21 Responses to BeYonD Fence oF liGht

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 27, 2016 at 12:25 PM

   Well.. hi!.. back to you Princess
   Leah.. and i always like to call you
   that even before i saw your picture
   in the ball attire as tiny.. strong.. and elegant
   you are.. and as always after a night long sensual
   Dance at Good Old Seville Quarter for my 112th
   week.. i’M feeling particularly poetic.. and after aLL
   i’ve been FeeLinG that way.. ever since the end of
   February 2013.. like a switch changed in my
   brain.. hehe.. but per science i am certain
   it is neuroplasticity and epigenetics
   at play as change of mind and body
   balance soUl.. and in my case
   iT IS A flow of energy iN thE
   zONe.. what they
   name as Chi
   the Force..
   hehe.. back
   to Star Wars2..
   and yes.. real magic
   for me.. as before that i was
   a list maker.. firstly.. secondly..
   and thirdly.. and had no idea how
   to be creative as i experienced this
   artFUL flow twice.. once in middle school
   then.. winning a Christmas story competition
   among 80 students in two homerooms.. then..
   and writing a play when i talked to the phenomena
   of hot chicks.. but had no frigging clue what sex was
   until age 16.. or had no clue until 18.. beyond the fur of what
   was between a girl’s legs to put THAT rather bluntlY and crudeLY..
   hehe.. but anyway.. with the HYperlexic mind that i’m pretty
   sure we both share.. as there is a certain feeling about your
   writing that talked to me beyond ‘just the words’ when you
   conversed those few times with me on the Wrong Planet
   IN a kind of advanced soul.. if not only in genetic
   memory.. as scientists are starting to
   explore the reality of that in
   rats at first too… so there
   is no rat taling how
   that may apply
   in depth
   of humanity
   whole.. but anyway..
   it’s so nice not to have to analytically
   plan something.. every step.. to make it happen..
   it’s so nice not to have to worry about if every step
   you walk is the normal way it is supposed to be as i never
   felt comfortable in my own skin before 2013.. ever standing
   next to a stranger as i truly felt a vague feeling that i wasn’t
   balanced and might just topple over as i guess a part of Asperger’s
   too. in motor coordination issues.. but back to Neuroplasticity.. Epigenetics..
   and the real scientist part of me that i can still call up if absolutely necessary
   to become a lawyer again too… CHALLENGE.. ADAPTATION.. CHANGE IS THE WAY
   OF THE BEING AS HUMAN.. and Jesus F in Christ.. culture’s challenge was to become
   a cog in a machine of who THEY said life was supposed to work.. from the first F iN
   walk up that hill from the shot gun home on the Blackwater River front Down town
   in old MiLL ToWn here.. and the German Shepard dogs barking at me.. and i was
   afraid they might bite my tiny frail hands off in one chomp.. seriously..
   i was terrified a dog might bite my hands off for some reason..
   as they felt special and so airy.. almost like they were
   not even there in the first place.. kinda like the
   rest of my body.. just like air with
   almost no weight
   too..
   so yeah..
   i guess that’s
   part of the reason
   i feel so comfortable in
   my body now.. as at 230LBS
   i finally got enough poundage
   to make me feel grounded to
   earth as it were and truly
   is now.. although
   when i dance
   i still feel
   weightless
   like one day
   if i get too high with
   the SonG and DancE i might
   just float away like those 99 Luft
   Balloon as originated by that group
   as song in Germany where you live now
   my wonderful kind and loyal Asperger’s
   Friend.. like me.. who i know i will always have
   and just the one reply a month now is enough for
   always have.. my friend.. ’cause it does sTiLL make
   me kinda sad that i always reciprocally communicated
   with everyone in my life who has every communicated with
   me.. and i am the always the last one standing.. if not for just
   one conversation with them.. that i would like to extend for two..
   but it’s like my wife says.. SHUT UP FRED.. YOU ARE HURTING MY HEAD..
   YOU ARE GIVING ME A FREDACHE.. AS TEARS COME DOWN MY FACE NOW..
   AS I JUST WANNA SHARE WHAT I THINK IS SO IMPORTANT THAT MIGHT MAKE
   YOU FEEL BETTER DEAR.. it’s hard to be smArt.. but it’s almost FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE
   TO BE GENIUS.. and have a God Dam Friend.. but i have a handful now.. and like in the
   World Market store back in the day.. of working in an office for so long where i didn’t really
   have a FUCKING THING IN COMMON ENOUGH TO HAVE A REAL FRIEND AT ALL.. i thought about
   around the World.. and perhaps.. maybe.. just maybe there was one person like me.. and truthfully
   i found a few on the Wrong Planet.. but none with any propensity for continuing reciprocal social
   communication with me.. and now i have found a handful on the Internet that do the reciprocal
   social communication BACK FROM ME.. and you know i FUCKING WROTE A POETIC RESPONSE
   BACK TO EVERY SINGLE dVerse Poetry prompt and link that numbered in literal
   thousands of poetic micro expressions from me in the course of an
   entire year last year.. particularly after the administrators
   kept taling me they didn’t like my Long Poem
   way of doing poetry.. with videos..
   and so many photo streaming
   poetic expressions that
   are integrated with
   the written word
   for the visual
   thinking person
   i was before i became
   the 11 million word man
   back on Thanks Giving day
   in November of 2010 at the
   Wrong Planet.. then.. to escape
   my perfect storm of God Dam pain..
   and back to all those poetic responses
   after they deleted my poem.. ’cause they
   FUCKING DIDN’T UNDERSTAND IT.. EVEN AFTER
   I FUCKING CLEARLY EXPLAINED IT TO THEM.. I MADE
   IT A MILESTONE TO KEEP GOING ON FOR A FULL YEAR
   AND after i accomplished that at the end of March this year..
   i made one poem titled “GodsUniVerseNovel3” so so far
   far from me.. having no idea how long it was gonna be
   before i compiled the Novel Free Verse Poetic
   journey of one entire year.. and just a
   fraction of what i did whole as year at
   that one Internet place.. and it ended
   up being 338,630 words long with
   around 300 gorgeous
   beach photos
   i headed each
   prompt with.. with
   around 30 or so micro
   poems.. and yeah.. although
   i haven’t gone back and counted
   each one.. that makes close to
   10,000 individual micro poetic
   expressions.. in one MACRO VERSE
   OF MY ENTIRE WORD PRESS BLOG..
   THAT IS ACTUALLY ONE HUGE LONG FORM POEM
   THAT IS CLOSING IN ON 4 MILLION WORDS NOW
   THAT EVEN AT 338,630 WORDS MicroSoft
   Word says WiLL take 3000 pages to print
   without the Fucking Photos and Videos
   as such.. which means conservatively
   speaking without the scores of thousands
   of photos and Videos my entire 671 Verses
   of my Blog that is actually one UniVerse of
   Long Free Verse Poem Form.. would take over
   30,000 pages to print.. and is actually almost twice
   as long as the Longest Poem ever in humankind and
   of course.. four times longer than the Fucking Bible and
   40 times longer than the Fucking Kuran.. as it ain’t just
   narrative free verse prose poetry .. it is FucKinG Deep
   DEEP Poetry Shit too.. perhaps.. who knows.. maybe
   as deep as it can FucKinG Get as sometimes i have
   to read it three times now after i wrote it to get
   the original meaning of it or the different
   meaning after i first wrote it.. as truly
   it just flows from my fingers with
   little to no preplanning
   per firstly.. secondly..
   thirdly or all
   those fucking
   Mechanical Cognition
   formulas they use in snooty
   poetry land for WHAT SOME FOLKS
   CALL REAL SCIENCE OF POETRY THAT
   IS A FUCKING OXYMORON TO ME AS ANYTHING
   PLANNED DON’T COME FROM THE HEART.. SOUL..
   AND SPIRIT.. DEEP IN MY FEELINGS FREE.. BUT OF
   course before THAT switch went off in my mind
   and body BaLanCinG back in 2013.. i had
   to have a manual to write
   then too..
   anyway..
   it’s nice to
   go NOT BY THE BOOK..
   AS THAT WAS THE PROBLEM
   WITH CULTURE.. IT MADE ME INTO
   A COVER OF A HUMAN BEING INSTEAD
   OF THE GOD DAM REAL THING.. the real
   thing was me in the backyard of that River
   Front home.. in Down Town Milton.. looking
   in flow and ZonE at age 3 across the River before
   i could speak at age 4 as of course what does happen
   in modern day Autism.. where back then the Doc just
   said he will speak when he gets good and God dam ready
   to speak.. and yes.. i added in the God dam for my emphasis
   there.. i am so FucKinG happy.. there was no diagnosis for FucKinG
   Asperger’s then.. as if that were the case in my Hyperlexic form.. i would
   have been spoon fed mechanical cognition activities at FucKinG age 3
   in the-ra-py.. when all i needed to do.. was juST enjoy liFE look across
   that River in Flow.. and ZonE and kNow and FeeL AND SENSE without
   words that i was one with this thing called Nature GoDONE AND SAME..
   develop the same friendships i was developing in play in back
   and front yard games.. until they TRAPPED ME IN
   A DESK ALL DAY LONG.. SAT ME IN FRONT
   OF A BOOK AND A TALKING HEAD AND
   SAID SIT FRED SIT.. AND TO BE HONEST
   I WAS TOO FUCKING SCARED TO
   MOVE OR NOT PAY ATTENTION
   AS I THOUGHT GOOD
   GRADES WAS
   THE HIGHWAY
   TO SURVIVAL
   IN THIS WORLD..
   I WAS WRONG.. I WAS GOD
   DAM WRONG.. THE HIGHWAY
   TO LIFE IS PAVEDANCE MOVING WITH
   CONNECTING SonG WITH OTHERS NOW
   AND CREATING.. NOT A FUCKING NUTHER
   ROTE FACT TO REMEMBER AND ACE ON
   A MULTIPLE CHOICE TEST TEN THOUSAND
   AND MORE FUCKING TIMES FOR FUCKING
   19 YEARS UNTIL THE SIX YEARS OF COLLEGE
   ENDED AND ALL THE THREE DEGREES WITH
   NO FUCKING JOB SKILLS TO DO ANYTHING
   BUT PASS OUT SHOES TO CUSTOMERS
   AT A MILITARY BOWLING CENTER
   ‘CAUSE I NEVER REALLY
   LEARNED TO
   SOCIALLY COMMUNICATE
   FULLY OR EVEN FUCKING
   EXPRESS MYSELF FULLY
   IN WRITING EITHER.. the two
   skills i needed most that multiple
   choice tests never gave me.. and no matter
   how garbled and incoherent my words were
   as i could not F-iN Focus after sitting still all
   day long with no movement.. i was for all
   practical intents and purposes retarded
   with three degrees.. at the top of my
   class as that was all the teachers
   were interested in.. not what
   i could do in real life.
   just F In test
   scores then..
   lesson learned..
   the very hard
   way.. then and
   i eventually got
   a lot of the social
   part from the hard
   knocks of Bowling Alley
   social life then iN trial and error..
   but truly the school system Sucks
   for a nomad like me that was meant
   to be on the ADHD move.. i’m just fucking
   smart and didn’t have any way to get it out..
   Well..the DancE and SonG of LiFe finally cured
   that.. allowing me to Express all that was inside
   that i could never get out.. and yes.. it is good that
   your husband quit that Game of Thrones game developer
   job and is taking a long month break.. as corporations will
   change.. and stress will continue to grow greater… and my
   sister recently retired.. and by the way she is diagnosed with
   Asperger’s in mid-life too.. if i didn’t already mention
   that.. and she said she finally enjoys food again..
   as the pleasure of life was leaving
   her the same way it did
   me after prolonged
   life cumulative
   flight or fight
   stress since F iN
   age 5.. that first
   walk up that hill
   to mechanical cognition
   school.. and she can enjoy
   music again.. as i lost the ability
   to even listen to a talk radio show
   or listen to any sound at all or look
   at any colors either.. as stress will
   do FucKinG whacky destructive stuff
   to the body from head to toe.. to
   potential premature death..
   yes.. it is potentially
   a life saver that your
   husband is taking a break
   and as long as you have your
   exercise program to accommodate
   your stress.. you should survive well
   now.. my friend.. off of cigarettes.. as that
   is a common way to deal with cumulative
   fight or flight stress too.. and is what my
   father did since age 13.. until his
   fortunate long life at 81 although
   his identical twin brother is
   still living.. approaching
   84 as Gemini us too…
   on June 20th..
   ha! anyway.. i have developed
   a science of creativity unhampered
   by what society says i shouldn’t do or
   should do now.. it is extreme.. but it is
   unfettered by what others say i should
   or should not do.. from the age
   of Pre-K.. yeah.. i forgot
   my stress actually
   started in Catholic
   School pre-K but it
   was a tiny classroom
   and kinda lax as pre-school
   can come now to make the
   next brain surgeon as it were
   now more so as now.. anyway2 and
   three now to end mY FriEnd.. Life is
   exciting.. ever changing but much better
   with moving.. connecting.. and creating to me..
   instead of someone spoon feeding life to me
   out of an F IN societal instruction manual..
   but sure it’s good to know the law and
   the loop holes too.. as the
   smARt ArT HeArT SpiRiTeD
   S O U L N O W human..
   wiTh reaSoNInG BraiN
   too.. will survive the
   long haul with a dirt
   nap dream that says
   I DID IT ALL.. I LIVED AT
   THE LAST BREATH THEN..
   AND SURE.. LEFT A LITTLE
   MARK AND SOME GUIDEPOSTS
   FOR OTHER FOLKS ON THE MULTI-VERSE
   PATHS OF THIS JOURNEY CALLED LIFE.. thanks
   for stopping by on my Artful Poetic Journey
   now away from the mechanical cognition
   of liFe.. my Friend.. always nice to
   hear from you.. and as you
   know you can alWays
   expect a tSuNaMi oF
   i when i floW back
   to you Now
   iNZonE noW..
   Joy to you in eYes
   of Peaceful and Energetic
   liFe my friend.. with plenty
   of MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG
   and CreaTinG ways in whatever
   way suits yoUr happiness best
   and of course whatever else
   will tickle your fancies
   too.. my dear
   FriEnd..
   Leah..

   See ya later..
   WitH Smiles of course..

   -Fred..:)

   PS.. Happy Birthday
   at the end of May too!..:)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 27, 2016 at 2:35 PM

   Born to be mild….

