Confidence Stripped

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Confidence.. seriously
what’s wrong with being confident..
nothing as far as i can see.. OR FEEL..
as i’ve certainly been anxious before..
but no more.. Confident is what’s for breakfast..
lunch and dinner.. hehe! Wa some..
Yes.. it’s science of Human Being..
in balance.. fearless..

And OMgoodness
there’s a new song out
for JUST THAT..;)

Visiting Aunt Teenie..
at the Health and Rehabilitation Center..
And now off to finish this next blog post..
title not yet created.. but post written..
perhaps something about confidence..:)

And yes.. that’s the side of the family
with Sioux and Cherokee..
on my mother’s side..
her sister..
of course..
89 years old..:)

And yeah..
it’s pretty amazing how ballet/martial arts..
can make a person’s shoulders broader..
back to the confidence thingy.. i suppose..
and yeah.. Arnold the Governor..
did ballet.. believe it or not..
so no.. i ain’t the
first 234 LB dude
to do it.. either..:)

But Nude Art..
55 year old style..
sure i’m pretty much
the only one who does
that in free verse poetry style..
butt.. honestly that has done more
for me in human freedom way than
anything else.. as to stand naked in
front of the world is the ultimate
human archetype since
3500 years or so..
of what
is named
alpha male
status.. and truly
all that means is one
fears no other human
same as the other
animals
like Yellow
Boy.. who fears
no other cat..
but still
respects
humans
as he knows
where his meal ticket
comes from.. and no me no
slave to the work world any
more so i am subservient
to no human out
of fear.. yet i serve
freely out of Love..
and sure i
must serve
wife
Katrina
both out of
love and
ethics
of my
own
making of course..
obviously our relationship
is secure as she feels no
threat of my passion
in nude art..
in sharing that
with the world..
but Love is
THE DEEPEST
POWER AND GREATEST
POWER OF ALL HUMAN
POWER.. LOVE ALWAYS
GIVES.. REAL LOVE
NEVER RELIES
ON TAKING..
SHARING
IS
THE
INNATE
WAY OF REAL
HUMAN FREEDOM..
When i walk tall like
A LION ON THE SAVANNAH
I NEED NOT BOW OR PROSTRATE
myself to the ground to worship GOD as
GOD lives best as courageous and
kind in human
form
and essence
of FEARLESS LOVE..
yes.. unconditional
passionate
tough
LOVE
is GOD’s
GREATEST GIFT
MANIFEST BOTH IN
FORM AND ESSENCE
OF GOD
IN HUMAN
BEING..
THAT HUMAN
LOVES AND LIVES
WITH GOD THERE IS
NO FEAR WHERE
THERE
IS
REAL
FAMILY
LOVE..
JUST
RESPECT
AND LOVE..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/10/diamond-eyes-life-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

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Hi.. friend revels1.. thanks for the visit today.. and i’m glad you enjoy the lovely flowers from my North Florida home.. here in the Panhandle.. with perhaps the most beautiful sugar white sands.. emerald green gulf.. sea oat swaying.. sea gulls spiraling around Sun.. place.. in the world!

But i live around 20 miles or so North of that beauty iN sandy loam soil that is white but not quite as white as the beach.. with flowers galore.. living in this soil with more nutrients to grow.. and i used to take great care in fertilizing my yard flowers.. watering them.. and even using some pesticide on ants then now.. but when i get sick i decide to let Nature take her course with all of that..

And to my greatest surprise and delight when i get well.. as all i feel is pain or emotional nothingness before my recovery.. is.. the flowers are more beautiful than ever before.. they take on the challenges of drought and plentiful rain the same.. and survive.. in God’s all natural plan of greaTest beauty among God’s creations that do adapt and survive these challenges of life…

Flowers are Universal beauty to human eYes.. requiring no language.. culture.. or religion for truth and light of beauty.. and the same is true when the beauty of God Expresses SpiRit of HeARt emotiOns.. in body and mind balancing soUl of human..

The continuing flower of all creation now.. is GOD..
and we humans are offshoots of that greaTEst FloWer
reflecting iN US.. when we sing toGetHeR
as one Force of
AllGODONE
in voice
of
SAcreDLove
ALLTHATIS
HOLY
AND
WORtHiT..:)

NO
separation
ALLisUNitY..:)

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And now to finishing up any more links for Haibun Monday
and Tuesday poetic links at dVerse online poetry pub..
in poetic responses of expression of course..
however that may come in no particular
order of
stream
of conscious
writing
rivers
flow
OceanOne..:)

Oh.. two paths of Friends
and Human BEinGs
in general..
yes.. two paths
of cognition in general
Social ways of connecting
and Mechanical ways of problem
solving.. while Problem
solving is required
for modern
life
Social
way is
Loving Life..

Live social..
solve problems..
see ya later..:)

Ah.. yes.. a SonG above
a DanCe below
a poeM sonG
moves
dancE above..
first is liGht
then is dArk
movement or
dance and song
or sound.. we work
toGeTheR to inspiRe more..

iNfiNiTy
n0w
daNceSinGs..:)

When i am a child..
i guess most children dream
of playing games and being movie stars..
but i just want to have a machine where
i can ask it any question i want..
and my handwriting is so bad..
i wish i can do it
faster and neater..
than the cursive word
to keep up with my mind of course…
and sure.. something more exciting than
a boring paper library.. with clunky card
catalogs.. not fast enough.. too..

Hmm.. i think Bill Gates and Steve Jobs..
must be dreaming the same thing.. so thank goodness
their dreams come true.. in action.. as my etch a sketch now..
is a wondrous machine that allows the outside world to finally catch up..
but haha.!. not necessarily keep up with my inside world expressed
as such.. through so many new electronic means
of etch a sketch communication!…

Etch a Sketch
Gates and
Jobs avenue poetic
expressions for me..:)

i suppose the greatest human illness
is the modern day first world
malady of
perfection..
ugh perfection
just s88Ks
as Infinity
as now demands
mistakes all the now..
anyway when my first
and last
child is born with
multiple
congenital
anomalies
SUFFERS FOR
51 DAYS AND DIES
WITH NOTHING
BUT PAIN..
i wake up
go back
to sleep
until i am blessed
with 19 medical disorders
including the worse pain
known to mankind
for 66 months of
shut in life..
20 YEARS
LATER AT
47.. AT 55..
AND WELL
AGAIN..
i ain’t going
back to sleep
baby.. i let i all
go now..
and just
flow with
what is
REALLY REAL
NOW.. my friend..
there are perfectionists
all around me.. but i for
one LET IT ALL GO..
revel in flow and
never a
care
for anything
but a practice
of Life AS IS NOW..
LESSON OF INFINITY
FREE AT LEAST FOR ME..:)

YEAH BABY..
POP THE
PIMPLE OF LIFE!..;)

And yes.. theRe is a SonG for THAT..
no doubt one hears iT before..
but never the less..
IT IS WHAT IT i iS..;)

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X.. It all starts with human heart..
fill it up in the first couple of years
if the innate stuff is ready..
and the environment becomes
loving and filling chalice
rather than just empty cup
with no feelings.. of
comfort.. trust.. and love..

Greatest gift of life..
is the human touch
from birth to life..

without it gifts of
stuff and power
takes the place..

drugs illegal prescription
drink a like becomes
the pill of feel
never filling
human liGht..

Love is the answer
but it comes first..
and modern science
says if the connections
are not made early
there is no going back..
the primacy of Love
has no
equal..
no grade..
no..
test
no
equal…
and sadly
no teacher..
after
the
FaCT
of empty…
But sure we
can still hope for more..
we have to.. there is no other avenue..
of
anything
but hope…
and i for one
believe in
more
than science
i for one feel
and know
miracles
are real..
but perhaps
all of that too..
comes from the
unconditional touchy
feely
Love
of Mother’s
unconditional
tough Love
breast
connecting
ALLONE..
LIKE a terminal
of life.. off
or
ONe..:)

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Hi X.. thanks for coming by tonight..

and yeah that devil of fear.. instant gratification of sin..

is challenging stuff to overcome in our western way of life..

but possible i find now with adequate cultural escape and

true human freedom in relative free will..

And yeah.. it has been a long

and cloudy 10 days

or so here..

in FL..

as well..

and i too..

am so glad to see the wonderful sun

shine so high again yesterday after cold front passes

crisp azure sky once again.. still not cold but with dry skies.. smiles..

And.. oh yes.. exploring with your son.. is a way to go.. to make new connections in our physical and emotional aspects of social cognition pathways of mind.. and exploring farther than one’s neighborhood on foot is a best way to move in three dimensions outside electronics and automobiles..

Anyway.. that sounds like fun.. i’ve been spending way too much time behind this scream of screen lately and it is time for me to explore more out into the real world as well.. writing is fun.. but the dance of life is where i really love to go.. and explore.. my friend X.. as adventure truth and light in human eYes of wanderlust!.. and sure.. i can still share that here in photography!..in treasure the moment and count my blessings warm and true..:)!

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One of my favorite work-out shirts.. yes.. it says.. living the dream.. with a dude wired up to a screen of scream.. hmm.. yes.. GOD yes.. i spend lots of time online.. but it is in a dream of creativity and not a scream of screen alone.. to read is nice.. sure… and

OH GOD i do SO MUCH of that as well.. but to create is divine.. same as the weeds in the field that refuse to conform to the plain of the meadow without SPiCE yes SpiCE.. hmm.. ‘Dune Book’ reference too.. free association vs. rigid ways of analytical thinking is the difference between a Van Gogh and a textbook.. that gathers nothing but dust into old age.. and sure humans are the same..

Maslow’s top of the pyramid in human being is the level at self-actualization.. where the human finds purpose and meaning of life.. and reconciles the dichotomies of life in light and dark as a mix of purpose.. meaning.. and truth and light.. and the only REAL WAY to do this is through creative expression of art.. a place in the United States where historically only an elite few truly are able to express in later life..

as the demands of mechanical cognition repetitive

problem solving ways of life are the way

of the 9 to 5 grind for

many all the way

’til their last breath..

BUT the great thing about the

Steve Jobs way of bringing art to technology..

is it becomes a broader avenue to express the ART of US as Human being..

and YouTube.. and free platforms for Blogs provide an affordable avenue of that for folks to branch out in art and creativity not only to just do it.. but to connect as well.. where human self-actualization becomes a much greater force of creative energy.. for the entire world tribe to share in as well..

WeLL.. self-actualization.. is truly an adequate secular metaphor for religious terms like born again.. and enlightening and awakening.. as when we as human beings express ourselves with imagination and creativity we do become little children again in the spirit of free living.. expresSinG our most inner dreams of imagination and creativity.. brinGinG them to fruition like a cocoon of human who is literally born again in the spirit of creativity.. as a butterfly of human life..

And true some folks arrive here earlier..

as a result of their life fortunes.. or

misfortunes as may be the case..

some never arrive..

and perhaps that is

the saddest part of ALL..

as i for one.. believe most human

beings have this latent potential

that is often untapped by the reality of living life

like a machine instead of human being more fully realized in creative potential..

There are no limits and expectations for fuller human creativity.. where art becomes reality and human becomes.. ART.. GOD is ART.. FULLY FREE CREATIVE ART.. and so are we.. when we too.. BECOME ART.. AND YEAH.. my middle name ARThur comes from my Irish Rainsford Ancestors.. who provide housing for the Guinness Beer Operations.. and yeah.. that middle name is originally inspired in the family of Great Grandmother Rainsford from Dublin Ireland…

through the name of Arthur Guinness.. small world it is.. of Unity and no separation.. when fuller exploRinG freedom.. being.. human.. but nah.. no beer for me.. i am high enough.. free enough.. and HA! definitely uninhibited enough without additives.. i am an all natural beer unto itself.. ARThur or Not..;)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mark_Rainsford

And her husband from the Black Forest of Germany.. Great Grand Father Edmund Lehmann.. a Clock Maker and Jeweler as part of the Lehmann empire for that.. but yes.. both he and his wife die.. and my Grandfather Leo.. also born in Ireland.. is put into an orphanage.. with his brother Joseph.. and they start a shoe shop in Ireland.. but Leo goes the route of Catholic Priest.. moves up into the ‘ranks’.. and gets his PHD in Divinity studies.. and such as that.. but goes the

FURTHER ROUTE OF getting married to my

Cajun Grandmother out of his Parish..

he at 36 and she at 17 or so..

in Taylor County Florida..

and then he goes on to scathingly criticize

the Catholic Church of Rome in connection with his book authored “Behind the Dictators”.. a book in full PDF form now.. with a simple Google Internet search.. but nah..

THAT does not go over well.. with the rest of the family so he gets excommunicated in both places.. Catholic Church banning his books.. with us just now getting connected back to that history of family.. and Lord knows when I take that picture of that Guinness advertisement with the name Arthur Guinness on it so many times.. when leaving Seville Quarter by the “End of the Alley” sign.. i never realize he is the reason for my middle name.. hehe.. but anyway..

it’s a small world

also with my Grandfather Leo..

with socialist party interests

in New York, New York..

as then he is one of Einstein’s acquaintances

having dinner with him.. and on the other side of the

American Indian Lakota/Cherokee ancestral associated family..

on my mother’s side.. my Great Grandfather Robbins.. a self educated

bar passed lawyer.. and top Debater in school.. crosses the trail

with Geronimo back here in the states..

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Leo on the far left as child..

All i have of my Grandfather Leo’s family for so long.. is just a picture of the early children together.. his brothers and sisters.. having no idea how ‘rich’ their heritage is.. but always just on the outside of big riches.. and not quite ‘there’ in money ways.. and i feel fortunate to have escaped riches as gold is a path often straight to human real hell.. of separation from Nature.. Love.. and what is truly real in life.. in adapting to physical and mental challenges to make change and human potential real.. instead of just a stagnant life.. living with riches..:)

Oh.. yes.. the Key to TRULY LIVING THE DREAM

IS NOT JUST TO CREATE WITH MIND ALONE

but get body in the show as well.. sadly in almost all of historical philosophy.. religion.. psychology and OH MY GOD even science too.. THE human body is relegated as animally inferior to the intellect of human miNd.. well ha! nothing can be further from the truth and this is coming from

one of the ‘eggheads’ me of all time.. always at the top of my class..

through three degrees in college and all stuff mechanical cognition..

often referred to as a computer instead of human being..

IN WAYS OF thinking.. the PITFALL OF HIGHER IQ LEANING DUDES AND DUDETTES.. is to get horribly and painfully.. in terms of potential stress.. anxiety.. and eventual illness..F*KiNG stuck in one’s head.. and oh my goodness.. the number of folks who live their lives vicariously in video games of movement while the stress hormones are pumping vigorously in adrenaline excitement of playing games is a danger of happy stress just like unhappy stress of eventually destroying the vital organ systems of the body.. where some pudgy

PASTIE ‘WHITE’ dude with a beard hiding

the pudgy pastIE SKIN of face and body

that just sits in excitement and never moves.. or gets outside..

IT is a national illness that is growing.. and sure i DO it too for many years.. so yah.. the board has been in my eyes as well.. i ain’t no worm anymore.. and by GOD if i can do it at age 55 in terms of incredible strength and agility.. there is no excuse for most young males these days who have become worm hipsters.. instead of full bred males.. but this ain’t just about vanity and picking up women.. this is about being comfortable in one’s own skin.. in ways of emotional regulation and sensory integration..

AND YES greater Focus and

Short term working memory

in terms of Cognitive Executive functioning.. and hell no.. going to the gym.. and using all the fancy machines in mechanical ways.. is not enough.. as humans are works of art just waiting to break out in the Dance Art of our ancestors who move invisibly to escape predator and capture prey.. which truly is more of a ballet-like movement than clunky boxing jabs.. and haha!.. a few people confuse my grace and smiles at times for weakness but they can become quickly aware with just one handgrip from me.. or sure.. a Youtube video of me leg pressing half-a-ton with ease.. my body is truly a temple of Nature and God the same.. as all the really cool wild animals just do IN the kingdom of God of Nature challenge..

WITH GRACE

AND STRENGTH..

TO make life into instant gratification and ‘VIDEO GAME’.. IN ALL WAYS OF VIRTUAL SITTING ENTERTAINMENT.. thrills like this.. with not even a way to burn off the happy.. sad.. or fear.. stress hormones.. is a sure way to early onset of type two diabetes as science already shows that approximately one-third of school age children are now pre-type two diabetic..

about 50 percent of the population of adults are on some kind of pain medication for chronic pain.. that is often a result of stress and repressed emotions and associated somatic.. yes hell yes.. psychologically driven tension all over the body.. in tandem with repressing overwhelming emotions.. as well as imbalance of the homeostasis of all the bodily systems that..

SHOULD BE THE HUMAN RULE INSTEAD OF THE CHRONIC STRESS REALITY… there are so many creative ways to move.. and gain balance in emotions and senses.. it is unlimited and far far away from the schools of any exercise or dance class.. and there are an almost infinite number of emotional nuances that are a Delight

iN FEELING to go with these ways of human

imaginative and creative dance expression

in movement of life..

that some males or females

may never experience as they

adhere to polarized gender expectations of

culture on the way a ‘proper man or woman’ can move in life..

OH YEAH… AND THEN there is the epidemic of psychotropic medications for adults that has even become a reality for children more increasingly as well.. Moving.. Connecting.. Creating humans are happy joyous humans with meaning and purpose.. take away any of those three elements of human being..

And you get a broken human

who needs to be naturAllY fixed..

not just STUCK ON PILLS

OF QUICK FIX..

THAT RARELY

WORKS SIGNIFICANTLY GREATER THAN

THE PLACEBO EFFECT OF JUST BELIEVING that is also a vital way of human healing in attitude of thinking and feeling as Believing iS A FEELING EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION OF HUMAN TOO.. SADLY dead in many human beings these days too.. as a result of stagnant bodies..

FREEDOM IS IMAGINATION SET FREE

IN THE EXPRESSION OF MOVING CONNECTING AND CREATING..

AND TRULY THE FIRST STEP TO CONNECTING

AND CREATING IS MOVING..

AND THAT IS WHY THE WORLD IS

BECOMING INCREASINGLY

VANILLA AND QUIET

IN TERMS OF HUMAN ART..

AS SCREENS BECOME

HUMAN BEINGS..

INSTEAD OF

HUMAN BEINGS SCREAMING

CREATIVITY EVERYWHERE THEY GO..

iT’s a choice of HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL..

and a tough choice to go against the grain of vanilla…

but yes.. for rational people who exercise that choice in a Peaceful

LOVING way the avenues are there for expression of human Creativity

more than ever for those who find them and fully exercise them to

self actualize human being as fully VITAL AND REAL..!..:)

Oh and did i not mention the most important pArt

of the Human Moving.. Connecting..

and Creating.. source..

THE root force of all

that mammals do.. yes..

Human sensuality in ways

of sexual expression

is the root of all that moves.. connects

and creates in terms of human being..

And even science now proves this as true

in clinical experiments that measure stuff like girth and moisture..

TO repress/oppress human sexuality IN CULTURAL AND RELIGIOUS WAYS OF ILLUSORY FEARS FOR CONTROL.. AND SUBJUGATION OF HUMAN FREEDOMS LIKE REPRODUCING.. AND FOR MATERIALISTIC AND POWER GAIN in Collecting ways..

IS a sure way to increase human aggression.. violence.. and yes.. desires for World War III WITH Apocalypse dreams.. as humans become cardboard.. with frustration.. again.. aggression.. often leading to violence.. particularly in the male of the species.. as that is what GOD as nature dictates..

THAT humans freely express their sexuality..

in balancing ways of living life with Love as the regulator of that..

WeLL baby.. the USA is leading the world with other countries on that one for sure.. particularly here in Southern States where sexuality is expressed everywhere one goes in terms of ‘warm sKin’.. but the saddest

ART of all human being.. is one that is covered up and hidden as a flower that never sees the Sun or GOD for that matter.. FuLL as Nature’s Truth that lives in US from top of head to tips of toes and fingers.. to yes.. the Flowering VaGinA.. and the tip of penIs aimed at creativity in more ways than just creating children..

The Whole Human tHinG works as wHole..

from head to toe.. to subtract

any pArt of FuLL human being

.. is to break the

cHaiN of LiVinG FREE.. theRe is no fooling

or escaping GOD of Mother Nature True.. to live out of balance is to live in misery.. suffering.. and overall discontent.. but sadly most people will believe religion and culture over GOD that lives within and tales the truth through innate instinct and intuition of what is correct in life..

AND THE REASON for this is simple.. fear of being outcast from the social group.. the human instinct for social acceptance is so great.. in terms of gaining necessary subsistence for survival.. that women in countries that chop off the pleasure parts of females.. in FGM.. female genital mutilation..

come to view this truly

barbarian act..

as that of holy.. no different really

than ISIS terrorist who rape little girls in the

name of ALLAH.. while these little girls plead

by the name of GOD to stop bringing horrifying pain to them…

These are not people of GOD.. these are humans of psychopathy who have no feeling but power gained through controlling the relative free will and human nature of perceived weaker human beings than they.. as they smile to their selfish pleasures.. in power and material gains.. that will never feel a soul..

THAT is non-existent in terms of the greaTEST INHERENT HUMAN POWER THAT IS LOVE.. as fostered from birth through the breast connection of parents in terms of touchy feely hugging Love.. that humans are gifted by GOD greatest in by far for those who have not lost their humanity yet.. through the negative epigenetic environmental effect and emotional negative

AFFECT of a cultural or religious driven tool of life

gone truly humanely insane and psychopathic same..

by cold hands and arms that do

not Love others in moving..

connecting.. and creating ways..

BEyond made-up stuff of human myths of moral tales

that veer from GOD given human Nature.. sadly enough.. there is no

REAL Human Nature Instructor in life but GOD.. sadly some folks manage to evade GOD all their life.. with lies of religion and culture DEVIL FALSE.. INSTEAD OF ANGEL GOD THAT LIVES WITHIN as Mother Nature TRUTH AND LIGHT..:)

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And now to the joy
and yes.. challenge
of only my making..
as it will be too much
perhaps to ask this
of anyone
else.. hehe..
but me..
but anyway..
a new form of
poetry i’ve never
heard of before..
and i will
proceed to
use this
new
“Trimeric”
forM of poeTry
to sPeak mY
heArt.. expresSinG
spiRit of emoTiOns..
miNd and
body
balanCinG
soUl
of i…
until i catch
up with what
dVerse
has to offer for now..
and move onto other
ways of physical creative
ART.. as free as it
gets for human
passionate
imagination
creativity
just
doing
IT now ALL FReED!..

sO heRe goEs
sometHinG.. N0W..:)

*Fear creates war..
truly it’s culture
that is the tool
of death

Truly it’s culture
so far removed
from human life…

That is the tool..
that humans use
to separate from Nature..

Of death culture brings..
Of life culture sings..
It is is what is it is.. so is…

*Evening Princess of Indian Lore..
Sitting by a fire of naked..
Swirling dance of flames
Awaken in eYes of Life..

Sitting by a fire of naked..
warm blood sings of Nature..
Long hair brushes breasts of Life..

Swirling dance of flames
engulf woman whole..
fire of live you lie inside..

Awaken in eYes of Life..
Yes.. Sing to me..
SonG of God.. am i Alive…

Prison of Love Long Lost
Love Long Lost found now..
Never gone always here
Love is where heArt Lives Now…

Love Long Lost found now..
Where do you go so far away..
eyes of love live near more far…

Never gone always here
of course you are..
you live in me..

Love is where heARt Lives Now…
Never lost.. never found.. just is
As is Now.. light or dark.. Evergreen…

Canaries mine SinG daRk tUnes
Lives dArk.. always paRt..
Separation myth..
Unity Real..

Lives dArk always paRt..
Real is all.. all is light..
DaRk comes.. goes..

Separation myth..
always lie..
Truth ALLthatiS…

Unity Real..
Now is woN
oNe is Now..
Ancestors light no broken chain..
Hands of i and those enjoin..
Voices SinG ancestral realm..
Life goes.. comes again…

Hands of i and those enjoin..
struggles past grown strong..
challenge i.. live strong..

Voices SinG ancestral realm..
a dance of they.. a dance of i..
a fire of live.. in center heARt…

Life goes.. comes again…
Life here all.. now always..
Just N0W..:)

Form of politicians.. broken DArk Truth..
There is no money.. in Truth and Light..
A day will come when money falls..
All is left.. human being..

There is no money.. in Truth and Light..
All is free.. wheRe human lives
Sad cold eYes.. lose eyes of warmth..

A day will come when money falls..
Money fails on day one.. Now..
Judgement.. heArts no Love..

All is left.. human being..
cold illusion.. money sinks..
Love melts money.. Truth SinGs LiGht..:)

Moon SonG.. widows breath..
Black hair girl.. SonG gone lost..
Sweet life lives.. lips so smooth..
Hair illuminating.. full moon lit…

Black hair girl.. SonG gone lost..
picks up pieces.. Love before..
scattered here ’bout.. alone..

Sweet life lives.. lips so smooth..
Ample shoulders.. strong and true..
SonG Love Lasts.. moonlight hips..

Hair illuminating.. full moon lit..
sMiLes arise.. new born Love..
Phoenix shines.. hEr first breath..:)

*Politics always soap opera..
Conservatives and Liberals.. iNnate..
Wife Katrina.. watches soap operas..
Old white men.. watch Fox..

Conservatives and Liberals.. iNnate..
Seriously.. no shit Sherlock.. Truth..
Science measures.. this Truth.. NOW..

Wife Katrina.. watches soap operas..
Politics bores.. as it stays the same..
4 years later.. different.. talking heads..

Old white men.. watch Fox..
This 55 year old.. dance dude..
400+ photos NOW.. with Foxes..;)

*Side note
YES.. i can prove IT..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/

*end side note and
please note..
as mentioned
in previous posts..
asterisks indicate
places WHO have
decided not to
allow my comments..
as previous
record
indicates..
but hey.. it’s the
thought that counts..;)

Wolf Dog of London
You bring memories.. wild..
i am no different.. fur now..
i SinG MooN.. new SonG…

You bring memories.. wild..
So alive.. so passionate.. real..
Present wild.. God’s delicious liGht..

i am no different.. fur now..
More challenge.. ever stronger..
GroWinG.. liVinG.. no other way..

i SinG MooN.. new SonG
i am no WereWolf.. NOW
Set free.. Jack’s HUman..:)

Death of life.. silence..
Death of moving.. words..
Death of life..
Still…

Death of moving.. words..
Dance.. UniVersALLangUage.. ages..
EmoTiONs expresSing fulLer…

Death of Life..
No Moving..
Connecting.. Creating..

Still..
Still..
Still..:)

Apple on a Tree..
Do not Reach..
Do not pass Go..
Do not Live..

Do not Reach..
stay put..
bore..

Do not pass Go..
stagnant
rot..

Do not Live..
apple eat..
Live..:)

4:42 pm..
and 11 is all
dVerse has to
offer..
and on
to different
STUFF FOR ME..
continue
this pARt
later
when
dVerse
Catches
pass me
again.;)

And back to catch up
again.. 12:52 pm..
10092015..:)

And first two stops
on Haibun Monday
to catch up
there before
moving
on to
Trimeric
Thursday..
both from
dVerse Poet’s
Pub.. Online..:)

Perhaps.. the most influential person
in my young adult life.. is no
preacher.. but a philosophy
instructor in junior
college.. beyond
the strict
sidewalks
of schools..
and brick churches..
curriculum.. hE looks
to the American Indian
for his greaTesT truths
and in balance and
heritage..
i do too.. yes..
Dr. Ralph Hunt..
and before he dies
of Leukemia.. walking
down a hill from the same
two story building that is
once my elementary school..
now a Junior College.. in
walking distance
from River
home..
i have my
vision quest
and relate it to
him.. and at the
end he says.. nah..
i will not say goodbye
in the words of the
American
Indian
there
is only
SEE YA LATER..
and at least..
he is still
here in
eYeSworDs
of me..
sMiLEs..

WordSeYes
lifetime(s) last
server ways..:)

Humans will do almost anything to escape pain.. including
painful emotions.. bud sadly without the
sadly or not..
Human emotions
are energy
for us to
grow in
both light
and dark
ways of feeling
life.. Lesson of a lifetime
for me.. is to appreciate
both the dark and light
of human
emotions
of the Pro-Social
kind freely the
other darker
con-social ones..
i regulate out and
do not miss at all
like jealousy.. envy
pride.. doubt..
illusory
fears
and all of that..
It is possible
to get control
in relative
human
free will
of emotions
and senses in
ways of regulation
and integration..
but surely
in our culture
in the U.S.
with all
THE NOISE..
THE job
of JOB..
to get
that
life
span
job
done!..

Rests n0 JOB
unTiL peace iS
heRe.. staYsN0W..:)

Milky way a fetus.. N0W
Spiraling Alive iS It.. Now
Swirling around like iT..
Is US..

Spiraling Alive is it.. Now
Universe unto itself.. sAMe
Patterns living throughOuT

Swirling around like iT..
Always moving.. dancing..
SinGinG.. Sound from THAT..

Is US
JUST IS
UniVerse WE..:)

Divine feminine and masculine in one..
Seeking opposites when two live as one..
Love only giving.. never taking..
When one becomes two..

Seeking opposites when two live as one..
Other spirit strives to live..
Joining both fully alive..

Love only giving.. never taking..
Bride is body.. groom is miNd..
Whole.. never wanting..

When one becomes two..
Feminine and Masculine..
ONE Divine..:)

Oh the tree..
Oh the desert..
Oh the cave..
Oh the Beach..

Oh the desert..
a place of Jesus
to escape Religion..

Oh the cave..
a place of Muhammad
to escape Christianity..

Oh the beach..
i come back full circle..
i am A Tree wITh Forrest..

PS..
And Buddha too..;)

A seed of hate..
Separating Child and Mother..
Losing Heart of empathy..
Garden of Love dies..

Separating Child and Mother..
Often Electronic devices..
raising children..

Losing Heart of empathy
eyes become screen
instead of human..

Garden of Love Dies..
Human becomes gun..
Death becomes human..

Freedom’s way..
No possessions..
Wild living..
Passionful..

No possessions..
Rent this place free..
Wind as eYes bleed…

Wild Living..
Flesh and Blood Real..
No regrets.. no shame.. LiVE..

Passionful..
No looking.. BACK..
Future alWays NOW..:)

*Moon.. a dream.. a sing..
Moon.. does more than sing..
Moon.. moves.. never still..
Humans still..

Moon.. does more than sing.
Moon.. dreams.. eYes uS..
We.. SinG dReaMs..

Moon moves .. never sTill..
Humans falter.. still..
Humans die.. stagnant..

Humans.. still..
Moon.. lives..
Move humans..:)

Road of iNfiNiTy no end beginning..
Road of eyes.. begin and end..
And begin again..
Humans smAll..

Road of eyes.. begin and end..
Give it all in.. take.. Love beyond..
Grains of sand.. humble sees more..

And begin again..
Never ending story..
Now..

Humans SmAll..
Big enough
Be SmaLL..:)

Hurricane heArt sMiLEs wiND..
SpiRit ExpresSinG HearT..
SoUl Balancing..
Body and Mind…

spiRit ExpresSinG HearT
Move.. connect.. create..
Body and MiNd Balance..

SoUl Balancing
Time is now..
only now..

Body and Mind
Bride and Groom
ONE practice Storm..:)

Hurricane heArt sMiLEs wiND..
SpiRit ExpresSinG HearT..
SoUl Balancing..
Body and Mind…

spiRit ExpresSinG HearT
Move.. connect.. create..
Body and MiNd Balance..

SoUl Balancing
Time is now..
only now..

Body and Mind..
Bride and Groom
ONE practice Storm..:)

Seasons of cycles.. energy rests..
A now for sun… A now for shade..
Love the Sun.. Love the sNow..
Party comes in rest and fire..

A now for sun.. A now for shade…
Love the cool.. Love the Rain..
Snow White brings clean..

Love the Sun.. Love the sNow..
Winter’s grip.. release..
ALLONE..

Party comes in rest and fire..
Passionate eyes
neverFall..:)

A chalice.. A cup that holds..
A Love.. a Force that grows..
Hands embrace..
Love spiLLs..

A Love.. a Force that grows..
UnconditionAllY..
Mother’s Love..

Hands embrace..
touch becomes
sweet alive..

Love SpiLLs
EveRrgreen..
No Cup Holder..:)

Okay.. all caught
up to 32 Monday
Haibun’s and
21 Thursday
Trimeric
verses..

2:56 pm..:)

Wind trees..
Fall Breeze..
Leave fall..
Cool skips steps

Fall Breeze..
Seasons change..
Easy breathe comes..

Leave Fall..
Winter come..
Spring Yet..

Cool skips steps
Spring rise fall..
Summer Bright again..:)

4:42 pm

10:00 am
10102015

Challenge of the cold
piercing winds change..
Humans travel North
escape desert South..

piercing winds change..
humans adapt..
grow stronger..

Humans travel North
culture grows smarter..
humans change

escape desert South..
New World Nomads..
New IsRaEL Live Free..:)

Eternity swims sweet refrain..
All ocean fish
So many more
Infinite connections…

All ocean fish
passers by
greet each other

So many more
connections stronger
pleasing eYes dreams

Infinite connections…
no time now..
All we Eyes..:)

Truly it’s about social roles
Boys who fear emotions..
Boys driving girls away
Lonely isolated boys..

Boys who fear emotions
grow weak
alone

Boys driving girls away
become frustrated
get angry..

Lonely isolated boys..
can become violent
some Kill

So in conclusion
who kills the
emotions
of boys..
Patriarchal
ways of life..
where boys
no longer
feel
like
boys…

In two of the last
several major
rampage killings..
not having
a girl
friend
is a
cited
source of
all the anger..

Humans
are still
humans..
there is
natural
aversion
to killing other
humans without
tools of death..
put a trigger
in the mix
and death
comes quicker…

It’s
just one
plus one
equals instant death.

And yes.. i’ve pursued this
with great interest..
with potential
candidates
who
overall
agree
about
the
factor
of the
social
role..
the
latest
killer
boy has
no empathy..
and much anger..
like some other folks
on the ‘Wrong Planet’ too…
It’s the illness of losing soul…
Where the real devil becomes human…
and only society overall has the potential of cure..
there are close to zero rampage killings
in the 50’s.. where social roles are
clearly defined.. and
jobs are
plentiful..
boys no
longer are
making the grade
of being boys
at
all
in their minds..
Credit sitting on their
butts in front of
screens
for a
large
part
of that..
doing whatever…
There is an epidemic
of a Zombie Apocalypse
in the U.S. where science
empirically measures empathy
levels dropping 30% since
the 50’s.. go figure..
it’s common
sense
for those
who still
have a
soul….
but hey.. i did author
the top search result on Google
for this special interest of
mine.. on the major factors
underlying rampage
killings..
if one wants to
know the answers..
listen
to
‘the
boys’…
that’s what i did..
i didn’t rely
on the
talking
news
heads..
alone..;)

smiles.. reference
below.. sister Lynn..
and friend
at
the
almost
end..;)

http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218916

Culture erasing imagination creativity..
Humans losing humanity slowly..
torturing death in life from birth..
rising alive.. dreams fruition..

Humans losing humanity slowly..
drifting away.. childhood suffocates..
Childhood sLows.. adults die as life..

torturing death in life from birth..
Spoon feeding culture
large plate from birth..

rising alive.. dreams fruition..
spark inside.. coming now..
imagination’s creativity.. Phoenix SpRinGs..:)

11:40 am
this part appears
to be finished for now..:)

Yes.. i am on a poeTry
ramPage word
spree aGain..
bullets are not
my style.. i WiLL
JusT d0
sWORDsNOW..
letters.. photos..
videos.. and
other
symbols
2..;)

6277

Steve Jobs..
ALL that effort.. all the naysayers..
all the FLACK.. well it comes down to this..
years after his death.. and yes.. celebrating
his life tomorrow.. with the opening of a new movie
to celebrate his life’s work.. yes.. i can take the
iPhone 6s.. camera.. in my pocket..
anywhere i go.. and take pictures
that are point and shoot..
of masterpieces past..
with $10,000 dollar
cameras of
complicated features..
with sweaty hands.. now..
dancing sideways.. on sand..
in yard spring of always.. now..
CREATIVITY..
‘Build IT and He will Come’..
‘Field of Dreams’..
circa N0W..:)

http://www.quotationspage.com/quote/38357.html

“Here’s to the crazy ones,
the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers,
the round pegs in the square holes… the ones
who see things differently — they’re not fond of rules…
You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify
or vilify them, but the only thing you can’t do
is ignore them because they change things…
they push the human race forward,
and while some may see them
as the crazy ones,
we see genius,
because the ones who are
crazy enough to think that they can
change the world, are the ones who do.”

-STEVE JOBS

6470

WALT WHITMAN..
from the preface
of
“LEAVES OF GRASS”

http://www.bartleby.com/39/45.html

“The known universe
has one complete lover
and that is the greatest poet.
He consumes an eternal passion
and is indifferent which chance happens
and which possible contingency of fortune
or misfortune and persuades daily
and hourly his delicious pay.
What baulks or breaks others
is fuel for his burning progress
to contact and amorous joy.
Other proportions
of the reception
of pleasure dwindle
to nothing to his proportions.
All expected from heaven
or from the highest he is
rapport with in the sight
of the daybreak or a scene of the
winter woods or the presence of children playing
or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman.
His love above all love has leisure and expanse …
he leaves room ahead of himself.
He is no irresolute
or suspicious lover …
he is sure … he scorns intervals.
His experience and the showers and thrills
are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him …
suffering and darkness cannot—
death and fear cannot. to him
complaint and jealousy and envy
are corpses buried and rotten in the earth …
he saw them buried. The sea is not surer
of the shore or the shore of the sea than
he is of the fruition of his
love and of all perfection
and beauty.”

“There will soon be no more
priests. Their work is done.
They may wait awhile …
perhaps a
generation or two …
dropping off by degrees.
A superior breed shall take their place …
the gangs of kosmos and prophets
en masse shall take their place.
A new order shall arise
and they shall be the priests of man,
and every man shall be his own priest.
The churches built under their umbrage
shall be the churches of men and women.
Through the divinity of themselves shall the kosmos
and the new breed of poets be interpreters of men and women
and of all events and things. They shall find their inspiration
in real objects to-day, symptoms of the past and future… .
They shall not deign to defend immortality or God
or the perfection of things or liberty or the exquisite
beauty and reality of the soul. They shall arise in
America and be responded to
from the remainder
of
the
earth.”

6850

Hi SOHEIR..

i watch ‘the entire video’..

and if this is just the interpretation of the Quran..

including an equal respect for women..

it is truly a beautiful way to live..

from what i see..

Love is the bottom line.. sadly.. fear is the Devil..

in all ways fear is incorporated into Life.. so no..

i cannot agree with some of the dogma..

but i am very happy the narrator realizes that my Ancestors..

the Sioux/Lakota and Cherokee.. of American Indian heritage

are truly the first historical people’s to believe in

ONE GOD.. as the GREAT SPIRIT..

HUMANS cannot fit God in one word only.. or one language..

or one religion and this is what i mean about God pecks out the eyes

of prophets that humans come to worship as men instead of messengers..

that’s not a literal statement.. of course.. as i have great respect for all prophets who

humble themselves to the much greater reality

that is God over human.. It is only when they are made

more than human that lies come…

Human manifests God’s power within.. outside.. above.. below and all around.. but it is never the full manifestation of all the glory of GOD that lives ALL as ONE GOD..

The danger is always when humans attempt to suggest they know and feel all the being of GOD as they are a reflection.. but never the full Light and Truth of GOD that will always be above the understanding of human..

We humans have always attempted to use symbols
to express the Truth and Light of GOD of ALL..
but we always fall
short
of the
Glory of GOD..
ALL of WE humans
from the first to the
last who will ever
exist on this
terrestrial plane..
owe our lives to
GOD as lives are only
gifts to cherish
and offer
up to
the potentials
gifted to
us
by the
Grace of
GOD..
i speak
from
spirit
not
from intellect
my friend..
in planning
way.. GOD
flows in
US..
ALL from
the first Indians
who are indigenous
peoples of this planet
to the last Indians who
will always be indigenous
beings
AS
children of
GOD.. where GOD
always lives in the
open hearts.. spirits..
and souls.. of humans
on
desert
isles..
But anyway.. i assess a religion
by the people who follow it
in ways of Love and
never the
religion
or country
alone.. i can
disagree with you
about these things
and you will still unconditionally
Love me as friend.. and that my
friend is my
definition
of both
Christian and
Jesus ..one who Loves
GOD.. first with all their
heart.. spirit.. and soul..
and mind and body
incorporated as
temple of GOD too..
one who respects
and Loves themselves
the same as well as one
who respects and Loves all
others no matter differences
of opinions.. as worthy children
of GOD… as WE ALL ARE REGARDLESS
OF RELIGION.. NATIONALITY.. GENERAL
DISABILITY.. SEXUAL ORIENTATION..
ETHNICITY IN SKIN COLOR..
AND ALL OTHER DIFFERENCES
FROM ALPHA TO OMEGA..
sadly few religions will
incorporate ALL into
GOD’s reality
as children
of GOD
and that is where i for one
separate paths.. as i have
seen the face of GOD close
up and personal… and i am
both Angel and Devil/Jinn/Demon
in one life and have
visited both Hell and
Heaven in one life as well..
so i know these metaphors
for Angels
and Devil/Jinn/Demons
as well as hell and heaven
are not just myths.. they
are symbols for human
reality no different
than
GOD
is REAL
and evident
in ALL OF
NATURE..
NO SANTA
CLAUS.. NO
ONLY SON OF GOD..
THE GOD OF ALL THAT IS..
AND IF I AM WORTHY TO
BE IN GOD’S KINGDOM
NOW.. i am the least
and all others
are greater
than me..
and that
my friend
is THE REAL
MESSAGE OF JESUS
AS WELL.. AS GOD SPEAKS
AS PARENT OF ALL.. EVEN
US DEVILS/JINN/DEMONS
AND LUCIFER INCARNATE
IF YOU WILL.. AS METAPHOR
ONLY OF COURSE..
IN OTHER WORDS..
THERE IS NO SEPARATION
ANYWHERE THERE IS ONLY
ONE GOD.. all else is human
lies.. illusions.. and of course
metaphor for Truth.. which are
for the deeper seeing eyes that
can read the prophets hearts..
spirits.. and souls..
and not just
their
words
alone
as
literal….
sMiLEs friend ..
i appreciate you..
and truly from my heart
the saddest part of the Muslim
religion as it is practiced in some
areas of patriarchy rule over women
as less than human.. IS that.. if ISA
is born again.. with no earthly
father.. which i do not believe
God has to do magic tricks
beyond Nature to
convince me GOD
is REAL..
THAT sadly
enough.. ISA will
not be able to
come again
like this
in these
areas for
more than
obvious reasons..
and those are the
areas OF DOGMA
where i diverge.. but
NEVER THE LESS I WILL
NEVER THROW THE LOVE
BABY OUT.. ‘CAUSE OF SOME
DIFFERENCES IN OPINION OR
HISTORICAL REFERENCES OF RELIGION
and that my friend is why i still visit the
Catholic Church for over two years now..
since i am healed from Devil and Hell..
but i will never worship Jesus..
i will hear his words as teacher..
but he will be steaming
angry like a lion..
if he ever does
come back
to find
that he is both
worshipped and humans
have killed in his memory
as not a humble prophet
teacher.. but the Soldier GOD
of Roman
Emperor
Constantine
and his Catholic
psychopathic
Patriarchal leaning
cohorts .. in that now..
of 325 AD.. my friend..
So i silence my voice
when those words in church
come.. but i keep the love of GoD..
myself.. and others sAMe no matter
what the different opinions are that
come beyond what GOD speaks to
me FACE TO FACE AS ANGEL
AND
DEVIL with GOD..
AND SURE.. THERE IS
A KARMA TO PAY
FOR ALL
HARM
DONE
TO OTHERS
IN THIS LIFE NOW..
I KNOW.. FEEL.. AND
UNFEEL.. THE BURNING
PLACE OF PENANCE
ALL
TOO
WELL
AS REAL..
AS HELL..
AND I FOR
ONE WILL ALWAYS
SUBMIT MYSELF TO
GOD AS NO
GREATER
THAN
A
GRAIN
OF
SAND..
AND SURE..
MUHAMMAD
BUDDHA.. LAO TZU..
JESUS.. AND ALL THE OTHER
PEOPLE OF GOD’s eYes WiLL
DO THE
SamE..
as far as i
see.. as
grain
of
sand..:)
Peace and Blessings
to you my friend
and i Love you..
and you know sadly
i have Muslim
friends who are
women who Love
me as friend..
but who will
never tell me in
words..
as they fear
their religion
over GOD..
in saying
that to
a male..
but you
and other
Muslims do
see deeper
with
eyes
of fearless
LOVE
from
GOD
with GOD’s
Loving Nature..
as gift of human..
GOD’s Love in human
is tough.. passionate..
and unconditional
and it has little to
do with human reproduction..
i am married but live a celibate
life to be closer with GOD
as ‘priest’ without
children or clerical collar..
but that is between GOD
and me..
and no
religion..
EVER
ALONE..
GOD ALLONE
IS ALL i FOR
one need..
on my desert
Isle.. with friends..
smiles.. my friend..:)

8041

Yes.. my friend.. Zee.. beautiful words
of children who have not yet
forgotten how to live..
and i suppose
it is possible
to stay
that way
with freedom of
imagination and
creativity of us in a play
of life where we are the Directors
Producers and Actors of Now scene..:)

8091

Hi Maria.. i think the whole
purpose of life.. is for us
to become our own
ministers of Truth
and Light..
and as
we
grow
older if
Freedom
plays True..
this Light becomes
brighter as God’s Truth
Manifest in us as children of
LiGht..:)

8135

Ha! smiles Victoria.. the 15 responses.. mostly mine.. are a growing
new post that will be finished with the addition of some
photos i plan on taking at a Catholic Church Festival
later today.. and i’m glad you enjoyed the sand
photos.. as for so many years
i avoid getting
my feet dirty..
they hide
beyond
pure
virgin
100%
cotton
white
socks
with
soft skin bottoms.. as
on the Autism Spectrum
with my tactile sensitivities
i cannot touch any textures man
made with my bare skin feet.. including
carpet.. but stone floors are
okay.. including
sand floors
of nature..
i take great
pleasure now
with the bottoms
of my sand brown
and calloused feet..
i feel
earthy..
one FOrCE
wITh GOD..
i finAlly
feel
wild
and FREE
aLiVE.. again like
a child on the River
grass.. barefoot then..
The clothing of culture
are the only sins
i know
and
feel..
starting
with manmade
clothes.. as i am
not born
to even
touch
them..
without discomfort..
hmm.. except for
100% virgin
cotton
and silk..
smiles..
like
‘Rain
man’..
speaking
of the Rain..
i’m all about
the ‘Hanes’ but
we go to Walmart
not Kmart for that..
(movie reference..
for clarity.. just
in case..)
i’m almost
sure
you
get
that
cultural
TV trope..
but of course
almost is never
now.. enough for me..
smiles again.. W/wInKs..;)

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Hi X..

thanks for

your visit today..

and hope you are drying out a little up there in VA..

as A Son peaks out a little on Saturday.. FL..

but goes back and is still

hiding

among

clouds through today on Monday as well..

And God speaks through synchronicity

to human in visual and hearing ways

along with all human senses and

emotions in ways of greater

than human eyes

and ears

along..

