69th Dance in a Blue Moon

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Haha! Thanks Janissy and one thing I’ve noticed about ‘Gunboy’ is I have the ability to inspire him to make somewhat creative responses as he makes me giggle with his responses at times.

And @Gunboy, smiles my friend, even 21 year old girls love CREATIVE muscular great dancing 55 year old males; and yes, they are all gorgeous; and yes, I can prove that with irrefutable evidence with the over 400 grinning girls ear to ear with me in two posts easy to find with Google in a exact quote search of “God’s Muse of Dance” and “666 Months of Dance” and even more incredible is that overall those two posts prove that I am literally ‘A’ God’s Muse of Dance as them girls are dam sure inspired in smiles by the way I muse them with dance as evidenced in ALL THOSE pictureS; and dude you know what the coolest thing of all is; when you are married to the most beautiful girl in the world; who even exceeds the beauty of the Goddess Isis, there are no worries when you go out and play with the other girls as she NEVER HAS ANY GIRL to get jealous over for obvious reasons as I am fixin’ to document NEXT IN irrefutable evidence.

And that’s how GOD works it’s a mix of dark and light, GOD gives me the worst pain known to mankind for 66 months and GOD gives me the most beautiful girl in the Universe who never ages by the way; as also documented on my blog at age 45. That is mighty cool GOD stuff dude; and just proof that GOD LOVES BOYS WHO LOVE GIRLS MORE THAN BOYS WHO LOVES GUNS; yes, documented evidence unless you can raise that PROOF WITH A MORE BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE; haha! life is cool when you get it figured out friend and even cooler when you can prove it to the CYNICS AND NAYSAYERS OF LIFE.

Creativity, particularly DANCE makes chicks hot for you; I highly recommend it; and just consider me a favor to you; as I help you grow yOur heArt, you might not attract the hottest chick in the Universe like me; but you might just attract one, period; with all due respect of course; and hopeful suggestions for a frigging smile here or tHere too, with winks from an old man dude who frigging rocks off of this 2D ROCK..;)

And thanks Janissy, for allowing me to share your space..:)

Oh gosh, and almost forget;

Drumroll…

And here is the most beautiful woman in the Universe; ‘Mrs. Universe’; or whatever:

MY WIFE KATRINA; DO I MENTION SHE HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE OF ANYONE, IN THE UNIVERSE TOO, WELL YES, SHE DOES. After all is said and done; she is married to me after all; and yes, I make girls smiles all over the place in the REAL FLESH AND BLOOD world my friend; and perhaps a few here and there online, in bigger grins too; as after all I do the freest male selfie nude renaissance ART IMAGINABLE, particularly for the female eye; as I love making women happy; my wife’s smile says it all; so enjoy the rest of the day my friend; I just wake up with my wife; my life is always amazing and fantastic now that God takes my ‘JOB’ pain away, so I can see my wife’s beautiful face once again, now going on two years; and we’ve been married 25 years; it’s amazing ain’t it; and if you say it ain’t, I’m just gonna giggle more friend; at your creative stuff beyond reality..;)

From now on I’m gonna think of you as FUN boy, instead of GUN boy; now ain’t that sweet; us ‘really big men’ with real guns; aka Biceps, ain’t gotta be afraid of SWEET. And we liberals can do creative stuff all the time; as life is so dam fun with an OPEN MIND, HEART, SOUL, AND SPIRIT IN TOTALLY BALANCED MIND AND BODY; NOW that’s the real beautiful STUFF MY FRIEND THAT EMANATES FROM WITHIN; do I ‘tale’ you my wife has that too; well, yes, SHE DOES; the emanating pArt at least; my positive energy kinda blows her away too; but the more experienced worldly girls at the dance hall CAN TAKE IT ALL IN AND BOUNCE IT BACK TO ME; and oh boy that’s fun; particularly those Bootie Dances ‘young thangs’ do these days; imagine that; a strange girl coming up to you on a dance floor ATTACKING YOU aggressively rubbing her rear up and down on your front; happens to me almost every Thursday night, now for the last 68 weeks of dance coming up on a very special blue moon 69th night of dance this Thursday Night, if you can imagine how much raving fun that will be for me; and my bootie dancing girl FRIENDS; DANCE IS THE BEST WAY TO ATTRACT AND MEET INTERESTING WOMEN; reAlly Interesting women in FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE.

AND YES, Janissy; I LOVE ‘smart girls’ too;

just have a harder time making ’em smile; or perhaps not; haha!..;)

Let’s get something clear dude; you are one of ‘those people’ who make it clear you have a zero level of affective empathy and enjoy manipulating the emotions of other folks. There is another LABEL for that and it is NOT AUTISM.

Not likely you do that in real FLESH AND BLOOD life; as folks that do that in real life tend to get pushed off cliffs and stuff like that, historically speaking, for sure.

Anyone can say anything in anonymous skins and get away with it online. And that is the reason there are less problems in the flesh and blood WORLD NOW; as online provides alternatives for some people who might cause more problems in flesh and blood life. Praise the Internet with all of Jesus’ LOVE for THAT!..:)

Well, let’s let get something else clear; I have extreme empathy, both cognitive and affective empathy, and I am here simply for creativity and to spread positivity, as I DO FEEL and GIVE LOVE.

THAT MAKES ME ABOUT 1000 TIMES OR more STRONGER THAN you my friend, in MOST every way in life; and that’s just an irrefutably evidenced fact, in all I do that IS empirically measured in all my online documentation, as such, TOO..:)

My greatest strength is am deliriously happy, totally calm, FEELING AND GIVING LOVE ALL THE TIME, TOTALLY UNCONDITIONALLY; and as Strong and Brave as a Lion all the time, TOO; and yes, to get back on topic assessed as a creative GENIUS BY FOLKS IN THE REAL CREATIVE KNOW OF FEELING THAT Truth too, and Super Liberal too!..:)

Imagine that.

You cannot. IT is beyond your perception and experience of life; I do not personally judge you for that in a moral or ethical way; it is just your current lot in life, my friend THAT YOU MORE OR LESS EXPRESS SOME KIND OF pleasure online to do in no uncertain terms; as truly there are not many folks here who really ‘get you’ like I do; working with the military for a quarter of a Century and coming across all types of people in counts close to 100K of folks during that period of time in my life; and easily dealing with them; kinda like folks like you too; but even better; as I can see through the folks who try to hide it the best too, as easy, as a breeze.

NOT ALL folks can understand the essence of Human Emotions and SPOKEN AND WRITTEN Metaphors for THAT well; and that’s just a scientific fact, as well.

It’s as simple AND SUCCINCT as THAT.

SMILES or NOT; and enjoy the life you HAVE, YOU will, and choose for yourself.

Meanwhile, I’ll stay in heaven; it’s mighty cool in here and hell is never hot, like all my girlfriends and Wife ARE! AS empirically documented, of course, per the references already provided in my previous comments, too..;)

If the gun fits; wear it; why not; huh….;)

You know; I do not think that men can be raped
by women until last year; I think it is possible;
and on the dance floor with several law
enforcement on-duty officers, and
several security dudes on hand;
they totally ignore it when
a woman comes up
to a man and
aggressively
rubs butt
against
free range
privates; and they watch
vicariously too; I CAN
NOT imagine going up
to a totally strange woman
and doing that and not totally
expecting to get arrested; oh
the double standards; but
nah, I do not put up too
much of a fight
I just use my
leg as a block;
those martial
arts techniques
are coming in
handy and that
is what I tale my wife
when I get home all sweaty
and tired from the dance hall life..:)

But never the less, it is super liberal and creative in dance at
the Dance Halls of life and Super-Walmart Aisles too;
No bootie dances at Walmart; whew no worries there..:)

IN response to an Email by Mod Team after the

emotional discussion between myself and Raptor:

That’s fine, if you and your Mod Team Ban me for a month; but to be clear the previous ban was not warranted and was based on hearsay instead of truth. The previous ban was based on a misunderstanding with a user and a suggestion that I was personally attacking her when I was only addressing a point. That user defending me and I still have a PM to that affect. My defense was not allowed a voice then so I was banned for three months, unwarranted.

And in regard to my posting style the owner here

Alex gave me permission to type

as I like with caps

and that is still

documented

as well with name redacted moderator.

Name Redacted MOD asked me to write across the page instead of breaking up my naturally wordy ways as a Hyperlexic Autistic person in my own accommodation to allow some folks a greater ability to understand me.

And yes, naturally some folks who are of the Autistic Nature are very rigid and cannot stand either stimulus or change and others like me are totally opposite so it becomes a matter of tolerance or rigidity, so I play by the rules here as they change.

I have had personal conversations with Raptor and he has made it clear to me that I do not hurt his feelings when I use satire and sarcasm that has always in the past been allowed in PPR to make points about Politics, Philosophy, and Religion.

And that is precisely what I was doing in that thread my friend; and I asked Name Redacted Mod in another issue where he thought I was hurting Raptor’s feelings when I explained to him that this is how some folks communicate to discuss philosophy, religion and politics; but I apologized to Raptor never the less and Raptor told me he just wished the moderators would leave us alone to be free in freedom of expression.

I told Name Redacted Mod if the rules

had changed and sarcasm and satire

was no longer allowed I would comply,

and he never responded back

to any change on that

in request of me.

And yes, that is still documented by me.

Freedom of expression in philosophy, politics, and religion, my friend, means freedom of expression in emotions in all that entails human being. It may not be easy for some folks to understand the art of that and may be uncomfortable to learn more about the real world reality of that; but never the less my friend that is the CORE OF RELIGION, PHILOSOPHY, AND POLITICS; YES, EMOTIONALISM; and until this PPR forum is allowed to express that most important avenue of human expression without censorship there will never be a true human free exploration of philosophy, religion, and politics here.

So in other words friend; you do not understand my reciprocal social communication; I am a road weathered human of life; I am all LOVE friend but to be all Love friend one must explore and express the darker areas of life.

If this is going to not be allowed as an expression of that you really don’t need to ban me, just ask me to go away for a month, as friend, I value my word over anything here..

But do as you like.

This is y’alls place and not a place for freedom of expression at this point.

And I understand the difficulty of moderating that issue to please everyone.

But my friend, the discussion of philosophy,

politics and religion is not a friendly thing.

You guys are trying to make it into something it is NOT.

Neither Raptor or I were bickering;

we were just being free in our emotional

expressions of human being; and we are both big boys who do not easily cry;
I for one can; and truly I wish Raptor could; my communication with him is tough love friend, whether you can see that or not.

