Desert i’LL Change

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If i am ‘ever’ stuck on a desert Isle.. cast away.. i will write something new and refreshing in the sand each day.. several times.. and perhaps hours on end.. with a stick.. since lead on stick never runs out with ink as sand.. as pencil or pen.. but if there is no stick and or ink as sand.. available.. i might read my “The Pocket Rumi”.. book.. of Wisdom Poetry.. smiles.. or who knows.. feels.. Just imagining.. dreaming.. and creating my way off the Island by trying something new that no other

Island Outcast ever thinks.. feels.. or dreams of.. with human imagination and creativity.. in fact and moreover feeling.. that IS precisely what i already do.. smiles again.. and if absolutely none of that works.. i will just dance.. drink cocoNut milk.. as a forAger.. once again.. as usual.. like now.. in simple human bliss.. as God is the best dance partner of all.. with or without other friends.. who like to dance.. and live as well.. and my dance will change and never stay the same.. from now to now..

True Human

Bliss…

Outcasts Dance
Island Castaway Dreams
Alive with GOD

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44 Responses to Desert i’LL Change

  1. ‘Waiting For The Miracle To Come’

    ^^^

    Oh.. wise friend Rafiah..
    yes.. to make LOVE is GOD’s Love
    in all ways creativity comes.. from the young
    husband and wife’s passionate act.. and most
    importantly after THAT.. the mother’s embrace of child..
    and even more importantly discerning the garbage IN noise
    of culture and freeing oneself to create and share
    more with all those who surround one..
    in an ever growing synergy
    concert creating LOVE..

    So yeah.. your blog.. my life..
    your life.. and that of all others.. SHARING..
    MOVING.. CONNECTING.. CREATING..
    and even the keys upon which i..
    you AND others type..
    in digital new age
    way hive world
    communicating
    one and same..
    ARE ALL
    Love AS GOD..

    Most importantly..
    expresSing.. shaRing..
    maKing MORE creatiOn acTiviTy
    as GOD’s Love manifesting human
    being MIRACLE TRUeNOW..

    AND that is
    YoU.. a miracle too..
    my friend Rafiah.. moving.. connecting..
    and creating around the globe in human hive way..
    and i’m sure one day.. you will be hugging a child
    from your husband
    and you.. too..

    And
    creating
    a NEW Child of God’s
    Love in that timeless
    ageless human way..
    aS..well..smiles..
    Love..moves..connects..creates..sMiles..:)

  2. From Rafiah’s
    Facebook Page..

    ^^^

    Yes.. Friend Rafiah..
    Moving scenes..
    connections of human beings
    appreciating each other and beautiful Nature
    THis.. God’s way.. country across iNfiniTy always now..
    SMiles..yes.. Utopia.. those who God IS EyEs
    EaRs Sees Hears Feels. NoW
    ALLThatISNow..
    As LOVE GoD NOW

  3. PubTalk – Desert Island Poetry

    ^^^

    Ha..! i frolicK..! do NOT really
    dance.. or do poetry.. from
    a science point of view..
    i WiLL Love
    to see you
    frolick
    Victoria..
    there is
    no frolic
    i do not
    LOVE..
    sMiLES
    expeciAlly
    whEn frolic
    begiNsK..:)

  4. ^^^

    Yes.. oh my GOD yes.. #neverages Wife Katrina at age 45 does not look a day over young thang ever.. and on top of that with no makeup or even lipstick.. she could be a cover girl any day of the week.. straight out of bed in the morning.. i mean seriously.. that’s precisely HOW she looks like when she gets up in the morning.. KATRINA GORGEOUS ALL THE TIME YES #KATRINAGORGEOUS ALL THE TIME.. SMILES..:)

    THIS! DESERVES A BLOG POST.. WrITE..;)

    With photos of her 15 years ago.. and me too.. THAT could be fun.. smiles again.. PROOF OF THE AGE OF ADALINE.. WHO IS ALSO identified as age 45 in that movie.. but haha.. this is the real deal.. and that girl in that movie looks much older than Katrina now.. for sure.. smiles again..

    Anyway for now.. i think I will make Katrina my science and ART project and figure AND INTUIT.. this fountain of youth thingy out and share IT WitH others too.. cause yeah.. IT WORKS.. it works… it works.. and honestly.. i feel stronger.. and happier than i ever have in my life.. regardless of how i look on the outside.. there is no age inside of me.. at all.. except now.. vital.. and energetic.. with constant peace of bliss too.. want some.. i could help if people only really listen and try stuff like moving connecting and creating.. the FORCE LIVES WITHIN.. US.. #YODA..;)

  5. ^^^

    Well.. a couple of weeks ago.. i visit my friend Cortney at the mall.. and i tell her friend that Katrina never ages.. and Cortney’s co-worker tells us Katrina at most doesn’t look a day over age 30.. well this photo is taken 15 years ago.. when Katrina is age 30.. and me at age 40.. and honestly in that picture i feel very fat at around 205 LBS.. as compared to now.. at 230LBS feeling light as a feather more agile and stronger than at any time of my life.. i believe in human potential and there is both science and art to it.. and through the science of epigenetics science already shows that human beings.. who challenge themselves to environmental change do adapt and increase their potential by unlocking their sometimes hidden genetic potential.. of inherent DNA that when never used stays dormant..

    And it might as well never ever even be alive.. if not used.. as potential.. there are many types of human intelligences that go well beyond the cultural invention of standard IQ.. and one of those human intelligences.. as discussed by the real historical philosopher known today as Jesus.. by reports and accounts of his real human life that exists.. then.. speaks to the human intelligence of living in heaven now always.. it’s a real deal.. NOW…… NOW.. NOW…… NOW…:)

  6. ^^^

    And yes.. T-shirt of the day with biggest grinning kitten face says.. You GOTTA BE KITTEN ME.. and no.. per reference of the two Facebook profile status photo thingies.. i am alive serious.. about the REAL FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH IN THE HEAVEN OF NOW.. AND ALL THE OTHER CROSS CULTURAL METAPHORS FOR THAT RANGING FROM NIRVANA TO BLISS.. SMILES AGAIN.. AND AGAIN.. ALWAYS NOW..smile emoticon!

