And the battle between Katrina and Fred
over this weekend’s choice between
Superman vs Batman vs Miracles
from Heaven continues on..
results coming
sometime
soon..
in front of the
Theater of chosen
movie.. this weekend then..
So let it be written.. so let it be done..;)
WeLL.. thiS iS reAlly becoming an Epic
post.. huh.. butt so what.. at the finale..
i don’t have anyONE
to reaLLy imPress
but God who
lives within me now..
so i write to God within me
as me inside me outside me..
above and so below me all
around with simple
bliss
and
energy now..:)
Oh.. and yes.. iT is also doubling
as my annual Dance Celebration
in yearly weeks of Thursday niGht
and other niGhts of Dancing at Good
Old Seville Quarter in Pensacola.. 103
weeks now this Thursday.. wITh one
human week off
for a nasty
nasty
stomach
bug then..
no illnesses this
year.. not even a cold..
with honey dripped days..
and moonlight soUl.. now
oF LivingLoveLiGht..FTW..
anyway.. a full year of dance
through next Pan SpRinG
of 2017.. WiLL be
documented
fully in
this Blog
post through the year
yes.. just for fun.. Ynot.. aGaiN..;)
So anyway.. for posterity purposes
iN.. arRears.. here are the completed
years of dance for first of two years..
now that i am finAlly getting around
to updating the last one.. “666 Months
of Dance”.. with the first one.. long now
complete.. named
“God’s Muse of Dance”..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/
And sure.. Ynot add in the thousand mile 6 month increment
celebrations of dance walking EVERYWHERE i go.. as WeLL…
up to 5000 miles now.. in 30 months total.. as of
last count.. last week..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/03/17/5000milesofdance/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/23/4000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/02/3000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/20/2000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/
And yes.. there was a Novel completed of Free Verse poetry iN ALL
blog way at the end of December wITh 41K words.. named..
GodsUniVerseNovel
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/
and one in February..
at 51K..
titLed..
GodsUniVerseNovel2..
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/
And one coming as soon
as i catch up on about
6 more dVerse prompts
back to par.. with likely then
well over 100K words that also
will be a fully-year-unabridged
Anthology of all the micro poetic
expressions.. in response to all
the yearly prompts and liNks now
from dVerse that becomes major
macrocosm view of poeTry when.. ah..
iT aLL comes toGeThEr then that oh..
will be titled.. yes.. you may
have guessed it..
by now..
again..
GodsUniVerseNovel3..
To keep it brief and
easy to remember how
to get back tHere at
lEast.. somewhat..
for now..
then..
now..:)
And since ATandT..
agreed with little to
no charge to increase
my BroadBand access
speed.. from 28MBps
to 45MBps..
sTarting
this Friday..
i’ll get more done
as even that seems
too slow for me now..
and imagine.. it used to
be 14.4Kps..
i was there..
yes..
14.4Kps
was real..
in the
beginning…;)
Seriously.. anyONE
paying attention..
should be
somewhat
closeR
to aN
“Einstein”
by noW..
fully now
engaged
of course..
with HUman
frigGinG Potential..
Lucy style iN grace
of what’s available iN EFFORT..
oF JUsT FRIGgINg DOiNg iT N0W..:)
http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/03/5000-miles-of-dance-walking-now-free.html
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And here’s the thing that truly does set
‘me’ apArt from the crowd.. i have iT aLL
noW.. the Kingdom of God iS
generated from withiN.. NOW..
i mean.. by God..
we have the
warmth of the
Sun to give with
human emotions to
both others and ourselves
in truly Altruistic ways.. now as
well as a magnificent naturAlly
created brain that has more neuron
connections than the billions upon
billions of stars in the galaxy as
whole.. science.. truly remains
a better bible evidence of
what is real..
AS Nature
AS GOD..
thaN folks
who
would
attempt
to fiT AND
L O C K
God iN
as smAll
as a
bLack
book of
words
or a
frigging
3
letter
word
now..
sure.. for all practical intents
and purposes i am frigging Lucy..
Lucifer.. and Jesus all in one
as a hero archetype and
there are many more
free Neo folks
like me..
who
have it aLL.. who
therefore can give
without ever the limit
or expectation of getting
something from someone else..
as it is the giving aLLone that iS
the Joy of DoinG LiFe FReED..
whether iT iS
dancing 5000
miles for me
iN public
over 30 months..
or writing a reAlly
nice little poem in response
to 40 or so poets.. without even
one coming to my blog to say hello…
along with 11 million or so other
FREE WORDS..
iN 63 months
or so..
Love
WinS NoW..
inALLwAYS
oF Free nOW NO
MATTER WHAT..
and iT is enough
that i CAN and
WiLL
say
something
or dance a way
nice to someone
else.. and on top of that..
most people do not have
a powerful enough computer
and or Internet access or practiced
BRain to get low enough in one
of my blog
posts
to make
iT ‘here’..
nor the time
that is required…
as most people
live in a prison of
a culture made clock now
of work and responsibilities
that i totally neglect as a child
P A N
of God
away
from
the
God of culture.. now..
but as ‘they’ say.. someone
has to be a slave.. so i can
keep my wide dance aisles
iN SuperWalmart.. and
fast broad band
access
and
computer
to prepare ye
a greater way
for the free
oF
uS
NOW
as children
oF God ALIVE
AWAKE AND
DOING iT ALL..
And one day computers
and broadband access
and even the tools
of typing
may
catch
up to
a braiN
and hAnds
even faster
than mind/body
thaT iS free fAlling..:)
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Pan FReED Dance
Words.. expResSinG
whaTiSreal DoInG
iT Is
Ra
EL
A
FRiEnD..:)
Counting syllAbles
of Haiku or any other
pAint by numbers
takes me away
from
cre
a
ti
viTy..:)
Ya kNow.. gigoid.. i used to
be very angry wIth the
world.. iN fAct when
i had that worst
pain known
to hUman
kind.. at
first.. i hoped
it would aLL
go away then..
with zero
feelings of
hope left..
so i wouldn’t
have to end
me on my own..
how weak i was then..
but i kNow very WeLL..
tHere are places one
can go.. wHere no
thing makes
sense
but getting
the heLL out
of thiS place..
no holds barRed…
i cannot judge another human now
being as less than me.. as i’ve been to/
aT the lowest of the pile oF evil.. wishing
iT ALL away.. which sure.. would include
mY Loved one’s and tHeir precious loved
one’s too..
worsE
than anY
deviL dreameD
nihilist oF LiFe..
altoGetHeR the
REAL dEviL
i was
then..
So i tRead liGhtly
as iKnow the
dARk surely
exists
iN the
greaTEst
liGhts oF aLL
as WeLL.. noW
The Devil kNows
Heaven all too well..
as anything tastes
better than a
bLack
wHole
sOuL.. solow..:)
i sTill have hope
that anyone’s pain
can go away.. suddenly
and completely.. and thanks
to reality oF mY liFe then.. i
did not believe the Doctors
when they told
me.. zero
CHANCE
OF
recovery
for mE..
so iN other
words.. i hope
you will be pain
free one now again..
but hey.. it seems to run
in my family.. as my mother
refuses to take any prescriptions
or go to a Doctor at age 81..
and somehow
her pain
goes
away
too.. so perhaps
i am just lucky
as gifted
in her
genes.. SMiLes..
and hopes of
free sleep and
comfort.. my friend..:)
LIFE doesn’t have to
make sense.. even
when..
the
pain goes
away..
with
restful sleep…:)
And at the first appearance
of my 19 total medical
disorders.. none
of it made sense..
so i said why me..
i was always so healthy
before the stress came..
and my mother told
me.. then..
why not
you..
in other words
life’s a bitch.. accept
it.. but then she said..
and this too will pass..
heard that in the bible..
thought it was just a nice
platitude of hope then.. but
she had already been to places
like that and done it.. so she knew
more than
i.. at 47..
and so did my Great
Aunt at 94.. who too
experienced something
like i did in the stress of
middle age in our insane
world then.. that is more
incredibly insane now than
ever in ways of human stress…
But anyway.. as alWays the only
choice really as given by Nature iS
to survive
as iS..
and make
the best of
bitches or beaches..
as the sandy area in
my backyard continues
to rule under grAss iN feats of dance..
and i am
no longer
afraid
of weeds..
my friend..
i cherish mY
liFe as DanDeLioN ReaL..:)
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SMiLes..
penniewoodfall..
LiFe GRoWS..;)
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Facebook friend.. Florence..
who sadly enough..
iS only one noW
of two African
American
Facebook
Friends..
as at
core for
some reason
black folks
get me
more
often than
white folks
in my historical
past.. hmm..
perhaps the
outcast
thingy..
or perhaps..
’cause i don’t
see color..
age..
gender..
nationality..
disability..
creed or
any human
difference..
including
sexual orientations..
other than
human true..
yes.. perhaps
‘they’ can feel
that true now..
sTiLL.. NoW..
astrueliGht..:)
Anyway.. Facebook
Friend Florence
says..
“Somehow.. braiding my
hair actually makes me look whiter…”
And i say..
i Love people
who say what’s
on their mind..
with no exclusions..:)
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Facebook Friend.. Glenn.. is doing a wonderful
job of administering a page that houses
Minimalist photography across
his Internet travels with
similarly inclined
Facebook
Friends..
and unknown
photographers.. and
while i have been much
too engaged in writing and
actually doing photography
lately to share much there.. i make
it a routine to visit.. as all inspires me..
and this is just one more opportunity now
to grow iN perpetual SpRing Life oFme..
anyway.. Glenn shares a photo now
of the shadow of a smart phone
earbud with attached cord..
imagine iphone style..
if you will here..
across a line
on a
green
background
and in iNspiRaTioN
i say then and now..
Yes.. ear buds are a force of creation..
not unlike the
Biological
metaphor (sperm)
for that.. as green piLL..
excellent.. Art.. now..
wheRe technology
crosses the line
of Biology..
and the
two meet
across
the
Line of Singularity
inAnewnow.. LiFE..:)
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Furry cat photos are a major
draw on Facebook for GOOD
FEELING.. BUT along the
same furry lines..
Facebook Friend Rafiah
sHares a photo of a
furry bunny ..
comfy
warm
and fuzzy
on a bed that
states..
“I DON’T WANT TO ADULT TODAY..
I DON’T EVEN WANT TO HUMAN TODAY..
TODAY I WANT TO BUNNY”..
AND i say..
SAdly.. modern
culture teaches us
overall that we are
not bunnies anymore..
per warm and fuzzies..
My favorite chemistry.. my friend..
Rafiah.. is brain chemistry as it makes
so much ‘SENSE’.. as toWHY so many folks are
so depressed these days.. and out of synch
in miNd and boDy balance.. as we human
BeinGs are built to spend most of our
nows in warm and fuzzy human
moments but sadly from
age 4 or 5 on.. we get
attached to desks..
to solve
problems
to get another
seat as a cog in a machine
to keep the culture running
as is.. the best we can..
and yes.. what solving
problems and sitting
at desks will do..
is increase natural
levels of feel good
dopamine in the brain
and even Serotonin trust
in accomplishment but what
it will never naturally ‘normally’
do is raise the warm and fuzzy
neurohormone of hugs and
fuzzy bunnies named
oxytocin.. of the
feeling mammal
touch.. where yes..
lizards.. snakes..
and mythological
dragons can feel
the serotonin and
dopamine of safe
and efficient survival..
but the life of warm and fuzzy
is a creature with fur’s life.. and
sadly humans in literal and metaphor
are loSing tHeir fur of warm and fuzzy..
to domestication away from hugs
in machine mind way of solving
problems for a cold green
black print dollar bill..
a metal iced cold
heart souled car..
or a big brick cave
with no soul.. now..
except perhaps for
the mirror neuron vicarious
way of catching a warm and
fuzzy moment from a TV show..
or books of poeTry or such that
bRinGS the similar warm
and fuzzy
Rabbit
to human
at least
iN pArt aGaiN.. but
sure in ‘hOur’ REAL
ANCESTRAL WAY
of being primate
warm and fuzzy
human.. iT was aLL
naked with hugs for both
bonding and avoiding freezing
to death.. on a moonlit night of snow..
then the match.. then the campfire..
then the AC and heat.. then the
books.. the radio.. the TV.. and
exercise machines that
go just one way
beyond the
gravity of connection
in oxytocin receptors that
connect uS barefoot to sand
now sTiLL oN Mother Earth as gifted
by God iN ACTION OF BEING HUMAN
NOW.. AND SURE.. the front porches went
away.. and now the robots shuffle by with eyes
directed down.. on brightly lit screens.. and iN
Zombie Apocalypse way.. and we say we
have evolved.. when all that’s
left is a furry bunny
that reminds us
somewhere deep down..
when we had more fur.. and
were not ashamed of either our
nakedness or to fear to hug our
DNA Brothers and Sisters with
the warm and fuzzies..
as the way of life..
instead of a broken
wish onscreen..
where heaven
that was.. is just
a two dimensional
SCREAM OF WHaT iT
ONCE MEANtTO EVEN BE HUMAN..
