14 Responses to UnderCoverBossGod2

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 23, 2016 at 4:50 PM

   From the origin of allthatis..
   gRains of SAnd fill toes
   oF liGht bRiGht
   connecting Now
   to aLL ‘A eARTh
   breeze through
   eYes thaT LovE..
   SinG through taste
   of Night.. DancE aLL
   SonG
   oF
   Be..
   Butterfly born..
   cocoons
   shelved
   away noW
   as cycle oF LiFe
   ends begins staRts
   fiNishes aLways
   MoRe noW
   BrinG
   tears
   ring
   Laughs
   SMiLes moRe
   liGht SunG
   aM ONe..
   and hmm..
   off to dVerse Haibun
   oF what WiLL be Fredbun
   style of whatever free versE noW
   comes to FinGerS of FReED.. oh
   so short and long.. as Leaves
   oF Grass WiLL Grow
   in Fields
   and Streams
   of Rivers Ocean
   Glow in midnight Diatom
   sands of Sunlight Shores..
   and the topic of the dVerse
   prompt as coming noW is
   how does one Rest and
   Relax for R and R..
   WeLL.. i have
   a special
   and very
   SacRed Holy
   Thursday and
   niGht.. sEt.. uP
   for R and R each
   week.. and anyone
   who follows my bloG
   PoEM WiLL kNoW precisely
   aLL the paths iN JourneY Now
   oF Y i FreeST noW oF i thaT Goes..
   So after what i provide here.. as mY
   own contribution of mY way iN FReEDom
   poeTry i.. iT’s 5232016.. and 4:50 pm noW to sTARt..
   HeRe’s the deal.. i don’T juSt DancE aNd SinG
   i aM a SonG
   oF DancE
   iN
   poeTry
   too.. and
   thiS is jUst an
   ongoing stARt to
   never begin and finish
   a never ending poeM oF
   thE ‘SonG oF mY SoUl’.. i
   AM.. and this iS the 671st
   Verse of allthatis noW as i..
   and surE.. sTiLL apProacHinG
   4 MilLiOn words as aLL
   WiLL FloW
   iN
   ZonE oF
   i FReED..:)

   sMiLes.. R and R
   iN decades for me
   was only a drive
   through to see
   mY Father then..
   on Interstate
   Roads.. twice a
   year and twice
   a month
   moWinG
   grass close
   to Nature as
   Leave of work
   then.. worKing aLL
   Holidays for decAdes..
   never taKing a break WiLL
   Certainly make i a dull boy..

   noW neverLand
   EnDinG story
   aGaiN..:)

   SMiLes.. WeLL
   trUth iS i mainLY
   stay in a state of
   DancE and SonG even
   iN poeTry that
   is effortless
   in balance
   as best
   Friend
   oF graVity
   noW.. iN WhiTe
   liGht Love energy
   that has no limits
   or expectaTiOnsnoW
   FReED from attempTinG
   oTheRs to grey the
   colorEd RainBoW
   hiGh oF i
   WinD FReED..

   Sycamore
   grows
   ever taller..:)

   Ah.. one of my most
   favorite R and R DanceS
   oF i to SinG iS FloWinG
   WitH Butterfly golden
   toes in Nike
   Shox shoes..
   yes.. size
   11
   and
   a half..
   with a bridge
   across for H
   wHolE as SpiRit
   i oF liGht MoVinG
   deep in SanDs WitH
   arms as Wings BaLanCinG
   GraViTy liGhts oF i.. wHere
   Fingers are ruShinG DreAms as
   Air oF mE.. Waves pattern Dance
   Prints along never ending sway
   of Ocean i across fAce of sUn
   SeAGuLL jOY i
   BRinG
   to un-suspecting
   Sun bathers sTiLL
   who have never
   viewEd an
   ET
   Butterfly
   HUman BeinG
   navigaTinG
   i oF Heaven
   HOmeNoW..:)

   WoNder RiVers…
   FoRests.. PoNds..
   LaKes.. BaYs..
   SuGar BeacHes..
   EMerald WaTers..
   SeaGulls SpiRal
   neveR enDinG
   SunnY Days
   oF liGht..
   NatUre’s
   spiRit aS
   animaLs
   SingG Free
   As heArt SoUL
   BalanCinG heRe
   noW iN Saint FloWer
   oF Florida wHerE noW
   i liVe iN RosE waY
   peTals Of DreAms
   coMe truE Now..

   i’LL jUst
   aDD..
   iT’s HeaVen..:)

   Seriously.. iTs
   trUe.. it’S eVen
   iN the good book
   titLed.. “A History
   of God’.. pAge 8..
   the first name
   for God iS
   Lahmu and
   Lahamn
   meaning
   silt as
   water and
   earth sTiLL
   miXed toGeTheR
   and per my last bLog
   posT thAT mY friEnd..
   iF you kNow the wHole NoW
   story of ‘mY’ name.. iS iroNic
   as both Heaven and Hell.. toGeTher..
   iN oNe hUman BEinG aS DeViLAndAngEL..

   SynchroniciTy
   SinGs LaYman teRms
   iN aweSoMe wHole waY..;)

   WeLL.. trUth and liGhT iS noW
   foR aA Angel emPath.. SaVinG gRace
   is NatUre spAce..
   as hUmans
   with worry
   emit stingy
   jelly fish energy
   kinda like the other
   side of those jELly
   fish like spiRits that
   are positive liGht oF
   FeeLinGs oF NatUre iN
   that Avatar moviel.. then..
   and noW.. wE Angel empaThs
   mUst consTantly
   generate poSitive
   eNergy.. iN ways
   of DancE and SonG
   not to be defeated
   by Human Jelly Fish
   Stings of Stress.. Worry
   Fear.. Doubt.. Jealously..
   Greed.. and all the other
   Con-social emoTions
   that
   non-
   EmPath
   AngEls
   SinG.. but
   trUly they
   kNOw noT what
   they do.. theY Now
   juSt feeL and SinG noW
   a DarKeR Song of Negative
   EnerGy that wE empath AngeLs
   do E-scape With DancE and SonG..
   Beach.. Forest.. and under Trees..
   and even in Caves and Desert too..
   And yes.. Positive Energy oF poEtry2..

   DancE And SinG NoW
   aWay.. noW oN aNd or @NatUre HoMe
   froM HUman SpiRit Jelly Fish StinGs..:)

   SMiLes..
   iN poEtry
   SpeaK Jazz Now
   iS jUst anoTheR
   woRd foR Free Verse
   SonG As MusiCK noW..

   Free oF Art
   SonG And DancE..
   JaZz oF aLL..:)

   6 ‘O’ 1 pm cLock
   mean work-out
   now.. be
   back
   later..:)

   Back at 1:01 am
   on 5242016..

   Nature and photography..
   Yes.. a relaxing mix of
   rest of Nature
   beyond the
   mundane
   routines
   oF life
   to make
   the routine
   oF liFe sacred
   iN aLL deTails
   of big photo view..

   Mindful
   iN phoTography..
   Peace aNd Blisst..:)

   Runner Endorphins of decades
   past.. knees and hips no
   longer agree with high
   steps.. Now
   but fLoWinG
   Dance close
   to eARTh BRinGs
   SeNsaTionS noW oF
   EmoTioNaL regulation
   and sensory integration
   to new highs in all pARts
   of MiNd and BoDy Balance that
   i had no idea even existed then
   running to or away from something
   that was toward the end of FeeLinG
   rather than.. the do of Art iN noW..

   Legs..Hips..thanK
   mE For eYes oF
   FloWinG DancE..:)

   SMiLes.. sitting still or mechanical
   walk not a meditation one noW..
   MoVinG as i for one can
   do iN ConNecTinG
   CreATinG
   Way oF aLL
   thaT iS.. MuSt
   FloW aNd SpiRal
   iN body weight fULL
   to be free.. my friend.. for me..

   DanCinG
   mediTaTion..
   bestT piLL for i..:)

   Quick poeTry break
   ends at 1:15 am
   and noW
   foR
   Bed..:)

   Many Many
   Global and
   Local Metro
   Area detouRS
   as hiGhliGhTed
   beLow.. noW bacK
   here at dVerse Monday
   prompt in Haibun
   flavoRed
   Fredbunns
   in taste
   oF R and
   R for N0W..
   10:41 AM..
   5252016..:)

   Ah.. CHalice oF wE
   DanceE aNd SonG
   oF Y i For mE..
   FloW oF zoNe..
   cOmes.. matterS
   noT thE foRm
   Or DestiNaTiOn
   paThs JoUrney
   aLiVe noW iN Peace..

   Rivers Ocean
   fly iN
   eYe oF Love..:)

   SMiLes.. cOunting sheeP
   To g0 tO sLeep.. oNe steP
   tWo stEp thRee sHeeP foUr..
   NumBerSgroWinGs..
   LetTers coMe FReED..
   woRdSinGSonG
   Longer noW
   LettersEEd..
   SpRead
   i On..
   PeAce cOmes..
   eYe oF niGht
   eYes oF DaY
   sKeYes oF ALL..

   SpRinG LiVes
   iN aS MooN
   ChiLd DreAms..:)

   Saunter Red
   White and Blue
   Flag Breeze through
   hiGhliGhts sacRed HoLy
   FLiGht iNside.. ouTside..
   so aBove.. beLow
   all’A
   rOund..
   wHen aLL
   becOmes
   onE fLag
   ofEYe..
   NaTion
   i oN
   1 noW FReED..:)

   FlaG oF
   LovE fearLess
   juSTiCe Flies iN FeAT..:)

   HI.. Adriana.. haven’t
   caught up with you
   on the dVerse trail
   recently.. nice to hear
   your inspiRational words
   here again.. another story
   of tragedy inspired by bLack
   books of lies.. rapes against
   faith of different religions
   God as evil
   twin..
   holding
   hands with
   Rapists Murders
   evilivedevilived sAMe
   raping little girls to burying
   Lesbians to their chest aLiVe
   to stone them with RocksNow
   so they cannot cover thEiR oWn
   eYes.. Supreme leader of Iran..
   hA!.. supreme dEvil of heLL.. iN
   real human form.. and aLL Ah
   associated with
   the devil realm
   of killing
   other pARts
   of NatUre God
   one sAMe all noW..
   i’m getting reAlly REAL
   tired oF iT.. and serioUsly
   i lEarned how to shape shift
   in so many artFuL ways he HE
   perhapS i’LL beCome ISA
   and settle
   thE dajJaL
   score of
   Muhammad
   twice and for
   aLL oNe.. perHaps
   A mYth.. perhapS
   A dreAm pErhaps
   thE anGer of God
   Nature oNE as uS
   mY frIEnd iNoW..

   DEvils SpRinG
   fRom loiN oF peDo
   fiLe HeLL iN Dante bLack…

   SMiLes.. moVing.. ConnecTArinG..
   CreAtinG.. i too fiNd a way to
   go iN R and R
   HeaVen for noW
   mY friEnd and oH
   mY GoD the dEtale
   pErson aWay froM
   BiggeR viEw poeTry..
   DancE and SonG i too
   can be.. after three degrees
   at the toP of my class through
   Highschool.. UniVersity in Social
   Sciences Interdisciplinary.. Health
   Science.. Anthropology and then..
   a Quarter oF A Century wHOle oH..
   from Bowling ALLey to Adminstrator
   oF Federal Government Programs then..
   i neVer had a clUe trUly whaT
   iT was to move.. connect
   and create.. unTiL a little
   Yellow Boy cat
   disguised
   as GoD aLL
   cried under
   my shed for
   respite of
   drOught with
   no drop of water
   taught mE aLL i
   needed to kNow iN
   PAws cLaws and puRRs
   oF fearLess cAll oF the Wild
   iN goD FreeD oF aLLeY strAy caT
   SonG iN LiVinG Free liKe Whitman2..

   PoeTriaL DanCes
   iN SonG oF fEarFReED
   Yellow Boy LoVe..:)

   SMiLes..
   bottom
   line..

   Nature
   we are
   ONE..:)

   sMiLes.. for mE.. long
   ago a giant oak
   with spot liGhts
   at bottom pointed
   toward sky.. leaves
   oF alive flow upward
   downward sAMe for
   a brief moment in break
   from all stress work.. i AM
   tree one WitH niGht.. tree later
   felled by Hurricane Ivan iN then
   WiNds oF FreeinG skY opens
   uP cLouds oF Love never
   seen in heaVens aBove..
   and ah.. the stars no
   longer covered
   by branches oF
   Love..

   DarK iS liGht
   IS A sTar
   briGht MooNoN..:)

   Sea as endless
   as Summer neW
   Breeze NoW iN
   DeSert yellow
   StreAM RiVer
   eYes BriGht
   aS Summer
   longS AnD
   WiNter FaLLS
   SpRinG aGaiN..
   Now oF Love..
   NoW iN FearLess
   SacRed eYe onE
   WiSdom
   Be
   hOld..

   i’s A foretOld
   iN Led Zeppelin
   Kashmir dreAm..:)

   SmLes.. fOr thouSands
   oF yeArs EaRth circles
   Sun iN perFect pAth..
   And ha.. hUmans
   doubt they
   master fate..
   first step out oF
   fear.. the rest fAlls
   as pLace iN LoVeNOW
   BesT FriEnd of ENerGy..
   FrienD iN Gravity Balance tRue..

