It’s true Maria..
God determines ‘this’..
through eyes of human..
never limited to parents
as children of God
and not when parents
are made as God’s voice
of future couple alone..
Funny how much people try
to chain God and put God
in boxes of 3 or more letters..
God is bigger and so is the human heart..
spirit.. and soul.. over cultural and religious
chains of human made prisons of faux rules
in attempts to rule God.. God spits those
humans out into real hell now
of human’s own self fulfilling
prophecy.. Yes.. I am sorry too..
‘This’ is true and few will listen
who are ruled by human
instead of God
who lives
within
without
any
culture
or religion…
PS.. Hi Maria..
and thank you
for your beautiful poem..
Right and Wrong is human..
GOD
is Real
and human
can be too..
simply
by escaping
humans in
cultural and
religious
ways of
illusions..
GOD
IS FREE
and so
are
WE
when
God lives
in out up
and down
and all
around
US FREE..:)
Listen to the
music
and
Dance
God..
sMiLes..
most of
all Be
YOU
BE
FREE..
sorry i missed
the call here before..
but i always try to lend
a voice to one who speaks Truth
and
Light
my friend..:)
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First a quick
joke.. can
you imagine
me with
writer’s
block..
joke
ends.. now
back to catching
up to the rest of
what dVerse open
link Night has to
offer in the way
of poetic
responses
from me.. hehe..;)
True.. many folks spend
their life running away
with cultures and
religions
when the
them is
one and
true with
the
rest
of all
that is..
a comfortable
gLove of Truth and Light
that no one owns
but
US
as
WE as liGht and TRuTH..:)
*hmm.. this is fun..
i will continue..
side note
ends..;)*
Real Love is never
sorry
or hides..
@ALL..
IT oNly
Shares
and
GiVES..:)
Zombie apocalypse
of human cold hearts
LESs here theRe
is no doubt
but there
are great
lights
shining
that
will
conquer
AsLove
ASummer
wHere Winter
only
visits.. and never
stays
forever
dark
LIGHT IS HERE..:)
55.. i don’t suppose
is too old but there
is a now at 21
where
my song
ends..
re-beGins
at 22..
ends again
at 47.. comes
roaring back
like a Lion
at 53..
and the rest
is history now
is all Heaven..
illusion for
me is
song
ends..
it
never
does..
in
Finity
and yes..
sometimes
the first note..
word.. or step
is the long
song
and
dance
HOME
ASHEAVEN
ALWAYSNOW..:)
*WeLL.. THAT’S
all dVerse has
to offer.. and quite
honestly.. i guess i’ve
done enough for now huh..
it’s been overcast here
and stormy ever since the
Super Blood Moon comes
last Sunday night..
and i’ve written
somewhere around
27 to 47K words
depending on
if revised
words are
counted
or not..
Anyway the
Sun is forecast
to come again..
so i will leave this
pen I
s for now hehe..
and now the
dance of
Nature
comes
with the
flesh and blood
connection of dance
in many public stores
and farm to come on
Sunday as well..
so perhaps
another
blog post
will come with
all of this sometimes
around Sunday or
who
feels
and knows
when.. as the
hand of God guides
me in
Pen and
IS..:)
Anyway.. after a lifetime
of people more or less
taling my existence is a joke..
i say it is real.. and i will
be a joke too.. as there
are two ways of life..
Victory
or
Vengeance
and i for
one will
do a joke
to end this
as sometimes
quite honestly
sarcasm and
smart
asses
rule
as
sacred
fools..
but it’s
wit and neither
gold or green that
truly rules with
human HeArt
expresSing
SpiRit..
as miNd
and bodY
balanCinG
soUl aLiVe
my friend(s)..
for N0W I’M HOME..:)
HA! THE SUN JUST PEAkS
THROUGH A SIgN FROM GOD
THROUGH MY BEDROOM WiND0W..
i’LL TAKE N0W
TO C0ME
0UTSIDE
AND
F*KinG
jUst
plaY!..:)
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i like to be unique..
before one morning
i cannot separate
myself from.. yes
X.. a rusty
chain..
rain.. stays
still and same..
and that
is too wet
for me..
cat who sees
beYond pastie
eYes of others
glue..:)
707
Hi Zee.. so good to hear from you today..
i’ve been checking back on your
site in the last day or so..
to see if you are writing
another post there..
as i was starting
to get a little
concerned
as you
seemed
somewhat
down in the
last post.. so yes.. SO
nice to see the smiley faces
here on Saturday.. and i wish
you a great and joyful Saturday
along with Sunday as I know nite
nite time is here now in
Pakistan friend..
smiles
with love
and laughter
for Living
LIFE!
PLAY
AS
FUN!..:)
Hi.. Zee..
I’m glad you missed ‘it’
as your word press
notification provides
an opportunity to read the wise
and kind words of all your readers..
Yes.. Love of the unconditional
KiND of ALLaH attracts the same..
You are a liGht for that my friend..
So may you always shine bright
like a human diamond..:)
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HI X.. i like the metaphor of shipmate
to describe the fix the world is in..
In my local area.. yes..
fundamentalist
Christian
dominated
by the most
churches
per square
mile in past
Record books..
like the New Jerusalem
in both dark and light
ways of the
Old
ways..
is haven
to discriminate
against the different
past whitie
tightie pastie..
skin.. and
Southern
Baptist
church
pews..
yes.. some stUFF
rarely changes and as
mentioned.. per science mind
before.. science has a handle on
this too.. as science shows.. that
humans innately can be liberal
or conservative with the
super liberal folks
like me totally
open
to the different..
yes.. like the real
historical man Jesus..
Buddha.. and several
million and or billion
others like
us.. sMiLEs
yes.. miles of
liberals and
conservatives make
the world go around
as is.. by the way..
here’s that cool
science video
again for any
new comers..
smiles again..;)
So yes.. as long as humans are flesh
and blood thingies we are gonna
have much different ideas
among folks
innately
and
environmentally
liberal as open minds..
OR
as conservative
closed
minds..
about
the new and
the different of life..:)
So yes.. what the hell
does all of that have to
do with shipmates.. when
folks become shipmates they
are much more likely to tolerate
and even at times accept differences..
the Navy station i work at for over two
decades is a respite from the prejudice
in my local area.. particularly specific to
Black Americans.. and this can be true
in football too.. as folks find out that we
all sweat and bleed the same color..
great example of that in
the Forrest Gump
movie as
well of course..
where smart becomes
as smart does.. instead
of iQ frigging points on
a test.. or a graded
paper for
some
straight
A’s.. Just DOING
IT IS ALL OF WHAT
IT IS ABOUT..
AND WITH ALL STUFF
HUMAN IN MOVING
CONNECTING AND
CREATING
USE
IT
OR
LOSE
IT
DOES
MOST
DEFINITELY
APPLY!..;)
I PROVIDE tHe proof
of what can happen when a human
USES ALL OF IT HERE.. YES.. IT WORKS
AND WE CAN BECOME WILD AND FREE LOVING
SOCIALLY COOPERATING ANIMALS WHO
CAN DANCE AND SING..
RATHER THAN
ROBOTS
OR ZOMBIES
BEHIND
AN
ICE
COLD
SCREEN..
SCREAM!..
BUTT.. OH..
there is a paradox
of light and dark
with technology
too.. as with the shipmate
example.. to get to know your
shipmate in intimate detail is to
realize ya got stuff in common and not
just the different of the seeing eye.. the
feeling eye learns to rule by
pumping the
LOVE MUSCLE
HARDER FASTER
PLEASE.. LIKE THE
6 million dollar man
we can
rise
and
LOVE
AGAIN!
FASTER
AND
HARDER
WITH EACH
OTHER IN FLESH
AND BLOOD..
THE BEST
ParTs
of Living
HUMAN
BEING
AFRIGGINGALIVE!
AND YES.. expressing
E M O T i O n S AND
human sensuality in
grace and strength
for the
divine
masculine
and feminine
is the excellent
example of the big tough
dude in the multi-colored
Richard Simmons
sweaties..
with the
sweetie
dance
partners
too!
WoMEN
are much more
balancing
these days
in ways of feminine
and expressing their
assertive masculine
will of side..
they beat the F
out of men most
every time.. in culture
now.. where men will continue
to die earlier with more suffering
and misery.. by repressing their
human beings of feminine
E M O T i O N a L
and SENsualiTY side!..
And these screaming
screens of technologies
new age way.. is just the
virtual ticket.. yes.. the truly
only virtual ticket to get A BIG
WORLD HIVE.. CONNECTING
BUZZING.. AND BEING
ONE
AS WHOLE
LOVE
OF
SOCIALLY
COOPERATING
HUMAN LIVES!
IT AIN’T PERFECT
BUT IT
IS WHAT
IT IS..
AND
WE CAN USE
IT AS A TOOL TO
CONNECT BETTER..
PERHAPS MOTIVATE
OURSELVES TO MOVE..
AND PARTICULARLY GAIN
SOME ASSISTANCE
TO CREATE
IN BLOGGER
LIKE WAYS!
YES.. AND LOSE
IT OR LOSE IT ALSO
APPLIES TO UNDERSTANDING
METAPHORS.. WRITING.. MOVING
CREATING.. CONNECTING AND EVERYTHING
ELSE IN LIFE.. THE BIGGEST SECRET IS TO
NEVER EVER LEAVE
BOOTCAMP
OR PRE-SEASON
PRACTICE.. EVEN
IF ONE HAS NEVER
BEEN THERE..