  7. ^^^

    Hi.. Rafiah.. the two on the left are me and my sister.. and the two on the right are my sister and i.. my sister is also diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum in middle age with Asperger’s Syndrome.. as elaborated somewhat in my next comment.. that is our Senior Picture in high school.. me at 17 years old.. all blonde from walking the beautiful beaches.. all Summer Warm..

    and all focused and fresh faced.. hopefully.. sMiles.. ready for life.. if i knew all of what IS coming then.. i will be frigging shaking to the ground.. but fortunately one now at a time.. some nows that last for heaven and some nows that last for hell… but it is all heaven now dear.. and that is the blessing from GOD.. i receive for never giving up.. when all is lost.. as lost can be.. smiles.. precious friend..:)

    Well.. one thing so nice about having a Mother who is still alive.. is visiting.. memories both in words of mother and all the artifacts and feelings of NOWS before.. and nows again… two children born on the Autism Spectrum.. truly a world to navigate and yes.. a very challenging Desert Isle this is to be.. FOR US.. 53 years for me to figure this Desert Isle out.. and i am not ashamed to clearly say..

    i FEEL THE MEANING OF LIFE.. NOW AT 55.. IN MOVING CONNECTING AND CREATING ALWAYS NOW.. it is always NOW THAT simple.. and those who live pass that FEEL OF LIVE WEATHER PAST OR PRESENT.. STORM LIFE.. RATHER THAN LIVING IN CALM CENTER BLISS ALWAYS NOW..

    i am a perfect storm.. of LOVE.. in practice.. not bragging.. i cannot tale a lie.. i am born THAT way.. i can only tale the truth in metaphors.. as well.. as reality.. is so much stranger than any fiction IN A BOOK.. but SOMETIMES TV shows PRESENT perfect metaphors as well in practice of Loving LIFE.. and while most people will scoff at the simplicity of the old TV show ‘Gilligan’s Isle’..

    Writers of that show are truly just one more example of modern age creative philosophers/prophets… but it takes GOD’s eYes and EaRs of the creative KiND to know this AND FEEL IT.. THE GOD MANiFEST in human ways OF LOVING LIFE ALwAYs NOW.. MOVING.. CONNECTING.. CREATInG OnE iN SaMe..:)

    Hi friend Himali Shah.. so nice to see you here this morning.. and my mother is truly behind all of who i am today.. the best thing of all about my mother is she always loves me no matter what.. in God’s way of Unconditional TOUGH AND PASSIONATE LOVE.. at the lowest lows and highest highs.. never expressing any limitations or expectations of me.. to allow me to be free.. yes.. she creates a storm of Love.. so she is mother of A Fred Hurricane of Love.. as she is Love.. and Love makes Love.. as you Love as WELL..my friend HiMaLi..:)

    So i guess it’s time for another storm alert.. when Hurricane Katrina is coming in the gulf with a massive eye almost as big as my Santa Rosa County in the State of Florida.. tHIS music comes on.. the weather channel.. and truly plays to the awesome power of Nature when GOD becomes fury.. and i apply that metaphor to my life.. in music like this.. and it takes me higher and higher to my mission of life AS LOVE.. yes.. THE SAME TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL PASSIONATE LOVE OF MY MOTHER AND GOD AKA Hi’M..Hi AM..:)

  8. wHims beauty..
    fall.. spring.. steps
    Nature’s breath
    heAr beats
    Love
    Art
    ALive..
    eYes sinGinG
    HeArt’s liGht..

    SpiRit RiSing
    soUls US
    NaTurETrue..:)

    Oh.. Zee.. human addictions.. truly.. mostly.. replacement
    for Love.. a heart never filled by parent
    or lost through abuses of
    social acceptance
    and reality of
    life grown
    cold
    in machine
    brain ways..
    A Mother’s
    Love.. a childhood
    embrace.. a laugh..
    a smile.. these warm
    and fuzzies grow
    frolic of human life
    instead of away
    to death
    in life..
    a play is a dance
    of life without alcohol
    or other drugs of course
    and freedom is dancing
    naked with GOD
    with none
    of that..
    but
    sadly
    a drink instead..
    is an approach
    but an
    escape
    from
    ALL
    THAT IS…

    If i have dimes for
    all the alcohol stupors
    who ask me what i am
    on when i dance at the
    Rave Club.. i will be
    rich.. but yes.. i am
    rich when i
    dance
    WITH GOD..
    sMiLES..

    GOD’s Dance
    ALive from
    Death’s Dance..:)

    Smiles
    friend..
    Zee..
    You are
    always welcome..
    All in the day of
    a Life of Loving Friends
    with the Unconditional Passionate
    and Tough Love that is GODLOVE..:)

    So what if i tale you i AM Superman..
    let’s just say hashtag
    #iAMSuperman..
    will you believe
    me if i evidence
    the fact that i can
    leg press 930LBS
    25 times with arms raised
    to sky on parallel leg press machine
    in this YouTube Video of evidence above
    last February when it is only 14 reps.. how
    about when i get to 50 or 100 reps or what
    about if i press an airplane.. no probably not..
    as i will do it with human strength.. GOD GIVEN
    ALL INNATE.. INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE..
    THIS HIGER POWER OF GOD WITHIN IS..
    GOD IS NATURE ALL THAT IS NOW..
    same stuff.. once again.. as i tale the
    truth that Jesus is just another
    #iAMSuperman2.. as well..
    WeLL.. feats of strength
    do not impress some
    folks and science
    abstracts can
    be AWFUL
    BORING SO
    WHAT IF i write
    a single blog
    post in epic free
    verse poetry style
    that is close to 26K
    words long.. including
    comments in poetic
    style response as
    well.. along with
    another 14.3K and
    14.7K effort
    as linked
    here..

