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5 Year Square Neptune Saturn Me

Posted on November 26, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

A Square of Saturn and Neptune.. a celestial Alignment..
and for those who feel or think the stars have little to do
with human being.. they may be short sighted at least..
as from Star Dust human arises and falls..
where the cycle of dark and light
continues as infinity now..

And for me.. there is great significance
and message in Planetary alignment in synchronistically
meaningful ways.. like the 13 Star of David Planetary
alignments that begin when my wife and i get married..
in 1990.. and the last one for 100 years..
ending on July 22nd.. on or about
the day.. that i miraculously..

Come into at least remission of
19 medical disorders.. including type
two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. the worst pain
known to mankind.. actually assessed as a pain
worse than crucifixion.. like having one’s teeth
drilled without novocaine.. except.. it is in my eye and ear..
instead of teeth.. and it lasts from wake to sleep for 66 months..
from January of 2008 to July of 2013.. yes.. on or about that 22nd day..

Anyway.. i am happy to come here to see this planetary event you bring
awareness to today.. as i have no idea of it.. until now.. and the
26th of this month.. in November.. is also my anniversary
of precisely 60 months of writing.. when i first
gain just enough tolerance to the pain..
to withstand a mountain of each word
of still pain.. with my screen turned
all the way down..
a few inches
in front of it..
as i can no longer wear
prescription glasses.. as
focus.. makes the pain that much worse..

So.. 11 million words later.. seriously..
literally 11 million measured words in 60 months for me..
to escape pain.. and my first poetic words in early March of
2013 as well.. and now there is great joy in the words i bRing..
wherever i go.. to be living pain free and
balanced in mind and body..
like a planet orbiting
the Sun free..

Life is magical in white magic way.. for those..
who make it all positive with faith.. hope.. and belief..
Belief is real.. and no matter what the naysayers say..
about astrology.. belief itself is white magic
when all positive for natural healing..
and sharing my friend..

Thank you so much for allowing me
an opportunity to celebrate something else in life..
with this planetary event you bring.. here.. as the
more meaning and purpose i gain in life.. just grows bliss
higher and higher in light away from the dark of the old days..
smiles my friend.. Suzanne..:)

You as well.. My friend.. are an
exceptional Human Being..
And why I come here often
now for inspiration..
Although I do find
inspiration iN
All of Light
and Dark as
well in the Truest Art
i see as Unconditional
tough and passionate Love..

Sadly.. Suzanne.. for about 12,000 years..
Angles in fear of Nature become
order instead of free..
Spirals are
truly the
rule of
Nature.. so
even on sidewalks
for straight order..
i dance in spirals
as i refuse to
walk the
straight
and narrow
lines of the lies
of culture and religion..
that is anything less..
than spiraling
free now
as
being
REAL
HUMAN NOW..
Real Human Angels..
only let it go as flow in
Heaven spirals..
never Angles
of
HELL..
Angels fly
on Terrestrial
Plane.. in
spiraling
way..:)

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The brain is A Symphony of God unto God’s Self.. Rafiah..
And this song plays it well as Scientists continue to provide
hard and soft gray matter of evidence God is here within in
microcosm of a Universe of mind as Stars.. Electrons..
And People same as two hemispheres of
Earth holding hands worth an Infinity
Now iN Tears of Joy.. Yes.. God..
Does this too..:)

Quantum theory is continuing evidence by Scientists
of the Infinite of God’s All Natural Magic..
from the smallest of all of creation to
the largest of all creation in continuing change..
and the next step for a theory of all stuff human
is evidence that our Mind is Quantum force that
we direct as same with God as whole..
i for one practice evidence
for that in everynow..
wheRre Art is the Science of the Quantum human mind
unleashed and released as Force with GOD.. no limits..
no expectations.. God is Free and so are
We holding Quantum hands together..
friend Rafiah.. no less that what we
do in this sign language of
Human/God
Quantum Force
on the Internet now..:)

And the Infinite continuing UnaBridged Bible
of God continues to Grow with A scribe of God heRe..
Science.. wHere Science WiLL continue to be A greaTesT
prophet of God.. witting or not on the iNdividual Level..
with Art.. in Truth and Light.. as Love and Wisdom..
wherE every number.. letter.. and other symbol..
iS A UniVerse of God unto iTself as well..
of which witHout.. tHeir will be no
continUinG story of God for uS
to shaRe as EvolVinG GroWinG..
ART and Science.. friend. Rafiah..:)

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So.. i just post two of three links to
“Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips”..
i look out the Great Room Window..
and see perhaps the most beautiful
Red Cardinal perched in an Oak
that i’ve ever seen..
so i quietly attempt
to go out the screen door..

And the Cardinal flies off..

i turn to my right and the sky
catches my attention in that
magical way that somenows happens..
so with iphone6s still hand for Stellar Red Cardinal..

i just point the camera upward and shoot.. and then
viewing the photo from a distance.. there is a vague
hand of sorts.. with the infinite hues of color of Sun
in Center Balance..

So what is real and
what is imaginary.. as always WE decide..
i decide that magic is real.. as both.. so in deed
my life is magic too..

God is magic..
for those who see and hear.. AND FEEL
more of God than letters and words alone..
however.. those letters and words are pArt of God..
howeverX2.. the Reality of God is Infinitely beyondX3..
a book alone.. words.. or letters.. as same.. the God
of All WilLLnever be chained by human books alone..
as GOD is ALLONE.. All ah.. yes oNe..:)

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Yoda..
iS wheRe
iT’s reAlly aT..;)

Hmm.. and off to go on a another Poetry Writing Rampage Spree..
where the dVerse Poet’s Pub online gathering of Poet’s is going
for a Tuesday prompt on emotions in a personal way to
metaphor them in poetry as such.. like i don’t
already do that.. almost everyday.. hehe..;)

Anyway.. after reviewing the poems..
so far.. while dance walking in stores..
it seems that i am one of very few really
happy folks in the group of Poets.. but yes..
i started this entire writing endeavor.. at the bottom
of the pit of Hell.. so i certainly can relate to unhappy
people all too well.. and it can be very hard to come out
of that dark pit of Life than can be a literal hell in life for
some folks.. in the depths of anhedonic depression..

EMOTION IS POWER.. EMOTE.. MEANS MOVE..
AND THAT IS WHAT EMOTIONS DO.. MOVE US..
SADLY SOME FOLKS RELY ON STRESS ASSOCIATED
ANXIETY AND ADRENALINE TO GET THEM THROUGH THE DAY..

Problem is THAT stress leads to the destruction of the human body
in a slow burn to hell.. yeah.. been there done it.. figured out how
to stay in heaven.. and ain’t going back to hell under any
circumstances.. ’cause God provides me with a
successful way to stay in Heaven always now..

But yes.. again.. i will visit hell occasionally
to help other folks get out.. but that can be the real
biblical job of JOB of course.. as well.. as it can be so hard
to get out of a place that is like a totally different Universe
for those who exist in
human real hell now..

As opposed to the REAL
Kingdom of God as heaven in
A soUl that is a miNd and bodY in balance..
WitH A heArt of emoTion.. and SpiRit expresSinG
that emoTion in connecting with people and the rest
of Nature as Allthatis.. AKA GOD NOWOnE with
Unconditional Tough and Passionate
Love n0w as WeLL..:)

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Ah.. the brand of culture..
Stings so deep..
when the world
is running down
bring it up..
as entropy
is only skin
deep nOw
in initials
of someone
else.. wHere
oh by the way..
Hi tHere S.. nice
to see ya.. again..;)
Ugh.. i left
out the nOw
wHere after
deep.. now
and oh.. i Love
that song about
Confident too.. by the wayX2..:).
And wHere..
after.. else..;)

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And now to dVerse..

Sadly perhaps.. life is much too busy
for folks to partake in nuanced
complex emotions when
all is go go.
and challenges
come come.. like
a never ending faucet
of what’s next.. well.. we
do the best we can and move
on.. but oh how.. emotions.. color
the grey and black of life.. and sure
poetry is one way to honor that and
nice to see you Claudia.. you
never play games..
and i tend
to like
that form
of being..
where living
is key.. and just
bomb the other stuff dead..
or alive
as
well..:)

*
One leSson of liFe is to cheRish
nuanced passiOnate emoTions
as truly
ambiguous
is colorless
horizon on
a sea
of grey..
some Buddhists
would have us believe
that grey is a way.. but
nah.. i’ll color now..
and even
Yogi’s
tend
to go grey..
i’ll sTicK WitH
hAirs of grey and ReD N0W
heArt pasSioNate aNd ReaL.:)

*
Sadly.. for many folks..
at least in the U.S..
Life is only
as dArk as
we imagine it..
And sadly.. TV
and the News too..
does the imagining
for many folks too..
i don’t turn it on..
tHere is Nature in
the BackYard that
doesn’t care about
insanity at all..
as truly
only humans
can be insane
enough to Kill
in the name of
Nature/AKAGOD..
cruel..
But anyway..
Happy people are
everywheRe if one
looks for the
Lemonade
people instead
of Lemon people..
My Lemonade Stand
iS
FREE
of Lemons..:)

Well..
first of all
this is beyond sad
of course.. as i for one
didn’t have an expressing
Loving Father.. and a little
derogatory here and there..
is he.. but
my Mother is
All Love.. and
her children are
truly her first and
last Love.. although
there can be illness in
that as well..
per the
ability
to
leave home..
Tough Love is
important too..
but most importantly
is some Love at all.. and
you Loved your mother..
and that is still
key
i for
one see..
as well..
as we do have
control of what we give
back as free as Love can be..:)

Without fear comes Love
more.. and more the
instinct to connect..
and loneliness
as well
as now..
the importance
of that instinct
to connect
becomes
stronger
with
out
FEAR..
at least
for me.. smiles..:)

*
Sadly.. humans too.. are
fish who are tortured
when folks pick
at tHeir
scales
of different..
with little
regard
for the
blood
beneath..
and overall
the iNterNet..
is a bloody fish
without BAND Aid..:)

Sadly.. so easy
and lost
a soul
away
from us
can be now
no longer
belonGinG.. we..
Finding it again..
in US WITH HEART
i know is possible
at least
for
me..
smiles..
and best of hope
in wishing change
becomes soUl
in
home of
your heArt
too.. now..:)

May new pups
come your way
to refresh
a heArt
of Young..:)

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Mechanical coGnition.. friend
of grey emotions..
systemizing science
miNd.. oH heArt..
as Art friEnd
of hUman..
Social
nuanCinG
emoTioNal..
cognitIonAL ART..:)

The world.. a beautiful
Green and Blue orb..
where even stars
shine down
to miracle
in Earth’s
Glow..
And sure.. there
are dark leaves
of humans with little
to no heart.. spirit.. or
soul.. volcanoes.. earthquakes
and all types of Natural Disaster’s
just waiting to happen.. to bRing
Folks together
again.. if not
for just
a moment..:)

Smiles.. Love
is the drug
that muzzles
hate.. Fear
is the reality
that feeds hate..
We are the potential
to make A change
one heARt aT
a tiMe N0w..
with more than
grace in Just
Loving
NOW..:)

Face of Hate
dRaw of Fear..
Face of Love
pAint no Fear..:)

Castle Walls
of heARt stone
fortresspassing
eYes of uS
conNector
Love..:)

Star of Sky
Sun of home
Spirals now with
Milky way ’round
a black Hole Sun
that keeps us in spiraling
way as Earth of hear.. we
too are Universe.. and Earth..
and SpiraLinG Galaxy of home..
vehicles and vessels in
fractal home
of all are we..
and when
we spiral
move.. we
too can become
FeatherliGht..:)

Full Moon..
Land of Enchantment
not even a hint of pollution..
grey as moon.. sand
planet..
a desert
with no life..
but yet light
at night..
greaTeST
gift iN
sleepy
hollow
dreams
filLinG wITh wonder
Lust of lunar humans Free..:)

Libido and Emotions
Bedfellow friEnds
of instinctual
reality..
Body EmoTions
Head Logics..
Moving Creates
Feelings come
ALiVE
AGAiN..:)

Pro-social emotions..
including Love..
a friend of
memory..
emptiness
a way to
lose
a
mind..
emotions
first.. logic
last.. wHere
Surviving iS tHe
Prize..:)

All caught
up at 12:47 am..
November 25th..:)
17 poems and 100
minutes of responses
by me..5.88 minutes
per response
in Fred
time now..;)

11:27 am
and now back
to dVerse..

*
Well.. sadly and ironically.. the real agenda.. of the ISIL
Terrorists is to make way for ISA and the
Apocalypse.. this is not A Kingdom
of Heaven they see.. sadly
now.. and sadly
there are many
Christians that
wanna end heavenow
too.. who have never
seen it now..
as both hell and
heaven exists on this
terrestrial plane of earth
with both Angels and Devils..
with Angels of Fearlessness
with Love and Devils of Fear
with Hate.. and still.. in many ways..
barbarism of Lies.. fear.. and
hate still now happens
in Africa all the time..
with nary a word
in our First
World Pop Press..
the tribal instinct
of aversion towards
different lives in both
hate and fear..
to cognitively understand
we are all one species of DNA..
is a logical jump that truly
most people cannot
make.. but until..
we lose that
fear and
hate there
will never
be heaven
now for them..
ANYWAY.. God is in control
and Mother Nature will have her
way.. innately humans are no less
Loving than the Bonobo who solves
all agression.. violence.. and
potential other warring
ways with
simple
primate
Unconditional
Love.. if a Bonobo
can do it as a Loving
Tribe.. we at least have
the potential of doing it
on an individual
level and the
first step of
that is
WEAREONETRIBEOFHUMANBEING..:)

A NEW WORLD ORDER
OF AN OLD WORLD
ORDER OF
TRIBING
UNCONDITIONALOVE..
IF A MONKEY CAN DO
IT SO CAN WE
MON
KEYS
TOO..
MON MEANS ONE..
KEY IS LOVE
AND WE HOLD
THAT KEY IN
OUR
DNA
FREE
without lies of
culture or religion to
disguise the Love as uS..:)

Smiles.. i’ve been in many Military
Department head board meetings..
on time of course.. but
rarely did i see
any humanity
in there as mechanical
cognition becomes the
rules
and empathy
exists and exits
out the backdoor
as
Love
with Zero
time as an
illusion of DEADlines
then.. oh.. to be retired
and human
is to finAlly
be able
to Live and Love
away from the slavery
of robotic goals in cogs
of the
machines
of other rules
away
from
Love..
True Slavery is
tRuly heARt
deep.. i’ll
never make
another board
room
meeting
again.. PERIOD..
as time
does NOT
exist in
Love
as me..
tick tock
the clock
spanks
Love..
WHErE KSA goals
escape HUMANiTy.
without ISA’s
Instinct
Skills
Abilities..
and sure i have
an old chip on my shoulder
as following all the K nowledge rules..
by a hair of my
neck..
almost
is the end of me..
it is the slackers who
often get it..
real..
as hard
as it was
for me to
eventually
admit then..
and that is
the most ironic
pArt of Life of all..
like in the movie
‘The Big Lewbowski’..
the so-called losers
win.. when REAL
as being
HUMAN..:)

When time becomes
a thief of feeling
time is an
enemy
of heaRt
SpiRit
and sOul..
ah.. the way of
the culture is time
ah the way of Nature
is now of feeling being
here moving.. connecting
and
creating..
it still lives
with escape..
and escape is
the hardest art of
all to
ART..
at least
these days
of cLocks
without
souLs..:)

Smiles.. a very smart
woman.. no doubt you
are in Geo
physics..
if i am
remembering
correctly now..
and after achieving
top of the class status
and three degrees.. me
as well.. i went
a different
route
in human
relations than
array of facts..
and so interesting
it was how much in connection
of emotions i am.. when working
with people and not problem
solving alone.. for almost
2 decades..
but back to
the science of facts
again.. and after 5 years..
when the psychiatrist says
use something other than
adrenaline to motivate
yourself.. i have
zero connection
in language to
what my
emotions
are then..
and how
they even
motivate me to do
anything at all then..
It is frigging amazing
that the most important ART
of human intelligence in the
ways of moving.. connecting and
creating.. is almost totally
left out of school..
and most areas
of work today..
and that is why
i write my friend..
to explore those deep
emotions as a child
that are mind
and body
again
as me..
So sure.. dance
naked in Nature
is my advice as free..
as we have oxytocin
receptors in the bottom
of our feet to connect to
Mother Nature when set free..
And emotions flow through the
body..
and A write
track is poeTry
as poetry
is A
SonG of heART
and poeTry SoNG
and Dance
is my way
back
to Human Being
where HeArt reigns
KinG
and KinD
and CouRAge
as Human bEinG..
more
fully
now..
this has been a very interesting
prompt.. as one can see how diverse
this issue is.. even in the world of
PoeTry as HeART..
away from
here the
problem
is much..
much greater..
as there is not even
any acknowledgment
of the
issue of the
biggest real deal
of Human Being Real..
Smiles.. pardon all the
words.. but HEaRT is
everything
to me..
and
always
worth
groWinG
at all costs..
including words..
wHere FREE iS FEE..;)

12:38 pm..
and now
for Sand
Dancing Free
with Sun of course..:)

Back at 10:38 pm..

Depression ..a thief..
in the night
that seems
to never end..
but it can.. i know
but didn’t feel then
again.. Hope.. a message
that no longer feels in the dark..
Survival.. the only way.. to go on..
Change is certain in life.. sooner or
later.. and with zero feelings for me
eventuAlly Change came..
healing from within..
nows.. and nows
to go..
Will
to Survive.
a wait of Life
comes again..:)

Struggle.. Face of Life..
Clown.. expresSinG
emotions.. Play of
Life.. uS.. iNow..
Human Being
Struggle..
Face of
Life..
still
now..
Clown..
comes again..
Emotions Live..:)

And your Mom’s
eyes will always
live through you..:)

All stuff anxiety..
mostly fear of
losing control..
control an
illusion..
but will..
a reality
a strength
of life growing
older stronger and ageless
by the change of will alive..:)

Gift of Dog..
no different
than God living
now never complaining..
just living.. Life is God
and Dog
Lives
whatever
comes.. alive..
Soldier of Living.. Dog..
All God’s children free..:)

Smiles.. the news..
an ant bite..
that never
bites when
off.. pesticide..
iN moving outside..:)

11:03 pm..
and that’s all for
now.. any additional
poetic responses
to poem’s
from Tuesday
dVerse links
will be added
in the comments
section of the
next blog post..
titled..
“5 Year Square
Neptune Saturn Me”

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Smiles.. Shawna.. ‘that’ must put you somewhere around the area of Montgomery.. and OMG yes.. this is Roll Tide Area too.. as much as Seminole area.. in fact.. many folks call the Northwest Panhandle of Florida.. LA for Lower Alabama.. this ain’t poetry land.. per Whitman and Kerouac.. and that’s for sure.. this is the land of the literal conservative.. where most every word of the poetry of the bible is taken literal too..

And OmG.. for an extremely logical person

with Asperger’s.. stuff like three God’s in one..

will make a head explode.. so relieved

am i eventually to find in the Gnostic texts uncovered in Egypt in 1959.. like the Gnostic Gospels of Jesus.. as reported in the Gospel of Thomas.. i quoted and linked.. that the trinity thingy.. was a back room boardroom vote.. with Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts.. in 325 AD.. and of course it takes nearly

1450 years after Jesus until we can find one remaining

intact printed bible in English that is

left over and revised from what

started as a writing expedition

from what was left

of oral tradition after 30 to 60 years.. AD..

http://www.greatsite.com/timeline-english-bible-history/

And sadly to me.. it is..
when i point this out to
some of my Christian friends
and that’s what they say is faith..
believing it ’cause someone told ’em it is so..

Anyway.. protestantism was a start of getting away
from priests as an intermediary between
God and man..
And Jesus in those
gnostic texts and even
Luke 17:21 teaches
that the Kingdom
of God lives
now within..
and the naked part in that
Gnostic text is of course more
than skin deep.. as it is shedding
the clothes of organized cultures
and religions that are most always
purpose for creating
order out of perceived
chaos of Nature..

But the truth is God is more like
an LSD trip than a bible..
for those who see with
more than literal
eyes.. and OMG
those deeper meanings
do still live in much of the
New Testament when the Pineal
Gland starts to make more all
Natural DMT.. and we
get all connected
with allthatis
AKA GOD
and find
and seek out
so much more of this
Nature we call reality
now.. and FEEL IT.. FEEL
IT IS THE BEST EVIDENCE OF
ALL OF GOD AND THE KNOWING IS
SEEING.. HEARING.. AND FEELING WITH
GOD’S EYES AND HEART.. THE SYNCHRONICITIES
IN SIGNS FROM GOD THAT CAN EVEN COME FROM
AN ALGORITHM..
THE WORLD OF GOD.. IN A FEW WORDS
IS SO FAR BEYOND ANY PREACHER’S
LIPS.. THAT KISS OF GOD IS A HIGH
BEYOND
A PULPIT
OF ANYTHING
IN A STRUCTURED BOOK OR
CHURCH.. AS THE OBSERVER
QUANTUM AFFECT AND EFFECT
LIVES IN US.. AS GOD AND US CREATE
REALITY TOGETHER ALONG WITH THE
REST OF CREATION AS ONE FORCE NOW..

okay.. that’s not likely gonna help your daughter with
Asperger’s syndrome at her age now very much.. as she
as a student of culture is fully clothed by that by now..
and for me.. to escape that.. truly required the
effective loss of my sight and hearing
to give up spoon fed reality
like Television and
Video games..
and all the
other stuff
that teaches
us a reality far below
what is possible when it is
we who are the directors.. producers
and actors of our own play of life.. and
that is what i do here now.. my friend Shawna..
i play life as me as actor.. producer.. and director..
and if people wanna view or interact with that play
they are always welcome.. to be or not to be with me..
hehe..
And seriously i do not think you would be lying if you
just showed that symphony of science video and tale
your daughter that these scientists are describing the
Interdependent Force that is the relationship of all
stuff in reality as ALL IS connected that they call
Nature or the Cosmos.. and truly
this is all the face of GoD
where there is so
much more
of an LSD
trip than this video
relates.. but that comes
best all naturally when the
Pineal Gland starts awakening
and enlightening more of the human
reality of Unconditional Love with all of
Nature.. in DMT ways.. my reality now is
truly that born again thingy that Jesus was
talking about but it is so much more than words
alone.. so much more than a bible.. but it is is obvious
once one gets to that place that Jesus is as real as us but
no greater or no smaller as any true prophet will see that we
are still evolving with a GoD of change and the true bible of
God will never be an
abridged one
with a Chapter that ends..
many psychopathic minds with
little empathy will subjugate and
control other human beings by saying
they have the last word.. Bulls***… God
has all the words.. and humans have pArt
of that.. but only dust in a Universe of Song..
that has no
end or beginning
that only God can
wrap God’s mind around
as ONE Force of ALL.. oh i Love
Star Wars.. as nah.. the King of FORCE..
the Universe is the Universe and beyond..
no man or part alone.. ALLONE is GOD.. so
yeah.. i’d let your Daughter see the beauty of
what God has done.. far far beyond.. eyes
of
earth
in books
alone.. it’s simple..
if a Bonobo can Love
free without aggression..
violence.. and wars against
their own species.. Jesus lives
with Bonobos.. and Humans
live with
devils
of their
own making..
wE will dance
with Bonobos
my friend.. S..
Naked of Culture..
Religion.. and Clothes..
Free with God aSaME..
AND THANKS so much now
for stopping by.. you always
stimulate my creativity and
that is the pARt of me
that i do Love
to be
stimulated
the mostNOW
and you are now
a great friend for that!..
yeah.. mind F**KinG
is FUNkING
FUN..
and never
messy.. heHE..
with no age.. gender..
nationality.. red
state.. blue eyes..
or body sizes for
compati
bi
liTY!..
and Katrina
weighs 115 and i
weigh 230.. so technically
i am twice the size of her.. haha!..
and i thought you are probably
at least my height.. and never
imagined now you are
shorter than her..
but i am
measuring
your
spirit
and
brain..
that has
no limits
of time.. distance
space.. or height of course..
or
weight..
as feather
is heArtspiRit
miNd and BoDy
NOWitH sOUler
WinGs that have
no beginNinG or end..:)

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One of my relatives sadly falling for the Right Wing
Propaganda crap that All Muslims wanna
see Americans dead..
like the lies that
Trump has been
spreading and signs
of Mosques that
are fake
to spread hate..
discord and discontent..
otherwise known as division
from God’s gifted human species
that works best with Unconditional
Sharing and never collecting
Jealous Love..
And here is my
Defense of Truth and Light..

There are as many Fundamentalist Christians
that will kill over lies as there are Extremists
Muslims my friend.. and that is an historical fact
from the Crusades on.. and the fact is we are all
humans when we Love as gifted by God Unconditionally
and that comes first without judging others as only
God can do that.. there are more Loving Muslims
than Christians who will not judge and
i have documented just THAT..
and that paRt is anecdotal of course..:)

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Smiles.. if more
people could be like
you and just tolerate
and accept what they
do not have now to see.. if they
do not wanna see IT .. and just
say Hi..
perhaps
world peace
could come..
anyway.. that’s what
i do.. but for me at least
i can have the attention
span of
Biblical
JOB
if
necessary..
the worst pain
known to
mankind
does bring
lessons of
JOB after
66 months
or so..
although i rather
fly free.. smiles Claudia..
and hi to you as well.. as
you probably know i am a
traveling blog who writes poeTry
everywhere i go.. this is just my Universe
in reflection of all of who i am here.. my Planets
extend all over the multi-Universe of Internet now…
to the literal
tune of
11 million
words.. 80 THOUSAND
OR SO PHOTOS.. AND
AROUND 4435 MILES
OF DANCE WALKING
in 27 months..
NOW IN FLESH
AND BLOOD
WAY.. YES
THE WORDS
equal
13.6 bibles
in poeTry and
Prose way..
since November
26th.. Thanks
Givingday
2010..
but i digress
as i can.. i JUST
can.. ’cause i for one
AM TOTaLLY FREE..
AND SO IS GOD AND
THAT MY FRIEND IS
WHY INFINITY
IS SO
LARGE2
i reflect GOD
LARGE3 AND
i can prove it
too.. down
to Leg
Pressing
a half a ton..
25 times now
on a parallel leg
press with arms raised
in air like no other human
on YouTube.. me at 55.. and
the GOOD NEWS IS AFTER
19 MEDICAL DISORDERS OTHER
FOLKS CAN DO THIS TOO.. IF THEY
JUST BELIEVE
AND DO
IT TOO..
and truly that
is the message of
Jesus.. moving metaphor of mountains
with believing and doing even
more than he did then..
the evolution
of human
potential in
creation of
ALL with GODNOW
where this is the
ONLY HEAVEN
THAT
EXISTS
NOW.
AND SADLY
HELL AS WELL..
ANGELS AND DEMONS
AND CARDBOARD PURGATORY
HUMANS
TOO..
WHERE
PIECE OF PAPER
EXISTENCE IS
THE REALITY
OF A THOUSAND
YEARS OF HELL..
IN ONE SECOND..
MY HOME
ONCE
IN
HELL AS
DEVIL REAL..
WHILE THIS
GRINCH HEART
CONTINUES TO
EMPIRCallY
GROW
IN MEASURable..
way..
no one is
gonna ever ‘gonna
say theRe
is no
evidence
for me..
A
GAIN
as LOSS
A GAIN
i
AiM
i
AM..:)

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From Friend

Rafiah’s.. Facebook Page..

Rafiah.. presents a selfie of her two sisters..

Katie Mia says..
Yes.. Faces are better than words so where
is yours.. Smiles..wink emoticon

Rafiah says..
Behind the camera. wink emoticon grin emoticon

Katie Mia says.. That’s okay.. I for one have a photographic memory..
And will never forget your eyes and smile.. Even after you erased it..
But I understand that as my sister will never allow me to take a picture
of her or my mother.. That makes me sad as I am a face person
but they are word thinkers more than image thinkers..
I used to be called the
quiet one until I lost effective
use of my vision for 66 months.. So yes..
Change is possible towards words.. towards faces..
Or towards extraverted or introverted.. liberal or conservative..
as humans are gifted by Allah to create their reality with Hands of
Allah.. Words.. And Faces too.. Smiles.. Oh yeah.. My sister
and my mother play scrabble a lot.. I don’t like scrabble..
I like meaning more than form..wink emoticon

Rafiah says… I am also a face person.
In fact I love staring things and people.
But at times it can become embarrassing
for others so I refrain my urge. tongue emoticon

Rafiah says.. But I am word person as well. tongue emoticon

Rafiah says.. I am confused now. I cant say. tongue emoticon

Katie Mia says.. Oh gosh.. Me too.. But I would love to see
a million of your silly faces..smile emoticon

Rafiah shares a photo of she and
her brother around
3 to 5 years
old or so..

Katie Mia says.. Sweet faces..
Thanks..smile emoticon

Rafiah says.. That’s my brother, Momin, beside me.

Katie Mia says.. Smiles.. I thought so.. You all look alike..
Brother and Sisters.. and I can tell you will be very smart
in that picture by your forehead of intelligence..smile emoticon

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Oh yeah.. and this is my first sentence and
paragraphs born online.. and now i am five..
on November 26th ThanksGiving Day of 2010..
then.. writing is truly my only savior
in any approximation away
from pain..
and now
an escape is
a joy.. but just
writing what i write
below then.. takes me
all night where every word
is like climbing a mountain
of pain.. both in eye and ear
pain.. and even ability to use
my mind then.. for the first
time since January
of 2008..
when then i
could not even
muster the
cognitive
ability
to play
a game
of tic
tac
toe..
yeah..
i’ve seen both
sides now.. in so
many more ways than one..
and no.. i am no longer a canary
and the coal mine i run with WILL..
i wrote 8005 posts on that website..
until i stopped writing on it earlier
in July of this year.. often posts
that are thousands of words
long there as well..
words add up
to sentences
to paragraphs..
pages.. books..
and
be
yond..:)

http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=144300

Radios, Black and White TV, Color TV, Cable TV, VCR’s, Satelitte TV, Surround Sound, Heavy Metal, Computers, Cell Phones, Pornography, MP3 players, I Pads, I Phones, 24 Hour News Cycle, High definition TV etc.

The evolution of technology bombards the human senses, and we become addicted to the adrenaline not realizing the effect on the health of ourselves or our children.

Constant bad or good stimulation eventually will wear any living thing down and/or change the way it thinks and behaves. Especially, if you are experiencing it with no physical movement to burn off the adrenaline.

I think many of the people born 40 or 50 years ago that are now diagnosed with aspergers might have symptoms of low functioning autism if they were born today.

I couldn’t complete sentences until I was four years old, but managed to cope with the demands of life with high functioning autism and adhd. I can’t imagine being born today and having a chance of a successful independent life.

I think we are the canaries in the coal mine.

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To empty a heArt Jar of human dArk notes..

to fill that Jar with an endless variety of limitless positive notes…

is to grow a Light so Bright that matches The flLAmE oFSun

iNIntenSitY to Grow a Garden of HumanONEASLove..

And sURe.. theRe’s a SonG
for that too.. my friend
Himali.. n0w..
as yes.. iF
we SinG
The liGht
iN and pLay tHe
Light Bright.. thE
Sun ShInEs as uS
toGetHeR asONeForCE..

Smiles.. Glenn.. for some folks.. the seasons bring levels of depression and joy.. for me levels of intensity of creativity for the last two years or so.. and i am down to about three Epic Posts a week now.. with one ‘supporting’ other post to go along with that a week.. so all together.. about 4 a week.. with the three that are word posts at around 5 to 6 thousand words a post now.. on average in main post text.. and i use all sources i travel for that..

In the Sun bright months i was moving at 5 or 6 a week.. with at one time.. up to three or so.. additional supporting posts in my netherworld of Art for most.. with of course the greaTEST effort so far of around two or three days.. one post of close to 26K words including the comments section as one continuous flow..

So yeah.. as the write column of my Blog says here.. for about..
it’s really simple.. i like to write.. and that was all i could do before
i could even enjoy it.. with the pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
from wake to sleep until around July 22nd of 2013..

And what i always wanted to do..
from the time i am in my early
20’s is truly get better
in creative arts
of writing
song.. and
dance.. so far
a goal then.. finally
a realized Art in flow now..
where there is never a writer’s
block for me.. give me the digital
ivories of a keyboard of words and
my fingers just go.. go go.. and the
same applies to a camera
or a song to sing..
the creative mind
is magic.. and my
problem when checking
out a book about creativity
like there might be an instruction
manual for it.. in college that GOD
i think I checked out 30 times and
never then had the focus to even
read it from
front to back..
is Yes.. ‘Pure’ Creativity
comes as both a practice
and a gift like magic.. from
that first day on or about
the first of March 2013..
when like a guide
of dreams..
i awake
with words
and the driving
force of self lives
again in me.. like the
couple of other sparks
in writing a Christmas
Story and Play in Middle
School.. and a few
Philosophy essays
in College.. with
the first real
experiences
of a magic of
Life.. that comes
deep within.. without
much conscious analytical
problem solving thought that
ruled my life in school.. through
much of work.. with even dreaming
about math equations in school..
but yes.. i knew something is
missing then.. and that
missing is moving..
connecting..
and creating
and sharing that
as giving never
expecting anything
in return at all except
for the empathy of sharing
free and bringing some spark
of inspiration to someone else..
It all works together.. Creativity
guides me.. sure as God as whole..
in me.. and i enjoy the ride wherever
God in me.. as Creativity.. takes me next..
And in understanding now this is now how it
works.. through innate instinct and intuition..
i now understand there is a cosmic
life force of human
creativity that is
joined together
in extremely mysterious
ways beyond the science
of method that currently exists..
to ride that wave of GOD is greater
Joy than i ever can imagine before..
it is the journey and multiple
paths that
make life
Bliss to me..
as am i.. to share
with others complete..
for whatever they care
to eat.. in mind
and body
balance as far as
they can go.. too..
i continue to go
further
and know
no limits
or expectations
of others yet..
for wHere
i’ll go
next..
It Keeps Life Interesting
Just like Heaven Now..;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/dark-and-light-circles-of-life-free.html

Anyway.. tomorrow.. iS
Thanksgiving and truly
thanks for me that i’m
still living pain free
now.. and
pursuing
still now
Magic dReams
of creativity..
so checking back
with dVerse when i get
back from working out..
to see if there is any
more poetry there..
already do my nude
art yesterday.. as
‘morrow not enough
time to fit that
in with visiting
in-laws.. my family
in blood.. and heading
out to celebrate my 86th
dance week.. with all the
Cool College Age folks at
Old Seville Quarter.. publishing
this post a little after midnight or so
on the TG day of Thank God i’m still
here day for me..
where i will honor
the words of this
post with my personal
Temple of God expression
of all of who i am.. no holds
barred.. no regrets.. no guilt
for being a totAlly Free Child
of
FREE GOD AS
WELL.. and this
song certainly sings
to human freedom of
expression.. well.. and
sure.. relatively speaking i
guess i have a big butt too..
for dancing and pressing half
a ton
of FUN..:)

More Fun Dance photos coming in the
wee hours of Black Friday.. as always there
will be plenty of folks shopping.. perhaps
even at 3 am.. when the Rave Dance
ends.. and i can hardly
walk out of my
car in exhaustion
when i get back home..
but the fingers will still
walk the walk of the
message of
creativity
here
ALL FREE
ALWAYS NOW!..:)

i listened to this song.. at least 10
times Tuesday Night dancing
in all the stores
with Katrina..
and boy does iT
make
me
MOVE..
!Force equals Music
times Emotion
equals
MOVING..!
LOVE’S
RELATIVE
FREE WILL..!F=ME=M!