I just point and shoot with my
my new iPhone 6s and
let GOD
do the speaking
in synchronicity
way when
i come
home
to read
GoD’s
mesSage specificAllY
tailored for me and
you too.. hehe..
like poems
do in
multi-layered
meanings of
words as well..
as sure.. this is
where the mystery
and magic of GOD
Light and Truth comes
into Lives that are open
in emotional and sensory
experiences letting GOD’s Light
and Truth come in.. with or without
sunshine
from
skies
my
friend..:)

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/10/empire-force-love-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

HA! X..! no…no..! TRUE and LIT
streaming conscious.. bLocKs..
iN words oF poeTry oR daNce
for mE
anymore..
HE.. HE..!
my heArt..
soUl.. and spiRit!
is constipaTing through
all lies of culture and
religion for 40 years or
so of walKing on human
deSigNing narRow
sidewalks
of prison
HeLL..
so sure in
heaven it all comes
out like a flood of raiN
human heaRrt.. spirIt
souL..
unencumbeRinG
by eyes of human
psychopathic leaning hate..
that will stop a human up
until the septic
tank of
life
EXPLODES..
SO SURE I Am
FULL OF SHiT BEFORE
AND NOW THE RIVER
FLOWS ONCE AGAIN
AS HEaRT
SPIrIT
AND
SOuL..
AS ENEMA TRUTH
AND LIGHT RELEASED
UNLEASHED AS QUANTUM
MIND AND BODY BALANCE AND
NO LONGER
BACKED UP
SEPTIC
TANK
OF
HUMAN BEING..
a river streAMinG
Ocean once
again
am
i..:)

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Rain is God’s greaTest GiFt
to human as iT bRinGs
purifying water to sustain LiFE…
Once.. there is a human that wanders arid
lands.. this human Loves rain as much
as life itself.. as inDeeD Rain is Life
as Life iS for
human being.. then and NOw..
this human wishes more than
anything.. to have a rain
that reins forevermore
as reign of KinG
of VeinS
Love
Human
groWinG
noWmore..
so yes.. in
metaphor
this human
eventuAlly
wanders
North and
finds the place
where you live now..
in a land.. a new world
of cold and endless rain
that sadly drOwns
thirst of human
heArt..
extinguishing
FiRe of human
SpiRit that must
move invisibly
to capture
prey
and
escape predator
on butterfly dance
feat of human being..
and to connect to other
human beings in these
arid lands of little.. is to
survive.. to LiVE spiRit
expresSinG human
emotiON emoting
human Force of
God’s Love
gifTing gRAce
alWays
iNbalanCinG
SoUl of human beInG
mind and body REAL
ALL innate.. instinctual
intuitive.. from ALL oriGiN
InFiniTy aLL n0w as
human evolves
through
GOD
‘s
grace sTilL NOW..
MoVinG.. ConnecTinG
CreaTinG.. reflecTinG
GOD’s UniVersAL
SoUl of
BEINGAlWAYS
NOW.. as we WiLL
BE too.. if we
generate
Force
of GOD..
the spark
the flAMe
inside
not yet
put out
by instant gratification
of new human reign
of reins of
all we can
eat
rain..
The real devil is fear..
The real sin is succumbing
to instant gratification
with no longer
the challenge
of Life that GOD
bRinGs to uS
as MoVinG
ConnecTinG
CreaTinG
adaptTinG
chanGinG
reflecTioNs
ForCe
ChanGe
alWays
aLLthaTis
GOD..
Rain has more than
rainbow colors for those
who see and feel ALL
MORE COLORS OF
GOD’S eYes BeInG
and when we are stifLED
or abuse(D) those colors
without challenge
adaptations
and change
we lose GoD’s
gift of grace to us
as always
NOW..
and those who look forward
or past.. will never
ever
LiVE
aGaiN..
SMiLEs.. anyway.. nice to
see you on the 5th as i am
thinKinG of what to write
you without a poetic
prompt for you..6th..
and i Love to
be inspiRed
by otHeRs
more than
a weak attempt
to inspire them without
a connection from them..
as always for me Love is
Uncondtional without any
stRinGs attaChinG no
requirements from
me but to
breathe
my friend..
but i will tale you this..
as a 234 LB man who
can leg press half a ton
now 25 times straight
forward on a parallel
leg press machine
with arms raised in
air.. dance walking
a martial arts style
of ballet everywhere i go
now for 4200 miles or so
since i meet you at the end
of July..2013.. when now then
i gain A greatesTgift riSinG
of Phoenix from God that YOU
help spark in me.. i am fearless
but yet.. my heart.. spirit.. and soul..
is as or more sensitive than it has ever
been before as a Human Empath Angel
houSinG as this body of steel.. AlL tHis Love i
give to you and expect absolutely nothing in
return.. and although out of concern for you..
when i attempt to reach out to you..
as i always do.. i am very happy
to get that notification on
my iPhone that you
accept my
facebook
friend
request.. from months..
as sure reciprocation now
feels good too.. to all we
human beings.. i don’t
say anything but a like
on one of your posts
that says it all
that Love
is a spirit
with no time..
distance or space..
that never ends when
real with yes.. no sorrows
regrets.. or shame
no matter what
happens or what
the other person does..
in life.. but i will
say this too..
as a human being
for whatever reason
that Lala Rukh face
is erased from my
friendship face
list either
intentional
or not intentional
that hurt my feelings
in a little dArk way
but yet it inspires
me more..
as that my
friend is the
PRACTICE OF
THE REAL UNCONDITIONAL
TOUGH AND PASSIONATE
LOVE OF ALLAH
ALWAYS
RESTORieD
IN US.. THAT NEVER
GIVES UP then or NOW
AND IS A PERFECT
STORM OF LOVE
THAT NEVER
REIGNS DEAD
WITH REINS OF
RAIN THAT
ARE ALWAYS
CHERISHED
AND
NEVER
EVER
TAKEN
FOR GRANTED
by me at least my
friend.. To be the Truth
and Light as guided by
GOD is a greaTesT
challenge and
adaptation
from GOD
for change..
but it is a challenge
and my real
version
of Ramadan
that rains
forever
now
my friend..
with this..
Love,
Fred…
And sure..
i just share
a stream
of consciousness
thought too that comes
from the ocean of human
cosmic consciousness
also known as
Holy Spirit..
and so many
other metaphors
across all cultures
and religions always
now.. when two humans
connect in whatever way
where GOD comes into
the room too..
to have
GOD’s
say
so
as well.
but yah.. sure
human language
is so dam limited
that we will never
speak the
full language
of God and
that my friend
is the most beautiful
reality of all.. the mystery
and magic of GOD that will
always keep us on our toes
and alive.. for those of us
who hear
the cALL..
answer
and never
ever give IT UP..
as GOD’s
GreaTesT
GiftINfinite
potenTiaL reflecTinG
in Human GOD’s
eYes and eaRS
of
N0W..
LOVE..
my friend..
Lala Rukh..:)

Ratika says
all i say
in one
word..
EXPLORE..;)

1201

He he.. hedera..
only if you live
in SpaiN.. aRe
UvaiN.. GReAT!
and you kNow
what tHey saY
about
ladies
who live
in France..
haha!.. my lady
inside lives in France..
and never wears pants
but sure.. shorts away from home..
even in feet of snow.. and i can prove
it too.. but not here.. now.. haha! buTT i actuAlly
do a facebook profile photo of me dancing
yes wife Katrina takes it giggling all the way..
in my underwear barefoot and free spirit-
aSs can be in the frigGinG sNow
in Florida.. but i wear
black.. an always
acceptable
men’s
speedo
color for
BEACHES TOO..
hehe.. Fred ski(E)s
in hiS
underwear
just on feet
of feat
in sNows
of Florida
warm and true
as frosty Fred..;)

Well.. sweet heARt.. Hedera.. the truth is
WE CAN take Facebook profile pics
of ourselves in our underwear
as long as no private pArts are shoWinG..
butt most people are too afraid to do it..
I DO IT at least five times.. and sure
they are still there.. and one of ’em
is kinda cool.. as i look like one of
tHOSE Michelangelo David’s
all posed in wolf grey shademan
panties.. haha.. hehe.. who cares..
women are afraid they will be seen
as sluts
and men are afraid
they will be seen as gay..
well.. i.. my friend am human
and as the real man Jesus..
NO.. NOT the fake ONLYTRINITYMANGOD created
in the Nicene Council of Trump 325AD..
iN back boardrooms of Constantine
and his Catholic Cohort big
wig leaders.. REALLY
SAYS THIS! IN
THE ORIGINAL!
GREEK VERSION
OF THE GNOSTIC
GOSPEL OF
THOMAS.. YES
JUST THIS..
AS reported
of course..:)

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip
naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

King David does it DANCING
in his underwear as prophecy
half complete before the real
Dude Jesus makes the prophecy
above for human being All.. And
King David promises to do it in
more so-called vile ways
like Egyptian GOD Min
as Myth then..
in ways of fertility
human hopes..
and sure i JUST DO
IT HANDS FREE..
WITH LEFT ARM
RAISED INSTEAD
OF HOLDING.. (it).. LEFT hAnd
ARM HOLDING iPhone 6s
Lion Roar now asserting
Freedom’s ROAR FROM
TOP OF FINGER TIPS
TO THE MOST
DELICIOUS
ENDS OF
PEN IS
AND V
AGI
NAs
most beautiful
butterfly
WinGs..
the only
SiN iS clothes
in ALL the metaphor
and reality of TRUTH
AND LIGHT IN THiS..
THAT LITTLE BITTY
REAL Insane humans
often
name
as eviL
INSTEAD
OF GOD’S LIGHT
AND TRUTH IN THE
MOST MOIST
AND HARD
PLACES
faces iN
FEELinGs
OF HUMAN
heArt
aS flesh
and blood
balancing
Human
Temple
of GOD
FULLY
EXPRESsinG
GO
d’s
Love and
never clothing
AS human
cultural
or religious
lies.. this is THE NOW
baby.. for the fearless
among us.. wHo
exPreSS all of
GOD
as wE
FREEsT
HUMAN BeinGs
of GOD’s unconditional
tough and PASSIONATE
LOVE FREE AND
NEVER EVER
AGAIN NOW
CLOTHED
IN HUMAN LIES..:)
i am not the first or the
last of MOVinG
SINGinG Elvis and
Marilyn NAKeD
Truth
and Light..
wE CoMe as naKed
DANcINg SINgINg
Angels awaiting
Freedom
of other
Angels
EMpATHS
wArm
and True
as GOD
AS human
Light in FLESH
AND BLOOD
LIGHTsTRUTH..:)

Interestingly.. i weigh about 220LbS in this
one before i get my 234 LB dancer body..
more like World Wide wrestling
than ballet
martial
arts dude..
but yes..
it has nothing
to do with
the Pen
IS
as that thing
hides when
fighting
comes
to play..;)

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And this one is when i am expresSing
the feminine side.. more like
the old King David
statue.. i used
to do this
SHARING on poetry
sites.. before
the hypocrites
put an end to
it.. AND of course
female frontal
nudity still
passes
the critical
eye of art..
without
a sigh..
in poetry
online land..
hypocrites
UGH.. HypocriteS
but that is the
way of the
natural
closed
human
mind of
conservative
ways of human being..
so yeah.. conform
or be cast out.. and
my last underwear
photos are in June of
2014.. around this last
one below..
before i gET
to all restricted
linkS and reAlly
let it ALL
hang
uP..
if you will.. hehe..
they can ban me..
they can delete..
me.. but in our
modern
day they
will not shut
me up with
free blogger
avenues of ADULT
RESTRICTED
GOOGLE aRT
heHE!
So cool..! if the
real dude Jesus
comes back.. at least
i provide a path for
him to TRAVEL
TO
DO
HIS
WiLD
THinG2..
iT dam sure
won’t be in
ANY OF THE
FUCkING CHURCHES
THAT CALL THEMSELVES
CHRISTIANS OVERALL.. AND
THAT’S DAM SURE false IN CLOTHED
LIES
OF
HUMAN
culture
BEING..;)
But admitTingLy i forgive them
too.. as they kNow
NOT
what
they do..
and crap
they likely
cannot just FEEL IT
LIKE I DO ALL FREE EITHER..
and that’s worth more than
one tear from me
for sure..
as it is only
tHeir loss
in HeLLnow
away from the
promise of the gift
of Heaven that is
fulfilLinG in my eYes
like
REAL
Jesus..
OH God..!
it WiLL be
hilariously
funny IF IT IS NOT
tRuly so full of suffering
human prison in hell now
just
now..:(
i rarely use
sad face
icons but
this is the
OCCASION
FOR THAT FOR
THEM AND NOT
FOR
US..
MY Ivy
FREE
Friend
Hedera!..;)

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2140

Hi Hedera.. actuAlly i am hoPing too..
yoU jUSt loVe the NeW cROWn of
IvY.. as Hedera often wanDers..
and explores
new sands of
liFe.. and
tRees of hiGh
as WeLL
as sAnds
loW..
i Love
Ivy and
all its explorations
too.. a beautiful plAnt
iT iS.. wHere ever it decides
to gO and gRow.. NeXt
haha!..
i hAte bowLinG..
but i love people..
i always try to talk
wife Katrina
into going
just so i can
connect to more
loveLy BowLinG
people PiNs..
and sure why not
go gotH.. as the
dArk maKes tHe
greaTEst liGhts
by tRend of
now aLways
beginNinG
inFiniTy
wiSe
anyWay
N0W
heHE!
MoTioN
girL
FRIeND
IS WHErE It’S
ASs..
AND MY
AsS MOVES
TO ThE iGOD
ItUnes iNow
wHeReVer GOD
moves my
feet
as feat
of brighTesT
bRiLLiance
iN liGht
of steps
and sUrE
wORds are oK
too.. but i’d rathEr
dance and connect
in fleshYiTones
of human
beInG
aLive
toUchy
FEELY
SURrEAL
aLive mY
Hedera
FREInD!..:)!

Hi Zee..
Chaos is
GoD’s perfeTtinG..
Order is
human’s
sin.. but GOD’s
chaos is river
streams ocean
inFinITy NOW..
Human
order
is true
chaos in
human
terms
of complex
language and
culture drawing
us in sidewalks
straight and
narrow
away
from
GOD’s ocean
neverendingmore
true with always
mystery
more..
for those
of us who
continue exploring
fearless wITh GOD’s
eYes and eaRs much
greater
guiDinG
uS as rivers
streaMinG OCean
instead of human concrete
zombie sidewalks of
prison fences
barbed
rusty
and poison
arrows for human heArt’s
emotiOns expresSinG
spiRit REAL IN
miNd and Body
balance
of JUST
LIVING NOW.. ACCEPTING
ALL OF WHAT GOD HAS TO OFFER
US AS GRACE.. AND LEAVING SIDEWALKS
OF HUMAN
CHAOS
BEHIND
BARS
OF HUMAN
PRISON DEAD..
IT is culture that is chaos..
God is perfecTinG chaOs
once again..
always now
rivers streaming
oceans dreAMs of human
instead of walls of college
losing allthatis..
GOD liVinG
outside
of
culture walls..
It is Culture that is poison
It is the Nature of God that
lives within
that is medicine
my friend.. with GOD’s
Love as sand and water
mixed
as
silting
Love.. shores
with patterns
of GOD..
but never
concrete
steps and
iDOL
words
of
human being..:)

2506

Keep dreaming
baby.. Hedera..
dReams
Real
aLive
alWays
true aWay
from human lies..:)

i am a Fool2 my
alWays
nEw friEnd
Hedera..
butT A
TRuE
a FooL
alWays chanGes
neW aNd neVer
staYs sAMe..
a F00L
TruE
iS G0D
and to
sugGest
th@gOD
does n0t
chaNge
iS 0nlY
fooLinG
ReaL
FooLs
alivE deaD
falsE…
TruE aRe
uS
FooLS
TRuE
WeNOW..:)

2567

Well.. i Love ‘this one’.. X.. so much in fact.. and theory
that it inspires a prophecy.. prediction.. hypothesis
or what they call.. i think.. an educated
guess these days..
and THAT iS.. if the real dude
Jesus comes back today..
he’ll enjoy the large
metro fancy malls for
all the freedom
of the new
female
seNsual
ways of
advertiSing
stuff.. but most of
all he’ll love Super
Walmart.. but hell NO
not for ‘everyday low
prices’ buTT for the
common human
who is no longer
conformist and
will let IT ALL
HANG OUT..
NOT GIVING
AN F WHAT
any conformist
thinks or FEELs
about THAT.. the
place and time is
finally correct..
build it
comes and..
WeLL.. whatever
comes.. neXtasFREE!..:)

2688

A discrete way to stick one’s tongue out.. just for wit.. sarcasm.. and satire.. always in great jest.. of course.. just jest.. hmm.. court jester.. anyway.. just got back from Southern Baptist Gospel singing community wide.. and loved it.. except for the part.. when the lady is deriding dancing floors.. taverns.. and movie theaters.. replacing a church.. well.. all these other places are third places too.. away from work and home.. where everyone is welcome.. even homosexuals.. prostitutes.. single mothers.. and the tax man too.. oh yeah.. and Jesus as well.. as Jesus will certainly have to come undercover.. to be welcome in a Southern Baptist Church.. as he will come bare butt naked.. free with nature.. like the Gospel ofThomas 37 says we will find GOD FREE aLiVE in our Temple of GOD.. but sure.. a fat cat shirt with a pink tongue will do just the trick.. for Jesus and me.. sMiLEs.. sure.. according to the record book.. Jesus is quite a sarcastic.. witty.. parable-like satire dude.. too .. as reported in the New Testament and the Gospel of Thomas.. he is all free style human then.. making up the dance steps and poetic expressions as he goes.. that go right over the head of psychopathic leaning power hungry.. vagina mongerers too..;)

Some stuff is just really hard to change..
genetics.. environment.. and all that other
cultural and religious stuff.. that is built
all around the human tribal instinct for
US vs Them and Them vs US..
Anyway.. i enjoy singing as
the spirit does still come..
when two or more folks
sing high in spirit..
together as
ONE
wITh
God..
i cannot shed
the Love baby..
no matter how much
dirty.. dirty.. water is in
the pews
of
church..
And a
SonG
for tHis
too..:)

2985

Now.. it’s Haibun
Monday.. week
two at dVerse..
so now i embark
on another wonderful
journey of poetic expressions
there to the links posted so far..:)

And of course.. i will use the Fredbun
form.. hehe.. to respond.. as FreEd..;)

*Ah.. young love.. wet summer grass..
river moisture.. lungs
full of air
and electric
skin from
head to toe..

Driving Force
Life.. moving
’round us.. connecTinG
CreaTinG Love more.. more..:)

Forrest runs away from
past into now.. one step
of now.. always now..
running now..
never past
or future..

now runs
present gift..
runs now..:)

Dreams of fiery
pleasure past
and future..
ways of being..

flesh lives now
touch is present..:)

*Ah.. a haibun.. a limit
of 250 words… oh.. an
administrator of poetry
with a Haibun of 417 words..
and it is only a sin
when Fredbun’s
go over the
limit of
hypocrite
ways
excluding
human beings..
but anyway the
bottom line is..
Rules only
make broken
when free..
so Kudos to ya..
bravo hurrah!..
And welcome to
the human
race
of freedom’s
friends off prison
sidewalks
of human
HotheLLs..

Humans.. just
Humans..
typical
humans..;)

Oh.. to make weather
internal
eternal
now..
ah.. weather
outside cannot
impact
weather
stations inside
controLinG
NaTtUre’s thermostatic
breath.. inside out.. ’round free..

Weathers human being
controls iTAllinside
free iS NOW..:)

Yes.. wake up brother..
sister.. child.. the time
is now.. to save a
planet home
as God
or whatever
metaphor our
maker.. wE arE
saviors wHole..
ThiS lives inside
and no man or woman
will ever take tHis Love
of Nature GODasONe
a way of US..AllONE
nowoneforevermore
NOW.. awake i am 2..
013.. March 1st and after..
and yes.. tHere’s a sonG
about that too.. by Katy
Perry Aka pure rock as well
in words of ‘Awake’ SonG formilLions..

Wide awake..
new dimension
human eYes
noFaLLenOW..:)

A stop of dust
intuition
infinity
now..
go
on or
leave
stay and
finish now..

Time not memorial
now always present..

And yes.. from THAT now
life now beyond all
dreams
aNd
imaginaTiOns..
floW..

JUSt FloW
CreaTe..
rareLY
thINK..:)

Oh.. how i love present
but tasKinG wITh worst
pain kN0Wn to mankiNd..
have past..
5 years or so..
all rest
now
then pain..

Careful
wishes
past.. savior too..:)

Ah.. yes.. flesh
always
real
net tempting
touch invites
responsibilities..

N0W Love
Comes
aLive..:)

Well.. i for one write
of rain.. lose keys
at gym.. wife’s
friend finds..
come home
finding water
bubbling up
from water
pipe ground..

It’s raining
It’s raining
i’ll sTill Play..:)

Nature desolate
of human hate..
Nature’s way..
never culture..
never religion..

JUST way..
aLive..:)
10062015..

1:29 AM.. break..
10:16 AM.. back..;)

Ah.. human maturity.. comes with understanding
Sensing.. Feeling.. Living.. yes.. Loving
spiRiTuAl Love and seNsuaLitY..
connecTinG forces creativiTy
regulaTinG greaTest
LoVe heArts
expresSinGs
sPirits balancing
WeLL water SoUls
Human Being..

Human sensuality
sins not.. Pure Love..:)

Ah.. when birth and death
and dark and light
and male
and female
mix in
one..

ONE comes
cake mix
of NO
wLiFe..:)

When all is dArk..
when pain lives..
friends come in
furry pets or
sweet smiles
or words of
Unconditional
Love.. greaTest
adDictions
are
friends
who
refuse
to
end and never
go even after
in eyes of us.. i
once have a friend like this
named Renee.. she tales me
nothing can ever happen to me..
she leaves and eventually ends her life..

i am still here..
she lives in
my eyes…

And words….
And tears….

A play.. a liFe..
of eYes..
a child
as
US..

Child’s play
ageless timeless
liVes uS..:)

First of aLL.. glad you break
‘ poetry rules’
heArtLess
fodder as
far as i for
one feel..
Whitman
Gingsberg
and others
wil die with that..
PoeTry! LiVes! N0W…!

heArt! Dies wITh RuLes..
ALLsmArt.. aRt
LiVes FReED!..:)

A child of dreams
child of vision
child of ways
so far beyond
culture.. religion ways
prophets live in child’s
lucid dreams.. aLive..

LiVe agaiN..
eYes CHiLDreams
Phoenix True.. flAMe i..:)

Dogs never
philosophy
Dogs just Do IT
Dogs wear
Nike
shoes..
Paws
Now
Air..

Humans
overall.. just
dum smArt..;)

Ah.. time..
ignorant construct
of creation now
by ‘rocket
scientists’
who rarely
seeandor
Live
Now..

Equation
humans
silly time..

Time for
people who measure
now greater or less
than now..
it shouldn’t
take a
rocket
scientist
to measure
that
paradox
in measure..

Scientists breathe
heads
stuck up cLocks..

Science and those
who practice it are
fine as long as they
realize they
are only
relative
to
NOW..

Relative
Free WiLL
only lives now..:)

So sad.. some folks go
out in the world
averting eYes
all day long
and others
see a friend
where otHeRs
onLY see cold
eyes nothing…

Friendship LiGht
lives in warm
eYes dance
aisles Walmart Truth..:)

My goal in life is to live
as many memories
without them
as possible..

sMiL
Es
N0Ws..:)

As a younger man thiN
and fast runninG flighT
As an older man thicK
and strong fighting fighT..
As a free maN
BotH
N0W..

LiFe fliGht
fiGht
rUns fLy..:)

Twice a month.. i cut
grass.. now i
weeds.. go free..

DandeLiON
sMileS
LiFe..:)

PerHaps trueSt
form human
poeTry
is in a Temple
of expression’s
grace
aSnaked..US..
Kahlil Gibran
sees this paint of
greaTest beauty
and thanks GOD
it is still not
erased
from online
poetry of
less than
that..

God lives
in Truth and Light
Naked eYes
wArm ReAl..:)

11:50 am..
all caught
up to 24..:)

11:50 a..m.
10072015
catching up
for the next
blog post..
and will continue
there as well..then
now.. in comments..:)

There is onlY ONE
God of DArk and
LiGht
all else
is separation..

We ALLONE
as God
separate NO
THING..:)

Happiness
is as happiness
Does..
Now
does
as Now
iS..

Now
iS Now..:)

Love is a flower
grown from
birth..
water
is always
Life or death
in flesh
or spirit..
Garden children
WeLL wITh
Loving
Water
or
Not
is the way
of the world
and no it is not
fair..

alWays
ripe
for
change..:)

Ocean.. a soul
mate with
Love
unrequite..
Humans
Love
FiLL
Ocean
need..
too much
Ocean
for
just
one soul
mate per
soul.. a Tree
of Life branches
out and never withers
when leaves are shared
and
grow
more..

Love leaves Tree
wither
never sharing..:)

And that ends #28
at 12:06 pm..:)

4012

‘That’s
beautiful’..
my friend.. Rafiah..
and it is so true that we all
need each other to sit by..
and never leave.. but yes..
even though i cannot share a
meal with you and my family..
i will always sit by you my friend..
with words of Love.. and mind
stimulating conversation..
as well.. as i am
scientist and perhaps
Nature’s greatest Lover..
including all human beings.. too..
as i lose that all for so long.. before.. yes..
66 months of living hell.. the gift is in the losing..
and the gaining friendships moving connecting
creating Nature and human again.. yes..
perhaps the greatest gift of living devil
and angel in one life sAMe..
as God’s eyes of dArk and liGht..
set free.. simply as GOD intends thAT
as Nature’s
Truth and
Light Free..:)

Ha! ‘They’ have a mind of their own..
A ghost in the machine can be keywords
in terms of synchronicity too..
As God has NO limits..
Yes.. God lives
in algorithms too..
As humans make them
and God makes humans.. too..
And that is my justification
for liking keywords..
Butt they can be
a pain in the but..;)

Smiles.. Yes..
friends are not problems
to be solved.. like Sherlock does..

Friends are weeds of difference who must
be watered and cherished AND that is the
Love of Allah.. as Allah loves weeds most
of any so-called normal wanted plant..

And.. i am a Dandelion
who refuses to be
pulled up by
the root of Allah..

Yes.. I am Allah’s special weed..
And Sherlock too.. As alWays..
Allah demands balance the most from US..
and the rest of Nature..too..sMiLeS..:)

Bottom line..
friends are to be
loved as is.. my friend..
Rafiah..:)

4295

Smiles.. Cortney..
‘that dude’ needs
to get out of his
parent’s
basement
and just do it..
F yeah.. dance!.. wink emoticon

And sure.. i used to
play video games
too when i am a little
40 year old boy.. wink emoticon

Real Life IS Good and better..wink emoticon
and ha! i can prove it in living Colors..wink emoticon
and sure.. smiley
icons too..smile emoticon

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Hi Glenn..

thanks so much

for coming by

and visiting

with me..

as always with souL

pleasing encouraging words..

and a celebration of now.. is where i always go..

and oh how wonderful technology is allowing us to document..

oUr happiness.. dark days.. light days.. joys and struggles with all others..

as a liGht that shines instead of hiding inside as repressing oppressing heArt emoTiOnal.. spiRit expresSing balancing miNd and body soUl so true in danCinG sinGinG liGht and tRuth..

And.. oh yes.. my Fredbuns are different from baker Eddy’s bun molding and conforming dough plate prisons as haibuns who cannot escape 250 words of just one of this or that or what not.. as my stReams FReEDomS RiVers where ever noW WiLL guide my spiRit lET iTaLL gO floW 2N0w..:)

4488

And now with dVerse Tuesday
poetics prompt on gifts..
and yes the
gift of
Poetry
in expressing
fuller human
heARt.. spiRit
and soUl as US..:)

WeLL.. aWay from birthday cakes
candles.. and onto numbers.. at least for
me when i am 34..
my life is just beginning
as a babe at it..
barely 1 year into
mortgage iife..
4 into marriage
life.. now then..
18 years into
work.. sure..
ya gotta eat..
and not even a
dream of a child..
child am i.. child then..
child lost.. i am child
again.. 55.. and never
younger in
all that
counts
inside
Human now plaYinG
emotions regulaTinG
senses integraTinG
into always
N0W LiVinG
focuSinG FlAMe..
heArt expresSing
SpiRit.. SoUl in mind
and body balance..
iT tAKES me decades
to younger and younger
AND tHere iS a real fountain
of youth that lives within
across the live span
for those
who move
connect
and create
iT with relative
human free will..
sadly.. school and
work teach us nothing
of this.. as one must
seek and find
a path that
works for
tHEm..
but anyWay
my giFt to
uS is tHe fAct
thAT it’s reaL
and i illustate
that profusely
as you already
may likeLY kNow..
if not feel at aLL..
sMILEs
Fountain
of Youth
a gift
and
real
within
uS..just
waiting in
bEinG finDinG
ExpresSinG
SinGinG
DanCinG
ReaL..

Butterfly humans
releaSinglate
better than never..:)

Wife Katrina leading
me out to play
in public
dancing
with
her
pursuit of
consumer goods..
for us and mother
off where she lives
as well.. be back
later to finish this..
smiles..
see ya
later..;)
and as usual…
once again..

oK.. 8:58 pm.. and i’m
back.. sMiLes..:)

*Ah.. inner lights of
poet dreams
speaking
SinGs
inner
be..
oh
God you
do relate in words
of dreams.. in poet eYes..
sAMe as then sAme aS n0w..

prophET wORds
etcHinG poeTry
SonG..:)

Okay.. after a detour
to Hedera’s place..
and a nap at
my mother’s
place and
a late
dinner
break..
i am back
again.. at
my place at
11:30 pm..;)

*L0ve iS writTen
iN tHe sTone
aSoNe
hopE
fOr
humaniTy..
LoVe’s hoPe..
God’s eYes
chilDren n0w..

G0d sPeaks
iSTones
SAnduS..:)

i go to a Southern
Baptist singing
and the pastor
says everyone is
packing heat if
shoot it up
comes
Here..
and
no..
he’s
not
kidding..

pistol carrying
preachers DeadLy..;)

Yes.. the best ways to
get Facebook likes
in general is
hate and
discontent
and of course
that applies
to every where
else where
misery loves
company..
children who
are loved with
touch feely
love often
do not
fall to this..
but that mortal
sin of human being
in not touching feeling
and loving children with
constant hugs
is bringing
the entire
race
down..
to before
prehistoric
more peaceful
times like the more
Loving species who
bonds with
Love
instead
of hate..
namely
the Bonobo..
a race of real
Jesus’ in fur
or not..

Bonobo
fur Jesus
SinGs Love..:)

So true all we have to
give is life from birth
to death.. and those
ending white
sheets
are a ’cause
for giving always
now only in the
name of
Love
the Uniter..
never the
divider
when
REAL..
LOVE’S REELS
LOVE’S MOVinG NOW..:)

Well.. Suzanne..
the synchroncities of March 1st..
continue.. i am a survivor of Sjogren’s Syndrome..
Dysautonomia.. Fibromyalagia.. in the last decade..
and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome or what is understood
as the Yuppie flu.. when it first comes to press circa 80’s..

And i have to say.. i personally believe most auto-immune issues
are caused by.. both a combination of chronic stress related disorders
as well as mind and body out of balance.. where moving… emotions.. language
and regulation as such… is broken from repressing emotions for survival
or when they are oppressed of course.. along with a body that
may no longer be in a position to move as it can…

Anyway.. glad to hear your story.. and your road to recovery..
i have to work extremely hard at staying well now.. with zero
stress as well.. to remain healthy.. and so far..
i am very fortunate at age 55..
after traveling down that
long road of ill
health
for
so long..:)

Yes.. Suzanne.. I totally agree..
And sadly doctors and science in general
may never understand the ethereal and energetic
aspect of the internal nonverbal healing aspect
that is soul driven as each human soul is a
non-repeatable experiment who is
continuously creating
and changing as a fractal of the whole
of Living Creation Aka God
Living in us outside us..
Above.. So Below..
And all around us..
And it is often the hermit and or Yogi
who escapes the material reductionism
of cultures and religions who makes
the metaphorical ascension..
As human history across cultures
shows now and now again.. And yes..
To come down from the mountain and to
relate this to others is the challenge of
everyone who travels a path up and back down like this..
As a soldier of healing my friend.. Not found in books
of modern schools sadly enough as there is no one recipe
in creative healing of the non-verbal type..
But we try our best to relate..
Friend Suzanne..:)

Rivers of Veins
Rivers of Land
all flow to
streams of
Ocean LiVinG
Free.. WasHinG
in and tiDinG
oUt
brinGinG
joy to
healthy
rivers..

Eternal
floW n0w..
OceaNSun..:)

Kindness and courage liVinG
N0W and oh my Goodness
Lynn.. a short list of
ten to night
and you
number
thAT at End..:)

And all caught
up now.. at 12:35 am..
10072015..:)

Yet.. back again..
to catch up and
publish this
next post
titled
“Diamond eYes Life”
as this is getting really
really long now
and will continue
tHere.. in
the comments
section
as well..;)
10:50 am..

Ah yes.. my friend.. a passionate tough and unconditional
Love for us and all others too as is.. as we all journey
this path of being human together
and alone in seeker’s
dungeons
of unparadise
too.. but HelL
is a place
with EL
of God
as housed
between
H and L..
tHe DArk
makes the
liGht.. no
heaven
without
hell..
no
human
without
just
being..

Being Human
HelLove
Heaven price..:)

TouR of liFe
Golden
SonG
Tui
coins
of Life Alove..
traveler lone
traveler allone..

Traveler we
ToUr
sAMe..:)

A sMiLe
A laUgh
enJOYins
uS..
HumAn
LifE RiSe aGaiN..

EmpatHy
LiVes
bEinG whEre
HUman rUles..:)

To grow trees
instead of cutting
down is a way
up
instead
of
down..

To grow
up is to live..
to grow
down
is to die..

Grow
is living
up or
down..:)

YeS.. saDly.. thAt’s
The othEr siDe
Of thE pArk
darK…

Ending
with #15..
11:37 am
10072015..:)

5585

Oh God.. Hedera..
spReaDinG iVy friEnd..
who comes and goes..
i loVe tHis SonG..
HalO bY BeYonCe..
iT’s liKe sHe’s
sinGinG iT tO mE..
hehE.. i cAn
preTend.. hahA..
aT lEast..
Halo..
i doN’t
thInk shE’s
talKinG aBout
a maN.. naH..
a forCe inSide
expresSing
SonG
like when
she says
Sasha Fierce
is her guiding
spiRit foRce
oF
DAnce!..:)

Oh bless..
you..
Hedera
you
trust
a stranger
and a man
yet.. perhaps
a combat Army
veteran too.. at the park
with your children.. and you..
overcoming fear
makes
Love
real..
with
due caution
sure.. Love wins..:)

Oh God
that man
made peach
fuzz material
will drive
my skin
up a wall
and back
down to
floor me..
ugh.. back
to Nature for me
all the always now..;)

Raw fish.. food
of Pi..
and his
Tiger
friend..
Richard
Parker..
but not
yet me..
i’ll have
apple pie
on country farms.. and
good luck on the veggies..;)

A 60’s yellow
submarine
recliner..
and if it
comes with
a walrus
and eggman
i’m sold on it..;)

You know..
Hedera
friend..
it’s harder
for girls
with Asperger’s
than boys.. it’s
true ’cause
my sister
reminds
me so
much
of that little
girl when
she is
little..
and the world
is a cruel place
for the different…):
i struggled figuring
out how to make
that sad
face..
but it’s
truly
sad…

okay you are seeming
more real to me
now and
less like
X.. hehe..
her her..
Love
is complicated
and strange..
but also
real
and sad
and real
and sad..etc..;)

Yes.. of course
you are beautiful
inside outside
up and down
all around
and upside
down
too..
shake you
up and you
still turn
out
pretty..:)

Jesus is a mix of
Buddha
Lao Tzu
and mythological
Krishna
as Yogi too..
and then
‘they’ make
him into
a Hollywood
Idol.. and
Quarter
back
God
of
a team
against
other religion
teams..
so when i wanna
hear more about
what Jesus says..
i just go back
to the uncensored
TAO.. and
the path
to real
Heaven
now..
TAO!
yes and
mythological
Yoda.. too..
may the TAO
Force be with
you.. friend
Hedera..:)

All your gypsy
girls and gypsy
yous are precious
my friend Hedera..
Park sMiLEs
forever
to you
now
my friend..:)

Oh wow! i love this
‘Touch the Sky’ sonG
Hedera.. and OH GOD!
the more i dance the
more i become
air.. and tonight
at Publix store
it is more
than dancing
in the rain..
i become
air floating
unto myself
all 234 LBS
feather light
spinning
arms.. legs..
torso.. hips
feet.. toes..
hands.. fingers
riSinG higher
and higher..
the entire store
watching me spiraling
around my wife
shopping through
all aisles..
and i am one
with GOD
and they
will
never
break
me again..
as i am whole
my friend spirit
soaring..
and i will
not
leave..
until i pick
everyone
up and
take them
wITh me ’cause
wiTh
GOD
SOARinG
i WiLL
just do iT
ALL iF iT taKes
INfinIty to
do iT
now and
baby Hedera
spreading
renewing
vine..i am
crazy
enough
to just
F*KiNG
maKe
iT happen!..
sMiles.. see you
at Glenn’s place
and take an 11 poetic
response detour.. here.. and
you know and feel what..if and
when Jesus comes
back.. perhaps
the entire world
will be creeped
out by his unconditional
tough and passionate
Love.. but you
and me
will
be
his friend
sAMe and
true and
perhaps
the only
ones..
as i am
looKinG
for 55 years
for his friends..
like me and you..:)

10:26 pm…

6173

Dumpkin..;)

Okay.. all the pumpkins are in the box..
and the goal is clear to see.. and i will almost guarantee..
i am the only one on Facebook who picks the pumpkin up
to reach the Dumpkin goal.. Ynot.. i ask myself.. and just
F in Do IT.. F in Do it.. get IT.. IT has nothing to do with sex..
sex is not the only F word.. FireTruck IT works just as well..
IT’s in the sound vocalization/verbalization.. as metaphor..
NOT the discrete
concrete meaning..
for literally thinking peoples…

And yes..this ‘white’ boy can dance..
but he does not jump or run.. he fights..
and stands his ground.. with hands.. feet..
the rest of body.. and words..
and never silly weak little
human guns..

And yes..
i am for second amendment rights
for people who are not strong enough
to go without guns.. life’s not fair..
and equalizers are necessary
to keep freedoms for some..

But people without empathy
should be outlawed from having guns..
if there is a real way to fully measure that
but there is not.. as one can bet one’s evil
dollar that a lack of empathy and misanthropy
and loss of social roles is behind all rampage killing..

And while Rampage killings are rare.. they are a direct
barometer of the health of the soul of a society in empathy
ways.. the United States is sick when it comes to Human
Love of the Innate Kind.. there are zero rampage killings
in the 50’s when social roles are clear.. jobs are abundant..
and people focus on more than just glitz and thrills…

And no.. i am not
speaking out my butt.. do a quick search
on ‘Major Factors Underlying Rampage Killing’
and i author the top result on Google.. and what better
place to survey it than a teaming ground online of
empathy-less souls.. the type of Asperger’s
syndrome that is foreign to an empath like me..

http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218916

Where empathy does not live.. violent video games
offer killing ground practice.. where social roles leave..
where tools of killing are easily available and accessible..
where role models for evil are available and accessible
everywhere one looks on TV and Internet permanently
living evil idols.. the perfect storm for rampage killings
is here.. and it is not going away.. until society heals itself..

But sure.. there is a larger nature message here.. nature is pissed
off at humans for getting out of balance.. and this is just a symptom
of change that is coming dark or light.. Nature will have her way..
mark my words.. of Godzilla lore.. dark or light the sowing and
reaping
COMES
AGAIN
AS KARMA
DOES KARMA
IS..
PER
iOD

Ah.. tHe challenge of graduating..
when thErE are no lonGer anY
classmates or teachers
in the room..
yet yes..
aLL iS possiBle..
WitH ONe.. sTiLL..:)

“It’s not over.. ’till it’s over”..

79th week Rave dancing

@Old Seville Quarter..

photos coming

Friday

3 am..

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It’s true Maria..
God determines ‘this’..
through eyes of human..
never limited to parents
as children of God
and not when parents
are made as God’s voice
of future couple alone..
Funny how much people try
to chain God and put God
in boxes of 3 or more letters..
God is bigger and so is the human heart..
spirit.. and soul.. over cultural and religious
chains of human made prisons of faux rules
in attempts to rule God.. God spits those
humans out into real hell now
of human’s own self fulfilling
prophecy.. Yes.. I am sorry too..
‘This’ is true and few will listen
who are ruled by human
instead of God
who lives
within
without
any
culture
or religion…

PS.. Hi Maria..
and thank you
for your beautiful poem..
Right and Wrong is human..
GOD
is Real
and human
can be too..
simply
by escaping
humans in
cultural and
religious
ways of
illusions..
GOD
IS FREE
and so
are
WE
when
God lives
in out up
and down
and all
around
US FREE..:)

Listen to the
music
and
Dance
God..
sMiLes..
most of
all Be
YOU
BE
FREE..
sorry i missed
the call here before..
but i always try to lend
a voice to one who speaks Truth
and
Light
my friend..:)

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First a quick
joke.. can
you imagine
me with
writer’s
block..
joke
ends.. now
back to catching
up to the rest of
what dVerse open
link Night has to
offer in the way
of poetic
responses
from me.. hehe..;)

True.. many folks spend
their life running away
with cultures and
religions
when the
them is
one and
true with
the
rest
of all
that is..
a comfortable
gLove of Truth and Light
that no one owns
but
US
as
WE as liGht and TRuTH..:)

*hmm.. this is fun..
i will continue..
side note
ends..;)*

Real Love is never
sorry
or hides..
@ALL..
IT oNly
Shares
and
GiVES..:)

Zombie apocalypse
of human cold hearts
LESs here theRe
is no doubt
but there
are great
lights
shining
that
will
conquer
AsLove
ASummer
wHere Winter
only
visits.. and never
stays
forever
dark
LIGHT IS HERE..:)

55.. i don’t suppose
is too old but there
is a now at 21
where
my song
ends..
re-beGins
at 22..
ends again
at 47.. comes
roaring back
like a Lion
at 53..
and the rest
is history now
is all Heaven..
illusion for
me is
song
ends..
it
never
does..
in
Finity
and yes..
sometimes
the first note..
word.. or step
is the long
song
and
dance
HOME
ASHEAVEN
ALWAYSNOW..:)

*WeLL.. THAT’S
all dVerse has
to offer.. and quite
honestly.. i guess i’ve
done enough for now huh..
it’s been overcast here
and stormy ever since the
Super Blood Moon comes
last Sunday night..
and i’ve written
somewhere around
27 to 47K words
depending on
if revised
words are
counted
or not..
Anyway the
Sun is forecast
to come again..
so i will leave this
pen I
s for now hehe..
and now the
dance of
Nature
comes
with the
flesh and blood
connection of dance
in many public stores
and farm to come on
Sunday as well..
so perhaps
another
blog post
will come with
all of this sometimes
around Sunday or
who
feels
and knows
when.. as the
hand of God guides
me in
Pen and
IS..:)

Anyway.. after a lifetime
of people more or less
taling my existence is a joke..
i say it is real.. and i will
be a joke too.. as there
are two ways of life..
Victory
or
Vengeance
and i for
one will
do a joke
to end this
as sometimes
quite honestly
sarcasm and
smart
asses
rule
as
sacred
fools..
but it’s
wit and neither
gold or green that
truly rules with
human HeArt
expresSing
SpiRit..
as miNd
and bodY
balanCinG
soUl aLiVe
my friend(s)..
for N0W I’M HOME..:)
HA! THE SUN JUST PEAkS
THROUGH A SIgN FROM GOD
THROUGH MY BEDROOM WiND0W..
i’LL TAKE N0W
TO C0ME
0UTSIDE
AND
F*KinG
jUst
plaY!..:)
1:01 pm
10032015

667

i like to be unique..
before one morning
i cannot separate
myself from.. yes
X.. a rusty
chain..
rain.. stays
still and same..
and that
is too wet
for me..
cat who sees
beYond pastie
eYes of others
glue..:)

707

Hi Zee.. so good to hear from you today..
i’ve been checking back on your
site in the last day or so..
to see if you are writing
another post there..
as i was starting
to get a little
concerned
as you
seemed
somewhat
down in the
last post.. so yes.. SO
nice to see the smiley faces
here on Saturday.. and i wish
you a great and joyful Saturday
along with Sunday as I know nite
nite time is here now in
Pakistan friend..
smiles
with love
and laughter
for Living
LIFE!
PLAY
AS
FUN!..:)

Hi.. Zee..
I’m glad you missed ‘it’
as your word press
notification provides
an opportunity to read the wise
and kind words of all your readers..
Yes.. Love of the unconditional
KiND of ALLaH attracts the same..
You are a liGht for that my friend..
So may you always shine bright
like a human diamond..:)

858

HI X.. i like the metaphor of shipmate
to describe the fix the world is in..
In my local area.. yes..
fundamentalist
Christian
dominated
by the most
churches
per square
mile in past
Record books..
like the New Jerusalem
in both dark and light
ways of the
Old
ways..
is haven
to discriminate
against the different
past whitie
tightie pastie..
skin.. and
Southern
Baptist
church
pews..
yes.. some stUFF
rarely changes and as
mentioned.. per science mind
before.. science has a handle on
this too.. as science shows.. that
humans innately can be liberal
or conservative with the
super liberal folks
like me totally
open
to the different..
yes.. like the real
historical man Jesus..
Buddha.. and several
million and or billion
others like
us.. sMiLEs
yes.. miles of
liberals and
conservatives make
the world go around
as is.. by the way..
here’s that cool
science video
again for any
new comers..
smiles again..;)

So yes.. as long as humans are flesh
and blood thingies we are gonna
have much different ideas
among folks
innately
and
environmentally
liberal as open minds..
OR
as conservative
closed
minds..
about
the new and
the different of life..:)

So yes.. what the hell
does all of that have to
do with shipmates.. when
folks become shipmates they
are much more likely to tolerate
and even at times accept differences..
the Navy station i work at for over two
decades is a respite from the prejudice
in my local area.. particularly specific to
Black Americans.. and this can be true
in football too.. as folks find out that we
all sweat and bleed the same color..
great example of that in
the Forrest Gump
movie as
well of course..
where smart becomes
as smart does.. instead
of iQ frigging points on
a test.. or a graded
paper for
some
straight
A’s.. Just DOING
IT IS ALL OF WHAT
IT IS ABOUT..
AND WITH ALL STUFF
HUMAN IN MOVING
CONNECTING AND
CREATING
USE
IT
OR
LOSE
IT
DOES
MOST
DEFINITELY
APPLY!..;)
I PROVIDE tHe proof
of what can happen when a human
USES ALL OF IT HERE.. YES.. IT WORKS
AND WE CAN BECOME WILD AND FREE LOVING
SOCIALLY COOPERATING ANIMALS WHO
CAN DANCE AND SING..
RATHER THAN
ROBOTS
OR ZOMBIES
BEHIND
AN
ICE
COLD
SCREEN..
SCREAM!..

BUTT.. OH..
there is a paradox
of light and dark
with technology
too.. as with the shipmate
example.. to get to know your
shipmate in intimate detail is to
realize ya got stuff in common and not
just the different of the seeing eye.. the
feeling eye learns to rule by
pumping the
LOVE MUSCLE
HARDER FASTER
PLEASE.. LIKE THE
6 million dollar man
we can
rise
and
LOVE
AGAIN!
FASTER
AND
HARDER
WITH EACH
OTHER IN FLESH
AND BLOOD..
THE BEST
ParTs
of Living
HUMAN
BEING
AFRIGGINGALIVE!
AND YES.. expressing
E M O T i O n S AND
human sensuality in
grace and strength
for the
divine
masculine
and feminine
is the excellent
example of the big tough
dude in the multi-colored
Richard Simmons
sweaties..
with the
sweetie
dance
partners
too!
WoMEN
are much more
balancing
these days
in ways of feminine
and expressing their
assertive masculine
will of side..
they beat the F
out of men most
every time.. in culture
now.. where men will continue
to die earlier with more suffering
and misery.. by repressing their
human beings of feminine
E M O T i O N a L
and SENsualiTY side!..
And these screaming
screens of technologies
new age way.. is just the
virtual ticket.. yes.. the truly
only virtual ticket to get A BIG
WORLD HIVE.. CONNECTING
BUZZING.. AND BEING
ONE
AS WHOLE
LOVE
OF
SOCIALLY
COOPERATING
HUMAN LIVES!

IT AIN’T PERFECT
BUT IT
IS WHAT
IT IS..
AND
WE CAN USE
IT AS A TOOL TO
CONNECT BETTER..
PERHAPS MOTIVATE
OURSELVES TO MOVE..
AND PARTICULARLY GAIN
SOME ASSISTANCE
TO CREATE
IN BLOGGER
LIKE WAYS!
YES.. AND LOSE
IT OR LOSE IT ALSO
APPLIES TO UNDERSTANDING
METAPHORS.. WRITING.. MOVING
CREATING.. CONNECTING AND EVERYTHING
ELSE IN LIFE.. THE BIGGEST SECRET IS TO
NEVER EVER LEAVE
BOOTCAMP
OR PRE-SEASON
PRACTICE.. EVEN
IF ONE HAS NEVER
BEEN THERE..
GOD IS A GOD
OF CHALLENGE
ADAPTATION
AND CHANGE
TO BECOME
A FAT CAT
OF INSTANT GRATIFICATION
IS NOT TO LIVE LIKE A FERAL
YELLOW BOY.. in lightning
fast.. strong and smArt cat!
WHO HEARS
THE CALL OF THE
WILD AKA THE CALL OF GOD
AND SAYS IT’S TIME TO GO OUT
AND
HUNT LIFE
INSTEAD
OF WAITING
FOR IT TO COME!..:)

Katrina.. in the background
saying get the F off that
Keyboard
and let’s go
PLAY.. HUNTING
FOR SUBSISTENCE
STUFF FOR HER..
AND DANCING
LEGS
AND
CONNECTING
FOR ME..
sMILEs
of F in FUN!..:)

PS.. i never cover my naked
legs in the last two
years.. so i cannot
wear sweats
or tights..
even in
the
F
in
SnOW..;)

Hi X.. thanks for stopping by again..

so much.. adding the important

elements comprising

the shipmate life..

realizing we are

all in this keeping

the ship afloat game together..

and the only way for the

ship to sail true

and brave is for us all to work together..

YES! like the metaphor of Gilligan’s Island too!..

AND of course the social role is primal and most important in using strengths

of each individual’s skills to get each individual bee job done so the hive will thrive and THE Invisible Queen of Nature will stay happy.. sMiLEs.. of sailing well.. with more metaphors.. too.. from Mother Nature.. QUEEN BEE Truth and Light.. AKA God.. of course.. write on course.. aS ALLTHATIS.. hahaheHE!..;)

1792

Epic Mall dance.. Fred vs Darth.. Maul on Thursday Night Dancing.. and Vader.. Saturday tonight.. and stay tuned for who wins.. the dark force or the light force.. if i lose the duel.. i must wear a Darth Vader Shirt to Catholic Church tomorrow morning with a huge Darth face all across the shirt.. and then from there

i must wear the shirt to the Southern Baptist

Pastors’s home on the First Sunday get

together out in the back woods of

Santa Rosa County

close to Spring Hill..

where my kinfolks used to live too..

a very nice place to live.. on a farm..

except there ain’t no dam Internet access..wink emoticon..;)

1904

Suicide..

perhaps the

hardest subject to discuss

and live through there is for human being..

And yes.. there is most definitely some stuff in life worse than death..

And for me.. losing first love.. losing first and only child.. and watching first and only child suffer in only misery and pain for 51 days in a hospital.. and that’s all he ever gets in life.. all the bullying in school.. where people tell me in no uncertain terms that i do not belong on this planet earth.. and off with my life.. as far as they are concerned then..

NO.. i never ever consider suicide for even one second during all of that.. but ha!.. the challenge has not even started.. then.. a life of ‘JOB’ will start with the worst pain known to mankind..at age 47.. type two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. BORing Novocaine-less dentist-like drills in my right eye and ear.. from wake to sleep for 66 months..

A pain so bad that the first 40 days of this pain.. ALONG with the challenge of Dyautonomia where my heart rate and blood pressure no longer properly synch with autonomic nervous system.. where every time i drift off to sleep my heart goes fast to pick up the slack with my blood pressure and i wake up gasping for breath..

And Fibromyalgia.. Severe Degenerative Arthritis in the Spine.. along with Spinal Stenosis.. making incredible pain in my neck.. as part of an early onset issue associated with a Congenitally Fused Vertebra in neck from birth..

Sjogren’s Syndrome.. where my eyes

almost completely stop making tears..

like swimming with

one’s eyes open in salt water..

a perfect storm of illnesses coming together

with Severe Anxiety.. PTSD/Panic Attacks..

Severe Depression… Anhedonia..

a side order of a

middle-age diagnosis on the

Autism Spectrum.. specifically..

Asperger’s Syndrome..

ADHD.. and Alexithymia..

Severely closed up sinuses from

a Deviated Septum from birth.. and associated

exacerbated Inflammation of the Mucosa

in the Sinuses.. where

the ENT

who reads the Cat Scan

of my Sinuses says.. dam..

how do you breathe through your nose..

and i’m thinking.. dam.. don’t you know

there is another whole named my mouth..

but yeah.. a little air goes through the nose..

but no one ever tells me lots of air

is supposed to go through there..

haha.. i guess.. ya adapt.. and survive.. YNOT.. and sure..

Coat Hanger Pain syndrome associated with Dysautonomia.. too..

Moderate Carpal syndrome in both wrists.. extreme Tactile Sensitivity..

an ongoing issue still.. where i’ve never been able to touch

manmade stuff.. not even my pants..

without severe discomfort..

Tachycardia.. heart always

beating close to 100 beats

per minute.. and Vasovagal Pre-Syncope..

just eat a heavy meal.. and raise your arms..

and ya almost pass out.. as the blood is just not

getting to the head.. oh yes.. hell yes.. back

to the frigging 40 days.. with all these

particulars associated with Dysautonomia..

Perhaps.. the worse case of Insomnia ever.. as the record for no sleep at all is 264 hours of precisely.. 11 days.. and i get ‘gifted’ with 40 days.. only a shallow sleep one hour each night.. the first 35 days.. with the aid of a powerful alpha blocker to get my heart to slow down for about an hour to go to sleep.. yeah.. and then for the last 5 of 40 days.. not even an hour of sleep.. no sleep at all.. where the pain burning all over my body.. is worse than any pain imaginable.. worse than any flame.. and then OMG..

ALL THE FEELING STOPS EVERYWHERE

TOWARD THE

VERY

END..

AND i am like a piece of paper with no feelings at all..

My Brain has done something very strange..

i become the Living Dead..

where there is only time..

and a second lasts

a thousand years of hell with no end..

OMG.. it is beyond frigging anything i can imagine before.. and they cannot even describe this on the worst horror show ever.. as there are no words to feel zero point of.. Nothing Hell.. so much worse than even the worst pain known to mankind i have.. so then all that is left is the will to die.. as the last grasp resort escape for Hell in Life..

i struggle to find the keys on the 39th day..

i am going to drive as fast as i can into a tree..

and Fucking Escape Hell.. i sneak the keys past Katrina..

somehow find the strength to get to the car..

as she has been helping me even get

to a shower to take a bath..

as i am almost too weak to walk..

i get a second wind to die..

and i am gonna take it as i am

in a place no one tales me can

possibly exist in hell in life.. death is the blessing of eternity to me then..

So i drive.. and the cautious driver i always am.. for a lifetime… in muscle memory.. refuses to go over 55.. and after 40 days of little to NO sleep.. the state of mind is beyond belief.. i must get to a bridge and jump off.. as there are no high buildings and i am too weak to get a rope and hang myself.. i already make it to a store to buy a shotgun.. weeks before.. but i am too.. weak and tired.. to even figure out how to load it.. so i arrive at the Blackwater Bridge..

Yes.. the same place i am raised.. and get married on the gazebo of the boardwalk.. that i often show a photo of in my blogs.. and i sit at the bottom of the bridge in my car.. there are fisherman in boats.. and even if i can make it to the top to jump off.. they will surely save me.. there is no way to die..

My sister comes down the hill in her car.. at the red light.. somehow she knows i will be there.. she talks me into her car.. i want to go to the river walk.. and just jump off there.. as i am like a roach on his last leg of bug spray and pain.. as the pain comes back.. in stormy revenge after the NO Feeling of Hell..

and she takes me in her car to the highway up North..

the same Munson highway that takes us to the farm

we will visit on Sunday after church.. on the first Sunday of every month now..

Driving 80 miles an hour.. saying please i don’t won’t to live without a brother.. and i say no.. not you.. just me.. it is beyond the worst nightmare imaginable ever and it is real for me..

AND HER

AND THE REST

OF MY FAMILY TOO..

Well.. i must tale this

story as it is true.. and

i must relate my life to all others..

including the 66 months of hell after that…

as a shut-in in my bedroom..

and i must relate the fact.. YES.. the FACT THAT GOD HEALS ME OF ALL MY DISORDERS.. at least into remission.. SUDDENLY AND MIRACULOUSLY ON OR ABOUT JULY 22ND 2013.. AND ALL THE AMAZING STUFF THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME IN THE BLISS OF HEAVEN AFTER THAT..

‘CAUSE.. I JUST WANT FOLKS

TO KNOW AND FEEL

SOMEHOW THAT GOD IS REAL..
AND MIRACLES AND ANYTHING

IS POSSIBLE WITH GOD..
EVEN THROUGH ALL THIS NIGHTMARE
OF A REAL BIBLE ‘JOB’..

LIFE CAN BECOME THE BEST EVER WITH A SECOND
AND THOUSANDTH WIND OF GOD AT OUR BACKS..
IF WE SET OURSELVES FREE WITH
THE WILL AND COURAGE OF SURVIVAL..
EVEN IF ALL IS LOST..
iN PEACE OF MiND
AND BODY BALANCE OF SOUL..

AND I TALE THIS STORY OVER AND OVER..
TO SOME degree when i talk to people.. IN FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE..
about why i dance in real life everywhere i go.. 4000 miles.. i tell them about the writing.. and my bravery to dance naked and free in front of the world.. if they are adults of course.. AND i tell them where i’ve been and i even show them the YouTube Video on my handy dandy iPhone 6s now.. of me pressing almost half a ton 14 times slowly on parallel leg press machine with my arms raised in the air.. and i give them the update on how i do it 25 times now..

