A place i am..
A place i go..
Around a block..
That is my home…
Street Lights too bright.. for Soul of Darkness..
AND pain.. to withstand.. a walk of dead.. goes on…
A HeArt long past dead.. A Spirit no longer expressing
anything but words.. darkness.. and pain.. Yes.. this
is hell.. and i am Devil at 2AM.. shades covering eyes..
a body cold as ice.. in the middle of the Summer..
a Jacket.. torn and tattered.. covering the cold
of years.. in death alive.. an outcast from
all that is alive.. where cat is more human…
There is no human or Nature connection.. then
for me.. senses.. emotions.. completely dead..
All that is left is the wrath of pain.. Where is
GOD.. who is GOD.. what is ALLAH..
ALL when DEVILIVED NOW…
There is no escaping hell or heaven..
in nows.. but we have so much to say..
for the place we eventually end up..
for now… and in between..
purgatory too.. yes.. NOW..
To feel.. and sense..
and be alive..
requires
no words..
at
all…
ToDAY.. I skate dance backwards
in Golden Spirals.. with EVENing
Sun.. on sands of beach..
swirling in the wind
of Allah’s breathe…
5 miles in 1 hour
the tracks i leave..
are of no animal
but me..
and
Allah
ONE
TRUE…
IN Golden
Spiral LIFE…:)
that is each unique human
in terms of Soul, Heart, and Spirit
that are ONLY metaphors
FOR THE EMOTIONAL life of human beings
in terms of FEELING SELF AWARENESS
in mind and body balance as SOUL; FEELING a full RANGE of nuanced
emotions as HEART; AND EXPRESSING mind and body balance with regulated emotions, integrated senses THAT
NATURALLY result IN MUCH
greater human focus and short term working memory AND CONNECT TO OTHER
FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN BEINGS often in inspiring ways for survival and life in general.
Often THE RESULT OF THAT IS ART; which again science has no scientific method to measure in terms
of intrinsic value in beauty; and sensory and emotional inspiration of human being.
I have mastered my mind and body in balance with RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL; all part of the REAL FEELING INSPIRING HUMAN EMOTIONS of FAITH, HOPE, AND BELIEF IN ONESELF AND JUST DOING LIFE IN HUMAN EXCELLENCE with ALL THE NUANCED EMOTIONS AND SENSES, IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE OF RELATIVE FREE WILL.
AND HELL YES; I can PROVE THAT IN EMPIRICAL EVIDENCE,
AS the not only the only ‘Wrong Planeteer’, who is evidenced
in a unique technique of leg pressing 930LBS
with their legs, slowly, on a parallel leg press machine
that bio-mechanically speaking is almost twice as difficult,
as a vertical sled leg press machine that one often sees folks
pressing around 1000 LBS in so-called great feats of strength on Youtube;
BUT NO ONE; AND I DO MEAN no one does it with their arms raised up, ANYWHERE ON YOUTUBE, which puts all the weight on legs, without leverage provided by upper body; as one often sees these ‘steroid-head dudes’ pressing their legs with hands to get more bio-mechanical advantage.
And yes, FOR ALL the naysayers who suggest that this is an extraordinary claim; for me as shut-in for 5 years, as documented on this website with 19 medical disorders well before recovery;
YES, NOW AT AGE 54, FIXING TO TURN 55 on June 6th, I DO WHAT NO elite Marine military dude can come close to doing at the ELITE MILITARY GYM THAT I WORK OUT AT; ALL DOCUMENTED ON MY BLOGS, AS WELL.
AND ‘99% PERCENT’ OF THIS COMES FROM MENTAL EFFORT OF FAITH, HOPE, AND BELIEF IN MYSELF ALONG WITH TRUST IN THE REST OF NATURE AKA GOD.
WHEN ONE WORKS in mind and body balance WITH the GOD of Nature, REAL LIFE ALL NATURAL MIRACLES can and DO OCCUR; NO different really, in general, than Jack LaLanne towing 60 or so boats, swimming, at age 60 or so.
Human potential is much UNDER-RATED by the cynical
‘SYSTEMIZING SCIENCE’ naysayers of life;
suggesting with demographic statistical data that folks get naturally weaker beyond the age of 30; but of course that is based on a sedentary, overall, extremely epigenetically weak human population WHO are basically ‘domesticated worms’, IN THE COURSE OF THE ENVIRONMENT OF JUST ONE lifetime;
IN comparison to the strength of mind and body balance THEY CAN HAVE IF THEY JUST FRIGGING DO IT; INSTEAD OF SITTING ON THEIR BUTT; MOST hours of the day, behind a computer or a video game, OR WHATEVER STAGNATES THE VITAL STATISTICS OF A HUMAN BEING in what CAN be MUCH GREATER OVERALL HUMAN POTENTIAL in mind and body balance.
And to be clear, I am just providing the video here,
AGAIN, for the ‘EXTRAORDINARY EVIDENCE’,
IRREFUTABLE AS SUCH..;)
In reference to a ‘Wrong Planet’ moderator
who is attempting to control my communication
to make ‘some’ other folks more ‘comfortable:
What we obviously have here is your opinion.
WHILE ‘you’ are listening to the complaints,
which are truly few in number, you are not listening to the
THANK YOUS for the advice I bring to this forum that has been extremely helpful to AUTISTIC folks in real life. Okay that’s my three capitals.
And seriously, if you apply these rules evenly to every Autistic person in the scheme of different ways of posting all through this forum; for all different ways of Autistic thinking all you will have left is perfect nt communication like you.
I will be as perfect as you; but I choose to express my Autistic Nature in a way not enforced by nt culture in real flesh and blood life. That’s 10 lines. ocd = death.
Okay ‘that’s just proof up there
that your suggestion is neither
well thought out or reasonable.
This forum is full of personal attacks that should never be allowed for the health and welfare of Autistic folks, like constant attacks on anyone who communicates out of the box that they are doing word salad or are schizophrenic or whatever is the belittling or personal attack of the moment.
When people are personally attacked like this,
including me, I use satire as defense
rather than going off and tattle telling on them. As words do not hurt me.
However for the more fragile folks on this forum those words of hate could be the difference between life and suicide that I have seen callously disregarded here time and time again.
My question to you is, if I leave the satire off for defense, including all the proof that I am not insane or proof there is more to this life possible than sitting in front of a computer, which precisely is what the videos of me doing incredible stuff are, are you willing to put a stop to folks calling other folks insane or needing their meds, when their style of communicate or ideas seems too out of the box for others.
I even heard you directly tell someone
they needed mental help,
instead of appropriately discussing that with them in a PM.
We are dealing with human beings on this forum; not mechanical objects.
And while I certainly understand why the moderators here
overlook stuff like that as there are too few
who work here to do it, even if they could.
What is your response to this.
And to be clear
I can leave off the personal videos
if that is what you are enforcing me to do,
and limit my conversation to enhancing only three words with caps.
But your request that I limit my communication to 10 lines is totally unreasonable, as there are other Autistic folks like me with a real hyperlexic form of Autism who simply cannot do that and there is no way there can be an Autistic forum for all folks on the spectrum with a rule like that. Truly that is unfair.
I have always been wordy here;
and it was never a problem until I suggested
that there is more to life than science in this forum.
To me that is the thought police in action.
And truly it doesn’t take any real effort
to just scroll past someone’s post if one does not want to really read it.
That’s just a cop out, and an excuse to limit freedom of expression, anywhere any place online, in my opinion.
And if you still insist that is reasonable, (limiting posts to 10 lines) I will weigh my decision whether or not to continue to post here at all, as I have done here in the past, for folks who refuse to listen to my reasons on this issue,
and make unreasonable demands on my Autistic communication in a forum that is supposedly here to support folks with different types of communication and not herd them into some kind of English 101 box of perfect spelling, grammar, and concise communication that will make the ‘English Teachers’ happy.
So to summarize,
I am willing to limit the caps to three per post,
and no longer post any of my videos.
But are you willing to compromise
on not limiting the length of my posts,
as there has never ever been a rule like that
imposed on anyone here, except for me,
obviously by the empirical evidence of the sentence counts
that still occur here by some folks on a regular basis.
And on top of that I rarely post here to more than around three posts a week, mostly limited to folks who are bullied for communicating ideas different like Ana, Inventor, Oldavid, and this new guy Grebel.
When Fnord and others go on about people being crazy,
who think different with his word salad stuff; that is when I do the satire defense.
But yeah, truly he and others are not even worth it, in my book; those are the people who are poison here, as that is what the whole disorder is mostly about; a mind stuck in mechanical cognition refusing to see the colors in a life that is much more than science alone. And yes, science is starting to recognize this as well. It’s clear to me, at least here, in analytical analysis; not just creative art.
Respectfully,
Fred.
Next response back from me:
Well this is certainly a breath of fresh air for a moderator here. You have empathy for other human beings, and truly that sets you apart from some of the other moderators we have had in the past here. But truly, in scientific terms, that is the nature of the condition of Autism.
Some folks are close to the human archetype of empath and some are truly close to what is commonly described as zero empathy by Simon Baron Cohen.
Perhaps, not politically correct in online Autism Communities to point out the science of that; but never the less, science.
I come to the philosophy section here, truly to relate to out of the box thinkers.
The person here that impressed me the most
when I first come here,
only able to write a few lines
of a grocery like list, is Inventor.
I recognized Genius in both his communication
and abstract intelligence that most people took for insanity,
and bullied him as such, over and over; but nah he is much too strong
for that to bother him at all, too.
He overall, is probably the most valuable resource
of out of the box thinking on this forum.
But then we move full circle back to the condition of Autism.
Truly there are some folks who have difficulty with reciprocal communication and are labeled by diagnosing professionals as Autistic because they are too literal and have very little affective or cognitive empathy for other human beings.
And then there are the ‘right-brained’ folks who think so abstract in a genius way of looking at the world, really no different than Einstein or any other artist ahead of their time in social norm; that no one understands at the time, are socially isolated, bullied and thrown away for trash, until one day when someone looking through their ‘refuse’ finds the gems of genius come back for fuller perusal by greater thinking minds of the future.
Perhaps, in modern cultures, in the Twitter world we live in, where seriously science shows that humans now have the attention span of a gold fish; that potential is lost forever, in humankind of realizing fuller potential.
So in others words, if that is true,
there will be no more Einstein’s or Beethoven’s.
But the truth is; genius does not bow down gracefully.
And while I truly am a humble person and find real attention in life,
uncomfortable, for the efforts I do, when folks do call me legend,
awesome, or young women say ‘Oh my God I am so excited
to meet you cause you are the Boss of dance in the metro area’;
never the less, it is the thinking and doing stuff out of the box,
and the courage and strength of not bending down
and wilting to the norm around me;
that has created what elder published poets
do call genius in a style of writing
that is strata beyond what has been accomplished today in poetry.
And I am totally honest here in everything I say, and can link and quote that; but I do think you have enough cognitive empathy to know I am serious when I state stuff like this.
But the point is this; before I developed artistic abilities, my personal life is one of depression, anhedonia, and a difficulty going on each day in illness, to talk my self not into killing myself, then.
What I am missing in my life at that point,
is even being the human being in wonder I was as a child.
Einstein never lost that. And I am gaining that again. And truly there are older folks here that I attempt to restrict my conversations with like Inventor and Grebel, and younger folks like Ana, who naturally understand this.
I already, mostly restrict myself here,
to folks who have the potential of understanding me.
The link above is an example of where I like to post. Now obviously that holds little interest for 90% or more of the folks who post here; and obviously that conversation per the deeper ways in communication of life, cannot be restricted to an average of 15 lines to even possibly be effective in gaining new ideas about life.
I hope my friend that my own restrictions of what I do here, mostly with folks who think like me, will be enough for the moderators here to allow what is truly described as genius by folks in the know of the areas I discuss, to continue to be allowed here.
And yes, I will restrict that further
to just the open minded folks posts here;
as yes, I know I blow the minds
of the ‘left brain’ oriented
autistic folks.
But to be honest they bore me.
And no it’s not hard to avoid their posts,
as I would much rather communicate with a genius
like Inventor than read the same stuff I read in textbooks, 30 or so years ago.
This is a forum about philosophy and philosophy cannot reasonably be reined in with limits of sentences.
And seriously maybe 1 percent of the entire population of the U.S., gives a crap about any philosophy greater than what they hear in church every Sunday morning.
Please do not make this into a church service friend; although I do understand your intentions as moderator are based on empirical rules of normal etiquette in online discussion.
This is autistic land though; my friend,
and while some of us write short lists;
others of us express philosophy in epic poetry way.
I can do that without caps and without video assistance for proof;
but please allow this to be the one place I can continue to find minds of genius and communicate as such with.
I will try not to be too much of the outlier in the discussions, and will do my best to stay in a general limitation of format like the post linked above.
But reasonably, I think in that parameter and
context of philosophical communication
what I am doing here is reasonable.
I will just avoid the other folks who hurt other people,
and allow you to do your job on that without me being the ‘crazy clown white knight’.
My IQ is still well over 130; and I can match test scores with anyone here in all areas of knowledge, skills and abilities in schools, except those ‘visual spatial block tests’. I am still no car mechanic, smiles..:)
But the thing here is; this forum is a
potential budding forum for genius my friend;
and genius has no boundaries when allowed free.
The death of genius is the death of freedom of expression.
And truly freedom of expression is the life or death of human being,
in the coming future of humankind. It is worth dying for and truly I do want to potentially help other folks like me to stay inspired to do that and stay alive, as well, not blocked in much greater human potential.
So to sum it up; concisely; what I am going to do is not use caps excessively if at all, not use anymore of my videos, and I already use no more of my blog links as requested by another moderator here recently.
And also, I will try to restrict my comments here to folks who are posting threads who do have the potential to both understand what I am saying and appreciate the depth of what I say, in wordy ways as well, within a reasonable length of speaking in relationship to the depth of where other folks are going in wordy ways.
And I already have restricted posting
any threads ‘here’ of my own,
as requested years ago by Tallyman.
So really, I think that should be enough.
I have never ever directly personally attacked anyone here, for the sport of it. I have been subject to literally thousands of personal attacks and have never reported one to a moderator, as I’ve already been to literal human hell; and after that nothing else hurts.
I truly hope that’s enough; I am just different friend; but recognition of that different by neurotypicals as genius in art; is good different; at least in those places in life.
And yes, I have already been recognized as such, on this site as well, even by the critics who hate my style of creative communication. But you see my friend, not everyone can appreciate true human genius.
Not close to everyone; only those who can see it.
And in terms of science history repeats that truth time and time again.
And truly I’ve always known that; and the fact that I understand science so
well puts me in the ‘same league’ of the ‘Einsteins’ of the world, as well.
As metaphor of course; I am only a grain of sand in real human ego.
Hell teaches that well.
Smiles, truly, and I appreciate your respectful comment back.
Tallyman in the past just called me insane, over and over
and would not listen to anything I had to say. Nor Cornflake
as well.
