iT is IS IS is iT

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First of all

this is kinda like a poem..

so no.. don’t take it literally.. but what IF..

that Egyptian Goddess(es) Isis and Mut is more

than myth..

what if she is real and that is prophecy and she is yet to come

in flesh and blood.. and what IF she is incarnate as a very sick child

and flowers in to what she is now at age 45.. with all beauty and glory..

just natural as IS IS..

just saying..;)

It is
what
IS IS..;)

True

Story..

my second

cousin Fred..

yes..

another Fred..

son of Great

Aunt Jettie..

calls wife Katrina..

Mut often..

and his frigging inside joke is

he is comparing her to a goddess and not a mix of dog.. ha!..

the last laugh is on US.. after he dies.. and i find the meaning of his joke online..

IN WIKI LAND..

Anyway.. Katrina thinks THAT Woman/Goddess MUT/ISIS is not attractive.. and she gets mad when i say she ‘looks like her’.. and sure Katrina is more attractive.. it’s hard to be the most beautiful 45 year old woman in the world.. without make-up.. i guess..

Yes.. Katrina is ALL REAL..
ALL THE TIME..

AS
IS IS..;)

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OBTW

That’s no ordinary

cat..

That’s a small

Sphinx..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/10/diamond-eyes-life-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

Hi Himali..
It’s raining again..
leaves are falling..
and there is always room for sharing..
giving.. and hope.. when leaves and rain
fall in cycles of soul.. spirit..
and heart of human too..
so if one looks way.. way down that street..
there is a spark of Sun.. that will soon shine..
and rise again.. as human heart.. spirit of soul..
connecting friends again..:)

Hi.. again.. Himali..
a notebook of evergreen..
is a work of art.. that refuses
and never turns brown..
in shades of grey..
until daRkness
becomes
art
aGaiN..
a place of
mountain tops.
where skis of snow..
slope.. will never
end for now..
painting..
friends..:)

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Smiles.. so let it be written..
So let it be done..
I WiLL be
HERE..:)

SMiLeS..

friend Rafiah..

i weep almost everyday
for the gift of my life..
and yes.. for
the gift
of friends
as well..
in prayers..
and yes..
just being
here.. is enough
for me as well..
There is
a place
of
lonely
that is so far
beyond sadness
and tears.. that
it has no name
like GOD..
and that is
why GOD
creates
US as
GOD
wants
more than
one Friend..
as the mirror
tires
alone..
and you know.. honestly..
when i come face to face
with GOD on a dark beach
night in the month of September
of 1981.. this is what GoD tales
me in God’s way of speaking
that God is lonely in
the beginning
and can truly
not feel
Love
until
GOD
creates
US..
WE Are
GOD’s
Gift to
GOD and
IT IS up to US..
to show GOD
the best now
ever always
as an
expression
of GOD’s Love..
so sure.. how can
i not Love you.. i have
GOD’s
eYes..
and those
eYes will
Love All of Creation..
and even Greater
when God’s eYes
are Loved
back..
when two or more
come into a room
GOD LIVES
AS US
IN EACH
NEW CONNECTION
OF HUMAN EyES
OF
UNCONDITIONAL
TOUGH
AND
PASSIONATE
LOVE FOREVER
NOWMORE
TEARS
OF
GOD
OF
JOY..
GOD WANTS THIS
LOVE.. GOD NEEDS
THIS LOVE
MORE
NOW
ALL
WAYS
EVER…
so i WilL
FOLLOW
THROUGH..
with GOD’s
request
to
me..
then alWays
NOW my
friend..
wITh
LOVE..
Mushy..
Cozy..
in ALL the ways
GOD WiLL Love ITiN0W..:)

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Hi.. Leah..

after all the challenges

you meet in life

and continue to adapt to i

n surviving.. it is no wonder that

it has not been a joyful ride..

joy is an emotion.. that yes.. not all experience.. of course..

and apparently you seem to say here you never have.. as of course

with joy comes Love of Life as a given.. for those moments immersed in joy..

And no.. i cannot say i’ve always wondered how people enjoy life.. but yes.. for long stretches.. i see the joy of others.. but can no longer feel or remember how if feels to me before..

And as already discussed.. in the past for me there is no memory of how a tear of comfort feels.. a laugh or even a smile in those days of 2008 to 2013.. and several depressions in earlier life.. but none.. where memories of emotions go away with the emotions as any feeling at all.. not even fear.. with physical pain replacing all of that with the atypical trigeminal neuralgia and the other 18 or so disorders.. for icing on the black cake..

My fortune.. i guess.. is being born happy..

and at least having an old picture of the smiling

eyes and mouth of a baby..

who lives joy then..

and brings the faint hope that joy can live again in me..

When there is no reference point that people who routinely feel joy cannot fathom… i for one cannot fathom that place of human darkness as you go one step above me.. if you’ve never seen more or less how people can enjoy life.. i feel for you.. as i know that temporary place.. but nah.. not the forty or so year place that you apparently reside in.. there.. now..

For me at least.. when all feelings are gone.. including the emotions of belief.. faith.. and hope in living life.. the DNA we share and epigenetics provides the potential of always change.. even if one must be the first in memory of history.. to make the change a reality.. but of course .. the path that works.. is one of personal path.. but all i feel at this point.. is human being at genetic core has incredible potential for real change.. and at 40 or so.. it is far too soon.. to say no.. i think.. i FEEL..

on the eventuality that you enjoy life so much..
that you wanna live forever..
now.. then.. now..
some how some way
that works
for you..
and that is
my wish for you..
you are too far away
to dance with me but
if i could dance with you..
i believe i might bring you joy
in feeling the empathy of me..:)

Your friend,
Fred..:)

I dance alone first..
if there is no hope..
there can
still
be
a
Dance..
of Life…:)

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Well.. my friend LaLa.. you have felt joys in the past so there is the reality of the potential of those joys in the future.. that will likely come to pass again.. i for one believe.. FEEL.. after knowing.. FEELING you for these two years and hmm.. two months or so…

Not everyone has that blessing.. as i just speak to another friend.. who has apparently never been able to understand how people feel joy in life at all.. as from an early history of childhood emotional abuse.. there appears to be no reference point for her.. but she goes on at age 40.. truly still doing incredible stuff in life.. as a survivor…

The greaTest gift of GOD is our will to live.. some folks call the Serpent or Reptilian brain inferior as they THINK THINKING is better than emoTiOns of FEELING.. BUT OF Course AS WE FOLKS who have experienced the drought of tears KNOW.. with at least some reference point.. of crying.. and joy..

There can be no lie further from the truth..

as to feel is to human

and to human
is to Live..
and never
wanna
die..
alive..

but others say it much better than i..
and perhaps at this point ‘the
words’ may mean more
than
a few of ‘my
favorite
things’
in
YOUTUBE FORM..

“Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woollen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things.

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites, when the bee stings
When I’m feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don’t feel so bad

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites, when the bee stings
When I’m feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don’t feel so bad.”

There is a now when these metaphors
of song have zero meaning to me and
i cannot imagine ever writing
a song like this
of my own..
but i did..
and it’s
11 million
words long
now..
keep writing
my friend.. it takes
me 5.5 million words
to get THIS back..
but i LOVE MORE
DEEPER than i
ever have
before..
as
i write the
light.. and
let the
dark
sINk
back
in
the
pit
of
hell..

There is no formula i kNow..
i FEEL of.. that works but.. move..
connect and
create..
and more ways
to do iT.. than i will
ever move.. connect
and
create
alone..
the fastest way to
death as life is
to
keep it
inside..
withOUT expresSinG
iT.. moving.. connecting..
in creative
plaYinG
ways
of HUMAN
SpiRit of
emoTioNal
HEaRT..
wITh mind and
body balancing
soUl N0W..
wITh other
humans.. theRe iS
no play of Life..

just a lonely
script
of
isolation….

But here’s ThAT song..
i’m almost sure you
know it but
i will
hate it
if you haven’t
heard it at least
once.. but at least
i feel you have lived
it more than once..
and that my
friend is
not a gift
my other
friend apparently
has the luxury of reference
point for.. but it’s all
relative in
the game
of
human
life.. that
works best
as plaYinG Life..:)

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Halloween
serves many valuable purposes..
among those are imagination.. creativity..
and the expression of human art.. in act of ego.. change..
to the dark symbols of illusory fears and some real fears of life..
some people fear the dark.. and others are cynical of the light
and what i find is that the folks who are the most repressed in life..
in ways of expresSinG emotions and sensuality fear the dark the most..
and those who never imagine or create.. in ways of human art..
are most often cynical of the light.. To mix life in a way of
fearlessness and creativity one and same..
is to conquer the dark.. and grow the light
to highest ways of human being..
being one with all of Nature AKA God as well..
but it all comes down to experience of life..
in feeling and sensual ways.. of moving..
connecting and creating..
a science text book feels little of this..
and many philosophy books.. and even religious bibles
feel little of this.. in the full of human being.. particularly
moving ways of dance.. that is a core way of living
for our ancestors true to communicate..
and escape predator and capture prey..
in a praying way of life.. of invisible balance..
that is moving moreover speaking in concrete ways of life..
and then there’s the poetry of life.. that expresses the deeper
experiences of life.. far and few between.. short snippets
of small talk here and there.. but still.. even small talk
is better than nothing.. where cold eyes
never meet the tween of dance in life…
and sure
there is always a song for all of this..
and for now it is Josh Groban’s
‘You Raise Me Up’..
for me..:)

I’ve never been much of a name person..

i am more of a face person..

and truly more of a visual thinker than word maker..

words are sign language for human non-verbal communication..

in ways of discrete and concrete labels.. that humans have come to be moreover as a way of thinking themselves to be even.. some folks look at themselves as dumb or smart.. others look at themselves as beautiful or ugly and the dichotomies go on.. of the what folks perceive as dark and light in life.. from poor to rich.. from atheist to priest..

we humans are quick to label.. and much slower to find

the deeper meanings of the human heArt.. soUl..

and SpiRit more fully expresSinG the much greater gift and yes.. miracle.. as

Mr. Lorre suggests above in his #504 vanity card at the end of tonight’s Big Bang TV show.. and speaking of social awkwardness vs.. the egghead way of living.. of course there is Autism.. a full spectrum of differences as in any other Doctor organizational oriented human label of difference or disorder..

Walking up to the festival grounds of Church.. yesterday on Sunday.. i hear a most beautiful woman’s voice singing.. and sure it’s time to dance.. and nah.. at a church festival where i live.. there are rarely any folks moving anything but a stiff stare.. so i will obviously be the lone one in this effort if i express that total joy of life.. in letting emotions freely flow in a simple bliss of moving life.. to celebrate with joy.. just being here.. alive.. and healthy.. as truly sWell.. smiles…

And to my great surprise this is no young woman singing the song.. it is a 29 year old Autistic Man.. who can replicate the song pipes of any singer.. male or female.. with a creativity that flows and does not have to think.. and sure this is how i sing too.. however i pass that parrot stage.. as i do with technical writing at work.. and move into how music in my heart carries me above and beyond the written notes of others..

In Pop Music.. perhaps singer Sia is best at doing this.. some folks suggesting she is from another planet her voice is so unique.. and from lowest notes to highest notes for me.. i do not restrict either the dance or song of life.. in anyway.. if it feels good.. i simply do it.. my body and voice will tale me where to go.. without any worry.. or anxiety over planning ways of life…

I suppose that kind of potential comes with years of living in many shoes of life.. and all the dark stuff in my life is a blessing.. as i have walked in so many shoes.. i have enough common sense now.. to understand that humans are extremely complex.. and not judge a person on just one area of their life with a label.. and it also allows me the freedom.. to Love myself however i create the next moment free.. in the freest spirit of human imagination and creativity.. in the song and dance of life..

Anyway.. the young Autistic man singing..

appreciates my courage to dance.. as nah..

except for my bright white pants..

light blue shirt.. that says

‘IT IS WHAT IT IS’..

i can easily pass for law enforcement

or in the military with my super cool shades..

and muscular 234 LB body sitting on a 6 feet or so frame of bones..

The surprise comes when i float on land.. pretty much over the top..

for a dude who looks like me.. hehe.. but my aim in life is to dispel

stereotypes and myths of human limiting labels.. so i do everything

i can to be different to show folks what different truly is..

So yes.. i walk up to the young man and grab the microphone..

without grabbing it.. if you will.. as my voice carries these days.. with or without a microphone.. and i say.. yes.. i am on the Autism Spectrum as well.. diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome.. and i too.. love to sing.. as it allows me better to regulate my emotions and communicate them too..