GOD IS A GOD
OF CHALLENGE
ADAPTATION
AND CHANGE
TO BECOME
A FAT CAT
OF INSTANT GRATIFICATION
IS NOT TO LIVE LIKE A FERAL
YELLOW BOY.. in lightning
fast.. strong and smArt cat!
WHO HEARS
THE CALL OF THE
WILD AKA THE CALL OF GOD
AND SAYS IT’S TIME TO GO OUT
AND
HUNT LIFE
INSTEAD
OF WAITING
FOR IT TO COME!..:)
Katrina.. in the background
saying get the F off that
Keyboard
and let’s go
PLAY.. HUNTING
FOR SUBSISTENCE
STUFF FOR HER..
AND DANCING
LEGS
AND
CONNECTING
FOR ME..
sMILEs
of F in FUN!..:)
PS.. i never cover my naked
legs in the last two
years.. so i cannot
wear sweats
or tights..
even in
the
F
in
SnOW..;)
Hi X.. thanks for stopping by again..
so much.. adding the important
elements comprising
the shipmate life..
realizing we are
all in this keeping
the ship afloat game together..
and the only way for the
ship to sail true
and brave is for us all to work together..
YES! like the metaphor of Gilligan’s Island too!..
AND of course the social role is primal and most important in using strengths
of each individual’s skills to get each individual bee job done so the hive will thrive and THE Invisible Queen of Nature will stay happy.. sMiLEs.. of sailing well.. with more metaphors.. too.. from Mother Nature.. QUEEN BEE Truth and Light.. AKA God.. of course.. write on course.. aS ALLTHATIS.. hahaheHE!..;)
1792
Epic Mall dance.. Fred vs Darth.. Maul on Thursday Night Dancing.. and Vader.. Saturday tonight.. and stay tuned for who wins.. the dark force or the light force.. if i lose the duel.. i must wear a Darth Vader Shirt to Catholic Church tomorrow morning with a huge Darth face all across the shirt.. and then from there
i must wear the shirt to the Southern Baptist
Pastors’s home on the First Sunday get
together out in the back woods of
Santa Rosa County
close to Spring Hill..
where my kinfolks used to live too..
a very nice place to live.. on a farm..
except there ain’t no dam Internet access..wink emoticon..;)
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Suicide..
perhaps the
hardest subject to discuss
and live through there is for human being..
And yes.. there is most definitely some stuff in life worse than death..
And for me.. losing first love.. losing first and only child.. and watching first and only child suffer in only misery and pain for 51 days in a hospital.. and that’s all he ever gets in life.. all the bullying in school.. where people tell me in no uncertain terms that i do not belong on this planet earth.. and off with my life.. as far as they are concerned then..
NO.. i never ever consider suicide for even one second during all of that.. but ha!.. the challenge has not even started.. then.. a life of ‘JOB’ will start with the worst pain known to mankind..at age 47.. type two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. BORing Novocaine-less dentist-like drills in my right eye and ear.. from wake to sleep for 66 months..
A pain so bad that the first 40 days of this pain.. ALONG with the challenge of Dyautonomia where my heart rate and blood pressure no longer properly synch with autonomic nervous system.. where every time i drift off to sleep my heart goes fast to pick up the slack with my blood pressure and i wake up gasping for breath..
And Fibromyalgia.. Severe Degenerative Arthritis in the Spine.. along with Spinal Stenosis.. making incredible pain in my neck.. as part of an early onset issue associated with a Congenitally Fused Vertebra in neck from birth..
Sjogren’s Syndrome.. where my eyes
almost completely stop making tears..
like swimming with
one’s eyes open in salt water..
a perfect storm of illnesses coming together
with Severe Anxiety.. PTSD/Panic Attacks..
Severe Depression… Anhedonia..
a side order of a
middle-age diagnosis on the
Autism Spectrum.. specifically..
Asperger’s Syndrome..
ADHD.. and Alexithymia..
Severely closed up sinuses from
a Deviated Septum from birth.. and associated
exacerbated Inflammation of the Mucosa
in the Sinuses.. where
the ENT
who reads the Cat Scan
of my Sinuses says.. dam..
how do you breathe through your nose..
and i’m thinking.. dam.. don’t you know
there is another whole named my mouth..
but yeah.. a little air goes through the nose..
but no one ever tells me lots of air
is supposed to go through there..
haha.. i guess.. ya adapt.. and survive.. YNOT.. and sure..
Coat Hanger Pain syndrome associated with Dysautonomia.. too..
Moderate Carpal syndrome in both wrists.. extreme Tactile Sensitivity..
an ongoing issue still.. where i’ve never been able to touch
manmade stuff.. not even my pants..
without severe discomfort..
Tachycardia.. heart always
beating close to 100 beats
per minute.. and Vasovagal Pre-Syncope..
just eat a heavy meal.. and raise your arms..
and ya almost pass out.. as the blood is just not
getting to the head.. oh yes.. hell yes.. back
to the frigging 40 days.. with all these
particulars associated with Dysautonomia..
Perhaps.. the worse case of Insomnia ever.. as the record for no sleep at all is 264 hours of precisely.. 11 days.. and i get ‘gifted’ with 40 days.. only a shallow sleep one hour each night.. the first 35 days.. with the aid of a powerful alpha blocker to get my heart to slow down for about an hour to go to sleep.. yeah.. and then for the last 5 of 40 days.. not even an hour of sleep.. no sleep at all.. where the pain burning all over my body.. is worse than any pain imaginable.. worse than any flame.. and then OMG..
ALL THE FEELING STOPS EVERYWHERE
TOWARD THE
VERY
END..
AND i am like a piece of paper with no feelings at all..
My Brain has done something very strange..
i become the Living Dead..
where there is only time..
and a second lasts
a thousand years of hell with no end..
OMG.. it is beyond frigging anything i can imagine before.. and they cannot even describe this on the worst horror show ever.. as there are no words to feel zero point of.. Nothing Hell.. so much worse than even the worst pain known to mankind i have.. so then all that is left is the will to die.. as the last grasp resort escape for Hell in Life..
i struggle to find the keys on the 39th day..
i am going to drive as fast as i can into a tree..
and Fucking Escape Hell.. i sneak the keys past Katrina..
somehow find the strength to get to the car..
as she has been helping me even get
to a shower to take a bath..
as i am almost too weak to walk..
i get a second wind to die..
and i am gonna take it as i am
in a place no one tales me can
possibly exist in hell in life.. death is the blessing of eternity to me then..
So i drive.. and the cautious driver i always am.. for a lifetime… in muscle memory.. refuses to go over 55.. and after 40 days of little to NO sleep.. the state of mind is beyond belief.. i must get to a bridge and jump off.. as there are no high buildings and i am too weak to get a rope and hang myself.. i already make it to a store to buy a shotgun.. weeks before.. but i am too.. weak and tired.. to even figure out how to load it.. so i arrive at the Blackwater Bridge..
Yes.. the same place i am raised.. and get married on the gazebo of the boardwalk.. that i often show a photo of in my blogs.. and i sit at the bottom of the bridge in my car.. there are fisherman in boats.. and even if i can make it to the top to jump off.. they will surely save me.. there is no way to die..
My sister comes down the hill in her car.. at the red light.. somehow she knows i will be there.. she talks me into her car.. i want to go to the river walk.. and just jump off there.. as i am like a roach on his last leg of bug spray and pain.. as the pain comes back.. in stormy revenge after the NO Feeling of Hell..
and she takes me in her car to the highway up North..
the same Munson highway that takes us to the farm
we will visit on Sunday after church.. on the first Sunday of every month now..
Driving 80 miles an hour.. saying please i don’t won’t to live without a brother.. and i say no.. not you.. just me.. it is beyond the worst nightmare imaginable ever and it is real for me..
AND HER
AND THE REST
OF MY FAMILY TOO..
Well.. i must tale this
story as it is true.. and
i must relate my life to all others..
including the 66 months of hell after that…
as a shut-in in my bedroom..
and i must relate the fact.. YES.. the FACT THAT GOD HEALS ME OF ALL MY DISORDERS.. at least into remission.. SUDDENLY AND MIRACULOUSLY ON OR ABOUT JULY 22ND 2013.. AND ALL THE AMAZING STUFF THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME IN THE BLISS OF HEAVEN AFTER THAT..
‘CAUSE.. I JUST WANT FOLKS
TO KNOW AND FEEL
SOMEHOW THAT GOD IS REAL..
AND MIRACLES AND ANYTHING
IS POSSIBLE WITH GOD..
EVEN THROUGH ALL THIS NIGHTMARE
OF A REAL BIBLE ‘JOB’..
LIFE CAN BECOME THE BEST EVER WITH A SECOND
AND THOUSANDTH WIND OF GOD AT OUR BACKS..
IF WE SET OURSELVES FREE WITH
THE WILL AND COURAGE OF SURVIVAL..
EVEN IF ALL IS LOST..
iN PEACE OF MiND
AND BODY BALANCE OF SOUL..
AND I TALE THIS STORY OVER AND OVER..
TO SOME degree when i talk to people.. IN FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE..
about why i dance in real life everywhere i go.. 4000 miles.. i tell them about the writing.. and my bravery to dance naked and free in front of the world.. if they are adults of course.. AND i tell them where i’ve been and i even show them the YouTube Video on my handy dandy iPhone 6s now.. of me pressing almost half a ton 14 times slowly on parallel leg press machine with my arms raised in the air.. and i give them the update on how i do it 25 times now..
And I TELL THEM AGAIN.. GOD IS REAL.. GOD IS GREAT
AND GOD LIVES INSIDE US ALL.. NO DIFFERENT
THAN JESUS… BUDDHA
AND FUCKING
JOE
THE
PLUMBER.. AS GOD IS
A GIFT OF ALL TO ALL..
AND IF WE LOOK WITHIN
WE CAN FIND GOD TO
HELP US IN OUR OWN
UNIQUE NEEDS
OF HEALING
SELF
IN ALL
OUR PAINS
AND MISERIES..
YES.. i am only
human but with
GOD i am
GOD as well..
as we are all
special
children
of GOD
with a gift
that no culture
or religion
can take
away..
for those
of US WHO
DO LIVE FREE NOW
WITH THE HIGHER
POWER OF GOD
MANIFEST
AS
HUMAN
BEING
LOVE
AND
FREEDOM
ALWAYS USAsNOW..:)
As often iPhones
do.. sometimes
they just start up
playing a random
song in one’s music
library.. this song comes
on.. i enjoy a whimsical
dance with it.. but when
i watch the Youtube video
i know it is once again.. time
to tale this full story.. as yes..
there are potentially many people
in the reading audience
now or somewhere
down the road when a
random person on Googles searches
clicks on this link.. perhaps long after i am dead.. who
will be able to see the evidence here.. of truly how happy
a person can be in a real heaven now.. after going to a real
hell
THEN..
THANKS GOD
FOR MY LIFE
AND THANKS
GOD..
FOR PROVIDING
THOSE FISHERMEN
THAT I KNOW THEN
WILL NEVER
LET
ME
DIE EITHER..
AS THERE ARE HEROES
IN THIS LIFE STILL THAT
LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY
AND THAT TOO IS WHAT
i now
aim
to
JUST
DO
IN ONLINE
AND OFFLINE
LIFE TOO NOW..:)
And yeah.. on the 40th day..
hard headed me agrees to
go to the hospital.. i am terrified
to go to ‘the mental place’ as it is
the place at age 21.. i almost
never escape.. but there
is no other
option..
and thank GOD
for Ativan.. as a 2MG
injection puts me to sleep
like a baby.. and what a relief
that is after 40 days.. where the
alpha blocker just makes me feel
all that much worse.. after it wears
off after an hour of semi-sleep
wake delirium
in a state
of mind
beyond
imagination
before.. as well..
i talk my way out
of the mental place
with the psychiatrist
but the the truth
still is.. then..
my only motivation
of life is to end it all..
and yes.. i remain suicidal
with a metal chain in my bicycle
basket as the Ativan is helping
somewhat.. in case the pain gets
as bad as it did before or the no
feeling at all.. like piece of paper
existence.. in 2010 around two
years or so into hell of 2010..
i am thinking about a tree on
Martin road.. some distance
from my home
on bicycle
travel..
a place far enough
where no one
but hungry
birds will
find what
is left of me..
and then my wife
awakes from a dream
and tales me her granny
who has long since passed
away and she are hanging up Christmas
ornaments on a tree on YES.. SPECIFICALLY
WHAT SHE SAYS IS MARTIN ROAD AND
SHE CAN’T FUCKING FIGURE OUT
WHY SHE DREAMS THIS..
AS SHE NEVER EVEN
THINKS ABOUT
FUCKING MARTIN
ROAD.. SO YEAH..
I NEVER TALE HER UNTIL
LONG AFTER I RECOVER
IN 2013.. ABOUT BEING
SUICIDAL THEN.. OR THE
CHAIN THAT REMAINS
IN MY BICYCLE
BASKET UNTIL
THE PAIN
GOES
AWAY IN
JULY OF 2013..
BUT YEAH.. I CAN’T
GET ANY MORE MESSAGES
FROM GOD THEN.. IN SIGNS
OF SYNCHRONICITY AS
THAT PART OF ME IS
DEAD THEN..
BUT SHE
DOES IT
FOR ME..
WITH GOD..
GOD KnOWS
THEN GOD
HAS OTHER
PLANS
IN STORE FOR ME..
AND yeah.. also when
i first come home from
work where i can no longer
do that.. extreme fight of flight
stress of two years.. finally
slows down for me..
all sick as hell
then.. and my
wife and i walk
around the block
me stumbling around..
and suddenly time slows
down dramatically to me..
and she says that’s weird
it feels like everything just
slows down.. she never says
that before.. and i never feel
that before..
there is stuff
in this life
‘HORATIO’
STRANGER
THAN ANY FICTION
EVER READ IN ANY
BOOK
AND THE
STRANGEST
THING OF ALL
IS IT
IS REAL
MIRACLES
ARE REAL
AND GOD
IS MORE STRANGE
AND MYSTERIOUS
THAN ANY BIBLE..
SACRED TEXT..
OR SCIENCE
PROJECT
WILL
EVER
TALE..
AND this is the best i can
do.. but sure.. there is much
more to it.. that i still have
no words for..
and may
never do GOD
justice for my
gift of life..
to FIND THOSE
NEW METAPHORS
TO DESCRIBE WHAT
I’VE BEEN THROUGH
BUT
I WILL
KEEP
TRYING
AS THIS
DUDE
DOES
NOT
GIVE
UP
UNDER
ANY CIRCUMSTANCES
WITH A LITTLE HELP
FROM
MY
FRIENDS..:)
And yeah.. toward
the end of those
40 days.. totally
incapacitated..
i vividly
still
then..
can imagine
my end being
eaten alive
by wild
dogs..
naked on
the side of
the road some
where.. So yes..
HELL YES.. i value
my Health and
Independence
AND MOREOVER
FREEDOM FOR
GOOD
REASON
AND MOST
OF ALL.. FEELING..
NAMELY UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE ALWAYS NOW ALIVE..
oh and one more thing
speaking of pain
medications and
addictive
prescription
drugs.. Ativan is
incredibly addictive
and the only thing
that saves my life
but starting out with
4 MG that will practically
put down a frigging larger
animal than me.. then at
a relatively shrunk down
182 LBS compared to today’s
‘Superfred’ at 234 Lbs..
Ativan will numb all
stuff emotions too..
a little high at
first like
that first
beer.. in
euphoria feel..
but Zombie waves
of beauty LESS
life of feeling
after that.. and
it takes me all the
way to July of 2013
and the end of pain
to take the less one
quarter of a pill i
ever take.. a long
journey from 4 to a
Quarter to none..
with withdrawal
symptoms along
the way..
with
car lights
coming alive
as eyes and
such as that..
yes really scary
stuff.. but never
the less i am successful
and fearless now with zero
levels of anxiety where my
psychiatrist at one point in time
an Air Force major who deals with
combat fatigue veterans says
i am the worst case
of human being
total disrepair
more and less
than he has
ever come
across
in
his
military
shrink career..
Anything is possible
with the higher power
of GOD.. call it the
higher power of Mother
Nature or WTF FTW
labels matter
NOT
THE ESSENCE
OF THIS HIGHER
POTENTIAL OF
HUMAN AND
THE REST
OF NATURE
REAL AKA GOD
IS AS REAL AS
ANY FLESH
AND BLOOD
WE FEEL
AND LIVE
NOW
TO
NOW
ALIVE
AS FREE..:)
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Hi X.. this reminds me of the inside stories of the homeless told by Katrina’s brother during his ‘stay’ as a homeless person in California.. but there is a caring in that survival environment that sadly does NOT carry over nearly as much in our modern society.. than before.. when most everyone experiences more rigor of finding the next meal.. and even the next spigot.. or cup of water in hands as God’s chalice to feel the rain of life giving flow of blood through veins of human..
The hands are a chalice of both
giving and receiving..
and sadly
cell phones
have
replaced
human
hands..
overall..
glad to hear
you lend a hand
and a heart to remember
a dog.. a loved one’s name..
where now love lives
much greater
in dogs
overall
than
human
hands
sadly
as realistic AS
that is to all the
miles my eyes and
feel see now.. my friend…
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Chaaaaaaa! a Feeling to relate..
friend Rafiah..
Words.. Letters..
Symbols HouSinG..
Vehicles.. Vessels
expresSing discrete
labels for stuff..
and abstract
figurative
metaphors
for deeper
FEELING
LIFE..
Mechanical cognition.. the stuff
of balancing checkbooks..
solving two plus two..
and yes..
Chemistry equations
too.. material reductionism
in black and white concrete
ways of human mind cognition..
in executive functioning of focus
and short term working memory prowess..
People for the majority of my life describe the
inner workings of me as a computer working in
PERFECT SYNCH AS PROBLEM SOLVER.. FRED
THE GO TO GUY.. IF YOU NEED A PROBLEM SOLVED..
YES.. FRED.. PROBLEM SOLVED.. PROBLEM IS THERE
IS an entire other hemisphere of human being in ways far
far beyond.. the Standard Intelligence Measures of school
grades intelligence.. NO.. Standard IQ does not
touch the intelligence of moving
connecting and creating..
the stuff that GOD does
first with Dark.. then with
LIgHT.. THEN WITH MOVEMENT
OR DANCE.. THEN WITH SOUND
OR SonG CONNECTioNS CREATinG
ALLTHATISNSIDEOUTSIDEABOVESOBELOW
YESALLROUNDASONEINFINITYNOWJUSTNOW..