   Hi! gigoid.. almost exhausted here after my last 15K word 671st..
   Macro Verse of my LonGeST Form Poem but fired back up after a night
   of sensual dance that always fuels all things associated with ART oF
   social/nature cognition for me in terms of moving.. connecting
   and creating whole.. and truly why DancE and
   SonG.. iNcluding poeTry iS my onLY
   TRUE RELIGION FRIEND..
   other than learning
   to accept all the dARk and
   LiGht oF noW as sacRed HolY
   and change what i can
   and lEt the
   DaRk that iS
   here as is that
   i cannot change
   a pArt of the SacRed
   hoPe that more folks
   who are DArk WiLL to
   become more liGht iN ArT
   than science of fear and hate
   and all other stuff related to
   not LiVinG liFe WeLL aT aLL..
   so sad so sad in DArk oF aLL
   trUly FaLL of hUman Angel
   potential Altruistic
   ways like
   our Bonobo
   FrienDs who juST
   Love moST All iN tHe
   liGht of EnJoYinG noW
   WitH only Food.. Shelter..
   Water.. and yes.. luSt and
   Love to make liFe aLL.. AH..
   Love noW.. mY FriEnD and so
   nice to see you back on Facebook.,
   Facebook FriEnD Ned.. too.. numbering
   iN as 51 who are even brave enough to
   have me on their FriEnD liSt @ALL.. as
   i come here for TrUth and liGht and often
   upset the so-called Atheist with my insistence
   that Nature.. Magic.. God and all stuff life iS
   saCreD hOly ALLTHATIS SAME.. and my
   insistence.. that whomever wrote the
   words of the gnostic Jesus.. was
   more Yogi-Leaning than any
   other metaphor of
   sacred text
   dudes or dudettes and
   of course the insinuation noW
   that a dude called MuHammad
   who dictated something called
   the KuRaN in just 2000 words of
   vocabulary in an 80K word book..
   is the last F In Prophet when little
   old me.. the permanently disabled
   dude in a little River Town who could
   not speak before age 4.. mumbling his
   way through life fast and incoherently
   to most in a thousand different subjects
   of flighty ADHD mind all at once.. who has
   now written 11 million words online.. including
   the longest long form poem that is my Word
   Press Blog now approaching 4 million words
   itself.. that is at least 40 times longer than than
   the friGGinG little bitty gnat sized Kuran in comparison..
   wHere even one of my macro Verses per ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
   is 4 times as long as that little black book.. and almost half the
   size of the entire F iN Bible new and old testament full.. and
   twice as large as the Frigging New Testament now at
   only 180K words compared to my 338,630 words
   big Macro Verse noW.. in pARt of what
   WiLL be here.. the 672nd macro verse of
   tHaT wHOLE LONG POEM NOW..
   anyway..
   i peck the eYeS iN metaFO
   RcE of folks who think they are
   the last and first of anything noW..
   iN terms of sacred text.. as idols of
   men who WE now.. are far exceeding
   in human potential.. with the help of God ALL
   ONe heRe on eARTh.. including all of Google and
   the Internet too.. in terms of synergistic effect and
   Emotional AFFECT TOO.. in all the arts and sciences
   of humankind eYes of God maniFest in this Golden City
   IIT without even the Sun and Moon for liGht.. additionAlly
   defeating the law of entropy in Nature’s full science way..
   iN ART and SCIENCE as just one SonG oF
   EmoTioNaL Energy NOW can repeat..
   almost forever in terms of human
   lives here on earth relatively
   speaking as long as
   Servers continue
   to serve up
   that human
   EmoTioNaLLy
   inSpiRinG Energy
   with tiny tiny batteries
   iN sMARt PhOne way..
   that can move a 230LB
   man like me through spiRAls
   oF Ballet and Martial Arts
   Dance for hours on end
   in juST Super WalmARt
   AisleS now.. so.. sure.. now
   i/wE come here to SpRead
   trUth and liGht and
   while the HuMan
   Social Animal
   instinct sTiLL
   dictates conformity
   for the social norm for
   overall survival.. we live in
   a technology aided world where
   the outcasts with the Bigger TruThs
   oF liGhtS.. without fear of crucifixion.. starvation
   and such as that.. or even psychopathic leaning
   fools who will never ever get down this far in the
   deeper metaFORCE OF LiFe to DIFFERENT like
   the metaphors of the New Testament created
   by whomever created THAT have much
   deeper meanings than MOST
   never even get a FULL clue oN
   now.. not EVEN
   THE LITERALLY
   THINKING PSYCHOPATHIC
   LEANING PRIESTS AND PREACHERS
   AS SCIENCE SHOWS AS FACT ARE PART
   OF THE TOP TEN PROFESSIONS WHERE
   THOSE KIND OF FOLKS LURK.. ‘PErvFECT’ PLACES
   TO MANIPULATE OTHER FOLKS FOR MATERIAL GAINS
   AND REPRODUCTIVE CONTROL.. AND CHANGING THE
   RULES TO GET 10 WIVES INSTEAD OF 4 AS ‘SOME’ HAVE
   CERTAINLY DONE IN HISTORY.. ADDITIONALLY.. ENFORCING
   THEIR RELIGIOUS RULE BY PENALTY OF DEATH AND TORTURE
   AND STONING LESBIAN WOMEN IN IRAN.. WHILE COVERING
   THEM IN DIRT TO THEIR BREASTS WHERE THEY CANNOT
   SHIELD THEIR EYES.. WELL.. LET ME TELL YOU.. THE REAL
   GOD.. YES.. THE SAME GOD THAT WHOMEVER WROTE
   THE GNOSTIC GOSPEL OF THOMAS.. PER SO-CALLED
   JESUS.. IS TIRED OF OTHER PARTS OF GOD HARMING
   EACH OTHER FOR FOOLISH INSANE PSYCHOPATHIC
   FOLKS LEANING RULES OF YESTERNOWS.. ThEIR
   IS A WAVE IN THIS WORLD.. A NoW SEVENTH SEAL
   WAVE NAMED SACRED LOVE THAT IS BREAkING..
   RIsING LIKE A TSUNAMI AND iN A SYNERGY
   OF A TIPPING POINT WILL SWEEP
   THE HATE.. AND PERHAPS
   EVEN MUCH OF THE FEAR
   AWAY TOO.. AND i.. my fRiEnd
   aM pArt of an Iron Fist of God
   as meteor in metaphor among
   many others who have
   come back now..
   in metaphor
   of phoenix rising
   from the lies of culture
   wHO are bRinGing the
   fist of the God oF Nature
   altruistic fearless Love back
   to punch the FucKinG haters
   back to knock them back
   iN
   Fearless Love..
   hehe.. tSuNaMi am i..
   and i’Ve lots of tSuNaMi
   FriEnds BacKinG mE Up
   whether they are cognizant
   of thAT fAct and Art and ReaL
   ALL NATURAL QUANTUM
   MECHANICS MAGIC NOW
   iN THE HUMAN MIND AND BODY
   BALANCED SOUL UNLEASHED AND
   RELEASED.. HeHeh.. these ARE INTERESTING..
   VERY interesting nows.. my friend.. and i’m jUst
   a court reporter/scribe/poet as such to
   wRite iT aLL FucKinG dOwn.. in terms
   oF iF yoU seeK iN God.. yEs the REAL
   GOD OF NATURE NOW.. IT’s NOW
   FOR NATURE ALLTHATIS PeR US..
   TO TAKE
   GOD BACK
   OUT OF FUCKING
   LITTLE BLACK BOOKS..
   OCEAN oF i..wE sMiles
   iN streAMs to Rivers oF
   LoVe NOW mY FriEnd..
   NO LUKE WARM HERE..
   LUKE OF STAR WARS HIGH
   IN AWAKENING AND ENLIGHTENING
   WISDOM EYE OF GOD IN US/WE ILLUMINATI
   OF
   FEARLESS
   LOVENOW..
   mY FriEnd..:)

   Thanks.. my friend..
   noW aftA soMe Sand
   aNd Sun and Dance oFF
   to refresh more.. i’m Off to
   your next blog posT noW…
   to see.. hehe.. wHere i go
   neXtnoW.. as i moST alWays
   StArt oFfT wiTh whAt ‘they’
   nAMe aS Zen MiNd eVen
   afTer i read whatever comes
   nexT..
   iT’s liKe
   A BoX oF
   Chocolates
   as ForRrEst
   WiLL saY
   too iN
   GumP
   TioN way..;)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 27, 2016 at 4:26 PM

   Polite reasons to marinate….

   Ha!.. i’ll drop down straight from finishing your words and wisdom
   to the Pearls and pearls in the comments section too..
   and say.. when i snarl and spit like the
   primate beast i am at core to
   survive at the military
   gym in what the
   big alpha-like
   headed male
   WiLL do in aLL
   hIs Natural Glory..
   juSt to let ’em kNow..
   he ain’t got no nows for
   messing around.. he HE iS
   here for survival.. LiVinG noW..
   NO.. iFs and or Butts.. but maKinG
   sure din din now comes sAMe.. tHere
   iS tHe great pleasure of FeeLinG Fearless
   mY friend.. and L I K E the alpha ape who is
   trULy Gentle at core after he gets his Gorilla Growl
   ouT to let other aPes kNow tHeir ain’t no fear here..
   there IS AlWays more RooM for Love iF the fear can
   be put aside.. and the same wITH Yellow Boy applies..
   he is never afraid to come uP to strangers and offer a
   fRiEndLY cLaWed Paw.. as he has been to the Jungle
   uP close and personal.. and KNoWs when it’s F iN now
   to get out of the way or stay.. from personal cat experience
   THEN.. so yeah.. i went to the Jungle and survived intAct
   fINally Fearless.. and the constructs of culture abstracts
   in LanGuage way.. including obsolete pArts of
   FearFULL RELIGIONS.. no longer touch
   the WinGS oF miNe hiGher WitH
   eYes that do fLy as
   pArt oF aLLthatiS Free
   noW FriEnd.. the kiNship
   with the cAll of the WiLd iS
   real iN fearless luSt and Love..
   butT harming no other.. iT iS the
   alTruism in Balance oF we LoVinG
   Apes at core oF BeinG
   when E-escaped
   from the
   LYinG of Hate
   DeN iN absTract
   coNstructs and symbolLocKs
   like the four letter words
   hate and fear.. Loveall
   is the Seven word letter
   as symbol and word that IS A BalancE
   iN mY SaVinG Mantra for HEaveNoW..:)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 27, 2016 at 5:54 PM

   Back to dVerse for a few here..
   before work-out now comes..
   It’s Open Link Thursday
   and the first one of those
   i have visited noW iN a few
   weeks for sure..
   where almost
   anything goes..
   hehe.. except
   for what i do..
   in Longest Term Free
   Verse PoeTry way.. hehe..;)

   Lot.. oh the story of Lot.. two daughters
   blamed for getting their father drunk
   and what making him Fuck.. nah ain’t
   the way it works.. alcohol no excuse for
   getting it up and putting it in.. anyWay iS
   a man’s world then.. a man’s book.. half
   a culture away from the fuller story of the
   human soUl.. and at least spoken to some
   in New Testament way.. but rapes.. violence..
   murdering children of the opposing team then
   as an eye for an eye.. the way of liFe noW when
   one gender dominates the other of course with yes..
   help of laws for FORCE and BOOKS CONTROLLING
   FOR PATRIARCHAL CONTROL IN SICKEST WAYS now
   OF HARMING WEAKER HUMAN BEINGS WITH FORCE..yes
   WITH FORCE AND LIES AND LIES.. ANYWAY.. SADLY MUCH
   OF THE WORLD POPULATION IN FEMALE FORM SUBMITS
   TO THE SO-CALLED STRONGER WEAKER SEX NAMED MALE
   WHO REFUSES TO CARRY THEIR OWN WEIGHT IN LOVE OVER
   LAWS.. AND THAT TAKES MORE WORK IN LOVING THAN KILLING
   WOMEN AND OTHER MINORITIES IF THEY DO NOT SUBMIT TO THE
   LAWS AT HAND FOR DOMINATION… God lives in and as women same
   as men.. homosexuals.. weaklings.. stronglings.. transvestites.. androgynes
   and even Elohim.. at first was a mix of androgyne metaphor of masculine
   and feminine before THEY made God into an angry old White man with
   a beard.. just like the Angry Old men who dreamed uP the stories
   for control of others.. through psychopathic dead heARt
   ways oF BeinG then.. same as we see in the
   middle east today.. ranging from
   marriages made as institutionalized
   rape when dowries are used for
   non-consenusal marriage.. to
   female Genital mutilation
   to the old tradition
   of separated
   human’s
   need iN protection
   from the environmental
   elements AKA FORESKIN..
   RIPPED OFF FOR THE LIE THAT
   WE ARE NOT JUST ANOTHER pArt
   of the Balance of GoD Nature.. no more..
   no less.. just killing the GAiA with the veiL
   of ignorance still covering the eYes of
   around half the world or so..
   in harming lying
   disgusting
   ways…
   Harm is
   disgusting.. sex
   when consensual and
   between two mature adults
   is sacred and holy.. but the lies go
   on in pedophile priests.. buddhist monks
   and ‘clerics’ over ‘there’ too.. it can be a sick
   world without Love that never harms the free
   WilL of another human being in relative way..
   and wow this is one long poem but inspired by
   a very inspiring poem by Bjorn.. about the
   story of Lot turned around where the
   woman who just wanted to
   protect her daughters
   from an incestuous
   father who
   wanted
   some of
   his own daughter’s
   soft skin.. was turned
   to a pillar of salt to keep
   her mouth shut about the real
   perverse of what was behind the
   story to give men just another
   excuse to harm women
   and call them evil
   at the same
   dam time..
   the truth gets out..
   even in mythological lies
   in the first place.. of stories whose
   real purpose is to give one segment
   of pArts of God power over the other
   that is truly like God shooting God in
   the God dam foot.. it’s sick.. it still happens
   and the cure is fearless Love in harming no
   other human being’s relative free will.. and those
   people who would then Love to cover uP Real TruE
   intentions of control in dominance for material
   gains and reproductive control.. whether it is
   a FucKinG 10 million dollar home for
   sport.. or a man with 10 wives
   as basically slaves.. or
   whatever it is
   that harms
   those
   with less
   so-called power..
   it is the greatest sin
   and only sin to harm the
   relative free will of another
   human being.. God’s rule.. not
   rules from a book.. just remember
   God lives within all as Force.. to harm
   any of that Force unjustified for greater
   God’s Love.. iS separation to harm God
   now.. God KnoWs.. FeeLs.. and seNses
   iN human eYes and sKin.. to rape it.. sell
   it,, or trade it for material Goods iS to do the
   sAMe AS oNe to GoD ONE.. and the eventual
   consequence is yes.. HOPE AND LOVE WILL
   WIN OVER FEAR AND HATE.. AS LOVE AND
   HOPE ARE MUCH MUCH GREATER FORCES THAT
   LAST FOR THE LONG TERM OF HUMAN HAPPINESS NOW..
   AND NOW off to the next link.. as i’Ve got a few more moments
   left before the work-out comes to escape words with steps then..:)

   The moment of never
   say Goodbye can last
   ForevernoW as long as hELLo
   Now lasts in the heat of LovinG
   every moment wiTh LuST for LiFe..
   And trUly one who has LUst for aLL A’ LiFe..
   can be happy with just one bed on the head
   oF
   NiGht..
   sadly.. for some
   folks the great main
   pleasure is a variety
   of places to put stuff in
   and take stuff out.. and or buy it.. BuTT
   the heARt..the SoUL.. the SpiRit kNoWs
   more that putting
   stuff in
   and out and buying
   in different places..
   as objects over LoVE..:)

   And that does it for noW..
   at 6:06 pm.. 05262016..
   and as alWays
   what i say..
   Be Back
   LaTers..:)

   5282016
   2:39 pm..