Sure there is more details.. but i just let the young man sing.. without going into too many details.. but the nice young autistic man with a smile on his face says ‘isn’t he smart’.. with just another human way of connecting to another person.. with more than one label.. in this life of diversity..

and this young man like me does not speak until he is over age three .. and like me.. there are threats of institutionalism for perceived labels of human being.. according to his parents.. i chat with in the audience stands.. while he is singing…

dBut to see deeper in human ways is always to see more

than a label with no limits of human potential..

and this young man..

is going far.. as he sees no

limits for himself..

and neither do i..

the challenges of life.. as history shows..

is truly what shines the diamonds of life..

from just a label to brilliant light of human heArt..

spiRit and soUl.. expresSinG a way of life that may be new

to the other human eye.. as frigging something extra special..

taking steps that few folks take before..:)

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Hi friend.. the feathered sleep..
‘they’ say in numerology that
when one has completed all
the tasks of cosmic life
through life times of
practice and
practice
of making
grades pass
struggles this
and struggles that..
that one gets the gift of
free will.. 0.. and one can do
whatever one likes.. perhaps
one is born into fortune like
Buddha.. or one is born Now
as strong as Muhammad
Ali floating like a super
butterfly and singing
like a Bee with ease..
and sure one can
lounge around
and take
all their
life easy..
never give
a dime of
effort back..
but seriously how
can one who climbs
all the mountains.. sit
at the bottom.. and
never climb
again..
Real Heroes
do it for
more
than
just
them
alone..
REAL heroes GIVE
ten times or more than
what they get.. and sure
the Universe has a way
of rewarding wills
of real life
like
that..
f
r
e
E
And my
number(s)
iS… 0 1 1 1
for my
4 Life challenges..
coincidence… sure..
whatever ‘they’ say..;)

3090

JUST
another selfie
with the Bear Head Lady from the mall..
and classic photo bomb by the little boy with the tie..
who wants to be part of the creativity in full sWinG..:)

Yes.. the bear head makes an excellent conversation
piece to break the ice.. for a quick convo.. and lately
wherever i go.. it seems i make a conversation piece..
in different ways of dArk and liGht..
and sure most of the time.. I’m not
in the actual conversation..
just the topic of it..
wherever i go dance..:)

i must say again..
It’s truly amazing what smartphones
can do in the way of art.. today.. and the iPhone 6s..
with the simple point and shoot feature.. and much
better quality photos makes real magic of Nature
come to life.. raw.. just raw.. without any
enhancements at all..
Anyway.. i get really disgusted
sometimes for some folks who wish
this beauty all away with an apocalypse
to get a free ride to heaven.. when the REAL
Jesus says it IS now AS Nature.. per gnostic gospel of Thomas..
for those of us who learn to see it and feel it with more than literal
materialistic eyes.. if more people can truly feel heaven now..
they will wanna keep IT ALL CLEAN…
IN EVERY WAY..
WITH BLESSINGS AND PEACE..
WITH GRATITUDE FOR ALL WE
ARE GIFTED WITH.. AS
MOTHER NATURE
TRUE.. AKA
GOD..:)

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10 Responses to iT is IS IS is iT

  1. Hi Leah.. Books.. Cats.. and Music… a little intellectual stimulation.. a little furry love.. and a little art in the way of music goes a long way as joy for me.. too.. as simply content in the dance of life.. glad to hear you are listening to music.. as at one point.. i remember you saying it was just bringing you down in someway.. and yes… i’ve been in that place too.. where music is pain instead of pleasure..

    Humans are still evolving for intermittent joy in ways of natural reinforcement for survival ranging from tasty fat to sugar sweet hugs of other human beings.. but sadly yes.. there are vampires who are lost more.. looking for love than giving warm and true.. like the furry love of a cat.. that will share and move onto other stuff of life.. and those of us who understand the value of death live freer..

    So yes.. i guess i am a little confused about our last conversation.. as i was thinking perhaps you have never felt real joy.. but.. enjoy means different stuff to different folks.. for some folks it is jumping out of an airplane.. and for others.. yes.. it is a cozy sit with a book.. and still with others.. it is performing in front of an audience of thousands.. and millions.. in electronic way.. yes.. different.. guitars.. play with picks of individual human eYes.. generally on the same page of music.. but the notes still can come in/out.. different More..

    Ah.. human dVerSiTy.. i learn to Love it all by doing my best to understand as much of it as i can.. but nah.. none us will ever fully walk in the shoes of others.. but we do share sizes that are somewhat different.. smiles.. you are basically the same Leah i know and trust when i see you on the Wrong Planet.. and i see you as a person with a great deal of integrity.. i attempt to maintain my integrity as well.. but have also done my best to extend out into the most uncomfortable realms of my historical comfort zones.. to get as free as i can be.. like a Hurricane with a calm center of eye.. energetic as i please.. with a generous side of peace of mind to always go along with that now.. a practice of course.. and the rainbow calm of energy i do feel.. will never be perfect and that pleases me in the mystery always of now.. never granted.. never taken as anything other than what is is.. as best as i can can.. smiles again.. my friend..

    So yeah.. my goal is to stay in boot camp.. for always challenge and be as peaceful inside as possible.. and i smile inside.. when i go work-out at my military gym doing my own style of TAI CHI/Ballet to get totally calm and relaxing inside before i explode and leg press that 930 LBS straight out for 25 times.. i growl like a Lion.. or Ape.. or Gator.. take a pick.. but i do it for energy and focus and to remain as calm inside as the eye of the storm.. to other folks.. it looks wild on the outside.. but to me.. aLways the eye of the hurricane on the inside.. as the i.. that exists at core of I of Ego.. expresSinG i as I as SpiRit of EmoTioNal and SeNsory heART.. ALL for soUl freedom…

    So yeah.. sure.. never judge a book by its cover or even words.. there is always
    a deeper pArt of human that is each human’s own version
    of Truth and liGht..
    joy and
    anger..
    and for me the
    middle way works
    best.. but all i really
    need for happy now is
    my skin.. my bare feet..
    some sand and the gift
    to move.. and feelings..
    rainbow nuance of all
    senses and emotions
    balanCinG but ever
    changing
    where the
    rainbow
    colors of
    me will never
    be limited by this
    or that number of
    shades of grey or
    hues of color..
    and sure
    i am
    a
    human true..
    so friends too..
    like you.. my
    friend..
    Leah..
    Love,
    Fred..:)

  2. the wonder loom says:

    “I dance alone first”

    This inspires me. I think that’s where it starts and also where it ends. But if you can’t find peace in dancing alone, you really can’t find peace.

