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SMiLes..
i’LL go easy on
yA.. todaY friEnd
and jUst say
tongue
in cheek
in 2913
fashion..
you’ve met
Fred so sure
you’ve dONe iT
aLL but oNly for NOW..
and on top of that i jUst
wrote a 17K plus word
poem.. i thInk i’LL take
a break
too..
unTiL
the After
Dance pARty
stARts aGain..
and yes foR
noW a
change
to Zorba the Greek..
enjoy the rest of the trip.. Boss..;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/05/pleasure-principle-of-hell-free-verse.html

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Oh! God3..
EpiC ET
anD KaT
And oVer thE
RainBoW.. anD
planEts..incLuDinG
SatUrn.. And tHe
RinG aS Such..
aNd noW ofF
To mY
forTunE
oF 111th
DancE WeeK
aT Old SeVille
Quarter.. aDDinG
iN The Dance photoS
WitH soMe oF thE Kool
College AGe Folks toNiGht..
Thursday NiGht.. afTer midniGht
iN tHe wEE hoUrs Of Friday morNinG..
aRound 3 aM.. wHere onLY MaGiC plaYs..
iN WaYs oF LoVer.. WarRioR.. MaGiCiaN.. KinG
aS JunGiaN Masculine HUman Archetypes..
anS yeS.. i realiZe i aM runNinG thiS
SonG iN thE GRouNd iNto spAce
aNd aLL ARound.. butT iT iS
thE onLY ET
SonG thAT
mY GurL
Katy Perry
SinGS foR NOW..
And tHis iS how
wE ET’s wRite iN
iNner.. ouTer.. aBove..
So beLow.. All aRound spAce..:)

197

Ah.. the Rose of Cross..
the desert rose.. the tarot
in major arcana from 1 to 22..
this is going down for real.. Katrina..
a bugatti aS old.. Stretch Limousine..
Bi chicks at the bar kissing each other and
yes.. friends of mine too.. so many symbols
in synchronicity associated with that one
song in just the photos of my last
blog post alone..
accompanYinG
thE SonG too.. and haha..
makes absolutely no reason
of the analytical but of the artist
and poEt anD creative soUL juSt
aNoTheR pARt oF tHe UniVerSal
Poem of the God oF aLL
iN thoU WilL bE
dOne iN aLL oF
uS when awaKe
aLive to our
greater and
greater hUman
PoTenTial.. and sUre
as i write this iT as mAgic
as alchemical change
from base metal
to silver and
gold but
wHereAS
materials oF
gOld are only
extensions of desire
to hold in a ring of old..
The SpiRit thAT motiVates
uS through the DAnCe aNd
SonG oF UniVerSAl liGhT iS without
time or place distance or matter as it
flows within uS and becomes matter iN
ways of iNk oF PoEtry too.. as what was
once jUSt Digital Bits and Bytes.. ivory key
notes oF piano word way.. iS another pLay
oF liFe oF only sticks scratching iMaGiNary
connections of star BRiGht niGht sAnds
oF sanskrit and other
creativity in alphabET
that
bRingS uS
to tHiS hiGher
point oF thE truE
GoLd of God chanGinG
EvoLvinG into somEthing
greater iN liGht aS US
or the other way to
DaRk or jUst
staGnate
bLack..
As RElative
Free WiLL caN
be dAM or fLoWinG
sTream.. ah.. the synErgy
of hUman aRT and Intellect
thoU ArT oF GoD and reAson
in SpiRit thAT liVes withiN aS uS
for oNLy Good ReAson oF
BeinG noW.. wE Art God
alone allone noW
aWaKe
aLiVeNoW..
iN tRuth and liGht..
so manY warriors.. magicians
Lovers.. KinG/Queen/Emperor/
EmpresS.. anD UniVersE iN
Tarot card reading
in Thoth style
of Thot noW in
IT’s Going Down
for real in that
SonG too.. iN
Thot way too..
ha! meditate stiLL
do become refreshed
or even dance and do iT
too aS WeLL.. but thiS UniVerse
of HuWoManiTy that each
of US are in
Fractal whole
way with no time..
no space.. no distance
no place between the ‘two’
oF uS iS tRuLy tHree aSoNe
iN FaTheR All.. SoN We i..
hOlY spiRit ForCe oF aLL..
see.. here’s A ThinG aLL
iS seed oF
Rose
uPon
a Cross of
cReaTioN.. tHe TrUth
and LiGht sUre liveS in A
bible.. the kuran.. the tao..
i ching.. book of the dead
and everywHere else
wheRe tHeRe iS nO
tiMe.. pLace..
distance..
matter
or
even SpAce..
tHe AcE oF HeARt
iS FloWer oF wE i..noW
reLeASED FROM THE
CROSS OF INHIBITION
OF WHAT WE ARE SO MUCH
DEEPER IN BEING HUMAN NOW..
AND AS SOON AS YOU BECOME
THE UNiVERSE ONE WITH GOD
NOW iS HEAVEN NOW iS ETERNAL
THOU ART OF UNIVERSE NOWONEFORCE..
And as STinG SinGS so EloquentLY
oF thE Tarot.. too.. iN
Wrapped aRound yoUr
FinGeR.. YOU
2 WiLL
fiNd the
servant noW
iS the Master too..
And not a band oF
GOld thAT
bELonGs
then to
someone
else oF
anoTheR LiFe oF Old Fearless Love
or neW foR noW iN TrUth oF LiGht..:)

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And here is Sting’s Version of God iS Love.. tHe Love thAT LiVes
iN aS uS.. anD aLL thAT rest of All that iS as fractal wHole..
SAdly.. although the way i hear the song of the
previous artists iS they are worshipping the
God oF aLL THat Lives in aLL
oF uS worshipping thAT
God that Lives iN
YOU SamE AS
mE.. AS YELLOWBOY..
THE BI-CHICKS AT THE BAR..
AND EVEN IN THE ATOMS OF THE
LIMOUSINE.. ALL ENERGY AND FORCE..
YeS AS TRULY PArt oF God bEcomes
flesh in metaphor of human
abstract concepts
of letters.. words..
and yes.. numbers
2 and 3 and InfinitY
morE.. Namaste.. trUly
says iT best.. for world
peace as i Love God who
Lives within you and respect
iT sAMe as mE as any GOlden
RUle SAge.. Prophet.. or Priest
WiLL saY in trUth and liGht too..
so why pull the blinds down
and suggest that
God does
not liVe
Free aS
God’s Nature
WiLL have iT
iN aLL the coLors oF
emoTiOns yes.. all the hues..
the shades of grey between
bLack and White.. oF hUman
FeeLinGS SeNses kNOWinG
And heLL yES SEXuaLITy
tOO iN aLL thE seNsuaL
ways that coMes
as Lovers
too
and do..
Seriously.. this isn’t
rockET science.. it’s just
a bunch of free spirited teens
walking down a beach naked hand
in hand.. or little children sAMe bEforE
they find the sin of cultural clothes that
separate themselves from both each
other and God ALL As FrEE..
So.. i SinG A SonG oF SoUL
as me to me as i to you
as wE as GoD
oF aLL uST
F E A R L E S S
L O V E noW
oNe ForcE
as thAT mY friEnds
iS Fearless Sacred Love..
wHo kNows nO Stranger
iN gRain
oF
Desert
Rose SanD..:)

1046

Three movies.. all by the Cohen Brothers..
Ethan and Joel.. two Jewish dudes
that make really deep
movies that
don’t really
make sense..
yet they do
in Beatles
SonG fashion
of just letting creativity
fly in Yellow Submarines..
the Walrus.. and Sgt.
Pepper ways2..
and sure
that’s the
way the bible
works too.. a book
of poetry.. that ranges
from dARk to liGht.. hidden
much deeper metaphors open noW
to each person’s interpretive way
of thInKinG or oh God.. if you have
not developed that kind of intelligence
it’s just
ink.. empty
sHells.. sHades
concrete GREY bLack
sUN soUL labels.. without
then now much deeper meaning
and you’ll just maYbE say it’s
bullshit.. it don’t make
sense.. word salad
for din din and
all of that..
but here’s
the thing..
the more openED
uP yoUr miNd and
boDy iN BalanCinG AKA
soUl noW… wITh EmoTions
of SpiRit iN heARt of
RiGht HemisPhere
bRain anD
kNoWinG way..
thAT generAlly
SpeaKinG.. leFt
handed folks are
more likely to do..
and Jesus.. F iN Christ..
i was off and on.. so literal
thInking too.. trapped in left
bReigN only ways of thinKing iN
computer cOde head too..
so happy to escape
that Now.. to
bE a FREeD soUL..
SpiRit and heAr’TED’
‘no TALK’ too.. iN
INstinCt.. INnate
as such iNtuiTioN
much way too..
and hehe..
to be an Artist for money
is like being a friGGinG
NFL.. NBA.. and
Madonna way..
creme of the
crop in forTune’s
vAlley.. of course..
buTT ArTiSt For frEE
iN MoVinG.. ConNecTaRinG
creAtinG waY.. WeLL tHere’s
a ticKet wHere iN synchronistiCK
fLow.. per the first Movie with
the Big LeBowSkI.. you can
get in bed with
everyone
and hEar
theiR SonGs..
as ya got enough
Money and FEARLESS LovE noT
to have to sucK uP to
anYone whetHeR tHeY
wAnna heAr yA
ownoW
perSONal
trUtH aNd liGht
noW oPinE or noT..
iT ain’t easy BeinG
a public/private Dancer..
a Poet.. Writer.. and freeST
photoGrapher too.. if yoU thInk
yA evA gonna hit the mainstream
and make some bucks off Love oF God ALL2
iN fearless artistE way.. and in the second movie..
Barton Fink.. Hollywood will never tale ya what
to do.. or own ya head.. whAT heLL theRe iS
not to be free in creativity noW oN..
and finAlly iN what’s Inside
Llewyn Davis tHeRe
is no struggle
to eat
or get beat
up in slimy bars
to play a tune in public
just for fun.. yes.. and
enjoy your Yellow Boy
aT home noW instead
of tRains of travel
Blood too.. and YeS iN
my case.. DancE steps noW
and SinG Words for sMiLes
instead oF F iN proFit
iN subsistence
waY.. NoW… oH..
So.. yeaH.. i can chuckLE
iN BiGgesT God WInKs SynchroniCity
waY..AaS liKe iN the Bible itTeither
touChes yoUr soUL iN BaLaNcinG
oF miNd and BoDy.. Ya
heARt.. SpiRit..n0W
or noT..N0w oN/oFF
but haha..heHE3
i thInk iT’s fUn
to puT everYone
wHo tOuches mY
liFe iN mY BooK oF LiFe
noW.. as i tOuch thE fAce
of God and Polaroid iT aLL
in both digit oF ONE keyboard
iNk.. and all coloRs of hUman
and other nAtURe oF LiFE noW
too.. and Tt’s trUe.. iFYoU
are iN my BooK
oF Life
wHere thE
SonG oF mY
SoUL iN Flesh
becomeS noW
E-LiFe too..
you are in a
BooK of LiFe iN
record size that has
never ever been dOne
bEfore.. in either.. shape..
fashion.. form.. oF anything
like thiS.. anD nah.. iT iS a FREakeD
plAce aWay from nORm.. buT iT iS noW
thE outcasts of liFE i LoVe best
as they walK(ED) in soMe
oF thE shoes oF Y i..
NoW oF NoW
Cross oF Y i2..
and hopefully
they too.. WiLL
come out SMeLLinG
liKe Roses oF Free too..
and heheX2.. liKe aLL oTheR
inNoVaTiVe NON-entrepreneurial
artists beyond so FAR BEyoNcED
tHeir day.. juSt iMaGine soMe then
saYinG.. noW hey.. i was ApArt of thAT
then biggest poem of Forever now too..noW
buTt iN Twitter Land.. maYbe 1 precent
of the General POP Twitter culture
even kNowS thAT LonG PoeM
Free Verse was/iS
thE ultiMate
cooLest
thinG theN..
Like they saYnoW
BeFore the Apple
oNce aGaiNoW the End
iS the BeGGinG oF
Never Finish
STart
noW
juSt
hoW tHen
Barton
FiNk
types
noW THE
END Now
bEginNinG FiNiSH
neVer endinG noW stART..;)

1766

5202016
5:22 pm.. OK..

WeLL.. noW reAlly flies when yA Dance
aLL niGht sleep iN.. and stARt thE
day wiTh a new DancE and
SonG oF whatever the
poeTiC heARt
SpiRit
MiNd
and boDy
BaLanCinG SoUL
cares to juST do NoW..
but a few minutes here.. to
stARt the dVerse poeTry
SonG iN response to
the liNks from
Thursday
prompt oN
geometric form
of writing poeTry
in pyramid like fLow
but they count this or that
and the other thingie and i
juSt go bY the FeeL and
the SensE oF my
sOUl.. iN
subconscious
Lucid dreAminG
alpha to theta
miNd wAve
SinG SonG
SpiRit oF heARt
iN ZoNe oF FloW
and sorry iF yoU don’t
have all the context to understand
that without Google lInks but what
i do is jUst Google whatever iT iS
iF i wanna kNow.. FeeL.. Sense
and yes.. even SeNsualiTy
knoW moRe about
liVinG noW and
oh boy
does
that make
my POEM GROW
XXTRA LONG in
LONG POEM
FORM..
jUSt pulSaTinG
liTerAllY throBbing
WiTh liGht noW iN
Google way too.. hehe3
for so much more iN TruTh
liGht all uninhibiTED TALK noW2..:)

Love bellows gallows
hello and by.. Love
SinGS
SonG
oF Y
i.. so Long…….:)

Very quick side
note hear..
every
poem
IS A multi-
UniVerse
oF God
oWnew aS
SiDe noTes
eNd and BeGiN
aLwaYs aGaiN..:)

SMiLes.. iN thE beGinNinG
A FrUiT.. aN APPle tHen
aN ioN FoR
FruiTioN
chiLd oF
VicTorY
iN juST
DoiN’
iT
iN
Nike
FasHioN…;)

SMiles..
poEms SinG
A SonG briGhtest
iN breatHe oF DancE..:)

SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
to noW kNow i coUld
hAve dancED decAdes
eVerywHeRe i go.. inStead
oF jUst 33 months.. iS to hope
tHat oTHeRS hEar a mesSagE noW trUe
oF LiFe iN steps of i.. WORDS.. tHeRe
iS reAlly feW nows anYmore thAT are trUly
hEard iN deep oF PasSioN.. overAll..
foR words but steps
mY friEnd..
arE alWays
heARd..
wHetHeR
ackNowledgED
or Not.. and i suppose
thaT iS wHy David dancED
too then to sParK.. mY FRiEnD..
Close to 90% of hUman reciprocal
social communication is Non-Verbal..
trUly an illness of the worLd noW iN teXt LoVe
butT as ‘they’ say.. moVe to wHeRe thE acTioN iS2..;)

And now to work out.. at 6’O’cLocK.. be bAcK later..:)

Back
@3:25pm @5212016
to further
respond to
A dVerse Thursday
prompt about pyramid
like Geometry poeTry Form..
Kinda like what i am doinG here
wRite
now..
changing into
perhaps whatever
the fLow of GoD WiTh
mE cAres to do for now..;)

SinGinG BrinGs hEights oF liGhts
not SunG beFore.. DanCinG takes
oUr hands and feet.. arms and
legs.. toes.. ouR
FiNgers..
to a new
Land of FeeLinG
Never BeinG BeFore..
So.. DancE and SinG a Song
oF Moon Bright moan into
Sunlit.. evEning
Rose displays
make
Love
Count..:)

Sacred Art of liFE noW..
Holy in aLL wE sEE.. FeeL..
sPeak. wRite.. taste.. tOuch..
smell.. hear.. propriocept..
pain.. sadness.. tears.. oh
sorrow.. yes.. 412 or so
eMotToNs naMed
bY science..
even a
dark
spot
on a soUl
by Sting StiLL
and Humming
Bird Wings.. i could
go on.. write 11 million
words about the sacred
holy nature of all things..
YES.. ALREADY DID THAT AND
sNap 100k photos PLUS.. or
so.. including 10K or so
of me.. and treasure
every step in
dance over
5400 mIles
in 33 months
and jUst imagine
for over two decades
folks asked me what Ya
BEEN doing Fred WHAT yA
SAY.. and all i sAid
was two words..
working working..
i guess to make it
seem like more..
IN DOUBLE..now
SMiLes.. oncE noW
the heARt iS openEd NoW
iT WiLL not shut uP.. Now
iN aS when ALL BECOMES HOLY
AND SACRED FOR ALL PRACTICAL
INTENTS AND PURPOSES ONE
BECOMES
GOD2
ALLTHaTiS2noW2..:)

SMiLes..
Love oF
Daughters
Never sOld..:)

SMiLes.. everY
empTy pyramiD
iS LooKinG foR
A capstOne
To fulfiLL
dreAMs
wisdoM
eYes oF FeeLinG..:)

oH.. Depression where
EmoTioNs simply no
longer work..
should there
be a formula
to come out..
Only poeTry
AND DANCE
WORKED FOR
ME.. with DancE
and MusiC accompanying
LiFe in SpiRit of HeARt
oF EmoTioN way.. heArt
a muscle that MuSt be
exercised wiTh
ArT
and not
jUst he
or sHe
a
l
one..:)

SMiLes..
Viv..
TrUly
A SonG
oF hUman
form FloWs
aLL naturaLLy
aS sacRed form
once one lEts gO
oF form and simply
FloWs iN ZonE oF i..:)

Ah yes.. my Friend as Quest of peas.. N0W
there are the more conservative.. closed
minded among us.. the Trump folks
if you WiLL and WilL noT he
HE.. as i kNow noW.. and
then there are NoW
thE
noW liberal open
minded among us too..
as you Do and WiLL too HA
ha.. and true the other team
tends to be more literal thInking
in eat sleep and screw and the other
partakes of the manna iN deeper Ocean Blues..:)

Landscapes and
weather when places
without feelings are desert
eYes with pupils oF BLack wITh
so.. so.. little color.. sHades Of distance
break breath of LiVinG.. Rainbows cALL low
noW as poT Of GOld trUly coMe dorMant.. aWait
a
live..:)

LiFe plays when WiLd and
Free.. Humans SinG iN
SonG oF DanCe..
finGers
Breathe
in air oF
onLine poeTry
a seal are we too..
not broken when aLive..:)

And side note here.. quick
as such.. a nice lady Kim
here among some others
who alWays respond
back to me..
in kind
ways
of human
moving connecting
and creating ways..
as sure the principle
of positive energy applies
to all stuff science oF hUman
Love in White liGht with only noW
giVing and shaRinG.. and that reminds
me ha!.. she said i remind her a little
bit of the Scarlet Pimpernel.. thanks to
Google i looked it uP.. and sure.. she intuits
a secret
Rose oF
Cross aS F Y i..;)

SonGs of Elders..
Family.. Lovers..
Friends long since
past in Mailing
sPeaKing
way..
online lasts
forever wHere
soUls sTiLL breathe..:)

Only 1 answer to
Bullying is lifting
A veil of ignorance
thAT differences largE
and smAll are what
make thE
wHole
gAMe
worK
shorT..
LonG..:)

LiGht of hEArt
Earth oF Brown..
Soils of SoUL noW
SpRing oF HeArt.. oh
SpiRit Sings sHares
and GiVes as LoVe
waters itsElf
iN shArinG
GiVing..
HeARt mUscle
athlete nowno
longer cOld..:)

aLL Art aLive..
All Present noW
pleasUre preSent
creaTiViTy.. science
oTheR Way.. dARth
oF heARt COld.. Oh..
aRt withouT
pAinT
bY NumBers..
yoU arE aLiVe..:)

sMiLes.. i literAlly wRote
the same news letter
with cut and
paste
statistics at work
for over a decade..
with zero creativity..
and tHen a sparK cAMe
afTer 50 aNd thaT iS
noW recorDed
hiStory oF
11 plus
milLion
words.. moral
of Story.. never
give uP oN change..
or creaTiviTy aS iT’s
neVer too lAte foR
REAL miRacLeS noW..:)

SMILes i was just
discussing An
Osprey
with a
retired
Navy Commodore
on how they never
stress a step iN
liFe but
i was reAlly
explaining
to him
why
i ballet
before i press
a half a ton
with
my legs
30 reps..
at the Navy
Gym then..
buT really iT
was an explanation
to the young bucks
all around..
oh.. the
lesson
of the
Osprey..
LiVes..
in words
and steps..
mY FriEnd..
iN FloWs ZonE..;)

Rain.. trees.. and clouds
Breathe.. oh where..
oh WheRe have
hUman
dreAms
gONe..:)

Ah.. wE hUmans..
soMe do bEach..
somE mounTain..
soMe foRest..
somE noW
sUnshine..
Some raiN..
cLoUds hEar
eYes Different
Reins uPon
hUman
tAMe
oR WiLd..:)

LiVe
iS
A
Prize
oF LiFe
aNd chivalry
iS iN thE LiVinG..:)

SeCreTs iN plaiN
siGhts ALL Around
uS tHey coMe
iN
sHaPeS
oF poeTry..:)

SMiLes..
pyraMids oF
MoneY noW
FaLL To duSt
noThing lefT
oF
Love
butt moneY..;)

5:28 pm.. anD
noW iT’s NoW
oNce aGain
For publiC
dancE stepS
FReED.. 12 morE
TO coMe noW
lateR iN
thE Words
oF tHis..:)

As the Midnight
hour ‘tween the
21st Full Moon
niGht of May
and the 22nd
Sunday of May
back to dVerse
to poeticAlly respond
to 12 more lInks of PoeTry..
but i gotta pee first.. hehe..
be Write
bAck..
aGAiN..
And yes..
brushed mY
fangs too..
special for
the FuLL MooN..;)