    Matchbox Catches Fire

    TSunami of LOVE

    LOVE sMiLES

    4000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

    Well.. some folks don’t
    like poetry or writing very
    much.. they are more into
    flesh and blood feats of
    human connection..
    so what if i prove
    to you in
    documented
    science way of
    Nike GPS Sports
    watch and numerous
    photos and videos
    almost too
    many to
    count
    with the
    ‘normal’ human
    eyes.. that i dance
    walk over 4000 miles
    now in just 2 years
    everywhere i go in
    public.. to spread
    a message of
    freedom
    in human
    mind and
    body balance..
    okay.. so maybe
    that’s not thrilling enough
    particularly with psychopathic
    leaning minds among men.. who
    just wanna meet pretty women and
    that’s about it.. of course with money
    and power.. well.. okay how about if
    i show all you ‘big men’ out there..
    400 or so women and photos
    of me grinning ear to ear
    with them.. as i bring
    a muse of frolicKiNG
    dance with them..
    will that be enough..
    probably not.. as truth
    is.. today’s world is too
    ‘small still’..
    to see a REAL
    #iAMSuperman
    come TO LIFE
    AGAIN..
    AND MY CHALLENGE
    FOR THOSE OF YOU who
    CAN SEE AND HEAR
    ME NOW.. IS TO
    DEVELOP GOD’S
    EYES AND EARS IN
    MIND AND BODY
    BALANCE AND
    JUST GO OUT AND
    DO IT.. YES.. JUST DO IT..
    BE SUPERMAN3.. AND OR
    SUPERWOMAN2.. NOW..
    YES.. JUST DO
    IT.. IF YOU
    ARE BRAVE
    ENOUGH
    AND FREE
    ENOUGH
    TO YES..
    JUST DO IT..
    trust me the reward
    is eternAllY now.. no strings
    attached.. just GOD’s Love
    as all PassiOnately tOUgH
    UnconditTionAlly liVing aS YOUONe..:)

    GOD’s muse of dance

    666 Months of Dance

    LET’S JUST SAY I AM THE OLD STONE
    STATUE ON THAT ALBUM COVER.. NOW
    FORECAST BY SOME BOY Beatles..
    ON PSYCHEDELIC DRUGS
    MOVING TO A REALM
    WHERE ONLY
    TRUE
    SUPERMEN
    AND WOMEN
    FLY INSIDE now
    WITH GOD’S now
    HIGHER POWER NOW
    OF ART.. AND NOT JUST
    FRIGGING ROBOT SCIENCE
    MIND ALONE.. i LEARN MY GOD
    LESsON WeLL.. AND I SHARE IT ALL..
    in SMiLES of LOVE.. ONCE AGAIN NOW..:)

    PS.. as in the prophecy of King David where
    he promises to celebrate GOD in more ‘vile ways..
    than dancing almost naked in front of servant girls..
    WHAT IF.. I SPEND LITERALLY THOUSANDS OF PHOTOS OF
    EFFORTS DOING JUST THAT IN ALL LEGAL AND TENDER
    ADULT RESTRICTED WAY OF GOOGLE BLOGGER
    DOING IT ALL IN THE RAW IN A highly
    stimulating and sure as some
    folks will likely suggest
    VILE BABY VILE BUT
    YES FREE BABY
    FREE AS
    GOD AND
    JESUS IS
    NOT NEUTERED
    AND NEITHER IS
    #iAMSuperman
    either.. and
    yes it also
    fulfills the
    prophecy of the
    real man Jesus himself
    in the Gnostic Gospels
    of Jesus.. in verse
    37 of the Gospel of
    Thomas as quoted
    and linked here:

    http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

    “37) His disciples said to him,
    “When will you be visible to us,
    and when shall we behold you?”
    He said, “When you strip
    naked without
    being ashamed,
    and
    take your
    garments and put them
    under your feet like little
    children and tread upon them,
    then you will see the child of the
    Living, and you will not be afraid.”

    So yeah.. i am challenging
    the world to just do it too..
    not necessarily the naked part..
    as Jesus the man demands but
    yeah.. like the video above
    for the benefit of Mr. Kite..
    just another metaphor for
    someone LIKE
    Jesus
    for those
    of us
    in the Know
    AND FEEL OF REAL
    GOD’S EYES AND EARS
    AND WE CAN JUST
    CALL THIS
    BISHOP’S
    GATE
    AT
    ONE..;)

    And will
    anyone
    listen..
    few..
    but
    that’s how one
    or two or three
    or more.. or
    perhaps 144k
    JUST
    do it
    as
    a
    THIEF IN
    THE NIgHT..
    AS THE
    SIGNATURE
    OF PROPHECIES
    ALWAYS COME FIRST
    WHETHER ON GILLIGAN’S
    ISLAND OR A BIG BLACK
    BOOK or even a
    F*KiNG yes
    FUnKiNG Rap
    VIDEO..
    FOR THOSE
    WHO HEAR AND
    SEE IT.. with
    GOD’s eYes
    and Ears..
    AND YES FOR
    SO MANY TIMES..
    AS i and NIKE
    say just DO IT..
    INSTEAD OF
    READING
    JOHN
    3:16.
    AND PUTTING
    THE BOOK
    Down..
    AND GOING
    BACK TO SLEEP
    IN DEATH OF LIFE…
    AND FOR THOSE OF YOU
    TRULY IN THE KNOW AND FEEL
    OF ‘STUFF’.. YES.. YOU WILL HEAR
    AND SEE THIS AS A STORM
    ALERT2.. and no this
    is no joke.. this
    is the
    real
    DEAL..

