Non-Verbal Wolf Love

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Well..

trying to find closure

after my father’s death..

shock worn off..

dance completed

to celebrate his life..

trip made

to Tallahassee..FL..

with my sister to settle the

affairs..

of his estate..

a lot to do

in 24 hours

to get things

straight….

Sleeping in his home

without him..

i

suppose he did love

me

in what

i

call

Non-Verbal

Wolf Love as such…

There is no doubt

my father has

a

version of

what can be described as the

WARRIOR GENE..

DOPAMINE

VARIANT GENE..

ASSOCIATED

WITH ADHD..

BASICALLY

THE

WILD ONE

GENE…

His habit of smoking

tamped things down…

Many people with this genetic

variant

have a predisposition

to

addiction of some kind..

i suppose

mine

is

exercise..

that i cannot go without

most of my

my life..

without exploding

i

guess..2

But..

anyway..

although there are vey few words of

love or closeness

from my father..

what i

remember

is

a

warm loving

feeling

when

i

am in his presence

as he sits close to me..

or the

awkward hello

or goodbye

hug…

And truly i do not feel this

from many people in life..

and

it seems

that the ADHD

leaning girls

with the warrior gene

2

are the ones

i feel it from too..

particularly

NATIVE

indigenous ones..

dark haired and

dark eyed

as

such…

My first girl friend

as Cuban..

and others..

including my wife

with

Pacific Islander/American

Indian

roots..

who seem

to have

a

WILD

NOMADIC

SPARK

AS

SUCH…

including

LOVING WAYS

2

!

an empathic feeling experience

over

words

of

SACRED LOVE…

And

well..

wolves are often misunderstood

by humans

as

science now shows

them as only violent against

humans

after

they lose their fear of humans…

Wolves are monogamous

and are

strict in adherence

to

rules of

social unit

hierarchy..

And they do exhibit

kind loving ways of

NON-VERBAL LOVE WITH

EACH OTHER..

AND

DO

HOWL

LONELINESS

WHEN SEPARATED

FROM THE

WILD

PACK

OF

THEIR FORM

OF

SACRED LOVE!

But anyway..

a few photos

documenting

my life

experience

with this..

First time..

i am partially responsible

for someone else’s financial

arrangements

after death..

but nah..

it ain’t gonna be the last one..

as every life experience

prepares

us

for

something else

in life…

My father with his 3rd wife

around 1976

at

44…

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My father with my sister

at a celebration

of his birthday

and his twin brother’s birthday

around 2005..

at age

71..

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Momento’s from his home..

remembering

his 3rd wife’s

love

for Greek and Roman

mythology i share too…

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My wife’s not too happy about

our new bedroom friends..

Hebe..

Goddess of Eternal Youth..

and

Apollo..

God of Sun..

Light..

Music and Poetry…

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Hmm..

and i imagine

my father’s

sculpture of

Wolf

head will probably

end up in the

shed

with my father’s

favorite

Florida State University

cap..

in the next few days..2

but..

I don’t think she’ll mind

the money part..

after probate ends…

That’s the part

i

don’t care as much about..

i’d rather

have

a

part of his soul

of what he

IS

!

wolf

or man..

he is my father

always..

to remember

for

me…

IN HEART

AND

SOUL..

SPIRIT

AND

BEYOND..

after ALL IS

done

and

SAID..

AND DISTRIBUTED

AS SUCH..

THROUGH

ALL THE LEGALITIES

OF

PROBATE

STUFF….

SACREDLOVEISALLITIS

STiLL

NOW

STiLL

W

ON

E

!

oh..

and i almost

forget..

the twin brother or sister..

can’t tell which

gendered one..

TIGER..

from my father’s

great room…

The first one from his

home is riding

in the back of

my

Passport truck

for close to a year now..

and the twin tiger

is going

to

my

wife’s Autistic leaning

nephew..

as such…

But..

Yellow boy..

don’t like this Tiger much..

nor did

he like

the other

one..

when arriving

in our home..

But Moby..!

the gray

FULLY

domesticated

cat..

tries to tell

him..

Hey buddy..

it’s only

a heartless Tiger..

ya ain’t got nuthing

to fear

from this one..

friend…

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AND

yes..!

as often is

the

case..

Yellow boy helps

me write

this

one

(:2:)

Moral support

from any

other

ONE

of

GOD’S CREATIONS

IMAGINED

OR

REAL

can mean

the difference

between

life

or

death

of

heart..

soul..

3

SPIRITiN1

BEYOND

OF

ALLITIS2

4

ONE

!

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In Memory of my Father First Fred

Father on right Uncle on Left

My father on the right..

and his twin brother

TED

on

the

left….

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Well..

yes..

i’m a Junior..

i like to title things

‘special’

so i can find them

on

Google

easy

for future reference…

News comes today that

my

Father at 81

passes away…

i’m in shock

but my greatest

fear

is

i

cannot feel anything..

or may never

cry

over my

father’s death..

i’m glad he didn’t

suffer..

and

this wasn’t unexpected

as he

did

have

surgery

for an

aortic

aneurysm

in 2012..

and we are

worried

that

we

will

lose him then…

Well..

being

on the

Autism Spectrum

expressing grief can be a

difficult

thing..

i

only cried about

my

beloved

grandmother

dying

after watching

a movie

that

reminded

me of

her….

For me it’s almost like

if

i

dont’

see it

happen..

it

didn’t

happen…

And i’m not into viewing corpses..

no

matter how much

that

might

help..

the issue…

Well..

i suppose i will talk

about the good memories

of my

father..

and sure there are no

close

ones

at

all..

As my father as law enforcement

officer

for

44 or so years..

getting the record

of the longest

serving

Deputy

Sheriff

in

Florida

before

he retires

at

age

69..

stores his emotions

away

somewhere

never

to be seen..

Until his cat of

20 years died

when i am

in

my

30’s

and i finally heard him

sad..

and

actually

am

relieved

as

i

know then

that yes!

he

does have a heart

after all..

and yes..!

he did get upset

when

my

only child died too..

and an unusual response

is

don’t tell me anymore

bad

news

i

can’t take it..

So obviously he did have

problems expressing

his emotions

too…

Thank goodness!

for random songs

from past

as

for some reason

the song

“TeARing Up my Heart”

helps me to

cry about my son..

back in ’97..

when

he died..

and RANDOMLY HEARing

that song

again

today..

bring

the tears

flooding

through

the shock

of what

is….

