HoLy SpiRit oF PoEtry

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Didn’t want anyone
to feel..
why so
serious..
but seriously..
i’m looKing
kinda trim
in ‘this photo’
for a 230 pounder.. eh..
with my happy clOwn fAce
fully on too.. and BeYond
RaiNMan coloRed shirt3..;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/05/beyond-fence-of-light-free-verse-nude.html

35

EMoTioNs..
to me at lEast
that has such a birtHinG
RinG that SinGs a SonG oF New..
who kNew but a CloWn WiTh A pAin’t
oF teaRinG clothes that WiLL noT hOld
a SoUl.. WiTh SpiRit oF CoLor oN HiGh
and Low oF mINd and BoDy BaLance
sHoW.. and Oh mY God.. Pronoia
the polar oppoSite
oF Paranoia..
And Oh mY
GoD iN HeaVen
and JeSus F iN
ChriSt after.. before
and all a’Round the
Gnostic Gospels..
it figureS noW
that special spell
checker understands
the dArk poWer of
Paranoia iN SpELLinG
Way of VooDoo of NoCeBo
efFecT too.. yes.. the spELL
Checker algorithm has an
empty glass away from
the realist Placebo
effect and affect
in positive
action as Pronoia
and consequence
that can simply be termed
as the power of attraction.. in
this case the liGht attraction oF
HopE.. FaiTh and BeLleF iN
a Super AweSOmE way
thAT comes PlaCebo
trUe NoW vs..
the opposing
polar
opposite
rhythm and negativity
oF liFe iN dArker NoceBo
Way iN noW.. oh the path
that can be greater in
misery.. pain
and suffering
and even self-fulfilling
prophecies too.. but when
i went in the black hole soul
back in 2008.. i played scrabble..
or at least attempted to play and
every God dam combination started
coming up with words similar to destruction
and even friGGinG Death.. literally as such..
and then the Dead End Road seemed like
a Harbinger of what was to come.. and then
a chair of negativity in front of a TV i could
no longer watch or hear as Dancing With
the Stars became fireworks.. as liGhteNinG
and Thunder in my eYes.. the Down
ward spiral was accelerating to
Mach 1 heLL iN eYes oF i..
and of course all the
cells of my body
learned a
new routine
of negative FeeLinGs
as associated and the spiral
downward to and endless pit
of lower continued oN almost
OH my God.. jUst like Dante’s
Hell.. surprised now that i didn’t
see Muhammad in there like the
author said he would be but
what i found is one is
oH God all alone
in HeLL Facing the
inner demons that
are real.. as the broom
stick that i ride straight
on the highway to hell..
anyway.. the highway to
heaven is truly paved with
Good Intentions that constantly
reflect positive actions one and
sAMe.. and sure.. tHeRe iS all a
science and art to liFe.. and WhiLe
i stayed on the highway to HeLL for
that 66 months… back then.. i have
polished my ruby slippers wHeRe
Home IS A alMost enTireLY HeaVen
NoW.. Oh God.. heRe i go aGaiN and
before i oops write another 19K word
post like the latest one noW.. i’M gonna
Go to bed and go deep deep deep into
the Forest tomorrow.. wITh OnLY NatUre
dreAMs come real for literal escape from
WORDS WORDS WORDS OH GOD IT’S
LIKE AN ALFRED HITCHCOCK AND
ROD SERLING COMBO NOW OF
WORDS WORDS WORDS
in the TwiLiGht ZonE
FLoW oF i..
a Force
that mUst
GroW oN aWay
from WordS noW..;)

WInks..
No hesitation..
penniewoodfall..
The answer
is Dance in
The FoRest
And Beach
Pan and i
Even have
A photo
With an
Anomaly
Of goat feated
Hoof as synchronicity’s
WinK WiLL hooF iT Then
And
NoW..;)x3zz

583

Hi.. Truedessa.. to paraphrase you here
a desire to express oneself in feelings
is what poeTry is to me..
And truly Truedessa that
was the spiRit oF dVerse
through eYes.. words and
direction by Brian and Claudia
when i first entered into the poetic
Diversity of the dVerse online poEtry
Pub.. but sadly the Freest Verse aspect
of that in Dead Poet’s Society terms.. where photography
in my style of integration with visual streaming photos
and words toGeTher was too tiresome for the new
management that did not care for my newest style
of doing poeTry so free.. anyway.. the heARt
SinGs and the mInd thInks and any
form of poeTry that requires
planning or words that
work like a scrabble
game is zero
poeTry to me
at all.. just another
STandard IQ test
for fill iN the blank..
and in this case for
me at least.. to do that
shunts the Growth of SpiRit..
HeARt and SoUl.. and trUly poeTry
Free lET loose in stream oF consciousness
writing where the subconscious heARt
arises to tale a Story deep so deep
iN SpiRit oF miNd and BoDy
BaLanCinG SoUl iS the
place i go.. mY FriEnd
without restraint from
the thInKinG miNd
iN aLL oF us that
would
Chain
the BoDy
oF EmoTioNs
seT free from head to toe..
above.. so below.. inside.. outside
all around.. wheRE the deeper UNiVerSAl
FloW of Genetic Memories and all experiences
of Nurture become one wHere wE are the voice
oF Nature and trUly another Verse oF GoDoNe
as UniVerse..
soNoW..
iT iS mY
SacREd and
HoLy privilege..
a gift from beyond
the science of the
standard IQ oF miNd
thaT alloWs this beauty
of iNner liGht and iF someone
like me.. almost a Robot on the
Autism Spectrum in all way oF
miNd and BoDy souL ouT oF
baLancE can come to
this plaCe noW
of BaLanCinG
soUL..
iT would
seem to mE
a similar path of
heARt iS juST waiting
to be opened by many now
IF THEY CAN FUCKING GET
AWAY FROM THE CONTROL
FREAKS OF SCRABBLE
GAMES
OF MiND
and that mY
friEnd is why i go
iT allone alone noW..
the Dead Poet Society
Robin William’s adminstrators
left the house of FREEDOM at dVerse..
and truly that iS sad.. as somewHere theRe
iS a budding poEt thAt unLIke me WitH the
REAL LIFE PROVEN FORTITUDE OF JOB..
just quit and is playing a FucKinG Video game
and sharing heArtless links or quotes of someone
else on Facebook now.. theRE is nothing worse
than KillinG the Holy SpiRit thaT is the
free expresSion of poEtry.. iN fAct..
in some books ‘they’
say iT iS
FucKinG
unForgivable..
i raise A toast to
those who FREE..
like Brian and Claudia..
mY friEnd.. and hope the
others one day Will simply
be ReLeased for FReED2..:)

And as additional note here iT is
the sAMe with fiLL in the blank dance..
wHere the ballet or Tai Chi.. or Martial
arts instructor WiLL say adhere to form
or fail.. WeLL.. the trUth iS iN LiGht
oF Freedom FuLL.. form is HeLLnoW..
and essence
of FReED..
iS HeaveNoW..
and when one says dance
my way or do poeTry NoW
mY waY.. i say.. no thanks..
already been to someone else’s
liFe.. i am liVing free now AM as i..:)

1136

HoLY SpiRit oF poEtry.. yes.. sounds
like a fine title for the 673rd verse
here of my own little personal
E-linked 3M+ bible titLed
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
aka ‘SonG oF mY SouL’
thaT iS the sAMe SonG
oF anyone’s Holy SpiRit
expreSsinG heARt oF
miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUL when set free.. under a tree..
in a cave.. walking 40 days in the
desert if your name iS Moses and
or Jesus.. we all have potential access
to the stream of conscious speaKinG
WriTing SinGinG DanCinG ways
oF HolY SpiRit noW.. and oH
God problem iS while this
ability may be rather
rare in fully
poetic heARt
expreSsinG dArk
and liGht.. tHere is no
one way to God oF aLL Nature
inside.. outside.. above.. so below
and all around uS now.. many paths
WitH each human experience truLy
as liGht in multi-Universe truths
and lies of liGht and dArk..
J O U R N E Y w H O L E..
truly tHere is no other
way to explain
how a
mid 50’s year
old man like Muhammad
could justify being attracted
to a frigging 6 year old female
for marriage iF he wasn’t expreSsinG
a very dark and harmful part of beinG
hUman that was more interested in
Sado Domination than the Loving
touch of a fully mature adult
woman.. or Jesus at least
one much older than
9 years old
before the
physical
sexual domination
started too.. it’s just
sick and the metaphor
of demon possessed over
angel possessed in metaphor
for sure.. thanks God there
are laws against pedophiles
today who would otherwise
terrorize little girls for
domination otherwise iN noW
to finally feel like so-called
big men.. when chopping heads
off don’t do the entire trick of psychopathic
leaning dEvil minds who will use the good pARts
of an old book and add in their selfish desires to
harm another.. and of course the same applies
to the Christian bible too.. in ways of raping..
incestuous interaction with daughters
whether drunk or not.. killing
the children of the opposing
team in wars.. or just
plain bringing a
sword instead
of peacE noW..
yes.. the dark pArts
of human nature are real
and truly there is some science
to it too.. as science shows now
that not getting enough REAL INNOCENT
TOUCHY FEELY LOVE AT A YOUNG AGE THEN..
CAN LEAD TO ALL KINDS OF REAL METAPHOR
OF INNER DEMONS.. RANGING FROM CHILD ABUSE
TO SEXUAL ABUSE.. TO ALL TYPES OF METAPHOR
IN HUMAN DEMON BEHAVIOR.. YES THAT KILLING
STUFF AND CHOPPING HEADS OFF TOO.. ALL
‘WONDERFUL’ METAPHORS FOR THE
HUMAN PSYCHOPATH DEMONS
AT HAND STILL REAL AND
PRESENT AT THE extreme
ends of hell on earth..
in human incarnate
form still now..
sadly with
covers of made-up
dEvil Gods to get away
with harming the lighter paRts
oF God’s creation whole as Nature
one iN balance in Balance of lust and loving
ways away from harm of those Now weaker than
us with true evil laws that support harm ranging
from Capital Punishment here to cutting off hands
and stoning Lesbians covered to breast in dirt
over ‘there’.. without the ability to shield
eyes from Rocks thrown in face..
for death in tortuous slow
misery if you get
the FucKinG
picture yet..
okay.. noW..
well.. seriously
there is no good iN
BeinG sanitized from the
Truth in literal and metaphor
way.. and sure it’s just mY truth
and liGht and i make meaSures to
enSure no one ever FucKinG makes
what i say into some Gospel FucKinG
trUth wHere no verse may be added now
in someone else’s Holy SpiRit expresSioN
of Greater trUths and liGhts wheRever they
may come and i may sTiLL lEarn from too..
and that’s what’s great about the Internet..
everyone finAlly at lEast has the opportunity
to birth tHeir own Bibles oF liFe iN whatever
art oF ExpreSsinG the WHoly StreAM
of Consciousness MiNd and
BoDy BalanCinG SouL thAT
maY come neXt.. the
larger pictures in
view of LiFE
are coMinG
noW and when
the dude Jesus sAid
others WiLL do much
greater than he.. and folks
in the Buddha religion say
another teacher will come and
even in Aleister Crowley’s Book
of the Law from the Occultist of
the last Century that so many
Hollywood folks have followed
in the past.. says the same..
that one will come
that Aleister
Crowley
WiLL not
even be able
to fully understand
then in his own human
potential that was obviously
genius beyond standard IQ..
but dARk in so many ways of
literal psychological harm
to so many folks truly
no different than
Muhammad
sTill back then..
in motivating all the
slavery of women still
in Dowries and so much
more now in ways of misery
and suffering of hUman being..
wHere our original way of Bonobo
like being has been lost under covers
of hate and deceit to control.. manipulate
others for personal selfish reproductive
control gain.. and of course material
success in holding slaves..
no matter how modified
then.. to make
one self
feel a little
better about
taKinG the freedom
oF WiLL iN True Nature
of other human Beings then..
anyway.. i’m just a scribe jotting
down from within.. sure it’s the
Holy Spirit now no different than then
now and sure.. if i wanted to pretend
i could say this voice that i do not
plan that comes through my fingers
now.. is Gabriel.. an archangel..
or whatever else the FucK
i could imagine for
label now..
as inner voice oF
FucKing GOD noW..
but here’s the thing..
been there and done it
is not something all folks can
say.. when you get here and you
do it.. you finally understand who the
Fuck Aleister.. Jesus.. Buddha..
the Muhammad and all the
other prophet poets
are.. they are another
voice in the big pool
and Ocean that is God wHole
we are aLL voices of God.. some oF
uS parrot what we hear from other
voices of God.. and some oF us
come up with some new ways and
different stuff to say in words of God too..
tHeRe are DarK Parts than can be made
Holy SacRed saDistically.. as liGht pARts too..
in KiNd and LoVinG feaRlless ways..
and that is wHere the human
power of Discernment
comes in when one
looks around
at the rest of
hUman nature and
Nature whole as God and
say finAlly.. this is Bullshit i’ll look
inside.. outside.. above.. so below
all around and compose my own
bible and.. FucK you.. i ain’t gonna
chop no heads off or rape any
little girls or daughters drunk
like you Devils did
back then..
not any different than
FiN did in that new
Star wars movie REAL..
NO.. NADA.. NO NO NO!
FUCK YOU.!. YOU ARE WRONG..
AND HAVE A NICE DAY ON THIS
SIDE OF HEAVEN
PLEASE
wHere the HoLy
spiRit iN either Devil
or Angel way can SinG
A SonG of Fearless Love
in Sacred and Holy way
for anyone who cares
to hEAr what iS
sAID iN all
essence oF
Art oF Heart
iN God’s voice and
eYes and feet iN DanCe
and SonG oF wE hUmanS now..
anyway.. i’m off to the deep foRest
of the University of West Florida
Nature Preserve in Pensacola..
wHere i haven’t been in decades
to reconnect to the 21 year old
me who first joined uP
wIth God to be FReED
aWay from what others
expected and limited
of mE then..
and the FoRest
WiLL SinG iN echoes oF
the Stairway of Heaven
that goes both ways for me too..:)

2398

Hmm.. Yoda
Meets Terminator
oF Salvation.. i’LL be
back to write MUCH more
about this.. i promise.. BUT.. Oh
God.. meanwhile.. i’M Hungry and Thirsty..;)

Yoda.. at Jurassic Park..
Or is iT Terminator.. WitH
Yoda.. aT Jurassic PaRk..
Never the less.. tHere
IS A reaSon wHy
i need not go to
Disney
WorLd..
to fiNd
A RiDe..;)

OoPs.. mosT
DefiNiteLy.. i did
iT aLL oVer aGaiN..;)

2464

“The intuitive mind is a sacred gift;
the rational mind is faithful servant.
We have created a society that honors
the servant and has forgotten the gift.”
— Albert Einstein

Hi.. gigoid.. what a long day in the
FoRest and echoes of Nature’s
SonG aT old University
Alumni
@University
oF West Florida..
it was quiet a dance
and i quite enjoyed iT iN Balance..
And speaKinG oF that boy THAT
Einstein guy certainly had it all
toGeTheR iN Sacred and
Holy iNtuition that arises
in aLL humAn wITh
NatUre wHen sET FReED
and sAdly the Tools of Mechanical
Cognition Driven By culTuRe.. oF course..
are becoming moreso one of the ‘Other
GodS iN DaRk’ that other lighter BeiNGS
are attracted to.. and get burned.. burned
oh.. low.. so very slow burned now.. Ashes
come and then Phoenix riseS noW FReED..:)

