The greaTEST happiness truly
comes from the GREATest
pain.. if nothing else..
my life now..
thanks for wading
through all my
of all.. but truly i
wish much greater
and yes.. truly
that is the
easier to portray and explain
AND INSTRUCT AS
REAL FLESH AND
BLOOD LIFE ART
in non-verbal language
10 trillion words
AND I do literAlly
!TRUTH AND LIGHT!
‘KING DAVID’ DOESN’T
WITH GOD; AND
MANY SERVANT GIRLS WHO CAN SEE
THAT LIGHT AND TRUTH..
AND SO DO MANY
ANCESTORS.. and those
folks living in Truth
and LIGHT NOW..
GOD WITH WORDS
IS TRULY DANCE
you are a teacher..
one of the most difficult
and rewarding professions of all..
all of math and science scribes of GOD..
and Art of God fills in the rest for and in me..
truly now.. i can find a Uni-verse of Truth and Light
in any number or letter of any Language’s alphabet..
but truly for those who can see the inter-dependent
and inter-connecting relationship of Nature
as GOD from the PHI of Nautilus Shells
and Galaxies to the PI of circle..
the Truth and Light
of all the secrets
science and the rest
of the scribes of Universe
are always now in plain view
of the most of reality for those
with pattern seeking seeing eyes
and ears to come clear now
with Truth and Light..
where all is pArt of ART..
with GOD as the greatest
painter and paint as
one Force of
in school.. math is truly my fastest and easiest skill..
and truly perhaps that is somewhat of a handicap
as I see then as a mundane chore..
to get an almost assured gold star of A..
to meet the grade of the expectations of culture..
Truly it is not until i spend a great deal of time with words..
since 2010.. and not really until 2013.. until i start to see numbers
and letters as reflecting nature and the creative state of mind in humans
that can flow in beautiful art AND science when set free from restrictions.. and
expectations of limiting culture…
My step forward to enlightment and awakening as well as healing
of 19 medical disorders are poetry as it relates
to the alpha-numerical values
of the letter K and H..
and the numbers of
and it is all
a human archetype
coming alive at the core of human
mind and heart for me then..
and thank goodness
i am free from the bounds of culture
to explore that freely to make a mathematical proof
and language construct of the connecting relationship
between the eyes of human and the rest of Nature AKA God..
and the farther I go in unrestricted bounds of hundreds of
thousands of symbols more.. the more Truth
and Light GOD brings to me
all naturally as long
as fingers flow..
and are never tied again by
bounds of culture.. alone…
Thanks so much for dropping by..
and to appreciate GOD
Numbers and Letters
for me is as
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9, and 0 with an H and K..
and for some reason I have a song to link for that..
but the flow of ART in human heArt is truly synchronistic
in psychological meaning with no bounds of science or math..
or other systemizing ways of human science.. alone..
wHere heArt flows as ONE HEART in SOUL
expressed as spirit.. NOW..:)
And on mobile for now.. but that song i want and will link is ‘Being for the Benefit of Mr. Kite’ total random creative stuff from the Beatles in ’67.. from a circus flyer.. but back then.. in 2013.. the H and K from the song stand out in synchronisitic psychologically meaningful flow for just me..
I celebrate as much as possible as sacred..
as purpose and meaning
AS truly what
IT is all
as Truly Holy
Very little offends me; as i am happy with who i am and have mind and body balance.
Worrying about ‘stuff’ like ‘this’ is a symptom of something;
but i for one sure ain’t gonna worry about it;
and good luck changing anything
about the DSM committee
from the APA; that actually
has any authority
as that relates to the official diagnoses
of Personality Disorders in DSM5+ labeling.
But the most serious of personality
disorders are those of chemical
imbalances in the brain
AND WIRING; BOTH INNATE
leading to all
kinds of anxiety
IN emotional; SENSORY;
‘I can cure it simply’; FOR
ROOT CAUSES; BY raising children with affection
and nurturing all day AND NIGHT long;
from ages 0 to 2; and then
let the children dance
free to regulate
as they are
Culture and the village
no longer reAlly raises
a free range child;
feed a human
flesh and blood
in movement, and
connection with other
humans, and the rest of
Nature; and one gets what
one feeds it;
with little to
no soul and spirit;
YES; THE ROOT CAUSE.
Others of us spurn that;
and are coming to the
tree of life; instead
of the tree of
YaY! There is even a theme
song for that; with
Love IS A
way; all else;
is truly disorder.
Oh by A way; if one watches the video; and needs a little help with
the visual symbolism; the left path on the highway is the
left turn to the tree of life; also known as LOVE;
the right path on the highway is the right
turn to the tree of knowledge;
of course in this video
the right path
TRUTH AND LIGHT
TOTALLY IN SATISFACTION
IN THE MAGIC OF LOVE
STUFF; AS HIGHLIGHTED HERE
and ALL AROUND..:)
I’M ON the left
with a visit
here to the
now and then;
as hey; a balance
is still required
AND DARK TOO..;)
There is tons of research over decades; indicating lack of nurturing in the first years
of life has negative epigenetic impact on the future ability for reciprocal social communication
as well as much higher risk of mental illness, including the propensity for addiction.
Truly it shouldn’t take a rocket scientist to figure that out; just observing common caring
or non-caring parental patterns and the result of that on the offspring from nurturing
mice to cats and dogs to primates to humans; Even aloof cats often reflect their
aloof owners; whereas loving owners have affectionate cats who love to
connect to humans and even others cats; if a territorial animal can be
trained to love in nurturing ways; so can a human
if nurtured early enough in life.
It’s all about Love
or the lack of
it; and always
will be in terms
of human reciprocal
as well; but anyway
the research spells it out.
