i celebrate my ‘ROLLING FACE’

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Well..

come to find out Thursday night..

in RAVE DANCING..

at Ole Seville Quarter in Pensacola FL..

marathoning it for 3 hours as such..

without a drink of water and all of that…

The ‘nice’ Twitter feeders put on the big screen..

that this dude ‘Fing word inserted’ with shades..

has got a Rolling face and thinks he’s Neo..

(Matrix movie reference..

by the way..

Google it for details..

if ya like)..

and then i exclaim to myself OMG!

what will i do..

the secret’s out!

on

the

NEO

PART!

Well anyway..

oh goodness..

i have no friggin’ idea..

what they mean by a rolling face..

and my trusty Googled Urban dictionary..

tells me..

it’s a person high on ecstasy..

aka..

‘Molly’..

a synthetic DMT..

neurochemical stimulating..

TO THE BRAIN

AND

BODY!

Sassafras derivative..

from the Oil of IT as such…

It’s also called the date rape drug..

as it makes people wanna get touchy feely..

and super empathetic loving everyone as such!

Oh OMG!

i get it knowNOw..

this is why folks have been telling me..

what ya on Fred and dam..!

whatever it is..

i want some of that…

ALMOST ALL MY LIFE!

Well..

let me tell ya this..

i truly believe in the words of Jesus..

the real man Jesus..

not some flesh and blood myth..

of one only son of GOD..

AS

above human flesh and blood dude…

AS SUCH!

Jesus says..

in the Gospel of Thomas..

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

that heaven is inside..

and outside..

and so above so below..

everywHere NOW..

NOW means NoW!

NO it does not mean yesterday..

tomorrow..

after death..

or even one moment..

from NOW..

ONcE AGAIN..

NOW means NOW!

And here’s the other thing..

i live in the garden of Eden..

the REAL Garden of Eden..!

that is mother Earth..

no one is gonna trick me..

into believing that the computer..

or a house..

or any of that manmade..

cultural stuff is my REAL HOME…!

THE mother F****** funning earth is IT..

IT IS ALL IT IS..ACREDlove of being NATURE ONE WITH ALLITIS..

AKA GOD!

SO YEAH..

I BETTER GET GOING TO WORK OUT YESTERDAY..

(i wrote part of this on Facebook..

i don’t believe in letting

words go to waste

and

all of

that

2..;)

AND ALL THAT STUFF..

AS MY WIFE TELLS ME MY DUTY yesterday NIGHT..

IS TO ATTEND A GOSPEL SINGING..

WITH HER AND OUR FRIEND..

AND ALL OF THAT!

BUT YAH..

YA BETTER BET THAT FOR THE FEW HATERS..

FROM Seville Quarter..

that may not think that DMT BLISS..

in the Heaven of NOW..

can be completely Natural..

i’m gonna do another hater inspired post of life..

FOR BEING LIGHT!

FOR THEM AND EVERYONE ELSE..

who cares to read my stuff!..

CELEBRATING MY ROLLING FACE!

OF THUNDER AND LIGHTENING!

IN BLISS ALWAYS FOREVERMORE NOW!

WELL..

BACK

to real time now..

on Saturday morning

9:11am

on

5172014

20

2

!

And a few words about

HATERS

AND

LAST NIGHT..

Well..

i have to say i do love the

LOVING PART

OF GOOD

OLE

SOUTHERN

BAPTIST

GOSPEL

SINGING..

BUT ThERE IS A DISTINCT

AND CLEAR REASON

WHY THE ENTIRE

AUDIENCE

IS

ABOUT

AGE

60 AND ABOVE

AND CLEARLY

OF

FULL

PATRIARCHAL ELEMENT

AND

ALL

OF THAT2!

AND

interestingly enough

the seemingly kind pastor

while

insisting

that

Jesus..

that humble

man that

in

REAL LIFE

NEVER WANTED TO

BE WORSHIPPED

LIKE

 SOME KIND

OF FRIGGIN’

ONLY

SON OF GOD..

AS HE CLEARLY

STATED

YE ARE ALL GODS..

AND

ALL OF THAT3

WITH

GOD BEING WITHIN..

AND ALL OF THAT AS STATED ABOVE..

FROM THE

GOSPEL OF THOMAS

AND ALL OF

THAT

2

!

BUT IT REALLY PISSED ME OFF..

AND IF IT WASN’T FOR

THE

SUNGLASSES I HAVE TO

WEAR FOR THE NERVE

CONDITION BEHIND MY

EYE AT NIGHT..

HE WILL

SEE MY PIERCING EYES OF BLUE

MEETING HIS EYES OF HATE

WITH

RIGHTEOUS

INDIGNATION

AND ALL OF THAT..

(remember Jesus came to

bring dissension

to question

the illusions of cultural reality

and

all of that)

the pastor dude lost me

and while he

IS DEFINITELY

LOSING THE YOUNGER

GENERATION

AS THEY HAVE COMMON

SENSE AND LIVE WITH

OPENLY GAY FOLKS

IN EVERYDAY SCHOOL

AND ALL OF THAT)

HE MADE A COMMENT

THAT HOMOSEXUALS

ARE CLEARLY THE LESSOR

PEOPLE NOT WORTHY OF FOLKS

LIKE HIM

AND THE OTHER PATRIARCHAL

LEANING FOLKS

IN THE AUDIENCE

AS SUCH

SO NAH..

while i could BE

confronting him..

IF

I

took off my

sunglasses and met his eyes..

with my full natural

power of

CHI!

in steely blue

power..

of

EYES!

of what nature is and what

nature is not..

i smile and walk away

TURNING

THE OTHER

CHEEK AND ALL OF

THAT..

knowing it will make no difference

to his closed body..

mind..

heart

soul

spirit

and beyond of

TRUE

GOD

OF ALLITIS

INCLUDING

HOMOSEXUALS

THAT COMPRISE AT LEAST

4% OF ALL HUMAN POPULATIONS

TOTALLY NATURALLY

FOR PURPOSE

OF GOD’S

RULE

OF NATURE

AND NO

THING

ELSE!

AND PLEASE GET REAL PREACHER..

DON’T YA REALIZE THAT

UNI

VERSE

HAS TRILLIONS OF STARS

AND PLANETS JUST LIKE US..

JESUS DIDN’T SIGN UP FOR ALL THAT

S888!

WE ARE TALKING ABOUT

INFINITY HERE DUDE..

IT’S

TRULY A VERY BIG PLACE

AND

ABOVE THE

PAYGRADE

OF

OUR

HUMAN

UNDERSTANDING

AS

SUCH!

WELL..

i am a little hot

and bothered

but with my

TAI CHI

routine

of backyard dance..

i

am peaceful once again..

BUT WAIT!

TODAY

IS

GODZILLA

DAY

AT MY LOCAL THEATER..

SO

YAH..

CAN YA GUESS

WHAT COMES

NEXT..

i

am

GODZILLLA!

YIKES!

THAT ENDED ON THE

WORD COUNT

OF

911

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN;)

ONLY

WHO

KNOWS..;)

NO

W

!

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Oh..

in case ya are wondering

about my choice of theme musick

for today’s

words

of hmm..

wisdom..

and all of that..

Well..

Ms. Andrea above is a one hit wonder

back in the

70’s that made

this hugely

successful

song back then..

but what i like about

Ms. Andrea is she is

a proud porn star

and does not mind

admitting she is

HYPERSEXUAL

AND

ALL OF THAT..

Well

ya see..

GOD

AKA

ALLITIS

makes

HOMOSEXUALS

AND

HYPERSEXUALS..

PROSTITUTION

BEING THE OLDEST

PROFESSION

AND ALL OF THAT2..

AFTER ALL

JESUS’ BEST

FRIEND

MARY MAGDALENE

AND ALL OF THAT3..

AND HIS MOST

CHERISHED

APOSTLE

WITH

WORDS

HIDDEN

BY RULE

OF DOMINATING

PATRIARCHS

BACK

THEN

2

!

BUT..

WITH ALL THAT

SAID..

HAVE A GREAT

DAY

AND

i

am certainly

looking forward

to

REUNITING

WITH

MY

OLE

FRIEND

GODZILLA

(;!TODAY!:)

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Forrest Gump style..if ya WiLL

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My feeling is that blogs..

in

ALL SHARING

multimedia

modern beauty..

give one the ability to

FULLY EXPRESS

themselves..

however freeing one feels..

the WILL TO DO…

AND i do that here..

as an art of LETTING IT ALL GO..

AND FLOWING LIKE A FEATHER IN THE SKY..