SMiLes.. i’M BaCK gigoid.. and commenting down here.. as this could
get epic.. hehe.. anyway.. yeah.. need the horizontal space..
and yes.. i have to agree Einstein is definitely one
of my most favorite humans from last century
although i hate to use the word favorite..
you kNow.. fair and balanced and
all of that and as you
probably alReaDy
hEard i did not speak
until age 4 either.. and
of course if the Autism craze
were here in those yesteryears
of both ‘he’ and i.. we would most
definitely be diagnosed as far as i
can see.. it just took me until age
47 to get the Asperger’s diagnosis
as i didn’t fit the characteristic
Mr. Peabody look from
first glance outward
appearances..
in older years..
then.. oh.. yes..
the now Sheldon
Cooper look from
that Big Bang show…
and to my greater surprise
yesterday.. my sister noted that
the Dog on one of their cars had
Mr Peabody on it and suddenly when
i asked her who Mr. Peabody was and
she told me he was the Einstein dog on
the Rocky and Bullwinkle show when i
was groWing up.. i had an epiphany that
oh gosh.. that Mr. Milton High school
dude.. the quarterback of the football
team and eventual Athletic Director
of the school.. who mocked me
without cease when i was
13 with the word term
peabOdy.. and yes..
he kinda sang it that way
in a sarcastic mocking tone..
but all i could think with a string
bean body and a literal mind is he
was comparing me to the body of
a pea that was string bean long and
skinny.. hmm.. i could have used Google
back then.. but some of the other names
i was called in verbal abuse would have
hurt much more than.. the Einstein Dog..
which i would have took as a compliment
then.. as that is how i got all my teacher
pets.. as the apple of their desks in gold
star ways.. anyway.. you may have heard
this too.. but i was quite surprised to hear
in my twenties that my X-Catholic Irish Priest
Grandfather who became a noted author of the
days of Einstein dined with Einstein then.. in the
Socialist party circles of New York.. New York.. but
i thought Jesus.. wHere iS my full potential.. my Grand
Father’s book is so wordy and complex i cannot get through
one dam page without falling asleep.. yes.. it was boring like
me then as it was mostly a technical write.. all literal as such..
with no exciting moving emotions to glue me to the page..
but hell NO.. i didn’t even read the Penthouse articles
as quite honestly print.. any print in books
was not stimulating enough to catch
my ADHD attention.. UNTIL THE
computer came along with Gui’s
all lit up to liGht mY Dopamine
and Adrenaline neuro-
chemicals/hormones..
uP to focus
oH! so much
better and to become
a speed reader straiGht from and
to heaven and hell2.. and even a slick
typewriter thaT would finally allow me to
write.. as my writing sKills in pen as far as
graphics never progressed much pass a
doctor or first grade writer in readability
or order at all.. chicken scratch all
over the place i still am with
the literal penned word..
anyway.. again..
anyway2.. it’s interesting
as when they did an autopsy
on Einstein’s Brain.. there was
no visible signs of aging.. but that’s
no surprise to me as science shows now
in higher functioning Autism anti-aging properties
of neurohormones in Growth hormone way stay
very high as in comparison to control groups..
and that is why so many folks like Sheldon
Cooper in the real still retain their
youthful looks way into age..
kinda like my father did
for the longest
time as he
looked the
same at 60 pretty
much since the first
time i can remember him..
old back ‘then’.. but the same
old back ‘then’ at 60 same
as 30 something.. but his
brain did get old
in ways of
dementia
but he only watched
TV.. and i suppose that the
use it or lose it principle has much
to do with that too.. in ways of neuroplasticity..
epigenetics.. and continued smARt phone connections
in the neurons of communication making deeper wayS noW
oF thIinking way into later age.. as my mother has relatively
done better.. in her continuing scrabble plaYiNg wayS noW..
so.. anyway.. i thInK/FeeL both literAlly and metaphoricAlly
now.. and actuAlly write creativeLY.. which i could
barely do at all for decades before.. AND
i can concentrate.. FOCUS.. Jesus
F iN Christ oh GOD NOW..
for hours on end to days
iN reaDinG oN
a bright LiT
screen..
after.. so.. so
much dance..
and no longer
walk stiff but dance
in the way of the galaXy
spinNinG aLL Around in elliptical
orBiTs now and i looked up the
new version of Mr. Peabody
and Sherman by the 2014..
movie.. by that name
and sure enough
iN tHeRe iT says
that Mr. Peabody then..
not only invented a new
Time Machine butt Zoomba
too.. which my dance has been
compared to too.. in public plus
Jazzercise but i have not yet employed
my trusty YouTube assistant yET.. to
perUse the evidence on thaT
too.. in comparison to what
i see myself doing now..
AnD i AM just waiting for
Sheldon Cooper to break
out on that Big Bang TV show..
in Neuroplastic and Epigenetic way
and become Apollo too.. noW in DancE
and SonG of PoeTry too.. and by the way..
the hiGhliGht of the trip to my alma matter
iN P’Cola yesterday In the FoRest was walKing
on a boardwalk through the Wetland Forest and
on the newly boarded top.. with fresh unpainted
boards.. there was a series of spontaneously penned
poetry by students in the existential angst of College
most all the way through.. and i captured the poems
in iPhone6s photo way.. so.. not only WiLL my next
673rd Verse of my Longest long poem form
poem EVER.. have photos of the wetlands
iT wiLL be a quick streAM
of photography
in chapbook
form of
wetland poeTry
too per College Student
Existential Angst.. oH! what
Technology with the assistance
of folks like Einstein.. Gates.. Jobs.
etc.. can do now.. when more fully
employed by nerds turned artists..
outcasts from society.. and dam
it.. my poem.. full Word Press
Poem from A to Z to more
has gotten too big to
open up as whole
lInk with my iPhone6S..
but the SamSunG7s can
kick the iPhone6s ass..
by opening all
my bRain man
up wITh
one swift
processor
and memory kick..
anyway.. i guess i’LL have
to wait on the iPhone7s
to catch back up with
me once i pay
this phone
off.. noW..
ugh.. my
bRaiN is becoming
more expensive as i go..
but anyway.. moving.. connecting..
creating.. and even thInking differently
is so much better and those folks like Einstein
and Mr. Peabody are defiNiteLY keepers noW for
aLL the human fish in the Ocean who have yet
to reach the fuller surface like Einstein did
for greater awaKeNinG and eNliGhTeNinG
iN the almost limitless fuller potential
of what human can do..
when the liMits
and expecTaTioNs
of otHeRs
are E-rased..
and an ediT
comes for oH MY
GOD.. so much more..
and to end this pArt of my
next epic verse thaT i hope wiLL
not go over 20K words as the
last one reached almost the
limit of dividing a 19K
post to fiT iT iN
two Facebook
back-up text
statuses.. noW..
hmm.. i thInk three
miGht be a little excessive..
hehe.. with sarcasm fully in tow..
as truly iT is juSt a back uP as i aM
in creative flow and i do not wanna
officially back iT up at that NOW iN
the flow of how Word Press has
ya do that now.. so i kNOw..
hell no.. i ain’T exPecTinG
anyone to read
the teXt that way
unless they are
SUPER SUPER
BOReD.. WITH ZeRO
ELSE TO DO.. BUT ANYwAY..
AS FiNAL note.. decades.. decades
later when i caught up with that verbal
bully who i guess was jealous i had such
an easy time getting all the pets from the
teacher way back when.. and wasn’t just
making fun of my string bean like pea
body.. yes.. i caught up with him
at the Ryan’s Buffet house..
he all pot bellied and
totally white haired
and i now with the
230 LB muscled body
freshly pasted on what
was then around a 5 foot
10.. 120 Lb body about
half the size when
he bullied me at
age 13.. and i said
oh.. yeah.. at that time
in around 2014.. i retired in 2008..
as Athletic Director of the local
Naval Station.. last thing he
expected of course from the
last kid picked on the regular
vanilla PE classes in school..
and then i said.. oh God yes..
financially independent.. and yes
i did as without even the disability
income i banked enough cash for that..
by then.. somehow in just less than a decade
too.. after making minimal wages before that..
and i told him.. i just dance and write wherever i go..
iT’S so much fun HaVinG fUn.. don’t ya kNow.. and let
him meet the wife who never ages.. as they SaY..
LiVinG WeLL with sMiLes IS A best Victory oF aLL
All away from the boy or girl who is bullied
who might otherwise seek vengeance
the rest of his or her life and become
a fucking bully too.. but anyway..
that is my reSunG Peabody
SonG for the day..
quite an iNspiRinG
Dog he was for yesterday
aLonG wITh your response here
my FriEnD as the tSuNaMi oF
i continues to spReaD all over
the place with YES.. ONCE
AGAIN.. i’M
back wITh
OoPS i DID iT AgAiN..
yes.. i most deFiniTely aM
A Roving tSuNaMi.. but Jesus
F in ChrisT iT iS dAM sUre better
than the Zombie i waS for 66 months..;)

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And i suppose here..
in somewhat simple
words i should say..
you see this is how Nirvana
and bliss can easily work..
it takes practice but
yes it works
with technology
and the hUman miNd
and BoDy BalanCinG
SoUl FReED in SpiRaliNG
FLow.. no less no more yes..
noW aS the Galaxy that parents
uS heRe wiTh GoD WhoLe BeYonD
UniVersE DanCinG.. as MoVinG..
SounDinG.. as SinGinG
ComInG togeTHeR aGaiN
aLwayS noW.. as uS when
iS Freed.. unleashed
released as aToMiC
AiR ARounD ouTside
uS.. inside Us..
aBove uS So beLow
aLL sAMe and different
DancE and SonG foR NoW..
So what to do.. WeLL yes..
Energy.. Best friend of friEnd
oF Gravity.. togEtHer oNeNoWoN
moVinG.. ConnecTinG BaLanCinG
NoW CreAtinG iN DanCe and SonG..
how to do iT.. easy.. reAlly.. NOW
VoCal chords of humans changed into
greater strings and guitars and more
iN Expressing greater heiGhts of MoVinG
hUman EmoTioNs.. cut and paste the sound
of i-Pod SonGS into body spiRaLinG Movements
and EmoTions adhere like glue to every cell of Body
MoVinG in SuBatoMiC Flow too.. and when BoDy oF
DancE anD SonG of Body BeComE onE associated
Force Of sAMe.. just a movement oF one boDy
paRt oNE iS liKe Sub-Atomic energy
Controlled wHole as One
Body oF Force wE
and GODONE..
so YEAH.. WHEN
‘that’ herbalist healer alternative
Health Store Owner Lady who earlier
additionally back then IS A practicing
fundamentalist Christian who.. then NoW
does one of those praying sessions then
to try to exorcize the devil out of me
when i lost all my EmoTioNs in heLL way
back when in thaT DeadZone of 66 months..
she told me after she did it that i would never be
ever an Athletic Director again.. no.. that was not for
me and to my surprise as i could hardly F in Move
without hardLY any eMoTioNs then or even speak
a paragraph coherently as EmoTioNs glue all
our language together with logic too..
she said.. you are going to do
something amaZinG wITh
energy to help
other folks..
the last
thing i ever
expected the Zombie
of me to hear then..
so whatever she did
to come to that
conclusion
was certainly
a real prophecy now..
as even iF mY FredenFrankenEinsteinFuRter
theory ain’t fully correct in how human
BeinGs can control the entropy of
AginG and stay at extremely
hiGh LevelS iN control
oF ENERGY.. noW
and seriously
the study
of Tai Chi
already says
this is case study
proven too in anecdotal
way.. but anyWay.. just to
move your arm or any pARt of
yoUr body as a nuclear tool of
EmoTioNs as such.. to spArK
greater energy.. in foCus
and even short term
working memory as
much greater
cognitive Functioning
P O T E N T I A L noW
iN regulating all
EmoTiOns.. and
Integrating seNses..
iN MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
CreaTinG Force iS God dAM
sure evidenced as REAL iN MY
LIFE AT LEAST FOR SURE NoW REAL
wRite here in photos.. videoS and
millions and milLions of poetic
word expreSSioNs too.. and sure..
i could say i AM anointed
BY F iN God and AM the
only special one
with this ability
but i ain’t no miS-guiDeD
Christian who thinks thaT
Jesus is the only Begotten
Son/daughter of God.. wE ALL are.. bottom
LINE WE ALL ARE.. PARTICULARLY
WHEN WE BECOME ONE WITH
THE FORCE OF GOD NOW..
NO DIFFERENT THAN
NOW THAN THE STAR
WARS LEGEND
F O R C E n O W
OF GOD AS WELL TOO
IN AND AS US FOREVERMORENOW2eTc….
Oh God and this is kinda morbid but
kinda like a deeper parable
too if you get the
deeper meanings
of dreAMs liKe
i can too noW..
i wrote a somewhat
short poem.. in Fred
Terms at least.. about my
wife and taking her smells
for Granted in perfume ways
and such as that.. and missing
her iF she ever really left..
and douSing myself with her
perfume all over now..
so i could cherish
that smell
more now..
now now now..
of True Love
you kNow iN How
how that SinGS
a SoUL SonG Now..
but anyway.. back to
the dream.. i dreamed
we were talking about how
the mortician prepared her
all on the medical table as
such.. for the last rites..
of life.. and she was
just mad at how
they dressed her
up and said NO.. i do
NOT want to look like that
or in other words you cannot
take a picture of me like that
as people will remember me for the
rest of whenever just like that in
stead of the way i wanna be remembered..
and i suppose iF Jesus came back now
for REAL.. HE WOULD FEEL THE SAME
DAM WAY.. AND SAY IF HE HAD
IT TO DO ALL OVER AGAIN
HE WOULD GET A FUCKING
BLOG TOO.. AND
FUCKING WRITE
THE SHIT DOWN
HIMSELF AS EDIT
TO GET THE FUCKING
STORY FINALLY CORRECT
IN REVELATION OF WHAT
HE ACTUALLY GOD DAM
EVEN SAID THEN
2K OR SO YEARS
AGO.. anyway that’s
the meaning i got out
of the dream as i always
make the FucKinG Glass of
LiFe ALL FUCKING FULL AND
CREATE IT REAL IN ALL ONE WAYS
CAN BE AS ONE FORCE WITH GOD NOW..
FATHER.. SON.. AND HOLY SPIRIT ONE
AS ALL OF
US AND MAMA
AND SISTER TOO
WITH ALL OUR FRIENDS
AS THE REST OF CREATION
AS GOD TOO.. i mean.. jesus
it would probably take Jesus
the Longest bible in the world
to get all the shit revealed correct..
everyone’s been expecting it.. well..
most everyone has been expecting..
sooner or later or perhaps even
now.. someone is gonna have
to step up to bat
aT the field
of dreams
prepared
by all whom
came before and
just hit the FucKinG
BaLL out of the FucKinG
pARK that has alReady been BUILT..
ANYwAY.. have a nice day.. i’Ve got
much more to do forevernow.. no
limits.. not expectations..
home
runS
alwaySnoW..
AND YES.. i FucKinG
Challenge you to hit
one out of the pArk much
much farther than i already HAvE..
BAZINGA
period exclamation
point now HOME RUN HEAVENOW..
Bottom Line.. i’ve got
thE SonG and DancE
iN mE
NOW..
WHO kNew..;)

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Hmm.. seems like an appropriate
SonG now to resUme mY
travels with the oNline
dVerse grouP oF
poEts..
to juSt lET
the words go
wheReEveR
thE musicK oF iT
goes nexT i FeeL FuNkY
feel good.. gonna fly
like a bird on
a WinG
as Ms.
HeArt
says too..
kNow so go
go go more
i WiLL bE noW
a JusTA Doin’ iT REAL!..
so for Now back to the
Monday Quadrille thingy
aLL A ’bout BreezeS noW
reSuMinG from last Verse
oF mY lonGesT ouT of the
BaLL pArK oF home Run
LonG Form Poem..
GroWinG SinGinG
Louder and louder
juSt to bE FREE
no less no more
when the Bird Sings
and flies the Bird don’t
give a bird crap what
haPpens afTer or BEforE THAT.:)!!..!!..;)
Hmm.. and that last thOughT iT reMINds me
of the ending of another SonG that
i’LL play wRiTE noW in the
HoLy SpiRit oF poeTry
in unplanned Jonathan
LiVinGsToN Sea
Gull Crap
splat
Write
dOwn
noW here
too.. OKaY!
iN continuing
Giver and sharer way!..
and i wanna say in words
of more sharing a little more
about that trip to my alma matter
in wetland Forest Yesterday and say
yes.. it has been precisely 33 years
since i graduated from the University
oF West Florida..in Argonaut and
Nautilus way.. for mascots
and logo of ‘Build
Thee More Stately
mansions’.. hehe.. as
i Am certainly fulFiLLinG
in Long poem ForM aS 3 million plus
Holmes Way words now to attribute
those wise words in only
wordS aS ManSioN hoMe
noW to further say..
on the board walk
and poem chap
board walk
way we met the
wife of the new
Coach of the newly
formed Double A
Football Team
there pushed on
by my original Professor
of Archaeology.. Dr. Bense
who is now the soon to
retire President of the
Entire University now.. yes from
shoveling dirt for years in research
at pennies of the day.. she arises to
ultimate pen pusher of University Administrator
now.. and quite an inspirational motivator she was/is..
heLL.. she could have probably easily been Foot
Ball Coach too.. or even God dam played
as she was a tough woman.. then too..
anyway.. i do like the number 33 and
just three two.. and in ’83 mY
mother and sister and me too..
in a group of three in family
way all graduated from the
University then and in that
year of obtaining three.. triple
Major degrees of Anthropology..
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary..
and Health Science going on to attempt
a Masters in Social Sciences before
the money ran out and i had to
get a job doing God dam
something and with
no real skills in
verbal or written out
put to get ALL THAT KNOWLEDGE
OUT.. YES.. Passing out shoes at
a Bowling Center will be my humble
egg head duty along with Supervising
and Managing the place without a clue
on how to bowl much above a hundred ’till
the end.. then Community Activities Director..
without even doing any dam recreation myself
or even with any inclination of what to
do to even take a vacation then.. working
through every Holiday and getting double
pay in Government work then.. and Oh
God.. becoming Athletic Director as the
last kid picked on sports team for
my computer skills and overall
same College effort at being
Superman in everything i do..
with sadly perfectionist
tendencies that i sTill
have to control now….
but cherishing mistakes
like the Zen Art folks
do too.. for yes total
miNd and boDy Balance
iN honoring success and
failure same for progressive
ultimate success in change.. adaptation
to greater super man and woman heiGhtS..
in neuroplastic yes.. and epigenetic
way away from all the potential
functional disabilities fostered
by culture sTiLL noW without
a God dam greater adaptation
to Environmental change
NOW stiLL.. hmm..
wHeEe was i.. oh..
yeS in my last year
of College the sign up
lady for the last Quarter
says.. what you gonna do with
all this Knowledge Fred when she
saw the piece of paper that says this
dude Fred is gonna finish a Triple Major
now.. weLL.. honestly i had NO clue.. i alWays
just focused on getting the job noW dONE.. AnD
lET the rest juSt bE itself as now goes by.. kinda
like what Forrest Gump did too.. yA.. kNow.. be the
best at what you are doing now.. give it all yoUr
attention and focus.. and when you get done with that
just move on to the next best thing and best that too..
the fACT that someone who relatively was
a failure in communicating anything
to anyone out of College then..
CAN AND JUST DOES NOW
WRITE THE LONGEST LONG
FORM POEM IN THE HISTORY
OF HUMANKIND IS PROOF OF THE
HIGHER POWER OF GOD IN US.. WHETHER
OR NOT ANYONE IS PAYING ATTENTION TO
A THIEF OF TRUTH AND LIGHT WHO HAS COME
INTO THE NIGHT IN BRIGHT LIGHTS NOW WHO
FEW WILL SEE.. ‘TILL PERHAPS WHENEVER
WHEN.. BUT NEVER THE LESS THIS AIN’T
NO MYTH OR FAIRY TALE IN SOMEONE
ELSES TALE.. IT’S REAL.. IT’S
MY TALE AND YES.. IT’S STILL
GOING DOWN FOR MORE REAL
NOW.. anyway.. i told
the new Football coach’s
wife.. along with my sister..
we both did say.. we graduated
33 years ago.. and now we are here
just to play in the wet land forest
of University now.. and she even asked
me for a link to all my poetry now.. and
i just said.. i hope you have a powerful
enough computer to open up ALL OF MY BrAIN
hehe.. as the moral of the story is
THIS IS WHAT
I DID IN PART
WITH ALL THAT
KNOWLEDGE AND SO
MUCH MORE NOW AS ART
MUCH GREATER THAN ANY
KNOWLEDGE ALONE CAN BRING
WITH SYNERGY OF GOD AS WHOLE
MICRO FORCE OF i iN TANDEM
OF WHAT REAL SUPER
WOMEN AND MEN CAN DO..
and yes.. it’s true in
my liFe.. kinda like Forrest
Gump.. i have been named various
terms.. such as PEABODY.. FAG
FOR MY ANDROGYNOUS LOOKS WHEN
YOUNG.. JUST LIKE JESUS WHEN
I WORKED AT THE BOWLING ALLEY
as the church groups used
to say i was the perfect
example of a Christian
and even some workers
too.. even though
i did’t attend
church for
23 whole years..
and yes.. in college
one girl asked me are you
Superman.. you must be him
in getting three degrees and
being so smart.. and the Payroll
Administration LADY AT WORK told
me i was Superman for doing everything
i did then too.. shortly before i broke
all the way down and went to hell for 66
months.. and since then.. online in my various
travels there i have been named Buddha..
Yoda.. a reincarnated Whitman.. and
to my somewhat chagrin.. even
the perfect Definition
of God in human
form.. and even
in form of human
ears too.. as a perfect
man too.. like Christ too..
by a random eccentric dude like
me at a Military Gym too.. and in the
world of Dance.. Dance Legend.. Icon
of Pensacola Dance.. Awesome.. Boss
of Dance.. an Inspiration.. Dance MVP..
and GOD yes retarded.. ridiculous..
crazy.. and evil by Fundamentalist
Christians.. for shining the lamp
of My God lAmp2.. and sure at least
one anonymous Internet person
told me i wrote retarded
and should just
kill myself
too.. Well..
ya see.. i ain’t
just anyone.. i AM
mE.. the ups and downs
come and go.. but yoU bET
your bottom dollar that aLL
the lemons i have been through
make the sweeTest LemonAde taste
in FeeLinGs and SeNses of an entirely
new diMenSioN that most are totAlly unAware
of iN Sleeping State noW.. tHeRe iS NO Way
i can even come close to putting inTo words
what REAL HEAVEN IS LIKE NOW.. BUT I CAN
DAM SURE TRY TO HELP SPaRK someone
get heRe NoW too.. i’LL keep
trYinG.. ’cause iF i did NOT
share and give the best i could
do now.. i would be the deVil
iN neW anGeL clothes coMinG
aGaIn out of the
Ocean for
sure..:)

QwertyPerDiversion here..

