LIVE IN THE NOW!..
THE HEAVEN OF BLISS!
THAT CAN BE FOREVERMORE NOW!
YEAH..i know..easier said than done..
WHEN ya find a path that works for YOU!..
YES! ONLY YOU! NOW!
SO..after 7 years of illness
leading to a total of 19 documented medical disorders..
including Anhedonia and Alexithymia..
the true HUMAN HELL OF NEVER FEELING PLEASURE..
OR POSITIVE EMOTIONS AT ALL!
with the worst pain known to mankind..
type two..Trigeminal Neuralgia..
finAlly leaving my waking hours..
365 days a year for 5 years..
YES! ending last July 2013..
i LET THAT PAST real HUWOMAN HELL! GO..
AND ONLY LIVE!
HAKUNA MATATA OF NOW!
MY LEGS ARE STILL GOING NUMB THEN..
WHEN i walk forward to increase my strength..
from that spinal stenosis..
i am diagnosed with 2…
no pain medication will stop that..
I LISTEN TO MY SOUL..
i talk a step back in REVERSE!
ANOTHER..ANOTHER..AND YES ANOTHER 2!
AND NEXT THING YA KNOW i’m dancing everywhere i go!
LIKE A WILD TAI CHI TIGER BUTTERFLY SET FREE!
AFTER ALMOST A YEAR IS PAST..
APPROACHING 2000! MILES OF THIS DANCE WALKING STYLE..
IN ALL METRO STORES i go!
DOCUMENTED on my super kool..
NIKE PLUS SPORTS WATCH TOO!
i am dancing in a BRUCE LEE! LIKE!
FREE STYLE VERSION!
KUNG FU TRUE!D
ORIGINAL CHINESE KUNG FU PHILOSOPHY 2!
i bet cha think i’m gonna talk about the Lion King 2..
i think i’ll do that WriTE now2!
The Lion King is another
DEEP AND TOUCHING DISNEY STORY!
ABOUT THE POWER OF DARK AND LIGHT
THE GREATEST LIGHTS OF ALL..!
TO THE CORE OF MOTHER NATURE..
DISNEY DOES STAY!
in most of the movies..
i DO SEE!
MOTHER NATURE TRUE!
AKA GOD1 TOO!
IS THE NATURE!
OF WHAT DISNEY DOES!
SO TRUE 2!
AND HELL YES1!
SURE DISNEY PROPAGATES!
THE GOLDEN SPIRAL OF 6
6 6 6
THE GOLDEN SPIRAL GOES!
IT’S EVERYWhERE WE SEE..
1.618 RATIO OF GOD1 TRUE!
EVEN AS SCIENCE NOW SHOWS..!
THE SMALLEST UNITS IMAGINABLE!
SCIENCE IN QUANTUM PHYSICS2!1~!2!
NOW AFTER ALMOST A YEAR
DANCING AS THE GOLDEN SPIRAL flow!
EVEN THE FORM OF MY BODY
STRAIGHT MALE NUDE ART TOO1!yes 1.618 ratio TRUE1!
REFLECTS THE GOLDEN SPIRAL IN RENAISSANCE LIKE FLOW
STATUE OF KING DAVID TOO!..
LIKE that anyway..
if ya look at it like art..
instead of some contrived
evil thingy of course!
ON COURSE TRUE1..2!1.618
IN GOLDEN SPIRAL PHOTED ART!
THE GREATEST GIFT!
GOD GIVES US..!
IN TEMPLE OF GOD TRUE!
ALL THE WAY!
I WILL TELL YA THIS..
AND THIS IS TRUE FOR SURE!
FOR ME @LEAST!
MIRACLES DO HAPPEN..!
NEVER EVER NEVER GIVE UP WILL..!
AND COME TO ONE DAY..
NO MATTER HOW MUCH ADVERSITY OR HOW LONG IT TAKES..
IN THE PRESENT OF NOW!
AND LET THE DOUBT..
IMAGINED IN PAST AND FUTURE!
and will KILL!
