GodsUniVerseNovel

Posted on December 26, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

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Himali Quotes:

“Instead of Wondering when
your next vacation is,
maybe you should
set up a life
you don’t
need
to escape
from…”

-Seth Godin

i say..

SMiLeS.. Himali..
StayCaTioN Free
within never ending now
alWays Living Peace and Love Now..
Director.. Producer.. And PLAYer of one’s
OwnEd Play WitH Allthatis.. AsonE or
Daughter
ONE..:)

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/12/chemistry-of-truth-and-light-free-verse.html

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/13/thirteen-days-of-christmas-grinch/

More deep ‘Facebook memories’
from a year ago
to date..
and sure
the X-Grinch
HeArt continues
to GROW GROW GROW!
EVER GROwING
MORE
NOW..;)

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Is that a Gun..
and or are you
happy
to see me..wink emoticon..
Classic 26-year marriage selfie..
And if you notice what Katrina
has in her arms.. she says..
i am the gift that keeps
giving no gifts..
as that is
a gift
from a very
nice Cajun
Lady at Church
with a name of LiL..
and it may be unTil
Hell Freezes over..
before i give a gift..
as Katrina gets
all the money
any
way..
and spends
it however she
likes.. my
penance
for putting
her on a strict
$75 weekly budget..
for 23 years.. so
now her reward is
to spend it all..
but no..
i will
not let
her run out..
as i for one ain’t
going back to the
cultural ideals of work..
Nah.. i will do what i am
proficient at in eYes of
God.. NOT ICE
OF CULTURE
WITH DEAD
HEART.. SPIRIT..
AND SOUL.. iN WAYS
OF MACHINE COGNITION..
AnyWayS.. more fun Church..
Farm.. Mall.. Bookstore..
and Publix store photos
coming to my latest
blog post.. titled..
‘Godprints iN skeyes’..smile emoticon

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Last and first verse
of the beginning
and end of
the bible
of
God..
Oh.. how humans with limited eYes of God..
with their order.. with their controls..
and boundaries attempt
to make perfection in
life wHere humanly
held definitions
of perfection
if ever
humanly
obtained..
will surely be
a literal hell that
never changes.. NOW
God is the ultiMate
work of art.. alWays
changing and
we are a
reflection
of God
only if
always
changing
as well..
and
when
we
thread
God through
a
needle hole
of limits and or
us.. we make an
illusion of order that
is a step now.. at least.. to
real literal hell… How many
heArts that have lost the ART
to Love or never gained the essence
of Love that never ends or begins as free..
Yes.. how many of these poor soUls out of
mind and body balance.. with little emotion
of heArt and spiRit of emoTioN ExpresSinG
a soUl in MiNd and body Balance with
all others as the rest of God’s
Nature.. YES.. how many
of these poor
spiRits
and
heARts
AND SoUls
go on to collect
stuff to fill a space
that can never be filled
including other human
animals as well as
other animals
other than
human
animals..
through fear..
subjugation of
control.. and power
plays for illusory status
as Kings and Queens in
a world of empty heArts
that are never ever
truly satisfied
as long
as heARt
spiRit and
SoUlS ARE
empty
of emotion
of Love and
all prosocial emotions
associated with Love
that are always
giving
always
filling and
never empty
places of SoUl..
so alone.. so limited
as to control other pArts
of Nature for illusory order..
is to control one’s self as well..
as ego.. for illusory ego..
bound by the chains
of culture
and or
religions as
well.. truly not
so well at ALL..
as ALL is EVER CHANGING
ALL CAN NEVER BE RULED OR
CHANGED IN REALITY AS REALITY
IS GOD AND ALL THAT IS THAT IS
EVER CHANGING AND WHEN
WE COLLECT.. AND CONTROL..
FOR ORDER
WE STAGNATE
NO DIFFERENT
THAN A
PORTRAIT
OF ILLUSORY PERFECTION
THAT NEVER CHANGES TOO..
But fear not.. no matter how hard
human tries to create non-changeable
order human fails again and again.. and again..
no matter how tall and almost perfect grand pyramids
are.. they will eventuAlly fall as Star dust comes
to create us..
from the humble
stArts of change
come the greaTesT
continuAlly changing Arts
and human who will limit or
think they can perfect any ART
is surely under the guise of blinds
of illusion as only a path of hell..
where human eyes of
perfect
are God’s
eYes of Masterpiece
of EVER CHANGING ART
THAT NATURE WHEN FREE
AND WILD ILLUSTRATES ALL AROUND
US.. so no matter how many cloud shots of
God i take with my humanly made camera..
God has another masterpiece of God’s
eYes of perfection
that is always
changing
and never
limited by order
of illusory human eyes
of control.. or science.. haha!
as science measures but
God is
the Painter
with always
a new brush
in store
for now.. so to paint
with God is to alWays
change as it is the change
that is the beauty and never
the order
alone that
we create as illusions
for those of us who do not
have the gift of overflowing
Unconditional Passionate Love
that is the totAlly satisfying fuel
of Life that powers our force of
imagination.. and creativity
to create the
kind of art
of HeArt that
are God eYes
of always
changing
Perfection..
so how many times has the
so-called bible.. where no letters
were to be added or taken away as
changed through history.. of course
from the very first word of oral
tradition they changed
again and again
as they
have
through
printed revisions
as well.. but alas
not to fear.. as
that is just
a reflection
of the True God
of ALL who will have
change and never human
ideals
of
order
and stagnation
alone.. no matter how
hard humans try to imprison
themselves in same no matter how
hard they try to stay in hell.. change
always comes.. as
God is in control
as the GreaTest
work of
All
that is
ALLTHATIS…
LOOK AND FEEL..
INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
ABOVE.. SO BELOW
AND ALL AROUND AND
GOD WILL SHOW ONE
CHANGE WITHOUT FAIL..
TO STAY THE SAME
IS A SILLY
HUMAN
ATTEMPT
AT SEPARATION
FROM GOD IN ALL
THE WAYS THAT COMES
IN HUMAN ILLUSORY
CULTURES AND
OR
RELIGIONS
SAME
AS HELL..
BUT AGAIN ALAS.. AS TRUTH LIGHT..
GOD WILL NEVER ALLOW
HUMANS TO MAKE THE
SAME HELL OVER
AND OVER
AS HUMANS
TOO.. ARE
A REFLECTION
OF AND EVER CHANGING
ART OF GOD AS WELL
AND NEVER EVER
SCIENCE
OF ANY
HUMAN
ILLUSION
ALONE..
ALLONE ALLCHANGING
NO START AND NO
BEGINNING
ALWAYS
CHANGING
NOW FOR ART
OF GOD
AS
NOW..
So to end.. and BEGIN.. whenever i hear
someone tell me they have a concrete
definition of this or that art..
this or that religion..
or this or that
culture
set in
stone..
i see a devil
who will always
fail in limiting God..
but i forgive the devil
always.. as the devil knows
not what the devil attempts now
to control.. for ever changing God’s
eYes of perfection of art and Never EVER
SCIENCE
ALONE
AS GOD
IS ART AND
HUMAN CREATES
SCIENCE TO TAKE
HUMAN AWAY
FROM ART AND
GOD AS
ILLUSION
OF SCIENCE
INSTEAD OF ART..
So.. science is the devil
and Art is God’s
way of
being..
but no God
is not afraid of
science as humans
create the devil only
as a very limited version
of God’s
art.. God
simply laughs
with eYes of God
at human’s failure
of
seeing
more of GOD
as gifted as
human
Potential..
use the gift of
art or lose it
and gain
the eyes
of illusory
science..
a false
eye
of a needle
that never exists
anywhere with human
but their imaginary books
in art
of sad
stagnation…
So go ahead.. make
a bible or another book
and set it stone..
as sure it
can be
a
millstone
that sinks one
to an illusory
hell away from
God’s art always
changing in a
perfection of
Heaven now
for those
of us
who live
with GOD
now in the Kingdom
of change and beauty OF
GOD ART inside.. outside
above so
below..
ALL
around
USiNOW..
God allows both..
in humans.. as with relative
free will we can be Artists of
infinite liGht or
limited
dark
Scientists
set in concrete
in all
ways
of Truth Light
of Life now human
WitH Will’s Wisdom
of change under the
Power of Love or
with
out..
in a self
designed
culture
and or
religion
assisting
Science of
hell in now..
And when i say
science it is in the
original way of systemizing
life.. instead of Arting life as Free
as our ancestors always do until
they start collecting
words
and
call
that
a three
letter
word
named
a
needle
as GOD..
God is bigger.. SO MUCH
BIGGER THAN A THREE
LETTER ILLUSORY
WORD
OF
HUMAN
SCIENCE..:)!
THANKS GOD!
FOR BEING FREE!
AND i am two too to
be with
YOU ONE..:)!!
ALL HUMANS HAVE
DIFFERENT FINGER
PRINTS AND ALL
HUMANS
GIVEN
AN OPPORTUNITY
TO BE WILD AND FREE
WITH WILL.. WILL CREATE
A DIFFERENT EVERYNOW
BIBLE AS ART INSTEAD
OF SCIENCE
AND GOD
WILL SmILE
AS WIDE AS
INFINITY SMILES
FROM EAR TO HEAR
ALWAYS
NOW..
iNus
iNow..:)

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So.. as what has become a Sunday evening ritual of sorts..
same as Singing in Catholic Church going on Sunday morning..
Rave dance behind 120 Church street at Old Seville
Quarter in Pensacola Fl.. on Thursday Night..
and a martial arts
ballet-like style of
public dance everywhere
i go in Public now from
Super-Walmart to
Biloxi shores
and
sidewalks
of Highway
roads..
since
the end
of August
2013..
YES..
i listen to
trance inspiring
music by Alan
Parsons
in
Barnes and
Nobles.. in
my favorite
aisle of
books
on mind
and body
balance
in front
of the Starbucks
coffee shop where
young college age
brainiacs are fast
at work now then
IN studying AND
expanding their
mechanical cognition
robotic ways of thinking..
there.. is often a group of
girls somewhere in their
early twenties
or perhaps
late teens
who will
start giggling
and videotaping
me and reviewing me
on their smartphones too..
as they feel it will be quite
a hit in their social
networks
per the
crazy Pensacola
Metro area dance
dude captured to share
with friends.. but ha!.. i am
the one with the master plan
to share my messAge of God’s
freedom of art in mind and body
balance with the rest of the world..
while i read a couple of books
with those ear buds
in expanding
my art of dance
to ever increasing
complexities of art
in ALL balance..
grace.. and
strength
of human
being God
art as free..
so they promote this
art free of charge for me..
after all i am financially independent
and far far away from the old school
of mechanical cognition stress..
anxiety.. and worry
over an almighty
god in dollar
of control..
as my God is
God’s Love of Giving
as gifted to human beings
wild and free.. where i am no
human slave to either manmade
culture and or religion.. yes eYes of
God free live all free within me and
my art without any tools necessary as
is my naked body
of dance
i carry and
expand everywhere
i go.. clothed or not..
restricted links or shorts
and creative T-shirts in Barnes and
Nobles.. Biloxi Beaches.. Super Walmart..
Old Seville.. and unlimited numbers of other
places.. my message from God is a
simple
one..
ART
of
Love
as gifted
in human being..
in mind and body balance..
and it is great to know
and feel.. that my art
costs nothing
but the
price of Love..
and my only sacrifice
is 4533 miles now of this
dance of free to share with others
directly.. and through the technology
provided by social
drones who
truly
prepare
the path for
human arts
of God
to be more
fully shared now
than at any time before
in human history.. and truly
it is this freedom of expression
that will one day nullify the spirit
of evil in all terrorist hearts who would
rather instill fear in human rather than
Love.. and hell no.. this is not a metaphor
for Extremist Isis Terrorists alone
as it is all Terrorists
who attempt
to limit
the human
emotional.. sensory
and sensual arts of human
heArt spiRit and SoUl who
are the terrorists who
would separate
human
from
God
but NO..!
with freedom of
expression! we free artists!
of God! are gaining traction!
globAlly and ‘they’
are losing the
battle
of bringing
Hell to the
Heaven of
God that exists
free in human
imagination and
creativity fully sought..
found.. and practiced
as fuller
free as God’s
eyes Live
iN Human
Being
FREE!
NOW!
JUST NOW!
IN THE KINGDOM
OF ART OF GOD’S HEART FREE
AS LIVING IN HUMAN NOW.. JUST NOW..
SHARED.. WITH ALL WHO CARE TO SEE
AND FEEL
GOD
ALL AROUND
ABOVE SO BELOW
AND OUTSIDE
INSIDE
US
JUST
NOW..
And let it be no secret
according to the New Testament..
even if we are to take the words
literally.. Jesus clearly is reported
as saying there will be those who
come after him who do greater
works of hope..
faith.. and
belief than
he is able
to accomplish
in his life.. so
sure.. Jesus is a flame
to start this art of human
Loving all neighbors as
one Love’s oneself
and God the sAMe..
and We.. YES.. WE!
CONTINUE THAT
flame brighter
and brighter as
nows goes on.. so how
would one measure the gift
of someone like Mark Zuckerberg
moving out of schools of previous
thought bRinGing social
connections globAlly
for a potential
world
wide
hive
of
connecting
Love.. and
dissension
too.. for what
is agreed upon
does not work in life..
for a human being who
now will contribute 99%
of 45 billion dollars now
and more that is currently
expanding at the rate of 12
Billion dollars
a year
that may
eventually
feed many more of the
poor of opportunities
for people who in the
past have not had the
opportunity to be equal
contributors in God’s eYes
of Love.. in sharing
with all as brothers
and sisters in
Love with the
REST OF GOD’S
NATURE TOO..
GIVING SO
MUCH MORE
THAN
RECEIVING
ALONE.. THE TRUTH
AND LIGHT IS WHEN HUMAN
IS FREE.. HUMAN IS MAGIC IN
WHAT HUMAN CAN DO FOR LOVE
AND SHARING AND MAKING THE
WORLD A LIGHTER BRIGHTER
PLACE OF WISDOM AND
LOVE
AS
TRUTH
AND LIGHT..
so get ready.. a
whole new generation
of Armies.. Navies
Air Forces
and Marines
as well as
Special Forces
of God’s Soldiers
are coming to cleanse
the earth of evil
spirits of
fear.. control..
subjugation..
and hate..
and OuR
SwordS are
words and all
other forms
in essence of
Art from Song
to Dance to
Poetry..
to sure..
iphone6s
digital
cameras..
allowing
uS to freely
capture the FREE
ART OF GOD ALL AROUND
US NOW.. ABOVE.. SO BELOW
INSIDE AND OUTSIDE US
AS WELL
EITHER
CLOTHED
OR NOT CLOTHED
AS WELL.. GOD IS
FREE.. WE ARE FREE..
AND VICTORY IS OURS
IN ART
AND NEVER
VENGEANCE
OF WEAK
SPIRITED
MEN AND WOMEN
WHO WOULD HOLD
GOD’S FREE HUMANS
HOSTAGE WITH KILLING
BULLETS AND BOMBS
OF FEAR.. HATE..
AGGRESSION..
VIOLENCE
AND WARS..
WE WILL WIN
THIS BATTLE for
LOVE AS GOD iS
GIFTED
In US
N0W..
JUST NOW..
WITH THE ART
OF GOD ALIVE
iN US TO SHARE
AND SHARE MORE
UNTIL EVIL
OF FEAR..
CONTROL
AND HATE
WILTS
UPON
OUR
PRESENCE
PRESENTS
ART
iNOW..!..FREE!..
with GODoNeNOW!..NOW!
And ‘you’ see i am a smAll
pArt of this.. but you see..
theRE is so much joy for me..
in just relating this Truth and
Light of what God has gifted in me
as scribe.. to view the reality of God’s
plan for human and simply relate the reality
of God eYes in human being more fully Real eYeSeD
in God’s eYes of Allthatis..
what i do matters not..
alone.. as God
is moving full
steam ahead
in human
art
of
HeARt
of God
living in us
outside us.. above..
so below.. and all around
us.. Now.. my privilege is only
in the gift of seeing
f e e L i n G
A larger
picture
of
God’s
eYes
now..
and i just
share it as
pArt of God’s
Master plan for
human art with God
heArt
NOW..
and no.. i am
not the only
one.. theRe
are many
more who
will do much
greater than
i too.. i get
a late start
at 53..
imagine
what a person
can do from 13
if culture and or
religion does
not kill God’s
SpiRit of Art
of imagination
and creativity
like it does to
me.. shortly
after i passionately
play a song of Jesus
Christ Super Star
in a middle school
talent show
and am so
moved
i cannot
walk straight
coming from
the piano
and everyone
erupts in laughter
at me instead of with
me in the new found
spiRit of
Christ Consciousness
that lives in me then..
So i follow their rules
of fear.. hate.. and
nullification of
my free heArt..
spiRit.. and
soUl in miNd
and boDy
balance..
otherwise
known
as
Christ
Consciousness
alive and well
at 13.. shot down
by so-called fundamentalist
Christians then.. and their
friends.. i wander a desert of
their heart.. spirit and soul
killing ways for 40 years..
and finAlly after
66 months of
19 disorders
brought about
by culture and
religion’s sick
ways of taking
heArt.. spiRit
and soUl away
in my little
backwards
town
of fear
hate and
patriarchal
rule.. then my
heArt.. spiRit
soUl.. comes again..
Free like A Phoenix
rising from the ashes
born again.. on
or about July
22nd 2013..
and it is
A Baptism
of Fire
and
never
water alone
that brings me
back.. as God shows
me hell first before
God bRings me to heaven
always now
eternAlly
now..
so my mesSage
is simple..
come here
instead
of
go
there..
it is ‘your’
wiLL and freedom
to Live under Love
in Heaven now.. or under
Fear and Hate in Hell now..
my message
is the
first
place
now..
as Jesus..
as Buddha..
as mythological
Krishna.. and Lao Tzu..
just a different way of
saying it in dance
that may break
through
the separation
of words alone..
as my words will
never feel like
the gift of dance
that is free and tailored
by God and me.. for whatever
audience is there at the moment
of God’s art in me expresSinG free
to reach the
heARt.. soUL
and SpiRit
of others
in the
audience
of
NOW
ALLwONe..:)

SMiles.. late.. yes..
but as promised
i’m back Lynn..
and the
secret
to Jesus..
is being
Jesus..
sadly
it’s
still
a secret to most..
my friend Lynn..
Merry
Birthday
of Christ
always now
for those of
us who live
with
Christ
heArts
now..
just
now..
yes what are
‘they’ waiting for
heaven is now
when Christ
lives as our
heArt
now
in spiRit
expreSinG
a balanced
mind and body
as Christ soUl NOW..
per Luke 17:21.. my friend..
the Kingdom of God lives
within
now
just now..
for those
us who live it now..:)

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Taking Selfies Like this on a traveling
Tour Bus is a lot like Surfing..
only difference is
there is no
water
and at
230LBS
and surroundings
of hard metal..
the bigger
they are
the harder
they fall is
applicable..
so as in
all stuff
living
as life..
BALANCE
Baby.. Balance
iS THE nAMe of
the Play of Life as
WELL.. Just.. NOW..:)

AND AS a reminder
the Shaded Santa
T-shirt says
“DON’T STOP
BELIEVING”..
WITH thumbs
UP
NOW!..:)

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Well.. back to dVerse time now
in ramPage Writing PoeTry
Spree..
with Open
Link Thursday
Prompts and
perhaps their
two-week hiatus
starts next
week instead
of this week..
as i see no
note of
coming
hiatus
yet..
but back
to last
Thursday for
now.. with perhaps
Tuesday and Thursday
Prompts for this week..
generating additional
poetic expressions
here for later
on..
with sMiLes
of course
wRite on
C O U R S E..:)

Well.. i can certainly
relate to Loud
and my wife
has difficulty
escaping Loud
as Loud as i am
when speaking
normally
as any Lion
would.. i keep
taling her my
mouth and head
and weight empirically
is twice as big.. and sure
she talks
half
as loud
as me..
it’s not always easy
being big and
loud
or small
and quiet..
but i do like it
loud and
soft
as
well.. as
sMiLes..:)

With silence emotions age..
Feeling waiting listen
for expresSinG
SonG aGain..
Feelings
wait…
no longer does
Song come now..
Feelings never gift
for granted.. Song
goes.. Feelings
go.. eventually
deaf..
as death
in Life..
as
Darkest
coals..
Emotions die..
a quiet death…

Life Reflecting
Dark
Ponds
circling
Lights guise
mirror tales
passing
dArk..
wHere Ark
iS LiGht away
from
Dark..
comes
Light..:)

Love tames wild
and wild loves tame..
and when Love loves wild
and Tame loves Wild..
the end product
can be Love
and Wild
child
together
as one..
so hmm..
when Loving
Horses Mate
with Loving
Horses wHere
does wild go..
waiting..
just
waiting
to wild
again..
Appaloosa
Wild now with
Love’s Mare..
and yes.. my Father is
Wild and Mother is Love..
but i still
have
to
wait..
as wild
leaves early
with only Love..
wINks.. Glenn.. WitH
Wild and Loving Horses..:)

Well.. a little warm-up here..
and work-out time here now
as well to heat-up for that..
back later with more..
more
more..;)

5:41 pm
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Back at 12:50 am
12152015

Slow Dance
Christmas
Candle eYes
never groWinG
old wheRe Love
stays
flame..:)

SMiLes.. tRuly if more people
wiLL enJoY aLL emoTioNs
iN dArk and LiGht oF
Heaven Now..
theRe Will
be less
nightmares
and more lucid
waKing dReams
of imaginaTioN
and creatiVitY
set free in
a poeTry
and dance
of human SonG..
Now.. Just Heaven N0W..
iN All shades and hues of white..
black.. and beyond.. RainBow n0W..:)

Interestingly.. my X-Feral
cat is afraid of no humans
and my always domesticated
cat is afraid of all humans
of the male variety
except for me..
and interestingly..
before i regain
my wild.. i am
a little to a
LOT
shy
and timid too..
only a very soft
species will be afraid
of other members of
the same species..
particularly
if a feral
cat
can trust
humans.. at
least me..
15 times
their
size..
in so many
ways my cat
saves my life i
N heArt terms of
spiRit and soUl..
and allows me much
better to be free
now.. by simply
hearing
all
his
silent
and meowy
lessons of wild for
life of me now.. as
weLL.. and FREE..:)

Ah.. oh..
human awakening..
end no longer
ends..
beginning
comes again..
Oh.. ah..
a child’s
eYes wonder
expresSinG new..
Imagination and
Creativity set
free..
yes.. end
no longer end..
beginning now..
Light awakes iN
Child of Truth..
new begins
end
nevers..:)

Note.. this
is one of the
best poetic
endeavors
i have
read to
date at
dVerse..
sMiles.. and
i’ve read literally
thousands.. rarely
do i compliment..
and never
do
i
criticize..
Inspiration
is my play
all the
way..;)

Fear.. common
denominator
away takes
colors
human..
some fear
red.. some desire
red.. to accept all
colors as is..
a sign
of
fear
less
too..
pasSioN
pLays
read
toWo.. more..:)

Well.. smiLes
Shawna baby..
you have a right
to remain
silent
or do it
however you
like.. so protect
your corrects
in writing
on the
walls
of Poetry
Blues.. and
Whites.. with
Arrows now of
Sagittarian
Purple
Hues
of
Free..:)

Well that’s number
10 with a copy
and paste
of Shawna’s
effort at
10 once
again..
night night
time is here
at 2:17 am..
‘morrow
more
for this
then.. now
with smiles..:)

FinAlly back at
4:12 pm
12172015
to address
and redress
more last
Thursday
open-link
night poetic
expressions
here in micro
to macro way
some more..:)

SMiLes.. DArkness
with no questions..
are no answers
for liGht..:)

Smiles.. again..
those are the
words your poetry
bRings to me.. intended
or not.. as to accept
darkness with no
questions..
is to have
the same
color
blood
as darkness
away from light..
or in other words..
standard cliche of
we can’t keep
quiet
when
darkness
lives before
our eyes..
or
something
like that
part
of
darker
nature..
smiles x3..:)

*
Peace and Love
ironicAlly enough..
stands upon
the flesh..
blood..
and
bones
of all
those
who sacrifice bodies
bRinGinG freedoms to
lives away from fear..
hate.. discord..
and discontent..
Fortunately..
now.. our
soils
are brown
with clear
floweRinG
rivers of blue..
but now sadly
some still
rage on the
red of blood
in lands
and rivers
of
red
water
soil
souls
tainTinG
with greater
fears.. hate
in chaos..
of human
fear driving order..
truly now disorder
of human mind
and body out
of balance..
where Peace
and Love now
mind and body soul
balance reigns empty..:)

So many dimensions in
experiences of human
UniVerses.. so many
vicarious looks
now into
windows
of other
souls..
but so
far
way
from
the
realities
of dArk
and liGht..
some rarely
iN’tweening
now of any
spectrums..
light or dark..
everyone may
spend at least three
days in the prison of
hell in a mind.. to truly
know and feel the heaven
of
mine..
sMiLes
but it’s
true
as
far
as i
kNow
i Feel..:)

Smiles.. all the ink
in the UniVerse
will never
equal
a
finger
print..:)

*
SMiLes.. so many people
Love Jesus until
it’s time
to
be
Jesus..
So many people
worship Jesus
and make
Jesus
into
a
God
so they will
never have to actually
follow his teachings
in actual WORKS..
and just do lip
service
on
one verse
of a UniVerse of
Truth and Light..
namely Love
yourself..
Love your
neighbors as
yourself as
same as GOD..
Fat.. Happy..
and
lazy..
all
asleep..
until it’s
time to do Now..
and so ironic
it makes
Jesus
laugh
tears of sadness..
Trump Christians
Christians
Trump
Christians…
Religious right
face of God Trumps
Christians for now at LEAST…

*
Internet barren
souls.. people
with few holds..
exceptions
yes.. but
place
wHere
humans
come
and go..
never truly
saying bye
or hello..
where no
one is
lost
and
no one
is found..
a closet
of human
toys never sOld..
shining new
and old
but
never
used…
never beings…
Internet Ghost
Humans
so
alone…
alive
as dead
online
off cOld…

tears of fears
wars of separation
dreams of healing
Souls on fire
for Love
is
hope..:)

Nature SinGs
SonGs no
human worry..:)

Smiles.. Eagle
eYes towers
overTrumps
Talons…
Toupee
flight
away
from Light..:)

Under-Cover
Books.. celebrating
Bedroom
eyes
turning
pages..
rarely
put down
looks.. always
pleaSinG now..:)

FesTivals of
life steeP iN
tradition.. Life
InSpiRinG.. when all becomes
feast.. iN purpose and
meaning.. aLL iS
HoLiDay
All
iS
Joy
ALL
NOW..
HolYdayFEST..:)

SMiLes.. little do ‘they’
kNow.. Santa spends
his life
paying
forward
backwards
now Santa
lives somewhere
on a beach.. with
nary worries
over
snow..
all tanned
with a nice and
sweet looking wife
doing everything for
him.. never aging Now..

Secret
Santa
SofUn..;)

Gym Break now..
be back later
with more ramPage
PoeTry Writing Spree..;)
6:53 pm..

Back at 10:29 pm..
and man this new post
that will be now titled
“Last and First Verse of GOD”
is really getting long.. but i
guess all stuff considered that
should be no
smAll.. ah..
surprise..;)

And yes.. as in all stuff
God gifted to human.. God
gives a sense of humor
to use
and not
to lose
it..
and yes..
this applies
to the other stuff
that some would call
evil that is totAlly
Natural in eYes of
ALL Natural God
NOW!..
yeah like
the Temple
of God
we are
born with
that some humans
are foolish enough
to feel guilty
about
and
hide
all their
life.. God
is free and
God is as happy
as free as God’s
children
are
now
just
now..
so when we are free
and happy God is
happy
with
us
sAMe
NOW
or pInch
as my friend
Himali says..:)

Flesh-n-no-HeARt
is
n-wet-desert-now
or
one-night-n-stand..
of
soUl-n-no-spiRit-now…

Smiles..
Losing a
mind and
gaining a
heart deserves
a college degree
away
from
school..
or perhaps
an honorary
human degree
of being.. smilesx2..:)!

Smiles.. and with
a really severe
case of ADHD..
20 miles now
of dance for
me to get
to this
place
of
sitting still.. peace..
sMiles again.. for now..:)

Earth
rains
green
sTill
iN
FL..:)

Interesting.. i’m actually
diagnosed with Asperger’s
Syndrome and Bi-polar..
finally in balance
again..
at least
for my tastes..
but yeah.. what
you describe here
describes a hell i was
once in and never
diagnosed i guess..
’cause it was too
hard to explain
other than
the
table
was me…
the AC vent blowing
would not separate
from me.. and there
were hundreds
of other souls
around
me
overwhelming
when i walked
in Super Walmart..
but for me at least..
actual brain damage
from years of Chronic
social stress at work
seemed to lead to
this place
of
a disintegration
of human integrated
ego with regulating
emotions and
integrating
senses..
focus
and
short
term working
memory working well
in cognitive executive
functioning.. but anyway..
movement therapy in natural
and free flowing way of movement
helped me to get it all back together
along with poetry and music therapy..
but sadly that kind of therapy
doesn’t seem to work for
everyone..
particularly
if one has never
really been integrated..
and balanced as such..
anyway.. what you
describe here i can
relate to 100% like
i was there for several
years.. several years ago..
and i hope the best for you..
as this place for me.. was truly hell
beyond any depression.. anxiety
or pain.. as i lost all emotions
as
well..
and that for
me was worse
than any pain then
imaginable and yes..
i was diagnosed with
type-two trigeminal
neuralgia suffering
from the worst
pain known to
humankind
then for
66 months
co-morbid
with the
death
of
my
soul..
and yes.. the
death of my soul..
much worse than
the worst pain known
to mankind by far.. far.. death
in life then..
so yes..
i feel
this
place.. at
least a similar
place you are in now..
in a logical way.. but
my feelings will never
remember
the no
feelings
of then..
nor could
my no feelings
detect or remember
the feelings that are
mine integrated and
regulated once again now…
i really wish there was a pill
i could send you.. but there was
none for
me but
free flowing
dance.. and i have
to share all this with
you.. as again.. been to
a similar place.. and truly
no one.. and i do mean
no one can possibly
understand the
gravity
of challenge
and difficulty
if they’ve never
been there..
no
one…

Free birds
must stay
hungry
to be free..
is the best way
i can describe
my path back to freedom..
Most animals live this way
except for humans in all
our
receiving
ways of so
much we have
now compared
to any other time
in history.. but the
purpose and meaning
that hungry means.. and
to be clear.. this is just
how the words
make me
feel..
i have no
idea how it
personally affects
you.. my friend..:)

My grandmother
picked cotton to
raise her sisters..
school beyond
her grasp..
sisters
college..
moving
up then..
her with run
away husband.. ugh..
12 hour waitressing..
but a loving daughter..
my mother.. who
insists she quits
working in
her 50’s
and takes
care of
her..
so she
rests
and lives
30 or so
more years
by a river
in peace..
i suppose
hard work
now makes
greater Karma
in the end.. or further
from it.. even better..:)

SMiles.. late.. yes..
but as promised
i’m back Lynn..
and the
secret
to Jesus..
is being
Jesus..
sadly
it’s
still
a secret to most..
my friend Lynn..
Merry
Birthday
of Christ
always now
for those of
us who live
with
Christ
heArts
now..
just
now..
yes what are
‘they’ waiting for
heaven is now
when Christ
lives as our
heArt
now
in spiRit
expreSinG
a balanced
mind and body
as Christ soUl NOW..
per Luke 17:21.. my friend..
the Kingdom of God lives
within
now
just now..
for those
us who live it now..:)

A fascinating piece here for me..
but alas if a Bonobo can live
in peace with almost
zero aggression..
violence..
or
war
within
the tribe..
surely there
is hope now for
hairless humans..
problem is.. humans
are evolved for small
social groups.. naked
and sharing sex
freely and
raising
children
freely
as a village
and family of whole..
it is culture that is overall..
the sin.. of overpopulation.. written
language.. collective intelligence
culture and all the stuff that takes
humans away from their roots of
free love in sharing small
social groups..
so sure..
the apple
of Knowledge
that is written
language.. collective
intelligence and culture
for creature comforts
of ever expanding
population
is both
the fall
of
human
and fall of earth..
so sure.. this makes
pornography at least
one saving grace
back toward
free as
sexual
healing according
to a Bonobo it is the
best pill for Love
and peace yet..
but sure
healthy
consensual
sex.. as that
is how the
Bonobo
does it
to remain
free with
Love and
Peace.. so
the evil that
some people see
is actually the good..
that people can no longer
see.. but sure.. just ask
Godzilla.. there ain’t no fooling
MOTHER NATURE IN EATING APPLES
OF HUMAN
HELL..
SEX MEANS
INCREASING
LEVELS OF
OXYTOCIN..
SOCIAL
BONDING
AND NO
MORE WARS..
SO KISS A BONOBO
ON ALL THE FREE LIPS..
the only other primate
that engages in face
to face kissing
and oral sex..
and the simple
reason for that
is they have
empathy
(they
can feel
the other
primate’s
pleasure
with affective
empathy of
emotional
contagion..
per mirror
neurons
as well)
with
no known
reported
cases of psychopathy
but sure a little Autism
here and there.. for
Bonobos who
get
the odd
refrigerator
Bonobo parents..
CULTURE IS THE VIRUS
NOT INNATE HUMANITY..
AND IF this is too long
feel free to delete of
course.. but you
seem like
an intelligent
person who
is not blinded
by ignorance..
so i share
this with
you..
who truly
are few here..
i would even
attempt to share
this with.. as it’s
a hard trip back
to real Truth
and Light
of
human
being..
BEFORE THE
APPLE OF
CULTURAL LIES..:)

As i circle the world
it makes me sick
to know and feel
how much people
where i live take
for granted
the bloodless
soils they
live on..
where this
bloody way
of life is not
a staple
of
pain
in life..
as it is in
so many other
countries.. that are
not rich and green
in both material
and
natural
resources..
humanity so
far out of balance
so far out of human
being overall.. so sad..
as we have the potential
to bring it back to balance..
if anyone
even
cares
beyond
their own
selfies.. of
smiles away
from human
suffering around
A world of Pain still now…

Smiles..
God is
now
lives
within..
all nows
are God’s
Birthday
within us
too..
smiles
come back
again.. for those
who find God within..:)

Well.. what can i say..
this always now
Christmas
inspires
me.. and
finished
now with
all 33
dVerse
open
link
prompts
from last
Thursday..
publish this
now.. and the
last Tuesday prompt
about stars will be
quite appropriate
for me to journey
on in the
comments
section of
this next
blog post
as yes..
the Force
Awakens
on Friday
which is always
a great experience
to jUst
live
now..:)

12:28 am
12172015

5900

From Facebook..

i just stopped by to say hi.. Cortney..
but while i’m here.. back in ’72.. when
the Dolphins are on top with Larry Czonka..
Earl Morrall .. and Bob Griese.. with a perfect
season and a win in the Super Bowl.. is when
i watch every Dolphin game.. as then the
Dolphins are my favorite team.. but then
i stop watching.. after they win the
second Super Bowl in ’73..
and the rest is history…

And yes.. i am 12 years old then..
in ’72.. ancient history.. in terms of Cortney..
and no i did not dance then.. i have four eyes then..
can barely walk straight without falling down.. and ugh..
the cashier at McDonalds thinks i am a girl then.. with my
long blonde hair.. pretty eyes.. long lashes.. etc.. but yeah..
i can dam sure watch some Dolphins.. then.. and dream of playing football..
but have to settle for dance.. instead.. decades later…

But anyway.. sure.. go Dolphins.. i guess i still
have a soft place for the Dolphins somewhere back in my
heart then.. at least.. and have a nice rest of the night
with sweet Dolphin Dreams.. but let me tale you.. once again..
you really missed out in ’72 and 73.. when i am a top fan then..

And Yes.. to digress a ‘little’… win.. yes WIN..
i go to Milton High School they win a State Championship..
when i am a fan then.. in ’78.. and then there’s FSU..
a topic of another fandom conversation yesterday..
with a 14 year.. 10 game plus winning streak..
from ’86 to ’99.. when i am a top FSU fan too..
so trust me.. if you have me as a fan for
whatever your team is.. i am some of the
best luck yet.. with a proven track
record.. as recorded here.. smiles..:)

And yes.. Cortney.. and Himali..
reference me at age 13.. smiles.. Ha!..
i am much thinner then.. than you are now..
Himali.. and then actually at 120LBS and 5 feet 10 inches..
weigh only five LBS more than wife Katrina does now..
she at 5 feet 6 inches.. 115LBS now..:)

IMG_7774

Himali says..

Are you working out or what Fred ???

i say..

Well.. yes.. OH GOD YES!..
i am working out so much then.. Himali..
as when that McDonald’s Cashier tales me what
can i get you Miss.. it really messes with my Mr. Mind..
that needs a much stronger body.. if i am gonna survive
in this life.. so i go into fight or flight mode..
get a bar and weight plates.. and watch my
string bean arms press a relatively few
LBS up above my head.. and i visualize
my arms getting bigger.. and there
is at least some hope.. as my
father is a rough and tough
Law Enforcement Officer whose fingers
are almost thicker than my wrists then..
anyway.. as you know to make a long story
shorter and much stronger.. now i leg press
the 930 LBS 25 times with my arms raised in air..
and truly this all goes to prove my theory..
that with epigenetic unpacking of DNA
through challenge and adaptation..
humans can bRing up many strengths
of their distant ancestral past..
so sure.. now i am as strong as an Ape..
and hopefully i don’t look too much like a monkey..
but i did get very hairy after i started lifting weights..
and yes.. that is still the case as well.. smiles..
just another Fred story to boot.. or lift..
and smiles again.. my shirt says in this photo..
“DO YOU EVEN LIFT”.. SO MANY people made fun of me
and called me bird legs in middle school.. there is a
sense and feeling of accomplishment to wear this shirt..
and for it really to mean that.. as no Marine comes within
several hundred LBS of what i can do on that leg press weight
plate machine.. at my military gym.. yes.. i appreciate my health
and strength.. as it really provides a sense and feeling of natural
accomplishment as well as Innate and Instinctual fearlessness wherever
i go in life.. life takes work in so many ways.. but it is all worth it..
in the long run.. friend.. Himali..:)

Himali says..

You’re such an inspiration Fred ! I also want to start gyming grin emoticon

i say..

Smiles again.. HImali.. i can already tell by looking at your photos that
you will become very strong.. and even more confident when you do..
and if you don’t go to the gym.. you can always dance wherever
you are.. just three feet of space and moving feet.. arms..
and swaying middle section will do the art of moving
infinitely in emoting ways of
imagination and
creativity too!..:)

6672

Himali Quotes:

“Great is the guilt of an unnecessary war.”
– John Adams

i say..

Amen…

For humans with Souls….:)

6691

While i Love the quotes that Himali Shares..
i Love the quotes that are Himali so much more..
and trUly ‘this quote’ is poetry as Himali’s hEart..
and Poetry is the wordinG spiRit..
of the Human HeArt
expresSinG
human
soUl..
as well
as prose
that boarders
poetry now when
music of emotions
of the SonGs of God
who are humans in reflection
of God.. and now for science
in review as prose.. stRinGs of
Guitars and Pianos reflect human
vocal chords.. drums in percussion
of piano are human heart beats.. and
reeds of first flutes are magic
making instruments
of human
throat
as
concert hall
of emotional notes
of life wheRe human
emotions are set freeR
to exPress
the human
SonGs
of
God as
freeR as liGht now
or dArker emotions
that move us through
our body from brain to
gut and all around the
infinite chakras of the body
through the Kundalini Vagal
Nerve to brinG Heaven Now
as LiGht of continuous
timeless experience iN
Nirvana oR DarKest
death of
Kundalini
Vagal
nerve
of
piece of
paper thin
existence.. 0h..
as the dark night
of the soul A K A
literal human heLL..
wHere every second
lasts a thouSand years
of oh.. oh.. so dark.. so dArk…
So.. mY dearest friend.. Sister
Himali.. this is pArt of why Pan..
a mythical God of the human
Music of Song and Dance
and Apollo the
God of
Poetry
and Music are
such important
archetypes of the
human condition and
prophets like Jesus and
the like who SinG a SonG
of the music of
poetry
in
parables
of Loving each
other as brothers and
sisters as ourselves when
loving wE.. AS weLL as the
rest of NatUre
that iS
a reflection
of God as WeLL
of endless water
rivers in inFinITe
Love of Ocean
Deeper..
as first there is
DArk.. then there is
LiGht.. then movement
or dance.. and soundS or
SonGs.. so truly when we
make muSic of human
SonGs and accompany
songS with dance
we reflect
God
as mUsic
of Song that
dances inspiRinG
the UniVerse for
InfiNitY and
more
in a
cycle
of muSic
SonG and
dance
now
as God
makes muSic
in SonG and
Dance
now of
human and
the rest of the
UnivErse too.. so..
anyWay dear.. thanks
for inspiRinG mE WitH
yoUr heArt SonG’s heaRt
liGht of LoveLY emoTioNs
free iN tHe
Poetry
of
Himali
set freeR heRe..
as i speak to yoUr
Angel SpiRit’s
heArt
of
soUl..:)

7103

No human and no word separate from the
word that is God that is no human language
can judge God..
and no human
can be God alone
as God
iS
AlLone..
so only God determines
what is hell and what
is heaven
and
only those
who live tHeir
now as heirs
of dArk or
liGht will
know
and feel
God’s bidding
for tHeir heARts..
SpiRIts and SoUls..
and thIs is what these
‘Cave’ verses of the Koran
inspire in me..
through
eYes
of God
gifted
iN
me..
sMiLes..
and if iam
correct that
will be God’s
bidding
and
never
mine
alone..
as once
again.. end
and beginning
of never ending
story.. God
iS Allone Now..
and we humans
are onLY pArts
of
God..
so SOHEIR
ENJOY
YouR
PARt..
iN God
of course..
as FloWer of
ALLTHATISnOW..
wRite on Course..
And yes.. i have a
copy of the Koran
on my night stand
right next to the bible
and to the right of many
other sacred texts of humans
who attempt to approximate
the
language
of God that
is again.. no
human words
alone.. so
all human
words
fall short
of the Glory
of God almighty
greater than any
human OR words
that are metaphors
and never essence
of God’s
reality
ALLONE.
OR
alone
as words..
that are always
only metaphors
that human’s
create
for the much
greater essence
of GODALLONE..
iN OTHER WORDS..
WORDS WiLL NEVER
EVER BE SUFFICIENT
TO SCRIBE
THE
GLORY
OF GOD
PERIOD.
But sure we humans
will alWays do our
best iF WE
Love God
with all our
heart.. and
spirit
of Soul
as gifted
to us as sure
but always
limited
God eYes
of uS humans now..
and if we respect
God as God almighty
we will never chain
God in
Words
alone..
the height
of evil in
human
being
to chain
or restrict
God in any
human way..
as gifted iN uSNOW..
so in short it is now no
less and even Greater
sin to make any word..
letter.. number or
any other
symbol
as idol
of God
alone.. as once
again.. God is Allone
and never words alone..
as well.. more than any
human beings who
are always
greater
reflections
of God than
words
alone
period..
end and
beginning
of human story
that is only a speck
of dust in God’s eYes ALLONE..
And yes.. everyNOW i read verse(S)
of the Bible or Koran.. God SinGs
a SonG to me
similar
to this..
and sure
i scribe it
now.. whenever
God instructs me
as such in God’s
way and
never my
direction
in conscious
mind of mine
alone in eYes of
GOD
ALLONE..
and i have zero to fear
by doing this free as God
is the
WIND
behind
these words..
but THE WIND
THE OCEAN
THE SAND
THE SKY
and SO
MUCH
MORE
beyond
ALL
words.. now
or then.. my
friend..
Soheir..
wHere my WIND
comes from a BEACH
of GOD then and now..
instead of Desert..
Cave.. or
Under
TREE..
as God’s prophets
are limited to no
Patch of land..
Country..
Continent..
Hemisphere..
Planet..
or even
Universe..
and Beyond..
And sure if we respect
God as almighty greater
than human being
this is easy
to see
and feel
as God’s
common
sense
in
tiny
us..
unless we portend
to be A Satan and
greater than
God
ourselves..
True Angels
are no
fools..
only
a human
fool will create
an Angel that is a fool..
And sure i am only
a fool..
as i for
one will
do
anything
God asks for
me
to
DO..
now
JUST
NOW..
It is often a
Devil who bleeds
most for God.. my friend..:)

i.. as a hyperlexic Autistic person
who does not speak at all through mind
or words until age four.. Meets God face
to face at three without words and remembers
it all now in words of God.. The only real
difference between Muhammad and me is he
equates words as idols of God and i
refuse to do that as i feel God
from heart before i ever know
humanly constructed words of human..
And no.. you are incorrect.. i speak
from heart and have been deleted
or banned from all places
that speak from mind
alone and anyone who
would limit God
in anyway..
including words..
Speaks through mind of selfish
human tribal instinct as God speaks
through me write now with spirit of
heart through words.. One can never
judge the heart of another through
words alone or no words at all..
The lesson of a three year old
me WITH GOD.. My friend.. SOHEIR..
And to be crystal clear i judge you
or no one else as that is under
God’s purview ALLONE..:)

Smiles SOHEIR.. i agree with
you ‘here’.. the Koran..
All knowings and feelings
considered works well
for your place of life..
And in you it is expressed
as well through Love.. but sadly
it does not work for everyone..
no different than a
Christian bible
as history and now shows
through acts of Fear.. Hate..
Aggression.. Violence.. Terrorism ..
and Wars.. You see and feel..
some people need the
literal Truth and Light
of Love to ever get the
metaphor of Love..
And that my friend
SOHEIR is when reason
comes to Play With God too..
Smiles.. Blessings.. Peace.. Of God’s Love..
We get it my friend in heart but not everyone
has heart and that is where my job as devil
in their hell comes to play as God’s Fool
for Truth and Light for Fools with no heArt..:)

Smiles.. My friend.. Again SOHEIR..
i have made it clear here before..
i agree with no unjust human action
and consequences regardless of
religion that is historically
one factor of many factors
of injustice away from Peace
of Love and Love of Peace..
Tribal actions are not
necessary for humans
with basic needs met
who are free to Move..
Connect.. And Create their
human being with others.. Including
Nature of God Allone.. How rare is this..
Rare.. And only a problem that will be reducing..
One human at a time.. Sharing.. As Giving
And Connecting with all of human and
rest of Nature Allone God..
So the work continues..
Now as practice without
fail for those of us who
Care with Love..
Now.. as
Just nowS..:)

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Smiles.. Shawna with Tarot and Salamander.. of course..
so nice to see you this evening and oh goodness..
i am so behind on poetry trails
but that’s okay..
as poetry
could stay
on servers
for a thousand
years.. and just
imagine if i live long
enough.. i can respond
to all the poetry in the world..
but yeah.. i will probably have to
live close to forever to do that.. as people
who are human will always write poetry.. sing..
and dance.. TG!.. and oh.. Great! you must be so
nurturing to breast feed for 8 years.. or so..
as if i had to do that.. my children
will surely choke on chest
hair..
heHE.. so currently i
am all out of children..
but anyway.. i am kinda
busty at about 55″ or so..
one inch for every
year haha!
wife Katrina
always kids
me.. taling
me
i have
more than her
but yeah.. she has
plenty gonads too.. with
or without male equipment
as it is the quiet ones
who can be
the most
ferocious
of all..
and
if she
spanks me it
really doesn’t hurt
much as yeah.. my
hips are not exactly
small
either
hehehahaX2 or 3..
butt is the new
black and
back..
and that
puts me in better
dancing shoes too
as it is the motions
of the oceans that
are my driving
force
too!
Hmm.. i Google
Yazz.. and if he is the
Dude from Empire.. i’m
a little lost on new cultural
TV unless Katrina
fills me in
on the
newest
TV developments..
and the ‘Big Bang’
and ‘Heroes’ are the
only two TV shows i
watch for now.. but yeah..
the ‘Angel from Hell’
and ‘Lucifer’
show look
interesting
as they
are
way
out of the
box for TV
still today..
and out of the
box.. way.. way
out of the box is my
home away to
home
now..!
sMiLes..
and i am off to check out
your new website now.. to
see what you
have brewing
in the
pot
for
now..
coffee.. tea.. or
white magic of course..;)

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Man.. you kNow
what’s cool
about visiting
your site..
my friend
the Sagittarian
Arrow.. iS.. i can
say anything as
iT will only be here
temporary.. but hehe!..
i already say anything so
what the hell.. and the first
portrait or hmm.. self portrait
looks just like my wife.. when
i attempt to share
some FrED
words
with her..
and man or woman
that second portrait is
what i look like inside too..
as a spirit when i lose
all this body
armor
of muscle
and hair and
stuff like that..
yes.. and i am horny
like that too.. but yeah..
in a ferocious loving way21..
and not so pricKly
BEArIE.. like some
may think
i am
just
’cause
i do strange
body art and
stuff like that..
Anyway.. i Love here..
’cause it feels like i am
at a Circus of me too.. with
not just three rings.. no limits
of rings
or
rings
necessary
at all.. just
free..
just me
and you
here..
friend
the arrow..:)

TRust mE..
i aM a tattoo..
wHo gLows iN
tHe dArk.. fRom
FaNtasy IsLand..
heHe.. yeaH..
FanTasy
ISland iS aS g00d
As anY cirCus 2..
hMm.. buT thAt
sHows enDs
befoRe yoU
begIns..
aT lEast
theN..
sMilEs..:)

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Just another one
of my many
names..
“Dances
With Cats’..;)

And here’s Katrina..
“Blissfully Happy”..
whenever my
mother
knits
her
another head
cover.. for the
cold nature that is
her.. this time of year..:)

Well.. yes.. i go to WHOville..
otherwise knowns as hometown.. Milton..
to carve the Best Roast Beast ever.. but get
waylaid.. at Pensacola Honda.. for a Civic Recall..
first.. and go on to ironicAlly do solo Grinch Dancing
in the parking lot.. move on to.. Office Depot.. Dollar Tree..
Super Walmart.. Target.. Food Outlet.. and then OMG..
finAlly here in aisle number six at Winn Dixie..
around 13 miles of Solo Dancing Ends.. and maybe
i’ll get back on poeTry Writing RAMpage spree..
or maybe not.. as i’m kinda sleepy.. which is
a good thing.. for a usuALLy WiDE AWAKE GRINCH!…!..;)

And seriously.. as far as fine and
or crude details go.. whomever
makes this Grinch Shirt..
has a sly sense..
of not so
hidden
humor..
Yeah.. and some
People Call Donald
Trump a “D***Head”
or a “Grinch”.. if i
can i will buy
him this
shirt..
for true
colors on
a campaign
trail of
serious
hate
and discontent
and anything to
scare the American
Public or his running
peers.. such a sad
state of affairs..
our American
G O P
running field
leader
sayS
about anything
associated with
human Empathy and Love..
SAD SAD SAD EAGLE OF FREEDOM..
IS NOT FREE AT ALL WITHOUT LOVE
AT LEAST AS FAR AS GOD iS concerned..:)

OBTW.. THAT DAM
GRINCH song comes
on several times
on our car
radio in all
our dance shopping
travels.. and i have a
Grinch Ear Bug from
“hell”.. metaphor hell
not real hell..
i just
can’t
get that
Grinch
out of my HEAD!..;)

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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/09/07/love-smiles/

Love SMiLes.. my Friend LaLa Rukh.. i don’t mean to brag..
but in my life.. i’ve always been the person with the best memory
in the room.. as conversations in my life prove now and now
again.. i have literally written 11 Million words
since November 26th 2010.. but up
to that point all i did really
is take information in..
and with a Hyperlexic
version of Super
Autism.. with
problems
with
speaking verbal language
it didn’t stop me from eventually
reading 10 to 15 times faster than
the average human being.. typing
around 130 words a minute when
properly focused.. and literally remembering
almost every word i’ve seen in print and every
experience like a color movie in my head.. i can
remember what the shirts i had on are.. at school.. decades
ago.. what a person said with a color movie of their smile.. tears..
or joy.. so not to worry my friend.. i have just been HEAR
by your side as friend.. and i might as well not be
from this planET.. as who else
writes the equivalent of 13.6 bibles
in 5 years.. in epic free verse poetry
and prose style.. leg presses
half a ton 25 times with
arms raised in the
air.. and dances
a martial arts
and ballet style
dance everywhere they go
in Northwest Florida.. to the tune
of 4550 miles now.. since
August of 2013.. around
the time i meet you
here online..
and additionally
have a blog post from
all of 88 rave dances with
college age adults where they
autograph selfies with me to the
tune of 4 to 6 hundred women..
as i stopped
counting at
400..
and yes.. you have written an
incredible amount of detail about your
ups and downs here in your blogs..
and no.. don’t worry.. ’cause in my
experience now the
average human
being
has the attention
span of a gold fish..
as science shows.. and
are mostly interested in what
they are doing.. and pay little to
no real attention to what anyone else
says or does.. either on-line.. at church..
at work.. or anywhere else.. but you see
i am not human like that.. i see it all.. hear
it all.. and since November 26th.. 2013..
write it all too.. so yeah.. guess what
i really am Superman
and i choose you
as a friend..
so sure..
that makes
you special..
but the thing is
not many people
can handle Superman
as a friend.. so usually
Superman
is
all
alone..
but hey
he’s not
really alone
as he remembers
God and God always
Speaks to him and
feels him too..
as God makes
Superman
for a reason
like all God’s
other children..
And Superman
gets to
see more
of it.. do
more of it..
and scribe
more of it..
than most..
and that my friend
is both curse and gift..
i’ve already done the curse
part of it in hell.. well before you
meet me here.. so now Superman
Devil is Superman
Angel..
with
Superman
Love.. so no worries..
you will likely not come
across another person like
me.. as certainly i am
one
of
a kind
like you
too and
everyone
else.. my friend..
if they take the time
and effort to make their
God given potentials REAL..
and if everyone does it with
Love.. there will a lot less terrorist
acts of human being.. wars.. aggression
violence.. and all stuff of human fear and hate..
So what can Superman do about that.. we will see..
huh..
perhaps
we will my
friend before
all i say and do is
done.. in my life or
after.. smiles again..
and sure i Love you..
so many people are afraid
to do that and say it.. and that
is the illness of the world around
us my friend.. a Lack of Love.. a Lack of Love…
and moreover a lack of expresSinG Love in SonG of
human.. the real
Sun
of God
in all God’s
Son’s and Daughters
Love my friend the gift
that
KEEPS
GIVING
AND IN MY CASE
WRITING.. DANCING
SINGING.. AND PUMPING IRON..
OF MUSCLE
OF HEaRT
LEGS..
ARMS
FEET
TOES
AND
HIPS
THAT
DON’T
LIE
WITH
HANDS
FINGERS
IN TYPING
SPEED..
A TsUnAMi
A HuRRicane
A ComET
of Frederick
SpLashing in
an ocean of
Internet words..
iS what this ALL iS..
So sure.. the effects
and affect of me.. will
be around a long tiMe..
with no rust of Trust.. here
at least.. my friend.. LaLa Rukh..
So before i come again.. you can play
this storm alert SonG.. but fear not.. as all
i am
iS Love..;)

And sure.. ‘her name’ is Katrina.. Fred is still coming..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/09/16/change-iamsuperman2/

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Cowards of Guns..
weak men and women
who have no soul..
sure they have
words
they have
books
they
have
instructions
from others
who say do
this and do
that to fear..
to hate..
to harm
to kill
to war..
but no.. they
have no soul..
no spirit.. no heart
they live in hell..
they are the
real devils
who show
us the
other
side
of
hell..
but what they
do not realize is
Allah is no dream
after death.. Allah
is now.. Allah lives in
every plant.. animal
human and even
grain
of sand
and
inside
earth.. as well..
Allah iS ALL iN
ALL.. theRe is no
escape from Allah not
even in the hell that these
devils live and bring to other
humans.. as they are then only
parts of Allah that is Devil and Hell
They are the Devil and Hell incarnate
now on Earth.. and Allah will spit them
out
like
manure
that feeds
the fly.. and sure
ALLAH WILLING
eventuALLy they too..
will come to know and
feel Allah as Love and no
longer Fear and Hate in the
Devil they are in Hell now..
as it is better to
millstone
to the
bottom
of the
deepest
ocean than
to harm one hair
on the Head of Allah
that is a grain
of
sand
as well..
Humans make
Devils and Hell real..
Humans make Angels and
Heaven real.. there are two
places on earth that are real..
and sadly some choose
devil
and
hell..
now…
And certainly this day a year
ago.. in Pakistan in
these school
shootings
is the
day that
DeviLiveD
and EviLivE Hell
comes again then
there.. as only Love
can extinguish the Devil AND HELL..
NOW.. never words and books alone..
PERIOD
END AND
BEGINNING
OF STORY OF
FEAR.. HATE… AND
FAITH.. HOPE’S BELIEF..
LOVE.. THE VICTOR OF ALL
VENGEANCE
OF FEAR AND
HATE..:)

Smiles.. Lala.. and it is so good to see
you here today.. now.. you seem like
your old self today
more than some
months.. so i hope
you are feeling much
better friend
with
yes..
much Love
to you as well..:)

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SMiLes.. Year ago..
memories
of KALI..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/16/living-dance-of-kali/

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Himali says..

Gift a Book: I need 6 people (residing in India)
of any age to participate in a book exchange!
You only have to buy ONE book and send it
to one person and you’ll receive at least 6
in return! Comment if you’re interested
and I will PM you the information.
This is so oddly exciting,
its like “Secret Santa” this
Christmas.. Halo emoticon

i say..

That’s cool..
i’ll do it here.. smiles..
and more of course in terms
of books..wink emoticon

Himali says..

Do you wish to participate or what ??

i say..

SMiles.. i cannot literally participate
since i do not reside in India.. but i will
in metaphor here.. always now..
i only read books in print
at Barnes and Noble..
as i really do run out of space at home..
smiles.. my friend.. so i need no printed books in return..
for what i will do in metaphor… so yeah.. to be clear
i am always giving books.. smiles..
as you may know too well by
now.. wInks..wink emoticon

Himali says..

Wonderful. I bet you can start this
for Florida. It would be
wonderful
smile
emoticon

i say..

sMILEs.. maybe i’ll do it for the world..
and that reminds me of ‘this song’.. again..
to go along with that thought.. AND FEELING..
my friend Himali..smile emoticon

Remember..
save a tree..
too..smile emoticon

So yeah..
i’ll do it all
electronicAlly..wink emoticon

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First of all.. while i deTour
up here into the future
of Stars of dVerse now
since i still exist
on last Thursday
open prompt then..
before my purple
hued SagittarIan
arrow goes away..
yeah.. moonlight
stars
feel
wRite
here now..
i mean seriously.. the hell with
stars.. the moon is the
briGhTest star in the
sky.. with diatoms
that shine iN
gulf flow
Emerald
green
white sands
of young bliss..
soft naked and
hard bodies.. smell
of salt inside and
outside above
so below
all around
diatoms of stars..
yes.. glistening on
flesh of moon-lit waters
Seagulls sleep.. while we
breathe our life of older younger
dreams.. of UniVerse new in warm
life stars of below and above same
inside and outside
of us and sure
big bangs come
all around baby
the ocean KNows
what sWirls
inside
of
us
and the
moon light
will send us
on our
way
to bliss
always now..
where stars live
in eYes of human Love..
man you are so cool i
will do you with
this again
sometime
heheR..
yeah
i’m
more
than a
woman too..
but seriously Whoaman..
it was/is great groWing
up on the Gulf and those
first memories are surely
still magic
of first
loves
breath
on Virgin
maleYes..;)

Yes..
Diatoms
gLow..
and i have
a class of
seven
eight gold
ring when
you are one..
my StILL young friend..
Moon LiGht alWays fills write..:)

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SMiLes..
my friend and yes..
Hello Himali.. so many limits
and expectations.. spoon-fed by
cultures since the day we are born..
so many layers of these clothes we
put on from birth.. and one day when
we escape these limits and expectations
we are truly iN the golden nows.. when we
peel each layer off one by one.. and finAlly
we come to know and feel ourselves without
inhibitions or regret.. so yes.. the golden age
of human is no time or number.. it is an inner
state of human freedom.. wHere we live to
be free.. openly expresSinG our emotional..
sensory.. and yes.. so-called naughty
aspects of our sensual Nature..
with zero fears.. of illusion..
iN
human heArTS.. now..
expresSinG emotions.. now..
sensations.. sensualities.. sOul..
as human spiRit.. where Truly our
mind and bodies.. are in balance
with the rest of Nature aka God..
so my hope and prayers for you
my friend are to come to this place
always now.. where layers of clothing
of human cultural masks fall gently away..
and yoUr human shines brighter and brighter
as nows go by.. a lamp of Angels we can all be
when we do take off the layers of masks and come
to terms and feelings of Free.. and i am now pleasantly
surprised to see this Truth and Light as now a spontaneous
expression of who you are.. here on Facebook Social Media..
and sure hope to see it on your blog too.. as this is worth now.. now..
repeating again and again.. in feeling.. my friend.. Himali.. Hello.. again..:)

“37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put
them under your
feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

-Jesus
as quoted
and linked
here:

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

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Hi Himali.. thanks so much for stopping
by and enjoying my weekend
trip to the Casinos with
me and yes.. in Florida
we still have Flowers
blooming for
Christmas..
but as in
all things
change
i understand
frost may finally
come our way
this weekend in
time for Christmas
to turn the grass brown..
but haha! not.. if i can help
it stay
green..
with just
hopes and
prayers for
continuing
Spring
Life
in grass
and sky
my friend
Himali..
here in Florida
where Green and Blue
is a way of living life..
as floWeRinG
Creations
all of Nature
animal and plant
alike on Rivers
and Oceans of Planet Earth..
where a left handed
reverse look of gun
state is life
instead
of
death..
yeah.. haha!
i can imagine anything
with a Breeze of Pleeze..:)

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Smiles.. Himali.. yes..
i will keep smiling
like flowers that
always
come
back..
and of course
i hope that same
pinch for you.. my friend..
Perennial SAMe Pinch..:)

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Oh yes.. and almost
forget the Good
News.. the
Force Awakens
this Friday
at a
theater
free all
over the
global
galaxy..
yeah.. i will
be there.. as a long
term Star Wars fan..
and just wanted to
share that weekly
good news with
you first..
as sure
you’ve heard
it before too..
but Force
Awakenings
are always good NEWS!..:)

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Yes.. may the
Force be with
you and also
WitH me
sAMe pinch
X8 for Infinity
standing tall..
and with that a very
good night of sleep and dreams
now to you my friend in India..:)

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Chandler:
‘All right, kids, I gotta get to work.
If I don’t input those numbers…
it doesn’t make much of a difference.’

