Tears of God Vines


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Ah Yes.. Love is blind.. Love is Free.. Love is no mind.. Love is heArt…
Soul is me.. Soul is you.. Soul is us.. Soul is we.. in mind and body
Spirit we see.. Spirit we hear.. Spirit we touch..
Spirit we taste.. Spirit we smell..
Proprioception with nerves..
bones.. ligaments.. tendons..
muscles.. flesh.. and blood
skin all over we
becomes one
with Nature’s
and the six
senses of
with LOVE
And Spirit
becomes union
of me.. you.. us..
and Unconditional Tough
Love is the Seventh LOVE
of God with WE.. all feeling
soul in mind and body balance
heArt of all nuances of emotional
feelings and senses and Spirit
expressing Unconditional Tough
Love Freely.. and then some
humans love with gifts..
quality time..
acts of service.. along with
affectionately connecting touch
for 5 ways of love and then there
is the 6th love of Altruism.. up
to laying one’s life down
for a
AS Sacred Love..
All part of Tree of Life
with no particular order
shape… or size.. Oh..
and then there is
mind and school
and such as
often killing
the rest
of that
Tree of Life with
Tree of Crystallizing
Knowledge as robots sipping
vine of yesterday..
never truly

Loving Now…

Tears of God

Ah.. yes.. important to name one’s fears.. face them..
and let them go.. but to bring in fears that are not part of life..
is not something i care to take part of.. and i no longer watch TV..
and interestingly.. there is no more twilight sleep of the random
memories of a day spent in someone else’s play..

i find comfort in a voice that belongs to me..:)

But wife Katrina says she likes to see the bad
guys get caught.. but reality doesn’t always
work that way.. i’ll stay in one.. that is light..:)

The ride in nature.. is a ride i love too..
in the steps of nature come true..
and truly the beauty..
is in each step and cycle..
of tales alive..:)

A move to home.. a hope for grass..
a fear of sand.. is what i live first..
and with all the lush of green..
now the sand i love..
the most i feel
in toes of
sand.. alive as
me.. as grains
of sand become

Ah.. yes.. when we see the painted layers of life..
on human form.. a jagged edge of colors lorn.. tale me..
my mind is deeper ..not torn.. as lorn makes sense..
and i know not why.. before Google tells me so…

Ah the irony of reality..

the layers of what is now..
is so much more than
born that’s now..
a synergy of canvas
tapestry.. is where we live

Well.. the Navy station I spend decades..
as a civil servant as well.. is noted for huge
mutant jet fuel watered frogs.. in fog point
morning of ‘copter wings…

Amazing the depth of those bullfrog roars..
and truly any Chinese Restaurant dreams of legs..

As a younger man.. i enjoy the waves more..
with tight breasted shirts..

and polished high heels..

but that is before the office
life part of the career.. it
takes five years of that
part to almost kill me..

Frogs or not.. or
horny toad waves..

ah.. the old terms
of the salty sailors..

and Racoon ways..:)

Ah.. a life of youth in river front fishing with cane poles for me..
and the jagged faces of lives of elders lived hard and well..
soft hands are mine then.. and finally the callouses of life
come.. and TG the heart is no longer hard.. as love
is the fish i catch for now..:)

Yes.. the map of brain.. a structured place of mechanical
cognition.. the things.. the objects.. no rings.. the places
without feelings.. are maps of cold.. so i throw the map
away.. and hitchhike my way
across emultimotionverse..:)

Ah… for me too.. the escape of North Florida
humidity and heat.. thunder and lightening..
and pouring rain.. but eventually
tropical mist.. to cool a face..:)

I am so amazed at the nature of
sidewalk life.. when the oceans of life..
and wilderness ways.. live on in focus
to live alive.. never
seeing care of
human way..:)

The songs and hues of Nature are
my favorite things too.. to smell
alive is to see the color’s view..:)

To live the eyes of bandit way..
To feel the fur of Raccoon moves..
To see the eyes alive.. yet dark circles
yes.. is to be more than thief.. without
bounty of Nature’s Love..:)

Wife sees me as beast.. i see her as beauty..
i do get the best of that deal.. and she does
the household duties.. and i’m not sure
what i am.. i just am.. just am..
just the facts ma’am.. i tale wife..:)

Ah.. to find peace in Unconditional Love of GOD
tough or not.. is a place i’ll stay weathered
through storms and sun delight..:)

Ah.. yes the prompts of the morning cats.. is purr over me..
and a scratch on vanity mirror that tales tell tails…
of love’s morning meows..
I’ll live for that for
fur of love
that stays
with me
sounds grand piano for we..:)

Ah.. yes.. peacocks of presents are not a way of love for me..
but my wife has at least a thousand dolphins..
as gifts of bottle nose.. and fins
are her way of Love..
more dolphins come…
‘Yes.. dear’.. more

Ah.. yes.. the handcuffs in arms of bird and cage..
where left arm is bird of free..
and right arm is cage of prison..
Ah.. how these metaphors
do come in fruition for
right-brain and
left-brain converse
hands of living..:)

Ah.. the sweat of flowers is the rain of dew..
the dew of humans is a flowering heart..
the work of art.. is in between..
circling around a

Ah.. yes.. the awe of the breakfast ritual.. measure down
to the omelet truth.. but wait thERE are no eggs..
in story.. true.. but i am dreaming the
eggs are scrambled
in a mind a like
that is

A coffee cup of memories.. a rich brew can tale..
but is there any more coffee less poetry
of this..:)

Yes.. the pitfalls of life often do come
to greater love connections..
and those who do pass on..
continue to live in
those loving eyes..:)

Now that i write
21 micro poetic responses
in two hours.. i’ll hit the bed..:)

10:16 to 12:19..;)

yes.. with more to come now..:)


Ah yes.. the bronze cup of beauty
filled to ooze no longer with
snooze.. a bright
new day
of life
Yes.. there’s nothing
like a stiff cup of coffee
early in the morning.. to get going….;)

Ah.. gay Paris.. or is it Perrier.. not sure.. but the lights
of eyes in glistening water.. of rain dripped streets..
do bring nostalgia of a time well spent
dancing in the rain.. in
French moonlight..:)

Ah.. the twilight last forever now..
but the break of dawn with walks of others..
is certainly a delight that
nary fails.. with rising spirits
in loving now.. the red hued sun.. comes
bright so long.. so long.. is now.. of love..:)

WeLL.. they tell me i am crazy.. so smart.. three degrees.. you shouldn’t
just be helping other folks recreate.. you can be a really special
guy in a suit.. with special title of life..
Oh no! not.. me.. ! i’m smarter than
that..! people are where it’s aT!

noT title machines.. BUT
eventually ‘they’
force me
to become a
‘big one’
in office.. YES!
the trap is set..

and yeS.!. truly THAT almost kills me too..
Humans are not meant to multi-task..
that’s a job for computers.. not
a flesh and blood
at least like
me.. he HE!



When a tree falls..
in a forest without humans..
God sings a lament of Joy…:)

Ah the synesthete.. a true Athlete of internal senses..
emotions.. and symbols of mind enjoining..
spring rains of bells ringing..
in heaven and hell and all between..
tHere is certainly a spectrum..
of this reigns true..
the drops of rains on fire..
reins strings of cold..
in Winter’s heat.. of golden
and red shade numbers..
dark and sparkly.. bright alive..:)

Ah.. the death of young men do enter
virtual worlds.. where even women
no longer exist.. ah.. the controller
of rat laced buttons of life laced
with opiate of fading loss..

Fertility rate going down..
perhaps that is a plus
of virtual worlds.. plus
the human cost of course
of loving
young men
become the
Matrix more…

OMG! I love your comment the most.. this is what I do everyday
for almost two years.. everywhere I go.. OMG! i have
541 Facebook selfie profile photos for everyday..
i make myself a work of art and lose friends
along the way.. and yes.. gain some too..
to keep the balance too..and yes..
i dance everywhere i go..
no matter what the stiff
boards do..
Be you! BE FREE!
That’s all that
really COUNTS
in life
you know..
yes! you do know
you tell us here!..:)
Big smiles.. love
the simple

So hard when the wine of life dries up..
been there done it for too long in
life.. just to be wine.. at all.. is
great.. to appreciate the
simple is enough
for me..:)

But haha! it doesn’t
always come out
that way.. for
now my
runneth over
at least.:)

Ah.. the beauty of graphite lined artful
words.. yes.. at a bank today.. filling
some paper work.. out.. far
beyond retirement years
of work.. wondering
if i even can use
a pencil cursive
does change it all..
But a blessing for me
with Motor Dysgraphia..:)

If not for a computer over
10 million words from me
in close to five years
will never exist
and Digital
Keyboard i
for now..:)

5:44 makes 31
and end for
now.. in
for a while..:)

And that’s about
an average writing
time of 10 per
hour.. or 6 minutes
each.. as OH GOD..
i can’t help it..
i like

Ah.. the peace of mind..

in understanding that all

of creation is a seed..

and we are bloom

of seasons

to come again..:)

A garden of love

is truth of all



Ah yes.. the relics in life become a part of the emotional expression of us.. and truly when one creates a ‘bench like that’ with the hearts physically constructed as part of structure.. their soul lives on.. like the shell of Nautilus mansion.. even 21 years after the fact.. as last post proves…

And yes.. perhaps 100 years after.. in a random Google search all our souls will live on far after this terrestrial life.. in the eyes of souls of others.. in all the words of hearts that become edifices of our soul and hearts as well.. expressed in spirit of words..:)

All things we connect our emotions to in life

from words to broken down benches

are idols of souls and hearts.. and spirit expressed….

All is GOD; tHere is no idol too small or too large to worship

GOD from Golden Calf to the eyes of the most lovely girl in the world..

All is GOD and all is GOOD in the eyes of GOD that IS no limitations in expectations infinitum.. and


And that’s the truth


Unconditional TOUGH Love..

put into action..

that humans can reflect
in a broken down

as well.. as the eyes of the most
beautiful girl in the world who
IS Mother Nature







Well, the same so-called Gnostic Jesus;
as reported; also says he’s not here for peace;
he’s here to start wars for the change he seeks.


And true; that does come true; with or without him; to expand the Holy Roman Empire.

Is that moral; maybe or maybe not; as morals are constructed by humans and not by GOD.

GOD gives humans innate instinct and intuition; and part of that is the tribal instinct of ‘my team
is better than yours’. And of course we are all subject to this GOD given instinct; however, GOD
gives choices for humans; the choice of rational decisions to avoid calling folks ‘Jerks’ when
‘we’ don’t know what the hell ‘they’ are even talking about in the first place, fully.

In other words; develop mastery over your emotions and ask questions or pose
assumptions in a non-direct way; like it seems you are doing this rather
than you are doing this; as the truth IS we all perceive different
‘your’ will
not mine.

The World ‘you’ live in now, is not the same world ‘you’ live
in the next moment; even if ‘you’ take great effort
in keeping it the same way by repeating
the words of ‘just a man’ who
likely lives 2K years ago;
just as fallible
as any of the
rest of us;
and yes,
by the
inability to
the tribal instinct
and go for peace
instead of conflict,
aggression, violence/war.