And truly I am not an aggressive or violent person in real
life; but I would have loved to have discussed it in real life
with them; as nah; they would not have been a bully
then. That’s a valuable lesson. We are just animals.
And to be able to defend oneself in real physical
life spells courage in all other areas of life.
I’ve never had to raise a fist or kick in
serious fight against others; but
I am strong enough not
to have to,
my friend..:)
Respectfully,
Fred..:)
i let it flow and try not to analyze it..
and am often pleased by the results after the ‘Art’..
and sometimes am amazed by what comes
without conscious planning or thought…
But that is poetry to me..
and art that I do believe
should have as many ways..
as there are cells in a human body..:)
And there is nothing wrong with planned structure.. it is the innate human way to eliminate anxiety.. in a world that is truly art instead of science.. in big or smaller picture view..:)
We have rectangular and square buildings in the U.S. that are overall angular along with standard typed print language; and other countries have spiraling building structure and cursive looking standard typed print language.
All representative of course.. with cultural ways of living
and reflective of the way the cultural minds work together…
And that is fascinating to me..
as with all things associated with dVerse minds/cultures of human being..:)
Well.. the nice thing about poetry in the freest sense.. that it starts in as an art form.. before it becomes labeled with different styles.. is to allow one to freely express what lies and tells the truth.. beyond cultural restraints.. of what ever time is ‘occupied’ by other folks in idea formed culture…
Nice that Whitman.. Kerouac.. and other poets bring that back in the middle of last century.. along with the Beatles.. and so many others in music free verse freedom.. in the west.. as it is already living in the East then…
In other words.. poetry and art.. in general.. breaks cultural barriers and is a necessary pArt of successful culture… It’s why communism and other ways of enforced life just do not work.. as at core.. all humans are special snowflakes.. if allowed that freedom of expression.. in all ways it paints life.. as unlimited colors.. of rainbow lies and true…
That’s why I can never find fault with anyone’s poetry here.. as for me it is dissing their soul.. and heart.. expressed at deepest levels.. of human spirit.. but that’s just me.. other folks have totally different outlooks on this.. and that too.. is part of the beautiful diversity.. in all the challenge that can bring too..:)
Ones person’s clouds are another person’s Sun..
and that can be literally true too.. of course..
as some folks love clouds and some folks love Sun..
Sun is too much for some folks.. and clouds
are the perfect three bear brew of life.. as is..
And i too.. used to live in the skies of night..
with even streetlights too bright
for eyes that see only dark then..
in clouds and nights of light..:)
And there too.. is perhaps the greatest experiences of life.. in walking in so many different human shoes.. if one lives long enough.. to understand that the game is complicated.. but worth tolerating and accepting in all ways.. of differences that come..
As one day we too..
may walk in those other shoes….
And tRuly understand WHY..:)
Aristotle makes a mistake;
and it is the actual generations come after him that respected all of his other accomplishments so well that they refused to believe this human then, is capable of making a mistake.
However; that does not either lessen his remarkable achievements, noted by many cultures, as exceeding what most people accomplish in just one life.
It’s easier to make philosophical mistakes, historically speaking, without the much greater eyes of science provided out into the future.
And of course, we still see this with the mythological worship of the early Constantine Catholic Church promoted Soldier King of the Universe GOD Man Jesus; instead of just another humble leaning Yogi Naturist guy, whose insights are not much different than philosophers come before him.
However, although there is myth mixed with Truth in the New Testament, still; and believed as such, now; it still does not outweigh the significance of the same Truths held as Universal in other philosophies and religions prior to the life of the so-called historical Jesus.
Hmm, that is the ‘whole’ reason I provided the Wiki link; for proof, in regard to Aristotle.
No; the earth is not the center of the Universe; Science has proof enough of that now.
I could have quoted the passage but I am thinking folks can read it, if they want to.
But anyway, thanks Janissy, for literally quoting what I linked, nice of you to do that.
And yes, in terms of Quantum physics, observed with ‘Quantum’ Human leap to
human mind; and with greater eyes of science today; it is a well known FACT
THAT humans manufacture their reality more than what they ‘see’ as reality.
However; all folks do not. Some folks recognized as Autistic and Schizophrenic
can neither recognize close faces of relatives from strangers or see common
illusions that the mind manufactures based on what it ‘sees’ in the past.
The human mind is a fascinating work of art and truly there is very little
that science can measure of it; in terms of each human being’s experience
compared to another human beings experience in direct comparison.
And that may friend is why you cannot understand much of what I am
speaking of here in this forum; as you simply have no reference point
for it; and for all practical intents and purposes it does not exist
in your subjectively manufactured and perceived Universe.
And that’s okay; obviously by the way you communicate here, you
are young and have much to learn, and much more to ‘see’
of the Universe here in human potential, now and after.
And if you keep an open mind to all potential realities in life;
More will come. With a closed, and yes narrower mind
blocked off from human potential in mind and body
balance, your fate is sealed by you, yourself, friend.
And greater human potential
is a win-win scenario.
When you get
there friend;
if you get
tHERE;
then
you will
understand.
Or not.
Quote:
“Probabilities are real things rather than
heuristics painted by human lack of data
in a sense:
Wagging the Newtonian dog by the tail.”
A ‘perfect’ metaphor for
‘that’ ‘QuantumFT’
‘WTFTW’..:)
And to tell a tale
of life, as what is is,
as well, for NOW..:)
I’m quite sure Angie has got the force behind her..
both dark and light aspects.. and she uses it to her full advantage…
But seriously.. the FORCE of Star Wars is the same dam
and light thing.. as the metaphor for Christian Holy Spirit
and Chinese CHI force.. different words for different folks..
but never the less.. this power of the GOD of Nature..
manifest in human being.. is ONE and saMe…
And let me tell you and show you this..
the FORCE OF GOD MANIFEST IN
HUMAN BEING IS MIGHTY POWERFUL STUFF…
IT IS A TOTALLY positive flow of GOD force energy
manifest in human that can allow a 54 year old dude.. like me..
yes FIXIN’ to turn 55 on June 6th.. ABLE to leg press the 930 LBS I do..
and oh Goodness when that force gets revved up.. be careful furniture.. as I bring back an old repetitive tennis injury in my right shoulder.. then use my left arm to quickly lift my body out of my four-hundred dollar or so.. Cadillac of computer chairs the QUANTUM 9000 SERIES MEGABUCKS TASK CHAIR.. AND THE CHROME PLATED THICK METAL ARM BREAKS IN TWO! JUST LIKE THAT!
AND DAM THAT THING HAS A FIVE YEAR WARRANTY..
AND ‘SUPERMAN’ IS NOT PART OF NORMAL WEAR AND TEAR
AND DAMMIT WE LOSE THE RECEIPT
SO we go out and BUYA $100 DOLLAR HALF
price off replacement from Office Depot..
until we can get my Cadillac Chair
and Arm welded back together…
But truly this stuff happens to me much earlier in life..
when I connect to this powerful Force of the GOD OF NATURE IN ME..
and do not understand where the amazing strength comes from.. and yes.. this means destruction to a door at McDonalds on the way to the University of Alabama to see a friend in 1979..
YES!.. a lightening FAST push on the metal and glass McDonald’s front double door.. in Alabama.. takes it off the hinges.. and my friends haul butt into the vehicle.. and we move on to UAB.. and that’s just another ‘legendary’ story of Fred..
And yes.. in high school they used to call me Car Banger..
as once on a trip to a Beta Club convention..
I am running down the sidewalk with my friends
and run into a car on foot..
and dent the front end of the car..
and i am uninjured..
and the folks in the rather small car say.. i am sorry..
and i say that’s okay i’m okay you’re okay.. okay.. every thing’s okay..
okay.. and as you might imagine i say this very.. very very fast..
and they are just relieved that i am okay.. okay..!..
And yes.. i am dead serious..
all this happens and there
are still eye witness friends
who are there at the scenes of the
FRED CHI FORCE INJURIES
TO PROPERTY IN
BUILDING AND AUTOMOBILE..
AND the broken arm of my Cadillac Chair
just reminds me of the FRED FORCE..
AND AS my Katrina can tell ya! now!..
IT ain’t always easy living with a real life ‘Superman’ ..but yes.. it has at least some advantages too.. and I will leave it up to her.. to make some of those advantages up.. when she sees ‘you’.. as when I ask her.. she has a hard time coming up with an answer..
of the song “Isn’t it ironic”..
when all the directions we go.. come back
to surprises of the last place we think we’ll go..
i try not to think so much anymore.. of where i’m going..
where all can be accepted.. as coming naturally.. all the lands in now..:)
Ah.. yes.. the dry word of leaves without much feeling..
the barren desert of heart and soul.. not expressing spirit…
the lives of leaves livedevil in death of life.. not really living..
and the spring of all that come again.. alive.. in all the cycles..
of dark and light AS Life..:)
A color for the day.. a color for the senses..
a color sings emotions.. and a palette of all
for life as is.. in rainbow delight.. and
so much more.. where colors tread to live
in splashes of wonder to delight..:)
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I tap into the stream of consciousness for one day
in writing a Christmas Story, in middle school,
a few days in philosophy class, at age 18,
and a drought until 2007
when it comes by way of piano,
until falling to illness,
and coming back in writing,
again, in March of 2013.
It has not left me yet, since 2013;
and when I do it; it is a blissful feeling
of non-effort; sometimes
taking two or three readings
for even me to understand what arises
from the fingertips of stream of consciousness.
Life is multi-dimensional in
potential fuller mindful awareness,
and there are levels of human heaven
and levels of human hell that not everyone experiences.
To taste a grand span of both hell and heaven,
brings about acceptance and tolerance
at core for understanding
how weak and strong
the human
condition
can be.
All mammals
have emotion
to motivate action;
not much different than humans.
The greatest change in human
being making culture
as complex as it is now, is the development of
written language, subsequent collective intelligence, and all
the complex cultures and social norms beneficial or not for the average human being.
And for me, I never realized how ‘human’ my cat is until I lost my emotions and cannot feel any oxytocin social bonding with other humans, including my wife; from a severe pain disorder.
At that point my cat definitely has a PAW up on me; as my cat veers away from my touch with his ears pinned back as a cat can sense a human without the output of affective emotion, as a dangerous source of potential harm.
These days there are many animals who retain emotions,
and many animals named human that lose them
by way of chronic social stress in all the
colors that comes in,
and shades of grey, as well.
AND BLACK AND WHITE, TOO..:)
Anyway, all I know is; I like science;
but full human life arising
to fuller human potential in
imagination and creativity through
greater physical intelligence, as well, to regulate
emotions, integrate senses, and increase focus
and short term working memory IS,
a 4 or 5 letter word named
as Magic or MagicK..:)
Fuller reality is much stranger than fiction,
as it does not have to make sense;
to paraphrase
Mark Twain.
I live for the mysteries and fun of life,
and let other people worry about the ‘dirty’ details..;)
But anyway, it is nice to finally hear some relatively
new philosophy here, instead of the
same old school textbook stuff.
Those days are over for me;
to imagine and
create is far beyond the intelligence
of mechanical cognition; blessing IT IS..:)
FOR NOW..:)
Quote:
“Consciousness, at least for me, requires a mental state
rather than a simple reflex. Amoebas do not have that.”
Well, there is one difference.
Amoeba’s have Amoeba DNA.
And a second old Fetus
has the DNA to
CREATE A UNIQUE
potential Eventual ‘Einstein’,
‘Beethoven’, ‘Bruce Lee’, and the
run of the mill ‘Fred’; & others.
Narrow minds see small things.
Broader minds see BigGER things.
That sums it up, rather nicely I think.
And no offense toward narrow minds;
Not reAlly different than the analogy of the Amoeba and the Fetus.
Nature AKA GOD produces Diversity. Only humans judge some
of that diversity less worthy of life on a philosophical level.
The rest of Nature lives on with
the survival of the fittest for reproduction
and general subsistence requirements for survival TO GO ON.
But of course when subsistence is the issue the weak go first;
Whether that is an infant that looks defective or a Lion cub.
And of course the Lion Cub is much more viable than an infant, as far
as Interdependent survival goes when human goes toe to CLAW with LION.
And as far as the game of survival goes; amoebas, roaches, and dragonflies
are likely to be here billions of years after much weaker humans, in the biggest
game of life AS survival goes, as they have already stood the test of evolutionary
challenge AS greaTEST test of all; yes, again, the ability to survive against all odds.
Every time a human aborts a child the rest of Nature goes YAY! Well nah; please do
NOT take that literal; But if the rest of Nature could talk in terms of the level of callous
suffering that has been inflicted on the rest of Nature, by the most heinous virus of all
that is human cultures; tHere WILL be a roar that WiLL ‘DEAFEN’, AS the strongest lungs,
FROM THE biggest ‘LION’ OF ALL; God as Metaphor of Course, for Nature.
Nature wins in the end; Evolutionary history shows that again and again;
And even Godzilla and Blue Oyster Cult. Life is NATURE; END OF STORY.
AND HUMANS OVERALL, ARE ‘STUPID’; END OF THAT
STORY TOO; Any animal that lives OUT OF BALANCE
WITH NATURE is ‘stupid’; big words or NOT; WITH
ability to separate ‘itself’ from the rest of nature
THAT overall is the beginning of existential
ANGST, and a life of general anxiety,
in the first place; Along with the
destruction of the rest of nature
with callous intention as
separated from
IT AKA GOD.
SOONER or later;
NATURE WILL HAVE
‘HER’ WAY with
humans too.
And Nature has a way
of distributing ‘Karma’
‘evenly’, so things are not
looking too good for the ‘SAD’
eventual end of human beings;
Unless, ‘THEY’ straighten up and
GET IN BALANCE WITH SOME
REAL Unconditional Love for
GOD AKA THE REST OF NATURE.
Seriously, IF MOST ALL human beings understand
that GOD is Nature and Love Nature UnconditionALLY;
THAT CAN be a REAL LIFE SAVER, IN MORE WAYS THAN
one. And THAT makes all the REAL RELIGIOUS SENSE IN
the WORLD;
LITERALLY NOW.
Yes, God is much more like Godzilla than so-called Jesus; and Godzilla
and or Nature will F U S U P, IF ‘anyone’ GETS IN THE WAY OF NATURE that
IS GODZILLA; ONE and
same, AS metaphor
of course.
I LOVE ‘Godzilla’;
UNCONDITIONALLY;
‘Godzilla’ makes me
wanna
ROAR,
KINDA
LIKE THIS..;)
WITH ALL DUE HUMOR INTENDED;
AND OH GOD, I hope that is
‘ALLOWED’ WITH
‘broader
mind’….:)
INTENDED..;)
(;without some much
narrower mind;
suggesting I am
insane, or whatever
is ‘their’ flavor of the moment,
of little personal attacks:)
OR NOT.
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Featnote:
Honestly; no doubt for people who have encountered
as metaphor, right brain thinking in big picture way,
as opposed to left brain limited thinking in detail way.
Creativity and imagination is not just an abstract concept;
the essence of the ‘organic muscle’ that is human emotions,
imagination, and creativity can be grown or dried up like a desert.
