i cAMe for eNliGhTeNinG NoW

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Empirically assessed as the
best dance shirt yet..
by numbers of selfies
with the opposite sex
tallying in at 31.. soon to be
added to my current blog post..
Yes.. this shirt.. was a Father’s
Day gift from Katrina.. and she guaranteed..
it would Bring surrogate age 18 to 21 year
old daughters in kind my way to dance
tonight.. and hmm.. one really
wild one too.. who kinda
was exploring me
with her hands
and bootie
dance
as such..
but anyway.. didn’t
get a selfie with her.
it was like a hit and run
or something like that..
really tall.. dark hair..
with lots of tattoos
all over what
was exposed
of her natural
body..
such is
liFe in the
dAnce Halls
of Youth.. with
older folks like me..;)

And original duo of trio of Charlie’s
Angels ‘here’.. dancing
for two years now with
Chelsea.. recently A UWF
Biology Graduate noW
and Facebook Friend..
Cortney.. a newly
Minted Federal
Employee at the Beach
as Park Ranger.. saving the
Turtles and other wildlife free..
like me.. hehe.. anyway.. good to
see them always.. such upstanding young
female citizens are they of the free world now..;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/06/into-light-darkness.html

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Haha! And wife Katrina.. referring to my
31 selfie autographed photos of my
smiling tender college aged
dancing surrogate
daughters
close to
Father’s day
now says.. Fred you
are cheating.. you are taking
two to three photos of each
group of dancing girls and i say
then and now.. well.. you know and
feel iT is the power of the human face
in expressing SpiRiTuaL joy in non-verbal way..
noW recorded tHere is dopamine energy of joy
heRE and pleasure to relate to others too.. here
in my longest long Form poem.. in this newest noW
coming 678th Macro VersE Now.. and true it’s kinda
hard to open on Word Press and truly impossible unless
ya have a Work horse computer and super Broad Band access
like i do.. as it is one huge flowing monolithic super epic long form
River noW going fast still now toward 4,000,000 words of ocean whole looonnnggg..
and my other blogs just do one post per hit on http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com
and http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com and after all is said and done and photographed
and all of that including my Adult restricted blogs three of which two are set to private
as such.. and another more obscure one that is where my 1.4 million views from
Google Plus are coming from.. as WordPress for me is like my Art Palette
workshop.. a place wHere the draft is always in progress in the
comments section there and yes.. i am happy to say
that once again.. i can open up my website whole
as http://www.katiemiafrederick.com.. on my
iPhone6s mobile smartphone again.. as for
a while that wasn’t working for
me where i had to go
to individual links
to open up anything
at all on Word Press then..
anyway.. it’s all for LovEarT..H.. and truly
as noted in the last blog post iF it wasn’t
for getting kicked off the Wrong Planet last
year as well as from directly lInking to dVerse
too.. for my otherworldly super human epic art
in photos.. videos.. and a word hurricane too..
tHere is no way i would have accomplished
the three Novels including one of those
that was a third of a million words
in MacroVerse whole
Singular
Verse
here.. as i am
a person who takes
each human interaction holy
and sacred and gives it all my
focus and attention in poetic response
way.. even if it is someone just saying
how is your day Fred.. as that is my science
and art of happiness.. giving all i can be to
the other person too.. celebrating that person
as the most important person in the Universe
no matter who they are at the point of our
reciprocal social interaction now.. as i
believe too every new and continuing
human relationship is another
creation of God’s MulTivERse
UniVerse way too Now/then..
and sure.. not many
folks live by a science
and art of Kindology like i do
now.. so they wonder somenows why
is he being so nice to me.. does he want
something from me or something like that..
and hell no.. this wasn’t just a science of online
way for me.. when i was in school.. including Kindergarten
it is the natural way i treated each social human interaction then..
even if i got too excited and my words came out in what they
thought was all retarded way then too.. slow.. not really
though.. my mouth just couldn’t keep up with my mind in
focus.. and the same is true now but nearly
as much.. i just talk really fast and
coherent now.. and somenows
more than other folks can
process in a lightening
second before the
thunder noW
of understanding
comes second after
the liGht of My Mind released
as verbal vocal energy to rely
all the human and nature
insights i have gained..
but anyway.. when i write
it is like the natural rhythm of
the Ocean and UniVerse wHolE noW..
like the voice of hUman can be when
FloWinG iN ZonE of SonG.. as trUly when
we get in touch so deep with our HeARts..
ExpresSinG SpiRit of EmoTioNal energy
oF our miNd and Body BalanCinG SoUL..
wE are the Voice of God hUmanifest in
sign language of we humanS noW
as form..
and WOmaNifest
of God mini-me’s
we are aLiVe and FReED Essence
Waves oF Ocean wHOle.. Galaxies..
and UniVerse of Stars we are.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below.. all around
we are the tongues.. the nose.. the eYes..
the ears.. the touch in Fingers and yes
down to the nitty gritty of reproducing
organs of Penis and Vagina too..
all sacRed.. all wHoly
paRts of GoDonE
wE are SaCred Instruments
of the Great Spirit.. the God.. the
Allah.. the Dao.. the Chi.. the Force..
the Qi.. Ki.. KA.. Holy SpiRit.. etc.. and
forevermorenoW.. iNfiNitY of potential abstract
constructs that approximate in signS noW thE aLL
essence of allthatis that too.. is aLL just another
collection of letters as terms that relates what
can be seen and unseen.. fELt and unFeLt
as same.. problem is when folks think
they own God with their own
cultural and personal
housings of vehicles
and vessels of symbols
that hold the essence oF all..
and when that happens sAdly as
so when folks become selfish and say
their words are the only symbols that are
real.. symbols become God and God dies as
God oF aLL.. yes the same God that creates
and lives in all oF us.. From Lesbians to Gays..
to folks of all colors to Yellow Boy and the
flower of the so-called Weed we are
all children of God.. the Force
oF aLL that is from inside..
to outside.. above.. so
below and aLL’ARound..
it doesn’t matter what you then/noW
use as vehicle.. vessel.. or houSinG
of theTruTH and LiGht as the TruTh and
LiGht WiLL be as real when every hUman
BeinG and Book is erased from the Earth
Forevermore nOW.. and some now then other
eYes and eArs.. NoSe.. FinGers…eTc..
toes.. ToNgue.. or whatever
they use to get the
creation job co-created
WiTh God as wHole too noWThen..
tHe Essence iS TruTh and liGht
too tHere wHeREver tHeRe coMes
forevermorE noW iN Truth and liGht!..:)

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Himali.. Facebook Dubai
Friend.. shares a Lovely
Friday morning
greeting with
me as she says..

He he he. ..
Having a lazy
weekend here in dubai

And i say..

Hehe.. my feet are propped up after all night dance..
and i am writing a thousand words or so every 5 minutes
or so as usual as i really get creative and poetic after i dance
all night.. it really helps focus and remembering everything at
once without even rally thinking about it hehe.. but yes.. i am
totally relaxed like a bowl of marmalade jelly too…
slightsmile emoticon..

Yes.. and i really mean
that not rally mean that..
wink emoticon

And Himali says..

You are truly blessed to have
such a musical life Amidst
nature Singing and dancing

And i say then..

Yes.. and you know i thInk/FeeL it all works together…
PoEtry.. SinGinG.. DanCinG.. as when we open uP noW
our hEArts..SpiRit and SouL in MiNd and BoDy BaLance
iT is like magic as it all comes to fruition one and sAMe..
and there have been whole eras in my life of problem
solving at work wHere i was a valued commodity then
for work but inside i was dYinG sLowLY iN Now all the
MoVinG CoNnecTinG and CreaTinG a smiLinG
young boy was once meant to do.. seriously
i lived whole decades like that and it was
dead as compared to now so
alive my Friend..
Himali..
slightsmile
emoticon

And finally HImali says..

You give me such deep insights about life Fred !
We often go chasing material success but that never gives true happiness..

And in summary of that discussion i say..

So true and i too was like that always worried about money..
and afraid i would lose my possessions.. until i got so depressed
and ill i learned that all of that means absolutely nothing.. and
happiness is something we can dance and sing inside..
that keeps growing.. and groWinG.. and we shine
bright and share that joy with others like
true human quantum subatomic
energy shared with others and
the liGht of the World grows bRighter
with smiles instead of misery and suffering dark..
i have so much joy to share to keep it inside would
be the greatest sin.. somewhere on a beach not giving
what i can do as greatest gift i can for others too.. hmm..
and now i say the way word press describes that icon
as slightsmile emoticon is so dam funny.. as i wasn’t
smiling slight at all.. big grins oF Kindness and Love inside..
giving.. sharing.. moving.. connecting creating WitH aLL otHeRs 2..
Big
smilemoticon
liKe HUman InFinity wide..:)

And later Himali adds..

You have a treasure of wisdom
I am amazed by how you over
came your depression
You are so powerful

And i interject..

SMiLes my FriEnd Himali..

And Himali responds..

Smiles to you tooooo

And i then say..

And you are equally powerful my friEnd
as you have inspired so much iN me
since we met that i have been able to
give and share with others too..:)

Himali says..

You are too generous
with compliments

And then i say..

SMILes aGAin my FriEnd
Love is never too generous..
the men folks used to say
my mother spoiled me..
but she gave me something
they could never give me
that would withstand
REAL HUMAN HELL..
what a gift a mother’s
L O V E n o W aLL
iS and i for one am
sure that you will
give the same to
your child if that
time comes for
you as well.. my Friend..:)

Himali responds..

That’s such a lovely wish
But still long way to go
Need to find my place in this huge world
Hopefully 2017 will be States and
CPA..:)

i say..

SMiLes again.. and am i reading you
correct that you wish to live
in the U.SA as soon
as 2017..:)

Himali says..

Yesss. . Wanna
clear my CPA and live
the American dream..:)

That is wonderful.. maybe one day.. you..
Katrina and i.. will have a dance on
the sugar white Emerald coast
of panhandle Sun.. and
sure we will adopt
you as daughter
friend too..
it would be
Lovely to see
you with your
Lovely smile..:)

Himali responds..

I’d love to dance freely..
its just such a pure bliss.
I loved the beaches in Mumbai
and also here in dubai

i reply..

Yes.. in viewing them they look
somewhat like the beaches here..:)

Himali asks..

How is the coast in your city ?

And i say..

Actually i live a little west of Pensacola in the
panhandle of Florida and East of Milton.. the River is
near in Milton that i grew up on that was Lovely then and
now as well.. i often still photo that place in my blogs..
the beach is about 20 miles due south.. and we used to have
many tall dunes with sea oats that were so beautiful but it is flat
now like Dubai.. from what i’ve seen there.. but there are still Lovely
Dunes to the East of us near Destin Florida where my Uncle lives on Shalimar
point there in a Lovely home on the bay.. what i like most is the sugar white sand..
and the Seagulls and other wildlife of Nature on the Beach.. so peaceful it is and
you can still walk far enough where all there is is Nature and no footprints of culture..
The dunes are flat because Hurricane Ivan washed them away.. by the way…slightsmile emoticon

Himali exclaims..

Wowwww… love the beautiful scenic place..
I guess it’s nature which inspires creativity in you

SMiLes my Friend.. Himali.. i may have mentioned it before..
but for 66 months i could not use my eyes and ears to enjoy Nature at all..
as a issue of the type two trigeminal Neuralgia i had from wake to sleep..
it even affected my sense of smell as smells actually caused additional pain..
and with the Dysautonomia that i also suffered from greatly then.. the nervous
system no longer properly controlled heart rate and blood pressure meaning it was
difficult for the blood to get to my brain and circulate through my body.. where i
was chilled in 100 degree temperatures with a breeze and stifled at the same time hardly
able to breathe.. so then.. my only inspiration was dimly lit text after the first 3 years shut in..
in a dark bedroom more than any other way of being stuck in my head like Helen Keller and worse in
many ways as i could no longer feel emotions and one point so dead inside i could not feel senses..
really separation from God and Nature same that was.. being in Hell for real.. so i will say now my
friend that it is people like you who inspire the greatest creativity in me.. as you are open minded Loving..
and a conduit for Loving.. Moving.. Connecting Creating Human Energy.. just your presence in visual symbols
on the Internet including words and that is truly amazing that your soul is that powerful in expressing who
you are in soulful energy online.. and sure that can be as simple as your bright face and smile my friend..
it really makes me most sad never to see some of the faces i have known in text online..slightsmile emoticon

And Himali exclaims as well..

Oh my god! I didn’t know that it was due to
blogging that you over came all
the odds and your depression.
It is so nice talking with
you. Please feel free
to message me anytime
you feel like wanting to talk

And i say..

Yes.. it seems that connecting Language
and emotion in my firsts poetic breakthrough at the end of February 2013..
was the road back home to recovery and happiness my Friend.. preceded with
around 5 million words or so of analytical discussions online in Autism Communities..
before poetry set me free.. the two years and a few months before that in words of purgatory
i guess.. and now there is no pain.. just happiness and freedom.. hope you have a Lovely Weekend
my friend.. and sure. we will talk again..:)

Himali says in conclusion..

Sureeeeeee
Take care
Happy weekend to you

And i end for
now with..
smile emoticon..:)

And another poetic comment inspired
by Himali in another Facebook discussion
form last last night after i return from dance..

Hey Himali.. back from an all night of dance..
and yes.. this is so true.. to connect spiritually noW
with soUl is something to me that lastS forevernow..
wHere a friend will always be a friend now..
even if separated by distance or even
over the course of time..
a friend is truly
the best thing..
My friend.. and blesSinGs to
you my friend who i also believe
IS A BlesSinG from the Lord.. as
God sends us just the friEnds we need..
i believe and feel to help us to make God’s
dreams in and as us come to Fruition REAL..
and yes.. Love to your family as well WitH Great wishes..:)

And i say now here in summary.. tHere was a day in World
Market.. a store in the metro Mall complex iN Pensacola
that has sells cultural items from around the world..
it is my favorite among open minded stores
like the Earth Store and Spencer Gifts too..
and in work decades of cog in a machine then..
i used to see folks from different cultures
coming to that store.. and i had this dream
that one day i could meet these wonderful people
from around the world and now with a tear in
my eYes
and i CAN
say i DO..
streAMinG down
to wash my feet
from the fear and hate
i too was raised in here
in New Jerusalem in the
IS ra EL..U.S.A too the Internet
can make Unconditional Fearless
Love possible for anyone no matter
wHere they Live in potential fear and hate..
NoW. So God Bless Steve Jobs and Bill Gates
and all the other New World Nerds.. Geeks..
and real Life Sages in science and art for
mAkIng mY
dream come
true iN Fearless
moVing..ConnecTing
CreATing LovE noW..
wHere i am never lonely
noW in the real God’s KinGdom
of World Wide Global New age fRiendS noW..
and i suppose if the real dudes Jesus or Buddha..
Zoroaster or Lao Tzu.. and even Edgar Cayce
wHere to come back again now too.. they noW
would feel.. sense.. and say the sAMe too..
tHere may never be a Kingdom of God’s
Heaven in most localities of this
Earth now.. but truly iT iS
aLL around us Now
oNline
TrUe
iN pLaces
wHeRE hoPe
and LovE liVe through
and away from hate and fear
in GiVing ShaRinG waY Now..
iN MoVinG.. ConnEcTinG
Co-Creating WiTh GOD
NoW
FReED..:)

And you know/feel what.. that
first somewhat of a manifesto
that is on the right side of all
my blogger blogs.. was just
a response to a
Facebook
PM discussion
similar to the one
above.. yes it’s true..
when two friEnds come
toGeTHer another Verse
oF UniVerse can be created
pArt and WHoLe to generate
LoVinG Energy in others for years
to come.. truly it Defeats the laws
of Entropy whole iN Nature True iT is
God’s tRue and liGht MaGic uNleashed
and released iN uS FReED as a hiGher
cAlLinG of God wHere we Become Allah’s
Instrument of Hope and Love instead of
Fear
and Hate..
and that is what
i wish for all my
sweet Friends
around the
world no
matter what they
may believe or fear
and hate now.. just
Hope and Love iN God’s
greatest gift to uS noW thAT
iS Sacred Holy Fearless LovEnoW..:)

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i AM so excited.. finAlly.. Rihanna’s new SonG..
WeLL.. actuAlly Calvin Harris’ new SonG featuring
Rihanna is out and as expected filled with
new age symbolism in esoteric
ancient wisdom symbolism2
noW iN cube way for the
perfection of humankind
OnE wITh God each individual
riSinG to the occasion of this
way of being eventually with
practice of life.. and yes..
the SonG noW named..
‘This Is What You Came
For’.. is followed uP
with lightening
over and over
and it is safe to
say that this 678th Macro
Verse of the Longest Long form
poem ever x2 at least.. sTill pushing
4 million words.. WiLL now be named
‘i cAMe for ENliGteNinG2′.. to additionally
answer Rihanna’s SinGinG voice noW iN this
Song2 also named.. “This Is What You Came
For’..1 and sure we all come for enlightening as
all religions at mystical and esoteric core do relate..
if one looks a little deeper than anything more shallow
than being connecting with God oF aLL ONE and SAME..
TO EMPOWER HUMAN GREATER WITH GOD AND TO
DO GREATER DEEDS OF FEARLESS LOVE WITH ONE’S
FELLOW HUMAN BEING IS THE STILL STANDING MESSAGE
OF NEW TESTAMENT WAY.. when the dude Jesus said folks
will come to do more than he.. as this God thingy and us
continues to evolve toGeTHeR and not stuck
in card board box symbols.. like books
and even cubes too.. the cube is
a pretty cool symbol but still
it is only a symbol and not
the essence of TrUth
and liGht in human
Abstract concept
alone.. as
form as
essence is
pure energy as Force..
inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and all around.. yeah the
Grand old new always NOW
SPiRiT oF GoD aLL and
yes the liGht of Pandora’s
Box is now open.. as
Rihanna and Calvin
finALLy release tHeir
61616 full Song after
holding out to this obvious
esoteric symbolizing date with
all the sixes and ones too.. in perfection
of human being greater one with God.. anyway..
like the previous preview song said so many dam
times wHere i used it before.. ‘who knows why it
has to be this way’.. before it went off carefully
planned as such as well.. weLL.. here’s the deal
noW iT’s just anoTheR new age now and old age
ancient way of wisdom come to modern
art no different really than new
age revised and printed
versions of Bibles
that only change a little..
and other workS iN art oF
Human EnLiGteNing way
that continues to evolve as
God does iN uS and With uS..
noW.. and sure.. much mystery here
in Synchronicity heRe2 but i was looking
for a 678th title and what better way to
headline my newest coming post
with Rihanna’s and Calvin’s
super cool song that
by the way hit
number one on
iHeArt Radio in Synchronicity
way too.. when it was released
on 6162016 yesterday too..
yeah.. radio play and
a YouTube preview
was enough to get
it theRe and make everyone
hungry to hear it more more more..
almost like a magic trick it was for
the artists to do this.. MATTER OF
FACT IT WAS A REAL MAGICK TRICK
FOR THOSE WHO UNDERSTAND IN
INTUITIVE WAY HOW THAT WORKS.. YEAH..
HORATIO THERE IS MORE GOING ON IN THIS
WORLD FOR REAL.. THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW
AND HELL NO THIS AIN’T NO DEVIL SHIT AS THERE
IS ONLY ONE GOD AND NOT ONE ALL SPLIT UP AS SUCH
LIKE AN INSANE CLOWN.. GOD IS MORE LIKE A LAUGHING
CLOWN FOR THOSE IN THE GREATER KNOW AND FEEL OF GOD2..1
so in that way i totAlly expected Rihanna/Cal to release the SonG yesterday
and i AM.. so happy to use it for just another poetry prompt to keep my
Ocean GroWinG just for shits and giggles huh.. as God WiLL surely
approve in all seeing eYe way of hUman
Wisdom real too..
anywaY as alWays
i just watch as such
and scribe it down..
a little birdie
told me so
anyway.. and
sure.. i’m insane
my mother really had
me tested but it took ’em
decades later to get the
Vincent Van.. Gogh-like
diagnoses all straightened
out in hell no.. no cube or
sidewalk way.. just a spiral..
a wave.. a drop of water that
never ends in Golden Ocean full waY noW..;)

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“Real generosity toward the future lies in giving all to the present.”