FORREST GUMP style..

if ya will..;)

FOR ME the art of my life..

can be difficult at times..

but in living in now..

it is only one now at a time..

that makes fine points of star..

a tapestry as such as galaxy or even
UNI
verse after all is said..

shown..

and down….

as clown as such..

i suppose that is how GOD works..

as tapestry too..

but those details are far beyond me..

and yes i do wish to maintain that mystery..

and wonderment
of
WHATEVER
IS
IS
WHATEVER
oNENOWONEFOREVERMOREEVERFORONENOWONe

Feetnote:

Well..

i

don’t believe in running..

unless

predators

are chasing me as such

and it is

a life or death

situation..

But!

as mentioned time and time

and

time again..

in my blogs

OH

MY

GOD

I

DO LOVE

TO

DANCE WALK

IN A REVERSE STYLE

OF MARTIAL ARTS

FLAVORED

BALLET

TYPE

OF

SACRED

CHAKRA

DANCE

WALK!

The Chakradance practice

SINCE SEPTEMBER

2013..

i dance walk in all my

metro

stores while

wife exercises

her shopping habit

to

extreme!

Around 30 miles a week

now..

over

1300

miles

in

8 months..

i haven’t reached the

3 year mark and crossing

the US

like Forrest Gump in

his running

as

such..

BUT OH MY GOD!

There are so many folks

particularly

under 25

that have videotaped

me

in the stores

and now in dance Hall

of

Seville Quarter

in Rave dancing as such

on

Thursday College Night

now

for

8 consecutive weeks!

Well..

at Seville Quarter the college

oriented folks

there

suspect i

have to

be

on

‘Molly’

as

no one could possibly

be that

blissfully

happy

and fleet of feet

that never tire..

and sweat and sweat and

sweat

without even

drinking

water in

marathon 3 hour

WILD

SHAMAN DANCING

WAYS

AND STUFF LIKE

THAT!

But on the road

in stores and such..

a

brave dude or dudette

will finAlly

get the nerve

to approach me

and

in so many words

ask

me

WTF

is

UP

WITH

ALL YOUR DANCING

IN REVERSE

AND

STUFF!

For some folks i tell ’em i am

forming the foundation of a new style

of martial arts..

for balance and such

which yah..

while not particularly

planned is working out that way…

Store management

i tell

i

am

doing this

as an accommodation

for disability

under

the

ADA

ACT

for my back and all of that..

which is

yah..

true too..

and all of that..

And then finally the truest part of all

at

core of my being

IS

that

IT

IS

simply my way of connecting

to

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD

!

AND PRAYING NON-VERBALLY

IN

SACRED

CHAKRA

DANCE

GIVING SACRED LOVE

TO THE UNIVERSE

INCLUDING

ALL

OTHER

HUMAN

BEINGS!

i

flow

in

sacred love

to

the

UNI

VERSE

WHEN I DANCE AS SUCH..

IT

IS

BLISS

ALLITIS

IS

SACREDLOVE!

ONE

KISS

AS

SUCH

i

do

SACREDLOVE

IT

ALL

NO

W

O

N

e

!

And while we did not get to see

the rest

of

FORREST GUMP’S

LIFE

UNTIL AGE

53

MOVING IN

ON

54

ON

JUNE

6TH

LIKE

ME..

i also

provide

documented

evidence

of

TRUE

REGENERATIVE

EFFECT

OF

SACRED

CHAKRA

DANCE

ON

THE PHYSIOLOGY OF HUMAN BEING

FOR

THIS

APPROACHING

54 YEAR OLD

DUDE..

WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH!

PICTURES CAN TELL

THE WHOLE

STORY..

AND

i

do pose totally

nude

as

a healthy

dude

or

dudette

who takes

care

of

their

TEMPLE

OF

GOD!

HAS NOTHING!

TO

HIDE

FROM

GOD

OR

ANY OTHER

one

else!

IF THE WORLD WILL

JUST

SING AND DANCE

TOGETHER

WE

WILL

SURVIVE

IN

A

SIMPLE

CHILDLIKE

AGE

OF

MATRIARCHAL

LEANING

WAYS

OF

SACRED LOVE!

THE ALTERNATIVE

MIGHT

BE

NUCLEAR

HOLOCAUST..

personALLy

i’d

rather

sing and dance..

So if ya wanna..

just

call

me

 A

LITTLE

PROPHET

OF

DANCE AND SONG..

AS

cHorus

as

such

!

DELIVERING

MESSAGE

WRITE

NO

W

!

2

with the documented evidence

fully

provided

of

course

on

course

as

such!

SACREDLOVE

ONCE

A

GAIN

IS

ALLITIS

NO

W

!

O

N

e

!

SACREDLove ya2

!

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Joker can be Wild AND Crazy

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In Thoth Tarot..

the Fool is described as the child within..

the way we experience life

before we build

so many walls

of repression..

AND YES!

FROM

OPPRESSION OF

OTHERS

TOO…

FREEDOM!

to sEE

the

LIGHT!

and

BE the

LIGHT!

without

fear…!

Well..

i do choose to be this type

of

inherent fool..

as such..

but..

there is another type of fool..

the dark side..

the

Joker that is dark and wild

and crazy..

without a soul

or moral

code..

and YES..!

so very well portrayed

by

Jack Nicholson..

in

‘Batman’

and so many other

movies

too…

The wild and crazy joker

in the dark side.

that trust

me

you’d rather

never meet

in

REAL LIFE

2

!

BUT HERE’S THE THING..

as

mentioned in my post

over the weekend..

‘Arrival of the Clown Shark’..

the sacred fool..

trickster..

white lighted joker..

metaphored as such

to describe this

totally

free of fear

human being

being

IN

LIGHT!

must

be

willing to play

the part of dark

to reach those

that

do walk in darkness..

as such..

as they are most likely

cynical of the light

when they

do walk

in darkness..

To be the dark..

like the dark

Joker

as such…

So yes..!

the intro photo is actually

an

iphone5S

photo of the T-shirt

i will

wear on this

FULL MOON

NIGHT..!

AT

SEVILLE QUARTER

PENSACOLA..FL..

ON MY

CRAZY 8TH

CONSECUTIVE

WEEK

OF RAVE DANCING

ON COLLEGE DANCE NIGHT

THERE

TONIGHT!

And hmm..

i do play with dark..

but am light

enough

to control any potential dark action..

the martial artist..

TRUE PHILOSOPHICAL

MARTIAL ARTIST..

learns to appropriately channel

one’s emotions for the greater good

of defense..

and never offense as such..

The skilled dancer

who is martial artist..

can do amazing things in fleet of foot..

in

CENTER OF BALANCE

OF

BEING..

PLEASING TO THE EYE..

AND YES..

AT TIMES

STIMULATING

TO OTHER PARTS

OF

BEING

HUMAN

2

!

i

am

a

“Jonathan Livingston Seagull’

Martial Arts

ballet type

reverse

dancer

in

living..

i LET GO!

with flow

of fleet of foot AND HANDS

RISING ABOVE

SO BELOW

AND ALL AROUND

IN

TOTAL

OF 360

DEGREES OF TOTAL

CHAKRA

POWER..!

PERHAPS..

IN

360 CHAKRAS

INSTEAD OF

SEVEN

IN

CORE

OF

BEING CHI

ENERGY

IN

KUNDALINI

RISING AS SUCH..

AND

FOR ME..

THE MILITARY GYM..

WHERE I PRACTICE

 MARTIAL ARTS..

THE DANCE FLOOR..

WHERE I LET IT ALL

GO

FLOWING AS SUCH..

AND IN CATHOLIC

CHURCH

WHEN I SING IN CHOIR

WITH HOSTS

OF

ANGELS

AND

ARCHANGELS

AS SUCH..

IT IS ALL THE SAME!

A

 SACRED EXPERIENCE!

OF CONNECTING WITH

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD..

AND ALL OTHERS

2..

NOT LIMITED TO THE PHYSICAL SPACE

i am in..

as

with

Supraorganism

of mind

that MOST HUMANS

are subconsciously

a part of..

and some

YES SOME..!

ARE EVEN COMING

CLOSE TO FULLY

AWARE

OF..

IS

!

the greatest

BLISS!

imaginable to me..

and

i leave no one

behind in this..

the

person who walks

in the darkest

of

being dark..

is friend instead of foe..

i

am the fortunate one

to live in grace of

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD..

BEEN THERE DONE THE

DARK..

AND HELL NO

i

NEVER EVER

WANNA SEE

ANYONE GO

THERE

BUT

ME..

AND FOR THOSE THAT

MAY

BE THERE..

I WILL

DO

ANYTHING!

AND

EVERYTHING!