    Questions.. anyone…
    probably not..
    and ‘we’ CAN..
    cAll
    that
    pArt of
    a prophecy
    too if one
    liKes..
    OR A JOKE..
    yOur WiLL
    and never
    ever
    miNe
    alone..
    IT goes
    DOWN AND
    UP INSIDE
    AND OUTSIDE
    ALL AROUND
    ALLONEnOW..:)

  9. Poetics: Ch-ch-changes

    ^^^

    Great..! Prompt! Kanzensakura.. Change.. is always Now my most favorite topic of ALL to flow with IT IS Life for me.. NoW.. thanks.. and off to take my wife to a Doctor’s appointment ..will be back to read and comment on all.. as usual.. sMiLEs..:)

  10. Honestly Fred.. I fail to see how this has anything to do with the prompt at all… Of course it would be a change to be stranded on an island with a pocket Rumi.. but that you wrote yesterday in the comment section.. Have you read the prompt before writing this?

    • Honestly Bjorn.. Kanzensakura posted the prompt on her site on September 13th.. and i think deeply and FEEL about it and am further inspired by Monday’s Poet’s pub to do just this.. and please don’t suggest that being on an Island without any tools and using what is available above and beyond what anyone else will do as metaphor is not change.. because it is the greaTEST CHANGE of all that humans have been doing since the walk out of a cave.. smiles…:)

      • kanzensakura says:

        I am glad you do enjoy this prompt. I felt with the dance and such, you would. But please, condense this post to 24 lines or fewer or 200 words or fewer. There is so much going on here and yes, the prompt yesterday was about a desert isle and yes, that is a change. Today, we are talking about change – change in your life circumstance, the seasons, job, health, etc. Not about a hypothetical change. Please resubmit this and cut it down to the requested length. This is not an open link activity.

        • Kanzensakua.. This post is 24 lines long and is 196 words long.. both measured by word press and my eyes friend.. and it is about the greatest of human changes as linked above.. and now you guys honestly are getting transparent.. smiles.. do as you like.. i am running late to my wife’s doctors appt. now.. regardless i will be back to comment and read on all.. i am not here for likes or approval.. smiles.. but yes.. i followed the the rules i have been given to the fine dotted line.. there is no getting around that this time friend.. smiles..;)

          • kanzensakura says:

            Like I said, with all the extra stuff you have added, it is hard to tell the actual post from all the other additions. if you want your poem to stand out from all the rest of the stuff, please get rid of all the other additions so we can tell the actual poem.

  11. kanzensakura says:

    What part of this is your submission for the link? It is hard to tell with all the other things going on here.

    • Kanzensakura.. obviously the 24 lines and 196 words are my link.. and the comments are totally separate from that.. Victoria herself said it is fine to have comments sections that are longer than the poem itself.. in my last conversation documented with her on the last prompt for dVerse poetry pub.. if you are suggesting that too is against the rule now.. smiles..:)

  12. kanzensakura says:

    I am also having trouble seeing how this relates to the prompt or is within the 24 line or 200 word limit. Please pull from Mr. Linky and resubmit your submission in the noted requirements for today. today is not about what you would take on a desert isle. thank you.

    • Honestly ‘Bjorn’.. Kanzensakura posted the prompt on her site on September 13th.. and i think deeply and FEEL about it and am further inspired by Monday’s Poet’s pub to do just this.. and please don’t suggest that being on an Island without any tools and using what is available above and beyond what anyone else will do as metaphor is not change.. because it is the greaTEST CHANGE of all that humans have been doing since the walk out of a cave.. smiles…:)

      Kanzensakura.. Ditto this.. back my response to Bjorn fully explaining it..:)

      • kanzensakura says:

        Yes. but you will need to follow the prompt more closely so it can be differentiated from all the other lines of words and such you have posted. We are talking about actual changes, not hypothetical. Have you not had any changes in your life? Job? Health? Are the seasons not changing and have you not experienced the seasons changing? have you gotten older? You can philosophize all you like but you still need to meet the prompt more closely and segregate your actual poem from all the other lines of lines of lines of lines of words and your comments on your own poem. Please do this. thank you.

        • Kanzensakura.. Poems are for metaphor and this is metaphor for the greatest of human changes in well being THAT IS human awakening.. Enlightenment and in some circles.. Born again or even resurrection of the metaphorical type.. Dear.. yes this is a deep and metaphorical message of truth and light and I am sorry you cannot seem to see or hear the MUCH much larger metaphor of that in my words.. But quite frankly folks have been writing parables like this in poetic expression for thousands of years and have been burned to the stake and crucified for it.. Additionally.. word press does a fine job of separating the post from comments section and and I date and time stamp each post to make the END even more clear.. Smiles with all due respect..:)

        • Answered fully in my last response to you..:)

  13. X says:

    I used to watch Gilligans Island in the afternoons, so that was a bit of a treat. If I was on an island I would def be drinking coconut milk. I drank some this summer in Miami. Right off the tree. It is rather sweet and a little grainy but I could strain it. Ha. There are moments I think that being like Tom Hanks in Castaway would not be a bad thing. But I would totally miss the people.

    • Hi X.. Gilligan’s Island is always one of my afternoon favorites.. too.. and even at a young age of pre-teen years.. i can see deeper satire and metaphor of the intent of the writers as that relates to the real life society then.. and this has always been a reason for all human metaphor.. including sarcasm.. satire.. literature.. painting.. theater.. music ..etc.. to express more of the deeper part of human being that goes beyond simple forms that are easy and concrete to see..

      And this is why i come to FREE VERSE STREAM OF Consciousness poetry to do just that.. and yes.. there are deeply metaphorical abstract poet’s and very concrete poet’s as well.. but the two can understand the differences to exist.. one would hope.. together.. peacefully among a set of links.. online.. where there is NO requirement to read a comments section at all.. or to read the poem at all.. if one doe not like the new way it is done.. the length or whatever.. is the variance of the moment that annoys whomever might be reading it..

      And in this case the Island is ‘simply’ a metaphor for Plato’s cave where very few will make the biggest change that is required in human courage and bravery to escape those.. who will do everything in their power to keep the status quo..

      irony is delicious and somethings rarely change.. including the past me for sure.. but i learn to leave the Island.. i’LL.. i WiLL Desert change.. and end up in Paradise my friend.. and invite other folks to come.. but it’s not easy to describe where i’m at in concrete brick and mortar forms.. smiles..