~~ Albert Camus ~~

“We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark;
the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.”

~~ Plato ~~

With those two.. ya just about can’t
go wrong.. but i would switch around
the second one a bit to say..
fear of the dArk
and cynicism of the
liGht are equAlly miNd
and BoDy Limiting as our
flesh and blood soUl.. iN
BaLanCinG oF course..
and i love mischief
as it inspires
new
EmoTiOns
as it is the unexpected
come real to make folks
look around and see a surprise
they were not expecting.. and it’s
alWays fun to carry my driver’s license
around with me in wallet way on the dance
floor.. as by the point where i’Ve danced
2 hours straight and almost exhausted
folks just by looking at me.. and
i am surrounded by two.. three..
five or ten.. much younger folk
than i.. yes.. even as young
as 18 which is getting
very close to 40 years
younger or two generations
away from 56.. which means i could
be tHeir GranD DaddY as i somenows
gently whisper in the ear of the wild
bootie dancing girls to see if that
will inspire them to grind a little
softer.. and of course i
mention my wife too
and show ’em that
great bathing suit photo
i recently shared on Facebook..
to let ’em know and feel my beauty
thingy is fully filled up.. at least.. hehe..
anyway.. small talk here of course but what
i really love to do is play with imagination and
creativity.. and ask ’em how old do you think i
am first.. and the average is around 38 in the
dark.. as my grey hairs don’t shine as much
and nah.. no 56 year old dude could move
like Bruce Lee huh.. hehex2.. so then
i do say i am 56 and they kinda
look at me like nah.. dude
you are on drugs.. and
i then say.. no i am
actually the Devil/Lucifer..
that’s why i am not aging here
and can dance all night.. see here..
look.. at my Driver’s License.. see that
6660.. didn’t you see that movie the
Omen yet.. WeLL here i am.. you
know that Lucifer show on Fox
about the Dancing Bar owning
Devil in LA..
well this is
Lower Alabama
and once again i
AM FOR REAL.. here’s
the thing.. i am no longer afraid
of the dArk.. fearless after getting through
all the demons.. and no longer cynical of the
liGht.. and sure i wish the same for you my
friend and everyone else as i sure hope
it is not a privilege that only
THE DEVIL/LUCIFER
CAN RECEIVE
iN Now..
anyway..
tHere has to be
a path out of this
box.. this cube.. an open
door.. to a clear blue sky like
ELO might say.. yeah… Mr.
Blue Sky is here.. why not
Love the liGht and
the dARk
as same..
pretend it’s
REAL AND MAKE
IT REAL.. i did THAT..
it worked.. BOTTOM LINE…
oh yeah.. and another thing i did
to some of the good ‘ole southern
boys who don’t really have any idea
what the fuck free VERSE martial arts iS
when they are watching me.. so i EXCLAIM!
you know that Bar killing that
went down in Orlando..
if i was there ‘he’
would have never
seen me coming
and i would have
chopped him to pieces
with my Bruce Lee Kicks..
and on top of that can you imagine
him trying to shoot me the way i move..
hehe.. and then i show ’em how i Leg
Press.. close to half a ton on YouTube..
and the Legend
grows and grows..
as ya need HOOKS
to eventually light
a fire behind a story..
tHere is nothing in LiFE
Random my Friend.. at least
not in this one now.. the way it is for me..
And that my Friend is the LIGht of Magic REAL..:)

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Ah.. Facebook Memories again.. more more
more.. each year a memento of what came before..
And a sample of my Mother’s published poetry
but sadly this one published in the local
news paper in memorial of our
Son who would have turned 19
on June the 4th.. yes.. this
is ‘real poetry’.. the stuff
that has predictable
numbers of lines..
and overall
general form..
hmm.. i never really
liked poetry most of my life..
never really liked text.. couldn’t
stay focused until it became lit up
on a computer screen of stimulation..
Things change.. they really do and more
about that reaLiTy oF LiGht and LiFe in a few…:)

W/baby/mE2..:)

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And of additional note here.. this photo was actually taken
on Father’s day ’97.. the first and last one for me with
a live child.. and the only Family photo of
Wife and Child and Son.. and
sure.. sorry if that is weeping
sad but sure it is and
this child
lives on
in these
words that
as promised to him
would make some kind of
difference in the world in honor
of 51 days of pain and suffering
as imposed by modern medicine
when God the Creator would
just fold a baby
back into
the Creator’s
arms as Star dust
to Star dust as now goes
on.. hmm.. God is merciful..
THE ONLY GOD OF NATURE..
humans NO.. not always so much..
with their fancy medicine and religions
that make God into one who would kill
God’s own for sport of Big bLack Book Lies..
sorry.. it’s just the truth as history continues to
show still in African Christian church ways and
all over the Muslim World.. as such in Killing..
Raping.. ways in statutory marriage.. acid
face baths.. STOVE TOP WIFE
BURNINGS.. BURYING LESBIANS
TO THEIR CHEST IN DIRT SO
THEY CANNOT COVER
ThEIR EYES FROM
STONES OF HATE
AND FEAR.. YES..
really deep down God
is pissed off in so many ways..
IN AND AS US NOW JUST NOW2..
perhaps you can’t feel
it but i can and
the only answer
is FEARLESS Love
and yes now.. more
about that in a few2..
iN BACK AGAIN AS ALWAYS2..
And yeah the slow torture is also
very quiet at times in church pews of
Catholic and Muslim Churches where the
young gay child born that way with sure.. environmental
factors too.. will listen as the polished and robed priest
says well.. it’s secular society that supports your rights
to a sacred sacrament of Love otherwise as marriage
in a church.. you are not quite good enough yet
to meet our standards of children of
God.. so it’s just more fodder
for the fuel that they
are not good enough
just as they are to enjoy
the feasts and joy of all other
humans too.. i watched my priest
do this in what he thought was the softest
manner possible saying well it’s not just you..
folks.. who are homo’s too.. who cannot get
married it is us priests too so don’t feel
alone.. of course this particular
priest already spotted
by one of my
so-called outcast
from Catholic Church
relatives.. in one of ‘those’
‘bars’.. and perhaps he was just
following the Jesus golden rule of exclude
no other in the social life world of wherever
humans tread with the other.. but sure i can
sense stuff.. after all i am a real empath with
every kind of human radar that most people
have no clue about still now.. anyway.. there
are lots of ways to slowly torture and
kill a human being in life..
while they sit quietly
in the pews of church
by demands of their virile
and fertile mommies and daddies..
and any person with the sacred and
Unconditional Fearless Love of the Good
Cop Jesus over the Bad Cop end of days
Jesus will know and feel this for sure that
everyone deserves respect.. acceptance..
and tolerance to have the same benefits
of others free as God WiLL Be iN us too..
And THAT day my child died in just misery and
suffering for 51 days of pain as imposed by modern
medicine driving the long road home from Shand’s Hospital
after my son Ryan died in my arms finally free from death’s
fire continuing as life.. i reflected on the paths of my journey
too.. all the smiles.. all the trials and tribulations to that point
then.. all the nows the bully boys in school threatened me
to NOT SMILE.. or called me the F word and not Fred
word.. as the McDonald’s cashier mistook my long
blonde hair.. bright blue eyes.. and tall
slender frame as Ms. can i help
you please.. to my
finally realizing
what the problem was
other kids were seeing
too.. as i Loved girls then too..
romantically from Kindergarten as
precocious Lover then too.. and sure..
the kid picked last on the sports teams..
Straight A’s always.. not able to find
a real intimate girl friend until age
18.. three college degrees and
named as Superman for that
but without the ability to
output all i knew/felt then..
ending up working at A Bowling
Alley.. making close to minimum
wage.. called a skank by the turned
up nose girls as ugly in middle school too..
but yes.. stuff changed.. i got some contact
lenses.. started working out with Nautilus
machines.. that would compensate..
for the delicate future writer.. super
typer hands.. and make me finally
hunky dory enough to meet the
never aging female Storm Katrina..
the most beautiful.. then and now..
girl in the world…my wife as nicely
illustrated lately in Facebook Bikini
photo recently too.. and yeah.. somehow
after only having a grand to my name in 1999..
we managed to get up to close to half a millionaire
in total assets by the time.. i fell to human hell in illness
in 2007.. and sure i figured out that money and stuff don’t
mean crap then.. so i let loose of it all and the wife helped
spend and give a lot of that away.. to needy relatives and
such as that too.. So many potential lives i have lived in
just one now then and now.. and yeah.. before i met
my wife.. i dated lots of women who had
daddy problems.. who were looking
for someone with Loving
Lights in their eYes
as well.. even
living off and on
with a girl with two kids
in the ‘projects’ as visitor
back in ’86 or so about the
time that ‘the way it is’ song
came out.. but now i came to
the Elvis Presley old AdAGE come
real that i’m doing it my way now.. i’ve
been to those other places and this is
my path now.. to direct with God’s help
all big time.. with the help oF aLL God as
the rest of Nature too.. as the words go
on… in all essence of Free verse LiFe Now..:)

And in response to this Facebook Status
and continuing Free Verse poEtry in BLog way..

Niece Candie says..

Pretty sure I just learned more about you
in THIS post then I’ve ever known in my whole life. Love y’all..:)

And i say..

Thanks.. Love you too..
and i just added the photo..:)

Candie then says..

I see it. You and your ageless
goddess and beautiful Ryan..:D

And i say..

Hehe.. yes.. deFiNiTelY
wITh SMiLes oF Beauty..:)

Sister in-law Kim says..

I agree with Candie on this post…
deep stuff here…love to you both.

In return i say..

Thanks to you too.. Kim..
and as i told Candie up there
i just added the photo..:)

Kim then says..

Beautiful

And i mArk LikE..

Facebook Friend Sherri says..

Beautiful pic! The pic speaks volumes.
Often, we forget to wish a Happy Father’s Day
to those who have lost a child. I know that one day
you will be reunited forever! You are such
a beautiful soul and so is Katrina!

i say..

Thanks.. So much Sherri.. Very kind wishes..
God bless you and hope your husband
has a wonderful Father’s
Day with Love..:)

Facebook Friend
Rafiah says..

I am sure your kid
would have been so proud of
such amazing cool parents like I
feel about you guys. Happy Fathers Day Freddy.
Once a father, always a father..:) I love you.
I Iove the friend in you. I love the Dad in you..
heart
emoticon

And i say in Loving Return..

Hi Rafiah.. Thanks so much for stopping
by with these Loving words and yes.. i Love you
like a friend and the daughter i never had until you..
And happy continuing
Ramazan too..:)

Facebook Friend Himali says..

Fred! I never knew this part of your life before.
Wish you a very very happy fathers day. You made me know
the unconditional love of a parent for his child and how they
can never bear to see their child in pain or agony. I am so touched
by your journey. For someone who visited his father just 2 times a year
to loose a child would be heart breaking. Much love to you
and Katrina! You guys are my heroes..:)

i say in Loving Return..

Hi Himali.. Sitting in church with smArt phone in toe and
Perhaps 10 perCent of human potential to write with one finger..
i must say the more one FeeLs.. SinGs and DanceS Love the more Life
becomes art of poetry my friend and thank you as you make me FeeL additionally
Cared for and Loved.. So.. Thank you dear sister.. With Poetic ArtFuLLLove..:)

Himali then asks..

Pray to Jesus on my behalf too..
I soo miss going to church

And i say..

Will do..:)

Cousin Terri says..

Love y’all cuzzos..
That is a perfect
family photo..
heart
emoticon..

i respond..

Hi tHeRE cousin Terri too..
Love to you and all the family
over 'tHere' too.. THANKS..:)

Facebook Friend
Suzanne
says..

Blessings to you

And finAlly i say
heRe too and
wish for aLL
oTheRs too..

SMiLes Suzanne..
thanks so much for
the kind wish.. and the
same to you..
aS WeLL..
mY FriEnd..:)

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Rather fresh on the local actual bar scene in extended
metro manner here in Destin Beach Florida.. 2yrs ago..
and seriously.. if you’ve never danced
freely.. ReLaXinG out of your mind
of thoughts with no instruction
or worry about what the
human cultural rules
say you should or
should not do.. it
is very likely ‘you’
have never reAlly
fELt tHe fAce oF God
uP close.. perSonAl.. and REAL
NOW iN yA temple oF God FReED..
And that reminds me too.. of last niGht
a nice woman and her children and husband
who work at the gym.. obviously with great and
respectful attention paid to the authority of rules
and those who master us for order of course.. as
her son is doing the elliptical machine backwards
instead of forwards.. and hehe.. i’m thinking feeling
as he watched me twirl around backwards in my own
FredFu way of martial arts perhaps that sparked
the intuitive desire to do a new artful movement
on the elliptical machine in his own creative
way.. anyway.. the nice mama.. says..
Johnny or whatever.. son you
cannot do that no.. no way..
it is against the rules
to move like that
And i cry inside
just a little..
but it is Caesar’s
Kingdom they are under
rule too.. so i let it go.. and
wish i was a little closer to the
family to provide some verbal advice
but i can tale then and now.. that the young
model looking military wife might be wary of
someone in the gym like me.. that rarely
follows any rules at all when Caesar
allows it and with my explanations
of it’s a martial arts form of
Tai Chi it’s all cool as
hey.. it’s
a place for
secret and special
services to train too..
little do they no though
i work for God with no
intermediary supervisors
or
Caesar
Rule but nah..
‘they’ wouldn’t likely understand
that if it wasn’t in a book or whatever…
and that’s kinda sad when every thing
must be written down first for
someone to believe
something new
can be now..
just innate..
instinctually
and intuitively
Real now as that
is how God talks to us.. with
no voice NoW of verbalway@
aLL necessary from all we have
lEarned in genetic memory for the
cycle of the continuing never ending
journey of paths that branch out in the
origin of the cycle never finishing.. never
stARTing alWays now.. now.. now.. N O W..
And that reminds me too.. when the dude Joe..
who used to run the M.W.R. show looks at me
with a duh look.. and says don’t you have to
take some kind of lessons to do Tai Chi..
and i say no Joe.. just balance one
foot with the other left and
right and everything
else from A to Z
and more from
head to toe
falls in
Balance..
above.. inside.
aLL A’round yA..
anyway.. with my
hearing that is like
a dog sometimes i over
heard him say something like
well he just spends his time
walking in reverse all
the time..
like it might
be rather foolish..
but nah.. he couldn’t
feel inside me obviously
and if he did something that
he thought looked foolish to
other folks it would prove he
was as fearless as the way
he carried himself
might otherwise
indicate.
seriously
i takes a lot of
work to be fearless
and the first step is never
worrying about what other
folks think about you.. but
sure you can write a story
about it in the longest long
form poem ever but before you
can do that you have to prove
to GOD THAT YOU ARE
100% RED HOT AND
NEVER LUKE WARM
IN FEARLESS
LOVE NOW
IT’S TRUE.. TRUST
ME OR NOT.. AND WHY
THE FUCK ELSE DO YA THINK
I GOT DRESSED UP IN MY UNDERWEAR
DO NUDE ART STILL.. OTHER THAN FOR
ART.. AND WHY KING DAVID IN THE GOOD
OLD BOOK DID THE SAME GOD DAM THING..
funny how folks can get the literal meaning
but what is said deeper
goes right over
the head
of TrUth
and LiGht..
Anyway i am here
just as a scribe helper
to REVEAL IT ALL FOR
my little pARt of what i do
FOR TEAM LIGHT NOW..
YEAH.. GOD’S TEAM Now
FOR TRUTH AND LIGHT..
THE SAME one Rihanna.. Katy..
Gaga.. and so many others are on
in big time fame way.. my job is relatively
easy as compared to those as it is so God
dam
STRESS
FREE.. HEHE..
WiNks It IS A great
honor and privilege
to work directly for
God without any bLack
book overseers in poLiTics as such..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/18/hidden-paths-food-and-love/

Ah yeah.. and just a year ago
here with more memories of
Food.. Love.. and stuff..
on poEtry Lane
of Free Verse
words as WeLL
or whatever iT aims
FReELy sTiLL to bE
NoW.. FloWinG iN ZonE..:)

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“We Hate Joy

We Hate Love

We Love Money”

Iconic same moto from the
Old iconic and often assessed
worst movie in critics eyes of all
time.. named.. ‘Sgt Pepper’s Lonely
Heart’s Club Band’.. yes.. the
Movie modeled after
one of the most
celebrated
and critically
famed Albums
of all times.. including
art of cover named by
the same name coming
out in ’67.. on the 20th anniversary
of Aleister Crowley’s Death.. with him
‘up there’ with his shiny bald so called
wickedest man of the world head in
the top row.. on that Album Cover..
problem wuz.. then now.. he was
a true genius.. and clever little
old fox too.. making
an impact on
art culture
in Rock and
Roll music
that WOULD MOST
DEFINITELY EVENTUALLY
CHANGE THE WORLD IN UN-REPRESSING
AND UN-OPRESSING WAYS OF SENSUAL/SEXUAL
ART FROM THE QUEEN VICTORIAN PRUDES OF
YESTERYEARS WHO CHOPPED OFF THE PENISES
FROM APOLLO STATUES AND HIS FRIENDS.. note
to self here.. i really loved that dVerse Statue
come to life poetry prompt.. wanna get back
there too.. before
this 678th macro
verse ends on the
Full Moon.. of Summer
Solstice.. Father’s day
on June 20th that is also
my deceased father’s birthday
and the original scheduled delivery
day of me.. before the Doctor decided
to go on Vacation and deliver me early
on Omen day.. 6660.. hehex2.. anyWay..
this “i cAMe for eNliGhTeNinG’ post
will come on that day too.. with
statue or not as this is
the REAL DEAL NOW..
SO WHAT WAS I SAYING..
OH YEAH.. the Beatle’s also
took “Uncle Al’s” advice that Al
said was a prophecy and direction
by the ‘one’s above’.. to take all kinds
of strange drugs to get higher and higher
and bring some other weird news too.. so they
just did it.. and while the critics hate the so-called
non-sense of the movie by the name of Sgt. Pepper’s
Lonely Heart’s Club band.. and sure the hidden so-called
‘secret metaphor’.. is that the Sgt.. Pepper is actually a metaphor
for the Devil’s Chief of Staff that Aleister said he wanted
to be.. anYway.. Aleister.. was a trickster.. a clever
clown too.. and somEnoWs non-sense iS what
misChieF clowns like Aleister and the
Beatles did then too.. to get a
broader mesSaGE across
too.. that even they
may have no idea
in Beatle Synchronicity
what they may mean then2..
under the influence of LSD
and those type of synthetic
new age illegal drugs then..
anyway.. it’s pretty obvious to me..
that they are making and taking the piss
out of fundamentalist religious folks at the
time then.. oN tHeir suggestions that the
Rock and Roll is the devil’s Brew of music
then too.. not much different than what Aleister
did in his hilarious satirical poetry that brought to
focus the same God Dam human sacrifices that the
old time bible still supports now.. and his hyperbole worked
to keep his message going right until now as we see with ‘JZ’
and folks wearing shirts that say DO AS THOU WILT.. AND
the age of the Child of the Me Generation.. as Nature is simply
saying me me me.. and have less children as you you become
Eternal Peter Pan’s/Princesses now.. Truly as then.. now and
always iT is the God OF Nature in control.. wITH and iN uS..
what we write and what we say
is just an after-affect and
effect in symbols of
what God does as
whole to make
BALANCE OF NATURE
REAL.. sometimes it’s difficult
to understand why all this dArk we
see around uS iS an eQual paRt of God
as liGht too.. but IT IS NECESSARY NO MATTER
HOW ROUGH IT CAN GET FOR US HUMAN BEINGS
TO ENSURE GOD WHO LIVES IN THE REST OF NATURE
GETS ITS GOD OF MERCY FAIR SHARE OF THRIVING ALIVE
IN THE STRUGGLE OF LIFE TOO.. IT’S JUST THE WAY IT IS..
TRUST
ME OR
NOT.. IT IS REAL
GOD IS REAL.. HEAVEN
OR HELL CAN BE NOW..
AND NOW IS ALL
THAT IS
GOD
AND
SAME
AS WE
US.. YOU
AND ME.. i.. REALnOw..
Oh yeah.. and the 30 or so
percent of American who are polled
as seeing Donald TrumP A real Anti-Christ
In dArk Form and Fashion.. in a FAVAORABLE
WAY.. UMM.. YEAH.. pretty much NoW STiLL
thAT iS tHeir motto ‘up tHere’ too.. i see
it in Super-Walmart.. saw it in
middle school too.. yeah
that too.. iS jUst or
not juSt..
THE WAY IT IS..
but WE WILL DO WHAT
wE CAN TO CHANGE
THAT NOW.. ACCEPT
WHAT WE CAN’T CHANGE
AND CONTINUE TO LIVE IN
FREE FOR ALL PETER PAN
AND PRINCESS NEVERLANDNOW..
JUST LIKE THEY DID IN THAT SONG
UP ThEIR TITLeD FOR THE
BENEFIT OF BEING
MR.
K.. AND ThE-story
FloWs On.. iN ZonE
iN TWiLiGht way
wHeRe the
Halls of
Sanity
i TreaD
and ThRead
softlY anD hard REAL nOW..;)