   EarTh SinGs
   truTh
   iN DancE oF sUn..:)

   SMILes.. a KaT then oH!
   in cage oF a ThunDerstorm..
   My liFe never but a sPark
   of reaL reLaXaTioN on
   the Autism Spectrum
   then.. hA!.. anSwer
   so simple!..
   free fLow
   iN ZonE
   DancE aWay
   from ruLeS Now
   laughing aLL.. aH..
   thE way to bliss bank
   noW FReED no matter who
   the F noW thInks i’M iNsanE..

   IN FreeDoM
   iNSaniTy
   DancELoveSonG..:)

   Oh God.. you are F iN
   Hilarious.. the H and the
   B ran mE out’A liNKinG
   butT Jesus
   F iN Christ..
   thIS IS A foR fUn tHinG
   noW and no F iN Science
   PoeTry Project fOr mE.. heHE..
   buTT i StILL wRote a 3 MilLion PLuS
   LonGesT woRd ForM TerM poeM iN
   thE hiStory oF HuMan
   kiNd sTiLL
   exPaNdinG
   iN Words heRe
   noW anD thE hidDen
   MaGicK surPrise iS F iN
   moSt everyOne oNliNe
   i’Ve eVer conNecTaRed
   WiTh iT IS A LoVinG
   pARt oF iT iN aLL DarK
   aNd liGht aS thIs iS paRT
   oF thE 671st Verse.. iN aS
   Love iT aLL..
   as SonG oF
   My SouL.. aka
   the hidden title
   IN KATiE MiA
   FredericK!iI oH!
   noW.. nanmykel
   so mUch.. moRE wITh
   FearLess noW LoVeNoW..

   HeHeR.. yoUr
   nAMe iS noW iN
   mY Book oF LiFe2..;)

   pS.. ‘they’ finAlly sorTa
   put out that Alice
   iN Wonderland
   movie about
   mY liFe..
   thE LooKinG
   GlAss IS A CaLLing
   anD i liVe tHeir noW..

   Two Fred
   BuNs aNd PuNs
   juSt For FuN..;)

   Most people
   don’T realiZe
   thaT reTire
   doesN’t
   meaN reLax..
   iT juSt mEans
   gET eXcited aBout
   LiFe witHouT worrY
   WitH mOre tRead oN
   thE WheeLs oF liFe..

   oH.. To bE Re-
   tiRed.. thE JoY noW
   DriVinG aLiVe 55..;)

   And fOr seCond FredKu..
   FeeLinG younGer aT heARt
   noW thAn sWeet mAle 16..;)

   SMIles..
   trUly.. iT’s
   imPossiBle
   to give the
   most by folloWing
   oLd ruLes.. to give is
   not to take.. including
   animal blood.. and lives
   of others.. the
   give is
   without
   take in
   fearless
   GiVinG Love..
   withOut harm
   to oTheRs mY friEnd..:)

   Golden NEW rULE..
   FearLess Love.. NO
   hArm To creaTioN ONE..:)

   As printED by SuN
   AnD ShadeS oN mY bE
   forEhead selFie waY..;)

   AnD thE conText oF thAT
   lasT Fred KU.. biGGer viEW..
   reQuires deTail SeeiNG mY Friend..;)

   And SeeKinG
   EXploRinG
   FinDinG
   Too..2..;)

   SMiLes.. iN mY miNd And BoDy
   BaLanCinG SoUL Of EmoTioNal
   FeeLinG heArT iN ExpreSsinG
   SpiRit SamE.. FriEnd Viv..noW
   i SaY.. nEither RelaXaTioN..
   DancE.. SonG.. oR poEtry
   worKs aS fuLLeSt hUman
   heARt wiTh mechanical
   cognition ruleS
   NoW iN as i2..

   Free Verse i
   reLaX
   ZERO RULE..:)

   ps.. per.. second Fredku
   and Fredbun Free foR aLL
   PEtERPaNmINraRiFiED..;)

   SMiLes… EarTh never
   sweats orbit around
   Sun.. cats say no
   when they get
   too many
   petsnoW
   and scratch
   WarningS oF diScomforT…
   hUmanS iN BaLanCinG
   stAnd stronG
   LoVe hard
   hug noW iN
   gRass moonliT..
   rollS in midday
   sAnds.. so free allone..
   noW Sand oF SinG SonG
   BliSS WitH Grass cat whiskers
   freE noW to bE aLiVe noW withouT
   hUman Cultural noise iN PriSon
   cLocK
   tiMeS

   BreathE DancE SinG..
   moonLit twiliGht
   Sun’s.. hEiR..:)

   Ah.. a cat of mine..
   named Arthur for
   20 years.. noble
   alpha cat of neighborhood
   bLock never injured posture says
   at 7 lbs from 15 Lb
   mountain lion
   beFore.. go away
   intruder cat or else..
   i WiLL have your fur..
   and it worked as this
   cat would never be scratched
   by a less brave one oF hE then..
   BagG oF BONEs
   i stepped on
   one day..
   all weight oF Y i
   230LBS noW..
   KinG Arthur geTs
   uP leisurely thenoW
   anD walKs LioN
   KinG aWay sTiLL
   HeaLinG proPerTies
   thAT mediCine WiLL
   never understand
   in the relative
   free WiLL
   of even
   a Cat
   freeR than
   hUmans arReNoW..

   FunctionAlly
   disAbled hUmans
   bY culTuRe’s teAt priSon..:)

   i lEArNed
   HiS
   lesSon WeLL..:)

   And that catches
   iT aLL uP for NoW..
   next stop way beLow
   here… WiLL be
   Tuesday prompt..
   all About
   farewells
   not so
   sure
   in hopes
   of geTtinG
   Back to Love’s WeLL..:)

   1:37 pm..
   5252016..:)

   Reply
2. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 23, 2016 at 11:30 PM