THAT’
S a long word
but GOD is much
much bigger than
words and yes.. so are
we.. in fact all words are idols
for reality in moving connecting
and creating WitH eYes of GOD
manifest as human being NOW
yes.. again.. JUSTNOW.. so
yeah.. while some folks
are solving
problems
others are simply
moving connecting
and creating and
being
what is
truly Manifest
of GOD ALL of
creation
as
moving connecting
and creating human being..
and all other animals too..
yes.. almost my entire life is
one of input and solving equations..
and what is missing is the expression
of non-verbal and verbal human communication..
but that takes practice.. as does the imagination
and creativity of human physical
and emotional intelligences..
truly THE MOVIE AVATAR..
is a great example of what
mechanical cognition is
doing to the human heARt
iN SpiRit expresSinG..
FEELing ThAT
HEaRT of
EmoTiON
of us and all
others and
NATURE TOO
AKA GOD ALL..
iN balancing
mind and body
soUl as human
eyes come in
balance
wITh
instead of
AGAINST
the gravity
of GOD as
ONEFOrce
instead of
dividing mind..
body.. heart..
spirit.. and soul..
repressing human moving..
connecting and creating
in any subjugating or
controlling way..
either internally
or externally
oppressing muting
human being maniFesTinG
GOD on this terrestrial plane…
IN THE MOVIE ‘AVATAR’ THE ‘REAL
PEOPLE’ ARE ONE WITH NATURE IN
A GARDEN OF EDEN.. AND A HUMAN WHO
IS SOMEWHAT SEPARATE FROM THE MECHANICAL
COGNITION OF HIS ‘IQ SUPERIORS’ IS ABLE TO
MOVE.. CONNECT.. AND CREATE AGAIN AS
MUCH FULLER HUMAN BEING.. the little
creatures like fairy angel beings that
fly around him is the human
heArt FeeLinG tHe spiRit of
GOD as Nature
reflectTinG
back
THat as same..
hE becomes one
with his new MUCH FREER
FRIENDS AS NATURE ONE
WITH GOD.. AND THEN
HE IS MASTER OF
RELATIVE HUMAN
FREE WILL.. HiM
TOTALLY FREE
TO EXPrESS SPIRIT
FEEL THE HEART
AND HEART OF
OTHERS AND
BALANCE
MIND AND BODY
IN WAYS OF MOVinG
CONNECTinG AND
CREATinG LIVinG
ALIVeNoW..
It’s hard for me to
answer to the question
marks fully but in just
seeing your face.. just one
time before you erase it..
it matters not as it
is etched in my heart
and soul now.. and in
your eyes i see the empath
you are that explains more fully
why you are perhaps the only
one who has stuck with me as friend
this long online.. without abandoning me
now and then.. but as i was before.. i have no real
way to express what i am inside.. and am overwhelmed
with emotions that are killing me to express outside in ways
of moving connecting and creating.. and sure i need not
express my path again.. as you’ve heard it all too much
before.. but i do what i can friend.. when
ever i hear.. you heart.. spirit and soul
calling with one
word
or two
eyes and
a smile
my friend
just from
photographic
memory for
eyes and smiles..
and empath
souls..
we all have our unique
journeys and paths with
Allah GOD guidDinG us..
within all innate instinctual
intuitively just doing tHiS Now..
yours may be totally
different than
mine to
come
to
a similar
place.. but @age
22.. you still are
a young
babe..
with an
Infinity of
potential still far ahead
but always now for
you
my friend..
there is no doubt
in my mind that you
will go far.. but each
moment of ALL
N0Ws
is worth aLL
the dArk and
liGht that leads
one further
NOWs
WitH
GOD..:)
Hi thefeatheredsleep..
Tribal innate instinctual
intuitive way of
human being
true or
false..
whatever
sticks ’em
together
iSglue
of humankind..
ethics matter
not when
gLue of
social
roles
is
staKinG
deep..
ONlY
FRIGgInG
ANSWER iS
ONe TRIBE OF
SOMEtHinG
ASINSTINCT
ISALWAYS
HERE
TOSTAY..
SOYEAH..
i say a tribe of dance…
but sadly theRe iS A camel
of cultureS IN A way.. and
a pin prick of dance
to
move
aWay
or
cLose..
sMiLes..
so yeS…
i readDiLY
admiT i am
a PENpRiCK
and or Fred
eRicKnow..;)
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The art of You.
Your epic finish.
finding poetry in your pictures again.
Hi X.. thanks for your visit today.. and hope you are drying out a little up there in VA.. as A Son peaks out a little on Saturday but goes back and is still hiding among clouds through today on Monday as well..
And God speaks through synchronicity to human in visual and hearing ways along with all human senses and emotions in ways of greater than human eyes and ears along..
I just point and shoot with my
my new iPhone 6s and
let GOD
do the speaking
in synchronicity
way when
i come
home
to read
GoD’s
mesSage specificAllY
tailored for me and
you too.. hehe..
like poems
do in
multi-layered
meanings of
words as well..
as sure.. this is
where the mystery
and magic of GOD
Light and Truth comes
into Lives that are open
in emotional and sensory
experiences letting GOD’s Light
and Truth come in.. with or without
sunshine
from
skies
my
friend..:)
BUTT.. OH..
there is a paradox
of light and dark
ok, you got me chuckling…
you with writers block – no. Lol.
I am like a peice of paper without feelings – what an honest line that is,
and thought provoking too.
HA! X..! no…no..! TRUE and LIT
streaming conscious.. bLocKs..
iN words oF poeTry oR daNce
for mE
anymore..
HE.. HE..!
my heArt..
soUl.. and spiRit!
is constipaTing through
all lies of culture and
religion for 40 years or
so of walKing on human
deSigNing narRow
sidewalks
of prison
HeLL..
so sure in
heaven it all comes
out like a flood of raiN
human heaRrt.. spirIt
souL..
unencumbeRinG
by eyes of human
psychopathic leaning hate..
that will stop a human up
until the septic
tank of
life
EXPLODES..
SO SURE I Am
FULL OF SHiT BEFORE
AND NOW THE RIVER
FLOWS ONCE AGAIN
AS HEaRT
SPIrIT
AND
SOuL..
AS ENEMA TRUTH
AND LIGHT RELEASED
UNLEASHED AS QUANTUM
MIND AND BODY BALANCE AND
NO LONGER
BACKED UP
SEPTIC
TANK
OF
HUMAN BEING..
a river streAMinG
Ocean once
again
am
i..:)
https://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2015/10/05/just-sharing-a-thought/
^^^
Rain is God’s greaTest GiFt
to human as iT bRinGs
purifying water to sustain LiFE…
Once.. there is a human that wanders arid
lands.. this human Loves rain as much
as life itself.. as inDeeD Rain is Life
as Life iS for
human being.. then and NOw..
this human wishes more than
anything.. to have a rain
that reins forevermore
as reign of KinG
of VeinS
Love
Human
groWinG
noWmore..
so yes.. in
metaphor
this human
eventuAlly
wanders
North and
finds the place
where you live now..
in a land.. a new world
of cold and endless rain
that sadly drOwns
thirst of human
heArt..
extinguishing
FiRe of human
SpiRit that must
move invisibly
to capture
prey
and
escape predator
on butterfly dance
feat of human being..
and to connect to other
human beings in these
arid lands of little.. is to
survive.. to LiVE spiRit
expresSinG human
emotiON emoting
human Force of
God’s Love
gifTing gRAce
alWays
iNbalanCinG
SoUl of human beInG
mind and body REAL
ALL innate.. instinctual
intuitive.. from ALL oriGiN
InFiniTy aLL n0w as
human evolves
through
GOD
‘s
grace sTilL NOW..
MoVinG.. ConnecTinG
CreaTinG.. reflecTinG
GOD’s UniVersAL
SoUl of
BEINGAlWAYS
NOW.. as we WiLL
BE too.. if we
generate
Force
of GOD..
the spark
the flAMe
inside
not yet
put out
by instant gratification
of new human reign
of reins of
all we can
eat
rain..
The real devil is fear..
The real sin is succumbing
to instant gratification
with no longer
the challenge
of Life that GOD
bRinGs to uS
as MoVinG
ConnecTinG
CreaTinG
adaptTinG
chanGinG
reflecTioNs
ForCe
ChanGe
alWays
aLLthaTis
GOD..
Rain has more than
rainbow colors for those
who see and feel ALL
MORE COLORS OF
GOD’S eYes BeInG
and when we are stifLED
or abuse(D) those colors
without challenge
adaptations
and change
we lose GoD’s
gift of grace to us
as always
NOW..
and those who look forward
or past.. will never
ever
LiVE
aGaiN..
SMiLEs.. anyway.. nice to
see you on the 5th as i am
thinKinG of what to write
you without a poetic
prompt for you..6th..
and i Love to
be inspiRed
by otHeRs
more than
a weak attempt
to inspire them without
a connection from them..
as always for me Love is
Uncondtional without any
stRinGs attaChinG no
requirements from
me but to
breathe
my friend..
but i will tale you this..
as a 234 LB man who
can leg press half a ton
now 25 times straight
forward on a parallel
leg press machine
with arms raised in
air.. dance walking
a martial arts style
of ballet everywhere i go
now for 4200 miles or so
since i meet you at the end
of July..2013.. when now then
i gain A greatesTgift riSinG
of Phoenix from God that YOU
help spark in me.. i am fearless
but yet.. my heart.. spirit.. and soul..
is as or more sensitive than it has ever
been before as a Human Empath Angel
houSinG as this body of steel.. AlL tHis Love i
give to you and expect absolutely nothing in
return.. and although out of concern for you..
when i attempt to reach out to you..
as i always do.. i am very happy
to get that notification on
my iPhone that you
accept my
facebook
friend
request.. from months..
as sure reciprocation now
feels good too.. to all we
human beings.. i don’t
say anything but a like
on one of your posts
that says it all
that Love
is a spirit
with no time..
distance or space..
that never ends when
real with yes.. no sorrows
regrets.. or shame
no matter what
happens or what
the other person does..
in life.. but i will
say this too..
as a human being
for whatever reason
that Lala Rukh face
is erased from my
friendship face
list either
intentional
or not intentional
that hurt my feelings
in a little dArk way
but yet it inspires
me more..
as that my
friend is the
PRACTICE OF
THE REAL UNCONDITIONAL
TOUGH AND PASSIONATE
LOVE OF ALLAH
ALWAYS
RESTORieD
IN US.. THAT NEVER
GIVES UP then or NOW
AND IS A PERFECT
STORM OF LOVE
THAT NEVER
REIGNS DEAD
WITH REINS OF
RAIN THAT
ARE ALWAYS
CHERISHED
AND
NEVER
EVER
TAKEN
FOR GRANTED
by me at least my
friend.. To be the Truth
and Light as guided by
GOD is a greaTesT
challenge and
adaptation
from GOD
for change..
but it is a challenge
and my real
version
of Ramadan
that rains
forever
now
my friend..
with this..
Love,
Fred…
And sure..
i just share
a stream
of consciousness
thought too that comes
from the ocean of human
cosmic consciousness
also known as
Holy Spirit..
and so many
other metaphors
across all cultures
and religions always
now.. when two humans
connect in whatever way
where GOD comes into
the room too..
to have
GOD’s
say
so
as well.
but yah.. sure
human language
is so dam limited
that we will never
speak the
full language
of God and
that my friend
is the most beautiful
reality of all.. the mystery
and magic of GOD that will
always keep us on our toes
and alive.. for those of us
who hear
the cALL..
answer
and never
ever give IT UP..
as GOD’s
GreaTesT
GiftINfinite
potenTiaL reflecTinG
in Human GOD’s
eYes and eaRS
of
N0W..
LOVE..
my friend..
Lala Rukh..:)
Ratika says
all i say
in one
word..
EXPLORE..;)
Did you just call me vain? 😉
He he.. hedera..
only if you live
in SpaiN.. aRe
UvaiN.. GReAT!
and you kNow
what tHey saY
about
ladies
who live
in France..
haha!.. my lady
inside lives in France..
and never wears pants
but sure.. shorts away from home..
even in feet of snow.. and i can prove
it too.. but not here.. now.. haha! buTT i actuAlly
do a facebook profile photo of me dancing
yes wife Katrina takes it giggling all the way..
in my underwear barefoot and free spirit-
aSs can be in the frigGinG sNow
in Florida.. but i wear
black.. an always
acceptable
men’s
speedo
color for
BEACHES TOO..
hehe.. Fred ski(E)s
in hiS
underwear
just on feet
of feat
in sNows
of Florida
warm and true
as frosty Fred..;)
You see, this is EXACTLY what I’m talking about. Why CAN’T we take Facebook profile pics of ourselves in our underwear?! It shouldn’t be such a big deal. I was so born in the wrong place at the wrong time.
Well.. sweet heARt.. Hedera.. the truth is
WE CAN take Facebook profile pics
of ourselves in our underwear
as long as no private pArts are shoWinG..
butt most people are too afraid to do it..
I DO IT at least five times.. and sure
they are still there.. and one of ’em
is kinda cool.. as i look like one of
tHOSE Michelangelo David’s
all posed in wolf grey shademan
panties.. haha.. hehe.. who cares..
women are afraid they will be seen
as sluts
and men are afraid
they will be seen as gay..
well.. i.. my friend am human
and as the real man Jesus..
NO.. NOT the fake ONLYTRINITYMANGOD created
in the Nicene Council of Trump 325AD..
iN back boardrooms of Constantine
and his Catholic Cohort big
wig leaders.. REALLY
SAYS THIS! IN
THE ORIGINAL!
GREEK VERSION
OF THE GNOSTIC
GOSPEL OF
THOMAS.. YES
JUST THIS..
AS reported
of course..:)
http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm
37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip
naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
King David does it DANCING
in his underwear as prophecy
half complete before the real
Dude Jesus makes the prophecy
above for human being All.. And
King David promises to do it in
more so-called vile ways
like Egyptian GOD Min
as Myth then..
in ways of fertility
human hopes..
and sure i JUST DO
IT HANDS FREE..
WITH LEFT ARM
RAISED INSTEAD
OF HOLDING.. (it).. LEFT hAnd
ARM HOLDING iPhone 6s
Lion Roar now asserting
Freedom’s ROAR FROM
TOP OF FINGER TIPS
TO THE MOST
DELICIOUS
ENDS OF
PEN IS
AND V
AGI
NAs
most beautiful
butterfly
WinGs..
the only
SiN iS clothes
in ALL the metaphor
and reality of TRUTH
AND LIGHT IN THiS..
THAT LITTLE BITTY
REAL Insane humans
often
name
as eviL
INSTEAD
OF GOD’S LIGHT
AND TRUTH IN THE
MOST MOIST
AND HARD
PLACES
faces iN
FEELinGs
OF HUMAN
heArt
aS flesh
and blood
balancing
Human
Temple
of GOD
FULLY
EXPRESsinG
GO
d’s
Love and
never clothing
AS human
cultural
or religious
lies.. this is THE NOW
baby.. for the fearless
among us.. wHo
exPreSS all of
GOD
as wE
FREEsT
HUMAN BeinGs
of GOD’s unconditional
tough and PASSIONATE
LOVE FREE AND
NEVER EVER
AGAIN NOW
CLOTHED
IN HUMAN LIES..:)
i am not the first or the
last of MOVinG
SINGinG Elvis and
Marilyn NAKeD
Truth
and Light..
wE CoMe as naKed
DANcINg SINgINg
Angels awaiting
Freedom
of other
Angels
EMpATHS
wArm
and True
as GOD
AS human
Light in FLESH
AND BLOOD
LIGHTsTRUTH..:)
Interestingly.. i weigh about 220LbS in this
one before i get my 234 LB dancer body..
more like World Wide wrestling
than ballet
martial
arts dude..
but yes..
it has nothing
to do with
the Pen
IS
as that thing
hides when
fighting
comes
to play..;)
And this one is when i am expresSing
the feminine side.. more like
the old King David
statue.. i used
to do this
SHARING on poetry
sites.. before
the hypocrites
put an end to
it.. AND of course
female frontal
nudity still
passes
the critical
eye of art..
without
a sigh..
in poetry
online land..
hypocrites
UGH.. HypocriteS
but that is the
way of the
natural
closed
human
mind of
conservative
ways of human being..
so yeah.. conform
or be cast out.. and
my last underwear
photos are in June of
2014.. around this last
one below..
before i gET
to all restricted
linkS and reAlly
let it ALL
hang
uP..
if you will.. hehe..
they can ban me..
they can delete..
me.. but in our
modern
day they
will not shut
me up with
free blogger
avenues of ADULT
RESTRICTED
GOOGLE aRT
heHE!
So cool..! if the
real dude Jesus
comes back.. at least
i provide a path for
him to TRAVEL
TO
DO
HIS
WiLD
THinG2..
iT dam sure
won’t be in
ANY OF THE
FUCkING CHURCHES
THAT CALL THEMSELVES
CHRISTIANS OVERALL.. AND
THAT’S DAM SURE false IN CLOTHED
LIES
OF
HUMAN
culture
BEING..;)
But admitTingLy i forgive them
too.. as they kNow
NOT
what
they do..
and crap
they likely
cannot just FEEL IT
LIKE I DO ALL FREE EITHER..
and that’s worth more than
one tear from me
for sure..
as it is only
tHeir loss
in HeLLnow
away from the
promise of the gift
of Heaven that is
fulfilLinG in my eYes
like
REAL
Jesus..
OH God..!
it WiLL be
hilariously
funny IF IT IS NOT
tRuly so full of suffering
human prison in hell now
just
now..:(
i rarely use
sad face
icons but
this is the
OCCASION
FOR THAT FOR
THEM AND NOT
FOR
US..
MY Ivy
FREE
Friend
Hedera!..;)
Dazed and Confused is my all-time favorite movie.
“rending now” … Yes.
“diamonds so expertly cut” … It does seem that way, doesn’t it? The ways in which we get cut …
I love that gothy manequin girl behind the window.
“girl in motion” … Yeah. That’s me. 🙂
Midnight bowling. Fun!
Wow, you had a really great weekend. I love your photog. Such a treat. And an inspiration.
Hi Hedera.. actuAlly i am hoPing too..
yoU jUSt loVe the NeW cROWn of
IvY.. as Hedera often wanDers..
and explores
new sands of
liFe.. and
tRees of hiGh
as WeLL
as sAnds
loW..
i Love
Ivy and
all its explorations
too.. a beautiful plAnt
iT iS.. wHere ever it decides
to gO and gRow.. NeXt
haha!..
i hAte bowLinG..
but i love people..
i always try to talk
wife Katrina
into going
just so i can
connect to more
loveLy BowLinG
people PiNs..
and sure why not
go gotH.. as the
dArk maKes tHe
greaTEst liGhts
by tRend of
now aLways
beginNinG
inFiniTy
wiSe
anyWay
N0W
heHE!
MoTioN
girL
FRIeND
IS WHErE It’S
ASs..
AND MY
AsS MOVES
TO ThE iGOD
ItUnes iNow
wHeReVer GOD
moves my
feet
as feat
of brighTesT
bRiLLiance
iN liGht
of steps
and sUrE
wORds are oK
too.. but i’d rathEr
dance and connect
in fleshYiTones
of human
beInG
aLive
toUchy
FEELY
SURrEAL
aLive mY
Hedera
FREInD!..:)!
Hi Zee..
Chaos is
GoD’s perfeTtinG..
Order is
human’s
sin.. but GOD’s
chaos is river
streams ocean
inFinITy NOW..
Human
order
is true
chaos in
human
terms
of complex
language and
culture drawing
us in sidewalks
straight and
narrow
away
from
GOD’s ocean
neverendingmore
true with always
mystery
more..
for those
of us who
continue exploring
fearless wITh GOD’s
eYes and eaRs much
greater
guiDinG
uS as rivers
streaMinG OCean
instead of human concrete
zombie sidewalks of
prison fences
barbed
rusty
and poison
arrows for human heArt’s
emotiOns expresSinG
spiRit REAL IN
miNd and Body
balance
of JUST
LIVING NOW.. ACCEPTING
ALL OF WHAT GOD HAS TO OFFER
US AS GRACE.. AND LEAVING SIDEWALKS
OF HUMAN
CHAOS
BEHIND
BARS
OF HUMAN
PRISON DEAD..
IT is culture that is chaos..
God is perfecTinG chaOs
once again..
always now
rivers streaming
oceans dreAMs of human
instead of walls of college
losing allthatis..
GOD liVinG
outside
of
culture walls..
It is Culture that is poison
It is the Nature of God that
lives within
that is medicine
my friend.. with GOD’s
Love as sand and water
mixed
as
silting
Love.. shores
with patterns
of GOD..
but never
concrete
steps and
iDOL
words
of
human being..:)
http://www.icnia.blogspot.com/2015/10/like-molasses-snow-white-under-lamp-lit.html
^^^
Keep dreaming
baby.. Hedera..
dReams
Real
aLive
alWays
true aWay
from human lies..:)
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/im-not-fool-its-only-part-i-play.html
i am a Fool2 my
alWays
nEw friEnd
Hedera..
butT A
TRuE
a FooL
alWays chanGes
neW aNd neVer
staYs sAMe..
a F00L
TruE
iS G0D
and to
sugGest
th@gOD
does n0t
chaNge
iS 0nlY
fooLinG
ReaL
FooLs
alivE deaD
falsE…
TruE aRe
uS
FooLS
TRuE
WeNOW..:)
http://xpoet73.blogspot.com/2015/10/goodnight-honey.html
^^^
Well.. i Love ‘this one’.. X.. so much in fact.. and theory
that it inspires a prophecy.. prediction.. hypothesis
or what they call.. i think.. an educated
guess these days..
and THAT iS.. if the real dude
Jesus comes back today..
he’ll enjoy the large
metro fancy malls for
all the freedom
of the new
female
seNsual
ways of
advertiSing
stuff.. but most of
all he’ll love Super
Walmart.. but hell NO
not for ‘everyday low
prices’ buTT for the
common human
who is no longer
conformist and
will let IT ALL
HANG OUT..
NOT GIVING
AN F WHAT
any conformist
thinks or FEELs
about THAT.. the
place and time is
finally correct..
build it
comes and..
WeLL.. whatever
comes.. neXtasFREE!..:)
^^^
A discrete way to stick one’s tongue out.. just for wit.. sarcasm.. and satire.. always in great jest.. of course.. just jest.. hmm.. court jester.. anyway.. just got back from Southern Baptist Gospel singing community wide.. and loved it.. except for the part.. when the lady is deriding dancing floors.. taverns.. and movie theaters.. replacing a church.. well.. all these other places are third places too.. away from work and home.. where everyone is welcome.. even homosexuals.. prostitutes.. single mothers.. and the tax man too.. oh yeah.. and Jesus as well.. as Jesus will certainly have to come undercover.. to be welcome in a Southern Baptist Church.. as he will come bare butt naked.. free with nature.. like the Gospel ofThomas 37 says we will find GOD FREE aLiVE in our Temple of GOD.. but sure.. a fat cat shirt with a pink tongue will do just the trick.. for Jesus and me.. sMiLEs.. sure.. according to the record book.. Jesus is quite a sarcastic.. witty.. parable-like satire dude.. too .. as reported in the New Testament and the Gospel of Thomas.. he is all free style human then.. making up the dance steps and poetic expressions as he goes.. that go right over the head of psychopathic leaning power hungry.. vagina mongerers too..;)
Some stuff is just really hard to change..
genetics.. environment.. and all that other
cultural and religious stuff.. that is built
all around the human tribal instinct for
US vs Them and Them vs US..
Anyway.. i enjoy singing as
the spirit does still come..
when two or more folks
sing high in spirit..
together as
ONE
wITh
God..
i cannot shed
the Love baby..
no matter how much
dirty.. dirty.. water is in
the pews
of
church..
And a
SonG
for tHis
too..:)
Now.. it’s Haibun
Monday.. week
two at dVerse..
so now i embark
on another wonderful
journey of poetic expressions
there to the links posted so far..:)
And of course.. i will use the Fredbun
form.. hehe.. to respond.. as FreEd..;)
*Ah.. young love.. wet summer grass..
river moisture.. lungs
full of air
and electric
skin from
head to toe..
Driving Force
Life.. moving
’round us.. connecTinG
CreaTinG Love more.. more..:)
Forrest runs away from
past into now.. one step
of now.. always now..
running now..
never past
or future..
now runs
present gift..
runs now..:)
Dreams of fiery
pleasure past
and future..
ways of being..
flesh lives now
touch is present..:)
*Ah.. a haibun.. a limit
of 250 words… oh.. an
administrator of poetry
with a Haibun of 417 words..
and it is only a sin
when Fredbun’s
go over the
limit of
hypocrite
ways
excluding
human beings..
but anyway the
bottom line is..
Rules only
make broken
when free..
so Kudos to ya..
bravo hurrah!..
And welcome to
the human
race
of freedom’s
friends off prison
sidewalks
of human
HotheLLs..
Humans.. just
Humans..
typical
humans..;)
Oh.. to make weather
internal
eternal
now..
ah.. weather
outside cannot
impact
weather
stations inside
controLinG
NaTtUre’s thermostatic
breath.. inside out.. ’round free..
Weathers human being
controls iTAllinside
free iS NOW..:)
Yes.. wake up brother..
sister.. child.. the time
is now.. to save a
planet home
as God
or whatever
metaphor our
maker.. wE arE
saviors wHole..
ThiS lives inside
and no man or woman
will ever take tHis Love
of Nature GODasONe
a way of US..AllONE
nowoneforevermore
NOW.. awake i am 2..
013.. March 1st and after..
and yes.. tHere’s a sonG
about that too.. by Katy
Perry Aka pure rock as well
in words of ‘Awake’ SonG formilLions..
Wide awake..
new dimension
human eYes
noFaLLenOW..:)
A stop of dust
intuition
infinity
now..
go
on or
leave
stay and
finish now..
Time not memorial
now always present..
And yes.. from THAT now
life now beyond all
dreams
aNd
imaginaTiOns..
floW..
JUSt FloW
CreaTe..
rareLY
thINK..:)
Oh.. how i love present
but tasKinG wITh worst
pain kN0Wn to mankiNd..
have past..
5 years or so..
all rest
now
then pain..
Careful
wishes
past.. savior too..:)
Ah.. yes.. flesh
always
real
net tempting
touch invites
responsibilities..
N0W Love
Comes
aLive..:)
Well.. i for one write
of rain.. lose keys
at gym.. wife’s
friend finds..
come home
finding water
bubbling up
from water
pipe ground..
It’s raining
It’s raining
i’ll sTill Play..:)
Nature desolate
of human hate..
Nature’s way..
never culture..
never religion..
JUST way..
aLive..:)
10062015..
1:29 AM.. break..
10:16 AM.. back..;)
Ah.. human maturity.. comes with understanding
Sensing.. Feeling.. Living.. yes.. Loving
spiRiTuAl Love and seNsuaLitY..
connecTinG forces creativiTy
regulaTinG greaTest
LoVe heArts
expresSinGs
sPirits balancing
WeLL water SoUls
Human Being..
Human sensuality
sins not.. Pure Love..:)
Ah.. when birth and death
and dark and light
and male
and female
mix in
one..
ONE comes
cake mix
of NO
wLiFe..:)
When all is dArk..
when pain lives..
friends come in
furry pets or
sweet smiles
or words of
Unconditional
Love.. greaTest
adDictions
are
friends
who
refuse
to
end and never
go even after
in eyes of us.. i
once have a friend like this
named Renee.. she tales me
nothing can ever happen to me..
she leaves and eventually ends her life..
i am still here..
she lives in
my eyes…
And words….
And tears….
A play.. a liFe..
of eYes..
a child
as
US..
Child’s play
ageless timeless
liVes uS..:)
First of aLL.. glad you break
‘ poetry rules’
heArtLess
fodder as
far as i for
one feel..
Whitman
Gingsberg
and others
wil die with that..
PoeTry! LiVes! N0W…!
heArt! Dies wITh RuLes..
ALLsmArt.. aRt
LiVes FReED!..:)
A child of dreams
child of vision
child of ways
so far beyond
culture.. religion ways
prophets live in child’s
lucid dreams.. aLive..
LiVe agaiN..
eYes CHiLDreams
Phoenix True.. flAMe i..:)
Dogs never
philosophy
Dogs just Do IT
Dogs wear
Nike
shoes..
Paws
Now
Air..
Humans
overall.. just
dum smArt..;)
Ah.. time..
ignorant construct
of creation now
by ‘rocket
scientists’
who rarely
seeandor
Live
Now..
Equation
humans
silly time..
Time for
people who measure
now greater or less
than now..
it shouldn’t
take a
rocket
scientist
to measure
that
paradox
in measure..
Scientists breathe
heads
stuck up cLocks..
Science and those
who practice it are
fine as long as they
realize they
are only
relative
to
NOW..
Relative
Free WiLL
only lives now..:)
So sad.. some folks go
out in the world
averting eYes
all day long
and others
see a friend
where otHeRs
onLY see cold
eyes nothing…
Friendship LiGht
lives in warm
eYes dance
aisles Walmart Truth..:)
My goal in life is to live
as many memories
without them
as possible..
sMiL
Es
N0Ws..:)
As a younger man thiN
and fast runninG flighT
As an older man thicK
and strong fighting fighT..
As a free maN
BotH
N0W..
LiFe fliGht
fiGht
rUns fLy..:)
Twice a month.. i cut
grass.. now i
weeds.. go free..
DandeLiON
sMileS
LiFe..:)
PerHaps trueSt
form human
poeTry
is in a Temple
of expression’s
grace
aSnaked..US..
Kahlil Gibran
sees this paint of
greaTest beauty
and thanks GOD
it is still not
erased
from online
poetry of
less than
that..
God lives
in Truth and Light
Naked eYes
wArm ReAl..:)
11:50 am..
all caught
up to 24..:)
11:50 a..m.
10072015
catching up
for the next
blog post..
and will continue
there as well..then
now.. in comments..:)
There is onlY ONE
God of DArk and
LiGht
all else
is separation..
We ALLONE
as God
separate NO
THING..:)
Happiness
is as happiness
Does..
Now
does
as Now
iS..
Now
iS Now..:)
Love is a flower
grown from
birth..
water
is always
Life or death
in flesh
or spirit..
Garden children
WeLL wITh
Loving
Water
or
Not
is the way
of the world
and no it is not
fair..
alWays
ripe
for
change..:)
Ocean.. a soul
mate with
Love
unrequite..
Humans
Love
FiLL
Ocean
need..
too much
Ocean
for
just
one soul
mate per
soul.. a Tree
of Life branches
out and never withers
when leaves are shared
and
grow
more..
Love leaves Tree
wither
never sharing..:)
And that ends #28
at 12:06 pm..:)
From Friend Rafiah’s
Facebook page..
^^^
That’s
beautiful..
my friend.. Rafiah..
and it is so true that we all
need each other to sit by..
and never leave.. but yes..
even though i cannot share a
meal with you and my family..
i will always sit by you my friend..
with words of Love.. and mind
stimulating conversation..
as well.. as i am
scientist and perhaps
Nature’s greatest Lover..
including all human beings.. too..
as i lose that all for so long.. before.. yes..
66 months of living hell.. the gift is in the losing..
and the gaining friendships moving connecting
creating Nature and human again.. yes..
perhaps the greatest gift of living devil
and angel in one life sAMe..
as God’s eyes of dArk and liGht..
set free.. simply as GOD intends thAT
as Nature’s
Truth and
Light Free..:)
Ha! ‘They’ have a mind of their own..
A ghost in the machine can be keywords
in terms of synchronicity too..
As God has NO limits..
Yes.. God lives
in algorithms too..
As humans make them
and God makes humans.. too..
And that is my justification
for liking keywords..
Butt they can be
a pain in the but..;)
Smiles.. Yes..
friends are not problems
to be solved.. like Sherlock does..
Friends are weeds of difference who must
be watered and cherished AND that is the
Love of Allah.. as Allah loves weeds most
of any so-called normal wanted plant..
And.. i am a Dandelion
who refuses to be
pulled up by
the root of Allah..
Yes.. I am Allah’s special weed..
And Sherlock too.. As alWays..
Allah demands balance the most from US..
and the rest of Nature..too..sMiLeS..:)
Bottom line..
friends are to be
loved as is.. my friend..
Rafiah..:)
From Facebook Friend..
Cortney’s page..
Smiles.. Cortney..
that dude needs
to get out of his
parent’s
basement
and just do it..
F yeah.. dance!..wink emoticon
And sure.. i used to
play video games
too when i am a little
40 year old boy..wink emoticon
Real Life IS Good and better..wink emoticon
and ha! i can prove it in living Colors..wink emoticon
and sure.. smiley
icons too..smile emoticon
This one weighs in at 7000 words+, & the swirl of images stirs my blood, the neon & plastic mall dreams, the food porn, Katrina framed with flowers, selfies by the dozen, dancing on point, flexing for the cold mirror, juxtaposed with the farm, turkeys vs. pigs refereed by children, & my favorite of the day, the scraggly gray cat lying midst the wreckage of a shed-& then the responses & tributes to friends & commuters. Like X, I cannot imagine writer’s block for super Fred, & I really enjoyed the wondrous gaggle of short Fredbuns, which I have to assume are different from baker Eddy’s Buns.
Hi Glenn.. thanks so much for coming by and visiting with me.. as always with souL pleasing encouraging words.. and a celebration of now.. is where i always go.. and oh how wonderful technology is allowing us to document..
oUr happiness.. dark days.. light days.. joys and struggles with all others.. as a liGht that shines instead of hiding inside as repressing oppressing heArt emoTiOnal.. spiRit expresSing balancing miNd and body soUl so true in danCinG sinGinG liGht and tRuth..
And.. oh yes.. my Fredbuns are different from baker Eddy’s bun molding and conforming dough plate prisons as haibuns who cannot escape 250 words of just one of this or that or what not.. as my stReams FReEDomS RiVers where ever noW WiLL guide my spiRit lET iTaLL gO floW 2N0w..:)
And now with dVerse Tuesday
poetics prompt on gifts..
and yes the
gift of
Poetry
in expressing
fuller human
heARt.. spiRit
and soUl as US..:)
WeLL.. aWay from birthday cakes
candles.. and onto numbers.. at least for
me when i am 34..
my life is just beginning
as a babe at it..
barely 1 year into
mortgage iife..
4 into marriage
life.. now then..
18 years into
work.. sure..
ya gotta eat..
and not even a
dream of a child..
child am i.. child then..
child lost.. i am child
again.. 55.. and never
younger in
all that
counts
inside
Human now plaYinG
emotions regulaTinG
senses integraTinG
into always
N0W LiVinG
focuSinG FlAMe..
heArt expresSing
SpiRit.. SoUl in mind
and body balance..
iT tAKES me decades
to younger and younger
AND tHere iS a real fountain
of youth that lives within
across the live span
for those
who move
connect
and create
iT with relative
human free will..
sadly.. school and
work teach us nothing
of this.. as one must
seek and find
a path that
works for
tHEm..
but anyWay
my giFt to
uS is tHe fAct
thAT it’s reaL
and i illustate
that profusely
as you already
may likeLY kNow..
if not feel at aLL..
sMILEs
Fountain
of Youth
a gift
and
real
within
uS..just
waiting in
bEinG finDinG
ExpresSinG
SinGinG
DanCinG
ReaL..
Butterfly humans
releaSinglate
better than never..:)
Wife Katrina leading
me out to play
in public
dancing
with
her
pursuit of
consumer goods..
for us and mother
off where she lives
as well.. be back
later to finish this..
smiles..
see ya
later..;)
and as usual…
once again..
oK.. 8:58 pm.. and i’m
back.. sMiLes..:)
*Ah.. inner lights of
poet dreams
speaking
SinGs
inner
be..
oh
God you
do relate in words
of dreams.. in poet eYes..
sAMe as then sAme aS n0w..
prophET wORds
etcHinG poeTry
SonG..:)
Okay.. after a detour
to Hedera’s place..
and a nap at
my mother’s
place and
a late
dinner
break..
i am back
again.. at
my place at
11:30 pm..;)
*L0ve iS writTen
iN tHe sTone
aSoNe
hopE
fOr
humaniTy..
LoVe’s hoPe..
God’s eYes
chilDren n0w..
G0d sPeaks
iSTones
SAnduS..:)
i go to a Southern
Baptist singing
and the pastor
says everyone is
packing heat if
shoot it up
comes
Here..
and
no..
he’s
not
kidding..
pistol carrying
preachers DeadLy..;)
Yes.. the best ways to
get Facebook likes
in general is
hate and
discontent
and of course
that applies
to every where
else where
misery loves
company..
children who
are loved with
touch feely
love often
do not
fall to this..
but that mortal
sin of human being
in not touching feeling
and loving children with
constant hugs
is bringing
the entire
race
down..
to before
prehistoric
more peaceful
times like the more
Loving species who
bonds with
Love
instead
of hate..
namely
the Bonobo..
a race of real
Jesus’ in fur
or not..
Bonobo
fur Jesus
SinGs Love..:)
So true all we have to
give is life from birth
to death.. and those
ending white
sheets
are a ’cause
for giving always
now only in the
name of
Love
the Uniter..
never the
divider
when
REAL..
LOVE’S REELS
LOVE’S MOVinG NOW..:)
Well.. Suzanne..
the synchroncities of March 1st..
continue.. i am a survivor of Sjogren’s Syndrome..
Dysautonomia.. Fibromyalagia.. in the last decade..
and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome or what is understood
as the Yuppie flu.. when it first comes to press circa 80’s..