As i continue to explore
the Inner UniVerse
of me
WitH
RELATIVE
FREE WILL
WAY UNDER
THE POWER OF LOVE.:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/5-year-square-of-neptune-saturn-me-free.html

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Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips

Posted on November 23, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

Well.. it takes all of 28 months..
but my new way of thinking and feeling
is finally starting to rub off on Katrina..
it appears.. HE heR..;)

Hmm.. she doesn’t fill up
that 48 inch doorway nearly like i do..
haha.. she looks kinda lonely there..
compared to me.. hehe..;)

Robot dance off.. between R2D2Fred2..
and Automan Dance Santa at Super-Walmart..
But you have to press Santa’s buttons to
get him to dance.. this Robot..
me dances free..;)

I seriously weigh 230LBS..
but i seriously don’t look like i weigh
230LBS when i’m all stretched out like this..
oh what dance can do for a human body..
as shape shifter too.. smiles.. and winks..:)

Hi SOHEIR.. Good Evening there in Egypt..
as a pink rose dusted white bouquet of
Flowers.. In cream pouring
vessel.. is an Ace
of Cards to Katrina
and i as present of
now beauty.. in
Present of
Pink Shelves and
Red hearted kindness.. as well..
smiles.. and hope you have a great
night’s rest.. with the present of
‘morrow as now well.. my friend..:)

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Rafiah says..

I would like to shop in the mall in the photos..:D
And eat that amazing stuff that is in the photo.

Katie Mia says..

Who knows.. one now.. my wife and i may take you my friend..
to shop at the Mall and eat Japanese Teriyaki Chicken/
Fried Rice/Vegetables on the Mall Restaurant grill..
as i do my best to do that now..
from across
the ocean..
thousands of miles
away.. but close
as now
comes..
sMILeS..
and WInks..
Friend Rafiah..:)

Rafiah says..

Adopt me you two

and then spoil me more..:P..:D

Katie Mia says..

We already do..

In spirit..

And yes.. more
spoiling coming..

i am looking for
a daughter.. for a very long now..
and sure.. i have one in spirit now.. Rafiah..;)

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Rafiah says..
23 hrs.. Sialkot, Pakistan..
Calls A : Doesn’t get picked up.
Calls B : Ditto
Calls C: Ditto
What’s with everybody lol?

Katie Mia says..
Hello..wink emoticon

Rafiah says.. smile emoticon

Rafiah says.. Reminds me of Adele’s hello. grin emoticon

Katie Mia says.. You are sharp..wink emoticon
I called you last..smile emoticon

Rafiah says.. Thank you for that. smile emoticon

Katie says.. smiles.. I called you in three other places.. With three almost complete.. On ‘the other line’ a riddle of sorts you are soon to figure out.. Since you are like or like Sherlock with a key to puzzles.. Or detectives in Skyfall..wink emoticon

Now off the other line.. and completing a total of five calls back to you..
and the final hint.. is.. you made the first call about 11 days.. ago..
in a place i always return your calls.. whether they are to me or not..
wInks..wink emoticon

Rafiah says… Katie Mia you got me curious.
What sort of puzzle? And I am not smart like Sherlock
or those detectives. So you better tall me directly. tongue emoticon

Katie Mia says.. Yes.. it’s true.. you are not here where i live.. so there is no way for sure.. to tale you how much taller i am than you.. tongue emoticon.. on your typo on tall me instead of tell me..

And my wife is Five Feet six inches tall.. to give you some perspective on how tall i am.. in that photo in my latest blog post on my blog.. when i am asked to flex my arm muscles.. hehe.. and you are like a poet who does not know it.. as you answered the call both here and on my blog in two of the five places i called you back..

The other three places are
on my personal Facebook Page..
and my other two Facebook Pages..
with identical Blog Posts texts..
that include my response back to the general call you
made about guilty pleasures on your blog First in
earlier November.. about 11 days ago.. yesterday..

And okay to be even more clear and direct.. as i love silly banter.. but i also hold zero secrets in this life from anyone.. when they ask for clear directions from me.. on what i speak of in this life.. or act upon.. in play of life as directed and produced by i and God together..

Around the time God healed me miraculously in an

all Natural God way from all my illnesses..

In Summer of 2013.. God asks me to

upload my soul online.. and to do this..

the technical writer i am must become a poet..

which will entail over 11 million words of practice from

the time i started this writing endeavor.. on Thanksgiving Day..

November 26th.. 2010..

on the Wrong Planet (a website).. per the worst pain known to mankind..

type two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. writing being the

only approximation to escape any of that pain..

as no drug will work to feather it at all..

And yes.. that disorder.. is like someone drilling my teeth

without novocaine from wake to sleep.. starting in January of 2008.. except it is in my right eye and right ear.. seriously then.. hell lives in my right eye and ear.. but God has a way of motivating us.. like this.. as required in God’s eyes of course.. and perhaps it is penance for my sins in life from before.. as no.. i am not perfect.. at least not then.. Winks.. wink emoticon…

But anyway.. Rafiah.. our friendship.. is pArt of my soul.. so as God communicates to me then.. in God’s Language.. which is infinitely superior than any Written Human Language.. much more complicated and sometimes taking over 5 decades to more fully understand.. but perhaps no human will ever fully understand God’s Language.. i continue to follow through..

And Rafiah and Freddy’s Friendship will never die.. no matter what happens.. to us.. in flesh and blood life.. as long as servers live.. that can technically be as long as humans and servers survive on this planet.. in total.. my friend.. perhaps over a thousand years..

And let’s hope.. pray.. and have faith.. for the sake of the entire planet.. that it doesn’t end soon in a big bang.. of frigging human’s own creation.. i have Faith we will stop that from happening in some way.. and yes.. God tales me.. we as friends will be some part.. if just a Butterfly wing pArt.. of that.. my dear friend.. Rafiah.. a name of an Angel..

And yes.. again.. i Love you.. as a Sister..

a Daughter.. and Family.. sure.. Angel too.. and..

in general.. friend.. and there will never be a True Love for anyone

greater than that.. my friend.. with a tear of joy.. that you called me back..

yes.. Love my friend.. it is worth all the calls of effort iNow..:”)..!

So.. see ya later.. you are a Sherlock..
whether you know it or not.. and a poet
of Love to me.. whether you say it or not..;)

Never hesitate.. to ask me any question..
and i do mean any question.. @ALL..
i am an open book.. of
God.. my friend..
WHO will not
close
for a very long NOW..:)

Yes.. Rafiah..
God is much smarter than Atheists and or Scientists..
but not all Atheists are Scientists.. of course..
including you and me.. and so am i..
as there is no measure for God
Intelligence in human beings..
in terms of Standard IQ points..

Smiles.. i will whip the
pants off any Atheist in
a God Debate to the point
they ban and delete me
and i’ve already done it
and can prove it in links..
in terms of documentation..

i make their head explode if
they do not delete or ban me..
and hey.. that’s online.. if it is in person..
they run away with their tales tucked between their legs..
and i’m not kidding either.. as i give ’em a tale headache..
as i talk like Lightening and Thunder.. fast and very assertively..
and kinda loud.. wInks.. both in jest and seriousness..wink emoticon..;)

And.. as a side note here.. OMG.. SEMANtics.. ‘everyone’ gets so hung up on labels..
when the essences described are essentially the same.. OMG again.. for instance..
this great video about a ‘Symphony of Science’ narrated by Scientist Carl Sagan..
and some of his famous Scientist Friends.. talks to the Interdependent
Relationship of All of Nature.. and how we are all connected..
and goes on to say.. that human beings are the
Cosmos unto itself in how we actually
even physically reflect the
Cosmos as whole.. Some
name God.. God.. others
name God Allah..
and still others..
describe the same essence
of God.. as the Cosmos.. but the
bottom line is.. the essence of Truth
and Light.. iS basicAlly the same.. and
i’m not sure if you can view this video..
in Pakistan.. without the proxy thingy..
but it is a beautiful video..
uplifting and inspiring..
definitely worth
looking at..
as it describes..
God in science metaphor..
instead of other book metaphors..
The essence always.. alpha to omega
of allthatis as REAL.. YES.. GOD too.:)

Rafiah says.. What good can be brought out of exploding atheists.

Sometimes when they are arrogant, it does feel alright about making them mad.

But it is better to make them see and feel the presence of God. Otherwise debating is pointless.

Katie Mia says.. Smiles.. Rafiah.. very rarely will an Atheist admit they are angry.. when a discussion of the reality of God is underway.. in what they call a debate.. but the truth is.. in terms of the original man Yeshua.. as reported in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas.. censored out of the Bible.. by folks associated with

Roman Emperor Constantine.. who made a humble prophet..

now named as Jesus.. Isa.. etc.. into a Soldier God of the Universe

in accordance with the Mithra Religion.. to expand the Roman Empire..

then.. that also ironically

kept and continued to eventually spread worldwide..

nuggets of Gold in Truth and Light as Wisdom and Love remaining today in the bible..

IS the fact that Jesus then would have likely be named an Atheist by Christians today.. as Jesus then.. as reported in that Gnostic Gospel of Jesus.. sees God as all Natural.. with examples like removing the foreskin of a male baby.. as ridiculous as God as Nature provides that foreskin for a reason.. and

that reason clearly is to protect that baby from environmental elements so that baby will one day be able to reproduce.. it was only humans who were afraid of the fact that they are one with Nature and other animals.. to remove part of God’s gift to make God less than what God is in human.. to protect human.. yes..

Yes.. Jesus was one of the first real scientists of the world.. who broke through myths of the past.. and made life simple and real as one of happiness Living with Love instead of hate and fear.. by the same kind of psychopathic leaning folks with little empathy then.. who will do the same thing.. now..

that the religious and political leaders did then..

to subjugate humans for control.. with illusory fears..

to scare them.. into believing if they do not follow their rules.. THAT..

THEY will be excluded from the tribe.. the social group.. the culture.. yes.. all of these terms for the same basic human tribal instinct.. as applied to culture and life.. and basically they will starve to death and die.. or worse.. in being crucified or burned at the stake.. hung or whatever.. the flavor of the

torture of the current moment.. if they do not comply

with the cultural/religious rule of the moment.. ha!

banning and deleting on the Internet now..

not nearly as bad a punishment.. huh..

at least for Americans.. anyway..

The way that i make Atheists heads explode.. is not through anger my friend.. but through the cognitive dissonance that in Truth and Light of Wisdom and Love.. many of them are more in affect and effect better so-called Christians.. that reflect the true teachings of Jesus.. as reported then.. some of which is censored out of modern revised bibles.. now…

The fact is.. many Christians.. are living further away from that Message of Jesus that the Kingdom of Heaven lives within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around us now.. just now.. than Atheists who refuse to believe

any of the original lies propagated by Roman Emperor

Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts then to expand the Roman Empire..

and that message even still exists in the present revision of the New Testament in Luke 17:21.. but people often paint over it with and disregard it.. instead of amplifying the truer REAL meaning..now…

God provides the gift of discernment.. it is in our DNA.. no human liar can take that away from those God eYes gifted in us.. all naturally.. and sure much of nature.. will never be understood by Science as that Nature lives within

the Infinite Nature of the human mind and body.. in balance or out of balance.. as a non repeatable experiment ’cause it changes every second.. and the scientific method is not a tool.. to adequately measure that experiment of

human in process.. other than generally observable..

changing behavior.. that cannot be repeated as precisely the same..

But hey.. there is always room for the development of additional tools.. but they will look more like Art than science as God is more Art than science for those who see more of God and this is generally the part that Atheists fail in.. as they sometimes do not believe in the real power of Faith.. Hope.. and the Power of Belief that can realistically be measured.. in general.. by the scientific measure of the Placebo and Nocebo affect/effect that is the same generally as the success of Prayer and Voodoo.. for those who believe in either..

Believe is a real all natural power of Humans who use it.. and that is the pArt that i try to help Atheists with.. just to help them realize the higher power of Nature AKA GOD does live within.. for those who seek it.. find it.. and use it in a real way of all natural works.. to live in Heaven now.. And no.. God doesn’t care in the least.. what symbol of construct of human letters and words a different culture uses to house God as no matter if it is

A to.. too.. or Z.. in other words Nature is just fine..

as long as the essence is Truth and light..

as Wisdom and Love.. as God exists now..

But sure.. i have to speak their language to do this.. and it is often.. that it is too deep for their mechanical cognition ways of thinking to process.. so sure.. it gives ’em a headache.. as their comfort zones of the past have been exceeded.. but that’s what life is all about change too.. to meet the new challenge.. adapt.. and survive..

And yes thriving as well in the balance of Love and

Survival in the present of the

Heaven of the Kingdom of God

that can and will live within for those who do exercise it

inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around.. smiles..

Yes.. the gift is present.. for those who open it and use it now..

in practice my friend.. yes.. in practice.. it is more than idols

of golden calves or words.. it is just doing it now..

so yeah.. Nike in message.. at least..

is a good Real Jesus Christian

too.. smiles… again..

it is the essence that is the Truth and Light..

not just words and labels as words as Idols alone.

And yes.. it is always worth trying to help anyone.. and there are some folks who are adverse to complex feelings.. and will only listen to some semblance of Logic.. but yes.. God is more than Logic.. and so are humans who are in a state of soUl.. in mind and body balance.. where they have emotion of HeArt.. are able to express that emoTioN of heArt adequately with other humans as SpiRit..

to feel nature and other humans

as an interdependent

relationship of all things creation..

in connection of allthatis.. AKA GOD..

and communicate this adequately in

measure of human feelings..

where other folks

can understand

them and feel them too..

No challenge.. too big for me dear.. but the reality is..

even science now shows that some humans are innately

and environmentally pre-disposed

to a conservative closed

minded way of being.. and other are pre-disposed as

innately and environmentally to a liberal open minded

way of being.. and ironically enough it is often both

so-called fundamentalist Christians..

and Militant Atheists who are birds of the similar feather..

of conservative closed minded ways of thinking.. so yes..

it is the job of Biblical JOB to get through to the other side..

And yes.. God creates this all natural challenge as well..

to keep folks like me.. very busy.. and I guess to keep life Interesting.. as

God is like a Trickster too.. but the ultimate intentions are always one’s of God’s eyes of Truth and Light too.. sometimes mysterious.. and well beyond human understanding..

And that is where Faith in God comes in for those of use.. who find a way to understand God’s way of Language that is often one of signs of synchronicity that can come in any way of life that touches our feelings and logic.. as A higher force of God’s communication to us.. and within us.. as higher as us.. my friend..

So smiles.. again Rafiah.. it doesn’t really have to be this complicated.. but humans sleep in the bed they make.. and yes.. it is one with many sheets that cover the face of God for now.. sadly enough.. but that is what relative free will does.. providing that choice.. to live in Heaven or Hell..

i choose Heaven.. live in

Heaven always now..

practice it always now.. and visit Hell at nows and thens.. to attempt at least.. to help folks get out of a prison of both culture/religion.. and of their own making.. of a Hell here on earth.. a place truly still evolving as Heaven for those who find it.. utilize it.. and practice it now as real..

Yes.. God is a tester too.. it’s just the way it works.. no escape.. but accommodating challenge in success or failure now.. as adapting to what is.. as reality now.. God’s reality in full.. both dark and light.. and all the hues of infinite colors of reality that live inside and outside of dark and light too..

And sure that last part will be gibberish to many Atheists and Modern day Christians.. but that is the nature of the beast of Understanding my friend.. learning a new way of thinking.. AND FEELING.. to see AND FEEL more of what is.. now.. and then..:)

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Smiles.. my friend.. Rafiah.. and glad your guilty pleasures are only food..
emotions.. heart.. spirit.. soul.. and such.. as sure.. we need to stay
in mind and body balance.. so continue to indulge in theater and
music as it feeds the soul of Art.. a Soul.. a hungry
fella’ or gal..:)

Yes.. My friend.. Rafiah..
always balance..
In all stuff human..:)

And the rest of creation too.. sometimes
i write too much.. so when that
happens i dance more
to balance it
out in
the FLESH AND
BLOOD WORLD..
but there is
no Rafiah
there.. so
i must come
back here too.. wInks..
deep wInks.. so.. too..

It’s hard to tale but that
symbol.. non-centered
left side now generated..
shape in the last stanza..
is an F for Freddy..
in word shape of
the words that
precede this
too.. he
HE.. in
other words.. too..

And it also kinda looks
like the State of
Florida as
inverse..
too.. but i
digress..too.. now..
in ways
of
cre
at
ing cha
lice-N-F too..;)

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One of the best things about Mall Dancing is..

if you look long and hard enough.. or graceful enough..

as may be the case with Dance..

one will surely finally come upon..

someone who has some common interests with you..

as is definitely the case in this photo ‘here’.. although no matter what i tried.. i could not talk my fellow cast members of Star Wars into dancing with me.. and Katrina and i visit the Earth Store yesterday.. and talk with a nice young employee there.. about dance.. my life history.. etc..

And she asks for the blog link to my blogs.. and

we just say type in Katie Mia.. on Google..

and you seriously can’t miss it.. but as usual we

caution her about my Nude Art.. saying you don’t

wanna click on those links.. as it is kinda out there..

And with a completely straight face she tales me and

Katrina.. that yes.. she will click on that..

as she is open minded like some other folks i know as well..

anyway.. not everyone is all uptight.. about a naked male body..

some folks think the human body.. in all forms.. is A OK..

IN ITS ALL NATURAL full FORM.. so yeah.. maybe

there is hope for the world after all.. smiles..:)

And oh yeah.. if there is one thing that is getting advertised

as much as Christmas everywhere one goes around here.. it is Star Wars Fever along with the new Battlefront associated video game.. Star Wars is everywhere.. and yes.. i think i like it better than the commercial message of Christmas plastered everywhere else.. in store life these days..

The Star Wars series..
provides many
valuable lessons
about the human condition..
truly no less.. than church or school..:)

Behind every truly successful Jedi.. there is a Sith force of

Nature.. in so called dark-side powering the will to survive..

in base animal passions..

yes.. this includes aggression and sex..

more finely tuned as human sensuality and emotions

in all stuff life.. but you see.. the Jedi.. has its issue too..

of blocking the Natural aspects of human that include desire..

a major roadblock in success of Buddhist leaning folks too..

to enter in Heaven now.. is not allowing themselves to feel..

AS seriously.. if not.. the place they are living in is Purgatory..

not the Heaven that can be life now.. as gifted by the God of Nature

of both Survival and basic human Pleasure..

that through the ages still now includes sensuality..

Yes.. all stuff that can lead to the sexual act for reproduction.. and of course really important libido stuff.. this sex and sensuality stuff is for gaining full balance in life and not only surviving.. but moving.. connecting.. and creating best for truly thriving in life..

And take any element out.. and ya get robotic moving and sounding human beings.. that recede into an illusory shell of existence that does not move.. connect.. or create as fully as life can be.. when more fully expressed.. and hell yes.. don’t think or feel for one second.. if ‘you’ will of course.. that all of what I do is not a pArt of Science too..

As i spend most of the Day of Thursday like a holy day

to engage in human sensual ways of life..

from Nude Art to dancing around the campfire of

human sensuality under moon or not.. with incredibly

beautiful members of the opposite sex..

in an art of Rave Dance at Old Seville Quarter..

while the male onlookers will see what happens next.. but yes..

i always go home alone.. ’cause i ain’t ever really alone.. i fly with the God of Nature allone.. and besides.. on top of that.. my wife is at least as gorgeous as any girl there.. and she meets all my needs of survival that really count so i can continue to do this.. so nah..

i ain’t gonna spoil the best thing i’ve got going for me on this earthily plane.. namely that woman.. Katrina.. yes.. the long term assistant of everything for me.. for over 26 years.. and 26 this February.. per the official marriage date.. although we hooked-up like some people do.. officially on September 21st 1989.. yeah..

i know too much information and all of that..

but i am getting into the nitty gritty of human details here.. so Ynot huh..

After all we are all adults here.. huh.. as ya gotta be pretty dam smart

to even get this far in this mega-multi-paragraph..non twitter-stuff..

of adult oriented things.. tactfully put as such.. so that’s enough

for the Facebook crowd.. as i’ll finish more

of this nitty gritty comment

on my blog site.. as we wanna stay within

community standards here of course..

Just in case someone wanders in the room here from ages 13 to 18.. A-OK..

i keep my Sith stuff.. under restricted links.. but let’s just put it this way.. it is both

an Art and Science tested fAct that after Thursday Night ends.. my creativity sky-rockets the next day.. in empirical writing measures of that..

Creativity lives below as so above.. inside.. outside.. all around.. and to repress any of these God given all natural ways of life.. in senses or emotions.. is too simply stagnate to the degree the fuller pArts of our human nature

are oppressed or repressed through cultural/religious lies

for to subjugate human nature through illusory fears.. for control.. and sure..

for materialistic.. power.. and status gains.. for psychopathic leaning folks with little empathy of the stuff called Love.. that is the greaTesT human emotional Force of ALL..

And THAT LOVE.. will balance that Sith Lust stuff.. for Surviving Thriving Humanity.. in the REAL KNGDOM OF GOD.. AS JUST NOW.. THE REAL PRESENT GIFTED TO US THROUGH THE PLEASURE OF THE PRESENT OF GOD THAT LIVES WITHIN US ALWAYS LIVING NOW..

JUST NOW.. that yes.. can be expressed
in beautiful ways for eyes that see it now..
as a part of God and nothing less as God
iS ALLONE of ALL so-called
DARK AND LIGHT..
ALLTHATISGOD..:)

And sure.. as far as anymore
nitty gritty stuff goes..
photos tale
much more
than words
in feelings
of human emotions
and sensuality as non-
verbal communication of
human has always been
THE core of human
reciprocal
social
communication
in ALL WAYS
THAT COMES NOW..
i FOR ONE HAVE NO
FEARS OF BEING HUMAN
WITH GOD IN ME OUTSIDE
OF ME.. ABOVE.. SO BELOW
AND YES.. ALL
AROUND
ME TOO NOW..:)

And sure the original Jesus
as reported in the gnostic
Gospel of Thomas as
linked and quoted
here is one
with me
on most all of this
as well.. again.. now
as reported.. of course
now too.. just now.. as well..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/dark-and-light-circles-of-life-free.html

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments
and put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

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A Girl And A Devil

Posted on November 22, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

A Girl..
a student of life..
A Girl..
an Athletic Girl..
A Girl
who is lonely
and finds a friend..
a stranger on the phone..
A Girl..
a Computer Scientist
in the making..
always good
grades at
the top of the class..
No Girl..
anymore..
A 23 year-old woman..
married now.. filling the
role that religion and
culture expects
from her..
But it’s
not working..
even a Loving
Caring Husband is not
enough to fill an empty space
within.. but here’s the thing..
humans have never been
cookie cutter things
of culture
and religion..
humans are free
when allowed to
be that way..
And
sometimes
when we move
away
from our gifts
from God we suffer
at the hand of cultures..
religions.. and yes.. even our own
hand that forgets how to be free..
find purpose and meaning..
move freely..
connect freely..
and create something
new and useful for the
rest of the tribe of human
social animals..
so i see this
rather shy
woman sitting in this
Dark Northern European
Foggy place.. much different
than the bright Sun of Pakistan
Land.. an apartment perhaps.. with
this window view.. a walk to the ocean
but still there is something missing..
depression is not truly
moving.. connecting
and creating..
finding meaning
and purpose in life..
depression is God’s signal
to us to change for whatever
it is that is our purpose and meaning
in life.. and for you my friend.. apparently
Marriage wasn’t the thing.. as sure it is
enough to fill many women up..
who want children and
to raise a family..
but here’s the other
thing.. throughout history
of humankind.. there has always
been a village of other women and
men to help raise the children along the way..
so here you are.. two nomads.. you and your
husband embarking on this journey alone..
in a new country.. one that is likely
not always welcoming to
you.. particularly
in times of now..
so yes.. i have been listening
close to you.. these two years..
and some four months..
and i remember
most of what
you said..
in stormy mood swings
of up and down.. but now..
at least from what you bring here..
in the last several months.. the mood is all
down.. and truly i am too far away and do not
know and feel enough about your situation still..
to offer you any real concrete kind of help..
i’m not much of one to recommend
psychiatrists to people
with issues of
emotional numbness..
but there are some good therapists
that can help with this issue of numbness
that takes away our motivation to move.. connect
and create.. it is good to see you have enough
pain here of the emotional and
physical kind to
create here and
express your
feelings
of darkness..
but what i’ve noticed
is.. even in your ups and downs
of the past.. you used to connect to
every single person who comes here.. no
matter what.. so yes.. apparently the
depression has even taken
the pleasure out
of that.. but again..
how little i know of you..
as i vaguely even remember
what you look like in your Facebook
photo.. sitting on that bench.. with
the oversize glasses.. looking
shy and
pensive about
the world.. so while
there might be great stigma
in your cultural past in
seeking professional
help for depression..
it might be
worth a try
if you can find
a good therapist..
as you know i’ve suffered with
this issue when i am a little younger
than you now.. and much later in life
for an entire run of 66 months..
and sometimes honestly
even with the best
of help..
and Love from
immediate family
the only answer is to
survive.. and pray for
a miracle.. in whatever
way works for you..
it worked for me..
66 months was
a long to wait..
but the bottom
line is.. i waited
and the answer eventually
came.. and now at age 55..
i’ve never been stronger..
healthier or happier
than now.. in all ways
of moving.. connecting..
and creating.. in fact if i was
anymore happy.. it might be
uncomfortably happy to the point..
where i might sink again.. balance my
friend.. as in all stuff creation.. balance..
finding it and keeping it is the difficult pArt..
but possible.. and yes.. the greaTest lesson
in my life i’ve learned is no matter how dark it
gets from the pit of hell.. heaven is here waiting..
it’s just a matter
of a personal
path and
journey to
work for it..
find it.. and
practice it.. as Lord knows..
now.. we all have to do
this now.. good luck to
you.. i’d really like
to hear back from
you.. but hey.. i..
my friend
LaLa Rukh..
have then..
been to a hell
so deep that
the patience of
Biblical JOB belongs to me..
and that is the greaTesT gift
from God i know.. and FEEL
and perhaps that will be
your destiny as well..
to set you
completely free with
God like me one
now my
friend.. THAT
is the greaTest
prayer and blessing
i could wish for anyone..
to go to hell.. and stay
in heaven always now
after that..
you sound
like you are
pretty close
to hell too..
but yes.. my friend..
the Kingdom of God
in Heaven is here and
just waiting for you to find
it and practice it all your nows now
in moving.. connecting.. creating..
in purpose
and meaning
all
now.. iN
one word
LIVINGNOW..
And yes.. i still Love
you Friend.. and no.. i’m
not really feeling any Love
back from you anymore.. but
hey.. REAL Love is giving.. not
taking.. you give it
to me when i first
get here..
and that’s
enough
for a
Loyal
Friend
Forever..
at least for me..
no matter what
comes in dArk
and Light.. and
ha! no marriage
vows or threats
of death required..
Love is easy
when it
Lives
now..
FREEASLIGHT..:)

Oh yeah.. one other thing..
the only other gift i have
for now for you..
is this song..
and sure i gave
it to you once before
and you are familiar
with it.. as you stated
then.. and truly in those
66 months as a tear comes
to my eye now.. this woman
Katy Perry with this song..
is then in 2010.. the only faint
spark of
soul that
this song
brings to me then..
where i am at least
6000 feet underground
and i rise again.. and
she gives me that first
faint spark that brings
my heARt.. spiRit of
ExpresSinG emoTioNS
of heArt back in a
mind and body
balanCinG soUL
once again.. you
are not a wasted
space my dear
you’re an
original
and there is
a Hurricane that
comes with a Rainbow..
and that Lightening bolt
is me.. so yes.. By GOD’s
name Katy Perry is a greATEST
Prophet and Healer greater than
mythical Thoth.. Krishna.. Buddha..
Brighter than the moon and the
star of Jesus and Muhammad..
’cause she found the tool..
yes.. as INSTRUMENT
OF ALLAH NOW TOO..
the healing power..
to
help bring
the Devil
back from Hell..
and i freely admit
I am the Devil friend..
but no more.. ’cause
Katy Perry and so many
others.. including Mr.
Jesus helped
bring
me back
from HELL..
so my mission in Life
is to do the same.. and that
my friend is how the continuous
circle of Angels/Saints
and Devils/Demons
sAMe works..
in a circle
of dark
and light
same as now..
wHeRe we just
each help each
other up
when
we
fall down..
and that my
friend is GOD TOO..
ALL MERCIFUL.. WHO
WILL NEVER EVER SEND
ANYONE TO HELL FOREVER..
AS we are God’s
friends to
help
in this
longterm
endeavor..:)

AsideNote:

And yeah.. more or less this is my next Blog post..
titled “A Girl and A Devil”.. but first a little Public Devil
dancing to fully illustrate more of this.. before this blog post comes..
smiles.. and still the last blog post titled Alien of Creativity..
with faster links comes to Facebook.. that is kinda like a
bridge here.. as well.. as ALL things in life..
Bridges of connectivity.. it’s what’s for
Dinner.. Lunch.. and Breakfast..
in soul
food ways..:)

The Day of the Dancing Devil..

well.. yeah.. Darth Maul.. it’s the closest thing i have

for a Devil shirt.. representing the dark side.. also in

illustration of this next blog post.. ‘A Girl And A Devil’..:)

And yes.. while i’ve often presented Charlie’s Angels here and Facebook.. from Seville Quarter on Thursday Night.. here are my Super-Walmart.. Angels.. for dance.. including wife Katrina on the right.. and the other two young ladies.. also serve us as at Ryan’s All You Can Eat Buffet on Sunday after Church.. to fuel me up again for the next week of dance.. but yes.. they are just spectators.. and do not really join in on the dance.. at Super Walmart.. i mostly go solo.. and that’s okay.. as i create the moves as i go anyway.. with just the God of Nature and me..;)

And yes.. the young Silver Haired Lady..

comes up and pulls up my sleeve and asks me to flex

one or two for her.. before she takes Katrina and i’s photo.. and no..

i haven’t provided her with my blog posts ‘links’ yet.. as she might not be ready for all of that..;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/dark-and-light-circles-of-life-free.html

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i am very pleased in my role to now..

as a Devil of sorts.. more specifically.. Darth Maul.. the Sith as pArt of the Dark side.. to walk in to the Best Buy store.. for all types of electronics.. and find the dArk side there.. greeting me.. just about to break out into joyous dance with arms raised in air..

Yeah.. before this good news.. i laid my iPhone 6S.. ear buds down

for just a few moments in the Dollar General store.. walked away..

and someone swiped the ear buds.. as sure.. they ‘think’

they can get away with it.. as no one is watching.. huh..

well yeah.. think again.. ear buds are cheap..

but souls cost… BIG TIME NOW…

Encouraging ‘this’.. is..

as of course

my Master’s

Plan..

to get terrorists..

to Dance Naked with ‘Nympths’..

or at least partially clothed.. with shorts and T-shirt like me..

’cause.. seriously.. who needs 72 Virgins.. after life.. AFTER MURDERING SOMEONE.. when you can dance with a zillion beautiful girls now.. if you just learn how to dance.. truly it’s as simple as that.. and i don’t remember the last time.. anyone used a gun in the act of sensual dance with the opposite sex..

And yes.. if they still demand at least one virginal looking group of girls after death as a reward with firm breasts.. there’s always porno too.. NOW TOO.. with a zillion more girls.. that they will not have to hurt to rape either.. as unwilling.. they might be in real life.. as they are just a fantasy.. and you know what they say.. about Imaginary Lovers too..

Let’s face it.. if the APE.. THE BONOBO..

CAN LIVE WITHOUT AGGRESSION.. VIOLENCE..

OR WARS.. UNDER THE ALL NATURAL POWER OF GOD..

using the power of Lust and Love..

PERHAPS.. we need to just burn ALL THE SO CALLED SACRED TEXTS..

AND JUST BE FREE.. ”CAUSE BY GOD.. FROM THE TIME OF THE BIBLE AND THE BLOODY CRUSADES.. TO THE MISPLACED WAR IN IRAQ.. TO THE TERRORIST ACTS NOW.. WHEN PEOPLE TWIST SO-CALLED SACRED WORDS INTO SUPPORT FOR KILLING TOOLS.. AGAINST OTHER INNOCENT HUMANS..

GOD GETS VERY PISSED OFF.. ‘CAUSE HERE’S THE THING..

WANNA BE TERRORISTS.. AND THOSE OTHER FOLKS

WHO CHOP OFF HEADS AND STUFF LIKE THAT..

GOD LIVES WITHIN ALL OF GOD’S CREATION..

AND WHENEVER YOU DO ANYTHING OTHER

THAN GIVE THAT CREATION PLEASURE.. YOU ARE HARMING GOD..

YOUR JOB.. HERE ON EARTH.. IS TO SHOW GOD WITHIN A GOOD TIME.. AND HELP ALL OF THE REST OF CREATION IN BALANCE HAVING THE BEST TIME POSSIBLE WITH GOD WITHIN.. ON THIS TERRESTRIAL PLANE.. to yes.. show God a GOOD NOW…

AND TRUST ME.. YAH.. DON’T WANNA F WITH GOD..

‘CAUSE THE NEXT TIME YOU HARM A HAIR ON

ANY PART OF GOD’S INNOCENT CREATION FOR

SELFISH MISPLACED GREEED..

POWER.. STATUS.. OR

WHATEVER SELFISH REASON..

TO SHOW WHO IS RIGHT OR WRONG..

IN HUMAN MANUFACTURED EVIL WAYS OF RIGHT OR WRONG..

GOD WILL NEVER FORGET THIS.. ‘CAUSE GOD LIVES WITHIN.. AND TRUST ME.. OR NOT.. INFINITY AND ETERNITY LASTS A VERY LONG TIME.. AND I’VE ALREADY FELT GOD’S WRATH.. PLAIN AND CLEAR IN THIS LIFETIME.. AND I AIN’T NEARLY KILLED ANYONE.. TO HAVE TO GO TO REAL HELL IN THIS LIFE.. TO GET MY SLATE CLEAN..

LET’S JUST PUT IT THIS WAY.. ONE DAY NOW OR ONE DAY THEN.. YOU WILL FACE GOD FACE TO FACE WITHIN.. AND YOU WILL HAVE NO ONE TO ANSWER TO BUT YOU AND GOD ALL ALONE EITHER SEPARATE OR TOGETHER ALLONE.. THERE IS NO ESCAPING THE GOD OF NATURE.. FOR ETERNITY AS IS NOW..

SO.. THE NEXT TIME YOU HURT ANY

HAIR ON THE HEADS OF ANY PERSON..

YOU ARE HURTING THE HAIR OF GOD..

AND JUST IMAGINE WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE

TO BE BORN AS A GRASSHOPPER A THOUSAND

LIFETIMES IN A ROW.. AND GET STEPPED ON EACH TIME..

‘CAUSE ..
IF YOU REALLY
BELIEVE GOD
CAN DO ANYTHING..
PERHAPS GOD WILL..