   And tHeRe’s
   the much softer
   Angel Side.. noW in ‘that’
   Facebook Profile status photo..
   And speaking of that i find
   the Inner UniVerse of HUman
   BeinG in terms of EmoTioNs
   and seNses fascinating and
   how we connect wITh each other
   through the verbal and non-verbal
   expreSsiONs of SpiRit oF HeARt
   FeLt EmoTioNs through both
   our physical verbal
   and non-verbal
   eXpRESSiOns
   aS weLL as SiGn
   Language in all the
   symbols that hUmans
   can abstract design
   iN mind and body BalanCinG SoUL..
   as constructs.. both representing
   metaphors of Golden Calves.. Hawk
   Headed men.. to a three letter word
   named God.. to expReSS more of what
   CAN NOT be measured by empirical means
   alone in discrete observation in meaSuRinG
   ways.. and the height of the weakness in both
   the field of psychiatry.. psychotherapy.. and
   the psychology field as whole.. is what to do
   when a human no longer either FEELS EMPATHY
   AND OR ASSOCIATED NUANCED EMOTIONS.. and now
   for me this IS A case study of mY history
   for sure.. as when undergoing 2 years
   of fLiGht or fIght stress i became
   the textbook version of a person
   who experienced little to
   no eMoTioN along with
   losing the connection
   of Language with EmoTioNs
   to describe how i was feeling
   if anyway at all.. and truly all
   was left of me was panic mode on
   or less on in total adrenaline
   flow.. AND WHAT happens when
   one loses this normal
   innate human
   ability..
   is chaos
   and a complete
   change in how one
   views the world in terms
   of FEELINGS.. and the sickest
   pArt of the whole experience was
   my brain was so damaged by stress as
   yes science proves prolonged stress WILL
   DO TO THE HUMAN BRAIN and all other bodily
   systems.. THAT THE way i viewed pleasure became
   both my pain and the pain of others to wHere when
   i saw a person suffering to my cognitive moral code
   self viewing the unfolding of this new way of view of the
   world.. WHEN i saw my beloved mother choking on a piece of
   bread instead of extreme fear and concern.. i felt a perverse
   pleasure and there was nothing cognitively i could do to change
   that feeling.. and when the psychiatrist asked me to use something
   other than adrenaline to motivate myself.. namely EmoTions.. i had
   no idea what he was talking about at that point.. and no way to generate
   anything other than adrenaline fight or flight hormones.. in fact he said
   my adrenal glands were literally stuck in the on position as this is what
   the body will do.. under constant fight or flight pressure when a job
   gets like that.. and my perseverance to survive in the job
   was of my own goal oriented behavior too.. NOT TO QUIT..
   as i had been with the same Government employment
   for close to 25 years.. close to retirement
   and assurance of lifetime health
   insurance.. for my wife
   who had Epilepsy..
   and for myself
   suffering from
   Severe Anxiety at an
   era where any Mental Disorder
   meant no insurance coverage if you
   lost your insurance and went to another
   coverage or coverage one could not afford..
   so yes.. Golden Handcuffs were around wrists
   as i made those Golden Handcuffs real with the
   contingencies created by my mind as life or death
   action and consequence of life.. in keeping that job..
   wHere the demands were becoming increasingly impossible
   for me to do in a catch 22 situation.. Well at that period
   of my life.. i had no idea a person could lose their emotions
   or that Stress could result in close to 20 disorders all at one
   point in one human being.. as my body and mind finally gave up..
   and i could not sleep for almost 40 days except for 1 hour each
   night for the first 35 days with an alpha blocker to slow
   my heart rate down enough with what then became
   dysautonomia for a nervous system and
   cardiovascular/respiratory system
   damaged beyond immediate
   repair.. and doctors
   can’t do a dam
   thing for
   that as
   only rest and
   relaxation.. sometimes
   years.. to even a decade
   can heal the extent of the
   damage of a synergy of bodily
   destruction from the real deadly
   results of continual Chronic flight
   or fight stress.. ANYWAY.. along with
   the worst pain known to mankind.. type
   two Trigeminal Neuralgia like a dentist
   drill in my right eYe and ear.. WITHOUT
   NOVOCAINE.. Sjogren’s Syndrome wHere
   my Eyes quit making tears..
   Severe Degenerative
   Arthritis in my
   spine and Spinal
   Stenosis precipitated
   early by a Congenitally
   Fused Vertebra in my spine..
   Coat Hanger Pain associated
   with Dysautonomia.. and Fibromyalgia
   for an entire body of pain.. the worst
   of all was losing my Emotions and at the
   end of that 40 day stay with no sleep.. even
   all senses and pain too.. which was the worst
   Hell of all wHere yes.. as mentioned over and
   over in my blogs and here on Facebook too.. a second
   was like a thousand years in a piece of paper existence
   and what felt like total separation from allthatis AKA
   GOD.. yeaH.. so.. i finally figured out that Hell and
   Heaven is here and no where else.. most obviously
   what the folks where talking about in the
   old sacred texts too.. as there is
   no other word for this place
   that i’m sure other folks
   have been to iN a similar
   place of hell
   who experience
   constant fight or flight
   stress in whatever shape
   form or fashion that comes
   in both now and then in the
   human condition as is.. anyway..
   stress is a serious ill of western
   civilization as we base flight or fight
   reaction to external abstract constructs
   as determined by our minds to have life or
   death consequences through our actions of
   either success or failure.. and that is
   truly a catastrophic way of thinking
   in potential catastrophic
   illness.. AND BACK
   TO THE FIELD OF PSYCHOLOGY
   ALL THEY COULD DO WAS OFFER PILLS
   AND THERAPY IN THE WAY OF THOUGHT CONTROL..
   BUT ZERO WAY OR ZERO SUGGESTION IN HOW TO
   GET THOSE EMOTIONS BACK.. no one could help me..
   so i had to find my own back to humanity.. and finally
   i did that with connecting emotions to language through
   poetry in remembering grief in songs and photos of my past
   as copied and pasted in visual blog way.. and in reliving that
   grief it finally sparked my Emotions back like a Tidal wave..
   turning me into a bi-polar state of mind from the darkest
   dark of emotion-less existence to waves of EmoTion
   from a drought of hUman BeinG for 66 months..
   and the first laugh around the beginning of
   August in 2013.. yes.. the first laugh
   in 66 months and the first emotion
   felt smile was a heaven out of
   hell for me then..
   simply coming
   from a joke
   from the
   new person
   we got to cut
   my hair then.. she
   was a savior too.. of my
   heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL then
   too.. and the first and only tear
   in that 66 month period was in
   April 2013.. after a beloved
   cat we had to put down
   due to Kitty Aids..
   the son of
   Yellow
   Boy
   named Sunny
   Boy.. and now
   i can bring tears easily
   as i know the value of them..
   as that one tear brought strength
   of emoTions in my body that could still
   muscularly press 500LBS then but
   felt so weak inside
   as EmoTions
   are what
   give uS
   strength..
   not the form
   by itself of strength
   of what we see on the outside
   and this is why my 94 year old
   crippled great aunt Jettie at this point
   in my life at age 47 was infinitely
   stronger than i.. without EmoTions
   as i barely had the energy to
   speak.. exhausted after
   a few words..
   so anyway..
   dance was the next
   step to regulate my new
   found emotions and integrate
   the senses of my new found bodily
   strength.. from head to toe and how
   i radiated this emoTioNal and sensory
   energy to others through outward spiRit
   eXpreSSinG energy in non-verbal ways and
   other ways that science is yet to measure
   that we humans can sense who experience..
   it.. however.. as i know and feel now..
   there are many who cannot as
   both disuse of the emotional
   intelligence of human
   beings.. in physical
   way too.. from head
   to toe.. can wither
   away emotions and empathy
   to almost non-existent.. and of
   course successful first responders..
   surgeons.. law-forcement.. etc.. must
   have excellent control over their
   emotions and senses otherwise
   they will not survive..
   and interestingly modern
   science shows the criminal
   element of psychopathy has
   the ability to feel emotions
   and empathy fully like a faucet that
   can be turned off and on.. but in my
   mind those are not the real full psychopaths
   who can only feel pleasure at someone’s pain..
   as horrifyingly from first hand experience that
   is no longer a part of my life.. it is a real deal
   and beyond horrifying.. both to potential perpetrator
   of all types of crime violent or not.. and or manipulation
   of others who are white collar crime folks who are of the
   higher IQ type of psychopaths with high
   emotional intelligence.. and ability
   to turn the emotions and empathy
   off or on.. by will..
   the moral code is
   what sets folks apart..
   and to pooh pooh the value
   of all religions in modifying
   potential dangerous and criminal
   behavior of human beings.. is a distinct
   and dangerous mistake.. as even science shows
   now that otherwise psychopaths through structural
   disorders in their brain can become successful law
   abiding and folks with moral character if taught
   this from birth with love no different
   than the education of school..
   so yeah.. take the
   good book learning
   away and potential
   harm grows and of course
   even in the clergy.. science
   shows that is one of the top ten
   jobs where psychopathic leaning folks
   land jobs.. and certainly their upbringing
   in church is what kept ’em at least in part
   out of real criminal associated trouble..
   and they are simply fearless and
   smart enough to stand before
   a crowd of folks and
   speak freely
   and coherently..
   the lesson of the
   day as it were and still
   is today.. and what i feel would
   be helpful to both boys and girls in school
   is free style dance in martial arts ways for
   girls to develop their masculine qualities of
   fearless strength and will and ballet-like free style
   dance now for boys.. to both expand their emotional
   feelings of experience throughout a body of motion..
   and to regulate more aggressive associated emoTions
   too.. to limit potential negative action and
   consequences upon both themselves and others..
   sadly.. polarized gender role expectations
   makes this almost impossible
   in heavily influenced
   patriarchal leaning
   red state areas..
   that are of
   course homophobic
   to the max from a
   so-called part of a good
   book that is not good at all
   as that is one of many dark parts
   of religion too.. in ways of hate now
   and illusory fears.. so there is a long
   way up for humanity.. but truly many ways
   to get there for many folks who might not
   otherwise have hope.. if they can just lose
   their fears and get the job done on a path
   that will work for them..
   ’cause once
   you’ve been
   to hell.. trust
   me.. you will appreciate
   being an Earth Angel again..
   oh yeah.. and for people who pooh pooh
   the value of selfies that is total bull shit
   as it is just another way of bio-feedback to
   master and regulate human emotion through
   the nonverbal language of facial
   expressions and in the online
   world of autism communities
   folks with so-called
   higher functioning
   autism who are
   more likely
   to have problems
   with non-verbal
   language are using
   this as an advantage
   for personal therapy
   in gaining a greater
   emotional intelligence
   and even with more severe types
   of autism therapists are finding
   great effective results using both
   music and movement therapy to increase
   the connection of language.. both verbal
   and non-verbal with emotions and greater
   all natural propensity to interact
   with other folks
   as sparking
   the Emotional
   life of human being
   in pro-social ways
   is what makes us strong
   in social cooperation and is
   why.. DUH.. WHY OUR FUCKING PRIMITIVE
   ANCESTORS NAMELY MY INDIAN ANCESTORS
   WHO WERE NAMED AS SAVAGES FOR DANCING
   NAKED TOGETHER AROUND CAMPFIRES HAD MUCH
   GREATER EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE AND COULD
   KICK ASS IN ANY ONE TO ONE FIGHT WITH A SO-CALLED
   WHITE WARRIOR WHO WALKED IN STRAIGHT BRITISH LINES
   OF MILITARY BATTLE.. PER THE GENTLEMAN WAY AWAY
   FROM THE WILD OF WILL AND STRENGTH..
   yes.. the kind of IQ you get in school..
   might make ya money.. BUT IT WILL
   never IF yoU seeK iN GoD WITHIN
   yes.. FucKinG WIThIN
   save your
   HeARt.. SpiRit
   SoUL.. that are the
   true life saving intelligences
   of both the individual human
   being and the race as
   whole on a global
   basis now..
   so when
   they say
   DancE And SonG
   in ExpRESSinG
   EmoTioNaL SpiRit
   HeARt and SoUL..
   WiLL save the world
   the Rock and Rollers understand
   God better than most religions
   and science will ever do
   in the
   tRue Art
   iN liGht of hUman
   BeinG and to put this
   into words has been one
   of the hardest tasks assigned
   by the God of Innate Intuitive
   Instinctual Nature real to me..
   but worth it as the paths and
   journey to help others attain
   heaven now like i’ve
   REALLY JUST DONE..
   NOW.. COME
   TO FRUITION..
   IN HELPING OTHERS..
   SURE.. it can’t
   be said enough
   when
   a REAL
   SPIrIT.. SOuL..
   AND HeART
   iS AT
   STAKE
   oF
   ART..
   And if you are wondering
   how i do all of this..
   i am an au·to·di·dact
   from HeLL noW iN Heaven
   who reads 10 to 15 times
   faster than the average
   human being and types as
   fast as A Keyboard allowS
   somewhere up to 130 words
   a minute or so..
   the volume of
   information
   i consume in both
   Google text and
   youTube Video way
   as well as I generate
   is beyond the fathom
   of most minds of this
   human era .. but again..
   i am motivated from
   a place of REAL
   HELL.. THAT
   MOST PEOPLE
   CAN NEITHER
   FATHOM EITHER..
   THANKS
   GOD FOR
   THAT TOO..
   and the closet analogy
   to who i am now.. is probably
   that new movie named ‘Lucy’..
   as my mind and body balance
   continues to grow at an
   exponential rate to the
   point that truly
   no one
   can catch
   up to me now..
   as far i know now
   and have experienced
   in all i do.. but again
   as stated before that is
   the mission assigned by
   God in another intelligence
   well beyond the fathom
   of perhaps any
   human
   anywhere..
   any day..
   but i do not
   kNow the answer
   to that as i am
   not all humans
   yET.. who have
   ever lived..
   and the last
   line was iS..
   tongue
   iN
   cheek..
   per the Movie
   ‘Lucy’ if ya
   ever actually
   see it more
   than here..
   hehe..
   And as side note
   here goes on.. last
   night at the gym.. i take
   a white towel.. and i use that
   towel as a ballet-like tool to
   butterfly my way twirling around
   the iron of Nautilus machines..
   as it Will impact my fLight
   per weight of towel.. i ask
   her iF iT’s bigger and
   she says.. it’s just
   different..
   and i say..
   okay.. next now
   someone asks me
   what’s wrong with
   you i’m gonna say
   the girl at the
   gym said
   iT’s
   juSt
   diffeRent
   thaT’S aLL..;)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 24, 2016 at 2:19 PM

   Well.. iF ya look closely..
   this iS my “Metaphors Be
   With You Shirt”.. noW aND
   that’S trUe hUman NoW iN
   MetaphorsE iN wayS noW
   of Sign language.. developed
   in all visual abstract constructs..
   whether as labels for so-called
   concrete objects.. including we
   humans.. And our figurative behavior
   of emoTioNs in figurative metaphors
   as well.. thAT CAN be either
   FOR US
   OR AGAINST US noW..
   wITh some folks free to
   go beyond the barriers
   of fences constructed by
   other humans in life or those
   who succumb to illusory fears
   generated by metaphors of symbols
   ranging from words to horned pan
   devils and such as that.. where
   timid humans never develop
   their much fuller human
   potentials as progress
   is halted by the
   more conservative
   closed minded folks
   among us.. and ha!
   there are those who believe
   the magic of liFe in the belief
   itself as human emotion is sorcery
   per both black and white magic as
   metaphor for Ted Bundy Shape Shifters
   to murder young women.. to super hero
   soldiers who save Liberty and Freedom
   and Justice for all in Paul Revere waY iN
   GIVE ME LIBERTY OR GIVE ME DEATH..
   well.. ya see.. P!nk in her video FIRE speaks
   to this.. in occult ways.. yeS.. it’s true..
   folks in Hollywood practice occult
   rituals to increase the Placebo
   effect of human potential
   and yes.. they use
   what is described
   as Sex MaGicK
   in occult way
   too.. but
   seriously.. the essence
   of what works is human
   sensuality through changes
   in neurochemicals and neurohormones
   motivate us to be more creative and socially
   cooperative.. and the action.. consequence of that
   is positive over negative.. and those who lose all
   illusory fears will succeed in whatever endeavor
   they enter into whether in metaphor of black
   or white magic.. per negative actions
   that harm others.. potentially..
   or positive actions that result
   in positive outcomes for
   most everyone as wHole..
   but here’s the thing.. the
   essence of Human Nature
   iN Human potential in alignment
   WiTH the Interdependent.. Interconnecting
   Relationship of allthatis aka God is as real
   if one calls iT blue as it is red or green.. the metaphors
   just house the vehicles and vessels of trUth to liGht essence from
   black to white to shades of grey and all the concrete labels
   of the birds.. dragon flies.. and plants that my sister..
   who is a lot like Ms. Jane Hathaway if you
   remember that bird nerd.. who my sister
   freely identifies with proudly as someone
   diagnosed with the super IQ form
   of Asperger’s syndrome too.. who
   can tale ya every label for most
   every living thing in Nature..
   as that is HER SPECIAL
   INTEREST.. and she captured
   a Kite Swallow Tail bird today..
   one of the most beautiful
   members of the Hawk family
   with her three grand or so digital
   camera that will blow anything i take
   with my iPhone 6s in quality but yes..
   it weighs a ton and one cannot pull it
   out of a pocket like drawing a gun in
   a gun fight to point and shoot.. before
   the target moves out of sight.. my advantage
   too.. iS moving in 360 degrees in my own Kite
   way of mastering my physical environment
   and sensory integration.. in capturing
   Nature in Smartphone/Fred way..
   Well.. okay.. back to the occult..
   the most famous occultist
   in history by far in terms
   of Hollywood practice..
   is Aleister Crowley..
   of last Century.. definitely
   one with psychopathic checklist
   symptoms as he tortured small animals
   as a child.. and didn’t have a whole lot of
   sympathy for those who got in his way..
   in what his exploration was to increase
   human potential in both he and others..
   yes.. in total effect and lack of affect..
   he was a lot like Steve Jobs..
   in genius way too..
   and yes.. the Beatles
   and Led Zeppelin and many
   other Rocks Stars.. including
   Jim Morrison.. and even Sting
   were highly influenced by this man..
   and yes.. stars like JZ.. Beyonce..
   etc.. in believing in a much higher
   human potential than what was censored
   out of the good book as iS in terms of Bible..
   where human potential in all these ways.. particularly
   the naturally lusty propensity of human beings iS sTilL
   repressed and oppressed.. leading to much
   lower potential in human creativity..
   social cooperation.. and even
   productivity.. as whole..
   but no worries.. in the
   western free world
   as Porn HaS totally
   taken care of this..
   just finger tips away..
   and most anyone who says
   they do not peruse it.. is lying
   through their fingers.. hands..
   etc.. as iT iS juSt hUman NatUre..
   as yes.. NaturAlly gifted by God and
   only something that has been held back
   by the so-called Victorian age before Vicky’s
   secret came out in the heat of below and above
   same… As given freedom.. women.. can be even more
   sexually charged than men.. demanding it in bootie
   dances as one sees free on dance floors today..
   vs.. girls who waited like wallflowers all innocent
   and such on the sidelines of life.. BUT.. SOME
   FOLKS ARE NATURALLY LESS
   SEXUALLY CHARGED.. CREATIVE..
   PRODUCTIVE.. AS THAT ALL FITS
   TOGETHER BELOW ABOVE..
   INSIDE AND OUTSIDE..
   ALL AROUND..
   AND that is why in
   a truly free country like the
   USA.. there must be room for
   both sides now and all the shades
   of grey in true liberty.. freedom.. and
   justice foR All hUman beings
   to express more or less
   of hUman potenTial and
   that heaven is herE noW
   for those who Master liFe
   through relative free will..
   and there are no longer any fences..
   that i care to go through or so-called
   dark but legal fantasies that i do NOT
   explore fully without harming anyone
   else but those who would like to say
   in books.. others symbols.. and such..
   including words.. no Fred.. you cannot
   go past that fence.. you will be held
   accountable for what it says in our book..
   Well.. folks.. i have read many books.. and i for
   one kNow and FeeL 100% that God does not
   discriminate when it comes to God manifest in
   us to find Peace.. and Pleasure in ways of
   Unconditional Fearless White Magic Love..
   and while the Ted Bundy effect has no
   impact on me.. as i know what
   makes Ted Bundy Fundies tick..
   ’cause i’ve been to
   a similar place too..
   folks like Aleister Crowley
   do not scare me at all as all they
   have is metaphors.. and no matter
   how complicated human signs get..
   in symbol and idol way.. THE GOD OF
   NATURE ALL ONE OWNS FREEDOM..
   AND LIBERTY AS MANIFEST FREELY
   IN US.. AND WHEN ITS UNCONDITIONAL
   LOVE AND IT FEELS GOOD THERE CAN
   BE NO EVIL IN THAT AS LONG AS IT HARMS
   NO ONE.. WITH INTENT.. AND IS DONE IN A WAY
   WHERE OTHER FOLKS DON’T HAVE TO TURN IT ON
   OR CAN TURN IT OFF.. AND the trUth and liGhT iS..
   metaphors as attached to powerful human emotions
   and senses associated with sensuality.. and the
   human archetypes of the collective
   genetic subconscious that impacts
   us both through our genetic history
   and our life experiences now are
   powerful devices to increase the
   real emotional and sensory
   powers of human being..
   in Quantum Mind and
   body ways.. unleashed
   and released that no human
   has adequate metaphors yet to
   describe.. but there IS A road there
   through human language and other
   metaphors that as a synergy of social
   cooperation of human beings.. the Chalice
   we raise to God IS A Temple of God Manifest
   aS US iN mini selFie mE waY.. iT’s A Confident
   FeeLing.. truly.. when you raise your armS noW
   as the CHALICE OF GOD.. AND KNOW noW..
   FEEL.. AND SENSE YOU ARE A MASTERPIECE
   OF ART MORE VALUABLE THAN ANY PIECE
   OF GOLDEN
   CALF.. OR BIBLE
   IDOlS WORD SYMBOL…
   N O W LIGHT TRUTH
   FREEDOM AND VALUE
   iT iS TO KnOW WE ARE
   THE NAKED FLESH AS PaRT
   oF the Living God allthatis.. yes..
   inside.. outside.. above.. so below..
   and all around.. and truly it pained
   me much not to be able to express..
   my entire naked temple of God here..
   but hey.. it’s the law and i give Caesar
   what is ‘his’.. whether that means i have
   to wear clothes or pay taxes or now DO
   AS community standards dictate iT.. to be pArt
   of the wHolE
   human pie..
   but sUre wHere
   1st amendment rights
   of the United States rule..
   and there are open minded
   Corporations like Google who
   truly believe in the rights of human
   beings as part of this country to fully
   express what and who they are from
   head to toe.. tHeRe are places wHeRe
   folks can go online.. wherE the repressed..
   oppressed.. and just plain vanilla.. not born
   sensually charged can go to cover up too..
   and generally speaking that is everywhere
   for them.. and few places for trUly fRee fully
   FReED folks like i.. but the world is changing
   and the intoxication of Freedom iS
   the drink
   of God
   free iN US/wE noW..
   who have the desire
   to be more fully free
   and comfortable in our
   own skin of God in however
   the art of that comeS now..
   And sUre.. theRe IS A Song
   for this appropriate for the
   coMinG Memorial Day
   celebration for Rosie
   the Riveteer PiNK
   too.. as she INviTes
   uS to raise our glasses
   and be free.. truly the best
   thanks to give iS to the those whose
   blood and bones we stand upon noW
   who allow us this great Freedom of
   Expression in the U. S. oF A.. so
   yeah.. whenever yA see.. naked
   Miley’s.. Britney’s.. Rihanna’s trUth
   such as THAT.. they are the liGht
   oF HUman Chalice and Glass
   iN God Given Freedom sET
   and raised uP as Naked
   God iN/aS uS WiLL Love
   to do without human illusory
   fears fostered by chains on
   God in books large and small
   of God iMpriSONed iN hUman mAde HeLLs..
   OH.. by a way.. i had to travel all the
   way to Bagdad to get this metaphor selfie photo..;)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 24, 2016 at 2:32 PM