But of course.. i am stiLL
very furry.. so maybe
that is why
i remember
more.. oF
hUman..
Love..w/
wInks..noW..:)
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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/21/science-is-dead/
Science is dead..
Well yeah.. in the context
of the furry bunny in a way it is..
reference the previous post..
and linked Facebook
memory here
from my
blog post here again..
Science in systemizing way
allows us to gain comfort
that God’s Nature
makes sense..
and there is an Art about
God that is both beautiful and
logical in Nature way too..
butt please don’t
forget the
REAL MAGIC
OF HUMAN EMOTIONS..
MOVING.. CONNECTING.. CREATING..
GIVING.. AND SHARING WAYS.. iN aLL
INNATE INSTINCT.. AND INTUITION
OR BEFORE one knows it or actually
forgets they lost the feeling.. wHere
one now they may
fall asleep..
dead in life..
with almost total
loss iN EmoTioN oF heArt..
expresSinG emotioN
oF hUman SpiRit
as ART.. noW..
and a disconnect
between body and
mind iN soUl thaT iS
the real demon iN hell now..
away from feeling all natural
human happiness and peace iN
what can be referred to as Heaven
now.. yeah.. more or less the real dude
Jesus.. Buddha.. Lao Tzu.. and all the
associated myths too.. were grounded
iN all Natural science of Nature
too.. to bRing the
liGht that human
imaGiNaTioN oF Dreams
and niGhtmares.. can bRing aS
great joy and bliss and or great pain..
and misery too.. it’s all in how
we view.. perceive in
sensing feeling
way of what
our reality
may be now
iN either heaven or hell sAMe..
oN thiS terrestrial plane
oF earth noW..
that as self
fulfilling prophecy
of imaGination and
creativity.. we create heaven
or hell for now.. wiTh what we either
just do.. or do not do at aLL.. Practice
makes heaven.. there are no
shortcuts
out of
hell
but
JUST
DOING HEAVEN
NOW.. the paths
are many.. more than
stars of neurons connecting
the uniVerse iN two hemispheres
oF BRain are wE iN rain of Ocean
drops wHole..
whether Sun of
uS Spiraling around
aS cAlm Hurricane eYes..
or bLack hole sun
of darkest
soUls
now
OUT OF MIND
AND BODY BALANCE..
anyWay.. wITh aLL that said..
now to move oN.. shortly
as iT is almost n0w
for lunch.. sand
and sun dance..
and a move back to dVerse..
two weeks ago.. iN Tuesday Poetry
prompt.. something about using
some lines out of some
famous poem to
get all
inspired..
all i need
iS one word..
or breathslife
NOW.. but more
to come first.. now..
wRite oN course aS iS..;)
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WeLL.. first of All.. hope
you can sleep soon.. friend
gigoid.. as yeah.. i can relate..
and 4 or 5 hours..
is about norm
for me.. but
yeah.. it can
be very nice
to get 8 when
that decides to
come.. usuAlly after
spending the day on a farm..
once a month.. or any way of
being in Nature.. away from
all caved ways of
being human..
but it’s obvious why
for me.. as stimulation of
dopamine.. no matter if it is
screen induced.. now or other
induced..way.. is a way to continuous
wake.. now.. and the oxytocin soothing
way of Nature.. is like a pillow
cloud of
mind and
body balance
snoozing away..
hmm.. there was over
5 years.. where i felt exactly
zero oF oxytocin Nurturing
barefoot earth and
touching other
human
comfort..
and the first clue
is when i could not feel
the pet connection between
i and my sister’s cat.. next door..
as allergies were too bad then
to have the furry oxytocin
mammal way
of cat
connection inside..
but it was clear to me..
that just as i felt it on the
bottom of my feet in soothing
comfort after walking on the beach
sands all day long in Summer soothing
Sun as well.. iN Serotonin trUst
oF Nature way.. that Yellow Boy..
could feel the same
as he curled
up as the
Universe
unto himself
iN Galaxy PHI spiraLed
Natural comfort aS the
cAt iS God too..
iN pArt of
Nature
as
Whole too..
mini God’s are aLL
wE iN fractal way.. and
to lose the feeling as
Barry ManiLow miGht
say sucks as same
as Saul out of
the Bible
in the last
installment of that
ABC mini-series stated..
wHere.. he said he could not
feel Elohim anymore.. well nah..
when ya become all about Power and
Status.. and domination over others..
all there is is less
than oxytocin
comfort of
simply holding
Nature AKA God’s
hand in simple furry
balled comfort one and same..
it’s not really complicated.. walk
on the beach iN the soothing
Summer Sun barefoot and
feeL the Love
of God..
or wear
shoes behind
a screen.. with stimulation..
but little warm and fuzzy comfort
oF niGhts iN Peaceful Bliss.. iNstead
Wide AWake as WeLL.. and
iF i had a pill that
truly worked
for me to
rid mySELF..
of aLL your pain
friend that i can relate
to how difficult pain can
make sleep come as well..
i would share it with you.. but it’s
magic.. and i haven’t quite figured out
the formula.. as truly there are no words
or equations for it..fully.. it is bio-feedback now
iN Sensual Feeling WiLL that may never have
a pill
or equation…
other than seeKinG..
finding iT.. and exercising
this bliss of miNd and boDy
now that can sTill come with
X-Rays and Cat Scans that iN
my case SPELL PAIN FROM HEAD
TO TOE.. that is totAlly gone.. as long
as my SoUl.. iN miNd and BoDy balance
hums as spiRit inside as mY heARt goes oN
this way..
wITh
no end iN siGht
now oF blisS.. but it’s
more than grace.. iT iS
a magic practice of REAL NOW..
FROM WITHIN.. SOMEHOW THAT
COMES TO THE REALEST FRUITION
OF ALL
that iS
heaven noW..
stiLL trying to develop
a pill my friend.. but i suppose
Karma prevents that from happening..
less the ‘bad guys/gals’ get the
pill
for Hate
over Love..
iF oNly they felt
one second of my HeLL
before.. and one second
of my Heaven iN Love
now they
would
give up
aLL tHeir
power/status bucks for free..
and just live HeavenOW..
but sure.. it’s not alWays
possible iT seems
for reaSons that
escape mE
iN feelinG
oF expresSinG
that completely
as iT may just alWays
be vague for those who
have not yet lived there iN Heaven
my friend.. but i’ll keep trying.. after aLL
that’s the LesSon of HeLL.. never giving uP..:)
Other than that.. Love the comment up theRe
from your friend of before.. that talks
about the Chinese philosophy fallacy
of silence
over expressing iN liGht
what is true.. whether
that comes in words
or martial arts
Kicks without
rules.. hmm..
since recorded history
of writing it down.. and
or either orally transmitting
it.. some folks Love to say
this is the last word or martial
arts kick or other creative
connecting
move of living
life now..
the only
rule i
play by
iS ART
and True Art
has no bounds of past
or future.. but now iN
FloW of ZonE..
and that’s why
i can leg press twice
as much on my machine
as elite Marine’s.. they lEarned
it by form.. and i lEArned iT bY soUl..
the difference iS Twice as much in effect
and affect
of the
Army’s bE aLL
ya can Be..
for me
that’s
FREE AND WILD
WITH NO HOLDS
BARRED OF LOVE..
UNDER RELATIVE FREE WiLL..:)
All.. seems to be vibration.. my friend..
down to subatomic being
of what is.. and now..
when it is humming
iN synchronicity way
that i can almost ‘here’
iN my bRain now..
the 2 am creative
effect or 11:33 pm..
one now.. that’s
now wheRe the
real synchronicity
oF magic staRts..
when wE
lose our
minds
to free
floWing
rhythm Of the
niGht oF Nature..
God Free.. as above
so below.. expanding
iN imaGiNaTioN oF Creativity
alWays.. and my mind iS like a
computer of statistics.. that kNows
very well that the coincidences that
continue to accelerate iN mY liFe
that are meaningful
and purposeful
are more
than
confirmation
bias.. and bias now
of confirmation sAMe..
as Life iS BiaSed for those
who rule A realiTy with relative
free WiLL ONE FORCEnow with
NATURE.. oN this level.. yes.. now..
at least that’s what my documentation
of reality of what i experience says so far..
But truly i do feel like i’ve lived an Infinity
oF liFeNows..
within just
one.. and noW
iS Infinity too.. so
tHere’s plenty oF room
for more.. traveling now..
sMiLes.. nothing to lose
when one iS
out of
Mind
and Real
as Super WeLL..:)
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Back at 4:11 pm.. 3212016..
to catchup on some
Poetry now from
two weeks
ago..
Tuesday
at dVerse
online Poet’s
Pub.. now..
regarding
choosing a line
for inspiration
from a selected
poem that i may
or may not
reference
during
the course
of free writing
iN stream oF noW..
consciousness miNd waY..:)
*
THere are those who see
ashes oF liFe.. and theRe
are those who
see a flAme..
And therE
are those who
simply liVe iN
InspiraTion oF
come what may..:)
*
SmiLes.. i for one
never wait.. i just
do it.. let it go..
and do it some
more..
hmm..
Lesson of
JOB when
stuck
iN
one
Place..
Lesson of Life
Move.. Connect
and Create anything
with liGht oF positivity
as dWeLLinG oN the DArk..
per the science studied
Nocebo effect and affect
is as real as self-fulfilling
prophecies of negative thoughts
and feelings.. the laws of attraction
of what is negative and what is positive
are no longer a secret.. even science gets
it both now..
in the Placebo
sweet liGht prayer..
vs.. Nocebo
voodoo
dark
way
of Life..
White magic one
Black magic two..
both are real..
iN both ACTION
AND CONSEQUENCE..
but of course for some folks..
speaking of the DArk iS insPiRaTioN
for greater liGht iN Life.. theRe are noW sTiLL
no cookie cutter solutions to Art oF BeinG hUman..:)
Papers of Life
stack hi and
low.. Feelings
of Life escape forms
of lines and print..
Victory of WiLL
Loves Air
and
Water
Free..:)
You kNow.. Victoria.. the more i thiNk/FEEL
about iT.. the more it disgusts me..
that when i lost my emotions
all anyone could offer
was a pill..
and no
way
out of hell..
or even wHere
human emotions
exist at all.. perhaps
a symptom of some
in the health field
who have
wittingly
or
unwittingly
turned there’s
off too.. and perhaps
that is why it is best to
see smiling clergy or
friends than any
doctor
or other
professional
of black clothed
heARt.. after all..
science says it’S
epidemic.. with even
college age adults losing
30 percentage points of
their empathy IQ over the
last several decades.. poverty
of feeling and sharing feelings
is truly
at Zombie
Apocalypse
Grey Alert..:)
Before i fell deathly ill back in ‘o8..
starting even before that in ’06..
i never imagined i would
write anything
of substance
other than
what was
required in
Official E-mails
at work.. only down
time in video games..
TV.. and then bed..
and monthly
mowing grass..
but after losing
my Father..
and two
beloved cats..
i finAlly have a way
to express grief and
truly let go.. in fact
even a first Love from
decades before.. where
truly i never had closure until
i put iT all down iN writing.. sealed
the envelope In bLog way and let it go..
yes.. it’s more than writing it is for the sOul..:)
Life.. addiction
only having
endinG..
miGht
aS WeLL
joiN
coffEE..
LiVinG..:)
sMiLes.. Hurricane
named Ivan blew
away my favorite
tree.. finAlly..
i lEarned
to Love the Sky..
no longer am
i a leaf..:)
One of my favorite
Rock groups.. Styx..
along with its
lead singer
Dennis DeYoung..
has alWays fascinated
me.. but as is the case
with money and fame..
it can be rather
trapping
away
from free..
anyway.. the lead
singer.. expressed distress
that they will be among last
of legendary rock groups..
as anyone with
YouTube access
can either do it
or get it for free..
with yes.. emphasis
on making a few million
less or nothing at all…
Giving and sharing
Art was.. alWays iS
the human
way before
a dollar
bill roped it..
tied it.. and put it
up for sale.. and theRe
iS the true beauty of Google
and its child YouTube.. and
even Word Press too..
anyone can do it..
and F the
established
way.. before..
