that King Tut had with the congenitally fused vertebrae..
in the neck..
Mine is T6..
My right shoulder is smaller than
my left shoulder too..
a part of ‘Klippel Feil syndrome2’
let’s just
say
the left accommodates the right for me…
and I am still right handed or both!
But!
The part I like best is my RIGHT fist looks like a SNAKE HEAD..
And my LEFT fist looks like a very small sphinx…
and/or RAM HEAD..
Did?
I mention i have the smallest male little finger of all!
That’s what makes the rest of the arm look kinda..
bigger than usual..
if you will…
But..
Here’s to ‘business’ at ‘hand’…
A toast to you..
if you will..
instead of ‘fists’…
And just a reminder FIRST!
THAT ADVERSITY IS KING TUT..
Yeah..
He weighs about
100Lbs2..
Yet he IS revered
for his
‘special strengths’ anyway3…
This is a blog link i found through a shared link from ‘an autistic internet friend’…
It brings back many memories of youth..
and the lifelong challenges that continue to this day…
I often save comments i make here..
as
sometimes the letters, numbers, songs, music, lyrics, photos, moving pictures and other symbols are the only friends that i find ‘who’ will not let me down..
as even though my intentions are always what i view as positive in total effect…
some people view them much differently…
and i understand i can be a challenge..
but it is just me..
that is all..
i am older now..
and freer to once again express the nature that i was born with more fully now..
i am truly free again as i was when i was a child before entering the world of conformity in school and work…
YOu see as a person with a mountain of reciprocal social communication..
CHALLENGES
This IS what eventually results for ME after decades of adversity and adaptation to whatever comes..
And this will also be an introduction to my next post called ‘Rainman and Sunshine’ that will be in total effect only ‘a visionary expression’ of poetry or prose..
if you will..
I Am planning on ‘Wisdom of the Ancients’..
next..
but the ‘visions’ must come 1st..
I guess…
But i digress..
Here is the comment i made to the link first..
Before the ‘visionary experience of poetry and prose’…
As an Autistic male with the Asperger’s variety mixed in with the nonverbal..called PDDNOS in the US..
Now described as Autistic Spectrum Disorder…
This resonates with me…
That’s what it’s like to grow up different like this…
I learned my angry face and stare to off put the laughs off my unsteady gait..
with little care for my outward appearance and no desire to live anywhere but my mind…
WElL..
I have a really angry face…
now..
That I can show the world..
But inside I have the smiling face that I had when I was a child and first went to school..
That the other boys told me I could not share..
as that was gay…
My other challenge is i was a boy that looked like a girl…
YOu see..
Androgyny is common among ‘higher functioning’…
Autistic children..
There is even research now that backs up this common anecdotal story that you will see repeated over and over on sites for Autistic people..
’the higher functioning’ kind..
On Websites like Wrong Planet…
But ‘better’ yet..
There is also research that shows that these same children when they grow older retain higher levels of DHA resulting in a life long..
Even into middle age appearance of youth and strength..
Did I mention i AM 53..?
Proof of THIS is in my photography…
I learnmy verbal language through a sing song pattern of lyrical notes of voice and now I learn to write in the same sing song pattern of lyrical notes..
It’s like poetry without rhyme some times..
if you will..
It’s willality too as i now make words freely that suit my autistic nature2…
Oh! did i mention i incorporate numbers2?
as they are my friends too..
Like letters and other symbols that match the ‘hyperlexic’ nature of my mind…
with the Echolalia too2…
This is what the future Freddy sounds like from 1964..
When he could not talk or write..
Only read..
Real..
really really fast and get all the input..
and the output..
was missing then..
But oh! no! not now..
as I found an accommodation through IT..
and have written over 6 million words on the internet…
on over 13 sites..
on my ‘gravatar profile’..
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
or
katiemiafrederick…
Along with visual and auditory expression through moving pictures..
photos..
song..
and anything goes..
if you will..
I write..
I visualize..
i output now…
I invite to you to read my blogs..
and various other mediums for expression2..
i don’t belong anywhere..
i am the invisible man..
not many..
if anyone..
fully understand me still…
my output that is…
Oh!
But!
You can be assured that your son!
And other ‘quiet’ Autistic people know much..
MUCH…
more than meets ‘they..’ ‘eye’..
Autistic people can be slow bloomers..
but sometimes when they finally…
bloom..
They literally explode..
Like a 6 pointed star..
if you will…
BUT first!
Here is a little mood music by Rhianna..
That is extra kool..
Kkause JAY-Z talks about Rainman and little Ms. Sunshine2…
And the ‘Chi’ energy of Rhianna’s dancing produces the visual image of a RA-
M
In the muscles of her well developed Female back..
And the song..
‘The Invisible Man’
by
Queen and Freddy Mercury..
As
when I move like this through ‘Super Walmart’..
NOW…
the
Adults don’t acknowledge that they ‘see’ me..
But!
The Kids join in on all the ‘fun’
If you will..
They still live in ‘heaven’..
LIKE
ME
NOW!
And my birthday in the middle of GEmini..
@66/1960…
12/16
37
10
1
ALONG WITH MY ‘SPECIAL’ NAME..
AND NUMEROLOGY…
TELLS
ME
TO
TELL YOU..
YOU CAN SHARE THAT2!
THAT IS ALL..
THE CHALLENGE FOR ME !
IS!
TO TAKE YOU THERE!
OMG!
I HAVE NOT GIVEN UP!
YET!
i like structure and routine..
My new ‘AUTISTIC’ routine and structure ‘INSISTS’
THAT I MAKE A NEW ‘SPECIAL’
post
for the D-verse poetry International Poetry club
by
2 pm central time
each Tuesday…
IT’S SATURDAY
THE 21ST
SEPTEMBER
2013..
IT’S THE 24 ANNIVERSARY
221/2013
5/6
11
2
OF MY WIFE AND I’S CONSUMMATION
OF OUR MARRIAGE
BEFORE WE GOT MARRIED
ON
221/90
5/9
14
5
(yeah..i know too much information..AND all of that)
BUT!
I LOVE STRUCTURE AND ROUTINE..
MY GRANDFATHER WASIS AN ‘XCATHOLICK’
PRIEST!
I
GUESS!
I
GOT !
THAT!
FROM!
HIM..
WHAT CAN I SAYY..
ANYWAY MY ‘RICH’ UNCLE BOB INVITED ME TO CELEBRATE
HIS AND HIS SON’S BIRTHDAY AND SOME OTHER THINGS..
SO!
I
WILL
PUBLISH NOW!
AND THE REST OF THIS POST WILL GRADUALLY
FORM
BY TUESDAY
224/2013
8/6
14
5
@
2PM…
THE PHOTO FLOW IF YOU WILL..AND OTHER THINGS
INSTEAD OF WORDS..
SORRY! IF YOU DON’T HAVE A FAST COMPUTER!
BUT!
IF YOU GET HERE BEFORE THE MULTIMEDIA EXPLOSION
YOU CAN AT LEAST READ THIS!
if you will…
1..2..5..5..
13
4
Well…
I am not going to finish the ‘Rainman and Sunshine’ part of this post…
until tonight..
The atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia also affected my right ear where I could not listen..
to music or even any human voices for about 5 years2..
without extreme discomfort…
So I have an..
appointment to make my car radio a new one with really good sound..
@bestbuy today..to really really celebrate..the fact that I can hear now2..
I love music..did i mention that..yeah i think I did..
But it is probably just..
as
well..that i post this at d-verse poetry club..at 2 as is..
As..the multimedia still to come…will certainly slow down the loading fun..
But if you are really curious..
they are all in my Flickr feed on my katiemiafrederick.com Word Press Blog…
My sister says they are good..i’m not so sure as every visual image is really good for me now..that I can fully use my eyes..
But I’ll take her word for IT..as she never lies either on purpose..just like me…
It is not in our blood..if you will..
And beyond this all the really really deep thoughts are in the..
comments section as I have been doing for some time now..
As I have been told..
that
some of that can cause headaches..do no harm and all of that..
I guess…
Please view at your own discretion…
Smiles..not to be afraid of..only what I see in my opinion as truth..will..love..light and all..
that..
STUFFF…
I like that word..I stole it from White Pearl..
hehe…
I can be..
mischievous2.
But if you are waiting for the whole blog show post tonight..here is my human anthem..
for what ‘my feels’..
like to me knownow..
If the boy in the video is not autistic..I guess he doesn’t know it yet..maybe…but he will.. see that too someday.. maybe…
I hate things out of balance..
There is also a feminine side to me too..
I am no longer..
shy..
so I can prove it..
Here is me in my mini shirt..before I took all the pictures yesterday..
Haha..I can make fun of myself2.
Well i guess i am running behind or ahead..
But i feel I am still moving in a flowed direction..
if you will…
I usually get 2 hours of sleep but got 6 last night and feel extra charged today..
So I am going to work out at 7 am instead of 7 pm…
I look for inspiration everywhere..
in this life..
and..
Discount no resource!
Miley Cyrus!
is
an inspiration to me..
As
I understand the repression of the background of the
culture she grew up in…
She is completely free in the liberty of our country to express herself!
No matter what others think!!
She owes no one!
but
herself!
This is what makes America GReat!
And this is why I still feel patriotism of those pictures on the NAVY BASE!
913/2013…
13/6
46
10
1
This post IS dedicated mostly to myMaternal Grandmother
born on913/1903..
13/13
44
8
1
My Maternal Grandmother IS Fearless Love..
My Maternal Grandfather is barefooted Hobo..
My Paternal Grandmother IS Fearless Businesswoman..
My Paternal Grandfather IS Fearless Intellect..
My Mother is Love..
My Father Is Fearless..
I am all of these things as they are what they are…
This is the gift from the ancestors…
always making in parts the total ingredients of ONE…
The gifts of them travel always with me…
and now in these words too..in this new E-World
…2
as I will have no children…
as far as I knowNOW…
continuing physical feat on this planet earth…
and again my born day..
66/1960
12/16
37
10
1
LIFEISMATH2tootwo
911/2013
11/6
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8
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13/6
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10
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…esrev-INU eht ni erehwemos tnemmoc modnar rehtona tsuJustTS another random comment somewhere in the UNI-verse…
2nosrep eno tsael ta ot detcennoc i wonk yllanif i em llet sreat ruoYour tears tell me I finally know I connected to at least one person2
rof reat A tear for
4 or 3 eMe3 or 4
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FOR ONE INFINITY
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INFINITY ONE
?yrc srebmun oDo numbers cry?
!od ip seYes pi do!
!sseldne yeHTHey endless!
?evoLove?
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GOD ONE INFINITY
The beach pictured here is not only a beautiful place of paradise..
IT IS also one knownow formed through nature’s forces in the early 2K’s when the powerful i Letter 9 storm IVAN in 2003 damaged the dunes and primed them for the most powerful storm of ever in total damages done in the US gulf coast the powerful K letter 11 storm KATRINA in 2004 along with a mighty punch from the D letter 5 storm DENNIS…
IN THE 7 MONTH JULY WITH the other two in September for the 9 Month…
My reverse naturally reading mind found IT amusing that the two storms that directly impacted my house..IVAN..DENNIS..IS..NAVI..SINNED…
Did the US NAVY MAKE some kind of SIN to deserve THIS…
likely not as Hurricanes are only here to cool the beautiful mother earth from severe hot summers for the balance that IS…
Pious preachers too busy blaming IT on HOmosexual lifestyles in NEworleans…
2even take notice @those backward words…
and even so…
…WAR…
is Usually seen as SUPER Kool.. if one
will..by fundamentalist leaning folks in the US…
SO SO sad…
THINKING when A WAR IS NOT JUSTIFIED…
but they ARE all on the BUSH bandwagon…
for A ‘little’ LIE for the true extent AND EXPANSE of defense warrantING contingencies…
The ‘FOLKS’ PLANNING ‘911’
…11…
obviously well aware of the domino
…effect…
of the true US psyche overall…
The cold hard dark reality is 911 as horrible as IT IS Leading to…
World Peace noW..IN TOTAL EFFECT……
IT allowS an almost impossible phenomenon to happen in the US…
An African American President with a Muslim origin name becomeS…
LEADer of the free world for ultimate PEACE as far as peace can be in this very…
sometimes brutal world…
The signs of greater love and light are everywhere…
IN
global NEw WoRld OrDER…
IS NOWone fast approaching…
Even World WAR II and Hitler are the ingredients ever so dark..
to make this totality in greater worldwide peace..
a real and present potential of reality..
For those fortunate enough!
to Share IT…
All will not…
BUT…
IT…
IS the
PRICE OF TOTAL FReedom…
Potential for WORLD PEACE…
TRUE WILL LOVE…
Where some people will never see that LIGHTLOVE…
mosTunfortunately…
THE HIGHEST TOTAL EFFECT OF TRUE PEACE ON THIS BEAUTIFUL EARTH!
LOVElightLOVEs!!ii..i
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Hope you enjoy this most amazing beach where
the Hurricanes have fully
opened
the
horizons of EAST..NORTH..WEST..SOUTH
ALL
a
most beautiful place of PARADISE…
of
EARTHASONE..
And here are two OF THE most beautiful earth music peacefulpieces
EL LEH M A THE LE M A N AMAN..