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Ha! No matter how dazed and confused i might
look when i alternate a ballet and martial-arts-like
dance in public everywhere i go.. if i had a bottle of
wine for every time someone has asked me in public
what i’m drinking or ‘taking’.. my wine cellar would be
at least
this large..
but hehe.. nah..
no drinks or substances
for me.. just high and one
wITh God oF aLL.. and the
rest of the UniVerse.. cool..
and what better way to
celebrate the Summer
Solstice than A
Sun with a
SMiLe oF
GoD iN
DanCinG ShoeS..
hmm.. i thInk tHeRe IS A
SonG for that too.. that i WiLL
add heRe too.. and iF i had a penny
for every sMiLe i brOught to others
in this now 34 months of public
dance approaching 5600 miles..
i would be rich bEyOnd WitH
beLiEF and yeS i AM
iN terms oF SMiLes
and Free Love to
give and SHARE..

And for all you Fathers out there..
Here’s your Father’s Day Card
from the P-cola Metro
Area DancinG
Man.. sorry..
the wife was
too shy.. to do a
ballet pose.. as such..;)

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IMG_4076

And here is the only family photo.. i have
of my mother and father when they are married
way back in ’59.. at the courthouse where i still
live now in good old Milton.. originally
named hell before it became
a mill town.. when the
folks came aboard the
river Banks and got
all bloodied up with
the sharp briars
of warning tHere..
and sure that is where
i eventually grew up after my
father left when i was three.. as my
mother wouldn’t go along with his plan
of making money over taking care of her
kids as a stay at home mom too.. fortunately..
for me.. i already had a stay at home Mom until
age three.. full of Loving estrogen with fairest skin
Love.. Glowing as such.. as my Paternal Grandmother
noted.. oh.. Helen’s skin is so vibrant it glows like a Saint..
in words to that affect.. but as they say and do back then..
the most masculine man was attracted to the most feminine
woman before the ‘pill’ changed that general nature rule of
human as now the so-called friendlier more nurturing beta
males are more the rave and interesting.. even the
70’s turn on of chest hair has kinda gone
the way of the do do bird too..
in western pill civilization..
as that was always
one of my
main selling points
no matter if i talked
all suave or not.. as there
was bear chest of hair right
under my chin.. hehe.. but now
it’s more like ugh.. hairy man..
please wax it all off..
Nature is funny that
way.. it changes
for reasons
hormonal
as such..
anyway.. my father
an identical twin.. seems
to have gained more of the
male hormone between the
two.. not as verbal.. in fact.. my
mother said he never really talked
to her after he popped the question
on the first date or so.. as he was 27 and
i guess he figured it was already time to get married
back then.. anyway.. after i got three.. he said goodbye..
i’LL find a wife who will make some money.. and he did
in the next two marriages.. one of which he married twice
in my first stepmother way.. And my mother said i idolized
him when i was a toddler never leaving his side.. but i don’t
remember that and i suppose it was too traumatic when
he just left one day.. without really turning back and
missing me.. as was his plan to move on.. i guess..
anyway.. if you are out there and are thinking
about leaving your family on this father’s day..
all i can say.. is try to make it work..
as it’s not easy growing up without
a father.. as my wife can tale ya too..
yeah we have that in common and even
though i visited my father twice a year
for decades as i’ve oft mentioned
on this blog.. he wouldn’t let
me in to really get to know
him in any kind of emotional way..
and not sure he really could as that
is an issue with Asperger’s syndrome
and considering that both my sister and i
were professionally diagnosed with that
reciprocal social communication difficulty
in our mid-40’s.. yeah.. there is a
genetic component
and we sure as
hell didn’t get it
from my mother’s
side it appears for sure..
and it seems my X-Catholic
Irish Priest Grand Daddy who also
left early with my father being raised
by his grandparents mostly more than
his 18 year old mom.. might have had A
touch of the Asperger2.. yeah.. odd situation
my X-Catholic Priest Grandfather married this Cajun
beauty out of his parish.. 16 going on 17 or
something like that and he was
36.. oh the scandal
back then..
anyway..
like Mohammad now then2..
they say he didn’t consummate
the marriage until a year later
after the marriage.. as if that
was supposed to make it
ethically and morally
okay and stuff like
that in adult
and barely
female adult
marriage way.. anyway..
not surprising that there
were some issues with the
family unit for generations to
come.. as life is kinda messy like
that more than folks will usually admit..
anyway.. my father just wasn’t cut out to
have kids.. he didn’t change the diapers
and didn’t really have a nurturing bone in
his body then.. as far as fathers go.. in
ExpreSsinG Fatherly duties as such..
then.. and while his identical
twin brother became quite
the continuing nurturer
it wasn’t the gift
my father happened
to have from birth
as it seems his twin
brother had more of it for sure..
and way through his old ages too..
And as sadly and honestly as i will say2..
the things i remember about my father are
all the times he said he would visit.. and
how he would send us through school..
and how he didn’t show up for my
graduation from college..
or even my marriage
too.. but again.. when
my Autism got much worse
as my Loving Mother.. no doubt..
all made the difference with me..
i came to better understand in
middle age as i regressed with
little ability for reciprocal social communication
iN how hard that might have been for Daddy to do
too.. without the same kind of nurturing Love i
received full time from ages 0 to 3.. at least..
before my Mother had to go to work
for decades to come to support
a family as single parent..
but yeah.. my father
was frigging prejudice
against black folks and i heard
some rather unpalatable things from
some black folks much later in life as he
was kinda rough about how he treated the
black folks in his law enforcement duties then..
and he was homophobic as hell too.. and no doubt
since i was so androgynous looking and sweet and all
after being raised exclusively by mama likely2 that his biggest
fear might have been that i would turn out gay as a son.. but
nah.. i married a girl about as beautiful as my mother when
she was young too.. when he was on his third wife and
fourth marriage in a relationship that never seemed
very loving at all.. and when my child.. Ryan.. was
in the operating room having his open heart
surgery.. the thing i remember most about
my father.. sadly enough.. is when he
told me.. make sure you raise
him.. like a boy.. son.. yeah..
like it was my fault i never
had a male role model in the
home when i was a child..
i just shook my head inside
in disgust.. and eventually became
my own father.. and i always wanted
to be fearless like my father.. like he always
was with that cigarette in his hand.. law enforcement
James Bond Cool.. with never a worry it seemed then even
when my step-sister died of a cocaine related incident
he just said that’s the way it goes.. and i guess
46 years of law enforcement can kill parts
of the human soul.. just to survive.. and
sure if he had stayed i might have followed
in his shoes.. and quite frankly i’m glad
he left with all due respect.. cause if he
had stayed.. i might have never found
my dancing shoes.. and
become the
leader
of my own
band.. it is just
the way it goes.. but
i for one can find meaning
and purpose in most all lemons
in life.. to keep the Lemonade
stand smelling fresh.. struggle
teaches more than having it
made by someone else..
in my opinion
at
least..
and sure..
there is an ironic
song for all the boys
who must grow up to
be men.. friends. and father’s..
and brother’s too of tHeir own..
but the lucky ones.. keep the
nurturing ways of divine
feminine Love too..
a greater gift
of mother
in this
case..
finally finding the
fearless father as i2..:)

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And heRe iS mY Father
@50 and mE @22
iN 1982..:)

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i remember a Sociology class in College
where my 51 year old professor and what i
might have imagined i would present as in the
future at that same rather grey and stoic age..
named Dr. Ray Oldenburg.. in the Sociology of
the family stated.. who would want to live forever
as most of my friends.. complain about boredom.. then..
WeLL.. Ray was/is smart and inspirational to me as he
came up with a philosophy of how important the third place
of life away from Work and home was so important to the proper
socialization of human being.. in other words.. the bar.. the bowling
alley.. and in someways even the church in all the church can be rather
constricting too as far as LETTING IT ALL HANG OUT AS SUCH.. as sure.. sTiLL..
churches historically and politically speaking are tools to control groups of human
beings for a structure of human order.. so there is plenty of subsistence.. appropriate
mating rites.. shelter.. support and common bonding traditions to oil the flow
of the structure of
society as such
to make it work well
enough at least for the
human family and children
to survive.. across the lifespan..
in some comfort at least.. with
some emotional hope.. faith
and belief in the trust of
what life is and can
potentially be too..
but sure that can also
range from Female Genital mutilation
to killing innocent folks in unwarranted wars now
to tossing homosexuals off the rooftops of buildings..
yet male bonding and homosexual behavior and
just calling holding hands something else
than male homosexual love as hands are
held.. creates a loving bond and
potentially even more than
the penis and vagina
union as such..
people have interesting
and cruel ways of lying to
themselves..the reality now and
the fact of the matter is when ya
separate males from females in affect
even if the specific sexual organs never
meet you create a homosexual society as
sex is not just about the Bill Clinton def now of
penis and vagina meeting.. as the entire human being
organism now from brain to bottom of toes IS A sensual
sexual being.. and Jesus F. in Christ.. when i first met
some Saudia Arabian men flight training hand in hand all flushed and
smiley at each other..at the Navy station.. it was no different than what you see
of a gay bar on TV.. only difference really was.. they didn’t have to culturally
hide their homosexual love.. and haha.. the same thing
can be seen among the priesthood and monkhood
and in the Muslim clerichood too.. it is a boy’s
neighborworld where no one is even allowed
to look at girls AND QUITE HONESTLY
FROM THE VIEW OF GOD’S NATURE WAY..
THAT IS FUCKING INSANITY AND MAKING
BOTH MEN AND WOMEN ‘QUEER’ AS HELL there
now AND THAT IS JUST A FACT THAT ‘NORMALLY’
IN AT LEAST SOME PRIMITIVE SOCIETIES
WHERE SEX FROM PUBERTY BETWEEN THE
OPPOSITE ONES IS ALLOWED WITHOUT REPRESSING
IT OR OPPRESSING IT THERE ARE NOT EVEN ANY WORDS
FOR HOMOSEXUALITY OR MASTURBATION IN THE LANGUAGE
AS SUCH.. humans are incredibly plastic in their ability to adapt to
the environmental circumstances.. and to hide the opposite sex..
is really no different than prison.. and the straightest most
alpha male adapting to the orifices at hand to get
the human instinct of sex job done.. to satisfy
the instinctual drive.. and sometimes in
Muslim cultures holding hands
and kisses on the check is enough
until someone buys a bride for you..
Folks.. this is just human Nature and God
of Nature 101 common sense.. use it or lose it
applies.. hide the female goods and stay around
the male goods all the time.. and folks will do what
they have to thrive and survive.. and no doubt in my
mind that there is actually more homosexual desires in
Muslim countries either hidden or not talked about than
anyone can imagine who lives there that is not a member
of that same sex.. no different than the down under
of the African American community over here..
and anyway.. it’s already been empirically
proven to some degree over the
number of Muslim folks
involved in that
online
homosexual
dating service once
it got uncovered by the
hacker as such.. for public
display.. and yeah.. this recent
American mass murder is exposing
the truth as well.. in the worse way possible..
it’s just fucked up to fuck with the God of Nature
and cover up the Truth and Light of the human body
from head to toe to penis and vagina.. as what you get
then is all about some fetish to express the Nature of Human sensuality
and sexuality whole from head to toe.. anyway.. i’m wearing my somewhat
pink to red shaded Lion King shirt to Catholic Church this morning with
cam·ou·flage shorts.. to point out the hypocrisy of the flaming
gay Catholic Church.. where there are so many obvious
conflicting hypocritical folks lying to themselves and
everyone else it would be hilarious if it wasn’t
so flaming sad.. the Catholic Church is the
largest run closeted homosexual
organization that the world
has ever known and crap even
my horny granddad for the opposite
sex as Catholic Priest talked to that
homosexual Catholic way as author
way back in the middle of last
century too.. it’s human
Nature.. the patterns do remain..
and the best thing about that i suppose
is it has softened up the image now of
Jesus so much more than what you find
in the less flaming element of Love in the
Protestant end of days hell fire churches per se..
and nah.. there ain’t much homosexual blatant in the temple
Catholic bashing going on.. as there are good reasons
why the priests will put a stop to that if the more
so-called macho Deacons start to go down that path..
So yeah.. there’s some dirty water in the Catholic
Church.. and the Muslim World of clerics and
the Protestant way too.. but ya cannot toss
out the baby of Love over dirty bath
water no matter what..
there is room to improve..
the Catholic Church is moving
slightly away from lies.. and sooner
or later the rest of religion in Abrahamic
way will follow suit as bottom line.. God lives
best within us when free from chains of lies..
God lives best when real and true to
the Nature of what will more
often naturally occur
when there
are no more
hidden lies..
AND Priests/Deacons are not afraid
to say a prayer for over a hundred
folks who were shot up in a bar for fear
that they might be seen as sympathetic
to who they really are at core as human
beings.. that really disgusts me the most i think
out of any experience i’ve had at Catholic Church since
i haven’t missed a Sunday of Singing in almost three years
now.. THE FACT THAT OUT OF A CONGREGATION OF
OVER A THOUSAND PEOPLE THAT DAY BY 11 AM THAT
MORNING THAT NO ONE WAS BRAVE ENOUGH TO
OFFER A PRAYER FOR THOSE HOMOSEXUAL
FOLKS WHO WERE KILLED IN THE
BIGGEST MASS MURDER
IN AMERICAN HISTORY
IN SHOOT ‘EM UP
STYLE.. they just went
by the book of what was pre-planned
on the Church list to do.. and no one had
the God dam human common sense then and basic
humanity for a nation that is ‘supposed to be’
one Nation under God of all in a Republic and
not just a monarchy of a chosen few as some spiffy
suited church goers think.. they are so God dam special
over someone else like a Panhandler Jesus on the side of the
road that they say.. oh GOD… you look like an able bodied man not
considering that mental illness can be totally invisible on the outside
and say.. get a job.. you lazy bum.. not even realizing that’s just Jesus they
are talking about.. of millions.. who have finally determined that it is society
who is really insane and not them.. funny how what is good and what is bad
can get
so fucking
insanely sTiLL
twisted around
in human misery and
suffering.. but that is what
human enlightenment is all
about.. escaping the father
of all lies.. as truly God is
more like a black she.. as
the astronaut said when
returning to
earth..
yeah.. as always
dArk births LiGht..
and all of this is sImply
dArk birthing more liGht..
if you can see the dARk is the
liGht and the liGht is the dARk sAMe..
and it is for us each as human beings
to find God in us as is to choose the
path that works from birth
of dArk
into A liGht..
that shines briGhter
out oF dARk noW..
anyWay.. it dam
sure works
for me.. @lEast..
oh yeah.. and back to my
original point about Ray and his
assessment as living forever is not
worth it for the boredom like hell that would
occur.. well FucK.. don’t you understand Ray
that’s what the dArk is for.. as with dArk there
is always creativity of liGht and that means
LIFE NEVER GETS BORING AS LONG AS
YOU CO-CREATE WITH GOD
DARK
TO LIGHT to
DARK TO LIGHT
FOREVERMORE NOW..
and i’m sure that Ray now
who was born in ’32 like my
Dad was… is.. finding a way to still
noW create liGht out oF dARk as bottom
line is we all do that when we are BaLanCinG
aT lEast.. no need to lie about God as reaLiTy
out of DArk.. Now iS tHere reAlly.. once one
uncovers the dArk and liGht of God
W
i
T
H
iN side..
out side..
aBove.. so
beLow and
aLL A’round noW..
tHe DArk Ocean now
miXes wiTh the Star
oF liGht and tar and
oiLed birds iN LiVinG
dArk of ‘Kali’.. noW do
rise uP to liGht aGaiN..
and to be clear here.. Homosexuality
is not just a part of Nurture created after
birth.. tHere is GroWinG evidence that before
birth the womb awash in androgens from stress
in the environment can create the propensity of
homosexuality as a natural way to decrease the
future fertility of the population to
better share what social stress
normally means as less
to eat to even
be able to survive..
so the ‘best’ way to make
a homosexual society like what
Muslim cultures really are closeted
as such.. is.. to make women marry men they
don’t wanna marry and get them all stressed
out.. and next you know you have a really fucked
up culture.. that has adapted to life’s stresses
where most everyone is living a lie in human
made hell.. so sure when sociologists
like Ray say.. that Muslim
cultures Will eventually
adapt to current U. S. of A
general human freedoms that’s just
common sense too.. as life is worth
living when free.. and seriously who
wants to die in a suicide bombing
or mass shooting..
when life is worth
R E a L L y..
living now..
IT’S COMMON
SENSE 101 AND EASIER
TO FOLLOW if someone isn’t
threatening your freedom
for continuing control
for what is
deemed as the
flavor of order now..
Waking up to the God oF
Nature in us as us has alWays
been and is THE TRuTH AND LIgHT..
it’s innate.. instinctual.. and sTiLL
intuitive.. and needs no lies for REAL..:)