With GREATER HUMAN
freedom of expression comes greater human imagination
and creativity; and emotional expression in all arts of life,
AS HUMAN SPIRIT.
Free avenues to express freedom of expression,
in all imaginative ways of creativity, in all mediums
of imagination and creativity is BOOMING AS WE SPEAK.
The playing field is leveled now; where it doesn’t necessarily make a difference who one knows in life or who one’s parents are to achieve success in the field of ART.
And Haha! it doesn’t usually PAY MUCH;
But the price of a human soul, heart, and spirit in terms of freedom of expression of human spirit is PRICELESS for those folks who have increased their all natural human potential in imagination and creativity to become artists in flow; rather than systemizing bones of life.
So yeah; ‘I am the Walrus’ too;
and with human imagination
and creativity
utilized anyone can find greatER faith,
hope, and belief, in even an imaginary Walrus.
But yah; it takes the
REAL LIFE MUSCLE OF HUMAN IMAGINATION
AND CREATIVITY AND EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN; beyond school, text books, and other human collective intelligence sponsored instruction.
I can do anything I set my imagination and creativity to.
If I rely on the systemizing rational mind to LIVE; I WILL STILL BE DEAD IN LIFE;
IF alive at all, per all natural recovery from the synergy of 19 life threatening disorders.
THE Beatles understood this, and CAPITALIZED on it in terms of BOTH MONEY;
AND HUMAN SOULS, Hearts, and spirits COME BACK TO LIFE AGAIN.
WHERE THE CHILD’S EYES of wonder
shine again
as
‘Walrus’ or
‘Yellow Submarine’;
OR ‘Mr. Kite’ generated by
a circus flyer,
in free flow
imagination
and CREATIVITY.
The way it works is ‘YOU’ ARE ‘SUPPOSED’
TO FIGURE out what ART means to ‘you’;
not how it is intended to be viewed, if
intention is part of the brew OF ART,
by the original creating
ARTIST, at ALL.
And yes, THIS IS ALREADY A REALIZED
THERAPY TO HELP SEVERELY AUTISTIC
FOLKS COME
BACK TO a fuller human
potential, as well.
Both ART and
Movement therapy
is what is often
missing in the
Autistic ‘perfect’
storms of challenge.
The road to cure can be as simple
as replacing A U with an R;
moving from Autistic
to Artistic; for those
folks willing to
JUMP OUT OF
THE
BOX
OF CULTURAL
ENFORCED
INSTRUCTION
IN Mechanical
Cognition
limited
ways
of thinking;
AND LIVING LIFE;
LESS THAN what
can be much FULLER ALIVE
IN HUMAN POTENTIAL NOW.
The truly sad fact is:
SOME FOLKS JUST CANNOT IMAGINE
ANYTHING other than
literal STUFF.
AND THIS IS a major problem in
all so-called, 1st world countries
today; as truly a FIRST WORLD
PROBLEM
IN
MECHANICAL
LEANING ONLY
(questionable)
HUMAN
COGNITION.
I Love the Beatles.
Truly they show that with the imagination and
CREATIVITY of deeper thinking, one
CAN CHANGE THE WORLD,
no matter how much
the black and
white thinkers
in conservative
colors of humans
turn their
noses up
at
it..:)
But there is nature and genetics behind this;
as science now shows that approximately
80% of all animals are innately more
liberal movers in all ways of life
and there are the ever present
20% who are conservative
sitters; of which often
are comprised
of Autistic
folks too;
per natural
propensity of
getting all
stuck inside
a sitting
BOX.
I am a natural extreme extrovert;
and truly online stuff like this
is almost entirely an introvert
game; as heavily participated
Personality polls to the tune
of 95% or so, indicate
on this particular
website.
But it’s just ’cause it is online
text stuff; there are plenty of
extroverted so-called autistic
folks; who have the opposite
issue of being too connected
to other humans, instead of
being hardly connected
at all in terms of
affective
and
cognitive
empathy.
‘Empaths’ rarely ever personally
attack other folks; and cold
hearted folks are easy to
spot, even in
TEXT words
of DIRECT
personal
attacks.
Yes, as metaphor, getting in balance with the polarities of life;
Using Light and Dark as a mix of propelling emotional and
sensory energy;
It’s an innate, instinctual, and intuitive process for me;
and whatever the organic components are,
the relative free will that I create
as human being in the i
of I for the spirit
in exclamation
point! flow
does
seem
rather
atomic
in nature of
magnetic and electric
properties; but to feel
the power of IT and the effects
of this AFFECT IS REAL; ALTHOUGH
not everyone feels this FORCE OF HUMAN
AS STRONG; AND SOME SO SADLY, LITTLE AT ALL;
I FOR one can say, from my own personal experience
of wearing so many human shoes in just one life as
many people do
today
with or
without
this real
HUMAN FORCE
AKA CHI FORCE
Ah.. yes.. the Universe of Human conscious mind.. ah.. but more is real than human conscious mind.. conscious mind is words.. but human is so much more than words.. human is feelings.. senses.. innate.. instinctive intuition.. often we spend our time concerning ourselves over how
others view us.. without ever mastering our minds and bodies in balance to be come completely
self aware in mind and body balance awareness…
Yes.. it is deeper than things outside the consciousness mind,
both in materialism and depth of mindful
awareness as well..
Ah.. but these are only string of conscious verbal words.. so much more is inside waiting to be explored.. in all of mind and body balance that words alone with never tell the tale of the fuller
human potential that can be the fuller experience of life..
And yes.. what can words tell.. a tale of life more fully experienced.. they truly are so limiting that
nonverbal language often tells greater human truths than words alone can ever do…
So it’s just rambling more or less.. but as with all humans the truth and mastery of the potential
light or dark that is human being.. can be at the mind and body balance hands of the one
who possesses and masters this great gift from GOD..:)
So sad.. but so true THAT truth is real.. for so many children today.. both rich and poor.. without nurturing from parents in loving touch and all ways of affection.. the trust and feelings for
others and the rest of nature.. often end in the torment of small animals to gain pleasure
over pain.. the cutting of skin to feel anything of a numb heart.. soul.. and inability
to express emotional spirit.. and other ways of physical and emotional self-injury…
So valuable and saintly parents are.. who gift a child with
Unconditional FEELING Love.. and do not leave a child
on sidewalks without love and feeling touch
of the mother’s love that can be anyone
with nurturing spirit to raise a child
instead of burying a heart in the
carcass
of
living death….
OF course it is okay if that is what BEING YOURSELF MEANS TO YOU,
as far as conforming to cultural norms the best way one can, at hand.
But no, ‘BE YOURSELF’ is often to defy cultural expectations. Cultural expectations are usually based on the need to control human nature for orderly processes to make huge populations work without undue distraction or potential chaos.
The sad thing about this is; it often leads to unhealthy behavior. The examples of this are far reaching; but perhaps the most widely understood example is the one of sitting behind a desk in front of a computer all day, dealing with the stresses of work place life; or even at home dealing with the flight or fight stress of playing a VIOLENT video game, sitting still hours at a time.
The human body is EVOLVED to move to burn off stress chemicals that when chronically experienced without moving will eventually destroy the living systems of the human body. THE BODY IS ALSO EVOLVED TO MOVE, OR HUMAN WEAKNESS AKA ATROPHY WILL OCCUR, making a human into a ‘domesticated worm’; instead of walking tall ‘WILD’ social animal with head held high moving from core muscles in abdomen, instead of lower back leaning ways.
And yes, this is a proven fact in science.
So, people are told to do ‘this’; it becomes culturally accepted,
and meanwhile human beings as naturally evolved
SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES, in terms
of potential eventual horrible health.
Additionally, like sitting still that in reality is the worst physical movement, as even sitting still requires the same muscles and body position used statically in fine muscle movement; ALL FORMS of repetitive human movement will eventually lead to ergonomic injury and potentially semi to permanent functional disability.
Even walking on treadmills and ellipticals and such as that promotes the same movement over and over, regardless of benefit of lower impact than running.
Well, running is for fight or FLIGHT. Being invisible is for EVOLVED foragers moving in a golden spiral flow instead of in straight sidewalk lines, to escape the notice of prey and predator.
So this is how I move now, all the time, everywhere I go, to the amazement and sometimes dismay of the cultural crowd that observes this natural and NOT culturally prescribed way of sticking to the sidewalk and aisles of life IN repetitive motion moves of a human way out of naturally evolved WACK.
Sometimes being yourself just means
being what one is naturally evolved to be; human, instead of robot.
If it talks and walks like a robot, chances are it is not fully human.
I ain’t the crazy one by far. And for ME,
being MYSELF, is simply being human,
in how humans are truly evolved to be.
But do not try to convince ‘robots’ of that;
as social acceptance often means
stuff like
female genital mutilation
and walking in insane
straight
lines
on sidewalks.
Culture is complicated AND INSANE,
and folks will do almost anything
PRESCRIBED AS the social norm REQUIRES IT for social acceptance.
The ‘cheese thingy’; is just taking stuff literally. And that’s not limited to a so-called disorder named as autism; it is just the metaphor of detail or left brain narrow thinking.
There are exercises in life, like reading and commenting on poetry, as a way of increasing human potential to get much better at metaphors in life; not unlike learning to move like a REAL NATURALLY EVOLVED human all innately, instinctually and intuitively, instead of a robot on a sidewalk that is the way our culture de-inspires folks to move.
It starts when children are young. One can see children twirling around and getting used to the mind and body in balance. And then the mother or father in Super-Walmart says keep it straight; NO PLAYING IN HERE.
PLAY IS LIFE; NOT ROBOT WALK, OR LIVING
LIKE A ROBOT in mechanical cognition, as culture says
from the time we are young; you must do this to survive,
STARTING IN PRE K, or before by other
ways OF ROBOT LIFE.
Anyway, this is my favorite song about that:
Some folks ‘see’ a much greater balanced human reality.
And other folks truly never even live one now, simply,
as another balanced animal in homeostasis AKA
bliss or the nirvana of the heaven of now;
the stuff that real FLESH AND BLOOD
JESUS DUDE IS TALKING ABOUT
WAY BACK THEN; and folks
LIKE BRUCE LEE
talk about
in modern
days.
And that is perhaps the saddest thing in the
Universe, named as human or NOT to never truly enjoy
the
gift
of
LIFE.
And are straight line sentences the best way to communicate.
Culture says yes; but my mind and body wants to grow and not stay
the same robot as yesterday. All one has to do is listen to their
soul, heart, and express their spirit in creative ways instead
of what the robot of culture demands in a system of life
that truly is, overall, INSANE.
When folks in real flesh and blood life ask me how in the hell can I leg
press 930LBS on a parallel leg press machine, with my arms raised in the
air, 14 times slowly and surely, in a technique that no other human being
is evidenced to do on any YouTube source, I tell them it is rather simple.
I simply use all the muscles in my legs when I move; not 20 percent or
so; so do the math; that is why I am somewhere around 3 to 4 to 5 times
stronger in leg strength than the average human being walking
the sidewalks of life.
And why my martial arts kicks look more like Bruce Lee
than Chuck Norris; as Bruce Lee knows that strength
training will make a person faster; and not
limit them in movement like the
old ‘wives tales’, does just
suggest, then.
There is science to all
of what I am stating here.
But culture does not go by the rules of the bio-mechanics
of naturally classically evolved human being.
Culture can be as insane as it wants to be.
And humans will blindly follow
on
the sidewalks of life.
The sidewalks of life, as metaphor, are responsible
for great human misery, suffering, and overall weakness
as an animal that is truly devolving, in epigenetic terms,
in one lifetime of doing amazingly
insane cultural prescribed stuff.
I have the advantage of not being worried about what folks
tell me, as I have undomesticated myself and am seriously
as fearless as a Lion in human terms, at around 230LBS of
Martial ARTS ‘ass’ kicking half a ton power.
So nah, this is almost impossible for folks to do
who are not strong enough in being their
naturally evolved self, when the robot
population says no no no no THAT’S
not what ‘THEY’ TOLD ME TO
DO..
AND with that in closing here is another
song about a ‘WALL that illustrates
that issue very well:
Cultural Environmental factors are a major factor for increasing rates
of Autism; it mirrors the rise of the machine of computers as humans
become machines, almost perfectly in timing, starting in the 90’s.
But do not try to tell a world that depend on humans
becoming machines to change this now;
As the machine is already set in
motion. And for many people,
‘1984’, is already now; in
many more ways
than THAT
book and other works
of fiction like the ‘Matrix’
and ‘Terminator’ series
metaphorically suggests.
‘I’m BACK’.
And for all practical
intents and purposes
‘I AM NEO’,
BOTH AS only
metaphor,
please..:)
OTHER FOLKS
have the potential
of ‘coming
BACK’,
in being
‘resurrected’
in life
AS WELL…
To ‘JUST Do IT’,
is the hard part.
Once one does; it’s almost
impossible to go back to that
other place, of human misery.
All the opposites in Nature do contrast with the feelings of dark and light that can be
enjoyed in balance.. as without rain there cannot be flowers of hope..:)
Ah.. yes.. to escape the conceptions of others is to look within..
but never is strength but to love
one self and all others
too.. in all the colors
of black
and
grey..:)
Yes..
and angel
of destiny
can be friend or foe..
but to love foe as friend
is destiny uncovered..
as least for now..
and more
to come..:)
i suppose GOD wants to enjoy ..a little a LOT of ALL.. and NONE of dark and light..
SO what better way.. than.. to evolve as humans TOO.. and bring in the dirt of night..
AND mold life in clay of passIonS in pieces of minds.. bodies in balance.. or NOT..
AND the RAGE OF NOW IN graceful harmony in roll coast tide…:)
One of the most courageous ways of life is
to survive in fear.. and lord knows these days
anxiety is a common way.. ah one day the
fear is gone.. and the blessings of peace
are remembered in fear before..:)
Ah.. lovely signs of all that is meaningful in purpose.. make life
a passion of living.. and the more observing.. absorbing and
enjoying.. with open minds employing now.. makes way for
more signs of synchronicity.. to come together to make
a wonderland of magic.. in purpose and meaning
Loving LIFE..:)
Oh.. Lord.. the school of thesis and opposing antithesis brings back
memories of sidewalks of English.. oh GOD.. back then.. i cannot
come up with a paragraph WITH a mind of multiple choice answers
to fill holes with.. and OH god..
now i cannot stop the paragraphs from
coming.. coming.. more.. again..:)
Ah.. yes.. darkness is pervasive.. and part of light..
and i suppose the best way to light is
from within.. and never relying
on others to light dark
for us..
and then.. just
a joy in now.. as
others
light US
UP..:)
Oh.. goodness.. with ADHD that breathe in and out stuff will
not work for me.. to be still is to be crazy.. to move..
is divine for me.. and when I feel no weight
of 230LBS.. the success is plain to
feel.. in floating on terrestrial
land as heavy
light weight..:)
Ah.. yes.. to follow the Sun in its
breakfast light to the height of the lunch of noonday
break.. to the evening sunset of dinner
in twilight..
is to enjoy the break
fast of tomorrow in light..:)
Ah.. yes.. i guess.. that is why the Mocking bird
repeats what is said.. by birds.. the mask
of colors.. come by beaks of others..:)
Ah.. the patterns of the past no longer hold.. as true..
as now the girl in the front is the rear in
the bootie dancing.. accosting
fronts of boys.. in
new age of
dance…
Times are a
changing and
roles are becoming
more blurry.. every new
dance that comes.. in now..:)
Rape is story that knows no heart..
often a vicious cycle of child not
loved as well.. to grow a heart..
strong in emotion and
connection to others
will not ease the souls
and hearts taken away..
but at least there is hope for
the next generation to be ruled
by heart instead of hate alone…
Ah.. the archetype of man as knight..