I walk softly and carry a big
stick that is my inherent nature
as ‘Lion and not Mouse’; I need
not call people names; as I have no
one to compare myself to as either
As I too, am once ‘Mouse’,
too; And truly only ‘mice’
call other ‘men’ names;
behind the cover
of an avatar

The difference is
I can prove I
am ‘Lion’
of course;
at least by
sound of

That is the
most worthy
and basic instinct
of GOD given talent
for survival; both ‘then’
There is no fooling the
GOD of Nature; only
working with
the God of
as little
bitty humans….

To know ‘yOur’
place in GOD
given Nature
is to

And of course, both ‘you’ and
‘I’ are entitled to ‘our’ opinions;
but neither of ‘us’ are entitled
to rule the opinions of ‘others’.

Only the God of Nature Rules
human; unless enforced rules
are the rule of lesser humans.

Trust me; OR NOT; I’m more of a ‘goat’ than ‘you’ will ever be.

For one thing; if you are a goat; you can show your ‘face’;

beyond a Snake. I have a photo with hooves; how about you..;)

And somehow the hooves arrive in the photo;

with no effort

from me.

Perhaps that is


of some

There is only one GOD of Nature;
to suggest that there is any separation;
is the height of ignorance of what tells
the truth
before one’s

‘Pan or MIN
or Peter

Just a metaphor;
by A way,
for a
of the TRUE

And by the way; I do NOT
click on random YouTube
links with no description.

You’ve already shown that
is your weak way of pejorative
personal attacks; I rarely forget
anything; but sometimes arrogance

Truly, it’s the tribal instinct.

Folks are raised to believe

common stuff for social bonding.

Social bonding for human animals is the most important general need for
any social animal. The tribal instinct among humans is integral to that.

IN some countries, female genital mutilation is considered part of the
moral social norm; in others it is slicing off
foreskin, for a 20% member discount,
at birth, for males, including
ours of course, as part
of social esteem;
and religious

Truly the only escape is back
to human innate, instinctual
and intuitive nature in smaller
population groups; sharing
and unconditionally loving
in mind and body
balance, as all
social animals;
even wolves
in the wild
survive in strength
and social cooperation.

The true new age is the
old age; I do it with
freedom on my own;
and am seriously
IT takes work but
it is worth all
the sweat
and all
blood; yes
blood, sometimes
literally; challenge;
adaptation; change
is the way to both
ANIMAL human
Heaven of Now.

And another way to ‘Christos Energy’
is through the exercise of ‘Yogi
Meditation’; and associated
‘Kundalini Energy’
as metaphor
for Christos
as well.

This video is simplified
enough for a small child;
to both understand and

if nothing
but for the
lessons in the
greatest wisdom
of peace of mind
and body GREATER
balance, in a life that
is evolved to be much
more in old ways, than
illusions of new ways
of com-

And also too, providing the link below; that also addresses the metaphor of Quantum
Human Awareness that I love to use; For me, it’s just a metaphor; but the Truth
may ‘lie’ in Quantum Physics, for the Collective Cosmic Consciousness of ALL;
even beyond Google and such as that in TECH Life, Haha!


ARE you seriously so controlled by your environment that scrolling past some text makes you uncomfortable.

At YOU over 60; I can only say I’m sorry that you have no mastery over your mind and body in balance over that.

No one; and I do mean no one or anything makes me uncomfortable; And that my friend is the whole point

of my posts; ways to avoid being controlled by the environment; and ways to develop mind and body in balance.

If you ever get there; trust me then, you will be the one in control; not your environment; particularly cultural

environments that are diverse; and much further than what your mind can comprehend; obviously.

There is no way you can possibly hurt me ‘little’ man;

I’ve been to places of hurt you cannot possibly fathom,

per medical literature, literally, speaking.

And survived and am stronger than

anyone you know in real life;

I promise you that.

Just carry on and ignore me;
or not; I do not care; you
are just a ‘gnat’ to me;
flying by;

Continuing in your
attempts to try to
bother me; but i’m not sorry;
I know ‘your kind’; all to well.

Ha! you are


at most, to me,

as you are, and yes

I do like that ‘kind’..;)

NO, I am not desperate to impress;

I do it naturally every day; and that’s a fact.

In fact, the volume and number of compliments

I get from folks in real life like I’m so excited to meet

the dancing legend makes me rather uncomfortable.

The issue with Autism is with the higher functioning type; science is finding now it is an issue of epigenetics for many folks and limiting ways of thinking and not increasing physical intelligence that is the cause of much functional disability, including difficulties with emotional regulation; sensory integration; and cognitive executive functioning, including focus and short term working memory.

Movement therapy is now used

to treat theses very symptoms of Autism.

This makes perfect sense, as Eastern philosophies through the martial arts have made men and women into the archetype of ‘Superman’ many times through history. Bruce Lee is of note in recent history. Jack Lalanne is another who exceeds human potential through will of mind and body in balance exceeding limitations for humans assumed before.

And Art therapy is now used as therapy for Autism; however, strict instructions for art will not work; real emotional expressing art focuses on the expressions of unlimited emotions without mechanical cognition restraints, per the metaphor of paint by numbers.

I bring to the table here that more is possible than some of these folks who sit glued to their computer and never leave the proverbial basement of mom and dad’s house may think there is by the idea that Autism is mostly an innate issue rather than a cultural negatively epigenetic produced one of limitations on physical intelligence, which also increases non-verbal intelligence that is the most important type of reciprocal social communication for effective social interaction.

Human beings have the potential for positive Epigenetics in effect and AFFECT in unpacking DNA through environmental challenge, adaptation, and change. Same as the general process of neuroplasticity; however, with epigenetics the results can look like miracles in looking from the outside; instead of understanding the real physical human potential of this in both mind and body balance through neuroplasticity and epigenetics.

Mind and body are the same general ‘thing’;

receptors for memory in intelligence and

emotions are both in body and brain.

To believe that life lives in a computer screen, a lecture, or a book; or a mechanical cognition activity like playing a video game is a cruel way to treat a highly evolved mind and body; when and where finally tuned thrives in the joy of life.

A cat rolling around in the sand in the mid-day sun is ‘happier’ than most people for this very FACT that the cat has mind and body balance and this certainly is NOT LIMITED to Autism; as half the nation in the U.S. is on some kind of pain medication for chronic pain; much of which is somatic in origin, as indirect or direct results of chronic stress; and associated emotional dis-regulation; sensory dis-integration; out of focus; out of short term working memory potential; and out of mind and body balance to put it in layman’s terms.

I know I am incredibly intelligent friend;

and am still assessed with off the chart IQ by professionals

who help me with my 19 medical disorders

during my catastrophic synergy of illness as a shut-in in my home for 5 years.

However, at that time I tell them I am incredibly retarded, because my emotional intelligence is gone, as compared to before my synergy of catastrophic illnesses. I also stumble when I walk, as my physical intelligence becomes retarded, as well. At that point I clearly understand that physical and emotional intelligence are much more important than book learning, my friend. A person with an IQ of 70 is head and shoulders over me then. And yes, I do have a measured standard IQ of well over 130; graduating 11 out of a class of 381; and then going on with a triple major and three college degrees; and successful upper pay grade eventually with government service, at a quarter of a century there; leadership classes with the county; etc. etc. etc., my friend.

Those doctors could not help me; I cured myself by looking within and finding the innate instinctual and intuitive answers in mind and body balance; and through at least some empirical means of measure through the AQ quiz moving from 44 to 45 to 11 on that scan for Autism; the non-science Aspie Quiz from 195 to 92; and the Emotional Intelligence test from mid 50’s to 95 in just the course of a Summer through what even professionals call a religious type miracle; I know this is epigenetics in real time effect and affect; and what the professionals describe as recovery from Autism.

My recovery is in both the art of connecting emotions to language in free verse poetry with no man-made instructions and the physical intelligence of increasing mind and body balance literally to core of abdominal muscles in any direction I walk or dance through ballet and martial arts style dance-walk I make up as I go; now for over 3600 miles measured by Nike GPS Sports Watch, everywhere I go in public, with my gorgeous shopaholic wife.

After recovery, I look to science for similar answers and find that science is now finding these same answers to help many folks stuck out of mind and body balance. One quick book of reference on the cutting edge is by a Medical Doctor titled ‘The Body Keeps Score’.

The difficulty with further scientific study is it is not considered ethical to do large studies on humans like this; so, much of it is limited to case studies; however, the FACT IS it works.

If I did not find these answers;

my life will still be stuck in a bedroom, all closed-in;

Instead, my life I evidence in human potential for others, and provide a way of understanding this through many avenues of communication; the greatest of which is the nonverbal dance itself that inspires hundreds; if not thousands of folks to participate in this type of dance in my local metro area to increase their own mind and body balance;

Albeit, mostly at the bar I attend with young folks where the hundreds of photos of gorgeous women I supply here for proof for the naysayers, smile ear to ear with me, with the muse of dance I bring to them.

But even so, literally hundreds of people throughout my metro area videotape me and share this new art of dance all around the world for potential of others to try it more, on Facebook; and potentially gain greater mind and body balance in simply the bliss I have by doing this everyday of my life.

Sometimes you have to stand on a desk, my friend; per example of the Dead Poet’s Society movie to get people’s attention first before they will notice anything in life. Particularly, in a day and age where science measures the average attention span of human beings as that of a gold fish.

While my hyperbolic style of communication may not be comfortable for some folks here; it is precisely the pill that works for communication for the novelty seeking crowd of a culture that is always looking for the new thing to do.

And the hyperbolic style of dance is what the young folks, in particular, crave; in a culture of Walmart Walkers who are more or less the Zombie Apocalypse come true. A life spent in head of worries; instead of simple animal homeostasis, in mind and body balance.

And listen up; over 1.1 million folks view what I do, just on my Google Plus page.

Just ’cause it is not your limited cup of tea my friend; does NOT mean ‘Jack’ in the much bigger real world.

It’s not a place of limitations anymore for folks who can see further than their own illusory limitations.

I have NO limitations my friend. That is why I am the only male in the world on YouTube that is leg
pressing 930LBS, turning 55 on June 6th, with arms raised in the air on a parallel leg press machine, 14 times slowly and surely, which is much more difficult, per bio-mechanical advantage, than the standard vertical leg press sled machine that most leg presses are limited to on the YouTube sources for this.

When I do this the look is HOLY SHIT;

AND YES, I have the Video to prove

that the response in real time is HOLY SHIT TOO.

I PROVE what I do, my man, to let other folks know that real life miracles are possible; epigenetics is real in this way; and to put limits on life is to reduce the potential for human potential to become a real Legend and Hero in what I hear from folks in the public on a weekly basis that I humbly appreciate; but still know what I do is far from what folks like Bruce Lee and Jack LaLanne do in life.

But to give myself credit, I did start at age 53,

and am only 21 months into what

may eventually be


Don’t worry; you’ll be informed.

