Don’t Worry…
LIVE IN THE NOW!..
THE HEAVEN OF BLISS!
THAT CAN BE FOREVERMORE NOW!
YEAH..i know..easier said than done..
BUT YES!
ACCOMPLISHABLE NOW!
WHEN ya find a path that works for YOU!..
YES! ONLY YOU! NOW!
SO..after 7 years of illness
leading to a total of 19 documented medical disorders..
including Anhedonia and Alexithymia..
the true HUMAN HELL OF NEVER FEELING PLEASURE..
OR POSITIVE EMOTIONS AT ALL!
AND FINALLY..
with the worst pain known to mankind..
type two..Trigeminal Neuralgia..
finAlly leaving my waking hours..
365 days a year for 5 years..
YES! ending last July 2013..
HOW WILL!
i LET THAT PAST real HUWOMAN HELL! GO..
TOTALLY GO..!
AND ONLY LIVE!
IN
THE
HAKUNA MATATA OF NOW!
WELL YES!
MY LEGS ARE STILL GOING NUMB THEN..
WHEN i walk forward to increase my strength..
from that spinal stenosis..
i am diagnosed with 2…
And nah..
no pain medication will stop that..
SO!
I LISTEN TO MY SOUL..
AKA
AS INTUITION
AND
INSTINCT ONE
AND SAME1!
i talk a step back in REVERSE!
ANOTHER..ANOTHER..AND YES ANOTHER 2!
AND NEXT THING YA KNOW i’m dancing everywhere i go!
LIKE A WILD TAI CHI TIGER BUTTERFLY SET FREE!
AND NOW..!
AFTER ALMOST A YEAR IS PAST..
APPROACHING 2000! MILES OF THIS DANCE WALKING STYLE..
IN ALL METRO STORES i go!
DOCUMENTED on my super kool..
NIKE PLUS SPORTS WATCH TOO!
i am dancing in a BRUCE LEE! LIKE!
FREE STYLE VERSION!
OF
KUNG FU TRUE!D
TESTED..
ORIGINAL CHINESE KUNG FU PHILOSOPHY 2!
Hmm..
well..
i bet cha think i’m gonna talk about the Lion King 2..
well…
i think i’ll do that WriTE now2!
The Lion King is another
DEEP AND TOUCHING DISNEY STORY!
ABOUT THE POWER OF DARK AND LIGHT
AND
ADVERSITY
AND
HOPE!
TO CREATE!
THE GREATEST LIGHTS OF ALL..!
TRUE!
TO THE CORE OF MOTHER NATURE..
DISNEY DOES STAY!
in most of the movies..
i DO SEE!
OF
DISNEY TRUE!
ALLITIS..!
ALLASONE..!
MOTHER NATURE TRUE!
AKA GOD1 TOO!
IS THE NATURE!
OF WHAT DISNEY DOES!
SO TRUE 2!
AND HELL YES1!
SURE DISNEY PROPAGATES!
THE GOLDEN SPIRAL OF 6
OR
9
OR
6 6 6
OR
999
WHERE EVER!
THE GOLDEN SPIRAL GOES!
AFTER ALL!
IT’S EVERYWhERE WE SEE..
1.618 RATIO OF GOD1 TRUE!
IN
GALAXIES..
FETUSES..
NAUTILUS SHELLS..
SUN FLOWERS
AND
OMG!
EVEN AS SCIENCE NOW SHOWS..!
IN
THE SMALLEST UNITS IMAGINABLE!
IN
SCIENCE IN QUANTUM PHYSICS2!1~!2!
OH!
AND YES1!
ME TOO!..
NOW AFTER ALMOST A YEAR
OF
DANCING AS THE GOLDEN SPIRAL flow!
EVEN THE FORM OF MY BODY
IN
STRAIGHT MALE NUDE ART TOO1!yes 1.618 ratio TRUE1!
REFLECTS THE GOLDEN SPIRAL IN RENAISSANCE LIKE FLOW
OF
THE
STATUE OF KING DAVID TOO!..
WELL..
sorta..
kinda…
LIKE that anyway..
if ya look at it like art..
instead of some contrived
AND
OR
IMAGINED
evil thingy of course!
INSTEAD
OF
ON COURSE TRUE1..2!1.618
again!
i
say
TRUE!