AS FREE..
ONCE AGAIN
iN giving sharing
way wHere someone
like ‘Emily’ doesn’t have
to file iT away iN a drawer
to be discovered and shared
late..
better
as early..
and forever on
servers in relative
human eternal way..
kinda hilarious to me
when folks get upset
about sharing tHeir 15
minutes
of
fame..
and ‘Timmy ‘
was correct about
that now proven sure..
for
ever
more
now iN
SerVer
waY..;)
i suppose.. Long Term relationships are
more like outer planets of neptune..
pluto..
and uranus..
and sometimes
icy comeTs now..
iN ways oF colDer
eYes meeTinG
‘tween sheets
wArm…
swiRling
now ’round
A UniVerse
more untiL
tHey
‘tween..
aGaiN..:)
Ah.. to live again
iN death of Life..
Desert
WiLL
do that
to folks..
aLIve iN Breathe..;)
Life iS best
when wE can
be aLL of who Me
are.. accepted by the rest..
but when it comes within
therE iS nO
defeating
uS..:)
Unspoken feathers Of Life..
Bird sings words unheard..
Going Forward never looking
back.. Dance
a now within..
Forge a LifE
oF Real..:)
i for one
SinG iT
aLL
doWn..
after aLL
iT’s fREE..:)
i for one.. feel..
aNew Year shAll
sTart wITh Blooms
Of DogWood Trees..
Green iS new..
i cannot
complain..
WiNter Green
lives here now
aGaiN..
iN North
Florida
cliMatic
chanGe..:)
Oh.. prayer..
a gift that
works..
for those
who Believe..:)
Cars Houses Caves
Prison Walls
Ceilings
all A
sAMe.. home
full… Free
giggles.. aT
humans..
who
live
inside..:)
WeLL.. that’s sweet 16..
leaving 15 more
to go..
but first
now for
din
din
and
work-out more..
5:55 pm..:)
Back at 11:06 am..
03222016..
But first a
note..
Lives Love
received
or not
Love
comes
what
may..:)
Now back to
the originally
scheduLed prograMming..;)
OBTW.. not too happy wiTh
Fox ‘wRite’ now.. they bLocked
the original theater version
of come what may.. based
on copyright law..
F** that
Law..
yes
FUN
iT!
Love
WiNs..
come what
maY tHeir
WiLL alWays
be a way
for
LOVE..
when loop
wholes oF awholes stiLL
find room for FREEnow..:)
Sidenote ends..
and Love beGins
aGaiN..:)
Love a number
with no rule
Free a rule
with no numbers
but Love without harm..:)
Love without
a SonG or
Dance.. iS
No
Love
atAll..:)
SMiLes.. the Angel Loves..
the Devil Survives..
Love survives
a balance
of both..
Survival..
the reptilian braiN..
Love.. the mammal bRain..
reaSon the
Killer now
and Lover
of both…
ReaSon..
the
REAL
eviLive
livedevil
stressedessert..:)
N
o
Age..
No Gender..
No Nationality..
No Color..
No Creed..
No Dis
abiliTy..
sexual
orientation..
or other.. Y
es..Difference
BeInG Love..:)
i suppose.. one of the
sAddest pARts oF
modern life.. iS..
some folks
never even
gain the now
to determine
what iT is
they
even
missed
out on..
An era
now with
no kNows
FeeLinG
self iN
reflecTion
liGht.. now
iS a dArk
age of Human Hell.. wITh
out mirror laKes oF BeinG Human..:)
Ah.. to ‘marry aiR’..
oh… to ‘marry niGht’..
hmm.. humm.. to
SinG NoW
and Dance
A SonG Of Free
N0w iN sAnds
oF Earth WitH SUn..
iN flAMe
oF
i..:)
Never a doubt
on preDator lips
a WiLL to survive
hungry wins
over
doubt
and fear..
Love with
fear can
lose
it ALL…
Fearless
Love WiN oF aLL..:)
My FRiEnD.. i have been to a place
so cold.. so empty that i screamed
to God to let me feel
even a scream..
beyond sadness..
beyond grief..
beyond
paper thin
existence..
1000 years
in one second
of REAL HELL
‘hear’ on Earth..
but Heaven iS Real
and now too.. and perhaps
if the price of thaT is HeLL..
it iS
worth
aLL of those
thousands
years
iN
one
second
tHere.. my friend..
a UniVerse within
to live or escape
i
wilLL
to Live
and FeeL more
than eva’ before..
as that first bully boy
in school who told me
only Queers smile was
DEAD
WRONG..
WinKS..
LOVE
WiNS
as KinG
of the UniVerse
of hUman miNd/boDy alWays
now.. iN eternity of Love iS..
with
ZERO
FEAR.. GIVING
SHARING NOW
NEVER ENDING
FOREVERMORE
NOW..
iT iS… REAL..:)
Every life that
continues to live
in eYes of wE
as i..
iS a
Love
that
never
ends for NOW..:)
SMiLes… i never
lived until
i went
down
the hill
coasting
all the way
back uP..
but i for
one know
and feel now
magic is real..
never
believing
iN magic
enough
was the
only fall of before..
and i can now safely say
that as even professionals
at the time noted i was
iN thE
LOWEST
POSSIBLE
place
of all..
and sure
other folks
name it HELL..
but the false
paRt is there
is no
way
uP.. ouT
iN Heaven
never imagined
before.. as REAL noW..:)
Oh.. StOne of Art..
rock upon LoVeNow
ExpresSinG SpiRit
noW.. human waits..
ah.. to SMiLe A
hUman
heArt
oF SoUl..
a bird who
wILLs to fly
no matter
other
attempts
@clipping
WinGs..
biRd
gRows
stronGer
winGs now
fly hiGheR
over
scissors
Lesser Love..
In Ocean waves LiFe..
iN end Love Wins beGins
in Art oF hUman FREeDOM..:)
SMiLes .. God’s greaTest
gift to human iS Love
a REAL StOne that
never
turns
another
face away..
most people
have never
seen
this
sTone
but iT
does WiN
iN the end..
now of the
beginning
no matter
words or
bibles
oF
lesser
than
God’s Gift..
Free LOVE..
dedicated to
Lesbians covered
to tHeir Breasts and
stoned and similar
hate of religions
around
the
world..
God Wins
iN HUman Love..
with nay a
book
or
even
ignorant
human word..:)
FamiLY iS
Love end
and beginning
oF human story sTiLL..:)
Oh.. symbols
of Joy.. idols
of living
Love..
Love
wiNs
and ends
iN PoeTry
oF beginning
AGaiN.. noW
but i must
SinG and
Dance too..
lest
i lose
the
feeLinG..
WInks..:)
Family of liFe
seated at
a meal
of survival..
but without
Love there
is no kitchen
of human
cooperation
aT aLL..
Love
the
Food of Life..
and hi Lynn..
comfortable
seeing
you
here
at the
end for now..:)
Well.. yes.. at the
end of this poeTry
round at dVerse
that wiLl certainly
lead to the beginning
of another.. inspiration
stARts and ends at the heARt
of now.. and in looking for the
other version of come what may..
it leads me back to
the first time
i listened
to that song..
borrowed in
share on another
blogger.. Shawna’s
site.. with our cat
Moby Loving on my feet
same as always since he
came up on our porch back
at the height of my illness
when i could feel no Love of any
animal.. including human wife..
at all..
a cold
dArk place
and a cat who
only felt the
Law of Feeling Love
coming up
as gift
of giving
ALL.. it took
me years to receive
the gift.. but one that
was all the cat had learned
in life other than eating..
Loving.. and Loving more..
Cats are born feral
creatures..
and THE FaCT
that a cat who
is territorial
and who
can truly
be vicious
to the point
of biting the
testicles off another
cat in pursuit of reproduction
rights.. says something about
a human condition..
who will
learn to
hate so
much in
environmental
ways that they will
stone the difference
among God of Nature
given sexual
orientations
’cause someone
told ’em they
would go
to hell
if not..
but the thing
is they are already
in hell and don’t even
know it as only a devil
would see his brother or
sister
than
less
than Living
gift of Life..
Humans are domesticated
sadly enough to evil..
Primitive humans
lived a way
of sharing
and giving..
and by God if
a hunter cat
can Love
like Moby
did without fear
to the very end..
there has
to be
hope
for
Devil
humans
too..:)
1:11 pm
03222016
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On Break..
from one of
‘my’ Theater
productions..
opening now
Good Friday..
of Course.. now
And “Miracles from
Heaven” too.. aGaiN..
There is a hidden war
going on ‘tween Katrina
and i to see..
which movie
which.. this
weekend..
but it all comes out
in the wash and rinse
cycle.. i’m sure.. for now..:)
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Reference.. ‘last Facebook Profile photo’ status thingy..
the battle goes on with Batman Vs. Superman Vs.
Miracles from Heaven.. wiTh
subliminal messages
like this to
lobby Katrina
to get my way..
to see the Justice
League first.. this
weekend.. of course..
and wRite
on
course..:)
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“Kiss the Wind”
‘bloWinG
aimlessly”
like a “Hope
less Wanderer”..
words from Jimi..
Tzu.. and Mumford
and Son’s
too..
anyway..
no words
necessary
when onE
does
iT..
SMiLes
aGaiN.. friend
gigoid.. i’ve
got more
wandering
to do.. for noW..:)
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Faceboook Friend.. Mary Florence says..
“Lazy-Ass Good-for-Nothing
Entitled Ravens…”
[/sarcasm};
iN response to
Luke 12:24
“CONSIDER THE RAVENS:
They neither Sow nor Reap,
They have neither storehouse or barn,
And yet God feeds them.
Of how much more value
are you than the birds!”
i say..
Seed Free..;)
And as a side note now
i say.. yAAss..
but my favorite
Luke verse
iS 17:21..
“Neither shall they say, Lo here!
or, lo there! for, behold, the
kingdom of God is
within you.”
Hmm.. so why
do ‘they’ keep
saying it is somewhere
else.. in some other now
but now.. WeLL..
the tribal
instinct..
iN aLL its colors
answers for that..
as to put stuff off.. is
to kick the can down the
road some more.. away
from free.. sadly
enough noW
iN ignorance.. sTill..
oF culture noW..
aLive
and
FReED..:)
Hmm.. and then theRe’s..
John 14:12.. all these
verses out of the
King James
version
too..
OBtW..:)
“Most assuredly, I say to you,
he who believes in Me, the works
that I do he will do also; and greater
works than these he will do,
because I go to My Father.”
So.. yes.. per reference
Blog post photos
coming ‘soon’..
i suppose
Jesus
would
not
be
afraid of ‘Lucy2’..:)
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Facebook Friend
and nice niece
Candy
shares
a flavor
of the season
sentiment about
the so-called
Son of Man
Jesus.. that
says..
“For Even the Son of Man
came not to be served
but to serve others
and give
His life
as a ransom
for many”
Matthew 20:28 NLT
And i say..
Altruism is the all natural innate way
of human beings who are free and rely on
each other for survival.. Most American Indians
hiStoricAlly speaKing and still.. present day..
so-cAlled primitives living in much smaller societies..
rated by science as the most peaceful societies in the world now..
meet the all natural God given altruistic Jesus model of being human..
The man Jesus.. As reported.. became a child of God again instead of
lying culture and the religion of his era.. Lots of lip service to this
now but the human way innately still is..
DoInG beats words hands UP..
iN the God way of DOing
over lip service..
smile emoticon..
Here in the Southern
Capital of churches homeless
folks on the street are largely ignored..
Few really act on what Jesus was saying
about returning to our God given altruistic Nature…
The best Christians were American Indians as they
were close friends of the doing over lip service.. God oF
Nature.. Ah.. Human Nature.. when wild and free.. Not
unlike wolves.. REAL.. Wild Wolves.. iS LOVEly..:)
And now i skip over
to Cabrogal’s place over
in Australia.. where he provides
a research study that shows now
how only 7 out of 500 hundred
folks on the street stopped
to help a dirty looking
small blonde
and or
red headed
boy.. searching
through
dumpsters
for food..
in Auckland
New Zealand..
And i say..
At least in metaphor truth is that 493
city folk are already in an unwitting social
experiment and truthfully where i live most
people would have stopped to help ’cause he
was a little boy and the white and the blonde/red hair
gets him Southern Red State fundy extra credit but
never the less that is a part of the good old boy
culture here.. women and children are
treated with respect on the street..
Smaller cities with many churches
have common sense value.. Still..
Big cities are truly sick human experiments
in this measure.. But humans.. Only evolved to
connect to around 150 to 200 sets of eyes tend to
lose parts of their humanity this way when eyes miss
human suffering… In the city…. But compassion does
not meet the Jesus model as homeless adults are largely
ignored here with much discrimination among those who
do not meet the Old Testament requirements of the Bible..
As far as being different.. Husky white men get the best ride still..
Privilege in the Patriarchy with rules of Caucasian women and children first..:)
Cabrogal goes on to say.. the reason he made the post was
to highlight the abuse of Aboriginal homeless kids
on the street by Australian Cops..
i say..
That’s sad.. i’ve watched my city over 5 decades
growing in leaps and bounds along with home/screen
entertainment.. Humans get whacky when they lose
REAL flesh and blood face time.. And i for one
force them to face flesh when i dance in public
as the American Indian archetype of a sacred
clown and law enforcement has never
bothered me as i am mistaken FOR
law enforcement by my general look
inherited from my father who did 46
years as a cop.. Not my style of free..
TG.. As he left early and
i did not get bred that way..:)
Cabrogal goes on to add that New
Zealand cops are not normally
armed at start.. and that
may have something
to do with the
more Abusive
Australian cops..
And i say..
Oh Lord.. yes.. humans
without weapons
are most alWays
less likely
to inflict
hurt on other humans
as it is heir apparent.. still..
more of a human struggle
to strangle someone
than to pull
a trigger..
But in general..
birds of a feather do
fLock together in human
terms.. and generAlly speaking..
weepy cops don’t last.. or
doctors.. surgeons and
CEO’s.. etc… i heard
some stories about
my father.. that were
unpalatable too.. from
some of the black folks who
were more fully aware of some
of the stuff he and his buddies did
as cops.. again..
so glad i did not
get into that line
of work.. then..
but i’m pretty
sure it’s always
been that way..
someone has to do it..
and more of the bad stuff
now gets caught on newly
devised public
cameras..
In other words..
not unlike prisons..
cops are a necessary
evil that they are too..
the human system..
is insane.. but
it works well
enough
for some
folks
to still be free..
So order does remain
in chaos for the free of
some of us.. who
are fearless
enough to do
it.. No doubt
i got that from
my father.. friend..
but the Love came from
the super feminine Mom
to balance out the super masculine
Dad.. and before the days of birth
control.. that’s how many real heroes
per the archetype were born and
raised.. the Fearless bad boy
dad leaves early and the
super feminine
good girl
(Mary Virgin)
mama.. raises
the ‘Jesus’
hero with
Love.. now
eventually
the boy
gets
his/her
fearless
genetics
bredback
epigene-
ticAlly..
oh sure..
‘God’ iS now..
the baddest
‘boy’ of all.. iN
Big Bang terms..
But as science says..
now girls who are doing
the Pill go for the Beta Boys..
and that’s why there are so many
movies these days about heroes..
as they are not getting bred as much
anymore..
the price
of a Pill
is now
basically
more fear
full men..
and with
fear even Love
doesn’t do much.. in action..
all my opinion of course.. now..
from watching iT all around me..
before
i started
‘talking’..;)
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Facebook Friend Ashe asks..
What is everyone doing this
Lovely evening.. and i say
by the way Ashe was recently
promoted to the
similar position
with the Government
for the Navy that i held
previously to going
AWAY from that..
i love trivia..
wInks..
so anyway
in response
i say..
Dancing and playing this
keyboard.. one..smile emoticon
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WeLL yes.. iN sumMary.. noW..
after the SonG and skipPinG a’round
iN global spanNING wanderRING.. Now..
i was born this way.. as
a hopeless wanderer
as many others are too..
with the nomad/warrior/dopamine
variant/adhd/bipolar/autistic/
generally speaking
Wild stiLL
human
genetic
way of bEinG.. around age 3..
before i could speak.. i escaped
out of the trailer while my mother
was hanging up clothes around
a half a football field away
from the Davis
highway then
in my place
of birth..
straight
through the
middle of the
Pensacola first
settled area in the
United States.. yes..
i ran into the road and
a very disgusted looking
automobile operator.. then
stopped his vehicle.. picked
me up.. and brought
me back
to my
ever doting
mother who
wasn’t fast
enough to
catch me.. and
oh my God.. did i get
attached close to those
apron strings after that….
But here’s the thing.. hope
is for those who are lacking
something.. they do not have..
a hopeless wander already has
iT aLL as a free human being not
unlike the
Raven
who
finds
the SEED FREE..:)
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Facebook Friend John..
back from working
days.. asks..
“Fred, I scan read most of the time,
like most of your posts too, couldn’t help
but notice the infamous “666” was that
planned or eerily coincidental. (mildly curious)”
And i say in response..
in usual very detalEdway..
Hi John.. ha… i like to joke around about 666..
’cause they always kidded me at the cashier’s line
when i used to buy beer.. about my birthday being 6660..
and Tom Sidebottom named me as son of the devil.. too..
haha again.. of course.. fully 06061960.. so.. it just so
happens.. yes.. as coincidence that on the Solar
Eclipse day of March 20th of 2015..
around Equinox and first day of spring..
when i celebrated my first year of dance at
Good Old Seville Quarter.. playing around with the
mythology of Pan.. with forest nymphs as well.. at the
bar as it were and still is.. it was actually.. technically..
according to Doctor’s Best estimate in ’59..
adding in precisely 666 months since September
20th.. of ’59.. my conception birthday.. hehe..
yeah.. as you know.. i can really get
into the weeds.. and the Doctor had
to go on vacation.. so he delivered
me two weeks early.. as my original
prognosticated birthday.. was on
June 20th.. same as my father..
the son of my Grandfather who was
an X-Catholic Priest and still Wiki storied Author..
by the name of Leo with my last name of course still
fully in tow then.. and oh.. by the way.. Father Lorrigan..
if you remember him from St. Rose of Lima.. actually knew
my Grandfather.. small world it is.. yes.. i like strange coincidences
and synchronicity too.. but as of course.. you know.. it don’t get much
weirder than me.. hehe.. and now that i’m past the work stage for money..
i like it just like it is.. holding zero back.. and yes.. i truly felt like i was
the devil in hell for quite a while when i was sick.. so sure.. an
omen of sorts.. perhaps.. i guess my birthday was then..
thanks for dropping by.. and hope you are doing well..
John.. and all of your family and friends too..
of course..smile emoticon
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WeLL.. 4:48 pm now..
on 3232016.. Sunny day..
sTill.. and there are reAlly no
firm milestones for me.. now..
but if i do want to complete
my third Novel.. titLed
GodsUniverseNovel3..
when i catch up to
current dVerse
prompts and
lInks.. iF.. by
April days..
i guess i’ll
move on now..
here in current blog
post way.. back to
Thursday.. almost
two weeks ago now..
where the prompter
is asking the
poets to
use
14 words
in order to
make a poem..
in sequential order..
hmm.. now.. i’m sure i’ll
find inspiration somewhere..
but it’s prompts like ‘this’
that as far as my
creative style..
goes now..
makes me
happy i
no longer
link there
as milestone
for every single
prompt creatively as
i used too.. responding
to all the links and prompts
is quite enough iN fUn for me.. now…
‘They’ really did me a favor by ‘throwing
bricks’ at my style of writing stuff.. when
the bottom line of life comes now.. funny..
how that happens.. folks doing ya a favor..
like that.. unwittingly so.. oh.. Love the HeLP!
now.. not unlike.. when ‘they’ threw me out of Hell
online.. also known as the ‘Wrong Planet’.. last Summer..
So yeah.. Fall linking gone2.. Winter and Spring.. totAlly
free lance
and free
NOW
to do as
i creatively please..
iN FReEDfredland oF heRe..;)
Trump.. card of
soul core now
true antichrist
evangelist
groupS iS
what makes
money maker
rulers happy
iN tHeir
small
brick
bible
homes
of exclusions
iN fear and hate.. now
comes to dark and hovers
over lies when truth finally comes out..
ALIVE
as liGht
away
from
dArk
Trump
flowers of
fear and hate..
SENT by way of
votes for dArk..
it is both sad.. amusing..
and a tribute to the darkest
of the
human
condition
iN closed
minded way..:)
Fierce heArt
of women rules
over Fierce
rule with
little
Art..:)
*
Trump spells
doom for fear
and hate.. in
isolated spaces
of red state
weight..
not worried
at all.. as
it’s the
the beginning
of the end
of a
line of
fear and hate..
wHere open minds
and bodies in balance
ring louder.. at least
online.. than eva’ before..
We’ve been needing a common
enemy for a long time in this
country.. and we’ve finally
found
the trump
card.. once again..;)
Hmm.. so far.. Trump is
in the lead of inspiration..
2 out of 3 votes for 66%
percent of poet lInKeD..
heARt.. so far..;)
*
Oh.. Social Roles for
humans fleeting further..
particularly for the
male of the species..
hating women
comes first..
withdrawing
solo
no longer
living free
at all.. create
social roles anew..
or fall aside valley DArk..
in video or other online
holes
away
from face
oF Life iN Flesh..:)
Comfort’s touch.. last
remaining
Life..:)
SMiLes.. SillY
can be a best
weapon against
dArker ways Of LiFe..
LEarninG
SilLY
sKiLLet oF liGht.:)
Scrabble or chess..
games not conducive
to ADHD way..
turn on the TV..
Radio.. dance
and read..
and then
perhaps
i can
participate..;)
You kNow..
oh no..
this reminds me
of my first video game..
exciting yes.. but strangely
discomforting.. something
missing..
yes..
the
human touch..
took me years
to figure out how
important
it was
to exercise
the oxytocin
muscle
iN
human
heARt..
from bottom
of feat… to vagal
nerve and finger tips..
oF
LIVE NOW..
BeinG hUman
PRICELESS
EXERCISE NOW..:)
SMiLes.. what other
animals have iN
common iS
the human
heARt..
sadly
reaSon
can take iT away..
most animals
not as
disabled
bY reason
oF being human..:)
Ah.. LiFe Lived as arT
iN Song and Dance..
ancestral way
oF archetype
iN path
to JoY
noW..:)
WeLLx2.. that makes
10 and now for
Din Din and
work-out
and perhaps
20 more
to come
later..
soon..;)
6:02 pm…
Back at 10:25 pm…
Green.. slab.. now..
iN concrete ‘bove..
SpRing FloWeRs..
root out oF
memory
wHole..
Love
SinGs
a sweet
refRain..
Love’s eYes
feeL no death Of LiFe..:)
A soUl oF wHole..
masculine and
feminine iN
balance..
can Love
fore
free..
without
hOld oF wE..:)
Ah.. Poet heARts
need no words..
expresSing
whaT
iS
reaL
forTune
Art n0w oF
any he
or
her..:)
Inner and outer
worlds oF human
soUls.. concrete wAlls
Of sMiles and nAils
holDs heARt
sPiNinG
inner
turmOil
away from LiFe..:)
Complications oF Love
so tender.. so hard..
iS iT any wonder
young
folks..
many.. have
given up oN
iT and onLY
dance
tHeir
SonG..:)
Stone heARts
reSonate..
‘mong
many
falls
oF Love..
WiNter SinGs
dry SonGs Of cOld..
SpRinG hopes
iN wArmer
hands oF
Loving wAy.. noW..
iN Summer Sweet..:)
HeArt STones
oF hE live
Art
of i..
wHere
SpiRit
SinGS
EmoTioNs
SonG iN
miNd and
BoDy Balance..
LiFe comes aGaiN..:)
StOnes oF FoRest
Love
Balance
SinGs… Leaves..
Trees.. FaLL..
and SpRing
aGaiN..
now
ALiVE
L0VE SinGs
iTs SoUl oF SonG..:)
Tragedy Of Love
endinG storY
hot or
cOld..
HoTel Room
gHosts oF hurt
tale Love’s
gLoom
iN stoNe
doOr
LoRe..:)
Well.. one thing for sure.. iS..
iF the ‘to serve humans’ book
from the Twilight Zone
iS real..