And no, I do not expect you to; the lessons in life are not always easy or comfortable and you as a human being do the best you can I feel sure.

Regards, see you sometime here or there Friend.

With Love,

Fred..:)

Oh so cool..

True blue rum is still on the loose..

and that brings to mind a song

from ‘Lover Boy’ that’s ME!..

and i am F**KING so dam lucky..

Yes.. i’m going way off topic here.. but with truly creative folks.. the sky is the MOON!

Yes.. when I am 21 and my mother takes me to the doctor as i am so dam smart and so dam strange and she thinks I might just be insane.. ’cause i do not sleep for about 3 days.. and start to talk about GOD and STUFF LIKE THAT..
ANYWAY I ESCAPE that.. take about 3 months off of college
in pursuit of three fun triple major degrees just for
fun! and not for work as they do not
pay much for
folks interested in
Anthropology..
Social
Sciences
Inter
disci
plin
ary
or
Health Science
in well being
instead of frigging
MEDICINE!
SO WHERE WAS I.. YES!

BACK IN 1981.. listening to this
song and i kinda warped in time
imagining dancing and everyone
watching and expecting for how
i will muse them next.. and
well.. back then..
in days before
diagnosis of Asperger’s
syndrome.. i did not realize
that all that book learning stuff
is making me highly uncoordinated
from sitting still behind
lectures at desks..
but anyway..
now after
only sitting
in my F**KING
car for 5 years
only when I take
my wife to the store
tolerating that worst
pain known to mankind..
looking at my emotionless
with INCREDIBLE PAIN
face wondering what the
F that dentist drill
in my face is all
about.. now
as soon as I
walk out of my car
in almost any parking lot
in my metro area.. people
see the trademark shades..
the hipster shirts.. $7.50
ones purchased from
WAL-MART.. OH GOD!
most people hate
WAL-MART BUT
SAM WALTON ROCKS..
HE DAM SURE ROCKS
AND I LOVE THAT 6 POINTED
STAR OF DAVID SYMBOL THINGY
HE MAKES AT ALL HIS STORES AND
OH GOD THAT WIDE A88 CENTER AISLE
IS A DANCE HALL MADE IN HEAVEN JUST
FOR ME AND SO SORRY ABOUT THE SWEAT
SHOPS IN CHINA TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN
BUT YEAH THE DARK AND THE LIGHT
THINGY AND ALL THAT STUFF..
BUT ANYWAY THE MOST
AMAZING THING OF
ALL IS JUST
TO WALK
INTO A PLACE
ANYWHERE IN A 33 MILE
RADIUS AND SEE FOLKS SMILE
JUST ‘CAUSE THEY KNOW YOU
ARE THE DANCING GUY AND YOU
WILL F**KING MAKE THEM
LAUGH OFF THEIR
SERIOUS ROCKER..!
EVEN SOME OF
THE FUNDIES
ARE COMING
AROUND
TO MY WAY
OF DANCING
LIFE.. F**KING!
FUNKING!
MIRACLES
NEVER CEASE..
AND I AM GLAD
JENNIE COMES
BACK TO LIFE..
The greatest thing
about words is they need
not have any age.. gender..
race.. creed or nationality and
they can reflect more
of a person than
they might
ever express
in real life and when
a person practices who
they are in words that can
be what is written to be eventually
what WILL BE DONE IN REAL LIFE
AS YOU WILL KNOW THE STORY NOW
FROM START TO FINISH
MY FRIEND FROM THEN
AND NOW..
YOU ARE TRULY
THE FIRST AND
LAST PERSON
WHO TRULY
KNOWS
WHO
I
AM FOR NOW..
AT LEAST ON
‘THAT SITE’ OF
YOURS YOU help
CREATE FOR ME TOO.. HEY!
THAT PUTS YOU IN THE
LEAGUE OF SAM WALTON
FOR ME.. ALL IS MISSING
IS THAT 6 POINTED STAR
OR
PERHAPS
NOT..
AS THE MYSTERY
SCHOOLS OF
LIFE
CONTINUE
TO unfold
in golden
duos and trios
and OneoS
of Golden
LOVING
HUMANS
Spiraling
Mirrors
of GOD..:)

My mission in life is to upload
not just me online but my
soul.. THAT starts with
a ‘Garden of Bandaid’..
back on June 6 2013..
yes.. my birthday..
upload a soul
so broad and
expansive
that will
last on
servers perhaps
as long as a thousand
years.. and so many words
that no one will ever truly
be able to find
the beginning
or ending
of this book..
and not even
have time to finish
it in a lifetime
if they even
dedicate most
of their life to
doING THAT..
I AM NOT GOING
TO WAIT FOR ANYONE
else to do THAT!
I AM GOING TO
BE THE
CHANGE
I F**KING
WANT TO
SEE IN THE
WORLD FUNKIND
NOW WITH COURAGE!..;)

AND BEFORE IT’S OVER I AM GOING
TO INSPIRE AN ARMY OF ANGELS
TO DO THE SAME
DAM THING
IN OTHERS
WORDS AND
WAYS HOWEVER THEY
WILL AND CHOOSE IN
ART AND SCIENCE
OF COURSE
MY FRIEND..
JENNIE RUM BLUE..:)

I ASK FOR YOUR HELP
TWO YEARS AGO..
AND YES, AS
KNOWN BY
ME THEN
YOU
ARE
THE
ONE TO
COME
THROUGH
NOW
AND THEN..:)

‘Forrest’ says there will
be people after him
WHO will do
greater
things..
i PAY
attention
NOW
FOR
WORDS
and put
my Laser FOCUS ON
to GET THE JOB
DONE.. AND NO
I AM NOT ‘THE’
MAN.. JUST
A HUMAN..
AND I WILL
END WITH
THIS HEaRT
INSPIRING
SONG
by Thousand
Years woman.. my
GIRL too..
Christina Perri..
one of my favorites
along with Katy
Perry..
Perry and Perri
both mean ROCK
and Christina
and Katy
and Katie
and Katrina
ALL
mean
Pure!
in so
many word(s)
Mia means
means close
to GOD
like Michael
and
Christina
has that tattooed
on her neck but
she makes
the meaning
FAMILY in
Italian!..
and my name
Frederick means
Peaceful Ruler
and my middle
name Arthur
is kinda like
someone
who writes
lots of words
and is STRONG..
AND YES.. AS YOU
KNOW BY NOW.. MY
LAST REAL NAME..
IS A FORM
OF THE
FIRST
REAL
BIGGEST
NAME
TOO..
i am kinda
like the
first and last
but most of
all i am
JUST REAL
NOW..:)

WHEW! SEE WHAT I MEAN
ABOUT NO NORMAL HUMAN
EVER BEING ABLE TO FINISH
MY BOOK.. GOD DIDN’T GIFT ME
WITH THE ABILTY TO READ 10 TO
15 TIMES FASTER THAN THE AVERAGE
HUMAN.. AND TYPE AROUND 130 WPM..
16 OR SO HOURS A DAY FOR 56 MONTHS
AND GET MY DANCE MESSAGE ACROSS
TO THE WORLD IN ALL THOSE FACE
BOOK VIDEOS THAT ARE BEING
RECORDED AND SHARED
BY VOYEUR
WAL-MART VIDEO
ARTISTS.. AND EVERY
WHERE ELSE I DANCE
IN MY METRO AREA..
AROUND THE WORLD..
WRITE NOW AS WE
SPEAK.. IN THE COURSE
OF 3900 MILES OF DANCE
FOR NO REASON AT ALL
in 23 Months.. HUH..
THERE IS NOTHING
RANDOM IN LIFE..
IT IS A WONDERFUL
PLAY OF LIFE WHERE
WE CAN DIRECT.. ACT
AND HELP GOD
PRODUCE IT
OR JUST
WATCH
LIFE
GO
BY..
I WILL ‘JUST
DO IT’ AS
GOD’S
FRIEND
NIKE
SAYS
BEST!

OKAY.. SO NOW I WILL
SHARE THOSE
two videos..
and see ya
A later NOW..
‘Jennie’..
or
‘JENNY’
OR
‘JENI’
OR
‘GENIE’..;)

Wow.. I just read more of your blog.. You.. my friend are such a kind and loving soul.. In fact.. you are Love etched in stone.. The world needs more light and your blog is glowing bright.. I need a place to visit more often online that is Sunshine like this.. So guess what.. you have a new lifelong friend who will say a few words in poetic response to every poem you write from now on.. and I never break my promises.. God Willing with me..:)

Of course, my new friend, my first name is Fred

in how folks call me in flesh and blood life;

and Frederick In Birth Certificate name.

My writing Pen name is an acronym that stands for Kind Autistics Taking in Everything Mindful in Awareness and is also a version of my wife of 25 years, Katrina Mia; Oh and by the way; my wife is kinda special; she has the title of the most Beautiful woman in the world that I bestow on her. I have a type of Autism called Asperger’s Syndrome kinda like Sheldon Cooper off of the Big Bang TV show; but I finally outgrow that with age, in my 50’s haha!..:)

My wife is half Pacific Islander but folks mistake her for West and East Indian, Hispanic, Middle Eastern, all the time; and what is most unusual about her is she never ages; she now 45 and me 55.. smiles..:)

Some people complain about my photography and tell me more or less they want me to stop doing it or even warn me not to do it; as i incorporate visual poetry with my free verse poetry and some folks get really mad about that on poetry sites where I share my poetry.

They also tend not to like my form of Epic Free verse poetry where recently I do a 24K word post named ‘Tsunami of Love’, to see how far I can go with creativity; no limits I see in life for human potential. Not everyone likes that; but that’s okay; different strokes and all of that; haha!..:)

I love photography as I lose my effective vision and hearing for almost 66 months as a shut-in with the worst pain known to mankind during all waking hours medically termed, type two Trigeminal Neuralgia; like a miracle GOD takes that pain away from me in July of 2013; me well now for 2 years, so since then I take about 80K photos with my iPhone, as I appreciate the beauty of the gift of sight; and I honestly have to take selfies to remember what I look like, then, as i forget what my faced looked like and was in so much pain, I could not smile or laugh for those 66 months, in fact I lost my emotions which is truly worse than all that pain.