Phoebe:
‘Come on Ross, you’re a
paleontologist, dig a little deeper.’

i thought you could relate..
i once was an Anthropologist
becoming a Systemizing
Computer Analyst later
so i know
and ugh
feel the drill
of numbers
Now iN
LiGht of
digging
deeper
and
shalLow
too.. then..
And on a sadder
and hopeful note
now.. i hope
soon
some
one
special
will fill your
arms with Love
with you the same
as Arms of Love
now my special
friend Himali..:)

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Comment from Victoria copied from Google Plus

I was able to read this easier than last time.
Love the title, to begin with. And the idea of
being a cheerleader for God. In a way,
that’s what life is about, hey?

i say..

Smiles.. Victoria..
it works so much
faster on the blogger
format.. thanks for not
giving up.. and additionally..
although i wouldn’t expect
anyone from dVerse
to go to the trouble..
i offer text versions only of
all i do.. on my personal
Facebook page..
and two other
Facebook pages..
as linked on my
Word Press
page..
and yes..
some do take
advantage of that..
in my other arenas.. as
my tentacles now do reach
much farther than that as
well.. but hey.. most
often.. i’m too busy
writing to focus
on the
administrative
aspect of sharing
what i know and
feel in these golden
nows of
mine..
yes.. as a
Cheerleader
for God.. Football
is boring compared to that..;)

Victoria says..

I have been accessing through Google +
since you told me. I have really bad tech karma, I guess.
I do know that Google and WordPress are like a couple
of political parties…they aren’t very kind to eachother sometimes. :0/

i say..

Oh.. that is so true
Victoria.. and the
same applies
to Google
and Facebook
as well.. so much
competition between
the three.. but hey..
the Algorithms of
all three have been
known to accuse me
of being a robot.. ’cause
of all my word play and
speed of
executing
so much
stuff at
once..
But yeah..
eventually i
convinced all
three i am human
in an ‘imitation game’..
if you saw
‘that’
movie..
Thanks for
stopping
by
with
smiles..:)

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Yellow boy posing..
for another of what may be 100’s
or even 1000’s of selfies.. shared now
with over 1.3 million views around the world
as pArt of what i do.. according to Google Plus views..
on my Kate Mia.. Google Plus page of statistics.. now..
but he already knows and feels he is a pretty boy..
there is no need to stroke his ego.. at all..
he is plenty confident as fearless just
the way he is now.. and before..
as a wild child of the backyard
woods.. before he comes for
some tender loving vittles..
at my home now.. still standing
up for his God Given right to be free..
so sad that more domesticated cats
and humans don’t do this everynow of life..
as life is too precious to live it without Freedom..
Love.. and Peace of Mind and Body Balance with
all others and Nature as God too…smile emoticon

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WeLL..

Certainly another Epic

Free Verse

Poetic Expression..

but with a title

like

this..

sure it deserves

focus and effort

to get the job done..

And speaking of Getting the JOB DONE

Celebrating my 89th Rave Dance Week

at Old Seville Quarter

on Thursday

Night

with

more fun Dance

photos coming

here sometime

around the

wee hour

of

3 AM

on

Friday

Morning

wHere Angels

Dance with me..:)

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Birth of LiGht

Posted on December 24, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

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Hi.. gigoid.. Thanks for stopping by..
i enjoy continuing to pursue and challenge
the limits of my human nature.. And ha!
The result is here.. And it surprises me..
And for me at least that’s real magic..
Happy Holidays.. Friend.. gigoid..:)!
Thanks my friend.. For the
encouraging words..
i will continue
to make this
magic
real and
continuously..
Changing..:)!
Yes..
i agree..
And accept this axiom #2
for continuing change.. As
a blessing and challenge..:)

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HI gigoid.. thanks so much for coming by again..
and wading through half the text.. which is quite a feat..
considering it is deep in metaphor and half is around
nine thousand words.. no Twitter feeds here.. hehe..

And in visiting the link on your website.. what i
see are 7 axioms that in essence of wisdom are all
helpful in living a balanced life.. Nice to see
some wisdom on blogs.. and ways for positive
living.. always a blessing in light when
i come across folks like you.. online..
or off.. more often online of course..
as the area i live in.. isn’t exactly
known for deeper ways of seeking and
finding wisdom.. but never the less
there are great exceptions..
where i live too..

i am impressed by your work history..
you must be a very strong person both
physically and emotionally to be able
to handle all those years in the psych-
ward in helping individuals who are both
violent to themselves and others.. and of
course with great compassion in helping the
elderly with special needs as nurse.. as well..

Few people can do these demanding jobs.. and
surely folks like you are the unsung heroes who
arrive at the trenches everyday for years to get
the job done well.. as well as prison guards who
live with the darker side of life.. for decades
of life.. in helping the less fortunate among us..

Sorry.. that you experience chronic pain..
and truly i am so blessed to escape my pain
since the end of July 2013.. ’cause when that
type-two Trigeminal Neuralgia started from 2007 to 2008..
the peak pain around the Lent period of my Catholic Church
in the Spring of 2008.. that truly was like a dentist drill
in eye and ear with no relief in all waking hours..

Along with a synergy of 18 other disorders..
including Sjogren’s Syndrome… Dysautonomia..
Fibromyalgia.. Severe Degenerative Arthritis
and Spinal Stenosis.. in my neck along with
Congenitally Fused Vertebra..

Severe depression to the point of Anhedonia..
Alexithymia.. Severe Anxiety including PTSD-like Panic attacks..
along with a diagnosis of Asperger’s syndrome at age 47..
and the other disorders.. led to a severe case of
Insomnia.. that was so bad.. that even with an
alpha blocker.. i could only sleep one hour
of shallow sleep for the first 35 out of 40 days..
with zero sleep the last 5 of 40.. and truly then at that point…
i found out there are some experiences in life beyond any imagination
of death in life.. it was death as life.. worse than death after life..

Anyway.. after somehow finding my way to a bridge.. without the
strength to get out of the car to jump off it.. my sister saved
me at the bottom of the bridge.. and threatened to kill us both
driving 80 miles an hour on a country road.. and that is not what
i wanted.. so i agreed to go the hospital.. as stubborn as i was
about going before that.. and a several milligram shot of Ativan..
put me out of my misery long enough to sleep.. and so Ativan.. was
the answer to an escape of sleep.. the entire 66 months of hell from
January 2008 to July of 2013.. and i finally escaped that trap of
prescription drug.. at the end of July 2013.. as well..
very addictive.. Prescription Ativan.. can be…

And with my eyes not making Tears with the
Sjogren’s Syndrome.. which additionally..
was like swimming with my eyes open in salt water..
i spent about two years in a dark room.. with the pain
in my eyes and ears.. making effective use of eyes and
ears next to impossible.. and finally two years into the pain..
with my monitor turned all the way down.. a few inches from the
screen as the increased focus from my near sighted prescription
lenses increased the pain fiercely.. i started to type one letter at a
time.. starting Thanksgiving day.. 2010.. making a word.. a list of ideas..
and as no doctor’s drugs could help the pain.. this was my only way to
attempt to escape the pain in mind.. and to do anything to keep myself
from truly going crazy after being locked in my head.. for two years..

So.. a sentence turned into paragraph with a mountain of eye pain..
and then a page.. and yes.. now 11 million words.. and a spark of
poetic expression comes my way in March of 2013.. connecting my
language and emotions again.. and truly that seems to be
the start of a magic healing and recovery.. that eventually
led to dance.. and my own free style method of martial arts..
that brought mind and body balance.. emotional regulation..
and sensory integration.. all parts of the problem with Autism as well..
and for the first time in my life.. i felt truly like a whole human being..
with a drastic personality change from a closed-in introvert to a public dancer..
and sure not surprising i am diagnosed Bi-Polar now.. as i might have been one
of the most depressed folks in the world then.. but yes.. i am the person
everyone sees as the happiest in real
life now.. and that is how i feel inside..

So.. i share that emotional energy in words here..

AS.. i know the healing value of emotion in words..

And i know that real miracles can happen for folks
like me who lose all feelings and only live pain..
to come back again.. with no pain..
and stronger than
ever before..
so yes..
a poetic
ending and
beginning continuing
now my friend.. a place
of bliss that before in my life
would be another dimension never
entered.. but truly the mind and body
balance and a continuing practice of
free art of movement and
free art of writing is
just the
ALL NATURAL
MEDICINE THAT KEEPS
ME WELL THEN.. AND NOW.. YEAH..
SURE.. IF I HAD THOUGHT MEDICINAL
MARIJUANA OR ANYTHING COULD HAVE
HELPED ME AT FIRST I WOULD HAVE TRIED
IT.. AS LORD KNOWS I TRIED A LOT OF NATURAL
REMEDIES.. AND NONE OF THEM WORKED AT ALL..
But yes.. i watched the video.. on cancer and medicinal
Marijuana.. it is fascinating and i plan on doing more
research.. and i am so happy you are finding
some relief with this all natural cure..
as nature is the best cure
i know and feel
for all my
ills too.
as my rheumatologist..
after he tried all his drugs
on me.. seriously said.. sorry
i cannot do anything for you..
no reason for you to
come back..
fortunately
for me.. i found
the all natural cures
that worked for me..
by never ever
giving
up..
as i Loved Life before
and i was determined
to Love it again.. it took
me 66 months to do it..
but yes.. i did
come out of
the blackest
ashes of life
rising like
a phoenix on
our beautiful
beaches here of
Northwest Florida
on or about.. July
22nd 2013..
a blessing
can be life
when one keeps
moving forward
and in my case reverse
too.. smiles.. and all around
like a ballet dancer/martial
arts combo in all innate
instinctual and
intuitive
free style
art of human being
mind and body balance..
So.. Thanks again..
and Happy
Holidays
with best
wishes.. as.. Oh
Lord.. i celebrate everynow
like the greatest gift of just
being alive.. my friend.. now..:)

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Ha.. no you are not the only one seeing significance
in the odd numbers from 1 to 13.. gigoid.. i am
naturAlly fascinated by numbers..
and before i ever read
anything or hear
anything about
the art of numerology
that some folks view as
science as well.. i come
to many of the same
instinctual and
intuitive
sacred
views of
numbers in the
actual Art and
Science of Numerology
studied a little later than
my first real poetic interests
where i even write full poems
over the numbers 7 and 11
and yes the even number
twelve as well..
Anyway i view
the entire reality
of us as sacred now..
as i find when i view it
all as sacred that is a
real step to Unconditional
Love.. practiced as well
as viewed..
as sure..
Life.. the
Journey..
and Paths
and never destination
or goals alone for me..
ALLONE IS A WAY i
see
and
F E E L.
NOW..:)

And it’s really cool
that you were a chef
too.. my wife might
appreciate me
more if
could
cook anything
more than microwaving
Oatmeal.. smiles and
spoiled that way
by mother
and wife..
sMiles
more..:)

Smiles.. My friend..
My God Is no Theist.. alone..
My God is much bigger as Nature.. ALLONE..
That includes Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas alike..
As well as Universal Peace and Love inherent in most of
human nature if and when balanced.. And that is great enough
for me.. Always now as Simple Life.. Away from all words..
And other material items..:)

Smiles.. gigoid.. interestingly with my form of Autism..
my problem nearly all my life.. as assessed
by my Psychiatrist was.. i didn’t have
an integrated Ego.. and by
the way i understand
Ego.. beyond
Personalities..
it is one of mind
and body balance
secure in one’s self..
where truly Ego can
also be a metaphor
for soul.. as far as
personalities go
and attachments
to the personality
we present to others
in human connections..
that is where I break from
some Eastern Philosophies..
that seek a total separation from
that part of Ego.. as i see that
part of Ego as Art when used
as a tool for Love and Peace..
So i truly believe in that sense
of Soul of Ego that human
Personality can
be a Zen
Art of giving
Light.. constantly
away from dark..
so yeah.. i tend to
go my own way.. and
share it.. but would truly
hate for anyone to ever truly
follow anything i say.. (religiously) i
rather other folks come up with
their own ways that
fit their Universe
of Individuality
as it is the
diversity
of human i Love most..
all the dark and light i find
interesting and ha!.. some of
the dArk.. some folks see.. i for
one see as the liGhtest pArts
of human
of All..
like they say
different strokes..
different folks..
yes.. a variety
of
ilks
unlike ‘uS’..
smiles.. again..:)

Quote:

“I can only agree with all of the above; the woman I spoke of in my previous reply to one of your comments, Red Dwyer, has four kids, all of whom are autistic, as she is… in fact, she is an autistic savant, in a plethora of fields of study; when very, very young, she broke through, and completely destroyed, all the barriers the autistic create to protect them from the avalanche of perception in which they often exist; she is the most GROUNDED person, autistic, or “normal” (whatever the fuck THAT means), I have ever met, or known… She is also known as “the human whisperer”, for almost any kind of person with a mental problem. Bipolar, schizophrenic, autistic; she is able to get through to them, and help them learn to deal with whatever their mind is doing to prevent their happiness… As I said, an amazing woman….

I find many of the same qualities in you…. Those who are “autistic” to my mind, merely possess a set of perceptive organs that are a hundred times more sensitive, and powerful than the ordinary human does; they perceive SO MUCH of the universe around them, it is very scary at first, before the mind is capable of processing all of it…. so, most create barriers between themselves and reality; those are the “mis-integrated” ego parts the psychiatrist spoke of … which doesn’t really count, because most psychiatrists have no real understanding of the condition at all. They are convinced it is a ‘problem’ whereas I, having known many autistic people, can say the only problem is for them to learn to handle all they perceive; then, the barriers dissolve, on their own, in my experience…. The condition itself may very well be a mutation, to the next highest evolutionary point for humans.. In short, people who are now called autistic are, probably, by all the evidence I can see, the next stage in human evolution… Once a way to learn to process their perceptions is found, there will be NO further limits to what their minds can accomplish…

As I perceive you, you are caught half-way, between perfect comprehension of self, with a full understanding thereby of human nature, and, the dark ignorance where most of humanity dwells in discontent….”

Smiles.. gigoid.. worth quoting..
i couldn’t have said it any better..
Experience counts more my
friend
than any
textbook
of medical
science or
psychology
school ever will..
Love to you and your
cat.. friend.. and all
of your
Loved ones..
Happy Holidays
again.. and hope
you have an enjoyable
training session with your cat..:)

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Smiles.. Prajakta.. thanks so much for coming by today..
and glad you enjoyed the beautiful Christmas Lights that
my neighbors do employ.. last year we had three polar bears up…
a mama.. a baby and a big happy daddy.. my wife’s sister..
sadly was succumbing to cancer.. and she eventually
died on Christmas Eve.. and in her last few days
the mama polar bear developed a hole somewhere
in this inflatable Christmas decoration standing
about 6 feet tall.. that we could not find the
source of and slowly that polar bear..
fell to the earth completely
flat on Christmas Eve..
the night Katrina’s sister
Michelle died.. this year we bought
a new 6 foot tall mama Polar bear to go
up with our existing 8 foot tall sitting huge
daddy Polar bear.. but my wife never gained
the heart to put her back up.. but sure we had
a Christmas wreath.. and a welcome flag of
Christmas Spirit to our front door..
so yesterday.. i wore a polar bear
shirt that says Chill.. to decorate
literally myself.. and with temperatures
approaching 80 degrees still this week
with December Green Grass that still
hasn’t felt a Winter Frost.. it is the spirit
that counts.. cool or warm.. as i attempt
to stay both warm and cool.. smiles
and Winks.. and happy
all the now to you friend..
and your new coming
husband.. as if i remember
correctly.. wedding still coming..:)

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With the introduction of Air Conditioning..
loss of front porches.. and screens replacing faces..
blogs are certainly replacing front porches in at least
a virtual way.. and that is good.. as who knows/FEELS
eventuAlly ‘we’ may be motivated to build
front porches in ‘real life’ again..
And i suppose that is wheRe words
that are more than facts
can lead
back to
the
heARt
of human.. again..
When we find that is truly what
we share in common.. being human…
Being..
And hmm..
i leave religion at the Beach
and it stays with
me then now
as Jonathan
Living
ston as
Seagull
Freer now
and higher
with never a
world of words
to hold me back
from flying free
on land
alive
again..
but sure i
come back
to words.. as
sometimes flying
can be poeTry too.. sMiLes
and thanks for the free flying
inspiration you do sing here..:)
There is no doubt in my mind that
heARt is real as a metaphor of human
FEELING emoTioN.. that spiRit is real as
connecting emoTioN to other
expresSinG humans
and the rest of
Nature as inter
connect
ing
Force of
ALLTHATIS
in what can be
m e t a p h o r
for GOD and
of Human Being
SoUls as metaphor
for BalanCinG BEinG
in MiNd and BoDy
ways of
regulaTinG
emoTioNs
and integrating
senses in moving
Art the way our
ancestors capture
prey and avoid predators
without breaking a leave
of sound.. in invisible
ways of yes..
again.. now
human balance
with the rest of Nature
in action.. consequence..
either dark or light
as positive
or negative
consequence
that comes now
or then.. but yes..
the bottom line is
we are here.. and
sure this is a nice
front porch friend
to shoot the
breeze
however
the feather
may fly
in Peace
in Love
of just floating
around and free now..
Anyway considering the stresses
of modern mechanical cognition life..
highest rates of suicide in places
like South Korea.. where
technology reigns
highest.. now
in the so-
called
developed
world.. now
this E-world
must find a source
of human heARt..
SpiRit and soUl
to have any
chance of
surviving
as human BEinG
aGaiN.. and poeTry
and blogs are a staRt
back to human being..
as Lord knows that
is wheRe i find
my hUman
again..
and tHere
is meaSure
of treaSure
kNoWn to humaN
being like a free flowing
mind and body in balance
holding hands in heArt..
SpiRit.. and SoUL in
Balance..
at least
for me
anyWay..
so thanks again
for your treasure here..
friend gigoid.. no price
to measure human SoUl..:)$
And yeah.. if i wanna find
wisdom.. i’ll go see
someone who
spends decades
helping folks
in a psych-
ward
and
care
center..
verses
a monk
in a monastery..
or priest or pastor
in a seminary.. for sure..
no.. there is nothing
dubious
about
that my
friend @ALL..
SMiLes.. Strange is still a
home for me.. As stranger.. He He..;)

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Ninja.. again..
wink emoticon
Yes.. shirt says..
TRUST ME..
i’m a Ninja..
wink
emoticon

Oh God.. And
off to Marathon
dance shopping
again.. ’tis the
season..
so be
it..
and
accept..
iT.. JusT
DANCE!..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/12/last-and-first-verses-of-god-free-verse.html

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Yes.. Katrina selects my wardrobe(s).. and
there are often ‘hidden’ literal
messages that may not
be totally understood..
as those meanings..
often have
something
to do
with
Katrina..;)

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Music times Emotion equals Human Force of Spirit rising..
Yes.. ME=F.. Sadly some folks feel ME is a sin..
But people can be convinced to do almost
anything if it means acceptance
in the culture one is born in..
Including extremes like female
and male genital mutilation.. Cultures
are insane and evil.. Not the gift of God..
That is innate human being nature born into
this world by God’s Grace.. Anyway..
So happy.. you are not afraid of ME..
Friend.. Rafiah..smile emoticon
Oh yeah.. and of course there
is the Light Force of Human
Emotion and the Dark Force of
human emotion.. Light Force being
pro-social emotions that lead to social
cooperation like Love.. and Dark Force
being con-social emotions like Hate
that lead to strife.. and sure
there are different kinds of
Music than enhances the
Light side of the Force or
Dark side of the Force in
accordant or discordant ways..
But we humans who learn to regulate
and master our emotions the way of Light..
will naturally feel and know what kind of music
takes us higher in the light of pro-social emotions
or lower in the dark of con-social emotions.. now
and turn the radio station as required..
as all natural wild and free
human beings can and will do..
yes when truly set free in mastering
their relative free will.. that also includes
integrating senses including sensuality..
through the Art of free movement.. that
of course is enhanced by music.. now
So truly the best formula that now
can and will work for human now
to master the regulation of their
emotions and integration of
senses/sensuality can be
MED=H as Music times
Emotion times Dance =
HeArT as Human ART..
yeah sure.. sHeArTs too..
WHeArt best as MED=H..
And that is the Human
chemistry/physics
lesson today..
N0W For
WHeArt..:)

Rafiah edits her smile response on Facebook and indicates
the lyrics to the song in a language she understands
are translated into English below the
song.. as quoted here:

“You’ve taken away my looks, my identity, by just a glance.
By making me drink the wine from the distillery of love
You’ve intoxicated me by just a glance;
My fair, delicate wrists with green bangles in them,
Have been held tightly by you with just a glance.
I give my life to you, Oh my cloth-dyer,
You’ve dyed me in yourself, by just a glance.
I give my whole life to you Oh, Nijam,
You’ve made me your bride, by just a glance.”

And i say..

Smiles.. i come back for your
edited response.. too.. and like i tale you
many times.. before here.. all it takes are eyes my friend..
in my opinion.. the most attractive women in the mall are
the one’s with the Hijab.. and yes.. there are a lot
of Muslim folks in Pensacola.. but fairly rare
in my smaller town i live in..
14 or so miles away..

the most beautiful dark brown
eyes i see.. as yes.. i see the soul
in the eyes.. and those souls.. perhaps quiet..
but bright my friend.. like you of course.. as sure..
i still remember those eyes.. with smiles.. yes.. your
eyes do smile.. and sure my eyes smile too.. quiet..
before.. God takes those eyes away..
and puts them in words instead..
for now.. at least..:)

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Hmm.. more deep
deep wordy Facebook
memories.. from a year ago..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/24/a-farewell-to-2014-with-dverse-and-wrong-planet/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/25/master-chief-aghogday/

And sure.. why not add the ‘Master Chief Aghogday’
link from a year ago Christmas.. as of course
this comments section from the post
SonG of my SoUL.. WiLL eventuAlly
be my next post named
the “Birth of LiGht”..
and truly Christ is
the LiGht of pro-social
Human Emotions with Love
Leading the way of the
Courageous.. Kind..
and Passionate
Unconditional
Way..
yes..
LiGht is
Literally
Human Pro-Social
EmoTioNs.. as one can
come to understand that
in ‘those days’.. human
emoTioNs that
are still now
poorly understood
by the Psychiatric
Field in the way
pro-social emotions
lift human cooperation
and con-social emotions
bring humans
down.. as
truly a literal
Spiritual lifting of Energy as
Light Force and Lowering Spiritual Energy
of DArk Force are even.. then.. 2K years
ago.. less understood in terms
of science words in the time
of the man Yeshua.. among many
other translations for this man’s
historical name.. like the the Muslim one
of Isa.. So now.. we get all these deep poetic
words in the New Testament that attempt
to describe the Light Force and how it
works better for human social
cooperation.. and somehow
instead of seeing this
as a way of pro-social
emotions to make life
better now.. folks
turn it into a
story about
after
death..
in twisting
the story around
to see this natural
world we live in as evil..
and death as the goal.. instead
of life in living now.. and hell
no.. that is only for control.. to make
people accept the subservient rules
of the cold hearted dark force
people ruling the world
by cultural
rules of
subjugation
through illusory fears
and promise of heaven after
life.. where heaven and hell
exist on this plane of earth
literally now in dark
and light
ways of
human emotions
that are truly
energy and force
that move us together
as a unifying pro-social
positive force or separating
con-social
negative
force.. and
the best way to
control human being
force and energy is
of course to repress
and oppress in ways
of limiting our
all natural
ways of
being as
very emotional
sensory and sensual
feeling human beings
who live through this liGht
force well above any power
of reasoning and logic of worry
over the illusory past or future..
where now is and as always will be
the only reality we have for now..
so.. so truly as hard as it might
be for smarty pants to believe..
and trust me i lived in those
smart pants for many decades..
is.. the most advanced way
of human being still
has not changed
in tens of
thousands
of years..
of dancing
naked around
the campfires
and moonlit ways
of night.. with drums
chanting songs.. and flutes
of reeds.. that sing a human
spiRit HeArt of emoTions expresSinG
higher and higher.. N0W.. iN human ways of
miNd and BoDy balanCinG SoUL.. no different reAlly
than the SonG my Muslim friend Rafiah shares with
me earlier in this post.. of men singing
and beating drums along with another
musical instrument.. about the
joy of connecting eyes
of Human Love..
the greaTest
Power Human
WiLL ever
TRULY FEEL
TOGETHER AS
ONE TRIBE OF
CHILDREN OF THE
GOD OF NATURE FREE..
And SURE with technology
we continue to expand the liGht
of the vocal chords and throat now
that are voice of SonG.. first now then
through reeds of flutes as throat.. and
strings of guitars.. as vocal chords.. where
percussion of hammers on strings become piano..
and now electronic music that goes higher and higher
on a spiritual level not even possible with human
voice alone.. truly God’s Voice SinGs in aLL
moving pArts of God’s being of Infinity
through the vibrations of all pArts
of God’s bEinG makes now
as Infinity
still SinGs
a SonG of dance
to tHis moment
now and beyond..
and when we enhance
this SonG of God iN ways
of higher and higher liGht..
wE increase the LiGht of God
as well.. and obviously as whole
make God Happier too.. so sure with
Music.. Emotions.. and Dance we raise GOD
up higher.. what better way to worship GOD
of ALLTHATiS when we Stars of UniVerse become
Stars of God as BriGhter LiGhter Dancing SinGinG
Human beInGs of God.. no different really than
our naked ancestors dancing wildly and freely
around those moonlit campfire nights..
beating drums while the
vibration of GOD
SinGs hiGher
WitH
uS
as truLy
we become
archangels
in choir with
US WITH GOD NOW..
AROUND GREATER AND
GREATER STARS OF GOD
AS LIGHT oF
US
iNOW..
And that my friends
iS a real Tree of Life
worth coming to living
and staying now..
just iNow.. N0W
wITh tHe liGhts
of God Living Free
and wild in our eYes
and rest of our
bodies too..
free
so free..
WheRe the ‘Guardians
of the Galaxy’ trUly
are/were a SonG
and dance
of
US
iN the
MagicK MusicK
of Us now.. jUSt N0W..
And yes.. iT works..
and i document
what it
does for
ME always
now.. to prove
it in literal
ways too..
so yeah..
the answer iN
that video about
Jesus Christ Super
Star was/iS inherent
in the SonG
oF Dance
Of the
SonG
of Christ
LiGht itself
inherent in
uS n0w when
expresSinG
LiGht as
WeLL as
NOW..
JUST
NOW..:)

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SMiLes.. evening
heArt gLows horizon Art
coming up iN human eyEs
HeArt expresSinG
eYes soUl WeLL..
matching dreams
flAMe hiGher
as lovely
hands now
iN StarliGht
streets of
hUman
FeeLinG
SpiRit BeInG..
So..now comes
heArts feeLinG
anniversary.. one
year words healing..
and this gift of poem..
now complete 1 as 3
is my anniversary gift..
to your words of beInG..
my dear friend.. Himali..
In reference to your question
on your page about when my blog
anniversary is.. SMiLes.. i have three blog
anniversaries.. really.. first one on the Wrong Planet..
where i actually wrote about 8 million words.. before
leaving there.. still recorded in my author log on that
Wrong Planet.. starting on November 26th.. of 2010..
a little over 5 years ago.. then March 10th of 2013..
on my first blogger blog.. and then in August of 2013..
when i started on Word Press.. so i actually have three
anniversaries a year.. in different ways.. but hey.. everynow
is an anniversary iN celebration of life for me.. as i was once
am dead in life for 66 months.. where everynow of life must be
a celebration for me.. as i have no way of seeing it other than that
for now.. my friend.. and in expanding that thought/feeling here as well
of now on this pAge.. on thIS day.. muggy and warm in Northwest FL..
wHere Air Conditioning is on to cool the home.. and keep my hands
moving without sweat of brow.. i Thank God for allowing me to
continue living past that day that surely seemed the end of
me at the bottom sleepless lent period of 40 days in hell..
Spring of 2008.. God allows me to stay a while
longer to learn.. and feel.. to become briGhter
in Truth and Light
and share what
i find and
feel more
about GOD
with the rest
of the world who
cares to share that with
me.. and truly if more
humans who have
become disabled
by life.. as death
as life.. and live
again.. can
bRing tHeir
liGht to
the world
as Truth as
Well.. perhaps
Love and hope will be the
Rule of LiGht and the dArk
of fear and hate that takes
us to this place of LiGht’s
Love will fade away
into the distance
of Twilight
as
Light again
rules before
the Apple of
hate and
fear then..
Love is
THE way
i for one
WiLL always
Choose for
Now..A
water
fAll
of
LiGht..:)

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Well.. before the
Word Press Version of
this gets mega long..
i will stop here..
with less than
5000 words
or about that
many..
and ha!
when if first do a
6 thousand word post..
named Revelation 66
as linked here..

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/revelation-66.html

Brian Miller names
it ha! the Mother of
All Blog posts..
the only one
from
dVerse
brave enough
with the effort
and patience to
comb through it..
to offer any response
at all.. and his response to
my one question at the end
of
that blog
post is

Always equally valid
and that answer of the
Ages to all of human real
issues is that of Love..
Love will
find
a
way if grown
as a garden of Love..
and that is an all hands
effort..
or these
human ships
will surely sink
in much more dark
of human suffering and pain…

5000

More photos from a midnight
celebration of the Birth of Jesus..
Christmas Day family events..
and 90th Rave dance
when the
dance of
that ends..
at Old Seville..
Quarter with
all the cool college
age folks dancing
there
early on
Sunday
morning
here
around
3 am.. as i
ready myself
for Catholic
Church again..
sure.. many more
photos coming soon..
but for now at least
this post will be a much
easier opening one for some
folks
now..
before i post
the rest of this
on my blogger
blogs
on
Sunday
then
now..:)

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Hi gigoid.. Love to you as well..
from Katrina and i.. on this really muggy
foggy super warm night in North Florida..
wheRe the young folks are hanging around
the River Boardwalk with just their
swimming trunks on…

One can imagine it
like the middle of Summer..
still with rising rivers as well..
from all these Gulf inspired rains we’ve
been deluged with lately.. but still no Noah..
size.. Floods coming so all is great where i live..
coming back from even more stores on Christmas eve..
a little break here now before midnight mass..

And so nice again to see your kind and encouraging words..
and the best thing about human suffering.. pain.. and misery..
is if it is hell enough.. one can see better why folks do the
things they do on the other side of the darker fences of life..

instilling greater empathy as compassion for other folks..
who are not nearly as fortunate as others.. including the
rest of Nature too.. hmm.. even potentiAlly
gaining the empathy of 14.5 billion years..

Anyway.. i am so happy that you made it
through your tremendous challenges in life as well..
and am glad to connect to you in this blogosphere UniVerse too..
as we carry on LiGht and Truth.. into 2016 and beyond.. with
kind wishes and Love for all concerned..

Living and Existing on this terrestrial plane
for now.. for all the dark and light that comes..
and read your post earlier.. that i found extremely interesting..
off to comment on that next.. during this in-between midnight mass break..:)

5353

Smiles.. you are making perfect sense my friend..
in the perfect of Nature that is Art instead of Science alone..
no less than scriptures that would set a man aside from all other men..
as more special then the rest.. where the man himself in those same
reported scriptures will be humble enough to suggest that others
will come after him who do much greater works then he..

Jesus.. the man.. is no more than a homeless man..
as Lord knows when i come across homeless folks under
and around bridges.. as i dance walk across the states from
Biloxi Casinos to Pensacola Beaches.. the folks who get what
i see as an all natural message from Jesus seeing God as all of
Nature.. are walking that Carpenter’s desert of Jesus now..

And having the time away from material excesses
of culture to look within and find the answers inside
no different than what truly seems to be the homeless
Carpenter Jesus.. with his similarly free minded friends..
named Apostles.. in following this man’s way.. then..

And sure.. eventually Roman Emperor Constantine
and his Catholic Cohorts.. in 325 AD.. make him
into a false God separated from other human beings..
in accordance with the Mithra Religion at that time in history..
in that region of the Roman Empire.. and special above all humans..
when the same scriptures suggest that the meek will inherit the earth..
and the Rich Man will not find heaven here on Earth..

And the Truth as far as i can see.. for other
folks like Mark Zuckerberg.. who does not give a crap
about being the richest dude in the world.. and will give
away 99% percent of his so-called riches to bring up
those less fortunate in the world for equal access
to opportunities.. is a real example of the
person.. i know and FEEL as Jesus..

Doing stuff his way..
the way of Nature.. and in the case of
Zuckerburg.. away from school as well..
where dreams are brought to fruition..
in practice of taking the human race
higher.. than they are yesterday..
connecting the souls of the World on Facebook..
and Google and other folks.. like Mark.. expanding
free blogs.. and whomever created the Word Press platform..
as well.. these are the worker Bees and yes.. some drones
who will never reproduce and haven’t the slightest care to either..
as far as little humans go..

But what they do is move.. connect and create
greater avenues for the human race to march forward..
holding hands together.. as the only way a world of humans
who are only evolved to connect to 150 to 200 sets of
eyes will ever do that.. is through a watered down
electronic virtual reality of connections around
the world.. in terms of not Hundreds..
but Billions of human beings..

Reach out and touch someone on a smartphone..
is no less incredible than the hand held devices of Star Trek..
and in some ways can do so much more than even dreamed
of when it is just science fiction and now coming greater to
fruition as we speak.. in higher and higher ways of
connecting both hemispheres of earth and
neurons like humans together..
for one Mind of World..
with limitless avenues
inside.. for different as well…

Yes.. we live in a brave new world..
And we always have.. now.. as long as
we adapt and change.. and remember..
we are flesh and blood.. mind and body
beings.. progress will be the way..
instead of stagnation
unto yesterday
separated
from the
reality of
the ever changing
Art and Science of NOW..

Truly an exciting time for the open-minded among us
to sing our song.. and truly a terrifying time for
the very closed-minded among us..
and sure that shows
in the phenomena
of Trump..
who Truly
is the last hold-out
in Nuclear Option
to say OH NO.. PLEASE
DON’T GO WHERE NO
HUMAN HAS GONE
BEFORE.. well..
with freedom of
Information that
we have around
the world now..
The Truth
and Light
is compelling
and contagious..
Hard work.. with blood..
sweat.. tears.. and other stuff
IS STILL COMING STRONG..
but there is LiGht at the end
of the tunnel.. and as far
as i can see.. it is
not a train
but a Loving
and Peaceful way
of moving.. connecting
and creating.. freer than
ever before.. that is the
Light of Love and Truth
of Wisdom as Nature
will have human
as a balance
of Art and
Science
as Nature shows
herself to be now and
now again.. this whole
thingie is connected and
what will come.. will come
as a cooperative effort
and never under
the guise
of one
word..
one book..
one human..
or one country
Alone.. as ALLONE
is the True way of the
LiGht of the UniVerse and
the liGht shall have her way..:)

6158

Reverence for Nature..
wheRe a spider is seen as an
‘important person’ too.. ah.. refreshing
it is to see and feel that.. now.. as there is
surely not enough reverence these days
for the rest of Nature.. as folks breeze
through their metallic and plastic lives..
rarely touching the gRains of Earth
between tHeir toes of Love..

And this reminds me of the noble Wolf..
who when domesticated will get angry at humans..
but when free and wild in Nature rarely bothers humans..
and of course in the past where lambs are easy prey.. they
become the evil one.. but sure they are just doing tHeir job for survival..

As the Wolf Spider does as well to make a living.. and yes.. it also reminds
me of ‘Dracula’ too.. and what we will do for the price of Love.. as sure Love
is important to die for and kill when absolutely necessary.. as history shows
is the sad reality of human life too.. so many nows away
from eye to eye of Peace and Love.. yes.. in reference
to the Newest ‘Dracula’ movie on the big screen..
where Dracula is willing to lose his soul
for the one’s he loves..
after already
being
a fearless
and ferocious
human soldier
for the Love of
Country and Family
wHere wars are won
for Love and Freedom
instead of Material items
like Oil and fake Gods alone..
away from Nature as God ALLONE..

To the smallest of creatures the eYes of balance..
the bees of pollination and the food of life.. with dragon
flies of beauty and meek roaches who are often hated
the most.. still inheriting the earth from millions of years ago..
now… with humans only a speck of dust in history
yes.. on this planet now.. in a relative way…

But still we all share that point of origin..
or origins.. or whatever comes before..
so truly if we are in the know and feel of Unity..
there is no separation.. where a Spider’s life is
no less important than any other grain of sand
that holds the feet of us secure as earth…

Just to be pArt of it..

makes it all worth it to me friend..

Just to move.. connect.. and create.. with
all these creature comforts happily and
fiercely provided by the ‘drones’ of life..
makes all of us birds.. bees..
and grains of sand..
fortunate
to be
here now..
where truly this
is perhaps.. the best
of all UniVerse heavens
for those who experience that
way of human existence on this
terrestrial plane for now.. and for those
of us who have lived or seen real human
hell.. the gratitude for the blesSinGs shaRing
is both priceless and worth shArinG.. from the
Life of the Wolf Spider.. to the big Wolves oF life..
my friend.. and Happy LiGht with Truth Holidays
to ya.. alWays now my friend in the gift of Now as
ultimate
human
present..
Yes.. Peace and
Love to ya friend..
and Best New
wishes alWays
NOW.. as NEW..:)

SMiLes.. my friend..
thEre is a saying of YOLO..
You Only Live Once.. and of
course seize the day.. Carpe Diem..
iN my mind/feeling of mind and body
balanCinG SoUl.. therE iS only YOLN..
You Only Live Now and Seize the Now..
as Holynows.. giving the present of Holynows..
in the free verse form of PoeTry.. Prose.. and Dance
iN trUly.. A SonG of mY SoUL expresSinG SpiRit Now
of emoTioNS Free wherever Now takes me next.. give
me three feet to spiral the pArts of my body free in mind
and body balance and in that Relative Free WiLL.. Bio-
feedback bRings.. along with lifting music of modern
humans iN all of what modern technology bRings
liGht and Truth of my mindful awareness climbing
higher and higher in a Peaceful Loving way..
wheRE no now is same as the one before..
with Valleys and Mountains of human
experience only to come different now..
theRe is truly not only infinity
above to skies that never end
as stars.. tHere is truly that
infinity as well.. iN
our neurons in their
connections.. in the Vagal Nerve
that carries feelings from Brain to Gut
that some folks metaphor as Kundalini Serpent..
receptors all throughout our human body in what
might be termed an infinite potential for connections
of metaphor of FEELING human Chakras from
top of head to bottom of toes.. to arms.. to
fingers above so below.. inside.. outside..
all around.. truly we human animals
are a reflection of the Universe as
Nature as Metaphor for God as well..
and we can either expand and spiral
around the calm center bliss of us..
or fall into the deep abyss that can
be a human Black Hole Sun..
but sure that Black Hole
Sun.. once experienced..
can be the inspiration
that spirals us
higher than ever before..
truly we are the cosmos unto itself..
as the great philosopher/scientist Carl
Sagan suggests.. and on my class ring
from the three college degrees i earned
in Health Science.. Anthropology.. and
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary that
only gained me access into the working
world in a Military Bowling Center.. for
the one class i had in computer
science as the Bowling Alley world
then is gaining computers.. and needing
that knowledge greatly from folks in College
as well.. to pass out shoes to dirty feet as one
of the most humble jobs of all that i did for almost
two decade as responsibilities increased.. Yes.. on
my ring is the quote from our University of West Florida
humble logo.. and motto of “Build thee more Stately Mansions”
from Oliver Wendall Holmes.. where this humble sea creature
spends its life building a shell that in form will mirror the Milky
Way that is our bigger home above so below.. So yes.. my
friend.. i continue to build my Nautilus Shell so
after i am cremated a work of Art like that shell
will be left behind.. for anyone who cares to
discover it.. no less free of cost.. than
digging through the sediments of
the Earth and finding a Shell of the
Galaxy my friend.. aLL i kNow is the
truly free human spirit.. when now more
fully moving.. connecting.. and creating..
is a work of Art and REAL magic.. that
continues to make the greaTest Nautilus
Shell.. that is becoming the Google Shell now..
and i feel fortunate and blessed to add a verse to
this new technological form of Human Multi-verses
holding hands together.. as long as servers live..
in my humble part as part of the whole my friend..
ever growing.. ever expanding.. no longer held
back by those who might Love their Black Hole
Suns more than expanding stars of eYes and
feeling.. and yes.. i do type around 130 words
a minute when properly focused.. and read one
of my longest posts in a few minutes.. but sure
this Nautilus knows and feels no word of quit now
AS less than Holynows.. smiles.. not many people
can handle all of what i can do.. it is a blesSinG to
come across those who do.. and i for one.. will be
unstoppable as long as i believe in now.. my friend..
see ya later.. in Novel ways of Now.. haha! literAlly too..;)

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miles.. my friend Zee.. so nice of you to visit me in my little
corner of the E-World on Christmas Day of 2015..
Love is Lovely my friend..
where Love exists
and Peace
reigns
is wHere
i WiLL to be..
and when Peace and
Love Holds hands across
borders of differences we humans
finAlly determine that yes.. we are all
humans and Truly all Children of God who
do have the potential to hold hands regardless
of the words and experiences that bRinG us this
far in life.. my friend.. i for one see a very sweet soul
in your words.. and that
my friend is all i need
to know and
feel about
you as
the real deal of
Peace and Love.. my friend..
so sure.. i heARt you too..
with sMiLes.. for now..:)

7505

SMiLes.. again.. thanks my friend for the Winter Wishes..
failing to find that Winter yet.. but sure as in all stuff
axiom #2 for continuous change.. change will
have her way eventuAlly and that
is a Thanks of Change
from me as well..
i come from
deep
deep
religious
stock.. my Grandfather
an Irish Immigrant.. a priest
at the Vatican.. then South Africa..
then Catholic Priest at a Parish
in Taylor County Florida..
where he at age 36
cannot resist
the temptation
of the eYes then..
of my 17 year old
Cajun Grandmother
who is obviously the
spice of life that
bRing great
change to
him
and of course
Leads to me.. so sure..
Thanks God of Nature for folks who
follow axiom #2 for change and refuse
to follow the footsteps of the rules
before.. so then.. he becomes
a noted author.. converting
Catholics left and right
to the Protestant way
of church
as an
Evangelist
across countries..
and also editing
a Converted Catholic
Magazine in New York
New York.. and interestingly
actually having Dinner with
Einstein.. a fellow outlier
in the Socialist
Party then..
and writing one
particularly noted
book named.. “Behind
the Dictators” indicting
the Catholic Church
scathingly.. now available
on Google in PDF for
free.. my Grandfather
truly a foe of the
Catholic Church
then.. but
me ha! nah!
human Nature in all its
diverse ways.. in all the cultural
ways of expression of essences true
or false.. does not scare me.. i understand
the human Nature of the mind who fears
verses the mind that frees..
and yes that axiom
#2 is the best
pArt.. as i for one
believe when we
unpack our genetic
epigenetic potential
in challenge of our
environments
we just
about
can
create
whomever
we wanna create
as us.. as BY the
God of Nature
we share
almost
all the
same
DNA potential
where even a weak
120 LB.. 5 foot 10
string bean
of a young
man in school
can eventually
leg press close
to a half-a-ton..
25 times..
still getting
stronger
at age 55..
So sure my friend
the magic lives inside
all gifted by the God of Nature
and for those who move ahead
instead of staying behind
beyond the skies
the limit
in minds
and bodies of us..
brought my laptop with
me to the family outing
on Christmas day.. scores
of folks arriving.. time to turn
off and tune back in to flesh
and blood my friend.. my
next blogging adventure
after completing
the “Birth
of LiGht”
post that
will comprise
over eleven thousand
words before that is said/
finished by Sunday.. then
i will join the three posts
“Last and First Verses of God”
“SonG of mySoUL”.. and
‘Birth of LiGht”.. as
one blog post
named
‘Novel Blog Post’
that will comprise
40+ thousand words
and yes literally will
be a ‘Novel Blog Post’
and without making this
connection with you.. truly
it would not likely be possible
to accomplish that by Sunday
to write that ‘novel’ iN about a
week.. Life is Good
and Now iS
better
my friend..
Gigoid.. now..
but i will have
to reduce the total
number of photos so
Word Press and my Google
Blogger blogs do not ban
me for
not
being
human..
as Algorithms
have attempted to
do in the past.. for
volume of photos
and odd word
play that
only an
‘imitation game’
of a human could
do.. but sure i am
real friend.. and
Real is the best
Human nows
of all.. WitH
imagination
for creativity
fully employed
as a beautiful
practice of Art
as well of course
wRite on course..
for now my Friend..:)

8103

Hi Leah..
thanks so much for
thinking of me and dropping
me a line on this Christmas day
of 2015.. and perhaps when you
get over that nasty flu bug.. we will
talk a little bit.. about your namesake
for Star Wars when the New Year comes..
but anyway.. as they say it is the thought that
counts and a nice Christmas Greeting is always
a thought i like.. for now..
and yes.. best New Year’s
wishes to you and your
husband as well..
without the
flu
bug
to keep you
offline in a multi-
Universe of Google
eYes.. hear now.. sMiLes..:)

And yes.. to digress.. now.. so many years my
mother gets cards from friends of years gone
past.. and i have none.. zero.. as work takes
all friends away from me in Christmas
Connections for decades.. and i wonder
if i will have any like my Mother does..
as i really like people so much but
just don’t know how to get
them to like me..
of course i
could barely
talk then..
just smiling
eyes is mostly all..
and yes.. i talk now
too much.. too long
too fast.. but hey in this
big blue brown green orb
that is a global way of connection
now even a person as outlier as me..
can at least find a handful of Christmas
greetings that mean the world to me..
short or long my friend..
true it is the thought
and feelings that
count most..
better
expresSing
that of course..
and this year.. i notice
there are no Christmas
Cards posted around her
home.. something i never
really thought about.. so i
don’t know when they
started drifting away
but the fact
is all
her
friends are
dead.. she outlived
them all.. and as luck
will have it.. as many
people in my family
live to be close
to one-hundred
years this may be
my fate too.. then..
but hehe.. i have
friends 33 or so
years younger than
me.. as i still haven’t
figured out how to
have peer
appropriate
friends.. as there
is no age.. gender..
nationality.. religion
or other persuasion
that makes the
word
friend
less real to me..
So.. see ya later
friend.. and may the
force continue to be
with you.. me.. and
all others too.. with
SMiLes of course..:)

8487

Bad Santa Cop.. and..
AKA Human Godzilla.. and..
Good Santa Cop.. and..
Dr. Santa and Mr. Santa..
and his bride of Crazy Santa..
and to all my friends.. and perhaps
a few foes perusing.. Merry Christmas
And Best New Wishes to ya.. this is yoUr card..
all i have left after ALL THOSE WORDS.. and sure
i’ve got some dance coming Saturday Night.. for some
other frolicking friends.. perhaps..wink emoticon
And yes.. this is where we get married..
approximately 26 years ago..
ON February 21st of 1990
after ‘hooking up’ ALL around
the 21st of September 1989..
was a very good year and still is now..
of course.. wRite on course.. as destiny
still awaits.. always now.. yes.. on course..wink emoticon
AdditionAlly.. tonight is the Eve of the First Full Moon Christmas..
since 1977.. also birth year of friend Shawna.. i think that is
significant in some way.. but i’ll have to give it some
more intuitive imaginative procesSinG to come up
with something new.. but anyway.. more fun
Christmas photos coming to my latest blog
post.. Birth of LiGht.. and Let’s Keep the
LiGht going.. as Love please..
as i’d reAlly Love not to have
you on my Bad Santa.. Naughty
List.. hehe..wink emoticon

8688

‘GodsUniVerseNovel’.. yes.. that’s a Novel title that works..
‘Novel Blog Post(s)’ are fairly common but Novels in Free
Verse about God.. are rare.. and sure.. special.. for Instance
the Koran.. that is comprised of about 2,000 different words
is around 80,000 words.. in total length.. and the New Testament
has around 128,000 words.. many of the same stories repeated
in a different way of course.. as well… but sure decades and
centuries to totally make in printed form.. revised as is
for today now.. in all the languages
those titles come in
slightly
different
in syntax
and semantics
of human sign
language.. AKA
Words of human
being Collective
Abstract
Constructs
that become
the sign language
of emotional human
language to collect
and record as
sometimes
concrete
objects
refusing
to change..
but hey.. change
is reality.. change
is now.. and there is
no reality but now so
far for anyone who lives
now.. so to celebrate now
is a real way to alive in greater
mindful awareness simply now
or sure.. in what may seem like
this complex way.. but it is
free flowing
from Subconscious
creative mind only
needing the song
of a keyboard
to make
the flow
of zone
real in Fred
way here..
unique it is
and a non-repeatable
human Unique finger
print of ART.. all free
free as God who
will never
truly
be chained
as concrete
in block
heads
stuck
in squares
and angles
of human thinking
as feeling Angels
come alive in human
imagination and creativity
set free in the eYes of human
Art that match God’s eYes of
Nature best when set free
to make something
truly different
reality
anew
as Life NOW!..
PersonAlly i would Love
to read everyone’s own personal
GodsUniverseNovel.. as i see
God as ALLONE..
in all of dArk and
LiGht and fear no pArt of God..
either real or imaginary.. sure
except for heights.. but
that is an inborn trait
of mine.. for staying
alive.. as falling
can really hurt..
particularly if one
weighs 230LBS and up..
as yes.. the bigger they are
the harder they fall..
i float like a feather
in agility and balance
on a fairly even terrestrial plane..
including sand.. to even reduce
my chances of falling more over
the course of a lifetime.. yes.. walking
tall and upright is a place to be.. over
the course of a lifetime.. but i digress..
and that is great as Microsoft Word tales me..
i need about a thousand words to make it to the
40,000 official writer entry level to Novel Length..
And for some reason i really wanna finish this Novel
in the thirteen days to Christmas starting on December 13th..
’cause hey.. 12 days of Gifts has already been done..
and this is my Gift to God on Christmas Day..
just because it is.. and i like celebrating all
nows as ya kNow.. and this is a very
special 13 day Novel Blog Post
for God of Nature.. from me
and all my friends who
inspire me along this
13 day Novel
Journey of
Blogging for God here now..
And while originally.. i planned
on including tomorrow’s rave dance
in this last installment of the Trilogy of Free
verse Chapters that include “Last and First
Verses of GOD”.. “SonG oF mY soUL.. and
there are enough Christmas photos today..
already to end with this last installment
named “Birth of LiGht.. yes.. ending
at my Mother’s Home.. who sets me
on a Journey of Love.. at a very young age..
before i can speak.. yes.. the value of a Mother’s Love..
beats all stuff in life.. from the Birth of LiGht at Birth..
even more than Rave Dance.. so yes..
a Mother’s Love Trumps it all..
without a dam Toupee..
with SMiLes and wInks
more.. hmm.. does the
flow feel like a thousand
words yet… i really don’t
know as i feel the words
as i go.. they always seem
new from start to finish and
surprise me when they arrive
on the page.. and surprise me
even more when i come back to
read and often see many meanings
past the first glance as they hit the
page.. truly stream of consciousness
free verse writing.. is an amazing gift
that hits me about twice in life before
an amazing Spark starting in March
of 2013.. that has not been put out
yet.. in over three million words in
this Word Press Blog and more
than that.. the five months
over at my Blogger
websites
before i
start here on
Word Press..
but sparks before
include a Christmas
story back around 1973
for two home rooms in
middle school.. when i
win the award for best
and i seriously had
no idea those
words could
come out
of my hands
and a desert
of the Christian
patriarchy way of
my red state community
takes my art away.. as boys
neither are allowed to art or
smile.. as dead heart souls
are the Christian Soldier
way still then
for males
yes.. sadly
still in the
70’s even after
the Beatle’s sing their
Song “Love IS ALL YOU NEED”..
Well.. Love without Art and smiles
is not much REAL HUMAN
LOVE AT ALL..
TO ART AND
SMILE IS DIVINE
TO SOLDIER IS
JUST A HARD
KILLING
TASK..
FAR FAR
FROM THE ESSENCE
OF LOVE BUT SURE
SOMETIMES NECESSARY
TO KEEP HUMAN FREEDOMS
ALIVE IN PLACES AROUND THE
WORLD WHO WOULD LOVE TO
TAKE THAT AWAY AND FORCE
ALL HUMANS INTO THEIR
CONTRIVED COOKIE
CUTTER FEAR INDUCED
MOLDS TO MAKE HUMANS
MOLDY IN ESSENCE STAGNANT
IN WAYS OF RARELY CHANGING
AWAY FROM OUR GOD GIVEN HUMAN
NATURES THAT ARE IN ESSENCE CONTINUOUS
CHANGE IN ADAPTATION FOR ENVIRONMENTAL
CHALLENGES to fulfill our built in Human DNA
God Of Nature given potentials..
So much talent in the Universe
within of the Human Being..
so much wasted in
a lifetime of Human
being when
chained
by the
restrictive
rules of
prison and
religion/cultures..
so much more to be
with the higher power of
God within.. explored.. found..
and practiced anew as human
being free.. holding hands in Love
and Peace.. Moving.. Connecting
Creating Free with Imagination
to be a gift of GOD
that Human
truly can
BE
WHEN SET FREE
AS CHILDREN OF GOD
WHILE WE DANCE AND
SING.. AND SURE
WRITE POETRY
TOO..
WHEN WE
LEARN TO SPEAK
THE BEST GOD
LANGUAGE
WE CAN
COME
TO MAKE
IN OUR OWN
GodsUniVerseNovel
now in however we
can and will express
that as Human art
of mind and body
balance.. in soUL
of being.. with
heARt of emoTioN
expresSinG that
SonG oF SoUL
as sPiRit NOW
so free so free we
can be when Free with
God WinGs sOaRinG ever
hiGher with no limits
and expectations
of the chains
of human
prisons
enforced
on
US..
We as God’s
Ocean UniVerse
NOWasFREE..
oh yeah..
the other
time before
i
reach
an age of
53 in a 40
year desert
without human
free verse then
is at age 18.. in
Philosophy class
with an Instructor
named Hunt.. who
inspires me with his
free verse words.. and
Words of God come to
me in Universal Nature way
no different truly than in the
vision quests of my Cherokee
and Sioux ancestors in this New
world place away from my English..
French.. Irish.. German,, and Spanish
ancestors in Old World before.. wheEe
Nature is lush and resources are plentiful
here in the Green Forests with Fresh Waters
of the North American Continent.. this is the
new Israel.. as metaphor in another human
bible.. there is no doubt that this is
the freest place
where human
overall
lives on
this planet
now.. and God’s
way is always Free
make no mistake.. God
is Free and so are we.. when
wild and free as God’s children
once again.. reborn as NOW ALIVE..:)

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And i’ll end with a slightly revised
version.. of the first words of my
Free Verse Spark a day before
March 1st of 2013.. with
one person who
befriended
me at a time
where i had
zero friends
online.. my only
friend on Facebook
then.. in a conversation
with me in a routine private
Message.. just shooting the
breeze and like magic these
words come to me.. and truly
the are a microcosm of all the
three million plus words since
then.. that comprise this Word
Press Blog now.. since
August of
2013..
something
about the word
Synesthesia
sparked me
when she
talked
about
her experience
with that and the
rest comes here
again.. the lesson
from pain becomes
free again as me here…

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i think i was born as
a kind of Classical Pantheist..
as i saw patterns and connections
in things that were more of my thinking
process, along with the tactile sensory world..
than what I think most people may experience
as an internal dialogue of thought…
i still have a vivid memory of
connection to everything in
the world.. as if i had been
here forever.. before i was
able to speak that i cannot
fully put into words.. from
about age 3 looking out
into the distance over
the river i grew up next to..
But i think in some ways i knew more
about my existence then than i do now..
as i could not separate myself from what
seemed like a very old home of nature…
i am glad i had the opportunity to roam
desolate pristine beaches as a teenager
and young adult.. without any fear..
and feeling one in being with the
waves.. white sand..
emerald green
gulf.. sea oats
and sea gulls..
with no dramas
in my head…
But even my ancestors
could not experience that with
not being sure where their next meal
was going to come from… Not likely that
many creatures in the Universe could
experience a little slice
of nirvana like that…
i can remember
getting back into
my car and being
jolted back into the
reality of all that is the
complexity of modern culture..
which at that point in time was so..
so limited as compared to today..
i was never quite the same after
home computers come along..
as i drifted further and
further from a
home of nature..
The people i dealt with
in the public at that time..
in what was a “Cheers” like environment..
was also a slice of nirvana… Cigarette filled..
but the emotional contagion of a hundred human
beings that are happy that i had the privilege to serve
and make even happier.. equaled the nirvana of the
walks on the sun-filled beaches..
i loved my exquisite
sensory experience of life…
It was worth not being able to
touch man made texture without
goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
When i see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic
Self”, the little guy on the front is how i usually felt inside
that people could only see in the gleam of my eyes…
People often told me they wished they had what it was
i had.. or wanted some of the drugs i was taking.. but
i had no idea what they were talking about
because there was nothing i wanted
but to exist, for so many years…
It was a powerful feeling that
no one’s negativity could take
away from me.. not even when
the rest of the world told me i
was not one of their kind…
Sorry.. that was quite a tangent..
but it is kind of therapeutic for me..
i hope you don’t mind…
My point i started off
with was religion and
Classical Pantheism..
which is all of nature
and science for me..
the cultural complexity
of what has come from human
collective intelligence.. including
all the strange oddities.. even the strangest
of religious cults and beliefs.. But most of all
the reality of that beach those waves.. and those
grains of sand.. that do not exist without me…
A gift.. a wonderful gift that was provided by
my father and mother.. and their ancestors
where there could be no break in the chain
of events of human struggle that all my
ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce..
and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago..
and all the other ancestors not identified and material
substances that came together to make that possible..
from the origin of what is.. whatever is.. is..
That one point that i can only abstractly
define because of the human collective
intelligence that provides the map
to what can be described.. as one
point that we all share that can
never be disconnected.. as long as we exist…
Wow.. i just realized that sounds kind
of like the intro to the “Big Bang
Theory” TV show…
And relatively speaking
the knowledge that i gained
that this is one sliver of conscious
existence and what really is a little slice
of heaven for some that do exist..
considering just the benefit of
a warm soft bed.. a hot shower..
and things now considered so mundane
that took billions of years to come into
existence that were not here a little
over a century ago.. Like toilet paper…
But i could never experience that connection
of what is.. any stronger than when i was three..
i have everything and everyone before me to
thank for that experience… Including collective
intelligence and the understanding of that
one point that still exists in all of us
and everything else…
i never met a stranger..
not even a grain of sand on the beach…
But i did not feel a category.. a religion.. a race
or even a gender for myself.. which at least for me
enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand…
i suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain
that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes.. but it still
exists in the eyes in what i perceive of the anthropomorphic
expression of the cat in my face book photo…
Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the
wisdom of that three-year-old child that
only exists in my memory and pictures…
i sense that type of wisdom requires
no human intelligence at all
beyond the core that is shared…
i think it can be lost so much easier
in a human into a little sliver of hell
somewhere outside that balance of heaven..
Particularly in lives where instant gratification
has become the norm…
i am at the service of
my fully inside cat..
but he has never
had that gleam in
his eyes.. or the
same struggles to survive…
The yellow cat in my Google plus
avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website..
was a feral cat that only knew struggles
in his several years of life behind our house in the woods..
He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from
my existence… He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have
a balance in his life when we allowed him
a place to gain predictable subsistence.
An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring..
younger and stronger appears intermittently out
of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
cat.. racking up $200 dollar vet bills..
every other week so the once
feral cat has now been forced
to become a fully inside cat…
i am watching him slowly
lose that gleam in his eyes..
with the call of the wild slowly
drifting away.. along with all the
likely incredible sensory experiences
that come with an outdoor world that
the other cat that never gets injured in fights
at age 18.. can still fully experience…
As i sit outside toward the back of
my yard, in the afternoon sun.. he is
pacing back and forth politely..
still with a humility of respect
for a place of subsistence that
keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.
Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words..
what i was taking away from him.. i would listen.
But i cannot bear the thought of additional bloody
wounds on his face… But still i remember what it
means to have that connection and balance…
When i watch him pace back and forth..
it is one of the few things in life
that will bring a tear to my eye
that reminds me that i too am still connected..
Other than that.. it could be just a word like Synesthesia..
that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes
off the logic to move into figurative space..
At least for me.. even one word
can be a gift that leads me
to a place in words that i don’t often visit…

KATiE MiA
Kind Autistics Taking In Everything
Mindful in Awareness
Autistic Love
And the Science of Kindology
An Ideological First Identity

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SonG oF mY soUL

Posted on December 22, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

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From Facebook
Again..

i say..