ELLEHMATHELEMANAMAN…
EL LEH M A THE LE M A N AMAN..
ELLEHMATHELEMANAMAN…
EL LEH M A THE LE M A N AMAN..
Life’s a bitch and then you die…
Life’s a beach and then you live
Life’s a bitch and then you die…
Life’s a beach and then you live
LivesWaves
WavesLives
Life’sWaves
Wave’sLifes
PoetryISGOD
GODISPoetry
Live you sees
Seas you live
GODISOCEAN
OCEANISGOD
Ride the Wave
Wave the Ride
WILLIS
ISWIILL
LIGHTIS
ISLIGHT
LIGHTISLOVE
LOVEISLIGHT
DARKISNIGHT
NIGHTISDARK
GODISLOVE
LOVEISGOD
Questions
FireAway
Questions
AwayFire
EVILIVE
LIVEVIL
DEVILIVED
LIVEDEVIL
WONOW
ONEIS
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LIGHT
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THGiLIWT
ZONENOZ
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One Becomes love..
Love becomes one..
One Being Love..
Love Being One..
One is love
Love is one
OneLove
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GODIS
LOVE
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Information below on Aleister Crowley reblogged from ‘Cabrogal’..
One of these men was the most evil person who ever lived. But that was before Peter Singer was born.
“Love and do as you will” – St Augustine
“Love is the law, love under will” – Aleister Crowley
“Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law.” – Aleister Crowley
“Oh Lord, grant me chastity and continence, but not yet.” – St Augustine
Aleister Crowley gets some bad press, much of it generated by him.
Apparently proud to declare that his mother saw him as The Beast he adopted the number 666 as his own.
Openly bisexual at a time when homosexuality was not only illegal but something that horrified polite society, Crowley promoted sex magick – particularly gay sex magick – as a path to ultimate truth. He made no secret of his post-Nietzschian contempt for Christianity, famously remarking “One would go mad if one took the Bible seriously; but to take it seriously one must be already mad”.
It’s little wonder the tabloids of his time dubbed him ‘the wickedest man in the world’ and ‘the most evil man who ever lived’ – titles he reveled in.
But when he wasn’t trying to shock the prudes or engaging in outrageous self-promotion Creepy Crowley was actually a pretty serious and thoughtful religious scholar. It’s even possible he was a true mystic, though given his dedication as a student and talent as an actor it seems equally possible he was faking it.
What many would find particularly surprising is that Crowley was no slouch as a moral philosopher either. Many of his ethical aphorisms – such as “The Way of Mastery is to break all the rules; but you have to know them perfectly before you can do this” – are designed to shock as much as to enlighten, but throughout his writings you can see the influences of Aristotle, Spinoza, Hobbes, Hume, Kant, Bentham, Mill and, of course, Nietzsche. There are probably many others I am too ill-educated to spot.
At it’s core, Crowley’s professed morality resembles no others more than it does that of St Augustine of Hippo (cue the outraged cries of 1.2 billion Catholics).
If you know anything at all about Aleister Crowley you would know that the ethics of his home-brewed religion, Thelema, boil down to “Do what thou wilt”, but this is not the same as “just do anything”. He believed that the most important endeavour in the life of an individual is to discover his or her “True Will” and to follow it … err … religiously.
True Will to Crowley is a combination of calling, destiny and the mode of action that brings one most in harmony with nature. In this it is very similar to the Hindu fundamental moral concept of dharma. By acting in perfect accord with his True Will, the Master is not only maximising his own spiritual potential, but minimising the amount of harm he does to others.
True Will is something completely individual. It cannot be learned from a book or a guru – each must find her own True Will. In that, Crowley was a complete moral relativist.
And you know something?
I think he was right.
Morality can only arise from the moral agent herself.
If you are following an external rule or prescription you are not really acting morally, you have handed your agency to someone or something else and have become an ethical automaton. And how can you possibly know if that external authority is ethical at all – it is only your own heart you can see into.
When the Buddha entered the town of Kesaputta he was mobbed by the local people – the Kalamas – who wanted to know the best way to behave. Kesaputta was on a popular pilgrimage route and many devout holy men had passed through, each preaching his own particular path to enlightenment with it’s attendant ethical precepts and each contradicting the teachings of the others. As you might imagine this left the Kalamas somewhat confused and in their confusion they thought the best thing they could do was ask yet another holy man for the answer.
A whole village load of straight men for Buddha! Ananda must have felt greatly relieved.
“Don’t listen to what everyone tells you”, the Buddha told them, “Don’t believe the hype or swallow the word on the street. Don’t go along with what the authorities say. Don’t just do what your forefathers did or let yourself be fooled by the nonsense in holy books. Don’t believe in natural laws or anything else taken as a given. And don’t kid yourself you know it all or can reason it out. Don’t hang on celebrity endorsements or self-help manuals and ignore those pompous prats who claim to have a direct line to God. If you want to know what to do, you’ve gotta ask yourself. You’re the only one who knows what’s right for you. But you have to ask yourself very carefully and thoroughly. And it’s probably a good idea to start by considering what wise folk say and whether it may also apply to you. If you’re wise that is.”
Aleister Crowley couldn’t have put it better himself.
Like Augustine – or Hindu bhaktis – Crowley believed that perfect love was the perfect guide to human behaviour. But perfect anything probably is. Perfect contemplation, perfect dedication, perfect concentration even perfect hedonism – all will eventually lead to the realisation that all is one and to disrespect anything is to disrespect yourself.
Of course perfection in anything is pretty tricky to pull off, so the best most of us can do is struggle futilely towards it. Near enough isn’t really good enough but as near as you can possibly get is good enough for you.
Strive towards your own level of competence, don’t think you can exceed it by aping the competence of others.
OK, I’ve bombarded you with truisms – just as Aleister did – but do I have any practical advice?
Probably not. I only know what works for me.
But one thing that does work for me is to try to be aware that every decision is a moral decision, and every thought is a decision – or at least it should be. If you can’t even decide what to think there’s probably not much point trying to work out how to behave.
So you need to be mindful of your own mind. Be as aware as you can of every instant of your existence and everything that impinges upon it. Act in harmony with your own nature and what nature presents to you – because they are really one in the same.
Hey, did I say perfection was easy?
But if you’re really paying attention to the moment you simply haven’t got time to be worrying about what the law is or what the Bible says or what the neighbours might think. Or even what you think.You’re too busy living your life. Your life as a moral being.
And you know what?
It all works itself out.
It’s been doing that for a long time already, even without all your moralising and anguishing about it.
You don’t improve yourself with morality, you improve your morality by improving yourself.
You can’t act morally, you can only be moral.
You don’t follow a morality, you live it.
So get out there and start being the only thing you’re perfect at being.
You.
Even if it means you’re being a perfect fool.
This is the end of the very informative and well written blog post by my friend Cabrogal from Australia…who often participates in discussions on White Pearl’s website about philosophy, religion, and many other various topics of specials interests…He has a form of Autism similar as I do…as he reported there on White Pearl’s website…White Pearl is a young Muslim woman from Pakistan…
KMF…haHa reminds me of KFC…Hehe…(Kentucky Fried Chicken..not original style..if you will)….?HUH!HEH?..
Learn about…Thelema..if you will…or if
you like..
The writings of Aleister Crowley…
the JOKER..
of the 20th Century.. http://www.thelema101.com
MORE..
TO COME…
IF ONE
WILLS
ONE’S..
will
one
.
LOVE
WILL
TRUE
LIGHT
TRUE
WILL
LOVE
.
Wow! How I do love Bowling and Tennis…and the number 66 if one remembers reading ‘REvelation 66’ in the KATiEMiAAghogday.blogspot.com blog….
Anyway this up and coming Artist of ‘LIGHT’, ‘LORDE’… if you will is brought to my attention today…Bowling and Tennis is actually a way of enlightenment too…with 10 pins one ball or racquet and one ball with laser focus to make IT happen…if you will..
I worked in a Bowling Center for almost two decades where my laser focus is people instead of Bowling watching their laser focus with their ball and 10 pins…
But much earlier from the time I was 11 to 21 for those 10 years I spent playing tennis at the walking distance park for almost everyday at times…hours…upon…hours…of laser focus….be the ball as is…not the racquet…if you will…
Funny how one can do something for almost ten years in in life…and not remember the importance of the pathway in that something to attaining approximately ultimate light…
Also love the number 11 and 6 of course for F and K too..which of course is the first initials of my wife and I for 9′s marriage…7 for G for God and 8 and H for infinity as one whole bridging 11 as well or what some might abbreviate as 718…of course @first we can respect 418 for one infinity2…B for two and one for A…ABBA 1221…KK11F6G7H8asA41….
HAha! looks like a youtube link?HUHEH!butjustanotherwordforeternity…if you will..kindalikehuhehyousee?seasasone…
Well if you didn’t understand anything I just said that is quite oKay IT IS just for flow..if you will…and maybe for sHOW aswell..
But I think some one might enjoy Lorde’s next three3forC videos and the little appreciation of bowling…66…and Tennis Courts too and my favorite channel 11 with no TV signal2…..join US IF YOuNe will….
REMEMBERTHISISTHETWILIGHTZONE..TRUEWILLOVELIGHT..TW…i..Li.gh..t..Luv..lite…Darkislightisdarkislight…zonez..just a little more flow..if you will…along with the Golden Spiral and Plenty of PI….enjoy your peacepiecepie if one wills for ONE4ALL….P EA C Efor4eachseyeveryONE..E
Oh! and I already forgot to mention the Royals again..remember that post about 722 and the ‘Royal’ and the baby and all that stuff called STAR OF DAVID MESSAGE FOR WORLD PEACE also from katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com …well this girl would rather be a queen bee Eusocial ruler than any money oriented materialistic ‘chick’…if you will..have to say or will to say I agree….
Well..as I’m sure you can see by this at least..I think..I AM sure if you will…there is a great deal of free flow of unbridled creativity going on here…along with lots of ‘light’ bright music from ‘signingsinging’ stars…
Consider this a little tribute below for some of my very favorite ‘song artists’, if you will….
I also recently gained s sudden interest in numerology as one can see below as well…above?
aghogday
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI Joined: Nov 26, 2010
Age: 53
Posts: 5106
Posted: Sat Sep 07, 2013 10:07 am Post subject:
glow wrote:
wow- echo beach
Yes…IT truly is…and even more than this..IT IS Paradise…some people spend their whole life looking for heaven..some people wait until the end for a dam dream of 72 or 72 Virgins..
but the TRUTH IS Heaven already exists for those who see..who…truly see..the FACE OF GOD…Some people think God’s a b***h..I think God’s a Beach..
IT IS a choice of TRUE WILL IS ALL to live in heaven or hell…
For anyone that walks this beach the answer seems clear to me..so only me shares IT in hopes that someone else… might SEE IT too….
Not everyone is fortunate enough to be born in paradise…
I suppose if there is…
a such a thing..
as
Karma
I must’ve made
a pretty big sacrifice
some where along the way
to be privileged to spend even one
moment in this place of paradise..for me…
I spent decades wandering this paradise without a
care in the world except for experiencing heaven..Wow! what..
love the face of God Brings for those who see it..
who experience and..
are TRULY ONE with IT…
I did not need any DAM religious book..
to experience this…
nor does a SEA GULL or a TORTOISE…
or even a CRAB in the sand or still A NAUTILUS..
Leaving a permanent record of PARADISE behind for ALL to share….
For those who TRULY SEE SEAS….ALL…
AS ONE AND ALL OF LOVE TRUE WILL LIGHT LOVES ALL…
ALL LOVES LIGHT WILL TRUE LOVE OF ALL..
AND ONE AS ALL……..
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KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
The Windows of the Soul are in the Eyes…TWeyeLIGHT..True Will eye..i..Lovelight…Tw..i..LIGHT..TWiLIGHT…
OH! and before I forget..before I go and say see ‘ya later…for ALL you CAT lovers LIKE ME…in case you are concerned that’s Yellow Boy..set..free..in the picture above…HE is still locked up on the patio..protected from the wilder elements of life..if you WILL..
The CAt in the photo above with the bright light eyes..is the extra Kool Burger King Lion King Kat..HE knowsalwaysnow his way around town..and needs no instruction from silly human beings to tell HIM where to go….I love that CAT but sHE will have no owner but heSheS…own WILLIGHTLOVETRUETOsHE..My wife clarifies to me that SHE is a sHE but I did not check out the private parts..I usually don’t notice them anyway…I like the eyes the most…Pretty much you’ve seen one vagina..penis..or breasts and you’ve seen them all but the eyes among all beings are always unique…and truewillovelightexpression of soul the..
deepest parts of our beings..for those without eyes the eyes still exist…always present beyond any shade that may present itself in life…the core of being that IS among ALL shared as US…forONEANDALL….SEAS?yet..seeyalater…
Meyes WILL SEE your soul in your dreams and I will be looking back at your eyes to the metaphors of suprorganism of mind…if you will..seeseasthatdeep….oceangreenoremeraldbluetheoneissimilarandthesame…
Here is a picture of the ‘little lion king’ we came across at Burger King on Sunday night…my wife and sister pointed out to me some most interesting figures/symbols of optical illusion in the bright lights of burger king parking lot light over my head…and burger king crown..if you will…
More interesting were the comments I received at the Wrong Planet website and the Reddit website…in even getting a personal opinion…but I suppose the most voted upon perceptions were Yoda with floppy ears..a donkey…and the full tapestry of a giant Lion in the sky…lights..again..if you will..