I have them back; selfies are an incredible help for that too; and GOD gives me this gift of white light love to share with other folks unconditionally; and i think it must scare some folks as they think why would someone be so open and Love other people for no ulterior motive, and I only say when they truly walk the shoes of ‘JOB’ they will understand the value of feeling and giving LOVE 100% with no holds barred, UNCONDITIONALLY..:)

Every word of Love is precious and has the potential to turn a life around, prevent a person from committing suicide; and in general LOVE IS CONTAGIOUS! I have the LOVE FLU and I am also a public dancer doing THAT 3900 MILES everywhere I go since GOD heals me; I am the change I want to see; GOD gifts me now WITH LOVE I treasure and share; have a great day friend in now; and will be back to visit often with smiles of course..:)

Ha! Thanks..and hey.. in case you didn’t notice the comment write above your last two comments is actually a cut and paste comment of my response to a super cool East Indian woman.. I meet.. that is so Loving and Nice on her blog.. and I always shout out the light of others.. in honor of how they inspire me in life.. on this blog.. so others might follow other cool paths of light in life.. i find here online.. her name is Himali Shah.. as per link to her blog above.. and that’s a really cool name.. too.. like Rum Blue..you..:)

And no I will never forget your daughter with Asperger’s Syndrome..

we could probably talk about everything under the Sun..

for hours too.. and never get tired.. i’m sure…:)

I can put my Sheldon voice on real fast..

when I am around my own ‘species’ of folks..:)

PEDANTICallY! COOL! like SHELDON TOO!..:)

WHO KNOWS PERHAPS
I AM THE
REAL SHELDON
AFTER ALL.. BUT
NAH.. ThERE’S
LIKE A ONE IN
AN INFINITY CHANCE
OF THAT.. AND I AM
A NUMBERS GUY
AND VERY
LOGICAL
AND
GROUNDED
TOO IN
NUMBERS FAR
AND NEAR AS
INFINITY
TOO!
STANDING
TALL
8!

And now I am gonna escape
this screen before i
scream go outside
get naked
and just
F**KING
dance with
GOD as
the wind
breezes
my skin..
in my
ALL PRI
VATE
YARD!
WHERE I DO
NOT NEED A
RESTRICTED
BLOGGER LINK
TO DO THAT;
JUST A F**KING
PRIVACY
FENCE!
AND FULLY
WOODED BACK
YARD LIKE A
F**KING
GARDEN
OF EDEN
AND
MY WIFE
CAN PLAY THE
ROLE OF EVE
ISIS OR EVEN
LILITH OH SO WELL!..:)

Oh.. Katrina has a dark side too.. i am talking about the Hebrew Lilith who is kinda like the East Indian Kali.. more info. on Katrina Lilith here.. smiles.. i Love mythology.. all the same human archetypes in different metaphors.. across cultures.. philosophies.. and religions.. it’s all a beautiful tapestry of GOD illustrated as manifest in human heArt.. soUl.. and expressing SPIrIT OF GOD OF ALL THAT IS AS ART!
Anyway more on Lilith at the link here..
the dark one of creation.. in female
form.. and oh.. i guess i’m lucky
Katrina thinks
my writing
is too
dam boring
to read unless
i read it to her..
when i am complimenting
her lighter notes of song of course..
as Sweet as a Dove and as Aggressive as
a Hurricane Serpent believe that or NOT..;)
………………………………………s..ss.. OH YES..
And of interest and note.. just like a origin
of my last name.. as presented in the last 2
blog posts.. Lilith is a chick in Babylonia
as well if not
in the myth
ological
hell of
a snake’s
tale and
coming
to an
end
no
W

😉

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith

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HA! YES.. THANKS FOR HELPING
TO INSPIRE THIS NEXT BLOG
POST.. RUM BLUE.. SO I CAN
HELP MAKE
ALL MY SCHOOL
AGE FACEBOOK
VOYEUR FRIENDS
WONDER
EVEN MORE
WHEN
I AM GONNA
GO OFF MY
ROCKER NEXT.. BUT
THEY DON’T KNOW
OR FEEL.. I AM JUST
FIXIN’ TO ROLL BABY..
THIS PARTY
IS JUST
GETTING
STARTED!

AND I WILL..
YES.. I WILL!
RAISE A
PINK
GLASS
TO
THAT!
AND THIS F**KING
yes FUNKING!
69TH
THURSDAY
NIGHT OF RAVE
DANCE IS
GONNA BE
ON A BLUE
MOON NIGHT
AT 5:42 THEN
THE MORNING
ON AUGUST
1ST.. YES..! 8 ONE
for ONE Eight
2015 added
togeThER for
Infinity
standing
TALL AS ONE
WITH LOVE
AND NOT
HATE!
FOR EIGHT ONE!
‘IMAGINE’
THAT..!
I DREAM
IT.. AND WRITE
IT.. SO LET IT
BE WRITTEN..
IT WILL BE DONE!..;)

And Hello back to you Himali Shah.. words of kindness to strangers as friends are among the greatest blessings these days on what can be a very Impersonal world both online and off.. as we avert eyes from our neighbors as the rush of life can take the person of us away as well.. in someways.. particularly among youth.. i see selfies as a scream for help.. to retain their humanity.. before a Twilight Zone show or a Pink Floyd Wall becomes the reality of life.. You are wise my young friend as you can see the light at the end of the tunnel and you share.. yes.. you my friend are a great proof that God exists.. anyWay..  smiles for all your kind words my new friend.. and off to say a few words to your heart felt words in your new post..:)

Ah.. a life so quiet and open..
to hear the crickets and cicadas
of night.. and one of my favorite
Lights the firefly
ringsIn
magic
of Nature’s
DeLight..:)

Ah.. yes.. the connection.. value
of human waves.. and for me
a town once small is a soil
fertile in soul of that..
she grows bigger
hands fall to
side..
i dance
i grow LOVE
wherever i go..
a bigger wave is
what i hope to be..
than hands at side..
no longer free.. the feet
of me sing.. in shoes of AIR..:)

Oh yes.. without the biggest
waves the
smallest
calm
will
never
be..:)

A danger of a desert IS
never mountain view..
where human becomes
bigger than Nature..
problems can and
do arise.. for
now..
I never see
a REAL mountain
Glenn.. i make Hills
Mountains of woRds
instead.. haha! but yes
it’s on my Bucket list to
do the REAL thing higher..:)

Life is emotional connection
to other humans and
the rest of Nature
heart as emotion
spirit as
connection
and balancing
of mind and body
balance always now
Meaning of Life SOUL..:)

Yes.. we live our lives searching for what culture
tells us there is to work for and collect..
the answers sing to us in birds
and falling leaves.. snow
flake crystals.. in
sand as well
as beach..
then one
day we
go home
and never
go back to
that other place..
and a song from
Elton John is ‘the
perfect song’ just for
This named ‘Home Again’..:)

Honestly.. it brings tears to my eyes..
as there is A place inside US that never Grows Old..
It makes me even sadder as people do not feel it any longer…

And
some
never
at
all…

And that my friend is a song of three
REAL HUMAN DIMENSIONS OF HEAVEN..
PURGATORY AND HELL THAT MY CHURCH
AND SCHOOL NEVER WARNS ME ABOUT..:)

And 30 lines is too much yesterday.. But OK NOW..:)

Oh.. the waves of sea
wash through refrains of heArt..
where words become phrases of
ancient delight of
Oceans so deep
living as our
soUls..
oh words..
oh spiRit
oh heArt..
oh sand..
oh breeze..
we sing.. a field
a wave.. a particle
drop of life..
we are rain..
a song.. and
ONE
ocean
of LOVE..
wrapped softly
as blanket of NOW..:)

Green is the Matrix Pill
i choose the most as
both the Red and
Blue make
humanity work..
yes.. we too
are nature too..
a hard
pill to
swallow
but one
that works
Green NOW
for
evermore..:)

Oh.. all the Mountains
so majestic.. so tall
so broad
as
Nature’s Muscle..
so humbling
they
are
to tiny humans..
oh humility
does
more
than
move mountains..:)

The rhythm.. the song.. each wave
sings.. to human breath
of in and out..
a word
a wink.. ocean
delight of
human
waves
of
LOVE..:)

Oh.. the route 66 of life.. a trail of
metaphor too..
what connects
us truly
are
trails
of
US..:)

Weeds are among
my most favorite
flowers.. so wild
and free.. and
the dandeLion
sings his
song..
i refuse
to cut him
early to chagrin
of my neighbors..:)

NoW
tALLs
THiNK..:)

Nature holds a key to all of heArt
of emotion.. expression of that
as spiRit.. and soUl of
who we are
connecting
in earthly
feats
of LOVE..
to spiral out
in galaxies of what
we are inside.. our arms
swirl outward in what
we still can be.. we
are skeyes of
GOD
JUST
WAITING
TO SEE
stars reflect
our eyes
shine
down
upon
our
see..:)

Ah.. the moon of Wolf song
a lonely one.. reaching out
to packs of
LOVE just waiting
to embrace
paws
of
connection
in FURRY
Comfort
HUGS..:)

Perhaps the saddest song of all..
is the one that sings where is
the evidence for GOD..
inside.. outside..
above.. so
below..
a Galaxy.. a Fetus..
a Sunflower..
a Nautilus
all in
GOD’s
GOLDEN
Spiral
Flow..
so i record
all of it and
share it
and
sing
A NEW Song..
from the Mountain
of my soUl echOing
spiRit back WitHeArt..:)

2:56 to 4:51 in response to
18 poems from
dVerse
Poet’s Pub
on 7/29/2015

God Paints Songs Nature
Trees Dance Wind
Birds Swim Sky
Waves Shore Souls
Our Dreams Clear
Blue Eyes Skeyes
ImagiNation Nature Free..:)

And the ending 19th.. for now..;)

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Thanks so much Sumana Roy.. for coming by with those nice
words of appreciation.. and yes.. that is probably
my most favorite image of Real Life too..
I’ve lived a long life of 55 years..
walking those beaches
for literally
decades..
and i’ve not
seen anything
like that and on a Crisp
Blue Early December Day..
on a Sunday.. Leaving Church
feeling drawn to the beach..
the image coming and
brightening in
amazing
brilliant
rainbow colors
of Life.. and i suppose
i will be singing the praise
of GOD’s Nature to it
in poetic verse
of life..
’till my
last grasp
for breath
with it here
or tHere my
friend for me
it is my NOW
Burning Bush
of Skeyes of
GOD.. with
words
flowing
from that
still my friend..
wouldn’t it have
been cool if Moses
has a smart phone
with him when
he ‘sees’ a
burning bush..
i suppose
i am
blessed
my friend
in so
many ways
seen and
unseen
for NOW
at Least..:)