The thing i remember

most about my father

is

i

idolized him

as

a

fearless

man

that never let anything

get

to

him..

while

i

then

am

a

super

scaredy

cat….

Over protected by a

SUPER EMPATHIC

LOVING

MOTHER

AS

SUCH!

i

am full of empathy

and love

no

problem..

but scared of my

own

shadow

is

what

i am

too..

without the paternal

influence

in

the home

as such..

STRONG

TO

COPY

FOR

ME

!

YUP..

MY GRANDMOTHER IS

TOUGH..

BUT STILL

NOTHING

LIKE

THE

STRENGTH

OF

A

FATHER LIKE MINE

COULD

BE

TO

ME

I

THOUGHT!

But anyway..

no hard feelings for me..

i

know life gets

complicated

and no matter the

conflicts

we

ARE

ALL

IN

THIS

GAME TOGETHER..

My father’s response when

my step sister died..

at the funeral

is

a little smirk

and

there they

go

planting her in the ground..

but still..

i

hold no

personal judgement

against

him

on that..

as i did not spend

four decades

with

life or death

situations

such

as he did..

in

Law Enforcement..

so many stories of valor

and bravery

i

can share..

but if

ya

watch cop shows..

it’s

like

a

Cop show..

where ya

know

the hero

villain

story

too

well

already..

i

think…

But again..

my best memories of my

father

is

of

ROCK

of

STABILITY

COOL

DUDE

JAMES BOND STYLE..

NEVER

BREAKING

A SWEAT..

ELEGANTLY

HOLDING

A CIGARETTE..

LIKE

HE’S

READY FOR ANYTHING

IN LIFE!

While for many years

i

wondered

if

i could

be my father’s child

as he

is so strong

and

i

am

so weak..

Selfies are coolest of all

as

although i never spend

any quality time really

with

my father..

i

see him

in

almost every

selfie

i

take…

now..

i

am my own

father..

NOW

FINALLY

the gift

only

my father

can

give

to me..

with or without

his

direct

assistance….

The strong

fearless part of

me

now..

is

him

in

TOTAL EFFECT

STILL..

THE FEARLESS OF  HIM..

LIVES

ON

IN

ME…

NO

W

!

THE INHERENT

GIFT

OF

MY FATHER

NO ONE

NOW

CAN

TAKE

A

WAY

!

the inheritance

of

free….

And a couple of mother notes..

My mother married

him as

she thinks

he is the

best looking

man in the whole

world..

and whoever his

girl

IS must

be the luckiest

girl in the world..

SHE writes A POEM

CALLED

‘GREEN

EYES’

ABOUT

HIM

i

might

share here

later…

Well..

only problem

is

he didn’t

talk..

and stayed until i am three..

And his second wife

my

Stepmother

Carolyn..

mentioned

he is the one she

wanted that

looked

good

holding

a

wine

glass…

Yup..

his looks are a ticket

to many things..

but again..

his fearless nature

is

his real gift

to serve in law enforcement..

for those

over

4 decades

a vocation..

a dedication..

that took up

most

of his life..

like

is the case

for

many heroes in life..

that must serve more

than

just the loved

ones

at

home….

A member of the

whole dam

tribe

of

fearless

SACRED LOVE!

But again..

more than anything

i

am happy

i

see

him

in me..

i

suppose there

can’t

be many more things

greater..

deep down

that

a

father

can hope

for

before

a

father

goes..

away

for GOOD!

Still

in

TOTAL

AFFECT

AND

EFFECT!

FOR LIVING ON!

IN

SPIRIT

AS

SUCH

THROUGH MY

EYES!JR

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Dark of IS

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Well..

while i do not look the Sun directly in the i..

i am not afraid to look into the i of Sun..

nor the dark of IS…

Perhaps the

BEST thing

of

surviving

five full years

of the worst pain

known

to mankind..

type two

Trigeminal Neuralgia

AKA

Suicide Disease..

IS

i

am

no longer

afraid of the

so called scariest metaphor

of

ALL!

THE

DARK

!

Well..

the darkest night

of all

is

DEATH..

AND I’VE BEEN TO

A MUCH WORSE PLACE THAN THAT..

SO

I’VE

GOT

A

POINT

OF

REFERENCE..

TO

NEVER FEAR THE

DARK

OF

DEATH..

AND

ABSOLUTE

FAITH

IN

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD

AS

ALLITIS

SHOWS

ALLITIS

FACE

TO ME

IN BRIGHT

LIGHT

OUT

OF

DARK

!

BUT

AS SCIENCE

AND FUNDAMENTALIST

RELIGIONS

NOW

AGREE..

GOD

IS

DARK FIRST

CREATING

LIGHT!

Well..

OKAY..!

STEPHEN HAWKINGS!

SUBSTITUTE

GRAVITY

OR

A

MAGIC

BLUE TURTLE

FOR

THE

ABSTRACT

CONCEPT

IN

THREE

LETTERS OF

GOD

BUT

THE FORCE

THAT

CREATES

ALL

IS

STILL

GOD

!

THERE’S

NO ESCAPE

DUDE..

ALLITIS

IS

ALLITIS!

YA CAN CALL ‘GHOST BUSTERS’!

ALL

YA WANT!

ALLITIS

AIN’T

GOING

ANYWHERE!

DARK!

OR

LIGHT!

ALLITIS

IS

ALLITIS!

AKA

GOD..

GRAVITY

OR

WTF

FTW

YA

WANNA

CALL

THE FORCE

OF

ALLITIS

CREATING

YA

AND

i

and all things

in

between..

inside..

outside..

above

IS

BELOW!

SO

ABOVE

2

AND MORE!

IS

1

!

WHAT i OFTEN FIND

IN REAL LIFE

IS

ThERE ARE TWO

POLAR OPPOSITE

LEANING

CATEGORY

OF FOLKS..

Hard Science nerds..

some of them

on the so called

higher functioning

end of the

Autism

Spectrum and 10 to 15

percent of the

greater world..

in

BROADER AUTISM

PHENOTYPE..

some stuck in

the arena of

mechanical cognition

without the image of

GOD

AKA

ALLITIS

THAT IS

FLOWING

LETTING

IT

GO

CREATIVITY!

AND THOSE FUNDAMENTALIST

LEANING

FOLKS

THAT ARE IN A WAY

ONE IN

SAME

AS

THE FOLKS STUCK IN MECHANICAL

COGNITION

THAT

ARE

OH MY FRIGGIN1

GOD

SO

DAM

AFRAID OF THE DARK..