Yellow boy posing
for another of what may be 100’s
or even 1000’s of selfies.. shared now
with over 1.3 million views around the world
as pArt of what i do.. according to Google Plus views..
on my Kate Mia.. Google Plus page of statistics..
but he already knows and feels he is a pretty boy..
there is no need to stroke his ego.. at all..
he is plenty confident as fearless
just the way he is now..
and before.. as a wild
child of the backyard woods..
before he comes for some tender loving vittles..
at my home now.. still standing up for his God
Given right to be free.. so sad that more
domesticated cats and humans don’t
do this everynow of life..
as life is too precious
to live it without Freedom..
Love.. and Peace of Mind and Body
Balance with all others and
Nature as God too…;)

Himali says…

Yellow boy is really adorable !
You seem to have great stats of yr site

i say..

Thanks Himali.. that’s on Google Plus and
not my Word Press site.. my stuff is too hard
to open on Word Press.. more views with
Google Blogger sites.. and Yellow Boy’s
face just turned red when i told him
what you said.. winks.. oh yeah..
and he says Thanks Himali..
in his sweet meowY voice..
wink emoticon

Himali says..
Awwww..
I can’t post
cat faced smileys
here but my love
to yellow boy..:)

i say..

Hmm.. i wonder why that’s not working here..
but never the less.. i will pass your smile on to
Yellow Boy.. and i’m sure he will like that better..
as he gets in fights with all cats.. and Loves
all humans.. particularly females.. as he
seems to be a Lady’s man.. smiles..
and maybe he likes female cats
too..as all we’ve had is
male cats around him..
so maybe he
needs a female cat friend..
sometime in the future..
to see how that works out..:)

Himali says..

Haha.. He surely seems
to be a ladies man.. He ought
to get a friend from the cat
world too grin emoticon

Rafiah says..

Makes me feel cozy. smile emoticon
Hello, Freddy. How are you my pa?

i say..

i’m doing great my friend and daughter Rafiah..
If you mean Pa instead of Pal.. With Tongue
emoticon.. And I’ve been thinking
about ways to tell you hello lately..
And am just waiting on a English
post of yours to do it.. But no worries..
i will be tHere at your side even if
you speak only English here at my side..
Winks.. i Feel you care..smile emoticon!

Rafiah says

Haha it was ‘pal’.
grin emoticon
And yes I do.
And I have been
wanting to tell you
that you are becoming very
popular among my girl friends
and class mates. Most of the girls
in my class have already asked about
‘who is that Katie Mia’ person. grin emoticon
grin emoticon grin emoticon

i say..

Haha.. Then i have something in common with
Yellowboy.. And so do you.. You can tale them WE
adopted you.. Like Yellowboy..wink emoticon
And ugh.. I’m thinking I could be
hard to explain.. To your
friends..tongue emoticon

Are you going to see
Star Wars in
Pakistan..
smile emoticon

Looking at
the photo..
It’s like a
Christmas song..
‘Chestnuts roasting
on a Smartphone’..
wink emoticon

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/12/last-and-first-verses-of-god-free-verse.html

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/17/miracle-of-dance/

Yes.. after 28 months ‘it’s ‘sTill
a miracle of dance and
even some
of my
clinical
specialists
from then agree
a REAL MIRACLE

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From Ashe’s Facebook
page where she discusses
a pre-purchase of 6 SW Tickets
without the pre-understanding that
she will be in a Christmas play unable
to attend..
and in case
anyone has
been locked
in a cave for
the last 6 months
or so of OMG a world
wide celebration of commercial
advertising for this.. this is the
YES.. THE FORCE AWAKENS
EVENT OF THE CENTURY
SO FAR..
THAT YES..
IS IN PROGRESS
TODAY NOW
AS WE
SPEAK!
AND YES! THE
FORCE AWAKENS
iS THE NEW STAR
WAR MOVIE FOR THOSE
STILL LIVING IN A CAVE..
IF PLATO
OF SORTS
IF you
WILL..;)

i say..

Smiles.. Are you going to watch it 6 times..;)

Ashe says..

No, I was going to take 5 people with me.

i say..

Crap.. I didn’t think tickets
would be on sale ’till Friday..
But I’ll probably see it on a matinee
that’s not as crowded.. Anyway..smile emoticon

Ashe says..

I bought these months ago!

i say..

Crap..x2.. I’m thinking this movie will stay a month..
Though.. The way it’s looking now as the most promoted movie..
More than the Ten Commandments.. And I’m literally serious..
A better overall religious movie.. ALL stuff.. Considered..tongue emoticon

Ashe says..

We should have it at Liberty by Feb I bet.

i say..

Hey.. That’s cool.. I hope to see it very soon..
But not the evening shows on Fri..
As I’m sure they are sold-out..
By now..smile emoticon

Ashe says..

I have a gig at the theatre all weekend
so don’t spoil it for me!

i say..

No worries.. i am only good at re-taling..
My own plot lines.. And you will likely still
see it before I escape my other activities
to see it as well..smile emoticon
The Force Awakens..
Yoda.. That’s
all I know and
Feel..wink
emoticon
AlWaysnow..
smile emoticon

Ashe says..

Now I think I’ll just wait for
it to come to Navy Motion Pictures.

Chris says..

Damn show is sold out here
at my local theater for 3 weeks…lol

i say..

Just wow.. Those tickets are potential Gold..
For scalpers.. 3 weeks.. That’s frigging amazing..
Star Wars.. more popular at Christmas than Lennon or Jesus..
As there was no wait for ‘that’ movie….tongue emoticon

Sorry if I am annoying.. Ashe..
Most of my Facebook friends like
Trump more than Star Wars..:Px2

Sid says..

Most of my friends are liberal, and STILL talk about
Trump more than Star Wars… it’s like he has a
Jedi mind trick to have them
make sure he stays in the news.

Ashe says..

You guys are talking about that
thing that I don’t talk about on my page.

i say..

Trump is a walking Satire of the Repubs..
Hillary’s dream.. i do my best to ignore him..
But would love to banter him like i do to
sales people.. Just for fun.. including
my rich uncle who could be his twin..
But I digress and could give Trump
a headache before he escapes
my lair.. Of mind..wink emoticon

Oops.. Sorry
Ashe..smile emoticon
x2.. See ya at Walmart..:)

Ashe says..

I’m a Trekkie so I don’t really care.
Just trying to stay somewhat culturally relevant.

i say..

Culturally relevant.. Jesus.. That’s hard for me to do..:Px3

i am more of a giver than receiver but not in the
way of Cards OR Christmas Gifts.. i am going
to paint your entire home with
a portrait of Spock
to touch
your
Vulcan SOUL..
so you will BE
even
MORE AT
HOME..
TO LIVE
LONG AND
PROSPER!..
ACTS OF
SERVICE
iS
wHere
Love and
the true SpiRit
of ChrisTmas iS AT!..
along with touching
quality time
and words
of
A F F I R M
AT
iON..:)

(while i’m
still editing
and adding to
the comment
Ashe likes
the comment)

i say..

i wasn’t
finished editing
my quality time with you..
wInks.. by A way..wink emoticon

OMG.. if i lived with Ashe as
a room-mate of course
(half-breed
Vulcans do not
mate with full-
breed Vulcans)
it would
be the
FRIGGING BIG
BANG THEORY
TV SHOW
IN REAL LIFE..
BUT hey i can
visit the
Big Bang
S H O W
on her
Facebook Page
and which character
is she..;).. i am a
mixed breed
now..
of nerd
and wild..
of half-
Spock
and like my
wife says.. yeah..
you’re something al’right’
theRe ain’t a nAMe
for you
yet..
and tHere
may never
be..
GOD
i can’t
believe i
married you…
but i’m like a
habit that’s hard
to break.. wInksX2
with Freudian sLip..;)

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Glenn posts a share on Facebook regarding a Republican Celebrity jumping
ship from the likes of Trump and his new Trump Party way of American..

i say..

It’s hilarious to me.. Trump is Darth..
And will sink the Death Star of the Repubs
for perhaps a decade or more.. And it’s even
more hilarious as the rest of the Trumprats are
waiting to go down with the ship like
a line at the theatre
to see Star Wars..
tongue emoticon

Haha.. 90 percent of the folks where I live are Trumprats too..
And hehe.. Most of my Facebook friends too..
Man.. they have to be loyal friends to
stick with me..
tongue emoticon

And i say now..

Ha! and i just
thought of a great
new conspiracy theory
Trump is in cahoots
with Hillary
to make
a new generational
win of Democrats.. but
there must be something
in it for Trump as all that
Trump cares about is
Trump unless
he can
even
fool
me..
as Glenn Beck
was obviously a
Liberal in Republican
Clown Clothes from
the start
and still is..
and lots of what
Bill O’Reilly
does is
just an
act too..
but that Sean
dude from Fox..
seems to
be what
he
really
is.. ugh..
just ugh..
the dark
force
SUCKS..
BUT IT IS
WHAT IT IS..
so always change
what we can to the
LIGHT FORCE AND ACCEPT
THE FACT THAT THE DARK FORCE
IS A REAL DEAL TOO.. AND NO DO
NOT ESTIMATE THE DARK
FORCE
AS NOTHING
AT ALL AS
EVERYTHING
IS SOMETHING
AS GOD AKA
AS THE WHOLE
FORCE OF ALL..
AND NO I’M NOT GETTING
OFF TOPIC AS GOD IS
THE FORCE IS GOD
ALL OF
STORY..
BEYOND
INFINITY
NOW
AS FAR
HUMAN
eYes
of God
can see
JUST FOR NOW..:)

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Well.. yes..
the special 7pm Showing
of “The Force Awakens” AKA Star
Wars VII.. is all sold out.. but never
the less.. i am theRe for the opening
to buy my ticket for Saturday Afternoon
Matinee showing now secured.. and
no i cannot talk wife Katrina into
sitting down for two and a half
hours of space stuff.. no
matter what tale i tell her
about how great the FULL STORY
OF THE PREVIOUS DOUBLE TRILOGY is..
now.. as a sextology and septology arriving
tonight.. for this special day before.. now..
the regular opening event of showing..:)

And not to digress too much here..
but for those of you who do
attention to detail
that is Moby
Dick’s Left
eye right
above the
pArt of
my hair
and my left
shaded eye too..
and maybe i’ll see that
when it goes on sale on
Blue Ray.. as Moby the
cat and whale are two
of my all time
favorite
grey
beasts..
at least for now..:)

1797

Well..
oh my poetic
goodness.. there is now
a Thursday Free verse prompt
from dVerse to go along with
the Star prompt from Tuesday
that i am hoping to get started
on tonight before the RAve of
89th week Thursday NT dance
STARts for me at
Old Seville Quarter
as well..
so with
11,777 words
up there and in realizing
now that this new post will
not be published until
after my Star Wars
adventure at
4:30 pm
on
Saturday..
so if i can
get through
both prompts
of somewhere
around 50 to 60
something poems..
this post is gonna likely
be my longest one yet..
at around 26K for the
record from
be
fore..
including my
extended play
comments
section..
sounds
like
fun..
hehe..
at
least
for me..
with sMiLes
a G A i N
A WALK
around the
block.. some
din din..
and
poeTry
comes
again..:)

Ah refreshing cool
walk around the block
talking to neighbors
sharing their Christmas
Lights with them..
yes.. this
is the
advantage
of living
in a red state
area.. there
may be some
closed minded
ways of thinking
but generally speaking
it is safe for Law
Enforcement looking
dudes like me
wherever i go
haha.. even
dancing like
a martial
arts
ballet
Metro
Area
Court Jester
of Sorts
in a
Sacred
Clown/
Warrior/
Shaman Dance
FREE OF LIFE!

YA SEE BABY..
I FLOW.. i go
Free with the
Wind of God
inside me
coming
through my
fingers with
the greaTest
of ease.. truly
no different than
a free style dance
where the shapes
just flow
hear..
like
a
Universe
of God set
free in human
being now..
and yes..
when and
if i go into
hermit mode
i can go
so
deep
in GOD’s
eYes of
human
that truly
we are ONE
force
together
an amazing
place that few
enter for sure..
but with all that sunG
and FloWinG.. back to
dVerse Star prompt i go
for now
at least
an hour..
or so before
time to get
ready to
DANCE BABY DANCE FREE!
FLOWING SPIRALING
GOD
AND
ME..
WHERE i for
ONE WITH GOD
WILL DULL
THE BRIGHTEST
LOUDEST DISCO/RAVE
DANCE SOUND
WITH
OUR
THUNDERING
HEaRt of Lightening
moves as WE MAKE THEM
UP AS WE GO.. LIKE
MY BUDDY
TAY TAY
SAYS..
(Taylor Swift)
just another one
of ‘our’ girls..
in TRUTH AND LIGHT
OF THE REAL ILLUMINATI
OF GOD THAT IS SO MAGICAL
IN CREATING FORCE THAT IT
LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE IS IN CHARGE
AND HELL YEAH THEY ARE GOD AS HEAVEN
IN HUMAN
NOW THE
KINGDOM
OF ALL
OF
GOD
iN
US..
WHO SEEK IT
FIND IT..
WORK IT..
BABY… YES!
ALWAYS NOW!
like Britney
says..;)

*
A Star for every child..
A Light for every bright..
A Way for every soul..
A Mighty breath
of sight..
a way
to
God
sMiLeS..
for those who
never leave tHeir
souls.. for any thinG
less.. than God of MiGht.:)

An invisible Sun
A Star of Warmth
inside of
uS..
hidden
by worries
of life.. but
just waiting
to shine again..
for those
who once
again find
Child’s Delight
in Wondernows
of ever bright..
Truly.. Love and Peace
starts with one starT of
each of Us.. as child of Love..
moving connecting creating US..:)

*
Labyrinth of Culture
square iN square
out
spiral flows..
above so bright..
lights.. dance
lovely
candle
life..
reflecTinG..
flickerRinG.. flAMe..
Freedom.. StaRts iNow..:)

Well.. a few more detours
come.. like watching
the gala
194th
episode
of “The
Big Bang Theory’
Where Sheldon and
the Gang are celebrating
the opening night of Star
Wars and the opening of
something else..
but anyway
dance coming
and poetry
lives relatively
forever on servers
like me.. hehe..
in a relative
singularity way..
ya see.. it is impossible
to full live on the Internet
without the song of poetry..
in terms of human heARt..
SpiRit ExpresSinG that
heARt.. as mind
and body
balance
coming
across that
way in terms
of mass communication..
i am just a pioneer..
is all from
the first
record
on the
radio
that sings
a human soul..
for others to continue
to hear.. and see relatively
forever and ya see.. for those
of us who are Empaths and Angels..
there is no death in fear.. only
Life in Love.. yes.. altruism
like this may be
difficult for
folks
who have
not evolved
this far in
human giving..
but truly it
is how
God evolves
us to be.. selfless
giving creatures who
will easily lay down their
lives and even heart.. spirit
and soul.. for Love.. it’s in the
giving
that
keeps
on giving
that truly is
the Christ Light
in metaphor of course
of eternal
life
now
just
now
giving
giving
giving
is enough..
forever now in eternal
Loving infinite ways of being human
as reflection
of God
now
JUST
NOW..:)
9:33 PM
12172015

Back at
10:39 PM
12182015
And yes..
“LiGht AWakens”
the eventual title
of this new blog post..
coinciding somewhere
around the Winter
Solstice of
shortest
Light
of day
and birth
of groWinG
liGht.. once
aGaiN.. in the cycle
of DArk and LiGht..
on December 22nd..
but perhaps this
will come a
little sooner
or whenever
i
catch
all up to
this year’s
dVerse prompts.
so back to the
Star prompt now..
with the Free Verse
poeTry prompt coming
later in a new ‘comment
section’.. down lower
from
here..:)

But wait!
a minute.. i spy
Shawna’s post in
the Free verse prompt
so better go there first
before she sTarts a new
blog first..
and erases
that one..
so off
to Shawna’s
place.. and back
to Star liGht
after that..
here…

Swirling ‘magins
sorting jungle
deserts swimming
tortoise knows no
shell of
blue ray
home.. oh
nature.. o’rains..
blizzard thanks
no doctor
reigns..
lump
iS
digone..:)

Now back to
StaR liGht
pRomPt..;)

*
Well.. actually the Star of
David.. a 6 pointed planetary
alignment comes 13 times
from 1990 to 2013..
final one on
July
22nd..
sorry if
you missed.. it..
it’s around here
somewheRe..
i’m sure..
sMiLes..:)

Finger print..
stars on hand
who see
further
than
words..:)

A friend
A Star
A Live

Star dust passes
lives in veins
of us..
passes
we back
to STarT..:)

Stars uS exists
labels
or not..
covered
or
Living
essence
Glows
exists Us Stars..:)

Interestingly.. 13 Star
of David alignments
brighten the skies
from 1990
until
2013
and on
July 22nd
a so-called
Golden Child
appears in England..
but i suppose when Jesus
is born.. he requires no fanfare…:)

A field of
green
a spring
hill away
from city ights..
oh stars.. you quiet..
you peaceful.. you just
orbit black hole suns..
oh humans.. some
poor in spirit..
no orbit at
all..
just
black
hole
suns..:)

A lesson for human..
no star.. no grain
of sand..
no human
as great
as GOD..
to speak
a word of
God’s language
in humanly
designed
way..:)

Well.. eight
and nine including
Shawna’s free verse
PoeTry is enough
for now..
few hours
sleep last
night more
more more
coming
now..
back tomorrow
with more of this..:)

11:44 pm…

Back at 11:35 am..
Bright and Sunny
Day.. Sand Dance
coming soon.. along
with the ‘Force Awakens
Star Wars’ Movie too.. yeah
count-down to 4:15 pm for
that hehe.. but anyway
for now.. some more
Star LiGht BriGht
dVerse prompts
to go..
hmm.. and sPeaking
of Light.. this new
post looks like it
may not come
now until
closer
to
the 22nd
of Winter
Solstice day..
as OMG.. there’s
still a whole other
prompt to go with
Free Verse PoeTry
too.. but
anyway..
keep
writing
and dancing
Fred.. and
don’t LOOK
BACK!
This song accompanied
my first ‘car experience’
with my first Cuban
REAL girl friend..
at age 18 in
’78.. but no
you didn’t
need to know
that but sure
dreams beyond
dreams presents
beyond present
present
dream
iS ALwAYsNow..:)

Well.. yes.. yet another
detour.. back later.. again..
forward for more.. now..
then.. now ..:)
1:33 pm..

Hmm.. back
at 11:02.. pm..
the Force Awakens
is an excellent movie
of course.. yes.. LiGht
AWakens as ONE FORCE NOW..:)

*
Ah.. human.. a galaxy of Neuron Stars making
trillions of connections.. connecting hemispheres
of brain and earth.. as we speak online..
sure the Force Awakens as neurons
of human do connect
two hemispheres
of the
Earth
as Cosmic
Consciousness
come real come online
come now.. as sure there
are Big Bangs Above and
so below as well.. it is all
relative by the time
we come
home
again
Now..:)

Starry
Diatoms
swimming
reflecting light
Galaxies now go
Stars in shore of Summer
Dreams where foot prints
splash and glow
Love of Moonlit
Night Now
Shining
Flow..:)

Smiles.. although
i don’t smoke.. i always
enjoyed the glow of my
father’s cigarette..
silent embers..
never
talk..
but glow
oh they go..
stars fall and rise..
in breath of smoke..:)

Stars of creator..
precious stOnes
of meteors come to
Earth.. Dinosaurs
Fall into
Gulf
of Mexico
by proxy..
a new age
of warm animals
come born.. to
meteors
of
gulf
anew
in eyes of human..
so sure.. meteors
bRing new life in
Stars of human eyes..:)

Wow.. reminds me..
of something i forget..
and perhaps something
i don’t want to remember
about a condition with
the Trigeminal
Cranial
Nerve
that allows
me to see extremely
painful rainbows in
the darkest
nights
with
eyes
fully closed..
i enjoy black
now and the
occasional
sparkles..
but dancing
with the stars
under eyelids at night
almost made my head
explode.. and
that’s history..
P.S.. TG!..:)

STar.. liGht oF eNergy..
humAn EmoTioN FoRce
BRings EneRgy.. BriNgs LoVe
BrinGs
StaR
WoRks
iN hUman
eYes..:)

*
Star Falls..
promise of raining
Light.. Fall
Stars miss
earth
promise
of
Life..:)

Skies Stars
painting above
so below
twilight
eyes
morning
breath Sun
Shines glow
Star
inside..:)

SMiLes.. i see stars
too.. when i finish
College..
it takes me
truly decades
to finAlly find
them but
now
stars
are miNd..
and heArt..
and sure.. body..
spiRit and SoUl
weLL Being..
but work..
no.. gone..
TG.. stars
taste better.. aLiVe..:)

12:08 am
12202015..
back in the
morning for more..
i am Star Wars
RE-Tired for
now..;)

So many more
detours but
back again
for poeTry..
11:23 pm
12202015..:)

Connections of Stars in
skies.. make angles
of numbers..
sanskrit of
letters..
skyscrapers
and written
language
for myths..
without Angles
of Stars in skies..
there are no Angels
in sacred text.. as
Angles come first..
smiles..
with sticks
scratching
imaginary
connections
of stars.. so
above to below..
in sand to staRt
us off ending now
and beginning again..
in digital
keys
of
heArt..:)

*
Approaching Earth..
Stars in sky
cry… as they
see an earth
crumbling
from
the
weight
of Human
EYes of Stars
hopefully connecting
together now.. in
a way
to build
the earth
back up
as anyone
will do for home..:)

SMiLes..
Truly Free
Stars open minded
never closed to expand
liGht farther and farther
out into InFiniTy
TrUly Free
humans
shine
like this
as well
and not
iN Prison..:)

LiGht of Stars.. oscillating..
always changing.. now..
and oh..
human
liGht
of soUl
aLive
or dead
Alive.. with SpiRit
oF emoTioNaL heARt
alWays groWinG
never
sAMe
StaRs
expand iN LiGht
of hUman BEinG..:)

liGhts hiGh
Dreams
briGht..
eYes
SMi
LeS
FrUit
iT
i ON..
Force positive..
DArk negative..
acTioN..
Con
Seq
Uence..
WitH alWays
Change Now..
possiAble
liGhTer hUman StaRts..:)

Ending for
now with a copy
and paste again..
of my Poetic
Response back
to Shawna’s
Poem for
Star LiGht..
First of all.. while i deTour
up here into the future
of Stars of dVerse now
since i still exist
on last Thursday
open prompt then..
before my purple
hued SagittarIan
arrow goes away..
yeah.. moonlight
stars
feel
wRite
here now..
i mean seriously.. the hell with
stars.. the moon is the
briGhTest star in the
sky.. with diatoms
that shine iN
gulf flow
Emerald
green
white sands
of young bliss..
soft naked and
hard bodies.. smell
of salt inside and
outside above
so below
all around
diatoms of stars..
yes.. glistening on
flesh of moon-lit waters
Seagulls sleep.. while we
breathe our life of older younger
dreams.. of UniVerse new in warm
life stars of below and above same
inside and outside
of us and sure
big bangs come
all around baby
the ocean KNows
what sWirls
inside
of
us
and the
moon light
will send us
on our
way
to bliss
always now..
where stars live
in eYes of human Love..
man you are so cool i
will do you with
this again
sometime
heheR..
yeah
i’m
more
than a
woman too..
but seriously Whoaman..
it was/is great groWing
up on the Gulf and those
first memories are surely
still magic
of first
loves
breath
on Virgin
maleYes..;)

Yes..
Diatoms
gLow..
and i have
a class of
seven
eight gold
ring when
you are one..
my StILL young friend..
Moon LiGht alWays fills write..:)

12:16 am..
12212015
back for
more later..:)

2:15 pm..
and back to
finish this
Star Light
prompt..:)

FLuFfy whiTe clOUds
children of Stars
yes.. pENpricKs
LiGht
iNskeYes..
Yes.. YES!
nowUni-
VERSE
oN
FiRE!..:)

Swirling liGhts
above so below
spinning DNA
SinGs BriGht
S T A R Snow
inside outside
aLL around
aLike..
if unpacking
of course.. now..
traveling without
opening human suit
cases iS quiet.. a bore..:)

Masks of UniVerse
within.. layers upon
layers adding outside
until clothing of culture
erases stars in eyes..
but stars will
not die
easy
they wait
as long as
life to come
again bright..
moving.. connecting
and creating liGht again!..:)

SMiLes.. someone(s)
once write(s) a/some book(s)
and missed/misses is/are miSsinG
God’s NOW
Unconditional
Love Smile(s)
iN Stars..
skEyes
and clOUds
of dArk now(s)
uncoverRinG
frOwns noW..
sMiles aGain..
as God never
Leaves @ALL..
iS alWays heRe
beGinNinG
and end
BeGiNs
a
GaiN
alWays
NOW..:)

Escape from so-cAlled
sacred text.. etchiNg
iN cosmoLogical
events of skies..
noW freeR
philosophers..
mathematicians..
sOar hiGher iN EYes
of
inner
Stars..
OCEAN
in deed..
in spirit..
by far..
yes..!
Ava!
Hypatia!..:)

An
cestral
eYeskeye
liGht noW
sAMe Now
Love then
Real staRt
now
flesh
and
blood
connec
TinG
bread
and
water
LifeStar
LoveLiGht..:)

Wel..come.. my friend Lynn..
i save your LiGht for
the very end.. and
i really Love the
number 33
and you
make
the 33rd link
iN 2 prompts..
of two personal
efforts now.. and
truly if more people
see God as Unconditional
Courageous Love.. THAT
spark in THAT Baby’s
eYes will keep
coming
back
and
never
Leave.. for even
more than a thousand
years.. my friend.. of those
eYes
of
Love’s
flAMe
Spark
LiGht
STAR
T H A T
never ends
as long as that
Star lives in eYes
of
US..
So.. God
blesses
Jesus
WitH
Love
and
you
too..
at the
end and
beginning
for now.. my
friend.. Lynn..
T H A N K S..:)

Yes.. that makes
33.. and now
it’s now
to move
on to
22 more
lInks
of A dVerse
poEtry prompt
on A Free Writing
way.. somewheRe
down theRe and
here2.. in
comments
section
as
coming
now.. then..
and in.. this
next post.. now..:)

4:22 pm
12212015

4270

Hank’s comment copied from my Blogger blog..

Great pics Katie! Since Christmas decorations
and promotions are at its heights now perhaps
we’ll see some variety of the current ones.
It should be interesting to see how different
these can be from the various locations.
Thanks! Hank

i say..

Hi Hank.. Thanks so much for stopping
by on this speedier version of
my blog stuff.. here
on..

http://www.katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

And yes.. commercialism in general
is fascinating to me.. particularly
as it holds no power
over me at
all.. allowing
me to see it
as art instead
of buying temptations..
smiles.. and interestingly
viewing life as art to share
rather than stuff to buy
is a very freeing
way of life
for me..
but it
doesn’t make some of
the mall managers too
happy to always see me
with a dance and empty
hands other than
a song of iPhone6s
and ear buds
to power
me
by all the
music of Youtube
available for now..
But there are always
progressive folks who
love it and just ask for
more.. so sure
it all balances
out well enough
for me now..
in all the shades
of grey.. and colors
of me that do come
alive when i enter
into or
out of
any store
connecting
human being..
moving.. and
creating
as well..
with
sMiLes again..
and Merry
Christmas
with best
New Wishes
to ya.. as well
my friend..:)

4504

Well.. since it appears this may be my longest blog post forever
now.. at least.. i figure why not go all out.. ‘Last and First Verse
of God’.. is a really catchy title.. that i can quickly give to anyone
out there in the flesh and blood world.. if they wanna know
and feel ‘a little more about me’ in a singularity kind of
way.. per uploading online not just my machine mind
but my emoTioNs.. heArt.. spiRit.. expresSinG
that heart of emotions in a miNd
and boDy balanced
soUl.. THaT
means
i move.. connect..
and create.. to regulate
emotions.. and integrate
senses.. including sensuality
that basically makes me a finely
tuned human Ferrari in balance..
hmm.. what does Human Ferrari mean
in terms of modern society.. where the Nocebo
effect and affect of negative thinking destroys
our health and well being.. where humans
feel guilty over their extremely
SENsual NatUres that
inhibit aggression..
violence..
and yes wars
when fully expresSinG
in a consSENsual way in
connecting that way..
aS bits and pieces
and pArts
of whole
human being
YEs.. moving.. connecting..
and creating,. wheRe the inspiration
of human being is the full emotional..
sensory// and sensual experience
of Life as Truth and Light in
Love and Peace
of Wisdom
of
being
now just
NOW iN balance
with other humans
and the rest of Nature
AKA GoD now.. just.. now
moving.. connecting.. and
creating with GodnoWonE
asONE FORCE OF LIGHT
iN POSITIVitY THAT IS
TRuLY THE WAY TO
HuMAN HEAVEN
AND NOT A
PATH
TO HELL..
WELL.. YES.. WELL BEING
OF HUMAN IS NOT CURRENTLY
THE SOCIAL NORM OF CULTURE..
WELLBEING OF THE MACHINE
OF SOCIETY IS CURRENTLY
THE NORM
OF
HUMAN
BEING IN AN INSANE
WAY OF LIFE WHERE
INCREASINGLY HUMANS
NEED NOT APPLY.. TO MAKE
THIS THING OF CULTURE WORK
TO SUPPORT HUGE POPULATIONS
OF HUMAN BEINGS.. who are only evolved
to connect to somewhere around 150 to 200
sets of human eyes.. without chaos and conflict..
Anyway.. the Wild Wives of Africa.. our closest
Kissing Cousins.. with yes.. tongue kissing and
oral sex like humans do too.
are almost without violence..
as they Love each
other and do
not fear
to connect to each other
unlike the humans of today
who often fear even eye contact
with their fellow homo-sapiens now
all around ’em.. as hey.. there are
more than 150 to 200 sets of
in eyes of Super-Walmart..
nOW don’t get me
wrong every
day low
prices are good
for the United States
and not so good for
sweat shop machine
humans in other countries
who toil all day long over
my $7.50.. witty shirts..
and yes.. that
huge Center Aisle
that Sam Walton Builds
in all his Walmart Stores..
eventually.. posthumously
is a perfect dance hall..now..
for me.. and hey that Star of
David
symbol
out-side
with the six
points is pretty
cool as it reminds
me now.. that i forget
my seventh video to
share here now..
illustrating
the essence
of King
David’s
almost naked
public dance write
before he promised
to celebrate the Lord
in so called greater
‘vile’ ways..
yeah..
like i do
here in my
totally naked Dance
in front of God and
the rest of the
world..
with
zero regret
and shame.. as
my Temple of God is
Sacred and every time
i create a special blog
post i thank God for
ALL OF IT..
FREELY IN
THE ART
OF FULLY
EXPOSED
NAKED
MALE
DANCE
IN ALL THE
GLORY ONE
MIGHT IMAGINE
IF THEY DARE TO
GO WHERE ONLY
BIRDS OUT OF GUILDED
CAGES FLY FREE AS HUMAN
BEING.. NO DIFFERENT THAN
A COUSIN BONOBO SITTING
IN A TREE
ERECT
AND TALL
AND FREE
WITH GOD..
YES TREE
OF LIFE
NOT TREE
OF KNOWLEDGE
AS KNOWLEDGE IN
THE WAY OF COLLECTIVE
WRITTEN LANGUAGE..
INTELLIGENCE..
AND CULTURE
HAS SURELY
BROUGHT
CREATURE
COMFORTS.. BUT OH THE
STRESS OH THE STRESS.. THAT
KILLS THE HUMAN HEART.. SPIRIT
AND SOUL.. ALONG WITH MIND AND
BODY BALANCE.. and trust me.. culture..
limits and expectations of an insane work
place of what human is NOT EVOLVED TO
NATURALLY DO.. almost ends my life
inches away from
death..
or a bridge
or a metal
chain..
as when
the Heart.. Spirit
and Soul in Mind
and Body Balance
dies.. there is Hell on
Earth for human and human
finally figures out this gift that
God gives human as the Kingdom
of God as Nature now and human
living in this Kingdom of GOD as
Nature.. in balance
and bliss
yeah.. like
sitting tall
and erect
in a cool
breeze.. moist
and green jungle
of bliss with similarly
inclined friends as brothers
and sisters of one primate
family and not
a bunch
of
crappy
disagreements
on who is different
and who is same and
who is right or wrong about
this quarterback or that
quarter back of their
religious team..
and that is where the
Cloud Video per the
Book of Eli comes in to
play.. describing the real message
of Jesus that we are all children
of God who work best when
holding hands
and not
biting
or killing
each other..
yes.. sensual
ways of life beat
that hands up
and
hands
down..
if ‘you’ will
of course…

Oh yeah.. and here’s that King David’s almost dancing naked
and free.. video.. where he and God are making up the Dance
move as he goes… where the rest of the
non-neo folks are walking in
straight lines
not veering
off of concrete
jungles in illusions
of limitations and expectations
away from our free and wild
place with God as Loving
Bonobo-like Creatures..
yeah.. ‘Jesus came
back as a
Bonobo’
after
watching that
video up theRe
about liberal and
conservative humans
that come mostly from
cultural ways of life
restricted to
human..
he
figures
humans are
a lost cause to
change for
now..
until they cognitively
determine how to do that
with reason overcoming their
instinctual differences in who fears
life opposed to who loves life
and never
fears
death..
like me and
one of my best
friends Jesus of
the original way
of Jesus.. not
the myths
as generated
by Roman
Emperor
Constantine..
his Catholic Cohorts
and friends some 325 years
mirroring the myths of the
Mithra regional religion..
after the death of the humble
and really complex poet
Jesus according to
the Sacred Text
of the Gospel
of Thomas
as linked
before and
here again..:)

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

And hopefully that first miniskirt song is over with now..
that i used to get ‘you’ in the mood to listen
to this in more of an open minded
state of mind..
if you dared
to listen
to it..
wInks..
The fact is and
the feeling is.. the
TRUTH AND LIGHT
AS REAL HUMAN
JESUS SAYS
WILL SET YOUR
WILD AND LOVING NATURE AWAY FROM
CULTURAL AND RELIGIOUS
ILLUSIONS THAT CONTROL
AND SUBJUGATE
OTHER HUMANS
THROUGH
ILLUSORY
FEARS..
FOR
STUFF LIKE
CONTROLLING
REPRODUCTIVE
FREEDOMS.. WHERE
many humans end up marrying
their cousins instead of finding
the varieties and spices of life
as God evolves us to
do to
continue
evolving
in a positive
way and not get
stuck in the same
rut of the genetic
past.. yes God is the
God of Diversity and Change..
hell no.. not the hell of staying
the same.. So.. i get my second
letter of confirmation
from a clinical
assessment
that i am not
able to return
to the demands of
a job like my previous
one without moderate risk
of harming myself..
with assessment
of Bi-Polar NOS..
Autism
Disorder..
and Generalized
Anxiety.. yeah.. like
the ability to dance
free and easy
in public
for 4550
miles in the
last 28 months..
like King David does
and fulfilling his prophecy
of doing it ‘fully Monty’
like I do on my restricted
links now for about two
years.. so i should
be pretty
good at
that by now too..
but yes.. i talk really
fast and pressured.. as my
mouth does have difficulty.. sometimes..
keeping up with this brain.. as if you make it
to this point.. is not hard to imagine at all..
So i present with these disorders..
but inside i am like the
Calm of the eye
of a Hurricane..
but i cannot
prove that
with
my behavioral
way of speaking..
so i get two tickets
(TO PARADISE STILL NOW)
that NOW says you cannot
go back to the cultural
norms and expectations
of making a living.. which
is fine with me.. yeah.. more
than fine.. as i do reach regular
retirement age on my 56th birthday
of June 6th.. 2016.. which means
i will only work for God for
the rest of my life..
with zero worries
over money
and zero
potential
for anyone
to control and
almost kill me again
with ridiculous expectations
that would frigging kill any human
being.. even when they are named
literally as Superman for efficacy while
doing it with a smile.. and a dying soul
inside.. so sure this is a celebration post
too.. as when this kinda thing is in progress
it all depends on how a person is viewed
by others..
so my strange
wins out in the
free of life
of happy..
as well
as productive
and inspiring others..
like the young lady and
her friend who thanked me
for an autograph selfie last night
and spoke of me as their idol of
inspiration in the Pensacola area..
and similar accolades received
by the general public
including.. Boss
of dance..
Awesome Dancer..
Amazing Dancer..
Inspirational Dancer..
Dance Icon of Pensacola..
Legend of Dance.. and
perhaps my
favorite..
‘hey dude you
are our Spirit Animal’..
perhaps the greatest compliment
a modern day sacred clown/warrior/
shaman can receive from a young
Lady.. but you see this
is not just
illusions of
grandeur
it’s real evidence
of a miracle and with the
last letter i received
from my social
worker therapist
of 4 years now..
she also says.. but
not in the letter..
that my recovery
to happiness a
nd freedom
suddenly on or
about July
22nd 2013..
is not just a
surprise
but a REAL
CATHOLIC-
LIKE (she
is Catholic)
MIRACLE
WORTHY
of that
assessment
in moving from not
being able to go to
a Whataburger
Restaurant
as a shut-
in for
66 months
to the Dance Hall
publicly assessed
Legend
and yes.. the
Most Valuable
Player of Dance..
i hear at least one
person say every week..
as well.. and sure the
11 million words i’ve
written since
Thanksgiving
day 2010..
is what
‘they’ call pArt
of Mania now too..
but.. still the calm
of eye of my Hurricane
inside.. as my fingers fly
with the grace of God inside..
outside.. so above.. and below
all around for now.. and more of
course to come.. as there truly
are no limits or expectations
with the free of GOD
sought.. found..
and practicing
Now as
an
ART
of
GOD FREE and
yes.. wONEnOW..:)!
So.. what else was i thinking
about in my backyard totally
sandy private part.. dancing
naked and free in 45 degree
Sunny weather.. as i
accommodate
environmental
change easy
as compared
to a chill
i once am
in 100 degree
temperatures..
wearing a Jacket
in 80 degree weather
to keep warm.. so sick..so sick..
culture makes me then.. so well..
so well in Loving and Wild and Free
GOD makes
me now..
and So free cat
Yellow boy.. a once
feral cat.. even with
feline Leukemia is compared
to his housemate Moby.. always
spoon fed easy.. as part of human
culture never exposed to the call
of the Wild outside..
who at 10 as opposed
to the 16 year-old
Ginger inside-outside
Cat from down the Road
who visits us everyday
named Tennessee still
flies over fences easy..
while Moby with
diabetes now..
can hardly
walk to
the food bowl..
don’t kid ‘yourself’
as in all stuff life from
body to soul.. use it or lose
it applies.. the only difference
between ‘you’ and Moby.. is
someone can tale
‘you’ how
to change
for the better..
and YOU CAN
DO IT.. IF YOU
WANT TO..
trust me if
someone
like me
can do it..
YOU LIKELY
CAN TOO..
and that is why i hold
nothing back now..
and never worry
what people think
about my Truth and
Light now just now..
as yes.. i go
to hell and
no longer
live
there
now..
and if that’s
too crazy.. to work
in this machine culture
we have.. so be i crazy..
and
a fool
for
GOD too..ONE
So sure.. time
for Nude Art now..
and sure it’s not much
different when i dance
at Seville Quarter for 3 hours
as it takes about that Long
to do it.. and truly
it is like
an Olympic
effort for me to
do it.. but hey..
i celebrate GOD
Freely with BLOOD
SWEAT AND TEARS
AND ALL THE REST..
AS SACRED GIFT OF GOD..
FREE JUST FREE.. ME AND
GOD.. AND NO ONE HAS TO
JOIN US// UNLESS THEY TOO..
WANNA
BE
WILD
AND FREE
AND LOVING
CREATURES
OF GOD.. BEFORE
THE APPLE OF HUMAN
ILLUSORY LIES FOR CONTROL
AWAY
FROM
GOD
NOW..
so yeah.. be back in
about 3 hours with
another restricted
link and
more
POETRY
TO COME..
AS i steadily catch
up with those last
two prompts
from
dVerse
after back
to Nature
and GOD too..
ONE with ME..
just as
i
am..
NOWonE..:)

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Hi Soheir..
as a person blessed by God
to read 10 to 15 times faster than the average human being..
i always look to the copy of the Koran on my night stand
and read whatever chapter you highlight here
by video way in both languages as it
takes me less than 5 minutes..
as opposed to an hour and a half..
truly it is a blessing to do that..
and i can open up the Koran at any point
and the same pattern is visible throughout
the holy text as fight of the believers
against the disbelievers and how God
will surely punish the disbelievers..
But still i always listen to a
few verses of the Video too..
to see the emotional intent of the reader..
and sure it is not much different than the lectors
in my Catholic Church.. who read it mostly as a
dictation.. of respect.. where words
become leaders…

And what this reminds me of is
the ‘Holy War’ of Iraq.. when amazingly
after the 9/11 terrorist event.. propagated by
Saudia Arabian Terrorists.. George W. Bush gets up
to the open microphone with the Nation and clearly states
that Iraq.. Iran.. and Korea.. are the axis of evil..
and to make all their leaders devils incarnate..
will be a way to gain the oil of Iraq and
Iran eventually.. as if it were not
for this natural resource of the middle east..
the middle east as a barren area.. with few natural
resources other than oil.. would be a non-factor of U.S. policy..
no different than other countries in barren Africa where genocide..
murder.. and rape.. is a way of life.. in Police States..
of killing.. like Somalia…

i have a globe of the World
above my desk that shows the Geography with blues..
browns.. and greens of the earth.. of course the green
is lush and living with resources.. the blue is life giving water..
where fresh.. and the brown is either mountains.. sands..
or building and concrete earth of human being..

Where there is all green.. with fresh water rivers..
like where you live in Egypt.. there is a fertile Nile
that at one point is the live giving resource of that area..
and a cradle of civilization of human beings who start in that area..
and those who have the nomad genetics as opposed to sitters in life..
spread as far as South America.. and the human species is now a global one..

And sure wherever there are the deepest browns on that globe.. or white of
snow.. as well.. where resources are hard to come by for life.. are the
greatest areas of conflicts.. where humans fight for survival..
So it only makes common sense that the Nature that
people live in.. is the God they see too..
And the tribal instinct of human is
gifted by God.. for survival.. to gain..
subsistence.. including territory..
with additional resources…

So it is no surprise
that when i pick up my copy of the Koran..
and flip to almost any page.. it is the believers
against the non-believers in other lands.. and the
background information provided by Imran.. is important
to understand the context of the times.. and how this
common element of the believers against the
non-believers is a tool.. to consolidate
and inspire people to the cause of Allah
as champion.. to overcome and expand the
Muslim way.. as dictated to Muhammad in the cave…

And truly its not much different with the Christian
Bible either.. as even in the New Testament as well as original
Gnostic Gospels.. before Emperor Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts
revised the bible however they wanted to.. there is the mention of the
sword to Spread Christianity no different than the Holy War against
the Infidels in the Koran.. so the Christian Crusades.. go on
for Centuries.. disbelievers in Fundamental Christianity
are burned at the stake.. hung.. and slain in many other
ways.. and the river of blood flows freely to
expand territories of Christian Rule…

The common element.. my friend.. is
survival.. and sure God evolves us to survive..
and if there are not enough resources humans will even
kill their own new-born children.. to allow the other healthy
older children to survive with filicide.. a terrifying sick
reality of life.. but never the less.. a practice
one sees in very poor areas of the world still..
where people are that desperate to live..
so what i try not to do.. is judge another
person.. or country.. realizing the heaven i
have here where i live.. is a direct result as well..
as a gift of God of Natural Resources.. fortune of genetic
abilities.. as well as Loving Family i am born into…

God is not fair.. in the temporal world we
live in.. there is no doubt about that..
my child is born.. and suffers for
51 days.. with nothing but pain..
but you see.. God is fairer than human culture…
’cause modern medicine keeps him alive and suffering..
where he will only die and pass on to Allah’s design..
as Natural otherwise.. and suffer only seconds instead
of days and days of hundreds of thousands of seconds..
but never the less.. some of us are much more blessed
than others by God.. and that is God’s design..
we can get mad if we want.. but it is what it
is.. the best place is acceptance of what is..
and change what we can…

So sure.. Muhammad with
the help of God changed what he could..
and it was a really bloody ordeal…
and some human beings are born
into a bloody ordeal from birth
as a natural consequence of living as well..
So Allah is a God of both pain and pleasure..
suffering and bliss.. and death and life..
and we tiny humans may wanna make this
a perfect place of order and control..
but the fact is.. Allah works not
with human eyes but eyes of Allah..
which are infinitely greater..
where human has no escape..
as human is an infinite
part of Allah as well..

So we do the best we can..
some folks kill in the name of Allah..
and some folks Love in the Name of Allah..
and Allah allows us to be born.. and one day
Allah will naturally kill us again.. and if night
and day comes.. if seasons change.. and the New Year
Starts with a brighter way.. there is always hope that
the light follows dark.. and the balance of Allah goes on..
with Love and Hate.. Hope and Fear.. War and Peace.. birth
and death.. and the best thing of all.. is.. we have a say
so in how now goes.. we can either Love with hope..
or Kill with fear.. we can either share and give..
or hoard and take…

But sure
it’s easier to
share and give in a lush forest..
as an Indigenous American Indian..
peace Loving. . sharing and giving..

Than in a desert.. or in a country that
allows no freedom of expression for
humans to freely be human..
the irony continues of
dark and light..

The dark says the dark is light and
the light says the light is dark..
but God knows and feels all
as GOD the same..

i for one..

choose the lighted way..

Others choose the darker way..

And for me.. at least
the bottom line
is Love and
Hope..
Peace.. and
fearlessness
my friend.. but truly
not everyone can be
Jesus.. Buddha.. or Muhammad..
as the Devils of ‘Holy Wars’ like
Iraq who call themselves Light
and the Dark of ISIS.. who fight
against the so-called dark
idolators.. and call
themselves
Light
will surely
continue to
believe there
own fear.. hate
and killing ways..
so we do what we can
to change the course of
history.. toward Light.. Love
and Peace.. but as history shows
the road of light is paved with human
and other
species
blood..
i Have a huge case of paper
towels and toilet paper to
clean up that blood
and other
stuff..
but sadly
the sewer of
killing is too large
without lots of help
and more paper towels
and toilet paper.. my friend..
So now it is not enough to talk
about words of the past.. it’s a
great history lesson..
but truly
the world is
much bigger
darker.. and yes
lighter too.. in some
places.. TG.. so i feel blessed
to be in the lighter GREENER pArt..
and pray for those in the darker Brown
and White parts.. like Russia.. too..
and do what i can
to help them
up.. to LOVE..
but to kill them..
nah.. that would be
foolish.. as my Love
is Unconditional
and my SwordS
will only
be ART
of human
being and not
the tools of death…
so sure i stand upon
men of swords.. namely
Jesus.. but my way is better
my friend.. than even Jesus..
as my swords
are words
and never
tools
of
killing….
the lesson of
a Bonobo my friend
an advanced species..
of God as Loving way…
if a hairy ape can do it..
hairy me
can do
it too..
smiles again..
and laughs.. Ynot..
my son died for it..
as the way up
is the
way
down
as well..
and up again..
my friend Soheir in eventual
balance.. as liGht becomes dArk..
As Ark of Covenant with GOD..:)

Smiles.. my friend.. SOHEIR you are incorrect..
i never said the Koran was not revealed to
Muhammad by God.. in fact i am 100%
sure the Koran is revealed by God..
as all God’s children are
Gods eyes too..
But you see..
there are Followers
and leaders among both
men and women.. my friend..
there are spectators as audience..
there are writers.. producers.. and there
are actors too..
and there
is a place
in God’s Play
of Infinity for ALL
those folks my friend..
but you see i am no follower
of anyone but God.. but you see..
i still listen to those who follow other
humans as well as humans who insist
they only follow what tHeir eyes of God
will say..
my eyes of
God are Infinity
with God my friend..
there are no beginnings
or endings.. no start or
finish.. i am ONE
with GOD.. there
is NO separation NOW..
and what that means
friend is i am both
ONE with you and
Muhammad.. as
all of us
lead
to
this one
point NOW in time
IN TERMS OF
GODALLONE
no other less
or greater than
the other.. as WE
are ALL pArt of GOD
with eYes of God..
some bigger
some smaller..
but none
any less
important
than the other..
as there is NO SEPARATION
OF GOD’S EYES WITH OURS..
DARK OR LIGHT ALL IS GOD
ALPHA TO OMEGA
AND
SO MUCH
MORE THAN
HUMAN EYES
ALONE WILL EVER SEE…
And sure.. that’s just my opinion
not any more important than
anyone else’s opinion..
even a
child at
age 3
who
cannot
speak at all is eyes
of Allah my friend..
so sure.. Muhammad
has them too in words
as well..
dArk
or liGht
it is ALL
GOD’s DARK AND LIGHT
and all between.. outside
inside.. above.. so below..
and all around
LIGHT and DARK..
including the
place
my child
exists
now..
i AM CAREFUL
TO WORSHIP ALL
OF GOD.. AND NOT
JUST ONE NUMBER…
LETTER.. BOOK
OR OTHER
PART OF
GODALLONE..
MY FRIEND..
SOHEIR..
OTHERS CAN
CHOOSE a smaller
God than that now..
IF THEir LEADER
or tHeir heArt
tales them
different..
but i choose..
GODALLONE..
God will not
mind at all..
as GOD
is no
human
mind
alone
or HeaRt
period.. anynow..
and that should
be easy to see from
a planet as small as ours..
for those.. with a mind
and heart larger than a
mind my friend.. AND HEART..
the size of God will
never change to
smaller
no matter
who says
or feels
this
or that..
GODISALLONE..
Seriously.. i’ve read many
books.. but the Koran does
not impress me as compared
to some others.. nor does the bible..
as it is written from a place..
far from my heaven
friend.. but
still.. ALL THAT IS..
i find very interesting..
as well.. as all is interesting
to me.. dark and light.. as sure
It is ALL PART OF GOD AND yes..
WORTH studying dark and light..
But God is every human being too..
and for anyone to suggest that
Killing other humans is
any answer is
Killing part
of GOD
and that my
friend is simply
selfish and foolish..
but yes.. at times in
history what folks see
as necessary for survival..
and once again.. that is part
of GOD too.. no ESCAPE MY
FRIEND..
NO
ESCAPE..
DARK AND
LIGHT IS GOD..:)

And finAlly.. this worth quoting
by Gigoid.. an individual
who is attached
to no religion
who is more
than welcome
on SOHEIR’s site
dedicated to the
study of the
Quran..

“I, for one, much prefer the conversation above,
between Fred and SOHEIR, to any of the Bibles,
Qurans, or other holy books I’ve ever read….
My only response possible is this,
which happens to be axiom #2
of Peruaosophy, to wit:

“Thou art God, you know. Let’s do lunch….”

Love it. You both are good people; if more
of those who squabble and fight over the Earth
like little children needing a nap were of your ilk,
it would be a much more civilized place to live…

Peace….

gigoid, the dubious”

i say..

Peace and Love to you my friend..
The best pArts.. i for one know and
feel of all that is.. With smiles..
Of course.. Friend.. Gigoid..:)

Thanks SOHEIR and bless you and Imran Ali..
And to the potential of all humans too..
As if the devil of a fool can be
a good person.. They can too..
And to be clear.. i am referring
to what God once has me be.. In this
same lifetime.. Of course as metaphor..
My friend.. But if you ever notice..
The Court Jester’s head cover
looks like it has ram horns..
So synchronicities continue..
Now only if I can learn
small talk.. Like just
saying.. Thanks..
WInks..;)

Side note:

It’s times like this
that Bigots like
Trump wanna
make me
throw
up..
but nah..
i just giggle
at the ignorance
of Trump and so
many other
ignorant
folks of
the Love
of ALL
Folks
as truly
people are
people.. innate
instinct is Love
and Giving.. not
HATE and TAKING
AKA
T R U M P
AND ALL HIS
MINIONS..
BUT NO
IT’S NOT
FUNNY IT’S
PEOPLE LIKE
HIM.. that result
in hundreds of thousands
of innocent deaths at the
hands
of
fear..
hate..
and
greed…:(

Side note ends..:)

9152

Hi Zee..
nice to see
you back blogging.. again..
and i love out of the box photos..
and it is often between the
clearly defined colors and
lines of life that so much
more in the way of Imagination and
Creativity come.. to art is always to go
to a step not taken before.. smiles again..
and off to comment
on your
next post..:)

SMiLes.. my friend Zee.. the greaTest
Lovers are those who keep
giving no matter
if the land
or water
they land
or water
on is
well of
Love or
desert
of
fear
and
hate..
There is an Invisible Sun
my friend.. that lives inside
and this Sun Loves the
God that
is inside..
outside..
so above..
so below and
all around.. and when
one Loves this Sun inside..
outside.. above and so below
all around is Love my friend and
sure there are brighter and darker
Suns around us.. but what we give
in Terms of Love of Light and Truth
of Wisdom
Measures
the Sun of
We holding hands
with the God of all
and all God’s children
either fully awake in Truth and Light
or still asleep in darker ways of
Fear
and
hate..
Love
knows
no fear..
and feels
no hate.. now..
So i Love you
friend.. and may fearless
Love bring you greater Light
as Lantern of Peace and Love..
making a way
in the
darkest
places of
the
other
way.. BriGht!
my friend..:)!

9395

Wow.. what a really good two and a half hour movie..
i didn’t nap.. as usually movies bore me.. yes.. Star Wars
is fast moving.. full of action as always.. and oh..
all the human story lines of ethics with the
Force are truly in FULL FORCE..
AND haha! even Hillary joins
the Gang by saying May the Force
be with you.. in her closing statement
at the Democratic Debates tonight.. but you see..
the Force is a real deal.. it is no joke.. no myth..
and no religion alone.. YES THE FORCE iS
ALLONE EVERYWHERE AND A HIGHER POWER..
THAT WE HUMANS CAN EMPLOY WHEN SOUGHT..
FOUND.. AND PRACTICED.. NO LESS THAN A JEDI KNIGHT..
WHO FIGHTS FOR PEACE.. WITH POSITIVE ENERGY AND
THE ART OF HUMAN BEING HOLDING HANDS WITH GOD..
NO.. hell no.. no organized religion necessary..
not even Jedi school.. as this FORCE of
GOD Lives within.. and is just waiting
to hold hands AS GOD when we find
GOD that lives within.. and ACT
AS ONE FORCE OF LIVING
HUMAN BEING..
WITH OTHERS
AND THE REST
OF NATURE FORCE
AS ONE AS GOD NOW!..:)

9584

Smiles Himali.. just a copy and
paste of what i wrote back to
you when you posted this
on Facebook.. hope your
weekend has been
a great one!..
with more
smiles
of course..!..:)

SMiLes..
my friend and yes..
Hello Himali.. so many limits
and expectations.. spoon-fed by
cultures since the day we are born..
so many layers of these clothes we
put on from birth.. and one day when
we escape these limits and expectations
we are truly iN the golden nows.. when we
peel each layer off one by one.. and finAlly
we come to know and feel ourselves without
inhibitions or regret.. so yes.. the golden age
of human is no time or number.. it is an inner
state of human freedom.. wHere we live to
be free.. openly expresSinG our emotional..
sensory.. and yes.. so-called naughty
aspects of our sensual Nature..
with zero fears.. of illusion..
iN
human heArTS.. now..
expresSinG emotions.. now..
sensations.. sensualities.. sOul..
as human spiRit.. where Truly our
mind and bodies.. are in balance
with the rest of Nature aka God..
so my hope and prayers for you
my friend are to come to this place
always now.. where layers of clothing
of human cultural masks fall gently away..
and yoUr human shines brighter and brighter
as nows go by.. a lamp of Angels we can all be
when we do take off the layers of masks and come
to terms and feelings of Free.. and i am now pleasantly
surprised to see this Truth and Light as now a spontaneous
expression of who you are.. here on Facebook Social Media..
and sure hope to see it on your blog too.. as this is worth now.. now..
repeating again and again.. in feeling.. my friend.. Himali.. Hello.. again..:)

“37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put
them under your
feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

-Jesus
as quoted
and linked
here:

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

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Yes.. Still true.. From a year ago..wink emoticon..
More memories from a deep Faceboook
dude.. who likes
Godzilla
too..
yes.. when most
people are discussing
what they have for lunch..
which is great by the way..
as social warmth can be
felt so much through
small talk..
i am determining
the answers and solutions
for WAR AND PEACE BOTH
in quality and quantity
of one RUN ONe
STrEAM
OF
CONSciousness
wRITING.. ALwAYS NOW
NOW LIKE SANDS NOW
OF AN HOUR GLASS
THAT NEVER END
NOW JUST
NOW!..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/20/mother-nature-woo/

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And more from
the Cantina at
Ashe’s Facebook page..;)

Ashe says..

They say that these are not the best of times,
but they’re the only times I’ve ever known.

Katie Mia says..

i agree..smile emoticon
Oops.. i was thinking of
Styx and read that wrong…

Luis  says..

The headlines read,
“These are the
worst of times”
I do believe
it’s true
I feel so helpless
like a boat against the tide
I wish the summer winds could
bring back paradise… smile emoticon

Ashe says..

You guys crack me up.

Katie Mia says..

Smiles now.. i for one..
Am the end of that song..
TG for Summer breezes..
And yellow streams of
Kashmir And Led Zeppelin’s…
As I return.. Somewhat new again..
And oh.. So refreshed.. Like a pilot
of a storm with no name.. Care to sing a
new verse.. Robin.. Or as a dead poet
in a new Universez….:@;)

Ashe says..

I was actually referencing
Billy Joel in my status.
But I think I shall
listen to
Chicago
today.

Katie Mia says..