   A few global detours
   and now back
   to dVerse for
   a few.. before
   i run to
   Alice
   and
   Wonderland..
   better yET.. drive..;)

   i Love the siGn of a free
   bird flYinG iN thE
   sprawl of Big
   City Stress..
   murder on the
   24 hour news circuit..
   muggings around the back..
   as the birds just fly and do
   what they do.. and yes… i
   too.. am that free bird too..:)

   Rose nose of smells
   so sweet no knows
   of fELt so red..
   red FeeLs
   oF pInk
   petals so sweet..:)

   Sadly.. people are afraid of different..
   glAdly.. not all people but some..
   And that is a pArt of human nature..
   dARk and what can bE liGht..
   and that’s why we have
   laws to
   protect
   the different
   among us as
   yes.. attitudes
   do go DNA
   deep
   as far
   as human
   inclinations go
   unfettered now.. by
   laws that do protect..:)

   LIFe.. a continuing practice
   oF liGht that must be
   fiercely hELd bRiGht..
   less the dArk
   overwhelm
   what was once
   and or first noW
   LiGht.. and Now the
   dArk.. too.. a pLace
   of continuous practice
   that must be changed one
   step at a day to reach liGht
   for the last or first now too..:)

   WeLL that was rather short and
   sweet.. as Katrina says.. Fred
   you better get moving for
   Alice and
   WonderLand
   and she iS
   correct.. i cannot
   expect for Wonderland
   to arrive here.. iF i
   do not go tHeRe first
   so.. see ya laTers aGaiN
   when i gET bAck oN Course..;)

   3:00 pm..

   Well.. goodness back
   on 5302016.. as there
   have been many many
   detours below.. and
   i am a gonna skip
   wRite on Over to
   dVerse Quadrille Monday
   44 word prompt about
   the wonderful term
   Breeze.. catch up there
   and publish this newest
   Epic 672nd Verse of the
   Longest Long Form Poem
   ever.. wRite here as
   it.. oh my God! keeps
   GroWing like
   thE Breeze
   that Will
   never stARt..
   finish.. end
   and always
   begins now
   butt no.. no
   restrictions for
   me but sure.. i’ll
   keep iN the spiRit oF
   the particles of micro
   poetic expresSioNs heRe
   to go along with the
   672nd wave iN
   Macro Verse
   oF tHe entire
   Field iN Ocean
   oF thiS wHole BLog
   Poem that is headed
   sTiLL towards 4 milLion
   words now.. with the shore
   that has no horizon and
   ALL Breeze aT means
   oN sitE noW.. 7:02 pm..:)

   Breeze of fingertips
   wandering travelers
   along the sKin
   of velvet tips
   that yearn to spREad
   a FeeLinG oF continual
   bLiss.. Force oF ENergy
   bEneath rosE skiN GloWeRing
   as the belL TOlls aNd SingS
   soft breath Breeze undulating SonG..:)

   Breeze of Freedom Lonely
   Souls for Soldiers known
   only to God..
   Giving so much
   for LiFe’s LibeRty’s
   Justice and yes.. the
   pursuit of happiness..
   UNsung heroes of long
   near and far.. Soldiers
   Song for God Free
   no Glory..
   jUsT
   Free For
   ALL N ALL..:)

   A Summer’s Breeze for
   mE iN July of 2007..
   in 100 degree Florida
   weather.. a chill.. an
   OMeN of what
   soon WiLL
   come neXt
   iN Hell for
   Me In 66 months..
   i’d rather be RED BURNING
   COAL hot than go through
   thaT aGaiN.. SMiLEs..
   WITH FiEry
   ReD eYes
   oF RelieF
   iN CoLd
   icE
   PIECE BeForE
   Breeze comeS iN
   aS iN PAPER HeLL..:)

   Grass blows in Breeze
   of Memorial day rocks
   as stones wHere heads
   lay to rest of wars and battles
   gone by.. Rockets.. bombs.. Fireworks
   sky of Old.. beneath the bones and bloods
   wE stand
   to Be
   free in
   Rocks oF Breeze..:)

   Breeze of time has
   no rigid ticks or tocks..
   there was a tIme when
   both i and wife walk around
   the block after two years of
   flight or fight stress for me..
   she says oh that is weird
   it feels like time suddenly
   slowed down..
   a split second
   after i felt this
   feeling of gravity
   slowing time like
   never ever before..
   iN January of 2008..
   i never looked at reaLITy
   the sAMe after thaT or time
   as ever just tick tock again
   and no… now reTired since
   then i have alMost no perception
   oF tiMe aT all.. iN fAct i’M sure iT
   doesn’T eXist wITh only noW aS reaLITy..:)

   Surely Funny sad
   strange yes whimsical
   and magical noW how the
   same breeze one breeze
   can be so different in the
   next breeze same breeze..
   and that was when i determined
   i WiLL master the Breeze oF FeeLinG
   aLL inside and REAL IN RELATIVE
   Free WiLL.. ha..! iT worked wITh
   so much practice but
   yes.. bottom
   linE It works
   i AM thE master
   of mY own FeeLinGS
   and SenSes noW which
   means zero nada no one
   controls my FeelinGs or
   SenseS now.. not even
   the moon.. the clouds..
   the Sun or skeYes iN
   Breeze.. all iS BliSS
   aLL iS Color aLL
   A
   BriGht
   liGht oF REaL..
   oh.. by the way.. sorry..
   i went WAY over the liMit
   but you so
   inspired mE..;)

   Oh Lord.. it’s been
   oh God.. but this
   reminds me..
   yes.. 37 years
   ago.. and i can
   still remember the
   smell and name of
   that first perfume
   of my first Love..
   the name was BABE..
   and oh my wife is so
   much more Lovely and
   still looks as young almost
   as that 16 year old girl at 46..
   seriously.. it’s true.. i’ve photos that
   prove that.. hehe.. noW on my blog but
   yes.. anyway.. it’s kinda sad as honestly i
   cannot remember any of the smells
   of my wife’s perfume or names.. but
   oh! i kNow.. i FeeL.. i would NoW
   if she ever leaves..
   or faLLs aWay breeze..
   perhaps.. i’ll now go grab
   a bottle.. spray it all.. over
   mE now.. and bask noW iN
   thE nAMe and SmeLL Now
   oF LovE TrUe..
   oh! thanks so much
   Candy.. this inspireS
   me.. so noW.. mY friEnd..:)

   Oh Lord.. Bryan..
   Living on the River
   Front home in
   Panhandle Florida..
   Summer Humidity..
   sound of crickets
   way back in 60’s..
   and frogs.. through
   open dead breeze paste..
   turning the pillow over and
   over again.. now infinity it
   seems then.. stiLL noW
   never a cooler spot
   in mouth of River heat..:)

   Sharing deeper secrets..
   sharing links a place
   for Facebook..
   sharing dreams
   now in someone
   else’s photo..
   oh God..
   wHere is
   Real.. i WiLL
   noT lEt ReAL Go..:)

   Oh gosh.. this reminds
   me of an entire Summer
   of Digging as a research
   associate in Archaeology
   way back in ’83.. so young..
   as Anthropology IS A degree
   of miNd.. never a breeze across
   holes that never end.. shovels
   that alway dig.. dam it..
   this frigging brown
   collar work..
   not college
   boy stuff.. i felt then..
   hehe.. now i’m tougher..
   Bring on the hell hEat.. it’S
   better than nOthing iN REAL HeLL..
   oh.. wet behind the ears.. green with
   no understanding then oF REAL BREEZE..:)

   Vietnam.. A jungle
   that never ends in
   fiery breeze of gun
   shot wounds.. my 1st
   cousin in ’69..
   burned
   to death
   in Helicopter
   shot down..
   breeze in
   Washington
   Still no feeling
   for what counts
   sAdly it sTill seems…

   HeARt Of LiFe
   Rose oF FeelinGs
   SinGinG DanCinG
   SmeLLinG
   FloWers
   sAME..
   never an
   Age when hUman
   bLooms SonG
   i
   DancE..:)

   Fall Breeze a favorite
   SinGinG through
   Northern Florida
   tall pine needles..
   cold front a sign
   of North breeze too..
   cure for humid ways..
   WiNter even welcome
   iN SAuNteRing FL DreAMs..:)

   WeLL.. as Shakira
   says.. hiPs and eYes
   do not liE..
   and after 5444
   miles in 33 full
   months of dance..
   i repreSent umm.. aLL
   heR reMArk withouT
   one word.. noW iN
   thaT heART liFe..;)

   Oh cRap..
   i left out the
   word Breeze iN
   mY last poetic
   eXpresSioN iN
   rEsponse heRe..
   never less i’LL
   pARty oWn
   iN
   Breeze
   oF Y i..;)

   SeNseS and EmoTions
   lovers yeT not friEnds..
   and the converse..
   Breeze..
   perverse..
   and empty
   space between
   hugs.. longing
   to hold
   noW
   lonGer
   as Real..:)

   BreaTh of Kiss
   Breeze oF liFe
   SonG oF FeeLinG
   deePer than
   toNgues
   oF SonGSin
   HAte..:)

   Been through it with
   a baby too.. of 51 days..
   LiFe is never
   fAir wHole
   but alWays
   worth iT iN
   Breeze oF
   dArk and liGht..
   but with modern
   medicine.. one can
   understand better
   the gift of short
   verses
   aided
   torture
   of medical death..
   It’s always relative
   but more relative
   when it’s
   relative..
   and to be
   clear.. i am not
   presuming.. juSt
   responding from
   the inspiRaTioN thEse
   words bRinG mE noW..:)

   Oh.. to Love thE Breeze
   tHe staRs oF shiNe..
   WinGlits
   Ocean
   diAtoms
   bRinGing
   liGht Now to
   neW moon
   sKeYes..
   to Love iT
   aLL to bE iT
   All comFort
   BliSs
   wE
   cAn
   bE
   noW..
   In sMiLes
   oF LoVeAll..:)

   9:00 pm..
   all caught
   uP! and ending
   dVerse for noW..!..:)

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5. gigoid says:

   May 27, 2016 at 6:15 PM

   Nice one…. a couple things…. Why on Earth was Ellen DeGeneres sending people to Dubai?

   What river were you walking by?

   The medical marijuana product known as “Phoenix Tears”, aka Rick Simpson’s Oil, would control Katie’s seizures, completely. It has been proven by research, by the National Cancer Research Institute, not only does it cure more than 90 types of cancer, it will stop the strongest forms of seizures and epilepsy, in their tracks.It cured my brother’s stage III lymphatic cancer, in four months. I’m using it, and it is improving my vision, and has healed my diverticular bowel enough it now works normally.

   But, the AMA and Big Pharma wouldn’t make anything on selling pills, if that became widely known, now, would it?

   My eyes are tired now… *smile* See ya ’round the net, bro

   Love

   gigoid

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   • katiemiafrederick says:

     May 27, 2016 at 10:40 PM

     Hi.. gigoid.. thanks so much for stopping by
     and absorbing 200 or so photos.. 15k words..
     etc.. hehe.. about the average output of the
     poets i visit in about a years time.. so truly
     if most anyone visits me out of that crowd in reciprocation
     of my reading their 50 or so words output.. we are now even for the
     year.. hehe.. as tit for tat goes.. but yes.. seriously.. i was never
     a word person as you know.. until 2010.. as before that hmm.. back then..
     i just couldn’t use my eyes and ears at all after 2008.. for anything
     other than pain.. and when i could use them.. most all of what i did
     in my spare time away from work is the home stuff that had to be done..
     and a few news shows.. and this same dam little snow boarding video
     game that was just a way to escape all the worries associated with
     work.. and keeping a job that for me lasted nearly a decade of
     scares of losing a job over reductions in force.. working for
     the government.. oh yeah.. and now to answer your questions
     before this turns into just another one of my daily war
     and peace size monologues.. or whatever
     one would like to call an ocean Now
     of flowing waving go go so long
     words.. in Free Verse Stream..
     the River is Blackwater
     River here in Florida..
     more specifically
     what they
     call now
     tributaries
     to it in the
     Bagdad Mill
     photos.. named
     Pond creek.. as that
     body of flowing water..
     And Ellen was holding
     some kind of game show
     and Dubai.. is considered a
     big tourist place to go and the
     reason i used it in synchronicity of
     this particular association is my dear
     friend Himali.. originally from India lives
     there now doing her new job noW in Management
     Accounting.. so it’s kinda in honor of her and yes
     only meaningful to me and her.. i guess.. if she ever
     sees it wading through all i do.. which of course is noW
     Legion.. and sometimes seemingly Foreign too of course too..
     but considering this whole dam blog is the longest long form
     poem in history.. i like to honor those who touch my life including
     all the symbols and nature of life.. so a photo of almost anything
     will meet my very low bar of LIKE LIKE LIKE LIKE ALL STUFF LIFE..
     AND ASSOCIATED SYMBOLS AS SUCH TOO.. AND yes the Marijuana working
     Medical solution has been suggested to my wife before.. and i understand
     that Medical Marijuana is becoming legal here in Florida.. but my wife is one
     of those folks who cannot tolerate Alcohol or Marijuana.. and interestingly
     while i used to drink to get rid of all my social anxiety and general hang
     ups when i went to bars when young.. ranging up to the equivalent
     of a 6 pack of beer.. or so.. just when i went out to vegetate
     mostly as a wall flower.. as i was Oh God.. impossibly
     too anxious to get up there on that dance floor
     alone then.. and when i did dance..
     it was really limited
     where my arms never
     went above my hips..
     but no more alcohol or even
     caffeine for me as i control inner
     bliss like a faucet that goes way way uP.. staYinG
     sTill in relative calm inside.. and any substance
     would just take that balance away now… while many
     of my friends smoke Marijuana.. although they don’t
     talk about that to me.. hehe.. as they know i don’t..
     when i did try it.. i hated the way it made me
     feel as it took away the Natural high i had
     when i was young.. and just made
     me feel bored and empty
     in sensory way..
     i really
     hated it
     and of course
     it must make other
     folks feel much different
     as it only made me feel low
     instead of high.. but of course
     i was born high.. more high than
     most.. so voila Bi-Polar and the such..
     but i’ve had decades of relative high
     without lows as long as i stay away
     from catch 22 stress.. that will
     basically blow me up
     to smithereens
     as i don’t like
     to leave any detail
     hanging and must have
     a clean slate to start the next
     day of problem solved.. as the
     natural perfectionist i can unfortunately
     be as you see while there is no planned
     form here.. it does come out rather smooth..
     so perhaps the perfectionist even lives as
     subconscious mind too.. and that’s why i dance..
     as it allows me to really escape the Frankenstein/
     Prometheus Brain as such.. and CAN LET IT ALL
     ICE PRINCESS GO.. WELL OKAY.. HOPE YOU
     DON’T COME BACK TO SEE THIS TONIGHT AS
     YOU SAY YOUR eyes hurt and this ain’t gonna help
     at all.. and Jesus F. Christ i am an expert on eye
     pain if there ever was one.. so i feel for yA oN thAT..
     but hey hey hey.. as Fat Albert WiLL say..
     i can’t stop the Love Train from
     Flowing go go go.. it still
     comes what may until
     the end here
     wriTE noW..
     as i continue
     to shake my tail feathers
     and Lord i had a great martial
     arts routine in Tai-Chi like speed..
     when listening to the theme song
     here tonight at the military gym..
     and the Chi was exploding
     in all directions of
     where the
     body
     sped away
     iN liGht oF aLL
     i can be as the
     Army Recruiters
     still do say.. have
     a great night friend..
     i’ve got some more reams
     of poetry to write.. and some
     dreams to do after that to wake
     up and do some more go go go.. GO
     iN SHAKING MY TAIL FEATHERS MORE..;)