      So therefore all of this.. where i hope people can gain a faint light
      at least of what i am speaking and feeling of here..
      Hope.. not likely ever assurance
      as it is no easy place
      to achieve.. to stay..
      and the job of JOB
      truly to attempt
      to share
      in even
      the smallest
      ways like
      dancing in public
      free style martial
      arts and ballet..
      i am a literally
      road weathered
      veteran of cynics
      of the light and
      those fearful
      of the dark..
      To truly be free
      one must understand
      all in all.. ALL works together
      and get it on board
      WITh
      ‘Tog eTheR..
      inONe.
      BLANKet of LOVE..:)

  14. Glenn Buttkus says:

    Fred, you are a man who has undergone profound changes personally, & are now the embodiment of those changes, living it every day. Those of us who have visited here often have no difficulty discriminating the “poem” from the comments, but your wild poetic style can confuse newcomers.

    • Hi.. thanks Glenn.. the process of human enlightening and
      awakening is a somewhat Universal process that most
      experience who escape Plato’s Cave or in this case
      a desert ‘i’LL’.. as play on words and metaphor
      for basicAlly the same experience
      that is real as a birth
      of a child again..
      later in life
      that can
      be US
      if we are fortunate
      to arrive at this place
      that many philosophers..
      prophets.. poets.. and other
      Artists have been metaphorRing
      through their works of ART free Flow
      for millennia now.. for sure.. however
      for those who never experience this
      place Now.. as described above in
      the comment to X.. it’s the
      job of JOB that i take
      up as a volunteer
      hobby like
      A Yogi
      who decides
      to come down from
      the mountain.. and get
      a FACEBOOK ACCOUNT
      AND A BLOG.. ETC.. HAHA!..
      BUT not the reality of the entire
      EXPERIENCE I NOW FEEL
      AND KNOW.. GOES
      BEYOND ANY
      WORK OF
      FICTION
      OR
      ART
      THAT EXISTS
      AS FAR AS I KNOW
      AND FEEL NOW..
      ERGO..
      THIS..
      MY FRIEND..

      AND YES.. i appreciate all
      the comments where folks are
      obviously just confused.. those who
      post new here at dVerse and those
      veterans who have posted for years..
      some folks get it and some folks
      do not.. but that is the reality
      of the human condition..
      i respect that and
      do my best
      to clarify
      and validate the
      meanings of my
      communication
      when given fair opportunity
      and ears and eyes that
      are open to what i
      am seeing
      and speaking
      my friend.. Glenn..
      smiles.. be by your
      place in a
      bit.. again..
      to comment..
      i will read a poem if
      necessary 10 times to
      get inspired by it and
      have done it many
      times on the
      poems that
      are confusing
      to me.. but i have
      endless time now..
      and the
      will and
      ability now
      to just do it.. and of course
      i understand that’s not
      everyone’s cup of tea
      to do what i do..
      but a little
      tolerance
      cannot hurt
      for the different
      among us.. as
      a greaTEST
      LESSON OF
      life that is a side
      job of JOB of
      what i do
      here my friend..
      not any different than
      when i have to immobilize
      frisky large young men..
      on the dance floors of
      life when they have
      no idea what i am
      either capable
      of OR how
      strong
      a 230LB
      Ballet dude
      can be when he
      switches over
      to harder
      martial
      arts style
      of the dance of death
      to balance out
      the dance
      of romance..
      that i love so well
      with all my friends..
      here and tHere
      the romance of
      lust for LIFE..
      and not
      the jealous
      kind.. my friend..
      that seeks to subjugate
      control.. repress.. and oppress
      the human spirit.. truly i am
      the metaphor of the Sith
      Warrior against that..
      but i use sWords
      and other symbols
      of metaphors as LIGHT
      instead of DARK Sabers
      Haha..! SO may the FORCE be LIgHTLiFE
      with you.. seriously.. my friend Glenn..:)

  15. Oh.. X.. words of wisdom
    a small change jar
    of words..
    a dime of reason..
    but feeling change
    is beautiful as sunset
    red.. ’cause when emotions
    go away.. and beauty and
    all those ‘hypothetical’
    things.. we find
    how real
    they are
    and
    struggle
    back to
    change
    of beauty..
    sMiLES..:)

    Hmm.. that’s almost
    ‘good’ enough to
    ‘erase’
    and change..
    you are so
    inspirational..
    i shall
    wait..
    come
    heRe
    first..
    SMILES
    MORE..;)

    Ah.. yes.. my friend
    the horse of vision
    the one who sees
    the picture forest
    beyond the
    trees..
    words
    of wisdom..

    And yes.. some times
    the big picture is
    fabulously
    terrifying
    one and
    same
    shake
    Ahand
    changing
    sAges..:)

    me
    least..
    Nature
    no tiMe
    now.. smiLes
    change.. NoW..:)

    Life of cats and dogs
    always well now..
    humans not
    so well
    live in
    past and
    present all
    too sad.. when
    now is present..:)

    Ah yes.. changes
    all in Nature one
    are we a fury..
    soft land
    rises..
    where
    Angels
    dare a tread..:)

    Oh trains of
    life.. so easy to
    catch and
    ride..
    change of
    life always
    now so
    easy
    to
    die on
    tracks
    as dead..
    Now in Life..:)

    Sorry.. i digress
    and change
    within but
    this reminds
    me of when my
    Mother stories
    tale telling
    Father there’s
    something about
    my Baby Boy’s eYes..
    he knows too much now..
    and my Father’s response..
    you will come here one night..
    and he will have his legs propped
    up.. smoking one of my cigarettes..
    i never
    smoke..
    smiles..
    change
    is best..
    YES..