A strange looking spooky image in the Burger King big glass front window too..for view…
Well here is the photo here and a link to the Flikr version that you can make extra large on your big screen if you have one…would be most interested if anyone else perceived other images than we did in the bright lights of Burger King Parking Lot Light…please feel free to comment on anything I wrote..and I always welcome any type of disagreement to aim toward higher lights of understanding and knowledge of ALL THAT IS if you WILL…
“A human being is part of the whole called by us universe… We experience ourselves, our thoughts and feelings as something separate from the rest. A kind of optical delusion of consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from the prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty. The true value of a human being is determined by the measure and the sense in which they have obtained liberation from the self. We shall require a substantially new manner of thinking if humanity is to survive.”
Albert Einstein
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But anyway..my journey of ‘God’ and my exploration of ‘IT’ with you! IS getting a little too personal for your blog! SO I AM going to continue it hear.. here…if you will… If you have time to read it fine..if not that IS oKay too!
I do have some emotional feelings for you as a dear friend…and my feelings are a little hurt KNOWnow because I feel like I am confusing you and you are getting tired of me…it seems like most of my relationships with friends end up…
this way so IT IS very important that I change what I am doing wrong, if I ever want to keep a friend..a willing friend….that is….
But I guess that is beside the point too2.. as we are exploring God !and “He” is supposed to be number one..right?
What I come to understand knowNow is this is wrong! or incorrect! if you will as a Universal ruleRole of God!
My understanding nowKnow IS complete faith in all others whether they are dark or light!
Understanding the darkness makes the Light! If one wants to truly walk in LIGHT!!
The reason I can spin around and dance in the big stores and ARE!
SOWsew much Fun!making people laugh! IS I understand they…
Laugh at me! and make fun of me! with me or at me…
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This is what makes people like LADY GAGA!!
So great IN LIGHT IS they fear no other’s JUDGEMENT!!
sHE TO ME…SO FAR AS.. I PERCEIVE.. IN POPCULTURE IS…IS…
THE ULTIMATE STAR OF LIGHT OVER DARKNESS AS EXAMPLE FOR!!4
her fellow man… Some people view her as a devil worshipper…sill..YtOO2 silly…silly!
PEOPLE TOO..AS unenlightened people cannot see the most important roleRULE darkness! Plays!
IN CREATING HIGHEST LEVELS OF LIGHT! for people to eventually WALK IN ‘H IS” is the most important!!
Lesson! I learn knownow!! In this journey of understanding darkness and lightness! for ALL PEOPLE TOO!
What is even more interesting KNOWnow TOO! As I understand nowKNOW that my word shapes make the symbol K! AS…
The darker conversations are reduciING in sentEnce length..and the LIGHTERBRIGHTER CONVERSATIONS ARE extendING SENTENCE LENGTH!!!
The most balancING of conversations are ‘SPECIAL K’ IN LENGTH! as the bottom part of K is always a little more balancING in Lightness!!
Than Darkness! !! The best thing of ALL! IS KNOWNOW you are still my friend! even if..you do NOT HAVe time to approve my comments on your blog! And…
Even better nowKnow..because your friendship means so much to me..and I imagining you are not going to be my friend anymore..is the DARKNESS!…
That I Experience imagining THAT!!..Inspires thePOSITIVE LIGHT!..Allows me to generate this language expression of why the symbol of “K” is the ultimate KEY!!
TO ALL EXPERIENCE…EXISTENCE… AND IN TOTAL “K”…IN ESSENCE.. THE MEANING OF LIFE…IT IS NO WONDER THAT THE K IS ALPHA LETTER IN SO MANY LANGUAGES!!
IN EFFECT!…THE LETTER THAT STARTS ‘KEY’ AND ‘KING’!!…IS THE UNIVERSAL SYMBOL OF WHAT WE CALL GOD…ALLAH…THE ONE…OR WHATEVER…AND IN EFFECT IT IS WHY!!!
IF ONE ADDS ‘K’ TO ANY WORD LIKE MAGIC, MUSIC….MAGICK….MUSICK….IT CREATE POSITIVE LIGHT AND ENERGY….TO WALK…TO RUN… TO DANCE…to2 SING IN HIGHER LEVELS OF LIGHT!!!!
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SO AS THE COMMENT I LEFT ON YOUR BLOG THAT HAS NOT BEEN APPROVED IN YOUR LATEST POST SAYS: IF one WANTS TO DANCE IN LIGHT LIKE ‘NIKE’ SAYS “JUST DO IT” BABY DO IT BABY DO IT!!!
DAM THESE ‘ADVERTIS0rS’ ARE DOING GREAT GETTING ‘MY MESSAGE’ OUT BEFORE I EVEN ASK THEM…HMMM..LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL ISN’T IT… kHOW IT ALL WORKS TOGETHER WHETHER WE REALiZE IT OR NOT! HAHAHEHE!!
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THIS IS KIND’A’ FUNNY TOO…
DO YOU GET THE PUNCH LINE YET! GOD IS A LAUGH?
BY THE WAY..IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN MY LAST COMMENT ON YOUR POST YET.. IT SAys ..”JUST DO IT”…
THAT IS ALL…JUST DO IT..IT DO JUST..ALL IS THAT…BY..THE WAY..IF YOU WILL…WAY THE…BY…
I am not able to watch these videos but the post is all what you commented on my blog and I already read that….
Why don’t you write like in an easy form, in the form of a story what you want to express ? In this was people would find it more interesting and will read you…. Just a suggestion because I care about you
HAha! already told the story on your blog! must be reading my blog and mind..if you will..heHE! So Deja blog comment views! for you! totoO ‘hearhere’! NOW! when you arrive HEREHEAR soon..again! NOW!love light pearl! WHITE..
that IS…
Hey Love Light White Pearl! ways up theres! Hmmm.. I am not really assuming.. I am using analogy here to tell a story…if you will..Yes it’s complicated but sometimes stories work better that way…not sure you understand that..but..IT IS oKKayy…
Here is a little more about ‘Just DO IT’, yes..I am so sorry that you cannot see the short one minute and 37 second video that I am going to link herehear nowknow that tells a much greater story that many many… people work on to share this great great lights lights with ALL but it is for the audience toO..you…see..seas..sharing Hi’m is what IT’s ALL ABout! with ALL!!
YOu could understand my story much better on my blog if you could see the videos..songs.. IT IS most of what the story IS FOR SURE MAGICK MUSICK MAGICK LIGHT for ALL…There are about 22K readers in about 5 months so someone IS reading…I don’t expect comments..but you see..seas..my TRUE JOY IS SHARING HI’m…
But more about JUST DO IT here..you seas..sees…ALL the great stories are on your blog..my blog is just a MAGICK CONduIT to get VERY VERY SPECIAL people here to read you blog…IT might just be ONE very special Person that comes here through that conduit but that IS ALL the JOY I NEED for LIGHT and LOVE for ALL the BLISS that I currently experience…You love me now and want me to stay here with you and let me right write more more here..that IS ALWAYS NOW icing on the cake of Bliss for me you see..SEAS? YES maybe you sees now please love light…Pearl..White…
But here is a little story about JUST DO IT…more to tell here…
When I was 12 years old I had the smallest little finger of all the boys on the soccer field..but I had the spirit of a Tiger in my heart..
In what they call reality.. the little finger is about 40% the strength of the whole hand..this is a scientific fact…
I don’t know about facts then..my mother mother tells me nothing about expectation or limitations in life…my father just looks at me like weak weak little boy…
He is probably worried I will be gay but that is okay gay people are okay too..but I love girls in a romantic way by the time I am in first grade..boys not for me..anyway…
But in this world a boy has to be strong to be a man so I am convinced I AM going to be a strong man..So the journey of strength begins..
Rather than go into all that detail of what eventually happened to make me to make me very very strong man..I go to Gym now with same size little finger I had when I was 12..IT Is still there in my twitter photos where..I am telling another story there in pictures and twitter words..
I used to try to hide IT when I was young by never reaching my arms to the sky to ‘praise the lord’…I AM no longer afraid of my little finger I RAISE MY ARMS NOWknow AND THAT LITTLE finger to PRAISE THE LORD’him”CHRIST’ONE…ALLAHorWHAteverONEcallsIT IS…
But to end herehear NOW a short story that could easily turn into 6 million words that already exist from me on the internet anyway spread far on many servers..when I walk into the gym now..at 53..I still lift more weights than 99% percent of the 21 year old marines..as IT IS a cream of the military crop military Installation…
But even a bigger thing is the ‘superbrainspirittigerheart’ that is ‘greater’ than any ‘superman’ IS that the military gave me close to 1 million dollars to spend in 8 hours and that gym I work out AT is ONE of the best one anywhere in the US to train Powerful Pilots with nerves of steel…1 million dollars of equipment that I had to list every fine detail on before the money expired at the end of what they call a fiscal year in US government military operations…No one could do that but me..in the entire US..I got the goods cause I had the brain and tiger spirit required…and thOSe little two fingers with the other 6 and two thumbs that type at about 130 words a minute on a computer…
So all I can say like I did on Twitter is ‘Cool Story Babe now go make me a sandwich White Pearl’ and I will wear the ‘t shirt’ that says that..but Wait you already did IT..you made this Blog…(that’s supposed to be funny by the way..I completely respect you like I respect my wife in real life).
Oh! and nowKnow! for the inspiration JUST DO IT video…POSSIBILITIES..meeting the CHALLENGES in LIFE LIVING IT NOW and moving to the next LEVel..sports is a microcosm for Society..Culture.. but it is also a Microcosm for finding ‘Hi’M’ too…as IS DANCe..SONG..ALL OTHER ART AND CREaTiVitY..ALL AS ONE for you we..me..sHEhe US we them and ALL..ON COURSe..if them..you..us….me..we..HEshe..OWNonONE WILL..true will..TrUe..WILL BabY WILL..’just do IT’ IS ALL IS ALL…1
1HAha!heHE1 one can always LOVE ‘HIM’ MORE…1 more time…NOW
All lighter comments aside..including mischief that arises anytime a beautiful picture of a woman comes in the conversation…which will happen anytime of any year of any century before recorded time…and after…when males and females are in the conversation..
The battle for reproductive freedom is at the core of all the world’s problems…
I suppose I gained your respect as I opened up my views to you on this very early on as I play the role of devil’s advocate in exploring this issue in my blog in no uncertain terms..
All Social Animals must have clearly defined social roles to keep the ‘Social Unit’ from breaking down.. The “social unit” has been breaking down in the US since the introduction of Birth Control Pills in 1960. Social roles are becoming less clearly defined as time goes on.
In effect ..with no clearly defined social roles..a whole species of a social animal will go extinct.. John Calhoun’s behavioral Sink experiment provides a clear forecast of what happens when subsistence is provided to social animals ‘the rat’ and social roles no longer exist..
It is a horrible thing..even more horrible as it is starting to happen to human beings NOW. The first place is Japan where overpopulation is high and people have turned to electronic entertainment to almost fully replace the physical interaction between the sexes among the younger people.. In fact they are starting to abhor the physical act of intimacy between the sexes…
Fertility rates are falling everywhere that electronic entertainment is replacing the physical realm of existence..in the west…
Is it no wonder the concern of the ‘state’…political..cultural systems of the Muslim countries in the middle east of going down this path…are dire…no it is not…any wonder that this seems worth dying for…for some people in these countries…
The dominant core ‘Christian religious beliefs’ in the US are patriarchal not that far from Muslim countries until the 1960′s.. TV is also censored then to make sure that women’s belly buttons are covered and men and women are only sleeping in separate beds.. This is a good moderate place to be and not as extreme as the total covering of the body.. but…
The progenitor of what was to come is still in the bra and the girdle as even in the covered body these devices make the woman look like she is very young at older ages and ready at prime fertility for reproduction..
Human beings are animals..sorry for anyone that disagrees..but there is no getting around this fact of nature..Any human that thinks differently no matter what the belief is sadly lying to themselves greatly..This is why no.. it is not the boys faults for falling to their sexual drives when woman are presented to them in this visual present of willing sexual partner..
When the breasts and hips..lips are adorned with red to present the heightened sexual pleasure boys will respond as animals as the boys…yes they are animals… and reproduction is the highest driving force for boys…if not no one would be here on this planet…
And no this is not an even playing field between males and females as it is a scientific fact that males are sexually stimulated much higher in the visual senses than females are..
Boys are visually attracted to the highest of instinctual..fertility..representation of a woman.. This is why even the face of this woman you present up top is providing the response you get…
The closed eyes and attention all on the glowing white estrogen skin of this young woman and full lips which also represents instinctual reproductive success will arouse any age of any man who has any desire of reproduction left…Any man who tells you that allah is stronger than this desire has no idea who allah IS…
But again the saddest thing of all…is in Japan…the social unit is so sick…that these lips and estrogen face mean little to nothing to more and more young men…They are no longer men..they are…in effect..drones..of the social hive as bees..in analogy.