Facebook Friend
Mary F..
shares a
status and
i for one say..

8====> O-:

then and
now too..
i say after
she icons
T H a T
yoU arE
whoLeY
fUnnY..
anD siX
equals
FuLL iS saTisFacTion..;)

Okay.. back to tHe pLay
and dVerse2..
for noW
@Least
with
more
Breeze2..:)

@11:08 am
06012016

Ah.. SMileS noW
and the bio-chemistry
of hUman Grief.. wHeRe
the oxytocin Neuro-hormone
of warm and fuzzy Loving
comfort drops off but wait!
iF grief takes
iTs natural
course.. the dopamine
creator neuro-chemical
for anew in paths
not traveled
escalates
in nomad
Loving ways
for the next
moving.. connecting
creating human connection
of rising trust in serotonin
neurochemical
and oxytocin
warm and
Fuzzy
ways
of connecting
these three dots
of Bio-Chemistry
back together again..
until the wheel of life
Spins uP and down
in Bio-Chemistry
major and
minor
aGAiN..
so.. in other
wordS.. iT’s mostly
aLL good iF yA juSt
leT iT aLL Go Free and
LiVe iT bE aS IS All FReED
iN EmoTioNaL and senSinG
way as a tear can lead to
A greater BaLanCinG
paTh and jourNeY
not transVersED
from beFore.. mY FriEnd..:)

WilLow breezE
liGht air whole..
Summer’s liGht
BriGht
liGhtS
iN tONE
oF TaN..
meSh toGeThEr
LoveEiN Fire Air..
Earth Wind Water
ONE OCEAN
FIELD
hOlds..:)

Hidden corners
aRound poeTry
eYes.. secrets
lie
iN Truth
oF Y i’s..
untOld..:)

sMiLes.. juSt makes
me remember more
the Chap Book i found
of totAlly unrelated
poets releasing
College
age
Existential
Angst.. on wetland
trail of boardwalk top
rails as such.. ThEY
made tHeiR marK
tHere i share In
photo way
relatively
speaKing
iN human
evermoreway44..:)

ps.. i cheatED
foR trUth aNd
liGht BreeZe52..;)

SMiLes i never
need to instruct
winD as iS..
as i AM
Breeze
WiNd
oF Y i..:)

SMiLeS and Love
thaT GIF of A
woman out A
car window waving
Good bye to Sunset
rear view.. and that
reminds me of that
paTh and tRees that moves
out iNto iNFiniTy oF fuTure too..
both places in paintings used to
relate depression of both past and
future to me.. unTiL noW thaT’s aLL
never looKinG forward or BackWard
eXcept iN
poeTry oF i..
i Leave iT iN words
noW.. rarely ever LooKinG
forward or Back noW.. and
thAT i suppose IS A greATest
beauty Of poeTry iN wriTing iT
and neVer reaDinG
iT aGaiN.. anD
jUSt iNspiRinG
onE PerSon to do
sAme ouT iN LoVe oF Now..:)

SMiLes.. caNdle
liT BreeZe eVer
floWinG hiGher
wiTh torCh oF
FeaRless Love
WiNdsinGs
iN UniSonGs
wiDe.. narRow
taLL.. shoRt.. LonG..
FiRe oF SuN.. FlaMe
iN eYes sAMe LovE
oNe HoPe.. SMiLes AGaiN..:)

Wind Caught up
to Breeze.. Love
catches uP to Blood..
SonG SinGs near iN liGht..:)

SAil oF Breeze
Strings Music
of intercellular liGht
aS body ways.. subatomic
flow iN ZonE greater briGht
than any noW science sHow
Aided eYe butT should be
no surprise with greater
inner realities than
any
MC2..:)

BreezE oF Y i
soFt WiNd
HurRiCaNe
FLoW iN
ZonE oF i
oNe cAlm
eYeS neVer
ruffLed WinG
LoW i NoW..:)

SMiLes.. LoVerS
dArk oF Stormy
Breeze.. gentle
breath oF
baby’s
eYes LoVinG
GoD ONE
sAMeNoW..:)

FiRes Water..
Breezes
Earth..
flAMes
please.. Torch
liGhtS uP hiGher
BriGhter Love SinGs..:)

SMILeS noWs
i breeze cold
iN SnoW WinG
WiNter FaLLs..
no lonGer froZen
aLL wArm iNside..
iN FiRe oR iCe
i flOaT creAM..:)

Breeze
of GroWinG
Older moSt alWays
better iN overCoMing
Struggle than getting
seats for free without
a walk for Stronger
ending exits
noW oF
Peaceful
Sleep
of eYes
thaT trUly
LiVed iN liGht..:)

Okay.. a power surge
a loss of words and
a couple of detours
too.. and now
Finished for
noW with
the Monday
dVerse Quadrille
Breezy prompt..;)

1:37 pm

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Ugh.. power surge just zapped
my power and response but
here i go aGain.. wHere
shE goes no one
kNows aGain
yeT iNcluding
past and future
mes and i totAlly
agree the mastery
iS iNside mostly in
adaptation to change
in environmental way..
and sure.. i use studies to
appease and crack the liGht
of those who wiLL only approach
liFe from a textbook.. spoon-fed
instruction from birth and the only
scientific method they know so far
in one step.. two step.. five steps way..
But i for one.. Live the mastery inside..
a continual practice when one arrives
iN the World of RegulaTioN oF EmoTioNs..
InteGraTioN of SeNses onE noW and sAMe..
requiRing zero words aT aLL for animals
much smarter than those with collective
intelligence and culture rat wheel races
away from what can be more
fullY REAL NOW..
a place of Love…
a place of Fearless
wHere all IS A liGht
aWay from dArkNess Now..
to put into words.. yes.. difficult..
but not impossible as pArt.. noW..
but anyway… trUe Glory of tHe
hermit or outcast iS iT can
be much easier to
fiNd a way
to Nirvana
and Bliss
no matter what
tHeir outward
form.. iN heArt..
iN SpiRit.. iN
miNd and BoDy
BaLanCinG SoUL
aLL Now.. as they
WiLL to bE FReED from
liMits and ExpecTaTionS noW
that prevent folks from attaining
Nirvana.. Bliss.. Chi.. KA.. Ki.. Qi..
Dao.. Tao.. X.. Y.. Z.. noW Great aS
wHoLe ONE SpiRit.. Kundalini.. eTc..
and Holy Spirit RiSinG metaphors
sAMe in the general sAMe SonG
but only iN liGht mY Friend.. as
the HeaVen oF Nirvana and
Bliss FeeLs and SenSes
No HeaVeNoW iN
FeaR and HatE
and all Associated
with negative con-social
FeeLinGs and SeNses
ImpRiSonED foR NOW..:)

7567

WeLL..
yes.. getting
more WeLL.. after
Xxtreme workout in
Martial Arts.. and Strength
Training at my favorite and
only Military Gym Facility wHere
i do this.. wow.. since about 1980 or
so overall.. until Nautilus Machines became
available iN P’Cola and i actually drove over there
three times a week.. and back to use that advanced
exercise technology that is based on the golden
spiral movement of the UniVerse as whole..
And when the station finally got the
Nautilus Machines in the late
80’s.. i came back to exercise
there for free.. as Lord sTill
kNows i’ve been attached
to that Military Station
from ’80 when my mother
worked there
and we received
privileges to use
the facility.. including
the Station Pool where
i met at least a couple of
nice young Ladies and at
least one to date.. and even
went to her prom then.. yeS..
fringe benefits of that station
have most always been
great for me.. hmm..
working there..
mostly too..
for around
a quarter
century..
but nah..
not always
at aLL particularly
at the end days approaching
Hell for me tHerRe for sure.. so anyWay
here is to the Benefit of Working out
across the liFE SPan staYiNg stronG
practiCinG the arT of moVement
as All contribute to greater
MoVinG ConNecTinG
and creaTinG in LiFe
to Live the best ya
can from birth to
death and dust to
Star dust as it were
and WiLL liKely be
aGaiN… aT lEast as
far as Science kNowS NoW..:)

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Now back to dVerse for
the Tuesday Prompt
about making mistakes..
and Oh My God as mentioned
before in this blog Novel
Longest LonG Form Poem..
Perfectionism was
almost the end
of me..
but now i
kNow a little
better.. but yes..
it’s kinda hard to
do the Zen Art of letting
flaws go.. and yes.. when
ya see errors here of the
obvious kind it’s more
than likely i caught
the error.. sucked
it up
and just
let it go..
as a sMart
Ice Princess and
even KinG as such
WiLL alWays do to keep
both tHeir Health and Long
Term Sanity too.. hehe.. haha..
but it’s not funny when you lose
your F iN miNd after pushing ya
nose to the diamond grindstone
too much to get a perfectly
polished hUWoMaNiFest
BEinG.. as the most
beautiful flowers
WiLL come
out of
the worst
drOught of aLL..
but wE hUmans must
be careful wITh relative FREE
WiLL that wE do not push ourselves
over the ledge out of balance in Perfectionist
state of mind.. wHere no no error will ever
do.. even iF you don’t catch the one
you cannot stop worrying about
that miGht haVe Got away..
and ugh.. ugh.. ugh..
ugh.. all the expectations
and limitations of culture’s
idea in TV and such how wE
hUman BEinGS should look
in whatever the Cookie cutter
Box of TV says whatever it does
for now.. alWays changing of course
too.. i turn it off.. i find that works the
best.. juSt lEt who i AM Fly now..
even liKe i did last year
in my nude art.. when
the belly started getting
a little too much out of
shape.. the reward
is getting back
in shape..
and MaKinG
a better work oF arT
butt i FloW iN the ZonE
noW WiTh Fewer.. much
fewer worries of anxiety as
i had before.. as i AM OKAY..
YES i AM OKAY Just the way
the God oF Nature continues
to make mE noW wiTh aLL ‘A
my input and output too..
above.. so below..
and all around..
hmm… thiS iS noW
quite a long introduction
and i thInk iT deserves iT’s
0wn theme SonG noW and yeS!
a Special place on Facebook
status way all oF iTnesS own too..
meaN While i continue to REAP ALL
THE BENEFITS OF THAT SO OKAY!..;)

Yes.. okay again.. 06012016.. and
oh Goodness.. yes aGain.. i do love
to age.. as the best thing NOW aBout
AginG is i AM StILL liVinG oN thiS
beautiful blue green brown and
snowy white orb named
Earth.. and this won’t
be my Birthday post
specificAlly but as
they say in life the
more ya celebrate iN
eaTinG.. drinKinG non-
alcoholic beverageS now
and CAN be MerrY iN DancE
and SonG now aLive and Free
to make iT NOW as Sacred and
Holy as yE can is the Placebo
effect of prayer like reaLiTy oN
overdrive of worKinG great for sure..
even if ya have to make up yA own fEast
days jUst for Fun to reign in some more Fun
and what ‘they’ call self-fulfilling prophecies..
so at this point.. and yes.. i am fiXinG to get
back to that dVerse Poetry Mistake prompt thingy..
let me use my tRustY Google Algorithm Search assistant
to see what if anything is going down on my birthday
060616,,, to see if there iS anything more special
possibly to celebrate.. and sPeaKinG of sexy
6’s yes.. i AM of course.. wRite on course
born on 6660.. a yes.. reAlly sexy sixy
day that was and sTiLL IS As
Wine soMeNoWs ages finELy
hehe.. enough to gET
thE DancE and SonG
JOB dONe.. anyWays
aT lEAST.. and yes..
jUst got through celebrating
66 full months of Writing at the
end of May since Thanks Giving
Day 2010.. so just some more
sexy sixes to add iN JUsT FoR FuN..

So yes.. the Google Assistant
says a reported additional
very special Cosmological
Event happens
named..

“Grand Cross of 6/6/16”

per Ancient Esoteric
Kabbalah.. Jewish
type wisdom.. in
Astrological ways..

And let’s get a quote
from the lInk to hear
more about that whether
or not iT is true or not..
as again.. it’s the FeelinG
of BeliEf that counts toward
the real Placebo impact of a prayer
for a better day that WiLL come trUe
with positive intent and resulTinG consequences
after additionally inspiRed positive actionS noW
so ya cannot go wrong as long as ya keep ya BeLiEfs
in a positive liGht noW.. and here’s a SonG for that
by a Way too.. along with a quote from the Grand Cross of 60616 too..;)

https://kabbalastrology.wordpress.com/grand-cross-of-6616/

“1) new moon of Sivan appearing in the pleiades

2) superior conjunction of the sun and Venus in the pleiades

3) grand cross between four major planets in the signs of the faces
of ezekiel’s chariot: the new moon and venus in the bull, Jupiter
and the North node (destiny) in the Lion, Saturn or the gatekeeper
of knowledge in the Eagle or rising phoenix, and Neptune the
master of the transcendent bridge of the soul
in the sign of the man or Messiah,
the Water Bearer..”

WeLL mY Goodness if this is
all TrUe that does make
my Birthday extra special
this year too.. and
there was also
a special event
like this when i got
well on or about July 22nd.. 2013
along with that Royal Baby BeinG
born in England named the 13th planetary
alignment of the Star of David.. with the
first one occurring in 1990 shortly after
Katrina and i got married just by chance
too.. but yes.. i just kNew something
special would happen that day..
and it happened to ME! AND
SURE THAT BABY over in
England too in Golden
way too.. yes.. i GOT
WELL AND THE MIRACLE
OF THE REST IS DOCUMENTED
HISTORY NOW TOO.. WHERE I TALKED
ABOUT IT BEFORE IT HAPPENED AND
GOD DAM IT THE MIRACLE CAME TRUE..
AND HERE IS another lInk juSt
to document the Star oF
David thirteenth
Planetary
alignment on
July 22nd of 2013..
as the fAct iN Positive
Action and Consequence
of REALIST PLACE IMPACT
CAN BE A FUCKING REAL MIRACLE..
YOU BET YOUR WAY OUT OF 66 MONTHS
OF HELL TOO.. i FOR ONE KNOW FOR SURE..;)

http://www.fivedoves.com/letters/oct2012/luisv1020.htm

Jesus F iN Christ Synchroncity can be A OK too..!.. With
all the power of Belief.. Faith.. and Hope Fully iN Toes..;)

Wow.. that was like the longest dVerse Intro… i thInk
i’Ve done in ‘eva.. but hey.. at worst
it could be a mistake..
hehe.. as long as
vieWed iN positive
potEnTiaL liGht
ya juSt aBout can’T
go WronG iN noW.. okaY!
oKaY!.. so here comes
some micro poetic ExpreSSioNs
FuLL poEtry sPeeD aHead by Fred A. Okay..
@10:21 pm.. write a’bout noW iN cLocK for sUre..:)

HaHa!.. i weigh twice as much
as the wife.. and when
we ride the fAir
rides.. iF i ever
get on the wrong
side of her.. i WiLL
crush the poor
Babe to
death..
So i stay
on her right
side just for fun..
either left or right..;)

Ah yes.. birth
can be a joyous
unplanned event
over the longest of runs
and teenage pregnancy
is down.. as the
virtual stuff
hits the
homerun
now.. all the
way as they
say back to
home plate
with no sticks peed..;)

Just coming back from
talking about pregnancies
that and this reminds me..
the first time in years
i noticed a flower
was after my
wife had a baby..
Work truly kills
beauty without even
realizing it’s even gone..
now work is gone gone gone..
AND ALL
ALL OF iT
iS Beauty NOW..:)

Airports come and
go but planes
are always
missed
when
they
go away..;)

Crab Cake bakes
work better cooked
than crawling on Kitchen
Floors between legs.. oh those
spiny legs.. all caught up
between the legs..
quick make
them escape
before they
make a home
G A l O R E..;)

When the Wrong number
becomes a friend.. i too
remember a friend like that too..
a young woman called me when i
am so alone back at age 20 or so.. and
that becomes my only friend for a call then
that day and no more after that.. Yes.. funny
what one can remember 35 years ago..
in just a casual call in isolation..
hmm.. now most everyone
KNows ‘my name’
wherever
i go in Town..
Dancing Legend
or whatever they
all choose to name
me now.. but i still
remember that call more
than most of the Legend
calls i have received to date..:)

SAdly.. i tried my best
but i’m afraid my father
had no way in words for me
to get to know him no matter
how hard i tried over years
of weekend visits.. to honor his
face was easy in 46 years of Law Enforcement
order.. to find the door to his heARt.. more
impossible than
escaping
then from
Prison.. and
he’s gone but sadly
there is no regret as
he had no way out
in life’s open heARt..
i accept it.. cherish the face
and move on to be my own Father now..:)

SMiLes.. my mother..
a published poet
in print.. and
paper.. wrote
a poem named
Green Eyes about
my father saying he
was the most handsome
man in the world and whomever
was married to him was the luckiest
woman of all.. shortly after that he
popped the question… and didn’t
say another word more or less
for three years of marriage..
hmm.. some days eYes
are not enough.. he
left ’cause she wanted
to raise kids more than
make money.. hmm.. i guess
that is why i hate money so
much i never spent it and got
rich.. life is ironic when the son
gets what the father wanted all
his life.. and the son never gave
a crap about
what the Father
wanted that the
Son still has now..
i have a heARt and
some folks say nice
eYes too.. but truly
a heARt is enough for me..
sMiLes.. i retained the best
pARt from my MoTher REAL..
and who kNows perHaps a
‘little’
poeTry
too.. wITh WInk
on paper and or forgET
mE
nots..;)