    ENDLESS
    POSSIBILITIES..
    JUST DO IT NOW..;)

    Once upon a Time
    elder wise
    listen close..
    Once upon Now
    wise elder..
    only left
    write..:)

    Ah.. as empathy lives life
    grows.. young man..
    perfect face.. rides
    a bus with wife
    and i.. 70IQ
    Love
    1000TRUE..:)

    Oh.. 21.. 80 to me..
    Oh.. 22.. 18 again..
    Oh.. 47.. 1001 death as life..
    Oh.. 53.. 16 again.. age..
    a number.. stress a reality
    emotions real.. living always
    young.. guard emotions
    always living
    life
    LIGHT
    NO DARK
    WHeRE LIGHT
    EMOTIONS RAIN
    AWAY ALL DARK
    ‘TILL DEATH
    US
    PaRT..:)

    LEaves fAll fertiLizer
    sprOut sPrings
    Green..:)

    My understanding is that
    toilet paper is only
    about one hundred
    years old..
    the soft kind
    at least..
    wowsers
    browsers
    trousers
    full of STUFF
    then and now..
    sMiLES.. FREE of STUFF..:)

    PS.. Alan Watts.. is one cool dude..
    smiles again.. and Love
    your poem.. Glenn..:)

    LEaves fAll fertiLizer
    sprOut sPrings
    Green..:)

    SideWalks
    Humanmisery
    Lifesourceall
    Path
    Make
    Life
    Follow Not..

    TRuly
    YoUrs
    WiNk
    YoDa..:)

    8:14 pm
    ’till
    9:37 pm
    13 responses
    to dVerse poetry
    pub.. including X..
    10152015
    And..;)

    Floors FoRest
    rich musKing
    liVing
    Leaves dead
    Life Loving More..

    DarKest
    cricKet
    sonG
    sprinGinG
    LiFe aGaiN..:)

    Life.. alWays
    great NOW
    aLive..:)

    Oh! emotions.. all emotions..
    nuanced and plenty..
    oh! some folks experience
    few.. others a full
    Universe..
    another
    completely
    different
    dimension
    of experience..
    Oh.. emotions
    Uni-VERSE
    emoting
    humans..
    some slow
    some light
    years
    far..
    far..
    away..
    in Star Wars
    Uniemotions Free!..

    Force
    allWays Free
    EMOTioNsNOW..:)

    PS.. that’s why ‘Guardians
    of the Galaxy’ use
    headphones
    to save IT..
    MUSICxEMOTION=FORCE!
    ME=F!
    Einstein
    is friends
    with my grand daddy..
    Seriously.. no F in JOKE..
    Imagination IS BEST..
    reaSons..
    OVERALL
    STiNK..;)

    Oh.. deer life run free through challenge
    Ah.. deer expands vision adapts..
    Oh.. deer life.. no NO problem changing
    Ah.. Resist change police now..
    Ooh.. this is so great! i come again..
    there’s always room for change
    and new inspiring
    poetic responses
    get aboard
    A
    poetry
    train full
    speed for dears..
    and flying tears….
    and F’s.. as
    WeLL..
    i can ONLY
    imagine if ‘Jesus’
    is real he giggles
    a lot before he
    is crucified
    it can NOT
    be easy
    being
    an ‘only
    son’ of deers….
    with one eye hanging
    out of socket
    still moving
    full speed
    toward GOD..
    with Parables
    flying everywhere
    a dime a dozen
    for those without
    eyes and ears to see….

    Dear
    eye out of socket
    escapes…

    OBTW..
    once
    again..
    that’s
    a
    Fredbun..
    or Haibun
    change is GrEAT!

    There is this way of language
    that defies pedantic
    logic of formalities..
    my understanding
    Moreoverasfeeling
    is this is poetry
    and rare
    do i
    see
    an ocean
    breeze in
    oyster
    juice
    expresSing
    this..now
    last crass
    cherub.. you
    have amazing
    friends.. like
    this X as
    well..;)

    And only a ‘math
    teacher’ will
    fully
    see
    ‘thIs’
    ‘FeeLinG’
    ‘LogicK’..;)

    There is never any birthday too old too new
    or too restricted to one day a year..
    or even one now..
    to celebrate a
    new life..
    to change
    to be all we
    can be to
    live in
    boot camp
    always with
    a challenge of
    now where head
    meets pillow
    each night
    in relaxing
    ways of
    accomplishing
    living life NOW..:)

  16. https://thefeatheredsleep.wordpress.com/2015/09/16/the-well-intentioned-lipreader/comment-page-1/#comment-3313

    ^^^

    Ah.. music.. so rich.. emotional nuance..
    particularly .. 60’s and 70’s
    humans sprOUTing
    Beatle
    WinGs..
    60’s.. then.. oh..
    electronic glitz..
    then grunge..
    now high
    energy..
    mix
    of that
    with little
    emotional
    nuance left or
    right deeper feelings
    humans touching eyes..
    i suppose 10cc says
    FEELS THEN
    iT best.. wITh
    ‘i’m not
    in LOVE’..
    something
    miSsing.. tRuly
    siGnS
    Zombie
    Apocalypse
    loSing rhythms
    rhyMes tUnes
    HUMAN BEInG
    LOVE LOrN LOSing
    MACHiINE MiND
    CYBORG
    I
    ROBOT
    eYes..

    LonELy RoboT
    seaRrches
    HeRoiNe
    HERoE
    eYeS…:)

    I never live until i just do it without thinking..
    And the rest of the how is you inspire me..
    And the rest is i make it a practice of life
    TO JUST GET INSPIRED AND PRACTICE
    life continuing to lose the science project..
    and frigging living now.. loving IT alWays Now..
    but you will be amazed at how hard SOME people
    attempt
    to SHUT
    ME UP…
    little do they know
    or truly feel my
    middle
    name
    is
    JOB..
    Life is
    a Job i
    practice..
    without fail..
    But even JOB
    Loves the human
    connection.. so
    thanks for
    your kind
    connection..
    thefeatheredsleep..:)

  17. From Friend Sherri’s Facebook Page..

    Ha! yes.. 1970 Ford Maverick work horse.. 15 year old car then.. in 1985 or so.. and i remember you looking at my teeth when i smile a little too big and commenting.. i have mean looking teeth.. ‘only’ someone with Asperger’s syndrome will say something like that friend Sherri.. ‘surely’ you just miss diagnosis like me.. but not my sharp row of werewolf teeth lining the back of my mouth.. hidden with normal smiles.. smiles again..