Perhaps you’ll hear about it in the news. Winks..;)

The cynical voices around here are poison to human potential.

I don’t like poison; the voices though; not the humans behind the voices.

‘Those’ I deal with on case-by-case basis, to whatever is required to make MY CASE..;)

BUT anyway, it is freedom of expression; the greatest freedom of all.

Trust me, you will never deter me at all; you cannot imagine the places
I have been or ‘grow’ to now, my friend.

Not saying I know yours either, or I want to, for that matter at all; from
the vibes of you, my friend.

But yes; I believe in freedom of expression and will freely die for
that if necessary. So say what you want, and I will casuAlly listen..:)

my friend….

Yes, what I see as

darkness muses me

the most, in some ways….

so yes; that makes you MY friend, for sure..:)

Well, if you do not believe music is an excellent tool for life, it will not be.

Without belief in something; you might as well not use it.

With the Emotions of Faith, Hope, and Belief,

almost anything is possible in life, for NOW.

And OG, I’ve already proven how that manifests
in my life time and time again, here; and yes, even
science now shows that listening to
Electronic Rave Music without
even the dancing
can generate
the fountain
youth in
older human
beings aka HGH,
Human Growth Hormone.
Perhaps, that is where my 930LBS
LEG pressing, arm raising, 14 times,
power comes from, as it certainly is not
from my naturally low occurring levels of
Testosterone; just measured at 221, last month.

The use of high frequencies of sound is shown now
in science to levitate small objects. Perhaps that is
part of why I float on terrestrial land in metaphor
while listening to music and dancing walk in RAVE
WAYS; additionally, with electronic music in the
dancing bars I go; Yes, people describe the
way I move as water, to use a Bruce Lee
metaphor, as well.
TO discount
the power
of belief in
life, can be
to discount
life short now; and now
there are NO if ands or
buts or even politics to
that my friend. It is the
science of mind and
not not the scientific
method, as that is
way too small
to measure
and Superwomen
in life, who do MORE
than ‘robots’ on ‘Sidewalk’ ‘talk’.

At any rate, as always, thanks for the muse..:)


The Big
Bang still
makes music;
for what that’s worth.

I hear heaven Allnow.

Others hear a song of Nihl.

The bottom LINE NOTE is
music CAN and does drive human will.


‘And on that note…
….this song.’

Oops, oh, my goodness; I forget to answer the question.

There are elements of reason and myth in the bible.

But the overall truth is, the bible is a work of art coming
from the creative mind of human beings; per free verse
poetic expressions in parables, psalms, and such as that.

This creative mind that generally speaking is the ‘right
brain’ is more related to social cognition activities,
including cognitive and affective empathy,
music, and yes, art in general; as well
as connecting in sensual
ways of human

Unfortunately, in modern societies
as culture becomes more of a ‘left
brained’ way of mechanical cognition;
the development of the art of mind is
failing among the general populaces as humans
become more like machines than the balanced
connecting works of art they are overall evolved
to be. The overall result of this is humans are no
longer creating new ways of looking at the world in
artful ways of being. Instead, the words of others becomes
gold; including the works of art in the past; like the bible
in all its gold and tainted human art of life. That’s a real
problem being stuck in the past; whether it is the bible, science,
or even the strangest of pagan and or occult beliefs. Truly Aleister
Crowley gets one thing correct. Human relative free will with LOVE
in do as thou wilt; instead of following the rules of times gone past,
is the way of true freedom of human expression. I thrive as I do not
limit my learning to any avenue; any TYPE of person; per standard IQ
or anything else. This world is big and everyone has something worth
while to say; for those who listen, learn, and do learn something, at
least, from the greatest to the least; where the meek often
have the greatest lessons of all to learn
about a simple life
of LOVE and
like the other
really smart
animals who
live this

The rest of it; most of it
anyway; as far as intellectual
pursuits; is mental masturbation
by the time the game of love is over
for the time
in human
relative free

But yeah

People will not
STOP that either..;)

I’ll take the FACT that ANA expresses
empathy toward other folks here

and does not ride them down;
any day over science.

Science is just a tool.

Humans are real.

Get real.

Just a suggestion…;)

Her own values of human compassion, dignity,
and selflessness will take her further in life
than any science

ever will…

no matter where ‘they’ come from.

But I’m not talking about a job.

I’m talking about enjoying life;
and connecting to other REAL
flesh and blood folks…

And a Philosophy or Science that
does not include that is nothing much of
all of real human value when flesh and blood


If it ever does.

The greatest wonderment of evolution
of any animal is the capability of
healthy human beings to love
and socially cooperate.

Anything else is below
this greaTEST OF
ALL human
on Earth,
at least..:)

Seriously, sometimes
‘this place’ needs an enema..;)

And ‘this place’ refers to all of online ‘adventures’ where ‘avatars’ make
folks not culpable for the lack of basic humanity in human
cognitive and affective empathy for other human beings.

In real life, people open doors for folks, where I live.

And for folks that openly ride other folks down; there
are real flesh and blood consequences for that as well.

Those are the rooms of life, I enjoy the most.

Most of online is sick; very

sick in this
way and



Check your heart Dent; again, just a suggestion.


God! she is a saint

I am hoping for a laugh as the wink might elicit that is tongue in CHEEK; but never the less, strong disagreement, like I do not give a dam what you think, and BOLDING is an improvement.

There is HOPE for you Mr. Dent.


I am no ‘tattle tale’; but I am a ‘Behavior Modification’ expert.

Just another area of my expertise…

I believe in full disclothsure and disco..;)

Well, ‘dear’, in terms of endearment and joy; in case you never peruse it, when I provide the direct links before; the ultimate truth of that falsehood about you doubting my joy; is as simple as typing in with quotes, in a google search, ‘God’s Muse of Dance’. And when you see the grinning faces of well over two-hundred gorgeous girls with me, grinning just as big; some hanging all over me, for the muse of dance I bring to them; if you cannot see the Kingdom of Heaven of Now; you will never see it, my friend; at least from the outside looking in.

And OH MY GOD; I’m just joking about the frigging BM (behavior modification expert) stuff;

Isn’t IT obvious by now I’m a clown. That is my social role in life,
friend. It’s much fun and sometimes a challenge;

but the rewards are priceless.

After all, I give you three videos to clue you in on that..;)

But I’m serious, Art; bliss IS in the flesh and blood heART;
not the abstract thought mind; And yes, imagination,
creativity, and ART expressed as spirit in FLESH
AND BLOOD ways from human souls, in mind
and body balance; fully alive for now;
connecting with other humans
and the rest of Nature aka God
in the metaphor of Spirit.

And I know nothing about your sexuality or sensuality; but trust me that
is a core of all human imagination, creativity, and productivity; in ART
connecting to what you LIKE; and yes, the scientific method in
the science of human lust and love; evidences this too;
Yes, you can look that up on Google, if you like, too..:)

And if the first piece of evidence

is not enough to convince you;

There is another one called ‘666 Months of Dance’.

With around a hundred more women; give or take.

I also share my nude art with them; and they FEEL
IT’S COOL; ‘can I have a link to that’; is what they ask.

No, not all; but some; I do not want to exaggerate..:)

Trust me; I get around Much MUCH further than
this little place; in ‘imaginary online’, far, far
from the flesh and blood; I for one, FEEL
IN PERCEPTION; never limited to words
and analytical life, alone; in flesh and
Blood Life, with all my favorite friends..:)

Albeit; mostly female;
always have been and AM still,
a LADY’S MAN; it’s a great way of life;

And if nothing else, I tell you; you
will believe; my joy all the time
is irrefutable, as evidenced
in those

If not; I’ll just
giggle, as you
are being silly, too;
if you do not
google that
as truth.


Lighten up Arthur.

We are one life;
for NOW;
and it
is much more
than either
words or science;
or food, for that matter..:)

At least; THAT potential is tHere.

Oh yeah; and the biggest Kicker
is I’m turning 55, on June 6th;
‘not’ to mention being a
shut-in, for five long
years, with all
the 19 disorders
just ending
22 months

While I’m out having the time
of my life; my peers sit
still on mall benches;
looking grim.

That doesn’t have to
be your future; but
the future is
my friend; it
takes FLESH
be always
in simple animal homeostasis
in A mind and body
balance of a

where much more
than fingers do the

Epigenetics IS SERIOUS
STUFF, Arthur Dent dude;
and, I for one, in case-study
prove just how cool it is.

Use it or lose it;
most definitely
does apply;
in both positive
and negative
in just one

While you ‘guys’
are worrying about facts
of the past, I am creating
a great now, for me;
in coolest Epigenetic

It is the greatest
Wonderment associated
with Evolution in
just one life;
‘it’ is.

Believe ‘it; or not;
in ‘Ripley’s terms’
of Fred the clown..:)

The ‘tears’ of
‘this clown’
are joy,
my friend..:)

Oh Lord, the differences and fallacies of the
detail folks vs. folks with BIG PICTURE vision.

As Above so Below, is of the oldest wisdom of human beings
with bigger ‘eyes AND ears than ants’ to observe the natural world around them.

As a culture of Agriculture the idea that humans are formed from dust and clay/dirt
is not that big of a jump of logic when most ever thing one eats is formed from dust and dirt/clay.

And yeah that stuff we eliminate is not too far from what the herd animals have in common with us as well, as domesticated cats and dogs.

Well, the similarities of all stuff comes into purview that humans have this oneness with all of that;
where at least some humans, reflect all of that with the way their minds work too, as they come from all of that;
all together, as is now.

It scares some humans who think they are so special,
as separate from the rest of nature; where they cut foreskins off
to separate themselves from the other HE mammals.

It’s just common sense friend.

Something the GOD of Nature gifts human beings with ‘bigger eyes’ to see.

The scientific method is necessary in modern terms, as it can be the difference between life or death, when it comes time to analyze the dangers and efficacies of modern pharmaceuticals and much more than that.


I for one as a human being

can see truths of nature

from the time I am three,

before I can speak,

with this common human perception
that goes well beyond words, my friend.

And truly science shows that not all folks

can visually image the world and interpret it like this.

I am a non-verbal child not speaking until age 4,

with a hyperlexic form of Autism,

so interpreting the symbolic
nature of reality

is my area of expertise.

This verbal writing stuff for me,

is only the epigenetic effect of unpacking
the potential of my DNA, through the physical challenge of losing effective use of my sight and hearing for
5 long years. Before that writing or oral speaking, is difficult for me, in terms of output. Now it flows, baby..:)

Practice, practice, practice, practice makes flow a reality in human terms of creativity.

Flow requires no conscious planning or awareness in thought.

No doubt that the folks who write the free verse poetry of the bible and are not limited to standard metered structured poetry are likely hyperlexic-leaning as well, along with the ability to provide the much deeper meaning of nature as GOD that is hidden in the abstract terms of the bible that literalists are not able to interpret.

Genesis, while crude in its approach makes perfect sense,

as first there is dark then light and

eventually humans come from

dust and clay as metaphor.