My mother spotting the rugged beard
of my father and mystical green eyes
as ATF agent.. in a courthouse.. and
says whoever is married to that man
must be the luckiest woman in the
world.. ah.. but little did she know
then that the FULL PACKAGE
does NOT
talk
at
ALL…
Anyway.. that’s
how i get here..;)
Yes; LOOKS count
A LOT..:)
IS
THE
BOTTOM LINE.
And yes, my wife falls into
THE SAME
TRAP..:)
AND SHE HASN’T
ESCAPED
YET!
BIG SMILES, AND GRINS TOO..;)
And thanks dad;
you didn’t give me love;
but you
gave me
something….
MY WIFE!
And by the way, thanks for
inspiring that FRIEND;
i sorta needed that
today..:)
AND now i am no longer
short on words
like,
DEAR DAD, PASSING AWAY,
LAST YEAR, ABOUT
THIS TIME,
NOW!..:)
And if ALL THIS.. IS too much for your
comments section.. please feel free to
delete; as yOur inspiration is
what truly
counts
for me;
friend unknown;
but friend
still…. in the big scheme
of
life….
The treasure of emotions.. to soar into joy and lavish despair..
to know truly in hEAart that pain is joy and joy is pain.. the balance..
the opposites.. the play of life.. to take IT ALL IN and to express IT this way..
is human freedom at iBEST! of worst! @BEST!..
WITH SMILEs and winkS
@the end of ALL..:);)!
simply@!
Ah.. opposites of attraction.. no the voice.. yes the silence..
no the song.. of bees and birds.. who do the circle.. diversity of life..
ah the differences.. are the blessings.. love and hate..
all between.. all diversity.. kNOw
that’s life..:)
Yes.. the love of flower pressed in photos.. is not alive but in heArt
of living love.. yes.. memories are nice..
but love is kind..
connecting
and
never flower
of photos pressed
in print
a
lone..:)
Ah yes.. the free verse form flows with lyrical beauty
of innate human voice.. no different really than
Nature’s golden spiral of Waves rushing
in and receding out in Shoreful
tunes of loving life..
Why why WHY.. DO THEY
take that ALL away
and make sidewalks,
instead
of
Loving
LIFE.
YES! FREE VERSE AM I! too!
and Much more than words
in paragraphs
a
lone or
sidewalks
two..
THeRE is me
ONE as FREeD..:)
Yes.. i too am only blessed with short life of an offspring child..
but this child only lives 51 days.. and known immediately from birth
is his short life’s fate.. and to know truly that the way we live..
in valuing life over suffering.. is sad as well.. as death is
his only respite from 51 days of painful suffering in a
culture that fosters selfish means of surviving
over suffering and the blessing of death..
Ah.. the lessons of life arrive in small and suffering packages..
ah.. the lessons of culture never learn the truth of Nature set free..
where suffering is often as much.. fostered by a way of life
that never truly lives a life… as full..
But the end lesson for me is.. i am fortunate.. life is gift..
and to live it anything other than gift is a curse set down up all
of Nature’s mutations that some suffer through and others thrive..
So yes.. the misery of a child becomes the blessings
of my life to give to others to
honor the suffering of that child..
and we.. no matter how small and suffering
are in this game together from birth of suffering or death
as life…. YES.. his life is worth IT and IT still lives on
in my eyes.. as well..
TOTALLY WELL..
AND ALIVE
IN
LIFE..:)
AS a person who one times loses both intellect and emotions..
i have to say that the panic of losing intellect
is nothing compared to
the numbness
of losing
emotions..
as without emotions
there are not even any reference
points
for feeling…
They say with this assassin
of the brain that the emotions
and feelings are the last to go..
and if there is any respite
or silver lining
that is truly
it as far as i
for one who
has ‘LIVEDEVIL’
in total darkness
before.. And the loss
of emotions is horrifying
compared to not navigating
the world in words
of
logical thought..
as there is not even
any horrifying
EMOTIONS
in that
place
of
BLACK
WHERE TRULY EVERY
SECOND IS AN
ETERNITY
OF
LITERAL
HUMAN HELL…
Where there is fear.. smiles..
and grimaces.. theRe
is still life IN LIFE..
with or without
the logical thoughts
of
humans alive OR dead
in life with nothing..
as nothing..
as
BLACK..:)
Ah.. yes.. to be hated
and loved well in life..
IS TO LIVE..
WELL.. AS
WELL
DOES
BE..:)
!NOW!
@
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Your frustration at the requirements of the ‘system’ at hand, which is culture, in general, of course, reminds me of the emotionality of the video linked above by Sia. Of course, there are other issues in Sia’s childhood that do not apply to you in the non-verbal portrayal of what Sia directs in the video part of the song.
As discussed earlier, when I leave work, I dream constantly of going back, even part time, as a good thing to get back into the quarter of a century social role, and only social role i recognize, as human being; or at least what I THINK is human, then.
We need social roles, and we need freedom. My blessing now is that I get to create my OWN social role WITH FREEDOM.
I DID NOT recognize how much a slave I am to the system of culture, in general, until totally separated from it through illness with loss of effective sight and hearing to even watch TV, which is perhaps the greaTEST blessing to become more output than input person, through the disability accommodation of a keyboard and screen turned down in brightness.
My cousin who is a 33 year musician at age 52, has always done the musician thing; with financial support from his father, my fathers twin, who is totally opposite from my father putting family first always.
My cousin’s blessing is never really having to be part of a BIG system; whereas, I am part of the biggest and most regulated system that is federal government in the U.S, as workplace and social role, then.
And truly overall, the last time I am free like a child like this is when I am LITERALLY A CHILD, at age 5, before going to Catholic School Kindergarten with a new myth of a devil hanging over so-called right and wrong, and then off to school to make me a robot instead of artistic mind, with little awareness of my body that truly is the same as head as analogy of mind when all is balanced in mind and body, as one force of human.
Our cultures are developed to support huge populations of humans that are not evolved to live in huge populations. Insanity dictates insanity. And truly modern ways of life ARE INSANE. HARD to understand, until one escapes THE MATRIX, fully. But truly the sentiment of that trilogy of movies is CORRECT, one hundred percent, in truth of MATRIX metaphor.
And now I escape as, a relatively speaking, NEO.
And truly all the metaphors of human awakening
and enlightenment are an escape from
the insanity of post-forager life.
ANYWAY, IT IS MORE
than worth 5 years
of hell in illness,
to live
any period of
time as NEO.
I hope NEO
for you, as well,
my friend, and your husband;
SO hard, so very hard, to escape, though.
Truly that Jesus story about the camel
and the eye of the needle is reality for almost; NO, not almost everyone; but
everyone whose face I recognize in Super-walmart in that same place I exist, before I escape, and
no longer walk on treadmills designed by others, to take me where THEY WANT ME TO GO.
ANYWAY, I can certainly relate to a life that is all sacrifices and seemingly NO LIFE AT ALL.
AND AGAIN, I HOPE FOR MUCH MORE than THAT for you.
No worries on your inability to write at this time,
and however that may come in the future.
AS there is no energy for me but to work, THEN, to watch TV, to escape, do the subsistence gathering routine on the
weekend, and start the cultural SYSTEM treadmill again, again, again, again, again, ad-nauseam until
REAL REALITY TAKES ME BACK..:)
THERE IS no doubt in my subconscious mind that my subconscious mind orchestrates ALL the illnesses in
physical reality to DO JUST THAT OR GOD THAT IS ONE and the same thing as Nature and the human
nature that does FEEL LIKE A BLESSING NOW, RATHER THAN the TICKING TIME BOMB OF BEFORE..:)
Anyway, I BLOW UP like Humpty Dumpty; and finally PUT ALL THE SHELLS BACK
TOGETHER AGAIN. And I just roll like an egg of nature, for now;
or ‘the feather’ of Forest Gump, in human
freedom..:)
i suppose, to sum it up in a few words,
as i do love wordy too, IS
NOW is forever
when one arrives
wHere death does
not exist and
LIFE FEELS
NOW.
ANYWAY, i can
definitely relate
to this man’s poetry..:)
When life becomes a dance
and song of poetry in all ways
of living ART; life IS REAL
and DOES EXIST for NOW.
And IT doesn’t matter if
the ART is HANDS ON
MOTORCYCLE REPAIR
OR PAINTING A PICASSO.
ART IS ART AND
TRUE LIFE
IS
ART.
And by the way, Grebels;
thanks for sharing;
you are becoming
as much of
a fresh breath
of air here, as Inventor,
oANAo, and a handful, or so,
of others, who live Art ALLONE
instead of Aut, Alone..:)
SMILES..;)
Fred
NO,
in terms
of classical
evolution science
clearly shows that humans
have not innately changed
much at all in tens of thousands of years;
IN fact, in terms of epigenetics in one lifetime;
a sedentary life sets the bone density of humans
much lower than so-called primitive ancestors;
AND current ‘primitives’ who do move all day long, today, ARE assessed with the same higher bone densities as our so-called uncivilized forager ancestors, foraging for survival, and adapting to ‘REAL’ MOVING environmental challenge, all day long, every day; with little exclusion for Sunday Dinners, in special days for sedentary being AT SO-CALLED REST.
Well, in terms of Human Epigenetics, and unpacking of DNA, in one lifetime, for human adaptation to meet innate and or environmental challenges; the challenge of almost any human innate and or environmental functional disability can lead to positive or negative epigenetics, in terms of change, per the adaptation to increased challenge to compensate in another area of functionality, per those innate and or environmental challenges.
One sees this in many great accomplishments among human beings from Lincoln and his Depression to John F. Kennedy and his Adrenal Insufficiency, which is a mighty tall mountain of innate and or environmental challenge to overcome, as well.
And sure, then there is Nerd Bill Gates and Nerd Steve Jobs with much better looks and a more geeky artistic outlook on science life, who both accomplish great things in life; while, generally speaking, are not accepted by others, in real life, in youth, in the most important intelligence of homo-sapien survival, per social cognition, in all ways of connecting to other humans in empathy life, for social cooperation, in gaining subsistence;
INCLUDING shelter, territory that can
sustain human life with sources of water, and such as that;
and of course, suitable reproductive mates, AVAILABLE AS SUCH.
So yeah, they (JOBS AND GATES, AND MAY OTHERS) move to interests in things instead of people. And now people are becoming more like them, stuck in mechanical cognition, which ironically, is the ultimate revenge of the nerds, as a mechanical cognition oriented life..
FROM THE ‘IT’ BYPRODUCTS THEY HELP CREATE, IS an extremely unbalanced and unhealthy, overall, way of life, in terms of INNATELY CLASSICALLY EVOLVED HOMO-SAPIENS; particularly in terms of sedentary nonphysical moving existence, WITH LOWER Bone Densities, as the microcosm of all the eventual potential health problems that go with humans stagnating still, in little to no movement in REAL LIFE NOW.
So YES, then there is everyone else; AS NO ONE gets a free ride in life, without the necessity of adaptation to environmental challenges, whether that is bullies in middle-school, or really cold weather all of the sudden in July, unexpected as such, which hasn’t happened here, for a very long time, at least.
Let’s FACE FACTS, IN GENERAL,
All human beings are special snowflakes.
Folks with Asperger’s, are just another variety of
human flake, in the pile of snow that is humanity
for
now;
cold, lukewarm,
or steaming hot
like
me;
heHe!..;)
Yes, I agree. And from my perspective, changing from Artistic to Autistic, in flow, instead of the cold logic of systemizing science, is much more than just an r or u..:)
Certainly, IT IS A HUGE, ALMOST UNIVERSAL difference, in effect and AFFECT, between crawling around in a cocoon, as opposed to floating on land in flow, as a terrestrial butterfly..:)
REAL philosophy is ART.
The mathematics of
philosophy that is logic,
is still mathematics at core,
and extremely limited to assess or even access,
the full human condition, and the rest of Nature as GOD..:)
Thanks for dropping by DELL CLOVER
And by the way I love that name or pen name.. as it takes me straight to Ireland..:)
The worst of all fates I can imagine is to be famous. AS freedom goes with famous.
The best of all fates, truly for me, is to be interesting as interesting can be either inspiring thought or feelings in other human beings, as we all are in this game of evolved life to inspire each other in play, in the first place, before that ‘apple’ thingy is invented as abstract written language, collective recorded intelligence, and extremely complex human cultures to keep the big machine of human populations going and growing; however that may eventually turn out in light or dark or all colors of fifty shades of grey..
Many people read me and never comment,
as I know I am way too much
for most folks to take in online numbering well over a million views now.
But perhaps the best compliment I receive far away from materialistic success in fame; that I abhor as death in life; is the term legend.
A term I am named by the Youth in my metro locality, for my all non-verbal dance of life.
I take that with me all places I go; and truly it does not require even cultural clothes, as my nude straight male renaissance art portrays AND FULLY DISPLAYS, as well.
These youth know nothing online about me; or in real life for that matter.
After 3570 miles of ballet and martial arts style dance in almost every metro area large store with my shopaholic wife, FOR over 20 months now; I bring smiles to people when I walk in, in almost all public place these days. And the autographs are the selfies and photos requested with me, as last night I am named legend again, by youth who are drawn to the freedom that they clearly see in my non-verbal dance of life.
I am a messenger of freedom in the New age of the old age of dance.
And that dance is more powerful shared on Facebook by the new age artists of smart phone digital equipment of photos and videos taken by hundreds of folks in my metro area and shared all over the world with NO PR EFFORT FROM ME.
THE MESSAGE FROM ME IS FREE VERSE HUMAN FROM HEAD TO TOE.
THE FREEDOM OF OUR ANCESTORS COME BACK ALIVE;
RESURRECTED IN
THE HUMAN
LIFE
THAT
CAN
STILL
BE
FREE WHEN ONE LETS GO OF
THE CULTURAL CLOTHES
AND JUST FLOWS
WITH THE UNIVERSAL
NATURE THAT IS GOD
IN SPIRALS OF ALL
GOLDEN 1.618 PHI
TOES, FINGERS
HANDS, FEET,
ARMS, TWEEN
LEGS, TORSO
HIPS, HEAD
EARS, EYES,
AND SKIN
OF THE
WAY
THAT
PLAN
ETs
MOVE
AROUND
THE
SUN
OF
LIFE.