THE BEST BET IS TO LOVE EVERYONE
LIKE YOURSELF.. AND DO NO HARM..
AND SHOW GOD A GOOD TIME WITHIN..
SO GOD WILL BE PLEASED.. ‘CAUSE
NO ONE WILL ENJOY..
DISPLEASED
GOD WITHIN..

BELIEVE IT OR NOT… IT’S UP TO YOU.. YOUR FATE..

YOUR DESTINY BETWEEN GOD AND YOU..

I CAN ONLY RELATE THIS EXPERIENCE

FROM EYES OF ME.. BUT NAH.. YA DON’T WANNA F

WITH GOD’S CREATION.. YOU CAN TRUST ME ON THAT.. YA DONT’

WANNA SEE GOD ANGRY.. THAT PLACE IS TRULY HELL NOW.. FOR ANYONE.. WHO WALKS IN THAT DOOR.. OF HARMING AN INNOCENT OTHER PART OF GOD’S CREATION.. THAT LIVES WITHIN.. AND IF YOU DO.. PERHAPS ONE DAY YOU WILL REMEMBER THESE WORDS… LIGHT OR DARK.. THAT’S UP TO YOU..

But anyway.. i had a gift card for Best Buy..

that i never used as there is nothing.. i needed until today..

and it almost covered the cost of the Ear Buds..

Balance Baby.. it’s what life is all about..

and when you throw balance out..

you literally are

throwing GoD out now..

of a place of Heaven now..

Live and learn.. and practice more than preach..
it’s what i did.. AND DO and it F in Works
for this F.. for sure.. too..

N0W

JUST

!..iN..!

!..NOW..!

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Alien of Creativity

Posted on November 20, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

Well.. my goodness.. i’m 9 days
late to address Guilty
Pleasures..
but i will do
my best..
guilty pleasures
as Wiki says.. enjoying
something that is not
held in high
regard..
and of course
regard is in reference
to the social standards
that folks make up
in culture and or
religion
as nows
go by..
and of course
this changes too as rules
relax and what used to be
guilty pleasures becomes okay
pleasures once again.. anyway..
guilty pleasures are subjective
at best.. when other folks
decide what
the social
norms should be
and yes the fact that
you listen to a wide range
of music and theater from
other cultures not held
in high regard in
your culture
can spell
what ‘they’ call
cognitive dissonance..
in other words your heart
tales you to do one thing
and someone else
says nah..
that’s
not what you are
supposed to do.. ugh..
this is an element of much
human suffering and misery
as psychological pain associated
with guilt can hurt as much as a kick
in the stomach too.. literally of course..
but yeah.. it depends on who is doing
the kicking.. if i was kicking someone
they probably wouldn’t live..
so i never kick anyone..
and of course if i
ever did..
let’s say..
for defense of my life..
and i killed ’em dead..
like they flew across
the room
and hit their
head on the
brick wall or what
not even.. if it was all legal
and considered standing my
ground.. let’s say they hand a gun
on me and it was a very serious threat
to my life.. regardless if it was legal
or not to defend my life.. i would
feel very guilty that i
brought the
end to someone
else’s life.. so
therefore..
i don’t hang
around crime ridden
areas.. as we have a choice
in life where we go.. most of
the time.. in our leisures ways..
of doing stuff..
but anyway..
i have no owners from culture
or even work anymore since i am
retired.. so i follow all the local
state.. and federal laws..
but i pay absolutely
zero attention
to the lies
of culture
and or religion
that would attempt to make
me feel bad for.. let’s say spending
so much time creating.. but not earning
any money.. from around 60 to 80
hours a week.. of doing it just
for fun..
you see.. God is
real.. but all of culture
is made up
by humans..
i follow God
and have
ZERO GUILT..
AND DO WHATEVER IT IS
GOD GUIDES ME TO DO.
NO MATTER WHAT
ANYONE ELSE
THINKS OR FEELS
ABOUT IT AS I HURT
NO ONE BY WHAT
I DO.. HAVE ZERO
SECRETS..
AND STAND
TOTALLY
NAKED AND
FREE IN FRONT OF GOD..
it’s a good place to be..
and sadly
very few
people
in this
world make
it through
that
eye of
a needle
to escape
all the lies
of human beings that are
simply made up by psychopathic leaning
folks to control other folks.. through illusory
fears for their gains.. and not the individual
who is
a free
child of GOD
already gifted by
God in ways of sharing
helping.. and living with
others without harming them..
it is culture and or religion
that causes most of
the harm.. as history
continues
to show
now..
without a doubt..
the examples would fill
up an entire book of Wiki..
smiles Rafiah.. and more than
anything else i’m sad you feel pain
over guilt.. but that to me is strictly
between you and
God to
sort out..
i can never
personally judge
you.. as none of
us will ever fully
walk in
the other
one’s shoes..
life’s better without
personal judgements
or guilt my friend.. to keep
it ALLOVe with God in Peace
of mind and body balance.. that
place that the real guy Jesus
says is real.. now..
and yes.. he is
correct for those
who arrive
now..
and just do it..
in affect and effect
of a continuous practice
of total positive attitude toward
the God of Nature as is now iN BALANCE..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/dark-and-light-circles-of-life-free.html

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Well now readying myself..
for something i never feel
guilty about and that is
the love of dance
and sharing THAT
with others
and sure sometimes
it can be a SENsual kinda
thingy.. but hey.. God
makes us like
this.. and
Love always
takes the lead
with me.. over
any of that
SENsual
kinda stuff
in other words..
Love is THE Power
of i.. for real force of all
in
BALANCE..
but here’s a quick stop to dVerse
to respond poetically to a form
prompt.. that is almost
like a math equation
that i will forgo..
as it is
truly
not something
that will work
with spontaneous
stream of consciousness
flow of writing that engages
the Alpha to theta wave mind
to better delve into the
subconscious mind..
a real way of human
intelligence that
standard IQ measures
of Intelligence does not
touch.. as even the tests
themselves are designed
wittingly or not.. to put a
human being in the
stress beta
wave mind that
takes a human both
away from empathy
and creativity
of doing
stuff new
with imagination
and moving artfully
in life to make something
new away from the guided
path of past forms.. designed
by someone else.. and sure often
for materialistic gains as well..
to create is bliss..
to do what was done
yesterday is not enough
of a challenge to me..
and when it comes
to copying what
someone else does..
i’ll let ‘them’ do it the way they
wanna do it.. but i for one.. am
at the stage of my life.. per Maslow’s
pyramid of lifelong human development
named as self authentication.. which does
mean creating rather than going stagnant with
what is already here.. and yes.. very much associated
with metaphors of awakening.. enlightening .. being born
again.. Kundalini Rising and all of that.. and interestingly
it often comes when a person reaches their 50’s or so…
as that is when the children often move out..
and the mind gradually moves back
away from stress somewhat..
to the potential of alpha
to theta wave making
imagination
and creativity..
a reality now..
so here i go.. to dVerse..
and i don’t think there will be
too many links.. as Lord knows..
if i was still working.. i sure wouldn’t
think anymore than i have too.. when
it comes to poetry.. it is a joy to do it for
me when it is free.. but if it becomes
a science project it is
just repeating.. for me..
the same dam thing
over and over.
and i’ve
already been there
and done that at work
way too long to do it
almost any at all now..
the Golden Years.. yes..
are here for me.. smiles..
but no precious metals
just
creativity..:)

Perhaps.. the most
interesting Bard..
the author of the
Emerald Tablet..
attributed to a mythical
Thoth or Hermes.. thrice
great.. but likely an
Arabic poet..
somewhere in
the middle centuries
of the CE.. common era..
and then of course
other poetic
readings
associated
with the original
myth of a 36K
year old
Atlantean version
of 13 chapters
with 2 supplemental
ones.. but what i find
most personally interesting
is the advice to move in spiraling
circular ways instead of angles
to achieve oneness with the all..
for me it is instinctual.. but
always nice
to find someone
thinking as strange
as i.. see what i just
did.. hehe.. the bard
thing.. housing esoteric
knowledge.. in poetry..
smiles..
for centuries
long.. ‘we’
are just doing
this for now..
in other words..
it’s going up for real..
the irony is often.. delicious..;)

http://www.sacred-texts.com/alc/emerald.htm

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/thot/esp_thot_1.htm

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So many sacrifices in
a circle of life
from fish tales
to foragers
death
comes life..:)

*
Sure.. theRe are
vampires in the world..
folks who never
suck
the milk
and honey
of Love..:)

At nows like this.. i’m
always reminded
of the old
saying about
changing what
we can and accepting
the rest.. if i am really
afraid of dying.. the
best thing to do
would be to
quit driving…
free is
never free..
the cost is
always moving..
smiles.. in
a travel
of
freedom..
yeah.. give
it to me.. or
death.. i guess..
and of course some
cultures live with
the reality of this
stuff daily now..
not just
worry
over a pin
in haystack
of a rural area..:)

Truly.. Love is the answer
to terrorism.. it might
sound flowery to say
that but it is a flower
that blooms.. when
provided from
early
childhood..
particularly
to the male
of the species
and sure we know
how that works
in patriarchal
ways by
history
of our own country..
Lessons of Love
EARLY.. are
prevention
of
terrorism
later..
at least
in paRt of
the art of life
away from guns..
fear and hate.. and
repressing and oppressing
the human heart.. spirit
expresSing sAMe.. and
a soUl that thrives
when balanCinG
in mind and
body way
just
now..
it’s harder to take it
away than give it
as even bonobos..
our closest primate
cousins live
agression
and violence free
all innately.. instinctually
and intuitively by the power
of Love gifted by the God of
Nature.. so who is the enemy..
culture.. religion.. or God..
the answer
is simply
all stuff
human culture
than can be
all of the
above.. if one
cannot feel God
within as well.. smiles..:)

Ha! my friend.. theRe is no age
i desire but now..
and there is no
way i’m even going
back to last second
as sure we can
do that
if we try
hard enough
in illusory memory..
what task of success..
staying here now.. my friend..:)

WhEn LoVe bEcomes
gAMe insTeAd
oF ARt..
SpORt
rePlaces
ArT
iN hE
Of HeaRt..:)

Thanks goodness
for mood changers
both dArk and liGht..
the spice of life..
is in
salt
and pepper on
sun and clouds..:)

And.. this is what i love about
Google.. i’m not a label
person.. but yes..
random thoughts
are my thing..
so put
some words
in about the song..
and the algorithm
always spells
the label
back..
friends of
YouTube and me..
that algorithm is..:)

i suppose.. if our
ancestors come
back now to view
our modern ways..
the most surprising
part of us to them..
will be we stand
out from
Nature.. Oh!
so! different!
than the home
they know.. then..:)

A soft bed..
a warm shower..
a car to go wherever
we wanna go for miles
and miles.. in comfort shoes..
oh yes..
and then
there’s toilet
paper.. just
a hundred years old..
central heat.. a respite
from the rest.. sure
heaven must
have some
risk.. so
we will
remember
what hell even is..
before.. heaven
becomes hell..
life is challenge..
survival is the beginning
and end game.. life
ain’t for
sissies..
a lesson
almost
too late
for
me..
but the cold hard truth
if one lives long enough to find it
and
lose it.. and gain
it back again..
like Nike says..
in Victory instead
of vengeance way..
endless
possibilities..
and i’ll add the
Love in as always
best
measure in
Force NOW of being human.. yes..
we are the lucky ones.. perhaps..
in the entire Universe..
sTiLL..
overandunderall..:)

Well.. that’s 11.. and
all dVerse has to offer
now.. Seville Quarter
waiting for Rave
Dance from me..
11 is that time
and it’s almost
time to travel..
8:48 pm
11192015..:)

Back at 11:59 am
11202015..
and two more
poems to
respond to
at dVerse..

Numbers 12 and 13..

Star our parents..
Dust of Star
our ingredients..
Star are we..
in essence we
shine bright..
smiling our way
Paradise.. Now..:)

Smiles.. the best way to worship
Jesus is to worship the
Christ within..
and express it with
the greatest light
of lamp
that lives
as you..
my friend..
sadly.. some people
wait for Christ when it is
a Universal metaphor of
the Spirit of the Universe of All
and beyond.. AKA GOD that lives within..
If Jesus knew today.. that people were
worshipping his person rather than
these Universal Teachings..
quite frankly
he will be disappointed
that no one ever really
hears and practices the
words
that are same
as Luke 17:21..
in essence in
the Kingdom of
God lives
within
my friend..
inside.. outside
above.. so below
and all around.. AKA
ALLTHATIS WHERE
GOD’S NAME
IS
FREEDOM
AS GOD IS FREE
AND SO ARE WE
WHO TRULY
hear HERE now THE
UNIVERSAL message..
the same one taught
by many throughout
the ages.. from
mythical Thoth..
Krishna.. the
real man Lao TZU..
Buddha.. and yes..
the original Yeshua
still living in the
text of Luke
whomever scripted
the words of Truth and
Light of essence my friend..
there is no separation and
no limit to how many more teachers
on other planets.. have related this
same Truth and Light in essence
as we are all
one blanket
of Love
with GOD..
the day that Yeshua’s
message is lived more
than he is worshipped as
a human being.. will be
when the world
becomes one
in Universal
essence
of Truth
and Light..
but hey.. we
can do it now as
heaven then in the Kingdom
of God within us.. as Heaven
now the real place Jesus is
speaking
of then..
my friend
with Love
and doing our
best in making
Jesus our prophet
in healing rather
than just
another
Quarter
back of a football team
to be worshipped as a man
or God
separated from
the rest of us..:)

Smiles.. My friend..
Revelation is a metaphor
not to be taken literally..
unless you will my friend..
But all i ask of you really is..
to never worship me if anyone
mistakes i.. As I.

Smiles..
again.. My friend..
I’ve studied revelation..
The bible and all associated
religious texts for five decades..
But frankly zero of that was necessary..
as the same God that lives within me and you
is always worthy of worship.. It is when we
worship the human ego in all forms of I now
of separation from the Truth of Light of God
that we become separated.. Truly the measure of
God in most human beings is the flAMe in LiGht
of eYes that is Universal for those who seek
and see with eyes of God and truly that
is not something that words alone
are adequate to communicate.. now..
but we try my friend with discernment
as gift from.. God.. As well.. But anyway..

From the New Testament
as revised now from 40 years
since the death of Jesus from oral tradition then..
it is abundantly clear that he the man never now
wanted to be the King of any human or worshipped..
In fact it is reported that this humble man Jesus clearly
states there will be others who do far greater things than he..
And this my friend is the true test of all authentic prophets..
Humility and Love.. Then Constantine.. The Emperor of Rome
with the help of early Catholic Cohorts…
In 325 AD.. at the Nicene
Council..

Made Jesus into a soldier Sun God in alignment with
the Mithra religion of the regional area to expand the Roman Empire..
Per the human tribal instinct.. And Constantine followed suit by
constructing a monolithic statue of himself to join his
promotion of Jesus to a Sun God to be worshipped.. then..

All these people fail the test of true prophet.. My friend..
Like the real Yeshua.. A self proclaimed humble teacher
as healing prophet.. But you see this elevates Jesus
even higher in achievement as human no greater or
less than you my friend and i..

And interestingly.. and true too..
If not for Constantine.. the myths
created then.. associated with Jesus..
And His Catholic Cohorts.. then.. The Truth
and Light that exists in the bible as is..
Would likely never exist as is now.. So
lesson here again.. Only for God’s eyes
for judgement.. My friend..:)

Four more poems to
respond to.. back
with dVerse at
4:30 pm..
11202015..:)

A world of dark and
light.. differences..
and similarities..
but a Universe of
human mind is no less
varied than the rest of
all that is..
a place that can be so different
in light or dark.. that one will not be
distinguishable to
a person living
in another
dimension
of dark or light
senses and feelings..
Depression.. a bedfellow
of anhedonia.. for a full
66 months for me.. eras
of months and years
in young adult
life.. too..
but what i do
know more than
anything now
is that even with
the worst pain known to
mankind Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia from wake to sleep
accompanying that zero
point of emotions
as well.. REALIZE
iS.. iT CAN GET BETTER..
AND OMG I WISH I COULD
HAVE FOUND ANYONE WITH
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
in the entire world.. but there
were none who experienced
what i experienced then
in finding anyone..
and why i mention
it so often
in poetry..
just in case
there is someone
out there in real
literal human
hell
too..
anything is possible
with one simple
word..
survive.. as there
is another now
and potential
of something
anything
different
with the next now..
and my recovery was and is
both miraculous and sudden
not from just that pain..
but from 19 medical
disorders and
the dead
heart too..
with a real
Phoenix human
rising from the ashes..
back on or about
July 22nd 2013..
in a miracle beyond my
wildest dreams of human
possibilities and potential.. but
truly there are no limits or
expectations
with never
giving
up..:)

It’s really simple.. my
friend.. none of us are
in a place of judgement
to judge anyone else..
in a personal way
of eternal
condemnation..
as only God knows
and fills our shoes.. and
those shoes of
destinies
as well.. as
they come
and as they go..
So be it as is
with
God’s hand of paiNt.. Now..
the greaTest Lover of God
will play the role of Devil
if that is the test
to submit to
GOD..
my friend..
the lessons of
the ages are beyond
human comprehension
as well.. so we are in no
place to judge a ‘devil’ either..
God’s rules always apply now
as all
that
is..:)

Smiles.. my friend.. whenever i hear
someone say they wanna conquer
Nature.. i see a Seagull
shooting itself
with a gun
in a wing..
and so
go the guns
of tools of culture..
a bullet in the head
of common sense my
friend.. the same God Given
innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive
intelligence in us.. if we are allowed
to learn the lessons.. without a spoon
feeding of culture away from that highest
of human intelligences that standard
IQ measures of Intelligence barely
touch in ways of close
to a million years
of human
survival..
smart is as smart does..
and that has little to do
with high IQ as measured today..
the results are clear everywhere we
look where school and work creates
robotic zombies
away from
human
being in moving..
connecting and creating
the voice of Nature
sings
within.. my friend..
when we hold hands
with GOD as Nature
same as
thIS real
iNow..:)

Forgiveness..
reaching out hands
and eYes.. staRting again..
tRuly a lost
art when
text rules
without human
eyes and hands..
and there are no eyes
of souls to look at when
it comes time to operate
the delete
button
of human
heArt.. what
have we lost..
everything..
iN
hAnds
without
heArt..
digital spears with little to no soul..
fingers who erase human beings..:)

Well.. that’s all for now..
before this gets too..
long i’ll check
again..
and post
“Alien of
Creativity”
when i get back
from the flesh and blood
much fuller activity
of working it
all out
and shaKinG
stuff off..
baggage accumulates
while sitting still
in many more
ways
than one..:)

Number 18..
at 11:01 pm..
if more come
i will
add them
to the next
blog post
comments section..:)

Smiles.. for me at least
i see the depressions of the
past as a sign of disharmony in
my life.. and for me.. as a very
analytical person.. who
easily could swim
in an ocean
of solving problem..
what i did not understand
then.. is.. that human feelings
also known as emotions
including emotional
contagion of
affective empathy
are a type of intelligence
no different than standard
measuring intelligence that
must be exercised too..
as use it or lose it
applies to
all stuff human being..
human emotions are what
moves us.. and to either
avoid them or carelessly
neglect them.. is surely
one path toward depression
as well as anxiety in illusory
fears of course.. as we are only
born with two innate fears.. falling
and loud noises.. the rest generated
by culture and experience.. the greaTEST
thing of all though.. is.. how malleable
we truly are.. sharing most all
the same DNA.. with
epigenetic potential
just waiting to break
through and light us up..
with just the correct challenge
and adaptation to set us free
in continuous peace of mind
in body balance.. but additionally
emotions flow through the body..
beginning at brain flowing through
vagal nerve and all around the body..
the real Kundalini Serpent.. the vagal
nerve.. that brings us most all our feelings
of happiness.. my friend.. so the art of
movement in freeing the tension in our
bodies.. is a way to reduce tension
and stress.. and to free our
emotions of happiness..
again in mind and body
balance..
anyway..
i find a science
of happiness.. practice
it without stress and my
answer after severe bouts
of depression of the anhedonic
severity and anxiety of the
severe kind up to panic
attacks is zero
stress now
and bliss
all now..
but sure
being retired
and financially independent
is a plus for free me up to
practice the science and art
of happiness and fearlessness
my friend.. no recovery predicted
for me even by doctors at one
point in time.. and perhaps
considered too happy
now.. but the bottom
line is
bliss for now..
and the best thing is..
i can’t see why anyone
else cannot achieve it too..
if a doctor’s hopeless case
could cure himself.. of pain..
misery.. suffering.. and zero heart..
spirit.. and soul.. my friend..
so happy
days to
you soon
if this poetry
has anything to do about
you.. and whomever else..
happy to them
as well..
for now my friend..:)

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Well.. oops.. i just
do it again.. as my
friends Britney
and Nike
sing together now..
i now gain Norm
status once again..
i have it at the Military
Bowling Center where i worked
for almost two decades as everyone
knows my name Fred.. and now i am
the dancing guy.. and last night at
Old Seville Quarter.. the
doorman says there
is no need to
stamp your
hand as
everyone
knows who
you are by
face.. and name..
yeah.. the dancing guy
is Fred.. but hey.. i like
the name of the
dancing guy
even better
than Frederick..
the hame that means
in the dictionary of
names..
peaceful ruler..
but no.. i don’t
have 12 inches
of that.. i only
wear
size
11 shoes..
but at least
i’m peaceful enough..
to not get in any REAL TROUBLE..;)

And my middle name..
Arthur that means
strong.. by the way..
will be enough
for prolific
author
for
now..
in all free lance
bard way.. hear..;)

But’s what’s also kinda
cool about it.. is it comes
from my Rainsford
ancestors in Ireland
who named my
later ancestors
with
this name as
they once held
the property for
the Arthur Guinness
Beer Operation and
sold it to Arthur
so that is
part of
my name
in fame to Cheers.. too..
in a really round about way..
and yeah.. my Grandfather
the Catholic X-Priest
working at the
Vatican..
a native
of Ireland
of Catholic
Lore as well..
yeah..and friends
with Einstein in
social networks
of the socialist
political party
in New York.. New
York.. in the
middle of last
century too.. i guess
yes.. that is where the
red hairs in my mustache
come from.. and that
really blonde hair
in childhood too..
including the
Black Forest
of Germany..
where my Grandfather’s
father made watches
in the original surname..
last name.. there as
well.. and some
diamonds
too..
none for
me though..
i’m all about the living
now in flesh and blood..
but i have to have a
watch to measure
the miles and
miles of
dance
in Nike..
GPS way..

And yes.. the last name
that i do not usually promote
online.. is a
form of the
original
ancient name
of the first historically
named God named
water and earth
Lahmu and Lahamn
for silt
as same..
in original
form then..
yes.. i have a
really cool birth
name.. huh. too..;)

..reference the book..
A History of God.. pg. 8..
by Karen Armstrong..
and family history
from Ireland..
a place
i’d love
to visit so much..
if nows permit..
family Reunion
coming on Easter
in Ireland.. but
too much
other stuff
going on
here now..
for that it appears..
that way.. at least for now..:)

PS.. aren’t those little white
Nike shoes.. with the black
soles.. and Nike
socks cute
on little
Frederick..
reference the video..
smiles.. and wInks..
and yes.. i did
learn
to speak
at the
Bowling
Center too..
and no i did not
put together words at
all until age 4.. with
much trouble in speaking
after that.. i find
meaning and
purpose
in everything.. i see
and all that i do..
you see.. that’s what
makes me so so.. happy i see..
do and feel..
evidence
of God
EVERYWHERE
AND i DO MEAN
EVERYWHERE iN ALL THAT iS..
how fortunate am i.. blessed.. for sure..
with biggest grins from one end of
Infinity to
the continuing
beginning and
end of circles
in a standing figure
8..:)

4289

So true.. Love is written in the stone..
the energies of flowing nuclear
forces that run the electrons
of us.. in positive ion gloWinG
flow when we are balanCinG
like a stOne of life.. wE
are free n0w WitH
True liGht iN uS..
as moving
pArts of
tHe source
of Creation
my friend..
first.. and
last and first
theRe is dArk
then LiGht.. All..
then movement
as dance.. and
sound as sOnG
vibration all now
and resonance
that all moving
forces make
to carry
on a
waytoward
Star of Truth and LigHt my friend
beyond Infinity WE sTill moVeNOW..:)

Diversity.. and all of Bio-Diversity
spells survival.. in the ways
of cutting trees down and
taking away from
the complex
system of nature
evolving still for survival..
we do the same when we
attempt to make humans
cookie cutter copies of other
humans.. so sure.. the day
that scientists make a
way to make humans
same will spell
the likely
end of the
human race..
to tolerate and accept
differences is more than
just a poetic platitude..
it is life
and
survival
of holding
hands different and same together..
smiles.. with hands together as one
force of creation..
including plants..
other animals..
and us..
and yes..
stOnes
too..
my
friend..
Suzanne..
A Tree of Life
is more than
just
a
logo..
it is Truth
and Light
in Essence
of Living and
Surviving NOW..:)

4521

Hi Hank.. thanks again.. so much for stopping by and i’m glad
you are enjoying the variety of photographs i enjoy
sharing here.. as i think i may
have mentioned before..
for many years i
am a visual
thinking person
and the last thing i ever wanted
to do with the Internet then.. is write
or read anything here..
images have mostly
been my thing..
video games..
etc.. but
hey.. with
the effective loss of my
eyesight and hearing..
change happens.. and
i’m certainly a word person
as well as an image person for
now.. haha.. the human being..
so malleable for those of us
who adapt at all costs
of pain..
hope you are
continuing to enjoy
your writing friend..
and hope all your nows
are going great for now.. smiles..:)

4653

From Facebook Friend..
Himali’s Page..
in response
to her
wisdom
theRe..;)

Everywhere never
gets boring..
Yes.. Butterfly’s
never land..
to stay on ground..:)

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Well.. theRe it is.. a highlighted selfie.. Facebook..

profile photo.. status thingy..

in big green T-Shirt letters saying..

“i’m Just Waiting for ALIEN’S to abduct ME”..

WELL.. after 55 years.. i must say.. i have

not been successful at all in this endeavor..

But it doesn’t really matter.. ’cause i managed

to turn my heart light on.. and finally find.. this has

been my home all along.. it’s just culture that’s really

screwed up.. religions.. and stuff like that..

As God does live on that

beach of young adulthood that i walk..

only leaving footprints.. escaping all of culture..

just i and God with that sugar white sand.. sea oats..

and yeah.. before Ivan.. blows in.. we have high dunes too..

to go with the Emerald Green Gulf and always my favorite

beautiful white and black birds.. my friends the sea gulls..

And although it has been really hard for an ET like me..

to find friends.. i always do find them in music..

as those are often folks

who start out

as outcast

as me..

and find a voice in art..

sharing their heart.. spirit.. and soul.. as heArt..

And i do wanna be a light to inspire other heARts back to life..

as there is nothing sadder than an ET who gets lost here on earth without the human connection.. and people actually tell me they love me now.. just for the dance of me..

Well.. at least one person does.. if ‘you’ read this.. and i appreciate that more than you’ll ever now.. my somewhat quiet ..and dancing friend.. i’m not afraid of Love.. as it is all white to me.. with no dirty pArts.. at all.. smiles again.. just smiles of dance.. and moving feet in mind and body balance.. my friend(s)..:)

And Speaking of friends i am always

reminded of my old

stone

statue self..

and all the help of my friends

in the rows behind me who also help

Bring me back to life in a death of life

before..

much appreciated all these

folks and an infinite

amount

others..

all children of GOD

ALL GOD of Nature’s

CREATION

NOW

!OJOY!

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‘Back here first’..

‘this morning’

after a long night of dance..

before i move on to responding in poetic expression

to the additional poems on dVerse Poet’s Pub online..

and wow.. i’ve really written a whole lot of stuff in the last 5 years..

more than i can ever possibly speak from memory now.. so Facebook memories from a year before.. are an excellent automatic reminder to me of what i write a year ago.. that bring new insights to me today as well..

So i will make a point of linking them here with thoughts about that as well.. as hey.. i’m in this thingie to share insights not to make money.. and sure i use common marketing techniques as if i were making money..

to enhance the potential audience from day one.. so sure when i started doing underwear photos.. everyone likes dirty laundry huh.. and while sure that ain’t so-called socially acceptable.. it’s an attention drawer(s)..

let’s face it.. no less than dancing everywhere i go in public.. a martial arts and ballet dance now for close to 4400 miles.. to show folks how great it feels to do that.. and perhaps at least let the children know.. that hey..

you can still play at age 55

and have more fun that you even did

when you are 5.. smiles..

And oh my God.. talking about dirty laundry
to get attention.. there’s nothing like sticking
your little finger up in your underwear photos..
as hey.. only real men can wear pink.. huh..;)

But seriously.. that and my current nude art.. is sure..

in some circles dirty laundry.. but it is also a way to

gain freedom in fearlessness.. as no one has to

imagine me in my underwear or less to

make fun of me.. in real life..

when i’m speaking.. or online..

as they can see it with a link if they care too..

hehe.. and speaking of that.. seriously.. from an Art perspective after

doing nude art now for almost two years.. my wife tells me one of my photos.. from yesterday..

where i am curving around my words of philosophy on the right hand side of that restricted blog is the best sensual art i do yet.. yeah.. dance changes a body..

So at age 55.. it goes to show.. that at least some of us can keep growing in improvement as well down to the flesh and blood of aesthetic beauty.. even for a male.. which i venture to guess.. i am likely the only male at this age anywhere doing

this as a regular weekly art.. and sharing it with the world by restricted link.. as that takes a great deal of effort.. seriously.. overall.. like training for an Olympic event.. including all the work-outs and dance i do.. as i am from birth a fragile looking child..

and i really tapped into some human potential to move that fragile looking young man.. into a 230 LB specimen who now leg presses almost half a ton around 25 times..

And the fact that i can dance at all.. is almost a miracle..

as i had to watch my wife walk to be comfortable

walking in Super-Walmart at age 47

before i made my current ‘adjustment’.. and now i

dance solo in front of a crowd of folks at a very crowded dance hall.. totally sober..

while other young folks who are college age.. drink enough to get the courage to get out there.. like i do too..

when i am their age.. hehe.. in a stiff and robotic way then.. with never any hands in the air.. and oh my God.. i’m not even capable of doing

a ballet-like turn then.. at all..

and just let it all go and flow

in the art of dance..

like i do in bliss for now..:)

So anyway.. after all this..
here is the comment from Facebook
as inspired by my annual memory of writing..
that i will also link here.. as also generated by
Facebook.. automatically.. for my daily purview now..

Let’s just say it is more than what i ate a year ago.. smiles..
and Food Art and counting our blessings with a visual
prayer is A-OK.. AS THE MORE MEANING AND
PURPOSE WE FIND IN LIFE.. THE HAPPIER
WE ARE.. SO F THE HATERS..
THE SNOBBY ONES..
YEAH.. FUN THE
SNOBBY
ONE’S
WITH
BEAUTIFUL
FOOD AS WELL..:)

And i just go All Natural as well..
as the spice of life
too.. not
enough people
truly take care
of and appreciate
their temple of GOD..
i am one exception
of that sad rule
of a nation
gone
sedentary..
rarely escaping
the sitting life of still..
to write is beautiful.. to dance is..

Divine..:)

Yeah.. A word diet at 160 words.. A year ago..
And interestingly.. A very sweet young girl I
danced with last night I didn’t remember
before appears to be in last year’s dance
photos with her twin sister..

I’m guessing..
Yeah synchronicity.. As usual it seems..
With what ‘they’ name a God wink too..
With the Internet just another avenue
for that in the interdependent relationship
of allthatis AKA God and Synchronicity ONE..
Yeah.. A rather weak example as some examples
are literally real all natural miracles of God as ALLTHATIS..:)!

And finAlly.. here’s the link..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/11/20/uni-versal-soul-of-creativity/

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Dark and Light Circles of Life

Posted on November 19, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

From
Friend
Himalli’s
Facebook Page..