Well, the scientific method, in its much finer

detailed approach to understanding nature

and the truth of existential reality for humans

just proves that fact more than ever before;

and the idea of a cycle of life in nature

and a seed of reality

exploding into existence

receding and dying like a wave of the ocean,

and gaining life again in return from shore is

poetic above so below reality, and JUSTICE, my friend.

And ‘true poetry’, is connecting the dots of stuff in life from abstract mind reality to physical concrete reality and the converse; that the whole enchilada of existence is a living and dying thing and living thing again; and all of reality is a cycle of death and life.

And OH MY GOD, if the worst case scenario comes true and we get just one shot at this thing called life; in regard to infinity; and the death and rebirth and death and rebirth infinitum, does not bring a conscious awareness back ever again, on a personal level;

The greatest gift of our reality is our imagination and our ability to shape our realities with it, in flesh and blood life; as I for one, prove is possible with the documentation of my life.

But alas, this reality of GOD’s Nature does not necessarily have to be fair; although Karma could reckon that out; if that is also real in terms of that above so below thingy too; as one can clearly observe the effect and affect of Karma in just the span of one lifetime, who has ‘eyes’ to see this.

But anyway, if life’s not fair, and you do not have the ability to imagine your reality in life and make it come to fruition in flesh and blood terms, like I do now, everyday of my life, since I attain this highest of human potential, as I prove in my life everyday and document;

I am truly sorry you cannot; and hope there is another life for you, when and where you can, in terms of now; as there is no bliss possible known now, as great as one created by human imagination and creativity in real flesh and blood terms; that can be proven, irrefutably so, like I have done here time and time again.

Perhaps there are the chosen ones in life; and if so
I for
IN this way;
to allow
this grace
of GIFT;
IF only
in one
lifetime; it
is still
BLISS forevermorenow;
And most definitely
the metaphor for
God lives WiTH in me friend;
and I co-create with GOD;
If all folks cannot do that;
that’s just horrifyingly sad
to me; and proof that this
realm of existence can be
both Heaven and Hell
for two separate
one co-creating
with GOD; and
one separate from
GOD in this one way
that can be two or
Much more, of course;
as each human being
Universe is unique;
as already proven
science, in detail
ways of analysis,
per the scientific
method; but still
that is just frigging
common sense for
me from the time
Even then I CAN see the
differences in the perceptions
of animals as well as humans,
in regard to unique Universes
of perception other than mine.

That is my Autistic

And there are many more
silent ones out there like I AM
before; with the cognitive and
affective empathy of
14.5 billion
and much much

can talk;
and share THAT

Whether or NOT
folks have eyes
and ears to see
and hear

So yes, in terms of
as above so below;
the Wrong Planet,
in at least one
way, is both

I AM at least;
that one way

here, at least.

And if I am the only
one who can see that;
it’s not strange at all;
at least not for me.

The folks like me
are more likely in the
reading audience;
interpreting the
greater realities
of life silently,

Perhaps one day; they too,
will lose the effective use
of their vision and hearing;
and come to speak
these truths


I like batch the most; as a b***h or a botch,

can make the beach so pleasing after experiencing THAT..:)

Truly that’s the meaning of life; appreciating the whole dam batch; light, dark, and all the hues and shades and colors of 50 trillion or more; shades of grey…:)

Life is ’50 shades of Grey’.

And yes, there is more

to that movie,

than ‘grey’; as well..:)

There’s ‘Christian Grey’..;)

and much, much more..:)

Dude, in the much bigger world it is a turn on; as over 1.1 million views
on my Google plus page attest two in just two years. And with
literally thousands by the day increasing; astronomically in proportion.

Satisfied folks do not complain. And the naysayers are just too miserable
in their own life to tolerate and accept differences in others, most often.

I do not give a crap what negative stuff

you think and express about my freedom of expression.

It is free. And free is the ultimate truth of human.

Cannot you come to any conversation without arrogance.

I think not; so far in my ‘objective

analysis’ of your communication.

But I will still defend your freedom of expression to death.

Regards are not enough, while you talk a big religious talk;

your humanity, rarely, if ever shines through your


And that’s where you can use some improvement
my friend, on emotional expression, rather than
‘dead language’, with little to no metaphor
for humanity. Just repeating stuff folks
talk about 2k years ago or so,
is a ‘robotic’ way

And will inspire absolutely NO ONE;

In the real flesh and blood world.

world I inspire folks to
the tune
of thousands a day
for the ultimate
truth of freedom
of human
as God evolves
human to be for NOW.

All the rest of this
IS MENTAL masturbation.

Only heart inspires.

Words are nothing,
without that.

And human soul
and spirit,
of course.

Gnostic is just an
empty word of
nothing without
human soul,
heart, and
spirit fully

If the real gnostic Jesus dude;
the zealous one who is all
for war and violence
to institute change
does not understand
that; he is likely
a psychopathic
leaning dude;
not unlike
per insights
vs. compassion of the human
soul, and heart, expressed in spirit.

Thanks GOD; at least modern Christianity
creates a Jesus that has a warm
heart; disagreeing with parents
is one thing; but hating
them to follow ‘a Jesus’
is just
bullshit, too.

The gnostic gospels are full of insights;
but yes; just like the New Testament and OT;
they are full of bullshit, too; away from
the truth of nature and humankind,
as a socially cooperating animal
with unconditional tough love;
and compassion
to make survival
real; not unlike
a wolf in the
wild for
many of which are
kinder than human
beings on this
website, and
the rest
of ‘online’
for sure;

than wolves
do ‘thread’…

I identify it;
talk about it
and propose
solutions for
it; without
either the need
for violence or war.

That makes me heads
above most of the
folks other
than Buddha
who come before
me; as most others
are all for war for change.

One cannot instill change
of heart with either violence,
war, or arrogance against tolerance
and acceptance in freedom of
expression for all others.

Just limit it to the topic at hand,
if you can, instead of
getting personal;
or yes; I will
call you
out on it;
as I do believe
you have more
potential in expressing
your humanity and actually
inspiring folks; my friend..:)

Otherwise, I would not
make you worth
any of
my valuable
time and effort, here.

But yes, I can use
it as lessons; elsewhere;
for others to peruse
among the 1.1. million..:)

no matter; your acceptance of
the suggestions and advice.

Your words

do not

My friend.

But there is
always room
for improvement.

Now, I see some of ‘that’.
Change comes with work.

I for one; make ‘stuff’ happen..;)


Tonight I celebrate my 60th RAVE dance

week at Old Seville Quarter.. Pensacola

FL.. with all the cool college age Folks..

back with more fun dance photos

around 3AM.. or so..

and sorry


you missed and

are looking for the

shorter version

of this..












I take the long way home…

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37 Responses to Tears of God Vines

  1. http://dversepoets.com/2015/05/28/mtb-prosody-with-bryan-ens/



    “Free verse
    Nonmetrical, nonrhyming lines that closely follow the natural rhythms of speech. A regular pattern of sound or rhythm may emerge in free-verse lines, but the poet does not adhere to a metrical plan in their composition. Matthew Arnold and Walt Whitman explored the possibilities of nonmetrical poetry in the 19th century. Since the early 20th century, the majority of published lyric poetry has been written in free verse. See the work of William Carlos Williams, T.S. Eliot, Ezra Pound, and H.D. Browse more free-verse poems.”

    ‘Short’ Excerpt from the individual in the 20th century credited for bringing Free Verse Poetry back to center stage in the general poetry world; Walt Whitman and ‘Leaves of Grass’:

    “The known universe has one complete lover and that is the greatest poet. He consumes an eternal passion and is indifferent which chance happens and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune and persuades daily and hourly his delicious pay. What balks or breaks others is fuel for his burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to his proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest he is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak or a scene of the winter woods or the presence of children playing or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman. His love above all love has leisure and expanse . . . . he leaves room ahead of himself. He is no irresolute or suspicious lover . . . he is sure . . . he scorns intervals. His experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him . . . . suffering and darkness cannot—death and fear cannot. To him complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth . . . . he saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore or the shore of the sea than he is of the fruition of his love and of all perfection and beauty.”


    Until today, I have only read one short excerpt of Walt Whitman’s work in my life; decades ago; but still what he does with Free Verse poetry most definitely mirrors what I do; according to ‘Wiki Cliff Notes’, and much of my philosophy of life, and what I do with free verse poetry in social, philosophical, and religious commentary.

    But my limitation is I write Epic Free Verse Poetry with multi-media modern technology included that I am 100% sure Whitman will do; if he is alive today; as he too; is no holds barred.

    We live in a Twitter World today; and that is no place I could ever be published in; even if that is my goal. But I do Art for the sake of art; regardless of what it is named or viewed by others.

    So far my longest Epic free verse poem is 11,135 words, completed in a day. Not something I could reasonably share anywhere; but alas, there is the ART of life.

    My current interest in Whitman is sparked by a Google search a couple of months ago, in response to another poet who suggests I am Whitman Reincarnated. A nice compliment; but no, I am unlike anyone else; and I do know that and revel in it. And yes; that just happens to be like Whitman too..;) Smiles..:)

    Anyway; this far is from the finished product of this EPIC Free Verse poem; but I am interested in this very interesting prompt by Bryan for the Dverse team; so I am going to put off finishing it; until folks have an opportunity, if they care to; to see the SHORTER unfinished version;

    And I will also be by to comment later; as my new style, is writing free verse epic poetry in micro-poetic expressions first; and putting the tapestry together to let the poetry speak; instead of any planning from me..:)

    And yes; that is what I do up there; with 33 total responses to the last dVerse prompt adventure as well as a 34th longer response in inspiration from a dear poet friend; not associated with dVerse.

    Anyway; that will make this longer to get to the comments; so I will do it later to accommodate the readers; as this is my workshop too; as I do make sure that I note those who inspire me; for any interest of purview, from others.

    The dark side side comes next; along with more photos tomorrow at 3AM celebrating my 60th week of free verse dance at Old Seville Quarter with all the college age folks, in rave style as well..:)

    I celebrate the dark and light in my poetry; so I can accept the world as it is; with unconditional tough love; and the fearless nature of human; when that is accomplished..:)

    Anyway, Bryan asked for a short explanatory comment;

    And yes, for me; this is short..:)

  2. DELL CLOVER says:

    Love “tears of God vines”–all by itself, moves me.

    • Ah.. thanks so much Dell Clover for visiting again with those words that are moving to me as well.. if nothing else I do.. do my best.. to offer poetic words as title after 8 to 11k words pass.. through my fingers..:)

      Hope your Friday is wonderful.. just getting fully awake for me.. after a long long day and even longer last night.. smiles..:)

  3. Those jet-fueled giant frogs.. they sounds something night-mares can grow from..

    • Ah.. yes.. the nightmare of imagination.. is only limited by the human imagination.. and seriously those frogs are really big.. almost to big too believe.. it does make me wonder about the soil that truly is.. at least in the past.. contaminated by the jet fuels of old to train soldiers to kill abroad… with frogs coming back to haunt the night with croaking..:)

      Hope you are having fun in now.. and see you later on the dVerse trail..:)

  4. Glenn Buttkus says:

    There is a refrain in some of your poems, repeated lines, repeated thoughts, & though that could be said for all of us if you look at the body of our work, the continuous lexicon of our poetics, you dip into the metaphysical comfortably & often (as do I), so your repeated lines, like those /jet-fueled frogs/ are more like mantra; far from just repetitive lines or ideas. Nice to see food porn, bathroom selfies, your cat, the backyard, Katrina shopping, the critter tracks in the sand–yet again; for hell’s belles, brother, THIS is your form, unique, exploding with energy.