    • Hi the wonder loom..
      you always inspire me too..
      thanks for coming by today..
      in my little corner of
      the online
      world..
      and that reminds me
      of that song again..
      ‘i sing myself
      a quiet
      lullaby’..
      and i think
      i’ll put it here again..
      what the heck..
      inspiration
      IS
      WHAT
      IT’S ALL ABOUT..!..:)

  3. i listen to all voices when it comes to life in all the cultural..
    religious and strangest of cults that comes in.. so yeah..
    i have a really wide horizon of interests when it comes
    to research.. and the Google Algorithm.. like a good
    little human programmed robot.. finds all the
    similar stuff for purview as well.. and every
    once in a while.. one is so unusual
    that i am compelled to comment
    in the YouTube comments
    sections to strangers
    stranger than
    me.. hehe..
    so i leave
    the specific resources
    out on the two comments
    below.. but the clues are clear
    enough for those in the know
    on this kinda stuff where it
    is coming
    from..
    and no use in including that peanut gallery here
    that inspires the comments below.. from me.. hehe..;)

    Hi friend.. God is the God of all the Universe and beyond..
    not just a little patch of land in the middle east..
    who but a fool will restrict God to just one book
    of 800 thousand words or so.. when all creatures
    have been writing the book of GOD for infinity..
    Jesus says.. according to some reports..
    that there will be those who do much
    greater than he.. well.. my friend..
    i for one humble one.. write
    the equivalent of 13.6 bibles
    in the last 58 or so months..
    and as you know the Internet is
    forever more or less on servers..
    or perhaps 1000 years or so.. for those
    who upload their souls to it.. i invite you to edify me..
    just look up Katie Mia.. i am like a thief in the night.. but no..
    i’m not hard to find.. And.. i am one who needs no Google money
    by living by division instead of unity.. to make a Google penny here
    or there.. see ya later friend.. in the spirit of the real Jesus.. not a
    made-up soldier GOD.. by psychopathic empathy-less leaning
    folks in a Constantine Nicene Council.. in 325 AD.. looking to
    make a penny here or there.. or expand a Roman Empire..
    by making a humble prophet into the Sun Soldier God of
    Mithra.. while Constantine erects a monolithic statue
    of himself.. to make himself a mythological
    Sun God too.. trust me.. ya can’t take it
    with ya.. just the Love you give my friend..
    and that’s all that God is interested in from ya..
    so have a great now.. and just remember.. if you WilL..
    Karma can be a real deal now..
    no escaping GOD.. ever now..
    period.. end and beginning
    of story for now..:)

    Ha!.. the greatest heresy
    is little boys who think they are big enough men to
    chain God in little black books.. God is not just the God
    of a little patch of land in the middle east.. God is the God of ALL..
    period end and beginning of story.. and all of God’s creatures through
    infinity now.. ARE writing a bible.. NOW.. my friend that is uncensored
    and not abridged by little boys.. with only bark and little truth and light..
    and to be clear.. i don’t care how big or small you are.. ‘little boys’..
    is just a metaphor for all psychopathic leaning empathy-less men..
    who use God to divide instead of unify.. THAT is no GOD
    at all.. it is just words in a little black book.. or more..
    but anyway.. the real dude Jesus..
    not the made up Soldier Sun God
    of Constantine’s Nicene council in 325 AD..
    fabricated to expand the Roman Empire.. YES..
    THE REAL DUDE JESUS.. is reported to say.. folks
    will come after him who do much much more.. than he..
    perhaps he is correct on that.. as i my friend.. write the
    equivalent of 13.6 bibles AKA 11 million words in the
    last 58 months or so.. perhaps living a thousand
    or so years.. for those of us.. who upload
    our souls online.. so i ask..
    except for division hating ways of speaking..
    against the God of ALL.. what have you done for God lately..
    God is only interested in human Love.. all else pales in
    comparison.. human associated.. and all one will take
    for nowevermore.. is the Love one Gives..
    so are you rich are are you poor.. that is
    weighed NOW.. in terms of Love and not
    the Google Pennies you earn by judging the
    personal relationships other folks have with GOD..
    at least Renee M.. does not spend her time hating
    other folks and making a public spectacle of it.. that’s just
    sad my friend.. and all you will have to answer to.. is GOD’s Karma..
    in God’s way of judging that.. that will never be judged and or constrained
    by any little boys of patriarchal subjugating.. and controlling ways of human
    illusory cultural and religious fears.. Fearless is a cool way to be my friend..
    and people who truly come into what can be metaphored as Christ
    Consciousness have no illusory fears or limits.. they walk like Lions..
    and have the Love of Doves.. in human form.. the rapture is
    already here.. and WE are watching my friend.. where some
    eyes will never dare to tread alive now.. anyway.. have a nice now..
    and i hope you find it comforting that ‘REAL CHRISTIANS’.. as just
    another metaphor.. ARE WATCHING YOUR CHANNEL.. NOW..
    and ha! i would love to see you debate me.. but no one
    anywhere has been successful in doing that yet.. but sure..
    if you are a ‘big enough boy’.. you can find me with a quick search
    of “Katie Mia’.. but hehe.. i already feel the answer to that.. just call
    me a prophet or thief in the night.. or a riddle of a Sphinx.. or NOT..
    it matters not.. as GOD IS forevermoreNOW.. and you my friend
    are just a human.. a speck of dust in God’s eye.. alone or together..
    your choice.. never mine.. alone.. or anyone else but YOU..
    ALLONE or NOT.. WITH OR AGAINST GOD..
    trust me it’s better to work with GOD ONLY
    IN THE SPIRIT OF LOVE AS THAT IS
    THE ONLY REAL WEALTH IN LIFE
    ANYONE GAINS.. ALL ELSE BUT LOVE IS SIN..
    remember that my friend.. next now you spread hate
    and division.. but sure.. your choice.. your fate now..
    is all about you.. so best wishes in THAT ENDEAVOR
    OR NOT.. period.. end and beginning of story that never ends..
    sleep well.. or not.. there is no escaping the Truth and Light of GOD
    but illusions culturally and or religiously spoon-fed from birth.. God
    Lives inside.. no books required..
    as chains of human words in little
    or bigger black books..
    in fACT God requires
    zero words at all..
    to live bigger
    than human words
    will ever imagine
    then or now
    as now..
    ALLONE..:)