Finding meaning
and purpose in all things
Life.. smiles.. Now.. Himali..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/veterans-of-human-weather-free-verse.html

Hi.. friend Soheir..
a basket of color
in floWeRinG
way is
a sure way
to bring liGht
filLinG emoTioNs
to those expresSing
SpiRit of sAme.. thanks
so much for LiGhteNinG
up my day
and May
floWers
of liGht
continue to
come yoUr way too..:)

How quickly people forget the price of freedom
is not free and does not exist if not shared..:)

So.. my Facebook friend Benny posts
a photo with an Indian and the
Early European settlers
with the Indian
not accepting
any new refugees
from the old country
to the new country
of plenty and beauty..
So.. the settlers.. will say
no we are coming
anyway.. and will
kill you along
the way..
yes..
how quickly
people forget
the price of freedom
is not free and does not
exist if not shared and the
moral of the story of course
is the Indians.. many of them..
welcomed them until they
themselves are killed
for being different..
assessed as savages
for their wild and naked ways
of dancing free with the God of
Nature so clear for them to see
as the Great Spirit of all
in worshipping all
of God’s
Nature
with purpose
and meaning…
And so here we are today.. now..
a third of all school age
children assessed
as pre-type
two diabetic for
sitting on their butts..
without a need
to move.. as
the dopamine
fix from screen
addictions is
warm and false
in ways of healthy
human beings.. and half
of the nation of adults on some
kind of pain medication mostly for
unexplained medical conditions
that are somatic in Nature Pain..
from constant unrelenting
fight or flight stress and
repressing and oppressing
human nature of emotions
and senses with even
being able to
get up from
a desk
or
have a window
to look out of to see
that Nature and GODONE
even frigGinG still exists…
yeah.. sure.. been
there done.. it.. and
oh yeah.. there is that
factor of skyrocketing
rates of psychotropic
drugs for child
and adult
as empty
souls out of mind
and body balance..
with emotions no longer
regulaTinG and senses no
longer inteGraTinG.. are a
thing of the
past
in empty
souls grown
cold.. where a text
replaces a human
hug or warm
voice
of musical
emotion to
bond the social
human as an animal
of love.. instead of a
cold hard machine
of words alone..
in black
and white
text..
Helen Keller would
be surprised to find
today.. that all these folks
with their sight and hearing
intact.. totally healthy
have decided to go
the route
of functional disability
instead of fuller human being..
yeah.. sure.. i lost effective use
of my hearing and sight for 66 months..
and basically became another Helen Keller
in difficulties in connecting to other human beings..
Thanks God for this Internet connectivity that then
is my only bridge to human
connections.. and all those
others with real disabilities
are as happy as me..
i’m sure.. to have
this wonderful
tool..
to continue
to approximate
the experience of fuller
being a real human being
with feelings expresSinG
as sPiriT of heArt with some
hope of a mind and
body balanCinG
soUl as WeLL..
So here’s the thing..
life is full of dark and light
and everyone risks their lives
the most.. generally speaking..
when they take to the roads
to make it to work..
so we cannot
live risk
free nor
can we
live Love
free in ways of sharing
and continue to expect to
be identified as the
Human
Race by
the GOD
ALL of Nature..
the result will be more
human suffering as no
one fools either God
or Mother
Nature
as same
of reality
as is.. no..
sure we can
run.. we can close
ourselves up behind screens
and keep people out of our borders
who perhaps could be at risk for hurting
someone.. but the
biggest
enemy
for most humans
these days is looking
at them square
in a mirror
of ignorance
of what it even means
to be a human being..
the American Indian most definitely
had/HAS a great understanding of GOD..
yes.. the REAL GOD OF NATURE..
AND A GREAT WAY OVERALL
OF LIVING IN BALANCE
AND GIVING
MORE THAN
TAKING BACK
FROM GOD AS WELL..
So sure.. what have we done
for God lately.. what have we
taken.. and what have
we refused today.. now
to share in the ways
of human freedom..
there are people
suffering
everywhere..
this home is free..
originally much of
it is taken by force and
blood shed of the natives
who settled our lands
first..
including now my
ancestors.. as many
folks now share common
ancestors of Indigenous
blood and with me it is
the Sioux and Cherokee
as named… so sure
most of us are in
this game of
life together
in blood too..
there is no room
for blame but there is
always room to risk
the price
of Love
and Human Freedoms..
but sure that only applies
to the free sharing Indians
of God who still
live here..
in spirit
regardless
of blood relatives
with differences in outward appearance..
we all bleed the same and cry the
same for
those of
who still
have
a heart..
those with
heArts still..
are all Indians of God
in how we now
are innately
evolved
to live
free
and sharing
no different
than our
primate cousin
the Bonobo who
manages life without
killing each other.. with
little aggression or violence..
by putting love first with emotions
and senses that ARE REGULATING
AND INTEGRATING continuously
for subsistence and survival.. nah..
it’s no surprise that Indians
could do this too..
overall.. so much
better than
the rest of
the world..
in sharing..
moving..
connecting..
creating.. giving
more than taking
now meeting God’s
definition of human
being that still can
be our potential but
use or lose always applies..
as God is God of merit and
no free ride.. in a feathered
nest
without
flying with
tough unconditional
passionate Love
as sharing
human
freedoms..
and just Living.. FREE..:)

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One of the best things about Super-Walmart
is there is no taling who is gonna come up next..
to ask me for the next dance.. my old friend
here in lack of spirit.. Darth Vader..
will have the last dance with me..;)

iN other words..
been there done him
in lack of spirit already.. no..
it ain’t a light place to be.. oh
so dark.. the dark force is….
there will never be
any remembering
of that dark
place for me..
as to be there..
is to have
zero spirit
at all..
in the
coldest
place of
hell of ALL..
the death star
of darkness in Light…

And yes.. reference last.. Facebook profile status pic thingy..
Darth does one dance with me.. and Sith is no longer for he..
the Sith joins the Jedi.. and we are one force
of light and dark
again..:)

This Facebook sh88 is so much fun..
hell.. i don’t even need any likes..
to be grinning ear to ear
ALLONE..:)

Well.. some writing.. a busy day of dance shopping..
meeting new and old interesting friends..
visiting mother and
reading my poetry
to her..
wanting
to get back
on to
commenting
on dVerse Poet’s
Pub Tuesday link
on what or
who we miss
and wanna see again..
and sure.. i’ve already
done that here.. and as
i have stated before.. in the
last month or so blog posts..
i no longer link at dVerse as
my way of art is not
acceptable to
the administration
there.. even in my
best attempts to
carefully follow
all the guidelines
that were instituted
especially for me.. per
narrow guidelines like
24 lines a poem then
that since i finally
leave after having
three of my links
are deleted even
when following
their rules.. that rule is no longer
enforced there.. as they get the
job done.. by eliminating me..
as i am too much trouble
for some of the administration
to deal with wading through
my unique ways of
writing poetry
combining modern
technology with new found
ability to use photos and
videos in
synchronicity way
to gain.. greater spiritual
and philosophical connections
in my connections to all that is..
AKA GOD.. okay.. i play no games
or rules of culture
and religion
that exist
to hold human
God given potential back
in ways of repressing and
oppressing human nature
as gifted to us by GOD
all free without
the limitations
and expectations of power
hungry and status hungry folks
who have a limited ability to be filled
up with a giving chalice of Love that
has no boundaries of empty hearts
that plague our world
so much today..
it may be
difficult for folks to understand
that i am not doing this to eventually
get published to make money.. and
gain power.. status.. or whatever..
i am doing this simply for the love
of art and sharing my full
awakening enlightening
and healing journey
and paths since
i start this
endeavor in regaining my
humanity back with that first
word on Thanksgiving day
of 2010.. my Thanks is to GoD
for my healing and my Love now is
unconditional in tough and passionate
way with the rest of creation.. dark and light..
and yes.. like the FULLBACK WHO WILL
NOT BE STOPPED FROM MAKING TOUCH
DOWN AFTER TOUCHDOWN AFTER
TOUCH DOWN.. TO WIN
THE GAME.. THIS
IS THE
REAL DEAL
AND WORTH
PLAYING FOREVERNOW..
I PLAY FOR KEEPS NOW..
AND I MEAN WHAT I SAY
IN BOTH LITERAL
AND METAPHORICAL
WAY.. NO ONE.. AND I DO
MEAN NO ONE IS GONNA
STOP ME WITH GOD AT
MY BACK.. AS MY TEAM
IS A TEAM
OF ONE
FORCE
WItHGOD..:)

So.. now after this lengthy
prologue let the
TWILIGHT OF ME
CONTINUE ON..
WITH ROBOT FRED
AKA R2D2 IN THE
BEGINNING OF
THAT VIDEO
SONG.. i now
WILL CONTINUE
TO THREAD THE
HALLS OF
SANITY
LIKE
A CAMEL
GOING THROUGH
THE EYE OF THE NEEDLE
AS THE HURRICANE
EYE OF
CALM
THAT IS ME
WITH GOD
WINDSFORCEONE..:)

Yeah.. i just put myself in the same
league with God..
Christ..
R2D2..
and..
F*inHurricane..
so sue me..
or say
i have
illusions of grandeur..
but this S is FinREAL..
yeah.. sure.. Superman too..
Did i mention i win the most
witty boy award.. in second
grade.. at Private
Catholic School..
well i
did.. now..
and decades
later then i figure
out what the word
witty literally means..
seriously.. i have no idea
what the word means then
and i keep amusing folks
whether i
mean to
or not.. but
i remember
being great..;)

Okay.. 12:22 am
11182015
and off
to dVerse
once again..:)

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Yeah.. there’s a song for missing what or who..
and here it is.. boy did i have some strong
emotions back in school.. oh my God..
so many serious crushes on
girls from the time i
am in Kindergarten..
that funny feeling
in the pit of
my stomach
then.. of what
is this feeling then..
yeah.. sure the Love
drug is up on me too soon
and strong.. to keep inside
of me.. and those memories
of emotions are so strong in those
years.. still deeply hidden inside..
as there is a storm inside
of emotions that
almost destroys
me then..
as they are too
POWERFUL.. varied
and nuanced AS DUST
for me to connect
to language.. there are
names of girls i remember..
and i suppose some of them
are Tammy.. particularly
for this song.. a girl
two years older..
somewhat
of a Tom
boy.. a super
nerd like me..
but i Loved her
for her.. and nothing
but her.. and then
there is Lynn..
and Anthea..
all nerd girls
too.. i have no idea
until i am 18 about
any of that stuff
below..
i just love their
eyes.. their
minds.. their
hearts.. of
emotion so strong
so real.. but again i have no
idea about that other stuff…
any further than partial nudity
in a nudie magazine.. as there is
no real porno back then.. thank God..
as surely there is more to a girl than
T and A.. nah.. back then..
Love is the main
thing.. emotions..
holding hands..
sweet smiles..
kind words..
and connection
of heart over hook-
ups almost unheard of
then.. at least in the circles
of nerds.. i run in.. in a club
named the Beta
club for smarty
geek pants
like
me..
for sure..
and then there is Sonia..
my first holding hands
and more.. Love.. a Cuban
girl.. to learn about that
other stuff.. she much
more experienced than
me.. 3 years my junior
me 18 she 15..
so much
more emotionally
mature than me..
and she breaks
my heart into a place
of sadness i never knew
could exist.. wondering
if i will ever come out of it..
but i do.. and then.. in that
darkness another young
Guamanian girl.. Renee..
just a friend really
but the only
friend i have
then..
she with an
abusing father..
and me so lonely..
sometimes that is the
way it goes.. i miss that
girl.. but i will never see her
in this flesh life again.. as she
eventually pulls the trigger in
her father’s bed.. years
later.. married
with two kids..
the story
of abuse
often ends
like this..
dead or alive
sad.. just sad..
funny the saddest ones
who are no longer here are
the one’s we sometimes most
would love to say hello to again..
and when i get sick.. really
sick when i am 47.. 23
years of work friends..
during that first
year
of paid
sick leave
after years.. of getting
sick.. it is like i never
existed to most
of the folks
there..
and i realize
the only reason
most folks were nice
to me.. was ’cause i
was a commodity
for work and
nothing much
more..
it’s hard to be lonely
and not have close friends..
who are really there in flesh and
blood life.. and fortunately i do not
have to miss my wife.. and that is
what assures me of my
existence now.. as
she and a couple of
other family members
namely sister and
mother are the only
thing in my life
that kept me on
this earth through years
of sickness.. so.. seriously
i feel so blessed to be alive..
i don’t feel like i have the
right to miss anything..
but there is that
gray and white
tuxedo cat
Elwood with
green eyes.. during years
of isolated work related stress..
when all my human connections
including wife.. drift away with
stress.. and all the other pets
in my life including
only dog Charlie
in middle school
and only
friend then
who accepts
me for all of who
i am.. and my son who
only lives 51 days..
that is sad
beyond words..
but somehow i keep
that Love connection
with that furry friend
down the road.. Elwood..
not even ours.. who comes
and goes.. for over
a decade of touch..
so sure.. connections
of heart love never go away
but i am so filled up with
Love it is hard
for me to go
back to feel all those
deep missing feelings again..
so sure.. this poetry trip
will be a trip now back
there.. albeit a temporary
one.. as i live with an
overflowing cup
to give instead
of miss..
smiles..
i find Love..
there is nothing
to miss with that..
but giving and i do
my best to give it now..
and i do feel like i have
friends.. i will always treasure..
even if.. i never see their face
as that’s how it goes online
sometimes.. i would
really love to see
all their
faces..
but again..
that’s how it
goes online.. ugh..
yeah.. sure.. i miss
a school of faces..
the best part
of work
and school..
is flesh and
blood connecting
faces eye to eye
touch to touch.. as Life..
and sadly in church it is
rare that anyone even extends
a hand to a stranger with the Lord’s
prayer..
beyond
sad to me..
where humans
no longer really
connect in real life now..
but hey.. i will continue to dance
a connection of flesh and blood
life.. with
or without
partners in flesh..:)

Anyway.. it’s time for another
mood song.. as this is going
down for
real..
reAlly
it is..:)

but not until tomorrow morning..
as it’s 1:33 am
and time for
sleep.. with smiles
and likely sweet dreams
after all of this..:)

Back again at 8:53 am..
and oh my goodness.. i didn’t mention
my relatives like my Grandmother
and Father who have passed
away.. yes.. i miss
my grandmother and
sure it is
bitter sweet
with my father
as he never truly
let us in to know
him.. but i do remember
what he looks like and
he seemed nice from
emotional
contagion..
words would have
been nice.. but yeah..
he probably had
Asperger’s the
more silent
kind and
all of that
too.. as sure
there was a now
where i didn’t
express my
feelings
much either..
And two grandfathers
who died well before
i am born.. one who
i’ve never even
seen a picture
of.. part
Sioux Indian..
a smart clerk..
a wanderer too..
and the other..
a noted author
and X-Catholic
Priest from
the middle
of last century
too.. but anyway..
finally arriving
at dVerse now
like an
ADHD poetRy writer
am i.. W/Inks..
And yes… i admit
it.. i miss Disco too..
but i still have Saturday
Night Fever allthenow..;)

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Yeah.. i know.. i know.. i said i was going to
dVerse and all of that to respond
to their missing who and
what stuff.. but
hey.. no matter
what the so-called
snobby folks say..
Facebook can be
an incredible inspiration
for stream of consciousness
free flowing poeTry out of
fingers too.. yes.. with
little thinking
involved
as well..
just let it
go in beta/theta wave
state of mind
and be here
now.. with
God’s hand
of Creativity
of Instrument of
God as sAME..
so on that note..
here i go again..

The meaning of
Life is to find your
Gift.. The purpose
is to give it away..
yeah.. how many
times have
i said that
in so many million
words.. hehe.. but
this specific quote
from Pablo Picasso
as generated by Facebook
Friend Sherri.. and further
expression by me just
to share and give..
smiles..
AND ancestrally speaking this is what
REAL HUMAN BEINGS ALWAYS DID..
before psycho leaning minds gained control
with tools of weapons.. psycho leaning means
folks without empathy for other folks feelings
in restricting their will and bringing physical
and emotional harm to them..
in ways of repressing.. oppressing..
and controlling human emotions and senses..
through subjugation with illusory fears..
common in religion and bigger culture
still today sadly.. since the bigger freedoms..
of the so-called primitive folks who are our forager ancestors
for hundreds of thousands of years.. albeit without the teat
of the comfort of instant gratification in culture today..
instant gratification ain’t crap when one is
constantly stressed as a slave to
culture and or religion..
THE God of Nature is the REAL DEAL..
that provides us with our innate instincts
and intuition to survive REAL IN BALANCE
WITH ALL THAT IS AGAIN.. AKA GOD.. AS WELL..
IN THIS LIVE WE LIVE NOW..smile emoticon.. and
yes.. most people miss that too.. even if they never
had it..
here now..
and that’s the saddest
paRt of life of all to me..
one who has never truly
met the God of Nature
face to face
with the
joy of just
being here now..
without the reliance
of cultural tools of instant
gratification to meet what
naturally and innately
makes human beings
happy in ways
of moving.. connecting
and creating.. sharing
ways of subsistence
for survival
and peace of
mind and body
balance with the
GOD of all of
Nature just
now
as Living NOW..:)

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Yes.. i’m going to dVerse
for sure now..
as i ain’t
veering
off the path of now..
which simply means
close all the other tabs
on the big
iMac now..
and whatever i
do.. do not look up
in the right hand corner
for all those notification
thingies..
as i continue
on to poet land
online.. so smiles..
again like a guided
missile
of
LOVE..:)

*
Ah.. the 50’s.. social.. roles clearly delineated..
Jobs.. lifetime ones with unions and retirements
can be found..
golden handcuffs
though then for folks
who are different
who truly wish
to express themselves
differentLY and be freer than
most.. freedom wins over
comfort..
as that
is God’s
way.. ironically
enough for folks
who live under the
guise
of
easy…
the only real easy
is when challenge
becomes the
norm as that
is when humans
grow the most
and become
all of what
God’s gifts
can be as
HUMAN
POTENTIAL
and that is now
God’s way of
life challenge
with no gives
without work
baby.. Work..
IT B888H to
survive..
nah.. this is
the world of
Britney now..
Leave it to Beaver
fell asleep on the recliner..
smiles.. challenging smiles..:)

Sidenote: the nice thing
about the folks with the
asterisks who no longer
feel my work is good
enough for
their websites..
or appropriate
enough to their
personal beliefs
or whatever is..
the case now..
when i only
publish the comments
here.. i don’t now have
to worry about stepping
on anyone’s toes.. hmm..
perhaps i will try the asterisks
on all poems one day to truly
let all my creativity out free..
but yes.. i do have friends
who allow me to feel
comfortable enough
to do that
already..
but hey..
that is what
a friend is.. truly
one who unconditionally
tolerates and accepts
different are the
real friends of ALL
and God’s best friends
too.. as God don’t make
any junk to be deleted
or banned..
smiles..
and
challenge UP!

end side note..
and back to
work for
play!..;)

*
Luke.. a truth giver.. and the new speaker in the coming
Liturgical year of the official so-called official
Catholic Church.. per these
words of ultimate
Truth and Light..
Luke 17:21:
“Neither will they say,
‘Look, here!’ or, ‘Look, there!’
for behold, the Kingdom of God is within you.”

Rarely does anyone ‘here’ this message
and apply it to now.. seeking golden
floors of palaces after death
instead of finding
heaven within
always waiting
theRe with
hands of
GOD
for
our hands
to reach back now
and hold now as living
now.. Freest gift of life.. is
up to us to find.. yes.. a challenge
of the camel going through the needle
of the eye of culture and modern religions
but never the less available for all free creation..:)

Another quick side note..
yeah.. God is F in
Brilliant for giving
me these challenges
online of these
aSteRisk folks..
no risk here..
just the
Free Love
of God
and challenge
too.. smiles again..
and end of side note..;)

IF WE keep
Freedom
the win
is easy peacey..
terrorists lose..
and Freedom wins..
i ain’t scaRed.. i’m free.. sMILEs..
F the terrorists.. i WiLL whip tHeir
butts
WitH
sWORDs of FREE! iT ain’t free.. it’s
work
worth
IT FREE now.. just now.. i Fly FReED..:)

If We Lose Love..
WEALLLose…

Well.. for me at least..
my savior comes
as a yellow
boy under a shed
crying to a man
who has lost
all his heart..
for a morsel
of food from
the wild..
the cure..
a morsel
of heart
for me.. smiles..:
in cat paws of Love.. too..:)

*
Sights.. smells..
tastes.. touch..
hearing
feeling
all of what
a presentless
Christmas in
the present of
Love can bRing
to the Christmas
Grinch.. who has
grown a heARt again..
moving.. connecting.
and creating..
a true
gift
of Christmas
any now that
shares and gives
for free without
fear of non-reciprocation..:)

Sidenote again.. now..
code word for
extra curricular
poetic activity
from me.. hehe..

Number three..
and another
very inspiring
AsterRisK
of three so far
as well.. smiles..

So does anyone really give an
F about poeTry on Facebook..
sure.. it’s a much bigger world
now than Lower Alabama
and Milton..
wInks..;)

And hey.. theRe’s
that bible thingy..
that truly is just
one big book of
stream of consciousness
Free Verse Poetry and
Parable now therein..
THAT can be Interpreted
as many ways as there
are stars in the skies..
as books.. words..
and even letters
of PoeTry have
Infinite meanings..
with each set of
human eYes..
a unique
view of a
myriad
Multi-Universe
of human beings..
i can’t help but to giggle
when folks get on the radio
and say THIS IS WHAT THE
SO-CALLED ONLY BIBLE
MEANS.. HEHE.. LIKE..
WE CAN CHAIN GOD
OR EVEN EACH OTHER
AWAY FROM FREE.. SOME
FOLKS WILL TAKE THAT
LIKE RAPE OR
PROSTITUTION
OF OUR INNATE
GIFT OF GOD OF
FREEDOM.. BUT NAH..
NOT FOR FOLKS LIKE
‘US’ WHO SEE GOD AS FREE..
AND NEVER CHAINED BY
ANY PSYCHOPATHIC leaning
Tower of FREEDOM NOW HUMAN
BEING WHO THINKS THEY CAN
LIMIT GOD OR US IN ANYWAY
IN A FREE COUNTRY WITH REAL LIVING NOW
FREE FOLKS.. NO! THAT WILL JUST NOT WORK..
VICTORY!
LIKE THE WINGED
GODDESS OF NIKE
iS GOD’S TOYS
ARE
USiN FREE PLAY NOW!..;)

Well.. first of all.. Glenn..
faces mean everything
to me.. yes.. words
are great.. but
faces are king
and queen to me..
and the worst thing
about the poetry world
to me.. is seeing avatars
without ever the eyes of
souls of faces that say it
all to me.. and this is what
family is really about.. a variety
of faces that continue to change..
where we come to understand..
tolerate.. and appreciate
the differences among
each other and
truly acceptance
and unconditional
Love becomes a reality..
the Internet.. a cold place
overall.. now..
still.. where words
replace faces.. where Love
tries at times to come alive..
and truly nice folks like Brian
Miller go away as it hurts too
much to stay..
without faces.. as is the case
where i lose effective use
of hearing and sight
and literally
could not
remember
what the expression
of anything on my face
was.. happily amazed
when my eyesight comes
back.. without pain..
that there was still
a human living
in all that
text online..
it is seriously
an epidemic..
a illness of heaRt..
a wave.. a Tsunami
of Zombie Apocalypse
that is now upon the
world.. and pArt of why i escape
this place online.. at all costs..
to get back in flesh and blood.. Dance..
so thanks the most.. for the family
picture.. those warm feelings of
human so strong theRe
and ha!.. this time
i spot you immediately..
unlike the Navy picture
out of two.. and
you look a little
like Robert De
Niro here..
and that reminds
me of his newest movie
about old guys rule..
when elders are no
longer respected
a social species
of humans
is
doomed..
for misery
and suffering
at least.. as
clean up crews
peel up the remains
from Japanese Apartments..
sure.. at what cost.. for
electronic
eyes of
Robot
Dogs..
to replace
children to
respect the
grand fathers
and mothers of the future..
as always.. nature rules are best
and will balance it all out whatever
the
human
cost of misery
and suffering now..
happily or sadly
enough in balance now
in dark and light of truer reality now..
Bowling Alley life was the real life for me..
almost two decades of working there..
even if i never learned to Bowl.. the
people then
are the
beauty
of Nature
for me Indoors
in a cave of Love
and faces that live Fresh and new
always changing and bRinGinG
emoTioNs to Life Living Love..
and
so much
more.. dark
and light as now..
and that is what i miss
perhaps the most..
more than
Bowling alone
Bowling ALLONE..:)

In the past.. i am often disappointed
to find so many closed
minds online..
however science
is a friend too..
and after finding
the genetic and environmental
reasons why closed minded
leaning people are the
way they are
with or without
explanation from
them.. i learn now to
understand.. and accept
what makes my skin
crawl.. as
limited minds..
knowing and
feeling that
open minds make
their skin crawl
too.. smiles..
accept what
we can..
and change what
we can.. and don’t
expect to change
what cannot
be changed..
but when it changes..
be thrilLed.. why not..
a nice way to live
free and at peace of mind..
and there is always an
off button/moderation
button for those who
can only
see
so far..
without discomfort
and sometimes yes..
GREAT DISCOMFORT..
it all balances out in the
now as there must
be order
and freedom to make
a world of humans now
in numbers we have
continue to make it..
at all.. on or offline
in the
REALEST WORLD
NOW.. smiles again..:)

Ah.. veering off the dVerse path..
as #breaksaregood ..
and here’s some
inspiration from
real life flesh
and blood
dance
partner
one of three
of Charlie’s
Angels from
Old Seville
Quarter.. Maggie..
from Facebook pages..
in her continuing now
promotion of
a no pants
campaign..
that i totally
and most assuredly
agree with in furry
leg way.. wInks again.. so here it goes all in naked leg way..

Amen.. i literally have not worn long pants.. in over two years..
even in 18 degree weather.. but of course it helps never
to get cold too.. smiles.. furry legs help too.. it’s
like a free pair of pants always..wink emoticon..;)

Oh yes.. almost forget.. being retired helps..
#nooneownsme ..wink emoticon..;)

And my words continue here..
in saying now.. that
God sends us in to
this world Naked
and takes us now
back in less now
than that in dust
as star dust we
are once again..
the cycle of
dust of us
goes on..
so anything
other than our flesh
and blood is icing on the
cake already gifted by God..
and anyone who thinks there is
anything better than skin in reflecting
the God of all that is.. IS TRULY MISSING
A MAJOR PORTION OF THE KINGDOM OF GOD WITHIN..
YEAH.. THAT HEAVEN THINGY NOW.. oh my God
girls with Long dresses in
Christian Schools.. YES..
WE IN THE KNOW AND FEELING
we KNOW where AND WHAT
they end
up getting
into college..
don’t we.. yes
being repressed
like that in ways
of covering up skin
from the God of all..
and they are the ones
who most often get pregnant..
..anecdotal note here only..;)
first before marriage now without
birth control too.. it’s just now
swept under the carpet where they
are either forced to get an abortion
by their so-called holy rolling parents
or get married real quick to someone
they can’t even stand
who has nice
jeans
and a rear
that works..
sad but true
it is human nature..
to withhold the goodies
is to take the passion
higher out of control
for someone who ain’t
seen God’s gifts
before..
and truly
Naturists who
wear no clothes
at all.. including
our first closest
kissing cousins
the Bonobos are
the most loving
and accepting
creatures of
all as hey..
when we get
down to
the skin
and bones
and all stuff
between.. when we find
out we are God’s children
same as all the other
naked animals
in the
REAL KINGDOM
OF GOD NOW..
AND OH MY GOD..
UNTIL YOU’VE DANCED
NAKED WITH GOD iN
NATURE YOU
AIN’T.. no.. AIN’T
EVEN LIVED YET.. now..
THERE IS NO DEVIL
IN GOD’S GIFT
AS HUMAN
BUT THOSE
WHO SEE EVIL
IN GOD’S
KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN..
AND THAT MY FRIENDS
IS THE TRUE ANTI-CHRIST
THAT LIVES AMONG US..
THOSE WHO SEE
GOD.. THE GOD
OF ALL
AS EVIL..
IF WE COME THAT
WAY WE GO THAT WAY
FREE.. IF WE DON’T
WE SUFFER THE
PAIN.. MISERY
SUFFERING..
AND CONSEQUENCES
OF TAKING ACTIONS
AGAINST THE GOD
OF NATURE AND BALANCE..
AND THERE IS NOTHING
MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN
A NAKED HUMAN
BODY in the sun
NOW THAT KEEPS
ITSELF HEALTHY
AS A TRUE TEMPLE
OF GOD SET
FREE AS
NATURE
WILL BE IF
WE LIVE HER..
THE REAL GOD OF NATURE
THAT TRULY HAS NO
NAME
BUT FREE..
SO SURE.. MY NAME
IS NOT COMPLETE
AS FRED
IT IS TRULY LIGHT
FREED.. SO SMILES
AGAIN.. NAKED ONES..
WHETHER YA WANNA JOIN
ME AND GOD AS TOTALLY
FREE OR NOT..
GOD ALLOWS
PEOPLE TO
GO TO THEIR
OWN HELL OF
WILL IN CHOOSING
JUST NOW.. AS THEY
LIKE OR DO NOT LIKE IT.. FREE
IN HEAVEN
OR HELL..
just NOW..
I FOR ONE
CHOOSE FREE
AND NAKED HEAVEN..
SO WINKS AGAIN.. WITH
EYES OF GOD ALL NAKED
AND
i
am
FREE..
WITH ZERO
SECRETS TO HIDE
FROM GOD OR ANY OF
GOD’S CREATION SET FREE
there is NOTHING UNDER
COVER i
ABOUT ME
now EXCEPT
FOR GOD
AS FREE
AND ME..:)

And that’s the short
tree version of allthatisnow..;)

All this is making me very hungry.. time for Lunchbreakfree..;)

Yes.. this is how it works for truly Open-minded folks..
they are secure in themselves and need not
judge anyone else personally
for acting or thinking
differently
even if it is
very closed-minded..
we do come in peace
when allowed
that way..:)

And back to dVerse
where i’ve only arrived
at number 8 now of 24..
this now can likely
be a long worded
afternoon..
but hey.. it’s
storming outside
so i’ll continue
on.. in wordy witty
and sometimes beautiful ways
if course all free and open NOW..;)

Hi.. Victoria.. first of all
and yes.. last of fall..
your mother’s face
speaks one now of
beauty as Love
regardless of
standard
IQ ways
or numerical
ways of age..
left
in the
dementia of old
age that often comes
back like a child before
words to us.. and it still
brings me back to the
fact when i lost all
my emotions
including
the
memory of a smile..
that my friends with IQ’s
of 70 and below..
and my friends
i meet in a
Nursing Home
who have so much
more than me with
a smile as the bottom
line then is they
wanna live
as they
can at
least feel
it and there
is zero life for
me then.. so yeah..
blessings.. gifts.. and
perspectives in life.. of
which there is no
greater
than
feeling Love..
no matter all the
other costs of crosses
in Life
when Love is
here Life
is real..
and if your mom
feels.. she has everything
i didn’t have then… and until
one loses that.. i don’t think they
can truly say
they’ve
been
to hell..
yet.. as hell
is a place where
pain is a gift of heaven..
in retrospect of course then..
and i swear with all the Angels
and tears of God.. the look now
then in the photo on your mother’s
face is worth all the poeTry
that has ever been
written in the
word and
trust me
the devil
can tale
that for sure..
as i am him before
in metaphor and literhell…
with zero point smiles there….

Side note:

And yes.. it is human online connections
like this that make every single one of
11 million words in five years
all worth it to me..
there is no price
or cost of Love
that is too low
or high to share..
and the little inconveniences
of ridicule for having a heart..
or a passion to Love..
ranging from that
to deleting to
banning ain’t
nothing compared
to zero point of
Love and
smiles where
there is zero
left in life to
live for except for
a reptilian brain
that wills to
breathe..
and refuses
to go until
heart life brings
us now home again..
resurrected again..
like a phoenix who
breathes the oxygen..
of Love as well a flAMe
of eternity now of human bliss..:)

Side note lives for now..
Home Again…

For every devil
there are angels
in groups
just waiting
for hell.. sometimes
it’s hard to tale who
the real angel
and devil is.. or was..
or can we tell for sure
at all.. no different really
than true saviors
as well.. we are all
in this game together
and until we play
together
some of us
will
lose or
gain
to devils
or angels.. both..
a complicated
issue that
takes many
shoes to more fully
understand for these
tragedies
of the
human
heart in action..
and terrorists
of most DEMONiNations
are common in the loss
of human heart.. if not
by nature
by nuture
in the cruelest
of Angel hearts too..
‘see that thin boy over there
with the weird shifting eyes
that used to smile..’
‘we should kill
him first
before
he kills
anyone else..’
by telling him
he does not deserve
to exist.. the greaTEST
CURE to pain and suffering
can be
Love given
or taken
for free
or granted in hell or heaven now..
i suppose it can be a choice or not..
For me at least.. i will use relative free will
and make
at least
a butterfly
of difference in a
snowflake of hope..:)

Smiles.. it is obvious
that he still
leaps
for joy
in your heart..
and i can see him
there as joy
in the
heArt of you..
what a gift.. Love..
it never need end..
as long as Love Loves..:)

Smiles.. i never
think about the keys..
they sing without that..
and if they sing
out of
tune
so let it
be this too..:)

i
for
one.. am
born in paradise..
there is no dollar
amount now
that now will
take me away
from here.. in
fact.. there is no
dollar amount
at all in life for me..
True beauty of Natural
Resources is they are
enough and often
more than
deserTed
dreams
alone..
Nature
borns
us as
Nature
dreams
us we are
as is for now..
a smile remains
a beach… for me as free..:)

*
Smiles.. for we are spoiled..
as crusades come
in years
before..
with burning
bodies on stakes
of differences..
oh human..
can’t you
Love again..
just do it..
i do it..
is what i do..:)

Best friends.. lovers..
mothers.. fathers..
and nature
are simply
us in
Love
as us..
highest power
within.. outside..
above.. so
below..
all around
LOVENOWUS..
Sad.. so many folks
run from emotTioNs..
some never realiZinG
HeARt Runs US..
so simple
yet so
complicated
to lose this Truth in Life..
The REAL LIGHT OF LIFE
FEELINGS JUST FEELINGS..:)

Side note.. yes.. i am
sharing this on Facebook
too.. reference words
here.. and dance
steps too..

Okay.. this is number 13
and just for the sake
of a Baker’s dozen..
starting with this
one.. i’m gonna
go two by two..
and see how
they fit together..
just for fun.. no
one will say that’s
against the rules..
as i make the words
and rules up as i step
the dance of life.. it comes
it goes.. and i for one.. stay now!..
but most of all i just shake it loose..
or as they say.. shake it off.. as it were now too..;)

Side note ends again..;)

Smile of Love..
Universal message
of force across
the ages..
the light
of eyes
that shine
through her
never ages
a 100 years..
Love Lives on
and on in i’s
EyEs of Love..:)

i suppose the happiest poetry
is likely described in the
most beautiful
gardens in
the world..
and the most
violent negative
and aggressive
poetry is described
in the most desolate
of all places.. environment..
no separation.. except for
Love that grows
a garden
in us..
always
hope where
there is Love
A Garden grows
real in eYes of HeARt..:)

And the greatest
Love is the
Love that
still exists
here.. sad
that some of that
has changed.. as school
becomes data more
than
heArt..
in young
and old
in school..
work.. and
home now..
more sadly
old and young..:)

A Nurture of
Love.. a giving
one.. a Love
that need
not never
end.. as long
as there is now
need for Love..:)

For me at least.. life
has come and gone
so many nows
in my life..
i’m just
happy to
have it at
all.. perspective
i guess.. my anchor
is love in me now..
and there’s no way
to throw it over
board TG..
at lasts
finAlly
now
but yes..
i’ve
been here too..
where the emptiness
cannot be filled by
loss of
another too..:)

*
Smiles.. story taling
in all the forms
that come
now.. and new
ones two and
more in blog
forming
ways..
many opportunities
now live again to
relive the stories
of past
futures
now..
Truly a record
that never ends
Love goes
on as long
as servers
Live..
souls
uploaded
to live again..:)

Smiles.. when the heart stays or comes
again.. there is a core
of spirit
that never
grows old..
as i am
16 again
at 55..
and literally
stronger in physical
way than then too.. but
that does not come until
heArt in balance
comes again
as me now..
Humans
amazing
potentials..
rarely tapped..
it is the Jack
LaLannes of
life who truly
tale us who
we can be
if
we try..
oh yeah..
and there’s
Bruce Lee too..
both on the similar
level of Jesus to me as they
actually have the opportunity
to show us how to do more
now..
in more
than words..
as the flesh
hits the roads
of life
in the
real heaven
of now.. my friend..
and if Jesus lives
now.. i’m
sure Jack
LaLanne
and Bruce
Lee will
be two
of his
favorite
heroes too..
just a spark
of intuition
as kindred
soul of old
i suppose
heart and
spirit of soul me..:)

Smiles.. i guess
the greaTest
gift of all
to parents
is children
who survive..
the hope
of
the ages..
dead or alive
in EyEs of parents..:)

Grief
the price
of Love..
and well
worth it..
in my
eYes of sure..:)

A Parent who
lives in children’s
eyes never fully
dies in
Love
here now..:)

Sadly.. nothing
will ever replace
love.. either
given or taken..
but nothing
can take
Love away
when
lived as is
as LOVE as now..
no other answers
i know of truly
but
Love as is NOW..:)

Relationship of
pain and emotions
are strange bedfellows
for sure.. but i do
know that if
we can
bring that
Love as us..
all the pain..
both emotional
and physical
can go away..
and personally
that’s the miracle
i both know and
feel works
for me..
like
Magic Love.. now..
and stays as well..
as sure.. i’ve been
to this place too..
where i scream
at the ceiling for
any feeling
at all..
more horrifying
than the scariest
movie of all
as real..
in
now…
and i hope
for this place
for you as well..
as force of Now Love REAL..:)

And that’s all for now..
at 6:30 pm..
time for working
out and around
8 hours of nows
for poeTry
on this
Stormy
FLorida
Panhandle
day..
minus
a lunch
break..hehe..:)

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Smiles Glenn.. thanks so much for stopping by..
i’m in it for the live.. so what comes will
come.. i will tolerate and accept
all of it..
as i’ve already
been to hell and
there is no way but up
at the bottom of that
real pit of life.. my friend..
and Katrina is actually
in 5 of the grand total
of 136 photos..
with only
two face
shots..
but the reason
she is absent at the
beach is she elected to
stay in the car.. to
my chagrin.. yes..
but yah.. she
is shy
and i am
bold.. and
opposites
attract and
we make it
work.. as hey..
never a boring moment
anymore for most folks
now.. sitting still with a
smart phone or dancing
with gulf sunset beach
breeze deep in sand with
allthaTis yes.. in eternal bliss..
for now.. i can’t show that
to her.. i wish she could
feel it.. but hey.. it takes
me 53 years to get
theRe so
i understand..
and yes.. there is
no dam way i could
have done or read a
tenth of this
if i am
still living
in the so-called
real world in slavery
of cultural sanctioned
work.. all i do is just
a reflection
of how
free i
truly am..
and it’s all good dark and light..
my friend.. in balance.. as is now..:)

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Smiles Hank and thanks
so much for
scrolling
by..
Hehe..;)

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What a refreshing workout after writing all day long..
But just a break.. as readying this next Blog post..
titled.. “Dark and Light Circles of Life”.. with
more fun dance photos to be added to
this some time in the wee hours
of Friday Morning.. after
celebrating my 85th
week of Rave
Dancing
with all the
Cool College Age
Folks on Thursday Night..
RE-CREATION.. it’s what
keeps the human from
burning.. out.. now the
lesson of Liberty..
Life Is Better
Everywhere
RE-CREATION
Takes Ya now..
Yes.. LIBERTY
DANCING COMING
FOR ME SOON AGAIN!..;)

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The elders
we want
will be
the elders
we are
if we do
remember.