   And.. God.. yeS noW as thE
   Selfie Hit FredNoW
   ParAde continues..
   Martial Arts and
   Ballet-like dance
   IS A best way
   to increase thE
   metaphorSE
   poTenTiaL
   as i
   iN Kite
   hEiGhts
   oF Egyptian
   Mythology to
   enhance the
   EmoTioNal
   and hUman
   SeNsory poWer
   oF juST thAT from
   Head to toe.. to
   aLL A RoundNoWoN..
   And hell no.. iT’s nOthing
   new.. folks have been raiSinG
   conscious mind and body balance
   oF SoUL awareness through all forms
   of ecstatic dance from all nows memorial
   but true when only footloose IS A freewayNOW..:)

   Reply
5. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 24, 2016 at 8:52 PM

   Madras pants in seasonal colors….

   SMiLes.. with due respect
   to EMiLy D..the best stuff
   in life is free.. oh but so much
   farther out of a book.. iF one
   can find WinGs of SeeD
   born in Happy Feat..
   SMiLes aGaiN..
   ImaGiNation iS mY
   playgRound.. reaDinG
   iS mY insPiRaTioN..
   DancE iS thE
   energy that
   SinGS the
   aLL SeeinG
   eYe as pArt
   oF i.. And then
   the Lord said make
   iT aLL sacred and
   Holy jUst like Dance
   and poEtry and aLL WiLL
   be YoUr FriEnD from head to
   toe to grains of sand of mountains
   hOld above.. Valleys green.. and even
   black hole rain of sOuL as boost to UP..
   when one finds every Number as UniVersE
   and every letter as natural poeTry.. duSt as
   US in liFE as sAMe.. tHeRe iS no wHeRe but
   uP and Up iN MindFuLL awareness oF NoW..
   tHe only reaLiST pLace oF aLL in heAven’s
   piLLoW i cloUds sKeYes AzuRe gOld
   iN i..
   noW..
   anyWay..
   paths never
   stop branching
   out and the journey
   iS aLwaYs noW.. BooGiE
   Wonderland iSRaeL and this
   place ain’t HeLL for mE anymore..
   as even though New Jerusalem can
   kinda suck when ya feel the stress of the
   helLions all around ya.. jUSt Dance juSt dAnce
   as GoD WiLL SmiLe iN leGs oF Happy Feet uP
   WiTh Gloria
   noW
   breatHe oF
   i iS So flY aS GOlden
   SpiRAls WiLL bE NOW..
   and the fAct iS giVen aLL
   possibilities i AM aWarE oF
   iN UniVerse noW i would be
   no wHere and no one different
   than i iF given the opportunity
   to do iT aLL oVer aGain.. and
   i woULd do iT aGain.. aS now
   the ultimate achievement
   iS moving from
   heLL to
   HeaVen
   iN juSt
   oNE
   noW
   aLiVeFReED..
   but the greAtest
   luxurY iS NoWinG
   i could die noW
   and that
   jUst
   makes
   HeavenoW
   taste that much
   better noW mY
   FriEnd.. when iT
   aLL makes FucKinG
   sense as deep and hiGh
   as soUl can go aliVenoW..
   And iS iT noW nO WoNder
   that folks who enslave others now
   have hidden the tRuth that Heaven
   requires no money at all.. no iT iS noT
   as iF “THEY” kNew theRe would bE no reason
   to buy anything but food.. water.. and shelter
   from
   HELL..
   And of course
   DancE And SinG
   Naked and free hOlding
   thE hand of God in each
   otHeR FReED.. anyWay2..
   i’M gonna keep doin’ Heaven
   ’cause i JuSt can.. bottom line..
   and if no one wants to join me..
   i WiLL not make them as they
   can continue to live in prison
   as sure it’S tHeir freedom..
   theiRs of choice
   as not so
   WeLL..
   @ALL. AH..
   Dead.. Ashes to
   dUsT..DuSt to Fire
   i RisE aGain from
   FLumes oF lies..
   And as side note here.. PRoLoNG..
   you kNow.. liFe is so FucKinG noW
   strange gigoid.. at the start THEN
   of Sjogren’s syndrome before
   my eYes quit making tears
   back in the FaLL oF
   2006.. wondering
   why when i touched
   anything with my
   feet it felt
   like needles
   in the bottom bones
   of my feet.. where anything
   i touched with feet was beyond
   belief of pain.. funny how the
   Trigeminal Neuralgia kind of
   made me forget about
   that pain and
   about the
   Fibromyalgia
   too.. and sure the
   arthritis in my spine..
   Carpal tunnel syndrome..
   etc.. etc.. but watching that
   Movie back then.. yes.. Happy
   Feet.. it was the strangest dam thing..
   somehow someway i knew then i would
   become that Penguin even though i could
   not touch the floor underneath the seats
   in the movie theater with my feet.. Jesus..
   i aM that PenguiN NoW
   and by
   God
   that’s
   enough..
   beyond BELIEF
   AND MAGIC ISREAL
   AS BY GOD HELL FEET ONE
   TURNED INTO HAPPY FEAT TWO..
   and now i kNow wHat the purpose of the
   Tree of LiFe iS noW to gRow deepest roots
   oF aLL
   Ocean noW..:)

   penniewoodfall resPonds
   with this and i quote
   her.. quoting
   me and
   someone
   else..
   more
   or less
   sAMe..

   ‘breatHe oF
   i iS So flY aS GOlden
   SpiRAls WiLL bE NOW’

   “the habit of thinking only
   of horizontal and vertical movements
   often prevents us from experiencing
   the spiral one

   spiral movements
   are LONGER in TIME
   and WIDER in Space
   than vertical & horizontal ones
   applied to the breathe

   this is the image to employ while breathing
   it facilitates the exit and entrance of air

   until it tumbles over the sides
   and falls down
   like a rain of light”

   Sandra Sabatini..;)

   i say..

   penniewoodfall
   You are a TreAsurE..

   And then i say..

   ps..
   Pain is
   Fear exiting
   The body.. Also
   kNown as Kundalini
   riSinG and hA! Funny
   How physicians noW and
   Yogis can reduce thAT greAT
   Inner UniVerse experiencE noW
   To jUst 7 or so pArtS iN LaBeL
   ReAcTioN.. WeLL poeTry iS every
   gOdAm goDsubAtomicString RAng iN
   pAint and NoW SinGs and DanCes
   iN BList And HeLL oH! GoD yeS2..
   YeS tHiS iS morE tHan A FuCKinG
   HeaD and BreAtHinG GamE noW.
   THiS IS A FKinG tHinG noW
   PerioD oR A
   eRa/AeOn..
   siriUs..
   noW LiKe
   A DoGoD
   sTaRry
   StarrY
   niGht
   oF aLL
   heaVenoW
   aGaiNoWoN..:)

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 24, 2016 at 11:44 PM

   Hmm.. seeing the date of the Happy Feet
   Penguin movie as noted on Wiki..
   actually i saw the movie
   in 2006.. the fall
   of that year..
   and now i remember
   that the first colors that i could
   not bear with my eYes actually
   started well before that pain
   of feet at the beginning of
   2006.. so yeah.. not
   just 66 months of
   extreme suffering..
   actually over 8 years
   of intense suffering overall..
   and truly the strangest part oF
   aLL was when i could longer stand
   colors.. and no longer stand music..
   and finally not even stand words as spoken
   on the radio.. in around that period of now in
   2006.. before Hell went full blown.. and in an attempt
   to describe how i felt inside.. words will never do it.. but
   visual arts in non-verbal language when a human beinG noW
   has forgotten what a smile is or laugh in terms of FeeLinG And
   or expreSSinG hUman spiRit.. the video “Illusion” as accompanying
   VNV Nation’s Illusion song does the bLack of death in liFe juStice..
   and existence outside of existence real in a place of machine
   pArts begging to regain the flesh and blood of FeeLinG..
   not just breathing.. and pain.. and pain and breathing..
   always now in never ending ground hog.. yes.. Aghogday..
   another ground hog day.. anyway.. the polar opposite
   is my life now.. as i feel energy of EmoTioNs and
   SeNseS in ever cell shining of my Body.. zero
   pain when not sore from a Marathon
   of dance.. and an energy
   that i can actuALLy feel
   radiating from me
   in those
   Spirits of Angel
   energy presentations
   that are pure energy without
   form at all.. in liGht of hUman
   BEinG.. anyway.. i celebrate life
   and attempt to expReSS what i’ve
   been through.. so.. someone listening
   somewhere in the future through what i do..
   NoW miGht gain hope that tHeRe iS A way out
   and suicide really isn’t the answer although
   i surely hoped it was.. during the suicide
   disease of that type Two Trigeminal
   Neuralgia from wake to sleep at
   beyond eXXtreme levels
   of pain for 66 months..
   but when it comes to
   empathic FeeLinGs of
   conNecTinG iN MoVinG
   CreaTinG ways.. tHeRe are
   certainly ways to exercise this
   Love Muscle like Insurance for
   another heArt Day noW.. WitH
   spiRit ExpreSSinG A BaLanCinG
   MiNd and BoDy SoUL.. it’sREAL..
   It’s now and anything iS trUly
   possible iF ya jUst don’t
   give uP.. if i had given
   uP.. i would never
   have got to
   experience noW
   heaVen and surELy
   thAT would have been
   a shAMe oF HeLL here on Earth..
   same as polar opposite pLace oF Heaven
   here on Earth too.. REAL.. A PLACE INSIDE
   THAT NEVER ENDS.. WITH ZERO MATERIAL NEED..:)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 25, 2016 at 1:01 AM