THE HUWOMAN BODY..
BEYOND WITH ALL IT IS!
i can ONLY!
relate MY PATH!
IN HOPES !
THAT MAY HELP YA !
OWN YOUR OWNED WAY..
FOR YA OWN TRUE WILL.!
.UNDER AND ABOVE..
INSIDE AND OUTSIDE
HEAD TO TOE!
YoUR SACRED TEMPLED BODY OF GOD2!
WITH THE TARGET!
THE GOLDEN RULE OF UNCONDITIONAL SACRED LOVE TRUE1!2!2!1! ALLITIS..!
MOTHER NATURE TRUE..!
that is WHAT!
i most definitely WILL!
continue to DO!
GOD WILLING OF COURSE
THE GRACE OF ALLITIS..!
MOTHER NATURE TRUE..!
ONE FORCE OF ALL IT IS!
NOW.. FOREVERMORE NOW!
THAT’S A PRETTY LONG RANT HUH!..
i AM GONNA WEAR
TO FREE STYLE DANCE
WITH ALL THE WILD EYED COLLEGE KIDS..
AT ‘OLE SEVILLE QUARTER
FOR THE YES!
21ST CONSECUTIVE RAVE DANCE WEEK
And now surely
as is the case
for 21 straight weeks now..
sometime during the course of my three hour
non-breaker SUPER MARATHON..
FREE STYLE WILD DANCE..
HOW THE HELL!
DO YA DO THAT!
NEVER EVEN NEED A DRINK OF WATER..
WHAT KINDA DAM DRUGS ARE YA ON..
WHATEVER IT IS..
i most definitely DO!
WANT! SOME OF THAT!
i’lll just say..
Hakuna Matata friend..
i just DANCE TOTALLY STRESS FREE!
IN THE GOLDEN SPIRAL OF GOD!
natural IS WHAT
all other THINGS! 2!
AND USUALLY AT THIS POINT..
THEY ARE FAIRLY DRUNK
TO GET THE NERVE UP
TO ASK ME..
ON SOME OTHER NOVEL DRUG
MORE THAN LIKELY..
THEIR MOUTH WILL HANG OPEN..
WITH THE WTF LOOK!..
‘WHAT DID HE SAY’!..
i’ll just keep smiling in FEAT OF TRUTH!
IN TOTALLY FREE FEET!
HAKUNA MATATA TRUE!
ONE DAY SOON..!
DUDE OR DUDETTE!
ONE DAY TOMMORROW..
omg EVEN NOW!
DECADES TO COME LATER..
i get it!..
i’m in a place of the HEAVEN
TRUE KINGDOM OF NOW BLISS..
LIKE THAT DUDE WHO i thINK IS crazy!
dancing on some kind
SUPER KOOL DRUG!..
BACK IN THEM DAYS AT ‘OLE SEVILLE!
HE WAS HIGH ALRIGHT..
LIKE ME NOW2!
wRite NOW stILL!
i kinda made it hard to understand
if i was talking about me or theY..
in that last flow of words..huh..;)
it matters NOT..
i CAN ONLY HOPE!..
WE ARE ALL IN THIS GAME
SACRED LOVING WAYS..
IN DARK OR LIGHT!
IT TRULY MATTERS NOT TOO!
WHEN YA SEE IT THAT WAY..!
NOT MANY PEOPLE
LOOK AT YA LIKE FRIEND..
i truly do think..!
i do now..!
FRIEND AND ENEMY!
DOWN TO THE GRAIN OF SAND..
THAT GRINDS YoUR FOOT..
THE SMALLEST GOLDEN SPIRAL
QUANTUM PHYSICS PARTICLE LIKE THINGY!
THAT IS ThERE..!
THAT YA NEVER SEE..
BUT IS STILL!
AN INTEGRAL PART!
THE ALL THAT IS!
just! LIKE YA!
NEVER THE LESS..
IN THE KINGDOM OF NOW!
THE TRUEST PRESENT OF PLEASURE..
WORKING WITH! GRAVITY!