Perhaps, the GREAtest
stuff of modern science is it allows
humans the ability for proper perspective
in humility of our smallness and insignificance
in the whole of all that IS GOD AS BLANKET OF ALL.
For thousands of years, folks consider rocks inanimate objects,
until science provides human aided eyes that are SMALL ENOUGH
to see that rocks consist of the same nucleuses and electrons spinning
around in spiraling movement that humans consist of. ADDITIONALLY, NOW;
science even shows that all movement makes a sound in VIBRATION; no matter
WHAT the THING IS THAT
HAS electrons SPIRALING
around nucleuses.
WE ARE ALLONE AND CONNECTED LIKE A BLANKET
is evidenced by science, my friend.
And WE includes rocks, as in the same type of electrons
that move in golden spirals around the nucleuses IN ROCKS,
AS human beings, zygotes, sperm, and eggs just waiting for sperm too.
To suggest that GOD AS WHOLE cannot create life OUT of star dust is NOT to understand GOD; not even with eyes of science; which is kinda sad; AS to understand that WE ALL consist of the same stuff is to NOT have bigotry against a person of other color; INCLUDING women; homosexuals; folks with disabilities; folks in other religions and countries, OR a grain of sand, as any LESS, than the WHOLE that is human being and GOD as ONE FORCE OF LIFE FOR NOW THAT IS ALL THAT IS.
Consider this; without THAT grain of sand, as the dirty details of life, tHere will never be any humans, as thEre will never ever be any of GOD’s earth as whole weight required for the gravity that even allows US to stand upon those grains of life that nurture us in a different way than the breath of life; but never the less, unconditionally love us with the gravity of GOD whether we ask for that LOVE or not.
There are many types of LOVE;
but the bottom line is LOVE IS ANYTHING THAT NURTURES LIFE.
THERE ARE WORDS OF AFFIRMATION; TOUCH; GIFTS; ACTS OF SERVICE; QUALITY TIME, AS
INDICATED BY THE SCIENCE OF LOVE. BEYOND SCIENCE, THERe IS THE UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE OF HUMAN THAT WITH SCIENCE IS ALTRUISM AS WELL, WHICH IS THE
SIXTH TYPE OF HUMAN LOVE.
SO YEAH, GOD AS WHOLE IS LOVE; THE GREATEST 7TH TYPE OF LOVE
THAT DOES NOT EVEN REQUIRE WHAT WE NAME AS HUMAN
SENSES AND FEELINGS.
SO YES; MY FRIEND; BOTH LOVE AND
HUMAN LIFE AS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
IS WRITTEN IN THE STONE.
IF YOUR EYES ARE NOT
SMALL ENOUGH,
AIDED BY SCIENCE TO SEE THIS;
YOU MAY STAY BLIND IF YOU LIKE;
BUT I FOR ONE AM NOT AFRAID
OF THE
TRUTH THAT I COME
FROM DUST,
AND
DUST
SO
SHALL
I
RETURN.
And the greaTEST
PART OF
THAT OF
ALL IS
THAT
DUST
SHALL
RETURN
AGAIN;
OTHERWISE,
theRe is NO
way dust gets
HERE
in the
FIRST
PLACE,
MY FRIEND.
FIRST ThERE IS DARKNESS;
THEN THeRE IS LIGHT;
THEN THErE IS
MOVEMENT OR DANCE;
THEN THERE IS SOUND OR SONG;
AFTER THAT THERE IS MATTER;
AND EVENTUALLY A GRAIN OF
SAND. AFTER THAT; LONG AFTER;
THERE IS HUMAN LIFE THAT STANDS
UPON THE LIFE OF A GRAIN OF SAND; ALL
CREATED FROM STAR DUST WITH ELECTRONS
TOO; ALL SPIRALING AROUND NUCLEUSES, NOW
GENERATING SOUND THAT INSPIRES MOVEMENT
IN INFINITY OF NOW; THEN SONG OF HUMAN IN WORDS
OF LYRICS AND TUNES OF VOCAL CHORD; AND THEN SCIENCE
REPLICATED INSTRUMENTS GENERATE SOUND OF SONG, AND INSPIRE HUMANS
TO GO ON IN MOVEMENT OF DANCE IN
INFINITE GOLDEN SPIRALING LOOPS
OF NOW TOO, AS
ABOVE
SO
BE
LOW.
SO YEAH;
to write is
to approximate
feelings to inspire
others IN SIGN
LANGUAGE,
from science
to prose to poetry.
To dance and sing
IS DIVINE; THE ULTIMATE
EXPRESSION OF DIVINE GOD
GIVEN LOVE, AS ABOVE SO BELOW.
GOD, it’s NO wonder that the METAPHOR
of APOLLO GETS SO MUCH FREE PRESS, TOO.
Well, as an instrument of ALLAH AKA GOD;
AS CO-CREATOR AS WELL; I WILL CALL THIS ONE
‘GOD IS WRITTEN IN ROCK AND ROLL’.
AND TO BE CLEAR, ‘OLDAVID’;
I BELONG TO NO
RELIGION;
I BELONG TO
GOD
ALONE.
I JUST LOVE THE WAY
THE METAPHOR ALLAH
ROLLS OFF MY TONGUE
AND ROOF OF MOUTH.
GOD CAN BE SUCH A
CRUDE WORD, AS IT
COMES FROM THE
PHLEGM OF THE
BACK OF
THE
THROAT.
IT’S LIKE THE PRECURSOR
OF SPITTING, IF YOU WILL;
INSTEAD OF THE DIVINE
FEMININE GRACE
OF ALLAH
IN BALLET
OF
TONGUE
AND ROOF
OF
MOUTH.
Have a great day friend;
and keep THAT inspiration
coming in
prose
for NOW..;)
AND PERHAPS ONE DAY,
YOU MY FRIEND, WILL DANCE
AND SING AGAIN; IF YOU DON’T
ALREADY DO IT NURTURING THE RANCH;
SAME AS GOD; AS ABOVE SO BELOW; OUR FRIENDS
FROM A GRAIN OF SAND AND SO, SO MUCH MORE.. .
is what i love about ART..
and same with poetry.. as with dance..
piano.. singing.. and martial arts.. in general…
There is no predicting ART that flows.. and to and thro..
in waves of layers.. each one blending
into the others for an ocean of song..
however that may come.. in words
or painting.. and so much more…:)
IS certainly a pleasure I love to do.. and love to read..
when i come across all layered efforts of ART that are simply amazing..
for the more interpretive and introspective among us.. in the multi-media
explosion ART of modern culture.. that consists as so many images.. words..
and songs of words.. almost everywhere we go..
For me to capture.. create.. and absorb it all..
is a fascinating way to live.. always now…
Truly for folks who love to do this.. we are living in a
REAL RENAISSANCE OF ART.. AVAILABLE..
accessible.. to the masses through
Internet avenues of Google..
YouTube and so many more..
and the best thing of all
is.. there ARE
NO outsiders
to ART now..
anyone with talent..
CAN show their wares..
almost for free with a few digital tools..
and the Love of ART set free in digital way..:)
Ah.. to live as layers of river.. is never lost apart..
to stay with the water of life.. instead of drought of heArt..
can be the refreshing Bavarian beer of light.. in REAL Illuminati way..:)
Ah.. yes.. the shades of day.. do limit the light of night..:)
Yes.. the many splendor of Romantic homelike
turning lights and water off.. cooking meals..
and pouring the finest wines available for relaxation too..
and ah.. the oceans and the rivers do it so beautifully too..
without effort of course.. as gravity and slopes
pulls the way from moon..:)
Ah.. yes perspective..
that’s truly what
it’s
all about..
and feeling
the empathy of a comet..
is to know.. that now..
is what it’s all about..:)
Ah.. yes.. heArt is never a time
that can be measured..
or a line of poetry
that can be metered..
or a fly of life that is only metal
winged by the machine of soul..
that never lives in spirit.. to begin with.. now or then..:)
Ah.. yes.. the critter of fear.. is a pesky not so small fritter of life..
but just to twitter it.. without
knitting a larger story of life..
is not as warm..
on cold day nights..:)
Arriving somewhere underdressed for the event..
does seem to be a bother for some.. but not for me.. haha!..
for never host.. or even needing a toast..
shorts are my style in mid-winter..
a warm one am i.. when all the ins
are cold and
I am
out as warm..:)
Yes.. the match that
rubs across the dragons
and peaches of youth in dance or not..
is certainly friction for an intoxicating way of living..:)
Sounds like a movie of Twilight in lucid dreaming..
before.. but not after sleep.. and all the stuff we like to experience..
when not held back.. by worlds and words of concrete.. only..:)
Cake..
truly a
microcosm
of life..
frosted in..
and never really
returning to spring..
as long as icing is gone..
and here again..:)
Yes.. moments do have feet of fears..
but always grounded in the earth of now..
no matter time or element.. now is always feat of now..:)
Ah.. yes.. the balance.. so blessed to find.. and to stay in balance..
is treasure sought.. and equally gold to stay in balance in hallowed role..:)
So true to seek within.. call it… find it.. and write it all down..
may seem fiction to others..
but truth remains..
when within becomes light.. and the dark of outside becomes
bright as well..:)
So true.. the illusion is that we are
separate from the forest of all of life..
and yet the forest
can and never wills..
but is the oneness
that forest brings ..
in enlightening way again..:)
Arthritis .. is black creature of life that TG comes and goes for me..
and for now.. after two years of mostly pain free.. i chase it away farther..
in every way i can..:)
Ah.. yes.. the home of the Blue Angels is wHere i am from..
the roar of the engines do shake the roof of above..
and a picture i take of a static statued one..
is delight for patriotism.. as well as bright
blue eyes of sky and steel..:)
Yes.. the earth can be a hungry fellow with quakes
who know no taste.. for human wills for survival..:)
Ah.. yes. the Spring that comes without
feeling can be a spring of death
in life.. as is.. when feelings leave.. and senses are all that is left..:)
Ah.. we humans with gilled structures not fully formed in development
have ancestral home in seas of oceans.. and so lucky are we to still live
close to the salt water that still flows red in our veins of life.. as the rivers flow
to the ocean of life as well.. and yes 90% of human populations still live relatively close
to some body of water.. as after all 90% of humans are constituted by water as well of life..:)
i suppose the truth is that the oceans of human life are one blanket
of sand that holds together as one.. with sand and rivers flowing
same to overall seas of life.. that sometimes culture
hides with blinding darkness of lies.. or mistruth..
sad but true.. perhaps..
but overcome able
i do believe as abled..:)
Ah yes.. a most lovely thing that Winter brings is
a cycle of live instead of a
one way
trip..:)
Ah.. yes.. the dark and light bricks of castle life.. SO important that the
dark of bricks do not fall the light of bricks come tumbling down
in despair of soul.. and to name that darkness.. whether
dark brick or not.. to assess the damage and
to move on fearlessly to rebuild
with light bricks again..
makes the castle
of life fortified
forever
more
now!..:)
Ah.. yes..
the evolution
of
ART growing
through shades of charcoal..
colors of love.. and finally acrylic and oil..
that never fades away.. yes.. oh yes..
Art heals.. when fully expressed
and never
hidden..:)
Ah.. yes.. the human connection in layers of lips..
will exceed the materials of desires for those with love..
but of course there are loveless lips as well..
of those with fewer layers of soul.. heart..
and spirit expressed in lips or hips or not..:)
Ah.. if only the peace of nature and the simplicity
found in the flowing streams of the forest..
can be as smooth in humans..
but storms do brew..
and rage too..
in dark of thunder pages..
from the books of life..:)
Yes.. the spirit of the Egg..
in all its running woes..
poked.. poached.. scrambled..
until Egg feels no more..
but alas.. there can be life.. with shells picked up..
hum pity dum pity.. making his pieces play again..
together.. more together.. broken pieces put together..
Egg once more.. with bright yellow sun in middle.. flied..
in light.. instead .. of heat.. radiating Center Spirit Egg..
once again..:)
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Well.. sweetheart.. i will never forget.. after living five long years.. with severe illness and not being able to connect to any human being in emotions.. either online or off.. the Unconditional Love you provide to me in words in this gift here on your blogs from you to me of hope truly is the immediate spark of love again.. that does bring me back to the Unconditional Love that i am as child.. in Summer of 2013..:)
Truly i live as mostly Zombie before that.. and truly the love in words you give me then.. is part of why i truly live again in LOVING life.. The gift you give me then.. is beyond all materialistic means and flesh and blood sensual interaction among human beings.. I know then for sure.. AS NOW..:)
It is pure love in the white of my heart and soul.. and while i freely pursue all avenues of life fearless as any soldier can.. THAT pure white love is now mine to give to all others.. no matter what they do or how they accost me in real life and here…
I do not know your flesh and blood being.. but you share your soul and heart with me many times here.. in fully expressed Spirit of yours.. and you ‘see’ truly.. i hope.. although my eyes never touch your eyes.. your soul will always be a part of mine…
I know all along that when you get married in the tradition of your culture you will likely disappear from here.. but friend.. means giving love.. where receiving is not part of friend in true friend life my friend..
And you know i know the strength of your soul.. and you know i hope now.. that i am your loyal lifelong friend.. long after now.. when my hair turns gray.. i am feeble.. and cannot walk.. as I have already been to that place of human incapacitation before in life as dead…
The most important thing in life is human soul of self and heart of emotion fully expressed as spirit my friend.. and i know deep down in intuition of the demons that control you and the angels similar to the ones that control me and give to me.. as well in past…
Allah sends me to you.. as Allah sends you to me as friend.. and that is the way Allah works in humans who are true friends.. when there is never any real separation of souls that do feel love to give unconditionally always to friends..:)
Well.. life is certainly about eating and sensing but more than anything life is about feeling.. and connecting to other human beings.. and helping each other on their way..
We live in a strange world.. where once humans are villages and there is no disconnection of flesh and blood..
And now we live in rooms with electronic devices and the worst of all offenders are TV’s that never let us speak back in human terms of expressing emotional spirit…
The emotional spirit of human is a true organic muscle that must be exercised to stay alive.. and the soul at seat of self is nourished by heart of emotions to inspire that emotional spirit to live again in connecting expression with other human beings ALIVE!..:)
And you know.. i will hold not HOLD ANY bars back to go the distance to hell and back to never lose my soul.. heart..
and spirit again…
And some of the things i do with instruction from Allah are places that most people never dare to go.. but my covenant with ALLah is to share all of that with others no matter how hard that can be for me to do..
But the bottom line is this.. as i know you FEEL without FEELING THIS SOUL AND HEART AND having the inspiration in terms of Allah to set Spirit FREE IN EMOTIONS OF ART.. however that may come to be..
IS a desert of existence that the Artist AS INSTRUMENT of Allah cannot withstand to truly live and love life…
And.. I suppose since you now live in the UK that full expressions of spirit in emotions of songs abroad are no longer censored for the fear that one might have passion of Free Allah Spirit to go their own way in FREEST INTERDEPENDENT Love again!..:)
I will link this song for you to hear.. if it is beyond your timeline or cultural ears of past..