Rampage killings are a barometer of the climate of microcosm of the tensions between the social roles and expectations of society…The United States is failing miserably in this area and so we have seen a relative explosion of rampage killings in the United States since 1964 and accelerating since broadband internet access..Violence has gone done overall as the dopamine release valve can be found in areas of pornography…video game… and many other sources of screen addiction found with internet and other electronic media resources…
The demographic of this crime has moved from middle age to young males between the ages of 20 and 28 approximately…since the 1980′s..The socio economic disadvantages of African Americans and the 70% single parent rate..lead African Americans as a demographic in the most vulnerable area of social role breakdown.. The result is clear as this demographic has the highest rates of violent crimes..at most..within that same demographic..of young males
This is just a tip of the iceberg of my understanding of this issue…Part of the reason I came here is to explore potential answers…as you are a progressive young Muslim woman who still has a burning desire to defend her religious beliefs..
You are the answer as a role model for other young Muslim women…as you are dedicated to finding all the answers to solve the problems of the world…I am too..but this path is like the ant who tries to stop the tidal wave from a comet hitting the earth from washing it clean from the ‘sins’ of the fathers..
What I mean by this is the destruction of the earth…People no longer love each other as they use to for required interdependence for survival..Electronic media has taken the place of what it truly means to be human…to be connected to each other in real life…feeling what is called ‘the oxytocin’ touch between any two human beings that make a bond that lasts for years to take care of each and every one in the village.
AS the skyscrapers grow higher the spirit of this connection grows lower..It is truly sad… all these words on the internet of passion like you and me and others on all these blogs are the tears of lament of the bird who was free to love and is dying slowly….slowly….slowly…slowly..painfully…painfully…everyday until the heart turns into stone…
Your words White Pearl are the tears of the Pearl that does not want to turn to stone anymore…
Quite frankly computer science is also probably killing your soul…at least in part…as it separates us…all of us.. from each other…But!!!
Language is an expression…a code… and even a mathematical formula for God…You take the technology..the expertise which you gain…turn it around to adorn the written word which is ART and the Power of love and expression…which is the only real hope now to save our species from much pain and suffering in the future…
It is a journey IS ALL..as each heart that is touched and healed…even just a little bit..away from that stone…and is forever in effect for success as the waves of love are spreading and healing for those that have the passion to make it happen..
So young female tiger continue to roar and spread this love…as love is the answer..simple that IT IS but it works…there is no doubt about that..the fact that you are not likely driven by the same lust hormones that some woman are driven higher too..as you are in the computer science field… is also your advantage to spread the type of unconditional love for others you spread here…that is the most powerful love of all…
This is the way I love you and why I love you so much..as you desire to heal the world…
This is the greatest of all loves and if it requires the sacrifice of my life I am freely willing to give it up…
What you are doing here now is relatively dangerous…Women in Muslim countries have been killed for saying these things… So yes you are a brave Tiger now as you cannot be so naive not to Know this…I think…
Whatever you do…do not show your face..your real physical face…I think you know this the same as I do..as I do not show my real last name either…Some Muslim men will hate you and desire to kill for you saying these things..as they do not understand the much bigger picture…
The face will provide a target…But your words are your sword…
One also graduated at that time in the 80’s with degreesin Health Science and Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.
The Hyperlexic pattern of Input and Matrices style ability to answer multiple-choice and short answered questions is ideal for school, because when one attended there is little need for output in writing or verbal skills at undergraduate level.
One is fortunate to find any job, ending up working at a Military Bowling Center for close to two decades, where people at hundreds per week, quickly became a lifelong passion of interest.
There is no opportunity for academic pursuit again, until home computers come along.
That is not far from truth of personal realitywhen viewed that way at the height of Health problems. Aghogday is not a happy acronym as it represents “Another Ground Hog Day”, which is like a living death, of similarity in ‘painful’ obstacles each day.
In addition, there is challenge of Fibromyalgia and Dysautonomia/Vasovagal Pre-Syncope where the brain no longer efficiently coordinates blood pressure and heart rate. Add in a sprinkle of depression and a Dash of anxiety and the Autism SpectrumDiagnosis is the least of one’s concern.
The difficulty that was most severe is a rare type of chronic nerve pain affecting one’s right eye. It is beyond anything one can describe. There is no pain medication that can ‘touch it’. The only solution is to kill the nerve in one’s face. It is not an option one is willing to take. The thought of having a numb face is more unsettling than challenge of pain toone.
Although the light from the computer screen increases physical pain, the focus on writing is the only thing that could put one’s mind in a place to escape the pain. Gradually the pain lessened, but one’s eyes still do not work the way they should, and there appears to be no solution for that.
One can still drive and see in the farther distance with prescription sunglasses, but onehas to wear them at night because one’s eyes are too sensitive to wear anything but prescription sunglasses at any distance, day or night, where there is any light.
One wore one’s hands out with Carpal Tunnel syndrome, playing the piano trying to escape pain and Alexithymia. That adversity led to the music linked in the blog post“Challenging Alexithymia with Music”.
In addition, one was a member of a church choir for a decade, without a song or tune of one’s own. The Catholic Church is a wonderful adaptation as the choir is at the back.
‘afraid‘ someone might interpret
my use of metaphors ‘that way‘. It happened ‘along time‘ ago, ‘too‘.”My response, in ‘real time‘:
” I understand metaphor is not your thing.
It wasn’t mine either for many years,
until somehow ‘it found me‘
through neuroplastic
adaptation to
Vision Problems.
I am not suggesting
I am the ‘wave’,
if you interpreted that meaning.I am, suggesting
one can observe
the beauty
of the wave and
ride it,
as
long
as one can.There is nothing new
about that message,
The good thing about the internet is if one remembers the nice things people say one usually finds them in recorded text. These are not exact quotes, but one feels confident that most of them are close to verbatim because of the way they touchthe emotional partof one’ssoul. Inreal life, one could touchpeople’s soul with eyes,but not easilywith otherbody languageor communication. In effect, one’s vision impairment makes that small but extremepointof focusof contactin soul
lost. Not only isthis a Garden of “Eden”, it is just a smallonline part of ‘real’life among Guardiansof “Angels”, who come forward
Things the last child picked on
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person one has met
in life outside
of mother
and sister.
She would have to be,
to live with one.
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to one, but that is part of the
‘hell’ one lives in Life.
The first part is her ‘hell’, the second
part is hers and one.
For anyone reading my posts up to this point, and are wondering if I am losing my mind. While I do not consider myself to own it, I can still find it in the tapestry of words.
It is not likely that many people can find half the tapestry I can, because synchronicity is a culturally influenced principle, heavily influenced by each person’s life experience.
In effect, the Acausal connecting principle synchronicity is ‘God’, ‘the ONE’, or if one wants to call it the ‘Milky Way’, ‘winking’ back at them.
One can observe it and smile, or one can observe it and become paranoid.
Logic is an excellent tool to control ‘the beast’ of synchronicity for those who are born extremely sensitive to dopamine, with an extreme rote memory, seeing patterns everywhere they look in life.
Extreme pattern recognition is a source of potential unusual expression of what people describe as intelligence or it can potentially result in chaos.
Logic controls the ‘beast’ of synchronicity.
John Nash is an excellent example. There is a question of whether he was Autistic or Schizophrenic. He did not experience the type of break from reality that the movie described in a ‘hyperbolic’ way.
He is a prodigy in math and pattern recognition.
The patterns got the best of him, when he got out of school, and there was no structured focus to tame the ‘beast’ of synchronicity. He found a ‘beast’ in magazine articles after that point.
In ‘perfect’ Metaphor, the last unintended ‘play on words and symbols’, in my blog post was the ‘he’ and the ‘!!’, put together with the Ha and the !, as I could not decide whether to say ‘He! He!’ or ‘Ha! Ha!’.
It was my ‘little pleasure’ of finding the meaning out of the word ‘pest’ I found in the ‘word salad’ I ‘randomly’ created out of Tapestry.
‘Smiley-cons’, or whatever other emotional device in words or symbols people use in emotionally connecting with others, are in effect, sale ads for words.
I did not notice the ‘he’ pest in ‘he!!” which looks like ‘hell’ and the winking smiley icon, I used to express my humor, until well after the ‘affect’ of my literal observation in the word ‘tapestry’, as an emotional ‘sale ad in words’ to connect with others.
I am not only fascinated by Synchronicity I have been haunted by it, most of my life, in my little home town that once held the title of having the ‘most’ churches per square mile of any city in the US.
I did not see it documented and if it was, at this point, the city is much larger, and the focus on Church is no longer nearly as strong, but still a powerful force of positivity, along with the folks yelling at intersections waving books.
I was raised a Catholic. It is a peaceful church with little ‘fire’ and ‘brimstone’. Some of the churches in my locality are a little ‘scary’ to enter.
There are many people in my area focused on the ‘devil’, instead of ‘good news’.
My divine comedy of Synchronicity started at birth, when the Doctor decided to go on vacation, and induce labor with ‘oxytocin’ two weeks early on 60660.
It could be part of why I have a little problem ‘connecting’ with people in an ‘oxytocin’ way.
I will not rule out the potential Autism/‘Oxytocin’ correlation in inducing labor.
It was not so bad in my town, until the movie ‘Omen’ came out, and I started purchasing beer and was carded at the Grocery store.
In that context, in my town, unfortunately ‘or fortunately’, I was carded until after age 40. My spouse finds one carded after 40, too.
Some people were literally afraid of my driver’s license.
Oh, what a divine comedy synchronicity is.
(digression) There is an interesting new finding in research that people on the spectrum along with having androgynous features, also have a delay in the decline of growth hormones associated with aging. The link is in my posts about androgyny and the spectrum. (off digression)
Some people were literally scared to talk to me, when they found out my birth date, in effect, because the Doctor decided to go on vacation, per synchronistic event in life.
In this case, it was ‘synchronistically’ meaningful to cashiers as something to be ‘paranoid’ about, because of religious beliefs.
I love the way the ‘6’ looks, as it reminds me of the Nautilus Shell, the Hurricane, the Fetus, the ‘Curled Cat’, the ‘Milky Way’ and the ‘Ducky Way’.
I am ‘proud’ to celebrate that coincidence or ‘synchronicity’ in the literal beauty of symbols in my birthday.
Unfortunately, other people saw the devil in it, instead of beauty.
My mother’s name is ‘Hel-en’, which is a beautiful name, even if a future name would sound much like ‘name hell’ spelled backwards. I could start getting paranoid at this point, too, but I continue to remember the beauty of the Milky Way, Hurricanes, Galaxies, etc…
I was born 6 Lbs 5 ounces. One more ounce and I would have hit the bingo of Nautilus symbol of life. I also love 3’s and patterns in life associated with threes.
There is three 6’s in my birthday, three Nautilus shells in symbol of my College in three degrees hanging above my head in my bedroom, along with graduating from college together with my sister and mother as three in 1983.
I thought it was cool that I started the idea for this Blog on 3/1/13, started the Nature photos Blog on 3/13/13, and finishing what I see as the final product of this blog on 6/6/13. Additionally, finishing what I thought were the final touches on 6/9/13.
That was 101 days.
Did I mention I love ‘One’ and 1’s… 🙂
I suppose 911 is unusually alarming.
35:15 was from my post on aUtIsM. The meaning my mind assigns is the 53 of age and the number of posts at 51 at the point in time, this post was posted, in what I saw as a type of ‘grand’ finale of ideas, at 53,51.
However, ‘the show’ must go on…
(digression) Human beings do not get to ‘retire’ and ‘live’. It is not part of animal nature.
It is a construct invented by culture, at most.
However, they can re-create, in finding new ‘tires’ to travel. (off digression)
If one noticed all the ‘strange’ numbers in the label of this blog post it is an expression of the beauty of synchronicity.
I could probably write a novel based on all the other ‘beautiful’ synchronicities I see in this post and it is already in the over five million words I have written about the rest of life and beauty of synchronicity described in those words elsewhere on the internet.
This blog expresses the ‘beauty’ that is ‘my’ mind, even if ‘it’ belongs to ‘others more’ than ‘me’.
What I mean by that is I adapted to life, with Hyperlexia, by copying what I saw around me.
Epilogue in Poetry:If one findsbeautyin thisBlog,it isa reflectionof what still existsin human culturethat is beauty,instead of strife. It is alsoa reflectionof the strife,as well.
Yellow Boy
has found
comfortin a placeto stay.One’s
spouse
seesdis–
re–
spect,instead
of comfort.The
Bibleis
heirloomfrom
twogenerations
past,at the
Vatican,a
place
where one’s
grandfatherspent
timeas
Priest.A
special
book
to someblessed
by
a
Pope.Oh!
**
the places
One takes
oneinSynchronicity.If there is
no spiritinYellow
Boy,there isno spiritinOne. … *
Epilogue Too
61113
at 9990 ‘page
views‘ *
(Choose any Song) *
One finds separation from ‘the world’
as close to connecting to reality as one sees. *
One is hoping to find and connect to emotions
somewhere online typing five-million words, *
but instead, finds one’s soul again. *
One visits a fuller place of ‘Katie Mia’, on 90681,
for a few months in successfully escaping a ‘world’ of ‘expectations’. *
One finds one again in the Bliss of that place in the moment of the last few days.
One understands the place better now than one did before. *
One has the ability to tame the ‘beast’ of synchronicity.
One provided a ‘password’ to help one find it again. *
One is not sure ones see value in message.