THAT THEY

CREATE

CONCEPTS

OF

A REALLY

MEAN

GOD

THAT WILL

SET YA ON FIRE

PLANNED

AS SUCH

FROM

THE GET GO

FOR

ETERNITY

AS SUCH!

UGH!

THE DARK AGES OF

NO CREATIVITY

AND

FEAR

OF

THE

FRIGGIN’

DARK..!

ARE NOW

IN

A

WAY!

BUT!

AMERICAN INDIANS..

EAST INDIANS..

ANCIENT EGYPTIANS..

OLE TIME

EASTERN PHILOSOPHIES

AND ALL THE

REAL

SMART

SO CALLED

PRIMITIVE FOLKS

HAVE

THIS

SH88!

FIGURED OUT

FOR

DARK AND LIGHT

BALANCE

MAKING

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD!

THOUSANDS

AND

THOUSANDS!

OF

YEARS AGO..

BEFORE WE GET

IGNORANT AS A WESTERN

WORLD

AND

ALL OF THAT..

FEARING THE DARK

AND

CYNICAL OF THE LIGHT

STUFF!

BUT

NEVER GETTING

THE YING

AND

YANG

BALANCE

AS

SUCH!

Well..

the greatest thing about

loss of fear of dark

is

fully uninhibited

BODY..

MIND..

HEART..

SOUL..

SPIRIT..

AND BEYOND!

OF ALLITIS

AKA

GOD

AS

SUCH!

So..

last night!

i

dance wildly

in

SACRED CHAKRA DANCE

The Chakradance practice

ON THE DOWNTOWN

RIVERFRONT

BOARD

WALK!

IN RIVER DANCE

IN

MY RIVER

TOWN..!

ENTERTAINING

RIVER BRIDGE

CARS!

WITH LIGHT

SHINING!

SPINNING!

OUT

AND

IN!

FLOWING!

LETTING

IT

ALL!

GO!

WITH

GRAVITY!

AS

BEST

FRIEND!

IN

REVERSE..!

TAI CHI..!

BALLET..!

MARTIAL

ARTS!

STYLE

OF DANCE

WITH THE FLASHLIGHT

APP..

OF

MY

IPHONE5S!

REVOLVING

IN

360 DEGREES

OF

MOTION

WITH!

not!

against

GRAVITY!

IN

MY LEFT HAND

AS SUCH!

A BIRTHDAY

PARTY

IN A LARGE

WOODEN

PONTOON

BOAT

ARRIVES

AND

GETS

ENTERTAINMENT!

DANCING CRAZY1!

WITH

THE STARS!

STYLE

AS

SUCH

2

!

Well..

tonight is

the 9th consecutive

week

of

TOTaLLY

FREE

RAVE DANCING

AT

OLE SEVILLE

QUARTER

PENSACOLA..FL

ON THURSDAY

NIGHT

COLLEGE DANCE NIGHT!

AND WHILE i DON’T

DO TATTOOS

MY

T-SHIRTS

SERVE

SIMILAR

GENERAL

AIM

AT

GETTING WORDS OF

SOMETHING;)

OUT TO THE

GENERAL PUBLIC!

AND

HERE IS TONIGHT’S

TATTOOED

SHIRT

SELECTION!

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Come on in..

the water’s

fine..

TRUST ME!

BEEN

tHere

DONE

IT

!

OH..

ALSO..

HERE ARE SOME

PHOTOS

IN

MEMORIAM

OF LAST

NIGHT’S

DARK DANCE

ADVENTURE..

AND MORE TO COME

TO DOCUMENT

TONIGHT’S

DARK

DANCE

ADVENTURE..

PERHAPS WITH

RESTRICTED LINK

DOCUMENTing

THE LARGER

STORY

OF ALL

NATURAL LIFE!

AND SUCH

AS THAT

2

!

DARK CREATED ME!

HOW ABOUT YA!

DARTH VADER

DID

INSPIRE

A

LOT

OF

FORCE

IN

DEED

2

!

SACREDLOVEISALLLITIS!

YING

AND

YANG!

DARK

AND LIGHT!

BALANCE!

OF

ALL

IT

IS

NO

W

!

Just call my shirt a mini

skirt

and with

the shades

and

NIKeS

ON

i

flow

with

this

song

2..3

!

NOW

2

!

1

Butt!

my PURP

is

ALL

NATURAL

SEVEN

23

WORDsLaTA!;)

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Wonderment for the beyond of WHAT IS

As part of the beauty of regaining my sight this year..
after five years of non-effective use of my eyes..
to see beauty..
from perspective of a pain disorder..
that did last over five years..
i capture over 40K photos on my iPhone camera..
in flickr feed as such..
since September 2013..
sight regained..
in the end of July as such..
by the way…
 The scientist thinking minds i consult..
all mark it up to digital light artifacts as such…
But..!
i think IT IS worth noting..!
that Quantum physics tells us..
per the science only leaning folks..
that there is an observer effect of beings..
on what is observed..
no matter how small the effect may be…
i get stuff like planet looking orbs behind the Sun..
Lion figure in street light..
demons looking faces in pool water at night..
etc..
stuff like that…
But in my art of self portrait nude photography..
the most amazing thing..
is when experiencing Kundalini rising..
in my meditative dance like trance routine..
and doing this..
nude photography!
three events..
occur
wHere my right hand changes..
into what looks like detailed photo..
of angelic like being robed as such..
then is an event wHere a lamb hoof of sorts..
is projecting out of my left leg..
with clearly discernible letters including the word WE..
on a cap from listerine bottle..
that is solid white without this photographic light effect…
And then finally as my wife verifies just today..
for my photos done in celebrating form as such..
tHere is a clearly discernible detailed image..
of an infant on my little finger..
Now..
i did have a child that died after 51 days..
significance associated i do not know..
and of course science would pooh pooh this…
but i suspect with extremely easy access..
to capturing more of reality..
that modern digital photography provides..
in one button access smart phones..
etc…
Sooner or later..
someone is gonna capture something!
significant enough!
in raw photos..!
that brings the vanilla packaged atheist
a belief in something
more than
science knows…
But anyway for those of ya..
who aren’t into
esoteric
stuff..
it’s
kinda
interesting
seeing how my full
body does respond
from the end of
January
to beginning
of March
now
the
middle of May..
three road stops..
to
track
the super part
of human
that
does
seem
to be
HUMBLY
COMING
NO
W
for me…
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Creating Quotes inspired by other folks Poetry

