KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

Rave of dance with GOD

Posted on September 20, 2014 by katiemiafrederick

Yes..

At 88 photos and the 20th of September..

the first Northern fall breeze does come..

in my North Florida rural home..

and the last of illness for me does go…

But no it still stays for my wife..

so today i stay home.. oh no..

there will only be rave dance with me and GOD

this evening and tonight!

the club will have to do without me..

for the first full week at half a year now..

the 26th week of rave dance for me..

and yes with GOD now too!

But oh..

God is always with me when i rave dance too…

i connect to GOD this way whether i am with 200

college age folks or on the open roads of my

neighborhood FALL’ed September Breeze…

The 20th of September may be my 660th anniversary

month of my first day of conception..

But everyday with GOD

is the first now of my life!

The equinox will be here in three days..

less than three days now really…

The equal days and equal nights will balance

out..

and then on March 20th.. and a Solar eclipse there..

with equinox day arriving same..with night again..

will be a 666th anniversary month of conception birth..

and a full year anniversary of rave dance for me..

and GOD too…

Yes.. it’s only meaningful to me..

but isn’t that what life’s about..

meaning.. yes it is..

and the more i give to it..

the more i get out of it..

that is for sure…

What’s in a number..

and

what’s

name…

X-Catholic

Priest

adds an N to a name..

as in the days of the Persecutions of Jews..

an extra N can mean the difference

between life or death…

gynecologist goes on vacation

and brings me into

the world

two

weeks

early

6..6..60

aka

June 6th..1960…

silly little fundamentalist

religious

town..

the cashiers fear me buying

beer

with

license

with three sixes and all zeros..

that to me is a symbol like a 9

for the golden spiral

mean

1.618…

The

pattern

GOD

seen all through

nature..

and

point of Mecca..

and

yes..

near my latitude

too…

Meaning

Meaning..

cannot

get

enough…

and neither can most anyone else..

who wants to have

meaning

life

NOW

386wordsnoword386

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Yin and Yang of fire and water

Posted on September 20, 2014 by katiemiafrederick

Fire, Water And Humans !

Ahh..the Yin And Yang of fire and water..

and of fire and of water..

and of woman and man..and of human being…

The balance and change are one..

The effect can be two..

i one for one..

experience the floods living on the river growing up..

but am spared from the fire of the faulty wiring…

But still with a gas stove too..fire is life..

and with fishing in the river..water is life for fish and i too…

But what is human…

Human is connecting to other humans..the Yin of Love…

Solving problems is the Yang of survival..

rationality..and cultural extension of comfort..for another day..

the dragon of reptilian and neocortical brain too…

Are we solving problems to live or are we living to love…

That is the dilemma of being human these days..

for i know Now i love for sure….

Now that i am not working

and solving literally hundreds of problems a day..

both my wife and i will shed a tear and send some money..

if we see these floods on TV…

And oh my GOODness..

now that you tell me.. we can look it up on the Internet and do the same!

But true before.. i am a machine..while my wife is crying..

when the little children are flooded by Tsunami.. and such as that too..

Then i Am the Yang of Robot Reptilian Dragon true..

But the hope is for change..

The balance can come true..

For one is not another..and another is not one…

The effect can be two..

And now i know..

i CAN CHOOSE AND LIVE SACRED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE..:)TRUE!

And that is what i JUST do.

And so..
can others too…

Wow..! The fire seems terrifying..need some money for a new AC..:)

Or perhaps love is enough…

Yes.. i thought so.. I’ll send it to the flooded children.. instead…:)

And does your husband have any warm food lately.. if not.. i can arrange a hot meal too..

That last line is a joke..on your cooking skills dear…:)AND the fear of the kitchen stove…;)

Don’t Forget I AM Magic

Posted on September 18, 2014 by katiemiafrederick

Well..

i’m always posting photos daily

of when i feel good which is almost everyday now for over a year..

so for fair and balanced coverage i suppose i shall post

the ‘DARTH VADER’ days too..

and after one week of respiratory virus challenge last week..

and this week with the stomach bug..

that my wife has now contracted..

yes today..

is hopefully the end of my current DARTH VADER DAYS TOO..:)

OH!

but it wasn’t without some excitement

as now that my stomach bug is trying to go away

and this bad bug has brought my wife down too..

for the first time in 25 years my task is to go shopping

all alone in the grocery store

to actually purchase some Lipton extra noodle soup..