IN GOLDEN SPIRAL PHOTED ART!
OF
THE GREATEST GIFT!
GOD GIVES US..!
IN TEMPLE OF GOD TRUE!
AND FREE!
ALL THE WAY!
BABY!
TRUE!
http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/08/thomas-37-stripping.html
WELL..
I WILL TELL YA THIS..
AND THIS IS TRUE FOR SURE!
FOR ME @LEAST!
MIRACLES DO HAPPEN..!
YES! !
THEY CAN!
AND DO!
AND
WILL!
COME TRUE!
FOR THOSE!
WHO!
NEVER EVER NEVER GIVE UP WILL..!
AND COME TO ONE DAY..
NO MATTER HOW MUCH ADVERSITY OR HOW LONG IT TAKES..
TO!
BELIEVE!
AND
HAVE!
TOTAL FAITH!
IN THE PRESENT OF NOW!
TRUE!
AND LET THE DOUBT..
WORRY..
STRESS
AND
MOREOVER FEAR!
ALL GO!
IMAGINED IN PAST AND FUTURE!
THAT CAN!
and will KILL!
THE HUWOMAN BODY..
MIND..
HEART..
SOUL..
SPIRIT..
AND
BEYOND WITH ALL IT IS!
TRUE!
i can ONLY!
relate MY PATH!
IN HOPES !
OF
SPARKING SOMETHING!
!ANYTHING!
THAT MAY HELP YA !
OWN YOUR OWNED WAY..
FOR YA OWN TRUE WILL.!
.UNDER AND ABOVE..
INSIDE AND OUTSIDE
IN
HEAD TO TOE!
OF!
YoUR SACRED TEMPLED BODY OF GOD2!
WITH THE TARGET!
OF
THE GOLDEN RULE OF UNCONDITIONAL SACRED LOVE TRUE1!2!2!1! ALLITIS..!
ALLASONE..!
MOTHER NATURE TRUE..!
AKA!
GOD2!
and
YES!
that is WHAT!
i most definitely WILL!
continue to DO!
ALWAYS!
FOREVERMORE NOW..!
GOD WILLING OF COURSE
WITH
THE GRACE OF ALLITIS..!
ALLASONE!
MOTHER NATURE TRUE..!
ONCE AGAIN..!
i SAY!
AKA
GOD!2 TRUE!
ONE FORCE OF ALL IT IS!
NOW.. FOREVERMORE NOW!
SO ANYWAY..
THAT’S A PRETTY LONG RANT HUH!..
this IS!
THE SHIRT!
i AM GONNA WEAR
TO FREE STYLE DANCE
SOME MORE!
WITH ALL THE WILD EYED COLLEGE KIDS..
AT ‘OLE SEVILLE QUARTER
IN
PENSACOLA FL
FOR THE YES!
21ST CONSECUTIVE RAVE DANCE WEEK
FOR ME2!
And now surely
as is the case
for 21 straight weeks now..
sometime during the course of my three hour
non-breaker SUPER MARATHON..
FREE STYLE WILD DANCE..
OF
NEVER
SEEMINGLY
GETING TIRED..
SOMEONE..
WILL ASK!
HEY DUDE!
HOW THE HELL!
DO YA DO THAT!
AND
NEVER EVEN NEED A DRINK OF WATER..
WHAT KINDA DAM DRUGS ARE YA ON..
AND PLEASE!
OMG..!
WHATEVER IT IS..
i most definitely DO!
WANT! SOME OF THAT!
i’lll just say..
Hakuna Matata friend..
i just DANCE TOTALLY STRESS FREE!
IN THE GOLDEN SPIRAL OF GOD!
ALL!
natural IS WHAT
i am!
in dance!
and
all other THINGS! 2!
AND USUALLY AT THIS POINT..
THEY ARE FAIRLY DRUNK
TO GET THE NERVE UP
TO ASK ME..
OR
ARE MAYBE
ON SOME OTHER NOVEL DRUG
THEMSELVES..
OF
SUBSTANCE KIND..
SO!
MORE THAN LIKELY..
then..
THEIR MOUTH WILL HANG OPEN..
WITH THE WTF LOOK!..
‘WHAT DID HE SAY’!..
AND
i’ll just keep smiling in FEAT OF TRUTH!