Well..
i’m not sure
i’m
a
Queen’s English
poet
but
oh..
how
i
do
love
to create
quotes
from
other folks
poetry..
the following
five
potpourri
mix
of
quotes
from
me
inspired by
Mary..Brian..Bjorn..
Claudia..
and
Charliezero1
respectively
as such..
in SECOND
RESPONSE
TO
CALL
FOR
QUOTE
INSPIRED POETRY…
WELL..
i
don’t play rules
well
anymore..
this
is
poetry
inspired
quotes..;)
as
such..:)
ALL
WORDS
NO
PHOTOS
OR VIDEOS
EITHER..;)
IN
AND
FOR
RESPECT
OF
THE
ALL
VERBAL
LEANING
FOLKS..
IN POETRY
AS
SUCH…
BUT THIS IS A RARE EVENT..
i’m
all
about
the multimedia..
folks!
and this is
how i respond
to each and every
poem..
so
sometimes i do not
get
around
to
all
of them..
this way..
as it takes
a little
while
to respond
this way…
Anyway
here
it
writes…
flowing
and letting
It
go
as
such..
Well..
as far as war ending years ago at 11am..
i guess it’s fitting that Veteran’s day is on November 11..
and my cousin felled to the same fate in Vietnam..
i suppose folks still aren’t getting the message..
on a global basis..
but we are lucky..
in no wars on our soils..
But luck runs out..
in human ways..
With no guarantees..
For a country that overall no longer cares..
to know or overall even cares..
about the gift of freedom..
anymore to even disagree with it..
as such..
for the most
part..
when taken away…
i refuse to do that..
and
DO
reap the FULL BENEFITS
OF
FREEDOM
RINGING AS SUCH…
IN ME…
AFTER ALL
my cousin died for It…
IT’s precious
as such..
but thanks for the patriotic call
to end any war..
for
peace…
Words of flowers..
 give me feeling of just how important..
 ‘watering’ of beauty is..
and how the small things in life..
like a flower..
can end
up
INSPIRING A child..
a man..
a soldier..
a leader
or
homeless guy
on the street..
OR WHO KNOWS
even the queen of England;)
but they are living..
and the flowered ways of life..
are precious…
STILL
NO MATTER how they get
tHere…
watered as such….
There is this place of prison of soul..
i’ve been there..
done IT..
wHeRe words are only empty shells
of remnants
of heart once held…
tHeRe is such great potential of life in words..
but reality for some..
is only empty
shell..
In words
of heart once worn
perhaps never tried oNnow..
for some..
and ONly torn
NOw..
a part
from
HE ART
as
HeART
ONcE
W
oNe
4
one…
HEART
AND SOUL
TOGETHeR
AS
ONE
4
one
and othErs
2
Full hearts
and souls
ONE
!

Life can be dirty business..

with hands that are no longer lilly white..

But thank goodness there are those willing
to persevere and get a little dirty

to love a tree to life..
goes on…

in dirt and water
alive as such..

living is truly all
that counts…

tree or man..

we
all play chess together..
with or without stately court…
water ‘us’ is all ‘we’ ask….

Perfection is the beast of man..
the true killer of free will..
There is a time when i fight with my wife..
over bricks moved out of straight
line..
ANOTHER brick in the wall is
i
then…
But..
i turn the News off..
and only visit it..
like a never changing soap opera..
ever year and then..
NOW…
i sing and dance..
with other folks
whether they want to join in or not…
To make one’s
TRUEWILLED
way..
can be a hard path..
but it’s worth
every imperfect
word and step…
i
do not
write
poetry
as
such
i
am
born
again
poetry…
It’s ME
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Celebrating FORM

In the beginning..

God IS Dark..

inspires

LIGHT

INSPIRES

MOVEMENT

AKA

DANCE..

INSPIRES

SOUND

AKA

MUSICK

AS

SONG

TO

FUEL

DANCE..

AND

FINALLY

THERE IS FORM

in

WRITTEN

WORDS

COME

AS

POETRY

TO

DESCRIBE

SACRED LOVE

IN

CONNECTING

TRIBE

AS

ONE!

Well

today..

and if you’ve

been

following

my blog..

sometimes

it

happens several times

a

week..

so

again

i

am

!

CELEBRATING!

MY

FORM..

LETTING IT

GO

IN

FLOW

AS

SUCH!

ThERE ARE WORDS

THAT

REFLECT GOD

IN

US

BUT

THERE IS

FORM

THAT

IS

TEMPLE

OF

THAT

TH@IS

US

!

SO..

i think ‘Selfies’ are great..

AS

there is a time

when

i

am

never comfortable

in

my skin..

i

think

folks

should

honor

their

form

as it is

the greatest

gift

from

GOD

tHere

IS

2

MANIFEST

SACRED LOVE

AS

SUCH!

SO GO!

SELFIES GO!

if

one is

comfortable

in their own

skin

they

need the

approval

of

no

one

but

GOD

aka

ALLITIS

WITHIN!

AND HELL NO!

 IT

AIN’T NARCISSISM..

THE DISORDER..

THAT IS..

FOR FOLKS

THAT

MUST

HAVE THE

APPROVAL

OF OTHERS

TO

GET

COMFORTABLE

AT

ALL IN

LIFE..

WELL..

TO BE A PART OF THE

social unit

is

part of our nature..

and

to

fit

in

as

such..

true..

BUTT!

The Old

World

Order

is

HErE

AGAIN..

WE are nature..

and

WE respect

nature

and

US

the

same

as such..

That is WE of old world order..

A

coming

way of

LIFE!

before

the

‘APPLE’

WAY

OF

BEING!

SIMPLE APPRECIATION

FOR

YoUR

HUMAN

BEING

IS

ALLITIS

IS

SACREDLOVE!

WHEN

SHARED

WITH

ALL

OTHERS

AS

SAME!

AKA

EVOLUTION

ORANGE..

THE

OPENING

OF THE

SACRED

SACRAL

CHAKRA

2

TO

FREE

US

ABOVE..

BELOW

AND

BEYOND

ALL

WE

KNOW

NO

W

!

Approximately

25% of

teens experience depression these days..

about

a third of

school

age

children

are pre-type two

diabetic..

additionally these days..

And the saddest part of all..

IS COMMON SENSE..!

WE

ARE

EVOLVED

TO

MOVE..!

IT

IS

THE

TRUTH…!

FOR THOSE

WHO

CAN MOVE..

THERE IS NO EXCUSE

IN

ATTEMPTING

TO

FOOL MOTHER NATURE..

