Please DON’T MAKE ME DO STUFF..
yes.. that’s the way Katrina sees me most.. hehe..
but anyway.. off celebrating MY 70TH Thursday Night
Week of Rave Dancing at Old Seville Quarter
in Pensacola Florida..
with all the cool college age Folks..
NO.. no ONE makes me dance their way
except for GOD.. my co-pilot and Navigator of
FREE STYLE MARTIAL ARTS/BALLET DANCE!…
FLOWING LIKE A BUTTERFLY TIGER ON
AND SMILING ALL
AS WELL.. particularly WITH
my regular dance Girl FRIENDS..
YES.. they make me smile.. if are hearing me say that..
COURTNEY.. CHELSEA.. AND MAGGIE and all the REST..
LOVE YA TOO.. WITH SMILES..smile EMOTICON!…:)
And yes.. as pictured in the photos below.. Maggie and
Chelsea show up and MAKE ME SMILE ON THE OUTSIDE TOO..
And if you are listening Courtney.. hi to you too.. and that’s Courtney
in the top photo on my left with Maggie on the right and their friend on the
right of Maggie.. and see ya.. next time..
Courtney.. with LOVE too..:)
I don’t want to promise much..
but YES.. the ‘secrET’s of thE
OF G0D ARE
L0cATeD iN THiS
POST.. BUT THAT WiLL
onLY BE FoR FOlKS
WitH GOD EyES
AND kNOw i NEVER
BREAK MY PROMiSeS…
So let the
And yes.. i kNOw about
AM haVing ThE NOW
of my liFe in HEaveN
A quick warm-up dance at the Hard Rock Casino..
getting ready for a 7 mile Dance Walk
around the somewhat beautiful
beaches of Harrison County..
for a spiraling ‘Hurricane Fred’
this year.. that is not
nearly as destructive
as Katrina 10 years ago..
but still bringing
in some stuff that folks HAVE
NEVER EVER SEEN BEFORE
in public.. at least.. in the
Deep Red State South..:)
Hmm.. let’s see how
the song Frozen..
with the dance..
i was listening to STAR by
Earth Wind and Fire.. but maybe
Frozen will work JUST AS WELL..;)
when all the pieces of the puzzle
fit togethEr synchronisticAlly
and GOD GIVES
YOU THAT SIGN
ALL ABOUT IT.. THAT YOU
ARE NOT EXPECTING AT ALL..;)
of a dance walk warm up..
video taped by Lovely Wife Katrina..
who cannot hardly bear to do it..
as she says it makes her dizzy
to watch me.. but never
the less she gives in
and grits her teeth
and does it for OMG..
2 times in one day..
but anyway getting ready
to celebrate my 4000th mile of Dance Walking
in 24 months in a week or so.. so this source
material to evidence WTF FTW..
I’VE BEEN doing for 24 months
will come in handy for proof of THAT..
in a week or so.. for THAT celebration post
of dance dance dance.. and MORE dance..
and as per the last three Facebook
profile photo status thingies.. YES..
if you want to get popular
and make new friends
everywhere you go..
as hell no.. NO
one else seems brave enough
to JUST DO IT.. IN PUBLIC IN
THE PANHANDLE OF FLORIDA…
AND LOWER ALABAMA OR
MISSISSIPPI THAT ARE
FOR ALL PRACTICAL
THE SAME RED
AREAS.. WHERE MOST
FOLKS ARE WALKING LIKE ROBOTS..
INSTEAD OF FRESH HUMAN SPIRALING
BEINGS.. reflecting GOD and all GOD’s creation
in how that spirals in flow.. like a Galaxy.. a Nautilus
SheLL.. YES.. A HURRICANE.. LIKE ‘HURRICANE FRED’..
and other stuff like fetuses.. sunflowers.. a curled cat resting..
etc… etc.. none of which walk like a dam robot in a straight..
line.. or grow or rest that way either.. The signs of GOD
are everywhere one looks and to reflect the Nature
of GOD that is visible everywhere one looks
when they put on their
GOD EYES AND EARS..
IS AS CLEAR AS THE SUN ON A BLUE SKY DAY..