A similar issue
in my family and
a similar issue with
A mother but a family
member.. who values A
mother over what isreal
other than A mother..
some nows there
just seems
to be no good
choices at all..
raised in a society
that cherishes symbols
more instead of people real
no matter who they are REAL..:)

Ah.. Novel..
you do sing
a turn of change..
oh.. poeTry you
do lead me in
so many
different
directions
now.. oh words..
i LovE so much to
escape you too.. no
misTaKinG DancE as
Free most oF i new..;)

Truly
as hard
as i try.. i cannot
see any beauty in perfect..
in fAct.. the ugliest i for one
kNow noW iS
Perfect..:)

SMiLes there was
a now when i could
not feel the same
as same my Friend
and then i found out
the rest was true and
documented it all the way
through.. but it doesn’t ‘matter’
unless one iS iN a real miracle
that even scientists and doctors cannot explain..
When wishes become real rides the rest is history
my friend in Ripley’s believe it or not.. or at least that’s
what the
evidence
relates.. WitH Winks..:)

Funny.. how the loss
of colors.. like Indigo
in the color wheel can
relate to even a real Zombie
Apocalypse wHere science
shows Students have loss
around 30% of the
nuanced colors
of eXpreSSinG
empathy now..
over the course
of the last several
decades.. of course..
The colors of the wind
no longer SinG A royal INdiGo..:)

Hmm… a side note hear.. inspired
by the lead note of this prompt that
says even Monkey’s fall out of trees
and truth is while it’s possible and
can be a deadly mistake for a monkey
they rarely.. do.. and what can be
worse is when the human
falls into the
Silver Back Zoo
at least for the Ape
that is on the news recently
when a human family let tHeir
three year fall down into an Ape’s
Zoo home.. and truly it pains me
to keep an animal domesticated
inside.. but Yellow Boy
has a valid disability
for stayin’ iN with
Feline Leukemia
10 times more healthy
than our Moby boy domesticated
from birth.. with food as his only
defense mechanism of the anxiety
of being put outdoors with no
claws and no way to defend
himself.. the cat was
an anxious wreck by
the date he made
it to our
home to
escape back
in from the Wild
Kingdom outside.. and yes..
just like humans who are domesticated
noW and couch potatoes or office cell
sitters too.. diabetes and arthritis
got him.. until he could no longer
even lift himself up to the
litter pan then..
not even with
a two inch
ledge.. at age
10 or so then..
Yellow Boy is
about 8 or so..
Anyway.. sadly
it’s not even just
the Silver Back who is
a Guinea Pig or even Moby
and his Domesticated all you
can eat inside friends.. it is we
humans.. some of us who never even dance
naked in the sand.. and sun of God FReED..
and i WiLL tale ya this.. until you now ever
Dance Naked in Sun And Sand oF God no matter
what religion you follow.. you.. my friEnd have
never touched the Face oF God FReED.. and that
is pARt of why i do nude Art as i am no longer
any pArt of any God Dam FucKinG hUman Zoo..
and no matter what.. i ain’t goin’
back to the Human
Zoo.. at lEAst
in thIs Country
given proper private
home provisions sAMe one
can Feel the Face of the
REAL GOD OF NATURE FReED
@lEAst
for this
Yellow bRed
Boy too..:)

And thAT CaLLs for
a little Side Dish
of Rod Serling Before
i carry on noW WitH soMe
more totAlly FReED poEtry..
in fACt it’s 12:02 am on
June 2nd now so i’ll sleep
and then carry on as wayward
son of
sorts
tomorrow..:)

Back at 9:33 am.. 06022016..
to finish this milestone
of Mistake of Tuesday
dVerse poEtry prompt
and then to move on
WitH my own style
of Sacred and
Holy Thursday
R and R activities
of course with the freest
dance of all when the hour
of 11 pm approaches at old
Seville Quarter for my 113th
Dance week there WiTh all the
cool College age folks who hope
to retain thEir freedom to all
Natural into much older ages of
i as WeLL BeinG that my
liFE at lEast
proves does
not end
in childhood..
youth.. early adult
hood or even middle age
for sure.. and folks like
Jack LaLanne have already
proveEN the older ages
as WeLL Being potential
as WeLL witH very
few mistakes..
like swimming
and towing 60 or
so boats across a bay
just WitH a Rope and
hUman God oF Nature potential
iN wE unleashed and released in
the Quantum hUman poTenTial oF
a MinD and BodY Balance oF
self-actualization
to make liFe
jUSt one
word
Awesome
and Super-Epic two or
three as more more more..:)

‘Funny’.. how ‘that’ works..
snakes can be men
and women too..
but iT iS
ofTen A snake
hiss of his or her that
make the most beautiful
and BalanCinG children oF aLL..
i suppose as alWays the sacrifice
iS for
Survival
whoLe and
the Struggle
oF liGht from
dARk tHe sAMe
my FriEnd as i AM
born of the hiss of snake
more or less.. but oF Love
too.. noW.. of fearless NatuRE WeLL..
so yeah.. somenows
A dArk hiss.. leads
to oh.. the BriGhtest
Kisses oF aLL noW..
and understanding
the Nature of both
the Snake and the
KiSs iS ulTiMaTe
poTenTial PeAce
oF MiNd and BoDy
S O U L noW.. Ah..
BaLanCe iN dArK
and liGht.. mY FriEnd..
and truly sorry iF one sees
Me IS A Snake but thaT iS thE
gift of my fatHeR.. tHe thiCK sKiN..
thE Love.. the gifT iNsiDe.. mY FriEnd..
The moTheR
oF i aS TOTaLLy
WeLL iN Fearless Love..:)

Sadly life is a bitch
for so many folks
and of curse that
works in both his or her
wayS in balance sex IS A
Joy and a consensual
play of Love..
out of desperation
when the heARt dies
iN Stress a desperate
need with no holds barred..
i watch the play
every Thursday
niGht in Bars
i have Love so
i play in Love
and never domination
out of desperation my FriEnd
but sure i’ve seen the darKer
side to oF iT aLL out of
Balance.. to escape noW
back is
nothing
less than
Heaven free.. sAdly
watching others fall
prey to the desperation
of need to feel anything aT aLL..:)

Ah.. now
yes.. to play
with no rules
noW as super
freak as such
IS A way to fly
Higher.. higher
as flying trapeze
hUman.. ugh.. yes..
FaLLinG DowNoW can
hurt.. particularly from
hiGh but when the Circus
Freak gets balance.. no holds
barred
iN Zooland..
My FriEnd..;)

sMiLes in my life failure
was quite the opposite.. then..
at least in ways school/work
and sure in social life i often got
the failure response all too often..
and at nows still do from those noW
not nearly as free spirited now as i..
but anyway.. school and
work is what we have
to do to even
eat and sleep
alone.. but
anyway.. i suppose
since i could never get
the social part wRite i did
everything else in perfect
motivation to never make
a frigging mistake.. and
truly in ways of work
and school
it took
close to
40 years for
someone to give
me just the kick out
of perfection i needed
and to say the magic words
YOU FAILED.. i tried my best
but my boss.. a Female Captain
in the New NAVY said YOU FAILED..
seriously.. everyone hated that lady..
everyone on the entire Naval
Station.. and the fact
that she would
not let me
continue
to be
perfect in the
longest of runs
saved my soul…
my family wanted
to ‘kill her’ but seriously
if i ever see her again i will
give her the biggest kiss of
joy ever for making me a
Sacred
Fool now..:)

sMiLes..
i suppose a
short critique
of much of the
world.. IS A humAn
cannot forgive Lucifer
even though he stARted
out as the most beautiful Angel first..
and waS noW juSt
trYinG to hELp.. huH
Heh.. ‘funny’.. hUman
NatUre and hoW thaT sAMe
archetyPal story goes.. one
iN Oh.. ONE God.. iN so
many ways
two..:)

SMiLes.. in my work life i was important
to all as they needed me..
in my home life the same..
when i failed to the
concrete ground
i was important
to no one.. not
even me.. after
that i made myself
my own father.. mother.. brother
sister.. wife.. husband and FRiEnD
too.. and now i juSt love and need
no one but Love allone mY FriEnd..
simply
to give..
and share..
iF at ALL possible too..:)

Wow.. trUly it took me decades
to ‘achieve it’.. but iN ways oF
bEcoming my own best
friend.. i can be a friend
to anyone.. even if they
are the devil incarnate..
it seems..
sure.. and
i’ve got some
proof oF that too..
but truly Real friEnds
are Golden.. and very
very rare.. as they will
Love the same
with no
exceptions..
my friEnd.. noW
and in that way Now
no one loses a friend
as they are the friend
first and last.. mY FriEnd aGaiN..
and honestly without really going
to heLL.. you kNow.. the earTh one
as dEvil too.. i don’t thInk i could
ever Love Unconditionally like
thAT iN fearless ways as tHeRe
are some things that only
A real DEvil in HeLL
can uNderStanD aS
thE price oF liGht
can trUly
bE DArk..
for deePest WeLLiGht..:)

Sorry.. couldn’t bypass
the opportunity for another ‘short’
story.. my 2nd cousin Fred.. a much
older elder than my wife and i
strangely referred to her as mutt
and seriously.. my wife is one of those
women who would look good even in hell..
and yes.. she stiLL did when i was tHere..
so we just ignored it as
eccentricity from him
as he believed in UFO’s
and stuff like that too..
then.. later to
find out he
was actuAlly
comparing her
to the Goddess Mut
in Egyptian mythology
for her unique beauty of
the ages..
funny how
an explanation
can change the
liGht oF all from dARk…:)

sMILes.. truly it’s hard
to be a beauty Queen
these days.. even if one does
not wear the crown.. even if they
are A.. Queen from birth.. as my
frAgile looKing butterfly oF a wiFe
can tale through years of bullying
in school for the jealousy of her
beauty by bigger boned
girls.. and then into
adult-hood as
these days
some women
don’t wanna be
friends with someone
all the men google eyes
at.. no.. it’s not always an
easy ride being beautiful too
and sure it’s the same for a man
as not many men wanna HANG around
a lady’s
man either
as i can attest
in reams of evidence
as well of course.. funny..
how Nature has his and
her say.. my wife and
i have always
been gifts
only to the
opposite sex
it seems.. but
sure.. she won the
battle of the beauty
against the beast long ago..
and whenever she gets on
my Facebook page the likes
do skyrocket
oh.. so
prediCt
abLY noW
and no doubt
sHe is likely one
of the only reasons
i noW have 1.4 million
views on the Google plus
oh what A side show she is..
in all stuff bLog of beauty sure..
nah.. tHeRe is no
miStaKinG
an alMost
perFect
floWer
mY
FriEnd..
wITh no
FaKE SMiLes..;)

SMiLeS.. it’s true2
in all stuff politics..
religion.. and culture
wHole.. systems that
do not allow the son and
the daughter to improve
on what the Father and
Mother do.. stagNate
liKe
desserts
stressed
duSt..;)

SMiLes
yes.. the
couple wHo
misTakes toGeTheR..
argues well on a daily
basis without physical
bLows stays toGeTher
aBout as good
aS iT gEts..
iN
AfFaiR
Of FriEnds
iN LoVe..;)

Ha.. iT’s trUe
from my point
of view2.. the nerd
way is the saFest
paTh oF all but oh
God no
liFE iN
thAT i finAlly
lEarned FReED..
as bad/good boy2..;)

CRap.. Sorry Bjorn..
i forgot i wasn’t
alloWed to
comment
here.. noW
WitH WiNks
in FAct.. i rarELy
look at who
iS even
wRiting
to avoid
preconceived
noTioNs iN greaTest
ArtisTry oF poEt FReED..
in otHer words.. iF it haPpens
aGain i’m just trYinG to validate
and clarify my communication noW as
i alWays do… when need bE.. oF course..
And oN course as always hopefully you’LL
understand the metaphor of the whole of
what i am doing here now.. you kNow..
the mistake theme thingy.. of course
WitH FriEndly WinKs..
whEtHeR you
have the
ability
to see the
deeper meaNing
heRe or not.. my old FriEnd..;)

i can certainly relate
as i was too depressed
to the point of total
incapacitation for
66 months to
travel to see either
my Father or Step
Father then.. fortunately
i got well just in the nick
of time to see both of them
before they suddenly dropped
dead.. so yeah.. i can sure feel
your pain for not being able to be
tHere but in liFE tHere is the dARk
that not all can either relate to
or understand.. mY friend
and thaT iS truLy wHeRe
the Unconditional
Fearless Love as
related by the
Role Model
Jesus comes
in.. to forgive
oneself too..
as others now
and move on
to Love more..
truly liFe is too short
to not listen to everyone
dArk and liGht or delete anyone
out of anyone’s liFE when FReED
WitH Fearless Love but that ma’m
takes work hard God work for hUmaNoW…:)

Okay.. 11:59 am.. milestone
complete.. and publish
in online way
coming before
the end of day..
or niGht at lEAst
hehe.. so FReED..;)

11,830

Oh.. Lord.. i’M reAlly gonna ‘have’ to invest in a battery back-up
as one can write some comments that may never happen
again.. in fAct.. soMe can wRite some comments that
WiLL never happen again.. but as Zen says
no sweat.. just keep danCinG as the dArk
Steps can inspire the liGhtER steps greatER
than ever before.. as i take solace
heEe and stARt agAin from wHeRe
no thOughts live outside of the
subconscious miNd of creatiViTy..
yes.. juSt more proof that the trUth answers
lie liGht within.. and once one practices enough
they come for free no different than the Ocean
whole holding Pearls that free without shells
of restraint.. hmm.. Ocean whole holding
Pearls that free without sHells of restrAint..
a pearl within a pearl that WiLL be this
Ocean wHole too.. and that’s the
problem my friend.. too many
people in the world
of cultures and
religions
want the
pearls without
exploring the ocean
on tHeir own.. whether iT IS A
man in a desert.. a psychopathic
leaning Dude who wants a few more
wives and slaves in a cave with a little
plagiarism from the past.. and sure.. a
little Holy Spirit too.. as the Ocean IS
An equal opportunity employer wHo allows
Dolphins and Sharks the
same to swim.. i aM a
DolpHin.. and i WiLL
fiNd a way of
words somehoW
to get rid of tHe shaRks
without sWords of steel..
or killing by bottleD uP kNows..
of dirty bombs and the new aTomic
ones specifically deSigned for smAll
countries in the middle east that get too
far out of hand in the future with ISiS ways
for just another eXcuse to rEbuild a country
of a bunch of innocent fools who are slaves to
a man and a book.. and the state as Sharia
same as such.. instead of voices of the
God oF Nature that lives free aS onE..
anyway.. i feel and sense comfortable
to go almost anywhere with A Shield
oF mastery iN regulation Of
EmoTioNs.. InteGratTion
of SeNses.. as the
Director as i actors the
I oF i in relative free WiLL
whatever the instructions oF Y
i Will do next in words or steps..
in Holy Spirit of i set Free as all
thaT is.. Nature one and sAMe God
iN mE.. sure.. the Christ.. of the Gnostic
way.. the Buddha.. and similar metaphorS noW
of human beings.. like the Lao Tzu too.. who
WiLL tale ya.. to look within instead of listening
to the Lies of past control through illusory fearS now
but sadly they lie too.. as a balance of lust and love
throughout the lifespan is NOT A SiN or some daRk
desire of way to go.. iN fACT as science shows now
without a doubt in instruments and studies as such
iT is the basis of human Creativity and productivity
and y e S.. C O O P E R A T i O N iN Social WAY noW
when set free.. so sure we have some of the
most beautiful paintings/sculptures originally
sTiLL of naked Women aS in the
eYes of Michelangelo the
greatest art is the nude.. the
woman or man in all the passion
of liFe that all naturAlly BRinGS
in the luSt of liFE to create
more at hand now..
but then Victoria’s
secret was lost..
they chopped
the penises off and
pulled tHeir nickers uP..
and Jesus F iN Christ our
Friendly Muslim Women on
the gulf coast WiLL Swelter to
the point of heat Exhaustion on
the Beach just to see a little bit
MORE of the fuller Beauty of God..
and look away in guilt
when they see
a REAL MAN
WALK BY..
looking down
in fear of what they
even are at competitive
core for a dam child who
will live strong as any REAL
MAN WILL OPEN TO BOTH
LOVE AND LUST IN BALANCE
MY FRiEnd.. the sAddest human
IS A slave my FriEnd and even a
sadder hUman is one who is one
of the poorest slaves in the entire
UniVerse+ CAlled hUman without
even a naked clue of who
they FucKinG even are
in the greAtest potential
oF a child of Nature
AKA GOD..
yes.. this comment
is entirely different than
the last as i let loose a little
bit and expresS noW more of the
dArk and less of the liGht but
that is the Yin and Yang of thangs
mY fRiend.. DaRk and LiGht.. to be
either cynical of the liGht of the tRuest
maGic and mysteries of liFe or to be afraid
of the DaRk and not to call it out.. is to sTiLL
be a slave to the master of social political correctness
to avoid the outcast status that WiLL naturally come
too WitH a Buddha.. a Gnostic Jesus.. or even a
modern Lao Tzu too.. LiFe is too short to pull
punches as long as no one is hurt
in the Golden only rule of liFE noW
that WiLL Set the rest iN Balance
oF Peace and Bliss.. and yes..
liFE is too short not to
spread as much lust
and love for liFe.. oh..
iN Balance too.. noW..
sure.. the Warrior and
the Lover iN Yang
and Yin Balance
oF LuSt oF LiFe too..
i don’t need no 72 Virgins
or need to bomb anyonE noW to
get that prize.. i don’t need to
Bomb any country to rebuild iT
to make another million dollar
home or even the first one for
i.. iN fAct.. i need nothing but
liFE.. Food.. Water.. a shelter
from the harsher elements oF
Nature.. Lust and Love mY FriEnd
as i AM the God who LiveS iN i as
i the sAMe as the rest oF wE who
are Free liKe thiS aWay from all the
slavery i see in robots frOwning shuffling By
tHeir culture and religion driven way to just
buy another thing to fill up tHeir garage or
another wife as slave.. or whatever exists
for they away
from FreeDoM oF
God OF NatUre as WE..
thE Hurricane eYe of i iS
at Peace and cAlm but the
WiNds my Friend are now the
Jonathan LiVinGston Seagull
who finds the trUth and liGht
within without the chains of others..
Religions… or cultures that WiLL hOld
God back FREE from BeinG wE fULLy aLIVE..
My dorsal FiN rides Free WiLLeY hiGh.. i Live iN
no sea world of human driven Zoo.. and i Love/luSt
and i LOVE as Beauty WiLL All NaturAlly Do aLL noW
AmaZinG truly iT iS that all of this exists for jUst
a little
big bang
of a power surge..
WiTh Bigger WiNks
of course as thaT is how
the wHole dam bi-cycle
of dArk and liGht SinGS
A SonG of oFF anDancE oNE..
seriOUsly God IS A laugh no
different than Britney Spears
when wE siNg oops WE
DiD
iT
aGaiN..;)