Nabisco Saltine Crackers..

a half a gallon of 2% milk..

bananas..

and two assorted TV dinners

i think i can stomach..

also to browse the deli section for an optional menu..

that oh no..

i could not do…

OH!

and then the mission to visit BELL’s dept. store

to use my wife’s $20 Bell’s bucks coupon..

before it expires at the end of the day..

with two more discount tattooed meaningful T-Shirts

for me to wear on much brighter days!

Well tonight

would have been my half a year anniversary

26th consecutive week of RAVE dancing at OLE Seville Quarter

that is now postponed to at least Saturday

or a non-consecutive week starting next Thursday…

NO..

no rave dancing for me tonight..

where a restroom is unfortunately still what seems my place to be..

more often than not..

ugh..

i wanna walk around the block..

but there are no facilities there either! dam it…:)

So i’m here tickling the computer keyboard instead!

In closing as my wife lays in bed..she says..well FRED.. sh** happens…;)

but WAIT!

IT’S 10:34 PM..

ABOUT THE TIME i

leave for RAVE dancing FUN

every Thursday NIGHT

BuT

the call of the WILd

aka

GOD

calls me outside..

i tune my iPhone5s..

i mean i turn it on..

and

by iPhone5s

magic

and

Apple

software

MAGIC

PLAYS

AUTOMATICALLY

AND

TUNES

INTO

MAGIC

GOD!

YES!

THE THREE LETTER WORD

GOD

SOUNDS

TOO MUCH LIKE KNOWN hmm..

NOUN to me!

And Allah a five letter word

rolls off my tongue and roof of mouth

a beautiful wave

GOLDEN

SPIRAL

WAY!

BUT

THERE IS ANOTHER 5 LETTER WORD

THAT

often add a K

that says IT ALL ABOUT GOD TO ME!

AND

THAT

WORD

MAGIC!

WITH

WITHOUT K!

SOME FOLKS SADLY ENOUGH LIVE IN A LITERAL WORLD

WHERE ALL THEY SEE IS FACTS AND FIGURES

AND

OH MY MAGIC

GOD

MUCH

MAGIC

THAN

THAT

FRIENDS!

HUWOMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL!

FAITH!

BELIEF!

HOPE!

AND

MOREOVER

DIVINE

UNCONDITIONAL

SACRED

LOVE

TRULY

MAGIC

FOR

THOSE

WHO

EMPLOY

GOD’S

GIFTS

FOR

AMAZING WAY

LIFE

NOW

NOT AFTER

LIFE

NOW

THE

KINGDOM

HEAVEN

NOW!

MAGICK

PLACE FOR THOSE WHO LIVE THEIR

LIFE

ThERE

RAPTURED

BEAUTY

HEAVEN

NOW!

SO GOD AKA

MAGIC

NOW

SAYS!

FRED!

YOU ARE MINE TONIGHT

YOU!

WILL

DANCE

WITH

ME!

AND

i forge my way outside

dancing like a feather in reverse

all around the block

asking

the

MAGIC

THAT

GOD!

WHAT

WILL

WRITE

AND

HERE

THE

MAGIC

GOD

ME!

with

all

others for who

serve

true

body

mind

heart

soul

spirit

and

beyond

with

ALLITIS

MAGIC

TRUE

GOD

know

NOW!

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Across the Railroad Tracks of Love

Posted on September 17, 2014 by katiemiafrederick

http://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2014/09/17/once-in-a-blue-moon/

Allah makes humans to love..

and by love i mean supporting the tribe

with all their heart

in flesh and blood connections

making life and survival even possible…

Technology and modern societies change the equation…

There is the social cognition part of the mind

that includes empathy

and the systemizing mind

aka mechanical cognition

that solves problems…

When the systemizing mind is turned on to solve problems

the empathizing mind is repressed to solve the problems and vice versa…

My wife’s mother spent her life poor

and mostly away from work raising 6 children

in mostly poverty

sometimes

without any electricity or food to feed her children…

Her way of life is more like our ancestors

who truly depend on each other for just their basic survival…

The amazing thing is later in her life..

through all her hardships..

she always has an open door for anyone

in her impoverished community..

in her little home..

for someone to lay a head..

and to share whatever she has to eat…

And even through all these hardships

all six children survive

and find people to love them

and take care of them..

for they are given the gift of loving all others

unconditionally too…

Sometimes the true poverty among human being..

is in technologically advanced societies..

and what they call the ‘the side of the railroad tracks where the superior folks live’…

Jesus the prophet words do seem correct..

and Muhammad the prophet shares similar sentiment

of what does seem to be truth..

