I’M ALIVE! IT’S MY BIRTHDAY2

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Ugh!..

After yesterFULLday’s

activities..

of

writing

Dance Walking!

RAVE DANCING1

FOR ABOUT

20 HOURS..

not to mention

3 hours

of sleep

before that..

and

Marathon

activities

as

same

the

day

before..

INCLUDING

INTERNET

NUDE

ARTISTIC

STRIPPING

i

got the pictures

placed last night

butt!

OH MY GOD..!

TOO TIRED

TO

MAKE

ANY

MORE

WORDS!

SO HEAR I AM

TODAY

HERE..

AT ABOUT

11

AM

ON MY

BIRTHDAY

AND ACTUALLY

11

AM

IS

MY

BIRTH

TIME

TOO..

SO

i guess

that

is

kool

2

!

And sure i’m gonna make a special

Birth

DAY

post

later today

hear

write

now;)

on my other

blogs

but..

i

am simply

so

happy

to be alive

IS

ALL

after the last 5 years

of

living

in

NON

HUMAN

SHUT

IN

HELL

BEFORE

LAST

SUMMER

WHEN

i

become

ALIVE

AGAIN..

FULL

MEMBER

OF HUMANITY

ONCE

AGAIN..

TRULY

LIKE

A

PHOENIX

RISING

FROM

ASHES..

AS

SA

ME

!

Last June 6th..

all

i

did

is

Marathon

writing

from

the 5th

into

the

6th

in

2013..

no movement

for me..

in

fully

body

ways..

just

typing..

typing..

writing

a

way

to

find

my

heart..

soul..

spirit..

and

beyond

wITh

ALLITIS!

AKA

GOD!

A

GAIN

ALIVE!

4

FULLY

BEING

HUMAN

BEING

!

2

AND

I COULD FIND

NO CONNECTION

WITH FOLKS ON

THE INTERNET

IN THE SO CALLED

AUTISTIC

ONLINE

COMMUNITY

WHO

ARE IN EFFECT

and

MOST DEFINITELY

IN

AFFECT

FOR

THE

MOST

PART

DEAD SOULS

LIKE

ME

THEN

2..

IT’S

THE TRUTH

IT’S

SAD

BUT

YES

IT’S

THE

TRUTH

NEVER

THE LESS..

MOST OF THOSE

FOLKS

ARE ZOMBIES

AND

CAN

NOT

EVEN

KNOW

IT

AS SUCH..

AS

TRULY

THEY

KnOW

NOT

THEY

ARE

DEAD

IN

AFFECT

OF HUMAN

EMPATHIC

BEING…

MOSTLY

LOGIC

LITTLE

VERY

LITTLE

HEART..

SOUL..

SPIRIT..

AND little2NO REALIZATION

OF

FULLY

ALLITIS

AKA

GO

D

!

AND SADDEST OF ALL

LITTLE

TO

NO

HUMAN

MOVEMENT

IN

DANCE

2

!

BLINDED TO GOD

IS OFTEN

ATHEISM

BUT

4

THOSE

WHO GAIN

EYES..

OF

SEEING

WITHOUT

EYES..

OR

WORDS..

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

GOD

AKA

ALLITIS

IS

EVERYWHERE

ONE

BE..S…

SO

i

made this

post called

the Garden

of

Bandaid..

linked

here..

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/visiting-garden-of-band-aid.html

from then

last June 6th..

in search

of

human connection

in

only

my mind

of

memory

sparking

it

with

MAGICK

MUSICK

AS

SUCH..

BUT..

I NEVER DREAMED

A YEAR WILL

PASS..

AND

i

will be an infamous

and

now

yes..!

VIEWED BY

MANY

OTHERS

AS

famous

dancer

in my local

area

where i live..

FREELANCE

AS SUCH..

NEVER FOR MONEY

BUT

FOR

THE

JOY

OF DANCE..

EVERYWHERE

i

go..

over 1400 miles…

and so many

more

miles

not measured

on

my

NIKE GPS

SPORTS

WATCH..

SINCE

September

2013..

and

i guess..

while some folks

at

first did

no understand

my

FREEDOM

OF

DANCING

TOTALLY

WILD

AND

FREE

IN

TAI

CHI

WAYS..

AT SEVILLE

QUARTER

PENSACOLA

FL..

AT

FIRST

11 WEEKS AGO..

NOW THEY

CHEER FOR ME..

HUG ME..

SHAKE MY HANDS..

AND

HIGH FIVE ME..

GIRLS

AND

GUYS

ALIKE…

LAST JUNE

NO ONE

COULD

SEE ME..

ANYWHERE

ON OR OFF

LINE

PER

MY

HEART..

SOUL..

SPIRIT..

AND BEYOND

WITH

ALLITIS!

AKA

GOD..!

NOW

i

am a shining

beacon

of light

in

MORE

THAN

WORDS

ALONE!