AS LIFE SPENT STATIC

AND

SAME

BEHIND

A

SCREEN

FIXATED

AT

TV

OR

COMPUTER

SCREEN..

IS

DEATH OF MOVEMENT..

FIRST

CORE!

OF

GOD’S

AKA

ALLITIS

CREATION

FORCE

TO

INSPIRE

SOUND

IN

MUSICK..

SONG

AND

FORM

THAT

IS

US

NO

W

2

!

SO WHAT’S YoUR

EXCUSE

AND

i

dont’

mean

to sound harsh..

but ya see..

i

am

born with disability

with

Klippel Feil

Syndrome

associated

symptoms

of

congenitally fused

vertebrae

at

T6

in

neck..

and associated

smaller right

shoulder

bone

than

left..

and

also

Autism Spectrum Disorder..

with

associated

gross

and

fine motor

delays

and difficulties

in

even walking

without

watching

my

wife

walk

until

just this year…!

in

2013..

And YES!

congenitally

almost

closed

sinuses..

wHere

to breathe

the

mouth

is

almost

the only way..

to do

it

as

such

Fully…

OH..!

and then there are the acquired

immune system and nerve disorders..

Sjogren’s

Syndrome..

where my eyes

stopped making

tears..

Fibromyalgia..

Carpal Tunnel Syndrome..

and

Finally the worst

pain known

to mankind

experienced

over

5 years..

type two

Trigeminal Neuralgia..

where i can not

effectively

use

my eyes and ears..

and

am

shut

in

prisoner

of

writing

as

It

is all the form

i

can

produce!

to even attempt

to escape a pain

that

modern

science

does

not know

how to stop..

without potentially

 killing

a

nerve

as such…

for numb face..

after emotions

already

disappear

from

the kinda

pain

from getting

one’s

teeth drilled

without

novocaine!

Oh yeah..

and then there

is Spinal Stenosis..

where legs go numb

when walking

forward..

Severe Degenerative

Arthritis

in the spine..

and several other

medically

documented

disorders..

but

i think

this is enough

DETAILS

for

one

TO GET THE

PICTURE..

ya

see..

 i

am

medically

and legally

assessed

as

Permanently

DISABLED..

BUT!

i

dont’ let

it

get me down…!

I

DON’T

GIVE

UP

!

i

keep moving

baby

moving!

one

word

one

step

forward..

IN

NO

W

NEVER LOOKING BACK!

SO

AT

53

PUSHING

54

ON

JUNE 6TH..

ALL

THE PAIN AND AUTOIMMUNE

SYSTEM

DISORDERS

ARE

IN REMISSION..

AND

THE DOCTORS

SAY

IT

IS

A

MIRACLE

A

LITERAL

MIRACLE

NOT

A

FIGURE OF SPEECH..

ThERE

IS THIS THING

CALLED THE POWER OF

GOD

AKA

KUNDALINI

RISING..

CHI..

QI..

KI..

HOLY SPIRIT!

ALLITIS

AS

HIGHER

POWER!

SO

MANY

LITTLE

HUMAN

METAPHORS

THAT

DESCRIBE

THE ESSENCE

OF REGENERATING

LIFE

FORCE

POWER!

it

ain’t

no

joke..!

and

the

PROOF OF IT

IS IN

MY PHYSICAL FORM

DOCUMENTED

BELOW

AFTER

DANCE WALKING

IN REVERSE

IN

A TAI CHI..

MARTIAL

ARTS

BALLET

STYLE

of

WALKING!

FOR

OVER 1350

MILES

SINCE

SEPTEMBER 2013…

MOVEMENT

MAKES

THE

UNI

VERSE..!

THERE IS NO ESCAPING

THAT..

AND

HUMANS

ARE MICROCOSM

AKA

FRACTAL

OF

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD

!

SCIENCE IS FINALLY CATCHING

UP

ON THAT..

BUT

AS

DOCUMENTED

IN

YOGI’S

IN

INCREDIBLE

PHYSICAL

FEATS

OF

HUMAN

POTENTIAL..

THE KUNDALINI

THINGY

COMPLETELY

ESCAPES

THE

SCIENTIFIC

METHOD

AT

THIS

TIME!

i can lift the max weight

on almost all the Nautilus

machines

at

my military

gym

while

i’m

sparRing

with Steel..

inventing

my

OWN

FREE FORM

FLOWING

LETTING

IT

ALL

GO

STYLE

OF

MARTIAL ARTS…!

OH..

ALMOST FORGOT..!

i

have this thingy

called

Hypo-Gonadism..

which

means

i

don’t make much

testosterone..

only

181

measured level..

tested

a few weeks

ago..

about the

average

of

a

75 year old man..!

But that don’t

stop me..

Hell no!

it

don’t

even

slow

me down..!

The power

within

me

is

CHI..!

the same power

my

3 cats

that

have their ‘nuts’

eliminated as such..

depend on

to

protect their

territory..

and yes!

Yellow Boy!

still

looks

like

a

CAT

body

builder

as

such!

Limitation

and

Expectation

Are

WAYS of thought

and

action

to avoid..

i

remember

when

i

am

21

and the big

Marines dudes..

who

are

pushing

27

say Oh GOD!

i’m

getting too old

to

lift all this weight

at

the

gym..

Believe

it

it

will

happen

Believe!

IT

IT

WILL

HAPPEN..!

MY

MAMMA..

NEVER

TOLD

ME

ABOUT LIMITATIONS

OR

EXPECTATIONS..!

THE

RESULT

IS

THE 120 LB

5 FT

10

SKIN AND BONE

13 YEAR OLD..

IS

NOW

6FT

222LBS

OF WHAT

IS DOCUMENTED

BELOW…

THERE ARE FOLKS THAT TELL

ME..

I

DON’T WANNA

GET

OLD

IT

S88KS

AND

ALL

OF THAT..

WELL..

LET ME TELL

YA..

DONT’ BELIEVE

THAT!

BUT

GOD

AKA

ALLITIS..

DOES NOT PUT US

ON THIS EARTH..

TO STAY STATIC

AND NOT MOVE..

A SURE WAY

QUICKLY

TO

A BLACK

HOLE

SOUL…

MOVE BABY

MOVE..

AND NAH…

i ONLY RUN

IF IT’S

A LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION..!

GALAXIES..

HURRICANES..

FETUSES

AND

CATS

ALL

CURL

TO GOLDEN

SPIRAL

6..

or

9

or

..6..

IT

IS THE WAY

TO

MOVE!

NOT IN A FRIGGIN’

HELL

OF SIDEWALK

WAY!

The DANCE OF LIFE

IS

LIFE..

CORE

OF

BEING..!

WHAT’S

THE WORST

THING

THAT

CAN

HAPPEN

IF YA DANCE

WALK EVERYWHERE

YA GO..

IN LIFE..!

LIKE PLANETS ORBITING

THE

SUN

AS SUCH..!

THEY NEVER STOP..!

THEY

KEEP GOING FLOWING

IN

PERFECT

GRAVITY

BALANCE!

SURE..

SOMEONE

MIGHT LAUGH

AT YA..

OR SOMEONE

MIGHT

LAUGH

WITH

YA..

BUT THE BEST THING OF ALL

IS

YA

JUST

MIGHT

INSPIRE

SOMEONE

WHO

IS

ALMOST

GIVING

UP

THEIR

WILL

TO SURVIVE

TO

MOVE

ONE

MORE

MOMENT

OF

LIFE!

I’LL

TAKE PASSION OF LIVING

DANCE!

LAUGH

OR NOT..

OVER

INACTION

OF DEAD

STAR

FALLING

ANY

NO

W

!

i

am a shining

LIGHT

BEING

that

holds

no

light

back..

black

hole

soul

is

no longer

me

!

i

FULLY

CELEBRATE!

THE

GIFT

OF

FORM

i

am

no

w

!

in photos..

hEre..

and restricted

blog..

wHere ..

not everyone

can

freely go..

and

that’s

ok..

to each

one’s

WILL

IS

OWNED

and

only

one

can

answer

one’s

own

cAll

and

or

understanding

of

ALLITIS!

AKA

GOD!

SACREDLOVEISALLITIS!

i am a

Soul Builder!

CREATING

AS

SUCH!

along

with my Best

Friend

GOD!

aka

ALLITIS!

Form

of my

Temple of

GOD

is

MANiFEST

ED

write

hear

NO

W

!

🙂

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Ning Neuron a UNIverse MinEd

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Ning

I

s

A

Neuron

AKA

FRACTAL

OF

GOD

IN

A

UNI

VERSE

MinEd…s

Ning

IS

NO

words

but

Ning

IS

Memories

same

as

Ning’s

Neighbor

Neuron

‘Friends’!

Together

Ning’s

friends

stand together!

divided

they

fall

in

chaos

as

such…

Points of stars they

are

unaware

in words

of

connections

they share..

But

still!

connections

they share

make

the

whole

dam

UNI

VERSE

MinEd

What

IT

IS

AS

IS

IS

So

IS Ning

God

or

do

ALL

Ning’s

friends

as

Fractals

of

GOD

make

MinEd

GOD

what

GOD

IS

UNI

VERSE

MinEd

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Celebrating the Divine Masculine AND Feminine in me

Well..

IMG_9737-MOTION

to be stuck

in

CHAKRA NUMBER

1

IS NOT A PLACE

i

wanna be..

so

i move

toward

the rest of

reality

that

is

me…

NOW!

 

How do i do this..

tHere are so many ways..

Dancing!

Singing..!

and

yes!

STRIPPING!

moreover

takes

me

that

way..

in

a

personal

kinda

way!

 

Hmm..

still meditation is not a place

 i

can be..

so

free style

dance

is the

place for me..

and

sound is power

to take

us

to higher

avenues

of

being..!

so

to incorporate

movement

and

song

into

ONE

PRACTICE..

IS

AN

ULTIMATE

WAY

TO

BLISS

OR SERENITY

FOR

ME

!

 

TO BE

NAKED!

IN

CONTACT

WITH

THE

EARTH..

IN

SOAKING

UP

SEROTONIN

DRIVING

RAYS

OF

SUNSHINE

IN ME..

in

my private backyard

as

such

is

the

best

environment

in

PEACE

TO MAKE

SERENITY

COME

SOONER

THAN

LATER

FOR

ME!

 

The first 30 minutes

of

the

Kundalini Video

is what

i

am

using

to

DAY

NOW!

with

iphone5S

and

earbuds

strapped

in

as such..

making my interior

world

one

in

being

with

the song

of voice

as

being

same

as me..

 

I

SING

ALONG

AND SWAY

A

LONG

IN TOTALLY

FREE FLOWING MOVEMENT

OF

ARMS

AND

LEGS

AND TORSO

BEING

!

MOVING

LIKE WATER OR WIND

FLOWING

INTO

NOW

IS

ALL

1

!

NO

W

!

 

WELL..

THE UNDERWEAR

IS

WORN

OUTSIDE

AS

PRIVACY FENCES

DO HAVE

SPACES

AND

PERHAPS

THE

OLDER

FOLKS

NEXT

DOOR

WILL NOT

APPRECIATE

A

TOTALLY

NUDE

53

YEAR OLD

DUDE

IN

ALL

 HIS

GLORY..!

EVEN

THROUGH

TINY

CRACKS

OF

WOOD

FENCE

BOARDS..!

 

BUTT..

IN THE HOUSE

AND ON

RESTRICTED

BLOG

i

am free to do as such

as

TOTALLY

FREE!

TO CONNECT

WITH

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD

JUST

IS

!

JUSTICE

i

see

IT

for

TOTAL

HUMAN

FREEDOM

SIMPLY

BEING

AS

IS

IS

!

 

WHEN

i finish outside..

the colors of sky and flowers

are

incredibly

more

AWESOME!

THAN

THEY

ARE..

EVEN

BEFORE..!

 

Am

i

hallucinating..

HELL

NO..!

i’m

just seeing

more of the

picture

than

the

average

JOE!

WHO CHOOSES NEVER

TO MOVE PAST..

OR DOESN’T

KNOW

NOW

ABOUT A LIFE

SPENT

LOCKED

IN

CHAKRA

NUMBER

1

!

 

WELL..

TRULY..

THE WORD CHAKRA

IS

JUST A METAPHOR

FOR

ANOTHER

ESSENCE THAT IS..

BUT

SCIENCE

CANNOT

MEASURE FULLY THIS..

AS

SCIENCE

ONLY

MEASURES..

THINGS..

NOT

BEING

OR

BEAUTY

AS

SUCH!

 

i

am not a dirty

dam

ape..

i

am

simply

a

free ape..

primate..

human..

whatever

ya

wanna

call

IT

!

i

am

FREE

balanced

masculine

and

feminine

ELOHIM

LIKE

HUMAN

BEING

NO

W

!

 

SO THE FLOW GOES..

i

let

IT

GO

NOW!

and

SOME

NOWS

i

am more masculine

as

is

soon

to

be

when

i

practice

MARTIAL

ARTS

in

my

MILITARY

GYM..

LATER

THIS

afternoon..

but

tHere are days

after breaks like

this

on weekend

end

before

the

Monday ends

and

Martial arts

begins..!

 

wHere tHere IS

 simply balance

of being..

neither

too hard

or

too

soft..

just

balance

is

sometimes

ALLITIS!

 

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Devotional for DIVINE MASCULINE in me

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@

core of

ALL

OUR

BEING

IS

DIVINE

MASCULINE..

BOTH MALE AND FEMALE..

AND THREE WORDS

THAT

DESCRIBE

IT

BEST..

IT SEEMS

IS

WILL TO SURVIVE!

TO

EAT

TO

FIND THE MOST DESIRABLE

MATE

TO

MATE

WITH

INSTINCTUALLY AS SUCH..

WHETHER CULTURE

LIKES

IT

OR

NOT..

AND TO FIND

ALL THE RESOURCES

TO

GET

THE JOB DONE

SHELTERED

AS

SUCH

2

!

AND THE

WILL

TO DEFEND

ONE’S LIFE

AND THE LIFE OF

OTHERS

IN

ONE’S

SPECIES..

TO THE DEATH

IF NECESSARY

AS SUCH!

BUT AVOIDED AT

ALL

COST IF POSSIBLE

AS

A

SPECIES IS ONE

TEAM

FOR

SURVIVAL

2

!

When i bare my teeth

and

ya

do

IT

2

WITH PRIMAL

SCREAM

IT

IS

THE POWER AND GLORY

OF

WILL

TO SURVIVE..

Silly little humans forget

this core

of

power of being..

and

SHUT THEIR MOUTH

AFRAID

TO

EXPRESS

THE DIVINE

MASCULINE

SO

CALLED

MONSTER

INSIDE..

BUT THE

MONSTER INSIDE

US

IS

THE GREATEST SAVIOR

OF

ALL!

SIMPLY

WILL TO SURVIVE!

AND

LIFE

IN

GENERAL

TO

LIVE

FREE..

TOTALLY

FREE AS SUCH!

The reptile brain

IN

US

is the core

of

DIVINE MASCULINE

IN

US

AND IS SEEN

FAR FAR FAR

IN

THE

ANIMAL KINGDOM..

as such..

The mammalian brain

AKA

LIMBIC SYSTEM

is the seat

of

EMOTION..

AND

THE

NEOCORTEX..

IS

THE PLANNER OF FUTURE

AND

THE LOOKER OF

PAST

GONE

BY..

also

known

as consciousness..

A RELATIVELY

RECENT DEVELOPMENT

FOR MAMMALS

AND STRONGLY

DEVELOPED IN

HUMANS..

BUT TOO MUCH

NEOCORTEX..

IS

NOT

NECESSARILY

A POSITIVE

THING..

IT

IS ALSO THE SOURCE

OF

TOO MUCH

WORRY

AND

ALL

OF

THAT

2

!

Well..

i’m one of those

big brained

dudes..

smarty pants in school

and all of that

3..

but here’s the thing..

the price for

me

is

eventually

SEVERE ANXIETY

AS KNOWING TOO MANY

CONNECTIONS OF

EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING

THAT

COULD

GO

WRONG..

IS A SURE WAY

TO

TOTAL HUMAN

EXHAUSTION..

UGH..!

been there

done

that

2..

So to escape the

REAL HELL!

THAT

YES!

CAN

BE

NEOCORTEX..

AS

PRISON AS SUCH..

i

ground myself

in

CEREBELLUM

IN

SUPER INTELLIGENCE

OF MOVEMENT

AS

SUCH..

PER TAI

CHI DANCE WALKING

MARTIAL

ARTS..

BALLET

ALLTOGETHER

AS

ONE

!

i escape the

NEOCORTEX..

AND

WHEN IT IS

MARTIAL

ARTS

THAT IS EXPRESSED!

THE

WILL TO SURIVE

AND

POWER

IN REAL

LIFE TO DEFEND MYSELF

IF

NECESSARY

MAKES ME MORE

CONFIDENT

TO DO

EVERYTHING ELSE

IN LIFE..

THE GROUNDING

FORCE

LIKE LIGHTENING

AND

THUNDER

FOR

WILL TO SURVIVE

FEARLESSLY

AS

SUCH!

AND WHILE

i

PAY EQUAL

ATTENTION

TO THE

divine

feminine

and

masculine even when

i do

divine

stripping

as such..

Yesterday..

is definitely

a

MASCULINE

DEVOTIONAL

FOR

THAT

2..

AS LINKED FOR RESTRICTED

VIEW

AT THE BOTTOM

OF THIS

BLOG

POST…

WELL..

THE DIVINE

MASCULINE

DOESN’T ALWAYS

HAVE

MANY

WORDS..

IT JUST

DOES

IT..

LIKE NIKE SAYS..

IT POWERS ‘IT’s’ WAY

THROUGH

FREE

WILL

OF BEING HUMAN

WILL

TO

SURVIVE

IS

ALLITIS

2..

AND

YES!!

WHILE READING

THIS INTERESTING

BOOK

IN BARNES AND NOBLES

BY

A RESPECTED

THEORETICAL PHYSICIST..

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IT IS SOMEWHAT

OF

A RELIEF

TO

SEE

THIS SCIENTIST

ADMIT THAT HUMANS

LIKELY

HAVE FREE WILL..

AND

A CORE

OF

INHERENT

BRAIN IN

‘MOST’

PEOPLE FOR

RELIGION

AND

‘GOD’

AND ALL OF THAT

2..

BUT SCIENCE IS ONLY

UP TO ABOUT

CHAKRA

NUMBER

5

IN

TOTAL EFFECT

OF

THE SCIENTIFIC

METHOD

AND

ALL OF THAT..

THEY STILL GOT A LONG WAY!

TO

GO

BABY..!

TO EXPLORE THE 6TH

CHAKRA..

7TH CHAKRA

TO

ACTUALLY MEASURE

PHENOMENON

ASSOCIATED

WITH

SOUL..

SPIRIT..

AND

BEYOND

WITH

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD

!

AND EVEN THE SPIRITUAL

FOLKS WILL NOT AGREE..

BUT CHAKRAS MAY

GO ON AND ON..