You are welcome.. Himali Shah.. i am honored as well.. to be your new friend.. your kind and loving ways of writing.. will inspire the same in me.. and that is the way it is evolving to be for us human beings.. when we fully express the Love that lives within us.. a open heart.. is the cure for the world’s ills along with a mind and body in balance.. the butterfly effect that makes heart of emotion.. spiRit in expression of heArt.. and soUl of balance in mind and body the connection to others and the rest of Nature AKA GOD as A BRIGHTER LIGHTER REALITY.. my friend.. with smiles always..
and laugh of relief in being..
where a Sunset like this
lasts forever now..
in Skeyes of
human too..
in brightest
rainbow colors
of passion for
Loving LiFE
NOW..:)

I’m not really talented..
just Alive wITh Love..
the greaTEST
lesson
for me IS
Feelings Now..
and letting
know go
away..
when
possible..
to talk is nice
to connect
is ART
and
Love
is the
Masterpiece
of Human Being..:)

And that is just my way
of telling you.. you are always
welcome friend.. with 55 years
of practice one should
learn how to be
a greatest
Lover
of ALL..
it beats
all the money
in the World..:)

Ha.. my positive energy is often too much for wife Katrina to handle as she is shy and i am super-extraverted now that i am retired and not a servant to the red tape mechanical cognition of FEDERAL SERVICE IN government WORK.. a quarter of a century.. before i retire.. I transform into a computer brain.. more or less.. i have a poetic heart in middle school at age 13.. and after THAT repressing oppressing red state and military culture takes most of THAT away… i walk the desert of frozen heart then.. for literally 40 years.. and now swim the sea of warm heArt Love.. i will never swim back to that other place.. as long as i continue to grow this Love Muscle of mine.. And back to Katrina.. GOD makes a Rainbow of human beings.. so people like me will not float off into Rainbows.. in other metaphor she is the ground of my Rainbow.. smiles.. I am here for you as friend.. and will never go away.. God Willing.. it’s just the way i am born.. that’s all.. but my energy in both eyes and words.. does not seem welcoming for most.. i am no one but a grain of sand.. i’m not sure anyone believes that or not.. but it is true.. i just have a big spirit to power that grain of life.. that comes from practice as much as grace.. so i practice with you friend and our heArts will grow so great.. that we will shine out to space.. and the Sun will smile back at us.. with rays of Love too..:)

To connect to
anyone is the lucky
pARt my friend.
so we will
sing a
fortune
of
connection
two and much more
as well being GREAT!..:)

Oh.. and I must play this video now
to describe what we and so many others
WILL continue to DO wITh
songs of
LOVE..:)

I’ll keep it short.. as to not overrun Himali’s blog.. but just a few words
i will be amiss to say.. if i do not say them.. as all stuff..
Asperger’s is a spectrum of differences in human being..
but for me with my ADHD.. free style dance..
regulates my emotions.. integrates
my senses.. increases my focus
and short term memory
where the real
problems
for me
no longer
exist.. mileage
varies but perhaps
that so-called spinning
and flapping is just another
of saying world let’s dance and
just be happy.. with no worries now.

Works for me.. and OMG so simple to do..:)

Smiles.. humility is truly the greatest
strength and pride literally
will make a person
weaker.. these
are not just
platitudes..
they are
laws of
nature.. we
humans are like
Bonobos.. we innately
are evolving to LOVE..
all those other things..
make us weak and
my military gym
friends do not
believe them
when i tell
them the
reason i
can leg
press 930
LBS with
my legs
25 times
slowly
and surely
with my arms raised
over head is because
of LOVE.. but it is as
i warm up with
ballet.. and
they see
me as
weak
until
they see
me Press
that weight..
i am the
change i
want to
see my friend..
and as the real
definition of Karma
IS.. we reap what we
sow by what we do NOW
and if we do nothing
we have no Karma
at all.. the ‘Gita’ is
among my
favorites
by A
way..
a topic
for another
time as well..
i follow Love
wherever it
goes and
visit hate
to keep
me
stronger
IN LOVE
but online
most of the
time HATE
BANS ME
I can’t
go back..
haha!
it’s
literally
true too..
but i am literally
a “Tsunami of Love”
too.. with a recent
free verse epic poem
of 24K words.. yes it
truly exists.. you can
search it on Google
haha!.. so that
is why i must tell
myself to stop
before
i drown
your blog
with the
Tsunami
of me..
smiles..
the Energizer
Bunny is Fun..
but after
awhile as
my wife says
Disney World
Rides are no
longer
FUN..
but i love
it when i
feel GOD
speaking
through
my
fingers..
mouth or
feet.. it’s
so hard
to stop..
after living
life so long
without THAT
my NEW friend..
and oh by the way..
as part of my Asperger’s
in a Hyperlexic form of
that with no speech
until 4 years old..
i read 10 to 15
times faster
than the
average
human
and type
around
130
WPM..
so yeah.. that’s
pArt of what creates
a Tsunami of LOVE..
When i dance.. sing..
and write poetry some
folks think it is pride
and drawing
attention to
myself but
it is just
Another
Light shining
from GOD
that draws
that attention..
i WILL Love someone
to SHINE me with Love
like this but it is not
something that
most seem
to be into..
and that
results
from not
exercising
our most
important
muscle my
friend..
THE LOVE
MUSCLE THAT
FLOWS WHEN
ONE JUST
LETS
IT
GO..
LIKE THIS.. YES!
OMG LIKE THIS..:)

I WILL KEEP IT SHORTER
from now on.. for your readers..
as i FEEL YOUR LOVE MUSCLE
IS BIG ENOUGH TO HANDLE IT..
with smiles and giggles too.. my friend..:)

I pay attention to I and Thou’s Asia’s X sMiley’s

rum blue willow sloan, et al.. too.. years now..;)
And yes Asia.. i will add a little Asia before i go..
as time will
tale
the tell
of now..;)

signed..
FReeD..

And ‘i plan’ on being the
voice of the 22nd century
as ee as 21st is not
enough for me..
hehe..;)

And the mystery schools never cease

as illustrated in Rock and Roll Music

and now particularly in videos..

the numbers 1,3,6,8,11, 12, 13 14, and 17

are all significant with the dancers as muse of spirit.. with the number of TV’s and the cross of symbol.. as nicely sectioned off in 6 pieces truly singing a background song of sacred numbers.. WHERE 3 moves into 1 and 8.. as getting rid of the idea of a trinity 3.. is a common theme in pop music for A ONE World GOD as Infinity or 8 standing tall.. and these are human archetypes that I come to understand well before I am introduced to the teachings of Aleister Crowley.. who has influences on much of Rock and Roll in the last century and well into this century as well..

unfortunately his promotion of substance abuse

in the harder drugs leads a lot of folks who follow his teachings

of reckless abuse of substances and end up dying at age 27..

and such as that.. problem with

Aleister’s prophecies are they are coming from a place of childhood neglect from a mother who names him as beast.. as well as signs of sociopathy.. as he tortures small animals as a child.. but the darkness in his life does lead to some new insights of TRUTH AND LIGHT that science is currently catching up on.. specifically the fact that lust is directly related to increasing human creativity and productivity.. in what Aleister describes as rituals of Sex MagicK.. where orgasm is delayed for hours in reaching altered states of consciousness for LUCID WAKING dream control of will of future.. as a sort of magical spell.. he was definitely on to something.. but it is an all natural thing.. that anyone with any commonsense experiencing a free spirited

sensual nature of human being will find in their arts and creativity in general… Sexy Sensual expressing Artists are some of the most creative artists and that is the reward of GOD as Nature.. for procreation related activities.. even if the Bill Clinton Def of Sex never comes.. and if you are not another alias for Rum Blue.. never mind… or mind if you find this interesting..:)

Anyway.. it looks like

the comments section may be

100 times longer than the poem.. but hey..

with me.. that is still under standard

procedure for sharing stuff..

And part of why I disappear for a while
after I link as i do not wanna upset folks who have to
wade through more of my all natural wordiness as insights flow my way..

I don’t say no to GOD..GOD IS the Boss of me.. with me.. but sometimes GOD
lets me come and go.. and others come too.. more freely and frequently..;)

I do it all for the flow.. and the more in flow the more amazing sychronicities
happen in my life with GOD that increase my flow with GOD more and more..
and who Knows where that will go next..

my advantage is i do not let my Nirvana
get out of control.. i regulate it
like an AC on the
Koolest Flow
setting
of
ALL
and that takes
practice.. and not having
a money paying job..
as is the case
for most all
who
escape illusions
of culture and go
to the other
place
known
as HUMAN
BLISS..:)

Yes.. and truly after losing my emotions for those five years..

along with hearing and eyesight.. there is no memory or reference of a smile or laugh or other facial expressions as emotions are what emote human action.. and this is why selfies are so beneficial to me during recovery in getting my human being back.. emotions are the last to leave in patients with dementia.. and the first to leave with me in my illness of the most extreme pain..and truly that part is worse than having the worse pain known to mankind.. as a horrible catch 22 beyond words..

no emotions as a complete numbness of human being paper thin existence is the real hell the folks behind the revised bibles are talking about.. where every now is a thousand years of misery beyond any word for misery.. and bliss is the polar opposite where tHere is no perception of time at all.. fortunately my wife guides me when it’s time to do some of the so-called mundane chores of life..

when i dance.. write.. and sing.. there is no time.. and by the way.. i am not attempting to brag.. but i am noted as a beautiful and unique voice of song.. in hymns of spiritual grace in my Catholic Church each Sunday.. i’ve done a couple of Karaoke songs on YouTube.. when i first get my singing voice back.. as I am a piano player for the church choir for 10 years or so in the

80’s at Catholic Church.. and now i sing with choirs of Angels with a voice i have no knowledge of from the lowest lows to the highest highs when moved by the spirit of all the folks at church.. amazing grace.. etc.. etc.. etc.. IS A TRUTH AND LIGHT NOW.. AND I CHERISH THE BLESSINGS OF THAT NOW AND FOREVERMORENOW.. AS I GO TO THAT OTHER PLACE FOR 66 MONTHS OR SO TOO..