And I TELL THEM AGAIN.. GOD IS REAL.. GOD IS GREAT
AND GOD LIVES INSIDE US ALL.. NO DIFFERENT
THAN JESUS… BUDDHA
AND FUCKING
JOE
THE
PLUMBER.. AS GOD IS
A GIFT OF ALL TO ALL..
AND IF WE LOOK WITHIN
WE CAN FIND GOD TO
HELP US IN OUR OWN
UNIQUE NEEDS
OF HEALING
SELF
IN ALL
OUR PAINS
AND MISERIES..
YES.. i am only
human but with
GOD i am
GOD as well..
as we are all
special
children
of GOD
with a gift
that no culture
or religion
can take
away..
for those
of US WHO
DO LIVE FREE NOW
WITH THE HIGHER
POWER OF GOD
MANIFEST
AS
HUMAN
BEING
LOVE
AND
FREEDOM
ALWAYS USAsNOW..:)

As often iPhones
do.. sometimes
they just start up
playing a random
song in one’s music
library.. this song comes
on.. i enjoy a whimsical
dance with it.. but when
i watch the Youtube video
i know it is once again.. time
to tale this full story.. as yes..
there are potentially many people
in the reading audience
now or somewhere
down the road when a
random person on Googles searches
clicks on this link.. perhaps long after i am dead.. who
will be able to see the evidence here.. of truly how happy
a person can be in a real heaven now.. after going to a real
hell
THEN..
THANKS GOD
FOR MY LIFE
AND THANKS
GOD..
FOR PROVIDING
THOSE FISHERMEN
THAT I KNOW THEN
WILL NEVER
LET
ME
DIE EITHER..
AS THERE ARE HEROES
IN THIS LIFE STILL THAT
LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY
AND THAT TOO IS WHAT
i now
aim
to
JUST
DO
IN ONLINE
AND OFFLINE
LIFE TOO NOW..:)

And yeah.. on the 40th day..
hard headed me agrees to
go to the hospital.. i am terrified
to go to ‘the mental place’ as it is
the place at age 21.. i almost
never escape.. but there
is no other
option..
and thank GOD
for Ativan.. as a 2MG
injection puts me to sleep
like a baby.. and what a relief
that is after 40 days.. where the
alpha blocker just makes me feel
all that much worse.. after it wears
off after an hour of semi-sleep
wake delirium
in a state
of mind
beyond
imagination
before.. as well..
i talk my way out
of the mental place
with the psychiatrist
but the the truth
still is.. then..
my only motivation
of life is to end it all..
and yes.. i remain suicidal
with a metal chain in my bicycle
basket as the Ativan is helping
somewhat.. in case the pain gets
as bad as it did before or the no
feeling at all.. like piece of paper
existence.. in 2010 around two
years or so into hell of 2010..
i am thinking about a tree on
Martin road.. some distance
from my home
on bicycle
travel..
a place far enough
where no one
but hungry
birds will
find what
is left of me..
and then my wife
awakes from a dream
and tales me her granny
who has long since passed
away and she are hanging up Christmas
ornaments on a tree on YES.. SPECIFICALLY
WHAT SHE SAYS IS MARTIN ROAD AND
SHE CAN’T FUCKING FIGURE OUT
WHY SHE DREAMS THIS..
AS SHE NEVER EVEN
THINKS ABOUT
FUCKING MARTIN
ROAD.. SO YEAH..
I NEVER TALE HER UNTIL
LONG AFTER I RECOVER
IN 2013.. ABOUT BEING
SUICIDAL THEN.. OR THE
CHAIN THAT REMAINS
IN MY BICYCLE
BASKET UNTIL
THE PAIN
GOES
AWAY IN
JULY OF 2013..
BUT YEAH.. I CAN’T
GET ANY MORE MESSAGES
FROM GOD THEN.. IN SIGNS
OF SYNCHRONICITY AS
THAT PART OF ME IS
DEAD THEN..
BUT SHE
DOES IT
FOR ME..
WITH GOD..
GOD KnOWS
THEN GOD
HAS OTHER
PLANS
IN STORE FOR ME..
AND yeah.. also when
i first come home from
work where i can no longer
do that.. extreme fight of flight
stress of two years.. finally
slows down for me..
all sick as hell
then.. and my
wife and i walk
around the block
me stumbling around..
and suddenly time slows
down dramatically to me..
and she says that’s weird
it feels like everything just
slows down.. she never says
that before.. and i never feel
that before..
there is stuff
in this life
‘HORATIO’
STRANGER
THAN ANY FICTION
EVER READ IN ANY
BOOK
AND THE
STRANGEST
THING OF ALL
IS IT
IS REAL
MIRACLES
ARE REAL
AND GOD
IS MORE STRANGE
AND MYSTERIOUS
THAN ANY BIBLE..
SACRED TEXT..
OR SCIENCE
PROJECT
WILL
EVER
TALE..
AND this is the best i can
do.. but sure.. there is much
more to it.. that i still have
no words for..
and may
never do GOD
justice for my
gift of life..
to FIND THOSE
NEW METAPHORS
TO DESCRIBE WHAT
I’VE BEEN THROUGH
BUT
I WILL
KEEP
TRYING
AS THIS
DUDE
DOES
NOT
GIVE
UP
UNDER
ANY CIRCUMSTANCES
WITH A LITTLE HELP
FROM
MY
FRIENDS..:)

And yeah.. toward
the end of those
40 days.. totally
incapacitated..
i vividly
still
then..
can imagine
my end being
eaten alive
by wild
dogs..
naked on
the side of
the road some
where.. So yes..
HELL YES.. i value
my Health and
Independence
AND MOREOVER
FREEDOM FOR
GOOD
REASON
AND MOST
OF ALL.. FEELING..
NAMELY UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE ALWAYS NOW ALIVE..
oh and one more thing
speaking of pain
medications and
addictive
prescription
drugs.. Ativan is
incredibly addictive
and the only thing
that saves my life
but starting out with
4 MG that will practically
put down a frigging larger
animal than me.. then at
a relatively shrunk down
182 LBS compared to today’s
‘Superfred’ at 234 Lbs..
Ativan will numb all
stuff emotions too..
a little high at
first like
that first
beer.. in
euphoria feel..
but Zombie waves
of beauty LESS
life of feeling
after that.. and
it takes me all the
way to July of 2013
and the end of pain
to take the less one
quarter of a pill i
ever take.. a long
journey from 4 to a
Quarter to none..
with withdrawal
symptoms along
the way..
with
car lights
coming alive
as eyes and
such as that..
yes really scary
stuff.. but never
the less i am successful
and fearless now with zero
levels of anxiety where my
psychiatrist at one point in time
an Air Force major who deals with
combat fatigue veterans says
i am the worst case
of human being
total disrepair
more and less
than he has
ever come
across
in
his
military
shrink career..
Anything is possible
with the higher power
of GOD.. call it the
higher power of Mother
Nature or WTF FTW
labels matter
NOT
THE ESSENCE
OF THIS HIGHER
POTENTIAL OF
HUMAN AND
THE REST
OF NATURE
REAL AKA GOD
IS AS REAL AS
ANY FLESH
AND BLOOD
WE FEEL
AND LIVE
NOW
TO
NOW
ALIVE
AS FREE..:)

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Hi X.. this reminds me of the inside stories of the homeless told by Katrina’s brother during his ‘stay’ as a homeless person in California.. but there is a caring in that survival environment that sadly does NOT carry over nearly as much in our modern society.. than before.. when most everyone experiences more rigor of finding the next meal.. and even the next spigot.. or cup of water in hands as God’s chalice to feel the rain of life giving flow of blood through veins of human..

The hands are a chalice of both
giving and receiving..
and sadly
cell phones
have
replaced
human
hands..
overall..
glad to hear
you lend a hand
and a heart to remember
a dog.. a loved one’s name..
where now love lives
much greater
in dogs
overall
than
human
hands
sadly
as realistic AS
that is to all the
miles my eyes and
feel see now.. my friend…

4571

Chaaaaaaa! a Feeling to relate..
friend Rafiah..
Words.. Letters..
Symbols HouSinG..
Vehicles.. Vessels
expresSing discrete
labels for stuff..
and abstract
figurative
metaphors
for deeper
FEELING
LIFE..
Mechanical cognition.. the stuff
of balancing checkbooks..
solving two plus two..
and yes..
Chemistry equations
too.. material reductionism
in black and white concrete
ways of human mind cognition..
in executive functioning of focus
and short term working memory prowess..

People for the majority of my life describe the
inner workings of me as a computer working in
PERFECT SYNCH AS PROBLEM SOLVER.. FRED
THE GO TO GUY.. IF YOU NEED A PROBLEM SOLVED..
YES.. FRED.. PROBLEM SOLVED.. PROBLEM IS THERE
IS an entire other hemisphere of human being in ways far
far beyond.. the Standard Intelligence Measures of school
grades intelligence.. NO.. Standard IQ does not
touch the intelligence of moving
connecting and creating..
the stuff that GOD does
first with Dark.. then with
LIgHT.. THEN WITH MOVEMENT
OR DANCE.. THEN WITH SOUND
OR SonG CONNECTioNS CREATinG
ALLTHATISNSIDEOUTSIDEABOVESOBELOW
YESALLROUNDASONEINFINITYNOWJUSTNOW..
THAT’
S a long word
but GOD is much
much bigger than
words and yes.. so are
we.. in fact all words are idols
for reality in moving connecting
and creating WitH eYes of GOD
manifest as human being NOW
yes.. again.. JUSTNOW.. so
yeah.. while some folks
are solving
problems
others are simply
moving connecting
and creating and
being
what is
truly Manifest
of GOD ALL of
creation
as
moving connecting
and creating human being..
and all other animals too..
yes.. almost my entire life is
one of input and solving equations..
and what is missing is the expression
of non-verbal and verbal human communication..
but that takes practice.. as does the imagination
and creativity of human physical
and emotional intelligences..
truly THE MOVIE AVATAR..
is a great example of what
mechanical cognition is
doing to the human heARt
iN SpiRit expresSinG..
FEELing ThAT
HEaRT of
EmoTiON
of us and all
others and
NATURE TOO
AKA GOD ALL..
iN balancing
mind and body
soUl as human
eyes come in
balance
wITh
instead of
AGAINST
the gravity
of GOD as
ONEFOrce
instead of
dividing mind..
body.. heart..
spirit.. and soul..
repressing human moving..
connecting and creating
in any subjugating or
controlling way..
either internally
or externally
oppressing muting
human being maniFesTinG
GOD on this terrestrial plane…
IN THE MOVIE ‘AVATAR’ THE ‘REAL
PEOPLE’ ARE ONE WITH NATURE IN
A GARDEN OF EDEN.. AND A HUMAN WHO
IS SOMEWHAT SEPARATE FROM THE MECHANICAL
COGNITION OF HIS ‘IQ SUPERIORS’ IS ABLE TO
MOVE.. CONNECT.. AND CREATE AGAIN AS
MUCH FULLER HUMAN BEING.. the little
creatures like fairy angel beings that
fly around him is the human
heArt FeeLinG tHe spiRit of
GOD as Nature
reflectTinG
back
THat as same..
hE becomes one
with his new MUCH FREER
FRIENDS AS NATURE ONE
WITH GOD.. AND THEN
HE IS MASTER OF
RELATIVE HUMAN
FREE WILL.. HiM
TOTALLY FREE
TO EXPrESS SPIRIT
FEEL THE HEART
AND HEART OF
OTHERS AND
BALANCE
MIND AND BODY
IN WAYS OF MOVinG
CONNECTinG AND
CREATinG LIVinG
ALIVeNoW..
It’s hard for me to
answer to the question
marks fully but in just
seeing your face.. just one
time before you erase it..
it matters not as it
is etched in my heart
and soul now.. and in
your eyes i see the empath
you are that explains more fully
why you are perhaps the only
one who has stuck with me as friend
this long online.. without abandoning me
now and then.. but as i was before.. i have no real
way to express what i am inside.. and am overwhelmed
with emotions that are killing me to express outside in ways
of moving connecting and creating.. and sure i need not
express my path again.. as you’ve heard it all too much
before.. but i do what i can friend.. when
ever i hear.. you heart.. spirit and soul
calling with one
word
or two
eyes and
a smile
my friend
just from
photographic
memory for
eyes and smiles..
and empath
souls..
we all have our unique
journeys and paths with
Allah GOD guidDinG us..
within all innate instinctual
intuitively just doing tHiS Now..
yours may be totally
different than
mine to
come
to
a similar
place.. but @age
22.. you still are
a young
babe..
with an
Infinity of
potential still far ahead
but always now for
you
my friend..
there is no doubt
in my mind that you
will go far.. but each
moment of ALL
N0Ws
is worth aLL
the dArk and
liGht that leads
one further
NOWs
WitH
GOD..:)

Hi thefeatheredsleep..
Tribal innate instinctual
intuitive way of
human being
true or
false..
whatever
sticks ’em
together
iSglue
of humankind..
ethics matter
not when
gLue of
social
roles
is
staKinG
deep..
ONlY
FRIGgInG
ANSWER iS
ONe TRIBE OF
SOMEtHinG
ASINSTINCT
ISALWAYS
HERE
TOSTAY..
SOYEAH..
i say a tribe of dance…
but sadly theRe iS A camel
of cultureS IN A way.. and
a pin prick of dance
to
move
aWay
or
cLose..
sMiLes..
so yeS…
i readDiLY
admiT i am
a PENpRiCK
and or Fred
eRicKnow..;)

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Hi X.. top of the morning to ya.. and yeah.. i feel those 6 inches and 6 inches to come.. you got up there in VA.. as we got 11 inches yesterday down here in deep wet FL..

And regarding.. the mythological Ninja.. like i say.. i
cannot tale a lie but metaphor or myth.. hell yeah..
in so many uncertain terms.. W/wInks..;)

‘If you Build it, he will come’..

From one of my favorites in
‘Field of Dreams’
and you know in
physics there are
particles waves
and fields and
in human Quantum
physics there are
particles of minds
waves and fields
of dreams.. so it
kinda all
comes
out in the
wash of culture
if ya know what i feel
and mean.. coming next..
hehe.. OK.. for 2000 years
and much less than that the highest
numbers of specific religious folks overall
in the Catholic Church Crusaders clubs have
been chanting a magic spell that goes like this..
yes.. quoted and coming up next.. but you know and
perhaps do not feel or know.. Aleister Crowley.. the Witch
of Last Century who delves in magicK a whole lot then gets
together with a Scientology Friend.. yeah.. that Hubbard
Dude and others and they do a magic
incantation of some white
magic in a book
named Moonchild
back in ’46 or so
of last
century
to bring a Magick
Moonchild yeah..
like ‘Never Ending
Story’ Movie to save
the world.. yeah just
say moonchild real loud
out the window on a really
stormy night and the she or
he saviors of the world will come..
But that was just a small magicK
incantation.. OMG iMAGINE.. JUST
iMAGINE WHAT A GIANT MAGiCK
INCANTATION LIKE THE NICENE CREED
MIGHT DO IF MILLIONS OF PEOPLE CHANT
IT IN UNISON OVER THE COURSE OF HUNDREDS
OF YEARS.. build it and he will come gets louder and
LOUDER THROUGH THE AGES.. and sooner or later.. and NOW..
obviously a new Jersualem will be built in a new Israel
and He will come again.. and yeah.. Muslims are waiting
for him too.. in ISA.. form.. Buddhists too with another
name as well.. and just about everyone from
Nietzsche and his Superman
and comic Supermen
too have
been building
this giant platform
of magicK incantations
for him to come on any
minute now.. like a thief
in the night.. BUT
TRULY like
what that
dude says on
the Symphony of
Science video about
Nature’s imagination is
SO GREAT SHE’S NEVER
GONNA LET US RELAX..
IS TRUE IN GOD
TUNES
TOO..;)
iTunes
GODtunes
MAGNIFICENT
OF COURSE..
when you understand
the FULLER COMPLEXITY
OF IT.. JUST LIKE THE
SYMPHONY OF SCIENCE
SAYS TOO.. AND THAT
COOL SCIENCE
DUDE
NARRATING
IT AS WELL..
AND THE OTHER
SCIENCE DUDE WANTS TO
GO OUT IN THE STREETS
AND SHAKE FOLKS AND
TELL ‘EM HEY! NATURE
AKA GOD EXISTS
AND ALL STUFF
IS CONNECTED
AND ONE
AND
SimilaR..
metaphors.. silly
human metaphors NOW so
different so many colors
so many essences that are
basicAlly the same but okay
back to the metaphor myth of
whatever houses human and
GOD TRUTH AND LIGHT
IN VEHICLES
AND VESSELS
OF SYMBOLS
AS SUCH..
I’LL MAKE sure to
link the ‘Symphony of
Science’ extra cool musicK
video here somewhere
but first let’s go about
how ‘they build the
Nicene creed as
prophecy of sorts
so he WILL COME
AGAIN..:

http://www.usccb.org/beliefs-and-teachings/what-we-believe/

i believe in one God, (check OK)
the Father almighty,
(hmm.. metaphor.. but God is no man alone GOD IS ALLONE)
maker of heaven and earth, (check OK)
of all things visible and invisible. (check OK)

I believe in one Lord Jesus Christ, (there is only one Lord GOD..
people have been assigning this role to different Quarterbacks
throughout the ages.. but never the less and always more
as ALLONE there is only one Lord GOD)
the Only Begotten Son of God,
(bullshit.. created by the Nicene
council.. some Trumped up Catholic
Leaders in a back boardroom of the
Roman empire with psychopathic
Trump-like leader Constantine
almost 4 centuries after
the death of Jesus..
so Constantine
can make
Jesus into
a Mithra-
like Sun-GOD
and Constantine
can build a monolithic
statue of himself and be
the Sun GOD too.. with
big boy britches.. of
course like what
all psychopathic
leaning
leaders
will just
LOVE TO DO..
TRUMP EXCELLENT
MODERN DAY CONSTANTINE
EXAMPLE PROMISE YOU THE
MOON AND JUST
DELIVER
STONE
STATUES
OF LIES..
AND a promise
of heaven after death
when Jesus clearly states
THAT IS NOW INSIDE US
OUTSIDE US.. ABOVE
SO BELOW AND
ALL AROUND
US… YEAH METAPHOR
OF THE REAL JESUS
UNcovered in Gnostic
Gospels back in ’59 amongst
the dead sea scrolls as such..
about the time my Daddy
and Mommy create me
on the Fall Equinox on
or about that
day then..
YES HELL YES
I AM NO MYTH
I FOR ONE AM REAL..;)
born of the Father before all ages.(YES we all origin
together since the beginning and re-beginning of
all.. no living chain or inanimate chain can
be broken or none of us exist now but
no this does not just apply to
Jesus.. i mean DUH!)
God from God, Light from Light,
true God from true God, (YES THIS DESCRIBES GOD)
begotten, not made, consubstantial with the Father;
(BUT NOT JESUS ALONE)
through him all things were made.
(BUT NOT JESUS ALONE)
For us men and for our salvation
he came down from heaven,
(sure lots of folks have done this in metaphor of course)
and by the Holy Spirit was incarnate of the Virgin Mary,
and became man.
(For Jesus to be so unconditional loving no do doubt
his mama was pure in Virgin spirit.. but a Virgin
between the legs.. no.. metaphor.. NOT literal my friend)
For our sake he was crucified under Pontius Pilate,
he suffered death and was buried,
(easy to imagine for a heretic back then)
and rose again on the third day
in accordance with the Scriptures.
(okay.. anyone can say anything
in a book.. but it doesn’t make
it true.. Jesus is the son of
man not fairy dust GOD’s Dust)
He ascended into heaven
and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
(Yes.. he creates heaven now in alignment
with the laws of nature so he is in
GOD’s good grace NOW then
like so many other folks
then and now)
He will come again in glory
to judge the living and the dead
and his kingdom will have no end.
(LISTEN UP CATHOLIC
CHURCH
BE CAREFUL
VERY CAREFUL
WHAT YOU WISH FOR
ON THAT COMING IN GLORY
THINGY TO JUDGE THE LIVING
AND THE DEAD
reference words like
minE above in the
main post text
all highlighted
IN CAPS about
THOSE FUCKERS..
AND yes now as no
end now is forevermore
now and the Kingdom
of heaven is
ALWAYS NOW
FOR THOSE WHO
SEE IT AND HEAR
IT AND FEEL IT
AND LIVE IT
ALWAYS NOW
WITH GOD’S EYES
AND EARS AND FEELINGS
NOW JUST NOW ALWAYS NOW!)

I believe in the Holy Spirit, the Lord, the giver of life,
who proceeds from the Father and the Son,
who with the Father and the Son is adored and glorified,
who has spoken through the prophets.

( yes.. most all humans have this potential.. just
get in the creative flow of now..
also known as alignment
with the Holy Spirit
Cosmic Conscious
thingy and voila
a Prophet
IS BORN
AGAIN
HAPPENS
ALL THE TIME
NOW ALL Around
the WORLD EXPRESsinG
IN ALL HUMAN ART AS SUCH)
I believe in one, holy, catholic and apostolic Church.
I confess one Baptism for the forgiveness of sins
and I look forward to the resurrection of the dead
and the life of the world to come. Amen.
(JUST GO TO THE BEACH..
LOOK AT NATURE.. BE IT..
SHED YOUR REGRETS
SHAME AND GUILT
AND JUST BE FUCKING
HUMAN AND LIVE
JUST LIVE ALWAYS
NOW IN THE
KINGDOM
OF GOD
THE NIRVANA
THE BLISS
OF A JONATHAN
LIVINGSTON SEAGULL
SPIRALING AROUND THE
GOLDEN MEAN OF SUN
IN TOTAL
HARMONY
LIKE THAT
PEPSI
SONG
MY
FRIEND..
SIGNED JOHN
HELL NO.. NOT
JOHN 3:16
JONATHAN
LIVINGSTON
SEAGULL
THE
PROPHECY
OF RICHARD
BACH
COME
FLESH
AND BLOOD
FEATHERED FLYING
FLIPPING F*KiNG
yes FunKiNG
human
LIFE.. IN F..
THAT PROPHECY
JUST MAKES SO MUCH
MORE DAM SENSE THAN
THE FUCKED
UP
NICENE
CREED AS NICELY
ILLUSTRATED HERE..
I FEEL AT LEAST..
SMILES..
TRUST ME..
i AM A F in
SEAGULL..
NINJAS OF THE
MYTHOLOGICAL KiND
HEAL.. CHANGE
ALL THE TIME
INTO SOMETHING
ELSE AND COME
IN GLORY TO JUDGE
THE LIVING AND THE DEAD..
IN MY CASE WITH NOT KNIVES
but sWORDs of Internet Lore..
and i will not be the
first or last
to do this..
as it is already
built
and i
and they
are already
RAPTURED
HERE
NOW..
TO JUST
DO IT
NOW..
we ARE THE
MOON CHILDREN
HERE
US
ROAR!.
LIKE
SISTER
KATY
PERRY..;)

ANYwAY.. LIKE
SiSTER BiRD
RiHANNA SAYS
IT’
sTiLL
RAiNiNG
N0W..
forevermore
now like
a magicK
inCANtaTiOn
with some
T
AND
A for
the other
pArt of yoUr
comment..
sMiLeS..;)

AnD
‘wE’
ArE
ThE
uM
Br
EL
LA..:)
O
f
ALL
oNe…

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God’s Hermits are often God’s greaTest Graces..:)
And sMiLes from afar in no distance time or space..
i for one WiLL watch it together with
you as Love.. has no distance
time.. space.. age.. gender..
nationality.. creed.. color..
sexual orientation.. etc..
or eVen nAMe..
IT FeelS
JusT
Feels
Friend..
Rafiah..:)

Ha! that is wifey Katrina too.. sMiLEs..
And that’s ookkaayyess.. i cannot convince
hEr to Direct and Produce her
oWn TV show as Play
and Actor NOW
of LiFe eITher..
but with
human iMagiNatiOn..
and creativeLY fulLy
QuantumAlly AlWays
unLeAsHinG and releaSinG..
FiElds of DReams come True..
‘BuilD IT, and he will come’.. huh..
Great movie ‘Field of Dreams’.. highly
recommend IT both on big and small
screens and Screams of Life and in
Rafiah eYes and eaRs of BeiNG
aS WeLL N0W fuLLy feelinG
imaGininG and
creaTinG
A
LiVE!..:)

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Prison..iNsane asYlums..  X.. cultUrE aLL tHe sAMe
culture is the misTake.. the virus
that leads to what
is nAMed
hUman
sINs..
foot steps
in the sand
without
culture
are the best
way out..
but sadly
culture
most often
does not allow
tHiS.. THoSe WitH
FooTpRints sANDy
eARTh
WiLL
neVer
eveR let
a
graiN
of SanD
doWn
as fEat
of saND
anD
feeT
are diRt
poor
rich
alWays
n0wth0se
wIThSandY
FeeT
oF
GOD..:)

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OK.. BACK in attempt to
finish up the gender
bender thingy
on dVerse
Poetic
expressions
on Tuesday
linked poeTry..
and once again
i go back to Peace FiRST
and stART again.. where i left
off at link number 15.. last night..;)

It’s great to be a girl these
days.. especially in
dance halls
they can go
up to private
parts and
do what
men can
NOT do with
their rears
that will
send them
straight
to jail..
with front
without
passing
go
with
arRears
in tow..
yes..
up and
down vigorously
rubbing rear on
front toe(s)..
pleasure butts
at male
expense
the price
gets
higher
as the
rear
comes down
and up for
sell
for feeling
human being
FULLY SWELLING
SWEATING
INSIDE
OUT ABOVE
BELOW
ALL AROUND..
it’s just like
GOD that
Star of
David
up triangle
down
triangle
inside outside
above below
once again
back
ALLONE..
GOD AND
SEX YA
CAN’T
BEAT
IT
LIKE
A DEAD
HORSE IT
ALWAYS
COMES
BACK
FOR
MORE..;)

What i find in life.. IS.. IF one is 100% honest..
no matter what one does..
‘REAL women’ will
always
Love one
and most
men will
hate one
for one’s
courage of
LIving TRUTH
AND LIGHT AS BRAVE..
And yes one can be
either female
or male..
but yes
females
are advanced
creatures of
GOD’s evolution
moreover than
males and that’s
why Catholic priests
still won’t let ’em into
the grade as they
will blow them
AWAY EVERY
NOW WITH
CHRISTLIKE
REAL LOVE
MOST
EVERYNOW
OVER STIFF
DEAD
MALES..
PRIEST
OR NOT..
and yes.. i’ll
dedicate this
to Mary Magdalene..
REAL LIVE PROSTITUTE
OF GOD SPIRIT ALIVE THEN..
AND ALWAYS NOW.. AS SPIRIT TRUE
AND
LIgHT..:)

When my child suffered for 51 days
i become the Mother and
Nuture him in his
last breath
holding him
yet my mother
holds me and
‘her’ mother
is troubled
distant..
a mother
can be
the greatest
father as
mother
to
both
wife
and
child..
the blessing
of a nutuRing
spirit passed
down
as woman
or
man..
so yes my
friend.. i for
one can closely
relate to your
poem understood
as me or not.. i Love
i Nuture all 234LBS
pressing half
a ton
straight
out with
legs 25
times at
age 55
but my
heart continues
to swell even larger..
than anything
below
will
ever
do….

Well.. okay
it appears that
all that dVerse
has to offer
in gender
bender way
is 16 comments
so i will go all
nuclear here and
offer my 17th
epic
one
here..

i am the harlot of all
ages.. the blonde and brunette
tan veil covered vagina
that sucks all of the
world in..
but ha..
i am
born again
with a pen
is this time
not that big
but still
an almost
purr
fect
pen
is that will
please most
women
alike
but yes..
i am still
all about
the VAGiNA
STiLL.. i am
GOD’s Vagina
always
creating
more..
that ain’t
no Pen IS iN
my nude art
that is a giant
clIT or
IS my friend(s)
yes.. my friend(s)
with Vaginas
i will
always
Love
as
sAMe..
*and no not
you.. S.. you
are
X..;)
side note
in epic
thot*..
but yeah..
back to the
HARLOT OF THE
NEW AGE i AM..
i AM MULTI-COLORED
YET YOU CANNOT SEE
ME i am invisible to
the ones i canhunt.. i am
coming after some ones..
but you
cannot
feel me..
yet i am
all around..
you hide in pews
of church.. i live
in your dresses
and suits..
i aim to
bRing you to
heaven yet
you
continue
to escape
to hell..
so i will
dance unveiled
by revealing one
eye.. yes the
left one
with left
arm raised
as Egyptian Min..
i will travel
the world free
and you will never
find me.. like a
THIEF IN THE NIGHT
i come with Truth
and Light wrapped
all in
Pen
iS..
my special
friend who will
always protect
me from
you
Vagina
Mongerers
while
i
play
with my
most delicious
treat around
the world
FREE AS
GOD’S
HARLOT
BACK
ONCE
AGAiN
i AM..;)

Oh.. there is a
17 by dVerse De
too..

Oh De..
this reminds me
today of ‘Tom Sawyer’..
if my mother is Internet
savvy i will be deleted too..
from the older folks home..;)

“Though his mind is not for rent
Don’t put him down as arrogant
His reserve, a quiet defense
Riding out the day’s events
The river

What you say about his company
Is what you say about society
Catch the mist, catch the myth
Catch the mystery, catch the drift

Exit the warrior
Today’s Tom Sawyer
He gets high on you
And the energy you trade
He gets right on to
the friction
of the day”

And yeah..
words of
profits are prophets
written on Concert
Hall Walls in selected
Lyrics by
boy
bands
like
Rush..
sMiLEs
no distance
time or space..
in Rush eYes
of Big Boy Blue..
Yes and ELO too..

It’s not easy BEinG
Tom Sawyer PoetRY
but i
gEt
by SmileS again
It’s like Force 10..2;)

“Force Ten”

“Tough times demand tough talk
Demand tough hearts demand tough songs
Demand…

We can rise and fall like empires
Flow in and out like the tide
Be vain and smart, humble and dumb
We can hit and miss like pride
Just like pride

We can circle around like hurricanes
Dance and dream like lovers
Attack the day like birds of prey
Or scavengers under cover

[Chorus:]
Look in…to the eye of the storm
Look out…for the force without form
Look around…at the sight and the sound
Look in look out look around…

We can move with savage grace
To the rhythms of the night
Cool and remote like dancing girls
In the heat of the beat and the lights

We can wear the rose of romance
An air of joie de vivre
Too tender hearts upon our sleeves
Or skin as thick as thieves
Thick as thieves…”

And yeah IT
IS like
Twilight
ELO old
and new
Fred the
Robot R2
D2.. 2..
endless
and timeless times
two.. as i share
my mind and the
mind of others
and relate
ALLthatIS
TOO..
It’s a big
world.. 33 years
is not enough this
GO ’round to decipher
most of it and scribe it
down.. and only a
tRuly Free
human
will
ever
get
REAL enough
to JUST DO IT
AND SAY FUCK
THE NAYSAYERS
WARM
AND
TRUE..
the more Truth
and Light i relate
the more the world
abhors me overall..
in terms of
facebook
un-friending
and blocks
on blogs..
and no more
invitations
to family
functions

BUTT.. the
squeaky
wheel
ends
up
with
the REAL OiL
sooner or later
‘Black Gold
Texas
Tea..
Hills that is
Swimming Pools
Movie Stars’..;)

Well.. Lyn.. to me..
the saddest rule of
all is a rule that says
that men must must
be men and women
must be women
as tRuly
wo
and
men
are one
and complete
when oNe wITh

or WitHoUt each othEr

as a fiXture of proPerty..:)

And with 18 links from dVerse
this pArt is finished for now..:)

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Hi Glenn.. thanks for stopping by.. as always your words of encouragement are roses to my hear.. no matter how intense those ears may be.. and I understand totAlly what it means to be in the shoes of ‘those others’.. i am using that as a metaphor of sorts to fulfill a metaphorical prophecy that not all eyes will see.. if you will.. but i clearly remember when a cricket song is like a freight train to me.. i cannot bear colors or sounds at all.. and the Sun at 3 am is too bright with shades on blinding my eyes with over-stimulation..

Trigeminal Neuralgia.. is a strange suicide disease.. doctors have no idea how it really comes and goes.. and what i feel in my case is.. it is just the precursor of coming out of a very uncomfortable culture driven cocoon.. yes.. Cat Scans reveal structural issues in my sinuses and related associated nerve structures that seem to potentially root a cause.. of 66 months of literal hell..

But before that happens strange sensations of cool and heat.. tingly feelings in my head.. all the classic signs of human awakening and enlightenment shared across the world are my symptoms then.. in a culture that then has no way to help me with my Unique case of fulfilling human potential coming to a theater that will be me.. years later.. as life is Challenge with Joy and Bliss and the dARKest DarkS to get to the FULLER meaning liGht and Truth to fulfill one’s True WiLL destiny wITh the power of GOD’s LOVE.. holier whole than culture or religion will ever dictate alone..

GOD ALLONE instructs me in GOD’s Language of Synchronicity to relate IT ALL.. and the way Synchronicity works is like Beatle Songs.. where they get high on LSD.. see a circus poster and glue a bunch of unrelated crap together.. and years later GOD calls on it in synchronicity ways with certain human ears receiving GOD’s sign language in a way so magic.. that yes.. no doubt GOD is magic.. and a fantasy realm of reality that we CAN CREATE EVERY WHICH WAY IMAGINABLE IF WE JUST DREAM LIFE TO FRUITION..

NOW.. i scribe it ALL for those who can relate.. GOD is not fair.. no more fair than my life of dead baby with numerous congenital anomalies.. the Autism Spectrum.. bullying.. the worse pain known to mankind.. but yes.. GOD exists.. and GOD guides me now.. through ALL the dArk and liGht.. and yes I FUCKING LOVE IT ALL.. EVEN WHEN GOD CRASHES ME INTO BRIDGES TIME AND TIME AGAIN.. I GET UP LIKE THE ENERGIZER BUNNY AND GO ON.. JUST LIKE GOD
INTO INFINITY MY FRIEND..
NOW TOTALLY
ALIVE NOW..
DOING AND BEING
WHATEVER MAY
COME WITH GOD AND
i and we and US.. my friend..:)

And regarding the song above
i am a 0’s Bitch..;)

And yes.. i catch.
the Road Runner
and just make a
new hobby
that’s
all
as
Wiley
Coyote
and Road
Runner sAMe..;)

AS illustrated nicely
here again three times
in ‘GOD’s words of
SYNCHRONICITY
JUST FOR ME..
as is the
case for
all others
who develop
GOD’s eYes
eaRs and
emoTiOns
to JusT
get IT
ALL
innate.. instinctual
and intuitive as real
EVER GETS REAL
IN HUMAN EyES..
Ears and
FEELinG
ALLONEGOD..:)

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Well.. friend SOHEIR..
it is certainly Truth that all of we..
prophets or not.. take our every breath
through permission of GOD.. from the beginning..
far beyond our breath to the no end as well..
of GOD’s above so below.. inside us..
outside us.. and all around.. ALLONE..

Sadly.. ‘back then’.. people have no
idea just how big GOD is.. and the fact is
not even science still has any way
to fully measure GOD as Nature same..

We live now.. not then.. there are political reasons in the Nicene Council
in 325 AD.. for Constantine and his Catholic Cohort Leaders to promote
Jesus into a Sun God as the region’s Mithra religion will
support this idea.. to expand the Roman Empire..
and there is no clear authorship to much of
the bible.. as perhaps we have 18 percent
of Jesus’ consistent words in what we have
now of revised bibles according to scholars..

We live in the information age..
and for anyone who looks for Truth and Light
it is accessible across the globe unless there is
censorship to prevent Light and Truth from reaching
open human eyes and ears.. as well as
lips to spread this Light and Truth…

However.. it is no less foolish to
suggest that Muhammad is a last prophet of GOD
as that is restraining GOD as well.. and GOD is
far above human and never ever chained in foolish little
human words as chains of human beings.. humans
are but one part of God and Life
exists much further than WE can see..

The way i describe this..
‘in rough’ Parable to my Catholic Monsignor.. at my church is..
i graduate with three degrees and am a humble shoe servant
in a Military Bowling Center… i do the most humble
of duty as servant to provide shoes to often dirty feet..
and yes.. that is enough for me.. as GOD gifts
humans number one to share.. cooperate
and Love Unconditionally and what better
way to do this than to provide shoes and
kind words and smiles to total strangers..
counting into the 100’s day by day now by now..

So people tell me all the time.. Fred..
you are well educated.. you are wasting
your talents by handing out shoes.. but i
for one feel then that knowing is a gift of human
and feelings are a gift of GOD..
Love is GOD’s way and even
written language is a
tool created by human
to attempt to make small..
often foolish efforts at scribing GOD
in idols of letters.. words..
and books.. much much..
too small for GOD
of Infinity True..

So then.. i am forced into promotions i do not want..
and that eventually almost kills me..
as i am a servant and not a power
hungry psychopath leaning human
who can never be filled by GOD’s Love
as graced to human.. My mother has this Love of GOD
as gifted greatest to human and she passes it on to me
through the human touch of Love.. and i carry that on..
into Bowling Center shoe giver life as totally
satisfying running my Chalice of Love over
with essence and not form of
limiting Cup ..any now…

So yes.. both Christians and Muslims
believe Jesus will come back.. and if he ever does..
he will be disappointed in Christians who suggest that
he is the ONLY BEGOTTEN SON OF GOD.. and sadly too..
also with Muslims who chain the GOD of all the Universe
in suggesting that one human in a tiny part of one land
in a tiny world is the first or last of anything
for a GOD so MUCH greater than human
will ever see or hear OR speak.. here..

But here’s the thing.. GOD makes humans as weak tribal animals..
who will seek social acceptance of human rules over seeing
much greater God’s rules.. the only way to attempt
to find this.. is like Buddha under a tree away from culture..
Muhammad in a cave.. or Jesus in a Desert and there are many other
places in Nature to do this too.. for me the Beach is my local favorite..
sMILEs.. away from all human lies…

Power is a substitute for Love
and any time one hears a limitation for GOD
in human eyes or ears.. it is a clear sign of Power hunger..
and not sharing.. caring.. and giving Love that always submits
and serves GOD as no greater than a grain of sand..
no matter Jesus.. Buddha or Muhammad .. GOD pecks
the eyes out of these little humans
no less than grains of sand or
greater than birds of GOD
as Spirit.. Holy.. my friend..

God is the master we are the slaves
of both submission and permission
in breathing just one gasp of life..
ALL of US FIRST AND
LAST AND
ALWAYS NOW..

GOD..
simply laughs
in GOD laugh
that human
will never
hear with
human ears..
YES.. AT human
when
human
attempts
to chain GOD
in silly little
human symbols..
AS ALWAYS IDOLS..
no matter how
hard human
will try..
GOD
will rule
and never
ever human being..
alone.. in one or seven
billion people ..GOD is
always greater as Infinity
strong so far beyond human
eyes that 7 billion are but
a fleck of
dust
in
a flea’s
eye..
and we suck
the blood of GOD
no less than
a flea
does
not Know
their real
master..
A
DOG..:)

And of course..
i can be wrong
about all of this
as i am only
human
too..
and never
GOD alone
or a first or
last prophet
of anything
but gift
of
breath..
by
permission
of and submission
to as servant
Of GOD only
and never
ever
human
lips..
eyes..
or ears..
alone..

But yeah.. sure..
seriously..
i doubt
it (the
wrong
part)
with
GOD’s
permission..
of course..:)

Hi Friend Soheir..
as a student of
comparative religions
i have a copy of the Quran..
and have read it through
many times and as with
the bible that i have
also read through many times..
i find words of truth of kind and
caring human beings gifted with God’s Love
and i find words of slavery..
and violence gifted to
human by other humans
who want power and to
control other people
through illusory fears…

So i believe that in
both books both God and human are speaking
as they speak to both Love and Hate..
and Hate is mostly generated by
non-Loving humans.. and sadly
enough those words of hate
exist in both books..

This is well documented by scholars
of both books in both religions.. and of course
i could provide all the verses here..
but as you have read the book
likely more than i..
that shouldn’t be necessary..

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Bible_and_slavery

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Islamic_views_on_slavery

http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=124494788

But fortunately.. we as human beings are gifted by God regardless
of religion or books to discern the will of God that lives within us…
and those of us who will hear the rule of God that lives in all our hearts..
if we will listen will discard those parts of the bible and Quran that
support the harming of other humans in the name of God..
whether through warring efforts or human slavery..
which in both books is directed
purposefully at women as sex slaves
in effect and affect of their human natures
that are God given free and not tools for men
to use for pleasure at their will over
the will of women..
conquered..
slave or not…

But those were the days
and culture of that time..

Human Language.. customs..
religions.. cultures are varied
and limited in expanse to the full
potential of God’s eyes as master..

And sure that is not just my opinion..
scholars around the world confirm this as well..
although of course they call God Nature instead of God..

And of course they do not see all of what prophets who see
with heart of Allah see as those prophets see with heart..
spirit.. and soul.. and not just with books my friend..

I’m not sure how you define prophet..
there are many varied definitions of that word
from cultures as varied as American Indian
ancient cultures in South America..
to our modern day new religious
texts by religious leaders in all countries..

But to me a prophet is a person who hears and speaks
to God in heart.. spirit.. and soul… and provides
information to others through that voice of God to
heal other human beings and save them from harm..
no real prophet of God is speaking for God in God’s
relationship with human when they suggest other humans
should be harmed in the name of Allah.. and sadly again..
there are documented verses in both the bible and Quran
that speak to human slavery and violence in Allah’s
name for folks to assert their cultural
rule over others who they see as
the weaker and lesser in God’s family..

And yes.. a so called prophet can speak to both
human lies and humans truths.. and i see a great deal
of truth from God in the Quran and bible that indicates
a prophet is speaking but sadly as the documented verses
associated with violence and human slavery indicate there
are a considerable number of lies in both books to harm
other human beings.. to suit the pleasures of power
of those who wish to subjugate and dominate
other humans as the lesser instead of equal…

You have already confirmed to me that you do not
support violence in the name of Allah.. so that tells me
you are kind and have the power to discern God’s truth
over any information that may conflict with that..
and yes.. God provides you with those eyes..
no matter what anyone else says.. as God lives in you..
as God lives within all others including Muhammad.. Jesus..
and Buddha who are most often considered the Big three of
human healers AKA prophets in that sense of the
definition that i am accustomed to.. friend…

The world needs as many prophets who
can come up with new ways of healing human
suffering and misery as possible.. as Lord GOD
feels there is no shortage of that in this world now my friend..

And the answer is really simple.. the same Golden rule to replace
all rule of hate that has existed in many voices of prophets
in the cultural and religious histories of all people
and that is to Love God with all our hearts..
to Love all other human beings..
mostly importantly ourselves as without that
we will not be able to truly Love anyone..
including other humans and God.. God provides
the path to all humans to get there.. but sadly
it starts with the child nuzzled to the breast of mother..
and that breast in both literal and metaphorical ways..
is moving farther and farther away..
as humans become more machine than human..

And this is the good thing about the way the Muslim religion
is practiced although it can have a heavy hand in control
of the family unit in enforcing it through the dowry..
it supports a woman’s ability to stay with
a child and provide a nurturing environment for love..
so all things considered as far as the development of
the human heart.. spirit.. and soul.. that part is
at least good for the woman and child..
but sadly when i see Muslim men..
i see the same strong hand of
repressing human emotions as heart..
where there are rarely any lights in eyes..
expressing that spirit.. that are generated by human heart..
as balance in mind and body soul.. the same eyes i see in Christian men..
of the fundamentalist way.. and i think the world needs healing
in both areas.. to stop the violent ways that are found in
extremist ways to the highest levels of
Government in both ways of life..

So yes.. we need lots more healing friend..
and that can only come from the new prophets
of God’s healing powers.. that are never
ever limited to just one man.. or seven..
or a trillion.. as it is certainly foolish
to suggest that human is the most important
child of God in the Universe in a place
of billions of stars and trillions of planets..
so far away that we cannot even communicate
with those other children of God..

And sadly some people do not
even have the ability to communicate
with the other children of God who are the
other animals of this planet.. seeing them as
lesser eyes of God.. where yes.. they are prophets too..
often living in more peaceful and Loving ways as God will
have primates do.. per the specific example of our closest
cousins the Bonobo who is not tainted by the lies of culture
that starts at the hand of written language that can be used
as both a tool for hate and love.. sadly in both the
hands of so-called regular people and prophets
depending on what moves them..
words of Hate or love.. my friend..

And you are also one of the most kind people
i have come across on the blogosphere..
and you are always
in my prayers my friend..
in only the Spirit of Love..
the place i Live my friend..
as i practice that with
GOD always now…
always now.. smiles..

We don’t have to
have any religion or books..
to practice the Love of GoD..
it is built in and obviously
you hear that and speak it my friend..
and that is all i care about regardless of the
cultural and religious filters we may possess
that speak a little differently.. Love is
the bottom line in human life..
when Love rules God rules
greaTest in human being..

Smiles..

I love you friend..

Fred..:)

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Weather.. my friend X.. is like the breath of God and always awesome.. in my book at least.. and as talked to death before.. Hurricanes at one time are my favorite until Ivan destroys my favorite tree that grounds me to God.. when work and CULTURE THEN.. will never have me that way.. It’s an awesome experience to have God blow most all of cultural infrastructure away in just a day.. but
truly
culture
is
the rain..
It’s like that movie planet of the
Apes when Charleston Heston
is riding down a most
beautiful beach
with the most
beautiful
woman
in the
world
at his back..
and bitches cause
humans destroyed
all the ugly buildings..
ha! i remember that
as i follow my wife around
with my iPhone camera
beauty is in
flesh
and flowers
and never
ever
brick
and mortar alone..
during the first hurricane
Erin.. i experience in 1995..
i am forced out of work
AND CULTURE
to remember
how beautiful
my wife
is
then..
as a
face of
GOD..
as i remember
we haVE great
sex.. at that
time.. as
i remember
i sEE God’s
face again
at that
time..
It’s raining
my friend
it’s raining..
but it’s
raining
tears
of culture
moreover
than tears
of
life
giving
water
of human
Love..
yeah i know..
gotta always
get it deep
deeper
but hey..
once again.
we got all
11 inches
in one
day
down
here..
It’s raining
yes.. it’s raining
even in new Jerusalem
in the new Free Israel
for human beings
with more
churches per
square mile
historically
speaking..
still filled
with rain
than any other
place in the USAisRAel..
and who knows perhaps
the UniVerse.. but i ain’t
making any
bets
on that..
with my
little
eyes
of tears
of God..;)

But perhaps that will be easier for
Charlton to see back then..
if he lives in the
real new Jerusalem
in real new Israel
like in
Paradise
REAL..
but sure..
i have proof..
and signs
from
GOD..
in eYe
of God
as WeLL..:)

6117

It’s truly quite a handicap to have to wear
sunglasses everywhere one goes..
as sure.. my eyes can say
so much more than words ever will…

And without the modern technological
advantage of selfies.. it would be
much harder for me to express that..
at least.. somewhere..
on the
Interwebz World…

6168

Hi X.. well.. your ballet credits from college
certainly lend credit to a new age renaissance
man.. smiles.. and speaking of Renaissance
men.. my first real introduction to health and
well being of ballet.. is through a lead lifeguard
who works for me as Athletic Director toward the
end of my work career at the Navy Military station
and at age 65.. he has much greater overall health
and vitality than the College age Lifeguards he is training
then.. and truly his strength and peace of mind in ways of
emotional regulation and sensory integration is generated
by his performance arts level of ongoing ballet training.. his
spirit shines far wherever he goes.. always a source
of positive energy and resilience to negativity..
and this gentleman also serves decades
as a parole officer retiring
from that work
and is
also
a wartime
Vietnam veteran..
his name is Arthur..
i am most honored to
be able to do this in public
now.. and actually identified by
some schooled ballet folks at my
military gym as being schooled myself..
but no.. it’s innate.. instinctual and intuitive
for me.. as is a martial arts style that has been
identified by experts in Military training of martial
arts as the dance of
death
in Kung
Fu.. people
underestimate
human innate instinct
and intuition but it is simply
’cause they never escape learning
from the environment to look within
and express
the hero
that lives
within
NAMELY
GOD
my friend
X.. as the
truly unnamed force
without what scientists
name as
form
OVERALL
OF COURSE..
ALLONE
SPECIFICally
in my books
my
friend
yes.. perhaps
X will be a good
name for GOD
too..
like a perfectly
balanced
hour glass
that
never
spills
sands
of time
always
existing
as
NOW..:)

6461

Yes.. my friend.. Rafiah.. perhaps
the greatest of nowsnow are when
we are part of a group and no.. not
just individuals on a raft in an
open sea alone..
but i refuse
that
and
join in
my friend..
as to well be
for human IS Ocean..

alWays flesh/blood touchy
feely human beings beyond
these shores of onLiNe Now..:)

6520

And now off to the ‘side job’
of fun in responding in
poetic expressions
to open links
night
at
dVerse
online poet’s
pub over the
next few days
until poetry runs
away like a heaRD of something free!..;)

And i’ll start with my current.. favorite.. Glenn..

