause if they could
    TRULY FEEL THAT WHITE BLISS
    OF LOVE.. THEY WILL NEVER EVER
    HARM
    ANOTHER
    HUMAN
    BEING
    OR
    PET
    AGAIN…
    PSYCHO
    IS NEVER
    CUTE.. CUNNING
    YES.. BUT CUTE NO..:)

    By the way.. love your
    word play on
    ‘better than Ezras’
    Hebrew or not..
    breezing
    decrepit
    sneezes
    and all
    that Jazz..
    and the cute
    but psycho shirt
    WAS JUST PERFECT
    TO GET THE POINT
    ACROSS.. HEHE..
    two of the girls made
    me take the selfie
    three times..
    as they
    didn’t think
    they looked
    good enough..
    they looked great
    in all of ’em.. society
    sucks in what it makes
    girls think they have to
    look like to be worthy
    to live..
    zero of these boys
    or girls will likely
    dance when they are
    my age.. as they
    won’t think
    they are
    pretty or
    strong enough to
    do it.. strong enough
    and feeling enough
    is all it takes..
    i hope that
    is what they
    remember me by..
    and i always tell ’em..
    i am 55 and still
    trucking along
    in the dance
    of life in
    hopes
    that is
    the one lesson
    they take home
    with me.. to say
    FUCK OLD AND
    STAY YOUNG AT
    HEART.. SPIRIT
    AND BALANCING
    BODY AND MIND
    SOUL MY FRIEND..
    BUT SURE..
    young heart
    is enough..
    if they
    remember
    that pArt..
    sMILEs my
    friend paper
    sea.. OH GOD
    ALL YOUR NAMES
    ARE POETRY UNTO
    YOU MY
    FRIEND..:)
    OH AND one more
    thing.. fascinating pop
    psychology research
    that suggests the only
    factor that separates
    a hero from a psychopath
    is human affective empathy
    the hero is fearless.. compulsive..
    a risk taker.. who is not afraid
    to break the rules.. but
    the hero feels such
    great empathy
    that the hero
    cannot separate
    the needs of he or
    her and the rest of the
    tribe.. yes the archetype
    of hero.. Jesus too.. one
    who lays done their life
    for others.. but
    in the real deal
    one who knows
    they will
    die..
    and is
    satisfied
    with what
    is given others..
    as his or her life
    is worth the
    joy
    of
    others..
    or saving..
    as it were..
    or is my friend..
    the best life’s are
    saved while dying
    alive.. now.. just now..:)

    Oh yeah.. and a link
    to the X-Altruist..
    for your
    purview..:)

    https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/face-your-fear/201001/altruism-heroics-and-extreme-altrusim

    http://www.science20.com/rogue_neuron/addicted_being_good_psychopathology_heroism-60137

    “Sociopath:
    Low impulse control
    High novelty-seeking (desire to experience new things, take more risks, break convention
    No remorse for their actions (lack of conscience)
    Inability to see beyond their own needs (lack of empathy)
    Willing to break rules
    Always acts in the interest of himself”

    “X-altruist:
    Low impulse control
    High novelty-seeking
    Little remorse for their actions (would “do it again in a heartbeat”)
    Inability to see past the needs of others (very high empathy)
    Willing to break rules
    Acts in the best interest of others, or for the “common good” (because it is the “right thing to do”)”

    “Interestingly, these two type of individuals, the sociopath and the X-altruist, may appear similar in their displays of behavior, and at times, even confused for the other type. If an X-altruistic person is compelled to break rules without remorse in order to help a disadvantaged person, is may seem as if he is acting rebelliously, especially if the motives behind his behavior are not known.”