SMiLes.. i rareLY
burN iN thE sUn
aS i neVer siT
oR stanD
i DancE
bY baKinG
aLL pARts eVenLY..;)

Wow.. congrats
ViV.. close to 144K
is very impressive
and a testament
to the like ability
oF yOur
poeTry..
but i am
more impressed
by your 714 followers
as i only have 25 on
Google pLuS
but somehow
i got
1.4M views..
funny how that
works.. hehe..
hahA.. no one
wants to fess up
about liKing mE.. hehex2..;)

Sidenote.. KnoW..
i’m not kidding
hahax2 evidence
@this lInk
here..;)

https://plus.google.com/+KateMia/posts

OKaY.. out
oF evidence
and back to poeTry..;)

sMiles.. mY Friend..
no greater blessing
than the successful
entrance of a new one
to
this
World..:)

Hardest of pains
can be slavery
to any ’cause..
And certainly
stuff like the
sTiLL ever present
reality of female genital
mutilation.. institutionalized
rape in the form of Dowries..
stove top wife burnings in
Pakistan.. Lesbians being
buried to thEir Breasts
and Stoned iN iRan
so they will not
be able to
cover tHeir
eYes.. speaks
volumes of the
Hell that patriarchal
cultures and religions
can BRinG to BeaR
noW buT tHeRe iS thE
greateR freeDom oF
NoW ShArinG
inFormation
to lifT the
real veil
of ignorance
and make the
original meaning
of the word noW
StiLL Apocalypse
bY Greek sTandard
come to TrUth noW
and liGht iN FruiTioN
as even social science
suggests that women in
Muslim Countries WiLL
share the generally same
freedoms as they do today
in the U.S.A.. by 2050.. and
tRuLy women are free enough
wHere i Live to Bootie Dance
by initiation and not have to
worry about reprisal
from males
on the
Dance
Floor
further than
level of consent..
At Least here.. women
are winning the race
of masculine and
feminine noW
BaLanCinG..
and males..
so far
to go
and
so
lost overALL
iN THAT TRUE
DiViNE BALANCE..:)

Art oF Sunset
BEaches.. Nature’s
painTinG iN BliSSinGs
SonG oF ColoRed Hues
dReams of pInk Summer
sAnds reflection iN cotton
candy
above
so below..:)

As the midnight
at the Oasis says..
cactus iS our
Succulent
FriEnd
and
prickLY
pEar oF liFe..:)

SMiLes
WeiRd is
Free and
sAMe iS iNsane..
and trUly iT’s inSane
thaT it took Einstein
to figuRe
thaT
one ouT..
as only noW
manmade
stuff don’t change..
including books
wHere no
verses
may be added..:)

WaTer
droPs
oF Y i..
OceaN
uS aS wE
aS
i..:)

iT’s
TrUe
thE reaL
GolDen aGe
liVes inSide
never
AGinG
for those
wHo SeeK iT
FiND It.. practicE
IT anD Keep iT
aLways
eternAlly
noW youNg
iN miNd anD
BoDy BaLanCinG
waY wiTh HeARt
of EmoTioNs
eXpreSSinG
P O S SpiRit
waYs..:)

e
tHeR
EAlit
Y ReaL
iS aLL i
NeeD to kNow..:)

Ah.. yeS..
iN tHe daRKesT
oF pLaces tHeiR
IS A
FLamE oF
LiFe liGht..:)

SMiLes noW..
afTer FiNaLLy
arriVing aT aLL
i nEEd i FiNd
th@ money
never
exists
aT aLL..
fAst Cars..
and otHeR
stuff as shiny..
thE good stuFF
LiVes inSiDe noW
no longer transmuted
tooL..
am i..:)

ALLdOneFoRnow..
1:16 am..
05222016..:)

3605

A skip and heArt beat from what is so often
the daRkness of the poeTry world
as poeTry so much historicAlly
has been a plAce of BlUes
in BrinGinG onE’s heARt
back to liFE after pain..
suffering and or misery..
rejection.. dejection.. places
to visit yes.. for me but hell no
place to liVe as already been to
the dARk niGht of The soUl and tRuly
poEtry was the first step but the dance
Steps are whAT brOught the spArK oF eYes back noW
to LiFe.. for mE noW poeTry IS A celebration of LiFe..
a way to express deeper somewhat hidden trUths iN liGht FeeLinGs
oF liFe and sure a way too for dissension of injustice in the world
wHere words are the only pARt of Swords that talk to
the dArk oF liFe wHeRe theRe are so many brothers
and sisters of uS mired in a place wHere there
iS no home of Peace and Love.. wHeRe
folks would bRinG down a plane
of 66 passengers
in the name
of a DARKBLACK
FAUX GOD.. NOW..
AND THE same applies
to here in 100K or so
innocent deaths
for the price
of reconstruction
of a country by paid
Government contractors
and crony administrators
back then.. to make a buck
off the blood and flesh oF pArts
of God over there over there it’s just
over there AND NO NO!.. not on our soils
of oil of course.. SO WHAT I WOULD HAVE
LOVED TO IS SEE DICK CHENEY AND HIS
FRIENDS DO WHAT BACK WHEN
IS GET FUCKING NAKED
AND DANCE WITH
ALL THE
ISIS DUDES THEN
TOO.. AND INSTEAD
OF WATER BOARDING
FOLKS HOLD HANDS AND
DO SOME BALLET OR JUST
FUCKING DANCE WITH GOD
AS THE WIND WILL BE WITH US
AS GOD US AND SAME FORCE LIGHT..
anyway.. the world is getting smaller and smaller
and the liGhts of Naked Dance are groWinG taller HIGHER
and taller in free style non-lesSONed way.. wHere perhaps
one day the running craze of the 80’s WiLL become the
DanCinG craze of a Global world for peace but
until then i WiLL dance alone in public
in the new same F iN Jerusalem of
the Jews in Israel back then..
wHere people would
make grimaces
at KinG
David doing
it in his underwear
and less too.. to celebrate
God in so-called more vile ways
that are oNly panLusT oF God Free
wHere we deep down are aLL Free iN
Call of the Wild of God seT free.. amyWay..
been trying to find ‘this SonG’ on YouTube
way.. and this is the one that WiLL headline
in accompanying my photos in my 670th Macro
Verse of the Longest F iN 3 Million word plus
Long Poem Form in the history of Human
kind.. juSt ’cause i can and i am
Free in eYes of God
hUman poTenTial
seT Free
as SonG
and DancE
of wE.. perhaps..
one day someone
WiLL step uP and
be the second public
dancer here in New
Jerusalem too.. but
until then.. i dance alone
allone wIth God and iNvite
the next perSon who trUly
HEar’s the cAll of God WiLD
to joiN in and juST do liFe Free..
and sure they can do that wITh clothes
too.. as not everyone is ready for the
Naked CAll oF God FReED wE yeT.. butT the
time is CoMinG NoW tHere is a New
Freedom in awaKeNinG
and Enligtening in the
eTheRspHere
of REaLITy
moReNoW..noW
perHaps in only
SonGs of DancE
liKe tHiS but Free
Spreads in liGht of SonG
and DancE Free iN thE NoW
AiR WaVEs oF God’s Field
oF Ocean iNFiniTy moREnoW..:)

4209

WeLL.. WITh Zorba the Greek
and his Dance of ’64..
Justin Timberlake
on May 6th.. 2016..
anD aLLnoW noW
his cool Hollywood
Friends.. and yes.. theRe
was THat SonG named Happy
back in 2013.. when i stARted mY
Happy Dance then too.. tHere is only
one more Dance for noW to iLLustRate
the hypocrisy of modern Fundamentalist
religions from Mideast to right over here..
on these Jerusalem Red State sOils of New
Israel USA.. the home of the free..
the brave.. with Liberty
and Justice
foR All that i Love
so much founded by
folks who found the
REAL FREE JESUS’
MESSaGE BACK THEN
TO BREAK AWAY FROM THE
CRUSADE LAWS OF FORCED
DEATH OF FAUX BLACK GOD
BACK THEN TOO.. why why why
iS iT the sAMe as i ChiLd oF Free
God coMe too.. in New Jerusalem
too.. why did the Bleached Blonde
60 something Southern Baptist
Lady back when i first
started dancing
in Super
Walmart
tale me
i was a bad
MAN for shining
mY LAmp oF GOD
then.. WeLL the fACt
iS.. iT iS hUman NatURe
as expReSSinG iN dArk and
LiGht too.. with the unhappy
folks.. sAdly.. as they are inhibited
in theIr God Given nature as folks like
me stand out like a Kevin Bacon Beacon
Ocean of God Blue LiGht oF TrUth Foot
loose Now.. yes.. along with folks like
Justin Timberlake
and hell yeah..
the story
of almost
naked DanCinG
MoVinG meDitating
Worshipping God of Nature
David back then.. you may think
he moves weird too.. obviously he
didn’t go on the Dancing With the
Stars couples lesSonG routine yEt
aS expreSSinG hUman Freedom
so nicely by actor
Richard Gere
in this portrayal
of David heaRinG
the cALL oF thE WiLd
of God iN hiS NatUre seT
FReED.. and the disgusting
looks by the same F In conservative
Red State audience in patriarchal
stiff collared way in the movie
iS juSt like the sAMe DaM
repressed.. oppressed..
inhibited in Free
God ways
do this
now too.. in NEW ISRAEL..
so hUman NatURe goeS oN
as iS.. tHere WiLL alWays be
the ‘crucifixion Jews’.. and
the Jesus and David Dudes
and Dudettes like me and
MiLey.. Katy.. Lady Gaga..
and sure.. Justin TimberLake
too.. and HeLL kNoW.. i don’t
need no fame.. fortune.. or money
to celebrate God oF aLL Free iN Dance
of Me.. but whAT aLways as history shows
does happen.. when someone serves God Free
Like this they are the stuff oF Legend wHere juSt
Doin’ iT as God Free has the Natural circumstance
oF hUman Archetype of UniVerse ONE of Legend
aLWays remembered as the Lamp whose fLAMe
never ever
gave
UP.. Torch
of Statue of Liberty/
GOD.. i carry whether others
F iN LiKe iT or noT in FreeST
SonG and DancE oF i.. and no..
i am not Swifter than Lions
but i fLy
liKe
an Eagle
on terrestrial
plane soaring
and SpiRaLinG
aRound the SuN
oF God oN eARth FReED..
hmm.. my hands are getting
tired.. i wonder iF i can do this
for 9 more months to make 42
oF the Longest poem in Witness
oF
God ever
noW.. YES..
I CAN.. AS ANYTHING
iS POSSIBLE NOW WITH
THE HIGHER POWER OF
GOD IN SONG AND DANCEnoW!
Bottom LinE..
i WiLL WitH
GOD oF
NatUre..
iN SacRed
Fearless LOVE..:)

4758

The best thing i like about Facebook..
is it let’s me be Free to express myself
whether other folks like it or not.. hehe..
literAlly as such.. haha!.. and the other
thing is it is a wonderful additional
back up of my Art i give and
share all for free too…
as ya see the real
bucks in life are in
terms of Love.. and
if you find only one person..
one like of a person who really
understands you and supports all
of your freedom you are a total
success as likes for fame can
be idol.. but likes for who
you are at core if only
one of you and
sAMe as aLL
that iS noW thE
God of Nature iS
all ya trUly need in
terms of Love that iS trUly
all ya have as FeeLinGS and
to associate those FeeLinGs
wITh the ArT you Do iN the
moment of kNow iS some
thing no on can take
from ya.. as iT iS
who you are iN
terms of GiVinG
and shaRinG Love
as the Love of Art
oNe and sAMe as
Co-Creator of God.. iN
other words no matter what
you cAll the Force oF aLL tHere
is no better FriEnD than a FRiEnD
oF tHaT aLL thAT iS
aLL.. Love iT aLL
bE iT aLL tHat iS
Abundance thiS waY
iS aLL ThAT iS GODnOW..
so i continue to give and share
FReELy as the reTurn of God
as i
noW FReED
as Co-Creator
LoVEnOW liGht Truth..
oh yeah.. and Facebook
is the free Secretary who
aLWays gets the job done
with never giving uP too..
as i too aM God’s
persevering
FoRCE
oF oNE
too FloW
2ONeZoNe..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/05/20/talking-body-of-art/

Yes.. and the contents of this
title do fit.. but trUly
worth the shaRinG
memory of this
early three year
old deep thot..
noW sTilL for
photography
alone.. and
that iS what
i do.. cater to
no one single target
audience other than God
oF aLL potential as expresSinG
co-creator i.. in all i CANdOnoW
WitH WiLL FReED noW oF i..
And speaKinG oF FReED..
While Facebook..
YouTube..
Google and
most other SociaL
Media secretaries
and assistants i use
are totAlly free to get
my art out tHeRe..
Word Press is three
hundred bucks a year
minus one dollar for 299..
yeah.. i wrote all those words
to avoid putting that dollar sign
iN that kinda disgusts me overall..
as sure it is the root of so much
human misery and suffering..
nah.. not inherently evil..
just a tool.. like a gun..
but never the less..
a dollar.. a tool..
to the
highway
straight to
REAL EARTH
HELL FOR HUMANS
OF GOD OF NATURE
OTHERWISE FREE IN
THE ABUNDANCE OF NATURE
LIKE MY AMERICAN INDIAN
ANCESTORS.. BEFORE
THE IDIOTS FROM
ABROAD CAME
TO ATTEMPT
TO OWN
FREEDOM
INSTEAD OF
LIVE IT GOD FReED..
hold overs ‘they’ is from
the Jesus they made into
a God and worshipped to
expand the Roman Empire
in 325 AD.. in backroom
B O A R D R O O Mnow
TRUMP STYLE THEN..
Emperor Constantine
and Catholic
Cohort
poliTicKs..
of monarchy
sTill then.. hA!
wHere thE REAL
GOD OF ALL iS AN
EQUAL OPPORTUNITY
EMPLOYER GIVER AND
SHARER FREED AND TO
REFLECT GOD’S BEHAVIOR
ALL IS TRULY BETTER TO BE
CO-CREATOR GOD ART ONE..
But anyway.. as i digress back
to more trivial matters..
Word Press is the only
book that WiLL house
a 3 miLLioN plus word
poem.. including
one Macro Verse
of that total UniVerse
LonG PoEm Free
verse ‘form’..
of 338,630
words where
Google Blogs just
ain’t got the juice to do it..
and so many other restrictions
that go with what is still free and great
in Google and YouTube giving ways..
and sure one of my other favorites
Wiki2.. thAT aLL toGeTheR allows
one like me to contribute
in Electronic Media way
what Microsoft Word
says would be
about a 30,000
printed pageS
full F U L L
670 macro
verses so far
WiTh this new
blog post that
WiLL bE soon
titLED..
“CAN’T STOP GOD”..
TONGUE in mY
cheek
as such..
iN Form of
‘Steps’ and
Words’.. FReEd..
oh yeah.. and tHeRe
iS scores of thousands
of photos.. thousands
of Youtube Videos and
assorted links to other
stuff noW wHeRe enTire
oNLINE BECOMES
THE SERVANT OF
MASTER WE.. H0W
IRoNiC iT iS when
the meek
of Last
and poorer
in bucks..
become
the
first
noW aS sTRONG
iN HEAVEN REAL
VIRTUALLY AS SUCH
iN oNline oF FReED Now..
Singularity COMES REALnoW..:)

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/autism-always-unique-tenaciously.html

5513

Katrina.. is also a wonderful
assistant.. as one of her
‘assigned’ duties.. she
peruses all of
modern cultureS
TV expressions oF
thE hUman condiTion
in input ways and as any
great assistant WiLL do.. she
does not interrupt the ‘Boss’ unless
there is reAlly something important to
DO and see.. and as ‘Synchronicity’
WiLL AlWays have iT.. she points
out the show Undercover Boss
to me today.. i take a few
notes in photograph way..
and it gets me to
thInking in greater
creative and poetic
ways.. a great new show
or even movie could be developed
named UnderCoverBossGod or even HeLL..
UnderCoverBossGod2.. as additional fUn pUn..
i mean.. after aLL.. or aT lEast here on this earth
for Billions of Years.. it was kindA LonELy
for God without any mammal warmth
to share on thiS spHere oF planEt..
Well.. so then i say now..
of course in wRiting NoW
way UnderCoverBossGod2
todaY.. NoW.. would have
to come undercover..
kinda like Superman
did for Several decades..
in the installment of that
continuing Saga.. the one
before the last one that
cAMe out back in 2013 or
so.. hell.. he even grew a
beard and all of that too..
back in those decades of
his undercover too.. oKaY.. bacK noW
to the pLot.. i’m thInKinG thaT UnderCoverBossGod2..
would have to experience jUSt aBout aLL a hUman
can experience for decades to get a real feel about
what this global hUman Condition is all about as
after all was said and done.. DIeD.. ETc.. tHaT
Jesus dude.. ‘they’ talk about as perhaps even
aN UnderCoverBossGod1..2.. onLY had
a relatively smaLL
patch oF Earth
hUmans.. anD
A couple of
intermingling cultures
to deal with.. i Mean.. Jesus…
IMaGiNe what it would be like
to be Jesus.. if ya had the wHole
WHOLE view oF A Universe.. iN miNd
and BoDy Balance.. soUL..
HeArt of HeArtS ExpreSsinG
SpiRit.. i mean.. Jesus THaT
would take practicAlly two
generations or even more of
Jesus’ in one human lifetime
or even vicariously experiencing
thouSands of other lifetimes of other
hUman experiences through.. lET’s juSt
say.. technology.. developed by nerds and
geeks like Bill Gates and Steve Jobs and
such as wHo.. and UnderCoverGodBoss2.. and yes..
to finAlly put to rest THaT myth that God is more than
ONE pArt whole in duaLITy way..
UnderCoverGodBoss2.. would
have to basicAlly
become
the horned
Pan dude
named
the Devil2..
thUs.. the 2 attached
to UnderCoverGodBoss2..
to show thAT anti-Matter..
anti-Christ.. Matter and
Christ iS all pArt of the
same dAM ThinG WhOle
as hUman Archetypes go
too.. in the words of one of
God’s best FriEndS.. Carl Jung..
and by God i mean UnderCoverBossGod2..
and hmm.. that’s a catchy phrase.. while i was
gonna title this 670th Macro Verse of the Longest
Poem ever (by the way.. UnderCoverBossGod2 would
have to do this very thing to prove who
UnderCoverGod2 is too and others
2.. 3.. 4.. etc.. Infinitum too..
as remember.. God
alWays stays
humble
as last
is first and
first is last
alpha..omega..
and BEyond as such..
hehe hahax2 as wE do
FeeL that God mUSt have
a seNse of hUmor as sUre God..
even UnderCoverBossGod2.. would
take after his parent ONE.. too.. oh..
sMiLinG pAst iNFiniTy too.. oH GoD3)
man or women and all the ‘tween thAT
was a reAlly long parenthetical
insertion there 2.. as
sure God could
have some
dry UniVersal
humor as UnderCoverBossGod2’S…
too of course.. NoW as EmoTioNs
drive the iOns of hUman MiNd
and Body BaLanCinG SoUL..
too.. anyway.. tHis micro
verse of the macro-verse
is getting kinda too long
to be housed as vehicle
and vessel of trUth and liGht
in this size here.. and i’m sure
it would take a Novel twice
the size as the biggest poem
ever to describe and virtuAlly
show what UnderCoverGod2..noW
would have to do in preSent
day multi-culture way
from head
to toe..
inside.. outside..
and all around above
so below.. Oh.. the UnderCoverGod2
story would literAlly be a never ending
one that no one could possibly understand
and read wHole in jUst one lifetime except
for UnderCoverBossGod2.. but sure.. aT lEast
iT would be in UnderCoverGod2’s word(S)
and not a rehash of the sAMe
old dAM phrases
as Arnold
sAid
at the
end of the
movie i will quote
in visual way aGaiN
in comiNG back foR then
noW as Arnold says too..
in UnderCoverBossGodToo Way..
as every story longer howEVeR iT
iS haS onE Driving pearl of Moral poinT
and sometimes noW iT juSt iS ALL THAT IS..
and oh cRap.. just reaLiZed i neVer finishED
my after parenthetical thOught up tHeRe..
what i was going to say
iS
“CAN’T STOP GOD”..
but sure that phrase
has been used before
on Google.. and trUly
i don’t even look to kNow
thaT no One up unTiL
noW Has come uP
with the
precise
quoted
title
“UnderCoverBossGod2″..
as only ‘UnderCoverBossGod2’s”
kNow and FeeL.. seNse
iN ‘UnderCoverBossGod’
ways
too.. per
THE FORCE WITHIN..
INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
ABOVE.. SO BELOW
AND ALL’RouND..
And sure.. UnderCoverBossGod2
would jUST be thrilleD about the
Village people as they are so
happy gay and free.. in fAct..
if anyone messed with
them.. like covering
up Lesbians in
Iran to tHeir
breasts and
StoNing
them wHile
they could not
protect tHeir eyes
from Rocks.. lET’s jUst
say.. “UnderCoverGodBoss2’S”
miGht have a hidden surprise
of nothingness beyond death
all SET for them they
never
expected
@ALLAH..
JUST ANOTHER
NAME FOR “UnderCoverGodBoss2’S”
to SET the FucKinG “UnderCoverGodBoss”
RECORD STRAIGHT AS YOU DON’T
FUCKING
OWN
GOD’S
MUSIC..
BOTTOM LINE..
AND YOU CAN’T STOP
IT BY FUCKING WITH GOD
IN TRUE EVIL WAYS OF KILLING
OTHER PARTS OF GOD IN REAL DEVIL WAY..
trust me.. you don’t wanna UNderestimate the dARk
ForCeNoWoNeCroF
oF UnderCoverBossGod2’S
eIther.. iT iS reAL
and WiLL
do anything
and everything
to get the dArk
Horse point across..
the cross of manmade
hUman Misery and suffering..
And no.. you won’T FiNd thAT
word uP tHeRe on Google untiL
noW eiTher as “UnderCoverGodBoss2”
creates aS co-creates WiLL jUSt dO..
in so let it be written so let it be
done free oF fORm nOW
liMits.. or expecTaTioNs
or fAsHionS as God WiLL
do wITh Quantum Mechanics
of the Art of Huwoman mInd and
Body unleashed and released as
such to Earth.. Wind.. Fire.. and Water..
ALL FROM A TO Z OF COURSE IN
NUMERICAL WAY AND ALL OTHER
ABSTRACT CONSTRUCTS OF SYMBOLS
TOO.. and nah.. iS iT any woNder no one can
keep uP with “UnderCoverBossGod2″..
as the reaLITy oF aLL
of thiS jUst
fLows
iN Zone
oF aLL THAT iS..
alloWinG ‘UnderCoverGodBoss2’S”
to come like a(soMe) thie(f)ves iN thE niGht
AGainsT eYes of cOld blooded kiLLers
iN REAL
Evil way..
and sure that
iS what Under
cover does
best.. noW..
apprehend
and punish
the thieve(s)
in due Karma waY noW..
Fiction and/or REaLITy..
jUst shoot the BreeZe As iS noW..
so lEt iT bE Written so lEt iT bE dONE.
wITh
aLL thE
helP oF
REAL GOD WHOLE
OF COURSE WITH
NO METAPHORS AT ALL..:)