    • I guess for me.. most of all… my writing becomes a prayer when it comes from soul.. heart and is expressed in spirit instead of derived from analytical mind expressed alternatively in that mechanical cognition way of problem solving…

      And of course.. as always the mantras of prayers are repeated for affirmations in life.. when what is written becomes so what is done.. and truly I find through the experience of blogging that all these words in a way are a magic prayer for the affirmations I find and repeat in life that i find for me.. personally are truth… that do manifest in flesh and blood life..

      To affirm positivity in imagining in symbols of words is reinforcement for action to come.. not unlike telling oneself one will wake up at 7AM sharp.. without alarm clock.. and it comes to fruition with subconscious workings of mind and body.. rather than analytical planning mind.. alone..

      There is more going on than meets the eye of conscious awareness thought..

      That simple.. example.. should be.. something most anyone can relate to.. too.. to prove there is ‘magic’ in the subconscious mind and body.. that thoughts cannot put into words of rational analysis.. other than.. hey! it WORKS!..:)

      And i express ALL OF THIS openly in public.. as i always hope to inspire folks in sparks of greater human potential.. in what i do so enjoy in life now.. with my wild animal nature come to freedom now.. with no holds barred for joy..:)

      AS always.. thanks for your encouraging words of spirit.. Glenn.. you are a scholar.. a sage.. and most of all a human being.. and sadly the third part.. can be hard to find in robot world ways of mechanical problem solving cognition.. only.. in some of the other areas online I hang out at.. for challenge.. or ways of life that are only bonding through negative instead of positive ideologies.. which is pervasive both on and offline in life.. too.. sadly enough..:)

  5. Bryan Ens says:

    that part about you being a beast and your wife a beauty…and then your comment that you have the better part of that deal…that made me laugh! Free verse is certainly your form!

    • Ah.. yes.. i am a hairy sweaty beast.. not much unlike the Wookie shirt i wear for the Rave Dance of last night.. and the wife is the delicate flower of the pair.. but she truly can be like a Marine drill Sargent.. drilled into her by a Mother.. a single one raising 6 children.. in poverty..

      All I get from my mother is do whatever makes you happy… no chores…

      I continue to do that now.. to both the dismay and surprise of others..

      Yes.. i am a real life Peter Pan.. and i for one

      make my own dreams come true..

      if no one else..

      And i suppose we all

      eventually must find a way and make

      our own dreams come

      if that is ever to come to fruition..

      And for me at least.. they just keep coming and coming..

      beyond my wildest dreams of before.. but i keep imagining and

      imagining more human potential.. and yes.. the poetry becomes

      real life flesh and blood action as well.. as written



  6. Accepting the world as it is and finding the Divine, as you do, in everyone, everything is truly a gift. I enjoyed your take on the Tree of Life, and especially the freedom in your writing and life.

    • Thanks so much for the visit Victoria.. i for one am a little slow after a full day and night yesterday.. of flesh and blood stuff.. into getting into writing today..

      And yes.. after a life full of anxiety, perfectionism, and overall worry about what can go wrong..

      Now i just live.. just live now.. in joy..

      It’s so simply.. yet the working world
      with success at that.. can make this
      almost literally impossible..

      Fortunate am i to roll with new tires
      fully RE-TIRED..:)

      I PRAY FOR THE SAME for you
      in your Tree of Life, dear friend..

      as well as freedom of course,

      my friend..:)

  7. Glenn said it: “THIS is your form, unique, exploding with energy.’

    • Ah.. yes.. and believe it or not.. for five whole years.. there is almost no energy for me.. with my 94 year old GREAT Aunt Jettie.. crippled and barely moving foot to step.. with more energy to talk than me at 47…

      What i find now is how fully expressing emotions and not repressing them..
      particularly pro-socially.. in a spirit of Unconditional Tough Love..
      POWERS me more and more in ENERGY OF life
      as i improve IT as an Art of Love of.. and in Life..
      wHere ‘Jonathan Livingston Seagull’..

      FLIES IN and WitH LOVE..

      AND floats on terrestrial

      earth wITh wings of feet..

      hands of expressing
      love.. and a song of heart
      voice.. coming from soul..

      expressing UCT Love to

      ON THE
      OF LOVE..

      And yes, i ‘must’
      accompany these words..
      with a song of the same
      name as well.. for fuller
      multi-media poetic
      expression.. wHere
      Life becomes ART
      and ART becomes

      And truly this is how I feel in life with GOD as my co-pilot
      in heArt.. Soul.. and Spirit expressed again!.:)
      Unafraid to be a real man.. and human
      being.. with both divine feminine
      and masculine being balanced
      in mind and body

      LIFE IS GOOD..:)

      • Interesting – I have an Aunt Jettie, too, well it is my husband’s aunt but I had never heard that name before. So glad you are doing great now and with God as your co-pilot how can life not be good? 🙂

        • That is interesting. Thanks for sharing that; and yes life is good all the time; like that for me, at least, co-creating with GOD is the best I know or do; and beyond words..:)

  8. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=286809


    The video above describes why there is a poverty in culture in providing
    subsistence making work for a culture that is no longer what it is
    for thousands of years as foragers, then agrarians, and then
    manufacturers. The key is, then, there is a tangible product.

    Now, the product of the work is often not something
    that can be sensed or felt with little to no social roles.

    But anyway; it’s not anyone’s fault when they are poor
    when there are not jobs provided to gain subsistence;
    where foraging, agriculture, and manufacturing
    are no longer viable solutions for sustenance.

    Information Technology and resulting globalization
    is the Moral Failure, as this new way of life has
    no soul or heart. Humans used to rule the
    world and they still do; but machines
    are replacing the workforce, in cold
    souled, and hearted ways of roles.

    Poverty rates are assigned as dollar
    amounts not earned; But the death
    of the human soul and heart IS
    true poverty; and truly life away
    from work producing tangible
    products that can be sensed
    and felt, in ways of human
    sharing, helps one to keep
    the value of both the
    product and the heart
    and soul of human
    Integral and whole,
    as common humanity;
    with THOSE social roles.

    The greatest message of the video
    above, is this is all a new experiment
    in humankind; this Info TECH. revolution;
    and truly it is becoming a revolution of the
    machine instead of continued evolution of the
    human being as flesh and blood connecting social
    animals with social roles. And social roles are of highest
    importance; as utopian rat models of society in the experiment
    of John Calhoun in the 60’s, shows a lack of social roles can lead to
    extinction, of at least, a society of rats; humans do share much of that
    social animal DNA as well. And with rates as high as 50% of college graduates
    not gaining jobs a decade after college, still living at home with parents, and many
    others underemployed in service jobs, far below their education; this current experiment
    of society is not working well for more folks. But alas, the bright side is at least their is still
    Social Welfare to provide a safety net for a cultural experiment that is not currently working well.


    Poor folks should watch the video above; and not listen to the voices of generations before; some retired
    with golden feathered nests; when social roles in work are plentiful; and even early retirement is possible.

    I come from the days before; I live in comfort in retirement; but I am not so cold souled and hearted not to
    look further to the truth to see that poverty, largely in ways of not finding jobs, is the problem of a culture
    that’s experiment produces raising the incomes of those ‘who own the machines’ while relegating the
    populace to a life of social roles in work, if any, with little human connection in products that can be
    felt and sensed; in a life of both disconnectedness from humans and the rest of feeling
    sensing human nature with ‘earthy’ nature ; There is not only a poverty in our modern
    cultures in moral failure of providing healthy social roles of work; there is almost
    a total apathy of even admitting what the real problem is; where the
    fictional movies; the terminator series and matrix series, are more or
    less already truth come in flesh and blood
    machine reality; where the moral
    failure is a poverty of
    machines; that
    is the cause
    of poverty;

    And seriously, in many ways
    the folks who entertain themselves
    including me in someways, are here
    simply because there is no social roles
    provided for them, in society they can do.

    In my work area; when the Info Tech revolution
    is just starting in the early 80’s, I am hired in a
    before, totally unrelated area of employment
    associated with Computer Tech stuff; that
    becomes part of employment then; and
    my skills are needed; now most everyone
    has those skills; I thrived on the rise up;
    and now others are paying the price of
    the end result of shiny new machines
    that multi-task human skills; for
    a human who is NOT evolved
    to multi-task machine
    cognition and
    social cognition
    activities at one time;
    per the smallest example
    of the cashier at McDonalds
    with service with a cash register
    smile. That’s a hard job; and evolution
    of human being and science now evidences
    why; and why our culture in ways of adequate
    social roles is failing greater every day. Now
    folks moreover must create their own social roles.
    And that is possible for imaginative and creative individuals.

    But they are truly the outliers; some folks have difficulty tapping
    that potential; for many environmental and innate reasons, for now.

    Anyway, it’s a fascinating topic of discussion; and there are many more
    reasons and solutions that meet the ‘eye’s of much ‘deeper minds’ with
    both the science and art of the human nature of humanity
    BEING. It’s much more complicated than either
    an economic math equation or
    a conservative
    Sunday School
    Class; for ‘eyes’
    ‘seeing deeper’.

    I think the examples of domesticated Wolves, show that domestication of humans is not all what it’s cut out to be.

    But at least in places in the U.S.; we can still be wild and free; but only if we assert that freedom can we do it.

    The fact that I have no interest now in reproducing and have no children; does set me apart from
    what I am free to do; it’s nice to have children; but lots of individual potentials of human
    freedom certainly go with that; as well as any time to even have inclination to do it.

    The idea of priests in Catholic Churches not getting married; overall; has some
    merit; as communion with the greater forces of nature are certainly
    easier to obtain in a world farther away from the responsibilities
    of what must be done in everyday life. And on top of that
    becoming a structured part of a religion to do that
    is highly restricting, as well, per individual
    feelings and senses understood
    and expressed about

    I have a feeling the GOD of Nature
    will win out; history shows
    this time and time again
    to be true; no matter
    the experiments that
    humans put forth
    out of human nature
    and Nature in general

    I think the greatest thing about technology is it is making people softer, overall.

    Bars used to be a scary place to go to, with folks starting fights with folks.

    But now truly folks have softened; and while I personally do not see that
    as healthy; it does lower testosterone levels in males as fat percentages
    go up in body; even at the military gym I go to; the military audience
    there is extremely soft; and often punching on a smart phone;
    rather than a punching bag; and lifting half as much as folks
    did when I am young; Ah, the darkness of life; always
    has a silver lining, somewhere; A country of softer
    folks means less violence.