The effect and affect of
positive and negative
epigenetics is the real
deal; and counselors
who assess and grade
autistic folks behind
closed doors will
tell ya stories
have little ability
to nurture and love
children with that
And the study of human behavior also shows that there
may be no way to reverse this once the
brain wiring has not been accomplished
during the first few years of life
in and for nurturing love; in other
words there are no
that currently work;
a common issue
and border line personality
disorder; often personality
disorders that come from
either a non-nurturing atmosphere,
social abuse; as well as genetic
factors beyond the negative
epigenetic effect of
in fact, Tom Insel,
the Director of the
National Institutes of Mental
Health suggests that bullying
in formative years in school can
may be the epigenetic impact leading
to schizophrenic genes of propensity
for that disorder coming to epigenetic
as well; years
than a Love song;
and THAT IS A FACT
now IN MODERN SCIENCE.
Science understands everything but what is real…
Anything is possible in reflecting the Creator with
human imagination and creativity.. science has
no way to measure the non-repeatable experiment
that is the emotion of the human heArt expressed
as SpiRit of SoUl.. it’s real.. it’s no fairy tale..
but no.. the only thingy etched in stone..
are rules and regulations in the
I like science..
i do not
Science.. Love is
beyond science.. science
has no way to repeat
And the last person to ask about Love can
be a scientist.. as even science now shows
that the systemizing AKA Science mind
and Social Cognition
in general.. and duh..
folks wonder why
school is no human.. or
most work.. and the escape
Sheldon Cooper can tell you
what but not why..;)
and neither can
i.. now is for
is for GOD..
That is if
you are talking
about the biggest
Bang of ALL..:)
Oh by the way.. i rarely sleep..
i am up when the same hemisphere is asleep..
and that includes both hemispheres of my brain..
as well.. i think and feel..;)
Oh yes.. Just a comedian scientist..
Just being silly.. But truly the same applies
to the real Stephen Hawking.. I don’t have any
Faith in his theory of God.. Smiles.. I have REAL
experience always now in my metaphor like Ramadan..
365 days a year..:)
Interesting perspective.. only thing is yes.. Dawkins
IS shackled.. he has the personality
of a frigging lemon.. clear to sour..
to bitter too..
the JOY in life
is in feeling..
there are infinite emotions
just waiting for human experience
in delightful metaphor of Nirvana
existence.. that my friend
is a place of heaven..
that is so far far..
OF LIFE thaT can
certainly come by
moving one’s body
as emotions are housed
there and not in sitting
still glued on a screen..
in a lecture
and to be clear
this is about Dawkins..
as you don’t seem to
take life too seriously
that WILL MOST DEFINITELY
DRIVE A PERSON
TO A LIFE
AND AN EARLY
GRAVE.. or perhaps
a stay on a Wrong
I read 10 to 15 times faster than the
average human being.. and type around
130 words a minute; so what you see of
me here.. is only a brief few moments
I feel more than
WHO do NOT..
Christians to Militant
Atheists.. ONE IN SAME..
hell is tHeir REAL
No BLACK BOOKS..
required to GO
to the REAL KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN NOW..
ART IN MOVEMENT
IN MUSIC.. NOT LYRICAL
AND SCIENCE IS
NOT EVEN paRt
of that equation
ALONE in FEELING
IS ALLONE WITH GOD
RELATIVE Free HUMAN will is IMAGINING Feeling..
Creating.. and ART IN HUMAN ACTION…
Thinking is not free will..
so perhaps for you..
you may be correct..
but for me NO..
i for one express
relative free will
fact of ART.
And here’s the thing..
medical science says it is
impossible for a person
with the disorders I am
diagnosed with.. to physically
do what I do ranging from
leg pressing 930 LBS 25 times
now with arms raised in air
slowly and surely on parallel
leg press about twice as
hard as vertical leg press with
sled.. like no other man on YouTube
55 or not; or 3900 hundred miles of dance
walking martial arts and ballet FREE style
everywhere in public; now 22 months, along
with 400 or so grinning dancing women photo documented
with the gorgeous women ear to ear, with me ecstatically
literAlly named as a dance Icon now by adoring
dance audience members in the Pensacola Metro
area at one of the top 100 rated dance clubs
in the good Old U.S. of A.;
issues like Spinal Stenosis
and Severe Degenerative
Spinal Arthritis precipitated
early by a congenitally
fused vertebra with all
my other problems that I am
sure you are well versed enough in now..
if you’ve been listening to me at all..
Sure you may think YOU do NOT have relative
free will; but one day when you feel it you
may change your feelings about this in
mind and body balance; as that is where
the real life is; and then perhaps
your thinking may
my friend; with all due
respect; life is too short
not to live it without
some kind of free will; but
yes, sadly enough; some folks
apparently live their entire life
without any semblance of free will;
takes me until age 53 to get tHere;
but once one arrives every now is an
infinite now of the REAL KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW
IN RELATIVE FREE WILL OF MIND AND BODY HUMAN BALANCE..:)
It’s awakening and or enlightenment my friend; same Truth
and Light; different metaphors throughout all human
history in different languages and tongues and
well before that as well; as it is
Universal Truth and Light,
my friend always
as is for thousands
‘You’ may live an illusion; but my life is REAL
and totAlly orchestrated
and trust me it’s impossible
not to realize it for most folks
who meet me in real
life; and most folks
in real life; have
like me; by their
It’s not easy to
express in words;
in fact, almost
it all in feelings
my friends for
those who have
the ability to sense
feelings in other folks
as part of normal
much more beyond
eyes of science
touches the greaTEST
Uni-Verse of the
of human being
and all the
most definitely does
come in human relative
free will by becoming an
expert in all that truly
counts IN MIND AND
BODY BALANCE and