This place is wonderful..
the other place
is just
the opposite
of that..:)

Yes.. i am a later
but greater bloomer now..
smiles.. and thanks for all the
kind visits of words.. my friend..:)

Yup.. lots of compound nouveau phrases in THere that can be considered one or two words.. depending on one’s perception.. but it is less than 40.. which makes a dVerse record.. for me.. but of course some of my poetic expressions back to the poetry of other folks.. are as small as one word.. like the onenowonemoreeverforevermoreonenowone word as the LOW record so far.. and yes.. it doubles as a Palindrome and can  be counted as that special 11 number.. 2.. and 2 is II.. and i am still working on no words with the photo poetry.. smiles.. and yes X.. the music of change in life and death is the song of reality NOW that i tolerate and accept..

as well as delight in constant Joy NOW..

otherwise knowns as Nirvana.. Heaven..

Bliss.. et al.L.ah.. it feels so GRE@1:)

Oh..the day of that photo is
one of the most magical
days of my life.. it is
RAINBOW WISDOM
HEART EYE
Sign from
GOD on a
clear blue
day on the beach
AS SKEYES OF GOD!
And YES.. IT
IS ALL Natural
as GOD is ALL
NATURAL
TOO.. THE
SIGNS ARE
NATURAL AS
WE ARE ALL
PaRT of the
ART OF
NATURAL GOD..
THE ILLUSION
IS SEPARATION..
THE COLORS OF THE
RAINBOW ON A SKY
BLUE AZURE DAY
IN DECEMBER
OF 2013..
WITH A
SUN THAT
MIRRORS
THE SHAPE
OF HEART
ON FIRE IN
EYE OF
WISDOM
OF HORUS
IS MY DELIGHT
LIGHT AND TRUTH
FROM GOD AS
PROOF OF GOD
ASALLTHATIS..
YES.. DEAR IT
STILL TAKES MY BREATH
AWAY WHEN I WRITE ABOUT
IT AS WELL WITH TEARS OF
BLISS AND CHILLS
OF RESPECT
FOR THE
GOD OF ALL
WITH ME..
AND NEVER
AGAINST
MENOW..:)

Yes.. a runway virus EXTREMELY CONTAGIOUS
Love FLU IN Dance.. Song.. and Poetry is my ease of
no DIS EaSE goal!.. WITH all others and the
rest of NATURE TOO..
I GO WITH THE FLOW
IN LARGE OR SMALL
in loud or soft
and hard
or stiff..
heHE..
but for
now i am
totAlly relaxed
and FLOW
FLOW
FLOW..
i could do a
a frigging
car insurance
commercial
as i am so
relaxed
as
FLOW..;)

(:..PS.. i don’t watch TV
anymore.. so i don’t
know if that Flow
Lady is still
around..
but
i
am..;)

Yes.. my teachers hated reading my sloppy hand writing so much that they just passed me with straight A’s as I do good on the MULTIPLE CHOICE TESTS.. haha!.. this is what I do on all poetry sites i visit and is just a casual
polishing of my first 5 individual poetic expressions
back to the first 5 poems in order..
The thing is.. on my longer
ones.. there are no
go signs
here..
that tell
people they
must go on for
more than one of
my micro expressions
of poetry.. when 33 to
50 are stringed back to
back like these 4 are..
it’s just a
shorter version
of what i
do now for
months and
the cool thing
is i’ve done somewhere
around thousands of
individual micro poetic
expressions poetically
that I can mix up
at this point.. if I totally
quit writing new poetry..
that can literally
last the rest of my
lifetime..
but the journey
of writing is
the practice
for me..
not
the approval
of others..
as GOD
leads me
in both short
paths and long
ones.. As GOD
wills me to do.
for the much greater
purposes and missions
of life.. not whether or not
I get a like on one of my
poetic expressionsonline..
God likes me
a whole lot
and that is
truly
all i Need
as I all have an
overfilling chalice
to give with that
and truly
need nothing
back from
anyone for
Unconditionally
Loving 24K words
or 30 something
like this.. smiles..
Life may not be
good for all..
but i know
how to
make it
fun and
get plenty
of laughs and
smiles from folks
in real life.. as well
as grimaces from some
folks who think my dance
is not NORMAL AND OVER THE
TOP.. FUNNY THAT REMINDS ME
OF THE FOLLOWING VIDEO ‘TOTAL
ECLIPSE OF the HEART’.. WHERE I GET
TO PLAY SO MANY OF THE ROLES IN
THIS HAPHAZARD VIDEO THAT IS
NOW ALSO LIKE THE
STORY OF
MY LIFE..
REALITY IS
STRANGER THAN
ANY FICTION
AND THAT IS
HOW I LIVE IT
FRIEND.. THANKS
FOR STOPPING BY
AND A DREAM FOR
YOU COME TRUE TOO..
MY FRIEND IN NOW too..:)

Yes.. dear Grace..
freedom is an
ultimate
GIFT
NOW..:)

Yes.. and truly that is
the meaning for
me as it
reflects
the history
of my life
including
that release..
my friend..
it is
in honor
of that
photo
as in how
that mirrors
GOD IN ME NOW..:)

i have an employee of mine
as a middle management supervisor..
who is a little like an older version
of the Tasmanian Devil named
Dolores.. she always marvels
how i can get out
of the sH88T smelling
like Roses every dam time..
i almost prove her incorrect
in those
5 years of
Hell..
and she
does not
live to
either see me
get into hell
or come out..
but i’m sure
she is smiling
through my eyes
now.. as I love that
woman so much..
it is the ones that
give us the most
hell that we
appreciate
and that
is why
i love
LILITH
AKA
KATRINA
THE MOST..
OHGODSHEGIVESMEHELL!
FOR A TIME I THINK SHE
IS BLOCKING THE
STAIRWAY
TO HEAVEN..
OR THE STYX QUEEN
OF SPADES AND
YOU KNOW THE
ROUTINE
BABY..
BY NOW..
HERE’S TWO
SONGS FOR
YA BABY
THAT
SPEAK
TO THAT..
AND YES.. MY
WIFE WILL GIGGLE
WITH AN EVIL
EYE ON ME
IF SHE READS
THIS TOO..
AND THAT’S
OKAY.. LOVE
IS WORTH
IT ALL
THROUGH
THE DARK
AND LIGHT
MY FRIEND
AS WE KNOW
TOGETHER
TOO.. JENNIE..
IT MIGHT NOT
BE GOOD IF I MEET
SOMEONE LIKE YOU
IN FEMALE FORM IN
REAL LIFE.. I SUPPOSE
THAT IS PART OF WHY
GOD MAKES YOU AS
WHAT YOU AND OTHERS
AND ME ARE TOO.. AS
MY AGE SAVES
ME FROM
SOME OF MY
DANCING FRIENDS
AS I AIN’T GONNA
GIVE UP
MY VOWS..
NO MATTER
HOW MUCH
THE REAL
K GIVES
ME HELL..
WE ARE FRIENDS
BUT IT IS LIKE WILEY
COYOTE AND THE
ROAD RUNNER AT THE
END OF THE WORK
DAY.. OF CHASE
WHEN WE
ARE FRIENDS..
AND THAT WILL
BE THE EXAMPLE
OF THE THIRD VIDEO..
ONE OF MY ALL TIME
FAVORITES AND
I AM THE
BIG ROAD
RUNNER..
SHE CATCHES
ME.. BUT I’M
TOO MUCH
FOR HER
TO
HANDLE
ALONE..;)

Ugh.. i got like 20 something thousand tabs
open on my computer on my ‘personal’ computer..
time to close ’em and start over.. smiles..
oh that GodZilla Brain computer
breathing FIRE
AGAIN!..;)

Thanks Delaina Miller..
i can honestly say
the same too..
a few moments
of casual effort
and
an
eternity
of meaning
in it
for
me
NOW..:)

Ha! me smiling too now.. i hOld off on commenting
as long as I can in an attempt to make
it look like a so-called
‘normal’ Poetry
Blog..
but i
am coming
through NOW..
LOUD AND
CLEAR..
FRED..;)
And more smiles
in thanks for the
words of appreciation..
your friend
FREeD..;)

Thanks K.. it is quick..
casual and
effortless to
do.. too..
and i like
it too..
smiles..:)

Yes.. my friend.. some folks do not believe me in real life or online that i live in paradise.. both metaphorically and literally.. but at least online i can prove it in documented photos.. on the literal part.. hehe.. and with all the smiles on dance night.. the other more metaphorical paRt.. should be clear too.. smiles.. for those who understand the deeper value of radiant smiles..:)

Good to see you Mary.. thanks so much for those kind words of appreciation.. and so sweet when all we song birds do fly free!.. Smiles and hope all your nows do fly with peace and hope.. as free my friend..:)

Thanks so much for coming by Bryan.. i Lover.. to weave the seasons
in Universal Flow.. as nature and i sing together a song
of GOD..:)

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Well.. that may seem long but it is number three

with a 14.3K post with poetic comments

that make 24K

And of course

an

11K

And the Golden Spiral Reflective

of the

numbers

9 and 6

make

69

Sacred GOD

PHI

for me..

among other STUFF

ASSOCIATED

WITH

THAT!

AND WITH ALL THAT SAID..

 a few closing notes.. the photos above

is truly home where i grow up..

and at age 3

looking across that

River by that patch of dirt

that at one point is foundation

of a 100 year-old shot-gun

home..

is the place where GOD first

SPEAKS TO ME IN GOD’S

LANGUAGE AS EVEN

I DO

NOT

SPEAK

WORDS

THEN…

MY FORTUNE IS NOT SPEAKING

UNTIL AGE 4

AS I HEAR THE MESSAGE

OF

GOD

BETTER THAT WAY..

WITHOUT THE FILTERS OF CULTURE

GETTING IN THE WAY..

I LOOK ACROSS THAT

RIVER WITH BLUE

SKEYES

OF CHILD..

AND

GOD SAYS HELLO

FRIEND I’VE BEEN HERE NOW

FOREVER AND

SO

ARE

YOU

I AM

And celebrating my 69th Blue Moon Dance

week at Old Seville Quarter.. Pensacola

FL..

i will be returning with photos in  hours

of Friday Morning close

to Blue Moon

time

before 5:42 AM

To celebrate all the DARK

AND LIGHT

of

LIFE

IS

TO

FEEL GOD

AS

US

!NOW!