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/dark-and-light-circles-of-life-free.html

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kATman BEach

Posted on November 17, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

So.. i’m dancing at the beach in sugar sand so deep
air expanding out to see as breeze
becomes me as one with
waves of gulf
free.. in
twilight
colors of
light as
magic now
Lovers walk
ahead.. now
Lovers sit
with each
other on
sands and
shores of
peace and
my Lover
is God
as Nature
whole with
all others too..
God touches me in
ways.. that most may
never feel now.. i wish
they WiLL n0w fAll
in Love
UP with
God of
Nature
this way
i wish..
IT IS
My third
wish to GOD of Nature
as TRUTH AND LIGHT NOW..:)

Smiles Suzanne..

I’m always attempting to improve my philosophies of life..
I appreciate your ideas here and I learned something new
of the origin of the term Nike in myth and
metaphor of the winged
Greek Goddess of
Victory.. and truly
I learn something new from all
poems as they often come from soul with
the best lessons of life.. Smiles again..:)

Smiles.. Suzanne.. againx3.. Truly.. i

could write a sitting Novella on this wonderful topic you bring to light here on life’s purpose of what you speak here as a beautiful and true quote in light to me as well.. per.. “It’s about being connected to nature – to the world around me – to the people in my community – and my internet community – it’s about our right to live in a free and just society where all are equal.”

Ways of enlightening sparks of others to this purpose and mission in life.. is the way of the general metaphor of the Bodhisattva who has completed a satisfied state of White Light Love being.. in life.. and more than anything wishes to share and elevate that feeling and way of life in others.. so yes..

The Yogi comes down from the mountain..

as White Light Love is never selfish and withholding..

and that is in our DNA as evolving humans in one lifetime

in true epigenetic effect of unpacking DNA in today’s science terms..

as science is finally slowly catching up

to Yogi’s in the Internal measurement of the human Universe..

albeit still slowly as the clunky scientific method cannot adequately measure human heart.. spirit.. and soul.. as that is a non-repeatable unique experience as experiment that cannot even be adequately repeated from second to second in one person’s existence as truly we are infinite beings.. every second of our lives.. no less than the rest of the Universe..

But it is difficult to successfully tale this to a ‘scientist’ either in profession or metaphor.. who has not become the metaphor of Yogi.. Carl Sagan approached that.. with the help of external substance drugs.. but these fuller enlightened scientists are not common as the mechanical cognition mind as exercised constantly excludes more than half of human internal potential as expressed in life.. in terms of Moving heArt.. spiRit.. and soUl..

So it can be a self fulfilling prophecy that scientists

may never prove God exists.. as whole..

in science terms.. as

those are not the terms

that connect to God more fully..

ironically enough.. and sadly enough too..

as it can be almost impossible to get through

to a person.. who is not currently capable of

seeing the other side..

for biological/environmental reasons..

ironically enough too.. and sadder as well.. as it is the act and practice of science that is blinding them and not allowing them to see more .. and yes.. there is science behind what i am saying.. too.. so far in the metaphor of infantile form.. exploring the internal Universe of human mind and body balance in all its complexity and simplicity as well.. yes.. it helps to have the ‘weapon’ of science too.. to bring greater understanding to scientists too.. so ironic.. yes.. but true…

Some of us are almost born this way as empaths.. feeling so much in senses and emotions that we need no external substances or drugs.. to achieve it.. a common metaphor for this that some folks take as literal is the star seed.. indigo child.. crystal child.. etc.. but nah.. it’s in our DNA.. this our home.. obviously..

but as usual.. myths often house the vehicles and

vessels of truth and light.. but i need look no further for home

than my backyard.. but of course all is one..

so all the stars

are home too.. in elementary ways

of the ingredients of life..

but not a place where any of us likely could survive

as breathing human beings.. now.. or anytime before..

as we balance with the balance of this real home earth…

Again.. i have written a 9800 word comment before.. where the formatting of Word Press falls apart.. and all becomes one big wall of block text.. so i will try to bring it to a close.. i often say that when i am talking with folks to just to remind my lips and or hands to stop one day soon now.. wInks for now..;)

Humans are multi-colored human beings.. a fascinating opportunity and task in my life is to participate in a county wide leadership class named a sim-soc society.. as the military civilian employment life was grooming me up the ladder in administration of government programs.. and in that class and simulated society over a year of classes..

we are taught there is a primary color wheel of human beings

in ways of personality that are green.. red.. blue.. and yellow..

and they graph that with a personality test to see where we fall..

i suppose i am one of the lucky ones

as i fall almost directly in the middle

of the color wheel graph..

with all the colors like a

chameleon of sorts..

and i suppose that is

part of being an empath..

seeing with so many eyes.. of human..

In short.. the green folks are human connectors

who can make the sales deals of successful human interactions

either in love or material goods.. the red folks are the folks who enforce the laws like policeman.. military.. etc..

the yellow folks are the folks who make and interpret the rules like lawyers and judges.. and the blue folks are the artists.. who are often very emotional with ups and downs.. yes.. the soul tortured artist.. of what we often see online in the poetry world here.. but anyway..

These are just the primary colors of personality illustrated here that make a society function.. there is a full color spectrum of human beings and beyond.. as some of us see so much differently and hear so much differently the lessons and general reality of life.. for example.. my tactile sensitivity innately is so jacked up i cannot stand to touch anything manmade.. so i spend my life with my hands closed..

and balled in fists.. to avoid the discomfort of even touching my pants.. unless they are silk.. and nah.. no silk pants for me.. smiles.. and no long pants either.. i can touch the skin and fur of my legs.. so i wear shorts.. even in the snow and 18 degree weather here in North Florida.. when that rarely happens.. smiles.. again…

Human cognitive empathy is a life long process

of learning to gain sympathy over the differences of other

human beings.. to understand the differences of human beings..

is to better tolerate and accept the differences of others..

fortunately i am financially independent and

can do the Bodhisattva thingy..

with no terms of commercial interest..

publishing books or any of that stuff..

a reality of gaining human subsistence for some..

and a great privilege i have too with the privilege

that comes with a athletic looking military/law

enforcement white middle age

serious looking guy in real life..

that allows me to get away with many antics of joy

to help other folks.. like dancing an extreme ballet/martial arts-like dance

everywhere i go in public that most people would not be able to get away with.. so i count my blessings in this way regularly as it allows me better to serve no masters other than Love.. Love in general.. as Nature as well.. in what i understand is the higher power of GOD as gifted in us.. as well…

So anyway.. life is a never ending story of Loving and Connecting and Learning more about each other to me to better tolerate and accept each other and help each other in growing a world garden of Human Love.. and what i feel and know and understand with human innate.. instinctual..

and intuitive knowledge of the DNA kind.. for what some folks describe with the term gnostic.. is that we as a species are evolving in just one life at an increased pace that comes with our increased ability to connect as a global tribe to learn more about the differences of each other..

to hold hands better without aversions of differences that are not understood well.. i see this garden of human growing no different than a mound or a hive of Eusocial insects.. difference being that we are all different and alike too.. and yes.. of course.. much more complicated too.. these journeys and multi-dimensional paths will continue like an infinite painting that has no end or beginning in beauty of art.. and like all art.. with blue human ups or downs.. there will be valleys at lowest depths and mountains at highest peaks.. but the bottom line is

Love
in human
terms of tolerating
and accepting each
other as brother and sisters
ONE with the rest of Nature and
the FACT THAT AT LEAST SOME
HUMAN BEINGS ARE CAPABLE OF
this is proof that GOD EXISTS IN US..
IT didn’t take 9800 words but this is
my proof for people who
ask me for evidence
in less than
11 million
or 9800 words..
smiles.. my friend
Suzanne.. and i’ll
keep working on my
evidence for
LOVE
AND A GLOBAL
SPECIES WHO
LOVES EACH
OTHER
UNCON
DIT
ION
ALLY
NOW..:)

Smiles.. Love to you as well.. my friend Suzanne..
and yes.. it is quite a job of JOB in metaphor to
find metaphors to help folks find the lights and
truths of life that will work the best for them..
there are thousands of ways.. and more..
to metaphor basically

simple essences of life..
to grow as human heart.. spirit and soul..
and an unlimited number of ears who hear
differently.. so the work goes on as a
practice of Love.. not much different than
medicine.. i guess.. with potential fewer side effects though..
for sure.. as Love is a drug that can focus on the problem..
if experienced.. of course.. both Love and problems..
of which the second is more common it seems
these nows for sure.. for most folks..
sadly enough.. but potentially fixable
with practice and effort.. with Will and Love..
and sure.. Grace too.. now.. smiles again..;)

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Oh what a long day.. a nice one too..
on Pensacola Beach.. starting out as Batcat
and ending up as kATman BEach.. anyway..
a blog post titled something like that coming
tomorrow or whenever.. but for now..
the last post “Victory
Song’s Dance of Love”..
coming back again..
with faster links to blogspot blogs..
on Facebook.. for friends and other folks there..
and back to responding in poetic responses to 28 more
poems from Thursday Night open link night at dVerse..
if i can stay awake to do that.. hehe.. as dancing
in the deep sand at the beach with Athletic shoes..
every which way.. can be rather exhausting..
after 10 miles or so of doing it.. like Nike says..;)

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My first trip to the beach with my new iPhone 6s camera.. that promises better photos and doesn’t fail here.. as the quality rivals that of my wife’s Grand or so costing telephoto lens camera.. as it almost looks surreal capturing a still shot like this.. at the beach.. particularly the texture of the water.. where one might imagine walking on water like this.. but i had to settle for floating on sand.. which who knows.. likely feels better.. as i haven’t tried the walking on water thingy yet.. yet..;)

Anyway.. an absolutely euphoric environment at the beach this evening.. and it’s pretty amazing that one can only see one couple enjoying this beauty in front of me walking on the beach.. it’s kinda sad thinking of all the folks on screens when they could be in a real world of beauty to feel in so many senses and emotions free as a beach.. with eYes of GOD.. yeah.. kATman Beach..

where “Atman” is a real deal..

per other philosophies and philosophers

who address that metaphor as well.. for awakened and enlightened human beings..

I took a total of 135 photos today.. and it was very difficult for me to arrive at a favorite one.. per the beach pictures.. as there is an endless palette in hues of color this evening.. but seeing is not enough.. one must be there to feel the bliss of Mother Nature in her most peaceful Love in Harmony generating state..

i for one know of or experience.. what a blessing to live here.. and perhaps a curse not to.. but the good news is.. so much bliss can be generated inside with eyes closed as well.. in free flowing dance and song of life..:)

Oh by the way..
yes.. this is that place
‘they’ forecast.. HEAVEN..
HOW NICE of God
to send me here..
i owe God big
time.. this
debt i will
pay in
reciprocation
continuing always
now as a Joyful Labor
of Unconditional
Tough and
Passionate
Love once
again
now..smile emoticon..:)

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Yah.. a SonG
for that too..:)

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And finally a resounding note here
from friend Himali’s Facebook Page..
and good night from me..
as responding to poetry
will have to wait one more
day for sleep here..:)

Yes! I remain the oldest child in my hometown
and with Will and Love stay that way now..
Also as a clown to bring Smiles.. Laughs..
And Joy.. As well as introspective thought
to those adults who might like to join me..
The eyes of a child clown..
Smiles again.. Himali..:)

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Smiles.. Suzanne.. This is what is wonderful about photography..
Just for fun.. Finding beauty in both the large and small things in life..
Dark and Light.. And of the brightest of all places.. That is where I s
pend yesterday.. With my iPhone 6s camera and a dance in deep
white sugar sand like Tai Chi spirals that never end in now with
pastel colors of twilight on similar vibration and wave length
with sea oats.. Emerald green gulf.. And me..
And sure with poetry who needs photos..
I for one cherish them without
effective use of my sight for 66 months..
A blessing.. Such a gift to me now.. The beach as me..:)

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A full night sleep after a full day of of Art in dance..
and now for poetry.. after a dance in sand and sun again..
in my own backyard of beach and paradise true and light..:)

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HI Sherri.. my dance friend.. of our ages.. winks.. and Smiles..
i already did/do ‘write a book’.. 11 million words on the Internet..
seriously literally 11 million words on the anniversary date
when i started all of this.. November 26th.. 2010..
5 years ago.. to escape the endless pain in my eye
and ear of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. i
personally like the electronic form of blogs for doing this..
as i can add as many photos as i like with all the beautiful
youtube songs that bring so much emotional inspiration
to me along with words that never quite fit the full size
of inspiration of image and song notes to me..
additionally i abhor the restrictions of creativity..
that come with the ‘Official way of doing stuff’ in life..
Art is for beauty to me in both science and art..
where no culture or religion can control me in
free spirit of art in words and steps..
and this is just another note to
add to a tapestry of all that is..
simply flowing like a river wheRe the
river of spirit inside me decides where to go next..
with little to no effort with the tide of God behind and with me.. smiles..:)

Smiles my lovely friend Sherri.. i appreciate the art that lives in you
where you can appreciate my words.. sadly perhaps.. i come
across relatively few who tell me they do.. considering
the effort i put into sharing it with the Unconditional
Love that lives in me.. but those who do i treasure
and appreciate.. as that light fuels the art
in me even more.. for now it is enough to
share it with friends like you.. here..
and other strangers who

are never strangers
to me who become friends of art as well..
and maybe one day.. when the art of writing slows..
i might think and feel about publishing some of it..
smiles.. but for now just art.. just art.. and Lord
knows i’ve already written enough poems for an entire library of me..
in print.. wInks.. big Inks.. from me and smiles.. again..smile emoticon..:)

Thanks so much Sherri.. you are only the second person who has ever encouraged
me to publish my poetry.. anywhere in this world.. and i encounter thousands
of poet’s work a year.. rarely with any comments from them at all..
and for me.. i can never let a human
conversation go
without
reciprocation..
and ha! i am the
so-called diagnosed Autistic
one with Asperger’s..wink emoticon..;)

Yeah.. i think “that’s” the deal.. i’m usually the only one who can
fully understand what i say.. even though it makes sense to me..
and i suppose that is the thing.. that makes me Autistic
with Asperger’s syndrome.. i wanna connect to other people
really bad and have friends.. but it’s hard for them to get me..
and easy for me to get me.. so ha.. at least someone always gets me..
winks.. and much love to you.. my friend of over 30 years now.. and sure..
you are a little bit like me in ways of different
and that is what I love about
you too.. smiles again..
smile emoticon..:)

And now to dance
before i get
back with
the art
of responding
to the rest
of dVerse
Thursday
open link
night poet’s
with 28 more
poems and
micro-poetic
responses coming
from me.. but clouds
are coming.. so i am
gonna enjoy the
life giving
full
sun
first..
this morning..:)

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Hi Leah.. as they say Synchronicity..

my Emails continue to increase the more connections

i make online.. a little concerned i might have missed an

email from you again.. so my plan is to connect with you

to make sure all is okay with you today..

and i get ‘this email’.. cool..

synchronicity again.. but nah..

this isn’t the first time i wonder how you are doing

in your recovery from the burns.. after a month

now of you returning to the flesh and blood bigger world..

And oh yes.. your world in Romania.. as a child.. on the soils of war.. death and destruction.. is so far removed from the gentle soils where i live.. where being Autistic in that higher functioning way is challenging and eventually a life or death situation for me.. with the chronic stress of social challenges at work.. and all my stress related illnesses.. but nothing like your challenges on both your soil and in your home as you have related before..

So i can only imagine the stress of the issues

of terrorism discord that brings to you
in Europe now.. in Germany as well.. where you live now.. just a hop
skip and jump away.. with issues there as well..

So glad you are feeling joy again.. perhaps my greatest obstacle to recovery for those 66 months of shut-in hell beyond 19 physical disorders mostly as a result of never ending chronic work related stress.. is the loss of not only pleasure but even the ability to feel sadness with a tear..

and as i think i have already related to you.. the death of a cat friend Sunny boy.. son of Yellow Boy.. injured in the wild with kitty aids diagnosed.. and us having the decision to put him down.. to keep the rest of the neighborhood strays alive and well.. is what finally brings a tear of relief for me.. in sadness..

And in feeling this great weakness inside of almost zero emotions.. and zero tears.. with that tear.. i finally feel strength in my legs that had been leg pressing close to 500 LBS still over this 66 months.. with a feeling of spiritual power in what i consider the equivalent of emotional feelings of strength..

that made me feel so weak inside without that emotional spirit.. and so empty those 66 months in continuum.. no matter what the leg press numbers say empirically.. then.. except for that short respite of a few tears in April.. coming with my creative spark in March of 2013..

And now there is almost half a ton slowly surely

on a free weight parallel leg press machine..

with arms raised in air like a ballet dancer

pumping iron in action..

but urethane sure.. as nah..

i don’t wanna crack the floor hehe..

for twenty-five times at ease.. but yes..

the grinch heart that grows..

so much bigger in size.. can be empirically measured too..

as the force of love in my heart.. converted to LBS as well..

And i do mean this literally too.. as there is new science here too.. available in research.. finally understanding better of the internal Universe of human emotions.. senses.. down to the flesh and blood level and up to the multi-verse of human emotions and senses in feeling innate instinctual and intuitive ways of being..

And force of physical power too.. where every human connection is a unique and growing Universe unto itself.. so yeah.. this here is the Universe of Fred and Leah in connection.. separate.. yet similar to all others in many ways.. too.. but still unique.. always special in its own way..
like us as individuals as well.. he her..;)

And finally recovery.. almost miraculously.. yes.. miraculously in an all natural way.. from pain and emotional emptiness.. in July of 2013.. with my first belly laugh in early August of 2013.. of which before i did not have a reference point of memory feeling if i had ever even smiled or laughed..

as without feeling there is no reference point of remembering feelings as remembering feelings are feelings of course.. a catch 22 of magnitude in real human hell now.. most certainly.. and why folks will self injure to feel pain over numbness when this emotional death in life comes..

Anyway.. i work my heARt OUT now.. like an Olympic Sport in metaphor.. as i’ve been to that hell of no feeling.. and i ain’t going back.. and poetry.. dance.. photography in all i do and all other art i participate in of human connections.. is my insurance that I will not.. ’cause God HEAVEN IT.. (there is no damn in heaven) there is science to happiness of heArt too.. and science is faith too.. in assurance of continuing success.. in life of joy.. in what i just do now..:)

And sure.. the Wrong Planet..

website overall.. is like ‘they say’ ..

an overall great place for misery loves company..

particularly in that PPR.. Politics.. Philosophy..

and Religion section that was the only part that truly interested me..

with the Autism Speaks political controversy as just a mindless exercise of obvious logic that i would never win but kept fighting against.. then.. per dark emotional social cohesive forces of the imaginary demon of Autism Speaks that people used to bind together in the joy of misery.. that feels better than nothing of course…

Sadly.. there is not much in school or college.. including psychology about the art and or science of emotional health.. that comes in metaphors of human heart.. spirit expressing that emotion of heart.. or the soul of a mind

and body that is balanced at center.. neither stuck in just mind or body alone.. or too much of reality of existence in one yang or yin science or art way.. exclusive of the other…

i went to the Wrong Planet for an escape from pain.. but now with my full emotions back.. and creativity as well.. that left me for about 40 years.. in the crude patriarchal ways of my small home town.. including the

military administrative work life.. that says boys can’t smile or do art as boys just don’t do that.. AND without fuller expression of emotions.. art dies in heart.. spirit.. and soul.. without a doubt to me..

And sometimes boys and girls try to bring emotion back with art as emotion becoming art and art becoming emotion.. music.. dance.. song in general.. painting.. yes art in general.. so many places of human journeys and paths to bRing hEart back to life.. as true human joy of Loving life just as it is for now..

needing nothing more but Life.. and appreciating that gift from the God of Nature so much they must share it with all others in a natural human altruistic way of unconditionAlly Loving life in all the ways that can and

does come in life.. in art of human eyes..

connecting to all humans and Nature one..

Like the Phoenix of me that is rising in that creative spark and tear in 2013.. and finAlly on a beach.. in July of that year.. going back the first time in 66 months.. where i FEEL ONE WITH THE WAVES AGAIN.. never an intellectual exercise there alone.. AN EXPANSIVE FEELING OF BLISS AS ONE WITH NATURE WHOLE..

with clear feeling that all of Nature and Beyond

ISGODONe and same with us. NOWonE…

with never any separation of illusory fears..

and all hate associated stuff

related to illusory fears..

A school of heart.. is never a science alone..
and that is why we rarely see it in school..
as school.. is more science than true human related art..
and society has become more science than art.. even in ways
of religion.. sadly as such in literal ways of being..
rather than being in an expansive fuller living
artistic and creative mind..

So on December 25th.. 2010.. i finally get the strength and resolve.. where every word i type then is like a mountain of pain in my eye.. to scan my baby photo of the child with bright blue eyes.. that my mother tales me.. reaches out to every stranger to hug them..

not for them to hug me.. hmm.. yeah.. sounds like the opposite of Autism huh.. but my problem is i could not speak until age 4.. and my mind operates fast.. with senses and emotions so sensitive.. jacked up.. as an empath..

receiving what seems like the internal world

as a radio receiver of external energy

emotional and sensory.. and information..

in general of all types.. that when i finally

could speak it comes out

really fast and scattered..

as there is so much in there to get out..

And yes.. i have a new diagnosis now by Doctors of Bi-Polar not specified.. disorder.. as when i get into that Doctor’s office and have to explain everything in ten minutes that is going on in my life.. it comes out really fast like this.. fast enough for me to process it fine.. as i have all the contexts.. but hey.. it’s hard to communicate thousands of words in 10 minutes completely coherently and slow.. so basically they think i’m ‘crazy’.. and might need something to slow me down..

But what they don’t understand after viewing me since this diagnosis two years ago before i get well.. is this is how i’ve always been.. people loving me to death.. before i open my mouth.. yeah.. strange girls at dance events years ago then.. too.. as i give ’em a headache with all my passion of communicating too fast and too complicated for the ‘normal’ human to understand..

And yeah.. fast is crazy huh.. and i am fast.. so fast.. and even my dance.. has become too much.. for most people to join me in.. even in the biggest dance halls of fast.. hehe.. but the reality is i am as peaceful as the eye of the hurricane of me.. inside no matter how fast the external winds come out.. hehe.. truly i am a Hurricane in this sense.. as metaphor.. Hurricane Fred haha.. all the time.. never dying out for now..;)

But they see the joy in me.. and truly want some of what i’m on..
people have been asking me for it all my life.. when i am healthy..

So now i am sharing it with them..

but nah..

i cannot give it to ’em
as i was born this way
and the shining lights
of that baby’s eyes
live
once
again..:)

Love you friend..
and you know and feel
i will always be here for
you when you wanna
chat.. and
i feel you
will always
come back
when you
are ready for
another LARGE injection
of me.. hehe.. all NOW
in joy my friend..
all in
JOY NOW..
with smiles
and grins
and laughs
now THANKS2
THE GOD OF
NATURE
FROM
ME..
and to you
too.. my friend
Leah.. smiles AGAIN..:)

Yeah.. we have something
in common don’t we..
i know i’m not
very clear
sometimes..
as well.. but
i keep trying
and so glad
you tolerate
and accept
ALLoF
NOWHO
I AMLOVEAGAINMYFRIEND…:)

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Smiles.. friends mean everything to me..
and i suppose if i ever enjoy enough
of life with friends.. the only poetry
that will come
from me is
in words
to friends..
and sure it is already
that way in a sense
and feelings as i see
and feel everyone as a friend
whether now they see me that
way in dark or light.. no different
than when i am a baby.. but no
one now.. can keep me from
hugging others in poetry
and dance.. whether
a hug
is
returned
or not..
in steps
or words..
a Baby of
Love WiLL
FiND a way..:)

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Well.. it’s 2:24 pm..
11162015.. to minute..
and yes now i am
making it back
to dVerse to
finish 28 poetic
responses to poetry
there from Thursday
Open Link Night just
for fun and Love too..:)

Art of open forest roads
lined by trees of
nature’s details
moving on as
open future
just a path
no destination
reAlly but going
on and on now..
as free and open..
there is a now where
i can not feel of any of
this truth and light of Nature
experience but the primitive
excellence of innate IQ lives
as me again.. on the open road of Living
free and will enough for fortune’s Love breeze..:)

Life of Nature
color seasons bright
Love of human
colors
all
Light..:)

Smiles.. i am always sad.. when ‘they’ tale me
they cannot see/feel God.. but i understand
as they may never see as through
the
eyes
of the
woman
who loves
me.. there are
miracles in life
and the fAct that
my wife is in my life..
is all the evidence i need
to believe in an all merciful
God..
and
one
i know NOW
and feel not so
well of pain sad+
as then.. a tree of
Love lives with me now..:)

Sadly.. there are many
empty vessels of human
beings just waiting
to get the human
race back..
misanthropy
comes in bits
of thrown away
apple core of
evil in
heArtless eYes..
somenows illustrating
dark shadows in death
as religious groups and
othernows framing as
the entire human race..
when
vacant
stares
become
evil now black
snares of death..
even when living..
Love is the answer
but an answer long
ago never painting
vehicles and
vessels of
human
fear
and hate
in terrorist wake…

If there is any magic in dementia
it is the emotions that
go last.. if there
is any terror
beyond
terror
in life
is when
the emotions
go first.. and the
mind is left sinking
and knowing a
quicksand
that
never ends..
and of course that
can happen at any
age of human hell..
incarnate
on
this earth
just now
in eYes
of
cold
deep beyond
human heArt…

A taste of nature
the sweetest dream
more than cookies
and ice cream
treats..
sure a
challenge
in naked
reprise
butt an
echo of
free that never ends
in flesh that connects to all..:)

Smiles.. i suppose nameless forces
can be harder to relate to..
than labeling one’s
of anthropomorphic
identity..
sweet Abigail..
of gale force winds
is kinder than
winds
that flood
a human home
but tests are
common
in all
stuff
life
and Abigail
is teacher whose
gale will be heard..:)

Sadly.. the message of
Jesus can be
completely
missed unless
his prophecy
of folks
after him..
yes.. doing
much more..
comes true..
i trust
Jesus
on this
one as
completely
already true..
and still now coming
true to save the world..:)

Smiles.. tears.. gift
saving Grace..
danCinG
sWinGinG
through crystal
chandelier
fLiGhts
GRace
LiGht’s
LoVe..:)

Smiles.. i’ll make another comment on one of your other poems..
(:..i don’t do candy at all..;) just a note on your Post Script question..
per wordpress posting features.. if you don’t like the new blue
screen editor for posting.. you can click on dashboard first
and click on posts next.. and then click add new post..
that will take you back to the old black/gray and white
wordpress editor.. that keeps the
posting options same as in the past..

Recently..
the new version
stopped hyperlinking
photography automatically
to the wordpress library..
which can help
stop folks
from scraping
photography and
using it for their own sites..
which is really okay with me..
as i try not to own art.. haha..

But i just want people to be able to enlarge the photos
when the hyperlink works.. taking one back to the larger
word press library photo.. as my blog is almost equally
photography with poetry and prose.. and not one
for slow computers and or slow
broadband access for sure..;)

Oh.. no.. dizzy.. no fun..
Vertigo i used to get
from just standing up
from a meal or walking
around the block as
my blood no
longer makes
it to my head..
Dysautonomia..
where brain
and nervous
system now
no longer
properly
controls
heart
rate
and blood
pressure
in synch..
only cure
is making..
growing
muscles
stronger to pump
blood.. and now
i spin with bigger
muscles and dizzy no
longer controls me.. hehe..
A butterfly lives on land again..
but oh noX2.. my wife gets dizzy
from just watching
me dance spin
now..
heher..;)

Dragon fly WinGs
oldest flying
machine
and longest
living being
along with
roaches of crawling
night and flying skies
both are credit to
God’s
Nature
eYes..
wheRe balance
stays key
to being
and
staying
here
liV
InG
LonG..
all Gods
eYes.. brave and free
Whole allone and never
separated
ever
alone..
the roach and
the dragon fly
are brothers
and sisters
and
friends too.. still now
of God and us too..:)

Highlight fairs around
the world sing
stars of joy
in human
heart.. as humans
are made to live
together and
it is the
separate
that can
be lonely
and truly insane..
at least an online
connection can
bRinG dreams
of real
human
civilization
again together
free and sane..:)

Slow pause.. death
abrupt ending
where now
last forever
in pain
and joy..
where death
makes life
and life
makes
death real..
light and dark..
the human condition…

Smiles.. i too take my
heart.. tears.. fears..
putting them in a box..
and fortunately now
for me.. i then am
able to retrieve
the heart and
tears minus
fears..
a lesson
and accomplishment
of a lifetime of me..
total Love
with zero
Fear..:)

A place where skin
becomes fibers
of a couch..
an air of
ventilating
system where
roar’s air becomes
human being
same..
a place
to grow
expanding
wings.. a heart
grows in body
moving.. regulating
integrating whole
in emotional
and sensory
control
balance..
a butterfly
emerges well again..
yes.. been there done
it for over 5 years..
reaching 66
months.. then..
but yes.. again..
even at my age
and greater.. life
can and will get
better.. as nows go by..
and for me every step forward
now
is key to
light
and
dark as
not so well.. finAlly..
and now.. so very well..:)

Smiles.. interestingly.. a phenomenon
of changing brain waves
from beta
stress to
alpha
relaxation
to theta flow
in creative
cosmic freer
consciousness-
like connections
to all around us..
can and will occur
on a country drive
without stress
associating
distractions..
that fall
us down
to beta
waves
once
again
as stress.. comes us..
and some folks only
find it in places like this
where meditative flow
comes real.. true.. and free
and we let all the other stuff go..
away.. from a new wave.. of peace..:)

Human condition.. so varied
and freed and trapped
and tried and
scorched
and burned
until emotions
and senses
come under
control and
all peace
of river
and winds
breeze.. Credit
human written
language.. collective
intelligence and all of
culture for drifting away
from inner control.. without
all the distractions that rarely
change.. Nature changes and
makes it harder to get stuck
in associations of
past..
but sure..
manual drive
is possible too..
where Diwali
lives inside
with
us shifting gears
of light dark as all of we..:)

Imagine a race of human beings
all of them sitting still
or standing sit
with heads
bent down
in great
reverence
to the God
of a five inch
screen.. growing
a little bit at least..
in screen size
with
heads
still down..
from the Savannah
we go to a scream of
a four
inch screen..
wheRe love letters
are lost in candy crush
games..;)

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A change so real.. a change so close..
from hunting and gathering
to escape the cave..
to agriculture
and planting
to harvest
crops..
to machines
and automanwomen
holding gears and levers
in industrial way.. to
Info technology
and back
to the
cave..
what comes
around goes around..
but i’m staying outside..;)

Ah.. before the apple..
before the fall
there are
apple
trees
and free
are
we..
apple in the
eYeS of Nature’s Goal
living.. just living.. to be..
as is is now.. floWeRinG ALive..:)

ThrOne iS readY
pastUre free..
it is we who
must study
raiSinG
worLd
hiGher
eYes
hYmns
hiM.. wheRe
greater iS necessary..
setting entire world free..:)

Smiles.. a little box can follow us
around all our life..
or we can
simply
live now..
as.. as is
as Love..:)

Freedoms new gifts
from centuries
old of prisons
in so many
ways of
patriarchal
souls… to
escape back
to soft love holds
a place that sings
an archetype wholENonE..:)

Star wars is not my wife’s pleasure..
Internet ways of connecting
or problem solving
always
so unlike
her.. Best of
life is in change
so opposites do
attract
the best
in me too..
she in her room
and me in mine..
i see my father
and his
third wife
do this and
now i am here..
no longer now on
couch intWinInG
as Love.. but best
friends make it
in decades
long
trial.. oh different.. i Love..:)

Black leafalls now
on concrete streets
moods risEn..
concrete
bottom
grain
last
sand
heArt
unglue
together..
what comes next..
concrete crack..
sprout peaks
just
above
last
whole
depth..
riSinGonce
agaIn.. graIn
sAnd now liVes..
sparKLinGleam..:)

Nomads of modern
days spread out
from villages..
two by two..
opposites of
ark they stray..
where togetherness
leaves.. loneliness
thrives.. an
answer.. an
approximation..
Interent hands..:)

Candy apple red..
oh fruits desire..
but all that
matters
is the
taste inside..:)

Paths of wooded roads.. trees straight
trees cooked.. leaves
colored.. leaves
faded.. with
life what
counts..
just journey..
Living Now..:)

28 poems
in four hours
around 6
minutes a-
peace in
Chandelier
fun for me.. sWinGinG
through the words
with the greaTesT
of ease..
a pARtY
with my fingers
comes to a real
keyboard close..
and now.. oh GOD
it’s finally WORK-OUT NOW!..:)

6:45
pm..
and now to post
when i come back.:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/veterans-of-human-weather-free-verse.html

This post is fun..:)

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Victory Song’s Dance of Love

Posted on November 14, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

Smiles.. Revels1.. All of Allah is music..

Even science shows the earth and the sun sings as they dance and the origin of the Big Bang as forecast by the Bible and Quran is music.. Only human twists and makes music and words evil like terrorists who kill in the name of Allah.. Allah’s greatest felt and known human force is the song and dance of the universe..

The real hell is to stop dancing and singing as when the sun and angels stop singing and dancing they will fall from the heaven.. Discordant music can bring one down.. Other music lifts spirit no less than planets.. Allah is almighty song and dance..:)

Smiles my friend.. acoustic tools of musical instruments are simply extensions of the vocal chords that allow us to express emotional heart and spirit as emotion in mind and body balance.. To fear music.. as music is expression of emotion no less than human vocal chords.. is to fear both human and Allah.. instead.. oh Love.. Allah’s greatest song of emotion gifted to us..

‘Evil humans’ have been attempting to subjugate..

Oppress and repress emotions of humans for centuries

as humans can be controlled better for greed in this weakened state of heart..