    And that ironically is growing across the globe,
    as machines take the punch
    out of human

    I am peaceful and strong;
    I can live life strong
    without punches;
    thank goodness;

    And seriously I am the ‘omega’;
    male when I am younger and
    generally speaking, I am recognized
    as the ‘alpha’ male archetype when
    I go to bars now. But no; not before;
    and it’s fascinating to observe the differences
    in that; living in both places in one lifetime.

    Alpha, is definitely the best;
    particularly, when
    it is humbly done.

    Usually the old adage is folks get weaker when
    they get older; but in my case, I for one can prove
    in empirical numbers that I get twice as strong in
    9 months, moving from a quarter of a ton of lifting
    power in my legs to close to a half a ton, last year.
    That does show the incredible potential of human
    epigenetics; at even the ‘advanced age’ of
    55 next week. And my stimulus
    of adaptation, and change
    in environment, is
    martial arts
    and ballet
    style dance..:)

    I don’t think we will ever go back
    to the ‘gladiator days’ again;
    pushing buttons
    is even the
    new way
    of war
    drones and
    such as that..:)

    The games of thrones
    and video games
    take the
    place of
    flesh and blood
    aggression and
    violence in
    games and
    plays of life.

    And that’s
    a good
    thing too..;)

    But not for me..:)

    I direct, produce
    and act my own
    real life flesh and
    blood play; and
    stay away from
    all virtual stuff,
    except for
    and such as that..:)

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  9. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=286563&start=15


    Just as note, Boston University has already down a comprehensive peer reviewed study on this very forum, in the ‘hay day’ of the Strident WP Atheist days of Wrong Planet, where spiritual leaning folks are constantly ridiculed for their belief in a gang-up effort by anti-spiritual, material reductionist bullies. Even then, the Boston University study shows that in analyzing the actual posts here, in PPR, overall, instead of just a few opinion threads; only 26% percent of folks here assess and express themselves as actual Atheists.

    Click to access paper0782.pdf

    The issue with higher functioning spiritual leaning folks on the Autism Spectrum is they develop their own sets of spiritual beliefs often not controlled by one religious ideology. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that as each human being views the Universe uniquely in relationship to issues with existential intelligence. And yes, existential intelligence is a very import aspect of human intelligence to feel secure in one’s very existence on a now to now basis.

    My ideas of GOD are 100% secure in nature; there is proof of GOD in all that is to me with absolutely no doubt.

    But here’s the thing, I see much further in life than most people do, as a result of many challenges in life that most folks have not faced. When I describe my ideas about philosophy and GOD the folks who see it as gibberish or garbage have simply not been to the places, I for one, have been in, in life in both physical illness and the joy of 54 years of paths in life leading down many roads in real flesh and blood life out of a world of electronic devices, as well as in them too.

    Chances are without the intimidating environment for folks with out of the box spiritual ideas, if the Boston University study is done here again; the percentage of atheists will be the similar or less than the so-called NT online control group at 17%.

    And true, the percentages of Christians are rather low; but it doesn’t take much intelligence to see through the myths of the OT and the NT of the traditional revised bibles.

    But here’s the thing that is the most important part of that. Folks follow truly insane myths and ideologies for the truly sane reason for social acceptance, for basic subsistence and social survival.

    And no matter how silly the ideologies are; survival is what counts for any social animal at the end of the day.

    And even if it is female genital mutilation that is the social norm for both self-esteem and religious ideology in some countries; the alternative of not participating in the NORM of social cooperation can mean DEATH, IN EVENTUAL POTENTIAL.

    Many folks on the Autism Spectrum who already have trouble with reciprocal social communication are outcasts by the time they hit the church pews, knowing what’s going on; so there is not much to lose from seeing deeper truths; escaping church as an outcast already; and finding one’s own path to what one calls and defines GOD, in unique ways.

    And that is a great advantage in being an outcast.

    As I for one can dance naked in front of the entire world; on adult restricted nude art blog; all legal of course.

    And feel absolutely no shame; ’cause human sensuality aka LUST, is a scientifically all GOD of Nature given proven core of both human creativity and productivity, so I use that to my advantage as a muse both to me and a few other female poets and dancers in the real world, to ENHANCE MY CREATIVITY, big time; AND YES, my wife goes along with it, sort of..;)

    And yes, the evidence of that follows me everywhere I go, in terms of
    creativity and productivity, for those with ‘eyes’ deep enough and
    patient enough to see the full extent of what I do, numbering
    around 1.1 million now, on just my Google Plus page for ART.

    The outcast as always, can and does win in the END, AND sometimes
    always now, in the real kingdom of heaven, as just another mind
    and body balanced creature of GOD. I live wild and free
    and many others who follow the social norm, afraid
    of not being accepted
    live in either
    a systemized
    prison of culture
    or their own ready
    made hell of ‘robot life’;
    following the rules and
    never moving out of the box
    for all the joy that can be possible
    in Loving Life
    as it

    That’s truly sad to me; but with human
    potential and the real science of
    epigenetics and neuroplasticity;
    all natural human miracles
    in essence can and will
    come true for those
    who gain ‘deeper
    ‘eyes in minds
    and bodies in balance;
    adapting to enough challenge;
    even if one must make that challenge
    for themselves in imagination and creativity
    to make the words so let it be written so let it
    be done become:
    CREATE OUR OWN REALITIES, when we get integrated
    as what we are evolved to be in mind and body balance.

    And that is a simple truth of how to get to ‘THE HEAVEN OF NOW..:)

    But yes, it takes sweat and sometimes even blood; and a real continuous
    practice of the joy of THAT
    ‘Great Work’, wHere
    perfection is the
    practice and NOT

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  10. The beauty of your words and form astound me 🙂

    • That means a lot to me Vagrant Rhodia.. as truly some folks
      call it gibberish and garbage.. and that’s just sad..

      as i do see beauty in it too..:)

      Thanks for your visit..

      I don’t think I’ve ever
      received that specific
      nice compliment before..:)

      And see you later on the
      dVerse trail.. as my words
      flow into the night.. with time
      for a three-hour extreme strength
      and martial arts work-out.. somewhere
      in between… smiles.. have a great now..:)

  11. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=287014


    Well, Ana, as you may remember while I for one; have never gone 40 days with fasting; I did go precisely 40 days with almost no sleep; numbering 1 hour each night of very shallow sleep, for the first 35 of 40, with the aid of a powerful Alpha Blocker to make that even possible; and then absolutely no sleep during the last 5 of 40 days.

    The world record for no sleep is 264 hours; precisely 11 days.

    I didn’t get the record; but 11 days might have been easier.

    This happened, ironically, during the lent season of 2008.

    Of course for me it is not something I want; it is
    the last thing imaginable anyone will want;
    and I’m sure you at least; can trust me on


    A cocktail of dysautonomia, where my heart
    races to keep the blood going to my head in
    a nervous system that no longer coordinates
    the autonomic function of heart and blood
    pressure, means every time my head hits the
    bed I get faint; but before I pass out my heart
    races to awake; a constant hell of heart and
    blood pressure out of whack that sure is then.

    Oh and then there is the Trigeminal Neuralgia,
    type two style, where sleep is the ONLY ESCAPE
    from novocaine less pain; with the pain in eye
    and ear instead of teeth; and yes, that’s bad
    enough; but there is a total of 19 medically
    diagnosed disorders, including Sjogren’s
    Syndrome, threatening loss of eyesight;
    no more eye duct tears; like swimming
    in salt water with eyes wide open it
    feels; and yeah Fibromyalgia pain
    all over; Spinal Stenosis; severe
    degenerative arthritis in my
    neck making any movement
    in neck or not; severe pain
    all the time, and I’m
    running out of
    space to
    describe the rest;
    bad stuff; but this
    is the worst part;
    EXCEPT; by far the
    worst part is losing all
    my emotions; becoming
    totally disconnected with
    the GOD of Nature through
    senses too; including the sense
    of Proprioception in navigating the
    world without eyes and ears; OH MY
    THE GOD OF NATURE; and aha! that is where
    the realization comes to me that of course; Yes,
    hell yes; GOD is the Interdependent relationship
    of all that is; and when one becomes separated
    from God like I do then; one lives in hell where the
    experience of one second of time is a thousand years
    of hell; all there is, is time in hell; In the heaven I live in
    now, in the REAL KINGDOM OF HEAVEN of now; there is NO
    perception of time; forevermorenow is wHere I am at for Now..:)

    I suppose this is why some folks do the fasting thingy; to figure this
    stuff out by looking within too; but hopefully one can figure it out with
    the help of others, instead of fasting; and no one; no one needs to go without
    sleep for 40 days; as if they do anything close to that; they will be praying every
    day for death to escape that; and that is all; where death seems like life and death
    is life for all practical purposes; to see divine purpose in death is truly life and the

    PATH TO FEARLESSNESS as truly anxiety and fear in general ruin a human soul, heart
    and potential for positive loving spirit expressed in connecting to other human beings and
    the rest of

    Yes, I sleep okay now; perhaps not enough at less than 6 hours some days; but certainly far from the torture of that past.

    I’ve always been a night owl; and I practically sleep my way through school groggy; as I rarely go to bed before 2 or 3 AM, as a night owl; listening to Pink Floyd’s ‘Dog’ song and stuff like that. HeHe!.. amazing I graduate 11 out of a class of 381, ‘asleep’ and rarely studying; but getting my homework done, of course..:)

    And if you haven’t heard it; its kind of mystical sounding; ’cause the maker of some of the songs, Syd Barrett, expresses music out of the realm of the music science BOX, in meter and measure.

    It’s psychedelic without the drugs. And yes, he eventually goes too far off the edge of abstract; and falls to mental illness; but his Art remains forever as long as YouTube servers keep going.

    And in respect to that; here is the song for you; if you haven’t heard it; who needs fasting when ya Got Syd Barrett from Pink Floyd, in the hands of a Smart Phone and YouTube..;)

    Music is amazing for altering levels of consciousness; I play with that all the time; with my favorite play tools; YouTube and smart phones, etc..; and Piano in the past..:)

    And the music inspired by the psychedelic phase of humanity in the 60’s and 70’s; can be the best at that.

    I’m not sure there are any more folks doing acid; when they write music like Pink Floyd; the Beatles; etc..:)

    But yes, the music does live on in YouTube way; like the biggest music library imaginable to me when
    I am in my youth; it’s like candy in a store for me, now; and all ya can eat; I don’t like candy, by the way..:)

    But; OH God, do I love music, singing, and dance.

    I always hated writing when I am young; can’t
    even do a paragraph of creativity.

    Stuff changes; if one lives long enough
    and beats the
    that will
    come in life….

    And that’s

    That’s the
    best.. in fact…:)

    I will check those songs out. And haha! you are like me. Folks ask me if I am on drugs all my life;

    As no one can possibly be that happy. And then they say whatever it is, DAM; I want what you are doing.

    Maybe we are born that way;

    But I do feel blessed;

    As when I reach 47; I find out
    how the other side lives.