It brings one pleasure to share one’s soul. *
In the last few weeks, one loses track of time;
most of the words are coming from soul. *
Along the way, one observes new interesting things,
One struggles with whether technology is ‘good’ or ‘bad’,
but now one more fully understands that it is part of nature too, *
if not by design by Synchronicity. *
While one understands it is not ‘magic’,
writing in the last several weeks the synchronicities of ‘bugs’ in ‘Blogger’ software ‘forces’ one to keep mistakes providing meaning one does not see in ‘mistakes’ at first. *
One corrects the ‘Too’ of one sentence ‘meeting’ the paragraph of another ten times,
in the Yellow Boy Bible poem,
until one finally realizes a deeper meaning is in the ‘mistake’. *
It is time winking back at one, whatever, it is. *
One cannot help but to think the ‘evil’ 666 of endless death
in bible
provides deeper message delivered in ‘subconscious’ mind of ‘whoever’ wrote that
from a pattern of life, instead of death. *
It is an ‘ultimate divine’ comedy of One.
It is also an ‘ultimate’ divine comedy of life,
as the coincidence of ‘meaningless’ symbol of birth,
is a symbol of the pattern of life, unity, and ‘onever’ one wants to call it
that one attempts to deliver as a metaphor for someone coming across it randomly in a Google search. *
Each moment is still a challenge,
and there are ‘tiny keystrokes’ making a whole in the message that one does not plan. *
Stepping back one sees the beauty of Synchronicity and smiles as wide as a Universe, in mind,
to be able to paint it in a way someone might find. *
One’s cousin plays a role in bands across life.
The way Jeff Lynne moves in graceful body language singing and playing guitar,
is eerily reminiscent of one’s cousin. *
There is graceful gentle spirit one finds in his video autobiography linked earlier today,
in the second F of Jeff, right after the first J for Jeffersonian Bible
to give credit for stopping by in one’s life, providing ‘Band-Aid’. *
The folks more often busy in the background focused on ‘Creation Activity’
instead of raising families. *
Perhaps, a type of “Eusocial Primate” *
Maybe metaphor
or maybe not *
Never the less
hard to forget. *
One identifies with how Jesus is portrayed androgynous,
non-conforming to ‘ways’ of the world. *
Whoever wrote the story and painted it
is likely set a-part from others. * It is a recurring theme of expression of adversity
in the human spirit,
and other animals. *
The ELO ‘Twilight’ song is one’s favorite song of all time.
It touches a place in the Universe of one’s soul,
that only Jeff Lynne has been able to take one. *
The Album is ‘Time’.
One ‘suspects’ the ‘moral’ behind the message
is people who do not reproduce
or are seen as different
play a most valuable role,
at times,
in Band-Aid
for Tribe. *
The expression is unlimited
in edifice of culture
providing comfort
to so many people. *
Even the soft tethered structure of Bible
giving Yellow Boy comfort under his paws of life. *
How wonderful it is
that oneprovides the ‘deepest’ message
from one’s comfort of place looking backing at one. * SynchronicityisOne
and the Same. *
Thanks for being
a Friend * in Spirit. * …
Earlier in the Day,
another visit to one’s
mother’s home.Another thick card
one has not opened,
but told is enclosed
with Ten Ones and
One Five.Almost afraid
of significance
at
this
point,growingweary
of synchronicity,one remembers
the most important
thing.Tomorrow is a day
one often forgets,perhaps because
one’s father is distant.There is another child
born with dark hair
instead of blonde,living 51 days,born 5 lbs 4 ounces,on 6/04/97
to
7/24/97.His name is Ryan,born withan extra digit,tomake six.In asking why,
among other
things,one comes to terms.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SApGpWf2dg I woke up this
morning!
@
25
or
6
to
4AM
and
I was
already awake..
89
2K
13!
You
see!
My wife and I rarely
make love! but when we do!
it seems like it lasts forever.. too!
Our first child died…a son…but later on
I find
I
have
a
daughter
too!
two!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WLiuMkGCOC4
Bear with me, if you will
this is going to be a long one coming!!!
I am going to
attempt to
put
my
sex
and scientist
hat on and explain to you
why Margaret Sanger
and
the Pill…
that part up there…was most of the symbolic…
cryptic..spirit part…
and
by the
way…
I’m so glad
I figured out what
‘Chicago’
meant
by
those numbers…25 or 6 to 4…I am born to solve puzzles!!!
hehehehahahahaahahaha!
?HUH!
!HEH? meanwhile
back
at
the ranch…
last
century
is the savior
of the Animal Spirit
world!
along
with all the Folks…
who invented the internet
and especially the folks that do all
the pornography…so you can forget about
reproducing with flesh bodies and save the animal
spirit world from
human
overpopulation!!
You see!
It’s
okay
to
spread
the
seed…
and it no longer matters where the
destination
may
be!1
HAhaheHA but it’s true!
and yes you fundamentalist
folks…
like
it..
or
not!
pass judgement…
or whatever…
but..
abortion.. IS saving the animal spirit world
from ‘you’
‘dam
humans’
too!!1
The Pill..Abortion…Pornography Reality
is much better
than
this
real and ever present potential other optional REality…
‘Trust ME!’
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gb4eZ7Z5yk8
I
hope
you enjoy
the mood music above
to start this part of my
little
blog
play!!
below!
That’s how 69 works…
but
in this
world
96
is
what counts for the longer life of the Animal Spirit World!!!
It’s hard to
get
things
‘done’..
facing back to
back… at least where
overpopulation is concerned..
everything else goes!baby goes!
ooh yeah!…that what I mean!…too!… DO NOT click…
on
the
period
if you
do
not
like pornography!
but
if
you
do
there
is
believe
it
or
not
symbolic
meaning
there
too!.
for your fuller education…
you
will
not
likely
get @school…and certainly not likely @Church!!
But
first
here
is
a little caution for you…if you want to be happy and spirit
filled!!
pornography
is not something
you want to do too much!!
It
can
‘rot’
your
spirit and make you dull minded too!!
The
‘Devil’
knows…
you won’t be able…at least most of you won’t be able…
to avoid this
temptation..
which
means
empty humans…but the Animal Spirit world wants to Live!!
It doesn’t care about
your
human ego centered
inconveniences!!
Meanwhile..both the
‘Devil’ and
‘GOD’
WILL
be pleased for whatever you do to make the
Animal Spirit World
LIVE LONGER!!
on this
most
beautiful
earth
we
SEE!
TOGETHER!!
I’m
not sure if this post
is finished or not…I have plenty of scientific
references to
back
up
everything
I say here
that
I
may
or
may
not
share!!
coming soon in the future!!
or maybe not?
Part of it is up to you!
It is 25 to 4AM
when
“awake” this
morning
it’s 6To 4
PM NOW!1!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=4kNffPm64O0
Here is a thread from the Wrong Planet Website where
I go into greater detail on this subject…
as it relates to
World
Peace
and almost
every human conflict
that exists..
I am developing a great love
for the people from Muslim Cultures
who could reasonably see the straight talk
language as offensive…so I am using the Wrong
Planet thread below to discuss it, as it is censored in
Middle Eastern Countries, along with Youtube, and of course
all pornography…too. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt237608.html
But I will most definitely
include
this
song
here
V
!
‘A’
it’s
been
coming
for
a
very
very
long
time
just
lookin’
for the
right place
to enter it in
the blog show!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvGSwIWuAp0 As you may remember above… I mentioned having ‘another’ daughter… Symbolically speaking.. It is my new friend White Pearl… who is my new daughter 2 The nice thing about daughters is they do things for their fathers without even telling them they are going to do it before they do it! The gift below from my new daughter that I am re-blogging here in TOTAL! is the best gift ever from a daughter I can imagine! because it is the end to a story I have been working on for over 53 years!!
They were all horrified and scared….Of the future !
Every body seems to be in a hurry. They were building underground camps and vast food storage places. They were building shields to protect themselves. Every body was working hard even women and children were up and working like men. Meetings were being held in the Assemblies and on the top levels and every body was in search of better plans to fight. They were collecting related weapons. A great hustle could be seen among them.
With the effort of a few days , abundant food for almost a month was stored in the food storage places and all of the people were moved in the underground camps. There were few soldiers who were on duty outside the camps in case of any emergency. The high level authorities were encouraging their people , cheering them up and upraising them to stop worrying and wish for all the best. But every one knew in his heart, something bad is going to happen soon………….!
They still remember the day when it started raining suddenly, but they were astonished to see that the color of rain was black and it was not liquid, it was powder. That powder was so dangerous. The powder made people unconscious as it touched them. Some were killed too because of staying unconscious for too long. It started raining for 5 mins and these five minutes were like hell to them. Their loved ones were effected badly and many of them were died. One fourth of their total population was lost. They were crying on their losses . High authorities were pressurized for not having strong enough defense system .
Everything was improved after that horrible day to stay safe from any future rain of this type.
Then It started raining again one day, But the color of powder was white this time. It was not as powerful as the black one but it effected the people badly too. People were anyhow satisfied that their preparations are enough now to fight against it. They were considering themselves safe.
Then there was that black scary day when it started raining at the morning and it was water this time, But the temperature of water was extreme high. It was boiling. It burnt everyone it touched. People were running here and there to protect themselves but there was no way. They were watching their loved ones die in front of their eyes but they couldn’t do anything. They were striving to save their lives. Half of their population was dead due to this rain.
It was after this rain , they made all these preparations. According to the high authorities they were all safe now and there wasn’t any chance of getting anyone hurt again. They were satisfied by their defense System and preparations. Two weeks were passed peacefully when this dreadful day came………..
The morning was a bit red that day. They were hearing some rush and noises , their was no peace like the other mornings. Their hearts were drumming in their ears while they were praying for their safety. But it looks like their prayers were not accepted…..
A splash of Boiling water came and it started raining heavily again. The pressure of water was much more this time and the temperature was much more higher than the previous time. It was coming with a very high speed and intensity. People rushed towards their camps . The water killed all the people who were out on the streets and then it started destroying their storage areas and flowing towards their camps. They were considering themselves safe inside the camps but soon they realized they were wrong. The flow of water was so thick and fast that it ruined everything coming in its way either it is the strong defense system or the underground camps. Soon all people inside the camps were also killed.
It kept raining for almost half an hour and in this time their entire civilization was wiped off that area. Their were dead corpses all over the streets floating in water. Their broken legs and heads were gliding in water. Without any sign of life, this place looks like a graveyard now….
Death is an ultimate truth…..
The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.
-Mark Twain
Mr and Mrs. Ali were standing in their backyard in front of their back door where there were some signs of struggle . Two big jugs were laying right beside Mr. Ali and they both were looking at a big area which looks like a mixture of mud and water now with tiny holes .
“I guess this water thing worked this time” ! said Mr. Ali.
“Yes, I think so too. Last time when I told you the trick I was sure it would work but you did it the wrong way” , said Mrs. Ali in a sarcastic tone.
Mr. Ali’s face turned red but he was the ‘husband’ here so you know……. He had no right to say anything .
“Yes, darling you are always right” He said with one eye brow going upstairs….and the lips contracted.
“The black and white powders didn’t work well though the shopkeeper was sure enough it will work” He added.
“Yes you never do anything right” It was Mrs. Ali , as usual.
“Any way I am sure the ants would never come here again. They use to eat all the left over food from our kitchen and they use to climb our beds and tables too in search of food. Even they use to bite us too. I am sure they have learnt their lesson !” said Mr. Ali
And Mrs. Ali smiled at him…….
They looked at the bright fearless morning together while Mr. Ali’s hand was going towards Mrs. Ali’s arm to pinch it hard with his nails…… He was feeling bored without listening to the special morning occasion: Showering of bad words and curses out of his wife’s mouth…….
THE END
First of all, I’d like to say I bought a new computer last night…a 27 inch ‘i’ Mac all in ‘ONE’.
The last computer had over 6 million words on it..
I am discarding the other computer and giving all the words away for free… heHe! starting here now!
In fact, I am not even going to use Microsoft word…everything is going to be ‘new Apple’ for me…from now on…
Haha!
And for anyone else who shares the new words…however many more may come…
WELL… My new ‘daughter’ White Pearl tells me I should move over to WORD PRESS ’cause it.. IT is much more FUN! I don’t like the commenting system too much for Google..so yeah..I am going to do this blog two too. With Word Press and Google too two. WILL be back a little later for the link to that blog here too… The name of the Word Press Blog is going to basically be a copy and paste of this one… but it will be called KATiE MiA FredericK!iI in real life I Am a Junior so that makes it super cool! two!!
For all the people
who are
friendly
following
the
experiences
i
relate in this
entire blog con
sisting of over
half a million words as well as the
other 5.5 million plus words that are linked to
this blog across the internet here is
a picture
log
of
me behind the computer to show
you the variety of faces I am
making
when
i
Am typing with you!
In addition!
now that
i
AM able to see with
the special $660 sunglasses
I purchased!
I am set free wild! back into
the jungle
of
people on this beautiful Earth!
My wife bought
me
a special
Uniform of T-Shirts that
she instructs me to wear!
out in the wild of all her
shopping stores!
so
i
can wander around with my Apple
iphone!
and
spread light with my ear buds in!
and
even share my Katie Mia story for people
to
read at home if they are even just a
little bit interested in most unusual things!