And science proves this now.. And allows some of us to awake to the truth and light of Allah and yes.. Song and dance too..

i serve no human.. Culture.. Or religion but Allah as truly evil humans who support fear.. And greed.. Will attempt to silence the song and dance of Allah and Allah’s free children.. And that’s what i know and feel.. My friend.. from facing Allah face to face and song and dance.. No human words reQuired.. Only music of Allah as truth and light and song and dance if Allah as same..:)

Another person asks me to provide evidence..

And i say..

Sure my friend.. I dance and Sing the song and music of Allah..
11 million word now in five years online.. all you are welcome.. to listen or not..
Sincerely.. with the unconditional tough and passionate love of Allah and
to be crystal clear I am a prophet of Allah in how we define that
in the west as a humble teacher who can be any human..
God is an EEO employer for those who
submit it all as instruments of Allah..:)

And of course ‘they’ scoff with
an icon that relates that..;)

And i say..

Smiles my friend..
Rumi is instrument too..
Laugh all you like and
the tears can be real too..:)

Quote.. as the signature quote
at the beginning of this
nice blog.. authored
by Revels1..

by Rumi..

“When you do things from your soul,
you feel a river moving in you, a joy.”

i say..
The river is balance of human
emotion and senses
as a free
song
and
dance
balanCinG
iN being..:)

i say again.. now..
away from
the blog
as well..

I have
relatively few friends..
as i serve only one
master..:)

And that’s
totAlly oKay..
as God is the
greaTEsT ALLy
and yes.. TEST2..
and THE MASTER
OF ALLsOnG AND DANCE..:)

And as a footnote.. here..
if the ignorant Terrorists who are brain washed
to believe God is an evil being that supports killing
of other human beings for greed.. power.. and status
could just hear this song.. once a week for 18 years..
perhaps they would not be able to pull triggers of AK47’s
and kill hundreds of innocent human beings.. if they just
can find God on their shoulders instead of devil’s
of human beings…and sure they could kill me too..
for saying this but God will only raise me up to
face them again.. AND AGAIN..
face to face..
no less than what i see fully
of the face of Allah
as well or
not so well….

And the song
moves on..
and
on..
and my words
dance and song..
will live on too..
regardless of what
happens
to my flesh..
my soul lives..
On line..
GodW/Inks..;)

Oh yes.. and sPeaKinG
of Masters hear..
another worth
sharing that
combines
music and
dance as a Song
of God with zero
words.. can
‘you’
hear
it.. no
evil hear
my friend..
no see it..
no speak it..
Dance it.. SinG
it WitH zero words..
ZERO HUMAN CONFUSION
FROM WORDS GOD’S SonGS
UNI
VERS
ALLAH!..:)

And speaking
of trees
hear’s
another..;)

TheRe is that temptation to stray
from Humble.. but it is the
only H sWORD that will
work with
the tribal
human instinct..
people will rarely
use rationality.. a
gift of reason
like Love from
God if the
red of
Tribal
Instinct
covers
the white
of Love.. and
if i just say
‘you ignorant
fools’ a
temptation
of pride that
is also part
of the human
tribal instinct..
yes.. gifted from
God too for historical
protecting of subsistence
resources.. that
ain’t gonna
work..
w/Inks
again..;)

Mix rationality
with Love
and Magic
can be
the empirical
and poetic result..;)

Someone has to
step up
and
referee..
and sure..
i have Zebra
stripes too..now
like a Jack Rabbit
set free in fields
of God
eYes.;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/veterans-of-human-weather-free-verse.html

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Well.. i’ve only finished 12 of 38 responses
to dVerse online Poet’s pub Thursday Open link
with such a wonderful variety of
open minded and hearted
poetry.. and considering
that takes up almost
2000 words
including
side notes
from me..
i figured i would
go on somewhat of a
word diet and limit
the last post to
under
3000 words
hehe.. if it keeps on
going on at that pace
10K plus is gonna come
from just in that part of
my free verse
poetry
all..
anyway.. a few
detours in Pakistan
today.. a prophetable
experience for sure..
and now just for fun..
a detour again
to Pakistan
on Facebook
to see friend
Rafiah.. to keep
the lighthearted going
in small talk too.. just
to prove i’m a human
and not just
an imitation
game..
and yes.. perhaps
later tonight i will continue
on to complete the 38 or so
poetic links still to come that
will measure at least 26 for
me more.. before all of that is
said and done..
but i do also
have a lifelong
now covenant
with GOD to
dance this message
in flesh and blood with
zero words or audible music
too.. and that sign language is
coming to public stores after
i relate my connection
to Rafiah and
warm my bare
feet in the sands
of dance in
my back yard
as bare with God
as bear can be..:)

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WeLL smiles.. my real S friend..
and so good to see and hear
you visit here today..
as you truly know
and feel how to
unconditionally
connect with other human
beings as i see and here
you do it.. everywhere i go
online.. and ha!.. from my memory
of seeing you in the photos.. there
is a woman who looks almost just
like you at Old Seville Quarter
last Thursday Night and i am
remembering your note
about you and
your husband
and the
Subway buy
one eat one
sub free.. then
and i’m thinking
nah.. that can’t
be Shawna.. she lives
miles from me.. but nah..
that girl lives in my heart too..
and i’ll see her sometime online
again..
i’m sure..
as there are
some things
in life one
can truly
have
faith in
and that is
friends my friend
Shawna na na na
no yah.. still now..
you are always theNOw..
a gift and blessing to me
when i see you hear nowTHEn..:)

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From Rafiah’s
Facebook Page..

Rafiah says..

Amrood. heart emoticon

i say..

All tropical fruits.. Tasty..:)

Rafiah says..

Amrood is guava in urdu.
Google helped you,
right? wink emoticon

i say..

Slowly and painstakingly..
I am learning the language..;)

Rafiah says..

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy grin emoticon
grin emoticon grin emoticon

i say..

And of course you are
my inspiration..heart emoticon

Rafiah says..

My ‘yayyyyyyyyyy’ vanished somewhere.
I did comment it? Or i didn’t? tongue emoticon

i say..

I am still seeing and feeling it..
It never disappears for me..smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

Now i see it as well. Lol what
witchcraft is this? tongue emoticon
facebook is trolling me. tongue emoticon

i say..

I am the magician..
He hex2..wink emoticon

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Shirt of the day says ROCK ON..
and i role wherever i go.. like hmm..
something.. different..
all the nows that
i go on now..
Music is a drug of Love..
and i find out today..
there are some
people in the
world who are literally
terrified of it.. and still
think it is the work of the
devil no less than Kevin
Bacon’s old home..
of Footloose..
where folks
are afraid
that music
will make them sinners..
well.. i got news.. it’s not likely
that anyone will become a terrorist..
who listens to music that lifts the spirit..
as why else would they be willing to give
their life.. if they could truly hear the
song of Allah in their heArt now..
and God is the most
beautiful song of
all in all that
is for now..
and humans
reflect God in all their
instruments that reflect..
the emotional heARt
of spiRit in a soUl
that dances
and sings..
a song
of balance..
the music of
God within us
eXpresSinG
Golden
spiral
rule of Life..
And sadly with the way
the human tribal instinct
works.. people will believe
anything to avoid being
cast out of the tribe..
no matter if it
is female
genital mutilation
for self esteem taking
away the gift of pleasure
as provided by God in
reinforcement for
the act of survival..
or fear of a magic flute..
that simply takes us now
further in expressing our
connection with other folks..
Nature and GODAsonEfORCE
OF LOVE FORnOW!..GROWinG..:)

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Smiles.. Suzanne.. generally speaking
there are two ways to attack
the darkness that comes
in life.. one being Victory
that the Greek Winged
Goddess Nike nicely
represents as metaphor
and myth.. and one as
Vengeance.. that is truly
a devil’s tool of fear and hate..
the answer is simple.. Love.. and
these young men who are recruited
and brain washed to do these horrifying
acts to other innocent humans beings are lacking
in the human empathy of Love that will naturally
avert humans from harming other humans.. sadly
tools of killing break that aversion weaker as
there are no hands on throats to suffocate
the life of others.. struggling slowly..
but most all there is little
to no empathy
that even
relates as
human being..
the medicine is Love..
and the challenge is a prescription
of Love for young males in countries
feeling they have nothing to live for
other than giving their
life for an ideal
of fear and hate..
where truly they could
give their life for Love
and see Allah now..
and see women
more than
just property
where 72 virgins
have more than firm
breasts and a heart to
love more than an object
to rule and use like a steak
from a side of beef.. or
a little female child to
be raped
in the name
of GOD/Allah..
humans are capable
of beautiful dreams and
also thank God more rarely
incredibly horrifying nightmares
without
the
medicine
of a human heart
injected with Love from
birth.. particularly in the
formative years where
those heart
strings become
an instrument
of beautiful
music
to truly
connect to other humans
as precious and worth keeping..
All of them.. from A to Z as one
tribe of
human being..
sMiLeS..LOVE..:)

Hi again Suzanne..
The four directions
of east.. west..
north and south..
move farther than
sidewalks of life..
in one direction of life..
the sacred drum of the shaman
will take us further in the present
of now and dance in moving in all
directions three dimensionally
will connect us better
to the Universe
and feel it
all over
our
being..
the vibrations of reality
resonate at all levels
and places of
reality now
concordantly
as hawks wings
or seagulls spiral
around a Sun now
omni-directional..
reality more expansive
than sidewalks of life..
where a note of
music.. a number..
a letter.. or a word
can both hold
the Universe
as fractal
and describe
it as one force of ONE..:)

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Smiles.. my friend Soheir..
the illness of the
heArt that
never grows
Love is the issue
here and no specific
religion or country
as this is a Universal
human problem
wherever love
does not grow..
there are many humans
living in the U.S. who feel
this way about their own
country who would Love
to see the government here
fold up and go away..
not realizing the
teat of survival
they hold
to their mouth
everyday.. but these
poor folks in spirit..
also have little
true Love in
their heARt or they
would be promoting Unity.. like
you are doing here my friend.. instead
of division… strife.. all stuff relating
to fear.. hate.. aggression.. violence
and warring ways of life.. sadly science
shows that humans who never learn
the Love of Empathy may have no
cure at all.. i hope for more.. but
from what i see in life..
these barbarian acts
are just a symptom
of Barbarians..
who have
no heart..
the best cure for
terrorism of all kinds
including all types of slavery..
subjugation.. control.. repression
oppression.. for greedy rule is to
Love our children and the children
of other folks.. the best we can
to grow a garden of human
Love Stronger and
Stronger..
with less truly weak
weeds of human beings
who would rather kill
and die
than Live
with Allah now..
Allah is here now..
and with heart now..
there is no greater
reward than
the gift now..
the connection
with all others
and Nature for those
who grow a soul in Life
instead
of a empty
wish after
death..
Love lessons now.. is the cure
to all these human nightmares
of fear.. hate.. misery.. of human suffering..:)

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Friday 13tH #Heavenisnow

Posted on November 13, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

Spring dreams
live cocoons
of tulips now
us.. seasons
tale forecast
human
fruition
butterflies
sing
a
sweet refrain
us too..
allone
alive
smiles
again
breaDth
colors bright..:)

Black whole
of clouds
mini sink
rising dreams
imagination’s
creativity
birthing
rains
words
dance..:)

Two last
links for
Tuesday dVerse
poet’s pub Weather
prompt.. Thursday
prompt coming
later but
for now
freest dance
for me.. as
grains of sands
smiles.. sans
all but
freedom..:)

Sand dancing
coming next yes.. but first
a quick stop in Pakistan to
visit Facebook Friend
Rafiah.. just for fun..;)

Terms of endearment..
A to Z possible and baby for me and
my first love way back in the late 70’s..
i think the female mostly comes up with it first..
and the male replies and it then becomes a mutual
term of endearment.. i didn’t find another one after
that one ended.. a year later.. until the late 80’s
with Katrina as she develops the endearment
term sugar.. so she is sugar.. the one before is baby..
and if something ever happens to Katrina.. i guess it will
remain me.. as it takes me over 20 years to train sugar
to get used to someone as howling at the moon as me..
smiles.. i suppose i would have to get married to
a she-wolf next.. winks..
so maybe then
the new term
would be Wolfie..;)

Rafiah says..

Some one should tell Sugar about your future hopes
and may be she kills you. tongue emoticon

i say..

Smiles.. sugar almost kills me almost everyday..
she is fierce sugar.. more than she-wolf..
and i better watch out ’cause it’s
Friday the 13th.. too..wink emoticon..;)

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Developing will is an internal
process.. not an external
process alone..
lessons..
instructions..
guidelines
and all forms
of school.. will not
work alone.. while
providing helpful hints..
the navigator.. the flAMe
lives within as metaphor
director.. producer.. yes
creator now of being
i of actor I.. WitH
exclamation point! spirit!
as emotional heArt
expresSinG
regulaTinG
emoTioNs
IntegraTinG
seNses wheEe
tHe iNterNal of hUman
beInG and the eXterNal
of environment becomes
balance as well.. no different
than a galaxy spinning around
a black whole.. force winds
of hurricane spinning
around a clear
blue eye
of
calm
and poeTry
in just another
hint along the
journey and
path
to center
balance of
GOD as US
in a full play of Life!

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A cup of steeping
tea.. a chalice of
me is water
peace
in mirrored
silver and golden
platter roses.. yes.. a photo
will say an infinite number
of words in imagination and
creativity of us.. more than
words alone..
as images
are infinite
in meanings
blessings are us..
gift from God
We are
to
God..:)

Smiles.. my friend Soheir..
my pleasure to accept
your gifts of
meaning
free..

What an innovative
way to respond
to some
words..
a picture
for some thoughts
and some heArt
spiRit and soUl
along a
way
a journey
a path as free..:)

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Somenows here before
travel to my 84th Rave dance
comes in about an hour
to start responding
to dVerse open
link Thursday
night in
tandem with
the dance..:)

Smiles.. i suppose a dreadful
frozen winter is just
’cause to appreciate
the other seasons
so much more..
where memories
perhaps are more
likely stored in change
of seasons instead of
just two or less seasons
where i live.. smiles again..
there is only one for me
now in
Spring..
no matter
where the
band of me rings..;)

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A wise 94 year old great aunt named
Jettie teaches me the lesson
of the ages.. that age is only
emotional heart of spiRiit
expresSinG that
heARt of sOul
in mind and body
balance.. she at
94 bent and crippled
at around 4 feet 9
and 80 or so LBS
could tell her
headaches to go
away and back
pain too upon
her command
and a smile and
chuckle is hers
no different
than a school
age girl.. the
spirit can be
always spring
for those who understand
the real message of Jesus
that heaven is now.. and
to defeat death is to
simply live life alive..
in balance
my friend
with no illusory
fears.. including
death as there need
never be any real death
in a person’s life until
it is totally over
as flesh..
my friend..
sadly some folks
look forward to
death to get to heaven
then when they will never
see it anywhere else but
nowforevermorenow as
that is what life
is truly
meant to be
and how my cat
lives it always now..
Humans are ignorant
in this way.. many of them..
all cats are smart in this
way
ALL
OF
THEM..
KAT am ie..
yes in example
of Jesus my friend.. too..:)

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Young men raised
on fear then rising rage..
daddy’s telling them boys
never cry.. learning from
peers and pornography
that to meet a girl
is all about
a meat
market
and more
not much
else.. but
satisfying
an urge..
poverty of empathy
and human connections
is the real disEase of human…

Culture.. a human experiment
us the guinea pigs
witting or not..
to escape the
experiment
is instinct
and intuition
remembered
in DNA away
from culture..
KISS keep
it simple
stupid is
my motto..
as i do not think
when i write or
dance smiles
all generated
from within
and culture
too that
no one
fully
escapes but wild animals.. my
goal partially complete.. wild again..:)

Smiles.. Glenn.. one of my favorite
chapters here continuing
about the Appaloosa
who refuses to
bow to anything
less than wild..
i suppose
there have
always been these
trouble horses.. who
refuse the rein of others..
wind carries manes of free
and there’s a song for that
from Gino Vanelli now as
well.. smiles again for now..:)

That’s all for now at 9:42 pm.. it’s
now to fly like an eagle of dance..;)

Back again at 9:47 pm.. and a side
note related here.. from my Facebook
page where i shared these 5 short
poetic responses and a couple
of my Facebook friends.. Greg
and Himali.. enjoyed that
particular poetic
expression enough
to do the like
thingie.. there..;)

Smiles.. Hello Himali..
yes Aunt Jettie was my personal Yoda..
and yes.. she still is.. and interestingly..
the woman’s whose poetry
inspired this comment
about Great Aunt Jettie..
recently.. deleted it..
funny how Unconditional Love
scares hell into some people..
winks.. but the bottom line is no matter what..
i get inspired.. and keep getting inspired..
to torch my flame higher and higher as
Unconditional Tough and
Passionate Love..:)!

Back at 9:55 am now
on Friday the 13th..
11132015..;)

And no i’m
not Freddy
Krueger..
at least
not all of
me.. heheX2..
but i did uSed
to live on Elm Street..
true story tHere.. wInks again..;)

Smiles.. often just for fun i’ll listen to a song
and make my own lyrics up as i go..
it drives my wife crazy..
but i’ll never
let
my creativity
go.. and i love
to collaborate
with all stuff
life that
inspires
me too.. and
what a sweet voice
you have too.. my friend..
i hope you find someone
who will provide that same
sweetness back to you.. smilesX2..:)

Smiles.. this message reminds me of
the original message by the man
Jesus who tells us heaven
is all around us just
waiting for folks
to see and
hear with
balancing
eyes and ears
of God within us..
sadly that message
has been twisted into
hellNheaven somewhere
else and the message of a
humble teacher and healing
prophet has been twisted into
a soldier god ideal of idol now
where the now cool refreshing
breeze of heaven.. like still
waters of an ocean that
never storms is
just a place
waiting
for us to
walk on
now..
sadly
if Jesus
comes back today
very few Christians
will hear and act on
this message now..
in fact.. as a fact
if Jesus were to
come online
on a blog
and attempt
to spread that same
simple message that
heaven is now..
and the Kingdom
of GOD is at
our hand(S)now..
he would be deleted
and or banned from
many Christian Blogger
websites.. not much has changed
except for those who have changed..
smiles.. and hear that Universal
message of truth and light
that all the great
teachers of the
world have
been singing
from the dawn
of humankind
and courage too..
anyway.. banning and deleting vs crucifixions
is much easier on modern day examples now..:)

Side noteX2..:)

Yes.. back again..
on a rampage poetry writing spree..
and seriously from the time i AM a child..
this is the message i receive from the New
Testament and am always amazed then that
i am almost always the only one who hears
it like this.. through my life.. so clear
and true in light.. there are others..
but few in Christian Churches that
i visit through the years.. and i
find that as one of the saddest things of all..
as some so-called atheists live more by the message
of Jesus than modern Christians.. actions can and do
speak more than labels and words alone.. #justbelikeJesusandDOIT ..
yes! live in HEAVEN NOW..! #actionsspeaklouderthanwords #DANCEJESUS message!..:)

Yes.. same message of David..
different now.. SAME NOW..:)!

AND YES.. different
DAVID(S)..AMe..:)!

Yeah.. ya get it now.. everything i do online..:)!!
AND IN THE DANCE OF JUST DOING IT IS
JUST ONE huge trojan horse to spread
this message.. at #whatcounts ..
and no it’s NO maNurE it’s
man you are E..
and man is woman
and all between NOW
and E is the nameless
alpha to omega.. A through
Z.. and beyond #allthattoo..:)!!
and H that part of E of
HE that so many folks
suggest is God in
patriarchal rather
than balanCinG..
yes!.. Christ as
US in GOD NOW as
C in G BALANCING
form.. is a metaphor
for when two sides
of the number 11
as metaphor of
human hemispheres
of brain.. and hemispheres
of the earth as well come together
with a middle bridge of 11 to make
H a reality both in Human and Heaven
on earth REAL TIME JUST NOW.. AND
YES.. like a synergy of human consciousness(eS)
this real rapture of balance and harmony is NOW
yes! happening now.. and some of us can sense
and feel it all around us with GOD eYes and ears
JUST NOW.. AT #HEAVENISNOWALLAROUNDUS ..:)!!

Side note ends
and beGiNs he HE and back
to dVerse poeTry
for NOW!..;)

Build it and they will
come.. they is Jesus
as metaphor for
the same
awakening
of the metaphor
of Christ Conciousness
as light in human
cocoons transforMinG
into buttERfly
bEiNGs.. and
theRe is a
match point
of flAMe
when enough
Jesus’ as metaphor2make
this change now on this
terrestrial plane of earth
THat a true cosmic Christ
consciousness in synergy of
empathy flow between human
beings.. and in form of
words like this online
and all other
human manufactured
abstract constructs
that relate this
truth and light
no different
than the prophets
who also sing the
songs linked above
Appaloosa and FLY
LIKE AN EAGLE..
the truth and
light of GOD
lives in
we
as flAMe
and tHis caNdle
of humanitY is burning
brighter and brighter
now as earth in balancing
hemispheres of human
and earth
as whole
living planet
reality.. in
balance with
nature truth
and light.. and no..
no religion necessary
it could be as simple
as an 11 and an H
to get
this
message
through as
any symbol
that will work
to spark this flAMe
to truth and light
in human and rest
of earth nature
is #PRICELESS..
okay.. real end
of side note
now and back
to dVerse poeTry
NOW JUSt NOW..:)

Oh.. Love and lust.. bedfellows
at least.. and hope’s
Love connections
at most..
as always
IT ALL works
together
in balance
for those who dance
a faith of harmonious truth
and light.. oxytocin.. the social
bonding neurohormone that
also connects us as love of
nature in receptors on
bottom of bare feet
dancing on bare
earth sans human clothes as
cultural limitations too.. is pArt
of lust as senses and emotions
hold hands in lust and Love
as one force gifted
to us by Nature’sALL
Lust and Love
for Living
JUST
NOW
inBalance..:)

*
Oh.. conform or be cast
out.. an acronym/
METAPHOR
for the
SNOBS
of life.. but
the milky way
is different.. tHe
milkY WAY accepts
US all and
tosses none
of us out
until
the
black hole
Sun comes
AGAIN..
we might
as well tolerate
and accept all of it
ALL and just enjoy
the path and
journey
on this
spiraling ride
for now.. just now..:)

Quick side note..
Life’s little
ironies..
delicious..;)

Smiles.. a beautiful
earth is A Namaste
one where the
inhabitants
see who
they truly
are as part
of tHe whole
now just now..
and then existence
becomes heaven now
beyond words
as traps
of
human being..
sadly.. humans with
all their complex
written language..
recorded intelligence
and cultures are stunted
this way.. below all
the other animals
by concepts
more
than just
living now
at peace beyond
the fight and flight
for the struggle of survival..
simple or complex.. happy
is both simple and free for
those who learn to
escape
illusions
of fear
in all the colors
of culture and
religion that
sadly
come in
now as not
so well.. yes.. now..:)

And if this Love ever
leaves as companion
Love.. if it remains in
A human.. A Path
of Joy
lives on
in eYes
Love
of one.. best
wishes as Love..:)

i think humans overall are a lot
like moths.. if they see the
light they are attracted
to it.. sadly now
so many humans
are still blind moths
this way.. but
light is more
powerful than
dark after dark..
and i suppose
that is
a
silver lining
of hope still..
for me at least..
smiles.. iNow..:)

12:50 pm
now for lunch
and sand dancing
break with
sunshine
of course
bear and
bright
as
can be
for now..:)

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From Rafiah’s
Facebook Page..
as i continue to put a
friendship
spell on her here.. hehe..;)

More great Southern US.. soul music.. Rafiah..
and if you ever visit the US.. you might enjoy New Orleans..
lots of soul there.. smiles.. and yes they say there is a way
to put a spell on someone like this too.. but truly it should
only be done like white magic.. not black magic in trying
to acquire someone who does not want to belong to
someone else.. smiles again.. i enjoyed the song..
and i think i heard it somewhere else before too..
but i did not let that woman
put a
spell on me..;)

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Freedom isn’t free

and whenever terrorism of cowardice speaks..

and ignorance of extremists of culture and religion.. that message is sung clear by those who would extinguish the real God freedoms from the rest of us who are free if they could.. but ya see.. they cannot.. as human liberty and freedom as well as justice is an innate power that only culture and or religion can take away..

Irony is in ignorance always for the tribal instinct..

where a soccer game is a better way to express that

human tribal instinct instead of killing other folks

to prove their God or Quarterback of their God is better than the rest..

God just is justice as is.. and these ignorant fools will never see the God that innately.. instinctually and intuitively puts love in to the hearts of humankind if allowed to express it freely in a full range of human emotional and sensual freedoms in heart of emotion.. spirit expressing free emotion and senses in a mind and body balanced together with others as one force of tough and passionate unconditional Love..

Truly free folks move on and honor those who have

fallen for freedom’s stake.. the greatest stake of all..

that always stands upon the flesh

and blood and bones of those

who have stood for it.. both as warriors and victims of

human ignorance of cultures and religions gone truly insane..

Quarterbacks in football bleed but rarely does anyone kill in their name for greed.. in power and status of zero in REAL GOD STATUS IN THE EQUATION OF HUMAN LOVE.. SO WHAT does that have to do with the T-Shirt of the day..

DO YOU EVEN LIFT.. YES.. DO YOU EVEN LIFT

HUMAN FREEDOMS FULLY EXPRESSED.. MAKING SURE

FUTURE GENERATIONS CAN CONTINUE TO FREELY EXERCISE

1ST AMENDMENT RIGHTS.. AS IN ALL STUFF HUMAN.. USE IT OR LOSE IT APPLIES.. AND i for one FULLY EXERCISE MY HUMAN FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION.. WITH DUE respect to local.. state.. and federal laws..

And i play by the rules of the God of Nature..

no lies for me from cultures or religion i can see

through them as clear as blue eyes..

on a crystalline fall day

on the 13th.. a Friday where not everyone gets out alive..

as always for the price of human freedoms.. to live is risk..

but a great gift never the less.. from God Justice as is.. FORnow..:)

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Veterans of Human Weather

Posted on November 11, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

From
Rafiah’s
Facebook Page..

‘Never let me GO’.. now ..yes..
Four tear instead of star movie..
And yes.. important Love Lesson to
Love now as death is common
and can only defeated by Living
Love as Life.. Light.. with others
NOW.. yes.. and fear
NO
Dark..
anyway i am going
to A Mall now to share
Love with EVERYONE
THERE in expression
of free style dance..
strange people
tale ya..
it is creepy
to word the
Love word
to them
just
’cause Unconditional
Tough and Passionate
Love.. is real for
some of
uS..
in giving ways..
so dance works..
as it is their choice
whether or not to see
it as Love.. and sadly
it is the so-called folks
that many fundamentalist
religious folks will call sinners..
who are the only ones who DO
see it for what it is
PURE LOVE..
AS DANCE..
JUST NOW
AND DANCE
never dies as
Life.. haha.. yes..
particularly for the
so-called sinners
who video tape
me and share me with
the world on Facebook.. they
have no idea i have as many
words on the Internet as steps
at 11 million but probably more
as 4350 miles.. does equal
a lot of steps
as well in
26 months
for now…haha!
and to be crystal clear
these fundamentalist
Christians i am speaking
of are the ones who believe
and preach that you are going
to hell if you do not believe Jesus
is the ONLY BEGOTTEN SON
OF GOD.. instead of a
peace be upon
him prophet
the way you believe
as a Muslim and the
way i believe as a
disciple/student of
the REAL MAN
JESUS AS HISTORY
NOW EVIDENCES INSTEAD
OF WHAT IS LIKE A USED
CAR SCAM AND FAST
TALKING SALES FOLKS..
WHO WANNA MAKE
A PROFIT OFF TITHES
INSTEAD OF LISTENING
TO THE REAL HEALING
TEACHINGS OF A
JUST HUMBLE
TEACHER/HEALER/
PROPHET.. as seen
and heard with GOD
eYes through human
ages of history recorded
as is for now my friend.. Rafiah..:)

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2 final Haibun poetic responses to
dVerse Monthly First
Monday Haibun
challenge..

And ’tis the same
for Whitman’s
leaves of grass
and for me a grain
of sand a letter or
number to find the
Universe of one
in the smallest
and largest
sane..

Trees of grass
leaves last
grow forest..:)

City roads path stress to work..
Country Roads Beta to
Alpha to close to
theta.. fields
of dreams
release
creativity
as flow
in the zone..
True journey
as path of art
is in mind and
body in balance a
work of art and human bliss..
the perfect cure as practice
for an artist like Van Gogh
if not Van Gogh himself…

Rewards intrinsic
Alpha Theta..
flow bliss in zone..:)

And a comment from me.. hear
at the end.. most people
these days spend so
much of life
as goal
oriented
specific
deadlines
generating
much stress and
rarely does anyone
ever escape the beta
waves problem solving
state of mind except
when they drift off
to sleep or first
awake in the morning
without an alarm clock
that is rare in itself
for those of we
ruled by
the illusions
of time generating
us as slaves to it
as cultural requirements
demand on a minute by
minute basis full stop
where life itself
slowly becomes
an alarm
CLOCK
rarely
with anything
less than beta
wave brains
of constant
analysis…
Theta waves for some
and even down to
Alpha relaxing
waves before
the deeper
slower
sea shore
human waves
of Theta brain
human ways of being
for some folks only
happens on an
Interstate
trip
or country
road where all
associations of stress
leave purview of sight
or sound if the radio
and cell phone
is off.. which
is rare
as well..
Anyway this is perhaps
the greatest benefit
of Creative Writing..
Meditation.. Yoga..
Martial arts.. Free
Style Dance..
and the like
when the art
the journey
and the path
become reality
and not a fixed goal
of limitation or expectation..
so yeah.. Writing.. Yoga..
dance.. and
martial arts
competitions
can quickly
move us ‘write’
back in beta mode
where true creativity
dampens back into cold
hearted goals of past
matched up with
future..
never truly
creating now
from flow and
zone.. of human
alpha to theta
states of mind
and body
once again
in balance..
Truly these flow state of minds
and bodies in balance of doing now
are the bliss and the heaven
of alpha to theta that
all the great
philosophers
and so-called
prophets are speaking
about both in words
of wisdom generated
and peace of
mind and body
in balance..
as obviously
unique individuals who
have escaped the matrix of
culture and or religion that
puts us in a state of anything
associated with fear instead
of Love of simply
being
human..
So what i do here..
are not really words..
they are simply typing
and a feeling of bliss for
me.. there’s nothing truly
in it for me..
except
for now..
with of
course anyone
who comes by
to say
hello..
to share
my bliss
with me.. and
this is why one will rarely come
across a truly creative human being
who regularly experiences the
flow and zone of alpha
to theta waves
who is an atheist
as mystical experiences
of creativity are close
to non-existent in the
science problem
solving
worry
state of mind
of expectations
limits and rules
that close the mind
of human creativity down..
where perceptions of the
mystical including
synchronicity
are not
open to
eyes and ears
who cannot see and hear
in the fear.. the darker
worries.. and the often
divisive negative
hate orienting
state of mind..
knowing and
feeling GOD
is in the Now..
talking about God
can be as far a way
from God as one can be
if one is attempting to Force
God on someone or explain
why they are the
only ones
who KNOW
GOD instead
of truly
FEELING
GOD AS REAL
AS THE HIGHER
Mind and Body
POWERS GIFTED TO
US BY THE GOD OF NATURE
ALL REAL AND JUST WAITING
FOR US TO TAP INTO FROM
WITHIN.. stream of
consciousness
writing is
one way
to do
it and sure
some professional
athletes like Michael
Jordan.. historically
and currently enter
a flow.. a zone
like this
regularly
and let
their
‘tongue
hang out’
without any
care of what’s
going on around
them as it is just
them and GOD as one
force of human creativity
whether that comes down
to a slam dunk
or words
of
poetry..
imagine..
possibilities
are endless
to para
phrase
Nike
who at
least talks
the talk as real..:)

And truly in this video.. the only person in the
total zone is probably the guy in the slam dunk..
at the end with
zero
thought
of effort..
and that’s what
makes folks like
Michael Jordan..
the best NOW
at the highest
levels of
JUST
DOING
IT..
FREE!
FOR
NOW!..:)

Anyway.. i spend a great deal of life
in flow OF NOW.. i manage to even do it
in a crowded dance hall
dancing in a way
that might seems
takes an incredible
amount of consciousness
effort.. but it is NOW truly
effortless just like writing
now.. a feeling of being in
an endless ocean of
expansive mind
and body
balancing being.. and
sure.. some psychiatrists
or other mind workers
who do not understand
the mind and body
of a Yogi
like individual
will never see
hear or
feel where
i am now.. nor other
poets who work like i used
to and are mostly in a state
of beta waves stress..
what a blessing
it is to be here
here and now
just doing
it all
for now
and nothing
else but being here
in a real bliss of heaven..
that sure takes works
words and steps
of practice
but the
reward
becomes
the now
in itself
as bliss of
being human..
what a little sliver
of heaven this is for
one such as i.. who used
to be anxious and stressed
almost all the time.. a total
different dimension of being
that i also attempt
to share
in words..
and steps..
but trust me
until one experiences
how it feels it does
not exist
for one..
and if not..
i hope one finds
it.. same message that
Jesus tried to relay to
his country folks then..
along with Socrates
Buddha and
others who
simply break
free from
culture and
or religions
and truly are
free within
with GOD
as one
force
of
flow
as being
IN THE ZONE
WITH GOD NOW..

Art is flow
Work is Science
Bliss is Art
iNflows
zOne..:)

Hi Soheir.. i enjoy ‘this video’ very much..
as i did the last one that includes
this very rational
and calm
man
of great
intellectual
prowess as well..
along with spiritual
understanding of
God one of all
that requires
zero mediation
between other humans
and God with we as perfect
practice of
potential
union as
one force
with God
and individual
human being..
And back to
the Desert Isle example..
truly monotheism as
whole is a simple
way of worshipping
GOD as whole
as all..
and then one does
not get stuck on this
part or that part of
God as separated
from GOD.. fearing
the illusory rest..
as a place
truly with
God is
a place
of
zero
illusory fears
as sure God creates
humans and humans
do create the devil
of illusory
fears..
escaping
those fears
is living in heaven
of now.. on that
desert Isle with
God.. with either
friends..
in the middle
of a busy city..
or allone
with a grain
of sand..
yes.. simple
and free
with
God
secure
as a grain
of sand beneath
our feats of life..
with zero separation
of fear
and
hate..
associated
human illusory
ways of creating
hell here on earth
now…
i choose
heaven my
friend Soheir
always
now with
God.. as the
hot place..
the real hot
place.. is not a place
to be free with God
in hate and fear of Now
or any part of GOD
that IS ALL
ONE
FORCE
OF NOW..:)

Balance in all ways God my friend..
Repression of human nature also leads to aggression..
Violence and war.. As modern science evidences..
I for one am happy not to know or see about
stuff of sex until later age towards
adulthood and monogamy is
my natural predisposition
but I also understand that
I am not necessarily the
rule of other human beings..
So yes.. Balance.. No
different than planets
staying in orbit my
friend..
Imran..:)

Human condition..
more complex by the
minute as culture grows
separate from it.. as attempts
to gain social roles.. practice
them and thrive as social
groups of humans
with some
sense of
shared culture..
And truly TV and Internet
can be the only approximation
that folks share anymore away
from work.. as multi-tasking
human beings as
machines
instead of cooperative
ways of creating.. producing
and sharing goods.. has
become missed
in the whole
process of
subsistence
gaining activities
for livelihood.. and
sure we see the results
of a society that has lost its
social roles through rising rates
of young males involved in rampage
killings.. prison over-population and people
finding social roles in drug sales to alter and escape
the emptiness of life.. to feel a soul that no longer feels
the only real source of overflowing water chalice of human
being that is Love the connecting force of human being
in Love with living… surviving.. and yes.. more than
machine thriving in flesh and
blood connections
creating and
producing
a livelihood
one can touch
and feel.. and
not just see in
a spread sheet
or cash register
totals.. of
empty
cold
hard
cash.. to trade
for an approximation
of human life in material
goods instead of holding
hands together in flesh
and blood connections
to get the job done
of
together
for survival
as humans have done
for scores of thousands
of years.. before machine
reign as human comes
erasing so much of
human nature..
harsher results
are seen in cultures
like Japan.. where first
dogs replace babies in strollers..
young folks lose interest in even
the act of sex with each other..
and those furry dogs are
even so-called progressing
to robots.. who never
poop or pee..
barking and wagging
their tails compliantly
with never need for work
of discipline inspired
by human
beings
anymore
as a program
of computer becomes
a way of plastic love
in glass eyes
of robot
dogs..
the United States is not there
yet.. but as teen age pregnancies
continue to drop that is a sign
that the female and males
of our species
are drawing
apart instead of closer
together.. as with all stuff
there is a balance of cost
and benefit with change
in human cultural ways..
and the freedom that comes
with loss of social roles is a double
edged sword folks for some folks.. who never
find their place of comfort zone in a society
where roles become blurred and hopefully
the entire human race will not fulfill
the human prophecy of John Calhoun’s

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_B._Calhoun

‘the beautiful ones’ in his rat
utopia experiment in
the 60’s that
shows that
those little
furry ancestors of 75
million years ago..
with a common ancestor
of ours.. if given all the
food they can eat in an environment
that no longer holds clearly defined
social roles.. that the genders
do become more blurred
and the interest in the
opposite sex becomes
watered down..
until
extinction
comes
to an entire
community of
human rats.. with this
new breed of male rats
named the beautiful ones losing
interest in defending their territory
and just grooming themselves always
now in anxiety of not knowing what to
do next to make a living
as it were for those
rats.. and as it is
in Japan for many
folks.. with an eventual
showing of this potentially
coming to the United States
as well.. but in the much larger
picture there is GoD as GOD manifests
in Mother Nature Truth and Light
and we humans are out of
balance taking more
from this
planet than we give..
the penalty for doing this
as a whole of human race
will be measured in human
misery and suffering as well..
as in the end or the beginning
the God of Mother Nature Truth
and Light will have her way..
unless we shape up and
get back in balance
whatever that
takes..
or
not..
as once again
Nature will have her
way.. with the stamp of
approval of GOD no matter
how many humans suffer
to get whipped back
into shape
of
balancing
ways of living
now whatever
that takes..
or not
in terms
of human
misery and suffering
the Universe and GOD
will go on just fine without
the blip of human beings on this
planet if they all go away in a heart
beat
write
now..
For now we live..
I survive and thrive..
And that’s how the Nature
of God in human manifests
itself.. as either surviving
light or not
surviving dark
either dead
or alive
death can
be living and living
can be death.. now..:)

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Well.. ‘this’ in an older work-out T-shirt…
kinda faded green instead of grey days
here lately with the clouds and deluge of rain..
finally turning a little cooler for a sunny tomorrow
in respite of darker clouds for over 3 days now..

And yes.. shirt of the day in faded words says..
‘when i need help i turn to myself for EXPERT ADVICE’..
and truly within we humans there is innate instinct.. and intuition..
that CAN surely be the best expert advice of all as coded in our DNA..
from thousands upon thousands of years of success in surviving life..
and even thriving while we are here in just doing it now..

So yes.. occasionally some brave Marine soul..
will come up to me at the NASWF gym.. my place of martial
arts/ballet like warm up and continuing dance along with Xxtreme
Strength training still pressing that close to half a ton of weight straight
out on parallel leg press machine slowly.. slowly.. with my arms
raised in air.. 25 or so times now.. with zero problems at all…

So i go on to tale him.. about mind and body balance..
how the body and mind in balance can move to soothing alpha waves..
to creative theta wave mind shores of endless freedom of doing new
stuff.. and sure.. i tale him the advantages of meeting the
opposite sex in dance.. as yes.. both he and I are
already married with no real contingencies of
having to do that for more than being friends
with pretty girls on the dance floors of life.. free…

So yes.. of course like here..
i feed it all to him on one plate of
knowledge buffet platter.. but these
training pilots often have minds that
are a little like high test Ferrari’s too..
so no headache for this dude as he
takes it all in at ease.. like a
supercomputer brain too..
and that is rather refreshing to have
someone take it all in without the WTF
is this guy saying on whatever drug he’s on..
and in my case it is simply the drug of human
potential that comes with practice.. practice..
practice.. or as someone once says
‘wax on wax off’..
my student..
of Human Nature..:)

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Hi tHere.. my old friend.. Cabrogal.. When my health was bad I too derived some black pleasure from reflecting on the ‘black mirror’ parts of culture.. fortunately i regained my health and keep my distance from that.. now.. however.. yes it is still real.. and perhaps it is your indigenous roots echoing a voice of Karma… saying Yay.. what comes around goes around now.. see it all around you.. you ignorant fools.. you blew it all up.. to paraphrase Charlton Heston from ‘the Planet of the Apes’..

but in your case you are still the locals riding the horse..

wondering what the hell Charlton’s problem is with that

beautiful girl on the back of his horse.. sure she can’t talk..

butt…. yeah… anyway….

Balance…

Nature will have her balance.. no matter what tiny human beings THINK they are doing to control her.. Nature is in control.. always in ways of cycles of reproduction.. and stress in the womb is a natural signal to reduce any social mammal population.. and the best way to do that.. is to limit moving connecting and creating in human terms.. which definitely includes the propensity for human sexual intercourse.. and research from Andrew Whitehouse.. et al.. in Australia.. indicates that stress in the womb.. does limit human social interactions later in life.. in ways of quiet boys.. overall.. and girls who are more like boys.. longitudinal research ongoing…

The youth of Japan are certainly at this place..
with marrying age folks who are adopting robot dogs..
moving from furry dogs as child substitutes in
strollers so one need not worry
over poop and pee..
and icky.. youth
increasingly
aversive
to the
Bill
Clinton
Def. of Sex…
and clean up crews taking
care of elderly adults with
no connections in flesh
and blood life
dying in
their
solitary
apartments..
from the rest of flesh and blood life..
that’s a really black mirror to end in.. my friend.. no doubt….

Oh.. the instant gratification of life.. a constant stream of behavioral addictions no less powerful for folks who have lost their ability to move.. connect and create than opiates my friend.. and sure this screen i am sitting in front of right now is no different.. but turn it and my wife’s TV all off and who knows my wife and i might get bored enough to have sex for the first time in over two years.. yeah I remember a dry spell.. back in ’95.. a Hurricane Erin came through.. power went off and ‘the act’ comes back.. after the Hurricane comes.. Oh the power of electricity.. and the weakness of it too…

Yes.. that’s Nature’s pill for the problem of human’s taking more than they give.. as long as they don’t leave children.. they end up leaving.. to a greater degree than staying.. and true a major source of eventual human misery and suffering present in ways of chronic illness.. including school age children assessed as pre-type-two diabetic closing in on rates of one-third of that demographic.. skyrocketing rates of psychotropic drugs to treat chronic depression and anxiety among adults and children.. and all of that too.. factors in on reducing the overall fertility rate.. longitudinally speaking…

And oh yeah.. pain and more pain.. much of it psychosomatic in origin of an over-stressed.. over-stimulated population that continues to lose mind and body balance in ways of emotional regulation and sensory integration.. so close to half of the adult population uses some kind of pain killer chronically..

and more when one adds in chronic alcohol abuse..

the legal kind of pain killer of

escape into the mix…

And yeah.. it’s hilarious..

I am diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome..

And i am seriously one of the most social folks in my entire area…

Dancing everywhere one goes is the most social behavior possible
instinctually and intuitively a human can do.. smiles.. simply
’cause almost everyone in my entire metro area
can recognize me by my flesh and blood
features wherever i go..
in a 30 mile radius
among
several hundred
thousand people..
they share me
on Facebook
everywhere
they go
too..
in a dead
screen of
hell.. dancing
is more fun..
than any
of this
hell
on
line..
but sure.. creative writing
is fun for my brain.. an
incredible
opiate
write
know
for me..

Black Mirror society
is here 30 years
late but yes
1984
is
here now
O N L I N E
ON
S C R E E N S
S C R E A M the
painting is real too..
in dead eye screams…
And the tear of that italian
Indian in that pollution commercial
from the early 70’s is now a spear
of comfort
for the
rest
of
nature.. saved by human ignorance forgotten
what human even is moving.. connecting.. creating..
take any of these three elements out means a lower
TG for Nature per
Human Fertility Rate..
Yes power of
M times C
times C
MCC
equals
Babies..
Full Zombies don’t
have babies.. they
just consume
each other
to
dust..
it’s fun being
Neo for now
without children..
Nature at least.. is happy with me.. this way.. and i Love Nature..
including other humans no matter how ZombieYes they have
become as yes.. they are part of the solution
of the the virus of human cultures
that take more
than they
give
from Mother Nature.. so yeah..
long die the Zombies.. they are
their own devil in
disguise…
The apocalypse 1984
is hear.. like a thief
in the
Night
Online.. on screens
of screams of HELL..
Nature smiles a
happy refrain
of Yaasss..
as sHe
survives
easy peacey…:)

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From Friend Himali’s Facebook Page..

So nice to have an in-office art competition in an ornate Deep blue ocean snail in what looks like pea-cock feathers as tail.. along with flowered pink rose sea dish for what might hold paper-clips.. my dear friend Hiimali.. oh to express one’s soul.. in spirit of creativity.. is a sure fired way to escape a spread sheet.. smiles.. in the world of accounting..;)

OBTW.. Hello Himali..
Your new blog post..
my next stop..smile emoticon..:)

Smiles.. and we are always here for you anytime you want to chat with us friend..
we are doing great.. and i don’t know much about your festival.. Diwali..
i am going to Google it to learn more about it out of interest.. as yes..
generally speaking this is festival season here in the US as Holidays
of Thanksgiving and Christmas approach.. but haha..
everynow is a creative dancing or writing festival
for me.. and all who come across my path
who see it that way as festive now..;)

Hi Himali.. Friends.. such a wonderful gift..
and a beautiful way to relate to each other
as brothers and sisters of Love..
and i am very impressed
by your friend here Mino..
as he seems
like an incredibly talented
successful artistic human
being with
Love..
there is
nothing better
than success of Love..
smiles.. and may life
bRing in many
more friends as
brothers
and sisters
like this for you
and your friends
alike.. with smiles..
joy.. tears.. laughter
and most of all
Love of Life
with each
other
together in
flesh and
blood Life
where Diwali
in Light
of Life
is always
now my friend
and sister too
in the gift of Love..
the best one of ALL..:)

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SMiles.. there is a now
then.. thefeatheredsleep
in my life.. where i feel
the dance and song
is gone forever
oh me.. then
am i
incorrect..
life feels
better
than knowing..
at nows of livInG
and writing is
no where in
sight
or write
then.. all there
is then is piano..
keys are not
enough
for
me.. now..
eBony and ivorY
SinG greater WitH
feat of feet
in synch
with graiNs
of sAnd bare
my friEnd ageless
timeless.. iN heArt
of emoTioNal spiRit
moVinGsoUl as miNd
and bodYbalanCinG jUst
beInGhuman now.. so dance..
MirAclemaGiCmoVinGheArtliGhten0w..:)

MoRe sMILEs..
i jUst put a whiTe
magicIncanTaTioNyoU..
iF yoU bElieve.. iTwORks..;)

Yup.. poetry writing
rampage spree again.. but dance
coming soon too.. while writing
rests on feat of feet.. where
photography iN art rules too..;)

Us we star dust
in the beginning
Us we star dust
in the end
Us we star
dust
Live
the cycle
move on
in dark
and light
of dust
as us..
my friend
featheredsleep…:)

Attachments
Connections
Love same
memories
now.. breathing
living.. present
of the past
always now
believing whole
as present past
of now lives
in eYes
touching
feeling now..
and yes.. poeTry now
can bRing thiS gift Home..:)

When the clock no
longer exists and
holds one back..
one just goes to do it..
and thank you.. your
poetry is exceptionally
inspiring.. here
now.. it makes
me speak
in ways
i do
for now
without a Clock
of any limitations
or expectations..:)

Yeah.. more more more..

Smiles.. grins.. wInks and feats of deep joy..

i am unstoppable in words and steps..
and my ‘film producers’ are everywhere..
i dance.. and somenows..
write too..;)

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Well.. it’s time for Tuesday dVerse poetic
expression to links of current
theme and weather
is the one for
now..
and what i learn
greaTest in life
is to make my own
weather within as metaphor
for human emotions
and senses
in play
of moving
up.. and sometimes
i browse YouTube to
bRing me up even higher
and when i find a song
that can bRing tears
to the clouds
of my eyes
as crystal
blue gold
of me..
it is now..
to share and move
on and up.. to greater
heights of creativity.. whether
anyone travels with me or not..
but when they sit with me for
a few moments it
does always
raise me
even high
and higher.
there is no low
too low for Love
of just
Living now..
and the high for me
in cloudy skies of this
fourth day now in darker
less daylight savings
way.. is Light
for me with
God for
always more
than yesternow..:)

So smiles.. if anyone comes this far
this is my 2 minute offeRing
for today’s dVerse prompt
here in real time
folks.. in stream
of conscious
downsTiLL
dreams..
in ocean..
it is what
i do
now
WitHThis
no time real..
goes and on..
me with GOD
free as flow eYes
River of Love that
feels no banks of
receding
the flood
of
USasNOW..:)

I’ll be back.. wife
taling me you’ve
got three minutes
to get off of here..
hehe.. haha..
yeah
keep it
SuNNY
Fred.. time
to dance the
shop for now..;)

Back at 7:55 pm
drowsing on my
mother’s apartment
recliner.. with
iMac Pro
in tow..
to do
this now..;)

Clear blue breath
dreams Northern
Travel.. humidity
closes in on
sinuses
closed up
precious fall
winds of North
dew rise.. breathe
again.. flow.. tap
dance floats..
leads
cool
breeze..:)

*
Grass
Blade
Veterans of
Summer.. Fall comes
to soldier green leaves..
standing together grass fights
to survive.. unifying
lawn standing
taller.. no
longer cut
down..
first frost comes..
no relief.. blades
bow down.. no longer
standing brave..
fades to
shades of brown
now hope stays
strong deep
rooting
ground
Gardens meadows
come again.. then
Winter SpRinG SinGs..:)

Autumn desire
seasonal pleasure
without desire
fall feels
no season..
it’s still luke warm
or luke cool.. where
i live.. but it’s always
hot enough
for me..:)

Sign
colder
heArtaffray
with mother
earth.. oxytocin
receptors escape
feet of love connecting
Nature one.. hate of Nature
icy cold soul.. where no home
exists but in green of
milled
paper
torch light
dies freedoms
home now still..:)

A dance of Love
Connection
of flesh
needs
no words
or photos now
to illustrate
feelings
a Uni
vers
al Language
a play of life
remains in
eyes and
breath that Lives..:)

Cane of Sugar
‘Cane of Wind Now
one instant pleasure
one long lesson then
Nature teaches
fight
long
fight
survive alive..
Waves Change..:)

Internal thermometer
inside generating
sweat to cool
blood to warm..
weather comes
humans adapt
or not in clothes
of fur or
fur of
flesh
smiles shorts
for me year ’round
snow or not but never
less than eighteen degrees
of accommodating challenge..:)

Unbridled growth of flowers
where spRing never
ceases is almost
where i live now
in Indian Summers
growing to New Year
of next freeze
now.. beauty
increases
after Winter’s
kill finally comes
without clouds
Sun never
comes
out..
without cold
hot chocolate and
fireplaces of Love
rarely soot warm..:)

Well.. even in North Florida
where i live.. 60 is about
as low as we get..
cold to some
but still
crispy warm to me..
lighter blue/green/grayeYes
means resistance
to change
all things
cold
for Northern
Europe Blood
in Florida.. smiles.. blue green
grey..;)

Seasons of Joy nowS
Run deep in weatHeRed
ways of change woRn
grEat.. oh pleaSures
sNowS blow
hiGh..
skiS Salive
LoveS BloodS
RainS.. KnowS
FeelS.. reignS nowS..:)

Rain of tears
Rein strength
of women.. Men
stray Rain fear…
BRinG liGht tEars
come.. dArk
goes.. sUn
Shines
EYes
ALive
connecting
Strength’s HeArt
spiRiTing SoUl
mind and body
balanCinG
ceNter
Peace..:)

Dark clouds of division
ambulance chase
sees who is
injured dead..
Sun of Unity..
spRinGsLife..
shines one liGht
drifts above
Love Is
NOW
dark
hides..:)

11:41 pm.. back at
home with big
iMac.. letters
write screen
shines..
back again
later and
storm alert is
still out.. ‘cane
Fred winds howls now
steps words sing high..
thIs Hurricane dies not..:)

Back at 9:23 am
11112015
checking back at
dVerse and as suspected
last night the metaphor
of the streams
and the dams
of flood
as metaphor
for local and
national turmoils
as a weather analogy
will go right over the
head of someone at
dVerse who
is the
one
who decides
what gets deleted
or not as far as links
go.. i for one found
it inspiring enough
as always
to write
a short
micro poetic
expression in
response as it
is a very
creative
response to
the prompt even
if no comments
are allowed
to be published
on that site
without a
password
it wouldn’t be
the first time that
happened either where
the links stayed but yes..
it can be hard for some folks
to see more complex metaphors
for analogies in poetry
as has been the
case when my
poetry links
are deleted
by folks without
this ability for
whatever
reason to
decipher the
deeper meanings of
my poetry and that brings
me to my next point of metaphor
and reality before i move on to
responding to the last three
of 14 links so far
where any effort
of reasonable
sharing should
be celebrated
as interest
in dVerse
continues
to fall
off in
empirical measures
of links to what has
increasingly become
a repressive area
to share
open
creativity..
and that is of
course their
choice to
repress freedom
of creativity
as it is
their private
operation and
not a
public
funded one..
anyway secrets in plain site
of human potential are in the clear
clues above so below inside outside
all around us as we truly in
signs of physics and
science in general
are a fractal of
the whole of
GOD
where in us
lies and tells the
truth of the characteristics
of ALLthatis in the Universe
and beyond AKA as GOD
always now..
and looking into
the eye of Katrina in the
storm alert video above..
no not the fierce eyes
of my wife Katrina
but the calm
eye of
Hurricane
Katrina
one sees the
power generated by
the calm center of the
Hurricane.. as when that
calm is filled in
the power of
the surrounding
winds falters
and eventually
dies off.. and truly
with our galaxy the black
hole center in terms of dark
is what powers all of what we
see around us in our reality..
with forces that science
may never completely
understand as
infinity
moves as
infinity
in ways
of large to
small to large
in all potential
dimensions of reality..
but anyway as a martial
artist and ballet like dancer finding
center balance i fully understand how
this relates to human being.. the more
centered and balanced my body becomes in
ways of moving it in leverage between right
and left foot.. the more powerful i become
in all ways energy.. and this instinctually
and intuitively I understand to be
not just at the metaphorical
level of understanding
but at the atomic
level of balance
and smaller than
that.. as we as human
beings have relative free will
to move in such a way of balance
of body changing our minds in
balance of brain waves
as well..
where our entire
being changes no less
than when a frequency
of sound changes
the molecular
structure
of a water
droplet or levitates
a small object at high
frequencies.. movement
always generates sound
one can hear this in
the winds generated
by a hurricane’s
calm eye..
and music moves
us same.. as a team
of energy force
where God’s
eYeS metaphorically
and yes literAlly
live as us
in energy
in force
as positive
light and yes.. this
most definitely is the reason
why when i go into the gym..
and do my Tai-chi like exercises
in grace and balance the feather like
floating of my body is what
generates incredible
human power to
leg press that
close to half
a ton on that
parallel leg
press force
25 times now
with my arms
raised in air
in continued
mind and body
balance more..
and more to the
point where it gets
boring it is so easy..
since i cannot add more
weight to this machine
as the last 45 lb plate
is teetering over the edge..
and yes.. it is why now when i
dance walk this same style now
of martial arts and ballet
like movement for
over 23 miles
in one day..
and over 4530
miles
in 26
months as
measured by
Nike GPS Sports
watch now as well
like a super marathon
of dance which is truly
incredible if one understands
the full movement that goes
on in that activity.. why i still
am like a feather floating at the end..
i not only move with gravity..
at core i have changed
the physical structure
of my being..
and no i cannot
measure this with the
scientific method as there
are no tools currently designed
to measure it.. but if i waited
for science until i do this..
i will put off being
superman in metaphor
now.. nah.. i cannot
wait
for sluggish
science.. it is
too fun to be
superman to wait..
smiles.. and giggles
with GOD of all now
that gives me this
higher power
by looking within
no different than
the message of Jesus
applied more than
just a recitation
of a verse from
the New Testament
which means truly Bruce
Lee is one of the best modern
day examples of Jesus Just doing
it no matter what he calls GOD
to be the water is to
be a child
of God
in doing more
just now than
talking
the talk
of empty
verses
with
little substance
when the potential
of human hits the
endless
omnidirectional
roads of life
now.. Life
is Good for
those who truly
exercise GOD in
their life FREE
something to remember
on this Veterans’ day
for me.. where freedom
truly is always free
in eYes of GOD
no one can
take this
away from
me as GOD
lives in
me.. now.. biggest
grins from one end of the
Universe to the calm center
of GOD in us to more fully express
as LIGHT LIFE AND THE STUFF OF GOD’S
TRUEST UNCONDITIONAL LOVE GIFTED AS US..:)

And back to the business
of rampage poetry
writing spree now
and there know
is no business
as joyful as
free flow
of human
creation
activity
now
and for me
while i love writing..
dance is the ultimate
expression of human being..:)

That moment when you realize
you are art as God and there
is no separation
as GOD’s
ART
of
human being..:)

*
Dimensions of existence
where fallen brown
leaves can mean
life and
subsistence
or dark and
depression.. reality
can begin or end
with the way we
experience it..
limitless
or dead
as living
our path
our journey
our will eventually
to hell or heaven now..:)

Greatest gardens of Nature
are those tended by Nature
and not fed with human
hands.. as the beauty
is in the challenge
of weather
more than
human
culture
of tools alone..:)

November green.. colors
mixing with bare
limbs.. human
mixing too..
bare and
color
us
new..
South seasons
grow colors bright
human light snows white..:)

Oh yes.. and hi Lynn..
still now close
to the end
my friend now
always inspiring
words from me..;)

Trees of green.. trees of red..
blood it seems forecasts
brown then black..
falls earth
rise
sprouts green
again.. falls
promise life’s
reality
come
again live green..:)

All caught up for now.. going out
to celebrate the 11th hour of the
11th day of the 11th month
of the ground i sand upon
free now barefeet
in light rays
of Sun after 4
days
shade of clouds
freedoms shine
rings true for me
from Sun to soldier
as gifted to me now dance FREE!

Back at 7:17 pm.. with three
more poetic responses..:)

Too many ages of women
used as property
of use to breed
and nurture
but easily
discarded
for anything
but reproduction..
Acceptance of this insanity
too.. is a sad way of subjugation
to make the grade of male oppression
yes.. the river remembers as the
river is both
male
and female..
The river never forgets
until the ocean is free..
tears now stream
down
God’s
face..
Until the
River becomes
his and her Ocean wHole..:)

Differences.. Canada must be getting
so dark this time of year.. clouds
and winter mix.. can
dull the harmony
of human
neurochemicals
and neurohormones
particularly for one now
transplanting ancestrally
from a sunnier way
of adapting
balancing
life.. Sunshine
spells dopamine
and serotonin
even
endorphins
as well.. but yes..
to engage in writing
expressing emotions
no longer repressing
feelings inside
is a great
pill for
sunny
dreams
on cloud
filling
darker realiies
no longer ruling..:)

SP
RinG
fALL..
deliGht
Indian now
of Summer..
ah.. wheRe tan
still come for now
even the pale fairer
of us.. little further go
south than Tennessee..
where snow flakes rarely
fall.. but fall stays spring
Florida lives ever
green
year
’round..:)

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Approaching 3 minutes
to Veterans day here
the 11th of November
2015 before
this poetic
expression
of comment
ends where freedom
always begins gift of flesh
and blood i stand upon
in freedom of human
expression.. the greaTest
naked gift of imaginative
creative loving
human beings
set free in a
New Israel
and Jerusalem
here as metaphor
in the USA and hometown
i for one live in with a full
Veteran’s Plaza to celebrate
sacrifices of the ages for
this freedom to
Ring as Free
as possible
here now..
truly the best way
to honor those who have
fallen is to keep the fight
of Liberty and Justice for
human freedoms of expression
strong and untarnished by those
who will close minds and body balances
off from greater human freedoms if this
fight does not go on.. both in uniform
and waving a Universal
Flag of human
freedoms..
live strong
live brave
liVE kind
yes.. LIFE FREE
LOVE ALL SERVE ALL BE HUMAN
SHARE BEING HERE NOW FULLY ALIVE FREE..:)

Well.. yeah.. it’s kinda hard to read upside in a mirror in reverse with wrinkLed up posing shirt.. but shirt of the day selecting especially for me by wife Katrina says.. DO ME A FAVOR AND STOP TALKING.. as one might guess.. i don’t just like to write.. oh boy can i talk.. and talk and talk and talk and talk loud and fast too.. zoom zoom zoom with lightening and thunderous roar of voice..
so that’s mostly why i write..
it’s basically a complicated
headache pill that works
for THE WIFE KATRINA..;)

AND YES.. sure i LOVE TO STRIKE A POSE..
YES.. I’M SUCH A POSER.. it’s all about
the ‘TUDE AND LEAVING A NONVERBAL
EXPRESSION LIKE A STILL DANCE
OF EMOTIONAL ENERGY
NOW.. A POSE WILL
SAY MORE ALONE
THAN ANY WORD
CAN OR WILL FOR
THOSE WHO
UNDERSTAND
THE EONS SCORE
OF READING HUMAN
INNATE INSTINCTUAL AND
INTUITIVE NONVERBAL COMMUNICATION..
AND SURE MOST OF MINE PORTRAY FEARLESS
CONFIDENCE.. A ZEN MARTIAL ARTS TRADITION
AS WELL THAT BASICALLY SAY NAH.. YAH DON’T
WANNA F WITH ME.. BUT ON THE OTHER HAND
I AIN’T AFRAID TO BE YOUR FRIEND EITHER SMILES..
YEAH FERAL CATS ARE FRIENDLIER AND I AM
A KATIE KAT FOR SURE WITH FUR NOW..
MASTERFUL MAGICAL
IT IS WHAT IT IS
WHAT IT IS
I’M A GONNA
BE LIKE ME
OR NOT..
i
AMe..:)

Well.. that’s all for now..

a celebration is at feat

Thursday Night

for

my 84th

week

of Rave

Dancing at

Old Seville

Quarter

with all the Kool

College Age folks..

photos will come to this blog post

after the dance ends in the wee hours

of Friday morning..

!Dance!

!Universal!

!Song!

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Captain Salt

Posted on November 8, 2015 by katiemiafrederick

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FEELING FRISKY..
And off to celebrate my 83rd week
of Rave Dancing with all the cool
college age folks at Old Seville
Quarter..

and seriously everytime
i wear a themed shirt..
it’s like i chameleon
into whatever
it is that’s
on my shirt..
whether it is words..
symbols or spirit
animals like
THIS BLUE
EYED
SIBERIAN
TIGER NOW!..;)

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Casino Elevator rides can be kinda boring..
so to break the monotony.. here i am
attempting to excite wife Katrina
in a mix of Matrix style martial
arts and showing her a
‘little’ leg..wink emoticon..;)

Specifically at the Imperial Palace Casino
at Biloxi Mississippi where it frigging rained all day..
where i cannot dance the streets and beach and
am stuck inside with Casino Fever that know
has nothing to do with gambling and plenty
to do with Cabin Fever.. so i danced
outside under the covered
Limo Parking Lot..
VIP parking way.. etc…;)

And yes.. while i am there.. i provide a few
dancing lessons to the ghost of Michael Jackson..
he didn’t wanna go outside to dance with me..
so he possessed me like he usually does..
from watching his remnant YouTube Videos..
etc.. as well..wink emoticon..;)

So who is the ghost here in the photo..
him or me.. kinda hard to tale..
huh..wink..;)

Oh.. and many more martial arts
and dance photos coming to the
next blog post shortly named
“Captain Salt”.. it takes a
while to ‘get it’..
the title that is..
per metaphor..
and not the blog
post.. he HE..;)

Okay.. so imagine.. yes.. like the Beatles
and John Lennon says.. IMAGiNe..
if from the time of birth..
the journey and path of life..
is one to bring positive energy to others..
instead of making money.. gaining status..
and collecting STUFF.. YEAH.. WHAT IF..
like our so-called primitive ancestors..
we help each other to survive..
SHARE IT ALL.. and dance
and sing together like an
African American Church
with no FRIGGING ILLUSORY FEARS..
LIKE A HORNED DEVIL AND A BURNING PLACE..

Seriously.. no joke.. if one dances and sings life..
life is fun.. it don’t get any better for our primitive ancestors..
or those of us who have forgotten AND REMEMBER what
it even means to move and sing.. life instead of sidewalking
it to concrete hell.. in dark space.. of death as life.. and yes..
i weigh close to 235 LBS.. and trust me.. or not.. if i have
to prove it.. my bones.. ligaments.. tendons.. and muscles
are as dense as a frigging ape.. who swings through
trees as ‘forrest’.. instead of lYinG on the
earth still and dead alive..

THE SWITCHES FOR ON FOR
super S HOPE rmen and women are still in
our DNA MOVING per EPIGENETICS FOR THOSE
who may think i am smoking this out my butt.. i am
literally smoking this ouT of hips.. that can literally
move cars.. with the help of legs.. or half a ton..
oF weight.. like a feather’s breeze singing..
alive.. and WELL…smile emoticon..:)

HERE’S THE THING..
CHALLENGE..
ADAPT.. AND CHANGE..
OR SIT STILL.. STAGNATE AND WILT..
there are no free rides in life for either happy
or REAL FREE.. where one controls their own
emotions and senses in regulation and integration..
through the power of human imagination and creativity
in the DANCE AND SONG OF LIFE!.. that ain’t just
inspired by someone else’s lessons OR instructions..