The meek will truly inherit the Kingdom of Divine Love..

the greatest gift Allah gives us..

if used..

And yes..

i am very impoverished before in this way of life..

needing everything in my life that truly counts

to be taken away to fully understand it..

Love..

yes Love lost..

ALL LOST..

and love gained for all others finAlly true for me…

The lesson of Allah is now my life..

Thank GOD…

This is the problem in the world..

societies are so big now..

that even in individual societies people forget

we are equal brothers and sisters in the eyes of Allah..

deserving of equal love..

yes..

Divine verb of LOVE FREELY GIVEN..

to all others needing..

IT..

to make one tribe work

in harmony

Divine LOVE…

There may be no real effective answer to this..

as humans are made by Allah to live in much smaller groups..

with only around 150 to 200 sets of eyes..

to truly connect to..

before eyes become nothing

and something to avoid…

And of course when societies exist overseas with no real connection..

it is so much easier to declare wars large or very small..

to never see the pain of innocents..

who will fall to eyes that are never truly seen..

WITHOUT the Love of Allah’s Divine connection REAL Human Being LOVING way….

i never meet my neighbors

until a Hurricane comes and sweeps away trees

and electricity…

The best part of the whole experience

is meeting and sharing food with my neighbors…

Something my wife’s mother can take for granted

almost everyday of her life…

Across the railroad tracks..

LIFE and LOVE

Perhaps the reason more of us can do this

so far across the continents with so many folks now is..

We do not have to see each others eyes..

per the written word…

i for one..

LOVE loving eyes..

and can never get enough..

in REAL LIFE NOW..

but Allah now makes me..

for whatever reason..

that way..

for NOW @least.

To be clear i am not placing any personal judgement

on your personal life…

These are just the words that come to me..

that i let flow freely here on yOur blog…

Love you..

and may Allah’s Divine LOVE always LIVE IN YOU..

FRIEND..

to share with all others

as you so easily share IT here..🙂

FRIEND

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OJoy THE DEAD ZONE

Posted on September 16, 2014 by katiemiafrederick

i am born without a mask..

with arms open to any stranger to give a hug..

nah..

my form of Autism is not one of not wanting to connect..

it is one of

superconnector..

with no separation..

no ego..

Raw

emotional energy..

extreme tactile sensitivity..

endless energy..

i am an energy

body..

not even realizing what my face

looks like on the outside..

feeling weightless..

almost like..

a soul

without a body…

Before i am 4 and cannot speak..

i still know the things my mother needs

and find her keys under her bed in another room

when she is searching frantically muttering where are my keys

and i just hand them to her with a smile…

and no words of course…

And for so many years after that as when i start looking

over the river before age 4 feeling as though i had been here forever

knowing i belonged…

Challenge and adversity a normal animal way is going to be a little

more than for most others…

And one day

the

DEAD ZONE WILL COME FOR FIVE YEARS..

THE GREATEST CHALLENGE OF MY LIFE

THE CHALLENGE OF ‘JOB’ IS TRULY WHAT IT IS

Yes..

it is no longer allowed to be spoken of in the marriage counselor office

where my wife and i go..

We just call it the DEAD ZONE now

and simply let it go…

But still..

it’s

how i

get to where i am now..

and sometimes i revisit there..

if the mood is ‘wRite’ to celebrate who i am

even more now…

Working out Monday Night it feels good to see 16..45LB

weights lined up with 2..10LB

weights on each side..

740 LBS total..

i now lift in leg press with my legs..

for me a miracle as at the beginning of that

5 years of Dead Zone..

i can not raise my arms above my head without almost

passing out..

Chronic stress..

yes job related starting in the late 90’s

coming to a pinnacle of total human exhaustion

in 2008..

takes me to a place of my body breaking down

and basically going haywire in almost every body system i have..

Paramountly and not diagnosed until around 2010..

as the condition is so rare..

Type two Trigeminal Neuralgia..

like someone drilling my teeth without novocaine

from wake to sleep..

except the pain is in my right eye and ear

making effective use of sight and hearing

almost impossible..

Dysautonomia..

that is Autonomic Nervous System Dysfunction..

making itself first known..

yes unknown to me..

in Summer of 2007..

chilled in the air of 100 degree temperatures..

when a breeze blows against my skin..

eventually my feet and ankles always cold..

eventually feeling cold and faint most all the time…

Another diagnosis coming almost 2 years later..