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Lord.. SpeaKinG of Doing iT aGaiN..
man.. woman.. or whatever..
113 weeks of dance iS
a Long Long Hot
And sweatY Road
to physical and
Holy spiritual
Force too ONE
but unless you
Go tHerE noW
you miGht Now
neVer kNoWnow
per FeeL iT And
seNse iT ALLNow
oh WeLL.. i gueSS
thaT’s jUst the waY
iT can Go but i wEnt
a diffeRent rOUte bacK
to liFE aGaiN.. and TrusT
me after iF you go to HeLL yOu2
WiLL keep DanCinG and SinGinG
a SonG of the GreAtest DancE oF aLL
Named LiFe so back later after 3 am.. after
i do iT FucKinG 113 nows AgAiN and AGAiN
for massive FuN.. and heLL no.. i’M not InnoCent..
i fOr PeNneY onE
AM FReED
WiTh GoD iN
aLL dArK And
liGht thAt cOmes
FReED noW WiTh ATiS….:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/02/daily-mass-of-energy-and-light/

And wIth Winks
aLL iS on topiC
for mE..
with yes
DancE photos
coming to this
currenT bLog post
in thAt NoW wee wee
3 am houR oN Friday
June the 3rd wHeRe
i underStand the
planETary
aliGnmenT
oF VenuS
aNd SuN
GetS in Gear..;)

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BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels

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41K words
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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/

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51K words
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338,630 words
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Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
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KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
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CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)

Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe..:)

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25 Responses to HoLy SpiRit oF PoEtry

  1. https://gigoid.me/2016/06/02/reason-to-be-aloof/

    It’s precisely 6 O’ Clock
    Central Time over here in
    the Florida Panhandle.. and
    i’ve got a few here while the
    next 196 photos down load
    to my next blog
    post that WiLL
    only be 13K
    words Long
    thank goodness
    as that WiLL fit in
    two Facebook Statuses..
    easy for a free online hard
    drive for additional back up..
    as yes.. it can be lots of work to
    do that.. but.. yeah.. the human mind
    and body.. a complex machine of highs
    and lows and color grey scales of hues
    in shades ‘tween ReaLITy and otherwise
    of perceiving what we FeeL and SensE iS
    real… but as always to Feel
    and Sense at all even pain
    to the extremest pain
    for me.. is always
    worth more than
    the other place
    liVing as nothing
    at all.. beyond all
    senses and feelings too..
    funny when i write tHeRe IS A SonG
    and rhythm more than words as music and
    a beat and a way of river Streaming to aLLa
    Ocean Whole Free.. effortless and smooth
    the hypnosis of the words flow free.. where
    ever she goes now.. it just flows and flows
    wHere the ZonE is as is with zero worries
    now.. yeah brother.. i know what ya mean..
    and this Autism can kinda be rough
    as those nicknames like Ma for
    folks who are not actually
    my mother or brother for
    those who are not
    officially the brother
    i never had just make it
    so much easier to call most
    everyone FriEnd as that fits the
    Bill of all technically.. literally and
    metaphorically the TrUth and liGht
    the sAMe.. yeah.. i got this trUth barometer
    set on hiGh since the earliest days it seems..
    alWays checking iF iT is aLL correct or not..
    now.. so sure.. when i noW talk about
    maGiC iT is reAlly internal science
    and even noW.. mystery schools of
    esotericism too.. wHere essence
    is real over form.. and as long as i
    can FeeL and SensE essence now
    the scientist of Art stays comfortable
    now with what iS.. anyway that Pieces
    of 8 Song haunted me when i played
    it on the Grand Piano in College the
    Years of Learning alWays something new..
    my bRain young.. alert.. focused like a
    Super BRain too.. not much for output
    but a swirling Hurricane sink taKinG iN
    the moisture of aLL to lEarn.. and when
    i thInk about folks like me just taKing advantage
    of what the biggest library ever dreamed of that is
    all of the Internet now.. i see great things ahead for
    humankind that have never been dreamed before as
    there is a synergy of all the human beings working toGeTHeR
    in sharing and giving ways in terms of close to a Billion or however
    many actually have reasonable access to it all.. but wHere this baby
    goes next.. is a totAlly new experiment that has never even been dreamed
    before in terms of Total Human potential toGeThEr WorKinG as onE noW huge
    THINK AND BODY BALANCinG Tank of humanity as global whole.. strange
    that this did all happen close to all those Mayan Calendar events so hyped
    up in the media for years before that calendar number did come.. but
    it matters not.. what the form is.. as long as someone takes action
    and great consequence of positive allone.. anyWay.. my friEnd..
    hope your depression gets better as i kNow at the very bottom
    of the Barrel that even demons.. if they existed in super
    natural way would not dare to tread.. IS A place
    that i for one kNow one can come back
    uP to LiFE for sure.. no matter
    how deep the ashes.. theRE
    must be.. i thInk and FeeL
    noW a way out for
    most as i what
    i fELt waS impossible
    did come trUe iN liGht
    aWay from Dark mY FriEnd..:)

  2. “Grand Cross of 56”.. now that’s a 674th Verse
    of the Longest Long Form Poem ever
    approaching 4 Million words now
    as KATiE MiA FredericK!iI aka
    SonG oF mY SoUL thAT NowOnoW
    WiLL Certainly be memorable
    to post on my Birthday June 6th..
    from 6660 of the origin of when
    my Pale Green to ever changing
    Blue eYes first hit the dayliGht
    of P’Cola Florida.. around
    11 AM.. and i was also
    6 lbs 6 oz.. give or
    take an ounce..
    man/woman it might be easy
    for me to convince someone
    i was the Anti-Christ.. you knoW
    those Fundamentalist types that take
    everything in the Bible as a science project
    rather than a mystical esoteric poetry project
    that free verse poeTry inherently is.. per my last
    post all about the HoLy SpiRit oF PoEtry.. and Of
    course that should be obvious.. as so many
    poets.. have suggested they were
    prophets of God.. and of recent
    of course that is most always
    associated with mental
    illness when one gets
    high with nature aLL
    naturAlly FeeLinG
    S E N S i n G noW
    one with God sAMe
    and since they’ve been tOld
    tHeRe is only one son of God like
    this throughout all eternity.. they think
    and say they are THE JESUS.. noW iNstead of
    just another dude or dudette who has E-scaped
    the lies of culture and Got all high and Naked all
    naturAlly with God.. and of course therE are those
    drugs that assist folks in this FeeLinG and SenSorY
    way that there is more to life than meets the unaided
    human eYe and rest of FeelinGs and SeNses too..
    anyway.. there are actually some Internet
    Religious conspiracy folks who think
    that Lucifer is the Devil and
    this kinda Anti-Christ
    is expected by Free Masons
    and Buddhists.. and Egyptians
    Mythology Believers and Greek
    Mythology.. Roman Mythology and
    such as THAT that Apollo/Osiris as one
    human bEinG noW WiLL come back noW iN hUman
    form and announce it just as coincidence of
    course on my 56th birthday.. and while
    my wife does look almost just like
    the Art of the physical form
    portrayed for Nut.. Mut..
    and Isis in one package
    of Katrina.. Osiris is green
    and the tint of my skin in my
    nude art is more like bronzE noW
    or gOld than a green alien as such..
    so that excludes me from that butt.. Now
    tHeRe is Apollo.. general athletic prowess
    and poetry.. so maybe WiLL go wiTh Apollo noW2
    and i did wear a shirt With Led Zeppelin through
    the 3rd of June in the 3 am hours of dance then with
    obviously the fallen Angel Lucifer going up or down
    on that fiery shirt of Indigo Blues too.. and Britney
    Spears.. oops i did it iN orange red Mars style shorts
    too.. to go along with that.. and if you haven’t
    already figured out the obvious.. one of the
    almost Infinite memes of my lonGest noW
    long form poem in the entire history
    of humankind as scribed down
    in any kind of print online
    or off.. yes again..
    approaching the
    4 million Mark after
    33 months at the end of
    May along with close to 5400 DANCE
    miles in the same 33 months of length
    and 66 months of 11 million total words
    written in the Internet record that is the
    equivalent of frigging 13.6 bibles and of
    course this current long poem form iS noW
    four times as large as the entire bible
    and forty times longer than the
    entire Kuran.. and yes a’Round
    two times longer than original
    Longest Long Form poem titled
    Mahābhārata from the early..

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mahabharata

    Indian days in sanskrit
    way.. only difference is
    it wasn’t from one source
    nor was the bible of course
    and the Kuran is attributed
    to one person.. Muhammad..
    but truly not very impressive
    to me as i spit out the equivalent
    of a Kuran once a month and Jesus noW
    F iN Muhammad there is only 2000 Now literal
    words total of human words as Kuran metaphor
    iN vocabulary which definitely limits Now what
    iS said no matter what.. which honestly mostly
    Is just the the phrase ya better believe or else
    as such.. in something else instead of NOW thE
    God thaT iS in ya all free.. per the original
    gnostic words of the dude Jesus who
    told folks you’ll find God once ya
    strip and stand naked unashamed
    I N S I D E YA H U M A N BEiNG
    tReading on ya cultural clothes..
    so a number of philosophers
    and Christian related
    folks have named
    Muhammad the
    Anti-Christ through the
    years and with his stance
    on the continuing importance
    of keeping human slavery going
    which is antithetical to setting aLL
    God’s folks free and of course in ways
    of buying wives with dowries and such as
    that.. and the continuing misery and suffering
    in around a a fifth or so of the world population
    in terms of women.. homosexual Rock fests noW and
    such as that.. sure a case can be made in literal
    way easily that THAT Anti-Christ has already come
    in he and so many other forms that enslave and
    harm other human beings.. without NOW saYinG
    NO NO NO.. GOD DON’T NoW SLAVE GOD
    IN GOD.. NEVER NEVER NEVER.. GOD
    iS FREE ALWAYS EVOLVING AND
    SO ARE YOU YOU YOU.. YA
    BIG DUMMY SO WAKE UP
    AND BE FREE AND
    FREE EVERYONE
    ELSE NOW NOW
    NOW.. WITH
    NO EXCLUSIONS
    YA HEAR HERE NOW..
    well no.. that didn’t happen aT
    all mostly so no no no.. Muhammad
    wrote some fine poetry but he ain’t all
    about Free God and Freeing humanS now NOW
    for their True Will under God of Freedom
    with Love the sAMe.. so he doesn’t rate
    very high in my Book of God at all..
    and yeah.. the 6 to 9 year old
    marrying stuff.. just turns
    my FucKinG stomach
    just enough to
    know he
    ain’t no
    dam Angel
    man for sure..
    just another Trump
    in Wolves clothes as
    far as i can see playing
    with 9 year old dolls.. but
    i call ’em as i read about ’em..
    i mean… it’S in black and white
    text all online so it’s kinda hard
    to miss.. UNless one ignores the
    hell that can come with fine
    poetry too.. and yes..
    he was a great
    poet and
    warrior no doubt
    and that is what most
    everyone was doing tHeRe then
    and now.. fighting to keep limited
    resources and territory to FucKinG survive..
    so sure.. i’m sure the God of Nature can
    understand his pLight as of course the
    snake of survival exists
    so we can exist
    NOW iN the
    toughest times/NOW
    too.. so no.. THEN unlike
    Dante.. i aint’ gonna sentence
    Muhammad to hell.. just another
    misguided human doing what they
    can to love and lust and get the JOB
    of liVing done.. and sometimes it
    all gets FucKeD uP no matter
    how hard ya try
    to be a good
    dEvil and fAirly
    good anGel too noW
    iN thiS liFe for real..
    isreal israel or whatever
    metaphor oF NoW Freeing God of
    Nature folks and the rest of
    creatioN ONE back to Nature
    one and wHole the same
    as free now.. okay..
    OH God where was
    i AM heRe of course..
    and getting back to the
    topic of 56 and that Grand
    Cross thingy.. just another
    memorable placebo like positive
    attraction thing.. making lemons into
    lemonade where i as just NoW another one
    of many millions of saviors of the world
    with name or metaphor or not to housE noW
    the essence of thE trUth In liGht iN Super
    Epic long poem form iN scoreS of thouSands
    of particles of micro-expression poetry to go
    along now with 674 macro verse waves for
    the whole Ocean of all that is ‘SonG oF
    My SoUL’ noW and trUly this is the
    only way Apollo/Lucifer/Osiris/
    the Jesus/or that world teacher
    can come back.. as iT is FucKinG
    impossible to accomplish this unless
    you give it every second of your effort
    for at least 33 to 42 to 66 months or so from
    wake to sleep.. every God dam day like Superman
    can only do now.. oh yeah.. the Nietzsche overman
    Superman Metaphor is due its place in this rEcord
    of human history tooL.. but reAlly the reason.. yes..
    literally out of all this poetic.. philosophical.. esoteric..
    mystical.. occult.. religious Fred talk stuff.. with a little
    science sprinkled in to keep some order too.. YES..
    56 is a biggest lifelong milestone to mE.. aS
    IS A when yA are a Government/God worker
    THAT iS when the Golden HandcuffS noW
    of a promise for a lifelong penSioN
    and liFe long health insurance
    benefits finally PANS out
    FROM the Government/GOD
    White collar prison now/then
    in cubicles behind computers
    too.. all LOCKED IN AS SUCH
    IN LIVNG DAYLIGHT HELL..uMM..
    WELL.. mine came extra early
    aT age 47 in disability way of
    a life threatening synergy of
    19 medical disorders of which the
    worst one..then.. type two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia.. the hell in my right eye and
    ear.. no less than truly what hapPENed
    to JOB and OSIRIS in mythology REAL
    FOR FUCKING ME AND HELL NO.. NOT
    JUST A FEW HOURS OF TORTURE ON A
    CROSS.. MY PAIN ASSESSED IN MEDICAL
    LITERATURE AS WORSE THAN CRUCIFIXION
    from WAKE TO SLEEP FOR 66 FULL FucKinG
    MONTHS.. yep.. tHeRe is that 66 number popping
    up again.. and yes almost no sleep for 40 days
    during the lent season back in 2008 in the
    deepest darkest hell where one second
    was a thousand real days tHere in
    piece of paper nothingness
    of nothing in FeeLinG and
    SenSinG way.. too.. and
    THAT Trigeminal never ending
    now pain extended all the way
    through Star of David day.. July
    22nd 2013.. so sure i could make
    QUIET a case that i am either and or
    Osiris/Lucifer/Jesus/Apollo returned
    again in human flesh per the record
    as it STANDS FOR REAL.. but HEhe..noW
    here’s the kicker.. neither i or you
    will ever know for sure.. HaHA!
    as thaT is the
    mystery and
    the best pArt
    of life secrets that
    are half tOld and kept
    secret hehex2.. and trUly
    just iMaGiNe tHeRe is no way
    that either Jesus or Apollo can
    come back now.. as both sides noW
    have made him one man who does Now
    different things.. but seriously one side
    says the man is coming back to LIFT oFF the
    veil of ignorance iN human/God Apocalypse term
    way the way iT iS originally Greek DeFinED..
    allone.. while the other side says..
    yes.. almost half of the world noW
    in Christian and Islam ways say..
    the Jesus dude is coming back
    to kill a bunch of people
    in warrior God way..
    for only one side
    as dictated by
    two sides now..
    hmm.. that’S
    bullshit and
    Apollo was never
    one for bullshit so Apollo
    wins the battle still in epic
    Victory over Vengeance way.. then..
    even though Apollo iS knoWn for soMe
    destruction too.. so no.. i ain’t thaT
    kinda guy as the girls of my life will
    tale ya.. that guy’s a lady’s man and
    no fucking Son of man.. sUn of woman
    is he.. and oh God he makes us SMiLe
    so high in the DancE and
    PoEtrY oF liFe with HiM..
    so yes.. i AM
    Pan
    bottom line..

    PAN AND NOW
    GOD FREED ONE..
    YOU’LL CATCH ME NAKED
    IN THE FOREST DANCING WITH
    SUN AND SAND.. AND heRe online WiTH
    SWEET INNOCENT Nymphs DANCE HALL ONE
    AND SAME.. WE WiLL CONTINUE SMILING
    AND LAUGHING IN THE FOREST/DANCE AND
    SONG OF LIFE SamE iNFOREVERNEVERLAND
    ‘YOU’ WILL NEVER FucKinG FiND uS AS YOU
    noW DON’T kNOW HOW TO FucKinG BE FREE AS
    ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS MISERY… SUFFERING..
    KILLING.. AND THE DOLLAR BILL AS YOuR BOTTOM
    LINE.. AH.. THE DANCE AND SONG OF NAKED PAN..
    HARD AND SOFT.. BUT DAM SURE FREE WITH
    WILL AND LOVE.. WE SKIPPED ALL THE
    BULLSHiT AND SaID
    THiS IS A WAY
    wE LIKE iT AND iT
    IS FUCKING douBLe
    A
    O
    K GRaND noW A
    CrOSS.. i AM 56..
    5 pluS 6 equAls
    11 sO sUre thaT
    Will do foR NoW aS
    HoruS Moon Child2
    Too noW So WeLL aLLa
    WitH Love uNdeR Will
    FReED iN FEarless WAy2!..
    and PS while whether or not
    this is the greAtest story ever
    tOld WiLL depend on if any one
    ever can read the wHole dam
    thing but me hehe..
    never the less
    the FACT iS
    ‘KATiE MiA FredericK!iI’..
    AKA ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’.. noW
    all 674 macro wave verses..
    Now is the most super
    Epic story
    ever
    taLed
    and that my
    friEnds IS A
    SCIENTIFIC FaCT2..
    to do something no one
    has ever done before is super
    cool in human and God way on
    Earth NO MATTER WHAT THE HATERS
    AND NAYSAYERS OF LIFE SAY i
    JuST
    DO iT
    iN Victory
    Over Vengeance
    like Nike say
    in feAt
    of hUman
    EPiC Way
    and sure i challenge
    YOU now to do more sAMe
    as the Real HeiR apPaRent
    Jesus did then too.. have a nice day..
    iT’s warm..so cozy iN heaVeN Oh!EDENEXCITING2..:)

  3. Hank sees lots of nature pics. Such greenery should be soothing! Great Katie!

    Hank

    • To quote Hank
      here again.. Hank says..

      Hank sees lots of nature pics.
      Such greenery should be
      soothing! Great Katie!

      And i now say back to Hank in thanks..