    Oh yeah.. and one time i am in a store.. moving to a new home.. all tired.. with my old messed up glasses on.. as you only see before.. me in my contact lens then.. and you say OH FRED THOSE GLASSES.. like they are ugly.. take them off right now.. of course there is NO malice in intent from you.. you just say it as you see it.. and i do the same thing still my friend..

    And sometimes that gets me in trouble.. but somehow.. i understood then both times that you mean no harm.. and are just speaking what you honestly observe.. and that is still what i like about you.. you say what you feel.. and no matter if ‘they’ agree with you are not.. your real true friends.. like me.. will alway be your friend no matter what..

    So now.. i have the opportunity to hear more of Sherri’s truisms through the media of Facebook.. haha! and that’s a blessing as what you share in abundance here.. always brightens my day up at least once a day.. so yeah.. you my friend are a Sherri Storm of Love too..;)

  18. From Friend Rafiah’s Facebook Page..

    ‘Fathers and Daughters’ with Russell Crowe.. Kinda like the female version of ’50 shades of Grey’.. without the whips and chains.. but truly.. the social stress of losing loving parents.. whether that comes in form of days spent alone in cribs in nurseries isolated.. while parents work..

    Or boy friends beating up girl friends with fists.. it all wears the human spirit down.. muting emotional eyes and ears.. from even living alive.. and taling in the Youtube comments of the movie trailer.. are all the male responses of.. this movie stinks with too much silly emotion.. or.. i’m not going ’cause i do not want anyone to see me cry.. in the cinema..

    Little do these so-called ‘big men’ understand or FEEL that human pro-social emotions.. including tears of empathy are GOD’s greaTest gift to US to make US a Force of Love and that literally includes muscular power as well.. that i for one can prove in leg pressing half-a-Ton with my legs 25 times with arms raised in air..

    Before i become LOVE i can only do half of that..
    and am stuck there from literally age 21 to age 53..

    REAL LOVE IS THE REAL BOMB.. THE TRUTH AND LIGHT.. THE FORCE.. THE REAL POWER.. THE STRENGTH.. most men are ‘real fools’ who do not see or feel this Truth and light.. in the U.S. at least..

    SO YEAH.. i ballet dance everywhere i go.. with a mix of martial arts grace.. all free style gifted by GOD through human innate instinct and intuition AND rarely.. whenever a homophobe.. comes up to me.. or ‘behind my back’ .. more often.. to challenge me.. i immobilize their threat.. with ease.. like a monkey who is 10 times stronger than a human.. AND FEARLESS.. with Love.. but Bonobo.. no raping pillaging Chimpanzee AS me.. smiles.. Rafiah..:)

  19. ^^^

    Oh.. just one photo will tale a story that words alone will never tell.. but i for one in center with father sister left.. sister grandmother right.. will be inspired by ‘this’ enough to literally.. fill the equivalent of 13.6 NOW standard new revised bibles.. with 11 million words.. since November 26th.. 2010.. Thanksgiving Day… nearly 58 months of writing from close to wake to sleep.. with the additional activities of dancing over 4000 miles everywhere i go in public..in the last 2 years.. steps and words.. truly a practice of Love.. the rewards.. priceless.. with never pennies earned.. as the human spirit grows.. we become more.. than ever imaginable before in terms of inner being expresSinG SonG and i reserve the F word for special occasions so yes..! FUCK THE MONEY.. FUCK IT ‘TILL IT NO LONGER EXISTS IN MINDS OF MEN.. WOMEN.. AND ALL THE TWEEN..
    FUCKING GET REAL
    AND FUCKING
    JUST SHARE
    HUMAN
    LIFE
    FUCKING
    JUST BE
    A FUCKING
    HUMAN BEING
    COME AGAIN
    FREE WILD
    AND
    LOVING
    LUST FOR
    LIFE ALLONEsMiLES..:)

    Hi.. sweet friend Himali..
    thanks so much for stopping by
    today with these Kind words of Beauty..

    Family
    can be
    found
    in the
    essence of Love
    wheRever Love tRuly
    Lives and that kINd FamiLY
    IS always Beautiful.. my Friend..:)

  20. Hi.. So and so..;)

    i can appreciate your effort of writing to
    prompts and no longer linking to dVerse
    Poet’s Pub.. and after yesterday..
    i have decided to no longer
    link there.. although
    i am easily
    inspired.. so
    i will continue to
    participate there
    as challenge to
    write to prompts
    however the F i like..
    and responding to all
    in poetic expression..
    instead of attempting
    to follow rules that even
    when followed are seen
    as broken always more..
    of course i realize you are
    no longer ’employed’ at dVerse..
    but again.. your efforts there are
    instrumental in the continued growth
    in the practice of creativity for me.. and
    along the way.. there is only a hand few
    who have really connected with me at
    dVerse but never the less.. those
    i treasure as a blessing and will
    never forget.. but this environment
    at dVerse.. per current administration..
    is quite frankly a toxic cesspool for
    the creativity of me.. i dealt with
    literally thinking people who
    cannot stand change
    and not understand
    with great difficulty
    figurative language
    for fifty six months..
    i hoped to escape
    that in the world
    of poetry
    but it
    seems
    truly as similar..
    that people are alike
    all over.. regardless
    of labels of diagnosis..
    my friend.. so truly
    what i think here
    is the issue
    is.. people
    who have
    no way
    to view
    my window..
    and i for one..
    am not going to
    close my blinds again..
    to attempt to become them..:)