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 28, 2016 at 10:19 AM

   Tears of God Vines

   Ascension iS NOW HeRE

   These three yearly series of Facebook Algorithm memories..
   demonstrate well i thInk.. the evolution of my writing style..
   moving from slow flow to full sWeLLinG Flow iN ZonE oF
   Stream of Consciousness Free Verse poeTry..
   of course what is now the longest historical
   poem ever at over 3 Million words whole
   in my Word press Blog as whole
   with this 672nd MacroVerse..
   speaKing here of the
   process as well
   as the end as means
   of product to all one..
   anyway.. also on current
   topic for this 672nd MacroVerse
   of Super Epic PoeTry MacroWhole..
   that will be named “tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE”..
   per the importance of poeTry.. Confidence noW..
   and overall zest for freedom of expression.. AS
   i FeeL.. the best way to honor those who have given
   tHeir liFe for Country.. is to be as free as possible..
   as that is the greatest thing about this country.. Miley
   can swing naked NoW from her WrecKinG Ball and i can
   sure as hell dance in public.. and do iT ALL ONLINE..:)

   http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/30-safe-sites-for-people-on-autism.html

   And here is the oldest post from three years ago..
   where i am gradually on my way to recovery and
   re-entry back into humanity in the real flesh and
   blood world at the end of July 2013.. whereas
   before.. i couldn’t even go into a Whataburger
   for 15 minutes.. as was my assignment
   by my therapist then.. where not long
   after that i was dancing
   freely in public.. like
   a butterfly escaping out
   of an old and moldy cocoon..
   that WAS my physical body then..
   less and more of robot in human
   flesh and Zombie too.. but anyway..
   this altruistic effort was one of many
   that helped me get my human back.. then
   in trying to help other folks.. and eventually
   it worked big time.. and i came back ON earth
   from a living death.. and back then.. i had one
   friend on Facebook.. and none at all the two years
   before that and only this cat avatar of my beloved
   Noble Arthur Brown tabby alpha neighborhood
   block cat.. who was more frigging human than
   me in the feelings and senses that really count
   in social mammal life.. and the only other
   avatar in there is my Yellow Boy
   Kate Mia Avatar i used then on
   Google plus.. as quite honestly
   without an emotional life inside..
   i didn’t feel like i had a face at all..
   and my first selfies in August of 2013..
   were of great surprise to me.. as i actually
   saw emotion on my face.. and all my selfies
   have been therapeutic in getting my humanity
   more fully and fully back.. as quite honestly.. the
   Trigeminal Neuralgia type two.. from wake to
   sleep for those 66 months.. as well as a
   perfect storm of life threatening synergy
   of 19 disorders erased whatever parts
   of me in Feeling and Senses that
   made life worth living at all..
   i built the good parts back up..
   and left all the fears and anxieties
   behind as well as input activities like
   TV that did not allow me to develop the
   output of life in moving.. connecting.. and
   creating.. i still have the propensity for an
   extremely systemizing mind.. so art is therapy
   to F In Stay human away from Robot liFE.. as that
   was what and how folks described the way my mind
   worked both online then.. AND in my work life before
   i got sick.. yes.. they called me a computer.. a problem
   solver.. and a commodity for work.. well no.. i am NO
   longer a cog in societies machine to make other folks
   comfortable… i am now a poet.. dancer.. Singer renaissance
   nude self artist in the photographer flesh.. bottom linE noW..
   i’M
   F iN ALive..
   beginning.. ending
   stARt.. and never finish
   of never ending story i..
   and when you die dead iN
   life aLive.. if you ever you do..
   iN REAL LIFE noW AND GO WHERE
   Li’VE BEEN.. PERHAPS YOU TOO.. WiLL
   LIVE LIFE SUPER EPIc iN HEAVEN NOW2..:)

   And Facebook Friend Benjamin.. my only
   Facebook Friend.. now out of 50..
   from the Wrong Planet website..
   as it seems a dear one decided
   to no longer use
   Facebook recently..
   from my college past..
   so a core of 50 is left..
   but anyway.. Friend
   Benjamin. and by
   another way
   the other friend
   who left Facebook
   is named Ben too
   or Benny Junior II..
   not to complicate matters too..
   much but Benjamin says in response
   to my posting of this three year old memory
   from the Wrong Planet website then in Blogway2..

   good post

   And in
   response
   to that
   i say..

   Yes..
   Old Wrong
   Planet memories..
   Thanks Benjamin.:)

   Then Benjamin says..

   You dont post there much anymore

   And then i say..

   Actually i don’t post there at all anymore..
   since the end of July 2015.. the last straw
   for me was when the moderator Bookashaya
   or however she spelled her user name
   banned me for a month for giving
   Raptor back what he gives
   people to try to make
   ’em feel bad…
   i told her i wasn’t
   coming back after
   that and did mean it..
   occasionally.. i drop by to
   see if there is anything interesting
   in the PPR section.. but i find the same
   stuff that was discussed before.. basically..
   so it’s kinda like a soap opera where i’m not
   missing anything.. and anyone who frayed from
   the standard Philosophy and Religious views were
   ostracized by the militant atheists there.. and
   bullied by little boys behind avatars that were
   afraid to show their real face online.. anyway..
   i’m glad i left.. i was trying to illustrate fully
   how i overcame the most disabling impacts
   of both my physical and Autism related
   functional disabilities but most folks
   wanted to continue on with their
   misery Loves company
   philosophy along
   with cynicism of
   anything more than
   their book learning..
   there’s more to life than
   that and i find it out there in
   the flesh and blood world more
   than online.. so no.. i don’t miss that
   place at all.. but it was a life saver when
   i couldn’t effectively use my eyes and ears
   in real flesh and blood life.. or connect with
   any human much in the real world.. that hell
   is over and i have found ways to insure i don’t go back..
   and quite honestly the only nice person there other than
   Sallamandrina who is Leah who i talk about on my blogs
   and keep in touch with on Email.. is you my friend as
   quite honestly you are only one of few that had any
   common human decency there to treat other folks
   like human.. in other words you weren’t retarded
   in the worst way.. of not showing other humans
   basic empathy.. and truly at least there on
   the Wrong Planet the greatest problem
   was a lack of real human empathy..
   for those who did post.. not likely
   many Autistic Folks with empathy
   would post there as quite honestly
   i feel like most people there actually
   had personality disorders instead
   of self diagnosed Autism..
   namely Border Line
   personality disorders..
   particularly what i saw in
   other online self-diagnosed
   Autism Communities.. i couldn’t
   speak until age 4.. but my mama
   Loved me.. so i guess that was my
   saving grace to develop human empathy..
   anyway.. thanks again my old Wrong Planet
   Friend for stopping by and all the support you
   gave me while i was in hell here and there for REAL..:)

   Then Benjamin says..

   yea wrong planet is crazy hey

   And finally on
   Facebook i say..

   Yes.. Benjamin..
   Amen..

   And i say here now.. of very interesting note..
   Benjamin.. was actually an Autistic person
   who spent sometime in his younger years
   in the institution life for folks more
   severely impacted by Autism..
   he was a very caring person..
   and passionate about life..
   Another Individual on the site
   also institutionalized named Ci..
   more severely impacted by Autism
   was also very passionate and emotional
   about life.. but of course with difficulties communicating
   aS that is the bottom line with Autism as difficulty in
   reciprocal communication.. both verbally and
   actually now with the new APA definition
   of Autism more issues actually with
   non-verbal language.. anyway..
   the bottom line is both these men
   were capable of expressing human
   empathy in emotional ways.. whereas
   most people there had almost zero
   motivation or pleasure to socially
   reciprocate human language..
   in back and forth conversation..
   and in my case.. in my life.. my problem
   wasn’t a lack of wanting to reciprocate
   social communication with other human
   beings.. just a problem expressing it in
   socially appropriate and wanted ways.. i still
   tend to talk more about what i am interested in deep
   deep ways.. than what’s for dinner.. or what’s on TV.. although
   as i get older i get much much better at doing that and seeing the
   inner workings of so-called normal every day folks online and particularly
   Facebook in ways of share and likes for what the so-called common
   human does.. has helped me greatly to get in the grove of what
   most humans do in day to day life.. and sure.. i count these
   blessings much.. in ‘this’.. Longest long poem form poem
   ever.. as it reinforces A better way to really
   connect to people.. as i receive that
   warm fuzzy feeling aka oxytocin
   release.. and Serotonin
   comfort as trust and
   Dopamine/endorphins
   as a pleasurable healing
   FeeLinG when i connect
   to other human beings..
   and sadly.. the medical fAct..
   is some folks with Autism are missing
   the ability to either produce or feel these
   human neuro-chemicals/hormones from head to toe..
   noW in cellular peptide way.. and of particular emptiness
   the NON-ability to feel the social bonding hormone oxytocin..
   the stuff of the nurturing human.. being both male and female..
   and some don’t even feel it with sex.. therefore.. some of them..
   never ever even want to have sex for that reason and many others..
   BUT THE FACT IS.. MOST KNOW/FEEL NOT WHAT THEY DO.. AS WHOMEVER
   WROTE THOSE WORDS OF SO-CALLED JESUS ON THE CROSS INTUITIVELY
   UNDERSTOOD.. WHETHER OR NOT THEY KneW THE BIO-CHEMISTRY FACTS
   BEHIND THE MISSING FEELINGS OR NOT.. so these people deserve empathy
   and sympathy too.. and while folks love to call them evil.. and in literal
   ways when they harm folks.. instead of bonding with them..
   the behavior can be viewed as evil.. STILL.. OFTEN.. THEY
   ARE MISSING SOME OF THE GLUES OF SOCIAL
   ANIMAL LIFE IN WAYS OF NEUROCHEMICALS AND
   NEUROHORMONES.. so it’s like they are running
   on a very LOW OCTANE OF HUMAN GASOLINE
   or viscosity of Oil that makes them rather
   thick when it comes to wanting
   and making reciprocal
   social communication
   a warm and fuzzy reality
   in trust and comfort in others..
   Nature.. and God yes.. in FeeLinG
   Nature.. and SenSinG Nature as God
   one and sAMe.. and this is why i could
   most always predict the allegiance of a
   militant atheist there.. by the lack of affect
   of human emotion in their written language.. then..
   and it is the same in the poetry world… there are
   folks who do poetry.. as fill in the blank rhymes that
   talk about the world like tHeir is no figurative language
   of emotions too.. similar disease.. just no diagnosis in
   general.. and truly all the most destructive diseaseS in
   the world.. in terms of human psychological hurt.. carnage
   and even potential World War three.. are both a direct and
   indirect result of people who cannot easily get filled up in
   heARt.. SpiRit.. and soUl.. of FeeLinG and ExpRESSinG
   the warm and Fuzzy FeeLingS of liFE that are
   unmistakable for someone like me
   who can read that easily
   in the eYes of
   someone
   who is not
   dead inside.. or
   just pretending to be
   human in an imitation game
   as such.. i can’t show THAT much
   in my eyes anymore.. ’cause i must
   wear shades.. for medical reasons
   associated with Trigeminal Neuralgia
   so that FucKinG Hell pain will not come
   back.. and truly that is the biggest part of
   why you see so much of my eYes online..
   as that is how i for one best express my
   soUl.. whether passion for survival
   or the warm human Loving
   touch.. and i have done
   my best to make the
   rest of my face
   shine..
   and my
   body in DANCE iN ExPresSinG
   aLL the Love i feel inside
   fearless for both me and the
   rest of humanity.. along with all
   of Nature and folks dear to MEnOW
   like Yellow Boy and all his paWed
   and claWed brothers and sisters
   of the world.. you see.. like
   my nephew.. who is
   my wife’s deceased
   sister’s son.. who
   is diagnosed on
   the Autism Spectrum
   he is in learning classes
   for folks with difficulty in education
   but when it comes to empathy and the ART oF
   human touch he had a full adult understanding FeeLinG
   of that.. from the age of his middle teens.. creative.. YES!..
   Loves Disney movies.. attached to animals.. truly
   human without the grades of life that social
   cogs of machines can become
   without the human FeeLY touch..
   particularly from parents
   who are too busy
   for their
   children
   in touchY feeLY
   face to face NOW hUwOmAniFEST
   interaction for whatever reaSon
   from the two parent high class jobs..
   that take all their effort.. to noses in
   4 to 5 inch screens.. at the dinner
   table in restaurants where the
   child is tugging at the
   mom or dad’s shirt
   and they are
   not even
   FucKinG NOTICED
   BY THE PARENTS.. i got all
   the attention i needed from my
   mother THEN whether i could speak
   to her until age 4 or not.. and the
   greatest reward of all her effort
   is I AM STILL FucKinG HuMAN
   AFTER ALL i’VE BEEN THROUGH
   IN HELL..
   THE GIFT
   OF A MOTHER
   WHO TOUCHY FEELY
   LOVES THEIR CHILD AND A
   FATHER TOO.. iS FUCKING PRICELESS
   AND CAN FUCKING SAVE THE WORLD
   AS OPPOSED TO CLOSED HEARTS
   AND EYES
   WHO DO NOT
   EVEN NOTICE LOVE
   ANYMORE IN
   THE WARM
   AND
   FUZZIES OF WHAT
   HUMANAS ARE EVOLVED
   TO BE.. FROM HEAD TO TOE
   TO EYES TO HOLDING HANDS
   TO HUGS.. AND THE SEXUAL
   INTERCOURSE THAT BRINGS
   PEOPLE TOGETHER TO RAISE
   CHILDREN INSTEAD OF HEY
   I SCORED
   AND THERE IS
   ANOTHER NOTCH
   ON MY BELT OR BRA..
   BOTTOM underwear/panty
   LINe NOW
   HUMANITY
   COUNTS
   WHEN REAL
   NO MATTER
   WHAT THE FUCKING
   REPORT CARD SAYS
   AT SCHOOL OR WORK NOW..
   or in bars for scores instead of Love
   Love is the only score that trUly counts
   when the head meets the bed of death.. NoW
   And the after life.. but i stick to what
   i can prove not what i have 100%
   Faith and Belief in the THAT
   God speaks to me
   in God’s way
   of doing
   thAT aLways
   noW in Synchronicity
   ways of ALLTHATISART
   OF GOD’S EyES US NOW
   WHEN FINDING SEEKING
   AS OPEN TO ALLTHATISARTNOW
   AND practicing allthatis alWayS noW
   As Tapestry oF Fearlessly LoVinG LiFE as Art
   with the just the science as vehicles and vessels
   to drive
   around iN
   Fearless Sacred Love
   wHere aLLiS Holy SacRed noW..;)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 28, 2016 at 11:58 AM