Ok.. Little one..
I love that SonG2..
smile emoticon..:)

*8 side note with
a standing 8* now
“And ‘he’ waits now
now until the end
and beginning now
of Infinity’s now
SonG Just now
to sEE now
if anyone
gets ‘the
punch
(kool
aid)
line’..
sober
or
drunk..;)”
now.. now..:)

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Well.. okay it’s time for a science talk now..
You see.. as science shows.. nicely
illustrated earlier in this blog
post in the video
on liberals and
conservatives
by Ted Haidt..
there is a spectrum
of human being that
moves from SUPER
CLOSED MINDED
TO SUPER OPEN
MINDED and people
like Jesus and Buddha
are among the most open
minded of human beings
without fear.. without hate..
with all hope
and all
LOVE..
So for metaphor what
that means is the Republican
Party or what they name as
the ‘right’.. which is also
symbolic for left brain
ways of thinking
literally.. VS..
generAlly
a more
feminine
or matriarchal
nurturing unconditional
Love aspect of Loving.. yes..
a little one.. where all of Nature
is the little one to Nurture.. is the
LIGHT FORCE OF HUMAN BEING..
AND THE DARK FORCE IS THE CONTROLLING
SCIENCE ASPECT OF THE MIND THAT FEARS
CHAOS AND WANTS TO ESTABLISH CONTROL
IN ALL STUFF THAT COULD BE ART AND BEAUTY
IN LIFE IF JUST LEFT FREE AS NATURE WILL
HAVE IT IN THE WILD
AND FREE NATURE
OF GOD INSTILLED
IN US OF COURSE..
but still.. all animals
to the tune of 20% are
innately born Sitters instead
of Rovers.. cautious they
are.. and not as likely to
explore new frontiers
where animals
have
never
gone before
to use a Star
Trekkie analogy
too.. as ya don’t go
to space if you are a
fraidy cat either..
So.. what is
it that
for EXAMPLE
DARTH.. AKA
DONALD
TRUMP’S.. SO
DAM AFRAID
OF.. WELL IT’S
SIMPLE.. NO ONE
AMASSES THAT MUCH
WEALTH AND BLEACHES
THEIR HAIR BLONDE AT AN AGE
OF AROUND 70.. PARTICULARLY
A MALE.. UNLESS THEY ARE MISSING
SOMETHING.. and that something of
course.. is the all filling Love that
is gifted to human beings
who have zero fear
about being
empty
inside
as they are
always filled
with A Natural
Love without fear
and Hate.. and
have something
to give instead
of a never ending
empty needING to take
what they don’t have
and will never gain
no matter
how much
they
take..
ugh..
us so-called
‘poor folks’
who have
Love have
it ALL FROM
THE START.. AND
WITHOUT FEAR OF EMPTINESS
ThEIR IS NOTHING TO GAIN OR
LOSE.. ALL IS LOVE.. ALL IS OPEN..
ALL IS POSSIBLE WITH LOVE TO GIVE
INSTEAD
OF
TAKING..
EMPTY
OH
SO
EMPTY..
FEAR AND
HATE LIVES
AMONG US
IN THE DARK
SIDE OF LIFE…
Poor DONALD
POOR DONALD
IF ALL HE HAD WAS
LOVE.. HE WOULDN’T
JUST LET IMMIGRANTS
IN.. HE WOULD LAY DOWN
HIS LIFE.. TO EXPAND THEIR
HUMAN FREEDOMS AS THAT IS
WHAT REAL LOVE DOES.. IT ALLOWS
HUMANS TO GROW AND EVOLVE AS LOVE
NOT TO STAY
STILL
IN A
BLACK
HOLE
THAT WILL
NEVER GROW..:)

SO when Hillary wins
in 2016.. which is a
certainty.. the LIGHT
FORCE REIGNS.. IN THE
US.. AT LEAST
ONCE
AGAIN..;)

And yes.. i make ^^^..
this pArt of the comment
this morning on Sunday
shortly before 10 am..
with Catholic Church
time approaching
and wife Katrina
taling me to
GET THE HELL
OFF THAT
COMPUTER
FRED OR WE
ARE GOING
TO BE F
N LATE..
YES FRED
N LATE..
SO YEAH..
WE NEED THE
MORE CONTROL
SEEKING MINDS LIKE
MY WIFE OR OTHERWISE
FOLKS LIKE ME WILL
NEVER MAKE
IT ON
TIME
TO ANYTHING..
AS SHE KEEPS
EVERYTHING TOGETHER
FOR ME ALL NICE
AND ORGANIZED
EXCEPT
FOR DANCE
AND WRITING..
YEAH.. I LOVE
ME SOME CONTROL
MINDED FOLKS TOO..
GOTTA LIVE WITH ‘EM
TOO..
OR OH
GOD BE
LATE
TO
EVERYTHING..
INCLUDING CHURCH..;)

Anyway.. back again
almost 12 hours
later at 9:50
pm after a FULL
DAY OF CHURCH
SINGING AND
STORE
DANCING
TO THE TUNE
OF OVER 20
MILES..
and
i will
do some poeTry
now.. if my
eyes stay
open..
as my
feet are
down for
the night..;)

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Katrina.. still
in training
to be the
‘next’
Yoda..;)

Shirt of the day says..
“THE SARCASM
IS STRONG
WITH THIS
ONE’..
iN
STAR
WARS
FORMATTING
STYLE.. and most
people do not realize
that i originally trained
‘LUKE’..:)

Oh yeah.. and here i am in my natural environment..
a toy store.. a place where human imagination is
encouraged and set free in creativity..
somewhere around the time school years
start.. and mechanical cognition of
downloading facts and figures..
is encouraged.. imagination and
creativity.. takes a back seat..
sadly enough.. and seriously..
downloading facts and figures
is not a normal evolving activity
for humans to participate in.. sitting
in a still position for over 8 hours..
but i digress.. and seriously digressing
is a normal way of being.. for those not
trapped in a prison of facts.. figures..
instructions and guidelines.. oh the
bars of life.. YES..!
bars withOUT dance..
wink emoticon

And here is Katrina’s natural habit..
yes.. a book store.. a way of life
encouraged as an audience member
in school.. and not a creator..
a way of life encouraged by
written recorded intelligence..
and a culture for creature comforts..
where most everyone must find a robotic
place as a cog in the machine of society
to make it work.. oh.. yeah.. and then there
is TV.. and all other sources of human input media..
which is great.. don’t get me wrong.. otherwise the
world will never hold hands in words.. photos.. and videos..
but still.. the output of life is what humans do for
thousands of years.. sharing oral and non-verbal
traditions of story taling.. and dance..
to really touch each other with
full non-verbal language..
as well and better than
text.. photos.. and videos..
so what i’m saying is no matter
how advanced we become as robotic beings..
there is the flesh and blood human that requires attention..
otherwise the machines win.. as isolated beings walking on sidewalks
of electronic devices.. so yeah.. i am quite at home at the
bookstore too.. but the difference between me and
everyone else.. YES.. EVERYONE ELSE IN THAT
DAM BOOKSTORE I GO TO.. WHERE EVERYONE HAS
THEIR NOSE IN A BOOK.. SITTING OR STANDING
COMPLETELY STILL.. IS.. i dance.. YES I DANCE..
while i read.. and in doing so.. i gain a focus
that allows me to not just browse books and buy them..
but read two in an hour and retain memories of those books
much better than if i was sitting or standing still.. most
people will say spinning around and around like a ballerina
will make you dizzy when you read.. but you see..
Ballerina’s don’t get dizzy as they have not
been restricted to side-walk walking all
their life.. yes.. the world is a 360
degree world.. not one of 10 degrees
or less.. straight ahead in one direction..
and truly when they say humans use ten percent
of their brain.. this has much to do with using
less than ten percent of their moving potential..
as well as emotionalnon-verbal intelligence.. oral
story taling.. in fact.. there are limitless other
intelligences beyond book learning and Standard IQ points..
that are never measured in school.. including physical education
classes where everything is based on a science of movement.. even
in ballet.. where there are always instructions.. and rarely the
pure art in moving HeArt of imagination and creativity..
yes.. i am a book store for sure in input and output..
but i am also an art of dance.. in a toy store too..
in output as well..smile emoticon

BUT ANYWAY.. more fun
Store dancing photos coming
in my next blog.. post.. that is
probably not going to be until
sometime after midnight in
the wee hours of Tuesday..
or later that day..
per..
“LiGht aWakens”..
the title of course…
wRite on course
for now
two..
and OBTW..
the next two dance
weeks.. are moved
to Saturday night
in lieu of
Thursday
Nights..
as Christmas
Eve.. and New Year’s
Eve fall on Thursday Night
Rave dance Night this year..
at Old Seville.. but those
two nights are too
special to
leave
Katrina
home alone
with CATS and
besides.. midnight
mass for me at least..
trumps rave dance..
as hey..
i sing
too.!
but mostly
save it with
Choirs of
Archangels..
in the bigger
dome with
GREAT
ACOUSTICS
OF CATHOLIC CHURCH!..
And no.. while most 230LB..
half-a-ton Leg Pressing males
are not expected to sing
like Angels..
that is
how my
voice has
been described
in Church.. but seriously
i seem to be inhabited by
Angels.. when i do it..
no less than writing
in metaphor..
of
course..
Anyway.. ZERO
INHIBITIONS
HERE..
INHABITeD..
OR NOT..
i alWays
do it new
and say
screw
the
habits..
and i ain’t
talKinG about NuNS..;)

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A quick stop in Pakistan
with Facebook Friend Rafiah..

She indicates she is watching
the movie ‘Samsara’..
and says..

MY!!!

i say..

Now.. That’s my kinda Movie..
‘Samsara’.. Where Wiki ‘Nerds’..
Cannot find words to adequately describe it..
A must see.. For me too..smile emoticon..
and more on that in a related topic
as i go on to explore more
of free writing below…

4:37 pm
12212015..

Yes.. time now
to finish A last
2015 prompt
from dVerse
on Free Writing
that i will address
a little more ‘down
there’ after this
prompt is finished..
hoping to celebrate
this.. publishing it
by the UTC
time of the
Winter
Solstice
tomorrow
the 22nd..
or earlier
tonight
by 10:48
central time
as it occurs
here for the
shortest
day of the
year and birth
of MORE liGht
coming as New
Year of LIGHT
comes NOW..
And why..
’cause
i’ll
make
anything
now special
and meaningful
with purpose to
celebrate as feast
day everyday now..
And liGht iS aLways
gReat now to celebRate!..:)

*
Oh.. equaTioNs of Life.. you rUle..
you meaSure.. you bRing
answers too..
but oh
hEart you
free.. you briGht
you LiGht.. never
boarders of
equations
AS you..
you Free
and mE too..
as heARt WiLL
alWays beat science
as science has no heARt @ALL..:)

*
Well.. the best thing to me about
typing is.. it is like the percussion
of playing the piano.. left and
write brain way stimulating..
although i used to play
piano strictly
by sheet music
similar
to how
some folks
write poetry
according to
forms that already
pass.. the creative
spark comes in my
fingers at the end
of my Piano Keyboard
freeR career and comes to
an end with
Carpal Tunnel
Syndrome..
but not
too late
for me
to transfer
my one
dictation
sound
recording
device
AS
freely
composed
music then..
to YOU
TUBE..
however..
an Apple Keyboard
and free scroller along
with my iMac 27″ screen
takes care of all of that..
and now i play poetry now
on this digital keyboard
with the sound of
my drumming
fingers
making
an expresSinG
heARt SpiRit
of SonG of human
voice in shapes.. and
nah.. it doesn’t come from
a conscious mind.. of analytical
thought.. this is free verse baby
from the heArt SpiRit
of my
SoUL
SonG..
and that my friend
is a gift from GOD
that no human
will ever
be able
to duplicate
between
me and
God.. so haha..
not even a worry
over copyright
as my
finger
print
is in the ART
my friend..
so sure
i am fortunate
to be this close
to GOD wHere
we wRite the
sAMe
as
ONE
FORCE
OF NATURE
TOGETHER NOW..:)

Side note begins..
And yes.. the best
thing about all
my *AsteRisk
friends who
are truly
no risk
at all
iS..
i don’t
have to worry
about anyone
getting bent
out of shape
in taking what
i do out of the
context of what i
intend.. without
anyway to understand
the meaning iN the first
place OMG.. even with
a clear explanation
from me..
but never
the less a
poeTry muse
is a poeTry
muse.. no
matter
dArk or
LiGht..
both
can be used
as vessels
and vehicles
housing TRUTH
AND LIGHT FOR
INSPIRATION NOW!
sure.. Wisdom
and Love iS
where it’s
at but
that will
never come
without
patience
and tolerance
for those among
us who are different
now.. and sure
that takes
open minds
away from
science
toward
heARt of
human being
above goals
and accomplishments
of material desires..:)

And now in revieWinG
the coming rest
of 20 out of 22
prompts all have
welcomed me in
the past and
do not
moderate
and delete
me out of their
poetry “kingdoms”
and that is cool as
i do enjoy the liGhter
aspects of Life wHere
folks do welcome the
different among
us.. sure
including
me..
i mean
crap.. i
don’t bite..
side note ends..;)

What i Love about NatUre
unadulteRaTinG
by human
hands iS
iT is trUly
free verse
@heARt
and so
iS God..
only humans
make life anything
else than free verse
with science
minds.. as
sure i livedevil
that human
evilive trap
before..
sMiLes.. wInks..
and yes.. i see now
thAT free verse heRe
of NaTure iN yoUr
eYes.. hear..:)

Life without challenge
is a road of
quicksand
in the end..
as far as
i for one
see now..
all those challenges
make you the survivor
you are now.. and the
SpiRit comes through
loud and clear
in all of your
efforts
of making
Life Art..
so many ways
to do that truly
iN liGht..
and sadly
it is among
the sofTest
lives
that
sink the
deepest
without
challenge..
and lose
life as art..
man.. i’m glad
i didn’t have it all
then.. either.. as
i learn
all is
not what
it is cracked
UP to be.. in terms
of what i am spoon-
fed from birth.. outcasts
make the cast iN
the end..
and MEANS..
sMiles..
Glenn..:)

SMiLes.. the best thing about
social media to me..
iS an opportunity
for people
to tell their
truth.. dArk
or liGht
iT
comes out..
and i WiLL rather
see it in passing
than never
see it
at
all..
WE are
different
WE are
same..
but
bottom
and top
line
we are
HUMAN
AND
WORK
best
with
Love..
rare perhaps..
but still common
potential in most
of us.. still living
at
least..
the best thing
of aLL iS.. iT
CAN be
contagIOUs..:)

sMiLes Victoria..
the first thing that
hits me here is
your price
of Gas
In Nevada..
here in Northwest
Florida i pay
1.89 for a
$19 dollar
fill-up in
my Honda
Civic two-door
coupe..
as opposed
to your $3.73
cents close
to
Casino Land…
but seriously i was
just thinking about the
back to the future of
our gas prices
here.. as i am
paying the
equivalent
of about
75 cents
a gallon vs.
my Sports Utility
vehicle before now..
anyway may the
Force of Oil come down
soon for you too.. in terms
of dollars and sense.. as
Gas iS pouring relatively
free here
for
now..
and thank goodness
we don’t have all
those clouds of
white we have
here when
gas is
19 cents
a gallon.. in
the 60’s of STINKY pollution
here then.. yes.. i’d rather have
expensive gas than
clouds of
poison..
sMiles again..
ups and downs
of using old dead
dinosaurs and
such as that..
to make
a living..;)

Oh pain.. oh emotion
so intertWined
as bedfellows
of human
misery..
suffering
particularly
in young then
and beautiful
ages..
wheRe intelligence
iS iN balancing our
insides with outsides..
emotions move
through a
dance of
poeTry..
iN mind
or body..
preferAbly
sTill both
more ..
humans.. who continue
to move.. different..
oil a heArt more
for smoothand
now efficient
balancCinG
OpeRationS..
finely hUman
tunEd Ferraris..
Zoom Zoom
human Loves
best iN Balance..
fine stRinGs of humaNmusic’S
heARt.. SpiRit.. Loving SoUl.. now..
Beauty radiates from inside.. alWays
expresSinGSonG in many splendoRead wAY..:)

Yes.. my friend.. while most folks here can
only see the beauty in your face then..
the emotional pain is obvious
to me.. written
clearly on
that pretty
face.. and surely
it is often the beautiful
ones who pain more lonely
than
anyone
else..
and yes.. my
friend that pain
seems to come through
your same responses here..
Love is a practice that never
ends
in
different..
my friend…:)

Now a copy and
paste from
the pre-prepared
response back to
Shawna whose blog
has disappeared now..
and then off to work-out
and re-create before i
finish this really
really long post
later
tonight..:)

Swirling ‘magins
sorting jungle
deserts swimming
tortoise knows no
shell of
blue ray
home.. oh
nature.. o’rains..
blizzard thanks
no doctor
reigns..
lump
iS
digone..:)

6:17 pm..

Back at 8:25 pm
for more.. visit
with sister.. as
dam.. i forget
Holiday Hours
of gym close
early.. now
but never
the less
visit
with
sister..
and gym
comes tomorrow
as this is the first
regular day i have now
missed in like a year..
everyone deserves a
break now and
then i guess..
hehe..
even
me..
but sure no
breaks now.. just
MORE POEtRY!..:)

And yes.. there is science
to dance as well as art..
as a free verse
dance of
life frees
positive
emotions
integrates
senses.. increases
focus.. short term
working memory
now of cognitive
executive functioning
dance with no rules
of science but
science
that is
art
as free
no where to
go but move
as ART.. and
fear falls
far
far
behind
until it disappears
in a cloud of star dust
and we become
danCinG LOVE
Stars
of the day
and night
of dArk coming
AS new liGht JuST
now.. Awakening
Force of Dance FREE1!..:)

COld of body
CoLd of mind
distance heARt
closes spiRit..
soUl
a miNd
and boDy
balaNce..
My brain works
as a movie projector
in what might be called now
a photogenic ruminator
too.. best medicine
for me is to move
free verse
in addition
to word
verse..
to escape
this picture
memory
machine..
and sure words
too.. too many
words can take
away the flesh of
feeling and sensation
escaping with a monitor of mind..
yeah.. i for one.. bRinG it all
back with Dance..
and surprisingly
fear leaves
be
hind..
and does
not come back..
the best surprise
i feel of all iN a
FREE VERSE DANCE
NOW OF LOVING LIVING LIFE..:)

SMiLes.. my friend Candy
i free verse all the now
but if it is ever pen
and paper.. the
most Sanskrit
will be
from me
is chicken
scratch..
as i literally
have a hard enough
time writing my name
legibly.. in fact it comes
out different every time..
so yes.. i am impossible
to counterfeit.. hehe..NOW
in more
ways
than
some..
but yes.. just
put my fingers
on some keys
and either a piano
man or
UniVerse
of WORDS
COME OUT!
THANKS GOD
THE KEYS
COME BE
FOrE
i for
one get here NOW!!!..
mind and keys spells
and plays notes and
words of flow.. mine now..:)

i suppose the invention
of the PILL is a major
precipitating force
of 60’s change
as i look back
on how much events did
change.. TV still censored
but real life coming free..
in so many ways.. escaping
human shelters away WITH
fuller freedoms as
as well.. but yes..
the 70’s.. ending
of the Vietnam
war and the
disco explosion
still dances in me.. as teen..
smiles.. and thanks for sharing..:)

Heart felt feelings for the loss of your
baby.. my friend.. my wife and
i feel that pain too..
in the 90’s and
’69 the year
my first
cousin
and only
son of
Aunt
dies in
a fiery
helicopter
crash in Vietnam..
and ever sense then
i see and feel the senselessness
of all the wars.. in my lifetime
at least.. and hope for
Peace with a
freest Dance
of Life..
for what
those like
my cousin
died for
so i
can
do this free..
no matter what
anyone else thinks
and feels in the GOOD
‘ole U S of A still now..
with hopefully
always
brighter
ways of Peace
and Love now..
with songs from
the Beatles that do
say that is all we need now..:)

*
Smiles.. humans naturAlly
full of imagination and
creativity.. cover
it all up
except
for eYes..
and the art
will be eyes
of every make-up
paint possible..
as there is
always
plan
B.. C..
and X
for being
different beyond
Z.. if all the letters
of the Alphabet are
censored out now..
Free human
will
Be no
different
than the
GOD of ALL..
as always change
for the new for NOW..:)

Smiles.. truly the fortunate
ones of us have Mothers
or memories
of Mothers
that fit
the human
archetype
of Loving Mary..
so many do not
and that is one
of the saddest parts
of life to me.. and
truly still now
my saving
grace.. the Love
of a mother named
Helen.. could be
Mary.. Love
stays..
and always
comes
again.. now as REAL..:)

A common story
so empty so sad..
the death of a child’s
heart likely broken..
abused or neglected
altogether..
where only
pain
can
break
the well
of empty
that never
feels the
healing
waters
of
Unconditional
Love.. the ultimate
healing force of human
being still now.. as freer..
and sadly if not grown
from early
possibly
never grown
at all.. saddest
part of life at
all
a child
unloved….cold…
numb…death…iN Life…

Smiles.. my Aunt Jettie of 94.. living
so many years without even
a radio.. where human
conversation is free
verse poetry..
both in
emotional
song of voice
and epic length
of hours iN reciprocal
Art of human communication..
i at 47.. she at 94.. i at the end
of ropes and fences of mechanical
government cognition work.. i
so quiet.. emotions dead and
gone.. she crippled.. 90 Lbs..
4 feet 9.. barely walking
but she can
talk for
hours and
i have neither
spirit for words
or words for spirit
to say more than
a sentence here
or there..
SMILES
ARE GONE
THEN.. DID
laughs ever
exist..
memory
gone of
even laughs..
now there is
11 million words from
me.. free verse is a way
of life again.. the poet
that was my natural
Aunt and easily
seen still new
now in movies
passed before the
60’s.. AC.. radios..
and the death
of living rooms
and front
porches..
is my innate
human power again..
where any stranger can
be my friend in the flesh and
blood world.. but only usually
in dance.. as the fences of words
are snippets of text with little emotion
or even human being left.. what is left
is the machine
that rules
the world
now..
but i refuse
to be taken hostage..
my heArt WILL BE FREE..
and IS FREE NOW.. A PRACTICE
of HUMAN
WITH
NO
END..
BUT MEANS..:)

Smiles.. days of past..
3 or fewer
channels..
National
eyes see
similar..
culture reigns
same.. but what
about today..
in shaRinG..
ha! i suppose
Star Wars is about
as close as we get
to positive culture..
but of course there
are terrorist attacks
and politics..
sad world
when negative
rules and common
elements of Love
are so spread out
and far.. but sure
there is war.. there
is hate.. fear.. division
and Love
still
Wins
a common
denominator
of liGht..
against
the terminators
still living now as
fearful machines..
so spread
out..a
Zombie
Apocalypse..
a True thief
in the Night
of human’s
dArkest
soUls..
of heArt
and SpiRit
cOld…

After watching
so many
debates
iT gives
me hope..
faith.. and
more belief
to hear at
least one
of the
candidates
end their speech
with MAY THE
FORCE BE WITH
YOU.. but nah..
you Know
what they
say about
politics..
so that
is all i’ll
say about that..
except for LOVE1
and yes.. 2PEACE2
a common denominator3
of Unification against Division4
and sure.. may be the FORCE5
be with you TOO6!
as
ALWAYS
WELL7..
NOW8..:)!
(:but you’ll
have to come
here to see NOW8;)

Ancestors.. living predators
of capture and prey
of escape..
where prayers
are moving invisibly
where not even leaves
break a step
of natural
ballet..
to go back
there and come
again.. where not
even rice paper
of martial
arts
breaks..
a place of balance..
a place of 360 degrees
of all of body movement..
where emotions are
ruled by bio-feedback
and senses are
integrated
as body
in proprioception
becoming Nature
one and sAMe..
so sure
God is
in the Moving
someone dreams
words away from GOD
as a three letter GOD..
a trap of mind above
feet that
feel
the
face of GOD..
ironic we are always
standing upon the
Sands of
God but
no longer
feel the
face of
God that
knows now
still Invisible
FEELinG eyes
in
ART
of
Feet..
ALLONe..
instead of Feats..
of hands alone..
Hands solo
work
better
with FEET..:)

i have to say..
the alternative
to social
media
might
be TV..
Interacting
at all might
be better
than just
watching
just watching
and never going
out of the home at all..
even online.. ugh.. and
yes.. as a disabled shut-in
for 66 months
online is an
incredible
blessing
to those
who would
otherwise
be all alone
except for a
TV that never
hears any
human
sign language
at all.. but yes..
flesh and blood is best
and a dance connects best
with even the foggiest
of eyes
stuck
in screens
below.. yeah
look up.. that crazy
Metro Dancing Dude
is at it again.. but the
point is.. yes.. they look up..
dance.. the nuclear modern
option against
online..
a trick and
treat for people
heads who lose
soul and heart
of
body
voice
spirit dead
as alive ugh
scream
of
screen
lost in
a scariest
Twilight Zone
movie ever
then.. real
now..
a cage
of human
being 4 to
5 inches
smAll..
reality now.. more
scary than the
scariest
movie
then..
unwitting
of course..
for most.. NOW..
guinea pigs
in a
social
experiment
where they are
both scientist
and guinea
pig
too..now..ughx2..;)

i am reminded of the weaker..
the powerful.. the Loving..
the fear.. and the
force of
domination
that can be
Nature’s
way too..
soft petals
fall away
Love
goes.. away.. from
childhood dreams
Ah.. gentle ways
of Love.. truly
savior of
adulthood..
in even
living
Life
at aLL..
hardships
of the hUman
softer HeArt..
come greater as LOVE..:)

and that ends all prompts
for now.. and a total of
88 poetic responses
from me all
together
including
33 from
the original
post these comments
are connected to then..
in “Last and First Verses
of God”.. then and now..:)

14,585

Well.. i haven’t quite finished the prompt
about Star Light from dVerse above
or even Started the one
above about Free Writing..
and by the time you read
this both will be finished
but i go wherever the
spirit moves me
in free writing
as termed
free verse
poeTry and
try to make it
look like art instead
of science.. hmm.. ‘this’
iS the ‘comment place’ then..
coming soon.. yes now..
for me to go on
to the next
dVerse online
poet’s pub..
prompt
already
finished
above here..
on Free Verse
poeTry and Prose
writing.. yes.. also
known as stream
of consciousness
free writing..
what i most
always do here on
this site.. rarely going
back and correcting or
even changing anything i
write on the first try.. i just let
it all go and flow baby.. whether
it is a 11 letter word that means
many different things in
prose and poeTry word
now or a Twenty-Six
thousand plus word
total post with main
post and now comments
section like this.. as hey
i am going where no man or
woman has gone before.. Culture
allows that now.. in ways of freedom
of expression that have never been allowed
before.. in ways of free sharing with other human
beings.. to more fully expand human minds.. hearts
and yes bodies.. as free holding hands without science
holding us back
away from
PURE HUMAN
ART THAT YES..
IS FREE… FLOWING
LIKE A LUCID DREAM WAKING
STATE OF WIDE AWAKE BEING
LIKE OUR ANCESTORS ONCE DO..
BEFORE BEING PUT ON TINY
SIDEWALKS OF
CONCRETE
LIFE
THAT SAY
STAY OFF THE
FREE GRASS OF GOD
AT ALL COSTS AND WE
MIGHT EVEN KILL
YOU IF YOU
VEER
OFF THEM..
DEPENDING ON
WHAT COUNTRY OR
CULTURE FOLKS STILL
LIVE IN NOW.. TODAY..
UGH..
freedom of expression
FULL FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION
MEANS HUMAN LOVE AND PEACE
AS EVERYONE BECOMES HAPPY
AS MOVING.. CONNECTING
CREATING HUMAN
BEINGS
THE WAY
THAT GOD
MAKES
US.. NOT
THE WAY THAT
CULTURES.. RELIGIONS..
PRESIDENTS.. KINGS.. QUEENS..
PRIESTS.. PASTORS AND OTHER
CLERICS MAKE US
AS A PAPER
AND PRINT
HUMAN BEING
INSTEAD OF THE
FLESH AND BLOOD REAL
THING BABY.. THAT BREATHES
FREE AND IS NOT SUFFOCATED
BY BOOKS AND SCHOOL..
OF CULTURE AND
YES RELIGION
TOO..
Yes.. the great thing about fully
free all CAPS is it allows a total
free-On expression of human
communication without
any breaks or pauses..
it’s kinda like
God talking..
if you will..
as God has no limitations
of what GOD does..
God just
is..
and so is
free writing
it is just is what
comes when a human
being lets it all go and flows
baby flows as freest human being..

SO.. in quoting Jack Kerouac from the
Website dVerse.. Jack.. a famous
modern day Free Verse Poet
suggests the next..

“1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and
wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy
2. Submissive to everything, open, listening
3. Try never get drunk outside yr own house
4. Be in love with yr life
5. Something that you feel
will find its own form
6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind
7. Blow as deep as you want to blow
8. Write what you want bottomless
from bottom of the mind
9. The unspeakable visions of the individual
10. No time for poetry but exactly what is
11. Visionary tics shivering in the chest
12. In tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you
13. Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition
14. Like Proust be an old teahead of time
15. Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog
16. The jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye
17. Write in recollection and amazement for yourself
18. Work from pithy middle eye out, swimming in language sea
19. Accept loss forever
20. Believe in the holy contour of life
21. Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind
22. Dont think of words when you stop but to see picture better
23. Keep track of every day the date emblazoned in yr morning
24. No fear or shame in the dignity of yr
experience, language and knowledge
25. Write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it
26. Bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual American form”

So yes.. i F in DO ALL THIS HERE.. BEFORE i even hear about
Jack Kerouac.. and it is times like this now.. that i am so happy
i decide to no longer attempt to link my art at dVerse as
there is always so much limitation and
expectation in the science
minds of the folks
who run the
place..
and that’s
okay.. as they
volunteer to do it..
and i ain’t here to publish
for bucks.. i’m just herENow
to share ART.. beginning
and ending of story..
i am already
financially
independent..
and any one who
thinks they are gonna
ever make a living
off of what they
write..
is not much
different really
than the average
kid in school.. who thinks
they are gonna NOW become a
professional football player..
and there are so many limits
and expectations of the publishing
world.. that now is no different than
when Walt Whitman is alive.. if ya really
wanna do something free.. ya gotta do it
YA-SELF.. WITHOUT ANY OTHER
FOLKS TRYING TO CHANGE
YOUR RECIPE
FOR THE
CAKE
YOU
ARE
MAKING
WITH ALL YOUR
ICING STILL ATTACHED…
SO NO.. I WILL NOT LIKELY
EVER LINK TO ANOTHER ONLINE
POETRY CLUB AS IT IS NOT MUCH
DIFFERENT THAN WORKING FOR THE
GOVERNMENT WITH ALL ITS RED TAPE..
AND I ALREADY DID THAT FOR A QUARTER
OF A CENTURY.. SO YES.. DONE WITH THAT..
so anyway.. the rule makers at dVerse created
restrictions within their so-called free
writing prompt that includes
it must be hand written
first.. in a time
span of 9
minutes
with a timer
and then ya can
go back and change
stuff after that..
OMG.. IS WHAT
I SAY TO THAT..
AS OMG.. IF
JACK COULD
HAVE THIS NEW
DIGITAL KEYBOARD
TOOL OF A COMPUTER
TO DO HIS THING.. SO MUCH
MORE WOULD BE HIS PRODUCTIVITY
OF OUTPUT THEN.. he goes to all the
trouble of connecting pages of
paper together in his typewriter
so he will not have to stop in
fast flow of stream of
conscious typing..
so dVerse
goes back
to the
dinosaur
age of
writing
long hand
with pen and
paper.. and takes
Jack’s new dream
of technology enhancing
art away.. but no.. nothing
i do here from now on will
ever be limited by someone
else’s perception of
time.. distance
or space..
as i will
to be
me..
and me
is what i’ll be
whether that is a
10 letter expreSsinG
word like expreSsinG
by itself..
or tens of thousands
of words in epic free
verse written text..
photos.. and videos
of what will be the
main post.. and
comments
section
of this
blog post
before all is said
and done here.. NOW..
after ALL i read a book
in an hour.. and write
one in a few days..
so what.. if i
can do it..
i just do it..
whether anyone
reads it or not..
for the Love
of ART of
being
just now
baby just
now like Jack
and all his friends
who love Art better
than hard concrete
sidewalk
ways
of life..:)
Anyway.. to finish up
the Star Light prompt
now.. and back here
later as above also
to do 22 prompts
on so-called
free writing
FORM AT dVerse
then..
before i finish
this baby all up..
let Microsoft
word count
what i do..
and add
some science
in too.. by way
of facts in figures..
as well.. smiles..
and THEN i WiLL
transfer all of it..
only changing the
center
justification
in this next
post titled
‘LiGht aWakens”
and see what
symbols
of form..
ART
makes
of THAT
FREE BABY..
JUST GOD AND
ME SPEAKING THROUGH
THIS PAINT OF KEYS ON
CANVAS
OF WORD
PRESS FREE!..:)
AND YES.. already
to this point.. before
i finish the star light
prompt above.. Microsoft
word says i have
14,860
words in
the comment
section that already
makes this post my
longest.. weighing
in now at..
11,777
14,860
26,637..:)
Oh yes.. ADDitionAlly
the longest poem ever
written is the Mahābhārata
AT 1.8 MILLION WORDS.. and
while some folks may wonder
why when they click on KATiE
MiA FredericK!iI.. there are
no abbreviated versions of free
verse epic poetry.. one by one
it is for ONE REASON AND FEELING
AND THAT IS.. these words that will now
comprise 616 posts are actually chapters
of ONE LONG POEM.. NOW AT APPROXIMATELY
3 MILLION WORDS OR SO.. OR MORE.. as i write
well over 8 million words on the Wrong Planet
and so many places in addition to here..
is the Free Verse Epic Poem of my
uploaded soul.. that includes
so much more than
any poem has
included
in multi-media
too.. as not only
are there words from
my soUl.. expresSinG
in SpiRit of my HeARt..
tHere is also what i see
on a day to day real time
basis.. what i hear..
along with
all i feel..
yes.. uploaded
here online.. and why
do i do it.. ’cause
God motivates me to
do it.. from
day one..
on November
26th.. 2010
Thanksgiving
day.. in that first
word that was a mountain
of pain with type two atypical
Trigeminal Neuralgia.. ya see..
the world loves ya.. when ya have
something to give.. and give is what
i do all through my work career..
but when i could give no more..
the world discarded me
like a piece of
garbage.. overall..
no one could see
or feel the dentist
like drill pain in my
right eye or ear..
some folks
suggested
i get on
and start
a new chapter
in my life.. oh how
i wished to do that so
much for the first two years
trapped in my mind without effective
use of my eyes and ears.. oh how i so
much wanted to feel anything but pain
was all i felt.. all was pain.. nothing
but pain.. yes.. a pain assessed by
modern science as worse than
crucifixion but a cross
that only i could
see and feel..
with
no one
understanding
or feeling it
but me.. fully..
FOR 66 MONTHS..
so these are my
chapters now..
all 616 chapters
in numbers with
this new post
‘LiGht aWakens’
coming in on
Winter Solstice
day on the 22nd
of December..
2015..
only significant
to me.. yes.. but what
i learn from life to this
point is if we are not sure
we become significant to our
will with God alone.. we will
never be ALLONE with others
as others.. will never
be bound to
give us
Love..
when we
fall as Angel
to Devil to
ground NOW
in this life
with or without
our intentional
hands.. so i rise
up with words first..
then dance..
and here
is the
“SonG
oF
mY
SoUL”..
YES.. ALL
616 CHAPTERS
OF IT.. SO FAR..
WITH YES.. MUCH..
MUCH.. MORE TO COME..
GOD WILLING WITH
ME NOW.. JUST
NOW..
it is what
is is and i
am alive here..
and in flesh and
blood life i dance
with all others.. and
words will never ever
approximate a dance
F U L L Y N O W
with all others
and the
rest of
Nature
NAMELY
GOD
iN NOW
IN REAL LIFE
JUST NOW AS IS..
IN MIND AND BODY
BALANCE WITH GOD..:)

So yes.. if ya wanna
read my 3 million word
plus epic free verse
multi-media
poem..
where there is
truly no end
or beginning..
THE COST IS FREE..
FROM ME..
but sure as
in all stuff
life you will
need the tools
to just do it..
an open mind..
a fast computer..
and adequate broad
band access that already
IS available in the U.S.
with just an iPhone 6s
with its regularly
monthly fee though
a place like
i use with
AT
and
T..
And sure it takes
modern technology
with the likes
of Steve Jobs
inspiring
it to
get to this
point to access
my miNd and boDy
spiRit.. heArt
and soUl
in balance..
but nothing
comes easy
and free in
life.. it’s
practice
of ART
that
makes
iT all
worth IT
now.. as
life is truly
a Journey with
unlimited paths
for those who are
never stuck in
a destination
of past
or future
illusions of
anywhere
but
here..
NOW
JUST
NOW..
iN ARt
aS GOD
eYes..:)

And here’s to the
different amoNG
us who WiLL
never be
forgotten
for they
are as
free..
as it is the
free among
us who Love
the HARDEST
AND LONGEST
OF ALL TIMES
PLACES
AND
DISTANCE
JUST ASK
THAT LITTLE
BABY FROM
DECEMBER
25TH.. and
sure you can
ask me too..
as i put
my baby
picture
up on the
Wrong Planet
online December
25th of 2010.. as
i finally get the
strength to do it..
and sure i find
it ironic
that
my
soul
is born
online in
visual image
again as smiling
baby AVATAR on Christmas
day.. as certainly
i am too weak
sick
and in
extreme
pain to
Celebrate
Jesus then..
but sure i
F In WiLL
be Jesus
now..
in metaphor
of course ONline
and who knows maybe
i now will illustrate
Jesus for a thousand
years hear.. make
no mistake.. that
now is
my
mission
as soldier
of GOD with
words.. photos..
and videos.. instead
of sWORds.. Love will
FIND A WAY.. IF WE DO
BECOME THE
LOVERS
OF THE
PAST PRESENT
COME ALIVE NOW..
PREPARE YE A WAY
FOR LOVERS ALIVE
ESCAPING
FROM
STATUES
AND BOOKS
OF THE PAST..
AND NO OF COURSE
I AM NOT THE ONLY
ONE AS THERE ARE
LITERALLY MILLIONS
OF OTHERS ILLUSTRATING
THIS LOVE ONLINE AS WELL
NOW AS THIS
SPEAKS
OR THEN..
LOVE LIVES
ON A CROSS OF NOW..
sImply
’cause it is
the riGht thInG
to do.. WE soldiers
are no longer F IN s
as storm troopers..
and you’LL have to
at least Wiki
the New
Star Wars
movie to
more fully
understand
what “Soldiers
of the LiGht
Force aWaken” means Now..
now to end on a liGht
NOTE of the ‘SonG
oF mY SoUL’ of
course.. wRite
noW oN
COURSE
NOW!..
as i continue
to go wHere no
one has gOne
beForE..
in the
E-World
UNI-
VERSE
N0W..
yes.. i like
StarTrekKinG2..
And
Make no
miStake
tHe REAL
KinG iS
L O V E
TREE of
Life AS
PASSiONatE
UNCOnDITiOnAL
COURAGEoUS LOVE
FROM THE BEGINNING
TO THE END AND
BEGINNING
A
GAIN..
anything
else is A
nTi-CHRIST.
PERIOD NOW
AND THAT IS
ALL THAT IS TOO..
AS iT.. what IT iS
NOW just
IS
NOW..:)

16998

WeLL..
as i finish
this coming
post for now..
i do and will
now dedicate
this to the man
Jesus as now
PRESENTed
to us in the New
Testament.. wHere
there are mostly kind
words of Unconditional
Love with sadly still now
some words of swords
but those were the
days then of
tribes of war
that we still
see in the
middle east
not too different
from the times of
the man Muhammad
then.. we are so lucky
to live on Free Soils in
the U.S. rarely stained
by conflicts with other
countries.. in terms of
blood and bones..
now a place
a Loving
man can
be the
role model
of other men
and women alike..
And it is the words
of that man named Jesus
that made an outcast like
me in my days of school..
not so lonely.. knowing
and feeling that at
least there was/is
someone
like
me in
a book that
gains respect..
although i never
could understand
why the so-called
Christians in my area
never acted like Jesus
until i found out they
don’t believe ya have
to do anything
but believe
without
works
to get
a free ticket
to heaven after
life.. just a recitation
of John 3:16 is all they
THINK IT TAKES but
my friends.. Love is
a way.. not a
group of words
alone.. and the
best representations
of Jesus are like the
one in the Movie
‘Killing Jesus”
by a Catholic
man Bill O’Reilly
who plays another
role on FAUX news..
but anyway.. Jesus there
is shown as no king.. only
a humble prophet as teacher
and healer who will lay his
life down to
bRing Love
to other
men and women..
a man who will stay
beside a person with
epilepsy with compassion
while other folks of the ignorant
past call that person demon possessed
not knowing there is simply a neurological
disorder behind the same grimacing faces
my wife Katrina makes in her complex
partial seizures while i compassionately
wait by her side.. as it passes
with Love instead
of Hate
and injury
to those
who are
different..
yes.. this presentation
of Jesus is not just worth
respecting it is worth
copying and that
is what the
Catholic Church
teaches the best
it can at present
with Labyrinth Rules..
Restrictions.. and Limits
of the past.. as my old
Tennis Buddy Monsignor
Mike clearly says along
with his deacons now
that to receive
communion
is to agree
not just
to believe
in the Son of
Man.. Jesus but
to become him
and as Jesus says
in the New Testament
as reported there to
become more than
even he.. in acts
of hope.. faith
and belief
in emotion
inspiring acts
of service to fellow
men and women..
as loving oneself
as greatly as one
Loves others
and God
as Nature
same..
but yes..
the core issue
is Loving Oneself..
understanding God
lives within us..
and iS truly
never separate
from us.. unless
we gain an illusion
of separation of GOD
as the REST OF NATURE..
THAT IS THE FIRST CHORE..
FINDING BALANCE IN ONESELF
AND SADLY SCHOOL RARELY
TEACHES MOVING ART OF
EMOTIONAL REGULATION
AND SENSORY INTEGRATION
AS TRULY IT IS ART AND NOT
SIDE-WALKING CURRICULUM
OF SCIENCE SAME
METHODS
OF TEACHING
WAYS OF PAST..
INSTEAD OF NEW
WAYS OF MOVING ART
OF HUMAN BEING..
IMAGINATION
AND CREATIVITY
SET FREE AS GOD
WILL NATURALLY
HAVE US BE..
SO YES.. regardless
of who Jesus was in
real life then.. we can
be this REAL LOVING
JESUS NOW..
AND HELL
YES IT TAKES
REAL WORK
AND PRACTICE
TO ENTER INTO THE
KINGDOM OF MIND AND
BODY BALANCE WITH ALL
LOVE OF OTHERS AND THE
REST OF NATURE.. but Jesus
talked about that eye of needle
and camel.. and yes.. the religions
of today.. and cultures.. mostly
are that huge
camel
today..
spoon-
fed from
birth until it
chokes the Truth
and Light.. as Wisdom
and Love out of the
all innate.. instinctual
and intuitive spark
and flAMe
of GOD
THAT
LIVES
WITHIN US..
OUTSIDE US..
ABOVE SO BELOW..
AND ALL AROUND US..
SO A TOAST TO THIS
SON OF MAN JESUS
AND A TOAST
OF US
TO BE A LOVING
MAN AND WOMAN
OF GOD AS WELL
AS THE TRUE GOOD
NEWS OF JESUS IS WE
TRULY ARE ALL SONS
AND DAUGHTERS OF
GOD AS ALL OF
GOD’S
CREATION
CLEARLY IS
FOR NOW..
JUST NOW..
ONE LIVING GOD
WITH US ALIVE..
So if you are a so-called
Christian what are you going
to give Jesus for Christmas..
the best gift for an Unconditionally
reported LOVING man like Jesus is to
become that
Love
maNi
or
wo
Man
FEST
AS HUMAN
BEING AND IF
WE ALL DO THAT
THIS PARTY IS GOING
TO BE CHRISTMAS
ALWAYS
NOW..
AS
SURELY EVERY
NOW i for one
am REBORN
WITH
GOD..
A NEW
ART FOR
EVERY NOW..
Anyway.. i am a drummer
boy and all these 30 or
so thousand words
of my heArt
SpiRit’s
SoUL BeATs
now in this
“Last and
First Verse
of God”
post through
comments
section..
are a gift
to ALLnOW
as Jesus
wiLL have
iT both
THEN AND
NOW.. AS WILL
BE THIS POST
TITLED “SonG
oF mY SoUL”.. NOW..:)

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Last and First Verses of GOD

Posted on December 17, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

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Himali Quotes:

“Instead of Wondering when
your next vacation is,
maybe you should
set up a life
you don’t
need
to escape
from…”

-Seth Godin

i say..

SMiLeS.. Himali..
StayCaTioN Free
within never ending now
alWays Living Peace and Love Now..
Director.. Producer.. And PLAYer of one’s
OwnEd Play WitH Allthatis.. AsonE or
Daughter
ONE..:)

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/12/chemistry-of-truth-and-light-free-verse.html

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/13/thirteen-days-of-christmas-grinch/

More deep ‘Facebook memories’
from a year ago
to date..
and sure
the X-Grinch
HeArt continues
to GROW GROW GROW!
EVER GROwING
MORE
NOW..;)

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Is that a Gun..
and or are you
happy
to see me..wink emoticon..
Classic 26-year marriage selfie..
And if you notice what Katrina
has in her arms.. she says..
i am the gift that keeps
giving no gifts..
as that is
a gift
from a very
nice Cajun
Lady at Church
with a name of LiL..
and it may be unTil
Hell Freezes over..
before i give a gift..
as Katrina gets
all the money
any
way..
and spends
it however she
likes.. my
penance
for putting
her on a strict
$75 weekly budget..
for 23 years.. so
now her reward is
to spend it all..
but no..
i will
not let
her run out..
as i for one ain’t
going back to the
cultural ideals of work..
Nah.. i will do what i am
proficient at in eYes of
God.. NOT ICE
OF CULTURE
WITH DEAD
HEART.. SPIRIT..
AND SOUL.. iN WAYS
OF MACHINE COGNITION..
AnyWayS.. more fun Church..
Farm.. Mall.. Bookstore..
and Publix store photos
coming to my latest
blog post.. titled..
‘Godprints iN skeyes’..smile emoticon

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Last and first verse
of the beginning
and end of
the bible
of
God..
Oh.. how humans with limited eYes of God..
with their order.. with their controls..
and boundaries attempt
to make perfection in
life wHere humanly
held definitions
of perfection
if ever
humanly
obtained..
will surely be
a literal hell that
never changes.. NOW
God is the ultiMate
work of art.. alWays
changing and
we are a
reflection
of God
only if
always
changing
as well..
and
when
we
thread
God through
a
needle hole
of limits and or
us.. we make an
illusion of order that
is a step now.. at least.. to
real literal hell… How many
heArts that have lost the ART
to Love or never gained the essence
of Love that never ends or begins as free..
Yes.. how many of these poor soUls out of
mind and body balance.. with little emotion
of heArt and spiRit of emoTioN ExpresSinG
a soUl in MiNd and body Balance with
all others as the rest of God’s
Nature.. YES.. how many
of these poor
spiRits
and
heARts
AND SoUls
go on to collect
stuff to fill a space
that can never be filled
including other human
animals as well as
other animals
other than
human
animals..
through fear..
subjugation of
control.. and power
plays for illusory status
as Kings and Queens in
a world of empty heArts
that are never ever
truly satisfied
as long
as heARt
spiRit and
SoUlS ARE
empty
of emotion
of Love and
all prosocial emotions
associated with Love
that are always
giving
always
filling and
never empty
places of SoUl..
so alone.. so limited
as to control other pArts
of Nature for illusory order..
is to control one’s self as well..
as ego.. for illusory ego..
bound by the chains
of culture
and or
religions as
well.. truly not
so well at ALL..
as ALL is EVER CHANGING
ALL CAN NEVER BE RULED OR
CHANGED IN REALITY AS REALITY
IS GOD AND ALL THAT IS THAT IS
EVER CHANGING AND WHEN
WE COLLECT.. AND CONTROL..
FOR ORDER
WE STAGNATE
NO DIFFERENT
THAN A
PORTRAIT
OF ILLUSORY PERFECTION
THAT NEVER CHANGES TOO..
But fear not.. no matter how hard
human tries to create non-changeable
order human fails again and again.. and again..
no matter how tall and almost perfect grand pyramids
are.. they will eventuAlly fall as Star dust comes
to create us..
from the humble
stArts of change
come the greaTesT
continuAlly changing Arts
and human who will limit or
think they can perfect any ART
is surely under the guise of blinds
of illusion as only a path of hell..
where human eyes of
perfect
are God’s
eYes of Masterpiece
of EVER CHANGING ART
THAT NATURE WHEN FREE
AND WILD ILLUSTRATES ALL AROUND
US.. so no matter how many cloud shots of
God i take with my humanly made camera..
God has another masterpiece of God’s
eYes of perfection
that is always
changing
and never
limited by order
of illusory human eyes
of control.. or science.. haha!
as science measures but
God is
the Painter
with always
a new brush
in store
for now.. so to paint
with God is to alWays
change as it is the change
that is the beauty and never
the order
alone that
we create as illusions
for those of us who do not
have the gift of overflowing
Unconditional Passionate Love
that is the totAlly satisfying fuel
of Life that powers our force of
imagination.. and creativity
to create the
kind of art
of HeArt that
are God eYes
of always
changing
Perfection..
so how many times has the
so-called bible.. where no letters
were to be added or taken away as
changed through history.. of course
from the very first word of oral
tradition they changed
again and again
as they
have
through
printed revisions
as well.. but alas
not to fear.. as
that is just
a reflection
of the True God
of ALL who will have
change and never human
ideals
of
order
and stagnation
alone.. no matter how
hard humans try to imprison
themselves in same no matter how
hard they try to stay in hell.. change
always comes.. as
God is in control
as the GreaTest
work of
All
that is
ALLTHATIS…
LOOK AND FEEL..
INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
ABOVE.. SO BELOW
AND ALL AROUND AND
GOD WILL SHOW ONE
CHANGE WITHOUT FAIL..
TO STAY THE SAME
IS A SILLY
HUMAN
ATTEMPT
AT SEPARATION
FROM GOD IN ALL
THE WAYS THAT COMES
IN HUMAN ILLUSORY
CULTURES AND
OR
RELIGIONS
SAME
AS HELL..
BUT AGAIN ALAS.. AS TRUTH LIGHT..
GOD WILL NEVER ALLOW
HUMANS TO MAKE THE
SAME HELL OVER
AND OVER
AS HUMANS
TOO.. ARE
A REFLECTION
OF AND EVER CHANGING
ART OF GOD AS WELL
AND NEVER EVER
SCIENCE
OF ANY
HUMAN
ILLUSION
ALONE..
ALLONE ALLCHANGING
NO START AND NO
BEGINNING
ALWAYS
CHANGING
NOW FOR ART
OF GOD
AS
NOW..
So to end.. and BEGIN.. whenever i hear
someone tell me they have a concrete
definition of this or that art..
this or that religion..
or this or that
culture
set in
stone..
i see a devil
who will always
fail in limiting God..
but i forgive the devil
always.. as the devil knows
not what the devil attempts now
to control.. for ever changing God’s
eYes of perfection of art and Never EVER
SCIENCE
ALONE
AS GOD
IS ART AND
HUMAN CREATES
SCIENCE TO TAKE
HUMAN AWAY
FROM ART AND
GOD AS
ILLUSION
OF SCIENCE
INSTEAD OF ART..
So.. science is the devil
and Art is God’s
way of
being..
but no God
is not afraid of
science as humans
create the devil only
as a very limited version
of God’s
art.. God
simply laughs
with eYes of God
at human’s failure
of
seeing
more of GOD
as gifted as
human
Potential..
use the gift of
art or lose it
and gain
the eyes
of illusory
science..
a false
eye
of a needle
that never exists
anywhere with human
but their imaginary books
in art
of sad
stagnation…
So go ahead.. make
a bible or another book
and set it stone..
as sure it
can be
a
millstone
that sinks one
to an illusory
hell away from
God’s art always
changing in a
perfection of
Heaven now
for those
of us
who live
with GOD
now in the Kingdom
of change and beauty OF
GOD ART inside.. outside
above so
below..
ALL
around
USiNOW..
God allows both..
in humans.. as with relative
free will we can be Artists of
infinite liGht or
limited
dark
Scientists
set in concrete
in all
ways
of Truth Light
of Life now human
WitH Will’s Wisdom
of change under the
Power of Love or
with
out..
in a self
designed
culture
and or
religion
assisting
Science of
hell in now..
And when i say
science it is in the
original way of systemizing
life.. instead of Arting life as Free
as our ancestors always do until
they start collecting
words
and
call
that
a three
letter
word
named
a
needle
as GOD..
God is bigger.. SO MUCH
BIGGER THAN A THREE
LETTER ILLUSORY
WORD
OF
HUMAN
SCIENCE..:)!
THANKS GOD!
FOR BEING FREE!
AND i am two too to
be with
YOU ONE..:)!!
ALL HUMANS HAVE
DIFFERENT FINGER
PRINTS AND ALL
HUMANS
GIVEN
AN OPPORTUNITY
TO BE WILD AND FREE
WITH WILL.. WILL CREATE
A DIFFERENT EVERYNOW
BIBLE AS ART INSTEAD
OF SCIENCE
AND GOD
WILL SmILE
AS WIDE AS
INFINITY SMILES
FROM EAR TO HEAR
ALWAYS
NOW..
iNus
iNow..:)

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So.. as what has become a Sunday evening ritual of sorts..
same as Singing in Catholic Church going on Sunday morning..
Rave dance behind 120 Church street at Old Seville
Quarter in Pensacola Fl.. on Thursday Night..
and a martial arts
ballet-like style of
public dance everywhere
i go in Public now from
Super-Walmart to
Biloxi shores
and
sidewalks
of Highway
roads..
since
the end
of August
2013..
YES..
i listen to
trance inspiring
music by Alan
Parsons
in
Barnes and
Nobles.. in
my favorite
aisle of
books
on mind
and body
balance
in front
of the Starbucks
coffee shop where
young college age
brainiacs are fast
at work now then
IN studying AND
expanding their
mechanical cognition
robotic ways of thinking..
there.. is often a group of
girls somewhere in their
early twenties
or perhaps
late teens
who will
start giggling
and videotaping
me and reviewing me
on their smartphones too..
as they feel it will be quite
a hit in their social
networks
per the
crazy Pensacola
Metro area dance
dude captured to share
with friends.. but ha!.. i am
the one with the master plan
to share my messAge of God’s
freedom of art in mind and body
balance with the rest of the world..
while i read a couple of books
with those ear buds
in expanding
my art of dance
to ever increasing
complexities of art
in ALL balance..
grace.. and
strength
of human
being God
art as free..
so they promote this
art free of charge for me..
after all i am financially independent
and far far away from the old school
of mechanical cognition stress..
anxiety.. and worry
over an almighty
god in dollar
of control..
as my God is
God’s Love of Giving
as gifted to human beings
wild and free.. where i am no
human slave to either manmade
culture and or religion.. yes eYes of
God free live all free within me and
my art without any tools necessary as
is my naked body
of dance
i carry and
expand everywhere
i go.. clothed or not..
restricted links or shorts
and creative T-shirts in Barnes and
Nobles.. Biloxi Beaches.. Super Walmart..
Old Seville.. and unlimited numbers of other
places.. my message from God is a
simple
one..
ART
of
Love
as gifted
in human being..
in mind and body balance..
and it is great to know
and feel.. that my art
costs nothing
but the
price of Love..
and my only sacrifice
is 4533 miles now of this
dance of free to share with others
directly.. and through the technology
provided by social
drones who
truly
prepare
the path for
human arts
of God
to be more
fully shared now
than at any time before
in human history.. and truly
it is this freedom of expression
that will one day nullify the spirit
of evil in all terrorist hearts who would
rather instill fear in human rather than
Love.. and hell no.. this is not a metaphor
for Extremist Isis Terrorists alone
as it is all Terrorists
who attempt
to limit
the human
emotional.. sensory
and sensual arts of human
heArt spiRit and SoUl who
are the terrorists who
would separate
human
from
God
but NO..!
with freedom of
expression! we free artists!
of God! are gaining traction!
globAlly and ‘they’
are losing the
battle
of bringing
Hell to the
Heaven of
God that exists
free in human
imagination and
creativity fully sought..
found.. and practiced
as fuller
free as God’s
eyes Live
iN Human
Being
FREE!
NOW!
JUST NOW!
IN THE KINGDOM
OF ART OF GOD’S HEART FREE
AS LIVING IN HUMAN NOW.. JUST NOW..
SHARED.. WITH ALL WHO CARE TO SEE
AND FEEL
GOD
ALL AROUND
ABOVE SO BELOW
AND OUTSIDE
INSIDE
US
JUST
NOW..
And let it be no secret
according to the New Testament..
even if we are to take the words
literally.. Jesus clearly is reported
as saying there will be those who
come after him who do greater
works of hope..
faith.. and
belief than
he is able
to accomplish
in his life.. so
sure.. Jesus is a flame
to start this art of human
Loving all neighbors as
one Love’s oneself
and God the sAMe..
and We.. YES.. WE!
CONTINUE THAT
flame brighter
and brighter as
nows goes on.. so how
would one measure the gift
of someone like Mark Zuckerberg
moving out of schools of previous
thought bRinGing social
connections globAlly
for a potential
world
wide
hive
of
connecting
Love.. and
dissension
too.. for what
is agreed upon
does not work in life..
for a human being who
now will contribute 99%
of 45 billion dollars now
and more that is currently
expanding at the rate of 12
Billion dollars
a year
that may
eventually
feed many more of the
poor of opportunities
for people who in the
past have not had the
opportunity to be equal
contributors in God’s eYes
of Love.. in sharing
with all as brothers
and sisters in
Love with the
REST OF GOD’S
NATURE TOO..
GIVING SO
MUCH MORE
THAN
RECEIVING
ALONE.. THE TRUTH
AND LIGHT IS WHEN HUMAN
IS FREE.. HUMAN IS MAGIC IN
WHAT HUMAN CAN DO FOR LOVE
AND SHARING AND MAKING THE
WORLD A LIGHTER BRIGHTER
PLACE OF WISDOM AND
LOVE
AS
TRUTH
AND LIGHT..
so get ready.. a
whole new generation
of Armies.. Navies
Air Forces
and Marines
as well as
Special Forces
of God’s Soldiers
are coming to cleanse
the earth of evil
spirits of
fear.. control..
subjugation..
and hate..
and OuR
SwordS are
words and all
other forms
in essence of
Art from Song
to Dance to
Poetry..
to sure..
iphone6s
digital
cameras..
allowing
uS to freely
capture the FREE
ART OF GOD ALL AROUND
US NOW.. ABOVE.. SO BELOW
INSIDE AND OUTSIDE US
AS WELL
EITHER
CLOTHED
OR NOT CLOTHED
AS WELL.. GOD IS
FREE.. WE ARE FREE..
AND VICTORY IS OURS
IN ART
AND NEVER
VENGEANCE
OF WEAK
SPIRITED
MEN AND WOMEN
WHO WOULD HOLD
GOD’S FREE HUMANS
HOSTAGE WITH KILLING
BULLETS AND BOMBS
OF FEAR.. HATE..
AGGRESSION..
VIOLENCE
AND WARS..
WE WILL WIN
THIS BATTLE for
LOVE AS GOD iS
GIFTED
In US
N0W..
JUST NOW..
WITH THE ART
OF GOD ALIVE
iN US TO SHARE
AND SHARE MORE
UNTIL EVIL
OF FEAR..
CONTROL
AND HATE
WILTS
UPON
OUR
PRESENCE
PRESENTS
ART
iNOW..!..FREE!..
with GODoNeNOW!..NOW!
And ‘you’ see i am a smAll
pArt of this.. but you see..
theRE is so much joy for me..
in just relating this Truth and
Light of what God has gifted in me
as scribe.. to view the reality of God’s
plan for human and simply relate the reality
of God eYes in human being more fully Real eYeSeD
in God’s eYes of Allthatis..
what i do matters not..
alone.. as God
is moving full
steam ahead
in human
art
of
HeARt
of God
living in us
outside us.. above..
so below.. and all around
us.. Now.. my privilege is only
in the gift of seeing
f e e L i n G
A larger
picture
of
God’s
eYes
now..
and i just
share it as
pArt of God’s
Master plan for
human art with God
heArt
NOW..
and no.. i am
not the only
one.. theRe
are many
more who
will do much
greater than
i too.. i get
a late start
at 53..
imagine
what a person
can do from 13
if culture and or
religion does
not kill God’s
SpiRit of Art
of imagination
and creativity
like it does to
me.. shortly
after i passionately
play a song of Jesus
Christ Super Star
in a middle school
talent show
and am so
moved
i cannot
walk straight
coming from
the piano
and everyone
erupts in laughter
at me instead of with
me in the new found
spiRit of
Christ Consciousness
that lives in me then..
So i follow their rules
of fear.. hate.. and
nullification of
my free heArt..
spiRit.. and
soUl in miNd
and boDy
balance..
otherwise
known
as
Christ
Consciousness
alive and well
at 13.. shot down
by so-called fundamentalist
Christians then.. and their
friends.. i wander a desert of
their heart.. spirit and soul
killing ways for 40 years..
and finAlly after
66 months of
19 disorders
brought about
by culture and
religion’s sick
ways of taking
heArt.. spiRit
and soUl away
in my little
backwards
town
of fear
hate and
patriarchal
rule.. then my
heArt.. spiRit
soUl.. comes again..
Free like A Phoenix
rising from the ashes
born again.. on
or about July
22nd 2013..
and it is
A Baptism
of Fire
and
never
water alone
that brings me
back.. as God shows
me hell first before
God bRings me to heaven
always now
eternAlly
now..
so my mesSage
is simple..
come here
instead
of
go
there..
it is ‘your’
wiLL and freedom
to Live under Love
in Heaven now.. or under
Fear and Hate in Hell now..
my message
is the
first
place
now..
as Jesus..
as Buddha..
as mythological
Krishna.. and Lao Tzu..
just a different way of
saying it in dance
that may break
through
the separation
of words alone..
as my words will
never feel like
the gift of dance
that is free and tailored
by God and me.. for whatever
audience is there at the moment
of God’s art in me expresSinG free
to reach the
heARt.. soUL
and SpiRit
of others
in the
audience
of
NOW
ALLwONe..:)

SMiles.. late.. yes..
but as promised
i’m back Lynn..
and the
secret
to Jesus..
is being
Jesus..
sadly
it’s
still
a secret to most..
my friend Lynn..
Merry
Birthday
of Christ
always now
for those of
us who live
with
Christ
heArts
now..
just
now..
yes what are
‘they’ waiting for
heaven is now
when Christ
lives as our
heArt
now
in spiRit
expreSinG
a balanced
mind and body
as Christ soUl NOW..
per Luke 17:21.. my friend..
the Kingdom of God lives
within
now
just now..
for those
us who live it now..:)

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Taking Selfies Like this on a traveling
Tour Bus is a lot like Surfing..
only difference is
there is no
water
and at
230LBS
and surroundings
of hard metal..
the bigger
they are
the harder
they fall is
applicable..
so as in
all stuff
living
as life..
BALANCE
Baby.. Balance
iS THE nAMe of
the Play of Life as
WELL.. Just.. NOW..:)

AND AS a reminder
the Shaded Santa
T-shirt says
“DON’T STOP
BELIEVING”..
WITH thumbs
UP
NOW!..:)

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Well.. back to dVerse time now
in ramPage Writing PoeTry
Spree..
with Open
Link Thursday
Prompts and
perhaps their
two-week hiatus
starts next
week instead
of this week..
as i see no
note of
coming
hiatus
yet..
but back
to last
Thursday for
now.. with perhaps
Tuesday and Thursday
Prompts for this week..
generating additional
poetic expressions
here for later
on..
with sMiLes
of course
wRite on
C O U R S E..:)

Well.. i can certainly
relate to Loud
and my wife
has difficulty
escaping Loud
as Loud as i am
when speaking
normally
as any Lion
would.. i keep
taling her my
mouth and head
and weight empirically
is twice as big.. and sure
she talks
half
as loud
as me..
it’s not always easy
being big and
loud
or small
and quiet..
but i do like it
loud and
soft
as
well.. as
sMiLes..:)

With silence emotions age..
Feeling waiting listen
for expresSinG
SonG aGain..
Feelings
wait…
no longer does
Song come now..
Feelings never gift
for granted.. Song
goes.. Feelings
go.. eventually
deaf..
as death
in Life..
as
Darkest
coals..
Emotions die..
a quiet death…

Life Reflecting
Dark
Ponds
circling
Lights guise
mirror tales
passing
dArk..
wHere Ark
iS LiGht away
from
Dark..
comes
Light..:)

Love tames wild
and wild loves tame..
and when Love loves wild
and Tame loves Wild..
the end product
can be Love
and Wild
child
together
as one..
so hmm..
when Loving
Horses Mate
with Loving
Horses wHere
does wild go..
waiting..
just
waiting
to wild
again..
Appaloosa
Wild now with
Love’s Mare..
and yes.. my Father is
Wild and Mother is Love..
but i still
have
to
wait..
as wild
leaves early
with only Love..
wINks.. Glenn.. WitH
Wild and Loving Horses..:)

Well.. a little warm-up here..
and work-out time here now
as well to heat-up for that..
back later with more..
more
more..;)

5:41 pm
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Back at 12:50 am
12152015

Slow Dance
Christmas
Candle eYes
never groWinG
old wheRe Love
stays
flame..:)

SMiLes.. tRuly if more people
wiLL enJoY aLL emoTioNs
iN dArk and LiGht oF
Heaven Now..
theRe Will
be less
nightmares
and more lucid
waKing dReams
of imaginaTioN
and creatiVitY
set free in
a poeTry
and dance
of human SonG..
Now.. Just Heaven N0W..
iN All shades and hues of white..
black.. and beyond.. RainBow n0W..:)

Interestingly.. my X-Feral
cat is afraid of no humans
and my always domesticated
cat is afraid of all humans
of the male variety
except for me..
and interestingly..
before i regain
my wild.. i am
a little to a
LOT
shy
and timid too..
only a very soft
species will be afraid
of other members of
the same species..
particularly
if a feral
cat
can trust
humans.. at
least me..
15 times
their
size..
in so many
ways my cat
saves my life i
N heArt terms of
spiRit and soUl..
and allows me much
better to be free
now.. by simply
hearing
all
his
silent
and meowy
lessons of wild for
life of me now.. as
weLL.. and FREE..:)

Ah.. oh..
human awakening..
end no longer
ends..
beginning
comes again..
Oh.. ah..
a child’s
eYes wonder
expresSinG new..
Imagination and
Creativity set
free..
yes.. end
no longer end..
beginning now..
Light awakes iN
Child of Truth..
new begins
end
nevers..:)

Note.. this
is one of the
best poetic
endeavors
i have
read to
date at
dVerse..
sMiles.. and
i’ve read literally
thousands.. rarely
do i compliment..
and never
do
i
criticize..
Inspiration
is my play
all the
way..;)

Fear.. common
denominator
away takes
colors
human..
some fear
red.. some desire
red.. to accept all
colors as is..
a sign
of
fear
less
too..
pasSioN
pLays
read
toWo.. more..:)

Well.. smiLes
Shawna baby..
you have a right
to remain
silent
or do it
however you
like.. so protect
your corrects
in writing
on the
walls
of Poetry
Blues.. and
Whites.. with
Arrows now of
Sagittarian
Purple
Hues
of
Free..:)

Well that’s number
10 with a copy
and paste
of Shawna’s
effort at
10 once
again..
night night
time is here
at 2:17 am..
‘morrow
more
for this
then.. now
with smiles..:)

FinAlly back at
4:12 pm
12172015
to address
and redress
more last
Thursday
open-link
night poetic
expressions
here in micro
to macro way
some more..:)

SMiLes.. DArkness
with no questions..
are no answers
for liGht..:)

Smiles.. again..
those are the
words your poetry
bRings to me.. intended
or not.. as to accept
darkness with no
questions..
is to have
the same
color
blood
as darkness
away from light..
or in other words..
standard cliche of
we can’t keep
quiet
when
darkness
lives before
our eyes..
or
something
like that
part
of
darker
nature..
smiles x3..:)

*
Peace and Love
ironicAlly enough..
stands upon
the flesh..
blood..
and
bones
of all
those
who sacrifice bodies
bRinGinG freedoms to
lives away from fear..
hate.. discord..
and discontent..
Fortunately..
now.. our
soils
are brown
with clear
floweRinG
rivers of blue..
but now sadly
some still
rage on the
red of blood
in lands
and rivers
of
red
water
soil
souls
tainTinG
with greater
fears.. hate
in chaos..
of human
fear driving order..
truly now disorder
of human mind
and body out
of balance..
where Peace
and Love now
mind and body soul
balance reigns empty..:)

So many dimensions in
experiences of human
UniVerses.. so many
vicarious looks
now into
windows
of other
souls..
but so
far
way
from
the
realities
of dArk
and liGht..
some rarely
iN’tweening
now of any
spectrums..
light or dark..
everyone may
spend at least three
days in the prison of
hell in a mind.. to truly
know and feel the heaven
of
mine..
sMiLes
but it’s
true
as
far
as i
kNow
i Feel..:)

Smiles.. all the ink
in the UniVerse
will never
equal
a
finger
print..:)

*
SMiLes.. so many people
Love Jesus until
it’s time
to
be
Jesus..
So many people
worship Jesus
and make
Jesus
into
a
God
so they will
never have to actually
follow his teachings
in actual WORKS..
and just do lip
service
on
one verse
of a UniVerse of
Truth and Light..
namely Love
yourself..
Love your
neighbors as
yourself as
same as GOD..
Fat.. Happy..
and
lazy..
all
asleep..
until it’s
time to do Now..
and so ironic
it makes
Jesus
laugh
tears of sadness..
Trump Christians
Christians
Trump
Christians…
Religious right
face of God Trumps
Christians for now at LEAST…

*
Internet barren
souls.. people
with few holds..
exceptions
yes.. but
place
wHere
humans
come
and go..
never truly
saying bye
or hello..
where no
one is
lost
and
no one
is found..
a closet
of human
toys never sOld..
shining new
and old
but
never
used…
never beings…
Internet Ghost
Humans
so
alone…
alive
as dead
online
off cOld…

tears of fears
wars of separation
dreams of healing
Souls on fire
for Love
is
hope..:)

Nature SinGs
SonGs no
human worry..:)

Smiles.. Eagle
eYes towers
overTrumps
Talons…
Toupee
flight
away
from Light..:)

Under-Cover
Books.. celebrating
Bedroom
eyes
turning
pages..
rarely
put down
looks.. always
pleaSinG now..:)

FesTivals of
life steeP iN
tradition.. Life
InSpiRinG.. when all becomes
feast.. iN purpose and
meaning.. aLL iS
HoLiDay
All
iS
Joy
ALL
NOW..
HolYdayFEST..:)

SMiLes.. little do ‘they’
kNow.. Santa spends
his life
paying
forward
backwards
now Santa
lives somewhere
on a beach.. with
nary worries
over
snow..
all tanned
with a nice and
sweet looking wife
doing everything for
him.. never aging Now..