Man.. thiS IS A lot oF
strAnds to keep uP
WitH MaN..
huHeH..
as so niceLY
illustraTED
heRe in mOre
oF A miCro vieW
oF heRe2 iN Macro LAnd2..;)

6707

Katrina says.. i am kinda
like the male version
of the Mona Lisa..
as my eYes
WiLL folLow ya
all aRound the room…
hehex2.. or times 1.. anyway..
Oh Lordy.. it’s a full moon.. and ya
kNow what that means.. YES IT’S
NOW TO DANCE.. AcROSS THE
SEVEN SEAS OF COURSE.. LIKE
THE THOMPSON TWINS SAY TOO..
and sure.. yA can cAll me the Doctor
oF dAnce2.. And.. oh boy.. i’m doing
mY best not to change into
Werewolf/Vampire.. i’m
not sure which one..
but i understand
Vampire is the
much sexier
choice of the
female gender
and all of that and
after all when my Dad
and his Twin Brother were
kinda young they too could
FeeL the BilL of Vampire too..
i’ll have to find a photo of them
to share with Dad on the Right
per First Fred and Uncle Ted
on the left.. yes.. they were
identical Twins2 and of
course my Dad
passed away
in ’14 and
Uncle Ted
is sTiLL GoInG
StronG Approaching
84.. close to the Summer
Solstice.. my original planned
birth date until the Doctor went
on Vacation and delivered me
2 weeks early on 6660 for his
convenience and
aLL oF thAt
but anYway..
that put mE aliVe
Center iN the SiGn
oF Mercurial Gemini..
i mean.. Jesus F iN Christ
iS iT any wonder i am kinda
like Dr. Jekyll/ Mr. Hyde..
Clark Kent/Superman..
Devil/AngELNoW
and aLL oF ’em..
wELL.. okay..
gotta fiNd
my Dad’s
photo.. alWays
thought when i was
younger he should be in
the movies or PreZ of the
U.S.. and when he got older
he did look almost just like
That Zorba the Greek dude
too.. the dude from the Wild
Wild West show.. etc.. etc..
that’s kinda what happens..
when the Father leaves the
Son and he has no frigging
male Role Models so he
has to F iN get raised
by his Super Heroes..
including Jesus F..
iN Christ.. so ya..
go wITh whAT
worKs and
jUst F iN
Survive.. quite
Well i miGht add..
and no longer quiet.. heheX2..
LiVinG in A noW Freest way
iMagiNable iN REALiST now
Heaven noW.. anYwaY nOW
i’LL taKe ya tHeRe.. iF yA liKe2
WiTH aGaiN whAT i promise WiLL
be absolutely no bites or cLawsNoW..
anyway.. yep..
‪#‎laserfocus‬ ..;)

And Facebook Friend Himali.. now from
the Arab Emirates.. originally
from India says..

Male Monalisa!! I guess I can
agree with Katie on
this wink emoticon

And i respond wITh..

Actually.. she said don’t put it on
here ’cause it is scary.. too.. haha..
but i was just laser focused and not
angry at all.. sMiles.. i think selfies
are fun.. ’cause it’s like being an
actor for
free..:)

Father on right Uncle on Left

7153

Ah.. Synchronicity is amaZinG..
iN ways of waking one’s self uP
from the depth of mysteries of the
mind and body in baLaNCinG soUl
at precisely 6 am without an alarm
clock to reminiscing about one’s
Father without consciously
remembering his
date of death
one year to
date as nicely
reminded by my
always reliable
Personal Facebook
secretary for personal
memories.. birthdays of
friends.. oh God.. Free help
in the eYes of Nerds like
Zuckerberg are saviors
of the World too.. and
anyway.. i am
thrilled to
be alive..
as i honor
my Father’s
liFe too iN ‘wake
of continuing liFE..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/22/in-memory-of-my-father-first-fred/

AND.. along the lines aLive
of second Fred Junior.. per..
Well.. while i do not look the Sun
directly in the i.. i am not afraid
to look into the i of Sun..
nor the dark of IS As
shared precisely
one year ago iN
noW Facebook provided
memory two for the
date of day Now iS
in the lInked blog
post “DarK oF IS”
in just another one of
what i am working on
as 670 verses of the
longest poem ever..
in that photography
free verse stream..
at the end of
the midnight
River.. i am
Looking up at
the moon with the
same expression as the
Facebook profile photo
status thingy looking
through the i of i
oF Sun EyE
in metaphor
of course..
And tHeRe’s the thing..
don’t let any material reductionist
leaning mind that don’t NoW get the
REAL MAGIC OF QUANTUM PHYSICS
WRONG AS JUST ONE MORE ONE STEP
TWO TO FIVE STEP OLD DUSTY
SCIENTIFIC MODEL
OF EMPIRICAL
ANALYSIS TO
LEAD YA ASTRAY
FROM THE REAL
POWER OF INNATE
INSTINCTUAL INTUITIVE
POTENTIAL OF HUMAN BEING..
as iT is a self-fulfilling prophecy
of scientist by restriction
of mind to mechanical
cognition activities
away from the
art oF miNd
as co-creator
with the ALL ‘mINd’
in Quantum AcTion..
per positive or negative
consequence that Flows noW
like a River as streAMs in
Ocean whole and not frigging
imaginary concrete numbers..
alphabet letters.. words.. and
scientific labels and other human
symbols as abstract constructs
alone… Einstein figured out his
shit in his head.. and let science
catchUP decades after he was
dead and i too.. do not wait
for the mOldy dinosaur
of what has been
the same model
of so-called
empirical
science for
centuries unchanged..
as science measures repeatable
stuff and never the art of UniVerse
thaT is hUman mInd and BoDy wHOLlY..
used in potential iN Quantum hUman
miNd and boDy Balance as
fuLLeR SoUl poTenTial
unleashed and
released..
nor can anyone
in science from Doctors
to neuroscientists explain
the miracles of my life that
i have documented in full
case study uploading soUL
Singularity way onliNe now..
i can blow ’em away as they
haven’t touched this pARt of
tHeir own hUman potential and
they miGht as WeLL be an
extraterrestrial off my
pLaneT oF HeaveN
NoW.. iT iS the
kind oF iNteLLigeNce
that far exceeds anything
associated with STandard
IQ measures of Intelligence limited
to what the cogs of machine of modern
western civilizations assess for the requirement
to keep insanely large numbers of human beings
sTILL ONLY EVOLVED TO PEACEFULLY AND
NAKEDLY GIVE SHARE AND CONNEcT TO ArOUND
150 TO 200 SETS OF eYes of HELLO FRIEND i Love
you kNow and i FeeL i WiLL Lay down mY liFe for
this Love to save you as we are all pArt of God
OF nature one and sAme as a BlankEt oF
Love spreading across the deepest
valley.. driest dessert.. and hiGhest
Mountain of Love that GRains
of SAnd WiLL hOld uS uP
As One and tRuLy when
Jodie Foster..the
astronaut Scientist
as inspired by the
writings of Carl Sagan
in the movie ‘Contact’ went
on an exploration of her inner
UniVerse.. she was absolutely
correct to say thaT the Beauty
oF God WHolE was such
that they should have
sent a Poet to aSSeSS..
WeLL.. the truth
iS ‘they’ already have
and i AM far from the first
or last Scribe aS poET to
rEport whAT thE fAce oF God
looks liKe in FeeLinG.. SenSinG..
KnoWinG.. metaphor of poeTry WinGs..
in Angelic Choir of hUman eYes aLive
and
WIDE AWAKE
iN BOTH DARK AND LIGHT
AND ALL THE ‘TWEEN OF HUES
OF COLORS AND SHADES OF GREY..
BEYOND THE RAINBOW BELOW THE
MOON AROUND THE SUN AND AS FAR
ABOVE AND BELOW INSIDE AND OUTSIDE
ANYONE MAY GO IN CONTACT NOW JUST NOW..
AND AS JESUS AND BUDDHA RELATE IN REAL
NOW THE STORY IS NEVER BEGINNING NEVER
ENDING ALWAYS NOW IN HUMAN GOD GIVEN
POTENTIAL AND TRUTHFULLY FUNDAMENT
A LIST MUSLIMS AND CHRISTIANS WHO
WOULD HOLD GOD BACK IN US BY
SUGGESTING ONE MAN
DID IT ALL ALREADY
IN EYES OF GOD..
ARE THE FOOLS
WHO HOLD ALL
OF US BACK FROM
GOD’S TRUTH AND LIGHT
BUT THE FACT IS NOW THEiR
CHAINS OF GOD ARE SLOWLY
FALLING BACK TO HELL OF DARK
WHERE THEY BELONG WITH ONE
HUMAN BY ONE HUMAN COMING
INTO THE ENDLESS TRUTH LIGHT
OF GOD NOW ALWAYS MOVING TOWARD
THE LIGHT AWAY FROM DARK IN THE WHEEL
OF LIFE THAT IS TREE OF LIFE SAME IN PYRAMID
CAPSTONE
FEARLESS
EyE LOVE
oF WisDOM..
thE KINGDOM OF
GOD OF TRUTH AND LIGHT..
ARISING SINGING A SONG
REALnOWoNeWoNoWrEaLiGHT..
And the moral of this story in a totally
unrelated a-causal connecting principle
Movie inspired by a sTiLL noW famous
scientist Carl Sagan.. as Contact.. iS
i am the man on that yes.. PENSACOLA
BEACH.. APPROACHING YOU NOW WITH
THIS MUCH FULLER MESSaGE HERE..
AND yes.. ‘wE’ built this for yOU..
And sUre.. it takes baby
steps but eventuAlly
you too WiLL
come to
LiVe in the
real potential
oF Heaven noW..
here on Earth iF you
never ever give up.. noW
keep seeking.. keep finding..
keep practicing what keeps
you in both positive liGht Actions
and consequences in aLL potential
human potentials as yET unexplored
in yOur own multi-UNiVerse noW as
inner UniVerse as above so beloW noW
in the trillions of potential connections Now
of the neurons of yOur mInd no different
iN macro Level of the Stars of Space..
and trUly wE aLL are a mini-God
fractal pArt oF God wHOle..
So like Austin Powers
says enjoy
yOUr
minI
me now..
iN seLFieALwayS..
And sure i’m jUst a poor
boy raised in a shot gun home
on the River.. as seed strewn far
away from my father and the X-Catholic
Priest who was his father who dined with
Einstein in New York.. New York.. the noted
author my GrandFather was then writing
a still PDF available book online of
“Behind the Dictators”.. associated
with Illuminati sponsored hoaxes
back then.. i AM the REaL noW
iLLuMinati… but Now here’s the
deaL.. iT.. ain’t an organization..
iT iS thE Soldiers of God
who volunteer freeLY
iN Direct Co-Creating
conduiT iNtuiT noW
WiTH FruiTioN
oF God
wHoLe NoW..
and sorry iF i blow
yoUr miNd but i AM
not jUsT sPeaKing to
yoU.. i aM speaKing to
the WoRld for aGes to
cOme.. i Just happen
to be a NEO Word Smith and
not Another Rock Star or Movie
Star or Rocket Scientist either..
The Rise of tHe PoEts iS CoMinG
NoW..
pARt2..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/22/dark-of-is/

8365

Well.. goodness or badness or the battle of evil
vs.. evil.. good vs. good.. etc.. it all continues
to come out in the Wash of Captain
America and Ironman-like
Civil War wHere
the rule makers..
more conservative
as such go against the
more liberal free spirited
folks like yes.. Captain America..
per the rather dark T-Shirt that gets
the analogy sTiLL of the big red against
the blue.. and trUly as spokeN to earlier iN
this new blog post.. per the 670th of the total
SonG oF mY SoUL.. yes.. as i rePeat MoVinG wELL
over 3 Million words in the whole blog poem.. but back
to the ongoing Civil war oF the conservatives and US.. the
liberals.. as such.. wHere of course Captain America iS oN
our side and more robot leaning.. moving.. and thinking folks..
retain a conservative more closed minded way of sToRinG the
grain.. maKing tHe RULes and aLL such as thaT sTiLL NoW..
so free or so not free to be as such a Wind of Breeze..
wE Free caN StiLL bE iN noW.. iN Hurricane eYe
so fLY oF WiNds so cALM inside.. WitH
God Whole of Nature waY..
Okay.. GoD i’M tiRed froM
DanCinG close to aNoTheR
Half Marathon oF Dance
today.. and since
Politics iS more
a Battle of
huMan NatUre
of the Reds Against
tHe BlUes.. i jUSt Choose
thE Green PiLL for Tree oF liFE
And liVe in HeaveNoW so fLY..:)

8605

WeLL.. noW to end this 670th Macro Verse..
titLED UnderCoverBossGod2.. i for one believe
that any discussion about God should provide
a somewhat clear and easy definition for the
three letter abstract concept GOD..
And for me God iS the
Interconnecting Interdependent
Relationship oF ALLTHATIS
BOTH KNOWN AND UKNOWN..
SEEN/UNSEEN AND FELT/
UNFELT.. YES.. THE BLANKET
OF ALL EXISTENCE THAT SOME
FOLKS AND OTHER POTENTIAL
MORE THAN LIKELY EXTRATERRESTRIALS
OFF THE PLANET OF THE EARTH SEE MORE OR
LESS OF IN ALL KNOWN/UNKNOWN..SEEN/UNSEEN/..
FELT/NOTFELT WAYS AS WELL.. and of course that applies
to folks who live on this earth and ranging from the smallest
of creation to the largest with incredibly different ways
of LiVinG and eXpreSsinG A view of theiR owN
UniVerse existence as is.. in other words..
iT iS a much larger view of God thAT
i Have than some folks
who see God as
just a concept
in written word way..
a vague concept that is
outside of a Living Universe
and i find that kinda sad as even
science proves my definition of God to
be REAL AND LIVING PRESENT in aLL
MoVinG/DanCinG SounDinG/SinGinG ways
beYond A to Z and Alpha to Omega.. so..
everyone’s religion fits within the definition
of the way i see God as God iS aLL INclusive
as obviously there is never any escape from
the God that lives inside us.. in moving..
connecting.. and creating ways..
outside us.. above us..
below us and
all around us..
in other words..
even an illiterate
dude like Muhammad with
lots of experience out there with
people and the nature at hand could
figure out the general gist of the whole
enchilada.. albeit.. with lots of preconceived
deep seated notions from what he was already
taught verbally by way of the existing tales of the
Abrahamic religion before him that was mired as
an expression of the ruling culture at hand then..
So.. now.. we have innovators like Steve Jobs..
Bill Gates.. eTc.. of which although i do not
agree with the way Steve
Jobs treated his fellow
pioneers in the
art of global
communication devices
that WiLL fit in our hand
and play a thousand
emoTioNally charged
SonGs to defeat the
principal of entropy in general
human way.. these are the folks
who have and are still helping the
world to connect to see our differences
and similarities in hopes of a real apocalypse..
in original Greek Terms of lifting the veil of ignorance..
And seriously.. if and when a person does that the human
potential goes off the chart.. as iT iS in oppressing and
repressing our God Given Natures as what hOlds
us back from Enjoying tHiS liFe iN GiVinG
and ShaRinG ways as never before..
And the trUth iS.. without the
unstoppable tenacity
and perfection
orientated
mind
of Steve Jobs..
and of course
so many others..
in developing these
products that assist
me in all i have done these
last 33 months.. i could have
never done a fraction of what i’ve
done now.. as quite frankly.. in my opinion
for what i do in creative productivity that requires
escaping the mechanical cognition state of mind
to just flow iN zONe without all the frigging headaches
that the Microsoft products can and do bring constantly
when one uses their products.. in my personal experience
they are bricks worth tossing off the bridge in comparison
to all of what the Apple Corporation still has to offer..
and for some reason.. the other products
just continue to get worse in terms
of using them for creativity
verses Apple
products for
ART.. so i dedicate
this post to the Diversity of God
aS allthatis the interconnecting principle/ART
oF aLL the dArk and liGht and ‘tween
that we can experience and iS
hidden from view too..
and that first
retina screen
in my very first
smart phone purchase
back in March of 2013..
is the only thing that my
eYes could bear to look at..
in 4 inch dimension wITh my
first spArk of feeling beauty in LooKinG
at the Nature photos my wife took with
her really big expensive digital camera..
as transferred to a view that brought me
that wonderful feeling of beauty that truly
is the feeling of how all the blanket of existence
is glued together with a Love that we hUmans
may never fully understand or realize.. iN fACT.. i
for one feel existence is beyond perfecTioN
iN ways of daRk and liGht wHere iF
we live long enough and survive
the dArk and liGht and ‘tween
of thAT.. wE CAN coMe
to appreciate aLL
oF THAT iN SACRED
AND HOLY WAYS.. and when
wE gET to that point you realize
in your own human way thaT aLL
oF God iS Good in ‘its own way’..
and we are pARt of that way..
and then we can be
at Peace
and trUst
iN God anD
enJoy the blankEt
oF ALL THAT iS As
TRuLY GOD GiVES mE
GREat COMFORT AS GOD
CONTINUES TO NOURISH ME
IN ALL THAT IS NOW.. SO TRuE iN LIgHT..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/05/23/price-of-different/

AnD as A final note..
aNd almost perfect
one year ago memory
as provided by the almost
MaGicaL Facebook algorithm..
with of course the human element
oF iARt added iN.. the Price of Being
different.. as of course Steve Jobs noW
and all the others.. and sure.. certainly
mE.. can atTest too.. IS A DancE and SonG
oF literal blood.. sweat… tears.. as i’ve
bled.. sweated.. and cried to
bE different and
yes.. i too..
gOT tHe
JOB
dOne
neVer stARting
neveR EnDinG
AlWays noW..
DiFFEReNTnoW..
And yEs.. finAlly
aGaiN parAphraSinG
Steve Jobs.. WitH
greAT liBerty i WiLL
aDD.. WorKinG WitH
God IS A BEinG
Conductor Of
Orchestra..
MusiCiAN
t0o.. ONE
FORCE As
A SYMpHONY
oF G0D To BehOLD..:)