Trump
wiLL
be
returned
as spOileD
food
too cOld..;)
i suppose… thE
freeSt oF SpiRits
have a home
base..
lest
tHeir
WinGS
fAll oFF
from FliGht
too hiGh.. a
little demon
iN the home
can go a long
way too..
to
settle down..
spiRit’s
flY..;)
Ah.. innocence
iN fiRe side
chaT..
wHere
dArkness
iS forgiven
foR bRinGinG liGht..:)
Love iS wriTing oN
Stone.. Stone iS
writinG Love
withouT
script
oF
Word..:)
Ah.. Nursery rhymes
race with spider
and human
legs..
tie to be
fit.. exercise
of hairy
legs..;)
SMiLes.. noW..
WeLL.. technicAlly
speaKing.. i’m on
the Autism
Spectrum
too.. and sure..
never discount
the child who does
not speak unTill 4..
breWing inside
could
be an
explosion
of 11 mIllion
words.. 46 years
later.. absorb.. soak iT uP..
recycle and spiT iT aLL ouT..
WInks
oF Truth
and liGht..
bY eYes
that see more than most..
beyond vision or hEarRinG..
Minds and bodies who thInk..
sPeak.. different
may not
get
much
response..
but knoWing
and tHe FeeLinG
iS iN thE.. REaL..;)
Ah.. yes.. Mother’s
Love.. a mIlk
that never
gives
up..
a bRest
that never
gRows cOld..:)
ImagiNatiOn
writing.. country
and energy.. nay
walls.. ceilings
or
concrete
sidewalk
roads
iN
Lack..:)
BaNaNawna
slusHy.. oh
radio head.. ah..
deliGht.. air
waves now.. so
topped with
cheerry red..
sweeTieS oF
deLiGht..
iN raisIn
Heads Of Free..;)
Ah..
Difference
between Eagle
Vision and hUman
visions.. focus..
without
reaSon..:
sKeYeS oF
ImaGiNaTioN..
visibiLiTy
forEver
eternAlly
noW aS Free..
iN AnGeL WinGs..:)
Well.. 12:20 am..
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finished
20 more
and caught
up finAlly
to last
Monday
at dVerse
poeTry pub..
and now for
nite nite noW..:)
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My Sheldon Cooper
theme SonG Shirt..
“I’m Not Insane..
My Mother
Had
Me
Tested”..
And i passed
wRite over the
Cuckoo’s Nest..;)
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Hmm.. mY
“Batmobile”..
anyway.. it don’t
get much more
patriotic than
Blue Angels
iN
TwiLight
FReEDom..
SunSet oF Hope..:)
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WeLL.. Certainly a fuLLuSt.. Gayla celebration
continuing hear iN pArtyNOW here..
continuing now fully through
two years of RAVE
LIKE DANCE.. THE
i way like to juSt dO iT
anyWay..
staRtinG mY
NeW Year aT
SpRing..
and sure
Ynot add iN
99 Red Balloons
AKA LUFT BALLOONS..
from A German Group
of last Century around
the now of the 80’s..
with Nena SinGing..
but truly reference
to a potential
scenario back
around ’84 when
the song came out..
where the writer imagined
setting some Balloons free
over the Berlin waLL.. and some
Jet Jockey’s blow ’em uP for
Fun with yeah.. overkill
of Jet Bombs against
BalLoons.. and
someone on
the ‘other’ side
takes it serious and
next thing ya know
ya got World War
III for 99 years..
and all that’s
Left of
LiFE
oF Human
iS a dam BaLloon..
anyWay.. Facebook Friend
Sherri.. who just happens to
be one of my dance partners from
my old dancing and watering hole
back when i did have a beer
now and then.. and
25 cent well
drinks..
at club 2001..
on Wednesday
Nights.. shared
the video today..
and it does seem relevant
as the radical Islamic Group
continues to tickle the Whiskers
of the BIG CATS.. IN THE WEST
who could sooner retaliate in
BIG BOMB WAY..
and sure that’s
tHeir so now
heiRed
goal to pave the
way for ISA to come
back.. AKA Jesus
to put the
Muslim’s
way as rule
of the World..
in Apocalypse way..
and sadly it’s not much
different than the fundy
Bundy.. Christian folks in the
West who would like to see many
of God’s creatures killed off in an Apocalypse
’cause somewhere along the line a dude had a dream..
wrote it down as revelation.. perhaps several dudes
or even maybe girls.. who knows.. anyway.. both
religions interpret words in ancient books of
poetry as literal.. and i’ll be God dam..
if they don’t want to self
fulfill these prophecies
by hoping to
start
World War III
and Fucking scorch
the earth and people like
Yellow Boy along with it..
Yes.. IGNORANCE FUCKING
PISSES ME OFF.. ‘CAUSE FUCKING
FOLKS LIKE YELLOW BOY AIN’T FUCKING
DONE A GOD DAMN THING TO DESERVE
THE INFLUENCE
OF DEVIL FUCKING
HUMAN BEINGS ON
BOTH SIDES OF THE FENCE..
SO FUCK YES.. dance For peace…
iS what i say.. all the words in the world
ain’t doing JACK CRAP.. UNTIL FOLKS
FIND PEACE OF MIND IN MIND
AND BODY BALANCE..
emotional regulation.. yes..
sensory integration…
and are no longer
afraid to
express iT
aLL iN Heavenly
bLiss now.. the thingy iS
the real dude Jesus said
iS possible now.. and if i have
2become the FUCKING DEVIL..
TO PREVENT world War III..
i’ll yes.. do IT.. iF the God
of Nature asks
me too.. now..
as GOD ALREADY
SHOWED ME HELL..
I KNOW WHAT IT’S ALL ABOUT..
AND THAT IS WHAT FUNDIES OF BOTH
RELIGIONS WANT TO TAKE THE REST
OF THE HUMAN RACE
TO NOW..
in many terrorist
ways.. of fear.. division
and hate.. So yes.. ignore
everything i just said..
and just Dance baby..
and use your imagination..
more instead of reproducing..
iF ya WiLL of course.. we have
enough devils in the world who
are real now.. WE CAN USE SOME
MORE ANGELS.. WHO ARE JUST HERE
TO HELP AND NOT PROCREATE SO DAM MUCH..
OKAY… so that should take us close to 10K words now..
and through the balloon song.. and i am getting all geaRed
up for my 103rd dance week with all the cool college
age folks.. at Good Old Seville Quarter who
are about living
now.. juSt
now..
for fun..
and hope
bunches of ’em are
inspired enough by this
55 year old-dude to continue
playing for Hope and Love
instead
of
Fear
and Hate..
no need to stop dancing..
the Lesson of a Life guard who
had the name Arthur.. like my middle
name.. that comes from Arthur Guinness
of the stout named beer.. anyway.. at 65 he
was still ballet dancing at the theater.. and F iN
whipPinG the pants off of college age kids in swimming
too.. sure.. stories.. of Jack LaLanne.. Charles Atlas..
and others.. including Bruce Lee.. leaving this earthly
plane at a much younger age.. all show
the LesSon of Jesus real as
reported.. we humans
can do great things..
when unrepressed
and non-oppresssed
by those folks
would shut
us down
with
fear.. and
H A T E..
Live Free..
Dance.. iT don’t
get better now than
a FREE PAN NATURE
DANCE WItH NAKED
OTHeRS iN SPIrIT
aT LeAST
ON THiS
PLACE
OF
EDEN
STILL GIFTED
BY THE GOD
OF NATURE NOW..
THE REAL GOOD FRIDAY
WILL BE THE AFTER MIDNIGHT
WHEN FOLKS DANCE TOgEtHeR ONCE AGAiN..
Resurrected as such anew.. reborn again.. as
trUly hUman.. eternAlly noW iN the reAL
Pan heAven
oF God
oF NatUre FreeuS..:)
But anyway.. yes..
WAy AGAiN..
more fun
dance photos
coming to thiS
sAMe Blog post
after the wee hour
of 3 am.. on so-called
Good Friday.. and aT lEaster
for me.. all noWs are Good Friday..
oh yeah.. and to be clear.. a years worth
of dance photos will be added to this same
blog post.. until my next New YEAR celebration
of dance sTarts next SpRing iN 2017.. ALL FReED2..
tHere are somewheRe from 600 to 800 photos in those
last two DANCE blog posts linked earlier in this post.. but
whose
counting
when ya are
danCinG noW
ALL FREEnOW..:)
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EnJoY the wandeRinG.. my friend..
iN Wonder oF Course….
wRite oN course..:)
Of SmiLlnG Hippos..
underwater
greeting
children
from Sea
World Zoos..
sure an anthropomorphic
expresSinG way of beinG
but never the less..
inside a smiLe
to sWim
frEE
aS Nature
WiLL due.. uninhibited
by clothes of culture
that restrict
what’s
inside
freeNOW..
anyway.. ofTen
i don’t grin.. but the FTW
SMILE.. EXISTS withiN aLLFReED..;)
And with all that said.. it’s
off to dance.. now.. more fun
Dance photos.. added iN aLL
Free iN “PAN FReED DAncer”
Blog post after
wee hour
of 3 am..
on yes..
AlWays Good
Friday NOW..
wITh the 103rd
dance week niGht
with aLL the cool college
age folks at Seville Quarter..
coming free as come what may..:)!
Argh… soaked in the pix, & got about half-way down before crapping out…. As always, an epic wander. Some nice pix, too, about four of which I’ll try to comment on the morrow…
Have a good one; wore myself out, so, hoping to crash. Gute nacht, mein freund….
gigoid
SMiLes.. my friend.. i FeeL much
oF mY happiness comes from
worKing LiFe as Love alWAys
iN sacred and holy wayS noW
FReED iN FuLL..
and by the end
and beginning
of the now..
aLL iS left
iS restful sleep..
but of course now
iT can be hard to do wiTh
either physical and or
psychological pain
that certainly
now can join
hands In synergy
Of hell.. whereas Now
Loving work wITh zero
fear or pain.. iS syNergy
oF Peace and blisS aS weLL..
iN ForRest Of what wE trees n0w
can bE iN balance oF holding hAnds
WitH othErs.. including rest of Nature now
AKA GOD totAlly Free as never ending n0w
storiED practice oF LiFe ForNOWfREEnoW..:)
Well.. sitting here waiting for the
ATandT Dude to adjust
my Internet line
to get the big
boost free
frpm 28MBps
to 45 plus.. and
that WiLL be great
as boy to i put out as
well as take in info and
Art aLL around the online
world.. and the faster the
Internet goes the
faster my
brain and
heARt
can
flow
free..
iN ZonE of
BeinG human
SuperflY now.. and
om myGoD tHeir now
iS so much inspiRation
iN the world of online exploding
practicAlly free when air waves online
keep expanding human potential in synergy
energy way.. as i even sPeak noW more into
the future now..
and isn’T iT amazing..
since the days of first
human alphabet scratched
in sanskrit sands.. connecting
imaginary lines ‘tween stars for
human connections of
abstract concepts
to keep
alive
in stone
of human
symbols and
idols of feeling
associations sAMe for
now from thouSands of years
ago sTiLL ‘morrow comes now
once aGaiN..
and the greATest
blesSinG oF aLL.. iS
the pLaYinG FiELd is
becoming even wHere truly
the meek of heARt.. yes ART..
can give and share aLL frEE with nay
the Love of Dollar BILL or collecting
words as symbols for pay no different
reAlly than houses bought for caves
of inherent prison way from
just giving..
sharing caRinG
ways.. money
trUly fucKiNg
is the KinG of
human pain..
when
the creative
product iS never
even held further
than a green
black inked
place
of
empty
souLess
heLL..
unTil ‘they’
taste what iS tRuly
free in moving.. connecting..
creating.. giving.. SHaRinG
way FREE ‘they’ wiLL never
see or feel the real kingdom
of God’s Nature now
as the heaven
iT cAn
be iN
yes.. moving.. connecting
creating.. giving.. SHaRinG
FREE wHere the EaSTer
Bunny
comes
again as
uS fiNallY iN
THE KINGDOM
OF hAiRy buNNiES
instead of Monies way..
okay so what was aLL tHis leading
to now.. oh yeah.. the ATandT Dude’s
battery went dead in his online VAN..
so that gives me more nows..
to travel to dVErse
one week Tuesday
ago.. and the prompt
is all about Hands..
but wait.. first i see
the bird Shawna
whose blog
is still
alive
on the bird
prompt from just
last Tuesday
so i’ll go there
first and play
around with her
Raven poem.. as
the Raven.. bird in general
with the Free God Seed and
all of that has been following
me around in Poetry for this
Easter Weekend iT seems
anyWay..
so here it goes
on Shawna’s poem
a week ahead from a week
ago Tuesday first iN regard
to her
RAvEN.. poem..
and after that i’ll go
back to the Tuesday at
hand poem iN the Week
before..
just
for fun..;)
ahA! haha! cAught uP
WitH you.. but oh no..
sTill back at the
hAnd prompt
from the previous
Tuesday wHere i sTill
remember yoUr poem
from then.. but missed
yOur bLog befoRe
thE iMagic
disAppearing
tricK cAMe aGain..
so what about Ravens..
the bird who alWays getS
the seed free.. and never ever
worries about collecting iTs for pay..
hehEr.. that’s you my friend.. create
as you go.. eraSe and neVer
look back..
i do like
RavEns
you kNow..
sMiLes and
keep on LiVinG
that seed.. baby
Shawna.. for noW..