      Hi Hank.. thanks so much for dropping
      by and so glad you enjoyed the soothing
      Nature of Nature captured in the
      photos here.. and surely
      A picture is worth aLL
      the words
      ever tOld
      as tale
      my friEnd..
      and when all the
      hUman words end noW
      Nature WiLL go on iN A
      sAMe HeaVenLy BLiss and
      Struggle.. both deaTh and liFe.. DArk and liGht
      and aLL A ‘tween my FriEnd
      STar DuSt continUinG noW
      iN A cycle of allthatis Now
      SO FREE AND WILD
      ALL
      THATIS
      FREENOW..:)

  4. https://gigoid.me/2016/06/03/close-to-the-padded-cloud/#comment-19510

    Well.. my friend.. tomorrow is the 19th anniversary
    of our child’s birth.. and it’s also a dVerse prompt
    for Eulogies.. so i’m saving all of that tomorrow
    plus this to kill three birds with one
    stone.. hehe.. or Bring ’em
    back alive in words..
    same difference..
    when poEtry
    SinGs a SonG
    iN spiRit oF hUman
    EmoTion.. and if not
    for loss of effective hearing
    and sight for ‘those 66 months’…
    there would have never been any
    presSinG Need to make language organic
    as then there was no human me other than
    text of lists and facts and no.. tHeRe are rarely
    any smiles in that noW And even rarer any laughs..
    It’S Now great to Survive and Love And Fearlessnow
    iS simply
    icing aLL
    over the bottom
    of the caKe for noW..
    anyway.. two long long
    days and i’ve been missing
    some sleep too.. coming back now..:)

  5. A round-up here with
    three years of Facebook Memories
    as my private digital online Free Secretary/
    Assistant comes through without algorithm
    Fail.. oh.. technology and art you do work
    so WeLL to allow the Creative Artist
    more freedom from the teDums
    of mechanical cognition
    to get the Art Job
    DonE in the
    creative floW
    iN ZonE of
    the first
    Kerouac’s who
    taped paper together
    in the typewriter to go go
    go iN Flow without interruption
    or the phenoms of Dance like
    Rihanna who without a dance
    lesSon bLowS the lessonED one
    step this way that way then
    dancers aWay noW
    iN a NeW creative
    Breeze of free floWinG
    seNsual movement.. iS
    to be me like as Now no
    one else is as We go noW
    To Be WiTh God aLLthaTiS
    aS Free FloWinG iN ZonE
    Co-CreaTinG wayS aS
    Bliss of One noW
    Force WitH
    God iS noW
    an unprecedented
    perfect practice of hUman
    that thiS new science mixed wITh
    Art age bRings wHeRe the dream time
    of the Aborigine Natives oF all countries
    comes to the now time of hUmans free
    WiTh technology to fLow without
    the mechanical cognition
    Barriers of the
    past.. so the way
    is prepared by all the
    nerds.. geeks.. scientists..
    Engineers.. etc.. oF LiFe and
    noW the ArTists of the cave wall
    Paintings can Art free AGaiN without
    restraint of one step two step of the way
    it was done before.. oh the Flow.. oh the God
    of wE when set free in the Golden Age of Human
    who seeks and finds a Way in Practice to move to higher
    Jonathan LiVinGsTon heights iN Solo FLiGht farther than
    any navigation system that a blue Angel of older planes
    can fly to sacrifice that life too.. for others too across
    a Lifespan of art that can be given.. shared and
    recorded for ages to come in Server ways..
    the 6 and 9 of the Golden Spiral
    oF God’s Universe set
    free in the me
    oF uS when wE
    are totally satisfied to
    be who we are and just fly
    hiGher and HiGher in Golden
    Spiral way beyond moon liGht
    And Sunlit rays.. iMagiNation and
    Creativity oF hUman alWays a new
    Country and multiVerse of hUman miNd
    And Body BalanCinG SoUl set free iN expreSsinG
    iN MoVinG.. C O N N E C T I N G.. yes.. creating
    aLL potential nuancED EmoTioNal Heart and
    seNsory way as spiRit SoUl and heARt iN A
    Trinity of one Of BeinG WitH God oF
    NatUre FREeNoW..
    Oh.. so WiLd
    and Free
    as Fearless
    LoVinG BeinG,,
    so now MoVinG
    here to the three
    older now shares
    in Facebook
    ways
    too.. FREE..

    Beginnings of a
    practice in making
    all writing special..
    in other words sacred
    and holy in mindful awareness
    of poetic paths in journey one alive..:)

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/sweet-autistic-peas.html

    Short Sweet
    Truth liGht
    Abstract2
    iN Figurative Language
    and or science way more2…:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/04/i-of-imagination/

    And per the PoEtry and SonG
    And DancE hear.. the Sycamore
    continues to grow per colors of the
    Wind as no one has been able to cut i
    down to tHeir size yet.. larger or smaller..
    i for one.. wouldn’t wanna be anyone but me.. aLLthaTis
    noW wiTh God GroWinG Free WeLL as wE pleasE noW..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/04/psalmets-of-nature/

  6. WeLL.. MoVinG oN to the dVerse Eulogy prompt and of course
    timeless as June Memories do bRing to me.. from the birth
    of our first and only Son who would live 51 days on June
    4th 1997.. to the Memorial Service for my Father in
    the June Timeframe of 2014 and his death at
    the end of that May.. and with my first
    effort of Eulogizing the lost
    Loves of my Life
    in 2013.. along with
    a Cat named Sunny Boy
    in Oreo the Meaning of Life..
    sure three meaningful Eulogies
    to share in older link ways noW iN
    free as the trusty Google search assistant
    Will pull them up easy with key word
    search.. no.. no drawers of letters
    or card catalogs to go through
    noW wHere creativity can
    flow free in alpha to
    theta wave mind
    Flow wHere
    yes.. as silent
    Lucidity wiLL
    say in real
    the dream
    WiLL come alive
    in Fruition way wHere
    creativity is both free and
    protected in online way.. Where
    ‘Emily’s letters’ are no longer lost in
    drawers for someone to find alone then..
    and wHere words of prophets of the
    past are neither mis-spoken are
    edited to selfish materialistic
    and reproductive controlling
    ways of psychopathic leaning
    empathy-less
    hUman
    BeinGs who
    would otherwise
    makes slaves of other
    human beings for power
    and status over Fearless Love
    of MoVinG.. ConnEcTing.. shaRinG
    CreaTinG GiVinG ways to aLLotHeRsONe..:)

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/03/katie-miaaghogday-my-perspective-on-life.html

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/03/challenging-alexithymia-with-music.html

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/the-divine-comedy-autism-and-alexithymia.html

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/visiting-garden-of-band-aid.html

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/goodbye-sunny-boy.html

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/autistic-love-letters.html

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/oreo-meaning-of-life.html

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/22/in-memory-of-my-father-first-fred/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/13/celebrating-first-fred-fathers-life-in-memorium/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/30/true-friends-never-pass-away/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/02/cat-paws-of-love/

    Sure.. why share three.. when sharing 11.. is
    just a copy and paste away.. for GiVinG
    Love and all associated with Love
    through grief.. through shock..
    and non acceptance of loss..
    through anger.. through
    honoring whatever the
    liGht of Loss may be
    and reconciling the dArk
    of the liGhts of Loves as
    well.. and finally acceptance
    and moving on in connecting
    and creating more as even the
    bio-chemistry of Human now shows
    in science that the bonding neuro-hormone
    Oxytocin and Serotonin Trust Neurochemical falls off
    after loss.. and successful Eulogies in however
    that may come are assisted by higher levels of
    the Neurochemical Dopamine to motivate us
    in pleasure way to make the change
    in creativity of Anew and Sunny
    day to come soon now.. wHere
    the Oxytocin warm and fuzzY
    and trust of Serotonin are one
    and same with all other associated
    neuro-chemical and hormone ways
    Alive so BaLanCinG and free aGain
    in new ways of Animal homeostasis
    Free… The term life’s a bitch is one of
    Modern society in a constant state of
    money and other material attachment
    ways.. Life’s a Beach.. iT reAlly is when
    one attaches value and meaning to motivate
    Moving.. Connecting.. Creating.. sharing.. giving
    ways as a social animal named human will most
    certainly do in the dream time real iN Love oF aLL
    the liGht and dARk.. shades and hues of colors through
    black and white to more of A LiFe RainBow that no one can take away
    as colors we then become.. the dream and reality oF our liFeREAL NOW..
    and hell no.. no book alone has the answers.. whether Kuran.. Bible..
    the gita.. or whatever book of laws and dreams come from before
    and after now aS weLL.. including our own perSonAl Books of
    LiFe in all the symbols that comes.. across the Life of We
    now to evolve and grow Greater as any Sycamore
    tree WiLL when left alone by scissor hands
    of human beings that WiLL not let
    Nature take the course
    of wE as oNE Force
    FreE noW..
    so sure.. i thInk noW
    i’ve done enough eulogizing
    here and to be able to process
    grief through poEtry IS certainly A
    gift that brOught me back to liFE from
    a dead HeARt.. SpiRit ..and SoUl.. of words
    without meaning as a cover of Human without
    BeinG in the dead zone of i for 66 months THEN..
    BEyond all these words and 11 plus million
    i have written before.. the 5400 miles plus
    of dance in 33 months is the medicine
    that has made me more than
    ever a Lover of LiGht
    and LiFe and
    aLL oF Creation
    sAmE as the eYes
    of God free iN i oF mE
    and We as uS toGeTheR Free..
    and sure.. this deserves a Facebook
    status by itself until i share my soUl with
    the soUls of other Eulogies on the dVerse
    way.. as i say good bye to year 55 of my own..
    on June 6th and embark on Anew 56 to gRow Fields of DreAms
    Even moRE NoW iN God’s eYes wE forevermorenowOcean aLiVe…:)

  7. Now to dVerse on the
    Eulogy trail.. not everyone’s
    cup of tea of course.. as this
    prompt only generated 22 responses
    in ways of links as iT iS oF course understandable
    as not everyone wants to go back ‘tHeRe’.. i fiNd
    iT Healthy to occasionally
    honor the dArker
    pArts of LiFE
    in artful way at least..
    and move on to bRiGhter
    stuff as it seems that way
    in BleSsinGS after travel
    to the dArker side of LiGht to me..:)

    12:56 pm..
    6042016..

    SMiLes.. the BleSsinGs oF
    FeeLinG as wE have kNoWn
    someone now and forever now..
    wHere past and futUre biRth anD
    deaTh mElts aWay iN LiFeNOw
    forever hELd aS
    eYes of Love
    thAT WiLL to
    never forget.. to
    sense.. to FeeL..
    whaT liVing aLL TogeTher..
    iS foR NoW iN WeLL oF liFE..:)

    Quick note.. the main reason
    i dropped all the punctuation of
    Queen Victoria English along with
    all the Clothes that come before
    Victoria’s secrets were unleashed
    and released.. is we are not weLLborn to
    stop and button up.. as above.. so below..
    inside.. outside.. and all around liFe..
    fLows iN ZonE without the dam traffic
    liGhts and sidewalks of modern
    cultures that exist in
    law way.. to control
    insanely large
    groups of
    hUman BeinGs
    against anarchy and
    chaos as hUman BeinGs
    as is.. are sTill only evolved
    to comfortably move.. connect..
    and create.. with 150 to 200 sets
    of SinGinG DanCinG Naked eYes so Free..
    Anyway.. i have a private backyard.. and
    laws that provide an avenue to free clothed
    dance in public as well.. as pARt of my only
    trUe religion iN DancE and SonG.. as WeLL as the
    healing properties.. oF FreeST Naked Verse of DancE
    and SonG that are wE Fearless as Love Naked FReED..
    Not everyone is brave enough to be more fully
    free like this for more than obvious
    society and religion generated
    fears that yes do have
    an origin in both
    reason and art of
    BeinG HuMaN for the
    BaLanCinG Act to survive
    in monstrous large populations
    wHere eYes look down.. sAdly instead
    of instinctual Connection of frienDLY
    eYes so BriGht in hUman Star connection
    no less than neurons in balance of left
    and right hemisphere bRain Function for
    relatively simple animal bliss and
    nirvana.. when things are not
    too complex as created
    in illusory way
    by culTure noW
    Oh.. it’s kinda insane..
    but trUly to escape the illusions
    of religion and cultural way is FREeED
    for me…
    BOTTOM LINE
    AS THIS side
    note now ends FReED..:)

    True.. the mind IS A terrible
    thing to lose in Dementia anD
    trUe as WeLL @lEast.. the FeeLinG
    and SenSinG paRt Being with smart
    lacks any art
    at all
    and just
    becomes sHeLL
    of a former
    word
    SMT..
    Art the core of
    Both SmArt and heARt oF course..
    The death of soUl iN liFE iS as possible
    of course2.. as the death oF miNd in FeeLinG SoUL..:)

    Awoke at 3 am by a Tropical liGhteNinG storm and StaYinG
    awake for the most pARt after that.. yes.. i’LL take
    a nap and be
    back later
    as aLways
    promised oF
    Course to be trUe
    in new phrases like
    the Arnold miGht
    sTiLL say noW..
    1:26 p.m.:)

    Back after a quick nap WitH Yellow Boy..
    photos coming on June 6th of Yellow
    Boy’s Nap2.. and that reminds me of
    My First and only other Yellow
    Cat Besides the neighborhood
    Visitor Tennessee who
    lounges around
    in our yard
    for free..
    as most
    paid human
    animals are too
    shamed to do.. free..
    but anyway.. i StiLL remember
    that first highlight of my liFe
    in Eulogy of Toby.. one of my only
    friends around the era of early
    school then at my Grandmother’s
    home on the river as that
    yellow cat used to
    stretch out
    with me
    and nap..
    and it made
    me feel so warm
    and fuzzy too.. and
    when i saw his eyes that
    did not blink on the back
    porch on the river.. it made
    me beyond sad and that was the
    last Yellow Cat i had until Yellow
    Boy showed up out of the woods and
    helped save my soul.. as that is
    what human nurturing in
    accordance with
    the rest of the
    animal kingdom
    and Nature can
    do when freed away
    from general hate
    and discontent and fear
    and all of that culture and
    religious bullshit that is foreign
    to the eYes of God FReED in uS as
    Mother Nature trUe arms of Fearless
    and Unconditional Love to survive
    in the CALL of God WiLd alWayS noW
    in FReeLIfe2.. first before
    the Apple of the
    Fall of human
    away from
    God into
    words as
    chains in little
    black books of only
    800K to 80K to even
    140 characters of
    twitter
    acronyms
    now
    like
    LOL..
    well
    this is a Eulogy
    to the BIG LOL YOU
    KNOW THE REAL GOD THAT
    HAS NO BEGINNING NO END
    NO NAME BUT
    i
    AM..
    you FucKers
    Killed God with
    culture and Religion
    but you only killed God
    in your life.. God lives
    on eYes oF Y i and Yellow
    Boy’s friEnds from
    Birds to Bees
    to Flowers
    and warm
    fuzzy naps
    in God’s arms
    aLL FREE FOR
    ALL NOW.. AND SpeaKinG
    of free for alls next stop…
    the Grand Buffet for me and another
    Birthday older Girl.. and there was
    A Birthday older boy.. and an opportunity
    to go to the Texas Road House Steak House..
    but as ‘they’ say all you can eat wins out.
    and the Birthday Girl asked first so
    that is wHere i AM headed next..
    and hmm.. maybe a few minutes
    here for some more
    dVerse Trails..
    until the wife
    says get your butt
    in the shower Fred.. the
    Chinese Food is waiting with
    or without a Full Moon Now and
    with that said.. a little perfect
    hair.. and Kate.. and hanging around
    the Kitchen for the next meal.. sweet
    or sour.. i Love this SonG as it celebrates
    the Wild and Crazy just for fun.. with no
    serious intent of harm to anyone at all
    in sarcastic Warron Devon Flow and
    i suppose at nows when i’m working
    out and sound like a gorilla/wolf/
    Killer/whale/with sounds like that
    deep in guttural growl.. i miGht
    SinG and Work-out like i’d
    rip someone’s Lungs
    out or perhaps
    my expanding
    tailored
    work-out shirts..
    but nah.. it’s just
    the call of the wild
    released in Eulogy until
    i Bring it back for a visit
    in the next Were Wolf haiRed
    SonG of greatest Shark inside
    for survival.. beyond the
    mammal way
    oF
    Orca
    Breasted Love..
    and speaking of
    werewolves and such
    as that just another before
    and after photo reminder of
    just after i was birthed out
    of death in life around the
    end of July.. 2013.. with still
    the form of a man
    iN heLL..
    Of facial
    expressions
    as such of course
    with shark teeth
    in right eYe at
    close look all lit
    up as such.. and the
    after look of calmed over
    face in bliss of heaven now
    2016.. that just goes to show that
    regeneration of hUman is possible now
    after going through.. almost any death
    iN liFe.. trUly we all have super men
    and women potential if we tap the inner
    demons and angels same as free iN dArk
    and liGht for the Survival of Fearless
    Love
    FReED..
    and no.. i’m not gonna
    make it back to dVerse
    for a while as i don’t
    wanna hEar the call of the
    wild iN Katrina saying get your
    ass moving.. i will comply happily
    in forethought and caring for her
    own
    time wishes
    as i don’t have
    any clue what the
    FuCK tiMe is anymore
    and i don’t miss timE enough
    to even Eulogy it further
    than
    NOW..
    yeah.. now’s
    plenty enough
    sAid for me NOW..:)

  8. thefeatherdsleep..
    a poet i derive
    inspiration from
    here in online
    Long Form
    Poem
    blog..
    shares
    on Facebook..
    a self portrait..
    aka selfies these
    days.. but never
    the less a way to
    express all the nuanced
    EmoTioNs now of a hUman
    face and what better
    way to do iT..
    all flesh
    and blood
    iN real now
    as technology
    allows.. A
    Face.. truLY
    says what words
    cannot say.. particularly
    the eYes oF Windows into
    empath soULs that feels so
    much of the World for so long
    that it must escape the eYes of
    one through Art.. and trUly that
    liFe of Art lives in eYes of old
    soUls weLL before art
    comes.. and that
    reminds me of
    the tennis
    court.. so
    long ago..
    girl named
    Jenny older than
    i but with a face of an
    artist like this too.. who gave
    me an unexpected compliment then..
    that i look like an artist when every
    one else referred to me as the
    classic nerd/geek.. and
    four eYes as complement..
    artistic.. yes.. funny
    little synchroncities..
    replace the u with an
    r and autistic becomes
    artistic.. i thInk it’s safe
    to say i finally
    find my R
    more
    and less am
    now no longer U..
    and in reference
    to the face share
    here..
    Face..
    Classic
    Painting..
    Lovely..
    Friend..
    peaceful..
    unexpected..
    But as ‘they’
    Say.. never
    Judge
    an
    Author by
    Her pages..
    WInks.. And
    Perhaps.. i am
    They.. noW As
    He aS weLL..:)