IN TOTALLY FREE FEET!
OF
HAKUNA MATATA TRUE!
and
HOPE!
AND
PRAY!
ONE DAY SOON..!
THAT..
THAT!
DUDE OR DUDETTE!
WILL!
REFLECT!
ONE DAY TOMMORROW..
omg EVEN NOW!
OR
DECADES TO COME LATER..
OH!
NOW!
i get it!..
i’m in a place of the HEAVEN
OF
THE
TRUE KINGDOM OF NOW BLISS..
LIKE THAT DUDE WHO i thINK IS crazy!
dancing on some kind
of
NEW!
SUPER KOOL DRUG!..
BACK IN THEM DAYS AT ‘OLE SEVILLE!
WELL..
YEAH..!
HE WAS HIGH ALRIGHT..
ALL NATURAL..!
ON LIFE..!
OMg!
YES!
LIKE ME NOW2!
wRite NOW stILL!
Hmm..
i kinda made it hard to understand
if i was talking about me or theY..
in that last flow of words..huh..;)
WELL..
it matters NOT..
AS YAH..SEE..
i CAN ONLY HOPE!..
ya CAN!
see…
WE ARE ALL IN THIS GAME
OF
A LIVE
AND
SACRED LOVING WAYS..
IN DARK OR LIGHT!
IT TRULY MATTERS NOT TOO!
OF WHO
IS
WHO!
OF
!WE!..
AND!
WHEN YA SEE IT THAT WAY..!
NOT MANY PEOPLE
MAY NECESSARILY
LOOK AT YA LIKE FRIEND..
BUT!
i truly do think..!
as
i do now..!
ya WILL!
THEN!
SEE EVERYONE!
FRIEND AND ENEMY!
AS
FRIEND ALIKE!
DOWN TO THE GRAIN OF SAND..
THAT GRINDS YoUR FOOT..
IN
SHOE UNCLEAN..
TO
THE SMALLEST GOLDEN SPIRAL
OF
QUANTUM PHYSICS PARTICLE LIKE THINGY!
THAT IS ThERE..!
THAT YA NEVER SEE..
BUT IS STILL!
AN INTEGRAL PART!
OF
THE ALL THAT IS!
just! LIKE YA!
NEVER THE LESS..
IN THE KINGDOM OF NOW!
THE TRUEST PRESENT OF PLEASURE..
WORKING WITH! GRAVITY!
NOT AGAINST!
THAT CAN BE NOW!
float….like a butterfly….SING…..like a bee…
BE FREE!
y NOT..
BE FREE!
HAKUNA MATATA2!..:)!
And
yes..!
more
FUN
DANCE
PHOTOS
COMING
SOON..
AFTER
RAVE
DANCING
ENDS
SOMETIME
AFTER
3AM
TOMMORROW
FOR
ME!
AND
YES!
PERHAPS..
ANOTHER
RESTRICTED
LINK
COMING
2
DEPENDING
ON
HOW
MY
GOLDEN
SPIRAL
FORM
IN
TRUE!
FULLY!
EXPOSED
AND
FREE!
TEMPLE
OF
GOD!
FLOWS..!
GOES..!
AND
OR
GLOWS!
TONIGHT
TRUE!
AS
CHILD..
YES!
TOTaLLy!
FREE!
CHILD!
OF
GOD!
WITH
SMILES!
AND
WINKS!
TOO!
wRITE
HERE
NOW
IN
THE
KINGDOM
OF
THE
HEAVEN
OF
NOW!
IN
TOTAL!
HUWOMAN!
@
LEAST
FOR
ME..
AND!
YAH!
i
WISH!
AND
HOPE!
AND
PRAY!
FOR
YA!
2
ONE
NOW
SOON!
IF
NOT
NOW
NOW!
!2HAKUNA MATATA2!
!TRUE!
1
!UNCONDITIONAL!
!SACRED!
!LOVE!
!TRUE!
1
!
i
!