And yeah baby.. iN synchroniCity..
and potenTial way.. my left hand
is rather ‘PoTenT.. and my riGht
sHows what
iT does..
wInks
aGaiN..
aN eLeFRiEnD..
NeVeR forgeTs..;)
More fun at Shawna’s blog..
no need to link it as it will
be gone soon enough..;)
She always shares pictures
of girls she captures on
the Internet and
here’s one where
she likes the
hair and thinks
other dudes might
like her butt..
and i say..
Looks too much like
a dude with those
abs.. but yes..
i’m
all about
the Talk
and Answers..
to putiT politEly..;)
And Shawna goes
on to write
a really
romantic
poem..
of muse..
and i say..
Oh.. that’s
pretty seed..
i’m gonna
save that
somewheRe
you’ll never see..;)
okay… now i’m gonna
just do my responses
to her poetry..
videos.. and
or photos..
and y’all
can guess
what she
said or
did..;)
yeah..
baby..
iN
the bush..;)
‘Someone’ doesn’t
like sex… ‘one’
never gets
jealous..
’cause
one don’t
under
stAnd
power
oF iT..
one rUleS It..
sonoworries tHeRe..;)
Yeah.. baby..
Ellie burns..
baby burns..
and my favorite
is that song from/
about Christian grey.. yeah..
’cause she’s reAlly talkinGaLL
about God.. and great.. just
the SonG i was looking for to
accompany my latest stuff..
here’s the lInk..
and oh by the way..
never mind me.. thiS iS
Shawna inspiRation Good
Friday.. and after aLL reading
ALL yoUr poems.. the entire
year.. is like wading through
just one of mind.. and you
alWays leave nice long
comments..
so tit
for tat..
aS Asperger’s
says fOr fAir..
what i receive iN
liFe mY milestones
are now to give iT
back more.. and yes..
that explains more of
what i do too.. wInks aGaiN..
all Free
from
head
to FReED..
toes.. yeah..
listen to the SonG
i mean seriously.. see
what ‘he’ did beyond
the satelLites
oF wE..;)
You kNow
magic
iS ReAL..
baby..
when
Angels
get toGeTHeR
aGaiNoWforEAL..:)
Hey.. i was the
one you told
you about
the diddling
gynecologists..
who thought
it was a pain
in the
finger
ring
to do that
to treat
the hysteria
of women in
frustration of the day
at
hand..;)
Holy SHit BMGirl.. i was
(Got that Superman
movie on my
mind OBTW
Batman BM)
getting close
to your
bottom
and now
i have to
go back
to your
top to catch
up with that
Mars dude..
he’s pretty cool..;)
What Darth
Vader said
about
estimating
his tAxes…;)
ohh.. Ditto.. Love that
song too.. by dido..
never kNew
dido
did
it..
thank you..;)
Jesus Christ..
Adele is only
her mid 20’s..
she needs to
get in her
mid
50’s
and not
worry so much
about getting old..
as Jesus.. the spiRit
CAN BE ETERNaLLY
YOUNG
aT
heARt..
In miNd and
BoDy balanCinG
soUl alWays now..
anywayS.. iN
case i do finAlly
really get old at
heARt again..
iN Spirit with
a wacky
soUl
again..
dead or
whatever
forevernow
iN liFe..
AKA
HELL..
i’ve got
the photos
to prove..
“i Lived”..
in Heaven
then now..
and Love
THAT SonG
by the
‘New Republic’..
too..sTilL noW..:)
Okay.. back..
moving toward
your bottom..
and yes..
i do love
to bury
eggs
with
creme..
wouldn’t iT be
hilarious iF
the church
choir
found
this blog..
hehe.. erase
and live baby..
once
aGain..
resurrected
as such alWays
now.. like bunnies
do it.. always new..;)
Okay.. i have 19 more
to go now.. here..
now.. before
i get
to yoUr
very botTom..
poeTry iS So
FiN Fun
when
ya take
steeLY
mechanical
numbers out
oF
pAintiT..;)
i keep
iT all
iN rein..
wITh mY
left hand
oF FReED..;)
Ha..!
i juSt
reALLY
noticed
the summersvAult
in mid-air.. i gotta
get Katrina to copy
that now.. for a
bAnd
aiD
fRayED
sTreeT..:)
Of Milking
Cows
and
Horses..;)
Well.. cRap.. the ATandT
dude.. is here upgrading
my service to super
speed.. so
i’m gonna
lose the
connection here
in a bit.. but i’ll
be back with
plenty more
bytes.. after
that to finish
all the
stuff
to
get to
the bottom
of this.. and
yes.. any thing
between the thighs
is good with me..
and Jesus.. my
wife dutiFuLy’s
been cooking
chicKen.. now
in the oven..
on the grill..
all week..
long..
leg
quarters..
special
Winn
dixie deals..
done cookEd…
i’Ve eaten
at least
i don’t
kNow
how many
thighs and
legs with no
breast iN a week..
or
lonGer..;)
Holy shiTs
and grins..
FTW..
here i am
at the top again..
seeing the bottom
from the front
and back..
and i had
to look twice
with now.. yes..my
hands removed
from my eyes
to make
sure it
was not
you.. oh!
butt wait..
sometimes
i forget.. OMG!
i really do that..
i used to really
be shy..
you KNow..
the nice
boy
coming
aGAin..
opening
his eYes
once
more..
anyway.. the
heiGht of human
poeTry
is in the
temple
of God
sKin..
no pARt
less than
the other
from touch
to
‘tween
rivers now
and valleys
of liFe iN fuLL..
now i’m fully mused
and yes.. fused as usual..
and wiLL eventually
get to the
other
bottom
of this..
and front2..
and the girl
at this bottom
reminds me of our
cat when the wife gets
out of the shower.. oh
no.. OMG..
don’t get
any closer..
fully
bald
human..
he likes me
better as i
am furry boy2..
anyway.. in closing..
and opening aLL uP..
God i Love women.. iF
i could come back now
as a woman.. i would
still
be
a Lesbian..;)
‘This’.. SonG
reminds me..
of this..
yes.. i am
that young
Autistic
boy all
grown
up
and
my fiddle
iS my words..
welcome again
to my world… hehe..
and i’m fiddling with
ya
now..;)
Did
i forget
the lInk..
rhetorical
question..;)
These last two songs
are doing an
excellent
fiLLiN
as a cOld
shower after
the first top
post as
i move
back
toward
the bottom
now.. but as
‘they’ say ’tis
best to stay
dancing iN cold
shower rein of rains..
but you kNow the energy senses
and feeLinGs flow from bottom now
to top and in air of bEinG liGht and
freeNow..
All a’rounD
as water and aiR..
as wE beCome mE..
aS miSt of fRee iN BE..:)
88 keys..
but why not
more ‘tween
ivory
and bLack
free iN Lore..:)
Well.. as you kNow
i picked door number
2 first for Willy
Wonka
imagination..
but sTill looking
for more than 88..
of two infinities
standing
tAll
togEtHer..:)
As soon as i saw
the word photography
i FELT i was
gonna
like this..
back to the
bottom.. top..
front and back
again.. oh Life.
i Love
you..
all
the way..
and that reminds
me.. back at work
for the Government there
was this really nice African
American grand mama.. had
all her grand kids at her desk..
in photos..
and then one
day she
sent
me a photo
of Oprah..
i kid you
not.. on a government
computer.. with her
lips
all
stretched
out as it were..
truly shocking..
truly
shocKing..
yeah i was expecting
photos of her kids at
church
choir..
and Oprah
had no room to sing..;)
i don’t wanna
get too graphic
but Katrina
is still
as perKy
as that..
4th from the
bottom moving
up.. to be precise..
man i bet she could
get 20K views on
a website..
hehe..
maybe
she has..
yeah.. the
girl on the
top and bottom..;)
There is nothing
more sexy than
a girl
with
touching
hands..
in a city
like Hong Kong..
where dudes
wear
makeup..
in South Korea..:)
Hmm..
it’s true..
the bad
boys
get
all the girls..
but nah.. i’ll
never be a bad
boy.. i wiLL
touch
softly
and dominate
same as Love..:)
Amen sister..
S H a w N a..
and ‘this post’
wiLL bE titLed
“PAws oF
Love”..
as wE
cats feeL
over
knoW..
yeah.. i kNow
i’m in my own
little world..
but nah..
iTain’T
thaT smAll..;)
We had a chAir
like that on
the river..
when i was
young.. white
and freckLed
river
sTill
floWs..
deep.. iN
BlacKwater
sparKlinGonLiFe..:)
SMiLes..
secret
oF liFe..
never owning
iT and giving
iT
aLL
Back..:)
I am a
F in gym class
hero.. still waiting
to skip ad..
okay.. press
the button
now..
butt i am
the radio..
and i never
know the song..;)
oh God..
T Y..
i am
A Cave..
man
free..
oF
Caves..:)
My mama
never made
me do the chores.
gave me.. any limits..
any expectations.. but
pain
taught
me
everything..:)
Thanks.. this reminds me..
lest i forget when i get
to the top and
bottom of
all of this..
girl you
give me
a braingasm..
thanks.. i love
ya for that..
okay.. back
to Freud
and psychotherapy
my favorite is Jung
and
Synchronicity
as it spRings
ONE
the closer
we get to gOD..:)
i can
see all of you..
and i like what i feel..
your
FRiEnD..
but not
juSt yeT..
as more
be
g
iNs..:)
Seriously..
colLard
greens
help..
parTIcUlarLY..
the
tur
nips.;)
Did you kNow
if you have
toes
strong
enough
6 feet
makes
6 feet
6 and
more..
alWays..;)
i love bunnies..
but i have to say..
my first Love
girl friend’s
Cuban
mama and
Irish daddy..
raised rabbits
for frying and
that is some
really
good
eatin’
but squirrel
is gamey.. and
i Love frog legs
at the Chinese
restaurant
with
perfect
Warren
Zevon
hair..
with my
friend Kate..
and whatever you
do.. don’t let me in your kitchen..
as yes.. when the nails of my paws
become cLaws.. i can be a bad
boy too.. all furry and
forceful as such..
in a good
way of
course..;)
Hmm.. sPeaking
of my friend
Kate..
i keep
my mouth
wash close
when i am
in
heat..;)
Kitten Rabbits.. oh my God
that is so cute..
and speaking
of being young..
and for the fAct
that.. thiS is
now my
39th comment
and the Werewolf
song iS sTill playing
with space left for
more words now..
and this has been
oh.. yes! so! much!
braingasm fun..!
i never told
you.. that you
look just like my
next door neighbor..
who yes.. of course..
was a girl.. named
Melissa.. and oMG..
that girl.. tried to play
Doctor with me.. and OMG
i was so shy.. i would have no
pARt of THAT.. and when i finAlly
understood what sex was at age 16..
i said.. OMG.. she new about it then..
but back iN
those days..
all there
was was
penthouse
and hair..
and i’m not
sure what was before
that.. and that is why
i for
one
hate
clothes..
hmm.. what else..
i think that uncovers
everything from top to bottom
now.. it’s been fun.. and it is people
that
come and
go like you
aLL FReED uP!
like the thousand
bird WinGS that live
in mE..
that make
liFe fun..
juSt
F iN
FuN..