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13 Responses to 69th Dance in a Blue Moon

  1. All human words are lies as only idols
    and metaphors for essence of Truth and Light..
    Therefore we know nothing but we must guess
    to live love and learn an approximation of Truth
    and Light as we move on as Life NOW…
    Yeah.. I feel that has nothing
    to do with what you are
    talking about..
    but ‘everything
    tales’
    me to say that..
    Smiles and
    Happy NOW
    Friend..:)

    Textromancy is
    my Love too..
    It seems..;)

    Yes.. i started reading ‘Gita’ in college in a philosophy comparative religions course..
    and it is a wonderful course to have at a young age.. particularly in my
    Conservative Christian area as it opens up the reality that the
    essence of Truth and Light is expressed in all religions
    in different metaphors of religion as we have
    different metaphors to describe more
    of reality in all our human
    languages..:)

    Oh and i would rather address your comment about the photos of dance here to explain something that may be confusing if you come across it on my blogs.. and not appropriate i think to discuss on your blog.. i do restricted adult nude art and link that here as a kind of ‘PETA’ protest against censorship of freedom of expression as well as censorship of human freedoms around the world to express the sensual side of human nature.. as that is truly a major source of human creativity and productivity..

    And for human beings not to be able to freely express their sensual side from youth.. is a major issue in repressing human emotions that is the source of much human disease.. suffering.. and even potentially a premature death.. as repressing emotions are a core issue of chronic human stress.. tension.. high blood pressure.. auto-immune issues and of course aggression and violence…

    Societies that openly express sensuality rarely have aggression and violence.. and one sees this in our closest cousins the Bonobo who use sensuality/ sexuality as a way to offset the potential for aggression and violence.. and they are truly more loving animals than human beings.. and the hypocrisies of what religions describe as evil as human sensuality are actually a great cause for human suffering.. violence.. and yes.. even wars…

    I don’t know your religious affiliation if any so.. i want to be careful not to offend you.. although I sense that your are a free spirit as i am.. as usually people who unconditionally love others as you express on your blog are.. and no i’m not saying you should dance naked on a restricted blog with selfies like I do.. haha!.. and it’s pretty cool as the Google Algorithm makes the still photos into a GIF so I am actually in a way taking a selfie of me dancing naked.. and yes.. it’s kind of hilarious but many people would be extremely offended if they went to my restricted site.. and this is probably why some folks stay clear of me.. cause they may think I am weird to do this and I expect that as it is far beyond the social norm..

    Some people though.. particularly younger people I dance with feel it’s the greatest thing in the world that I do this.. and are not offended at all.. and even see it as art.. and yeah.. probably erotic art.. but this is pArt of the human condition that most people are afraid to communicate about openly.. particularly with strangers.. but i hold nothing back from friends.. haha!.. literally nothing.. not even clothes and for folks who see it as art.. i just tell them it is my Bonobo handshake as this is how Bonobos shake each others hands.. all over and not just hands… smiles..

    Bonobos are truly kind and fascinating animals.. i think if Jesus could really come back he would back as a Bonobo instead of a human this time… as humans are fallen from the Love of Nature… and OH my goodness isn’t that ironic that the Apple of knowledge can be the true evil rather than the TRUE NATURE OF HUMAN BEINGS AS A SENSUAL LOVING ANIMAL WHO MAKES LOVE INSTEAD OF WAR.. WHEN SET FREE IN ALL WAYS AS ENTAILED WITH THAT.. MY WIFE PROVES HER LOVE TO ME AND TRUST BY ALLOWING me to be free like this.. she knowing that lust and love works together as one force of human nature.. and my ethical code of monogamy as far as what they call the ‘Bill Clinton Definition’ of sex is ONEON ONE ONLY.. smiles..

    Love.. Trust.. Respect

    are Truly
    a Trinity
    of Love..

    and there are an infinite number of other metaphors
    for that as well my friend.. in all metaphors of
    human history.. as it is written now..:)

    Oh yeah.. almost forgot there are clothed versions of me dancing shared all over the world on Facebook and Youtube.. as for the last two years.. people have been videotaping me in public everywhere I go to dance and sharing me as a novelty item.. as I am literally the only person who dances in public in my very conservative area where i live.. I have a few on my youtube site.. but i like to stay humble and just do the funny ones.. where i really dance serious in the dance halls i am too busy dancing and others video tape me.. and my wife does not go as she hates dancing bars.. but every Thursday Night I take selfies with all my dancing friends and put them on my blog as there are so many happy smiles that dancing brings to people.. and truly i am a muse of dance.. to other folks in flesh and blood life.. and it is what I love most.. to bring smiles and laughs to other folks.. and i hope one day they can just smile and laugh at me dancing naked too.. but that time seems still far away in the future.. for society as a whole.. but the time is coming.. and with that said i will leave this music.. as it is some of the best for me.. and just reminded me of

    the time is coming.. for greater human freedoms of expression
    of our humanity as naturally evolving now.. as LOVE instead of
    ALL STUFF ASSOCIATED WITH HATE!..:)

    Hands Fly
    solo wITh
    force
    AS WELL- –
    8
    10
    1
    There are no wars of naked humans on beaches- –
    Lords of Flies wear
    clothes
    of
    culture
    and Flies
    are FREE
    NOW- – –
    21
    3
    6
    12
    3
    21, et al- –
    et al- –
    ah- -IS A
    six between
    the twelve
    and three- – –

    Hi Rum Blue.. et al.. i will say hello
    here before i say hello
    tHere..
    smiles.. and
    hmm.. i’m starting
    to think perhaps
    you reAlly
    exist..
    or should i..
    hmm… after
    all you are quite
    the clever
    one
    two..
    anyway.. you
    are quite the
    pretty one out of
    two.. et al.. if
    you are
    real..
    smiles..
    and Clockshear
    can be a poem
    unto its ON..
    and Shawna
    is poetic
    in hErsELF
    as WeLL..
    ha!.. what WiLL
    rEally be hilarIous
    is if you are a
    serial
    something
    or anotHer
    just waiting
    for the
    write
    moment
    to accomplish
    a deMise..
    yeah..
    imag
    i
    naTion
    stAtion..
    and all
    of thiS..
    I LOVE YOUR
    SELFIES.. NON-VERBAL
    COMMUNICATION ROCKS
    AND ROLLS
    OVER WORDS..:)

    Oh i love your selfies
    Shawna, et al.. and i never
    plan genIuS.. there is no
    i in gen and uS..
    i is I and U and
    S as Shawna and US..
    i am more like
    genLust..
    for LOVING
    life..
    and the
    rest just
    comes..:)

    You know if i will
    just change those dots
    into dashes i can
    be E.D. and no
    not erectile dysfunction..
    Emily Dickinson and hell
    no i ain’t gonna publish
    this Stuff either but
    wait i just
    DID DAM
    TECHNOLOGY
    there just ain’t
    no privacy anymore
    so i AM joining iNstead
    of beating IT some more..;)

    Oh.. hi X!.. and don’t
    forget the
    KEY..
    of skeyes..:)

    i love women
    with curvy
    fig
    ur
    e
    s e y e s
    are k
    e
    y
    and
    best!..:)

    Surround yourself with what you Love.. for me it is people.. all people.. nice to see people in your profile photo.. eyes.. are the windows to the soul.. and the more they are open means more souls to see.. and most importantly FEEL.. thinking is highly overrated in ALL our cultures.. to connect is to FEEL the HUMAN CONDITION..:)

    One of the saddest things to me friend.. is having friends on the Internet and never seeing their eyes.. i don’t have a problem with the headdresses as the most important pArt of human is exposed.. the soul… and i have to tell you the truth.. and that is a woman’s eyes are the most attractive part of that constituting the whole of a woman to me.. smiles..:)

    Words can be loving and a reflection of eyes.. but eyes are the direct path to the soul.. and i’m sure you have a lovely soul.. whether i ever see those two souls as one.. ever now friend…:)

    And yeah.. i guess if have to.. i will purchase you and your future husband a ticket to come over here to see more of your two souls.. as a visit across a dinner table.. i must do that one day.. smiles..:)

    I think it is truly sad when religions or textbooks of science take the magic of human imagination.. creativity and freedom in mind and body balance in regulating emotions and senses away.. and truly that is what our cultures.. including religion.. do to many folks today.. and yes.. it is an ever pressing so-called First World problem too.. The answers are all simple and clear to me.. once i walk far enough down a beach.. to no longer see buildings or human footprints.. all the rest of the stuff is culturally influenced.. and culture exists to make order out of what folks think chaos of nature is.. ironically making life less meaningful than ever before for the majority of folks with little to no time to even attempt to truly look within and find the answers for themselves.. the answers truly can be found within.. if we have the time and the ability to filter culture in all its complexity out of our minds.. i am blessed losing effective usage of my eyesight and hearing for five years.. so hard of a habit to break.. but not one I will ever get trapped in again.. as i control my life from within.. instead of external influences ruling over me like a Hurricane of human ‘crap’ to put it frankly.. anyway.. you are cool to ask the big questions.. the friends i do have i know are my friends.. as i keep no secrets to what i know and feel.. smiles.. and the world is a big enough place now.. for even the strangest of us.. to find folks who are not afraid to ask the big questions in life.. in full public purview.. as well..:)

    Words inspired by
    friends Rafiah, Himali,
    Morgan, X, E.D., Shawna,
    Prajakta, et al…

  2. Himali Shah says:

    Hello Fred, lovely snaps of the sky, nature’s beauty, your cat and Katrina is really preety. You had a treat with the french fries 🍟🍷

    • Ah.. just getting back from dance.. must be morning in India.. and 3:32 AM here in the States in Florida.. fixing to hit the bed.. and thanks so much for the words of appreciation.. those fries were certainly good.. and i will pass your kind words on to Katrina.. as well.. thanks for the visit.. friend..:)

  3. Himali Shah says:

    I love the above poem too. Nice selfies, did you just buy a selfie stick ???