A beautiful vision of Stallion so strong
and graceful where hooves barely
touch terrestrial earth in flight
of Equine resilience
to those who
wish to
mute
the wild
to tame
the free
into beasts
of burdens..
and of course
applies as well..
to modern Homo
SAPIENS SAPIENS
i
say..:)

*Compassion is tolerance
and acceptance of
difference
anything
else
is
separation
and indifference..:)

Truly sad how
many women
are crucified
where no
one wears
tHeir
cross
or
prophet
of pain…

Ah..
the way
of ‘the
world’ only
a psychopath
leaning person
will sacrifice
Love to lead..
self-fulfilling
human prophecy
of humans who are
only evolved to live
in small cooperative
sharing caring
touchy feely
groups
with around
150 to 200 sets
of human eyes at
most..
Psychopathic
rule.. a symptom..
of a disorder of
a sick species
of animal..
OUT OF
MOTHER
nature balance..
There is no
fooling
Mother
Nature
ever in eyes
of non-loving rules
in cold human eYes..:)

Ah.. the whole
medical industry
missing any feeling
of heart at all.. if it
doesn’t exist in a
pill there is
no way out..
after 66 months
i proved all my doctors
wrong that i will never
recover.. and now i am
stronger than ever
and prove
it to them
every now..
miracles happen..
when feelings of
hope.. faith..
and belief
and all feelings
go away and
all of life
is pain
and nothing
else but pain..
there is a very long
tunnel with the light
at the end and it
is a phoenix
for us
and not
a freight
train
for
them
my friend..
Miracles are REAL..
SURVIVING
is the first
step
to
real
always..:)

Ah.. imagine a place
of freedom.. where there
are no bounds no limits
and never
any expectations..
better yet live
it now
my friend
as your
words
tale..
It’s tempting
to go there and never
come back online
in attempts to
metaphor
a path
for
others to
this place we
enjoy always
now generated
totAlly free from
within but it is too
delicious a meal
not to
attempt
to share
for
free..
sMiLEs..
of Love
Friend..:)

Beauty of expressinGineffable
in symbols of human
spiRit never
bRinGinG
tHese
emotiOns
befORe.. a
tAble of more
a napKin wITh
colORs neVer
tasted at
all..
explore
more
be more
expresSinG
ineffAble
pURe
MORE..:)

i never realize a human can become
a desert until one day i awake
and my eyes and heart
are full of
sand
and
no
thing else..
now that i have
vision and feeling
i love deserts and
sand so much
i make one in
my backyard
just for
fun and twirl
iN iT marveling
at my re-found
ability
to
see and
feel.. and a grain
of sand is no
less
than
me..:)

With lots of love
i hope you have
a great week
ahead.. i highly
appreciate you..
i like your
poetry
and
thanks
for being
here..
sincerely
with smiles..
i just recuperated
THAT and it feels good..:)

Blessed days of bountiful chow..
years pass farm animals and plow..
Oh.. how love circles smiles flower
when tummies are full Love now blows
tunes more songs of human found smarts..;)

Oh.. the eyes are truly
windows to souls
who live in
more expression
than poem or
sunset
may
ever
tale..:)

Love
trumps
blood except
for culture
or Trump..;)

Oh.. fall of depression
oh.. fall of spring
oh.. rise of Life
possible
any
Now..:)

Yes.. A Truth
is culture
and religion
does not
give humans
innately.. instinctually
and intuitively.. Credit..
for ruLinG themselves..:)

*Love lost knows
no boundaries
of human
or other
Nature..:)

All caught
up to 15
links.. noW
ON TO other FUN
EXTRAcurricular
activities leading
to Rave DANCE TONIGHT!
continuing this pArt
tomorrow.. now..
4:47 pm
10012015
11:25 am
10022015
now time to
catch up
and
post
the
‘next one’..:)

Fear THE DEVIL
THE SINNER
The Father
of all
doubt.. envy..
jealousy.. pride..
anger.. collecting
and most sadly
of all
THE
Father of
Hate..
LOVE
THE
WINNER
of ALL
GOD..:)

Ah.. but no
breeze
or
greenest
of maples
leaves
without
storms
and yes Hurricanes
are God’s gift to redistribute
heat so more can live
but human alone
in God’s
Creation
of
all
Great
Blue Green
Grey Brown
orb
of Life
here
NOW
Heaven
as IS
and sure
hell too..
for those
who
walk
that
path
NOW..:)

Ah.. sister Lynn Friend..
square in the
middle and you
take away my
breath with
your
own unique
style of poeTry
however.. i must
say.. yes.. i have
no choice but
change and to
say that the
greatest
lie
ever
told to humankind
is that GOD does
not change..
ha..
we
are reflections
of that my friend..;)

While the world
is busy worrying
about fiscal
issues
in a new government
year.. others of
us totally don’t
give an
F and
sImply
LiVE N0W
in abundant
Health and Love..
sure there are
two paths
of Heaven
and Hell..
Hell is paved
with green
and Heaven
is paved
WitH
FLESH
AND
BLOOD
FEELING
heArt
spiRit
expresSing
hearT and
mind and
body
balancing
SoUl jUSt
N0W..:)

Truly it is about
naked balance..
hide the fruit
and trees
struggle
to reproduce
more.. when
fruit is
plentiful
balance
comes..
it’s time
to get
naked
and dance
my friend..
but
few
can see
the simple
FREeDom of
Truth and Light
in that eternal
solution..
to
Human
Life..
Naked
kills
the
Devil..
history
shows
this time
and time
again..
only the real
devils clothe humans
in ways of fear
restricting
clothing..:)

Well.. first of all.. i must
say i am impressed..
the poetry
world
online
and online
in general
is full
of text
and devoid
overall of
the human
touch.. the human
voice is a song unto
itself that sings
a Breath
of heArt..
expresSing
SpiRit
within..
balancing
mind and
body soUl..
and yes i will
do this too..
but sure..
i’m already
overwhelming
enough to most..
hehe.. but anyway
from memory.. of reading
literally thousands of poems
you are the second female
to be brave enough
to put her
voice out
tHere in poetry
land so sure
that in itself
makes you
a girl
superhero
as you now..
i will
love to
see more
human in poetry
land.. and online
in general than
just
symbols
for
human
being in sign
language my friend..
so i will just do it..
and now that i belong
to no restrictive communities
perhaps i will my add my voice
of which is more like lighting
thunder
than
these
words
alone…
i’ve already
put my eyes out
tHere and
flesh
and
blood
so sure
so why not
SinGaSonG2..:)

Well.. my friend.. i just named the previous
female poet a girl hero for
being brave
enough
to put
her voice
out there
in poetry
land as that is
so rare in a land
online devoid of
the human touch
outside of sign
language
of text..
where
even the
greatest of
human messages
in human faces
are cold and
more dead
than
the
colDest
vampires
or zombies..
and honestly
you read beautifully
to bring any vampire
as more valuable than
cold dead
heArted
robots
and zombies
in sign
language
text.. the human voice
is a harp of GOD and the way
you speak in sing song voice of
poetry heArt.. is the natural way
SOuLs speak as poetry spiRit.
before electronic devices steal
SOuL away.. i am a poem in
real life too..
and people
think it’s
strange
to hear
melody
naturally
coming out of
a human being today..
but sadly they are not
people at all.. they live
in hell and have no
idea that this is
heaven
that once
exists
and
can come again..
as zombie and robot
rises to flesh and blood
of beating
heARt..
where vampires
are more alive
than THE REAL
Zombie
Apocalypse
here.. oh yeah.. and
tHere’s that twitter thingy
where more than 24 lines
is death in life.. or 105 characters..
or whatever… where humans now technically
scientifically speaking have the attention span of
a gold fish.. no kidding.. a gold fish.. back in the
day chewing the fat.. IS KinG.. hours on end..
no TV.. no Radio..
NO INTERWEBZ..
just
the
human
heARt
sPIRit..
plaYinG
through
harp
of GOD
soUL
aS
Hu
MAN..
i am
heRe..
thIS is
heaven..
few
WiLL
joIN
mE..
and that my friend
is to be expected..
most sadly
as
such..:)

i am a weathered worn human
being.. i’ve been to hell
and no one
can hurt
me more
than GOD
and i can
Love no one
more than GOD
as GOD IS ALL THAT
IS.. but yeah.. i have literally
commented on thousands of
poems and actually paid
enough attention and
respect to respond
lyrically
in poetry
way in inspiration
of the words others
bRinG.. tHere can
be NO greater respect
paid to another human
being than that my friend..
yet.. on an average visit
i receive maybe 3
reciprocations of
visits out
of 40 totally
engaged efforts
of me soaking up
the soul of the other
and responding
in KiND..
i am
a human
being and
the fact of the
matter that i cannot
hide is SURE i am an
awesomely PROLIFIC
AESTHETE
and cannot
avoid
doinG
that my friend..
but the main thing
i shed tears for is that
there are very few human
beings here in interweBZ
land that are human
enough to pay
at least
a respect
of hello
to someone
as awesome
as me.. wInks but
that’s Okay
as me
and GoD
carry THAT
ALLONE MY
FRIEND..
SERIOUSLY
I CRY for OTHERS
AND NOT ME..
lip service
is
just
that..
lip service..
DOING IS
ALWAYS
WHAT
COUNTS
IN REAL
TiME NOW
sMiles.. i like
you.. i realize not
everyone is as
strong.. smart..
financially independent
and fortunate as i.. but
it doesn’t take
much
to
say
HELLO..
and you have
been kind enough
to respond to my comments
here and i thank you very much
for that friend.. and that is certainly
more than i ever expect online where
human
hearts
rarely
rule
over
rules..
SmileS
charity
Loves
at home..;)

*side note:
“Righteous
Indignation
and Dissension”
uncomfortable at
times but a necessary
tool for human
changing
Positive
heArts
in
JUST
DOING
IT
AS
ACTiONow..
*end
side note..;)

For every human
heaven there
is a hell
burning
darker..
but always
potential
for
change..:)

People often scoff..
more often totally
ignore me.. hehe..
when i tale
them i
write 13.6
bibles in
the length
of 57 months..
but yes..
online is
forever in
servers..
and i for
one can
prove
all
11
million
words
hehe..
and sure i am
inspired.. by
100’s of thousands
of people.. who
knows perhaps
144K or so..
but never
the less
IT is
what
IT
is..
wInks..
perhaps
i am A
REAL BOOK
OF Eli..
hmm..
just
hmm..
(:movie
reference;)
always great
to ride a
GREAtESt
Meme..
and besides
the real man
Jesus before
Constantine promotes
him into a Sun GOD to
suit the Mithra religion
in his area at the time
already states
as clearLY AS THIS..
in new testament
ink sTILL that FolkS
will come to do much
greater than he does..
awe the green
monster
rises
his ugly
head when
words
of
Jesus
come true..
somethings
rarely change
he HE..
but
yes..
THEY
ALWAYS
DO..;)

Oh.. to see the
blood of
love
in the
red of
flowers
is to
flow
as
GOD..:)

Oh.. myths.. you
house truth
and light..
you vehicle
and vessel
in words
and other symbols
myriad to human
feelings and
senses..
Oh.. heArt
sEat of
emotiOns
SinG wORds
of spiRit aGloW
in floW
energy
IT IS
of human
KinD.. to
growiNGmiNds
and bodies
in balance
as
LiGht
of SoUls
tRuth..
no wORd
is too
smAll
to
save
the
entire
human
race…
as every word
is a butteRfly
of
GOD..:)

The greaTest
prison my
friend
is prison
of mind and
body out of balance..
in only pain.. always NOW..
where Jail is respite
for at least
what
could be..
something..
anything..
i have no idea
how you feel..
but do know
what IS to
NONfeel
ZerO
poINt
of human
HeLL.. all I can
say friend.. is when
all feeling is gone..
worse than the worse
pain known to mankind
yes.. worse than crucifixion
that i for one survive named
atypical trigeminal neuralgia
from wake to sleep from wake
to sleep.. for 66 months..
mine are words
this.. yoUrs.. then..
now.. you speak..
now..
there is
zero
hope..
just
pain.. then..
but miracles
do happen..
yes they
do..
to the
darkest
of humans
as the
DeviL
incarnate
i for one am
then..
an angel
can be a devil
and then angel
again.. and i will
gladly experience this
again and again.. in hopes
of preventing just one person
of
going
there
again..
but that’s
what happens
when a person
gains the empathy
of
INfiniTy..
NOW..
The WiLL to
Live is the
greaTest
SURVIVAL
gift of ALL..
the serpent
AKA
REPTILIAN
BRAIN..
rules ALL
from
beginning
to end my
friend..
DeviL
or not..
IT IS
our
greaTest
friend.. the
snake my friend..:)

WELL OKAY..
ENOUGH is enough
for now..huh..
that’s 33
responses
to 33 poems..
i like the
number 33
so much
i’ll stop
here and
continue
this in
the comments
section of
this next
blog post..
titled
“EMPiRE Force Loves STRiKEs BAcK”
sMILEs
aGAiN..
i’ll be
back AGAIN..;)

And yes there is
32 on the list
at this point
and i am
number
33..
whether
i lInk
wITh
rUles
or N0T..;)
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Hi Glenn.. through the course of my life i sweat BULLETS being accepted and following A social norm where ever i GO.. as soon as the first person in middle school notifies me that i am not good enough to exist.. eventually that compliance results in all those illnesses in middle age.. i am 16 again.. better yet 13.. before i listened to ‘them’..

i no longer listen to them..
i am no longer them..
i am just me
now with
GOD
and those
who see me now..
may only be found
on the other side of
the world and some
here like you..
but finding
them
is
worth
all of this
my friend..
and of
course
moreover
FREEDOM
JUST
TO
BE ME
WITH
GOD..:)

I don’t give an F
what anyone
thinks or FEELS..
TO THE COnTRARY..
me as F and
God are
AN AWESOME
TEAM..
and you
too my
friend..
and others
too who are FREE!.
LIKE! THIS! aLIVE!..:)

i AM NO LONGER A
STANDING STATUE
AT A GREEK
PANTHEON..
or on
the album
cover of the
Sgt. Pepper’s
Lonely
Hearts
Club
Band..
I HAVE
COME
UNGLUED
WITH MORTAR..
NO LONGER STONE..
AND THE BEST THING
OF ALL IS I AM JUST
A MUSE
AND
DANCE
MY WAY
ALwAYS
NOW TO NOW..:)

9007

Hi Scott.. thanks for coming by.. and
Just Love Unconditionally no matter
what and rise again more fully alive
than ever before.. is the only pill
i need in life to excel
in all my friend..
one direction
of LOVE..
sMiLEs
of
LO
VeNOW

Smiles.. Revels17..
Nurturing is a gift from parents..
What is given is returned ten-fold
but only for those who can feel it
as nurturing is an emotion
that some cannot feel at all..
Typically these are the
people who abhor Babies..
Parents.. And women..
in a heart way..
Truly a potential cycle
of Love or Hate starts
when that finger is held
or ignored
for whatever reason
sMiLEs.. and mine
was held often
and still
IS..:)

9127

OMG! PLUM
you mean
i actually
have another friend
in this world..
that makes my
Life.. tRuly
it does..
friend RumBlue..
Black Pearl..
Shawna.. S..
oh GOD
there are
so many
more and you
are too amazing
to be true.. girl..
you are like
a million times
one.. hehahaheR..
and i’m guessing
your real name is Shawna
simply as Grace seems
like she really cares
about you
and
calls
you S..
nah.. ha!..
i don’t miss
much.. both a grace
and curse truly
of this
condition
of me
i am
born with
friend.. and
enjoy so much
now.. hehe! friend..
well now i’m gonna
have to tale my family
yes.. the flesh and blood
one that reads.. me.. that
you are real
haha!
write
now
write
hear..
that family
haha!X2 and
pleased to
meet
you
girl
FRIEND..
oh and the more
intense we as human
being live BOTH OUR
FEMININE AND MASCULINE
DIVINE BEINGS AS ALIVE
THE MORE
REAL
WE
ARE
AS
HUMAN
BEING
GOD’S
CHILDREN
IN BALANCE
OF MOTHER
NATURE TRUTH
AND LIGHT MY FRIEND
FOR
NOW
A DELIGHTFUL
SWEET
PLUM..:)

9309

Well.. no matter where you
blog or who you
are it
feels
like family
when i come
to you.. hmm..
i havE to wonder NOW
if you are my long
lost daughter
back from
October
12, 1981
on a
full
moon
night
in a
dark
hotel..
but
‘she’
says no..
a girl i
meet in
the ‘nut
house’
hehex2..
but
any way..
and.. that
is an
entirely
different
story
every
way..
sMILEs..
how
else
can
one..
be this
much like me..
grins friend.. Shawna..
you are truly a blessing
from God as is your daughter
and all those
who
are
touched
by your Life..
and i Love everything
about all your blogs..
and YOUs..
they
are ALL
WORTH
READING
AND KEEPING
AGAIN
AND
AGAIN..
but nah..
i never look
back at what
i do anyway..
either..
as there
is
OH
ALWAYS
SO MUCH
MORE TO
DO.. ONLY
LIMITED
BY DREAMS
AND THERE
ARE NO
LIMITS
WITH
DREAMS..:)

9464

Hi Bodirose.. just one kind person like you
makes it all worth it.. and yes my friend..
there are a few..:)

i am diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum with Asperger’s syndrome.. i do not speak until age 4.. in putting words together.. i have great difficulty speaking until my mid-40’s but manage to graduate at the top of my class with three college degrees and retire from a federal government job at the highest pay grade levels..

i am not diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome until after i come down with several auto-immune issues from chronic stress at work.. in my late 40’s.. and additionally gain what is termed as the suicide disease.. type two trigeminal neuralgia.. which is like someone drilling one’s teeth without novocaine.. also identified in medical literature as literally worse than crucifixion..

Except in my case.. it is in my right eye and ear.. making effective use of eyes and ears almost intolerable for 66 months.. i am a shut-in in my bedroom for those months.. and with little ability to creatively write.. i start writing two years into the illness when i tolerate a screen turned all the way down in brightness..

about two inches from the screen..

as prescription glasses increase the pain..

with associated focus and related nerve issues..

every word.. is climbing a highest mountain then.. in excruciating pain..

i then have a total of 19 diagnosed illnesses.. and in the end of July of 2013.. God miraculously cures me of the pain.. yes.. literally miraculously cures me of all the disorders.. and i already experience a creative spark for the first time in my life since middle school when i am 13 and write a poem then.. a play.. and just a few philosophical writings in a philosophy class when i am 18.. i have a long.. long dry spell.. of no creativity.. around 40 years.. fostered by the mechanical cognition activities of both work and the information technology associated duties of many years.. and that spirit comes back around March of 2013…

The reason i give you this background information.. is i already have the life of JOB.. so there is no challenge too large for me now.. and poetry is my joy.. and not something i expect anyone to appreciate.. when i state that the administration of dVerse.. does not seem to understand my metaphors.. it is because they delete 3 of my links after i fully explain those metaphors.. without answering to my defense of the meanings that are clearly defined then.. and still documented on my blogs for those instances..

i have a sharp pencil.. if you will.. like a lawyer..

and can pick up those duties in a heartbeat when i revert

back to the techno-speak of work life.. however.. creativity with the help of GOD literally saves my life.. so it is all a joy.. it’s just a little disturbing to me.. overall.. how society has grown so cold in empathy ways..

There are basically two forms of Asperger’s syndrome.. generally.. and those two forms are folks who are cold to human empathy and literal empaths like me who can take on the emotions and pains of the entire world.. if i do not take great effort to regulate that ‘gift’.. my friend.. and it has taken almost a lifetime to gain an ability to do that.. for peace of mind and body balance..

I am sad for the human beings who live this way.. in cold ways of heart.. i am not mad.. i am just sad for them my friend.. and sometimes i vent about the situation.. to regulate my emotions and empathy.. friend.. and i find it works.. and it means very much to me just for the fact that you tolerate and accept me.. this go around.. and do not wipe me off the face of the earth in metaphor of deleting me.. smiles..

Love to you friend..
and i hope your
nows are always
filled with joy..
as truly
mine are
friend.. as
there is NO
better lesson
in life
than that
of A REAL
‘JOB’.. SO YES..
even all that
misery
and suffering
i thank GOD for
always now
as it truly
makes
me like
a literal
superman
now.. so sure..
what more can i
ask God for .. but that..
i just humbly say thank
you and NEVER STOP..
GIVING MY FRIEND..:)

And smiles.. if you ever are interested in what i do
you can just click on the katiemiafrederick
name and that will take you to all of
what i do.. but yes… technology
is having a hard time
keeping up
with
me..
so it does
take a robust
broadband avenue
of access and a powerful
computer to find what i do..
but ha! now the iPhone 6s
has finally
caught
up to
me..
sMILEs
again..
Life is
Great..
NOW..:)

http://www.katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

Thanks so much for trying Bodhirose..
and yes.. sadly WordPress is a clunky
platform for what i do..
a friend talked
me into moving
from Blogger
format..
and at that time
people also had problems accessing
me who were already my readers
so i keep two blogger blogs
for those people since
then.. that are much
much busier than
word press..
with
1.25 million
views of what
i do on Google
plus.. overall..
So sure..
i feel
appreciated
enough.. haha!..
about two and
a half years
into all of
this..:)

Anyway.. the fastest
one i will link for you here..
and you are always welcome
there.. but it is limited to
the blogger
commenting
feature..
that not
everyone likes..
and now thank goodness..
the iPhone 6s is robust
enough with the
LTE broadband
access to
open my stuff
as smooth
as my iMac
desktop does..
as yes.. my site
will often not open
on mobile and slower connections
then at all either.. but yes.. agaiN
TECHNOLOGY IS CATCHING UP!..;)

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Ha! Shawna..

i can metaphor but like Abe says

i cannot tale a lie.. i have to put at

least quotes around THAT to hint that it is only metaphor..

sMiles.. again.. and i feel your rib.. Shawna.. Eve.. or Adam.. and to be brutAlly honest.. most of the time i think you are X.. but at SOME NOWS.. you seem realZ as Shawna too.. it WiLL be nice to have one more friend.. but if it is all X.. that is enough too.. for so few of who see all of who i am.. and are brave enough to come here and encourage me face to face..:)

But anyway.. Pope Francis is the first REAL Pope-FACEBOOKLIKE INCARNATION of Jesus that i know of as the Catholic religion is both me and my Grandfather Leo’s special interest.. as a Catholic Priest and Legal Counsel to the Vatican in his role as priest there.. then off to South Africa.. and finally Taylor county Florida where he weds and eventually beds his 17 year-old Cajun wife.. my grandmother.. he 36 years old.. and not nearly as scandalous as the Catholic Church dirt more fully exposed in recent years..

Yes.. Pope Francis wears the real sandals of Jesus.. a Chemistry Major..

a Bar Bouncer and Harley Driver.. the dude comes in out of the

Ivory Tower.. and has real life experience

before he starts out as Priest..

a welcome breath of fresh air..

of locked in priests in

seminaries

from youth..

sheltered before

that by overbearing conservative

fundamentalist leaning Catholics..

He IS THE REAL DEAL.. and oh GOD.. isn’t Modern graphics amazing.. he does look real in those photos.. and although he likely will never promote what i do.. publicAlly or ever know me.. at least in how most people view the world in statistical probability..

i FEEL HE WILL TOTALLY AGREE WITH WHAT i do..

outside the Labyrinth ruling Catholic Church..

But here’s the deal.. breaker of MAKER..

religion rules.. it has for thousands of years..

and since the folks in religion are the one’s MOREOVER AND MOREUNDER doing the reproducing.. REAL Emotional change of human heArt.. SPIRIT.. AND SOUL.. must come from inside the church walls.. eventually.. to make real change a reality around the globe in the two major religions of Islam and Christianity..

These two religions.. and others of course.. along with some secular ways of living.. are doing the environment AND GOD AS WHOLE ALLONE.. a great injustice by abhorring GOD’s Nature’s REAL BALANCE.. IN ALL NATURAL HUMAN AND OTHER ANIMAL WAYS OF homosexuality.. and methods of birth control.. of which we have kinder more gentler technological ways of doing that

THANKS GOD.. than the infanticide of

hundreds of thousands of years..

by humans and other social animals alike.. who will

DO WHATEVER IT TAKES FOR THE species as whole to survive.. including the immediate blood relatives.. who are already here and viable.. when physical and yes.. the emotional resources of stress induced life become low.. yes.. intolerably LOW for continued OVERALL survival..

It’s like the Presidency.. the times are changing.. we get Bill who admits to holding it in his mouth but not inhaling.. and then the new definition of sex.. from some seed on Monica’s Dress.. and the SUPER PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING

ADMINISTRATION OF GW.. OUTSIDE OF the real human General Colin Powell.. and the OH MY GOD Reggae King Obama.. with Dreadlocks or NOT.. side note.. massive Thunderstorm here since midnight.. better post.. save.. and

resume this comment before IT Knocks IT off the Internet..

and will continue it on..

in case you come back

before i finish

in this

comment here..;)

*side note:..
we get 11
inches of
rain..;)
*end side note..

Okay.. but anyway.. before i forget.. thanks for all the nice compliments and encouraging words that you bring here today for me.. people do give me feedback in real life.. that i inspire them.. with compliments ranging up to Dance Legend/Hero or haha! Dance icon for my metro area.. that i canNOT imagine and or

FATHOM i will ever hear in life.. as a 66 month shut in.. in my bedroom.. with only computer screen for eyes.. and little human feelings.. where all is PAIN instead of emotional life of human being

TRUE FEELINGS OF OCEAN HUMAN EYES

AND EARS IN FEELING SENSING NOW..

AND when i am in middle school and an outcast.. with so much heart.. and a fragile body then as gifted by GOD.. i wanna be a track star.. a basketball player.. a football player.. so.. so much more.. but my arms are but string beans and when i strip naked at night.. my body is a flat board of weakness.. but again there is that heart inside.. that spirit that shines so bright.. even though the soul of me is so far out of balance in mind and body as whole.. so i dream one night that i become a rainbow.. so tall and strong.. and i am saving the world.. just saving the world..

And Jesus becomes my besTest friend.. no.. not in church.. and no.. not even in bible.. but in a song named ‘Jesus Christ Superstar’.. as i play the piano in middle school by sheet music.. and i have the whole song book in piano about Jesus Christ Superstar and i wanna bring Jesus back to life now.. yes.. i wanna be Jesus.. and now at Catholic Church my Monsignor Mike Priest who is my old high school nerd buddy in Tennis.. tales us

THAT is our goal IN METAPHOR AND LITERAL REALITY..

as Catholics.. when we eat that bread and drink

that wine as metaphor for THE REAL HUMAN

JESUS.. WHO SACRIFICES HIS

FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE AS BREAD AND WINE..

FOR THE LOVE OF ALL OF US AND THE REST OF

NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT AKA GOD..:)

Yeah.. we could have been in ‘The Big Bang Theory’ TV show then.. both of US.. (JESUS OR MIKE… YOUR GUESS HEHe!) top 10.. school material .. well yeah.. i come in at 11 out of 381 tied with my best friend Lynn.. to tale the truth.. the whole truth and nothing but the truth.. like Abe.. but anyway all i can do then.. is play the song Jesus Christ SuperStar in a talent show and i am so rocked by emotional spirit inside.. that after i play the song i can barely walk straight and i already have enough problems with motor control.. anyway.. and the audience of school peers erupt in laughter.. as i look like a roach who has just hit a can OF Raid with a deep INHALE.. OF IT..

OKAY.. i can laugh at it now too.. but then.. it was like my way back in.. the only thing special i could do to be finAlly liked by the crowd.. and i feel then.. that they cannot feel the Spirit of Christ in me.. as it should be so overwhelming it drives a person to their knees in ecstasy of feeling the spirit of GOD inside us outside us.. above so below.. and all around us.. oh well.. anyway.. my mixed striped Dachshund still Loves me Unconditionally then.. before i find him on the side of the road.. escaping the fence later that year.. and greets me when i make the long lonely walk home from school.. and i have to pee so bad that i pee in my pants on my front porch before i get in as i can no longer hold it.. FUCKING CULTURE..

bust a bladder..

cause ya can’t even pee in the woods legal..

on the side of the roads.. FUCK CULTURE.. but i digress.. wInks..;)

Oh yeah.. and then high school.. and i am in the football stands dreaming of being a football star imagining running back and forth across the field carrying the ball to multiple touchdowns.. as i do have fast skinny BARE feet.. like ‘Forrest’ then.. where i get in track for one year.. without getting too sidetracked..

my fellow African American Athlete runners say THAT

white boy can sure run.. but dam.. his legs kick up

everywhere and his feet are all over the place..

hmm.. somethings never change.. wiNks as i digress again..;)

Ah.. 16.. my first Penthouse magazine.. and finally i figure out what sex.. THE ALL THE WAY ACT.. really is.. but Penthouse don’t let you see the ocean inside.. all pink and wet.. in waves of pleasure dome way.. i am curious.. oH GOD YES.. I AM SO DAM CURIOUS.. so i get in front of the mirror to practice dance.. yeah.. just like ‘Napoleon Dynamite’.. although i do not raise my arms to sky.. as where i come from.. that is all too gay.. and boys will be beat to the ground if they even try to do that one time.. but yeah.. i shake my bootie.. and start to attract a few girls at the school dance.. at least enough to dance.. AND even get invited to a Beau dance the year before..

And some dance after.. with a ‘cougar girl’

who is just a year or two older then me..

and too wild for me then.. to get WHAT SHE’S REALLY AFTER..

’cause yeah.. i am still a really romantic boy.. who loves the movie ‘THE WAY WE WERE’ AND I have a crush on a nerd Tom Boy girl named Tammy two years my senior in Beta Club..

and i am crushed when she gets her football hero boyfriend.. and i am just on the sidelines still of life.. and there is my best friend.. Lynn.. who I Love so much as friend.. and Love her so much.. i cannot even imagine having sex with her.. as everyone says it is a dirty thing to do then.. even though your body wants to do it so much.. yeah.. YES!

FUCK YES.. then..

OH nO! THE START OF

MIND AND BODY SEPARATION.. RIGHT THERE AND THEN.. FUCKING CULTURE.. FUCKING RELIGION.. AND THEN FUCKING CATHOLIC CHURCH CONVINCES ME THAT GIRLS WHO DO THE WILD THING BEFORE MARRIAGE ARE JUST SLUTS AND WHORES.. FUCKING RELIGION.. FUCKING CATHOLIC CHURCH.. THEN YOU LIE.. YOU.. YOU LIE.. YOU FUCKERS.. YOU LIE ABOUT GOD’S NATURE..

yes.. a little resentment i guess..

over fundamentalist ways of church life..

so far away from the REAL MAN JESUS..

And yeah.. when i do meet my first real girlfriend.. in the fleshy touchy ways of petting life.. i drill her about IF she is a virgin.. ’cause that is what the grade to attain for girls is then.. and i am so F*KInG uptight about everything.. and the end comes on a dance floor where the song ‘After the Love is Gone’.. comes on.. 10 months into my first Love that feels like an eternity.. and she tales me she just doesn’t Love me anymore..

And i am crushed to BELOW the DANCE Floor of LIFe as that is the first and last human up to that point.. other than family who i feel really loves me deep and will never cast me away.. and she does it so easy.. and i feel i could never do that to another human being.. but eventually do to one girl.. yes two.. years later.. when i get better looking at about age 26.. as i am a sinner too.. who has their selfish moments of coldhearted human being.. when i get a little stronger and can ‘afford it’.. and

GOD teaches me all about humility at ages 47 to 53..

and i do my penance then.. in hell.. in real life then..

with 19 medical disorders.. for trying to be perfect..

to be accepted by the crowd.. and finally i say

FUCK IT.. AND JUST LOVE

UNCONDITIONALLY NO MATTER WHAT..

and rise again.. more FULLY ALIVE THAN EVER BEFORE..

AND yeah.. in between.. after first Girl Friend Sonia.. severe ACUTE depression.. my only REAL friend Renee.. then.. who i meet at the Navy Station pool.. COMING ALIVE shortly again.. like static off and on.. in 1980/81.. who confides in me that her father molests her.. yeah.. the one who pulls a trigger to her head in her father’s bed.. years later.. with a military husband and two loving children..

And she is attracted to me as friend.. THEN BEFORE as she can see the Love still gifted in me as gift provided by my Mother’s Unconditional Love from Childhood.. Renee moves away.. Pen Pal.. for awhile.. College for me.. further away from high school old friends.. lonely janitor job.. social isolation further and further.. until i die inside.. and one early September day in 1981.. spark comes to me in class.. i feel the desire to reach out and open up to other human beings.. i am drawn to the beach..

i just want to escape again in GOD’s arms like I did back then..

in middle school.. when i play the entire folio of

‘Jesus Christ SuperStar’ over and over again..

on my antique piano on River front

grandmother’s home.. yes..

the same piece of land by the pier and the bridge..

here in photos.. home now torn down.. where at age 3..

before i can speak.. i feel GOD as Nature

looking cross that River FEELING THEN..

TOTaLLY COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN..

AS I HAVE BEEN HERE FOREVER WITH GOD ALIVE.. until school.. Catholic Kindergarden first at age 5 starts to take GOD away from me.. in mechanical cognition ways of thinking.. when i become a Straight A more or less.. and nothing else.. Oh and yeah.. side note.. we live a Year in Tallahassee.. closer to my father.. as my mother thinks i need the influence of a father and yes.. she is correct.. but it only lasts a year in bits and pieces on weekends.. before we head back to River Front home.. with my maternal grandmother.. who we call MamaWese.. as her name is Louise..:)

We go to Catholic Private School for that one year..

in second grade.. ’67.. yeah when.. the Beatle’s Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely

Hearts club Band Album comes out.. yes.. i always Love Pop-culture ART..

even then.. like Lady Gaga says it still lives in me.. Applause (the song) hehe!.. yes private school.. financed by

Cajun Grandmother.. who is then..

a fairly well-off business woman..

and the school is much

harder than the

little two story one.. up the hill..

walking distance.. from River Front home..

i have to catch way up.. and get an award for the Wittiest Boy at the end of the year.. i have no idea what that really means until decades later.. as figurative metaphors are hard for me to figure out.. then.. in finer details of definitions and the way i use ’em if they sound right to me.. rather than by definition alone.. unconventionally.. i guess.. make me witty funny then.. and maybe now.. here and tHere hehe!..;)

So yes.. i digress again.. but yes.. the spirit of GOD

calls me to the beach.. i drive in a trance-like state

of mind and body.. i start walking on the beach..

walking walking walking.. hearing.. NO..

NOT literal voices in my head..

but genetic memories of human archetypes of

my cultural religious icons like Moses.. Saint Francis of Assisi..

And yes of course Jesus.. in my mind and heart.. with a chant of i want nothing.. finAlly feeling cries of babies.. in my heart.. in mother’s arms on beach front walk.. and emotional contagion of younger years comes and stronger in mirror neuron.. and oxytocin way.. feeling all the skin in bikinis as far as i can feel.. in heArt feeling and senses one and sAMe.. UNiFied..:)!

My feet connect to grains of sand that are GOD’s feat as well.. the emerald green gulf and sea oats wave with me as i become one with GOD and One and SAME.. yes.. at age 21.. i become enlightened and awakened in a way of reborn.. that no one tales me about in Catholic or Southern Baptist visit churches.. in fact.. i never read about it.. there is no Google then to learn more about the

human awakening and enlightening of being that is as real as the first birth of human life.. no words can describe my experience then.. and when i tale people after i go home in this state of bliss that i am one with GOD people start to think i am crazy and think i’m literally Jesus.. but no.. not at all.. i understand then the path of Moses and the real man Jesus.. and Saint Francis as well.. is becoming one with GOD and no separate human GOD of being…

And all the other myths of metaphors that house the vessels and vehicles of human Truth and Light .. but i have little to no ability to word it like this.. then.. in fact on the autism spectrum.. i have little ability to communicate well in writing or orating any way THEN.. unless i am copying something more or less.. i am just a rote memory of a multiple choice test then.. with what little creativity i have.. stolen from me.. from the multiple choice test world of 14 or so years of school to that point.. before gaining my three college degrees…

So yeah.. i am fully of energy.. ‘they’ call it manic when one is filled with the Spirit of GOD like this.. i need no sleep.. i feel invincible.. i can literally pass my finger through a flame.. and finally do THAT when i am Baker Acted and the Shrinks ask me if am Jesus and i tell them a flat NO.. and yes.. then i literally ask one for his lighter.. flick it.. and pass my finger slowly through it.. slowly..

impervious to

either pain or real visible injury…

Yes.. they diagnose me with Euphoria.. the heaven is now.. they do not live where i do.. it is crazy to them.. they drug me.. i lose the spark in my eyes.. they are gonna send me to a state institution as i am no one there.. not the top 11 student.. and first ever student to be nominated and accepted in the National Honor Society in 10th grade as before then.. only 11th graders attain this apple of the Teacher’s eye of honor.. so yeah.. my in-law relative.. a city councilwoman with clout.. vouches for who i am away from this new experience and place.. and my path to death in life then.. is averted.. in what what could have been a drugged institution.. for possibly.. life..

i go home.. i throw the pills away.. take three months off

from work and school.. until the reality of dark life comes back..

school.. and work.. get depressed.. again.. and

finally open up again.. with three

part time jobs.. and a full load of

TRIPLE MAJOR SCHOOL.. two of which..

THANKS GOD ARE WITH PEOPLE.. AND not

a lonely Janitor job.. or cold hard desk in front of lectures

AT school.. Archeology research associate.. one..

at the University.. in the field.. in the dirt..

Back with nature.. with a real team of flesh and blood humans with a common purpose.. in a stock room in the University Book Store.. too.. with a team of human beings .. with a common purpose of striping books with magnetic strips so text books will not be stolen.. haha.. and breaking down cardboard boxes to the sound of portable radios.. sweat and human flesh and blood with a supervisor of a woman a few years older than me..

And me back to working-out with new innovatively created Nautilus Machines.. getting tanned.. getting stronger.. thicker.. with a muscle shirt on.. and she looks at me and tales me.. hmm.. Fred.. you are distracting me.. so yeah.. i got the wild thing back.. i start to dance again.. at Disco Club 2001.. no pickup artist am i.. but yes.. many dance girl FRIENDS then too.. and yeah.. i keep my Janitor Job too.. as three.. do graduate with degrees in Anthropology.. Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. and Health Science.. with peers calling me Superman of brain power to get all that done at the same time.. and administrators of College asking me what will i do with all that knowledge..

And yes.. toward the end of my work years..

peers of work describing me as

Superman of work as well..

for all of what i do..

in what looks on the

outside as effortless

in how i do it then.. but it is

slowly killing me inside in

repressed human emotion in somatic BODY PAIN..

And on University graduation day.. my mother goes back to school.. for a social work degree that my sister does as well.. we all three graduate in 1983.. together.. and the newspaper interviews us.. and still.. then.. with all those degrees i can still barely compose a coherent paragraph in creative words of Mouth or Pen..

so all i can think to feel to say.. is..

my ultimate goal is to be an Anthropologist..

So yes.. my friend.. maybe my best friend.. of whose face i may or may not see at this point in my life.. overall.. all things considered.. after two decades of studying over 100 thousand people in direct face to face contact as Military Bowling Center Government Employee giver of dirty rental shoes.. sprayed here and there.. then Bowling Center Supervisor.. Manager.. Computer Geek whoSE skills of analysis

ARE OF WORKPLACE value moreover people skills..

Then Administrative Support Assistant to a Captain AT another Navy Station in Pensacola.. back to my original home town Navy Station.. picked up as Community Activities Director.. and finally Athletic Director as a valuable Information Technology person who still don’t KNOW crap about the inner workings of team sports.. all the change takes a toil OF TOLL as TROUBLE.. and brings me finally down to literal human hell of 19 physical illnesses in 2007/08..

INCLUDING THE WORST PAIN KNOWN TO MANKIND.. Atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia for 66 months.. wake to sleep.. Yes.. assessed by modern medical science as a pain worse than the actual torture of REAL CRUCIFIXION.. no three hours.. no three days for me.. 66 months of enduring literal human hell every now of every now.. wondering if i can make it just one more now of hell.. where no drug will touch that pain. but yeah..

i get online on ThanksGiving day of November 2010.. and start writing one word of burning pain at each now.. with screen dimly lit all the way down.. with weak eyes scorching pain in eyes and ears.. like dentist drill without novocaine.. a few inches away from words on screen.. i cannot tolerate color.. cannot tolerate sound..

all there is.. is text.. i dream of text.. scrolling up and down.. all my life is words then.. i become words.. and words become organic.. and i connect to over 100 thousand people online now.. instead of flesh and blood life.. and expand my presence across the Internet waves of discussion boards and finAlly blogosphere..

And now i am flesh and blood and organic words as whole.. masculine and feminine balanced finally.. mind and body SOUL balance as dance in ballet and martial arts way.. FULL HEART OF EMOTION.. EASILY NOW EXPRESSED AS HUMAN SPIRIT.. and in flesh and blood life through the over 4000 miles of public dance.. with volunteer scribers of what i do..

IN smart phone videos of all my dance.. in literally hundreds or perhaps thousands of volunteer voyeur efforts purVIEWING A ‘Crazy Latin dancing solo down in Herald Square’.. i am NOW..

shared all over the world on Facebook..

as just the ‘crazy’ dancing guy..

where they have no idea

that i am both a man of millions of steps..

AND NOW OVER 11 MILLION WORDS online and closing in on 100 thousand photos.. down to the bone flesh in height of male passion.. no less at age 55.. stronger than ever before.. Leg Pressing about a half a ton.. 25 times slowly with my arms raised in air.. like no other male does on Parallel leg press way.. much harder to do than what steroid
dudes do on vertical leg press
exhibitions on YouTube WAY..:)

So yes.. while not getting paid a penny for all of this..
as fortunately.. i am a penny pincher for a decade before
i get sick.. saving it for a Hurricane rainy day for 66 months.. It IS All for Free..
for the love of Human being Life.. Imagination.. and Creativity.. set free as Hurricane Fred can bE..;)

And truly i am A REAL FREE MASON.. NOW..

NOT SOMEONE WHO SITS IN F in LODGES
and just plays by some other mason’s rules

in creativity before.. and yes..
A REAL FREE ANTHROPOLOGIST..

AND YOU KNOW.. TRULY THAT IS WHO BUDDHA..
MYTHOLOGICAL KRISHNA.. LAO TZU.. AND JESUS IS TOO..
THEY ARE REAL FREE MASONS.. AND REAL FREE ANTHROPOLOGISTS..
THEY GO ThEIR OWN iMAGINATION AND CREATIVE WAY WITH THE
HELP OF OTHERS.. BUT ARE NOT LIMITED TO WHAT
COMES BEFORE.. and they already
have it all.. they do
not need to BE
worshipped
and exalted
any further
than just to help
their fellow human beings
go where they attain it all
where no wants of human beings
exist as life.. yes.. human needs
are still real.. human desires of
joy and pleasure are still real
but there is NO want of material
goods of collecting life..
as when a human
being truly
‘dances
naked
and free’ they have IT
ALL and the ONly place left
to GO is GIVING
AND
SHARING..
SO YES.. DON’T
WORSHIP JESUS
BUDDHA..
LAO TZU..
KRISHNA
OR ANYONE
ELSE.. if ya
WiLL.. JUST
SHARE.. JUST
GIVE..
JUST
LOVE YOURSELF
AS GOD AND SAME
AND EVERYONE ELSE
AND THE REAL WORLD
WILL BE WHOLE
WITH
THE
SYNERGISTIC
SPIRIT ALiVE
AND RAiNiNG
A REiGN
OF
HUMAN
GARDEN
OF EDEN
IN THE
HEAVEN OF NOW..
AS ALL COOPERATIVE
SHARING SOCIAL
ANIMALS
LIVE
IN
BALANCE
LIKE A BONOBO
WHO IS JESUS’
REAL
BEST
FRIENDS
IN ANIMAL
SPIrIT
OF
FREEDOM
LOVE
AND PEACE
OF MIND
and BODY
soUL BALANCE
IN
HARMONY
WITH
NATURE
HEaRT OF HUMAN AND NATURE
wOnasONeGODALLONeUSNOWLIGHTANDTRUTHnOW..!.!..:)

And yes.. there is a sonG
for this by Shakira
that i will add
on the top
wHere
the
husband
his her
mind and
the bride
her his ON
fiRe SpiRit
expresSinnG as
emotiOnAl heArt
THAT is hEr miNd
and body soul on
FiRE IN BALANCE
AS
CHiLD
OF GOD
HusBAND
AND WiFE
AsONe
SOuL
WITH
GOD..
EMPiRE
OF GOD..
THE FORCE
IS ONE AND SamE
AS GOD ALiVE IN US
OUTSiDE US.. ABOVE
US.. ALL ArOUND
US.. WHErE LEAVES
OF GRASS
MEADOWS
sINg TRUTH
AND LIgHT
iN EyES
of
US
As
EMPiRe..:)

And now on to the continuing
joy of responding in poetic
expressions to dVerse
links to poetry
on Tuesday
Gender
Bender
theme..:)

Well.. instead of going directly
down on the list today..
i’ve decided to
come to
peace first..
and a piece
of this and a
piece of that
is certainly
any man’s
delight..
but yeah..
what about women..
Oh gOD.. i love women
and i often put myself in
their place when i imagine
pleasing them doing
certain
imaginative
STuFF..
And Intuitively
feelinG as ART
what will
do the
treat
as i
am not
about tricks
when it comes
to pleasuring
the opposite
sex.. just
treats
is all
i’m about
but anyway i
get Katrina
to peruse
my work
for FEELiNG
approval NoW
of how well
i use
my
tool(s)
of male
pursuasiOn..
and i pass her
grade pointing
due North
guiding
due
South
West and
east now
and now
coming
again
where paths
delight in forked
tongues ways..
Forked
Tongues
Way.. that’s
an awesome
F in Road.. to
travel every witch
way
and
loose
wet
and
sticky
licky
pricky
like a
cactus
cocktail
moonhot
night’s
summer’s
sweetie
in
heatie..;)

Culture a board in this
eye and a board
in that eye..
children raised
by computers
and parents
cold faces..
well at least
there are enough
mothers to give Love
to children in this extreme
version of polygamy that
starts at an age close
to puberty.. ugh..
female freedoms
have come a long
way baby.. and
i have to
say as A
6 foot
or so..
234 lb
Blonde
Hair
Lesbian
Living in this
gender bender
theme.. what i
will do if i am
her with those
six other ‘sister
wives’.. is find
someNOW in pleasure
with my newly found
wifey friends.. just to
please them.. just to
please them.. as
that is what
Lesbian
empaths..
female
or MALE..
Love to
do the
most
is
just please
in tasteFUL
DELIGHT..
ANYWAY..
no surprise here..
as cutting off the
pleasure parts of
women in FGM.. is
considered the height
of social status in some
countries.. by the women
who get mutilated for
control.. and
the greatest
of all social
animal
instincts
is that of the
social role..
and humans
will do anything
to either fill that
role
or
be
filled by it..
The freedoms people
take for granted here
are sad..
as truly
we are freer
than ever before..
particularly
women
who
bump
and grind
my front with
their rears in
the dance halls
of life without even
asKinG.. they take what
is theIRS.. now.. and after
all of what ‘they’ have been
through i suppose it is reparations
of sorts.. that i play along with at times..
JusT tO
bE
fAIR..
sMiLes..
Frees Pleasures..:)

Ah.. the science of the human
heArt.. spiRit.. SoUl balance
goes below above
inside
and out..
all around..
and never ever
by a scientific
method
equation
alone..
ALLONE
has no
measure
but
GOD’s hAnds
as they guide
imagination..
creativity
brinGinG
dReams
of
FruiTiOn..:)

Oh stalkers of
human hearts
grown
cold
by parents
grown
cold
by parents
grown
cold..
and we blame
the children
how
sad..
a vicious
cycle..
with
only ends
of hate…

*Necklines lowered
rises lowered
it’s just
human
math
as established
by GOD.. Nature
always wins in
GOD’s eyes..
whetHer or
not the
consequences
and actions are
comfy.. consequences
always follow actions..
in due
and
pointY
measures..:)

Oh wars.. mute
beauty..
mute
empathy..
just mute..
human.. that is all…

*A female fighter LB for LB
will always defeat
a male
fighter
heart
for heart..
as males
are most
often crippled
in this way.. for Life..
by patriarchs that
slice tHeir heArt
spiRit and soUl
Down
rePress
Death
Life..:)

Tornadoes.. lonely storms
without a name..
twirling twirling
Whirling
lungs
no
wonder
they huff
and puff
and die
out
in rampage
murders before
committing suicide
jusTbloWing
wiNds
out..:)

WeLL.. at 55..
i SHOW
tHEm
how
to dance
and can
prove it
too.. heHE..
and it starts
with the divine
feminine of grace
first before man reAlly
comes
aLive
ribs
and
ALL..;)

Stone cold heArts
no wateRing
by parents
starts
descent
of Life
to no
ART
of heArts
SpiRit
SoUl
balance
NOT..
male or female
without heart
dead in life..
simple
as that..
and often
no coming
back in life saddest ALL…

Oh.. co-dependencies
steep in fear.. alone..
often comes as hate..
Ah.. freedoms
start
as
Love
comes
ALLONE..:)

Darkness..
pRice
heArt
neVer
tenDeReD
chiLd’s
garDen
Love
riches
without
Love..
lost..
just
lost…

Words of poetic
heart often
found
in divine
expressions
of female mouths
More often lost
expressions
male..
Just
Nature
but change
is real when one
never gives up
and keeps
trying
to
express
heart as spirit
more deeply
as balancing
soul..
Anything is possible
for never giving up..
with practice
keep
on
trying..:)

http://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2012/12/where-masturbation-and-homosexuality-do-not-exist/265849/

Interesting and brings to mind
recent science that shows
in primitive cultures
where the work
of the night
to make
the little ones
to keep life going
starts at puberty..
in social cooperation
in clearly defined roles
of stuff for subsistence
there are no words
beyond the
missionary
positions..
no homosexuality
no masturbation
and Lord knows
no Peeping
Toms
as they
hunt and sleep
naked and Live
by Love instead
of human nature
repression.. oppression
subjugation.. and illusory
fears.. and they are the
primitive ones..
haha…
sigh…:)

Well.. all caught
up to 14 poetic
expressions..
at 1:15 am..
so yeah 80
minutes divided
by 14 is.. 5.7
minutes per
expression
minus
the other
comments
i make
here..
easy
peacey
breezy
fun it
is..
not sure why
i ever linked
anything there..
as it is mostly
a pain in the ass
after Brian and
Claudia
leaves
cloSinG
narRow
miNds
are not
a place i Love
to visit.. but
never the less
i visit.. still..
after i dust
my sandals
off from
‘home
base’..;)

This is
getting really
long.. time
for another
blog post..;)

5412

Well.. i have to admit.. as i cannot tale a lie..
a metaphor.. yes.. but lie no..
when i first come here i am
very attracted as human
being to your smile
and eyes of
Himali
Shah..
so sincere
and so true
you wear your
emotions in your
eyes and smiles..
and yes.. your Insta-gram
sharing relates the looks
of Angel fluterRing in
WinGs of human
being set
free on
terrestrial earth..
and yes..from all your
words here from start of
blog to end of blog metaphor
Truth and LiGhT of human flesh and blood
same as one with Angel’s WinGs..
and true it is not easy
being a real life
Human Angel..
as they are
most often
even
more
sensitive to pain..
particularly emotional
pain.. as they give so much
that at times folks feel they need
nothing as they are complete as IS
iN Angel form.. but of curse no.. as
with all Human Angels.. Demons
or Devils.. needs come..
and while Demons and
Devils may not
need the
warm
touch affectionate
feelings of human touch
and hugs.. when bright
eyes and smiles
connect to each
other.. Family..
Friends and
Lovers and
Whomever
connects
free in flesh
and blood like this..
YES.. TOTAL STRANGERS
TOO.. until eyes and smiles
and rest of body language
meet in lonely
hall ways
of life
where
all
HUMANS
DAZZLE EACH
OTHER IN SCENTS
AND TASTES AND TOUCH
AND DANCE AND MUSIC
OF SEEING
HUMAN
BEING
FREE LOVE
AS ALL OF US…:)

Sadly.. the more technology
rules the more human
being goes
away..
there is a REAL
ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE
IN SO CALLED FIRST WORLD
nations.. around the globe with
science measures of human empathy
dropping about a-third in the last
several decades.. USE it or LOSE
as in all stuff human being applies..
Poetry online can be a substitute
for that partially in virtual
way.. but never ever
a full substitute overall
for the free flesh and blood
connecting human heArt
expressing human spiRit
in balancing physical mind
and body soUl.. always
now.. as practice of Life..
it is a slow working
real human evil..
and easy to
miss for
some
folks
until one
day they realize
the quicksand of
REAL HUMAN EMOTiOnal
eYes and eArs is above
nose and mouth
and
cutting
off life
at
the
root of human
being.. in physical
and emotional intelligence
the only real kind of intelligence..
that humans have for thousand of years..
overall.. before Standard IQ ways of
human mechanical cognition..
separate
away from
human social
empathic
ways
of
Cognition..
Yes.. this IS LonG
but i can sTiLL
feel this
pain dear..
myself
for
i
am
hu
m
an
too..
and the
world can
be an iceY
palace wHere
flesh and blood
is frozen poles of
popsicle humans..:)

Interesting.. ‘this human archetype’ that is real..

per ‘Lord Ganeshji’.. is portrayed in mythologies across most all cultures.. sMiles.. myths house the essence of Truth and Light in vessels and vehicles of metaphors.. my friend.. Himali.. continuing always now.. with no limits but form as essence is Infinite in Nature.. sMiLES.. AS GOD..:)

5928

Canvas by no name but canvas..
brush my name but human..
us but no name but paint..
them.. paint aSwell.. brush
and canvas too..
i suppose i can
make this a reverse
haibun.. no.. but flow..
yes.. GOD nameless
canvas.. we asOne
children brush
faces color
painting
hues shade
blacks
grey
whites
change
into all of
US we guides
US WE togeThEr
ALLONE let IT Go..
flow.. i cannot tale
what i write a day
ago.. 10,000 words
two days before that..
flow art.. current
ocean streams
rivers bay gulf
paints brushes
CanvasONe..
Some people
will love
to see
the world
end and
others
just brush
just paint
JUST
CANVASonE..
Meteors ART
splash Comets
more nowoneforevermore..
A meteor.. A comet.. A gulf..
dinosaurs freeze..
mammals come
warm
blood
us.. WE
Paint caves
brush canvas
sAMe.. now escape..
God
Holds
hAnds
CanVas
ART
brUShes
painT
Human
touch..
Apocalypse
Love Begins
HumanS uS..:)

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Ah friend X.. yes.. i am addicted to that Unconditional

Tough and Passionate Love thingy.. and oh yes.. GOD yes..

God SinGs to me in streaming consciousness photography..

same as lyrics of poeTry.. i just aim my camera.. and or

keyboard FinGers and GOD who lives inside me all natural does the rest.. and i am often amazed at the messages that come free of charge.. just in Holy Spirit terms of GOD’s synchronicity of cosmic consciousness also known as Christ Consciousness Being.. Free in human imagination and creativity GOD brinGinG human gifts once again.. ALL Natural One among human beings similar and sAMe..:)

And.. oh yes.. there is a day when i am as rigid as stone.. and truly i feel that when human heARt IS emoTioN SpiRit expresSinG.. balancing human body and mind soUl.. THAT IS the definition of getting old.. a state of mind of dying human HeartspiritsouL.. Potential.. Force no longer sinGs human more truLY fulLY Unconditional Tough Passionate Love.. hiGhest Power of human beinG far beyond.. any materialistic goods… yes.. ageless timeless.. genderless.. raceless.. with no nation religious specific subjugation in illusory fears of control.. and or tribe.. the essence of human light that shares.. gives.. and helps one another liVinG in LoVinG balance as well WitH rest of Nature..:)

And yes.. rocking the butt in the dance of the Seafood Festival for me.. and yes X.. everywHere else.. fesTiVal IS a glorious coming dance again..and again.. aGaiN and no.. Fred will never be enough.. as Fred needs lots and lots of help from his friends.. to get most anything done in a day of his life.. stONE Statue or not.. in Synchronicity Album way..

And sure THAT SONG FOR THAT
CAT IN THE HAT..:)

Billy G..
and or
whomever..;)

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Hi.. friend Himali.. a window with a view is so important in life..
and while words provide so many imaginary colors..
colors provide so many meanings for life more..
and truly more than words alone will ever tale..
and these words i write.. are truly new..
other than cutting grass..
my only hobby past
a few video games.. work and TV..
is taking digital photos of my yard..
just once a year.. in fall.. before these words..
for over a decade.. cutting grass.. taking pictures..
playing video games.. watching TV AND cutting
grass the best ’cause i am actually DOING
IT IN mind and body balance..
Cutting grass is only seasonal..
so to connect to GOD like this is
just a temporary hobby.. sadly enough..
truly the closest i am to dancing with GOD
for over a decade..
but still not
free flow
movement
as squares of
preconceived
plans of design to cut
grass paper dolls pre-cut…

So now i live as lake.. yellow boy and red flower..
i am Nature once again.. as i dance with gravity
and no longer against GOD’s way of
balance in SanitY everywHere one
gazes upon the peace of GOD
that lives all ’round
this beautiful blue
green brown orb of
Living GOD’s Earth..

But yes.. photos immerse us in that moment..
a blessing away from toils and troubles
of manufactured mechanical human cognition..
while other animals float ONE breezewinds wITh
Gravity sMiles.. so eYes.. to yoU.. Love
and smiles Himali.. and may NatURe
alWays Live as You.. AKA GOD..:)

WeLL… aGain.. hello friend Himali..
Flowers GOD blooming cycles death life..
Technology.. iFlowers connecting HiVE
Human eYes.. never DiES
as Long as Servers serve..
Perfect Love..
iN practice
alWays works..:)

maKing friendships
sacRed HolY
is GOD’s
greaTest
gifT
to
Human
sMiLES Himali..:)

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mY favoRite aesThetic expressiOns aRe oNe’s inspiRing endLess dReams oF inefFAble fActs.. numBers.. leTters.. woRds.. symboLs.. aLL fORms 4iNeffAble esSence.. GraVity mY enemY oNce.. G8D’s besTfriend.. acCording t0 HawKinG.. maKing frieNds witH GravitY makinG frienDs wITh G*D oNe sAMe.. n0 l0nGer afRaid.. stanDinG sTiLL oR moVing breezewiNds.. balAnce.. bLiss.. ceNter eYes BellY..

n0 loNger swayinG toWers PizZa.. butT yoU fEel whAt i FEeL.. sMiles.. uGh.. UGHX1000.. fEar oF falLinG driVes mE worKing sO manY yeaRs.. N0W.. fl0aTinG wITh G0d’s yEARs sImpLy.. GravITy’S bEst fRiend.. nO l0nger falLing SeAs LAnd.. terresTrial frienDs.. wHere ‘you’ iS ‘me’ sAMe..finAlly SaNE..:)

And yes.. uGh.. i continue
struggleS expresSinG more as Less
StruGgles
liGht…;)

Ah.. iPhone 6s.. simply amazing.. where technology can take us next.. faces no longer washed out in florescent lights.. iPhone photographic magic.. brings face life color back again.. and OMG.. talk about fast.. powerful.. catching up with me.. hehe.. finAlly as my blog posts cannot crash iPhone 6s intellectual prowess.. absorbing mega mega more bytes of challenge swallowing all of what i do.. never upChucking any of me.. haha!.. in blog post ways.. even when it comes to a ‘Super Blood Moon of Truth and Light’ growing every now.. in comments way.. perhaps 20,000 words before that comments section is over with main blog post.. together.. and new one comes tonight or tomorrow day.. in early morning hours or later day.. as wife and mother duties come next.. big world of shopping stores.. while i dance more miles as MiLEsiMagine and create the dance of me alive far more.. in miles and miles of fun JuST BEinG wITh God aLiVe.. but anyWay for N0W..