  9. And yes.. i do take
    selfies on my birthday
    weekend with Ladies older
    than my dance Friends at Seville…
    Judy here.. friends since the 80’s at the
    Good Old Naval Air Station Whiting Field Bowling
    Center that i ended up managing.. and friend of
    Katrina at the Local NewsPaper they worked at
    during the period of time Katrina worked there
    for 13 years doing A to Z for Good News then.. too..:)

    And yes.. after we leave
    the Grand Buffet Chinese
    restaurant iT is most deFinitELy
    safe to say.. Katrina has her hands
    full
    WitH mE
    in Fredache styLe..;)

    And yes.. the Toy
    Story.. never ending..
    never stArTinG.. continues
    foR
    NoW..
    And perhaps the
    most hilarious pARt
    is Katrina’s nickname
    for me is Princess now..
    you kNow.. like that froZen
    girl.. and when one of those
    Facebook identity tests attempted
    to assess which X-man Character
    i was.. i end up as ‘Storm’.. not
    exactly a 230 LB heavily
    muscled man for
    sure but much
    more powerful
    than thAT
    iN terms
    of SoUL..
    CHI.. hehe..
    and even controlling
    the weather.. and general
    atmosphere as such..
    with the description
    of smart and
    centered
    but unpredictable…
    cAlm and serene.. one moment
    and bad ass confrontational.. the
    next.. yes.. of course.. the werewolf..
    Vampire.. Clark Kent and NoW SuperWOman
    meme of the general Bi-polar characteristics
    of somewhere between 1 to 11 percent of
    the population.. depending on the full
    spectrum of shape shifter
    throughout all oF A
    liFe span as such..
    and trust me
    when they
    say you’ve
    been to both
    sides now.. YES..
    i have in polar opposite
    BEAST DEVIL AND PRINCESS
    ANGEL WAYS.. and sure with just
    a change of eYes in a split second i
    can even instill terror in my wife as
    a joke of course.. as i am the
    i and the I is only actor
    oF Y i.. the difference
    between me
    and psychopaths
    in X-Alruist way
    is i have extremely
    Strong empathy and i
    regulate my EmoTioNs
    and integrate my senses
    aT wiLL.. so yeah.. baby thAT
    IS A poTenTiaL storm at any
    given second but only
    if necessary..
    as some
    folks
    find out
    in the real
    world too of tennis
    court and public store style..
    like the young hefty farm man
    in the local grocery store who didn’t
    realize i was with my wife.. as nah.. we
    don’t exactly match.. and says.. some folks
    are strange and i confronted him and gave him
    the whole Fredache story first hand along with
    my trustY handy dandy YouTube video showing the
    somewhat total beast of i GRowLinG.. leG presSinG
    close to 1000 Lbs in parallel way many RePs..
    with my arms stretched up
    to ballet heaven..
    and showing him
    a few swift martial arts
    kicks were i come a frAction
    of an inch from any can on
    the grocery shelf and for
    practical intents and
    purposes.. never
    miss..
    and then i go on
    to tale him about the
    3 Million plus word poem..
    one verse of 674/wThis.. thaT iS
    a third of a milLion words LonG
    and sure.. i can prove EVERY FucKinG
    THING I SAY.. and then i go on to say noW
    and this is the second general NoW..
    i have ELABORATED last night ON WHAT
    i am dOinG.. wiTh some of our
    more good old boy
    folks in the area
    during this
    public store
    dance extravaganza
    in Dick’s Sporting Goods too..

    THAT.. THE JESUS says HEAVEN iS
    NOW.. AND THAT FOLKS WILL COME
    WHO DO MORE THAN HE THEN AND THEN
    I SAY.. you know that Jesus fellow.. IF HE CamE
    BACK NOW.. HE WOULD BE A LOT LIKE ME.. NOW..
    and he would probably get the same reaction
    from modern day Christians that both
    he and King David got back
    then for their
    RATHER
    different.. STRANGE..
    WEIRD WAYS THEN… INCLUDING
    JOYOUS DANCING IN PUBLIC WITH
    NEXT TO NOTHING ON.. and i told
    ’em.. i would do that in public too..
    but it’s against the law..
    so i dance naked
    online too..
    and i can
    prove that too
    baby.. and after that
    both groups of good old
    boys.. one of which had girl
    friend in tow.. eventually picked
    up their jaw off the floor and went
    on their merry old southern style way..
    anyway.. i’m having Catholic Church this
    morning for my Birthday weekend SunDaY.. wHeRe Katrina
    gets to announce that in church for laughs and giggles..
    then.. a first Sunday Lunch on a Southern Baptist Pastor
    farm.. and then finAlly Dinner as invited at the high class
    Pensacola Restaurant at New World Landing.. with my
    Rich Uncle who sold appliances at Sears when young
    and eventually got rich selling Vacuum cleaners..
    living noW on one of the most beautiful places
    on Earth.. the Bay at Shalimar
    Point on the Emerald
    Coast in Destin
    Florida.. a view
    that is worth
    more than dollars
    can possibly imagine
    more than his several million
    dollar home can say.. anyway..
    photos coming on the 6th.. of course..
    to tale more than words can say alone
    oN course.. and no.. i ain’t no royal.. i love
    the beach.. i Love liFe.. i got the code of
    iT aLL figured out on channel 11.. and
    i am killing every moment of
    life simply
    with that
    same heaven
    now that the real
    gnostic dude Jesus says
    if you don’t find it now.. now
    in life.. you will never ever find it at
    all.. totally opposite of what most Christians
    and Muslims believe.. sadly enough.. like
    hell
    on Earth..
    where the opposite
    can be the reality of
    the real ROYALS
    WHO FIND THE
    THRoNE
    NoW..
    for free.. for free
    for free always NOW..
    And truly what thus means
    too now.. is the real Jesus cannot
    possibly come back to either Muslims
    or Christians.. with the same message then
    that truly still exists in the New Testament
    but is passed by like a board in
    the eYes of good that
    folks cannot see
    in terms of oh
    shit.. life’s
    a bitch now..
    and not a beach..
    so.. ironically enough..
    if Jesus came back and said
    if you don’t work for heaven NOW
    for ISREAL ISRAEL ZioN NoW you’ll
    never ever get it they would ‘likELy’ call
    the Jesus.. the Anti-Christ.. and ironically
    enough.. never live with him more or less
    a thouSand years online in the REAL
    Kingdom of Heaven now iN E-Land AND
    ON EARTH.. as simply another
    self-fulfilling prophecy
    of the same dArk side
    of humanity who has
    lived this sAd way for ages
    of past.. TO liFT the veil of ignorance
    and find heaven now.. in fearless LoVenoW
    is the way of Jesus then2.. the destruction
    and harm of others.. including rape of little
    girls.. by marrying them in Dowry purchase from
    6 to 9 years old.. 12.. or even FucKinG
    23 too.. or so.. is the Evil Devil way
    and so much more.. from
    Invading countries
    that did not start
    a war and
    killing 100K or
    so innocent brown
    skinned folks.. to taking
    away entire home lands from indigenous
    people’s in imperialistic monarchy
    Christian way.. away from the
    golden Rule of Jesus and
    Buddha way of
    liFe.. GOD FReED..
    thE Anti-Christ
    has already lived
    here for 2000 Years
    and they will continue
    to live in tHeir big temples
    they call Christian Churches..
    Mosques for separation from
    the other naked children of God..
    and all the other places where division
    away from Unity is the way of life for
    closed minded conservative
    leaning clothed thoughts..
    AWAY FROM ALL NATURAL GOD..
    but anyway.. a perfect
    storm as such
    oF Love iS already
    here in HeaveN NoW..
    but only for those who
    break the code of cultural clothed
    DaRK lies and find that heaven now
    in the LiGht oF ISraEL Christ way
    away from Anti-Christ division iN
    illusory fears and all stUFF related
    to hate and
    harm..
    the New age is already
    here.. YES THE KinGdoM oF GOD for those who free
    NoW iN God of Nature’s arms in trUe ROYAL WAY..
    ThE KinG.. thE ThrONE.. is ONe ARE wE.. And
    ps.. thAT LordE giRl.. sUre has a dEEp
    soUl as the wiNdows oF hEr eYes
    do tale too.. it’S almost
    like ‘someONE’ sent
    heR heRE
    to hELp
    wE ONE..
    yes.. we alReady
    WON noW aS onEnoW..
    sorry iF you missed
    the Rapture.. it never
    stArted and never ended.. iT
    iS alWayS now.. juSt alWayS NoW FReED..
    and truly iT iS LiFe and YOU COULD MISS iT
    alWayS now2.. iN self-built heLL on earth..
    wE AiM
    to help
    lift the veil
    of ignorance iN apocalypse
    way.. ‘YOU’ aim to self destruct
    but Fearless Love iS greater than
    fear
    and
    hate..
    reL
    ATeD
    way..
    mARk!
    these
    words! wITh
    Fearless Storm
    LovE WayS NoW..:)

  10. https://gigoid.me/2016/06/04/devising-new-strategies-takes-time/#comment-19538

    “Life moves pretty fast.
    If you don’t stop and look around once in a while,
    you just might miss it.”

    ~~ Matthew Broderick ~~

    ~~ in “Ferris Bueller’s Day Off”, screenplay by John Hughes ~~

    The real mesSage of Jesus
    in a nut shell.. amazing
    he came in
    a movie some
    decades ago
    in Ferris
    Form
    and no
    one had
    a clue.. well..
    almost no one..;)

    FriEnd gigoid responds
    wITh..

    *smile*

    The Metaphorse is strong
    in you, my friend…

    Love

    gigoid…

    And i say then
    and noW..

    wInks..
    And thE
    SonG continues..:)

  11. And.. sPeaKinG
    Of three year
    Old memories..:)

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/catchy-autistic-tale.html

    Sure.. as the tale
    catches on FiRe
    for NoW@Least..;)

  12. WeLL.. yes.. celebrating the
    Grand Cross Planetary
    alignment and
    56 as birthday
    on June 6th.. wouldn’t
    be quite as real without
    at least two crosses of
    Devotion and Salvation..
    Brown and Blue respectively…:)

  13. http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/visiting-garden-of-band-aid.html

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2013/08/18/visiting-the-garden-of-band-aid/

    A Garden of Bandaid.. a Garden of music
    Bands and so many others too back then
    that and who helped me regain my EmoTioNs
    slowly while recovering the ability to feel EmoTioNs
    and enjoy music once again finally at the apex of recovery
    on or about July 22nd 2013.. and this June 6th effort in my
    original KATiE MIA/Aghogday Blog on my Birthday then wide
    awake into that day of 6th then as i worked on this thing all the
    way through the night.. until my feet swelled for the first
    now i remember then from excess of sitting too long
    in the Flow of Stream of consciousness writing
    escaping the science.. once step.. two
    step.. five.. state of left brain
    mind.. wHere finAlly the
    right brain way of
    intuition.. interpretation
    and social expression is coming
    aLIve and WiLL soon be a way then
    to free aLL my heARt.. of EmoTioNs..
    spiRit expreSsinG those EmoTioNs..
    iN ways of DancE of Feet.. and SonG
    of PoEtry and eventuAlly in voice
    of SonG again for the first time
    in many years at Church
    numbering 23 years
    from the now
    i left playing
    the piano and SinGinG
    for the Catholic Church Choir
    in ’90.. shortly after i married.. and
    didn’t feel the need to go anymore as i
    had Love at home and narroWed to
    one person was enough back then
    in new Love Romantic ways..
    Anyway.. i had been discussing
    Logical ways of gaining knowledge
    and sharing it on the Wrong Planet
    Website in almost every subject imaginable
    since November 26, 2010.. before the date then
    of this Garden of Band-Aid post and had moved
    on to other online Autism Communities to do the same
    and learn more about the difficulties of psychology in mind
    and body imbalance that so many folks shared overall in those
    online communities then.. truly.. a battle field of misery
    in soUL out of Balance it was in a science way too..
    as use or lose can mean the most if gaining/
    regaining balance of miNd and
    boDy soUl comes back or
    ever comes noW in
    the first place
    then..
    i already somewhat BEFORE illness
    had it.. but apparently some of these
    folks never had it at all and their Emotional..
    Moving.. Connecting.. Physical lives were like
    only living with literally half a soUl in ways of MiNd
    and body balance as i could relate as the stress of
    Life made me into half a human too and or LESS..
    And for the scientist or militant scientist
    atheists who will suggest that
    humans have no free
    WiLL and are just
    a part of
    a random
    soup of deterministic
    life no less than the precise
    soup in construct developed
    by humans to solve a math
    equation.. they have little to no art
    of Mind so they are heARts without
    Art that simply makes them half a he
    without art of HeARt more fully alive
    and whole as hUman BeinG.. so what is
    free will.. free will is of course relative but the
    real deal that allows me to gain the ability to
    regulate my emotions and integrate my senses
    for almost continual bliss.. AND NO.. THESE FOLKS..

    HAD.. NO IDEA WHAT THE FucK i WAS TALKING ABOUT AS
    THEY HAD NO IDEA THAT THIS STATE OF BEING HUMAN
    WAS EVEN POSSIBLE AT ALL.. ‘CAUSE WHAT THIS MEANS
    IS A PERSON WITH THIS KIND OF RELATIVE FREE WILL CAN
    BE HAPPY AS THEY LIKE AND AT PEACE IN ALMOST ANY
    ‘NORMAL’ HUMAN CIRCUMSTANCE OF DAY TO DAY
    LIFE.. of course..
    unless they are in a prison of
    what other folks make them do through
    the prison of the almighty dollar..
    and attachment of material
    goods for value and status
    of life.. when counting your blessings
    is how full your garage is of crap you never
    use and bought at the mall.. or Super-Walmart
    or some fancy ritzy store too.. in ways of ladies
    apparel and retail therapy for folks noW who have a
    space inside that they do not aLL naturally feel/fill
    like other animals do by the power of practicing
    and exercising mastery of EmoTioNs.. and Integration
    of senses.. by the art of movement as EmoTioNs and
    SeNses Flow through our body.. and are not something
    stamped on a bill of receipt for goods that some folks lEarn
    through society to get high on as they come to the cash register
    to get that brief high from buying the next big thing whatever
    that may be to keep humans in the prison of someone else’s..
    namely society.. as A whole iN cultural expectations and of
    course this extends out into religion as the seNsuaLITy
    of liFe in lust and love balance is what makes
    us the most creative.. balanced and
    productive overall aS oNe.. take
    the luSt pArt away by oppressing
    it and repressing it.. and
    fill it with material goods
    like the best clothes
    in Sunday morning
    church and you’ve Got
    Slaves to material Goods and
    reproductive control that psychopathic
    leaning folks in the pulpit and the top spots
    in the political arena and bosses of work life
    too can control at will like little puppets on the
    ends of strings.. WELL.. WE HUMAN BEINGS
    AS SOCIAL ANIMALS NEED THE SOCIAL TOUCH..
    AT LEAST.. US FULL HUMAN BEINGS.. AND WITHOUT
    THAT SOCIAL TOUCH AS OUTCAST WE CAN WITHER
    AWAY AS IT IS IN OUR INSTINCT to move.. connect
    and create/cooperate for basic Food.. Water.. and
    shelter/reproductive needs in life.. so to leave the
    cultural/religious system at hand.. for thousands
    of years.. is like individual and even family
    suicide to be excluded from subsistence
    resources so that is the simple
    reason we have
    women
    who feel
    self esteem from
    getting the female genital
    mutilation from countries over there
    to men who buy husbands for their
    daughters over there as well.. to
    folks over here who think that
    Miley Cyrus is a sinner
    when she expresses
    the greatest art of
    human survival that is
    naked sensuality and core
    for libido do do anything much of
    all in life.. unless of course ya see it on
    TV and all over the place to sell stuff for
    sex.. wherever ya look in the Mall and such
    as that.. as IS THE CASE OF COURSE NoW FOR
    REAL.. as better than nothing than those other
    countries.. of course.. and Porn is freeing many
    folks in seNsuaLiTy way.. but sadly.. the first
    baptist folks.. etc.. will feel much
    guilt for finAlly beinG
    a normal
    human being
    who feels both
    love and lust as both
    are necessary for a whole
    human being to connect the best
    in non-violent ways in ‘normal’ God of
    Nature given ways in way of ‘normal’
    social animal cooperation that the super
    Loving Bonobo does all free and naked
    with very little aggression and or
    violence or and the warring
    ways of human beings
    who lose their
    empathy to
    kill other folks
    in their species..
    weLL this has become
    one hell of a treatise to
    celebrate one ‘Garden of Band-
    Aid’ birthday blog post in three years
    ago.. of me coming back to life as a full
    human in July of that year in 2013.. but i share
    what has saved my heARt.. SpiRit and SoUl in liFE..
    ’cause Lord kNows that and the true gift of Heaven iN Now
    by way OF RELATIVE FREE WILL.. IS A gift that muSt be
    sOught.. found and practiced aS in all STUFF HUMAN
    AND OTHER ANIMAL LIFE.. USE IT OR LOSE IT
    APPLIES.. AND FOR THESE FOLKS WHO
    THINK THEY ARE GONNA FIND
    HEAVEN AFTER LIFE..
    WITH NO WORK
    NOW.. IN JUST
    RECITING A JOHN
    3:16 OR WHATEVER THEY
    ARE TOLD TO DO NOW.. THEY
    HAVE SWALLOWED THE BiG SNAKE
    OIL SALESMAN WHOLE AND HAVEN’T
    EVEN MET THE REAL GNOSTIC JESUS
    YET.. WHO SAYS HEAVEN IS NOW.. BUT SADLY
    NEVER REALLY EXPLAINS HOW TO GET ThErE NeiTher then for
    NOW.. weLL.. the Buddhists leaning Zen folks do a much
    better job than that but sadly they leave out one of the
    most important elements necessary for HeaVen
    noW and that is perhaps God’s greaTest
    gift to uS oF natUre thaT iS LUST..
    LUST FOR LIFE AND i ain’t
    just talking about the
    Bill Clinton Def.. of sex..
    i am taLKinG aBout the entire
    hUman beinG from head to toE noW
    that can feel liFe as lust as the greaTest
    Lover of co-creator of all that IS A God’s poet
    in DancE and SonG for metaphor here.. and now
    also metaphor of the great poet prophet Whitman
    before.. again.. God is an equal opportunity employer
    FORCE ONE.. TO CO-CREATE WITH GOD FREE..
    IS TO PROCREATE LIFE ALL.. WHETHER THROUGH
    LITTLE ONES OR NOT.. God SinGs A SonG of Free
    through and wITh uS.. when we move.. connect..
    and create as ART.. AND science and the
    mind of science is only a scribe of that..
    a word.. a number that hold the essence
    but will never equal
    the full Love and
    LuSt of US eXpResSinG
    heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL..
    BaLanCinG as a GREAT GARDEN
    OF BAND-AID EARTH WHOLE HUMANS
    WILL DO WHEN HOLDING LUST AND LOVE
    AND PEACE TOGETHER AROUND THE GLOBE
    ONE.. WHEN UNITY DEFEATS DIVISION AS FEARLESS
    LOVE CAN
    AND WILL DO
    WHEN FREE
    AS SONG AND
    DANCE OF HUMAN
    AS WIND AS EARTH
    AS FIRE AS OCEAN WHOLE
    iN PARTICLES OF WE FROM NEURONS
    TO SUB-ATOMIC PARTICLES TO PARTICLES
    OF HUMAN BEINGS HOLDING HANDS IN WAVES
    AROUND THE WORLD IN A FIELD OF DREAMS REAL..
    AND A GARDEN OF HUMAN BAND-AID FOREVER SinGinG
    DanCing A Free SonG oF Now one whole hUman God SOUL HEALED
    with
    Devotion
    and Salvation REAL..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/06/im-alive-its-my-birthday2/