Secret
Santa
SofUn..;)

Gym Break now..
be back later
with more ramPage
PoeTry Writing Spree..;)
6:53 pm..

Back at 10:29 pm..
and man this new post
that will be now titled
“Last and First Verse of GOD”
is really getting long.. but i
guess all stuff considered that
should be no
smAll.. ah..
surprise..;)

And yes.. as in all stuff
God gifted to human.. God
gives a sense of humor
to use
and not
to lose
it..
and yes..
this applies
to the other stuff
that some would call
evil that is totAlly
Natural in eYes of
ALL Natural God
NOW!..
yeah like
the Temple
of God
we are
born with
that some humans
are foolish enough
to feel guilty
about
and
hide
all their
life.. God
is free and
God is as happy
as free as God’s
children
are
now
just
now..
so when we are free
and happy God is
happy
with
us
sAMe
NOW
or pInch
as my friend
Himali says..:)

Flesh-n-no-HeARt
is
n-wet-desert-now
or
one-night-n-stand..
of
soUl-n-no-spiRit-now…

Smiles..
Losing a
mind and
gaining a
heart deserves
a college degree
away
from
school..
or perhaps
an honorary
human degree
of being.. smilesx2..:)!

Smiles.. and with
a really severe
case of ADHD..
20 miles now
of dance for
me to get
to this
place
of
sitting still.. peace..
sMiles again.. for now..:)

Earth
rains
green
sTill
iN
FL..:)

Interesting.. i’m actually
diagnosed with Asperger’s
Syndrome and Bi-polar..
finally in balance
again..
at least
for my tastes..
but yeah.. what
you describe here
describes a hell i was
once in and never
diagnosed i guess..
’cause it was too
hard to explain
other than
the
table
was me…
the AC vent blowing
would not separate
from me.. and there
were hundreds
of other souls
around
me
overwhelming
when i walked
in Super Walmart..
but for me at least..
actual brain damage
from years of Chronic
social stress at work
seemed to lead to
this place
of
a disintegration
of human integrated
ego with regulating
emotions and
integrating
senses..
focus
and
short
term working
memory working well
in cognitive executive
functioning.. but anyway..
movement therapy in natural
and free flowing way of movement
helped me to get it all back together
along with poetry and music therapy..
but sadly that kind of therapy
doesn’t seem to work for
everyone..
particularly
if one has never
really been integrated..
and balanced as such..
anyway.. what you
describe here i can
relate to 100% like
i was there for several
years.. several years ago..
and i hope the best for you..
as this place for me.. was truly hell
beyond any depression.. anxiety
or pain.. as i lost all emotions
as
well..
and that for
me was worse
than any pain then
imaginable and yes..
i was diagnosed with
type-two trigeminal
neuralgia suffering
from the worst
pain known to
humankind
then for
66 months
co-morbid
with the
death
of
my
soul..
and yes.. the
death of my soul..
much worse than
the worst pain known
to mankind by far.. far.. death
in life then..
so yes..
i feel
this
place.. at
least a similar
place you are in now..
in a logical way.. but
my feelings will never
remember
the no
feelings
of then..
nor could
my no feelings
detect or remember
the feelings that are
mine integrated and
regulated once again now…
i really wish there was a pill
i could send you.. but there was
none for
me but
free flowing
dance.. and i have
to share all this with
you.. as again.. been to
a similar place.. and truly
no one.. and i do mean
no one can possibly
understand the
gravity
of challenge
and difficulty
if they’ve never
been there..
no
one…

Free birds
must stay
hungry
to be free..
is the best way
i can describe
my path back to freedom..
Most animals live this way
except for humans in all
our
receiving
ways of so
much we have
now compared
to any other time
in history.. but the
purpose and meaning
that hungry means.. and
to be clear.. this is just
how the words
make me
feel..
i have no
idea how it
personally affects
you.. my friend..:)

My grandmother
picked cotton to
raise her sisters..
school beyond
her grasp..
sisters
college..
moving
up then..
her with run
away husband.. ugh..
12 hour waitressing..
but a loving daughter..
my mother.. who
insists she quits
working in
her 50’s
and takes
care of
her..
so she
rests
and lives
30 or so
more years
by a river
in peace..
i suppose
hard work
now makes
greater Karma
in the end.. or further
from it.. even better..:)

SMiles.. late.. yes..
but as promised
i’m back Lynn..
and the
secret
to Jesus..
is being
Jesus..
sadly
it’s
still
a secret to most..
my friend Lynn..
Merry
Birthday
of Christ
always now
for those of
us who live
with
Christ
heArts
now..
just
now..
yes what are
‘they’ waiting for
heaven is now
when Christ
lives as our
heArt
now
in spiRit
expreSinG
a balanced
mind and body
as Christ soUl NOW..
per Luke 17:21.. my friend..
the Kingdom of God lives
within
now
just now..
for those
us who live it now..:)

A fascinating piece here for me..
but alas if a Bonobo can live
in peace with almost
zero aggression..
violence..
or
war
within
the tribe..
surely there
is hope now for
hairless humans..
problem is.. humans
are evolved for small
social groups.. naked
and sharing sex
freely and
raising
children
freely
as a village
and family of whole..
it is culture that is overall..
the sin.. of overpopulation.. written
language.. collective intelligence
culture and all the stuff that takes
humans away from their roots of
free love in sharing small
social groups..
so sure..
the apple
of Knowledge
that is written
language.. collective
intelligence and culture
for creature comforts
of ever expanding
population
is both
the fall
of
human
and fall of earth..
so sure.. this makes
pornography at least
one saving grace
back toward
free as
sexual
healing according
to a Bonobo it is the
best pill for Love
and peace yet..
but sure
healthy
consensual
sex.. as that
is how the
Bonobo
does it
to remain
free with
Love and
Peace.. so
the evil that
some people see
is actually the good..
that people can no longer
see.. but sure.. just ask
Godzilla.. there ain’t no fooling
MOTHER NATURE IN EATING APPLES
OF HUMAN
HELL..
SEX MEANS
INCREASING
LEVELS OF
OXYTOCIN..
SOCIAL
BONDING
AND NO
MORE WARS..
SO KISS A BONOBO
ON ALL THE FREE LIPS..
the only other primate
that engages in face
to face kissing
and oral sex..
and the simple
reason for that
is they have
empathy
(they
can feel
the other
primate’s
pleasure
with affective
empathy of
emotional
contagion..
per mirror
neurons
as well)
with
no known
reported
cases of psychopathy
but sure a little Autism
here and there.. for
Bonobos who
get
the odd
refrigerator
Bonobo parents..
CULTURE IS THE VIRUS
NOT INNATE HUMANITY..
AND IF this is too long
feel free to delete of
course.. but you
seem like
an intelligent
person who
is not blinded
by ignorance..
so i share
this with
you..
who truly
are few here..
i would even
attempt to share
this with.. as it’s
a hard trip back
to real Truth
and Light
of
human
being..
BEFORE THE
APPLE OF
CULTURAL LIES..:)

As i circle the world
it makes me sick
to know and feel
how much people
where i live take
for granted
the bloodless
soils they
live on..
where this
bloody way
of life is not
a staple
of
pain
in life..
as it is in
so many other
countries.. that are
not rich and green
in both material
and
natural
resources..
humanity so
far out of balance
so far out of human
being overall.. so sad..
as we have the potential
to bring it back to balance..
if anyone
even
cares
beyond
their own
selfies.. of
smiles away
from human
suffering around
A world of Pain still now…

Smiles..
God is
now
lives
within..
all nows
are God’s
Birthday
within us
too..
smiles
come back
again.. for those
who find God within..:)

Well.. what can i say..
this always now
Christmas
inspires
me.. and
finished
now with
all 33
dVerse
open
link
prompts
from last
Thursday..
publish this
now.. and the
last Tuesday prompt
about stars will be
quite appropriate
for me to journey
on in the
comments
section of
this next
blog post
as yes..
the Force
Awakens
on Friday
which is always
a great experience
to jUst
live
now..:)

12:28 am
12172015

5900

From Facebook..

i just stopped by to say hi.. Cortney..
but while i’m here.. back in ’72.. when
the Dolphins are on top with Larry Czonka..
Earl Morrall .. and Bob Griese.. with a perfect
season and a win in the Super Bowl.. is when
i watch every Dolphin game.. as then the
Dolphins are my favorite team.. but then
i stop watching.. after they win the
second Super Bowl in ’73..
and the rest is history…

And yes.. i am 12 years old then..
in ’72.. ancient history.. in terms of Cortney..
and no i did not dance then.. i have four eyes then..
can barely walk straight without falling down.. and ugh..
the cashier at McDonalds thinks i am a girl then.. with my
long blonde hair.. pretty eyes.. long lashes.. etc.. but yeah..
i can dam sure watch some Dolphins.. then.. and dream of playing football..
but have to settle for dance.. instead.. decades later…

But anyway.. sure.. go Dolphins.. i guess i still
have a soft place for the Dolphins somewhere back in my
heart then.. at least.. and have a nice rest of the night
with sweet Dolphin Dreams.. but let me tale you.. once again..
you really missed out in ’72 and 73.. when i am a top fan then..

And Yes.. to digress a ‘little’… win.. yes WIN..
i go to Milton High School they win a State Championship..
when i am a fan then.. in ’78.. and then there’s FSU..
a topic of another fandom conversation yesterday..
with a 14 year.. 10 game plus winning streak..
from ’86 to ’99.. when i am a top FSU fan too..
so trust me.. if you have me as a fan for
whatever your team is.. i am some of the
best luck yet.. with a proven track
record.. as recorded here.. smiles..:)

And yes.. Cortney.. and Himali..
reference me at age 13.. smiles.. Ha!..
i am much thinner then.. than you are now..
Himali.. and then actually at 120LBS and 5 feet 10 inches..
weigh only five LBS more than wife Katrina does now..
she at 5 feet 6 inches.. 115LBS now..:)

IMG_7774

Himali says..

Are you working out or what Fred ???

i say..

Well.. yes.. OH GOD YES!..
i am working out so much then.. Himali..
as when that McDonald’s Cashier tales me what
can i get you Miss.. it really messes with my Mr. Mind..
that needs a much stronger body.. if i am gonna survive
in this life.. so i go into fight or flight mode..
get a bar and weight plates.. and watch my
string bean arms press a relatively few
LBS up above my head.. and i visualize
my arms getting bigger.. and there
is at least some hope.. as my
father is a rough and tough
Law Enforcement Officer whose fingers
are almost thicker than my wrists then..
anyway.. as you know to make a long story
shorter and much stronger.. now i leg press
the 930 LBS 25 times with my arms raised in air..
and truly this all goes to prove my theory..
that with epigenetic unpacking of DNA
through challenge and adaptation..
humans can bRing up many strengths
of their distant ancestral past..
so sure.. now i am as strong as an Ape..
and hopefully i don’t look too much like a monkey..
but i did get very hairy after i started lifting weights..
and yes.. that is still the case as well.. smiles..
just another Fred story to boot.. or lift..
and smiles again.. my shirt says in this photo..
“DO YOU EVEN LIFT”.. SO MANY people made fun of me
and called me bird legs in middle school.. there is a
sense and feeling of accomplishment to wear this shirt..
and for it really to mean that.. as no Marine comes within
several hundred LBS of what i can do on that leg press weight
plate machine.. at my military gym.. yes.. i appreciate my health
and strength.. as it really provides a sense and feeling of natural
accomplishment as well as Innate and Instinctual fearlessness wherever
i go in life.. life takes work in so many ways.. but it is all worth it..
in the long run.. friend.. Himali..:)

Himali says..

You’re such an inspiration Fred ! I also want to start gyming grin emoticon

i say..

Smiles again.. HImali.. i can already tell by looking at your photos that
you will become very strong.. and even more confident when you do..
and if you don’t go to the gym.. you can always dance wherever
you are.. just three feet of space and moving feet.. arms..
and swaying middle section will do the art of moving
infinitely in emoting ways of
imagination and
creativity too!..:)

6672

Himali Quotes:

“Great is the guilt of an unnecessary war.”
– John Adams

i say..

Amen…

For humans with Souls….:)

6691

While i Love the quotes that Himali Shares..
i Love the quotes that are Himali so much more..
and trUly ‘this quote’ is poetry as Himali’s hEart..
and Poetry is the wordinG spiRit..
of the Human HeArt
expresSinG
human
soUl..
as well
as prose
that boarders
poetry now when
music of emotions
of the SonGs of God
who are humans in reflection
of God.. and now for science
in review as prose.. stRinGs of
Guitars and Pianos reflect human
vocal chords.. drums in percussion
of piano are human heart beats.. and
reeds of first flutes are magic
making instruments
of human
throat
as
concert hall
of emotional notes
of life wheRe human
emotions are set freeR
to exPress
the human
SonGs
of
God as
freeR as liGht now
or dArker emotions
that move us through
our body from brain to
gut and all around the
infinite chakras of the body
through the Kundalini Vagal
Nerve to brinG Heaven Now
as LiGht of continuous
timeless experience iN
Nirvana oR DarKest
death of
Kundalini
Vagal
nerve
of
piece of
paper thin
existence.. 0h..
as the dark night
of the soul A K A
literal human heLL..
wHere every second
lasts a thouSand years
of oh.. oh.. so dark.. so dArk…
So.. mY dearest friend.. Sister
Himali.. this is pArt of why Pan..
a mythical God of the human
Music of Song and Dance
and Apollo the
God of
Poetry
and Music are
such important
archetypes of the
human condition and
prophets like Jesus and
the like who SinG a SonG
of the music of
poetry
in
parables
of Loving each
other as brothers and
sisters as ourselves when
loving wE.. AS weLL as the
rest of NatUre
that iS
a reflection
of God as WeLL
of endless water
rivers in inFinITe
Love of Ocean
Deeper..
as first there is
DArk.. then there is
LiGht.. then movement
or dance.. and soundS or
SonGs.. so truly when we
make muSic of human
SonGs and accompany
songS with dance
we reflect
God
as mUsic
of Song that
dances inspiRinG
the UniVerse for
InfiNitY and
more
in a
cycle
of muSic
SonG and
dance
now
as God
makes muSic
in SonG and
Dance
now of
human and
the rest of the
UnivErse too.. so..
anyWay dear.. thanks
for inspiRinG mE WitH
yoUr heArt SonG’s heaRt
liGht of LoveLY emoTioNs
free iN tHe
Poetry
of
Himali
set freeR heRe..
as i speak to yoUr
Angel SpiRit’s
heArt
of
soUl..:)

7103

No human and no word separate from the
word that is God that is no human language
can judge God..
and no human
can be God alone
as God
iS
AlLone..
so only God determines
what is hell and what
is heaven
and
only those
who live tHeir
now as heirs
of dArk or
liGht will
know
and feel
God’s bidding
for tHeir heARts..
SpiRIts and SoUls..
and thIs is what these
‘Cave’ verses of the Koran
inspire in me..
through
eYes
of God
gifted
iN
me..
sMiLes..
and if iam
correct that
will be God’s
bidding
and
never
mine
alone..
as once
again.. end
and beginning
of never ending
story.. God
iS Allone Now..
and we humans
are onLY pArts
of
God..
so SOHEIR
ENJOY
YouR
PARt..
iN God
of course..
as FloWer of
ALLTHATISnOW..
wRite on Course..
And yes.. i have a
copy of the Koran
on my night stand
right next to the bible
and to the right of many
other sacred texts of humans
who attempt to approximate
the
language
of God that
is again.. no
human words
alone.. so
all human
words
fall short
of the Glory
of God almighty
greater than any
human OR words
that are metaphors
and never essence
of God’s
reality
ALLONE.
OR
alone
as words..
that are always
only metaphors
that human’s
create
for the much
greater essence
of GODALLONE..
iN OTHER WORDS..
WORDS WiLL NEVER
EVER BE SUFFICIENT
TO SCRIBE
THE
GLORY
OF GOD
PERIOD.
But sure we humans
will alWays do our
best iF WE
Love God
with all our
heart.. and
spirit
of Soul
as gifted
to us as sure
but always
limited
God eYes
of uS humans now..
and if we respect
God as God almighty
we will never chain
God in
Words
alone..
the height
of evil in
human
being
to chain
or restrict
God in any
human way..
as gifted iN uSNOW..
so in short it is now no
less and even Greater
sin to make any word..
letter.. number or
any other
symbol
as idol
of God
alone.. as once
again.. God is Allone
and never words alone..
as well.. more than any
human beings who
are always
greater
reflections
of God than
words
alone
period..
end and
beginning
of human story
that is only a speck
of dust in God’s eYes ALLONE..
And yes.. everyNOW i read verse(S)
of the Bible or Koran.. God SinGs
a SonG to me
similar
to this..
and sure
i scribe it
now.. whenever
God instructs me
as such in God’s
way and
never my
direction
in conscious
mind of mine
alone in eYes of
GOD
ALLONE..
and i have zero to fear
by doing this free as God
is the
WIND
behind
these words..
but THE WIND
THE OCEAN
THE SAND
THE SKY
and SO
MUCH
MORE
beyond
ALL
words.. now
or then.. my
friend..
Soheir..
wHere my WIND
comes from a BEACH
of GOD then and now..
instead of Desert..
Cave.. or
Under
TREE..
as God’s prophets
are limited to no
Patch of land..
Country..
Continent..
Hemisphere..
Planet..
or even
Universe..
and Beyond..
And sure if we respect
God as almighty greater
than human being
this is easy
to see
and feel
as God’s
common
sense
in
tiny
us..
unless we portend
to be A Satan and
greater than
God
ourselves..
True Angels
are no
fools..
only
a human
fool will create
an Angel that is a fool..
And sure i am only
a fool..
as i for
one will
do
anything
God asks for
me
to
DO..
now
JUST
NOW..
It is often a
Devil who bleeds
most for God.. my friend..:)

i.. as a hyperlexic Autistic person
who does not speak at all through mind
or words until age four.. Meets God face
to face at three without words and remembers
it all now in words of God.. The only real
difference between Muhammad and me is he
equates words as idols of God and i
refuse to do that as i feel God
from heart before i ever know
humanly constructed words of human..
And no.. you are incorrect.. i speak
from heart and have been deleted
or banned from all places
that speak from mind
alone and anyone who
would limit God
in anyway..
including words..
Speaks through mind of selfish
human tribal instinct as God speaks
through me write now with spirit of
heart through words.. One can never
judge the heart of another through
words alone or no words at all..
The lesson of a three year old
me WITH GOD.. My friend.. SOHEIR..
And to be crystal clear i judge you
or no one else as that is under
God’s purview ALLONE..:)

Smiles SOHEIR.. i agree with
you ‘here’.. the Koran..
All knowings and feelings
considered works well
for your place of life..
And in you it is expressed
as well through Love.. but sadly
it does not work for everyone..
no different than a
Christian bible
as history and now shows
through acts of Fear.. Hate..
Aggression.. Violence.. Terrorism ..
and Wars.. You see and feel..
some people need the
literal Truth and Light
of Love to ever get the
metaphor of Love..
And that my friend
SOHEIR is when reason
comes to Play With God too..
Smiles.. Blessings.. Peace.. Of God’s Love..
We get it my friend in heart but not everyone
has heart and that is where my job as devil
in their hell comes to play as God’s Fool
for Truth and Light for Fools with no heArt..:)

Smiles.. My friend.. Again SOHEIR..
i have made it clear here before..
i agree with no unjust human action
and consequences regardless of
religion that is historically
one factor of many factors
of injustice away from Peace
of Love and Love of Peace..
Tribal actions are not
necessary for humans
with basic needs met
who are free to Move..
Connect.. And Create their
human being with others.. Including
Nature of God Allone.. How rare is this..
Rare.. And only a problem that will be reducing..
One human at a time.. Sharing.. As Giving
And Connecting with all of human and
rest of Nature Allone God..
So the work continues..
Now as practice without
fail for those of us who
Care with Love..
Now.. as
Just nowS..:)

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Smiles.. Shawna with Tarot and Salamander.. of course..
so nice to see you this evening and oh goodness..
i am so behind on poetry trails
but that’s okay..
as poetry
could stay
on servers
for a thousand
years.. and just
imagine if i live long
enough.. i can respond
to all the poetry in the world..
but yeah.. i will probably have to
live close to forever to do that.. as people
who are human will always write poetry.. sing..
and dance.. TG!.. and oh.. Great! you must be so
nurturing to breast feed for 8 years.. or so..
as if i had to do that.. my children
will surely choke on chest
hair..
heHE.. so currently i
am all out of children..
but anyway.. i am kinda
busty at about 55″ or so..
one inch for every
year haha!
wife Katrina
always kids
me.. taling
me
i have
more than her
but yeah.. she has
plenty gonads too.. with
or without male equipment
as it is the quiet ones
who can be
the most
ferocious
of all..
and
if she
spanks me it
really doesn’t hurt
much as yeah.. my
hips are not exactly
small
either
hehehahaX2 or 3..
butt is the new
black and
back..
and that
puts me in better
dancing shoes too
as it is the motions
of the oceans that
are my driving
force
too!
Hmm.. i Google
Yazz.. and if he is the
Dude from Empire.. i’m
a little lost on new cultural
TV unless Katrina
fills me in
on the
newest
TV developments..
and the ‘Big Bang’
and ‘Heroes’ are the
only two TV shows i
watch for now.. but yeah..
the ‘Angel from Hell’
and ‘Lucifer’
show look
interesting
as they
are
way
out of the
box for TV
still today..
and out of the
box.. way.. way
out of the box is my
home away to
home
now..!
sMiLes..
and i am off to check out
your new website now.. to
see what you
have brewing
in the
pot
for
now..
coffee.. tea.. or
white magic of course..;)

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Man.. you kNow
what’s cool
about visiting
your site..
my friend
the Sagittarian
Arrow.. iS.. i can
say anything as
iT will only be here
temporary.. but hehe!..
i already say anything so
what the hell.. and the first
portrait or hmm.. self portrait
looks just like my wife.. when
i attempt to share
some FrED
words
with her..
and man or woman
that second portrait is
what i look like inside too..
as a spirit when i lose
all this body
armor
of muscle
and hair and
stuff like that..
yes.. and i am horny
like that too.. but yeah..
in a ferocious loving way21..
and not so pricKly
BEArIE.. like some
may think
i am
just
’cause
i do strange
body art and
stuff like that..
Anyway.. i Love here..
’cause it feels like i am
at a Circus of me too.. with
not just three rings.. no limits
of rings
or
rings
necessary
at all.. just
free..
just me
and you
here..
friend
the arrow..:)

TRust mE..
i aM a tattoo..
wHo gLows iN
tHe dArk.. fRom
FaNtasy IsLand..
heHe.. yeaH..
FanTasy
ISland iS aS g00d
As anY cirCus 2..
hMm.. buT thAt
sHows enDs
befoRe yoU
begIns..
aT lEast
theN..
sMilEs..:)

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Just another one
of my many
names..
“Dances
With Cats’..;)

And here’s Katrina..
“Blissfully Happy”..
whenever my
mother
knits
her
another head
cover.. for the
cold nature that is
her.. this time of year..:)

Well.. yes.. i go to WHOville..
otherwise knowns as hometown.. Milton..
to carve the Best Roast Beast ever.. but get
waylaid.. at Pensacola Honda.. for a Civic Recall..
first.. and go on to ironicAlly do solo Grinch Dancing
in the parking lot.. move on to.. Office Depot.. Dollar Tree..
Super Walmart.. Target.. Food Outlet.. and then OMG..
finAlly here in aisle number six at Winn Dixie..
around 13 miles of Solo Dancing Ends.. and maybe
i’ll get back on poeTry Writing RAMpage spree..
or maybe not.. as i’m kinda sleepy.. which is
a good thing.. for a usuALLy WiDE AWAKE GRINCH!…!..;)

And seriously.. as far as fine and
or crude details go.. whomever
makes this Grinch Shirt..
has a sly sense..
of not so
hidden
humor..
Yeah.. and some
People Call Donald
Trump a “D***Head”
or a “Grinch”.. if i
can i will buy
him this
shirt..
for true
colors on
a campaign
trail of
serious
hate
and discontent
and anything to
scare the American
Public or his running
peers.. such a sad
state of affairs..
our American
G O P
running field
leader
sayS
about anything
associated with
human Empathy and Love..
SAD SAD SAD EAGLE OF FREEDOM..
IS NOT FREE AT ALL WITHOUT LOVE
AT LEAST AS FAR AS GOD iS concerned..:)

OBTW.. THAT DAM
GRINCH song comes
on several times
on our car
radio in all
our dance shopping
travels.. and i have a
Grinch Ear Bug from
“hell”.. metaphor hell
not real hell..
i just
can’t
get that
Grinch
out of my HEAD!..;)

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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/09/07/love-smiles/

Love SMiLes.. my Friend LaLa Rukh.. i don’t mean to brag..
but in my life.. i’ve always been the person with the best memory
in the room.. as conversations in my life prove now and now
again.. i have literally written 11 Million words
since November 26th 2010.. but up
to that point all i did really
is take information in..
and with a Hyperlexic
version of Super
Autism.. with
problems
with
speaking verbal language
it didn’t stop me from eventually
reading 10 to 15 times faster than
the average human being.. typing
around 130 words a minute when
properly focused.. and literally remembering
almost every word i’ve seen in print and every
experience like a color movie in my head.. i can
remember what the shirts i had on are.. at school.. decades
ago.. what a person said with a color movie of their smile.. tears..
or joy.. so not to worry my friend.. i have just been HEAR
by your side as friend.. and i might as well not be
from this planET.. as who else
writes the equivalent of 13.6 bibles
in 5 years.. in epic free verse poetry
and prose style.. leg presses
half a ton 25 times with
arms raised in the
air.. and dances
a martial arts
and ballet style
dance everywhere they go
in Northwest Florida.. to the tune
of 4550 miles now.. since
August of 2013.. around
the time i meet you
here online..
and additionally
have a blog post from
all of 88 rave dances with
college age adults where they
autograph selfies with me to the
tune of 4 to 6 hundred women..
as i stopped
counting at
400..
and yes.. you have written an
incredible amount of detail about your
ups and downs here in your blogs..
and no.. don’t worry.. ’cause in my
experience now the
average human
being
has the attention
span of a gold fish..
as science shows.. and
are mostly interested in what
they are doing.. and pay little to
no real attention to what anyone else
says or does.. either on-line.. at church..
at work.. or anywhere else.. but you see
i am not human like that.. i see it all.. hear
it all.. and since November 26th.. 2013..
write it all too.. so yeah.. guess what
i really am Superman
and i choose you
as a friend..
so sure..
that makes
you special..
but the thing is
not many people
can handle Superman
as a friend.. so usually
Superman
is
all
alone..
but hey
he’s not
really alone
as he remembers
God and God always
Speaks to him and
feels him too..
as God makes
Superman
for a reason
like all God’s
other children..
And Superman
gets to
see more
of it.. do
more of it..
and scribe
more of it..
than most..
and that my friend
is both curse and gift..
i’ve already done the curse
part of it in hell.. well before you
meet me here.. so now Superman
Devil is Superman
Angel..
with
Superman
Love.. so no worries..
you will likely not come
across another person like
me.. as certainly i am
one
of
a kind
like you
too and
everyone
else.. my friend..
if they take the time
and effort to make their
God given potentials REAL..
and if everyone does it with
Love.. there will a lot less terrorist
acts of human being.. wars.. aggression
violence.. and all stuff of human fear and hate..
So what can Superman do about that.. we will see..
huh..
perhaps
we will my
friend before
all i say and do is
done.. in my life or
after.. smiles again..
and sure i Love you..
so many people are afraid
to do that and say it.. and that
is the illness of the world around
us my friend.. a Lack of Love.. a Lack of Love…
and moreover a lack of expresSinG Love in SonG of
human.. the real
Sun
of God
in all God’s
Son’s and Daughters
Love my friend the gift
that
KEEPS
GIVING
AND IN MY CASE
WRITING.. DANCING
SINGING.. AND PUMPING IRON..
OF MUSCLE
OF HEaRT
LEGS..
ARMS
FEET
TOES
AND
HIPS
THAT
DON’T
LIE
WITH
HANDS
FINGERS
IN TYPING
SPEED..
A TsUnAMi
A HuRRicane
A ComET
of Frederick
SpLashing in
an ocean of
Internet words..
iS what this ALL iS..
So sure.. the effects
and affect of me.. will
be around a long tiMe..
with no rust of Trust.. here
at least.. my friend.. LaLa Rukh..
So before i come again.. you can play
this storm alert SonG.. but fear not.. as all
i am
iS Love..;)

And sure.. ‘her name’ is Katrina.. Fred is still coming..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/09/16/change-iamsuperman2/

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Cowards of Guns..
weak men and women
who have no soul..
sure they have
words
they have
books
they
have
instructions
from others
who say do
this and do
that to fear..
to hate..
to harm
to kill
to war..
but no.. they
have no soul..
no spirit.. no heart
they live in hell..
they are the
real devils
who show
us the
other
side
of
hell..
but what they
do not realize is
Allah is no dream
after death.. Allah
is now.. Allah lives in
every plant.. animal
human and even
grain
of sand
and
inside
earth.. as well..
Allah iS ALL iN
ALL.. theRe is no
escape from Allah not
even in the hell that these
devils live and bring to other
humans.. as they are then only
parts of Allah that is Devil and Hell
They are the Devil and Hell incarnate
now on Earth.. and Allah will spit them
out
like
manure
that feeds
the fly.. and sure
ALLAH WILLING
eventuALLy they too..
will come to know and
feel Allah as Love and no
longer Fear and Hate in the
Devil they are in Hell now..
as it is better to
millstone
to the
bottom
of the
deepest
ocean than
to harm one hair
on the Head of Allah
that is a grain
of
sand
as well..
Humans make
Devils and Hell real..
Humans make Angels and
Heaven real.. there are two
places on earth that are real..
and sadly some choose
devil
and
hell..
now…
And certainly this day a year
ago.. in Pakistan in
these school
shootings
is the
day that
DeviLiveD
and EviLivE Hell
comes again then
there.. as only Love
can extinguish the Devil AND HELL..
NOW.. never words and books alone..
PERIOD
END AND
BEGINNING
OF STORY OF
FEAR.. HATE… AND
FAITH.. HOPE’S BELIEF..
LOVE.. THE VICTOR OF ALL
VENGEANCE
OF FEAR AND
HATE..:)

Smiles.. Lala.. and it is so good to see
you here today.. now.. you seem like
your old self today
more than some
months.. so i hope
you are feeling much
better friend
with
yes..
much Love
to you as well..:)

10,110

SMiLes.. Year ago..
memories
of KALI..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/16/living-dance-of-kali/

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Himali says..

Gift a Book: I need 6 people (residing in India)
of any age to participate in a book exchange!
You only have to buy ONE book and send it
to one person and you’ll receive at least 6
in return! Comment if you’re interested
and I will PM you the information.
This is so oddly exciting,
its like “Secret Santa” this
Christmas.. Halo emoticon

i say..

That’s cool..
i’ll do it here.. smiles..
and more of course in terms
of books..wink emoticon

Himali says..

Do you wish to participate or what ??

i say..

SMiles.. i cannot literally participate
since i do not reside in India.. but i will
in metaphor here.. always now..
i only read books in print
at Barnes and Noble..
as i really do run out of space at home..
smiles.. my friend.. so i need no printed books in return..
for what i will do in metaphor… so yeah.. to be clear
i am always giving books.. smiles..
as you may know too well by
now.. wInks..wink emoticon

Himali says..

Wonderful. I bet you can start this
for Florida. It would be
wonderful
smile
emoticon

i say..

sMILEs.. maybe i’ll do it for the world..
and that reminds me of ‘this song’.. again..
to go along with that thought.. AND FEELING..
my friend Himali..smile emoticon

Remember..
save a tree..
too..smile emoticon

So yeah..
i’ll do it all
electronicAlly..wink emoticon

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First of all.. while i deTour
up here into the future
of Stars of dVerse now
since i still exist
on last Thursday
open prompt then..
before my purple
hued SagittarIan
arrow goes away..
yeah.. moonlight
stars
feel
wRite
here now..
i mean seriously.. the hell with
stars.. the moon is the
briGhTest star in the
sky.. with diatoms
that shine iN
gulf flow
Emerald
green
white sands
of young bliss..
soft naked and
hard bodies.. smell
of salt inside and
outside above
so below
all around
diatoms of stars..
yes.. glistening on
flesh of moon-lit waters
Seagulls sleep.. while we
breathe our life of older younger
dreams.. of UniVerse new in warm
life stars of below and above same
inside and outside
of us and sure
big bangs come
all around baby
the ocean KNows
what sWirls
inside
of
us
and the
moon light
will send us
on our
way
to bliss
always now..
where stars live
in eYes of human Love..
man you are so cool i
will do you with
this again
sometime
heheR..
yeah
i’m
more
than a
woman too..
but seriously Whoaman..
it was/is great groWing
up on the Gulf and those
first memories are surely
still magic
of first
loves
breath
on Virgin
maleYes..;)

Yes..
Diatoms
gLow..
and i have
a class of
seven
eight gold
ring when
you are one..
my StILL young friend..
Moon LiGht alWays fills write..:)

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SMiLes..
my friend and yes..
Hello Himali.. so many limits
and expectations.. spoon-fed by
cultures since the day we are born..
so many layers of these clothes we
put on from birth.. and one day when
we escape these limits and expectations
we are truly iN the golden nows.. when we
peel each layer off one by one.. and finAlly
we come to know and feel ourselves without
inhibitions or regret.. so yes.. the golden age
of human is no time or number.. it is an inner
state of human freedom.. wHere we live to
be free.. openly expresSinG our emotional..
sensory.. and yes.. so-called naughty
aspects of our sensual Nature..
with zero fears.. of illusion..
iN
human heArTS.. now..
expresSinG emotions.. now..
sensations.. sensualities.. sOul..
as human spiRit.. where Truly our
mind and bodies.. are in balance
with the rest of Nature aka God..
so my hope and prayers for you
my friend are to come to this place
always now.. where layers of clothing
of human cultural masks fall gently away..
and yoUr human shines brighter and brighter
as nows go by.. a lamp of Angels we can all be
when we do take off the layers of masks and come
to terms and feelings of Free.. and i am now pleasantly
surprised to see this Truth and Light as now a spontaneous
expression of who you are.. here on Facebook Social Media..
and sure hope to see it on your blog too.. as this is worth now.. now..
repeating again and again.. in feeling.. my friend.. Himali.. Hello.. again..:)

“37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put
them under your
feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

-Jesus
as quoted
and linked
here:

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

10,914

Hi Himali.. thanks so much for stopping
by and enjoying my weekend
trip to the Casinos with
me and yes.. in Florida
we still have Flowers
blooming for
Christmas..
but as in
all things
change
i understand
frost may finally
come our way
this weekend in
time for Christmas
to turn the grass brown..
but haha! not.. if i can help
it stay
green..
with just
hopes and
prayers for
continuing
Spring
Life
in grass
and sky
my friend
Himali..
here in Florida
where Green and Blue
is a way of living life..
as floWeRinG
Creations
all of Nature
animal and plant
alike on Rivers
and Oceans of Planet Earth..
where a left handed
reverse look of gun
state is life
instead
of
death..
yeah.. haha!
i can imagine anything
with a Breeze of Pleeze..:)

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Smiles.. Himali.. yes..
i will keep smiling
like flowers that
always
come
back..
and of course
i hope that same
pinch for you.. my friend..
Perennial SAMe Pinch..:)

11,077

Oh yes.. and almost
forget the Good
News.. the
Force Awakens
this Friday
at a
theater
free all
over the
global
galaxy..
yeah.. i will
be there.. as a long
term Star Wars fan..
and just wanted to
share that weekly
good news with
you first..
as sure
you’ve heard
it before too..
but Force
Awakenings
are always good NEWS!..:)

11,137

Yes.. may the
Force be with
you and also
WitH me
sAMe pinch
X8 for Infinity
standing tall..
and with that a very
good night of sleep and dreams
now to you my friend in India..:)

11,173

Chandler:
‘All right, kids, I gotta get to work.
If I don’t input those numbers…
it doesn’t make much of a difference.’

Phoebe:
‘Come on Ross, you’re a
paleontologist, dig a little deeper.’

i thought you could relate..
i once was an Anthropologist
becoming a Systemizing
Computer Analyst later
so i know
and ugh
feel the drill
of numbers
Now iN
LiGht of
digging
deeper
and
shalLow
too.. then..
And on a sadder
and hopeful note
now.. i hope
soon
some
one
special
will fill your
arms with Love
with you the same
as Arms of Love
now my special
friend Himali..:)

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Comment from Victoria copied from Google Plus

I was able to read this easier than last time.
Love the title, to begin with. And the idea of
being a cheerleader for God. In a way,
that’s what life is about, hey?

i say..

Smiles.. Victoria..
it works so much
faster on the blogger
format.. thanks for not
giving up.. and additionally..
although i wouldn’t expect
anyone from dVerse
to go to the trouble..
i offer text versions only of
all i do.. on my personal
Facebook page..
and two other
Facebook pages..
as linked on my
Word Press
page..
and yes..
some do take
advantage of that..
in my other arenas.. as
my tentacles now do reach
much farther than that as
well.. but hey.. most
often.. i’m too busy
writing to focus
on the
administrative
aspect of sharing
what i know and
feel in these golden
nows of
mine..
yes.. as a
Cheerleader
for God.. Football
is boring compared to that..;)

Victoria says..

I have been accessing through Google +
since you told me. I have really bad tech karma, I guess.
I do know that Google and WordPress are like a couple
of political parties…they aren’t very kind to eachother sometimes. :0/

i say..

Oh.. that is so true
Victoria.. and the
same applies
to Google
and Facebook
as well.. so much
competition between
the three.. but hey..
the Algorithms of
all three have been
known to accuse me
of being a robot.. ’cause
of all my word play and
speed of
executing
so much
stuff at
once..
But yeah..
eventually i
convinced all
three i am human
in an ‘imitation game’..
if you saw
‘that’
movie..
Thanks for
stopping
by
with
smiles..:)

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Yellow boy posing..
for another of what may be 100’s
or even 1000’s of selfies.. shared now
with over 1.3 million views around the world
as pArt of what i do.. according to Google Plus views..
on my Kate Mia.. Google Plus page of statistics.. now..
but he already knows and feels he is a pretty boy..
there is no need to stroke his ego.. at all..
he is plenty confident as fearless just
the way he is now.. and before..
as a wild child of the backyard
woods.. before he comes for
some tender loving vittles..
at my home now.. still standing
up for his God Given right to be free..
so sad that more domesticated cats
and humans don’t do this everynow of life..
as life is too precious to live it without Freedom..
Love.. and Peace of Mind and Body Balance with
all others and Nature as God too…smile emoticon

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WeLL..

Certainly another Epic

Free Verse

Poetic Expression..

but with a title

like

this..

sure it deserves

focus and effort

to get the job done..

And speaking of Getting the JOB DONE

Celebrating my 89th Rave Dance Week

at Old Seville Quarter

on Thursday

Night

with

more fun Dance

photos coming

here sometime

around the

wee hour

of

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Godprints iN skeyes

Posted on December 13, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

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Hey Fae AkA Shawna.. nice to
see you on your birthday too..
and delivering that message
to my mother as she
speaks.. to Katrina..
and i recline with
iMac Pro..
as usual..
while they talk
and talk and etc..
but anyway.. yes..
ya know i re-arranged
that ‘Bama win.. and in fact..
during the years of
1986 to 1999..
when Florida
State iS
practicAlly
my only
special
interest..
out of work..
they do 14
10 or more
wining seasons then..
two National Championships
and one when i get well.. in 2013..
but i lose interest after 1999.. so
of course nothing i do directly
almost 200 miles away
does anything to
inspire PLAYers..
but sure..
the
butt
er
fly
effect..
YnOT..
So.. anyway.. i am
A cheerleader for
God now..
as i decide
to go bigger
than football
this go ’round
now.. hehe..;)
And happy to hear you
say it loud and clear that you
are brilliant as of course you are
Shawna.. only brilliant people
stop by here..
as we notice
time and now
again..now..
so yes..
the trend goes
on.. in lighted ways..
Haha!..again.. heHE!
almost everything i’ve
done in life.. from
Athletic Director
to poetic
writer..
to
nude artist..
to public dancer..
is the last thing in the
world anyone predicted of
me in school.. as the nerd..
the last one
to be picked
on any kind
of team.. at
All..now..
and sure..
i am still a
FORCE OF ONE
BUT AN EXPANSIVE
PART OF ONE
NAMED
U
NO
WHO..
AND yes.. that’s
no.. not a gAme..
it’s more like
a play
of
sorts..
smiles..
yes.. with
smiles and laughs
and chips and giggles..
but no Chiles for
us.. just a little
restaurant
named..
La Hacienda..
Quaint.. cute
and decorated
nicely like a
Mexican AM
Radio station..
hehe.. for now..
and oh.. long long
day.. nap coming
now before the
Thursday Night
Rave dance
begins..
Oh yeah.. my other
special interest is
Hurricanes.. the bigger
they breeze.. the
greater my interest
pleezzes blow harder..
until Ivan comes
and makes
my favorite
backyard Giant
Oak Tree
a Dinosaur
skeleton
of limbs
left..
so yeah..
i’m careful
what i wish for now..
so i wish for World
Peace and Love..
a better
bet
of wish
for now..
with no fallen
trees or dreams..:)

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/12/chemistry-of-truth-and-light-free-verse.html

Reference..
do other animals
go to heaven
and or have
a soul..
Funny little
synchronicities.. Candie..
i read the last comment here.. In my yard..
On my iPhone.. Look up to the sky and there
are clearly defined paw prints.. Two of them..
in the sky.. Just long enough for me to capture
with photo proof.. As in all stuff existence..
God will always have the last and
first word and more of course
of all that is.. But no human will
ever chain God in Books or Words..
Successfully.. As history shows over
and over again..
smile emoticon..:)

477

Well.. i’ve been waiting until 7:38 central
time to say this here.. and that
word is happy birthday..
to you on the
10 day of
the 12
month
of the
15
year
of 2K..
wHere
you get
38
from
1977..
the year
of Star Wars
and Styx wITh
the Grand
Illusion..
a very good
year and wine
you are born
as then.. as you
continue to shine
and come just in time
to inspire me last Summer
when i can really use one then..
and you change every time and
take some of X man skills along
the way.. so i see your
identity of a man
poSinG as such
then.. as
perhaps
Mr. X too..
but it turns
out you are more
than a woman.. you
are you
and that’s
what i like
the best about
you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SHAWNA BABY AND HERE’S
A SONG FROM MY FRIEND
KATY KAT
TOO!

And the hell with any other poeTry today.. as it is
my mother and perhaps a best friend forever
at least to me.. Shawna’s BDAY!..
so it was one day
for those
two and
as always
wife Katrina
as well..
but yes..
dance
still coming
as that’s one
special interest
that must always
come for my mental health
dance! dance! dance! dance On! FREE!
and tomorrow will be other stuff day! day! day!..:)

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No.. Not much new poetics ‘today’..
off doing a zillion other things.. including
celebrating my Mother’s 81st birthday today..
and friend Shawna too.. and yes.. off now to my
88th Dance Week celebration at Old Seville Quarter
with all the cool college age folks.. and no i am not
lit up in this photo with anything other than Love..
and the same will apply to dance night..
when folks come up to me and
ask me ‘can i have some of
whatever you are on’..
well sure.. all i need is Love..
and sure.. please join me.. if
ya will
and or
can..:)

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From Friend Rafiahs’ Facebook Page..

http://thebombayreview.com/forever-wanting-god-momina-masood/

Beautiful.. Eloquent.. and true..
bottom line of Ocean shore..
as blue as blue can be..
we create our realities
WitH God
nowOne..

LiGht or
DArk to liGht..
or dArk again..
as above so below..
in the ocean.. in the sky..

there is no separation
between us and God..
unless we imagine
that separation..

sadly and false..
in any now that exists..

greaTest liGhts dArks stars
sky to bottom Ocean Black..
some humans create heaven
and others create hell..

i for one choose
and live in the
first place now..
just now..
creating
true.. as now..

God’s heaven is now..
only humans create heaven
somewhere other than true to now..

i find God on the Beach and never
leave God theRe.. now.. as
i am a Beach and a
child of God too..

it’s truly not hard to do..
when one escapes all the
footprints of human on earth
in cults of cultures and religions..

And follows paw prints of God in sky..
a Seagull Spiraling Sun.. human
footprints no longer tale truth
as other animals always do..

Including God Now of All with God
Prints in Sky of Stars and Ocean Blue..
and grains of sand.. without footprints
of human beings.. sadly
at this point.. now..

But change is possible..
when human footprints
are once again true..

as true as God is
Nature and never lies..
aGain.. before apple of human lies..
Truly heaven is always now for those
who find it with skeYes of GODiNow..:)

And side note here..
Truly God’s birthday
is everynow..
and always
worth
celebrating
for those of
uS Just living in
God’s Kingdom
of Heaven
now..
here
on Earth..
and so many
other places
too..
unless
one counts
planets
of trillions
as less than that..
a human being is
a Uni
verse of
God no
less no
more than
the rest
of Universe
as GOD too..:)

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ADDiTioNal side note..;)

Katie Mia says..

i will have to buy a much bigger home
to organize all my books.. Thank goodness
for the Internet.. or my bookshelf might be
as large as the earth..wInks..
hehe.. just with what i write…;)

Himali says..

Hehe. . I guess you should consider
publishing a book of yours
Katie grin emoticon

Katie Mia says..

HaHa.. i do it on yoUr Facebook page(S)..
almost everyday.. sMiLes of letters
and words for inspirational..
friends.. and sure..
books
too..
i love trees..
i’ll save a tree..
instead by doing this..
my friend Himali.. sharing
with you is enough for me..;)

Himali says..

What a lovely thought !
Loved the eco friendly
spirit smile emoticon

All in a Tree of Life..
my friend.. Himali..
smile emoticon

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SMiLes..
Rafiah..
aLL Love
iS betTer
Love..
and of
course.. that
includes ALLOVE..
yeah.. perhaps
wE wiLL
make
that
GOD’S NEW
NamE.. ALLOVE..
i dON’T FEEL
GOD WiLL
MiND..
AND JUST
THiNK..
nO 911’S
DRONES
oR
IRAQ’S..
if everYone
sees AnD FEELS
GODiNthatWAYnOW..:)

1286

No..
No 11K
poetic
posts two years ago..
Love grows alive..
Like a
Nautilus
Shell..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2013/12/11/a-tribute-to-a-true-friend/

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TheRe is life in Life and Death in Life..
the most important lesson in my life..
is to die in life
and live again..
and truly
only life
lives
with
Love
excluding
all fear.. so no
of course.. i for one
am not afraid of death
as i know the Gift of Life
as Intended by God to humans
is one of Love.. and never illusory
fears including the fear of death..
that no other animal
but human
falls
to in
blind eyes
of Living now..
And no.. of course God is
not happy when we fear and
hate.. as when we do that to us..
and others.. we do to God as well..
And no i wiLL not suggest
getting angry
or disrespecting
God as there is no
escape no matter
what a person
believes in or
what a person
names
God..
GOD
is REAL
AND NO
ILLUSION BUT
Fear AND Hate
IS.. FOR THOSE
WHO
LIVE.. now
WITH GOD
INSTEAD OF
AGAINST GOD..
SADLY.. MANY LIVE
IN FEAR AND HATE
AGAINST GOD.. AND
NO AGAIN.. THIS DOES
NOT MAKE GOD HAPPY
AT
ALL
AS US
WITH GOD..:)

Nice video SOHEIR.. and
truly what we take with
us is ONLY the
Love we
give..
so i never
look forward
to receive anything
in life.. as only
to give Love
is to
truly
BE
Love now
in God’SKeYes
of Loving Human..

And for me at Least..
i do not have to wait
for heaven..
it is now..
and that my
friend is the
gift from God
for Giving
ALLOVE
Always
NOW..
some folks say
it is impossible to
only live in giving
Loving spirit.. they
are incorrect
on that.. now
at least
in my
life..
my friend..
Sin is not necessary
for those who conquer it..
and sure that takes practice
continuous unrelenting
practice
with God
at Hand..
and eYes
my
friend..
SOHEIR..:)

1615

Well.. running late here.. with extra links..
for last blog post.. adding to Facebook pages.. hmm..
a three hour ‘extra-curricular activity’ before that..
and running to work-out now.. and perhaps another Poetry
Writing Rampage Spree.. when i get back.. with both Tuesday
And Thursday prompts with dVerse which number in well over 50 poems
to this point.. so will i write over 50 poetic expressions in response
back to all those poems.. before i go to bed tonight.. will see..
but still Casinos coming tomorrow in Biloxi.. and Catholic Church
and First Sunday Farm visit on Southern Baptist Pastor’s Farm..
on Sunday.. so i guess we will see.. after a few hours of
sleep last night.. wheRe Rave Dance ends then at 3 AM
or so.. so yeah.. Running.. it keeps me Running..
hmm.. maybe i’ll get a REAL job one day.. but no..
i’ll keep Running instead.. with my soul UPiNOW
instead of DOWNiN ways of ‘the world’… otherwise
known as the illusory systems of culture and or religion..
that keep folks down.. down.. down….. down…….
But with fears not.. i’m up.. up.. up..
and away for NOW NOW NOW.:)!!!

Go.. Go.. Go!!!..;)

1806

Himali Quotes:

“It’s all about
the first person
you wanna
tell good
news to..”

-The Weeknd (Abel Tesfaye)

i say..

i’m Alive..:)

1828

FinAlly off to
Tuesday Peace
Prompt at
dVerse..
and one left
for Monday Haibun
prompt as well..
first here..
and then
ON to
Peace..:)

*
A time in my life now.
where no one visits..
not even me..
in connecting
to Loves
from
family..
but when
that Loving FeeLinG
comes back.. i wiLL
to never
waste it
again..
no longer
do i wait for
company to come..
i am an organization
of dance.. force now
connecting
with or
without
an invitation
to tango
or
waltz…

Dance Free
Dancing
Friend WinDs..:)

*
Peace..
a pie of
pArts
never beginning
never ending
trials now
errors
maKinG
Love Real..
a garage
band..
a corner
bar.. and sooner
and sooner now a
symphony comes..
an opera of Love
and Peace
is reborn
in
LiGht
of LOVE
And PEACE..:)

A place where
peace is
price of Love..
wHere village
SinGs connecTinG
no longer diviDinG
hands of fear..
peace will
never be
possible
now with
illusory
fears..
Fear the
father and
mother of
all hate
related
humans..
yes..
fear
fear
Love
Free..:)

*
Weak Tomatoes
mostly men..
are harbingers
of aggression..
of violence..
of war..
a greaTesT
way to peace
is confident
men.. who
are not
afraid
of wives
leaving them
for other men..
and who deep down
know and feel now they
can stand their ground
with anyone.. the
illusion is
strong men
are mean..
but hell
no.. now..
the weakest
men.. choose
guns of
aggression
violence
and
war..
over
a real muscle
of heart and
body in defense
as any Lion Strong..:)

*
There is no peace
without Liberty
without Freedom
without Will now to
Reproduce and Love
whomever one wants
to.. or not reproduce
at all.. or to pursue
greater potentials
now of creative
minds.. and so many
other human liberties..
Peace will always
be Red as long
as people
will
take
freedom
away from others..
as there is no peace
within without freedom..
wars or no wars.. free is freedom..
and truly REAL Freedom is Peace NOW..:)

iN eYes of Saint
Francis.. animals
are souls too..
and plants
in essence
have
souls
as well.. in balance
with the rest of Nature..
us at war so long with
Planet
Peace
only comes
iN freedom of Balance..
Peace Planet Balancing
Freedom
Life..:)

Peace.. a balance
that never
empties..
soul..
so filled
with heart
and spirit..
overflowing
Love garden
nurturing place
of trust.. peace
starts at the
breast..
warm
nipple
and not
a rubber
one.. Peace
babies grow
face to breast
where sucking
is human comfort
without a
plastic
taste..
peace.. truly..
a touchy feely
thingie.. and without
this overflowing essence
of chalice.. fear becomes gold..
hate
becomes
goal.. NOW
Love is Peace
iS Love letting Go
filLinGoverfloWinG
when
trUly REAL..:)

Ah.. Peace..
a dream well lived
devil may nightmare
many an evil live dream..
but Love is Peace
when real
dreams
of Love
are
real..
and stressed
desserts are
one and
For me.. at
least.. peace lives
inside.. there is only
peace in mind and body
balance.. and truly
it is possible
to have
that even
in a bloody
battlefield..
for the
strongest
of human
beings
who
value
whatever
moment is..
as worthy of Peace…
no challenge too small
or large for those who
never
ever
give
up…
Peace a way
of being..:)

SonG of peace
stArts soLo..
perHaps
a BirdD’s
SonG
at fIRst..
but even
canAries iN
coal miNes
SinG as bEst
as Peace wiLL
carry tUnes
iN dArkest
coal of
nights
gone
passing
bLack.. but
a yelLow bird
knows no war
or peace..
yeLlow
bird
lives
a song
a Song
a SonG
feeLinG
bEinG
iS
N0W..:)

Ugh..
i miss
Shawna’s
blog.. so here
is my imaginary
response.. as
she comes
and goes..
she will
be coming
around the
mountain sometime
soon.. and carrying
a flag of something
in valleys low
and mountains
high..
as peace
is a living
thing.. relative
as peace for me.. as
is a thriving bar feeLinG
seEinG with electro
tech music.. me
spinning all
around
like a
feather
of peace
that
never
tires..
and then there
is Katrina.. dark
and quiet home
is just the way
she likes
it but
this is
how i Love
my PEACE..!
Shawna
baby!
once named
Maggie.. Fae
etc.. etc.. excedrin
am i..;)!
just
like
this:..:)!!

So. okay.. lesson learned
for now.. will skip
over to Thursday
Night Open
lInks
before
Shawna
deletes
her fun stuff
off of theRe..;)

And back for at
least one more
here on Tuesday
Night
after
that!..:)

And hmm..
is she trying
to always be
#10 on the
list.. and
yes i’ve
been noticing
all those ones
in the time
stamps
from her
responses
here as well..
never miss
a thing..
even if
it is
a thingie
to be missed..;)

Well.. smiLes
Shawna baby..
you have a right
to remain
silent
or do it
however you
like.. so protect
your corrects
in writing
on the
walls
of Poetry
Blues.. and
Whites.. with
Arrows now of
Sagittarian
Purple
Hues
of
Free..:)

Human..
truly an animal
who needs shelter..
food.. and drink..
And
human
connection..
but peace so deep..
deep as imagination
iN dreams and nightmares
sAMe can bRinG iN Unity’s
liGht or disCords dArk..
greaTesT wars
are fought
iN hemisphere
against the other
and that is left
and right
moreover
west
and
east
or
middle
east..:)

WeLL.. that’s
Thirteen at
Twelve 40
now
121122015
and enough
for now..
until
later..
with
sMilEs..
and coming
Biloxi Casino
trip on Saturday..:)

Back at 11:22 pm..
12122015..
finishing up the
last 8 of 19
links from
dVerse
Tuesday
prompt
on peace..
and almost
forget that
a two week
break is
coming
for d
Verse..
so i will
finish this
and save Thursday
Open link night
as inspiration
for the blog
post after
the next
one this..
anyway.. there
are 141 photos
that i do not
want to overwhelm
with too many
words
anyWay..
as Godprints
in skeYes
of God
say so much
more than words
alone will ever
possibly say
as measure
of God
REAL
AS
ALLTHATIS!
REAL FOR NOW!..:)!

*
Humans.. such loving
creatures in relatively
small groups.. then
WHO live in accord
with nature as GOD
as God will have it
with Bonobos
free Loving
where the
only law
is God’s
Nature
of Love
in Loving
primates
who AS
Humans and
Bonobos engage
in face to face
kissing and oral
sex for one reason
and one reason only
and that is empathy..
F E E L I N G..
the gift of Love
FROM GOD..
where the
pleasure
of others
can be
felt
as
same
as giver
and receiver
of all Human Love..
emotional and
SENsual the
same..
so take
the sensual
and emotional
away through CULT
UR E religions of illusory
fears.. that nowdominate
for reproductive controlling
patriarchal ways of fear
ful subjugating males..
who are collecting
females
like
objects
to use
instead
of objects
to share love
same as giving
and receiving..
and one
gets the fall
of humankind
truly after the
apple of Patriarchy
when humans no longer
Love and see the child as
child of the entire village
of family to raise..
as child becomes
material
item
to sell
off for
reproductive
control as well..
the truth is.. Humans
who are wild and free
Love much better than
humans who fear..
in illusory
ways..
subjugate
and control
over reproductive
freedoms and live
in harms way of stoning
and chopping off hands
for collecting
land
and wives
instead of
being free..
the truth iS the liGht
iS God and humanS
are Free and Loving
hands that hold..
until someone
rots
the
Apple
eYes
skeYes
print
of
God
in human
freedoms wild
and Loving giving
and sharing.. never
harming a hair of God’s
head of human FREEDOMS..
there is only one GOD and
THAT ALL THAT IS
NOW GOD AND
HUMAN IS FREE..
WHEN NOT IM
PRISON
ED BY
HUMAN
LIES..
NOW JUST NOW..:)

A R T
M U S I C K
heArt waiting
iN every human
for SonGs that
free.. uS.. take
away
music
of human
from the first
drum beats
of ancestor
worship of
God as Nature
uS ’round naked
campfires Life.. liGht
prison comes and goes
away from Nature
senses and
emotions
fAll
human
heart.. then..
spirit and soul
of music dies
as
human
song
of
Love..
comes back..
to live aGaiN.. NOW..!
heARt.. spiRit.. soUlives!..:)!

Child born of sharing..
never caring more
or less
in dollar
signs
sharing
never collecting
until hands forced
in bank
slips
of prison..
money’s
illusion.. sharing
cares.. human real..:)

Drone of human
being.. mechanical
bees escaping
buzzing
anxiety
shifting
emotions
to machine
bee cognition..
Feeling humans
busy bees now..
a Queen
of Love
is waiting
that human
can feel when
butterfly wings
fly.. no
longer
flutter
busy
still
Love Moves..
NOW..:)

L ove is Real
O theRe Feel
V erses Free
E qualS noW

L aughter
o H
V ocal SonG
E ndless Love

L ove is Real
o h tough
V erses UncondiTioNal
E verYone ToleRates Accepts wHen

L O V E I S F R E E i NoWasGOD..:)

I wOUld say i’M late but tHere is no
lATe or tiMe iN tHe KinGdom of God
also kNoWn
as LUke
17:21..
a Force
of God
comes
a
GaiN..
aLL
WAYS
n 0 w..:)

Connecting..
ways of
Uni
verseS
refuSinG
to be alone..
Peace impossible
with separation
but drOnes
of peace
building
connecting
Hive of Love
in freedoms
expressions
way to peace.. new
experiment never heard
unTil
noW..
sURe WitH
change
alWays
hoPE!..:)

Sidenote:
And true aphorisms
are not enough
alone.. now..
aka Wisdom..
one must
Dance
before
one can SinG..
end side note..;)

Peace..
a pipe
of power
that lives
within..
Love.. a
Force of
smoke and
mirrors that
is a real as
face
of
Love..:)

Question.. truly
is.. if i tELL you i
am here
now..
will you
believe me..
and no i am
not
talKinG
about
me..
Jesus lives
iN heArt as Christ..
noW.. alWays.. just.. now.. then..
by note of Luke 17:21.. now..
wHere we live
is up
to
uS WitH
God or not
now.. just now.. too..
if ‘we’ come again..
or ever
come
@
aLL.:)

1:23..
AM
12132015
and it’s
finished
for now..:)

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Gifts of three red roses..
laced white on marble top table..
candy.. cold hot tea and water.. candy
hiding words of greetings.. and three
to four petaled violet and white tiny
white flowered decorative side
dishes to light the air more
colorful as snack and
treat of lovely service to
fellow humans in a life that lasts
longer in now.. with giving heart spirit..
and soul in mind and body balance..
whether gifts.. service.. affirmation..
touch.. quality time.. five languages
of Love that some differ in.. giving..
and sometimes the giver does not
have eloquent words to say i Love you..
and perhaps the greaTest example currently
coming to mind.. and feeling.. is social drone
Mark Zuckerberg.. paving the way for the entire world to
to connect as human hive.. in his creation of Facebook..
dedicating his focus one-hundred percent.. so the world may
eventually see the similarities and differences in each other
as human friends across cultures.. and it is working as
the Loving one’s of us do defend each other
across the globe.. despite differences and
focusing on similarities of Love..
but that was not enough for Zuckerberg..
a budding Buddhist at this now.. he sets up
an LLC to give away 99% of his 46 Billion Dollars
increasing by 12 Billion Dollars a year at this now..
to charitable ways to bring equality to humankind..
so sure this man has no ties to any
Abrahamic religion now.. Jewish at
birth.. but that matters not to God..
as it is a measure of the Love in man’s
or woman’s heart.. that will be God’s
reward of Heaven unto itself..
in weight
of human
LOVE in God and
Human’s Heart sAMe..

And yes.. my friend..
when ‘they’ and me..
sing at the end of
Catholic Church..
they and me
say you will
know we are Christians
by our Love.. by our Love..

Well.. in that case you are Muslim
my Friend.. and Mark is becoming Buddhist..
and you two friends to me.. are among..

the Greatest Jesus Christians
i have ever either met
or heard of..

in this way
of heeding
Jesus as
teacher
instead
of worshipping
humble prophet
as GOD above..

the Love is what
counts.. the essence
driving force of sharing
and caring.. whether that
comes in words of affirmation..
acts of service.. gifts.. quality
time.. or touch.. and Loving
God and all of God’s
creation Unconditionally
tough.. and passionateLY
and never judging another
human being personally
as you
evidence you
do everywhere
i see your words
those are the
children of
God
who find
a way to Love
every moment
of everyday..
and no
i am
not
a
gift giver in
ways of material
items.. and i do Love
to affirm the worth of
all human beings in
words.. and sure
i’ve given 11
million
words
in
5 years
with never
a monetary reward
or thank you expected
from anyone else..
and attempt
to touch
people
in
unique
and sometimes
what most folks
will call
odd ways
in dance
of humanity
free my friend..
but we odd ones
like Mark Zuckerberg
will find a way to Love
and our Love will be so
brilliant that we set the
world
on
LIGHT..
i will not call you
odd but you are odd
’cause you are a greaTest
Lover too.. in your own unique
way of giving Love my friend
Soheir.. a Flower of God’s
Love has infinite
colors..
in matters not
the color of that
Love as Long
as it is
Love
with
GOD
my friend
no matter what
words in myths
or vehicles and vessels
of myths hold the truth
and light of essence
of Both God
and God’s
greaTest gift
of Love as potential
in human heArts..
spiRits and
soUls
my friend..
my words of affirmation will always be directed
toward Love.. no matter what the source of
God is in letters.. words.. books..
and human beings..
God is Love
and Love
is
Love
beginning and
end of never ending
story that is the
greaTesT Love
inherent
as God
in US..
my friend
Soheir.. so sure
stay inspired with
God and keep giving
my friend.. as there are infinite
ways of Loving same as God
is infinite
as well..
and we truly
have Infinity
to give Love and
never tire or be bored
of giving Love as True Love
is the gift that never tires or bores..
one to
give up
on Loving
More.. More..
M O R E NOW..:)
and yes there
is a song
for that
and no
i refuse
to judge
this women’s
background as sin
as she gives unconditionally
as well my friend.. Love
is God
is Love
the colors
matter not..
and i suppose
Yoda from Star
Wars and what they
call God as Force will
agree as well.. God
a force
that has
no limit
no name
but one that
changes as
sAMe now
my friend
SOHEIR
for NOW
True eYes of
God’s Love are
never color blind
and see Love in all
the ulti-mate colors
of Infinity
my
F R I
E ND..
and be
G
in
in
G..:)

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i hate (not really) to ruin an
otherwise graceful.. very positive..
and meaningful candid camera
opportunity with the
Beach Beatles..
but is it
just my imagination..
or does my left hand look
like a Cobra.. or other species
of snake.. anyway.. imagination
reins my left hand.. as well..
but the key is.. don’t stop
believing.. and no.. i’m not
afraid of snakes.. in left
handEd experience..;)

Getting into the flow of stuff..
red hot flow of Casino
dance.. that is..;)

And no..
reAlly the Christmas Tree..
isn’t totAlly necessary..
as i always light and life
the place up with Dance..
while what sometimes looks
like Zombies sitting behind
machines.. the machine
always wins.. no
machines for me..
dance is free.. and again..
it lights the place up.. with no
power bill.. or loans from Banks to
lose more….ugh.. gambling is boring
to me anyway.. after all.. who needs
money when ya got Dance.. Poetry..
and Song.. hell.. ya don’t even need drinks..
or T and A.. really.. and the Casinos provide
the last two or three.. and nah.. it ain’t free..
as once again.. the machine always wins
for those who fall under the power
of all machines of life.. ugh.. ugh..
ugh… Santa says just believe
in something other than
machines or money.. yes..
yes..
yaass..!..;)

Ya.. see that joy..
no i did NOT win the Jackpot..
and no i have NOT had several drinks..
all i need is Dance.. Poetry.. and Song..
once again.. and totAlly Love.. Like my friends..
the Beach Beatles say.. but hey.. to get to Love..
it is helpful to dance.. sing.. and write poeTry
for those who are so inclined.. in right brain
ways of doing stuff.. yeah.. in
left handed ways of living..;)

Anyway.. incredible pictures of Beach
skies.. and all of that in Biloxi..
coming to ‘this’ blog post
in the near future..
named.. “Godprints iN SKeyes’..
but first more ramPage PoeTry
Writing Spree acTiviTy to come
again..:)

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Smiles.. Victoria..
i guess you didn’t get what i was hoping
would be a helpful suggestion.. last time.. you came by..

Word Press is much slower.. opening my posts
than the other two Blogger Blog avenues..
that i link on the Google Plus page..
for just this reason..
as i have friends with
slow computers.. who
cannot open up Word Press..

Anyway.. if you happen to come back by again..
and for some reason are not seeing the other two links..
here it is again.. as a direct link to the fastest blog.. below..

The folks at dVerse talked me into using Word Press..
in the first place.. ’cause they did not like the commenting
feature on Blogger.. which i do enjoy now.. for the
comments section.. as well.. on Word Press..

But it is just not a good platform for all
of what i do.. as far as slow
computers and or
Internet access
speed..

Anyway..
i do what i can to make things
as easy as possible for anyone
who wants to share all of what i do..

And i take great time
and effort to do it
as well.. just for
Love friend..
just for Love..:)

And here’s the link again..:)

http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

And as far as the specific reason why you see
the pictures jumping.. it is the combination of either
computer speed.. Internet access speed.. and or
Word Press clunky servers.. causing the photos to load slowly..

There are zero problems on a fast computer and Broad Band
avenues of access.. regardless if it is Word Press or not..
but again.. Technology is catching up..

Where even new generation iPhones..
and iPads.. will open up what i do with ease..
as long as there is an adequate broad-band
access avenue for connection as well..

Smiles.. and that seems to be boosting
my readership incredibly as
well.. per view counts..

Anyway.. i am not
just writing this for you..
i will include this in my
next blog post..
as i do
occasionally..

for anyone else
who is having this
problem constantly
or intermittently..:)

So thanks
for bringing it
to my attention again..:)

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So i’m dancing up and down
the incline hallway by the pool..
at the Hard Rock Cafe.. with my
Santa Shirt that says
“Don’t Stop Believin”..
several ‘stodgy
southern’ folks come
passing by.. with a
look of ignoring.. me..

And then as fortune will have it.. two twenty-
something.. girls.. come up and start to
video-tape me.. and sure as they start..
‘Don’t Stop Believin’ by Journey comes
across the Air Waves in Casino way..

i already know i will be using the song
to top off the blog post photo collage to
go along with my T-shirt of not just the day..
but Life in General.. as the Truth and LiGht
iS.. theRe is a power and FORCE of Belief
that is greater than any letter.. any book..
and any scientific method developed to
date.. and NO.. ‘we’ are not talking about
a little hope.. faith or belief..
we are talKinG about 100%
RED HOT… HOPE.. FAITH..
AND BELIEF.. WHErE thEre iS
ZERO DOUBT.. FEAR.. OR HATE..
and what that makes is the REAL
FORCE OF UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH
AND PASSIONATE LOVE AS REAL AS
REAL GETS IN THIS LIFE NOW..

AND FOR anyone who ever exists
in this state of mind and body in balance
also known as the Kingdom of God..
Heaven is Now.. Nirvana.. Kundalini
totAlly rising.. in harmony.. being..
one with the GREAT SPIRIT..
THE CHI.. THE KI.. THE QI..
THE DAO.. ATMAN..
all the metaphors of
sages of the ages..
MAGIC GETS REAL..
and white ALL NATURAL
magic all the way..
as the dark of
magic will never
see the light
of real White
MAGIC GIFTED
BY THE GOD
OF ALL AND
LOVE AS
ONE WAY
TO HEAVEN NOW…

AND when a person arrives theRe..
ALL THErE IS IS LOVE..
AND THE BEST THING OF
ALL THAT IS IT IS NOW..
JUST NOW..
AND THeRE
IS NO WAITING
FOR THOSE
WHO BELIEVE
SEEK.. FIND..
AND PRACTICE
THIS ETERNAL GIFT
OF LOVE FROM GOD
NOW.. and there is
ZERO QUESTION
WHETHER OR
NOT GOD
EXISTS
IN WHATEVER
FORM OF METAPHOR
ONE WANTS TO USE
FOR THE ESSENCE
OF ALL THAT IS THAT IS GOD..
AS IT IS AS REAL AS THE NOSE
ON ANYONE’S FACE
WHO CAN
SMELL
THE TRUTH
AND LIGHT
OF
IS
JUST
NOW..:)

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^6^
So now you
are a sign/
symbol..
like Prince..
i mean princess..
and that is my
sign as
well..
Angel
Six
or baT
man
wInGs..
it matters
not as God
iS
WoNe..
and YoDa
sInGs..
anyWay
i just had
to stop by
before you
come again..
to get my Shawna
fix.. or whatever..
whomever..
symbol
or sign
comes
next..
as you
or me..;)

And yes.. we
at least.. yes WE
reAlly are
Indigo/crystal/
star seed//
children///
of the
new age..//////
that sH88
is as real
as double/
Infinity//
now///
YE..
a real
S
HIT
of REAL..;)//////
!NOW!
!

And sure.. More.. More
More about Love..
Y NOt..
from
a year
ago.. sTill
applicable
now and
always
of course
Still on COURSE..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/12/masterpiece-call-of-the-wild/

And MoRe fun

Church

photos

coming tomorrow

when SUN

day

activities are finishing

for  then

(;..now..:)

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Chemistry of Truth and Light

Posted on December 10, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

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Hi Prajakta.. so glad to see you back from
your engagement vacation
in the States..
back in
India for you..
and so happy that
you see my photos as
alive.. as i do more than
point and shoot.. i live
and point and
shoot..
sMiles..and
before.. when
i lose effective use
of my eyesight and
hearing for 66 months..
as well as almost
all emotions
to connect
to other
human
beings..
through the
truly unbelievable
constant waking
pain of Type
Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. and
18 or so.. other
stress
associated
medical disorders
that magically go
away when i
completely
recover from
the stress and
become human again..
iS the value of being aLive..
just simply ALiVe.. treaSuRinG
THat expressing iT all and sharing IT..
as when i live in the deadzone then.. now
i see a group of furry monkeys hugging
each other in a zoo.. afraid of human
culture.. i see my cat curled up
in comfort on a bed
like the golden
spiral of
the Milky
Way too..
and i realize
God is REAL..
God is ALL OF NATURE
GIFTED IN ME TOTALLY
INNATELY.. INSTINCTUALLY
AND INTUITIVELY REAL..
THAT I LOSE ALL NOW
THEN.. i GET IT back then NOW
ALL.. baby.. i live iT ALL now
i share it ALL.. and no one is
gonna.. make this ‘Godzilla’
extinct
again..
as Nature
rules as
God is
Nature My Friend..
and i no longer listen
to the lies of any human
being.. culture.. or religion
that would take my gift of
human being
away again..
so sure..
MY PHOTOS ARE
ALIVE AND SO AM I..
TG FOR THE GOD OF NATURE
THAT LIVES IN ME.. AND BRINGS
IT ALL BACK TO ME..
WHEN I SIMPLY
LISTEN WITHIN
AND GET
HEALED
ALIVE AGAIN
LIKE A PHOENIX RISING
FROM THE BLACK
ASHES OF CULTURE
RELIGION AND
MANY
OTHER
HUMAN
LIES..
TRUTH IS LIFE
NOW.. TRUTH IS LIVING..
WISDOM OF TRUTH
AND LIGHT
OF LOVE
HAS ALWAYS
LIVED WITHIN
AS GIFT..
AND I WILL
PROTECT THAT
SAME AS MY LIFE NOW..
WITH NO HOLDS BARRED..
OF
BEING
HUMAN..
IN TRUTH
AND LIGHT AS LOVE
AS LIFE.. MY FRIEND..:)

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From Rafiah’s
Facebook page..

i say..

i listened to ‘this’..
and it makes me glad of two things..
one that i no longer take chemistry and leave it behind in high school..
but it is definitely worthwhile taking some classes in Chemistry then..
to show how stuff in the world is put together.. really beautiful
hexagonal six sided structures and all of that..
yes.. beauty in ALL THAT IS NOW..:)

And two.. i’m glad i
never had an instructor who sounds
like one of those traditional sitar/tabla.. monotone sounding songs..
absolutely no PROSOCIAL emotions in that voice.. and this is
the problem with attracting new students to science..
teachers that don’t sound human..

#humanequalsemotionsexpressinginvoice

And sure..
friend Rafiah.. when i speak with human
i sound like a harp.. but sure when i speak like ‘this’..
i am a robot too.. and humans silently roll their eyes back at me..
so sing song is better than robot.. in what is human.. smiles..
for now at least.. for me.. with human song..

Anyway.. i’ll continue praying for you..
that you make IT through all of this..
alive..
and continuing
to be a kind
and feeling
human being..
listening to robotic..
scientists screaming
instructions at you in
traditional sitar/tabla
vocal chord-like
music..
yeah..
finger nails
on a chalkboard..
sound more inviting
to me.. but i am
strange.. any
WAY..
too..;)

And sure i was really good at Chemistry..
straight A’s and all of that in all maths and sciences..
but there was a voice inside.. namely my heArt.. SpiRit..
and soUl.. saying get away as fast as you can.. before you lose uS..

i suppose some people are not as fragile as i am in losing that..
but i knew THAT for me.. WAS/IS the path to NO heart.. spirit..
and soul.. innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively.. and sure enough..
the computer comes.. and that world of mechanical cognition
at work and home.. surely.. and eventually takes
my heart.. spirit.. and soul.. away..
in living in mechanical cognition..
away from
my human being..

And NOW poetry..
dance.. and song bring it back..
Thanks Allah.. thanks now.. human again..:)

But in those days.. even in engineering classes
literal warning signs are posted in classes to remind
people to get out and connect to other human beings..
to not forget they are human.. sadly those signs no longer hang..
and as a result of that science shows that adult college students..
have lost approximately 30 percent
of empirical measures of
empathy in the last
several decades..

Credit the world of computers directly to that my friend..
there is also a science of human being.. God and all of that is..
and surely use it or lose it applies in all stuff human.. so it’s time
for a new revised bible.. as the cultures of old no longer apply
to what steals the human heart.. spirit and soul my friend..
now in our modern cultures.. globAlly…

i see it often.. but sadly many folks will have to
learn this lesson the hard way.. either in the nick of time..
to save their human being.. or too late in lost my friend..

A heart.. a spirit.. and THE soul.. is a much more valuable
thing to lose.. than standard IQ points.. or grade point average..
but sure again.. a lesson to be learned as truth and wisdom
in the experience of life.. as Love and LiGht..

So sure.. i use odd methods to get folks attention on this..
but i my friend have been to real hell.. and there is more to this now..
than meets the human eye.. in books of wisdom of the past..
as this culture we live in.. is a brand new experiment
that did not exist at all thousands of years ago..

Lesson learned
for me.. at least..
the BEST LESSONS OF
BEING HUMAN MY FRIEND..
AND SURE STAYING THAT WAY..
as mechanical cognition
ways of being can..
will.. and do take
ALL that away..:)

You’ve probably never watched the Terminator..
or Matrix series of movie.. but these movies..
present new metaphors of bible
of human being..
warning..
the Matrix is
real.. the Machine
culture is real.. you
can take the red pill
or the blue pill in Movie
Metaphor for that or you
can live a balance of the
two.. as Green
Pill of GOD
ALLAHONE..
where the architect
and the oracle
of human being
become one
or Neo
my friend
like me..
Christ
consciousness..
Kundalini Rising..
One with Allah..
the Great Spirit..
endless metaphors
for the essence.. now
of Truth and Light..
the sages of the
ages get it..
but no..
they never
have to endure..
the new human
experiment of
machine mind
culture now..
So i am
Neo..
too..
and the
choice is
yours my friend
as always.. now..:)

Rafiah says..

I dont remember having straight A’s in my life ever. tongue emoticon
And I have watched terminator and matrix series. tongue emoticon
You dont underestimate my powers. tongue emoticon

i say..

So.. show me more of your powers.. Rafiah..
i will be waiting.. and sure i will be back..
to see them.. and straight A’s is not
not all what it is cracked up to
be as many straight
A students
eventually
get
cracked
up.. and
no it’s
not funny
when human breaks..
But okay… when Humpty
Dumpty Egg Heads get
put back together again..
And honestly now that
you tale me you don’t
ever make straight
A’s.. i will worry
less about
your college
ways of being..
as smart
can truly
be dumb..
and obviously
you have common
sense.. the real smart
by the time life ends..
and begins.. my REAL smart friend.. Rafiah..:)

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Sidenote here.. before i go on..
with the dVerse Monthly
ONLINE POET’S PUB
Monday prompt
for creative
Haibun..
where i for
one go MY
OWN WAY
with
my own
style
of Fredbun..
hehe.. but anyway..
the Matrix Movie analogy
along with Arnold in the
Terminator movies.. and
even the Book of Eli
Movie with Denzel..
Washington.. all
feature leading
men.. with
Sunglasses
like me.. which
are not a Superhero
fashion statement but
a lifelong necessity of
a victim of
Trigeminal
Neuralgia..
as my Six
Hundred and
Sixty Six dollar
or so.. expenSinG
Maui Jim.. Shades
with patented tint
technology relax
my ocular nerve in
a special and fruitive
way just enough to allow
me to use my eyes freely in
near and far sighted ways of being..
Did i say magic happens to me
all the time to cure my
ills now.. well it does
believe it or not
Ripley all is possible
with the ALL NATURAL
REAL NEO POWER OF GOD
GIFTED TO US SIMPLY NOW
ALWAYS NOW FOR THOSE OF
US WHO SEEK IT.. FIND IT.. AND
PRACTICE IT NOW.. IN ALL NATURAL
WAYS OF MIND AND BODY BALANCE
IN THE ART OF MOVING HUMAN
BODIES AT CORE BALANCE
OF HUMAN
BEING..
REGULATING
EMOTIONS..
INTEGRATING
SENSES..
INCREASING
FOCUS IN
WAYS OF
COGNITIVE
EXECUTIVE
FUNCTIONING
AND SHORT TERM
MEMORY AS WELL..
AND NEXT THING YA
KNOW YA ARE NEO DOING
IT ALL REAL WITH IMAGiNaTiOn
and creativity WHOLEY new in
REAL HOLY WAYS
OF BEING
NOW
JUST
NOW
ALL NATURAL
ALL FREE WE CAN
ALL BE NEO IF WE FIND
IT TRY IT USE IT AND PRACTICE
THE HIGHER ALL NATURAL POWER OF
GOD GIFTED IN US IN OUR DNA NOW..
AGAIN.. unpacking epigenetic potential..
JUST NOW.. IN THE
REAL KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
EXISTING IN WISDOM AND
LOVE OF TRUTH
AND LIGHT
IN BEING
HUMAN
NOW
ONCE AGAIN
JUST NOW..
so.. when i first start dancing
at Old Seville Quarter with all my
Neo-like Ballet and Martial arts
mixed all innate.. instinctual..
and intuitive ways of moving..
there is a Twitter headliner
on the big screens
playing music videos
around the room allowing
anyone to post twitter
feeds there..
and i become
the topic of conversation
‘tween ‘this guy is on ‘Molly’..
‘this guy thinks he is Neo’..
or ‘crap when the
topic of discussion
at Old Seville
Quarter is an
old dude
in shades’
too.. hehe..
and then there
are some so-called
boys who think they
are men who try to challenge
my newly obtained alpha male
status.. so i show
’em some of my
more enhanced
harder
martial
arts skills
and they scurry
away like little
mice away
from real
men..
who have
no fear like me..
as i am in balance..
i have the power of ‘Chi’
in me.. and just my hand grip
is truly that of steel.. and yeah..
sure now there is that video of
me leg pressing 930LBS on
parallel leg press machine
14 times earlier.. 25
times now..
like no other
male at any age
on YouTube..
with arms
raised up
surely and slowly
like a ballerina
pumping iron
at extreme..
for just
a little
notion
of what my
martial arts
kicks can do in
TRUE EFFECT
WHEN MY FEET
CONTACT
FLESH..
HMM..
but i
practice
with steel
as i care
not to
hurt
humans
or kicking
bags made
of less than
steel..
i haven’t
linked that here
lately.. so here it is..
just in case anyone
falsely thinks i say
anything black
and white
that is
a
lie..;)

And sure..
people have often
confused my grace
and kindness for weakness
but sure i have some other links
‘here’.. that show a little more of what
i am capable of as an all naked warrior too..
so yeah.. i am a scientist.. not just a poet..
or oracle.. there is an architect in
me that will surely prove
in evidence of
what i am
saying
here too..
per the limits of the
tools at hand of measure
beyond the scientific method
that is so sluggish to this
point now.. to
measure the
all natural higher
power of the real
all natural magic
of the human emotions
of faith.. hope.. along with
namely belief as higher powers
gifted to us.. who enhance these
emotions all naturally and use them
to the benefit of Truth and Light in
Wisdom and
Love to
help all
others
too..
as humans
are truly evolved
to do when set free
naked and wild as God
will have us be
in kind
and courage
of human being now..
So yeah.. sure.. back later
with some poetry too..
time for sand
dance now
once
again..
as the sun
is waiting
and i am a willing
dance for the Sun and
Sand of Earth as well..
as wild
and free
in Truth
and Light
Now JUST NOW..:)

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Amen..
the heart is more than a muscle..
use it or lose.. as in all stuff nature and life
applies to human heart as well.. in ways of feeling now..
moreover the science of yesterday or future..
now can be happiness always..
when one gains
the other emotional intelligence..
the most important kind for long term
success inside as well as outside.. smiles..

So i train my heart..
like an Olympic sport..
and sure that requires more
than sitting still meditation for me..
i must move to meditate.. as ADHD
does not work well for sitting still
under any circumstances for me..
but as science shows..
approximately 20%
of all of the animal kingdom
are born Sitters vs.. Rovers..
so sure too.. Super Rover is
me too.. with wInks Greg..;)

2234

Katrina says..
caution boots..
WARNING BOOTS!.;)

KATRINA says.. i look dam good in those boots (NOT ME)..;)
So here.. traditional husband and wife.. selfie.. Facebook..
Profile.. status photo thingy.. at the
Church Christmas festival..
grounds.. but i’ll
play that song
one more time..
’cause i ain’t..
been
‘right’
yet..wink emoticon

Hmm.. miXed mesSages..
but back to
dVerse Poet’s
Pub.. now.. wHere
theRe are some
photos and
now some
inspiring
to get
done..
and what comes
next.. will be mY
MESSage then..;)

*
A world wHere toy boats
become imaginary
sails for
waters
once transVerSinG
adult and child
alike.. Ferry’s
to Islands
only way
off and on..
wheRe young men
become hands on deck
instead of watching
toy boats
come
and go…

Hands Deck
plus 52
Cards ACE

Hands
solo iN Star
Wars lonely..:)

Yeah.. i break the
prompt rules now
and do 2 Haikus
instead of
one..
and sure
it was okay
to break the
rules before.. unless
i stray one tiny
bit
it
is
not
okay
for me..
As i do more
than less.. as that
is just the way i am
born as is.. now..
and that reminds
me of funny
moments from
when i do
engage
with
links.. one
time one snooty
sounding poet says..
i hate to rain on your
parade but you have to
single space with
14 lines or more..
and i tOld her
i play by
heArt
and
no rUles
composed by
others who live
by boarders instead of free..
So if ya think i’m really cuckoo
i can do 100 Haikus to just one
narrative prose..
or 1644 words
of 28 Palindromes
for a total of
56 mirrored
Palindromes
and sure i
just do it
as evidenced
here.. now
again..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/12/mirror-times-mirror/

And as synchronicity will have it.. i use the
same song ‘A Beautiful Mind’ to accompany that
poetry too.. and although zero likes come..
in ways of WordPress Brownie Points
yes.. sure.. i receive
nice compliments for
doing that including
a bar bet with the
original
creator
of dVerse
Brian Miller
alias Mr. ‘X’..
for a beer if
i go over 1000 words
in jest of course.. as
online is a dry-tap
in so many
ways more
than that
ugh..
yeah..
i find it amazing
and amusing and truly
sad that just because i do
new things with many photos
and videos to accompany
many more words
and effort above
and beyond any
prompt imagined
i am continually
bullied in passive
aggressive ways
until the
reality
of the
constant
dissonance
makes the place
no longer a place
that i can reasonably
participate in without
watering down my creativity..
but i do not feel bad at all.. now..
and use this just for more creativity
in inspiration ways.. as i know now dam
well for sure.. if Whitman.. or Kerouac
who is in it to publish and make a living
unlike me who is just doing this
for fun and the service
of Love..
to inspire
other folks
will be brow
beat on the
beat of
poeTry
until
they go away
from links as well..
but just imagine what those
folks could have done with a
technological tool like this..
but just imagine too.. what
it would take to
escape
the rest
of technology
to focus on this
one thing.. and hehe
dance for me as well..
and leaving now all the
rest of
technologies
instant gratification
behind.. but you see..
i learn from them..
in dark and light
in my own
life as well..
i know AND FEEL
WHAT WORKS..
AND THE
CREATIVE
ENERGY i HAVE
NOW.. iS PRACTICALLY
UNHEARD OF.. AND THAT
MY FRIEND(S) IS MORE THAN
JUST ME IT IS TRULY THE GOD
OF ALL THAT IS.. THAT IS NATURE
INCLUDING ALL THE TOOLS AND EFFORT
THAT GO TOGETHER TO MAKE
WHAT i CAN DO
NOW
REAL..
AND SURE i CAN
PROVE IT TOO..
AND THERE IS
SO MUCH i do..
it may take a whole
army of poets
after i go
off this
terrestrial
plane to even
hope to sort
through it one lifetime..
as i don’t own art.. i do
not sell it.. i just do it..
and share it.. and sure the
joy is IN DOING IT.. SO I JUST
DO IT.. GET IT.. I JUST DO IT..
AIN’T LOOKING FOR NO
BROWNIE POINTS..
JUST WRITING
DANCING
FRIENDS
AND A BEST
NOW FOR
ME AND
GOD
AS GOD
LIVES THROUGH
ME AS WELL NOW
AND I RESPECT
GOD ENOUGH
TO SHOW
GOD A
BEsT
TiME ALWAYS
NOW MY FRIEND(S)
AS GOD MAKES THE
BEST FRIEND AS ALL THAT IS..
AND ALL
OF THIS..
AS EXPRESSION
OF THAT..
THERE IS SO
MUCH THAT GOD AND
i HAVE DONE TOGETHER
NOW.. THAT IT IS TRULY
BECOMING DIFFICULT FOR
ME.. THE ONE WHO HELPED
TO DO IT..
TO WRAP iT
ALL AROUND
MY MIND..
SO I’LL
LEAVE
THE REST
OF THAT UP
TO GOD AND
GOD’S OTHER
FRIENDS LIKE ME..
SMILES.. INFINITY SMILES..:)

End of really long side note..
and back to dVerse.. to
another asteRisk person
who does not
like my
taste
of being..
and that is okay
to each his or her
own will.. but those
who own.. now..
RARELY SHARE then
now THE TRUTH AND
LIGHT OF THE
KINGDOM OF
HEAVEN NOW..
AND THAT IS BETWEEN
THEM AND GOD.. i
am just
a helper
heRe now
so smiles
again..
and sure
i wear boots
too.. bAREfoot boots..
the song should be over
wRite about now.. so
i guess i need
a new selection
to accompany
the rest i
will do to
catch up to
the rest at dVerse
for now.. as Monday
Work-Out gym space
and distance
is coming
soon..;)

*
Well.. the way i look at the cold
of heARted iS they are not
blessed by the Love
of an Unconditional
Mother..
or
others
as the gifts
of life are many
for those who give
and receive and when
there is no receipt of Love
in FloWeRinG theRe are tRuly
SMall consolations for LiGHT..
beyond power and status..
subjugating and ruling
others through
illusory
fears
to yes.. control
instead.. of share
and give Love from
a chalice of Love that
is never form alone
and truly essence
of feeling con
necting hu
man be
ing
now..
most often when i see
so-called rich folks i see
empty souls.. as what else
could motivate them.. to
gain money
over
Love..
except for
a Lack of Love..
or other device OF LOVE..
LIKE caring Doctors.. and
so forth and so oN..
for people
who give
while
taking
as well..
Bottom Line is
medicine iS Love for
those who can both
fill and
swallow
the medicine…

WHOLEnOW
WHOLE iN
holYOne..;)

Two potential
human responses to
most types of bullying
generAlly
are victory
or vengeance..
and we see results
of that everywhere
we look where Love
does not reach
heArt.. spiRit
and soUl
of human
being Real…

No re-fills 4love holes
iNo feeling giving
Whole Love..:)

*
So easy to make imaginary
Lovers out of idealized
Lovers of nows gone
pasSinG.. but so
much better
to square
away in closure
of the reality
of who they are now..
and sure.. what a blesSing
Facebook is to make imaginary
real.. and focus more now
on the Loves
that are…

Imaginary Lovers
feel
arms best REAL..:)

Sidenote says..
cool i am out
of AsteRisk
Land for
now..
but oh.. those
Asterisks are no
risk at all and
so inspiring..
i just
Love my
scarlet
asterisks
so much..
as side note
ends.. for now.;)

No act of kindness
No word
No act.. no service
too small..
to save a life.. is all

Trying alway
s PiLL
Forgiveness

Well.. first of all
the Internet really
sucks when short
term rules are more
important than long
term gifts.. in NOW..
and your poetry now
is a gift God damn
it and so is mine
God damn
it God sTill
Loves weeds
that refuse
to stay
out of
high class
lawns.. winks..
‘sorry’.. you know
i have a history with
this.. and you rarely shut
people up or down.. so i
sing my song here.. of
serious disgust..
anyway..
i
revel
in being
both human
and free to say
these things in areas
that are open-minded
and not closed
to different..
as there
is truly
nothing
to
lose when
one truly is free.. now..
and that is the spirit of
the wild west my friend..
the nomads.. the movers and
shakers among us.. who move
away from the Middle
of Africa
and go
as far
as South America
where dancing naked
and free on beaches
iS jUST
a way
of Life..
I am an Indian
of Rain forest now
in a New Jerusalem
once named hell.. and
truly where i live mirrors
both of those historical
places so
well now
as what
i find
here
at times
my friend..
Glenn.. now..
so sure i am
used to it as a weathered
open minded liberal
Indian or cowboy
in conservative
hell where
sticks
in mud
flower
the
same
over and
over again..;)

Trivia note.. the
first white settlers
of Milton where i live
named it hell on the
river where i live
then.. as
the briars
will poke the
hell out of you
and yes.. they still do..

And ‘that’ is my extra long
Fredbun Haiku at the end..
now.. Briar and Friar free..;)

Well.. the Jedi analogy for
Buddhist philosophies
seeing emotions
as an enemy
to escape
miss
an important area…

Life ships more
travel
feeling sails..:)

Sea stories.. art of story taling..
where bombs make friends
forever in heArts sTill
of men courageous
enough to stake
stand
in sands
of free.. then..
bits and bytes
of Television
stray minds
no longer
now deep
in stories
of human soul..
with eyes that
no longer
can
see even
lies on bits
and bytes
of lips that
will to control..
away
from
free.. the loss
of the human story
is perhaps the greaTesT
Loss of all of human being..

Oral Tradition
sings
War Stories free..:)

5:05 pm now..
in a full
2 hour
and 16
minute effort
to catch up
fully now..
work-out comes
now.. and back
for a week as that
is how long this
prompt stays
open..
across
my responses
of coming blog
posts too.. for
the next week..
as well..
as hell
yes.. this
is just a
joy and
fun
for me..
For sMiLES..:)

Back at 11:16
pm.. 12072015
Pearl Harbor..
bombing day..
to catch
up to
the rest
of dVerse
for now..;)

Smiles.. humans
never fear the
rain until they
gain
clothes..
before that
it is a joy
to beat
the
sweltering
heat.. and
of course to
drink.. as life
giving 90% of
what we are
in
flesh..
AND
blood..

Old dreams
of Rain
Simply Life..:)

From water we come
to water we go..
without
water we
die.. to
kill in
water sad…

Such irony
iN
giving life..:)

Smiles.. Standard IQ
points and emotional
speaking intelligence
are not always
bed feathers
of the now
same pillow
where heads
rest
low
sad
when
grades
take away
from human
being by way
of mechanical
over empathic cognition..

Robot days
grade A
fail at human..:)

Well.. in this
third Glenn
Haibun to
comment
back to
in one day..
which still pales
in the effort and
nows it takes to
read one of mine..
so.. i am still far behind
hehe.. in reciprocation..
i am reminded now
of Wife Katrina’s two
week stay of amnesia
after a particularly
challenging
complex
partial
epileptic
seizure.. shortly
after my recovery
and purchase of some
furniture and a 60 inch
HDTV to celebrate newly
gained effective use of vision..
she comes home
and the look
of terror
on her face
is nothing like
i’ve ever seen
in any horror
movie of human
being..
truly
it scares
me then..
as i feel how
she feels in empath
way.. she truly believes
someone breaks into
our home
and put
that TV
and furniture
in here.. as she
cannot remember
us buying it at all..
and she accuses me
of being part of it.. as
i will not agree with her
blank side of the story
unknown to her
in forgetfulness…
She fully recovers
thank God.. and
that is the
only
episode
of that
two years
ago.. TGx2…

Precious
memories
save sanity..:)

All caught up
now at 11:47..
a rather slow
poeTry day
at dVerse..
and i think
i’ll try to
watch Mocking
Jay Part 1..
and i haven’t
even watched the
first movie yet..
but who has nows
when they write
and dance
to do
anything
but create..
but sure.. there’s
always room for
more imagination
and inspiration
from all
pArts
of culture
as well.. and FREE!..:)

Back at 11:11 pm..
12082015.. after a
long long day
and night
of dance
shopping
and will catch
up here until
i fall asleep
in my chair
writing more
than likely
as i am
tired
tired
tired..;)

(;..LiGht Truth in political
water is hard
to save to
hard is water
political in Truth LiGht..:)

11:25 pm.. bedtime
for Bonzo..
Dancing
Bonzo feet
are tiRed..:)

FinAlly back again..
12102015
12:40 am..
busy birthday
day with my mother
tomorrow.. clinical
visits.. and celebration
of my 88th dance week
Thursday Night
at Old Seville
Quarter.. in
Pensacola.. FL..
with all the cool
college age folks..
so poetry nows
for writing or
less but
still
i write
on for now..:)

*
Friendships of the
heArt.. spiRit and
soUl.. virtual
and
vicarious
but real
in spiRit
no dimensions
but real.. alive..

together
connecting
online hive..:)

SMiles..
Sunday shoes
with whipped
cream tops
and no
scars..
as whole..
wheRe words
can mean anything
short of imagination
and youth.. of then now..:)

Shoes of Life
repairing
alWays feat..:)

A place of zero
time.. heaven
now.. wHere
only schedules
drop in hindsight
blind.. theRe is
a matrix
of time
and not
time too..:)

Office visits
insane
inside alive2..:)

*
Medicine.. a lifesaver at times..
But sanitation workers
beat doctors
hands
down
in reAlly
Saving Lives..

Janitor Blues
skeYes rules
human ALive..:)

Questions..
Children
do not ask
anymore.. input
instead of output..
bRing minds with
little
out put
or questions
in deeper oceans
of life..
Turn it off
and talk and
questions come
again..
but now
there is Google
and another reason
to turn the mouth off too…

Vocal Chord
imagination
stilted by screens..:)

Flow sailing
boat pond
or lake now
ocean is/was
or cement
one coming
ONe WitH
wiNds
breeze..
letting go..
as children
sail with winds
aloft..
never
ending
adults
too.. now
oh.. just
saiLinG
floWinG..
letTinG go..
be sAils
be wiNds..

Go GO.. aLive
oCeaNoW
ONeFree!..:)

Caught up to
all entries
for dVerse
Monday Haibun..
going on to
Tuesday
Peace
prompt
and links
but after
sleep ends
for now..:)

1:23 am

Fredbuncities..;)

4666

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/12/clothes-of-god-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

Smiles.. Glenn.. with hopes of joy for you..
actuAlly i’ve read every single dVerse
contribution since last March of 2015..
and commented on every single one..
in micro-poetic to greater expression..
with the asterisks
here of known folks
who moderate
or delete
me out..

So.. sure.. at
least everyone
gets a comment
from me.. never
failing to do it
at any now
since
then..
and additionally
all those poetic
expressions are
documented here
going back fully
to October of 2014..
per example linked
now from my site
here.. now.. and then..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/10/08/2777-words-of-dverse-poetic-response/

i don’t do the work
just to see my work
deleted.. it stays here
in ways of love on servers
as long as servers live on for now..
who knows.. perhaps a thousand years or longer..;)

And it’s
just an ongoing
practice of Unconditional
Love as challenge in
tough and passionate
way.. that will turn
the other
cheek to
be stronger
and stronger
forever now..
in ways of heart
muscle deeper than
flesh my friend.. and
hell yes.. it works.. when
folks do this as a practice..
and not just lip service
making parables
of wisdom empty
platitudes instead
of directions in
a way of life
in deeds to
Holy Spirit
Heart
as Unconditional
Loving soul.. and
this is where Muslims
in the whiter version of that
way beat our Christians over here
hands down.. who think all they
have to do is recite John
3:16 one time
like a magic
incantation..
making
Jesus into
a God instead
of following his
Wisdom and Love
as Works of Life in
practice to grow a white
soul farther and father from
the dark place that can be a
human soul.. with Love in Heart
and Spirit as a practice of Love
growing that garden of Love
taller and taller
in trees that
provide fruit
of Love for
others too..
and no it doesn’t surprise
me that the very ones.. who
banned me are the ones who
profess this belief in scripture
as words alone
rather than practice
of teachings of the Real man
Jesus.. that ironically my Muslim
Friends follow as a practice
without ever reading
the New Testament
at all.. and sure
the same
applies to
many other
free and loving religions
that Love first.. and God
first over human
being words alone..
but sure there are
always flaws.. as my friend
Rafiah from Pakistan says..
humans are lame compared
to God.. and sure Nature of
God knows and feels much
more than
cultural
rules of
camels and
eyes of needles
that have little
true heart light.. spirit…
and soul.. of Wisdom and Love
my friend Glenn.. thanks for stopping
by.. and Katrina enjoys your kind comments
too.. as she is very involved in all i do now
as the wind
behind
my
back..
in so many
countless ways..
my friend.. as always now..:)

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Ha!.. Hi Leah.. again.. you write me write before i write you back.. to make sure you are okay..
So it’s okay.. that you haven’t got around to it.. as you get around to it just now..
before hearing from me now anyway..;)

And regarding the rampage killing in California.. or whatever the flavor of it will be
by the time the investigation is over.. it is part of Nature.. loss of social
roles.. believing in something.. with purpose or meaning no
matter how dark.. so i expect it now and then..
and i choose a place to live..
that is not important
at all..
to stay
out of the rare
occurrence of this
happening in my
backyard…

There is no way to stop
human Nature in all the dark
and light ways it comes in.. i for
one cannot do anything to prevent
this from happening in any large way..
as i ain’t raising heartless kids
without social roles
who have no
real meaning
and purpose in
life other than what
other folks.. including
extremist cultures and
religions teach
them as now
what it is to live…
But yes.. i am fascinated
by the subject of Rampage
Killings and as the subject
matter i pursued on
the Wrong Planet..
the outliers there
voted on the
loss of
social roles
as the major
factor underlying
Rampage killing and this
in my opinion applies to the
recruiting of middle eastern terrorists
who are raised with little love.. have
little empathy for other human
beings and are ripe
for the raping
of other human
beings in killing..
and yes.. literal
raping.. down to
little girls
as well..
Humans.. some humans..
will believe any thing they
are told or come to believe
to feel like they fill some social
role.. real or imaginary in life.. so
for me at least.. i feel and fill my
own social role as a court
jester of sorts
in free lance
DANCING WRITING
PHOTOgraphing way..
and now here’s that
link to that thread on
the Wrong Planet in case
i haven’t already provided it to
you.. and Rampage Killings
are of any interest to
you.. as of
course in
an observer
way and not
an Anthropology
participant.. hehe..
which in the case of
the Wrong Planet.. that
is the place i inhabited it
as.. many years in coming
to understand what makes
a variety of different ways
of viewing
the world
tick as
human
being.. and
i learned a whole
lot right out of the
‘horses’ mouths
that i never
knew
or felt
or lack
of felt
before..;)

http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218916

God i love.. Google.. it’s like my personal
secretary that keeps all my files
in order with just
a key word
search
on anything
i’ve ever said or
done on the Internet
and that makes the Internet
as whole.. my personal assistant
too.. for monk like solitary pursuits
of understanding
and scribing
life
as is..
So back to or forwards
to my diagnoses of Asperger’s
that you are of course long term
aware of and the new one of
Bipolar NOS.. after 66 months
of incredibly painful and
disabling physical
disorders..
as well as
severe anxiety
and depression that
are of course then associated
with all the pain.. integrated
as such as a perfect
storm of
real hell
in my life..
at least..
So.. i get suddenly well on or
about July 22nd of 2013.. then
can go from not even entering
into a Whataburger Restaurant
to dancing solo in front of
crowds of hundreds
of people..
and my personality
changes from INTJ
to ENFP.. and i
start doing
nude art..
and communicating
with God in my own
special way of calling
God Nature with Synchronicites
as an all natural part of God’s
communication to me..
and nah.. i ain’t the
first person by
far for thousands
of years who
has come to
that reality of life..
So i talk about God
in a hyper way.. along
with nude art.. as hey..
i did recover from hell..
and hey.. i am appreciative
to Nature as God for giving
me the innate.. instinct..
and intuition to
start moving
in reverse..
eventually
ballet and
martial arts-
like moves.. to
cure me of all my
pain.. and honestly
feel like i.. at 230LBS..
am floating on terrestrial
land.. which truly is much
cooler than walking on
water.. as anyone can
kinda experience
this on
a surf
board..
hehe..
And what i do makes
other people who receive IT
as super cool feel better..
in real flesh and blood
life.. as inspired
to dance more
and heal
them selves
in ways of
mind and body
balance in the
emotional ills of life..
so i commonly call my
self a prophet in bringing
a healing message of dance
to the world that encompasses
my metro area.. as metaphor of
course.. and additionally i have
zero illusory fears.. and that
truly feels like invincible
until i am on a high
place as i am
still terrified
of heights
as i have
this thing
about loving
to live now and
not wanting to fall
down and get hurt..
So i am in no danger
of hurting myself.. and
hurting others as i do everything
within the boundaries of local.. state
and federal laws.. CAN i go back to work
and supervise 30 people directly at a
high level government position..
with a zillion collateral
duties.. hell no.. and
truly no one should
be expected to do
that and survive
well for the
long run
with or without
Asperger’s or so-called
Bi-polar NOS.. fearless..
happy as me.. with yeah..
hyper writing LOUD.. and
assertive.. verbal vocal
ways of
communication
too.. as does the
Lion speak the
same as the
kitty kat..
nah.. and
something about
leg pressing that
930LBS 25 times
makes my voice
deeper.. stronger..
and louder too..
duh.. common
sense rules
too.. and do
i talk fast..
hell yes..
but slower
than i write..
AND THANKS
GOD PEOPLE
CAN READ ME
AS SLOW AS
THEY LIKE.. IF
THEY LIKE TO AT ALL..
but yes.. COMMON
SENSE RULES..
particularly for
those who have walked
in as many shoes in one
life as i.. which are too
many for me to
reasonably
elaborate on and on..
in this communication
without this soon becoming
the equivalent of War and
Peace or just another
one of 13.6 bibles
in the equivalent
of 11 million
words now
since That first
Thanksgiving day
on the Wrong Planet
five years ago.. so the
good news is.. i’ve already
reached the years of normal
government retirement so
no matter what.. disability or
not.. i can draw that retirement
for the rest of my life.. starting
June 6th of 2016.. but nah..
i will likely stay technically
on disability retirement
through regular
social security
age at 62..
as technically
the doctors say
i am not recovered enough
to go back to that job.. and of
course that is true.. of
anyone in my
opinion..
as they literally
called me Superman
at work.. for all i did there
before it almost literally killed
me too.. in fact the job no longer
exists.. and after i left they divided
up my duties to three or four other
workers.. as no one person
from there.. at
least.. would
ever agree
foolishly
to do all of
what i did.. with
a smiles on their
face dying inside
each day..
to NO
one’s
view
but mine..
i’ve learned to
be assertive since
then.. demand my rights
as a US citizen.. in a tactful
and yes ASSERTIVE WAY..
(DANCING IN PUBLIC
PLACES FOR
DISABILITY
ACCOMMODATION
FOR ALL OF THAT
BACK PAIN AND
OTHER STUFF)
AND WHAT I FIND NOW
IS THE LION GETS
MORE
STUFF
DONE THAN
THE KITTY KAT
DOES.. who
rarely
disagrees..
so yeah.. there
is Unconditional
Love and there
is TOUGH AND
PASSIONATE UNCONDITIONAL
FEARLESS LOVE.. AND I GUESS
THAT IS WHAT THEY CALL BI-POLAR
DISORDER FOR A HUMAN BEING
WHO NO LONGER LIVES
AS A DOMESTICATED
CAT.. AS TRULY
I WAS A D-CAT
OF THE
SYSTEM
I WAS PART
OF BEFORE..
AND NOW BABY
I AM AN EXPERT
AS A SYSTEM
OF ME..
A WILD
BIG NICE
CAT TOO..
SOARING..
EVER SOARING
TO NEW HEIGHTS
OF ME.. with that
calm center balance
that is the Hurricane
eye
of
me.. AS WELL.. SO
talk to you in a month
or so.. “Princess Leah”.. OR
EVEN SOONER.. WiNKS..
who knows.. maybe more
about the ‘AWAKENING
FORCE’
THEN
AS WELL..;)

Sincerely me..
or whomever
i will create next..
as i of I with spirited!
discussion
of
uS..:)

And i am so glad
you’RE doing better
and keeping busy
as meaning and purpose
in life.. filling and feeling
some kind of social role
connecting to other
folks and doing
stuff..
is a sure
way not to
want to harm
other people
in any way..
Love AND
LIFE
iS not
FREE.. iT takes
LOTS OF WORK..
WITH OR WITHOUT
THE REQUIREMENT
TO WORK FOR F IN
MONEY..
What a blessing
not to have
to
worry
over the
curse of
M O N
E Y
this K
is a m o n
KEY
of
FREE!LOVE!BABY!NOW!
Princess Leah..
with
sMiLEs..
my old
and new
WRONG AND
RIGHT PLANET
NOW FRIEND..
THE only one
from over four
years of visiting
that F in place..
but hell
no..
‘Lucifer’
is on
P E R
M A N
E N
T
vacaTioN
from HeLL
then AKA A
Wrong Planet
in more than
one way for now..
as i’ve seen and
lived both sides
now DeviLiveD
seeviLivees
dArk
as LiGht
for
NOW..:)

i.. I
am
the F
in
weirdest
person ever..
a weed no one
eliminates..
for now..
at least..
and i revel
in different..
my friend.. with
God ..as TRuLY FREE!!!..:)

And hey.. there is a new show
on Fox coming in January..
a hilarious
new ironic
drama/ comedy
about someone
called Lucifer..
i ain’t even
afraid of
the Devil
so why should
i be afraid of Lucifer
as i’ve already been a Devil..;)

So that is one show that Katrina
will DVR for me.. as i will
laugh at
life with
passing eyes
of A Devil
who was..
and no longer is..
Am Angel again..
And Angel Staycation
is wHere i for one will STAYCATE..
NEVER NOW TO STAGNATE
AGAIN AS
ANOTHER
GROUNDHOG
DAY AKA AGHOGDAY..
JUST ANOTHER NAME
FOR A
dArk
DEVIL..
PASSES2..
AS ANGEL
LiGht COMES AGAIN..:)

i have to wonder if the first Solipsists.. are somewhere on the Autism
Spectrum.. yes.. the empathy that other kinds of minds exist
was never a serious problem of my mind..
but pArt of the reason i had no
choice but to leave the
Wrong Planet aka Hell..
is some people were
not capable of understanding
my way of thinking.. and just
because they couldn’t understand
it they considered it non-sense..
in other words.. they
considered my
different
way of thinking
and viewing the
world as non-existent..
which by definition
is cognitive
empathy..
the realization
just ’cause one person
doesn’t understand what
another person is doing or
saying doesn’t mean that what
the other person is doing or saying
is a non-valid way of saying or doing the
world as is.. in another Uni
verse of eyes..
Anyway.. it
became a personal
offense to moderators
for me to attempt to
tactfully explain
they didn’t have
a brain now
to understand
my brain.. as
they took
offense to
it.. then..
so.. i just
left.. and
it is no different
in the rest of the
world(s).. as even in
the poetry world.. i
encounter this
same
difficulty
and have
to leave there
too.. as not surprising
it is often the administrators..
moderators.. and other rule
makers who often have
difficulty straying
from the literal
concrete ways
of thinking..
my issue
is with
being
too deep
per reciprocal
social communication
difficulties from emotional
to sensual expressions
of talking and
doing.. but
ha! i digress
huh.. the prompt
of just one word
solipsism.. generates
all these words.. beyond
what you even said but
it does apply i think..
as people who
are too literal
in thinking may
have difficulty
generating their
own social rules and roles..
AS creative imaginative human beings..
generally speaking.. have a better chance
to do this.. and we see this with the
traditional school drop-outs
ranging from Einstein
to Bill Gates.. to
Steve Jobs..
to Mark
Zuckerberg
who are
in it
for creating
something new and
revolutionary for just
doing it.. and
the money
doesn’t
even really
matter.. as
we can see now
with even Facebook
Mark.. who is giving
99% of his billions away
to charitable contributions..
but when a person creates
and fulfills themselves
as self actualizing
creatures..
there is no
need for excess
of stuff and money..
as they know and feel
the filling is inside
and not in
outside money
material stuff..
the reward
is in helping other
folks with the art
inside.. moving out..
and that bRings us
full speed to the Lord
of The Rings.. Lucifer.. Sandman
Comics.. and all stuff that
relates the deeper inner
being of human that
expands infinitely
into possibilities
with zero
limits
or expectations..
and interestingly the
creative connections
and imaginations
of synchronicities
associated with the
inner human Universe
that reflects the stars
connecting as neurons
in trillions of connections
too.. east and west hemispheres
of brain and earth.. holding hands
with the creative tools of Gates..
Jobs.. Zuckerberg.. truly the
drones.. who get the
job done.. making
the tools to
connect
the neuron Hive
of human beings
possible around the
world.. as same and
different as we are as
we expand our inner
Universes and all the
Multi-Human-Uni
verses connecting
to us around
the
world
as we speak..
A N D DO..
truly there is no
separation in anyone
and anything.. when one
views a tapestry of a species..
planet.. a Universe.. and Infinity
and beyond.. and in the last
place.. imagination
and creativity..
trUly
theRe
are NO LIMITS
OR EXPECTATIONS
TO HOLD
US
BACK…
MY GREATEST STRENGTH
IS TAKING A GRAIN
OF SAND
AND BELOW
AS IMPORTANT
AS ALL THAT IS
NOW.. so i learn
from all of that
and continue to
grow and self
actualize
with
all that is
as me
too..
so hi again..
Leah.. and may
this force be with you
too..;)

Hi again.. Leah.. crossing paths back with you once again..
and yeah.. crossing mixed messages back on the Wrong Planet
too.. with the leader saying he didn’t mind what style
of writing i used on that wrong planet..
and the moderators
telling me no..
yes.. no..
and finally
banning me for
my creative style of
writing.. after telling
me i was previously warned..
although Alex said it was okay..
without any defense from me
to the offending moderators then..
allowed on deaf ears.. and the
same dam thing happened with
Tallyman.. suggesting i upset someone
when they defended me their self and
said i did not offend them..
i don’t mind mistakes.. but
when folks are not
strong enough
to admit
their
mistakes.. and take
it out on me.. it’s time
for me to move on.. and
seriously.. it’s just not a site
for folks who are different in
that particular PPR forum
on politics.. philosophy
and religion..
it is only a
place for folks who
view and express
the world the same
and that is antithetical
to any discussion of philosophy..
religion.. or politics to me.. as all
three areas of life.. are not just logic
and in fact more emotionally charged
topics.. that must include the emotional
element to be fully described in analysis
as well as potential arm-chair change..
just for fun.. as the Wrong Planet
and the entire so-called Autism
Spectrum online community
is a non-entity beyond
a spot online..
where the
choir
sings to
the choir
in same chorus
of monotonous
song less and more..
anyway.. it’s not a place
for me.. nor.. is the
standardized RULED
poetry world of prompts
and poetry rules to restrict
creativity for now whatever
whim is the moment flavor..
and the two moderators
of issue were TheWalrus
and Bookashya.. if i spell
that correct.. TheWalrus
saying no to yes..
per Alex’s
permission..
and Bookashya
not allowing
a defense
from me
for even the
respect of a response…
i’m not going to be any
part of dictatorships
that will not listen to my
defense over incorrect assumptions
about the creativity of what i am
doing.. in both cases.. it was
best just to move on..
and use it for further
inspiration for writing
in what i like to do
just for fun.. smiles..
a little drama.. is good
for any story anywhere
so the story now goes
on.. AND i am happy now
and they are whatever
they care to be too..
that part
i cannot
control..
but yes.. i can move
on and have learned to do that.. now..
And yes.. i love the ‘cat story’.. and
are you sure i’m not
a cat..
smiles..
and no i’m not
good at small talk
either.. anything but
small will usually come out
my mouth.. and no.. of course
that’s not everyone’s cup(S} of tea..:)

7987

SMiLEs.. realITy of merIt
surviving
struggles
rewards
living
surviving
struggles
re
in
carnating
now floWer
uS refuSinG
staYing
same..
and tRuly
what seems
an eternity for
me now.. since
2008..
leaving
almost
a quarter
century
in structured
way of Government
work.. there is a huge
comet tail of same stress
getting longer
and longer
the longer
i am then
handcuffed
to the golden
cuffs of so-called
reliable employment
but there are no cuffs
that are separate from
a slave..
there is
no re-in
carnation
of prisons
in the same.. for
the feathered sleep
that awakes alive
and always
changing
as is
for
WeLL iN0W ..:)

8090

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/08/angel-devil-fred/

Post linked above.. From last year..
But always applicable as Gravity and or
God does not age in human terms and to
work with Gravity and God is Ageless.. Timeless..
iN what can be a place named the Kingdom
and or Heaven of God Now iN Grace..
Strength.. Courage.. Kindness..
Wisdom.. Unconditional Love
AKA Truth and LiGht..:$
the real rewards of Human
Life always now.. Ageless and
Timeless JUST Now..smile emoticon

8162

Merry Christmas.. from the dArk side..
Darth at the Fireplace Hearth..
tickling the ebony and ivory
keys of
destiny..;)

Ugh.. a very long day/night
of Xmas shopping…
in dance style
of Darth
of
course..
day or night
dArk or LiGht..
Darth or me.. i
Am alWays DANCEnoW!..;)

8209

oh NO!
the hardest
word for some
to say.. the hardest
word some refuse to take..
so where does one go from theRe
on no..
yes.. ugh oh!
no.. you slither
right out of hold..
but yes.. no.. yes..
no to regret.. the
consequence
of no.. now
is to further
progress as
yes of
NO!
So..
NO!
Just NO!
say yes to NO!..