  4. Well.. it’s that time of the week again..
    and dVerse Tuesday themed links
    come again in online poetry land..
    and today is a most interesting
    one for me with my degree in
    Anthropology as it is
    about ancient
    Rock Art
    with plenty
    of Shamanistic
    phallic symbolism
    from our forbearers
    with or without foreskin
    hehe.. but the key to the
    paintings is human archetypes
    of sacred warriors.. shamans
    and tricksters that are a part
    of human being long
    before fancy
    religions
    and
    cultural
    empires come
    into the mix.. after
    all there are clown
    wolves as omega
    wolves that
    serve
    in the
    wild wolf
    pack just doing
    the same basic
    purpose in keeping
    the social unit well
    oiled and balanced
    to make the survival
    trip all in one
    balancing
    piece of
    living
    life..
    and sometimes that takes
    a little Robin Williams standing
    on the Dead Poet Society’s desk NOW
    to awaken those who have fallen asleep
    in the structured curriculum and guidelines
    of cultural prisons of human sidewalks that
    go a narrow path of nowhere much when it
    comes to the much fuller inner innate and
    instinctual intuitive potential of human
    being existential spiritual life so
    far beyond culturally
    contrived standard
    IQ ways of
    Intelligence..
    so nah.. when ya
    see a bunch of dudes
    doing a dance all naked
    with weapons in their
    hands and erect
    phalluses it
    ain’t about
    sex.. it is about
    moving to a higher
    spiritual creative plane
    of dreams of human
    imagination made
    real through
    the trance dance
    of human sensuality that
    often makes some members
    stiffer if you will.. without any
    prudish resentment of our
    human nature..
    AS IS IS STILL as
    CLASSICAL EVOLUTION
    MOVES SLOW FOR HUMAN
    PRIMATES.. and several scores
    of thousands of years makes the same
    human being all white and pastie and soft
    or like the real humans of past strong
    and spiritually one with Mother
    Nature True AKA GOD THEN
    AND NOW.. WITH NO
    NEED OF BIBLES
    OR SCHOOLS
    AS IT IS
    BUILT
    INTO
    OUR
    DNA
    PERIOD
    END AND
    BEGINNING OF THE
    STORY OF HUMAN BEING
    NOW AS THEN for us modern
    Sacred Shamans/Warriors/Fools/Tricksters
    who do it now like Yogis or ‘Yeshuas’ who
    come down from the mountains..
    trees.. caves.. deserts.. beaches..
    and crosses.. to relate our stories
    to the rest of the
    herd as best
    as we Reindeer
    folks of old and new
    do today with technology
    allowing our voices to reach
    farther than any Shaman/Yogi/
    Fool/Trickster/Christ Consciousness/
    Cosmic Consciousness dude or dudette
    does then back in the olden days when the
    deeper stuff of life is not yet erased by complicated
    religions and cultures that just make a lot of noise
    in clothing to cover
    up the core
    of Truth
    and Light
    gifted to WE
    ALL FREE BY GOD..
    WHEN WE COME
    AWAKE AND LIGHT
    UP
    AGAIN..
    hmm.. well this is gonna
    be fun.. cause i’m like those
    dudes and dudettes of past
    come alive now..
    coming to
    town..
    and observing
    my heart of
    ART from
    head to
    toe
    to tip
    of Penis
    and Flowering
    Vagina of human
    sensuality and creativity
    come alive in flesh and
    blood now.. and yes..
    my counterparts..
    are taking
    care of
    the
    vagina
    parts of
    the real
    deal too..
    but i will not
    name any names..
    and most of them are
    like Hollywood Divas
    anyway.. as not many
    women are brave enough
    to do that.. in the wild like me..
    and that’s understandable as feral
    male cats are usually
    braver and freer too..
    and even more
    friendly to humans..
    when it comes
    to the
    wild
    of
    free cat
    nature.. before
    that gets taken
    away from them
    and that’s just nature..
    if you will.. or ugh
    me no.. please..i’m
    gonna stay wild at
    least here and free!
    with some lessons along
    the way for those who are
    open-minded enough to hear
    them and expand in their freedoms
    as well.. in all GOD gifts us as human being still now!..

    So i’ll start at Glenn’s place as he is head and shoulders
    above everyone in the dVerse crowd of understanding
    any of this for sure..
    in my experience..
    so far..
    smiles..:)

    Ah..
    petroglpyhs
    Glenn.. pen
    is of Shaman
    wordless
    image
    strong as
    Shaman
    now where
    Shaman
    still dares
    to dance
    tall and erect
    as sacred trickster
    and warrior too.. oh..
    what is forgotten is still
    remembered by some on
    the walls of then and some
    flesh and blood photos today..
    in it.. in doing it.. real now.. spirituality
    and lust and creativity are one whole soup
    of human magic then and the real deal now..
    when the warrior/trickster/shaman sacred
    stuff IS mixed in
    then and now.. too
    for so long
    i am absent..
    my friend Glenn..
    but seriously
    i’m here
    now..
    sMiLeS..
    i knew that only you and
    me will even be brave enough
    to utter the world phallus
    as it is obviously the
    core of
    what
    most of
    the art is
    about.. the
    core of human
    creativity that
    drives all stuff
    human imagination
    and dreams to fruition
    dry or wet they are the
    REAL
    DEAL..
    smiles again..
    to learn to
    employ it
    in
    moderation
    and balance
    as a perfect
    practice of
    ART..
    is the
    real
    magic
    pArt of
    human creativity..
    set free as potential..
    So who will dare to do
    it in full purview now..
    a few still
    Will and DO..
    in the greater
    freer human
    naked
    dance
    of LIFE..:)

    (;..note: asterisks
    indicates folks
    who no longer
    welcome
    me
    on
    their sites..
    so those
    comments
    are only
    included
    here and
    that’s
    just as
    well as
    negativity
    is just a
    pain in the
    butt of closed
    minded ways.. for me at least..
    so they are only doing a favor..
    by freeing me with
    encounters of THAT..:)

    *A spiritual dance of ecstasy
    need no intercourse..
    all is required is
    a trance of
    dance..
    and
    the sensual
    and emotional
    connections of
    human being
    set free
    without
    repression
    or oppression
    of all we can be..
    sadly some folks
    need substance
    additives to
    reach this
    but
    others
    of us just
    dance naked
    or with
    clothes
    on
    naked
    and get
    THE WHOLE
    JOB DONE FREE..:)

    Hmm.. just my opinion.. but
    i can’t imagine a group
    of men dancing with
    weapons and
    erect phalluses
    if there is no
    deeper realm
    of trance dance
    involved.. but of course
    that has little to nothing
    to do with modern cultures
    and religions.. as that is
    considered savage and
    not real.. what
    an oxymoron
    that is..
    smiles..
    and truly
    sad as yes..
    i know precisely
    what they are doing
    as i DO still do it NOW..
    and can fullY relate to iT..
    as pictures tale a story
    much greater
    than words
    ever
    will
    when
    real men
    and women
    do live as free..
    and OBTW i do
    have a college degree
    in Anthropology.. so it’s
    not all just opinion.. either..
    and ha!.. it wasn’t kosher
    to discuss THE TRANCE
    DANCE ASSOCIATION
    OF erect MALE phalluses
    then either.. of course.. so
    real LIFE experience NOW
    is still the
    best
    teacher
    in THAT TOO..
    THOSE FOLKS
    ARE MUCH
    SMARTER IN
    REAL THAN
    MOST PEOPLE
    ARE TODAY
    IN WHAT
    REALLY counts
    in mind and body balance..
    H U M A N F R E E D O M..
    at least that’s what the
    art tales me now
    in my real life
    educated
    opinion..
    of course..
    and truly it’s far beyond
    either the experience or
    understanding of about
    99% of western world
    ways of
    being..
    sadly..
    i for
    one
    see.. too… now
    still.. i’m afraid.. as LIFE…:)