    SMiLes and the continued
    evolution of the SonG
    and DancE of mY SoUL..
    through two years
    ago on
    birth date
    now..::)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/06/55-to-dance/

    And.. FinAlly a year ago birthday
    another band-aid memory as well..
    aS a nice girl and her friend in the
    DancE photos of this post sAid
    i was their spiRit
    animal.. after
    seeing my dance
    and reading my Psalmlet’s
    Of Nature Poetry then.. perhaps
    a greATest compliment then.. as
    it was felt more than just sAid
    and seriously.. back in the
    Wrong Planet days..
    no matter
    how much
    i tried to help someone..
    acknowledgement that i even
    existed in social reciprocal communication
    or any back and forth conversation was almost
    non-existent in the lonely hell of human beings
    who have potentiAlly never lEarned to more
    fully move.. connect.. and create iN liFE..
    wITh very little human relative free
    WiLL in regulation of hUman
    EmoTioNs and inteGration
    of seNses now.. and
    no.. HELL NO THAT
    DON’T APPLY TO JUST
    SO-CALLED AUTISTIC FOLKS
    THAT APPLIES TO SADLY MOST
    OF WESTERN CIVILIZATION NOW..
    AND INCREASINGLY IN OTHER DEVELOPING
    COUNTRIES DEVELOPING TO A HUMAN ZOO
    OF PRISON AND LOSS FROM WHAT WE EVEN
    ARE AS HUMAN BEING FORGOTTEN IN DESERT OF SOUL…
    but on a briGht note.. yes.. salvation is possible but it must be
    sought.. found.. remembered.. and practiced or it will likely
    never come back
    or first at all.. sadly..
    if Jesus ever explained
    any of this stuff it never made
    it to the text.. but of course if it did
    tHeRe would be smaller potential of putting
    human beings noW in priSon or at least much
    less potential as they would find heaven now
    in all places.. and the collection plates for bigger
    temples and pastor’s homes.. would be a prize
    they could no longer gain from
    holding humanS iN
    priSons while they
    robed say do what we
    say and then maybe after
    death you’ll get a prize.. seriously..
    heaven now is better than a promise
    of
    a dirt nap..
    and sure at least
    the Gnostic Jesus fELt
    the sAMe way and as already
    mentioned in this post.. the New
    Testament still says the same
    in words of Luke that Heaven
    IS At hand now.. and
    no wHere but now
    noW iNside.. outside..
    above.. so below.. and
    all around unless you have
    forgotten.. or never sought it..
    found it and practiced the Art
    oF God’s eYes iN and as uS noW..:)

  14. And as promised on Facebook.. heRe IS A
    profile photo status pic of yesternow..
    a Blue Cross Shirt of celebration of
    weekend feast day of Grand
    Cross 56 Birthday now..
    and here’s A thing..
    i Am a Free Priest and my white
    collar is thE sAMe 100% cotton
    kinda Walmart T-shirt i wear..
    yes.. religiously for the last
    33 months under all my meaningful
    themed T-shirts to go with the ritual
    of blog posts in the longest long form poem
    Novel ever that is basically per Garden
    of Band-aid First effort and before of
    2013.. a practice of counting my
    bleSsinGs and literally and
    metaphorically uploading
    my sOuL online for years
    to come as long as servers serve
    it out all for free.. at least on blogger blogs
    as there is no charge there like there is on Word
    Press and if the $299 fee to house gigs and gigs
    of photos ever goes dry the text will be left in Google
    Blogs as long as that exists tHeRe and of course on
    Facebook too.. as i have something to say that
    stays for years to come.. as so many other
    folks do who upload at leAst pARts
    of tHeir soUL online too.. as
    when we can express
    organically what we are
    at core through symbols..
    yes.. in that way the word and
    other visual symbols comes to life
    and in this way God iN uS liVes relatively
    sPeaKinG Forever online for free.. to give
    and share to others as they wish to partake
    of the body and blood of real other souls
    online now indeFinitELy as such..
    and what a Gift overall from
    God iT iS for the technology
    as extension of Nature to
    come that allows us
    this kind of Gift that hUmans
    as whole have never been able to
    do in the past.. except for rudimentary
    temples.. and Golden tombs.. and head
    stones and such as that for memories that
    are so cold compared to poEtry and DancE
    iN SonG oF hUman SoUl.. but true.. tHeir are folks
    who have little empathy of Love for God’s creation whole..
    all they care about is tHeir liFe.. and when that goes cold they
    basically say FucK the rest.. i am gone.. so i just don’t give a FucK
    then.. WeLL sadly that is a sign of a very sick society gone cOld as
    reverence for the rest of God as nature was alWays the way of the
    indigenous human who lived barefoot on the Earth Sands
    holding the Mountain of hUman and God Love within..
    inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around..
    and when you lose that FeeLinG and SeNse
    of God whole in all stuff allthatis now..
    you are dead in God and no longer
    FeeL and SeNse God and for
    many militant Atheists and
    even fundamentalist Christians
    and Muslims who have never danced
    Naked with God iN US and As uS Free
    in SanDs… SuNs.. Grasses.. FoRests..
    MounTains.. Valleys gOld of meaDoWed
    Yellow DandeLioNs Free.. tHere is little to
    no FeeLinG and SeNSinG God within.. inside.
    outside.. aBove.. so Below and all around for them..
    and us GoD people are just bleeding heart tree huggers
    to them.. so sad though as no matter what label they give
    to themselves iF they do not LUST AND LOVE NATURE WHOLE
    AS GOD AS SAME.. THEY ARE BEYOND LUKE WARM AND
    JUST FucKinG CoLD iN WAYS OF HEaRT.. SPIrIT.. AND
    SouL REAL.. the real humans.. the real God humans are
    indigenous BeinGs who FeeL and SeNse GoD wHole iN
    and as ALLTHATIS.. and to make all the dARk and
    liGht Holy and Sacred in Artistic ways of
    rituals to count one’s BleSSingS IS A
    waY to become A GreATest Priest
    of God whole who IS A
    Priest who
    Loves and
    Lusts iT all.. sure
    A Christ we can aLL
    be iF wE just LeT iT aLL Go..
    and FloW iN ZonE WitH God iN uS..
    WiTh uS.. aS uS noW iN Grand Cross
    of aLL thE liGht.. thE DaRk.. hUeS and
    colOrs oF BLack.. and WhitE and Grey’s
    iN sHades oF aLL aS WeLL that maKes wAvEs
    uS Free God BeinGs Forevernow Ocean whOle
    iN lEt tHeir bE
    liGht
    oF We as SuNs
    of God FReED as sTArs
    and GaLaXies and multi-uNi-VerseS
    we add as co-creators God wHOleNoW..:)

  15. https://gigoid.me/2016/06/05/indefatigable-purveyors-of-subtle-untruths/#comment-19554

    ReaLiTy.. like Human Free WiLL and WeLL BeinG iS Relative..
    depending on individual perception.. iN FeeLinG SenSing Experience..
    and innate genetic factors as well.. and greatly
    Influenced by Environmental Factors as human
    survival iS dependent noW oN years of Evolution
    to adapt to environmental struggle through
    change in Neuroplasticity and
    Epigenetics of MoVinG..
    ConnEcTinG and
    CreaTinG
    ways of
    change
    WHolE..
    overALL.. through
    hundreds of thousands
    of years.. and yeS.. iN juSt
    one lifetime as well through
    potential of dramatic change
    in that one Life sPan now..
    and i for one have
    experienced and
    perceived how different
    liFE can be iN jUst ONe
    sPan oF LiFE noW knoWinG
    and documenting how much
    REAL MAGIC OF CHANGE
    can come as totally
    unexpected by
    the limitations..
    expectations..
    tOld and SoLD by others
    noW with limited science
    minds of past.. including
    Doctors and text books..
    and science abstracts that tale
    a tell of humans who are greatly
    functionally disabled as whole
    societies.. who are no
    longer challenged
    by Environmental
    full struggles of the past..
    through starvation.. snow falls
    without heat and humidity without
    conditioning in air of human prison
    zoos.. iN what results IS A reaLiTy of
    A human BeinG in total potEntial
    thAT iS lost in spoon-fed
    culture/religions from
    BiRTh.. and
    so-called savages
    of the past.. who lived ONE
    with NatUre are incredibly FucKinG
    smARter iN A most important
    component of liFE that is the
    ART of SMarT tHat is LiVinG
    iN MoVinG.. ConnEcTinG..
    CreaTinG Free ways
    without
    liMiTinG
    instrucTioNs
    and averages from
    the past and preSent
    of functionAlly diSabled
    HUMANS NOW AT THE
    TEAT OF SOCIETY’S PRIsONS
    AND LIES OF SIDEWALKS THAT HoLD
    HUMANS AT BAY FROM OCEAN FREE AS
    WINDS SPIRALING AROUND THE MOVING..
    CONNECTING.. CREATING BEINGS WE CAN
    BE NATURE
    ONE FReED
    from TWiLiGHT
    ZonE of consumerism
    of dead things like clothes
    that hold us back in these
    culture ways of FeeLinG even
    the basic wARMth and liFE oF SuN
    on aLL pArts of what is named
    private
    noW
    instead
    of Free..
    sUre.. RealiTy
    sUcks for folkS iN
    priSon as priSon is tHeir
    reaLiTy dArk and they feel and
    sense now NOT WHAT THEY
    COULD DO NOW.. iF FReED..
    anYway.. Free iS mE sAMe as
    GoD.. a reaLITy WiTh nO limiTs
    or expecTaTioNs imposed
    oN iS aS aM noW
    FREE i WILL to bE
    iN fearless and sacred
    Love.. mY reaLITy oF Ocean WhOLE..:)

  16. https://gigoid.me/2016/06/06/tea-time-in-universe-23e/#comment-19555

    SMiLes.. for me.. at least..
    THE FACT.. yes.. the scientifically
    assessed fACt that not only humans
    have no need for written rules for integrity..
    even our closest cousin Bonobo when free.. WiLD
    LiVinG iN BaLanCe expreSsinG Love and
    luST iN balance have no need
    for GOOD BOOKS
    OR SCIENCE TEXTS
    or anything else other
    than MoVinG ConnEcTinG
    CreaTinG MonKey Touch
    for survival TogetHer
    in animal
    homeostasis
    one and that for
    me is conclusive proof
    that God of Nature overall
    at least for Bonobos is overaLL GoodALL
    for them.. and of course for those
    of uS who Free ourselves like
    the Savior Bonobos for tHeir
    Species FReED..
    do so.. naturAlly
    juSt through
    the non-verbal
    communication of eYes
    thAT FeeL the PleasurE noW
    and the Pain of other MonKeys
    sAMe in primate Golden
    Rule of Survival now..
    iF MonKeys can save
    themselves through the
    LoVinG LuStfUL tOuch
    oF liFe so can AT Least
    a few of us indigenous creatures
    hUman as such noW Wild and FReED..
    wITh the God oF natUre liVinG
    Free as uS.. God Lives as US..
    the REAL God NaTuRE sAMe
    and never ever iN symbols
    alone without the
    essence of NatUre GOD
    uS free iN sKin oF LoVinG
    FeaRLess TOuch.. mY FriEnd..
    eYes thAT Shine aBove.. so beLow..
    inside.. outside uS.. all around
    iN aLL
    seEinG
    eYeS noW..:)

  17. https://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2015/12/16/an-open-letter-from-a-dead-child-to-his-mother-on-his-death-anniversary/comment-page-1/#comment-4454

    WeLL.. it’S Been and IS A
    Great Birthday WeeKend
    for me.. me.. mE yeS.. juSt
    God and Me allone too as the
    rest of Nature TriniTy three now
    and more of course aLLGOD
    and oh Goodness
    iN all a’ DArk/liGht
    now i cannot forget to
    visit.. my first
    real deep friend
    as promised to her every
    sixth month day of the rest of
    my liFe Now.. God WiLLinG..
    iN reciprocating a friendship
    online.. as named Lala Rukh.. from
    Pakistan.. who trUly helped spArk
    my way back to Life on July 22nd.. 2013.. like
    a gift from God in human girl form.. she
    came online and lifted me up aS oNly
    unconditional words oF Love for
    a faceless 53 year old man
    could receive then in
    Fearless way
    of connecting
    to another
    hUman BEinG..
    and so EmoTioNal up
    and down she waS in fEar
    of her Dowry papers that were
    to come.. and who with the Love
    she wanted to be with who she could could
    not be with.. but that turned out okay enough..
    i guess.. as her husband to be as she says
    would Love her WeLL.. whether sold or
    not by the tradition of her religion
    and country way.. anyway..
    she’s come back a few
    nows.. but not much
    since she got married..
    and of course i expected that
    but at one era of my liFE she was
    a very good online friend who i communicated
    almost every day with for 5 months from the Summer
    of 2013 to Winter Solstice and a little more
    through January or so of 2014.. but anyway..
    as i tOld her long ago.. then..
    i had a vision when i was
    young on beach.. driven
    tHeir by Holy spirit
    within.. that a daRk haired
    woman from the East aCross
    the ocean would one day help
    me write a message in somewhat
    prophet ways oF old.. and she was the
    one who convinced me to stArt on Word
    Press and yeS.. now that messAge of the
    ages per reCord say of longest long form
    poem ever.. approaching 4 million words now
    that of course hardly anyone knowS even exists..
    and may never kNOw but that’s oKay.. as i don’t wanna
    be kNoWn in any famous way other than the Legend folks
    saY iN the general audience who only know me as the
    dancing guy now.. no.. hELping folks these days don’t
    ‘pay’ in even ways much of thankS.. noW
    reAlly helping folkS in the hUman
    root of problems without pills
    and money.. or text books
    oR religious books
    oF old.. but i try..
    i cry.. i cry.. now..
    i StiLL try.. i cry..
    just to have
    one friend left
    and the ability
    to smile with one
    tear too.. is try
    and cry
    enough
    for me
    to liVe aS
    iN SupeR EpiC wayS…:)

    And no.. While i don’t make
    any money off this and rarely
    receive even one like or two..
    for WriTing the Longest Long
    Poem Form ‘eva and have been
    kicked off the Wrong Planet and
    oFF the dVerse trail for doing too
    much in both places then.. haha..
    hehe.. buT in real liFe.. trUe aLL
    noW.. yeS in the so cALLed reAl
    flesh and blood of LiFE tHeir.. applause
    is alWays a SMiLe.. almost everywHere
    i go now.. even before i dance in public
    way as after almost 5500 miles of Dance
    noW as of last niGht.. in a little over 33
    months.. most everyone FeeLS SeNses
    what i Am iN spiRit of
    non-verbal
    ExpreSsinG liFE
    in feat of DancE
    no matter what i’Ve
    ever done in words that
    WiLL stand as long as all those
    voyeur Facebook videos shared around
    the world of the ‘Crazy DanCinG Guy’
    oF the P’Cola Metro Area.. erased
    from liFe.. i was.. for 66 months
    in aLL A’ Humanity ways..
    but back
    aGain
    i AM
    noW LiVinG WeLL
    wITh God WiThiN..
    iNside.. OuTside..
    aBove.. so beLow
    aLL a’round NOW..
    So XcUse mE whilE
    i giVe mYselF A HAnd NoW..;)

  18. And no.. i didn’t make it back
    to dVerse for any more Eulogies..
    but mY first Eulogy on White Pearl
    aka Lala Rukh’s blog then.. in July
    of 2013.. about my
    son as inspired
    by her poem
    about the relationship
    of she and her parents
    is what spArked our friendship
    tHere and eventually led to my
    Friendship with Rafiah and others
    from the Middle East who have inspired
    me as.. so weLL too.. and of course Himali..
    Prajakta.. and others from India.. gigoid iN
    the Good Old USA.. Leah.. iN Germany
    aS oNly one leftOver from the Wrong
    PlanET for millions of words.. yeS iN
    around 8 million words at that online
    place.. then too.. and countless folks..
    others.. including.. dVerse FriEnd
    shawNa.. Glenn.. and others
    as a greaTest Garden NoW
    oF Band-Aid.. i for one knOw
    and FeeL/SenSe for
    WHole
    as trUly
    HoLy uS
    and SacRed
    Now.. when noW
    ApPlause oF aLL A’
    wE HOld hands iN both
    reCord oF old oNline.. and
    iN flesh and blood connection
    In real liFe oF A Non-verbal language Of WE
    iN DancE and SonG of LiFe ForevermorenowFReED..:)

  19. And in conclusion here..
    Facebook Friend.. now
    Living in the
    United Emirates..
    originally from India..
    Himali.. shares a list of
    Top 10 myths about
    Introverts and
    i say.. then
    and now..

    Hmm.. i muSt
    bE a somewhat
    strangE miX oF
    both iNtrovert
    And eXtravert..
    sMiLes.. WinKs..
    And.. i guesS Now
    that’S A waY noW
    i liKe iT.. both wayS..
    as BalanCinG Act
    anD thOught iN FeeLinG
    And SenSinG noW iN KnoWinG wayS..:)

  20. The Bioman says:

    In the feat of all things it takes a long number to make it all the way to the end of the line made of string and that takes a lot of going to through and being a lot of the time the One who is then and thenways all Good Things to all men and women so to due it God.

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