    “On the other hand, a sociopath may donate a large sum of money to a charity, a seemingly altruistic behavior, but his actions may have been motivated by his selfish need to appear better than or more generous than a colleague. The defining characteristic that separates the two personality types is their ability to empathize, either not at all or too much, which then drives the extreme behavior of each.”

    http://papersee.blogspot.com/2015/10/pre-account-of-coming-war.html

    Hmm.. still on the topic of selfish minds..
    perhaps the only thing that saves
    the world from nuclear
    bombs is OVERALL..
    IS psychopathic
    leaders who
    will never
    trade
    their
    life
    for
    ideology
    that can be
    light or dark
    as seeming
    right.. as is the
    case of young men
    who rape young girls
    ’cause they are told
    Allah says do it
    for Allah..
    patriotism
    is often
    lost
    to ideals
    over GOD
    and so
    dark
    so dark
    heroes lost
    in eyes
    of psychopathic
    leaders only power..
    only power.. no soul..
    lives with only power..
    but again irony.. soulLess
    humans protecting us from
    THE REAL NUCLEAR WAR
    OF WORLD WAR THREE…
    at least here anyway..
    as there WAS serious
    talk about
    that among
    some folks
    about Iraq..
    separated from
    their brothers
    and sisters
    across the seas..
    out of sight out
    of human..
    a sad way
    to be..
    perhaps
    Internet connections
    globally will finAlly
    make the
    reality
    OF ONE
    TRIBE NOW
    ALWAYS NOW..:)

    http://papersee.blogspot.com/2015/10/maddie-ziegler.html

    Hmm.. the sexualization of pre-puberty girls
    in the U.S. is an illness of sorts..
    and while Sia uses Maddie
    Ziegler as an actor
    to portray
    Sia’s younger
    life.. in the song
    ‘Chandelier’ with obviously
    a sexually repulsive
    pre-puberty
    outfit that
    Maddie
    wears for
    men with
    ‘normal’
    eyes at least..
    the contradiction
    is in the make up..
    dolling up young faces
    with lipstick as that is
    about after puberty
    and not
    before..
    Anyway for me..
    i’m glad there is
    no knowledge about
    the
    Bill Clinton DEF..
    of sex before age
    16.. as i learn to love
    the eyes of girls and not
    the body parts as things
    to use.. and walking down the
    dark parking lot and sidewalk last
    night at all 235LBS of muscle man
    am i now.. i know the weak place
    of boy bullied by stronger boys
    but i cannot still imagine the
    place of fear of rape that
    all women who have
    any real sense must
    face as a potential
    when walking
    through those
    dark bar
    lots
    and sidewalks
    as the predators
    are inside more than
    ever before seeing women
    as pieces of this and pieces
    of that where no care
    at all of the
    heart.. spirit
    and soul
    that lives
    in eyes
    of the
    fairer
    more Empathic
    and Loving
    DIVINE
    Human
    that are the
    girls that i grow up
    with.. at least.. in my
    hometown of Loving
    Fair girls.. my friend..
    the innocence of child-
    hood is just Love.. and truly
    the other urges are just temporary
    and passing but Love is the Force
    that can remain young
    FROM BIRTH..
    until death..
    if properly
    nourished..
    cherished
    and practiced
    as an ART of
    LOVE making
    the REAL LOVE
    MUSCLE THE
    HEART
    TALL
    AND
    STRONG
    AND MOST
    IMPORTANTLY
    GIVING NOW..:)

  6. https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2015/10/23/be-careful/

    ^^^

    A Dog or cats’ paw is unconditional
    Love forever as they need others..
    technology brings the illusion
    that we as humans do
    not need each other
    as much.. and
    sadly we
    do not..
    a lesson
    of a Hurricane for
    me years ago.. the first
    and last time our neighbors
    share food with each other now
    is that we still need each other now
    But sadly not as much iN Screens..:)

    The challenge is to Love unconditionally
    without feeling need as much.. the will to
    do this is possible with only practice and
    never ever giving up Love of Humans..:)

    Anyway.. nice to see you again Zee.. words
    can illustrate human souls in sign language 2..:)

  7. ^^^

    And
    yes..
    i Love ALL
    OF NATURE
    AKA GOD..
    as much as
    women..
    And.. ah.. yes..
    that squirrel
    is almost a perfect match
    for that Dogwood Tree..
    in practice of course..;)

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