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Finding Dory.. moral of the story..
with perseverance and alWays trYinG
new paThs when the otHeRs do not work..
stuff eventually works out..
and i must say..
that for me at least
with 100% Hope..
Faith.. and Belief
that i show liFE works
out in both dArk and liGht..
the tween beyond rainbow color
shades.. and hues of ever more
EmoTioNaL moves and colors of liFE..
wHOle.. yeah.. LiFE when viewed froM WHole
Canvas Painting is the most beautiful thing imaginable
and more as we can imagine it and create it WhOle as pARt
aS WeLL.. and the trUe and real Quantum Magic of life iN miNd
and BoDy unleashed and released continues to grow aT lEast
for me.. documented in all the art of blog.. in Longest.. Long
Form PoeM now.. sTiLL GroWinG WitH these words.. and
after writing about Jesus Panhandlers.. sure enough
i met three today wHere Pigeons fly free
as messengers too.. and the Raven
who is fed by NaturE noW needs
no stress of manmade
rules to eat..
yeah.. humans
are social animals
and they take care of each
other.. and the good news was this
man and his friends who had roughed
it out in life who refused to be named as
homeless but domestically displaced
on their way back home..
did receive enough kindness
from people who are never
strangers who have empathy
and unconditional Love who
do the right so-called good
cop Jesus thing of helping
their fellow humans as brothers
and sisters with no personal judgements
over.. mental illness.. alcoholism.. which is also
a disease that is addiction.. and just FucKinG
Misfortune.. Hospital bills from past and
foreclosed mortgages and i was so
happy to hear the homeless men
say.. they’ve never been happier
as they escaped the true insanity
of culture as is.. as certainly of
what i assessed it as bound
and cuffed to the system
of work for
decades..
without respite
until it.. by a razor’s hair
edge almost ended my life..
as stress kiLLs iT REALLY DOES..
and nah.. we had already given our
spare cash to another homeless person
before.. and these homeless men showed
the most appreciation and didn’t ask for a dime..
they were just happy to meet some more friendly
human family in the ever occurring now of LiFE that Lives..
and i must say.. the FinDinG Dory movie.. IS A sAMe
God dAm story.. in that parKinG lot today.. as
these folks stick together who are
domestically displaced no
different than Dory
and her friends
who find that
friends are truly
family same as any
so-called other blood that
folks think separates them
any less thick than unconditional
Loving Friendship ways.. so yeah..
Jesus and the other Jesus’ could be
found on the side of the road today..
and on the way to see Jesus.. i saw
some threats of hell by bad cop Jesus
that i photoed off a Van.. and one of those
scary scary Pamphlets about burning
in hell cooling wet on the Chinese
Restaurant sink.. all distributed by
folks who have so-called homes..
but sure they could have skipped
all the fear and hate.. and just met
Jesus and his Jesus friends in the
parking lot.. as one of the men said…
i AM Jesus’ personal representative
and that is all i need in life.. and
yeah.. the Jesus metaphor
as role model created
by the Catholic
church well after
what scholars suggest
is the 18% or so words
that can even be attributed most
to one author alone out of the
New Testament book.. live
in Nature free aWay
from lies
of fear
and hate..
And sure.. if he was one
man who could get reincarnated
today.. or just another man as he promised
in humble way WiLL do much more than he
in the future.. those men.. WiLL shake tHeir
head in disgust.. and alMost disbelief that
his message of Golden Rule Love
and no exclusions for Gentile..
Jew.. Servant or man or
woman no more
separate ONE
WitH aS God’s
Love.. as truly
nothing changed
and still hasn’t changed
for so many folks who continue
to crucify Jesus’ REAL MESSAGE
OF FEARLESS LOVE.. with hate
and fear.. as ANTI-CHRIST REAL..
anyWay.. Hope and Fearless
Love Heals.. Anger..
Hate.. and Fear
is the equivalent
in Emotional power
to most human suffeRinG
and miSery.. amaZinG that
folks stiLL chose the second
place as hell on earth instead
of REAL DOMESTICALLY DISPLACED
HEAVEN OF GOD’S NATURE NOW.. AS
A MUCH BETTER FREEDOM TO BE WITH
GOD ALL NOW.. OnE… AS Pigeons WiLL
Deliver as messengers of God too.. sAdLY
culture makes something so beautiful and
BaLanCinG as Fearless Love into
the mechanical cognition
of a culture with
a Labyrinth that some
folks never escape through
tHeir day of death.. these homeless
folks could EXCLAIM.. i AM aLivE..
LiVinG and i FeeL the FULLesT..
eXTent of that wiTh God ALL
ThaT iS.. oh.. Now.. tHe wIDe
aWaKe and EnliGhteNinG
FeeLinGs and SeNseS
FReED WitH God..
tRuLY iN terms oF
JuSt DoinG iT..
Zero beaTs thaT.. noW..
anYwaY2 Long LONG LoonnG..
daY oF DancE and ‘thiS
Dory’ IS A jUst
aBout
ready to
FaLL asleep
like a dolphin StiLL
wiTh at Least one hemisphere
of bRaiN opeN.. alWays WidE awAke..
and sure.. tHerE’s a SonG for thAt too..:)

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iN storE..
contTinUinG
freeST stYle DancE
roUtine.. alWays neW
neVer enDinG.. alWaYs stArTinG..
aLwaYs noW.. DancE oF liFe’s SonG mY SoUL Now..:)

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HeHE.. more inspiration
heRe from online Illuminati
end of days conspiracy
theorist way.. and
sure my.. X-Catholic
Priest Grandaddy did
the same last Century
in his still PDeFEd..
book as authored
titled ..
“Behind the Dictator’s”..
easily searchable too
now in online way..
so sure.. just
continuing
an old
line family
linEage way here..
from Ireland days..
of Catholic Priest
then too.. in
grandfatherly
way on just another
Celebration way of
Summer Solstice
2016.. as meaning
and purpose is what
hUman liFe is all about..
and sure there are basicAlly
two ways to go.. one in the
Love and Hope of Heaven now..
and the other duality in Hell
now of Hate and Fear REAL..
i choose the liGht Fearless
path of Love’s LiGht
others choose the
dArk path oF
Fear and hate..
and sure.. as any
cLoudy day WiLL..
tHey inspire mE for
thE SuN of God ReAL2..:)

Here’s the deal dude..
The Anti-Christ that
is only fear and hate
aWay from hope and love
has already come.. is found out..
and is slowly being erased from the
eARTh to a new age of Christ as Hope
and Love.. sure.. metaphors.. if you haven’t
lEarned NOT to take sacred text in literal way..
Truly it’s as simple as that the Christ way of
Life is the Golden rule away from fear
and hate that is Unconditional
Fearless Love for aLL yoUr
neighbors that is Nature
God anD ONe.. anything
else is anti-christ my
friend.. and sAdly
i see those
remnants here
still same as when
the Roman Emperor Constantine
and his Catholic Cohorts made the
humble yogi-like teacher Yeshua into a Soldier
Sun God of the entire beyond InFinITy oF GoD
oF aLL that is.. and of course Constantine THeN folloWed
suit by making a monolithic statue of himself to be worshipped
as idol same as folks still do for a King of a Universe nailed to a cross
of hell as King instead of last before first.. and one who would freely
say still in New Testament way that giants of Fearless Love would
come after him to do much more in evenTuaLiTy to spRead
thiS sAMe GOlden Rule of Buddha and all his sage
ages ‘friends’ 2 around the the world my friEnd
sTiLL now in REAL APOCALYPSE GREEK
MEANING THAT MEANS LIFTING THE
VEIL OF IGNORANCE MY FRIEND
AND HELL NO.. NO ANTI-CHRIST
FEAR AND HATE WAY OF
END days and lies
like that
to control
and subjugate
human freedoms by
repressing and oppressing
Free God as humaNifest
in and as us as now..
and haha.. sure i can
prove it with my own
little bible of longest free
verse long form way
approaching
4 million
words..
but nah..
no need to link..
my friend.. as God has
already provided this Raven
with enough to eat for the rest
of his life.. with no need for Google
likes.. shares.. and pennies along the
way.. but sure.. everyone’s gotta make a living
now.. huh.. the way of basic subsistence survival
but sadly it’s kinda hard to spread hope and love
for money.. as money is still the root of all fear same
in ways of subjugation of others for control in ways
of hate and evil.. generally speaking.. as human end
of that means to life now.. anyway.. my friEnd..
i’m just ‘HeAR’ as many others are freely
as volunteer soldiers of God who
heRe thE CAll of God Within..
inside.. outside.. above..
so below.. and all
around to help
NoW lift oFF the
veil of ignorance
sure that is the REAL
CHRIST apocalypse noW
in other Bible translation
Greek way too.. of BeForE..
So.. SuRE.. YOU CAN CALL uS
THE ILLUMINATi.. NoW.. thE LIGHT
BRINGERS IF YOU LIKE too2 real.. AS WE
STAND TaLL.. FiRM AND UNSHAKEABLE
IN AND AS THE REAL CHRIST WAY OF
FEARLESS HOPE.. FAITH.. AND BELIEF
IN THE POWER OF GOD OF NATURE ALL
GRACE IN THE POWER OF LOVE.. you can
find us domestically displaced on the side
of roads.. as the Raven flies and is fed by
God’s friends.. or you can find us online in places
of sacrifice for toils and troubles of fame with folks
like Katy Perry and others who make ‘little’ film shorts
in creative Wide Awake and Dark Horse ways.. or folks
like me who quietly scribe Away in creative Quantum unleashed
and released force of God within.. yes.. inside.. outside and all around
so above so below.. who do what Jesus said they would do in much more
than he could do back when.. before the new age geeks and nerds would
prepare A way for real miracles to come now to spread A Good News NOW
of Fearless Love.. Golden Rule style.. in moving.. connecting.. and creating
in iMagiNAtiOn.. of prepare ye a new technological way of doing that
now.. almost free without even any need for fame or
Google pennies for pay along the way..
wE come as thieves in the night
too my friEnd.. i AM
no one
SPECIAL
BUT
THEM..
SEE YA AROUND
BABY.. HOPEFULLY NoW
AWAY FROM ANTI-CHRIST
FEAR AND HATE.. THE LOST
WAY AS SAME SINCE THE BEGINNING
AND END OF NOW.. DON’T BE AFRAID
AND SPREAD HATE AND FEAR.. OR DO
AND LIVE IN HELL NOW.. IT’S TRULY
THaT SIMPLE AND COMPLEX
TOO.. HEAVEN IS NOW
AND MANY
OF US IN
METAPHOR
HAVE ALREADY
BEEN WIDE AWAKE
R A P T U R E D uP
AND ENLIGHTENED
IN THIS GIFT OF HEAVEN
NOW.. IT IS GOD’S ALL NATURAL
REWARD FOR THOSE OF US WHO
HAVE PERSEVERED FEAR AND HATE
AND COME OUT ON THE OTHER SIDE
WHOLE IN HOPE AND LOVE.. AND THIS
MY FRIEND WILL BE THE ONLY INVITATION
I BRING HERE NOW.. take it as a grain of salt
or not..
as life
your choice
alWays and
never really
any one else’s
but you and God
FReED who lives within..
inside.. outside.. above..
so below.. and all around
now.. and thanks my friend
for yoUr dArk inspiration for
A New age bard way Now
as this too.. WiLL be pArt
of many new age mini-
me bibles2
of God
to fill the ocean
of E-World reaLiTy
that IS A unabridged NoW
bible whole of the E-World
all now online real.. in a kingdom
for thousands years more now real
that has no sun.. no moon.. as sure
as synchronistic metaphor in Revelation
in old good book way2.. nice to meet you
here.. no matter what as that is what the
Golden rule of Jesus and other sages of the
ages.. like Buddha and so many others have
sAGeD across the ages.. tHere is no fear and
hate in my life friend.. as that is the real crOwn
A N D R E A L T H R O N E N O W I N H E A V E N
of Jesus.. REAL.. Hope and Love and again as ending
note always
of Heaven now..
A G A I N REAL..
Fear and hate is
the other way
to hell iN
now.. noW
NoW Enjoy A River
wayAS wave mY friEnd NoW..
thE water iS Fearless LovENOW
in whole Ocean of DArk and
liGht mixed oNe as field
of dreams noW REAL
realized in the
Kingdom of
God’s heavEn
noW.. no wHere ever
but now.. and i Am just
a noWheRe but noW
man my
FRiEnD
and sure
a watcher
witness
and scribe
as such.. as God’s
court reporter2 if ya
wanna use that metaphor
as WeLL.. HAVE A NiCE NOW…;)
WiTH GOD WiNKS TOO.. wRite.. ON COURSE NoW..:)

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WeLL.. no trip back
to dVerse to bRinG more
statues aLivE Now MoVinG
but soMeHow noW @lEast
i FeeL i did anyWAY iN pArt..
THiNk.. not so much.. NO..
but FeeL.. oH.. NoW..
YES..
So.. Happy
Sumer Solstice
As A Sun stArTS faDinG anD
Will Rise aGaiN as alWays
morE as WiNter Solstice
fLies out oF Ashes
iN A cYcle
oF DArk
aNd liGht..
thaT goes oN
forevernowmorEnoW..
as Star duSt beComEs
uS aS DaRK And liGht
SpArKs oF FirE hoMe allone..2..1..
ending for now thiS 678th Macro verse
pArt oF LonGest Long Form Poem noW
titLed.. “i cAMe for
eNliGhTeNinG
NoW”..:)

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Hi gigoid.. as penniewoodfall so elegantly
quotes otHeRs wiTh similar nAMes..
i AM glad to see you back
and aM continUinG
to eNjoY
mY
pLay
of VillAge
iDioT2..noW1..
and didn’t see
the quote heRe..
and perHaps i’LL coMe
back a little later to add more
but for now the one you jUst shaRed
off oF Facebook WiLL end a Summer 2016
Solstice pLaY oF iT.. iN reSouNDinG noW
tri-U..
TuNe2..1..2..;)

“It is an interesting question
how far men would retain
their relative rank if they
were divested of
their clothes.”

— Henry David Thoreau

And iN shorts thAT mY FRiEnD..
iS hoW i f0r 0Ne EnSuRe i WiLL
neVer GaiN anY FucKinG eARThly RanK…
aS iT iS
A RAnk
oF ulTiMaTe
hUman StInK
TRump STanK..
As A
reForMed
Grinch
miGht
SaYe..2..REaL..

noW So.. Yes!
See yAl8r’s
babY.. iF Ya
don’t see
mE
LasT..;)

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BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels

GodsUniVerseNovel

GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/

GodsUniVerseNovel2
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/04/28/godsuniversenovel3/

GodsUniVerseNovel3
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)

Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)

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20 Responses to i cAMe for eNliGhTeNinG NoW

  1. The Bioman says:

    It took me 20 minutes to navigate to this, the ass-end of your page to comment on how well presented it is and must come back…!

    • SMiLes.. my new
      friEnd Bioman..
      yes.. this 678th
      Macro Verse of A
      Longest Long Form poem
      ever was quite a case course
      in deed.. thanks so much for taking
      the time and effort to get to the ass-end
      oF iT here.. hehe.. and i’ve been drowning
      just a little in an ocean of words and photos
      lately.. and dance too of course everywhere
      i go in the flesh and blood world.. WiLL be back
      following the dVerse Trail soon.. to see the new
      offerings coming in around 3 or so minutes at
      2 p.m.. see ya later my FriEnd and aGain
      thanks for getting
      to the very
      end of
      this Long
      Macro Verse here..:)

  2. Ah..
    MeMories..
    THey Do LivE oN..
    WitH A LiFe oF tHeir
    owN NoW onLiNe..;)

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/autistic-love-letters.html

  3. https://gigoid.me/2016/06/20/unavailable-for-comments-or-plastic-ducks/#comment-19716

    SMiLes.. my friEnd and i too
    am a cut and paste
    kid of sorts..
    hope you
    enjoy the
    soak of hips…
    i’M headed to
    Pensacola State
    College Garden’s
    tomorrow to commune
    outside with NaTuRe further
    than mY backyard and Super-Walmart
    Stores and Malls and such as that..
    Another 13K or so word
    SoLsTiCe Play in the
    oNliNe Can
    and yes..
    i have
    a FeeLInG
    thaT aLL IS A Gonna
    WorK ouT greAT as iT
    can and WiLL juST
    do oF coursE noW
    WriTe oN a course
    oF DancE and poEtry
    SonGs of LiGhT iN LiFe
    and that dArk stuff2..
    iN niGht
    oF day
    aS weLL
    WiLL bE NoW..:)

  4. Ah.. noW.. what a wonderful way to sTArt
    off a sLiGhtLY overcast Summer Solstice
    20th Day afternoon of June way.. than A
    Haibun.. featuring one of dVerse group efforts
    of individuals wRiTinG
    noW onE tight
    narrative paragraph
    about rain with a Haiku
    after that..hmm..
    But as usuaL nOW
    for me.. Fredbun Free
    WiLL come neXt to catch
    uP a little with thaT aLong
    with a short FredKu after
    thaAt.. somE SAnd.. CLouds..
    And Naked Sun Dance for me..
    allone with all FRiEnD God oF course..
    juST a little TogETheRness now ya know..
    of course.. wRite on Course.. yeah.. and i’ve
    got juST the UmbrEllA SonG to go WiTH this
    by Rihanna too.. that i WiLL place nicely
    iN thundeRouS and liGhTeNinG way
    at the beginning of thiS neXT
    679th macro verse of
    the Longest Long
    form poem
    ‘eva in the
    history of humankind2
    and hmm.. alReaDy i’M FeeLInG
    a title of sorts CoMinG foR it.. perHaps
    NoW something to do wITh “UmBReLLa
    God People Rain”.. yeah.. so far i
    tHiNk that IS A ticKet of sorts
    to paradise2..
    anYway.. oFF
    to catch uP
    with words and
    then i WiLL leT thE
    steps of God Rain down
    with me as SanD anD sUn too..
    as flesh and blood three aLL onE
    jUst HaPPy and joyFuLL Free
    iF thE Rain comes or not now..
    And after that Work-out comes too..
    at my Favorite military gym.. with my
    own creative style oF Fredfu Marital Arts2..;)

    Rain of Days.. SinGS SuN oF SonG
    for Love noW and Play
    for liGht allone
    come TrUe
    iN SighT
    oF liGht
    and More..
    Reign no more
    reins of those
    who hOld God back..
    God LiVes AgaiN Free
    aS WE LiVinG oNe aLiVe
    aS God’s greAt Gift We ArenoW..

    Rain eYes
    oF Y i
    FReED..:)

    Sun of moSt hiGh.. Rain of Low
    Breath oF aLL.. SinGs so BrighT
    as cLouDy Day.. sParKs of liGhteNinG
    ThunderOuS LoVe FReED.. pLeaSinG
    MeaDows GreeN.. DAndELiON WeeDs
    BE Y oNce aGaiN FlouRisHinG
    yeLLoW FRee SuN
    am i and
    wE as
    OnE ray
    FloW iN ZonE
    oF Y i’s NoW..

    allone
    suN A
    LivE..:)

    Rain goeS on.. Rain LoVes bAcK
    Rain.. liFe giVinG water for
    hUman lifE.. a way
    oF BeinG tHat
    wE eXperience
    iN TrUst oF God’s
    Gift of Rainbow
    coloRed water
    thaT never goes for eva’
    aWay noW nO matter heiGht
    oF wave or storm iN Thunder..

    Rain
    coMes
    back..:)

    Water.. sAnd
    miX.. sandY loAm
    silt as water sanD onE..
    ah.. when feet and sand
    aliGn.. sand.. water.. and texTure
    changE.. RaiN iS alWays
    ingreDiEnt of Change
    mY FriEnD.. yEs..
    A way NoW
    sculPtures
    eArTh
    fAce..