THAT CAN BE NOW!
float….like a butterfly….SING…..like a bee…
One more restricted link coming…
Ah.. there is sure dancing in your words too.. I’m glad it works for you .. 🙂
Thanks Bjorn..in so many times..in now..thank goodness..so many things..i adapt to..do work..there is always another step in the dance of life..
just an eyelash2.;)
As long as there is some kind of human connection…
def. live for the now and try to get the burdens off our shoulders…
Hi Claudia..oh goodness if i still wear the toil and trouble of the responsibilities of manager over others job..this WILL be much more the challenge than it is now..now…
And interesting..thaT of the people ya heAR of that find bliss..like Yeshua..Jesus..or Muhammad..they are taken IN by someone..AND BASICALLY LIVE FOR FREE..PER THE 9 TO 5 GRIND OR MORE..THAT MOST PEOPLE MUST MEET..
for basic subsistence..yes..
yes..the enlightened ones..with the responsibilities..
of real life work..
So is happiness just the illusion of leisure..
perhaps it is..
but happiness..and or bliss..
is still truly
smiles…i would totally love to hear you read something…when you write i can feel your pace usually…and your stresses are always in caps…living in the now…that is as much a mindset and discipline as anything…there is so much to take you away from it…and i def believe you can find god in anything…
Per the lengthy comment associated with the autism spectrum disorder thingy..i left on the main page..i always sing..in a sing song talk anyway..and singing in general is always a natural thing to me..as i do in church every Sunday morning..haha..leading the choir up front with Catholic church microphones..from my back pew..as catholics are notorious for not singing in church anyway..yeah..i’m the Whoopie Goldburg..ain’t no mountain high enough Catholic singer in the back..assuming ya saw that movie..i don’t think i out date that one on ya..now still at 54…
But..it’s funny as i feel funny singing my poetry on a youtube video that yes…i certainly have the courage to do now..but..i like to sing to the audience before me..and tailor it to their eyes..that i see reflecting my soul back..
or even their backs..i can feel so strongly sometimes..
in song or
in the Dance hall
aisles of Super Walmart
from the back
i sit on..singing
my really shy wife..that will never sit in any seat..where someone can see…
the back of her head..
Nah..not.. me anymore..
as haha ya know..
last Summer before July
for five whole years..
was terrifying to me..
The whole dam world was a terrifying regressed autism sensory
integration disintegration explosion of prickly pear..hell..
i built up my energy to once again fly free…
And this bird..keeps building up store of emotional bank roll..
and steely eye true…
for any rain storm..of emotional toil of toll of now to come yet!
in hurricane roar!
Yes..it’s hard to find words…that truly tell the extent of the storm..
that truly is my life..
the calm is where i stay now..in free flight soaring..around
BUT ANYWAY..MY VOICE of word in dance and song fluctuates..
anywhere between James Earl Jones..
and Freddie Mercury..
depending on who
if ya can
i love to the be the actor..
with no director..
formal play..in life of dance and song..:)true….to only me..and
the audience that i only can hope to please…
It’s much more fun being an extrovert..smiles..again..2!
sometimes i can’t believe
Another way of saying “be here and now” is “come to your senses”. Please do.
I went back to the blogpost you referred to (the Blogger blog post) but I could not find my comment and your response to it. But I found it in Disqus. So I answered to your response there. You should be able to find it if you go to your account in Disqus.
Oh..goodness Andrew..i am tHere..whether you see it or not..that is ok..friend..:)
I’m just parking this comment and link of poetry inspiration 4now..may be the next post for me..but for now..dance time is coming and it’s time to move in feet of grow in feat of movement poetry continuing to grow..
at the rave dance hall tonight..!
And yes..interesting as the more i create in words..the better i know i will create in feet tonight in feat of free! MOVES as my body flows free verse poetry..
in alignment with all!
YES! free in form of wild fire dance!yes..from head to toe!FREE!YES! it’s free!
all around me is what i do!