‘TRUST ME I’M A NINJA’..

T-shirt STaTeS..;)

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There is a nice produce weigh-in machine at Publix..

so today i register my heaviest weight ever in

Fred Dance clothes.. as illustrated in action above.. at 234 Lbs..

AT age 26.. i weigh-in at 180 Lbs.. and workout 5 times a week at the Nautilus gym in Pensacola traveling all the way over there to keep my strength and fitness up.. until about that time when NASWF Military Gym.. finally gets Nautilus Equipment and i get to stay in Milton and do it all for free.. but yeah.. marriage comes.. i buy some cheap equipment for home and only go once a week..

Yeah.. the comforts of marriage.. take first place over working-out then.. i gain weight.. eventually up to about 205 Lbs.. but i am not nearly as vigorous a human being as i am before when most everyday is a workout day and i am dancing at Club 2001 at least once a week.. albeit with a six pack of beer or so to get the courage to get up on the dance floor then.. and let it all swing.. Anyway..

i am a two dimensional athlete then.. just going through the routine of what the Nautilus Machines.. stair steppers.. treadmills.. and ellipticals have to offer.. but the thing is they are machines and to work with machines is to become a robot in physical expression..

OH how i loved to watch football and how athletic it is in ability to move in three dimensions on the field with excellent science defined 6th sense of proprioception.. in a full field of other human beings..

So today.. while dancing my martial arts and ballet all Nouveau Fred style of dance in public stores.. with GOD alone ALLONE.. as my innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive teacher.. while.. when i first start two years ago or so.. a few guys give me some problems in this patriarchal homophobe area.. that sees graceful dance as something less than male.. TONIGHT a guy says i look like an outside

linebacker for a professional football team..

and ha! 55 year old dudes don’t play college ball..wink emoticon

So yes.. perhaps Fred can truly do anything.. and ha! maybe i”ll dance on a team and see where i can go.. but no.. and thanks GOD.. i’m likely lucky i’m not a fearless athlete like i am now in high school.. to play football.. as i have a congenitally fused vertebra at birth in my neck.. only found on MRI scan in middle age.. after experiencing intense neck pain from degenerative arthritis..

THAT is a weak point.. from birth..

where a head-on concussion could make it easier

for me to get a broken neck.. and i’ve always been afraid of heights

more than most and that’s a very good thing in my special

case of human anatomy for sure.. but AnywayX2..

TO have the freedom to truly move like a professional athlete means much more than money to me.. as it is a fearless way of life.. being this comfortable in one’s own skin.. where one does work with gravity instead of against it.. where martial arts and ballet-like skills in all natural movement is truly a Blessing in Life.. and most of all ART OF LIFE.. and the greatest thing of all to me.. IS.. no one teaches me how to do IT.. but GOD..

AND i learn a new ballet or martial arts move from GOD almost everynow i Ballet and Martial ART.. no matter how small or imperceptible it may be to someone else who does not live in my body..

And it is the internal experience IN bliss of freeing all ranges of human emotions and senses IN FREE STYLE MOVEMENT AND BIO-FEEDBACK OF EMOTIONS and SENSES THAT FLOW THROUGH THE BODY.. that does bring the heaven of now.. when one finds mind and body balance.. in regulation of emotions.. integration of senses.. much greater cognitive focus in executive functioning as well as enhanced short term working memory..

People who think athletes are dumb ARE missing half of human intelligence as they cannot possibly suggest this.. when they become this physically and emotionally intelligent..

YES THIS.. the real intelligence of human survival through the ages.. before artificial ways of Standard iQ are developed to truly control and imprison our human natures.. in mechanical cognition wayS of thinking as well as moving like robots stuck in a Zombie Apocalypse coffin of death in life..

IT IS NO small deal..
IT IS HUman Life
IN ALL ITS greaTest Potentials..:)

Well.. this post is over for

now..

but

no..

not finished in ways

of extra-curricular

activities

of

celebrating my

78th Rave Dance Week

with all the cool college age

folks from old Seville Quarter..

Thursday Night..

with

more fun

dance photos

coming to this

blog post..

sometime in

the Wee hours

on

Friday morning

around 3AM

October

2nd

2015

but again for now…

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Super Blood Moon of Truth and Light

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Okay.. so Katrina and i go to the Pensacola Seafood Festival.. and as always they have great bands playing with an almost football field space to dance.. yes.. a grassy area just like a football field.. and by the time i finish.. it looks like there is an entire football game played by the looks of the turf torn up.. by a dance storm of just my feet.. ’cause no one else is brave enough to dance but me.. but for a few minutes.. and pretty much little bitty kids.. but never the less i have a blast.. as all band music moves me moves me moves me..

And i continue the dance at the mall later on in Dick’s Sporting Good’s store.. and seriously if Darth Vader can only learn to ballet martial arts dance like i do.. he will be in a much better mood.. and work for world peace instead of the frigging dam Dark Force side… and ha!.. who needs laser sabers.. when you got.. quick feet that can deliver a fast punch that leg presses half a ton 25 times.. float like a butterfly.. sting like a bee.. and when i was not tearing the turf up.. i float across blades of grass as butterfly.. with smooth winGs..smiles emoticon..;)

I bet if Dancing with the Stars is on in the 60’s Muhammad
Ali.. will catch on quick.. and dance circles around
the professional dancers.. no doubt..
floating like a butterfly is just like walking
on water for metaphor as not only
is one water one
is air one and same..
as well..smile emoticon..:)

Oh.. yeah.. and many more fun photos coming in this blog post somewhere around the ‘witching hour’ of midnight.. on early Monday morning.. or perhaps as early as Sunday evening.. if it is too cloudy to see the Super Blood Moon Eclipse.. with only four set for my life time.. one in 1964 when i am 4.. one in 1982.. when i am 22.. now one in 2015.. when i am 55.. and likely the last one.. if i am fortunate to make it that far in life.. 2033.. when i am 73.. and perhaps i’ll still be dancing at Seville Quarter then.. haha! and all the area stores.. and if i keep going at the rate i am now.. 2000 miles a year.. that will be 36 thousand miles more.. with the already 4 thousand miles… for a grand total mileage recorded of 40 thousand miles..:)

Well.. for anyone who reads my goings on here.. or there..

or ahem.. there.. you likely know by now..

that i am so excited about the 4th Blood moon..

AKA the Super Blood Moon.. first one in 33 years since 1982..

when i am 22.. and the next one will not happen until 2033.. when i am 73.. so yeah ‘the Pope’ makes a ‘special detour’ to my Catholic Church.. so we can get together and talk about these final touches on my blog post for tonight.. and ‘he says’

OH MY GOD Katrina is just the sweetest Angel

‘he’ ever comes across.. NOW..

so ‘he’ insists on getting in a selfie with her too.. as coming above..!..;)

Anyway so.. per reference of the last Facebook profile photo status thingy.. ‘the Pope’ says.. go ahead Fred.. get in the picture too.. so i have one more photo of me and ‘the Pope’.. and yes.. ‘they’ have a big party for ‘him’ at my Catholic Church with more fun photos coming on that.. as soon as the “Super Blood Moon of Truth and Light’ comes again.. later on tonight.. and perhaps into the wee hours of the cloudy Monday morning.. looks like it’s gonna be a virtual photo of THaT from ‘somewhere else’..:)

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Well.. seriously.. i’m not Jesus.. i’m just Fred BUT.. AND A BIG BUT.. yeah an Epic Butt.. what if i could convince the Pope who likely can see further into all these metaphors i provide that i am incorrect about that assumption.. and what IF i could do anything to make change real.. say like just one small change of suggesting the simple common sense TRUTH and LIGHT that there are already enough humans on the earth.. and it is only GOD sense to promote effective Birth Control.. instead of getting all pissed off after the fact.. when women do abortions.. hmm.. seriously.. it’s kinda sad to think and feel.. that Jesus would have to DO A huge epic effort like this to prove he is ‘hear’.. just to get people to SEE THE SIMPLEST OF HUMAN COMMON SENSE WAYS OF VIEWING LIFE.. in balance.. dam IT!

BUT YEAH.. RELIGION AND CULTURE.. THE CAMEL..
AND THE SMALLEST EYE OF THE NEEDLE TO GET
THROUGH FOR BALANCE OF NATURE ONCE AGAIN..

Human beings have become rigid overall..
and afraid of the smallest changes..
as conservative leaning human beings..

And quite honestly..
the truth is they
do not Love God enough
to appreciate the
life they
have now
as heaven
and the only
heaven they will
ever see and by GOD
one need look not far to see
how this terrestrial plane truly
is one small sliver of heaven in
a very challenging Universe of
discomfort.. BUTT.. by GOD
the true secret of
happiness
in my
book
is TO NEVER
EVER LEAVE BOOT
CAMP.. TO BE ALL
ONE CAN BE..
‘GOD IS A
MILITARY
GENERAL’..
WHO IS ALWAYS
ABOUT TOUGH
LOVE.. WHEN
humans get
soft
they
disappear
like any other
animal will..
GOD is
A GOD of
merit
not
A
free
movie
pass
with
John 3:16…

So no.. i ain’t leaving
Boot Camp and if
i GO away from
this terrestrial
plane
while
i’m
still in Boot Camp..
i am sure GOD
will be
pleased
with me..
for honoring
my life
in the
human potential
that GOD does gift
ALL OF US WITH MORE
THAN MOST OF US
REALIZE
WE
DO HAVE
‘CAUSE OF THE
BLINDERS OF RELIGION
AND CULTURE OVERALL
and yes.. science..
overall.. too..
sadly
enough..
as well..

SMILES GLENN..
AND AS always
thanks for
stopping
by and
being
one of very
few real friends
i meet in literally
over 100,000 connections
with people online..
Since Thanks
Giving day
November
26th.. 2010..
yes.. my friend..
THAT MAKES
YOU EPIC
as WELL..
in my
‘BlacK
BookS’..
@lEast..;)

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Honestly.. humans create their own realities..
for those who just do it.. smiles..
and do not rely on historical
precedents to rule their lives..
but of course..
God is free too..
like this my
friend.. Rafiah..:)

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Hi Victoria.. thanks so much for coming by on ‘this post’ to comment on ‘the other one’.. and although these ‘symptoms’ of emotional contagion and tactile sensitivity.. i mention are associated with the Autism Spectrum.. they are also common to folks with symptoms of ADHD.. and of course there is always a spectrum of human being that consists of bits and pieces of most anything possible in life.. both in gifts and challenges.. but the most amazing part is.. humans have truly incredible epigenetic potential.. if challenged enough to unpack the genetic material to do more than a human may have literally thought with reason is not possible before.. when miracles become LITERaLLY NATURaLLY REAL..:)

But anyway.. the best way to limit this
potential is literally
to be cynical
of the light
or fearful
of the dark..

What a wonderful world
it is when one can just
accept the way things
are.. and always
strive to
change
what they can
with patience
perseverance and
the real powerful
human emotions
of hope
faith
AND
BELIEF..
NO one RELIGION
and or CULTURE..
OWNS THESE
INNATE INSTINCTUAL
INTUITIVE GIFTS OF EMOTIONS
AND POTENTIALS GIFTED TO US BY GOD..:)

Sadly.. Victoria.. the difficulty with the text jumping up on my blog
is a limitation with technology.. specific to memory of the hardware
as well as potential limitations of Internet access bandwidth..
and Word Press is much slower than the identical copied
blog posts i have in my Google blogs as linked
on the right hand side of my Word Press page..

I have no problems on my iMac.. And with the new iPhone6s..
with the power of a desktop.. the problem should be solved
in mobile access.. for those who can afford it and care to..
Creativity is a special gift from GOD.. and there is no
Lukewarm for me.. Only fire.. Smiles again..
with biggest grin.. And wINKS..:)

*Side Note..
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12:08 am..
The iPhone6s arrives
at home.. all new and
now moving ahead.. and
i am happy to announce
that technology in
mobile
form
finAlly
catches
up to
my heArt
and bRain
expresSinG
spiRit
iN MiND
and
Body
BalanCinG soUl
so here’s to
ya.. Steve Jobs..
a man of greatness
who starts a path
to catch
up with
me years
later..
sMiles
in MORE
WAYS THAN
ONE..
AS NOW
with a monthly
fee from a cell
phone provider almost
anyone can catch
up with
me.. hehe..
all the kings
men and work
horses..
finAlly
help put
me back
together
again on
‘paper’
like
Drone
Bees..
and Queen
Bees like
Katy
Perry
help
bRinG
back
my
soUl
togeTheR
again like
an Eggman
and Walrus
holDiNG HAnds..;)

*sidenote
ends..
12:21 am..:)

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11:07 pm
and back to
dVerse Tuesday
Poetry links
for the joy
of writing in
poetic expression
to the songs of other
souls.. creating now..
just for
FUN..:)

Ah.. for me..
tRuly heaRt makes
everything easy
losing the
reasons is
hard for me
but well worth
it to live as heArt..
smiles.. with as few
reasons as possible
other than passion for LiFEnOW..:)

For me every human
interaction creates
a new life..
and to
reconnect
with anyone
is a rebirth
of unique
life
like
that..:)

Well.. it seems
your mother
solved the
age old
problem
of the
chicken
or the egg
first..
where
egg
is
equal
to chicken
so it’s
a tie
of
feathers
as yolk..:)

Oh.. the earth
the desert
the mountains
all comprise
a world without
humans and
problems
too.. oh..
humans who
touch this have
no problems now
just breathing
airs mountains rise
NOW..:)

11:25pm…

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Ah yes.. Leah.. Princess Leah.. hehe..;)

OMG.. i didn’t realize you are still basically shut-in since your accident.. so glad you are re-entering the world.. and i can certainly relate to that.. living that way for 66 long long months.. but i did manage to make it to the gym for 30 minutes three times a week.. almost when they closed.. putting myself in another state of fight or flight.. or shall i say life or death.. necessity for survival.. as it was my only little escape from hell.. but still painful AS HELL..

“WELL… ELVIS IS MY DADDY.. MARILYN IS MY MOTHER..
JESUS IS MY BESTest FRIEND.. WE DON’T NEED NO BODY..
‘CAUSE WE GOT EACH OTHER.. OR AT LEAST I PRETEND”…:)

FROM this video Tropico by Lana Del Rey..
before she goes into a wonderful
oration about the innocence of
the human body.. relating
poetic words of
Whitman
and
Ginsberg..
as to how the
BODY IS THE SOUL..
The greatest lie established
by Christianity sometime after
the REAL JESUS.. whose REAL
WORDS of wisdom about
THAT puts him in the
same league
as Whitman
with his
BODY ELECTRIC
IS THAT OUR HUMAN
BODIES ARE SHAME INSTEAD
OF GREATEST SACRED TEMPLE
FROM HEAD TO TOE TO PENIS
TO VAGINA AND ALL THAT
TRULY LIES IN
BETWEEN
THAT IS
HUMAN
TRUTH…
JESUS AND
WHITMAN ARE
basically the same
person in this philosophy
of life.. and IN MY BookS that
is truly what makes
them prophets as
per the real
meaning of
the word of someone
who tries to take the blinders
off of cultural lies and promotes
real human healing.. so yeah.. hell
yeah.. sure in this way.. i do my best
to fulfill that REAL SOCIAL ROLE AS
PROPHET.. BUT YES.. NO WOO..
A REAL SOCIAL ROLE..
AS WE LIVE IN
A FUCKING INSANE
SOCIETY.. where we move
farther and farther away
from the Nature of our
body becoming more and
more like a computer instead
of a human.. of course you
and i not included in that
philosophy of life.. and for all the bullshit
I am given both at the Wrong Planet Website
and the poetry world of organized sharing of poetry
i am no fool.. the ones who do not like me.. do not understand
me.. likely never move their ass off of a computer or keyboard..
and i started breaking out in my underwear to make a poetry
of the human soul as body.. and HA! to be a new age
renaissance Michelangelo Artist in the flesh instead
of stone.. and to go one step further since
the Egyptians and FULLy express a Love
for the Soul as human body
expressed in the FULL
PASSION OF A MALE..
YES.. TO BRING
THE FIRST EGYPTIAN
GOD MIN IN METAPHOR
TO LIFE
IN GOOGLE
BLOGGER
RESTRICTED
LINKS..
AND SURE..
King David from
that metaphor of the
bible.. celebrating the
Lord in so-called more vile
ways than dancing before servant
girls.. stripped down wild and free..
while the conservative leaning folks
likely including his immediate family
chagrin to hell.. while the Servants
smile.. large.. in deeper reservoirs
of the human soul
as body down
below..
Society is Fucking ignorant
where Fucking sex sells
everywhere.. and sure
it does as it’s sacred
and holy.. and REAL..
but oh the hypocrisies
from the bleached
blonde 60 something
year old prudes sitting
in the first row of the
Southern Baptist
churches with
their breasts
pointed
high with
the latest
push up bras..
to Fox News and
clear glass tables
and the longest of legs
under short black and
red dresses.. dolled up
faces and hair.. with
seductive lipstick puckers..
to stimulate the old white
pissed off dudes at
Obama.. for a little
evening news bliss..
I mean seriously.. humans ARE ANIMALS
I MEAN SERIOUSLY society lies to humans
and tells them they are special.. NO THEY
ARE NOT.. CULTURE IS THE LIE.. THE HUMAN
BODY IS THE TRUTH.. AND THAT’S WHAT JESUS
PROMOTES IN THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS PLAIN
AS THE PENIS BETWEEN MY LEGS..
AND THE VAGINA ON MARY
MAGDALENE THAT I’M
SURE HE CHERISHED..
AS otherwise where does
he get the idea that there
will be no marriage in heaven
that HE says is NOW AND NEVER
NOWHERE BUT NOW.. JESUS..
LET’S FACE FACTS JESUS IS MORE
LIKE JOHN LENNON AND WILL
FIT IN JUST PERFECT AT
WOODSTOCK..
A BUNCH OF LONG
HAIRED JESUS’
ARE ALL OVER THE
PLACE THEN.. anyway..
for metaphor of course..
until FRIGGING VIETNAM
COMES.. TO SPOIL THE
PARTY.. AND THEN
DISCO COMES..
AND THE PARTY
STARTS AGAIN..
AND THEN AIDS
AND HERPES AND
ALL THAT STUFF
COMES AND NEXT
THING ya.. know over
here in the states we
got REAGAN.. AND
THE RULE OF PSYCHOPATHS
UNTIL CLINTON COMES
AND COMES AGAIN
ON MONICA’S DRESS..
And that’s when interestingly
people finally figure out that it is
the sexual intercourse act that gets
ya in real trouble.. but spilling the
seed is relatively harmless so now
teenage rates of pregnancy go
way down.. epic job
by Monica.. epic
job.. to
bring back
common sense
to human.. at least
in one small ACT..
of Human SENsuality..
Funny how GOD works..
YEAH.. THE REAL GOD OF NATURE
WILL HAVE ‘HER’ WAY.. AND SHE LIVES
IN MARILYN AND MONICA SAME.. TO
SAVE HUMANKIND FROM DESTROYING
ITSELF.. and i do my little part online
as a SACRED FOOL.. LIKE WHITMAN
AND JESUS.. TO
set THE
RECORD
STRAIGHT..
AND JUST
FUCKING LIVE
LIKE GOD INTENDS
US TO.. FREE IN A SACRED
INSTRUMENT THAT IS ONE
AND SAME ON THE REAL PLANE
OF NOW WITH GOD AS TRULY FREE..
Human Sensuality.. no.. not just the
actual Intercourse ACT for Reproduction..
is a sacred way JUST LIKE THE BONOBO
USES IT.. TO DIFFUSE HUMAN AGGRESSION
VIOLENCE AND HELL YEAH! WORLD WAR
THREE.. SO YEAH.. I AIM
TO SAVE THE
WORLD
WITH
MY
‘PEN iS’
JUST LIKE
EGYPTIAN
GOD MIN
FOR METAPHOR
TOO.. AND FOR NOW
I AM ON THE
SS MIN NOW..
smiles Gilligan’s Island
PUN.. spreading
my seed
of
ALL NATURAL
GOD WISDOM
TO BE FREE..
FOR PEACE
AND LOVE
AND HARMONY
AND TO FUCKING
PREVENT WORLD
WAR THREE!..
but Ha! i’m one
of millions who
are LEADING THIS
EFFORT WRITE NOW
IN MORE WAYS THAN
WRITING FOR DAM
SURE.. and Lana
up there is
DOING A
MIGHTY
FINE
JOB
OF IT
IN THE TRADITION
OF WHITMAN
AND JESUS..
ELVIS
AND
MARILYN..
ALL HEROES WHO
TRULY ARE
IN METAPHOR
THE SAME
PERSON COME
AGAIN
AND
AGAIN
AND
AGAIN..
AS REAL..
AND NO FAIRY TALES
JUST REAL HUMAN
HEALING YEAH..
SURE.. SEXUAL
HEALING
TO BE
ALIVE
AND
FREE
WITHOUT GUILT
AND SHAME
FOR JUST
BEING
WHAT
WE ARE
AS THE REAL
GOD’S CHILDREN
ALIVE AND FREE
LIVING IN TOTAL
MIND AND BODY
BALANCE..
NO SIN..
NO FORGIVENESS
NECESSARY..
THE SIMPLE
MESSAGE OF JESUS
THAT IF TRULY HEARD..
WOULD MEAN..
HE WOULD HAVE
NEVER BEEN
CRUCIFIED
IN THE FIRST
PLACE AS IT IS
JUST FUCKING
HUMAN COMMON SENSE
FOR FOLKS WHO ARE STILL
BRAIN WASHED by controlling
psychopathic leaning folks who
were never loved by their mommies
and told by their daddies to hold back
their tears and keep their hands off their
stiff members below..
and what results
is a fetish
for agression.. rape..
violence.. overall
hate.. and a propensity
for warring ways in
all stuff life..
Jesus let
his hair down
with Whitman
Marilyn.. Elvis..
and sure.. now me..
and so many others
too.. in pop-culture today..
just trying to save humankind
from itself.. by simply instructing
humans to play with their Temples
of GOD once again for Peace and
Harmony no different than our
REALLY AND TRULY SMART
CLOSEST PRIMATE COUSIN
BONOBOS..
WHO JUST
LOVE
FOR
PEACE..
HARMONY
AND TOTAL
ANIMAL HEART
OF EMOTIONS.. SPIRIT
EXPRESSING EMOTIONS..
AND A BALANCING MIND AND
BODY THAT IS THE REAL SOUL
GIFTED
BY GOD
THAT SOME PEOPLE
HAVE AND SOME
PEOPLE DO NOT..
WHO NEVER
UNDERSTAND
THE MEANING
OF
THE
BODY
ELECTRIC..
AND YEAH BABY
I’M ON FIRE AND WHEN A PERSON
IS TRULY FREE LIKE THIS THERE ARE NO LIMITS
OF WHERE HUMAN POTENTIAL WILL GO
BUT THE GREATEST POTENTIAL
OF TRULY FREEING AND
EXPLORING OUR BODIES
AS SOUL.. SACRED
AND HOLY
TEMPLES
OF GOD
AS IS NOW..
IS WORLD
PEACE..
AND A PLACE
WHERE A BONOBO
HANDSHAKE..
LIKE I DO IN
MY RESTRICTED
BLOGS IS
LOVE
JUST
LOVE..:)

JESUS WAS THE FIRST MALE STRIPPER/POET..
no joke.. if you haven’t seen the evidence
on my blog.. as i will quote and link
it here..
and i’m
just hoping
i’m NOT THE
LAST MALE
STRIPPER/POET
IN THE
KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN
NOW..:)!

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

Yeah.. we need a bible of the REAL human soul..
it starts with Playboy and Playgirl..
and i continue THAT
with
FRED..

but yeah.. sure there are plenty
of Internet resources like that..
as yeah.. GOD HAS ALWAYS
BEEN IN CONTROL AS NATURE
NO MATTER WHAT THE
PRUDES SAY..
UNDERNEATH
THEIR HIDDEN
COVERS
OF
GOD..

AND OH GOD IT’S GONNA
BE HILARIOUS WHEN THEY
GET TO REAL HEAVEN
AND HAVE NO
CHOICE BUT
TO SEE
JESUS’
PENIS
FULLY EXPOSED
AND FREE WITH
THE BREEZE AND
GOD.. JUST
BEING
THE GREATEST
GIFT EVER
JUST
BEING
HUMAN
IN THE GARDEN
OF EDEN NOW..
NOT UNLIKE
Tropico my friend..
in the last scene
where the FCC requires
some white garments
to keep it clean.. but
no.. not
in
GOD’s
REAL BOOK
OF THE GARDEN
OF EDEN FREE..:)

RANT OVER..
and thanks for the inspiration
Leah.. this fits perfectly
with my current
‘TrOPICo’..
at HAND
in attempting
to help a few folks
around me..
ALL AROUND
ME.. SmILES..:)

And i hope you get stronger and
stronger than ever and just tell
your intellect to FUCK OFF..
LIKE A POISON APPLE..
LIKE I DO WHEN
I DANCE..
AND STRIP
AND ALL THE
STUFF THAT
JESUS SUGGESTS
THEN.. AS REAL
MY FRIEND..
AND YEAH..
i ride the
Jesus meme..
it’s still like
a world
TIDAL WAVE..
YEAH STILL A
tSUNamI..
but if people can
really SEE ALL OF HIM
LIKE HE WAS THEN..
THEN.. THERE’S
A CHANCE
OF
AT LEAST
ONE PERSON
SAVING
THEM SELF
FROM A LIFETIME
OF MISERY IN A BINARY
IGNORANCE
OF MIND
AND BODY
SEPARATION..
THE BODY IS THE
BRIDE AND THE MIND
IS THE HUSBAND
IT DIDN’T FUCKING
HAVE ANYTHING
TO DO WITH
MARRIAGE
WHEN JEUS
SPOKE
OF
THIS..
DAM
A truly brilliant
man for his time..
too bad we only have
around 18 Percent
of his real spoken
words according
to scholars
in the New Testament..
no doubt in my mind
that he danced and did
martial arts all innate
instinctual and intuitively..
how else could he have turned
over money tables and scared the
crap out of the patriarchs then..
and how else could he float
on land.. like a ballet dancer
that is FUCKING MUCH
MORE IMPRESSIVE
THAN
JUST
WALKING
ON WATER…
AT LEAST FROM
HOW IT
LOOKS
IN MIND
AND BODY
BALANCE..:)

SORRY.. now the
rant is over..
smiles..
ALL
OVER..:)

See ya later..

Frederick..:)

3558

For some feeling ‘this picture’ catches my eye.. but hey.. that’s how GOD speaks to us.. by catching our eyes.. and GOD is always fishing.. it’s just a matter if we see GOD’s bait.. in signs of Synchronicity that become greater and greater as now goes on for those who develop eyes and ears to see and hear GOD’s communication

REAL IN SYNCHRONICITY WAYS.. AND signs.. are Synchronicity and the same AS signs.. that prophets of old see.. prophets of new see.. in similar ways..

GOD is ruled by no human alone.. no creed..

no nothing.. but GOD.. so yeah.. i humble myself

when GOD catches my eyes in signs of Synchronicity and

GOD gives me new ideas constantly to relate them

in new and innovative ways.. as yes.. we are

ALL MESSENGERS OF GOD… SOME LIGHT MESSENGERS.. SOME DARK MESSENGERS.. SOME WHO ARE COLD.. AND SOME WHO ARE HOT..

BUT I’M ON FIRE BABY.. WITH GOD.. NO LUKEWARM IN ME.. YEAH.. WHAT DOES.. FOREIGNER SAY.. CHECK MY TEMPERATURE.. IT’S 111.. IN WORDS OF METAPHOR.. THE SAME.. AS 103..:)

AND YEAH.. i’m going dancing ‘TONIGHT’ at Old Seville Quarter.. with all the cool college age folks.. celebrating my LUCKY 77TH week of raven dancing.. hmm.. raven dancing.. WTF FTW RAVE DANCING Fred Style.. all unique.. just me and GOD..;)

And no.. i care not to learn anyone else’s dance steps..
as it is ALL FREeD WitH ME AND GOD..:)

And the only thing i am looking for tonight
is heArts expresSing emoTioNal SpirRit in
MiND and BoDy BaLanCinG soUls
TO LIgHT UP..
IN HOW I just do IT..
ALL FReED style
wITh GOD..:)

3830

Wow.. woW.. i’m almost speechless.. and haha… that
is most unusual.. you know you FEEL it’s kinda sad..
i could tale these truly natural erotic
stories of human being
but as a male.. my
like ability rating
will go down
even further
heHE.. HAha!..
and sure that’s
okay too.. but
you know you FEEL this
IS humanities greatest
moment where passion
rules the eyes of female
and OR male.. where hearts BEAT
in unison Above and beLOW..
where Lust Rules life..
and brain
has no
rule..
@A point in time
there IS a village
with few rules
but Love..
women are
leaders and
men simply
serve
their
every
desire..
WeLL.. tRuly WE are moving
into an age of Venus where more
and more it is women who are serving
THAT desire with other women.. as overall
males are failing.. ’cause they’ve lost
THAT LOVING
FEELING..
hmm.. there’s
a sonG for that..
and i’m no longer
speechless.. haha..!
but there is no greater
poetry than the poetry
of human lust
as there
is NO greater
creativity
fueled than
THAT by Lust
of Human
Being.. FREE.. ALL those
buildings.. all those roads..
all those Internet lines
and SMART PHONE..
screens..
all start
with a heartbeat
above.. same as below
that fuel a life higher
than
sitting
still
lonely
in a cave…
IT’S NOW.. Go back
outside and PLAY..:)

And i will link this poem
in my comments section
along with this
comment
as this
one is
worth
reading
more than
once for sure..
and sharing as well
of course.. it’s worth
coming here my
friend..
and i am
always touched
by your poetry..
but i don’t
wanna ‘feel’ your
blog UP every time
like this.. so i mostly
like more than TOUCH..:)

BUT sure.. large injections
of me now and then
probably won’t
hurt.. wInks
my friend
and have
a nice NOW..
with pLAY..
thefeatheredsleep..
a user name that
is a poem
unto
her
self..
Ageless timeless
and most importantly
REAL.. just REAL.. NOw..:)

And worth quoting
for me as ah.. she
gets me..
smiles.. again..

“Thank you so much!!♡♡♡ All you say is,
you traverse fields of poetry in your
interpretation of life.
Surely that is the only,
authentication of existing♡♡”

Amen sister..
Few people get
that or do it..
and you do too..:)!

4214

And Now to the joy of responding in poetic
expression to the Thursday Prompt
on dVerse.. with all the poems
linked there.. starts.. now.. AND
Interestingly.. the two
individuals who
were crass enough
to challenge what
my poem meant to me..
last Thursday and delete it..
not only blocked me..
which ever one did..
oN the dVerse site
from making any
comments.. they
blocked me
from
writing
poetic
expressions
in inspiration
of what they write
on their blogs.. as well..
so i will continue to like
their poems as that is
not a block-able feature
to like a poem..
haha!..
and i will no
longer save
comments to
their pages.. i
will just copy
and paste them
here.. with an
asterisk and erase
them before
posting
them on their
sites where the
‘this comment
is being
moderated’ message
comes up.. meaning
in this case i am blocked
from commenting.. so yeah..
in the new age of BLOGGING freedom of expression
people can no longer totally outcast a person..
as they speak in public.. and there is no law
against getting inspired for any thing.. and
writing poetry THANK GOD.. at least
not in the United States..
so yeah..
blogs are a huge
credit to the freedom of
EXPRESSION of human beings..
the most important right
and privilege of
living
FREE
so yeah.. if everyone in the entire
world blocks me.. i will still be providing
a message from GOD and Nature ONE as
i for one FEEL IT.. SEE AND HEAR
IT WITH GOD’S.. EMOTiONS..
SENSES.. ‘EyES
AND EaRS’..
AS GIFTED
TO
ME
N0W..:)

9/24/2015
3:30 pm..

*Oh God.. YeS..
better to be
a bed bug
than
dead..:)

Oh.. the moment
of death.. separation
of light from dark..
appreciating
LiGht..:)

Ah.. when humans
no longer own
humans
no longer
is there
cheating..
always
consensual..
one way or
the others..:)

Ah.. for me it IS ALL so
simple.. only look
at life as now..
and all
there is
is life..
but yes..
i have faced
the specter
of death
twice..
and no
matter
how bad
the pain was
or how empty
my life was..
i wanted to
still live
at that
moment..
so yeah.. at
the time i go..
i will want
to stay..
as i Love
Life..
and i already
know that
Life never ends
in an ULTIMATE
kinda way..
but nah..
it’s intuitive
and i can
not
prove
it IN science
equations..
however.. it is
a way of NO FEAR
IN LIFE THAT WORKS..
PRICELESS LIVING LIFE
WITH NO FEAR
AND ONLY
LOVE..
AS i
already
die AS Life
and Living
IS PRICELESS
WITHINLIFE..
NOWFULLY..:)

*Sitting in the pews..
Southern Baptist
Gospel singing..
i watch people
praise their
death to
come..
and GOD
only tears
at their own
ignorance of
not living life
NOW as Heaven..:)

There is a GREAT Joy
Living Feeling
Living.. i
cannot
imagine
wanting
to go..:)

Smiles.. i never fear.. I live..
Or entertain death..
I’ll cross that bridge
when i come to it
as we all must..:)

As a young man
all i wanted to do
is become a man
before dying..
as an older man
i died in life
and finally
live.. and
no
longer
want
at all..:)

Ah.. yes.. Lover
of the moon
never spurned
until clouds come..
New moon..
and yes.. A
Super
Blood Moon..:)

At least ..my intuitive
feeling IS.. God enjoys
those most.. who Live
the most.. smiles..:)

i have to say
as i age
i have
great
respect
for the darkness
as it makes the greaTest
Light i ever imagine in Dark..:)

i Love the
smell of candles
for the dead in
Catholic Church..
i Live to Breathe
the Life
of
Candles
Lit.. and
as they
smoke i go
as following
trail for NOW..:)

*Winter Springs
Summer Falls..
death and life
rings leaves
fall and
rise
eYes
US..:)

*Ah yes.. nature
thrives
humans
die as worry..:)

Ah.. the first
Fall of Leave..
the first sign
of Spring..
cycle
of
life dies
on.. NOW…:)

WInks.. submitting
‘something’ always new..
NOW Living Art..
Whole
mE
sMILES..
FRIEND..
and who FEELS..
perhaps i will
be the first
to escape death
AS LIFE..
just a practice..
as you know
theRe are
NO LIMiTS
FOR ME
my friend..
again..
just ’cause
it hadn’t been
done before
ain’t Jack
or Jill..
it’s Fred..
haHE..;)

Ah yes.. to put
now first means
only
dying once..
some folks
die all their
life.. endless
death as
worry..
in Life..:)

Ah… yes.. ALL STUFF..
including Mountains..
eventuAlly bEcomes
cosMic dUst
of dYing
STars….
but yeS..
We are Born
of Cosmic
Dust so
Dust is
Life
and
WE are
Stars
INsideiSUni-verse
neurons shining
connecting NOW..
syNeRgies
multi-verses
are we WHEN
wESinGinTune..:)

Ah.. the Soul of Stars
immeasurable
imagination
of human
eYes..:)

The greatest REAL Thrill
of Losing heArt..
spiRit and soUl
in Life
is never
ever fearing
Life again..
once the
REAL PHOENIX
THE REAL REBORN
THE REAL HUMAN
RESURRECTION
THE CRUX OF WHAT
similarly AFFECTED FOLKS
have been trying to metaphor
for
several
thousand
years..
LITERALLY
IMPOSSIBLE
FOR FOLKS WHO
HAVE NOT BEEN
TO THIS DEATH
IN LIFE
TO UNDERSTAND
WHAT RESURRECTION
TRULY
means
or Life
at ALL..

Missing
Leaves
of Meadows
Green

fall

missing

Incomplete..:)

5:13 pm
1:43 minutes
of 18
responses
to poems
so far..
all caught
up to the
herd now..
as maverick
way diverts
this path
once again
for now..:)

Yes.. it’s 11:21 am..
and it’s 9252015
and i’m backnow..;)

aH.. DeatH.. A
greaTest blesSing
fOr deatH
iN
LiFe..
abreeZe
oF moonLight
dArk cLouds LiGhT..
sMiles perHaps ThoTh
AMpleaSedWitHthiSthoT..:)

Candy of a rose still blooming..
Mountain peaks distance
still climbing..:)

GreaTest blesSing death not wanting to go..
GreaTest curSe life not wanting to stay..
GreaTest ALLwaysNOWisALLthaTis..:)

Most terrifying specter
living forever dead..
Zombies live..
Death
survives…:)

Grace is Love by a mother’s
touch like this.. and receives
it and returns it
as such.. Hate
judges
and
accuses
until
IT
FEELSLOVE
unconditiONal
iForONEFEEL..
and WiLL never
leave a human
siDe.. sMiles..:)

FiRst dArk tHen liGht
dAncePlanEts
sonGmoVInG
inspiRingInFiniTyONE
NowforevermorenowON..:)

I for
one Die
twice
in Life
and
literAlly
AM born
again as A
Dance of PoeTry..
Life IS magic when
one comes aGAiN
fulLY aLiVe.. in LiVinG
Waters Ocean BReaTh..:)

Now 60 hours away from
Super Blood Moon..
Synchronicity
comes
in dArk
LiGhts
way..:)

12:10 PM
okay..
technicAlly
IT comes
in 59 hours
and 50 minutes..
ha! in case someone
wants to delete me
for getting
my numbers
off by
10
minutes..
oh G0D..
the nIt
picKers
of Life
willNeVeR
enJoy tHe
ART of GOD
at GREATest
DiStance.. but
sURe.. tHey kNow
ThEY fEEL litTle..
NOT whAT theY dO..;)

Little to no attention
when i die in life
when i life in die
Little to no attention
sMiles
and that’s
just another
parable
friend
Sister
Lynn
at
the
end..:)

12:21 pm..;)

^^^
Seriously you should NOT
have to give an excuse
for HAVING a LIFE..
We live in a very
busy world..
and not everyone
has time to read and
comment.. but i will tale
you this friend.. i for one
enjoy the opportunity to
connect with the souls
of others and truly
Love the
way
Christianity..
REAL
CHRISTIANITY
describes LOVE
as Unconditional
and NEVER EVER
EXPECTING
ANYTHING
IN RETURN..
but yes this
is a practice
that NOT all
folks
practice in all areas of
life.. what i enjoy most
about the Muslim
religion is it is
more than
a Sunday
Obligation
of Lip
service that
dies as soon
as most
of the congregation
exits the door..:)

Anyway.. there’s
always room
for
an
extra
Loving
hAnd..
sMiles
and another
opinion from
a ‘doctor’
in
the
room..
wInks.:)

I’ve written 11 million words
on the Internet in the last
five or so years.. my sister
has read most all of
them.. and she never
comments and
she rarely
visits
me
and she
rarely even
talks to me..
in flesh
and blood
life.. as she
is busy
stressed
out and
just
surviving..
but she
Loves me..
and that’s
ALL
i
Love
about
HER..
sMiles
again..
and
honestly
THAT
LOVE GIFT..
comes
from
my mother
and never the
materialistic
suits and
dresses of
so-called modern
Christian Churches
that i still attend every
Sunday.. where nary a
person even reaches out
a hand during the Lord’s
prayer of Unity.. and nary
a person even sinGs
in Joy for the
gift
of Life
GOD gives
us in Unison..
anyway..
happy
Eid
my friend..:)

12:42 pm..
and
back
at 11:47 pm..

Ah.. time an idea..
but never a reality
until it is measured
in imagination past
nows future presents
present is alive
never
dies
NOW
as Present..:)

Oh.. happy caterpillars
make thin stems
a sacrifice
in fallen
leaves
ah..
leafy green
nutritional
healthy meals..:)

Watching the end of my son’s 51
days of total suffering.. in my
arms.. from time of
birth.. heart
beats go
on after
machines
disconnect..
one by one..
until all his pain
is gone.. yes i appreciate
Life.. as we do not all receive
that gift as LiFE.. BlesSinGs livEon..:)

When the end comes slowly
and never begins when
suffering is only
and life never
ends.. perhaps
then more people
will appreciate Death
as GOD’s greaTest
BlesSinGs.. of LIFe..
and finAlly jUst
enJoy
Now..
like a cat in sand
as midday sun
hugGinG
grass on
a Super
Blood
Moon
Night..:)

09262015
12:06 am..:)

5752

Hi Glenn as always thanks for stopping by today..

with your always kind words of

encouragement for what i do here..

in FLOODING OCEAN OF HUMAN Consciousness

as i have already flooded the streams and rivers.. hehe..

AND YES.. OH MY GOD YES.. for decades i am so uptight about my body.. and my physical intelligence is so dim.. i have to copy my wife walking in stores to feel anywhere close to being comfortable in my own skin..

We live in a world where rocket science is valued over stuff of physical and emotional intelligence.. when physical and emotional intelligence is so real to our nature.. and rocket science for metaphor is only a hundred years old or so.. to full extent..

People have forgotten so much of what we can be when fully comfortable in our skin.. no anxieties.. no illusory fears.. just living now in comfort and peace in harmony connecting with Nature as all sane animals do..

I am just thrilled to escape the retardation of emotional and physical intelligence.. i always feel i am lacking it but have no idea how to gain it.. as it is all innate.. instinctual and intuitive to me now.. where all my life folks present me an instruction book spoon fed for every frigging human step in life..

Well.. many folks have no clue as to what they are missing in a fuller dimensional emotional and sensory life.. and to the fact that our emotions flow through our bodies and are naturally regulated when we find sensory balance in proprioception and the other regular 5 of 6 senses that fully thriving humans can enjoy.. if properly challenged and motivated for change.. through super cool imagination and creativity of Moving Dance of Life as FREE!..:)

It’s a long road for me.. starting with one step at a time in reverse to truly move like the Golden Spiral mean now.. in spiraling way.. as the human who captures prey and escapes predator does.. to be invisible in so-called primitive way.. as real

LIFE NINJA’S WHERE IT IS NO MYTH.. AND SIMPLY

Human Nature more fully expressed in physical

and emotional emoting ways.. of living LIFE FREE!..:)

IMAGINE a place where no anti-depressants and anti-anxiety medications are necessary.. for me it starts once again.. with one step backwards to mind and body balance in a practice of peace and harmony that spreads.. that spreads..

like a real human tSUNaMi

set free from ocean shores..:)

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Interestingly.. the last show.. immediately after we bought our first High Definition Plasma TV is the show Heroes.. and eventually the nerve issues.. per atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia.. ended that pleasure of HDTV.. as an avid TV watcher my entire life.. approaching the end of 2007.. addicted as such.. AND that is very disappointing to me at the time.. sort of like that song Isn’t IT Ironic when you get what you want and cannot use it for whatever reason…

Well.. i rarely watch TV at all.. but my wife watches OH GOD so much.. and whenever she sees something she thinks i might like to share on my blog.. as that relates to what i am writing about.. she points it out.. and i take a few snaps with my smart phone.. in what often becomes synchronicity.. in acausal connecting principle in meaning to me.. as she really has no idea what i am writing about other than the general theme of health and well being.. along with religion and philosophy.. namely GOD..

Well.. every once in a while i will make an exception for the light hearted show.. the Big Bang.. and i actually attempt to watch a little bit of “Heroes Reborn” tonight.. and that experience provides to me.. a reminder of just how harmful TV was to my fuller development as a human being my entire life.. as one becomes trapped in a screen of an injecting of someone else’s virtual life..

And we do not use the output creative part of our social empathic mind to be a full fledged human with heart of emotion expressing that emotion outwardly in spirit of human being.. and of course there is NO MIND and body true balance when one is sitting still.. as sitting still.. is no free flowing movement and actually is a static move of the body’s muscles to maintain one posture for hours on end watching TV..

And of course computers are not much better but at least one is using the right and left hemispheres of their brain in output in thinking.. typing.. and expressing oneself in sign language that is human language in general.. if they are writers as some folks only watch and read what’s on the computer as well.. with little actual output of human social empathic mind in ways of written language.. or others symbols that can express the human social empathic mind…

Anyway… it was my favorite show then.. so i might catch small segments of it grabbing a bite.. but the idea of watching a TV show for around 2 hours sitting still is off the table.. i only do that in a theater if it is something i’m very interested in.. but Thank GOD there is finally no pain .. and i can handle it fine with vision.. on the rare occasions I do go to the Theater or watch a TV show..:)

But anyway.. what we watch we feed our minds and that becomes us overall.. and to watch violent shows.. is a sure way to invite nightmares sometime in the future.. as it becomes part of us.. so yeah.. see no evil.. hear no evil.. and speak no evil.. is a great practice.. as again.. what we watch is what we will become either awake or in our dreams.. all this Home Entertainment stuff is a new experiment of human being.. and yes.. it truly took much of my human potential in life.. keeping myself in input couch potato mode.. instead of moving EXPRESSING HUMAN BEING.. yes.. and in all STUFF oF LIFE.. use it or lose it applies.. and this is certainly a major factor associated with the difficulties of the Autism Spectrum with young folks these days that are mostly brought up by a screen of some sort rather than a touch feely human being..

Yes.. no matter how politically incorrect it is to say it.. Kanner’s old refrigerator parent theory may not relate to more serious cases of Autism.. but it most definitely relates to the higher functioning cases.. whether the child was socially abused by parents or peers for any reason.. or if it is just a case of emotional neglect where the screens become the parent instead of hugs and kisses in flesh and blood human.. with all the incentive to smile back and use other ways of non-verbal expression outwardly to communicate..

Rather than just being absorbed and sucked into a screen
of some kind day and night.. day and night.. until a
human becomes a scream of a screen.. instead of
flesh and blood giver in ways of
human social cognition and
empathy of touchy feely life..:)

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Oh emotions.. senses.. oH.. words.. how they please.. some experience few.. some experience more.. some are rainbows of delight.. with ever changing colors.. deep.. deeper featheRing touch.. OH! imagination.. creativity.. passions.. housing words.. flowing heart beats.. swelling tides.. SumMer moisture brushing shores.. waves in and out.. smooth roughing shores.. never ending breeze cross over.. under beach.. beaches go so deep.. open books with hidden pages.. OH.. so inspiring.. hidden libraries.. shelves that goes so deep.. treasures never ending.. just waiting.. opening pages slowly.. again and again.. always coming back.. living so much deeper.. OH! words… they please..

Okay.. back to scientist mode.. where has the human heart gone.. i mean seriously.. men and women at one point in time used to BOTH live as romance novels.. and now it’s hook up this and that.. and i always love to use the example of the old songs of the 70’s that explore human emotions so deep and nuanced as a loving beach.. and now music is all like wham bam thank you and move on to the next wham bam thank you song.. and to the next and so on.. sadly the poetry i read now.. is often like that
too.. boo who.. i desire it deeper.. more nuanced.. the feathered touch… of REAL POEtRY..

The songs of the 70’s will live on forever
like hearts
do that
explore
the deeper
parts of our
REAL BEINGS
OF Imaginary
Love..
that goes
so much deeper
than wham bam
thank you songs..
bye and
see you
never…
again…
i for one STILL
wanna
sing a song
that lives
forever
and always
comes
back
for
more..

And seriously.. Prajakta.. you amaze
me for a young person to do it
deeper than wham
bam
thank
you songs..
BRAVO..
APPLAUSE..
i’ll be back
for
more
from you
for sure..
it is very possible
that your poetry
will live
forever
as it
goes deeper..
so much
deeper
than
most
this
way..:)

Hey.. i read a lot of poetry..
thousands and thousands of poems..
and when one strikes me like this..
i’m gonna
let that
person
feel it..
in no
uncertain terms..
with a thunderous
clap of thanks..

A REAL poet/song writer
finds magical ways
to touch each
reader/listener
and now
yes.. with
visual arts
Looker’s
eaRs and eYes
heArt in a way
that makes
them feel
the ART
is written
just
for
them..
it’s fun to imagine
one is special..
why not..
be special
is what
i feel..
YES..
and you are a special
young woman.. Prajakta..:)

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So sad that another life is cut short for the distraction of an electronic device.. and i remember Steve from his poetry here.. thanks for providing his full name.. as i am able to easily find his blog again.. from when he last posted with dVerse back in January of 2014.. and i read all his poetry back to that date.. easy to do.. as he is concise unlike me.. hehe.. and yeah.. i for one read 10 times faster than the average human..

my Autistic Super power.. haha!.. like Sheldon Cooper.. smiles.. again.. and what a beautiful soul.. an 82 year old man who still has the vitality to ride a gas saving scooter all around town.. a lifelong violin player.. and a loving soul.. who helps so many people with the disease of addiction.. lending them a hand.. of GOD.. to be filled with Love once again.. instead of a substitute

FOR WHAT tRuly FEELS AS Human Soul in mind and body balance with the all natural power of Love gifted to us by GOD.. as God’s Unconditional Love.. the way your friend Steve expresses that so wonderfully on his blog.. anyway.. i suppose the most amazing thing about a blog.. is.. if one truly opens up their emotional heart.. and expresses that fully as emotional spirit.. one truly does upload their soul forever or whenever the server dies.. hehe.. which ever comes first.. but never the less.. his ashes live on.. for others to feel more than just flowers at a grave site my friend.. and those are at least tears for joy.. of a soul well spent.. and shared.. that goes on my friend.. X.. iN sMiLES..:)

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It’s not easy being an EVO.. truly it’s not.. no.. not a fantasy EVO..
a REAL EVO.. and OR A DIVA.. heehee.. or HeR.. sMiLES..
For me.. True LiGhT EVO’s live in the human creative
miNds wHo are living many thousands of
years.. even more than humans do
today.. overall.. And with
further freedom
of expression
of human being
more EVO’s are
truly awakeNinG
enlightened aGaiN
in Truth and Light
innate instinctual ALL
intuitive WAYs GIFTED
US ALL NATURALLY
By
NOW ALL
NATURAL GOD
ALLTHATIS.. NOW..
SADLY.. some fOLKs
sPend tHeir entire lives
sPending illusions on stuFF
that never truly lives.. where
instead they.. IF they come more
fully Alive again.. like our ancestors..
so-called primitives.. then thousands of
years ago.. tHEY can LiVE once aGain NOW as
Ninja artist flow.. yes.. invisible in mind and body
balance wITh Nature once again.. AKA ALL natural
Force of God that resides inside us.. outside us.. above..
so below.. ALL around us.. as we.. each along with ALL rest
of GOD’s creations are fractals of whole one and sAMe as ONe..
no separation.. when finAlly realized in Truth and LIGHT ASONE
wHoly Soul Alive ALLoNE never aGaiN aLONE..
Now..
JusT
NoW iNfiNiTy
alWAYs iNOW..
yeah.. we are the
iNOW pHones alWAYs
LonG before the artificial thinG
helps us and reminds us.. that
wEaRe
SeLFies
oF
GOD.

Dedicated to two of my favorite EVO
Devo’s.. Christina Perri
and Sia.. who
lead me
‘in reverse’
of two sonGs..
one.. ‘Jar of Hearts’
and the other
‘Titanium’
calling
out
to
me..
just to me
in synchronicity..
way.. in a voice
of GOD ONLY
recognizable
to me..
and yes..
i answer
with ALL of this..
since the Summer
of 2013.. twice
5.5 million..
starting
November
Thanksgiving
day of
2010..
words
NOW
11 million+
as a very
lonG
prayer
to and
from
GOD..
i ask myself..
why me.. a person
totally and permanently
disabled with 19 medical
disorders then.. including
the worse pain known
to mankind.. type
two trigeminal
neuralgia
from
wake
to sleep
for 66 months
as a shut-in
in my bedroom
and i suppose
i will answer
with the sAMe
answer my mother
provides me when
i come down with
a ‘perfect storm’
of human
suffering
then.. with..
WHY NOT YOU..
so yeah.. the
dArk makes
the liGht
and GOD
help me
BE
a Perfect
STORM
OF LOVE..
PLEASE
@LEAST
IN PRACTICE
AND @LEAST
FOREVERMORE
NOW.. AS REAL..:)

AND with that i end for tHiS
NoW wITh another EVO Diva
and a Dark Horse
wHo WiLL come
back again..
after
the Super Blood
Moon Rises
and
Falls
aGAIn..;)

Oh yeah..
and of course
my all time favorite
EVO Jesus AKA Yeshua
a likely rugged real
MAN THEN.. WHO IS NOW
certainly portrayed
in modern western
artistic ways
as a really
pretty female
with a beard
also known as
a Diva.. hehe..
herher.. whatever..
mythological
Krisha..
Buddha..
Muhammad
and yes..
hell yes..
ignorant
new ways
of homophobe
Christians
with all their
big boy beards
and muscle power..
the original GOD
is Elohim.. in
old Hebrew text..
as a duality of
sorts.. and male
and female mix..
and before
that is a mix
of Water and
Earth
as silt
named
Lahmu and
Lahamn and
sure i and
others are..
Fire.. why not..
and speaKing
of Evo’s..
Earth Wind
and Fire too..
YNOT.. and
yes.. we
are all
shining
stars
in a
fantasy
that we
EVO’S
IN TRUTH
AND LiGhT
CREATE
AS
WE GO..
IN THE
PLAY OF
LIFE THAT
IS ALWAYS
REAL NOW
wITh
WE
AS
children
of GOD
one
and
sAME
iNfinity
NOWONe Living
LoVE FREE
iN ECSTASY
NOWas
A real
FanTasY
cOMe
TRUTH
AS
LIGHT..:)

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Ah yes.. my friend X.. to just be.. to find one’s own True Will in Life
is to fulfill our potential as human beings..
and truly efforts to take that away
from other humans beings are
the greatest and perhaps
only real sins in life..
as it is the
Holy
spirit
that guides us..
with our free will..
as the art of creativity
one and same in developing
US into fullest children of GOD
that we can WiLL to be in relative FREE
WiLL working with GOD instead of against
GOD.. Dance is the Naked Life Path that works for me..sMiLES..:)

Yes.. my friend X..
‘Be YoUr Own Hero’..
is actually what
the REAL MAN
JESUS IS TRYING
TO TALE EVERY HUMAN
TO BE.. as he takes the humility
role IN REAL LiFE and suggests
that he is the last and there will
be many other firsts that come
after him.. in greater human
potential.. with the power
of the human emotions..
of faith.. hope and
BELIEF..
with imagination
and creativity
making
Human
DREAMS
come to
fruition as we
move the mountains
of change in greaTest
human potential ForevernoW
More to come in Holy NOWS..:)

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Rosalinda’s Eyes

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Hi..