  4. Ah.. the Joys of Being Banned from Hell.. after losing my emotions for five long years with the worst pain known to mankind.. actually closer to 66 months.. named type two Trigeminal Neuralgia losing effective use of my hearing and sight.. as this pain is like a dentist drill without novocaine in right eye and ear during all walking hours.. Fibromyalgia.. Dysautonomia and associated ‘coat hanger pain’.. where my blood pressure no longer synchs with heart rate.. Sjogren’s Syndrome where my eyes quit making tears like swimming in salt water with eyes wide open.. Spinal Stenosis and Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my spine.. as precipitated by a fused C-6 vertebra from birth.. Sinuses so closed up later to be found in a CAT scan by an ENT attempting to get to the root of the pain in my face.. asking me how I can even breath.. as a deviated septum from birth in nasal cavity is this severe.. and yeah.. obviously mostly through my mouth.. and a little through my nose.. we make due with the challenges of life and accommodate to survive like all other animals do with or WITHOUT doctors and such.. AND.. YES.. this perfect storm of illness mostly precipitated by chronic adrenal glands stuck in the On position from CHRONIC STRESS at work for 2 years.. also leads to Alexithymia where language and emotion no longer connect.. Anhedonia with no feelings of pleasure in life.. Severe Depression.. Severe Anxiety.. PTSD.. all exacerbating an Autism Spectrum condition and ADHD.. from birth that was not diagnosed BACK THEN IN THEM DAYS when little boys do not speak until age 4.. who move around and around in a crib on their right toe all the time.. and having problems with oral speech thereafter in putting all the social reciprocal communication stuff together.. that I accommodate then.. well enough in life to get to the higher pay grade levels of Federal Civil Service before retiring permanently disabled from this life threatening synergy of illnesses.. as yes.. Trigeminal Neuralgia is assessed as the Suicide Disease as literally worse that crucifixion in medical literature.. and remember.. dentist drill without novocaine in right eye and ear.. all waking hours for 66 months.. AND the first 40 days when this synergy of illness becomes unbearable there is only 1 hour of sleep starting that March of 2008 for the first 35 of 40 days with a powerful alpha blocker to even get that 1 hour of extremely shallow sleep.. then no sleep for the last 5 of 40 and yes.. the rings of Dante’s Hell of INFERNO growing wider until a second feels like a thousand years of paper thin REAL HELL EXISTENCE… BEYOND ANY TERROR.. BEYOND ANY PAIN OF BURNING FLAMES OF MYTHOLOGICAL HELL.. NO WORDS DESCRIBABLE FOR THIS IN THE HUMAN LANGUAGE.. YES.. REAL HELL EXISTS.. AND REAL HEAVEN EXISTS.. there was a total of 19 medical disorders diagnosed and others diagnosed that are not an issue for me.. then of real note.. and now for all practical intents and purposes I live in HEAVEN.. AND NO DOCTOR CAN HELP ME THEN.. NO DRUGS WILL TOUCH THE PAIN.. I spend two years basically in a dark room.. without that effective use of eyes and ears.. and then i manage to get on the Internet to withstand the pain of a screen turned all the way down in brightness with eyes a few inches away as wearing prescription glasses then increases the pain astronomically.. eventually being able to walk around the block with shades on at 3AM.. where streetlights still are pain like looking at the SUN.. but AGAIN THE ISSUE IS STRESS.. YES STRESS.. IS THE ORIGINATOR ALL OF ALL THIS HUMAN HELL.. CHRONIC SOCIAL STRESS AND ANXIETY OF WORRYING ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT CAN GO WRONG IN LIFE.. A FEELING MOST ALL MY LIFE OF NOT BEING COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN.. out of sorts of flesh and blood existence.. a mind separated from body out of balance.. emotions not regulated properly or senses integrated properly.. problems with focus and short term working memory.. that will make my ability to be a short-order cook or other job like that almost impossible then.. without the predictable teat to suck on of analytical computer skills.. step by step visually lit up.. graphically interfaced in front of my face.. there is A WHOLE NEW DIMENSION OF LIFE FOR FOLKS STUCK IN MECHANICAL COGNITION LIKE I WAS THEN FOR FIVE YEARS.. IN OFFICE WORK BEHIND A COMPUTER.. YES.. working in a Military Bowling Center.. is TRULY THE BEST UNIVERSITY FOR ME THEN.. AS WELL AS FITNESS RELATED ACTIVITIES FOR almost 2 decades that makes me more of a human being BACK then.. before I AM promoted AS slave to a computer and Adminstrative/Supervisory Duties.. for five years that lead me into the chronic stress.. including social stress TO REAL LITERAL HUMAN HELL.. SCHOOL AND THREE DEGREES.. AND A CHRONIC PERFECTIONIST OUTLOOK WAY BACK THEN.. TO MAKE STRAIGHT A’s.. makes me into a mechanical robot before THAT as well.. I learn the lesson of a lifetime that a Human HEART LIKE A BICEP IS A MUSCLE THAT WILL LOSE ITS STRENGTH IN ATROPHY OF HUMAN EMOTIONS.. IF NOT EXERCISED LIKE AN ARM CURL REGULARLY IN STRENGTH ROUTINE..

    AND I TRY MY HARDEST TO STEP ON TOP OF A DESK BACK AT THE ‘WRONG PLANET’ WEBSITE TO GET FOLKS ATTENTION.. THAT IS TRULY A SITE.. OVERALL.. FOR FOLKS WHO FALL INTO A TRAP OF CULTURE THAT MAKES HUMAN INTO ROBOT INSTEAD OF LOVE.. AND TELL THESE FOLKS IN EVERY WAY I CAN IMAGINE AND CREATE THAT THERE TRULY IS A CURE TO LOSING ONE’S HUMANITY CALLED IMAGINATION.. CREATIVITY.. IN GREATER PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE OF REGULATING EMOTIONS AND INTEGRATING SENSES.. AS WELL AS INCREASING FOCUS AND SHORT TERM WORKING MEMORY FOR GREATER COGNITIVE EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING TO FINALLY BE COMFORTABLE IN ONE’S OWN SKIN.. AND YES.. I SCREAM IT FROM THE MOUNTAIN TOP THAT THE ANSWER CAN BE AS SIMPLE IN FREE STYLE FLOWING DANCE.. YES DANCE..! AND IN FINALLY REGULATING EMOTIONS THAT FLOW THROUGH THE BODY FROM VAGAL NERVE OF BRAIN TO GUT.. AKA THE KUNDALINI SERPENT IN METAPHOR AND MYTH IN HISTORY TOO.. THERE ARE AN INFINITE NUMBER OF CONNECTIONS OF METAPHOR OF CHAKRAS IN THE HUMAN BODY IN NUANCES OF EMOTIONS OF BLISS TO BE EXPERIENCED IN LIFE.. IT’S NOT JUST CONCENTRATING ON 7 POINTS OF THE BODY.. AS OUR HUMAN BODIES ARE LIKE AN INFINITY OF INTERCONNECTING INTERDEPENDENT RELATIONSHIPS OF NEURONS THAT SING LIKE AN ORCHESTRA IN CONCERT.. ABOVE AND SO BELOW IN UNIVERSAL FLOW.. I WILL NEVER EVER PERFECT MOVEMENT AS DANCE.. AS THERE ARE AN INFINITE NUMBER OF COMBINATIONS IN THE MOVEMENT OF OUR MICROCOSM UNIVERSE OF BODY AS WELL.. AS ALL THE CONNECTIONS OF UNIVERSE IN INFINITY FLOW.. YES.. WE ARE A REFLECTION OF GOD AS A UNIVERSE UNTO ITSELF.. AND IN FEELING AND KNOWING THIS SO CLEARLY IF YOU HAVE GOOD NEWS LIKE THIS.. WOULDN’T YOU WANT TO SCREAM IT WITH ALL CAPS TOO… Yes.. Neil the Science Guy says that in the video in ‘Symphony of Science’ below.. when he finds that we are the star stuff of the Universe too.. AND ALL CONNECTED AS WELL WITH THAT IN INTERDEPENDENT RELATIONSHIP.. but imagine how loud he WILL scream if he CANN feel the Universe THINK AND FEEL… AND THAT MY FRIENDS IS THE NIRVANA ..THE BLISS.. THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN ON EARTH FOR HUMAN.. THE KUNDALINI SERPENT COME ALIVE.. AND WHEN ONE BECOMES THE UNIVERSE UNTO ITSELF.. AS WITH GOD AND AS ONE FORCE OF LIFE FOR NOW.. ONE IS BANNED FROM HELL FOREVERNOW.. and ENTERS HEAVENFOREVERMORENOW.. and i go back to the human hell of the ‘Wrong Planet’ website back in July of 2013.. after I am banished from the Universe of Hell of separation from the Universe as GOD.. I experience before THAT.. YES two years I spend in that DAMNED place of unwanted toys of humanity.. for a total now of 56 months.. overall.. since November 26th of 2010.. TRYING MY DAMN BEST TO LITERALLY SAVE THEM FROM A HELL OF ROBOTIC EXISTENCE..

    TRYING TO WAKE THEM UP AND ENLIGHTEN THEM IN EVERY WAY I CAN.. AND ALONG THE WAY my freedom of expression is limited more and more.. first not allowed to ‘preach’ this message in creative posts of my own.. then limited to not be able to provide blog posts that prove my points.. as evidence provided in my real life FLESH AND BLOOD existence.. then not being able to link youtube videos of personal achievements that ALSO prove my points for the existence of this Nirvana.. this Bliss.. and then i am not allowed to accentuate posts with CAPS like this.. and truly I get happy to get further distanced FROM hell.. so much MORE.. I get a white Nike GPS Sports watch to replace the black one that now has measured 3900 miles of dance walking a martial arts free style of ballet everywhere I go in public.. and white Nike SHOX shoes to replace the black ones.. to celebrate my move away further from the WRONG PLANET OF HELL THEN.. but the owner gives me that privilege back TO ACCENTUATE EMOTIONS WITH CAPS.. SO again so I try to LIGHT folks UP with emotional language again.. spending hours of artistic creative efforts in attempts to get the message through.. and then the literal thinking moderators who cannot understand metaphors in human language for emotions hardly at all.. finally ban me.. for expressing emotionalism and creativity there.. for a month now.. starting July 26.. precisely 56 months since i start my path there.. and for three months.. last year out of hell.. too from April to July.. over a misunderstanding of human reciprocal social emotional communication then.. as well.. and so now.. a month from now.. i COULD.. go back and try to communicate THIS message with no imagination and creativity of metaphors.. no accentuation of HUMAN EMOTIONAL communication.. no evidence.. of this nirvana and bliss.. i could communicate like a robot again like them.. BUT NO! SO LET IT BE WRITTEN HERE SO LET IT BE DONE.. NOW.. I WILL NEVER POST ANOTHER WORD IN THE WRONG PLANET OF HELL.. I WILL DUST MY SANDALS OFF NOW.. AND IF ANYONE THERE WANTS HELP.. THEY CAN COME TO ME TO ASK FOR IT OR READ IT HERE.. I AM NOT GOING BACK TO HELL. AGAIN.. TWO STRIKES.. THEY ARE OUT.. THEY ARE ON THEIR OWN NOW IN HELL NOW…