    But now folks say; what is it Cocaine, Molly,
    LSD, or ‘whatever’; how the hell can you
    dance at full speed for 3 or 4 hours
    and not even take a water break.

    I tell ’em,

    Practice is my secret..:)

    Plus that ‘Christos’ Stuff;

    When I attempt to
    tell ’em the second
    part, is when
    I get the
    WTF looks;
    and ha! even
    more suspicion
    I am on ‘something’.

    That’s what they
    NEED to
    THEY GO..!..:)

    And perhaps one
    day; they too;
    can have it

    For me it takes practice;

    but never the less;
    it doesn’t
    penny and
    is worth more
    than the weight
    of the world on
    human shoulders..:)

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !


  12. X says:

    Holy Shitake Mushroom brother. That was a rip. I think our fantasies are for that hope. Like bad guys getting caught. I know it is not true, but I wonder if it is our hope that they do. I do try to keep myself grounded in reality as well. Probably taken totally out of context as well I found it interesting the line “anything we connect our hearts to is an idol” I find truth in that and perhaps it is a bit scary as well.


    • Yes X..

      Freedom and Love

      is the bottom

      line of

      now for me!..

      And yes.. you come to

      the very long version..

      as yesterday is 1969 words..

      growing to over 8K by the end of the night..

      and OMG with these comments over a score now.. of words..

      But as in the ‘write’ column of my blog says.. about Katie Mia Frederick:

      ‘I like to write’.

      4 words says it ALL.. and then there are literally millions more..

      I think there is a name for a word illness in some psychiatrist manual

      and no doubt i will get diagnosed with that if i try.. haha!..:)

      But anyway.. thanks so much for coming by

      and hope you are having

      a mushroom explosion

      of atomic bomb in

      happiness for now!..:)

  13. Ah.. yes.. the strife of life.. a mixed plate of salt and pepper to spice it up..
    and truly without the dark there cannot be light..
    so we play to a twilight that mixes both..:)

    Ah.. but i love the weeds of dandelion form..
    so bright yellow.. they do remind me ..that life of weeds..
    is not fair to leaves of grass.. but beautiful just as well.. as total play of life..:)

    Ah.. to dance in rhythm to glowing moonlit nights..
    to day of death and sleep of life.. is a certain way.. to live life..
    in poetic feet above the ground.. in grounded way..:)

    Yes.. to dance with wind in salt air waters..
    to become one with nature.. in watered win..
    to feel the splash.. of wind upon one’s face..
    is to live alive.. in splendor
    of the seas and airs afloat..:)

    Ah.. the rules of Queen Victoria do restrict.. and honestly I still
    have no clue to terms and rules of English.. and never
    do learn them at school.. i look at the patterns of
    songs of language.. relate them.. and make
    straight A’s.. without ever really learning
    how to even compose a paragraph
    before age 50.. consistent in
    creative ways.. the problem
    is not enough
    pain.. and now
    i write and write
    and write through pain
    and beyond.. ah.. life
    is strange
    For minds
    thinking uniquely
    differently in change..:)

    And i for one love the food
    captchas that capture blogger robots.. as
    now i’m ready.. for Saturday Steak at Ryan’s..:)

    Yes.. the minds of blades under blades of mowers
    sing a refrain of longer ways of growing..
    ah.. the mowers they do cut
    back taller stronger
    ways.. of
    being green..:)

    The intersections of neurons of minds are like the minds of
    earth connecting as we speak.. in poetic ways of hearts..
    and souls expressing spirit.. as we continue to grow..
    ah.. the blessings of a world connecting are so
    wonderful to have a unique voice and ear..
    in mind of beauty
    art wHere
    choirs of
    unique and one..:)

    Ah.. the seasons of change remind us
    humans that now is always different
    and unique to cherish as
    nature’s change as well..
    Ah.. the forms of
    home.. and car..
    and dollar
    bills do stay
    static in a past now
    illusion.. that takes
    us away from a
    morning walk
    of life

    The greaTEST joy to me of living in an illness worse..
    in someways.. than hospice itself.. as nothing is
    left.. not even effective vision.. hearing.. or
    feeling even a tear.. in all is pain..
    is to know and understand now
    these places of human in now
    hell do exist.. and to know
    death in life
    is to
    for life as death..
    and the ultimate
    that death
    a joy of the
    flower that
    no longer
    of life..:)

    Ah.. the love of a mother is the supreme love
    of a Universe of earthly humans.. to break
    a vicious cycle.. is to start the
    wiring of a human
    renewed in loving child
    potential.. surely.. yes..
    this is an environmental
    issue.. where nurturing is
    no longer a greater part of
    a village of
    One or two
    parents is
    not always
    enough.. and
    truly never is..
    in terms of Village..:)

    Ah.. the freedom of ships at seas..
    wolves at play.. sea gulls of
    winds spiraling around
    a golden mean
    way.. do tale
    the tells of
    the wings
    of Freedom’s Wild..:)

    To bury a human soul and heart..
    away from expressing
    spirit.. is to maim
    a love of life
    so great
    that death
    is truth in life..
    To raise alive
    is to
    come again
    in living glory
    of sacred love..:)

    Ah.. yes.. bloomer of wit.. beyond
    courtrooms of measuring
    life.. ah the love of
    life is a trial and jury
    of living.. JUST
    living out
    of life..:)

    Ah.. yes the tools of life.. are extension
    of mind and body.. that render
    chaos in relief.. no longer
    bare human does
    exist.. when

    Ah.. yes… to express.. to express
    in no restraint of freedom
    in a path out of pain
    of stress.. never
    in requiem..
    of stifled
    soul.. and
    heArt of Spirit!..:)

    Cultures of same do arise.. when nature’s golden
    spiral moves.. do become angles instead
    of angels.. of love.. ah.. a move to
    angles to still a fear of change..
    ah.. to embrace change
    is to become
    fully human
    again.. with
    instead of
    seasons of change..
    always now..in angel ways..:)

    Ah.. yes the social river
    of common purpose
    does roll along..
    and often
    do roar alive..:)

    The pencil of life is a multi-purpose
    tool.. so many intelligences
    that pencil innately
    stores.. so many
    blocks of potential
    do scribble away..
    As Truth as way..:)

    OH!.. the plans of Mexican food..
    when siesta is write around
    the corner.. Yikes.. as side
    walks come to cover
    broader dusty roads
    of life.. meh..! tHere’s
    always grass
    and another
    way of life..:)

    Yes.. Dandelion tales do tell.. do tell
    a story of wings of butterflies..
    and yes.. it’s nice to hear
    of butterflies in
    search of
    yellow Lions..:)

    One hour and thirty eight
    minutes of poetic writing fun..:)
    in response to twenty others for now..:)

    AVG.. 5 minutes each.. in back to science knowledge..:)

  14. claudia says:

    hey – i have to confess i get lost in the loads of text and pics…anyway…wishing you a fun dance night…enjoy.. smiles

    • You know Claudia.. I could plagiarize Whitman’s segment of ‘Leave’s of Grass.. above..
      as my own words on the Wrong Planet site.. a site for analytical thinking people with higher functioning Autism.. and the responses would range from that’s garbage to gibberish.. to I belong in an insane asylum for writing it… or TL;DR..
      the shortest answer to ‘Whitman ways of being’ and expressing..:)

      That does not stop Whitman.. and it doesn’t stop me from reflecting the
      complex.. extremely deep thinking human being.. I am too.. in wordy way..:)

      And ha!.. with the Internet.. I don’t even have to put out a penny to self-publish it..
      per free avenues to do that.. except for the domain thingy with Word Press.. now..:)

      The only way Whitman could publish something like ‘Leaves of Grass’ in today’s Twitter ways.. is the same way he could do it in his ‘Twitter world’.. and that is by self-publishing…

      The days of ‘Novel’ ways of doing stuff.. grows cold in some areas.. but there
      are still warm spots here and there… in a big world.. grown smaller in
      broad band avenues of life.. smiles..here in E-Land..:)

      I am always shocked when anyone reads anything this long I do..

      And I deal with folks calling me insane for writing far fewer words..

      But I for one am totally sane.. and coherent for the grade of what I am smiles..

      Thanks for the visit.. and I don’t mind the honesty.. and do appreciate you
      not brow beating me into changing.. as some of the other ‘big wigs’ at
      dVerse do.. It would have been little different if Whitman himself
      comes here to share..:)

      I take great encouragement for that

      Not all folks of the past
      have those reference

      I suppose for them.. loneliness
      thrives greater…

      like an Edgar Alan
      Poe.. and

  15. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=284556&start=180


    That’s simple. That’s because Biology

    is the science of life and not life itself.

    Biology only measures stuff that can be

    reduced with a scientific method

    by way of material reductionism.

    Not all of life can be reduced to that;

    by the scientific method to consistently
    observable and measurable phenomenon;

    And OMG; that’s just common sense, as science doesn’t
    even have the full process of why folks get depressed ‘figured out’.

    To me it is simple;
    Depression is a sign
    of ‘sick’ ways of living;

    A ‘sign’ from the God of Nature.

    Anyone who doesn’t feel good; most anyone;
    is simply not living by the laws of the All Natural GOD;

    And honestly; that’s why most folks come to the Wrong Planet;

    as they are simply lost from the rules of the God of Nature; and
    in the
    of a society
    gone truly mad,
    in many sitting still,
    non-flesh and blood,
    connecting to each
    other, ways


    Planets can not ‘survive’,
    if they do not constantly
    move and humans
    suffer for
    the lack
    of that.

    It’s as simple as any
    social animal foraging
    for existence. To move
    is to live; to sit still
    is to
    same stuff;
    ways of

    It’s a well known fact my friend; that folks who sit on their butts all the time are more likely to get depressed; if for no other reason than they cannot burn the stress chemicals off that accumulate in their bodies. Exercise is what makes that happen. And it is also a well known FACT that stress is associated with depression. That’s just common sense but;

    I suggest you get a health science degree like me; before you down another road you are clueless on, my friend..;)

    If evolution is NOT the ABSOLUTE TRUTH; you wouldn’t develop as an embryo with a tail my friend and precursors to gills; like your chimp-like ancestors and fish; and the rest of the common mammal ancestors with tails; like the rodent YOU used to be around 75 million years ago; more or less in still common DNA.

    And before that star dust; according to Carl Sagan; and even more common sense.

    ALL starts and ends at one point; and one point still exists in all that is, as is; and that’s common sense for above so below STUFF; inside and outside you and all around GOD stuff too..:)

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  16. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=287075


    “The known universe has one complete lover and that is the greatest poet. He consumes an eternal passion and is indifferent which chance happens and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune and persuades daily and hourly his delicious pay. What balks or breaks others is fuel for his burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to his proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest he is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak or a scene of the winter woods or the presence of children playing or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman. His love above all love has leisure and expanse . . . . he leaves room ahead of himself. He is no irresolute or suspicious lover . . . he is sure . . . he scorns intervals. His experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him . . . . suffering and darkness cannot—death and fear cannot. To him complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth . . . . he saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore or the shore of the sea than he is of the fruition of his love and of all perfection and beauty.”