Alley

Cat..

i am A

very emotional

and sensitive person

in ways of human empathy of

feeling emotional contagion..

as well as super sensitive

to the environment

around me..

particularly

man-made

materials where i

cannot even stand

to touch

my own

pants..

i’ve lived most

of my life with my hands

closed.. around man-made materials..

And i’ve spent most of my life.. feeling all the pain

and joy in the emotions and senses of people around me..

Well.. if it’s happy and healthy.. people i’m around..

it’s a blissful experience.. but i’ve had great difficulty

in life not getting low in mood in feeling and senses..

if i am around people who are negative..or sick..

And yes.. i’ve learned to

regulate my emotions and integrate

my senses much better with my free style art of ballet

and martial arts-like dance everywhere i go in public

for over 4000 miles.. but never the less..

no matter how strong i look on the outside.. in masculine ways of male.. there is a soft heart inside that will always FEEL AND SENSE.. SO much.. and will feel it as well when people do not understand me.. and suggest that i am doing something nefarious when i am just being me..

You know.. and FEEL.. last week when Kazen Sakura and Bjorn gang up on me in that post about Gilligan’s Island.. it was very distressing and the reason i decide to no longer post with dVerse is i start to feel like i am getting bullied in middle school again.. just for being me.. as DIFFERENT.. with no ill intent toward others.. no matter how far from the established norm i express myself then and now..

I was so careful to meet the requirements of that prompt..

and outlined in such great detail how much it meant to me..

and how important the change of moving out of the cave of Plato

is for me now.. as i do this now.. and i made that clear that it was

no hypothetical but a metaphor for my life now in change..

IN THE ACTUAL POST ITSELF

WHEN I SAY I DO PRECISELY THIS..

But still as in times past when i clarify and validate

my existence as human being and people just turn a deaf ear

and a blind eye to me.. that continues to happen in my life..

where people can get away with it..

But yes.. in flesh and blood life..

i am like ‘Superman’ now..

in both strength and courage..

but i will always have that soft side..

that will not harm anyone if at all possible.. and try to make friends..

And last week when i am doing my dance in a small square footage

waiting at the end of the line at Starbucks in the mall.. as usual..

people are videotaping the

‘crazy latin dancing solo in herald square’

and yes there is a song for that.. i provide at the top..

that i am thinking of and FEELING now..

at this point in stream of

consciousness writing

named.. ‘Rosalinda’s Eyes’..

When i am 18 and dancing

with my first Love Sonia..

a half-cuban girl.. whose mother

is from Cuba.. and father..

an old salty

Irish sailor guy..

i dance robotic..

afraid to raise my

arms in the air..

’cause people tell me

that is feminine before.. and it looks gay..

Well.. i let it all go now.. and while i do not raise my arms in ballet-like dance in front of Starbucks.. i float around on my feet like Michael Jackson does in his moonwalk dance.. as hey baby.. this dance thing is my special interest.. and a hawk does not fall out of sky as the hawk practices all the time his or her flying.. and a monkey does not fall out of the trees as a monkey practices his or her climbing and swinging from branch to branch from wake to sleep.. and this dance thingy is my savant skill now..
AS MONKEY AND HAWK!..:)!

And this monkey and hawk.. never fails to
please the audience of people who have
not swung from Chandeliers
(a song for that too)
or flown on
terrestrial
land
like ME
on Butterfly
WinGs..

So a Lady comes up to me..
and tales me she is so inspired
by me.. yes.. just a lady drinking
her expensive coffee at a table
by me.. and a very intelligent
lady.. visiting from
another area of
the country who
has not seen me do
this before.. as my
GOD..
in real life..
i am literally
the most
well known
unknown
person in
the area as you might
imagine for the only dude
who dances in public everywhere
he goes.. in a very patriarchal military
area.. particularly with the shades on..
law enforcement look.. 230LBS of
muscle and all of that..
i am the last
person anyone
will expect to dance..
and i dance as over the
top as anyone might
do anywhere
at any
size and
shape.. so no..
people will never forget
me now.. no matter if they love
me or hate me.. i’ve already made my
mark in dance.. in inspiring people
far beyond anything i’ve done
online..
and to think
it starts with one step
back.. just one step
back and has
evolved
into a Milky
Way flow
of galaxY
in movement..

But here’s the moral of the story..
the main reason i am fearless enough
to do this.. IS i gET naked first and learn
to get comfortable in the gift of Temple of GOD
GOD GIFTS me.. and truly i wish that the popularity
of John 3:16 in the Christian world could be replaced
by Verse 37 of the Sacred Text of the Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas attributed to Jesus
in what i believe is the crux
of a man who says
look within
for answers
and to Nature
no different
than Buddha
naturally does
before.. and other
philosophers of old
and new who escape
the lies of culture used
to control humans for order
instead of their natural limitless
potentials gifted by GOD when
TRULY SET FREE AS
NAKED
CREATURES
OF GOD..
’cause.. we connect
to Nature as God through
all of our body through
literal skin above and
beyond reading
words in the cultural
tool of books..
and when i stripped
down to my underwear online
and no longer am ashamed to be human
and finally make the plunge for the full Monty..
that believe me wasn’t easy.. as i was always
the kid who didn’t wanna get naked
in gym class..
that is what
FREED ME MOST AND
I THEN UNDERSTAND HOW
POWERFUL A METAPHOR FOR HUMAN
FREEDOM THAT THE REPORTED WORDS
OF JESUS ARE IN THAT VERSE 37 OF
THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS
AS IT RELATES
TO GOD LIVING
IN US.. AND WE
FREEING GOD IN US..
WHEN WE NOT ONLY TAKE
OFF THE METAPHOR OF THE CLOTHES
OF CULTURE BUT WHEN WE LITERALLY
GET NAKED AND FREE AND DANCE
ON THE SOILS OF GOD’S
EARTH.. AND BECOME
ONE WITH GOD..
AS THE AIR FLOWS
THROUGH EVERY HAIR
OF OUR BODY.. SQUARE INCH
OF SKIN.. AND THOSE TINGLY
PARTS THAT ARE AT THE
CORE OF HUMAN
LIBIDO AND
CREATIVITY
SQUARE
BETWEEN
OUR LEGS
BOTH MALE
AND FEMALE.. THE FASTEST WAY
TO LIMIT HUMAN ENERGY AND CREATIVITY
IS TO CLOTH THOSE MIDDLE PARTS.. AND TAKE
AWAY HUMAN SENSUALITY AND SEXUALITY FROM
THE MIX OF HUMAN REALITY MORE FULLY EXPRESSED..
TO NAME THE GREATEST GIFT OF HUMAN BEING
IN INNATE NAKED HUMAN LIBIDO AND CREATIVE
POTENTIAL EVIL AS NAKED INSTEAD OF
FREE.. AS GOD LIVES IN OUR
SKIN FROM YES HEAD TO
TOE TO VAGINA TO
PENIS..
TO EVERY SQUARE
INCH OF FLESH WE
ARE AS TEMPLE OF GOD..
AND BY GOD.. THE DAY
THAT MOST EVERYONE
IS ABLE TO DANCE NAKED
AND FREE ON UNRESTRICTED
BLOGS OF FREEOM ON THE
INTERNET IN THE INNOCENCE
OF THE sKiN provided
to them
all naturally
by GOD will
be the day that
Peace and Love rules
the world and
not hard
fists
and guns
of subjugating
heartless controlling
power.. so yeah.. true you’ve met one
person with Asperger’s syndrome and you’ve
only met one.. as some are super sensitive
to senses and emotions and some
are just overall numb to
all stuff in life..
i highly recommend if your daughter
is open to it.. you allow her to free flow
dance in her skin somewhere private to truly
naturally connect to GOD like this.. as to feel
free and comfortable in one’s own skin is to become
more confident and resilient in real life clothed situations
too.. WHEN THEY SAY IMAGINE SOMEONE IN THEIR
UNDERWEAR TO GET COMFORTABLE IN SPEAKING IN
PUBLIC.. PEOPLE do not have to imagine that to get comfortable
speaking to me.. all they have to do is click on a restricted link and
FEEL that i for one AM 100% COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN TEMPLE
OF GOD AND NOT AFRAID TO SHARE IT TOTALLY NAKED
WITH THE WORLD AS SENSUAL
AS MALE CAN
GET..
AND BY GOD..
IF ALL THIS CREATIVITY
I DO HERE.. DOES NOT ATTEST
TO THE EFFECTIVENESS OF BEING
NAKED AND FREELY EXPRESSING
HUMAN SENSUALITY
AND SEXUALITY..
WHAT DOES..
WHAT
GIVES..
i am the only 55 year old
poetic male who does this..
and there is no one who will
be like me.. seriously.. until they
find the courage to dance free naked
in front of the world too.. GOD is GOD..
NATURE IS NATURE.. THERE IS NO ESCAPE
BUT PAIN AND SUFFERING.. TO EMBRACE OUR
NATURE AS GOD GIVEN AND FREE IS TO BECOME
HUMAN AGAIN AND SEE GOD AND FEEL GOD AS ONE
IN US.. AS JESUS SAYS.. THE ‘HE’ THAT WILL RETURN WILL
BE THE YOU WHO FIND GOD IN YOU.. AND I FEEL THE BEST
WAY TO DO THAT.. IS TO GET OUT IN NATURE AND DANCE FREE
NAKED.. AND PERHAPS ONE DAY HUMANS WILL ONCE AGAIN DANCE
FREE WITH HEART FULLY NAKED WHERE LOVE AND EMPATHY WILL RULE
AND THERE WILL NEVER BE FEAR OF RAPE.. OR MOLESTATION OF NON
CONSENSUAL WAYS OF HATE IN THE AIR OF HUMAN
AS WHEN A HUMAN IS COMFORTABLE AND
CONFIDENT IN THEIR OWN SKIN
THEY ALREADY HAVE IT
ALL AND THERE
IS NO NEED
TO SUBJUGATE
OTHERS AND TAKE
THE FREEDOMS
OF OTHER
FOLKS
AWAY
WHEN
ONE HAS
IT ALL
ALLaSOnE
inside outside
above below
and all around!

And FUCK.. IT IS SO FUCKING HARD
TO GET THIS MESSAGE ACROSS TO most anyone
IN LIFE AS THEY HAVE BEEN FUCKING BRAINWASHED
BY THE CLOTHES OF CULTURE SO LONG BUT THE FUCkING
real man JESUS IS MY HERO AND I WILL SPREAD
HIS NAKED RULE OF GOD IN HUMAN
UNTIL MY FLESH AND BLOOD
AIN’T HOT TO
WOMEN
ANYMORE..
HEHE..
IT’S THE
THE THOUGHT
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY
THE REAL HUMAN METAPHOR
OF FEELING THAT COUNTS..
AND I WILL BE FUCKING IMPRESSED
AS HELL TO SEE A 90 YEAR OLD MALE
OR FEMALE DANCE NAKED ON THEIR
BLOG NO MATTER WHAT CONDITION
THEY ARE IN AS I WILL KNOW
THEY FINALLY FEEL
THAT GOD
LIVES
WITHIN
THEM FREE
AND THEY ARE NOT
AFRAID TO SHARE THE
REAL ALL NATURAL
GOD THAT
LIVES WITHIN
THEM AND IS EXPRESSED
AS THE MOST SACRED AND
HOLY TEMPLE OF GOD
FROM HEAD TO
TOE TO TIP
OF PENIS
TO THE
FLOWER
OF THE
FEMALE
VAGINA THAT
TRULY LOOKS
LIKE A BUTTERFLY
AT REST JUST WAITING
FOR ENERGY AND ACTION
OF HUMAN LIBIDO AND CREATIVITY
explosion of life SET FREE AS GOD WITHIN US
FREE
AS HUMAN
FREE CAN BE!

BUT ANYWAY.. in closing i always
love to quote and link the REAL
JESUS HERE..:)

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

And this is how i follow in the
REAL FOOTSTEPS OF THE
REAL FREE MAN JESUS
WHO SEES NO INDIGNITY
OF ‘DANCING LIFE’ WITH RICH
AND POOR ‘PROSTITUTES’ ALIKE..

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/03/free-verse-nude-poetry.html

With accompaniment by the modern
day prophet.. Lady Gaga in ART
and creativity and HA!.. ALLEY CAT..
UNLESS you are a servant
girl.. CAUTION.. you probably
shouldn’t
click on THAT
LINK ABOVE..
SMILES..
yes.. i do
it MOSTLY for the
SERVANT
GIRLS..
WiNKS..
i hope
at least..
for the total of
10K views or so
so far.. in my two
‘naughty blogs’..;)

SO FAR.. SO FAR.. HE AND KING
DAVID ARE.. AND ME! FROM THE REALITY
OF TODAY’S SO-CALLED CHRISTIANS
WHO KEEP
THEIR LEGS
CLOSED
SO TIGHT
AND
DEAD
IN GOD…
I WILL DANCE NAKED
IN FRONT OF ‘SERVANT
GIRLS’
AS LONG
AS MY FEET
WILL CARRY ME
ONE NAKED
STEP
FURTHER..
AS FREE!
AND UNTIL ALL THOSE
SERVANT GIRLS BECOME
FREE
TOO…
AS ME
AND GOD
AS SO WELL
MY FRIEND AsONe!
AND MAY YOUR
DAUGHTER WITH
ASPERGER’S SYNDROME
BE THE FIRST TO HAVE
THIS FREEDOM ON
PRIVATE
SOILS
OF HER
SOUL..
MY FRIEND..
ALLEY CAT..:)

Oh yeah.. and a final note..
on ‘Rosalinda’s eyes’ as this
will be the title of the next
blog post as i address
the ‘evil’ of
human and
cultural clothing..
Sonia was a fabulous
dancer.. me at 18
and she at 15..
she won dance
contests with
her brother
in couples dancing
at a place named
Riverside disco..
yes the same
river place i
am raised
looking across
the river at age
3 and feeling
GOD AS NATURE
FREE! LIKE ME!
and yeah.. she
broke up with
me eventually
’cause i was
too UPTIGHT..
WELL KATRINA
DOESN’T DANCE..
SO IT DIDN’T MATTER
TO HER NO MATTER HOW
UPTIGHT I WAS.. BUT THE
FACT IS I WAS NEVER FREE
UNTIL I DANCE BALLET..
SOLO CRAZY
LATIN
I AM
WITH
CAJUN
GRANDMOTHER
TRUE.. THOSE
LATIN ROOTS
RUN FREE
WITH SIOUX
AND
CHEROKEE..
AS THE GHOST
DANCE OF LOVING
LIFE
IS FREE
IN ME
SOLO
DANCING
IN HERALD SQUARE
BLOWING A HORN
OF SORTS..
OF FREEDOM
MY FRIEND WHERE
THOSE CUBAN
SKIES
ARE FINALLY
ALIVE IN THE
FEAT
OF FEET
OF ME!!!

OH GOD!
LIFE
IS MAGIC
WITH GOD..:)!
AND all those ‘Rosalinda’s
eyes’ i meet along the
path
of
life now..
YOUNG
AND OLD..
who see me
for what
I TRULY AM
AS A FREE CHILD OF GOD!
AS NATURE
sAMe..:)

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“Love is not BEcause
IT IS Despite”

Oh! i Love this
Himali..! quick!
let’s get approval
from the Pope
to add it to the
Catholic
Bible!
sMiLES
of
Him
al
i
LOvE!

WinKS..he’s
visiting
US
tomorrow
i’ll give hiM
aRing..;)

And Catholic
tRuly means
UNiversal
Faith
of Life..
Despite..
TO Love..
Despite..
IS
LiVinG
iN
LiGHT!

ReaSons iS
doGs collars..

Love IS
sMILEs
oN
doGs
FacEs..

Himali..!
bRings!
sMILES!
to me..:)!

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Ha..! Himali..

God helps me make up dance aS i ‘JUST DO IT’..
in words and steps.. And YES.. sonGs aS weLL..
AND that beautiful Dome IN MY SAINT ROSE OF LIMA..
Catholic Church Ceiling.. carries
Voices WitH Choirs of Angelic Host..

And yes.. it is metaphor..
But yes.. it is literal
Truth as
metaphor
as well..
iN LiGhT
my dear
friend..
Himali..
with yoUr
KinD
Unconditional
Love of course
that is nice
to finAlly
share wITh
People wHo
LiVELOVELiGhT
WitH GOD like tHis..:)

God IS Epic
and
so are
ALL
OF WE..
WHEN FULLER
EXPREsSinG
SPiRiT OF HUMAN
HEaRt IN MiND AND
BODY BALANCinG SoUl NOW..:)

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No More HeadLines
DeadLines..
JuST
FredlLines..;)

No More scheduLed
GuideLined
IntructioNaliZed
Poetic Prompts
JusT
wRite!
FREe!D!!

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And now to the joy of responding to
a few poems on the dVerse Poet’s
Pub trail.. in poetic verse
as words come
free..
and then to
the dance of life
all free.. and back
in steps of
words here..
later after
that.. sMILEs of
FUN Life IS when
WiLD and FREeD..
for me..
at least..
for whatever
may come
as comes
as FREEnOW!..:)

Oh.. best of fortune to you
my friend Anthony.. in the
world print of poetry..
and here the poison
tip in arrow
eyes of
Love..
without
Unconditional
heArt and spiRit
expresSinG to go alonG
with THAT soUl can tRuly
bE a poison..
i for one
do
noT
partake..
in cross
carrying way..
but yeah.. Now
i visit.. just for
fun.. HaHa! as Human
DisciplinE for ALL the WiN..:)

oHstOne
iMageSL0ves
gOnePAssimaGinary
LoveRSabsTractsoreal
n0limiTsTonefLesh
whEreLoVe
GRows
aFreSh
AsHorEs
aWasHinGsEa..:)

As i look around
the bars of moon
flowers now
truly it
has never
been more
difficult
to be
a lover young
now than ever before…
no longer a world for romance..
for sure…
heArts lost
in moonlight
stimulating gloom…

Oh.. to change human
nature to restrict
young men
away from
women.. whether
in priests with
imprisoned peckers..
or women hidden
away in brown
paper bags..
from Afghan
generals..
sick fetishes
are the result
and change
truly comes
when all
human
freedoms
are released
according to Nature..
instead of sick twisted
words of religion and culture..
anyway.. my Grandfather said
F it and
left the
Catholic
Church as priest
and exposed this
stuff well
before
now.. in
the middle of last
century.. additionally
with a book titled
‘Behind the Dictators’..
still available for free
with a PDF search
on Google..
i like to
thInk
and more
importantly
feel.. i carry on
his ‘work’ above
and beyond his
ideas
then..
yeah.. rapists
make me sick
and they come
in Dowry form..
too.. all legal
on the wedding
night in sanctified
rape.. as rape
IS
always
when
there
is only
one willing
part of consensual
tasteS.. anyway..
only a sign
of both
weak
men
and
women
false..still NOW..
people will do
anything to be
accepted in life..
no matter how sick
and perverted the rules do get…
Female Genital mutilation is rape as well..
UGH.. some
apex
predator
huh.. feeding..
mutilating now..
on members
of one’s own
species
sick…

LoVe.
alWays
floWer
valUe..:)

Well.. sadly
only five links
so far.. will be
back later..
now.. 3:11 pm..:)

Back again at 12:33 am
to give it another
try on
9232015..;)

So sad when women
become prey
or pride
instead
of Love
of GOD..:)

Well.. Victoria..
both you and
i sing the
Moody Blues
on blog posts
of different
avenues
today..
but still
the moody
blues are a great
poetic prompt
any time of
now for
me as
well..:)

Of course your poem
is brilliant.. they
always are to
me but
more than
anything
else i am
happy
to see
your
‘wife
Shawna’
here today
again..
i’m just
in it for
the social
connection..
F poetry
seriously
F off Poetry..
just
leave
the Love
forWards..
now.. like
cash
in
advance..
and we
will dam
sure
SHOOT
EGGS
WITH
GUNS
of
JOY
and
ROSES..;)

Oh.. images.. of what we
are supposed to
be rather than
realities
of what
we like
to be..
Joy
is Beauty
Loving Now..
whEre essence
of meaning
rUles over
beaUty
moreover
fORm N0W..:)

Puts detective
hat on again..
and wonders
if S depicts
X’s Wife
in photo
above..
S times
X equals
what..
IN
XS..
One tHinG.
i guess..
and i am
dead dam
alive serious
everyt ime
i read tHis
poEm i
see yoUr
soulA
more
and
more..
what more
can you
bRinG
to the
table
of
poetRy
iT jUst
don’t get
any beTter
than THAT!@!iN0W..;)

The younger
i get..
the more
i appreciate
imagiNATiONS..
RULE over
creativity..
sMiLeS..
aLong A
way..;)

Interestingly..
adulterous
women
make
the most
beautiful
children of
all.. and my
wife as offspring
is testament to that..
GOD is Love and Lust
for Life.. and most of all
GOD APPRECIATES LIFE
in all LUST AND LOVE THAT
COMES.. in my friend.. all colors
all creeds.. all nations.. all
sexual orientations and
yes the most
prolific
of prostitutes
as well ALLONE
as one GOD’s
HAPPY
BLOOD
FAMiLY
WitH
NO HoLDS
BARrED..:)

But anyWay..
someOne
2K years
or so ago..
already
is reported
as
saying this..
in other
words..
i am
just
heRe
to
back
HiM UP..
aGAIN..:)

Of course..
Pain is
not comfortable..
but as ALLways the
first stone is GOD.. Smiles..
Humans will never get smart enough
to judge the First and Last stONE..:)

Parables are still effective to get points across to those
who are ready to receive them..
And the first is of the
best in my H opinion..;)

And as a SIDE NOTE here..
Jesus suggests that
the Kingdom of
Heaven is at
HAND NOW..
in us
outside
of us..
all around
us NOW..
AND IN
THIS
KINGDOM
THERE WILL
BE NO MARRIAGE
AND PEOPLE WILL
LIVE AS BROTHERS
AND SISTERS.. BUT
anyway.. if people like
me wanna stay monogamous
and get married for legal
rights i say do as they will..
WHY NOT.. JUST DO IT..
as long as they hurt
no one else
by doing
it..
but yes..
GOD is
AS FREE AS
NATURE.. AND
THAT MEANS WE ALL
SHARE THE SAME
DNA AND
WE OWN
NO OTHER
HUMAN
INHERENTLY
WITH A PEDIGREE
OF PAPER.. UNLESS
THAT IS A CONSENSUAL
WAY OF BEING A COUPLE..

So yeah.. maybe Jesus
is correct and maybe
truly it is
marriage
that is
evil
and not
the roving
eye that wants
to make the most
beautiful strong
child it can..

BUT that’s
not my cup of
tea but it IS that
cup of tea of others..
i CAN respect that..

God plays by NO
HUMAN RULE AND
JESUS IS
ACTUALLY
BRILLIANT
TO OBSERVE THE
ENVIRONMENT
AS WHOLE
before
modern
day science
AND FIGURE
OUT THE SIMPLE
TRUTH THAT CULTURE
IS A DEVICE TO
CONTROL
HUMAN
NATURE
AND NOT
FREE IT
AS GIFTED
BY GOD.. SO YEAH..
THE EYE OF THE NEEDLE..
CULTURE THE CAMEL.. PRISON
OF HUMAN NATURE.. NOT FREE..;)

*SIDE NOTE ENDS..;)

And thiS greaTest
True Love
alWays
LiVES
withIn..
giVinG
jUst
giVinG
whole
WiLL
LOVE..:)

Hmm.. finished
at 1:13 am..
13 poems
total..
for
now..;)

Back again
at 9:06 am..

AND THIS calls for a
CELEBRATION OF SORTS NOW..:)

Ah yes.. bring me to the
Golden stream.. let
me swim NOW
in dream of
real.. past is
gone future
never NOW
IS Golden
Stream
of
Life..:)

i am speechless
truly i cannot
add any
WORDS..
to BE TRUE TO
YOUR VOICE..
SMILES..:)

Thank GOD for the
rebels the reAlly
so-called
crazy
ones who
WiLL challenge
the pre-conceived
order.. sMILES..:)

SIDE NOTE:
somewhat paraphrased
from Viv.. Steve Jobs
and Jesus..;)

*end
side
note..;)

Oh sweet egg shell
of human connections
you shatter so far.. so
few now..
wHere all
the KinGs
menwomen
wITh
glue
try..
just
try..
SO.. connecTinG
Blue skeyes
aGaiN..:)

Ah yes.. the heArt ‘knows’
best now.. the rational
mind is just
a dog
of reason..
and some WE’s
FEEL DOGS
WITH HEaRT
JUST NOW.. JUST
NOW.. the secret
has always been
in dogodog
just waiting
in
plain
site
paws
and canines
FREE.. STILL
REMEMBERING
WHAT IT MEANS
TO BE A FRIGGING
FREE AND FEELING
SOCIAL ANIMAL TRUeNOW..:)

9:39 am for now..:)

Ah yes.. greaTest challenges
of Finding ‘first and last’ Loves
is Losing
‘you’..
and
‘ALL’..
sMiLEs..:)

The End for Now..
10:37 am
NOW..:)

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Hello friend X.. back from dance.. in area stores..

a little nap on my mother’s easy chair.. as we deliver

her groceries.. and back to the lovely art of

responding in heart to the

song of other souls.. and oh goodness..

some nows it’s a boot and some nows it’s a kiss..

and that’s life.. and to be expected for anyone

who dances the edges of the Milky Way..

i am born a rover.. and i am most happy as a rover.. and ha! i don’t even need a home base blog.. as I’m a roving blog wherever i go.. sMILES.. again.. it is very difficult for me to feel negative emotions.. now.. and i always honor people who cross that boundary.. and create that feeling in me..

AS those are the nows that drive me highest to greaTest Lights inside me.. coming from darker areas of life.. expresSing as such externally.. more powerful than before as challenges grow.. and adaptations to

change come.. maKing me always stronger

than before.. as long as i have an

escape if the steaming

‘stuff’ gets too hot..;)

AND a little ‘cross carrying’ builds

strong muscles in an eternal kind of way..

God is real.. I have 100% faith in THAT.. so it’s all a total mix of Light to me..
knowing and feeling 100% that GOD gifts me with both dark and light.. as human..

WITH both the ability and GIFT still for mostly positive..
but yes.. the occasional dip in the cesspools of
Life.. i look at it like a vaccination for
eternity now’s challenges.. more.. sMiLES..

AND i have almost washed it all off..
for the most recent sWim..
sMILEsX3.. and be by
your place in a few..
with my RAmBLIN’ BLOg..;)

HA! and Jesus..
he will get the boot
in averted eyes.. in any
church in my area.. at least..
the real man Jesus..
yes.. including
my Catholic
Church.. but
perhaps the
priest will
have an
INKling
of sorts.. wiNks..
MOsT parishioners
will just
ignore
him
like
he doesn’t
exist.. sorta
like
a thief
in
the
night…
and the saddest thing
of all is they will die not knowing
or feeling it.. when they shun
his hand
during
the
Lord’s prayer..
and Jesus will
only shed a tear for them
again.. Yes.. FEELING ONCE
AGAIN.. GOD FORGIVE THEM
FOR THEY KNOW
NOT
WHAT
THEY DO…
people are alike
all over.. then
and now..
Tears of
Jesus
will
always exist
as long
as human
being
diversity
in relative
human
free
will
lives
on….
iN price
of separation
as well as UNitY..
GOD’SFREEDOM’S WAY
as MANiFEST in HUMAN BEING..:)

Anyway.. it’s been a tough road hiding the reality
that i am Jesus.. incarnate again..
as metaphor of course..
as ha..! i am not
even the same person
i am a second ago..
human beings
are all fluid
evolving
beings
never
ever the
same from
one second
to the next..
so HA! to the
best effect of affect
it is a moot point that
i am a metaphor of
Jesus incarnate
today.. now..
and then..
and
seriously
i could make
a case for it..
grandson of a Catholic
Priest.. a storied one
at that.. a rebel at that..
and my GOD that picture up
there with the beard at
age 22.. with
my father
in blood..
the resemblance
for modern art depictions
is kinda uncanny then..
so yeah.. i shave the
beard off.. put
on 60LBS of muscle
to hide the former
more effete
Jesus Look..
put some
shades on
all the time..
to hide the
piercing blue
eyes that can
see the soul
of anyone
so deep
with
a glance
of only
one
eye
so blue
and true..
And hmm.. well
as far as miracles go..
i’ve outlined all of that
to GREATEST DETAIL IN THIS BLOG..
DOING STUFF THAT NO OTHER HUMAN FLESH
AND BLOOD AT AGE 55 CAN DO.. AND SERIOUSLY
I AM THE EPITOME OF THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH
AS i can run circles around Marine dudes
who are less than half my age..
yes F IN LITERALLY DANCE
CIRCLES AROUND ‘EM
ON THE DANCE
FLOOR
OF LIFE..
hehe..
and does anyone
from my culture
recognize me
or understand
my philosophies
of life.. well one
need only look at
the likes on my
blog to see only
Indian and Muslim
Women.. acknowledging
my existence here with
likes.. so yeah.. that
whole thingy about a prophet
not recognized in his own
local area.. and Okay..
September 23rd is coming
up.. in case you haven’t
heard that’s the
day of
the SOMETHING
REALLY BIG HAPPENING
THAT FOLKS HAVE BEEN
FORECASTING ACROSS THE
WORLD IN TIN FOIL HAT
INTERNET AVENUES OF THOUGHT
COINCIDING AS WELLWITH
THE SUPER 4th BLOOD MOON
COMING ON THE
28TH OF SEPTEMBER
TOO.. AND YEAH.. 23
IS THE NUMBER THAT
SYMBOLIZES SYNCHRONICITY
TOO.. SO WHY NOT JUMP
ON THAT CULTURAL
MEME AND RIDE
IT LIKE THE
WIND.. HUH..
WELL anyway.. most
all religions are
expecting a savior
dude to come again..
it ain’t just Christianity
that is looking for THAT..
I MEAN MY GOD.. even Aleister
Crowley in his ‘The Book of the Law’
forecasts a human like this..
to understand more about
stuff than he does
then.. so perhaps
it’s a person to
represent each
of all religions
that hold this
hope.. or
perhaps
it is one
to represent
them all..
But imagine
what kind of effort
it will take for someone
to really step up to the plate
to make 7 in 1 a reality.. OR SO that
will take A REAL FUCkING EPIC EFFORT..
TO MAKE IT ALL REAL.. AND NO LONGER JUST
A MYTH OF HUMAN BEING.. WELL.. ANYWAY.. THE
CHALLENGE IS THERE.. THE SIGNATURE
OF PROPHECIES AS ALL IMAGINATION
AND CREATIVITY OFTEN
COME BEFORE
THE INCARNATION
OF THAT.. but anyway
there is no way for anyone
to please everyone.. and trust
me.. most everyone is gonna be really
disappointed when this new savior dude
comes and admits he’s just another humble
teacher that is placing the responsibility
ON ‘YOU’ TO GET IN BALANCE WITH GOD.. PROVIDING
WHAT HE OR SHE UNDERSTANDS THAT WORKS..
AND LETTING EVERYONE
MAKE THEIR
OWN CASTLES
OF BEACH
SAND
OR
SHiT…
AS ALWAYS
HUMAN RELATIVE
FREE WILL
IS THE BOTTOM
LINE.. THERE
ARE THOSE OF
US HERE TO
HELP WHO
HAVE ALREADY
MADE IT TO THE TOP
MAKING THE REAL GRADE
IN WHAT REALLY COUNTS
IN LIFE IN PEACE OF
MIND AND BODY BALANCE
IN KIND TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL
LOVING HUMAN BEING..
THERE IS NO HIGHER
PLACE OF HUMAN
BEING THAN
THAT..
AND ‘WE’
ARE JUST CRAZY
ENOUGH TO FEEL
WE CAN BRING
at least
one person
up to
WHERE
ALL OF
WE ARE
NOW
AT…
And honestly
it is amazing how many
people after all these years
will still SCOFF AT THAT..
BUT I FIND GREAT
PLEASURE IN KNOWING
AT LEAST SOMEWHERE
IN THE WORLD
SOME DARK
HAIRED
DARK
eyed
GIRLS
SEE
ME
FOR
WHO
i
am..
just another
humble
teacher
with
piercing
blue
eyes..
blonde
hair that
is no longer
as thick as
it used
to be..
but the touch
of an Angel
that will
melt any
real
woman’s
heart..
with
just a real
smile that
says LOVE
UNCONDITIONALLY
NOTHING REQUESTED
NOTHING REQUIRED
JUST BE
HERE
AND
i
am all
theRE IS
witH
no strings
attached..
but
LOVE.. AND
that my
friend
is TRULY
EPIC..
And as far
as i can see
and feel with
HUMAN EYES
AND TOUCH
THE REWARD
OF ETERNITY
OR 14.5 BILLION
YEARS WHICH EVER
COMES FIRST
OR LAST
FOR
NOW..:)

Anyway that’s just
what the LOVE OF
real FRIENDS CAN
DO TO AN
OUTCAST..
MAKE THEM
INTO
JUST ANOTHER
canDiDate
to frigGinG
SAVE
HUMANKinD
from
ITself
and that
my friend
is gonna
take a whole
army of savior
folks in Angel
form.. and that
my friend is my
REAL TARGET AUDIENCE..
dVerse AND THE Wrong
Planet was more or
less just
a TROJAN HORSE
FOR ALL OF THIS..
BUT YES.. THE REAL
TOURNAMENT IS STARTING
SO I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO
SHED ALL THE NEGATIVITY
NOW.. AS THE REAL GAME
ON
COMES
AGAIN
NOW..;)
AND i for
ONE MUST
GO IT
MOSTLY
ALONE..
BUT..
‘i
get by
with a
little
help from
my friends’..
WITH “ROSALINDA’S
EYES”..THE BEAUTIFUL
ROSE OF
CREATION..
OH YEAH.. I GO
TO SAINT ROSE
OF LIMA CATHOLIC
CHURCH.. MY COUNTY
IS NAMED SANTA
ROSA.. AND
WHEN YOU
COME INTO
TOWN
WE ARE
AT MILE
MARKER
33
ON THE
INTERSTATE…
i could say
more but HA!
what’s
the
point..
this is the
real thing..
after
all..
yeah
it’s GOING
DOWN
FOR
REAL
NOW..BABY..
ALLWAYS NOW
ALLONEiNfiNitY..;)

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/09/fountain-of-youth-roars-free-verse-nude.html

Well.. it seems these days

i spit out 5,000 words

more or less

like

 a

yawn.. and realize

not everyone

spits

like

that..

haha!

or can hang

with THAT..

SO..

i’m

A

Just gonna’

let this one hang here..

’till hmm.. maybe early

Monday morning..

as this will be a great

tribute in celebration

of my 77th week of

RAVE DANCING

WITH ALL THE COOL

COLLEGE AGE FOLKS

AT SEVILLE QUARTER

ON THURSDAY NIGHT AS WELL..

WITH MORE FUN DANCE PHOTOS..

COMING HERE IN THIS BLOG POST

sometime around the wee hour

of 3AM

on Friday

Morning

when RAVE DANCE

ends for me then..

and until Monday as always

this blog post will make an

excellent home base for

online writing

travels..

while my wife and i attend

a Seafood Festival this weekend

as well in the historic downtown

Pensacola area.. which is always

fun.. as Well.. AS a celebration of

our  Pacific Islander friends

who will hold a celebration

after Church

on

Sunday afternoon..

yeah.. Online is fun..

writing is fun.. sharing

is fun.. but nothing will ever

replace the human flesh and blood

connection.. and now that both i and

others have shed

the more

negative

aspect

of my online

travels

THAT just allows

me to have more nows

in

REAL FLESH BLOOD

that TRULY i WISH

MY FEW ONLINE

FRIENDS

COULD

BE pART

of too..

as

i will

show

them always

to JUST Live

Play and Love

with

GOD

Fred style

after ‘14.5 billion

years’ of gaining the

empathy of ‘JOB’.. ‘the Devil’..

‘Lucifer’.. Jesus.. and just about every

human archetype and metaphor

for

this game

named

human

life..

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LOVE

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Well.. if you able to read this..

it means you are somewhat on the cutting

edge of technology.. sadly what i do here.. is still

far past what most computer and Internet technology

is capable of handling..

in fact..

my iPhone5s often

crashes with the load of

multimedia visual megabytes..

i present here in mega art..

BUT!

Technology moves on..

i am really excited about

the arrival of my

iPhone6S

coming

tomorrow as it

supposedly has the

horse power of an

iMAC

DESKTOP WORKHORSE..

THAT LOADS MY POSTS EFFORTLESSLY

LIKE LIGHTENING BUTTER

SMOOTHLY

SCROLLING

DOWN

WITH

FINGERS

OF LIGHT..

but i do NOT have the luxury

of waiting for technology to catch

up with

my

work horse brain

in

MIND AND BODY BALANCE..

WHEN THE SUPER

NOVA

COMES

IT

COMES

AS

IS..;)

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Fountain of Love ROARS

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Hi Sallamandrina.. first of all.. thanks for sharing that lovely story
in German Romanticism about a State Councillor who IS actually a salamander
guarding a treasure ..not money.. but an urn that is the Fountain of Love..
True Fountain of Youth is equal to Fountain of Love..
as we exist as essence
and not as
form alone..
in flesh and blood..
but of course as in all stuff
form expresses essence as well..
We live in a world where those forms
are extended to social roles and as social
animals that is natural and to be expected..
however when the social roles become
cogs in machines.. instead of
a social animal
interacting in cooperative..
and clearly defined purpose
in sharing talents in creativity
for survival.. becoming collecting
tools reining human
instead.. chaos reigns
over human
nature
AND
MOST IMPORTANTLY
BALANCE.. THE BALANCE
OF NATURE THAT IS EVERYWHERE
WHERE SPECIES THRIVE ALIVE..
the fact that you experience
so many deep emotions
iS reflective of your
unique intelligence
as all humans
who are
truly DEEPly
intelligent
experience deep emotions
and sensitive sensory
ways of being..
as that is
the glue
of
memory that
seats our ability
for what modern culture
names as Standard Quotient
Intelligence.. that moves
in lines of sidewalks
instead of
flowing
as emotions
and humans do
when not ruled
by books and lectures
and text on lit up screens..
it’s truly insane and no wonder
why most of the NOWS you might
feel like SCREAMING.. WELL ACCORDING
to Tony Atwood the leading so-called
expert on Asperger’s Syndrome
the only REAL TREATMENT
HE OFFERS IS EMOTIONAL
REGULATION THROUGH
WAYS OF COGNITIVE
BEHAVIORAL THERAPY..
well.. THOUGHTS ARE ONLY
SYMBOLS TO LABEL CONCRETE
STUFF AND THE EMOTIONAL
AND SENSORY ABSTRACT
WAY OF HUMAN LIFE..
and working with labels
is not nearly as GREAT
AS ADDRESSING THE EMOTIONS
HEAD ON where they truly live
in our BODIES mostly in subconscious
ways of being.. beyond words alone..
and EasterN cultures ARE ‘STILL’ USING
bio-feedback of martial arts to discipline
human emotions in regulation and integrate
human senses through mostly regulated styles
of movement.. with some free flow imaginative
creative movement allowed as well.. WELL.. the
HUMAN EMOTIONAL AND SENSORY REALM DOES
NOT PLAY BY CULTURE RULES ALONE.. IT IS INNATE..
INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE.. A GIFT WE ARE BORN WITH..
THAT SOCIAL RULES AND NORMS USE TO CONTROL THAT CAN BE
OVERWHELMING DEPENDING ON EACH HUMAN BEINGS PROPENSITY
TO STRONGER OR WEAKER EMOTIONS AND THE ABILITY TO HANDLE
STRONGER OR WEAKER ENVIRONMENTAL STIMULI AS WELL..
IN BOTH EMOTIONAL AND SENSORY WAYS OF BEING..

WELL.. the tides of nature go in and out and never
ever follow lines of human sidewalks.. the planets
orbit suns.. in spiral flow..
and make their own
sidewalks as they
go..
truly a line of human language
back and forth back and forth..
with colons.. and such
as that.. is restrictive
of our nature..
to flow as
Universe within..
It’s hard to explain that to someone
who is not in the REAL KNOW AND FEEL
OF IT.. so the only way i can really do that
I
S JUST DO THAT AS I GO..
AND hopefully spark a genetic
memory inside somewhere that
says.. aha! i FEEL! I’LL JUST BE FREE!
AND MOVE like a river or planet
without the rules of others
to keep
‘me’
on
SIDEWALKS STRAIGHT LINED BACK AND FORTH BACK AND FORTH NEVER
EVER DEVIATING FROM THE PRISON OF CULTURE AS SPOON-FED FROM
BIRTH..

It IS more than obvious to me when i GO on my own inner journey
to find what i see as much greater Truths and Lights Within as i CANNOT find
that Truth and Light anywhere online or in any book in ‘Real Life’ to cure all
the illnesses i ‘enjoy’ before.. and to find THAT Truth and Light that works
for me.. and to have bliss and joy all the time.. means i WILL have to
go back to what i understand now is TRULY THE WORSE PLACE OF
HUMAN HELL TO GO TO ONLINE.. ON THE WRONG PLANET THAT
IS THE WRONG PLANET BY GOD.. A SELF-FULFILLING PROPHECY
WHERE little humans beings who are shaped into machine
parts come together to stay machine parts
together until the end of their online
time.. MY MiSSiON IS TO GO BACK
AND TO LURE PEOPLE AWAY FROM
HELL.. AS LONG AS I CAN
GET AWAY WITH IT..
AND USE EVERY TOOL..
AVAILABLE IN MY ARSENAL
OF GETTING HUMAN
ATTENTION BY
CREATING
A SOCIAL
MEDIA
CRISIS..
HAHA!..
anyWay.. HELL NO.. I DO NOT MISS
HELL.. I STAYED IN HELL AS LONG
AS THEY LET ME ATTEMPT TO BRING
LIGHT THERE.. AND WHEN THEY SNUFFED
IT OUT.. ‘LUCIFER’ LEAVES WITH NO
REGRETS.. AND BY GOD ASPERGER’S
SYNDROME AIN’T NO RARE SO-
CALLED DISORDER IT IS F IN EVERYWHERE
IN SOCIETY.. it’s just that some folks
get a label.. but as far
as the inability
to share common
interests and achievements
and reciprocate social communication..
REPETITIVE RESTRICTIVE SPECIAL
INTEREST BEHAVIORS..
with little to no non-verbal communication
and the FRIGGING FEAR TO EVEN SHOW
‘THEIR ‘FACE MORE THAN AN AVATAR..
BY GOD POETRY FOLKS WHO I HAVE
BEEN VISITING FOR THE 2 YEARS AS WELL
ARE JUST AS FRIGGING AUTISTIC AS THE
PEOPLE ON THE FRIGGING WRONG PLANET
TOO.. overall.. yeah.. there are exceptions
for folks who escape the MATRIX OF CULTURE
WITH THIS PROPENSITY as well.. but
anywhere the human reality.. the
INNATE INSTINCTUAL INTUITIVE
EVOLVING REALITY OF MOVING
CONNECTING AND CREATING
IS STIFled.. the result
IS FRIGGING HUMAN
AUTISM..
WITH OR WITHOUT
THE INNATE PROPENSITY
for a so-called disorder..

I have a propensity.. i am
diagnosed with Asperger’s
Syndrome on record STILL
now after seeing a psychiatrist
for 7.7 years.. even with a delay
in spoken language until age 4..
because yeah.. i talk real fast..
and go all over the place as i am
F in Interested in EVERYTHING IN LIFE
AND NOT JUST ONE FRIGGING SIDEWALK
TOPIC.. SO I AM A RAMBLING MAN
AND JUST DO NOT TRAVEL
ON ROUTE 66.. ALONE..
YES.. i go allONE
wiTH GOD
as Nature!..:)

Anyway.. i LOVE ALL HUMAN BEINGS DARK AND
LIGHT.. simply ’cause they all inspire me in their
dark and light ways.. AND BY GOD.. IT WAS! AWFUL
INSPIRING TO BE IN WRONG PLANET HELL..
AS I WANTED TO LEARN ALL ABOUT
THE DARK SIDE..
TO APPRECIATE
HEAVEN
OH
SO
MUCH
MORE.. AND TRULY POETRY
IS THE SAME WAY.. THEY KICKED
‘LUCIFER’ OUT AS WELL..
BUT HEY ‘LUCIFER’ IS ALWAYS
WATCHING WITH LIT-UP
EYES.. TAKING IT ALL IN..
SCRIBING IT..
JUST WAITING..
WILLING
AND JUST DOING
IT WHEN IT
COMES
TO
SPREADING
MORE LIGHT..
AND HAHA!
THIS IS THE YEAR
OF LIGHT AND i WILL
BE ONE OF MANY
TO CARRY
THAT TORCH
OF HUMAN
WISDOM..
BOTH WITHIN
AS INTUITION
AND LEARNED
AS REASON AS BOTH HUMAN
TOOL AND INSTRUMENT OF GOD
AS NATURE.. are you exhausted
yet.. haha!..
Love ya friend..
Just Love ya friend
YES.. i JUST DO IT..
from another
SALLAMANDRINA
OR ‘THE DEVIL’..
ANGEL
FALLEN
RISING
ANGEL
I DON’T
GIVE AN
F WHAT
PEOPLE
CALL
ME NOW.. AND YES..
THEY CAN CALL ME
F2..;)
AS LONG AS I AM FREE
TO EXPRESS WHAT i FOR
ONE OPINE’ AS TRUTH
LIGHT
AND
LOVE..:)!
NO HUMAN
GOD RULES
ME.. ONLY
NATURE AS
GOD GUIDES ME..:)
I’M JUST THAT WOLF
DOG IN THAT BOOK
BY JACK LONDON
SET FREE
WITH FANGS
OF FREE
AND LOVING
LICKS OF
LIGHT..;)
WITH TEARS
OF TRUTH SOMEWHAT
UNIQUE TO US HUMAN
BEINGS
WHO
FEEL
SO MUCH..
SO MUCH..
SO
VERY
VERY
MUCH….
:”)…
WitH A
DrOOL
OF
LOVE
TOO..:)

Frederick

1269

So true.. Zee.. NOTHING IS RANDOM IN LIFE
as what i know.. feel.. and intuit.. more fully as years go
by.. wHere the darkest nows of Life are the
brightest leading energy for now
at a now later..
i almost embrace
darkness now..
in fact i can
say confidently
i do embrace darkness
now.. as just an opportunity
that will bring me to greater Light..
some folks are cynical of the Light
and fearful of the Dark..
i for one
am
Cynical
of the Dark.. sMILES
in Loving both the
dark and light
as
REAL
with endless
possibilities
of purpose
and meaning in life..
and yes.. with that in
mind and heARt.. my
weekends last all now
long.. but noT having
to work is just
the perk
to make
all THAT feasible
in A world that does
not care what
human
beings
feel… from birth
to death.. rigging
cogs in machines
until they no
longer
turn
a breath
of Life as
MACHINES VS
TRULY LIVING
FREE NOW AS NOW
BEING HUMAN FREE.:)

THIS WILL PASS
as always
as change
is the
TOP
bottom
human
LiNE..:)

PS.. i always
LOVE the
music you
provide.. as
it complements
the emotions
of your words
so well..
SMILeS..:)

1473

Hi SOHEIR.. the Muslim world
presented by Muslims i meet
is so much different than the
Muslim world presented in
Protestant churches
where i live..
it truly is
a Lovely
peace making
religion in every way
in Spirit of
all who come
to GOD
as ONE
Force..
when presented
as it is in the video
you so kindly provide..
sadly when
we make any human
a quarterback
we create
team vs team
instead of
ONE
human
race
with
GOD
as our Driving
Force and Co-Pilot
wHere GOD takes
our hand as
instrument
therein
to
LIVE
greater
ALIVE
AS FREE..
with GOD in
balance and Harmony..
And at least in my Catholic
Church the Pope readily admits
that the same God lives in all
religions and all humans
are worthy
of the
Love of GOD
in that Unique
Unconditional Tough
and Passionate Force
as Love that is GOD
as human
winGs
of
LOVE..:)

1625

Hi Zee.. Nature is tRuly the arm of GOD always
waiting and willing to reach out and touch us.. if we have
the opportunity and or ability to escape the
trap of human cultures.. etc…
as Muhammad does in
cave.. Jesus does in
desert.. and Buddha does
underneath a tree with sMiLES..:)
And this weekend just reminds
me to treasure the Light in
TRUTH AND LOVE..
connections i find
on the Internet
share them
well IN
expresSinG all i can..
but to commune much
more with Nature and
flesh and blood human
beings than i have been
doing the last two years..
on a mission as hard as i can
try to share a little Light and
TRUTH of what I see deeper..
i have learned in my 56 years of
life now since conception on or
about the equinox of 1959..
and yeah.. me and
my wife celebrate
our 26 years of
consummation
of GOD
given man
and woman
relationship
TODAY
SEPTEMBER
21ST.. SINCE
1989..
that some people
these days just use
to hook up with..
but FOR me
it is always
monogamous
with or
without
marriage..
as GOD gifts
me as monogamous..
that not all human males
share and some females
as well.. but that too is part
of GOD’s gift of Nature to
human being
and i am
but a speck
of dust
to judge
GOD
IN ANYWAY..
TOTaLLY
FREE AND UNCHAINED
BY HUMAN IN ANY BOOK..
LANGUAGE.. CULTURE..
RELIGION..OR
SCIENCE..
ALONE..
THE WORLD
WiLL BE A WONDERFUL
PLACE IF MORE PEOPLE
CAN
RESPECT
GOD
AS
FREE
AND
HUMAN
AS WELL
AS CHILDREN
OF GOD.. FREE..!..
AND ALL
NATURAL
IN ALL THE
RAINBOW COLORS
GOD MAKES
HUMAN
TO BE
OR
NOT
TO
BE..
Hope! all yOur
NOWS gain greater
Light and treasure
in Truth of LOVE..
my
friend..
Zee..:)

1923

Ah.. Zee.. skeletons of emotions so varied..
so nuanced.. so deep.. and so shallow
at times.. buried deepER in heArt’s
protecting shadows of being..
but what i feel now
is this is LiFE STuFF
and without
emotions
there is
not much
left.. but anyway..
the songs express
those emotions continuing
so well with your words.. if i CAN
sell the PiLL of happiness i Live now.. i CAN
cure world peace.. but i know the other place
of deep feelings of depression and no feelings at
all.. i only hope that joy comes your way.. as i FEEL from
the greaTest depths of darkness in life CAN COME THE
GREATEST LIGHTS
OF PEACE
OF MIND
AND body
in balance
at least..
where
one
is whole
as ONE with GOD..
it takes me 53 years..
you are so young my friend..
and TRUST ME IT CAN AND
WILL GET BETTER AS NOWS
COME
TO
YOU
my friend..
with sparks
of you
within
LIKE
A ‘FIREWORK’
SHINING BRIGHT
AGAIN..
and yeah
there is
a song
for THAT
as well..
by Katy
Perry..
sMiLES friend..
FIREWORK
prayers have no
distance.. space..
or time..
and you
my friend
are
in
my prayers..
where Life and
Shit Rain TRUTH
EQUaLLy as
FIREWORK
DaRK
AND
LIgHT..:)

2133

HI.. ALLEY CAT..
i find a shirt almost just
like ‘that’ today.. at
‘SPENCER GIFTS’
AT THE CORDOVA MALL
saying.. ‘I Love Pussy’..
and of course i
take a picture..
but i will have
to wait until
the next blog
post to talk about
THAT pussy ’cause the
one i just do is ALL
filled up
with
STUFF..
ANYWAY..
NO orientation..
is the BEST
ORIENTATION
for me.. guide
within..
no longer
external.. kNOW..;)

I always
LOVE Cats
as long as
i can remember
and feel.. i’m
just a CAT
man
DO
that’s
all i
do..
CAT
man
DO..
da da da
da.. DO…
and there
is a song
by THE
POLICE..
all about
that.. that expresses
the human meaning
of life.. in direction
of
NON
Verbal
GUIDANCE..;)

2261

Ha..!.. Himali.. i remember Life before TV.. before i am 7.. there is no TV in home.. just a static filled radio.. and no color TV until 16.. that blows up in a year or so.. in smoke.. and no more color until i am 26 ..and can afford an old console TV that has faded color.. but truly now.. i find all my colors in human emotions.. in the heArt of me.. and give me three feet and sand.. to connect my feet to GOD’s Earth as home US DANCE!.. and i am the air.. the AiR.. that has so many more colors as Rainbow inside.. and honestly for 53 years.. i never fully know.. MOREOVER.. FEEL.. what i am missing then..

Yes..!.. tHere are vast other dimensions of human emotions..

that some humans may never experience.. as they are not owned

by cultures.. religions.. or languages.. in terms of words alone..

THere are as many nuances of emotions

as there are stars in the Universe.. as truly when

the human inner Uni-Verse is more fully opened..

it is as Neurons.. as stars inside the Galaxy

of our minds.. just waiting to go

AND CONNECT.. wheRe no man or woman has gone before..

But to even come close to putting this in words.. is of course..

impossible.. but for the smile on a Dog’s face.. like me..

Air Rainbows expanding
into Never
Land Free..