Sometimes just for fun!
I go through bigger!
stores like Super Walmart!
and use the negative energy of all
the customers to propel my walking to
Lightening walking speed zipping in and out
of aisles spiraling down left and right and twirling
upset down…
just kidding on the upset down part. 🙂
but
I
go
really really fast and randomly
and people
probably
think
I’m…
and guess! what!
they are very correct on that one!!Ha!HA! HE!he!Regardless…I’m tired of typing and so happy
to see again…I am damn sure going to spread
light big time whether people ‘lik!e’ it or not!!HaHaHahehehahahehehahahahah!!!Get ready world for Boom Boom!
Fireworks! and more!…cause
Katie Mia FredericK!
is
much
more like lightening
in
person
than
in
written ‘w1rds’!
I can see!
again!
means..
seeing
and
connecting to thousands of eyes of souls in the future!Now!
until
my
last dying day!
I plan on living a long time!
God Willing! to spread that light in person!1!
Here come the pictures…
Maybe I am
in love with me
now! too!
but…
i
definitely am in love with life and light!!!
oneallnowforevermore!
get
ready!
ready!
for
love light!
from
Freddy!
Freddy!
Mercury
would be cool too!
but
dam
some
one
already claims it forever!
I think it is the duty of those who walk in light to lift up those who walk in darkness…when I walked in darkness every word of encouragement from a stranger was a gold mine/mind…of light…
I remember the goodness of that stranger and this is a big part of the passion to life/lift others up…
My wife’s brother is schizophrenic…however, he understands every insight that I have….
And while I give my wife and sister headaches he will listen to me for hours bringing me greater and greater insights from his endless wisdom that requires no text book for a high school drop out compared to me with 3 college degrees…
He knows at least everything I know plus he has lived as a homeless person…
Everybody that meets him loves him…the clothing of the dark can be the greatest light!
However, what I have that he does not have is fearlessness and belief in myself…
I am helping lift him up in that way and working on my wife too…
Without hope there is less fear…
When one loves their life and is afraid to lose it there is always fear…
One can be willing to die for ‘He’ at any moment to lose that fear…
You’ve heard this story at least once before privately but I will tell it here again because according to medical literature I was the King of Pain for about 5 years…
The nerve pain in behind my right eye and ear that I had during all waking hours for close to 5 years is the documented worse pain known to mankind…
It is similar to a cluster headache all the time…
For 2 years from 2006 to 2008 my adrenal glands were stuck in the on position leading to 35 days of one hour of sleep and absolutely no sleep the last 5 days…
I was desperate to kill myself to escape the pain but I did not have the strength to do it, and my sister drove me 80 miles an hour daring me to have her kill us both because she did not want to live without a brother…of course my mother and wife love me that much too. I was too loved by my immediate family to die..
Never the less, I thought about suicide every day for almost 2 years…I rode a bicycle with a metal chain in a basket in the front so I could hang myself from a tree on a road far from my house if the pain was no longer bearable..when I was thinking about doing it on a road called Martin Road my wife told me she had a dream specific to that Martin road where she and her grandmother who passed away were hanging Christmas ornaments on a tree…I never thought about suicide again…my wife’s dream saved my life…
Shortly after that I started writing on the internet to escape the pain on Thanksgiving day 2010..the legacy of my wife’s dream is close to 6 million words now on servers spread all over the internet…
There is no way I would believe it unless i saw myself do it…for instance not experiencing the effects of gravity lifting over 500 lbs…before that I would almost faint when I raised my arms up above my head…and could barely walk around my block without passing out…Everything and I do mean everything is possible with HE!!! I have never spoke a miss-truth intentionally on the internet…
All the pain is gone and quite frankly not to brag but for the truth everything about me has become ‘superman’ even my voice in real life has been described as lightning…
That is less hard to believe when people see ‘that’ picture…it is to inspire others and that is all, because all my strength comes from having absolutely no ego and being one with HE…There are witnesses to all of it where I live…
I spend my leisure time with my wife going to places and being nice to people lifting up their spirits…it is a life of bliss after being in the abyss for close to 7 years, overall..
Anyone can have this all it takes is complete focus and belief in light, but with the absolute necessity of understanding there is NO GOOD OR EVIL IN THIS WORLD ONLY LIGHT AND DARKNESS BOTH OF WHICH ARE REQUIRED FOR THE GREATEST LIGHTS OF LIGHTENING…
I AM NEVER RIGHT AND I AM THE LEAST OF ALL BUT THE LIGHT IS DEFINITELY LIGHTENING…
The evidence here is plain that people fear darkness even in your blog that is the brightest white light of blogs anywhere I find…only three comments here and over a hundred when the subject is love which is more appropriately described as light in our jealous emotional love cultures…It is a thousands times more important to love darkness to walk in the light than to stand in the light for a thousand years…
You won my respect when you respected the animal that lives in everyone with the animal face that you used in your post about the monster that lives inside of all of us…it is the feral spirit of passion life and that is all…
Only humans assign jealousy and insanity to it…
The meaning of life is to life/lift the light of all others…including animals, plants, and even a grain of sand…
For an analogy a young boy who watered a sapling grew into a beautiful tree inspiring romance of a lovely couple creating a savior of the world…
Every drop of water is life and light…
Light you I am tired of the word love it means nothing anymore…where I live…for the most part…sooo! I guess from now on! for my private will it is Hey Light love you light!!!
I just read your comment word by word and feeling the pain in each word……. I am scared ! And I am touched…..Though I knew your story but reading it here was like experiencing it myself……
I am impressed by you. You came out of all the pain and hopelessness and you are blessed…. I respect you really I am out of words to share my feelings right now !!
Your whole life is a sign of bravery and courage for weak people like me !
Thank you…. Thank you so very much For telling me I did something good……
Hearing admiration from your mouth feels excellent
I can just pray…….. I can just wish you ! And My prayers are always with you !
Thank you again……….
Thanks for calling me light it made me smile
You are so welcome so beautiful light…you inspire so many of my words…I think I am finished with 418 now…I invite you to read it fully when you have time as the connection of you to my life in part is what made it possible for me to finish this thing I call 418…
I’ve never been very interested in getting awards…
But gratitude rings true to me.where IT’s@.
Period…YES…PerIod@.
For the person WHO IS thankful enough…
FOR a blade of grass their spirit expressed…
Can be larger than the size of a football field..or more…
A100 yards or meters or more of approximately of what IT IS…
I suppose some movies are blocked in Pakistan..on the big screen too…
HOPE the MOvie JOBS is not..as that is a REALLY RINGS TRUE movie about IT if you WILL..as..saHA describes IT…
This perSON liveS life almost ALL HIS WAY…
Yet appreciates what seems like every second of his life as if every second of his life WILL save the WHOLE WORLD…
In fact..his last LIVING WORDS ARE WOW!!!
He didNOT give a DAMn what anyone else thought..
sHE Know what heS doing ISmore important than any..one’s criticism…
TIME IS proving HIM correct as time goes ON…
AS IT IS HIS MAGICKAL connections that he helps provide through technology..INCluding musICK that IS rising the GREAT SPIRIT OF THis NEW WORLD OF COOPERATION..PEACE LIGHT LOVE AND LIFE together with so many people..WHO ARE looking to BE ONE WITH EACH AND EVERY OTHER…
This IS the Destiny of ONE SPIRIT OF ALL…MAN and ALL the Rest…
YES!
GRATITUDE@tiTUDE is better than S**!!
IT..doeS NOT matter if ONE FilLS IT IN…
With EX or IN…
IT IS ALL GOOD!!!
WHEN IT ENDS IN EX OR IN…
ON FOR ONE1!!!
SO!..ILS…
BUT I DO IT MY OWN WAY 2 for you…
And everyone else…
IN my own little way…
too…
ONE THINKS YOU DO TOO…
As just a little person I thank you for that the MOST 2.
THIS IS THE QUOTE AT THE END OF THE MOVIE JOBS BY HIM…I follow every dot of every eye of this philosophy…
Steve Paul Jobs:
“Here’s to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes… the ones who see things differently — they’re not fond of rules… You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can’t do is ignore them because they change things… they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do.”
Loved this! I was walking through the store penning my own best seller when I finally “GOT IT” I relate to everything you said! The regrets while peeking into the past is an amazing line! YOU must keep writing!! Anyway as I was in the store yesterday, I got this overwhelming feeling to cry. Nothing new bad happening… in fact, a few morsels of good news came my way… but I was writing a scrip in my head… something I might say in the future… like:
I could go to work and be animated and funny, kind and even fun… but when I would find myself alone with me…. and I would not have any distractions… just me and my thoughts… and this overwhelming heart ache would fill my senses… this total shot of regret… a lump in my throat… a pain so great I’d try to impulsively calm it. I guess in the same way a cutter cuts or a person with eating disorders does their things or maybe like an alcoholic or an addict drinks or uses… maybe shopping or in my case a connection with someone from my past who I can’t seem to disconnect from… and I understood mental health and illness more. The thing is…
WE are NOT alone. The end of my script is still unwritten. It obviously needs that hook… of and then I found….. the cure, the miracle… God Himself (Which by the way I do believe… I just think He wants me to find the answer myself which will ultimately turn back to Him…) But I think it is a lesson even deeper. We all need to go back and find the pain. The kid inside us all and bring them home so the pain can begin to heal.
Sorry!!!!
I should have blogged this one myself.
But you know you have a great poem when someone can write this much about what it brought out in them!
Keep writing my friend!
xoxo
Well…White Pearl..I guess this quote is a good answer for you here too…Love Ya dear..let’s be crazy together with all our other crazy friends…!
I had my Marilyn Monroe Shirt on last night when I went to see the Jobs movie…I was so happy and so unashamed to be crazy when I saw the movie that I whirled and twirled like a ballerina through Walmart @light speed if you will..up and down the aisles here and there and everywhere..I weigh about 210 lbs and AM ‘pretty light’ on my feet if you will..
When I was singing and playing the piano for my Catholic Church choir for over 10 years I was also dancing in the youth of mating ritual for over 10 years too at a place called 2001 for disco freaks like me2 at that time through the 80′s to electronic music TOO with higher frequencies too for light and love…
Yes I was acting crazy as hell…but the end EFFECT…is more people went home smiling at least once that day…yesterday and long a go when this crazy nerd danced like hell at 2001..that bar back then that was a relative lit up heaven of LIGHT and MUSICK!
Pictures of me with my Marilyn Monroe shirt on my latest twitter feed..maybe for some more laughs HAhaHEhe..who knows maybe God is a laugh after ALL..and maybe it is a divine comedy…
Only a crazy person would think that huhheh1!
Maybe one day TIME WILL PROVE ME RIGHT TOO2!
LOVE YA LIGHT WHITE PEARL SEE YA LATER….
THIS IS THE QUOTE AT THE END OF THE MOVIE JOBS BY HIM…I follow every dot of every eye of this philosophy…
Steve Paul Jobs:
“Here’s to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes… the ones who see things differently — they’re not fond of rules… You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can’t do is ignore them because they change things… they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do.”
AND well…EXCUSE me if a Hurricane of light and love comes ON a little too strong on your blog here now but hear know this video below is what my spirit looks like if it could be sea and see..you see..it has no gender no shape form but if it would..if it could..it would be this song..this video..this expression of passion energy light and love…
The song and dance is by Olivia Newton John..I have no idea who made the video but it found me and it rang true for the spirit I experience as true…
Sorry again.. you cannot see the video in Pakistan..but I will provide the lyrics again…here too…
“Magic”
Come take my hand
You should know me
I’ve always been in your mind
You know that I’ll be kind
I’ll be guiding you
Building your dream
Has to start now
There’s no other road to take
You won’t make a mistake
I’ll be guiding you
You have to believe we are magic
Nothin’ can stand in our way
You have to believe we are magic
Don’t let your aim ever stray
And if all your hopes survive
Your destiny will arrive
I’ll bring all your dreams alive
For you
From where I stand
You are home free
The planets align so rare
There’s promise in the air
And I’m guiding you
Through every turn I’ll be near you
I’ll come anytime you call
I’ll catch you when you fall
I’ll be guiding you
You have to believe we are magic
Nothin’ can stand in our way
You have to believe we are magic
Don’t let your aim ever stray
And if all your hopes survive
Your destiny will arrive
I’ll bring all your dreams alive
For you”
OLIVIA NEWTON-JOHN lyrics are property and copyright of their owners.
“Magic” lyrics provided for educational purposes and personal use only.
For all the people
who are
friendly
following
the
experiences
i
relate in this
entire blog con
sisting of over
half a million words as well as the
other 5.5 million plus words that are linked to
this blog across the internet here is
a picture
log
of
me behind the computer to show
you the variety of faces I am
making
when
i
Am typing with you!
In addition!
now that
i
AM able to see with
the special $660 sunglasses
I purchased!
I am set free wild! back into
the jungle
of
people on this beautiful Earth!
My wife bought
me
a special
Uniform of T-Shirts that
she instructs me to wear!
out in the wild of all her
shopping stores!
so
i
can wander around with my Apple
iphone!
and
spread light with my ear buds in!
and
even share my Katie Mia story for people
to
read at home if they are even just a
little bit interested in most unusual things!