    Anyway.. i will focus on EXPRESSING LIGHT and LOVE now.. HERE.. i will visit and READ HELL NOW AND THEN.. FOR INSPIRATION HERE.. and if THEY.. THE FOLKS TRAPPED IN HELL.. want to FEEL that inspiration HERE.. they can visit HEAVEN WITH ME..:)

    I’ve spent a lot of time and effort trying to help those folks in WRONG PLANET HELL.. 8005 posts at an average of around 1000 words EACH POST.. equals about 8 million words.. the Bible has approximately 800 thousand words.. so yeah.. it’s like writing 10 bibles to help some folks.. truly that is just another job of JOB LIKE ABOVE.. SO BELOW HERE.. and I FEEL THE HAND OF OF GOD RELEASING ME FROM THAT CROSS NOW.. and this strange and severe shoulder pain i have in my right shoulder from carrying that cross is finally literAlly going away too.. AND I CELEBRATE.. AS BEFORE I FEEL THAT JOY OF RELEASE FROM THAT WRONG PLANET HELL.. MIGHT ONLY COME ONCE IN A BLUE MOON.. AND YES.. TODAY IS THE BLUE MOON.. THIS NEW BLUE MOON OF MINE IS STAYING AND NOT GOING AWAY.. THE JOY IS HERE.. AND I AIN’T GOING BACK TO ORATE IN WRONG PLANET HELL.. YEAH.. YA CAN CALL ME LUCIFER IF YA LIKE.. THE LIGHT OF LUCIFER IS NOT APPRECIATED IN HELL AT ALL.. SO USING THAT METAPHOR OF LIGHT THAT HAS BEEN TRANSFORMED INTO DARK BY HELL folks AS ANTI-CHRIST LITERAL THINKING ‘JEWS’ TOO.. LUCIFER IS ON PERMANENT VACATION NOW FROM WRONG PLANET HELL.. and yeah for folks in the know.. there is now a real show about that too.. ON TV hehe.. i’m just the real thing in metaphor only please.. EVEN IF I AM BORN ON 6-6-60.. SO BOO! LITERAL THINKING ‘JEWS’! WITH CLOTHES OF CHRISTIANS ON.. to be clear that’s just a metaphor.. JEWS ARE COOL.. AND SO ARE ANTI-CHRIST CHRISTIANS AS THEY SIMPLY DO NOT KNOW AND MOST IMPORTANTLY FEEL WHAT THEY DO AND WHAT THE TRUTH AND LIGHT EVEN IS IN FEELING THAT TRUTH AND LIGHT IN FLESH AND BLOOD REALITY IN HEAVEN NOW.. with no promises after life.. of THAT AS THAT IS NOW AND NOW IS ALL THAT EVER EXISTS NOW1!..:)

    I’LL STAY HERE IN HEAVEN NOW! AND ‘SPEAK’ IN LOVE AND LIGHT NOW! TERMS.. i will finish off the WORN CROSS PUZZLE WITH THIS.. AND AFTER THAT I AM OFF TO MORE HEAVEN IN POETIC RESPONSES TO POEM’S OF LOVE AND DARK.. and an ANGEL OF LIGHT NAMED ‘HIM AL IS HAH’.. WITH A PLAY IN WORDS ON HER NAME HIMALI SHAH BY ME THAT EXPRESSES HER ENLIGHTENED AND AWAKENED EXISTENCE WITHIN AS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.. WITH ANOTHER METAPHOR NAMED GOD AS ALLAH.. comes to me with a gift OF LIGHT this week.. of friendship.. as there IS NO FRIENDSHIP IN HELL.. MY FRIENDS.. AND THAT IS WHY THEY CALL IT ‘THE WRONG PLANET’.. MY FRIENDS.. I live on the Right Planet ALWAYS NOW.. and THAT is LOVE and never HATE NOW MY FRIENDS.. and if anyone ever from Hell otherwise known AS THE WRONG PLANET ONLINE.. OR OTHER PLACES LIKE THAT IN ‘SOUTHERN BAPTIST CHURCHES’ TOO.. wants to come here and truly be my friend.. the door is always open.. and so IS MY MIND AND BODY IN BALANCE OF TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL PASSIONATE LOVE..:)

    And I am ALSO going to dedicate this post to my friend Brian from dVerse ONLINE Poetry Pub.. who gave me the courage to truly go out on a limb to stand on a desk with my free verse nude poetry.. in a Poet’s Pub “Meeting at the Bar” then aDdressing the Movie a “Dead Poet’s Society” with Robin Williams.. where the rules of poetry are thrown out.. and one is invited to practice life differently as dancing in the streets and seeing the world from different views.. like the top of a desk.. or in my case dancing naked online to celebrate AND OPENLY EXPRESS TO THE ENTIRE WORLD.. in adult restricted link of course.. the passion of being human in the flesh and blood reality that is WHAT some folks sweep under the carpet as socially inappropriate.. or even evil at times.. my cat rolls around in the noon day sun totally naked.. and he rolls around on the Blue Moon Night FREE LIKE THAT AS WELL.. hugging the grass of GOD’s LEAVES.. AS POETRY IN FUR AND FLESH.. Science AND A SYSTEMIZING RULE BASED MIND.. is a worthy scribe at an attempt to measure GOD.. BUT.. the immeasurable pArt of GOD can be found in ALL free style poetic expression of heART from head to toe.. as SpiRit expressed in mind and body balance of a soUl awakening enlightening and TRULY ALIVE.. IT IS NO DIFFERENT THEN the metaphors of the beautiful 800K words of the bible truly.. where folks who have little heart.. little spirit.. and weak souls.. take it literal instead of AS the HEaRT the bible is.. the bible is a book of free verse poetry.. including psalms and parables.. expressing the Dark and Light as Spirit in poetic words of humanities heart and soul.. expressing THIS in spirit of metaphor of emotional and creative ART in HEART.. and as with ArT In poetry.. painting.. singing.. dancing alike.. the meanings are only as deep as the soul can see.. some folks never get below or above the surface to see the REAL SUN OF LIFE.. THAT LIVES WITHIN.. NAMED
    GOD..
    CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS..
    NIRVANA..
    BLISS.. AWAKENING
    THE KUNDALINI
    SERPENT
    KI.. CHI..
    QI..GREAT SPIRIT!..
    THE METAPHORS
    ARE AS INFINITE
    AND WIDE FOR THE
    TRUTH AND LIGHT
    AND THE
    ESSENCE
    OF THIS
    AS MY WORDS..
    AND THE WORDS
    OF OTHERS CAN GO..
    AND YES.. THAT IS
    INFINITY NOW..
    COMPRISING
    ALL OF
    WHAT
    GOD
    IS
    NOW..:)

    YES.. THERE IS A BIG
    BANG ABOVE..
    AND YES..
    THERE IS
    A BIG BANG
    BELOW..
    IN EVERY HUMAN
    WHO AWAKES IN
    ENLIGHTENED
    FLOW
    WITH
    GOD
    NOW!

    And as promised to
    Rachel and her friends
    last night who I attempt
    to orate this to..
    in the parking
    lot.. of
    Old Seville
    Quarter.. who
    TAKE IT IN..
    UNDERSTAND..
    Appreciate
    it in eyes and
    words.. i ALSO
    will dedicate
    this to my newest
    connection of
    humanity
    in life..
    RACHEL AND
    HER FRIENDS..
    LAST NIGHT..
    AND OF COURSE
    ET AL.. as
    ALL OTHERS
    WHO CONTINUE
    TO INSPIRE ME
    WITH LOVING
    EYES AND
    HATING
    EYES..
    AS
    WELL..:)

    And if your are reading
    and are not a blogger i
    highly encourage
    opening up
    and letting
    all your feelings
    out in words AND OTHER
    WAYS OF AUDITORY AND
    VISUAL ART OF HUMAN SPIRIT
    TO THE World.. ThERE’s HUMAN
    FORCE in symbols of emotions..
    IT truly is not a power that
    should be kept selfish.. and
    yes.. there is power in passion
    of naked flesh as the core of
    our sensuality.. as human
    beings and to express
    THAT is our
    human nature
    as gifted
    BY
    GOD AS NATURE FROM
    SELFIES OF THE
    ‘NORMAL’ VARIETY
    TO THE EXTREME
    ‘PASSIONATE
    SELFIES’ I
    DO.. AS FREE
    VERSE POETIC
    VISUAL NUDE
    ART..
    THAT IS
    NEVER EVER
    EVIL AS LONG
    AS THAT IS
    CONSENSUALLY
    SHARED ALIKE..
    WITH NO HARM
    DONE TO OTHERS..:)

  5. Oh.. the Minions of heart children of ‘MIN’ that i carry in heArt and gut of emotional heArt.. expressed as Spirit of my soul as balancing mind and body.. me.. some of those minions have grown to heavy.. and my right shoulder is leaning.. in pain from tHeir weight.. so i release some of those minions who live in the ‘Wrong Planet’ of Hell.. this MiN ain’t going back to HELL.. again.. to attempt to lead them OUT.. but anyway.. i provide a Cross Worn Puzzle in the last post and this is the answer for those who read my stuff.. who wonder WTF i go on about there.. yes.. the answers are provided in that post.. updated as such.. and will be provided in this next one as well like this.. as yes.. i do still carry minions i have not released in my heart and gut here in the right world of love.. off the wrong planet online and other places of hate.. i dust my feet off.. as i am banned from THAT PARTICULAR Hell! OJOY..! the pleasure of being BANNED FROM HELL!.. THEY SAY IT ONLY COMES ON A BLUE MOON. AND YES.. I GUESS FOR ME AT LEAST IN THIS CASE THAT IS TRUE BUT WHAT IS ALSO TRUE IS THIS BLUE MOON IS STAYING FOREVERMORE ME.. I AIN’T GOING BACK TO THAT HELL COME HIGH WATER OF WHATEVER PLACE AGAIN.. AND THEY CAN CONTINUE TO FLOOD THEMSELVES WITH HELL.. HOWEVER THEY WILL AND CHOOSE.. AS THAT IS ThEIR WiLL AND THeIR IS ISSUE WITH GOD.. AND NEVER MINE ALONE NOW..:)

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