    Lahmu
    Lahamn
    ALL onE..:)

    iN a decision to Golf or Bowl
    iN Summer lonGest days
    oF Florida water
    heat.. iT never
    rains on BowLinG
    Lanes.. i managed
    thaT in ways of Athletic
    Director.. but i never played..
    i just rained and rained until
    i rained out
    of rain..
    and
    almost
    drOwNeD..

    Smiles.. WitH
    DancE NoW
    i PeN PLay..

    But no..
    StiLL no GolF or BowLinG iN
    teN or elEven pIn pAr waY..:)

    Some run from
    rain.. some hide from
    Sun.. some toes never
    feel grass or sand and
    some eyes
    never
    see liGht
    allone..

    Oh..
    NatUre
    SinGS Love..:)

    SMiLes Freya.. i can reLate..
    as i’Ve been on the S.A.D..
    seasonal affective disorder
    spectrum of craving liGht aWay
    from clouds.. and on the opposite
    end of the higher functioning Autism
    spectrum where a 3 am streetlight
    iS like A Sun at mid-day..
    and as side note..
    i’ve never been
    able to touch
    man-made
    textures ever without
    eXtreme discomfort sTiLL..
    but i FeeL pleaSure equAlly
    inTense.. aS alWays mY Friend..
    iT is what iT iS.. as dreAm.. oh..
    and nightmare2… ReaL NoW..

    LiGht and
    DArk miX
    for Rain..:)

    (;.. ps.. WiNks.. i
    reAlly liKe thiS
    prompToo.. hehE.:)

    DaRK
    liGht noW
    aLL refLects
    SuN oF God
    cLouds
    aS MooN
    sAMe..

    MiX
    iS
    iT..:)

    GarDen Rain..
    FloWeRS SinG
    DeW DreAmS
    morNinG
    droP
    ReiGns..
    StreAms
    Rivers
    Oceans
    BlooMinG
    SuN SonG
    sParKLinG aS
    DanCe oF SeeD
    GroWing MoRe..

    LiGht
    LiFe RaiNs
    Ocean LovE..:)

    SMiLes.. mY
    wife is actuAlly
    FiL-Am2
    in heritAge
    way.. she Loves
    the water but yes
    stays inside away
    from Rain too..
    i Love it all
    but i am
    a mut
    of sorts2..

    NightMares of Rain
    Days dreAms
    oF sKeYes God wateR..:)

    Hmm.. Wow..! this reminds me of
    a very difficult rain mounTain way..
    as for awhile all sounds
    for me were so loud
    thaT a cricket SonG
    IS A freight train
    then and the
    drops of rain
    are Chinese
    Water torture
    from Jupiter Banging
    on mY Roof.. anyWay.. i could
    not separate the rain from i.. then..
    except for ear plugs for escape.. ugh..

    Some Autism..
    LiterAlly IS A
    A RainMan challenge..:)

    3:42 pm..
    6202016..
    all caught uP
    to ten of what
    DVerse has to offer
    on rain so far.. now..
    perHaps.. a break for a while..;)

    Back again at 10:37 pm..
    for some more
    rain
    man fUn..
    literAlly
    as such now..
    back now.. hehe..;)

    Rains oF Rein of reign
    Japanese bRains
    IN picKinG
    poet titles
    iS kinda
    cLouDy to me..

    BorRoWed PoeT
    titles.. and Kudos to ya.. WhirLed
    Peas.. TG.. originaliTy heRe sTiLL Reigns..;)

    Note here.. pArt of the prompt was/is
    a strict requirement to name the
    poem a word in Japanese that
    means rain…
    Jesus F. iN
    Christ.. i’M
    so glad i don’t
    lInk tHere any more..

    To me
    that
    sucks..;)

    Ain’t anyone ever
    gonna make
    me name my
    shit what
    they wanna..
    so yeah.. thaT’s iT..

    Fredbun.. Fredku..
    and Fredfu.. STiLL ReigNs..
    ReiN oF Y i Rain..:)

    Now back
    to the original
    scheduLed dVerse
    program..

    Thank
    you..
    Drive through..;)

    Amazing iT is
    how liFe giving rain can
    seem iN duSt BowL wHoles
    thaT spRing less food..

    Hungry we are
    then can wE appreciate..
    Rains of Life..:)

    Ugh.. nuTher.. side note..
    clinching my teeth over
    the humiliation the neXt
    poet miGht come to FeeL..
    as they too.. didn’t do
    the Japanese title.. oh..
    no..

    Thanks God..
    PoEtrY compliance officer..
    eases up.. poeTry back FReED..;)

    Hmm.. from a distance
    iT’s aLmost like it’s
    time to pull-out the
    Internet Popcorn..

    Let’s See
    what
    happens neXt..;)

    NatUre sMiLes
    as other species
    benefit when human
    order gets out of
    so-called
    balance..
    iN
    Rains..

    LiKE Hurricanes
    spReaDinG TroPicaL
    hEat for otHeR liFe..:)

    Check..
    Rules..

    follo
    Wed
    tHere..;)

    Yes.. sure.. i can
    laugh at myself too about
    this.. as i used to be
    A micro manager from
    hell until
    i got
    FReED
    iN HeaVeN..
    they even asked
    me to be a moderator
    on the WRonG PlaneT
    i literAlly shit you not..

    BreaKinG
    thE FucKinG
    ruLes.. OK..;)

    I mean
    Jesus.. F
    iN ChriSt

    This
    ain’t
    for money..;)

    You kNow.. iT’s fUnny
    my FriEnd.. even in my
    late 40’s.. the cOld.. raiN..
    and even heaT botHeRed me
    so much when i was a sitter
    most always in front
    of a screen.. then..

    DanCinG naked comfort..
    aLL iN yEar noW ’round.. out
    side re-Tired As Nature Real..:)

    Jesus..
    KisAme
    RainS noW
    remindS mE
    so much of
    Orlando and
    Disney World noW..

    i wannA
    jUSt puT mY
    MicKy earS oN..:)

    HeHe.. side note
    beGins.. these
    folks who never
    ever interact
    with me with
    turned up noW
    or disGuSTed
    noses.. have
    no F iN Jesus
    Christ.. idea..
    how much
    REAL fUn
    i can be..

    he
    haha
    heNds..;)

    Lord kNowS noW
    SHINOTSKUAME
    sOUnds liKe A
    PouRinG
    SasQuatch
    RaiN
    tSuNaMi…

    i Love
    Japanese
    Rain Words..;)

    AlWays Love thE
    Poet wHo iS not
    aFrAid to say
    tHe Emperor
    has no
    clothes..

    PriSonED
    PoEtry
    IS A priSon..:)

    And i AM
    A nakED PoET
    clOwn..;)

    Hehe.. side
    note hEre eXpLaiNinG
    thAT IS A reEponse
    to poet writing
    a Haibun
    and Haiku
    about
    NOT
    CONFORMING..

    Heroes
    Sing
    FReED2..;)

    Harmoney rains liFe from
    Birth to death..
    simple liFe
    Reigns
    Reins
    oF
    Nature..

    We
    liVE
    NoW..:)

    And
    hELL
    no..

    Harmoney
    is no Japanese word
    for Rain..;)

    Oh… i JUst
    Love thaT
    Japanese
    word noW for
    rain namED
    Tenki Ame..
    noW that phrase
    would be a LovELy
    metaphorse for God
    ReaL as Ki.. iS like Qi..
    like Chi.. Dao.. eTc..
    so ten
    Ki
    could
    be ten
    times
    better
    than
    Ki alone..
    and Jesus
    F iN Christ
    A mE instead
    oF i mE.. iS what
    thE F Jesus was/
    iS talKinG about per
    yes.. the God oF Nature
    then as humble Yogi-like
    dude in the first gnostic
    place of the middle east noW..

    But
    i
    digresS noW..;)

    WeLL anyway that’s
    all that was offered
    and the GreaTeSt thing
    about somewhat troubling
    dArk aWay from FreeR
    liGht..

    A ClOwn
    wiLL
    aLways make due..;)

    And Jesus
    F iN Christ
    it’s almost
    like Jesus F
    iN Christ
    servED thAT
    Charli XCX SonG
    wRiTe up for this..;)

    NeW
    FReED
    RuLESs..:)

    12:12 am
    and noW
    the niGhts
    gRow
    LonGer..

    Glass
    alWays
    FuLL..

    6
    21
    2016..;)

  5. Well.. it’s safe to say.. i rarely
    repeat a profile photo.. but on this
    June 20th Full Moon and Summer
    Solstice day.. i WiLL.. in honor of my
    Father’s would be 84th birthday.. he
    passing away in May.. two years
    ago.. and this photo
    too.. i iN my
    latest blog post
    and iT WiLL likely
    come back again
    In Word Press fashion..
    as it was the last photo
    included tHeRe.. when
    i do the full text version here..
    probably later tonight.. anyway..
    i was 22 in this photo in 1981 on
    my Father’s Home on Lake Talquin
    about 20 miles or so outside of Tallahassee..
    and my father 50 here.. and he smoked so much
    from age 13.. and had high blood pressure and
    all that here.. at yes.. a relatively young 50 for
    someone in Good Health.. as stereotyped
    as such.. i didn’t expect him to see
    almost 82 years of age.. but
    never the less.. smoke stack
    full in flow.. yes.. but a blessing
    too was he didn’t drink
    alcohol at all
    and developed
    good dietary habits
    as he really wanted to
    make it to retirement to
    do what he wanted at
    age 69 after 46 years
    in law enforcement and he
    did just that selling Nascar
    stuff at the local Tallahassee
    Flea market.. buying silver..
    and other jewelry goods..
    for trade too..
    and watches
    were one of his
    favorite.. with haha..
    some fake Rolexes too..
    in flea market fashion as well..
    but anyway.. he always seemed
    happy in a peaceful enough way..
    and fearless one too.. and thaT iS
    the pARt as stated in the last blog
    post.. the best pARt of He that’s finAlly
    come my way after 5 decades overall..
    of a cat in a lightening storm cage..
    sometimes.. believe it or not
    Ripley.. age takes most
    of the pain and
    discomfort out
    of life as it
    can be experience
    over the instruction of
    others wHere iN innate
    instinct and intuitive way..
    wE finAlly Find and Get our
    ancestors gifts for the struggles
    they made it through too.. it doesn’t
    matter what a parent does or doesn’t
    do.. the bottom line.. is.. they got us here..
    period.. and that is the greatest gift anyone
    can truly kNow.. FeeL or GeT of JuST BeinG
    aLiVe NoW.. so sure.. managing to squeeze a
    few tears out.. i WiLL Say thanks for the Peace
    and Fearless..
    Daddy True and liGht
    that lives within me NOW
    for Real for Real
    as LiFE
    iN LovE
    aS WeLL nOW..:)

  6. The best pArt i reAlly
    kNow and FeeL about
    poeTry iS iT leTs you
    ex·or·cise the
    skeleTons
    out of the
    closet iN youR
    heARt.. SpiRiT.. aS
    a greater attempt for
    MiNd and BoDy SoUL
    BaLanCinG.. and beFore i found
    this gift.. now.. i didn’t have that inner
    voice of positive self as ego.. to guide
    me to a much liGhter and BriGhter place..
    the thing is.. iT doesn’t
    matter how the FucK thE
    PoEtry comes out iN Form..
    and that’s why i left the Forms
    of poEtry BeHind.. as it was/does
    dRaG my heARt.. SpiRit
    and soUl down again.. as
    the PoEtry i reAlly
    dismissed as
    empty and
    useless as
    a young man who
    was all about the visual
    stimulation of liFe moreover..
    the verbal internal one of words
    as guideposts.. for the heARt.. yeS..
    eXpreSSinG EmoTioN as SpiRit oF
    heARt.. iS what eventuAlly noW has
    made me wHole instead
    oF half the human BeinG
    i was bEfore in relative
    way oF course..
    tHere iS so much
    to say inside as
    SonG noW and
    not juST an uncoordinated
    physical step of Life.. that has
    NoW comE into BalancE2.. as First
    tHeRE was/is the word BeCominG
    flesh of heARt for i.. and then
    thE DanCE sPranG FRee
    iN middle aGE SpRinG
    oF Y i
    A SonG
    oF mY SoUL..
    complete in wordS
    iN say.. and DancE
    oF Steps FReED..:)

  7. Hmm.. Early
    Abstract Free
    Verse PoEtry
    Facebook Memory
    here noW from
    3 years ago..
    near A stARt
    oF a poEtic
    TsuNami oF
    Sorts..
    With Word
    play too.. oN Course..;)

    Sparks, remember what I said about dreams?

    Here is a thing about

    sEV’eN’s,
    hEaV’eN,
    Mine’ds,

    Positive I’MAginatION,

    and I am a Positive Ion.

    A child ‘allowed’
    continuing to build
    positive imagination,

    creates amazing things

    in life and lives.

    When one finds a way to see tapestry of life,
    one sees a personal Universe of Truth…

    Enjoy the place one creates.

    It is one’s reality.

    If one has children that are annoying
    a focus on a four-inch screen,

    most of the time…

    they are asking
    one to share
    aKingdom

    ofEVN…

    a place
    one still
    visits…

    One has a mother to thank for that
    telling one anything is possible

    simply by not telling one
    about limitation

    or expectation.

    If one cannot see it in photos
    in life, one does not dream.

    It is in the eyes of a mother
    and a same child’s eyes that is

    one…

    among…

    others…

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/21/longest-sunrise/

    Ah yes.. more celebration
    of a longest Summer Solstice
    day here of Nature whole.. hehe..
    yeah.. including me.. in what i remember
    as my last day into the foray of
    grey underwear physical
    art.. after i shed it all..
    to be fearless free
    as i WiLL be
    in restricted
    adult links of course..
    in most passionate of hUman
    art aLivE as NatUre Free We Rain
    People FLoWinG StreAmiNG River
    Ocean wHole Children oF God wE..
    and yeah.. lots more of that in the
    coming post per the new age
    disease.. of NDD Nature
    Deficit Disorder..
    of which
    i aiM to hELp
    to end.. by
    stuff jUSt
    liKe whAT iS in
    the accompanying
    PG rated human FREE
    WiTH Nature post ALiVe
    with no NDD here for dam sURE..
    And as synchronicity WiLL have iT
    too.. in addition to last night being
    A very special Strawberry moon
    night only occurring every 70 years
    per Indian named reaLiTy Lore..
    with Summer Solstice fuLLy
    iN tow.. yes.. folks are
    getting more fully
    eXposed iN
    fuLL HuMan
    Moon and wHere
    the Sun shines longer
    from head to toe.. as yes..
    my day has finAlly come too..
    as National Selfie day when finAlly
    humans become art instead of tHeir
    FucKinG Cars and hOmes and
    hehe.. even clothes.. as
    yes.. 14 famous
    folks are
    celebrating
    this new wave
    oF Human Form
    and essence of Temple
    of GoD art.. by F iN Stripping
    iT all off in selfie nude art and
    sharing and Giving more of themselves..
    free for all to all as God’s Rain People WiLL
    Freely do
    WHEN FREE
    WITH APPROPRIATE..
    SELFIE TOOLS TO SPREAD
    THE GOOD NEWS OF GREATER
    HUMAN FREEDOMS TODAY.. AND
    HEHE.. the headliner in this post
    of me.. is one i might submit
    as 54 year old dude..
    as a most unusual
    selfie too..
    to world wide
    Internet and other
    media celebration
    of National Selfie day
    too.. hehe.. yeah.. sure..
    i could submit this entire
    blog post wHole oNe as selfie
    Art special.. haha.. of me.. me
    me2
    now.. so!
    NAT u RE
    Free.! WiNks..
    this freedom iS
    StiLL groWinG
    GlobAlly FinALLy
    in hUman flesh and
    blood uncovered from
    the fears and hate of the
    Victorian human flesh and
    blood hAters of yesteryear
    Gone online
    Now @
    LEast FReED..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/20/tree-of-summer-solstice/

    And sPeaKinG oF Summer Solstices..
    And Trees.. here’s one from a year
    ago with philosophy prose
    and poEtry fuLLy
    LiT uP WiTh toes
    too.. and pardon
    me too.. if my words
    go too far.. but i’m juST
    bAck from a REAL WORLD..
    NATURE JOURNEY.. AND THE
    CREATIVE JUICES ARE FLOWING
    LIKE A TORRENT FROM HEAD TO
    TOE
    STREaMInG
    RiveRinG
    OCeaN
    WHoLE2..
    And note.. Navarre
    Beach photos including
    more photos of hUmans
    as NatUre in this one too..;)

    Okay..
    Beast
    Mode..
    Loading..
    (in small print)
    and oN shirt of course..
    waKinG uP for NaTuRe
    Trails and Botannical
    Gardens at my Junior
    College alma mater..
    that is now named
    Pensacola State
    College in the outskirts
    Forest around Avalon
    BLVD.. between
    Milton and
    Industrial Pace place..
    wHere they used to joke..
    take your Girl Friend there
    for a place that stinks.. but
    yes.. Thank God.. they got
    most of the Nature killing
    Monsanto polluting sTuFF
    EPA controlled
    now.. and it
    no longer
    StiNks at all
    and date night
    is back on Fresh in
    Pace aGaiN free..
    anyWay.. at least
    one more National
    Selfie Day profile pic
    Facebook photo to come..
    oh and quick trivia note.. did YOU
    kNoW.. Red Foxx from Sanford and
    Son started that show in ’72 when
    he was six years younger than i
    then at age 50.. yes he did..
    and nah.. Elizabeth..
    i don’t feel the
    big one coming
    yet.. how ‘about you..;)

    And yes.. heRe’s juSt anotHeR
    Garden exhiBit at Pensacola
    State College iN Milton.. wHeRE
    thE Sun oF God hAs mY hAir oN FiRE
    aGain.. iN BEast MoDe sTiLL
    LoadinG here.. F A S T…
    oh
    so..
    Free aM i..;)

    And heRe oF course..
    Yellow Boy wins.. paws up..
    the National Selfie day
    championship..
    aT lEAst to mE
    foR
    noW..;)