And yes.. thEre’s a sonG
for tHAT.. too..

Ah.. yes.. so much noise technology brings..
but truly the inner human is another Universe to open
and explore on its own.. far more intricate
and nuanced than any computer or TV
will ever be..
sMILES OF
POSSIBILITIES..:)

2539

OH GOD!.. Alley Cat.. i love that sonG.. ‘Wild Child’ by Kenny Chesney.. and i have to admit.. while i am strongly versed in most music.. i am a little weak in the area of country music.. i think it is a left over aversion of sorts.. from ‘that’ part of culture where i live.. that is so rigid and discriminatory of human differences.. in my youth.. but never the less.. again.. i Love that sonG WiLd ChilD.. and yes.. eight letters.. i will join in.. on THAT REFRAIN FOR SURE.. HAHA!..

AND here’s a little
sonG.. my friend
Alley
Cat that relates to
the Stray
Cat i am now..
when i sit in the last row
of Catholic Pews.. swaying
smoothly and wildly
to the tunes of written
and singing verse through
the whole rigor more roll
of Catholic Mass..
and if you think i can
write poetry that is nice
as you say.. and i don’t
mean to brag
but yes..
no holds
barred with
singing as dancing
with me.. i ain’t afraid
to let out the soprano
with the bass.. like
the ballet with
the martial
arts..
Something about
that 230LBS of
all muscle man..
that is the instinct
of human
without
fear where people
sense human fearlessness
and let THAT be free.. yes.. the
missing link in western religions..
martial arts for both defense
and peace of mind
AND BODY
BALANCE SO
COMFORTABLE
IN ONE’S OWN
SKIN..
and
peaceful
KUNG FU
RELATIONS
IN PRACTICE
WITH ALL AS LIONS
WALKing TALL AND
SOCIaLLy cooperaTinG
in pride of LiVinG
uPright
and
NEVER
FEAR!
YES.. SANTA CLAWS..
SAINT CLAWS
OF LOVE
RETRACTED
YET KNOWN
TO BE
REAL
AS FEARLESS
TOO..:)
And a step above
Kung FU as that
teaches bowing
and LioNs never
bow.. holding tHeir
heads free with GOD..
and Tigers too..!

So anyway.. what i feel and FEEL FOR SURE
AND WHAT i know later after FEEL comes
first.. as always.. GOD speaks to me
in synchronicity ways..
and i only make a few
friends ALONE
the MONOLOGUE
ASPERGER WAY
on Wrong Planet
trail.. with another
outcast from Autism
online community
homes.. and she is like
me.. yes.. you kNow her before..
‘Mind Retrofit’.. who like me is overwhelmed
by the ‘prophecies’ sensed in theatrical productions
as that relates to personal psychologically
acausal connecting principle
of synchronicity speaking
in GOD’s terms expressed
as human creativity..
NO HOLDS BARRED..
NO TIME.. NO DISTANCE
NO SPACE.. AND WHAT
PSYCHIATRISTS WILL
LIKELY CALL SOME
KIND OF DELUSION
EXCEPT FOR JUNG
OF COURSE..
AS SCIENCE
NEVER EVER
RULES
GOD
ALONE..
OR THE
DSM5 OR IV
OR WHATEVER
AMERICAN
PSYCHOLOGICAL
ASSOCIATION MANUAL
THiNKS it’s in CONTROL..

SERIOUSly.. THOSE GUYS
AND GALS..
WHO WRITE
THOSE
MANUALS
mostly
are
basket
cases
to begin
with.. small
trees spaced
IN WEAVE
far apart
with RAReLy
a forest
ALLONE
TO SEE THE BIGGER
PICTURE OF HUMAN
AND REALItY SaME!..

They’ll call this gibberish too..
as hell.. they’ve never been
to heaven
like me
and or
US..;)

So.. as you might
remember.. very vaguely
from ‘Revelation 66’..
when i first come to
dVerse.. i speak to
my reality of how
creativity still
speaks as prophetic
words of human
being same as
bible of old..
whether in a big black
book or in my case
‘THE BIG LEBOWSKI’
MOVIE ABOUT BOWLING
ALLEY LIFE.. THAT OF
COURSE I FOR
ONE CAN
RELATE TO
IN SYNCHRONICITY
WAYS.. but anyway..
‘this is the money
baby’.. all these
WORDS.. and
you are the
detective..
‘007’..
and perhaps
you are the
guy or ‘woMAN’
or perhaps all seeing eye
in pArt ALLONE entity..
in the bar with the mustache
who likes the ‘dude’s style and
or THAT
detective who says
the dude is
in bed with
everybody..
in other
words
HE..
yes.. the
dude..
excluDEs
no ONE
FROM
hIS CLUB..:)

BUT LIKE my little prophecy
of Gilligan’s Island i make
in transparent but hidden
forecast from some
dVerse folks..
i already FEEL
i’m gonna
get the
boot..
last week..
and it is like
a GOD wInK
for me but
not for them
to see..;)
And yes.. my friend
Alley Cat.. who will change
into someone else tomorrow..
you are welcome outcast as
well on this desert Isle of
Seven or twelve or whatever
number suits
synchronicity
in bow
and tie
as well..
but anyway.. in the new age..
it is much less painful
to get deleted from the
Wrong Planet
and Online
Poetry
sites.. than
getting burned at
the stake.. or crucified
for HAVING ASPERGER’S
SYNDROME.. seriously..
Jesus has Asperger’s
syndrome.. Buddha
too.. and yes Muhammad
as well.. in androgynous
all loving women style..;)
with AN ALL encompassing
special interest of GOD..
SO stroNG that people
miStake him..
3 or 4 hundred
years later..
ALLONE
FOR
ALLONE
ALONE..
SERVENT
OF GOD..
SAVANT
OF GOD
ALL
THE
SAME.. AS HISTORY
SHOWS OVER AND OVER
AGAIN.. WHEN ‘WE’ COME
AGAIN.. SmILES.. GOD
SMiLES AND WiNks
with US
Friend..
Alley Cat..
as outcasts
on thIs Desert Isle..
wherever Desert
Isle exists
in
TRUTH
AND LIGHT..:)

God is a God of Merit
PERIOD..
NO HOLDS
BARrED..
POOR OR RICH
SERVANT OR FREE..
MAN OR WOMAN..
GENTILE
OR JEW
ALL
AS
FREE..
NO LONGER
SEPARATE..
ONE BLANKeT
of
LiFE
both inanimate
and animate
sAme!..!
N!

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Yes..! my smart stray
cat friend.. ALLey
CAT..
We WiLL
F88KinG
FunKinG
ParTy
wITh
AnGel
KLINGon
Wings..;)
OH GOD..!
i am so looKinG
forWard to the
SEVENTH INSTallMENT
OF THE FORCE AWAKENS
IN DECeMBER.. (if not before)..;)
yeah i kNow.. KLINGons are in
Star Trek.. but
they all have
the
sAMe
GOD..;)

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Sand of Blue
Sand of Kind
Sand of US
Sand of difference
Different are we
Blues sands
White sands
ways
with Red
streaks
freedom
steals..:)

‘Cold hearted Orb..
Rules the night..
removes the colors
from our sight..
Reddish Grey
and Yellow White..
but we decide
which is right..
and which is
an illusion..”

1967..
Moody Blues
‘White Satin’
A renaissance
of human emotions
in art.. fueled by a new
age of psychedelic drugs
captured in prophecies of
music alike.. as old of new
and new of now.. as old
and same as knowNoW.:)

When i hear this song back in the 60’s
there is no doubt i hear the voice of
GOD in it far beyond
the mumbling
latin masses
of then..
that puts
me sound
asleep
borING
pews
of death
in LiFE..

It’s unmistakable
for those who hear
and see the voice..
and i’m just
lucky that
i do not
do
drugs
to get
thERE.. no
different reAlly
than Beatle
Boys and
Moody
Blues..
or big
black books..
or lies AND TRUTH
AND LIGHT.. WE
MUST
DECIDE
FOR OURSELVES
WHAT IS
WHITE
OR BLUE..
and poetry
is a map to that..
as long as others
do not make
THAT
DECISION
FOR
US..:)

And the journey
and path goes on..
with road blocks
and detoUrs
but
toUr
for sURe..:)

How can i not be
in heaven
when
i speak
wITh
GOD..
and see GOD
AND HeAR GOD
all creatURes..
all STUFF..
all places
all nows..
i for
one
EXiST
ALLONE
NEVEREVER
A
L
oNE..:)
Thanks ALLey Cat..
or Pussy Cat..
pussy cat
pussy cat…

Ah.. when
males and
female
CATS..
just
play..;)

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First IS DARK
THEN IS LiGht..
Movement as Dance
Sound
as SonG..
and then ‘GOD’
saYs
GaME ON..

in a small.. yet
large and unique
Alley Cat voice..X..;)

Somewhere along the
line some human forgets
to play..
as a result
we have
huge cultures..
religions..
and
in
general
sidewalks
and straight lines all the way across a page of life afraid to go up or down..

i mean seriously
WTF..

I FEEL SERIOUSLY..
4FuN..
i pLay
FTW..

Doesn’t anyone even
hear
GOD
anymore..

See God anymore..

can NOT ANYone see
that human
is GOD’s
playtHinG…
dAM..
jUST DO IT
BABY
PLAY
WitH
IT..;)
Be like an Ice Princess..
be the Queen don’t be
Frozen
let it
ALL GO
FLOW
PLAY
WITH
GOD
IN EACH
OTHER TOO
AND THE REST
OF NATURE GOD2..:)

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Ha! yes.. X.. i have to admit this ‘Fountain of Youth ROARS’ post LITERALLY..
crashes my iPhone5s.. once today.. having to reBoot it to get IT back..
hopefully the iPhone6s will be resilient enough
to handle this expression of me.. heHe!RE..;)

Yeah.. our Catholic MONSIGNOR MIKE always tales us how Jesus reduces
613 original Jewish Laws and commandments down to two
that are the Golden Rule of LoVING God UnconditionAlly
and OTHERS AS OURSELVES..
problem is when folks
don’t like themselves
very much..
they cannot
Love either
GOD or other
humans and often
nothing of the world that
extends outside.. up and down
all around ’em.. in living color so
yeah.. they become the ‘GREYS’
OR REPTILES OF BIG BLACK
BOOTS STOMPING
ON HUMAN
FREEDOMS
MOST
OFTEN
in what
i for one
see in human cultures
and religions same as well
and hell.. even science too..

Anyway.. Love excludes no one..
so if the preacher can’t walk the talk
in what they actually preach.. like limiting
sacraments to a certain GOD GIVEN
SEXUAL ORIENTATION OR
WHATEVER.. YES..
WE ARE STILL
LIVIN’
IN THE
OLDEN DAYS
OF DARKNESS
OF HUMAN
HATE
OF
FALSE ANTI-CHRIST WAYS..
AND YEAH.. THEIR EXCUSE IS
JESUS IS AN ONLY MAN
GOD.. WHICH IS
ALSO TOTALLY
OPPOSITE
AND AGAINST
WHAT
HE PREACHES
ABOUT THE
LAST BEING
FIRST..
AND ALL
OF
THOSE
HUMAN
HUMILItY
THINGS..
then THEY attribute
those made up rules
of the paraphrased
old testament..
to him 1500
or so years
later..
and now
3500 years
or so later.. ugh..
sidewalks.. human sidewalks..
of misery and suffering one and same…
GOD FLOWS LIKE AN OCEAN NOT
LIKE A TRICKLING
HUMAN
STREAM
OF
DIFFERENCE..
ATTEMPTING TO STREAM
THE OCEAN IN A LITTLE
BITTY
STREAM
WAY
OF BEING
OCEAN..
OCEAN
WILL HAVE
NONE OF THAT
OTHER THAN INPUT
HERE OR THERE..;)

BUT anyway.. back to the
line of thought back up
there with our good
friend Alley Cat..
the Big Lebowski
movie is an excellent
satire of Jesus H. Christ
coming in the 20th century
and how he will perform his
duties as sacred clown.. to show
the hypocrisies all around him..
as that relates to HIS Christian
teachings and not the metaphorical
Republican war mongering
way of being..
and that is truly
being a student
otherwise known
as disciple of Jesus
not just to talk some
talking points but to take
up a pair of sandals.. and go
out and touch someone… anyone
with the power of LOVE.. now just NOW..:)

http://www.popmatters.com/column/165034-takin-it-easy-for-us-sinners-the-dude-and-jesus-christ/

Oh and as it turns out the representation of Jesus in the Big Lebowski
Movie is also some sort of prophet with a salient
69 cents comment about 9/11 on
his checkout
line..
with GW
Senior
on
TV..
just passing by..;)

And in the movie the Giver
“JEFF” comes back again..
to help the
‘little
Lebowski’
as metaphor of
course in synchronicity
again.. no time.. no place
no space.. no distance
only now
AND MEANING
COUNTS..;)

And LIKE the movie
I Frankenstein
they suggest
‘HE’ IS DANGEROUS..
HE MUST
BE STOPPED..

IT’S just a
human archetype
that never goes
away as long
as
human
lives..
not one
person..
never
JUST
one
person..
again..
a
HUMAN
ARCHETYPE
THAT IS SHARED
SINCE THE
DAY OF
THE
NOW
FIRST
SACrED
Clown/
Fool..
Lao Tzu
Buddha
Jesus..
perhaps
the big
three but
never the
less MORE
UNTOLD MANY
SOLDIERS/SERVANTS
OF GOD TRUE
AS NATURE
TRUTH
AND
LIGHT
YES..
MANY ONLY
KNOWN TO
GOD
AS
LIGHT
AND TRUTH..
AND THAT IS WHAT
JESUS MEANS BY MORE
TO COME WHO DO MORE
THAN
HE..
AS ANY TRUE SERVANT
AS SOLDIER OF
GOD IS JUST
THAT
AS
HUMILitY
FREEING
HUMAN
BEINGS..
never a
King
or Ruler
in Political
or Religious
Since..
in Truth
and Light..
ALLways
supPorTinG
PLAYers..:)

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Fountain of Youth ROARS

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Well.. there it is..

THE cover newly arrived

through Amazon avenue of delivery..

And my understanding is the roar this iPhone6s MAKES

that will also be coming in the mail.. by way of Apple and AT and T..

on or about September 25th.. three days before the SUPER Blood Moon.. yeah.. i like astronomy too.. IS close to twice as fast in COMMUNICATING ROAR POWER.. than my old iPhone5s.. so watch out world.. the roar is gonna get EVEN LOUDER.. IF YOU think and feel it is loud BEFORE.. OH YEAH.. they say it makes even better photos.. THAT sounds like FUN TOO!..;)

Anyway
there is an appropriate
song for THAT too..;)

Find as much meaning
and purpose in ALL STUFF
OF LIFE THROUGH ALL CULTURES..
THROUGH ALL RELIGIONS.. THROUGH
ALL ART.. THROUGH ALL SCIENCE..
THROUGH ALL DARK AND LIGHT..
DANCE LIKE NOW IS HEAVEN
ALWAYS NOW
AND YES..
YOU TOO..
WILL LIVE..
IN HEAVEN2!…!1..:)

You know and i feel.. Himali.. i will Love to read and see all those Harry Potter movies and books.. but i think i am living magic real instead..:) Yes.. magic takes time.. to work.. lots of focus and effort in practice of imagination of dreams manifest in human creativity.. to make it A real thing.. of human happiness.. just white magic for me.. but my cousin is into black magic.. ugh.. i don’t like black magic.. ughx2..:)

Oh by the way.. that is my princess friend in the photo with me..

but you are my Angel friend.. a step above.. sMILES Himali Shah..:)

Haha! yes.. we will dance and write poetry like playful angel friends together with winGs on terrestrial land.. even thousands of miles away.. as there is no time.. space.. or distance in this kind of human way.. my friend.. it is the fourth dimension named LOVE..:)

Start slow… Rafiah.. one step.. at a time.. THEN BUILD UP… and don’t just climb the mountain.. BE THE MOUNTAIN.. hmm.. i think i’ll get a job with NIKE.. sMILES MORE.. perhaps a new way to ‘walk’.. i suggest starting by walking backwards.. builds muscles that are never used before.. then twirl like a ballet dancer.. and move like the planETS as GOD.. no i won’t work for Nike.. i’ll just DO POEtry for FREeDOm wITh GOD instead of against GOD’s gravity..:)

My full name according to ‘the book’.. means peaceful ruler strong and keeper of the land and i am a junior too.. as my father didn’t accomplish all of this.. so i have to finish the rest of the dream of my Grandfather.. the Catholic Priest.. smiles..;)

And what does your name mean.. in Pakistan culture.. friend.. Rafiah..:)

And true most people over here.. just like the sound of their name..
instead of meaning.. but yeah.. as always for me at least..
meaning OVER FORM.. smiles.. again..:)

People always call me reliable at work and school..
what i do now.. is do my best to be a reliable friend..huh..;)

Hmm.. i missed tHIS OnE..
regarDing LoVing and
FeelLinG Love.. AMEN..:)

It’s all about human soul..
and as usual theRe is a Pop
sonG for that too..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/09/change-iamsuperman2-free-verse-nude.html

Hi my friend X.. to me family is ultimate and worth working very hard for..
and i try to practice that like a Mona Lisa everyday.. where eyes of me
look in all directions of human heArt SpiRit and
balancing mind and body SoUl..
and in doing so i have literally written
over 1000 deep and meaningful short poetic
micro-expressions to total strangers..
mostly through the avenue of dVerse
not unlike the Video i present today
of the Sun is shining and so are you..
and when the light comes back
albeit in small individual
quantities..
in connecting Lights of
human family.. beyond
the kind that spreads
through immediate sperm and eggs..
those lights i treasure.. and although i extend out a
large and all encompassing net.. those ‘outcasts’.. that
join with me in numbers of perhaps less than ten or maybe
as many for twelve.. for metaphor of course.. are the catch
of the two years i have been doing this now.. THAT bring casting arm
stronger and stronger.. and my net larger and larger.. in hopes of making
‘this family’ greater and greater.. as people all across cultures have been
attempting to do in a kind of ‘Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts club of BAND-AID..
TO HELP BRING BALANCE BACK IN TO THE WORLD WITH NATURE ONE AS GOD..
’cause Lord knows and feels.. this world’s source of all major
suffering and misery and HUMAN PREMATURE DEATH..
is a species of human who is horribly
out of balance in taking more
than it gives BACK to Nature GOD as WHOLE..
tHere is no escaping Nature and there is no escaping
the metaphor of GOD for this greaTest reality of challenge..
and some of us must AND WILL step up and truly do everything
and anything within our human potentials to literally save the
delicate balance of thIS LiVinG EARTH.. our home.. the gift of magic
and life that GOD gives us is on the line.. yes ONLINE TOO.. so yeah..
when ‘silly little people’ try to shut me up.. i’m like Jack Nicholson
in a few good men.. they CAN’T FUCKING FATHOM THE RESPONSIBILITY I HAVE..
and truly the responsibility everyone has to GOD and Nature to JUST DO IT..
AND MAKE BALANCE A LIVING WAY OF LIFE.. SO IT WILL JUST WORK IN PRACTICE NOW..

SO YEAH.. THE CHALLENGE IS TO PICK UP A GUN
AND GUARD THE WALL OF GOD AND NATURE ONE’S BALANCE..
OR JUST LEAVE ME AND OTHERS THE FUCK ALONE AND WE WILL
JUST DO IT THE BEST WE CAN ALONE.. AND WITH THE HELP OF OTHERS OF WE..
WHO ARE BRAVE ENOUGH AND LOVE GOD ENOUGH AS NATURE ONE TO JUST FUCKING DO IT..;)

AND IF THEY CANNOT HANDLE

THE TRUTH AND LIGHT i AND WE HELP to BRInG..

per ‘THE SNOTTY LITTLE BASTARDS’..

‘I DONT’ GIVE A GOD DAM’

GOD ALREADY DAMMED
ME.. in life.. 66 months..

AND I ACCEPT
THAT DARK..
as Hell as
GIFT..

AND NOW
i AM
GOD’S
LIGHT
TRUTH IN
BALANCE.. WE
AS SO MANY
OTHERS WHO
JUST DO
IT.. WHO
ACCEPT
THE
CALL AND
CHALLENGE
TO BE ALL
WE
CAN BE
AS GOD’S CHILDREN..
NEVER LEAVING BOOT
CAMP OF GOD’S
TRAINING
CAMP
AS
TRUE
STUDENTS/DISCIPLES
BALANCING ALL NOW
OF GOD’S NATURE
ONE
ALLaSoNe..:)

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Thanks.. Pleasant Street..
I do not know
about eye
of the beholder.. and Ed
Sheeran.. i’ll have to look into that..
i just like the song.. per dance..
coming across it on YouTube.. smiles..
and i am going to just paste my comment here
from the other one to explain in detail my feelings..
as yes.. i really did get deleted after all this
explanation… and hopefully that will explain
better all these emotions expressed below..
again.. my friend.. smiles. and thanks
again for the visit.. copy
comment to
follow now..:)

Hi Friend.. Pleasant Street..
thanks for your kind visit here and
comment of support.. Human Creativity to me..
is the height of human experience..
along with human connections
that lead to creativity..
and moving
that leads
to human
connections..
for me as a person on the
Autism Spectrum with extremely
high top of the school class standard IQ
i fail miserably in these three most important
of REAL INNATE INSTINCTUAL INTUITIVE
INTELLIGENCES that people all around me
excel in that i have no idea how to do..
that i will trade all that standard IQ in..
IN a heaRtbeat.. just to truly move
like the Athletes do..
and connect so
easily like
the people
do at
school break
times and physical
education recess in
moving team sports
ways too.. i am
so sad and lonely
and people sense my
difficulties and i am so
strange they tell me in
very clear ways
that my
existence on
this earth is not
worthy.. so i look
to my immediate
family and pets
for support and the
NATURE ALL AROUND
me that is so beautiful and
i work to be a stronger boy as
i am born very fragile with even
neck vertebra fused before birth
in a congenital way.. it has taken
me so long to gain those other
types of intelligences that
are so important..
so i have empathy for
other folks who cannot see
deeper too.. to the greater complexities
of human empathic social intelligence that
includes understanding deeper metaphors in
poetic ways of life.. for me.. i always felt inadequate
and wanted to do more.. and this fired me to greater heights
of learning more.. but it can be very frustrating to see people
bring other folks down.. and not understanding that
actually they are the ones with the issue..
just as i was before.. admitting it
and doing all i could to
change it..
but anyway we live
in a fast paced world and
someone like Ricardo.. who may
only have the time and inspiration to
do a poem a month or whatever deserves
like every human flowering to be watered..
NOT flooded with human eyes
darkening the light of
human blooming
in ways like
this in poetry online..
when i see poetry i see a person’s
soul.. that souls touches me.. and i respond
in kind.. the weakness of my youth has turned
into the strength of never giving up.. and trying
something new.. until finAlly i truly move
connect and create.. and when i
see that process being
blocked by someone
else.. somewhere else..
my New STRONGER
antlers raise UP
and for what i’ve
been through
in life i
must at least
express dissent..
and usually more tactfully
than i do today.. but the thing
is for my own mind and body
balance after putting so much
effort into this dVerse community
for two years.. NOW.. i must express
my emotions.. adequately.. as negative
as they may be.. so i will let that completely
go.. and continue to fly higher and higher in
ways of ‘Jonathan Livingston Seagull’ flight even
if it is all alone on this blog OR alone in the streets
of dance as i dance with Nature as GOD.. free AS domesticated
and wild animals.. there is much moving.. connecting.. and creating
to do.. and much to do it with.. whether others can see and take
advantage of that or not.. my friend.. and truly i hope they
will and hope to at least inspire part of that WELL
of Living WATER..
my friend
Pleasant Street..
sMiLES..:)

i am from

Krypton..
revels1..
sMILES..;)
I am Born in
Pensacola Florida.. and
live in North Florida all my Life..
Thanks for stopping by revels1..:)

Pensacola BEACH.. is identified as
Paradise in the following
video.. from the
movie CONTACT
AND yes that
is correct
as far as the
sugar white beaches
go around here.. balmy nights
and beautiful happy people as
the beach will do that from within
the human spirit generating
warm smiles
of Freedom’s
WAVE
ONE..:)

Anyway.. i just Love this
clip from Contact as
the meaning
of Life tRuly
is so simple..
move.. connect
and create.. i mean
it’s what Nature does
INFINITY wise for
those scientists
and artists
balanced
enough
AsOnE
to see that far..
sMiLES.. and you
are welcome here..
in my little corner
of PARADISE
LIGHT
AND
hmm..
yeah.. dark
sometimes..
A MIX MAKES
IT ALL TRUTH..:)

1901

From dVerse open link night
as the fun of responding in
poetic micro expressions
starts for me.. oh how
i Love to do this.. and
even if people
do not
like that
the Love
remains
here as i
press no delete
buttons where
i for one LOVE
AND LIVE FREE..
and allow others
to do the sAMe..
Jesus isn’t Life
short enough
already
to just
tolerate
and accept
EVERYONE..
DUH YES.. IT IS..;)

Oh.. in tales..
women and men
alike.. Lost
Love sad..
Ah.. in Lives
men and women
Alive Love
Lives..
no
requirement
for a host..:)

oh..
YES..
Wild
Indian
Stallions
refusing to
BREAK… the
price is often
death.. oh no..
domesticated
humans always
playing by rules
the price is often
death AS LIFE.. i
FOR ONE at least now
but perhaps no before
WiLL die Free without whim
of disappointment knowing
and FEELING WITH A GRIN AS
WIDE AS INFINITY THAT YES.. i
livedevil or NOT.. sMILES GLENN…
Oh to come here and FEEL NOW
wild
and
free
again..
PRICELESS..:)

sMiLES yes.. i finish
war and peace
and start
again for
i am free
and start
again and
never finish
as that is Free..;)

Die wITh
purPose
Samurai
LiVES..:)

Well.. friend i can promise you..
for one.. i’ve been to the
darkest places likely
possible for human
being.. and without
the dark.. for me
at least.. there
will
NEVER..
be greaTEST
LIGHT AS LIFE..
AND the reality..
tHere is no escape..
even when hope.. faith
and belief is gone.. there
is only survival.. and a gift
of dark and light.. as it Is it is..
Just is is all the IS ustice tHere iS…:)

Oh.. to travel milky way
of life is no short
twitter trip..
oh.. to explore
the inner realms
no small Universe..
oh.. i Love space
ALL that lies and
truths between..
and the photos
here of tween
that lives..
destroys
the
Twitter
fear..
sMiLES
something NEW!
and refreshing is always GREAT!

TO ME
at least..;)

Ah yes.. my friend.. hope starts and ends
within.. and as long as we few or more
keep hope alive.. with features
of belief and faith
that keep us
going..
on WE BE
aLive enough
FOR ME AS LOVE..:)

YeS.. mY friEnd.. expresSing
emotiOn heArt SpiRit spReads
GrowinG balancinG soUl
miNd and bodY
balance comes
wITh
wInGs
aGaiN..:)

Oh Still.. a song of long ago..
so true.. sadness grows
heArt so still..
so Real..
spiRit hEars
eXpresSing
paiN.. whaT
gRows lonG..
sTill
groWs
pAin
and Love..:)

Oh.. WorLd of Life ImaGine..
if only ducks are Creativity..
ah.. the life of world supine..
imagine humans QUACK MOvE
conNect and cReatE Imagine..:)

Hi Glenn! as always your kind wisdom and encouragement rings through my very soul.. you are truly a bright spot online.. in my life the last couple of years.. and yes.. it can get trying sometimes.. but people like you continue to inspire my hope for humanity as whole..

In other words we need more of you..

And i AiM to be

pArt

of

you..

sMiLES..:)

A fool for love
A fool for life
A fool for faith
A fool for hope..
Believe i have
fool rules LifE
creaTinG seAs
imaGines
eaRth
NeW
CreatiOns
FoOls..:)

Once upon a time grey skies
will never go.. i try so hard..
imagine sunshine
pain…
where sun
is clouds..
no warmth..
only cold..
this death as Life..
another dimension
in life of old.. oh.. the
new can come.. too..
i do not believe then..
when they say
yes.. but
never ever
give up..
i know and finAlly
Feel again is TRUTH..:)

A sonG of liGht
burninG brigHt
milLion
tiMes
old refRain..
IT woRks
aGain..
N0W..:)

Oh the vanilla life.. so bored and white..
if only ‘they’ CAN Happy
liKe US..
they
WiLL
Love
Chocolate too..
or even Strawberries..
who knows.. i Feel
blanKet wITh
ET
or Not..
i am ET..
so what’s not
to Love about
ThE PLANeT..
EArTH.. sMILES
it looks so wHole
sOme frOm
far aboVe..
blue
and green
eYe of
beauty
BEINg..
I LOVE IT ALL..
AS RAINBOW COLOR..:)

2:09 to 3:54
my new personal
challenge
with dVerse
to catch up
to the latest
link before
going on
break..
and to get
to 14 including
my response back
to Glenn copied
here from my
last post..
to make
15 during
this time
frame
is yes..
precisely
1 hour and
45 minutes
all poetry
write..
in stream of consciousness
style.. where no rules abide..:)

Anyway i’ll be back after a while..
it’s so much easier to POETry..
without looking
over one’s soldier
for someone
saying
do it my
way or
SHUT UP..;)

i sing.. i sing
a quiEt lullaBY
but
oh so..
so..
Happy
refRain..
and yes.. tHere
is a sonG for that..
of gHost as happy
as oNe’s
oWn..:)

i dance alone
and write alone
but i for one
REMAIN ALLONE
WitH
GOD..:)

And it’s
4 p.m.
now
2 p.m.
has passed..;)

And now 5 p.m.
on Friday..:)

Time to get
back to fun..
just FUN..
JUST
fun..:)

Oh so true.. God only knows and feels
True.. humans make the guilt..
the greed.. the jealousy..
the pride.. the envy..
the FEAR
THE HATE..
as simply
an unwise
attempt at Separation..
little do they know
and perhaps
NOT FEEL
THAT is all
illusion in
knowing
and feelings
in losing.. but
never any
real escape
from Truth
and Light or GOD
as GOD rules wITh US
and not against US when
TRULY LIGHT AS FREE.:)

Ah.. TIME..
only
illusion
when we
move inside..:)

This place of isolation
in a party as large
as a county
fair.. invisible..
without connections
that others enthuse..
feel so easy.. with tinglies..
fully extended.. or those critters
from the movie Avatar that float
all ’round.. yeah.. apathy can
be a killer.. cynicism.. dark
light of isolation..
to grasp
at one
last
hair
of
feeling..
to touch..
is the start
of
BEinG…:)

At age 5.. at Beach.. i lose a ring out of
a bubble gum machine..
out to sea on oceans
wave.. a memory
at three.. a boy
who worships
the ground
his father
walks
on
according
to his Mother..
as boy cannot
speak then.. to fully
express.. but with Loving
eyes.. IT is so sad when the
ring moves away.. but eventuAlly
i learn then.. as now.. the onLY Freedom
IS BE Light’s Truth of ONe’s oWn RinG Free..:)

InKinG Blood.. Words come
organic.. speak
human heaRt..
expresSinG
spiRit
Balance mind
and body
soUl..
Life
comes
once
aGain..:)

BigGest changes NOWS
can start with the smallest
steps.. then.. change never
comes without
a step away
from
yester
now..
news nows
steps aheads
rinGs nows news..:)

Oh yes.. the hypocrisies of the Church.. tell all the homosexual children in the pews that they will never be good enough to share the sacrament of marriage.. until they either leave the church or commit suicide after being told less or more.. that they are not a equal member of either the church or the Kingdom of GOD as is.. time and time again from the callous heart of preachers who will follow a human rule over GOD’s rule of Nature.. and yes.. go protest the abortion clinic with a ‘peaceful protest’.. with quiet daggers.. and maybe ‘they’ can shame a woman enough to commit suicide too.. maybe not now.. but later in the week…

Yeah.. some humans are beyond cruel.. and it’s not different really in ultimate harm.. in terms of human misery and suffering.. than the Isis rapist blessing GOD atop a 12 year old girl writhing in pain.. for his gift of rape… STRAIGHT FROM GOD…

Rape happens every time in church pews..
where children are told they are
not good enough to be human..
for their natural propensities
GOD given as gifts
to BALANCE
NATURE
TRUE..

That’s truly rape..

A violent
ACT
that is
always
callous
to the PAIN OF OTHERS..
INCLUDING THE FRIGGING
BALANCE OF NATURE WHOLE..

But in some cases..
the torture is LIFE LONG..
IN SLOW burning
INCREMENTS
OF
EMOTIONAL
PAIN LIKE
A TOURNIQUET
TWISTING THE BLOOD
OUT OF HUMAN HEART…

But church is not going anywhere..
the Pew Poll ironically enough
in name suggests that
it will become
greater.. greater..
with the power
of unprotected
F’s
AND God
will Love it so much
if we reduce the population
even more with rubbers..PILLS..
YES.. such as THAT to get the balance
back and stop destroying this
true gift of GOD that is home..

Ball of CONFUSION..

True song..
still..:)

But as always
change comes within..
and maybe one day..
i’ll get to write a poem
like this to the pope..
i have my foot
in ‘the
door’
already…

i alWays
have plan
X..Y.. and
Z..;)

True Master Minds
have NO LIMITATIONS
OR EXPECTATIONS
AND YES THEY
FAIL BUT THEY
KEEP PRACTICING
UNTIL
THEY
JUST
DO IT
AND
IT WORKS..:)

i have been underestimated
my entire life.. and the truth
is for the real message
of the
human
Jesus that
walks the earth
2K or so years ago..
he is still underestimated
as his whole message iS
not just about the Power
of Love.. but the unlimited
potential of human
being as is
as a child
of
GOD
with or
without
books
and
fancy
churches..
like
a Beach
my Friend..:)

ANYway.. very
inspiring poem
X.. OBVIOUSLY..;)

GOOD JOB!..;)

It’s a wonderful world
we live in LIGHTruth
FEELING God LIves
in Stars and
USASUni-verse
LIKEISRAEL
one and sAMe..
never held
prisoner
in a black
book in
the corner
of a desert
bookstore
HA! PUTTING
GOD IN TIME
OUT PRICELESS
RIDICULOUS HUMAN
JOKE.. and oh my
GOD the scary
part is
‘they’
take
IT Serious..
Scary..
Scary..
True
FalSE…
TRUTH
STARRY
STARRY
NIgHTs
LIgHTs..:)

Oh signs of God sing
like butterfly winds
effect of GOD
speak
bleeds
dark
into LIGHT..:)

Love grows old
without play
grows
old
without
play..
is always
new.. science
stays the same..

i try really hard to
play with my wife..
i never give up..
and now at
least
she
plays
a little bit..

And words for me
never do a trick..
at home..
at least..
with
dance there
is change
making
waves
now
shore comes back..:)

Love grows old
without play
grows
old
without
play..
is always
new.. science
stays the same..

i try really hard to
play with my wife..
i never give up..
and now at
least
she
plays
a little bit..

And words for me
never do a trick..
at home..
at least..
with
dance there
is change
making
waves
now
shore comes back..:)

Oh eyes of beauty
you look so deep
Oh eyes of beauty
you look so long..
Oh eyes of beauty
you always care..
Oh eyes of beauty
Light’s TRUE Love
Oh eyes of beauty
only belong
to the one
who
LOVES..
and no
one no
no one
can take
that away
when eYes tRuLY
Lives as i.. after i
that i onLY LOVES..:)

Smiles.. We are only human.. so of course both count..
yes.. essence and appearance.. Balance is a never ending
art with no rules.. Only practice or NOT.. And that my
friend is the extent of
free will.. Will over Rules..:)

Sadly in the most expensive homes..
Sadly with the most educated parents..
Sadly children often suffer the
most where
there
is no
place
to immigrate
but hell in first
world problems…
Children need Love
NOT EXPENSIVE HOMES
NOT EDUCATED PARENTS
THEY JUST NEED CONNECTION..
MEANING AND CLEARLY DEFINED
SOCIAL ROLES IN LIFE.. STARTING EARLY..:)

And soon as those Muslim children reach shore with
family.. those clearly defined social roles will be perhaps
uncomfortable for some.. never the less.. clearly defined..:)

As Liberal as i can BE and AM.. there are very good reasons
to be conservative.. to survive and reproduce.. AND enough ARE..;)

PoetTRY Remembers
ALL when
FREE..:)

Oh the fLOW..
in music.. in dance
in paint.. in all
ART that Lives
when the World
is all as ART
and the
rest
just
fades
away into
beautiful
of OBLIViON’S TRUTH..:)

i think the most wonderful
thing about humans is
they can defy Summer
and Winter.. and
always live
in
Equinox of
human bEinG..:)

Oh sea of night
you encompass
all.. you feel
you care
not what
we think
you feel
you feel
we thINK..:)

When i first come
alive again..
the first one
who rides with
me tales me
i am a BLOOD
red
witch
flying
THROUGH AIR..
leading a way..
bewitch
better..
bedead..
as Life..
perhaps
by now
she feels
i forget but
nah.. i will
never forget
the one who frees
me to fly blood
red.. once
again..:)

and yes..
dear.. it’s
been a long
time but i can
feel you reading
write now.. believe
it or
not..
we witches
brew in
kNow
FEEL
NOW..:)

Hmm.. my Grandfather..
Author LEO..
middle
names
my
Father
Arthur..
Father
middle
names
me
Arthur..
meH..
i’ll
settle
for just
ARThUR..;)

Truly
ALL
Lives
matter..
all colors
all sexual
orientations
and all nations
and creeds of
difference.. 911..
for me.. the best way
to remember is NOW
to Love Unconditionally
WITHOUT EXCEPTION
FOR GOD GIVE HUMAN
DIFFERENCES.. SADLY
not many heard
that message
after
this
event…
still.. and
NO.. IT IS
never given
then.. or NOW…
in politics AND OR
RELIGION.. ever..:)

Oh hate.. contagion
of all darkness
and no
vaccination
but Love..
whenever
it comes..
no guarantees
of it.. of course..
only
hope
to Live
Love
as
WHOLE..:)

There’s a good sonG
‘for’ modern churches
named
tax FREE
by Joni
Mitchell..
thanks for
reminding
me.. sMiLES..:)

And with all that
said.. yes.. it’s 2 AM
on Saturday morning..
and here’s THAT
SONg..:)

Ah.. the spider.. a weave
or sorted net it tales…
with never
less to
weave..
more..
the spider
of Love’s Life
desire never gives
up.. but yeah..
black widows..
can
be
scary..
among
others
of course..:)

Oh.. ALL Flavors of
Unconditional Love
takes practice..
dedication..
effort..
of
LOVE..
all worth IT
then and NOW..:)

And now after the
trip to the Fountain
of Youth is over AKA
Ponce De Leon Springs..
35 poetic responses
to dVerse poets
pub links all
complete..
as well
as several
from X and
other stuff too..;)

6:56pm Saturday
9192015..:)

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For me.. X.. i refuse to go back to work..
Works is three decades too much..
Practice is what i like
now.. just practice.
practice.. practice
to explore new areas..
and if no one wants to
go with me.. i guess
i’ll just be
a lone wolf..
and howl
at the moon
every once in a
while to check
for connecting
Lights
in moon
spray ocean
rays.. it just
feels good..
so i
JUST
DO IT..
it
beats
work as
a practice of Life
@least for me..:)
i play
i play
LiFE’S gAMe..:)

PS..

X.. Poetry is a first
step to dance…

Poetry is
a missing link…

Poetry is a lonely
Hearts Club band…

Poetry is
a Dead
Poet’s Society

Where Poets
just Love to
get inspired
and Live

and
that’s
a Poet
to me..

Hi Poet..
of another
color as Poetry
is another Color to me..

We are all Brothers
and Sisters of another
Universe.. and Poetry
gives me a fully
opportunity to
feel and see
that difference
to understand
it with a heart that
grows smaller to
dance and sing..
rather
than
sit
still
and wilt..

Yes.. expresSing
freely Poetry
is the Fountain
of Youth..
and as history
shows to be a free
poet or truly free artist
is often to practice alone…

So perhaps the name
Lonely Hearts Club
expresses
ART
overall
the best
when done
FULLY FREE..

but no i’m never
alone when i am
ART as ART is that
voice of GOD in me…

And truly to
me GOD is ART
as GOD sMiLES
in HUMAN BEING..

i respect ART no matter what…

and that’s
why.. sMILES..:)

Oh yeah.. and a friend
is one who lets one speak
whether one has the time
or ability to listen or not..
or UNDERSTAND..
’cause it’s
the FEELING
THAT COUNTS
AND THE
HUMAN
BEING
OVER
WORDS
ALONE
AND OTHER
LOFTY GOALS..:)

*fuller opportunity
replaces fully
*larger heart
not smaller
heart..

‘you’ already
know but that’s
just so no else
with a ‘finer’
pencil
will
erase
me from
their heart….

poetry expresses
the human condition
or so well..

Confession
of an X-
Perfectionist..(me)
not X.. smiles..
letting miStakes
go is also
the path to
human
freedomS….

iN US
AND OThERS….:)

OK not as bad as Godzilla face
provided in the GIF the other day..

reference photo from above..

and by AWay

me and the

princess.. reference words

above.. are in the post before..

but STILL pre-ROAR face before working out at my military gym.. in all free style ballet and marital arts-like dance.. along with ExXtreme Strength Training as well.. simply to be firing on ALL 12 CYLINDERS for the game of life.. and when people say how do you do that.. that’s incredible.. i just say I work baby.. I WORK BABY.. i might not get paid a penny.. BUT OH YES.. BABY.. I WORK IT..wink emoticon

AND THERE is a song for that
by my old young friend..
Britney..;)

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Well.. Neko case.. i’ve certainly been hoping for another incarnation of you here.. and am very pleased to see all that dance music.. as i ready myself for my Rave dance night here at 9:44 Central.. time.. i still must eat a little dinner to fuel the dance.. as i’ve been side tracked on some EXTRACURRICULAR activities.. until now.. so good to see you today.. and please stay over there long enough for me to listen to a little more of that great music tomorrow.. if you will.. dam.. why is it that only me and you seem to be the ones to mega post music on blogs… and i mean my GOD.. don’t people know and feel THAT EM=F yet.. yes.. Emotion times Music equals FORCE.. A FREE SOURCE of endless energy at our finger tips with YouTube of course.. dam.. i cannot possibly get depressed with all that FUN AT HAND.. SMILES.. thanks so much for your visit Tornado Person.. we Hurricanes and Tornados do get along so well with that Golden Spiral mean baby..;)

And oh my GOD you have ROCKET POWER
MUSIC OVER AT YOUR PLACE..
KEEP THE FORCE BABY..
CLOSE
TO YOUR
HEaRT
and ya
never lose
the SpiRit
and SoUl
of WE
as US..:)

Yeah.. that calls for an oldie
but GoodY.. ‘Closer to the Heart’
by Rush.. see ya later baby.. keep
IT whirling and spiraling GREAT!..:)

The thing i Love most about your Poetry.. Neko.. time and time again.. if i read it maybe 10 times or more.. i can imagine at least 10 meanings.. and truly that is what the ‘prophecy’ of poetic words that flow from heart is all about in my book of never ending stories.. enough meaning for everyone to come to their own life assessments.. and what i see today.. relates to my own life.. in ways of freedom across the seas and continents of the world that house humans so much alike in

PockEts of life here and there.. amazinGLY..
finding common ground in cultural
grounds that are so different..

Ah.. essence of seven seas.. glittering continents of human eYes..
i see far.. i see color.. i never see black and white or culture..
science.. and or religion alone.. ’cause i see.. i just see…

sMILES..

and thanks for waiting for me to get here..
before the time comes for you
to move on to something
different..

OH F in GOD..
how delicious that is
to just be different
and change..
allowing change..
EMBRACING
CHANGE
AS A LOVER
OF CREATIVITY..

And i for one will never join a
so-called Internet group of restrictions AGAIN
unless freedom reins a voice of human.. in diversity..
tolerated and accepted as FUN.. sMILES AWAY in me..
SHARING always everything and anything that CAN be FREE!..:)

i am in a BLUE MOOD.. sky BLUE MOOD.. sMiLES
and i am still monitored for being too happy.. hehe.. haha!..;)

In fact.. when my wife visits her therapist last week.. i tale
her i am kinda down today.. i need to talk to you first..
she just giggles.. ’cause she knows i’m pulling
her funny bone… yes.. pulling it hard.. hard..

Seriously after having the worst pain known
to humankind.. type two trigeminal
neuralgia.. not the acute kind..
what ‘they’ call.. as the
atypical face pain
kind.. as they
have no
drugs
for it too..
that will work in
my case from wake
to sleep.. 66 months..
like a frigging nail in my eye
and ear.. making effective use of
my eyes and ears almost intolerably
painful for 66 months.. and not feeling
ANYTHING IN LIFE BUT PAIN.. BEYOND
ANY SO-CALLED DEPRESSION OR ANHEDONIA..

YES.. it is a major accomplishment now for it to be
noted by professionals as a joke when i say i
am feeling down.. ’cause before i am in
such a low place.. there is no
up or down..
IN TRUE
LITERAL
HUMAN
HELL..!….:)

AND HELL YES..
I SMILE ALL THE
TIME NOW
AT LEAST
INSIDE.. i
CAN ONLY
HOPE YOU
NEVER GO
TO
HELL.. NO
MATTER
HOW MUCH
I GET FIRST..!..:)

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Hi Sweet Friend Zee.. so nice to see you over here in my part of the
woods in Florida.. U.S. yes sMILES away.. smiles..;)

And while i often present Katrina on my blogs through
back view as she is making and carrying her mission
on to do the gathering in life
for subsistence while
i do the hunt
of dance..
to connect
to other human
beings.. or a contrived
selfie pose of smile here or there
Katrina is truly both lovely and lively.. animated
with emotions as i capture her here on candid camera
haha!.. and I’m sure the pArt of her that keeps her young
is she expresses a full range of human emotions free
and when she ‘swings at me’ i let her take
her BEST SHOT FREE! TO LET ALL
THAT NEGATIVE EMOTIONAL
STUFF GO TO.. as sometimes
i am off in LALA! LAND
AS you might
imagine
and i do
not listen
CLOSE ENOUGH
to her daily instructions
for basic survival and subsistence..
as i often live in the Milky Way
and she is my steady
and consistent
ANCHOR TO
EARTH..
opposites attract
FOR GOOD REASON
for human SURVIVAL
HAHA! BOTH
IN JEST
AND
REASON!..;)
WELL.. i am glad you
enjoy my dinosaur GIF..
i love to be an actor and practice
a ZEN PRACTICE OF A FULL
RANGE OF HUMAN PERSONALITY
EXPRESSED THROUGH NON-VERBAL
EXPRESSIONS.. YES THE FULL RANGE
FROM HEAD TO TOE.. THAT OF COURSE
IS NOT APPROPRIATE IN ALL CULTURES
AND THAT IS UNDERSTANDABLE
AND PERHAPS HARD FOR
SOME FOLKS TO understand
but i alway love the people
who tolerate me and
accept me as is..
as a road
weathered
human being
who WILL BE FREE..
SMILES.. AND
while I Love
all religions
in ways i separate
in someways from all
the dogma of most religions
here and there.. in technical
ZEN BUDDHISM.. ELIMINATION
OF EGO AND DESIRE IS THE OBJECTIVE
AND GOAL.. BUT TO ME THAT TOO IS JUST
AN ILLUSORY HUMAN TOOL.. TO REPRESS
HUMAN NATURE.. THAT MAKES LIFE GREY
INSTEAD OF A COLOR RAINBOW..
THAT GOD GIFTS US
AS.. AS HUMAN
BEING
NATURALLY
AND FULLER EXPRESSED..
like using caps to express the
energy of human emotion haha!..
not necessarily yelling.. but yes..
obviously it relates to a likely
raised tone of zealous
force in human
focused
passionate
communication
of what I understand
as GOD flowing through
me freely without human
cultural restraints.. or what
some folks describe as the
Holy Spirit.. so most often
when i use CAPS
it is the highest
part of me
that is GOD
that i respect
toO much to take
the time and human
cultural effort to suit
cultural norms..
over GOD.. smiles
as metaphor but TRUTH
AND LIGHT as well.. smiles
again.. and in metaphor that
is GOD smiling at you too.. and
of course that is a gift all folks have
when they open up their
hearts.. spirits and
souls to GOD
within.. SMILESX2..:)

SO.. moderation is key..
moderation of human desires
in a balance of lust and love..
moderating human emotions
by regulating them within..
reducing con-social emotions
and enhancing connecting
pro-social emotions..
and this can be done
through the
bio-feedback
of free style dance to
get better in touch
with our emotions
as they flow through
our bodies one and same..
Our souls are much more than
just our head.. but yes they
are our mind and body
too.. anyway it’s too much
hassle to become a
HOLLYWOOD ACTOR
director or producer..
LOSING human FREEDOMS
HAVING BODY GUARDS and
all that stuff.. so i do it on my
blog for free JUST FOR
THE FUN OF
GOD
LIVING
WITHIN
ME TO EXPRESS
THAT HEART AS HUMAN
SPIRIT IN NON-VERBAL
EXPRESSION.. AND OTHER
STUFF.. IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE
SOUL EVERYDAY NOW WitH this tool of
INTERNET GLOBAL COMMUNICATION
TO TOUCH as many lives and connect
to them too.. for those folks brave enough
to reach out a hand who know and
FEEL TRULY THAT THIS GODZILLA..
WHILE STRONG HAS A HEART
THAT IS BIGGER THEN
HIS TEETH AND
BICEPS
ALONE
smiles Yes..
i DO NOT
BITE..;)
REAL HUMAN
LOVE IS ALLONE..:)

Oh yeah.. and no ‘rain’..
just dark clouds over
here.. but i am always
Reigning
LOVE..;)

Well.. my friend Zee.. thIS human storm that you speak of
that Brews inside of you.. will find calm and kind
escape from the storm outside your home
as thunder and lighting pours..
is an excellent metaphor for
the place of peace and
passionate emotions
of the human
heart expressing
a more balancing
soul of human
spirit in
Bird SonG
Free wHere tRulY WE
are all sons and daughters
NOW of tHE BiG G
of all our our i’s as G..
THis BiG G.. in our
i’s IS always waiting
for US to ALLOW G
in US to escape
and Fly
WitH
non-guildinG
winGs over CultURe..
ReliGioN.. and yes..
Science too..
as restrictiOn
of our
GOD
Given
Basic
Human
NatURes..
And thIs SpiRit
works in a dimension
iNside.. beYond time..
space and distance
in a dimensiOn
of InFiniTy
as we
are
the
UniVerse
of GOD
unto
iTself..
and GOD liKes
the vessel that
houses
that
SPIRIT
to take
GOD
Home
FREE AND
sHOW GOD A
BEST TIME OF ALL iNOW..:)

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Oh.. yes friend Rafiah.. i realize you are talking about the essence of worshiping rituals and everything about life rather than the acts or what can generally be described as form over essence…

Essence IS GOD
Essence is the meaning over FORM..
HUMANS create Form OVER God is Essence..

But in doing so.. humans always limit GOD AS ESSENCE..
SADLY most people cannot see this message of Truth
and Light.. as religions and cultures in general ARE
FORM.. to control human beings
for SOCIAL ORDER.. through
always a set of tools
of carrots and
sticks
to punish
and reward
the contrived social
norm or as metaphor
flavor of the day.. that
varies greatly among each
culture and religion to control
the day.. AND WHAT THIS MEANS
is humans will be subjugated through
illusory fears of forms.. like the old adage
that there is a burning literal fire of hell after death
or there is a horned devil with sharp teeth literally
waiting to devour us in these flames of hell.. those
visual images of illusory fear can be a powerful weapon
of sorts in some cultures and or religion to literally scare
an imagination of hell FIRE.. into other human beings to
insure they follow the social norm.. and in human
being innate instinct and intuition as gifted
by GOD.. one of Human Beings most
basic instincts is to be accepted
as part of the social animal
group.. and a human
being will follow
almost any
insane
rule as that
relates to the order
of GOD given human nature
to be accepted.. ranging from
coming to believe that social status
in some African countries is gained by
cutting off the GOD given pleasure organ
of the woman in female genital mutilation
that is truly only an illusory tool for males to
gain reproductive power over females to
the circumcision of males practiced
in all Abrahamic religions
to separate the
outward
appearance of human
males from other animals
while removing a GOD given
part of the human body encompassing
about 20% of that reproductive organ of the
body that is for protection against the environmental
elements no less than a wolf or a dog who is naturally
covered and protected like this.. and on top of that
it is quite frankly ridiculous in a modest
sexuality way.. as when the
male is Circumcised
there is the
natural
and
instinctual
response for a woman
to view this as a man
sexually aroused..
so it only
shoots
the
idea of due
moderation of
sexuality in the foot
in the eyes of GOD that
is our innate instinctual human
nature.. and not only this.. while
a cover of the human body entirely
to whatever degree controls certain
human instincts to one degree another
a woman’s eyes and smile
are the most powerful
aphrodisiac to
any heart
living
male..
so if you get my
drift it only enhances
attraction as attraction
is not limited to just
beyond the face
of human
female.. it is always
the eyes moreover and
facial expressions that
are the most
sexual
part..
of course unless a male is raised
to repress emotions where heart of
woman is no longer a turn on.. and
there is just a fetish for what is living
below the neckline like a piece of
meat at the market
to eat and
forget
about..
and sadly the other thinG..
when any culture that is patriarchal leaning
teaches men to repress their emotions..
we get ‘meat eaters’
instead of lovers
where all that is
important is
the sensory
experience of life
of lust AND LOVe
loses the
game of life..
So the key here is to remember
that cultures and religions are always
contrived as as every great
philosopher/prophet.. ranging
from Buddha under his tree..
to Jesus in his desert.. to
Muhammad in his
cave or for example
me and my beach..
escapes to as hermit..
and to be clear i for one
am not putting myself in this
class of men.. although admittingly
others have compared me to these
men through the course of my life..
but dear you see.. when i am just
21 years old.. i find the beach..
i find GOD beyond religion
and cultures.. as these men
do.. and women do
as well..
and i become
the eyes and ears
of free GOD.. not a CONTRIVED
GOD MADE BY HUMAN BEINGS
TO CONTROL OTHER HUMAN
BEINGS TO ESTABLISH ORDER
IN CULTURES THROUGH A SERIES
OF STICKS AND CARROTS..
AND TO be clear yes.. some
order is necessary and
required.. and more
order is necessary
and required
the bigger
and more complex
the culture becomes
as humans are only evolved
to socially interact interdependently
in eye connections with somewhere
between 150 to 200 sets of human
eyes or so.. according to
research in this
area..
so it is somewhat of a catch
22.. but the greaTEST thing
is GOD GIFTS US MANIFEST
AS HUMAN WITH GOD EYES
AND EARS.. WITH HUMAN
INNATE INSTINCT AND INTUITION
TO FIND GOD WITHIN AND TO EXPRESS
GOD AS I AM DOING NOW TO THE BEST OF
MY ABILITY.. BUT AGAIN.. i am just one human
like Jesus.. Muhammad.. or Buddha.. or just
WHAT THEY CALL JOE THE PLUMBER
AS METAPHOR OVER HERE IN THE
U.S. FOR THE common man or
woman.. if one wills..
although i guess
it will be Jane
the Hairdresser
smiles..
There are no chains
or books by human being
that will ever truly measure
or control GOD.. GOD is ever
changing.. evolving like us
as free.. and anyone
with GOD’s eyes
and ears..
or the tool
of Quantum Physics
can see this clearly
with eyes of
a larger
OBSERVER EFFECT
AND AFFECT IN EMOTIONAL
AND OTHER SENSORY
FEELINGS OF
TRUTH
AND
LIGHT..
AND THE FACT THAT YOU
ARE GOING TO COLLEGE AS
A CHEMISTRY MAJOR GIVES YOU
INSIGHTS LIKE THIS INTO THE SCIENCE
OF GOD.. THAT SHOWS THAT GOD HAS
GOD’S OWN RULES AND IS NOT
BOUND BY HUMAN RULES..
HUMANS JUST ATTEMPT
TO SCRIBE GOD THROUGH
THE TOOL OF SCIENCE.. HOWEVER
SCIENCE IS EXTREMELY LIMITED AND
WILL NEVER MEASURE THE
BEING OF HUMAN FULLY
AS IT IS A NON-REPEATABLE
EXPERIMENT AND NOT
A ROBOT.. AS LONG AS HUMAN
EMOTIONS ARE FULLY REGULATED
AND EXPRESSED AS WELL
AS SENSES FROM
WITHIN..
THAT!
CORE LIGHT
AND TRUTH
THAT IS
GOD THAT
IS US
AS
FREE..
sMiLES
INfiniTy
LonG..
yes and my bible
will never ever fit in a book..
and it is likely that no one but
me will ever write it or finish it
as eyes and hands of GOD are
POWERFUL STUFF WHEN THEY
ARE NOT LIMITED BY HUMAN CULTURES
AND OR RELIGIONS THROUGH CARROTS AND STICKS..:)

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Poetic Response back to
later links for Tuesday’s prompt
at dVerse Poet’s Pub.. and my
link is deleted.. not surprisingly..
with ‘a visit’.. ‘hearing’ further
Truth from ‘eYes’ heRe
as expected
by me..
like
clockwork
Synchronicities..

Eyes of child
ancestral Truth
diminishing
culture’s
dark..
Alive as Light..:)

And that’s okay
as i will never be shut
up here.. at least not
by those.. without
eyes and
ears
of GOD..
sMiles..;)

Well.. hello back to you.. my kind friend SOHEIR from Egypt.. it has been a rather trying day.. and i very much appreciate your words of encouragement.. when two people are married here in the states in the Catholic Church.. for example.. the vow is: I, ____, take you, ____, to be my lawfully wedded(husband/wife), to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us part…

Well except for the death part we have certainly made it through all the other challenges including my death as living life.. for 66 months as a shut-in in my bedroom with 19 medical disorders.. and ha! truly as metaphor that is the part that makes my life a REAL miracle as the doctors say i will never even recover enough to take care of myself.. well they didn’t put the factor of GOD into the equation that surpasses all state of the art medical science and science in general..

And i prove that is true by the example of my life.. and i if am not here to tell it.. no one else will likely have the time.. effort.. or care to tell it so GOD has me share all my gifts provided by GOD with the World to the best of my ability.. whether they want to hear it or not.. and in doing so.. i have taken a vast amount of attempted punishment by others in many places online and in the dance of flesh and blood life.. by people doing their best to shut me up..

Well.. thank goodness for blogs or truly my story will never be told.. and i guess it is true.. that i am the only one who could fully tell it.. so yes.. i have to be actor.. producer and director of the story that is me.. and as i write the story like the movie the ‘NEVER ENDING STORY’ MORE AND MORE of WHAT is written first become what is DONE.. AND IT IS like the bible stuff of old.. seriously lots of stuff i think is myth earlier in life turns out to be TRUTH AND LIGHT in the most mysterious and truly magical ways of GOD… that match much of old Biblical sacred text..

And the further i go with my faith and belief..
the more GOD speaks to me.. in ways of synchronicity..
that i provide here.. for folks who are able to see and feel that..

I read on your blog and remember still where you do not feel particularly at ease in writing long stuff on blogs.. and i totally understand that.. as I am like a super input person most of my life.. absorbing information fast and understanding it.. able to solve analytical problems.. BUT.. i have much trouble writing.. particularly in creative ways.. and even speaking orally.. as sometimes i sit and listen to my boss for hours before i can think of anything to say.. in my decades of work…

And truly that doesn’t start to fully change until I start writing when i am 50 years old back in 2010.. so I’m guessing that many people who read my blogs must be like that.. as i have about 1.2 million views or so on Google Plus and only about 20 followers.. more listeners instead of connectors i guess.. and that is fine.. as i am not so social off and on in my life.. as well..

And finally back to the myths.. with my appreciation again for your visit today.. being from Egypt.. i’m sure you’ve seen statues or art of the Goddess Isis.. and interestingly enough.. my wife Katrina or as you say Catirine which is also a very beautiful way of saying her name along with Hurricane Catie.. smiles.. looks very much like this Goddess Isis.. so maybe she is the real one that ancient myth is about.. that is actually prophecy.. no limits to GOD.. anything is possible.. smiles..:)

But anyway.. that’s how much i love my wife.. to make her a Goddess.. as metaphor of course.. as i only believe in ONE GOD ALLONE.. BUT YEAH.. if GOD wants too.. GOD can play with us too.. like a Director of a biggest play of life.. where like Shakespeare says.. ALL the WORLD’S A STAGE.. and we are only actors..

GOD CAN DO IT ALL AS ALL.. SMILES.. AND HOPE your nows are going great.. and i look forward to what you share on your blog.. as i continue to absorb information and feelings from all sources.. to expand my view of all parts and

PERSPECTIVES of the world.. as i know and

FEEL GOD LIVES IN ALL of THEM..

AS ALL OF COURSE alWAYs NOW..:)

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Hello my friend.. Ricardo..

just coming back out of curiosity to see what kind of treatment you received here at dVerse.. i my friend have been participating here fully for over 2 years.. with no problems at all with accusatory tones of not doing what the rules are stated as in prompts.. until the original folks who coordinate this volunteer effort get tired of the effort and leave… leaving this place to the hands of two poets above.. now it appears three who do not have enough figurative sense.. to understand immediately that a tremulous hand is a clear metaphor for fear over change no matter what that change may be… well.. i for one have been picked apart over and over again.. by snooty frigging elitists here who think they understand real poetry from heart but seriously have

NO FRIGGING CLUE WHEN

it comes to deeper stuff..

i HAVE

been patient and explained myself over and over documented clearly still on my blog.. until this last prompt where they broke the final camel’s straw with me.. and went so far as deleting my link as i clearly followed the prompt to every dotted line… and explained my meaning of change fully in detailed paragraphs…

What we have here are people

running a so-called

DIVERSE poetry site.. who are dead in ways of understanding human metaphor by the clear example here of you being tag teamed by the three top ones who do this.. anyway.. i love the poets here.. and this is just my way of venting and letting you know that you are a great poet and your metaphor for change could not be any more simple and clear than a tremulous hand.. and an equine perspective.. and one day.. perhaps there will be another place where folks like Brian and Claudia run things… that is half worth a site to share poetry free.. without it becoming a science project or a judge and jury out for blood.. for metaphor of course.. before anyone says i am slandering them or such as that.. amazingly.. seriously.. it’s not their fault.. they just don’t get it.. and just ’cause they don’t get it.. they want to bring folks down to their way of seeing the world.. Poetry is for seeing all of the world and expressing it fully.. not just the part that folks who think they have an elite opinion see with obvious blinders on.. and that’s okay too.. as long as they let other folks be free.. smiles my friend..

And again.. you are a great poet..
and this is a great poem
illustrating change..

where even a 10 year
old who has been around
the block of fear should
be able to see in
a trembling
hand
of
change..:)

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Yes.. i realize
not everyone shares
their Facebook statuses
in casual prose
of human
conversations..

but i am
not everyone..
sMiLES aGain..
wITh wINKS..;)

(i share salient
points from my
ocean of blog
as facebook
statuses just like
the two above..)
oh i don’t
mind being
strange but moreover
i don’t mind fully expressing
myself in imaginative artful
creative ways of just
being all i
can be
in human
potential
BEING
YES
JUST
BE
ALL THE
HUMAN BEING
ONE CAN BE..
THE ARMY
IS
CORRECT
ABOUT THAT
ONE ON 12
CYLINDERS
OF HUMAN
BEING MIND AND BODY
BALANCE FINELY TUNED
AND RUNNING LIKE A
FERRARI HUMAN ON
ITS OWN PATH
OF RACE
WILLed
aLong
the way..
yes i
take
the
lONG
way
home..
it’s MUCH MORE
INTERESTING
THAT WAY FOR
PATH AND FULLER..
MUCH FULLER JOURNEY
NOW JUST NOW ALL NOW
ALLONE WitH INSTEAD
OF AGAINST
GOD..
and yes..
there is a song
for that…2X
sMiLES aGAIN!..;)

Hi.. Good morning Hank.. from my area in the States.. and i’m glad you enjoyed the photos.. some folks are more visual oriented and some more word oriented and i guess for me..haha!.. it is extreme on both ends and all between.. but truly too.. some of us are more extreme and others not extreme and all and all the ‘tween of that as well..

WE humans are truly a rainbow of colors.. and i just happen to house most of them here.. hehe.. but not everyone either Loves or Likes a Rainbow human in so many ways too for that metaphor of our modern culture in the States.. i am open minded enough to appreciate all the colors of human beings..

AND whether i share all the colors or not.. i do not mind visiting those colors to do my best to be nice.. unless they bite me one too many times.. as yes.. the Alligator color can get tiresome after while..;)

Ugh.. and speaking of that i am dreaming of fighting Alligators swimming in a flooded area.. with martial arts last night.. and i kick myself right onto the floor.. sleeping off my bed.. and the loud thud i hear is my chin hitting the night stand and knee hitting my computer chair metal arm.. but not hurt much.. as the benefit of a well conditioned body to the environmental elements of challenge and potential haphazard dangers all around..

But.. like they say.. fall of the horse..
GET BACK ON STRONGER THAN EVER..
so yeah.. i am out of bed typing once again..
smiles.. and thanks for the visit.. friend Hank..;)

Hi sreejaharikrishnan.. it’s hard for me to imagine a much nicer compliment than i am almost an ocean of thoughts expressed here.. as i have so MANY problems expressing myself verbally in life.. in writing or orally.. so yes..

it’s nice to get 5 decades
of it out..
finAlly
here..
FREEDOM
OF EXPRESSION
CAN BE EXPRESSED
AND CHERISHED
MOST WHEN ONE
LIVES LONG
WITHOUT
IT
AND GAINS
IT AND TRULY
APPRECIATES IT
ENOUGH TO
EXPRESS IT
ALL JUST
FOR THE
ART OF
WAVES OF
OCEAN OF
ME INSIDE TO
COME OUTSIDE
AND FINALLY PLAY..

SO YEAH.. after 5 decades
of extreme input human brain..
what results is an ocean
and a real
tSunAmi.. of
human expression
in the Thanks giving
starting on November
26th.. 2010..
of escaping
pain of
illness
and finAlly finding
a voice of heArt
so much
better
expressed
as human
spiRit..
with mind
and body soUl
balance finAlly
tuned.. peacefully
blissful.. but igniTinG
with passion of LivinG
ALL NOWS NOW..:)

HOPE YOUR NOWS
ARE GOING GREAT
AS WELL! MY FRIEND!..:)

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ROARx2.. coming Next..
After a day long excursion to the
FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH.. Also known as
Ponce DeLeon Springs..:)

And yeah.. if you’ve never been ‘there’
many ‘GORGeOUS’ photos coming
in more ways than one..

In ‘tHe’ Blog post
of course..:)

And this post is dedicated

to my 56th Birthday

from Doctor’s

assessed

conception date

as my birth is

noted as a future

event on June 20th 1960

but is induced on 6660

early as the delivering

doctor has vacation

plans

on the 20th

but never the less

my conception date is on

or about the Fall Equinox

technically

on

9232015

this year..

and yes..  no duh..

life starts at conception

ALL LIFE IS PRECIOUS

BUT BALANCE

IS

ALWAYS

GOD’S

DIRECTIVE

AND THERE ARE OTHER

WAYS TO BE FULFILLED

AND CREATE

OtHeR

THAN THE BILL

CLINTON

DEF

OF

SEX..

TO SAVE THE WORLD IS

TO CREATE..

BUT NO LONGER

IS FILLING THE SHORES

WITH HUMAN BEINGS

THE DIRECTIVE

OF GOD..

ALWAYS

BALANCE..

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Hmm.. is it my pattern recognition..

per my eXtreme fluid intelligence..

or do those three Nautilus

shells

i

gain

in my

triple

major

degrees

look like three

sixes all in one row..;)

Never the less.. the Nautilus flowing spiraling

make.. is reflective of the golden mean

1.618

pattern of creation

seen and heard

all through

GOD’s

eyes and ears

in how we humans see

and hear the world..

additionally

associated

wITh

OTHeR

aLL

human

emotionS

and sensory ways

BEING HUMAN BEING..

SIMPLE AND COMPLEX FREE!

AND all there is between as free as WELL!..:)

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If i am ‘ever’ stuck on a desert Isle.. cast away.. i will write something new and refreshing in the sand each day.. several times.. and perhaps hours on end.. with a stick.. since lead on stick never runs out with ink as sand.. as pencil or pen.. but if there is no stick and or ink as sand.. available.. i might read my “The Pocket Rumi”.. book.. of Wisdom Poetry.. smiles.. or who knows.. feels.. Just imagining.. dreaming.. and creating my way off the Island by trying something new that no other

Island Outcast ever thinks.. feels.. or dreams of.. with human imagination and creativity.. in fact and moreover feeling.. that IS precisely what i already do.. smiles again.. and if absolutely none of that works.. i will just dance.. drink cocoNut milk.. as a forAger.. once again.. as usual.. like now.. in simple human bliss.. as God is the best dance partner of all.. with or without other friends.. who like to dance.. and live as well.. and my dance will change and never stay the same.. from now to now..

True Human

Bliss…

Outcasts Dance
Island Castaway Dreams
Alive with GOD

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T-shirt of the day

with biggest grinning kitten face says..

You GOTTA BE KITTEN ME..

and no.. per reference of the

two Facebook profile

status photo thingies..

i am alive serious.. about the

REAL FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH IN THE HEAVEN OF NOW..

AND ALL THE OTHER CROSS CULTURAL METAPHORS FOR THAT

RANGING FROM NIRVANA TO BLISS.. SMILES AGAIN.. AND AGAIN.. ALWAYS NOW..smile emoticon!

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Yes..

oh my

GOD yes..

#neverages..

Wife Katrina.. at age 45..

does not look a day over young thang ever..

and on top of that with no makeup or even lipstick..

she could be a cover girl any day of the week..

straight out of bed in the morning..

i mean seriously.. that’s precisely HOW

she looks like when she gets up in the morning..

KATRINA GORGEOUS ALL THE TIME.. YES

#KATRINAGORGEOUS ALL THE TIME.. SMILES..:)

THIS! DESERVES A BLOG POST.. WrITE..;)

With photos of her 15 years ago.. and me too..

THAT could be fun.. smiles again..

PROOF OF THE AGE

OF ADALINE.. WHO IS ALSO

identified as age 45 in that movie.. but haha.. this is the real deal..

and that girl in that movie looks much older than Katrina now.. for sure.. smiles again..

Anyway for now.. i think I will make Katrina my science and ART project and figure AND INTUIT.. this fountain of youth thingy out and share IT WitH others too.. cause yeah.. IT WORKS.. it works… it works.. and honestly.. i feel stronger.. and happier than i ever have in my life.. regardless of how i look on the outside.. there is no age inside of me.. at all.. except now.. vital.. and energetic.. with constant peace of bliss too.. want some.. i could help if people only really listen and try stuff like moving connecting and creating.. the FORCE LIVES WITHIN.. US.. #YODA..;)

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Hmm.. one of my all time

favorite Katrina wife photos..

where i capture her

talking to her

private counselor.. my mother..

when she speaks to all the joys

and challenges of being

married to SITH/JEDI HALF

AND HALF DUDE.. AT this point in the convo..

she is obviously speaking of the great joys.. including the

fountain of youth perk that naturally comes when any woman

is married to a half and half JEDI/SITH.. and sometimes it

can happen to anyone who is associated with a

SITH AND JEDI DUDE ALLAsOnE..:)

i knew IT.. I JUST KNEW..

I KNOW OF AT LEAST ONE

FACEBOOK FRIEND WHO WILL LIKE

THIS PHOTO..wink emoticon BUT THE Sith is

coming next again.. as the Jedi goes on break somewhat

before workout time comes.. and it’s time to get on with eXtreme..

Strength.. Martial Arts.. and graceful butterfly ballet

FREE STYLE EXERCISES..

at my FAVORITE

NASWF MILITARY STATION GYM..;)

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Oh.. just one photo will tale a story that words alone will never tell.. but i for one in center with father sister left.. sister grandmother right.. will be inspired by ‘this’ enough to literally.. fill the equivalent of 13.6 NOW standard new revised bibles.. with 11 million words.. since November 26th.. 2010.. Thanksgiving Day… nearly 58 months of writing from close to wake to sleep.. with the additional activities of dancing over 4000 miles everywhere i go in public..in the last 2 years.. steps and words.. truly a practice of Love.. the rewards.. priceless.. with never pennies earned.. as the human spirit grows.. we now become more.. than imaginable before in terms of inner being expressing SonG now.. and i reserve the F word for special occasions..! FUCK THE MONEY.. FUCK IT ‘TILL IT NO LONGER EXISTS IN MINDS OF MEN.. WOMEN.. AND ALL THE TWEEN..
FUCKING GET REAL
AND FUCKING
JUST SHARE
HUMAN
LIFE
FUCKING
JUST BE
A FUCKING
HUMAN BEING
COME AGAIN
FREE WILD
AND
LOVING
LUST FOR
LIFEALLONEsMiLES..
Hi.. sweet friend Himali..
thanks so much for stopping by
today with these Kind words of Beauty..
Family
can be
found
in the
essence of Love
wheRever Love tRuly
Lives and that kINd FamiLY
IS always Beautiful.. my Friend..:)

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Hi.. Rafiah.. the two on the left are me and my sister.. and the two on the right are my sister and i.. my sister is also diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum in middle age with Asperger’s Syndrome.. as elaborated somewhat in my next comment.. that is our Senior Picture in high school.. me at 17 years old.. all blonde from walking the beautiful beaches.. all Summer Warm..

and all focused and fresh faced.. hopefully.. sMiles.. ready for life.. if i knew all of what IS coming then.. i will be frigging shaking to the ground.. but fortunately one now at a time.. some nows that last for heaven and some nows that last for hell… but it is all heaven now dear.. and that is the blessing from GOD.. i receive for never giving up.. when all is lost.. as lost can be.. smiles.. precious friend..:)

Well.. one thing so nice about having a Mother who is still alive.. is visiting.. memories both in words of mother and all the artifacts and feelings of NOWS before.. and nows again… two children born on the Autism Spectrum.. truly a world to navigate and yes.. a very challenging Desert Isle this is to be.. FOR US.. 53 years for me to figure this Desert Isle out.. and i am not ashamed to clearly say..

i FEEL THE MEANING OF LIFE.. NOW AT 55..

IN MOVING CONNECTING AND CREATING ALWAYS NOW..

it is always NOW THAT simple.. and those who live pass that

FEEL OF LIVE WEATHER PAST OR PRESENT..

STORM LIFE.. RATHER THAN LIVING IN

CALM CENTER BLISS ALWAYS NOW..

i am a perfect storm.. of LOVE.. in practice.. not bragging.. i cannot tale a lie.. i am born THAT way.. i can only tale the truth in metaphors.. as well.. as reality.. is so much stranger than any fiction IN A BOOK.. but SOMETIMES TV shows PRESENT perfect metaphors as well in practice of Loving LIFE.. and while most people will scoff at the simplicity of the old TV show ‘Gilligan’s Isle’..

Writers of that show are truly just one more example of modern age creative philosophers/prophets… but it takes GOD’s eYes and EaRs of the creative KiND to know this AND FEEL IT.. GOD MANiFEST in human ways OF LOVING LIFE ALwAYs NOW.. MOVING.. CONNECTING.. CREATInG OnE iN SaMe..:)

Hi friend Himali Shah.. so nice to see you here this morning..

and my mother is truly behind all of who i am today..

the best thing of all about my mother is

she always loves me

no matter

what..

in

God’s way

of

Unconditional

TOUGH

AND PASSIONATE LOVE..

at the lowest lows and highest highs..

never expressing any limitations

or expectations of me..

to allow me to be free.. yes..

she creates a storm of Love..

so she is mother of

A

Fred

Hurricane

of Love..

she is Love..

Love makes Love..

now as you Love now as

WeLL.. my friend.. HiMaLi..:)

So it’s time for another storm alert..

When Hurricane Katrina is coming in the gulf

with a massive eye almost as big as my Santa Rosa County

in the State of Florida.. tHIS music comes on.. the weather channel..

and truly plays to the awesome power of Nature when GOD becomes fury..

and i apply that metaphor to my life..

in music like this.. and it takes me higher

and higher

to my mission of life

AS LOVE.. yes.. THE SAME

TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL

PASSIONATE LOVE

OF MY MOTHER

AND GOD AKA Hi’M..Hi AM..:)

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Well..

a couple of weeks ago..

i visit my friend Cortney at the mall..

and i tell her friend that Katrina never ages..

and Cortney’s co-worker tells us Katrina at most

doesn’t look a day over age 30.. well this photo is taken

15 years ago.. when Katrina is age 30.. and me at age 40..

and honestly in that picture i feel very fat at around 205 LBS..

as compared to now.. at 230LBS feeling light as a feather more agile and stronger than at any time of my life.. i believe in human potential and there is both science and art to it.. and through the science of epigenetics science already shows that human beings.. who challenge themselves to environmental change do adapt and increase their potential by unlocking their sometimes hidden genetic potential.. of inherent DNA that when never used stays dormant..

And it might as well never ever even be alive.. if not used.. as potential.. there are many types of human intelligences that go well beyond the cultural invention of standard IQ.. and one of those human intelligences.. as discussed by the real historical philosopher known today as Jesus.. by reports and accounts of his real human life that exists.. then.. speaks to the human intelligence of living in heaven now always.. it’s a real deal.. NOW…… NOW.. NOW…… NOW…:)

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Reference last Facebook

profile photo status thingy..

not quite in FULLER

SITH MODE YET..

RIGHT EYE IS NOT YET ‘EVIL EYE’..

AS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I GO INTO Sith

or Werewolf mode.. 4TH BLOOD MOON

COMING OF COURSE ON

SEPTEMBER 28th..

‘pArts’ of me can HARDLY WAIT!..;)

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Oh.. wise friend Rafiah..
yes.. to make LOVE is GOD’s Love
in all ways creativity comes.. from the young
husband and wife’s passionate act.. and most
importantly after THAT.. the mother’s embrace of child..
and even more importantly discerning the garbage IN noise
of culture and freeing oneself to create and share
more with all those who surround one..
in an ever growing synergy
concert creating LOVE..

So yeah.. your blog.. my life..
your life.. and that of all others.. SHARING..
MOVING.. CONNECTING.. CREATING..
and even the keys upon which i..
you AND others type..
in digital new age
way hive world
communicating
one and same..
ARE ALL
Love AS GOD..

Most importantly..
expresSing.. shaRing..
maKing MORE creatiOn acTiviTy
as GOD’s Love manifesting human
being MIRACLE TRUeNOW..

AND that is
YoU.. a miracle too..
my friend Rafiah.. moving.. connecting..
and creating around the globe in human hive way..
and i’m sure one day.. you will be hugging a child
from your husband
and you.. too..

And
creating
a NEW Child of God’s
Love in that timeless
ageless human way..
aS..well..smiles..
Love..moves..connects..creates..sMiles..:)

Yes.. Friend Rafiah..
Moving scenes..
connections of human beings
appreciating each other and beautiful Nature
THis.. God’s way.. country across iNfiniTy always now..
SMiles..yes.. Utopia.. those who God IS EyEs
EaRs Sees Hears Feels. NoW
ALLThatISNow..
As LOVE GoD NOW

Ha..! i frolicK..! do NOT really
dance.. or do poetry.. from
a science point of view..
i WiLL Love
to see you
frolick
Victoria..
there is
no frolic
i do not
LOVE..
sMiLES
expeciAlly
whEn frolic
begiNsK..:)

Great..! Prompt!  Kanzensakura.. Change..

is always Now my most favorite topic of ALL to flow

with IT IS  Life for me.. NoW..  thanks.. and off to take

my wife to a Doctor’s appointment ..will be back to read

and comment on all.. as usual.. sMiLEs..:)

Hi X.. Gilligan’s Island is always one of my afternoon favorites.. too.. and even at a young age of pre-teen years.. i can see deeper satire and metaphor of the intent of the writers as that relates to the real life society then.. and this has always been a reason for all human metaphor.. including sarcasm.. satire.. literature.. painting.. theater.. music ..etc.. to express more of the deeper part of human being that goes beyond simple forms that are easy and concrete to see..

And this is why i come to

FREE VERSE

STREAM

OF

Consciousness poetry to do just that.. and yes.. there are deeply metaphorical abstract poet’s and very concrete poet’s as well.. but the two can understand the differences to exist.. one would hope.. together.. peacefully among a set of links.. online.. where there is

NO requirement to read a comments section at all.. or to read the poem at all.. if one does not like the new way it is done.. the length or whatever.. is the variance of the moment that annoys whomever might be reading it..

And in this case the Island is ‘simply’ a metaphor for Plato’s cave where very few will make the biggest change that is required in human courage and bravery to escape those.. who will do everything in their power to keep the status quo..

irony is delicious and somethings rarely change.. including the past me for sure.. but i learn to leave the Island.. i’LL.. i WiLL Desert change.. and end up in Paradise my friend.. and invite other folks to come.. but it’s not easy to describe where i’m at in concrete brick and mortar forms.. smiles..

So therefore all of this.. where i hope people can gain a faint light
at least of what i am speaking and feeling of here..
Hope.. not likely ever assurance
as it is no easy place
to achieve.. to stay..
and the job of JOB
truly to attempt
to share
in even
the smallest
ways like
dancing in public
free style martial
arts and ballet..
i am a literally
road weathered
veteran of cynics
of the light and
those fearful
of the dark..
To truly be free
one must understand
all in all.. ALL works together
and get it on board
WITh
‘Tog eTheR..
inONe.
BLANKet of LOVE..:)

Hi.. thanks Glenn.. the process of human enlightening and
awakening is a somewhat Universal process that most
experience who escape Plato’s Cave or in this case
a desert ‘i’LL’.. as play on words and metaphor
for basicAlly the same experience
that is real as a birth
of a child again..
later in life
that can
be US
if we are fortunate
to arrive at this place
that many philosophers..
prophets.. poets.. and other
Artists have been metaphorRing
through their works of ART free Flow
for millennia now.. for sure.. however
for those who never experience this
place Now.. as described above in
the comment to X.. it’s the
job of JOB that i take
up as a volunteer
hobby like
A Yogi
who decides
to come down from
the mountain.. and get
a FACEBOOK ACCOUNT
AND A BLOG.. ETC.. HAHA!..
BUT not the reality of the entire
EXPERIENCE I NOW FEEL
AND KNOW.. GOES
BEYOND ANY
WORK OF
FICTION
OR
ART
THAT EXISTS
AS FAR AS I KNOW
AND FEEL NOW..
ERGO..
THIS..
MY FRIEND..

AND YES.. i appreciate all
the comments where folks are
obviously just confused.. those who
post new here at dVerse and those
veterans who have posted for years..
some folks get it and some folks
do not.. but that is the reality
of the human condition..
i respect that and
do my best
to clarify
and validate the
meanings of my
communication
when given fair opportunity
and ears and eyes that
are open to what i
am seeing
and speaking
my friend.. Glenn..
smiles.. be by your
place in a
bit.. again..
to comment..
i will read a poem if
necessary 10 times to
get inspired by it and
have done it many
times on the
poems that
are confusing
to me.. but i have
endless time now..
and the
will and
ability now
to just do it.. and of course
i understand that’s not
everyone’s cup of tea
to do what i do..
but a little
tolerance
cannot hurt
for the different
among us.. as
a greaTEST
LESSON OF
life that is a side
job of JOB of
what i do
here my friend..
not any different than
when i have to immobilize
frisky large young men..
on the dance floors of
life when they have
no idea what i am
either capable
of OR how
strong
a 230LB
Ballet dude
can be when he
switches over
to harder
martial
arts style
of the dance of death
to balance out
the dance
of romance..
that i love so well
with all my friends..
here and tHere
the romance of
lust for LIFE..
and not
the jealous
kind.. my friend..
that seeks to subjugate
control.. repress.. and oppress
the human spirit.. truly i am
the metaphor of the Sith
Warrior against that..
but i use sWords
and other symbols
of metaphors as LIGHT
instead of DARK Sabers
Haha..! SO may the FORCE be LIgHTLiFE
with you.. seriously.. my friend Glenn..:)

Oh.. X.. words of wisdom
a small change jar
of words..
a dime of reason..
but feeling change
is beautiful as sunset
red.. ’cause when emotions
go away.. and beauty and
all those ‘hypothetical’
things.. we find
how real
they are
and
struggle
back to
change
of beauty..
sMiLES..:)

Hmm.. that’s almost
‘good’ enough to
‘erase’
and change..
you are so
inspirational..
i shall
wait..
come
heRe
first..
SMILES
MORE..;)

Ah.. yes.. my friend
the horse of vision
the one who sees
the picture forest
beyond the
trees..
words
of wisdom..

And yes.. some times
the big picture is
fabulously
terrifying
one and
same
shake
Ahand
changing
sAges..:)

me
least..
Nature
no tiMe
now.. smiLes
change.. NoW..:)

Life of cats and dogs
always well now..
humans not
so well
live in
past and
present all
too sad.. when
now is present..:)

Ah yes.. changes
all in Nature one
are we a fury..
soft land
rises..
where
Angels
dare a tread..:)

Oh trains of
life.. so easy to
catch and
ride..
change of
life always
now so
easy
to
die on
tracks
as dead..
Now in Life..:)

Sorry.. i digress
and change
within but
this reminds
me of when my
Mother stories
tale telling
Father there’s
something about
my Baby Boy’s eYes..
he knows too much now..
and my Father’s response..
you will come here one night..
and he will have his legs propped
up.. smoking one of my cigarettes..
i never
smoke..
smiles..
change
is best..
YES..

ENDLESS
POSSIBILITIES..
JUST DO IT NOW..;)

Once upon a Time
elder wise
listen close..
Once upon Now
wise elder..
only left
write..:)

Ah.. as empathy lives life
grows.. young man..
perfect face.. rides
a bus with wife
and i.. 70IQ
Love
1000TRUE..:)

Oh.. 21.. 80 to me..
Oh.. 22.. 18 again..
Oh.. 47.. 1001 death as life..
Oh.. 53.. 16 again.. age..
a number.. stress a reality
emotions real.. living always
young.. guard emotions
always living
life
LIGHT
NO DARK
WHeRE LIGHT
EMOTIONS RAIN
AWAY ALL DARK
‘TILL DEATH
US
PaRT..:)

LEaves fAll fertiLizer
sprOut sPrings
Green..:)

My understanding is that
toilet paper is only
about one hundred
years old..
the soft kind
at least..
wowsers
browsers
trousers
full of STUFF
then and now..
sMiLES.. FREE of STUFF..:)

PS.. Alan Watts.. is one cool dude..
smiles again.. and Love
your poem.. Glenn..:)

LEaves fAll fertiLizer
sprOut sPrings
Green..:)

SideWalks
Humanmisery
Lifesourceall
Path
Make
Life
Follow Not..

TRuly
YoUrs
WiNk
YoDa..:)

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9:37 pm
13 responses
to dVerse poetry
pub.. including X..
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And..;)

Floors FoRest
rich musKing
liVing
Leaves dead
Life Loving More..

DarKest
cricKet
sonG
sprinGinG
LiFe aGaiN..:)

Life.. alWays
great NOW
aLive..:)

Oh! emotions.. all emotions..
nuanced and plenty..
oh! some folks experience
few.. others a full
Universe..
another
completely
different
dimension
of experience..
Oh.. emotions
Uni-VERSE
emoting
humans..
some slow
some light
years
far..
far..
away..
in Star Wars
Uniemotions Free!..

Force
allWays Free
EMOTioNsNOW..:)

PS.. that’s why ‘Guardians
of the Galaxy’ use
headphones
to save IT..
MUSICxEMOTION=FORCE!
ME=F!
Einstein
is friends
with my grand daddy..
Seriously.. no F in JOKE..
Imagination IS BEST..
reaSons..
OVERALL
STiNK..;)

Oh.. deer life run free through challenge
Ah.. deer expands vision adapts..
Oh.. deer life.. no NO problem changing
Ah.. Resist change police now..
Ooh.. this is so great! i come again..
there’s always room for change
and new inspiring
poetic responses
get aboard
A
poetry
train full
speed for dears..
and flying tears….
and F’s.. as
WeLL..
i can ONLY
imagine if ‘Jesus’
is real he giggles
a lot before he
is crucified
it can NOT
be easy
being
an ‘only
son’ of deers….
with one eye hanging
out of socket
still moving
full speed
toward GOD..
with Parables
flying everywhere
a dime a dozen
for those without
eyes and ears to see….

Dear
eye out of socket
escapes…

OBTW..
once
again..
that’s
a
Fredbun..
or Haibun
change is GrEAT!

There is this way of language
that defies pedantic
logic of formalities..
my understanding
Moreoverasfeeling
is this is poetry
and rare
do i
see
an ocean
breeze in
oyster
juice
expresSing
this..now
last crass
cherub.. you
have amazing
friends.. like
this X as
well..;)

And only a ‘math
teacher’ will
fully
see
‘thIs’
‘FeeLinG’
‘LogicK’..;)

There is never any birthday too old too new
or too restricted to one day a year..
or even one now..
to celebrate a
new life..
to change
to be all we
can be to
live in
boot camp
always with
a challenge of
now where head
meets pillow
each night
in relaxing
ways of
accomplishing
living life NOW..:)

Honestly Bjorn.. Kanzensakura posted the prompt on her site on September 13th.. and i think  deeply and FEEL about it and am further inspired by Monday’s Poet’s pub to do just this.. and  please don’t suggest that being on an Island without any tools and using what is available above and beyond what anyone else will do as metaphor is not change.. because it is the greaTEST CHANGE  of all that humans have been doing since the walk out of a cave.. smiles…:)

Kanzensakua.. This post is 24 lines long and is 196 words long.. both measured by word press and my eyes friend.. and it is about the greatest of human changes as linked above.. and now you guys honestly are getting transparent.. smiles.. do as you like..  i am running late to my wife’s doctors appt. now.. regardless i will be back to comment and read on all.. i am not here for likes or approval.. smiles.. but yes.. i followed the the rules i have been given to the fine dotted line.. there is no getting around that this time friend.. smiles..;)

Kanzensakura.. obviously the 24 lines and 196 words are my link.. and the comments are totally separate from that.. Victoria herself said it is fine to have comments sections that are longer than the poem itself.. in my last conversation documented with her on the last prompt for dVerse poetry pub.. if you are suggesting that too is against the rule now.. smiles..:)

Kanzensakura.. Poems are for metaphor and this is metaphor for the greatest of human changes in well being THAT IS human awakening.. Enlightenment and in some circles.. Born again or even resurrection of the metaphorical type.. Dear.. yes this is a deep and metaphorical message of truth and light and

I am sorry you cannot seem to see or hear the MUCH much larger metaphor of that in my words.. But quite frankly folks have been writing parables like this in poetic expression for thousands of years and have been burned to the stake and crucified for it.. Additionally.. word press does a fine job of separating the post from comments section and and I date and time stamp each post to make the END even more clear.. Smiles with all due respect..:)

Hi.. So and so..;)

i can appreciate your effort of writing to
prompts and no longer linking to dVerse
Poet’s Pub.. and after yesterday..
i have decided to no longer
link there.. although
i am easily
inspired.. so
i will continue to
participate there
as challenge to
write to prompts
however the F i like..
and responding to all
in poetic expression..
instead of attempting
to follow rules that even
when followed are seen
as broken always more..
of course i realize you are
no longer ’employed’ at dVerse..
but again.. your efforts there are
instrumental in the continued growth
in the practice of creativity for me.. and
along the way.. there is only a hand few
who have really connected with me at
dVerse but never the less.. those
i treasure as a blessing and will
never forget.. but this environment
at dVerse.. per current administration..
is quite frankly a toxic cesspool for
the creativity of me.. i dealt with
literally thinking people who
cannot stand change
and not understand
with great difficulty
figurative language
for fifty six months..
i hoped to escape
that in the world
of poetry
but it
seems
truly as similar..
that people are alike
all over.. regardless
of labels of diagnosis..
my friend.. so truly
what i think here
is the issue
is.. people
who have
no way
to view
my window..
and i for one..
am not going to
close my blinds again..
to attempt to become them..:)

Love ya man.. and will continue
to visit you without fail.. as i am
a friend
who
never
ends..:)

Fred

Ah.. music.. so rich.. emotional nuance..
particularly .. 60’s and 70’s
humans sprOUTing
Beatle
WinGs..
60’s.. then.. oh..
electronic glitz..
then grunge..
now high
energy..
mix
of that
with little
emotional
nuance left or
right deeper feelings
humans touching eyes..
i suppose 10cc says
FEELS THEN
iT best.. wITh
‘i’m not
in LOVE’..
something
miSsing.. tRuly
siGnS
Zombie
Apocalypse
loSing rhythms
rhyMes tUnes
HUMAN BEInG
LOVE LOrN LOSing
MACHiINE MiND
CYBORG
I
ROBOT
eYes..

LonELy RoboT
seaRrches
HeRoiNe
HERoE
eYeS…:)

I never live until i just do it without thinking..
And the rest of the how is you inspire me..
And the rest is i make it a practice of life
TO JUST GET INSPIRED AND PRACTICE
life continuing to lose the science project..
and frigging living now.. loving IT alWays Now..
but you will be amazed at how hard SOME people
attempt
to SHUT
ME UP…
little do they know
or truly feel my
middle
name
is
JOB..
Life is
a Job i
practice..
without fail..
But even JOB
Loves the human
connection.. so
thanks for
your kind
connection..
thefeatheredsleep..:)

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Ha! yes.. Sherri.. 1970 White Ford Maverick work horse..

15 year old car then.. in 1985 or so.. and i remember

you looking at my teeth

when i smile a little too big

and commenting..

i have

mean

looking teeth..

‘only’ someone

with Asperger’s syndrome

will say something like that friend Sherri..

‘surely’ you just miss diagnosis like me..

but not my sharp row of

werewolf teeth lining the back of my mouth..

hidden with normal smiles.. smiles again..

Oh yeah.. and one time i am in a store.. moving to a new home.. all tired.. with my old messed up glasses on.. as you only see before.. me in my contact lens then.. and you say OH FRED THOSE GLASSES.. like they are ugly.. take them off right now.. of course there is NO malice in intent from you.. you just say it as you see it.. and i do the same thing still my friend..

And sometimes that gets me in trouble.. but somehow.. i understood then both times that you mean no harm.. and are just speaking what you honestly observe.. and that is still what i like about you.. you say what you feel.. and no matter if ‘they’ agree with you are not.. your real true friends.. like me.. will alway be your friend no matter what..

So now.. i have the opportunity to

hear more of Sherri’s truisms

through the media of Facebook.. haha!

and that’s a blessing as what you

share in abundance here..

always brightens my day

up at least once a day..

so yeah.. you my friend are

a Sherri Storm of Love too..;)

‘Fathers and Daughters’ with Russell Crowe..

Kinda like the female version of ’50 shades of Grey’..

without the whips and chains.. but truly.. the social stress

of losing loving parents.. whether that comes in form of days spent

alone in cribs in nurseries isolated.. while parents work..

Or boy friends beating up girl friends with fists.. it all wears the human spirit down.. muting emotional eyes and ears.. from even living alive.. and taling in the Youtube comments of the movie trailer.. are all the male responses of.. this movie stinks with too much silly emotion.. or.. i’m not going ’cause i do not want anyone to see me cry.. in the cinema..

Little do these so-called ‘big men’ understand or FEEL that human pro-social emotions.. including tears of empathy are GOD’s greaTest gift to US to make US a Force of Love and that literally includes muscular power as well.. that i for one can prove in leg pressing half-a-Ton with my legs 25 times with arms raised in air..

Before i become LOVE i can only do half of that..
and am stuck there from literally age 21 to age 53..

REAL LOVE IS THE REAL BOMB..

THE TRUTH AND LIGHT..

THE FORCE.. THE REAL POWER..

THE STRENGTH.. most men are ‘real fools’

who do not see or feel this Truth and light.. in the U.S. at least..

SO YEAH.. i ballet dance everywhere i go.. with a mix of martial arts grace.. all free style gifted by GOD through human innate instinct and intuition AND rarely.. whenever a homophobe.. comes up to me.. or ‘behind my back’ .. more often.. to challenge me.. i immobilize their threat.. with ease..

like a monkey who is 10 times stronger than a human..

AND FEARLESS.. with Love.. but Bonobo..

no raping pillaging Chimpanzee

AS me.. smiles.. Rafiah..:)

Hi Sweet friend Zee.. as i grow older..
i truly become more independent
and free.. yet more
Loving and
Interdependent
In Interconnecting
Relationships ALL1
at the sAme NoW..
i suppose that
is what it means
to be a child
of GOD..
MOVE
CONNECT
CREATE..
Find FamiLY..
share.. and
once again
BE FREE..
where FamiLY
tRuly becomes
the essence of Love
and not just a four letter word..:)

Okay.. so i outgrow School.. and Work..
where i no longer fit..
Okay.. so i outgrow the Wrong Planet..
where i no longer fit..
Okay.. so i outgrow Poetry Land Online..
where i no longer fit..
Okay.. so where do
i go from
here..
HeRe
NOW..

WTF
FTW

IT doesn’t take
a rocket scientist
or a poet to figure
that one out..
JUST MOVE..
CONNECT
AND
CREATE
AND NO
ONE
WILL
EVER
CONTROL
YA..
AND YOU
KEEP
YOuR
‘JOHNSON’
AND NO
ONE
WILL
CUT
IT OFF..
AND YES..
THAT’S A METAPHOR
TOO FOR CREATIVITY
AS HUMAN
SENSUALITY
IS AT
CORE
OF
ALL
HUMAN CREATIVITY..
And no doubt the ruling
to ‘get rid’ of my
‘JOHNSON’
IS GONNA
BE
THE
NEXT
RESTRICTION
in poetry
land..
AND LIKE
JESUS
GOD
AND
JOSEPH..
Joe the
F in Plumber..
BUDDHA..
LAO TZU..
AND HELL
YEAH..
MUHAMMAD..
‘THIS FRED’
WILL
NOT
BE
NEUTERED..
UNDER
ANY F In
CircumstanceS..
i got a 20%
discount
at Birth
’cause
of some
ignorant
folks in a
big black
book.. that’s
enough ignorance
for me.. i’ll just be Free
THANK YOU GOD..
so sorry if i always
looked turned
on in my
free verse
nude poetry
but BY
god i
ain’t the
one who
takes GOD’s
VEIL OFF..
IGNORANCE
HAS BEEN REIGNING
OVER GOD FOR THOUSANDS
OF YEARS BUT THE TRUTH OF
THE MATTER IS GOD ‘JUST GIGGLES’
AT IGNORANT HUMAN BEINGS..
‘GOOGLES IT’
AND WATCHES
THEIR
FOLLY
LIKE
‘GODZILLA’..
GOD’S
THEATERICAL
AGENT
FOR
NATURE’S
TRUTH
AND LIGHT..

NOW..

{/RANTalmostOVER}..;)

wHims beauty..
fall.. spring.. steps
Nature’s breath
heAr beats
Love
Art
ALive..
eYes sinGinG
HeArt’s liGht..

SpiRit RiSing
soUls US
NaTurETrue..:)

Oh.. Zee.. human addictions.. truly.. mostly.. replacement
for Love.. a heart never filled by parent
or lost through abuses of
social acceptance
and reality of
life grown
cold
in machine
brain ways..
A Mother’s
Love.. a childhood
embrace.. a laugh..
a smile.. these warm
and fuzzies grow
frolic of human life
instead of away
to death
in life..
a play is a dance
of life without alcohol
or other drugs of course
and freedom is dancing
naked with GOD
with none
of that..
but
sadly
a drink instead..
is an approach
but an
escape
from
ALL
THAT IS…

If i have dimes for
all the alcohol stupors
who ask me what i am
on when i dance at the
Rave Club.. i will be
rich.. but yes.. i am
rich when i
dance
WITH GOD..
sMiLES..

GOD’s Dance
ALive from
Death’s Dance..:)

Smiles
friend..
Zee..
You are
always welcome..
All in the day of
a Life of Loving Friends
with the Unconditional Passionate
and Tough Love that is GODLOVE..:)

So what if i tale you i AM Superman..
let’s just say hashtag
#iAMSuperman..
will you believe
me if i evidence
the fact that i can
leg press 930LBS
25 times with arms raised
to sky on parallel leg press machine
in this YouTube Video of evidence above
last February when it is only 14 reps.. how
about when i get to 50 or 100 reps or what
about if i press an airplane.. no probably not..
as i will do it with human strength.. GOD GIVEN
ALL INNATE.. INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE..
THIS HIGER POWER OF GOD WITHIN IS..
GOD IS NATURE ALL THAT IS NOW..
same stuff.. once again.. as i tale the
truth that Jesus is just another
#iAMSuperman2.. as well..
WeLL.. feats of strength
do not impress some
folks and science
abstracts can
be AWFUL
BORING SO
WHAT IF i write
a single blog
post in epic free
verse poetry style
that is close to 26K
words long.. including
comments in poetic
style response as
well.. along with
another 14.3K and
14.7K effort
as linked
here..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/09/02/matchbox-catches-fire/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/07/18/tsunami-of-love/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/09/07/love-smiles/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/23/4000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

Well.. some folks don’t
like poetry or writing very
much.. they are more into
flesh and blood feats of
human connection..
so what if i prove
to you in
documented
science way of
Nike GPS Sports
watch and numerous
photos and videos
almost too
many to
count
with the
‘normal’ human
eyes.. that i dance
walk over 4000 miles
now in just 2 years
everywhere i go in
public.. to spread
a message of
freedom
in human
mind and
body balance..
okay.. so maybe
that’s not thrilling enough
particularly with psychopathic
leaning minds among men.. who
just wanna meet pretty women and
that’s about it.. of course with money
and power.. well.. okay how about if
i show all you ‘big men’ out there..
400 or so women and photos
of me grinning ear to ear
with them.. as i bring
a muse of frolicKiNG
dance with them..
will that be enough..
probably not.. as truth
is.. today’s world is too
‘small still’..
to see a REAL
#iAMSuperman
come TO LIFE
AGAIN..
AND MY CHALLENGE
FOR THOSE OF YOU who
CAN SEE AND HEAR
ME NOW.. IS TO
DEVELOP GOD’S
EYES AND EARS IN
MIND AND BODY
BALANCE AND
JUST GO OUT AND
DO IT.. YES.. JUST DO IT..
BE SUPERMAN3.. AND OR
SUPERWOMAN2.. NOW..
YES.. JUST DO
IT.. IF YOU
ARE BRAVE
ENOUGH
AND FREE
ENOUGH
TO YES..
JUST DO IT..
trust me the reward
is eternAllY now.. no strings
attached.. just GOD’s Love
as all PassiOnately tOUgH
UnconditTionAlly liVing aS YOUONe..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/

LET’S JUST SAY I AM THE OLD STONE
STATUE ON THAT ALBUM COVER.. NOW
FORECAST BY SOME BOY Beatles..
ON PSYCHEDELIC DRUGS
MOVING TO A REALM
WHERE ONLY
TRUE
SUPERMEN
AND WOMEN
FLY INSIDE now
WITH GOD’S now
HIGHER POWER NOW
OF ART.. AND NOT JUST
FRIGGING ROBOT SCIENCE
MIND ALONE.. i LEARN MY GOD
LESsON WeLL.. AND I SHARE IT ALL..
in SMiLES of LOVE.. ONCE AGAIN NOW..:)

PS.. as in the prophecy of King David where
he promises to celebrate GOD in more ‘vile ways..
than dancing almost naked in front of servant girls..
WHAT IF.. I SPEND LITERALLY THOUSANDS OF PHOTOS OF
EFFORTS DOING JUST THAT IN ALL LEGAL AND TENDER
ADULT RESTRICTED WAY OF GOOGLE BLOGGER
DOING IT ALL IN THE RAW IN A highly
stimulating and sure as some
folks will likely suggest
VILE BABY VILE BUT
YES FREE BABY
FREE AS
GOD AND
JESUS IS
NOT NEUTERED
AND NEITHER IS
#iAMSuperman
either.. and
yes it also
fulfills the
prophecy of the
real man Jesus himself
in the Gnostic Gospels
of Jesus.. in verse
37 of the Gospel of
Thomas as quoted
and linked here:

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

“37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip
naked without
being ashamed,
and
take your
garments and put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

So yeah.. i am challenging
the world to just do it too..
not necessarily the naked part..
as Jesus the man demands but
yeah.. like the video above
for the benefit of Mr. Kite..
just another metaphor for
someone LIKE
Jesus
for those
of us
in the Know
AND FEEL OF REAL
GOD’S EYES AND EARS
AND WE CAN JUST
CALL THIS
BISHOP’S
GATE
AT
ONE..;)

And will
anyone
listen..
few..
but
that’s how one
or two or three
or more.. or
perhaps 144k
JUST
do it
as
a
THIEF IN
THE NIgHT..
AS THE
SIGNATURE
OF PROPHECIES
ALWAYS COME FIRST
WHETHER ON GILLIGAN’S
ISLAND OR A BIG BLACK
BOOK or even a
F*KiNG yes
FUnKiNG Rap
VIDEO..
FOR THOSE
WHO HEAR AND
SEE IT.. with
GOD’s eYes
and Ears..
AND YES FOR
SO MANY TIMES..
AS i and NIKE
say just DO IT..
INSTEAD OF
READING
JOHN
3:16.
AND PUTTING
THE BOOK
Down..
AND GOING
BACK TO SLEEP
IN DEATH OF LIFE…
AND FOR THOSE OF YOU
TRULY IN THE KNOW AND FEEL
OF ‘STUFF’.. YES.. YOU WILL HEAR
AND SEE THIS AS A STORM
ALERT2.. and no this
is no joke.. this
is the
real
DEAL..

Questions.. anyone…
probably not..
and ‘we’ CAN..
cAll
that
pArt of
a prophecy
too if one
liKes..
OR A JOKE..
yOur WiLL
and never
ever
miNe
alone..
IT goes
DOWN AND
UP INSIDE
AND OUTSIDE
ALL AROUND
ALLONEnOW..:)

Oh GOD..
some places i go ONLINE
NEED EXTRAS ‘rolls’..;)

But instead of wasting toiler paper..
reference ‘last Facebook profile

photo status thingy’..
i just SHAKE IT

OFF SITH STYLE

at Target haha!..
F*king.. Funking 230LB law enforcement LOOKING dude
dancing a public dance of free style ballet martial arts
guaranteed to generate smiles and WTF’s that
need to come.. and i forget all about
THE STUFF ONLINE..;)

AND THAT DESERVES

A VERY SPECIAL SONg2..;)

Poetic Response back to
later links for Tuesday’s prompt
at dVerse Poet’s Pub.. and my
link is deleted.. not surprisingly..
with ‘a visit’.. ‘hearing’ further
Truth from ‘eYes’ heRe
as expected
by me..
like
clockwork
Synchronicities..

Eyes of child
ancestral Truth
diminishing
culture’s
dark..
Alive as Light..:)

And that’s okay
as i will never be shut
up here.. at least not
by those.. without
eyes and
ears
of GOD..
sMiles..;)

{/oKrAntOver}..:)

!..YEAH..!

And now the fun stuff..

Thursday Night i will be celebrating

my 76th week of freedom in

Rave Dancing at Good

Old Seville

Quarter with all the

Cool College Age folks..

so while this post will hang a while..

more photos to come between now and

3AM in the

wee hours

on Friday Morning

after the Rave of Dance..

ends..:)

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