   ‘Funny’.. how ‘some” fundamentalist
   ‘Christians’ can Oh! DeVIL! YES!..
   now sTiLL support an
   ‘Anti-Christ’
   like ‘this’..
   and don’t get me
   wrong.. Hillary
   ain’t a Saint..
   but.. yeah..
   just sayin’..
   THIS IS TRULY InSANE..
   iN.. HuMAN SPEAK AT LeAST..
   And as of 5282016.. close to
   9 million views of the viral
   Facebook Video version
   of this.. let’s shoot for
   300 million or so..
   but nah.. there
   iS ZERO CHANCE
   THIS DeVIL DUDE IS
   GONNA WIN.. iT Is
   AN EPIC
   DEMOCRATIC
   TRUMP CARD
   FOR YEARS
   TO COME
   IN POLITICAL
   LIBERAL LEANING
   SUCCESS IN CHANGING
   THE U. S. of A.. unless Republicans
   can find the Real Jesus and convince him
   to run.. but nah.. he or she would never slime to THAT…
   Sorry.. no.. i’M NOT.. iF it hurts.. but truly like the big
   J says.. THAT can set
   yA
   FReED..
   yA kNow.. i would
   Love to be in a room..
   with TRUMP ALL ALONE..
   let’s say with a bright light..
   and we could just talk.. talk..
   talk.. TALK.. for FucKinG 40 hours
   NOW.. straight.. without sleep.. to see
   who would win the DeViL/ANgEL NOW..
   battle..
   in REAL
   HeLL.. bet he
   would quit by
   the 39th hour..
   but in all fairness i would
   have the advantage as i’ve already
   gone 40 days with only 1 hour of shallow
   sleep the first 35 of 40 with an alpha blocker
   and none the last 5 out of 40 days with the
   worst pain known to mankind and 18 or so
   synergy of life threatening disorders.. in
   REAL HELL THEN.. and sure 11 million
   words of documentation along the way..
   66 months now.. oh.. another 66 comes
   up NoW.. how cool.. since November
   Thanks Giving day of 2010.. oh joy..
   when i started all this writing
   then.. anyway.. as i say the
   Monkey does not fall out
   of the tree.. and the
   Hawk does not
   Fall out of the
   sky and i never
   kick anything less than
   a fraction of an inch away
   as i practice my FredFu ways
   of Martial Art.. because wE noW
   ALL PRACTICE CONTINUOUSLY
   iN MORE THAN OLD ANGRY WHITE
   MAN WAYS.. WITH TRUMP BUCKS
   OF DEAD HEART.. AND SOUL NOW..
   TRUST ME.. FEARLESS LOVE WINS
   IN THE LONG RUN.. AND FEARLESS
   HATE IS JUST A BOTTOMLESS PIT
   THAT FOLKS LIKE TRUMP WILL NEVER
   CRAWL OUT OF WITH THE EMPTY POWER
   OF FEARLESS
   HATE.. BlACK
   WhOLE SOUL
   ANTI-CHRIST IN
   LITERAL HUMAN METAPHOR
   THEY ARE UNTIL THEy FIND THE
   LOVE TO FucKinG GET OUT OF
   REAL HUMAN EARTH HELL NOW..
   oh what an inspiring little VIDEO noW..
   And yeah.. the end of Trump’s NOW
   unsuccessful IGNORANT HATeFiLLeD
   try at President is gonna
   look a lot like ‘this’
   video ‘here’..
   MaRK MY WORDS..
   iT’S GONNA BE RADiON
   ACTIVE iN CHANGING THE
   HIsTORY OF THE U.S. OF A..
   TO A MUCH KINDER GENTLER
   CHRIST LIKE WAY.. PER THE YES..
   angEL VERSiON oF REAL JESUS..;)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 28, 2016 at 2:14 PM

   Hmm.. gosh.. that Trump speech left somewhat of a bad taste
   in my mouth.. but at least it is justification enough to
   repeat the salient dance photographs of
   my last Novel Macro blog post verse with
   the cat and dog
   debate
   in ANN
   candidate Dog
   eat Cat eat Dog
   style as such.. anyway..
   aGaiN.. as i’ve clearly stated
   before.. politics is no different
   than a soap opera as it is based on
   Human Nature as whole as there are
   the more fearful conservative anxious
   folks in the world who must have
   control.. and then there
   are the more
   Liberal Leaning
   open-minded folks
   who want progressive
   change.. the nomads as such
   as it were and still is that made
   this country great to get out of conservative
   Monarchies of the Old English way.. WeLL..
   Jesus F iN Christ and God too of Nature
   they brought genetics over the
   big pond of Atlantic
   too.. so the soap
   opera goes on in
   conservative and
   liberal ways and HA! TRUMP
   A CONSERVATIVE.. hell no.. he is
   a risk taker from hell.. with no fear
   and plenty hate filled ways of Loveless
   being selfish ways.. and that is how he
   got way way ahead in a Billion or whatever
   empty bucks he stores in cabinets and
   Trump Towers of hell.. as such..
   anyway.. he knows
   how to pull
   the heart
   strings of scaredy
   dogs of red who are
   afraid of change.. he ain’t
   no cat but he is clever enough
   as all psychopathic leaders are in
   how to push the buttons of fear like
   oh my God oh my God they are gonna
   take your guns away and turn this country
   into one gigantic mosque Temple with covers
   on.. Well.. wELL.. WELL.. IT is just really boring
   but funny to me.. as it is so F iN predictable.. just
   like when Gore lost and the re-constructor military
   contract cronies.. with the head of Cheney snake
   went into Iraq after 911 to make the really
   big indusTRiO miLitary CompleX BUCKS..
   AND THAT THEY DID.. but yes.. at a
   price.. ’cause once aGAin.. Love.. and
   Hope is stronger than Fear
   and hate.. so the Dude
   who had the audacity
   for Hope got elected
   over the oh god non-
   charisma left of
   God he was boring..
   i almost cannot remember
   his McCain dam name.. but
   anyway.. that chick he was
   with was F iN Hilarious and
   i bet she would make a spirited
   dance partner too.. getting down
   at Seville as it were and now is too..
   Hmm.. what else.. ’cause i already
   had to go outside and do the
   Sun and Sand dance thingy
   to get that dEvil
   bLack Trump
   taste out
   of my
   wordY mouth..
   oh yeah.. the new age…
   the new world order as
   promised by the book dude
   Jesus.. and somehow how
   Fundamentalist Religious
   folks think oneness in a Global
   way of Love is the F iN Sign of the
   DeViL.. WeLL maybe iT iS iF YOU CAN
   catch the FULL METAPHOR OF THAT..
   but MOST WiLL NOT..
   HEHE.. SO THAT
   iS why i can say
   WTF.. yes.. whatever
   noW the FucK i liKe…
   tHe deeper pArts WiLL
   Jesus F iN Christ of how
   that story goes as Thief in the
   night not be read and if read totally
   go wRite oVER ANYONE’S HEAD
   THAT iS crazy as me as fearless without
   any FucKinG Real empathic Right Brained
   way in figurative interpretations to now get what
   the FuCK i even said.. somethings.. never change..
   Fundamentalist religious folks still don’t get the
   fact that Jesus was a Naturist who
   explored human potential with
   the God oF Nature at hand..
   to gain greater potential
   in metaphor and
   Force way..
   like Luke
   of Star wars
   says too.. anyway..
   THAT should do.. the wife
   is asking me about issues
   with the insurance bill.. which
   means i had to put my Lawyer
   Fred Head hat on and just about
   have lost my artistic flow here
   back into the mechanical
   cognition of humanly
   prescribed abstract
   constructs that
   are so far
   beyond
   the Nature
   of human being
   they are like poison
   in the water of Life but
   it is the mind and body that
   gets corrupted before anyone
   can even find a saving grace
   of one drop of God water in hell now..
   kinda like the place where Trump… Bush
   and so forth and so on live.. but WAIT!.. i underStand
   G.W. is now painting puppy dogs with quite a great
   FeeLinG in Brush way.. so maybe he found a heARt
   after all after Living in Cheney Snake heLL back then..
   for the dude with only a mechanical apparatus of heart now..
   anyWay.. i wanna get back to dVerse and catch up some tHeRe
   as Alice and Wonderland is at the theater just waiting for her
   to join
   me hEar.. hehe..
   with mysterious
   and everlasting
   magic joy down
   the rabbit whole
   of all oF tHAT
   iS noW oF course..;)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 28, 2016 at 11:14 PM

   Alice Through the LooKinG gLass.. not to give
   too many spoilers here.. a basic story about
   a young woman whose milestones are
   are to do six impossible things
   in life.. and you WILL to
   does this no matter
   what all the
   control
   freaks and
   naysayers say in
   Life about her achievements..
   and yeah.. blah blah blah.. sure
   Fred can relate as relatively speaking
   Fred has used the power of Hope.. Faith
   and Pure Belief with the assistance of God
   all that is.. see i told you i wouldn’t give you
   any real spoilers.. matter of fact.. at this point..
   let’s just go this REAL TALE.. FRED THR0UGH
   THE LooKinG Glass at this point here in
   my never lAnd’s longest Free Verse
   Poem iN the History of humankind
   in Long Poem Form here
   at the 672nd Macro Verse
   that of course would be
   impossible for any
   kid who could
   not speak
   until age 4
   with Autism huh..
   Well.. kNow like Britney
   say.. Oops i just did iT iN
   ever increasing poetic SpRinG
   Verse of SonG NoW MoVinG Faster
   iN oN 4 Million words of a total
   of over 11 million total since
   66 months ago on Thanks
   Giving Day.. at the
   Start oF all this
   Lightening
   Run of
   deeper words
   oF i.. after not BeinG
   able to effectively use
   my eyes or ears to read
   or hear music or most any
   words at all for 3 years almost
   to that date then.. Zombie Hunch
   Back of Notre Dame i was then..
   yes.. sorry.. blah blah blah..
   you may have heard
   this before.. but
   yes.. sure.. empiricAlly
   speaking it is one of the
   perhaps most inspiring
   stories of human
   being that
   juste happens
   to be me through
   FUCKING SHEER WILL
   AND LOTS OF LOVE FROM
   GOD.. YEAH.. LOL.. GOD EXCLAMATION
   POINT NOW.. WITH THOSE OTHER 18
   OTheR MEDICAL DISORDERS AS A SIDE
   ORDER OF HUMAN HELL TO GO WITH
   ALL THE REST.. anyway.. back
   to impossibilities in what
   humans normally
   think humans
   can or cannot
   do.. so yeah.. that
   Autistic boy Graduates
   with three degrees at close
   to the top of his classes in college..
   then Marries a woman who still looks
   the same at 46.. from 27 years ago..
   when he first met her then.. that’s two..
   Dance Walks Everywhere he goes for
   now over 5400 miles in 33 months
   approaching the distance of
   back and forth across the
   U.S oF A.. this Memorial
   Day.. from sea to sea..
   in Super Walmart..
   Target.. the Mall
   etc.. etc.. all
   through the Metro
   area for 3 and although
   i didn’t have to do much
   obvious work to keep the
   wife young.. it’s still the
   impossible more or less
   in norm of human way..
   okay.. let us move to number
   4.. and leg pressing that close
   to half a ton.. 30 times now at
   the military gym.. much more than
   any other elite military dude who has
   attempted that there.. and with my arms
   raised up in the air in perfect balance
   slowly and surely on that parallel
   leg press machine that is
   almost twice as hard
   as the standard
   Leg press
   machine ya
   mostly see in
   big man gyms..
   and now to five..
   sure.. 112 weeks
   with somewhere between
   600 to 800 photos of me and
   oh God.. so many Gorgeous girls
   and remember i have Autism and
   that ain’t standard operating procedure
   for that challenge for sure.. in the realm
   of what most folks raising an Autistic
   kid would say would be impossible
   approaching age 56 now.. well..
   what about number 6.. that’s
   a secret.. and although
   i talk about it all the
   noW it’s stlLL
   a secret service
   noW in convenant
   between me and
   the God oF aLL
   Nature.. and every
   REAL FAIRY TALE noW
   NEEDS SOME MYSTERY
   OR A HOOK AS SUCH TO KEEP
   THE INTRIGUE GOING FOREVERMORE
   NOW FOR WHO KnoWS.. PERHAPS A THOUSAND
   YEARS OR MORE.. OR WHEN SERVERS DIE.. WHICH
   EVER COMES MORE FOREVERMORE IN THE RELATIVE
   REALM OF HUMAN BEING.. in what most folks would say
   is impossible unless they witnessed iT FirsT FucKinG HanD
   noW on Facebook.. hehe.. in real time while it’s GoinG onOW..
   and yeah.. just the fAct that i did all of this NoW
   for NO God DAM money aT all IS A FucKinG
   Miracle iN itself all own it’s oWn..
   FucKinG Free now..
   so.. i guess
   We WiLL
   make number
   7 the secret
   and go from there..
   as the LooKinG Glass
   and Rabbit hole grows
   deeper and deeper with
   hidden paths exposed in
   JOURNEY OF REAL NOW..:)

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 29, 2016 at 12:26 AM

    Such dignified phlegmatism is gratifying….