    Hmm… oKay.. ending my National
    Selfie Day photo coll(e)(a)age with thiS
    quick snap heRe..
    by A Chameleon
    of course.. this rates
    close to Yellow Boy’s selfie
    entry.. as this Chameleon
    iS also tailing a green tale
    oF journey oN God’s NatUre
    tRail today.. NoW but unfortunately..
    or fortunately depending on which
    way your lizard leans.. or whatever..
    the Chameleon captures the lamb
    of leg of an Old Goat in a human
    prison as old of sorts.. and Jesus
    F in Christ.. that human leg..
    looks like leg of Goat..
    as tHeRe IS A viSible
    contrast between
    fuir of leg and
    hidden cloven feet as well..
    hehe.. wow.. tHeRe looks like
    there IS A loT of meat on that
    Leg.. the Chameleon grins
    as iT’s almost now to
    eat.. but that old
    goat is too tough
    for Lizards
    and or Snake
    Lips.. too.. So the
    Chameleon just goes
    his way and says Live
    and FucKinG LeT LiVe..
    hmm.. and tHeRe IS A SonG
    for that too.. of Course.. WriTe oN
    Nature aka God’s Course allone oNoW..:)

    i suppose iF the rest of Nature could
    SinG back to hUman with All Human’s
    care for Guns and Roses.. NaTuRe
    miGht have a mesSage.. jUST
    FucKinG LeT uS LiVe oKay..
    beForE
    wE no LonGer
    create A Place
    for You oN thiS
    most beautiful sKeYes orB and
    yes of course.. ever changing
    unique blue.. green.. snow
    covered brown mountains
    Desert Ocean hoMe noW
    thaT sTiLL has FucKinG
    oxygen to Breathe noW..
    note to self HIT REPLAY
    ON THAT GOD DAM SONG
    NOW.. as that IS A NatUre SonG
    and that iS how Nature sounds when
    Nature is FucKinG Sick and tiRed of you
    Human BeingS noW FucKinG uP the rest
    oF God’s Rain thaT iS aLL wE fur.. scales..
    feathers.. and fins.. Wings of Dragon flies..
    as small as youR liTTle FucKinG pInky thAT
    Fly 60 MiLes per hour.. hehe.. what iF wE aLL
    jUsT join Forces in synergy oF BaLanCinG way
    oF ‘eva changing world AND MAKE YOU eXTINCT
    DYING IN YOUR BLACK BOOKS OF HATE THAT
    SAY YOU DOMINATE US.. WE’VE GOT GOOD
    NEWS AND BAD NEWS FOR YA.. THE GOOD
    NEWS IS YOU ARE ALIVE.. THE BAD NEWS
    IS WE’VE GOT YA BY YOUR TESTICLES..
    PATRIARCHAL RAPING FOOLS WHO
    KILL YOUR OWN.. and you ain’t got
    a clue.. of what you stand against..
    as We Rain Creation of GoD
    free in buzzing feathered
    crawling snake
    swimming delight
    oF Ocean.. Mountain..
    Desert wHole meadoWed
    noW before you even itch
    iN yOur Daddies DraWers..
    anyWay.. “i’Ve” got a job to
    do.. see “y’All” laTer.. change
    IS A REAL DEAL.. and wHeRe
    the rest of y’ALL creatUres end uP
    WiLL be or not be.. Balance or the
    DEATH OF YOU ALL IN SLOW
    MISERY’s DEATHS iN LiFE
    AcROSS THE LIFEsPAN
    NOW.. NoW Now noW..
    SO YEAH.. LIVE AND
    LET LIVE OR DIE
    WHILE YOU
    LIVE
    OUT OF
    NATURE’S BALANCE
    WITH NDD DISORDER NOW..;)
    And this is dedicated to the little
    ADHD boy with Autism on the
    Nature trail who after the
    tour guide said y’aLL
    can go off the
    board walk
    path to
    see more
    wildlife real
    said… NO
    KILLING
    MAMA.. OKAY..
    YEAH.. THE STAR
    CHILDREN ARE REaLLY HERE..
    WitH A TeAR FROM ME @LeAST..
    AS THEY ARE MY REAL FAMiLY..:)

    WeLL as you miGht have
    eXpected the parAde of
    5 National Selfie Day
    Facebook Status proFilE
    thingies returns to me..
    me.. me.. me.. me.. me..
    aGain.. hehe.. hehe.. hehe..
    hAha.. oKay.. wee.. wee.. wee..
    yes i like to rhyme at timesx2
    when i gET back here too..
    Okayx2.. and nah.. i don’t
    give an F.. iF and when
    Latrines.. are my
    wallpaper too..
    as huheh.. God
    Lives everywHere
    even in my britches2..
    and the water oF those
    pee holes too… EDucational note
    here.. did you kNow thaT Sanitation
    and the proper practice of it in toiletry
    ways has saved more lives than modern
    medicine can come close to do now..
    it’s trUe.. and iT’s ALL A’bout BaLancE
    as if ya get too clean.. ya get sick too..
    BALANCE.. BALANCE.. BALANCE..
    iN BeAST MoDE PEaCE MEANS
    AWeSOME LiFE N0W..
    BOTTOM
    LiNe
    oF Selfie
    TrUtH and LiGht
    iN LiVinG LiFe
    BaLanCinG noW..
    aNd sPeaKinG oF BalancE
    off to Sun and Sand Dance for
    me
    me
    meNoW..;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/20/passport-to-civic/

    Oh yeah..
    And this one
    juSt goes to
    sHow i WiLL
    neVer run ouT
    of gaS iN wordS
    aS iT aLL inspiRes
    mE oneall for one..:)

  8. https://gigoid.me/2016/06/21/substitute-candidates-from-poughkeepsie/#comment-19729

    i went to a garden party
    with a girl named Marilou
    but shoot.. she was only
    my sister.. who has
    Asperger’s too..
    i.. the visual
    thinker true..
    interpreter
    too.. singer
    with perfect
    pitch blues..
    as hard now
    as all these words
    may make one believe
    i wasn’t a word person
    until i lost effective use of
    my sight and hearing then..
    and she.. the one with all the
    labels.. in fact she could have
    done the check-off list on
    Noah’s ark for animals
    AND PLANTS..
    insects..
    and
    worms
    too.. aLL..
    iF iT was
    REALnoW
    a winner at
    scrabble and oh
    God how boring text
    was to me until i could
    make it SinG like thaT
    voice oF SonG
    of the
    Guitar
    man2..
    Yes.. i am
    kind of a parrot
    two.. three and
    even four score
    and seven years
    when i lost my soul..
    but things change.. realiTy
    is real.. but never fixed with
    epigenetic human potential..
    and yes.. oh God yes.. often
    i enjoy non-fiction more than
    sex.. but it is the way mY bRain
    works as Rain People of God as
    Nature WiLL change along the
    way with WiLL oF adaptation
    in poTenTiALLy aLL oF uS..
    to struggle FOR change..
    so now these
    words too..
    are my eYes..
    mY eaRs and
    InTerPretors too..
    LiFe is Amazing when
    never limited by BeFore..
    some folks don’t thInk new
    places exist.. simply ’cause they
    ain’t been tHere bEfoRe.. anyWay..
    a Garden oF LiFe iS fuLL of PoTenTial
    as long as humans are nEitHeR iMages
    or words or other symbols alone of what
    is so much more in mastery of EmoTioNs
    MoVinG EmoTioNs wHere inFiniTy of possibilities
    allone IS A
    never ending
    story now thaT
    IS A Garden oF LiFe..
    FloWeRinG or StaGnant
    as PoNd
    or Ocean
    WhOlier than
    bEFoRenOW..;)

  9. WeLL.. as you may have hEard..
    every Kat has nine lives..
    and sTiLL iN honor of
    National Selfie Day
    with about 17 or so
    minutes left as of
    now at 11:43 p.m..
    coming here to
    these Facebook Profile
    photos.. is number 6 here..
    of the Snapcat.. with yes..
    three more of nine to
    follow for nine
    total lives..
    of snap
    Kat..
    for
    the day
    noW..:)

    And iN
    tHe
    seventh
    snap
    kat
    pose… snap
    cat is tired of the
    same old phrases..
    as Arnold who caMe
    back aGAiN.. says
    too.. and
    additionAlly
    as you may have
    noticed earlier on
    National Selfie Day..
    Snapkat.. is also
    tired of the
    same old
    Bathroom
    mirror clothes
    on poses.. so
    Snapcat is experimenting
    a little here with some new poses..
    As SnapKat is such a poser.. ya kNow..;)

    Ah.. yes..
    in the eighth
    Daily National
    Selfie Facebook
    Profile status thingie..
    THE REAL SNAP CAT
    MAKES HIS APPEARANCE
    and he is no Yellow Poser..;)

    Oh Lord.. a busy night
    for Snap Cat posing here
    under the 6 pointed array
    of the StarMart.. Star
    of David double
    door display..
    yes.. Oh Go.. yes..
    a busy niGht of Public
    Dance entertaining all the
    young folks out of school.. who
    were so bored.. all tHere was to
    do was go to Star-Mart.. to attempt
    to video voyeur Snapcat in the Wild
    of Aisle Dance.. to share him on Facebook..
    and it’s kinda hilarious.. ’cause just like on
    Mutual of Omaha’s Wild Kingdom..
    when SnapCat gets a little
    too close to the camera
    man.. the camera girl
    and or woman
    scampers
    aWay
    for hidden
    cover.. but yes..
    hehe.. that smartphone..
    camera light gives ’em away
    behind the clothes display
    almost every time..
    they try to
    hide from
    Snap
    cat noW..
    anyway.. as the
    Video Below says..
    as promised..
    i’m back..
    and
    i’LL
    continue
    to be back
    aGain.. as
    snapcat..
    snapKat..
    or whatever
    new selfie pose
    and flavored T-shirT
    comes NeXt hehe.. now..:)
    12:00 am..
    6222016..:)

    Facebook Friend
    Himali comments..

    Wow beautiful background
    and you smiling as always !

    And i say
    in Happy Return..

    Thanks my
    Friend.. Himali..
    To Find Art
    iN WalmArt
    Is to Super
    LiVe wiTh
    SMiles
    And
    SonG
    Of DancE
    As MiNd
    And BoDy
    BaLaNcinG
    SouL eXpreSsinG
    EmoTioNaL
    HeArt aS
    SpiRit anD
    To do thiS
    AlWays eVeryWheRe
    Now Can bE
    Nirvana and
    By AnotHeR
    Way.. Hello Himali..:)

    Man.. Facebook Friend Bennie..
    yes.. that’s so weird.. noW..
    Katrina was juSt SinGinG
    thaT soNg wiTh diffeRent
    words.. hmm.. i thInk
    i’LL use tHat SonG
    too.. noW as
    SynchroNiCitY
    reigns.. reins
    oF rains iN SinGk..
    i’ll be back YeT
    aGaiN to finish
    thiS thouGht
    poEtrY BreWinG..
    MorENoW.. siMmeRinG
    CoMinG GoinG MoVinG
    SinGing StePs neVer heARd
    oN FloorS oF publiC BeFores..
    spReaDinG Good News oF JoY..
    Electric Moves.. inSpiRinG wayS
    oF smARt phoNe youTube syNergy
    pasSinG through one ear heMisPheRe..
    oF Quantum SoUnd And liGht EnerGy
    fRom lefT to RighT eAr BuDs too.. JeT
    FUeLed soaRing hiGher wAves of synergeticK
    eneRgy pUlse frOm toes.. to fingers.. arms..
    torso.. hips.. inside.. outside.. legs.. allA
    ’round.. above.. so below.. dAncE
    floWs iN ZoNe.. oF PoSiTiVe
    waY aLL iN BeinG noW
    stILL liT up From
    head to toe
    when siTTinG
    STiLL ZooM
    ZooM Zoom ACross
    multi-Dimensional UniVerse..
    i.. no distance.. space.. or time..
    allNoW everYwHere sPreaDs aLiVenOW..:)

  10. Lust IS A reAlly
    tOuchY FeeLY hUman
    and NaTure subject noW
    as GoD onE to discUsst.. aS
    They say in the urban dictionary
    that LuSt is when Jill Licks Jack’s
    chest on the bar scene.. and
    wants to have wild
    sex.. but
    reAlly doesn’t
    wanna talk to him
    at all.. thereby
    the suggestion
    that Lust and Love
    is not connected.. but how
    can this be.. as before i kNew
    anything about sex.. and a sweet
    girl who i adored in emotional way
    around the age of sixteen.. we both.. and
    when she said something nice to me.. i felt
    like exploding ‘down there’.. basicAlly
    i guess into then air.. as i reAlly had no
    idea that two plus two equals three
    with special sauce.. to say
    it in PG way.. yeah sure..
    i kNew tHeRe was thiS
    thing then called
    sex that led to
    babies..
    but man plus woman
    then i lived a sTiLL sHeLteRed
    50’s liFE..ugh.. in the 70’s in some
    ways.. and if there was easily
    accessible porn back then..
    i would know all the ins
    and outs about the
    full act of sex..
    but never the less
    oh did girls make me feel
    all lusty inside.. outside.. above..
    so below.. and all around.. that’s just
    the way it was supPosEd to bE by thE
    hand of Nature’s Direction as God sAMe..
    and seriousLy by the now i actuAlly got to do it..
    i wasn’t really that impressed as everyone else made
    it out to be.. as tHeRe is so much more two people can
    do besides that to have a balance of lust and love without
    much of a mess too.. unwanted pregnancies and such as that..
    sure.. potential for veneral disease.. supporting a lust child for
    18 years.. from afar.. lots of complicated pArty Dress sHit with the
    Bill Clinton Def. iS iS of thaT.. and it’s no wonder
    in my mind.. why bootie dancing
    with clothes on iS now
    the dance hAll raVE
    wHeRe the girls go
    home aCross thE Bar
    Street toGeTheR hOldinG
    hands and they do tHeir thinG
    witH sometimes strange males like
    me as well as they can.. fully clothed
    as such with no body fluids exchanged
    never even a French Kiss as such too..
    and seriously you can get
    mono from a French Kiss
    from a girl on a dance
    floor too.. so really
    lusty bootie
    dancing IS A safe
    lustY way to go..
    as long as ya keep
    ya wet parts all enclosed
    from mouth to toe.. anyWay.. as a
    participant observer anthropologist
    on Mars.. boy/girl things have reAlly
    changed since the 70’s and 80’s on the
    dance floor.. and Women’s Liberation in the
    good old U.S. of A.. is quite advanced considering
    that it IS A perfectly acceptable on the public dance halls
    of life practicE noW .. to be lustfully and physically lavished fully clothed
    with an aggressively up and down and up and down
    and up and down rubbing rear on an innocent
    young and or oldER man’s front..
    Humans.. God.. Nature and culture
    ALL are ‘fUnnY in’ hoW
    thAT changes
    aCroSS thE
    ages.. tHe
    roaRinG tWenties
    are back in the teens
    of 18 to 21.. and
    56 year old
    dudes too..
    but i must say.. deSire as
    some eastern folks might stoicAlly
    and stone faced with robot body
    sway.. is not bad at all.. in fACT iT
    is a necessary Libido pARt of liFe
    for MAXIMUM CREATIVITY.. PRODUCTIVITY..
    JOY AND ALL AROUND LUST IN COMFORT
    WHEN BALANCED WITH LOVE OF COURSE
    IN EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT AS GOD DAM
    YES TO GET EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO ALL
    LIVING THINGS AND NATURE AWAY FROM METAL
    CARS AND CONCRETE HOMES IS HOW WE BEST
    GET THE SOCIAL COOPERATION WITH HUMANS
    AND NATURE ALL DONE.. AND WHEN WE LOSE
    THESE LIVING AND NATURE BEINGS sAMe IT IS
    NATURE’S GoD way SamE as human bEinG to
    cry and grieve and lose
    some balance
    of neurochemicalS
    and neurohormoneS
    way when the social bonding
    neurohormone.. and sorry
    i kinda lustily see that as
    neurowhoremoan.. as it
    is just hilarious and i for one
    ain’t gonna take life too seriOuSLY
    AS liFe is better gooGLinG giggLinG than frOwned
    down non-fiction face.. WitH robot walKinG sWay..
    anyWay.. after loss and with the
    process of grief.. the
    creative seeking..
    pleasure seeking
    neurochemical dopamine
    naturAlly rises to find some new
    Friends and Lovers and things to
    do.. while the serotonin trust
    in all thaT iS.. goes down
    until one’s desire
    finds more
    comfort
    attachments
    again.. in the neurohormone
    oxytocin.. that is the warm and
    fuzzy hormone way of being wHerE
    wE even have receptors on the bottom
    of our feet to seNse/FeeL close comfort to Mother
    Earth noW when our toes are fully exposed in Sands
    and Sun oF God.. as yes.. the Sun itself as it shines
    on all our skin raises so many beneficial happy
    neuro-hormone and other chemical ways..
    Yes.. generally speaKinG i have
    a lusty hard-on for all stuff Art
    in LiFe.. from Sand to Sun
    to Breast to toe from
    woman same
    as God..
    but yes.. YES!
    OH GOD YES!
    a strong strong
    way of Love.. where i keep
    my pants on.. when the bootie
    dances of life come on STRONG
    UP AND DOWN.. with hands
    perusing my very sweaty
    clothed and
    sure somewhat
    voluptuous male
    chest.. but trust
    me if any women ever
    licks it they will have a mouth
    full of bear bare hair.. heHE..
    so perhaps it is better anyWay
    that this Pan stays FULLY CLOTHED
    with legs and arms and hands.. and face
    disclosed with Shades of mystery somewhat on STiLL..
    Life is Fun.. joyFul.. and just a rage of rave with an appropriate
    balance of Lust and Love that suits the individual on a basis
    of each such as that.. lEt’s face it there are the Miley Cyrus’Es
    oF Life and there are the clothed from head to toe oNwards
    Christian soldiers as such too.. to each hiS or heR owN..
    with separation of church and State
    God lives FReED iN aLL oF
    GoD’s Bio-Diversity now..
    some are soft.. some
    are rock hard.. some are
    ‘tween.. dry and soaking
    wet with sweat and such..
    but the bottom line iS wE humans
    Create.. Produce.. and LiVE joyFuLL
    best with WiLL.. WitH LuSt.. WitH
    Fearless Love.. never harming
    another human being..
    as no one’s hurt
    me yet
    with a
    bootie
    dance except
    for that homophobic
    dude who tried to do it
    one time.. who i liGhtly pushed
    away.. and his drunk self went flying
    across the dance floor on his ass..
    note to self.. remember you
    are Superman/Batman
    and the Lion King2..
    when some of
    the fools try
    to push
    your buttons..
    and just turn the
    other cheek and move
    your body away from
    fools who would die
    to harm now
    another human/nature being..
    AS alWays.. IS A BaLanCinG
    oF push and pull
    and yes.
    Up and
    down.. inside..
    outside.. and
    all around.. i AM the
    Lustiest Loving perSon
    ya miGht ever find.. but
    i keep it in balance and
    keep my ass and other
    paRts of body out of trouble
    and wHere they do NOT BeLONG..
    And yes.. ps.. i find a peck on the
    cheek as Lovingly appropriate..
    and yes.. as hard as it may be or
    soft i might say too.. to hEar the Truth
    and liGht alMost every ancient sAge from
    Buddha to Jesus.. eTc.. was/iS incorrect on tHeir then
    asserTioN that lust/desire IS A sin.. nothing could
    be further from the trUth and liGht when
    aLL God NatuRally BaLanCinG FreeLY
    With Love.. but of course they
    did/do not have the advantage
    that modern Ted’s have
    with Fred Talks
    and educational
    documentaries
    on the science of Lust
    and Love in A video i wiLL
    provide here again.. in youTuBe
    way.. in case anyone thInks i aM
    just bLoWinG smoke and mirrors
    out of my nude art and such as that..;)

    And yes.. i alWays add our closet cousin Bonobo
    companion video.. to show iT iS God’s
    NatUre iN wE FReED Pan primates..
    iN uS..AS allA Natural as such
    thAT a BaLaNcinG
    oF Lust
    and Love
    prevents..
    Aggression.. Violence
    and God dam yes those
    reAlly sMArt ‘dirty’ Apes..
    AS new age Charlton
    might say nOW..
    even potentiAlly
    WORLD WAR III..
    SO BrING ON THE
    PORN AND RISE
    UP.. SEXTiNG
    SELFIES..
    FOR LOVE
    and lUST..
    IT’S BETTER
    GOD DAM IT
    YOU DIRTY HUMANS
    THAN FUCKING SHOOTING
    UP A BAR AND THAT’S FOR SURE..
    Y’all didn’t kNow that MilEy’s WrecKinG
    Ball aims to save the World but y’all ain’t
    got an open miNd and BoDy soUl for God..
    huh..
    Live and LEarn..
    Wide aWake WiTh
    God FreEE in Fearless
    Lust and Love BaLanCinG
    Peace.. as Action.. or suffer
    the poTential consequenceS
    far aWay from real hUman
    Heaven NOW in the REAL
    NATURAL GOD’S oh GOD YES! aS
    OMaHA’S WiLD AND CIVILiZeD KinGDOM NOW..
    AND this is just innate.. instinctual.. intuitive.. educated
    GodaLL providED aDvice.. take it with a graiN of sAlt noW
    from Sergeant Pepper or Captain SaLT buTt iF yA CAN..WiLL..
    iF yA do not get coNnecTED fully wHole WitH a GRain oF
    God’s Sand and Sun.. you could miss out oN
    Heaven NOW.. jUsT noW and quite frankly
    that iS worth more
    than
    a ‘tEar’
    in a ‘beer’
    in a country’s SonG..
    for me’s who do not know
    how to balance LuSt and
    LovE and thE sAMe
    for onward
    marching
    Christian
    soldiers
    WhoLiEr than thoU
    wHo iS GodNATuReALLONEnoW..:)

    And sUre.. remember iT iS not size or beaUty
    thaT coUnts overAll.. yeS.. matters noT…
    OverAlLiT IS A
    MoTioN
    of thE
    Ocean
    wHole
    iN ConNecTinG
    CreatiVity NoW…
    SomE oF mY GreaTest
    eXploSioNs oF LiFe haVe
    been over juSt the Look
    and move oF soMe
    connecTinG
    Goddess eYes..
    YeS.. God yes!
    or jUst
    a few
    words….:)

  11. Facebook Friend Ned..
    AKA gigoid.. provides..
    a share of a Facebook..
    fun thingy.. that has a quiz
    of stuff based on each letter
    of the term Kindergarden that
    one can remember from that
    era of hUman
    Life and i say..
    Kindergarden must have
    been traumatic for me
    as it was Catholic
    Kindergarden.. and
    all i really remember
    is the teacher marking
    an X on the one question
    i got wrong on a test..