CREATE MEANS FLOW..
and rarely to ever looking back..
IN FLOW.. just letting it all go and
DOING IT NOW.. AS A PERFECT
PRACTICE OF RISING UP (ASCENDING)..
INSTEAD OF FALLING DOWN.. (DECLINING)
PER LIGHT AND DARK EMOTIONS AND SENSORY
EXPERIENCES OF LIFE.. where words are not even
required to experience any of this at all..
in flow.. AS LIGHT IN HEAVEN NOW..
otherwise known and felt as
unconditional tough and
passionate LOVeNOW!..:)

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Typical pre-workout face..
with typical work-out shirt
that says.. DO YOU EVEN LIFT..
Funny as usual when i warm up with
a semi-ballet martial arts-LIKE
routine.. GRACEfully and
then start adding 45 LB
weights to the Parallel
leg press machine
close to half a ton
until almost all
the plates
are
used up off all the
other machines.. he HE..
and then i growl very deep
like a mix of Gator.. Ape..
and big cat.. Lion and or
TIGER ’cause voice
is power.. in soprano
breaking glasses
or rumbling growl
to press that
half a ton
25 times
slowly now
with my arms
raised still in air..
like a ballet dancer..
hehe.. and that reminds
me.. just ’cause i float on
the dance floor.. sometimes
these Xballet dance lesson
girls come up to me and take
my hands attempting to spin me around
and do the dropsy thingie.. into my
arms.. and hell no i don’t know how
to do that.. i am a solo dancer.. not
a couples dancer..
one time i had
no idea that was
what the girl expected
me to do.. yeah catch
her and OMG she fell
to the floor and i felt
so bad butt they
aSsumed i am
a lesson
dude but
hell NO not
me and
with the
instinct
and intuition
provided by
GOD i make up the
steps just like words
when i write when i
DANCE TOO JUST
FOR FUN JUST NOW!..;)

But anyway this power of sound
for all stuff nature in the vibrations
of all stuff moving down to the
Quantum Mechanics
level.. really
gives credit
to the power
of human created music
and yeah.. heavy metal
will not have the same
effect helping plants
grow.. as
Mozart music
but on the other
hand the discordant
lower frequency music
is great for a warrior dance
of strength training.. while
the middle range to up
is good for the
more polite dances
of mating and such
as that.. and then
there are colors
that reflect
human emotions
that folks can use
to enhance certain
emotions or dampen
others.. bottom line..
most everything life
from above so below
inside outside all
around is
connected in
someway and that is
GOD the Interconnecting
relationship of all that is..
and here’s the thing..
it ain’t gotta
always
make book
sense as we can
create our realities
by visualizing them
someway in human
imagination first
whether that entails
painting.. writing..
or even
free
style dance..
all arts create us
first through imagination
then the fruition of that
comes to pass now
as truly
creators
of our own way..
when we take advantage
of this higher human potential
gifted to us by GOD that truly
is unconditional tough
and passionate LOVE
for ALL STUFF LIFE
NOW AS IS JUST IS..!..:)

Anyway for me.. getting lost
in a Led Zeppelin Kashimir
song.. simply changes
my brain waves into
theta waves of
creativity
and in a
semi-drowsy
comfortable state
of mindful awareness
in letting all negative
emotions go moving into
human being flow now
of mind and body
balance.. and truly
this is what the linked
Kundalini Meditation
video does as well..
as no.. not everyone
can or will dance
everywhere they
go to achieve
the same basic
human freedoms..
greater now.. as is NoW possible!..:)

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Well.. you know/feel i’ve
had a busy 24 hours
when i all i do is
wink.. hehe.. new
Star.. Cara.. et al..
but what inspires
me most about
your poem..
is s(i)tar
’cause oh my GOD
i can find A Uni-
verse in that
word
A
lone
ALLONE..
You my friend and
i and others are truly
stars of sitars as
we choose our
own tuNinG
with allthatis
along the now
along the is..
and never
end neverland
WE CREATE..
and so interesting
a Quantum physics
of the mechanics of
human mind is building
on a sONg of (A)resonance
and this is in imperfect
perfect practice
of Sitars
that may be
tuned in any way
not limited to Standard
E.. there are no limits
to sitars
us..
as free..
in other words
the real normal
is
OUT
OF TUNE
IN A PERFECT
PRACTICE OF
A TUNE THAT
NEVER ENDS..
AND IT IS
WHY i love
the song Kashmir
so much.. as Jimmy
Page gETs the power
of (A)resonance
and how
it expands
mindful awareness
and that is one hell
of a prophetic
song..
Kashmir
as it is
happening
WRITE NOW..
COULD BE
METAPHOR
COULD BE fAct
it matters not
LIGHT
IS LIGHT
WITH SOME
DarK mixed in
just for
inspiration
here and now..
then and now..
just
now..
now..:)

Seriously this song.. sends me on a path
with a force with no name
a traveler of both
time and space
to be where i’ve
been.. sit with
elders of a gentle
race.. the world
has seldom
seen.. talk
about days
they sit
and wait
ALL
WILL
BE
REVEALED..
and just to think
that song
and a
simple
Mr.
Linky
bRings
sounds
caresSinG
my ears
not a word
i could relate
the story was
quite clear then..
no i just have
the words..
for folks
who
can hear
the (A)resonant
meaning inherent
to it
ALL..;)

And my eyes
fill with
sand
in grains
of life in
this
wasted
land..
trying to find
and speak what i feel..
it goes on.. and on.. and on..
without
a need
for even
LSD..;)

Oh pilot of the storm
that leaves no trace
but dreams
of now..
paraphrased
all in returning
again of course
moving
through
Kashmir..:)

Oh mother of
the four winds
feel my sails
along
the straights
of fear no
more
i
am free..:)

Seriously one more thing..
music resonates and a(resonates)
human emotion as strings of acoustic
instruments are simply a reflection
of human vocal chords expreSinG
human emotions.. so what this
means is when Led Zeppelin
goes on their LSD trip
and reflects those
emotions in their
songs.. we
too can
go there
in emotional
spirit of higher
and higher
with no
drugs at all..
seriously.. try it sometime..
write a poem while listening
to the music.. and let it
TAKE
YOU
THERE
baby
star..
no limits
no bounds
TO REAL
HUMAN
FREEDOMS
UNLEASHED
AND RELEASED
AS THE QUANTUM
HUMAN MIND
COME
AGAIN
and again
neverland
lives as us..
expresSinG n0w more
nowforevermorenow..:)

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Okay i admit it..
i’m AdDicTed to MisChief
see what i did there..
an addiction
to diction
of MISS
Chief.. Chief
being the authority
and me bucking
the rules
of
social norms
that are rather
ridiculous.. to attempt
to help set folks free
with hidden truths
that really
are not hidden
at all once folks
escape the lies
of culture..
well anyway
ya gotta find a silly
way to help folks ’cause
folks do not like ya challenging
their norms that they cling to
as an anxiety pill..
to escape illusory
fears that
insanely
bind them together
in a dark way to keep
social cohesion whole..
religion does this.. culture
does this.. school does this..
and yes.. sadly.. parents do this
too.. as it is human instinct for
order and rigid rules
to basically
escape
fears.. either
real or illusory
and honestly the biggest
fear is the existential fear
of annihilation at death but sadly
fear itself takes life out of life and makes
life death living life in degrees of how much
the fear represses our free emotions and sensuality
that GOD gives us to be at peace in this life.. maybe not
jumping like Joy.. like the Trickster Snoopy and i do every now
but still at least with peace of mind and body that most all
animals in the wild both seek and enjoy once the flight
and fight in love for survival is done for the day..
no less than the road runner and the
coyote when they get off
of work..
so yeah.. obviously i am
a mischief maker but a light
sacred clown or fool
not a dark
one that
wants to
inflict pain on anyone
as sure there are loving clowns
and hating clowns.. but the difference
is one was loved as a child and the
other was named the
devil by his mother
in a vicious
cycle of generational
hate by children who do not
receive the touchy feely love of their
mothers.. and Aleister Crowley
the infamous occultist
of the last century
named the
wickedest man
in the world who eventually
assigns his mother’s hateful
name for himself as the great
666 the beast in the bible
and later baphomet that is
really a symbol of balancing nature..
not the devil.. spends his life taking
the piss out of Christianity.. as his so-called
loving mother is a so-called upstanding Christian
with a minister father.. treating their son like this
who eventual tortures small animals as people
who are not loved by their parents.. both
of them.. sometimes do..
as they lose
or never develop
the empathy of compassion
for living things.. and this rings true
in Aleister’s life in his struggles with
addiction to drugs.. and even in
the so-called prophecy
of his ‘the book of the
law’.. as his (God)
ends up being
like his soul..
one sadly deficient
in basic human compassion..
that is common in other social
mammals as well.. as one sees
in nature.. we are not the serpent
reptilian brain alone for survival
we have a soft emotional
side for Love that
IS GIFTED TO US
BY THE GOD THAT
IS ALL THAT IS..
SO ANYWAY.. even wolf packs
have this.. and yes Aleister
Crowley has truly had a huge
influence on culture through
rock and roll endeavors
as in the psychedelic age
of drugs in the 60’s many rockstars
are influenced by this man’s philosophy
of doing as one wilts with the power of Love..
problem is that Aleister with some truly
‘white magic’ AKA Love intentions
did have that psychopathic
leaning streak still
of torturing small
animals..
and leaving
mountain
climbing
companions
freezing dying on
the mountain side
with no help from
him.. and his promotion
as instruction from how
his prophecy of his GOD
sees life is to indulge in
all the illicit drugs
that one can
find to
alter consciousness..
so yeah.. the psychedelic
age of rock and roll feeds off
this philosophy among folks
like Jim Morrison.. and it
costs some of these
rock and rollers
their lives
eventually
and of course
still does.. Mr. Crowley
stated he wanted to be
the devil’s chief
of staff.. and what he’s saying there
is he wanted to be the dark instigator
of light.. in other words challenge the masses
to more than what they’ve been told by the dogma
of some religions and cultures.. and perhaps all..
before all is said and done.. and he also believed
in the power of what he called sex magic and
the taboo that social norms of culture
bring to tempting not allowed
sexual behaviors and
fetishes that COME
AS A result of
folks in puberty
who do not have the usual
‘missionary positions’ of expressing
sexuality until the social age of allowed
intercourse.. which results in all kinds of fetishes
as God Nature for human nature rules and when God given human
nature is not practiced when innate instinct and intuition
says it’s time to do it.. detours come and come and come..
to other places instead.. so yes.. this is A source
of much so-called deviant human behavior..
as environment plays a huge role
in this.. when instinctual
urges are not
satisfied in how
they naturally will come
if not repressed and imprisoned
by culture and or religion or and
school.. yes.. parents and family
too.. ALL GREAT PHILOSOPHERS then and
NOW.. TRULY ARE SACRED FOOLS RANGING
FROM MYTHOLOGICAL KRISHNA
TO REAL LAO TZU TO BUDDHA
TO JESUS TO MUHAMMAD
TO YES.. FREDERICK
NIETZSCHE..
CROWLEY
AND EVEN EINSTEIN
WITH HIS KALI AND MILEY
CYRUS NOW CULTURALLY
ALLOWABLE TOUNGUE
STICKING STRAIGHT
OUT AT THE NORMS
OF CULTURE
TOO.. and yes.. like the
Egyptian God Min.. i stick
out more than just tongue.;)
Humans do have a natural
instinct to be free and in balance
as the Nature of GOD can be seen
all through THE NATURE OF GOD..
IT IS UNMISTAKABLE FROM MOVING
INVISIBLY WITH NO NOISE THROUGH
THE LEAVES in balance like a mythological
Ninja.. or ballet dancer.. to escape
predator and capture prey or Tai Chi Martial
Arts in Eastern Philosophies
and originated
before that and same
as still now in modern
and ancient so-called
human primitive hunter
and gatherer
cultures.. where matriarchy
like what Bonobos still do..
in their jungle
villages
in rain forest
and desert
Savannah’s
is the rule.. of women
sharing cooperative power
and men are basically the
willing sex slaves..
while women share
sex too.. anyway
Adele’s Song
Addicted to
You.. says it
all about where culture
is going now… women have
been ruled by patriarchy against
the matriarchy that is more of intrinsic
human loving nature ever since herding
and agriculture comes on the cultural
scene.. particularly agriculture
some twelve thousand
years ago..
and now culture is changing
where nomadic herding and
agriculture is no longer
necessary for subsistence
and survival.. however
human beings overall
are becoming
nomadic again..
in small nuclear family
units as they travel for subsistence
and survival where the jobs are
and more rarely stay still in their
home villages anymore.. resulting
in much social chaos as the village
as social unit core is they way of
human life since tribes
of hunters
and gathers
lives in groups
of less than 200
to hold hands and
survive together where
the child is the prize of
THE WORK OF THE NIGHT then
AKA SEX.. THE INTERCOURSE
ACT.. as warm bodies
then are the
cooperation
of life for eating..
not just the fetish
of sex.. in all the
ways that
comes
for now..
so really what we are in now
is a huge social experiment
where we are the unwitting
and witting guinea pigs
in a huge experiment
that could mean
continued
survival
or eventual
extinction of the species
and so many other forms
of life on this planet.. but the
basic answer is what it has all
ways been.. GET BACK TO NATURE
IN BALANCE.. AND IN LARGE SOCIETIES
HUMANS LIVE IN NOW.. WHERE INNATELY
THEY ARE ONLY EVOLVING STILL FOR SMALL
SOCIAL GROUPS.. THE ONLY WAY THIS CAN
BE DONE IS ON AN INDIVIDUAL
BASIS HOLDING HANDS
AS A ONE GLOBAL
TRIBE OF HUMAN
BEINGS FOR LONG
TERM SURVIVAL
THE BEST WE CAN..
SO YEAH.. I AM ADDICTED
TO THE MISCHIEF TO MAKE
THIS HAPPEN BUT I AM NOT THE
ANALOGY FOR SGT PEPPER THAT
THE BEATLES USED TO HONOR
ALEISTER CROWLEY AS
THE CHIEF OF STAFF
OF THE DEVIL
IN DARK PEPPER
WAY.. I AM MORE LIKE
CAPTAIN SALT.. HEHE..
I DO MAGIC ALL WHITE
FUN
AS A WHITE
SACRED FOOL/
TRICKSTER/CLOWN/
MAGICIAN OF ALL NATURAL
SORTS… IN ALL OF THIS NOW..;)

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Well.. SpeaKinG of Travel that Tears Joy..
this short 11 minute or so video
on A Book of Eli..
by Alan Watts..
a great real philosopher
of the last century.. interpreting
Eastern Philosophies.. Religions
and Wisdom for the West.. a learned
Scholar of all Stuff GoD around the world..
what i do.. reference that Denzel Washington
Movie is a little different as what i do is NOT
verbatim stuff from the past.. but truly i
do 13.6 bibles in length of words
coming to 5 years on November
26th in the month we are in..
and yes..for to be
PERFECTLY CLEAR
I HAVE A CONVENANT
WITH GOD TO NOW DO
THIS UNDER COMPLETE
SUBMISSION WITH GOD
with no offs and or butts
however that comes
in words.. flesh
of
dance
my friend(s)..
and when my life
ends no matter how short
or long i will exist here in
flesh my books will remain
in a bookshelf in almost
infinite length with links
on Google.. ALL THE
OTHER LINKS
OF PEOPLE
LIKE ME AND
NOT LIKE
ME.. and
haha.. published
everywhere else..
i go in my journey
of my path
WITH GOD..
in dance
as well..
THIS IS NO
NEW STORY
it is the story
of humankind.. reflecting
GOD’s eYes now.. as always
before.. as Cat friend Yellow Boy
does.. in his way of reflecting
GOD too.. we are all in this
game together and like
Robin Williams and
Walt Whitman and
others say in
the movie
the DEAD
POET SOCIETY..
SOME OF WE ARE NOT
HERE JUST TO READ THE
PAST.. SOME OF US ARE HERE
TO WRITE OUR OWN BOOK
OF ELI WITH GOD
OR WHATEVER
METAPHOR
ONE
USES
FOR ALL THAT IS
AS WE BECOME GIFT
AS GIFT GOD IS
WITHIN
US
EXPRESSING
THIS EMOTIONAL
SPIRIT OF HEART
IN MIND
AND BODY
BALANCING
SOUL.. A FRACTAL
OF ALL THAT IS
AKA
GOD
NOW..
SO MANY WAYS
TO ART IT..
SCIENCE
SCRIBES
IT.. AND
THE TEAM
GOES always
ON FOR NOW
ALWAYS COMPLETE
AS TAPESTRY OF CHAOS
COME NOW AS A PEFECT
ART OF
PRACTICE
ALWAYS
NOW..:)

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Well oh boy
or girl..
Thurs
day’s
prompt
on dVerse by
poet De..
is enjambment..
never heard this
word used for the
literary device of what
i do here totally instinctually
and intuitively as a song of
words instead of cold
hard Queen’s English
dogma
of English
language.. ugh..
so dam boring..
to me at least..
and seriously do ya
really think or feel
in today’s age of
twitter blurbs
and acronym
words that
anyone could read
a 26 thousand word
blog post if ya didn’t
make it into bite size never
ending treats.. well no.. hell
no.. few to no folks will make it
through a post of mine if it goes
all the way across the page
without A HUGE AMOUNT
OF NOVELTY
TO KEEP
HALF WAY
INTERESTED EYES
ON THE PAGE AND
IN FOCUS TO GET EVEN
CLOSE TO THE END..
AND HAHA.. THAT’S THE
TRICK OR TREAT DEPENDING
on how one wants to look or read
at what i do here.. i suck ’em in…
and if they do finish the whole
dam thing.. someone may
feel like OH MY GOD
I CAN’T BELIEVE
I ATE THE WHOLE
THING.. WELL
life is art to me
and NOT F IN
SCIENCE AS
THERE IS NO
F IN SCIENCE..
SCIENCE NEVER
F88KS.. IT FACT
IT NEVER EVEN GETS
HOrNY.. SCIENCE
IS JUST CARDBOARD
WORDS OF DATA
AND THAT’S ABOUT IT..
BUT SURE I LIKE CARDBOARD
TOO OCCASIONALLY TO GET MY roughage
and grit and all that.. but i like art more.. in fact
science is just cool.. but art is magic and
magic
IS
WHERE
IT’S AT..
anyway.. as science now shows too..
there are generally two types of human
persoNaliTies governed by varying levels
of neurochemcials.. neurohormones..
and potentiaLLy different underLying
brain and other bodily system structures
that play into this
BIG GAME
OF LIFE THAT
BASICally make
what it is in conservative
closed minded ways of thinking
and feeling and liberal open
minded ways of feeling
and thinking..
where some folks
will say ooh ala..
i love his nude
art.. and others
will sway.. oh
ugh..
that’s
evil
and dirty
and all that stuff
like that.. heHE.. butT
anyway i cater to the potential
female target audience on that..
as whether we like that or not or lie to
ourself or what.. that is shining the light
too.. albeit sometimes below as well..
ahaha.. ha!..
In other words let’s
not lie about our human
natures folks if we can..
yes it can be harder
or softer depending
on if one is liberal
or conservative
leaning by
both
environmental
and inherent
differences in learning
and being born this/that way..
but seriously at least
the TRUTH AND LIGHT
CAN SET YA FREE ENOUGH
TO AT LEAST BE TOLERATING
AND ACCEPTING DIFFERENCES
EVEN IF OPENING
ONE OF MY
RESTRICTED LINKS
IS NOT YOUR CUP
OF TEA OR MAN
AS IT WERE OR
AS IT IS..
AS FULL
MALE ART..
LIKE BACK
IN THE DAY
OF RENAISSANCE
MEN AGE.. WHERE THE
NUDE IS CONSIDERED THE
HIGHEST EXPRESSION OF
HUMAN ART..EMOTioNALITY
AND PASSION AS WELL..
hmm.. yeah parti
CU
LAR
LY
ME..
I AIN’T AFRAID TO GO
BACK AND I AIN’T AFRAID
TO MOVE AHEAD BUT MOSTLY FEEL
I DO WHAT WORKS NOW.. KNOW
and science also indicates
that human sensuality
also known as basic
L U S T.. in both
male and female
form generates
human creativity
and productivity
and even promotes
human social cooperation..
the Bonobos gET iT CORRECT on TOP OF tHIS..
AS YEs.. oh GOD Yes! humans used to be this way
too.. before imbalances come and
folks become collecting and power
hungry
instead of
sharing
and more
socially cooperative
leading to wars and stuff
like other aggression and violence
but anyway.. i don’t just do art.. i do
science too.. so here are three videos
for anyone with the basic instinct and or
desire to learn much um.. much
more about the science that
underlies the Truth and Light
of the COld/WArm/HOttie aRT oF
BeInG hUman..

(:..the third video reminds me of the more open
expression by females in bootie dancing
both with males and other females
and even initiating this
with strange males
like me.. and for
anyone who doesn’t
know or feel now
what bootie dancing
is.. it is when a woman
comes up to another
participant of the dance
hall and nicely or sometimes
very aggressively rubs their
rear parts against the front
parts of the person they
wanna FEEL NEXT…
and i just use my
quick martial
arts skills to
put my bigger leg
in the place of other
stuff.. let’s just say..
and that is what i tale
Katrina as well.. i try my
best not to get excited about
this new kinda dance.. but if
they WANNA see more of me.. well
sure they can.. what comes or stays
on my restricted links.. comes now
and or stays there.. life is much less
complicated AND OR MESSY that
way for a
PETER PAN..
AND ON BOTTOM
OF THAT I AM
CELIBATE ANYWAY
NOW FOR YEARS IN
WAYS OF BILL CLINTON
DEF OF SEX.. AS SEX
AIN’T A BIG DEAL TO ME..
KUNDALINI RISING.. THE
CHI.. QI.. KI.. DHARMA
DAO TAO.. BEING ONE
WITH THE GREAT SPIRIT
IS AN INFINITE AMOUNT
BETTER THAN A QUICK
RELEASE OF
STUFF..
oh yes..
and i love
my wife she
is the THE
dream of all
men still now
it just don’t
get any better
than Katrina..
i look at
piCtures of
her to do
better at
my male
nude art..
but anyway
my wife tales me
i’m gifted this way2
so i shine that light
the best i can with
online resources
now.. as no
human energy
is too ‘small’
not to share
as best as one
can to lift the audience
up or down.. as it were..
or how it stands or lieS..
seriously the entire country
is still ‘schizo’ when it comes
to human sensuality.. i mean
seriously.. why do you think
60/70/80/90/100/110/
something year old women
sitting in the front row
of the Southern Baptist place
have the bleached blonde hair..
the long eye lashes and
bra pointing
boobies straight
out.. sure they
wanna
remain
attractive
to the opposite
or same sex.. as
it were and is
witting or not
as the video proves
above.. as it’s in
jeans.. to attract
human creativity either
babies.. or the next Michelangelo
DAVID.. again.. whatever comes NEXT!..;)

Butt first.. tHere’s a song for THAT..
by just another modern age… teacher
singer.. dancer… prophet/healer
in creative ways of
REAL HUMAN
LIFE NOW
JUST NOW..;)

(that was and is a still a huge parent
het
ic
al
statement buTt
it’s all about
enjamb
ment..
huh..;)

AND back to enjambment MORE FULLY..
where i will be traveling again
to dVerse to poetically respond to
that momentarily.. THIS doing stuff
innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively
with folks labeling it with concrete words
per what has been done before applies
to all areas of life.. where folks
have identified me as a proficient
ballet dancer and even a military
expert in training military martial
arts has identified some
of my moves as expert
level in the dance of
death associated with
KUNG FU.. while
i casually
dance walk
everywhere i go in public..
zero lessons then or now
for me.. in poetry.. dance
or martial arts.. i just do it first
and eventually i find that yes.. NOW
someone else did it or does it too..
the only difference being is they
have come up with some words
to describe the essence
of what i do
and what they
did or do.. do..
just do now.. THEN
okay now that WHEN
is discussed throughly
it’s time to en
jam
b
meant up
and have some
fun! whether or not
anyone wants to enjoy
me or join me or not.. LET’S JAM NOW!..;)

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Yeah.. i’ll start a new comment
section for dVerse Thursday
Enjambment.. now ’cause
there is too much stuff
growing in
that comment
up there.. it
needs to
be closed
up a little
bit for any
conservative folks
wHo wanna just
jump oN
THIS NOW
INSTEAD OF
THAT..;)

hEre iT Go
E
s..N0W..;)

EVery
l
e
t
T
erword
uni
verse
too
me..:)

*HeR
He
ShE
eH..
iT’s all
HE
r
be
fore
a spriG
comes..:)

*Hot air bal
loons
float
in
j
Ail
Cells
D
Crink
s
kates
bait
and
come
un
glUed..;)

Cat of
War
And
Cat of
Peace
Feral
boys who fight and
never hug.. become
cats of
threat and
war.. cats
who play
and snuggle
tight
become
cats of
peace
and love..
cats love
territory
and cats
can Love..
Humans
even more..
Moby will Love
to snuggle with
Yellowboy but
Yellowboy only
fights back with bites
and claws of brutal survival
as in ALL stuff humans and pets
Love
IS SIMpLE
F
iN
ANsWER..;)

Lesson of for
ever give
more than
one takes
alive so life
continues on
with simple
yet
effective
pleasures..:)

As of latE
thiS poe
trynowre
symbols
me Aring
of truth
wHere
plea
sure
lingers..:)

Freedom a
gift never
for sale
at
Sears
Row
buck..
earn it
spend it
but never
buy it freedom
breathes never chained
or
sold..
my def
of course
i here for now..:)

A dile
m
na..
sun bONe
set call
ing out
the win
dowed
shall i write
or shall i
mag
i
nation
here
tHere..
read on
twi
light
on
LY
lasts
a fl
amE
De
sire
S
Li
gH
T im
go
in
G..
sit
ars
SinG..:)

Early morning pleas
sures
come in
milk
and cream
and coffee
beans
wings
under
cover butter
fly cups with
extra sugar..:)

Flows go
wheRe no knows
feel now..:)

A B
eLY dancer
feELs iT aLL
tHere is
no audience
to dupliKate
her call..
i don’t watch
i don’t hear
i
heRe It
all feeLinG
wheRe it’s
aT is wHere
i’ll be la
ter
toniGht
whaT coMes
aroUnd gOes
aRound i’LL
bE fOr
HER
iN caPital
FEmALE
B
RinGinG
HER mOre
aLiVe..:)

TeA
parT
Y
d
reams
FreedoM..:)

Kiss of sp
Ring
f
ALL
Summer
Win
Ter
D
ream..:)

Okay.. challenge
to catch up complete
sunset twilight leaving
time for evening walk
a few photos
to finish
previous post
with all the dance
STuFF coming later..
in other
words
TIME
FOR BREAK
DANCING
NOW!..;)
5:05 PM
11052015
NOW!QUick!
off
Button!

A threesome of
quickies and
then i travel
to the dance..;)
7:52 pm..

Desire now
all that
can be
be can
that all
now Desire..:)

All is God with
Love.. fear of
God with
Loveless
Bless me
now is GOD
IS LOVE IS..:)

Death a curse
a blessing sometimes
same.. life a gift
hard to push
away
even
in death
or keep
at nows..:)

MindSnowOceans
bellowsflows
riverstoseas
feelsnows
streams
fallslets
ohiTgoes
bLowsnoWs
AwinDalives
anDstrongs
centeRcalms
Hurricanes
ArtSmovesNOWs..:)

8:13 pm…

Church of marriage
Church of Love..
Church of wedding
Love’s a Church

No one’s
Love
excluding..:)

Oops a Haibun
leftover
lastly
from
Monday.;)

8:24 pm…

In bed at 6 am..
and not back again
at 11:46 am for some
more
ENJAM
B
MENT!

i n g
i in
G
O
D N
M
E..:)

*1.27 million people
share my
life on
Google Plus
22 follow
me.. but
nah..
not hard
or soft
to
find..;)

And sure that’s
JUST Google plus..
but yah.. the only
connection.. i have
for 66 months
is a view
from a window
in a car with
a pain worse
than
crucifixion
WATCHING OTHER
HUMANS WHILE
LIVE InG iN
EXCRUCIATION
SOMETHING THEN
named the suicide
disease type2 trigeminal
neuralgia.. and nah.. you
didn’t like to see all my
photos here.. or the songs..
taling me they inconvenience
you as you just come for words..
well let me tale ya again.. as
you never really heard me
before.. anyway..
and you still
don’t as
you don’t
allow my poetry
anymore in your
space my friend.. if
you ever ever in infinity
walk in my shoes.
trust
me you
too will
appreciate
a photo of Nature
a song.. and yes
you too.. as
a human
BEING NOW
well again
and out
out OF hell..
and sure i am blessed
to experience that as i
will never ever exclude anyone
for just BEING THEM NO MATTER
HOW STRANGE
OR FABULOUS
THEY ARE
IN ALL OF
WHAT
THEY DO..

AND NO.. THE ASTERISK
does not indicate a
footnote.. it is a
scarlet star
for folks
who
don’t
feel my
existence
is just right
enough for them..
i
am here
i am what
i am
and WitH
I AM
I’LL BE
complete
a mix of dark
and light.. masculine
and feminine.. ART
and ReAson tHe
YiN aNd YanG
iN jUst
onE
hUman beInG
cAll mE Fred..
PAn.. or PeTer
or KaTie.. iT
matTers n0t..
iF or oNe
AM
REAL
AND FREE..:)

I’VE BEEN DEALING
WITH PEOPLE MY ENTIRE
LIFE THAT DON’T WANNA
SEE ME BE ME..
HERE I
AM
ME..
WITH
NO EXCLUSIONS..;)

OKyaY.. deTouR
‘hell’
complete..:)

And now
for the
next stop
somewheRe
ElSE..:)!

*Smiles.. the human condition
can be ruled by two forces..
or one force..
fear or love..
love is the
tolerance and
acceptance of
the whole pie
and fear
is when
someone
is afraid
of a piece
of the pie..
and generally speaking
fear is the force that
consolidates dark
otherwise known
as negativity..
and love is the force
that consolidates
light.. yes.. otherwise
known as positivity
and nah.. no empty
platitudes here..
the emotion of
Unconditional
Love is REAL
AND THE MOST
POWERFUL FORCE
FOR humans who learn
to utilize and PRACTICE
EVERYNOW this greaTest
power.. yes..
gifted to us
BY god the REAL
HIGHER POWER
OF ALL THAT IS..
MANiFesT iN hUman..
and sure one can PROVE
THIS IN EMPIRICAL MEANS..
MY WELL TRAVELED FRIEND
IN MIND.. PER EXAMPLE OF
a 55 year old man who can
run circles around
Marines
LESS THAN
HALF MY
AGE..
who have some
FEARS VS MY
ALLOVeNOW
AND WE CAN
measure IT IN
LBS.. LIKE CLOSE
TO HALF A TON
ON A PARALLEL
LEG PRESS MACHINE
25 times S L O W L Y
with arms raised in air
like no other man at
any age on YouTube
THE HALLMARK
FOR world evidence
he HE..
anyway..
i could believe what
you say about
greeting people
who are different
all happy and
stuff.. if you
ever thought
what i do
makes
your
grade
for existence
here.. but even
though you don’t
even see me you
inspire me as i can
even find LOVE IN
THE
DaRK..
so imaginary
happy greetings
to you my friend
i love all of what
you do for me
whether you
see me
or
not..;)

Footnote here..
regarding bullies
who are verbally..
physically
abusive..
or just
dismissive
of other human
beings who they
feel are not
good enough
for them..
there are two methods
to deal with this..
one is vengeance
and one is victory..
victory is making
lemonade out of the
lemons encountered
in life.. and
vengeance is
only a sour
drink
of darkness..
i use darkness
to inspire me
instead of bRinGinG
me down.. a hard lesson
and pill to take sometimes
but always worth it in
true
effect of
light and
positivity
NOW..
WITH SURE..
SOME REASONABLE
DISSENSION
FOR EFFECTIVE
POTENTIAL CHANGE
FOR THE LIGHT..
THE POSITIVE
IN
LIFE
AKA
LOVE!
REAL
LOVE!..:)

ok.. back to the
list.. now
of EN
JAMB
MENT!..:)

*Fall can be a little
dark and Winter
can be
sad until
one learns
to generate
their own
heat
of
Love..:)

Well.. to be completely
honest.. the folks
who love me
inspire me
but the
folks with
the scarlet
asterisks
inspire
me just
as much..
oh the dark
oh the light
you mix in shades
of colors so bright
in eyes of me so blue..
and green and grey
and all
between..;)

Well.. my friend M.. i see a Carleigh
here that would have turned
18 years old November 10th
whose chest could not
hold a heart
sometime
around born..
and back on June 4th
i have a Ryan who is
the same..
at 18..
and at
that point
whether your
story is fiction
or fact.. my inspiration
is to let Ryan live on in
my eyes and now words..
There are 11 million..
amazing what
a child’s
eyes
as passSinG
can do to A
Life
Living
NOW
in wORds
of eYes..:)

Okay.. that one
gives the
edge to
the Unconditionally
Loving folks
over
the exclusory
ones.. wiTh wInks..
AND NO
FrIGgInG
ScaRlet
ASteRisKs..;)

oh.. did i mention
humor God
s a
laugh
2..:)

Egg of relation
ship.. sells
scrambled
emO
T
ions
wiTh no
sUgar
rAw..;)

*i p
lay
wiTh wOrds
friEnds
thAT
never
spEnd..:)

i am
capt
u
red
by the
eight leg
cat and
or pussy
at the be
g
inning..:)

Di
Vine
Love
God
dess
God s
He
R
Love
un
con
Di
T
ion
Ally!..:)

A gRain of
sanD wIThout
no feat of feet
eARTh refLecT
InG
ODS
haNd
StAnds..:)

WeLL.. oKay..
a few deTours
all caught
up
and time
to dance
bare feat
in sAndS
Workout NOW!..:)

PS..
Thanks
so much for
thiS prOmPt De..
i never kNew
anoTheR
nAMe
fOR thiS
butt
fUn..;)

Now next tiMe
somEone asks
me W
T
Fred i’m
doing i’ll
just pro
vi
De
a WIK
i
l
INk..:)

2:20 pm

Back again
shortly before
Din Din.. 4:23 pm…;)

Emo
T
iOn
force energy
carries wiNd
WitH words..
Human
instrument
Chords song
Vocal power
expresSinG
SonG of
Us
withiN
poetry
expreSinG
emoTioN
equals
force
surpri
sing
LY
yes.. PoeTryiS
POWeR!FORCe!HiGhER!

A song.. a tune
harmony.. anhar
money..
all is force
dark or light..
Energy takes
us higher
in dancing
light of
creative freedom
Theta waves sing
a drowsy poet
feels
a song
as Near..:)

Horse paths
never deviate
falls result
from never
changing..
a lesson
to human
avoid sidewalks
at all costs.. be free..
here at endX3 with Lynn..:)

Smiles.. or learned what is already provided for horse sense instead of human sense.. As in all stuff human or horse.. use it or lose it applies.. Winks.. I am as sure footed as a horned ram on a mountain.. Simply cause I never leave boot camp with God’s inner instruction.. But yes I understand the invention of sidewalks as well.. And it took me a while to walk on green valleys and mountains of God.. Free.. As wild horses fed by God Allone..:)

More
de
tours
and all caught
up for now..:)

4:34 pm…
Back at 11:05 pm..
11072015..
all day casino event
for me.. catching
up with one more
Haibun dVerse entry
here.. and a trio
more enjambment
poems as
well..
and then it’s
off to finish the
rest of the new
post ‘Captain Salt’..:)

Funny how folks get so attached
to bodies.. even when they
never use them much..
but truly the flame
inside never
dies.. now
and that’s
not left
in then
flesh..

Flame lives
dies flesh
live flesh sings flAMe..:)

Zen Art forgets
important aspects
of human in desire
and ego.. as actor I
of play of director i..
wheRe eXcla
ma
tiOn
iS spiRit
ExpreSsinG
emoTionAl
heArt of
mINd and
BoDy BalanCinG
soUl jUst n0w
aS
iS real
mOTher
Nature
Truth
and liGht!
asHuwoMAN..:)!

LiGhthouse
of i exists n0w
flicKeRing
flAme iN
i of I
!
sInGs!
briGht!
and hiGh!
Torch AlLive!..:)!

’84 cold places
of emotionless
herds of machines
while some miss
chief humans
as ghosts
in robots
and zombies..:)

All done at 11:31 pm
and fixin’ to newpost
this full recipe
of
whole
pie from
Captain
Salt..;)

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HI Glenn.. nice to see you back online
WHErE YOU BE
LONG..;)
hehe..
yes.. online
is great to connect
and the only
place
a person
can reason
ably
or un
reason
ably
En
jamb
mean
T up!
Life is wonder..
FULL NOW JUST NOW
WHEN it’s shA
red aND
wiNed one finds a name
for what they think they
do origin
al
theRe iS
most often
soMeonE
who starTs
a trend first
or just does
it for fun
like
me
hehex2
yex.. poeTry CAN
BE MAGIC FOR THOSE
WHO FLY
WItH
E
YES
OF
RE
E..:)

6819

A stop in Pakistan before ‘the Dance’..

Well.. i suppose it is the 6th where
you are at least.. some spare
moments here to visit
a little with you..
whenever you
care to come
back here of
course..
and as i look
at those bones
again.. dry in
sand and so
alone.. i think of
all yoUr friendship
was to me and truly
still is.. no matter how
quiet those bones feel
here now for me.. it feels
too quiet here.. so alone
somehow i feel your
pain and more..
but perhaps
it’s ’cause
i miss
you and
truly wonder
this now if you
will ever come back..
i feel you will.. the difference of hope..

Happy 6th.. my friend Lala Rukh..
nah.. i have not forgotten
you and will
not
and that’s
WiLL my friend..
a gift
of
moving
forward
now.. always.. with
FAITH AND BELIEVE
OR EVEN NO FEELINGS
AT ALL.. MY FRIEND Now..:)

6975

An earlier trip to Pakistan
on Facebook
with friend Rafiah..

i love that..
powerful woman’s voice
and soft man’s voice makes
a perfect practice of balance
in emotional heart expreSsinG
spirit as soul.. Thanks for sharing
your cultural music as music
is universal language that
even other animals
understand.. Like me..
He he..;)

Back to the
present..

Okay..
now i’m really getting
ready to go dance!..
and turn this
thing
OFF!..
but yes.. of course
still attached to
smart phone
even at
RAVE dance..
as the glow
of phone
warns
people
when i
am
spinning
’round close
to them.. hehe.. again..:)!

8:48 pm..
11052015..:)

hmm.. i guess
i clock in and out
just for the nostalgia
of when i did work for
clocks and money
for over 3 decades
then and hell
no.. not now..
JUST FOR FUN!..;)

8:52 PM..;)

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Hi Rafiah.. so nice to see you on my blog here.. but yes..
haha.. i bring you here anyway..
to honor my longest
closest online
friend..
Rafiah..
smiles..
You have always been
there and touched me
as friend through thick
and thin.. seriously when
i really needed a friend like
you.. smiles.. again..
glad you liked the
pictures my friend
and again so nice
to see you here
tonight at almost
5 am here in
Florida..
so yeah
i’m getting
drowsy.. long night
of really explosive
dance for
me..
the Siberian
BLUE eyed
Tiger did it
to me..
i think..:)

7211

Thanks my dear..
one time i had
a nightmare
fighting
an Alligator
with Martial Arts
and i kicked myself
off of the bed.. but that
is the only time in my life
i did that.. no Alligators tonight..
thanks AGAIN..
my friend..
and ouch when
i did that my chin
hit the night stand
but i bounced
back
in
no
time
FLAT..;)