I

AM

ALIVE!

And

perhaps the

most beautiful

thing of all

in my

life last

July

2013..

as

my pain disorder

aka

the

suicide disease..

did not allow

me

to connect to anyone

in real life..

as

everything hurt

everywhere

in

real life..

There is one

Angel

that comes

my way..

but

HELL

NO

NOT

IN

THE

ONLINE

AUTISTIC

COMMUNITY

OF

DEAD HEARTS AND SOULS..

SHE TOO..

IS A LITTLE

BIT

NERD..

COMPUTER SCIENTIST

AS SUCH..

BUT

HER MUSLIM

RELIGION

IS TRULY

MOSTLY

ABOUT

LOVE..

AND

SHE WALKS THE TALK

IN WRITING

OF

SACRED LOVE

AS SUCH..

NO MATTER

HER

CHALLENGES

IN LIFE EITHER..

Well her hardships

are less now

i think..

and it seems

she now becomes

happily married

in fear

of something

else

through the Dowry process

in

Pakistan as such..

but

i will never

forget her kindness

for a faceless

and nameless individual

on the

INTERNET THEN..

WITH ONLY

ARTHUR

AND YELLOW BOY

CAT

AVATARS..

AND MY

BABY PICTURE

FROM THE

WRONG

PLANET

YES!

THE DAM

WRONG

PLANET!

INTERNET

SITE

AS SUCH..

FOR DEAD HEART

AND

SOUL

SO CALLED

AUTISTIC

FOLKS…

WHICH I DO STILL

RESPECT FOR THOSE

FOLKS

ARE HUMAN

TOO..

AND AGAIN

THEY KNOW

NOT

WHAT

THEY

DO..

PER THE EMPATHY

STUFF..

EITHER CULTURE

INFLUENCED

OR BORN

THAT WAY..

IT IS

WHAT

IT

IS

2

!

But anyway..

i promises my only

true friend

then

on

Internet

the

21 year old

girl

from

Pakistan

White Pearl..

aka

LALA RUKH..

THAT

i will always

visit her

blog

in her

absence

now

in

HIATUS

AS SUCH..

ON THE 6TH

OF EVERY

MONTH

TO

TELL HER

SOMETHING..

AND

i honor

her

today

2..

as

GRAVITY!

of someone

saving

an anonymous

person’s

heart and soul

through

simple

Sacred Love

unconditionALLY

as such..

YES!

CAN!

SAVE!

THE WORLD!

IF MORE PEOPLE!

LIVE!

AND

LOVE!

LIKE!

THIS!

A

LIVE!

A

GAIN!

http://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2014/05/19/hiatus/

Well..

dear..

it’s the 6th..

and as promised..

DURING times of your Hiatus..

as a faithful friend..

i will continue to celebrate my connection to your life..

as you helped me so much last Summer..

to come alive again..

And i guess..

happiness is coming your way stronger..

as sometimes..

it is the dark..

that inspires the greatest light..

as ya know..

and sometimes the light blinds us from the dark..

but the dark always exists before light….

as well as after light…..

And hearing this song..

that i hope somehow ya can hear somewhere..

where ya live..

as it is extremely popular..

called Once Upon a dream..

is from the Movie Maleficient..

telling the tale of Sleeping Beauty..

from the perspective of Maleficient..

the so called dark one in that movie…

As often is the case..

the greatest darkness..

can and does..

produce the greatest light…

in BEING…

AND IF..

there is anything..

ya have been to me..

It is mysterious..

and yes..
at times..

SHADOWS OF THE DIVINE….

SO HERE IS THE SONG..

and yes..

if ya don’t come back by the 6th of July..

i’ll be back again here..

to tell ya something….

again…

OH and today..

by the way..

is my 54th birthday..

and i guess talking to ya makes it complete too..

IN NOW..

SMILES…
and
wink..2..
Lots ofXXLove…4ya2!..;):)!

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9 Responses to I’M ALIVE! IT’S MY BIRTHDAY2

  1. brian miller says:

    happy birthday to you
    happy birthday to you!!!
    smiles..thanks for sharing your birthday with us a bit…so it was a good day…and looks like you got some good presents as well…light and shadow work together…there is no shadow without light…and often shadow gives the light purpose…

  2. Mary says:

    Hey…hope you had a great birthday and have a wonderful year ahead. I bet your 54th year will be the best year ever.

  3. Ha.. Many cheers from Sweden as well 😉

  4. claudia says:

    smiles… now those birthday presents look nice… and sounds like you had a great time celebrating… happy birthday!!!

    • Thanks Claudia..i’m looking forward to ‘Happy Feet’ particularly as last time i watched it..back in 2007 or so..i had incredible foot pain associated with Sjogren’s Syndrome..all in remission now..and TOTALLY BEING HAPPY FEET..EVERYWHERE i go..very much like that penguin..in so many real life ways…smiles 2ya2..friend….

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