    ‪#‎youngperfectionist‬

    and dreaming
    about a
    horned
    dEvil
    spearing
    me in the throat
    with a pitch fork..

    ‪#‎Catholilckindergardensucks‬ ..;)

    back then..

    The good news is now it’s different
    and according to A Bishop’s video
    they actuAlly encourage the kids
    to dance and plaY iN
    at least
    Summer
    Camp FreeLY..

    ‪#‎changeisgood‬ ..2..:)

  12. https://gigoid.me/2014/08/10/no-glue-ignatius-but-lots-of-duct-tape/

    “Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal
    with the intent of throwing it at someone else;

    you are the one who gets burned.”

    ~~ Buddha ~~

    “All anger arises from
    obstructed desire.”
    — Bhagavad Gita

    Old Jesus– words to the effect
    and affect of turn
    the other
    cheek
    and i bring
    a sword instead of peace..

    Old Muhammad– words to the
    effect/affect believe or else
    you Camel
    Fuckers..
    you burn in
    hell and we
    have your head
    and rape your
    wives as they
    now become
    possessions of
    our right hand..
    and by the way
    this is the religion
    of Love and Peace..
    and sure we Bring
    a sword too.. as any
    unbalanced person
    might say.. in Bi-Polar
    way too.. FULL BLOWN..
    yes.. both old Jesus
    and Muhammad too..
    at least Buddha
    had Balance iT
    sTiLL seems
    except
    for LuSt..
    THANKS
    GOD..!..!..:)

    And isn’t it interesting that
    A text book case of Bi-Polar as
    you likely know in your PSYCH WARD
    WORKER DAYS.. is intense religiosity..
    heightened sexuality too.. and
    potential temper tantrums in
    aggression and violence
    way bad.. as when the
    neurochemicals and neurohormones
    yes.. and Androgens.. Estrogens whole..
    Explode out of the down of
    depression and or
    pain this
    IS A solution
    for survival and
    eventual potential
    thriving.. with casualties
    of potential hurt along the way..

    Life is tough.. Life as history shows
    has mostly been struggle at least since the
    history of when we started storing grains and
    living in huge populations that humans are
    still not evolved to do.. beyond a small tribe
    to village.. to towns.. and mega city metropolises
    of super human potential discord if laws don’t
    hold potential anarchy down.. by threat
    of force and prison now.. sTiLL and
    even Sharia Law2.. ugh.. ugh. ugh..
    Problem is humans
    are reAlly smARt
    but they are out of
    balance.. seriously all
    of life as culture is one Bi-polar
    way of being now.. in macrocosm
    whole.. and getting more autistic
    in text away from non-verbal
    and spoken facial
    communications
    with rest of flesh
    and blood body too..

    i’ve lEarned to ignore the
    temple money changers as seriously
    these days raising a stink.. too much..
    will just get Caesar to put ya into Jail..
    sure.. i am as what they call super
    religious in non religious way2
    as Jesus too.. and
    could probably
    do 10 wives
    with that
    propensity
    like Muhammad
    too in modern
    non-married
    way as ‘well’..
    if i didn’t find
    other ways to
    balance a human
    who is basicAlly a
    sexual organ plaYinG
    a Dance And Song aLL
    day and night long too..

    Anyway.. most every culture
    is Bi-polar.. now even in
    India.. where you
    have to be a
    couple
    to go into
    a bar.. talk
    about repressed
    desires.. Jesus it’s
    no wonder most of the
    tech workers for online
    help ain’t got an emotion
    to their voice.. REPRESSING
    HUMAN NATURE FROM HEAD
    TO TOE.. TO EMOTIONS TO
    SENSES TO SEXUALITY
    TOO.. IS A truly source
    of aLL evil in the
    World in anger..
    fear.. and hate
    in aggression..
    violence and
    warring ways..
    and just plain
    unhappy as joyful
    suicide bombers
    is an oxymoron any way..
    as well as filled up heArt
    Dick Cheney’s who don’t have
    to kill 100K innocent folks
    to rebuild a country
    for industrio-
    military
    complex
    crony
    bucks..
    Oh God if we
    could just have a Jesus..
    a Muhammad.. or even a Buddha
    who could prove that a Balance of
    Lust and Love.. WiLL save the World..
    perhaps Dancing naked aLL
    passioned uP
    thaT could
    do aN
    eventual
    trick to free
    a prison of lust
    for life repressed..
    O P R E S S E D..
    in so many places
    around the world..
    STiLL..

    Winks.. all i
    can do is try..
    i cry.. i try..

    And who knows/feels wRiTing
    a 6 million or so word.. 10 million
    12 MilLioN or however many words
    and dance steps WiLL coMe beFore i die
    to show how much i Lust and Love the
    UniVerse as is as i too.. as one God noW
    iN BaLanCinG Bible for one perSon
    written/DanCinG
    sTiLL iN new
    age poEtry
    and Prose too..
    WiLL at lEAst sHow
    thAT change aT the individual
    level is possible.. with lust
    and love backing it all uP
    as BA LA N CinG SouL
    iN Mind And BoDY
    as Free God iN
    uS WiLL
    do.. as Superman
    per Friedrich Nietzsche’s
    Overman miGht saY and
    sWinGS
    by for
    juST
    aNoTher
    Visit
    now..
    wiTh more
    WiNks of REAL Miracles
    and Synchronicity.. mY Friend…:)

    But inStead2.. i’LL end wiTh a quote
    from Whitman.. and Leaves
    of Grass Raining down
    here again.. who is truly
    a better overall trUth
    and liGht Jesus
    In God of
    Nature
    eYes..
    than what
    we have
    in the
    ‘good
    book’
    then now
    overman
    aLL as Truth
    and liGht With
    this quote before
    i say i’ll be back
    later aGain
    as aLways
    my FRiEnD..
    as this dude understood
    too.. that the heARt.. the
    SpiRit.. and the Flesh
    IS A balance of LiGht
    R E A L n OW TrUE
    so aboVe beLow noW
    And blood balanCinG
    MiNd and BoDy
    B R E A T H’s
    water.. wave..
    stream to
    River Ocean
    FiEld of Dreams
    soUl.. to eNjoy
    iN a Heaven
    of LiFe
    now..
    and no
    wHere else
    but noW aS
    iN Leaves
    oF Grass and
    SAnd of Sun iN
    miD-day SuN In
    mOist miD-niGht
    MoonliT… aliVe wE
    ArE ALIVE WITH GoD
    oF NAtuRe wE thrive Naked aLiVe
    DanCing hOlDinG Hands and ALLother
    boDy pARts WhOlE Free in evermore cAmp FiRE..
    noW never ending.. A DancE and SonG noW
    oF LifE Free.. sAme as continuing Creation
    wHoLe noW.. as first and last iS dArk..
    and now/then LiGht and DancE of
    MoVinG.. inspiRinG conTinuAlly
    all one iN Union.. as sound iN
    SonG of GoD’s
    soUL
    wHolE
    noW..
    NATuRE
    R e A L
    and now
    for that ‘brief’
    quote from
    Whitman
    at this
    now for means..
    without an end..
    beginning.. finish..
    aLwaYs stARTinG noW..:)

    “The known universe has one complete lover and that is the greatest poet. He consumes an eternal passion and is indifferent which chance happens and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune and persuades daily and hourly his delicious pay. What baulks or breaks others is fuel for his burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to his proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest he is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak or a scene of the winter woods or the presence of children playing or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman. His love above all love has leisure and expanse … he leaves room ahead of himself. He is no irresolute or suspicious lover … he is sure … he scorns intervals. His experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him … suffering and darkness cannot—death and fear cannot. to him complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth … he saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore or the shore of the sea than he is of the fruition of his love and of all perfection and beauty.”

    “There will soon be no more priests. Their work is done. They may wait awhile … perhaps a generation or two … dropping off by degrees. A superior breed shall take their place … the gangs of kosmos and prophets en masse shall take their place. A new order shall arise and they shall be the priests of man, and every man shall be his own priest. The churches built under their umbrage shall be the churches of men and women. Through the divinity of themselves shall the kosmos and the new breed of poets be interpreters of men and women and of all events and things. They shall find their inspiration in real objects to-day, symptoms of the past and future… . They shall not deign to defend immortality or God or the perfection of things or liberty or the exquisite beauty and reality of the soul. They shall arise in America and be responded to from the remainder of the earth.”

    -Whitman

    Yeah.. sure..
    Jesus took awhile
    but he finally got
    here first.. perhaps..
    REAL
    iN
    Leaves
    of Grass..:)

    As Whitman’s
    prophecy continues
    to come iN preSent
    Fruition..
    even
    here..
    My
    FRiEnD..

    never discount
    the power of
    never
    giving
    uP..

    Me-
    and aLL
    other super
    heroes oF
    sAGeS TiLL
    COME aGaiN..

    UmBrELLa..
    aRe..
    -wE..

    We continue
    to Rain FReED
    as God oF NaTuRe
    Peoples iN TruTh and LiGht..:)

    Ah.. to appreciate
    the Rain.. feathers
    oF Birds soaKinG
    deliGht
    SinG
    iN A Storm
    oF LiFe’s
    SonG
    ReaL..
    Water oF LiFE
    you are us we yoU..
    Ocean whOle
    You Flow
    aS US
    in
    River
    Veins..
    Salt water
    TrUe iN LiGht.. Reign
    Fields iN DreAMs of REAL..

    Walk as
    Water
    SpiLLs..:)

  13. https://gigoid.me/2016/06/21/substitute-candidates-from-poughkeepsie/#comment-19744

    WiNks.. mY friEnd..
    thE pArt aBout
    reaLiTy iS noW
    whaT iNspiReS
    aLL tHese wordS..
    aNd trUly thaT iS aLL
    tHeRe iS To iT.. aS uS iN whaT
    We maKe reaLiTy NoW.. All..
    For onLY wE..
    thaT iS aS
    diffeRent
    aS eVery
    leaVe
    oN Tree
    iN LiFe We LiVe..:)

  14. https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/22/one-bread-one-body-one-wine-is-allitis/

    As Synchronicity and i WiLL
    continue to do and say..
    another one
    in the can
    oF Internet
    StorY iN Facebook
    Memory from two
    years ago.. in
    Blog post way..
    heRe2..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/22/red-blue-and-black-spidermen/

    Yes.. and sAMe applies here..
    a year ago.. as opposed
    to two the sAme from
    two years ago..
    in Red..
    Blue.. aNd
    Black Spiderman
    way aGaiN.. heRE..
    as Prose of Philosophy
    and Politics.. and TrUest
    liGhtest Free Verse
    poEtry2.. noW..
    aGaiN2..:)

  15. Moving back to the dVerse Haibun
    Monday prompt on rain..
    wHere of course again..
    i do my own style
    of Fredbun
    with Fredku
    end a short while
    too.. before i go
    work-out2 wiTh Martial
    arts Free Style Fredfu2..
    fUn2.. and perHaps i’ll go the
    more serious route of rain here
    now.. as the last effort ‘up tHeRe’
    was perhaps a little too liGht heARted
    For a Japanese Rain.. somewHere else..
    here at 3:18 pm.. 6222016..
    now..;)

    sMiLes.. for me at lEast..
    fEar of rain was more sensory
    then emotional.. particularly in cOld
    air.. as my body no longer generated
    heat.. in even 100 degree temperatures
    wHeRe a breeze was chill instead of
    relief.. but
    then too..
    days of before..
    wHere rain was
    loneliness from
    loss as well..
    and yes.. finally the
    angry rain of Hurricane
    brOught down my Majestic
    Oak.. then though i learned
    to Love the open sKieS anD
    rain aGaiN iS FRiEnd oF BlUe..
    sKeYes i.. finAlly.. oF Fearless LoVE..

    DArK Rain..
    spectrum
    oF LiGht..:)

    Comfort Rain..
    soothing poetic
    words of sAMe..
    Balance inside on overcast
    days.. rhythm of rain
    beats.. acCompanies
    SonG oF WorDs..
    Rain day
    PoEtry
    SinGS a
    Newer SonG..
    Sunny anD aLive..
    liKe neVer bEfore
    iN dArk DreAMs
    pasT..
    iN no
    Longer Last..

    CLoudY
    PoeTry RinGs
    RaiN FReED..:)

    Ha.. this reminds me of the
    rain of Für Elise.. the only
    Piano SonG for years
    i kNew by heARt..
    and ha!.. no
    surprise some
    complaints are
    hEaRd.. i didn’t
    play it the way
    it is ‘supposed’ to be pLaYeD..
    but eventuAlly the fAct i never
    memorized another SonG and
    never played this one by the
    rules helped me to
    compose my
    own
    piano
    SonG
    aS onE
    Never dONe..
    beFore.. and sUre
    i carry on that tradition
    noW iN the longest long
    form poem ever.. approaching
    4 million words of which this
    micro verse inspired by you
    will be a pArt of A 679th
    macro verse tHeRe..
    my FriEnd Viv..
    so thanks..
    as alWays
    for the continuing
    inSpiRaTioN oW..

    HeHex1..
    not everyone
    plays the sAMe..;)

    x2.. i am no Monsoon
    i aM a
    Human Word tSunAMi..;)

    And copy and pastex3..
    saveS iT aLL no matter
    whaT.. iF some cannot stand
    the size oF iT aLL.. NoW.. iN 4th line 3rd Fredku.. too..;)

    And yeah.. as side note here..
    it’S kinda like rain..
    that Für Elise
    Song..
    so i’ll use
    iT as iT
    does FloW
    liKe WateR
    as streAms
    of RiVer
    OceAn
    wHole2..
    iN ZonE..
    thank you..
    now back to
    the regularly
    scheduled tSUnAMiNoW..:)

    Pray of rain.. a storm for
    me.. and truly all words of
    the massive one i STiLL
    work on oF Long Form
    Poem approaching
    4 Million words
    iS reAlly
    one LonG praYer
    and the 7 or 8 million
    words noW in oNLine beForE
    way too… a prayer of Death
    iN LIFE realiZed as LiFe once
    aGaiN.. noW a praYer of ReAL
    for oTheRs too.. iN this micro
    Verse of what WiLL be a tiny
    pARt.. of A 679th macroVerse
    tHere2.. LIFe is TrULy like that
    too.. particles like this..
    waves.. like that
    and Fields
    of Ocean
    whole Rain
    Water too
    under the
    wHole UmbrELLa
    oF God thAt IS A uNabridgeD
    Bible2 now named the human web
    onLine as wHole.. just adding anotHeR
    micro-Verse aS drops of Rain foR
    Ocean WHole iN multi-Uni-Verse
    oNLiNe
    REAL. NoW..
    or perhaps iT iS
    aLL a MagicK InCANtaTioN..

    OnLY
    ‘REaL Harry’
    kNows as MoonChiLd WiLL…;)

    Now for a record
    change
    as only Super TrAmp can do..
    For
    REAL2..;)

    Oh.. yes..! Rain play!
    of child hood Imagination
    groWs in the neighbor
    hood of mINd
    and BoDy
    BalanCinG
    soUL.. MoVinG
    ConnEcTing then
    yes.. CreaTinG
    child wHOle
    heARt and
    SpiRit too..
    oh.. wHere
    haS imAgiNATiOn
    gOne when aLL iS scripted
    iN BiRth from TV.. to Video games..
    to books to lectures..
    to work
    to Grave..
    i escape
    i raiNoW
    iMaGinATioN
    aGaIN..

    ReTiReD..
    hydroPlanED meTal wheelS noW..
    BacK On LiFe’S oPen Road StorMinG MoRe..:)

    sMiLes.. one of my most
    favorite things in liFE
    NoW that i could rarely
    do beFore as i hated
    to get my feet dirty
    or even exposed
    to sand.. beForE
    IS Color NoW like
    A WiNd iN Dance
    oF Toes aS silt oF
    SanD
    PaintED
    bY thE
    raiN allonE..
    WiTh mY
    LiFe too..

    Sand Feet
    oF arT
    neVer sAMe..:)

    A Friend to lend
    a hand in storms
    unexpected.. is certainly
    a Rain oF Life to Love
    when Humans
    remember
    what they
    tRuLY
    are as
    alTruistic
    Drops of Love’s
    Home iN BEinG wE..

    Rain drops
    oF Love
    FaLLinG HUman..:)

    NatUre’s FurY
    driVinG
    FreeZinG
    Rains..
    StormS uphELd
    as reaLiTy
    thaT NaTure
    has A
    last
    hand
    oF aLL
    oUr comFort Free..

    PierCinG ice
    eYes liVE
    A BleSsinG REaL..:)

    Wonderful
    rain of a
    Japanese
    Nagame
    and Long
    form Rain
    iS what
    my words
    do too.. hehe..

    iN
    Longest
    Long Form poem ‘eva..;)

    WeLL.. my FriEnd
    since you ask
    i WiLL tale
    ya more
    that all my
    words are poEtry
    and aLL my steps are
    dance.. end result the longest
    long form poem ever in the history
    of human kind approaching 4 million
    words now.. true it takes almost
    a super computer and bRain
    to open up and digest..
    but it is what it is
    and it is my
    hobby of Life
    in REAL HEAVEN
    NOW.. LiFe is purpose
    and meaning my friEnd
    when real.. Life is Holy
    and Sacred in a practice
    oF just that wITh reward
    iS eternaL now..
    and forecast
    as Nirvana
    by many
    too.. ETc..
    A practice
    much harder in
    action.. but with
    ease when synergy
    rises allone aLive..
    as the human mind
    and body iN balance..
    IS A UniVerse mini-me
    Quantum uNleashed reLeased
    wHole.. when used enough
    for Big Bang SoULs here oN
    this Terrestrial Plane..
    anyWay.. just anotHeR
    microverse iN A
    can my fRiEnd
    and pArt oF
    a 679th macro
    Verse of Rain Storm..
    that lately measures
    in the 11 to 15K range..
    ah.. yeah.. and then tHere
    is the Dance.. 5555 miles
    now.. approaching 34 months..
    i would tale ya.. i ain’t a legend
    but that’s now what they saY iN
    the real
    world now..
    a practice yes..
    my friend of now
    with no labels for
    me at ALL.. anyWay
    thanks for asking.. and
    i copy and paste all of what
    i do of course.. and if this is ever
    too long.. no problem
    if you delete
    it my fRiend
    as sure i’m
    your brother
    too.. but yeah
    baby.. i’m kind of heavy
    and really deep too..;)

    AlWays
    nice
    to hear from folks..