    *Oh.. a boat a serpent
    head and tales of
    one ship traverses
    the stream of death
    and life.. that no human
    escapes alive or dead.. in
    life as real as it gets then or
    now.. a cycle.. a river of serpent
    dark and light.. where mystery
    rules
    the river
    of night..:)

    *Ah.. ancient sensuality
    of still free human
    dancing naked
    on beaches
    fully exposed
    where nature
    points his
    and her
    naked
    truth..:)

    An ancient dance of life
    freer naked then
    than now..
    clothed
    eyes
    of
    human
    lies.. rock
    art free humans
    life.. unlike closed
    eyes
    of now..:)

    Sacred symbols
    of art pasS
    too deep
    for eyes
    of now..
    rivers traverse
    life’s line depth..
    circle of life and
    reindeer power
    of life
    or death
    iN subsistence way..
    Naked passionate
    trance dance
    of humans
    no longer
    ever afraid
    to life free
    then
    ALIVE
    AWAKE..:)

    River dreams..
    Life a boat..
    human
    connections
    oars away
    serpent heads
    and tales.. we all
    live together or
    we die
    divided..
    stay on
    boat..
    or overboard..
    death the serpent
    lives in streams of us..:)

    Circle of balance never
    lines straight..
    the spiral
    inside
    us
    lives
    always as
    BALANCE..:)

    Ah.. Shamans from past to present seek to relate
    deeper meanings of life and farther
    we now are from cultural
    noise.. those messages
    still come in loud
    and clear
    for us
    with
    ears
    of HearT..
    it will probably make
    them a little sad
    that folks
    still
    take
    it literal..
    but that’s the
    way of the world
    and human nature..
    some folks deeper
    some folks
    not as
    deep..
    but change
    is always possible..
    and worth trying to relate..:)

    Snake infinity of death
    and life spirals on..
    no beginning
    really or end
    just lids
    that shut
    and open
    life comes
    as snake
    spirals
    for
    evermore
    now again..:)

    Ah.. the reindeer people
    of North perhaps the
    first domesticated
    herd animal
    of all..
    such a part
    of life.. a
    power
    animal
    that is
    life for
    human then..:)

    10142015
    1212 am..
    and all
    caught up..:)

    Back again at
    1035 am..

    Smiles.. Bodhirose.. i receive my degree in ‘1984’.. no pun intended hehe.. in a still very repressed area of the country then.. and still now.. in someways.. sadly enough.. but no.. the discussion of the phallus in modern Anthropology is not off the table.. in at least books these days.. and certainly not off the table on the Internet as a resource today as well..

    But seriously.. there has been a mind and body divide in general.. in most western religions.. culture.. and even science too.. as the mind has been elevated as somehow superior over the human body.. and oh my goodness repression and or oppression of our human nature in ways of human sensuality and emotionality is a major if not THE MAJOR source of all human suffering and misery.. including propensities toward aggression and violence..

    Our closest primate cousin the Bonobo uses sensuality and sexuality to avoid aggression and violence in comparison to the raping.. pillaging chimpanzee.. and not surprisingly.. to me.. Bonobos are almost violence and killing free as compared to human beings.. so yeah.. perhaps the Free Love movement of the 60’s is not too far off from our innate and instinctual ancestral way of matriarchal free love ways of being.. as still.. our overall propensity.. FREE…

    Anthropology suggests humans have moved from very socially cooperative free loving matriarchal societies in balance with nature.. to controlling patriarchal ways of repressing and oppressing human nature in ways of physicality.. emotionality.. sensuality.. and yes sexuality as well.. making the most natural of human propensities even illusory fears of evil as a ticket to an imaginary eternity in hell as well.. where in general.. the human phallus becomes evil…

    Illusory fears are always the sticks that control humans.. and true nature freedom has zero to do with illusory fears.. the human phallus once a tool of Love and all of human creativity as expressed in human art.. in so-called primitive ancient societies has been replaced as a tool of power and something to fear by the opposite sex.. and same sex as well..

    But times are changing.. ‘Mother’ Nature..
    sMiLEs.. and human nature..
    will ultimately
    have
    ‘her’
    way..
    And ‘she’ IS.. as humans once again
    become free and no longer
    fear the phallus..
    haha.. for me it’s hilarious and sad..
    And from a cultural Anthropological
    perspective the female twerk and
    the popularity of the
    Movie Magic
    Mike and new dance hall
    women dominated Bootie
    dances is evidence
    that the tide is slowly
    turning back to
    human
    sanity
    once again..
    Smart is as Smart does..
    when the ‘folks’ chopped off
    the phalluses in ‘Art of Apollo’
    is somewhere about when the
    real human insanity starts.. but
    hey.. it is what it is.. culture can
    get smart or dumb.. let’s hope it
    continues to gain balance and
    not go TOO FAR.. in one way
    or the other.. it takes practice..
    to get it
    just
    correct.. for the individual
    and society as a whole..
    I have degrees in Social
    Sciences Interdisciplinary
    and Health Science along
    with the Anthropology
    degree back in 1983..
    but with that no
    way to make
    a living
    then.. so i work for
    the government but no..
    i never stopped being an
    Anthropologist.. Sociologist..
    Psychologist.. and additionally
    Philosopher and Health Nut.. THAT
    is what i do now that i am financially
    independent just for fun.. full-time..
    and that for me..
    is freedom my friend..
    and i appreciate you allowing
    me to share it.. sadly
    some folks do not
    understand how
    important
    the
    phallus still is
    as a tool of Love
    and human Creativity..
    and not power or fear..
    i am a phallus pioneer..
    when it comes to
    religion
    again
    and philosophy too..
    and yes.. art as well..
    it sounds funny but it is
    core to human health and
    well being to get the balance
    AGAIN..:)
    And in general society will suggest
    i am insane to do this.. expected of course
    by an Anthropologist like me.. but yeah..
    i am living in Heaven.. so what the Hell..
    NO HELL
    FOR ME..;)

    Ah.. ancestral realm when reality
    of oneness with nature and origin
    as one is all the same.. where
    humans innately instinctually
    intuitively feel and know
    that we can run
    with the reindeer
    and fly as a
    firebird one
    and same..
    separation
    is hell.. now..
    unity
    is heaven then..
    forgotten but
    not impossible
    to still remember
    now.. for the
    free of
    US..:)

    A place.. a now where balance
    reigns True to Nature One..
    where spirals of
    Center are
    what moves
    us and never
    mind
    alone..
    in ways
    words
    astray
    from what
    is core as True..
    Spiraling Circle of Life
    living inside outside now
    above below all around..:)

    Smiles.. a gentleman raising his arms
    in front of a staring snake with an erect
    phallus is a display of fearlessness
    that most ‘beta’ males cannot
    imagine today..
    it works
    for me..
    too..
    smiles..
    Just an ancient
    way of saying F
    fear.. or i ain’t
    scared.. heHE..
    in at least the
    way i see it
    AND FEEL IT..;)