HU
WO
MAN
i
fest
in
I
TRUE
2
!
i
I
1
One more restricted link coming…
but
@
6AM..
not
now..
now
later..;)
http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/08/lion-king-stripping.html
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI 
Ah.. there is sure dancing in your words too.. I’m glad it works for you .. 🙂
Thanks Bjorn..in so many times..in now..thank goodness..so many things..i adapt to..do work..there is always another step in the dance of life..
whether foot..
or hand..
or
just an eyelash2.;)
As long as there is some kind of human connection…
there is
life
to
me..:)
def. live for the now and try to get the burdens off our shoulders…
Hi Claudia..oh goodness if i still wear the toil and trouble of the responsibilities of manager over others job..this WILL be much more the challenge than it is now..now…
And interesting..thaT of the people ya heAR of that find bliss..like Yeshua..Jesus..or Muhammad..they are taken IN by someone..AND BASICALLY LIVE FOR FREE..PER THE 9 TO 5 GRIND OR MORE..THAT MOST PEOPLE MUST MEET..
for basic subsistence..yes..
yes..the enlightened ones..with the responsibilities..
of real life work..
left behind..
So is happiness just the illusion of leisure..
perhaps it is..
but happiness..and or bliss..
is still truly
reality
as
one
can
feel
it
ALWAYS NOW..:)
smiles…i would totally love to hear you read something…when you write i can feel your pace usually…and your stresses are always in caps…living in the now…that is as much a mindset and discipline as anything…there is so much to take you away from it…and i def believe you can find god in anything…
Per the lengthy comment associated with the autism spectrum disorder thingy..i left on the main page..i always sing..in a sing song talk anyway..and singing in general is always a natural thing to me..as i do in church every Sunday morning..haha..leading the choir up front with Catholic church microphones..from my back pew..as catholics are notorious for not singing in church anyway..yeah..i’m the Whoopie Goldburg..ain’t no mountain high enough Catholic singer in the back..assuming ya saw that movie..i don’t think i out date that one on ya..now still at 54…
But..it’s funny as i feel funny singing my poetry on a youtube video that yes…i certainly have the courage to do now..but..i like to sing to the audience before me..and tailor it to their eyes..that i see reflecting my soul back..
or even their backs..i can feel so strongly sometimes..
in song or
DANCE..
YES..
in the Dance hall
aisles of Super Walmart
OR
from the back
pew
i sit on..singing
every Sunday
with
my really shy wife..that will never sit in any seat..where someone can see…
the back of her head..
Nah..not.. me anymore..
as haha ya know..
but true..
before
last Summer before July
for five whole years..
the thought
of entering
even Whataburger
for
15 minutes
was terrifying to me..
The whole dam world was a terrifying regressed autism sensory
integration disintegration explosion of prickly pear..hell..
i built up my energy to once again fly free…
And this bird..keeps building up store of emotional bank roll..
and steely eye true…
for any rain storm..of emotional toil of toll of now to come yet!
in hurricane roar!
Yes..it’s hard to find words…that truly tell the extent of the storm..
that truly is my life..
to date..
now..
the calm is where i stay now..in free flight soaring..around
the
sun.
BUT ANYWAY..MY VOICE of word in dance and song fluctuates..
anywhere between James Earl Jones..
and Freddie Mercury..
depending on who
the audience
is..:)
if ya can
hear
that now…;)
i love to the be the actor..
with no director..
producer..
or
formal play..in life of dance and song..:)true….to only me..and
the audience that i only can hope to please…
It’s much more fun being an extrovert..smiles..again..2!
sometimes i can’t believe
this is
really
me…..
Another way of saying “be here and now” is “come to your senses”. Please do.
I went back to the blogpost you referred to (the Blogger blog post) but I could not find my comment and your response to it. But I found it in Disqus. So I answered to your response there. You should be able to find it if you go to your account in Disqus.
Oh..goodness Andrew..i am tHere..whether you see it or not..that is ok..friend..:)
I’m just parking this comment and link of poetry inspiration 4now..may be the next post for me..but for now..dance time is coming and it’s time to move in feet of grow in feat of movement poetry continuing to grow..
at the rave dance hall tonight..!
And yes..interesting as the more i create in words..the better i know i will create in feet tonight in feat of free! MOVES as my body flows free verse poetry..
in alignment with all!
YES! free in form of wild fire dance!yes..from head to toe!FREE!YES! it’s free!
all around me is what i do!
