Seville Quarter Dancing.. Frolicking..
Friend Cortney provides a nice rap video
ON THE great resource of Facebook now..
describing all the wonders of Ramen Soup..
and yes as a very
poor young adult..
i too.. remember the
33 cents a package
deLiGht of
those
spicy
salt and peppered
noodles.. kinda like ‘Lucy’
when she made some tomato
soup all free from the complementary
Restaurant crackers and ketchup sitting
on the table..
with some free
hot water when
that show was popular
before i was alive.. as well..
anyway.. Cortney says..
“In the name of the pasta,
and the powdery goodness, RAMEN.”
and i say now.. hmm.. that frolicking
young lady has an interesting sense
of humor.. i kinda like it.. and then
in response to her note.. i say..
Ah.. yes.. Ra the sun
and men the Star
dust..wink emoticon
And while i didn’t go on to
deTale the fact that Ra was one
of the first Egyptian Sun God’s as
i know natural resource specialist
Cortney Loves all of Nature.. but not
sure if she has studied all of mythology..
religion.. and philosophy like i have for
over 5 decades.. but i am pretty sure she
knows that both science and the bible would
agree that we are all who are created on this
Earth.. including the Earth.. made of Stars Exploding
and the Star dust that results from that according to
Astronomical ways of research in the modern day
now.. and just
F in Common
sense for humans
who walk barefoot and
naked on the sands of Mother
Earth and can plainly see that the
bulging veins on their arms and legs
flow like the rivers.. and the Nautilus
shell and so many other forms
of Nature.. including the
curled cat and
the fetal
position
of human
comfort.. all
swirl about in the
same general golden
spiral PHI mean of 1.618..
oh syntax.. oh semantics.. when
ya mix with the human tribal instinct
that fights for subsistence including territory
to grow crops and raise cattle and the such
now.. dangerous bed fellows of separation
in aggression.. violence and wars
you do make among
men and swords and
A-bombs and such now
as that.. still now.. ah..
Jesus H.. Christ.. aka
Yeshua.. and all the
other then language
different names.. and
bottom line of all real
seers and sages of the
ages is the realization that
we are all pArt of Nature and
everything else with the real
divine spark of LiGht from dark
that makes moving.. in dancing
ways.. and sound in singing ways
the real deal now from the beginning
and end now eternally of the UniVerse..
to way we danced and sang first all innately
instinctually and intuitively.. and then used
sticks to make imaginary connections between the
stars oF sky.. iN drawings iN sand.. later recorded
as written recorded alphabets.. complex languages and
cultures of every variety imaginable then and continuing
now.. but problem is.. WiTH the tribal instinct and conserving
resources.. kinda like what Cortney studied in College and
does in working with the Audubon funded operations
to save Nature.. in all its
beauty and living ways..
except.. unfortunately.. humans
still try to rule nature and own it..
and take advantage of it.. hoarding
it.. taking more than giving and basically
overall raping and killing each other and
the earth as whole.. for selfish tribal instincts
to get more
than they
frigging need
for simple frigging
survival.. in moving..
connecting creating ways..
of giving and sharing..
anyway.. we have
this thingy
called
a rational
brain that is capable
of gaining light in the most
chaotic ways of human tribal
instinct and culture all mixed
up in the rules of domination
in patriarchal farming ways
that started 10 to 12K
years ago..
and truly
the basic instinct
when resources are
plenty iS to share and
and give more than
we take back.. still yes.. this
is our inherent human nature
when we live in small groups
instead of insanely large cities
of more than 150 to 200 sets
of friendly human eyes..
anyway.. bottom line is all
great sages and seers of the ages
saw Nature one and same as God with
different names then.. like that New TV ABC mini
series about prophets and kings.. where so-called
God was named Elohim.. back then.. that is actually
in meaning back then
a sacred mix of
masculine and feminine
and when the real old Gnostic Jesus
gospel leaning writing talked about
joining the man and woman in holy
oneness they were not talking about
the frigging wild thing.. they are talking
about the masculine and the feminine being
balanced in one human being with all the other
black and white dualities of life balancing as we
see in Nature Day with Sun and Night with Moon..
Summer.. Winter.. Placid Seas.. and Raging
Waves.. Ballet to Martial arts..
Birth and Death.. and the
list goes on..
bottom line
is when all iS
balanced LIFE IS
F iN Good.. works for
me at least.. and i say.. yes the
original sages and seers of the ages..
iF one.. reAlly understands the metaphors of
what they are saying through real life experience
that i for one.. have accomplished in life and can
prove through Internet facts.. photos.. and documentary
words.. IGNORANCE OF NATURE AS IS.. IS THE BIGGEST
PROBLEM IN THE WORLD.. if we as human beings could
just get back to it and the 98% or so folks who believe in
some type of God could agree that God Lives as
Nature free.. and we too.. iN uS.. in moving..
connecting and creating ways
and wE could just
dance and sing
together blissfully
free maybe just singing na..
na.. na.. na.. na.. and trying
to once again forget what the
words even mean.. kinda like
what Rihanna does in her
transcendental meditation
moving dancing
new video Work..
when the
words become
unintelligible nanana.
na.. and iS juSt seNSuAlly
shaking her booty way now
oF connecting sensually with/
to her fellow human beings..
perhaps our Bonobo roots
of primate peace
WiLL riSe up again..
not unlike Beyonce in
her 711 Video.. and many
other modern examples
of so-called non-sense
songs.. by folks who are
NOW iN the real know and
feeling NOW of more mindful
aware ways of being human..
Perhaps i’m just a dreamer..
but as Iggy Azalea says
i’m an
F-in Realist..
all real answers
and so-called secrets
are in plain site all over
Nature iF one has eYes
and ears behind our
sensory
organs
to see this
clear as Sun oF
Day and Moon oF
night.. ALL FREE BALANCED
ONE LIKE GOD DOES AKA NATURE.. FREE..
yeah..
RA
RA
hUWoman
you CAN JUST
DO IT.. ON AN INDIVIDUAL
BASIS.. AT LEAST WHEN YA
GET YA MAN AND WOMAN
ALL BALANCED AS ONE
AND STUFF
LIKE THAT..
HUMAN ignorance not only
in fActs runs deep but even in
feeLinG what potential human
balance and bLisS can be iF ya
just find a way to let go of aLL your
worries.. and illusory fears.. and become
one iN balance as Loving Primates as
real children of Nature one and same
as God
ONCE
AGAIN BEFORE
THE APPLE OF LIES
TAKES US AWAY FROM
SIMPLE LIVING SURVIVING LOVING
BALANCE AS THE PRIMATES WE
ARE STILL EVOLVED TO BE..
and this whole SonG of mY
SoUl here is dedicated to
the nice young lady
last night
who said
she wants
to be like me
one day just dancing
and enjoying life.. well the
truth is.. anyone can.. if they
just set themselves free
back with
the God
of Nature
the simple
way we are evolved
to be.. in moving.. connecting
creating.. And giving and sharing ways..
oh yeah.. and sure.. its dedicated to Cortney
too.. as her sense of free humor kinda inspired
iT thiS morning
as i like
funny
and frolicking
people who do
set themselves free..
yeah.. baby.. WORK.. iT..
and Britney has a SonG
about iT too.. lots of
people who
are truly
free iN
Truth and
LiGht simply juSt
Do it now.. even Nike..
at least.. iN metaphor does
iT cool.. now.. 2..
as prophet
wiTh profits
of shoes..
with the
cool Nike symbol
that is a swish of
REAL VICTORY
per the Goddess
of that same
name.. iN
myth as WeLL..
FOR uS iN THE
KnOW AND fEEl
oF WHAT iS REAL..:)
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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/03/5000-miles-of-dance-walking-now-free.html
WeLL.. Noor is certainly a beautiful
name.. Rafiah.. for a child of any culture..
particularly when the meaning
iS liGht as metaphor for
truth.. and Batil..
iN dArk has equal
purpose and meaning
in liFe.. of course.. as WeLL
as without DArk oF Falsehoods..
theRe would be no need for liGht
oF Truth.. and iT iS of often when
wE determine what thE DArk iS..
iS what bRinGs uS closer to
the Truth oF liGht iN
LiFe.. however
wE as humans
are blessed
to see this and
hear this with more than
human sensory organs oF
eyes and ears.. so that iS
whY iT is Wise
to look
to Nature
for the Truth
and liGht as Nature
other than humans have
no ears and eyes that lie.
in all of imagination oF dArk
or liGht that make up symbols
from words to golden calves as
IDOLS
TO CREATE
DaRK OR LIgHT
iN Life as N O W..:)
1546
SMiLeS.. R and R.. in re
creating uS back
to wE as i..
resting
thoughts
when liFe
replaces
symbols
iN LiFe free..
and that’s why
i dance free mY FRiEnD..
wHere SonG bEcomeS
feAt
o
F feet
of i..:)
1585
SMiLes.. my friend.. Prajakta.. as alWays
thanks for your beautiful words of
Poetry and liGht
iN eYes of you..
that bRing
inspiration to
me.. heRe.. as WeLL..:)
1612
WeLL.. okay.. kind of a cloudy aLL overcast
day here in usual Sunny North Florida way..
dancing all night.. as aLways liGhts mY
creative fires.. as iT WiLL normAlly
do iN ways of much greater
overall creativity and
productivity
for anyone
who engageS In
iT totAlly free
iN ZonE oF
Flow for hours.. and
heLL yes.. iT helps iF you
start sober.. but trust me.. iF
you surrender to the Flow of ZonE..
away from illusory worries and fears..
you will feel high in a way that no drinks
for money or other drugs could ever bRing
ya.. in what the young folks call rolling
from the street Drug Molly
and such as that
’cause the fact
of Nature iS
thiS iS a neurochemical
and neurohormone gAme
AND YES.. BRAIN WAVE WAY
of liFe that can be scientificAlly
predicted in at least general
systemizing ways as WeLL.. now..
but sure it is amaZinGly deep
stuff so it’s impossible to
more fully explain
iT without more
deTaLed poetic
ways iN big picture
visualizations in verbal
way over frigging tiny
details from the 5 to 8
step concrete way
of scientific
method
iN analyzing
big picture UniVErse
oF human experience.. ranging
from inside to outside.. to above
so below.. to all around.. iF ya get
my drift oF ALLTHATISNATURE
AKA GOD OF ALLNALL..now
NATURE
NOW
AS IS
AND MORE
THAN WE WILL
EVER SENSE AND
FEEL AS LITTLE BITTY
HUMAN BEINGS now WITH
TECHNOLOGY FOR BIGGER EYES
TO SEE more of reality that is much more
than
we as
humans
even aided
with technology
eYes and bRains
can perceive now..
BUT THE thing iS..ourinner
UniVerse iS not limited by
any scientific method..
theRe is noW stiLL
infinite expanse
less and more iN
human imagination
and creativity both In
dARkest and liGhtest
nightmares and sweet
dreams of human
being now..
TO Discern what’s correct
for each individual.. weLL that
my friends can be the job of JOB
iN yes.. each individual’s search
for Truth and LiGht
for they.. under
WiLL wiTh the
power of Unconditional
Fearless Love that wiLL
harm no other.. including
the rest of Nature
for unjust
’cause..
but sadly.. for some folks
the truth can be evil.. such as
covering up Lesbians to tHeir breast
and stoning them to death in torture..
as the real evil of human imagination
iN iGnorance of human aLL God given
natural differences ranging from
frigging hair color
to spectrums
of gender
and sexual
orientations..
i suffer fools and while
the first human response to
those who torture other humans
would be to eliminate them from the
earth so they can do it no more.. if they
cannot listen to frigging common God Nature
sense.. that would just be fueling the fire of
fear and hate.. so they could torture
more of God that lives in otherwise
free human beings like
they do live free over
here in the
new
IS
RA
EL OF THE
U. S. of A.. now
wheRe those oF uS
who are truly God
of Nature’s children have
enough now God Given human
empathy and compassion NOT
TO HARM THE GOD OF ALL WHO
LIVES IN ALL OUR BROTHERS AND
SISTERS IN COMMON DNA WAY AND
THE REST OF NATURE TOO AS BY GOD
EVEN WE AND RATS HAVE A COMMON
RODENT ANCESTOR 75 MILLION
YEARS AGO.. AND science shows
without a frigging doubt
that we human
beings still
share the majority
of our DNA with rats..
but humans with tHeir
imagination oF nightmares
instead of sweet dreams would
KILL THE GOD THAT LIVES IN
OTHER GOD OF NATURE CHILDREN
JUST TO SATISFY SOME NEED TO
KILL THE DIFFERENT
OF GOD
AMONG
US NOW..