    Smiles.. Anthropology tales us now
    that in those days matriarchy.. not
    unlike our closest primate
    cousins the bonobo..
    ruled the day in
    hunter and
    gatherer times..
    and still does in
    some primitive
    cultures.. now as well..
    in those days boys are
    sex toys for girls.. not
    the other way around..
    so yes.. this too may be
    pornography for women
    back then.. and sure
    with ‘Magic Mike’
    there is
    a return
    again..
    for deeper cultural
    metaphors of what human
    nature set free truly is as free..
    Irony..
    set
    Free..
    The Truth AND
    Light of human
    nature will set us FREE..:)

    And ha!.. a little prehistoric Rock ART
    in the movie the Big Lebowski.. where
    the pornographer Jackie TREEhorn..
    is portrayed
    as A devil
    of sorts..
    the irony
    is
    delicious
    per innate
    human nature..:)

    All caught up for now..;)
    1110 am…

    Ah.. a picture.. a story.. a never ending story
    where Truth sees liGht
    instead of darkness
    and where dArkness
    sees Light
    to livE..
    and the days wheRe
    animals are sacRed
    avenues of Life..
    to be worshipped
    as Life
    ITself..
    Free Life
    JusTFREE..:)

    11:16 am…
    BACK AT
    8:54 pm..

    Oh.. art of human old and new..
    follows the innate.. instinctual
    and intuitive.. of letting reason
    go.. and being flow..
    where paint becomes
    human instead
    of reason..
    and what comes
    does come as
    real human
    magic
    of art
    then
    and now..
    a philosophers
    stOne of heArT..:)

    It’s like the ‘Planet of the Apes’..
    red hair Orangutans are philosophers..
    makers are monkeys.. and apes are police
    and military.. so sure.. it takes a full
    zoo of primates.. to make the paint
    of culture work now and then..
    AND monkey business is pArt
    of play of life too..
    in all essence and
    form as human well..:)

    and that catches
    up at 9:18 pm..
    10142015..:)

  5. https://anarmchairperfectionist.wordpress.com/2015/10/01/because-idiots/

    ^^^

    Well.. somehow i missed ‘this one’.. and for whatever reason.. culture
    has never controlled me.. i suppose the benefit of a young outcast
    from it.. but all i feel is happiness lives within..
    and there are travels in Human Love
    and empathy that only
    require human
    moving
    connecting
    and creating
    with a positive spirit..
    there is a drought of human
    spirit and truly that is the expresSinG
    of simple human Love wheRE an
    adventure is a breeze on a front
    porch with a neighbors dream
    where the smile
    of a child
    and the
    grin of
    a dog or
    purr of cat
    AKA as human
    FEELING
    EXPRESsinG
    E M P A T H Y
    iS Life enough
    for Now.. ‘they’
    don’t kNow or feel
    what ‘they’ are misSinG
    as they never had it or
    never found it or never
    lost it like me..
    there is an adventure
    in every step of human
    connections alone and
    ALLONE FOR ME..
    wheRe i exclude no
    one from my
    game of life..
    so sure..
    i live in
    bliss as i travel
    with it and have
    to
    no
    longer
    go
    there
    alone..
    i raise a village
    in the star of me..
    and dance free
    with others
    who
    ARE
    FREE..
    Oh..! and Hi!
    Prajakta.. nice
    to see you again!
    and say hello to
    those monkeys
    for me..
    in
    INdia
    backyard
    with you
    my FRIEND..:)

  6. Storm Troopers wear full metal jackets..
    from head to toe.. reference last two..
    profile photo status Facebook thingies..
    and oh my G.. in the 7th version of
    Star Wars coming in December.. OBTW i cannot wait!..
    anyway.. the Storm Trooper awakens and becomes
    the hero again.. as dark becomes light.. and perhaps
    the white color of the Storm Trooper full body bullet metal jacket outfit..
    is a fore brightening of that in the first place.. way.. way .. way.. back in 1977..
    when i see the first installment of THAT on the big screen way of getting
    Star Wars excitement!.. MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU.. AND ALSO
    WITH ME AND US AND WE.. AND ALLTHATIS THE FORCE AS IS..
    AKA GOD..:)

    Hmm.. have you ever just felt like you are one with Infinity.. timeless..
    ageless.. limitless.. just here now.. and no where else but here now..
    no wants.. no needs.. but sure all that takes work and practice..
    never ending focus.. and fire inside.. never less than fire..
    and ha! some folks will label that as off.. or strange..
    but seriously it’s ON BABY.. CORRECT ON BABY..
    IT JUST DON’T GET ANY BETTER THAN THAT..
    AND YES IT DOES AS NOW GOES ON..
    AS a practice of course.. of NOW.. how to do it..
    just get balanced one foot with the other.. and the
    rest of mind and body balance will fall in with emotional
    regulation.. sensory integration.. greater focus and short
    term working memory in ways of cognitive executive
    functioning and then sure one becomes ONE
    WITH GOD.. THAT HEAVEN.. NIRVANA..
    BLISS THINGY.. ‘THEY’VE’ BEEN
    TALKING ABOUT FOR THOUSANDS
    OF YEARS IS AS REAL AS THE
    DEPTH OF MY EyES.. ALIVE..
    JUST NOW..:)

    And work-out shirt of the day..
    once again.. says.. “TRUST ME
    I’M A NINJA”.. AND yes.. i am one
    in practice with sWORDs instead of knives..
    and healing of course.. as a Kat of All Trades..:)