And honestly.. it does say it all my friend.. Yes.. it is
ALL about SOUL.. AND TO grow a heArt STRONGER.. and be able to fully express that heaRt again as emotional spirit.. does not necessarily take dark pain of inspiration again.. it can come from the light as well.. but to know and feel the light is to feel the soul.. through heart and SPIRIT EXPRESSED AS EMOTION!..:)
And perhaps there is positive ART out tHere somewhere that will further inspire that SPARK OF SPIRIT TO EXPRESS IN YOU.. AND OUT!.. Ah!.. the avenues of that Love in expression of human spirit passionate.. wild.. and FREE!.. are without limit these days.. with the Instrument of Allah that YOUTUBE CAN NOW BE too.. IN GENERATING HUMAN EMOTION OF HEART.. IN SOUL GROWING AS SPIRIT MORE FULLY EXPRESSED IN ALL WAYS OF ARTS IN LOVE MY FRIEND..:)
SO YEAH..
wRite ON!
With heart and soul
in SPIRIT OF INK OF TYPE
OR HOWEVER ELSE
ART LIVES IN
YOU!..:)
AnD yes, Robin Williams expresses the GENERAL SAME SENTIMENT
OF HUMAN BEING, nicely in the DEAD Poet’s society,
as WELL.
“What will ‘yOur’ verse be…”
ReHASHED
SAME OLE
SAME OLE;
OR
reNEWed.
Hashed Browns get mighty STALE;
Kinda like driving a ‘UPS’ TRUCK all day;
I’LL GO FOR RAINBOW, and not some
pot at the end of
RAINbow
EITHER.
Sure, ‘we’ can make life science
or live life as ART; and again,
like I say; I choose A FULL
RAINBOW OF ART,
AS MEANS
OF LIVING AND
NEVER STATIC
DYING END AS GOAL,
ALONE, AS SCIENCE
AKA SYSTEMIZING
HUMAN MIND
AND BODY
OUT OF
BALANCE.
Thanks for sharing a little history of the ‘Oldavid’. Interestingly, I too, experience a drought in desert of HOLY SPIRIT IN Creation Activity for 40 years, as well, from ages 13 to 53. Living in a world of mechanical cognition, am I then; and as mentioned before here, compared by others to a mind that works as a computer, rather than frigging FULL human being.
BUT the source of that desert, is a patriarchal fundamentalist Christian culture, where I live in the New Jerusalem in the U.S. OF FREEDOM for all of God’s melting pot children. IN New Jerusalem AKA Milton; fundamentalist extremist ways of oh NO! boys who smile and laugh are gay; and oh NO! anything graceful in art a boy does is gay; and a general scare of anything other than polar opposite gender roles, will be the end of the human RACE.
So yeah, while I’m doing an excited and spirited rendition of the Holy Spirit CreatION Activity of playing the GREAT SONG ‘JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTAR’; THAT NOW, AND then,
DOES NOT sit too well with the patriarchs of homophobe bully boys, men, girls, and women; as it asks questions and does not blindly follow the Catholic Cohorts of the Roman Emperor Constantine, who erase, BY NEVER ADDING, the so-called REAL GNOSTIC WORDS of Jesus,
IN 325 AD, out of the New T, and make ‘him’;
NOT CAPITAL HiM’;
into a soldier GOD, as King of the
FRIGGING TRILLIONS
OF PLANETS UNIVERSE,
UNKNOWN TO THEM,
OF COURSE then;
INSTEAD OF THE TRUTHS, of a Zealous
and OR Humble Yogi-Leaning Naturist teacher dude
more or less, as indicated in this oft provided link by me:
SO, to make a long story then, shorter, now; the crowd erupts into laughter as the dazed me from the Holy Spirit then, before the skill provided by GOD now, to always move in Golden Spiral balance comes, in the last couple of years; staggers off the stage to some degree then, and the crowd erupts into laughter like they do when they see a drunken clown clumsily walk.
And THEN, in the halls of middle school,
AS I smile brightly with a smile of GOD’s
gift of Unconditional Love grown
Strong by the same
Love of an ALL LOVING
AND NURTURING MOTHER;
the boys tell me in no uncertain terms,
if I do THAT, I am the F word,
and not FRED, and I will never deserve to live on this planet;
with UNCONDITIONAL LOVE OF GOD EXPRESSED IN SPIRIT.
WELL NO; those boys certainly are not poets;
but hate is easy to see, as promulgated
by Fundamentalist Christian
Patriarchal moms and dads; who tell their boys
to pull up their boot straps; and repress all those GOD given emotions
AND other ways of INNATE Divine human Grace Living AS Unconditional LOVE;
OR they will become little gay boys and men when they grow up, AND WILL BE BANISHED OUT OF SOCIAL ACCEPTANCE FOR SURE; a place of innate death in instinct and intuition, by any listening social animal to the reality of the culture of other social animals, at hand or claw.
So yeah; comply, adapt, and conform; or die is the only instinctual choice, at that point in social animal life.
Anyway, before that; I write a play for the school theater home room classes; an award winning Christmas Free Verse poetic expression IN STORY, for two home room classes; and generally smile and laugh a WHOLE lot EAR TO EAR;
BEfore GOD’S GREATEST GIFT OF HUMAN DIVINE CREATIVE
UNCONDITIONAL LOVING HOLY SPIRIT IS EXTINGUISHED
BY THE PATRIARCHAL FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIANS
WHO IN EFFECT AND AFFECT ARE TRULY ANTI-
CHRIST AGAINST LOVING IMAGINATIVE AND
CREATIVE GOD FORCE WITH
OPPOSING SPIRIT OF HATE
AGAINST MY GOD GIVEN NATURE
OF CHRIST LOVE GIFTED LIKE THAT
FROM BIRTH BY GOD AS UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE, AS THE ALL NATURAL HUMAN
ARCHETYPE OF ANGEL IN FLESH.
SO YEAH, after that I ‘wOndered’ the halls of the true insanity of mind
of human mechanical cognition for 40 long years; out of mind and body
balance; but yah; with straight A’s, three college degrees, all the i’s and t’s
of details dotted and crossED perfectionist skills through almost A quarter
of a century with a fine penciled and noted Government Federal Civil Service
Career; until finally the chronic social stress of not
BEING A FREE CHILD OF GOD
TAKES ITS TOLL AND THE DEVIL OF
CULTURE BECOMES EMBODIED IN ME; AND THE
RESULT OF, in 2008, is close to 40 days of human hell without sleep, and all the 19
medical disorders I have detailed here time and time again; included the worst pain
known to mankind; type two trigeminal neuralgia, like a dentist drill without novocaine;
but in my case, in eye and ear, making effective use of hearing and seeing almost impossible
without intolerable pain for 5 long years; yes, a pain described in medical literature as worse than
Crucifixion becomes minE from wake to sleep; not for several hours or even three days; 5 long years
is my blessings from life and the GOD of dark and light; to learn all about human misery, suffering, and
attempt to teach the rest of the sheep a way to avoid literal human hell in real life for NOW. So yeah, there
are 40 years in ‘desert’ of wandering the mechanical cognition of “Moses” for me; 40 days in the desert of
“Jesus”; only 1 hour of extremely shallow sleep aided by a powerful alpha blocker for the first of 35 of 40 days,
until no sleep with any aid the last 5 of 40, when the ‘angels’ and ‘demons’ of GOD fight within me to tempt me to
END ALL THEN, AND JUST GIVE THE WILL OF SURVIVAL UP;
NO DIFFERENT REALLY THAN THE STORY OF JOB DURING
SHUT-IN, ‘HUNCH BACK OF NOTRE DAME’,
IN A BEDROOM FOR 5 LONG YEARS;
WITH ALL EMOTION, INCLUDING FAITH,
HOPE, BELIEF, AND RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL,
AND FRIENDS, GONE FOR ME; WITH NO HUMAN CONNECTION
PHYSICALLY POSSIBLE WITH IMMEDIATE FAMILY MEMBERS;
SO I TURN TO WRITING TO ESCAPE A PAIN;
THAT NO HUMAN DRUG WILL TOUCH, AND THAT
STARTS on Thanksgiving day, 2010; and I add a bright eyed baby picture of me when I still have a human soul, heart, and spirit in bright eyes expressed, on Christmas Day, as avatar in 2010; as a goal to become AGAIN then; when each word typed is excruciating eye pain; even with the screen turned all the way down in brightness, with my nose upon it; as prescription glasses clear or tinted with the focus and nerve associated issues; turn up the pain like any torture chamber can.
God gifts me again, with the Holy Spirit Creative flow precisely five years from the beginning of my 40 day lent sojourn to hell of no sleep, in 2008, 60 months later in March of 2013; all still documented here for purview in realtime then, as well
as my blogs starting in March of 2013.
So yeah, I could go the round of our friend ‘Edward Palamar’ here; I guess and start applying biblical significance
with all these 40’s, fives, Job, Deserts, Lent, and all of that; including my birthday on 6-6-60; but no; I know better to fall in that devil’s trap of
thinking, truly thinking, I am any one any more special; than anyone else on GOD’s green and Blue
earth of Nature; who has simply met the challenge of life and come out on the other side born
again, in the metaphor of creative holy spirit alive again; and particularly for me now;
in fearless mind and body balance of relative human free will as co-creator with
GOD; same as all the other folks who are born again with the eyes of the
curious and ever playful child who plays with GOD with eyes, souls,
hearts, and expressed spirit of the FORCE OF GOD LIKE THIS
FULLY EXPRESSED
AS HUMAN CREATIVE SPIRIT WITH NO
LIMITATIONS FOR ME
aND NO EXPECTATIONS TO
MEET FROM ANYONE ELSE BUT ME AND
GOD TOGETHER AS ONE TRULY
WONDERFUL INSTRUMENT
OF LOVING
GOD
GIVEN
FORCE!
AND You know what, I can play Jesus Christ Super Star
with even wild eye hip gyrating belly dancers to
accompany THAT NOW, and there are no silly
little homophobes of patriarchal Christians who
CAN STOP ME NOW BABY;
AS I NOW AM
A TOTALLY FREE CREATIVE
INSTRUMENT FOR AND
WITH THE GOD
OF FORCE OF
NATURE
SET FREE
AND LET
GO IN
HUMAN
FLOW FOR
NOW, ‘just’ NOW.
AND
YEAH;
I can
dance naked and
celebrate GOD, as long
as I do it, in adult restricted
link; and of course comply
with all local, state and
federal laws; to always
give ‘CAESAR’ STILL,
WHAT IS ‘HIS’
AS
WELL.
NOW to go full circle to 3500 years ago,
when populations are relatively small then,
and extended families are the difference
between surviving or not; most of those
3500 year old patriarchal rules; though
strict, repressive and oppressive, are not
much fun to many of those, with different
natures, in culture; but never the less, as
I learn in my 40 sleepless stay; survival
and the WILL TO SURVIVE
IS GOD’S GREATEST
GIFT OF TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TO
COMPLETE THE POTENTIAL OF HUMAN BEING
TO SURVIVE AND
COOPERATE TO LIVE AND
THRIVE. SO YES, THE BIBLE HAS GOD GIVEN
SURVIVAL MERIT IN MORE COUNTS THAN
NOT.
GNOSTIC
JESUS BRINGS A NEW TESTAMENT; THAT TRULY
ISN’T READY FOR PRIME TIME THEN; AS IT PROMOTES
FREE AND LOVING RELATIONSHIPS WITHOUT EVEN THE
CULTURAL NECESSITY OF MARRIAGE IN POLAR GENDER
EXTREMES.
NOW, we have 7 billion humans; the New Age is here;
and now humans can truly be free by reproducing
or NOT; as they freely choose to live. Populating
humans while the common sense goal then;
is no longer the way to go; as resources
are growing thin; but alas do
NOT WORRY; AS ALWAYS
THE GOD OF NATURE IS
IN CONTROL; WE HAVE
ALL ACCESSIBLE FREE
PORNOGRAPHY TO
MAKE SEX A COMMON
AND VANILLA THING;
that even science shows
now that folks are losing
interest in, not only severely
in Japan; but steadily in the U.S.;
as well; and overall population rates
are going down all over the Western World.
Trust me, there is nothing sexier and more taboo;
than being presented with WOMEN from a young age
with everything covered up but bright and shining
eyes; the imagination and fantasies are simply
bliss that originate from that; all the way to
72 virgins awarded upon martyrdom for
suicide bombers, as such. Uncover
those women and expose all the
males and females to a commercial
world of sex; and the birth rate will
fall in those places of sex-intoxicated
fantasies, with a law to reproduce now,
as well. Humans thrive, increasing in population,
with the laws of intermittent gratification utilized;
when instant gratification becomes the rule of life;
folks are no longer nearly as excited to actually go DO
all the sticky and messy business, and threats of STD’s
TO do the actual wild thing;
particularly
UNPROTECTED
IN BIRTH
CONTROL WAYS.
And of note; the last evidentiary link clearly indicates that when the work of life, overall, is reproducing for survival,
even in primitive tribes with no fundamentalist Abrahamic religions to boot; there are not even any words for
homosexuality or masturbation in the language. The ‘work of the night’ is what folks do to survive; and
from sexual maturity there are willing members of the opposite sex; that seem to keep folks inline
in the gender opposites of doing the wild thing; with no fetishes observed; not even masturbation.
But again; humans will do the laws of the culture when it comes to survival; the will usually find a
way to conform and comply; as the other option is more or less death away from the social
unit and cooperation necessary for survival, when there is no teat of modern culture and
technology to suck on,
instead.
AS in all stuff in GOD’s big Universe; there is light mixed in dark and dark mixed in
light for fifty shades of grey; a colorful world of art; or the ‘work of the night’
mostly in the missionary position
TOGETHER.
ALL I CAN SAY IS, humans and GOD
all TOGETHER OBSERVED WITH A TOTALLY
OPEN MIND LIKE MINE; IS A FASCINATING
AND REWARDING LIFE
TO LIVE
FOR
NOW.
TO be closed minded for me; is the equivalent
of death of human soul, heart and spirit
to me now; I ain’t going back to
the Desert OR
THE LIFE OF
JOB,
MY FRIEND;
FOR I AM ONE FREE
WITH THE ONE GOD
OF ALL FIFTY SHADES OF
GREY; AND COLORS OF ART
IN
LIFE;
AN INSTRUMENT
OF GOD
AM
i
IN ART AND NEVER EVER
CLOSED SYSTEMIZING SCIENCE
MIND ALONE AGAIN IN THE DESERT
OF MECHANICAL COGNITION
WITH LITTLE SOCIAL
COGNITION REALIZED
IN THE fuller IMAGINATIVE, AND
CREATIVE, physical intelligence
of emotions regulated, senses
integrated, greater COGNITIVE
EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING IN
focus and short term
working memory
with all the
non-verbal
language that
can connect
human beings
in a rhythm
of connected bliss
in the rave dances I attend now,
with thriving young folks, living
free as evolved; not unlike my
primitive Native American
Ancestors dancing naked
and free with the rhythms
of Drums of GOD in song
and beat, DANCING WILD
AND FREE under the
moonlit
fires of
the
midnight
MOON.