ONLY

WHO KNOWS..

PERHAPS

360 DEGREES

OF CHAKRAS

OR

BEYOND

!

BUT ONE THING FOR SURE

IS

THE NUMBER

ONE

CHAKRA

RESPONSIBLE

FOR

THE

DIVINE

MASCULINE

IS SOMETHING NONE OF US

CAN AFFORD TO

DO WITHOUT

AS

WITHOUT THE

WILL

TO SURVIVE..

EVERY

THING ELSE

IS

A

MOOT

POINT…

AND

BASIC HOMEOSTASIS

IN FOOD..

SEX..

AND

APPROPRIATE SHELTER..

FROM THE

‘SCARY’

ELEMENTS IN LIFE

MUST BE GAINED..

BEFORE

ANYONE

CAN GO

ANY

FURTHER THAN

CHAKRA

NUMBER

1

with

WILL

AS

SUCH..!

SO..!

TO END MY WEEK LONG

CELEBRATION

OF THE

SO CALLED

MONSTER IN ME

IN

DEVOTION FOR DIVINE

MASCULINE

IN

ME..

i

WATCH

‘RISE OF THE PLANET OF THE

APES’

AS I KNOW

THIS CORE

OF PRIMATE

EXPRESSION IN ME

IN WILL TO SURVIVE

AND

THE MORE ADVANCED

SOCIAL

ANIMAL

WILL

FOR SACRED LOVE

FOR

FULL COOPERATION

AND

SURVIVAL

OF THE WHOLE

TEAM

OF SPECIES..

IS

FEARLESS SACRED

LOVE..!

CAESER..

IN THIS

CASE

IS

A PRIMATE ROLE

MODEL

AS SUCH..!

IF THERE IS ONE THING THIS

WORLD

NEEDS MORE OF

IT

IS

FEARLESS

SACRED

LOVE

!

FOR ONE WILLING TO GIVE

ONE’S

ALL

FOR THE BENEFIT

OF

TRIBE..

OR

FULL HUMAN

SPECIES

AS

SUCH

!

A GLOBAL

WAY

OF

PRIMATE

FEARLESS

DIVINE MASCULINE

ROOTED

SACRED LOVE..

PERHAPS

ONE DAY..

A REALITY

2

!

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AM i GODZILLA!

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Well..

GODZILLA!

IS

AM

THE

ULTIMATE

‘JAMES DEAN’

SUPERHERO

REBEL

WITHOUT

A

CAUSE!

GODZILLA

JUST

IS

!

GODZILLA

JUST

DOES!

JUSTICE

FOR

ALL..!

WELL..

nah..

i’m

NOT

FULLY GODZILLA

BUT

THE REPTILE

BRAIN

OF

ME

RULES FOR

SURVIVAL!

JUST

LIKE

GODZILLA

2

!

AND

YA

3

!

@

CORE OF

US

IS

WILL

TO SURVIVE..

THAT

YAH..

MEANS DOING

ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING

TO

MAKE

THAT HAPPEN

EVEN

IF

it

means saving

the whole

dam

town;)

See the

NEW

movie

for details..

it’s

SUPERKOOL!:)

BUT

HAHA!

I TAKE THIS

SURVEY

TEST

http://survley.com/what-monster-are-you.html

ON THE INTERNET

AND

IT

SAYS

i

am

GODZILLA

AFTER

ALL

IS

SAID

AND

DONE!

A FEW DAYS AGO..

WHICH

REMINDS

ME

GODZILLA

IS

COMING

2

TOWN

1CE

AGAIN!

TO

SET

‘EM

FREE

SIMPLY

THROUGH

GODZILLA

WILL

TO

INSTINCTUaLLY

SURVIVE..

BUT

AGAIN..

DON’T

GET

IN

GODZILLA’S

WAY..

GODZILLA

IS

ALL

ABOUT

SURVIVAL1!

GODZILLA

MEANS

BUSINESS!

OF

A

LIVE

AND

THAT’S

ALL

GODZILLA

NEEDS

TO

KNOW

!

Yes..

a busy week of role playing

for

me

2..

First

CLOWN SHARK..

THEN

i

FRANKENSTEIN

THEN

JOKER

(sacred fool2 and

all of that3)

THEN

FORREST

GUMP

AND

YES

NOW!

GODZILLA

FIVE!

FOLKS

WITH

THE

SAME

GENERAL

AIM..

INSTINCTUAL

SURVIVAL!

THEY ALL

PLAY

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD!

2

INSTINCTUALLY

DOING

WHATEVER

IT TAKES

2

STAY

A

LIVE

AS

FREE BEINGS

IS

ALL

THEY

DO

!

AND SOMETIMES WHAT

THEY

DO

IS

NOT

FAIR..

IN EYES OF OTHERS

BUT

GOD

AKA

ALLITIS

WORKS THAT

WAY

2

AND ONLY

A FEW

‘GOOD’

MEN

UNDERSTAND

THAT

THAT

JUST

IS

JUSTICE

2

YES..!

FOR THE ATHEISTS OUT

THERE..

GOD IS LIKE

JACK  NICHOLSON

IN

‘A

FEW

GOOD MEN’..!

YA MIGHT NOT LIKE

GOD!

YA MIGHT HATE GOD!

BUT

TRUST

ME!

AND MY

SON

!

YA WOULDN’T WANNA

LIVE

LIFE

WITH

OUT

RULES

OF

GOD!

AKA

ALLITIS!

LIKE HOW WOULD YA

LIKE TO SUFFER FOR ETERNITY

WITHOUT

DYING!

DYING!

MIGHT NOT SEEM

FAIR

BUT

TRUST

ME

AND

MY

SON

!

(child who suffered

in

hospital..

life

extended

51

days..

by ignorant

medical

science..

then

died…)

SOME THINGS IN LIFE

ARE

WORSE

THAN

DEATH!

GOD AIN’T NO PSYCHOPATH!

ALLITIS

ALWAYS

HAS

YA

BUTT

COVERED

IN

THE

END

!

WHATEVER ALLITIS

‘SAYS’

TH@IS

IS

!

SACREDLOVEISALLITIS!

BUT!

NO

‘ONE’

SAYS

IT’S

FAIR

!

NOW

OR

THEN..

IT

IS

WHAT

IT

IS

NOW

!

ONE

TIME

!

IS

JUST

IS

JUSTICE

IS

ALLITIS!

NOW

2

!

“History shows again and again

how

nature

points

out

the folly

of

man”

!

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