9568

SMiLes.. as science illustrates
nicely now.. mechanical cognition
and or reasoning.. logic.. etc..
restricts social empathic
feelings like
two pathways
in the brain as two pipes
that can either shriveL noW
oR E X P A N D greaTLY
over now of use or lose it..
SAdly.. religions and sciences
at least.. in past ways of philosophy
have reduced feelings to words..
sAMe.. making Faith a belief
in what is not experienced
instead of trust in what
HAS BEEN EXPERIENCED
AS iS STILL TRUST iN WHAT
iS EXPERiENCED.. biG difference
in metaphors with no feelings and
feelings that represent reaLITy
REAL.. but again.. as alWays
per the pipeline analogy..
some folks cannot
feel the wonderful
Oxytocin Loving
feeLinG attachment
to a cat or even a
stuffed Teddy bear
as they for whatever reason..
nature or nurture.. never develop or LOSE
that hUman poTentTal.. and the sAMe
applies to the very limited science of
pre-cognition as associated with
the intuitive over thinking
pARt of the BRain
in general..
add in the
element of sexually
provocative material
that will take one out
of the baseball statistics
thinking way of mind that
haha.. some folks use to delay
orgasm.. as ‘they’ say.. in the heat
of the moment for the desire of the
other partner.. yes.. it works the same
way to increase social empathic feelings
in oxytocin way as well.. along with the
intuitive mind as limited studies do
show a greater correlation
with pre-cognition
when we get
rid of the
science
study
reason of
the test day
at hand.. anyway..
once one understands
the fuller metaphor of this..
one comes to understand as
mentioned before here in discussion..
just ’cause one person don’t see the
fuller face of the REAL MAGIC of the
God of Nature makes it no less real
than the person
who cannot
feel the warm
and fuzzies oF tHeir
kitty kat REAL.. FEAR OF THE
DaRK AND CYNISM OF THE LIgHT
truly can be a self-fulfilling prophecy
to stay wHere a person iS iN
terms oF dArk and liGht
and aLL the ‘tween..
but on the other
hand tHeir
can be
the odd case-study
that science cannot do
as it don’t fit the ethical parameters
of doing science on hUman BeinG that
proves without a singularity doubt for those
who see a little more of The liGht of what ‘they’
call aS the Faith of what is real and experienced
as is.. in greater and greater liGht away from
A dARKness of doubt.. as doubt is an EmoTioN
no different thaN Faith.. when real and fELt..
beyond empty shells of both Bibles..
Kurans.. and science text books too..
and sure… science suggestS now
that most all reason is
precipitated first
before analytical
thinking and REASON
beFORe THAT EVEN dipS out
of the deep ocean waters noW
of the collective subconscious
mInd that is at least somewhat
genetically influenced since the
beGinniNg and end of Now
beyond our understanding
in conscious ways
of analytical
and artful
word play
and REAsON..
ANyWAY.. wE either
gRow iN neW or stagnate
iN sAMe.. and trUly i sTArt
oFF each day.. jUst lETtinG
iT aLL FloW iN ZonE.. buT in
forTune of no work and jUst
aBout aLL play aWay from
the all work and no
play liFe of
decades
beFoRe..
a strange world
oF liGht i liVe in accordance..
AwAY from most oF hUmaNitY
but held up by the giants
of Before who thOught
different and were
not afraid
to GO against
the storing gRains
of sAme mY fRiend..
wHere tHere is no sky..
theRe is no Sun.. tHere is
no moon or ground of limits
jUst plAY GroUnd FRiEnds noW..
AnD One of my favorite quick facts
to look up that support noW the most
bizarre of human REAL MIRACLES
IS THE dude who fell 47 stories
on 66th street in New York.. NY..
and survived on the
alley bottom concrete..
as even the
Medical Director
called it a real miracle..
physicists attempted to
provide a reason for it..
per his fall of 124 to
127 miles per hour
wHere virtually
most everyone
dies from
10 to 11
stories high..
but StiLL
it’s never
happened
before..
and just proves
that one can have faith
that it can and WiLL happen
again.. ’cause iT’s NoW
real.. i experience this
kind of occurrence frequently..
so i have the faith of JOB ’cause
i’VE been tHeRe.. dONe iT.. and
keep doiNG it ’cause i
intuiTivELy kNow aS
F E E L in G
tHere is so
much more..
so i have that
REAL FAITH.. BELIEF
AND HOPE.. AND JUST DO
MORE.. and truly my
friEnd
THaT
IS MAGIC..
REALnoW..
iN terms of the
REAL EMOTiOn
and mastery of tHe
iNternaL REAL FeeLinGs
of Hope.. Faith.. and Belief..
that even science shows can
make a positive action consequence
in real placebo effect or the opposite
Voo Doo like effect in real science
assessed Nocebo way..
as of course the
severe degenerative
arthritis that MRI’s
still shoW in my
spine are there
sTiLL
with
zero
pain now..
and once was
a body that could
not stand up straight
after a lunch without
passing out can practically
float across land without ever
needing to catch a breath of tire..
after 5400 plus miles in 33 months
now.. and sure there is leg pressing
a half a ton now 30 times on a Parallel
Leg Press machine with free weights too..
like a feather in a breeze.. per HUMAN REAL
POTENTIAL THAT HUMANS ACCESS PER
LIMITED POTENTIAL INTELLIGENCES
that range from intuitive intelligences
to reasoning intelligences.. social
intelligences.. existential intelligences..
musical intelligences.. and limitless
other intelligences that humans
do not even experience
or have a label
for at all..
problem iS in
a twitter world of 140
characters the task of Apollo
is generAlly speaKing a lone
one.. my friEnd but never the
less the sAMe task of
Animal Nature
from the
step
out of
the Ocean
deep way
back
when..
as rowing
that never ends
starts.. finishes..
or beGinS.. i make
the most of it.. NoW.. ‘CAUSE
i CAN AND WiLL AND JUST DO iT NOW..
There are only some hUmans who are
a disGrace to the gifts of God oF aLL
Nature.. some don’t give up and do
even
more MaGiC
mY FriEnd..
i have HopE
Faith and Belief
‘CAUSE IT’S REAL
AS THE SEVERE DEGENERATIVE
ARTHRITIS IN MY SPINE.. ETC.. ETC..
IN LIgHT
AwAY
FROM DARK..
SeeKinG It.. FinDinG iT
and pracTiCinG iT iS thE
test.. the challenge
of both aRt
and Science
of Human
Mind and Body
BaLanCinG REAL
SOuL.. SpiRiT As
EmoTioNs.. as HeARt
FeeLinGs.. botH fELt
and GiVinG.. ShaRinG..
but no.. i do not get
near the roof
of 47 story
BuilDinGs
as i also keep
those baseball
statistics near and
dear as heARt and ReAson
fully intAct oF aCt of Now As
a BaLanCinG acT oF BaLanCeNoW..:)

Friend gigoid.. responds
back with a hi response
after going on a travel..
mentioning that a mouse
can fall down in
thousand foot
mine shaft..
dust his
self off
and get
a bite to eat..
and after that he
says.. Timing
is everything..
Balance is the Key..

And i say…

SMiLes..
Welcome back..!
As the mouse
OF Y i
Says
Hi
iN
MaGiC
KinGdoM
REALnOw..;)

10,770

Facebook Friend Rafiah shares a
Facebook Status that says..
meds meds.. everywhere..

And i respond
iN KiNd by
saYinG..

And inner
healing
iN
here
wITh
God
ALL FREE
FOR THOSE
WHO SEEK IT
FIND IT noW
and practice
iT FReED..
inside.. outside..
above.. so below
and all around..
medicine noW
treats symptoms
and rarely cures
H U M A N I T Y..
my doctor laughed at
me when i told her i cured
my back pain by walking in
reverse.. she scoffed when she
said you need statins for your
cholesterol and i said nah..
just gotta dance some
more and cured
‘that’.. for the
long term
free of pills..
hmm.. what else..
yeah.. no poet doctor
ever believed i would write
the longest poem in history..
and i already did it times two..
approaching 4 million words now..
i doctored me.. but sadly no one
much wants to play doctor
WITH
me..
in healing
way now..
butt the
invitation stands
sTiLL aS aLways..
IN THE DancE and
SonG oF liFe aWay from
the pills.. beers.. money..
and other stuff of HELL.. wE
answer iS uS mY FRiEnD.. REaL..
and yes we CAN AND WILL HAVE
MASTERY in regulation of EmoTions
and seNseS in the Bio-Chemistry of uS..
iF wE do iT as a practice in DancE and
SonG oF hUman heArt oF EmoTioNs..
MoVinG.. CoNecTinG.. and
CreaTinG.. eXpReSsinG
SpiRit sAMe iN
miNd and
BoDy
BaLAnCinG
soUl.. Free PILL
oF God GivenoW
Grace mY FriEnD.. Rafiah..
gifted from birth for those
who SeeK and FinD A
FREE WAY to shed
the clothes
of cultural
lies oF
Misery.. Suffering
and Pain in REAL
EARTH HeLL..
Hope.. Faith
and BeliEf
aliVe in
a DancE
and SonG
oF
LiFeFReED
iN/aS HeaveNoW..:)

And then Rafiah
provides a status that
says..

Biochemistry..
HEART EMOTICON..

AND I SAY..

in what WiLL
bE thE FiNal lines
of thiS NeW Blog post
noW..

And
HeARt
SonGs
DancE
sAMe..<3..:)
WiTh Yes.. sMiLeS
oF Love ToGeTHeR
when science and
Art meets GODonE..:)

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just ’cause
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CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)

Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe..:)

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  1. From the origin of allthatis..
    gRains of SAnd fill toes
    oF liGht bRiGht
    connecting Now
    to aLL ‘A eARTh
    breeze through
    eYes thaT LovE..
    SinG through taste
    of Night.. DancE aLL
    SonG
    oF
    Be..
    Butterfly born..
    cocoons
    shelved
    away noW
    as cycle oF LiFe
    ends begins staRts
    fiNishes aLways
    MoRe noW
    BrinG
    tears
    ring
    Laughs
    SMiLes moRe
    liGht SunG
    aM ONe..
    and hmm..
    off to dVerse Haibun
    oF what WiLL be Fredbun
    style of whatever free versE noW
    comes to FinGerS of FReED.. oh
    so short and long.. as Leaves
    oF Grass WiLL Grow
    in Fields
    and Streams
    of Rivers Ocean
    Glow in midnight Diatom
    sands of Sunlight Shores..
    and the topic of the dVerse
    prompt as coming noW is
    how does one Rest and
    Relax for R and R..
    WeLL.. i have
    a special
    and very
    SacRed Holy
    Thursday and
    niGht.. sEt.. uP
    for R and R each
    week.. and anyone
    who follows my bloG
    PoEM WiLL kNoW precisely
    aLL the paths iN JourneY Now
    oF Y i FreeST noW oF i thaT Goes..
    So after what i provide here.. as mY
    own contribution of mY way iN FReEDom
    poeTry i.. iT’s 5232016.. and 4:50 pm noW to sTARt..
    HeRe’s the deal.. i don’T juSt DancE aNd SinG
    i aM a SonG
    oF DancE
    iN
    poeTry
    too.. and
    thiS is jUst an
    ongoing stARt to
    never begin and finish
    a never ending poeM oF
    thE ‘SonG oF mY SoUl’.. i
    AM.. and this iS the 671st
    Verse of allthatis noW as i..
    and surE.. sTiLL apProacHinG
    4 MilLiOn words as aLL
    WiLL FloW
    iN
    ZonE oF
    i FReED..:)

    sMiLes.. R and R
    iN decades for me
    was only a drive
    through to see
    mY Father then..
    on Interstate
    Roads.. twice a
    year and twice
    a month
    moWinG
    grass close
    to Nature as
    Leave of work
    then.. worKing aLL
    Holidays for decAdes..
    never taKing a break WiLL
    Certainly make i a dull boy..

    noW neverLand
    EnDinG story
    aGaiN..:)

    SMiLes.. WeLL
    trUth iS i mainLY
    stay in a state of
    DancE and SonG even
    iN poeTry that
    is effortless
    in balance
    as best
    Friend
    oF graVity
    noW.. iN WhiTe
    liGht Love energy
    that has no limits
    or expectaTiOnsnoW
    FReED from attempTinG
    oTheRs to grey the
    colorEd RainBoW
    hiGh oF i
    WinD FReED..

    Sycamore
    grows
    ever taller..:)

    Ah.. one of my most
    favorite R and R DanceS
    oF i to SinG iS FloWinG
    WitH Butterfly golden
    toes in Nike
    Shox shoes..
    yes.. size
    11
    and
    a half..
    with a bridge
    across for H
    wHolE as SpiRit
    i oF liGht MoVinG
    deep in SanDs WitH
    arms as Wings BaLanCinG
    GraViTy liGhts oF i.. wHere
    Fingers are ruShinG DreAms as
    Air oF mE.. Waves pattern Dance
    Prints along never ending sway
    of Ocean i across fAce of sUn
    SeAGuLL jOY i
    BRinG
    to un-suspecting
    Sun bathers sTiLL
    who have never
    viewEd an
    ET
    Butterfly
    HUman BeinG
    navigaTinG
    i oF Heaven
    HOmeNoW..:)

    WoNder RiVers…
    FoRests.. PoNds..
    LaKes.. BaYs..
    SuGar BeacHes..
    EMerald WaTers..
    SeaGulls SpiRal
    neveR enDinG
    SunnY Days
    oF liGht..
    NatUre’s
    spiRit aS
    animaLs
    SingG Free
    As heArt SoUL
    BalanCinG heRe
    noW iN Saint FloWer
    oF Florida wHerE noW
    i liVe iN RosE waY
    peTals Of DreAms
    coMe truE Now..

    i’LL jUst
    aDD..
    iT’s HeaVen..:)

    Seriously.. iTs
    trUe.. it’S eVen
    iN the good book
    titLed.. “A History
    of God’.. pAge 8..
    the first name
    for God iS
    Lahmu and
    Lahamn
    meaning
    silt as
    water and
    earth sTiLL
    miXed toGeTheR
    and per my last bLog
    posT thAT mY friEnd..
    iF you kNow the wHole NoW
    story of ‘mY’ name.. iS iroNic
    as both Heaven and Hell.. toGeTher..
    iN oNe hUman BEinG aS DeViLAndAngEL..

    SynchroniciTy
    SinGs LaYman teRms
    iN aweSoMe wHole waY..;)

    WeLL.. trUth and liGhT iS noW
    foR aA Angel emPath.. SaVinG gRace
    is NatUre spAce..
    as hUmans
    with worry
    emit stingy
    jelly fish energy
    kinda like the other
    side of those jELly
    fish like spiRits that
    are positive liGht oF
    FeeLinGs oF NatUre iN
    that Avatar moviel.. then..
    and noW.. wE Angel empaThs
    mUst consTantly
    generate poSitive
    eNergy.. iN ways
    of DancE and SonG
    not to be defeated
    by Human Jelly Fish
    Stings of Stress.. Worry
    Fear.. Doubt.. Jealously..
    Greed.. and all the other
    Con-social emoTions
    that
    non-
    EmPath
    AngEls
    SinG.. but
    trUly they
    kNOw noT what
    they do.. theY Now
    juSt feeL and SinG noW
    a DarKeR Song of Negative
    EnerGy that wE empath AngeLs
    do E-scape With DancE and SonG..
    Beach.. Forest.. and under Trees..
    and even in Caves and Desert too..
    And yes.. Positive Energy oF poEtry2..

    DancE And SinG NoW
    aWay.. noW oN aNd or @NatUre HoMe
    froM HUman SpiRit Jelly Fish StinGs..:)

    SMiLes..
    iN poEtry
    SpeaK Jazz Now
    iS jUst anoTheR
    woRd foR Free Verse
    SonG As MusiCK noW..

    Free oF Art
    SonG And DancE..
    JaZz oF aLL..:)

    6 ‘O’ 1 pm cLock
    mean work-out
    now.. be
    back
    later..:)

    Back at 1:01 am
    on 5242016..

    Nature and photography..
    Yes.. a relaxing mix of
    rest of Nature
    beyond the
    mundane
    routines
    oF life
    to make
    the routine
    oF liFe sacred
    iN aLL deTails
    of big photo view..

    Mindful
    iN phoTography..
    Peace aNd Blisst..:)

    Runner Endorphins of decades
    past.. knees and hips no
    longer agree with high
    steps.. Now
    but fLoWinG
    Dance close
    to eARTh BRinGs
    SeNsaTionS noW oF
    EmoTioNaL regulation
    and sensory integration
    to new highs in all pARts
    of MiNd and BoDy Balance that
    i had no idea even existed then
    running to or away from something
    that was toward the end of FeeLinG
    rather than.. the do of Art iN noW..

    Legs..Hips..thanK
    mE For eYes oF
    FloWinG DancE..:)

    SMiLes.. sitting still or mechanical
    walk not a meditation one noW..
    MoVinG as i for one can
    do iN ConNecTinG
    CreATinG
    Way oF aLL
    thaT iS.. MuSt
    FloW aNd SpiRal
    iN body weight fULL
    to be free.. my friend.. for me..

    DanCinG
    mediTaTion..
    bestT piLL for i..:)

    Quick poeTry break
    ends at 1:15 am
    and noW
    foR
    Bed..:)

    Many Many
    Global and
    Local Metro
    Area detouRS
    as hiGhliGhTed
    beLow.. noW bacK
    here at dVerse Monday
    prompt in Haibun
    flavoRed
    Fredbunns
    in taste
    oF R and
    R for N0W..
    10:41 AM..
    5252016..:)

    Ah.. CHalice oF wE
    DanceE aNd SonG
    oF Y i For mE..
    FloW oF zoNe..
    cOmes.. matterS
    noT thE foRm
    Or DestiNaTiOn
    paThs JoUrney
    aLiVe noW iN Peace..

    Rivers Ocean
    fly iN
    eYe oF Love..:)

    SMiLes.. cOunting sheeP
    To g0 tO sLeep.. oNe steP
    tWo stEp thRee sHeeP foUr..
    NumBerSgroWinGs..
    LetTers coMe FReED..
    woRdSinGSonG
    Longer noW
    LettersEEd..
    SpRead
    i On..
    PeAce cOmes..
    eYe oF niGht
    eYes oF DaY
    sKeYes oF ALL..

    SpRinG LiVes
    iN aS MooN
    ChiLd DreAms..:)

    Saunter Red
    White and Blue
    Flag Breeze through
    hiGhliGhts sacRed HoLy
    FLiGht iNside.. ouTside..
    so aBove.. beLow
    all’A
    rOund..
    wHen aLL
    becOmes
    onE fLag
    ofEYe..
    NaTion
    i oN
    1 noW FReED..:)

    FlaG oF
    LovE fearLess
    juSTiCe Flies iN FeAT..:)

    HI.. Adriana.. haven’t
    caught up with you
    on the dVerse trail
    recently.. nice to hear
    your inspiRational words
    here again.. another story
    of tragedy inspired by bLack
    books of lies.. rapes against
    faith of different religions
    God as evil
    twin..
    holding
    hands with
    Rapists Murders
    evilivedevilived sAMe
    raping little girls to burying
    Lesbians to their chest aLiVe
    to stone them with RocksNow
    so they cannot cover thEiR oWn
    eYes.. Supreme leader of Iran..
    hA!.. supreme dEvil of heLL.. iN
    real human form.. and aLL Ah
    associated with
    the devil realm
    of killing
    other pARts
    of NatUre God
    one sAMe all noW..
    i’m getting reAlly REAL
    tired oF iT.. and serioUsly
    i lEarned how to shape shift
    in so many artFuL ways he HE
    perhapS i’LL beCome ISA
    and settle
    thE dajJaL
    score of
    Muhammad
    twice and for
    aLL oNe.. perHaps
    A mYth.. perhapS
    A dreAm pErhaps
    thE anGer of God
    Nature oNE as uS
    mY frIEnd iNoW..

    DEvils SpRinG
    fRom loiN oF peDo
    fiLe HeLL iN Dante bLack…

    SMiLes.. moVing.. ConnecTArinG..
    CreAtinG.. i too fiNd a way to
    go iN R and R
    HeaVen for noW
    mY friEnd and oH
    mY GoD the dEtale
    pErson aWay froM
    BiggeR viEw poeTry..
    DancE and SonG i too
    can be.. after three degrees
    at the toP of my class through
    Highschool.. UniVersity in Social
    Sciences Interdisciplinary.. Health
    Science.. Anthropology and then..
    a Quarter oF A Century wHOle oH..
    from Bowling ALLey to Adminstrator
    oF Federal Government Programs then..
    i neVer had a clUe trUly whaT
    iT was to move.. connect
    and create.. unTiL a little
    Yellow Boy cat
    disguised
    as GoD aLL
    cried under
    my shed for
    respite of
    drOught with
    no drop of water
    taught mE aLL i
    needed to kNow iN
    PAws cLaws and puRRs
    oF fearLess cAll oF the Wild
    iN goD FreeD oF aLLeY strAy caT
    SonG iN LiVinG Free liKe Whitman2..

    PoeTriaL DanCes
    iN SonG oF fEarFReED
    Yellow Boy LoVe..:)

    SMiLes..
    bottom
    line..

    Nature
    we are
    ONE..:)

    sMiLes.. for mE.. long
    ago a giant oak
    with spot liGhts
    at bottom pointed
    toward sky.. leaves
    oF alive flow upward
    downward sAMe for
    a brief moment in break
    from all stress work.. i AM
    tree one WitH niGht.. tree later
    felled by Hurricane Ivan iN then
    WiNds oF FreeinG skY opens
    uP cLouds oF Love never
    seen in heaVens aBove..
    and ah.. the stars no
    longer covered
    by branches oF
    Love..

    DarK iS liGht
    IS A sTar
    briGht MooNoN..:)

    Sea as endless
    as Summer neW
    Breeze NoW iN
    DeSert yellow
    StreAM RiVer
    eYes BriGht
    aS Summer
    longS AnD
    WiNter FaLLS
    SpRinG aGaiN..
    Now oF Love..
    NoW iN FearLess
    SacRed eYe onE
    WiSdom
    Be
    hOld..

    i’s A foretOld
    iN Led Zeppelin
    Kashmir dreAm..:)

    SmLes.. fOr thouSands
    oF yeArs EaRth circles
    Sun iN perFect pAth..
    And ha.. hUmans
    doubt they
    master fate..
    first step out oF
    fear.. the rest fAlls
    as pLace iN LoVeNOW
    BesT FriEnd of ENerGy..
    FrienD iN Gravity Balance tRue..

    EarTh SinGs
    truTh
    iN DancE oF sUn..:)

    SMILes.. a KaT then oH!
    in cage oF a ThunDerstorm..
    My liFe never but a sPark
    of reaL reLaXaTioN on
    the Autism Spectrum
    then.. hA!.. anSwer
    so simple!..
    free fLow
    iN ZonE
    DancE aWay
    from ruLeS Now
    laughing aLL.. aH..
    thE way to bliss bank
    noW FReED no matter who
    the F noW thInks i’M iNsanE..

    IN FreeDoM
    iNSaniTy
    DancELoveSonG..:)

    Oh God.. you are F iN
    Hilarious.. the H and the
    B ran mE out’A liNKinG
    butT Jesus
    F iN Christ..
    thIS IS A foR fUn tHinG
    noW and no F iN Science
    PoeTry Project fOr mE.. heHE..
    buTT i StILL wRote a 3 MilLion PLuS
    LonGesT woRd ForM TerM poeM iN
    thE hiStory oF HuMan
    kiNd sTiLL
    exPaNdinG
    iN Words heRe
    noW anD thE hidDen
    MaGicK surPrise iS F iN
    moSt everyOne oNliNe
    i’Ve eVer conNecTaRed
    WiTh iT IS A LoVinG
    pARt oF iT iN aLL DarK
    aNd liGht aS thIs iS paRT
    oF thE 671st Verse.. iN aS
    Love iT aLL..
    as SonG oF
    My SouL.. aka
    the hidden title
    IN KATiE MiA
    FredericK!iI oH!
    noW.. nanmykel
    so mUch.. moRE wITh
    FearLess noW LoVeNoW..

    HeHeR.. yoUr
    nAMe iS noW iN
    mY Book oF LiFe2..;)

    pS.. ‘they’ finAlly sorTa
    put out that Alice
    iN Wonderland
    movie about
    mY liFe..
    thE LooKinG
    GlAss IS A CaLLing
    anD i liVe tHeir noW..

    Two Fred
    BuNs aNd PuNs
    juSt For FuN..;)

    Most people
    don’T realiZe
    thaT reTire
    doesN’t
    meaN reLax..
    iT juSt mEans
    gET eXcited aBout
    LiFe witHouT worrY
    WitH mOre tRead oN
    thE WheeLs oF liFe..

    oH.. To bE Re-
    tiRed.. thE JoY noW
    DriVinG aLiVe 55..;)

    And fOr seCond FredKu..
    FeeLinG younGer aT heARt
    noW thAn sWeet mAle 16..;)

    SMIles..
    trUly.. iT’s
    imPossiBle
    to give the
    most by folloWing
    oLd ruLes.. to give is
    not to take.. including
    animal blood.. and lives
    of others.. the
    give is
    without
    take in
    fearless
    GiVinG Love..
    withOut harm
    to oTheRs mY friEnd..:)

    Golden NEW rULE..
    FearLess Love.. NO
    hArm To creaTioN ONE..:)

    As printED by SuN
    AnD ShadeS oN mY bE
    forEhead selFie waY..;)

    AnD thE conText oF thAT
    lasT Fred KU.. biGGer viEW..
    reQuires deTail SeeiNG mY Friend..;)

    And SeeKinG
    EXploRinG
    FinDinG
    Too..2..;)

    SMiLes.. iN mY miNd And BoDy
    BaLanCinG SoUL Of EmoTioNal
    FeeLinG heArT iN ExpreSsinG
    SpiRit SamE.. FriEnd Viv..noW
    i SaY.. nEither RelaXaTioN..
    DancE.. SonG.. oR poEtry
    worKs aS fuLLeSt hUman
    heARt wiTh mechanical
    cognition ruleS
    NoW iN as i2..

    Free Verse i
    reLaX
    ZERO RULE..:)

    ps.. per.. second Fredku
    and Fredbun Free foR aLL
    PEtERPaNmINraRiFiED..;)

    SMiLes… EarTh never
    sweats orbit around
    Sun.. cats say no
    when they get
    too many
    petsnoW
    and scratch
    WarningS oF diScomforT…
    hUmanS iN BaLanCinG
    stAnd stronG
    LoVe hard
    hug noW iN
    gRass moonliT..
    rollS in midday
    sAnds.. so free allone..
    noW Sand oF SinG SonG
    BliSS WitH Grass cat whiskers
    freE noW to bE aLiVe noW withouT
    hUman Cultural noise iN PriSon
    cLocK
    tiMeS

    BreathE DancE SinG..
    moonLit twiliGht
    Sun’s.. hEiR..:)

    Ah.. a cat of mine..
    named Arthur for
    20 years.. noble
    alpha cat of neighborhood
    bLock never injured posture says
    at 7 lbs from 15 Lb
    mountain lion
    beFore.. go away
    intruder cat or else..
    i WiLL have your fur..
    and it worked as this
    cat would never be scratched
    by a less brave one oF hE then..
    BagG oF BONEs
    i stepped on
    one day..
    all weight oF Y i
    230LBS noW..
    KinG Arthur geTs
    uP leisurely thenoW
    anD walKs LioN
    KinG aWay sTiLL
    HeaLinG proPerTies
    thAT mediCine WiLL
    never understand
    in the relative
    free WiLL
    of even
    a Cat
    freeR than
    hUmans arReNoW..

    FunctionAlly
    disAbled hUmans
    bY culTuRe’s teAt priSon..:)

    i lEArNed
    HiS
    lesSon WeLL..:)

    And that catches
    iT aLL uP for NoW..
    next stop way beLow
    here… WiLL be
    Tuesday prompt..
    all About
    farewells
    not so
    sure
    in hopes
    of geTtinG
    Back to Love’s WeLL..:)

    1:37 pm..
    5252016..:)

  2. And tHeRe’s
    the much softer
    Angel Side.. noW in ‘that’
    Facebook Profile status photo..
    And speaking of that i find
    the Inner UniVerse of HUman
    BeinG in terms of EmoTioNs
    and seNses fascinating and
    how we connect wITh each other
    through the verbal and non-verbal
    expreSsiONs of SpiRit oF HeARt
    FeLt EmoTioNs through both
    our physical verbal
    and non-verbal
    eXpRESSiOns
    aS weLL as SiGn
    Language in all the
    symbols that hUmans
    can abstract design
    iN mind and body BalanCinG SoUL..
    as constructs.. both representing
    metaphors of Golden Calves.. Hawk
    Headed men.. to a three letter word
    named God.. to expReSS more of what
    CAN NOT be measured by empirical means
    alone in discrete observation in meaSuRinG
    ways.. and the height of the weakness in both
    the field of psychiatry.. psychotherapy.. and
    the psychology field as whole.. is what to do
    when a human no longer either FEELS EMPATHY
    AND OR ASSOCIATED NUANCED EMOTIONS.. and now
    for me this IS A case study of mY history
    for sure.. as when undergoing 2 years
    of fLiGht or fIght stress i became
    the textbook version of a person
    who experienced little to
    no eMoTioN along with
    losing the connection
    of Language with EmoTioNs
    to describe how i was feeling
    if anyway at all.. and truly all
    was left of me was panic mode on
    or less on in total adrenaline
    flow.. AND WHAT happens when
    one loses this normal
    innate human
    ability..
    is chaos
    and a complete
    change in how one
    views the world in terms
    of FEELINGS.. and the sickest
    pArt of the whole experience was
    my brain was so damaged by stress as
    yes science proves prolonged stress WILL
    DO TO THE HUMAN BRAIN and all other bodily
    systems.. THAT THE way i viewed pleasure became
    both my pain and the pain of others to wHere when
    i saw a person suffering to my cognitive moral code
    self viewing the unfolding of this new way of view of the
    world.. WHEN i saw my beloved mother choking on a piece of
    bread instead of extreme fear and concern.. i felt a perverse
    pleasure and there was nothing cognitively i could do to change
    that feeling.. and when the psychiatrist asked me to use something
    other than adrenaline to motivate myself.. namely EmoTions.. i had
    no idea what he was talking about at that point.. and no way to generate
    anything other than adrenaline fight or flight hormones.. in fact he said
    my adrenal glands were literally stuck in the on position as this is what
    the body will do.. under constant fight or flight pressure when a job
    gets like that.. and my perseverance to survive in the job
    was of my own goal oriented behavior too.. NOT TO QUIT..
    as i had been with the same Government employment
    for close to 25 years.. close to retirement
    and assurance of lifetime health
    insurance.. for my wife
    who had Epilepsy..
    and for myself
    suffering from
    Severe Anxiety at an
    era where any Mental Disorder
    meant no insurance coverage if you
    lost your insurance and went to another
    coverage or coverage one could not afford..
    so yes.. Golden Handcuffs were around wrists
    as i made those Golden Handcuffs real with the
    contingencies created by my mind as life or death
    action and consequence of life.. in keeping that job..
    wHere the demands were becoming increasingly impossible
    for me to do in a catch 22 situation.. Well at that period
    of my life.. i had no idea a person could lose their emotions
    or that Stress could result in close to 20 disorders all at one
    point in one human being.. as my body and mind finally gave up..
    and i could not sleep for almost 40 days except for 1 hour each
    night for the first 35 days with an alpha blocker to slow
    my heart rate down enough with what then became
    dysautonomia for a nervous system and
    cardiovascular/respiratory system
    damaged beyond immediate
    repair.. and doctors
    can’t do a dam
    thing for
    that as
    only rest and
    relaxation.. sometimes
    years.. to even a decade
    can heal the extent of the
    damage of a synergy of bodily
    destruction from the real deadly
    results of continual Chronic flight
    or fight stress.. ANYWAY.. along with
    the worst pain known to mankind.. type
    two Trigeminal Neuralgia like a dentist
    drill in my right eYe and ear.. WITHOUT
    NOVOCAINE.. Sjogren’s Syndrome wHere
    my Eyes quit making tears..
    Severe Degenerative
    Arthritis in my
    spine and Spinal
    Stenosis precipitated
    early by a Congenitally
    Fused Vertebra in my spine..
    Coat Hanger Pain associated
    with Dysautonomia.. and Fibromyalgia
    for an entire body of pain.. the worst
    of all was losing my Emotions and at the
    end of that 40 day stay with no sleep.. even
    all senses and pain too.. which was the worst
    Hell of all wHere yes.. as mentioned over and
    over in my blogs and here on Facebook too.. a second
    was like a thousand years in a piece of paper existence
    and what felt like total separation from allthatis AKA
    GOD.. yeaH.. so.. i finally figured out that Hell and
    Heaven is here and no where else.. most obviously
    what the folks where talking about in the
    old sacred texts too.. as there is
    no other word for this place
    that i’m sure other folks
    have been to iN a similar
    place of hell
    who experience
    constant fight or flight
    stress in whatever shape
    form or fashion that comes
    in both now and then in the
    human condition as is.. anyway..
    stress is a serious ill of western
    civilization as we base flight or fight
    reaction to external abstract constructs
    as determined by our minds to have life or
    death consequences through our actions of
    either success or failure.. and that is
    truly a catastrophic way of thinking
    in potential catastrophic
    illness.. AND BACK
    TO THE FIELD OF PSYCHOLOGY
    ALL THEY COULD DO WAS OFFER PILLS
    AND THERAPY IN THE WAY OF THOUGHT CONTROL..
    BUT ZERO WAY OR ZERO SUGGESTION IN HOW TO
    GET THOSE EMOTIONS BACK.. no one could help me..
    so i had to find my own back to humanity.. and finally
    i did that with connecting emotions to language through
    poetry in remembering grief in songs and photos of my past
    as copied and pasted in visual blog way.. and in reliving that
    grief it finally sparked my Emotions back like a Tidal wave..
    turning me into a bi-polar state of mind from the darkest
    dark of emotion-less existence to waves of EmoTion
    from a drought of hUman BeinG for 66 months..
    and the first laugh around the beginning of
    August in 2013.. yes.. the first laugh
    in 66 months and the first emotion
    felt smile was a heaven out of
    hell for me then..
    simply coming
    from a joke
    from the
    new person
    we got to cut
    my hair then.. she
    was a savior too.. of my
    heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL then
    too.. and the first and only tear
    in that 66 month period was in
    April 2013.. after a beloved
    cat we had to put down
    due to Kitty Aids..
    the son of
    Yellow
    Boy
    named Sunny
    Boy.. and now
    i can bring tears easily
    as i know the value of them..
    as that one tear brought strength
    of emoTions in my body that could still
    muscularly press 500LBS then but
    felt so weak inside
    as EmoTions
    are what
    give uS
    strength..
    not the form
    by itself of strength
    of what we see on the outside
    and this is why my 94 year old
    crippled great aunt Jettie at this point
    in my life at age 47 was infinitely
    stronger than i.. without EmoTions
    as i barely had the energy to
    speak.. exhausted after
    a few words..
    so anyway..
    dance was the next
    step to regulate my new
    found emotions and integrate
    the senses of my new found bodily
    strength.. from head to toe and how
    i radiated this emoTioNal and sensory
    energy to others through outward spiRit
    eXpreSSinG energy in non-verbal ways and
    other ways that science is yet to measure
    that we humans can sense who experience..
    it.. however.. as i know and feel now..
    there are many who cannot as
    both disuse of the emotional
    intelligence of human
    beings.. in physical
    way too.. from head
    to toe.. can wither
    away emotions and empathy
    to almost non-existent.. and of
    course successful first responders..
    surgeons.. law-forcement.. etc.. must
    have excellent control over their
    emotions and senses otherwise
    they will not survive..
    and interestingly modern
    science shows the criminal
    element of psychopathy has
    the ability to feel emotions
    and empathy fully like a faucet that
    can be turned off and on.. but in my
    mind those are not the real full psychopaths
    who can only feel pleasure at someone’s pain..
    as horrifyingly from first hand experience that
    is no longer a part of my life.. it is a real deal
    and beyond horrifying.. both to potential perpetrator
    of all types of crime violent or not.. and or manipulation
    of others who are white collar crime folks who are of the
    higher IQ type of psychopaths with high
    emotional intelligence.. and ability
    to turn the emotions and empathy
    off or on.. by will..
    the moral code is
    what sets folks apart..
    and to pooh pooh the value
    of all religions in modifying
    potential dangerous and criminal
    behavior of human beings.. is a distinct
    and dangerous mistake.. as even science shows
    now that otherwise psychopaths through structural
    disorders in their brain can become successful law
    abiding and folks with moral character if taught
    this from birth with love no different
    than the education of school..
    so yeah.. take the
    good book learning
    away and potential
    harm grows and of course
    even in the clergy.. science
    shows that is one of the top ten
    jobs where psychopathic leaning folks
    land jobs.. and certainly their upbringing
    in church is what kept ’em at least in part
    out of real criminal associated trouble..
    and they are simply fearless and
    smart enough to stand before
    a crowd of folks and
    speak freely
    and coherently..
    the lesson of the
    day as it were and still
    is today.. and what i feel would
    be helpful to both boys and girls in school
    is free style dance in martial arts ways for
    girls to develop their masculine qualities of
    fearless strength and will and ballet-like free style
    dance now for boys.. to both expand their emotional
    feelings of experience throughout a body of motion..
    and to regulate more aggressive associated emoTions
    too.. to limit potential negative action and
    consequences upon both themselves and others..
    sadly.. polarized gender role expectations
    makes this almost impossible
    in heavily influenced
    patriarchal leaning
    red state areas..
    that are of
    course homophobic
    to the max from a
    so-called part of a good
    book that is not good at all
    as that is one of many dark parts
    of religion too.. in ways of hate now
    and illusory fears.. so there is a long
    way up for humanity.. but truly many ways
    to get there for many folks who might not
    otherwise have hope.. if they can just lose
    their fears and get the job done on a path
    that will work for them..
    ’cause once
    you’ve been
    to hell.. trust
    me.. you will appreciate
    being an Earth Angel again..
    oh yeah.. and for people who pooh pooh
    the value of selfies that is total bull shit
    as it is just another way of bio-feedback to
    master and regulate human emotion through
    the nonverbal language of facial
    expressions and in the online
    world of autism communities
    folks with so-called
    higher functioning
    autism who are
    more likely
    to have problems
    with non-verbal
    language are using
    this as an advantage
    for personal therapy
    in gaining a greater
    emotional intelligence
    and even with more severe types
    of autism therapists are finding
    great effective results using both
    music and movement therapy to increase
    the connection of language.. both verbal
    and non-verbal with emotions and greater
    all natural propensity to interact
    with other folks
    as sparking
    the Emotional
    life of human being
    in pro-social ways
    is what makes us strong
    in social cooperation and is
    why.. DUH.. WHY OUR FUCKING PRIMITIVE
    ANCESTORS NAMELY MY INDIAN ANCESTORS
    WHO WERE NAMED AS SAVAGES FOR DANCING
    NAKED TOGETHER AROUND CAMPFIRES HAD MUCH
    GREATER EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE AND COULD
    KICK ASS IN ANY ONE TO ONE FIGHT WITH A SO-CALLED
    WHITE WARRIOR WHO WALKED IN STRAIGHT BRITISH LINES
    OF MILITARY BATTLE.. PER THE GENTLEMAN WAY AWAY
    FROM THE WILD OF WILL AND STRENGTH..
    yes.. the kind of IQ you get in school..
    might make ya money.. BUT IT WILL
    never IF yoU seeK iN GoD WITHIN
    yes.. FucKinG WIThIN
    save your
    HeARt.. SpiRit
    SoUL.. that are the
    true life saving intelligences
    of both the individual human
    being and the race as
    whole on a global
    basis now..
    so when
    they say
    DancE And SonG
    in ExpRESSinG
    EmoTioNaL SpiRit
    HeARt and SoUL..
    WiLL save the world
    the Rock and Rollers understand
    God better than most religions
    and science will ever do
    in the
    tRue Art
    iN liGht of hUman
    BeinG and to put this
    into words has been one
    of the hardest tasks assigned
    by the God of Innate Intuitive
    Instinctual Nature real to me..
    but worth it as the paths and
    journey to help others attain
    heaven now like i’ve
    REALLY JUST DONE..
    NOW.. COME
    TO FRUITION..
    IN HELPING OTHERS..
    SURE.. it can’t
    be said enough
    when
    a REAL
    SPIrIT.. SOuL..
    AND HeART
    iS AT
    STAKE
    oF
    ART..
    And if you are wondering
    how i do all of this..
    i am an au·to·di·dact
    from HeLL noW iN Heaven
    who reads 10 to 15 times
    faster than the average
    human being and types as
    fast as A Keyboard allowS
    somewhere up to 130 words
    a minute or so..
    the volume of
    information
    i consume in both
    Google text and
    youTube Video way
    as well as I generate
    is beyond the fathom
    of most minds of this
    human era .. but again..
    i am motivated from
    a place of REAL
    HELL.. THAT
    MOST PEOPLE
    CAN NEITHER
    FATHOM EITHER..
    THANKS
    GOD FOR
    THAT TOO..
    and the closet analogy
    to who i am now.. is probably
    that new movie named ‘Lucy’..
    as my mind and body balance
    continues to grow at an
    exponential rate to the
    point that truly
    no one
    can catch
    up to me now..
    as far i know now
    and have experienced
    in all i do.. but again
    as stated before that is
    the mission assigned by
    God in another intelligence
    well beyond the fathom
    of perhaps any
    human
    anywhere..
    any day..
    but i do not
    kNow the answer
    to that as i am
    not all humans
    yET.. who have
    ever lived..
    and the last
    line was iS..
    tongue
    iN
    cheek..
    per the Movie
    ‘Lucy’ if ya
    ever actually
    see it more
    than here..
    hehe..
    And as side note
    here goes on.. last
    night at the gym.. i take
    a white towel.. and i use that
    towel as a ballet-like tool to
    butterfly my way twirling around
    the iron of Nautilus machines..
    as it Will impact my fLight
    per weight of towel.. i ask
    her iF iT’s bigger and
    she says.. it’s just
    different..
    and i say..
    okay.. next now
    someone asks me
    what’s wrong with
    you i’m gonna say
    the girl at the
    gym said
    iT’s
    juSt
    diffeRent
    thaT’S aLL..;)

  3. Well.. iF ya look closely..
    this iS my “Metaphors Be
    With You Shirt”.. noW aND
    that’S trUe hUman NoW iN
    MetaphorsE iN wayS noW
    of Sign language.. developed
    in all visual abstract constructs..
    whether as labels for so-called
    concrete objects.. including we
    humans.. And our figurative behavior
    of emoTioNs in figurative metaphors
    as well.. thAT CAN be either
    FOR US
    OR AGAINST US noW..
    wITh some folks free to
    go beyond the barriers
    of fences constructed by
    other humans in life or those
    who succumb to illusory fears
    generated by metaphors of symbols
    ranging from words to horned pan
    devils and such as that.. where
    timid humans never develop
    their much fuller human
    potentials as progress
    is halted by the
    more conservative
    closed minded folks
    among us.. and ha!
    there are those who believe
    the magic of liFe in the belief
    itself as human emotion is sorcery
    per both black and white magic as
    metaphor for Ted Bundy Shape Shifters
    to murder young women.. to super hero
    soldiers who save Liberty and Freedom
    and Justice for all in Paul Revere waY iN
    GIVE ME LIBERTY OR GIVE ME DEATH..
    well.. ya see.. P!nk in her video FIRE speaks
    to this.. in occult ways.. yeS.. it’s true..
    folks in Hollywood practice occult
    rituals to increase the Placebo
    effect of human potential
    and yes.. they use
    what is described
    as Sex MaGicK
    in occult way
    too.. but
    seriously.. the essence
    of what works is human
    sensuality through changes
    in neurochemicals and neurohormones
    motivate us to be more creative and socially
    cooperative.. and the action.. consequence of that
    is positive over negative.. and those who lose all
    illusory fears will succeed in whatever endeavor
    they enter into whether in metaphor of black
    or white magic.. per negative actions
    that harm others.. potentially..
    or positive actions that result
    in positive outcomes for
    most everyone as wHole..
    but here’s the thing.. the
    essence of Human Nature
    iN Human potential in alignment
    WiTH the Interdependent.. Interconnecting
    Relationship of allthatis aka God is as real
    if one calls iT blue as it is red or green.. the metaphors
    just house the vehicles and vessels of trUth to liGht essence from
    black to white to shades of grey and all the concrete labels
    of the birds.. dragon flies.. and plants that my sister..
    who is a lot like Ms. Jane Hathaway if you
    remember that bird nerd.. who my sister
    freely identifies with proudly as someone
    diagnosed with the super IQ form
    of Asperger’s syndrome too.. who
    can tale ya every label for most
    every living thing in Nature..
    as that is HER SPECIAL
    INTEREST.. and she captured
    a Kite Swallow Tail bird today..
    one of the most beautiful
    members of the Hawk family
    with her three grand or so digital
    camera that will blow anything i take
    with my iPhone 6s in quality but yes..
    it weighs a ton and one cannot pull it
    out of a pocket like drawing a gun in
    a gun fight to point and shoot.. before
    the target moves out of sight.. my advantage
    too.. iS moving in 360 degrees in my own Kite
    way of mastering my physical environment
    and sensory integration.. in capturing
    Nature in Smartphone/Fred way..
    Well.. okay.. back to the occult..
    the most famous occultist
    in history by far in terms
    of Hollywood practice..
    is Aleister Crowley..
    of last Century.. definitely
    one with psychopathic checklist
    symptoms as he tortured small animals
    as a child.. and didn’t have a whole lot of
    sympathy for those who got in his way..
    in what his exploration was to increase
    human potential in both he and others..
    yes.. in total effect and lack of affect..
    he was a lot like Steve Jobs..
    in genius way too..
    and yes.. the Beatles
    and Led Zeppelin and many
    other Rocks Stars.. including
    Jim Morrison.. and even Sting
    were highly influenced by this man..
    and yes.. stars like JZ.. Beyonce..
    etc.. in believing in a much higher
    human potential than what was censored
    out of the good book as iS in terms of Bible..
    where human potential in all these ways.. particularly
    the naturally lusty propensity of human beings iS sTilL
    repressed and oppressed.. leading to much
    lower potential in human creativity..
    social cooperation.. and even
    productivity.. as whole..
    but no worries.. in the
    western free world
    as Porn HaS totally
    taken care of this..
    just finger tips away..
    and most anyone who says
    they do not peruse it.. is lying
    through their fingers.. hands..
    etc.. as iT iS juSt hUman NatUre..
    as yes.. NaturAlly gifted by God and
    only something that has been held back
    by the so-called Victorian age before Vicky’s
    secret came out in the heat of below and above
    same… As given freedom.. women.. can be even more
    sexually charged than men.. demanding it in bootie
    dances as one sees free on dance floors today..
    vs.. girls who waited like wallflowers all innocent
    and such on the sidelines of life.. BUT.. SOME
    FOLKS ARE NATURALLY LESS
    SEXUALLY CHARGED.. CREATIVE..
    PRODUCTIVE.. AS THAT ALL FITS
    TOGETHER BELOW ABOVE..
    INSIDE AND OUTSIDE..
    ALL AROUND..
    AND that is why in
    a truly free country like the
    USA.. there must be room for
    both sides now and all the shades
    of grey in true liberty.. freedom.. and
    justice foR All hUman beings
    to express more or less
    of hUman potenTial and
    that heaven is herE noW
    for those who Master liFe
    through relative free will..
    and there are no longer any fences..
    that i care to go through or so-called
    dark but legal fantasies that i do NOT
    explore fully without harming anyone
    else but those who would like to say
    in books.. others symbols.. and such..
    including words.. no Fred.. you cannot
    go past that fence.. you will be held
    accountable for what it says in our book..
    Well.. folks.. i have read many books.. and i for
    one kNow and FeeL 100% that God does not
    discriminate when it comes to God manifest in
    us to find Peace.. and Pleasure in ways of
    Unconditional Fearless White Magic Love..
    and while the Ted Bundy effect has no
    impact on me.. as i know what
    makes Ted Bundy Fundies tick..
    ’cause i’ve been to
    a similar place too..
    folks like Aleister Crowley
    do not scare me at all as all they
    have is metaphors.. and no matter
    how complicated human signs get..
    in symbol and idol way.. THE GOD OF
    NATURE ALL ONE OWNS FREEDOM..
    AND LIBERTY AS MANIFEST FREELY
    IN US.. AND WHEN ITS UNCONDITIONAL
    LOVE AND IT FEELS GOOD THERE CAN
    BE NO EVIL IN THAT AS LONG AS IT HARMS
    NO ONE.. WITH INTENT.. AND IS DONE IN A WAY
    WHERE OTHER FOLKS DON’T HAVE TO TURN IT ON
    OR CAN TURN IT OFF.. AND the trUth and liGhT iS..
    metaphors as attached to powerful human emotions
    and senses associated with sensuality.. and the
    human archetypes of the collective
    genetic subconscious that impacts
    us both through our genetic history
    and our life experiences now are
    powerful devices to increase the
    real emotional and sensory
    powers of human being..
    in Quantum Mind and
    body ways.. unleashed
    and released that no human
    has adequate metaphors yet to
    describe.. but there IS A road there
    through human language and other
    metaphors that as a synergy of social
    cooperation of human beings.. the Chalice
    we raise to God IS A Temple of God Manifest
    aS US iN mini selFie mE waY.. iT’s A Confident
    FeeLing.. truly.. when you raise your armS noW
    as the CHALICE OF GOD.. AND KNOW noW..
    FEEL.. AND SENSE YOU ARE A MASTERPIECE
    OF ART MORE VALUABLE THAN ANY PIECE
    OF GOLDEN
    CALF.. OR BIBLE
    IDOlS WORD SYMBOL…
    N O W LIGHT TRUTH
    FREEDOM AND VALUE
    iT iS TO KnOW WE ARE
    THE NAKED FLESH AS PaRT
    oF the Living God allthatis.. yes..
    inside.. outside.. above.. so below..
    and all around.. and truly it pained
    me much not to be able to express..
    my entire naked temple of God here..
    but hey.. it’s the law and i give Caesar
    what is ‘his’.. whether that means i have
    to wear clothes or pay taxes or now DO
    AS community standards dictate iT.. to be pArt
    of the wHolE
    human pie..
    but sUre wHere
    1st amendment rights
    of the United States rule..
    and there are open minded
    Corporations like Google who
    truly believe in the rights of human
    beings as part of this country to fully
    express what and who they are from
    head to toe.. tHeRe are places wHeRe
    folks can go online.. wherE the repressed..
    oppressed.. and just plain vanilla.. not born
    sensually charged can go to cover up too..
    and generally speaking that is everywhere
    for them.. and few places for trUly fRee fully
    FReED folks like i.. but the world is changing
    and the intoxication of Freedom iS
    the drink
    of God
    free iN US/wE noW..
    who have the desire
    to be more fully free
    and comfortable in our
    own skin of God in however
    the art of that comeS now..
    And sUre.. theRe IS A Song
    for this appropriate for the
    coMinG Memorial Day
    celebration for Rosie
    the Riveteer PiNK
    too.. as she INviTes
    uS to raise our glasses
    and be free.. truly the best
    thanks to give iS to the those whose
    blood and bones we stand upon noW
    who allow us this great Freedom of
    Expression in the U. S. oF A.. so
    yeah.. whenever yA see.. naked
    Miley’s.. Britney’s.. Rihanna’s trUth
    such as THAT.. they are the liGht
    oF HUman Chalice and Glass
    iN God Given Freedom sET
    and raised uP as Naked
    God iN/aS uS WiLL Love
    to do without human illusory
    fears fostered by chains on
    God in books large and small
    of God iMpriSONed iN hUman mAde HeLLs..
    OH.. by a way.. i had to travel all the
    way to Bagdad to get this metaphor selfie photo..;)

  4. And.. God.. yeS noW as thE
    Selfie Hit FredNoW
    ParAde continues..
    Martial Arts and
    Ballet-like dance
    IS A best way
    to increase thE
    metaphorSE
    poTenTiaL
    as i
    iN Kite
    hEiGhts
    oF Egyptian
    Mythology to
    enhance the
    EmoTioNal
    and hUman
    SeNsory poWer
    oF juST thAT from
    Head to toe.. to
    aLL A RoundNoWoN..
    And hell no.. iT’s nOthing
    new.. folks have been raiSinG
    conscious mind and body balance
    oF SoUL awareness through all forms
    of ecstatic dance from all nows memorial
    but true when only footloose IS A freewayNOW..:)

  5. https://gigoid.me/2016/05/24/madras-pants-in-seasonal-colors/#comment-19358

    SMiLes.. with due respect
    to EMiLy D..the best stuff
    in life is free.. oh but so much
    farther out of a book.. iF one
    can find WinGs of SeeD
    born in Happy Feat..
    SMiLes aGaiN..
    ImaGiNation iS mY
    playgRound.. reaDinG
    iS mY insPiRaTioN..
    DancE iS thE
    energy that
    SinGS the
    aLL SeeinG
    eYe as pArt
    oF i.. And then
    the Lord said make
    iT aLL sacred and
    Holy jUst like Dance
    and poEtry and aLL WiLL
    be YoUr FriEnD from head to
    toe to grains of sand of mountains
    hOld above.. Valleys green.. and even
    black hole rain of sOuL as boost to UP..
    when one finds every Number as UniVersE
    and every letter as natural poeTry.. duSt as
    US in liFE as sAMe.. tHeRe iS no wHeRe but
    uP and Up iN MindFuLL awareness oF NoW..
    tHe only reaLiST pLace oF aLL in heAven’s
    piLLoW i cloUds sKeYes AzuRe gOld
    iN i..
    noW..
    anyWay..
    paths never
    stop branching
    out and the journey
    iS aLwaYs noW.. BooGiE
    Wonderland iSRaeL and this
    place ain’t HeLL for mE anymore..
    as even though New Jerusalem can
    kinda suck when ya feel the stress of the
    helLions all around ya.. jUSt Dance juSt dAnce
    as GoD WiLL SmiLe iN leGs oF Happy Feet uP
    WiTh Gloria
    noW
    breatHe oF
    i iS So flY aS GOlden
    SpiRAls WiLL bE NOW..
    and the fAct iS giVen aLL
    possibilities i AM aWarE oF
    iN UniVerse noW i would be
    no wHere and no one different
    than i iF given the opportunity
    to do iT aLL oVer aGain.. and
    i woULd do iT aGain.. aS now
    the ultimate achievement
    iS moving from
    heLL to
    HeaVen
    iN juSt
    oNE
    noW
    aLiVeFReED..
    but the greAtest
    luxurY iS NoWinG
    i could die noW
    and that
    jUst
    makes
    HeavenoW
    taste that much
    better noW mY
    FriEnd.. when iT
    aLL makes FucKinG
    sense as deep and hiGh
    as soUl can go aliVenoW..
    And iS iT noW nO WoNder
    that folks who enslave others now
    have hidden the tRuth that Heaven
    requires no money at all.. no iT iS noT
    as iF “THEY” kNew theRe would bE no reason
    to buy anything but food.. water.. and shelter
    from
    HELL..
    And of course
    DancE And SinG
    Naked and free hOlding
    thE hand of God in each
    otHeR FReED.. anyWay2..
    i’M gonna keep doin’ Heaven
    ’cause i JuSt can.. bottom line..
    and if no one wants to join me..
    i WiLL not make them as they
    can continue to live in prison
    as sure it’S tHeir freedom..
    theiRs of choice
    as not so
    WeLL..
    @ALL. AH..
    Dead.. Ashes to
    dUsT..DuSt to Fire
    i RisE aGain from
    FLumes oF lies..
    And as side note here.. PRoLoNG..
    you kNow.. liFe is so FucKinG noW
    strange gigoid.. at the start THEN
    of Sjogren’s syndrome before
    my eYes quit making tears
    back in the FaLL oF
    2006.. wondering
    why when i touched
    anything with my
    feet it felt
    like needles
    in the bottom bones
    of my feet.. where anything
    i touched with feet was beyond
    belief of pain.. funny how the
    Trigeminal Neuralgia kind of
    made me forget about
    that pain and
    about the
    Fibromyalgia
    too.. and sure the
    arthritis in my spine..
    Carpal tunnel syndrome..
    etc.. etc.. but watching that
    Movie back then.. yes.. Happy
    Feet.. it was the strangest dam thing..
    somehow someway i knew then i would
    become that Penguin even though i could
    not touch the floor underneath the seats
    in the movie theater with my feet.. Jesus..
    i aM that PenguiN NoW
    and by
    God
    that’s
    enough..
    beyond BELIEF
    AND MAGIC ISREAL
    AS BY GOD HELL FEET ONE
    TURNED INTO HAPPY FEAT TWO..
    and now i kNow wHat the purpose of the
    Tree of LiFe iS noW to gRow deepest roots
    oF aLL
    Ocean noW..:)

    penniewoodfall resPonds
    with this and i quote
    her.. quoting
    me and
    someone
    else..
    more
    or less
    sAMe..

    ‘breatHe oF
    i iS So flY aS GOlden
    SpiRAls WiLL bE NOW’

    “the habit of thinking only
    of horizontal and vertical movements
    often prevents us from experiencing
    the spiral one

    spiral movements
    are LONGER in TIME
    and WIDER in Space
    than vertical & horizontal ones
    applied to the breathe

    this is the image to employ while breathing
    it facilitates the exit and entrance of air

    until it tumbles over the sides
    and falls down
    like a rain of light”

    Sandra Sabatini..;)

    i say..

    penniewoodfall
    You are a TreAsurE..

    And then i say..

    ps..
    Pain is
    Fear exiting
    The body.. Also
    kNown as Kundalini
    riSinG and hA! Funny
    How physicians noW and
    Yogis can reduce thAT greAT
    Inner UniVerse experiencE noW
    To jUst 7 or so pArtS iN LaBeL
    ReAcTioN.. WeLL poeTry iS every
    gOdAm goDsubAtomicString RAng iN
    pAint and NoW SinGs and DanCes
    iN BList And HeLL oH! GoD yeS2..
    YeS tHiS iS morE tHan A FuCKinG
    HeaD and BreAtHinG GamE noW.
    THiS IS A FKinG tHinG noW
    PerioD oR A
    eRa/AeOn..
    siriUs..
    noW LiKe
    A DoGoD
    sTaRry
    StarrY
    niGht
    oF aLL
    heaVenoW
    aGaiNoWoN..:)

  6. Hmm.. seeing the date of the Happy Feet
    Penguin movie as noted on Wiki..
    actually i saw the movie
    in 2006.. the fall
    of that year..
    and now i remember
    that the first colors that i could
    not bear with my eYes actually
    started well before that pain
    of feet at the beginning of
    2006.. so yeah.. not
    just 66 months of
    extreme suffering..
    actually over 8 years
    of intense suffering overall..
    and truly the strangest part oF
    aLL was when i could longer stand
    colors.. and no longer stand music..
    and finally not even stand words as spoken
    on the radio.. in around that period of now in
    2006.. before Hell went full blown.. and in an attempt
    to describe how i felt inside.. words will never do it.. but
    visual arts in non-verbal language when a human beinG noW
    has forgotten what a smile is or laugh in terms of FeeLinG And
    or expreSSinG hUman spiRit.. the video “Illusion” as accompanying
    VNV Nation’s Illusion song does the bLack of death in liFe juStice..
    and existence outside of existence real in a place of machine
    pArts begging to regain the flesh and blood of FeeLinG..
    not just breathing.. and pain.. and pain and breathing..
    always now in never ending ground hog.. yes.. Aghogday..
    another ground hog day.. anyway.. the polar opposite
    is my life now.. as i feel energy of EmoTioNs and
    SeNseS in ever cell shining of my Body.. zero
    pain when not sore from a Marathon
    of dance.. and an energy
    that i can actuALLy feel
    radiating from me
    in those
    Spirits of Angel
    energy presentations
    that are pure energy without
    form at all.. in liGht of hUman
    BEinG.. anyway.. i celebrate life
    and attempt to expReSS what i’ve
    been through.. so.. someone listening
    somewhere in the future through what i do..
    NoW miGht gain hope that tHeRe iS A way out
    and suicide really isn’t the answer although
    i surely hoped it was.. during the suicide
    disease of that type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia from wake to sleep at
    beyond eXXtreme levels
    of pain for 66 months..
    but when it comes to
    empathic FeeLinGs of
    conNecTinG iN MoVinG
    CreaTinG ways.. tHeRe are
    certainly ways to exercise this
    Love Muscle like Insurance for
    another heArt Day noW.. WitH
    spiRit ExpreSSinG A BaLanCinG
    MiNd and BoDy SoUL.. it’sREAL..
    It’s now and anything iS trUly
    possible iF ya jUst don’t
    give uP.. if i had given
    uP.. i would never
    have got to
    experience noW
    heaVen and surELy
    thAT would have been
    a shAMe oF HeLL here on Earth..
    same as polar opposite pLace oF Heaven
    here on Earth too.. REAL.. A PLACE INSIDE
    THAT NEVER ENDS.. WITH ZERO MATERIAL NEED..:)

  7. WeLL.. i muSt say.. I LovE ThE LoVinG Eagles and i had
    a great night.. and yes.. i NoW like sleeping
    iN the desert.. or aT least DanCinG
    oN the Sand iN my back
    yard and MaKinG
    Love to the
    sun of i..
    aka God
    within.. and yes
    how i saY it.. from
    inside to outside.. above..
    so below and aLL’A’Round..
    what else.. i don’t really care
    iF Las Vegas.. lives forever..
    butt i do Love to Dance
    freeSt style on
    Biloxi
    Casino
    Beaches.. what else..
    i just let it go like the
    froZen Princess and
    Madonna does.. then too..
    and hmm.. stream of consciousness
    wRiting.. IS A Great River pLace to Be..
    in Memorial of the Freedoms of the GreAt
    U.S. oF A.. and of course all the folks
    who have died for the unalienable
    right even for ET’s liKe me.. for
    Life.. Liberty.. and the Pursuit
    oF Happiness.. which yes..
    can sTiLL be achieved
    in thiS great country
    noW aND yeS oh
    MaGiC iS now
    juSt noW ah
    ReaLiNoW
    and i do
    do that
    noW
    to
    01
    ..:)

  8. Facebook FriEnd Mary F..
    shares a heARt fELt
    status that perhaps
    she could use
    some
    couseling
    and i say..

    i feeL liKe thAT soMe noWs
    aNd fiNd My beSt theraPist
    iS
    mY feeT
    iN fLight..
    wITh SonG
    oF COUrse
    accompanYinGliGht..
    serioUsly.. i FeeL yOur
    soUl.. coMe dAnce WitH
    mE aT SeViLLe anD i WiLL
    sHow yA mY waY foR
    YoUR frEe waY
    tHere aNy
    ThurSday niGht
    wHeRe i neVer reFuse
    A reQuest To DancE..
    mY ARTFUL FriEnd..:)

  9. i doN’t have any stigma
    or fears or WTF toward
    mental illness as i have
    explored iT personAlly
    in full disability oF dARk..
    noW and also described
    as mental illness in the liGht
    of perseverance on what some
    folks miGht think is insane in
    terms of religiosity.. sensuality..
    and overall life.. hmm… kinda like
    Red hot instead of Luke Warm WiTH
    God in two spiRit MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
    way.. and thE truth iS.. iF it were not for political
    pull THEN.. of an esteemed political person who
    is a relative when i am young at 21.. the drugs they
    were giving me then for a Condition of Asperger’s
    mixed with a very strange manic episode that could
    NOT BE diagnosed then.. WERE USELESS oh and
    almost made me F iN reALLy lose mY mind.. way back
    iN ’81.. and they basically just said.. sorry we can’t help
    yA WitH tHeir hands up and said.. Fred there is nothing we
    can do for you.. no different than what the Rheumatologist
    said shortly after he said Fred you are wired different and there
    is nothing more we can do for your pain.. sending me away then with
    a paper highlighting the Dysautonomia.. Fibromyalgia.. Sjogren’s
    Syndrome.. and later diagnosed Atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia termed
    noW as Atypical Fascial pain too.. from wake to sleep for 66 months..
    the degenerative arthritis.. Spinal Stenosis.. congenitally fused
    vetebra and all of that2.. yeah.. i know i have already talked
    to thAT in this 671st verse of the longest poem
    in history now.. but it also stands alone in
    this ‘tiny’ micro verse of 671 Verse
    wHoLE.. which is also a symptom
    of Bi-Polar noW aNd yES.. oH..
    God yeS.. Asperger’s syndrome
    intense focus on one thing
    per poeTry and now
    over 5400 miles
    of dance in just
    33 months.. go go..
    everywhere i go noW in
    public.. and yes.. nude
    art online for a 55 year
    old dude.. is not exactly the
    norm in the world today..
    particularly.. if one
    is only
    hot for
    the Ladies
    as it were and
    sTiLL iS for me..
    okay.. i cannot deny either
    of those two existing diagnoses
    that keep me in the realm of the
    so-called permanently disabled and
    i cannot deny if i was put into the same
    job i had before.. that i am at regular retirement
    age now for.. anyway.. that i could do that now
    any easier than before.. without falling
    dead after a short while..
    as i am simply
    not able
    to carry
    on with a thousand
    or so responsibilities
    at one now.. in FAct NoW
    out of Love my Wife Katrina
    takes care of ALL THOSE SO-CALLED
    MINOR Details of a so-called house wife
    hunter and gather now.. oh yeah.. and Katrina
    is Permanently disabled too.. with complex partial
    seizures.. up to 5 times a week or so.. where she
    cannot hardly function at all after the seizures and
    will now.. some times.. thank God so far.. only fall down
    slowly to the floor and in NOT one hard
    head hurting fall.. and that has only
    happened two times so far with now
    only one Grand Mal Life threatening
    seizure in labor with our son who
    did not make it but for 51 days..
    and yes.. as far as demon looking
    possession goes the literal fAct iN
    art is THAT is what a partial complex
    seizure looks like in terms of facial expressions..
    and the truth is.. both of us back in bible days..
    then would have been strung up and or burned to the burning
    stake for being different.. funny.. how invisible disabilities
    can look until they are expressed or rarely expressed at
    all in terms of outward behavior.. and Jesus F iN Christ..
    i modeled others standing still to the best of my ability
    ‘tiLL i exploded with dance at age 53.. and finaLLy got
    the whole thing balanced enough with SonG and
    DancE iN steps of peace to find mInd and
    Body Balance soUL wELL enough noW as
    what i term Heaven iN noW..
    @least for mE noW..
    anyway.. it’s kinda
    kool that my wife and i
    have accomplished what we
    have as basicAlly a couple of
    rejects for what they call society
    today.. but hey.. i know a secret too..
    back in the primitive days.. folks noW
    like us were actually put on a pedestal
    and praised for our oh so ‘special’ abilities
    as they were treasured then.. as the mysteries
    of liFe come aLive in what is basically viewed as
    Extra Terrestrial humans.. Robin Williams as it were
    and sTiLL Jim Carrey’s and others today.. who entertain
    instead of pushing keys in offices without free air.. i Love
    to bRinG folks uP as i was perhaps in one of the LoWest
    HeLLs ever for what we term as an animal on Earth..
    or who knows.. perhaps any other planEt too..
    as we likely share the same general
    characteristics throughout the
    UniVerse too.. as liFE
    WiLL BrInG uS
    ET’s aLiVe
    wherever
    wE find a way
    to thrive and flourish
    in a side niche.. where
    most no one kNowS noW so KooL
    wE Exist.. and theRe is zero doubt
    in my mind that the Buddha.. the Jesus
    and many others who would not kill or hurt
    a fly.. have our so-called weird conditions
    too and sorry.. i cannot say that for any
    head hunter dudes no matter
    how much good stuff
    they copy
    out of the
    Good Book trUe oF liGht
    iN lIFe noW they are the
    scourge oF God’s NaturE noW
    as they KiLL other pARts of
    God’s Nature based on lies
    of imaginations in books..
    God WiLL noT Kill God for
    no F iN Reason unless
    God iS trUly insane
    like.. ‘head hunters’
    ‘over tHere’ and here..
    who trUly
    as the Jesus
    says kNow not what
    the FucK THEY StiLL DO
    iN DEViL’S DREAMS COME
    REAL IN TERMS OF HUMAN
    MISERY AND SUFFERING REAL
    IN GOD’S EyES OF HuMAN
    ONE AND SamE.. EITHER
    InSANE IN KILLiNG
    OR LOViNG
    SENSUAL
    NAKED
    TOUCH OF
    BONOBO FREE LOVE..
    ANYWAY.. WE ARE WEIRD
    WE ARE ALIVE.. AND EVEN IF
    ‘YOU’ ha! DO AWAY WITH US NOW.
    THE TRUTH AND LIGHT WILL STAND
    ONLINE AS LONG AS SEVERS SERVE US
    UP.. YES.. me and Isis to Use one Egyptian
    metaphor from way back when.. or Thot noW
    or Mercury or Apollo.. whomevA Ya wanna
    call the hUmans who stand out liKe
    strange iCons of tHeir now.. iT iS
    the SpiRit of God
    in the young
    disabled
    boy
    King Tut
    around as disabled
    as uS.. who is still remembered
    in His Golden Nautilus shell
    sTiLL noW.. and thiS iS
    the first now
    in history
    that anyone
    could upload
    tHeir soUl even more
    than ya kNow in perSon
    online liKe this.. quiET amaZinG
    what i and Isis have accomplished
    as permanently so-called disabled
    folks in ‘this world’.. tHeRe is no
    commercial market
    for trUe super
    heroes
    of SoUL
    today.. but thaT iS
    oKay as we mY friEnds
    are oNly heRe to Offer aLL tHe
    TrUth and liGht wE see and FeeL
    and yes i am the egg head Osiris
    member of the couple.. who
    all the KinG’s Men
    and h0rses could
    not put togeTher
    AgAiN.. iT took Team
    LiGht to do that.. wiTh
    sure.. lots of help from Isis..
    as Isis alWays doES as Mother
    oF my ‘little’ home hEar online..
    Ha!.. i exist.. and therE is absolutely
    nothing anyone can do to get rid of me
    now.. or ha! even notice me.. unless they
    truly chase the ‘tuition of my words deeper
    than 99 percent of the general pop.. will do..
    thAT pARt never changes.. iT reAlly
    don’t yEt.. buTT tHeir
    iS alWays room
    for change
    as long
    as wE.. hehE..
    and so many oThER
    Team liGht members do exist
    online in numbers of miLLioNs now
    through recorded history in Google Search
    way.. just adding a verse here to the UniVerse
    oF multi-human way here on Earth.. sUre.. tHere
    WiLL be less and likely more than tHiS from oTheRS2..
    as tHere is no limit or expectations of i.. FoR wHerE noW
    the eYes oF God iN hUmaNoW WiLL gO neXt away from dARk
    And Jesus F iN Christ.. the thingie about Isis iS JuST a metaphor
    no different
    reAlly
    than Jesus
    F iN Christ..
    have a nice noW..
    we SureLy WiLL
    heRe iN Heaven
    where the foRest SinGs
    DreAms of Pan and his Wife..
    and sure.. all the nymphs of the
    Forest in innocent meadoWed way..
    as my 112th Dance oF PaN FReED iS cOminG
    ThurSday Night and yeS iN all Politics and
    even religion tHere aRe the Cat people and
    Dog people too.. some of uS are in the ‘tween
    of puppy dog tales.. and spice of kitty KaTs2..
    and of core there are Jekyll’s and Hyde’s like
    me and the Lilith and Angels oF mY WiFe too..
    iT just
    Depend on
    what pARt of ‘OnE’
    oF wHere you WiLL
    FiNd uS to kinda quote
    Richard Bach’s ‘other
    Free Seagull book’
    on thAT..noW
    sUre.. i’Ve
    seen both
    sideS Now..
    and thE Win
    IS A mix of the
    blUe and Red PiLLs
    for the Greenest Tree oF LiFe
    possible in terms of Blue Highs
    and Red lows in hUman poTenTiaL noW..:)

  10. https://gigoid.me/2013/02/10/the-plaza-began-to-fill-with-orphan-collectors/#comment-19376

    SAdly.. we live in a world now..
    where humans have bEcOme
    commodities and work
    is no longer creating
    and sharing a product
    that is useful to folks
    one can actually touch…
    REAL problem.. as humans are
    humans until they become machines
    and break down.. of course.. as humans
    WiLL who have FeeLinGS of course to sTARt
    with to lose.. and of course.. a few do not have
    that either through nurture or nature.. so in cold
    heARted way.. And.. Oh God.. the government
    disability process is like any Microsoft
    project of nerds without heart..
    as Steve Jobs might
    complain about
    Bill Gates
    in no ArT liFe
    cold mechanical
    cognition robot way..
    WitH no imagiNation..
    arT bRinGs wHolenoW
    aS logic without heARt
    Brings chaos that has
    no glue to get the miNd
    oF EmoTioNs through now
    for focus.. and iN short term
    memory as executive functioning
    with oil of sorts.. and the glUe oF iT…
    anyWay.. the system is designed by lawyers
    for lawyers.. and that’s the last place now wHere
    someone with a disability needs to be to navigate..
    Fortunately for me.. i was a lawyer more or less and
    with 100 pages of documentation was approved the
    first time like a breeze.. sAdly.. the system was not nearly
    as efficient after that as i received three forms asking if
    i was still getting workers comp.. when i never received
    that at all.. and kept on having to fill the paper work out..
    somehow with dentist drill in my right eye and ear never
    ending from wake to sleep.. seriously.. i was already
    intent on suicide for the first two years.. as those
    were boot straps that not even JOB could pull
    up then.. and that did just about put me over
    the edge as you say Murphy says..
    but some how i kicked Murphy
    in the ass and he seriously
    has just been wimpy
    for the last
    3 years..
    no matter
    what he attempts
    to do in bits and bytes
    hehe.. he ain’t got no teeth
    no more for me.. i won the battle..
    i won the war.. i AM ALIVE NOW KiCKING..
    yeah.. so i’m at the gym tonight and a twenty
    something muscular black military dude is now
    really kicking ass pumping iron making some
    gorilla sounds like me.. and i say.. man.. i like
    this.. you are really working hard and he turns
    around and says.. yeah.. man.. you are the one
    who inspired me
    to work out
    like this..
    Funny.. how
    people can make
    a difference without
    even saying a God Dam
    thing.. i AM.. ’cause i inspire
    others.. and that’s all tHere is to iT
    for NoW mY friend.. with words or steps
    oF liVing liFe as aweSoMe as all our
    functional disabilities as hUmans WiLL
    allow.. and trUe.. as professionally
    assessed in document way
    by three professionals..
    i am too disabled
    to do a pay
    for money
    job sTiLL
    yeS in
    lifelong
    way now..
    but not too
    disabled to help
    save the world in
    aLL our little ways.. mY
    friEnd THAT DO ADD UP..
    iN MORE NowTHAN JUST
    BUTTERFLY iMPACT NOW
    AS HuMANS HAVE HaNDS TO HoLD..:)

  11. Yeah.. sure..
    TRUST ME..
    I’M A
    NINJA..
    sure.. it’s
    just a myth.. but…

    Hmm.. let’s see what Wiki has to
    say all about this Legendary
    Ninja stuff..

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ninja#Legendary_abilities

    “Legendary abilities
    Superhuman or supernatural powers were often associated
    with the ninja. Some legends include flight, invisibility,
    shapeshifting, the ability to “split” into multiple bodies,
    the summoning of animals, and control over the five classical elements.
    These fabulous notions have stemmed from popular imagination regarding
    the ninja’s mysterious status, as well as romantic ideas found in later
    Japanese art of the Edo period. Magical powers were sometimes rooted in
    the ninja’s own efforts to disseminate fanciful information. For example,
    Nakagawa Shoshujin, the 17th century founder of Nakagawa-ryū, claimed in
    his own writings (Okufuji Monogatari) that he had the
    ability to transform into birds and animals.[67]

    Perceived control over the elements may be
    grounded in real tactics, which were categorized
    by association with forces of nature. For example,
    the practice of starting fires in order to cover a
    ninja’s trail falls under katon-no-jutsu (“fire techniques”).[94]

    The ninja’s adaption of kites in espionage and warfare is another
    subject of legends. Accounts exist of ninja being lifted into the air
    by kites, where they flew over hostile terrain and descended into, or
    dropped bombs on enemy territory.[75] Kites were indeed used in Japanese
    warfare, but mostly for the purpose of sending messages and relaying signals.[98]
    Turnbull suggests that kites lifting a man into midair might have been technically
    feasible, but states that the use of kites to form a human “hang glider”
    falls squarely in the realm of fantasy.[99]”

  12. Oh God.. gotta keep the legend
    going.. K and H and
    all that circus
    stuff
    with
    aghogday
    and such..
    through
    loops
    of real
    fire..
    okay..
    so back
    to DVerse
    and SpeakinG oF TEAM
    LIGHT BrinGinG Folks back
    to liFe a little GAGA iN House
    of FaLLinG Angels iS iN oRDer
    of Chaos yET arT i FeeL..
    so BrinG her and
    aLL her
    Ancient
    and modern
    SGT Pepper
    Captain sAlt Friends
    on too.. WiTh Eros
    and Venus too..
    he HE.. noW..
    and remember
    thiS iS jUst another
    one of those Ninja thingies..
    in multi-UniVerse LeGent way..:)

    So yeah.. here’s to dVerse
    and Farewell with
    some wishes
    of coming
    back to
    meet
    again..
    fickle we hUmans
    can be.. he HE..;)

    noW at 11:51 pm..
    5252016..

    Winter comes
    back in dreams
    of farewells come
    mET aGaiNoW..
    LovELy
    eYes oF
    SnoW
    SinG
    BacK
    to LovE..
    A Kiss oF SpRinG..:)

    Best thing about never
    worKing aGain.. FOR
    FUCKING GOD DAM
    MONEY.. is no
    one has
    to be
    the Supervisor’s
    FRiENd.. the administrator’s
    Pal.. or the slave of several
    bosses.. hehe.. i DancE.. i SinG
    i SpRead Love.. no matter
    whaT
    i foR
    oNE LOVE..:)

    A WORLD without third
    places away from work
    and home.. iS certainly a
    sad place.. a place for
    distance instead
    of moving..
    connecting
    creating
    flesh and blood
    and although
    there are no
    more BowLinG
    AlleY’s.. a place then..
    of close to two DecAdes
    for me at work wHere
    everyone kNew me as
    the Bowling Alley man..
    there is Dance and Cheers
    of the same bar.. and even
    Super-Walmart.. as i am the
    fixture of the never ending
    story noW of the Metro
    FL Panhandle
    Dance man
    at Large..
    and jUst
    iMagine.. planting
    a sMiLe on someone’s
    face everywHere ya go..
    as they jUst wait for the
    neXt dance from the
    watch of dance
    man days..
    And that my
    friEnd.. is whY i do
    not take online seriously..
    iT never existed before
    iN flesh and blood
    and iT still
    doesn’t
    exist that
    way for me
    and never WiLL..
    THANKS GOD..
    i feel wHere
    REAL HOME
    iS.. but sure..
    it’s a very fancy
    piece of paper
    to noW write
    some pretty
    noteS ON..
    that WiLL
    never
    burn
    iN
    eaRTh
    HeLLnow..
    So.. alOnE..:)

    oH.. YeaH
    genetic STiLL
    memory and aLL
    oF thAT aS hUmans
    have A long history
    of enjoying sacRedrum
    death oF eWe.. poor
    Goats.. i rather
    fancy liFe and do
    Love to eat Leg of Lamb..
    as long as i am not NoW
    the one
    to slice
    the throat..
    oh.. the dirty
    worK oF liFe
    and hAnds so
    iVory tower cLean..;)

    Oh.. God Grief is hard..
    as an empatH oh God2..
    FeeLinGs so sTronG i lEarned
    to close off those FeeLinGs unTiL
    oh.. God3 all the tears dried up in dry rain
    too.. aH.. but now i kNow the reaSon
    for those tears.. actually an
    increase in dopamine
    release.. a steady
    decrease in
    fuzzy warm
    and soft oxytocin
    human connection
    and reduction in
    trust of Serotonin
    but then the nomad
    of Dopamine increase
    WiLL create iN arT anotHeR
    tOuch oF Love.. and then the
    warm and fuzzies will come
    back and the trust and human
    moving.. connecting.. creating
    fuller feelings but the
    tEar IS A
    stream
    that FiLLs
    the much fuller
    Ocean oF Love aGaiN..
    AS rivers do flow and
    tides
    do ebb
    on Ocean
    shores oF eYes
    oF sorRow and Love..
    and oh God4.. poeTry
    and DancE as WeLL
    as SonG IS A great way
    to work through and process
    oh.. those so.. difficult trials
    and tribulations of hUman EmoTioN
    FReED… and as side benefit.. inteGraTioN
    Of seNses iN MiNd and BoDy
    Balance oF SoUL WiLL come
    Greater2 iN heArt and
    SpiRit ExPRESSinG
    ways.. oh so tRuE..
    noW iN liGht Now
    and dArK oF LiFe..
    NoW mY FrieND..:)

    Shot gun home on river..
    Train tracks a stone throw
    away.. Locomotive shaKing
    Foundation on concrete blocks
    mIles away in whistles oF Loving
    Relatives inside then..
    and then that
    whistle so
    far in the
    distance..
    lost and so
    hard trYing to
    FiNd that soft
    Love connection
    of Youth in Work
    dead soUl.. heArt..
    and SpiRit then.. and
    noW the Whistle once
    aGaiN is HaPPy as i own
    happy.. iT is the servant oF I
    noW
    totAlly
    tRain Whistle
    Free.. mY friend..
    and good forTunes
    to yA as WeLL aLL aBoard..:)

    SMILes.. farewells
    used to scare me
    oh so deeP iN fEar..
    and noW
    all i kNow
    iS Hello
    NoW oN
    as the sea
    iS alWays
    fULL oVe
    REaL
    HELLoS..
    iF oNe says
    HeLLo fiRst..:)

    Ships that pass
    in the life decades
    never meeting.. i tried
    i tried but pretty much
    the only thing my dad told
    me after leaving our family
    when i was three.. mad that
    my mother then wanted to
    raise us more than making
    money.. SO LONG ago.. iS
    boy.. be a man.. perhaps
    the military can make ya one..
    and when our child was going
    into heart surgery.. he said..
    make sure you
    raise him
    like a boy..
    before the
    child died..
    problem was..
    my father never
    lEarned to be a
    man first by being
    a woman.. my friend..
    a lesson lEarned by
    i oF diVine feminine
    Love finAlly setting
    the father in
    the face
    of mirror
    me free from
    reins of Father
    who never sadly
    reAlly became a man
    as A REAL MAN WiLL
    love no matter
    what..
    as Real
    human MEN do..
    without excuses
    for what they are
    afraid they are or
    not themselves..
    Human Nature is
    easy to understand..
    once the real fears do come out
    to play in ways of liGht and dARk..:)

    Love as
    nigh iS die
    never
    forgeTs
    Love..
    LesSon
    leARned
    bY DYinG
    iN liFe.. soon
    enough.. SaVinG Love..:)

    Perhaps.. the saddest
    thing about retirement
    or even children is
    Lovers and
    even friends
    can become
    sibling rivals..
    i suppose humans
    are made to miss the other more
    than count on ever presence.. ah..
    effervescence off miSSinG Love..:)

    And now as side note here..
    A farewell to Love is sadly
    what is expected in some patriarchal
    cultures.. particularly the deep south
    i live in.. that is so dam homophobic..
    if any male even attempts to act
    soft in grace as a REAL
    MAN NOT AFRAID
    OF THE DIVINE
    FEMININE
    OF ANIMA
    but i fight
    that with half
    a ton of kick
    ass strength
    in ballet
    and it gives
    me great pleasure
    to scare the feminine
    back into so called
    macho head men..
    TO gET
    the real
    strength
    of the inner
    anima.. and true..
    it works the same
    dam way in reverse for
    a woman who thinks her
    husband must speak for
    her.. and accompany
    her on every walk..
    as the woman has
    an inner
    animus
    of WiLL
    iN SpiRit..
    W i S d o M
    Strength too..
    if not repressed
    by self or oppressed
    by others in ways of
    culture and or religion..
    trUly.. the patriarchal cultures
    are the place wHere there is the
    most psychological suffering.. wHere
    only half a man or half a woman are allowed
    to exist as one soul.. in this liFe noW..
    that is beyond
    sad as that is
    liVing
    half a liFe
    or half a UniVerse
    aS innEr BeinG beYonD aLLnoW..:)

    And wITh aLL that sAid
    iT’s noW for bed..
    5262016..
    1:33 am..
    be back later..:)

    11:35 AM..
    and now back
    to Unintentional
    Farewells that noW
    are alWays dVerse-
    like potential
    Hellos to mE noW..;)

    Memory dusts photos old
    from Bars of liFe
    third places
    away from
    home.. work
    and yes from school..
    wHere we lean into hug
    each other and find support..
    oh.. the days of third places
    gone in text
    of cold
    but now
    found as arms
    iN Feat oF Dance..
    at Least for me..
    wHere there
    is never
    a stranger
    iN joY.. i.. lost loves..
    lost friends.. lost joys..
    sMiles.. laughs.. and cries..
    alWays potential for new paThs
    neW DreAMs FruiTioNoW jourNey..:)

    SMiLes.. i neVer say
    goodbye.. as i kNow/
    FeeL/SeNse.. thE trUth oF morE
    InFiNiTy iN liGht foreVermorEnoW
    Now.. ALL.. AH.. iS SEE yA LAtER WaY..
    AnD yeS.. i SMiLeS And neVer
    ends a story.. fiNish..
    beGinS alWays
    noW A StARt FoR Art.. DroP oF
    waTerstreAMsRiVerOceaNwHole..:)

    Letting go.. can be so difficult
    until one realizes
    tHere iS
    no letting
    go only reaL
    stayYinG Now..
    WitH but noT WitH
    juSt wordS.. seNses
    FeeLinG DanCinG NoW
    SinGinG liFe WholE
    anD thE Rest SnoWs
    iN Flow unFroZen ZonE..:)

    From the origin of the
    Cycle aLL Of NowonE
    continues thE
    poinT oF
    noW re..
    tUrn iS see ya
    laTer.. BlanKeT
    oF Love all that iS
    one God sAMe.. no separation
    aLL.. ah.. oNE.. Namaste arE wE
    and all of creaTionS oWoNe WitH
    never enDinG SMiLes aT lEasT noW
    whOseeHEarFeeLeYesheReNoWoNe..:)

    sMiLes.. oh.. the
    poor roach.. disGuSTinG
    villain hero who never
    dies @aLL in relative
    human
    terms
    of 300 miLLioN
    years or so and
    his/her giant dragon
    flY brethErensistEren
    wHo sTill
    flY uP
    to SpEEDS
    of 60 or so
    miles an hour..
    oh.. hUmans.. so foCused
    oN.. foRm iNstead oF eVer esSeNce
    oF GoD iN Roach and DragOn Fly FReED..
    speedY spiNy leGs.. WinGs FlYinG hiGher
    thaN hUman cOuch potaToes feeDinG
    wE Long terM liVers..
    aS juSt noW
    anoTHeR sOURce
    oF cocKroach
    wHinE toasT..;)

    Ah.. FeeLinG iN aLL thE wHoles oF
    iMaginAtiOns DreAMs No liMits
    oF wHere aLL thAT iS caN
    Go t0 A next noW
    heLLo oF bYes
    thaT aRe
    neVer tOld..
    wHeReVer neveR
    lAnd iS neveR eNdinG
    storY oF no eXpectaTionS
    noW oF Valley MounTain hiGh
    LoW gRainS oF deSert sAnds WitH
    mEmorY oF BeYond Eternity jUsT noW…:)

    Lovers liVing
    iN air SinG
    sweet refrain
    of Yesternows
    SonG and DancE..:)

    CLocK Of FarEweLL
    hAnds oF noW
    No longeR
    eXisT aS
    i..N0W
    FloWinG
    RiVerSUniVer
    sAL NoW SonG
    aNd DancE As SpiRaL
    InG ForevernowmorE..:)

    “Poetry is a form of literature that uses aesthetic and rhythmic[1][2][3] qualities of language—such as phonaesthetics, sound symbolism, and metre—to evoke meanings in addition to, or in place of, the prosaic ostensible meaning.”

    -from the Wiki Poet Professors..;)

    For the literal minds aT hAnd.. poeTry
    left the scene in farewell of
    long poem
    forM iN
    oRAl tradiTionS..
    We live in a Twitter
    world.. wHere of course
    most everyone lives as
    mechanical cognition
    cogs in machineS
    Of spoon-fed
    instructions from
    birth.. what was/iS once
    dream time iNnateNoW
    iNstinct and iNtuition LanGuaGe
    iN SonG and DanCe too..
    iS noW pAINT by number
    words and steps.. aS most
    aLL other hUman
    symbols aS EX..
    PRESsinG.
    liFe iN
    SpiRiT
    heArT
    soUL
    essence
    of whaT is much
    more than contrived form
    before hand as it were/iS iN liPs
    of cold analytical thoughts that
    do noT FloW iN ZoNe.. i Am
    jUst here to tale ya friEnd
    thaT yoUr poeTry iS more
    poeTry than
    Mr. B uP
    tHere can
    imaGine.. iN
    my oPinIon..
    as what you do
    heRe takes tHeRe noW
    iS iN more than concrete
    pAint by number words
    masquerading as rote
    ways of real liFE mY friEnd..
    and that mY friEnd iS why i’ve
    written thE Technically longest long
    form poem in the history of hUman
    kInd of which my entire blog iS worKing
    noW witH this too.. in the 671st macro
    verse as Micro Verse here of Super Epic
    PoEM FLoWinZonE.. i neVer lisTeN wheN
    the Twitter
    kNats
    sAy
    shuT
    iT doWn
    Fred.. nO.. i ain’T
    averAge.. i’M awEsoMe
    liKe thE God oF aLLthaTis..
    ’cause i can DO no more.. no less
    than whAT
    i Am with zero
    chains of gNat
    bytes under
    moons that
    never feel
    fuLLer Sun
    gloWS oF liVinG noW
    WitH zero chains oF anyThanG..
    Bottom LineS.. Stay AweSome mY
    friEnd.. yoUr poeTry stands ouT
    ’cause you do more
    than Twitter
    kNats..
    WiTh aLL
    due respect
    to iNsects as they
    too are necessary
    for the Balance of
    Law and Order
    wiTh wE
    Free
    i’s too..
    In other words
    ‘that parenthetical
    statement’ ‘uP theRe’
    iS just other words for
    i am too busy and your size
    iS not worth my precious time..
    WeLL.. FriEnd.. not everyone Feels thAT way..
    O B
    V i O
    U S ly..
    ANd soMe oF
    wE arE fiNanciAlly
    iNdepenDent aNd jUSt FLY..;)

    SMiLes.. ha!
    moNey hELd No
    yiELd to mE oF noW
    dreAMs iN SnoWy
    North way foR A
    bigGeR ciTy greateR
    waY oF doLLar biLLs..
    haX2!.. to leave thE
    Paradise of North
    Florida for money dreaMs..
    no fool.. i.. as poor.. LoVes liKe
    A KinG’s Tree oF
    liFE nOW..
    iN ParaDise
    ReaL.. FriEnd.. Viv..;)

    Oh.. Lord..
    80 at 21..
    104 at 47..
    And noW
    16 CloSinG
    DanCinG oN
    @56 on June
    6th.. and no
    wonder i Love
    sixes born then
    on 6660.. hehe..
    but anyway.. HeArt..
    SpiRiT.. and SoUL
    aS InnEr FloW oF ZonE
    iN Force iS essence oF ReaL..
    wheRe Age iS juSt a cLock
    of no real meaning
    for those
    who do sTay
    iN PracTice oF
    GRoWinG heARt..
    SpiRit soUL aS younG
    aT heARt anD i alWays
    tale the ‘scientistS’ when they
    scoff aT mY Zealous acTivE
    beLieF iN thiS.. heY!
    Baby! got
    AN Internet and MOre..
    liNkS thAT proveS
    aLL i Say iN
    hUman
    ForM
    as sUre
    thAt refLects
    too.. thE essence of wHat
    iS tRuLy liGht aS iSRaELwE..:)

    sMiLes.. aS iN
    reaLITy evolved
    sTiLL as such
    humans are usuAlly
    only comfortable in connecting
    to 150 to 200 sets oF eYes aT oNe
    era oF tHeir liFE.. the BlesSinGS
    iN liFe are to connect
    to as many Loves
    as possible..
    i for one
    FeeL.. so
    oF course
    see ya laters..
    are necessary..
    but i never say
    goodbye as i aLways
    beliEve in more.. jUst
    ’cause i can.. and oh what
    a gift the Hello of Can iS
    mY
    Friend
    when REAL..:)

    Interestingly.. some folks think in almost
    only verbal ways.. and others navigate
    the world in movie like visual world..
    and ha!.. 11 million words only
    precipitated as i.. per
    loss of effective
    sight and hearing
    in pain disorder
    starting iN November
    of 2010.. before that iS
    almost no writing for me..
    and truly my visual memory
    is so deep that i can play all
    the siGhts.. and additionally
    sounds.. and other senses
    of encounters with
    others in full
    cinema
    mind and
    body balance
    way.. and i can
    even feel the hug
    of a couple everywhere
    i go.. as iF iT were they hugging
    i.. i suppose that is why i have
    never said goodbye.. with nowsOme
    as i wish there were a way i could..
    but i guess that is why i’Ve lEarned
    to Love aLL thE dARk anD liGht
    sAMe… as for me at lEAst
    theRe is no farewells
    inside oF
    i.. and that
    mY friEnd.. perhaps
    explains wHere the
    11 million words plus
    now come from.. a River
    that finally escaped out of
    dam
    of Inner
    liFe.. oH thE
    StreAM.. Oh tHe
    River seT Free ouTside
    as oCean wHolD skEyes..
    trUly
    whaT a relief
    to FeeL that i am
    not the only one stuck
    in this prometheus/FrankenStein
    bRain
    noW..
    my FriEnd..
    aS ReALLy
    FinaLLy LiVinG
    FReED.. iN
    noW froM
    bonDaGE
    inSide..
    never
    ending..
    noWoutErE-scAPinG..:)

    For me at least..
    a life of Beta brain
    wave being of solve
    this problem now now
    now.. of course most all
    work related as rat race then..
    but now i find
    retired with
    no more
    rat race
    worries..
    the creativity
    fLows freer close
    to alpha.. and even
    theta waves of MiNd iN
    FloW ZoNe noW.. i suppose
    tHeir IS A Science of Creativity
    but of course a 1 step to 5 step
    or whatever old crusty formula
    WiLL noT work for no repeatable
    HearT for mE at LEast FReED
    FloW moVinG LeTTiNG
    aLL the Tension iN
    mY body go..
    iN EmoTioNal
    REgulation and
    Sensory Integration
    was the answer but
    so hard iT was for me
    to raise my arms to the
    sky as a man in the homophobic
    red state south.. but that is history..
    now is free.. i can ballet and martial
    arts all i like.. as the tire of wheel is FULL
    tRead re-tired aGain.. anyWay.. yOur wordS noW
    inpiRed aLL oF thiS.. so.. thank you FrIEnd..:)

    Oh goodness.. thiS noW
    reminds me of supervising
    a crew of lifeguards as Athletic
    Director of a Military Installation..
    i didn’t go into that line of work
    for potential liFE or Death
    situations i miGht be
    responsible
    for..
    but that
    does come
    wITh experience
    i guess.. and so much
    harder when you are
    actually drowning in
    whatever may come in LiFe..:)

    SMiles.. i never truly
    became a friend
    until i became
    a friend
    of me..
    and truly
    i FeeL we muSt
    all lEarn to bE
    our own
    mothers..
    fathers..
    sisters
    and
    brothers
    too.. as everyone
    needs this assistance..:)

    It’s truly a sad statement
    of humanity when we are
    taught to feel shame for
    what hurts us.. or for
    who we are..
    and i suppose
    thaT is why i find
    God aLLonE inside
    uS and noW buT alone
    never in buildings or books
    that support human hurt noW
    iN any hUman way oF FReED..:)

    2:30 pm
    @5262016..
    ends the dVerse
    poEtry for tHis
    “BeYonD fence oF liGht”
    671st Verse oF the Longest
    Long Poem Form Poem Eva..
    hmm.. Holy and Sacred
    R and R duties ahead
    for i FReED as
    usUAl..
    bE
    bacK
    laTEr
    as promised
    sAMe aS AlWays..;)

  13. So.. back to the gym.. and i am
    warming up then with.. yEs.. not
    unlike my Fredbun and Fredku style
    of Japanese Haibun and Haiku poetry
    yes.. i am doing
    FreDfu.. my own
    style of KunGfu
    and truly both
    are getting in touch
    with the Force.. the Ki..
    the Chi.. the Qi.. the Dao..
    the UniVerSal Interconnecting
    Interdependent relationship of
    all thaT is that the A. Indians named
    as the Great Spirit but in their own
    form of language of course.. bottom
    line.. without the essence of God fELt..
    LiVed.. experienced whole.. one is more
    separated from God than oNE sAME wHOlE..
    and to bE crystal clear when i say FreDfu that does
    not mean Fred FucK You.. in Layman’s termS noW
    seriouSly it means Fred iF yoU sEEK
    and there is the inG part for iN God
    one and sAMe but seriouSly2 iT could
    mean Infinite concrete and figurative
    metaphors and Force of letters.. words
    and any other symbols.. either seen.. felt
    heard.. and all other hUman poTenTiaLs
    in EmoTioNs and Senses of the beYond
    oF juSt a three letter word
    to chain God..
    oh GOD so
    Tribal
    Instinct owned..
    true.. it’s not easy to
    get so much wisdom in
    liFE and or be Jesus ’cause
    other folks ain’t caught uP yET
    to the larger views of TrUth and liGht
    and in general not to be proud and just
    be literal.. they are still in nursery school oF
    God yet to be weaned from chains of cave men and
    women holding
    God back
    iN them..
    in PRiSon
    of HuMans
    whether Free
    wHolE oNe and SamE
    wIth and as pArt of God
    integral.. yes.. holy whole
    and sacred aLL thAt iS noW
    as God NatUre trUe are wE
    who SinG and Dance Free a
    DancE and SonG WitH and
    as God Holy wHole liKe KaTs
    do in the hunt of liFE FReED..
    So to come UniVerSal circle
    noW here.. oh so.. FReED iN
    FreDbun FredKu.. and
    FreDfu style of BeinG
    oNe WitH God..
    back to the
    gym..

    where a rather
    large young man
    comes uP to me after
    i have been warming uP
    with FredFu.. and the thing
    iS.. the Interconnecting Interdependent
    relationship oF all that iS Aka knoWn as God
    teaches mE everyaLL i do through the InnateNoW
    Instinct and Intuition gifted through existence oF
    God IN uS iN the never ending story cycle of the
    end and beginning.. start and finish alWays noW
    and never ending.. beginning.. starting or finishing
    as alWays iS noW
    noW aLL onE
    home
    ALLONE
    FOR ALL WHO
    EXIST NOW IN
    ALL WAYS THAT
    MOVES.. CONNECTS..
    AND CO-CREATES AS WITH
    GOD SamE noW.. yes.. even
    online in abstract constructs that
    are human symbols to approximatE noW
    the essence oF aLL tHat iS too.. but
    yes.. approximation as words are only
    signs and guideposts to the essence of
    what iS not only kNoWn in terms of
    abstract concepts and symbols..
    but also felt and sensed from
    head to toe.. and beyond
    generated as energy
    of Chi/Ki/Dao/Qi..
    yes etc.. etc..
    HOLY SPIRIT..
    KUNDALINI RISING
    AND SHINING EVERYWHERE now
    YA GO AND SUCH AS THAT ALL THATiS..
    NOW.. JUST FucKinG yes iF yoU seeK iN
    God
    now
    juSt i Say
    juStiCe Now..
    okay.. WeLL here’s
    the thing about the Aikido that
    the rather large young man suggested
    i was doing in preparation for a fight of LiFe..
    Hell no.. i ain’t gettin’ in no fiGhts.. i’ll just tale
    the drunk young dudes at the bar.. when they intimate noW
    in body language they wanna challenge me.. here noW my
    friend.. see this dude in the video leg pressing a half
    a ton 14 reps.. now 30 reps.. in way of YouTuBe
    video of parallel leg press machine.. slowly
    surely with his arms raised in the air..
    with 88 seconds of the 14 reps..
    in YouTube way and yA
    can come to
    the NAVY
    STATION AND
    WATCH ME DO iT
    NOW FOR MORE THAN
    3 MINUTES.. WHOLE LIKE
    ONE OF THOSE DANCING
    SONGS ON THE SEVILLE
    SCREEN NOW.. JUST
    IMAGINE THIS..
    BRUCE LEE
    WITH THE STRENGTH
    OF THAT.. GET MY DRIFT
    YOUNG BUCK FRIEND.. AND
    that is the end of that as they scurry
    away.. with soMe wonder of who the fuck
    i really am noW.. as obviously ya don’t
    do that at the Military Gym full of Molly
    drugs that let ya float across the dance
    floor in Tai Chi-like butterfly moves.. heHe..
    Presence.. harmony.. creativity.. iN
    moving.. connecting.. and creating
    sAMe.. many more metaphors for the
    Chi of martial arts.. but Aikido was
    developed moreover as spiritual
    moving mediation exercises to
    develop Utopia and or Heaven
    on eARth.. unfortunately
    that pArt of Jesus’
    message and
    even Buddha
    iF it existed at all
    is left out and all there
    is is sitting still meditation
    or prayer.. basically more or less
    cognitive behavioral therapy for putting
    the good words out.. and eliminating stress
    and worry.. problem is.. sitting still is one of the
    most ill ways of being sTiLL.. as even science now shows
    that sitting still for long periods of time is equal to smoking
    a pack of F in cigarettes A day.. we primates from our free Loving
    rarely aggressive or violent free sex loving Bi-Primate Bonobos..noW
    are noT evolved to fight.. FucK no.. we are evolved to cooperate
    in touchy FeeLY.. MoVinG.. coNnecTaRinG.. CreaTinG ways for the
    successful hunt and gather of liFe in foraging for species
    other than killing our FucKinG self off GOD in violent
    warring head hunter stupid ass ways out of BaLanCinG
    with the holy wHole of Nature too.. TaKInG more
    from God than GiVing TO God.. DUH.. F iN COMMON
    SENSE DICTATES.. F in Share and GiVe..Now
    aWay FROM insane
    F iN
    interpretations
    of voice in caves..
    and such as that..
    per people.. psychopathic
    clergy/political leaning folks with
    little feelings for their neighborS noW
    in the Golden Rule of Jesus and Buddha..
    TaKinG away the freedoms of Rock and
    Roll and Sex too.. but honestly when
    ya find the Chi.. Drugs are Now
    child’s play
    after
    the free
    adult all natural
    Force of God iS NoW
    assessed in all FeeLinG
    greAT and healing wayS noW
    and yes.. if necessary as defense
    to kick psychopathic leaning harming
    folks ass.. and yes.. although my feet
    are not registered as deadly weapons with
    law enforcement.. there is no doubt i could
    kill a person easily with one swift FredFu kick
    so no.. i will never get in a fight as i for one
    ain’t gonna risk manslaughter FredFu
    charges.. for kicking someone
    yards away.. them hitting
    their head on a bar
    stool.. and
    dying and
    such as that..
    i’ll just show ’em the
    video.. that way they will
    see the imaginary potential
    consequence first before any
    potential action from me is necessary
    to resolve the issue of any aggression
    and violence from them toward me
    in self defense ways.. no..
    i do not spar with
    flesh,, i spar with
    metal.. and my kicks
    always come fractions
    oF inches away from metal
    as metal will potentially hurt
    my toes.. so the discipline of practice
    of the monkey never falling out of the tree
    or hawk falling out of the sky is built in as
    practice as all those consequences hurt..
    and fighting and any contact sport
    that is trauma to the human
    body is just plain
    FucKinG stupid..
    AS IT INJURES YA
    MORTAL BODY.. AND IN
    A F iN Civilized world where
    thugs are now hooked up fingeRing
    oN cell phones.. seriously.. if yA
    walk like a Lion and look strong
    as a LiOn.. and hehe.. wear Kool
    Secret Service Shades like me.. with
    the nuance of a potential hidden weapon
    here or there.. the possibility of anyone F iN
    with ya.. even iF they are drunk.. is rare to
    close to nihl.. particularly if the other party
    is sober as such with due prudence
    to stay away from death and
    seriouSly bodiLy inJury..
    bottom line is free flow
    iN zOne DancE SonG..
    PoeTry and Martial
    arts sAME allows one
    the nirvana oF heaven now
    F E A R L E S F L O W N O W
    as ONE wiTh God.. so whenever
    someone looks at me with a WTF
    look.. i am alWays available to explain
    all of thiS iN words to them in EnliGhteNinG
    AwaKeninG-liKe speed.. or jUst give the folks
    who are over 18 a quick google search on the
    simple term ‘Katie Mia’ that anywhere in the
    world BRinGs my SpiRtuaL FULLuST TEACHINGS
    TO THE TOP.. and yes.. i alWAYS WARN THEM..
    particularly the dudes.. that no.. you probably
    do not wanna click on them restricted
    links as baby.. seNsual
    Intelligence
    IS Also
    a huge hUmaN
    iNtelligenTce thaT
    not many folks touch
    iN liFE aS ways of Apollo..
    Heracles.. Eros.. Michelangelo..
    KinG David and sucH As that aLive
    iN flesh as we WiLL RocK and RoLL
    ya to thE bONe of hUman liFE oNe With
    GoD aLive wHere aLL iS thAT iS exPreSsinG
    ART as sAME.. SpiRit FloW iN zONe aS
    MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
    soUL noW.. as lifelong
    practice iN hUman
    potenTial as
    and WiTh
    GoDarTnoWaLWaySaLiVE..
    Oh and ps.. oh god yes..
    almost forgot.. back to the
    other pARt of the story
    at the military gym
    with the young
    muscular
    black military
    dude who was inspired
    by my fierce style of working
    out with Gorilla Growl intensity
    and such as that.. i also told that
    young man.. back in the early 80’s or
    so when.. all there was were a few Universal
    weight machines.. a bar here a plate there.. a
    chin-up bar and such as that.. there is a 30
    something Marine Captain dude that gets under
    somewhere around 200LBS on a Bench
    Press machine and says.. oh God
    i’m 30 now and this is Getting
    so F in hard to do.. and then
    i say.. please if you hear
    any old dudes saying
    that.. don’t
    believe ’em
    it is not true..
    in fact.. you can
    look up Jack LaLanne
    on Google and it will tale
    ya all about him in his 60’s towing
    in swim 60 or so boats behind him
    in rope way across a long wide bay..
    and that dude kept pumping iron
    to age 96.. and only
    a bad case
    of
    pneumonia
    brought him
    to demise..
    and that’s the thing..
    Jesus can you imagine
    how old my cat Arthur was
    at 20 years old in cat years..
    when he could still traverse
    the neighborhood in stern
    alpha cat way..
    that’s the problem
    with modern society..
    sit on your butt
    and eat
    an ice
    cream and yes..
    i have been guilty
    of doing just that when
    my first Love told me you
    are not gonna work out my
    Loving whipped boy
    friend.. you
    will spend
    ALL YOUR
    TIME WITH ME..
    until she broke up
    with me.. i started working
    out again and i said to myself
    Jesus.. Heaven again.. i can finally
    F iN focus in class and do not feel
    like i am swimming in mud mind
    all foggy as such..
    ugh.. exercise
    as science shows
    in one hour fashion
    before an IQ test is proven
    to raise scores around 10 points
    or so.. and Jesus F iN Christ aGain
    that goes to show that hUman potential
    is much more in thInking ways than
    just F iN head deep.. as Lord
    knows for decades i wasn’t
    even comfortable raising
    my hand up to
    wave at someone
    simply as the arm
    swayed little at all
    straight down.. and the
    fingers were most always
    attached to a pencil sloppily
    taking notes in egg head speed..
    And in college in Sociology class
    and the study of aging the outlook
    was bleak with folks my age.. doing
    therapy in warm health pools all pasty
    white and grey haired as such.. flabby
    here and there.. with skin hanging down
    off arms.. but ha.. they did not know
    the secret of either Jack LaLanne
    or Arthur Brown tabby cat.. who
    by the way looked almost
    just like
    the Democratic
    Cat in my Candidate
    ANN channel for debate
    on my dance shirt tonight..
    yes the secret is simple.. move..
    connect and create from birth to dust..
    never ever stop.. and become a vegetable
    or robot walking dude as i used to be too..
    Flow.. don’t be a mechanical angular sidewalk
    dude or dudette.. move like the UniVerse and
    all stuff in Nature away from human
    sidewalk hells do.. iN Golden
    Spiral iN ZonE fLy oF spiral
    either around the Sun or core
    of God iN uS.. as God moves
    more like sexy sixes and
    nines.. than angular
    so-called
    God number
    7 for G..
    yes God iS
    more like F iN 6
    or i oF Nine foR All
    oF liFe Free asOnE..:)

  14. And here is a couple more Facebook memories
    of the totality of this 3 Million Word plus
    play.. scores of thousands of photos..
    thousands of videos.. links to
    other places iN the
    unabridged human
    table of contents
    bible named
    Google so
    far..
    in E-Land
    here.. one
    of a year ago..
    and one of nearly
    the beginning of all
    the poeTic reaLITy
    in DancE and SonG
    that does comprise
    aLL online oF the
    ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’..
    aka ‘KaTiE MiA FredericK!iI
    on word press and KATiE MiA
    FredericK! as a blogger blog
    by that same general
    Pen Name
    aka
    juST
    plAiN
    FREd..
    and with that
    said here is that
    memory verbatim iN
    text from three years
    ago to date too.. NoW..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/05/26/prayer-of-a-heart-bench/

    Postscript:

    A Devil’s Advocate

    Can Be a Friend

    While the Devil may be Found

    In DeTails

    The Easter is in the Eggs

    D’eviled Eggs

    Can be

    DeLightFul

    ..:):..

    Even Without Friends

    One can Play with Words

    ..:)

    And now i say..
    at the end of this
    new post.. more fun
    dance photos coming
    after midnight.. yes
    around the 3 am wee
    hour of Friday morning..
    after my 112th Dance Week
    Thursday NiGht celebration
    wITh aLL the Kool College
    age Folks at Good Old
    Seville Quarter..
    one of the top
    100 Bars
    to dance
    in yes..
    the memorable
    Good Old U.S. oF A..:)

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