SO LIFE IS FUN;
HOW ABOUT YOU.
What do you really do
to thrive and live
IN NOW,
MY FRIEND.
THERE ARE INNUMERABLE
WAYS TO DO IT IN BLISS,
BEYOND THE STRIFE
OF DIFFERENCE;
AT LEAST in FREE
COUNTRIES
LIKE THE U.S.
FOR
NOW.
So yeah, ‘you’ ask WHAT LIFE IS;
if you ask BIG QUESTIONS;
YOU CAN EXPECT
EQUALLY BIG
ANSWERS.
AT LEAST, FROM
FOLKS WHO STILL
FULLY RECOGNIZE THE
QUESTION AND ANSWERS, AND
MOST IMPORTANTLY CAN STILL
EXPRESS THEM
MORE
FULLY
JUST
LIKE
THIS.
Modern Twitter minds are the
poison of deeper STILL
minds; mine still
lives
for
NOW.
Yes..
Kung Fu
for me is no word.. no lesson..
no instruction.. just the water am i..:)
And the master is the practice as
perfection and
never
goal alone..
in whatever
i do in life..
whether it is
innately.. instinctually..
and intuitively sparring with metal machines..
rather than flesh and blood.. with the arms and legs am i..
or the words that flow like this.. with little instruction or lesson..
other than flowing and reviewing the flow later..
for the subconscious mind to correct as it pleases for the next flow of kicks or words..:)
Ah.. just to walk and talk confidently in grace.. without fear.. is a best to avoid conflict in life…
A way of all natural instinctual intuitive Kung Fu and or water is a way for i..:)
But right now.. i am just informed that my DOD retiree plan.. forgets to mention
i must get covered under medicare part B.. to be covered under my retiree plan..
Unfortunately Kung FU will not solve that.. but my lawyer brain will find a way….;)
Yes.. there are many obstacles in this modern world we live in..
to live as Kung FU in grace.. practice.. and peace..
but yes.. we can try as best we can..
to get by and adapt and
survive as
survivors always do..:)
Anyway thanks.. ‘Bill’… in this now.. i need this
REMINDER OF SOUL.. in a moment of almost getting mad..
at the system of red tape culture.. as still is.. so hard to escape..:)
Back to ‘Bruce Lee’ life i’ll go again at peace.. and grace.. with all natural
water flowing style..:)
Yes.. the way WE honor NOW.. in Unconditional Love as Light..
and all related senses.. emotions.. and thoughts..
in Positive Action as THAT..
opposed to hate as dark..
and all related thoughts.. emotions.. and senses..
in negative action as THAT.. IN Gift as NOW..
presenTed to US.. by Allah True..
AS Blessings PRESENT..
BECOMES consequence as NOW..
WE make wITh Allah..
for NOW to come.. here.. after NOW.. always NOW..
as all we kNowNOW.. with in.. and out.. breath.. as NOW..:)
Ah yes.. the friendly measure of discomfort loves company..
and easy it can be to fall prey.. to the predator
bonding force of that dark as well..
opposing the potential greater bonding force when light meets light..
becoming.. passion bright.. but alas it is duty.. to meet dark as well..
face it.. name it.. and deal with it.. otherwise..
the dark may never come brighter.. as love can..
when always prayed.. given.. and never given up.. for NOW..:)
WelL..
reAlly
speaKing..
‘WE’
canNot create
GOD.. can we..;)
I certainly do not
have head or pants..
big enough for THAT..:)
Humility is Pretty Cool STUFF..
no matter how strong and awesome IT
may be… but the bottom line.. as always IS..
GOD is bigger than US…..:)
And
that WILL
ALLWAYS
be
THE
ULTI
MATE
TRUTH
FOR NOW
AND THEN
AND NOW A
GAIN.
To clarify; THAT song is not the original
song associated with the movie, ‘Hunger Games’;
THAT song is a RE-mix about the TRUE MAGIC OF HOPE;
NOT a hanging rope; GIFTED to most healthy humans
by the Force of GOD, along with the
emotions of FAITH, BELIEF;
AND HUMAN RELATIVE
FREE WILL;
WHEN exercised properly WitH the GREATEST GIFT
FROM GOD THAT IS Tough Unconditional LOVE,
when growing a Garden of Love that is TALL,
STRONG, and BENDING AS Tree of LIFE to
THRIVE ALIVE in
CHANGE AND
Flowering Social
Animal Cooperation;
NAMELY IN OUR CASE,
the abstract construct
TITLE HUMAN BEING.
IN other words, if one’s Arse
is one’s only reality, one lives
in a very narrow ARSE of A
UNI-VERSE; I for one am
BROAD ENOUGH, AS
HUMAN, TO ADD
VERSES
Reality for human beings is filtered through senses and emotions first.
So-called conscious reasoned thought happens after that.
And yes, modern science shows this to be evidenced as
TRUTH NOW, AS WELL; BUT THE GREATEST OF
PHILOSOPHERS AND PHILOSOPHIES SPEAK
TO THIS TRUTH FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS
ALREADY NOW.
The human sensory and emotional
experience is human reality.
The so-called objective reality
is also altered by human observation,
per the effect of the observer effect in Quantum Physics.
For people with little affective or cognitive empathy, per
potential mirror neurons that do ‘NOT DO THEIR job’, it
can be a common misconception that everyone experiences
reality the same way.
Nothing could be further from the truth.
The EXPERIENCE of reality is different, shaped by the
unique senses and emotions of each unique human being.
So yes, in effect and affect, all humans are special snowflakes.
And in effect and affect, per fractal nature, all humans are a part
of the whole that is the Universe, like most other parts of the Universe are,
per as above, so below.
In metaphor, humans have the ability to better reflect the observable Universe
or lesser reflect the observable Universe, through their sensory and emotional lives;
particularly in arts of creativity and imagination in physical intelligence that DOES
REGULATE emotions and integrate senses, as well as increasing the cognitive executive
functioning of focus and short term working memory.
For instance, spinning around in a TAI-CHI like movement today, listening to inspirational
music, I finish a 200 page book in around 30 minutes, while the onlookers stumble by
out of balance in robotic moves in straight lines; with stressed looks of living in all the
problems of their past and imagined ones in the future.
To live in the present, totally focused in mind and body balance, allows a person to live in
a much different emotional regulated and sensory integrated state of being.
Truly, it is a much different Universe perceived that a person lives in, in affect and effect, who has
little to no relative free will; and allows the environment to control them rather than
being the master of the environment one lives in.
But of course, this is nothing new; Eastern Philosophies
speak to this much greater human potential
of life, in metaphors like CHI, and TAI CHI,
for thousands of years, beyond so called Jesus;
who in the gnostic version, is more or less a YOGI
leaning naturist dude himself, as linked
here often in the Gospel of
Truths hidden in the metaphors of the New Testament
and Gnostic Gospel of Thomas are told in the TAO by Lao TZU, Buddha, and by the mythological
Krishna as well.
It IS, all about mastering one’s mind and body in balance in the present of now to be the most
a human can be in human potential.
Other animals do this naturally; humans are simply taken away from their GOD of Nature given humanity;
and the GOD of Nature, in general, per mind and body balance and connection to other humans
and the rest of Nature, through illusions of modern culture, including abstract written language
and the collective intelligence that can support illusions of culture. INNATE INSTINCT AND INTUITION
THAT OTHERWISE WILL TAKE HUMANS AND DOES take other animals to a much greater and peaceful
state of mind and body balance can be lost, almost from birth, from human beings controlled by
the cultural environment instead of the
‘real environment’ that can
instinctually drive human life.
Seriously, it’s not surprising that anyone
on this Internet site, would consider life as a material reductionist
way of being; when they cannot affectively tell, with their Mirror Neurons; that life is a many splendid experience
of humans living in entirely different perceived Universes, depending on the Unique emotional and sensory experiences
of it.
I come across folks here who believe
that everyone experiences
the Universe
the same way, in an objective
way; nothing could be farther from the truth;
for ‘normal’ humans who are born with this understanding of the
diversity of life; inherent as it most often is through both cognitive and affective empathy, and the accompanying neurology that works or does not work, like mirror neurons, to support a greater understanding of more than
just one person’s perception of the Universe, however it may exist, beyond human ‘eye’s that see first with
emotions and senses.
Humans are art in basic construct. Truly reason, moreover, is the illusion of most of human life.
Living a life, in abstract construct; can be a tool to use to reason and survive based on what works
in the past working in the future; however, moreover, it becomes a tool of literal living hell
of imagining what will go wrong; that the birds and the bees never have to deal
with, in illusions of human ongoing hell in past and future that never ever exists
in anything other than human worry and imagination.
And again, to be clear, human imagination and creativity is the pinnacle of animal
achievement; but only when mastered with relative human free will to make
life heaven instead of the other place many folks live in stumbling like
robots through the aisles of Super-Walmart, AS the real Zombie
Apocalypse of humans come DEAD
IN LIFE.
A NEW AGE OF HUMANS, IS A POTENTIAL LIFE IN LIFE,
INTEAD OF THE DEATH IN THE PAST AND FUTURE
THAT MOST HUMANS LIVE IN FORGOING
THE REAL GIFT OF THE PLEASURE OF THE
PRESENCE OF THE PRESENT OF PRESENT.
Yes, a New age that truly is an old
age before the Age of the illusion
of the Apple of knowledge.
So yeah, the bible is correct
in this warning about the
TREE OF KNOWLEDGE VS.
THE TREE OF LIFE.
I FOR ONE TASTE LIFE;
AND LEAVE THE ILLUSIONS OF THE
KNOWLEDGE OF APPLES TO OTHERS
TO STAGNATE WITH IN THE PAST
AND THE FUTURE OF NEVER EVER
LAND
IN HUMAN HELL.
Nah, me and the other animals are
not the real insane ones who walk
so-called ‘upright’ on the EARTH.
And that my friend, is what I mean
by being grounded to the EARTH
in feet of sand; instead of the
illusions of life, for folks who
live in a head, instead.
Ah, to live in the present
in total mind and body
balance is to live forever
more now; where only death
occurs once; but never now, as
now is never death. And this is
precisely what the Gnostic Jesus
speaks to for those who escape
death in the only reality that truly
exists as now; and all the other
truly great philosophers
of the Aeons past that
exist for only now
still now only now.
Well, see my friend, ‘you’ prove my point ‘here’; as many times,
I state specifically that I use caps, no different than bolding or italics
TO ACCENTUATE nuanced emotion in language, as a literary device.
My speed of typing is close to 130 words a minute, as a lifelong accomplished pianist,
when properly focused; and I commonly type 10K words a day, for whatever the F I feel
like writing; and to be clear F is for Fun..;)
The point is, I do NOT CARE to waste NOW,
dealing with slow buggy software here,
to do the sluggish boldy Italic bug..;)
And you prove my point,
as in your Universe,
you can only see
Capital letters,
in one way of
shouting;
which is the same
with other rigid minds here.
NOTHIng bothers me baby;
’cause I have simply
mastered HUMAN
relative free will.
The cultural environment does
NOT control me, for one, as human being.
And yes; for all practical intents and purposes, for those
who have NOT mastered relative free will;
‘I am’ their ‘master’, when I post here;
as they cannot control their discomfort over different ways of doing STUFF.
AND TRULY THAT IS SAD; caps or NOT. But, as I’ve often stated here, tHere is NO EMPIRICAL PROOF that GOD is FAIR; so that’s perhaps the breaks or bad; or Karma, or WHATEVER THE WTFun GOD MAKES IT AS IS, AS EVOLVED OR NOT; FOR NOW..(:):
Nerp, actuAlly the metaphor of the 3500 year Old TesTament
still rings true with cutting edge science.
First tHere is dark then,
then thEre is the light
of the science Big Bang,
and perhaps theRe is light
BEfore dark as well in an
INfinite ocean of the Force
of God InFiNitY waves,
as above
so below.
Human
arises
from
‘Sagan’ star ‘dust’,
bible dust, and ‘clay’; all matter
that still moves at God Force atomic level.
And therE is yet no proof that dark is NOthing,
in terms of a complete vacuum state
for scientific metAphor,
as well.
It’s not surprising that humans
form God in anthropomorphising way; but never the less,
God is creating Force and Master of All that is, as ‘sane’ and same.
Featnote:
We live in an incredible world; but truly in the U.S., the country of freedom potential,
we live in, is the most AMAZING world of culture ever created by humankind as we
know it now, to this point.
In knowing and FEELING that all humans perceive their Universes, in both senses AND feelings much
differentLY AND seek to express THAT in the human spirit of emotions and senses differently
AS freeING those different perceptions of the Universe that is Unique unto EACH OF them;
ONly a country that allows freedom of expression is a reflection of the Force
of GOD that is human SpiRit expresSion of senses and emotions set FREE!
So, when Rihanna chooses to brightly display her naturally erect and
excitable nipples that are part of her, in her loving the country
of freedom in all its dark and light glory of the past and
changing colors of the present of now, in humans who
are free to express them self in all selfie
ways that come to be for now;
THAT is her freedom of expression that some others will
call evil and a temptation of the Devil’s brew of
human freedom in the same narrow brush stroke
of Anti-Freedom or Christ ways of expressing
the human nature that is gifted to to us
by the Force of GOD nature
that we are all blessed
with from birth when
set free…
And when the ‘Spencer Gifts’ store allow
humans to pursue the more unusual aspects
of freely expressed human sensuality and sexuality
by promoting and selling the tools of those 50 shades
of human sensuality and sexuality free, they too are allowing
the Freedom of the GOD force in US that expresses freely in these
shades of grey as well. Now to be clear while I do the freest of nude
art surpassing the erect nipples of Rihanna in her love of the U.S., so far,
and her well-built derrière from a lifelong Barbados starting art of Hip gyrating
dance, perhaps she will go a step further, in human freedom, the way I do and let it all
hang out free and wild as I do too; but here is the truth. Rihanna and I and all others, US,
who are not afraid to let it all go and flow, are just children of GOD set free; plain and simple,
erect, complex, soft, and hard, and when we celebrate our GOD given Nature freely like this we celebrate
the blessings, like King David, of GOD, dancing for servant girls in ‘underwear’ attire; and promising more
so-called ‘vile’ acts of celebrating the Lord ALL of the GOD of Nature free in US; ‘JUST’ as we do in a lineage
that in
GOD’s eyes of
Nature we simply
are as
FREE!
SO HELL YEAH, GOD BLESS AMERICA
AND THOSE RIHANNA HARD ERECT NIPPLES
SET FREE IN A BLAZE OF RED BLUE
AND WHITE
T-SHIRT
FOR
NOW!
AND AS ME AND HER AND GOD
JOIN HANDS IN FREEDOM,
THE INVITATION IS
OPEN TO YOU
AS WELL,
NO
MAT
TER
WHO
YOU
ARE
OR HOW YOU EXPRESS
YOURSELF, AS SIMPLY FREE
CHILD OF GOD AS IS, FOR NOW!