Happy Easter
Shawna Baby..
unTiL i come
across
yoUr
neXt
reSurrected bLog..;)
i needed a 40th
response.. yes..
so i spent 40
lent
responses
on Good
Friday
with
Shawna..
i came
back to
look at this
one.. one more
now.. and yes..
it reminds
me of
Melissa
too..
heirapparently
she didn’t
read
penthouse..;)
Ah.. celebrating Easter Weekend..
rebirth.. resurrection.. Spring..
Bunny Eggs.. and
all of that
while
the hunt
goes on
of course
for hidden truth
and liGhts of LiFe..
yeah.. i kNow.. and FeeL..
small talk is not usually my deal..
but steel yes the man of Steel..
is also the Jesus archetype
as hero with
Batman2..
and in this
case the
Justice League
coming to
a theater
near me..
on Saturday
as i win the movie game
first between husband and wife..
and sure… if stuff goes as plans
go.. theRe will be “Miracles from
Heaven”.. on Sunday too..
yes.. again..
so let iT
be written..
so let iT bE dONe..:)
Hmm.. working iT aLL out coming soon..
but first a stop at gigoid’s online
home.. and yes.. WiLL be
getting back
to that
at hand
dVErse prompt
from two weeks ago..
Tuesday.. when iT comes..
later or sooner
which ever
comes and goes..
first.. for FReED..:)
BOB GUCCIONE..
little Synchronicities..
lead to bigger sticks
scratching alphabets
in sand.. recorded written
words.. culture and voila.. culture
becomes the virus over nice humans
who have now become tHeir extensions
to survive in life.. beyond hands.. arms.. legs..
and feet…
otherwise
termed now
as tools.. hmm..
and speaKing oF
tools the female form
as far as a source of
dopamine creativity
is almost unlimited
today.. now in
the form
of
new Penthouse
views of what
now gets
productivity
groWing
with a
human
force of creativity…
So basically what this means is
all cultures who cover women up lose..
and all cultures who enhance the sexuality
of women
win..
the God of Nature
gAMe of muSinG
productivity
iN
Creation
Activity waYs…
i dance for the muse..
on Thursday niGht.. incredible
the 18 to 21 teen spiRit that grows
on one tHeir apparent..
among those
who
pARt
iCi
pATe..
Even iN our cultures
iT iS easy to note
full ways of
culture
of sour pusses
covered down to their
Ankles and up to their chins..
until they get out of Christian
School and bed the back of
pick-up
tRUCKs…
Human
Nature is certainly
beautiful from
T to A.. in
enhanced
form now..
and bRain
to back.. now
buTT leave any
pArt of Nature out..
and it stifles human
potential up
and down.. above
so below and all around..
ah.. and the golden rule joy
as far as do to the earth as one
would have the earth do to one in
terms of giving and taking.. Porn of Art
oF now to xXXtreme.. beats the real thing
up and
down
and all
around too..
inside and outside..
in terms of living flesh
fertilizing numbers of bunny
eggs for human Zombie’s who
never come into existence
to eat/breathe/kill the
rest of
the resources
uP.. before it’s now
to lay to yes.. rest.. back
in Mother Earth dust as
Star DuSt we come and
Star DUst
we go..now..
and whatever
comes again..
wherever Nature
goes.. as the dust
settles iN Cycle
as iS for
NoW then
NOW..
Anyway.. iN and ouT oF
terms oF consEnsuals iN
sources.. the T
and
real A
industry
are in this
way saviors
of the world aT
least a little biT..
wHere it counts.. in terms
of potential productive and creative
solutions to the world’s problems along
with the ‘Xtra God Of Nature credit..
for humans getting back
iN balance with
the rest of Nature
yes.. again.. aka GOD..
and that bRrings me
back then to now..
the BiG Lebowski
movie with Jeff Bridges
as a Jesus Icon for the
new age.. wHere he
deals with a so-called
Jackie Treehorn.. who
iN truth is A real savior
of the world.. in
getting
folks
back
iN full
touch with
tHeir sensual
Natures.. through electronic
revolution of virtual entertaining
sex.. then and now.. dam i Love
the F iN common sense of that
movie.. and how it pokes fun at
the ignorance of God of Nature
Truth..
iN LiGht
the way
its always
been for
human primates
like our Bonobo closest
sexy relative beasts like uS..
but OMG.. virtual.. once again..
beats the flesh and blood
consequence
in earth
terms of
un-protected
sex.. the Earth
is Spitting humans
back.. out.. left and right..
up and down.. and all
around.. through the
not so secret
extension
of human
life.. that are
the online tools..
of 72 Virgins
come
for Free..
Yes.. praise the
Lord tHeir iS trUly
hope In Porn.. to save
the frigging earth.. from
humans who zip it up
and use
it too
much..
in places
wHere iT Fits..
what is up is down..
what is sinner is savior..
what is real that works
iS what
iS Savior
oF the WORLD/liFE…
God iS Free for change
and so we are when sMart
as God evolves uS
as Nature
to bE.. smart
is as smArt does..
aLL fREe foR aLLnoW..
Love iS Love when iT saves
liFE around the world FREE..:)
Relative free will comes in degrees..
nah.. not BA.. MA.. MS.. BS..
or piled
deeper
and higher
in PHD..
the power
tales the
truth within
when experienced
in moving.. connecting..
creating.. giving and sharing..
iN Mind and Body Balance..
truly a practice of a
lifetime.. that
is never
perfection
but perfection
of practice.. as
never ending
cycle of end
and beginning
of now.. iN eternal
potential bliss when emotions
are regulated in balance as well
as senses in integration of what one
might name as Yin and Yang of BeinG..
and sadly this is lost in western
fundamentalist ways of
seeing a God
of words..
promises
of rewards
and punishments
somewhere in the future
instead of reality as iS for
Now.. iN all wE reAlly do
iN liFE as
now
iN
eternity..
no matter how we
view and perceive
iT now is now.. iS noW..
Hmm.. anyway.. the sages
of the ages.. including Jesus
whose Gnostic Gospel of Thomas
reported writings.. better favor a Yogi-Like
accomplished teacher than any God man made
From Catholic back-room board meetings iN Nicene
Council with Roman Emperor Constantine at the helm
of erecting a monolithic Sun God Replica of himself
to go along with
the newly made
soldier God Jesus
in accordance with the
Mithra religion mythology
of the day.. to expand
the Roman
Empire
for Power
and Status..
as any idol
human would
away from Kindness
iN Fearless love as Altruism
human true as born WiLd and Free..
Anyway.. my wish for Easter iS that
Jesus iS finAlly born again.. as most
of the core sacred text writings of
the gnostic period show
Jesus as a God
of Nature Fan..
from believing
Circumcision
was a silly
practice since
God of Nature
borns us this way..
to believing making
one day Special to praise
God in way of Sunday was
a limited view of God.. along
with Public prayer for one up-man
ship.. as i’m a better God Lover than you..
When God lives as us.. in us.. outside us..
and all around.. as reality now.. wHere science
proves the interconnecting force of Allthatis..NOW
in observable science IS MOST DEFINITELY NOW
YES.. FOR REAL..
JUST CALL GOD NATURE
AND YA GOT THE GOSPEL
OF THOMAS REPORT FROM
JESUS.. ALL naturale.. baby
and
REAL..
So yes.. that ends
my Easter prayer to
frigging get real.. and
Alan Watts a well
known
all stuff religion
and philosophy
scholar says it rather
short and sweet.. in this
Book of Eli Tailored music
wHere the Good news is we
are all Children of God of
equal importance
to the connections
that make all that iS
real and whole aS
UniVErse and
beyond.. inside..
outside.. above..so below..
and yeah.. baby.. ALLAROUND..:)
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LoVe maKeS thE
beSt musicK
wHen
iTs
suNg..
FRiEnD..:)
SMiLes..
Love
GRows..
Oceans
wITh no
sHores..:)
i’m guesSinG
Annie iS thE
little blue eYes
Angel you bore
and sure
shE
Is God..
like i waS
iN green eyeS
before culture
took me aWay..
from
Real..
and So iS
baBy Shawna..
tHere iS a way back..:)
And that reminds
me of
bEinG
WiDE
AwAKE..
aGaiN..
appropriate..
sUre foR Easter ‘mor
roW alWays noW aliVE..:)
WInks..
tRust
mE..
Over
RainBows
iS REALnoW..:)
iN my experience..
throughly documented
as such.. women get
more crazy over
men who
dance..
regardless
of what they
wear.. what they
look like.. or even
how
old they are..
or perhaps the
sMiLes are incorrect..
but yes.. the scientist
iN mE
WiNs
iN ArT
oF turning
oNoW..
and that
has noT much
aT all to do with seX..
iN the
biblical
way.. hehE..;)
Reference..
origiNal
SonG..
AnD DANcE..
along wITh
this teXt..:)
People are alWays
askinG hoW
ya do ‘dat..
teach me..
“crazy
dancing
dude”
oR l00ks
Of thaT coLore..
iN shoRts..
i don’T kNow..
asS.. my left and
right hands.. feet
and feats.. are
more than
head
gAMeS
tHey
arE LoVerse
oFheARtiNFReED..:)
So i’m at the dance hall on Thursday..
and this dude comes running out to me..
and says.. hey dude.. you must be
slamming that P..
and i say..
here.. check my
Facebook Profile
photo.. see here..
tHis iS my
wife..
of 26 years…
and guess what..
i am a witch
and put
a hex
on her..
she never
ages.. hehe..
but then.. i say.. wait
a minute.. ’cause at this
moment.. he is kinda looking
like duh.. so i go on to say.. you see
the thing.. baby.. is.. neither my wife
or i are interested in the Bill Clinton
Deaf of what sex.. is or is.. we are
hear..
to muse
here..
ok..
so i go on.. do
my wIld dance..
and all the girls
come to me like
honey
i am
here..
well that’s
the thing.. i never
ever ask.. they just come..
now that might sound like
delusions of grandeur to folks
who haven’t seen the 800 or
so photos..
so that’s
wHy
i prove
Angels
are real
and miracles
from heaven are here
wRite..
now..;)
oKay.. this is Shawna’s
place.. a place wHere creativity
is born.. dies.. and comes BACK again..
it’s kinda like a micro and macrocosm
of the way realiTy works..
as wHole so..
i’ll just let iT
all tale go.. and say..
you kNow.. at Catholic
Mass.. they say spread good news
when it’s done.. not sure where you go..
but i do have close to a photographic
memory.. and i do remember when i
thought you miGht
be Brian on
a creative
spree..
you said you
were married to
a man of the cloth
and this was kinda
your escape
from
the chaste
life style as you
say.. yes.. you kNow
back to free.. don’t you
think iT is a little strange..
that some how me and my
wife don’t work.. and just play..
OMG.. how can human specimens
like us.. be so dam disabled we
cannot function in
this society
as optimally
deSigned..
hmm..
again and
again.. and yes
the real fAct that
my wife never ages..
and i can basically do
anything but work..hehe..
well.. here’s the thing.. it’s
kinda like this.. remember iN
ancient mythology where there
is thiS Isis laDy.. not the head
hunters but the thin long
haired Indian
looking womAn
iN Egypt tHen..
who
truly looks
just like my
wife down
to her frigging
ear lobes and
that perky
fashion
of
her
shirts..
in the
mother way..
seriously.. go check
Isis out.. but anyway..
i fellt to pieces back ‘then’..
shE tried for 66 months to
put me back together..
and we got mE
gluEd back
toGetHeReal including
yes that right eye that
no longer worked..
funny.. ya see that
iN movies
like the
Terminator
with the red
eye too..
or the
bionic
6 milLion
DOLLAR
man and
other prophecies
of modern literary
and theatrical plays
as well.. nah.. prophecies
sTill go on.. and God iS an
equal opportunity employer
bound by no specific books..
or religions
or other
culture
courses
of human
made schools..
IN 3 OR 5 LETTER
W O R D S NOW ah..
so anyway.. now.. uM..
here’s the deal.. aGaiN..
theRe was/iS A forecast
by other sages of the
ages of the new
age away
from matriarchy
of Isis.. Patriarchy
of Osiris and now
finAlly the
child age
of creativity
AKA aLL seeing
eYe of HORUS
like two children
playing word games
on a sidewalk who never
get a job.. just keep playing
until they die.. and some of ’em
never even have children.. kinda
like me and perky Isis.. and
next thing
ya know
all the sidewalks
are now more than
rainbow colored
WITH NO
EDGES..
and people
are happy
and free
with
plenty
to share
iN NeO
coLorE sKeYes
and nothing
to lose but living
as dead in life as before..