But any way as far as morrow comes..and words do flow..
perhaps the direction for morrow will come
here…yes now for
For me..this reminds me of the monumental task of writing anything all my life..daunted yes with the different fonts..just to get more than two lines together…that say something new..and not technical..like science abstract for peer review!
Oh creativity..Oh creativity! an ode! is their code to creativity..i think not in creative terms..
The art flows..
the faucet IS locked for decades…
and now the spicket explodes..
does it make sense i know not..
but i care no longer
but anyway thinks for the inspiration…
as far as i feel..
that’s how creativity truly flows..
from one faucet to another..
the poetry grows!
So true we only live now. We have to make the most of each day for what it presents us with!
Ahh..YES! Mary! and i do enjoy the pleasure of the present NOW!..smiles and have a great night 2!
am i more addicted to poetry or dance..
hmm..if i don’t stop writing
there will be no dance to night..
so nite nite computer..i’ll see ya again..
but for some more thoughts for morrow
when that now comes..
Here are they..inspired at this link here..!
with Dverse contributors free!
as always they are
The sea is so beautiful but scary in this way..reminds me of nah..not a head bobbing away..but a ring that falls off my fingers in the gulf sea of youth…
just a gum ball one
yes.. reminds me..then
and how large the ocean of Uni
But..i revel in that smallness now..
i wanna be a part of things..
but nah..not in charge of anything..
i’ll let the large things BE run..
by some ONE
with a much higher
pay grade than me….
i’ll just flow
and let IT ALL GO..
and let my mission
free…free..i DO row…..
I sense the joy and relief in your words, the quest for health and happiness as well, the search for inner and outer meaning, the excitement of life’s dance, and the beauty of each unhindered breath. This is obvious…
However, (not meaning to rain on your parade)..here are a few hints as you blog:
1. If you hit the SHIFT key and hold it down as you hit the ENTER key your text will single space (a big help in our being able to read your work (especially when it extends to more than 14 lines.)
2. The point of poetry is to compress your thoughts – see if you can suppress your emotions and give us the heart of your message in a much abbreviated form.
3. For this exercise you were meant to bold or italicize your stressed syllables as it was meant to give you a picture of the rhythms of the piece, but I think that in a piece this long that would have taxed you as much as it did me to try to find them. I worked out a bit of it where I found that you did “dance” through the poem using some of the usual metered English feet but nothing was regular here. You were truly ranging free — which of course is useful to know as well. I would have liked for you to “see” that for yourself though.
So that’s enough critical (and typographical) advice. I enjoy your joie de vivre and I am happy you feel at home here at dVerse!
Well actually i disagree with you Gay on point one..just for me of course..as i am here to create not to form..as my point in the space between words in the longitudinal flow..is not to not make the Caps i bring too aggressive..to the Caps phobic folks that do tread in Internet land..
But yes..i realize not everyone reads 10 to 15 times faster than the average human as IS my BLESSING i guess..in the hyperlexic form of autism..with difficulty in coherent speech and writing does bring to the table for me and others 2 of course…or the typing i am blessed with2 close to around 130 words per minute..
but i simply seek tolerance if nothing else more for my method of creative flow…
And on point 2..per my hyperlexic mind..compressing thoughts..is not a challenge i yet can meet..but i try try try..and yes will keep trying on that one too!
but for now..yes..it comes with the full package that i am as human being..
And on point 3..as i explained in my original comment of my method here..in the prompt comment..the form as actual shape of waved paragraphs is as the BEAT of my rhythm flows in golden spiral mean..that yes..can actually be measured..as 1.618…
and yes it’s a natural instinctual flow of form..that requires NO THINK..:)
Like the pyramids in Egypt if ya will..
i’m all for innovation..
and as always AS IS MY ENTIRE LIFE..
can only hope that folks
can accept the differences that does comprise
in totality of what i am as unusual human…
And yes..i do go to great lengths like this..
to at least
my differences in communication
that is yes still..
the autistic mind
that is me….