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  7. Well.. considering much of this
    post is about Rock Hard Art..
    in prehistorical times..
    including phallic
    reality of
    the
    human condition..
    perhaps now is as good
    as it gets to more fully
    adDress my male nude
    Art in ways of free
    verse poeTry..
    as yes.. it is a
    sacred thingie..
    and not a vile
    way of being..
    as some might
    suggest who do not
    understand that human
    sensuality as ALL is Sacred
    and Truth and liGht of the pleasure
    of GoD as well as human being Light
    as ‘lite’ fractal of GOD.. if ya understand
    that.. in other words of ‘Austin Powers’..
    we are all mini-me’s of GOD.. yes
    tiny mini-me’s of GOD but
    never the less we are what
    we are and what we are
    we will be unless we are
    oppressed and or
    repressed in ways
    of controlling
    psychopathic
    leaning folks
    who will
    take
    the gift
    of our
    sensual/sexual
    intelligence away..
    including physical intelligence
    in ways of regulating all of
    sensual and emotional
    intelligence when
    the mind and
    body balance
    as one and
    we truly
    become
    ONE with
    GOD as mentioned
    before in this post
    and blog so many
    nows.. again and again..
    so when i do this art..
    it is almost like preparing
    for an Olympic Event.. in other
    words it is hard work in more than
    one way.. if ya get my drift.. and whatever
    happens on my restricted links stays there
    no different than Los Vegas hehe.. and no
    i don’t have to know about that either.. but
    sure i can imagine whatever i like
    huh.. as human imagination
    and creativity is what
    sets the eyes of
    GOD in us
    on fire from
    head to toe
    and all
    between
    particularly
    the ‘tween
    in connecting to the
    biggest sexual organ
    the human brain.. and mine
    is not a tiny one.. as i do have
    a very big head.. heHE.. if there
    is enough brain stuff enclosed in
    that cranial cup of grey and white
    brain matter.. sparked up alive
    with neurons like stars
    connecting in skies
    of Universe set
    Free.. and sure
    there is a fire below
    we all have..
    some flames
    low and some
    flames high as GOD
    makes a full spectrum
    of human in more than
    Rainbow colors in
    all potential
    combinations
    of that.. so yes..
    while i happen to
    be monogamous with
    my wife with any chance
    of having the Bill Clinton
    DEF of sex or not.. as
    currently i choose to
    be celibate in that
    way too..
    as for me..
    that’s mostly
    about reproduction..
    and we are not having
    children as there are already
    enough in the world so we make
    that sacrifice to balance the earth
    better as there are already enough
    frigging humans here eating up the
    resources in so many more taking
    than giving ways.. but to each
    his or her own.. for each
    will to decide
    as true
    for each
    individual
    as well..
    under the power
    of human love that
    does guide us.. but
    as science shows
    conclusively now..
    human lust is a great
    source of beneficial neurohormones
    and neurochemicals driving human
    creativity and productivity.. as well
    as keeping us from literally
    growing old too fast as well..
    to repress or oppress human
    nature is the real path to
    hell.. to free it is the
    path to heaven..
    that’s all
    Nature no matter
    who tries to repress
    it or oppress it.. it is GOD’s
    gift God shares with US as free..
    cultures and religions come and
    go and change along the way.
    but the essence of GOD is
    real in our human nature
    and there is no
    fooling Mother
    Nature other
    than human
    misery and
    suffering
    locked
    up..
    so be free and express
    sensuality and sexuality
    in whatever way works
    for you.. but to
    leave those
    middle
    parts
    dead and
    unfeeling is
    a sure path
    to human
    suffering
    and misery
    overall for human
    being in balance instead
    of out of whack from getting hit
    by cultural and or religious sticks
    and stones.. to break the human spirit..
    from
    FREE!..
    So my next ‘olympic event’
    will be added to this next post
    later.. and i will also be celebrating
    my 80th week of rave dancing
    with all the cool college
    age folks at Seville
    Quarter on Thursday
    Night.. with more
    fun dance photos
    coming sometime
    around the hour
    of 3am in the
    wee hours
    as well in this post
    on Friday Morning..
    and as always after a day
    of doing ALL OF THAT..
    MY CREATIVITY SOARS
    TO HIGHER HEIGHTS OF
    OVERALL PRODUCTIVITY..
    SO YES.. my private show
    of science project BACKS UP
    SCIENCE ON THIS.. i MAKE
    ART A SCIENCE AND SCIENCE
    AN ART.. YES.. A BALANCE AS
    ALWAYS
    IS
    A
    WAY
    FOR ME
    and WE as WELL..:)

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  8. Glenn Buttkus says:

    Wow, 10,000 words, & maybe I will be the first to insert a comment. I love the image you took of the mushroom in the beauty bark. You freaked me out last week on the trimeric prompt, I think. You did not specifically post one here, but you wrote like 10 of them, all good, to leave in folk’s comment sections. Where the hell do you find the time? Rant & rave, dance & soul-save on, onward, Fred. I always dig the images of Katrina doing mundane walking & cute poses. I’m always exhausted after stopping by here, brother. You always whip up a whirlwind.

    • Smiles.. Glenn.. the Wonder Loom.. shares a visit yesterday
      but yes.. you are likely the second and last to comment
      here in my sea of seemingly endless iT is IS IS is iT
      writing and other assorted
      artifacts of science
      and art.. haha!..
      Thanks so much.. you
      are an amazing guy to
      get through what i do
      here.. at all.. and seriously
      you literally may be one of only
      a few who can even reasonably
      be expected to do this.. in our modern
      twitter age that is reduced to characters
      and not even limits of words in standard
      diction ways
      of being..
      hmm..
      i love output..
      i am an input dude
      for 50 long years..
      and when the
      explosion
      of output
      comes after all
      that input for five decades
      it is no small one.. and no
      slow one either.. i am going
      to be all i can be.. no matter
      if it makes others uncomfortable
      or not.. i watered me down to
      suit the tastes of the
      dVerse administrators
      until the point that
      my creativity
      started
      shrinking
      and the patriarchs
      successfully killed my creativity
      at age 13.. FOR 40 DEAD YEARS..
      by taling me NOW THEN..
      only girls do THAT.. and we
      beat you up if you even
      crack a smile..
      just be a tough
      boy and
      suck all the
      hate up..
      ha! i dedicate all of this
      to the haters in the world..
      and i only wish they can
      share one millionth of the
      Love i feel for creating
      free never limited now
      by people
      who will
      try to
      stop
      the Love
      Train i am today..
      it flows.. and it flows
      faster and faster.. like an
      ever spreading Tsunami
      of what i call Love whether
      it drowns others or not..
      it is here waiting
      for them..
      in small drops
      or ocean full
      for whatever
      eYes care to
      see and hear
      deeper or shallow
      as long as servers
      bring it on.. i will go on..
      as this my friend is a very
      large soUl that IS me expresSinG
      as spiRit.. in a heArt still growing
      multiple times larger than the
      grinch that once
      exists
      as me..
      these are my presents
      i offer.. they are free..
      and i expect no one
      to take them..
      but yes..
      they are free
      my friend..
      and so
      am
      i..
      to CREATE
      LESS THAN
      GOD BUT
      YES AS
      SIMILAR
      TRUTH
      AND
      LIGHT..
      i Love you Friend..
      Glenn.. the world
      needs more people
      like you as they mostly
      are older like you and
      me.. and this is
      what may
      be all that
      is left of them..
      old souls online..
      credit forethinkers
      and most importantly
      foredoers for maKinG
      that possible write NOW..
      like Steve Jobs and Bill and friends..
      and sure Steve Jobs helps best in
      many ways to
      combine
      the ART of GOD
      of ALLTHATIS
      AS MANIFEST
      IN HUMAN..
      wITh ReAsON..
      PRICELESS JOBS..:)

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