WITH UNLIMITED VISIBILITY INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
ABOVE SO BELOW.. AND ALL AROUND WHERE
GOD FLOWS AS US.. AND WE FLOW AS GOD
AS ONE FORCE OF BEING NOW..
ALWAYS NOW.. YES..
THAT THE REAL DUDE
JESUS IS TALKING ABOUT..
ALWAYS NOW..:).. OH YEAH..
AND this is coming in YouTube form too..
and if you have access to the YouTube Html5 player
that allows you to double speed stuff.. OMG this IS
FRIGGING HILARIOUS AT DOUBLE SPEEED..
AS i Look more like a Tornado in double
speed than Hurricane at
single speed.. haHAha!..:)
And yes.. as one might guess.. MEGA BLOG
POST ‘COMING SOON’.. NAMED ‘Hurricane ART am i’..
yes.. my middle name is ARThur.. too.. hehe..
WHEN.. i get ALL THE PIECES
OF THAT PUZZLE PUT
windy multi-media wordy HURRICANE
OF ART creative thingy.. Yes.. HErE finished SOON..:)
I make interesting
friendships wherever I go..;)
I make interesting friendships
wherever I go..
Ah.. yes.. the psychedelic dreamS
of reality is a REAL PLACE.. some of us are
blessed to get there with dance alonE..
and others need a little help along
the way with other stuff..
but when i dance
that place in me..
and ask me what is it..
DMT (Molly).. LSD..
what is the
that you are on..
that takes you to this
place so plain to feel
in feeling your
like a Nuclear
YOU and What
then i tale them
you.. as i be me..
in all free ways of
living NOW.. and
then you too..
OF US WHO
KNOW TO FEEL
TO FIND IT NOW..
AND PRACTICE WHATEVER
WAYS WORK TO STAY THERE
Not just cool.. amazing..
and glad to hear you don’t have
to use drugs to get tHere either..
that’s the best way..
to control IT..
Yes.. a seasHore of Uni-Verse in BliSs.. in torrid waves..
whEre soUl of crystalized sAnd.. becomes diamondized
spiRit of human heArt… a place in skeYes of all before..
a place WE are as US.. free polishing souls aLiVE NOW..
(:..Welcome Back Bjorn..:)
Ah.. memory.. genetic memory.. all these
millions long years.. inside we are
the dragon fly.. the whale..
the bird from dinosaurs..
our arms are wings
and fins.. nails are
claws.. furry ones
all that separates
us is forgetting
Oh.. only they kNew..
moving senses.. emotions.. human.. being..
wheRe dance.. colors.. sound.. are emotions..
light.. dark.. senses.. emotions too..
WE live as ALL..
some never realizing..
moving.. feeling.. sensing..
WE ARE Universal eYes.. Truth LiGht..
PoeTic expressiOns.. color.. music..
DANCE WE ARE aLive.. painTing NOW..:)
Fortunately.. for those who live in mindful awareness
of feelings and senses as one with environment..
words and memories are meaningless
illusions that never exist
at all.. for
those who live life
in feeling sensing
Truth and Light
there is never
fear of losing
to LiGht a life
in Truth of
and the best way
to feel that is on the
smiling face of
the feelings are the
last to go.. for me
i lose them first
Write a poem in 10
out when ALL
The beauty of your ‘Cinemagenic’ Poetry
IS IT takes one back to non-verbal
sensory feeling life..
rather than texting
it to death..
real than players
of life.. the reality
you portray here is Truth
of past where humans are not
Do you ever notice
question.. i kNow
THAT in old films
My 94 year
old Aunt who lived
in a world of story
taling before TV
and Radio at
OH GOD i wanted
THAT so badNOW
OHGOD i just
LIVE like her
at 94.. and
is mine.. she
was my YODA..
her name way Jettie
NOT standard Jedi..
I can NOT talk
but i LISTEN
and NOW i
a Poem Play
is not yet
still live IT
I guess the first step is to look within..
and truly for years.. it is all external..
a rat race.. of energies stolen..
perhaps a couple of hours
on an Interstate road..
or a power outage
we are lucky
as fate will have it..
a draw within makes
human painting come fuller
alive in colors.. away from drab
grays of culture.. the power lives within
Just waiting.. tapping.. a higher US in FLOW..:)
Oh.. Dark Raven poems of Poe..
wHere no boat is free to Row..