    The person who writes this piece; available in the public domain now;
    is considered one of the greatest minds of the 19th and 20th century.

    Can anyone recognize the philosopher, and does anyone think
    what this philosopher says makes sense..:)

    And does it fall within the
    ‘new age’ realm of

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  17. https://theordinarilyordinary.wordpress.com/2015/05/30/on-enlightenment-and-ignorance/


    Ah.. the signs of GOD are everywHere.. for those WHO WitH ‘eyes’ to see..
    Oh.. the scribe of GOD.. the science of GOD.. tales truth of same
    ALL of Interdependent Connecting Relationship that is the
    ART of GOD.. as canvas tapestry works.. of GOD in ART
    AS ART of GOD is ART.. as Synchronicity Breathes…
    AH.. the devilived deTAILS of life do evilive
    IN human eyes as pieces of GOD..
    NOT seeing whole of Truth @ALL…
    OH.. the microscope of life
    BE comes the truth
    FOR some.. belies
    THE telescope

  18. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=287023


    The reality of the matter is; if a group like this comes to the front of the HUGE Assembly of GOD Church where I live; that has policeman out in front OF the church directing in an out traffic from the highway; with guns protesting Christianity, drawing disrespectful photos of Jesus; they WILL be told to get the f*** out in no uncertain terms; but yeah; JUST GET OUT;

    And there WILL be NO restraints of disagreement in the area community; as it is around 95% or so Christian leaning.

    And truly these folks could be in more danger from the folks in the Christian Church than the Muslim church of minority where this Islamic protest is taking place. Mobs rule; the folks who are doing this are truly cowards of freedom of speech; as they would NEVER EVER do it; where Muslims are the majority; and if they do NOT like Christians they likely would have enough common sense and realize they have small enough ‘balls’; NOT to attempt it at a congregation of literally several thousand folks attending the huge Assembly of GOD church in my locality.

    Where I live; a person doesn’t disrespect GOD or Women; if they plan to live comfortably.

    While it’s not exactly separation of Church and State; it IS both reality and mob rule; however
    one ethically assesses it.

    The problem here is; there is a right to freedom of religion; and from an ethical; and perhaps not legal
    standard, per 1st and 2nd amendment rights; these folks are just cold hearted assholes.

    They don’t even deserve visibility on the news as the weakest of cowards; picking
    on a religious minority instead of facing up to the BIG BOYS OF LIFE. BULLIES; I DO
    NOT; like in any shade of gray or white they come in..:)

    It will be less than silly; and truly dangerous,

    if they try this; in opposition to Christianity
    ways; where I live; for sure.

    I don’t agree with all
    of any religion;

    but I do
    agree with
    allowing folks
    the peace to practice
    their individual religions;
    without Bull-crap like this.

    And truly they are stupid; as it
    is a small world; and yes, a crazy
    terrorist can find ’em, and go to
    their frigging homes and kill their
    entire family; with just a little techno
    ability; the height of stupidity is risking
    one’s family; no matter the value of big talk.

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  19. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=286796


    The term Syzygos, is an excellent metaphor for the truth that at least some of us have
    access to a higher self that is all peaceful, knowing and FEELING; much higher than
    what we consciously assess ourselves as capable of being, doing AND FEELING.

    To become integrated with this metaphor of Syzygos, and
    what others describe as Christ, the Holy Spirit;
    the Holy Guardian Angel; the Kundalini
    Energy, CHI, KI, QI, and so
    many other metaphors
    for this much
    higher human
    potential is to live
    in a divine state that
    those who do not enter
    can even fathom; ah the
    grace of this, is beyond the
    eyes of most; but never the less;
    the metaphors of it across cultures
    from primitive to advanced is the same
    as THIS
    HUMAN POTENTIAL fuller realized AS TRUTH..:)

    More or less my ‘Syzygos’; and I are ONE, and as
    veteran of many paths of life; both light and dark;
    I for one, no matter what the naysayers life SAY,
    I DO say 100% for sure; it is height of all human
    accomplishment that never ends in peak
    of mountains of achievement
    in greater and greater
    potential LIGHT

    When people suggest I
    am insane for being
    the best I can
    it’s a laugh
    of GOD to
    GOD and

    Only if they knew;
    Only if they know;
    Only if they feel;
    what I know

    Then tHeir
    eyes will
    OF HUMAN..:)

    That’s a great analysis showing the necessity of the balance of both sexual energy and pure white love as the source of humanity’s libido and all the creativity that springs forth from humanity as whole.

    And even Aleister Crowley’s general focus on so-called ‘sex magic’ is gaining at least some roots in science, in the science of Lust and Love as balance as a great source of human creativity and general productivity in larger life.

    I am happily married but I for one as a very sensual individual from early age; not in a dominating way; just sensual way; can map the magnitude of my creativity in a long night of sober but trance inducing sensual dance in rave dance nights on Thursday; as the next day, my creativity in both dance and words always soars as evidence of that yesterday and today; and it will falter off until that next peak experience of sensuality and trance dance of higher mind and body balance comes together again; next Thursday night and after that.

    Truly the source of all my creativity is the art of dance and connecting sensuality to other human beings in flesh and blood life; albeit mostly all females as the Patriarchal fundamentalist male crowd in my area are terrified, overall, of a guy who does ballet dance; but fist bumps regularly when I display lightening fast martial arts kicks from less than an inch of touching in target; including humans, in the club where I dance, in the spirit of play of course.

    Anyway here’s the documentary on the science of lust. And Love does balance that out; as my marriage is still definitely successful and not compromised through the sensual freedoms in connecting this way with full clothed members of the opposite sex in dance..:)

    And to be clear not all folks are born in these intense sensual ways; and they do make due with their gifts as well..:)

    And thanks for the 6 tarot card;
    as 6 follows me around all my life ever since
    birth on 6-6-60..;)

    Anyway, fall from unconditional tough LOVE, in not loving
    all that is GOD is the REAL fall in life; not a fallen angel..;)

    Not very likely I would have very gotten married, if I had not met the ‘one’.

    No one else I ever meet, is equipped do deal with ALL OF ME.

    But alas, children are not part of the mix of our marriage; and
    that makes a huge difference, in associated duties and
    stresses of marriage. It’s easier, as far as I can
    see without children; to keep it somewhat
    romantic; but with years, friends
    are more like it; at least
    with 25, like us..;)

    If I have children I will neither
    be here; or anywhere else
    free; as responsibilities
    of children do come
    first, rather
    or couple’s

    In my book, at least;
    and in my case, I choose
    freedom, and other
    ways of regenerative
    abilities; it works
    for me..:)

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  20. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=287051


    Yes; free will and determinism are compatible.

    I call it relative free will; as it is ridiculous to
    suggest that humans have pure free will;
    as we are all obviously ruled by the
    laws of nature AKA GOD.

    The way to develop relative free will
    is to develop mindful awareness
    through an active mind
    and body gaining

    Reading religious
    text and watching
    on TV will
    never ever
    get one
    to a place
    of integration
    in relative human
    free will without
    in balance

    And true; some folks
    have little relative
    free will or even
    control of their
    thoughts and feelings
    that is precisely
    what relative
    free will is;
    mastery over
    one’s own thoughts
    and feelings in ways
    of language; regulating
    emotions; integrating
    senses; and increasing
    focus and short term
    working memory in
    cognitive executive
    functioning by an
    active practice
    of mind and body
    balancing through
    Arts like Yoga;
    Martial Arts;
    or any
    ART OF
    BALANCE that addresses
    the words, senses, and feelings
    Integrated in much greater human

    And no; this is nothing new; this is the way of TRUTH
    in Eastern philosophies that look within for answers with
    human innate instinct and intuition; as opposed to the
    materialism of tools as truth, from written language,
    to collective intelligence, to cultures, to Atomic
    Bombs of destruction, of weaker
    human extensions of tools;
    lessening both human
    potential and

    So in other words; the answers to gaining
    human relative free will; can exist
    totally out of any human
    book of collective

    Human relative free will is a natural
    state of affairs gifted by innate
    all natural human

    Humans are among the weakest
    animals to lose it through
    all the vices of the tools
    of culture as lie
    of illusions.

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  21. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=286566&start=15


    You have a great attitude; and truly for me this attitude is the only thing that saves my life through the pain of the Type two Trigeminal Neuralgia that I develop and am ‘blessed’ with for 5 long years; making me nothing more than a shut in ‘Hunchback of Notre Dame’ in my bedroom for those 5 years.

    My doctors give me no chance of recovery for the catastrophic synergy of 19 life threatening disorders.

    I give my self the chance; and beyond the professional’s opinions, in never giving up.

    I come back; I hope the same for you; no matter what the doctors say in terms
    of potential recovery.

    Don’t know your precise condition; but I do no that much
    more is possible than

    what science
    or doctors say
    is possible; and if
    nothing else in life,
    I provide irrefutable
    evidence of that both to doctors
    and online; for those who see the
    value of a great attitude insufferable
    about life; to survive and keep going
    the best one can in the light of mind alive;

    even when bodies

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  22. ^^^

    Hi Nick and Matt. I’m not sure which one of you entertained me at Old Seville Quarter Thursday night and perhaps it is a mix of both; kind of dark in there with shades on, as you might imagine.

    Anyway, just want to say that the creative light that both you and your friend express is great, and I encourage you not to let that burn away, as obviously you are from an Affluent family that probably expects you and your friend to go on to ‘bigger and better’ stuff after graduating college.

    What I will tell you is this; there is no greater life or love than the human creative spirit; and while most folks don’t frigging have a clue for all of what I do in life;

    It is the love of creativity baby; that inspires me in all I do after being prisoned in by a culture of frigging robots for 40 years, as my creativity dies at age 13; regaining flame at 53.

    Live strong; live free; and be nice to the naysayers of life; but in the back of your mind say F** you and live life FUN as you guys are obviously experts in the greatest art of life that is JOY.

    God bless you or whatever you guys believe in, as you guys got it CORRECT AS IS FOR NOW..:)

  23. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=286563&start=15

    YES; Pantheism is most definitely a theist belief; PAN THEISM; get it.

    And Yes, both the Nocebo effect/affect and Placebo affect/effect
    are real scientifically proven all natural benefits/dangers of human
    belief. So yes, nature ‘answers’ prayers through the placebo effect.
    And yes, bad stuff happens to cynics who believe that life is all a
    b**CH, and stuff like that through the Nocebo effect; and don’t
    take my word for it; listen to the experts, if you care to; but
    you are far off base in your claims here; in regard to Pantheism.

    Pantheism is a theist belief; ‘they’ do Not name it PAN THEISM
    JUST FOR the hell of it, my friend; that’s just common SENSE.

    Oh, and by the way; the Gnostic Jesus dude by accounts in
    the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas describes GOD as
    a Pantheist GOD as well; within humans, outside
    humans; above so below; all around Nature
    is what gnostic Jesus speaks to in the
    link below, as well; even saying
    hacking off foreskin is
    stupid as that is
    gifted by
    AS WELL..;)


    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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