And yes.. i USED to be
a yes person until
yes almost kills
me and
there is
nothing
left right
but no
no
No!
NO!
and NOwheRe
to go after that
but no.. NO! OH NO!
so yes.. honor
no..
bY just
doing NO!..
and no.. yes..
i will not now
tale ya to have
a nice day
Prajakta..
as i will
be taling ya
what to do..
but hope ya do..
anyWAY.. now..:)

8346

Beautiful words..
my friend.. Imran Ali..
Answers start with uS..

East or west.. matters not.. it is US who must change one by ONe.. and truly as even science shows now it is human innate nature when in balance.. as the village raises the child with unconditional love.. where emotions are cherished.. and empathy is a rule of sharing.. and giving.. rather than collecting and taking.. taking no more than one gives back.. when the rules change back to what we are evolved as through the hand of God..

Humans are amazing empathic sharing giving creatures when set free from systems based on illusory fears.. subjugation of human empathic nature.. which does include both emotional and sensual expression.. as moving.. creating.. thriving beings now..

But when the emotions or the sensual nature of human beings are repressed the clear results as even science shows now is stress.. anxiety.. depression.. aggression.. violence.. and wars.. in the pursuit of status.. power.. and material collection where humans become more the tools of culture than being human sharing giving beings..

And at one point in time.. the sharing and the giving.. is absolutely necessary for our survival as the social group as one family and tribe.. sadly the farther away from humans our tools become from guns to nuclear weapons.. the closer we get to wiping our faces from both the face of the earth and the face of God the same..

We are all gifted with the relative free will to change..
but again.. that will come from the individual first..
before there is any hope of the group changing
at all.. we must first start off with the reality
that there is no east or west species
of human being.. according
to our DNA it is one
tribe with
the illusion
of culture bringing
discord and disunity
to what it even means
per the eYes of GOD
to be a free and
balancing human
being with other
humans and
the
rest of
Nature
Now..

As history shows
one man can make a difference..
We need millions of men and women to make
a difference now.. we can no longer
rely on the prophets of the
past alone.. we all
must become
at least
healing
prophets
for our own human
being first.. before we
can save the rest of the
world in Peace and Loving
Balance.. once again.. as
human
and no longer
A R T I F I C I A L
tool tribe beings..
ART is tRuly iN
Human heArt..
as
friends
Now..;)

8768

From Facebook
Friend Cortney’s page..

(:..And Seville dance friend.. to0..;)

‘Only if numbers rule you Cortney’..wink emoticon
i’ve never ever felt younger and i always tell myself
i am getting stronger and the numbers agree with me..
So i rule the numbers.. All half-a-ton.. 25 times..
The secret is to stay inspired.. That’s what Jack
LaLanne did.. And so can you..smile emoticon

Besides that you have your fathers genes
and pants too..
For the drive
to do
it..;)

‪#‎peptalkover‬
..wink
emoticon

just a quick ‘discussion’ on a
friend’s Facebook page..
Facebook isn’t
exactly the
place for
deeper
thought
but
it is
what it is
and i am
what i
am.. and i’LL
bE.. and
THAT’s the other
thing.. if folks of change
and thinking and doing stuff
different do not also come.. like
another role model of different
in life.. Bruce Lee..
the paint stays
in the cave
and we
Plato’s
may never escape
the cave with new
artS of thinking..
AND JUST DOING..
so this is my
out of the
cave place
to do that
freely.. too.. if for no
one else but me one
and GodONE togetHeR..
but as history
shows when
folks
truly
get out
on a ledge
and do something
different.. eventuAlly
there are at least a few
members of the tribe.. no
matter how small.. or large..
who pick a new card out of an extended
deck in verse of fuller UniVerse to
make stuff
happen anew
and not the
same.. i am
a student of it all..
so i know and feel i
stand on shoulders of
higher before me..
but that is
no reason
or feeling
for me not
to attempt to
continue to climb
higher.. and higher
as far as the clouds
will go..
in this
lifetime
at least..
in the now
that is alWays
the gift of
ladder
for
me now..
up.. up.. up..
and a way from
from caves
i
continue
to fly now
on terrestrial
land for free..
just for free where
the Chemistry of
Truth and Light
continues
to grow
stronger
inside.. outside..
above.. so below..
and all around
me again
for
now!..
anyway.. way behind
on dVerse prompts
from Monday and
Tuesday.. as i
travel down
the paths
of other
sources
today.. so back
with that.. and perhaps
a publish after midnight
or so.. per a new post
titled “Chemistry of Truth
and Light’.. then.. or maybe
tomorrow.. lots of other
background stuff going on
with human and animal
doctors of body
and mind
as well..
to orchestrate
with everything
else to get
the
job
done..
as best
i can..
and that
Job is my
will to get
whatever it is
i care to.. with the
inspiration of others..
with or without their full
participation.. or not..
as i will
find a
way
to get
‘er done..;)

9237

But if God is Love.. Candy..
Hell is not the best
way to
attract God..
so there must
be other
reasons to
do that other
than God..
unless God..
is not Love..
i pick
Love..
and that is where
i for one.. spread good
News.. as i am 100% sure
that God is 100% Love..
which means all is
God including
whatever hell
humans make
for themselves
on this earth
in an ultimately
failed attempt to
escape God.. i would
rather Love them to
accept God is Love..
than scare them
further into
a hell they’ve
already
made
or been
helped to make
for themselves..
Love loves.. and sure
tough and passionate too..
but never with threats
of fear
or hate..
and blessed are
us who get it..
and hopefully
help with
Love for those..
who don’t or
can’t seem
to be
able to..
for many
common sense
reasons and feelings..
or lack of.. filling that
space of empty with love is
certainly better than
fear..
the father
and mother
of hate in all
the forms
hate comes
in from
doubt
to self
imposed
hell
on earth..
it’s impossible to
scare a person into
truly Loving anything
and if Love is not true..
it is simply
not
Love..
and i don’t
need any books
at all to understand that..
as God gifts that within..
with
blessings
of course..
as i am fortunate
this way.. and humble
for it.. instead of above others
who don’t
and or can’t..:)

And that’s where the tough and passionate pArts of Love comes in
that never includes illusory fears as that Is no pArt of True Love..
But only for control.. And that’s part of why you’ll never Share
a Joel Osteen quote about an eternal hell for fear as that is
no part of a Loving God.. But sure Real Hell exists..
Been there done it and if i can get out..
i will always believe anyone can..
And after All.. according to the book..
Jesus paved the way out of hell.. And sure
he could.. as I did too.. It’s a matter of
REAL life experience that teaches more than any
book when days are done and heaven is no time but now..
Only Love truly works.. The dArk and liGht of Love
that includes tough Love REAL Hell..
As gifted by God too.. No separation..
All is GOD..:)

“Neither shall they say,
Lo here! or, lo there! for,
behold, the kingdom of God
is within you.”

Luke 17:21
from the King James
version.. and of course there
are many other versions that present
this truth and light in many other similar
revised metaphors.. but what remains as truth and light
is the essence and that is only determinable by folks
who are able to discern it.. sadly.. not all can..
and hopefully all will at some point in now..

So it is certainly not a big jump to suggest
that hell is within one too.. and truly in a sense
when one is in the real place of hell now..
the experience is of eternal hell
as there is all time.. no distance..
no space.. it IS A HELL WITHIN..

NO different in a sense than eternal heaven..
if one lives there in now.. as clearly reported
in Luke 17:21.. both are real.. both are now..
and time does not exist at all in heaven..
but again.. in having the ‘fortune’ to go
to hell.. a place where one will wish
one can dowse oneself and light a
match to ignite a body of
flames with gasoline..
There iS..

Piece of Paper Existence..
paling beyond horror of a pain
worse than crucifixion that according
to medical literature is type two trigeminal neuralgia..
i experience for a full 66 months from wake to sleep..
so that is what i mean by experience.. i cannot
possibly expect you to fully understand
heaven or hell unless you actually go
there.. and i don’t expect you to
believe me.. all i can do is share it..
and suggest that the New Testament actually has this correct..

And we are all reflections of God.. as even science as a limited
scribe of God.. as well.. shows greater now.. as another scribe of God..
like the Bible and the folks who wrote it.. difference being science
is a literal abstract of thinking and verbal written expression..
and the Bible is written in metaphor and
hidden meanings for those
who can discern it..

All the Neurons in our brain
connecting in trillions of ways
reflect the stars of Universe above..
and the hemispheres of our brain.. reflect
the hemispheres of the earth.. in the connections
that are humans better holding hands as we speak..
with the rise of Information Technology and the new
Internet hive of humans.. who are joining hands now..
in bits and bytes.. of digital text.. multimedia.. etc…

And the great thing about this.. is.. if one searches
far enough in these Multi-Universes of humans who
connect to this hive.. chances are one may
come across a person who actually lives
or has lived in heaven or hell now..
and they can try their best to describe it
and share it with others in hopes that folks
can do real life actions.. to enter
into the liGht of Heaven
instead of the dArk of
hell now.. just now..

The key is the real book
of God is the Human Heart..
Spirit.. and Soul.. Set Free..
no different than God as whole is Free..
there is no passage in the Bible that says
Dogs can go to heaven or have a soul..
so how does Saint Francis of Assisi
know and feel this.. Like me and you..
with or without the text of St. Francis of Assisi..
it’s simple.. the Truth and Light Lives in our Heart..
Spirit.. and Soul.. sadly some folks make it convoluted..
as well as illusory.. but truly
the Kingdom of God lives within..

So.. you and i discern that dogs go to heaven..

And i discern that Humans go to heaven and hell..
potentially in the same life.. as i Know and Feel now
100% for me.. So.. Imagine faith.. with no doubts.. now..
Hope with no doubts.. now..
And belief with no doubts now..
And that for me eventuAlly
is the present
of Hell from
God.. and no
i do not get mad
at God when i live
in hell as God allows
me brief moments to now
see and feel what heaven is
before.. all within me as well..
So i share what i know.. what i
discern.. what i feel.. and what
i experience.. as when one goes..
to Real Hell there is no choice but now
to help others avoid Hell if possible and
now go to
the better
place..
within…
sMiLes..:)

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Took me a moment to realize
‘it’ was a continuous repeat of a book
that never changes or ends.. And Perhaps
a definition of real hell too.. Ironically..
If life were to never change at all in
Another Ground Hog Day..
Per movie reference..
As not so well…
Reference a
Facebook share
of a Children’s
Christmas book that
cycles the same three
pages over and over
and over
again..

Yes.. Aghogday…

And truly when one loses their emotions..
That is what life is like no matter where
or what a person does.. Numb never
changes where the worst pain
known to mankind is a
preferable state of being..
Done it.. Did it.. for 66 months..
And hope no one ever goes there
but me.. Even Adolph Hitler..

Real Hell.. A Tough Love
Living Death in life ‘gift’ that
bRinGs a compassionate empathy
of 14.5 billion years or so.. And trust
me or not.. If you ever get this darkest
never ending night for now.. ‘Gift’ of the Soul..
For just one second.. You will understand too..
IF you are really a full human being before
or after that second of hell exists for you..
All real.. And Forever NOW..
And when i say no emotions..
i do mean a zero point..
of zero feelings
at all..
not just
a platitude
of sadness..
a place where
a tear would be
a greaTest gift as
well..
and that gift..
after the death
of a beloved cat
then.. was the start
of the ticket out
of hell
then..
irony in life..
sour.. bitter..
and sweet..
all better
than
no
thing
at
all…
One then may come
to understand that yes..
God is Love.. and separation
from the interdependent relationship
of all that is.. as best experienced by
human as a state of Love in mind
and body balance.. is the place
called hell.. when separation
feels totally away
from the gift
of Love that
is God within
us when experienced
all now.. never ending..
now as heaven as well..
A lesson of living loving
of the sages..
for the
ages.. of all
of humanKind
in Courage of
Unconditional
Tough and
Passionate
Love NOW..
Just
NOW..smile emoticon..:)

The Internet is a really big place..
With always room
for something new..
and that is what i like
best about it..
there is always
something new
to do.. so
When i am
about 5.. after
i start to speak
at age 4.. then
i dream about
a machine that
i can ask now
any question
i like then..
and there
will be
an answer..
and hehe..
eventuAlly
that machine
becomes human
and now i am an
answering machine..;)

Anyway.. today is December 10th.. my mother’s
birthday.. and also a celebration day in many
ways.. that i can attempt to relate
but i understand
totAlly without
words..
as theRe
is intelligence
so far beyond
words.. beyond
time..
and all
distance
and space..
in eYes of
uS WitH GOD
ALL
iNOW..
it’s also
my friend
Shawna’s
birthday.. so if
‘you’ come by..
celebrate too..;)

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Ah yes.. And Dance memories..
a year ago.. for a yearbook of joy..
and smiles.. then.. at Old Seville
and a few other places.. along
the metro area.. trail of
dance.. smile emoticon
these Facebook
memories
are
cool too..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

Well.. never get around to
Tuesday dVerse links
for prompt of peace
and more links
coming today
Thursday..
for whatever
flavor of prompt
comes then.. YES..
NOW.. this “Chemistry
of Truth and Light”
coming post
runS its
course..
so more of the
other.. in the comments
section in this coming
post.. and additionAlly
more fun dance
photos from
my 88th Old Seville
week of dance celebration
iN tHe wee wee 3AM hour
or so.. of the 11th day
of the 12th month of
2K15th year day..
theRe.. with a few more
photos in other stops..
including my mother’s
birthday
and other
stuff
along the
paths that
change
now
TG.. in
FEELINGS
WELL FELT
AND SO.. SO.. VARIED
BEYOND RAINBOWS
OF
COLORS
NOW AS
WELL..:)

Yup.. some
folks have
writer’s
block..
i have
writer
stop..
GO dance
NOW!..;)

And no..
not quiet..
“War and Peace”..;)

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666 Months of LiGht

Posted on December 6, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

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Little did Luke know that the D
card for the Dark Force is then..
standing behind him the ‘entire time’..
Yeah.. i know.. i feel.. i am getting a little carried
away.. still.. with the Cultural meme of Star Wars..
since May 27th, 1977..
yes.. i looked that up on
Google.. and no i didn’t
remember the exact..
date other than
i am soon to
move into
high school
as a senior then..
but seriously.. science
fiction is truly no different
than bible prophecies..
dream time..
and all
entry
ways
into human archetypes..
AKA Cosmic Consciousness..
gifted to us in our DNA.. in a
Quantum Entanglement of
beauty of all we now see
and know and feel as now..
and beyond now of course..
wheRe our minds unify together..
to art the tapestry of allthatis..
sAMe toGeTheR WitH
God now we feel.. see..
and know.. so
to say the
FORCE IS
AWAKENING IS
MORE THAN JUST A MOVIE..
OR A PREDICTION OF A MAYAN
CALENDAR.. OR ALL THE OTHER
MYTHS THAT HOUSE TRUTHS
AND LIGHTS.. AS VEHICLES
AND VESSELS TO GET
TO US AS INDIVIDUAL
PARTS AS WHOLE..
TO ENLIGHTEN
US TO EXPERIENCE
MORE OF POTENTIAL
DIMENSIONS OF REALITY
NOW… iS YES.. AN
UNDERSTATEMENT
AT LEAST.. OF WHAT
THOSE OF US IN THE
SEE.. KnOW.. AND FEEL OF
THIS ARE
BORN
TO FEEL..
kNOW.. SEE..
AND RELATE THE
BEST WE CAN.. WRITE
NOW.. YES.. WriTe.. now..:)

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Smiles.. my friend Soheir..
a delicate flower
of honey blue
eyes of
green may
attract more
bees than vanilla
flower in dis
ease..
however in
God eYes
tHere
is no
grain
of sand
that holds
these flowers alive
that are more significant
than the other.. so as we
look at the earth closing in from
Space.. coming back from the moon
what will we see.. green.. blue.. or man
made structures increasingly erasing
the breath of life
here on planet
earth.. so no..
while intelligence of this
kind can and does bring us
comfort.. of a
temporal
way
of existence..
God’s creations
are for infinity and not
for God’s children to
destroy.. overall..
sure.. human will Love
to THINK HUMAN is God’s
favorite creation.. but no..
of course not..
as human
destroys
God’s creation..
like no other living
being has ever done
on this planet..
TO respect
God’s creation
is not to cover it up
and destroy it with manmade
stuff.. however to cover beautiful
skin and scalp from the harsh dry
elements of desert life.. is surely a
correct message from God too..
Florida means Easter or
feast of flowers..
my church means
Saint Flower
of Easter..
a place of
flourishing life where the
colorful evidence of God is
moist and hot.. but no.. a Hijab
brings more suffering than comfort
for a person who must work outside here..
in fact.. heat stroke can be the real result
as God even makes humans with bigger
heads like mine from Northern European
countries to retain heat..
it’s not just a matter
of how a person is
raised or how a person
is educated my friend..
it is also a matter of how a person
or creature is made by God.. the reason
and free will Gifted by God.. overall has
been more of a curse than gift as practiced
by human overall.. to the rest of God’s
creation on this Earth..
the only apocalypse that
human may see
is that of
human
being in the long
run of living out of balance
with the design of God that
is always balance.. my friend..
we can gain our messages from
God to live the best life for us iN
balance with God or we can ignore
God’s basic message
of survival
and die of heat
stroke
on a planet
of heat and humidity
in another place where
the Hijab is death instead
of protection in life.. now..
and that is where reason..
the reason of God.. innately..
instinctually.. and intuitively
gifted to us by God
goes deaf
my friend..
when we place
human messages
above the gift
of God
within..
who will always
give us the correct
answer.. with or without
education.. in a formal way..
for sure.. the education of culture
today.. is the sinner of the earth
out of balance
more than
Loving
balance
of God..
and if a person is not raised
with Love.. the evil
is more
likely
to come
in harming ways
of both human and the
rest of God’s creation free
or imprisoned
by words
that only
apply to
a distinct place
and time on earth
then.. there is a time
and place now where increasing
the population of humans means
the survival of the human species
but now is the time and place
where increasing
the population
of human
beings means
the potential
death of both
human and
many other species
of life on the planet of earth..
if we focus on the messages of
the past that are no longer applicable
as God’s evolving planet with
we changes..
we die..
and
that will
be God’s will
for us as well..
if we do not get a
corrected message from
God to change and go on..
so sure.. we can stay with old
ways or
we can
live..
and that too..
my friend is free
will of dark or light..
the test of common
sense as well.. that God
gifts those who are willing to
play fair with God’s rule of
change to test of challenge..
adaptation
and survival
for balance..
So what gives..
fear.. hate ..or sharing
Life.. in balance here to
the best interests of all
who live..
we must
remember if we
are going to survive
that we are no
greater
than
the grain
of sand that
holds our weight
of
life
that is
God as well..
in balance my friend..
And to be crystal clear..
Hijab’s are elegantly
beautiful and only
enhance the
beauty
of a woman
to me.. and in
fact i think my
wife will look
great in one..
and detract
nothing from
her beauty or spirituality
either and in fact she enjoys
serving me day and night..
and has no interest
in a career..
so she would
probably fit
in with the cultural
ways of Islam
just fine..
but no.. not me..
my friend.. as i am
too hot natured to be
covered up in any way..
but again.. God does make
us different my friend.. and
rules that God gives humans
are tailored to
each soul
differently
as well..
in both
spirit and
flesh in the way
God is the God
of diversity
and truly
never
the same
to the finer
details
of Living
Free now with Relative
Free Will and Love.. my friend..
There is no rule of God etched in
stone but God’s rules my friend
and those
are the
stone
without
human hands
as well.. my friend..
so sure.. Love
is written
in the
Stone
without
human hands
my friend.. and there is
a song for that with pyramids
of Human art.. that will surely
one day fall
to the
dust
of
grains of sand..
human may
not be here..
but God will
Live on as
always my friend..
Nothing is our own..
except for our Temple
of God.. that we either
cherish or kill
by our own
hands
of God or
ignorance my friend..
and it is often education..
both formal and informal
beyond our innate..
instinctual..
and intuitive
senses and feelings..
that is the progenitor
of ignorance
as human fear..
hate.. and
destruction
of each
other and
the rest of creation
on this planet as current gift of home..
Truly one word suffices and that
word is
BALANCE..
THE RULE OF
GOD WRITTEN
IN THE STONE.. MY FRIEND..
AS THE ELECTRONS SWIRL
IN BALANCE AROUND
THE NUCLEUS
EVENLY AND
FAIRLY
AS FRIENDS..:)

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Smiles.. my friend.. SOHEIR
you did not upset me at all..
i just talk too much sometimes and use
words to inspire me even more..
i respect the way you practice
your religion and defend
it regularly here at
home.. as true there
are different factors at
play that not all folks consider..
When i say friend.. what that means
is Unconditional Love and what that means
friend is no matter how different your opinion
is from me.. in how we may have different
points of view.. there is no difference
of opinion that you can possibly
give to me.. that will
make me Love you
any less..
i have carried
on that philosophy and way
of feeling with people who have been
incredibly mean and unfair to me..
in fact.. the woman who almost
brought me to my death
in ways of stress at
work.. i refused to
even get mad at..
when at work..
but when
i lost my
soul..
that changed too..
then.. but that’s the part
that is most important to me.
and THAT IS both my soul and
your soul too as friend.. and the
best way to Love God is to Love
Unconditionally my friend..
and for me at least..
i would rather
hear all
of your
truth without
restraint.. but sure
that is up to you..
my friend.. now..
as i will continue
to speak my truth
under both relative
free will and Love my Friend..
And sure they say for writers it is
not good to say the same word too
many times.. but i am just a writer..
and do not
aim to
now be
a so-called
good writer..
so i will continue
to say friend many times
without
restraint..:)

Smiles
again.. My friend..
With wishes of pleasant dreams..
now..:)

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‘You’
know and or feel..
as much as i discuss religion or and
politics just for fun.. it’s amazing i have
any friends at all.. but sure there is a fine
art in religious and political discourse as well..
that sure.. could save a human way of planet living balance..
if enough people take up this art with Relative Free Will
Attuned to the Truth and Light of Wisdom and Love..
#nochallengetoosmallorlarge ..
now..:)

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A very interesting Thursday
Poetry Prompt online at dVerse
Poet’s Pub in the use of synesthesia
in poetry to metaphor the
senses.. feelings.. in novel
ways of
experiences
of life from
A to Z..
and once again..
i almost always do it..
in all the posts i write here..
but i will just let it go and flow
with the poetry links of inspiration
and maybe catch up to the 13 links
so far provided.. before the Rave Dance
of tonight
begins..
at Good Old
Seville Quarter..
anyway.. i write
until it’s time
to get
ready
and go go go.. NOW..
in a night of DANCE..
over and above.. and
below.. so above..
inside outside
and all around
the writing
of life..
in colors
of blue
and green
and yellow
and
red
and all
between hues
as well as all
shades of dark
and light emotions
that come as well
or hmm.. not so well..
in black.. white.. and grey..:)

*
Romance.. bleeding
red in connections
from skin
that cannot
repel.. shades
of pink.. then
brown.. then
pale
back to
friends
if ‘they’
are lucky
enough to stay..:)

*
Dancing blue
wiNds bRinging
joy now electriC
breeZe SinGs
WinGs
LoveS
GlorY
bEinG
JusT
BeinG
aLive
Free
Dance of me..:)

Pastel susurrations
Loves breath
gently
streaming
light of skin
comes alive
iN torrent
of
red
with.. again..:)

(:..footnote.. i had
to google
‘that’
word
too.. wInks..
Yeah.. sure.. some
words are poeTry
prompts unto
the
words..
as metaphors..;)

Well.. sMiLes.. my friend..
i have been to a place
of zero meaning
and purpose then
and now i arrive
at a place of
all meaning
and purpose..
and hell yes..
the second
place
is so
nice to
be for here
for now.. wheRe
it all means
a great
deal
to me..
who cares
who listens
as long
as there
is purpose
and meaning
in life.. poeTry
is in the
poET..
my friEnd..
Glenn..:)

SMiles..
UniVerse
sKin
scares
heLL
of soMe..
magic
to me
alWays
sTill
now..
i Love the Human..
Condition.. all else
pales iN
sHades..
bLack
and White..
to me..;)

Smiles..
i can’t say
there are any
colors in hell
or devils..
my friend..
but death
as life
is death
without
colors
of Life..
killing numb
killing numb
killing
colors
of Life…
i for one..
refuse to fade.. again..
no matter who does what…

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First Love
smoke in sweater
warmth.. cold
days then..
warm love
comes iN
sweater soaked
with smoke
of young
woman’s
mother..
perhaps
little cuban
cigars.. but
none of
that
matteRed
then.. my friend..
Love was
the
smell of
smoke..
37 years
smells
sAMe smoke..:)

Movies.. often
sources of incredible
human nuanced
emotions.. music
alone can never
match
the fuller
human
art in theater
of life to me..
but sure it can
be a roller coster
difficult
to stay
on but
hard
to get off
as well with
heart engaged..:)

Smiles.. November
clouds are clouds
of past that
melt dreams
for me
until
Spring Sun
comes again..
somehow i erased
the clouds from the
sky.. decades practice..:)

Ugh.. I’m never moving
north but I’m always moving
and that is the secret of my
eraser of dark human clouds..
Adrianna.. Dance free Dance..
Just dance free.. now again..:)

i suppose i am 21 before
i smell my mother’s
perfume in church
again.. and then
for some reason
it finally comes
to me
how
much
Love
costs
to give..
decades later
with a child
of
mind..:)

Ah.. church.. a magic
place for me when
young.. where
confessionals
echo
choirs
of Angels
in ears of me..
i never find a
source for that..
or do i.. smiles..:)

Passions fleeting glimpse..
Romance flees in
greeting life..
friends..
best
friends last..
Romance flies..
to where it
always
goes..
or comes
again..
best
friends
last..:)

SMiLes.. my dreams taste
like RainBows.. even day
dreams of fragile
young boy..
shadow
of tallest
rainbow
folloWinG
me then..
dream
scapes
wIn..:)

Smiles..
a dream of
world where
everyone
writes
differently
simply ’cause
they can.. i’m
already there..
with smiles again..
’cause i can.. now..:)

All caught up now..
at 9:46 pm..
14 responses
to dVerse
and other
stuff..
in
1 hour
and
31 minutes..
back after.. the
dance of night..:)

And sure.. when Barbara
sings.. colors come..:)

Back at 12:12 pm
12042015..
with several
morning stops
at other writing
places before entering
into the domain
of dVerse Poet’s
Pub once
again.. with
eight more
links to
catch up
on for
now..:)

Lynn.. Lynn..
that reminds
me of Zen.. your
poem here more
than your nAMe
of course..now
and truly when
we become one
with the colors
of Nature
theRe iS
no escape
or separation
from the One
of God free as
Us.. my friEnd
Lynn.. in the
middle this
time instead
of
end..:)

*
Tree of sapLinG
heArt bRings
tRue liGht
TaLLest SoUls
SpiRit LEaves
BranChing
out
fOrever
NOW CHI
TAI ONE..:)

Quick Side note:
When i graduate college
with Triple Major
of Degrees
in Anthropology..
Social Sciences
Interdisciplinary..
and Health Science
as well..
Administrator
says.. Fred
what are
you going
to do with
all that knowledge..
i say.. i don’t know..
problem then with
Asperger’s syndrome
is i can input it all
but have no way to
fully get it out
in method
of writing
or verbal
expression..
and then God
creates the
computer
and
history
is here
now..of
me..
and nah.. i didn’t
stop learning after
College.. everyday is
another Encyclopedia
to me.. and
i just
let my
fingers
do the
walking
in digital
art of plastic
keys spread around
the world electronically
free..
i have the handwriting
of a 5 year old..
so nah..
without this
all theRe iS
iS
written
chicken scratch
or sanscrit
of
mud..;)
back to dVerse
now..;)

*
ColOr a child’s
mind.. not even
a rainBow
of cOlors
is enough
to fill inside..
flowing with
imagination..
no expectations
or limits free child
of i.. colors mYe Yes
Blue and Green.. now..
etc.. sTill.. living FREE..:)

Last
cat walk
wanDers
into tHe woods..
20 years of Life
Leaves fall
’round
cat…
Now
cat
beComes
Leaves Trees..
purrfection iN all
things
consideRinG
free mY friEnd..:)

Greys..
hUmans raiSinG
without emPathy
oF Love..
Colors
aRe Us..
sAdlYer
hard to
pAint
greys
among
us.. now
long sInce
canVas
lefT
blank..
BRushPAint..:)

So..
it seems
you are in
the feel
of
evolution
orange..
a place
of balance
when middle
oRange
is ripe
and
ready
to be reaped..:)

SNail tale
ends
telL
taiL
moon
wheRe sHell
lives in
hidDen
nAMes..;)

Oh..!
and hi!
Shawna..
nice of
you to
come
out and
play..
some of
us never ever
quite.. hehe..
no matter
WHAT..
COMES
heLL or
moonliT
gLow..;)

SMiLes.. i often wonder
as a child and far far
into the future as
a so-called man..
why all the animals
have it so easy..
and why i worry
so much
about
falling
falling
falling..
truly an innate
fear.. falling.. falling
falling.. along with loud
sounds.. i can turn it down..
but i am still falling falling
then.. finAlly.. i stand
up and find
i am
standing
standing
standing
ALL
just
standing ALL..
and now i am
a cat.. that
sheds hIS
fears
like
hAirs
or dust
of sKin of me.. Free..:)

1:07 pm
and all caught
up for now..
sAnd
dance
comes
now.. with
sun shining
tall and bright
as yellow orb
of honey
delight..
where gRAins
of sAnd me..
Sun become
one air
free..:)

Back at
11:13 pm
to do the
last two
available
at dVerse
for now.. smiles..:)

SMiLes of poeTry
to take a heARt
and SoUl flYing
in SpiRit
wheRever
iT goes..
and for me..
a ’72 snow storm
in Florida.. a twelve
year-old boy’s dreams
of girls and holding hands
to warm a frail heart and
body
to a
man of Love..
just holding Hands..
of Warm and True..:)

Starfish of Christ LiGht
swim feathered right
pass
outside
to inner
core above
so below
all around
reality
comes
again.. LiGht is Real..:)

Last late poetic
link at dVerse..
to answer
too..
11:06 pm..;)

i suppose.. for our distant ancestors
living in snow.. then
Christmas everynow
iS just a hug
and
wArm..
and perhaps
a fire for food..
as liGht for
dance
of night…
oh..
a simple
Christmas
spells H
U G S..:)

3028

Rafiah.. Human history is full of tribal instinct
and fear of the different.. Some people are
offended that I dance..
and they are not happy.. Period..

I am happy so that is their problem and not mine..
Since the Hijab makes you content and or spiritually happy
same as dance does with me in worship of the God of Nature..
That is their problem and one that you may be able to ignore..

Since we cannot control the tribal instinct that in human fears
different customs.. And is the innate psychology behind this..
Until humans view the entire species as one tribe..
This will always be an issue to ignore unless
someone blows you up and that is
applicable to both sides of the
pond as history continues to prove….

On the other hand some folks are
under the misconception that Muslims are
all forced to do this.. And that is just a matter
of cultural education.. And that takes time for
awareness of change to become the reality now..
It’s much more complicated than that but some people
are offended by long winded stuffZz.. And I don’t mean you.. Smiles..;)

#humanswithattentionspanofgoldfish .. And seriously studies prove this
out on modern humans on average.. A new culturally produced
human goldfish disorder..
That’s really sad…

Sadly.. Folks continue to fear different..
Sadder still that is often their eventual loss instead of win..
There is both art and science FTW.. behind Unconditional
Tough and Passionate Love that tolerates and
accepts human differences..smile emoticon

And sure.. i often write about
the condition of human
bullying with a link
here from
last year
and this
time too..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/03/ode-to-my-bullies/

3301

SMiLes.. with Hello Himali..
the world can certainly not
get enough of super heroes
or friends who are named
as brothers and sisters..
and truly to celebrate
these heroes
is to
reinforce
their presence..
as we will never be
able to rely on
mythical
heroes
to
get
the job
truly
done
of living
successfully in peace
of mind and body balance
with thanks for
the blessing
of our Lives
as
iS N0W
my friend..
and sure.. super
hero too.. as well
as sister..
life is too
short to
fear
anything
my
friend..
Himali.. and when
that state of mind and
body in balance is gained
as reality that now becomes
forever..
now..
as
Bliss..
Nirvana..
etc…:)

SMiLeS.. agaIn Himali.. with HELlo..
theRe are two kinds of dreams..
dreams to repair stress..
and dreams to create..
and the dreams
to create are
Lucid waking
kind now that
have no limits
or expectations
except for
a new
way of
thinking
and feeling..
and expresSinG
that is Art of human
communication
with creation
activity
and the
end
product
as Art SpiRit
sharing and living
Art comes now
As
US
AS fuller
SoUls in
miNd and
BoDy Balance
with
heArt..:)

i feel.. the same
from you my Angel friend..
smile emoticon

3508

Oh.. my celebration of
“666 Months of LiGht”..
publishing after midnight
in wee Birthday hours
of 12062015.. ‘now’..
also my Grandfather
Leo.. the X-Catholic
Priest and
storied
evangelist
as philosopher
too.. born
this date
in 1895..
120 years
from then
now is..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/

And sure i also celebrate
666 Months of Dance
from conception too..
on Solar Eclipse Day
of March 20th..
in 2014..
per my original
due date of
6201960..
shortened
by a doctor’s
vacation that brings
me to the light of born..
2 weeks early on 6660..
my birthday of
calendar day..
Only meaningful
to me.. as the
numbers do
match up..
in synchronicities
ways of doing stuff
all life now..
as well or
not so
well..
It is what it is..
and the more purpose
and meaning i find in life..
the broader my horizons
in mindful
awareness
i for one.. grow..
so everyday is a
feast day and celebration
for me.. along with all the
celebration photos that
do come with this..
and more on
that later..
as my
666th month
of Light approaches
on Sunday soon coming..

And oh the sixes do follow
me from Nautilus shape
of 6 in three
college degrees..
in 1983.. where
mother.. my sister..
and i all graduate
from UWF the home
of the Nautilus
as humble building
mascot.. in mansions
more stately to come..
but in my case a never
ending word mansion
that never
ceases to
exist and
expand for
now..
and a rather
disoriented young
man lost in disconnection
of mind and body balance..
a Nautilus machine
invented by
Arthur Jones
then.. finally
releasing some
tension..
and paths
forward to
become
stronger
and eventUAlly
balanCinG now.. so
anyway.. for last two
days.. i fall in a deep
trance sleep from
5 to 6 o’clock pm..
and the song
Pieces of
Eight
by
Styx..
a song
i play on
Piano for years
of youth.. haunts
me then and becomes
the truth of my light
now as
Life
in 666 months
of incredible dark
days and light days..
all worth it.. as the
gift of life in all
its light
and dark
is just
that.. a gift
no more or no
less than what
it is now..
sometimes
dark..
sometimes
light.. but
feeling
anything
is better
than nothing
and in the beginning
God wants to feel..so
God feels through
us.. too.. as any
parent does
who Loves
their children
created from
seed..
big bang
or otherwise..
the point is now..:)

3905

Hi Glenn.. thanks so much for dropping
by with words of wisdom and
encouragement
that you
always
bRing to my little
area of the Internet
landscape here..
truth is the
taste of
wisdom
that is the honey
light of Sun in me..
as the birds
and
bees
SinG free
sonG.. of
flying to
no ends of
earths below..
above.. and
beyond..
just fly
on ground
or Air.. without
restraint.. that lives
in us when free is free.. poeTry iS uS..:)

3985

Hello Shawna.. the human on-
line in the flesh is always
a welcome being
to me..
and to me..
that is the pArt of
the poeTry world online
that is sadly
missing
most..
hmm.. a world
of no faces.. is the
twilight zone beyond
imagination
in the
60’s for
sure.. the death
of Bowling Alleys..
and other arenas of
socializing flesh and blood
in third places outside of
home and church
to meet new
people in
the flesh is
certainly waning..
more and more as we
speak.. and if it was not
for Facebook.. the world
might already
be almost
extinct in
ways of
at least
2-D flesh
connections
of face and family
and friends as well..
So in terms of endearment
and affection the photo
of your sweet
child and
you in
embrace is
worth all the
PoeTry in
a UniVerse
of
Human..
but sure..
some folks
are word folks
over image folks..
but i will remember
a face
for a thousand
years.. and
never learn
a name..
as long
as the
face never
leaves.. and sure..
i have close to a photo-
graphic memory.. so literally
multi-hundreds-thousands of
faces live with me.. for all the
seemingly eons of life
both in the flesh
and vicarious
in all the
input that
makes life
real now..
and
vicarious
virtual too…
Good wishes..
and smiles.. with
human hugs.. my friend..
And hell yes.. amplified to
the Big Bang degree.. the true
sign of intelligence is not knowledge
but imagination.. where Standard IQ
fails most
everYtiMe..
for the
drop-ins
of
Genius..
like Einstein too..
and hmm.. if you
turn 38 in precisely
one week.. that gives
you my mother’s birthday
on December 10th..
hmm..
just hmm..
yeah.. i like
the stars too..
that is one cool
rug.. to quote the
‘Big Lewboski’ that
astrology rug really
holds
the
room
together..
and glad to know..
i’m not the only one
who uses a bedroom
for wallpaper..
too..;)

4308

Hi Shawna.. so nice to see you
in this part of LA
Lower Alabama..
Panhandle
white beaches..
of Florida.. the
Flowery Easter
place of
Spanish
Conquerers close
to Pensacola.. originally
the Indian name for the
Hair People.. and
in my case
it migrates
to the rest of
my body with
yes.. Indian
Lore and Love
hehe.. where
else can i go
with all of this..
anywhere and that is the
greaTesT thing about imagination
it is no test at all.. just flowing letting
it all go.. wherever the means is the
ends are all the same as journey and
endless
paths every which way
and loose baby..
with those
core muscles
set free and all
pain and tension
gone
in a dance of life
with sure ear buds..
as wife Katrina will not let
the music go over 20 decibels
or so of whispers in the dark..
bright lights not allowed
either.. in a home
full
of peace
and quiet
Katrina style..
but sure the ear
buds come in handy
and rock and rolls me
fine.. in mind of mine..
and body
too.. yeah
baby..
in balance
Like a UniVerse
on Fiery Center
of
Bliss..
see ya
later.. Alabama
Girl.. and no i haven’t
watched a college game.. now
in forever.. but the SeMinOle
SEAsON iS sTill on tHe DvR..;)

Ha! I’ll probably get a glimpse of the game
at the mall.. Yeah.. roll tidez..Ynot..;)

Smiles.. I’ll do it.. At least once..;)

4549

Katie Mia says.. Natural lives..
Katrina never wears makeup either..
Skin can breathe better I guess..wink emoticon

Himali says.. Same here ! Beauty lies in simplicity smile emoticon

Katie Mia says.. Smiles.. Yes.. And Katrina says I take more time
to get ready.. And true I am a slow bloomer.. But yes.. all natural
here too.. As I will in honor of age wear grey hair..
As well..smile emoticon!
Oh yeah..
And that
shiny spot
on the top of
my head that connects
me to Halo..wink emoticon
And continuAlly I must add..
I will always now wear the
sun free on all of my gifts
from God..smile emoticon

Katrina and i
get married on the River..
zero cost.. and just a
handful of friends..
but it was real.. and
still is.. after 26 years..
that’s what counts
in marriage.. the long
run of it.. smiles.. not a hugely
expensive wedding.. and a marriage
that is based on stuff instead of feelings..
that lasts a year or so.. i’ve seen that happen
too many times.. marriage based on
commercialism instead
of real..smile emoticon

Smiles.. Himali..
yes.. if for Christmas
always now the
focus can be
on food..
shelter..
family..
strangers
as friends
and neighbors
instead of
no
ones..
the World
will be on course
as one tribe..
instead of
splinters
iN
fLesh
tHorns
without
Roses..
Love
Comes
First..
Love iS
tHe X
mixxing as
Christmas..
ONeNow.. now
Marks X.. wiLL
Come Back..:)
OBTW i wore
my Grinch Shirt
today..
and that
iS fun too..
Dancing Grinch
aLL over town..;)

WeLL.. all thIs is fun.. and tIMe to blogpostit now..
in “666 Months of LiGht”.. now that the wee
hour of Midnight is
coming soon.. for
December 6th..
and after
that more fun photos
coming to finish
it out..
and then
copy and paste
to my blogger blogs
too.. faster with
Slower Computers..
and Broad Band
connectivity
most definitely
yes.. as dreams are
imagination
and
imaGiNation
iS dream
as ReAL..:)

Oh.. the Grinch.. perhaps the best cartoon..
to get across the always now
True message of Christmas..
Love.. Just Love.. before..
during and aftermas..;)

4898

Hi.. my friend Soheir.. and it is indeed a bright.. cool..
And beautiful SUNday morning that is additionally my 666th
month of birthday.. in the land of Flowers that is Florida.. yes..
that Birthday all humans who reach my age of 55 and a half years..
share.. perhaps i am the only one who celebrates this day..
but not many folks have a birthday connection of the Sixth
day of the Sixth month of the Sixth decade to clue them in…
haha.. with more smiles…

But indeed.. i am a pattern and visual thinker as well as
number thinker over word thinker.. and again..
no verbal speech for me until after age 4..
so my method of viewing the world is in
deed different than most..
and that is playing now
in my unique expression of writing too..
that is uncommon.. at least for someone from
my little backwards town on the river.. a place of
Southern drawl.. with little eloquence of poetry in words..

However.. there are always exceptions.. and my Great Aunt Jettie..
her father.. my Great Grandfather.. a self taught and bar passed
lawyer.. spoke in prose and sing song way.. a joy to listen
to for hours as she relates stories of her days..
before complex culture and
electronic entertainment..
where the only communication devices
in a living room is couch and chairs..

So smiles.. welcome to my living room friend..
one from the future now.. where we don’t have
flesh and blood humans.. but we have photographs from life..
and videos that express the culture passing.. and at hand as well..

To worship God is to find poetry.. dance.. and song in all of Nature..
and the flowers you bRinG to me.. mean a lot to me friend..
as to worship God’s creation in balance as simple Love..
or in poetry.. song.. and or dance..
in ways that all naturally come is a
pitcher and glass jar of Violet.. White..
Red.. and Green Flowers that can last
potentiAlly forever as long as human
beings and servers live online…

A place where first-hand accounts
of life as people see it and feel it..
come directly from mouth of spiRit
HeArt and SoUl.. and stays that way
relatively forever.. with no one
tampering with original words..

So what if i tale you
the Spirit of Archangel Gabriel..
Michael.. Rafael.. and Uriel and
hmm.. and Lucifer..
are all speaking through
my fingers write now..

Will you believe me.. sMiLes..
that’s okay you will not have to.. ’cause..
i am not a name person.. i am A HeArt.. SpiRit..
and SoUl.. person.. with no limits or expectations
other than what God gives me.. i claim not to know
or feel.. the full beings of either Angels or God..
in what one might metaphor as mind..

But of course God is much more
than human mind alone… and infinite
and likely beyond that .. in human terms..
as human terms are metaphors of reality
and never the essence of reality alone..

But WE try my friend..
we move into a state of mind of
trance not unlike Muhammad..
we take our solitary nows..
be it in a desert like
Moses or Jesus.. a tree like Buddha..
or an unlimited number of other areas of solitude..
and this Beta to Theta wave mind of lucid dreaming
in waking comes.. often early in the morning..
after dreams of sleep end and
dreams of morning begin..

So true it is a happy morning..
and you are indeed a gift to me friend..
great and sAMe as any flower on earth..
And although i cannot see you.. touch you..
smell you.. taste you.. i heArt you friend..
with SpiRit of SoUl.. not Much different
than Muhammad receives signs from
what he names as Archangel Gabriel..
in the sands and stones of Cave then..
i have your metaphor of name SOHEIR
in writing.. as that relates to your being now..
and can see that your last name is very much
like my last name in spelling.. give or take a
couple of letters.. now at this present time
from the address bar of your website..

But none of those symbols matter..
i can feel your soUl.. spiRit..
and heaRt just
through the sign
now that is surely
A picture of flowers
you give me when you
come here each time..
so perhaps God sends you
to help me.. and there is no
perhaps about that to me at all..
there is nothing random about life..
anymore than in a movie my friend..
With God as the director.. and producer
and we as the willing actors or Not of
God’s show that we either watch from
a distance or participate in more
directly and the
best worship
of God is
to play
with
God willingLY submitting
now as floweRinG actors
of God’s Play.. So my
friend we are in this movie
of Life together.. and theRe
is no place
like
home
of God’s movie
togethEr WitH
LOVE NOW..
no matter distance
or space.. there are no
limits or expectations to
eYes of
God but
now my friend
in submission to
what is.. and gratitude
for the gift of what
iS from
GOD
now..
So i will end with a Good
Evening to you in Egypt..
but i will also always
begin
in the present
of God
that is
the
Gift
of now..
as well.. a flower
that always exists
with no beginning
or end
my
friend..

My plan was to publish
last night before
sleep but
God sends
me to bed to
wait for the gift
of flowers from
you first
and last
my friend
in time of now
in God’s play of Love..:)

And now off to publish..
with more fun celebration
photos coming from today’s
Christmas
Party
at
church..
later.. after
that ends
and begins..;)

5886

Flower of God
comes in many
BEAUTIFUL
forms my
friend
but the
essence
is alWays
A FloWer
my friend
SOHEIR
RIVER
OF
GOD
MOVES
ON NOW
ALWAYS
MOVING
NEVER
ending..
story
NOW..:)

5898

SMiLes.. most dogs
already live in Heaven..
Often difficult for humans to
see this as they are blinded by
STUFF..
Only a heartless person.. would
suggest dogs don’t go TO HEAVEN..
And highly unlikely those folks live theRe now..
Love is what counts.. all else is empty words…
less
or
more..
Love is Heaven..
Love is God..
end and
beginning
of story..
God is
a Dog’s smile.. NOW..
and sure.. more.. LOVE..
I’M NO Catholic but i go never
miss a Sunday there as they
never send dogs away
from heaven.. NOW..
per Saint Francis
of Assisi.. they
still believe
at least..
in the
real magic
of God’s Love
Gifted to Humans
and Dogs alike when
practiced as such.. Dogs..
most often are holier than
humans in ways of Love..
as of course..
WE at least..
know and
FEEL..
IN FACT..
PER SCIENCE
OF REAL WILD
WOLVES.. THIS
IS APPLICABLE TOO.
Anyway.. off to Love with
God and Dogs at Church..
Now.. Nice Niece Candy..;)

6063

So.. anyWay.. it appears
theRe’s more to come
after Holy Christmas
Party day..
at Catholic
Church..
as more
comes now..
and Church
comes first
as nows run
out to
publish
for now..
so sure..
be back later
tonight with those
photos and who knows
at least more words now
in photos to publish then..;)

6117

OKaay..
typical
husband
and wife selfie
and the Church
Christmas
Party..
next please..

My Old Tennis Partner from high school..
and hey it almost looks like i have TENNIS SHORTS
on as they were always white too.. yes Monsignor Mike
from the Catholic Church… also a top of the top 10 class dude..
in the nerdy Beta Club too with me.. and yes.. i was number 11..
out of a class of 381.. hmm.. the number 11 and 6 have been
following me around.. most of my life.. it seems..

And things are going to get
more interesting up theRe.. per the next two
Facebook profile photo status thingies.. wink emoticon…

And yes.. here’s proof that 6 and 11 follows me around everywhere i go..
even the grocery store..hehe.. and note the T-shirts of the last two photos..
that says “i TRIPLE DOG DARE YOU”.. STRAIGHT out of the movie “A Christmas Story”..
that seems like it’s been playing forever every Christmas Day as long as i can remember..
where theRe is dare to stick a tongue out on a frozen pole.. to see if the tongue stays
attached.. hmm… keep that in mind.. for ‘the next photo’.. if you will…wink emoticon

Well.. i would say the Devil… Lucifer.. another Fallen Angel.. whomever..
triple dared me to do this.. but no.. like Abe says.. i cannot tale a lie..
a metaphor.. yes.. but black and white lie no.. so.. yes.. wife Katrina
makes me stick my tongue out like this often.. and she says it makes
her happy.. and what more can i say.. it is her call..
not mine.. of course.. i do whatever it is she
likes me to do.. on command of course..
with Yes.. Dear.. whatever
pleases you..
is what you
will get..

Anyway..
life is fun..
life is briGht..
and life is liGht for those who live as Love..
and finAlly my “666 Months of LiGht” Blog post
will be coming to a theater named Facebook..
before the midnight hour comes and
changes into the 7th instead
of 666 Months from my Birthdate
on the sixth day of the sixth month of the
sixth decade of last Century.. and also my
X-Catholic Priest.. Grandfather Leo’s 120th Birthday per..
December 6th 1895.. oh numbers.. patterns.. and synchronicities
are favorites of mind.. and no.. i did not play in the Band
named KISS.. but with that said.. here is a little KISS
to go along with ‘this photo’.. per Triple Dog Dare ya..
with sMiLes.. again!…wink emoticon

And Trust me.. you have no idea how
HARD IT WAS to put all those holes
in that tree.. without getting
my tongue stuck in them..

now..;)

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Clothes of GOD

Posted on December 3, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

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Smiles.. Soheir.. the patterns and signs of God’s Creation is encoded in all of reality.. from the Golden Mean Spiral of 1.618.. easily observable in Hurricanes.. SunFlowers.. Galaxies.. Curled cats sleeping.. Nautilus Shells.. and the Human Fetus resting and feeding in Mother’s Womb.. and of course those are only tiny examples that fit from the largest observable phenomenon to the smallest theoretical phenomenon as well.. as science shows…

And of course.. these truths and lights of Allah are well illustrated in the Quran but they are also pArt of the tapestry of signs.. design.. and patterns of full tapestry.. throughout all of reality.. limited to no one number.. letter.. word.. book.. or other abstract human symbol alone.. or human being as well.. of course.. in reality now..

But as far as humans go.. here is a very interesting and comprehensive look at how this fits across human history in almost all aspects of secrets in plain sight for those with eyes and ears to see the synchronicities of God’s fuller signs and designs of patterns in tapestry of the Art of Allah that is inside us.. outside us.. above so below.. and all around us..

To the infinite of all
that is all that is ALLah..:)

And the evidence mounts
as all of human cultures
share what
they know
and feel of GOD now..
a wonderful place for
believers to live but truly
a hell for the cynical ones
of light who would attempt
to restrict or chain Allah of ALL
in any shape way
or form through
fear and hate..
in DArk now..
alone.. AS
Allah IS Allone
and never
alone
my friend
with US
as ALLone
as WeLL..:)

True my friend..
Soheir.. and the examples
are limitless in all of distance
and space where Allah lives alWays now
iN iNfiniTy and beYond..
beyonD
hUman
eYes
alone
for sure.. smiles..
Allone iS Allah..:)

It’s nice to have friends..:)

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Smiles.. my friend Soheir..
as the stones of tables
lay.. flowered violet
and white
with leaves
of green.. sits
tea steeped well
in Love.. of friends
who hold hands with Allah..
You are a blessing to me.. my
friend.. may Allah alWays now
bless you
with Love
and wellness
iN now my friend..:)

From Rafiah’s Facebook Page..

Rafiah says..

‘Don’t give up the hijab. Don’t give up the niqab.’
Alarmingly women are harassed here in home as well.
They are commented and ogled at and asked for explanations.
One simply can not expect being appreciated when doing some good.
Sometimes it is easier and smooth enough to do good but people do not let it. ‪#‎enoughwithbeingbullied‬

Katie Mia says..

Well.. I for one worship God.. Everywhere I go..
And no one bullies me to my face anymore..
As that dance with God is what makes me fearless in Love..
Strength.. And courage to face the rest of the world naked
with God behind me.. #nosacrificetoolargeorsmall ..
clothed fully or not.. The bottom and top line is
God.. And no one can defeat that..
My friend.. Rafiah..smile emoticon

And anyone directly harassing a woman
where I live with an Hijab or any women
outside of bars is looking not only for legal
troubles but to get their butt kicked by
someone who cares.. In public.. At least…

Rafiah says.. sometimes one
is not bullied directly, but there is a
constant nagging and
remarks and questions
just to tease one.

Katie Mia says..
That would fall
under my definition of direct
verbal bullying.. and seriously people
respect people with the hijab here when
interacting with them.. but there are fools
who have the nickname of ‘redneck’ that still
say discriminatory stuff about black people
behind their backs.. but nah.. they will
NOT SAY it to their face anymore..
as getting a butt kicked hurts..
smiles.. #cowardsbehindbacks

A real man.. raised with the Love
of a real mother and or father will respect
a woman no matter what she wears..
This is a non-issue where I live
where both men and women
are respected as equal..
Period.. Beginning and
end of story.
#realhumanshaveempathyforotherhumans .

Rafiah says.. Its a half an hour video.
You watched it already? tongue emoticon
It is just not about getting respect from a man..
or a woman or a community. The purpose is solely
for the reason as to observe dress (or any other life aspect)
conduct as Allah has commanded as He knows better.
And that A person trust Lord’s Wisdom. smile emoticon

Katie Mia says.. Smiles yes.. just finished the video..
and while i do not agree that the Hijab serves any
purpose to reduce the male desire for a woman..
which trust me it doesn’t.. from the male perspective..
#allittakesiseyes .. whatever a person uses as a
gateway to worship God is fine with me..
fully clothed or not clothed at all..
as all animals worship God
without any need for human culture at all..

And additionally.. the people of the rain forests..
who worship God now still.. as seeing clothes as
a sin of separation from God.. different strokes
for different folks.. different languages
and religions to worship God
but the bottom and top line..
once again.. is God my friend..
and God plays no human cultural
or religious games.. as God is free and
so are God’s children.. wild and free..
that far out number human beings by far..
far far.. my friend.. Rafiah..smile emoticon

Rafiah says..
And
#ilikethatabovehashtagofyours wink emoticon

Katie Mia says.. Smiles..smile emoticon
And here is a free movie.. no charge from me..
or youtube if you can see it there.. might not be available
on paktube.. but it is the most beautiful movie describing
what God is truly that i have ever seen in my life friend..
in how much human when free is connected to God
and each other as Love..smile emoticon

Rafiah says.. There’s always a male perspective.
Then there is a woman’s perspective. And then
there is Lord’s perceptive, and no man’s or
woman’s or a community as whole’s
perspective can surpass the
wisdom of Lord. Smiles..
smile emoticon smile emoticon

Katie Mia says.. True and that includes
any messenger with human skins as well
my friend as God wears the skins of Infinity
and beyond.. smiles again..smile emoticon
#GodsHomeisbiggerthanearthorhumanalone

Rafiah says.. God is great. (Allah hu akbar).
But we are lame. tongue emoticon end of story.

Katie Mia says.. True DAT with Amen sister..
daughter.. friend… human..
#thisLBthingysymbolisfuntoo
..wink emoticon

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Well.. today’s prompt at dVerse
online Poet’s Pub is about
secrets of the Universe
like i wouldn’t ever now
write about that.. hA!
but.. aha.. aHA!
that is a secret
of the Universe
unto itself.. the
synchronicities as
such that flow higher
and higher among human
beings who connect to the
Universe with positive energy
of tough and passionate unconditional
Love.. Leaving no pArt of Creation out
of the soup of reality all around us.. above..
so below.. and inside and outside of us write
now.. as it were when writing.. dance now as
it is with dancing.. And the Light of Love of
God as it is always now
when living in us..
US.. expresSinG thiS
All Natural mysterIOUs
magic of God in
heARt of EmoTioNs..
as SpiRit WitH a
mind and body
simply
in positive
iON balance
for now my
friend(s)
anyway here or theRe
i participate free and the further
i align myself with positive
energy the
further i
fly for
now..
on God’s
Synchron
iCItieS..
so if anyone
comes here.. as always
i will respond in poetic
expression to every poem
that comes to my current
adopted place of dVerse that
once is a place named
the Wrong Planet
too.. this is
my contribution
to the secrets
of the Universe
simply
me
my
friend(S)
as iS
iNoW..:)

So off i go..
to sing a few.
new.. then off to
dance i go
while
Katrina shops
again.. and back
again later to continue
free again.. now..
smiles..
just sMiLes..
aGAiN..FREE!