Human heArt no longer Grows..
But wind comes with wingBow..
Human Being comes to Glow..:)
Ugh.. Decimated for Dinner..
can’t help but to think about
‘To Serve Human’.. the Dinner
Version of the Twilight Zone
Server in Black Book Form..:)
I suppose every human is created to create
and oh so many colors that comes in across
a span of life.. so much potential.. watered..
so much potential.. lost.. when no rain of US
waters each other.. through droughts of Life..:)
Grandfather born in Ireland.. a Song
of Irish Dance in my shoes.. a longing
comes for me from ‘Titanic’.. THAT Irish
Jig they do.. i don’t know if friend Maggie
somewhere.. 3+ Decades my Junior is Irish..
But last night i am on A ‘Titanic’ Singing
Dance of Irish Feat True.. This helping me..
Remembering Fulfilling Dream.. Irish Maiden
Song now.. Gold heArt is MineD for NOW..:)
A wise man once tells me the brain goes
wacky when it thinks there is no escape
as Catch 22 comes.. oh to master
that device.. of human
being.. is to
with or without
the permission of others..
but an escape comes first..
most often before free can even
be possible.. for wings that must
earn their way to free humanity..:)
The greaTest saint is the saint
willing to become the devil
sentenced to hell
similar to THAT
it is often
who bleeds Most..:)
Real Love is the drug that cures most ills..
Finding Real Love is often the challenge
of ‘JOB’ for those who are abused by
others.. no matter beauty.. money..
or style.. the soUl
is all thEre
is.. and without
spiRit expression of
an emotional heArt..
there can be no sOul
WHO lives free for Now..:)
Funny.. some folks wonder what a man who lives two thousand years ago.. will JUST DO.. IF alive today.. funny.. considering scholars suggest we only have 18% of his original words then… but you Know AND FEEL what.. i wonder and JUST DO.. WHAT WILL GOD REaLLY DO IF MANIFEST IN FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN.. WELL.. obviously as manifest as CAT GOD will roll around in the midday SUN in SAND just to be content alive.. feeling and sensing SAND and SUN together as ONE FORCE of CAT.. THE SAME APPLIES TO the cat who hugs the midnight grass JUST to be content as Leaves of Grass and Moon as one force of CAT.. until the hunt to live starts all over again.. for subsistence and in general SURVIVAL..
So what will a human maNiFestaTion of GOD
fullER do to experience ALL the GIFT of LIFE
THAT IS maNiFest togeTheR
AS ALL CREATION NOW..
Well.. i suggest that THiS reflecTion of GOD
will be best expressed AS musicians..
IN FACT OF POTENTIAL
GREAtEST EXPERIENCE OF
LIVING LIFE NOW IN
REAL HEAVEN NOW..
AT LEAST FOR
TrULY.. THE THREE LETTER
WORD GOD WILL BE BEST
EXPRESSING AS THE THREE
LETTER WORD ART.. JUST IMAGINE
WHAT LIFE WILL BE IF HUMANS
WORSHIP ART.. INSTEAD OF
A THREE LETTER WORD..
ART IS JUST DOING IT
NOW IN FLOW
A symptom of a human being out of balance..
is when someone asks what have you been up to and
you only have two words to respond with ‘working working’.. THAT was me for many years in the 9 to 5 grind.. with little to say..IN fight or flight.. survival mode.. administrating.. supervising.. mega multi-tasking computer MIND mechanical cognition activities… in financial management.. technical writing.. accounting.. personnel.. information technology associated duties.. etc.. etc.. etc..