Sometimes just for fun!
I go through bigger!
stores like Super Walmart!
and use the negative energy of all
the customers to propel my walking to
Lightening walking speed zipping in and out
of aisles spiraling down left and right and twirling
upset down…
just kidding on the upset down part. 🙂
but
I
go
really really fast and randomly
and people
probably
think
I’m…
and guess! what!
they are very correct on that one!!
Ha!HA! HE!he!
Regardless…I’m tired of typing and so happy
to see again…I am damn sure going to spread
light big time whether people ‘lik!e’ it or not!!
HaHaHahehehahahehehahahahah!!!
Get ready world for Boom Boom!
Fireworks! and more!…cause
Katie Mia FredericK!
is
much
more like lightening
in
person
than
in
written ‘w1rds’!
I can see!
again!
means..
seeing
and
connecting to thousands of eyes of souls in the future!Now!
until
my
last dying day!
I plan on living a long time!
God Willing! to spread that light in person!1!
Here come the pictures…
Maybe I am
in love with me
now! too!
but…
i
definitely am in love with life and light!!!
oneallnowforevermore!
get
ready!
ready!
for
love light!
from
Freddy!
Freddy!
Mercury
would be cool too!
but
dam
some
one
already claims it forever!
I think it is the duty of those who walk in light to lift up those who walk in darkness…when I walked in darkness every word of encouragement from a stranger was a gold mine/mind…of light…
I remember the goodness of that stranger and this is a big part of the passion to life/lift others up…
My wife’s brother is schizophrenic…however, he understands every insight that I have….
And while I give my wife and sister headaches he will listen to me for hours bringing me greater and greater insights from his endless wisdom that requires no text book for a high school drop out compared to me with 3 college degrees…
He knows at least everything I know plus he has lived as a homeless person…
Everybody that meets him loves him…the clothing of the dark can be the greatest light!
However, what I have that he does not have is fearlessness and belief in myself…
I am helping lift him up in that way and working on my wife too…
Without hope there is less fear…
When one loves their life and is afraid to lose it there is always fear…
One can be willing to die for ‘He’ at any moment to lose that fear…
You’ve heard this story at least once before privately but I will tell it here again because according to medical literature I was the King of Pain for about 5 years…
The nerve pain in behind my right eye and ear that I had during all waking hours for close to 5 years is the documented worse pain known to mankind…
It is similar to a cluster headache all the time…
For 2 years from 2006 to 2008 my adrenal glands were stuck in the on position leading to 35 days of one hour of sleep and absolutely no sleep the last 5 days…
I was desperate to kill myself to escape the pain but I did not have the strength to do it, and my sister drove me 80 miles an hour daring me to have her kill us both because she did not want to live without a brother…of course my mother and wife love me that much too. I was too loved by my immediate family to die..
Never the less, I thought about suicide every day for almost 2 years…I rode a bicycle with a metal chain in a basket in the front so I could hang myself from a tree on a road far from my house if the pain was no longer bearable..when I was thinking about doing it on a road called Martin Road my wife told me she had a dream specific to that Martin road where she and her grandmother who passed away were hanging Christmas ornaments on a tree…I never thought about suicide again…my wife’s dream saved my life…
Shortly after that I started writing on the internet to escape the pain on Thanksgiving day 2010..the legacy of my wife’s dream is close to 6 million words now on servers spread all over the internet…
There is no way I would believe it unless i saw myself do it…for instance not experiencing the effects of gravity lifting over 500 lbs…before that I would almost faint when I raised my arms up above my head…and could barely walk around my block without passing out…Everything and I do mean everything is possible with HE!!! I have never spoke a miss-truth intentionally on the internet…
All the pain is gone and quite frankly not to brag but for the truth everything about me has become ‘superman’ even my voice in real life has been described as lightning…
That is less hard to believe when people see ‘that’ picture…it is to inspire others and that is all, because all my strength comes from having absolutely no ego and being one with HE…There are witnesses to all of it where I live…
I spend my leisure time with my wife going to places and being nice to people lifting up their spirits…it is a life of bliss after being in the abyss for close to 7 years, overall..
Anyone can have this all it takes is complete focus and belief in light, but with the absolute necessity of understanding there is NO GOOD OR EVIL IN THIS WORLD ONLY LIGHT AND DARKNESS BOTH OF WHICH ARE REQUIRED FOR THE GREATEST LIGHTS OF LIGHTENING…
I AM NEVER RIGHT AND I AM THE LEAST OF ALL BUT THE LIGHT IS DEFINITELY LIGHTENING…
The evidence here is plain that people fear darkness even in your blog that is the brightest white light of blogs anywhere I find…only three comments here and over a hundred when the subject is love which is more appropriately described as light in our jealous emotional love cultures…It is a thousands times more important to love darkness to walk in the light than to stand in the light for a thousand years…
You won my respect when you respected the animal that lives in everyone with the animal face that you used in your post about the monster that lives inside of all of us…it is the feral spirit of passion life and that is all…
Only humans assign jealousy and insanity to it…
The meaning of life is to life/lift the light of all others…including animals, plants, and even a grain of sand…
For an analogy a young boy who watered a sapling grew into a beautiful tree inspiring romance of a lovely couple creating a savior of the world…
Every drop of water is life and light…
Light you I am tired of the word love it means nothing anymore…where I live…for the most part…sooo! I guess from now on! for my private will it is Hey Light love you light!!!
I just read your comment word by word and feeling the pain in each word……. I am scared ! And I am touched…..Though I knew your story but reading it here was like experiencing it myself……
I am impressed by you. You came out of all the pain and hopelessness and you are blessed…. I respect you really I am out of words to share my feelings right now !!
Your whole life is a sign of bravery and courage for weak people like me !
Thank you…. Thank you so very much For telling me I did something good……
Hearing admiration from your mouth feels excellent
I can just pray…….. I can just wish you ! And My prayers are always with you !
Thank you again……….
Thanks for calling me light it made me smile
You are so welcome so beautiful light…you inspire so many of my words…I think I am finished with 418 now…I invite you to read it fully when you have time as the connection of you to my life in part is what made it possible for me to finish this thing I call 418…
I’ve never been very interested in getting awards…
But gratitude rings true to me.where IT’s@.
Period…YES…PerIod@.
For the person WHO IS thankful enough…
FOR a blade of grass their spirit expressed…
Can be larger than the size of a football field..or more…
A100 yards or meters or more of approximately of what IT IS…
I suppose some movies are blocked in Pakistan..on the big screen too…
HOPE the MOvie JOBS is not..as that is a REALLY RINGS TRUE movie about IT if you WILL..as..saHA describes IT…
This perSON liveS life almost ALL HIS WAY…
Yet appreciates what seems like every second of his life as if every second of his life WILL save the WHOLE WORLD…
In fact..his last LIVING WORDS ARE WOW!!!
He didNOT give a DAMn what anyone else thought..
sHE Know what heS doing ISmore important than any..one’s criticism…
TIME IS proving HIM correct as time goes ON…
AS IT IS HIS MAGICKAL connections that he helps provide through technology..INCluding musICK that IS rising the GREAT SPIRIT OF THis NEW WORLD OF COOPERATION..PEACE LIGHT LOVE AND LIFE together with so many people..WHO ARE looking to BE ONE WITH EACH AND EVERY OTHER…
This IS the Destiny of ONE SPIRIT OF ALL…MAN and ALL the Rest…
YES!
GRATITUDE@tiTUDE is better than S**!!
IT..doeS NOT matter if ONE FilLS IT IN…
With EX or IN…
IT IS ALL GOOD!!!
WHEN IT ENDS IN EX OR IN…
ON FOR ONE1!!!
SO!..ILS…
BUT I DO IT MY OWN WAY 2 for you…
And everyone else…
IN my own little way…
too…
ONE THINKS YOU DO TOO…
As just a little person I thank you for that the MOST 2.
THIS IS THE QUOTE AT THE END OF THE MOVIE JOBS BY HIM…I follow every dot of every eye of this philosophy…
Steve Paul Jobs:
“Here’s to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes… the ones who see things differently — they’re not fond of rules… You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can’t do is ignore them because they change things… they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do.”
Loved this! I was walking through the store penning my own best seller when I finally “GOT IT” I relate to everything you said! The regrets while peeking into the past is an amazing line! YOU must keep writing!! Anyway as I was in the store yesterday, I got this overwhelming feeling to cry. Nothing new bad happening… in fact, a few morsels of good news came my way… but I was writing a scrip in my head… something I might say in the future… like:
I could go to work and be animated and funny, kind and even fun… but when I would find myself alone with me…. and I would not have any distractions… just me and my thoughts… and this overwhelming heart ache would fill my senses… this total shot of regret… a lump in my throat… a pain so great I’d try to impulsively calm it. I guess in the same way a cutter cuts or a person with eating disorders does their things or maybe like an alcoholic or an addict drinks or uses… maybe shopping or in my case a connection with someone from my past who I can’t seem to disconnect from… and I understood mental health and illness more. The thing is…
WE are NOT alone. The end of my script is still unwritten. It obviously needs that hook… of and then I found….. the cure, the miracle… God Himself (Which by the way I do believe… I just think He wants me to find the answer myself which will ultimately turn back to Him…) But I think it is a lesson even deeper. We all need to go back and find the pain. The kid inside us all and bring them home so the pain can begin to heal.
Sorry!!!!
I should have blogged this one myself.
But you know you have a great poem when someone can write this much about what it brought out in them!
Keep writing my friend!
xoxo
Well…White Pearl..I guess this quote is a good answer for you here too…Love Ya dear..let’s be crazy together with all our other crazy friends…!
I had my Marilyn Monroe Shirt on last night when I went to see the Jobs movie…I was so happy and so unashamed to be crazy when I saw the movie that I whirled and twirled like a ballerina through Walmart @light speed if you will..up and down the aisles here and there and everywhere..I weigh about 210 lbs and AM ‘pretty light’ on my feet if you will..
When I was singing and playing the piano for my Catholic Church choir for over 10 years I was also dancing in the youth of mating ritual for over 10 years too at a place called 2001 for disco freaks like me2 at that time through the 80′s to electronic music TOO with higher frequencies too for light and love…
Yes I was acting crazy as hell…but the end EFFECT…is more people went home smiling at least once that day…yesterday and long a go when this crazy nerd danced like hell at 2001..that bar back then that was a relative lit up heaven of LIGHT and MUSICK!
Pictures of me with my Marilyn Monroe shirt on my latest twitter feed..maybe for some more laughs HAhaHEhe..who knows maybe God is a laugh after ALL..and maybe it is a divine comedy…
Only a crazy person would think that huhheh1!
Maybe one day TIME WILL PROVE ME RIGHT TOO2!
LOVE YA LIGHT WHITE PEARL SEE YA LATER….
THIS IS THE QUOTE AT THE END OF THE MOVIE JOBS BY HIM…I follow every dot of every eye of this philosophy…
Steve Paul Jobs:
“Here’s to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes… the ones who see things differently — they’re not fond of rules… You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can’t do is ignore them because they change things… they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do.”
AND well…EXCUSE me if a Hurricane of light and love comes ON a little too strong on your blog here now but hear know this video below is what my spirit looks like if it could be sea and see..you see..it has no gender no shape form but if it would..if it could..it would be this song..this video..this expression of passion energy light and love…
The song and dance is by Olivia Newton John..I have no idea who made the video but it found me and it rang true for the spirit I experience as true…
Sorry again.. you cannot see the video in Pakistan..but I will provide the lyrics again…here too…
“Magic”
Come take my hand
You should know me
I’ve always been in your mind
You know that I’ll be kind
I’ll be guiding you
Building your dream
Has to start now
There’s no other road to take
You won’t make a mistake
I’ll be guiding you
You have to believe we are magic
Nothin’ can stand in our way
You have to believe we are magic
Don’t let your aim ever stray
And if all your hopes survive
Your destiny will arrive
I’ll bring all your dreams alive
For you
From where I stand
You are home free
The planets align so rare
There’s promise in the air
And I’m guiding you
Through every turn I’ll be near you
I’ll come anytime you call
I’ll catch you when you fall
I’ll be guiding you
You have to believe we are magic
Nothin’ can stand in our way
You have to believe we are magic
Don’t let your aim ever stray
And if all your hopes survive
Your destiny will arrive
I’ll bring all your dreams alive
For you”
OLIVIA NEWTON-JOHN lyrics are property and copyright of their owners.
“Magic” lyrics provided for educational purposes and personal use only.
Love you !
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Life’s a beach and then you live
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Information below on Aleister Crowley reblogged from ‘Cabrogal’..
This information rings true for me too…
Aleister and Augustine – morality through love
One of these men was the most evil person who ever lived. But that was before Peter Singer was born.
Aleister Crowley gets some bad press, much of it generated by him.
Apparently proud to declare that his mother saw him as The Beast he adopted the number 666 as his own.
Openly bisexual at a time when homosexuality was not only illegal but something that horrified polite society, Crowley promoted sex magick – particularly gay sex magick – as a path to ultimate truth. He made no secret of his post-Nietzschian contempt for Christianity, famously remarking “One would go mad if one took the Bible seriously; but to take it seriously one must be already mad”.
It’s little wonder the tabloids of his time dubbed him ‘the wickedest man in the world’ and ‘the most evil man who ever lived’ – titles he reveled in.