God iS now
not pleased
with this..
Duh.. now..
’cause God
lives in those
buried to breast
Lesbians who now
are stoned by cruel
devil fools mislead by
the lies of yesternows
by real evil that only
human beings
are currently
able to
imagine
and create
as Nightmares
of REAL HUMAN EVIL..
PERHAPS.. one day more
people will simply be human
and stand UP AND PUT A STOP
TO THE UNJUST KILLING OF
PARTS OF GOD.. OTHERWISE
IF THERE IS ANY WRATH
OF GOD..
THOSE FOLKS
WOULD BE THE
ONES TO
EVENTUALLY
FEEL WHAT THEY
HAVE DONE TO OTHERS
in the sickest ways of human evil..
Anyway.. someone from dVerse wrote
a very touching poem about the woman
who was buried to her chest and stoned
by cruel fools only because she
was a different
pArt
of God
as a Lesbian
who is much less
likely to procreate more
and fill the earth with more
killing devils of each other
and NATURE WHOLE.. now..
Trust me or not nature
has the answers
and humans
like this
are not
going to
like the
TRUTH AND
LIGHT WHEN
iT FINaLLY HITS
THEM SQUARE
IN tHeir
so now
heired
REAL HEaRT..
SPIrIT.. AND
SOuL OF LIfE
IN LIFe OR LIvING
DEAD AS LiFE WItH
NO REAL HeART SPiRIT
AND SoUL In ETERNAL NOW..
Oh yes.. and PS.. the best thing
about being a modern ‘Master Mind’
as such.. like the ‘Wizard of oZ’
or whatever iS technology provides
so many avenues of digitAlly
selectABLE globaL
prophets
to SinG
tHeir
SonGs
of Truth
and liGht
that WiLL
never lose
their digital
oF ONE Fire as
Chariots of Google
keep serving iT
uP ALL FREE..
reference
711..
and F iN
B E y ONCE
as i stand
behind the
curtain of FREE
iN TRUTH AND liGht..;)
2522
3182016.. 3:42 pm..
Now back to dVerse Online
poeTry reservoir that
bRings unlimited
inspiration
for me..
aLL free as iT
were as the nice
folks who may not
understand me fully
that run the place sTill
do a great service overall
by providing this nice
online avenue
of limitless
inspiration
for the imagination
and creativity free of
me in poeTry ways
of hiGher
and higher
human
poetic
potential..
kinda like the way
i feel about Sam Walton..
his original effort of low prices
and jobs for the USA.. may have now
turned sour in sweat shops of China..
etc..etc.. running all the small
shops out of business
etc.. but at least
i have a guaranteed
wide center Aisle
with smoothly
polished floors
in every major metro
city that i dance iN..
now With a Super-Walmart
Dance floor just for me..
hehe.. and sure the Mall
with all its modern
cultural
microcosm
oF Art iN ways
of commercial selling
that only inspire me more
without me spending a penny
theRe eitHeR.. OH GOD..! aGaiN
it’s amazing how many great things
there are to do iN free uncensored
culture today.. where even folks
who think they have to
suicide bomb
to get
all the
free pun
tang.. i hate
to be crude but
folks who kill for
the dream now of 72
virgins.. are really
much ‘sicker’ now than
any young adult male now
who parTakes of innocent
looking legal and tender
young women vicariously
as such online.. iN fAct
human sensuality
iS the source
of creativity
and productivity
so if it is consensual
and no one is suffering
for it.. like getting blown to
bits.. or forced now into paid
marriages for institutionalized
rape and prostitution for
bucks and stuff again
like that.. yeah
baby.. free reigns
frEE when
alWays
consensual
with no harm
to otheRs dOne..
Anyway.. OH Lord.. theRe
iS so much to create and produce
all around us in artful.. sensing..
and feeling ways.. Truly
it’s heaven now..
don’t you
kNow..
the dream N0W
oF Jesus iS reality
for those of us who
liVe iN REAL U.S. OF A..
AND OTHER COUNTRIES
WHO ARE
is
RA
EL
FREE!..
okay.. that’s my introductory
poem.. that will have to suffice
for the requirements of the prompt
on dVerse from a week ago Monday..
that i WiLL now finAlly stARt catching
up on.. and even if there was only
one prompt
and one lInk
on dVErse
alone
for the
rest of eternity..
i could come up with
an infinite number of poetic
responses to that one frigging
poem.. or any breath of my
life would be
inspiration
enough
to write
war and
peace
day by day..
night by night
now by now..now
free iN Hopes
oF helping to
create A WORLD OF PEACE
WhEre i am not the only frigging
one of few who actuAlly fully live
iN the dream
of Jesus
come reality
now.. if you reAlly now..
kNow and feel now.. then.. what
the metaphors attributed to
the man REAL.. ARE NOW..
aS
F
iN
REAL..:)
And that Monday prompt
from nearly two weeks
ago is 55 word
Quadrille’s
and since
i don’t do
paint by
numbers alone..
i will be continuing
iN Flow oF ZOne hear
In all natural
stream
of
conciousness
automatic style
writing.. FREE BABY..
YEAH.. WitH wINks..
and a little help
from CHERYL LYNN..
AS REAL LOVE
iS A HELLuva
great
mantra
to transcendentally
explore more oF UniVerse
NOW ALL REAL INSIDE OUTSIDE
ABOVE SO BELOW ALL AROUND NOW..
AND THE SONG LAST FOR 7 MINUTES
AND 40 SECONDS WHICH IS GREAT
‘CAUSE I AIN’t GOT TO TURN
THE RECORD OVER
AS MUCH
HEHE..
HA! SmILES
iN dreAMs
of LIFE’S FRUITION NOW..
ALL INNATELY.. INSTINCTUALLY
AND INTUITIVELY WITH A LITTLE
HELP FROM NERDS WITH SYSTEMIZING
TECHNOLOGY MINDS PAST AND PREsENT NOW!..;)
SMiLes.. an
aLL merciful
God plays
now by no
human rules..
in other words
tHeir are no
words..
yoUr
sister
iS safe
iN aLL Merciful
God’s arms..
as they say..
NOW REAL
PEACE as LOVE
iS God theRe iS no
room for anything
but Love iN God
that
iS
LOVE..
Period..:)
Side note here.. it’s
truly disgusting to me
that human beings would
believe God to be so small
that God would need the ego
stroking to be called by a
certain name or limited
to words in a book..
of what
comes before
from little bitty
human flea minds..
no matter how
inspired..
God
remains..
free and lives
in wE as aLL we
are but we can
be more than
LABELS AND GOD
IS BOTH LABELS
AND BEYOND WHAT
ANY HUMAN BEING
CAN IMAGINE IN SILLY
LITTLE FRIGGING FLEA WORDS..
now as side note/rants ends..
God truly doesn’t like to be
told what to do.. by the history
of what comes before.. and i for
one can speak for me on that of course..;)
Side note..2.. oh tribal humans ya just gotta Love
’em.. however they come.. but OH GOD THE IGNORANCE
MAKES ME WANNA WRITE SO.. SO.. MUCH MORE..
AND i’ll jUSt do that more now..
as side note2.. ends for now..;)
And yes.. here is my response
to her response when she says
if her sister didn’t say..
in other words..
the magic
John 3:16
recitation
that she was
definitely
going
to HeLL..
ugh.. *cringe*
at humans words
when words become
God as symbols instead of REAL..
and i say..
That’s sad my friend..
And that is what relative free
will gifted by God allows.. For humans
to create hell here as a self-fulfilling
prophesy and yes it is real.. already been
to hell and live heaven now that the real
humble Jesus promised is simply now for
those who find tHeir way through
the needle of now..
Hope your sister
found that as God is
not limited to words or
other human symbols that are all
approximate idols of God’s Full breath..
sMiles.. Hope and Love will always win over
fear and hate as God’s rule of Nature with
or without human idol words.. With
due respect of course.. And
SMiles.. As it works..
In practice..:)
And now on to the
next brighter heaven
filLed poem..
i’m
hoping
oF course..;)
SMiLes.. as the Suns rotate
around the black hole
Suns.. so can the
dArk of wE
iN Winter
walk
of Warming
uP as any
sun
would
do free..:)
*
Ah.. smAll talk..
beats silence
of text
any
now wheRe
one face of
flesh engages
the other
with
at least
eYes and
flesh togEtHer..
Have a nice day NOW
iN flesh iN REAL simile..
or even just a REAL DANCE OF LIFE..
ALL
NON
VERBAL
AND FEELING REAL
LIVING LIFE NOW..
MOVING.. CONNECTING
AND CREATING REAL AS LOVE..:)
DArk hole
soUl human
winds breathe
killing seeds of
death across the
earth.. but
grin tHere
nows
are short
iN sPan
of what’s
REAL..
iN liGht..:)
It’s truly sad but amazingly
true.. fewer people
thInk i am
more insane
iN public
D a N C e
when i have
a dead pan
face and
arms
oF
a
Hurricane
with legs that
lead the feat of me..
wiTh evidence oN mY pAGe..
oh.. but iF they could see mY
UniVerse into InFiniTy
more GRiNsideFTW..
tHey miGht
joiN
mE
iN BLIsS..;)
*
PriSoner
who awaited
galLows tall
hUng hiGh
smIled
simply
’cause
he could
and just
did iT.. until
his life returned
to duSt.. as it came..
and comes again.. as dUst..:)
Humor pill
and crown
for aLL
human
frowns..
Captain
oF her’s and
he’s heARt oF LiFE..
for drOwning liVing
soUls
oF dead
G
r
iNs..;)
Ah.. UmbrEllas
mAde of paper..
remnants
Of thE
beauty oF
Rain.. Katy did’s
and katy do’s
rUn fRee
iN RiVer’s
liGht..:)
Dogs and Cats..
happiest of
most house
animals..
as.. they
stay hungry..:)
Ah.. feminine oF emoTions
vs hard oF masculine..
oh.. when the two
meet
iN one..
Y e S..
ignition
almost
complete..:)
Well.. Lynn.. it’s been a while..
hmm.. six prompts in full
for exact count now
to catch up..
i WiLL as i for
one can do anything..
and if ya wanna implode
Trump lock him iN a
room wITh me..
i’ll blow
his mind
wiTh
oNly
words..
or at least
he’ll live with
a hellUva headAche..;)
Well another link by Katy
alias Shawna.. with blog lonG
gOne.. but of course with me
just the word Katy is enough
to write a Novel
on Katy
alone
with or
without
accompanying
Shawna poeTry..
so this iS it
for now..
until the
next lOng
gonE
Shawna
bLog liNk
cOmes aGaiN..:)
side note.. yes.. Shawna
has been one of my
feature
players
iN my bloG
this year..
so she get’s
Xtra..
credit
for
paying
iT forward
no matter what
she does for now..
as side note ends..;)
*
With an asteRisk here
even among the
most fundameNT
a list leaning
Christian
poet’s
i haven’t seen
a single one
support
Trump
yet..
so i guess
any kind oF poet heARt
iS Trump disinfectant
iN poeTry land for now..:)
And yes.. and for now..
time to work-out
and perhaps
later to
go past
13… so far..;)
5:34 pm..:)
Back at 10:56 pm..
for some more poetic
writing fun now.. at
dVerse week ago
Monday
Quadrille
prompt thingy..;)
DArk heARt..
cOld niGht..
SonG eYes..
Grin
wILL
wiN..:)
Hidden Angel..
Soldier of God..
Dog’s sMile
kNows
no
Lies..:)
Moonlight
eYes noW
oF twiliGht
glance
briGht
iN dArk
bRow oF
siNkinG sHoRes..:)
Oh.. the sword..
oh the empty
words
when
steel becomes
blood instead
of Love..
then
or now..
Wars Lose…
Human
Feet Dance
iN grins
without
smiles wHere
feelings below
rule above iN
simple
bliSs..:)
Laughs at Life..
never wins..
only
Grins..:)
SMiLes.. baby
Love alWays
Grins iN wash
of dirty
and clean..:)
A dog’s smiles
of connection
winning grin
of
satisfaction
cat sMiles
warning
of
teeth
to come..:)
Cat dreams full of smell..
Eagle dreams full of vision..