And the fAct iS some of
US are
living
as miracles
iN Heaven Now..
and no.. sadly Isis
is sTill
stucK
iN
the past
a little..
butT i’m
working
to bRing
her aWake
iN Now..
wiLD
aS
cHiLD
so wish
me luck..
butt i’ve
already
got
iT..
sMiLes..
aGAiN..
and see ya later..
ya creative baby..;)
sMiLeS.. Shawna
baby.. you
can tRust
mE..
i’m just
here to eat
yoUr
bRains..
and you
are alWAys
welCome
to run
wiTh
mE..
WitH
wInks..
and side
wAlk more
than RainBow tAlk..:)
Ha! Synchronicity..
Shawna Baby..
i was just about
to post this reAlly
cool video from
Jim Carrey provided
by the child of Gogle..
you
tube..
algorith
mLY..yeS
he trUly
understands
what Jesus
was/iS
reAlly
saying..
sTill
iN the New Testament
but most people are
led
away
from iT
in direction
of worshipping
God away from i
nside..outside..
above..so
be
low..
allaroundNOw..:)
And Shawna
suggests she
is a Goddess and
she should be worshipped
and to just ask her husband
and i say..
Yes.. i understand
and that is why
i call
my
wife
Isis..
and prove it..;)
AddiTionAlly..
shE iS Hebes…
i have a statue
of her on my
file cabinet..
yes.. the
Goddess
of youth..
wRite
next
to me..
the dude
of poeTry
and i wiLL
be showcasing
both iN my next
bLog post oN
EasteR
On a
metal
file
cab
i-net
titLed
PAws oF fUn..
and oh by the
way.. just like Isis..
the method of dress
highlights one of
heR best
assits..;)
Jesus..
seriously..
i could say
11 milLion
words and
most
people
sTill
don’t
kNow
what’s
going on ‘up’
tHere.. but
hey.. i try..
and reAlly
i don’t sMiLe
much.. i’m more
like the Joker..
why so serious
laughing
manicAlly
inside..
and yes..
i enjoy
messy
experiments
too.. i love
to take
things apARt
and puT
them
back
toGeThER..;)
Anyway.. seriously..
it has been so much
fun playing with you
this Easter Weekend..
Shawna baby..
i needed a
pAws oF fUn
jUst like thIs..
now i’ve gotta
turn oNline
off.. do some
special magic
nude art..
for a
speLL to
free Jesus..
iN metaphor
of course..
and
then i
WiLL role
pLay Superman
and Batman iN
semi-shirt
fashion..
combine
the two..
mix ’em
up togeTher..
and voiLa.. i
WiLL beCome
some ‘thing’
else..
not sure
what yet..
but
Love
Surprises
soon to come..
oh yeah.. going
to see the movie
oF what WiLL
come
aS
WeLL..;)
The Justice League..
a Movie with a moral..
oF the sages of the ages..
worship God within
instead oF
Idols
thereof..
including
words..
Candle of
Truth LiT..:)
Well.. back from seeing the new
Superman Vs. Batman
movie.. named
the Justice
League.. that goes
to show.. now the only
way to heal the world
iS to become our own
heroes oF
Nature
ONE and
TRUE
iN
liGht
toGeTHer..
like a candle
sTiLL liT.. juSt
BloWinG iN the Wind…
As alWays the meaning
and purpose oF LiFe.. jUst do iT..
waiting for someone else to be the
change wE wanna bE means precisely now
that the change wE WiLL Never do iN nOW..:)
Funny how people hand tHeir freedoms over
to words.. books.. schools.. and work.. when
aLL
cAn
bE
pleAsing
F R e e..
W i nD..:)
SMiLes.. all i kNow is life..
better yet.. ALL i FEEL iS liFE..
and that’s a choice..
so i never die
now…
But yes..
i remember death..
when i wished for
it more than
anything
in
life..
Blessing of a
suicide disease..
the Blessing of death..
Blessing of now..
the Blessing
of
Life..
Hmm.. yes..
both the Muslim
and the Christian
religions in practice
on a Sunday or
5 prayer
a day
fashion worship
death and what happens
after death more than life..
and that
is literally
insane.. now..
The best thing
of all is i live
sane
in an
epic way..
in heaven now..
and that is what i see
as the real message of
what’s left in the Christian
New Testament.. and the
good news is..
it can
still
be found
there for those
who read between
the lines of those who
would control others through
illusory fears.. and promise them
freedom after slavery of what they
deliver
as life.. now..
True deliverance
iS freedom iN now..
And true without a
creative experience with
relative free will one is slave
to tHeir own mind.. Self is a practice
of the art of free will.. that while relative
IS REAL…
WHEN i wake up
with pain.. i can make
it dissolve away.. when i get
tired.. i can bRing energy on instant
demand.. and sure i can prove it too..
in reams of photos
as well..
and words
and other
stuff too..
Heaven is REAL
now.. and that’s
all that
counts
now..
end
and beginning
of all that exists..
now..
i never die
now.. and
that’s
a FAct..
nothing
else counts but now
iN practice of course wiTh
WiNks.. i mean duh.. a warm
shower.. toilet paper.. soft bed..
Air-conditioning
in the muggy
Florida
Summer..
if that ain’t heaven
there ain’t been nuThing
like it in billions of years
on this planet..
i’ll take the
cooperative
effort and
keep smiling for
eternity iN InFinity
now.. and F iN appreciate
the struggles of my ancestors
who brought me the opportunity
for this heaven now.. and yes.. whomever
wrote the magic words in the New Testament
that work.. iN practice now as Heaven now..
thanks God of
Nature for
hOlding
my hand
now like that/this now..
problem with material reductionists
from a science point of view.. is living
in a mechanical state of mind is only analytical
view.. eraSinG the potential of an entire other
dimension
of life that
is equAlly
real and magic..
and yes.. at least in my
life i can prove this magic is real..
after living as a robot for the government
and watching Zombies
shuffle
by of
the Christian
Fundamentalist
way iN concrete bible text..
i
choose free
of
me..
wITh
eYes of
God wide
A W A K Enow..
iN practice oN coursenOW..
And as far as all the other stuff
goes.. i am well aware
that i am
just
a flea
on a dog’s back
named God.. i’ll
let God take care of
all the rest.. as quite
frankly there is no
other
choice..
but to Believe
and have Faith/Trust/Hope iN DOG..
lest i run out of blood of drink..
and
bred
of eat..
Bottom line my friend.. Life is Good
and truly for decades i never kNew
what that truly meant
AS
DEAD
iN LIFE..
most folks who
focus on life after
death or do not practice
real magic are already dead..
beginning and end of saddest
creature
iN the
F-King entire UniVerse..
and i ain’t one of ’em.. by far..ALIVEnoW..
my cat Yellow Boy is more alive than 50
percent of humans
who
walk this
earth and shuffle by….iN
Robot/Zombie steps of sidewalk heLL….
no wonder..
they wish
for something
after death….
it’s just sad
man..
really
sad..
i wish
i could do something
to bring ’em back alive..
but ‘they’ are afraid to let
me do
mouth
to mouth…
iN hEar..E
AMEN!..:)! iS
the short version
of how i feel about
the fundamental principle
of the Universe iS music..
as aLL iS movement maKing
vibration.. inspiRinG moving
more iN iNFiniTy.. of
cycle more..
yes.. theRe
was/iS daRk.. then
liGht.. then moVinG
danCinG.. sinGinG
Sound.. and poeTry
iN attempt to expresS
essenSE.. oF REAL
iN symbols
oF aLL
kindS
oF human
cultural extenSioNs
oF liFe.. named tools..
Dance iS the Universal
Language oF hUman
along with vocal
SonG.. as
iT requires
zero clothes
of culture now..
sTill sAMe as
hundreds of
thouSands
oF
years a
go go iN
human
primate way…
If i had one word of advice..
make it two.. to every human
at any stage of liFe now..
iT iS maKinG iT thREE..
SinG DANcE FReED
and the
rest
WiLL
evenTuAlly
fALL iN pLace..
iF one keeps danCinG
and never ever gives uP!..
and yeah.. the CERN Shiva
dude iS super cool2.. for
aLL practical
human
metaphors
i am that dude..
wINks.. around
the cycle/wheel oF
LiFe as UniVersAl
Dance oF SonG.. mY
onLY True religion.. my
friend.. NOW.. iN liGht Truth..
Anyway.. the short human science
answer iS Dance regulates emotions..
integrates senses.. increases cognitive
executive functioning by way of focus
and short term working memory..
providing bio-feed back
oF emoTioNs.. seNses
floWinG
from the
Vagal Nerve
oF Brain through
gut and all the receptors
for neurochemicals and
neurohormones iN
cells of the human
body.. alWays
now when
Life noW..
becomes
Art and
Science oF
Dance and SonG..
totAlly naked as such..
or with optional clothes
of culture.. as the Dance
Yogi comes down from
the Mountain.. Desert..
and or Beach..
as iT were
As sTill iS Now..;)
Easter Bunny says..
i am both.. the hardest Egg
to deliver.. and hide iN one..;)
As promised earlier..
yes.. Miracles from Heaven
on Easter Sunday as usual..
as truly this family as portrayed
in the movie.. also experience a
REAL LIFE MIRACLE.. as i did..
miraculously recovered from
19 medical disorders or
so.. going from
not being able
to walk
into a
Whataburger.. to
5100 miles.. iN 31months..
now.. of dance walking everywhere
i go.. with the general audience
nicknames by the public ranging
from Dancing Guy to
Legend of Dance..
and yes..
the Autism Disorder
didn’t hold me back from
that.. or writing 11 million
words since 2010..
and leg pressing
around a half
a ton 25 times
now.. including that
Solo Dancing Marathon
every week on Thursday
for two years at Good Old
Seville Quarter.. yes.. God is
Real.. Heaven is Real.. and
Miracles are Real too.. and
my small life now is
PROOF OF ALL
OF THIS
TOO..
WITH
100%
FAITH..
TRUST..
HOPE..
AND BELIEF
THAT ALL IS MIRACLE..
FROM DUST OF ALL WE ARE
TO DUST AGAIN.. IN CYCLE MORE..
AND YES.. the young girl’s illness was
in real life more than a year at 4 and
a half years.. with mine at 66 months..
including Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. the worst pain
known to humankind
assessed in
Medical
Literature
as worse than
crucifixion.. then
from wake to sleep
continuous for me..
until.. yes.. the miracle..
at the end of July 2013..
on a beach of Healing
wHere God’s hand
in metaphor of
course..
is what did it..
face to face baby..
with no distance from
God
iN
mE..
inside.. outside..
above.. so below..
and all around.. now.. in Bliss…
and tonight when i am photographing
what are sunsets of ecstasy in feeling
beauty to me.. a dude in Food Outlet
says.. hey man.. i saw you out there
in the parking lot.. what was
so cool.. that you were
photographing..
and i basically
told him
the
Miracle
of Dust..
came..
went
and came again..
Free in the beauty of GOD now
a continuous resurrection of Life..
in now of heaven that never ends..
Perhaps he didn’t ‘see’ the sAMe
place..
i do..
but tHeir
iS Hope..
hE WiLL..
evenTuAllY..:)
Facebook Friend.. Rafiah
from Pakistan.. provides
a very sweet photo
of she.. her
sister
and her
Grandfather
and i say..
Your Grandfather looks very
smart like you and younger sister..
And you so sweet.. And kind..smile emoticon
Rafiah says..
Beauty lies in the eyes of a beholder.
So that makes you the sweet
and smart. smile emoticon
i say..
Oh.. Silly me.. i forget to mention..
Your face is more than beautiful.. It is
Angelic and fits your given name
perfectly in practice.. As i
continue to search
the world for Angel
hope like you..:)
Rafiah says..
How would you know
what my name means?
wink emoticon
i say..
Rafael the Angel in female form
is what God told me it means..
When i first met you..
i’ve met over 200K
folks in my life..
My friend..
And you shine
among them just in Spirit..
Allone as real..smile emoticon
sMiLes.. mY
friend.. thE
greaTest
tHinG
abouT
Yeshua..
noW iS..
i’m real too..
and only a man..
who speaks WitH
God’s eYes asONe2..
an Easter
reality
alWays
NOW..
but nah.. i do
not speak for
anyOne eLse..
NOwALLONE..:)
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