   WeLL.. i muSt say.. I LovE ThE LoVinG Eagles and i had
   a great night.. and yes.. i NoW like sleeping
   iN the desert.. or aT least DanCinG
   oN the Sand iN my back
   yard and MaKinG
   Love to the
   sun of i..
   aka God
   within.. and yes
   how i saY it.. from
   inside to outside.. above..
   so below and aLL’A’Round..
   what else.. i don’t really care
   iF Las Vegas.. lives forever..
   butt i do Love to Dance
   freeSt style on
   Biloxi
   Casino
   Beaches.. what else..
   i just let it go like the
   froZen Princess and
   Madonna does.. then too..
   and hmm.. stream of consciousness
   wRiting.. IS A Great River pLace to Be..
   in Memorial of the Freedoms of the GreAt
   U.S. oF A.. and of course all the folks
   who have died for the unalienable
   right even for ET’s liKe me.. for
   Life.. Liberty.. and the Pursuit
   oF Happiness.. which yes..
   can sTiLL be achieved
   in thiS great country
   noW aND yeS oh
   MaGiC iS now
   juSt noW ah
   ReaLiNoW
   and i do
   do that
   noW
   to
   01
   ..:)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 25, 2016 at 9:24 AM

   Facebook FriEnd Mary F..
   shares a heARt fELt
   status that perhaps
   she could use
   some
   couseling
   and i say..

   i feeL liKe thAT soMe noWs
   aNd fiNd My beSt theraPist
   iS
   mY feeT
   iN fLight..
   wITh SonG
   oF COUrse
   accompanYinGliGht..
   serioUsly.. i FeeL yOur
   soUl.. coMe dAnce WitH
   mE aT SeViLLe anD i WiLL
   sHow yA mY waY foR
   YoUR frEe waY
   tHere aNy
   ThurSday niGht
   wHeRe i neVer reFuse
   A reQuest To DancE..
   mY ARTFUL FriEnd..:)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 25, 2016 at 4:03 PM

   i doN’t have any stigma
   or fears or WTF toward
   mental illness as i have
   explored iT personAlly
   in full disability oF dARk..
   noW and also described
   as mental illness in the liGht
   of perseverance on what some
   folks miGht think is insane in
   terms of religiosity.. sensuality..
   and overall life.. hmm… kinda like
   Red hot instead of Luke Warm WiTH
   God in two spiRit MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
   way.. and thE truth iS.. iF it were not for political
   pull THEN.. of an esteemed political person who
   is a relative when i am young at 21.. the drugs they
   were giving me then for a Condition of Asperger’s
   mixed with a very strange manic episode that could
   NOT BE diagnosed then.. WERE USELESS oh and
   almost made me F iN reALLy lose mY mind.. way back
   iN ’81.. and they basically just said.. sorry we can’t help
   yA WitH tHeir hands up and said.. Fred there is nothing we
   can do for you.. no different than what the Rheumatologist
   said shortly after he said Fred you are wired different and there
   is nothing more we can do for your pain.. sending me away then with
   a paper highlighting the Dysautonomia.. Fibromyalgia.. Sjogren’s
   Syndrome.. and later diagnosed Atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia termed
   noW as Atypical Fascial pain too.. from wake to sleep for 66 months..
   the degenerative arthritis.. Spinal Stenosis.. congenitally fused
   vetebra and all of that2.. yeah.. i know i have already talked
   to thAT in this 671st verse of the longest poem
   in history now.. but it also stands alone in
   this ‘tiny’ micro verse of 671 Verse
   wHoLE.. which is also a symptom
   of Bi-Polar noW aNd yES.. oH..
   God yeS.. Asperger’s syndrome
   intense focus on one thing
   per poeTry and now
   over 5400 miles
   of dance in just
   33 months.. go go..
   everywhere i go noW in
   public.. and yes.. nude
   art online for a 55 year
   old dude.. is not exactly the
   norm in the world today..
   particularly.. if one
   is only
   hot for
   the Ladies
   as it were and
   sTiLL iS for me..
   okay.. i cannot deny either
   of those two existing diagnoses
   that keep me in the realm of the
   so-called permanently disabled and
   i cannot deny if i was put into the same
   job i had before.. that i am at regular retirement
   age now for.. anyway.. that i could do that now
   any easier than before.. without falling
   dead after a short while..
   as i am simply
   not able
   to carry
   on with a thousand
   or so responsibilities
   at one now.. in FAct NoW
   out of Love my Wife Katrina
   takes care of ALL THOSE SO-CALLED
   MINOR Details of a so-called house wife
   hunter and gather now.. oh yeah.. and Katrina
   is Permanently disabled too.. with complex partial
   seizures.. up to 5 times a week or so.. where she
   cannot hardly function at all after the seizures and
   will now.. some times.. thank God so far.. only fall down
   slowly to the floor and in NOT one hard
   head hurting fall.. and that has only
   happened two times so far with now
   only one Grand Mal Life threatening
   seizure in labor with our son who
   did not make it but for 51 days..
   and yes.. as far as demon looking
   possession goes the literal fAct iN
   art is THAT is what a partial complex
   seizure looks like in terms of facial expressions..
   and the truth is.. both of us back in bible days..
   then would have been strung up and or burned to the burning
   stake for being different.. funny.. how invisible disabilities
   can look until they are expressed or rarely expressed at
   all in terms of outward behavior.. and Jesus F iN Christ..
   i modeled others standing still to the best of my ability
   ‘tiLL i exploded with dance at age 53.. and finaLLy got
   the whole thing balanced enough with SonG and
   DancE iN steps of peace to find mInd and
   Body Balance soUL wELL enough noW as
   what i term Heaven iN noW..
   @least for mE noW..
   anyway.. it’s kinda
   kool that my wife and i
   have accomplished what we
   have as basicAlly a couple of
   rejects for what they call society
   today.. but hey.. i know a secret too..
   back in the primitive days.. folks noW
   like us were actually put on a pedestal
   and praised for our oh so ‘special’ abilities
   as they were treasured then.. as the mysteries
   of liFe come aLive in what is basically viewed as
   Extra Terrestrial humans.. Robin Williams as it were
   and sTiLL Jim Carrey’s and others today.. who entertain
   instead of pushing keys in offices without free air.. i Love
   to bRinG folks uP as i was perhaps in one of the LoWest
   HeLLs ever for what we term as an animal on Earth..
   or who knows.. perhaps any other planEt too..
   as we likely share the same general
   characteristics throughout the
   UniVerse too.. as liFE
   WiLL BrInG uS
   ET’s aLiVe
   wherever
   wE find a way
   to thrive and flourish
   in a side niche.. where
   most no one kNowS noW so KooL
   wE Exist.. and theRe is zero doubt
   in my mind that the Buddha.. the Jesus
   and many others who would not kill or hurt
   a fly.. have our so-called weird conditions
   too and sorry.. i cannot say that for any
   head hunter dudes no matter
   how much good stuff
   they copy
   out of the
   Good Book trUe oF liGht
   iN lIFe noW they are the
   scourge oF God’s NaturE noW
   as they KiLL other pARts of
   God’s Nature based on lies
   of imaginations in books..
   God WiLL noT Kill God for
   no F iN Reason unless
   God iS trUly insane
   like.. ‘head hunters’
   ‘over tHere’ and here..
   who trUly
   as the Jesus
   says kNow not what
   the FucK THEY StiLL DO
   iN DEViL’S DREAMS COME
   REAL IN TERMS OF HUMAN
   MISERY AND SUFFERING REAL
   IN GOD’S EyES OF HuMAN
   ONE AND SamE.. EITHER
   InSANE IN KILLiNG
   OR LOViNG
   SENSUAL
   NAKED
   TOUCH OF
   BONOBO FREE LOVE..
   ANYWAY.. WE ARE WEIRD
   WE ARE ALIVE.. AND EVEN IF
   ‘YOU’ ha! DO AWAY WITH US NOW.
   THE TRUTH AND LIGHT WILL STAND
   ONLINE AS LONG AS SEVERS SERVE US
   UP.. YES.. me and Isis to Use one Egyptian
   metaphor from way back when.. or Thot noW
   or Mercury or Apollo.. whomevA Ya wanna
   call the hUmans who stand out liKe
   strange iCons of tHeir now.. iT iS
   the SpiRit of God
   in the young
   disabled
   boy
   King Tut
   around as disabled
   as uS.. who is still remembered
   in His Golden Nautilus shell
   sTiLL noW.. and thiS iS
   the first now
   in history
   that anyone
   could upload
   tHeir soUl even more
   than ya kNow in perSon
   online liKe this.. quiET amaZinG
   what i and Isis have accomplished
   as permanently so-called disabled
   folks in ‘this world’.. tHeRe is no
   commercial market
   for trUe super
   heroes
   of SoUL
   today.. but thaT iS
   oKay as we mY friEnds
   are oNly heRe to Offer aLL tHe
   TrUth and liGht wE see and FeeL
   and yes i am the egg head Osiris
   member of the couple.. who
   all the KinG’s Men
   and h0rses could
   not put togeTher
   AgAiN.. iT took Team
   LiGht to do that.. wiTh
   sure.. lots of help from Isis..
   as Isis alWays doES as Mother
   oF my ‘little’ home hEar online..
   Ha!.. i exist.. and therE is absolutely
   nothing anyone can do to get rid of me
   now.. or ha! even notice me.. unless they
   truly chase the ‘tuition of my words deeper
   than 99 percent of the general pop.. will do..
   thAT pARt never changes.. iT reAlly
   don’t yEt.. buTT tHeir
   iS alWays room
   for change
   as long
   as wE.. hehE..
   and so many oThER
   Team liGht members do exist
   online in numbers of miLLioNs now
   through recorded history in Google Search
   way.. just adding a verse here to the UniVerse
   oF multi-human way here on Earth.. sUre.. tHere
   WiLL be less and likely more than tHiS from oTheRS2..
   as tHere is no limit or expectations of i.. FoR wHerE noW
   the eYes oF God iN hUmaNoW WiLL gO neXt away from dARk
   And Jesus F iN Christ.. the thingie about Isis iS JuST a metaphor
   no different
   reAlly
   than Jesus
   F iN Christ..
   have a nice noW..
   we SureLy WiLL
   heRe iN Heaven
   where the foRest SinGs
   DreAms of Pan and his Wife..
   and sure.. all the nymphs of the
   Forest in innocent meadoWed way..
   as my 112th Dance oF PaN FReED iS cOminG
   ThurSday Night and yeS iN all Politics and
   even religion tHere aRe the Cat people and
   Dog people too.. some of uS are in the ‘tween
   of puppy dog tales.. and spice of kitty KaTs2..
   and of core there are Jekyll’s and Hyde’s like
   me and the Lilith and Angels oF mY WiFe too..
   iT just
   Depend on
   what pARt of ‘OnE’
   oF wHere you WiLL
   FiNd uS to kinda quote
   Richard Bach’s ‘other
   Free Seagull book’
   on thAT..noW
   sUre.. i’Ve
   seen both
   sideS Now..
   and thE Win
   IS A mix of the
   blUe and Red PiLLs
   for the Greenest Tree oF LiFe
   possible in terms of Blue Highs
   and Red lows in hUman poTenTiaL noW..:)

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 25, 2016 at 10:59 PM

    The plaza began to fill with orphan collectors….