And i have to say.. i personally believe most auto-immune issues
are caused by.. both a combination of chronic stress related disorders
as well as mind and body out of balance.. where moving… emotions.. language
and regulation as such… is broken from repressing emotions for survival
or when they are oppressed of course.. along with a body that
may no longer be in a position to move as it can…
Anyway.. glad to hear your story.. and your road to recovery..
i have to work extremely hard at staying well now.. with zero
stress as well.. to remain healthy.. and so far..
i am very fortunate at age 55..
after traveling down that
long road of ill
health
for
so long..:)
Yes.. Suzanne.. I totally agree..
And sadly doctors and science in general
may never understand the ethereal and energetic
aspect of the internal nonverbal healing aspect
that is soul driven as each human soul is a
non-repeatable experiment who is
continuously creating
and changing as a fractal of the whole
of Living Creation Aka God
Living in us outside us..
Above.. So Below..
And all around us..
And it is often the hermit and or Yogi
who escapes the material reductionism
of cultures and religions who makes
the metaphorical ascension..
As human history across cultures
shows now and now again.. And yes..
To come down from the mountain and to
relate this to others is the challenge of
everyone who travels a path up and back down like this..
As a soldier of healing my friend.. Not found in books
of modern schools sadly enough as there is no one recipe
in creative healing of the non-verbal type..
But we try our best to relate..
Friend Suzanne..:)
Rivers of Veins
Rivers of Land
all flow to
streams of
Ocean LiVinG
Free.. WasHinG
in and tiDinG
oUt
brinGinG
joy to
healthy
rivers..
Eternal
floW n0w..
OceaNSun..:)
Kindness and courage liVinG
N0W and oh my Goodness
Lynn.. a short list of
ten to night
and you
number
thAT at End..:)
And all caught
up now.. at 12:35 am..
10072015..:)
Yet.. back again..
to catch up and
publish this
next post
titled
“Diamond eYes Life”
as this is getting really
really long now
and will continue
tHere.. in
the comments
section
as well..;)
10:50 am..
Ah yes.. my friend.. a passionate tough and unconditional
Love for us and all others too as is.. as we all journey
this path of being human together
and alone in seeker’s
dungeons
of unparadise
too.. but HelL
is a place
with EL
of God
as housed
between
H and L..
tHe DArk
makes the
liGht.. no
heaven
without
hell..
no
human
without
just
being..
Being Human
HelLove
Heaven price..:)
TouR of liFe
Golden
SonG
Tui
coins
of Life Alove..
traveler lone
traveler allone..
Traveler we
ToUr
sAMe..:)
A sMiLe
A laUgh
enJOYins
uS..
HumAn
LifE RiSe aGaiN..
EmpatHy
LiVes
bEinG whEre
HUman rUles..:)
To grow trees
instead of cutting
down is a way
up
instead
of
down..
To grow
up is to live..
to grow
down
is to die..
Grow
is living
up or
down..:)
YeS.. saDly.. thAt’s
The othEr siDe
Of thE pArk
darK…
Ending
with #15..
11:37 am
10072015..:)
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/halo.html
^^^
Oh God.. Hedera..
spReaDinG iVy friEnd..
who comes and goes..
i loVe tHis SonG..
HalO bY BeYonCe..
iT’s liKe sHe’s
sinGinG iT tO mE..
hehE.. i cAn
preTend.. hahA..
aT lEast..
Halo..
i doN’t
thInk shE’s
talKinG aBout
a maN.. naH..
a forCe inSide
expresSing
SonG
like when
she says
Sasha Fierce
is her guiding
spiRit foRce
oF
DAnce!..:)
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/look-at-those-beautiful-blues.html
Oh bless..
you..
Hedera
you
trust
a stranger
and a man
yet.. perhaps
a combat Army
veteran too.. at the park
with your children.. and you..
overcoming fear
makes
Love
real..
with
due caution
sure.. Love wins..:)
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/peach-fuzz.html
Oh God
that man
made peach
fuzz material
will drive
my skin
up a wall
and back
down to
floor me..
ugh.. back
to Nature for me
all the always now..;)
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/i-had-to-take-cheat-break-for-some-of.html
Raw fish.. food
of Pi..
and his
Tiger
friend..
Richard
Parker..
but not
yet me..
i’ll have
apple pie
on country farms.. and
good luck on the veggies..;)
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/i-need-this-chair.html
A 60’s yellow
submarine
recliner..
and if it
comes with
a walrus
and eggman
i’m sold on it..;)
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/funky-hats.html
You know..
Hedera
friend..
it’s harder
for girls
with Asperger’s
than boys.. it’s
true ’cause
my sister
reminds
me so
much
of that little
girl when
she is
little..
and the world
is a cruel place
for the different…):
i struggled figuring
out how to make
that sad
face..
but it’s
truly
sad…
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/dating-and-such.html
okay you are seeming
more real to me
now and
less like
X.. hehe..
her her..
Love
is complicated
and strange..
but also
real
and sad
and real
and sad..etc..;)
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/i-dont-care-how-ugly-you-think-i-am.html
Yes.. of course
you are beautiful
inside outside
up and down
all around
and upside
down
too..
shake you
up and you
still turn
out
pretty..:)
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/a-few-thought-provoking-notions-from.html
Jesus is a mix of
Buddha
Lao Tzu
and mythological
Krishna
as Yogi too..
and then
‘they’ make
him into
a Hollywood
Idol.. and
Quarter
back
God
of
a team
against
other religion
teams..
so when i wanna
hear more about
what Jesus says..
i just go back
to the uncensored
TAO.. and
the path
to real
Heaven
now..
TAO!
yes and
mythological
Yoda.. too..
may the TAO
Force be with
you.. friend
Hedera..:)
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/natural-healers.html
All your gypsy
girls and gypsy
yous are precious
my friend Hedera..
Park sMiLEs
forever
to you
now
my friend..:)
http://freeleeves.blogspot.com/2015/10/touch-sky.html
Oh wow! i love this
‘Touch the Sky’ sonG
Hedera.. and OH GOD!
the more i dance the
more i become
air.. and tonight
at Publix store
it is more
than dancing
in the rain..
i become
air floating
unto myself
all 234 LBS
feather light
spinning
arms.. legs..
torso.. hips
feet.. toes..
hands.. fingers
riSinG higher
and higher..
the entire store
watching me spiraling
around my wife
shopping through
all aisles..
and i am one
with GOD
and they
will
never
break
me again..
as i am whole
my friend spirit
soaring..
and i will
not
leave..
until i pick
everyone
up and
take them
wITh me ’cause
wiTh
GOD
SOARinG
i WiLL
just do iT
ALL iF iT taKes
INfinIty to
do iT
now and
baby Hedera
spreading
renewing
vine..i am
crazy
enough
to just
F*KiNG
maKe
iT happen!..
sMiles.. see you
at Glenn’s place
and take an 11 poetic
response detour.. here.. and
you know and feel what..if and
when Jesus comes
back.. perhaps
the entire world
will be creeped
out by his unconditional
tough and passionate
Love.. but you
and me
will
be
his friend
sAMe and
true and
perhaps
the only
ones..
as i am
looKinG
for 55 years
for his friends..
like me and you..:)
10:26 pm…
^^^
Dumpkin..;)
Okay.. all the pumpkins are in the box..
and the goal is clear to see.. and i will almost guarantee..
i am the only one on Facebook who picks the pumpkin up
to reach the Dumpkin goal.. Ynot.. i ask myself.. and just
F in Do IT.. F in Do it.. get IT.. IT has nothing to do with sex..
sex is not the only F word.. FireTruck IT works just as well..
IT’s in the sound vocalization/verbalization.. as metaphor..
NOT the discrete
concrete meaning..
for literally thinking peoples…
And yes.. this ‘white’ boy can dance..
but he does not jump or run.. he fights..
and stands his ground.. with hands.. feet..
the rest of body.. and words..
and never silly weak little
human guns..
And yes..
i am for second amendment rights
for people who are not strong enough
to go without guns.. life’s not fair..
and equalizers are necessary
to keep freedoms for some..
But people without empathy
should be outlawed from having guns..
if there is a real way to fully measure that
but there is not.. as one can bet one’s evil
dollar that a lack of empathy and misanthropy
and loss of social roles is behind all rampage killing..
And while Rampage killings are rare.. they are a direct
barometer of the health of the soul of a society in empathy
ways.. the United States is sick when it comes to Human
Love of the Innate Kind.. there are zero rampage killings
in the 50’s when social roles are clear.. jobs are abundant..
and people focus on more than just glitz and thrills…
And no.. i am not
speaking out my butt.. do a quick search
on ‘Major Factors Underlying Rampage Killing’
and i author the top result on Google.. and what better
place to survey it than a teaming ground online of
empathy-less souls.. the type of Asperger’s
syndrome that is foreign to an empath like me..
http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218916
Where empathy does not live.. violent video games
offer killing ground practice.. where social roles leave..
where tools of killing are easily available and accessible..
where role models for evil are available and accessible
everywhere one looks on TV and Internet permanently
living evil idols.. the perfect storm for rampage killings
is here.. and it is not going away.. until society heals itself..
But sure.. there is a larger nature message here.. nature is pissed
off at humans for getting out of balance.. and this is just a symptom
of change that is coming dark or light.. Nature will have her way..
mark my words.. of Godzilla lore.. dark or light the sowing and
reaping
COMES
AGAIN
AS KARMA
DOES KARMA
IS..
PER
iOD
Ah.. tHe challenge of graduating..
when thErE are no lonGer anY
classmates or teachers
in the room..
yet yes..
aLL iS possiBle..
WitH ONe.. sTiLL..:)
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