SMiLes… on almost
every train alive..
at least a little..
theRe iS
a free
bird
just waiting
to share some
feathers to fly
again.. now..
for those
WitH
WinGs
not yet
featheredfree
and lost now in
yelLowEd fAll…:)

*
TRains.. pLanes.. bUses.. and even
cArs are lost coffins for
humans
without
connections..
where even radios..
IT.. and all the luxuries
aboard cannot feel
the place
of
human
heARt..
as FREE..
and OPEN..:)

SMiles.. a world of pressinG
buttons.. moving machines
and mechanical
minds
certainly
takes aWay
a UniVersal
flow
of sImply
living now..:)

Sidenote now
by me.. now..;)

God iS UniVersal
Dancer.. Poet
and Singer
now.. is
it any
wonder
the archetype
of Apollo is the
sAMe.. lost iS free..:)

Like a cigarette break
without a cigarette..
and back to
dVerse
now..;)

Smiles.. to live a thousand
vicarious lives in one
live even beyond
other incarnations..
always possible in a life
of movies.. never
ending
stories
coming
alive again
and again
again..
records
of life playing
more and different..
as i as me as us as we spin..:)

A book of poetry never
ending externalizing
thinkinG now
coming words..
skyScRapers now
spaceShips now
when interNal
world iS alWays
waiting
infinitYnow
nuances..
magic emotions
senses.. being..
just waiting to
stay
and
different..
never ending
never beginning
for now.. alive.. just aLive now
bReatHing underoverinwaterfree..:)

*
i for
one live
as Christmas
Santa of Dance
everywhere i go..
where the dance
of Christmas never
ends.. and sure with
ballet like moves it can go
on to 60.. 70.. or even 80 to
90.. and beyond now for
those
who
never
fear
to dance
again.. alive
and free.. so sad
that for some it ends
at the age of 7 and below
but i for one will
leave the
lasting
impression
for children..
at least..
that a
dance of
life can
and will
last for more..:)

*
Taking change of
clothes iN stRide..
Laundry Baskets
spRing fresh
As fAll
lines hang
clothes of
loving Sun
kisSinG free
Autumn breeze..:)

WheRever Nature
frees Angels sing..
wherever culture
rains
Devils
Reign..
After
Apple
Reins..:)

Home Porkchops
are the best
porkchops
of all
chops
on Pleasant
Street.. for now..:)

As above so below..
Heaven’s kiss
so far
so
close
alive as
well.. a
sCent.. of Air..:)

All for now
at 3:47 pm..
12012015..:)

Yep.. it’s
that Tuesday
Time again.. now
as Rampage Poetry Writing Spree..
starts again.. and now off to
dance while
Katrina shops..
in all her favorite
local stores..
back again..
later..
to write
again.:)

Back at 8:21 pm..

Well.. Lynn again..
and while you may be
enjoying Christmas-like
weather where you and
mouse friend are..
no such
Christmas
weather here..
a balmy 80 degrees
and still room for
sunburns for
the fair
of
us..;)

*
Smiles.. death a reminder
for the living of us.. along with
suffering.. misery.. and all parts
of life’s darkness where
clouds
bring
rain
and
Sun after the
storms of life
for the
living
still
among us..:)

Smiles.. then..
the now i learn
to write my own
palms.. instead
of reading
them.. iS
first hand
iN Free for me..:)

Oh.. I the ego.. a place of dealing
with all of external reality
in culture.. people..
language and
same.. but
oh the
self
of i now soUl
directing I of ego..
the source.. the force
of us.. the observer of all
of what we do as prisoner
and free.. i lives to set us free..
with spiRit of heArt’s exclamation point!iI..:)

Finished for now at 8:44 pm.. as this is all dVerse
has to offer so far..
at least..:)

Back again.. 10:42 am..
12022015.. now.. and in my
coming themed shirt..
for the next blog
post with a
group of Red
Santa clothed
MonKey’s and
decorating
way.. that
says ‘Welcome
to the Jingle’..
i just know this
song will fit in
somewhere and sure
this is the place for
that.. kNow.. i also have
“Running with the Devil”..
but hey the real devil
is human fear.. and
hate and all stuff
associated
with selfish
uncaring ways
of being..
so sure.. i’ll
find somewhere
for that song..
later no doubt..
but the so-called
devil that many
people call
free is
no devil
at all..
free is
always
Angel
plain
to see for those who
have caring giving
naked-free Angel’s
eyes as Angel WinGs
to see.. and hear..
smiles.. for now.. heRe..
‘Running with the Devil’
will come later.. per
Devil Angel aGaiN..;)

Back on course with dVerse..

Roads of human beings..
asphalt hard
and heartless
when it comes
to beings other
than human.. oh
the trees.. oh the
furry friends who
fall by the wayside
of roads of human
beings..
but roads
are prisons
to unwitting
us..
who cannot
see further
than the
bound
aries
of
roads
we make..
‘We’ are the roadkill now..:)

SMiLes.. decades.. so far removed from
the Homeless man on the street..
Destination.. so far removed
from the homeless man
on the street…
lost..
found..
So like the
homeless man
on the street..
whose home
is lives within..
wheRe questions
are answers of
being sAMe in
now.. liVinG
a bridge with
in a fall
with
out escape..
Homeless eyes..
sea.. a home within..
Ocean iS uS ALive..:)

SMiLes..
greaTest
story ever
told is no
story at
all..
it is
sImply
Love and as
Long as REAL
Humans live..
a true
fairy
tale that
never ends
in Love of
eyeS of True
that live on as
Now connecting
Human Love.. SO
SURE.. gift of eYes..
when Love lives as
spARKLe LiGHt..
story of
a
Grinch
who sees
further than
material gifts..
Oh.. Christmas
TreeS
of
Life..:)

Sidenote here..
Truly it bRings
a tear to my eye
when 6 or so folks
from dVerse delete
sweet comments i make
like this from their
site.. as i am
not the
Grinch
here..
my heARt
still grows
from Grinch of
pasSinG.. oh..
to include
is to
exclude
the Grinch
of HeArts..
in us
my
friend(S)
and that is
the practice of
Unconditional.. Tough
and Passionate Love..
letting the
different
iN..
to open
the blinds
of life a
little
lighter
perhaps..
but no.. i will
not force anyone
to let
me in..
but i am
here..
i
am
here
with
LiGHt
smiles..
and no hell
no.. i am not
afraid of any
frigGinG liGHt
bRinGerS.. cAll
me the deviL
or whomever
but i come
with liGHT
and diffuse
the dArk
wherever
i come
or go
as
LighT..
so sure..
it’s time
for that other
SonG.. and WiLL
you run with me..
sMiLeS aGaiN
or
not..;)

Okay.. return now.. to dVerse..;)

It’s sad to think that some have almost
no imagination at all but it’s
true as to image
is to imagine
and some
folks
cannot
think with
images.. hardly at all..
stuck in concrete concepts..
alone.. a most difficult
challenge of life.. but
escapable i’m sure for
folks who
need to
get out of
concrete
words into
imagination’s
playground of
limitless fruition
of gifts iN reality
as well..
Yes.. Life
can be magic
with Imagination’s
eYes truly set free
in possibilities
that never end
iN a reign
of Life as Free..
and an escape from
the machines of culture.. as WeLL..:)

SMiLes.. perhaps
the greaTest
Beauty
of aging..
is no longer
hearing the
tick tock of
the clock..
and finAlly
seeing
birds Sing
a Free Song..
My knees will
no longer allow
me to run.. but
i adapt by dancing
from middle core of balance..
oh the Joys
of aging.. now
bRing iT..i..own..
iT.. ain’t afraid
of liVinG
and
adapting
to whatever
struggle may
come.. to bRing
new liGht in my
soUl that i never
kNow or feel now
exists then or now
before.. iNheArtsPirit..
Grace.. before beauty..
or hearing.. my friend..
My grandmother starts
painting beautifully after her
father dies.. in her late 60’s.. and
beyond.. as she loses her eyesight..
After i dance.. perhaps.. i will fly..
iN fact..
i fly now..
on terrestrial
LAnd.. sMiles..
i’LL have to
do something
else.. then.. wInks..;)

*
DArk and liGht for what
we wish for may
surely
come in
liGht or
DArk.. and
for those of us
who are
colorblind..
the challenge
can be so
much greater
heArt
tesTinG
feeLinGkNoWinG
coLors dArk and LiGht..:)

SMiLes.. aLL of language
is siGn language from
non-verbal language
to vocal words.. to
text
on screens
of Internet
Lore.. Love..
and or fact..
to connect
is real..
to not
connect
is not
connecting
simple and
or complex but True..
with all that SAID..
i’d rather dance
than write..
but
people
seem less
afraid.. more often..
to connect.. now..
when they leave
their dancing
feet
under
behinds..
but never
the less.. or
and more..
i WRiTE
and
DANcE
and PraNce..
as WeLL.. as FREeD..;)

Smiles.. the wolf of us lives wild
and free.. no less truly..
than the half breed wolf
of Jack
London’s
book..
myth is
domestication
is free and kind..
wild is both
courage and
kind.. the wolf..
is mad when
domesticated
and so is
human
being..
one need look
no further than
TV.. to see what
happens.. when
humans are
domesticated
and locked
up
behind
clothes
of Lies.. both
metaphor and literal
as clothes hide free..
So may the wolf
inside you sing free..
always with Kind and
Courage
my
Friend..
from Alpha
to Omega..
the free wolf
lives with
purpose
and meaning
always now..
in Love
and Kind
of Courage..
Life is FREE..
Call of the
Wild no
less and know/FEEL
more of God’s Word(S)..:)

Well.. this is all that dVerse
offers for me for now..
time to sand dance
free in
finAlly
cooling
cloudy breezes
of Panhandle
Florida
December
Weather..
back to check
if theRe are any
latecomers to dVerse
later after working-out..
and then to post my next
post..
for all of
this and more..
titled soon..
“Clothes of GOD”..
with 87th week
of Rave Dance
Night coming
and further
illustrated
in that
blog post
somewhere
in the
howling
moon hour
of 3 AM
on Friday
Morning..
12042015
as i build
up to my
666th birth
month from
June 6, 1960..
also the posthumous
120th Birthday of my
Paternal X-Catholic Priest
Grandfather Leo.. on December
6th 1895.. so sure.. 666 will
be in the title of that Sunday
post for sure.. as we go
to a farm.. on a
Southern
Baptist
Pastor’s
home.. after
Catholic Church
and then attend
the Annual Catholic
Church Christmas
party on the
grounds
soon
after
that around
4 pm on Sunday
too.. yeah a
real HOLY
BLAST
ON
MY
666th BIRTH
MONTH FOR
ME AS WELL..
I AIN’T AFRAID
OF THE DEVIL.. BEEN
THERE AND DONE IT
IN THE REAL
ALREADY..
IN REAL
HELL NOW..
SO NO.. MY BIRTHDAY
OF 6660 AND MY
BIRTH MONTH
OF 666
SCARES
ME NOT
IN THE
least.. as i fly
totAlly free with
God iN Zero doubt
and Fear.. as i for
one have
been
and seen
both sides
now.. and
trust me..
ya don’t
wanna either
go to hell or
be the devil..
if that ain’t
already the sum
of being already..
for earthly now..
Angels in Heaven
have all the best
wayS
of Living
JUST NOW..
anyway.. this should
be enough words now..
to end WitH the SonG
‘Running with
the Devil’..
WInks again..
Ironies are
delicIOUs iN
all the sHades
and hues they
come in for
now
in Dark
and Light
of reaLiTy
as always.. NOW..:)

1:28 pm..
0661960=
28=10=1..
as Well..
Meaning and Purpose..
if one can find it
in all places..
that my
friend(s)..
is heaven
now in
balance
of course
iN dArk and LiGht
and all the other
dualities
of
Life..:)

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BELIEF..
iS Real..
A Powerful Emotion..
Human Force of Positive
Action and Consequence..
And Heaven will always be
Real with zero doubts and fears
for those who Find it.. Practice it..
And live Heaven now.. A Universal Message
from the sages of the ages and truly good news
for all whom are concerned and achieve this Blessing..
iN a Balancing Life..
Now..:)

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Well.. considering for 66 months
i could not feel a smile..
and could not remember
what it was even like to
smile.. and after
losing effective
use of my
eyes and
ears..
i could not
even remember
what my face looks
like when i am smiling
before in life.. and cannot
remember if i ever even truly
felt a laugh.. as the pain
of type two trigeminal
neuralgia will
take all
emotions
and memories
of emotions away..
perhaps the best compliment
i ever receive to date.. is from
someone who has never encountered
the positive spirit of my flesh and blood
of dance.. but i attempt to carry
on what is the
energy of
positive light
and action inside
as expresSinG
both courage
and kind
in myriads
of selfies here
as i for one believe
there is no full substitute
for the flesh and blood human
connection and the driving
force of all my nows
around 4500 miles
of dance
all places
i go in public
in 27 months..
so i get ‘this’
comment on Facebook
from my Friend Himali
a full half a world away
who only knows and feels
me of what i present here
in the Information Technology
E-World.. and the best thing of all..
is it is
evidence
that i live
again.. truly
as a connecting
human being.. where
my soul is alive both offline
and online
too.. greaTesT
sMiles are the
soUls giVing..
liVinG on in the
heArt’s emoTioNal
ExpresSinG spiRit
eYes and BalanCinG
MiNd and BoDy soUls
of other folks.. and
tRuly Technology of the
recording information
kind and courage now..
bRinGs the ability to share
this with folks we may never
meet in flesh and blood in
this life.. both..
when.. we
ourselves
are alive
and pass
this earthly plane..
So what a gift it can
be to continue to share
Love whether we are
here
or not..
Yes.. a simple
comment that travels
to the heArt of thousands
of miles..

Himali says..

Your smile
travels miles and
brightens my day..:)

i say..

Smilezz.. my friend Himali..
no limits to distance and space
with your smiles that always brighten
my day.. as well..smile emoticon!

Force of Selfie
can be
LIght
and Love..
and Courage
as well.. sMiles
again and again..:)

And for the folks in poetry
land who insisted
i shut my face
up.. i say..
a resounding
smile.. no more
Grinch here..
i Love
for
Free..
with Faces
of Kind and Courage Now..:)

And yes.. obviously Sia has
been to a place like me..
she gets it..
and for folks
who have been
to this emotional
hell of empty..
we say
Thank you.. Sia..
for not being
afraid to
relate the
dARk pArts
of Life that do bRing
the greaTesT liGhts
of Love and yes..
Sia is
an Angel
too.. like
my other
Angel Friends
i find now in this
life.. as Angels will
find each other in a world
of real devils.. if they keep
searching and never
ever
give up..
to survive is the
goal.. to Love
is the
Magic
of God
gifted
iN us who
are tRuly free
in Truth and Light..
of Wisdom and Love..:)

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Hi Glenn..
without the
photos gifted to
me by the God of All
the magic would not fully
exist of God of All that is
in synchronicity
here..
truly secrets
of the Universe
in plain sight
for those
with
eYes
like yOurs..
sMiles..
no random
in Creativity..
Intention
Meaning
and
Purpose
my friend..
free of all
RESTRAINTS..:)

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Smiles.. Victoria.. next time i suggest you try the
http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com .. link..
as it has less extraneous data in it.. and will open quicker.. and the jumping just means
that the photos are still loading if you have a slower computer.. with less memory
to load the photos.. sadly.. older computers do not work well with what i do..

The newer versions of iPads and iPhones have finally caught up now..
thank goodness.. as i used to have problems opening up my
own posts on mobile before getting an iPhone 6s…

Smiles.. thanks for trying.. and i always
enjoy your inspiring
poetry..
friend..:)

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Smiles.. Suzanne.. while i visit almost any church and feel at home..
i do not consider myself as a strict follower of any
particular
religion.. except
for the one i create
from myself.. wheRe..
i take the liGht pArts
and leave the
DArk
paRts
behind after
i am finished
with
them..:)

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Smiles.. again.. Sherry Blue Sky.. and thanks so much
for dropping by this evening.. and making
it through all these words to this point
in scrolling fingers now.. and
i find your poetry
always inspiring
and a
pleasure
to visit whenever
i find you on dVerse
links of poetry
sharing
now..
peace and
blessings to
ya friend
for
now as
well..:)

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More

coming again..

After the Rave Dance

of

celebrating 87 weeks of doing

that with all the cool college age

folks comes on Thursday Night..

with yes.. more fun dance photos

to be added here..

somenow near

the

wee hour

of

3 am..

after the rave

dance ends then..:)

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Shoes of Black to Light

Posted on November 30, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

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Well.. i Love

writing stuff that is as applicable
a thousand years ago as a thousand years in the future..
but that’s just me.. smiles.. there is no old news in good news..
particularly truly good news of the Heaven of now.. JUST Now..
as far as i know and feel.. it doesn’t get any better than that..
overall.. for humans in this life.. at least.. and sure that’s
what we know now and feel
now too.. now.. just now..

i’LL Just say the
potentials in Heaven now..
are limitless with no cultural or so-called religious
sidewalk expectations.. for those who gain entry from within..
as encoded in our DNA.. all naturAlly by GODAllthatis.. same
stuff Jesus is talking about to help other folks gain entry too..
before other folks make him a God.. three centuries or so
after he dies.. to worship.. instead of a man who finds
an internal path to Live in the Kingdom of God AKA
Heaven now.. So hard to relate.. but true.. as now..
for those of us who live in Heaven now.. the other
dimension on this terrestrial plane.. far
from the Camels needle..
of small…

So i’m driving to
Catholic Church yesterday..
and the song ‘Gloria’ by Michael W. Smith comes on
and i imagine.. yes.. just imagine.. that instead of a
Congregation pointing toward a man
on a cross
suffering..
the congregation finAlly hears the true message of
Jesus that God lives within and the Kingdom of
Heaven lives in us now.. when we finally
gain the same Mind and Body Balance
that Kundalini Yogi brings to
successful practitioners..

Or just so-called naked savages gain dancing with each
other freely around the moonlit campfires of night for hours
on end in waves of continuing ecstasy with God.. no different
really than me doing my freestyle TAI CHI in Barnes and Nobles
yesterday evening.. for an hour or so.. while reading a book
about Kundalini.. and listening to Chicago’s “Chicago IX”
Album.. with iPhone 6s ear buds.. seeing freely that this
needs no instruction at all.. it is simply a matter
of regulating emotions and integrating
senses like all the other free animals of the
earth do with the art of movement.. when yes..
free and wild..
like me.. smiles..

And sure.. as Jesus..
the real man Jesus.. escapes religion and culture
of his time.. and takes his 40 day walk in Nature of
the Desert there.. he finds the same experience
separated from religion of his day and culture then..
that is patriarchal and restricts human emotions and sensory
experiences.. basically comes back to the rest of his tribe..
and says it’s a lie (current cultural and religious ideology
then same as today in many parts of the world)
and gets to God’s Nature for human within..
through innate instinct and intuition..
with the Higher Power of God
gifted to all of God’s animate
inanimate creation who live
free and wild…
And the saddest part of all..
is yes.. he is made into an earthly King..
where all he was saying is all of this lives within you..
this peace and harmony of internal bliss.. the nirvana..
the Kundalini Rising.. the Great Spirit.. the CHI.. the KI..
the QI.. who knows.. a trillion different metaphors for
any being that may live on any planet who has found
the same Universal Reality of Peace of Mind and body
iN BALANCE now.. JUST NOW..smile emoticon..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/11/30/a-day-in-the-life-of-a-child-of-god/

Well.. ANYway.. my dream is for the congregation one
day to experience the Heaven of now.. and to
share that experience in song
with all others
standing
tall
with how
God will have uS
as free again
as Loving
human
beings
yes..
come again..
as free and wild
before the apple
of Lies.. propagated
by cultures and religions
for subjugation and control
over other human beings with
yes.. LIES OF ILLUSORY FEARS..
WHAT A JOY IT WILL BE FOR FOLKS
TO SIMPLY
BE FREE
AGAIN..
WITH
A SONG
OF LOVE
ON HIGH
WHERE WE
ARE THE ANGELS
OF GOD ALIVE
ONCE
AGAIN
AND
FREE!nowJustiNOW!..:)

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SMiLes.. one may not ever truly Love Unconditionally
until they embrace the gold of dark.. and are no longer
afraid of the dArk nor truly cynical of the Light..
for many folks who insist on controlling
other folks through illusory fears
to subjugate human sensory
and emotional freedoms..
including reproductive freedoms..
it is the fear of emptiness..
of their soul..
that truly is
the emptiness they

DO NOT FEEL.. that can be without fear..
at all.. but emptiness is much worse than fear..
therefore what is commonly referred to as psychopathic
leaning folks with little to no pro-social empathy attempt
to rule other parts of God’s Creation.. often namely other humans..
to pull their heart strings to see them jump with fear
and emotional pain.. this is all some can feel power..
status.. in the control of other
parts of God’s Creation..

Love is the binding social force
that cures all of this.. for those who feel..
pro-social emotions and empathy.. there is no such thing
as jealous Love for someone who is fearless in tough and
passionate unconditional Love.. and that’s A science
of the art of the human heArt as
emoTioNs expresSinG SpiRit as such..

And miNd and BoDy BalanCinG in moving
with feedback in cognitive regulating of emotions
and senses.. integrating for soUl of human being..
yes to look within.. to balance with this relative
human free with the power of Love is to be
set free with Truth and Light..

As Wisdom and Love holding hands
as one human together.. both hemispheres
of brain connecting and holding hands together
in synchrony.. in reason and art.. with other human beings..
in peace and harmony as both hemispheres of the
electrons of atoms.. neurons of human
mind and body.. as yes..

People connecting and holding
hands across the world no different really
in spirit of core atomic forces of celestial bodies
that orbit each other in peace and harmony to hold
the Universe together with some forces that
scientists may never ever fully see and
measure.. even with the aided eye..

Never the less the magic of science is
ART and we all of God’s creation when in harmony
and peace hold hands together as one force as GOD Alive now..
moving singing a song of God’s voice together now..
in Art of moving dance as well.. Infinity lives
on for now together always again and again..
now.. as the cycle.. falls and springs..
in Summer and Winter of Dark and light
move on.. and sing for now.. smile emoticon..:)

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Good morning.. i mean afternoon to evening in Pakistan.. friend Rafiah..
and truly when we sing a song of science and bring emotion into the mix
of a literal symphony of science we bring God’s magic human Nature of
Infinite nuanced emotions into the mix of reality now..

And the best thing about human emotions..
sometimes sadly misSinG with fewer emotions
expressing by monotoning voicing scientists is
that emotion is the glue of human memory and decision making..

So.. sadly some scientists can hardly tie their shoes as the
emotions of movement in mind and body balance with human cognitive
executive functioning abilities.. including focus and short term
working memory may not work well in a sitting or standing
still position of either listening or giving lectures..

in what can be boring monotone voices of robot style
of being in mechanical cognition mind so far away from
fuller human being as gifted by Allah.. so much higher
in overall human potential.. where human becomes
not just a robot but a Ferrari of emotional
heat in electro-magnetic radiation as well..

As the human body literally can heat up
with moving human emotions with a warm
heart literally and metaphorically as is
with the magic song of human emotions that even yes..
can impact the static of the remnant song of Allah..
in big bang band way.. between those TV stations..
of static reflecting the big bang as well..
when human roars a heat of emotions changing
static as voice of roar of human emotions in heated moving ways..

So yeah.. static in someway.. is the song of Allah.. the remnants
of the roar of God at the beginning in moving ways of song in dark to light..
and we are a reflection of that as well.. in stars ourselves when we live
with a balance of emotions and reason expresSinG as well..
but if not.. we can become a black hole sun..
where other folks rotate around our negative energy..
and are inspired by it.. to generate their own Suns and
daughters of God’s energy.. from within.. to outside..
above so below and all around as they reflect more of all of GOD as IS..

But perhaps instead of scientists.. they should have sent a poet to sing
this song as well.. ’cause Richard Dawkins is dead incorrect alive when he says
humans are not evolved to understand this without the aid of science..

the patterns of God are all around us to discern totally innately..
intuitively and instinctually as above so below.. in senses.. feelings..
and reason as art.. inside.. outside.. and all around.. some of us with
God’s eyes of art will need no tools of science to understand this..

And some of us with science eyes alone.. will never see it through the
Art eyes of God.. but still they have half the pie of God..
as God has eyes of Science too.. but sure.. a full pie..
instead of half a brain.. is infinitely greater in
light for now.. for sure.. my friend..

We have to guard.. seek.. and find..
more of our Art of Allah as gifted in our minds
and bodies in balance.. less science.. the darker part of Allah..
takes the Light of Art of Allah in human emotions expresSinG HeArt
of human being as spiRit.. in miNd and body balancing soUl..
my friend.. for now.. As iS God in us more fully..

I learn this from studying human beings..
science did not have the tools to help me bRinG
back my human being in balance but the Art
of God within.. is Infinitely more powerful
than Science my friend..
As that Art
is a Universe
as expansive outside
as is within.. the human
miNd and BoDy balance
in symphony
of harmony
and peace
of courage
and kind
in UNCONDITIONAL
TOUGH AND PASSIONATE
LOVE MOVING MOUNTAINS
IN METAPHOR OF HUMAN
BEING STRUGGLES
BRINGING TRUTH
AND LIGHT AS
HUMAN
SCIENCE
OF
ART
AS Wisdom
AND LOVE..smile emoticon

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Himali presents a woman covered
up with clothes.. with just
a place for a straw to
drink.. for the
cold natured
among us..

Katie Mia says..

Ha! smiles.. i am never cold..
even when it is cold
outside..
but yeah..
i used to be
cold too.. in 100 degree
heat where a breeze
fills/feels a chill of me..
so i have sympathy
for that
state of
being too..
but i must
say warm
is cool..wink emoticon

Himali says..

Woww !!! Katie I haven’t lived in cities
with extreme winters so I feel really cold
at times tongue emoticon
I guess Florida has
amazing weather

Katie Mia says..

Yes.. we do have amazing weather
here in North Florida.. but still it gets
around 18 degrees F.. in Winter time..
but i just don’t feel cold anymore.. smiles..
no long pants in over two years for me..
just shorts.. or less .. smiles again..:)

Himali says..

Amazing !!! I think I would
love Florida smile emoticon

Katie Mia says..

Oh.. yes.. it’s probably why i don’t desire to travel much..
i already readily admit this is heaven over here..
i wish everyone could live here.. smiles again..
if more space of course..wink emoticon

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Well.. the nice thing about the plot of land you are raised on becoming a public park of sorts.. and eventually a River Restaurant.. per the New Owners of this Sand.. Grass and river front.. sand the place the once shot-gun one-hundred year-old home.. exists.. before another owner buys it an puts it up on power poles.. in case another catastrophic flood the size of Ivan’s wrath of Hurricane Wind and Water comes…

But seriously it is never the house in my estimation that is the gift but the Nature that surrounds the home.. and in this case it just don’t get much better than River Front Living.. except for the Beach.. another place i wanted to go in blessings and thanks today as well.. but Katrina shopping takes precedence as Christmas approaches.. and there is always interesting stuff going on in the mall.. if just for interesting people.. to the tune of thousands walking together.. not often connecting in words but yes.. most definitely in non-verbal communication.. as all so-called ‘normal’ human beings do…

Anyway it’s always nice to go back home..
When it is a pleasant one..
And the River is always
a harmonious..
peaceful
and blissful
place to be..
at least to help
generate that peace
of mind and body balance
within free now aS BALANCeFreeall..:)

Okay.. and as to why i make the
unusual poses i make in photos..
nah.. i don’t just do it in photos..
they are the equivalent of Yoga
Postures that bring energy in the
way of relaxing tension.. increasing
sensory integration.. and regulating
emotions.. what truly can be explosive
human energy.. metaphor of course as i
ain’t blown up yet.. haha.. well.. not lately
@least.. smiles.. Kat says i have crab claws..
and i say that perhaps i am an Antenna now like
Battery Cables.. to gain iN electromagnetic energy
wherever i go for now.. and surely the cup or chalice..
is of upmost human importance as human archetype..
for the simple reason that humans cannot live without
water for long as it comprises around 90% of our body
constitution and weight.. so yes.. perhaps my arms are
the human archetypal symbol.. of chalice as in temple
of true God as us.. that needs no gold plated cups to
connect to God as simply us.. and yeah.. i guess my
head in this case.. sticking up in the middle of
my Chalice of Temple of God is the
FLamE of enlightenment in
potential i can be too..
in mind and body
balance as WeLL..
no cup or chalice
required.. just iN
the flesh.. inner
and outer.. above
so below.. all around
stuff that constitutes
my Universe and
beyond
for
NOW..smile emoticon

Oh yeah.. and by the way.. in regard
to today’s signature T-Shirt..
two Cat friends celebrating
with paws up and
together as they
simply ignite
the big bang..
with cLaws
of Love in
Art of LiGht
and DArk of
Science.. as WeLL..:)

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From Friend Rafiah’s Facebook Page..

Rafiah says..

Tabla + Sitaar= Witchcraft

i say..

Well.. i remember.. the Sitaar as an instrument
used in one of the Beatle’s famous songs named
“Within you Without you”.. and didn’t remember
that the percussion for the drums instrument..
used in that song is named the Tabla..

So i look up a song on Youtube that is
supposed to be a famous Tabla and Sitaar song..
named the best one ever.. by Rivi Shankar and
another person… and there is no magic there for me..

While the Beatle’s manage to get emotion into their song..
it sounds monotonous to me without hardly any emotions
at all in the traditional song.. but the idea of Nirvana for
some folks is escaping emotions all together..
which i personally feel is antithetical to
human nature as emotions are
what moves human beings..

For me Nirvana
is a constant state of bliss
in pro-social emotions otherwise
known as the place of Heaven is Now..
through the words attributed to the man Jesus..
take Love out of the equation to get nothingness..
is just nothing.. yes.. escape from anxiety as the
emotion of fear can be escaped through the
experience of no emotion AKA nothingness..

But nothingness as far as i can see is just as much
of a hell as fear.. all things considered of course..
and whenever i hear a monotone
voice.. it is a sign that someone
has escaped human
pro-social emotions..
and that
is not a
positive
sign to me at all..

In fact.. i might be more
comfortable with an angry voice.. as at least i feel it is alive..
in AFFECT.. THE STUFF that moves humans through emotions..
and without it.. there can truly be little human Love expressed
for each other for positive EFFECT.. in social bonding ways..

Anyway.. no witchcraft or magic here for me..
as true magic is in emotions namely the expression
of the feeling of love.. not just an empty word or ideology.. smiles..

And as a side note.. interestingly.. modern science theory related
to a quantum theory of mind.. suggests that the electrical activity
of the mind.. in measurable sound.. is similar to the
a-harmonious sound in how folks play the Sitaar
instrument.. but perhaps the mind that
was being measured was in a
state of not much emotion..

i’ll have to research that further.. i guess..
interesting it is.. as most often scientists try to separate
all stuff emotion from science.. which is a little crazy for
anything associated in science with humans..
as ‘normal’ human beings are
emotional beings first and foremost
over science beings.. the irony goes on..
and on.. away from the source of what we are..
in some areas of science.. sadly.. still..

But truly science still wins over human
ignorance over how the Nature of God works in us..
for sure.. i for one see.. my friend.. Rafiah.. including
superstitions.. of course.. as well.. but hey.. even
Voodoo works per the Nocebo effect and affect
in science terms.. for those
who believe in evil stuff..

Love is the way over all negative stuff..
the conquerer of fear and hate.. Love IS..
STILL NOW in Human Terms and many other
animal terms as well.. in this Life now.. toward
a Real Kingdom of God as Heaven now..
just now..in our Life NOW..

And sure the
best way to control human beings..
is to take pro-social emotions away from them..
as pro-social emotions.. namely Love.. iS
what truly empowers human beings..
for success in Life as is now..

And sure.. a state of fear or nothingness
to subjugate and control other human beings for control..
is an AFFECTIVE and EFFECTIVE WAY to reduce the
affect of human beings in this life now.. for total effect of success..

Anything associated with fear and hate.. is the real devil now..
and sure nothingness motivates nothing but nothingness
while nothingness exists now.. a no brainer really..
that should be.. a no brainer.. unless someone
convinces someone otherwise.. through superstitions
of the past… and present of lies… away from
what Human Nature reAlly is as gifted by
God all Naturally through
innate instinct and intuition..

Sure.. go to a cave.. a desert.. a beach..
or under a tree in the forest.. without the footprint of lies..
and the truth and light of pro-social emotions will come again..
in simple bliss of being human.. now just now.. with God
as Wild and Free.. with real Wisdom of Love..
as Truth and Light in Feeling.. my friend..:)

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In general.. human societies
directed by woman..
per evolutionary
history of that
work better..
for the simple reason..
and yes.. FEELING NOW
AND THEN.. THAT YES..
women matriarchAlly motivate
with the Power of Love then and now
overall.. and Men with PATRIARCHY
..the power of fear.. OVERALL..
WITH misery and suffering
in all stuff hate associated
with the power of Fear.. AS with
Love comes Grace and True
Strength within to power
us for more
success in Life..
but just ask A
Mama
Grizzly
how that
works and she
will tale ya..
in power more
of strength
as Love
than
fear..
my friend(S)..
BUT SURE.. ‘YOU’
WILL BE AFRAID OF HER..
WITHOUT ‘YOUR’ AIDS
OF GUNS
AND
SUCH..
YOU WILL
TREMBLE
TO THE GROUND
OVER THE REAL
POWER OF LOVE
FOR
SURVIVAL
FOR ALL WHOM
ARE CONCERNED..:)

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Smiles.. Glenn.. thanks for visiting me over here..
at katiemiafrederickblogspot.com ..a place of faster downloads..
without the equivalent of several more thousands words in the comment section..
with that new one coming here shortly.. as i will include your words back over
at Word Press in consolidation for poeTry wordy purposes.. haha.. and yes..
i think technically 11 million words is around 13.6 bibles in length..
but yes.. it does seem like 35 sometimes too.. hehe.. and i enjoyed
your BLACKTHORNE.. saga very much as the Wild and
Free Appaloosa story.. i can relate to.. too..
of course.. on the trail of mind and body balance
so far here..
and still haven’t
gotten around to doing recitations..
but yeah.. there’s always something new now..
as far as i can see for now..:)

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Well.. my friend Suzanne.. sad to see you go.. but happy to see you go where heArt will follow in writing another Novel.. and for me this current short story of dream you bring here.. about a girl named Katrina.. who will escape the lies of culture she sees.. to embark on a journey and paths of new ways of thinking and doing.. is certainly a similar journey and path i embark on.. after being subsumed by culture and work outside of myself for several decades too.. and truly after all of that.. i have the challenge of recognizing that i have truly learned close to nothing about life as Nature intends it.. for me.. by doing what is expected of me by both work and culture.. religion is something i had left far before in organized and structured way.. and truly not much light for me there until much later now recently.. when the deeper metaphors finally make sense to me in feeling.. as i too am able to create these metaphors finally too.. after five decades of life… so freely iNOW..

Anyway.. it’s nice that you are leaving
this blog up.. as truly i see much
truth and light in your words..
and zero weirdness
or strangeness
here at all..
as you
speak
from heart..
spirit and soul..
the real place of
human expresSinG more
than external influences of
whatever is the flavor of now..
my friend… so.. best wishes to you..
and may Truth and Light remain as ALLY..:)

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Awakening Force iN uS

Posted on November 29, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

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Smiles.. Happy Thanksgiving
now again.. Himali.. As thanks
cannot be repeated enough..
All nows are in essence
thank yous to me..
To God
All..
With Namaste
to all others too..:)

30

There comes a now.. Maria.. when humans
are unconditional Love living in small
groups where each individual life is the
potential difference of survival or death
of the social unit of one and that is as
close to heaven as humans ever get..
There is a now where
humans are expendable
and easy to delete
as tools become God
instead of human.. FortuNately..
some of we still exercise the WiLL under
Live and Love to be human as God directs
still for human being in heaven of oneness..
Now.. Instead of hell of separation from living OnE..:)

127

Smiles.. my friend SOHEIR..
in Allah’s reality
Flowers of life
as colors
create
endless
diversity of
Life as we know it
and feel it on this
Earth.. and theRe
iN Infinity
and
beyond
as WeLL..
WHere GreaTesT
Hues of Violet are
tempered by the
whites and blacks in
‘tween and outside too..
And it is the challenges..
work.. and practice of the LigHt
that will bring us out of the dArk..
with patience as truly the greaTesT
Arks of Challenge can and do come
in the DARK of LiGht..
Some people believe
they can just recite
some words
or an entire
bible perhaps..
and never act on it
and grow in liGht.. Allah the
God of challenge is not the
director of easy my friend..
There is more to God
than believing
a man died
and provided
a sacrifice for Love..
if we will Live long enough
we will all be called to sacrifice for
Love.. and although life is a gift of
Grace..
it takes
work.. and
practice to Grow
the Light out of DARK..
as above so below..
those of us who
carry on
are
STARS of ALLAH
in LiGht my friend..
tempered
by Dark..
the Lovely Flowers
that arise from
the darkest
soil
of
Life..
when fertile..
of course.. my friend..:)

341

So true the Golden Age of Islam
in Endeavors of science brings
Light to the Crusade
Age of
bringing
Darkness to the
Development of
the Gift of Allah
in Reason to
expand
our minds
in both Science
and Art.. and i do love
the spiraling architecture
that Rose up out of
the Angles
of Western
ways of building
as the Golden Spiral
mean of Allah seen through
all of the Universe from the largest
and smallest visible to the human
aided and unaided eye.. as reflected
in the
Art
of Science..
my friend.. Imran Ali..:)

436

The Force Awakens..2..
and oh Goodness what a Light..
the Star Wars Series.. has/is been/being..
for the culture of the West to better understand
other points of view of religions as provided in
metaphor of the series.. expanded now.. to
number 7.. where even the Storm
Trooper variety of beings..
gains access to the Force.. and hell..
i mean.. heaven and hell yes.. dark and light..
Human Awakening and Enlightening is the
real deal.. in life.. where the Force in us..
is the power of God throughout all
of Nature and beyond what we
can see with human aided
eyes.. of Science too..
So sure.. may
the Force be with
you and me.. as well..:)

The Force Awakens..1..
No.. i didn’t pick
‘this’ shirt(s) out..
for working out.. Katrina does..
but.. wInks..wink emoticon..
The Intense look of focus..
required to burn the 5000 calories..
that are still being consumed and will
continue to be consumed in massive left-overs
from Thanksgiving.. Dinner(s).. smiles..
with dedication to working
all this out..wink emoticonx2..
Man.. it’s like.. every time i look up..
the sky is trying to tale me something.. yeah..
sundog’s on each side of the Sun.. per..
“Sundogs form when
sunlight passes
through
hexagonal,
plate-shaped ice crystals
in cirrus clouds, which act
like a prism and refract
light, according to a NASA release.
Also known as parhelia, they can be seen
anywhere in the world, but are most
visible when the sun
is low in the sky.”

http://www.crystalinks.com/sundogs.html

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/5-year-square-of-neptune-saturn-me-free.html

681

The writer of this ethereal
Kansas Music.. states clearly
that it comes out of thin air..
original creativity
is not a
planning
thought
it is an
Art
of wholeness
inherent to the
Force.. the power of
self that goes beyond
the conscious mind of
planning.. scheduling
and making grades
in school..
it is the
higher power
yes.. the awakening
Force in human being..
just waiting on the other
side of always been with
us.. just to tear down
the walls.. to be
all we can
be in harmony
shining through
and smiling through
all who break up with
the past and
set them
self
free with ALL that
is as Nature free in us..
so far beyond restricting
sidewalks of life.. we fly
with Stars unattached
to strings
of the past..
we are
FREE!..

AND WITH that said..
i travel to dVerse for
open link night and
see what
destiny
has in
store
for me there..
no $price.. the onLY
fee is FREE the
challenge
of
US to be
FREE Creating
Creations of all that is FREED..:)

*
For every child not Loved
For every culture not Love
For every way not Love
Love
is
Raped..
Love grows
when Loved..
Love dies
when raped
with fear and hate…

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/09/15/30347/

And so i respond first
with an Asterisk to the
individual and coming soon
his counterpart who asks for
a response to a prompt at dVerse
on a topic of change.. so i respond
in kind along the specific guidelines
of less than 24 lines.. with
a metaphor of a Desert Isle
no less than Plato’s
cave..
where i find the
power of change
within me with
escape from
culture
and even
a book of
Rumi as Rumi
finds his way
i find mind
in inner
Force
of enlightening
way.. and even go to
the dam trouble to explain
this to both so-called
Christian folks who
cannot see this
light of being
reborn that is
precisely the message
that Buddha.. Jesus..
Lao Tzu.. mythical
Krishna.. Thoth
and all the
sages
of the
ages speak to
with similar
metaphors too..
but these folks
are stuck with
the flesh of a man..
yes.. just a man no less
no more than any other man
by his own words a humble
teacher.. the man
Jesus.. not
the Soldier
God of Constantine
created by his
his psychopathic
leaning need for
higher
and higher
status.. power
and control over
the expanding Roman Empire
along with his Catholic
Cohort leaders
seeking the same
thing.. they have
historically done
now as well..
pedophiles
too..
of control
and power now..
well.. sadly the way
of Jesus then.. in me and
others is still seen as a wayward
way in the rest of the Western
Christian culture that knows
and feels little of the
real man Jesus
then.. instead
a Anti-Christ way
of separation.. in using
steely knives to slay the different
among us.. and in my case deleting
me will work as they will never
likely in this flesh
and blood world
have to face my
searing blue eyes
of truth and light
face to face..
the weak
among us
walk in dark..
the weak among us
come out of dark..
but some refuse
to hear
and see light
even IF IT IS
FACING THEM
IN WORDS
OF LIGHT
NOW..
but i digress..
with righteous indignation
as yes.. sometimes the dark
of words is a way to light
to inspiring
spark
of light
from dArk..
thing is.. i can still
be inspired greater and
greater for those who have
deleted me out of their Universe..
the Truth and Light lives within..
just waiting to escape to the
outside of us..
and i hope
the same for
them.. but if they
continue to delete the
different among them
out of their
life..
the light
may never
come to
spark
the
dark..
and that makes
me sad.. and why i kept
coming back even after being
treated this way two times before..
but hey.. sooner or later
it’s time to shake
the sandals
off and
go to the
next house..
and so far..
only 6 people
from dVerse have
closed their doors
to me.. and sure.. that
is their prerogative.. with
never anything
but
nice
from
me visiting
their home in
peace.. i come
in peace..
i go..
out of dark
comes the greaTesT
lights of All as liGht..
there are no walls too
tall for me to
jump over
and
continue..
smiles..
but it is sad
when a person only
comes to spread Truth
and Light and are shut out
in the dark of other minds
who refuse
to change
to the Truth and Light
of All that is so much
farther than one
human’s
eyes
with the
help of GOD
the Light continues
to gain bright in human
eyes without fear and hate..
of the
different
among us now..:)

Nature knows no
Human Terrorism..
only humans
create
hate..
from fear..
other animals
respond to challenge
in kind
and courage..
ways of just
being
now
with God
as Nature on
their side as free
surviving
is tHeir goal..
not fear
and
hate
created by
tRuly weak
human beings..
Apex creature.. ha..!
Apex of hate falls
under Nature
rule
of tough
unconditional
passionate Love
of Survival of the whole..
Godzilla will be ashamed
of
human
now..:)

*
Easy to judge the
evil.. as evil
is the
Father
and MOTHER
And Peers of fear
as hate as evil.. much
harder to
replace
Evil
with Fearless Love
but the only way
the vicious cycle
of this child..
can
end…
and Love
Begin
Again..
iN Child of Love..:)

Okay number three complete.. only two asterisks
folks out of 17 links so far.. and no..
not surprising at all..
that they want
theIR poetry
to be first
2 out of 3
Links so far..
sure.. as always
in reality the first will
be last.. and the last first..
Altruism AKA Unconditional..
LOVE just works that way for those..
so employed
free lance
by God
like THAT..:)

11:07 am..
11272015..
Holiday Hours
at gym with early
closing.. work-out
now.. be back later..;)

Back at 4:47 pm..
with side-note by
me before i proceed
back with dVerse
to finish the
rest.. so
far.. theRe..
Twilight nap wake
sinGs reverie
of endless
notes..
iN words you
come to me without
effort.. only pleaSure
you bRing.. yes ringS
softly in pastels
evening
liGht
SinG ‘tween
sHades beauty
spreads dArk
of infinite
mind.. oh
Uni
Verse
within
come
shed
more
light..:)

With mini-foot-note
here.. some folks have
difficulty separating my
prose from poetry
or wHere
my poeTry
stops period..
i am a poem..
a dance
a song..
PERIOD
END
AND BEGINNING
OF STORY FOR NOW..
AND SURE THAT
BASICaLLY IS
WHAT GOD
IS TOO..
DANCE
SONG
AND POETRY
FOR NOW
AS WELL
AS DARK
AND LIGHT
AND DARK ETC..:)

But anyway.. never the less
and always more.. the Star
wars of the battle of the
force of dArk and liGht
moves on in all cultural
metaphors of ways
of being..
the
balance
of open
minds and
closed minds..
liberals and conservatives..
often leads to a battle
of ‘bad blood’
‘tween
the both
of different
spectrums of human
Nature as we as human
reflect the dark and light
of allthatis.. as
the gAMe of
daRk and
liGht moves on
and the energy
produced motivates
what will be as
emotions
dark
and light
sing the
refrain of
us to hold hands
as one Force of
GoD as Dark for
order and
Light
for art..
Order and Art..
truly a balance
is required as
God is Science
and Art
too..
with no limits
or expectations
but what is
for now..
as we play
our roles as
directors.. producers
and actors of this play
or we just sit in the
audience.. as critics
rulers.. or
spectators
sAMe..
to never
ending story
of Us goes on
for now..
so yeah..
back to
dVerse and
shades of
blood
for
now..
with ‘Black
Widow’ coming
a little later..
wInks again.. for now..;)

Yes.. all rested up
with twilight nap.. and now
ramPage poeTry writing spree continues..
as usual after the
dance of night
and liGht..;)

Mementos of Loved
ones live in
wait.. eyes
of Love
before shine
bright in stuff
of Love..
rumbles
of clouds
sing there
too.. dark..
oh past now
you create
stuff of late
so
early..:)

City of mind..
music of heARt..
paths inside
rooms outside
to grow..
hum a
tune
sing
a new song..
build cities anew..:)

Sharpener of words
dulls.. of minds.. boreds..
Sleep in day
Death of play..
Add a line Adaline..
Adaline forever sublime..:)

Humans are born
with two innate fears
of falling and heights..
all others are learned
but fear is no
power only
caution
and warning
and dimming
of Love..
Love is the power
that rules over fear..
for those who are
Fearless and
Loving..
super
men.. yes S.. Hope
women iS aRe A way..
iF onLY ‘tHey’ ‘fELt’
‘IT’ thAT waY.. ‘thEy’
wOUld
kNow..:)

Poles of weapons
deceptions of capture
willing slaves
of submission
and the dance
pole
of
North
and South
goes on..
to tilt one
way or the other..
life goes on..
slave
or
free..
willing
or not..
yeah.. sure..
ya can lead
a horse to…
o.. a drinking
whole or whatever..
stalLioNs run free..:)

*
Bridges to differences
relate commonalities
sameness sings now
hymn of oneness
together ships
on oceans
that do
more than
pass a night’s
foggy regress..:)

Pieces heArt..
full song
gone..
Lovers sing
songs.. past
more real.. pass
paths.. back now..
soUl unsplinteRinG..
spiRit bRings
refrains
hope..
Memories
Loves
ways
back..
heArt lives
again.. Love’s
verse.. SpRings..:)

Humans are humans
and when Love is not
grown in the garden
of human
children..
humans
become
lifeless cogs
in a machine
of whatever rules
them.. these terrorists
are simply lost young men
who have no love or
social roles
to bind
them with
love.. as
life now..
domestic
terrorists
in the
US.. OUR
young males
are truly no
different..
just lone
wolf’s without
other wolves
leading
A call
for death..
destruction..
with dark
ideology of
fear’s hate now..
whenever human
elevates human to God..
no matter if it is an only
son of God
or the last
word here or there..
freedoms are lost..
people are lost..
God lives
best in Love
of heArt.. expresSinG
SpiRit of balanCinG
mind and body
Now.. the only REAL
answer to this is Love..
and i live in a small town
too.. with relatives who are ignorant
of the true loving nature of folks who
call their religion Islam.. i do more
than talk the talk..
i walk with Muslims
and share their
world
of Love as same
as loving WE..
in my community
of hard hearts of
ignorance
as well..
one loving hand
at a time.. takes
PATIENCE.. but that is the greatest
jewel about the Internet.. WE finAlly
have the ability to hold hands with Muslims
in places where the hijab is never seen at all..:)

Waves endless Oceanow..:)
Oceans dreams needs no rules
flow alive.. waves flow
easy.. polishing
diamond sand
pearls
quartz..
our gulf
beaches.. living
here rules of waves
becomes my life.. and
truly when we breathe
salt
water
air
still lives
in veins
Universal
expression in
flow of words
comes same
truths
lights
shores
diamonds
brilliance
now in
grains
Lights Truths
Waves endless Oceanow..:)

P.S..
Carol Campbell.. you are
a priceless soul.. my
friend..
and all others
on course too..
with or
without
Ocean
too..:)

+ Ocean
True..;)

Hmm.. and speaKinG
of course change
on course here
on song from
‘Black Widow’
to
‘Footprints
in the Sand’..
Inspiration’s
Light.. yes..
somewhat rare
but priceless
when it comes free..:)

Well.. smiles.. one interesting
phenom about uploading a soul
online full with photos
of mementos too..
is it’s nice to
know you can
always go back..
and sure there are
moments of pain and
suffering in life.. wheRe the
past brings the only respite
of that hell in now.. so after
enduring THAT.. I DO UPLOAD
MY SOUL ONLINE ALL DAYS
NOW.. so in case i lose soul
again.. i can at least
type in a name
and find
it and
gain it back..
once again..
seriously.. an incredible
tool for a little potential
insurance to get it back..
and yes.. my father too..
passes in May of 2014..
and if i wanna go back
and visit the old family
home.. it still lives online
with Mementos fully intact..
long gone in physical reality now.. home
sell under contract.. freshly painted too..
but nah.. i am too busy
making new
memories now
to even go back
one day.. or
line.. or
even word..
or letter of
yesternow.. smiles..
but still insurance of
soul then.. now..
then.. smiles
again.. as well..
And OMG selling
that home has been
a real pain in another city..
wInks..
nows
go by
and come
again..:)

Finally.. back
with dVerse
12:01 am
11292015..
a little
problem
with Internet
connection.. all
fixed now
it appears
for now
at least..
and now
to finish
the rest..
and hopefully
to post a new
post tonight..:)

A Greatest Verse
of Uni-verse
is in magic
of human
imagination..
wheRe poeTry
iS a rule.. and
not always
a
science
of old
new..S..
smiles..:)

Whenever a child
giggles a Universe
is born
of
happiness..
amazing
how some
folks cannot
see magic
in life
of a
child’s
smile..
but those
of who feel..iT
know it all..smiles..:)

Whenever the least
of us is left
behind
God is
left behind..
fortunately
this man
believed
in heaven
instead
of
hell..
smiles..
an Angel’s
hand is extended
as
LOVE..:)

Particles of thoughts
Random parts..
bounce in
echo of mind..
where a table
can be me..
where
the roaring
Air from a
ventilation system
may not separate from
i.. oh Integration.. of
senses.. oh regulation..
of emotions.. oh
dance..
oh
togetherness
of we… of us..
of i..
of
me
we sing
Together
in steps
of being
whole..
yes.. separating
from oneself is
a most difficult
place
not
to be
or to be..
but oh.. change
always possible.. my friend..
as whole once again or first now..:)

My fat cat
sat on the garage
floor climbing car
to garage door..
sat again..
and again
and again..
from there
to lay down
again and again..
and now he barely
gets into the litter box..
just goes to
show sh**
happens
when any animal
sits still.. even
with 9 lives..
pay the
piper
of still..now..:)

Smiles.. when meaning
is made out of chaos
purpose
rains
in
poeTry
of non-sense..
the best non-sense
is less sense and more
imagination for the road..:)

No greater
Art than
passion
as passion
does not thInk
pasSioN heArts..:)

What an amazing now we have
to be a poet alive.. with endless
inspiration of prompts in
a Universe
of World
culture at our
fingertips always
now.. where one human
can live a thousand vicarious
lifetimes in one life..
a multi-universe
of human
comes
alive..
and the art
of that is an experiment
never written or sung before..
No limits.. No expectations.. UP..:)

Often i tale the story
of being three
before i can
speak..
and feeling..
with adult mind
same as now at
55 that i have been
here forever right
at home..
no worries..
just home now..
back again..
i stay..
smiles..
a wonderful
fearless place
it is to truly feel
this home within
living
forever
now my friend..
and people ask
me why always
am i so happy..
i know
it
friend..
and feel it too..
forever is now..
and now is
forevermore..
now..
Zero doubt..
Zero fear for me..
and what a gift that is..
to
share
my friend..
now..:)

Ah.. humans treasure
sight and hearing..
oh.. but other
animals
feel
and sense
so much..
more..
logic
less
than smelling
life as cedar
no less
than
dirt
of
home..
more when
fuller savored..:)

Done at 1:07 am.. now..
to publish
next..;)

3316

Smiles.. SOHEIR..
I’ve studied this question before..
And while I still do not see any definitive
literal evidence that the prophet Muhammad is
in the bible.. Within the interpretation of metaphor
it is possible to come to that figurative conclusion
but I will not limit God to any parameters of first
and last as that is not the place of a servant in
submission to God unless one believes they are
as great as God and nah.. I for one am way
too small for that and strong as well..
ONLY God is first and last..:)

Smiles.. My friend.. Perhaps he is..:)

Smiles Imran.. i am responding here.. because
the Internet is still very slow in my area..
due to all this commercialism of Thanksgiving..
and i am not seeing the specific reply options because of that issue…

I like your presentation of this as you are presenting evidence and not
dictating it as the God’s Truth directly from God’s mouth..

We humans filter God the best we can with our mouths..
yet our mouths are filters of God and not God’s voice alone..

For the Christians of your area
that spread around the world..
Jesus is the prophet for them to the
tune of over 2 billion people in the world..

And for the Muslims who are approaching
2 billion people in the world.. Muhammad is
the prophet for them.. around the world.. as well..

Those are both incredible achievements of two men of earth
to filter the voice of God in human words.. but again.. human
words are human words.. God’s voice is the voice of Infinity of
all distance and space.. and beyond.. that certainly is not specific
to any one human language.. culture.. and or religion.. or one human alone…

The evidence for that is simple and direct.. neither Jesus or Muhammad
lives or has lived on other planets.. sure someone can say they do..
but that doesn’t make it correct.. and nah.. none of that is in
the Quran or Bible.. but sure.. someone could twist some words
as metaphor around to say that.. if they are intent on doing
that.. but nah.. i will not fall for that…

But of course in the days of Jesus and Muhammad..
human eyes are not open with the aided tools of science
that the golden age of Islam helps bring.. so they cannot see
the probability that there are likely intelligent children of God on
these other planets.. that may be well beyond our capacities in
both intelligence and Love… they would have to have the
Love to continue to exist and not blow each other
up in a world war.. and that’s for sure.. if
they are smarter than us.. which considering
the size of the Universe.. is a likelihood of course…

We can thank Islam for these tools of the aided eye of human..
in part.. by the Golden Age of Islam’s increasing Wisdom in the way of Science..
that did not listen to the closed minded ways of Christianity’s
rule of Nations then.. and stay closed up..

So Credit Muhammad here again..

Sadly the worst way to God is through the worship of another person..
as when that other person is worshipped instead of God within..
God may be lost or never found within.. per the individual’s
perceptions and feelings of God within.. and that
is the saddest part of the way modern
Christianity is interpreted.. worshipping
a man as God instead of God that lives within..
as the Force of the Universe in all of Infinity and beyond..

The real Jesus as reported in the Gnostic Gospels.. uncovered
in Egypt in 1959.. speaks to God living within.. and this
message still exists in the New Testament in metaphor
of Luke 17:21.. additionally this verse makes it
clear in metaphor that heaven is now..
for those who find it within…

But people tend to ignore that and
continue to interpret the metaphors of the
parables of poetry in the bible to make Jesus
a God and of course Constantine and the Catholics
of that date in 325 AD make God into three persons as a
Trinity of God.. Jesus ..and the Holy Spirit.. and put
him on a throne away from his self-acclaimed place
of humble prophet and healer.. and sure that is
sad to me.. but it is part of the human tribal
instinct.. as gifted by God too for basic subsistence and survival..
to elevate the Quarterback of the team.. President.. Prophet.. or whomever..
to a place of Supreme importance in the heart of human..
as people tend to Love their Leaders of choice..
again.. part of human instinct.. to look to
someone else.. for the followers among us..

But here’s the thing.. there are sheep and
there are shepherds.. the sheep will follow the
direction of the shepherds as they either
speak to the heart or speak to the fear
of human.. the light is the heart..
and the dark is the fear.. the
light is the Angel and the fear
is the demon and or devil..

i for one speak directly
to a God of Angels as Light..

I for one.. disregard the Demons as nothing at all..
they do not exist in my Universe now at all..
but sure i have met them before
up close and personal
in the eyes of fear
and hate.. so
yes.. for me..
demons and
dark exist
then..
without a
doubt in metaphor
as is.. then.. for sure..
but no.. not for me..
at all.. now.. zero
demons as
dark
for me.. my friend.. now..

God gives me that choice as human being..
with the gift of relative free Will and Love..

Even at age 3.. before i can speak.. i see the Angels
of God all around me as light.. in metaphor of course..
beyond words and images..
as Truth and Light
in Wisdom with
no Words or
images..
that need no
humans.. cultures..
religions.. books..
words.. letters.. numbers
or other human symbols
at all.. God Lives
within.. then..
it is a no
brainer
then and
a no brainer
now.. that God
exists and is
as is now..
to me then
and now..
Perhaps not everyone is born with
that gift that God gives me at age
3 to know God and Feel God wtih
no images or words then.. within..
So perhaps it is definitely
good that the shepherds
Muhammad and Jesus
exist.. to bring
that Truth
and Light
to others
who do
not find
God
at age
3 within
with zero doubt
or fear my friend..
like me.. then.. i would
not want
to take
that
away
from any of
them.. if not
everyone is
blessed
this way
like
me.. then.. and now..
So in other words.. it gives
me great Joy that you find
Muhammad in the bible..
that you Love Muhammad
so much.. and that you
through this
prophet
have
found
God within..
and perhaps you too
found God before you
had words at age
3.. i do not
know this
of you..
so i
cannot judge
that for you.. my friend..
But the bottom line is this..
and i will quote your beautiful
words here.. in evidence of
that.. as metaphor too
of course..
and the Internet
will let me open
the words to quote
it so i will paraphrase
you here.. in taking
a suitcase of Love
and disregarding
all the words
in
favor
of God my
friend.. i need
no grammarians
or Linguists to
find God in
my heart
or anywhere
God exists
in Infinity and
beyond.. so sure.. i am
impressed by the great memory in
ability of the man in the video
provided here to quote
and reference
all those
religious
texts.. but in
God’s words.. no..
as they are far
superior
to
human
words
alone..
unless we make
God equivalent to
ourselves and i for one
friend.. am not falling for
that human
snake oil..
never.. zero
NO NOT.. at all..
ALL.. AH.. YES..
IS GOD.. AND
NO HUMAN LANGUAGE
OR MAN ALONE.. again..
the evidence is clear..
TO ME..
as above
so below..
inside outside
all around
wHere
Godalways
exists..NOW..:)

*correction up there.. the Internet
would NOT let me open
your quote.. Imran..
and i spelled
with as wtih..
but perhaps
that is how
God
spells with..
i am no one
to judge
GOD.. my
friend..
no one
at all
but
me..
smiles
again.. my
friend.. arrogance..
is a long lost enemy
of mine as well…..;)

Smiles my friend.. SOHEIR..
No where in my comment did I say
Muslims worship Muhammad.. Love yes..
Worship no.. and that is a clear advantage
to how Islam is understood by Muslims..
In my eyes at least.. and it is fine
with me if an individual believes
Muhammad is the last messenger
for them of God.. but for me
the only true messenger of God
is the face of God.. i for one..
Receive ALL my guidance and direction
from Infinitely.. always now.. My friend.. Smiles..:)

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I’ll be back.. At some point in now..
When shoppers free up the Internet for other stuff..
Meanwhile.. But mostly nicewhile.. I’m going dancing
with shopping Katrina.. Observing the worship of stuff
that people fill their baskets with in something or
anything to make a difference in emptier feelings
of life as is.. Happy feet I go.. No matter what
comes or goes.. And sure I’ll document that too..
In photos more than two..
Insert Arnold video here..

of I’ll be back then or
now whenever the spending slows down
and Internet gets back faster to catch
up with my brain.. He..he..wink emoticon..;)

Well.. Internet connection resolved now
by the good hands folks at AT&T..
sending a technician out later..
in case i burned out the
lines of transmission
here.. hehe..
but anyway..
yeah.. it’s time to dance..
AND.. next blog post..
titled “Awakening
Force iN uS”.. coming
later after i finish up
with the rest of
dVerse too..
now

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/11/28/allahs-leaves/

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