Little to NO time for socializing.. re-creating..
and almost zero time or even with an
understanding HOW to PLAY ANYMORE…
RE-CREATION is REQUIRED
to keep human fresh and enthusiastic about life.. and truly human being play as creative dancers as foragers in flesh and blood touchy feely connections with an entire tribe as village to get the job of life done is a way of human being for hundreds of thousands of years…
Classical evolution is very slow.. Epigenetic and Neuroplastic change in one lifetime can be fast.. but when folks look to these terms they see the bright side of change after a major injury to the brain or rest of body.. BUT the dark side is much more prevalent in our society.. as we become functionality disabled social animals…
It can be hard to truly fully understand and FEEL this until something really catastrophic happens.. one is totally separated from the work world and culture as it stands.. and one has some time to really spend by themselves to reflect on what human being even means..
i am fortunate as my background in college is three degrees in Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. Health Science.. and Anthropology.. as i VAGUELY FEEL then in college that my straight A’s in mechanical cognition school activities are slowly killing my zest for life.. and human being in general…
No degrees for a fancy job for sure.. but degrees to learn about the human condition and what makes human being tick.. and TOCK.. and truly THAT wasn’t nearly enough as only life experience can teach…
Truly for me it’s simple NOW.. MOVE.. CONNECT.. and CREATE NOW.. yes in that order of importance.. and these are human muscles that range from biceps to emotional heart.. that MUST be used or will be lost in Negative Epigenetic and Neuroplastic Functional Disability in one life..
So yeah.. i make the Art of Happiness a Science and Practice it like an Art.. and the truth is in flesh and blood life people view me as the happiest person they’ve ever met.. and the truth is i can’t imagine being any HAPPIER than i am now.. but i feel there is room to be even happier.. and i am talking about a calm type of happiness that is never exhausting and always balanced where there are NO BIG ups and downs no matter how fast folks may view me dance.. talk or type.. smiles..
And i share all i know and feel of what works for me.. with the entire world.. as i have zero fear or anxiety.. to show what it is to be the happiest person I know and feel in the world… and yes.. i have the opposite perspective as well.. for THOSE many years.. in the polar other position of being deader than dead alive.. SO if i can come back from what i’ve come back from.. there must be a science to this human happiness thing that works.. at least for me.. smiles..
Yes it is ART OF HUMAN BEING CONTINUOUSLY PRACTICED ALL THE TIME NOW.. and society’s ever growing negative epigenetic and neuroplastic functionally disabling reality for human being is MECHANICAL COGNITION AS SYSTEMIZING SCIENCE MIND practiced most of the day behind a scream of 2D screen.. beyond the terror of any Twilight Zone show.. as one can totally not know OR FEEL they even live the Blue Pill Matrix.. without a balance of the red pill for a GREEN PILL REALITY..
The Oracle is the Truth and Light.. the Architect
is never ever truly FULLY human being…
ALONE WITH HIS OR HER COMPUTER…
And yes.. although I am retired now.. i could still be happy working as long as i am connecting to human beings in flesh and blood ways… and serving them instead of ruling them.. with cold hard mechanical cognition activities.. but I am born an empath.. and that is what makes empaths happy.. particularly if they are raised with a touchy feely unconditionally loving parent.. as is my greatest blessing with my Mother ‘Saint Helen’.. on that part of life.. the most important part that will predict if a person has even the capacity to ever be satisfied with the Power of Love.. overfilling all there is for Life.. as Light.. and Truth..:)
Sorry that is long.. TRULY too long for most people to wade through in our modern Twitter World.. but no matter who i meet.. stranger or friend.. i can’t help but to relate this.. ’cause IF I heard this when I am 45.. perhaps I might not have gone to REAL HUMAN Hell for over 5 years.. they don’t teach you how to be human in school.. not even in those three degree I received.. and yeah.. there’s much more to it than that.. as my 11 million other words typed online since November of 2010 suggest..:)
But still so simple to me now..
MOVE.. CONNECT.. CREATE…
A GREEN PILL
OF LIFE IS ALIVE..:)
The sad reality is.. there may be
no way some folks can escape
THAT ‘Blue Pill Reality’.. as
society is designed
Series’ IS a metaphor
for REALITY NOW2..:)
Welcome Back! from your vacation from writing.. Dear Bjorn.. and yes.. Andrew is one whopper of a Hurricane.. vividly still in my memory from 1992.. and AT that time no big Hurricanes yet for me to experience at home.. and believe it or not hoping it will come where i live then.. to some smaller degree.. for the excitement of that experience as well..
Well.. Erin comes in 1995.. and then we do get a little bit of Opal.. that same year.. and then Dennis rounds out my life hurricane experiences on the Panhandle of Florida.. after Ivan and Katrina…
But truly.. i think what i like most about the anticipation of a Hurricane.. is that it brings folks together in my community.. even before the Hurricane.. where a common bonding purpose.. other than divisive stuff like politics and religion.. is something everyone CAN agree to as a common purpose and goal for basic subsistence and human survival.. all time NOW..
Yes.. a common purpose.. and goal for basic subsistence of human survival is the oil for human social cooperation.. perhaps we as a world are too spoiled to LOVE..
PERHAPS THAT IS FIXinGTO CHANGE..
PLAYING THE STORM ALERT MUSIC
ONE MORE TIME for the 7th NOW..
IF I HAVE TO
DEVIL.. TO DO
Hmm… IS THAT
Haha.. i am the medicine.. huh..
winks and smiles.. yes.. life
is stranger than
at least by me..
wITh Spirit Guide
THAT’S HARD TO MISS..
for some FOLKS like
And oh my goodness you bring
a reminder OF ONE Of the most psychologically
sychronistic meaningful eventS of my life..
by mentioning a
Hurricane of Fred..
Well.. with Hurricane
Frederick back in 1979..
there is no flesh and
blood Katrina for me
then.. but she is living
in the area at 9 years of
age.. and me 19 with a
recently broken First
with a SWEET
who i believe
and FEEL is the
first and last for
me at the tender age
of 19 then.. but anyWHO
it seems that every time
i am on the verge of breaking..
something in culture breaks too..
from the day of Hurricane Frederick..
to Erin.. when chronic work stress is
breaking me down.. to Ivan and Katrina..
to Dennis where the tourniquet on my
heart.. soul.. and spirit.. is
killing me everynow.. to
911.. a cultural instead
of Nature storm
to the giant
of the Summer
of 2008.. the only
thing of Interest
keeping my mind off
the worst known
pain to humankind
then.. Life is
are gone HERE..
and as mentioned
before.. i pay no
attention to my
Interest of Hurricanes
anymore on the 8’s of
every weather channel
of Summer Storm Dreaming
in days before.. Life is
hmm and perhaps
THAT is a great
that there is a
Hurricane Fred and Kate..
scheduled for this year..
Hi Jenny.. thAnks for
dropPing by anD NatURe
is NOT finishEd
sHe IS beGinNing
to sPeak.. MOReNOW..:)
Hi Hank.. thanks for stopping by with those honest words of appreciation and respect.. and truly i am a driven HUman in all waking hours.. of song.. dance.. and in general
that’s the best pArt for me..
and yeah.. not
everyone gets to spend..
365/7 ACTUALLY DOING ART..
so this obviously
ART.. OH HOW
I WISH MORE PEOPLE
ARE ENABLED AS ART..
instead of cogs
in a machine
hAnds of subjuGating
and FeAr mongeRing
Hi Madeleine.. thanks for the kind words.. and honestly haha! i have no idea either.. it’s something i really don’t think about in terms of productivity each day in a post.. in fact.. i rarely think when i type at all.. it’s amazing that it makes any sense at all.. but it seems like there is some force guiding my fingers.. or perhaps it is just practice and flow.. and i guess that is the same thing anyway.. smiles.. hope your now is going great.. and this thing isn’t finished yet.. as i continue to prepare for the next post too.. however.. that may flow too..:)
August 6th.. and the Dog Days of Summer coming to an end.. a post by ‘you’ on May 13th.. and a wonderful assurance that you are alive and well.. this month too.. and in my online journeys i come across a spirit like you.. in fact i have to look twice to make sure it is not you speaking on another blog.. as this person says lovely comments of love to all who visit her blog.. and she tells me almost immediately that her blog is equally mine as hers.. just as you do when i first come here..
It is that loving connection with others that makes a blog magic.. no matter what the form or substance of the words that come from heart expressed as spirit of mind and body balanced soul of human are.. Yes.. it is the connection and the LOVE that counts and that has never changed for social animals.. humans or dogs.. the same..
A happy human is a human who connects.. reaching out to others.. when all cold days can and do finally end of heart.. expressed spirit of soul.. but anyway.. it’s good to know and feel you are still here somewhere and all that reach of my eyes of heart in spirit expressed soul.. still touches yours as well somewhere as bond of Friendship Love can be the strongest of all..
And finally with me.. coming up to my 4000th mile of Dance Walking this month.. as i start that Journey shortly after my recovery when i meet you back in July of 2013.. and now up to 11 million words of Hurricane wordy me.. hehe.. since November 26th 2010.. and yeah.. you still blow some of that wind at my back.. from your Kind and Courageous… Unconditional Words of Love.. back in the Summer of 2013..
I am always praying and hoping.. that your Love will come back here to connect with so many other Eyes of Love as it does before.. but i know and FEEL Full ocean of life.. the calm waters.. the growing waves.. the Tsunami’s spreading of this and that.. and Tidal Wives that seem to wash it all away with flooding water of eyes as well.. but any effort to spark a heArt.. a soUl.. a spiRit.. is beyond a price of earthly gold.. for it is the feelings of US
AND AS ALWAYS
SEE YOU ON THE 6TH…:)
Wife Katrina VideoTapes me doing my
Dance Walking Thingy in Dick’s Sporting Goods Store
for two quick videos in a warm-up.. for DANCE..
and this is numbers one and two..
Additionally.. part of a celebration
of my 4000th dance walking mile
coming up in this 24th month
of August in the next couple of weeks..
AND YES.. it appears that it is turning
out to be a month long celebration..
after all it is a first.. people have walked
and run across the United States in these
kind of distances.. but dance in
two years.. in public
perhaps.. but no documented
record of it like this..
And after that.. below is my resume of happiness
from Facebook.. a pictorial documentation
of MOVING CONNECTING AND JUST
CREATING BY DOING IT EVERYNOW
OF EVERY DAY..
MYSELF FROM HEAD TO TOE..
without worry or shame over
just being me and expressing
it all with NO RESERVATIONS
OF HOW OR WHY
SOMEONE MAY OR
MAY NOT LIKE WHAT
I DO TO FULLY AND HONESTLY
EXPLORE IN EXPRESSING
MYSELF AND GROWING
AS A HUMAN BEING IN
BALANCE OF MIND AND BODY..
MASCULINE AND FEMININE..
LOVE AND COURAGE..
!FIGHT FOR SURVIVAL!
And a clear and PRESENT NOW
MESSAGE TO NEVER EVER GIVE UP
ON LIFE.. as I’VE BEEN TO THE LOWEST
STONE HARD HEART GROUND LEVEL
OF STAGNATION OF DEATH
19 medically assessed disorders..
including the worst pain known to mankind
type two Trigeminal Neuralgia for 66 LONG LONG
MONTHS.. A PLACE OF REAL HUMAN LITERAL HELL
THAT NO FLAMES OR WORDS OF HUMAN BEINGS
CAN COME CLOSE TO APPROXIMATING THE
REALITY OF THAT HELL THAT IS
TO THIS NOW IN LIFE..
ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE IN THIS LIFE
FOR THOSE WHO TRULY BELIEVE IN A HIGHER
POWER INSIDE THAN WHAT CULTURE.. RELIGION
OR SCIENCE SUGGESTS IS POSSIBLE FOR
HUMAN BEINGS.. GOD EXISTS
SENSE IT OR NOT..
AND THIS FORCE OF GOD THAT IS
ALL NATURAL IS A GIFT
THAT IS OURS TO EXPRESS
I FIND A WAY
THAT WORKS FOR ME..
BY NEVER EVER GIVING UP..
NOT BELIEVING OTHER FOLKS
WHEN THEY SAY IT’S JUST YOUR IMAGINATION
OR WHATEVER.. WELL YEAH.. I VISUALIZED IT FIRST
IN IMAGINATION AS LUCID WAKING DREAMS..
I WRITE IT DOWN..
OF THE RESULTS
OF REAL ALL NATURAL
AND TRULY THAT
MAGIC IS JUST THE FLOW..
THE MOVING.. THE HUMAN
CONNECTIONS TO EACH OTHER..
AND THE REST OF NATURE AKA GOD..
THE POWER OF UNCONDITIONAL
TOUGH AND PASSIONATE
So yeah.. i TURN THE BEAT AROUND
AND THAT IS THE THEME SONG FOR
THE DANCING IN THE TWO VIDEOS
AND MY MESSAGE TO