So do be completely CLEAR i am asking for
Some day i’ll catch up to ya normal folks..:)
The soul–intuition and instinct, dancing totally free. I like that. Powerful lines here!
Thanks Jeff..i thank you for your words of appreciation..have a great day..and smiles of course 2..:)
Congratulations on your healing. You sure are a happy guy. I’d be happy too if I’d physically recovered the way you have. I try to live in the here and now, and to be conscious of myself – how I respond to the world. You write so many words, its a little hard getting to the core of your message. I know it’s because your heart is swelling with joy. There’s def no harm in that. Hope you enjoy the dancing tonight. Take care. Hakuna Matata!
Thanks Myrna..i appreciate you understanding that..and being supportive..i write for the healing process..never for the affirmation of others..that is more of what i do in real life..when i dance or sing to actually please an audience..
i communicate here mostly to gain inspiration through the words of other folks..
and along the way it does make me happy when something i do inspires someone else too..
But again..i just let i flow..as a government worker for over 2 decades among three decades of bureaucratic red tape imprisoned instructions…
i choose to be totally free here..on the website i pay for..
The prison almost truly killed me…
So yes..this is continued therapy…
to generally speaking
keep my humanity intact..:)
smiles and have a great day friend..:)
Sometimes free flow is liberating, you dance freely here.
Thank you Anna..that i truly do..dance free in words..and getting ready here at 3 a.m. for adding my favorite Lion King song..The Circle of Life to accompany my real LIFe Marathon..3 hour.. superfast Kung Fu totAlly FREE STYLE DANCE event AT ‘OLE SEVILLE QUARTER IN PENSACOLA FL..coming home from this morning..now…
AND YES..i hope it doesn’t seem like bragging..but i am recognized at age 54 as the most innovative dancer at the club there..i learn to free..my body..mind..heart..soul..spirit..and beyond with allitis..and that is the source of my innovation! free!
And i do most definitely inspire SOME real LIFE folks to be Freest yet in real life too!as non-verbal language is 60 to 93 percent of the inherent reciprocal social communication.. where humans tell the real FULLEST tale of life..
as dance at one time is how messages ARE spread in details of emotion for the tribe..before complex abstract WRITTEN language IS DEVELOPED..AND IN TRUE FULL EFFECT..basically at times confuses more people than it communicates with effectively ..particularly where there is no non-verbal language to accompany the text..
Quite a challenge the English Language can be on the Internet….
i personally think the form of horizontal lines..with no creative effort of changing language as one goes is antiquated at best..but yes..i do never think like the heard of herd..either..smiles and have a great Friday..2!..:)
To live in the NOW is quite difficult and it needs long practice as we are tugged by our past as well as future…but i really like your joy that’s expressed in your being whether in the shirt print in Swahili or in your creative art…you really have an important message in your poem….
So true Sumana..and it has taken me all of 53 years..and now at 54 to arrive in NOW and stay tHere for a year!
Thanks so much for appreciating the message i bring…
It’s not always easy..and truly it’s nothing new on earth..
But yes..i think it’s worth repeating..again and again…
So smiles and continue to have a GREAT NOW!
Hey! I didn’t make it through the whole poem, but read enough to learn what JOY is and FEEL THE AMAZEMENT when EACH PAIN LEFT. I Imagine it like a devastating on-going roar then silence. AT LAST! SO that it’s almost too too, and a little noise could be a relief. (Sorry that I missed middle and end points. This is just to let you know i tried.)
Hey! To you Susan too .. Admittingly..this is way too long for some folks to consume ..I’ll make my next contribution much shorter …contributing these already written words is on an ADHD impulse.. If ya will..but never the ‘less’ big smiles from me as my mission at core is ‘just’ to share my joy in the total fredom..hmm..freedom of NOW!..:)!
I’m glad you didn’t give up! Bravo!
Haha..thanks again..and although i do seem to have a larger than average lexicon..giving up..does NOT exist in IT..so YES! Smiles again..:)!2!(:
Thanks..Snakypoet..i truly am passionately inspired whenever i write..:)!!
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