But when he wasn’t trying to shock the prudes or engaging in outrageous self-promotion Creepy Crowley was actually a pretty serious and thoughtful religious scholar. It’s even possible he was a true mystic, though given his dedication as a student and talent as an actor it seems equally possible he was faking it.
What many would find particularly surprising is that Crowley was no slouch as a moral philosopher either. Many of his ethical aphorisms – such as “The Way of Mastery is to break all the rules; but you have to know them perfectly before you can do this” – are designed to shock as much as to enlighten, but throughout his writings you can see the influences of Aristotle, Spinoza, Hobbes, Hume, Kant, Bentham, Mill and, of course, Nietzsche. There are probably many others I am too ill-educated to spot.
At it’s core, Crowley’s professed morality resembles no others more than it does that of St Augustine of Hippo (cue the outraged cries of 1.2 billion Catholics).
If you know anything at all about Aleister Crowley you would know that the ethics of his home-brewed religion, Thelema, boil down to “Do what thou wilt”, but this is not the same as “just do anything”. He believed that the most important endeavour in the life of an individual is to discover his or her “True Will” and to follow it … err … religiously.
True Will to Crowley is a combination of calling, destiny and the mode of action that brings one most in harmony with nature. In this it is very similar to the Hindu fundamental moral concept of dharma. By acting in perfect accord with his True Will, the Master is not only maximising his own spiritual potential, but minimising the amount of harm he does to others.
True Will is something completely individual. It cannot be learned from a book or a guru – each must find her own True Will. In that, Crowley was a complete moral relativist.
And you know something?
I think he was right.
Morality can only arise from the moral agent herself.
If you are following an external rule or prescription you are not really acting morally, you have handed your agency to someone or something else and have become an ethical automaton. And how can you possibly know if that external authority is ethical at all – it is only your own heart you can see into.
When the Buddha entered the town of Kesaputta he was mobbed by the local people – the Kalamas – who wanted to know the best way to behave. Kesaputta was on a popular pilgrimage route and many devout holy men had passed through, each preaching his own particular path to enlightenment with it’s attendant ethical precepts and each contradicting the teachings of the others. As you might imagine this left the Kalamas somewhat confused and in their confusion they thought the best thing they could do was ask yet another holy man for the answer.
A whole village load of straight men for Buddha!
Ananda must have felt greatly relieved.
“Don’t listen to what everyone tells you”, the Buddha told them, “Don’t believe the hype or swallow the word on the street. Don’t go along with what the authorities say. Don’t just do what your forefathers did or let yourself be fooled by the nonsense in holy books. Don’t believe in natural laws or anything else taken as a given. And don’t kid yourself you know it all or can reason it out. Don’t hang on celebrity endorsements or self-help manuals and ignore those pompous prats who claim to have a direct line to God. If you want to know what to do, you’ve gotta ask yourself. You’re the only one who knows what’s right for you. But you have to ask yourself very carefully and thoroughly. And it’s probably a good idea to start by considering what wise folk say and whether it may also apply to you. If you’re wise that is.”
Aleister Crowley couldn’t have put it better himself.
Like Augustine – or Hindu bhaktis – Crowley believed that perfect love was the perfect guide to human behaviour. But perfect anything probably is. Perfect contemplation, perfect dedication, perfect concentration even perfect hedonism – all will eventually lead to the realisation that all is one and to disrespect anything is to disrespect yourself.
Of course perfection in anything is pretty tricky to pull off, so the best most of us can do is struggle futilely towards it. Near enough isn’t really good enough but as near as you can possibly get is good enough for you.
Strive towards your own level of competence, don’t think you can exceed it by aping the competence of others.
OK, I’ve bombarded you with truisms – just as Aleister did – but do I have any practical advice?
Probably not. I only know what works for me.
But one thing that does work for me is to try to be aware that every decision is a moral decision, and every thought is a decision – or at least it should be. If you can’t even decide what to think there’s probably not much point trying to work out how to behave.
So you need to be mindful of your own mind. Be as aware as you can of every instant of your existence and everything that impinges upon it. Act in harmony with your own nature and what nature presents to you – because they are really one in the same.
Hey, did I say perfection was easy?
But if you’re really paying attention to the moment you simply haven’t got time to be worrying about what the law is or what the Bible says or what the neighbours might think. Or even what you think.You’re too busy living your life. Your life as a moral being.
And you know what?
It all works itself out.
It’s been doing that for a long time already, even without all your moralising and anguishing about it.
You don’t improve yourself with morality, you improve your morality by improving yourself.
You can’t act morally, you can only be moral.
You don’t follow a morality, you live it.
So get out there and start being the only thing you’re perfect at being.
You.
Even if it means you’re being a perfect fool.
This is the end of the very informative and well written blog post by my friend Cabrogal from Australia…who often participates in discussions on White Pearl’s website about philosophy, religion, and many other various topics of specials interests…He has a form of Autism similar as I do…as he reported there on White Pearl’s website…White Pearl is a young Muslim woman from Pakistan…
KMF…haHa reminds me of KFC…Hehe…(Kentucky Fried Chicken..not original style..if you will)….?HUH!HEH?..
Learn about…Thelema..if you will…or if
you like..
The writings of Aleister Crowley…
the JOKER..
of the 20th Century..
http://www.thelema101.com
MORE..
TO COME…
IF ONE
WILLS
ONE’S..
will
one
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LOVE
WILL
TRUE
LIGHT
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Wow! How I do love Bowling and Tennis…and the number 66 if one remembers reading ‘REvelation 66’ in the KATiEMiAAghogday.blogspot.com blog….
Anyway this up and coming Artist of ‘LIGHT’, ‘LORDE’… if you will is brought to my attention today…Bowling and Tennis is actually a way of enlightenment too…with 10 pins one ball or racquet and one ball with laser focus to make IT happen…if you will..
I worked in a Bowling Center for almost two decades where my laser focus is people instead of Bowling watching their laser focus with their ball and 10 pins…
But much earlier from the time I was 11 to 21 for those 10 years I spent playing tennis at the walking distance park for almost everyday at times…hours…upon…hours…of laser focus….be the ball as is…not the racquet…if you will…
Funny how one can do something for almost ten years in in life…and not remember the importance of the pathway in that something to attaining approximately ultimate light…
Also love the number 11 and 6 of course for F and K too..which of course is the first initials of my wife and I for 9′s marriage…7 for G for God and 8 and H for infinity as one whole bridging 11 as well or what some might abbreviate as 718…of course @first we can respect 418 for one infinity2…B for two and one for A…ABBA 1221…KK11F6G7H8asA41….
HAha! looks like a youtube link?HUHEH!butjustanotherwordforeternity…if you will..kindalikehuhehyousee?seasasone…
Well if you didn’t understand anything I just said that is quite oKay IT IS just for flow..if you will…and maybe for sHOW aswell..
But I think some one might enjoy Lorde’s next three3forC videos and the little appreciation of bowling…66…and Tennis Courts too and my favorite channel 11 with no TV signal2…..join US IF YOuNe will….
REMEMBERTHISISTHETWILIGHTZONE..TRUEWILLOVELIGHT..TW…i..Li.gh..t..Luv..lite…Darkislightisdarkislight…zonez..just a little more flow..if you will…along with the Golden Spiral and Plenty of PI….enjoy your peacepiecepie if one wills for ONE4ALL….P EA C Efor4eachseyeveryONE..E
Oh! and I already forgot to mention the Royals again..remember that post about 722 and the ‘Royal’ and the baby and all that stuff called STAR OF DAVID MESSAGE FOR WORLD PEACE also from katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com …well this girl would rather be a queen bee Eusocial ruler than any money oriented materialistic ‘chick’…if you will..have to say or will to say I agree….
Well..as I’m sure you can see by this at least..I think..I AM sure if you will…there is a great deal of free flow of unbridled creativity going on here…along with lots of ‘light’ bright music from ‘signingsinging’ stars…
Consider this a little tribute below for some of my very favorite ‘song artists’, if you will….
I also recently gained s sudden interest in numerology as one can see below as well…above?
katiemiafrederick says:
906/2013 15/6 21 3
606/2013 12/6 18 9
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DAYS 12/3
906/1981 15/19 34 7/10 1
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YEARS 5/5
606/1960 12/16 28 10/15 6
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5
5
MONTHS 12/3
301/2008 4/10 14 5/8 8
301/2013 4/6 10 1/9 9
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MONTHS 6/6
906/2013 15/6 21 3
606/1960 12/16 28 10
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MONTHS 18/9
606/1960 12/16 28 10
1206/2010 9/3 12 3
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MONTHS 12/3
1206/2010 18/3 21 3
906/2013 15/6 21 3
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Months
93/12
32/5
255/12
60/6
639/18
606/12
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71/8
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The Great Song Artist ‘Sting’ is heavily involved in studying the writings of
Aleister Crowley…
Many of the Lyrics in the songs
he
sings
reflect the teachings…
The Album ‘Sacred Love’
is
a
most wonderful expression of love to me…
and so in addition to the
youtube videos I link I will proceed
now to
link
3 songs from
his
‘Sacred Love’ Album..IT takes me there…if you will….
hopefully it may help someone
else
experience IT too…
These links should work ‘overseas’ too.. where
censorship of youtube is broadly prevalent…
LIBERTY!
is the greatest gift of ALL for mankind as whole…
If you WILL..
that IS my opinion…
and
not necessarily part of anyone else…
but
LOVE SHARES…
Inside..
Send Your Love to the Future…
Sacred Love..
And here comes the rest of songs stories…
With a little reward of a video
describing
gnostic
‘Knowledge’..
if
you will…
close to the end..
Enjoy…if..
but whatever..
‘Do what thou Wilt..
Love
Under
Will’
and
All that Stuffff…2
That’s my father on the right…I come from a long lineage of vampires..if you will…
HAhaHaHA
Currently I’m on the
Left in this particular
generation…
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Yes…IT truly is…and even more than this..IT IS Paradise…some people spend their whole life looking for heaven..some people wait until the end for a dam dream of 72 or 72 Virgins..
but the TRUTH IS Heaven already exists for those who see..who…truly see..the FACE OF GOD…Some people think God’s a b***h..I think God’s a Beach..
IT IS a choice of TRUE WILL IS ALL to live in heaven or hell…
For anyone that walks this beach the answer seems clear to me..so only me shares IT in hopes that someone else… might SEE IT too….
Not everyone is fortunate enough to be born in paradise…
I suppose if there is…
a such a thing..
as
Karma
I must’ve made
a pretty big sacrifice
some where along the way
to be privileged to spend even one
moment in this place of paradise..for me…
I spent decades wandering this paradise without a
care in the world except for experiencing heaven..Wow! what..
love the face of God Brings for those who see it..
who experience and..
are TRULY ONE with IT…
I did not need any DAM religious book..
to experience this…
nor does a SEA GULL or a TORTOISE…
or even a CRAB in the sand or still A NAUTILUS..
Leaving a permanent record of PARADISE behind for ALL to share….
For those who TRULY SEE SEAS….ALL…
AS ONE AND ALL OF LOVE TRUE WILL LIGHT LOVES ALL…
ALL LOVES LIGHT WILL TRUE LOVE OF ALL..
AND ONE AS ALL……..
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6..2
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The Windows of the Soul are in the Eyes…TWeyeLIGHT..True Will eye..i..Lovelight…Tw..i..LIGHT..TWiLIGHT…
The CAt in the photo above with the bright light eyes..is the extra Kool Burger King Lion King Kat..HE knowsalwaysnow his way around town..and needs no instruction from silly human beings to tell HIM where to go….I love that CAT but sHE will have no owner but heSheS…own WILLIGHTLOVETRUETOsHE..My wife clarifies to me that SHE is a sHE but I did not check out the private parts..I usually don’t notice them anyway…I like the eyes the most…Pretty much you’ve seen one vagina..penis..or breasts and you’ve seen them all but the eyes among all beings are always unique…and truewillovelightexpression of soul the..
deepest parts of our beings..for those without eyes the eyes still exist…always present beyond any shade that may present itself in life…the core of being that IS among ALL shared as US…forONEANDALL….SEAS?yet..seeyalater…
Meyes WILL SEE your soul in your dreams and I will be looking back at your eyes to the metaphors of suprorganism of mind…if you will..seeseasthatdeep….oceangreenoremeraldbluetheoneissimilarandthesame…
Here is a picture of the ‘little lion king’ we came across at Burger King on Sunday night…my wife and sister pointed out to me some most interesting figures/symbols of optical illusion in the bright lights of burger king parking lot light over my head…and burger king crown..if you will…
More interesting were the comments I received at the Wrong Planet website and the Reddit website…in even getting a personal opinion…but I suppose the most voted upon perceptions were Yoda with floppy ears..a donkey…and the full tapestry of a giant Lion in the sky…lights..again..if you will..
A strange looking spooky image in the Burger King big glass front window too..for view…
Well here is the photo here and a link to the Flikr version that you can make extra large on your big screen if you have one…would be most interested if anyone else perceived other images than we did in the bright lights of Burger King Parking Lot Light…please feel free to comment on anything I wrote..and I always welcome any type of disagreement to aim toward higher lights of understanding and knowledge of ALL THAT IS if you WILL…
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt240117.html