    And i’ve been following
    dVerse for three years now
    and used to link too.. until they
    kicked me off less and more for
    being a modern Whitman2..
    just another label
    i’ve been
    given
    by others
    along the
    Winding
    Road of
    Heaven
    now
    mY FriEnd..
    but nah.. i’ve been
    to Hell2 and don’t give
    a cRap for culture rewards..
    whether they come or go…

    But again..
    nice to
    hear
    from
    folks..
    Have a nice day..:)

    i can only imagine
    how much one appreciates
    rain in the desert.. but in hot
    Summer Florida days..
    it steams
    the heat
    morever..
    ah.. but creeks
    with teaming fish..
    Cool Rivers and
    Sea Breeze but
    i’m not sure
    ‘eva what
    could be
    a draw
    oF Desert
    sand or even
    snow.. wHere culture
    becomes a life or death
    tool.. of subsistence at
    even basic human
    need.. aLways…

    Hunting Fishing
    Free as NaTuRe..
    Beverly Hill Billies Live..;)

    Oh Lord..
    i thINk i’M hooked
    on words as hypergraphia
    speLLs.. a WeLL waTeR Storm iN poEtry
    Down poUr noW iT iS.. and more it goes
    too.. plunging potent meteor
    in wHolE ocean AS
    real of 67 months
    ago..
    @the
    tail end
    oF noW tHis
    tSuNaMi sPreAd..
    hmm..

    Words
    come down aS
    Rain Driven BLows..;)

    Yes.. the labyrinth
    of Modern culture
    wHere every detail
    of every responsibility
    IS A drop of Storm Real..
    wHere Hurricane Winds of
    wE are necessary to spread
    the drops all wHere they must
    go..as ‘they’ tell uS noW…
    oH.. the beauty reaL
    to escape
    iN Center
    eYe oF
    WinDs iN Storm…

    DrY ceNter StorM
    BaLanCinG
    cAlm..:)

    33 Drops oF poEtry
    rains.. and aGaiN
    iT iS FriEnd
    Lynn
    at the
    very end..

    Now WiTh Dance.. i’LL
    pArty too witH Bands and toes..
    as poEtry Storm unwinds..;)

    Ps.. nice
    to see you2
    and God Bless..:)

    5:50 pm
    6222016

  16. i’M reAlly rained out..
    tired.. tired.. re-Tired..
    oh no.. iF i’M not careful
    i could wRiTe another book..
    instead of saying night night..
    and perhaps laying in feathered
    comfort.. with my iPhone 6s.. to
    do some peaceful YouTube research..
    iN Rain Man Algorithm way.. as that
    Google Algorithm for YouTube is
    trUly more than one smArt
    cookie.. leading me
    to places..
    i miGht
    never have
    selected oN mY oN..
    ah.. the new age.. of aLways
    something new to sense.. to feel..
    and yes to know as WeLL beyond
    Tree oF LiFe to Tree of KNOWledge
    too.. nah.. no need to be afraid oF any
    oF thaT.. and i often lEarn the most from
    folks i rarely agree wiTh aT aLL.. but that
    IS A source oF human Creativity… taKinG iT
    ALL iN from all potential resources.. liGht and
    dArk with colored Rainbow sheep.. old goats..
    Peaceful Lambs.. and every far fetched
    conspiracy theory.. theorists..
    and science too..
    in non-fiction
    cult way three..
    And then what comes iS
    SYNERGY iN Quantum floW
    IS A Free Association.. when
    aLL thE pArts of what we seNse..
    FeeL and kNow evenTuALLy beCoMes
    something almost brand new With ImaGiNaTioN..
    mAking creatiVity.. come as fruition in creation’s
    free association now.. for yes.. something poTenTiALLy
    never seen and or witnessed or and DoNe By hUman
    BeinG ever ‘fore.. sure as far as wE may FeeL.. SensE..
    and KnoW.. NoW of course.. With Science and Art on Course..
    AnyWay.. “UmBReLLa God People Rain’.. seems to be
    coming to a new Macro Verse Soon.. as yes.. number
    679.. oF Longest Long Form Poem overall.. as
    sure mentioned a ‘few’ times beFore juST
    IN THIS TOTAL MACRO VERSE..
    but each micro verse of that
    Macro Verse stands alone
    as WeLL.. like this
    mini-me.. oF
    WHoLe Super
    Epic Ocean Flow
    Long Poem Freest Verse
    Poem ‘eva.. aNyWay.. bottom
    Line.. the umbrella can now
    be put away.. as the Sun iS
    Shining as letters.. words..
    and note fall across the Seven
    Seas new.. from @least mE NoW..:)

  17. Photo memory from a year ago..
    Pocahontas.. in her
    natural
    maize.. habit
    per ethnic stereotype
    of course.. hmm.. perhaps
    more on that later.. too..;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/23/monsoon-tears/

    And while i was all out of rain last night..
    once again.. after around 6 or 7 hours
    of sleep with a 1 to 2 hour
    wake in between with
    some YouTube
    research..
    i am back
    with a year ago
    Macro Verse memory
    of Monsoon tears..
    short enough yes..
    to even copy
    and paste
    here
    but sure..
    as always..
    more fully
    illustrated
    at the Super Epic
    Macro verse and Whole
    link to longest long form
    poem ever now.. and
    hehe.. just waiting
    for some brainiac
    to suggest it
    isn’t or that
    what i do
    does not
    fit the bill of
    long form poem..
    but haha.. sorry to
    let them know and
    feel already that free
    verse free writing with
    holy human creative spirit
    fully in Quantum MiNd and Body
    unleashed and released as cosmic
    consciousness was/iS how even the invisible
    people’s of the Rain Forest StiLL today iN
    Oral Tradition with God of Nature commune
    iN the same Holy Spirit of prophecies one
    with Nature talked to in the Good old
    Black Books of Bible and Kuran
    too.. problem was Muhammad
    thought he was the last one
    who could do this in his little
    desert path of Middle
    East with his
    Golden Spiral
    1.618 pilgrimage to
    mecca in Golden point
    of God close to wHere the
    ancient pyramids were built
    but true unknown to him they
    were also built similarly in South
    American too in ancient way.. and
    additionally mystical places of building
    in Africa further south.. and even
    mounds from North American
    Indians too.. in that
    entirely unknown place
    of the Americas in the other
    hemisphere too.. oh yeah.. and
    did i mention potentially millions
    to billions.. etc.. of other planets
    among billions and billions of
    other galaxies too.. capable
    of potentially housing intelligent
    life much more spiritually advanced
    than little human fleas on planEt earth..
    no of course.. they don’t exist in the Kuran
    as that was a backwards time bEFORE where Muhammad
    could not be comfortable enough to totally denounce
    slavery.. the taking of the conquest of other men’s
    wives.. for right hand possession raping in domination
    for selfish desires.. for reproduction..
    and all the other old ways..
    of dowries too.. still. for
    statutory rape..
    when that is
    NOT WHAT THE
    PURCHASED WOMAN
    WANTS IN WAYS OF REPRODUCTION
    WITH ANOTHER HUMAN BEING WHEN
    THEY DO NOT HAVE A CHOICE.. ANYWAY..
    AGAIN.. as i say.. the REAL APOCALYPSE
    IS LIFTING the veil of ignorance per original..
    Greek term.. and in the Golden age of Islam they
    were well ahead of the
    Christian Crusades of
    Killing in ways of
    science in lifting
    the veil of
    ignorance then..
    but sadly the culture
    as a whole as fallen away
    from lifting the veil as mostly ‘they’
    will tale ya.. that evolution isn’t
    real.. same as flat earth theorists
    still say today as well.. and in their
    belief same as fundamentalists
    as Christians that some dude
    named ISA or Jesus is
    gonna come back
    as a Soldier God
    of the Universe..
    W H O L E.. oh..
    to kill off the
    opposing tribe..
    in still.. backwards
    tribal ways of thinking
    and feeling that God is a God
    of Anger.. Fear.. Hate.. and Vengeance
    rather than the omnipotent Force aLLnow oF
    all that is dArk and liGht.. all the sHades
    ‘tween colored hues beyond rainbow noW
    colors of all thaT is.. that yes.. iS
    ALL inclusive of the human struggle
    to survive.. including wars
    for the struggle for
    abundance
    in territory
    for basic
    subsistence
    to avoid dying.. bottom
    line.. to give and share of
    the global abundance of now
    all we are as God’s children
    in both dARk and liGht Now..
    is to pave a way for
    Peace and harmony..
    Hope.. and Love.. to
    discount the others
    among us globAlly
    who are trUly
    still left behind
    in lack of abundance
    is to suffer the consequences
    of a planET overAll still woefully
    out of balance in terms of God
    that lives in all of us sAMe as
    Force of Allthatis.. and until
    we see God in what folks
    think and feel is the
    less among
    they.. even
    a grain of sand
    as Same and less
    of all that is God is great..
    the misery and suffering will
    ring on.. sadly until a Monsoon
    and even tSuNaMi of Love
    sweeps the planet
    of Fear.. and
    Hate and
    starvation and
    other ways of
    human misery and
    suffering that doesn’t
    really have to be.. IF the
    folks who take more than they
    give will just give and share more
    of what they can.. and still live in their
    feathered nest comforts.. so what if that
    would mean that someone like me would live
    in a modest home.. instead of buying a 10 million
    dollar home if he or her ever got that rich.. well the
    truth is for a real modern Jesus.. that means nothing..
    nada.. zero.. of human happiness.. in fAct.. any kind
    of material attachment like that just takes away
    from what can be human internal.. nirvana
    bliss iN Ways fELt.. seNsed.. kNown..
    inside.. outside.. above.. so below
    and all around.. In human
    Quantum miNd and
    boDy Balance
    released and
    unleashed no different
    reALLy than how these
    advanced human beings
    one with God still now live..
    yes… as the invisible peoples
    of the South American.. Rain
    Forest.. of which the ’85 movie
    that i will share again named
    the Emerald Forest portrays so well
    sTiLL now.. in dream time holy spirit
    NOW ways of communing WitH God oF all
    nature one like the American Indians
    do as well.. and others in other countries
    still who manage to transcend the
    limitations and expectations
    of modern ways of life
    as a Yogi Will do
    in the mountains..
    the desert like
    Jesus and
    Moses.. or
    even what
    Muhammad did
    what he could in his
    cave away from home
    back then.. and sure Buddha
    and so many others just sitting
    underneath a tree… or like me
    on the beach at age 21.. coming
    awake.. enlightened.. until culture
    put me back under the guise of
    covers.. instead of blankeT
    one as God.. anyWay..
    it’s interesting to
    see/feel/kNow. how deep
    sTiLL the original founder
    of the dVerse Poet’s pub
    named Brian.. reacted to
    one of my shortest
    52 word poems
    on my website
    and the other way the
    one who runs it now..
    who couldn’t understand
    my poem about change as
    related to the desert as substitute
    for coming out of Plato’s cave then
    into a new beach of lifE noW.. yeah..
    i kNow.. seNse.. and FeeL..
    not everyone IS As deep
    as i or experienced
    the same depth
    of dArk and liGht
    in ‘tween iN life..
    butt GoD dam it when i
    spoon feed it
    to folks
    and they
    shut me out
    and still intimate that
    i don’t kNow what the fuck
    i am even saying and still
    delete me out.. that is now
    juSt a lack of human empathy
    in the parts of mechanical human
    cognition.. that refuse to go further
    than the instructions of life they have
    heard before.. and the only way to
    gain greater understanding.. in seNsing..
    kNoWinG..FeeLinG way greater is to
    keep FucKinG iF yoU seeK iN God
    oF all Nature A discussion going
    instead of censoring the
    different UmbrElla God
    Rain people out
    of YOuR LIFE..
    WHOMEVER YOU
    COULD BE.. NOW OR
    THEN.. AND TRULY THE
    TITLE OF THIS NEXT MACRO
    679TH VERSE is juSt anotHeR
    metaphor too.. for the Emerald
    Forest peoples too.. never discount
    the potential benefit and power of the
    different among us.. and never judge
    a cover or pages of human being
    as whole of what they are and
    could and can be.. as tRuly
    human potential still
    has no visible
    limits now
    WHEN USED
    BOTTOM LINE..
    LIMITS ARE
    INVISIBLE AND
    WE ARE ONE WITH GOD..:)

    And here’s that small macro
    verse copy and paste here..
    with the two entirely different
    responses.. one deep.. one
    shallow.. but always with
    room to gRow..
    as human
    potential
    OCEANWHOLE
    IN FIELDS
    OF DREAMS
    is pursued
    in finding.. seeKing
    yes FucKinG in pursuit
    oF God’s greater potential iN
    ways of human bEinG noW.. JuST noW..

    “Finding flow..current..stream..wave..rain
    pouring as Monsoon..in ocean blues
    bring lighting floods of Love in eyes
    that dream like water..Oh tears
    Monsoon floods reign too above
    below Seagull’s wings fly high
    low as flow in all of this
    as they know now
    is no
    desert
    fear
    of soul
    Monsoon
    tears soar as Love”

    First response quoted..

    “Monsoon is a lot like tears.. A lot.”

    Second response by Brian Quoted..

    “And it is in the shape of a cup,
    perhaps to catch a bit of the water or tears.
    Those tears can def relieve the weight
    and give you the lightness of a gull
    on the winds.

    I would so love to fly like a bird,
    with wings – not like Superman,
    would be cool to feel the currents
    through your feathers.”

    And herE i say no doubt
    if Jesus were still alive
    Brian would have been
    an apostle and by the way
    his job IS A teacher with a Christian
    Church school as such.. but he no
    fundamentalist now with a master’s
    degree in philosophy.. seeing deeper
    into all of what humans have sensed..
    felt.. and thought through recorded
    human history.. but sadly
    modern schools of
    Universities..
    still do
    not go
    to the
    mystery schools
    of philosophy that
    go so much further
    into potential of human
    being more with God in
    what the old books are fearful
    of as dArk that is only another
    art of God when used for
    Hope and Love over
    Fear and Hate..
    and truly to use
    anything without
    God’s UmbrElla
    for us of Hope and
    Love is to FAIL MISERABLY
    IN TERMS OF ALL WE CAN BE
    UNDER THE HUMAN SPIRIT OF
    WILL WITH LOVE AND HOPE..
    OVER ANYTHING ASSOCIATED
    WITH FEAR AND HATE..
    HOPE AND LOVE
    MEANS AT LEAST
    TOLERATING THE
    DIFFERENCES OF OTHER
    FOLKS THAT DO NOT HARM
    OTHERS.. AND WITH GREAT
    EFFORT OF EXPRESSING
    ACCEPTANCE WHEN
    AT ALL OF GOD
    THAT IS
    POSSIBLE
    AS NATURE
    ONE AS US..
    WITH FEARLESS
    HOPE AND LOVE REAL..
    IN WHAT TRULY CAN BE
    A HEAVEN OF MOVING..CONNECTING..
    CREATING.. SHARING.. GIVING NOW.. WITH
    FULL HEART AND MIND AND BODY BALANCE
    SOUL FULLY EXPRESSED AS HOLY HUMAN
    GOD GIVEN SPIRIT REAL NOW.. JUST NOW..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/24/loving-monsoon-words/

    And continuing a Loving Monsoon word
    story from a year ago that
    sure can
    sTiLL
    be now..
    online at
    least wHere
    my soul stays
    uploaded wRite
    oN course for scores..
    to thousands.. to millions
    more in associated words..
    photos.. videos.. as any
    DiLiGenT scribe and
    court reporter
    of God
    WiLL
    do with
    all tHeir
    Red hoT DancE
    and SonG oF liFe
    that is never luke warm..
    not even in dreams of sleep
    or
    WAKE..:)

    And finAlly one
    more year-old photo
    of Pocahontas on
    the go of
    gathering
    some Okra too..:)

    Whoops..
    almost forgot..
    ‘children of the corn’..
    yep.. just another artful metaphor
    for the reality that some folks create
    a God of evil to support the real insanity
    of killing other human beings for sport..
    and of course it all starts from
    birth when the child is not
    given naked play with Nature
    and touchy feely pure
    emotional love
    from parents
    from ages 0 to 3..
    and after this too..
    and instead.. is taught
    a culture/religion of fear..
    hate.. and exclusion of folks
    who think/feel/sense/and look different than
    the current perceived norm flavor of the culture
    at hand.. Culture can be a comfort.. a crutch
    for human functional disability OR A
    DEADLY TOOL INCLUDING RELIGION FOR FEAR..
    HATE VIOLENCE AND EVEN END OF DAYS TAUGHT
    WORLD WAR III Annihilation with old
    Golden Rule teachers becoming
    killing super soldiers..FOREVER TORTURE INSPIRED..
    Now WHeRe and wITh ruLED subjects never reaching
    much higher Emotional.. Physical.. and associated
    Spiritual intelligence that we materialistic
    people do not experience nearly as
    much or have words for in
    oral tradition as
    the Invisible
    peoples of
    the Rain Forest
    of South America
    and other indigenous humans
    and other animals of God’s Nature
    do in ways of senSinG
    and FeeLinG so much
    more aS oNe WiTh
    God NOW JUST
    noW..oNE..yes..
    NoW THE RAIN OF
    GOD IS AN UMBRELLA
    FOR ALL.. A BLANKeT
    WheRE WE ARE
    NEVER
    SEPARATE
    WHEN wE
    RAIN OnE..
    WHERe CORN AND
    HuMAN ARE oNe..
    AND THE FRUIT
    OF GOD
    ARE ALL
    WE ONE NOW..:)

  18. WeLL.. as alWays the Summer
    Solstice.. and BrigHter liGhter
    Dopamine increasing
    Sun days
    spiRit the
    Creativity of
    me higher and
    hiGher.. and
    with Bi-polar
    poTenTial soUL
    one must strive for
    Balance and walk
    towards calmer
    ways of still
    being
    With Winds
    of Hurricane alWays
    staYinG poTenTial In Strong
    so the Sycamore of Art WiLL
    never be cut down in
    darkness
    of SpiRit
    aGain.. so With
    all that said i Sing
    with all the voices of
    the Mountains.. and
    now paint with all
    the colors of the
    wind never owning
    anything but lOve
    one with all of God’s
    Nature in a silent DAnce
    of thunderous and lightening
    SpiRit wHole oNe With Sands and
    Sun of God.. Free aM i.. canvas WHole..
    with brush as toes and sand as paint..:)

    Yeah.. Holy Thursday and sacred
    R and R duties ahead.. and
    the dance oF 115th week
    of Thursday niGht
    WiTh all the
    cool college
    age folks
    at Good Old
    Seville Quarter..
    and back with fun
    SMiLinG dance photos..
    in this 679th
    coming
    later
    today
    Macro Verse
    and then yes..
    photos come
    around the
    3 am wee
    hour after
    this 6232016
    day moves into
    24th Friday morn of June..:)

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