But any way as far as morrow comes..and words do flow..
perhaps the direction for morrow will come
in due
time
here…yes now for
morrow time…
now
then
for
now!
http://incompletecompilation.blogspot.com/2014/08/until-you-marry-it.html
For me..this reminds me of the monumental task of writing anything all my life..daunted yes with the different fonts..just to get more than two lines together…that say something new..and not technical..like science abstract for peer review!
Oh creativity..Oh creativity! an ode! is their code to creativity..i think not in creative terms..
The art flows..
the faucet IS locked for decades…
and now the spicket explodes..
does it make sense i know not..
but i care no longer
to know…
but anyway thinks for the inspiration…
as far as i feel..
that’s how creativity truly flows..
from one faucet to another..
drip
drip
the poetry grows!
So true we only live now. We have to make the most of each day for what it presents us with!
Ahh..YES! Mary! and i do enjoy the pleasure of the present NOW!..smiles and have a great night 2!
am i more addicted to poetry or dance..
hmm..if i don’t stop writing
there will be no dance to night..
so nite nite computer..i’ll see ya again..
after 3AM….
but for some more thoughts for morrow
when that now comes..
Here are they..inspired at this link here..!
with Dverse contributors free!
as always they are
here!
http://mytinythroes.wordpress.com/2014/08/14/the-wave/
The sea is so beautiful but scary in this way..reminds me of nah..not a head bobbing away..but a ring that falls off my fingers in the gulf sea of youth…
just a gum ball one
but yet..
yes.. reminds me..then
of
how small
i
really am…
and how large the ocean of Uni
verse is…
But..i revel in that smallness now..
i wanna be a part of things..
but nah..not in charge of anything..
but me….
i’ll let the large things BE run..
by some ONE
with a much higher
pay grade than me….
i’ll just flow
and let IT ALL GO..
and let my mission
simply
be
free…free..i DO row…..
NOw..:)
TRUE!
I sense the joy and relief in your words, the quest for health and happiness as well, the search for inner and outer meaning, the excitement of life’s dance, and the beauty of each unhindered breath. This is obvious…
However, (not meaning to rain on your parade)..here are a few hints as you blog:
1. If you hit the SHIFT key and hold it down as you hit the ENTER key your text will single space (a big help in our being able to read your work (especially when it extends to more than 14 lines.)
2. The point of poetry is to compress your thoughts – see if you can suppress your emotions and give us the heart of your message in a much abbreviated form.
3. For this exercise you were meant to bold or italicize your stressed syllables as it was meant to give you a picture of the rhythms of the piece, but I think that in a piece this long that would have taxed you as much as it did me to try to find them. I worked out a bit of it where I found that you did “dance” through the poem using some of the usual metered English feet but nothing was regular here. You were truly ranging free — which of course is useful to know as well. I would have liked for you to “see” that for yourself though.
So that’s enough critical (and typographical) advice. I enjoy your joie de vivre and I am happy you feel at home here at dVerse!
Well actually i disagree with you Gay on point one..just for me of course..as i am here to create not to form..as my point in the space between words in the longitudinal flow..is not to not make the Caps i bring too aggressive..to the Caps phobic folks that do tread in Internet land..
But yes..i realize not everyone reads 10 to 15 times faster than the average human as IS my BLESSING i guess..in the hyperlexic form of autism..with difficulty in coherent speech and writing does bring to the table for me and others 2 of course…or the typing i am blessed with2 close to around 130 words per minute..
but i simply seek tolerance if nothing else more for my method of creative flow…
And on point 2..per my hyperlexic mind..compressing thoughts..is not a challenge i yet can meet..but i try try try..and yes will keep trying on that one too!
but for now..yes..it comes with the full package that i am as human being..
And on point 3..as i explained in my original comment of my method here..in the prompt comment..the form as actual shape of waved paragraphs is as the BEAT of my rhythm flows in golden spiral mean..that yes..can actually be measured..as 1.618…
and yes it’s a natural instinctual flow of form..that requires NO THINK..:)
Like the pyramids in Egypt if ya will..
but anyway…
i’m all for innovation..
and as always AS IS MY ENTIRE LIFE..
can only hope that folks
can accept the differences that does comprise
me NOW@least..
in totality of what i am as unusual human…
And yes..i do go to great lengths like this..
to at least
try
to
clarify
and
validate
my differences in communication
that is yes still..
the autistic mind
that is me….