    “Somewhere, something
    incredible is waiting
    to be known.”

    -Carl Sagan..

    i’LL go one DancE
    step further to say..
    aLWays NoW
    more to
    FeeL..
    SensE..
    and talk about
    later iN poEtry..
    And yes.. in terms of bombs
    and wars the human race has
    become a great annoyance to
    the rest of NAtuRE.. including
    hUman BeinGs.. so.. i sImply
    DancE and SinG aS noW
    iN a key of C sHarp
    EarTh humm..
    unTiL iT’s
    noW to Go to
    theEneXt AdvenTuRe..:)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 29, 2016 at 6:57 AM

    My Nephew !!

    SMiLes.. many children smile.. giggle.. laugh.. share..
    SinG.. DancE and give freely.. as they have not
    forgotten how to be human
    in the basic principle
    of life
    named
    use it or lose
    it humanity noW
    but more on that
    in a few.. my friend
    Prajakta.. in your next
    blog
    post
    wRite
    oN course
    of topic.. noW
    of course.. Freedom is.. not
    holding back
    letting it go
    voila
    Go..
    Go..:)

    Say

    Hmm.. more
    than hey.. i could write
    a Novel on say.. in fAct
    i do in size on average
    every two weeks at 40K..
    anyway.. to let it flow to let i go
    to let the streAM of mind and body
    Balance become river in ocean flow..
    and to note..
    even Einstein
    who discovered
    relativity.. learned
    to stick his tongue
    out before it was too
    late to be human
    and then he
    said
    the poverty
    of humanity
    is never moving
    out of one’s inner circle
    and loving it all.. pure
    genius that man
    became
    as human
    too more than
    empirical science but
    he understood the value of
    imagination.. over one step
    two step three and more for
    A scientific method.. now then..
    and as mentioned before.. use it
    or lose it applies.. the gold of selfies and
    the starvation of any kind of facial expression
    interaction is the habit and the glory of that in
    increasing natural humanity of what science shows
    is 60 to 90 percent of natural human reciprocal communication..
    in non-verbal expression.. and nah.. Emotive icons do not
    match the almost infinite number of facial expressions
    AS the human face potential that move our emotions
    and inspireS our very basic ability
    to move in life at all..
    and literAlly
    not get
    depressed..
    again.. selfies..
    somewhat of a bandaid
    to save the human face
    from Zombie life as again..
    in all things human and animal
    too.. as i like to say.. why our friendly
    Monkeys do not fall out of trees in India..
    and other high places and hawks out of
    skies is they practice practice and practice
    more the ability to do what they naturally DO
    do and not lose it as humans literally NoW
    are as science shows 30% in measures
    of behavioral empathy have dropped off
    among college age adults in the
    last several decades.. yes..
    evidence that our
    technological
    ways of
    being our tools..
    and electronic sign
    language.. is making
    the Zombie Apocalypse
    real in that it is eating away
    our basic social animal nature
    propensity to dance and dance
    some more together in the most basic
    dance steps that are the movement of
    the human face to express emotions and
    move us higher and higher away from
    a depressing life of blunted emotions
    that can move us like the atomic
    fuel of basic neurochemistry
    and biochemistry
    whole
    of
    human being
    as inoculation
    from the Zombie
    apocalypse… yes.. back in the
    day.. they had signs on computer
    labs and engineer classes that said
    don’t forget YOU ARE HUMAN.. WeLL..
    those signs are no longer posted as so
    many
    folks
    have literally
    forgotten in cold
    frozen faces that do not noW look
    uP.. butt the ice princess learned better
    my friend.. she released her heart.. UP!
    her spirit.. her soul.. and yes sensuality
    whole as the potential for humanity to
    come back more is still tHeRe to practice..
    And that’s pArt of the reason i’ve now danced
    5400 miles in public.. believe me it forces some
    kind of facial expression of dance.. on at least
    some folks lost in the REAL ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE
    AND MAKES MY BODY GLOW BRIGHTER AND BRIGHTER..
    NO.. not even 40K thousand words every two weeks of multi
    dimensional emotional words in the sign language of blogging
    comes close to the original language of human that is dance
    that can say it all in just a smile or a twinkle of an eYe
    that moves.. CONNECTS.. and
    CREATES uS toGeTheR
    NoW..:)

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 29, 2016 at 8:35 AM

    Oh the power of Chi.. truly
    such a powerful force of human
    and the rest of the UniVerse that
    few people know and understand until
    they experience it through the power of
    the hUman heARt.. SpiRit and MiNd
    and Body SoUl.. unleashed and
    released.. iN Balance and
    sure it comes
    through body
    language as postures..
    facial expressions and
    such as that.. but it slices
    through concrete blocks for
    the martial artist who comes
    to iNnately.. iNstinctually.. and
    iNtuitively master the force inside..
    outside.. above so below and
    all around as the Chi..
    the Qi.. the Ki..
    the KA..
    Dao..
    and so many
    other words that
    express what IS A
    HIGHER power of God
    available for human beings
    to do amazing stuff in life iS
    tHeRe for the taKing for those
    who seek it.. find it.. practice it
    and master it to higher and higher
    feats of human potential and at times
    in the snootier of stores.. like Publix..
    some old angry white dude who ‘THINKS’
    HE HAS power as established through the
    illusion of the dollar bill.. with his golf buddy
    buds.. as groups feel more confident in
    expressing so-called male power
    than a solitary male will
    do when faced
    with the
    different
    and hehe
    THE
    FUCKING
    CRAZY FOLKS
    AMONG US ENOUGH
    to do memorial day JUSTICE
    AS FREE.. thinks.. i ain’t paying no
    attention to his middle age lady
    gossiping in line.. and yes
    the dude is probably 10
    years younger than me
    and his friends all
    grey haired
    and potbellied
    fat cats on the
    golf course they
    just came off of..
    but anyway.. he don’t
    know the crazy 230LB
    Alice in Wonderland wearing
    shirt dude.. is an empath who can
    feel what’s on the emoTioNs of
    people without even FucKinG
    seeing them in physical way..
    has no idea how FucKinG hiGh
    i am WitH Chi as i could break
    a metal door off the hinges as i did
    one time when i was 20 or so at a
    McDonalds.. juST ‘casually’ pushing the
    door open.. when in a state of this CHI
    mind unknown to me what it was in mind
    and body balance then.. but here’s the thing..
    and no.. i can’t FucKinG prove it but anyone
    who has mastered the Chi WiLL tale ya..
    in the Eastern ways of doing this
    first of course.. and as any
    of our American Indian
    ancestors likely
    mastered
    in the
    call of the Wild too OF GOD..
    i can easily look at a person
    who is harming anyone with
    either verbal or physical ways..
    and like that video ‘up there’ about
    Radioactive.. can penetrate them with
    energy that says watch your step you
    are on shaky ground my friend.. anyway..
    all it takes is one direct glance from me
    in non-verbal language wHere the dance
    suddenly stops.. and i am motionless like
    the calm of a Hurricane at eYe.. and their
    heads go down.. and do not come up until
    i continue A dance as the Winds oF Y i Hurricane
    Chi goes.. as Holy Spirit of God released for both
    Love and Defense AGAINST hate if necessary in
    what makes even the smallest female martial artist
    a holy terror to a pot bellied angry old white
    man as it were and still is..
    as God IS A equal
    opportunity employer
    in making Shepard boys
    like David in metaphor KinG
    oF thE Lions sTiLL noW.. in
    ways of sWeeping Hurricane
    Winds with cAlm oF eYe at
    the Center now.. and yes..
    i thInk.. the lady with
    the name
    of a certain
    flower has a
    song for that now..
    and you do realize
    that when Jesus said
    me he was talking about
    God in me.. unleashed..
    released.. and ready to
    ROCK AND FucKinG RoLL..;)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 29, 2016 at 9:13 PM

    WeLL.. the 60’s or so VW Bus in multi-colored
    Memorial Background was a popular hit
    with the Lady’s as far as i like your shirt..
    but NO.. not so much for the men.. as ya
    know.. down here in Southland..
    a colorful man can scare some
    Homophobes.. but anyway..
    no complaints here but i did..
    get a Mississippian
    Biloxi native scream
    out of his Big Red Truck..
    last time i wore this at the
    Casinos and was dancing on
    the sidewalks getting squeals
    from women driving by.. and yes..
    Hot Apple Pie.. A comment indicating
    a crude way of referring to a Woman’s
    Vagina.. in Urban Language technique..
    anyway.. it’s like those anonymous online
    haters who hide behind avatars.. iT won’t happen
    to my face.. but distance saves the day.. in hater way..
    Anyway.. just imagine.. Jesus Driving the VW Bus in never
    land of heaven.. wHere all pArts of existence are equally
    important as grains oF sand holding up the mountTaiN oF
    Love and for the homophobes that attempt to climb
    on the Jesus Bus of Love.. Jesus will probably
    say.. i’m sorry i don’t know you in my Book of Life..
    but.. you know not what you do.. as you are probably
    scared you like penises yourself.. so grow up..
    and come out of the closet.. won’t ya.. instead..
    of hating up on what you kNow you are
    deep down.. and are God dam afraid..
    of.. but anyway.. you humans
    have been ruining the earth
    as Nature with your
    increasing numbers
    so WTF do you expect
    God to do to limit the numbers
    of you killing cockroach culture
    human beings against the rest
    oF God’s Nature one and sAME..
    YeS! perfect solution.. same sex message..
    ya big dummies.. that’s what God LovE noW..
    does.. iN particular to keep the numbers of yA
    offspring down from killing the
    rest of my precious species..
    Anyway.. i find it rather
    disgusting.. in church..
    yes.. my church too..
    that the so-called Sacred
    Sacrement associated with a dude
    in a book that said all pARts of Nature
    are one as same.. even in today’s God
    Dam scriptures.. still discriminates pArt
    oF God’s Nature as less sacred and
    holy in ability to do the Sacrament
    of Marriage vow thingy in the
    church.. WeLL.. let’s see..
    the Catholic Church believes
    in Evolution and Science.. so.. perhaps
    sooner noW than later they will quit splitting
    hairs out of tradition.. and JUST FUCKING
    DO THE TRUTH AND LIGHT AND SING NOW
    THE HAPPY SONG OF LIFE AS FEARLESS
    LOVE TOGETHER.. I HATE IGNORANCE AS
    IT IS PROPAGATED BY FOLKS THAT FEAR
    AND HATE THE DIFFERENT AMONG US..
    And anyway.. pretty much a moot point here
    in the U.S.. noW but i’ve already lost at least one
    nice Muslim friend in ways of social reciprocal
    communication that NO.. it’s not kool to Stone
    Lesbians in Iran after they are buried in dirt to
    tHeir chest SO they cannot cover their
    eyes.. and be killed like that out
    of hate and ignorance.. anyway…
    while this person.. did not
    agree that Isis should
    kill folks who were
    of different faiths..
    it’s still apparently a free
    for all of torture and agreement
    on the target of God’s Gay Children
    square in misery and suffering way..
    And.. sorry.. although only me and
    one person were human enough
    to disagree with her.. all her other
    American readers stayed silent..
    And that’s where murder..
    torture.. and so much
    more fear and hater
    stuff begins.. ends.. and
    begins for more.. when folks
    do not value humanity enough and
    God who lives in all of humanity and
    all of creation as one and sAMe.. ENUFF
    to FucKinG sPeak up and just say that’s
    enough that’s truly evil so just put a stop
    to it or pay the Karmic consequence as
    mArk my words they will if they do not
    quit murdering people for ignorance..
    in fear and hate.. anyway.. hope
    all the gay folks enjoyed our
    beaches down here..
    as the U.S. oF A..
    is finAlly acting liKE
    ONE NATION UNDER
    GOD as a real Memorial
    Day for the folks who died
    for Life.. Liberty.. and the
    Pursuit of Happiness.. which
    means everyone.. with no exclusions..
    which is one up on the Frigging Catholic
    Church.. i have attended every Sunday
    for going on three years.. THAT iS
    Still Separated from God..
    in ways of fear and hate
    against God’s Homosexual
    children as just another part of
    oF Nature as seen in our closest
    primate cousin.. the Bonobo too..
    As juSt pARt of maKing the balance
    of God’s Nature work how iT should..
    thiS way.. FREED.. NO EXCLUSIONS..
    WHERE EVERYONE GETS TO RIDE THE
    BUS IN FIRST TO LAST SEATING ACCOMMODATIONS..
    IN HEAVEN NOW.. anyway.. the Homosexual folks i have
    kNoWn over the years.. TRUMP… all the FOR CHRIST
    LOVE I HAVE SEEN as compared to homophobes now
    TrUlY iN LoVe liGht oVer thE DArk oF Fear and HATE..
    BOTTOM
    LiNE..
    FEARLESS LOVE
    KiCKS ASS OVER
    FEARLESS HATE..
    iN aLL tHe Trump
    ways of
    THaT..:)

    Anyway.. when people say..
    i don’t have the Key or KA
    to tHe FounTaiN oF YouTH..
    i juSt say oF course i do..
    and heRe iS clear and
    preSent eviDence oF
    wHat thAT COULD
    DO FOR YOU..
    iF yA kNew
    thE secRet
    LoVe PoTioN
    Fearless FReED2..;)

    

    Yep… thaT dArK hAiRed slender girl
    in Egyptian mythology..
    referred to as Isis..
    Nut.. and Mut..
    iS noT
    a real person
    then.. just a prophecy
    oF Sorts for NoW as shE Stands..;)

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 29, 2016 at 9:44 PM

    http://starjessamine.blogspot.com/2016/05/buying-cow.html

    Oh.. Lord.. a quick
    visit over to Shawna’s
    continuaLLy changLinG Blogs..

    as i say..

    Ha!
    As soon
    As i
    Saw Holy
    Now New
    iT is you..;)

    And Shawna says..

    You can spot me
    from a smile(y) away
    any day..:)

    And then i say..

    Ugh.. your myoutube
    lInks aren’t working..
    butt anyway.. read all your
    poems and my favorite one
    iS thE one aBout the fur..
    as it reminds me now of
    3D Anime Monster porn..
    and thaT is so friGGinG
    hilariOuS iN A veRy
    dArk anD furry wAy..
    hmM.. whAT elsE..
    yeaH.. i staY
    hiGh too..
    aLL.. ah..
    Nat
    uRA
    LLy butT i c H i
    baLanceS iT ouT
    WitH DancE anD
    stroKes oF lucK!..;)

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15. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 29, 2016 at 9:57 PM

    Pomegranates in lime coulis, to go….

    “Grain grows best in shit.”