    SAdly.. we live in a world now..
    where humans have bEcOme
    commodities and work
    is no longer creating
    and sharing a product
    that is useful to folks
    one can actually touch…
    REAL problem.. as humans are
    humans until they become machines
    and break down.. of course.. as humans
    WiLL who have FeeLinGS of course to sTARt
    with to lose.. and of course.. a few do not have
    that either through nurture or nature.. so in cold
    heARted way.. And.. Oh God.. the government
    disability process is like any Microsoft
    project of nerds without heart..
    as Steve Jobs might
    complain about
    Bill Gates
    in no ArT liFe
    cold mechanical
    cognition robot way..
    WitH no imagiNation..
    arT bRinGs wHolenoW
    aS logic without heARt
    Brings chaos that has
    no glue to get the miNd
    oF EmoTioNs through now
    for focus.. and iN short term
    memory as executive functioning
    with oil of sorts.. and the glUe oF iT…
    anyWay.. the system is designed by lawyers
    for lawyers.. and that’s the last place now wHere
    someone with a disability needs to be to navigate..
    Fortunately for me.. i was a lawyer more or less and
    with 100 pages of documentation was approved the
    first time like a breeze.. sAdly.. the system was not nearly
    as efficient after that as i received three forms asking if
    i was still getting workers comp.. when i never received
    that at all.. and kept on having to fill the paper work out..
    somehow with dentist drill in my right eye and ear never
    ending from wake to sleep.. seriously.. i was already
    intent on suicide for the first two years.. as those
    were boot straps that not even JOB could pull
    up then.. and that did just about put me over
    the edge as you say Murphy says..
    but some how i kicked Murphy
    in the ass and he seriously
    has just been wimpy
    for the last
    3 years..
    no matter
    what he attempts
    to do in bits and bytes
    hehe.. he ain’t got no teeth
    no more for me.. i won the battle..
    i won the war.. i AM ALIVE NOW KiCKING..
    yeah.. so i’m at the gym tonight and a twenty
    something muscular black military dude is now
    really kicking ass pumping iron making some
    gorilla sounds like me.. and i say.. man.. i like
    this.. you are really working hard and he turns
    around and says.. yeah.. man.. you are the one
    who inspired me
    to work out
    like this..
    Funny.. how
    people can make
    a difference without
    even saying a God Dam
    thing.. i AM.. ’cause i inspire
    others.. and that’s all tHere is to iT
    for NoW mY friend.. with words or steps
    oF liVing liFe as aweSoMe as all our
    functional disabilities as hUmans WiLL
    allow.. and trUe.. as professionally
    assessed in document way
    by three professionals..
    i am too disabled
    to do a pay
    for money
    job sTiLL
    yeS in
    lifelong
    way now..
    but not too
    disabled to help
    save the world in
    aLL our little ways.. mY
    friEnd THAT DO ADD UP..
    iN MORE NowTHAN JUST
    BUTTERFLY iMPACT NOW
    AS HuMANS HAVE HaNDS TO HoLD..:)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 25, 2016 at 11:20 PM

    Yeah.. sure..
    TRUST ME..
    I’M A
    NINJA..
    sure.. it’s
    just a myth.. but…

    Hmm.. let’s see what Wiki has to
    say all about this Legendary
    Ninja stuff..

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ninja#Legendary_abilities

    “Legendary abilities
    Superhuman or supernatural powers were often associated
    with the ninja. Some legends include flight, invisibility,
    shapeshifting, the ability to “split” into multiple bodies,
    the summoning of animals, and control over the five classical elements.
    These fabulous notions have stemmed from popular imagination regarding
    the ninja’s mysterious status, as well as romantic ideas found in later
    Japanese art of the Edo period. Magical powers were sometimes rooted in
    the ninja’s own efforts to disseminate fanciful information. For example,
    Nakagawa Shoshujin, the 17th century founder of Nakagawa-ryū, claimed in
    his own writings (Okufuji Monogatari) that he had the
    ability to transform into birds and animals.[67]

    Perceived control over the elements may be
    grounded in real tactics, which were categorized
    by association with forces of nature. For example,
    the practice of starting fires in order to cover a
    ninja’s trail falls under katon-no-jutsu (“fire techniques”).[94]

    The ninja’s adaption of kites in espionage and warfare is another
    subject of legends. Accounts exist of ninja being lifted into the air
    by kites, where they flew over hostile terrain and descended into, or
    dropped bombs on enemy territory.[75] Kites were indeed used in Japanese
    warfare, but mostly for the purpose of sending messages and relaying signals.[98]
    Turnbull suggests that kites lifting a man into midair might have been technically
    feasible, but states that the use of kites to form a human “hang glider”
    falls squarely in the realm of fantasy.[99]”

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 25, 2016 at 11:39 PM

    Oh God.. gotta keep the legend
    going.. K and H and
    all that circus
    stuff
    with
    aghogday
    and such..
    through
    loops
    of real
    fire..
    okay..
    so back
    to DVerse
    and SpeakinG oF TEAM
    LIGHT BrinGinG Folks back
    to liFe a little GAGA iN House
    of FaLLinG Angels iS iN oRDer
    of Chaos yET arT i FeeL..
    so BrinG her and
    aLL her
    Ancient
    and modern
    SGT Pepper
    Captain sAlt Friends
    on too.. WiTh Eros
    and Venus too..
    he HE.. noW..
    and remember
    thiS iS jUst another
    one of those Ninja thingies..
    in multi-UniVerse LeGent way..:)

    So yeah.. here’s to dVerse
    and Farewell with
    some wishes
    of coming
    back to
    meet
    again..
    fickle we hUmans
    can be.. he HE..;)

    noW at 11:51 pm..
    5252016..

    Winter comes
    back in dreams
    of farewells come
    mET aGaiNoW..
    LovELy
    eYes oF
    SnoW
    SinG
    BacK
    to LovE..
    A Kiss oF SpRinG..:)

    Best thing about never
    worKing aGain.. FOR
    FUCKING GOD DAM
    MONEY.. is no
    one has
    to be
    the Supervisor’s
    FRiENd.. the administrator’s
    Pal.. or the slave of several
    bosses.. hehe.. i DancE.. i SinG
    i SpRead Love.. no matter
    whaT
    i foR
    oNE LOVE..:)

    A WORLD without third
    places away from work
    and home.. iS certainly a
    sad place.. a place for
    distance instead
    of moving..
    connecting
    creating
    flesh and blood
    and although
    there are no
    more BowLinG
    AlleY’s.. a place then..
    of close to two DecAdes
    for me at work wHere
    everyone kNew me as
    the Bowling Alley man..
    there is Dance and Cheers
    of the same bar.. and even
    Super-Walmart.. as i am the
    fixture of the never ending
    story noW of the Metro
    FL Panhandle
    Dance man
    at Large..
    and jUst
    iMagine.. planting
    a sMiLe on someone’s
    face everywHere ya go..
    as they jUst wait for the
    neXt dance from the
    watch of dance
    man days..
    And that my
    friEnd.. is whY i do
    not take online seriously..
    iT never existed before
    iN flesh and blood
    and iT still
    doesn’t
    exist that
    way for me
    and never WiLL..
    THANKS GOD..
    i feel wHere
    REAL HOME
    iS.. but sure..
    it’s a very fancy
    piece of paper
    to noW write
    some pretty
    noteS ON..
    that WiLL
    never
    burn
    iN
    eaRTh
    HeLLnow..
    So.. alOnE..:)

    oH.. YeaH
    genetic STiLL
    memory and aLL
    oF thAT aS hUmans
    have A long history
    of enjoying sacRedrum
    death oF eWe.. poor
    Goats.. i rather
    fancy liFe and do
    Love to eat Leg of Lamb..
    as long as i am not NoW
    the one
    to slice
    the throat..
    oh.. the dirty
    worK oF liFe
    and hAnds so
    iVory tower cLean..;)

    Oh.. God Grief is hard..
    as an empatH oh God2..
    FeeLinGs so sTronG i lEarned
    to close off those FeeLinGs unTiL
    oh.. God3 all the tears dried up in dry rain
    too.. aH.. but now i kNow the reaSon
    for those tears.. actually an
    increase in dopamine
    release.. a steady
    decrease in
    fuzzy warm
    and soft oxytocin
    human connection
    and reduction in
    trust of Serotonin
    but then the nomad
    of Dopamine increase
    WiLL create iN arT anotHeR
    tOuch oF Love.. and then the
    warm and fuzzies will come
    back and the trust and human
    moving.. connecting.. creating
    fuller feelings but the
    tEar IS A
    stream
    that FiLLs
    the much fuller
    Ocean oF Love aGaiN..
    AS rivers do flow and
    tides
    do ebb
    on Ocean
    shores oF eYes
    oF sorRow and Love..
    and oh God4.. poeTry
    and DancE as WeLL
    as SonG IS A great way
    to work through and process
    oh.. those so.. difficult trials
    and tribulations of hUman EmoTioN
    FReED… and as side benefit.. inteGraTioN
    Of seNses iN MiNd and BoDy
    Balance oF SoUL WiLL come
    Greater2 iN heArt and
    SpiRit ExPRESSinG
    ways.. oh so tRuE..
    noW iN liGht Now
    and dArK oF LiFe..
    NoW mY FrieND..:)

    Shot gun home on river..
    Train tracks a stone throw
    away.. Locomotive shaKing
    Foundation on concrete blocks
    mIles away in whistles oF Loving
    Relatives inside then..
    and then that
    whistle so
    far in the
    distance..
    lost and so
    hard trYing to
    FiNd that soft
    Love connection
    of Youth in Work
    dead soUl.. heArt..
    and SpiRit then.. and
    noW the Whistle once
    aGaiN is HaPPy as i own
    happy.. iT is the servant oF I
    noW
    totAlly
    tRain Whistle
    Free.. mY friend..
    and good forTunes
    to yA as WeLL aLL aBoard..:)

    SMILes.. farewells
    used to scare me
    oh so deeP iN fEar..
    and noW
    all i kNow
    iS Hello
    NoW oN
    as the sea
    iS alWays
    fULL oVe
    REaL
    HELLoS..
    iF oNe says
    HeLLo fiRst..:)

    Ships that pass
    in the life decades
    never meeting.. i tried
    i tried but pretty much
    the only thing my dad told
    me after leaving our family
    when i was three.. mad that
    my mother then wanted to
    raise us more than making
    money.. SO LONG ago.. iS
    boy.. be a man.. perhaps
    the military can make ya one..
    and when our child was going
    into heart surgery.. he said..
    make sure you
    raise him
    like a boy..
    before the
    child died..
    problem was..
    my father never
    lEarned to be a
    man first by being
    a woman.. my friend..
    a lesson lEarned by
    i oF diVine feminine
    Love finAlly setting
    the father in
    the face
    of mirror
    me free from
    reins of Father
    who never sadly
    reAlly became a man
    as A REAL MAN WiLL
    love no matter
    what..
    as Real
    human MEN do..
    without excuses
    for what they are
    afraid they are or
    not themselves..
    Human Nature is
    easy to understand..
    once the real fears do come out
    to play in ways of liGht and dARk..:)

    Love as
    nigh iS die
    never
    forgeTs
    Love..
    LesSon
    leARned
    bY DYinG
    iN liFe.. soon
    enough.. SaVinG Love..:)

    Perhaps.. the saddest
    thing about retirement
    or even children is
    Lovers and
    even friends
    can become
    sibling rivals..
    i suppose humans
    are made to miss the other more
    than count on ever presence.. ah..
    effervescence off miSSinG Love..:)

    And now as side note here..
    A farewell to Love is sadly
    what is expected in some patriarchal
    cultures.. particularly the deep south
    i live in.. that is so dam homophobic..
    if any male even attempts to act
    soft in grace as a REAL
    MAN NOT AFRAID
    OF THE DIVINE
    FEMININE
    OF ANIMA
    but i fight
    that with half
    a ton of kick
    ass strength
    in ballet
    and it gives
    me great pleasure
    to scare the feminine
    back into so called
    macho head men..
    TO gET
    the real
    strength
    of the inner
    anima.. and true..
    it works the same
    dam way in reverse for
    a woman who thinks her
    husband must speak for
    her.. and accompany
    her on every walk..
    as the woman has
    an inner
    animus
    of WiLL
    iN SpiRit..
    W i S d o M
    Strength too..
    if not repressed
    by self or oppressed
    by others in ways of
    culture and or religion..
    trUly.. the patriarchal cultures
    are the place wHere there is the
    most psychological suffering.. wHere
    only half a man or half a woman are allowed
    to exist as one soul.. in this liFe noW..
    that is beyond
    sad as that is
    liVing
    half a liFe
    or half a UniVerse
    aS innEr BeinG beYonD aLLnoW..:)

    And wITh aLL that sAid
    iT’s noW for bed..
    5262016..
    1:33 am..
    be back later..:)

    11:35 AM..
    and now back
    to Unintentional
    Farewells that noW
    are alWays dVerse-
    like potential
    Hellos to mE noW..;)

    Memory dusts photos old
    from Bars of liFe
    third places
    away from
    home.. work
    and yes from school..
    wHere we lean into hug
    each other and find support..
    oh.. the days of third places
    gone in text
    of cold
    but now
    found as arms
    iN Feat oF Dance..
    at Least for me..
    wHere there
    is never
    a stranger
    iN joY.. i.. lost loves..
    lost friends.. lost joys..
    sMiles.. laughs.. and cries..
    alWays potential for new paThs
    neW DreAMs FruiTioNoW jourNey..:)