TO

BRING

THEM

TOO

2

BEING

LIGHT

!

i

dance in light

and

play with

dark

but

still

i

am

a

LIGHT

IN

BEING

ONE

WITH

ALLITIS

AKA

GO

D

!

2

More photos from

8th

consecutive

dance night

to come..

later on..

sometime

tommorow..

after 3am..

when dance night ends…

And other stuff too..

perhaps..

depending

on what is left

of

light

in me

to

energize

what will come next

4CREATIVITY!

IN

ME

!

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i am Frankenstein

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Well..

not in the literal

and

not literally

now

but

DAM

when watching the

movie

‘i

Frankstein’..

UGH!

i

dammed

sure feel like

i

been there

DONE

the souLLess

HUMAN

trying to build!

a

soul!

part!

for

SURE!

For those..

who have never lost their

soul

in life..

and what i mean by this..

IS

simply

the

LOSS

OF

CORE OF BEING

THAT ALLOWS US TO

EMOTIONALLY CONNECT

IN FEELINGS TO OTHER FOLKS

IN HAPPY

AND SAD WAYS..

AND

ALL EMOTIONS

IN

BETWEEN..

AND THE

CORE THAT ALLOWS US

TO

SPIRITUALLY

CONNECT

TO

ALLITIS

AKA

GO

D

!

Well..

after

losing this

at age 47

completely after a stay

with no sleep but 1 hour each

night only with the aid of a powerful

alpha blocker..

for 35 nights

and none

the last

5

of

40

!

OH GOD!

I

LOSE

MY SOUL!

i AM

COMPLETELY

DISCONNECTED FROM

ALLITIS!

AKA

GOD!

AND ALL OTHERS

ON TERRESTRIAL

PLANE

THAT CALL THEMSELVES

HUMANS!

HORRIFYING!

AS THIS

IS

REAL HUMAN HELL!

FOR ME..!

WHERE

EVERY SECOND

IS A THOUSAND YEARS OF

HUMAN HELL..

WELL!

GOT MY SOUL BACK

ON OR ABOUT

JULY 22ND 2013..!

AND

i

can tell ya this..

having a soul

vs.

not having a soul

is

the difference between

every second

as

1000 years

of

timeless

bliss

instead of the hell

i

just

describe

above!

In this case..

so below

is much different

than

above!

And don’t kid ya’self

and think that psychopaths

got it made..

they suffer without a soul

as without

emotions to pro-socially

connect to other folks

with

conduit to connect

with

GOD

as well..

They live in HELL!

TRUE PSYCHOPATHS DO..!

THERE IS A SPECTRUM OF THIS

WHERE EVERYONE HAS COMPONENT PARTS

OF ALL

PERSONALITY TYPES..

BUT THE TRUE

PSYCHOPATH

DEAD

IN

SOUL

DOES

LIVE

IN

HELL..!

AND YES..!

CAN ATTEMPT TO

TAKE OTHERS

THERE

TOO..

JUST TO FEEL

ANYTHING

IN LIFE

AT

ALL

!

YES..!

WHEN i lose my soul

thank

GOD

i

still had

my rational

moral

code..

to live on…!

If ya think that teaching

folks moral CODES in church

ain’t

important..

from a young age..

over and over and over

and

over again..

be

careful what ya Atheists

wish

for

when ya wish

away

structured religion

as such..

TRUST ME..!

YA DON’T WANNA

MEET THE PISSED OFF PERSON

THAT LOSES

THEIR

SOUL

WITHOUT

A

MORAL CODE..

INDOCTRINATED AS SUCH

FROM

OTHER HUMANS..

MORAL CODE

IS

IMPORTANT..!

AND WHILE THE HATE THAT CAN

COME FROM IT

IN FUNDAMENTALIST WAYS

IS HORRIFYING

AND

SOMETIMES MURDEROUS2..!

THERE ARE NOT MANY THINGS

MORE

DANGEROUS IN THIS LIFE

THAN

COMING ACROSS

A

PISSED OFF PERSON..

WITH

NO SOUL

AND

NO

MORAL CODE..

BUT YAH..

do i need to provide examples

of

what happens

in real life…!

Just check rampage killings

and

serial killings

on Google

and such as that..!

while about 50 percent of them

are associated with

mental illness..

and yes in some forms of mental illness

a soul

can be lost as well

in TOTAL

effect

with no more fault

than a person born

as

a

psychopath that is never indoctrinated

into

rules of

loving others

instead of harming others..

PER religious

OR OTHER

moral code..

instruction..

as

such

!

By ACTIONS!

WHEN FEELINGS!

ARE NOT

PRESENT

IN

WHAT IS DESCRIBED

AS

AFFECTIONATE

AND

or

SACRED LOVE!

The alternative

is atrocities..

as what we see..

at height

of human cruelty

of

Adolph Hitler

and

6 million

tortured to death

PEOPLE!

WE NEED STRUCTURED

CHURCHES

WITH SOME TYPE

OF LOVING

RELIGION

TO

RAISE THE CHILDREN OF TOMORROW..

THERE IS NO OTHER ANSWER

AS

PARENTS

CAN NO LONGER DO THE

JOB PROPERLY

BY THEMSELVES

BOTH IN THE WORK

FORCE!

AND OFTEN SINGLE

PARENTS

AS

SUCH!

A LOFTY IDEA IS JOHN LENNON’S IDEA

OF NO RELIGION..

BUT

IT JUST WON’T WORK

IN A HUGE HUMAN

COMPLEX

CHAOTIC

SOCIETY

LIKE THE WORLD LIVES IN TODAY…!

STRUCTURE

FOR MORAL

CODE

MUST COME

FROM SOMEWHERE!

LOVE IS A WAY

THAT MUST BE TAUGHT

TOO!

AS

FOLKS CAN BE BORN WITHOUT

SOULS

AND

YES!

HELL

YES!

TAKE MY WORD FOR

IT

!

PLEASE!

PEOPLE

CAN

LOSE

THEIR

SOULS

2

!

AS KIND AND LOVING AS i AM NOW..

AND

AS MANY TIMES AS i am COMPARED TO

BUDDHA..

JESUS..

SUPERMAN

AND ALL THAT COMPLIMENTARY

STUFF

IN LIFE WHEN I HAD IT ALL

GOING

ON IN LOVE AND POSITIVITY

i

AM THE LAST PERSON

YA WANNA

MEET

IN THE DARK AT 3AM..

BACK IN THE DAYS..

WHEN I ROAMED MY NEIGHBORHOOD..

WITH NO CHOICE!

AS MY EYES..

COULD NOT TAKE

THE LIGHT

OF DAY

AS SUCH..

WITH THE DISABLING PAIN

DISORDER

(type 2 trigeminal neuralgia)…

A person with a dead soul

has no love to generate in spirit

and transfer to others..

that yes!

people can feel

much farther out than

the physical human

body..

the SOULLESS

person

IS LIKE A BLACK

HOLE

TERRIFYING TO OTHER HUMAN BEINGS..

AS

THE CREEPY FEELING IS

SOMEONE

IS

SUCKING THE

SOUL

OUT OF ME..

AND YES..

I STRUGGLE

TO EVEN FEEL THE CONNECTEDNESS

TO MY CAT WHEN I LOSE MY SOUL..

AND WHEN MY HANDS

COME CLOSE..

THE

ARTHUR

CAT’S

EARS

GO BACK!

TERRIFIED!

FEELING

LIKE

i

am sucking his

soul to feel something

myself!

desperate

to feel anything at all..!

and

as much as i love my mother..

i find pleasure in watching her

choke

on a piece of bread then..

as it makes

me feel something..

anything..

that has no label then..

but something..

horrifying!

to my logical

mind..

but at primal

animal

base nature..

a desire never quenched

like folks

who want a drop of ICE water..

in

metaphorical

and

TRUE

HUMAN

HELL

!

WELL YAH..

I TRY TO KEEP THINGS POSITIVE

HERE

ON THIS BLOG..

ALL SACRED LOVE

IS

IT

AND ALL OF THAT..!

BUT..

DON’T LET ANYONE FOOL

YA..

REAL HUMAN HELL

IS

REAL..

AND IT IS MUCH WORSE

THAN

ANY

BODY ON FIRE..!

IN FACT!

WHEN ONE IS THERE

A BEAUTIFUL

DREAM

IS DOUSING

one’s

SELF

WITH GASOLINE

AND

BURNING

TO A CRISP…

SOUL!

EMOTIONS..!

SPIRIT!

CONNECTEDNESS!

TO OTHER HUMANS

AND

ALLITIS

AKA

GO

D

!

IS LIFE!

ANYTHING ELSE

THAT ESCAPES THAT

CIRCLE

IS

HUMAN

DEATH

IN LIFE!

PRAY FOR PSYCHOPATHS!

DON’T HATE THEM..!

THEY MORE THAN ANYONE

ELSE

NEED YOUR HELP

TO GROW A SOUL..!

I GOT MINE

BACK..!

i

ALWAYS

HAVE

HOPE

THAT THE METAPHORICAL

FRANKENSTEIN

AS PSYCHOPATH

CAN

GROW

ONE

BACK

2..

AND EVEN PERHAPS

BE A HERO..

LIKE THE ADAM

AKA

FRANKENSTEIN

DUDE

IN

THE MOVIE

‘i

FRANKENSTEIN’

!

SACREDLOVEISLIFE!

IS

ALLITIS

!

NO

W

!

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Culture IF DisAbling

Well..

of course not all

OF

culture is disabling..

As i watch SOME Eastern cultures

practice

TAI CHI

together as group

unification..

i have to

SAY!

OH MY GOD!

NOW!

THAT IS KOOL!

BUT ON THE OTHER HAND..

When i see human

beings

being

incorporated

into

and

as

Computers

i

have to

say

OH MY

GO

d

!

NOW!

that is

tragic…

It truly is..

and even with the TAI CHI

unification way of movement

in Eastern Cultures

about

90% of children in some

countries are reported

as

near sighted now..

and

OH

My

GOD

three times..

NOW!

it is no wonder..

eyes fixated on a screen of life

instead of

scanning the horizon

for predator..

prey..

nuts..

berries

etc..

is

HUMAN

HELL

IMPRISONED

AS

SUCH

!

IT makes me want to say

get

the

F**

FUN!

UP AND DANCE

WITH NATURE..

DON’T

YA

KNOWnow!

AS WITH ALL OTHER ANIMALS

GOD

IS

JUST WAITING

TO CONNECT WITH

YA..

BUT ONLY IF YA

TRULY

WISH TO BE

FREE!

AS

GOD’S!

NATURE WILL

HAVE

it

4YA!

SET

TOTALLY

FREE!

IN

BEING

HUMAN SOCIAL

ANIMAL

ONE

WITH ALL

OF

GOD’S

NATURE

AS

SUCH!

AKA

ALLLITIS!

Well ya see..

a life of screen

should be a life of

SCREAM!

BUT

HUMANS AGAIN..

WILL

DO WHATEVER IT IS

THAT THE HERD

SAYS..

EXCEPT

FOR THE TRUE

MAVERICKS

IN LIFE..

THAT SAY NO..!

HELL

NO

!

i

WILL LOOK INWARD

AND

FORGE

MY

OWN

PATH!

THE OUTCAST IS OFTEN THE

SAVIOR

OF THE HERD

FOR THIS ONE REASON

MORE THAN

ANY OTHER..

SOMEONE!

HAS TO BE WILLING

TO

SAY

NO..

HELL

NO..!

THIS IS BULLSH88..!

I’M

GOING

A

DIFFERENT WAY

TO BLISS

INSTEAD..

OF

HUMAN

HELL!

Well..

Buddha got away with it and for good reason

as

he was once rich

and lived in an area

more open

to

Taoist type of ways

any

way…

And..

MUHAMMAD

WELL..

he had the backing of a rich

wife..

had social

connections

and

all of that..

But

JESUS!

THAT DUDE IS SUPER

COURAGEOUS..!

HE LIVES

IN

A PLACE AND TIME..

WHERE FOLKS ARE

SUPER BRAIN WASHED

TO BELIEVE IN ALL TYPES

OF

BULLSH88..!

BUT

NEVER THE LESS

HE TRIED..

HE TRIED..

HE CRIED..!

TO SET THEM FREE..

And hell NO!

don’t kid ya’self!

it wasn’t the Christians..

the TRUE Christians!

that saw his way

of

Gospel

of Thomas

that spread what

is often a religion

of hate now..

instead of love..

a so called

Christian religion

that can be Anti-Christ in true effect

setting apart other paths to GOD

that are precisely the same

philosophy

of

Gospel of Thomas..

like Buddhism..

TAOISM

and all

UNIVERSAL

GOD

AS WITHIN..

OUTSIDE..

ABOVE

SO BELOW

!BEING!

!KIND!

OF WAYS

TO

ONE

THAT IS ALL..

AKA

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD

!

AND SO MANY OTHER METAPHORS

FOR SAME

ESSENCE

AS

IS

IS

!

INSTEAD IT IS A STATE

RULER

CONSTANTINE

THAT DECIDES

HE CAN

CONTROL

FOLKS

WITH STATE AND CHURCH

FOR

MATERIALISTIC

GAINS

TO USE THIS

CHRISTIAN

THING..

TWIST IT ALL AROUND

WITH THE CATHOLIC

CHURCH OF THE TIME..

AND MAKE

IT

A

DEATH PUNISHABLE

CRIME

TO

FOLLOW ANY RULE

BUT

THE RULE

OF

MAN..

NAH..

GOD DON’T WORK THAT

WAY..!

EVERYONE

WITHIN

HAS

DIRECT CONDUIT TO GOD..!

WITHOUT ANY

BRAIN WASHING

BS

BY

silly

little

selfish human beings..

that can’t

figure out

TRUTH!

that we are all brothers and sisters

both in science..

genetics..

per same basic

DNA

and spiritually

as such..

for the beyond

of

ALLITIS!

AND HAHA!

TELL FOLKS THEY HAVE TO

GET MARRIED

AND STAY

MARRIED TO THE SAME DAM

PERSON SELECTED FOR ‘EM

IN MANY CASES..

WHETHER THEY GET ALONG..

CAN HAVE COMPATIBLE

SEX

OR WHATEVER!

GOD

DON’T

WORK THAT WAY..

GOD ATTRACTS US

TO WHAT WORKS

AND

LETS

US

MAKE THAT DECISION

ON

OUR OWN

INSTINCTUALLY

AS

BEING

HUMAN!

NOT SOME

SILLY

HUMAN

RULE!

AND

F**!

human

RULES…

STILL!

WITH ALL THIS

ATTEMPT AT CONTROLLING

REPRODUCTIVE FREEDOM..

ABOUT

25% OF

ALL PREGNANCIES

ARE FATHERED BY SOMEONE

ELSE

OTHER THAN

THE BIRTH CERTIFICATE

NAME..

GOD

RULES!

SILLY LITTLE

HUMAN

CULTURAL

RULES

OFTEN

FAIL!

STILL!

BUT THE SHINING LIGHT

IS

FREEDOM OF INFORMATION

FLOW

IN

INTERNET

AS

SO..

Per youtube videos..

that folks freely

upload..

to

BEAUTIFUL

BLOGS

WhERE

INSIGHTS

ARE FREELY

SHARED EVEN IN

COUNTRIES

WHERE

YOU

TUBE

IS

BLOCKED!

FREEDOM OF INFORMATION

IS THE WAY

OUT

OF DISABLING

CULTURAL

WAYS..

THE TRUTH IS FREELY OUT THERE..

THERE

IS NOTHING

i

SAY NEW HERE

THAT IS NOT FREELY AVAILABLE

ON LITERALLY THOUSANDS OF

OTHER

INTERNET BLOGS

AND YOU TUBE

VIDEOS..

FREE FOR PERUSAL

FOR THOSE

WHO

SEEK

TRUTH

IN LIFE!

But the only way out of

potential functionally

disabling

culture..

is

FULLY!

OPEN

BODY!

MIND!

HEART!

SOUL!

SPIRIT!

AND BEYOND WITH

ALLITIS

AKA

GO

D

1

!

I

i

!

The escape can certainly be difficult

but

the

reward

IS

REAL

AND CAN

POTENTIALLY

BE BLISS!

FOREVERMORE

NO

W

!

TO RECLAIM THE GIFT

THAT GOD

GIVES

ALL

ANIMALS

THAT

ARE

SIMPLY

FREE!

AS GOD

IS

ALLITIS!

NO

W

!

FOREVERMORENOW!

SACREDLOVE!

IS

ALL

IT

IS

!

NAH..

WHEN i am A CHILD

NO

COMPUTER TRAPS ME

IN VIDEO GAMES

AND SUCH

AS

THAT..

TV

IS TOO DAM BORING

WITH THREE CHANNELS!

NOT TO MOVE

ALL AROUND TOWN!

ON FOOT AND BIKE

AND INTERACT WITH ALL THE

NEIGHBORHOOD KIDS..

GAY OR STRAIGHT OR BLACK

OR ASIAN

OR

PACIFIC ISLANDER

OR

AMERICAN INDIAN

OR

INHERENTLY DISABLED

OR NERD NOW

KNOWN

AS ASPERGER’S

OR

WHATEVER

ELSE!

one

IS

WITH

ON

E

!

WE

ARE

ALL

FRIENDS!

BROTHERS AND

SISTERS!

AS ONE

THEN..!

EVEN IN..!

RED STATE HELL

THAT i

LIVE

IN

!

THEN!

BUT THIS IS ONLY

THE

WAY

I SEE IT THEN..

OTHERS HATE

ALL THESE FOLKS

WITH ALL THEIR

SO CALLED

CHRISTIAN

MIGHT!

OF

HATE

INSTEAD OF LOVE

OF TRUE CHRIST..

LIKE

GNOSTIC GOSPEL

OF

THOMAS!

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

AND TAOIST..

AND BUDDHIST..

AND ALL OTHER

RELIGIONS

OF

TRUE

SACRED LOVE

ACCEPTING!

ALL

AS

ONE

FORCE

OF

ALLITIS

AKA

GO

D

!

SO THE QUESTION i ASK..

DO YA WANNA

BE

FREE ARE DO YA

WANNA

BE wHere

Rod Serling

forecast ya

would

be

back in the 1960’s

trapped in ya

functionally

disabling

artificial

way

of

LIFE

!

Hell NO!

NOT

ME

!

i

SING AND DANCE

FOR

LIFE!

FREE!

AsOnE

THAT IS ALL!

AKA

ALLITIS

GO

D

!

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Dance and Song are always FREE

Well..

while that might sound

like

a

simple rhetorical statement..

the

roots

are much

more

deep

than that..

As

i

am

a scientist..

philosopher

mix

of

ONE

very

inquiring

dude…

As human beings..

our only instinctual ways

if one takes

away

culture

IS

Movement

and

Spoken

Verbal language..

in

respect of full reality

all

else

is

cultural illusion

with cost and

benefit

potential..

overall to human being..

benefit of curse or course

is

basic

GREATER!

comforts of living..

but

the danger

is in

LOSING

THE

INSTINCTUAL

METAPHORICAL

FREEDOM

OF

CORE

OF

BEING

HUMAN!

DANCE!

AND

SONG!

Well..

what do they do to children..

they plant them in motionless seats..

and

attempt to implant

memories of

abstract languaged

CONCEPTS

in writing

as such..

developed through collective

intelligence..

manifesting

as knowledge as such

in

CULTURAL ILLUSION..

THAT VARIES FROM

GROUP

TO

GROUP

OF

SOCIAL

UNIT

HUMANS

TOGETHER

BEING..

WHATEVER THE GROUP

MAY

BE..

DECIDED AS SUCH

AMONG

THE

MEMBERS..

AND THIS CAN EASILY

AS

WE KNOW

GO ON

FOR SUBSTANTIALLY

LONGER

THAN

A DECADE

IN THE FORMATIVE

YEARS

OF HUMAN BEING DEVELOPMENT..

AND OH MY GOD!

THAT CAN RANGE

FROM FEMALE GENITAL MUTILATION

AS THE DESIRED

FEMALE CONDITION

FOR SOCIAL ESTEEM

TO

A

20% MEMBER

DISCOUNT

IN

MALE

CIRCUMCISION..

YUP..!

IT CAN BE KINDA TERRIFYING

TO BE

A HUMAN SUBJECT

TO CULTURAL

ILLUSION..

UGH!

YIKES!

AND

ALL OF THAT!2!

!EWW!

OUC

H

!

Well..

my first hint of escaping this

is

in

Philosophy 101 in college

when my Professor

HUNT

convinces me that

most of

what

i

think i know

is

simply useless..

while it’s kinda

humbling

finding out that

most of yOur life

ya ARE

 busy doing

nothing

in

TRUE AFFECT

AND

EFFECT

OF EVOLVING

one’s

soul

with

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD

!

FROM WITHIN..

OUTSIDE..

SO ABOVE

AS

BE

LOW

!

BUT HeY!

YAY

!

LIBERATION OF

ENLIGHTENMENT

OF ONE’S BODY

MIND

HEART

SOUL

SPIRIT

AND BEYOND

WITH

ALLITIS

IS

ULTIMATE

KOOL

ANYTIME

BE

FORE

DEATH!

AS WHEN ONE FIND THEMSELVES

IN THE BLISS

OF KNOWING

TRUTH

OF

UNIFICATION

WITH ALLITIS..

WHICH MEANS

ACTUALLY

FEELING

THIS

TRUE

FULLEST

REALITY

2

NOW

IS JUST THAT!

FOREVERMORENOW..!

WITH NO

PAST OR PRESENT

IS

IS

MEANS

FOREVERMORENOW!

AND

SURE..

IF YA DO NOT

EXPERIENCE

THIS..

THESE

WORDS MAY BE JIBBERISH

TO YA..

BUT IF YA

EVER GET ThERE..

YA

MIGHT

JUST SAY

HeY!

WTF

FTW

KNOW

I

GET

IT

NO

W

!

THIS IS SUPER KOOLEST!

OF

ALL

!

IT

IS

NO

W

!

FOREVERMORENOW!

The greatest danger my philosophy

teacher

illustrates

is that of

specialization in a technological society

which to me..

is

relevant to my

insistent and science based point

that

to stay in mechanical only cognition

activities

and to leave the social

cognition

behind is the highway

to repressing

the human

heart..

soul..

spirit..

and beyond

CONNECTION

WITH

ALLITIS!

NOT TO MENTION

THE POTENTIAL TO LOSE ONE’S

BODY

AND MIND CONNECTION

TO LIVE A LIFE OF

POTENTIAL

TENSION

FREE

BEAUTY..

INSTEAD OF DISCONNECTED

MIND AND BODY

AND

TENSION GROWING

AND SPROUTING

UNCONTROLLED

ALL

OVER

ONE’S BODILY

TERRITORY..

NO

LONGER

ORCHESTRATED

AS TENSION FREE BY

A MIND

AND BODY

UNIFIED AS SUCH

ONE

WITH

THE

UNI

VERSE..

MOVING LEGS AND ARMS

SPIRALING AROUND

LIKE

ABOVE

SO BELOW

THE

UNI

VERSE

IS

WHAT WE ARE

AT

NUCLEAR

CORE..

OF ENERGY

SWIRLING AROUND US

WE

CAN

CONTROL

WITH FREE WILL

one

AS

ONE

wITh

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD..

ALLAH..

KUNDALINI

RISING

CHI

KI

Holy

Guardian

Spirit

!

SO MANY METAPHORS

TO SIMPLY

DESCRIBE A

HUMAN

BEING

ANIMAL

THAT IS FULly AWAKE

AS

ALLITIS

AKA

GOD

!

2

At age 18 after experiencing this

breakthrough

of illumination

in

PHILOSOPHY

101

class

i

went to the beach

and felt

finally

without worry

or stress over past or future..

the simple

BLISS

OF BEING CONNECTED TO

ALLITIS!

SO I SAY GOD IS THIS..

AND THEN..

DANCING FREELY

IN SOMEWHAT

RAVE LIKE

DISCO

DANCING

AT

THE CLUB

2001

AS ILLUSTRATED

IN THAT

SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER

MOVIE

IN THE

70’S..

I TOO KNOW THAT

ENGAGING AS ONE

IN DANCE

AND SONG..

WITH A GROUP OF

2 MORE FOLKS

IS

A HIGHLY STIMULATING

EXPERIENCE

OF ONENESS

WITH

THE

HUMAN TRIBE

OF

LOVING

SOULS

!

GENERATING SPIRIT AS SUCH

TO UNIFY

EACH

OTHER

WITH

ALLITIS..

BUT NAH..

NOT EVERYONE IS AS DEEP

AS

i

am

with all these

esoteric

sounding words

they just say..

PartY ON TOGETheR

IN DANCE

AND

SONG

AS

ONE

UNIFIED FORCE STANDING

INSTEAD

OF DIVIDED

WE

FALL

!

So nah..

2012 did not signify

the apocalypse..

instead it

signified

another age

of Song and Dance

together

with liberation

of second SACRED chakra

genital healing

Kundalini

rising

to above

AS

SO

below

in

REVOLUTION ORANGE

connecting and loving

UNI

VERSE

AS

ONE

SACREDLOVEISALLITIS..

AND

WitH

ALL

THAT SAID

here is a little meditation video

on Kundalini rising

but

i play by no human rules

i

go wHere

i

flow

with

ALLITIS

listening to the mantra

with

my eyes mostly

closed

iPhone5S

and earbuds

on

in my backyard

bared

to underwear

barefoot

loving

connection

with

mother earth..

arms and legs

spiraling free

in

FLOW

LETTING

IT

ALL

GO

!

ALLITIS

CARRIES ME

THROUGH

SONG AND DANCE

TO

NEXT MOVEMENT

IN

TUNE

WITH

THE

UNIVERSE

AS

IS

IS

ALLASoNE

Then

i

finALLy have

what the

beautiful

‘Jonathan Livingston

Seagull’

has

spiraling around the Sun

at the beach..

so simple for

‘HiM’

to flow free like that

as

a

child of GOD

much harder

for me

born

in

cultural illusion..

BUT

OH

MY

GOD

NOW

!

i

AM

FREE

2

A

CHILD

OF

GOD

i

am

2

!

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Arrival of the Clown Shark

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Well..

i have a confession to make..

and for me

there really are no confessions

as

i

hold

nothing

back

in

who

i

am..

and sure i can prove that easily..

but if you’ve been

following

ALL

OF WHAT I DO..

IT’S

‘FARILY’

EVIDENT

IT’S

TRUE…

BUT i can be a spooky fairy

too..

got a friend that calls

it

‘DARK FEY’

AS SUCH..

KOOL BOOK BY THAT NAME

BY

THE

WAY..

Anyway..

back to sacred clowns..

sacred fools..

tricksters..

and the general

archetype

that is

the

human

OR

even Omega

Wolf

Clown

in so many cultural traditions..

and yes i find this extremely interesting..

more references here for

those of

ya

like

me..

who just love to learn and learn and learn

and

learn

about new things..

with a completely open

body

mind

heart

soul

spirit

and beyond

of whatever IS IS..

http://dreamflesh.com/essays/clownpath/

http://www.asacredfool.com/souls-journey-sessions/

Archetype of Trickster – Clown and the Fool

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trickster

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_does_omega_do_in_a_wolf_pack?#slide=1

http://discovermagazine.com/2014/april/14-the-second-coming-of-sigmund-freud

And as usual..

the common sense

archetypes

of the

realities of life

seen

by folks with eyes and ears that

rise above

the

face value of symbols of life..

are finally being documented

in scientific evidence

in

the usual

reductionist

art of science…

finally catching up

to

TRUER FULLER REALITY

AS

SUCH…

per the last link up there

about

the second coming

of Freud

in

STUDY

OF

emotions and the subconscious

life

that rules our human being..

and

analytical thought

as

only

an after thought

of

TRUE

REALITY…

HAHA..!

BUT DON’T

TELL A SCIENTIST

THAT IS

NOT

IN THE KNOW

ABOUT THIS…

THEY WILL USUALLY

ONLY

SCOFF AT IT..

THAT IS ALL..

TELLING YA THAT

EMOTIONS ARE SO YESTERDAY

AND

ANALYTICAL EVERYTHING

IS WHERE IT’S AT TODAY..

WELL..

as stated many times in this blog..

this is true..

but a self fulfilling

prophecy as science now

shows..

http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2012/10/121030161416.htm

that when we do mechanical cognition

activities

like

playing a video game..

or constructing a pizza..

the social cognition

pathway of the brain is repressed.

and

the converse is true..

2..

So feed a brain a steady diet of

computer mechanical cognition

and the human

becomes

in metaphor

the computer

instead of the

human connecting

creature

to all others

that is

being human fully

as such…

but oh my GOD this really

shouldn’t

have to be rocket science…

In the computer labs and engineering

departments..

when i went to college

tHere are signs everywhere that say

get out and interact with humans

DO

NOT

forget!

you

are

human..!

And yes..

this is no joke!

It is a dead human heart and soul

warning clear as day!

‘What price there is to pay for

a human that becomes

a computer

and loses their heart

soul

spirit and yes

body too’

in metaphor

as

to

stay static in one position

viewing a screen

and the

body

in metaphor

goes away too..

so sadly

it

can be true…

Well ya see..

i lose my heart and soul

and in part..

body..

to this phenomenon2..

and while the clown shark

can be foolish..

the

clown

shark is a harbinger

of terror

too…

The terror of losing one’s heart..

soul

and body

is the worst thing of all..

in this

potential

life

of bliss with fully open

body

mind

heart

soul

spirit

in connection with

the beyond that is

ALLITIS!

PAY THE LURKING CLOWN SHARK NO MIND

IF YA WILL..

NO ONE KNEW YESTERDAY

THAT THIS

CLOWN SHARK OF THE LAND

IS

SET FREE IN MY

METRO

AREA YESTERDAY

BUT

THE CLOWN SHARK

IS ‘HEAR’ TO GET YOUR ATTENTION..

ON THE INTERNET

TOO..

PAY HIM NO MIND

AT

YOUR OWNED

WILL

OR

FOLLY…;)

i’m i reAlly

winking..

yOur

cAll..

yoUr

wiLL..

not

MINeD…..

*!SACREDLOVEISALLITISTOME!*

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Well..

isn’t that amazing!

way back when

i am in middle

school the

kids get it

correct..

MY DESTINY

IS

TO DECIDE

TO

BE

A

SACRED FOOL..

AND OR

CLOWN..

JOKER..

is

what

i

AM

NO

W

2

!

3

in

1

!

And HA ha!

The numerical

value

0

of the Tarot

card for the

Sacred Fool

is

my first and only real

challenge

in my

numerology

report

as such..

http://www.numerologyarts.com/free_numerology/

The 4 Challenges
Challenges denote personal weaknesses and temptations you will have to overcome and strengths you will have to develop to fully realize your goals. The 4 Challenges have the same time frame as the 4 Pinnacles.
Your First Challenge Number is 0
The 0 challenge means the choice of what you do with your life is entirely yours. Yours is an old soul–you’ve already struggled through all the challenges of the other numbers. Your reward for completing these Challenges is free will. You may face all or any of the challenges of the numbers 1 through 9. You may simply drift through life without a destination or goals. Or you may rise above the struggles of others and use this Challenge period to sculpt a life based on love, integrity, justice and vision. At first glance, this freedom to choose may seem like a vacation, but it isn’t. Indeed, the gravity of the responsibility which comes with a 0 challenge is tremendous, because how you choose to address your 0 challenge will profoundly affect the lives of those around you, and, possibly, the entire world.


Your Second Challenge Number is 1
A 1 Challenge signifies the struggle to become independent, courageous and have faith in your convictions. If the number 1 appears as your first Challenge you are learning to define your self. Should a 1 appear in your other Challenges you are learning to remain true to your self and become more confident.

The third and 4th challenges are also

NUMBER

1

!

So yah..

free will is mine

and yah..

it really

IS

as i am financially

independent

and i can choose to

do nothing

or

everything

or

whatever

in

between!

LET’S JUST SAY..

I

LIVE LIFE

TO THE FULLEST

IN

NOW..

SO IT’S MORE LIKE

EVERYTHING

THAN

NO

THING

FOR

ME

!

NOW

!

AND TRULY THE ONLY DIFFERENCE

BETWEEN ME..

AND A PSYCHOPATH

WITH MY FEARLESSNESS

AND ABILITY

TO DO ANYTHING

IS

EXTREME EMPATHY

FOR

ALL OTHERS..

WHICH

LEADS

ME

TO SERVANT

of

ALL

OTHERS

OVER

LEADER..

and hell

YES

!

i am in excellent company

as Jesus..

Buddha

and

Muhammad

in their time..

are all

considered

SACRED FOOLS TO..

KING OF THE JEWS

MOCKING AS SUCH..

AND

RENOUNCEMENT

OF

MATERIALISTIC LIFE

BY

THE RICH DUDES..

BUDDHA AND MUHAMMAD..

WHAT

SETS THE SACRED FOOL

APART

FROM THE HERD..

IS

JUST

THAT!

THE SACRED FOOL

IS

NOT

AFRAID..

EVER

AFRAID!

TO DEFY

THE

SOCIAL

NORM..

TO SIMPLY ILLUSTRATE

WHAT

IT

IS

!

THAT WILL

SET

YA

FREE!

WITH

ALLITIS!

ONE

SACREDLOVEISALLITIS!

ALL

THAT

i

see!

NO

W

!

And here are a few more photos..

and a restricted link to a more

detailed

and

FREE PRESENTATION..!

OF

CLAWS..!

MY SUNDAY PRESENTATION

OF

JAWS

!

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To be Dust in the Wind

i

like

Bruce Lee’s

Philosophy

of

being

water

instead of form..

but

higher goal

might

be..

BE

dust in the wind..

as

Dust we come from

dust we go..

remnants

of Star

power

is

what

we

ARE

at core..

But as this song

once

makes me sad with

feelings of despair..

i

find great peace

of

solace with it..

NOW

IN

Acceptance

of wind

of

GOD

POWERING

dust of stars

i

am

at core…

Well..

the last thing i ever thought

i

WILL

be a year ago..

is a unique

martial artist

developing

a style of flow of hands

and feet

that will never have

a form

or routine

as all it is..

is

dust in the wind..

it GOES

wherever the wind

of

GOD

takes it

FLOWING

as

such..

And to to be able to move like this..

with no rules..

form

of structure as such..

moving

as instinct

of wind

is total bliss..

while to others it looks

like

fury of fists and feet..

ready to kill

with

efficient

deadly

force

i suppose..

But

the thing is..

it

makes me more of a sacred

unconditionally loving

peaceful person..

as balance

is

the

way

i

FIND

TO

SACRED LOVE

NOWKNOWIKNOWNOW!

And the beauty of these blogs..

is my way of

dance walk movement

is so unique

everywhere i go..

it’s something

no

one

seriously

can even imagine

ever seeing

before..

and of course this is true..

as

it

comes

like

dust in the wind

and goes as such..

never

planned..

i

flow

with

dust

in wind

of core

of

star

i

am

at

core

of

being

ALL

i

am….

DUST

AS

STAR

!

OH..!

AND BACK TO THE

BEAUTY

OF THESE BLOGS..

It is overwhelming

for some folks

when i give them

all this information

in 30 seconds or so..

when they ask me about

why i move like a reverse ballet

dancer

through

aisles

of stores..

So all i have to say is

KATIE MIA..

AND GOOGLE

SEARCH..

AND ALL OF

ME

IS CERTAINLY

EXPOSED

HERE..

I LEAVE NO SECRET TO IMAGINATION..

i

AM

A

CHILD

OF

GOD

!

i

I

have nothing to hide..

and no

sins

to

repent from..

been tHere done it..

i

know the rule of Karma

and the burning

fire

of

balance

required by

GOD

to cleanse a

soul

as

ivory

once again..

WITH

ChildLike

eyes

of wonderment

in

SACRED LOVE

IS

ALL

IT

IS

!

NOW

AND

‘WHO’ kNOWS

ONE DAY

i

may sin again..

which only

is

a sin

against

unconditional

SACRED LOVE

IN MAKING

OTHERS

THE

LESSER

THAN

i

So no

ALL

i

AM

IS

DUST IN THE

WIND..

AND ALL

I

DESIRE

TO BE

IS

DUST

IN

THE

 WIND

!

DUST NEVER SINS..

DUST

JUST

IS

!

JUSTICE

FOR

ALL

AS

ONE

CHILD

OF

GOD

!

PERHAPS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE

OF ALL

RELIGION

IS TO SAY

THAT

PROPHETS

STOP

WITH

OUR

PROPHET…

WELL..

WHILE MODERN DAY

PROPHETS

MAY

PROFIT

FROM

MUSICK..

GOD

IS

AN EQUAL EMPLOYMENT

OPPORTUNITY

EMPLOYER..

AND

NO

GOD

DOES

NOT PLAY

BY

RULES

OF SILLY

LITTLE

HUMANS

THAT

ATTEMPT

TO CHAIN

GOD

IN PRISONS

OF

IMAGINATION…

SO HELL YES..

THE GROUP KANSAS..

LED ZEPPELIN

AND

RUSH

AND SO MANY OTHER GREAT

PROPHET

MUSICIANS

OUT THERE..

ARE

THE

NEW

AGE PROPHETS..

NO LESSER THAN

BUDDHA

JESUS

OR

MUHAMMAD..

AND SO HERE ARE THREE SONGS..

ONE

OF EACH

THAT LEAD A WAY

TO

SACRED LOVE

IN

FINDING AN OLDER

AGE

OF SACRED LOVE

OF

HUMANKIND

UNCONDITIONALLY

LOVING

ALL

OF

EACH

OTHER AS IT IS

BEFORE

THE

APPLE…

OF THE SIN

OF

CULTURAL ILLUSION

OF

KNOWLEDGE

FROM

COLLECTIVE

ABSTRACT LANGUAGED

INTELLIGENCE…

CONTROLLING FOLKS

IN REPRODUCTIVE

FREEDOMS..

SPANKING THEM WITH ILLUSIONS

OF

FEAR OF BURNING

FOREVER IN HELL

AND SUCH AS THAT..

AND

DOING THE BIGGEST SIN OF ALL..

WITHOLDING

HUMAN

TRUE WILL UNDER SACRED

LOVE

OF

GOD..

TO DO AS THOU WILT

UNDER

AND

ABOVE

SACRED LOVE

AS

DUST

OF

CORE

OF STAR

IN

WIND

OF

SACREDLOVEISALLITIS

IN

UNI

VERSE

ADDING VERSES

TO

ALLITIS

VERSE

ONE

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Sacred Love of a Mother

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Sometimes

Love

can be forecast from the

shape of a body..

The glow of a woman’s

skin and an hour

glass

shape..

can mean

a vessel

of

*SACRED LOVE*

Well..

yes!

it’s true

that my mother

is voted as having

the best figure

in

high school..

and well..

yes it’s

true

i’m almost certain

that my father

on the right

here

is

the pretty boy

in his senior class

and probably why

he is so dam

homophobic

and all

of

that..

Father on right Uncle on Left

Never saw this photo until this year..

and then it explains volumes

to me as to

why

he

eventually learns to maintain

a stern face

and rigid

cold

way

of

being

patriarchal and all of that

as a law enforcement

officer for over

45 years

coming

out

of

military service after

World War II..

Epigenetics

changing

him

from

150 to 230 Lbs..

over the course

of

a few years

in the service

to

be a man..

Yup..

cold words can come..

like get in the service it’ll

make ya a man

or

when the child is in heart surgery

in the waiting room the

advice is

make

sure

ya raise him

like

a man..

Well…

sure..

he left at age 3..

a crying baby is a little

too much for him to

take

and a mother

who wants to stay home

with two children

instead of

pursuing

the almighty dollar

way to

be..

So i say this..

thank GOD for mothers..

sure we can do without fathers..

and nah..

it ain’t an easy road..

without a

father..

but hell no..

and even though there are many fathers

who do become excellent

nurturing parents

that

make those love connections in a child..

the empathy

of

Christ like love

for everyone in humanity

the rest of their

life..

like my mother did for me with

her

unconditional love..

Clear and simple..

some men are not

up to task..

and

i personally credit

our patriarchal big man

culture

as responsible for that

more than inherent

human nature…

as such

as

that..

is…

It is what it is..

until

Sacred Love rules

in divine

feminine

power that can be inherent

in woman

AND

MAN..

IT’s clear to see..

as a kind smiling all unconditional

SACRED LOVING CHILD…

IS AFFRONTED IN

PATRIARCHAL CULTURES..

BREAKING IN TO MIDDLE

SCHOOLS

WITH DON’T SMILE

TOO MUCH LITTLE BOY..

IF YOU DO

YOU ARE A DAM

QUEER

OR THAT F WORD AS SUCH…

PART OF WHY i LOVE

TIM TEBOW AS A HUMAN

BEING

IS

HE IS A CHRIST FILLED HUMAN BEING..

AND THAT’S EASY TO SEE BY

THE LIGHT IN HIS

EYES

AND THE PASSIONATE SACRED LOVE

HE EXPRESSES IN GENERAL

FOR

LIFE..

AND WHILE I’M NOT TOO KEEN ON THE

RESTRICTIVE NATURE

OF THE

VERSE

JOHN 3:16..

AS MAKING JESUS SOME KIND OF

ONLY ONE SON OF GOD..

AND THE

ONLY

PATH TO GOD..

AS I PERSONALLY THINK..

YESHUA AKA JESUS..

IF ‘HEARED’ TODAY

TO SPEAK..

WOULD STRONGLY

DISAPPROVE OF THAT

BY WAY OF

GNOSTIC GOSPEL OF THOMAS..

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

THAT IS THE WAY TEBOW IS

RAISED TO

BELIEVE

IN FUNDAMENTALIST

WAYS..

SO HOPEFULLY HE WILL GET

ENLIGHTENED SOMETIME

DOWN

THE ROAD..

ON THAT..

BUT HERE’S THE THING..

AS HE SO FULLY EXPRESSES

THE DIVINE

SACRED FEMININE

POWER THAT IS IN HIM..

AND PROBABLY PARTIALLY

AS POINT

OF LEFT HANDEDNESS

RIGHT BRAIN LOVING

LEANINGS..

AND ALL OF THAT..

HE GETS BADGERED BY

POPULAR CULTURE

FOR BEING

TOO FEMININE

AND QUEER LIKE AND

ALL OF THAT..

Well..

i seriously doubt they would stand

toe to toe with him..

and say things

like

that..

AS

TIM TEBOW EXEMPLIFIES

PERHAPS AS MUCH

AS ANY

OTHER MAN..

THE DIVINE FEMININE

CAN POWER

SOME

INCREDIBLE STUFF IN LIFE..

LIKE HIM

CONTINUING PLAYING

IN HIGH SCHOOL..

AFTER BREAKING

HIS LEG IN A GAME…

THAT STRENGTH

COMES FROM CHI..

FROM THE DIVINE

FEMININE..

IT

DON’T HAPPEN

ANY OTHER WAY..

AS FAR AS I SEE..

BUT ANY WAY..

TIM TEBOW PAVES A WAY..

TO ESTABLISH IT’S KOOL TO BE

 A SACRED LOVING DIVINE FEMININE

POWERED MAN..

EVEN IN A SO CALLED TOUGH SPORT..

LIKE

PRO FOOTBALL..

BUT STILL THE BACKWOODS WAYS

OF PATRIARCHY

VIEWS

STILL RULES THE COUNTRY

IN RED STATE

FUNDAMENTALIST

AREAS..

BUT THOSE DAYS

WILL END ONE DAY..

2..

AS MANKIND LIVES AS

THE SACRED MOTHER

IN MATRIARCHAL LEANING

WAYS

WITH

WOMEN LEADING THE TRIBE

AS SUCH..

FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS..

AND STILL..

IN SOME PRIMITIVE

PEACEFUL SOCIETIES..

ON

LARGER MOTHER

EARTH!

Well..

i visited my mother yesterday

early

for

Mother’s day..

and as usual

a mothers love

can light up a whole

dam

room..

and the power of SACRED LOVE

NEVER DECREASES

WITH OLDER

AGE..

AS

HER POWER OF SACRED LOVE

CLOSING IN ON 80

IS

THE SAME AS AGE

17

IN THE INTRO

PHOTO

ABOVE..

AND YES HER SKIN STILL GLOWS

WITH LOVE

WITH SOPRANO

VOICE…

SOME

PEOPLE

ARE

BORN

AS SACRED LOVE

AND

STAY THAT WAY..

AND AFTER TRANSFORMING

INTO THE COLD MAN

MY FATHER IS..

FINALLY

SUCCUMBING

TO THE PATRIARCHAL MILITARY

CULTURE I WORKED FOR

4

24 YEARS..

i

2

again..

live like my mother

TG!

instead!

as a

SACRED LOVING

CHILD

OF

GOD…!

WITH BRIGHT EYES OF CONNECTION!

TO THE

REST OF HUMANITY!

i

am resurrected!

in

THE

SACRED LOVE!

OF

THE

LOVING

MOTHER

ONCE

AGAIN..!

SACRED LOVE IS

REAL!

IN HUMAN BEINGS

BUT IT

CAN BE LOST

AND

BORN

AGAIN..!

SACRED LOVE FLOWS

RIVEROFLIFE

SACREDLOVEISALLITIS!

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i salute the divine Feminine IN me!

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Well..

ya see..

men..

Women have a ‘little’

secret..

the

TRUE FORCE

IN THIS WORLD

OF ALL STRENGTH

IS IN THE DIVINE

FEMININE!

hell

NO!

not the brute muscular force

of adrenaline

that

can be aggression

in

men…

But yah..

the divine masculine

is important too..

in imposing

force

of

NO

when necessary

to assert

one’s

WILL!

WELL!

women are evolving..

but moreover

men are holding themselves

back by

not addressing

the reality

of the balance of divine

feminine

and masculine

that can make them SUPERhuman

in metaphor of total

affect of empathy

and strength

in Bruce Lee

like

CHI!

KUNDALINI

IS SHE

NO

HE

AND WHEN THIS

METAPHORICAL

SERPENT ARISES IN ME

i

am goddess in moonlight affect

and effect

not

the sky

GOD

of

SUN

INFUSED

ENERGY

AS

FOCUSED

WILL

!

i FLOW WITH DIVINE

FEMININE

AS THE WIND AND OCEAN

WAVES

TICKLE TERRESTRIAL

EARTH!

and

SEA!

SURFACES

But yes..

OH YES..

WE ALL KNOW THE

TRUE POWER OF FLOW

OF

WIND AND WAVES..

HURRICANE KATRINA

AND IVAN

AND OTHERS

CERTAINLY SHOW

ME THIS

WAY

WHERE

i

live on emerald

green

gulf coast

shores..

So HELL YES!

THERE IS

WAVE AND

WIND

OF DIVINE

FEMININE POWER

ARISING IN THIS

WORLD..

AND WOMEN

ARE LEADING IT

WITH THEIR

MOREOVER BALANCING

ACT OF DIVINE MASCULINE

ADDED INTO

THEIR DIVINE

FEMININE

NO

W

!

AND HELL YES!

TONIGHT FOR THE SEVENTH

CONSECUTIVE WEEK

I

WILL EMBRACE

THE DIVINE

FEMININE

IN

ME..!

BY EXPRESSING IT AS SUCH

ON THE DANCE

FLOOR

WITH

all

the other divine feminine

beings

as

such..

AT SEVILLE QUARTER

PENSACOLA..FL..

ON THURSDAY

COLLEGE

RAVE

DANCE

NIGHT!

But sadly i will be only one of

very few guys

who

TRULY

KNOW

HOW TO EMBRACE

THE

GIRL

INSIDE

!

AND HA HA..!

LATER ON

i will add my selfie

with my

MARILYN

MONROE

CHESTED

SALUTE

!

AND HA HA!

LAST WEEK I AM BRUCE LEE!

IN HONORING HIM..

BUT THE DIVINE

FEMININE

IN

BRUCE

LEE

IS

HELL

YES!

WHAT POWERS HIS

KUNDALINI

CHI

2

!

TO AMAZING FEATS

ON

FOOT

AND HAND

OF HUMAN

POTENTIAL!

AND YES..

sometimes a photo says more than

all these dam words..

In my backyard

balleting

my divine feminine

spirit

with

GOD

as such

my face is transformed

softer

as well..

and when i go to aggressively

enhance my divine masculine

through martial arts and

POWER

LIFTING

AT

MY MILITARY

GYM

i

am transformed

again

to cold hearted warrior spirit

instead

of empathy

filled

divine

feminine

ONE

AKA

GODDESS

AS

ONE

!

BUTT

AS I ALWAYS SAY

never judge a book by its

cover

AS

on demand!

i can quickly

change

from

one

to the other

when environmental

circumstances

provide

the

challenge!

So yah..

for the homophobic

ones on the dance floor who

might think they are

picking on

a

queer

which really pisses me off..

not for me..

but

for those

who

do

NOT

have the same skills to

defend themselves

as me..

i show them a little warrior spirit

on the dance floor

in warrior

style

dance

instead of

ballet

way

and

HA HA!

THEY

scurry away…

But at this point hopefully i will not

have to do that..

as

i’ve done it enough so far

where as ya

know

word

gets around

and all of that;)

when a person

IS

NOT AFRAID

TO FREELY

EXPRESS

THEMSELVES

IN THE GREATEST FREEDOM

OF ALL!

FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION!

IN

THE

GOOD

OLE

USA

!

MOREOVER THAN ANYTHING ELSE

IT IS WHAT

MAKES

THIS

COUNTRY

GREAT!

OMG..!

the danger is always in censorship

CENSORSHIP IS THE REAL

EVIL IN THE WORLD

THAT CAN

LEAD

TO A HOLOCAUST

OF

6

MILLION

JEWS

AS

SUCH!

YES!

THIS FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION

STUFF

IS

SERIOUS BUSINESS..!

AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT

FOLKS

GRABBING THEIR

CROTCH ON

STAGE

LIKE

MILEY

CYRUS AND MICHAEL JACKSON

ARE

TRUE HEROES

TO FREE THE WORLD

OF

THE CENSORSHIP DEVIL

THAT COULD REALISTICALLY

DESTROY THIS MOST BEAUTIFUL

BLUE

AND GREEN EYED

ORB

OF EARTH..

IF LEFT

TO RULE

THE WORLD

AS

ANTI-CHRIST

AS

SUCH

!

SACREDLOVEISALLITIS

NUDERNOT

SACREDLOVEWILLRULESTHEWORLDNOWasONe!

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