    ~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~

    Oh Lord.. Ain’T thAT thE trUth..
    and probably one of the world’s
    greatest problems iS not enough
    people toe the sand anymore..
    yes.. the struggle noW..
    Now iS most Of thE
    bATtle For heavenoW…
    tHe Victorious neVer
    give up or tUrn to
    Vengeance
    but yeS..
    sWords
    oF WiT..
    SpiT diRt
    iN
    tHeir
    eYes..
    Blind..
    mY FriEnd..
    foR poTenTial aWake
    wiTh SiGht aNd hEAr..:)

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16. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 29, 2016 at 10:58 PM

    Yeah.. i realize iT’s almost
    Memorial Day now but
    truly there is only one
    Holiday for me always
    now.. and that is the
    Independence day
    of the 4th of July
    where alWayS
    noW iS Saturday
    in the park oF Y i..
    and does anyone
    Know what time iT is
    Thanks God i don’t and
    that is why i for one make
    aLWAYS now the Fourth oF July
    oF Independence Day.. and truly
    i Feel sorry for those who do not
    exercise more fully that great
    privilege and right wE have iN
    this country for the unalienable
    God oF Nature giveN right
    for LiFE.. LiberTy and
    the purSuit of
    Happiness thaT
    can mean the
    U.S. oF A.. CaN
    be thE REAL GARDEN
    OF EDEN IN LEGEND WAY
    THAT IS NO MYTH AT ALL AND
    ALL iS RAEL now.. iN a place of
    HeavenOW.. only dreAMed oF..
    days beForE.. anyWay thAT
    daY of allthatis aka God
    and God’s Kingdom
    as gifted as Human
    Fearless Sacred Love..
    iS noW for those who SeeK
    iT.. FinD iT.. and practice allthatiS..
    NoW iN MoVinG.. CoNecTinG.. and
    CreaTinG.. way.. as to lose
    Heaven when it can
    certainly be found..
    exercised and
    practiced aLWayS
    noW as i document
    every God dam day
    here iN Fred’s HeaVeN
    iS possible for many otHeRs
    too.. when they get to tHeir
    own TrUth and LiGht WitH the
    God Of Nature allthatiS now juSt aS iS iS..:)

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17. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 30, 2016 at 8:41 AM

    My CAT is a TAI CHI master

    An Enlightened one of Nature..
    yes..! Yellow Boy doing his early
    morning Yoga Pose in Tai Chi Balance..
    no less balanced than the way he walks to
    conserve all energy for the fight or flight of liFe
    when necessary to reduce cat suffering.. to be at
    ONE with allthatis Nature also known as God.. or
    if you are Buddhist you choose not to name it with
    a humanly designed abstract three letter word concept..
    but never the less a Buddhist Will tale ya.. no less than
    a Christian that Heaven is possible after life and of course
    in life in the State of Nirvana no less than what is relayed
    in the New Testament of so-called Jesus that heaven
    is at hand in a different state of mindful awareness
    away from worry.. yes.. fear.. jealousy.. doubt..
    hate.. and all other con-social emotions
    but HA! IN BOTH Christianity and
    Buddhism.. lust is considered
    a sin.. instead of the
    now scientifically
    evidenced juice
    of most all stuff
    human in creativity
    and basic productivity..
    while meditation is the human
    way of escaping negative thoughts
    and thoughts in general.. Yellow Boy
    is not saddled with this neocortical deficiency
    as such.. as he comes with the full package of
    innate.. instinctual and intuitive ways in mind and
    body balance soul.. of Emotional heArt… expresSinG
    this emoTioNal heArt as SpiRit in yes.. a miNd and boDy
    BaLanCinG soUl.. without the ambulance traffic of worry
    thoughts about oh my God i don’t have the biggest house
    in the neighborhood.. the most shapely breasts or the
    longest God dam dick.. in the gym locker room..
    BUTT!.. YES.. before he got ‘the operation’..
    he FEELS AND SMELLS the value of lust
    to get the job of reproducing
    done.. and there’s no
    holding back
    in wild CAT
    ways of doing that
    for long term survival
    oF tHe cat species at hand..
    and seriously.. out in the wild..
    depending on the resources noW at
    hand.. it can be a real struggle full
    of misery and suffering.. no different
    than what THE BUDDHA DUDE SO-CALLED iN India
    SAW BACK then.. outside of the castle of all
    ya can eat tender vittles.. anyway.. a balance
    yes.. and attachment to material goods and
    making the tools us instead of what we
    naturally are all naked in nature..
    is a big no no.. for simple
    Nirvana and Bliss
    of the morning
    kitty kat
    who lives
    life in the liGht
    of God of aLL Nature at
    Peace.. without all the worries
    of mortgages.. car payments.. and
    sure he still has the tools of claws and
    jaws to survive in the wild like he did before
    he met us two years or so into his wild cat life to
    bring him the easier ability to enjoy early morning
    Nirvana in the SunliGht of GOD ALLONE WITH NO
    GOD DAM HUMAN SEPARATION FOSTERED BY
    FRIGGING WORDS COLLECTED IN BOOKS WITH
    RULES OF PRISON WHEN THERE IS OBVIOUS
    ABUNDANCE THAT COULD BE SHARED IN
    SMALLER HUMAN GROUPS IF WE DIDN’T
    LIVE IN INSANELY LARGE POPULATIONS
    THAT HUMANS ARE STILL ONLY EVOLVED
    TO LIVE with just 150 to 200 sets of
    touch feely naked eye connections
    together as one happy human
    Bonobo-like family that
    uses sex together
    to get rid of the
    frustrations Now
    of Neo Cortical
    existential thoughts
    about what comes next..
    or what was before.. particularly
    in the case of human beings noW with
    books.. and particularly big black books
    that suggest that going away from human
    Nature like repressing lust and becoming
    celibate is a great thing to do to become a
    spiritual leader.. overall.. as we already know
    how that works with pedophile fetish priests.. yes..
    God dam Buddhist Monks and Muslim clerics who have
    also been caught with the little boys pants pulled down..
    and yes.. the so-called men of God partaking of using little
    boys for slaves to fill their sexual desire that would be
    much better used in a willing vagina or hand than
    harming a little boy as history shows always
    happens when humans get out of the
    Nature of God’s Balance that is
    consensual Lust and Love between
    Loving primates..
    where humans
    have made women
    and little boys into slaves
    to suit tHeir whacked out of Nature desires
    now from a life of withholding lust instead
    of letting it go and flow.. in consensual
    non-harming ways.. YEAH.. tHiS iS A SOURCE
    STILL OF MUCH MIDDLE EASTERN AGGRESSION
    AND VIOLENCE By noW SHUTTING DOWN HUMAN
    LUST BY FORCE.. THEREBY MAKING RECRUITING
    TERRORISTS EASY BY LETTING THEM RAPE LITTLE
    GIRLS OF OTHER FAITHS IN CONQUERING THEM.. AND
    PROMISING 72 YOUNG VIRGINS AFTER LIFE IN SUICIDE
    BOMBINGS.. ANYWAY.. i live in Miley Cyrus wrecking ball
    land where sexuality is celebrating in oh so many wonderful
    and lusty ways that increase human creativity and balance
    except for folks with the disease of addiction that are gonna
    get addicted to something to excess that harms them
    no matter what.. as most often the core issue of
    that disease is mammas.. daddies..and or peers
    then and now who did not cultivate the garden
    of touchy feely love at a relatively tender
    young toddler age and in school boy.. girl
    days and even work days too.. all around..
    so yeah.. i veer paths with the ignorance
    of both Buddhism and Christianity.. and
    Islam too as ‘they’ FAIL TO UNDERSTAND WHAT
    FUCKING HUMAN AND GOD GIVeN HuMAN NATURE FeeLinGsEnSes
    EVEN iS.. and to suggest tHeRe is no God as a Buddhist
    and then go on to say you are going to live forever in bliss
    away from this earthly plane is the height of hypocrisy as
    how the fuck do you get to control that if there is no other
    higher power either named or unnamed.. it matters not
    as Yoda Might say as this Force of God that can
    certainly be unnamed but is still God dam named
    when someone calls it the Force one and same
    as Force underlying allthatis same and ONE..
    i say.. LET’S GET REAL.. THiS iS FucKinG
    GOING DOWN FOR REAL ALwAYS NOW
    AND DON’T FOOL OURSELVES TO
    BELIEVE THAT GOD LIVES
    ANYWHERE BUT EVERYWHERE
    ALWAYS NOW.. INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
    ABOVE.. SO BELOW.. AND ALL AROUND.. NOW NOW NOW..
    there is no escaping the God of Nature.. no.. not
    even after death.. as even science shows that
    Energy always exists whether in matter or not..
    and we are energy at core.. same subatomic stuff
    as the Stone of the Mountain of gRains oF sand
    that hold up the Mountain of Love as human
    potential when we work together in naked
    flesh of lust and love instead of against
    each other when we make cars
    lovers and brick houses
    and pyramids
    Gods.. NOW YES..
    now WE are God
    allisGod NOW
    allthatis now…
    and tHeRe ain’t no need
    to fear attraction to breasts
    Penises and Vaginas or even GOD YeS..
    firm male butts if you are a valley
    girl.. depending on whatever the FucK
    God given sexual orientation the God of
    Nature gives ya from birth or extension of
    cultural leaning ways of being in Nurture NoW
    iN aLL.. YES.. BALANCE iS KEY.. ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE
    WITH THE DISEASE OF ADDICTION.. BALANCE Is NoW
    KEY.. VERY POSSIBLE WITH A LOVING FAMILY AND
    PEERS FROM BIRTH WHO MOVE… CONNECT.. AND
    CREATE FROM BiRTH IN GIVING SHARING WAYS noW..
    SO.. ON THIS MEMORIAL DAY WHILE I GREATLY RESPECT
    THOSE WHO HAVE DIED WHO GIVE ME THIS YELLOW BOY
    IN BALANCE OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE BOTH TENDER LOVING
    VITTLES AND THE GOD DAM CALL OF THE WILD TOO IN BALANCE noW
    I SAY JUST REMEMBER YOU ARE A CHILD OF NATURE.. YES GODoNE
    AnD SamE.. both seen and unseen and sure i intuitively FEEL the essence
    of myoUr soUl LiVes forever the same as God dam Buddha.. or Jesus or
    whomever the other countless enlightened primates or such as those
    intellectual and artful beings have come to understand
    all over and beyond the UniVErse and InFinity
    beyond thAT alWays now.. anyWay..
    Yellow Boy is far more advanced
    in being one with God than
    most humans mired
    as tools are
    today.. all
    he needs is fur..
    paws and claws to
    be one with God in
    thE Sunlight oF BreaKinG
    dawn who he is at core noW
    with the liGht of God Now..
    and yes.. the tender loving
    care and tender vittles helps
    but no.. i’M not sure what brand
    name Katrina buys.. but he only
    eats what he needs to get BuY..
    to maintain his youthful God cat
    appearance in balance and bliss
    in the law of claws of God set FReED WitH i..
    Culture.. is an enormously large millstone for a
    human being noW to escape with a vision quest that
    is truly still necessary these days away from spoon
    fed culture no different than the legends of the Buddha
    and the Jesus and whatever is truly historical fAct of those
    two men’s lives.. and sure.. Muhammad rates too.. but OH GOD..
    levels of violence still propagated by that associated religion
    truly does show it doesn’t work well as the sacred text is not
    clear enough for folks as whole to actually practice
    peace and harmony in BaLaNcinG REAL EFFECT.. and sure..
    those problems exist everywHeRe.. including heRe..
    wHeRe humans live in insanely large populations..
    particularly.. in low resource areas like
    desertS of course.. yeah duh.. that’s
    just FucKinG common sense and
    why tHeRe is so much CONTROL
    FOR BASIC GOD DAM SURVIVAL..
    so.. the answers are still
    in A way like the
    ones of the Jesus
    and the Buddha.. they must
    be obtained at the individual level
    in seeking finding and practicing A INdividual
    way that works for each person as we are all
    different in the bio-diversity of God for the
    struggle of life that allows us to survive
    for the longest eras of now
    ALIVeNoW bottom
    linEnoW..
    what works
    works… seek It..
    find IT.. use it.. or
    never NoW find it or lose
    iT as in all stuff animal
    oF God oF aLL LiFeNOW now
    so hEar with my Memorial
    Day treatise on remembering
    who and what we are at core..
    a little Vision quest music and
    the life of the Buddha celebrated
    in PBS documentary way..
    anyway.. no one
    owns the
    trUth and liGht
    but the LiVinG God
    as yes.. Force that lives
    all that is inside us .. outside
    us and all around us NOW above oh!
    so below.. to make the best of iT
    iN INTerdependent relationship
    with allthatis God can be
    YES.. RELATIVE
    HUMAN WILL iN
    MASTERING
    THE NIRVANA..
    THE BLISS OF HEAVEN
    NOW.. BUT REMEMBER2 NO
    ONE OWNS THAT BUT GOD
    AND YOU ALL NEVER A SLAVE
    TO TEXT OR ONE HUMAN ALONE..
    FREEDOM IS FREE
    ALWAYS
    BOTTOM
    LiNE
    NOWFReED..:)

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18. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 30, 2016 at 11:06 AM

    Okay.. so in conclusion here.. while i might still go way up
    back ‘up’ there and finish the Thursday Open
    Link from dVerse poeTry poetic responses
    to keep this Trojan Horse of
    longest Long
    Poem Form
    eva in the
    History of Humankind
    with all the colors that must
    come in to keep it somewhat
    monolithically interesting too..
    going.. approaching 4 million
    words now in this 672nd verse
    as inspired and in covenant
    with God too of course but
    hell no.. it ain’t like
    ‘we’ jUst
    have a beer
    and chit chat
    to discuss this
    stuff but haha..
    it can even be stranger
    than that in non-verbal
    terms too.. hehe.. noW
    of course iN synchronicity
    ways of tapestry of all ‘A
    God Art and science put
    together in one whole painting
    of beauty forevernowallmorenow..
    so anyway.. basic instinct lie of Christianity..
    Islam.. and Buddhism.. the big three religions
    that some folks like to lie to themselves
    and say Buddhism isn’t a religion
    as i pull out my handy dandy
    Wiki instruction on that
    here and quote:

    Okay i’ll go easy on ya..
    and use the long term
    Merriam Webster
    Def. of religion
    AS we analyze
    it in Layman’s
    terms using
    Fred Logic
    here..

    RELIGION

    : the belief in a god or in a group of gods
    : an organized system of beliefs, ceremonies, and rules used to worship a god or a group of gods
    : an interest, a belief, or an activity that is very important to a person or group

    Well.. the truth is Islam.. Buddhism.. and Christianity all meet
    the third part of this three part and or or and definition
    of religion.. and yes.. of course science and
    the scientists WHO passionately
    use science as an interest, a
    belief, or an activity that is
    very important to a
    person or group..
    Jesus F iN Christ
    of course meet THAT
    definition as clearly
    expressed noW iN this
    Symphony of science
    video ‘heRe’.. same passion
    same preaching with emotion
    same mysteries and imagination
    of God and Nature one and same
    of what is known and unknown in
    all the mysteries of what is as is noW..
    Bottom line.. replace the word Nature with
    God and they are talking about the same
    God dam Interconnecting Force as
    Interdependent relationship
    of allthatis AKA GOD ONE
    GOD ALL NOW ALL OK..
    let’s not get caught up
    in priSons of words
    LET’S JUST GET
    REAL AND ADMIT
    IT IS THE SAME
    GOD DAM THING
    ALL REAL NOW.. ALL NOW.. OK..;)

    but anyway here is the clear evidence
    of THAT NOW IN THE VIDEO HERE..

    Okay.. so back to Islam and Christianity now.. the other
    two of the big three religions in the world today..
    Well.. Christianity as whole clearly worships
    a man on a cross named Jesus..
    they stand.. they kneel and they
    bow to Jesus too.. and yes..
    although not all folks
    do this with an idol
    form of Buddha.. it’s
    plain to see many do and
    argue as to who is or is not
    veering from the Buddha’s
    teaching of who’s got the real
    message real of supernatural
    too.. yeah.. legend has it that
    Buddha was born of a Virgin birth
    too.. not unlike the same mythology
    of Jesus.. and Horus of Isis and
    Osiris too.. same story.. just
    different God dam
    actors in
    the play..
    of human history
    stories that house
    the vessels and vehicles
    of Truth or Not and or both
    Truth and Not.. and Islam..
    well that’s a little more tricky
    but as obvious as a man who
    changed the laws of the day
    to get his dick in one more
    little girl who never has
    a chance to find
    her own
    independence
    first before owned
    as a slave back then..
    and sure if your dick
    is really hard as pedophile
    then.. you can get even get
    10 AS more little girls by the
    price of a dowry too historically
    set as precedence by that somewhat
    sick in the mind and body balance
    dude Muhammad.. and Jesus F in
    Christ.. per what so-called Nicene
    Creed talks to about putting the
    dead and alive on trial and
    judging then.. i’ve already
    given plenty of Muslim
    Folks time and effort
    to defend Muhammad
    but they failed miserably
    as they cannot deny the
    lust of his selfish ways..
    over love with slavery of
    others by purchase instead…
    sorry NO.. it pisses me and GodONE
    oFF Very much.. in the eYes sTill of
    stove top burned beautiful young
    women in Pakistan.. tortured ’cause
    A husband didn’t like the slave money
    for the wife enough to be satisfied in
    eyes of Muhammad still then now..
    yeah.. i read about Muhammad playing
    with the dolls of that 9 year old girl whatever
    her name was that he purchased at a young
    age.. and what particularly makes me sick
    is Muslim women come to believe THAT is
    sweet and loving.. when truly it is so
    God dam sick.. in perversion
    of what the greatest
    gift to human
    Love even is
    more than
    sticking a dick
    in a little girl’s private
    parts.. for perhaps the
    reason he didn’t feel man enough
    to do it with an ADULT woman at that
    point in his life.. you know a
    FULLY mature one and not
    a little bitty girl..
    ugh.. this putting
    Devils on trial is not
    a task i like to do.. but
    ya know the Covenant
    thingy and all to bRing
    GREATER TRUTH AND LIGHT..
    God is the Judge.. i’m just
    the court reporter.. and
    scribe.. and sure prophet
    too.. in healing SOMEwayS..
    yep2.. oKay..
    And yes..
    by penalty
    of death.. if ya say
    Muhammad don’t have
    the last word from God you
    can be punished by death
    if you live over ‘there’..
    FAIL.. MISERABLE
    FAIL.. THE GOD JURY’S
    OUT.. MUHAMMAD FAILS
    MISERABLY FOR THE CAUSE
    OF FREEDOM IN GOD’S CHILDREN’S
    FREE EYES AWAY FROM SLAVES THAT
    ARE BOUGHT WITH DOWRIES AND SUCH
    AS THAT.. but yes.. it is what it was and CAN
    be different if more folks wake up and quit
    worshipping Muhammad as a God no
    different than Jesus.. or for the
    folks who bow down to an
    idol of Buddha too..
    and fear to veer
    from whatever tHe
    Fuck he suggested then..
    while humans are never cookie
    cutter replicas as sure some can go
    without lust by nature.. but a balance
    of lust and love is what makes humans
    most creative and productive for survival
    and that is why mostly the United States
    has been the leader of the free world up
    until around now.. where the U.S has
    failed miserably.. recently.. in ways
    of greed.. and killing others
    for the almighty dollar
    of illusion away
    from the
    God of Nature
    now.. well.. anyway..
    YES.. the trUth can hurt..
    NOW but the liGht feels
    great wide awake once
    one arrives there.. and the
    trUth and liGht is.. science so
    far as both a religion and one
    that can see the interdependent
    relationship of all that is one and
    same from inside us.. outside us..
    and all round us above so below..
    is doing the best God dam great
    job so far overall.. with
    at least not raping
    too many little
    girls.. stove
    top burning
    wives.. going into
    Iraq by calling three
    other countries the axis
    of evil.. to use God to Kill
    as a defense.. so dam INSANE..
    or bombing A Japanese ISLAND
    and killing almost 100 thousand
    innocent people there same
    as Iraq over there.. yep..
    most everyone has
    blood on their hands..
    and yes.. science does too..
    as mistakes in the medical profession
    are the third leading cause of death
    in the U.S. now too.. too many folks
    relay on external substances to heal
    themselves rather than the all
    Natural Yellow Boy power
    inside who is doing
    fine by the way..
    after surviving
    feline leukemia
    for around 8 or 9
    years now.. and perhaps
    it is all natural Tai Chi and
    Yoga Poses at peace and
    rest in still call of the Wild
    Balance with a serving
    of tender vittles love
    to keep life
    bright
    and liGht
    now.. it beats
    raping little girls
    for a price for dam
    sure or the spoils of wars
    in promises of 72 virgins
    after life too.. tRust me..
    God over all as God lives
    in all is not very happy with
    the human race.. and sure.. while
    not many people may read this or give
    a shit.. it matters not.. as God
    Speaks For God allone
    iN ALL of US
    never separated
    now when free allone..
    the wages of going against
    that allone is real sin.. the
    balance with it is simply
    Nirvana and bliss
    now
    ONE AND
    SAME AS THE
    HEAVEN OF NOW..:)

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19. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 30, 2016 at 1:18 PM

    OH.. yep.. and in addendum to
    conclusion here..
    iF anyone thInks
    thaT Synchronicity
    is not real.. in terms
    of the ant who has no
    idea what the hive looks
    like when the ant finishes
    the individual of teAM task
    at the end of the day now..
    or the fleA.. who dePends
    on the Dog for its very
    survival but has no
    idea what makes
    the whole
    dog NoW
    tick with
    holy and
    sacred blood
    as meal for life..
    Secrets in plain siGht
    show clearly the phenomenon
    of the same hive LiKE synchronicity
    of human behavior too.. and no.. not an
    individual or even nation effort alone but
    an entire iNnate.. iNstinctual and iNtuitive
    art of creaTiViTy thAt Flows iN God’s eYes
    oF UniVersal Flow as a streAm that flows
    into a River of Ocean one wHole ZonE..
    now.. as wE.. and iT makes mE giggle
    when conspiracy theorists
    on the Internet suggest
    there is some
    kind of WHoLE
    secret corporation
    plan of ruling the world
    in one world new age order
    when it is simply and complexly
    yes.. beyond the human power
    oF reaSoNing to the
    non-empirical
    meaSuRinG
    Art of God
    wHOle nowoNe
    Force of brush
    aS paiNt iN Action
    with beYond inFinite
    hAnds on thE liGht oF
    Brush noW iN yes dARk wAves
    oF negative too.. so the best
    advice is to grab hold of the brush
    and ride in new heights of liGhts ReAL
    wAvE.. trUe.. iT IS A TEAM EFFORT AND THE
    CALL OF GOD HAS BEEN SET FREE back into
    HuMans OF LITTLE AND BIG BLACK BOOKS aS
    DancEs and SonGS oF artistS iN Global Wide wayS..
    and even profit making organizations that sell shoes
    that say JUST DO IT.. iN GOD OF VICTORY OVER VENGEANCE noW
    WAY.. i added in the Vengeance pArt oF Course for a wheeL rehearsed..
    No Harm Clause for the best oF Fearless Love LIFE Now.. a drink of
    water for all when aLL liVes In JuST DoinG Fearless Love LiFE Now..
    so with that sAid.. iT’s Memorial day and the gym is cloSinG early
    for celebration ways.. but no different than when i started a
    little warrior journey as A soldier of God at age 12 with some
    rudimentary concrete and bar weights.. Fearless is required
    to truly express Love.. thE GreaTesT iN love aS Sacred waY..
    so here comes a three hour or so Exxtreme Martial arts..
    ballet-waY iN intense strength training too.. noW witH
    the technology of free FloWinG Nautilus
    Golden Spiral machines that exercise more
    range of motion and paRts of the body
    than just free weight exercises and
    such as that.. but no.. no rat
    treadmill repetitive cage
    movements for me..
    all so freE noW..
    i WiLL Tai Chi-like
    move my way fast and
    slow.. iN InfiNite more and
    potential nuanced Movements
    and Associated EmoTions aS
    experienced per way of peptide
    receptors of positive insPiRinG
    Electronic music with associated
    Neuro-chemicals and hormones way
    noW hiGher to fiRe A praCTiCinG
    play oF Y i.. aS A conTinUinG
    pasSioN oF miNdful bodYFuLL
    Awareness iN balance oF soUl..
    wHere the creaTiVitY iN wayS
    Of DancE and SonG oF poEtry
    WiLL Fly hiGher and hiGheR
    SOaRing around the God oF/iN/aS..
    i.. wE.. mE.. uS.. sAMe ONEnoWonE..:)

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20. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 30, 2016 at 5:36 PM

    

    Oh Lord.. of Beers and Bowling Alleys
    and all them years i had to drink
    a beer to relax.. well.. i’m glad
    i don’t need no more beers
    to Chill out.. and noW this
    ‘tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE’
    is dedicated on Memorial Day
    to my 1st cousin Dickey who died
    in a fiery Helicopter crash in Vietnam..
    back in ’69.. i remember he said he
    always wanted to buy a Camaro and
    marry his sweetheart when he got back..
    Well.. i was fortunate.. was born just at the
    right time where i didn’t volunteer like my
    cousin did for the ’cause of preserving
    life… liberty.. justice.. and the pursuit of
    happiness over here in the
    U.S. of A.. and yes i married
    my sweet heart and drove
    a teal green super
    sporty Camaro
    for all of 14 years..
    and sadly.. since then..
    in ’69.. it’s hard to find a fully
    truly justified war for good
    but never the less.. plenty
    of folks were still fighting for
    freedom no matter what the higher
    ups were arranging for them next..
    and that reminds me.. never thank
    a living Veteran for their service
    on Memorial Day as more than
    likely they will get a little
    indignant.. and i was
    talking to the X-Commodore
    of the Naval Station where i work-
    out about just this same thing a couple
    of hours ago.. yeah.. an amazing dude
    in his 70’s.. still squatting over 400LBS..
    as solid as monument of a Human Rock..
    without steroids.. yeah that Movie Star ‘Rock’..
    in the REAL special services S.E.A.L.
    operation and spending
    years ’66 to ’70 in
    Vietnam witnessing
    the Loss off 44 of his
    fellow sailors to deaths
    as horrible as being chopped
    in half by chopper blades in
    front of friends.. and one guy
    he said who only served 4 hours
    and was killed.. oh.. the price of Freedom
    iN Life.. Liberty.. and our current pursuit of
    happiness has been the steepest price of all
    for many through our history.. and hopefully now
    with more freedom of information.. NO unjustified
    wars where our own young men and women and
    other young men and women of other countries noW
    are NOT sacrificed for a dollar bill.. some reconstruction
    of an oil country or whatever suits the administration
    higher ups.. fancy.. of psychopathic leaning current
    REAL INTENTION.. then.. no more.. JUST DON’T
    DO IT HERE.. NEVER EVER DO IT.. YOU HEAR..
    Life.. Liberty.. Justice.. and the pursuit of Happiness
    are worth dying for overall for the Human species
    to thrive alive.. but lies.. oh no.. OH NO.. OH NO.. NO NO..
    DON’T
    DO IT UNDER
    ANY FucKinG Circumstance
    as trUly the God oF aLL iS watching
    iN and as aLL oF uS.. anD more
    of US are free than
    ever before..
    and that
    counts
    for
    a
    LOT..
    while WE ABIDE..:)

    OKaY.. noW..
    thE otHeR
    YelLow Boy
    CAMe BacK.. TG..;)

    Facebook Friend Rafiah
    from Pakistan says..

    As you talk about inner healing,
    this reminds me to tell you that Ramazan
    is just around the corner. And it all about
    inner healing. I am going to be such a good baby.
    Hahaaa wink emoticon grin emoticon

    And then i say..

    Oh Gosh.. Ramazan is like alWays noW for me..
    and your Ramazan starts the day before my 56th birthday..
    the 6th.. on June 5th.. sMiLes mY friend.. Rafiah.. you
    are always a Good baby to me.. And good to hear from you..
    i miss you ’cause you are my REAL FRIeND.. for
    so long now.. going on
    two years..
    smile emoticon

    Then Rafiah says
    in another Facebook
    Share discussion..

    It’s very surreal where science and arts meet.
    My presentation topic for my organic course was
    biosynthesis of cholesterol in body. When I was
    studying I was so much amazed at the how subtle and
    beautiful the design is. Subhaan Allah, is the word.
    P.s I am sure you’ll google the meaning of
    Subhan Allah yourself. wink emoticon

    And finAlly i say..

    Yes.. Glory bE to God
    when art and science
    comes together
    iN the HUman
    MiNd and BoDy
    iN BaLanCinG souL
    my friEnd also through
    expresSinG EmoTioNow
    noW aS SpiRit to gET
    iT aLL toGeTheR NoW..:)

    And then Rafiah shares
    a Facebook Status about
    “Never Let Me Go”

    and i say..

    Wiki makes
    Me thInk
    Good movie
    And way..:)

    Rafiah says..

    I liked the movie.
    It was bi sad though. But it’s the
    song with the same title that I love
    so much. And me and my friend Juwairyah
    go crazy over this song. Lol actually I go
    crazy an she accompany me in my craziness.
    It was her birthday. So yeah. smile emoticon

    And finAlly iN conclusion i say..

    WeLL… happy birthday to her too..
    and stay crazy wiTh Good EmoTioNs..
    as God WiLL bE Happy WiTh you too..:)

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