So do be completely CLEAR i am asking for
accommodation…
friend.:)
Some day i’ll catch up to ya normal folks..:)
i guess…
but
maybe
not..
and that’s
fine
with me..:)2
The soul–intuition and instinct, dancing totally free. I like that. Powerful lines here!
Thanks Jeff..i thank you for your words of appreciation..have a great day..and smiles of course 2..:)
Congratulations on your healing. You sure are a happy guy. I’d be happy too if I’d physically recovered the way you have. I try to live in the here and now, and to be conscious of myself – how I respond to the world. You write so many words, its a little hard getting to the core of your message. I know it’s because your heart is swelling with joy. There’s def no harm in that. Hope you enjoy the dancing tonight. Take care. Hakuna Matata!
Thanks Myrna..i appreciate you understanding that..and being supportive..i write for the healing process..never for the affirmation of others..that is more of what i do in real life..when i dance or sing to actually please an audience..
i communicate here mostly to gain inspiration through the words of other folks..
and along the way it does make me happy when something i do inspires someone else too..
But again..i just let i flow..as a government worker for over 2 decades among three decades of bureaucratic red tape imprisoned instructions…
i choose to be totally free here..on the website i pay for..
The prison almost truly killed me…
So yes..this is continued therapy…
to generally speaking
keep my humanity intact..:)
smiles and have a great day friend..:)
Sometimes free flow is liberating, you dance freely here.
Thank you Anna..that i truly do..dance free in words..and getting ready here at 3 a.m. for adding my favorite Lion King song..The Circle of Life to accompany my real LIFe Marathon..3 hour.. superfast Kung Fu totAlly FREE STYLE DANCE event AT ‘OLE SEVILLE QUARTER IN PENSACOLA FL..coming home from this morning..now…
AND YES..i hope it doesn’t seem like bragging..but i am recognized at age 54 as the most innovative dancer at the club there..i learn to free..my body..mind..heart..soul..spirit..and beyond with allitis..and that is the source of my innovation! free!
And i do most definitely inspire SOME real LIFE folks to be Freest yet in real life too!as non-verbal language is 60 to 93 percent of the inherent reciprocal social communication.. where humans tell the real FULLEST tale of life..
as dance at one time is how messages ARE spread in details of emotion for the tribe..before complex abstract WRITTEN language IS DEVELOPED..AND IN TRUE FULL EFFECT..basically at times confuses more people than it communicates with effectively ..particularly where there is no non-verbal language to accompany the text..
Quite a challenge the English Language can be on the Internet….
i personally think the form of horizontal lines..with no creative effort of changing language as one goes is antiquated at best..but yes..i do never think like the heard of herd..either..smiles and have a great Friday..2!..:)
To live in the NOW is quite difficult and it needs long practice as we are tugged by our past as well as future…but i really like your joy that’s expressed in your being whether in the shirt print in Swahili or in your creative art…you really have an important message in your poem….
So true Sumana..and it has taken me all of 53 years..and now at 54 to arrive in NOW and stay tHere for a year!
Thanks so much for appreciating the message i bring…
It’s not always easy..and truly it’s nothing new on earth..
But yes..i think it’s worth repeating..again and again…
for now!
So smiles and continue to have a GREAT NOW!
FRIEND..:)
Hey! I didn’t make it through the whole poem, but read enough to learn what JOY is and FEEL THE AMAZEMENT when EACH PAIN LEFT. I Imagine it like a devastating on-going roar then silence. AT LAST! SO that it’s almost too too, and a little noise could be a relief. (Sorry that I missed middle and end points. This is just to let you know i tried.)
Hey! To you Susan too .. Admittingly..this is way too long for some folks to consume ..I’ll make my next contribution much shorter …contributing these already written words is on an ADHD impulse.. If ya will..but never the ‘less’ big smiles from me as my mission at core is ‘just’ to share my joy in the total fredom..hmm..freedom of NOW!..:)!
I’m glad you didn’t give up! Bravo!
Haha..thanks again..and although i do seem to have a larger than average lexicon..giving up..does NOT exist in IT..so YES! Smiles again..:)!2!(:
Powerful writing.
Thanks..Snakypoet..i truly am passionately inspired whenever i write..:)!!
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