    SMiLes.. i neVer say
    goodbye.. as i kNow/
    FeeL/SeNse.. thE trUth oF morE
    InFiNiTy iN liGht foreVermorEnoW
    Now.. ALL.. AH.. iS SEE yA LAtER WaY..
    AnD yeS.. i SMiLeS And neVer
    ends a story.. fiNish..
    beGinS alWays
    noW A StARt FoR Art.. DroP oF
    waTerstreAMsRiVerOceaNwHole..:)

    Letting go.. can be so difficult
    until one realizes
    tHere iS
    no letting
    go only reaL
    stayYinG Now..
    WitH but noT WitH
    juSt wordS.. seNses
    FeeLinG DanCinG NoW
    SinGinG liFe WholE
    anD thE Rest SnoWs
    iN Flow unFroZen ZonE..:)

    From the origin of the
    Cycle aLL Of NowonE
    continues thE
    poinT oF
    noW re..
    tUrn iS see ya
    laTer.. BlanKeT
    oF Love all that iS
    one God sAMe.. no separation
    aLL.. ah.. oNE.. Namaste arE wE
    and all of creaTionS oWoNe WitH
    never enDinG SMiLes aT lEasT noW
    whOseeHEarFeeLeYesheReNoWoNe..:)

    sMiLes.. oh.. the
    poor roach.. disGuSTinG
    villain hero who never
    dies @aLL in relative
    human
    terms
    of 300 miLLioN
    years or so and
    his/her giant dragon
    flY brethErensistEren
    wHo sTill
    flY uP
    to SpEEDS
    of 60 or so
    miles an hour..
    oh.. hUmans.. so foCused
    oN.. foRm iNstead oF eVer esSeNce
    oF GoD iN Roach and DragOn Fly FReED..
    speedY spiNy leGs.. WinGs FlYinG hiGher
    thaN hUman cOuch potaToes feeDinG
    wE Long terM liVers..
    aS juSt noW
    anoTHeR sOURce
    oF cocKroach
    wHinE toasT..;)

    Ah.. FeeLinG iN aLL thE wHoles oF
    iMaginAtiOns DreAMs No liMits
    oF wHere aLL thAT iS caN
    Go t0 A next noW
    heLLo oF bYes
    thaT aRe
    neVer tOld..
    wHeReVer neveR
    lAnd iS neveR eNdinG
    storY oF no eXpectaTionS
    noW oF Valley MounTain hiGh
    LoW gRainS oF deSert sAnds WitH
    mEmorY oF BeYond Eternity jUsT noW…:)

    Lovers liVing
    iN air SinG
    sweet refrain
    of Yesternows
    SonG and DancE..:)

    CLocK Of FarEweLL
    hAnds oF noW
    No longeR
    eXisT aS
    i..N0W
    FloWinG
    RiVerSUniVer
    sAL NoW SonG
    aNd DancE As SpiRaL
    InG ForevernowmorE..:)

    “Poetry is a form of literature that uses aesthetic and rhythmic[1][2][3] qualities of language—such as phonaesthetics, sound symbolism, and metre—to evoke meanings in addition to, or in place of, the prosaic ostensible meaning.”

    -from the Wiki Poet Professors..;)

    For the literal minds aT hAnd.. poeTry
    left the scene in farewell of
    long poem
    forM iN
    oRAl tradiTionS..
    We live in a Twitter
    world.. wHere of course
    most everyone lives as
    mechanical cognition
    cogs in machineS
    Of spoon-fed
    instructions from
    birth.. what was/iS once
    dream time iNnateNoW
    iNstinct and iNtuition LanGuaGe
    iN SonG and DanCe too..
    iS noW pAINT by number
    words and steps.. aS most
    aLL other hUman
    symbols aS EX..
    PRESsinG.
    liFe iN
    SpiRiT
    heArT
    soUL
    essence
    of whaT is much
    more than contrived form
    before hand as it were/iS iN liPs
    of cold analytical thoughts that
    do noT FloW iN ZoNe.. i Am
    jUst here to tale ya friEnd
    thaT yoUr poeTry iS more
    poeTry than
    Mr. B uP
    tHere can
    imaGine.. iN
    my oPinIon..
    as what you do
    heRe takes tHeRe noW
    iS iN more than concrete
    pAint by number words
    masquerading as rote
    ways of real liFE mY friEnd..
    and that mY friEnd iS why i’ve
    written thE Technically longest long
    form poem in the history of hUman
    kInd of which my entire blog iS worKing
    noW witH this too.. in the 671st macro
    verse as Micro Verse here of Super Epic
    PoEM FLoWinZonE.. i neVer lisTeN wheN
    the Twitter
    kNats
    sAy
    shuT
    iT doWn
    Fred.. nO.. i ain’T
    averAge.. i’M awEsoMe
    liKe thE God oF aLLthaTis..
    ’cause i can DO no more.. no less
    than whAT
    i Am with zero
    chains of gNat
    bytes under
    moons that
    never feel
    fuLLer Sun
    gloWS oF liVinG noW
    WitH zero chains oF anyThanG..
    Bottom LineS.. Stay AweSome mY
    friEnd.. yoUr poeTry stands ouT
    ’cause you do more
    than Twitter
    kNats..
    WiTh aLL
    due respect
    to iNsects as they
    too are necessary
    for the Balance of
    Law and Order
    wiTh wE
    Free
    i’s too..
    In other words
    ‘that parenthetical
    statement’ ‘uP theRe’
    iS just other words for
    i am too busy and your size
    iS not worth my precious time..
    WeLL.. FriEnd.. not everyone Feels thAT way..
    O B
    V i O
    U S ly..
    ANd soMe oF
    wE arE fiNanciAlly
    iNdepenDent aNd jUSt FLY..;)

    SMiLes.. ha!
    moNey hELd No
    yiELd to mE oF noW
    dreAMs iN SnoWy
    North way foR A
    bigGeR ciTy greateR
    waY oF doLLar biLLs..
    haX2!.. to leave thE
    Paradise of North
    Florida for money dreaMs..
    no fool.. i.. as poor.. LoVes liKe
    A KinG’s Tree oF
    liFE nOW..
    iN ParaDise
    ReaL.. FriEnd.. Viv..;)

    Oh.. Lord..
    80 at 21..
    104 at 47..
    And noW
    16 CloSinG
    DanCinG oN
    @56 on June
    6th.. and no
    wonder i Love
    sixes born then
    on 6660.. hehe..
    but anyway.. HeArt..
    SpiRiT.. and SoUL
    aS InnEr FloW oF ZonE
    iN Force iS essence oF ReaL..
    wheRe Age iS juSt a cLock
    of no real meaning
    for those
    who do sTay
    iN PracTice oF
    GRoWinG heARt..
    SpiRit soUL aS younG
    aT heARt anD i alWays
    tale the ‘scientistS’ when they
    scoff aT mY Zealous acTivE
    beLieF iN thiS.. heY!
    Baby! got
    AN Internet and MOre..
    liNkS thAT proveS
    aLL i Say iN
    hUman
    ForM
    as sUre
    thAt refLects
    too.. thE essence of wHat
    iS tRuLy liGht aS iSRaELwE..:)

    sMiLes.. aS iN
    reaLITy evolved
    sTiLL as such
    humans are usuAlly
    only comfortable in connecting
    to 150 to 200 sets oF eYes aT oNe
    era oF tHeir liFE.. the BlesSinGS
    iN liFe are to connect
    to as many Loves
    as possible..
    i for one
    FeeL.. so
    oF course
    see ya laters..
    are necessary..
    but i never say
    goodbye as i aLways
    beliEve in more.. jUst
    ’cause i can.. and oh what
    a gift the Hello of Can iS
    mY
    Friend
    when REAL..:)

    Interestingly.. some folks think in almost
    only verbal ways.. and others navigate
    the world in movie like visual world..
    and ha!.. 11 million words only
    precipitated as i.. per
    loss of effective
    sight and hearing
    in pain disorder
    starting iN November
    of 2010.. before that iS
    almost no writing for me..
    and truly my visual memory
    is so deep that i can play all
    the siGhts.. and additionally
    sounds.. and other senses
    of encounters with
    others in full
    cinema
    mind and
    body balance
    way.. and i can
    even feel the hug
    of a couple everywhere
    i go.. as iF iT were they hugging
    i.. i suppose that is why i have
    never said goodbye.. with nowsOme
    as i wish there were a way i could..
    but i guess that is why i’Ve lEarned
    to Love aLL thE dARk anD liGht
    sAMe… as for me at lEAst
    theRe is no farewells
    inside oF
    i.. and that
    mY friEnd.. perhaps
    explains wHere the
    11 million words plus
    now come from.. a River
    that finally escaped out of
    dam
    of Inner
    liFe.. oH thE
    StreAM.. Oh tHe
    River seT Free ouTside
    as oCean wHolD skEyes..
    trUly
    whaT a relief
    to FeeL that i am
    not the only one stuck
    in this prometheus/FrankenStein
    bRain
    noW..
    my FriEnd..
    aS ReALLy
    FinaLLy LiVinG
    FReED.. iN
    noW froM
    bonDaGE
    inSide..
    never
    ending..
    noWoutErE-scAPinG..:)

    For me at least..
    a life of Beta brain
    wave being of solve
    this problem now now
    now.. of course most all
    work related as rat race then..
    but now i find
    retired with
    no more
    rat race
    worries..
    the creativity
    fLows freer close
    to alpha.. and even
    theta waves of MiNd iN
    FloW ZoNe noW.. i suppose
    tHeir IS A Science of Creativity
    but of course a 1 step to 5 step
    or whatever old crusty formula
    WiLL noT work for no repeatable
    HearT for mE at LEast FReED
    FloW moVinG LeTTiNG
    aLL the Tension iN
    mY body go..
    iN EmoTioNal
    REgulation and
    Sensory Integration
    was the answer but
    so hard iT was for me
    to raise my arms to the
    sky as a man in the homophobic
    red state south.. but that is history..
    now is free.. i can ballet and martial
    arts all i like.. as the tire of wheel is FULL
    tRead re-tired aGain.. anyWay.. yOur wordS noW
    inpiRed aLL oF thiS.. so.. thank you FrIEnd..:)

    Oh goodness.. thiS noW
    reminds me of supervising
    a crew of lifeguards as Athletic
    Director of a Military Installation..
    i didn’t go into that line of work
    for potential liFE or Death
    situations i miGht be
    responsible
    for..
    but that
    does come
    wITh experience
    i guess.. and so much
    harder when you are
    actually drowning in
    whatever may come in LiFe..:)

    SMiles.. i never truly
    became a friend
    until i became
    a friend
    of me..
    and truly
    i FeeL we muSt
    all lEarn to bE
    our own
    mothers..
    fathers..
    sisters
    and
    brothers
    too.. as everyone
    needs this assistance..:)

    It’s truly a sad statement
    of humanity when we are
    taught to feel shame for
    what hurts us.. or for
    who we are..
    and i suppose
    thaT is why i find
    God aLLonE inside
    uS and noW buT alone
    never in buildings or books
    that support human hurt noW
    iN any hUman way oF FReED..:)

    2:30 pm
    @5262016..
    ends the dVerse
    poEtry for tHis
    “BeYonD fence oF liGht”
    671st Verse oF the Longest
    Long Poem Form Poem Eva..
    hmm.. Holy and Sacred
    R and R duties ahead
    for i FReED as
    usUAl..
    bE
    bacK
    laTEr
    as promised
    sAMe aS AlWays..;)

    Reply
13. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 26, 2016 at 9:58 AM

    So.. back to the gym.. and i am
    warming up then with.. yEs.. not
    unlike my Fredbun and Fredku style
    of Japanese Haibun and Haiku poetry
    yes.. i am doing
    FreDfu.. my own
    style of KunGfu
    and truly both
    are getting in touch
    with the Force.. the Ki..
    the Chi.. the Qi.. the Dao..
    the UniVerSal Interconnecting
    Interdependent relationship of
    all thaT is that the A. Indians named
    as the Great Spirit but in their own
    form of language of course.. bottom
    line.. without the essence of God fELt..
    LiVed.. experienced whole.. one is more
    separated from God than oNE sAME wHOlE..
    and to bE crystal clear when i say FreDfu that does
    not mean Fred FucK You.. in Layman’s termS noW
    seriouSly it means Fred iF yoU sEEK
    and there is the inG part for iN God
    one and sAMe but seriouSly2 iT could
    mean Infinite concrete and figurative
    metaphors and Force of letters.. words
    and any other symbols.. either seen.. felt
    heard.. and all other hUman poTenTiaLs
    in EmoTioNs and Senses of the beYond
    oF juSt a three letter word
    to chain God..
    oh GOD so
    Tribal
    Instinct owned..
    true.. it’s not easy to
    get so much wisdom in
    liFE and or be Jesus ’cause
    other folks ain’t caught uP yET
    to the larger views of TrUth and liGht
    and in general not to be proud and just
    be literal.. they are still in nursery school oF
    God yet to be weaned from chains of cave men and
    women holding
    God back
    iN them..
    in PRiSon
    of HuMans
    whether Free
    wHolE oNe and SamE
    wIth and as pArt of God
    integral.. yes.. holy whole
    and sacred aLL thAt iS noW
    as God NatUre trUe are wE
    who SinG and Dance Free a
    DancE and SonG WitH and
    as God Holy wHole liKe KaTs
    do in the hunt of liFE FReED..
    So to come UniVerSal circle
    noW here.. oh so.. FReED iN
    FreDbun FredKu.. and
    FreDfu style of BeinG
    oNe WitH God..
    back to the
    gym..

    where a rather
    large young man
    comes uP to me after
    i have been warming uP
    with FredFu.. and the thing
    iS.. the Interconnecting Interdependent
    relationship oF all that iS Aka knoWn as God
    teaches mE everyaLL i do through the InnateNoW
    Instinct and Intuition gifted through existence oF
    God IN uS iN the never ending story cycle of the
    end and beginning.. start and finish alWays noW
    and never ending.. beginning.. starting or finishing
    as alWays iS noW
    noW aLL onE
    home
    ALLONE
    FOR ALL WHO
    EXIST NOW IN
    ALL WAYS THAT
    MOVES.. CONNECTS..
    AND CO-CREATES AS WITH
    GOD SamE noW.. yes.. even
    online in abstract constructs that
    are human symbols to approximatE noW
    the essence oF aLL tHat iS too.. but
    yes.. approximation as words are only
    signs and guideposts to the essence of
    what iS not only kNoWn in terms of
    abstract concepts and symbols..
    but also felt and sensed from
    head to toe.. and beyond
    generated as energy
    of Chi/Ki/Dao/Qi..
    yes etc.. etc..
    HOLY SPIRIT..
    KUNDALINI RISING
    AND SHINING EVERYWHERE now
    YA GO AND SUCH AS THAT ALL THATiS..
    NOW.. JUST FucKinG yes iF yoU seeK iN
    God
    now
    juSt i Say
    juStiCe Now..
    okay.. WeLL here’s
    the thing about the Aikido that
    the rather large young man suggested
    i was doing in preparation for a fight of LiFe..
    Hell no.. i ain’t gettin’ in no fiGhts.. i’ll just tale
    the drunk young dudes at the bar.. when they intimate noW
    in body language they wanna challenge me.. here noW my
    friend.. see this dude in the video leg pressing a half
    a ton 14 reps.. now 30 reps.. in way of YouTuBe
    video of parallel leg press machine.. slowly
    surely with his arms raised in the air..
    with 88 seconds of the 14 reps..
    in YouTube way and yA
    can come to
    the NAVY
    STATION AND
    WATCH ME DO iT
    NOW FOR MORE THAN
    3 MINUTES.. WHOLE LIKE
    ONE OF THOSE DANCING
    SONGS ON THE SEVILLE
    SCREEN NOW.. JUST
    IMAGINE THIS..
    BRUCE LEE
    WITH THE STRENGTH
    OF THAT.. GET MY DRIFT
    YOUNG BUCK FRIEND.. AND
    that is the end of that as they scurry
    away.. with soMe wonder of who the fuck
    i really am noW.. as obviously ya don’t
    do that at the Military Gym full of Molly
    drugs that let ya float across the dance
    floor in Tai Chi-like butterfly moves.. heHe..
    Presence.. harmony.. creativity.. iN
    moving.. connecting.. and creating
    sAMe.. many more metaphors for the
    Chi of martial arts.. but Aikido was
    developed moreover as spiritual
    moving mediation exercises to
    develop Utopia and or Heaven
    on eARth.. unfortunately
    that pArt of Jesus’
    message and
    even Buddha
    iF it existed at all
    is left out and all there
    is is sitting still meditation
    or prayer.. basically more or less
    cognitive behavioral therapy for putting
    the good words out.. and eliminating stress
    and worry.. problem is.. sitting still is one of the
    most ill ways of being sTiLL.. as even science now shows
    that sitting still for long periods of time is equal to smoking
    a pack of F in cigarettes A day.. we primates from our free Loving
    rarely aggressive or violent free sex loving Bi-Primate Bonobos..noW
    are noT evolved to fight.. FucK no.. we are evolved to cooperate
    in touchy FeeLY.. MoVinG.. coNnecTaRinG.. CreaTinG ways for the
    successful hunt and gather of liFe in foraging for species
    other than killing our FucKinG self off GOD in violent
    warring head hunter stupid ass ways out of BaLanCinG
    with the holy wHole of Nature too.. TaKInG more
    from God than GiVing TO God.. DUH.. F iN COMMON
    SENSE DICTATES.. F in Share and GiVe..Now
    aWay FROM insane
    F iN
    interpretations
    of voice in caves..
    and such as that..
    per people.. psychopathic
    clergy/political leaning folks with
    little feelings for their neighborS noW
    in the Golden Rule of Jesus and Buddha..
    TaKinG away the freedoms of Rock and
    Roll and Sex too.. but honestly when
    ya find the Chi.. Drugs are Now
    child’s play
    after
    the free
    adult all natural
    Force of God iS NoW
    assessed in all FeeLinG
    greAT and healing wayS noW
    and yes.. if necessary as defense
    to kick psychopathic leaning harming
    folks ass.. and yes.. although my feet
    are not registered as deadly weapons with
    law enforcement.. there is no doubt i could
    kill a person easily with one swift FredFu kick
    so no.. i will never get in a fight as i for one
    ain’t gonna risk manslaughter FredFu
    charges.. for kicking someone
    yards away.. them hitting
    their head on a bar
    stool.. and
    dying and
    such as that..
    i’ll just show ’em the
    video.. that way they will
    see the imaginary potential
    consequence first before any
    potential action from me is necessary
    to resolve the issue of any aggression
    and violence from them toward me
    in self defense ways.. no..
    i do not spar with
    flesh,, i spar with
    metal.. and my kicks
    always come fractions
    oF inches away from metal
    as metal will potentially hurt
    my toes.. so the discipline of practice
    of the monkey never falling out of the tree
    or hawk falling out of the sky is built in as
    practice as all those consequences hurt..
    and fighting and any contact sport
    that is trauma to the human
    body is just plain
    FucKinG stupid..
    AS IT INJURES YA
    MORTAL BODY.. AND IN
    A F iN Civilized world where
    thugs are now hooked up fingeRing
    oN cell phones.. seriously.. if yA
    walk like a Lion and look strong
    as a LiOn.. and hehe.. wear Kool
    Secret Service Shades like me.. with
    the nuance of a potential hidden weapon
    here or there.. the possibility of anyone F iN
    with ya.. even iF they are drunk.. is rare to
    close to nihl.. particularly if the other party
    is sober as such with due prudence
    to stay away from death and
    seriouSly bodiLy inJury..
    bottom line is free flow
    iN zOne DancE SonG..
    PoeTry and Martial
    arts sAME allows one
    the nirvana oF heaven now
    F E A R L E S F L O W N O W
    as ONE wiTh God.. so whenever
    someone looks at me with a WTF
    look.. i am alWays available to explain
    all of thiS iN words to them in EnliGhteNinG
    AwaKeninG-liKe speed.. or jUst give the folks
    who are over 18 a quick google search on the
    simple term ‘Katie Mia’ that anywhere in the
    world BRinGs my SpiRtuaL FULLuST TEACHINGS
    TO THE TOP.. and yes.. i alWAYS WARN THEM..
    particularly the dudes.. that no.. you probably
    do not wanna click on them restricted
    links as baby.. seNsual
    Intelligence
    IS Also
    a huge hUmaN
    iNtelligenTce thaT
    not many folks touch
    iN liFE aS ways of Apollo..
    Heracles.. Eros.. Michelangelo..
    KinG David and sucH As that aLive
    iN flesh as we WiLL RocK and RoLL
    ya to thE bONe of hUman liFE oNe With
    GoD aLive wHere aLL iS thAT iS exPreSsinG
    ART as sAME.. SpiRit FloW iN zONe aS
    MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
    soUL noW.. as lifelong
    practice iN hUman
    potenTial as
    and WiTh
    GoDarTnoWaLWaySaLiVE..
    Oh and ps.. oh god yes..
    almost forgot.. back to the
    other pARt of the story
    at the military gym
    with the young
    muscular
    black military
    dude who was inspired
    by my fierce style of working
    out with Gorilla Growl intensity
    and such as that.. i also told that
    young man.. back in the early 80’s or
    so when.. all there was were a few Universal
    weight machines.. a bar here a plate there.. a
    chin-up bar and such as that.. there is a 30
    something Marine Captain dude that gets under
    somewhere around 200LBS on a Bench
    Press machine and says.. oh God
    i’m 30 now and this is Getting
    so F in hard to do.. and then
    i say.. please if you hear
    any old dudes saying
    that.. don’t
    believe ’em
    it is not true..
    in fact.. you can
    look up Jack LaLanne
    on Google and it will tale
    ya all about him in his 60’s towing
    in swim 60 or so boats behind him
    in rope way across a long wide bay..
    and that dude kept pumping iron
    to age 96.. and only
    a bad case
    of
    pneumonia
    brought him
    to demise..
    and that’s the thing..
    Jesus can you imagine
    how old my cat Arthur was
    at 20 years old in cat years..
    when he could still traverse
    the neighborhood in stern
    alpha cat way..
    that’s the problem
    with modern society..
    sit on your butt
    and eat
    an ice
    cream and yes..
    i have been guilty
    of doing just that when
    my first Love told me you
    are not gonna work out my
    Loving whipped boy
    friend.. you
    will spend
    ALL YOUR
    TIME WITH ME..
    until she broke up
    with me.. i started working
    out again and i said to myself
    Jesus.. Heaven again.. i can finally
    F iN focus in class and do not feel
    like i am swimming in mud mind
    all foggy as such..
    ugh.. exercise
    as science shows
    in one hour fashion
    before an IQ test is proven
    to raise scores around 10 points
    or so.. and Jesus F iN Christ aGain
    that goes to show that hUman potential
    is much more in thInking ways than
    just F iN head deep.. as Lord
    knows for decades i wasn’t
    even comfortable raising
    my hand up to
    wave at someone
    simply as the arm
    swayed little at all
    straight down.. and the
    fingers were most always
    attached to a pencil sloppily
    taking notes in egg head speed..
    And in college in Sociology class
    and the study of aging the outlook
    was bleak with folks my age.. doing
    therapy in warm health pools all pasty
    white and grey haired as such.. flabby
    here and there.. with skin hanging down
    off arms.. but ha.. they did not know
    the secret of either Jack LaLanne
    or Arthur Brown tabby cat.. who
    by the way looked almost
    just like
    the Democratic
    Cat in my Candidate
    ANN channel for debate
    on my dance shirt tonight..
    yes the secret is simple.. move..
    connect and create from birth to dust..
    never ever stop.. and become a vegetable
    or robot walking dude as i used to be too..
    Flow.. don’t be a mechanical angular sidewalk
    dude or dudette.. move like the UniVerse and
    all stuff in Nature away from human
    sidewalk hells do.. iN Golden
    Spiral iN ZonE fLy oF spiral
    either around the Sun or core
    of God iN uS.. as God moves
    more like sexy sixes and
    nines.. than angular
    so-called
    God number
    7 for G..
    yes God iS
    more like F iN 6
    or i oF Nine foR All
    oF liFe Free asOnE..:)

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 26, 2016 at 10:53 AM

    And here is a couple more Facebook memories
    of the totality of this 3 Million Word plus
    play.. scores of thousands of photos..
    thousands of videos.. links to
    other places iN the
    unabridged human
    table of contents
    bible named
    Google so
    far..
    in E-Land
    here.. one
    of a year ago..
    and one of nearly
    the beginning of all
    the poeTic reaLITy
    in DancE and SonG
    that does comprise
    aLL online oF the
    ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’..
    aka ‘KaTiE MiA FredericK!iI
    on word press and KATiE MiA
    FredericK! as a blogger blog
    by that same general
    Pen Name
    aka
    juST
    plAiN
    FREd..
    and with that
    said here is that
    memory verbatim iN
    text from three years
    ago to date too.. NoW..:)

    Prayer of a heArt bench

    Postscript:

    A Devil’s Advocate

    Can Be a Friend

    While the Devil may be Found

    In DeTails

    The Easter is in the Eggs

    D’eviled Eggs

    Can be

    DeLightFul

    ..:):..

    Even Without Friends

    One can Play with Words

    ..:)

    And now i say..
    at the end of this
    new post.. more fun
    dance photos coming
    after midnight.. yes
    around the 3 am wee
    hour of Friday morning..
    after my 112th Dance Week
    Thursday NiGht celebration
    wITh aLL the Kool College
    age Folks at Good Old
    Seville Quarter..
    one of the top
    100 Bars
    to dance
    in yes..
    the memorable
    Good Old U.S. oF A..:)

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