ONE NATION UNDER GOD ARE WE WHO
ARE FREE TO EXPRESS THE HUMAN NATURE
BLESSED AND GIFTED TO US BY THE GOD OF
NATURE, AS
FREE ARE
WE, AS US
AND U.S., OF
AMERICA NOW WE!
I choose to be a ‘Clown Ninja’, my friend, as well as whatever else moves my spirit for now.
Meanwhile, ‘you’ are too afraid to show your face here while I dance naked in full bore male glory before the world, in restricted adult link of course, in free verse nude poetry that I share with high brow poets, to both their chagrin and delight around the world in the International Poetry clubs I hang with.
And on top of that,
I just finish an 11,135 word epic free verse post;
that the darkness of you helps to generate, my friend..;)
So please do keep fueling my creative fires,
with your little attempts of personal attacks
from a ‘little man’, who is ‘too afraid’
to ‘show his face’ in public online..;)
I already have a good idea
of how ‘you’ look,
by ‘your words here’, already, friend,
photo or not; what is left of ‘your’ spirit rings or not in ‘your words here’…
Truly, wife Katrina is a saint, and still equally gorgeous, with a ‘disorder’ of never aging, at 45, and I can even prove that in ‘cloud facts’, as I take a picture, a random one of clouds, for my latest, 11K-plus, free verse poetic post, and her face ‘magically’ appears in the clouds, as verified by her.
And it’s time to put some more heart, soul, and expressed spirit IN, to celebrate both the Unconditional Love of my mother and my wife, for tommorrow’s Mother’s day post; as you might imagine, my wife is a mighty strong woman, to openly share the fact that I share my nude art, with some of my 21 year-old or so, very open minded gorgeous dance partners at Old Seville Quarter, as no one dances like I do in my free verse nude poetry, anywhere in the world, per UNIQUE, AS strange ART can get..;)
But what can I say; it’s considered both high brow and low brow art,
depending on how open-minded the art circle is that shares it;
and yes, again, some of my dance partners are very open minded artists, of freest expression like me.
I stand upon the bones of many men and women, who give their life for freedom of expression, and i celebrate and honor that in the freest ways possible, both fearless and me..:)
And for me, per ‘wRite’ on topic; that is precisely what life is; the full experience of heart and soul in connecting to other humans, and the rest of nature; and expressing full emotions of spirit to connect with others and nature in growing ways from birth to death.
When I die, I will be able to let go, knowing, I LIVED, and that is much more than I can say for the last two years in art, as compared to the previous 52, in a deck of cards of robot mechanical cognition mind, where so-called normal people literally compare the way I express myself to a frigging computer; that OMG, I am dim-witted enough in social cogniton then, to take as a ‘Sheldon Cooper’, DUH, compliment.
I’ve lived a life of science, and to grow to,
IN, and AS, Art of heART, and Soul expressed,
as SpiriT, is the bliss of life, I FEEL always, forevermore now..:)
And I encourage people here to pursue that if they care to, can, and or will..:)
But nah, the nude art thingy, is advance ART 9999..6666.. in FREE VERSE ART cLaSS..;)
Not everyone is either cut out, or in shape, for that kinda art, for sure..:)
Yes, most definitely
a paradigm shift of cultural
induced change is well underway as we speak.
Humans are becoming more ‘selfie’ oriented,
if you will; and that’s a good thing for the survival of the world;
as generally more self obsessed folks looking within for answers,
aren’t as much in a rush to reproduce.
Overpopulation, is the major issue now
in the world for long term human survival,
so all the activities other than re-
production are healthy ones now;
opposed to reproduction and greater numbers of
human population to survive as a species in the distant past.
Of course, this doesn’t mean there will not be a great deal of human discomfort,
misery, and suffering, as this change happens, and folks become more disconnected in flesh and blood relationships, like Japan;
but never the less, less flesh and blood relationships means less sex, overall; and less sex in terms of reproduction is a goal; the world needs to greater accomplish to survive.
No easy answers; but exciting to be a part of it, for hopefully a few more decades to see the results from my Ivory Tower of comfort.
Change is happening; and it’s fascinating to watch
as a Participant Anthropologist Observer
in the real life action, of it, as well..:)
There is no doubt that over-population and issues of confinement,
per issues of restricted environmental space, are an issue of social stress;
and the problem of instant gratification, among rats and among humans exposed to similar environmental challenges.
A LACK OF human empathy that generates personal attacks on others for no other reason BUT to feel something of attempting to cause others pain, because of a heart and soul that is empty of nurturing love from ‘smarty pants’ mothers and fathers, who spend all their time with materialistic and intellectual gains,
are the cause of much human misery and suffering.
To understand the deficit of empathy that science shows is increasing, by the day, in modern cultures, where humans are becoming more machine than human, is to have empathy for those who truly do not have the most important KIND of intelligence in social cognition to share and socially cooperate, in a Positive and Unconditional Loving Way.
And as mentioned before, in the last post, the modern psychology of science, suggests that children not properly nurtured before the age of 2, never develop the wiring for human Unconditional Love FOR nurturing each other for survival,
so true evil can be something that is not taught,
in terms of nurturing love.
The ‘reptiles’ are often those children
who are not nurtured under the age of 2,
as truly what remains is the reptile brain,
so the Illuminati conspiracies about reptiles
gaining control of the world,
are true in this sadder than imaginable
METAPHOR IN reality of those humans today,
who have a reptile brain but not much of a heart and soul
capable of sharing and expressing unconditional nurturing love…
Yeah, truly mother’s, father’s, and friend’s day,
should be a national holiday
of recognition FOR those humans
who still have both the potential and practice of
Unconditional Love in REAL LIFE NOW..:)
THERE IS NO HUMAN GIFT GREATER IN THE UNIVERSE THAN THE MOTHER’S LOVE THAN CAN BE THE BOY, GIRL, MAN, OR SINGLE WOMEN’S LOVE AS WELL..:)
AND thanks Ana, I think THAT IS gonna be my Mother’s day post and gift to my mother who is all unconditional love when I am growing up, making me the kind and loving man I am today.
But no doubt, my strength comes from my law enforcement father of 46 years, who has no earthly idea how to express love or nurture much more than a cat that truly is all of what proves his humanity, to me, as boy and man.
Eventually, I have to find that strength in my own ‘eyes’, provided as only genetic gift, as my father never shares his love or strength with me in real life; but yah, having one intensely loving parent can be enough, to make love grow stronger, than most people can imagine, in real life now..:)
ONE thing, anyone can do, with positive energy, is express that energy in some kind of loving expression of human SpiRiT, whether it be words or action of inspiring others.
IF EVERYONE today, starts actually acting
the part of the positive change they want to see in the world,
instead of complaining about the negative things in the world;
the positive energy will be tremendous for every now change.
Obviously, though; we live in a world where some people connect and socially bond over negativity, and others try to inspire others through positive action, in being the change they want to see.
Anyway, no effort of positivity
is too small to change the world.
And as far as saviors of the world go,
I often repeat the following story that I make up as I go, to illustrate that where:
There is a young disabled boy who loves to water a small sapling tree, taking great care of that sapling in all ways he knows and feels he can. That tree grows into a tree that is so beautiful that college educated ‘tree specialists’ take notes and photos on the unique, and ‘strong’ tree it becomes. More often though, poets write about the beauty of the tree.
Anyway, one day a shy young man, walking down a sidewalk
in front of the tree, meets a sparky young woman,
who is eager to meet this handsome shy man.
The otherwise shy man, sees the tree
and stops the young woman,
and with glowing eyes
speaks of the
beauty of the tree.
Immediately a spark is made
between these two that eventually grows
into a tree of love too.
And this young woman brings
the young man out of his shell,
and he goes on to eventually
become a military leader,
and a great political leader, as well.
IN fact, the young man makes a political decision
that is recognized as saving most of the world’s population
from looming World War Nuclear Three.
So who is the savior of the world; this young man; all the friends and school teachers who help this young man when he is in school; his parents who nurture him as a child; the young woman who takes him out of his shy shell; the tree; or the disabled boy who waters the tree.
Well, in fact and feelings, the answer to the quiz
IS A RESOUNDING ALL OF THE ABOVE,
AS ALL PARTS OF THIS YOUNG MAN’S LIFE
COME TOGETHER TO MAKE THE REALITY
THAT HE IS in TOTALITY OF LIFE EXPERIENCE.
AND THAT is how GOD works, as basically the
BUTTERFLY EFFECT AND AFFECT,
IN POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE
INSPIRING EMOTIONS,
WHEN IT COMES TO HUMANKIND.
THERE IS NO POSITIVE ACTION TOO SMALL;
THAT EVENTUALLY MAY WORK, IN PART,
TO SAVE THE WORLD; THEREFORE,
IT IS THE POSITIVE ACTIONS
THAT ARE THE SAVIOR OF THE WORLD;
FOR WHATEVER MAY COME TO BE IN THE FUTURE;
NO ONE PERSON CAN SAY THEY ALONE ARE THE SAVIORS,
WHEN almost everyone, in some way, is a supporting player
of the entire team of GOD THAT IS ALL THAT IS ALLONE! ON EARTH! FOR NOW!..:)
SO YES, FOR THOSE WHO CHOOSE LIGHT OVER DARK, per positive action verses negative action, THEY ALL ARE THE SAVIORS OF THE WORLD, for as long as humans, other creatures, and the earth, continue to exist.
And there are innumerable ways that one can ‘SEND THEIR LOVE INTO THE FUTURE’, AS NICELY put, in artistic effort by the great music artist STING, AS WELL; as this song too; will last as long as YouTube Rings this Truth!
Change starts with the human soul felt as heart,
and expressed as spirit, ALL in emotional life of human beings.
POSITIVE Emotion; LIKE FAITH, HOPE, BELIEF, AND HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL, inspire action and life; to grow those emotions into a beautiful garden of expression, IS Love of
GOD, expressed as humans..:)
History shows that is often the outcast or disabled person who makes the greatest difference in world history, from depressed Lincoln, to horribly ill John Kennedy whose assistant carries a full brief case in cocktail of prescription drugs to keep him going during his presidency.
And of course the religious and art worlds are full of these same kind of unlikely heroes of humanKIND.
And, both Bill Gates and Steve Jobs, as nerd and geek, respectively, start out in the same basement/garage scenario at the wealthy parents home. Their outcast stature in youth, drives them to do stuff that no one thinks of before, more or less, with the help of other outcasts like them.
So yes, it’s a bit of a privilege to be an outcast in this world, as the in-club is often full of cultural illusion through religions, and such as that for social bonding; that the outcast does not filter as much into bias, for potentially greater ways of making breakthroughs in life.
The meek and the outcasts are a bit of the same thing in the bible. AS it is those who are not bound to societal rules who often step up, and make the change for positive human effect and affect; in what is written about history of humankind, unleashed and released, in fuller ‘Quantum’ Power of mind and body balanced, or not..:)
Oh goodness, DARKNESS, AND LIGHTNESS,
the recipe for Saint Katrina is an easy loving one and a hard one too.
It starts with a poor mother looking for love, and that mother’s single mother finding love in her children, and several prospective coming fathers for Katrina’s mother, for a whole brood of step brothers and sisters;
living in a small home, still poor, relying on each other for survival,
and then the basic morals and ethics provided by the fundamentalist Christian way of life in our Patriarchal Christian area, in North Florida; that while far from perfect, still ‘talks’ to the merits of Unconditional Love.
Katrina’s mother, is far too chronically socially stressed, to give her Unconditional Love; but in the extended family she finds that through her grandmother, who she is attached to like Apron strings, with the sibling rivalries ongoing for subsistence; that are not always pretty, of course.
Tough Love, is the way of learning an Unconditional Love that will never leave here or her siblings; as now her older sister plays that role by raising the children of her other sister, who dies from cancer, now in another small home,
on the same piece of land; with little to no income; but the front porch is still there across the railroad tracks, and the connection of Love of scores of offspring, now generated from Katrina’s very troubled single mother,
ARE STILL HELD TOGETHER
ON THAT PORCH OF LIFE,
BY UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH LOVE.
So yeah; that quality AND QUANTITY
of Tough Unconditional Love is what gives Katrina
the strength to stay with me during the real tough times, when the Unconditional Love that lives in me gifted by my Saint Mother, who gets the gift of Tough Unconditional Love from her ‘poor’ SAINT Mother, is extinguished in me,
from the ‘RIGOR MORTIS’ OF chronic social stress
FROM the modern machine oriented work world
WITH SOULLESS CREATURES WITHOUT HEARTS,
named as humans, OFTEN BEHIND THE CURTAINS
OF
THIS MODERN OZ of HELL.
Yes, Katrina does her best to nurture a human
that loses their heart, soul, and expressed spirit
for five long years of Zombie death
AND ILLNESS,
numbering 19, in synergy of life threatening, stress related ones.
And that tough love from her childhood, in part, with all the other folks who inspire me back to life, eventually makes both her and me, the winners in a Life of Unconditional Tough Love that is truly possible, for success
in Unconditional Loving LIFE,
for those FOLKS with
strong enough LIVING WILLS
to make it through to the other side of LOVE.
So yeah, the recipe is Hard Love;
Love so Hard that it is worth it every now to simply; LOVE HARD AND SOFT.
So yeah, LOVE IS THE BATTLE FIELD, AND ‘THE SAINTS’ ARE THE WINNERS OF THE BIGGEST WAR OF LOVE THAT IS
NAMED AS HUMAN LIFE OR NOT, IN WHATEVER IS LEFT, OF LIFE FOR NOW AS LOVE.
TRULY, some folks are not part of that world of TOUGH Unconditional LOVE, and they may never get it; and I can only call
that HELL ON EARTH, looking through the mirror of ALICE IN WONDERLAND OF LOVE OR NOT.
AND this video describes it well,
for those who have experienced
this fuller experience
of living AND LOVING life.
‘WIDE AWAKE’ IS POSSIBLE.
And yeah; at one point in my life,
I AM ‘THE woman’ trembling,
in death IN LIFE,
in a wheel chair;
JUST LIKE THAT.
AND NOW, I TOO; AM WIDE AWAKE IN THE BLISS OF THE GARDEN OF EDEN,
GIFTED BY THE GOD OF NATURE, IN THE TAPESTRY OF THE ARTOFALLTHATISFORNOW.
Quote:
“Aghogday speaks in metaphor.
All poets are like that. They are expanding upon what is “real.”
What is “real is “real”–but could stand a little “artificial” embellishment.
It’s understandable that those who think logically, scientifically,
would find “embellishment of the real” to be somewhat irritating.
But we need this–we need this in order for there to be hope.
What is “purely real” is not good in many instances.
What we have to do is to expand from the “purely real.”
Just like the pioneers in Internet technology did.
What was “real” in 1995 is merely a speck of “real” today.”
Aghogday writes:
Thanks Kraftie Kortie;
that’s a perfect poetic expression
of explanation that is worth quoting
FOR me..<3
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI 