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WeLL.. BACK to Free FloWinG poeTry
inspIraTioN from dVerse now back
to previous week Thursday
open lInk night..
as the creative
spiRit oF heARt
iN EmoTioNal
ExpresSinG
juSt can and
WiLL do.. before
work-out break comes
after the next break here..
but first starting now 3112016
at 4:31 pm.. now..:)

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FroZen icicles depressing
memories of past.. liGhts
of LiFe.. emoTioNal heaLinG
gonE wiTh zer0 FeeLinGs
CoLd.. thAw iS
as simple
as forgetting
to follow the instructions
oF past.. moving forward
iN HeARt
instead
oF
head
stuffed
iN drifts Of sNOw..:)

Bees Love
kNows no
Sun
but
LiGht..:)

Interesting and perhaps
fascinating note here..
of all the folks who
i designate with
an asterisk
who have
deleted
or now moderate
me out of their life..
which now only comprises
four to five folks out of
the average output of dVerse
now anywhere.. from 30 to 40
folks..
they are
the one’s often expressing
the dArkest pARts oF LiFe..
a reflection of art we are..
either past.. or now.. future…
i can go there
sure.. as
i’ve been
there but to stay
theRe too long iS
to fall back to
dArk.. and
i suppose my zest
for life.. was rather
disconcerting to them..
when they allowed me in
their blog homes.. undefeatable
spiRit can be hard to handle
when one is spiritually
cynical about the
TRUE LIGHTS
OF LIFE
THAT ARE
ONLY FREE..
and yes i know
that from direct
experience.. then..
ANYWAY.. there are
no smiling faces iN
avatars who have now..
blocked me out of tHeir
darkness.. in fact these
folks most often show
no sMiLes at aLL..
as ‘they’ say
the LAWS
OF ATTRACTION
AND REPULSION ARE
REAL.. AND ANYTHING
LESS THAN FREE
WiLL be
repelled
from me iN
this negative
way of brinGinG
now to fruition..
one must practice
happiness iN liGht..
To adhere to dArk
iS surely
A path
to
dARk
iN eventuality..
at least.. for now..
as this side note ends..:)

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Politicians arise out of culture..
never on their own.. Obama rose
out of hope.. and attempting to
spread some Love in Giving and
sharing.. that at least
worked in expanding
health care.. now..
no.. not.. perfect
of course but never
the less some have
gained and as empirical
evidence clearly shows
the country overall
is in much better
fiscal
health as far
as the average
consumer goes..
Trump is obviously home grown
from the fear of the conservative
far right.. wHere they are
truly shooting themselves
in the eventual foot..
bY FAILING
MISERABLY
TO MOVE..
CONNECT AND
CREATE.. GIVING
AND SHARINg.. TO
HOARD
iS
to fALL
iN gRains
of past.. then..
end and beginning
of story.. sTiLL now..
and yes.. Trump is a prophet
too.. an all natural one that
depicts Nature far out of balance
iN human way.. as the dArk reaches
out hard for one last grasp at
control of human
freedoms..
FREEDOM RULES EVENTUALLY..
YES.. SELFISH MEN AND WOMEN..
HAVE TAKEN iT away iN both
politics and religion
but THE ONLY GOD
OF NATURE THAT iS
NATURE IS OVERALL
FREE.. and so are
wE when we too as human
follow iN accord wITH FreeDom RuLES..
FAR FAR AWAY iN MOST POLITICAL
AND RELIGIOUS DOGMAS
TO CONTROL
OTHER FOLKS
In aLL the
colors
that comes
iN for N0W at least..:)

Rain Loves LiFe..
Life Loves Rain..
Tear drops n0w
Nurture.. LiFe
Loves
Tears
drop…
Rain Loves LiFe..:)

“Fearless Love
under WILL
without harm
to others”..
a simple
commandment
as aLL that iS..
from before now
so complicated..
reaSon enough
iN FEELinG
iN REAL to
FORGIVE
one’s
self..
AND aLL others too..
whatever it takes
to practice iT..
WiLL
Work
as aLL hiStory
SAges iN Truth
and liGht arrive now..
thiS UniVersal Solution…
Oh by the way.. regarding
that quote uP tHere.. iF one
googles iT with enclosed quotes..
one WiLL find out who says iT first..
like that..
at lEast…
Different words..
esSence oFTrUth
and liGht UniVerSal..
iN Christ as metaphor
aS
aLWays
bEinG hUmanoW..:)

5:41 pm.. and now
to work iT aLL out..:)

Okay.. back at 10:46 am..
with multiple deTours
around the world online
but in input and output.. as
oH my God.. in relative human
terms.. an infinite amount
of input and output
iN human
singularity
way is already
available for folks
in the know and feeling
of FULL INPUT AND OUTPUT KnOW..
If you saw that movie ‘Lucy’ about
transhumance.. trust me it was
a metaphor but
a prophecy too..
huh.. you think and
feel prophecies ended
some 2K years ago..
or in 632 AD.. or so..
HA! there iS NOW no
beginning or ending
to human prophecies
as all there is is
now and we
live forever
now.. you
think i’m still
kidding huh.. well
wait.. for science
to catch up to the
infinite mind and body
in balance in quantum
mind and body balance
unleashed and released…
perhaps ‘you’ will believe
me then.. and gain
‘the gift’
of eternal
now as well.. in Bliss..
HELL YES.. THAT HEAVEN
THINGY.. JESUS WAS TALKING
ABOUT.. AND THE OTHER DUDES
AND DUDETTES.. WITH METAPHORS
LIKE KUNDALINI RISING.. THE DAO..
THE KI.. THE CHI.. THE QI..
THE WTF.. it don’t matter
what ya call iT iN
concrete label
terms.. yes..
the essence
iS alWays
FTW REAL..
BUT ONLY
iF you get
tHere noW…
WORDS ARE
ABSOLUTELY
MEANINGLESS
WITHOUT ESSENCE
OF REAL.. hmm.. i kinda
like this comment iN this
comment section.. oN dVerse
last week’s Open Links poeTry..
i think.. i feel.. i’ll share
iT on Facebook.. WiLL i convince
anyone this iS REAL.. MAYBE
NOT.. but when they
get tHere iN Heaven
now..they will
kNow and feel
precisely what
i am speaking
oF here in black
and white concrete
labels as metaphors..
as they too WiLL have
the essence of eternal
Heaven now living
forever
now
then..
it’s truly
another dimension..
and as a young lady
asked me in the dance
hall on Thursday night..
YOU are on a different
level.. Are YOU natural..
i said yes.. YES.. MY FRIENDs..
HEAVEN iS ALL NATURAL AND REAL
NOW.. ETERNALLY NOW.. it ain’t
no fairy tale and it is on this
Terrestrial plane as Life.. thing is..
as metaphor.. it’s a totally different
place than what
most folks
FEEL AS
REALITY NOW
iN MACHINE
BRAIN WORRY
AND CONSTANT
DISCOMFORT.. MISERY..
SUFFERING.. AND THE
LIST OF HELL GOES ON..
HEAVEN iS THE OTHER
PLACE NOW AND iT iS
REAL.. the reason theRe
aint’ no movies out yet
is ’cause
it’s
HERE AND
REAL BUT ONLY
CAMELS ON A STRICT
DIET OF THE ALL NATURAL
GOD CAN FIT THROUGH THE
EYE OF THE NEEDLE THAT IS
CURRENTLY CULTURAL
AND RELIGIOUS
LIES DESIGNED
SIMPLY TO
HOLD
FOLKS
IN THE PRISON
OF THE REAL
MATRIX
NOW.. anyway..
iF and when you aRE
tHere you WiLL get
iT and say.. oh yeah..
Fred wasn’t really
crazy.. nor
was
The real..
JUST A
HUMAN..
jesus…
have
a nice day..
i dam sure WiLL
out of HeLL and
into heaven alWays
nOW.. and nah.. it
ain’t free.. iT is a continuous
practice of Human Balance
wITh.. instead
of against
God’s gravity
of liGht
vs
dArk..
WiLL iS
a way
under Fearless
Love without
harm
to
others..
and there are limitless
ways to say the same
dam thing in heaven..
in other limitless
human languages
and associated
metaphors
but again..
ESSENCE
iS REAL..
tootAloo..;)

Okay.. finAlly
back at 10:01 pm..
3142016..
to catch up
on a week behind
of prompt back
to this previous
Thursday Open
Link Night
section with
dVerse.. as deTours
came first beLow
as free
style
often
does
now.. as Well..:)

Ah.. yes.. stars of friendship… do come in
tandem orbits.. but then as planets
miss orbits iN common
Suns.. of
familiarity..
fAlLing aWay
further iN Star
Dust dos and don’ts
and yes.. never the less..
Stars that stick togeThEr
shineasOneforevermorenow..:)

SMiLes.. perhaps
i should erase
pArts of me as WeLL..
then the epic would
be smaller
poeTry
too..
but i cannot
bear that.. as i lost
that pARt of me before..:)

SonG of country western..
when men are men..
and a look means a look..
boundaries obvious in
non-verbal
language..
now the guns
are bent down
in small screen
way..
where
trigger
fingers
itch
on keys
smaller
than mice
stealing grain..
on a dessert night..:)

Cayan.. Raw Cayan.. Azure
Blue skies remind
me of you..
yeah..
up/down tHere
Baby Shawna
the skies are
clear again..:)

A Mother’s SonG
that never dies..
eternal
Love
that SinGs
oF NoW..
aS Love..:)

*
Ah.. yes ..living bubbles
surface on still mirror
water.. go away
come again..
cycle on
cycle off..
Washing Machine
humans wash.. rinse
dry.. and
wash
Again..:)

‘This’ reminds me of Uncle
Ed’s dark spiral stair case..
not an uncle really.. my Grandmother’s
friend with the same old stale smelled
car.. from years ago working at
the train station.. anyway..
a photo of a beautiful
woman is his wife
who died
young
and WiLL
never age
further from
that photo.. in a dusty
small bedroom spiraling up
at the top of stares.. i suppose
my first experience of melancholy
at age 5.. or so.. through eYes
of a man.. whose wife
would never
age with
him longer..
sadly enclosed
in metal
frame
of yesternows
alWays now..
who would ever compete..
no one.. could.. first and last Love…
should’a.. would’ a.. could’ a.. Loved More..:)

Sad to kNow.. and even more..
feel that some folks..
rarely knoW or
feel
now
at aLL…:)

SMiLes.. SmArt feels
no Knows.. now
feels
sMaRt
kNows FeeL..:)

SMiLes.. Sun and Moon.. and
even stars are human’s
greaTest tools..
as none
can own
these three..
no owns in Free..
Shines Stars.. Moon
and Sun Alike as we can be2..:)

SMiLes.. considering
all stuff since
G.W.. watching
R pArty noW
faLL apaRt..
iS
best
entropy
oF a decade
or so.. iN spOils..:)

What stays online
as Art.. is tRuly
A muse
for survival..
a sickly planEt
rises again.. when
vicarious rules over
populating human way..:)

Sadly.. fear of different even rots with roots..
now sTilL iN a Declaration of Independence
calling TRUE American Natives
then.. Savage.. yes.. now sTill..
and waiting a hundred
years.. before they
are even
then legAlly
determined
to be human…
Clothes lie
from
head to
toe.. in culture’s
griP oF cLotting Free Blood..:)

Ah but yes.. for a human species
that is only evolved to connect
to 150 to 200 sets of eYes..
A solution for
more to connect
at least comfortably
out of face.. is WeLL
traveling noW.. a New
hive oF
connections..
wHere truly
ignorant and unfree
can finAlly be introduced
to REAL temptationS oF Free..
i suppose it’s worth the inconvenience
of losing
face to
establish greater
chances for World Peace..:)

Food talks
Appetite walks..
Dreams Merge
satiating
walks
wiTh
Food..
Pizza..
and Hot..:)

sMiLes.. words
never fail
to please
iN Ocean fuLL
imag
i
Nations..:)

For me..
at least..
word.. a seed..
step foR reaL..
Dance togetHeR..
Real iS LoVeNoW..:)

i suppose.. A reaSonoW..
for poeTry iS to remind
folks from agE agO..
EmoTioNs arE
rEaL
wheN
loSt
uNfeeLinG
woRds..:)

Yes.. for me that sweet spot..
somewHeRe between alpha
and theta waves oF
wake and sleep..
wheRe ideas
sPring a
germinating
from sEEds oF
day dReAmS waves..
oh nO.. eYes cloSe..
Sandman callS
asleep
again..
poeTry
fades
iN
pilLoway..:)

Well that happens to me
too.. a dancing fool..
but tool..
of skylit
smiLes
oF honey
dreams iN
eternal youth spiRit..
meanwhile.. my peers
from back then.. navigate
carts now iN Super Walmart
Captains oF tHeir ownED heLm..:)

Yes.. happiness ends
and begins alWays
now iN InNer
waYs.. In
eYes oF
wArm and cOOl..
dreAMs oF FreedoM lingeRinGs..:)

SMiLes.. my friend..
third world country
acronym
togeThEr
sTill.. TS..
eYes oF hungry
Eyes Of briGht
i’s that need each
other continue to
gRow GRow GROW
a heARt.. SpiRit and
balanCinG SoUl.. moving
connecting.. creating.. giving
sharing.. human sTill liVes iN Peace..:)

11:56.. pm..
22 more WiLL do for now..
rest a jewel.. when
coming free..
aS WeLL
wAves
FREeD
Ocean
bLue iN
dreaMs oF moRe..:)

Back at
9:53 am..
3152016..
a few more Global detours
first.. as usual..
but here
again..
to complete
the rest of a week
ago Thursday lInk
prompt at dVerse
and get thiS
GRowinG poEtry
published before
it goes over 10K.. SmiLes..
with words oFcourse runningONfreee..:)

Simple flows.. a faucet..
ditch.. creek.. stream..
river.. bay.. gulf..
seas.. oceans
free.. aLL
are water
aLL iS FREE..
Air we are AirY
no limits iN Earth zONe..
Wind and Fire FloWFREE..:)

SMiLes.. my friend.. smart iS smart
butt genius IS sMart.. with addiTioNal
focus oF dancing with nareaworry
Of surrounding
dance oF
yesternows
foRm..
and sure
therE are
geniuses
oF happy
wiTh so-caLLed
standard IQ’s
Of less
than
70..
they are everywheRe
tHeir smiLes are..
alWays left right
stAnding
tALL..
and
wIDe..:)

SMiLes.. stilLest
eYes oFHurricanes
potenTiaL
Force
oF
GreaTest
WiNds Of
both
destruction
and new creativity..
as alWays
dArk
leads
to liGht
leads
to DARk..
endless circles
of Hurricane
eYes
and bLack
holE SuNs
poweRinG
GalaXy
STar
duSt
oF
i..:)

Media words.. images..
touch.. eYes..
feelings..
liGht
of Air..
hEaring
wAves..
smeLL of liVing
taste of water fLow..
proprioception larger
words we are NatUre..
limitless
when aLL
share a
give
toGetHer
ZoNe oFoNE..:)

It’s kinda bitter sweet to reAlly
know and feeL therE iSonce
a now.. wHere theReiS
too much to say
and FeeL
even over
holding hands
on a first
date
oF beinG human..
oh.. passion of feeLinGs
that kNow of Feelings
more
than
touch.. in seeing
hearing.. smelling..
tasting Life’s hUman
inner
BeinG..
ah.. true Atheists
of liFe are those
without empathy
and compassion
for all others
and the rest
of ReaL Nature that
iS God frEE floWinG ZonE..:)

Not untiL the
Last child
iS Free
WiLL
God
trUly
bE FREE..
All God’s children..
All oF creation iS GOD..
to impriSon any
pArt
of Human
or other
Nature
Free WiLL
under Love
without harm
to others.. iS Hell to God..
that only humans perpetrate..
when
lost
from
Free..
True Atheist.. fears and hates..
True Theist.. Loves wiTh nO fear… and
religious collars are often priSons oF First..:)

Numbers of counting..
hands of clocks
waving around
tick tock
stop..
a never ending
clue is noWiN
Circle.. hands
stop.. Circles
live on..
iN never
ending NOW..
inside.. outside..
above.. so below
all around circle
of clocks without
hands
that
lock
FREE..
iN tick tock..:)

sMiLes.. it was often
thought that wolves
were thieves.. but truly
all they were doing
was sharing
the spoils
of
collecting
what was alWays free..
hmm.. God is a Wolf
in
sheep’s
clothing
when imprisoned
as anything less than free..:)

SMiLes.. roosters
with comb overs..
are silly to me..
i would
Love
to
locK them
in a room with
me.. and juSt
see if they could
escape
mY
bRain..
i have relatives
like that who no
longer call..
wInks..
wiTh bAld
smArts oF sHine..:)

i enJoy beinG honest.. totAlly..
so.. i will continue by sinGing
a SprinGnow Joy oF
sexieST..
bees and
birds of aLL
iN mAll SonGs
oF shorTest shorts
and halTer tops..
oF heating
creativity
producing
human
SonGs.. LOUDEST Yet..
secret to American
success..
iS boobies..
it’s true they ARE
everywheRe one looks
and the economy iS
trUly
booming..
like shirts
too
tight
in buTTon
down past NOW!
exploding openEDfree..!..
God LOVES A M E R I C A!..
thiS!
way..;)

Okay.. whew.. that’s
aLL for noW.. with
ALL THE REST
NOw TO
PUBLISH
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11:23
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Funny.. the things we can take for granted in liFe..
but for me.. even working with over 100
folks everyday.. in extremely close
quarters in a 12 lane
Military Bowling Center..
for close to two decades..
i was never comfortable
moving from behind that
Big horseshoe shaped
desk.. and standing
close to the three
foot full
body space
of another human being..
it made me uneasy.. ’cause
i was simply uncomfortable in my
own skin.. when i stood ‘straight’.. i felt
like i might tip over.. perhaps my bearings
were not on straight.. and true they were not..
and no doubt motor coordination problems
are part and parcel of the Autism
Spectrum.. but i tend to THINK..
it is more likely ’cause
i spent most of my life
up to that point enclosed
in a desk in a lecture hall as 6 years
of college and 13 years of school under
that will do that to ya.. even with the occasional
afternoon and P.E. breaks at school.. but anyway..
i truly believe that doing what you most fear will set ya
free.. as i was also the boy who probably feared
changing in the locker room most
too.. as i was a
just.. let’s face
it.. an
overall
social scaredy
cat then.. and a very
domesticated and soft
young cat…
oh.. the wild..
oh.. the furry..
ah.. the CAll of the
Wild i finAlly heaRd
ya.. and respondeD
iN
Epic
WAY.. iN fearless kiNd..
And true.. adventure therapy
is a new therapy for PTSD.. i whole
heartily and bodily agree.. if there is one
thing i will lay on my death bed to agree
too.. is.. oh GOD.. THANKS..
YES.. THE GOD OF NATURE
AND THE CALL OF THE WILD
FOR AT LEAST
SETTING
ME FREE
AT AGE
53…
dam.. just imagine what all then.. now..
i could have done.. at age 21.. or 13.. if
set free then.. nah.. probably law enforcement..
military.. or ugh.. who knows.. even torturer in
Guantanamo Bay.. only by the
Grace of Nature.. and
environment.. i am
what i am now..
all-n-all.. it’s
all
am
i.. now..
Shoes.. oh
Shoes that
wE walk
iN
by the
Grace oF
aLL whAt iS..
Thanks God of
Nature.. BAREFOOT NOW..
iN oh my God! B A L A N C E !..
If Stephen Hawking iS correct
and God iS Gravity..
my answer
is
sTiLL
the sAMe.. B A L A N C E
wiTh GraviTy iS WAY..:)

Ah.. yes.. my greatEst gift of liGht iS dARk..
and truly beyond terror.. beyond any
demons imaginable
was the total
loss of human
empathy.. an organic
issue for me.. and why
i understand the dark side
of human so much better now..
with even empathy for the darkest
places.. anyway.. other than that..
nah.. i don’t feel comfortable
killing a roach or an ant..
as i feel them..
bottom
line
of
heARt my friend..
empathy beyond belief
in most avenues of modern life..:)

SMiLes.. with Love.. my friend gigoid..
thanks for stopping by and leaving
this very thoughtful and detailed
comment.. and yeah..
things on the farm
have tHeir ways..
and i know you
know what i mean..
but when i show ’em
the photos of all the girls
at Seville Quarter.. and the
leg pressing half-a-ton on
Youtube.. and practice
my lightening fast
martial arts
kicks in spar
with a few of
the farm trees and
associated plant life..
with yes.. the cool ass
shades on.. they watch
too much TV.. and give
me no hassle.. and
yes.. i know you
know what
i mean.. i try to
stay respectful as much
as i can of ignorance but
i’ve heard some pretty
backwards
stuff associated
with humanity there
that you probably know
too.. without me going into
the stereotypical reality
of the Fundamentalist
Conservative
Patriarchal
Southern
Baptist South.. some
really great folks but in
all cultures.. some apples
away from the rest of
the happier ones..
that can make
life suffering
for many folks if they
have any real speak
of concern
anymore… and
haha! yeah..! Hollywood
is always playing with the ignorant
masses too.. trying to help ’em up out
of the dark with funny dark stuff too.. that’s
part of why i like the show Lucifer.. i mean Jesus..
if God is all merciful.. Lucifer must be a pretty cool guy.. too..
the truth is all on a beach
without
human
foot prints..
Lesson of a lifetime
for me… so simple.. so true
without contributions of the
dark Imagination Nightmares
of humans
put iN Dark
fruition.. per
politics.. religions..
and other associated
human nightmares of the
REAL DARK SIDE OF HUMANITY..
YEAH.. like burying Lesbians to their
chest and stoning them.. and defending
it with over a millennium year old text
from a dude hearing
voices
in a cave..
to kill thousands
and thousands of folks
by the word of imaginary
nightmares come to fruition
in human warrior make-up..
not unlike the Saul story
from the Old Testament
where the brutal reality
of so-called God
given instruction
to kill women
and children
is illustrated in chilling
blood and flesh flowing reality…
Some books truly deserve burning..
when fiction is
taken as
what to
do next
in the
Killing Fields
of humanity’s hell
breathing real serpents..
but nah.. one cannot burn
the most evil of books.. and
expect the others to survive too..
in the long run.. hopefully one
day innate instinctual
and intuitive
True God of
Nature given
human empathy
iN real LiGht now..
and Love iN Kind
and courage WiLL
bE the New aGe for more
of the global population.. but
nah.. not if the global haters have
tHeir way.. but i have hope.. there is
no other way for me.. who was hopeless before..
and please.. whatever here is for anyone’s use..
i don’t copyright Nature
i worship it..
and share
it as God..
simple as that..
and sure it’s all inclusive..
truly i own nothing.. but the
Love i give.. even if there was
anything else humans could
really
Love
but Hate..
in selfish ways
of owning Nature..
AKA GOD ALLONE..:)

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Facebook Friend Rafiah says..

(in response to our previous discussion
where i suggest that her sister is
an Angel as they travel
in families)

She’s an angel, a very lively and
naughty one. grin emoticon

i say..

Naughty Angels are nice…

Rafiah.. indicates in her next
Facebook status thingy…

The feeling of a guilt after eating
a paratha. unsure emoticon

i say..

Flatbread.. Not bad but oh! #languagedifferences ..
when i first looked at that word i saw Python
and that would make you a great
Wonder Woman Warrior..
wink emoticon

Rafiah says..

Not flat bread, actually oil drenched, stuffed with
veggies usually, very heavy for digestion. tongue emoticon
i try to use minimal oil but still it aint a paratha if its not heavily oiled.

Come to Pak and i’ll make you one with the milk tea. smile emoticon

i say..

Milk tea sounds good.. But i never have liked bread much..
i like potatoes but that is probably ’cause my Grandfather..
The Catholic Priest.. was born in Ireland..
And the tea will have to be decaf..
Lest i shoot across the moon.. sMiLes..
Most folks think/feel i’m way too high already..
But i’m as calm as A Hurricane eye inside..
in center balance..smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

Its not bread as bread there.
Its more like chapati/roti.
Similar to tortillas.
You’ll like it.

i say..

Ah yes.. Love Tortillas..
i am on board kNow in
appetite with ya..!..smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

(in response to a
previous discussion
in proof of my
wife’s
eternal
youth)

See one time you are going to be an old time
and Kat still will be young and you would look
like her uncle. And that will make you feel
jealous of her eternal youth. Lol

i say..

Oh goodness.. Back when i was sick and looked like a Zombie..
Over 8 years ago.. People thought i was her father cause
i had a Zombie Face.. HeaRt.. spiRit.. And.. SoUl..
Youth springs eternal within..
When i was in high school people
thought i was way older than i was ’cause
i had a beard from 17 to 24.. They confused
me for the teacher.. i shaved it off and at 38
some folks confused me for 24..
Life is funny.. And no matter what..
i now see it as gift.. With a sMiLe as
i welcome age and wear it as a badge
of accomplishment.. As life is ongoing test..:)

Rafiah says..

I am 22 but my folks say
i look like of 32 tongue emoticon

i say..

That’s ’cause you are so smart..
And wise..smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

Thats cause i have a double chin
and a not-so-flat-tummy. tongue emoticon

i say..

#moretoolove

Rafiah says..

Lol thats going to be motto from
onwards. wink emoticon

i say..

My motto.. And God’s motto..

#iloveitall

i love it short too..wink emoticon

OBTW.. If you
lived closer to me..
You would never
get your homework done..
As i constantly engage you in silly
and friendly banter..smile emoticon

#friendsdothat ..heart emoticon
n0w..:)

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My father at age 18.. setting out to
Defend the world in Germany.. in
the early 50’s..smile emoticon

And ‘here’ is my Father..
in his early 40’s.. continuing
a defense for Law Enforcement
from his early 20’s to age 69 for
46 years.. longest serving Deputy
Sheriff in Florida at the time
of his retirement.

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And ‘here’ is kinda where it started
for three generations now.. wHere my
Grandfather here.. an X-Catholic Priest..
yeah.. after he married his Cajun wife out
of the Pews in a Perry Taylor County Parish..
before that.. in South Africa.. before that..
at the Vatican as legal counsel..
And finally a noted Author
of last Century.. and an evangelist
touring the country.. making speeches..
and editing a magazine for 10 years..
named the Converted Catholic
in New York.. New York..
where his life ended
at my age.. now.. 55..
and surely considered
a Dark Force within the Catholic
Church.. then.. as his writings were
censored out and eventually studied
within the Catholic Church as kinda
a Dark Force
Dude.. thingy..
anyway.. i wouldn’t
agree with his philosophy
either now but that is nothing
new for one
who defends
what’s new and real
in Truth and liGht..
alWays
now.. changing
and Not.. as
changing NOW..
Anywho.. my Grandfather..
born in Ireland.. and his ancestors
in Ireland are holding a family reunion..
on Easter Weekend.. in Ireland Spring..
we aren’t making the trip.. but we are
sending a few photos.. to the still
Catholic Group of relatives
living there.. but nah..
this one.. i will not
be sending
as it veers
off
the old
written path.. of
whatever is over there now..
After he was ex-communicated..
the family took all his photos
down.. and did that kinda
thingy they do when
families excommunicate
their relatives who no longer
stay with the dogma of the
past..
Love is Stronger
in my opinion.. as
always the last person
in any group left standing
before they find a way to
excuse their
selves
from me..
but i go farther
and that is what
human potential
alWays does when
TOTALLY FREE NOW..
no dogmas fo’ me.. but
poeTry.. SonG and DancE
ALL FREE FOR ALL NOW..
WITH ALLONE GOD ON COURSE..:)

Ending email sent to a family member who is collecting all the photos
of the family for some type of collage of photos at the event.. just for
posterity.. Y not. smiles.. so here it goes.. as it were and is now…

And finally, here is a photo, of my Father, Fred, in his 40’s; in his Law
Enforcement Uniform, as part of this 46 year career in Law Enforcement, where
he retired from that occupation.

Sorry, we could not make the reunion. We would have Loved to meet relatives
there and see the beautiful country of Ireland; but unfortunately, we have
other issues here that keep us close to home for now.

But who knows; perhaps sometime in the future.

I am a poet; but very much ‘out of the box’; in fact,
much more out of the box than Leo; as it were and is.

My money career was working for the government,
retiring in ’09, as Athletic Director of a Military Station.

I am hesitant to share my online presence with family
because it is far far, out of the box.

But as they say, i am fearless; so, why not.

If you want to find out everything to know
about this UniVerse of the family.

It is all theRe

with a simple
search of

“Katie Mia Frederick”,

by way of Google search.

I’ve written over 11 million words..

ONLINE

And will be finishing my next free verse
Novel, of over 100K words, soon, just for fun.

I’m financially independent at age 55; but
why go into details here; when it is all there;
smiles. Life is great. And I’m glad i inherited
this writing thingy…

From Leo..

A tremendous gift it is..

In terms of spirit..

And no..
zero money..
for that art and
5000 miles of dance
walking in the last
30 months IN PUBLIC..
where truly
where i’m
from
i’m noted
as kinda
the
Lord of the dance..
Dance Legend.. etc..
by random members
of the general public..

But that’s okay..
i don’t
deal
in bucks..

Smiles,

And have a great
now, my friend..:)

And no, my father wouldn’t
be proud of anything I do now;
if he were still alive;
but i suppose that
could be par
for the course;
genetically
speaking,
as such;
Truly glad
i inherited that paRt too..
as free is my bottom line..:)

Fred

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Yep.. believe it or not Ripley…
the wife Katrina and i actually
have Catholic Church friends..
we hang with occasionally..
and the perfect
birthday gift
of course..
a Pope Francis
T-shirt.. very beloved
here in the photo.. per hero..
and man these filipino folks
are real jewels of nice
people.. immigrants
only once or so
removed from
the old country
know and feel
the human connection
in sticking together is what
makes life great.. and by the
time they feed you the traditional
food.. if you haven’t felt Love in
a while it will bring it back
in comfort..
anyway..
wife Katrina
is half filipino.. but
she never had the advantage
of that Cultural Love.. as her
father left VERY EARLY
OUT OF THE
PICTURE..
but anyway..
sometimes
the picture
comes back in
Other ways of Love..
as Karma is REAL
AND SO IS LOVE..
IN ACTION
CONSEQUENCE
FORCES OF SIMILAR
HANGING TOGETHER AS LOVE..:)

4975

When dArk and liGht
become ONE wITh Rasta
Colors..wink emoticon

4985

i take one of those Facebook EN tests.. on aging..
it returns with the number 101 and i say..

101.. Ok.. That will surely put me over
100K miles of dance and 100M words..
Let the fun begin and end always now
with zero numerical limits and
expectations.. now..
smile emoticon

5034

Watching the documentary on
the book named ‘The Secret’..
regarding Laws of Attraction
of human behavior in action
consequence.. which only makes
common frigging sense if one considers
humans beings are walking talking feeling
moving Star duSt iN action similar to Stars as same..
yes.. the old wisdom applies equally when one observes
Nature above as Nature below in Human Behavior.. so..
it makes sense to make ALL OF LIFE AND ALL STUFF
ASSOCIATED WITH LIFE SACRED AND HOLY TO GET
THE MOST OUT OF NOW THAT IS ALL THAT IS NOW..
AKA GOD
WITH US
AS i as Director..
I as Actor.. with
exclamation point!
SpiRit.. kinda life
Father Son and
Holy Ghost..
if yah wanna use
a more familiar metaphor..
hell no.. not applicable to just
one human.. anyone who wants to
use any metaphors to make tHeir
own Sacred and Holy
work oF ART
out oF liFe and
the Rest of Nature
AKA God.. but of course
iTiSALL RELATIVE WITH
THE REST OF NATURE AS
FAR AS ANYTHING GOES iN
LIFE THAT IS FREE.. ALL PaRTS
LEAN ON EACH OTHER TO WORK noW
SMOOTHLY AS IT IS AND WERE AS NOW..
hmm.. as far as i can see and feel i am amazed
at how much more sacred and holy i can make
this giving sharing life with others and
a force of ONE with Nature..
by simply making
every little and
large movement
Art iN mindful body
and mind Awareness NOW..
where there are an infinite
number of new moves that can
be created now.. just now.. new
as well.. as True Art has no rules
and is as iNfinite iN UNiVerse
above as so below
as manifest
iN Human
beInG.. and hell
no.. i don’t need no
stiff cardboard box
scientific method to
make this true liGht.. as liGht
is true when true works as art.. liGht
away from science oF stone
structure
ways of
yesternows dArk..
that only disintegrates
in entropy over nows..
i would rather go anew
in sacred and holy than
be stuck in the dance.. poetry
or songs of the past in bible
books.. and all
other human
books too..
of
frigging yesteryear..
science.. and even art too…
Creativity is the greaTEst art
but when truly free there is no
regulations behind iT stifling
it into the same
or disintegrating
stone buildings
that only
disintegrate
and never become
new away from entropy..
So in other words.. Art LiFe
instead of sciencing iT all
with systemizing
mind.. i’m
sure ya can
if i could as
systemizing.. technically
speaking.. was my medical
classified disorder aka Autism..
Human epigenetics and neuroplasticity..
in science speak baby.. it’s what’s for Heaven..
when the left hemisphere of brain and right
hemisphere becomes one synergetic force
of miracles and when the left
Earth hemisphere and right
hemisphere join
hands of
humans
to do the same..
yeah baby.. inside.. outside..
above.. so below.. and all around..
Nature WiLL have his or her or
other way as Art oF Creativity
iN Magic
way of
REALiTY
REAL NOW..
The ancients
and so-called primitives
understood this well as they
just did it without getting spoon
fed still lakes of the past with no waves..:)

So anyway last year at this time i made my
cat Yellow Boy sacred and holy too with
his artful.. graceful and gentle
moves with all natural
yogic poses..
as Cat
iS a
Tai Chi
master
and here’s a
LInk to that too..
perhaps only sacred
and holy to me but i as
a pARt of God are no greater
or less than any other grAin
of sand of God that makes
uP ALLTHATIS AS IS NOW
AKA
GOD..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/03/13/my-cat-is-a-tai-chi-master/

5646

Of dancing Mall Leprechaun
celebrating Saint paddies
week.. with traditional
green T-shirt Clover
dress.. and OMG..
Wife Katrina is making
beads.. which means the
Leprechaun must dance
at every F iN Arts and
Crafts Store in P’cola FL..
anyway i think i shocked a
few older crafts and arts ladies..
with my ballet/martial arts like
exhibition.. as i broke out into
my own style of Joyish.. Irish.. Free Style JIG!..
Well.. anyway.. more noWon Irish iN a FEw.. heRe..:)

Hmm.. Lord of the Dance.. yeah.. just
as Michael Flatley ended his Billion Dollar
River Dance.. i started my Mall Dance..
Super Walmart.. Seville Quarter etc..
ways.. in my 50’s..
ALL FOR FiN Free..
and SonG and PoeTry..
yes.. for F i N.. Free2..
now at 4995 miles
oF Dance WalKinG
my style oF doing iT
aLLFReED.. iN around
30 months now..
but no.. no pain for
me during dance.. like
Michael Flatley ended uP
with.. from head to toe..
‘Balance Baby..
’cause aLL that
glitters iS not Gold
at the end of the RainBow
aT aLL now.. Free IS A way
to create.. with zero limits and or
expectations.. NOT to run oneself
totally in the
ground oF
injuries
and pain..
fostered by.. yes..
expectations and
limitations of other
in control folks… Dance
is mE.. money has ZERO
CONTROL
OVER
mENoW
ALLFREE
ALLONE
WITH
GOD
ALLONE..
AS NATURE FReED..
oh yeah.. with Irish eYes2..:)

Now.. ‘this’ was interesting.. i’m doing my ‘usual pose’
at Belk’s clothing Store.. one of my wife’s
favorite stores.. i might add.. and
this nice lady comes up with
her buggy and says..
oh.. i thought
you were posing
like one of those
art statues.. picture
Michelangelo’s
David.. iF you
wILL here..
and then the wife
and i go on to explain
to her how i truly do.. do
iT aLL nude as New Renaissance
like Art in the New Internet age now..
she was quite surprised and a ‘little’ flushed..
with a big grin.. as Katrina reminds me now..
but no
links provided

wiTh Irish wInks..;)WeLL… Fast Forward now to the 4th Lucky
Irish Clover.. pose for the FAceBooK Status
photo.. thingy.. for this lucky day now still
3132016 on a Sunday instead of Friday
as it were and as it is.. for sTiLL
three minutes now at 11:57 pm..
and the last photo op.. strange
Clover Fred pose.. iS aLL about
the new movie named “The Young
Messiah”.. and interestingly.. the New
“Star Wars” Movie.. and “Risen” all
mostly fictional Movies of course.. aLL
have one common theme and that is
the dArk Side turning liGht.. hmm..
we need more of that iN the World
for sure.. so despite the flagrant
illustrations of myths in the
story.. at an age we know
little in historical or
biblical testament..
The Moral was clear..
even the dArk side can
gain empathy and compassion..
as WeLL as discernment and greater
Wisdom and yes.. come over to
‘our’ side.. iN Brilliant liGht..
so cool.. iN a day.. i’ve dOne
covered David.. Jesus.. and
also done a half-marathon
or so of Dance walKinG..
Mall and other store trips..
Catholic Church..
the Chinese Restaurant..
and oh.. yes.. as usual..
some epic writing
too.. but as they
say.. human potential
and all of that realized
and documented in oh so
many epic ways for NOW..;)

And iN fiNale..
yEp.. five profile
photo status thingies..
in one 24 hour period…
While what glitters may
not alWays be gOld.. now..
thE eYes.. particularly
Irish ones.. and more..
are WiNdoWs to
a VERY
DEEP
SOUL..:)

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Ah.. busy offline day.. my fRiEnD.. me too.. as this new time change..
puts me up even earlier even though the Sun says it’s
later.. all the way unTiL now..
traveling back this way..
before much
needed
night night
time comes now..
and i kinda reAlly
like the simple quote
about being careful about
the glitter of Gold as truly
at core the glitter
can be a reflection
greater now as
the dArk core
in reality.. whereas..
like in the film.. “The Young
Messiah”.. darkness becomes
the savior.. when compassion..
empathy and understanding
rule now over cultural/religious
induced
human i
gnorance..
now away
from yes..
WISDOM
iN Truth and liGht..:)

6343

Hi Shawna.. so nice to see you here.. oN thiS Bright and Blue
North Florida Azure day.. of SpRinG break bliss…
yes.. i’ve already marked my territory
of dance all around
the metro area..
as any
wild cat
would.. hehe..
but seriously.. yeah..
i needed an art lift.. now..
after re-living some of
my bureaucratic
government
career this morning
juggling three agencies
trying to get them to
make sense
together..
but aha! it is
no wonder i lost my creativity..
and even after checking a book
out on creativity at the library
some 20 odd times
trying to get
it back
in instruction
in my college years
way iT DIDN’T WORK
AT ALL.. as i had to escape
the instruction mind all together
to bRing the Art oF mE back..
yah.. the same one at age 13 that wrote
a play with the phraseology ‘HoT Chicks”
that the other kids actually stated in the play..
but i had no idea what a Hot Chick was in
horn filled ways.. just thought it
sounded cool so i used
the words in play..
anyway.. LiFe is great in SonG
DancE.. and PoeTry FREE.. and yes!
i Loved Volley ball too.. but it’s hard for
me to find playmates these days (OTHER
than the DANCE HALL).. so away from the
Store dance halls.. i play with words instead..
as i can do that solo and yes ‘some art i do’
as WeLL..
it’s all for the output
after all is said and done..
did my input in Jail of school
and work.. and oh by the way..
ugh.. i missed your two Katy user
poems at dVerse and am OMG..
three or so prompts behind on
my year milestone of making
a poem to every single
dVerse prompt and
link for an
entire year..
and copying
and pasting
over 100K
words
into one
blog post
Novel..
titled..
GodsUniVerseNovel3..
coming soon
to a theater
named this
blog.. but with you..
i’ll just make two
Katy poems based on
the dead poetic title
of that blog..
hehe..
with ART THErE IS
ALwAYS aWAY… With red
tape of government.. just
endless dead ends..
OPEN
is a way
NOW for me
OPEN ALL THE WAY..
and with all that said and
felt.. off to visit your alive blog
and latest dVerse poem with
some words there.. and any Poem
with the words Pink Floyd associated
with it in any way at all is a poem for me..
sMiLEs.. Shawna
Baby.. again..
so nice
to see
you again..:)

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Ah.. the modern world..
and Government read tape..
yes.. read tape.. dealing with
three government agencies today..
one what that was blind.. one that
was deaf.. one that could
not write..
with a synergy
of truly ignorant..
as in truth all three
could see.. could
hear.. and could
write..
but restricted
by Government
red tape.. to the
point none of them
could fill a form
out in
a timely manner..
justification given on all
three counts.. government efficiency..
cut backs on employees.. computers
take the place of human beings..
bottom line.. humans need
not apply
or even
function
as human being…
i solved the entire problem
with 10 seconds of F iN common sense..
honestly.. i have been doing other
people’s WORK for them
my entire life..
but at
LEAST THE JOB
GETS DONE..
BOTTOM
LINE..
sMiLes..
it’s nice to finAlly
work for me and
Nature ONE.. WITHOUT
the ignorance of what iS
NOW NAMED
CULTURE
WhOLE..
yeah..
AWhoLE..
three hours talking
to ‘them’.. 10 seconds
for me to solve the F iN problem..
OTHER BOTTOM LINE iS i crawled
out of the “Crevasse” as you say NOW..
iN TRUTH.. SYNCHRONICITY RULES..
but don’t tale that to a government
employee
of any color
ranging from blue
to red pills.. i’ll take
the green one and F in FLY
iN
Truth
and liGht..
wITh Nature WAY..:)

6984

Moving ahead here to Shawna’s
poem at Dverse from Thursday
before it is gone gone gone..
when she disappears her
blog.. as i’m still back
back back.. on
the previous
Thursday
dVerse
prompt
catching
up.. up.. up..
and away of course..
Ah.. synchronicity here..
Shawna Baby.. with the
words execution style
and Ativan..
memories spRing
of my 40 day lent
sleepless filled
stint of hell
back in 2008..
finally agreeing to
go to the hospital
after i had lost all control
of ability to speak… feelings..
and was totally catatonic then..
and couldn’t move.. when the
nurse continuously pokes me
in the chest with her thumb over
and over trying to get a response
from me.. when i literally cannot talk..
but i know totally what is going on..
albeit.. crazy flavored for sure..
after not sleeping
for 40 days..
yes.. did get
1 hour each night
with an Alpha Blocker..
the first 35.. IN shallow
cardboard feeling
sleep.. and zero
the last 5 out
of 40.. and
truly a
massive
dose of
Ativan as a
shot in the arm..
saved my life.. and
took me five years to
get off of after that..
as it was my only crutch
to sleep for 5 years..
through that type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia
pain technically
assessed
as the worst
pain known to
humankind.. in my
case from wake to
sleep for 66 months.
yes.. including literal
frigging crucifixion.. now
also reminding me of the
movie the “Young Messiah”
that Katrina and i saw last night..
where a guy is getting crucified and
begs the Roman Centurion to spear
him and end it now.. rather
than waiting a couple
more days
to die
a slow
suffocation
of torture.. truly
i was the King of Pain..
then.. in those 66 months
without a doubt.. as even
science
shows
the truth of that..
King of Love would
be a better title my friend…
and i suppose the other place
might
take
one there..
in REAL FOR NOW..
and i’ll keep practicing THAT NOW..:)

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After eXXtreMe.. strength/ martial arts training for
around 3 hours and the stare iNto iNfiniTy more..
aFter you’Ve giveN iT aLL and moRe
foR ultimatE
balance
oNe wITh
UniVerse NOW..akaGOD..
Hmm.. that song about style is longer
than ‘that’ Facebook.. status profile
photo.. paragraph thingy.. so
let me see if i can find some
inspiration here.. as yes.. Taylor
Swift can be very inspirational
in her lower hertz sexy
music video..
all about
style
and sure
the look of
come hither
to wE.. as that iS
Attraction.. iS All about
come hither.. yes.. but iN
the world of art.. sexy means
more dopamine production and
more creative juices.. i hate to
make something
hot and potentially
stimulating into a science
project but the God of Nature
does work in ways that makes
sense in human being
if one takes
full advantage
of all the potential
muse iN liFe.. so sure.. iF
i am gonna partake of Taylor’s
muse i’m gonna give back in dopamine
producing ways to muse other folks around the
art world.. whether they explicitly tale me about it
or not.. matters not.. as silent
muse.. baby.. can be
the besTest as iN thiS gAMe
oF Art and inspiRation the more
mysterious it gets the greater
chance there will be that more
folks break through to the other
side as it were and is.. and yes the
other side.. is just the fuller
moving.. connecting
creating potential
of human being
let loose
as unleashed
and released as the
Quantum Human Mind and
Body iN Balance and the place
that gnosticism as the Pan of me separates..
is the silly notion that somehow the material
world of Nature is less than desirable..
nah.. that’s Just silly we are
made the way we
are still evolving
as Super SEXY creatures..
and to suggest that sex iN aLL
its seNsualiTy ways.. is not sacred
or holy is not to understand the
consensual truth of what
keeps the Bonobo from
fighting with fists
and feet
and hurting
each other in
physical ways..
again.. Apes strong
togetHeR.. Apes weak
Separate.. and our sexy
natures are an inherent part
of our moving.. connecting.. creating
potentials when exercised as Love
under WiLL and harming
no others..
including the rest
of Nature iN Balance
AKA
GOD
NOW FREE..
c.. oK i told ya..
i would feel up this SonG
with whatever came next!..:)

7708

Oh.. to be Neo.. or perhaps Pan.. or even
Jesus with clothes of Aleister..
and break aLL the
silly
cardboard
rules.. well.. yeah..
edged sidewalks are pretty
and skyscrapers cover the Sun
with Angles high and wide..
but there is Free
and Will and
LOVE oF
Nature wiTh
no harm
to otheRs that
SinGs a SonG
of SouL so True iN LiGht..
and perhaps now the greatest
enemy of free are the development
of roads/sidewalks.. so straight.. so narrow..
so wide and concrete.. and curved a little but now
never the less one
path that
does not
deviate with
Living Grass
and Dandelions
who ROAR A SoNG
OF FREE AND ALwAYS
COME BACK ALIvE AND
MORE BEAUTiFUL AS SUN AGAiN…
Smiles.. i snicker at
‘Poetry snobs
and judging
despots’
as i too
was ruled
by rules before
mY GOlden
Age WinGS
re-attached through
Free Pan AmericanOW
Dance.. SonG.. and PoeTry oF i..
and sure i could put my lawyer
clothes of concrete sHell
iN forms
back
on..
and be like
all the rest..
but ha! Free
iS THE WAY
for
me..
And as a note here..
yes.. i can relate… as even though
i comment on every single poem
at dVerse in poetic response to
all their links.. when i did lInk.
3 of my efforts were deleted
’cause someone ‘FORM’
a different country
or WITH a lEarning
disability
including
being a Teacher
didn’t understand
the meaning..
but actually
in reality hated
the fACT that NOTHING
F iN LIMITS WHAT i do.. then/now
anyway.. the history of the truly
great artists shows this happens
again and again and again..
the fAct is.. it iS human
nature.. and even
science shows
this as true…
theRe are folks
who are afraid of
change and tHere are
folks who revel in moving
out of the cave.. otherwise
we would all stiLLbe copying
cave art my friend.. AND OR
COVERING UP LESBIANS
TO THEIR BREASTS AND
STONING THEM IN
OTHER EAST WAY
WE TRULY
frEE folks
iN LiGht
WILL
HAVE
NONE OF THAT..
A FREE PARADE OF
MORE THAN RAINBOW
COLORS WE
WiLL
ALWAYS
DANCE iN SOnG
AND POETRiAL FREE
AS THE SUN OF REAL
GOD OF NATURE
THAT LIgHTS
OUR
LIFE.. FREE!
THANKS FOR THE
INSPIRATION.. mY Friend
‘thefeatheredsleep’ WAYS..
are WIDE AWAKE FRIEND..
this metaphor you provide
HeaR reLates to
ALL AREAS
OF FREE
iN BEiNG
HUMANOW..
wHeRe wE can be Whitman’s..
Ginsberg’s.. Kerouac’s.. MIley’s
and Jack’s over
the cuckoo
nest
now
and even
meS and NO
ONE CAN STOP US NOW..
it’s yeS.. OuR PaRTY N0W iN SWEeT..:)

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Just a thought.. here..
maKing a liFe into a poem
is a difficult thing to do..
but if the flesh
will be
word
what
else
is theRe
to do..;)

SMiLes.. my friend..
gigoid.. very long day for
Dance Walking and passing the
Five Thousand Mile Mark iN a
little over 30 months.. today..
with Katrina doing her
video documentaries for
that post dedicated to the
Milestone soon.. but meanwhile
OMG.. the one i’ve got going is
reAlly getting long.. and as
i remember.. one of your
blog posts
brought me
to this next
title iN inspiration
of “Free PAN AmericanOW”..
anyWay off to comment
on your next post noW..:)

i enjoyed the poetry.. and my favorite other line for inspiration
today.. is the bit about living so many lives in one if
one can read a book.. and of course this has been
true as long as there is access to books
but with Google.. and thousands oF
other new media sources..
the human
experiment
iS just beginning
anew.. wHere individual
units as guinea pigs may
extend the human experience
of input to other outer experiences
manifold hundreds of thousands
over prehistoric access to
other stimulus
oF Life..
and then.. when one
considers the interactive
force oF iT aLL.. yes.. anew
iN brave or scared
new world…
never ever
done or predicted
for now aS iS REaLLY
REAL.. iN noW.. ahive oF
human bEinGs expandinG
tHeir INternal
UniVerses
so much
hiGher.. hehe..
or iS that juSt uS..
and everyone else
iS focused oN Kardashians
and that’s about iT.. along
with twitter feeds and Facebook
shares of same general type of
stuff everynow long.. now…
AnyWays.. the potential
iS certainly theRe
for folks who
uSe iT.. and
wheRe the end result
iN means of now WiLL
go iS aLL up in the hEir
aS itTwereK and iS N0W..:)

Hope without moving is worthless..
And in the long run of present the
stakes ARE juSt Do iT Now for victory
oF Species Survival.. Or Not and face
the consequences of inaction as aLWays Now..
Hope to move
aS Move
N0W..:)

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MAGIC man over the Moon

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Well.. ‘today’ is my three year anniversary of blogging
starting on my KATiE MiA Aghogday Blogger Blog
from March 10th 2013.. with the
following post..

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/03/katie-miaaghogday-my-perspective-on-life.html

per my perspective on life then.. that generAlly
iS the sAMe.. wiTh much greater detail
iN words oF course..
and that iS my first
real poetic
effort
in stReaming
consciousness
writing then
that was actuAlly
just a casual response
to my first Facebook friend’s
PM.. she is also on the Autism
Spectrum and the only
person who stood
up for me..
when i was getting
deleted from every
Online Autism Community
as i refused to play the cold
hearted game of us vs them..
as my mama brought me up
to Love not to hate.. no matter
what the kids at school said
about me literally
not deserving
to exist.. ’cause
i didn’t meet
their molds of Red State
Conservative Fundamentalist
Patriarchal ways of Life.. i wanted
to do art.. and music instead of
Sports.. didn’t really imagine
then at age 13.. i would
ever ART to dance.. free
but stuff changes
BIG TIME WITH
CONSIDERABLE
CHALLENGE..
ADAPTATION..
AND CHANGE IN
MOVING.. CONNECTING..
AND CREATING.. IN GIVING
SHARING WAYS TO FREE ONE’S
ABILITY TO REGULATE ONE’S EMOTIONS..
INTEGRATE ONE’S SENSES AND GATHER
EXTREME FOCUS AND SHORT TERM WORKING
MEMORY IN MUCH GREATER COGNITIVE EXECUTIVE
FUNCTIONING.. and voila.. 3 years later and over 3 million
words later and over 100K photos since.. August of 2013..
and the amazing epigenetic and neuroplastic potential
of human being is evidenced here.. kinda like
that Lucy show.. of transhumance
way of improvement..
however.. i am
not the machine..
i master the machine
at my finger tips that
is no monster
as me
alone..
AS I DANCE LIFE
FREE NOW IN FREEST
FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE..
YES.. i could go and on and on.
and i WiLL later just ’cause i can..
and i live in the great U. S. of A..
that allows one who reaLLy
keeps trying and
never gives up
to achieve tHeir
much fuller human potential
just as the dude Yeshua said
folks would do who are
THE MEEK WHO WILL
INHERIT THE EARTH
INSTEAD OF FRIGGING
GREEN AND BLACKEST
BUCKS..
AND ALL
OTHER MATERIAL
GOODS AS SUCH
TO OWN INSTEAD
OF FREE AS i for ONe
WiLL be and AM NOW..ONE..
anyway.. i’m not reAlly Goal oriented
as i am full speed ahead iN NOW alWays
to achieve the next milestone however that
may come.. document it thoroughly.. so other
folks Will understand greater human potential
oh yeah.. and the fact at age 55 that i can
leg press close to half a ton.. with arms
raised in the air.. like no other
human does it on YouTube
slowly and surely
25 times now.
on the really
hard kind of
Parallel leg press machine..
that rarely Elite Marines from
my MILITARY GYM do half of
that at less than half my age..
yeah.. 5000 miles of dance
walking in Martial Arts
and Ballet way..
in 30 months..
blah blah blah..
sorry if you’ve heard it
before again and again and
again.. but the folks who brought
me inspiration are those who documented
their achievements too.. from Yeshua in the
Gnostic Gospels away from myths of
controlling men.. to Bruce Lee.. to
Atlas and NOT the Ann Rand version..
to Jack LaLanne.. and all the great
other artists of both physical
and all other arts and
sciences of
human
being..
one small step for mankind
will always lead to more..
as long as folks
are not
chained
in prisons of past..
and explore all oF tHeir
God Given Human potential
and so much more.. when we
Apes are working together
instead of apart
separate
in hate
of different
ways.. when it is
the biodiversity and
neurodiversity of aLL stuff
around uS noW that makes God’s
Nature great.. yes.. all around
us.. inside us.. outside us..
above.. so below..
wheRe ALL PARTS
OF GOD’S NATURE
ALLONE IS SACRED
AND HOLY FOR THOSE
WHO SEE FURTHER THAN
THE BOOKS AND CHAINS
OF PAST
FOLKS WHO
LIVE FOR CONTROL
RATHER THAN FREE..
and with that said.. stiLL another
Thursday dVerse prompt to catch
uP wiTh from last week and three
more from this week.. but
that iS what i enjoy
with Dance..
as “SonG
oF MY SouL”
that actually comprises
overALL.. 646 posts of this
blog as chapters of a never
ending story with no real
beginning or ending
as well as the
717 chapters..
in my other blog..
including this latest
one titled “Slingshots
Dance UniCorn sWORDs”
as moving.. connecting..
creating.. giving and
sharing.. iN
FULL SPEED
AHEAD NOW..
iS how i Live
Heaven
now..
JuST iNOW..
and of course my time
spent iN HeLL aka the
‘Wrong Planet’ for
outcasts with 8005
posts there compriSing
around 8 million words..
oh yes.. and of course
celebrating my 101st
dance week at Old
Seville Quarter tonight..
Thursday Night wITh
all the cool college
age folks wHere i WiLL
include all the fun photos..
added into my latest blog
post with the UniCorn
word iN
iT
fuLLy expresSing
foR FREE as iS nOW..
iN REAL HUMAN MAGIC
TOGETHER
WItH OTHErS
AS ONE INCLUDING
YES.. THE REST OF NATURE
AKA
GOD FREE!..:)

858

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/03/slingshots-dance-unicorn-swords-free.html

Off/ON to Dance.. yeah..
sure.. with Unicorns..
Rainbows..
and Kitty Kats..
some of which..
are jumping
over the moon..
iN a trail of Rainbow
duSt..wink emoticon

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Great thing about any post you provide..
gigoid.. past or present.. is they are equally
applicable to imagination and inspiration..
for me.. and they are eclectic in
expanse to the point that
each post is a UniVerse that
i move in the direction iN another UniVerse oF
imagiNaTiOn.. wHere iF i literaLLy.. figuratively
adDress each point.. in stream of consciousness
writing.. the comment here wiLL grow
upwards to the limit of 10K.. before..
all the formatting breaks down
iN Word Press limit.. of natural visual
shapes in writing when i am in this state
of stream of consciousness imagination when
my brain waves move close to the border now of
alpha and theta.. when the expression of my
being become waves of an ocean free
floWing and basicAlly.. yes.. i
becomes the
essence of poeTry ART
that iS human mind and
body in balance soUL Free floWinG
as waves iN emoTioNal expresSinG
SpiRit deep down from the inFiniTe
storehouse of subconscious
connections rising up
to the pen and
keyboard in either
piano or writing my
friend.. and dance.. wheRe realiTy
now can become recorded
as imagination through feats
of technology for jotting iT
down as it were and is
as is.. now..
so sure… i reDress one
point and today for me iT
iS Imagination and actually that
itself influences politics as some folks
are more face leaning and others are
more name leaning.. yes.. the visual vs.
the verbal mind.. and sadly the left
brain thinkers tend to think more
in words than images and
take the images
out of imagination
and all is left.. really
is i in Nation and politics
of human in literal left brain
thinking ways.. of conservative
literal ways of THINKING.. WITHOUT
FUCKiNG IMAGiNATION.. so this issue
is truly an innate one.. but not a dead end..
as through neuroplastic change in brain and
epigenetic unpacking of other potential human
intelligences.. both iN mind and body.. well hell..
even the sky is not the limit.. duh.. as we CAN
IMAGE MORE AND MAKE THAT OUR REALITY
GREATER.. GREATER.. MORE MORE MORE
BABY.. AS AUSTIN POWERS MIGHT IMAGINE
OR JIM CARREY
AS IT WERE AND
IS TOO..
ha! imagination
is a terrible pARt of
Art of human potential
to waste on machine
mind analytical fucking
literal thinking.. BUTT SADLY
ENOUGH.. THE ASS OF SOCIETY
IS TRULY A ROBOT SOLVING DATA
INPUT MACHINE THAT MAKES A
FRIGGING ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE
A REAL DEAL IN MINDS
WITH POVERTY
OF IMAGINATION..
and hell yes.. that includes religion..
highly symbolic yes.. and often extremely
imaginative in both nightmares of humanity
and dreams of humanity.. but when the left
brain way of thinking in concrete instead of
expansive imaginative mind and body
balance takes over.. well.. we get
the kinda crap where Lesbians
are covered to their breasts
and stoned to death
by folks who
cannot see
further
than fucking
words in a book
of imagination that
someone wrote out of their
frigging literal mind.. then.. no matter
how frigging evil ignorant inspired that
imagination was or not.
ugh.. just ugh.. but
the problem is
an organic one
in limited
way
of thinking and feeling
mind in balance.. where
thinking rules in words
over the truly poetic state
of right brain mind and body
iN balance where concrete block
and flowing arabic text iS no FucKinG
limit at all.. but alas imagination is not
just art.. the science of iT means practicing
activities that grow that image mind of interpreting..
moving.. connecting.. and creating and that iS why
i JUST DO iT to the max my friend.. as culture iN
its left brain orientated data input input solve the
worry way always now.. took my heaRt.. spiRit..
and soUl completely away.. as i had
no idea.. that it was a muscle
i could lose no different
than sitting
still
and forgetting
how to F iN get
out of a paper bag..
i am no longer a paper
bag.. my imaginary tentacles
extend out all over the F iN place
as i exercise all my human potential
and increase iT to another level every
day.. just ’cause i CAN JUST DO IT NOW..
NO LONGER IMPRISONED IN THE POLITICS
AND RELIGION OF FuCKING ROBOT
LEFT BRAIN WAYS OF THINKING
HEAD TALKING
FRIGGING
iN CONCRETE
WORDS OF YESTERNOW..
AND the thing iS.. iT don’t matter
iF anyone views what i do.. as the
ultimate victor iS mE in terms
of mY eternal heARt
spiRit and SoUl
iN noW groWinG
WiNgs.. and i got a new name
last niGht at the dance Hall.. ‘Magic
Man’.. likely had something to do with
my Unicorn.. Rainbow.. and Cats flying
over the moon shirt.. but thing iS i am the
only frigging man brave enough to be free
enough to wear a shirt like that.. and
the feedback was from folks
who had the desire
to escape
the matrix
of left brain
thinking in political
and religious way
as well… Legend of Magic..
truly that’s all i wanna be..
and why wouldn’t that
be any computer’s
greaTest dream
iF THEY
WERE MORE
FULLY HUMAN..
and that reminds me.. a beautiful
hmm.. somewhere close to 6 foot
blonde girl came up to me last night
when i am doing my solo free for all
creative monkey dance act..
and when we move to
dance she asks me
how old i am..
and i say..
55 and happily
married for 26 years..
she puts the sign of the
cross up to ward off vampires
and i’m thinking the victory
is in the fact
that she is
the F iN
one who
asked me to dance
and i just reciprocated
with pure honesty as Angels
in the cloth of freedom of dance
and muses escaped from statue
ways of stone do.. and i kept
sMiLing with my frolicking
friends some of whom
even say they
Love me..
and know aLL
there is to know and
feel about me from head
to toe.. and just keep playing
with the Angel Dance of Magic Me..
Life iS good with Imagination.. iT iS
NO LIFE
AT ALL
WITHOUT IT
MY FRIEND BUT
ZOMBIE FRIGGING
APOCALYPSE DEATH
IN LEFT BRAIN WAYS
OF
JUST HEAD
WAY THINKING
AND BEING
ROBOT
COMPUTER
F iN DEAD.. MY OLD
NAME.. FRED THE
COMPUTER
HEAD..
LITERally
that is how folks
addressed me
just a little over
3 years ago.. even
online.. and sure it’s
sTiLL documented like
the rest of my SoUL
noW aliVe
too.. and that
reminds me of
another SonG
but enough for here my friend
and i know and feel you are tired.. just
consider me now a UniVerse continuing
to expand just pasSinG through.. w/BiG WinKs..
PS.. as a young man my greaTest
dream was to dance with ‘those’
girls with heARt..
and the fact
iS that
dream
COMES TRUE..
N O W..
and magic
man i’ll continue to JUST be.. …:)

2027

Okay.. yes.. ‘this’ profile Facebook status photo thingy..
is dedicated to the 6 foot or so.. beautiful
all maked-up blonde girl who came
up to me and asked me to
dance last night.. and
asked me how old i was
and when i said i was 55 and
happily married for 26 years..
she put up the sign of the
cross like i was a frigging
vampire.. so i showed
her a photo of
my wife.. like
this one
here to assure
here.. no need
to worry dear.. i
ain’t got no plans
of ever going home to you..
and some of my dance friends.. even
photoed last night are iN long term relationships
and are even frigging married too.. dancing
free does not equal doing the wild thing..
it just equals
being F iN
fully
human
okay.. with WiNks
of course and no she
is not the blonde haired girl..
pictured in my last blog post..
as she was NICE AND FREE..
FROM cultural preconceived
notions of
what all
guys do..
and no.. i have
never ever approached
any of the girls first..
of whom 600 or so
are photoed on
my blogs posts
now..
in the last
two years..
not even
one.. NOW
if they wanna
dance with
me i will happily
comply if not.. i will
GO solo all night but trust
me i am never alone i am
ALWAYS ALLONE WITH NATURE FREE..:)

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“MAGIC man over the
moon”..
just a book
mArk for
a title..
yeah..
baby..
Yeah.. so i always
liVe iN a pArty
oF
ONE..
whEther
anyOne iS lisTeninG
oR Not.. yeah..
baby
whatever
W O R K S..
THAT’S WHAT
HUMANS DO..
And yeS.. the greaTest
artistS of history were often
isolated and so-called alone..
but trust me.. iF they experience
the REAL STATE of
UniVersal miNd AND
BoDy iN
Free floWinG creativity iT iS
a thouSand times or more
better than sex..
and trust me..
i know and
feel how to
have the greaTest Sex
too.. yeah baby.. theRe’s
a science and art to that too..
but i’ll have to do a restricted
blog to talk more about that NOW as
theRe are no words at aLL associated
with
THAT..
AND NAH.. it don’t
even require another
person..
FREE BABY..
where no one
can take your
FREE AWAY EQUALS
FEARLESS WHERE LOVE
AND INFINiTY BECOME
SamE AND MORE
NOW..
and nah..
‘they’ do
NOT teach
stuff like this iN
western ways of school
and work.. ’cause Frankly
‘THEY’ ARE TRULY RETARDED
AND THAT AIN’T GOT A DAM
THING TO DO WITH STANDARD
IQ.. ‘CAUSE FOLKS WITH 70
AND BELOW
CAN BE
GENIUSES
WHERE THE
HUMAN TRULY COUNTS
iN LIFE NOW.. AwAY
FROM FRIGGING
WORDS
AND BOOKS
oF YESTERNOWS
PRIsONS OF HELL..
yeah.. just ask
an Indian from
the rain forest..
who will trash human
clothes of lies as they
already have escaped
the lies
of so-called
modern
made culture..
never trapped by it..
in ceilings and walls
of human F iN Zoo and priSon..:)

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Facebook Friend.. Rafiah..
who i have never danced
with.. never hugged..
and perhaps
will never
even see in the
flesh.. but who i Love
as a friend.. NEVER
THE LESS..
provides a photo
of an old Muslim
man and Muslim
woman in traditional
dress.. with the man
resting his head on
his wife’s shoulder
and i say..
Sweet Picture..
if one has that
they have it all..
and truly that is what
i have with my wife of
26 years old.. who just happens
never to age.. approaching
46 in April and heaven
yes i can F iN
prove iT iN photos
like i did above/below.. so sure.. she is aLL
prepared to hold my head iN rest as i am
10 years older than her now..
still.. and then..
Rafiah provides
a new profile photo of
a wide eyed very intelligent
looking young girl and i say..
Someone very interested
in Life..
and Rafiah
says.. that is my
youngest sister Hadia..
and i say..
She has strikingly intelligent
eyes.. that’s how i knew
she was related
to you..
My friend..
and she must
be an Angel too..
as they travel iN Families..:)

2714

SMiLes my friend.. at the first part of my illness
with Trigeminal Neuralgia.. type two from wake
to sleep that is technically the worst pain known
to mankind.. yes.. even worse that the so-called
ultimate challenge of Jesus and Crucifixion
that in my case lasted 66 months of
shut-In-illness.. instead of
a 3 hour or so
casual stint
on a cross..
started out
like truly as
perfect storm
of hell in that 2008
40 day LENT stint
of sleepless then
days where my eyes
also quit making tears
associated with Sjogren’s
Auto-immune disorder..
Severe degenerative
arthritis in my spine..
fibromyalgia..
a congenitally
fused vertebra
in my spine that
precipitated
early onsite
extreme arthritic
pain.. along with
Spinal Stenosis.. and
other associated nerve
stuff where if i stand still
my legs will go numb still..
and pARt of why i always move
now is they never go numb when
in at least slow free flowing dance..
now.. and yeah.. there was associated
coat hanger pain around the shoulders
as associated disorder with Dysautonomia
where my nervous system no longer properly
controlled my heart and blood pressure in synch
almost passing out even after just eating a meal
or raising my hands
over my head..
not possible
to even
walk around
the block.. particularly
in any heat.. as that made
it even more difficult for the
blood to get to my head..
anyway.. with Anhedonia..
Alexithymia.. PTSD..
Severe
Depression..
Severe anxiety
and associated
Panic Attacks..
Mood Lability..
with 8 or so more
disorders including
the Autism Spectrum
disorder that was truly
nothing of challenge
compared to
all the other
maladies
in flavor..
the short story is the
first 8 months i was
in a dark room in a bed..
to save my eyes.. from
the condition where they
quit making tears.. for the
next 2 years or so.. i could
not do anything with my mind
other than think.. ’cause i could
not use my ears or eyes to read
or listen to any music.. and then..
somehow when i managed to gain
the resilience to stand a screen turned
all the way down.. in brightness two inches
away.. ’cause i couldn’t wear prescription
lenses for my severe near sighted way
of being.. ’cause that increased the
pain even more.. even
with prescription
shades then..
but at least i could
write that first mountain
of a word.. to put my focus
somewhere else but stuck in
my head.. as i was the previous
two years.. from 2008 to 2010..
in incredible pain
beyond
any mortal
belief that i could
find.. at least anywhere
on the Internet one who could
relate while still in the
prison of that pain
until July of 2013..
where it all miraculously
went away.. at the end of
that month.. i have zero pain
now.. sometimes i am bent over
and sore.. but that’s not even pain
to me.. i have shingles and that was
probably my most hard malady since
my 30’s off and on.. but it is nothing
now.. not even a mosquito bite
of pain.. in fact.. i can
get cut and while
i am aware
of it..
it is nothing
at all.. bottom line
is.. i have all the structural
difficulties that can still be viewed
on X-Rays and Cat scans including
sinuses that are so congenitally
blocked in way of deviated
septum that the ENT
asked me how i breathed
my entire life.. duh.. through
my mouth.. yeah.. as there
is an option.. you frigging
cold hearted.. duh..
doctor then..
but that’s the thing..
Human potential is largely
untouched by modern medicine
and science and general.. and all
theses illnesses of mine and miraculous
recovery are medically documented and
all they could say is.. we have
no way to explain
it.. but ha! i FEEL BETTER
‘CAUSE I FOUND THE POWER
WITHIN TO JUST DO IT.. TOOK ME
66 MONTHS.. BUT i never ever gave up
completely and that is what us humans
do the best.. when
free..
WE FUCKING
SURVIVE AT ALL
COSTS.. and i survive..
and when folks think they
can get under my skin.. whether
it is the online of the past.. where folks
tried to eliminate me like the plague..
on the Wrong Planet website..
or in the dance halls
of public
what they
don’t understand
O R F E E LnOW..
when i say i’ve been
to heLL and am now in
heaven is.. I CAN FUCKING
EMPIRICALLY PROVE it.. IF THEY
HAVE TIME.. EFFORT.. AND FOCUS
TO LISTEN TO ALL I HAVE TO SAY..
and FEEL..
bottom line is
i AM PROOF OF
A DANCING REAL MIRACLE
AND FAR FROM THE ONLY ONE
TOO.. but what i know and feel for sure..
is during those 66 months i could not find
anyone who even had experienced type
two constant Trigeminal Neuralgia
anywhere in my over
100K contacts
with human
beings as this
is what i did from frigging
wake to sleep.. 16 to 20 hours
a day.. everyday without fail
to escape the pain of the
next frigging second
as i honestly
did nOT KnOW
UNTIL THE END OF
THAT JULY OF 2013..
IF I COULD MAKE iT
ONE MORE SECOND..
so.. anyhow.. i have the opportunity
to share this FULL STORY i JUST
DO IT.. no matter how many times the
regular readers of my blogs hear it that
truly while i receive few comments or
likes is legion as just on one of my
blogger blogs.. i have
been receiving
close to
400 views a day..
the first one i started
back on March 10.. 2013…
with never a comment
or like from anyone..
and sure.. it is probably
’cause they are speechless
or never make it to the
end to comment
but that’s
okay..
as this
is just an exercise
iN human freedom
documented as such
iN EPIC AND EXTREME
WAY.. iN hopes there might
be that person like me.. who
finally finds inspiration to make
it just one more second of
life in survival
in case
they are
living
iN HELL
now.. i hope
not.. but i’m positive
REAL HELL EXISTS NOW..
been there.. done it.. and can
prove it.. in black and white..
and living iN
color iN the
other
place of
HEAVEN NOW..
WITH MILES OF
SMiLES OF COURSE..
PAIN FREE BABY.. ‘CAUSE
MIRACLES CAN BE REAL..
IF ONE
NEVER
GIVES
UP.. NOW..:)

Oh yeah.. and
the song that
goes with
that..
SUFFER…

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SMiLe..s.. my friend..
Prajakta.. a wonderful
story iN fiction here..
oF getting lost iN the expectations
Of others.. what i find and feel iN liFe
best is at the end of the day when wE cLose
our eYes.. We face the dream and reality that
iS wE ARE both aLone and AlloNE with the
rest of realiTy.. and to limiT
any of that dream
through the
expectations
or limits of
others is
tRuly the
essence of lost..
when i sleep and
when i dream i awake
to the sAme human
iN the mirror
that iS
me aT
core oF
essence FREE..:)

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And finAlly to end this new
“MAGIC man
over the Moon”
blog post that in its
entirety took about
4 hours to complete
over 4 thousand words
at the end of thiS pArt here..
iT iS more proof of the empirical
evidence that the science of how
i do ArT.. with sensuality and creativity
in dance iN full force oN my owN Holy
Thursday in sacRed R and R practice
from head to toe.. ending iN a
three hour Marathon Dance
with similarly inclined
humans who
desire to
be as
FRIGGING
FREE AS POSSIBLE..
ENJOYING THE HEAVEN
OF NOW CARE FREE AWAY
FROM ALL THE WALLS..
CEILINGS AND PRISONS
FROM SO-CALLED
ADVANCED
CULTURES
EXPANDING
TODAY.. bottom
line iS Dance mixed
with sensuality and continuing
expanding freedom in moving..
connecting.. and creating..
WORKS.. YES.. in
empirical measure
of the science of
art that iS far
far more complicated
than any frigging card
bored stone stuck
as stick
in the mud
of now years
away from the
true wisdom of
rear years.. yeah
baby’s always had butt..
when iT comes the to aLL
Free dance of the tribe around
the fire-lit midnight moons
of trance dance setting
our being human
free wITh all others
and the rest of Nature
Truth and liGht iN eYes
of wE free floWinG iN
the now of eterniTy
that has no
real beginning
or ending onLY
noW and until you experience
this.. i promise you.. you have
never even lived devilived
iN evilive is a better
way to describe
how modern
cultures spoon feed
humans from birth
to live.. in limits and
expectations of prisons
high and zoos low covering
the potential unclothed by
culture.. Freedoms of
human being
all iNnate..
iNstinctual
and inNtuitive
lost.. so.. lost to
that faux apple of the
lies of modern culture that WiLL
simply take us away from our much
fuller GOD OF NATURE THAT IS
ALL OF NATURE AND SO
MUCH MORE
iN greater
HUMAN
POTENTIAL
as WeLL.. juSt now..
when we trUly fly like
the Eagle that iS iN our
earlier ancestral past too..
along with the first rodent
as ancestor oF
75 million or
so years ago..
WE ARE ALL ONE..
WE’VE JUST
FORGET
that
iS ALL
THAT IS NATURE
AS uS FREE HOLDING
ALL HANDS AS ONE BLANKeT
oF Creation’s Love.. Love exists for
at least some beyond the wildest
dreams of those
who DO NOT
LIVE WITH
LOVE WHEN ONE
LIVES AS LOVE
THAT IS PROOF
ENOUGH THAT BOTH
MIRACLES AND THE MAGIC
HUMANS OF GOD
THAT WE
HUMAN
BEINGS
CAN BE AND JUST DO iT..
WHEN WE AWAKE
iN liGht sET FREE
once again.. bEinGs
oF TRUTH AND
LIGHT ARE WE..
YEAH.. BABY.. THE REAL
ILLUMINATI iS US aLL FREE..
FiRED uP
FOCUSED
and
REAL MAGIC..
in MOVING.. CONNECTING..
CREATING.. GIVING
AND SHARING
WAYS OF
FREE.. THE REAL
BIG BANG THAT
STILL BE US
CONTINUOUSLY
NOW.. so now.. after
3 hours of marathon
RaVE-like dance
last niGht with
zero water breaks
and 4 hours of RAve-
like wRiting now..
it’s now
for some
more Holy
and SacRed
R and R
away
from
the potential
blue scream
of human death
online too.. AS ALwaYs
a balance.. my friendS that iS
the ultimate LesSon of God’s
gravity
that can
be human
free as feather
flOating way.. now2..:)

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Well.. it’s true.. i celebrate
Women’s Day everynow..
but Facebook.. yeah.. it’s kinda
my source for news.. as TV is just
a box of crap as far as the Soap Opera
of politics goes to me..
except for a few
choice
metaphorical
shows of art i like..
just a couple.. anyway
speaking of Facebook..
another share here from a
year ago..
per..
Yeah baby..
Balance iS
wHere
iT’s At as
true thiS
year as last..smile emoticon

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/09/i-am-fred-flintstone/

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/03/womens-day-love-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

So true.. and if not for
Cortney and Rafiah’s
reminder of what yesterday
was.. including a nice Ellen
Video.. Cortney provided of
girls being whomever the
hell they want
to be these
days..
at least
in the United
States.. yes including
wearing NO PANTS
AND NO DRESS IF
THAT IS WHAT THEY
CARE TO DO.. and other
much freer Westernized
cultures away from ignorance..
yeah.. i might have never
realized what day
it was if
not for
Facebook
news girls..
and speaking
of Rafiah.. back
to her blog posts
for some responses
back to her responses to me..:)

It’s weird.. i get notifications
for everyone’s blog posts
and response comments
but you..
and those are
now among
the one’s i
want the
most..
sure.. i
am here..
but i randomly
have to come back
and check what is here..
to stay by your side.. now..:)

So.. ha! if my trusty
Google and Wiki
secretary has this
correct.. ‘Fearless’ is a
movie with Jet Li.. associated
with martial arts.. and guess what..
if this is true.. i don’t have to watch
the trailer as i bought the Blue Ray
version almost a year ago..
and hehe.. haven’t had nows..
to watch it..
as i am way
too busy outputting
instead of inputting
in movie style..
but i will most definitely
see the movie “League
of Justice” about Superman
Vs. Batman.. coming a couple
of days before Easter.. and perhaps
the story about the young Jesus too..
on the big screen.. as there are no
Mac Pro.. iMac.. iPHone.. iPad Air..
iPod.. distractions to get
the output going
again.. then..
i’ll be in a dark
room totAlly
dedicated
to input
aGain..
SMiLEs.. remember
for almost 4 decades i
was almost all input..
so it’s now for the
computer
to remain
human.. wiTh WInks..:)

Yes.. i remember us discussing that
film from before.. and yes..
the one with Jeff Bridges..
named Fearless in 1993..
i can relate to.. as when
i went without sleep for
40 days.. i thought
i died on the
emergency
room table..
and i came back
without pain.. for at
least a few hours to what
would eventually be heaven
again.. over 5 years later from
that April of 2008.. i am an Angel
of DArk and liGht my friend.. in metaphor..:)

SMiLes my friend.. there are two things
i have 100% hope.. faith and belief
iN that are correct.. now..
one is that your grandmother
was a kind and loving person
as all i know and feel who
are related to you..
and what this means
iS that your Grandmother’s
Love wiLL alWays Live and
feel iN heARt.. wiTH
SpiRit.. and soUl oF
yoUr eYes
expresSinG
as Loving
SpiRit.. noW..
and since yoUr Grandmother
was a Loving and Kind person..
the way God works iN Karma
way that person
moves to an even
hiGher place oF Love
as that iS what tHeir soUl
desires next for eternity..
Love lives iN liGht
Hate dies iN dArk..
we choose wiTH God’s
relative and almighty wILL
beyond the total grasp
of any human
comprehension
of wHere to go next..
and sure.. yoUr Grandmother
iS in a better place as God iS both
a God of Grace and Merit my friend..
iN other words..
yes.. as the Muslim
religion suggests..
we do earn wHere wE
go next both iN this liFE
and what comes after iT..
so sure..
it’s best
to travel iN liGht
but the thing iS aLL
humans and other animals
and all the rest of creation
are God’s Children alWays now.
and anyone who would put anyone
iN a lesser place.. including harming
folks who are different.. like women
and homosexuals who are
yes.. different.. but pARt
of God too ONE..
weLL.. i wouldn’t
wanna be those folks
iN the Next place as i’ve
already felt the REAL WRATH
OF GOD iN this liFe.. befoRe…
i’ll stick with liGht and Love..
and folks who pooh
pooh iT and think and
feel they can harm others
who are different.. WeLL.. wHere
they go next wiLL be associated
wITh wHere they are now..
iN the dARk my
friend.. as
they pave
tHeir own
way
iN
Hell now..
anyway.. Love
rules liGht.. Hate
rules dArk.. simple
human rules wHere
liGht and Love means
NO HARM TO THE DIFFERENT
AMONG
US
NOW..
more specifically..
allowing each human
to pursue tHeir own relative
free wiLL wiTh God under
and above wITH LOVE
as LiGht..
without
the human hell
of priSoning
wALLs.. now
that is the Ultimate
hate of making other
pArts of God’s
creation
slaves..
Free WiLL wiTh Love
and courAge iN Kind
with no harm to others..
bottom line as far as i
see and feel oF GOD NOW..
Law oF God that alWays counts.. best.. LOVE..:)

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Meaning of Life.. Moving..
Connecting.. Creating..
Giving.. Sharing..
Fearless
Loving..
aLL one
takes wiTh
ONE iS heARt..
SpiRit.. and
Balance
oF miNd
and BoDy
iN SoUL..
iS Love without Fear..:)

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Ah yes.. my friend.. gigoid.. i too would have
missed Women’s Day without the reminder
of Women.. of course..
and sex trade.. ah yes.. that
comes in so many forms..
but only consensual iS free..
and there are so many
forms of institutionalized
prostitution and rape..
that is at core
truly not
consensual
at all..
and placed
at the blesSinG
of a Devil named God..
Allah or WTF.. as human
slaves.. are human slaves..
without relative Free WiLL to
pick and choose
who they
do the WiLD
thing or just
plain non-messy
Emotional Love wiTh next…
but anyway.. Women are having
the last word in even the red state
most patriarchal area wHere i live..
iF they so choose.. as in the
case of my last Thursday
dance.. an 18 year
old sober girl..
who is not old
enough to
drink can
appreciate
the wiLd and
Free Dance of
a Two Spirit.. New
Age Indian man.. at
55 with a kiss on the
ear and a wildest booty
dance of ALL.. and sure
i WiLL comply in SpiRit
at Least..
as Free
iS Free
end
and begiNNing
of story now.. now
when consensual
and in this case for
me.. yes.. consensual
with shorts on..
and women
who ARE
empowered
just as much or
even more than
men now.. wHere
i LivES iN balance oF
Masculine and Feminine
ceNter.. wheRe GOES anything Free
and Loving God without harm to others.. noW..
the tides are changing from Patriachy to
Egalitarianism.. to even Matriarchy
as our ‘primitives’ liveD
iN peace as weLL.. iN
Ocean no borders..
and the proof
iS iN the
Bonobo feMales
who once again Rub
Love wITh each other
wheTher theRe
are NOW
conseNsual
maLes iN the
area or not..
WiLd’in hAiry
wE were freE
Wild and HaiRy
we are stiLL freeR
APES STRONGER TOGEThEr..
AND.. i’m just here to usher iN and
Report the Good News of the Good
Old
age
again
NOW..
Child wE iS
BORN AGAIN..:)

And ha! the title of your current
blog post.. looking back oN iT
now.. per..
“Flagrant passions arise
from mundane roots”
iS InspiRatiOn…
enough for
thiS
comment
huh.. wITh
biG wInks2..:)

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Ah.. first SpRinG Blooms visible oN the
Dogwood tree thAt iS mY constant
companion iN change.. aLL
seaSons from FaLL leaves..
barRen Winter branches..
SpRinG Buds
and briGhtest
Green of Leaves
FloWinG iN
Summer
Breeze..
anyway.. iF history
says anything about that
for the last two years oF mE
as empiricAlly assessed iN Blog
Activity of aLL types.. knoWinG
and feeLinG a creative
explosion of liGht
iN creativity
riSinG
as a SonG
oF mY SoUl
noW.. ALL FREE
iN the good old New
IS
RA
EL
of the USA.. in beautiful..
but yes.. somewhat alWays
challenging Red State
new Jerusalem
as weLL.. once
named literally
Hell.. now named
Milton.. as the Mill
town creates iT to
sTiLL bE Now..
yeS.. iT iS
what iT
iS..
i’LL stay here for
God’s Country iN Rivers
Bays.. Gulf Beaches.. and aLL
the amenities of Water oF LiFe
that go along wITh that as WeLL
as the relatively cheap cost of Living here.. too..
as.. i ain’t about the money.. but it costs to Live Free..
and not spending money for me at least.. is insurance to stay FREE…
and never havinG to work for fools who make robot slaves oF human again..:)

Okay.. with all that said.. a poem for a journey of the seasons iN creativity
even when staying in one general physical place.. that WiLL bE
my contribution iN case anyone comes here.. from last
week’s Tuesday prompt that is also about
traveling.. some point from now..
or otherwise just for
fun.. as these
words WiLL bE
recorded.. anyway.. iN multiple
places all across the human hive
oF Online Life untiL
the servers
give out..
iN yes..
oh so many places..
as ya know and may feel
some folks are worried about copy
rights that are antithetical wITh mY onLY
religion oF n0w that iS Moving.. Connecting..
Creativity iN Giving and sHaRinG now..
so iT gives me the clear advantage
as i do not anally retain
creativity
as owning
iT like
a frigging
car.. It iS
pArt of God as whole
as aLL creativity iS and
true freedom iS in Owning
no thing and bEinG totAlly
FREE ONE WITH GOD OF NATURE..
as HA! OTHER ANIMALS ROAM THE PLANET
TOTALLY NAKED WITH NO ILLUSIONS OF
HUMAN MADE COLLECTING.. SELFISH
AND HOARDING CULTURE.. now with
all that said.. don’t get me wrong..
to each his OWN as some
folks believe that
perhaps
they can
sell their
creativity or
they just hate to think
of someone else sharing
it without permission..
i am financially
independent
and never
run out of
words.. i suppose
iF i was less fortunate
iN freedom ways i miGht now..
feel as different as i did before..
when i too.. walked iN shoes.. then..
of selfish collecting and hoarding
of material human cultural goods
and yes of course
that includes
symbols
of words
and creativity
associated there oF..
But i have too much to say and
feeL to even attempt to try to
own and hoard iT
to myself
as iT iS
soUl that i SinG
aLL iN miNd and Body
Balance and iT is juSt
Nature that when we spread
our liGht.. the greaTest N0W..
LiGhts continue to be attracted to uS even
iF we are a totally unknown artist
in ways of human
labeling..
in total all the creative
efforts i have done online
in the last 63 or so months
have received literally millions
of views above and beyond
the 1.35 Million or so
actually
literally
recorded
on Google plus..
in accordance with that
i have very few followers
or comments in relative
way.. but you see
the thing is..
i am
easy to find
iN myriad ways..
as all i do is give
with NEVER EXPECTATION
TO RECEIVE ANYTHING FROM
ANYONE ELSE.. but ha..! i receive
the most iN sMiles from the dance i do
offline wHere that is even shared all over
the word in voyeur Facebook video way
by all the minions of folks who have
recorded me doing that over
the last 30 months or
so iN the real
world..
but as i just
do mY casual norm now..
when i go to the one point
of dance wHere everyone nows
me as the dance guy now.. the
names range from dude you
are awesome to
there goes
the
legend..
i was a shut-in
for 66 months.. worse
than the frigging Hunch
Back of Notre Dame or the
Devil iN Hell.. perspective
baby.. is what it’s all about..
all i wished for was
to smile again..
and now
others
smile wherever
i go in the flesh and blood
world in this little backwards
red state area i live iN..
and all i wanted
was to
smile
one more
time and feeL
iT.. Let’s just
say.. i FEEL PLENTY NOW..
AND THAT iS aLL the gift
i asked for.. and what i give
totAlly free iS just my thanks
to God for the gift of having
one more SMiLe iN this
Life while i lived
dead for
those 66 months..
So thanks God of Nature..
i never forget a favor..
i have great
respect for
you.. both
for the gift
oF greAtest
darkness and yes..
just the gift of One
sMiLe that led to
miles and miles
of smiles from
me now..
yeah..
SMiLEs..
baby.. THAT word
becomes sacred when
ya cannot FEEL A SMILE
OR DO A SMILE FOR 66
MONTHS iN Hell.. so liFe’s
a sMiLe to me..
whether anyone
iS iN the room
of mE to see or
feeL.. iT.. the importance
of that SMiLe to mE or not..
as that iS between mE and the
God of Nature wHere God shows
me the Warmest liGht and coldest
dArk.. so.. i too WiLL share a GREAtEST
LiGht2..
hmm.. and with aLL
that said.. off now
to dVerse last week’s
Tuesday Traveling prompt
as my inner journey and outer
one continues.. inside.. outside..
above.. so below.. and aLL AROUND..:)

But i think i’ll take
a spRing afternoon
nap first..
Siesta
here
i go..
for now..:)

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1:44 pm..:)

Back at 3:40 pm..

Oh Rocks.. of culture pass..
Ah.. greens of meadows new..
Hmm.. Love oF
Life
renews..:)

PoeTry has no
mind iT
SingS
a SonG
without
a music sheet
of new.. oh soUl
iS Older iN Real..
and that’s just a
side note free.. as
aLL words oF heArt..
souL.. and spiRit..
are to
mE.,

Seriously.. why
would someone
who does this
wish to gain
money
off
soUl..

Sure.. a sick
society iS the
formula for that…
as side note ends.. FREE..:)

*
Schools of fish of modern
humans swim together iN
rise and fall of
what is together..
Maverick fish swims
harder farther.. and
finds the first
school of
freedom
before
last..:)

Well.. personAlly i like traveling
an anthropological route
inside.. and outside
too.. below
all around
and yes
above excites
me too.. and predictable
that only one free spiRit..
would wonder and imagine
most.. besides me in words
of more about your UFO
encounter…
as i am
not
afraid
of traveling above..
hopefully though..
‘they’ don’t
serve
humans..
wInks..:)

*
Travels of Sunday Dinners
in Southern way fried
chicken Wings..
deep soaked
in lard.. with
fried potatoes..
after dinner nap..
and next thing ya know
Monday work and eventually
back to Sunday Dinner wash
cycle on.. wash cycle off
rewind fast forward and
do it
again…
did it for
20 some odd
years.. predictable
yes.. but never
wild and
free..
as now..:)

Wander lust
Wonder lust..
two ways of looking
as us.. wE a nation
of satisfied
and
movers
and shakers…
Home and travel..:)

*
Food.. core of Life
Cookers.. Servers..
Waiters.. Waitresses..
all BrinG uS energy
oF Life.. tips big
tips small
eat
big.. small..
eat full..
bottom
line
LiVe..
alWays important
job to do.. and
sure Janitor
too..
as Sanitation
saves more lives
than the
medical
field
ever
wiLL..
by statistical
scientific
analysis
of course..:)

Friend iN hands
of travel.. Hands
iN ways
oF
care..
touch in eYes
of Love..
planes
that
fear
no friends..:)

Just a note here..
and no need to publish it..
just wanted to say.. i’ve responded
to every single prompt and
every single lInk to
dVerse in close to
a year now..
and just for fun
i’m gonna publish
my third novel..
somewhere over
100K words of
an anthology
of aLL i’ve
dOne iN
the last
year or so
in a blog post
as there are no
rules against iT
belonGinG to me..
oh yeah.. more about
you.. as i’ve been traveling
down these dVerse trails..
consistently.. your poeTry
inspires
among
the best..
in mE.. so sure..
as i rate poeTry..
which i rarely
do.. as i hate
frigging competitions
to see who is best.. yours
is in feeling some of the best to
mE… sMiles.. just felt like saying
that now..
Ynot
be free alWays..
to say what iS
reAlly
oN yoUr
miNd and heARt..
expresSinG SpiRit..
sMiLes again..
Sanaa..
i reAlly
like
yOur
poeTry..:)

My paternal family
twice removed from
Ireland.. once then
removed from
Black Forest
of Germany..
i cannot imagine
any architecture
worth traveling
to greater
than
subtropic
sun on face..
anyWay.. poeTry
and photos wiLL
suffice iN travel for me..
away from paradise here..
aLL oF Nature wiTh zero manmade..:)

SMiLes.. my friend..
the Interstate.. a microcosm
iN itSelf of American Culture..
move fast straight ahead..
but Culture even more
confusing..
as multi
task
all at
one time
moving faster
than ever before..
it’s amazing what one
can do.. if they move at
tHeir own speed.. fast
or slow.. Free
to go wherever
wonder and
wander
lust takes
them free
iN endless
twiliGht now
and morning
stars.. oF bright LiGht..
oh! to reTire FOR LIFE..
wheRe the rubber once
more feels
the cold
wheels
of life
FULL.. WARM..
funny how some
folks never ever learn to
even
live
now..
lesSon oF
RE-TIRE..
SMiLinG GOlden
Years younger
iN SpiRit
than
even
imaginable
after age 5..
wHere school
and work takes
ALL THAT’S REAL AWAY..
AND really that’s all that
YeShUa was saying
before
Interstate
humans
made
him
into
an only God..
sad sad sad.. Interstate
humans with no tires..:)

Class.. a function
of more than 150 to
200 sets of humans
iN a group setting.. no
longer depending directly
on each other.. empathy
glows iN hand held
company
of survival..
Empathy
dies when
eYes no
longer
connect
as being human..
trUly the disease of
Modern culture.. the
death of empathy as even
science now shows that
empathy has gone the
way of 4 inch
screens
of heartless
eyes of college
age adults who
empirically
score 30%
less on
heARt
from just
a few decades
ago.. the Zombie
Apocalypse iS real
iN 4 inch screens of SCREAM..
iS there anyone iN theRe.. as
Pink
Floyd
says..
‘Comfortably
Numb’ now
as Zombie
Robot
eYes
gOne
cOld..:)

Nature sinGs Truth..
Life’s SonG iN
liGht oF
sparKle
waVe
sunliT
oceaN way..
no borders.. no
shores etched in stone..
manmade.. prisons
fail
test
iN ocean free
waves Of uS
brusH
new shoreline
Free from
StOne agE PriSons..:)

Water close iN liVing
liFe.. spiRit flOats
oF Loving lives..
boats oF humans
row iN LiGht.. BriGhter
waves.. SoUl true domain..:)

Pain Horrors past
alWays worth
visiting
again
in respect
oF Gas
chambers
lit by cruel
excluders of Life..
they still live though..
wherever human lives
are less
than others..
and i am once
again reminded
of Lesbians stoned
in Iran.. buried to
their chest.. for
just being
human
as God’s
Nature dictates..
iN humans who free..
Gas chambers live
on.. in ice cOld dEvil hearts…

The way i see poeTry
iS a thousAnd or more
poetic responses to
even one poem..
iN trading suits
and formal
ways for introspection
free my friend… on tRains
of Love.. that never speed.. away..:)

Well.. that’s all for now..
Dinner and a work-out coming..
15 down and 9 more to go..
later as poeTry
comes
and goes..
i WiLL.. too..:)

Back at 11:01 pm..
to catch up more..:)

Peace Flowers peppered
with gun powder of
brave.. people
peppered
with hope
and salted
with faith for free..
iN belief oF a better now..:)

Columbine states..
and Free Whales
dictate..
dArk
oF air..
and free
seas.. wheRe
fins deLight and
guns kiLL Love wiTh hate…
Nature reigns iN places
human
guns
WiLL
never see
or FeeL..:)

WeLL.. i suppose the best
thing about Google Earth
is at least there is a
vicarious way
now.. out oF
Google Earth..
and alWays
a choice
for a way
out of prison
iN four walls iF
not work.. ugh..
prison walls for pay..:)

SMiLes.. farm animals
feel better than
knowing
books
beyond hay
stacks of real
iN undeRstanD
oF Nature.. noW..:)

Extra Miles
oF Life trUly
God’s extra
credit for living
more with challenge
and less with comfort
iN soft
and weak..
Strength Wins
alWays iN
longest run
oF
FEarless
Love..:)

Curve baLLs
oF sidewalk
life.. straiGht
line Highways
same in predict
a
bility
Of change..
aLways new..
new ways aLL..
iN challenge
oF Life..
for
liVing
most..
N0W..:)

Paths oF sacrifice.. lonG and narroW
taLL and sMall.. giving
more than
taKing..
a way
firsT theRe..:)

Human hUmbles
againsT canyoN
wAlls..
beauty deep
and jagged
hiGh..
Human
Flesh breathes..
Hard Rock too..:)

Portrait oF NaturE..
A River that flowS
without humaN
hands oF
brusheS
chaininG
down witH
horse heiR
stolen ponieS.:)

WeLL that finishes
nine at 11:45 pm.. 44
minutes.. for a little
under 5 minutes for
each poetic
effort
oF floWinG
zOne fUn..:)

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Well.. i watched the movie Kings and Prophets on ABC.. as
i am fascinated with the mix of religion.. politics.. culture
in general.. and country.. all mixed.. globally in
a volatile cocktail of spiritual life
and bloody violence and
rape.. all mixed
in one.. THING..
and it was probably
the best illustration on TV
of the Old Testament so far..
as to why church and state should
never be mixed as one force.. less women
and children should be killed and raped..
nah.. no rape in this show but
we all know that
the Old Testament
and Kuran still literally
supports it unless one does
an incredible act of figurative adjustments
for the common sense of what is said in both
books.. of incredible
insensitivity and lack
of human empathy and caring..
and to think.. this is why the Catholic
church still will not allow homosexuals to
get married in the church or folks who have
not gone through a labyrinth of church
instruction
just to get remarried
after divorce in the church..
or have to frigging go to confession
with a priest who will admittedly STATE
they have demons
of so-called
sin in their closet
too.. it’s tradition..
but it comes from human
imagination obviously that is capable
of great works of human Love in dreams
or great works.. as both the Old Testament..
and the Kuran proves.. even today.. in
human misery.. suffering..
violence..
and
death.. as
N I G H T Mare.
and nah.. they
ain’t ‘great’ they are just
disgusting and go to show where
the truth and light is or isn’t.. it ain’t
in aggression.. violence.. rape.. and
wars.. and church services to make
the pastor or king affordable
resources
for a bigger
home or
temple church
enclosing his home
thereIN.. however that is
part of the tribal instinct
when securing
subsistence
when
resources
are low.. but all i can
say now.. is find another
way of life.. other than
taking human lives
and raping
little children
whether that be
ISIS or modern priests..
who are repressed in their
emotions and sexuality and are
sick.. such as that.. and take it out
on the innocents either in church pews
or conquering countries as such.. never
the less
real evil
is real evil
whether sanctioned
by church and or state
together or not.. it’s simple..
just look at the cries of the
women and children and
other folks too..
as they are
killed
and raped..
that’s God in those
women and children
and sure.. males too..
dark
and light..
and nah.. God
would rather live FREE.. isn’t
that evident now everywhere one
looks in Nature.. humans have
enough sense if theY use it
not to kill
and rape
their brothers
and sisters.. but that
starts in childhood as
one gains touchy feely
love or is basically
left to fend ALONE..
for their emotional
needs themselves
with videos and such
while the parents live
on cell phones or whatever..
the flavor of neglect is these days..
IN TERMS OF HUMAN HEART..
SPIRIT.. EXPRESSEd AND
SOUL iN emotional
miNd and
boDy bal
anceway..
and yeah..
to keep the
human body
stiLL for long periods
of time iS at the
base of screwing
humanity
all up
from what the
God of Nature Evolved
humans to be ALL FREE.. stiLL..
now.. ANYWAY.. THE GOOD NEWS
iS PRISON can still be avoided
in free countries like the U.S. iF
ya know and feel your way
around iN God terms
of Human
Freedom in moving..
connecting.. creating..
sharing.. giving way..
out of the frigging lies iN
Matrix of politics and religion
that would subjugate and control
with illusory fears to gain vagina
and material goods
and instruct
where and where
not the penis and
vagina can go..
at the base of all God given
Freedom to animal humans
and others
alike FREE..
but sure i see
this clearly
as i am not
A GOD.. i am
PART of he largest
God of ALLONE.. and
i know mY place
in humility
as only
a child
of God who must
understand the rules of the
God of Nature that ARE REAL
TO BE REALLY
iN heaven
oF the REAL
GARDEN OF EDEN
now that can still be ours
if not poisoned by the evil
apple
of church
and politics
as it were and still
is to some degree at least..
THANK GOD i live here.. as mightY
sick stuff is still going on around the world
ranging from female genital mutilation to
burying Lesbians to top.. in sand.. and
stoning them.. all
to take away
God Given
Nature
by fools
with sticks
and stones..
knives.. swords.,
and yes.. frigging
A
bombs
and more..
as the devil grows
horns longer and longer
as human insanity stages
the greaTest test of savages..
without
heARt
Spirit
or SoUl
iN mind and
body balance
T O Get Her
with
Mother
Nature..
TRUTh
and LIGht..
aka
GOD.. THE
real God of Nature..
yeah.. i gotta slingshot too..
but it’s more like the harp..
in dance of feet and
SonGswords..
and there are
many others
like me who reach
much farther than this..
in sling shot way to once
again defeat the goliath of
HUMAN IGNORANCE…
AWAY FROM THE
GOD
OF
NATURE..
NO not once
again.. for the
first time ever.. more
fully at least.. on a
globaL N O W ON..
ONE WORLD BASIS..
where as alWays theRe
iS only ONE real tribe of human
BEING FREE and that is the human race
iN
Peace..:)

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Well.. often on my bLog..
Starship date whenever..
i tale the dark tale of
what my life
once was
upon a
time then..
to make
iT now
clear NOW that
i have great empathy
and compassion for the
darker side of life.. as i’ve
had my share.. at least2..
so hope you
feel better
on that
point.. my friend..
gigoid.. i just know
A N D F E E Lnow..
that real aLL natural
epigenetic neuroplastic
miracles are possible from
head to toe..
but sure
there are
limits
as we
are only
human.. albeit
magic to some degree
when all the DNA gets
unpacked
iN Life..
so wishing you well
as truly the secret of
positive mind and body
balance should not be
a secret at all
in ways
of greater
liGht of life
in TRUTH..
slowly
surely
sometimes
not at all.. now
but potentially now
explosive as well.. now
as the evidence of my
life at least.. preSents
since July of 2013..
as documented
fullY on aLL my blogs
for those who have the
capacity to read several
million words and view tens
of thousands of photos to
get the full story
of the real
miracle that
has happened..
in my life.. at least..
which i currentlynow
don’t have the nows
fully to go back to do
now either hehe.. now
means.. now.. sMiles2..
and thank God iT iS aLL
Natural per the God that
iS Nature.. which means
i ain’t no God..
i’m just
a grain
of sand
and others
can shine brighter
as diAmonD gRains
oF sand as well.. if like
THAT Train engine that
just keeps going
and running
up
that hill
my friend..
the best
he or
she could
and CAN juSt
dO iT.. but anyway..
your words today.. remind
me.. of how foolish.. i really was..
after so many years.. people had that
WTF did he say.. look on their face after
i tried to express myself.. i should of staRted
dancing earlier.. so they could say WTF even
louder
as i danced
around them..
with looks of praise
or dismay.. i am what
i am and what i am i’ll Move..
like a train that never runs out of STEAM
run
NinG
nowup
that hiLL
my friend..
never really
looking back
for
long..
UnicorN
wiTh SonG
R E A L N O W..
Hmm.. “Slingshots
Dance Unicorn sWORDs”..
sounds like a REAL title now..
and i have just the correct shirt
for it too..
for my 101th
week of dance
tonight aS WeLL..
photos coming later..;)

4816

Earning three degrees iN college per Anthropology.. Social Sciences Interdisciplinary and Health Science.. the administrator who was signing me up for the last quarter of college seeing that i would graduate with a triple major asked me what i was going to do with all that knowledge… well.. the truth is i didn’t have really any idea then.. as.. weLL.. the REAL WORLD
JOB PROSPECTS for those
softer arts and
sciences of
human nature
were practically
nihl.. then.. in terms
of really making a living
and getting out of Mama’s
home.. but anyway.. when interviewed
by the Pensacola News Journal.. as my
Sister.. i.. and my mother were all
graduating together in
1983.. a noteworthy
enough accomplishment
then to get 15 minutes of fame..
as it were.. i stated my ultimate
goal is to be an Anthropologist..
well the good news iS i am
truly an epic anthropologist now
iN ways of observer participant ob-
server from writing poetry.. to hanging
out on the largest online
website for social
outcasts.. to nude
art.. to
making
friends with folks
in different cultures
and religions around the
world.. and yes.. dancing
very close to 5000 miles
in the general public everywhere
i go in 30 months now.. oh yeah..
and celebrating my 101th week
of dance with all the cool
college age folks at
Good Old Seville
Quarter tonight..
which is one of the most
interesting pArts of my ‘science
project’.. as my wife gets to participate..
albeit not an actual dancer in the club..
as she is a girl.. quite feminine in fact..
oh yeah.. beautiful and really
picky in her tastes
of what is attractive
or not.. so she
picks my dance
shirts out based
on what will
really turn
women on enough
to make smiley selfies
in evidence of what generally
makes women happy iN a man..
and obviously a sense of humor
is key.. as when i wear dark
themed shirts.. hmm..
empirical numbers
of selfies..
analyzed say
no.. don’t work
well with the girls..
but yah.. the guys are
more impressed by Darth
Vader and such as that..
with fist bumps.. hi
fives and all of that..
but stuff like cats..
and Rainbows
and Unicorns..
WiLL do the
trick.. that’s at least
what the shirt purchaser
Katrina says.. and so far her
female Anthropological observer
way works
in a empirical
way.. as the last
47 selfies in my last
two Dance blog posts prove
with little
doubt..
particularly the
one subject of study
who tried to basically
swallow
my ear..
and ram me across
the dance floor with her rear..on my ‘front’..
Life is fun to both study and participate
in moving.. connecting.. and creating.. i
highly encourage
others to try iT..
ya.. miGht just
lEarn to enjoy iT..
iN sharing and giving
way as it is human Nature
baby and iN all stuff human
Nature and the rest of Nature
aka GOD.. use it or lose it applies..
so i use it aLL
and just
FUCKING HAVE FUN wITH
SCIENCE AND ART FULLY
iN
stONEs
throw now..
Oh by the way in modern
cultural terms.. the bad news
is i have made zero dollars
during the course of this
entire science project ART..
since November 26.. 2010
that at minimum wage and
resources purchased comes
out to approximately 178K dollars
of my resources of time/effort and
STUFF PURCHASED AND USED..
BUT hey.. i found God IS REAL
ALONG THE WAY.. MAGIC
IS REAL.. AND THE
SECRET TO HEAVEN
IS JUST DOING THIS
ALL NOW FOR
FREE AS
HEAVEN NOW..
OH YEAH.. BABY..
PRICELESS.. JUST PRICELESS..
AS THE TRUTH AND LIGHT WILL
SET YA FREE IN PLACES YOU NEVER
EVEN IMAGINED
OR DREAMED
THAT ARE
REAL NOW..
in Davy of Free
and Goliath of Prison
real in dancing slingshot
sWordS of real.. N O W..:)

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oh yeah.. Baby..
now to publish
just ’cause i CAN
AND
WiLL
FOR
FREE..
and yes as promised
earlier.. more fun dance
photos coming somewhere
around the 3 am wee morn..
hour of Friday morning
after the dance
is finished
then.. as
my own
established
Sacred and
Holy Thursday
R and R day
and night..
comes in
greater focus
with of course my
usual installment of
nude art.. that has so
far received over 10K
views but 0 comments and
that is quiet alright NOW as what
comes on that blog stays NOW
on that RESTRICTED blog
free..
juSt
free..
AND today’s
SonG borrowed
from one of the
theme songs
of the
Lucifer
show
last
week..
yeah it’s
strange.. but
so am i.. and
God 2 as Quantum
physics shows with NO DOUBt
or fears
expresSinG
greater Truth
and liGht iN
dArk
as
WeLL..
i ain’t scared
’cause i walk with
THE God of ALLONe
no NOT.. juSt
one
tiny
pARt..:)

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Ah.. Memories from a year ago on Facebook..
wasn’t just sharing photos of food..
but oh yes.. i do that too..
Ynot count your
blesSings iN
more than words..
when ya have a Smartphone
to celebrate special moments
of the BleSsingS oF LiFe aLL
Free now.. iF nothing more
than the celebration
of the continuous
present of now..
Positive energy
and the Flow oF zOne
iN positive human liGht..
As above so below.. wE humans
are Walking Talking Dancing
Feelings Star Dust of the
God of Nature ALLTHATiS..
sure we are Star DuSt but so
much more now..
aSWeLL.. to
Celebrate.. make iT
ALL SAcRed and positive
iN FloW and liGht zOne oF
God oF Nature iS a continuous
practice now.. iN human relative
Free WiLL.. wheRe through the art
of movement AKA the FORCE OF
HUMAN DANCE.. as the emotions
flow from brain to gut and spread
out via the metaphor oF
Kundalini Serpent
better known iN
science as the vagal
nerve.. yes.. the dance
provides biofeedback for
Emotional Regulation.. Sensory
Integration.. and Enhanced Cognitive
Executive Functioning iN both Short
Term working memory and focus as
we change our brain waves from stressed
out Beta waves to Alpha to even border
line Theta and deeper into
the ocean oF human
subconscious meeTinG
the conscious state of miNd
for amazing trance states oF
human creativity to express much
greater arts of liFe iN all ways that comes..
noW.. WeLL.. sPeaKinG of art.. today iS also
SinGinG iN Catholic Church iN
lieu of much oF the kneeling
for older knees of me now..
then a visit on a Southern Baptist
Pastor’s farm up north and all the
associated animals thereof.. and then
the Arts Festival on the River Walk.. where
let’s just say my fuLL Arts of poeTry and photography
and even dance can be a ‘little’ racy tHere ..so sure..
i save that in Global way online and even Facebook..
for PG13 audiences.. who can handle much much
more of me.. hehe.. and all that comes wiTh
that noW.. as i escape the constraints
of Cultural and Religious borders
while continuing to fit iN
just a ‘little’ bit..
too.. heheX2..
anyway pleasant
liFe N0W.. wItH joY
as LIFE iS alWays
good to me.. been to the
other place oF real hELL..
and yeah baby.. iF tHere iS
any Heaven now.. i for oNe..
Live tHeir noW..
the reward
FOR NEVER
F
iN
giving uP
Survival alWAys
wINs iN lonGesT
runs oF
liVing
the gift..
the present NOW..:)

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Hi.. My friend.. Zee.. thanks so much for visiting with
me on this beautiful azure blue Florida Sunday..
just back from Church.. Farm Visit.. and
Local Art Festival.. the topic of the
photography of my next
post as well..
as coming words..
Hope your weekend
was great and glad you enjoyed
the song and photos.. my friend..:)

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Facebook friend Rafiah provides
a translation on her page..

And i say..

Well.. sMiLes my friend.. Rafiah..
i suppose it was worth making the
mistake of posting my post on your
page to find out the meaning that
knowledge is observational and
experimental hence limited.. Whereas
with God belongs absolute truth and knowledge..
and the FACT too.. iS anything that filters through
human or is associated with human words falls
short of the Glory of God Almighty Nature..
and the greaTest thing about science..
particularly.. modern Quantum Physics..
iS iT blows away all preconceived notions
of what empirical science assessed reality
was before.. that of course is a scribe of God..
albeit limited as the true and alWays limited
prophet of God that science iS iN terms of
the only real bible or book of prophecy
iN absolute truth and liGht that is God’s
RAW Nature.. without the illusions that
humans bring to the table of reality..
that are reality as well.. with no limits
of human imaGiNation where the observer
human influences the RealiTy NatUre that iS
God ONE and saMe as pArt of uS..
endless circles.. my friend.. wheRe
wE are the inside of the circles..
the lines of the circles and pArt
of many Circles of Nature true..
but beyond all human words iN
comprehension of course.. as we are
still but specks of particles.. dust.. waves..
pArt Field Whole but trUly amazing n0w
how much we can see and feel of God..
ever groWinG.. unless we put ourselves iN
borders of the past.. or lock ourselves iN books
and throw away the keys.. i am very unhappy
with parts of religion that are against
God’s Nature.. but ignorance iS pARt
of the pie iN dArk just waiting to bE
illuminated iN greater truth and liGht
wHere more humans can bE frEE and
fulfill the Great God Given potentials iN
myriads oF different types of intelligence
that modern human rarely touches.. as they
are stuck in textbooks oF observation away
from the Creative Force Of wE when closer
to God.. that needs zero words at aLL.. now
to accomplish.. greaTest feats with God
and wiTh Gravity iN liGht instead oF
falling iN the dArkness of Fear..
the Mother and Father of aLL
stuff related to hate..
including doubt..
jealousy.. pride..
ownership..
subjugation.. and control of other
human beings.. and the rest of Nature..
i need nothing but a dance with God
all else iN mY feats
faLL short oF the Glory
oF what human CAN BE WHEN
HUMAN DANCES FREE WITH
GOD.. the HEAVEN iS NOW..:)

sMiLes my friend.. Rafiah..
as God lives iN uS..
greaTest Love
God enjoys
iN uS iS Love
oF liFe wE express..
so.. hiGher we go.. higHeR
God goes wIth uS no matter how that
iS expressed.. God is not concrete labels alone..
God iS FloWinG alWays like a river with wE aLLonE
who flow free.. but sure.. theRe are dammed
among uS who WiLL bLock God’s River
from FloWinG free.. sadly God iS not
happy tHere my Friend.. iN Art Of uS..
that becomes concrete label instead
oF REAL FloWinG River oF God iN
Boundless Oceans Free.. lesSon
oF Beach.. my friend.. balance
wiTh SonG Waves oF God
greaT sinGinG Free..
iN Ocean
US..:)

1019

Ah.. Present of play..
to Play present
as play iS
to Play
liFe instead
of spectator
of someone
else’s
play…
And iF one can imagine
the look of WTF.. on a ‘Primitive’
human’s face when someone locks
themselves inside a box..
and refuses
to come
out oF
the Cave..
sure.. Dogs
and Cats sTill
kNow better when
they escape the cave too..
and teach uS whEre we’ve
been iN dArk wholes
oF
nothing
much but nothing..
oh.. to feel life.. smell.. touch..
taste.. and proprioception so
nuanced iN expanse
we become Nature
and are never
again
alone..
ALLONE..
wE Us..
iF Free
Blank
eT’s
LOVE..
The SonG oF our
SoUL.. iN EmoTioNal
HeARt exists
as SpiRit
oF uS
iN Tree
oF Life..
innate..
instinctual
and intuitive
Nature’s Book
before broken down
as pages.. whole wE are..:)

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10:55 pm..

WeLL.. StiLL far away
from catching up on dVerse
prompts from last week..
but aLL iS now
iN spiRit of
creativity..
no time.. no
place.. no wHere
but now as Creation
Activity sinGs a SonG
iN response to last Monday’s
dVerse prompt on Haibuns
about traveling with my
own essence of art..
no name reAlly
but aLL fuN
for Fredbuns
and Fredkus
wiTh
trUly
no name
but i aM
FREE
sinGs
SonG
oF mE..:)

Back at
3:36 pm..
3072016..
Global deTours come
first.. and now for
a few.. before
work-out
next..:)

*
Ah.. travel.. sadly
the only now some folks
have to reflect iN now..
juSt bE.. iN a stretch
oF noW.. Going somewHere
but stiLL goinG nowHere
but now.. iN
tRain tracks
that flow
now..
instead of
dotted with seconds
of illusory time..

Rain.. rains
juSt
tRains tracks..:)

Travel oF heARt..
stay close to
human.. travel
Of culture strays..
not far from sOul
oF BeinG..

SpiRit Flows
ONe
travels near..:)

StRandeD noWoN planeTs..
otheR than Nature thAt iS earTh..
eT’s wanDer iN screams
oF screens that
gRow color
and speed..
outside
Of lEaves
that groW..
future shock..
iS now human
machine.. grass iS
sTill groWinG.. few feeL…

Barefoot
grAss
Leaves..:)

*
Genuine Classic Art..
Master of the pen..
the brush.. ballet
shoes.. and
swords
of martial
arts.. all
miSS
target
free..:)

Cat paws
art
Free..:)

SMiLes.. my friend..
8 years ago.. God gifted
me with 40 sleepless
days during the
Lent period..
1 hour each for
the first 35 of
shallow sleep
with man-made
alpha blocker..
zero for the last
5 of 40.. lesSon
lEarned of Job..
ha!.. after Hell.. i happily
write literally hundreds of
poems a week.. as nothing
is too hard after REAL HELL…

And then there
was literally 66 months
of worse than crucifixion pain..

literally.. yes.. as assessed
in Medical
Literature..

w/2fredkU..;)

SMiLes.. seed oF preSent
sParK of LiFe..
DuSt of Stars..
Fire of LiVing
liGht before
duSt of uS…

Seed lives
iN
FiRe liGht..:)

Rays of Sun now..
Emotions of human
SpiRit sAme heARt..
Serotonin
trust and
comfort..
dopamine
pleasure and
endorphins
ease pain..
Sun we are
as Sun we Shine…

Human eYes oF Love..
melt soUless
icicles of Sunless cold..:)

Traveling back to 911.. now..
Department Head meeting
at Navy.. operations..
cold heARted leader
says get back to
business.. there
will probably be
many more attacks..
nothing we can do about
it.. get back to work.. produce..

Figuring out finally
i am a slave..
how to get free.. FiN Leave..

6 years after.. deadly success..
12 years
later.. simply Bliss and Free..

15 years after..
one word
M I R A C L E..

Now younger
iN Spirit
than ever before..

Drive
aLiVe
at 55..

Yes.. this makes
6 Fredkus..
you inspire me..;)

Self service culture..
human touch fleeting..
Flowers bloom..
Valleys green..
Mountains high…

Nature touches..
hUman
gLove gRows cOlder..:)

Catholic Relief..
a mission worthy..
volunteers brave wiTh
compassion.. true brothers
and sisters of humaniTy Love…

Appeal to give..
Love..
to help.. pArt i like..:)

Words.. attempting.. travel to feeLinG..
FeelingS often trapped In words
that do feelings no justice
iN nuance Of aLL
oF Nature.. inside..
outside.. above.. so
below.. All ’round Free..

Feelings
free..
Words bleed..:)

Nature sings
iN dirt
dreams..

Human clean..
dreams
dirt..

Dogs grin..
Dirt
or Clean..:)

Free as Love..
Human
Lives when
Love iS Free..

All else
fails
but Love..:)

Yes.. Spring now..
creation activity..
Snow birds
go
back to
hibernation
land.. wheRe
spRinG liVes
iN human..
WiNter
never
comes….
SpRinG iS noW…

soulFul refRain’s SpiRit…
eases
WinTer heARt oF soUL..:)

oh.. yeah..
hi Lynn.. iN the middle..
late am i.. hehe.. 4now..;)

Well.. 5:16 pm..
Dinner and a
work-out.. now..
finishing 15
with 13 more to go..;)

Back at 10:58 pm..

Dunes of Beach.. stoic
standing tall with
Sea Oat crown
waving iN Gulf
Breeze.. hidden
Love.. Peaceful escape
from other beach view..
Ivan wipes iT all
away….

Hurricane eYes
sWeeps Dune
Love.. gOne iN waves..:)

First green of Spring
Japanese Maple
Leaves
SpRing
against ice
blue sky
of warming
Southern breeze…

Inviting colors..
Life breathes
human bEinG..:)

Memories.. paint
mind of poetry..
peacock featheRing
way.. colors LiFe…

Words
feather
colored way..:)

TRain to lonEly
kNows no trees
oF Love.. Leaves
fall away
from whistles
refRain of Kindness…

TRain tracks
sEnd
melancholy rAils..:)

Desert sands place humans above
gRains.. often placing themselves
as Gods above rest oF Nature
at large.. then..
Mountains bRing
humble Yogi’s…

Indian oF
Earth
weLL BeinG..:)

*
RuSty weatheRed joints
gluEd iN chAir oF
sitting sTilL..
Moving
lubricating
fliGht of bird…

PleaSent
dreams
oF moVinG BLiSs..:)

Beach oF Love
retUrns iN SAnd
oF tears.. so long
iN Love of Tears…

Love SingS
BrinG
SonG..:)

Blanket liFe..
oh trees.. so
leaves of Grass..
SUn
sMiLES
iN colors LiFe..

no colors
untold.. unfold..
iN breathing aLL..:)

Memories past
Memories preSent
Memories Future..

one aLL
now..
now..:)

Bountiful Nature
rains iN history
oF Florida..

Indians place..
pass..
Panzacola Indians..:)

My grandfather.. a
Catholic Priest.. vow
to never marry
at age 36..
until 17 year
old Cajun eYes
say otherwise
iN pews of Please..

Ah .. desire..
thanks God..
oh.. My Life..:)

HerE now sinGs
statioNary..
‘copter…

cycles..
humming
wiNgs..:)

Sioux and Cherokee me..
and English on Maternal side..
Irish.. German..
French.. Spanish
on Paternal side..
not going far
to meet
aLL
iN me…

SMiLes..
when U.N.
lives iN you..;)

Finished all 28
Travel related
dVerse prompts
at 12:04 am..
3082016..:)

2035

FHP=HELL
HLF=HEAVEN
Fear X hate X prison=HELL
Hope X love X free=HEAVEN

HA!.. IT’S amazing how hard it is
to convince folks in the first
place to come on over
to the second
place
but perhaps
there is a missing
fActor.. of D..
no.. not
Devil…
Dance..
or perhaps..
Devil Dance
to exorcise
demons
from
religion..
just forget all the religion..
all the so-called holy books..
and heLL.. yNOt.. all the science
abstracts too.. and just dance
and truly iF theRe
iS a modern
Jesus.. iT iS
Joe..

but not many
folks have the
feelings and senses
oF Love and Life unleashed
and released iN a Dance of Life.. FREE!..
except perhaps the Cern Symbol of Dance..;)

Well.. so anyway.. i’m iN WinN Dixie last night and after
another marathon or so of dance over two days..
all around the southeast.. my feet are kinda
ready to rest.. until i watch your
“Present Video”.. and play
is once again.. the GIFT..
as moment oF Play.. NOW..
so i dance.. and go higher
and higher in mindful awareness..
bliss.. nirvana.. escape from gravity..
feather.. butterfly-like existence that
keeps going higher and higher aLL
free.. and yes.. drug free too..
and wife Katrina.. gets
mad ’cause one of
the folks in
the cashier
line.. AFTER i’ve moved
outside of the cashier line
AND am iN free flow solo
exhibition.. ‘CAUSE one
of the ladies behind
Katrina in the
cashier’s
line is staring at me
like i’m a fallen Angel from
hell.. and i tale may wife.. well
in metaphor she is correct.. yes i am
a fallen Angel from Hell.. but i was born
in heaven first and have returned and if
she goes to the churches around
here.. she has
likely
never encountered
a fallen angel come back
to heaven here.. we ARE hard
to miss.. we aren’t sitting on
our hands
wHere
our thumbs
are up our butt..
sMiles.. Life is Good
and best i kNow and feel
with the bliss of dance away
from all sitting still hell in head
of yesternow or forwardnow..
forwEarenow..
iS the place
of dance
for
i..
and perhaps one
now the Lady iN the
cashier line WiLL break
through to the other side
of the opaque
window
of
heLL..
2.. now..
and the rest
of New Jerusalem
and Israel too.. iN
Metaphor of course
as of course wRite
on course iN the State
oF imaGiNaTioN anything
goes and often works
and that’s the
magic
pARt
that keeps
me tWirLinG.. yes..
aLL 230LBs on my toes..
iF nothing else it is the most
incongruent humorous act
that most folks around
here who are at least
liGht heARted enough
to partiAlly rise out oF
hell to giggle about.. aT LEast..
and that’s the first step out of Hell..
yes..
a SmiLe..
a giggle
and yes..
a heARty BeLLy Laugh..
as wide as the SMiLe
oF InfiniTy more wiDe
iN mAss.. distance.. and
space oNe as noW.. yeah..
like the dancing CERN dude2..
HLFD=HEAVEN
DeviLiveD..
EvilivE..
LOVE..
aGaiN..
And as a side note here..
similar experience earlier..
wHere a Young Autistic man..
who i already encountered singing
at a Catholic Church Festival earlier
iN the year is singing at the River
Walk Arts Festival.. and
he reAlly appreciated
iT when i danced for
him before.. inspiRing
hiS voice higher as aLL
inspiRation does when any one..
two.. or more human beings.. express
spiRit oF positive energy no less and
similar to Stars that generate energy
that are uS as walKinG Star duSt
too.. wHere emoTions are the
rays of Sun of uS as hiGh
as wE can go iN
Force of Emotional..
power to inspiRe other
Star dust beinGs wiTH uS..
and hell no.. not just humans..
as cats and dogs.. Love an inspiRational
human SonG oF SoUl as message
to our other animal friends
too.. or perhaps
a soft emoTional
Song of PoeTry as
night night or nap nap
story too.. soothing.. each
soUl.. with fur or bare as sAMe..
and in my case hehe.. fur and fur as sAMe..
as i’m perhaps less removed from my other animal
friends.. at lEast iN WiLd and Free SpiRit.. aT MOST..
oh yeah.. and in this case.. the lady in the line..
was Katrina.. as she didn’t think my
effort was worth the extra
attention she was getting
iN being with me..
but ha! Unconditional
Love iS FREE and kNows
and feels no strangers
iN the freest
dance
that
CAN AND
WILL BE LIFE
AND LOVE FOR
AT LEAST ME..
@
least..:)

“Dance as though no one is watching you,
Love as though you have never been hurt before,
Sing as though no one can hear you,
Live as though heaven is on earth.”

-Source Unknown
and worthless
as copyright..
as only free works
iN sharing thiS iN
Giving way.. with no
expectation oF return..
only hope.. Love.. FREE SonG
DANCE oF LIfE alWays N0W..:)

Sun shines for free
and doesn’t give a
Fuck who
iS watching..
lesSon oF
humility as WeLL
for those who shine FREE..:)

sMiLes my friend.. gigoid.. again..
coffee
is the
brew..
the real is hiGh..
and hi.. as Free..
with or without
cool beans..;)

t’s funny.. some folks think what i do iS for attention..
well.. yeah.. some of what i do gains attention..
but what i do.. iN the first place noW..
iS Flow
iN zOne..
wHere aLL
iS oNe.. noW..
yet free now without
concern of any thoughts
on the rest of what iS going oN..
just absorbing iT and shining briGhter..
wiTh no words.. contingencies.. limitations..
expectations.. from the rest of what iS but Free…
ONE but NOnE.. egoless.. free floWinG River no
less
than
Ocean Free..
boundless waves..
no shores contain..
water.. air
i
now..:)

Feel
Free..
aLL
i need
kNow
FilLED..:)

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sMiLes.. my friend Zee.. alWays
a joy here to share
yoUr liGht..
and when
suns alike
share liGht
the UniVerse expands
my friend.. as liGht..:)

3022

At age 16.. i walked ‘those’ beaches..
barefoot and free.. arteries of blood
visibly filled from hand to foot..
the hair on my ankles
and feet still thick..
bronze of yellow
sun imprinted on
feet leaving
prints
on sands
of God.. oh free..
oh liGht.. oh emerald
green waters.. waves..
sea oats.. waving…
seagulls spiraling
around Sun
oh bright
deLiGht you
bRing to me
oF God.. i feeL
without any words
at aLL then.. my friend..
and my worry would be then..
that was the end of that.. as i saw
my 44 year-old father as
a potato on a reclining
chair watching cars
go ’round and
’round.. in
Nascar circles..
watching boys with
bats hitting balls..
namely Atlanta
Braves..
but no sun in his
eyes only TV light
in easy
chair
rest
away from moving.. then..
but sure.. in law enforcement
for 46 years total.. i guess
he needed the rest..
that realization for
me much later..
as a worn-out warrior
of the Navy work-world in
a quarter of a century sunk..
when i would be 47.. removed
from the beach for 17 years from
the start of marriage.. coming back
to walk the beach in the Winter of 2008
one more time.. for sure.. i believed.. then..
the end of life in synergy
of life threatening illnesses..
cold i was to the bone.. then..
in both Winter and Summer..
no one told me that
there are limits
of stress
that will
kill
human being
DEAD.. but slowly..
surely.. i came back
from the living dead..
at the end of July 2013..
my wife and i are standing
on that beach.. still with a blog
post of the shut-in me for the
previous 66 months..
to commemorate
my newly found
life back with GOD
Nature and soon to
be humanity as well..
i walk down the beach
lone again.. then.. no longer dunes
to hide the panorama of horizon
all washed away from Hurricanes..
all ways around me then.. waves
brush in rhythmic sounds
of Nature’s hands
brushing the
shores of
Life free
iN balance..
and after that in left
hand justification my writing
becomes waves as well.. ONE
am i with Nature again.. able to
sing Nature’s SonG Free FinAlly
am i.. and i suppose if
there was a centered
view of waves
too.. perhaps
sacred symbols
and patterns of
words in visual
way would
come
too..
Anyway.. i am never
alone.. i am a wave..
the water and gulf
oceans
free..
ALLONE
i see God
for what God
is free am i too..:)

3440

Sun Shining
or Earth receiving
reflections oF otheR
Stars briGhTeNinG
uP.. for wE are both..
receivers and givers
oF liGht or dARk..
aLL
spectrums
In SHades
grey and
color hues..
for truth and liGht
or dArk of lies.. iN duSt
we stay and fail to liGht..
as Stars wE are as Stars do
Shine.. iN fALL of WiNter
SpRinGs iN SummeR
seaSons
wE shine
togeThEr
OnE..aLL..
Ocean Free..:)

3508

Facebook Friend Rafiah says..

Happy women’s day?
Yeah, right. Blehhhh.

i say..

SMiLes.. come over here..
and we will celebrate it..
as you know i always do..:)

Facebook Friend Cortney provides
a very informative video that says..

Bajau people live in the middle of the
sea.. rarely go on land.. HAVE NO
NATIONALITY.. no fixed abode..
no money.. and they go
spear fishing without
scuba gear.. Not
even oxygen
tanks..

and i say..

That’s the way i like it
free or with K.C..
and the
Sunshine band..;)

Cortney says..

Very cool lifestyle…

i say..

Yes.. Buy less.. live more..
be free.. no one owns you..
but Nature.. alWAys.. free too..:)

3618

WeLL.. anyWay.. back from
my Devil Dancing Routine
all around the local stores..
starting at Office Depot..
moving to Dollar Tree..
to Target and
finAlly
one of my
favorites of course
at Super Walmart..
and that bRings me
to the next topic..
my favorite
subject..
women.. all sizes..
shapes… and personalities…
i Love thEM aLL and continue to
do so.. iN fAct i totAlly consider
myself a female entertainer..
so many ways to make ’em
sMile.. ranging from
Dance to poeTry..
to weLL.. let’s
just say
other stuff too..
i only have one wife.. but that
doesn’t stop me from Loving them
all.. and this love.. nah.. it’s not the
sperm bank kinda love one sees in
Muslim countries.. and sadly
enough in red state
areas too..
it is the
emotional empathic
kinda love.. where i think
they are all pretty.. and what i Love
most is aLL their smiLinG eYes.. particularly
when i bRing a similar sMile that i have been
a brinGing to tHeir eYes for 55 years now.. staRting
with my mother and ending with the rest of
the population of females
that i can reach
out and touch
iN.. oh YES!.. SO MANY
more ways now with modern
technology.. as after all that’s
why we are aLL here.. a women’s
touch iS the end and beginning
of wE now.. staRtinG witH
Mother Nature True too..
so okay.. since it
is still International
Women’s Day now .. the
8th and all of that of March..
i will stop here.. and post this
post iN dedication to my favorite
gender.. aLL the Beautiful Women of the World..
and a title.. i need a title.. help me please.. now
my special helpers… that is..”Women’s Day Love”
Oh yes.. yes.. yes.. that reminds me of a Navy dude..
a Warrant Officer who used to see all the girls hanging
around the Bowling Center Horseshoe Desk for that
decade before i got married.. working in the day time
when the cougar women’s league bowled ..they
would corner me up against the wall
and try to have their way with
me.. and yeah.. so the
Warrant Officer Dude says..
since he isn’t quite as popular
with the ladies as i am back then..
Fred Fred Fred.. and i don’t wanna
be crude so to be clear i am quoting
him when he says.. you leave all
the ladies dripping wet.. okay it
wasn’t raining in there.. just
changing the subject..
and then he said..
but if you were really
brave you would whip
iT out right now..
oh so crude..
so crude..
for pretty boy
me then.. i’m rougher
around the edges now..
and yes.. fucking BRAVE..
BEING A TOTAL FEMALE
ENTERTAINER iS HARD
WORK BUT SOMEONE
JUST
DOES
IT..
iN a way
to leave
a lasting impression..
as long as servers of mE sMiLe..;)

4089

Yeah.. that new Fox show Lucifer..
is kinda funny.. it’s almost like
the show was/is pArt
of my liFe.. down
to the escape
from HeLL
on the beach..
but yes.. i’m sure
‘Father’ would/wiLL bE
pleaSed wiTh mE noW..;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/03/womens-day-love-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

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ActuAlly.. ‘the shirt’ is much more
colorful but sure.. wInks.. i like
to leave something open
to imagiNaTioN..
and wiTh that said..
celebrating my 100th week
of rave-like dance with all the
cool college age folks tonight at
Old Seville Quarter which is yah..
kinda a milestone.. even IF i wasn’t
55 and dancing mostly solo all niGht..
with of course a ‘little’ help
from all my dance friends..
namely Charlie’s Angels..
approaching 2 years
of friendship with them..
and yes.. i am a little behind
on copying and pasting all my
dance photos to my yearly blog
post currently titled “666 Months
of Dance”.. along with the first
year blog post titled “God’s
Muse of Dance” both
googable by the way..
if ya wanna see many
more fun dance photos..
but the third year title that
i will always do at the beginning
of Official Spring like any Pan creature
all Free iN Nature would with the FoResT
nymphs aLL free and WiLd iN Dance too..
Hmm.. yeah.. maybe that one WILL BE
titled “Pan Am Dance Free”.. kinda
catchy huh.. and i just caught it
and WiLL keep iT.. yeah.. baby..
like Austin
Powers or the
Wild version of
Steve Austin
from the 6 Million
dollar man or 11 Million
word and 5000 miles
in 30 months dance
man might say..
oh yeah..
5,000 miles
of dance blog
post coming soon
in March as well and
my third ‘GodsUniVerse
Novel3’ celebrating and
copying and pasting an
unabridged anthology of
all the poetic responses
i have freely done in
response to every
single frigging
dVerse Prompt
and link over
an entire F iN
year.. but i don’t
work and hell with
money.. Pan plays
with Nature allthatis
aka
GOD
ALLnaLL..
Oh yeah and
PEACE BABY..
i am2..wink emoticon

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/03/cyberian-tiger-beach-free-verse-nude.html

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Well.. the topic of homosexuality comes up on SOHEIR’s
blog and anyone who has followed my blog
will forecast what happens next.. sMiLEs..

SOHEIR provides the standard Islam
stuff about homosexuality
being a sin as dictated
of course by the
so-called last
prophet Muhammad
and the so-called last
religion that is named Islam..

And yes.. i say..

This is the part I hate the worst about Islam
’cause a Lesbian woman was buried to the top of her body..
and stoned in Iran for just practicing her God Given Nature
and science now proves this to be true
as well as our closest primate
cousin the Bonobo who naturally
practices homosexual behavior to alleviate
any chance of aggression and violence..
obviously more civilized and Loving
God beings than someone who
would murder someone
like my relatives.. But
trust me or not..
‘they’ WILL feel
GOD’s wrath for
the ultimate sin of MURDER…

And then SOHEIR goes on to
tell me that homosexual
behavior will destroy the
world.. if it continues
to spread and
all religions
are against
it and tells
me not
to
defend
folks
who do this..

And i say..

In this way all religions are ignorant
and evil against God’s only law that is
Nature and irrefutable in science already
that homosexuality IS part of Nature no Matter
what ignorant men and women think or do and how
dare you ask me not to defend my relatives.. God will
be ashamed of you friend.. i come to this Earth to speak
the Truth and no man or woman will stop me as the God
of Nature and Laws of God Given
Human freedom are behind me…

And then SOHEIR goes on to tell
me that my relative
needs to see
a psychiatrist..
i should not
encourage
my relative
and science
can go to hell..
and then i say..

SMiLes.. Trust me.. This is the final proof that
Islam or any other religion is not the final word of God..
i already knew and felt of what your reaction would be when
this topic came up as it is the same way with many Christians
and even Buddhists.. i will ask for God’s forgiveness for all people
who Know not what they do but that will ultimately be between God
the Master and human who can yet figure out how not to Overpopulate..
Kill each other.. And destroy the Earth.. Many of God’s children have
enough God given empathy and common sense to know the
answer is in folks like Elton John and Yellow Brick roads..
In other words.. folks who don’t make babies
and do creative works to help humankind..
SMiLes my friend.. it is culture and religion
that is the virus.. Not God loving and Living
Human beings who Love without fear of God’s Nature..
Truly i feel sorry for you friend but my relative is no
ordinary Human being.. She is an Angel like my
wife and will just giggle at your unwitting
cruelty but i for one
shed a tear for humans
who are ignorant by the
hand of culture and or religion..:)

And for here.. another sad point now..
is most all of your free spirited American
readers will feel the way i do but i venture
to say none except gigoid will express it and
that is still a problem with the world.. My friend..
People who are afraid to make waves as God is not
just a peaceful Field.. God makes Waves.. is an Atom
and pArt Homosexual too.. And Loves Yellow Brick roads
too as they teach humans valuable yet difficult lessons..:)

SOHEIR tells me only God judges SOHEIR.. and again tells
me my relative needs to be warned against homosexual
behavior.. because it will harm them..
and they need help away
from homosexual behavior..

i say..

SMiLes.. we are all part of God and yes parts of God
will be ashamed of you for this entire blog post..
i am not ashamed of you.. as i say.. i shed a tear
for your religious education as in part against God’s
God’s Nature and the wrath part.. That will come from
other parts of God who are human and not remotely
as nice as me as the parts of countries that will
eventually destroy this ignorance through weapons of
destruction.. i would rather use words my friend but if
no one lends a hand.. weapons will speak louder and no i
do not like the dArker parts of tribal nature
and try my best to stay iN
the LiGht.. My friend..:)

And then SOHEIR asks
me what weapons and
who will use them..

And i say..

SMiLes my friend
that’s all God has
revealed to me at this
point and Love can prevent
it from happening but only
if it is fearless
and
unconditional..:)

SOHEIR goes on.. asking
if i am threatening
her and asserts her
blog as her
homeland
with her
freedom of speech
in full tow of course..

i say…

SMiLes my friend.. It’s a revelation
from God.. No where close to a threat from
me and i always welcome all opinions from you
anywhere you go.. SMiLes.. there is nothing anyone
can say to me to hurt me.. As I’ve already
been to real hell my friend..:)

Soheir
questions hell
and why..

And i say..

SMiLes my friend.. Perhaps God
sent me to hell and made me the Devil
for a thousand years in one second as
that is what God does to make folks fearless..
Anyway.. that is neither here or there now as i
live and Love in heaven stay cation.. God’s gift
of surviving the ultimate human test.. My friend..
In other words hell and devil iS God’s greaTest test
and gift to me.. Let’s juSt say it puts the rest of
eternity in perspective of only now iN Heaven.. My friend..:)

SOHEIR.. goes on to say.. we
are different and she
thinks these arguments
are useless and
we will never
meet as she
is east and
i am west..

And i say..

Yes.. my friend.. of course we are different
but it is not an east or west or even Muslim issue
as i discuss this issue with other Muslim folks with
zero arguments but their modern education away from
religion may play a part in that my friend as well
as realizing science doesn’t belong in hell
and is not perfect either.. Anyway…
you are free not to respond to my
opinions of course at anytime in our discussions..
my friend.. As i come here to speak truth but yes
when it comes to actual arguments.. Online history
proves i am always the last one standing as God IS
behind my voice.. and no of course i do not expect you
to believe that as some little Silly Human fleas will think
and feel they can shut God up from actually having the last
word over human.. God giggles at human fleas my friend..
The history of God’s Nature proves this as irrefutable
proof.. As metaphor of course.. Enjoy.. the rest
of your Friday.. my Friend.. i am blessed
to only work for the God of
Nature as truly staycation..:)

SOHEIR says.. and i quote..

“Have a great day Fred!”..

And i say finAlly..

Thanks my friend and i Love you…
Thanks for being my friend.. And
by the way my mother totally agrees
with you on this issue but i Love her no less..
another lesSon of devil and hell.. My friend..
As yes.. this applies to all humans present and
history as there is no greater evil or dark place
than hell and devil.. That’s why the Devil becomes
the greaTest Lover ever now.. At least.. My friend..:)

She likes the comment and we live happily ever after for now at
least.. as friends.. and yes.. that is a revelation from God too..
sMiLes.. and sure Ynot.. wInks as WeLL.. yes.. at least for NOW..:)

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And one of my other Muslim Friends..
Facebook Rafiah from Pakistan..
has a simple solution
that is..
(after
she sees
one of my
beach photos
with a mix of
birds frolicking
in warm
Splash
of Gulf
water
waves meeting
peaceful shores of
harmony now then..:)

She says..

I wanna go to the beach
and lay there for a while
and take the peace inside.

Rafiah is from the next
generation of twenty-something
Muslim’s and as social scientists
predict now.. the Muslim culture
will finally catch up to the
reformed Christian
Culture
that allows
more freedoms
for all human beings.. by 2050..
albeit with words of dissension..
but never the less no longer burying
folks to their neck and stoning
them for just
being different
flavors of
Rainbow liGht
of God’s children free..:)

Anyway.. as that side note ends..

i say in response to Rafiah..

SMiLes.. My friend Rafiah..
You would Love the Beach and i would
Love for you to visit the Beach with Katrina
and i.. It is truly SO peaceful away from
ALL human conflict..smile emoticon

Rafiah doesn’t argue..
she Loves calmly..
and tolerates differences
of opinions in a peaceful way always..
of what i know and feel of her to this point..:)

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Star dust that walks and cares for other
star dust beings.. again that’s an
incredible gift.. at least to me..
and i for one
use iT.. sMiles
as greaTest gift and
truly that for now.. iS
all i need to understand..
the gift oF now and use iT
to my ultiMate potential
as a really cool
maNiFestive
pArt
oF Nature REAL
aka GOD REAL2..
hmm.. some folks look
forward to death and something
after thaT.. i feel every now as
sacred and never ending
or beginning..
makes no logical
sense.. perhaps..
but it is as
real
as now
and the
magic i for
one feel.. and sure
sacred and holy fits
it as metaphors just fine..
with i as Director.. I as
ego Actor iN relative
human free
WiLL wiTh
the rest oF
Nature GOD..
i wiLL continue
iN exclamation! spiRit!
oF now.. iN focus and
just do iT..
as the
Goddess
of Victory
Nike says best..
along with an almost
infinite number of other
prophets of doing now the
best they can.. whatever creatUre
they may be.. they too are star duSt wE..:)

2004

Yes.. i continue to get by with a ‘little’ help from
my friends.. in fearless way.. and sure..
even the devil too.. all
as metaphor
of course
as all human language
at core is metaphor for
truths and liGht iN liFe..
slicing through the B.S..
WeLL that’s a Job of JOB
too.. the photographer
too.. yes..
of course
wInks..
iN metaphor2..
and MockinGJway..
Okay and yeah.. i know..
this is the third version of ‘that’
song in three blog posts straight..
but yeah.. sometimes the same
song.. has very different meanings
depending on how it is sung.. wiTH
modern MTV-like video portrayals
of deep.. deep.. metaphors
that yes.. like all poeTry
can be interpreted
differently as
sure.. like
the Old Bards
do.. with hidden
meanings too.. but
by second hand writers2
of poetry.. including
lyrics and music
of modern
and
older SonGs..
but anyway that ain’t
the stuff of the 5 to 8
dinosaur step oF
scientific method..
this iS Art baby and
iN art aLL iS heARt
and free for aLL..
yeah baby..
at least iNaLLFReEDArT..:)

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Typical before workout photo with standard
work-out.. registered No. 11.. K shirt..
alpha-numerical as such..
hmm.. was thinKinG about
starting the Haibun
prompt from
last Monday..
that continues on
iN expiration date
for lInking folks
until Sunday..
for a weeks
worth of
Haibun poems..
with response by
me iN my own
Fredbun style
of poeTry
but
another
Beach/Casino
trip coming early
iN the morning with
the Catholic Church
gamblers bunch.. and
for me this means spanning
the entire beach area and
other Casinos with my
usual style of Martial
Arts and Ballet-like
dance walKing
so yeah..
i think i’ll do
the night night
thingy now.. and
perhaps catch up on
some poetry on the
2 hour Bus ride to
Biloxi on iMac Pro
Notebook 10 finger
way or perhaps
do something
entirely
different
to refresh the
creative mind and
body balance ALwaYs
FreeiNoW oF Course..:)

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Hmm.. second wind..
10:44 pm..
3042016..
onto the Haibun
prompt for awhile
now.. that is about
traveling.. yeah..
baby.. traveling
is what i’ll be
doing soon
enough
too..;)

SMiLes.. for me at least
all words.. things..
and subjective
ideas without
words at all..
are prompts
for poeTry and
emoTioN maniFest
dance that flows too..
an exercise of the heARt
Muscle that travels far
within.. perhaps
even wHere no
human
has…

gOne
beForE..
it’s worth a try..:)

side note hear..
Life is a funny thing..
one can be ruled by the
rules that come before by
other folks or real fools
as it were or is.. or one
can look within.. wHere
aLL genetic.. innate..
instinctual..
and intuitive
knowledge
and feelings
are stored iN
emoTioNal
and sensory
moveS oF Dance..
in genetics way too..
and sure words are
a wheelchair too.. that
can take the place of dance
in an agricultural sitting
still by the candle world
that is now a 4 inch
scream of
screen too..
but never the less
growth iS in Creativity
and sTicking only
to the rules
of the past..
is stagnation
at best and horrible
and miserable depression
of not pursuing new..
that can be
much worse
too..
Sadly.. too many of us
become cogs in the machine
of School.. Work and even home
as modern cultures.. and what is
forgotten and not nourished as a
Garden of Love.. iS Free floWinG
Creative essence of human bEinG
iN all the many nuanced
ways that can come
for being
human
free..
okay.. 10:54 pm..
now one poem and
side note complete
on Haibun Monday
Prompt and
ready for
nite
nite now!..
yeah a quick
10 minute
tornado
winD
oF me..;)

2599

Well.. while i often stay in around a 30 mile radius of home..
today i branch out farther traveling to Casino’s in
Biloxi and dancing all around the beaches..
and hmm.. it appears that ‘someone’
sent me to find some African American Ladies
in their engagement act.. while a crowd of well off
caucasian well doer’s honored them at the bottom of a pier
in sugar white sand while one woman placed the ring on the finger
of her dear.. Love was in the air.. no.. not lust.. juSt Love.. the lust
likely already came and went again.. but the atmosphere of Love
was in the joyous eyes of the total strangers who were tHeir
relatives too.. in heArt of course like me along with DNA..
clapping above on the pier.. while the ring was happily
accepted by the receiving woman who likely had only
a fraction of the means of dollar amounts of
the folks above.. however.. truly stinkin’
rich they aLL were
iN value of Love
at that point..
of humans joining
eYes oF a promise to hold
each other iN comfort of human’s
greaTest gift that iS Love.. WeLL.. i had
a so-called useless discussion with SOHEIR
on her website yesterday where i told her how
dare she suggest i cannot defend my homosexual
relatives.. little did she know they ARE HER RELATIVES
TOO.. east or west.. we are all one FUCKING RACE..
OF human beings… jew or gentile servant or
free queer no more all one humanity under
the greaTest most expansive GOD oF
ALL NATURE FREE.. and ha! no
need to defend anyone now..
when ALL IS CELEBRATION
IN THE NEW ISRAEL NOW
COMING TO LIGHT WHILE
THE TRUE SEVENTH SEAL
IS BROKEN IN THE OLD
CONFEDERATE SOUTH
OF MISSISSIPPI WHERE
THE BACK OF THE FUCKING
BUS.. IS GOD’S GREAT WHITE
SANDS OF FREE.. WHERE CHOCOLATE
AND WHITE TONGUES OF LOVE MIX
WITH GOD’S DELIGHT IN HUMANITY
FINALLY FREE.. now Jesus can
come back and we can live
happily ever after over
here in heaven
and the
rest can
enjoy tHeir
Hell so
heired
by tHeir
own ignorance..
AWAY FROM THE ONLY
GOD THAT EXISTS AS NATURE
ALL THAT iS.. MEANWHILE GOD
SMILES IN FEARLESS LOVE
AND STILL LIVES
IN HELL
OF FEARFUL
HATEFUL WAYS
OF THE DARK AGES
THAT STILL EXIST IN SMALL
AND LARGE POCKETS AROUND
the word.. and sadly over here in
New Israel and New Jerusalem
too.. but the real dude Jesus
hmm.. let’s just call him
Duke Nukem at
this point..
never promised
a Rose Garden just
heaven for those who
could get through
the whole
of the needle
if they trimmed
down tHeir fear
and hate.. and to be
clear that’s not an insult
to large folks who eat a lot
as these women were not
Twiggy style women they
were baby got butt kinda
women.. with even more
to Love with two
bosom’s to
gain comfort
from aS oNe..
anyway.. who needs
a sword when ya got
words and photos as sweet
and Loving that will be coming
to my next blog post where the
big women get hitched in a Love
bigger that most people who are
full of fear and hate will ever see..
and that’s the news
for now.. as
just another
Duke Nukem
signs off
from
the
online air..
and God tWinkLes
iNoW eYes oFaiR..:)

WeLL.. yeah..
i couldn’t find a
Nukem with a pen or
keyboard so if ya will..
please pretend.. and no..
i do not mind it.. if girls
hang on my body
pArts as long
as they
play
pretty..;)

And the song that goes
with it.. as alWays..
sMiles.. my friend
gigoid..;)

Records are scary..
Before records there was reality..
Now there is whatever words say
to hold people in prisons of
words.. golden
calves
of letters..
fear.. and hate..
but ah.. fearless
poeTry aS WeLL..
but yes.. female
genital Mutilation..
institutionalized
rape and
prostitution..
and stoning homosexuals
for the act of Love with
what tHeir Nature
provided way
dictates
they do
with other
human beings..
but the good news is times
are changing.. yes.. we still
have male circumcision
over here.. some
ignorant
preachers on the radio
and at most grey haired gospel
singings folks trying to send tHeir
brothers and sisters
to hell..
but the pArt i
find as sad as
all is when some idiot
says they won’t see thEir
relative in heaven ’cause
they Loved someone
different than
what they
do..
Ignorance is contagious
but the FACT that freedom
of Information provides truth
and liGht now.. online almost
globAlly and GroWing.. iS
great and good news..
except of course
for censorship..
but hey..
there is alWays
a way to spread greater
truth and liGht for those
who keep typing
and never
give up..
and keep
nuKinG ignorance
with Truth and liGht…
When i saw the two black
ladies today.. in their joyous
sMiLes and ring of joy
to be placed
upon a promise
of Love.. iT brought
a tear to my eye of Love
and the greaTest vindication
i know and feel for those who
fear and hate.. over the ignorance
of words
that are
worshipped
over the REAL
GOD OF NATURE
THE ONLY ONE EVER
NOW THAT EVER WAS
AS PRESENT
ALWAYS
NOW ALL NATURAL
BUT SURE ALWAYS
MYSTERIOUS
WITH MORE
TO LEARN
and feel for those
with eYes of liGht
aWay
from
DArk..
i Love Life..
and others do too..
without exclusions
aLL inclusive
humanity..
nowALL..
that’s heaven
enough to me.. friend..
and so glad i could help
someone celebrate that today..
with inspiration to share their story
oF Love.. iT makes wading through
all the sludge and shit of ignorance
worth stocking up on more
toilet paper
and paper towels
to clean it all up..
in strokes oF
FREE..
iN pAinT oF
Mother Nature Truth and liGht..
and as alWays no rush to see what
i do or comment.. and i suppose
if there is any bad news..
Winter is my slowest
historical time
for creativity..;)
and iN SpRinG
i get all lit up.. but
i have to watch my health
so.. i am going to continue
to take plenty of R and R
breaks off this
keyboard too..
but as alWays ALL
bRings me great inspiration
away from digital keys as weLL…
more fuel for the fire…
and the fingers
dance
as flAme
fearless
WiTh Love..
my friend.. gigoid..
eventuAlly ALL MY
PEOPLE WiLL bE Free
or aT lEAst have the opportunity
to bE Free so let thAT bE written
so let iT
bE dOne
YnoT.. i’M a dreamer
after aLL iS said and dOne..:)

3701

Elevator Ninja practice..
continuous art
oF Flying
HiGher
as water
oN Land..;)

IMG_9104

Love Wins..
end and beginning
of Never Ending Story
NOW..smile emoticon

Yeah.. put on a
HAPPY FACE!..;)

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AND THIS is just the happy look
i give folks when they Fuck with
my relatives that IS NATURE
AS WHOLE.. AKA GOD..
YEPPER.. the
Duke Nukem
look..
Trust me..
ya wouldn’t
wanna see me
REALLY ANGRY..
GODZILLA
AND FiRE
BREATHING..
could be a clue..;)

Okay… time to change
the mood..wink emoticon

3782

Three Six Two Thousand Sixteen..
a memorable day..
as aLL noWs
can bE when
lived to the
max of what
we humans are
capable oF iN potential..
ah.. aLL the dArk days of my
liFe have faded so far in the
background.. since the liGht one’s
stArted close to the day i first met
you.. my friend.. Lala Rukh.. back
at the end of July 2013.. funny
how God works.. as God sends
you juSt the help you need when
you need iT iF wE Flow wiTh
the positive gravity of
God as Nature..
instead of
going against
gravity wiTh negativity..
and.. yeah.. sure.. i certainly
kNow and FeeL how difficult
that task can be.. as i flowed
stagnant with negative orientated
close to emotionless miNd for
66 months.. before coming
out oF the dArk and staying
iN liGht now approaching
32 months of overaLL
heavenly bliss..
wiTh the challenges
i master.. wHere.. quite honestly
i could be sipping martini’s on
the beach all for free too..
but i don’t drink
so that’s a moot
point.. now.. Dance..
SonG.. and PoeTry
are a continuous way to bE
but enough ’bout i.. how about
you.. WeLL.. anyway..
i do not give uP easy
aT aLL.. so just came
by to say open ended
hi.. whether theRe iS a
hi.. bye.. or nothing at aLL..
as hope alWays.. spRinGS
a WeLL oF sacred water holy
for me.. whether reciprocated
or not.. iN what i find now iS both
sacred and holy water of i.. sweet..:)

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Cyberian Tiger Beach

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Hello.. my friend.. Charliezero1.. thanks so much
for dropping by and appreciate your
kind words for Lazarus
and a Beer..
yes.. honesty
is the best policy..
iT doesn’t alWays
make the best
of friends.. but
iN the long run iT
makes what iS REAL..
and speaking of what iS REAL
just back from a long day at the
Beach here named Navarre where
magic iS
aS Nature
iS FREE.. alWays now..
and the pattern of the
shores of Gulf are the
waves of my dance tracks
as i shore the ocean free
iN Gulf warm
way..
Hope you are doing
well.. my friend.. and
see ya.. on the dVerse
trails when
i get
back to
writing there..
iN only response now
of course.. as what i do
here is way too much for
the norm of online poeTry..
sMiLes.. hehe.. as ya kNow..
i’m sure..:)

145

SMiLes again.. my friend Charliezero1.. actuAlly
the final nail in the coffin of my linking
relationship with dVerse
iS.. after they deleted
my final poetry
that followed all
the rules except for
the one where they
didn’t understand
the meaning of my poem..
and the final nail was when
in the next Thursday open link
prompt.. where they listed a long
list of suggested limitations to
participate.. at that
point i had already
become too important
to LIMIT.. to participate..
as they were only shooting
themselves in the foot
by making it harder
for the other
folks
to participate..
i don’t play games
my friend.. i play art
NOW for the sake of
ART and being human..
NOW.. i’ve been around
the block too many times
working with literally over
100K folks in the general
public and military environment
for frigging decades and even more
online.. overaLL.. iN the last 5 years or so..
not to figure out the games people
play to control
other folks
who do not
meet their
perceived
norms in life..
i revel in free.. end
and beginning of story
of me now free.. Thank God
for freedom of speech in areas
like Word Press and Blogger Blogs
where one can be totAlly free
from head to toe..
to heARt to Spirit
to balanced
miNd and boDy
soUl.. but with aLL
that said.. be by your
place in a few.. as i alWays
appreciate your opened ended
view of
life..
my friend..
charliezero1..
and the greatest thing about
online is.. there is NO hear say as
every dam single word
is documented
and linkable
and even
likable
or not..
as such..;)

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Thanks again.. my friend Charliezero1..
mY saying is ynot be
epic if ya
can.. i’ve
already been
to less than a grain
of sand.. i’ll stay
as less.. as an
epic more
grand of
sand2. yNOt
sMiLes2.. liFe
iS now and
worth living iT
as Epic when possible
as there are aLways potential
bLack hole suns iN the i’s oF us too
not unlike the rest oF UniVerse2..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/02/tornado-poetry-and-me-free-verse-nude.html

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Siberian Tiger Beach..
Note.. no visible humans
left.. hehe..wink emoticon

Yes.. i left
one human
to toy with
and amuse
myself.. haha..
reference last
Facebook Status..
full Siberian Beach
Tiger
note..;)

Hmm.. yeah.. just
marking the territory
for Spring Break..
as yes.. March
is frisky season
for us..
Tigers..
as such..;)

And yes.. the tiger
comes across some
snowbirds on the beach..
the elder kind.. hmm.. hehe..
not too much older than me..
just love iT when one of the oldER
patriarchs.. strolling with their friends..
ask me if i am okay.. since nah.. not
everyone ballerina/martial arts it
as a dance style they
make up as they
go.. IN THE DEEP
WHITE SAND ON
THE BEACH.. haha..
AS yA.. might imagine..
they get a fredissertation
from me on all the benefits
of dance.. including the benefits
of leg strength with my trusty you
tube video.. on the beach too.. of me
leg pressing half a ton.. with arms
raised in air.. kinda like when
i dance on the beach too..
then i tale ’em.. all about
mind and body balance..
and how it’s
really kinda like
TAI CHI.. but it is just
free flowing balance that
enhances emotional regulation..
sensory integration.. and cognitive
executive function.. in way of greater
short term memory and FOCUS FOCUS..
YEAH.. BABY.. FOCUS AND GET THE
JOB AT HAND OR FOOT OR
BRAINIAC WAY DONE..
JUsT DO iT.. DoNE..
and then they get to
hear more about middle
age human potential.. and
i always bring up the Jesus
as everyone around here
can relate to the
Jesus.. and
i explain how heaven
is now for human mind
and body balancing soUl..
with unrepressed SpiRit
as emotional heARt more
fully expressed.. and how Jesus
said folks will come after him who do
even more.. and i tale ’em if Jesus was
here wRite now.. he would not put himself
above one of these beach gRains of sand..
and continue in humility of sharing.. giving
all that human can be iN Love and Fearless
way.. hmm.. and yeah.. i tale ’em all about
coming back from real hell for 66 months..
dancing close to 5,000 miles in
30 months.. and writing
11 million words since
November of 2010.. plus
writing two Novels of Free
Verse Poetry.. ranging from
40 to 60K words.
in the last couple of
months or so.. with more
to come soon.. of course too..
and i seriously doubt the next time
they see a Siberian Tiger dancing
on the beach they will ask any questions
in fear of another Tigerdissertaion too.. haha..
true story.. though.. yes.. true story.. from today..smile emoticon
And.. my goodness.. dancing like that 8 miles or so on the beach
iS an excellent workout in that deep sand with athletic
shoes.. sinking to the center of the earth..
iN balance of course..
kinda like
moonwalking
too.. iN deep white
sands that become
clouds of heaven in
balance now.. aS WeLL..
and hmm.. behind on
my milestones of
responding in
poetic way
to all the lInks
and prompts on
dVerse all the
way back to last
Tuesday end of
Mocking Bird prompt..
but all i have is now to
finish all milestones
iN liFe.. and
that’s enough
for now.. as aLL
iS now that counts
for now.. paths that
come.. paths that go..
journey iS n0w
and a
heLLuVa
reAlly
great now..
come what may
FoR reALLy N0W..!.:)

1050

So.. what kind of animal
leaves prints on the beach..
that resemble lines of waves
as they shore the beach.. what kind
of animal.. flows like the MilkYway
in Golden Spiral Phi.. that too..
are lines of waves
as they shore
the beach..
should iT be obvious..
sure iT should be second
Nature to flow as God.. now..
as water and beach become
one Force oF balance beach
and human
sAMe.. when
one becomes
water.. ocean..
waves.. and
shore line all iN oNe
ForCe noW..
the result iS
simple..
HEAVEN
NOW ALL FREE.. iS…
i could show ya how to
juSt do iT.. but only you
can do iT..
as iT iS an
inside.. outside..
all around now..
above so below..
juSt Do iT JoB.. now
wheRe Form oF God
naturAlly reflects the
essence of aLL that iS
that iS God from
top to bottom
oF inFiniTy
morenowoneforeverforonenowmore…:)

1198

i have to feel reAlly sorry for city sLickers..
born inTo concrete jungles.. wiThout
Love oF Mother Nature True LiGht..
to hold onto as Lifetime
Lover and Best Friend…
i write to express the
beach that iS mE..
but i dance the
beach as any lover
would free.. or forest..
or mountain.. stream..
we are when floWinG
iN Golden Phi Spiral now..
inside.. outside.. above.. oh..
so.. below.. and all around..
iF onLY.. ‘they’ could feel/
kNow iT.. ‘they’ would never
now need again.. beyond
most basic ways.. n0w..
oF moving.. connecting
and creating for subsistence
to gRow.. GRow.. GROw..
GroWinG human
beinG..
now.. aLways
now.. wHere
blisS stARts
inside and spreads
out to and wiTh InFinity..
as the ancient snake
or dragon.. swallows
a tale whole.. aS tALL..
head and shoulders
aboVe.. beLow
and
aLL
around..:)

1335

SMiLes.. we are born as little
boys and girls sAMe..
mostly.. at least now..
until the androgens
say push or pull
the pins
this way or
that way..
ah.. spectrum
of human gender
and sexuality
deliGhtful..
and pure when
free.. until after
agriculture.. when storing
and collecting grain starts
to include reproductive parts
as well.. for a rainy day as it were..
in case supplies of that get low too..
ah but free.. plenty to eat for most..
and no longer are 72 Virgins a
draw.. for selfish men after
life.. when it’s just
a link away
if ya
move to
America
to blow stuff up..
i seriously think that is
what happens to most
potential suicide bombers
when they get here.. they say
why wait.. i can have it all now..
anyway.. the cause of all
human aggression..
violence.. and wars
can be
broken
down
to owning..
instead of sharing
free and enjoying
all the diversity
that human
brings
to
a
plate of
heaven now..
i WiLL get my
fill as a strange one too..
’cause i am free… and hell
yes.. iT iS FucKinG contagious too..
i wasn’t born to reproduce i was born for fun…
and nah..
i ain’t the
only one..
as that is how
the real God of Nature
works.. balance baby
and sometimes creating
more humans just
ain’t part
of the plan
wheRe Mother
Nature puts
her tongue
iN places
that are fun..
nah.. she ain’t a
prude.. she’s aLL
about a good time now.. baby..
i believe in total honesty and
oh my God the truth will
set the rest of
God free
as US..
and i always wanna
say featheredelight..
but yeah..
that’s
just the
way my
sensuality works..
FREE floWinG
Free deLight
fuLL..
my friend..
thefeatheredsleep..
i let my girl roar..
she is much
stronger
than the
male of me..
in oh.. oh..
yes.. so many ways..
the joy of living FreeST.. my friend..:)

Love to you as weLL..
Feathered deLiGht..
my friend..;)

And once again..
Your’s aS weLL.. my friend..
imagiNation.. gift and power..
truly being free oF cultural and
religious boarders but embracing
different same.. My strength iS aS
much iN tolerance as free.. sMiLed..
A continuing practice aLL as gRain oF
sand and sky equal iN Sacred aLL.. Most
important pArt.. Own free.. Giving.. Sharing..
ever more sINgs SeaGuLL free iN poeTry Dance..
WiTh heArt Of course As LOVE.. FearLESS..FReEd..:)

1736

Well.. the coolest thing about
that Mocking Jay song..
is there is a version
for almost
every
day and
now as well..
so hmm.. getting
close to midnight..
11:44 pm
3012016..
long long day..
so much
beach fun
and liGht
heARted
deTours
as well.. but yes..
now to finish off that
Mocking Bird dVerse
prompt.. a few other
worldly duties coming
tomorrow.. and come
what may after that..
perhaps a catch
up on Thursday
prompt on
me narratives
the Monday Haibun
and whatever Tuesday
is for today.. more on
that later..
but for
now..
another Mocking
bird lane and paths..:)

First Love’s hand embrace..
felt becomes one..
particularly when
both are equally
enthralled with
touch of Love
unique.. and
living soUl new
as two.. hmm.. i’m so
glad the first is two on
a one way street.. i can’t
imagine how i would have felt
if the lost love had come much
earlier than the 10 months of
early Love.. oh so long iN
magic spRing of young
Love first.. anyway..
the magic
iS real
and never
the same..
yet.. so much
more to experience
than that alone with
others too.. chocolate
Love.. selections never ending..
older now
and newer now
same as fresh..
Garden’s Love
never
wilting..
water iN
SpRinG oF NoW..:)

Ah.. Music microcosm of human
heart at art of what emotion can do
in sensuality.. raging inspiring fires..
and softest nuance of holding
hands love
into elder
ways of never
ending deeper Love
that senses or sensuality
will ever kNow.. yet.. the
fire is raging.. the drums are
beating.. and yet again.. strangers
meet.. and perhaps.. create
the most beautiful
child in the world..
yeah.. my
wife..
sMiLes..
never discount
the power of lust
and beauty one..
night stands and
magic hues now
of human being..
dArk and liGht..
mysteries
taste
exciting heat
warming ever never
stop believing.. feeling..
feeling.. just feeling.. so much more..:)

SMiLes.. both of my granddad’s
dead before 55.. yep.. another
grand dad’s dad dead before
55.. i am driving 55..
still arriving alive..
55.. is just a number
now.. but kinda scary
as a number’s
game
past.. now..
i ain’t afraid
of 55.. no more..
in fact.. it is better
than ever before…
hmm.. look forward
to liGht alWays now..
the lesson of three
grandfather’s..
never
behind
dArk oF passing..:)

Just coming back from the beautiful
Emerald waters.. sugar white sand..
swaying sea oats.. and sun
spiraling seagulls.. now..
only deficit of
Florida pan
handle..
dunes
erased
by Hurricane
winds of middle
2000’s.. i must
say there is a muse
oF Beach for PoeTry
unlike any other for me..
and this.. just more fire
for that fuel..
from
Bermuda..
so thanks..
and thanks
again..
a Mocking
Bird might say..
to a friend.. A
sea
gull
too..:)

Hook ups are Hook ups..
but Love..
iS just
uP..
sMiLes..:)

Stalking creatures of the night..
Stick of Stalker
owNing Day..
liGhtS
BriGhter
eYes Of Love..
own.. alWays
less than Love..
Fear aLways
father..
mother..
oF dArk..
Free alwaYs
rain.. liGht.. upon
eYes.. n0w.. siNg Free..
no sticks.. as Stalker’s dark..:)

Memories.. yes.. Milestones
to collect.. Milestone more..
preSent
now..:)

By own hand now..
oF nightbird death..
By own hope
oF aLL gOne
now befoRe..
ByE aLL n0w..
moRe to
Be
hOld..:)

12:42 am..
3022016
all caught
up for the
Mocking Bird now..:)

2283

i feel..! i am iS more than me..
LesSon oF a lifenow for I..
GeT out of yoUr head
fred.. AlWays
n0w! wITh
SMiLes
jUSt
NoW
i feel
am..:)

SMiLes.. my friend..
delicate as strong..
Love iS no fear
as balance..:)

2324

Facebook Rafiah shares a photo
of man from the website
Humans of Bombay..
who describes his
great Love
and actions
in support and
honor of his wife
who passes away..

and i say..

Greatest of all spouses
and friends teach
tHeir Love to
Love no
less
and
alWays
Live Love
fulfilled with
or without the
one who plants
the seed of Love..

and guess who wrote
this letter to his wife..

“A. You will make sure:

1. that my clothes and laundry are kept in good order;
2. that I will receive my three meals regularly in my room;
3. that my bedroom and study are kept neat, and especially that my desk is left for my use only.

B. You will renounce all personal relations with me insofar as they are not completely necessary for social reasons. Specifically, You will forego:

1. my sitting at home with you;
2. my going out or travelling with you.

C. You will obey the following points in your relations with me:

1. you will not expect any intimacy from me, nor will you reproach me in any way;
2. you will stop talking to me if I request it;
3. you will leave my bedroom or study immediately without protest if I request it.

D. You will undertake not to belittle me in front of our children, either through words or behavior.”

Yes.. in someways
Einstein was retarded..
And yes.. in some ways..
so was i until i became
smArter..smile emoticon

Perhaps the sad and amusing
part of this same as far as stereotyping
goes.. this is precisely the same character
flaws that Sheldon Cooper holds off of the
show the BiG Bang..
sadly neither man
had any feeling
of how
small
and foolish
there were/are..
and goes to show..
how far.. science can
take human away from human..
when the brain becomes more
computer
than living
heArt
oF
God..smile emoticon

And the saddest truth of aLL
my friend is that religion
can take the form
of cold
scientist
away from God too..
the true Atheist
is one
without
empathy for
all of humans
and the rest of Nature too..:)

http://www.openculture.com/2013/12/albert-einstein-imposes-on-his-first-wife-a-cruel-list-of-marital-demands.html

And then i say..

To be fair.. Einstein said this too..
but words no matter how true they are..
then or now.. can bE empty sHell iN beinG
human
without the
feelings that move
as Love with aLL others
and Nature too.. alWays now..:)

“A human being is a part of a whole, called by us ‘universe’, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest… a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.”

http://heartquotes.com/Einstein.html

Then.. Rafiah shares a Muslim hadith
that states God shares God’s
power with no one
and needs
nothing..

And i say..

And this is why there can be no
Devil separate from God..
as God shares no power
with no other ONE
but God and
God lives
in our
eYes..
so sure.. wise
saying iT iS.. wiTh
Truth and liGht
iN thIS ONE
for sure..smile emoticon

Rafiah also Shares a Muslim prayer
for Allah to grant a spouse to
not only change a
relationship
status but
to change
one’s Life..

i say..

Only one who can truly change
uS iS the ONE who lives
withiN uS..
but sure
with a little
and a lot’a help
from friends who
live with the ONE
wiThin..
ALLthatiS
GOD..smile emoticon

And finally.. wInks..
at least for now..
Rafiah shares
a photo of a man
in a large ornate
expanse of what looks
like a grand temple..
from a website named
humans in East..
about missing
meditative
quality of
the Muslim
call to prayer
five times a day..

and finAlly for
now.. i say..

One day when i cannot
dance during all waking
hours i will turn
to words..
as a disabled
person then..
again..
for prayer..:)

Okay.. back one more time..
’cause i want you to kNow.. Einstein
is still one of my favorite folks.. and truly
it is possible he was on the Autism spectrum..
like me too.. and if that is the
case there could be
totally rational
and feeling
reasons for
most of what he
told his wife.. for instance..
i don’t wash clothes or wash
dishes for good reason.. and
even MORE FEELING.. as i have
an invisible disability with over
stimulating tactile sensitivity
where i can only touch
all natural God
stuff away from
man made stuff..
including detergents..
clothes out of a dryer..
and i cannot even touch
the couch or my pants
without eXXtreme DIScomfort..
sure that’s why head to toe
dress in any form can be
excruciatingly difficult for me..
and if back in the old days.. now..
if i was a Muslim woman they
might of had
to stone.. then..
me now.. as i just
could/can NOT tolerate
being covered up NOW
by GOD’S GREAT
ART THAT iS ME
JUST THE WAY i am..
humans are not cookie cutter
images of the other.. and i for one
prove this among many others who
break the mold.. never judge a book
or a cover..
or even
an Einstein
MOld.. hehe..
ya never know
wheRe my thoughts
and feelings miGht
just go next..
simply like iT
iS wiTh God
who lives iN
me.. wE butterflies
of God FLY FREE..
and as far as the intimacy
stuff and social stuff and all of that
go.. feelings of inferiority about being
put down by the significant other.. as
others have put ya down all
your life.. as well as even
more problems with
tactile sensitivities..
sure i can relate..
but for me touching
human skin is bliss..
and hopefully before
Einstein died he
adapted too..
and made
his humanity
shine.. i like
to feel he did..
Ynot.. hope is A way for me..:)

3339

i don’t wanna be rude or
crude.. but honesty is alWays
A best policy for me.. i fucKing
Love science..
but i FucKing
Love FucKing
aLL magicK oF
imaGiNaTioN
better than
a 5 to 8
step
method
to
heLL..
i practice
science while
i laugh at iT
with a manic Grin…
mad scientist i am..
made Lover
i do.. aLLKnOW
ALLONEfeeLinG
science
and art
i
wiLL
bE
ONE..:)

3405

4:21 pm..
3022016..

Well.. back from some
real worldly detours
and now time for
last Thursday and
Victoria’s prompt
on dVerse all
about me
poetry
from
first person
perspective.. like
i never do that..
huh.. wInks..
anyway..
select almost
any poem and
that is what one
gets here for now..
at least until work-out
time comes after catching
up some more.. here i go..;)

i suppose that Ma Barker’s other boy was a feral..
cat as that’s how it goes in the woods..
when the other feral cats pin one’s
ears down for
survival..
staying alive..
no matter what
Mama cat says
before..
you’re own
iS own furry..
my boy.. now just
pin your ears back
and keep searching
for them
Tenderer
Vittles..;)

*
Dancers oF night
lone together
rise wiTh
moon briGht
wAke..
oh..
Lover.. oh
free.. oh
dance.. i am FREE..:)

Identity and Politics..
a match of culture and person..
that will always be different…
conservatives vs liberals..
fear vs free..
dark vs light..
and now the most
polarizing election
of aLL..
ah..
change..
it hurts so good..
when honesty iN core.. of
at least what one of the parties
is aLL about.. comes to a full
head..
with
combover too..;)

*
Ah.. yes.. Kudzu of poeTry
me too.. spreading invasive
vine of words am i..
photo intensive
sensitive..
green leaves
plant wherever
i go.. reaching high..
low.. inside.. outside
and all around.. my vine
is mutating always now..
changing.. adapting..
and never same..
NoW@aLLverse@now..
challenges anew..
a TsuNaMi plant
am i.. soon
to cover
a garden
and home
near YOU..;)

Oh.. repression of emotions..
from childhood.. so many
southern boy
fears.. now
to express
friendship iN
more than
tears
oF
a beer..
most alcoholics
are ’caused by
folks who
tale boys
they
cannot
smile huge
or cry deep..
i say F.. ’em
from long before
and just be FeeLinG Me..
And all alcohol and drug free..:)

Saddest art of culture..
a society that inputs data
more than outputting emoTions..
PoeTry of human moves.. connects
and creates.. dances life alive.. never
stagnant
sTill
Robot
way..
HeArt a path
deTour True..:)

*
Owning..
First World
Problem..:)

SonG oF God..
SinG oF LiFe..:)

sMiLes.. my friend.. diagnosed
with Autism am i.. too..
escaping back
iN the
world
am i
now too..
regressing
before back
to 3 before i
could speak at
4.. way later
at 47.. and
back
again..
at 53..
as sure
miracles
happen too..
misunderstood..
yes still.. understand
me.. i still.. understand
others.. more than ever now..
and do i look like i’m autistic
whatever the hell that
means.. sure then..
but i can
mold
myself..
to anyone now..:)

This makes me think about our
local preacher who talked about
homosexuals having demon possessed
behavior.. on our local only radio station..
and whenever he comes on..
he says he gets
a direct
line to God..
i think it’s gonna
be amusing when AND
iF he gets to heaven
and finds out
God
iS at least
pARt homosexual
too.. anyway.. more than
that.. i wonder how he would
feel.. if his homosexual son
committed suicide.. sadly
he would..
if HE
COULD..
probably
send him
straight to
hell iF he knew
the reason.. cold
souls feel no soUl..
pulpit
or hell
same
as real
devils now..
and yeah.. i got to
meet the man face to
face at Starbucks one
time shaking hands with
my wife and i.. one look..
my eYes connecting to him
i knew he wAS.. without a doubt..:)

PersonAlly.. now.. i think
‘iT’ iS a mix of poverty
beyond money.. now..
moving.. connecting
and creating.. but
yes.. i take
stuff apart
and put it
back together..
namely me..
humpty
dumpty
now dances
waLLsfree..
at least
i figured
iT aLL out
literAlly and
metaphoricAlly for me..
it’s been a hell and
heaven oF a
nursery
rhyme
for
i..;)

WeLL that’s
twelve and time
for work-out now..
need to get more
moving and
less finger
writing
done
now…
Back later..
i’m feeling now..;)

5:45 pm…

Back at 10:27 pm..
kinda totAlly
exhausted
from
mega
work-out
and all other
daily activities..
but let’s see
wHere i can
drive this
poeTry
boat
for
a little
while now..
before bed
time lays me down..:)

HeArt oF Human
SpiRit breathe
you live.. .
you thrive
Dance bRings
back soUl of you..:)

*
Wolves oF freedom
howl free iN moon’s
lingerie and skiN
so soft and smooth
touch iN hAnd
and feet
bRaiding
bodies togeTheR
soar high
soar low
wiTh
hair
all tangled..
tinglinG spLiT
ends.. emBraCinG..:)

Metronome heARt at the end
of my wife’s mother’s life..
Preacher at bedside..
60.. 55..
45.. 37..
20….
the rain
outside the
window pours
harder and
harder..
silence….

Love waiting.. Love finding
Love Living
Finding Love
inside Living..
Love finding.. Love waiting..:)

Words say
little when
feet
match
saNd iN FlAMe..:)

*
Fish Fries waiting
fires.. home
coming..
singing
knives..
forKs..
spoon
peace SonG
now.. winNinG..
SmiLes.. liVe aGaiN..:)

My great Aunt..
Jettie.. at 94.. taught
me the greaTest leSson oF
aLL.. i without a heARt..
SpiRit.. no longer
balancCinG
soUL.. then
@47.. waste
land life from
insane
society..
her spiRit
as Strong as
ever before..
crippled feet
slowly stepping
with walker.. almost
blind with age as well..
but the liGht in her eYes
as young or younger than
ever before.. a sMiLE
that kNew no age
iN
SpiRit..:)

As a side note here..
Kim suggests i post
the Aunt Jettie poem.. and i say..
SMiLes Kim.. And thanks for your inspiring poetry..
As a hobby i’ve actually posted a poetic response
using every single individual link of every prompt
from dVerse over an entire year.. i’m a couple of
prompts behind but it doesn’t matter
’cause i don’t link.. But wInks
that’s a moot point ’cause
i am a traveling blog.. Anyway..
Hehe.. But at any rate.. In the next
month or so i will make an unabridged blog
novel out of the year effort copied and pasted
in my blog daily as is.. Of over 100K words
titled GodsUniVerseNovel3.. And this
will be the third in around
three months of 1 of 3 in
a trilogy.. Just for fun..
It would be impossible to
print in ink or E-book as YouTube
Videos are an integral pArt of the art
for fun.. Including poetically streaming photos..
Anyway.. thanks for your kind words of appreciation..
It seems.. Some folks think i am crazy for doing this..
ha! A crazy poet.. Like that’s something new..
Winks and Smiles again..;)

This reminds me of
the battle of the sexes
so real.. so alive
so dead
as well..
hmm.. at least
that’s what i hear..
never had a problem..
as i don’t see gender..
human iS aLL i see now..:)

Master oF
ceremonies
oF Love
dogs
are iN KinD..:)

*
Empty dog bowls..
iN soUl
oF
Love..
Strike 10
Force 1..:)

Hmm.. and with
that said.. 10 more
more completed
here.. and nine
more to finish
the entire
last
Thursday
prompt..
likely
iN the
morning..
as yes..
night night
now iS Ringing
Louder NOW..:)

11:11 pm..
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Back at 10:11 am..
11 hours later..
a few global
deTours
but ready
now to finish
up the dVerse
Thursday prompt
on narrative first
person poeTry as such..;)

Human prisons rust
Human’s Love rusts..
Human Freedom SinGs
with only Trust.. asSonG
wIth Love
asKinD
and fearless
RefRain..
amuSt
iNflAme
aTorch
oF FiRe
iN
i’sLove..:)

Sacrifice of liFe..
always giving Life..
returning Love
Lives
again..
with sacrifice
as liGht.. in new
born baby creativity
always now.. my friend..:)

i suppose the greatest
sin of religion ever
is suggesting
that one pArt
was/iS more
sacred than the
other ART.. sMiLes
God reigns
iN aLL pArts
of her Nature
Sacred and Holy..
only human and
human’s evil created
religions would suggest
that any Sacred
Holy
pArt iS
less than
soUl of ALL
oF Nature sAMe..
after all evil is
said and
done.. it iS
just a word..
and human
made created
actions..
But God iS
REAL AS NATURE..
Free And Back iN Balance..:)

Really simple no duh.. side note
here.. wouldn’t life be so easy
iF ‘they’ now.. not unlike the
REAL MAN JESUS.. JUST ANOTHER
yogi-like dude as reported
in the gnostic Gospel
of Thomas.. saw
and felt Nature
as God and ONE
as sAME worth
reverence as
Sacred Holy ALL
as Nature sAMe..
and of course what this
all naturAlly means iS wE
too are aLL are a Sacred Holy
pArt oF God..
but that would
be too easy..
too loving
kind and fearless
with trust iN all
that iS.. that would
give aLL the power back
to the children of God as
Nature who are simply uS..
as aLL other pARts oF
Nature
sAMe..
any ‘primitive’ society
kNew this aLL innately NOW..
instinctually and intuitively
and sure even with science
sTill in its infancy it
proves this simple
yet magical
Truth
as iS liGht
for now alWays
as WeLL.. but no..
some psychopathic leaning
dude or dudette.. decided they
wanted all the grains of agriculture
put it in a silo back ‘then’.. of sorts..
and made human beings into slaves
to store more
grain.. for a rainy
day.. sadly enough
away from free..
as ignorant human
beings ruled by culture
and religions.. suffer away
from the God of Nature every day
every now.. in frOwns and ruSty
walks of
sidewalk
talk..
of weary
eYes of Slaves..
i am ruled by NO
PSYCHOPATHIC CONTROLLING
FUCKING SUBJECTIng EVIL
FUCKING HUMANS
OR RELIGIONS
AS MY GOD
AND
i
are
FUCKING
FREE.. AND ANYONE
WHO WOULD TAKE OUR
FREEDOM AWAY
WILL
FACE
THE WRATH
OF GOD iN
MY EYES
AS WELL..
OF RIGHTEOUS
FAITH IN THE GOD
OF ALL oF NATURE
ALWAYS NOW
THAT iS
ALL THAT
iS REAL
AND TRUE
iN LOVE
LIGHT
FEARLESS
TRUST
OF WHAT
iS REAL NOW
AND ALWAYS
HAS BEEN
NOW..
no wheRe
hidden but
in lies of books..
and no.. hell no.. science
ain’t even got a bread crumb
of God figured out yet.. i can
run circles around science iN ARt..
that no computer
will Fucking
ever
figure out..
’cause God iS
behind me iN me..
and this ALL God
oF Nature iS Art
at core with science
only as elementary scribe..
so sure i am also an atomic
bomb.. if you haven’t felt
aLL of
me and
God yet..
an atomic
bomb of Love
that iS.. a greater
power than missiles
have ever
carried..
as it is God
incarnate as us
ONE when wE grow
with God’s eYes
iN uS once
again
Free as
the so-called
primitives were
and are sTiLL.. aLL
tHeir power iS felt and
sensed within and this power
of Love and fearless dwarfs
the highest
edifice
ever created
by human hands..
skyscrapers of
Angelic Love
are wE..
when and
onLY when
created by
God that
lives
WITHIN..
YEAH.. simple
to me at least..
as the power of God
lives through me
expressed
iN words
aS WeLL..
A tSunAmi..
free floWinG
spReading never
beginning or ending
now.. spiRit aLL alWays groWinG..:)

Back to the original
‘planned’ proGram..
now..;)

Ah yes.. my friend..
so you know/FEEL
the secret oF
Never land
Now.. iS the
onLY true
reality free..
wheRe We create
both wE and the rest
of reality as REAL AS
iT CAN
GeT..
sMiLes
and sure
it’s more
than a metaphor
iT’s a feeLinG that’s REAL..:)

Moon of Magic
dreamy liGht you
SinG mY sOul
a SonG that’s alWays
new.. oh ‘they’.. they
took you away..
perhaps
at age
5.. in Kindergarden..
perhaps in private
Catholic School
at 7.. or maybe
back in
‘Southern’
ways of
small
town
bully
boy
middle
schools..
who said
only queers
smile big and
wide with ART dreams..
i am no longer a boy
i am a 230 LB Martial
Artist who leg presses
half a ton 25 times with
arms raised in air
like a frigging
ballerina..
but the thing
iS Love rules
me by the pale
moonlight
of midnight
dreams
Love
Frees Love
i am.. stronger
and freer and younger
driving 55 than ever before..
heHE.. sure it’s a poem but the
thing iS.. i can prove every word
in the eyes of science and
bully
boys
too..
happy now
my friend.. it’s
worth shaRinG..
wiTh KInD and COUrAGE
As ONly CiNDERFEllAS
REaLLY KnOW and FeeL..:)

Ah.. groWing up by railroad
tracks.. Train trestle
bridge almost
stone’s throw
away.. shakes foundation
then of shot-gun river home..
i wished for a push button
machine now answeRinG
aLL my questions.. but All
i received then iS
A sad
refRain
past iN
whistle calls
of trains old..
all anew kNow!
the birth oFliGht!
iN human Wisdom
feeLinG more.. a hive
oF push button knoWinG
and feeLinG arises whistles
Now! Google train alWays
moving ahead..
ALL ABOARD!
MORE FEELING
WISDOM NOW!
TRAIN
OF
BEING
NOW..!..:)

SmiLes.. a beautiful
SonG about Love
for a cat..
but sure
iT could
be the same
song that i have
for my wife Katrina..
as i Lick her tears away
and Love to the point
where it is impossible
for her to even age..
and the most
magical
pARt oF
aLL iS..
well…
i can prove iT..
and just did iN
my latest post..
but if you’ve ever
been to my home..
you’ve likely already
seen
the proof..
sMiLes and
happy Now..
my friend..
with
tears
licked
all away
in hopes for
you as WeLL..:)

For every Moonlit
Star a hope for more
to lEarn and feeL..
a realiTy for
those
who
say and FEEL noW
so let It Be writTen
so let iT bE dOne..:)

After every sunset
comes a rise
above so
below..
and Nature
SinGs a never
ending SonG
oF Hope
iN
Faith
oF Now..
Believe iS Next
alWays now..
Truth
liGht
we too
set
rise
iN arT oF uS..
never ending
rhythm
for those
who
synch
iN balance
wiTh rest oF
God’s NatUre FREE..:)

Well.. all finished
last weeks prompts
finAlly and
two more
behind this
week with
another
coming
today..
hmm..
perhaps i will
rest for now..
and surely dance
in Sun and clouds
and sand as
the Sun
is sTill
peeking through
before after noon
storms.. but like
feather i will continue
to flow wherever the
Wind of God
takes
me
FREE
JUST NOW..:)

11:45 am..
3032016..:)

5743

Isn’t that funny that often happens to me
when i write as well.. where the
interpretation from me
changes.. but i don’t
think when i write..
it comes from
somewhere
else..
and that’s
the mystery
that only
God understands
fully my friend.. Rafiah..
living within us.. of course..
and yes.. owning stuff iS
the fall of mankind
including
stuff and
human beings
for prize rather than Love..
and that comes in many
hidden forms that liars
would say is from
God.. and
religion
of course..
God is not
religion.. Religion
can be an expression
of God but God is
NOT Religion..
God..
is Free
and so can we..BE
AS REFLECTION OF GOD..
IF we do not live in Prison..
of the making of culture..
religion as is..
or ourselves..
but to
look within
is to hear
the answers from
God.. DIRECTLY..
it’s
possible
but not always
easy to seek
and find
the DIRECT
ROUTE TO
AND FROM GOD.. WITHIN..:)

5902

SMiLes my friend.. Rafiah..
God iS Nature ONE and
saMe.. and Nature
and God provides
ways for
human
to survive
and even thrive
one and sAme..
iT iS up to uS..
to learn
the lessons
from God away
from.. and yes in
Culture and Religion
to survive now WeLL..
and thrive.. and Love
and Fearless iS the only
thrive i know/feel.. anything
else material attachment
iS away
from that
as far as i for
one can see/feel.. and
true some people
gain attachments
to people
as material
attachment too..
but when the Love radiates
from within the Human SoUl..
heARt.. and SpiRit that is as
real but much more mysterious
than a chemical equation.. and actually
can be understood with art rather than
science alone.. we can be free and
fearless as living loving creatures
where we don’t have to
be quiet
’cause
Love speaks
for us… the greaTest
gift from God that yes..
is test too in metaphorical
sense.. of feedback from the
emotions and groWinG stronger
in fearless and Love.. but the sad
thing my friend.. is.. folks think they
will find this in books and words.. but
no.. the paths are within.. comprising feelings
senses.. and yes.. even sensuality too..
but to control people away from
Love is to instill illusory
fears for material
gains.. in all stuff..
and reproductive
control.. God will
have none of this
with God’s will instilled
as Human Nature free..
but human will attempt
to rule other humans..
and enslave
them for
their own
purposeful owning
and truly insane ways of
making the entire human race
out of balance.. with God
as Nature.. Nature has aLL
the answers as Nature
is God’s
Bible
that WiLL
always be
free Infinity
now my friend.. more..
i see people in misery
and suffering every i go.. even
here in the so-called rich U.S.. but
see that is why they suffer as they
no longer see and feel
and understand
their relationship
with Nature that is
one and same with God..
where the struggle is survival
but the prize is fearless Love
in Moving.. Connecting.. Creating..
Sharing and Giving with other Moving
Connecting.. Sharing.. and Giving Human
Beings and the rest of Nature that does the same iN BALANCE..
God’s Religion iS BALANCE.. ONE SEES THAT EVERYWHERE
IN THE BIBLE
OF NATURE..
IF THERE IS ANY
DEVIL IT IS HUMAN
CULTURE AND RELIGION
THAT TAKES HUMAN
WAY FROM
GOD’S
RELIGION
OF BALANCE..
MY FRIEND.. BUT
I DON’T HAVE TO SAY
IT AS GOD SAYS IT EVERYWHERE
WITH NATURE’S LIVING GOD BREATH ALWAYSNOW…
iN
balance..
you see
balance
holds
aLL
these words
up as Truth
and LiGht
as i am not
the creator
of balance
i submit
to God’s
L A W
oF Balance
thaT iS AlwaysNow..:)

6362

i know you are very close
to your Grandmother.. and
wasn’t able to determine
she passed away from
your comments on Facebook..
and that explains your other
blog posts too i guess.. that i
just responded too.. that may
not match the intent of your
feelings at all.. Rafiah..
but sure..
i understand
loss and if Einstein
were around and understood
brain chemistry as well as i do..
he would tell you that it is levels
of your oxytocin dropping off and
now is a good time to write poetry ’cause
the creative neurochemical Dopamine will
Naturally rise up.. and make bitter sweet
feelings too.. that is conducive
to artistic expressions
that tend to
Bring the
Love and neurohormone oxytocin
feelings of social bonding
and Serotonin feelings of
neurochemical
trust back..
but yeah..
these words of
neurochemical
and neurohormone
labels are meaningless
without the Art of human being..
sMiles.. and sure.. analytical thinking
takes one totally out of the emotional mind
but problem is the medicine is the art and
HeaRt of emotions
and the only
way that
the free bird truly
sings again… When My Grandmother’s
father died in 1965.. she about 62 and he
dying at age 94.. she had never painted
before.. but used that sadness of
oxytocin loss and dopamine
increase.. to become
a great oil
painter
just from
visual memories
of her life.. where she
probably didn’t plan the
art.. iT flowed from
her Soul
back
in balance
my friend..
as her art made others
happy and they shared that
happiness back as Love..
and that is what i am
doing with you now..
hopefully you
will feel it my friend
as that is what truly free humans
do.. they share all their thoughts
and feelings without
restraint of
what is
truly
real in
HUMAN FEELINGS..:)

6660

Sun iN SkeYes
oF i.. Dance
And Song..
God that
no man
or woman
owns but i..
hmm.. i have a confesSioN
to make.. i am not the Sun
of God and i am a son of Sun..
as dust i came and son i am
oF Sun and sAMe am i..
SMILed.. i cannot tale
ya how the story of
human future
WiLL end but
i can tale
ya how
the story WiLL
continue as i also
was a Canary iN a
Coal mine before the
rest of Nature set me
free.. as no one owns
me now..
but Nature
ONE as i…
Anyway.. this is how
the SonG goes.. first theRe
was Nature then Human pArt populating
shore to shore.. then information technology
where humans become robots and no longer
reproduce.. problem solved.. albeit lifelong misery
of human in hell of being robot rather
than FucKinG pArt oF
Nature.. the
meek shall
inherit the Earth
thanks Robot Humans
do as you desire with robot
screens and eyes for i for one
WiLL Live for Free iN Sands
of Nature
SonG
and Dance
as son of Sun
of aLL THaT is..
i WiLL Giggle while
others Google to
hell and
back
same as now..
in 4 inch Scream
of howling
Hell
Screens..
and sure other can join
me too.. but first they WiLL
have to set themselves free
dancing naked once again
in SinG SonG way
iN sand and son
of Sun of aLL
thaT iSnow..
a creature
free
of Lies
Again.. wHere i
of Sun and i liGht uP
togeTheR once again..
Hmm.. YEAH.. REMINDS
me too of my freshman year
of college with a philosophy teacher
who sliced all the BS.. with a sacred
knife of truth and LiGht.. i drove to
the beach on a BriGht and Sunny
day and finAlly realized God
was no man as brain
washed by
everyone
who came
to testify before
me since age 4
after speech.. and
the Nature of Age three
with Blue skEYes of Free
and dance of i free
and sOnG of me
SinGs was/is
the ultimate
expression oF
God that this speck
of Sun dust would ever
meet and be.. anyway..
it’s fun to be free.. wish
i could convince more
folks.. thIS simple truth
but the
quicksand
of culture
and religion
is no easy beast
to defeat until one
finds a way to escape
on tHeir ownED way oF Free..:)

WeLL.. okay.. considering the
opening SonG and photo
credits of THE GOD OF
NATURE i FOR ONE
KNOW NOW AND
FEEL SO WELL
iN gift of
PREsent
now.. this seems
to be a great place
to publish as it
tidily sums
iT all
out iN
Sun of God..
Yeah sure..
Mr. blue skies
if wanna call it
that too.. yes.. this
‘Cyberian Tiger Beach’
post has reached the
shore.. and all that is left
to do for now.. is finish
my sacred R and R
duties for what
i for one
make
as Holy
Thursday of
dance of i and all
the cool college age folks
at Old Seville Quarter celebrating
my 100th dance week night there..
Be back around 3 am in the
wee hours of
Friday morning
to document JOY
here iN thiS new
blog post.. yeah..
as there just ain’t
nothing better
than God’s
gift present
to us THAT
iS A S GREAT As
CLEAN joy! Free from
allNOW Frigging cultural
and religious illusory fears..
FREE BABY.. FREE WiLL SAVE
THOSE OF US WHO CAN
AND WiLL JUST
DO IT
NOW..
wITh a fearless Love
iN moving.. connecting..
creating.. sharing..
giving Dance
and SonG
oF LiFE!..
wITh Nature
ALL God ONE
and sAMe..:)

Butt oops..
first.. just
noted Shawna’s
link a full two
prompts ahead
so i will
drop it
here.. as
her blog will
be ancient
ashes by
the time
i get there..

Well.. i’m a full two prompts
behind so let me catch
you while you are
spRing
Finger
fuming..
Excellent
write.. just
wanted to
tale you
that2..
F in
Brilliant..
Raw baby
that’s the
way i like it..
Raw excellent
and Brilliant
Red fLinger
oN Fire..;)

Ha! that’s painful
yet hilarious..;)

It’s neither
here or theRe
but i miss
you too..
carry on
dear..
there’s
alWays
later..
now..;)

7366

HI Truedessa.. thanks so much for dropping by..
and yes.. i’ve kinda imposed a casual
limit of 10K or so words
per regular blog
post.. now..
as over 10K has
problems fitting on
my Facebook status…
hehe.. so this one is
definitely one
of the shorter
efforts now..
i just kinda flow
with the words..
until it feels
comfortable
to stop..
but nah..
i can’t remember
the last time i went
below 2K words..
and it seems like this
is comfortable for the way
i write for free now as art…
and yeah.. in the video about
Jesus Christ Superstar.. i’m more
like the Black Judas guy who just
wanted to know and feel what it’s all
about.. and i will be with all my dancers
tonight asking that
question
in the form
of dance where
the answer is the
means of dance
to the
end
of now
as essence
real.. my friend..
smiles.. i see God
as Art.. as Nature
while religion etc..
and science tend
to view it as concrete
label stuff.. but
i like
iT free
and always changing
as the Dance and Song
of i now.. sMiLed aGaiN..
with or without words..
hehe.. hard
as it is to
believe some
folks i dance with
out in public
think i don’t
talk much
at all..
yeah..
i’ve always
got a new surprise..
a Holy and or
Sacred Fool/
CLoWN..
i wiLL
be for
NOW..:)

7603

Never a rush.. my friend..
Shawna.. to visit here..
and yeah i know..
i had to get
an iPhone6s
to open me
up myself..
technology
is catching up
to me.. surely
but slowly..
WiNks..
again..;)

7638

SMiLes.. my friend.. gigoid..
Earth.. Wind.. Fire.. and Water..
Are wEnow as Star DuSt walKinG
that’s aLLnaAll the fAiry real tale i am
iN liFe.. TrUly THAT iS impressive enough..:)

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Lazarus and a Beer

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Lazarus and a Beer..
A story of two men..
AT the bottom of the pit
of hell in 40 sleepless days..
during the Lent period of 2008..
i would have paid a million dollars
or infinity more if a drop of
beer could have given
me an ounce of
comfort to
quench the
death of my soUL
in hell.. but at that point
there was no remedy for
the fire burning numb inside
me then.. so yesterday we are
coming out of Barnes and Nobles..
and a large Black man is walking toward me
and says sir can i speak to you.. i am not
homeless.. i have a job.. but i am out of
money and if i could only have one
wish now before i go back
to the evil that is my
wife it would be
a beer.. can you spare
me a couple of dollars for a beer..
and i said.. wow..!.. OMG.. what honesty you have..
if i had a dollar on me i would give it to you..
but i do not carry money.. and i said bless
you for your honesty my friend..
honesty is always the
best option.. i
exclaimed..
as i walked away..
and so i asked the money
keeper.. my wife.. when i
got to my car.. where she was
waiting for me there.. if we could
spare the honest man who wanted
a beer a few dollars.. and she says
yes.. and we are wanting to go
see and document the
destruction of
the Tornado last
week as the sunset is coming
soon.. but instead we go search for
the black man and i decide to give
him a $5 bill.. to get two beers
if he likes.. and he has already
traveled several city blocks
on foot.. and we see him
on the side of the
road and
we stop by
and give him the 5 dollar
bill and i tell him.. when i was in
hell i would have paid a million
dollars for that beer
if i could have
gained
any relief
from the fire
then.. ANYway..
the thing is.. regardless
of what he would do with
the 5 dollar bill.. some folks..
who had money.. had a kind gesture
for him that day.. and what
i kNow/FEEL for sure..
iS no act of kindness
no matter what it is
is too
small
to save
the world..
it could even
be a beer to a man
who wanted a little
comfort from the angst of life..
and ha! if you go to a psychiatrist..
it is no less addictive to get a pill
of Ativan.. and actually MORE ADDICTIVE
TO GET A PILL OF ATIVAN.. and one would
buy their friend a beer in a bar.. why not
a stranger on the street
who is just
another
human
brother
or sister..
ALIVE
WHO JUST
WANTS RELIEF
FROM AN INSANE WORLD..
and to be clear i do not drink or
smoke or even do caffeine but
i totally understand
why people
do.. and i dam
sure ain’t the one
that is gonna point
out the board that
i’ve experienced in my
sleepless eyes as REAL
back
then..
Life is a real bitch
in hell.. folks
in heaven
should
care about
that and do whatever
they can to help..
whether the
prudes and
propers or
prescription pill pushers
say it is correct or not..
after all Jesus changed
the water into
wine..
huh..
and only fools
would think it is
FUCKING GRAPE JUICE..
SURE.. there was angst then too..
i would have taught the black
man or at least showed
him how to
dance..
to relieve his angst..
but he probably already
saw me do it somewhere
in town.. and knew and felt
that he could be honest
with this man who is
honest
enough
to dance free
and wild again..
perhaps it was his
‘roots’ that could see
THAT TRUTH AND LIGHT..
or HA! MAYBE i’m like Lucifer
in that new Fox TV SHOW AND
FOLKS TELL ME THEIR HONEST
DESIRES
WITH
NO LIES..
WHEN i peer into
tHeir soul wITh
sHades
oF eYEs..;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/02/tornado-poetry-and-me-free-verse-nude.html

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You are welcome.. my friend Zee..
Thanks for your kind and appreciative words
for what my spirit shared with you iN response to
your iNspiRaTioNal words.. And yes iT iS true that
my success iS the smile won from the bullies
of liFe and true too.. No matter what happens
to me iN flesh that smile wiLL live oN
as Cheshire Cat iN eYes oF
others iT has touched iN
Dance oF liFe and sheLL oF Nautilus
i leave behind.. my friend.. aS aLL We trUly
take wiTh uS iS Love wE give forevernow.. n0w
My friend.. Zee.. Sleep peacefully.. i do and WiLL..
Fully feeLinG i LiVed and LoVed.. LiVe and LoVe..:)

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Losing Love in Life i’ve experienced..
sad and depressing in human connection..
empty hole of comfort needing
re-connection.. no where
to find it.. whether
break up
or separation
in death.. but even
greater is losing the connection
with God as when i did and could
feel nothing of God in Nature anywhere..
i just wanted to go to the beach and hug
GOD and bring GOD back.. in fact i fell to
the ground in my back yard
and literally hugged
the grass and
the Love
of God was
no longer there
for me to feel at aLL..
my heart and blood pressure
was no longer working correctly..
ill close to death i was then..
so i just wanted to run
and run and run
until i exploded
with blood
to escape hell then..
but i was too tired to
run at all.. so i was
stuck here more…
and then i dreamed about
someway to swim off into
the ocean waves.. perhaps
at the bottom of the ocean was
God again with me.. perhaps i could
come back alive again.. but i was too
afraid as even the edge of the Gulf water
iN Summer chilled my weak body then..
and the pain from the disorder
i had was so bad then too..
looking for a tree with
a chain in a bicycle
basket where
the birds
could feast
their fill on what
was left of me.. as at
least my life would serve
some purpose then.. but the
thing is.. somehow.. i never gave up..
there was this WiLL gifted to be that was
even above aLL Faith.. Hope.. and Belief
that was extinguished out of my liFe then..
they call it the reptile brain.. same one gifted
to Dinosaurs too.. it will survive at all costs..
when all else
is gone
from life..
So sure..
the Lizard brain
saved me.. the literal
human reptile brain gifted
by God.. so whenever i see
a Chameleon change colors
i know and
feel iT iS
possible
for a human
to go
from
black hole to SUN..
once again.. Friend Zee..
thanks for yoUr inspirational
words that sparK the SpiRiT
oF mY heARt and SoUL SinGinG
a SonG of God once more.. n0w..:)!

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Facebook Friend Rafiah
shares a Muslim Hadith..
regarding Adam of the
Old Testament and the
Quran and associated
forgiveness of sins..
where God is
all merciful..

and i say..

Interestingly.. the name
Adam means dirt.. then..
iT comes from humble
origin.. and those
who continue
to see.. FEEL
humility n0w
as no more
than grain
oF
sand..
flourish now
iN Tree of LiFe
that iS of course
fed by dirt no less
than weNow Mountains
oF Love who stand upoN
gRains oF human Dirt now
iN FloWeRinG LOVE ALLONe..:)

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Jesus has come back so many
F iN times and has failed
miserably to change
the world..
problem was
someone else
held the Microphone
of his voice.. that’s no
longer the case.. as
the megaphone’s
been released
by the
nerds of
yesterday
changing into
an ocean wave
of Jesus ONLINE..
The truth and LiGhT
WiLL ONLY SET ONE
FREE iF HEArD iN ORIGINAL
ALL NATURAL FORM.. from mouth
to breast in suckling form ALLiNNATE..
And the coolest thing of
all is swords
are no longer
necessary
as we
have
mega
sWORDs..
of electronic JOY
unleashed and released
as the Quantum Human mind
and body iN balance.. becomes
the real deal as both hemispheres
reach the 11 balance lined as H WHOLE…
iN both mind and earthly global way of Free..
A really tall.. thin.. spindly boy played the
song ‘Jesus Christ Superstar’ in a
middle school talent show..
13.. or so he was then
in ivory and keyboard
way.. problem was
he was shaken
to the core
iN
the inspiRaTioNal spiRit
of the music over words
and couldn’t walk straight then..
meeting an eruption of laughter
from school mates.. i just want
to.. i just want to know and
feel what it all means
then.. but none of
those Christian
School mates
are at all
like
the
man in the song..
movie.. or book.. too..
nor their parents.. nor their
churches.. why is it that
poor me.. my mother and
sister are so much
more like he..
ah.. humility..
the secret..
live on a river
WITH NATURE..
in an old shot-gun
home.. bare necessities..
Live with Love over material
stuFF.. Learn Love is the
way over all else in life..
the Truth and LiGht
hasn’t changed..
the only
thing i
was missing
then.. was the
fearless to play
AND SinG the
SonG again..
in Mocking
Jay way.. away from
a town Milton.. named
once as hell for dark reaSon sTill..
most churches per square mile in the
record books for locality then.. but the
farthest away from
Jesus.. than
perhaps
anywhere
in the Universe
then/now.. they have
one wish and one wish only
and that was/is to bring Jesus
back again.. be careful what
ya wish
for..
as self-
fulfilling
prophecies
can happen again..
Jerusalem in the west
iS RA EL as the US of A
and history repeats itself
again.. around the same
latitude of earth too..
only thing is this
Jesus is too
F in SmArt
to get crucified
again..
he’ll
come with
dance instead
and just keep ’em
guessing eternity
iN hell or heaven
either dancing
liFe or
sitting
still
in the
dark place sTill.. now..
Being Jesus iS a challenge
iN Mocking Jay Way..
but OMG..
it’s the
greaTEst
art of liFe
i know and feel now..
and that’s what they tale
uS iN Catholic Church all
the time.. be Jesus or
ya can’t be
good enough
to get that bread and wine..
Problem is.. ya have to see/FEEL
ALL OF JESUS FIRST..
BOTH
MYTH
AND MAN
OF US FREE WiTH LOVE..
as aLL iT iS.. iS Love and Fearless that counts..
so i probably won’t change the world.. NO..
but maybe i’ll inspire
someone else
to be Jesus
WHO WILL..
or at least
try to my dying
last day.. for the
greATest hobby i feel and know now..
iN MOCKING J WAY.. i’ll dance
Love and Fearless
’till
the last
foot drops..
OMG.. what will i
do after that.. sure..
there’s alWays poeTry
and a better book..
than old good
way..:)

Ha..!.. SMiLes.. rest iN peace alive.. my friend..
gigoid.. with Love.. and the answer to ‘the test’
can be easily answered
by my wife..
turn the
liGht off Fred..
you are F iN..
Blinding me.. and true
story.. when i sang in the church
choir and actually played the piano
through the decade of the 80’s at Catholic
Church.. after i finished singing.. one
of the peer female singers
said turn off
your face
with her hands
over her eyes.. it is too
briGht she said.. and i had no idea
what she was talking about..
but she was serious..
and when one of my
girlfriends in the
middle 80’s took the
first video i ever saw of
myself with focused
eyes.. on her..
it unnerved me..
as i finally figured out
why that girl i went to the prom
with.. when i was 21 was talking
about when she said..
your eyes
are scaring
me.. and several
other girls said i
pierced their soul
with my eyes.. i was just
interested! then.. in aLL
cases… but i suppose
i’m all tuned up as it were
and as i rose again..
after the liGht
went out
of my eYes..
totally.. for 66 months..
in hell.. hmm.. oh.. the metaphors
of life.. to be a briGhtest Angel
in one life and
dArkest
one too..
in the same
life.. dying
twice or more..
and
living
again..
and again..
hmm.. yeah..
Nature makes
an interesting brew..
and i suppose it’s just
the archetype of Dr.
Jekyll and Mr. Hyde..
where he finally gets
to understand both faces..
and adjust accordingly for balance..
but anyway.. the strangest thing happened
during those years of writing in the darkness..
my words
in both writing
and voice acquired
my eYes until gradually
i no longer expressed the
laser option iN eYes before..
to overwhelm folks again.. with LiGhT..
the light just migrated out of my eyes to
another
place(s)..
of expression..
and a few folks
can receive it without
getting totally blinded
by whatever this is now..
often it surprises me.. not
unlike the 80’s.. after i finish..
with the
briGht
eYes
oF words..
that are left
now of whatever
i am for now free..:)

Typical thousand..
mile/infinity stare..;)

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Katrina..Thrilled to be doing SpRinG cleaning
even the crossed windows
are a
joy
to clean..
hmm.. i ain’t
the one with a
body of a dancer..
or the face of a 21 year old
same as 25 years ago.. but
Katrina yes.. with zero make-up too..
and she never works-out past cleaning
home and shopping.. and eats
junk food everyday..
but never the less..
now never another
ounce or another
day on the
forever youth
of Angel now
Katrina.. always now
as was before.. again.. now..
and now the Sun comes out again.. forecast for this
week NO TORNADOES.. a storm is over with for now..:)

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And now’s she’s trimming trees..
look at those forearm muscles..
All Pacific Islander and Native
American..
wild breed human..
i have to work-out like
a frigging Olympic athlete
to have any muscle def..
at all.. hmm..
yeah.. it’s all
about native
genetics too..
it was a long way to walk
across the Bering Strait to get
to North America.. and
Lord knows what they
had to do
to arrive
at the Pacific Islands..
yeah.. the strong survive..
and go far.. and keep going…
Being cautious and sitting
in one space..
might be safer..
but it is the spices of
life that travel farthest..
and keep
going and going
without restraint…
one more
step for
Wild and
Free with God now..
perhaps i should just
be working
in the yard
and shut
the H up..
instead
oF
sitting
in this
dark
bedroom still.. hehe..wink emoticon..
Anyway.. the least i can do is
go out and inspect the job..;)

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Okay.. she passed inspection and perhaps
it is time for a song now..
dedicated to friends
who do all
the work
as well as being
guardians of Angels..
or angels of Guardians..
same thing i guess..
even Lucifer has
one on his
new
show..;)

You know how they say all those
Hollywood Stars made a deal
with the devil for fame..
well.. i made one
with God to help
save the
World..
perhaps you think
i am kidding..
hmm.. WeLL..
Sting said in a song
one n0w.. ‘Mephistopheles is not your name..
But i know what you’re up to just the same…
i will listen hard to your tuition..
And you will see it
come to its fruition’..
it’s just a poem or
a SonG..
after.. all
is said
and done..eh..
or maybe it’s a magicK
incantation and speLL..
for a Moonchild or
something of
that Nature..
never ending story
as such.. WeLL.. wE WiLL see..
oh yeah.. pArt of the
rest of the SonG
PoeM..here..
‘Devil and the deep blue sea behind me
Vanish in the air you’ll never find me..
i will turn your face to alabaster..
Then you’ll find your
servant is
your master’..
nah.. i don’t
wanna
hurt anyone
or be anyone’s
master.. hope no
one takes ‘iT’ like that..
out of frigging context..
and nah.. i’m not ready
to disappear yet.. offline..
but yeah.. i am
gonna take
a ‘little
vacation’..
and publish
now before leap
year is gone.. and
i promise i will not
be back on the 29th of
February for at least
3 more years.. wInks..
but meanwhile.. vacation
photos coming in the next
blog post after this really
short 2.76K or so post titled
“Lazarus and a Beer”..;)

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Footprints oF heARt

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Well.. i could write several Novels based just on ‘this shirt’..
But thank goodness someone already
beat me too it.. hehe..
Compared to Alice in Wonderland
with a Jabberwocky.. hmm.. wacky..
wocky.. whatever.. anyway.. yes.. compared
to Alice on one of the dVerse prompts by
a very nice PHD in Psychology.. was also a
Tennis Star from the University of Miami..
and yes 80 years old too.. i believe in
reciprocating good favors.. now.. and
and at first.. i didn’t know if she
was laughing at me or with
me but she clarified it
was all just
for fun..
hehe..
it isn’t often
that i get a poem
written about me.. at
least not one that explicitly
says Katie Mia Frederick..
but yes.. i do explore
many rabbit holes..
and as many times
as i have heard..
are ya smoking
some mushrooms..
at Old Seville Quarter..
where i am celebrating my
99th week of dancing there
with all the cool college age folks
tonight.. i’ll give ’em what they
dream of
with this
shirt tonight..
but remember
Beware of the
Jabberwocky..
too..
and YNOT
Alice too..
or perhaps
dream is a better word..
at least for some iN strange..smile emoticon

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/02/tornado-poetry-and-me-free-verse-nude.html

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SMiLes.. my friend..
yeS.. secret iN plain
siGht.. UniVerse moves
iN Balance and wE
as fractals oF
iT.. mini-me’s
of ALLTHATIS
Celebrate liFE
best when
iN balance
iN aLL ways
of dualities
also seen throughout
Physical Nature as well..
Anyway.. speaKinG of celebrating
liFe.. off to dance with folks 3 decades
my junior.. as for me.. now at least..
age is just
a number
and i
am younger
iN SpiRit for N0W
and groWinG EveN
iN BALANCE N0W
younger in SpiRit
alWays
NoW
wITh
perhaps an
oldest soUl as
weLL iN preSenT oF NOW..
hope you are feeling much
better gigoid.. and WiLL be
dropping by tomorrow
fuLL sTeam.. wRite on
course
iN
SpiRit!
heARt
and SoUl
of i as mE..
and I as WeLL!..:)

SMiLes my friend.. gigoid..
late.. late.. night
and just
getting
back up
to speed
in blog
land.. hehe..
hope you slept well..:)

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Facebook Friend Rafiah says..

Women’s life is what her men tell her to.

i say..

That’s sad.. Katrina tells and yells
at me what to do all the time..
and it never makes me
angry as i am no
better than
her and
willing
less..
but that was the
way of human ancestral
past before agriculture when
humans are foragers and science
plays this out now.. in the record
of pre-history artifacts.. as well
as current ‘primitive’ societies
still forAginG for a living..
the fear of MANY
men is they
will lose
control and
women will once again
be in charge of the battle
of the sexes.. truth be tOld
that truth and liGht is already
occurring around the
world at it is only
God’s Nature for
human being
surfacing
again..
and i for one..
document this amazing
changing human Nature
through out my life now..
where even Hillary
Clinton becoming
President in
the US is
indication
that Patriarchy
once again will sooner
or later go the way of the
Dinosaur age..
women rule
by cooperation
men hunt with swords..
men who hunt other men
and women for sport..
will fail in God’s eYes
soon enough as
God oF Nature
WiLL alWays
have her
way.. and
mArk my words..
coming to a town near
you too.. before you
rest in duSt..
my friend
Rafiah..:)

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Quadrille
Timely Repeat
and Response..
So sad that so many
who talk about the truth
setting one free would hope
in the same breath
that the earth
would
end
in ashes
tomorrow
self fulfilling
prophecies
real for
those
who
believe in
the truth of Ash..:)

Misky from dVerse
suggests there is
no Truth in Ash
and i say..

Yes.. True..
And i readily admit..
My metaphors aren’t always clear.. wInks..
And particularly.. When they are also literal one and same..
Humans will believe anything the culture says is true..
Depending on the whim of now to avoid outcast status..
As history shows over and over to extremes of
Female Genital Mutilation to Institutionalized
Rape as Marriage and for some the literal truth
that ashes means destruction is their
metaphorical truth for next stop Heaven.. ..
Truth is relative in the eyes of fools for liED..
Even in sitting still my friend for animals evolved
to move from birth to death.. For human the truth
is always relative to the flavor of the culture and or
religion at hand in science and or art in aLL the Shades
oF Grey and hues of colors.. Including white and black..:)

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SMiLes.. my friend.. navasolanature.. thanks so much
for coming by and visiting with me today..
and what you see here is part of
a year long effort of
responding to
every single
link and every
single prompt
on dVerse for an entire
year of response in collaboration
and poetic response.. and early on
i explained in detail to the dVerse team
of what i was doing in pioneering a new
way of writing poetry with what technology
allows now in way of combining visual
poetry and culturally relative
art in the ways of photos..
youtube music videos..
etc.. and with all
my unfailing participation..
i was hoping they could at least
overlook the breadth of what i was
doing in exploring this new way of
writing poetry both in complexity
and size of effort.. however.. they
continued to pressure me to
do less.. and eventually
more or less ran
me off
in attempting
to restrict what i was
doing to even participate..
additionally.. making rules that
were obviously directed specifically
at me.. even suggestions for limitations
in open links.. that were starting to stifle
other poets as well.. so it was good
that i left.. both for others
and me..
as it allowed me even more
time for my new exploration of
poetry and i was able to publish
my first Free Verse Novel in
December titled..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/

weighing in at over 40K words with main post
and over 50K words with associated
poetry in comments section..

and this month..
February.. this free
verse Novel titled..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/

weighing in at over 50K words with main post
and exactly 60K words with associated
poetry in the comments section there..

And my next Novel effort coming in the next
month or so.. will be titled ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
and will be an unabridged Novel of all my
micro to macro poetic expressions
to all the dVerse prompts in the
entire last year..
as i have not
missed any.. even
the ones on sites where
some of the folks moderate
or delete me out for
whatever reason
they do..
and that’s
fine but i have
the ability to be inspired
by whatever i like and write
it here.. there is no possible
censorship here.. as i
pay for this blog
and follow
the Word Press
rules that are generous..
in freedom of expression..
all the way to my restricted
nude art links.. fully explored..
And this new Novel effort
will likely be over
100K words..
as i average
around 4K or so
words in poetic
responses back
to all the
dVerse
prompts
and links..
per week..
i am planning on using
much fewer photos and
videos as the last two
efforts were pushing
even the capabilities
of my fast computer
and Broad Band access
and with photos would have
literally taken over 1000 pages
to print.. and impossible to fully
do that anyway.. as one cannot
directly link videos in print.. hehe..
which is an integral part of the
cultural ingredients of what
i more fully do here..
And when
i started exploring
the avenue of nude art..
is when the feathers first
started getting ruffled at dVerse
as the hypocrisy of scantily clad
or nude females is A okay.. but
males.. no.. no.. no.. as a work
of art from head to toe free..
anyway.. i’m
surprised some of
the more fundamentalist
religious leaning folks didn’t
kick me out immediately.. and
yes.. they tried.. but back then..
there were more free
thinking folks
running the show
in terms of Brian
and Claudia.. who
themselves were free verse
poets who didn’t particularly care
to do paint by numbers art either..
so i survived for a while..
until shortly after
they left..
and left
for good..
Brian seeing the
new rules.. too restrictive
as well.. for freedom of expression..
FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION..
YEAH.. some of us
still believe in
that all the way..
smiles..
anyway..
it’s all good for
me.. is what i know and feel..
as i always adapt and survive..
folks have been telling me you
are not good enough or you do too
much all of my life.. and the
one who never
gives up
continues
to produce..
CREATE..
and explore
new frontiers
where folks
have not gone
before.. and no one
yet has cut down this
Sycamore tree that in
words of paint
the colors
of the
wind.. in
that Indian
movie in our
American Pilgrim
heritage says will
grow taller now
as is
the case
here.. with bigger
wInks.. and what
comes what may..
for now.. my friend..
i see/FEEL.. ALL uS humans
iN this game of life toGetHeR..
both conservative and liberal
leaning.. with big and small
efforts.. or tall or short
walls of
freedom..
but i for
one RETAIN
MY FREEDOM IN
FULL.. JUST ‘CAUSE
i CAN.. and truly for those
who understand how to be
free.. there has never been
a now better than
now for iT..
but again..
for those
who both understand
and are even willing
to be free..
yes.. one
must will
to be free..
free will is
not free.. but worth
the relative effort to
be FREE.. wiTh NATUREnow..:)

Oh.. and by the way..
actuAlly this entire
blog is a Novel..
with well over
600 chapters
and thousands
and thousands
of mini-chapters
in ALL of those
chapters in no
particular
order..
that is truly
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..
over 3 million words..
and the Sycamore is still
groWinG.. with actually almost
an infinite number of Novels
that can be produced and
CREATED
from iT
already
now..
Grow
is what
mY soUL
continues to do..
some folks are still
and placid lakes
but i am raVinG
balanCinG
wAveS oF
an Ocean
Free..
my friend..;)

SMiLes my friend.. navasolanature..
thanks for visiting here on my
about section.. overview as such..
again.. and all the pain is gone..
back in July of 2013.. it all
seriously miraculously
disappeared
on that day
on the same
beach as pictured
here.. after that
the real fun started
in both flesh and blood
life and blog life as well..
sMiLes.. there is a much
larger force driving me friend..
and that Force
is all that is
NOW..:)

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Friend.. Imran provides
a historically correct
context for the verses
in the Kuran associated
with Slavery and
female
concumbines..
on SOHEIR’s
Blog
and i say..

SMiLes my friend..
thanks so much for the details
of the historical context and I’ve
already read similar defenses..
which are reasonable for the history in question..
However.. in God’s eyes.. Improvement of slavery
or limited rights of men in subjection of slaves is not
the God answer as God lives in every human being
and to enslave any human being.. Even in requiring
marriage by law for those children of God
who are not biologically suited for
marriage by the hand of God
is to enslave God and
this my friend while historically..
Obviously impossible to accomplish
until 200 years ago.. Does not make any of it
less of a sin in God’s eyes as God makes all God’s
human children free.. So of course Muhammad will
be forgiven for accepting the practice of slavery
as is then but that did not come from God
unless God is part slave.. i cannot possibly
believe God is a slave my friend..
One only need to look at the rest of
Nature to see that reality.. And that my
friend is why i look to Nature for God instead
of human language before i could speak at age three..
The only true bible of God is Nature untainted by the hand
and mouth of human.. But give human credit.. Human history
considered.. Of course Muhammad was a great prophet who
improved the welfare of slaves in his instructions from God
but the truth is there would be innumerable prophets
after Muhammad to do even more and in the
New Testament.. Jesus predicted this over
6 centuries before Muhammad.. And there
is still much work to do my friend as all human
prophets from the entire Universe as many and
more as the grains of Sand of the Earth’s beaches
continue to do.. So yes.. Peace be upon prophet
Muhammad for the best he could do given historical
context but In God’s eyes.. All such prophets both famous
and totally unknown in human books are of equal value
as all these grains hold up the mountain of God’s
greatest gift Human feels as Love.. my friend..
where there will always be room for existing
and future prophets to improve.. as Love is
both art and science.. My friend.. Imran..
So my only disagreement given historical
context is it is impossible in God’s eyes that
either Muhammad will be the last prophet of God
or the Quran the final book of God as no human can
make God any kind of slave.. Including the parts of that
are human as God is A to Z not just in book terms per literal but ALL..
Yes simple as ALL that is my friend and beyond any word’s
comprehension for those of us who see and
feel God with more than words..
My friend.. INFINITY more and
beyond that word as well
out of Submission to
THE GOD OF ALL

Friend Imran..
asks if God
Almighty
can do
anything
and
i say..

Yes.. Beyond
human words my friend
but God of ALL requires NO TEST
from human as While human is pArt..
God is ALWAYS MORE.. in other words
i understand my authority as a flea requiring
blood from my master the Dog.. Some human
fleas believe they can test or enslave THE DOG
and as history shows they eventually fail no matter
how hard they try and God giggles..
At least in pArt iN Dog terms..
Of course beyond the
comprehension of
the human flea..:)

Imran asks..

“Good now tell me
Can he throw you out
from his dominion ?

can he create
another uncreated ?”

i say..

Hi Imran.. i for one am
100% sure WEALL (have)
(been) are here forever now so
that is all a moot point to me..
however.. not all folks have
met God face to face.. NOW..
so they
do not have
my advantage..
and honestly
i feel sorry
for them..
and would
like for them
to meet God face
to face now so now..
they will never ever
fear again now and accept
that now is heaven now
and now is gift of God
to us from GOD
and with us NOW..
and create iT.. thuS..
when we enjoy life
we make God happy
and when we harm anyone
away from their relative free
WILL we make God very unhappy..
but to be clear i will never speak
DIRECTLY for God or TEST
God.. so sure..
i could be
incorrect in logical
human terms but my
faith and belief
FEELS
i am
100% sure
that this is Truth
and liGht.. and sure..
Christians.. Muslims
and Atheists.. will say i have
no proof.. but this.. my friend
is beyond the
realm
of PROOF in places
that words DO NOT
EXIST AT ALL
BUT HUMAN
IMAGINATION
OTHER as
created
by human
with God too..
It’s all relative
and never separated
when one lives with
GOD ALWAYS NOW..
and to put it off..
is the personal
hell that some
folks
create
for themselves
who have either
forgotten God
or never
SOUGHT..
NOW..
taken
the effort
to truly do
so iN liGht..
understanding
and feeling the
dARk as important
as the liGht in maKinG
ALL of this that is REAL NOW..
it’s almost futile to attempt
to discuss this in human words
to make human words sense
of it.. but i try and keep
trying to
help others
in finding
some
TRUST iN
LOVE iN NOW..
instead of waiting
for something in
the future when
ALL iS alWays now..
TO BE clear God
is alWays now
and so
are wE
and that’s
ALL THAT
COUNTS NOW..
it’s simple.. walk
the beach
and be wiTh
and as God
as B E A C H F R E E..
but first ya have to
find the beach
and learn
and feel
to walk
as GODFREE..
iN BALANCE ALLways
my friend.. alWays now..:)

Imran.. i think we are having miscommunication here.
Did you open up SOHEIR’s website.. Look at all the comments..
And see where i made a new comment on the very bottom
of the comments where i said it was a moot point?

And NO Muhammad is NOT the last prophet as only
GOD has GOD’s FULL message as God speaks
more than human flea language..
The Kuran is a revelation from
God my friend but the message is
flawed at core because it does not
directly and clearly denounce human slavery
in all forms and yes the Christian bible is flawed as well..
Particularly.. The Old Testament with flaws in the New Testament
as well.. All words fall short of the glory of God and
God allows each human to find God with
zero human words and no little flea
human will ever reveal all of God..
As ALL of God is beyond human
comprehension.. You see my
friend i have met the ALL MIGHTY.. FACE to face
and the Kuran is set up by men who have not..
Otherwise they would never limit God by
suggesting more humans would never
bring a better message..
And do greater works..
As even Jesus said they would
continue to do.. As reported properly in
the New Testament and in my comment at the end of
this comments section i explained how we all are here
forever now but as i clearly stated above
i DO not test GOD or instruct the master
by telling GOD what GOD cannot do
because i for one have experienced
many surprises.. Including real miracles that
i never before knew was possible and when i describe
those experiences perhaps another prophet has experienced
them but that makes me no less or no more than ANY other
human being who has walked the earth now..
God deals in much greater terms than
human A to Z’s and first to lasts..
Greater than what little flea human
currently terms as human words and whomever
suggested Muhammad was the last suggested he was the
best ’cause no human could reveal more of God and that
my friend is the greatest sin of all.. Minds closed to more
of what God has to reveal.. And history shows this clearly in
the number of deaths in the belief some human brought the best
and final revelation of God.. Prophets are everywhere
my friend now.. WRite now.. And one will
know and feel this if and when
they meet more of God
Face to face..:)

Imran.. asks
me how many
times i’ve read
the Quran and if
i understand it all…

And i say..

Hundred of times and enough to understand
it is clearly flawed at core as it accepts
human slavery and does not clearly and directly
instruct human to wipe human slavery OFF the Earth NOW..
NO IFS.. ANDS.. OR BUTS or face the WRATH of God and that is
MY REVELATION from GOD NOW and yep when that
happens ALL CAPS come too with
continued smiles and A
CLEAR WARNING from GOD..:)

Imran goes on to provide
text from the Kuran that
there was improvement
in the slave
conditions..
historically
speaking..

And i say..

SMiLes my friend GOD DEALS in NOW not
later or before ALL is NOW the past is gone..
Let it go and listen to what GOD has to say NOW..
Another revelation of GOD NOW each human choice to
accept or FACE the consequences and each human will
hear their own personal message from GOD with ZERO BOOKS
and WORDS as the ALMIGHTY speaks with LIGHT in other words
i do NOT have to deliver any message as THAT is directly
between GOD and each human being but sure it’s cool
to share for those who can see and hear it OUT
of past antiquated human flea words..:)

Imran says he doesn’t impose
his views on others and doesn’t
like it when others impose their
views on him..

i say..

Like GOD says in LIGHT that is ONLY
between you and GOD i do not impose my
will on anyone else nor does any human
or any word do that to me..
No matter how hard human
flea words try..:)

Imran goes on to
provides more Kuran text..
where the Kuran promotes
improvement of the slavery
condition.. historically.. speaking…

And i say..

SMiles my friend.. Tell me something new from GOD..
the old stuff i’ve already read bores me..
GOD is alWAys new NOW for those who seek
and see more of GOD.. If the QURAN
delivered a STRONG enough message of FREEDOM..
ALL Muslim women would be free to marry who they like
or NOT at all.. DOWRY is state sponsored prostitution
for those forced into it and RAPE as well.. GOD IS VERY
ANGRY and those concerned will see the
consequence of this greatest sin of
slavery from GOD.. NO IFS.. ANDS or BUTS..
GOD HATES ALL FORMS of NON-CONSENSUAL
human SLAVERY.. End and beginning
of GOD story now..:)

Imran suggests what i say
is boring.. and he would
like shorter answers
and that i am
cherry picking
with prejudice
prejudgement
and wishful
thinking…

i say..

Dude it’s simple..
FREEWILL and LOVE..
Any thing less is DARK away
from LIGHT and i’m free to write
11 million new words from GOD with
LOVE ’cause no human or book owns me..
If you want to be owned by another man’s
words that is your choice and not mine..:)

Imran goes on to provide true
words from the Kuran that in
practice should reflect
in all Muslim
cultures
that there
is NO
COMPULSION
IN RELIGION
and as everyone
already knows of
course this is NOT
the case in MANY
MUSLIM STATE
countries.. so
words mean
ZERO GOOD
IF NOT
PRACTICED
AS GOOD..
ya don’t
get to practice
other religions in
many Muslim Countries..
and the human misery now
and suffering attributed
and justified in the
name of God is
JUST DISGUSTING..
AND.. Sure the same
is true of
Christianity
through the
ages as well..
and significantly
now as well.. particularly
among the outcasts
like homosexuals
as dictated still
a practice in effect
of suggesting their
all natural GOD GIVEN
human behavior is
demon possessed
and such
garbage as
that.. that i myself
have documented over
the last several
years.. even
in my own
local
community..
and refuted directly
to those directly
involved in
this greatest
sin of human
being too..
to subjugate
other humans
to the will
of real devils
who have no feelings
for other folks God
creates as different..
anyway.. side note ends
and back to the
conversation..;)

i say..

God abides by NO human religion
ALONE as GOD IS FREE AND ALLONE
and as a child of GOD
i reflect this too..:)

Imran goes on to
say that is
my thinking
and i am
imposing
my view…

i say..

Dude.. If ya are 100% secure
in your faith in GOD.. NO HUMAN
can impose any view on you..
And that is why i am always
the last one standing in any
discussion about GOD or banned or deleted
as crucifixion is against the law.. Stoning
and stuff like that too..
At least over here…
My faith is 100%..
So no one imposes anything on me
and i fear NO different viewpoint..
No matter if my views come from
GOD or not my friend
it is only my view
i bring.. Take it
all as a grain of sand..
Your WILL with GOD..
Never mine.. Alone..
Friend..:)

Imran says
beautiful..

And i say..

SMILE EMOTICON..

i go on to say..

Bottom line my friend is
GOD is currently recruiting good
men and women to reveal MORE of GOD NOW..
look deep within anew and you too..
May become one of many chosen ones now..
At last count there is somewhere close to 144K..
But that was just out of a Book my friend..
GOD expects more from human as
HUMAN has this POTENTIAL
programmed into human DNA
by THE MASTER of ALL.. so sure my friend..
Like the ARMY says BE ALL YOU CAN BE NOW..
GOD believes you CAN JUST DO IT and so does NIKE..
Yeah.. GOD’S messengers ACT in mysterious ways too..
my friend.. But the bottom line is GOD works and
those who listen directly to GOD can be prophets too..
Even those who war and profit from the message too..:)

Imran says..

what can be asserted without evidence
can be dismissed without evidence

i say..

God laughs at human proof my friend
as GOD is greater.. And science
is still a flea and less..:)

Imran goes on to say that

God laughs on wishful thinking
and hallucinations as well..

i say..

Yeah dude.. And when Muhammad
first started hearing voices he thought
he was mad.. Like i said.. God’s messengers
act in mysterious ways.. According to modern
science all prophets who hear voices are psychologically
sick.. Like i said.. GOD laughs at human proof and science
is a flea or less.. Either that or all prophets are just
sick in the head.. Ha! i laugh at human proof
and science too as neither rules either me
or God and i’m sure Muhammad and Jesus
would agree with me.. Not the men who
wrote the books.. The real men Jesus and
Muhammad.. Even Muhammad’s closest male
friend disputed the Kuran as flawed from
Muhammad’s original words and that my friend
is why i look to God and write my own bible..
Human memory is flawed except for those gifted
with photographic memory and even that memory is not perfect..
Again my friend.. all stuff associated with human fall short oF
the FULLER Glory of GOD ALLONE.. End and beginning now oF God Story..:)

Imran goes on to say..
and i am quoting him here..

“Now your dirt has come out.

No worries bro there r thousands like you.

Muhammad agreed with God Almighty
and God Almighty agreed with Him.

You are responsible to
your actions and thinking.
This is my last message to you.

You just be a witness that I am a Muslim i e;
submit my will to the will of God Almighty !”

And i say..

Dude.. like you.. i’m just reporting the history..
Like you tit for tat.. Bud.. It is what it is.. Huh..
i live now.. history is for book worms.. Like me too..
Balance baby.. Is where it’s at..:)

And now as a side note..
A Facebook memory from a year
ago.. that i wrote.. that is
timely and will likely
alWays
be true
as long
as flea
humans
rule the
world away
from FREE GOD..:)

yeah.. i say..
then and now true..

Freedom is NOT free;

Never has been never will be.

Some folks are willing to die for IT.

Some folks are willing to be afraid of IT,

and DO in effect eliminate
the greater potential for IT,

by their overall, fearful ways…

ONE and the ONLY THING FOR for sure IS,

“IT’S” ALWAYS AT LEAST, ’50 shades of Grey’….

And NOT even

JUST,

RED, WHITE, AND BLUE……

And now i say..
a new kinda
catchy phrase..

End and beginning
oF God Story
now..;)

And now a little
secret here.. that should
really should not be a secret
but will be viewed with historical
context of pre-conceived notion
and pre-judgement ’cause
someone told’
’em that’s the
last word bullshit..
THAT video up there..
about Me, Myself and..
I.. that ain’t no ordinary
run of the mill video about
a rock star and his girl-friend
singing a duet.. the message is much
deeper that ignorant folks will not
see as deeper meaning..
the girl.. will just be viewed
as another sleazy girl.. because
many people view girls who have
authority as sleazy.. as many
folks fear free women..
as they are weak
men and women..
who are
intimidated
by stronger
willed human
beings.. the women
is playing the role of
the little voice inside
that is a person’s soul
direction in the real
word of God that
comes free all
inside that
requires
no human
words at all..
in other words it
can be sensed and felt..
without
words..
and sadly some
folks do not experience
this at all.. as they
are ruled by culture..
instead of
soUL..
whether that
be what is on
TV or at the
religious pulpit
every Sunday..
at least
in some
cases..
and the struggle
is the rock star FOR
freedom where fame is
slowly killing his soul..
as often happens.. as fame
is not a good thing
for human
freedom
AT
ALL..
there is no
real human
freedom
with
modern
real fame.
as all becomes
prisoner of the
expectation of others..
so yeah.. those kind of modern
human prophets who survive the
challenge of fame..
are very much
admired in my eyes..
as i will not sacrifice FOR
fame to get a message
out for my
personal
human freedom..
i will do my
small part
but freedom
is not something
in my book worth
giving up
for any
promise
of culture
riches or fame..
anyway.. this is a great
video.. particularly as so
many folks THINK Fame is
a great thing..
it shows
the down
side at
the end
in the car crash
and goes back to
the beginning
when the young
man lived only
for creativity
and a message
that did not
include
the trappings
of fame.. with
all the dark THAT brings
to the greatest of all human
gifts from GOD that is Free
Will as Freedom with Love
as the
driving
Force
for liGht
and Wisdom
True.. YES..
it’s a practice..
a never ending
and beginning
story
iN
practice
wITh the God
of NATURE ALL REAL..:)

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Ya.. can’t herd
cats.. same applies
to some of the population
as all of the people can’t
be fooled
all of the time..
thank God i’m not
all of the people
and all of the
people
are not
the same..
hmm..
my favorite
rather simple Ted Talk
that illustrates the innate
issue of us vs them..
is this one.. below..
per liberals..
the free thinking
moving Rover folks
fearless as such
as often
may be
the case..
vs.. the scaredy
cat.. cautious folks
who are rarely truly
free cats at all.. per more
closed mind and body out
of balance ways of thinking
and feeling.. of course it can
go the other way too.. when us
liberal folks go way out on the fringe
and get ourselves killed skydiving
or whatever
hehe..
ranging
from falling
to STD’s..
hmm..
the truth
will set ya free
and if one is not
cautious enough
the truth may contain
some clap
too.. in darker
ways of Nature
free and human
prisoner same..
so yeah..
rules and boundaries
are important.. free and
roving is important and
a balance is required..
and the problem with
society overall out
of balance
is the rule
makers are always
fighting with the free
folks to make what is is..
and hmm.. it does suck for
many folks but on the other
hand.. truth and liGht be told
it doesn’t suck for
everyone
and.. no..
life’s
not
a bitch for
everyone as some
folks learn the balance
of life in both red and blue
pill way
to the
relative
free will
freedom
of the
Green Pill
now.. in other
words.. every role
counts iN dark and liGht
and humans.. they
keep trying
insanely
free and
cautious too..
Now.. most other
Animals have it
relatively easier..
even without a soft
bed.. hot water..
and grocery
stores..
as at least
they have no
illusory fears fostered
by rule makers who would
clothe freedom from head to toe..
but yeah.. careful careful
or those
nether
pArts
will freeze off
as always balance
and understanding
that all roles play a pArt..
even that meteor that makes
the Gulf of Mexico now.. getting
rid of the dinosaur.. and now the
footprints that have become
the virus of human
culture..
that is killing
like a meteor
only slower
and more
painfully
for the
rest
of the
Earth Race
for now.. but yeah..
there’s always the next
meteor for change
down the
road..
of whatever
may come next..
it’s all a matter of
perspective.. my
friend
in liGht
and dARk
of balance
oF now..
but for now
Life is Good and
i’ll ride that wave..
as long as now allows..
as ocean free me alive..
Oh yes.. and also a SonG..;)

SMiLes.. my friend
being Free scares the
hell out of or into folks
as it is impossible to be
free following the party line
of any human culture i am aware of..
now still.. the conundrum of course is
through history NOT FOLLOWING
the party line of culture means
no subsistence of sharing
either jobs or collected
food.. likely in
the forage
of life too..
before
Agriculture..
Secret iNsite..
a pArtY oF ONE..
inviting everyone to
come but not getting
upset if God
doesn’t
show..
amazing isn’t
it that half the
world or so is
waiting for Nature
to show her face..
and ha! Love
the next song
as it illustrates
the foolishness
of so called
smart humans
in ape terms oF Now..
i’ll give ’em Nature Free GOD and
‘they’ ‘can’ keep the God ‘they’ OWN..
and create away.. from Mother Nature True..:)

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To find Art iN ALL oF liFe iS to become Art too..
To find God iN ALL oF liFe iS to become God too..
To find Nature as ALL ART as beauty dArk and liGht
iS to see GOD too..
To understand that aLL iS
Nature including human artifacts
is to see more of GOD2.. to understand
we will never see all that is.. iS
humility oF knowing and
feeling
mysteries of GOD
that WiLL alWays
continue to be uncovered
as long as humans seek..
and do not
become only
artifacts of the past..
such a narrow view of
the potential of GOD that
iS alWays REAL NOW FOR
THOSE who continue to
seek.. find.. see.. and feel
more oF God now.. too..
theRe is nothing in
the photo but
footprints of
my physical
form.. yet.. there is
the dance of i.. created
by i with God as i too..
as Nature iN me WiLL
ALL NaturAlly do now
when set free as ART..
however.. beauty iS..
as.. even iN footprints..
simple human footprints
iN sand… one finds other
images.. as reality is what
we create as now
becomes Art
instead oF
only
Footprints
iN sand.. so
yes..
Footprints oF heARt..
is what we are
at core
oF Living
more fully
NoW.. Free to express..
see.. and feel more too.. n0w..:)

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When i was a little boy people use to tell me i was
too emotional.. boys would call me queer ’cause
i smiled too much.. but little did i understand
the depth of gift all that emotion was..
as emotion is the fuel of heARt
and Art is the wood of HeARt
that moves human..
glues memories..
and makes
the human
heARt..
SpiRit
and SoUL
REAL and not
just words in any
book.. words etched
as heArt of emoTioNaL
SpiRit Free.. and as a human
being who lost all their heARt..
SpiRit and mind and body
balance oF SoUl.. this is
real hell and no
fairy tale of
fire
and brimstone
iN after life world..
this is the common
experience of hell
that humans
who
lose there
emotions have
experienced as hell
and even other animals
too.. who are
emotionally
abused..
mostly by
humans
now..
Social Animals.. including
humans must move.. connect
and create.. to keep the fire
of Art in heARt.. when
we become
rulers
of 12 inches
in measuring
instead of living
we no longer
rule
with
human
heARt
SpiRit
and SoUL..
anyway.. when i first
lost my heARt.. and could
no longer feel the warmth of
what humans normally experience
in oxytocin bonding ways.. with
my cat.. it was beyond
horrifying as i had
no idea
up to that
point that
feeling of all
natural comfort
could go away..
all for me taken away
by constant analytical
stress of a human made
by culture.. school.. and
work into a robot
overheating
computer
instead
of feeling
being.. free..
i could sense when
my cat curled up on the
bed that he could feel
comfort in his place
in the Universe..
as culture
had not taken
that away from him..
and he had more gift
in the Universe then
that was not possible
for me to experience
at all as the black
hole Sun
had
become me..
and yeah.. your poem
reminds me of laying in bed
screaming at the top of my lungs
to feel anything at all.. but it was all
gone.. gone.. gone.. and there were
no instructions to bring it back.. back
back.. like falling into an
endless pit..
is it any wonder
that is how sacred
texts describe
hell..
no it’s not..
’cause it’s real
and without emotions..
cognitive functions like
controlling thoughts with
free will.. go away too..
along with memories
as emotions do glue
memories too..
to be saved..
is to
be saved
from hell like this..
or perhaps to be
helped not
to go
in the first
place.. my friend..
Anyway.. ‘this’ is a good place
for folks who do fall into this
pit of hell.. not sure if this
is a first person poem or
third person
poem..
but never
the less the hell
is real.. and the good
place to be is to feed
the human heARt
with ARt..
as much as
possible.. in moving..
connecting and creating..
’cause it is a muscle that
will atrophy as Love if not
nourished and exercised
by aLL human arts oF heARt now..
And you know and feel what’s really
sad.. as far as i know and feel.. school..
and work teaches none of this.. church
and home should but i’ve been to both these..
places where there iS no lesSon oF heARt at aLL..
anyway a very inspiring poem.. friend Zee.. Thanks..:)

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So sure..’ this’ is
Foot Prints oF heARt.. too..
see any familiar feet..
whoever that is
with the ‘horns’
is all lit up
on the left..
Love Raw
photography..
it can be combustible..:)

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Back to dVerse
with one more
Monday Quadrille
to respond to on
that week long
prompt that
seems
to be
all finally
petered out
as of now.:)

Sad in Life
when expectations
become more than human..
when children are no longer
brought uP by village..
and raised.. instead
by bumble
bee
hard discs
of memories
etched online..:)

And now to dinner
and a work-out.. back
later.. perhaps.. to
catch-up to two
more dVerse
prompts
for the
week in Mocking
Bird Tuesday
prompt and
first person
me prompt
on Thursday..
but yeah.. i already
wrote about me.. hehe..
and that reminds me.. haven’t
posted the text version of that
on Facebook yet.. just for
fun.. so i’ll do that
next.. before
the rest..
yes.. just
for fun..:)

5:32 pm..
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AND thank goodness 2 out of 3 Charlie’s Angels came..
with a fill in friend to take Maggie’s place for the third..
with.. their friend.. Chelsea.. and Cortney.. left
to right.. and sweet friend.. Cortney said i was
a Celebrity.. at Thursday Night
dance but i reminded
her.. only ‘they’ know
my
name..
less or more..:)

Hmm.. a selfie
for every time and place..
particularly now.. wInks..smile emoticon

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http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

Freedom.. MAN..
there just ain’t nothing
like IT.. and i don’t mean
just red.. white.. and blue..
freedom..
i’m speaking
of hairy primate
freedom.. back
to Nature
before
the clothes of
culture.. but yeah..
with a hot shower..
warm bed.. toilet
paper.. and
AC that
makes Summers
in Florida much
easier
on folks too..
and sure.. some
lunch and dinner..
and breakfast too..
but nah.. so simple
yet so complicated these
days to get back
to being
unashamed
to just
be human..
without all the rules
of real fools who take
so much of that away..
Anyway.. the longer i live
free and the freer i live free the
more i realize how even in the U.S.
i was doing some serious slave time for
decades here too.. and the more i visit
other countries where this WONDERFUL
opportunity for freedom does
not exist.. particularly
for women.. the
more i appreciate
all i’ve done to
make myself
truly
free in a place
where that is even possible..
so sure.. i Love the country
too.. even with all
the frigging
dead souls
who run
things..
hmm.. i ain’t gonna
run for crap.. so how can
i expect anyone else too..
with
half a heArt…
fortunately the folks
who set it all up.. were
thinkers more than B.S’ers..
Freedom was forecast as possible
and it is
in isolated
incidences TRUE..
still.. Life is Good..
ONLY WHEN FREE..:)

Too bad Thomas 37 up there
didn’t stick better than
John 3:16
but i’ll
keep practicing
37.. no matter
who says it
first
or
last..
we are human
animals and Nature
is God.. it’s always
been
just
that simple..
and always
will be.. in this reality.. now@least..:)

It’s so frigging ironic that the Symphony
of Science understands God better than
the frigging
Pope..
at least
now for sure..
but hey his
degree in
Chemistry is
somewhat of a plus
in understanding more as Evolution continues..:)

The only explanation i can truly find for why i am happy
always now.. is i am free of being ruled by other humans
and ha! i don’t make enough
money on a yearly
basis to
even
pay taxes
but i need so
little to make me
happy.. that no one
rules me anymore as they
have nothing i need to be free..
except for the rules in existence that allow that human potential..
Thank you gigoid.. every time i come here it’s like all the sages of
the ages
are telling
me.. Amen Fred
you are on the right
track baby.. keep going
keep going.. and never
look
back..
the effort that you take to present
the words of all these great sages through
out history regardless of nationality.. religion
or any other
human
division
is priceless
in affirming Truth
Light in Love and Wisdom…
namely Relative Free Will
with the Fuel
oF Love NOW..
to keep great stuff
moving.. connecting..
and creating throughout the
ages of Truth and LiGht.. seriously
living this way.. is like being liGht at essence..
no bounds.. no walls.. no ceilings.. no cultural clothes..
@FREE
@FIRST
@LAST
@JUST NOW..
no beginning or end..:)

Ah yes.. my friend.. gigoid.. back now from
around close to 20 miles of dance.. i caught
that capitalization mistake after i pressed
the post button.. and one thing better about
the Disqus commenting feature
i have on one of my
other blogs is
it allows
edits.. but
yes i noticed
i made that mistake
before as well.. and edited
what i copied on my site
as i did this time as too..
yes.. to hold essence
in purpose and
meaning oF
life iN whatever
that symbol may be whether
literal material or name.. as sacred.. iS
nOw.. A smARt thing to do.. and FEEL..
as the more
we Love
and hold
sacred the more
we are happy as sacred
really iS purpose and meaning
in lifE when held high as liGht
rather than the dArker
emoTions of liFe..
and thanks
for describing what
the origin of the name
gigoid is.. as my Pen
Name of course is
sacred to me
too.. where
KATiE MiA
is acronym
for Kind Autistics
Taking in Everything
Mindful in Awareness
and of course Frederick
is my real name.. but
the KiI! for
FredericKiI!
kinda looked
cool as it mixed
the dark of kill
with the liGht of
i (soUL) as director
of actor I.. ego..
with exclamation
point !.. as symbol
for spiRit!..
heArt related
of course.. as
source for
human
emoTioNs..
and iT floWed
iN balance
more poeticAlly
than my real masculine
sounding name that
literally means
Peaceful Ruler
for Frederick
and Strong
for
Arthur..
and keeper of
the land for the last
name that i don’t share
as a practice online.. very often..
anyway.. i’ve pretty much made
the entire Universe and more into
Holy ground
and so it’s
hard for
me to get
lonely as Holy
ALLONE iS noW
alWays FRiEnD..:)

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WeLL.. lots of detours today..
all around the world..
and haven’t moved
on to dVerse
Mocking Bird..
prompt from Tuesday
or checked the Monday
prompt again.. for additional
Quadrille responses to add
above.. and yeah.. Katrina
yelling get out the door
as dance shopping
is coming now..
so i guess
i will be back
with dVerse later
on.. but meanwhile..
wanted a bookmark here..
with an appropriate song
about MOCKINGJAYS..;)

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3:37 pm..

Back at
11:45 pm..
catchup game
begins again..
in response
to Narrative
stories.. with
Mockingbirds
sprinkled
in..
like me
hehe..;)

*
Snow Birds melt
oN sidewalks oF
hot electric
lines strung
oN hell poles
No longer
tele
phoning
voice..
Mocking
Bird..
has
his say..:)

*
Killing Fields
of soulless birds
with no words..
but death
but death
but death
Mocking Bird
can say no more…

Forevermorenow
MockingjayS
SinG
onLY now..
and now aGaiN..:)

Somewhere a Mocking
Bird hears the pain
of the outcast..
Somewhere a
human feels
the cry of
an outcast..
Now the now
is for the outcast
oF free.. and those with
stones of hate will fall
will fall
will fall
away
to fear
and hate..
falling
falling
falling
never fully
feeling LOVE..
While the outcast
and Mocking bird sing
a refrain
together
oF
Love
oF
Love
oF
Love
THE only REAL
triNiTy oF SACRED LOVE..:)

Field oF floating maiden
spiRit dreams.. sunSet
BRings cLose to
eYes lonGinG
to feeL
agaiN..
floWers Of
hope riSe aGain..
oN WinGs oF MockinGjay
bLends
oF Faith…:)

*
LEarning to talk
before one at age 4 can
speak.. ah.. challenge..
no defeat.. point to
what ya.. want..
mother complies..
not able to speak
fluidly sTill in
middle school.. no
problem just ace the
tests.. no teacher..
will question
the voice
of
stutter
and misdirection..
continue on.. until
the end of college and
three degrees.. and find a
job anywhere.. oh please.. where
output is not much of an issue..
oh input.. oh input. oh input..
you come.. you come.. and
come again.. but output
where are you 20 to
30 to 40 hope after
40.. death at 47
rebirth at 53..
ah Mocking
Bird
finAlly
you SinG
aGaIN..:)

PoeTry..
mockinGbird
foR sOuL..:)

*
Secret Agent
X-File X-Men
mocKingbird
hero again..
Superman Batman
Robin sing
Mocking
bird
repeat
hero again..:)

Heat of liFe.. riSes
iN steP uPs.. n0w..
fAlls In paths
unknown..
feeLinG lifE
leaving facts..
floWing birD
wiNG oF feaT..
bAre and whoLe..:)

Lesson of Spartacus..
Freedom
dies
slower
iN slaves..:)

A panhandler tonight in Winn
Dixie.. tattered clothes.. a place
out of the cold he
wanders..
middle class
CASHIER
preppies get
scared.. call the
police.. three cops
to tale panhandler
never wanna
see you
in here
again..
Jesus laughs
on his way out…
and gives the Panhandler
another ride to heaven FREE..:)

Bi-annual visits to father
never really bonding at
all.. over 5 decades or so..
rewind to 21.. 2 children
and a man in a boat..
at my father’s
lake front
home..
father falls
into the water..
drowns.. children
scream we love our
daddy.. we love our daddy..
and i wonder what would i do…

Escape from Loveless
home iN hopes
oF arms that
Love..
hope
hope
hope..
Mocking Bird
SinGs.. WiLL Love
arrive as refRain
aGain
aGain
aGain.. reFrain..:)

Meaning and purpose..
Indian way of giving
giving giving..
sky homes
fly
out of caves
of bright
colors
no
longer home..:)

*
MockinG Bird soldiers
fAll iN line.. repeat
march.. line up
line up..
fall
to wilDer WinGed
steps oF warriOr glow..:)

Mocking Bird humans
learning new
songs
never boring
old trees with
wood pecker beaks..:)

Camp human emotion
no longer
a part of
school machines
of input input input..
where Love
goes
after
school..
back to
machines of school..:)

Pinnacle of technology..
network down..
head
on desk.. nap..
while machines snoRe.. back
to nothing
more.. more
Mockingjay giggles… more.. more..:)

4 in 1
5 in 1
6 in 1
hUman mockinG
bird gRows more
SonG oN song on..
beaKs
oF
creaTiviTy..:)

Love menDs
Love wiNs
Love spEnds
Love..:)

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1:33 am..
20 is enough
for now.. back
tomorrow..:)

Back at 9:03 am..
response number
21 coming here..
as a response
to a poem about
human’s wildin’
iT In Nature
getting back to
roots of FREEDOM..

Freedom is hunger
for more
than comfort..
Mocking bird
SinGs new
SonG
oF
FREE..:)

And i say as side note here..
THE GOD OF NATURE IN HUMAN
NATURE AND ALL OTHER CREATURES
OF GOD IS AN AMAZING BEAUTY
THAT HAS NO MATCH..
but take human away
from Mother Nature or
any other animal to four
walls.. ceilings.. locked in
a cave.. with all you
can eat tender vittles
and litter box ease..
from birth
and slow
misery.. suffering
and a tortuous life of
frowns often comes or
couch potato comfort
with a life that
ends in
Super
Walmart
carts that carry
300LBS humans to
still hell… now..
and i watched the
difference of what happens
closely.. daily.. hourly.. minutely
between two cats.. Moby a refugee
declawed from a comfy sweatered home..
yes a cat with a sweater outside as
the poor baby might get cold
with only his fur.. don’t
get me wrong.. mighty
cute.. but the
bottom line
is adapt
to challenge..
change.. or slowly
rot away into oblivion
and this is just as true
for the exercise of any human
intelligence from head to toe
and nether
pArts
too..
so today.. Yellow
boy at 8 years old…
golden fur.. and even
with a lifelong condition
of feline leukemia.. the
difference between him and
Moby was the early kittenhood
of free and wild instead of
enclosed in walls with
tender vittles heaven..
Moby had skills of
opening cabinets
looking for
food.. but
Yellow Boy had lifetime
survival skills of the
FRIGGING CALL OF THE
WILD THAT IS GOD
ONE AND
SAME..
the illusion is domesticated
is free.. nothing could be more
from the truth.. Yellow Boy even
enclosed in our home by force so he
will not infect the neighborhood strays and
get infected by disease and die himself..
is still lightening gold fast quick..
a flash is he.. like a record
breaker for the 100 meter
dash.. and when he escapes
out into the backyard miles
of trails to capture him
and bring him back
again.. this
cat is Fucking
Superman compared
to Moby and i learned
my lesson from Yellow
Boy and i am Fucking
wildin’ again.. as
i saw Moby
not able
to lift
his soft body
high enough
to even
get off
the floor..
cat arthritis..
diabetes.. from the
simple sin of sitting
still.. and never being
hungry for
freedom of
survival in life..
sure i could sit still
and rot.. i could complain
about all my structural infirmities
that still show up on X-rays in way
of severe degenerative arthritis.. a
congenitally fused vertebra in my neck..
congenitally closed up sinuses from
birth that make breathing
hard out the nose.. ETC..
but the thing is..
i for one have found
that my ancestors struggles
for life have evolved my DNA
for incredible epigenetic adaptation
potential for change in challenge where
Fucking
Clark
Kent
becomes
Fucking
Superman
again.. and Fuck yes..
i am both passionate and
zealous about this potential
change for others ’cause i can
fucking prove the change down
to the
hair and
flesh and
vitality now..
yeah fully prove
it.. no doubts.. no
bullshit down to the
core of my wildin’ human
being.. yellow boy gold
i become again
with the help
of ALL NATURAL
GOD SINGING THE
SONG OF THE CALL
OF THE WILD ONCE
AGAIN UNPACKED
FROM DNA
CLOSED
UP
AND IMPRIsONed
LIKE A FUCKING
CHASTITY BELT
LOCKED ON PECKERS
AND VAGI’S OF FOOLS OF
HUMANS WHO CHOOSE ROBOT
OVER
GOLDEN
FUR LIGHTENING
LIFE.. HA! i AM
ANIMAL OF GOD FREE
AND i FOR ONE CAN
F
iN
prove it..
and sure there
are nows where the
F word is appropriate
’cause serious wild will
save your soul and F in LIFE..
the call of the wild applies to US2..
MOCKINGJAY SINGS
AGAIN..
and WiLL bE
back later.. aGaiN..
full day of flesh
activities coming
first BACK TO THE
WILD INDIAN
OF GOD
DANCE
FOR ME..
more results coming
next Thursday in what
it does for the real
flesh of the
Temple
of God
that iS me
and US..
as hairy
primate
free
once
AGAIN..
Ha! and ya’ll thought
i was crazy.. this is
JUST A FUCKING
SCIENCE
PROJECT
OF ART…
GET IT..
TRUST
ME.. Y’ALL
WiLL like IT2..
But sure.. i’m a
mad scientist..
isn’t that true
for the
ones ya’
remember..
i’m already
noted as a legend
by the general
public
just for
dance..
and they
ain’t seen
nuThIng
yet..
well at
least most
of them..
except
those in
my closest
circles..
who are FREE..
AND THAT’S THE
WAY i like it baby
mysterious like Batman
as Superman gets too much press..
i’d rather dance with the pale moon LIgHT..;)

Back at 9:47 pm.. this post iS lonG
enough for Footprints oF heARt..
so more MockingJay thOughts..
coming iN the comments
of that post..
along with
ME narrative
poetic responses
from Thursday’s
dVerse prompt..
as i continue
wITh sKateS oN
iN pAle
MoonliGht..
oF F iN FREeD..
after..e..Now..;)

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Just another UFO..;)

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And may the FORCE be with ya..
without Wars.. preferably..
iF @ALL possible..;)

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Typical after Church Husband and Wife
photo.. both with winning
sMiLes of course..
and more to that
story coming
in the next profile
photo status thingy
now.. as always
to a Theater
named
Facebook
here.. and of course..
my Blog as well.. to
back it all up.. as it were..
as ya never know when Facebook
might get all strange and wacky too..;)

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Okay.. well this is kinda interesting.. hmm..
at least to me.. of course.. wInks.. as i am
the topic of the science project in
this case.. yes.. okay.. i stand at
around six feet tall and weigh
in at a full 230 LBS with
light work-out wear
on.. and my doctor
has me assessed as
morbidly obese but where
it gets interesting is wHere’s
the beef.. hehe.. well it is the
density of my body that puts it up
there in the 230’s more than the
space i occupy as far as literal
distance from side to side goes..
in other words.. the reason
i can leg press around half
a ton.. 25 times.. surely
and slowly with this
Ballerina somewhat
Arnold body.. on a
parallel leg press machine
like no other human does on
Youtube.. with arms raised iN
the air.. is i HAVE unlocked
my epigenetic potential..
and basically am a
frigging hairy
ape
again with shape..
now as far as innate genetic
potential.. goes.. very fragile
looking from a young age i was..
not unlocking this epigenetic potential
fully until after age 53.. which is quite
fascinating really as most folks think
ya peak out in strength at 30 or so..
well.. obviously that ain’t the case
if yah dance close to 5,000 miles
ballet and martial arts style DANCE
everywhere ya go now in public
and keep challenging
the human
body to
more weight
in strength training.. too..
ape i am as ape i practice..
poet i am as poetry i practice..
i am as i AM the closer i get
to God by practicing
innate.. instinctual..
and intuitive.. wild
Indian balancing
dance too.. now..
and as mentioned
earlier today it ain’t
all talk.. i can prove
it as i do here..
again free as..
this is a science
project on human
potential.. using myself
as the guinea pig and
case study.. in all around
human intelligence
beyond that
Standard IQ stuff..
namely existential..
emotional.. physical
and creative intelligence
mixed with sensual intelligence
too and much more to come
of course as that
comes too..
all naturally
and sure i get my
curvy figure from my mother
as she was voted best figure
in high school.. with more evidence
of that coming in her 17 year old
age photo as well.. as i keep
the evidence
coming as
these days..
no one
frigging
believes anything
without a frigging book..
photo.. Ted talk.. or whatever..;)

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SMiLes.. as always Victoria.. thanks for
visiting with me on Google Plus..

https://plus.google.com/+KateMia/posts

where it can be easier to
get to the comments
section as well..
as the faster
Google Blogger
Blog Formats..
and yes..
Tornadoes are
awesome destructive
forces.. and problems always
come greater in Tornado power
when either Mother Nature is all
out of balance in warmer and cooler..
and human being in dArk and liGht
ways as well..
lesson of the sAges
of all the ages.. now..
balance my friend..
away from ALL
i LLLu SoRy FEARS..
down to core of
the body and not
just mind
balance..
as both join
hands in an i am
oF greaTesT i AM..:)

oh by the weigh..
OMG.. my head is
literally big..
probably weighs
50 Lbs of that
230 LB weight..
hee hee..wink emoticon

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i am..
that’s all
i need to feel..
and the only thing
that really counts
iN.. any holy
book..
i am..
and wE are
aLL i am and
am
iS
IT iS ALL
i am.. that iS..
i am what i am
what i am i’LL be..
with a shot of Love
and the comfort of
fearless to
keep
i am
all happy now..
wHere everyone
feels i am..
separation
the illusion..
culture.. the divide..
yes.. including
governments..
religions
and
the source
of all evil of
THAT MONEY
or anything
less than
giving
and Sharing
iN reciprocation way..
The 20 assessed most
peaceful societies in the
world have three to four things
in common.. still now.. all are small..
all is sharing and giving
and everyone
knows
your name..
could be Cheers
and i am the
Bartender..
Winks..
and Norm..
well.. not so
Norm but
Norm enough
for human bliss..
Really i think it all goes
back to Anthropology..
humans still evolved
to connect to only
150 to 200 sets
of eyes..
in social animal
way.. live in insanely
large human populations
creating equally insane
cultural devices
to keep
enough
order away
from anarchy..
AFTER those panhandle
Hurricanes in the 2000’s
it was clear to see that
without the cultural
infrastructure..
including
govern
ment..
church..
and money..
human was no more
than roaches coming
out of a spray of Raid..
almost completely
disabled
functionally
as such by culture..
religion.. and money..
the only kinda freedom
there truly is.. is naked
freedom.. and
rarely
do humans
taste that
anymore..
at the teat
of culture.. including
government.. religion
and money.. innately we are
free.. culturally we are above
and below..
insane
and slaves
to government..
religion and money..
i try to stay as far
out out of that
fray in
REAL
AFFECT
AND EFFECT as
possible but yes..
i visit it all regularly
just to assess it for
my current Anthropological
study of the species.. as A Relative
ALL natural and Free ET away
from
culture’s
Insanity..
oF a twiLiGht zone
that is REAL HELL..
iN WAYS OF GOVERNMENT
AKA POLITICS.. RELIGION
AND MONEY THAT ARE
ALL AT
ESSENCE
HUMAN POLITICS
OF CONTROLLING
INSANELY LARGE
HUMAN POPULATIONS..
It’s nice out here in the country
where i live.. Forest as far as i can
see in the backyard.. but hell
is lurking not far from where
eYes of living
trees spread
leaves of freedom
high and low as balance..
i visit hell
but i always
come back to heaven..
and when i visit hell
i wear my
protective
Angel wings
and float among
the minions of devil
fed.. creatures of the dark..
sad.. i could help.. ’em.. i reAlly
could.. but they haven’t seen
Angel
WinGS
before..
just horns of
government..
religion.. and money..:)

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Rafiah shares a very sweet
photo of her younger sister..
on Facebook.. and i say..

i dreamed you came and visited with me in the U.S..
the dream was truly hilarious.. and so vivid that i can
remember every detail.. like you drove my car
without asking.. hehe.. and you got to
meet my sister and her friend
and y’all had something in
common that was unexpected..
i will have to tell you more about it one
day.. anyway.. your sister looks very sweet
like you my friend.. but hehe.. you were
much funnier in my dream..wink emoticon

Rafiah says..

I can not drive a car, so stay calm as
i wont take your car with out dragging you with
me grin emoticon haha tell me about your sista
Is she too as cool and amazing
as you are? wink emoticon
And you know what Other day i had
this weird thought in my head. I wondered how
would you look like wearing shalwar kameez or
kurta, the traditional dress folks wear here.
You are always wearing shorts.
tongue emoticon Do you guys
have some shopping centre
nearby where you can buy
them and cover your
knees for once in your
lifetime. grin emoticon
may be you can dance in
them as well and show me
the pictures. smile emoticon

i say..

Yes.. my sister is as cool as i am..
she is a photographer but she
does not venture into
the writing pArt of
life.. like i do
in epic
net ways yet..
or do a dance..
always public..
but change iS
always possible
as my life shows wHole
now my friend.. Rafiah…
who kNows.. maybe one now
you will dance with shorts on too..
iN public too..
and maybe i
will show you
how one
day
now..wink emoticon
And yes.. i will be happy to wear
whatever you like.. to dance
for you.. including..
shalwar.. kameez..
or kurta or
whatever
else you
wish
as yes..
i can be
a genie too..
and grant you three
wishes of dance wear
from me..wink emoticon

Rafiah says..

Now i am thinking of a sherwani too,
dress grooms usually wear. Now my
mind is getting stray. tongue emoticon

i say..

SMiLes.. i have some more
Googling to do now..wink emoticon
Okay.. mission accomplished…
i like the Sherwani.. the best..
it reminds me of
Michael
Jackson
in his earlier
career days.. around
the now of Thriller..
but they don’t
have iT
iN local
stores.. so
maybe one
now.. i will
amazon
iT for the
special wear
dance you request..
from genie.. me.. then..;)

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SMiLes.. gigoid.. the GreAtest JoY
oF mY life.. WeLL.. among
many.. reAlly..
iS that
‘normal’
folks don’t
take crazy
serious.. now..
and haha!hehe..
watching recently
somewhat
‘Risen’ As
fundamentalist
religious movie with
tints.. shades.. and now
hues of hmm.. some freedom
iN the message as alWays
wiTh vehicles and vessels
of myths that hold higher
liGht as Love and Truths as
Wisdom REAL.. i loved iT..
when the Roman
dude decided
not to do
away
with
one of the
Mary’s in the
show.. as he
called her touched
and not deserving
punishment.. all
the way as it
were to
dead..
back then..
when the sword
was judge.. jury..
and lawyer
as one
pointed
and sharp
reality of life..
and ain’t it that way..
now.. sTiLL.. iF ya reAlly
wanna get the job dONE..
a little to lots of
crazy
iS the
best tool
ever.. WeLL.. one
of the best anyway..
to be left a hermit
as hermits
build
the
freest
sheLLs
oF all..
Win
ter..
Sp
RinGs
Sum
mer fUn2..;)

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Well.. okay.. and that reminds
me i had an older Algebra
teacher in College who
said okay after every
two or three sentences
of speech.. hmm.. RRBI’s..
Restrictive Repetitive
Behaviors and
Interests.. a
hall mark
symptom
of the so-called
Autism Spectrum..
and beyond as
phenotype2.. iN now
10 to 15% G..pop.. count..
and hehe.. probably
describes the hunting
and fishing R
and R
behavior
of close
to 33 percent
or so of the
local
males here..
and it is kinda
a male thingy..
as some studies
show to be more
focused on one thingy
than multi-tasking more
than one..
so i’ve fallen
behind again
on prompts
numbering
two from last
week on Tuesday..
and Thursday and
even potentially
a straggler
Haibun from
Monday too..
and Quadrille’s
again now today..
on the dVerse trail
as it were and remains
as so online.. and that i do
Love about being mostly a
hermit poet now.. is i can
art as i like without any
mechanical cognition
deadline
restrictions..
rules.. forms..
or anything really
that will take the
human mind
away
from empath
feelings and heARtist
brain pipe of Life..
as science even
shows now
iS an
empirical
phenomena..
wHere mechanical
cognition activities
repress the
miNd
of heARt
that connects
to flowery
ways of
liFe or iN
my case
flowordy
ways of
writing now..
hehe.. hahax2..
anyway.. i think i’ll workout
early and do come what mays
next.. as it does a little effort
to write close to
10K posts.. iN
even putting
iT all together
after the
draft
comments
section iS aLL complete..
but the best thing of all too..
one of many as well online..
is it ain’t goin’ nowHere else whe
tHeR i’m here or they are hEre or
whomever iS herE or not
now.. the record
stands as is..
and i can do
whatever i like
with it later..
like copying and
pasting my yearly DVerse
efforts of poetic response
into a blog post anthology
Novel.. every year around
spRinG now as history
shows around
that now..
iS my
height
of SpRinG creativity too..
to rule the rules with free..
iS a great way to be..
can get kinda lonely
at nows.. but
hey i have
few friends
i wouldn’t
trade for
a million
or more
fans
of
fame..
so let it be written..
so let it be dOne..
whenever what
comes
what
may
WiLL
rise again..
haha.. my next
GodsUniVerse
Novel3 may comprise
one hundred thouSand
Words but i write for
ever now..
and what
i write
WiLL
stand
as human
heArt never
dies on earth..
at least on servers.. now..
where every micro-poetic
expression oF Chapter
WiLL be a UniVerse
among other UniVerses
aLL on its
own..
in
multi
verse
way..
kinda
like the
relationship
of uS and the
rest of God
named
Nature..
for now
@least now..:)

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SMiLes my friend.. gigoid.. as alWays
no pressure free here for views
and responses.. now..
the art of it and i goes
oN for miles
of SMiLes
as alWays
come what
may.. and of course
wheRe steam goes
for me as well.. only
human
of course
too.. with
sleepy too’s
that i do appreciate
having now for regeneration free..:)

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SMiLes.. gigoid.. i think there is definitely an inherent advantage
of pulling crazy off.. when necessary.. but in the actual
state of mind of crazy.. not much advantage.. i see..
as i’ve been to crazy land and do know and
feel how not to return now..
however that is a lesson
of experience
that is one
of emotional
regulation.. and
sensory integration more over
actual associated thoughts..
iN moving ways of
connecting and
creating with
human WiLL that iS
choice of directing the
inner being of choice
for positive.. instead
of negative flow.. now
of life.. oh.. so hiGh
it can go.. but oh so
low out of balance
and hiGh too..
it can come
to.. now.. so..
for me to now express
iT aLL iN sensory.. emotioNal
and sensual balance iS the
best way never to go back
to cray cray
land again..
for real.. now
but meanwhile
i can glare my animal
feral side that some folks
feel iS crazy away from
uncivilized to
feral
animal being.. and
to leash that animal
iN balance iS
to have
a wolf
ready for
more actions
and consequences
of liFe.. against what
come what may.. as dArk..
and yes.. most definitely agree
only for the coldest of hearts is
insanity not contagious..
and of course
why it is one
of the
now most
stigmatizing oF
illnesses as the dArk
oF heARt naturAlly
rubs off
on others..
when we are
truly connected
as well as joy
oF liGht..
a place now
wHere i do my
best to land..
to keep
iT better
liGht..
as Lord
knows and feels..
i’ve spent some cray
cray nows.. too much
at the Wrong Planet..
wHere humanity
can be iN
sparse response
to the warmer
side oF
Human Being..
i feel that most crazy
iS associated with disturbances
iN mind and body balance.. wiTh
emotional regulation and sensory
integration all out of whack.. Love the
movement arts to literally get iT back iN balance..:)

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WeLL.. a quick skip
past last Tuesday
and Thursday
dVerse poeTry
prompts.. behind..
all the way to
Quadrille Monday..
all about Bubbles..
now to respond to
Shawna’s
poetic
effort
before
she
disappears
there as other duties
coming tomorrow
away from writing
land.. so who knows
or cares when i’ll now
catch up later.. what
ever comes.. WiLL then…

SMiLes.. S.. eMe.. S..
aka Shawna too..
i’ll pick a favorite
bubble in
bedlam
birth pangs
reNewEd
as fixed
B’s
away
from hives..:)

And now for sleep
2222016..
11:50 pm..:)

3:48 pm..
2242016..
Back.. and aLL
caught up below
with Tuesday
and Thursday
prompts
for
last
week dVerse..
now to finish
the Quadrille
free verse
stuff
here..:)

Hmm.. deTours
and back at 4:20 pm..

Bubble liGhts
of human horns..
Blow hard
Blow long..
SinG high
SonG grown..:)

*
Careful.. Careful..
diversion
from the
word rule
Bubble..
iN Bubbly
trouble..;)

Ha! Donald
iN three
Stooges
better
Duck
before
Bubble
Bursts
Fortune’s
Luck..:)

Tea PArty SpRing
without
StRinGS
oF
AWMAM’s
sonG.. n0w
Bubbling up..:)

GLlstening
RainBow
feeLinGs.. gOld
fish pass.. bye…
SWord Fish bRings
BubbLes wITh sHarp edges..:)

*
BalLoons.. bubble uP..
pArty SonGS
SinG
RefRain
oF air left
now.. flatten
now.. they lose
tHeir zest
deflated
Bubbles
BalLoon
no more..:)

Ah.. bloWinG
bubble gum
SonGs
air me
out..:)

Children’s Bubbles
kNow no limits
except for rules
limiting
how
bubbles
come and go..:)

Hmm.. drifting off to
a nap.. zzz’s and now
for dinner and work-
out after that..
more bubbles
when i get
back..
5:00 pm..:)

10:35 pm..
and back
for more
Bubble Poetry..
in Free Verse Quadrille-
less form for now.. sMiles..;)

Oops i did iT again..
deTour to heaven
and now
more bubbles
at 11:11 pm..;)

Chocolate petals
of taste buds
flow over
dance
of tongue
in soothing
songs of sugary
nirvana.. cupcake
bliss bubbles of heaven
over flow as real for now..:)

So sad that so many
who talk about the truth
setting one free would hope
in the same breath
that the earth
would
end
in ashes
tomorrow
self fulfilling
prophecies
real for
those
who
believe in
the truth of Ash..:)

Fear.. trUly core
dEvil of free..
Free.. onLY
trUe oF liFe..
Be Free
simple
as that..
without
ALL
Illusory Fears..:)

Bubbles floating free.. crystal
rainBows thin iN
air sKin..
moVing frEE..
never ending
flow
aWay
from priSons
oF staying sTill..:)

*
ShrInking brow
oF fear..
sInking
heARt
oF real..
riSinG blood
of fiRe.. heARt
liVes wiTh pasSioN moRe..:)

So let iT bE written
so let iT bE dOne..
sElf fulfilLinG
prophecies
exisT when
poeTry
comes
first.. iN juSt
doinG aLL neXt..
no bubbles burst
in FiRe of LiVe..:)

*
Spring to Summer Bubble
oF liFe stays iN waRm
soUl groWinG n0w
radiaTinG
heat oF
spiRit
through
Chi oF subatomic
flow aS core
flAMehUman
bEinG..:)

Colors Bubble
uP inNer
uS freEinG
wE aWay
from fear
Waves surf
Ocean
UniVerse
DeliGhtshores
SpRinkLinG liGht..:)

Nature feels
her bubble
oF liFe
never
bursting
frEE as shores oF
see..:)

Sand kNows
no liFe
but
Bubble’s
GRace..:)

Oh no..
septic
tank bubbles..
no wonderland
in other bubbles..
shower’s
alert
for ugly
bubbles..:)

Honesty and Politics..
bedfellows
from
different
Mothers..
Power.. Status
never ever
free
iN essence..
pain expresses
pain.. always in other
ways.. without heARt..:)

DArk poe
bubbLes SinG TrY
hiGher iN shadow
raveN featHers
oF
dustY
dRy
bOne
enDinGs..:)

OH God!..
terror of cooking
bubbles.. overflowing
heated hell.. boiling
edges on to stove
panic fingers
turn
the
dial..
never cook
again.. Thank
God for Wife..;)

Bubbling guilt
rises out oF joy
soars..
shaRed
blisS
hidden
pain
lower
iN
Love
Flesh..:)

Bubble bath
meditations
sinG flesh
iN born
way
meshes
wITh stars above
briGht exploDinG liGht..:)

Bubble black
magic..
witches
warLocks
brew of rue
stings.. softer
skiNned
human
beInGs
tAinted
smiles oF White..:)

Bubbles
move
people
words
sTiLL..:)

oh NO..! terrified
of dish washing bubbles
am i.. but only ’cause
i can’t touch manmade
stuff including
soap
no joke..
tactile sensitivity..
free ticket
to never
washing
clothes or dishes..
as long as there is Wife..;)

Bubbly
sMiLes
SinG
WinS..:)

Dream oF Spring
bubbles.. yes..
throughout
the animal
kingdom
always
floating
dreams of sex..
nice and not so nice..:)

There was once a so-called
man who chose a church
for a wife..
the ocean
chose
me first..
and last..
end and begin..
bubbles high
bubbles low..
Dark nigh
morn
Star..:)

*
Hmm.. don’t under
stand the fascination
with all those bubbling
blood law enforcement
shows.. hmm..
my wife.. perhaps
she has a dark..
side.. after all
of those
shows she
watches..
i for one
choose bubbles
with no blood when possible..;)

i cannot believe
it.. all these
links and
i just
now
thought
of blowing
bubbles with
gum.. hmm..
thanks.. yes..
i’ll stick
with
air.. though..
and no bubbles..
or gum on dance
shoes
oF free..:)

Ah..
yes…
bubble iN
heaven i’ll
stay.. learnEd
never
to burst
now.. aGaiN
iN dance oF free..:)

SMiLes..
dream bubble
never bursts
as long
as iT
sImply
moveS in
Balance air..:)

Ah.. yes..
aLL who
move wiTh
gravity are
God’s Bubbles..:)

Wild cats
free..
Nature’s
bubble real..:)

Real
aS imaGiNatTioN
Bubbles real inOW..;)

Kitchen soap
bubbles.. slavery
floats from
Mountain
air..:)

Okay.. all finished
with 30 more poetic
expression efforts..
12:37 pm..
2252016..
in what appears to
be record time so far..
86 minutes divided
by 30 equals
2.86 minutes
including
reading time..
yeah.. and i’ll
have to admit..
listening to
that Yoga
trance music
the whole
way
through
made laser
focus.. in enhancement
of focus.. mindful
awareness..
and general
cognitive
functioning
in FeeLing
in practice
of unleashing
and releasing
the Quantum
human
mind and
body in
balance
now..
but you’d
have to
experience
that to more
fully understand
it from what i feel
so far
of that
phenomenal
human experience
that for decades
i had no idea
how poeticAlly
beautiful
life could
be iN
a free
dance oF Bliss..:)

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Hi Prajakta.. thanks so much for coming by
and visiting with me today.. and ha! i started
exercising when i was 12 years.. old.. as the
other humans told me.. otherwise i would not be
strong enough to survive.. and since then it has
almost always given me the edge over other
human beings who fail to do this..
over the course of all my ages..
truly a saving grace to move..
and to make physical education art
instead of science in restricted moves
is a way to human freedom not just in
muscle and other bodily health but emotional
regulation and sensory integration as well.. when
the body moves free in balance.. and no.. i’m not talking
about treadmills.. and pounding one’s feet on concrete in running ways..
and making the human body into a machine.. when as seen through
nature the mammal body is one of art that conserves energy..
with enough stored energy to capture prey and escape
predators as an Invisible Force in Flow with the rest of
nature in Grace.. and as an Athletic Director
in my retiring last job from the Government
for the Navy.. my philosophy of Sports and
Fitness is antithetical to the science of
fitness and sports they and the rest of
most of society teaches..
my physical education iS art now..
but i will use Nautilus machines as they
are designed on the patterns of the God of
Nature that is the UniVerse and Galaxies in the
Golden Spiral mean of 1.618.. where the fetus of us
at an earliest age matures into a mini-me UniVerse and
or God depending on what metaphor for the essence of
Universal Truth and Light iS.. with relative free will gifted as iS..
but wE NOW have the information/feeling for this evolved and stored
in our DNA just waiting to explode In liGht as recovered from the hiStory
oF
US.. sMiles..
more than
a jumping
jack
we
are..;)

2740

Hi.. sweet friend Zee.. so happy you
enjoyed the visuals i share here now
from all my nows as i stream on and
flow through life as the river it is.. and
pARt of my ocean iN Nautilus Shell
like art i leave here.. for the record
as is.. for what modern technology allows
to document dreams and reality of it…
While some folks don’t have the
horsepower of computers
and broad band access
to open up a feast
of human
life like
this..
technology is finAlly
catching up.. wHere now
anyone with the newest
smartphone devices
from Samsung
and Apple
can easily
open up
what i do here
with LTE Broadband
access.. and sure soon
most everyone will have
the latest technology for $25
a month or whatever they
are charging these
days.. to
attain the
ability to both
share and receive
more of the nows of
human life.. to inspire
each other.. as our ancestors
always did in the flesh group
life of loves and hugs..
photos aren’t
quite like the
warm and fuzzies
of the flesh life but
they are at least
a step theRe.. and
a way for us to count our
blessings as we go.. to focus
on the moment more.. and more..
noticing the beautiful small details of life
and how they work better in big picture
way of life
as well…
i love what i do..
and it alWays feels
good to share.. as that
is what free humans do.. they
give and share.. and never collect
and sell for selfish purposes
of con-social emotions
like jealously and
greed.. art
is to be shared
and it is sad to me
whenever it is sold rather
than shared.. or copyrighted..
or such as that..
i own nothing..
so i have it all..
as free..
to give
and share..
and to be clear
i do own a home..
a car.. and have
money in the bank..
and retirement checks
coming in monthly..
but those things are
only avenues to art
and not
a pArt
of my
being human
@ALL.. as FREE..
just a necessary
way to
get
here
now..
i look to a now
when all share again
freely.. where no longer
humans have to play a role
as cogs in a machine.. and
machines are the slaves
in non-feeling
way.. and
humans
can be
once
again..
FREE…
that change..
and ha! there is a song
for that too by Styx..
named Mr.
Roboto
with
visuals
too just
wRite for now…;)

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Hope you feel much better soon.. my friend.. gigoid..
and ha! as Synchronicity WiLL have iT..
i just finished a thousand
or so words on the
insanity of
the SCIENCE
of modern physical
education that through
commercialism reduces
humans into machines
instead of works of
art iN movement…
Any repetitive movement..
particularly one’s with trauma
to the body.. of which running
or jogging is one of the more
offensive one’s to our
bio-
mechanics
as iS iN extended
repetitive way
of pounding..
yes.. most
often leads
to chronic
ergonomic injury
to the route later of
degenerative arthritis.. etc..
and as always the answers are
in Nature.. move iN balance..
move with grace..
MOVE WITH
G R A V I T Y..
conserve energy..
and only strike
when the
moment
is correct..
to now either
fight for the next
meal or escape from
being the next meal
for someone/thing else..
And as science shows now..
which should of been.. a No.. Duh..!
moment before.. all innately.. instinctually
and intuitively.. run a marathon.. and get
heart attack equivalent damage to the
heart.. as one only NATURALLY runs
away from
prey.. they don’t
U S U A L L Y..
(unless they
are humans who
are specifically
evolved to
do that.. as
seen in some
African
cultures still now)
keep running like
insanity after
escaping
predator
or capturing
prey.. cat’s don’t do treadmills
and neither do rats if given a choice..
So.. i gracefully dance/martial arts/ move around the big million
dollars worth of gym equipment that i myself purchased
through collaborative effort with the public works team
with a million dollars of end of the year government
use or lose money.. scores.. of treadmills.. ellipticals..
stair steppers.. cycles.. and other machines that
go in the same direction in the same
movement over and over
in treadmill style..
and there is
a class
on ergonomic safety now and
for decades teaching never
do the same movement
all the time at the desk
at work.. even sitting..
as sitting is repetitive
movement still now
too.. but somehow
really smart humans
cannot figure out
that applies
to the simplest
moves of walking in
straight line sidewalks
and aisles of stores too..
We humans are animals..
and that is where the failure
begins.. when humans
are thought of and in
practice
more
as machines
instead of fur..
flesh.. and blood.. free
as the art of the Universe
shows in golden spiraling
moves.. and form
of art..
free.. as shell of Nautilus..
so yeah.. i’ll use Nautilus
machines providing smooth
resistance flowing with joints
instead of squaring
them off
iN free
weight
hell.. of restricted
movement iN stressing
ligaments.. joints.. and
bones.. of which the worse
possible exercise is putting
frigging 500LBS on one’s
shoulders and squatting
down below where the
knees normally
bend.. to
pick
berries..
where degenerative
arthritis.. etc… will be the likely
long term suffering outcome.. but
of course.. some
humans are born
more
robust
than others..
and may now
escape that..
wheRe.. i for one..
am born with
a congenitally
fused vertebra
iN neck.. a point
of inherent weakness
but a work around with
ease.. with Nautilus
machines
flowing
for
strength.. i have
zero pains.. ’cause
i flow.. sure i get
stiff no less
than a cat
but i just
stretch and
move on free in grace..
and yes.. i’ve suffered
from arthritic pain in my
hips.. my elbows.. my shoulders
my knees.. ever since the repetitive
movements of playing tennis for a decade
from pre-teens to twenties.. but now i have
recovered with the art of free flowing movement
and most importantly balance of emotions and
senses working as one.. i rarely ever breathe
hard.. but why should i.. i am neither running
after prey or escaping predator anymore..
as always the best lessons are innate..
instinctual and intuitive..
but if one can’t
find them inside..
just look to Nature
other animals already
have it figured out.
they moved as
the Universe
mini-me
God’s
they
are..
while we separate
into machines
oF robots
iN
Zombie
Apocalypse
Hell.. i dance
with Zombie
walkers in Super
Walmart.. a’hem..
and i’m now the one
that’s strange.. hehe..
i’ve got a secret.. i’m
not
the
insane
one.. haha!..
@A L L N O W
i N F L OW S
G R A C E..:)

CRap.. i forgot to answer the first question..
hehe.. i am a Disney movie.. as
i make me up as i
go as I.. the
capital
one of
i.. with
exclamation
point now! iN spiRit..!
way i feel i am Disney
World.. is i’d rather be
as a ride iN a store
in fliGht oN
land
than going
to the Magic
Kingdom kNow..
and Mickey Mouse..
after aLL.. we sHare the
same rodent ancestor
as science shows
from 75 million
years ago..
so Mickey iS
a grand way to beE
too.. as i revel iN
the crazy of norm
that iS
me now..
haha.. sure.. i
can fit molds on
the outside.. but
the river
iS me
floWing
as Ocean
whole alWays iNside..
for example.. below
and now
the dance
never stays
the sAMe as
iT iS alWays
creation
anew
now
iN feeling
over form..
and slow iS better
than fast overAll to me..
as the turtle of i SinGs
the same creation
SonG
oF rabbit
hAir
of
i
with so
many holes
to explore more..
kNoWinG FEElinG
as sAnd as I of i..!..:)

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Truth and liGht
iS aLL theRE
iS
iS
now..
change
consistently
now.. to worry
over tomorrow’s
death iS only
illusion
now..
as sure Dark..
is wHere iT sTarts
and begins again.. now
greaTest illusion now
iS dARk iS end.. now
iT’s only beginning
then after
end oF dArk
again.. but don’t
ask me how
i know this..
i am
born
wiTh
gift now
oF feeling
over knowing
fActs of human
and Nature now
and
then..
i’d hate
to thInk
i am
onLY
one wITh
thiS FAITH..
THAT’S REAL..
and you are
a poet
now..
REAL2..
@Rafiah.. now..:)

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LesSon
oF LiFe..
for me.. now.. Prajakta..
i’ll take groWing oldest over being
depressed to the point i forget
what happiness iS..
AlWays happy
to be older and
happy.. Greater.. than wise..
Feelings count at the end
and beginning of now..:)

SMiLes.. Yes friend..
Prajakta.. By the way..
Love the poetic way Prajakta
sounds as a feeling unto itself
and that is why i like my Pen name
too for the music of it in lyric flow..
Ha! When you retire.. If you like you can
become a poem too at essence if that becomes
your full time hobby too.. It’s a weird but
good feeling when all the words become a song..
Smiles.. Again.. When automatic writing is
no longer coin operated.. Okay.. i’ll go..
before another poetic novella comes..;)

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Superman vs Batman.. thought it was coming in Summer
but now it is forecast for the day before Easter.. along with
all the other God shows of the season.. and truly.. the first
Superman movie in 1978.. per the screen writer.. was
intentionally a metaphor for the Jesus story of
messianic proportions as was the last movie..
the man of Steele.. obviously…
where the world is always looking
for a savior from the perceived ills as long
as we have recorded history.. the hope is for
rising above the grade of human now.. so many
allegories through the years there is for the hero
archetype of human.. playing to both males and females..
from the dark journey.. back.. to change again iN
enlightenment and awakening of human being..
so yeah.. as always.. in fiction there is a taste of
reality where reality can be stranger than fiction..
overall.. as well.. per Mark Twain and others..
who see fiction as just a prelude to the
reality that is the strangest nows
of all.. justice league now.. all..
a play of life.. in tow.. as now..
ALL iN NOW.. and yes.. the common
struggle of liberal vs conservative.. portrayed..
in this new movie.. open minded ways of change vs..
same stuff in order again and again.. ad nauseam for
the freer ‘super’ men and women that are WE.. now..
and with all that said.. it’s now for some super
poetry in response to what will now
be around 100 poems.. and
if i did that in one
night.. it
would
even
surprise
super
me..
heHA1!..
anyway i need
another muse tonight
and Superman and
Batman will
do for
now.. aS iSis..
and Wonder
Woman2..;)

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So.. here i stArt wiTh last week’s
Tuesday dVerse prompt
all about rooms.. and
will skip back up
to the Quadrille
Section to
finish that
up after
Thursday
open link
night.. now
is over
wITh too..
in poetic
response
from me of course
as the deadline for
links is way back
last week now..:)

And this prompt is
inspirational to me..
as rooms have often
been associated with my
moods through life.. and
while i no longer am as attached
to the material surroundings of
man-made stuff.. there are the
two other bedrooms of our home
that have become storage
places as often
empty nesting
couples.. do..
a workout room
that is mine to do
as i please.. without children
and a room with a bed with
Katrina’s stuff too..
hmm.. the workout
room was a place
of darkest life
for me..
when i went
through my hell
in 2008.. particularly
the 40 day lent period
of no sleep.. as rings
of Dante’s hell choked
life out of me.. closer
and closer to beyond
any hell i could
imagine before..
as the hell
like life
was different
in intensity each
second of the day..
as my sleeplessness
progressed along with
the worst pain known
to mankind.. type
two trigeminal
neuralgia during
all waking hours
and the synergy
of 19 other
medical
disorders
that i have
outlined now
and now again..
oN this blog for
continuing dArk
oF Life inspiration
too.. so.. for 8 years now..
i’ve been putting off going
back into that room and getting
it back in shape.. so my wife
can at least work-out in there
as my strength no longer
is at the lower
weights oF
challenge
iN maximum
challenge oF
decades before..
i’m hoping this
prompt will help
motivate me to get
the job done.. as it’s
a dark pARt of my liFe
that i need to bring
closure to.. a room..
as iT iS
the last place
of it that i have
not entered and
sealed
up
as past..
so anyway.. thiS
iS my contribution
for last Tuesday’s
prompt.. at least..
out of respect
for the
inspiration
it brings me
whether or not
anyone concerned
with the prompt
other than
me.. ever
reads this
aT aLL..
iT iS
the inspiration
of life that counts
and out of respect
i thank.. whether
there are any
welcomes
or not..
it’s
just how
i roll iN
positive sNow
oF human being..
and now to get
inspired by the
poeTry of others
who linked to that
prompt about rooms
last Tuesday.. then..:)

*
Hospital rooms remember
clean.. losses remember
pain.. misery
and suffering
better iN
white
clean
sheets
than
dirty ditches
of nows gone by…

*
Old house rented
rooms.. bar
next door
drunken
hollers
of southern
boy manhood
dreams.. me
with girlfriend
defenseless then
no operators
manual for
fists or feet..
helpless feeling
of domesticated
male..
primate..
then..
no rooms..
hold me now..:)

Desk rooms
cLass.. space
for pens.. nare..
moving
legs..
sitting still
dead breathes..
better alive..
SpRinG
clasS
breaks desks
oh.. aLive aGain..
free breathes..:)

Moment Room..
point awareness..
emotions..
senses..
sensuality..
imagination…
logic..
least
these
when former
tenant feelings
move out oF
room now..
logic.. oh..
we.. elevate you
through life
leaving
living
so
far
iN culTure
dreams off.. dead..
Enjoy now..
pain..
suffering..
empty
other
rooms
gone
by..
please
come again..:)

Sacred rooms sanctify
essence true as holy
symbols rise
symbols
aLL oF
purpose..
meaning..
prayer oF
real
to
hold..:)

Hotel room
oF senses love..
towels wrapped warm
with water.. washing
love away.. kisses flee
Love
goes away
only senses
real from
beginning
Lore
oF Love..:)

Old Indian rooms new..
teepee medicine now..
men and women
caring heARts
oF Great SpiRit
free.. never
leaving
SoUL
ever
separating
from God alWays
here before and
now again.. free..
fearless iN
God’s
eYes
aLiVe..
alWaysN0W..:)

*
Empty heARted rooms
oF Love.. die waiting
for feelings to Live
again.. cold
soUled orb
oF moon
lit niGht
SpiRit
waits
to SinG
Ray liGht..:)

side note.. a total
of three unwelcoming
asterisks folks.. two
of which do two
poems in this
prompt now..
never the
less.. inspiration
is what iT iS.. dArk
or liGht.. It SinGS SonG WeLL..
side note ends.. aliVe and briGht..:)

School ways
School daze..
kNowledge dazzles
liGht reins bRains
so BriGht.. iN
hopes
to reign
iNLiFe
after
school
room fades..
next.. challenge.. liFe..:)

Animal rooms.. briGhtly
polished with suits
and ties..
position
status..
whatever
bRinGs..
missionaries
over and
under
bridges
of humans..
now.. gowns..
and dresses..
up and down..
iN social ladder dreams..:)

Rooms away from
Nature all walls
all ceilings
all wanting
oF colors
Life..:)

RooM oF Life
aLL liFe
moVinG
touChes
eYes To
sTones oF
diamoNd
sAnds n0w
bRusHinG
wAves Of
OceAn’s
breaTh
To
STar
duSt..
LifE..
oNce aGaiN..:)

Shot gun home
oF river front
razed.. gone
by iN
modern
days oF
culture
way.. gas
stove..
lard
fried..
chicken
hot.. grand
ma’s supper
wArms
heARt
oF
memories..
truth’s soUl’s
spiRit BRinGs..
liGht aGaiN..:)

Ah.. yes.. internal
rooms of sOul
of heARt
of Spirit
of Life
rings true..
an inside
job so liGht
so Real to
Bring Alive
abRight
alRight
expands aGaiN..:)

SMiLes yoUr story
of six children to a room..
and all the challenges of
tight walls iN sibling
rivalry matches
my wife’s
childhood
down to
the
family
demographics..
but she had an
addition to the
bedroom then..
a crazy mama’s
boyfriend with
knife pointed
down
to
the bed..
my wife
is kinda
hypersensitive
too.. for good reason..
as history like that
doesn’t
die
an easy life..:)

An old home with
emotions beats
a mansion hands
down with
rooms
of empty
souLs
and pens
of logic lone..:)

*
Ah.. kitchen
tables.. once
a place connecting
conversations.. generations
old and new in bonding ways..
screens replace breathing
social ways..
digital
tables
kitchen
rooms cOld..:)

Room wiTh
viewS.. imaGinaTion’s
eYes.. no walls..
ceilings..
as far
mInd’s
colors
paint WinD n0w
‘morrow’s liFe aRrears..:)

Walls never
matter
unTilled
built..
teaRing down
harder
yeT
possible sTill
death
wE
pARt..:)

Ha! the curled up sleeping
muse iS what i love to
be too.. just waitiN’
’till morn’ briGht
rooMs.. wiTh
new muse
SinGinG
SonG
oF
never ending story
before.. n0w.. aGaiN..:)

My Father’s den..
decades of easy
chair then.. channel
6 news.. Baseball..
Nascar.. only #6
car Mark Martin
and Atlanta
Braves too..
newest knives..
oldest guns and
car magazines
fill easy
chair
at side..
hmm.. i fly
now online with
greaTest oF ease..
and once gain dance
a flesh dance of
life my
father
never
ever
felt..
iN media
Den oF sTills..:)

Trees.. so tall and broad
sHade homes
from liGht
oF God
aLL encompassing..
never held by words..
when bArk
bEcomes
woRds..
God’s
breath
dies.. in
piNe needLed
sticKy
chains
oF
yEars
gOne
bY..:)

Clinical
death knows
no feelings
of history’s
Love..
so hard
to live
so hard
to die..
iN clutches
oF hospital cOld Rooms..:)

Imperial
Palace..
rooms curve
Art to squares
and other
geometric
angles gaLore..
hmm.. i’ll take
four wAlls and a
ceiling oFF.. oN to NatUre
backyard that flows..
wheRe aLL wiNds
bLow
wiTh
seeD of LiFe..:)

Ah.. detALes
oF starliT rooms..
liGht air niGht briGht
a shine oN we who
Art the
niGht
colorRed
iN heARt aLiVe..:)

Push button candles
Push button priests..
Push button
phones
and
push
button
people..
hmm.. sand
iS mY church
wheRe now
spiRit oF
Sun..
moves
my
feet
feat
connecting
sand to me..:)

With a child away
hundreds of miles
in a specialist
hospital room
for children
with anomalies
of darkest nature’s
ways oF
challenge
being human..
so hard
to be
away..
so hard to leave
empty armed..:)

Knives of pain..
grow cold
iN parental
arms of bedrooms
dArk iM lonely break
no story told t
connects
again..
heARt
dead
SpiRit
dust
Child’s
SonG hoPe..:)

So little time with
Love.. so much
time
with
out..
Love now..:)

Pets we humans
are.. enjoying
a sunroom
view
better
than cave life..:)

Ah.. rooms.. oh rooms..
filLed with momentous
purpose and meaning..
symbols they
BRing
imaGine
dreams
real..:)

Ah.. a cabin on the lake
my father and his
third wife’s
first home
with fish
fries and
boats with
poles that catch..
so far from city..
so far to
peace..
lives now
iN my back
yard foRest room too..:)

WeLL.. 33 links down with
a few side notes too..
finished in the second
very rare North
Florida Tornadic
Thunderstorm
destructive
force..
early
iN
the
week..
two
weeks
in a row..
lights out..
online down..
no destruction
aT my home.. but
photos iN blog post
of metro-wide damage..
to come.. news at 10..
and sTiLL.. Thursday.. of
last week.. Monday of yesterday
and Tuesday.. sTill prompts to come..
for a hundred.. or so.. more.. links.. but hehe..
whose
countin’
now..
seriously.. though..
very rare storms
iN North Florida
any now of the year..
last time this happened
where Tornadoes.. F2 to
F3.. stayed on ground
iN destructive
ways for
miles..
was back
aT the end
of March
iN ’62..
sadly over
ten deaths then..
Nature out oF
balance WiLL bArk back..
she isn’t happy.. angry.. out
of balance from human smoke filLed rooms..:)

12:24 am..
2242016..
and now
for
sleep..;)

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A quick dance break here..
coming back at 8:45 am..
2242016..
And no.. i am not
the only
person
in the world
to use dance
as increasing
my mindful awareness
iN healing force.. thouSands
of years dance has been/iS the
original medicine of human healing
force.. and sadly in the last century
and more in Victorian
ways of chaining
human
Nature
we
become more
like Zombie as NOT well
in electronic gadgets
above the neck
than even
frigging
human
being..
anyway.. i ain’t
the only one with this
point of view.. and since
i am not lettered in school
with dance here are some
moving additional references
to support this Truth and LiGht..
that i for one come across all
innately instinctually intuitively
back reborn enlightened
and awakened
as dance
creature
oF God.. once
more in CREATIVITY
SonG that God SinGs
with uS as Free bEinGs oF LiGht..
Yeah.. i live iN Milton.. FL.. just means
i have to go the original God route
of life mostly
lone.. and sadly
not dance-in-dance
the original human
hand-in-hand
but i dance
with GoD
allone..
there is zero doubt
God exists when one
dances with GOD ALLONE..
the failing of the modern
church.. kneeling.. sitting..
standing.. bowing
but never
dancing FREE
ONCE AGAIN
FREE
WITH
GOD.. ALIVE but yes
there are exceptions..
particularly in other religions
and more lively ones like Sufi Dervish
spinning and African American Praise
dance enclosed in
so-called
Christianity
and Islam..
but sadly in both.. both
historically and presently
music is seen as evil.. when
it is GOD’s
first language
of sound and movement
out oF dArk to liGht to
dance and
SonG..
and sure
now we have poETry
too.. but God SinGS
and danCes
first..
out of dARk
through liGht..
before humans
geT inTo the action of live..
and dance now more FULLY ALIVE
free without instructions or guidelines
just move with the waves of the
ocean
oF
uS..:)!

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dance_therapy

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nataraja

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Reference some of the photos
coming in this next blog post now…
This is one of those Facebook.. auto creations..
choosing random photos out of my iPhone stream..
and while i usually am the one to control what goes here..
i said okay.. as it ain’t every year that we have F2 to F3
tornadoes that stay on the ground.. or an Autistic Boy on
the Ellen show is lauded for his dance healing while
he works at Starbucks just for tips.. and likely
loads ’em in.. hmm.. maybe i can get a job
at Starbucks too for tips.. but nah..
don’t need ’em.. i’ll keep dancing
iN Starbucks totAlly free.. and hehe..
as hard as it may be for some folks to believe..
yes.. i am diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum just
like this boy.. by three separate professionals..
in case someone thinks it was a mistake.. i just adapted
and survived.. as humans will do.. with great challenge..
great effort.. and now awesome success.. as i WiLL
not hold back on any truth and liGht.. but sure i
will lose likes when i do.. but i’m only here
to dance the truth and liGht.. regardless
of how many toes must grow
when stepped on
as such.. or not..;)

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And now to Last Thursdays’ Open
Link niGht from dVerse
and the Sun is now
peeking out through
a bedroom
window view..
at 10:07 am..:)

*
No one owns
Love
but selFish..:)

*
Book oF LiFe
fIlls
no pAge woRd..:)

Nature sings..
Humans word..:)

God alWays n0w
dies
now lives aGaiN..:)

BreatHeS LiGhteNinG
ShoCK waVes..
LiFe floWs ZoNe N0W..:)

Photo tiMe
waVes
oF SonG n0w..:)

NoAge
iN
LiFe n0w..:)

Male Nympths
hidden
butt Real..;)

Love cures aLL..
Yellow Boy proves too..
8 yrs.. Feline.. Leukemia..:)

All sober
every Thursday night
just come and dance..;)

ps.. using this as a fill
iN response to
last Thursday
at dVerse
too..
S.. ’em.. for Shawna2..;)

Tornado warning here2..
F2 to F3 damage..
i’m okay.. you’re okay3..;)

And this one.. S..WiLL
do for missing
out on you..
last Tuesday
prompt2..;)

ash
FiNe..:)

JuSt
4thRee..:)

back oN
scheduLed
tRack now..;)

Free dance
soUl
alWays open..:)

caNvas
DeMentia
Art Loss…

Note
SinGs
Symphony..:)

Nature’s rooms
move too..
Follows change..:)

SurF
positive..
WaveSonGs..:)

GeMiNi
diVides
wHole..:)

BotTom
toP liNe
FreE alWays..:)

Status
never
Loves..:)

FriEnds
alWays
Free..:)

SunShine
heArts
liVe iN touch..:)

SMiLes.. no
longer afraid
oF sNakes..:)

No LeSson
iN arT
foR mE..;)

Free GarDens
SpRinG poeTry
bEinG beaUty..:)

FeeLinGs
and senses
not alWays
a match
in some
hands
and heARts..:)

LifE
compLetes
wITh LiFe..:)

GrandMa’s
feeLinG fOOd
oF LoVe..:)

StarS
kiSS
StarS..:)

UnderbRidge
SonGs fRee..
HUman WiLd..:)

Y
B
Real..:)

..;)..

SMiLeS..
Oh by the way..
i’m literally diagnosed
with Autism.. and i apologize
if what
i say
does
not make sense..
but iT iS what iT iS
and i WiLL
be what
i’LL
BE..
@least for now..
People have made
fun of me my entire
life but it ain’t
even
slowed
me down
baby
@ALL..
so keep laughing
at me please..:)

SMiLes.. Thanks for clarifying..
i do love it when people laugh
with me too.. My Friend.. Thanks
for being Real..:)

Turn IT
oFF
TUne iN..:)

Side note begins..
And that’s what
i’ve had to do
all my
life..
guess what..
iT works
side note
ends.. ah..
so.. misunderstood
ah.. life is GOOD..;)

Hero
sMiLes
aT Brother..:)

Colors More..
than
Colored Life..:)

Human Games..
Social Drink
oF LiFe..:)

FloWer Of LovE
WiLts noT
iN pInk oF LiFe..:)

FRee WriTinG
onLinE..
ExpediTion LonG..:)

Ah.. all dOne..
with 35 lINks
and more..
diVinG
into
my own
style
oF Haiku
that can
just be
called
Fredku..
hehe.. or
nothing F iN
at all.. just
for fun i ride..
to all hours
of niGht
and day..
with a note up
there about my longer
than Fredku sarcastic
response.. people
Love to judge
books by
covers..
and liFe
by Books..
until
they
get
iN.. the clinical
psych world ain’t
got nuThing
on
me..
but i’ll
weld a diagnosis
when necessary..
as everyone
these
days
iS focused
on labels
over
essence
anyWay..
iT
seems..:)

Anyway more..
12:58 pm.. now
for lunch and
sand dance
with sun
after
weekly
tornadic
storms…
back later
and back up
to the comments
section all saved
for Monday dVerse
Quadrille’s that
will bE free verse
for me..
and hehe..
Alice
iN
Wonderland
with a Jabberwocky
me.. but nah..
i ain’t afraid
to admit
when i am
correct
or incorrect
too.. and i
am no
more
than
a
gRain of sand..
somenows tHeir
are more
than
one..:)

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A visit.. to
Shawna’s place..
back online
fully
creating
once again..

Yes/No..
pick up
the soap
opera’s iN church..
mY Grandfather.. the
ex-Catholic spicy
cajun girl lover
wrote about
it iN great
detail
before
he strayed..
some folks.. just
are not meant to be
either celibate or monogamous..
fool the church but Mother
Nature
alWays
gets the
last word
iN or
ouT..
as iT
were and iS..
there are no
exclusions as
far as i know or
feel but cognitively
determining an ethical
code for one’s boundaries
with openness and no secrets..
but sure..
imaginaTioN
alWays rules
some
for free2..:)

HA!..
SpiRit glUe!..:)

WInks..
i’m currently
in short
words
mode..
and alWays
iN Shorts..
weLL.. almost..
aLways..:)

ash
FiNe..:)

JuSt
4three..:)

i lied
i had to
sMiLE before
i left.. reference
last comment
somewheRe
else..:)

..:).. #dancingsober

HeLL yes..
whip
iT good..:)

Yep..
water the
garden with
crimsoN
tippeed
hoses..:)

Ugh oh..
i just remembered
that last comment
on that other post
was long..
short back..:)

oH yes.. me too!
Love making up
words first..
and then
Googling
them to
see if i am the
first and they
meaN A
nything To
someone
else2..:)

Okay.. it’s
been fun.. i’ve
consumed
the rest
of you
for
now..
see ya later..
Shawna.. Baby..
just two more
prompts at
dVerse and
i’m all
caught
up
with
mY
RRB
and I..
Restrictive
Repetitive
Behaviors
AND
Interests..:)

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Power oF
change iN
Absence of Fear..
no limits.. no expectations..
Possibilities alWays now.. Fear
stilts iT
aLL..
Fearless
Does iT aLL..
Fear.. knows
iT aLL.. N0W..
except for fallinG
and Loud noises..
the only
two
instinctual
human fears..:)

Thanks.. my friend.. yes.. i too..
definitely believe the all natural.. now
innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive power oF
miNd and boDy balance and how it relates now
to the natural flow of the UniVerse that iS fractal
aS uS.. when we move in flow of zOne.. and any
pain i start to experience.. all it takes now
iS seconds of this free flowing motion of
body and mind balance and the pain
dissolves into nothing less now
than all natural sugar of being.. almost
immediate Nirvana.. the goal of the sages
of the ages.. iN simple floWinG motion.. devoid
of aLL fear and worries that are illusory in life..
but yeah.. still do not like heights.. as i always feel
like i am floating on earth.. anyWay now.. when i move
all naturAlly like a butterfly on terrestrial plane.. sad..
that too many boys think they will be ‘queer’ or
whatever if they move in grace.. ah..
the ALL NATURAL penalty
OF PRIsON… iN NOT
BEiNG FREE
ENOUGH
TO BE
a balanCinG
hUman iN
aLL
wayS
oF BEinG..
and the additional insane idea
that one waits until after death to find
the Kingdom of Heaven all natural Nirvana and
bliss on this terrestrial plane now.. aLL free to most animals
except
really
‘smart
and logical’
human beings..
the irony would be
delicious if there wasn’t
so much pain and suffering
associated with human ignorance..
education and the work//home/church
place
now..:)

7664

Jesus..
is it just me..
or does my shirt
and hair color change
iN aLL most every photo..
must be the liGhting iN heRe..;)

7688

Rafiah shares a
Hadith of the Day
that says..

From the earth We created you,
and into it We will return you,
and from it We will
extract you
another time.
(20:55)

And i say…

And before that iS Star duSt n0w
and before and after and end and
beginning aGaiN alWays God.. And
we never beginning or ending story
beyond comprehension of most
humans as they have simply
forgot and if they remember
they are named a prophet
by we among infinite
other metaphors
across the Universe
and beyond.. tongues
oF hUman too.. We
iS NOWALL..way..ALLNOW..
And i say as side note here..
now when all humans become
messengers and prophets of
God.. there will no longer
be any last or first
prophets or
only
sons
of God..
Separate we
fAll.. togetHeR wE riSe..
as SpRinG LOVE.. first or last
or only..
iS ALL
illusion
iN God’s
Language
oF ALL and FREE..
i like ‘that’.. n0w..
And as i mention
before.. i designate
Thursday as Sacred
R and R day for me..
that encompasses lots
of flesh activities out
of imaginary
E-Land away
from all
natural
flesh and
blood Nature
stuff of human
being.. for any
literalists out there…
i do realize what i am
doing here is all natural
too at essence but hope
more fully ya get my drift..
wInks..
but only
if ya care too..
of course.. as
i hold no
first and
last oF
anything
iN liFe.. wE
are aLL groWing
whether we notice
or not.. either iN positive
liGht or negative dARk
as our continuing journey
and paths takes us now..
anyway.. i am
currently in
Ferarri mode
for poeTry after
completing three
prompts in two days..
and i could go for four
to catch up fully now..
but sure.. close to a hundred
poetic responses in this one
blog post is enough before
it goes over the Facebook
limit of 10K or so words
to fully share
theRe in
a status
just
for fun..
so what i will end with
as usual on Holy
Thursday R and R
Day for me is..
yes.. of course..
more fun Dance
photos coming
in this new
post..
around the
wee hour
of 3 am
on Friday morning
after my 99th Dance
week Celebration on
Thursday Night ends
with all the cool college
age folks at Good Old
Seville Quarter..
so this
next post..
‘Tornado PoeTry and mE’..
coming soon among
other stuff
too..
including Tuesday’s
Mocking Bird prompt
from dVerse too
as the
comments
section keeps
groWinG in
this next
post
too..
yeah.. sure..
like a human
Tornado oF PoeTry mE..;)

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Broken Arrows oF Dreams Dance

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SMiLes.. my friend..
gigoid.. oh the sleep..
totally can relate.. when in school.. i did not
sleep nights.. in fact.. in my crib my mother tales me..
i stayed up all night doing spirals around and around
until i rubbed a callous on my right.. toe.. callous back..
by the way.. as i spiral so much more now.. day and night..
but thank goodness not in bed.. hehe.. and the evidence
of course is in my backyard in the white sands foot prints
oF i..
ugh.. and after
my pain went away
and my mood went.. oh
so high.. back in July
of 2013.. 2 hours of sleep
every night until November
with the extended high
of what truly can
be described
as the
mania
of Bi-Polar
i guess.. or perhaps
the high is what made
the pain go away.. and part
of the reason.. i am still high
all the time.. with the addition
of 2 to 4 hours of sleep
now over 2.. sometimes
6.. of that
year.. too
high..
out of
balance..
balance is it for me..
and the dance of life that
thank goodness my health
allows me to still do in number
of miles close to 166 on average
per month.. exhausts me to
lullabies of sweat
and yes..
literal
physical exhaustion
with still unlimited mental
energy.. down to the
last drop of
eyelid
for the
night.. the mind
and body is an amazing
machine oF aRt.. learning to
make the most of iT.. truly
did take me a full 53 years
of practice.. and the practice
goes on.. as it were.. as
in fur.. an innate
practice of
ancestors
long before
in Lore of Pan
of the Forest
and his
and
her friends..:)

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And yes.. here.. i’ll have to say..
Pan of the Forest is precisely
and generAlly what i feel
like when end of February
days come.. and the enhancing
Sun oF briGhter days glow..
yes.. so do i..
SpRinG iS me..
a smeLL that iS
me shining brighter
and briGhter as the
days grow longer
in synch
with
rising hiGhs
and greater
creatiVitY.. no
matter what the art
of i comes next..
and for the
nomads
among
us.. the
dopamine
variant folks..
the rovers.. obviously
a dance hall with drink
is a place they will be..
and the dance of Pan
spreads.. among
frisky males
and nymphs
as well..
and sure there
are sirens here and
theRe as well.. and i
suppose from the results
of dance.. last night empirically
measured.. in sMiles of photos..
Spring is SpRinging as
dance.. briGht
eYes and
smiles
do not
lie when
humans frolic
with delight
of liFe.. now..
simple true and
alive wHere the SpRing
of life can and will sTilL come
iF folks do not
forget
how
to dance
a frolic
of liFe..
Yellow Boy has
not forgotten and
he at around 8 or 9 years
old.. is no less playful
from the first
day i met
the Pan of him
coming out of the
woods for a cry
of tender
vittles
under a shed
that is ours of hope..
hmm.. anyway.. celebrating
my wife’s and i’s 26th anniversary..
2212016.. in this post.. but the thing iS..
we celebrate iT always now..
as alWays n0w iS Christmas..
New years.. the fourth of July..
our birth day.. and the
force bE
wiTh ya..
as Star Wars..
says.. alWays now..
the force iS with uS..
and the shirt Katrina bought
me.. did precisely as she’s predicted..
in that shirt that says “I Know HTML
How To Meet the Ladies”.. hehex2..
some of the happiest group photos
of my dance hall friends
yet.. iN generating
liGht and
the empirical
results are
Unchained
LiGhT..!
And truly yes..
for about Forty years
much of my liGht iN creativity
oF liFe was repressed and chained
by a patriarchal red state Christian
Fundamentalist way of card bored
box people..
i no longer
live in this place..
my backyard is free
and so am i.. it does
not matter iF ‘those’ folks
dance with me or
not ‘Pan
oF i iS FREE’..
hmm.. sounds like
a potential title.. of jUst
another epic post of words..
photos.. and the dance of i..
and the photos are so memorable in liGht..
like Adele says.. i think i’ll copy
and paste ’em.. to this post
too.. if i do not flood it
with other dance
photos of
life sTILL
to come
on this anniversary
weekend always
now..
oh yeah… and one of
my most favorite pARts of
writing.. iS when i am in the
flow.. the zOne of iT.. mY
fingers danCinG.. including
the return key
of flow
of languAge
iN SonG of Voice
the shapes are a SonG
coming with publish as the
words are centered balanCinG
as mY SouL tRuly flows now
without rUles.. SinG
SonG way of
spiRit oF HeARt..
waves now of the
ocean of it.. field
and particles
of i
with the rest
of the UnivErse
of Nature coMinG aliVe
iN the flesh of words
that iS me
alive
online
as well..
and what i see
most iS chalices
and pyramids and
other sacred shapes
and forms come alive..
the Interdependent
Relationship oF
aLL thAt iS..
is God..
so is
thiS..
when free
unchained
as Pan
oF i
and God
s O F R E E O N e..
and sadly through the ages
the sages.. the philosophers..
poets.. and priests.. not enough
attention is sIMply
paid
to MOVING
MOVING.. YES there iS
CONNECTING.. CREATING
BUT FIRST TheiR was DArk
then liGht inspiring movement
as dance.. then sound as SonG
with poeTry of human coming
late to the show..
but take movement
out of the story
of human too..
iN the greatest
never ending story
told of all that is
the Interdependent Relationship
oF ALL THAT IS.. and the death
Star that can be the bLack
wHole of human bEinG
can SinK us
down below
farther
than
above..
and HA!.. at 230 LBS..
and around 6 feet.. add
6 inches or so.. when i am
on my ballerina toes.. the
doctor has me diagnosed
as morbidly obese…
but she will
not look
at my nude
photography to
prove my point.. hehe..
just kidding i haven’t
given her the link
YET..;).. anyway
doctors
and science
rules do not
fit everyone and..

no.. she does not leg
press close to half
a ton now.. juSt
with her arms
raised in the
air like
no other
human on
Youtube on
Parallel leg
press machine
14 times there
and 25 times now..
as nicely illustrated
here.. with accompaniment
going wildin’ by Paul McCartney..
Rhianna.. and that guy who is
married to Kim Kardashian
yeah.. Kanye.. that’s his
name.. yes.. i have a
J Lo-like butt
too butt dam
it.. it is
buns of
steele
no
twerk
here.. all
ballerina
and martial
arts toes and
striking feet..
punching doors
down with ease
if need be.. now..
anyway.. here’s the point..
when it comes to spirituality
it ain’t something just that is
an out of body experience or
mind alone thingy.. every
cell of the body and
atom that comprises
each cell and
all the
subatomic
particles smaller
than that are an infinite
number of Chakra connections from head
to toe.. that sure.. generate
out in energetic flow beyond..
as sure.. we are now mobile
suns/UniVerses with creative
relative free will
aS WeLL.. and one
of my favorite backyard
videos.. to swirl around in..

sand.. trance feat with feet of i..
iS Kundalini meditation.. but thanks
God.. i don’t speak the language as dam
it.. i’m escaping words and instructions
when i trance dance back to God ALLONE
of Nature.. yes that interdependent
relationship of ALL THAT IS.. oF
WHICH i am BOTH PaRt and WHOLE..
anyway.. what makes it trance
music too.. in way
of Kundalini
rising iS..
the musical scale
riSinG frequencies
oF sound of SonG
iN hums of female
human being now..
but hell no.. i do
not F in sit StILL..
i do NOT concentrate
on 7 mythical chakras..
i aM A CHAKra as Whole
and infinite connections
oF ALL pARts.. OnE.. yes..
ONE CHAKRA WITH PaRTS
AS WHOLE connecTinG
JUsT now..
NOT JUST
ONE AT BASE
OF SPINE..
ONE IN
GROIN
AREA..
ONE AT
BELLY..
ANOTHER
AT CHEST..
THEN
THROAT..
AND BROW..
AND CROWN
OF HEAD..
i AM the
ThrOne oF
CrOwn that
iS GOD
and
wE
sAMe
when
FREE FLOWING
as planEts
around Suns..
Suns
around
Black Holes
and GOD
as uS
NOW
FREE
WE FLOW
iN ZoNe
OF
GOD uniVerseS
moving.. yes..
moving.. never
standing sTill
as sitting
until
the
Star
of us
fades
away
to
black
whOle
once again
and comes now
back as star
duSt and uS
aGaIn in the
cycle of dArk
and liGht and
Dance and SonG
wE stay WE mOVe
wE liVE
NOW..
anyway.. for
anyone brave
enough.. i highly
recommend nude art now
in photos.. not necessarily
shared.. with all.. but the artist
that makes the body ART
as the greAtest ArtiSt
of GOD we kNoW and
FeeL iS US..
as temple
oF GOD
with
no senses
no emotions
and hell no..
no seNsuaLiTies
repressed bY uS
or oppressed
by others..
one of the
major reaSonS i
am fearless as i am is i
AM comfortable enough noW
to dance as passionately
as any male has done any
now of any age of human
being.. totAlly naked
dancing before
the world.. and
dancing.. clothed yes..
NOwiN front of a village
size crowd at Old Seville
Quarter.. every Thursday
niGht iN
the holiest
houses of churches
that iS the Human
dance of liFe set
FREE iN eYes of
emotions..
senses..
and yes
once more
SENSUALIties..
SET FREE.. noW..
so as i dance wilDly
i excite the freest female
crowd enough where totAlly
strange females breeze by
and stroke the torso that
iS my free flowing body
in G rated terms
of free.. but
the thing iS
they are
not
strangers..
at that point
iN N0W wE
aLL are ONE
FORCE OF HUMAN
BEING.. WITH
NO ONE
OWNING
NO ONE
BUT uS..
and sure.. drinking
likely has something
to do with that as
it eases repressing
and oppressing iN
hiBiTioNs.. i am
drink and drug
free as a
practice now of
dancing free now..
it’s the way our
ancestors lived
and we will
never know/
F E E L
true
human
happiness until
we share a village
hug like free
hands roaming
bodies
of Love..
and to be clear
this leads no wheRe
but
LOVE..
when TrUly
F R E E..
and sure..
it’s clothed..
but sadly it
scares the
LIVING
HELL INTO
FOLKS WHO
HAVE NEVER
EVER FELT
HUMAN
FREEDOM
THIS WAY..
SO ALIVE.. SO
FREE WHEN
GOD
iS
FREE
aS
WE..
‘Love
Deeper
alWays Now’..
and potential
titles of
liFe
keep
coming
again
and again
iN the REAL of i..
in juSt another
after Thursday
niGht Dance
manifestive
i..
“Apes Stronger
Together”
-Caesar..
from..
‘Dawn of the
Planet of
the Apes’..
Now
again..

i iN
SinG
SonG
SouL
DanCeNow..

wiTh L for Love..:)

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SMiLes.. gigoid.. freedom is not
worth the money it is now
written on.. blackgreen..
Hmm.. the American
way.. the western
way.. a symbol..
whether dollar
bill.. car.. or
diamond
ring.. symbols
reign.. life on
back burner..
hell fire of
greenblack
dollars bills
now of politics..
clothed we are
early in diapers
that disguise
the Nature
of us now sTill
sKin that desires
Sun more than
clothes.. clothes
that cover
all
from
ALLuSt
freer now
connecting
rest oF Nature iN
Free we are as born
away from spoon FED
dollar
biLL
dreams…
of blackest
darkest green…
Every animal that
wanders through the
woods now
N A K E D
iS freer
than
dollar
biLL humans..
Slaves to the
black
green
way..
Tree am i
Life aGaiN..
ps.. written
while on hold F
iN hours with the
Office of Personnel
Management trying
to get a frigging form signed
so my wife will not have to
pay a 100% penalty on
her health nsurance
for not
signing
up soon
enough..
after that is
over.. maybe i
won’t have to talk
to those
Fers
for
another
4 or 5 years..
hehe.. F’ers
FEDERAL
employee
retirement
system..
yeah.. F**kers
too.. didn’t think
that not being able
to use one’s eyes was
a disability.. unless one is blind.. only depression and Bi-
polar rings their bells of going postal nightmares.. i’ll stay crazy
and
clear
of hells
bells in
red tape hell..
shut the F uP robot
and that oN hold song
is boring me to frigging
write
poetry
MORE
ah.. the liGht
alWays silver
sliver
burning
in darkest
dam
dest
idiotic
human experiment
on hairless apes
gone
insane..
in robot
song
of
Zombie
Apocalypse..
okay.. i’m done
with the poem..
pick up Fers..
and they did
at this last
line now..
hasta la
vista.. ‘you
s**k’.. golden hand cuffs
of government slave service..
and i’m back baby.. finAlly FreENowDAnce
ALIVE..:)

Thanks.. my friend.. gigoid..
it can be tiring doing the
job of other folks.. rarely
patient enough to wait..
i most often
finished
the sentences
of most others..
until the very end..
WHEN the ‘higher’ ups
at OPM.. then.. didn’t even
understand the portability
act that ensured i would
still be eligible for civil
service retirement
after transferring
over to what
is named
non-appropriated
funds for about two
years.. to end it all
out at one month
shy of 25 years..
sick leave
term
counted
in too..
about a year
and a half worth..
including annual leave..
as i almost never took
sick leave during those
close to 25 years..
a model
employee
with a whistle
blowing nose clean..
i’ve since learned to
break every rule that
is not in the law
books..
and truly
most of it
was just
government
regulations gone insane..
Anyway.. i had to find the law
and email it to the director
of the OPM’s
office to
prove my
eligibility with
no cost to them..
as usual.. for my lawyer’s
fee.. yeah.. i would have become
a lawyer.. if i didn’t want a
heARt.. SpiRit
and soUl..
and i chose
the better
latter letter
of the heARt..
finAlly then..
@end of the road..
and beginning back too.. @now..:)

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And here’s to our 26th anniversary..
this Sunday.. February 21st 2016..
my after dance partner..
waiting for
her stray
cat
to
come home..
yeah.. looks like
i married Katrina at
minus 0 years old..
‘The Age of Adaline’
ain’t got nothin’ on her..
yeah.. now.. it’s kinda like
Beauty and the BeAST2..wink emoticon

Ha..! i am-
use myself
so dam easy..
with or without
likes from other
cats..wink emoticon

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sreeja.. says..

Beautiful nature snaps! great spirit!

i say..

Thanks so
much for
visiting with
me here on..

http://www.katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com

where access is faster to my
wordy and photo intensive ways..
yes.. accessibility is a real
possibility.. here.. hehe..
and so glad you could
feel the meaning of the
words and photos..
both beautiful
Nature.. and
inspiRing
SpiRit too..
hope your
nows are
going beautifully
and inspiring as
WeLL.. my friend..:)

2484

Facebook Friend
Ashe.. states she
never wants to be
called by the
name
Ashley
again..
(a past
co-worker
from Gov.
days..
Ashe
sTill
now is)

i say..

Ashe what..;)

And ha! i’ve got the
opposite problem
now.. no more
911 Fred..
wherever i go
now most everyone
knows me by face..
and almost no
one knows
my
real
name..
hehE..
but that
in a sense..
and or feeling..
never changes..;)

2553

What i reAlly need
is a short nap..
but first i’ll
finish the last
added Haibun
in response
to the dVerse
Monday
prompt..
in Fred
bun style
of course..
some lines
of narrative poetry
and prose followed
by a Fredku wRiTe
oN course.. short
or LonG
from
HaikuS
passed..
and pasSinG..:)

SmiLes.. trimMer oF sidewalks..
bushes.. and trees of
undesirables.. once
i am.. too..
now.. weeds
and wild vines
are the greaTest
of Life.. i for one
see/feEL.. now..
set FREE by i…

DandeLion
lives free..
fiEld oF i..:)

4:42 pm..
2192016…
got 66 more
poetic expressions
to go.. in the two
prompts still
behind on..
minus
the
extra one
caught up
with
Shawna
in my last blog post..
per Thursday
Open Link
prompt
at
dVerse
poet’s
pub..
but
yeah..
nap first..
and work-out
soon to come..
religiously
as
sorts..
all togEtheR
aS oNE..:)

2694

Connection.. ah yes.. connection to humanity..
one can take it for granted.. but lose
it as a shut-in with disability..
and online is a life
saving grace
that has never
been provided before
for the shut-ins among
us in dark caves of lonely..
and when i was shut-in for
66 months.. my only literal
places of escape was the
Parking Lot of Walmart
while i sat there in
my routine
white
T-shirt..
cold or hot..
rain.. or sun..
for 66 months..
as Walmart was
a necessity for gaining
subsistence.. for Katrina no
matter how much that dentist drill
in my right eye and ear..
precluded the effective
use of my eyes..
other than
point and
guide a car
with shades on
and withstand the
pain.. take those
shades off that still
hurt like hell.. as any
focus of eyes with prescription
lenses is like the drill of dentist
getting wider and wider into
a smaller hole
of larger
pain..
and 8:30 pm..
gym closes at
9:00 pm.. the hunch
back of Notre Dame
with his tattered
jacket..
shades..
and ear plugs
tries to withstand
the stereo and bright
florescent lights
that are
as bright
as previous
Sun.. eYes to Sun
before the pain erased
all humanity away from me..
ha!.. if i thought i was an
outcast before..
now i was living
in a metal garbage
bin.. all pain
no human feelings
at all.. but more pain
and all pain more..
from the core
of every cell
of my body
with the worst pain
known to mankind..
wake to sleep for
66 months.. type
two Trigeminal
Neuralgia..
Fibromyalgia..
severe degenerative
arthritis of the spine..
Dysautonomia..
and associated
coat hanger
pain around
the shoulders
and neck..
also partially
precipitated early
in life by a congenitally
fused vertebra in my neck.
a total of 19 medical disorders..
including Severe Anxiety.. Alexithymia…
Sjogren’s Syndrome.. where my eyes
quit making tears.. Depression and
associated Anhedonia.. and
overall no emotions
at all.. except
for fear
associated anxiety..
oh yeah.. the Asperger’s
thingy on the Autism Spectrum
diagnosed in middle age..
and Bi-Polar disorder..
but ha.. that’s just
my everynow
normal
from
birth.. as strange
as it can get here..
too.. of course.. way
outside the cultural box
of human being norm.. whatever
the hell culture says norm is.. anyway..
i have much to celebrate.. and when i was
shut-in.. i used to look at people’s faces on
facebook.. as i was way too out of human
functionality to interact act
with so called normal
folks.. but when i got
my first iPhone
in March of 2013..
something about the
retina display allowed
me to actually look at colored
photos.. tolerably at least.. for the
first time in 5 years.. Nerve pain
can be incredibly strange.. all
there for 66 months.. and
disappearing like a
miracle on
July 22nd.. or so
of 2013.. anyway..
i didn’t take a nap..
i decided to celebrate
my humanity on Facebook
once again.. as i occasionally
take photos of my profile pictures
that illustrate a moving life of play
iN Humanity again..
this now a year’s
worth since last
February to the
13th iN 2015..
and sure what
better way to
celebrate an
anniversary than to
remind one’s wife that
she is no longer married
to a creature from the
dark
darkest
abyss of
life imaginable
now to most folks..
NAMED Human
Hell.. glad
i made it
back from
the underworld
and sure.. i can
prove it online..
and if i ever get that
pain again.. which i have
no choice but to have 100% FAITH
i will not.. at least there is proof
now if emotions go away again..
where there is no connection
back to memories
of emotions
as memories
of emotions
are of course
emotions and
without emotions
there are NO MEMORY
OF EMOTIONS.. YEAH
YOU’LL PROBABLY HAVE
TO EXPERIENCE THAT
ZERO BEING TO UNDERSTAND
HOW MANY RINGS ARE TRULY
IN THE BANDS AND STINGS
OF DANTE’S
HELL.. i will
never be anything
other than humble..
as i have already been on
a level of existence lower than
a grain of sand.. however i will
F-iN celebrate life.. every
which way
but loose
and LOOSE…
if for no
one but
my soUL
alive
and
Kicking free again
greater than ever
before.. the reward
of JOB lives on now as WeLL..
anyway.. celebration photos
in this next blog
post named “Broken
Arrows oF Dreams Dance”
whenever it comes now..
as there is more
celebrating to
do in this
alWays
anniversary
of living Free NOW!..
And yeah.. my Love iS
as deep as the bLACKest
ocean that i was before..
and now.. yes.. iT
iS Nirvana..
iN the
Kingdom
oF Heaven Nature
Now wiTh GOD FREE aS sAMe..:)

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Ah.. that was so sweet of you..
restoring your blog for me..
my friend.. Shawna..
yes.. i have fast eyes
and if i get here..
i don’t miss
not even
one
tiny detail..
Love your
creativity always..
keeps me guessing..
not many people
do.. hehe..;)

This is one of my favorites.. Shawna…
and reminds me just now.. of an old
girl friend.. well not really
old.. about 21.. hmm..
their still 21.. hehe..
AND ALL PLATONIC NOW..
anyway.. back
in hmm.. ‘EM..
’87.. or so..
her name was
Deena and she
was a sailor.. and
they called ’em waves
then.. ah.. a woman in
Uniform.. all those rules
and stuff.. with the hair
let down.. and all around..
well yeah.. i’m sure
you can imagine..
AND she was like
a double Z and
all that too..
but anyway..
we went to
the 2001 disco
club.. and she did this
thing with a beer
bottle
and said
that the
beat of this
Song would
give her
close
to the
big Oh.. oh yes.. yes… YEs..
she was most definitely
a wild thing.. oh the
things she
could do..
kinda like
that Jimmy
Hendrix song..
but no.. NOT me..
then.. i wasn’t THAT
EXPERIENCED..
enjoy church..
WAIT
this
is Friday..
NOT
Saturday..
means i have
another day
to catch
up on
2 prompts
behind.. just
for fun..
okay..
later
Shawna Baby..;)

Hi.. thanks again.. S.. now for
sharing “Whip My Hair”.. i’m kinda
gun shy in a good way.. as i’ll comment here
as yes.. you might disappear
any second
now..
hehex2..
Anyway.. you
seem like
Spock
like me too..
i swear.. i can
mind meld with
almost anyone..
and the funniest thing
is.. just standing next
to ’em sometimes in
my selfies.. it
looks like
i kinda
morph into
’em.. in even
sometimes spooky
ways.. ah.. the magic
of life.. unbridled
as me..
and you
of course
too.. Shawna
Baby.. anyway.. off
to hear that song
now.. as not
much of a
word person..
Ripley or not..
am i still now..
as far as concrete
labels go sTiLL..
and name that
tune in one note
or less is more of
my game
in auditory
empath
Spock
way2..
oh yeah..
and i can do that
neck pinch thingy..
but really all i have to
do is take my shades
off and
show ’em
my yellow
Sun Wolf
eYes..
with
pretend..
evil too..
as mind melding
with the dEvil can
be super spooky
too.. but sure
Angels are
more fun..
so see ya
in a few..
Angel baby2..;)

One thing really cool i’ve noticed
after visiting all those
‘highly functioning’ folks
in the Autism online
community.. is..
often the
women
who have
this edgy masculine
side inside.. have
these double
ZZ’s and
it’s really
surprising
how cocky
they can be
with double
ZZ’s and i just
think it’s fabulous..
hehe.. as i swear there
is an Exotic Egyptian
Belly dancer2 living
in me.. it’s
F in
hilarious
’cause at
first look before
i start moving
the whole
thing.. now..
people often
mistake me
for law enforcement..
FBI.. undercover..
special forces..
whatever
James
Bond
says..
anyway..
i’m not seeing
“Whip My Hair”..
anywhere on your
new play list here..
but sure i youtubed
it and yes.. i spread
my colors everywhere
i go too.. getting
everyone
all wet
with ’em..
whether
they like it
or not.. as Jesus
sometimes ya have
to do mouth
to mouth
from afar
to bring
’em
back
to life
like you
‘EM now..
my friend S..
i think it’s extra
cute how you always
look down in your
selfies..
all
shy and
innocent
when i know/feel
all about your
edge2..
and ps.. what
i Love to do.. on
the big dance floor
is when some dull
you know the ‘type’
from the south dude comes
up to me and starts mocking
me.. i stand totally motionless
like the eye of a Hurricane..
and look them calmy
directly in their
eYes..
through
shades of
course that
makes it
even more
spooky..
and they
high tale
it back to the farm..
anyway.. i have a hidden
bomb always ready to explode
if
necessary..
and it ain’t
soft..;)

Ha! i missed this one..S..
the ‘eye in the sun’
but never the lesS
iT reminds me of
my last
comment
here.. now
the best
thing in the
world is to be complete..WhOLE
aLL balanCinG.. feminine and
masculine.. liGht and Dark..
yeah.. the hard and soft
edges..
as when a
person iS A wHole.
there is zero to
fear
AND
ALL TO LOVE..
the way humans
were.. by
Barbara
StreiSand
now iN the
desSert Rose
of mythological TRUTH
and liGht iN statues
NoW aLiVE..
with flesh
more
of
being
human
now.. jUsT now..
hmm.. the places
i can go free..
juSt iN
mY
imaGiNaTioN..
oh.. yes.. oh GOD yes..!
iF more folks NOW
could go to a place
like that/this.. there would
be zero/hero of greenest
blackest
dollar
biLLs
of
heLL..
no.. YES!
iNHeaven
STiLL
now
alWays
reigns
reins
rains
dRip
drip oF
human being..
ever heard of a full
body orgasm.. yeah
it’s real and
not messy
@all.. oh yeah..
and that reminds
me.. back earlier in
last century.. and i am
alive serious about this..
yeah.. back in the ‘Victorian
Age’.. when women were all
guilt tripped about tHeir pleaSures..
and were labeled up having Hysteria..
the way Doctor’s treated this frustration..
was by manually masturbating them
to orgasm.. seriously
i did
not..
make this up..
and here is
the proof
here.. no
graphic photos
in the video.. promise
it is all science now.. then..

And here is the most
hilarious fun fact
associated
with that
in the
REAL
SCIENCE
VIDEO.. now..

“Many Doctors’ complained that
‘it’ was a laborious and time
consuming procedure, so
the vibrator was invented
as a form of
self
medication”

OMG.. what a fun
fAct that I never
knew before..
and i juSt
kNow
you WiLL
appreciate IT
even if it makes
you erase your bLog
so those church
peers
will not
find the
dEvil
heRe..
aGaiN..;)

Ha! and as long
as i keep
this
up..
i may never
get back to my
long lost prompts
on
dVerse
but who
gives an F
i’ve got
less
messy
stuff to
do now..
see ya..
and yes.. my wife
and i’s 26th anniversary..
and she knows and feels
all i do.. every letter and
word.. and
ain’t
scared
at all..
i her taught
what free is..
even if she does
not fully practice it like i do now..
sadly
enough
i feel….
but life goes
on for
fun
anyway..
there is no
other solution
i know
to solve
the worlds
ills..
as is..
for now..:)

em for me for
you for now and
nnamhel.. S..
iS a backwards
me.. wInks..
figures..
8 standing
tALL inFiniTy
too.. now..
hehe.l..
born on
6660 and
all of THAT
Hellboy2..
he did not
fully
mature
until
age 53
either..
and my
mother’s
name
iS Helen..
i kid you
not..
wiTh
goats
and
rAms
and stuff..
as and ’cause
i kNow/feel you
now like spooky
stuff2.. so i WiLL
truth and liGht
iN DArk aS WeLL
a
long
long
way
from
hell now..
and Lord KnoWs..
i sTiLL haven’t got
stArted on those
two prompts
yEt.. juSt
getting
back from
the tRain
of
R and R..
aGaiN..
stopping here
at waystation
Shawna..
hmm..
reminds
me of
waystation
1.. i don’t
thInk that
dude WiLL
ever
come
back..
sAdly
enough
but wE mUst
go on.. yes..
as iS.. now..
and haha..
i just said i have
a J LO butt iN the
newest blog post
i am writing now..
gREAt butts feel alike..;)

SMiLes.. my friend.. Shawna i can feel your
true emotions coming through in this beautiful prose/poetry
you write here.. oh the Love.. oh the FeeLinGs.. to be loved
and to love.. like that song.. ‘Come What May’.. that i needed
so much from ‘Moulin Rouge’.. to get the grief out for losing
my cat friend Moby.. is all worth it.. in the end and beginning
of now.. sMiLes.. my goal iN liFe iS to Love and bE A Love oF as
many people’s lives as i can before i die.. that’s all i now
want or
need iS
Love.. and
the dance.. is
what has paved the
way the most for that
iN the flesh world now..
and finAlly i am connecting..
after trying so hard to make
the emotion and words
get gluED.. online..
seriously.. both
in real life
and online
when i first
started writing
people said i was
a computer and not
a real human being..
that has
changed..
TG..!
Happy
SUN
DAY..
and i’ve really
enjoyed hanging
out with you the last
couple of days.. and yeah..
sure.. i needed a break away
from my current year long
milestone of making a poem
out of every poem on dVerse
for an entire
year..
just
’cause
i can..
F.. competitions..
and goals.. i just
wanna
do iT..
like the
Goddess
of Victory..
Nike says..
now in
bare
feet
of me..
Love ya..
Shawna Baby..
hope you girls had
a great night out!..:)

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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/19/dance-of-the-magick-flute/

Ah.. humans.. not unlike fleas.. sucking the blood out
of an animal they cannot fully see.. gigoid..
yes.. if the dog dies.. weE
humans who culturAlly
have removed ourselves
from our kiNd and courAge
ape ways.. WiLL suffer
the way
of bees
without
a hive..
the insects
we are now.. poisoned
slowly now as well by the
same cultural ways iroNically
that are killing the
truly
winged
and buzzing
ones.. free too…
Anyway.. i’ve being
seeing/feeling more of THE DOG
lately.. and pretty sure ALL THAT
IS THAT DOG HaS iT aLL LAID OUT
AS iS AS ALwAYS NOW..
what we do not see
can both save us
or kill uS.. now..
better to come
back home
than..
to lose
the dog forever..
at least
now..
i respect the blood..
i respect the dog..
particularly.. when
the dog is real
and the dog
most people
worship does
not even give them blood.. ironic isn’t it.. the
Native Americans who sTiLL exist.. live peacefully
with the dog as those who before did too..
i don’t wanna
be a cowboy..
so i return
NOW as
INDIAN..
LOVEnow
THE REAL
AMERICAN
OLD
New
World
STYLE..:)

SMiLes my friend.. just getting
back from a 9 or so mile
Super-Walmart
Jaunt
in dance..
and it’s nice
to be free.. iS aLL..
ALL that crap from culture
that iS simply crap… iS so far
gone in my past now..
aLL iS left
is the
5 year
old me..
now before
Kindergarten..
and sure.. a little
more.. except
for ALL the lies
of culture… more
specifically.. politics..
religion iN fundamentalist
ways.. and All that holds
human back
from getting
back to Nature
BalanCinG now..
it’s possible
but until
people
realize they
are no more special
than the other animals
who inhabit this planet..
including trees.. plants..
and even
a gRain
of Sand
and less..
they are doomed
to a life of discontent..
misery and suffering..
Nature doesn’t
lie and neither
do humans
with they
live by
THE REAL
GOD OF NATURE
WHO WILL HAVE
HER WAY OF WHATEVER
IS
IS NOW..:)

Ah.. one of my favorite efforts of one year ago..
of course.. along the lines of the
Magic Flute
as well..
with
this epic
music from
the dreams
of my DNA
Sioux
and
Cherokee
Crazy Horse
Dance and
sure.. the
rest
of me..
FREE iN
the beat of the niGht
around a campfire
moonlit night
hugging
the grass
of God at
midnight..
and the Sun
iN the mid-day
sand.. no different..
than a free cat
at night or
day..
one with
Nature..
wheRe
never
was..
is
or
will
be any
separation
from THE REAL
GOD OF NATURE
THAT IS UNDEFEATABLE
BY ANY HUMAN BEING WHETHER
LEADER OF THE WORLD.. THE CHURCH..
OR PROPHETS OF OLD OR NEW..
GOD IS FREE
and the
true and
liGht
of uS are
NOW.. and sure
the Mayans are Indians
too.. and tHeir rules rule ART
over uS aS free iN touch
with God whether
some of uS
see/feel
the reality
of change
in the air
since 2013,,
now or not..
ha.. even Justin
Bieber has that
one figured out..
never
juSt a book
by its cover..
age.. or looks..
there is always deeper
oceans in the soUl of WE
who set ourselves free though
much challenge.. dArkness
and yes.. truth and liGht…

HA.. the beat
iS coming back
and we who are iN
the Feel and know oF
IT WILL NOT BE DEFEATED..
wE are all Indigenous Indians
of God
when
we
REMember
and are
reborn
aGaiN…
don’t miss
out.. seriously
with no jest.. its
simple.. just come
back to Nature that
iS God and Human FREE..
but you have to leave first..:)

5594

Okay.. crap.. i’m having a bit of an identity crisis.. issue..
i was all set to be Yoda.. doing my Super-Walmart dance..
while Katrina and her two sisters.. who are fixin’ to be
Great Aunts and a Great Grandma.. are doing all
that baby shopping.. getting ready for more
baby showers as always the case with
her side of the family it seems.. yes..
extremely reproductively fit.. anyway..
Katrina’s anniversary present was an Infinity tattoo..
that her sisters decided to get too.. and my Anniversary
present and the source of today’s identity crisis.. is.. ugh..
just what i need.. a much bigger pen.. yes.. an Incredible
Hulk pen..is just what i need to write even more..
i’m currently going back and forth from Yoda..
to something else.. could be Werewolf.. yes..
it is almost the full moon.. in a day or so..
or yes.. Incredible Hulk.. but more
likely a hybrid of
SOMETHiNG..;)

5747

Ah.. the answers to the world’s problems are not
those of the world in essence as the God of
Nature aLL Free has already supplied those
answers when iN balance
oF human Nature..
simply by moving..
connecting.. and creating
by giving more than taking
otherwise known as Love
in its greaTest courAge
and kiNd way
as Unconditional..
i have studied this issue
as much as i can born without
a mask.. and taking the mask off
again.. as much as possible to get
all awakened and enlightened as such..
but here’s the thing.. to be born naked
without the clothes of culture does
literally mean that too..
to go back to
our prehistory
and understand
what iT iS that makes
human beings tick as flea
iN God of Nature
God given
human
Nature..
as wRite now..
culture.. iS overall..
a labyrinth of iNsane
from birth taking uS
way.. way.. way out
oF human being
Nature Balance..
to
move
connect
and create
and give more
iN sharing than
taking wiTh other
humans and the
rest of Nature..
it’s not hard
to do
when
one
iS loving
and loved
iN return..
and yes..
possible
to do by loving
much more than giving
but Love iS a balanced way
for most folks iN reciprocal
social human communication
too.. hmm.. face to face iS sure
the evolutionary way.. but sign
language like Facebook and other
social media will work somewhat
okay for both a blind person
and a semi-robot human
being in four
walls.. a ceiling
in front of a flat
screen computer
all day long and
most of the
night
too…
so how does an insanely
large population of human
beings.. only evolutionary suited
to around 150 to 200 sets of eyes
who moves.. connects.. and creates
best in small groups and villages like
this adapt again.. well.. here’s the deal..
all the tools of human ranging from
sticks to scratch alphabets
in sands to spears
to atomic bombs
are part of
Nature too..
an extension
yes.. but never the less
moving.. connecting and
creating new.. farther reach
of human eyes and hands
and bRains
as well
and not
so well too..
but alas the dArk
and liGht are ALL pARt
of the mix too.. pain
iS weakness leaving
the body.. and
it is also
muse
for
pleasure
too.. so it all
comes out in a
dark chocolate
and vanilla shake
of what is known
fully as culture
now.. from
Katy Perry’s Dark
Horse.. to that Super
Collider thingy.. trying
to find the God Particle
of God as Nature too now..
Prehistoric human beings
from the artifacts of record
shared iT aLL as
similar primitives
do now.. iN much
smaller group
cultures..
who move.. connect
and create iN giving
at least as much
as taKing..
so iN A way..
as strange as it may
seem.. that is what Social
Media does.. with increasing
nomadic pair bonding groups
with small to smaller
families searching an
entire nation for
subsistence
traveling
where
the meat
and vegetables
can still be obtained..
and OMG.. with stuff like
PORN.. there is a “Bonobo
Hand Shake” iN the reality
of the majority of humans
super sexed need for
variety in
reducing
frustration..
aggression
and violence..
and even potential
wars.. for those
more sex
charged
human
beings..
yeah.. it’s just
a keyboard
and hand
and fingers
away.. a little colder
than flesh and blood but
still way hot enough to get
the job of cooling off done..
and it doesn’t matter
what the local
or church
norm
says..
God will
have her way
with most of us..
if we do not repress
or get oppressed iN how
God creates one of God’s
sexiest creatures oF aLL
the human
horny
bEinG..
let’s not lie
to ourselves
it is the truth
and liGht from
below
to
above..
all engorged
as such.. as living
passionate human
being free as God
will have us
WHEN FREE..
and the truth is as
science is starting to show..
porn reduces the frequency
of actual intercourse.. no sHit
sheRlock.. it’s hard to do the
wild thing with
hands and
fingers
fully
employed..
and the fact of Nature iS
theRe are too many human
beings taking way more than
they give on this planet..
and a first world
reality
is
with greater
technology..
population
goes
down..
and up too but
not in and out
as much as
it were and is..
as there is more
to do than the work
of the night of the primitives
and plenty of technology to
fill iN the empty
spaces
oF what
flesh and blood
does when truly free..
in the foRest of bountiful
existence.. all balanced as such..
wheRe the experiment of human
being iS eventually going.. iS beyond
any human prophecy now.. as iT is
an experiment that has never
been tried before in the
history books yet..
and there iS
a synergy of neurons
holding hands together
and humans as well across
global borders.. that has and
will make Quantum leaps of
logic into Art oF heARt of
human being.. yes..
exciting times
wE liVe iN
and
NatUre aka
God still has her
hands fully in the
pie of human being..
change stARts at the
heARt level of human
being.. and as we hold
hands stronger togeTheR..
WeLL.. the sky iS no longer
the limit.. as
history
already
shows..
with
lunar
and other
landings.. now..
the Universe within
though.. is a largely uncharted
territory of science recorded history
and that’s the pARt.. i for one continue
to explore and enjoy most as
after all
i’m more
than a tool..
i’m a sacred
fool too.. brave
enough to step out
of the parameters
and back
into
what
came before..
F R E E and
BORN AGAIN..
kinda like a
perfect
storm..
if ‘you’ WiLL..
as we all feel..
in practice.. storms
are not ‘perfect’ they
kinda rave or rage on..
and are free to become
whatever iT iS they
end and begin
being
now..
climates
change.. nature
and human sAMe..:)

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Typical.. after Catholic Church..
26th Anniversary photo of husband
and wife.. and yes.. of course there is
a living doll in ‘this photo’..wink emoticon

Second Doll gift
from our friend
at church for the doll..;)

Oh yeah.. and it was hilarious..
when the fill-in priest asks
who has an anniversary
or a birthday.. where i
am the only one to raise
my hand and stand up.. in
the entire Temple Church
and i say.. “My Wife Katrina
and i.. are celebrating our
26th anniversary TODAY”..
and time my comeback just
right.. in my usual echoing
booming.. voice.. NOW..
and i say.. “YES..
she is also
26 years old”
as well.. BD.. wise..;)

Interesting story.. the ‘RIsen’ one.. and it was
a lot like the New Star Wars movie..
per the storm trooper
human archetype
of the villain
becoming
hero..
anyway
that’s all i’ll say..
as not to be the spoiler
for the end of the show..
as the end of the show part
is in a book anyway.. but just
not the main character of the
story whose perspective the
entire story is told from..
a brand new fictional
character named
Clavius..
a Roman
Tribune for the
‘dark force’.. as
it were.. then as well..:)

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Well.. in ‘this one’.. “Assembled Without Instructions” is inspiration
enough for me to write a Novel.. but that’s not coming ’till around
April.. for the third installment of that..
but yes.. how sad it is that human
beings are Assembled With
Instructions.. as the rest of
Nature innately.. instinctually..
and intuitively practices life
free without sidewalks
of hell
binding
them down
to concrete purgatories
of what came before..
stick to the
rules robot
or you’ll
get in
social acceptance
trouble and that means
starvation.. no mates
and stuff like
that as
social
animals innately..
need each other to
get the meat
and vegetables
of life.. all in one
soup of life
a cross
a fire..
anyway.. it’s sad
when folks become
paperback books.. or hard
covers too.. but pearls
of wisdom.. i’ll take
that pARt by
mouth
or
book.. as some
stuff is truly worth
reading again and again..
the gift of all the historic pearls
of wisdom you provide here.. my
friend.. gigoid.. in ways of life..
not just
nouns
and labels
for men to worship
and say they have the
last word of the God of
Mother Nature true and liGht now..
as well as dArk and fAiry tales too..
but alas.. myths are the hyperbole..
to market the meat
of the products
and without
that.. it would
be harder to
get the vehicles
and vessels that house
truth and liGht that have traveled
this far.. in written and oral tradition
of story taling.. dArk and liGht WhOLE..
Anyway.. yes.. may the metaphorse
be with ya.. friend gigoid.. as long
as it rides
free.. iN
ALLNOW..
wITh Love and
KiND In couraGe..
like Cindafella might say..;)

Well.. as a side note here..
even behind on two dVerse
prompts from last Tuesday
and Thursday.. ‘this post’
is becoming monstrously
long.. and i am ravageD
tiRed from now celebrating
our anniversary weekend..
including 9 or so miles of
dance walk on Saturday..
14 or so today..
and even
a movie
at the local
theater tonight..
so.. i’m gonna sleep
on it.. and try to get
this one published tomorrow
morning.. and then move on
to dVerse in the comments
section of that post..
as yes.. i do need
my cindafella
beauty sleep..
now..
and then..
and now..
aGaiN..:)

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Back at 8:50 am..
2222016.. and in reviewing
the photos from yesterday.. i see
i have surpassed the 100K photo number
since the end of August 2013.. over a course
of 30 months.. which averages out to 3333.33
photos per month.. and just coming up to 5,000
miles of Dance Walking.. of which i will provide a
celebratory post just for that number.. when it comes..
averaging 166.66 miles a month.. and yes.. i love
synchronicity of numbers.. more inspiration..
to write about milestone numbers
of which i am now averaging
in the last thirty months at 100K
words a month.. have sloWed
down iN more condensed
poeTry flow as hard as
that may be to believe
from my narrative flow..
at the Wrong Planet in
the 8 million or so words
i wrote there and other
online sites.. for around 11
million total words aLL now..
since.. November 26.. 2010..
when the numbers flow like
this.. in ones.. threes
and sixes.. sTill now..
and yes.. i’ve practicAlly
shaRed aLL the photos and
miles online since August
of 2013.. additionAlly..
since the end of
July.. 2013.. around
the 22nd.. standing
on Navarre beach
with my wife.. when
i miraculously recovered
from 19 life threatening illnesses..
in synergy that even some of the
professionals who were religious
leaning.. affirmed was an actual
miracle of the modern
day of what is seen
in the
professional
world of human
maladies.. now..
so.. sure.. i went
from not being able
to go into a store for 66 months
to solo dancing in front of a crowd
of hundreds who are my junior
by three decades or so.. then and
now at Old Seville Quarter.. for 98 weeks..
and yes.. also doing that aLL so free iN
dance iN public everywhere i go with
zero social anxiety.. whereas.. before..
i was overwhelmed with social
anxiety and agoraphobia
to the max..
and yes i have
shared scores of videos now..
as well.. that are minuscule in number..
iN comparison to the voyeur video
artists with their smart phones.. who
have captured me everywhere i go
in public in the last 30 months to
dance.. haha.. my Paparazzi..
as hell no.. there ain’t
no one else dancing
in public but
me in a metro
area of several
hundred thousand
folks in patriarchal
footloose purgatory..
more or less.. so it’s
like capturing Rare Birds
or Jaguars or something
of that crazy nature.. hehe..
to share aLL over
Facebook..
as i always
hear.. i saw
you on Facebook
man.. you are famous..
hehe.. i’m not famous..
’cause they don’t know
my name.. and that’s
the way i like iT
baby.. the dancing
guy is now enough..
the other
name they say..
Legend.. is much
better.. as Legends WiLL
not be trapped iN cAges
oF
human
bEing
culture..
iN fame hell..
i roam free now..
under the Guidance
of the God of Nature
earning no money
but free.. now2..
as inherited and
continuAlly
experienced now
and improved by
by uS.. and i’m
gonna cut that
facebook collage
that i was talking about
way earlier in this post
to only months now.. instead
of years then.. as the history
of my soUl continues
to grow iN other
paths.. as
WeLL..
oN thiS
post now
wheRe mY soUl
iS now here as no
history
@
aLL..
wheRe every
now is an
anniversary
oF
LIFe
riSinG
alWays
NOW..:)

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Moving through a life of extreme challenge
as well as extreme gifts.. is very interesting..
and cold dark hell..
when not at all..
as death
iN life..
the opening video
of this post illustrates where
i live in moving photos very well..
showing the inner
walls of most
fundamentalist
Christian churches
i have visited as well..
where there is a certain
entitlement of having
access to words
that means
that one
is above
all
the rest
of humankind
where Muslims
and Buddhists
and Atheists..
and all the rest
who are not the chosen
ones of ‘us’ are gonna go
to that fiery eternal damnation
place for the rest of eternity..
but the thing is..
they.. for the
most pArt
are already
there and are totally
unaware that they are
iN hell now.. as the window
to heaven is clouded with
words.. to feel heaven just..
now in senses.. emotions..
and human sensuality is no
myth or fairy tale of a man
God or the last
prophet..
or anyone
else.. it is God..
yes.. THE God
of Nature’s gift to
those of us who find
iT aGaiN.. from birth
away from
cultural..
religious..
and political
lies that are all
truly politics as all of
these seek manmade
order.. away from the
God of Nature
free..
the thing that pisses me off most..
about cultures.. religions.. politics
and yes.. even philosophy
away from Nature
that is from
head to toe..
inside outside.. yes..
above so below and
up again.. all around..
iS that it iS aLL human slavery..
and as i remember my most favorite
part of the movie “The Ten Commandments”..
coming again in cultural TV as it has since
i was a little boy.. is Moses.. totAlly
away from culture.. politics..
religion.. and philosophy..
saying the simple statement
that if there is a God that God
would have no human slaves and
all would be free.. yet that is precisely
what both the Muslim and Christian
religions continued to do for centuries..
holding humans captive as slaves giving
them less credit for being one
of God’s children
as all creatures
are free..
Karma is real..
there is no doubt about that
to me.. now.. as i have experienced
the darKest and liGhTest pArts of Karma
from A to Z and more of me with God
of Nature together
as the force
we are
iN yes..
both dARk
and liGht..
but what i know for sure iS thiS..
any separation from God.. iN taKinG
any pArt of God as Whole as less
than the other.. is the
true highway
to HeLL for
human being..
juSt my learn-
ED oPiniOn oF
what i experience
oF GoD ALL NOW..
but what i KNow/FEeL.. iS..
the more i give in liGht the more
i receive iN liGht back from GOD..
and devolving back into dArk WiLL
surely bRinG more dArk to my liFe..
action.. consequence.. it’s the way
of Nature.. bRing another human
being down or other pARt of
Nature.. iN any way
and bRing
yourself
down
even
lower
and even
to REAL hell.. but each
human over the course of
God’s eternity now.. WiLL have
to practice that lesSon themselves
between they and God alone ALLONE..
and theRe ain’t no verse gonna save
’em now.. until
they find
the free
verse
of
GOD
WIThin
that requires
no words at all..
and it don’t matter
what they label themselves
with.. from Atheist to Priest..
God is no word
alone
God iS
ALLONE
FREE as
uS
when
we free
ourselves NOW
alive and risen as
God’s children once more
and nowforevermore as
now is the only
eternity
tHere
iS..NOW..
to put iT oFF..
iS to never
fiNd
iT..
@ALL..:)

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