Human dreams
full
oF
iT..:)
Ah.. challenge..
cold shudders
briGht iN
warm
showers
comfort..
beds off
dirt floors
outhouses
wiTh spiders
crawling then
out oF holes..
pleaSure grins
iN zoNe
oF
homeNow..:)
Privilege of strong
and fearless.. now
more
often
weak and
scared inner
life oF fear
that
abuses
others.. now..
than shoulders
wide and spear free..:)
Each human mind trUly free
to move.. connect.. and
create.. opening
new frontiers..
past now
preSent
new.. now
books oF
old miNds
iN new
agaiN
seT freENow..:)
iN every human
heARt liVes
afloWer
oFfSprinG
SinGs noW
eternal Hope
iN Loving color
way.. to
nourish
thiS flower
flouRisH
iS dream
come
true
when
ripe
Love’s SonG..:)
Death oF heARt..
SpiRit and miNd
and body
balanCinG
soUL often
follows
iN
paths
of addiction
as numb
soUls
walk
as
living dead..:)
Haha.. matches
staRted In heLL
continue
to
burn iN
marriage..
hehe.. desert
soul desserts..;)
oh No.. TV
away from
wins of
grins..
scary shows
feed mind
nightmares
away from
sweet
dreams Free
iN Nature’s SonGs..:)
ThiS SinGs hUwoMan
SonG oF moVing
connecTinG
creating
bE
YonD
home alone..:)
SMiLes.. i used
to have Winter
SaD too..
before
i staRted
danCinG
SpRinG
and Summer
way from
fAll
iN
WinTer
‘forE..:)
Birds and Bees
fly over floods
and fires
of Humanmade
tRaps
oF Free
BeFore..:)
Depression
no longer
sad iS
death iN
life not even
wHere sadness
dares to tread iN
darKest human way…
SMiLes.. my friend..
Been there and beat the
severest ’bout of Depression
that my Air Force shrink ever noted
in his clinical practice.. In a 66 month
shut-in stint where even having a tear was a
dream come true 63 months into it.. Funny how
ya don’t count the months.. days.. And seconds
in heaven and that’s where i stay nowOn as
continuous practice iN Art of work free..
WiTh Poetry.. Dance.. And SonG.. as
oNly true liGht Love religion
for me.. Second to
second.. noW..:)
Child’s skip
wiTh Mother’s
Love iS peanut
butter sandwich
aLways stickinG toGetHer..:)
sMiLes.. Reminds me..
Childless.. Wife and i are.. S
o cats are kids.. And in a soothing
low hertz voice i tale ‘Yellow Boy’
a bedtime story.. Where around a fire
we roast marshmallows and drink hot chocolate..
And he purrs to sleep.. Must add in P and J
sandwiches now to see if he likes..
wiTh same hertz of voice..;)
And that finishes the
last 21 poems iN
poeTic response
by me..
and now
to Thursday
of a week
ago
dVerse..
as catch
uP goes oN Free..;)
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SMiLes.. thanks Hank so much for dropping
by today.. and so happy you enjoyed
the photos and the
action that is
the expression
of the energy
of me..
trUly
alive now..
out of stone
statue way.. heHe..;)
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And speaking of stone statues that reminds me of ‘this’..
hmm.. copyright issues do not allow this video to be
played now.. but the album ART is still LEFT
fully intact on the album cover.. now
and one great thing i Love about
the Beatles is they escaped
the forms of the past
in ART..
and went totally
stream of consciousness
art with their human
creative potential..
that comes from
somewhere
deep
within
and
sure
a little
woo.. woo..
could go with this..
but there ain’t any greater
woo in science already
as fact that science
illustrates nicely
with
the Quantum
Mechanics
observer
effect
and
FRIGGING
AFFECT WHEN IT
COMES TO HUMAN BEING..
anyway.. we humans are pattern
defining creatures.. who naturAlly
wiLL find purpose and meaning
in almost all stuff life..
even if it
is not
apparent
to other eYes..
and this is wHere Synchronicity
comes into play iN riGht brain
interpreting A way from
leFt brain
analyzing
clinical forms..
We humans true can be
very analytical.. but we humans
even more true in Art can be
extremely intuitive
instinctually
innately
in REAL
F IN
Harry Potter magic..
and sure the Beatles were
very much involved into the
mystery schools of magicK as
termed by world renown occultist
establishing himself as the wickedest
man in the world.. and even the F in
Sargent Pepper AntiChrist Beast
of the early last
century..
‘Mr. Crowley’..
but it worked
to get the attention..
to get his philosophy and
ideas feet that would travel
far far far into the future of Artists
who would come to spread a simple
yet valid message of the only Law
being Love Under True Will as
Divine relationship
with God..
all the rest
was his opinion
and art to further transmit
his ideas.. no matter how strange
or perverse some might have been..
but his key was.. losing fear.. losing
inhibitions.. being free once
again.. like we human
beings when
in nature
all free..
not sure if
that is precisely
the logic he used but
in effect and affect that
is what this one man’s impact
has been on the music industry
through the ‘four horseman’
of ’67 who established
a new revolution
of free
Love through
music.. and a heaven
that exists now that
is not
imaginary
at all without
worldly material
goods as the current
God of culture that truly
needs killing to get back
to the basics of our animal
nature back with God of Nature
so free.. and balanced as Nature
iS
in tot
ali
ty
when free.. now..
anyway.. the Album cover
is a true deliGht as they put
many elements of culture
of the modern
day to
show
how many modern
day prophets there
are that can
truly
make
stone
statues at
a funeral of human
NATURE COME BACK AGAIN
TO LIFE.. like a moon child
of sorts.. with
a mustache
Alabaster
stone
face maKing..
a smile again..
but see.. here’s the thing..
we can make dreams of sweet
come to fruition or nightmares
of sour
become
our reality..
THE TRUE MAGIC
AND WILL IN LIFE
iS to create our
own reality
under the
relative free
will that truly
is magic noW..
as Gifted by God to
the one’s who hear the
call of the WiLd more fully
again..
with
or without
mustaches on
an album cover of FREE..
and sure the stone statue
looks a little like me..
as it was a bust
of a law enforcement
officer randomly used
as Art from John Lennon’s
estate.. however the deal
remains.. what is stoic..
masculine.. and
hard can be
soft in balance
with hard and LIVE AGAIN..
TO MELT THE PATRIARCHY
OF 10 TO 12 THOUSAND
YEARS SINCE
Matriarchy
died its death
with the Hunter
and gatherer age..
is to be bRinGinG trUly
the age of the new romantics..
the age of what some describe
as Horus.. as Isis comes..
in divine feminine Love
in giving and sharing..
Osiris in Will
and strength..
and yes.. the
child Horus.. as human
and overall world cultural
archetype of the
me generation
of child..
wHere human
potential and creativity
in self actualization in later
life.. replaces the rate of
human fertility to
a level
that will
allow ‘Gaia’
as whole living
being to get back
iN balance.. we are
iN thiS gAMe toGetHeR
ALL OF uS.. AND WHATEVER
iN PRACTICE WORKS iS HOW
GOD AND NATURE WORKS SamE..
we can view the reality of iT.. and make
myths.. facts.. or whatever but what happens
to the new human experiment iS something
wE will continue to observe/make either iN
detail
or BIG
ART WAY
deTALES NOW
OF SEEING LIFE..
AND on my living album..
cover.. fully illustrated online..
there are innumerable people
inspiring me.. behind
and in front
of alL
my art
from words
to photos
and
videos
as such..:)
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WeLL.. the truth iS magicK exists..
It exists iN Art aLL around uS..
that moves from sea to sky
to ocean blue
and green
eYes..
to the deepest
browns of ground
and eYes black
aS coal
iN shine…
And those who create aLL
forms of Art are God’s gift
that SinGs a SonG oF SoUl..
wHere wE come and wheRe
we Go.. noW iS alWays
Better with
creation
actiViTy
oF SpiRit
expreSsinG
emoTions
of hUman
heArt.. now..
And yes.. some
folks call it Sex
Magic.. iN some circles
for fame.. wHere the creative
energy from the dopamine enhancing
activity of sensual prolonGinG
activity BRinGs about a
hiGher Level
oF consciousness
iN alignment wiTh
the subconscious
powers of BeinG
human beyond
what science
defines
as bRain
of hUman
miNd..
wHere wE connect
not juSt one on one
but yes.. one on ONE
WiTH allthatis.. any
activity that changes
and heightens human creativity
oF awareness WiLL work when one
visualizes their dream in wide
awake lucid dreaming..
BRinGing iT to
fruition free now..
but the thing iS..
sadly in thiS
enhanced
way
of prayer..
most folks wish
for material success..
wHere the true constructive
power could bE iN healing others
and Nature aLL toGeTheR onE In BeinG
now.. so when i do my magic prayers..
they are not for material goods
they are FOR the Love oF
humankind
and the
rest oF Nature
aka GOD.. so
sure thiS
is mY SonG
oF mY
soUl
and iT
belongs
to aLL aS
that iS what
true altruistic
liGht Angels do
iN fearless Love..
wITh hope aWay
from
fear
and
hate..
it’s not too
late to do the
magic to heal
the world..
and iT
WiLL
take toGeThEr
to gEt
iT
dONE..:)
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WeLL.. my friend.. gigoid..
now.. i’ve been oN a bit oF
a Beatles kick.. to day as weLL..
and to Love
all the moments
iS to alWays
Love n0w..
and all associated
with Now.. allthatis
noW.. a practice oF
course.. and
not alWays
easy..
but to
find a bit
Of liGht iN
thE dArkest
boat oF LiFe..
iS to LiVe
a Day
iN a
Life oF Grace..
iN creaTioN as uS..:)
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Smiles.. While ‘this’ game theory
is true for domesticated humans
who have little regulatory control
of their emotions and rudimentary
integration of their senses.. The ‘real’
humans freed from the stereotype of matrix
skip the politics of culture as folly of others..
However.. Nash himself.. acknowledged his game theory
was flawed with his poverty of experiencing human emotions..
He did not even factor in this human potential of relative free will..
In other words.. Neo CAN live human too.. Amused now at the Human
Virus named modern culture.. Capitalism.. Free Markets.. Etc..
Where the ONLY true free is directed within by those
who develop relative Free Will..:)
In other words.. Nash observed the
sheep at play and missed the
shepherds beyond his ‘sight’..
His theory is western culture
determined but not ‘human’..
Determined.. WiLL..:)
If you saw the movie.. Let’s just
say.. the pretty girl would have insisted
on dancing with ‘me’.. ‘Cause she never met
a Real Wild human MAN Before.. Even if 3 or
so decades older.. and yes.. i’ve empirically
measured that result.. 600 or so times
on my blog as there are not enough
Neo’s to go further than a case
study so far.. But sure.. the
science of it is real all
natural ecstasy.. Yeah..
Like a free Nash2..;)
SMiLes.. i was talking
about the.. ‘A Beautiful Mind’ movie
specific to Nash’s game theory where
he suggested the best result would be to
ignore the beautiful blonde.. however.. Nash
knew Close to Zero of an entire other continent
of mind that includes emotion..
So as he admitted..
his theory was
flaWed..:)
Nash’s basic idea
was Adam Smith was
wrong and to do what was
best for the individual AND
the group was best.. And
that makes sense but
ignoring the blonde
is only for beta males..
Smiles.. Again.. as
metaphor
of course..:)
Smiles.. Perhaps if he
had become ‘Human’ his theory
would have been grounded in reality..
A little more.. He did base his theory
on his observations of humanity that were
flawed at core level of what it means to
even move.. Per emotion that
most warm blooded animals
share other than politicians..
CEO’s.. Surgeons.. Shrinks..
And yes..
Nash’s in
degrees
of science..:)
Smiles.. again..
my friend.. rules
don’t work on truly
Free humans
and that’s
my only
point… it all
applies to the
other overwhelming
majority of folks
who follow
the rules
of others..
in other words..
rules don’t work
the same on all folks..
but sure.. in general
in this day
and time
they do..
as we are
a culture of rules..
and very little
REAL
FREEDOM
from within
ALL NATURAL..
per se..:)
Like i said..
my friend.. i agree
it works for the sheep
and to be crystal clear
i’m speaking of the rules
of dum humans not SMaRt Nature..:)
And you kNow..
it’s interesting..
My depression was
specifically a result of poverty
in emotions.. and it took me 3 years
to find a professional who had any
grasp on how to get them back.. Eventually..
i literAlly showed the first shrink how to do it
with art of movement.. He quit his practice and
is teaching movement therapy as it is just F in
common sense.. emotion moves emotions move.. Etc..
Etc.. YES.. A light came on and he said.. Oh yeah..
It works.. Forest Gump
moment.. Priceless..:)
Anyway..
the modern
world.. overAll..
is an F ‘ED
up place..
’cause the whole
shootin’ match now
iS out oF balance.. sTill
social animals are evolved
to work together for the
mutual benefit of
the entire
tribe.. pack.. whatever..
works and when technology
comes.. now.. and the comforts
of modern society.. folks now gain
a reality where they no longer
need each other as a tribe
to survive.. and sure
that can
happen
as it does
in Japan.. where
the young folks are no longer
interested in Reproducing and
the elders are cleaned up out
of their apartments as they
have zero connections
in old age for
anyone
who
cares about remains o
f their welfare.. even if
the floors come clean..
and no i am not immune
to this.. with no real extended
family in middle age.. and few
real friends in flesh and blood
who would likely really
give a crap iF
i fall off the
face of the
earth other
than what happened
to that crazy dancing dude..
but hey.. at least i left A mark..
and truly lived.. so far.. at least..
i can’t ask for anymore than
the cat
who basks
in the midday
sun rolling in free
sands of earth or hugs
the moonlit grass in
midnight green
leaves
of earth
Love..
This.. is the point..
from the large cultural
view it is a large pile
of crap..
but from
the small
individual
it can still be
heaven and bliss..
that’s my vote.. friend.. Cabrogal..
and i exercise iT iN EPIC WAy..
WItH
wInks..
And to be clear
i totAlly agree with
your viewpoint here
in how it relates to
game theory.. you just
inspired a ‘iittle’ more
out of me this
morning..
as that
ain’t
hard
to do…
wInks aGaiN..
EmotTIoNs are the
REAL SPARK OF LIVING..
and i really felt sorry for Nash
for never truly finding
them.. it’s a cold place..
no need now
for economics
101 with ’em.. Free..
at least.. if one is
financially
independent..
from the God of
D O L L A R.. now
yeah.. life as iS
Is
hard..
but a
beach for me..
with plenty Of
FReED SaND and
LeAves oF GrasS..;)
Thanks.. i didn’t realize
that the bar scene in the
movie was fictional
and not actually
reported by Nash
in his book…
And it’s truly sad it
was misrepresented like that
in the movie.. As no.. Nash was
no Crowe in real life either in
looks to even gain the attention of the blonde..
but after all.. in the Pee Wee Herman Movie..
when they made a movie of his life within
the movie..
James
Brolin
played the
role of Pee Wee..
oh.. Hyperbole of all
types.. you do tale a story that spreads..;)
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“An it harm none,
Do what ye will.”
SMiLes my friend..
gigoid.. synchronicity
again.. but i used
just another
Wiccan
source
now per
Aleister
Crowley..
The Golden
Rule oF Love
under Will free
and yes.. n0w
Love requires
cognitive effort WiLL
and iS not free either…
Some folks are blessed
with more emotions and
empathy than others from
birth but the Love muscle
iS one that must be exercised
not unlike any other
function of
humanity
iN use iT
oR lose iT
then and now..
and to Be thE change
wE wanna bE iS the bottom
line per the video you share
full of common sense for
anyone who
escapes
the matrix
of culture
and looks back
over culture iN
big picture way…
sAdly.. most folks liVe
liFe as audience and spectators
and never gain a seat as director..
producer and actor in tHeir own play..
but that’s the way of culture to
insure all the cogs
of the machine
remain
freshly
oiled
and tarRed
feathereD slaves
as such.. iN PriSons
of silent complacency
as functionally disabled
primates iN aLL iT means
to truly move.. connect..
and create free now
birth rights
oF mammals
except for
humans
and those
that are killed
off by humans or
put in Zoos of human
prisons shared by roommates iN heLL..
after almost 5 decades i came to
the realization that i understood
almost nothing associated
with being human
and i continue
to learn
to be
one
now..
wiTh Love under WiLL..
which naturally includes
the do no harm pArt
aS harm
iS no
pARt
oF True
Love under
True WiLL.. noW.. iN liGht
aT lEast when wE are trUly
Free primates with fuLL fUr oFLove..
noW LiKe tHe Pan wE weRe beForE
ONE
wITh Nature..one
struggle yes.. now
free more.. allNOW..
but anyway.. sure.. it’s
possible to have all the
creature comforts as icing
on the cake of heaven.. when
one finds the balance to be free
apes Now..
wiTh
clothes
oF culture FREE..:)
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SMiLes..
penniewoodfall..
LiFe GRoWS..;)
Facebook friend.. Florence..
who sadly enough..
iS only one noW
of two African
American
Facebook
Friends..
as at
core for
some reason
black folks
get me
more
often than
white folks
in my historical
past.. hmm..
perhaps the
outcast
thingy..
or perhaps..
’cause i don’t
see color..
age..
gender..
nationality..
disability..
creed or
any human
difference..
including
sexual orientations..
other than
human true..
yes.. perhaps
‘they’ can feel
that true now..
sTiLL.. NoW..
astrueliGht..:)
Anyway.. Facebook
Friend Florence
says..
“Somehow.. braiding my
hair actually makes me look whiter…”
And i say..
i Love people
who say what’s
on their mind..
with no exclusions..:)
Facebook Friend.. Glenn.. is doing a wonderful
job of administering a page that houses
Minimalist photography across
his Internet travels with
similarly inclined
Facebook
Friends..
and unknown
photographers.. and
while i have been much
too engaged in writing and
actually doing photography
lately to share much there.. i make
it a routine to visit.. as all inspires me..
and this is just one more opportunity now
to grow iN perpetual SpRing Life oFme..
anyway.. Glenn shares a photo now
of the shadow of a smart phone
earbud with attached cord..
imagine iphone style..
if you will here..
across a line
on a
green
background
and in iNspiRaTioN
i say then and now..
Yes.. ear buds are a force of creation..
not unlike the
Biological
metaphor (sperm)
for that.. as green piLL..
excellent.. Art.. now..
wheRe technology
crosses the line
of Biology..
and the
two meet
across
the
Line of Singularity
inAnewnow.. LiFE..:)
Furry cat photos are a major
draw on Facebook for GOOD
FEELING.. BUT along the
same furry lines..
Facebook Friend Rafiah
sHares a photo of a
furry bunny ..
comfy
warm
and fuzzy
on a bed that
states..
“I DON’T WANT TO ADULT TODAY..
I DON’T EVEN WANT TO HUMAN TODAY..
TODAY I WANT TO BUNNY”..
AND i say..
SAdly.. modern
culture teaches us
overall that we are
not bunnies anymore..
per warm and fuzzies..
My favorite chemistry.. my friend..
Rafiah.. is brain chemistry as it makes
so much ‘SENSE’.. as toWHY so many folks are
so depressed these days.. and out of synch
in miNd and boDy balance.. as we human
BeinGs are built to spend most of our
nows in warm and fuzzy human
moments but sadly from
age 4 or 5 on.. we get
attached to desks..
to solve
problems
to get another
seat as a cog in a machine
to keep the culture running
as is.. the best we can..
and yes.. what solving
problems and sitting
at desks will do..
is increase natural
levels of feel good
dopamine in the brain
and even Serotonin trust
in accomplishment but what
it will never naturally ‘normally’
do is raise the warm and fuzzy
neurohormone of hugs and
fuzzy bunnies named
oxytocin.. of the
feeling mammal
touch.. where yes..
lizards.. snakes..
and mythological
dragons can feel
the serotonin and
dopamine of safe
and efficient survival..
but the life of warm and fuzzy
is a creature with fur’s life.. and
sadly humans in literal and metaphor
are loSing tHeir fur of warm and fuzzy..
to domestication away from hugs
in machine mind way of solving
problems for a cold green
black print dollar bill..
a metal iced cold
heart souled car..
or a big brick cave
with no soul.. now..
except perhaps for
the mirror neuron vicarious
way of catching a warm and
fuzzy moment from a TV show..
or books of poeTry or such that
bRinGS the similar warm
and fuzzy
Rabbit
to human
at least
iN pArt aGaiN.. but
sure in ‘hOur’ REAL
ANCESTRAL WAY
of being primate
warm and fuzzy
human.. iT was aLL
naked with hugs for both
bonding and avoiding freezing
to death.. on a moonlit night of snow..
then the match.. then the campfire..
then the AC and heat.. then the
books.. the radio.. the TV.. and
exercise machines that
go just one way
beyond the
gravity of connection
in oxytocin receptors that
connect uS barefoot to sand
now sTiLL oN Mother Earth as gifted
by God iN ACTION OF BEING HUMAN
NOW.. AND SURE.. the front porches went
away.. and now the robots shuffle by with eyes
directed down.. on brightly lit screens.. and iN
Zombie Apocalypse way.. and we say we
have evolved.. when all that’s
left is a furry bunny
that reminds us
somewhere deep down..
when we had more fur.. and
were not ashamed of either our
nakedness or to fear to hug our
DNA Brothers and Sisters with
the warm and fuzzies..
as the way of life..
instead of a broken
wish onscreen..
where heaven
that was.. is just
a two dimensional
SCREAM OF WHaT iT
ONCE MEANtTO EVEN BE HUMAN..
But of course.. i am stiLL
very furry.. so maybe
that is why
i remember
more.. oF
hUman..
Love..w/
wInks..noW..:)
Science is dead..
Well yeah.. in the context
of the furry bunny in a way it is..
reference the previous post..
and linked Facebook
memory here
from my
blog post here again..
Science in systemizing way
allows us to gain comfort
that God’s Nature
makes sense..
and there is an Art about
God that is both beautiful and
logical in Nature way too..
butt please don’t
forget the
REAL MAGIC
OF HUMAN EMOTIONS..
MOVING.. CONNECTING.. CREATING..
GIVING.. AND SHARING WAYS.. iN aLL
INNATE INSTINCT.. AND INTUITION
OR BEFORE one knows it or actually
forgets they lost the feeling.. wHere
one now they may
fall asleep..
dead in life..
with almost total
loss iN EmoTioN oF heArt..
expresSinG emotioN
oF hUman SpiRit
as ART.. noW..
and a disconnect
between body and
mind iN soUl thaT iS
the real demon iN hell now..
away from feeling all natural
human happiness and peace iN
what can be referred to as Heaven
now.. yeah.. more or less the real dude
Jesus.. Buddha.. Lao Tzu.. and all the
associated myths too.. were grounded
iN all Natural science of Nature
too.. to bRing the
liGht that human
imaGiNaTioN oF Dreams
and niGhtmares.. can bRing aS
great joy and bliss and or great pain..
and misery too.. it’s all in how
we view.. perceive in
sensing feeling
way of what
our reality
may be now
iN either heaven or hell sAMe..
oN thiS terrestrial plane
oF earth noW..
that as self
fulfilling prophecy
of imaGination and
creativity.. we create heaven
or hell for now.. wiTh what we either
just do.. or do not do at aLL.. Practice
makes heaven.. there are no
shortcuts
out of
hell
but
JUST
DOING HEAVEN
NOW.. the paths
are many.. more than
stars of neurons connecting
the uniVerse iN two hemispheres
oF BRain are wE iN rain of Ocean
drops wHole..
whether Sun of
uS Spiraling around
aS cAlm Hurricane eYes..
or bLack hole sun
of darkest
soUls
now
OUT OF MIND
AND BODY BALANCE..
anyWay.. wITh aLL that said..
now to move oN.. shortly
as iT is almost n0w
for lunch.. sand
and sun dance..
and a move back to dVerse..
two weeks ago.. iN Tuesday Poetry
prompt.. something about using
some lines out of some
famous poem to
get all
inspired..
all i need
iS one word..
or breathslife
NOW.. but more
to come first.. now..
wRite oN course aS iS..;)
WeLL.. first of All.. hope
you can sleep soon.. friend
gigoid.. as yeah.. i can relate..
and 4 or 5 hours..
is about norm
for me.. but
yeah.. it can
be very nice
to get 8 when
that decides to
come.. usuAlly after
spending the day on a farm..
once a month.. or any way of
being in Nature.. away from
all caved ways of
being human..
but it’s obvious why
for me.. as stimulation of
dopamine.. no matter if it is
screen induced.. now or other
induced..way.. is a way to continuous
wake.. now.. and the oxytocin soothing
way of Nature.. is like a pillow
cloud of
mind and
body balance
snoozing away..
hmm.. there was over
5 years.. where i felt exactly
zero oF oxytocin Nurturing
barefoot earth and
touching other
human
comfort..
and the first clue
is when i could not feel
the pet connection between
i and my sister’s cat.. next door..
as allergies were too bad then
to have the furry oxytocin
mammal way
of cat
connection inside..
but it was clear to me..
that just as i felt it on the
bottom of my feet in soothing
comfort after walking on the beach
sands all day long in Summer soothing
Sun as well.. iN Serotonin trUst
oF Nature way.. that Yellow Boy..
could feel the same
as he curled
up as the
Universe
unto himself
iN Galaxy PHI spiraLed
Natural comfort aS the
cAt iS God too..
iN pArt of
Nature
as
Whole too..
mini God’s are aLL
wE iN fractal way.. and
to lose the feeling as
Barry ManiLow miGht
say sucks as same
as Saul out of
the Bible
in the last
installment of that
ABC mini-series stated..
wHere.. he said he could not
feel Elohim anymore.. well nah..
when ya become all about Power and
Status.. and domination over others..
all there is is less
than oxytocin
comfort of
simply holding
Nature AKA God’s
hand in simple furry
balled comfort one and same..
it’s not really complicated.. walk
on the beach iN the soothing
Summer Sun barefoot and
feeL the Love
of God..
or wear
shoes behind
a screen.. with stimulation..
but little warm and fuzzy comfort
oF niGhts iN Peaceful Bliss.. iNstead
Wide AWake as WeLL.. and
iF i had a pill that
truly worked
for me to
rid mySELF..
of aLL your pain
friend that i can relate
to how difficult pain can
make sleep come as well..
i would share it with you.. but it’s
magic.. and i haven’t quite figured out
the formula.. as truly there are no words
or equations for it..fully.. it is bio-feedback now
iN Sensual Feeling WiLL that may never have
a pill
or equation…
other than seeKinG..
finding iT.. and exercising
this bliss of miNd and boDy
now that can sTill come with
X-Rays and Cat Scans that iN
my case SPELL PAIN FROM HEAD
TO TOE.. that is totAlly gone.. as long
as my SoUl.. iN miNd and BoDy balance
hums as spiRit inside as mY heARt goes oN
this way..
wITh
no end iN siGht
now oF blisS.. but it’s
more than grace.. iT iS
a magic practice of REAL NOW..
FROM WITHIN.. SOMEHOW THAT
COMES TO THE REALEST FRUITION
OF ALL
that iS
heaven noW..
stiLL trying to develop
a pill my friend.. but i suppose
Karma prevents that from happening..
less the ‘bad guys/gals’ get the
pill
for Hate
over Love..
iF oNly they felt
one second of my HeLL
before.. and one second
of my Heaven iN Love
now they
would
give up
aLL tHeir
power/status bucks for free..
and just live HeavenOW..
but sure.. it’s not alWays
possible iT seems
for reaSons that
escape mE
iN feelinG
oF expresSinG
that completely
as iT may just alWays
be vague for those who
have not yet lived there iN Heaven
my friend.. but i’ll keep trying.. after aLL
that’s the LesSon of HeLL.. never giving uP..:)
Other than that.. Love the comment up theRe
from your friend of before.. that talks
about the Chinese philosophy fallacy
of silence
over expressing iN liGht
what is true.. whether
that comes in words
or martial arts
Kicks without
rules.. hmm..
since recorded history
of writing it down.. and
or either orally transmitting
it.. some folks Love to say
this is the last word or martial
arts kick or other creative
connecting
move of living
life now..
the only
rule i
play by
iS ART
and True Art
has no bounds of past
or future.. but now iN
FloW of ZonE..
and that’s why
i can leg press twice
as much on my machine
as elite Marine’s.. they lEarned
it by form.. and i lEArned iT bY soUl..
the difference iS Twice as much in effect
and affect
of the
Army’s bE aLL
ya can Be..
for me
that’s
FREE AND WILD
WITH NO HOLDS
BARRED OF LOVE..
UNDER RELATIVE FREE WiLL..:)
All.. seems to be vibration.. my friend..
down to subatomic being
of what is.. and now..
when it is humming
iN synchronicity way
that i can almost ‘here’
iN my bRain now..
the 2 am creative
effect or 11:33 pm..
one now.. that’s
now wheRe the
real synchronicity
oF magic staRts..
when wE
lose our
minds
to free
floWing
rhythm Of the
niGht oF Nature..
God Free.. as above
so below.. expanding
iN imaGiNaTioN oF Creativity
alWays.. and my mind iS like a
computer of statistics.. that kNows
very well that the coincidences that
continue to accelerate iN mY liFe
that are meaningful
and purposeful
are more
than
confirmation
bias.. and bias now
of confirmation sAMe..
as Life iS BiaSed for those
who rule A realiTy with relative
free WiLL ONE FORCEnow with
NATURE.. oN this level.. yes.. now..
at least that’s what my documentation
of reality of what i experience says so far..
But truly i do feel like i’ve lived an Infinity
oF liFeNows..
within just
one.. and noW
iS Infinity too.. so
tHere’s plenty oF room
for more.. traveling now..
sMiLes.. nothing to lose
when one iS
out of
Mind
and Real
as Super WeLL..:)
Back at 4:11 pm.. 3212016..
to catchup on some
Poetry now from
two weeks
ago..
Tuesday
at dVerse
online Poet’s
Pub.. now..
regarding
choosing a line
for inspiration
from a selected
poem that i may
or may not
reference
during
the course
of free writing
iN stream oF noW..
consciousness miNd waY..:)
*
THere are those who see
ashes oF liFe.. and theRe
are those who
see a flAme..
And therE
are those who
simply liVe iN
InspiraTion oF
come what may..:)
*
SmiLes.. i for one
never wait.. i just
do it.. let it go..
and do it some
more..
hmm..
Lesson of
JOB when
stuck
iN
one
Place..
Lesson of Life
Move.. Connect
and Create anything
with liGht oF positivity
as dWeLLinG oN the DArk..
per the science studied
Nocebo effect and affect
is as real as self-fulfilling
prophecies of negative thoughts
and feelings.. the laws of attraction
of what is negative and what is positive
are no longer a secret.. even science gets
it both now..
in the Placebo
sweet liGht prayer..
vs.. Nocebo
voodoo
dark
way
of Life..
White magic one
Black magic two..
both are real..
iN both ACTION
AND CONSEQUENCE..
but of course for some folks..
speaking of the DArk iS insPiRaTioN
for greater liGht iN Life.. theRe are noW sTiLL
no cookie cutter solutions to Art oF BeinG hUman..:)
Papers of Life
stack hi and
low.. Feelings
of Life escape forms
of lines and print..
Victory of WiLL
Loves Air
and
Water
Free..:)
You kNow.. Victoria.. the more i thiNk/FEEL
about iT.. the more it disgusts me..
that when i lost my emotions
all anyone could offer
was a pill..
and no
way
out of hell..
or even wHere
human emotions
exist at all.. perhaps
a symptom of some
in the health field
who have
wittingly
or
unwittingly
turned there’s
off too.. and perhaps
that is why it is best to
see smiling clergy or
friends than any
doctor
or other
professional
of black clothed
heARt.. after all..
science says it’S
epidemic.. with even
college age adults losing
30 percentage points of
their empathy IQ over the
last several decades.. poverty
of feeling and sharing feelings
is truly
at Zombie
Apocalypse
Grey Alert..:)
Before i fell deathly ill back in ‘o8..
starting even before that in ’06..
i never imagined i would
write anything
of substance
other than
what was
required in
Official E-mails
at work.. only down
time in video games..
TV.. and then bed..
and monthly
mowing grass..
but after losing
my Father..
and two
beloved cats..
i finAlly have a way
to express grief and
truly let go.. in fact
even a first Love from
decades before.. where
truly i never had closure until
i put iT all down iN writing.. sealed
the envelope In bLog way and let it go..
yes.. it’s more than writing it is for the sOul..:)
Life.. addiction
only having
endinG..
miGht
aS WeLL
joiN
coffEE..
LiVinG..:)
sMiLes.. Hurricane
named Ivan blew
away my favorite
tree.. finAlly..
i lEarned
to Love the Sky..
no longer am
i a leaf..:)
One of my favorite
Rock groups.. Styx..
along with its
lead singer
Dennis DeYoung..
has alWays fascinated
me.. but as is the case
with money and fame..
it can be rather
trapping
away
from free..
anyway.. the lead
singer.. expressed distress
that they will be among last
of legendary rock groups..
as anyone with
YouTube access
can either do it
or get it for free..
with yes.. emphasis
on making a few million
less or nothing at all…
Giving and sharing
Art was.. alWays iS
the human
way before
a dollar
bill roped it..
tied it.. and put it
up for sale.. and theRe
iS the true beauty of Google
and its child YouTube.. and
even Word Press too..
anyone can do it..
and F the
established
way.. before..
AS FREE..
ONCE AGAIN
iN giving sharing
way wHere someone
like ‘Emily’ doesn’t have
to file iT away iN a drawer
to be discovered and shared
late..
better
as early..
and forever on
servers in relative
human eternal way..
kinda hilarious to me
when folks get upset
about sharing tHeir 15
minutes
of
fame..
and ‘Timmy ‘
was correct about
that now proven sure..
for
ever
more
now iN
SerVer
waY..;)
i suppose.. Long Term relationships are
more like outer planets of neptune..
pluto..
and uranus..
and sometimes
icy comeTs now..
iN ways oF colDer
eYes meeTinG
‘tween sheets
wArm…
swiRling
now ’round
A UniVerse
more untiL
tHey
‘tween..
aGaiN..:)
Ah.. to live again
iN death of Life..
Desert
WiLL
do that
to folks..
aLIve iN Breathe..;)
Life iS best
when wE can
be aLL of who Me
are.. accepted by the rest..
but when it comes within
therE iS nO
defeating
uS..:)
Unspoken feathers Of Life..
Bird sings words unheard..
Going Forward never looking
back.. Dance
a now within..
Forge a LifE
oF Real..:)
i for one
SinG iT
aLL
doWn..
after aLL
iT’s fREE..:)
i for one.. feel..
aNew Year shAll
sTart wITh Blooms
Of DogWood Trees..
Green iS new..
i cannot
complain..
WiNter Green
lives here now
aGaiN..
iN North
Florida
cliMatic
chanGe..:)
Oh.. prayer..
a gift that
works..
for those
who Believe..:)
Cars Houses Caves
Prison Walls
Ceilings
all A
sAMe.. home
full… Free
giggles.. aT
humans..
who
live
inside..:)
WeLL.. that’s sweet 16..
leaving 15 more
to go..
but first
now for
din
din
and
work-out more..
5:55 pm..:)
Back at 11:06 am..
03222016..
But first a
note..
Lives Love
received
or not
Love
comes
what
may..:)
Now back to
the originally
scheduLed prograMming..;)
OBTW.. not too happy wiTh
Fox ‘wRite’ now.. they bLocked
the original theater version
of come what may.. based
on copyright law..
F** that
Law..
yes
FUN
iT!
Love
WiNs..
come what
maY tHeir
WiLL alWays
be a way
for
LOVE..
when loop
wholes oF awholes stiLL
find room for FREEnow..:)
Sidenote ends..
and Love beGins
aGaiN..:)
Love a number
with no rule
Free a rule
with no numbers
but Love without harm..:)
Love without
a SonG or
Dance.. iS
No
Love
atAll..:)
SMiLes.. the Angel Loves..
the Devil Survives..
Love survives
a balance
of both..
Survival..
the reptilian braiN..
Love.. the mammal bRain..
reaSon the
Killer now
and Lover
of both…
ReaSon..
the
REAL
eviLive
livedevil
stressedessert..:)
N
o
Age..
No Gender..
No Nationality..
No Color..
No Creed..
No Dis
abiliTy..
sexual
orientation..
or other.. Y
es..Difference
BeInG Love..:)
i suppose.. one of the
sAddest pARts oF
modern life.. iS..
some folks
never even
gain the now
to determine
what iT is
they
even
missed
out on..
An era
now with
no kNows
FeeLinG
self iN
reflecTion
liGht.. now
iS a dArk
age of Human Hell.. wITh
out mirror laKes oF BeinG Human..:)
Ah.. to ‘marry aiR’..
oh… to ‘marry niGht’..
hmm.. humm.. to
SinG NoW
and Dance
A SonG Of Free
N0w iN sAnds
oF Earth WitH SUn..
iN flAMe
oF
i..:)
Never a doubt
on preDator lips
a WiLL to survive
hungry wins
over
doubt
and fear..
Love with
fear can
lose
it ALL…
Fearless
Love WiN oF aLL..:)
My FRiEnD.. i have been to a place
so cold.. so empty that i screamed
to God to let me feel
even a scream..
beyond sadness..
beyond grief..
beyond
paper thin
existence..
1000 years
in one second
of REAL HELL
‘hear’ on Earth..
but Heaven iS Real
and now too.. and perhaps
if the price of thaT is HeLL..
it iS
worth
aLL of those
thousands
years
iN
one
second
tHere.. my friend..
a UniVerse within
to live or escape
i
wilLL
to Live
and FeeL more
than eva’ before..
as that first bully boy
in school who told me
only Queers smile was
DEAD
WRONG..
WinKS..
LOVE
WiNS
as KinG
of the UniVerse
of hUman miNd/boDy alWays
now.. iN eternity of Love iS..
with
ZERO
FEAR.. GIVING
SHARING NOW
NEVER ENDING
FOREVERMORE
NOW..
iT iS… REAL..:)
Every life that
continues to live
in eYes of wE
as i..
iS a
Love
that
never
ends for NOW..:)
SMiLes… i never
lived until
i went
down
the hill
coasting
all the way
back uP..
but i for
one know
and feel now
magic is real..
never
believing
iN magic
enough
was the
only fall of before..
and i can now safely say
that as even professionals
at the time noted i was
iN thE
LOWEST
POSSIBLE
place
of all..
and sure
other folks
name it HELL..
but the false
paRt is there
is no
way
uP.. ouT
iN Heaven
never imagined
before.. as REAL noW..:)
Oh.. StOne of Art..
rock upon LoVeNow
ExpresSinG SpiRit
noW.. human waits..
ah.. to SMiLe A
hUman
heArt
oF SoUl..
a bird who
wILLs to fly
no matter
other
attempts
@clipping
WinGs..
biRd
gRows
stronGer
winGs now
fly hiGheR
over
scissors
Lesser Love..
In Ocean waves LiFe..
iN end Love Wins beGins
in Art oF hUman FREeDOM..:)
SMiLes .. God’s greaTest
gift to human iS Love
a REAL StOne that
never
turns
another
face away..
most people
have never
seen
this
sTone
but iT
does WiN
iN the end..
now of the
beginning
no matter
words or
bibles
oF
lesser
than
God’s Gift..
Free LOVE..
dedicated to
Lesbians covered
to tHeir Breasts and
stoned and similar
hate of religions
around
the
world..
God Wins
iN HUman Love..
with nay a
book
or
even
ignorant
human word..:)
FamiLY iS
Love end
and beginning
oF human story sTiLL..:)
Oh.. symbols
of Joy.. idols
of living
Love..
Love
wiNs
and ends
iN PoeTry
oF beginning
AGaiN.. noW
but i must
SinG and
Dance too..
lest
i lose
the
feeLinG..
WInks..:)
Family of liFe
seated at
a meal
of survival..
but without
Love there
is no kitchen
of human
cooperation
aT aLL..
Love
the
Food of Life..
and hi Lynn..
comfortable
seeing
you
here
at the
end for now..:)
Well.. yes.. at the
end of this poeTry
round at dVerse
that wiLl certainly
lead to the beginning
of another.. inspiration
stARts and ends at the heARt
of now.. and in looking for the
other version of come what may..
it leads me back to
the first time
i listened
to that song..
borrowed in
share on another
blogger.. Shawna’s
site.. with our cat
Moby Loving on my feet
same as always since he
came up on our porch back
at the height of my illness
when i could feel no Love of any
animal.. including human wife..
at all..
a cold
dArk place
and a cat who
only felt the
Law of Feeling Love
coming up
as gift
of giving
ALL.. it took
me years to receive
the gift.. but one that
was all the cat had learned
in life other than eating..
Loving.. and Loving more..
Cats are born feral
creatures..
and THE FaCT
that a cat who
is territorial
and who
can truly
be vicious
to the point
of biting the
testicles off another
cat in pursuit of reproduction
rights.. says something about
a human condition..
who will
learn to
hate so
much in
environmental
ways that they will
stone the difference
among God of Nature
given sexual
orientations
’cause someone
told ’em they
would go
to hell
if not..
but the thing
is they are already
in hell and don’t even
know it as only a devil
would see his brother or
sister
than
less
than Living
gift of Life..
Humans are domesticated
sadly enough to evil..
Primitive humans
lived a way
of sharing
and giving..
and by God if
a hunter cat
can Love
like Moby
did without fear
to the very end..
there has
to be
hope
for
Devil
humans
too..:)
1:11 pm
03222016
On Break..
from one of
‘my’ Theater
productions..
opening now
Good Friday..
of Course.. now
And “Miracles from
Heaven” too.. aGaiN..
There is a hidden war
going on ‘tween Katrina
and i to see..
which movie
which.. this
weekend..
but it all comes out
in the wash and rinse
cycle.. i’m sure.. for now..:)
Reference last Facebook Profile photo status thingy..
the battle goes on with Batman Vs. Superman Vs.
Miracles from Heaven.. wiTh
subliminal messages
like this to
lobby Katrina
to get my way..
to see the Justice
League first.. this
weekend.. of course..
and wRite
on
course..:)
“Kiss the Wind”
‘bloWinG
aimlessly”
like a “Hope
less Wanderer”..
words from Jimi..
Tzu.. and Mumford
and Son’s
too..
anyway..
no words
necessary
when onE
does
iT..
SMiLes
aGaiN.. friend
gigoid.. i’ve
got more
wandering
to do.. for noW..:)
Faceboook Friend.. Mary Florence says..
“Lazy-Ass Good-for-Nothing
Entitled Ravens…”
[/sarcasm};
iN response to
Luke 12:24
“CONSIDER THE RAVENS:
They neither Sow nor Reap,
They have neither storehouse or barn,
And yet God feeds them.
Of how much more value
are you than the birds!”
i say..
Seed Free..;)
And as a side note now
i say.. yAAss..
but my favorite
Luke verse
iS 17:21..
“Neither shall they say, Lo here!
or, lo there! for, behold, the
kingdom of God is
within you.”
Hmm.. so why
do ‘they’ keep
saying it is somewhere
else.. in some other now
but now.. WeLL..
the tribal
instinct..
iN aLL its colors
answers for that..
as to put stuff off.. is
to kick the can down the
road some more.. away
from free.. sadly
enough noW
iN ignorance.. sTill..
oF culture noW..
aLive
and
FReED..:)
Hmm.. and then theRe’s..
John 14:12.. all these
verses out of the
King James
version
too..
OBtW..:)
“Most assuredly, I say to you,
he who believes in Me, the works
that I do he will do also; and greater
works than these he will do,
because I go to My Father.”
So.. yes.. per reference
Blog post photos
coming soon..
i suppose
Jesus
would
not
be
afraid of ‘Lucy2’..:)
Facebook Friend
and nice niece
Candy
shares
a flavor
of the season
sentiment about
the so-called
Son of Man
Jesus.. that
says..
“For Even the Son of Man
came not to be served
but to serve others
and give
His life
as a ransom
for many”
Matthew 20:28 NLT
And i say..
Altruism is the all natural innate way
of human beings who are free and rely on
each other for survival.. Most American Indians
hiStoricAlly speaKing and still.. present day..
so-cAlled primitives living in much smaller societies..
rated by science as the most peaceful societies in the world now..
meet the all natural God given altruistic Jesus model of being human..
The man Jesus.. As reported.. became a child of God again instead of
lying culture and the religion of his era.. Lots of lip service to this
now but the human way innately still is..
DoInG beats words hands UP..
iN the God way of DOing
over lip service..
smile emoticon..
Here in the Southern
Capital of churches homeless
folks on the street are largely ignored..
Few really act on what Jesus was saying
about returning to our God given altruistic Nature…
The best Christians were American Indians as they
were close friends of the doing over lip service.. God oF
Nature.. Ah.. Human Nature.. when wild and free.. Not
unlike wolves.. REAL.. Wild Wolves.. iS LOVEly..:)
And now i skip over
to Cabrogal’s place over
in Australia.. where he provides
a research study that shows now
how only 7 out of 500 hundred
folks on the street stopped
to help a dirty looking
small blonde
and or
red headed
boy.. searching
through
dumpsters
for food..
in Auckland
New Zealand..
And i say..
At least in metaphor truth is that 493
city folk are already in an unwitting social
experiment and truthfully where i live most
people would have stopped to help ’cause he
was a little boy and the white and the blonde/red hair
gets him Southern Red State fundy extra credit but
never the less that is a part of the good old boy
culture here.. women and children are
treated with respect on the street..
Smaller cities with many churches
have common sense value.. Still..
Big cities are truly sick human experiments
in this measure.. But humans.. Only evolved to
connect to around 150 to 200 sets of eyes tend to
lose parts of their humanity this way when eyes miss
human suffering… In the city…. But compassion does
not meet the Jesus model as homeless adults are largely
ignored here with much discrimination among those who
do not meet the Old Testament requirements of the Bible..
As far as being different.. Husky white men get the best ride still..
Privilege in the Patriarchy with rules of Caucasian women and children first..:)
Cabrogal goes on to say.. the reason he made the post was
to highlight the abuse of Aboriginal homeless kids
on the street by Australian Cops..
i say..
That’s sad.. i’ve watched my city over 5 decades
growing in leaps and bounds along with home/screen
entertainment.. Humans get whacky when they lose
REAL flesh and blood face time.. And i for one
force them to face flesh when i dance in public
as the American Indian archetype of a sacred
clown and law enforcement has never
bothered me as i am mistaken FOR
law enforcement by my general look
inherited from my father who did 46
years as a cop.. Not my style of free..
TG.. As he left early and
i did not get bred that way..:)
Cabrogal goes on to add that New
Zealand cops are not normally
armed at start.. and that
may have something
to do with the
more Abusive
Australian cops..
And i say..
Oh Lord.. yes.. humans
without weapons
are most alWays
less likely
to inflict
hurt on other humans
as it is heir apparent.. still..
more of a human struggle
to strangle someone
than to pull
a trigger..
But in general..
birds of a feather do
fLock together in human
terms.. and generAlly speaking..
weepy cops don’t last.. or
doctors.. surgeons and
CEO’s.. etc… i heard
some stories about
my father.. that were
unpalatable too.. from
some of the black folks who
were more fully aware of some
of the stuff he and his buddies did
as cops.. again..
so glad i did not
get into that line
of work.. then..
but i’m pretty
sure it’s always
been that way..
someone has to do it..
and more of the bad stuff
now gets caught on newly
devised public
cameras..
In other words..
not unlike prisons..
cops are a necessary
evil that they are too..
the human system..
is insane.. but
it works well
enough
for some
folks
to still be free..
So order does remain
in chaos for the free of
some of us.. who
are fearless
enough to do
it.. No doubt
i got that from
my father.. friend..
but the Love came from
the super feminine Mom
to balance out the super masculine
Dad.. and before the days of birth
control.. that’s how many real heroes
per the archetype were born and
raised.. the Fearless bad boy
dad leaves early and the
super feminine
good girl
(Mary Virgin)
mama.. raises
the ‘Jesus’
hero with
Love.. now
eventually
the boy
gets
his/her
fearless
genetics
bredback
epigene-
ticAlly..
oh sure..
‘God’ iS now..
the baddest
‘boy’ of all.. iN
Big Bang terms..
But as science says..
now girls who are doing
the Pill go for the Beta Boys..
and that’s why there are so many
movies these days about heroes..
as they are not getting bred as much
anymore..
the price
of a Pill
is now
basically
more fear
full men..
and with
fear even Love
doesn’t do much.. in action..
all my opinion of course.. now..
from watching iT all around me..
before
i started
‘talking’..;)
Facebook Friend Ashe asks..
What is everyone doing this
Lovely evening.. and i say
by the way Ashe was recently
promoted to the
similar position
with the Government
for the Navy that i held
previously to going
AWAY from that..
i love trivia..
wInks..
so anyway
in response
i say..
Dancing and playing this
keyboard.. one..smile emoticon
WeLL yes.. iN sumMary.. noW..
after the SonG and skipPinG a’round
iN global spanNING wanderRING.. Now..
i was born this way.. as
a hopeless wanderer
as many others are too..
with the nomad/warrior/dopamine
variant/adhd/bipolar/autistic/
generally speaking
Wild stiLL
human
genetic
way of bEinG.. around age 3..
before i could speak.. i escaped
out of the trailer while my mother
was hanging up clothes around
a half a football field away
from the Davis
highway then
in my place
of birth..
straight
through the
middle of the
Pensacola first
settled area in the
United States.. yes..
i ran into the road and
a very disgusted looking
automobile operator.. then
stopped his vehicle.. picked
me up.. and brought
me back
to my
ever doting
mother who
wasn’t fast
enough to
catch me.. and
oh my God.. did i get
attached close to those
apron strings after that….
But here’s the thing.. hope
is for those who are lacking
something.. they do not have..
a hopeless wander already has
iT aLL as a free human being not
unlike the
Raven
who
finds
the SEED FREE..:)
And here’s the thing that truly does set
‘me’ apArt from the crowd.. i have iT aLL
noW.. the Kingdom of God iS
generated from withiN.. NOW..
i mean.. by God..
we have the
warmth of the
Sun to give with
human emotions to
both others and ourselves
in truly Altruistic ways.. now as
well as a magnificent naturAlly
created brain that has more neuron
connections than the billions upon
billions of stars in the galaxy as
whole.. science.. truly remains
a better bible evidence of
what is real..
AS Nature
AS GOD..
thaN folks
who
would
attempt
to fiT AND
L O C K
God iN
as smAll
as a
bLack
book of
words
or a
frigging
3
letter
word
now..
sure.. for all practical intents
and purposes i am frigging Lucy..
Lucifer.. and Jesus all in one
as a hero archetype and
there are many more
free Neo folks
like me..
who
have it aLL.. who
therefore can give
without ever the limit
or expectation of getting
something from someone else..
as it is the giving aLLone that iS
the Joy of DoinG LiFe FReED..
whether iT iS
dancing 5000
miles for me
iN public
over 30 months..
or writing a reAlly
nice little poem in response
to 40 or so poets.. without even
one coming to my blog to say hello…
along with 11 million or so other
FREE WORDS..
iN 63 months
or so..
Love
WinS NoW..
inALLwAYS
oF Free nOW NO
MATTER WHAT..
and iT is enough
that i CAN and
WiLL
say
something
or dance a way
nice to someone
else.. and on top of that..
most people do not have
a powerful enough computer
and or Internet access or practiced
BRain to get low enough in one
of my blog
posts
to make
iT ‘here’..
nor the time
that is required…
as most people
live in a prison of
a culture made clock now
of work and responsibilities
that i totally neglect as a child
P A N
of God
away
from
the
God of culture.. now..
but as ‘they’ say.. someone
has to be a slave.. so i can
keep my wide dance aisles
iN SuperWalmart.. and
fast broad band
access
and
computer
to prepare ye
a greater way
for the free
oF
uS
NOW
as children
oF God ALIVE
AWAKE AND
DOING iT ALL..
And one day computers
and broadband access
and even the tools
of typing
may
catch
up to
a braiN
and hAnds
even faster
than mind/body
thaT iS free fAlling..:)
Pan FReED Dance
Words.. expResSinG
whaTiSreal DoInG
iT Is
Ra
EL
A
FRiEnD..:)
Counting syllAbles
of Haiku or any other
pAint by numbers
takes me away
from
cre
a
ti
viTy..:)
Ya kNow.. gigoid.. i used to
be very angry wIth the
world.. iN fAct when
i had that worst
pain known
to hUman
kind.. at
first.. i hoped
it would aLL
go away then..
with zero
feelings of
hope left..
so i wouldn’t
have to end
me on my own..
how weak i was then..
but i kNow very WeLL..
tHere are places one
can go.. wHere no
thing makes
sense
but getting
the heLL out
of thiS place..
no holds barRed…
i cannot judge another human now
being as less than me.. as i’ve been to/
aT the lowest of the pile oF evil.. wishing
iT ALL away.. which sure.. would include
mY Loved one’s and tHeir precious loved
one’s too..
worsE
than anY
deviL dreameD
nihilist oF LiFe..
altoGetHeR the
REAL dEviL
i was
then..
So i tRead liGhtly
as iKnow the
dARk surely
exists
iN the
greaTEst
liGhts oF aLL
as WeLL.. noW
The Devil kNows
Heaven all too well..
as anything tastes
better than a
bLack
wHole
sOuL.. solow..:)
i sTill have hope
that anyone’s pain
can go away.. suddenly
and completely.. and thanks
to reality oF mY liFe then.. i
did not believe the Doctors
when they told
me.. zero
CHANCE
OF
recovery
for mE..
so iN other
words.. i hope
you will be pain
free one now again..
but hey.. it seems to run
in my family.. as my mother
refuses to take any prescriptions
or go to a Doctor at age 81..
and somehow
her pain
goes
away
too.. so perhaps
i am just lucky
as gifted
in her
genes.. SMiLes..
and hopes of
free sleep and
comfort.. my friend..:)
LIFE doesn’t have to
make sense.. even
when..
the
pain goes
away..
with
restful sleep…:)
And at the first appearance
of my 19 total medical
disorders.. none
of it made sense..
so i said why me..
i was always so healthy
before the stress came..
and my mother told
me.. then..
why not
you..
in other words
life’s a bitch.. accept
it.. but then she said..
and this too will pass..
heard that in the bible..
thought it was just a nice
platitude of hope then.. but
she had already been to places
like that and done it.. so she knew
more than
i.. at 47..
and so did my Great
Aunt at 94.. who too
experienced something
like i did in the stress of
middle age in our insane
world then.. that is more
incredibly insane now than
ever in ways of human stress…
But anyway.. as alWays the only
choice really as given by Nature iS
to survive
as iS..
and make
the best of
bitches or beaches..
as the sandy area in
my backyard continues
to rule under grAss iN feats of dance..
and i am
no longer
afraid
of weeds..
my friend..
i cherish mY
liFe as DanDeLioN ReaL..:)
And the battle between Katrina and Fred
over this weekend’s choice between
Superman vs Batman vs Miracles
from Heaven continues on..
results coming
sometime
soon..
in front of the
Theater of chosen
movie.. this weekend then..
So let it be written.. so let it be done..;)
WeLL.. thiS iS reAlly becoming an Epic
post.. huh.. butt so what.. at the finale..
i don’t have anyONE
to reaLLy imPress
but God who
lives within me now..
so i write to God within me
as me inside me outside me..
above and so below me all
around with simple
bliss
and
energy now..:)
Oh.. and yes.. iT is also doubling
as my annual Dance Celebration
in yearly weeks of Thursday niGht
and other niGhts of Dancing at Good
Old Seville Quarter in Pensacola.. 103
weeks now this Thursday.. wITh one
human week off
for a nasty
nasty
stomach
bug then..
no illnesses this
year.. not even a cold..
with honey dripped days..
and moonlight soUl.. now
oF LivingLoveLiGht..FTW..
anyway.. a full year of dance
through next Pan SpRinG
of 2017.. WiLL be
documented
fully in
this Blog
post through the year
yes.. just for fun.. Ynot.. aGaiN..;)
So anyway.. for posterity purposes
iN.. arRears.. here are the completed
years of dance for first of two years..
now that i am finAlly getting around
to updating the last one.. “666 Months
of Dance”.. with the first one.. long now
complete.. named
“God’s Muse of Dance”..:)
And sure.. Ynot add in the thousand mile 6 month increment
celebrations of dance walking EVERYWHERE i go.. as WeLL…
up to 5000 miles now.. in 30 months total.. as of
last count.. last week..:)
And yes.. there was a Novel completed of Free Verse poetry iN ALL
blog way at the end of December wITh 41K words.. named..
GodsUniVerseNovel
and one in February..
at 51K..
titLed..
GodsUniVerseNovel2..
And one coming as soon
as i catch up on about
6 more dVerse prompts
back to par.. with likely then
well over 100K words that also
will be a fully-year-unabridged
Anthology of all the micro poetic
expressions.. in response to all
the yearly prompts and liNks now
from dVerse that becomes major
macrocosm view of poeTry when.. ah..
iT aLL comes toGeThEr then that oh..
will be titled.. yes.. you may
have guessed it..
by now..
again..
GodsUniVerseNovel3..
To keep it brief and
easy to remember how
to get back tHere at
lEast.. somewhat..
for now..
then..
now..:)
And since ATandT..
agreed with little to
no charge to increase
my BroadBand access
speed.. from 28MBps
to 45MBps..
sTarting
this Friday..
i’ll get more done
as even that seems
too slow for me now..
and imagine.. it used to
be 14.4Kps..
i was there..
yes..
14.4Kps
was real..
in the
beginning…;)
Seriously.. anyONE
paying attention..
should be
somewhat
closeR
to aN
“Einstein”
by noW..
fully now
engaged
of course..
with HUman
frigGinG Potential..
Lucy style iN grace
of what’s available iN EFFORT..
oF JUsT FRIGgINg DOiNg iT N0W..:)
Facebook Friend John..
back from working
days.. asks..
“Fred, I scan read most of the time,
like most of your posts too, couldn’t help
but notice the infamous “666” was that
planned or eerily coincidental. (mildly curious)”
And i say in response..
in usual very detalEdway..
Hi John.. ha… i like to joke around about 666..
’cause they always kidded me at the cashier’s line
when i used to buy beer.. about my birthday being 6660..
and Tom Sidebottom named me as son of the devil.. too..
haha again.. of course.. fully 06061960.. so.. it just so
happens.. yes.. as coincidence that on the Solar
Eclipse day of March 20th of 2015..
around Equinox and first day of spring..
when i celebrated my first year of dance at
Good Old Seville Quarter.. playing around with the
mythology of Pan.. with forest nymphs as well.. at the
bar as it were and still is.. it was actually.. technically..
according to Doctor’s Best estimate in ’59..
adding in precisely 666 months since September
20th.. of ’59.. my conception birthday.. hehe..
yeah.. as you know.. i can really get
into the weeds.. and the Doctor had
to go on vacation.. so he delivered
me two weeks early.. as my original
prognosticated birthday.. was on
June 20th.. same as my father..
the son of my Grandfather who was
an X-Catholic Priest and still Wiki storied Author..
by the name of Leo with my last name of course still
fully in tow then.. and oh.. by the way.. Father Lorrigan..
if you remember him from St. Rose of Lima.. actually knew
my Grandfather.. small world it is.. yes.. i like strange coincidences
and synchronicity too.. but as of course.. you know.. it don’t get much
weirder than me.. hehe.. and now that i’m past the work stage for money..
i like it just like it is.. holding zero back.. and yes.. i truly felt like i was
the devil in hell for quite a while when i was sick.. so sure.. an
omen of sorts.. perhaps.. i guess my birthday was then..
thanks for dropping by.. and hope you are doing well..
John.. and all of your family and friends too..
of course..smile emoticon
WeLL.. 4:48 pm now..
on 3232016.. Sunny day..
sTill.. and there are reAlly no
firm milestones for me.. now..
but if i do want to complete
my third Novel.. titLed
GodsUniverseNovel3..
when i catch up to
current dVerse
prompts and
lInks.. iF.. by
April days..
i guess i’ll
move on now..
here in current blog
post way.. back to
Thursday.. almost
two weeks ago now..
where the prompter
is asking the
poets to
use
14 words
in order to
make a poem..
in sequential order..
hmm.. now.. i’m sure i’ll
find inspiration somewhere..
but it’s prompts like ‘this’
that as far as my
creative style..
goes now..
makes me
happy i
no longer
link there
as milestone
for every single
prompt creatively as
i used too.. responding
to all the links and prompts
is quite enough iN fUn for me.. now…
‘They’ really did me a favor by ‘throwing
bricks’ at my style of writing stuff.. when
the bottom line of life comes now.. funny..
how that happens.. folks doing ya a favor..
like that.. unwittingly so.. oh.. Love the HeLP!
now.. not unlike.. when ‘they’ threw me out of Hell
online.. also known as the ‘Wrong Planet’.. last Summer..
So yeah.. Fall linking gone2.. Winter and Spring.. totAlly
free lance
and free
NOW
to do as
i creatively please..
iN FReEDfredland oF heRe..;)
Trump.. card of
soul core now
true antichrist
evangelist
groupS iS
what makes
money maker
rulers happy
iN tHeir
small
brick
bible
homes
of exclusions
iN fear and hate.. now
comes to dark and hovers
over lies when truth finally comes out..
ALIVE
as liGht
away
from
dArk
Trump
flowers of
fear and hate..
SENT by way of
votes for dArk..
it is both sad.. amusing..
and a tribute to the darkest
of the
human
condition
iN closed
minded way..:)
Fierce heArt
of women rules
over Fierce
rule with
little
Art..:)
*
Trump spells
doom for fear
and hate.. in
isolated spaces
of red state
weight..
not worried
at all.. as
it’s the
the beginning
of the end
of a
line of
fear and hate..
wHere open minds
and bodies in balance
ring louder.. at least
online.. than eva’ before..
We’ve been needing a common
enemy for a long time in this
country.. and we’ve finally
found
the trump
card.. once again..;)
Hmm.. so far.. Trump is
in the lead of inspiration..
2 out of 3 votes for 66%
percent of poet lInKeD..
heARt.. so far..;)
*
Oh.. Social Roles for
humans fleeting further..
particularly for the
male of the species..
hating women
comes first..
withdrawing
solo
no longer
living free
at all.. create
social roles anew..
or fall aside valley DArk..
in video or other online
holes
away
from face
oF Life iN Flesh..:)
Comfort’s touch.. last
remaining
Life..:)
SMiLes.. SillY
can be a best
weapon against
dArker ways Of LiFe..
LEarninG
SilLY
sKiLLet oF liGht.:)
Scrabble or chess..
games not conducive
to ADHD way..
turn on the TV..
Radio.. dance
and read..
and then
perhaps
i can
participate..;)
You kNow..
oh no..
this reminds me
of my first video game..
exciting yes.. but strangely
discomforting.. something
missing..
yes..
the
human touch..
took me years
to figure out how
important
it was
to exercise
the oxytocin
muscle
iN
human
heARt..
from bottom
of feat… to vagal
nerve and finger tips..
oF
LIVE NOW..
BeinG hUman
PRICELESS
EXERCISE NOW..:)
SMiLes.. what other
animals have iN
common iS
the human
heARt..
sadly
reaSon
can take iT away..
most animals
not as
disabled
bY reason
oF being human..:)
Ah.. LiFe Lived as arT
iN Song and Dance..
ancestral way
oF archetype
iN path
to JoY
noW..:)
WeLLx2.. that makes
10 and now for
Din Din and
work-out
and perhaps
20 more
to come
later..
soon..;)
6:02 pm…
Back at 10:25 pm…
Green.. slab.. now..
iN concrete ‘bove..
SpRing FloWeRs..
root out oF
memory
wHole..
Love
SinGs
a sweet
refRain..
Love’s eYes
feeL no death Of LiFe..:)
A soUl oF wHole..
masculine and
feminine iN
balance..
can Love
fore
free..
without
hOld oF wE..:)
Ah.. Poet heARts
need no words..
expresSing
whaT
iS
reaL
forTune
Art n0w oF
any he
or
her..:)
Inner and outer
worlds oF human
soUls.. concrete wAlls
Of sMiles and nAils
holDs heARt
sPiNinG
inner
turmOil
away from LiFe..:)
Complications oF Love
so tender.. so hard..
iS iT any wonder
young
folks..
many.. have
given up oN
iT and onLY
dance
tHeir
SonG..:)
Stone heARts
reSonate..
‘mong
many
falls
oF Love..
WiNter SinGs
dry SonGs Of cOld..
SpRinG hopes
iN wArmer
hands oF
Loving wAy.. noW..
iN Summer Sweet..:)
HeArt STones
oF hE live
Art
of i..
wHere
SpiRit
SinGS
EmoTioNs
SonG iN
miNd and
BoDy Balance..
LiFe comes aGaiN..:)
StOnes oF FoRest
Love
Balance
SinGs… Leaves..
Trees.. FaLL..
and SpRing
aGaiN..
now
ALiVE
L0VE SinGs
iTs SoUl oF SonG..:)
Tragedy Of Love
endinG storY
hot or
cOld..
HoTel Room
gHosts oF hurt
tale Love’s
gLoom
iN stoNe
doOr
LoRe..:)
Well.. one thing for sure.. iS..
iF the ‘to serve humans’ book
from the Twilight Zone
iS real..
Trump
wiLL
be
returned
as spOileD
food
too cOld..;)
i suppose… thE
freeSt oF SpiRits
have a home
base..
lest
tHeir
WinGS
fAll oFF
from FliGht
too hiGh.. a
little demon
iN the home
can go a long
way too..
to
settle down..
spiRit’s
flY..;)
Ah.. innocence
iN fiRe side
chaT..
wHere
dArkness
iS forgiven
foR bRinGinG liGht..:)
Love iS wriTing oN
Stone.. Stone iS
writinG Love
withouT
script
oF
Word..:)
Ah.. Nursery rhymes
race with spider
and human
legs..
tie to be
fit.. exercise
of hairy
legs..;)
SMiLes.. noW..
WeLL.. technicAlly
speaKing.. i’m on
the Autism
Spectrum
too.. and sure..
never discount
the child who does
not speak unTill 4..
breWing inside
could
be an
explosion
of 11 mIllion
words.. 46 years
later.. absorb.. soak iT uP..
recycle and spiT iT aLL ouT..
WInks
oF Truth
and liGht..
bY eYes
that see more than most..
beyond vision or hEarRinG..
Minds and bodies who thInk..
sPeak.. different
may not
get
much
response..
but knoWing
and tHe FeeLinG
iS iN thE.. REaL..;)
Ah.. yes.. Mother’s
Love.. a mIlk
that never
gives
up..
a bRest
that never
gRows cOld..:)
ImagiNatiOn
writing.. country
and energy.. nay
walls.. ceilings
or
concrete
sidewalk
roads
iN
Lack..:)
BaNaNawna
slusHy.. oh
radio head.. ah..
deliGht.. air
waves now.. so
topped with
cheerry red..
sweeTieS oF
deLiGht..
iN raisIn
Heads Of Free..;)
Ah..
Difference
between Eagle
Vision and hUman
visions.. focus..
without
reaSon..:
sKeYeS oF
ImaGiNaTioN..
visibiLiTy
forEver
eternAlly
noW aS Free..
iN AnGeL WinGs..:)
Well.. 12:20 am..
03242016..
finished
20 more
and caught
up finAlly
to last
Monday
at dVerse
poeTry pub..
and now for
nite nite noW..:)
My Sheldon Cooper
theme SonG Shirt..
“I’m Not Insane..
My Mother
Had
Me
Tested”..
And i passed
wRite over the
Cuckoo’s Nest..;)
Hmm.. mY
“Batmobile”..
anyway.. it don’t
get much more
patriotic than
Blue Angels
iN
TwiLight
FReEDom..
SunSet oF Hope..:)
WeLL.. Certainly a fuLLuSt.. Gayla celebration
continuing hear iN pArtyNOW here..
continuing now fully through
two years of RAVE
LIKE DANCE.. THE
i way like to juSt dO iT
anyWay..
staRtinG mY
NeW Year aT
SpRing..
and sure
Ynot add iN
99 Red Balloons
AKA LUFT BALLOONS..
from A German Group
of last Century around
the now of the 80’s..
with Nena SinGing..
but truly reference
to a potential
scenario back
around ’84 when
the song came out..
where the writer imagined
setting some Balloons free
over the Berlin waLL.. and some
Jet Jockey’s blow ’em uP for
Fun with yeah.. overkill
of Jet Bombs against
BalLoons.. and
someone on
the ‘other’ side
takes it serious and
next thing ya know
ya got World War
III for 99 years..
and all that’s
Left of
LiFE
oF Human
iS a dam BaLloon..
anyWay.. Facebook Friend
Sherri.. who just happens to
be one of my dance partners from
my old dancing and watering hole
back when i did have a beer
now and then.. and
25 cent well
drinks..
at club 2001..
on Wednesday
Nights.. shared
the video today..
and it does seem relevant
as the radical Islamic Group
continues to tickle the Whiskers
of the BIG CATS.. IN THE WEST
who could sooner retaliate in
BIG BOMB WAY..
and sure that’s
tHeir so now
heiRed
goal to pave the
way for ISA to come
back.. AKA Jesus
to put the
Muslim’s
way as rule
of the World..
in Apocalypse way..
and sadly it’s not much
different than the fundy
Bundy.. Christian folks in the
West who would like to see many
of God’s creatures killed off in an Apocalypse
’cause somewhere along the line a dude had a dream..
wrote it down as revelation.. perhaps several dudes
or even maybe girls.. who knows.. anyway.. both
religions interpret words in ancient books of
poetry as literal.. and i’ll be God dam..
if they don’t want to self
fulfill these prophecies
by hoping to
start
World War III
and Fucking scorch
the earth and people like
Yellow Boy along with it..
Yes.. IGNORANCE FUCKING
PISSES ME OFF.. ‘CAUSE FUCKING
FOLKS LIKE YELLOW BOY AIN’T FUCKING
DONE A GOD DAMN THING TO DESERVE
THE INFLUENCE
OF DEVIL FUCKING
HUMAN BEINGS ON
BOTH SIDES OF THE FENCE..
SO FUCK YES.. dance For peace…
iS what i say.. all the words in the world
ain’t doing JACK CRAP.. UNTIL FOLKS
FIND PEACE OF MIND IN MIND
AND BODY BALANCE..
emotional regulation.. yes..
sensory integration…
and are no longer
afraid to
express iT
aLL iN Heavenly
bLiss now.. the thingy iS
the real dude Jesus said
iS possible now.. and if i have
2become the FUCKING DEVIL..
TO PREVENT world War III..
i’ll yes.. do IT.. iF the God
of Nature asks
me too.. now..
as GOD ALREADY
SHOWED ME HELL..
I KNOW WHAT IT’S ALL ABOUT..
AND THAT IS WHAT FUNDIES OF BOTH
RELIGIONS WANT TO TAKE THE REST
OF THE HUMAN RACE
TO NOW..
in many terrorist
ways.. of fear.. division
and hate.. So yes.. ignore
everything i just said..
and just Dance baby..
and use your imagination..
more instead of reproducing..
iF ya WiLL of course.. we have
enough devils in the world who
are real now.. WE CAN USE SOME
MORE ANGELS.. WHO ARE JUST HERE
TO HELP AND NOT PROCREATE SO DAM MUCH..
OKAY… so that should take us close to 10K words now..
and through the balloon song.. and i am getting all geaRed
up for my 103rd dance week with all the cool college
age folks.. at Good Old Seville Quarter who
are about living
now.. juSt
now..
for fun..
and hope
bunches of ’em are
inspired enough by this
55 year old-dude to continue
playing for Hope and Love
instead
of
Fear
and Hate..
no need to stop dancing..
the Lesson of a Life guard who
had the name Arthur.. like my middle
name.. that comes from Arthur Guinness
of the stout named beer.. anyway.. at 65 he
was still ballet dancing at the theater.. and F iN
whipPinG the pants off of college age kids in swimming
too.. sure.. stories.. of Jack LaLanne.. Charles Atlas..
and others.. including Bruce Lee.. leaving this earthly
plane at a much younger age.. all show
the LesSon of Jesus real as
reported.. we humans
can do great things..
when unrepressed
and non-oppresssed
by those folks
would shut
us down
with
fear.. and
H A T E..
Live Free..
Dance.. iT don’t
get better now than
a FREE PAN NATURE
DANCE WItH NAKED
OTHeRS iN SPIrIT
aT LeAST
ON THiS
PLACE
OF
EDEN
STILL GIFTED
BY THE GOD
OF NATURE NOW..
THE REAL GOOD FRIDAY
WILL BE THE AFTER MIDNIGHT
WHEN FOLKS DANCE TOgEtHeR ONCE AGAiN..
Resurrected as such anew.. reborn again.. as
trUly hUman.. eternAlly noW iN the reAL
Pan heAven
oF God
oF NatUre FreeuS..:)
But anyway.. yes..
WAy AGAiN..
more fun
dance photos
coming to thiS
sAMe Blog post
after the wee hour
of 3 am.. on so-called
Good Friday.. and aT lEaster
for me.. all noWs are Good Friday..
oh yeah.. and to be clear.. a years worth
of dance photos will be added to this same
blog post.. until my next New YEAR celebration
of dance sTarts next SpRing iN 2017.. ALL FReED2..
tHere are somewheRe from 600 to 800 photos in those
last two DANCE blog posts linked earlier in this post.. but
whose
counting
when ya are
danCinG noW
ALL FREEnOW..:)