    Love ya man.. and will continue
    to visit you without fail.. as i am
    a friend
    who
    never
    ends..:)

    Fred

  21. Does sounds like a perfect plan to survive Fred! I’m pretty sure you’ve got the survival skills sharp and ready to use đŸ˜‰

    • Hi Sweet friend Zee.. as i grow older..
      i truly become more independent
      and free.. yet more
      Loving and
      Interdependent
      In Interconnecting
      Relationships ALL1
      at the sAme NoW..
      i suppose that
      is what it means
      to be a child
      of GOD..
      MOVE
      CONNECT
      CREATE..
      Find FamiLY..
      share.. and
      once again
      BE FREE..
      where FamiLY
      tRuly becomes
      the essence of Love
      and not just a four letter word..:)

  22. Okay.. so i outgrow School.. and Work..
    where i no longer fit..
    Okay.. so i outgrow the Wrong Planet..
    where i no longer fit..
    Okay.. so i outgrow Poetry Land Online..
    where i no longer fit..
    Okay.. so where do
    i go from
    here..
    HeRe
    NOW..

    WTF
    FTW

    IT doesn’t take
    a rocket scientist
    or a poet to figure
    that one out..
    JUST MOVE..
    CONNECT
    AND
    CREATE
    AND NO
    ONE
    WILL
    EVER
    CONTROL
    YA..
    AND YOU
    KEEP
    YOuR
    ‘JOHNSON’
    AND NO
    ONE
    WILL
    CUT
    IT OFF..
    AND YES..
    THAT’S A METAPHOR
    TOO FOR CREATIVITY
    AS HUMAN
    SENSUALITY
    IS AT
    CORE
    OF
    ALL
    HUMAN CREATIVITY..
    And no doubt the ruling
    to ‘get rid’ of my
    ‘JOHNSON’
    IS GONNA
    BE
    THE
    NEXT
    RESTRICTION
    in poetry
    land..
    AND LIKE
    JESUS
    GOD
    AND
    JOSEPH..
    Joe the
    F in Plumber..
    BUDDHA..
    LAO TZU..
    AND HELL
    YEAH..
    MUHAMMAD..
    ‘THIS FRED’
    WILL
    NOT
    BE
    NEUTERED..
    UNDER
    ANY F In
    CircumstanceS..
    i got a 20%
    discount
    at Birth
    ’cause
    of some
    ignorant
    folks in a
    big black
    book.. that’s
    enough ignorance
    for me.. i’ll just be Free
    THANK YOU GOD..
    so sorry if i always
    looked turned
    on in my
    free verse
    nude poetry
    but BY
    god i
    ain’t the
    one who
    takes GOD’s
    VEIL OFF..
    IGNORANCE
    HAS BEEN REIGNING
    OVER GOD FOR THOUSANDS
    OF YEARS BUT THE TRUTH OF
    THE MATTER IS GOD ‘JUST GIGGLES’
    AT IGNORANT HUMAN BEINGS..
    ‘GOOGLES IT’
    AND WATCHES
    THEIR
    FOLLY
    LIKE
    ‘GODZILLA’..
    GOD’S
    THEATERICAL
    AGENT
    FOR
    NATURE’S
    TRUTH
    AND LIGHT..

    NOW..

    {/RANTalmostOVER}..;)

  23. Oh GOD..
    some places i go ONLINE
    NEED EXTRAS ‘rolls’..;)

    But instead of wasting toiler paper..
    reference ‘last Facebook profile status thingy’..
    i just SHAKE IT OFF SITH STYLE at Target haha!..
    F*king.. Funking 230LB law enforcement LOOKING dude
    dancing a public dance of free style ballet martial arts
    guaranteed to generate smiles and WTF’s that
    need to come.. and i forget all about
    THE STUFF ONLINE..;)

    AND THAT DESERVES A VERY SPECIAL SONg2..;)

    {/oKrAntOver}..:)

  24. ^^^

    Hmm.. one of my all time favorite Katrina wife photos.. where i capture her talking to her private counselor.. my mother.. when she speaks to all the joys and challenges of being married to SITH/JEDI HALF AND HALF DUDE.. AT this point in the convo.. she is obviously speaking of the great joys.. including the fountain of youth perk that naturally comes when any woman is married to a half and half JEDI/SITH.. and sometimes it can happen to anyone who is associated with a SITH AND JEDI DUDE ALLAsOnE..:)

    knew IT.. I JUST KNEW.. I KNOW OF AT LEAST ONE FACEBOOK FRIEND WHO WILL LIKE THIS PHOTO..wink emoticon BUT THE Sith is coming next again.. as the Jedi goes on break somewhat before workout time comes.. and it’s time to get on with eXtreme.. Strength.. Martial Arts.. and graceful butterfly ballet FREE STYLE EXERCISES.. at my FAVORITE NASWF MILITARY STATION GYM..;)

    ^^^

    Reference last Facebook profile photo status thingy.. not quite in FULLER SITH MODE YET.. RIGHT EYE IS NOT YET ‘EVIL EYE’.. AS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I GO INTO Sith or Werewolf mode.. 4TH BLOOD MOON COMING OF COURSE ON SEPTEMBER 28th.. ‘pArts’ of me can HARDLY WAIT!..;)

  25. Glenn Buttkus says:

    Nothing on this earth, it seems, dampens your enthusiasm, your zest for life, your energy for stream of consciousness rants, the wisdom you share between the lines, the natural beauty of your wife, your need for sharing through dance, photography, & poetics, wherein spirituality blossoms & re-blossoms in some existential perpetual motion devised & practiced by you; bravo!

    • Hi Glenn! as always your kind wisdom and encouragement rings through my very soul.. you are truly a bright spot online.. in my life the last couple of years.. and yes.. it can get trying sometimes.. but people like you continue to inspire my hope for humanity as whole..

      In other words we need more of you..

      And i AiM to be

      part

      of

      you..

      sMiLES..:)

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