For whatever reason doctors seem not to believe i can

actually have these things i am feeling but they cannot see on the outside..

It is always me that has to fight to go on..

and no..

no matter what..

somehow i never give all the way up…

i will say this for sure..

Science now shows how stress can kill..

And by GOD yes..

it definitely comes close to killing me..

40 days in 2008 of no sleep except for 1 hour

with a powerful alpha blocker..

and no sleep the last 5 days..

the levels of Dante’s Inferno growing

stronger every day of that 40..

me asking GOD how much more can i take..

but no..

i refuse to get mad at GOD

for at least GOD gives me the love of my life

that i ask for earlier

in my life..

yes..

wife…

Yes truly then..

all i want in life..

is to feel love by a wife..

and yes..

this is surely

my gift

from

GOD

then….

Additionally out of 19 total documented medical disorders..

the great challenge then..

Sjogren’s Syndrome

where my eyes stop making tears..

where i feel like i am swimming in salt water with

eyes wide open…

At the end of 40 days without no sleep

i can no longer function at all..

i imagine being on the side of the road somewhere

where dogs will be eating me naked…

There are some places so dark..

that yes..they do deserve to be called

the

DEAD ZONE.

i tried to escape this world before the suffering is too great

for what i can imagine anyone to experience..

i find the car keys and a strength from within

from somewhere at the end of that 40 days..

and drive off trying to slam my self into a tree..

but nah..

i follow the rules..

my foot will not go faster than 55..

So i travel to the bottom of a bridge but too weak

to go to jump off it..

my sister finds me at the bottom of the bridge..

driving in her car..

she coaxes me in her car..

but i still want to jump off the banks of board

walk river shore..

the burning pain that is all my body..

and the emptiness of soul..

like a piece of paper..

is so far beyond anything i can imagine

of pain or depression..

that

the dark part is a miracle of bad stuff that can

seemingly possibly even happen to anyone then..

There is no why for me then..

just is..

REAL HUMAN HELL..

with no escape…

i finally agree to go to a hospital and after refusing anything

stronger than an alpha blocker..

i am administered two milligrams of

Ativan and for 5 long years..

Ativan is the only thing that allows me to escape the pain..

with sleep then starting with 4 milligrams..

and finally ending the drug last Summer..

along with a miraculous recovery..

where bliss is my new home of life..

Yes..

just making the most of

YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE

THE

MOST

ONLY

LIVE

NOW!

Last week i have a respiratory virus that did not slow me down..

but yesterday i contracted an intestinal

bug where my home once again

for a short while now..

only night confined to my bedroom for one long day..

but

nah..

i do not worry..

i’ve been through so much more..

where a night lasted 5 long years..

beyond most people’s comprehension..

with a reminder though enough

to remember and yes honor

the challenge of

the

DEAD ZONE

GOD GIVES ME..

i am fearless

now

and

will do anything..

and yes..

i do mean anything to help anyone

else

avoid

such a fate…

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A place wHere everyOne kNows yOur Face

Posted on September 15, 2014 by katiemiafrederick

Seriously..

Is not that what All humans want

core

social animal being…

Well..

When i am a

baby..

my mother tells me i have an issue..

With my big toe i turn round and round

and

round in crib and do not sleep at night..

In those days doctors call it hyperactivity ..

the kid’s spunky

and other ‘normal’ adverbs…

And then one day..

before i can speak..

that is not until age 4..

i escape the trailer..

yes..

we are not of the privileged ‘lot’..

and dart across a huge yard into a road…

My mother only turns her head for just a second..

and

just like THAT i am gone…

i might not be writing this kNow..

except for a man who stops his car..

and

brings me back to my mother with serious scolding

eyes!

These days they have a medical term for that..

for non-verbal autistic children named..

WANDERING..

hmm..

really complex term huh..

and that turning one’s toe around and around and around

added in with THAT..

yes! the spunky part

is now called

ADHD!

Well..

i channeled all!

my ADHD energy

into constructive stuff..

like riding my bicycle all over town..

checking the temperature over and over

to see how hot it will

get!

at the bank in town a few miles away from home..

until one day i almost get heat stroke

and

have delirious dreams of potato chip monsters!

Yes.. and at other times i have dream control and CAN DO

WHATEVER

i want to do in dreams too!

yes..

that IS fun..!

as i get older too!

Well..

the thing is..

in most every human population

tHere is a certain percentage

huwomans

that

have a nomad gene..

And the further away one moves away from the original

place of huwoman beings..

like in South America..

more folks have this nomad gene..

It’s just geography and math..

more miles on foot..

means

more nomadic folks of course!

These folks who are SPUNKY!

TEND TO HAVE COURAGE AND DETERMINATION

TO MOVE BABY MOVE..

HMM..

IT’S NO WONDER THOSE FOLKS IN BRAZIL CAN DANCE

THAT!

WAY

BABY..

MOVING THOSE HIPS LIKE THAT!

YEAH..

HELL YEAH..!

SHAKIRA IS A COLUMBIAN GIRL!

THERE’S NO DOUBT ABOUT THAT IN THOSE

COLUMBIAN

NOMADIC

HIPS!

THEY DON’T

LIE!

NO THEY DON’T!

WELL..

MY BIG TOE DIDN’T LIE EITHER..

THIS GUY IS BORN TO

MOVE!

BUT!

SCHOOL TRAPS!

ME IN A LECTURE SEAT..

AND

WORK EVENTUALLY TRAPS ME!

BEHIND A DESK IN A 10FT BY 12FT PRISON CELL!

WITH ME SCREAMING SILENTLY BEHIND A COMPUTER SCREEN!

GET THE HELL OUT..!

BUT

MY BODY IS TELLING

NOT

reAlly..

as i didn’t really know how dangerous this IS for me..

nomadic dude

not

sitter..!

that yes!

does occur in around

20% of all animal populations..

the natural introvert..

if you will!

the

SITTER

VS.

THE

ROVER

AND

for all practical intents and purposes

a super rover..!

even now as i dance walk 2000 miles

in one year all over my metro area..

a nomadic dude..

teaching the tribe to dance

actions not words

all!

ALL NON-VERBAL

JUST LIKE WHEN

i AM 3

is all i am

when

dance wildly

freely! for the tribe

to show ’em a new way to

DANCE!

WITH GRAVITY

ON AND ON AND ON..

INSTEAD OF AGAINST IT

with

EASY

EXHAUSTION!

MY TRIBE IS LARGE..

YES.. VERY LARGE..!

NOT THE 150 TO 200 SETS OF EYES..

THAT is ONCE

IN OUR GENETIC MEMORY

OF RELATIVE SMALL GROUPS OF

HUWOMAN

TRIBES!

THERE IS MORE FOLKS THAN THAT

JUST IN THE

RAVE DANCE CLUB

dance wildly and freely AT

every Thursday night now for almost

half

year!

Before..!

i AM trapped

in that human zoo of an administrative office..

Director of this and Director of that..

of my own prison is what it

really

IS..

THAT!

work at a military Bowling Center..

yes!

CIVIL SERVICE GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE PAID

HELP

PEOPLE

PLAY!

AND BABY THAT’S WhERE i shine!

to help

FOLKS

PLAY!

FOR ALMOST 2 DECADES

RUNNING HERE

AND RUNNING ThERE..

DOWN AND UP THE LANES..

CHASING DEAD WOOD..

PLACING BOWLING PINS BACK UP

WHERE THEY FALL..

DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY AM i

just passing out shoes

to the tribe!

YES!

i AM meant to

SERVE THE TRIBE!

NOT

LEAD

DAM

COULDN’T ‘YOU’ SEE THAT

i am not cut out to lead the tribe..!

HMM..

WELL..

BEING

A SMARTY PANTS

too..

ALL

COMPUTER WAYS..

LEADS ME TO FRONT OFFICE

DEMAND IS WHAT

i AM

as a cog in a computer

to show folks

computer ways..

in the end..

but yeah..

i have to find a skill

to stay in a job when the government RUNS out of money

to pay folks to help the military folks play!

but no it ISN’T my destiny!

DANCE!

TRULY

DESTINY

INSTEAD!

AND EVEN MARTIAL ARTS to

BOOT!

THE

SIDE

TOO!

NOW A TRUE WILL OF DANCE

ALL FREE TOO ME!

TO SERVE THE TRIBE!

AND BACK THEN AT THE BOWLING CENTER

MOST EVERYONE IN TOWN

KNows

FRED FROM THE BOWLING CENTER…

NOW

EVERY ONE KNOWS

THE

DANCING GUY!

AND WHEREVER i GO FOLKS RECOGNIZE MY FACE

BUT AS i rarely speak or even change my facial expressions

when all the other body parts move

like a spiraling

galaxy

SPACE!

am now in a SPACE

YES

PLACE!

wHere everyOne kNows my

FACE!

YES..

IT’S

THAT

‘CHEERS’

SHOW

AND

i’m

‘NORM!’

but

instead

i’m

the DANCING GUY

THAT

MAKES

FOLKS

SMILE

AND OFTEN

LAUGH!

am a light of dance

and

this!

LAMP

SHINES!

GOD PUTS ME ON EARTH

TO DANCE

AND

CALLOUSED

BIG

TOES

TELL

THE

TALE

THIS

DANCING BABY’S

EYES!

NOW IN

!969WORDS2@!AGE54!hErE2!@NOwWord969!

yeah..!

and

photos

too!

word976..2!

with restricted link

coming last to ILLUStrate the

next song better

2..988!988..2

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One Response to Entrails of the Exposed

katiemiafrederick says:

September 14, 2014 at 10:55 pm

i like this one

and i do remember it

from a year ago..

as it does remind me

of the dark night of the soul…

Sometimes it last for moments..

sometimes it lasts for years..

but to lose a soul

is truly to be erased

from existence

i know now…

i felt the bone dust existence..

and yes that’s all it was is bone dust existence..

but apparently it is very flammable as light ignites my bones too..

Yes..i think there’s a Cold Play song that says the same words too!

Well..i know you love the cosmos

and more and more i think about

as above so below..

and at core it is so fascinating

that we are the same nucleus and electrons

orbiting the similar as planets around our Sun..

and Sun orbiting a Black Hole Sun too….

Hmm..i know you have issues with dizzy..

but i wish you could spin around and around as i do now..

as i too used to get dizzy just with raising my arms above my head…

In my opinion..

when we are balanced enough

to spin without gravity bringing us down..

we truly do become planets orbiting Sun..

or Sun orbiting black hole Sun…

and this is part of where the bone dust is ignited

into eternal fire of Sacred unconditional Love..

where every second of eternity now..

is truly a haven of heaven now…!

But no..alas you do not have to spin..

you can just balance

in whatever way works for you..

to be a planet in favor of Sun..:)close but not too close.. of course..:)

to keep the ignition running hot!but not! burnt out!

In the beginning tHere IS Dark

Then LIGHt..

LiGHT creates Movement

or

Dance..

Dance or movement

creates sound

or

song!

So yes.. in the beginning tHere is Dark

then LIGHT then DANCE then SONG..

And yes..

poetry is SONG too..

and in word shapes Dance

too!

Moving in well over 8 million words

on Internet lyrics i do flow in

words everywHere i go online

too..yes..i let it ALL go too!

HeRE!

So i guess i should mention THAT

in

respect of Words..

yes..!

Poetry Song..2!

and

example

hErE true..

2..:)@1366word2;)!

GOD IS LOVE

TRULY!

WHAT

MORE

CAN

ANYONE DO TO PROVE

THAT

THAN

JUST

DO

IT!

LIKE MY FRIENDS

YES!

FRIENDS!

AT

NIKE

SAY!

JUST

I

CE

DO

IT

!

!@WORD1396!

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Finding MY new tale

Posted on September 13, 2014 by katiemiafrederick

Did

you ever watch Flipper..

sadly enough the

actor

Kathy

Dolphin

apparently

kills herself

when

her

trainer Ric O’Barry

comes to see

her

lonely..

A social animal that depends

echolocation

navigate the seas

and identify species of its kind..

yes..!

the friendly kind!

Yes2!

trapped in an echo chamber of a tank..

then retired in 1970..

solitary

ALL

ALONE!

until Ric the trainer comes back…

KATHY

lookS into the trainer’s eyes

say!

i cannot take this existential angst

of loneliness in echoed chamber with no life but

mine

anymore..

REFUSE TO TAKE

ANOTHER BREATH..

AND

NO..

DOLPHINS ARE NOT AUTOMATIC

BREATHERS..

THIS

DOLPHIN

KATHY

MAKES

THE

CHOICE

EXIT

HUMAN

MADE

HELL

FOR

THIS

POOR

HUMBLE

CREATURE

GOD!

AFTER ONE LAST GOODBYE

TO THE

MAN

WHO

LOVED HER PERHAPS MORE THAN

ANY OTHER HUMAN WITH UNDERSTANDING

THE

LEVEL

DOLPHIN’S SONIC SENSITIVE NATURE TO THE SEAS AROUND THEM!

PERHAPS THAT’S THE STORY

AND

THE

LESSON

TOLD!

WE ANIMALS OF GOD DO NOT ALL SEE THE WORLD OR HEAR

THE

SAME!

WE!

ARE

UNIQUE!

WE!

ARE

DIFFERENT!

AND

YES

WE!

ARE

ALL

SPECIAL TOO!

Not to give spoilers for the new movie of topic..

but

the

key

CONNECTION..

ACCEPTANCE..

AND

OVERALL

SACRED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

FOR

ALL

GOD’S CREATION!

MY NEW TALE IS DANCE..

SONG..

INCLUDING

MARTIAL

ARTS

AND

POETRY TOO!

AND

YES

RENAISSANCE REAL LIFE

MALE

NUDE

ARTIST

THE

FLESH

AND

BLOOD

TRUE!

go perhaps where no other 54 year old

man

goes

this

life!

but

i go FREE IN THE WILD

LIFE!

NO longer

live in a

HUMAN ZOO!

AND NO!

I’M NEVER DEPRESSED NOW..!

SOME FOLKS THINK THAT’S

CRAZY..

simply

know

it’s

FREE

WITH

WITHOUT

WORDS

OR TRADITIONAL EYES OR EARS

TO SEE

AND

HEAR

HeReNOW!

YES!

hell

yes!

*!WORD316FREE!@RESTRICTEDLINK@!FREE316WORD!*

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Living in the September of Boogie Wonderland

Posted on September 13, 2014 by katiemiafrederick

Well..

this month around the equinox..

as my birth date

6660

actually

scheduled two weeks

before the due date of around June 20th 1960

sometime around Summertime Soltice day..

660th

month

human

existence

yes..

conceived sometimes around

the

Fall Equinox

1959..

Hmm..

so when does life start..

when

starts..

seems

simple

enough

me@60wordshere!

But

anyway September is always magicK

to me..

particularly around the time the Fall Equinox occurs…

start to feel the magicK in the air around September 6th..

and

it goes on and on..

until the first fall breeze in North Florida..

invariably around

the

Fall Equinox

i see patterns in GOD

aka

mother nature to me..

that

yes

do effect the nature of human being..

alignment with the stars..

planets..

and

yes!

Galaxies true!

Destiny is in the stars and galaxies

and

planets

too..

ONE

HUMAN

BEING

Intuition and the ability to personally..

yes..!

i said personally connecting and communicating with all of mother nature

AKA GOD

through the true synchronicities of life that extend out in all patterns of nature

and man made nature too!

Finding the signs of awakening and enlightenment for each individual is truly unique

too!

THE RHYTHM AND FLOW OF LIFE CAN BE LIKE THE ORBITING BALANCE

PLANET AROUND THE SUN!

BLACK

HOLE

SUN

WHERE NO ENERGY IS EMITTED TO OTHERS TRUE

ABSORBING ENERGY OF ALL KINDS..

POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE

WHAT

do!

And sometimes the negative energy

transforms

cocooned creature

into

BUTTER FLY TRUE 2!

AND

THAT IS WHAT i always aim to do!

the wings

not

the

Butter..

you

will!

And hell yes!

THE WAY i DO THAT IS DANCE!

WILD AND FREE DANCE!

OUR

ANCESTORS

ENJOYED

BEFORE COMPLEX VERBAL

LANGUAGE

MUFFLED OUT ANYTHING OTHER ..

MUCH

OTHER

THAN

WORDS!

YOUNG AT HEART

AND

STAY

THAT

WAY!

now!

wRite

NOW!

WORDs321!

1232

322..2

AND

yes!

start

rEvolution

ORANGE

BEFORE

THE

APPLE

WITHOUT

!344ONE344!

word

347

NOW

!*!

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Allah’s Karma

Posted on September 11, 2014 by katiemiafrederick

http://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2014/09/09/cracked-pink-mirror/

Well..

i just finished commenting and writing associated with a prompt

on the Dark Night of the Soul..

and your words will certainly fit that too..

the day of that prompt too…

To find that voice Allah in the darkest of night..

is the only solace possible..

but there is a darkness beyond that..

and perhaps it is getting forgiveness from Allah

for the times when we do harm others in this life..

sometimes without full intention

but never the less the hurt may still be same…

i try never to harm someone as i know now for sure..

if i do..

if the next dark night of the soul comes..

i too will have to repay that debt..

once again..

in a burning greater that any hell fire imaginable….

no i do not want to go to Allah’s true human hell ever again..

nor do i ever want anyone else to ever go where i’ve been..there..for sure…

i always want to stay positive..

i never want to scare anyone about Allah..

as no one needs to fear Allah if they do not harm his creation..

with selfish unwarranted intent..

but these days it’s hard not to slip up

and just be human with errors true like this too…

Karma is just the way it is..now and then..too..

In my opinion that debt is always between the person and Allah..

with never me to judge..the punishment or cause…

But Karma..

yes..

Allah’s Karma i personally do know to be true..

i stay in Sacred Love..

and yes..

that Sacred LOVE..

does protect me from Allah’s Karma..

in warm and true..

so far away from the black meadow

that does not see the white light..

but not for eternity..

surely for true….

too….

the light always comes back….

to be with Allah once again…..

As Allah’s forgiveness is greater

than any human being forgiveness..

possible..

forevermore now..

it’s only Allah’s true human hell

that seems like eternity..when one is truly there….

My prayer’s are with your relative..

continuAlly..

and may Allah continue to shine down on her..

through times of dis ease..and health true…:)

Love you and you are truly back in Allah’s way

through the words i do hear here..

now..

for true..

my friend..in Allah’s love..:)in Truth.

Well..

yes..

posting this early morn.

9112014

years the anniversary of the

tragedy

911

One thing is better..

now have a President that refers to Islam

the religion of love

and

Allah

that

GOD

Making it clear we all live under a GOD

Truth

ONE

He clarifies the extremists are the evil ones..

not entire countries where innocents do live like Mr. Bush

did

back

when

declares

war on an axis of evil…

Including many kind and loving

Islam

aka

Muslim

people…

I know it true to be that there is great love among Muslim People

as i have never met a more kind and sensitive person than Lala Rukh…

always

putting her self last

only a grain of sand…

a girl from Pakistan giving me inspiration coming off of

5 long years of serious dark night

the

soul

seemingly

never

ending!

What i have learned from Lala is more

Patriotism than ever before for my country

as although she has her loving ways..

her culture still oppresses

many

her freedoms

the

can

take

for

granted

every now

every day!

And yes Lala loves her Pakistan too..!

And i understand that as Patriotism will accept some issues

and

continue

run

strong

the

blood of those

who live on soils of countries they dearly love as home!

Most of humans are similar

in the way we thrive on love..

tolerance

and

acceptance

our

human being!

And i will celebrate my freedom on 911 this 2014

two ways..

Rave dancing at age 54 with all the college age folks

at old Seville Quarter tonight 911 around 11 pm to 2 am…

and of course my art of renaissance truest fullest human art!

Bringing back human freedom to its fullest in the 21st century Renaissance NEWd!;)

http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/09/renaissance-selfie-stripping.html

More photos to follow..

After dance night ends sometime after 3am!

!696!

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Renaissance Selfie Disrobing

Posted on September 10, 2014 by katiemiafrederick

Art is a Verb of Perfection

Cloud formations in beauty are never noun of perfection..

art is a perfection GOD as verb in practice..

practice..

yes practice!

So what is Renaissance Selfie Disrobing…

Seeing your self as who you really are..

not filtered by the expectations and limitations of others…

Nah..

it’s not about airbrushed and touched up photos…

It is about raw humanity..

living life as best as one can..

in the now of forevermorenow..

And since tHere is only now..

YNOt!

Are ya brave enough to do it..

well i am..

nah..

no expectations

or limitations

of worries

of what other folks think

about me..

i truly am selfie renaissance stripping FREE1!

If now is all that is..

all it makes sense to do..is do now all you can do!

And i for 1 am gonna do IT 4FREeD!4surein2014!

wRite NOW!

Yes..2!

Life is complicated

as fully illustrated in the video above..

as to who thinks what about who when why or where…

But

when

selfies

come

self

comeS

true!

Not

unlike

the

Gospel

Thomas Quoted here..

where

illustrate

FULL

FORM

SELFIE

GENERATED

ART

REAL

TIME

RESTRICTED LINK BELOW!

NAH..

NOT

EVERYONE CAN BE FREE AS i am to

THAT

NOW!

BUT

YOURSELF

TRUE

WITHOUT

LIMITATIONS

EXPECTATIONS

LIMITATIONS

OTHERS

WELL..

JUST

THAT!

KNOW

YOUR

SELFIE

!*232WORDnow!TRUE!wordNOW232*!

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

37) His disciples said to him, "When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?"
    He said, "When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid."