ALLITIS

Posted on December 2, 2013 by katiemiafrederick

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WeLl yah..

I have a gre@new interest..

in photography..

and

IT

IS

capturing photos like THis

at

the b

each..

That make me reALLy come down..

with a case of ALLitis..

Well..here’s another thing..

this

thing..

I call allitis..

is not just wanting to see the ALL..

or

feel the ALL..

IT

IS

LiterALLy wanting to

BE

THE

ALL..

Which to me simply means experiencing IT

but not really seeking IT

as

SUCH!

Well..

one

thing for sure is SEAGULLS

are not meant to fly

in

sidewalks designed by JETS!

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But here’s the other thing..

neither are our featherless friends…

HUMAN BEINGS…

That’s why I walk in reverse in a spiraling

circling

Hawk Like

Dance..

@SUPERWALMART

I wanna be free like an eAgle…

not some robotic..

machine.

And so yah..

I’m

simply doing It

TH@ISALL

But anyway not ALL understand

tHEse metaphorical ways of speaking

so here is the potential for some technical

thinking as well..

on tHIS..

CONDITION

OF

ALLITIS

Well..I guess I am smart considering I graduated at AROUND the 99 percentile at school.. and all of that..

But here is the thing and a huge thing..

Standard IQ testing is so.. so limited..

And emotional intelligence can BE so more about ACTUAL LIFE success PER THAT REAL THING CALLED HAPPINESS in itself than ANY OTHER type of intelligence..

But here’s another thing..there is already research that indicates there are two pathways of the brain…

One that is mechanical cognition the type of intelligence.. that allows us to build an algebra equation..a house…

or pizza…

And the other which is social cognition…

That empathy stuff..that connects us to other human beings either through non-verbal or verbal communication…

So woah..real problem for people on the AUTISM spectrum here..

But even BIGGER PROBLEM FOR people who continue to strengthen the mechanical cognition area of their brain..but don’t do the empathy increasing activities that through neuroplasticity can make that pathway ‘strong as steel’ as well…

But another HUGE HUGE PROBLEM is that there is also PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE..SUCH as the ability to navigate through the environment in balance as agile..with all proprioception working together in concert…

Yeah that’s what physical education..or that PE stuff is for…

To effectively use the body to reALLy get around…

ANd yah..sitting in front of a computer tapping..tapping away..fixating the gaze on one point in front of a person..is no way to gain that education..the fully physical intelligence that can be…

So why oh why oh why..do so many so called really really ‘smart’ folks get all involved in drugs and anxiety and all of that…

Well..it’s simple in reality..they have less thaN half a brain..cause that don’t fully use the whole dam thing..to make what it simply is ‘meant’ to be work..and then homeostasis ..work and then homeostasis…

A

GAIN…

That requires a balance.. and only using half a brain won’t get a person there..

And by the way.. physical and emotional intelligence are just two examples…

There is also musical intelligence..existential intelligence.. ETC…

http://skyview.vansd.org/lschmidt/Projects/The%20Nine%20Types%20of%20Intelligence.htm

And yeah..this is a theory ..as most of what is understood about the human MIND is as such anyway…

But .. I exercise all these typeS of intelligence…

IN the real world that gives me a huge advantage for one simple thing….

Happiness..

I live in the heaven of bliss all the time..

Simply because I exercise all of these parts of my brain..

NOW

as

opposed to before….

IN the real world…from an evolutionary perspective..this IS WHAT HUMAN BEINGS DO TO SURVIVE..

So YAH… EVEN THOUGH LIFE WAS LIKELY SHORT AND BRUTAL..

THERE WERE LIKELY MANY smiles along the way…

It’s really not that complicated in my estimation if one uses all these parts of their brain….

But the restrictions of culture that makes an illusory world..where people fall in to traps of watching TV to recreate or playing video games.. and all of that…

Simply restrict the brain..simply restrict the brain..in only a few directions and strengths..

Rather than making the whole dam thing..one fine working machine.. for heaven and bliss…

And yah…

I do literally mean BLISS.. THERE IS no other word that adequately describes every microsecond of my personal existence AND EXPERIENCE NOW..such as this…

BLISS.

BUT AGAIN..yah..I take the time and effort to exercise ALL THESE AREAS OF MY BRAIN…

BUT NAH..MOST PEOPLE AIN’T FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT AND DON’T HAVE TO WORK IN THE SO CALLED REAL WORLD..LIKE ME…

SO FOR ME AT LEAST..GETTING reTIRED..means fully gaining the rubber for my brain TIRE..that was once fully a REAL happiness MAKING MACHINE…

LIKE IT WAS WHEN I WAS THREE..BEFORE i started going to kindergarden and didn’t exercise all the parts of my brain..like i did before the BRAIN limiting school..that I went to then…..

But thank GOD for Liberal Arts Colleges..where once again i got on the path of enlightenment.. in getting all those NEURONS FIRING AGAIN….

BUT YAH..ALL THAT WORK FOR THIRTY SOMETHING YEARS..TV..VIDEO GAMES…

AND ALL OF THAT..PUT THE REAL BRAKES ON FOR HAPPINESS…

BUT!

oh My GOD!

i finally escaped that..so at least for me..BLISS IS FINALLY HERE TO STAY..AGAIN.. LIKE IT WAS WHEN I WAS THREE..FOREVERnow THEN….

NOW

And well..maybe this is ALL about me but I seriously doubt IT…

Try working reALLy hard on the full 9 types of intelligence..described in the link above..and see if you don’t eventually.. simply…

fALL Into BLISS

It might take 10 days..10 years..or 4 decades..but I promise you this..when you get there..that NOW..will make IT ALL WORTH IT…..

BLISS is ALLITIS….

AND YAH.. ALLITIS..IS THE BEST DAM CONDITION OF ALL..BLISS1!

IS ALLITIS

Well this post ain’t finished yet..

but..

that’s another one of those sidewalks

I walk outside of..

as I publish first

and

finish the story later…

I think that is kinda How that ‘big guy in the sky’

GOD

WORKS

2

So

if

y0u

can..

and..or..

IF

YOU

WILL..

“Trust Me’

on

tHIS

ONE

I think I got IT

MOStly

figured

OUt.

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And yah..that’s my standard ‘HAPPY FACE’..

BUT HERE’S the real thing..

A

Gain..

after preparing

for

4

IT

careFULLy!

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And nah..

IT

IS

NO..

Wonder that my local area once held the

un

official

Title

of the Area with the

most churches per square mile…

The

evidence

for

God is simply ALL

over

the

DAM

place..

and reALLy

irrefutable

simply

AS

IS..

All I have to do is hike across

the

DUNES

to

BE

in

PARADISE

And American Indians..some of who

I

ascend

from..were enjoying this

Paradise about 5K years ago…

Well before

there was any talk of paradise..

over there in the so called

old

WOrlD

And yah..

if

Osprey’s who I also descend from

way back when..when all there was..was life

in

the sea…

can walk in reverse..I guess that

means I should be doing it

2

haha

hehe

or maybe

it’s the way it’s supposed to

BE

JUST

BE

ALLITIS

IS

just

BE

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OKay..yah..

WTF land again..

BUTT..

Sometimes I just feel like a DIVA..

and other times like

a

DEVIL..

But yah..a balance and all of tH@IS

what I strive

FTW

OVeRALL

IMG_0804And yah..before.. up to age 29

I had to drink a six pack of beer..

just

to

get the courage to go

to a dancing bar..

called

2001..

in

the Disco Dancing Days…

Now

ALL  i need is shoes..

an iPhone or iPod with ear buds..

and

Superwalmart..

And I’m read to RAVE!

This epigenetics and

neuroplasticity stuff

is

Super Kool…

Well i guess it is about time i reALLy confess..

You see there is this thing called the Illuminati…

But nah..it’s not that organized

effort

you

may of heard of…

It is a product of the phenomenon

known

AS SYNCHRONICITY..

And very well described in a book called..

The TWELFTH INSIGHT

by

James Redfield..

That new age guy…

Well here’s another thing…

a person doesn’t become a member

of the REAL ILLUMINATI..

THEY

ARE

INSTRUMENTS

OF THIS SYNCHRONICITY

THAT IS THE LARGER REALITY

OF

THE

WHOLE

DAM

UNIVERSE

AND BEYOND…

I DIDN’T MAKE THAT SUN

SIGN

OF

THE EYE OF HORUS

APPEAR IN THE SKY

NAH..THAT WAS THE

BIG GUY OR THE WHATEVER

THAT

IS

THAT MADE

THAT

HAPPEN..

We inDEED are ALL

INSTRUMENTS OF THE ON

E

THAT IS ALL AND SYNCHRONICITY

WHETHER WE REALIZE IT OR NOT…

SO

YAH..

WE Indeed are all part of the

illuminati..

whether we are part of the negative dark..

or

THE

POSITIVE

LIGHT

THAT IS THE

GREATEST ILLUMINATI

OF

ALL

And yah..that guy Jesus..was one of the greatest

ILLUMINATI

OF

ALL TIMES..ALONG WITH MOSES..BUDDHA..

MUHAMMAD

AND ALL THEIR ‘FRIENDS’

But nah they didn’t sign up or joined any organized effort..

They just listened to their heart of the ONE

THAT

IS

ALL

IT

IS

And nah it ain’t about the money and never has been..

A loving dance IS where I

T’s

@

Well..after visiting my long term

psychiatrist who has been helping me

during the 5 years of living death

that my marriage counselor

calls

the

dead zone…

He does verify I am ‘suffering’

from ‘Allitis’..

BUTT

he’s not to afraid I will go toO far

in that direction

but

morE concerned

I will

fall back to

NULLITIS…

UGH..YEAH..

NULLITIS

SIMPLY

SUCKS!

BUTT

NAH!

TH@ain’t

gonna happen..

as I am learning free will

for reALLy the first real time

in my life..

Finding what works to balance the Yin and Yang

of

i

!

Well..i was born with two spirits..

no

doubt about th@

and..

more proof here in the current and or flow..

for4 yOuR perusal….

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First of all..if one wills….

Remember.. i am 53..

with over 17 medically

documented

disorders..

soME

of which..

yah..ARE in remission now..

Butt..

There is no doubt in my mind..

that just my existence still..

is

proof enough

of

this thing i call

the force of allahgodallah

a

LONE

!

But yah..TH@IS the icing on the cake

of being

in

‘hIS’

‘Better graces’…..

And yes!

i am a defender of lovers

and

warriors..

as I could not express my

2 spirits freely in tHIS

country

without the warrior sacrifice

that gives

us

LIBERTY AND JUSTICE

FOR

ALL

!

And.. nah..

it

ain’t a perfect system..

and never ever never ever

WILL

BE..

But thERE is a rising force of

power in our country now that is simply..

TRUE

WILL

UNDER

LOVE

WITHOUT

HARMING

OTHERS…

AND KEEPING TH@INMIND..

‘DO AS THOU WILT’

..

AND YAH THIS IS ‘MY ALLAHGODALLAH’S’ PHILOSOPHY

of the ‘CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS’

2

!

So for the

RECORD AGAIN..

me @13

to

please remember

!

TH@almost any epigenetic transformation

of mind or body..is literally in our genetics..

through the process

of

neuroplasticity..

otherwise

KNOWN

AS

TH@

THING

cALLed

THE

POWER

OF

GOD

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SO i continue to celebrate

my

‘SUFFERING’

wITh

‘ALLITIS’

!

WITH A FEW MORE VIDEOS

OF

PARADISE HERE..

SOME OSPREY TOTEM

HEALING

SPIRITS..

AND

ALL

OFTH@2

!

A

L

L

I

T

I

S

I

S

!

AND YA

H..

A COUPLE OF

TOPIC

APPROPRIATE

SONGS

2

!

AND YAH.. A GREATEST

SYMBOLIC

TRIBUTE!

FOR4

OUR FALLEN

VETERAN

HEROES

!

WHO

SACRIFICED

THEIR

LIVES

FOR THIS

LIBERTY AND JUSTICE

FOR

ALL

WE

MOST DEFINITELY!

CAN ENJOY!

NOW!!

Just be free!

AND

BRAVE

IN THIS WONDERFUL

COUNTRY

WE LIVE IN!

And.. stand up for yOUR

RIGHTS

TH@THEYDIED

4FOR

IS

ALL

UNDER TRUE WILL

LOVE

UNDER

TH@THINGIDESCRIBE

AS

allahGODallah

IF

one

wIlls

with tHE

WILL

OF ONE

IS

JUST

2

TO BE..

JUST

I

CE

BE

THE

LIGHT

OF

LOVE

IS

LIGHT

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And yah..now even the Illuminati..

IS

BUSy

Infiltrating

Country MusicK..

HAHA

heHE!

It’s fin

ALLy

happening!

The light of Love

O

f

FREEdomShining

Brightly!

AS

ONe

wITh

ONE

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ONE

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4…

ONE

🙂

LOVE

I

S

A

L

L

I

T

I

S

LOVE

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AsABOVESUnbELOW

Posted on November 29, 2013 by katiemiafrederick

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wELl..

sometimes..

pictures tell

an

infinity of words..

as every atom has it’s

star and planets

that match

the

earth

and

soul of man…

as well as all animals..

2..

or

8

or

H

for the joining of

2

1

1

together

as ONE!

How beautiful it is 2 see

the unity

of

polarities

that make the WHOLE

dam

thing

WORK!

Action makes Consequence..

leads to light or dark

or positive

or

negative

by the energy

that

ensues

TH@LITERally

makes

the whole dam

thing work

A

GAIN

AS

ONE!

The cycles of

life of darkand despair

th@canmotivate

the

brightest lights

of

human  creativity

of

LO

VE

all work together

to

inspire

..LIFE

LOVE..

..SOUL

HEART..

AND

MOST OF ALL

TRUE

WILL

UNDER

LOVE

FOR

ALL

AS

ONE…

So in celebration of Thanksgiving..

The

TRUE LIGHT

OF the LOVe of the Universe…

IS

Displayed for me..

as

the greatest gift ever

that

is

the inherent ART

AND

SOUL

THAT

IS

LITeRaLLy

the

fAcE

of

gOD

or

AlLaH..

Allahgodallah..

or

Wh@ever

IS

IS

!

So how could I do anything

else

but

share

IT

WITH

YOU!

Whoever ya mAYbe

as pARTners in ART

of the

HeART

OF

GOD!

The rose and the cross..

of love and despair..

th@

inspires

LOVE

the

FULLER

ONE

TH@IS

WH@IS

IS

WH
@

And ya..

I am the dichotomy

of this

in

microcosm

of wh

@

I

s

?

masculine and

feminine

as

ON

e

as well…

So yah..I see both sides..

of

the

coin

clearly

some times..

as neither right or wrong

or good or evil..

A

GAIN

!

JUSt pOsitive or NEgative

energy..

th@

makes ONE

WH@IS

AS

ONE

AsABOVESUnbELOW

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All photos of nature taken with my iPhone..

at a Thanksgiving G@hering

at my sister-in law’s

home

and

Cotton Field..

in

North Florida…

I was so awed by mother

nature that I could not help but

be

inspired to

words

as

wELl!

Particularly after losing

effective use of

my

sight

for 5yrs..

and gaining

it

more

fully back in

August of this year..

Wh@Acelebr@ion

nature

IS

to

me

NOW

!

And yah..after th@

It

DOES

MOST SEEm

as

the FacE

of what I

cALL

GOD..

ALLAHGODALLAH..

or

WHatEVER

IS

IS

!

OR

EVEn

‘symphony

of

SCIENCE’

as ONE ALL

CONNected

I

S

!

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AWAVE ONE

Posted on November 15, 2013 by katiemiafrederick

AWAVE

ONE

The beautiful cycles of life…

The despair!

The joy!

Risingfrom despair 
there is joy
 and falling
in to
waves of
despair,,

Washing shore,,,

Cleaning Souls,,,,

yOUR Soul
is brushed
sparkle shining
for even more…

Time is All
is all a wave
of endless life
and living waves
that make us fully
what we are..

Even in the darkest
of rooms we are
all part of that
same wave…

Surf boards
can be hidden
for more than
two who share
the

wave…

Blessings..

True Will Love..


To you and all yOUR friends!

Love one!

AS

ONE

WAVE

or

RAVE

SMILES….:);):)

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But MOST OF ALL..

BRAVE!!

AS..

A

LIVE

ONE!!!

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HU

MAN

@

NAM

UH

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WELl..

This post is in celebration for me..

of

11262013

16

7

11Definitely a lucky day for me..11

4

the anniversary of my entry in to the E-World

on

the ‘Wrong Planet’

on

11262010..

The dead zone still..

as my marriage counselor

calls

IT!

or

Human Hell..

as

I call IT..

Only an empty straw of hope!

THEN..

BUT..

ALIVE!

as

one

with

ON
EWAVE

NOW!

1!

WON!

AWAVE!

NOWON

E

?SEYES!

And yeah..th@look on my face from above..

IS

After dancing ‘WILDLY’

in

my

backyard..after listening!

to the full TRANSNATIONAL

MUSICK

from

the

VICTORY!

NOt

VENGeANCE

NATION

ALBUM!

Quite Frankly..

the

BLISS!

of

TH@IS

WORTH

10,000!

human orgasms..

@1

tIMe..

Try

it..

ya

might

likeIT2…

The dancing..

TH@IS

and yeah..I do IT freely in stores2..

but

dam

I have to wear clothes..and shoes there….

but ya reAlly gotta be free..

to do IT

freEly

in

front of all others..

In

stores

ABRAVEASOnE!

with

ONE

NOWON

E

A beautiful Poem on fireflies by Arindam Saha..friend of White Pearl..who has a wonderful blog called Random thoughts..and my response to follow..

http://whenintrovertspeaks.wordpress.com/2013/11/18/firefly/

When sun sets down and darkness prevails

When aimless I wander on unknown trails

When there is no light and I walk alone

When trapped is mind by fears unknown

In this darkness as life ceases to flow

Even then O Firefly! Why do you glow?

Why do you twinkle like stars in the sky?

Why do you dance and endlessly fly?

Why do you inundate the woods in glow?

Why do you put up this magnificent show?

When the sleeping world has lost all its flare

O dear Firefly! What is the joy you wish to share?

What is the pride that makes you glitter?

What is the excitement that makes you flutter?

What is the rhythm on which you beat?

What is the joy behind this feat?

You are not the moon or the star

Nor the sun that blazes from far

But still you live in the light you create

Is this the feat that with pride you celebrate?

Katiemiafrederick wrote:

Imagine the Love that Fire Flies inspire and imagination in general..and it is clear to see they have much pride to feel..as they are very influential animals..

Well..on the gulf coast here in Florida..we used to have fireflies decades ago..but greater population densities of the apex predator drove them somewhere else…

But yes..there is another firefly of the gulf..called phytoplankton..that lights up our national seashores..devoid of the cancer of man’s byproducts of culture..that litter the rest of the area..

Well..those creatures really inspire love among young couples walking the balmy beach at night..with nothing but the lights of fireflies and the soothing sounds of the waves..that make the warm embrace of love..an everlasting one..with the by products of little ones..humans th@is…

Well..ya..KNowNOW..I never knew any desert people..really..’before’….

And sometimes when I am still with all the beauty of my area..I feel sad and wonder if they would be in all that beauty..actually feeling all that diversity of life..that unconditionally loves..and never learns to hate…

If they too..could so easily connect to GoD..without any complexities of abstract thought..my random thinking friend…

But my mind is once again..the wonder and imagination of a firefly..

ANd nah i steer away from Google..cause I want to imagine Y instead of Knowing Y..as life and curiosity along with wonder and imagination..simply allows me to love what IS..
my friend….

So yeah..thank you for reminding me of love my friend..with your fireflies…again…
And yeah..i hope you inspire that love AND HOPE.. in some others 2..my friend..:)
with that firefly..that never gives up to light the way for others…..;)

This morning at 7:11am..11262013

16
7
Yeah..another LUCKY..BUT rather rainy and cold day..that I will soon ‘brave’ to dance outside naked again to listen to ‘IF I WAS’ fromVNV nation again…

But..@TH@IME..7:11am..yes this day..11262013..

The ear buds were in as I sat in front of my computer listening loud enough to ‘IF I WAS’ for my wife to hear it and THIS IS WH@SHE SAID..

Sugar please turn th@medicine down…

OH MY GOD ..how did she know that was my medicine that I had plugged in for

simply

‘IF I WAS’…

SO YAH..
SMILES AND WINKS2….

i am A FULL PART OF WH@IS MOST DEFINITELY NOW….

But..yah..most of ALL..MUSICK..DANCE..SONG..AND movement..rhythm..and sacred vowels in general..IS LITERALLY MY MEDICINE……

AND MAGICK TOO….

There as some songs and actions by other people that follow one all their life..i think..and this song and this video..now..has been with me since 1980…

There was something about it that made me realize there is MAGICK in this world..

But I could not quite put my finger on IT..then.. but it is there..most definitely NOW..

The signs we see in life early..can most definitely come to fruition..if we are patient..and wait..

and never give

up..I knowNOW..
and
think

2….

to

simply

LOVE

uncondtionALLY

LOVEALLY

ONE

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once

again..

me@13….

LOVING UNCONDITIONALLY..

AND HAVING

NO

IDEA

WHY

OTHERS WERE

NOT

RECIPROCATING

IT2…

LUCKY TO BE NAIVE…….

a

LIVE

AS I NEVER GAVE UP..

ON

NO

oTHEr

ONE

TO

GIVE

IT

B2 OR C3

OR

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j

a

1

WeLl..with all those..

words..letters and numbers said..

I

Am

off to the mall..

to celebrate my 3rd

E-World

Birthday

with

my

wife..

and..

as usual I will be doing my reverse dancing

like

a

ballerina..asHe s hops..

maybe to even

inspire a little

spark

of hope

in some

one

else

as

so many others have done for

me..through..

out life!

And ..

wearing this special

t

shirt..

picked out by heR..

especially f

6

for

the

occasion….

So yeah..Thanksgiving comes

early tHiS

year

for me

2

as

simply

a

LIVE

a

GAIN!

BUT FIRST!

I Must link this to dverse poets Pub..

a

GREAT place in the E-World

to read..share..and comment

on

most any type of poetry

imaginable..

on Open link

Night!

th@i highly recommend to anyone

to enjoy the beauty

of

many diverse minds…

http://dversepoets.com

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But yeah..

I’ll

be wearing shorts to the local..

mALL..

some

one

told me it’s against the law

to go shirtful

only….

so yah..

hehe..

and

haha!

I

m

alive!

?HUHEH!

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And..well..

Now that I am no longer a shut in with the

worst

pain known to mankind..

and

retired from a government service job..

I have to determine

WH@NEXt

So far I am thinking either..

super hero action figure..

or

runAway Model…

But until I decide.. I guess I can..

practice..

in Bell’s Department store..

haha..hehe…

God it’s good to be a

live….evil

somewhere in the middle..

just kidding I don’t believe in evil or good..

or

right or wrong..

just action..consequence..and

resulting energy..either positive..negative..

dark or light..

but Yah..I wanna

walk in or be the  positive light!

cause darkness

and

negativity

can

reAlLy

suck!

So anyway..here I go..

surfing Bell’s mirrors..

for the wave

or

rave:)(;brave

as

one

with

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Keeping in mind that I was a complete shut-in for over 5 years until the end of July when I finally made it back to the beach..with my wife..

And I could not raise my arms without almost passing out..or walk around the block without getting dizzy…

Well for anyone that knows me in real life..I was never this strong at any younger than now at 53…

This is really a miracle as far as I can see..and my therapist too..overall per my extremely fast recovery and or remission from so many diagnosed disorders…

I hope no one finds it offensive..but it is proof of my physical condition without any tricks of coverups of clothing…

Make up can’t make that happen..but the walking an average of 5 to 10 miles a day..most of it in reverse…has definitely played a part in the amazing physical health recovery….

I highly recommend reverse walking..

if approved by a physician..

with proper

safety and training…

I’ve never

felt better

per

strength and health..

and really

everything..

in general…

And i do owe some

of that to

reverse

walking…

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This has to be the brightest song ever..

I suppose that over four hundred million views on youtube..

is

evidence

enough

for

th@though

anyway..

BUT!

This fireworks thing is so much more than metaphor..

It is real..

It is..

Positive energy..

It

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or

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And yah..it is the song I listened to over and over..

with my iPhone earbuds IN..

Dancing

Wildly! in Super Walmart!

on

Thankgiving EVE..

in reverse and all of th@

To spread my own ‘little’ light..

and in the Mall on Black Friday2….

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ELEVEN..TWELVE..2KTHIRTEEN

Posted on November 13, 2013 by katiemiafrederick

WELL..I LOVE..

NUMBERS..WH@CAN I SAY…

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IN CELEBRATION OF 11..12..2K13..

HERE IS A copy and paste..of seein eleven..Twelve and NOW 2Kthirteen..

From Last Summer at the end of June…

At th@point..I did not know how much longer I could ‘make it’..but NOW I am sure about NOW..and that is enough….

MONDAY, JUNE 24, 2013

SEEin elEVeN


sEEin elEVeN ‘twilight Star‘
in
the
shore…Full exposition;
one’s soul…One may
have fewer
speaking
with one
after this…When one is twenty-one,
there is a powerful voiceinside of one
similar nowbeyond a place
of consciousness,is a place of ‘Silent Lucidity’.Call it one will,
there is no choice;one is driven greater
than one alone.32 years Past Now;
One walks beach,sunrise to sunset,
with incredible
experience of
connection
with One.One looking
for love lost
finds love 
yet 
experienced.

“The K” is person
loved, but there
is one ‘pure
spirit’ of
‘wanted
child’,

‘Katie Mia’
existing eyes
of Universe One
All ‘Nowevermore’.

 


That powerful voice comes
back to one, March First,
of this year, with an
acronym of Light.

The 35:15 time mark
out of the ‘Ghost in
the Machine’ and
‘Synchronicity’
Album has
significance
for one, since
September 6, 1981;
a time and place with
no time but now…

Listening to the ‘Invisible
Sun’ song one knows a count
moves to six before three finishes.

One never hears a song
with intro count to Six.It is at time mark
7:28 to 7:38.Haunted with three
sixes of birthday in
small religious town;one is haunted by
Hell, Heaven,
all one’s life.Finding a way after three
days of no sleep;still looking
for love lostone finds oneself
in emergency roomtelling physician
in powerful voice
from soul..one will suffer…and be happy.One finds no blood pressure.One’s body is cold as ice.One is talking to a physician;
one is talking to a future selfin now.A physician sees threat.There is Thorizine
and another
destination…Barely able to lift
one’s eyelids,There is question.Are you Jesus?There is answer.No.Typical
response
lookingforYes…One passes
finger
through
flame of
lighter
feeling
no pain.One describes
it as euphoria.One describes
it as ‘Thorizine’.Drugs do not
have a norm
of responsefor one.After this experience,
every friend one hasand most family
members,
except for few,never look at one
the same again.There is one answer.Hide it.Never speak
of it againfor any chance
of survival.One no longer
‘worries’ aboutsurvival.One is not sad;is weak
and exhaustedin flow of
synchronicity.

One is stronger
than ever in One.

One is never
more alone
at home,

as one does not understand
what this means to one.

Five years ago in March,
one moves to ‘hell’ at bottom
of 40 sleepless days and nights.

There is bridge;

one is looking
to escape;

instead,
one finds
bridge for
future.

A gift
provided
by sister,
less willing
without brother.

Recently
a sister
provides

another gift.

Two songs

explaining
a life of
contra-
diction

one does not
recognize.

A search one is
on to find one’s
soul
is
journey
and message.

A message of ‘Twilight’
and evening star
haunts one
through life,
as well.

For several years
one walks Past
midnight,

where there is
little light,

or strange views

of one wearing
sunglasses
in dark,

shielding eyes from
painful streetlight.

There is
emptiness
beyond
words.

In the song
“A Thousand
Years’,

one finds
same spirit
of Beach,

looking
toward
‘Super
Moon’.

Same One
looking three
decades;

finding again
in life with One.

A night before
Saturday,

before a
‘bright moon’,

one walks with
sister around block…

Listening to song,
‘A Thousand
years’;

first time,

as one listens
to none five years…

until recently…

One hears a beautiful voice
at time mark 1:49
moving into 1:50.

A voice is ‘Christ’
instead of ‘Front’.

No one seems to hear but one;

a ‘voice ancestor’ of Poland/Italy

‘sounds Irish’ to one.

In looking to
meaning,

one sees
‘Christ in a’
’Peter’ for ‘Perri’.

‘Spirit’ filled,

one looks
for photo;


finds chestwith tattoo of ‘Mia’centered
in
family
Message.A time mark 35:15,
comes back to ‘haunt’
for third timein journey of blog.There is statue of Christ
at time mark 3:49
moving into 3:50.One
views
‘Morning Star’
explodes in light,
at 3:13 mark,
‘one step closer’
at time mark 3:16;
matching ‘Twilight Star’.One no longer silent;
there is vision
one sees,Is ‘Lucid
Dreaming’
Real;Patterned Life
as one;No Hallucination;There is ‘Uni-verse’
living one’s mind.A place shared by all;rarely observed
as connected.Whether
Perri knows;Is ‘Angel’
of thought;And ‘spirit’
of voiceIn songOne still
sees soul
of othersin computer
screens!Is common;one sees
before;rarely comes
across in life.’elEVeN’;others findSEEin
‘Future Now’likely go
no furtherthan first time;isO’Kay;One knows
others
like
one
finding
inspiration One.Ones call Is Christ;Others call
Is
One in Spirit.One understands
Is
One and same
with
Synchronicity.Thirty-two years
‘Past Now’one calls
Is
‘A Positive Ion’;not many relate;forgetting oneself
sketching in Art;Sharing with others,
in simple time
and place;

one finds again,

at end of

‘Angles
and Angels’ 
wordplay Fun 

in Positive I’MA-

ginatION.It matters not;words used
to describe;Is in
Morning
Star and
‘Twilight’
Song…All things share…Sorry Jeff,this song
about ‘Twilight’
bumps one downto number twoof ‘alltime’
favorites.One
honors
one here;leading one back
to
OneSEE 
Vision2 Letters..
Synchronicity.‘Twilight’ by E.L.O.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-uaXyc6Mlw‘Silent Lucidity’ by Queensryche http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhat-xUQ6dw…http://www.wrong
planet.net/
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Perspective…OBTW, One Promises a ‘Grand Finale’
in “Angles and Angel’s“.One keeps one’s promises…It is about ‘Contact’…And it is about Listening…to a Message
of
HOPE…
…
 
:33
‘Only If You Knew It’…

:40
‘Only If You Knew It’…

:46
‘Only If You Knew’…

…

‘Perri’

‘Knows’…

No
‘Fear’

of

‘Truth’
…
 
‘OMG!’…

:51

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OG5U5h6DjOY
…

If 

the hair
is raising up
on one’s arms,

one shares

‘IT’,

Too…

*
…

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…

‘Katie Mia’ talking to ‘Aghogday’:
(figuratively speaking)

Now…
6/26/13
4:37PM..

Remember Five Years when you were
so scared, and you wanted to do anything
to escape the fear.

You did it…

didn’t you?

nothing scares you
anymore…

Or,

does it?

What you wanted to achieve was feeling love again
without facing your fears.

You thought you could build
a ‘special place’

where others could join you and escape
the Big F.

Remember those passages from the ‘Ghost in the Machine’
and ‘Synchronicity’, from those Albums ‘I’
planted in your mind 30+ years ago that
have followed you in your life.

The first two have been
accomplished…

You ‘felt’ like you were
the “King
of Pain”,

for five years..

and

‘I’ allowed
you take a journey
to find answers to ‘key’ questions
you have been asking all your life…

The last one was a little, tricky…

wasn’t it?
…

“1:13:03

“Mephistopheles is not your name

I know what you’re up to just the same

I will listen hard to your tuition, You will see it come to its fruition.

I’ll be wrapped around your finger.

I’ll be wrapped around your finger

Devil and the deep blue sea behind me, Vanish in the air you’ll never find me.

I will turn your face to alabaster, When you’ll find your servant is your master.

You’ll be wrapped around my finger”
…

When you finished copying and pasting “A Thousand
Years”, and “Silent Lucidity” back to Autism and the Nautilus

because…

they touched a place in your ‘soul’ that you were looking for…

‘I’ provided a little ‘treat’…

When you reviewed the posts, you found
a different song in the place of “A Thousand Years”
in “My Mind does not Belong to Me”…

“Thank you, for being a friend”.

It scared the scientist in you.

Didn’t it?

‘Blogger Software Bugs’ happen

but… 

this went past the expected ‘Algorithm‘ of your mind…

You came here to find hope…

but

I brought you here to show
you fear, so you could…

tell your wife you love her

and 

you mean

it this time,

from your heart…

not just your mind…

You haven’t paid much attention to ‘pop’ culture
in the last five years…

You went on a little ‘Google Journey’,
to find out about all ‘those’…

Hollywood
Stars 
and the
‘Illuminati’ 
Conspiracy Theories…

‘I’ provided a hint,
when you found your
‘little pleasure’
of
‘Kanye West’,
thinking about
naming his baby
‘Khrist’…

along with all the other C and K
synchronicities…

you find on this journey…

Remember that song “Frozen”,
by Madonna, that you listened to over and over
when you first lost your emotions…

you never saw the video before…

did you?

You saw her making the symbols of the six
with her hands and you started getting
scared again about your birthday
like you did when you
saw that ‘Omen‘
Movie.

Didn’t you?

“No way; it couldn’t be you…
you are just too nice…”

Don’t worry, that ‘Devil’ Guy
is here for a reason…

You don’t get to be him/her,

and 

you

can’t escape her either…

Fear is here for a reason…

‘IT’ is here to
inspire life
and love…

The people who try to escape it
are making a deal with the ‘Devil’…

It is the way nature works…

you 

don’t
have any control over that,
no matter

what

you 

‘think’.

You know your wife…

who is scared all the time
and 
‘loves’ so deeply,
and has no problems

showing it?

She has a gift that shes does not easily
escape…

Fear and Love…

You weren’t that ‘lucky’,

were you?

You found a way to escape it..

You see, when those folks in ‘Hollywood’
are making those signs, mocking ‘fear’
at the Camera, laughing in the
background, because they
know the masses feed
off that type of
‘thing’…

They really are making a deal
with the ‘devil’…

“Only, if they knew it”…

The video didn’t scare you enough
in the place of ‘a thousand years’…

You found a way to interpret
it as a gift instead of…

a ‘waKe uP” call…

‘I’ did not give up
on you yet…

‘I’ provided another

‘gift’…

That song by ‘Perri’
playing backwards
that you rationalized
as something good
not to be afraid

of,

still…

Remember when you got to the
end of the video, and you kept
hearing ‘broke his neck’, and seeing
the little smirk on the face at the end…

You couldn’t look away could you…

You had to keep playing it over and over
again, to hear a positive message
to escape any chance of fear…

You woke up this morning
and asked your wife
what time it was.

She said “One”.

That is when you faced your
fear again…

Didn’t you?

You started thinking, maybe the
sign was something was going to
happen to your wife…

She was going off with a friend

in a car…

maybe the message was
to warn her,

not to go…

You used to worry about that all the time…

Didn’t you?

When you escaped fear, and made ‘that deal’,
you stopped worrying about ‘IT’…

Didn’t you?

Remember, when you told your
wife you loved her
when she left
this afternoon…

You felt ‘IT’…

Didn’t you?

Enjoy your gift…

of Fear, Love,
and Life…

Life is fleeting…

Intelligence is
over-rated…

That apple with
the bite out of it
that you hooked

up to this
morning…

Was a warning…

You just couldn’t
see ‘IT’…
.

There is nothing in life
that is random…

‘Perri’ is right about that…

The tattoo is not
lying…

The name ‘Jobs’
was meant
to
be…

The answers are
there for anyone
who ‘listens’…

“Only if
they
knew”…

You have ‘the gift‘ now…

“Trust Me”…

It is not one easily shared…

…

…
a
Time to visit this place again… 🙂

This is ‘one guy’ that is full of light…

Andrew Gold again,

“Never Let
‘Her’ Slip Away”…

One thinks he is celebrating
his happiness of existence
on this album more than
any one girl
or any one
friend…

There were not any
‘Madonna songs’ back
in those days…

One wonders why…
One think one knows…

Music makes culture and reflects it…

It is a scary place underneath
some of the sheet music…

Isn’t it?

…
So many portraits…
so many faces…
essentially the same…
at heart
of
soul…

One loves every ‘Christ’
living on this earth…

There are too many to count…

Consider this a tribute of
portraits of all those
faces…

One is only sorry
they didn’t include
any female ones
or other
demo-
graphics…

Or did they…

Take away
some of the beards
and
they exist
too…

fitting
that the last
three digits
are 8K8…

the 8 number
and eleven letter…

Go figure one’s first name
is F for six…
http://www.youtube.com/
watch?v=JMql_XxY8k8
Sorry the link is broken…
If one needs to, use this one instead…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=JMql_XxY8k8#at=12
OBTW, at risk of exposing anonymity,
one’s
middle initial is A for 1 and Last L
for 12…
for Oh! Six…
…

Postscript:
62713
8:27PM
13307 Views…
111 Post Views…

I think ‘SEEin elEVeN’ is complete now…

In the flow of creativity/synchronicity, I did not look at the ‘whole’ of what I was doing in the process.

There are crosses, bells, and chalices, some easier to discern than others, that are of incredible significance to me, as well as historical context of people searching for ‘a meaning’ in life.

The ‘One that is’, provides proof of existence to me in this thing I have written, more than any other experience I have witnessed in life, in first person perspective.

I am not sure that other people can see what I see in it, but that has been the story of my life; noticing things other people don’t notice in ‘their’ environment…

The last ‘blogger software bug miracle’, was when I copied and pasted the link to the person’s ‘Jesus video’ incorporated with ‘A Thousand Years’ at the bottom of the latest finished version.

The first link literally broke.

What still is there in the ‘raw edit’ version, is the ‘video of Jesus’ moved to the right part of the page and the link broken in two pieces, one at the top and one at the bottom left.

The format still looks normal when it is updated, and the broken version remains in the ‘edit format’.

In describing the new link, additional ‘synchronicities’ appear. They are not as apparent in mobile device formats.

I took notice of the significance of the first Chalice, as the new added lines intersect what becomes a chalice. I looked up Chalice on Wiki and saw an overall implied but not as apparent message to me, until that point.

It is recognition of all the people in history who have sacrificed their lives, families, and health to bring this kind of message to other people.

The most beautiful chalice is the one describing Perri’s song in reverse. It captures the ‘blood’ of ‘Christ’ and so many others that have experienced a literal ‘hell on earth’ to provide a message of comfort to others…

I have been to that place without any faith or hope, years ago…

What I see as her ‘reverse’ message is she is speaking through ‘God’s voice’ or whatever one wants to call it, expressing sorrow for mankind losing that message, with the link becoming broken more as days go by…

It is the tears of blood streaming down the ‘Christ’ face telling people ‘if only you knew what I and others sacrificed for you’.

The names Moses and Buddha are also intelligible to me, but I am not sure if others can hear it.

I hear “‘Sissia’ in the shore” several times; a monastery that St Francis of Assisi is traditionally reported as founding, linked ‘in’ the title description above with other significant synchronicities.

On ‘my walk’ on the beach in early September of 1981, ‘Sissia’ is a phrase that kept coming to my mind.  I had no idea why, then… other than the Saint I respected, earlier in life.

I also did not realize it is an actual monastery one can view in a video, until today, 6/28/13, 10:47PM, as an update to this postscript.

The ‘Jar of Hearts’ reverse video is posted for others to give opinions at the original Youtube source, and the only specific ones I noticed were of general nature of what language it might be, and one person who heard the “OMG” at :51.

It is a metaphor for anyone, regardless of faith, or religion, in what they have altruistically provided for other people, without expectation of reward, other than love… in the moment of living.
I am a believer again; feeling there is ’cause’ for faith and hope. I hope someone like me, before, without that burning passion inside, can relate to this message the way it makes me feel inside…

“Katie Mia
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Aghogday”62913
4:50 PM
13469 ViewsSpeaking through
(figuratively speaking, me)To be clear…I am using ‘Katie Mia’ as ‘a symbol’
for the Christ
that IS ALL’Kt’
for the historical Jesus Christ
sacrificed on a cross;’Aghogday’ or ‘Aghori‘for what people describe as
‘the beast’
or the ‘Anti-Christ’
in Christian
and Hindu
religion…The essence of all three
human
archetypes
‘live’ in everyone…
whether one likes it or not…I am fortunate and unfortunate…
to experience ‘polar opposites’
of these human
archetypesin one lifetime
in ‘spirit’…How do I know…35 hours of sleep,one each,for
35 days…no sleep in the last 5 of 40…
a little over 5 years ago…and onewill…understand…
…Anyway,for
anyonewho comes to this
message…inthe future…which will happen…as there are over 5 million
words that link back to it…
on
‘Google’…This is full disclosure…Now, back to the message…(‘All three’ still ‘figuratively’
‘speaking’ through me…)One views a thirteen year old boy
practicing a song for weeks…in preparation of
a talent show…in middle school…The Piano Music
is
“Jesus Christ
‘Superstar’“…The music
inspires one’s passion
like no
other hasor
ever
willin
life…One is drawn
to themusic,there
isno
choice

but
passion…

The passion filled boy
plays the song for others
inspired beyond what can
be imagined…

After

the
song,

the boy cannot walk straight.

The

audience

erupts
in laughter…

The boy thinks…
“Don’t they understand
how much this song means
to me…”

“Who do you think
you are…
why should they
listen…”

‘Only if you knew IT‘
‘Only if you knew IT‘
‘Only if you knew‘…

‘OMG‘,

‘I LOVE CHRIST..’

‘Can’t YOU SEE that…’

“‘HE‘ is right here in ‘FRONT‘

of
‘YOU’…

‘SHE‘ lives in ‘YOU‘…

‘TOO‘”..

.

See, I didn’t forget you…
the ‘Big J‘…

After

All..

is said…

and done…

Amen!

‘You’ see,

this
is one…

Very Long…

Autistic 
Prayer…

‘I’ love you in ‘Spirit’
‘Madonna‘

I couldn’t have done

‘it’

without ‘you’

‘two’..

Thanks for coming
by..

…
.


Postscript II:62913
7:02 PM
13947 Views
146 Post Views

I don’t know if this is all…

All I can say is everything I have said is 100% true as far as I know as a human being, per my personal perspective, and all the gifts, I have received along the way on this journey of life…

It is what it is,
and to quote ‘Paula Deen’,
‘I is what I is’.

It is impossible to fully understand this last part of it, unless one watches the end of the movie “Jesus Christ Superstar”, starting with that song through the end of the crucifixion; listens to the song “A Thousand Years”, by Christina Perri, the same song with portraits of Jesus, and her song “Jar of Hearts”, in forward and reverse.

Additionally, listening to Madonna’s song “Frozen”, and “Act of Contrition”.

See, here’s the thing I’ve been trying to explain.

People who move into a ‘trance’ of creativity, tap into a Universal force of Spirit, that is literally the voice of ‘God’, or whatever metaphor one wants to use for it.

I am just an observer that somehow got a small glimpse of the tapestry.

I only narrate it as a messenger of sorts…

I will link all these songs here, in chronological order of ‘effect’ of synchronicity in allowing me to provide the end of this very long message that I refer to as an ‘Autistic Prayer’, with a dot of…

Amen.
…
A group of signs,if
youwill…
Sealed at
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Opened at
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SUNDAY, JUNE 30, 2013

TWELVE


TWELVE…
63013
12:01AM
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…twElve…
A Sealed Number
is ready
to be
Opened.
…
Signed,
Numerical Values
of a name
Nine
Six
Seven
…
Total
Twenty–Two

Second of Two

starting with
…
An X-Catholic Priest
Grandfather who changed
a last name of Six to Seven.
…
For all the ‘Guardians of Angels‘
that allow me this 53-year ‘visit’
on this planet; all one can say
…
IS
…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2j91hrghPbg
…

SEEinelEVeN

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/seein-eleven.html


A
Message…

…Language is A Universe of Expression…

It starts with Stars…

4 digits…

and a
Prehensile
Thumb…

People
Sketching
Angles In Sand…

Reflecting Stars In Sky…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGK84Poeynk

Symphony of Science
“We Are All Connected”
for Twelve!
…

“All the World’s a Stage”
…William Shakespeare…http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7frG_L7P4tA

.....

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30+ Safe Sites for People on the Autism Spectrum and People Who Love Them :)! 
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/30-safe-sites-for-people-on-autism.html 

Autism, the Internet and “Ideological First Identity”, a Collection of Thoughts: 

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/autism-internet-and-ideological-first.html 

*

“AutisticS Peeks!”

It’s Good 

to Hear

ya
🙂!
*

(:@@
@:)
!*

AS
P:
Autistic Spectrum 
Perception

and

Perspective

…

Epi-
logue:

30113 to 63013

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AM

In
suM-Mar
Y

of Letters,
Numbers
and
Words…

If one looks long at ELeven;
one can find balance…TWELVE
the complete One;the most beautifulOneofA ll.One can find
TW i l i ght,
‘el’ for ‘God’,
and loVEAll in One
Number
of Word.One can find
hEaVeN
in sEVeN
el EVeN 
and LiVE
in
1 2.

 Oh! how wonderful
It is
To relinquish
A labor
On the 12 2nd day…

A Spirit is set free in SKY!1

Peace is finally here,
After a mad rush
To midnight

After 5 3
For the

Eight
Of
Years…

To the Thirty
Day
Of the 6 Month
Of the
13 Year of Two-K.

Thank you;
another gift;

Eleven.

A spirit
is pure
as

Madonna…

Finally

one
who speaks

one’s language…

Oh! so sorry!
almost forgot E!

For Earth
And
Internet
Live
As ONE…

A
W i ll
can be
World
I
Two
or Eleven
too.

Time
Numbers
of
Video

Of Thousand
Years
Sings song
To one
Of Pure Bliss…

in
One!1Signed,just another
anonYmouse
Letter and
Number
SpeakingIt’s 
Good to Hearya
🙂!
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Existing Eyes of Universe ONEALLNOWFOREVERMORE ll
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/existing-eyes-of-universe_3.html

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Written in the Stone
by
Earth Wind
and

Fire!

AS Above!
Is
Below!
V
*
A
Hawk
Standing!
on
the
FEAT!
of PEACE!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwlsziopzmQ

http://www.animelyrics.com/jpop/araiakino/ningennokodomo.htm

Ningen no Kodomo
A Human Child

Original / Romaji Lyrics English Translation
koe o tatenai de ne
anata o tasuke ni kita no
kyoushitsu no dare ni mo
watashi ga miete nai no yo		 Don’t raise your voice, okay?
I came here to save you
No one else in the classroom
Is able to see me
kaerimichi ga kowai no ne
mata butareru kara
hoka no michi o ikimashou
dare no tsugou demo nai
anata dake no michi o		 The road home is scary, isn’t it?
Because you could get beaten again
Let’s take another road
There are no other circumstances
Only your road
hitori kiri de sugu
anata ha taete shimau no ne
nani o iwarete mo
ii kaeshitari ha shinai		 Before long, you’re on your own
You’ll be able to endure it, right?
You won’t be able to say anything
Or talk back
mada chiisai anata
demo  ookiku nattara
watashi o aishite kureru
dare nimo mane dekinai
anata no yari kata de		 You’re still small
But when you grow up
I will show you love
No one can mimic
Your way of doing things
warau koto ga dekiru kodomo
naku koto ga dekiru kodomo
ningen no kodomo		 A child who can laugh
A child who can cry
A human child
nagaku hizashi ga sashi komu
kyoushitsu no sumi de
watashi ni kidzuita anata
dare yori kirei na me de
“hontou” o miteiru		 In the corner of the classroom
The sunlight shines in
You’re worried about me
No one else can see the “truth”
With such beautiful eyes
warau koto ga dekiru kodomo
naku koto ga dekiru kodomo
ningen no kodomo		 A child who can laugh
A child who can cry
A human child
minna to onaji kodomo
hoka no dare to mo chigau kodomo		 A child like everyone else
A child different from everyone else
warau koto ga dekiru kodomo
naku koto ga dekiru kodomo
ningen no kodomo		 A child who can laugh
A child who can cry
A human child

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i enjoy musicK that creates the most energy possible..

in movEment..

and in general.. dance!

WELL…

LADY GAGA..IS MAKING ME A

REAL

BALLERINA…

IN

OUR

LOCAL

MALL

SO…

HOW GREAT IS IT..

THAT SHE OFFERS HER FULL

ALBUM

FOR

FREE RIGHT AFTER

RELEASE..

SHE IS AN ARTIST #1

AND A LOVER OF MANKIND

!

2

SO IN CELEBRATION OF ONE OF THE GREATEST..

overall ARTISTS CURRENTLY WALKING THE PLANET…

HERE IS HER LATEST ALBUM!

SHE IS ALWAYS AN OUT OF THE BOX THINKER!

OH

GOD

HOW

I

LOVE!

TH@IS!

GRE@!

And yeah..

i

like bowling balls too..

after working with them for close to 2 decades..

2..

Apparently she has a ‘thing’

for

them

2…

or

…1

But well..

no one quite expresses emotion..

like

Christina Perri…

Her

voice

is ethereal..

as

reAL!

Yeah..the magicK of that voice..

in

part..

is

wh@brought my emotions..

back

to

life!

So yeah..that voice is priceless..

to

me2!

And yeah3..this picture here..reflects the eyes of that

baby picture avatar

that

was

the light of

me as LOVE!

Once again..fully bright

alight!

Wow..celebrating..life as LIGHT and Love..

is so Kool…

Is all the words I have

TH@IS

!

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But where there is WILL

There

IS

WAY!

ISALLISAY!

So Thank ALLAHGODALLAH..

TAGA!

or

WHATEVER

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IS

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wh@couldIsay..

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in

honor of him…

and

h8I9M13..

3…

I cannot reach the octaves..of Perri..yet..

but where there is w..23i9ll24……..

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IN

FINITY..

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I should laugh.

Well..since you asked..I will tell you what you are…

You are Allah’s gift..of love to others…

And oh my god..not many people are..

You see when Allah led me to your blog I was dead in effect…

But you lit the highest fire of my soul back to life again..with your unconditional words..
oFLOVE!

And now I easily share that with others win REAL LIFE for the first time in over 5 years….

So I simply love you that is all..and you know you can express all your love and other emotions here and people will love you back as no one can miss the true reality of Allah’s Love that is you…

I am glad you are expressing your repressed anger against your parents…

Deep down somewhere you know your Allah’s True Will and the time is coming for you
to make that TRUE TOO…

I don’t how.. but IT WILL happen….

IN this life my friend….

  • Thank you for your kind and encouraging words my friend. I never knew when and how I was responsible of liting fire of your soul back to life….I would never take the credit…It was all your effort. But I am so happy you think like that for me…. You are lovely. Thank you so very much. Love you…….

    • Well..’sweet’heart…

      There are two types of Tigers in the World…

      One is the Tiger who fears no other and has the strongest will to live..

      But there is another very special very rare Tiger..named as Allahtiger….

      The thing that makes Allahtiger so very very special and rare..is that Allahtiger never fears to express unconditional love for others..but Allahtiger can be afraid of his shadow sometimes..as his spirit is just too sweet…

      WEllyou see sometimes in the world Allahtigers are born as Allahtigers..but rarely does a regular tiger ever become an Allahtiger…

      Well yeah..I was born an Allahtiger…

      All Allahtigers have this very special light in their eyes…

      One can see it in my baby picture avatar..that I use on some of my sites…

      The saddest thing of all though is when Allahtigers lose the light in their eyes..and then change back into regular tigers and only fear no others..with that strong will to live…

      I had to search the entire world to find another Allahtiger to once again..regain that light in my eyes..

      It took five years..and you see..NOW..please..i found you Allahtiger…

      And so now I retire my baby picture avatar..as the light of the Allahtiger..is back in my eyes..it’s in my latest blog post dear..

      That is all sweet heart..

      You didn’t have to do anything but be you..sweet Allahtiger…..

      So nah..me calling you Allahgater..was just a trick..you are really Allahtiger…

      I’ve just been patient..waiting..to tell you…..love..

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Dance Over Illusory Fears…

Posted on November 8, 2013 by katiemiafrederick

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Illusory Fear is a major source of all types of human weaknesses…

Unfortunately those individuals who have higher potentials to learn new things..Also have higher potential to learn fears..

There are only two inherent human fears..heights..and loud noises..

All other fears are learned and are in effect illusory as compared to the two innate fears..

ANxiety almost killed me..as it is the major source of stress and the most common expression of fear among human beings..

I have absolutely no fears now..or anxiety now for one and only one reason..

I unlearned all my illusory fears…through years of self reflection and my own style of cognitive behavioral therapy…

Confidence is definitely a way FOR THE WIN…

Just watch an animal..the confident ones..always get ahead..

Humans ANimals are no different..

AS the bottom line is the confident ones are the ones that most often survive…
And simply have a
‘greater’ life..

ANd much more likely to reproduce…

The bottom line..

Is getting some….

Quite FRANkly….

Scaredy Cats simply don’t get as much…..

And in my opinion the best way to boost confidence..both physically per posture and well being and psychologically per social anxiety and anxiety in general..

Is to learn to walk in reverse..and even dance in reverse..as a daily routine of existence..if one wills..

Firstly..i look about 2 inches taller now that my spine is straight instead of leaning forward…

ANd it’s simply amazing..how having greater agility and balance in general alone can increase confidence…without even trying to be confident..

We are animals ..it is as simple as that..and posture more than anything indicates confidence to other human animals…

Walking tall..says it all..to other human animals..whether consciously aware of it or not..

Approximately 93% of communication is gained through non-verbal communication…

If anyone could benefit from walking in reverse ..it would be people on the autism spectrum…

I took full advantage of it..and it simply worked…

Not to mention completely erasing the pain of severe arthritis in my back…

And legs that used to go completely numb walking forward…

Wow..the solutions are sometimes..so frigging simple…

But again..fear..is sometimes..that only thing that holds people back…

In this case..from moving in reverse….and in totality of effect and affect.. moving ahead..

FTW….

Yeah..I get pretty hot under the collar when people suggest that humans are connected better by way of whatever they describe as a higher power..for US so called advanced social animals..

My cat experiences this bliss at will..simply when he lives at homeostasis..which is common for animals and so rare for human beings these days..

If I had to really come up with one word for the ultimate goal of the routine of music..movement and connection with the all that is..that i Practice as a kind of personal routine of religion..It would simply be homeostasis..OH ‘GOD’..LIFE IS beautiful with IT..but oh so frigging hard without it…

Your ‘pet’ animal.. likely had that..much greater than you are I could imagine..but I can’t prove th@..my Autistic ‘Spidey’ sense tells me IT IS TRUE..

They are simply part of ALL and live IT..not even ever having to attempt to come up with metaphors of the experience of WH@IS…

When i was completely separated from the connection of WH@IS..my cat cowered under the negative energy of simply the presence of my hand over It’s head..the ears went back..as I was desperately trying to suck the life force energy from the cat..to make me feel anything…

Now the cat comes to me..to enjoy my energy..

Life is Good when one can share this..or give this energy..to others..and not desperately attempt to steal IT from others..

Yeah..for me It’s the LIFE ENERGY..I personally see as IT…Th@ connection that bonds all things together..and makes them reALLy work…as oNE…

Always have an animal as a true friend..they are life savers..at least for me…

Never give up regardless of the emotional pain from losing one..AS IT IS ALL WORTH IT..IN THE LONG RUN..for connection and happiness…I think…

 Haha..seriously..a two thousand year mystery…

The reason Lucifer and Jesus..are basically the same person…

Dam that’s another metaphor..but maybe it’s clear to someone…

The dark and the light are required for life..It’s as simple as that…

Christ and Lucifer are just great metaphors for that..and OH! how ‘GOD’ loves ‘his’ devil’s advocates…

After all..all life is is action..consequence..effect perceived as light or dark..or positive or negative. or good or bad..or whatever abstract construct of metaphor through the illusory process of the mind that human beings come up with…

But the bottom line is energy..And anything related to passion associated with human beings..inspired by whatever…

Light or dark..or good ..or bad..makes greater energy..and energy..is what makes the whole thing work….

IN TOTAL EFFECT!

More to come..as usual…

in light and love..dance..MUSICK

of

tHIS

FORCE

i

describe as the

ABSTracT

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CHRIsT!

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YESeY

ITISO

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DANCE..

OVERSUNUN..

DERSUN..

AS…

ONE

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Two of my favorite movie scenes are..

Napoleon Dynamite’s  Dance..

And..

Forrest Gump’s Run…

And just a reminder I was..AM a bit of both of these guys..

A picture tells a thousand words…..

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And so sorry..if anyone finds the profile offensive…

butT..

seriously..after being a complete shut in..in my bedroom in front of a computer

for

five years..without the ability to enjoy sight..movement..or hearing..

i

simply

hope to inspire someone else

out there like me before..

that in this world..if a person does

NOT!

give

up..

almost anything is possible…

Not in my wildest dreams during those five years..

could I have ever imagined i could attain the total bliss of life

i

 have now..

I KnowNOW other people can do 

this2 NOW..

There is no doubt in my mind

@ALL

JUST NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER GIVE UP…

THAT IS ALL…

AND FIND AND KEEP yOUR DREAMS

A

LIVE

A

GAIN..

or 

The first time or WH@EVER…

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As compared to Forrest 

Gump..

Socially slow was my difficulty though…

But to find that connectedness when most one else

would accept me..I turned to MusicK and Dance..

Like Napoleon 

Dynamite!

And yeah..

I AM

doing that NOW too..

but in my completely private yard completely naked…

Yeah..

2

Connect to the ALL TH@IS..IS Where IT IS!@

ALWAYS

NOW

FOR

ME

NOW!

AND WALKING IN REVERSE IN SUPERWALMART…

AND ALL THOSE OTHER STORES…

IS

MY TRUE RELIGION NOW!

ALONG WITH MUSICK..OF COURSE!!

I PHONES..I PADS..I PODS..WHATEVER.. ARE THE GREATEST!1!

ACCOMMODATION2!!

FOR ANY PERSON 

i think..

AUTISTIC BROADER PHENOTYPE…

OR

not!

Oh!..And people wonder why..why..why..do I do IT!

And just like the Forrest Gump Running..

IT is so..so..simple..

IT

JUST

FEELS

GOOD

TH@ISALL

And OMG..I’ve done IT so much now for several..

months in so many stores..that people in my own home town..

are doing It

NOW

ON

PUBLIC SIDEWALKS…

FOR THOSE WHO ARE NOT AFRAID TO

TRULY

BE

FREE!

AS HUMAN ANIMALS

TO 

SIMPLY ENJOY MOVEMENT..AND..OR..MUSICK!

AS

ONE WITH MOTHER NATURE..EARTH…

SIMPLY

FREE

A

GAIN..AS OTHER ANIMALS ARE…

BEFORE

THE 

‘APPLE’

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H@EH@ERS

Posted on November 2, 2013 by katiemiafrederick

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H@EH@ERS

  1. I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE…
    I LOVE H@TERS….

    Wh@I find…
    IS those who have experienced H@E the most!
    Often can become the
    gre@est H@ers of ALL..sometimes L@er in life…
    OR much earlier as the case may be…

    Well I enjoy hanging around H@ERS sometimes…

    Truly I do…
    AS @least for me..I am a survivor not a victim…

    H@E only inspires more love for me…
    Never VENGEANCE! even though @imes it may
    sound th@way..

    ONLY VICTORY!

    http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5725997.html#5725997

    H@E..
    an attempt @escape from EIGHT8standing….INFINITY
    or infinityLOVE…
    With the WiLL of Using IT as ‘atomic fuel’ to simply
    LOVE more…

    XXXXXx WROTE:
    :chin: Although that said, it’s no longer quite so relevant… since he’s started that up again.
    In which case…

    Cat sits on keyboard
    Over-expanded waffle
    Return key needs rest

    Aghogday Wrote:
    Ya know.. you are funny ..

    Th@is all…

    aNd
    my style of Poetry is free..yeah…completely free..like me…

    Th@is all…

    I do not play your rules simply cause I do not have to…

    And what’s the real deal…
    I think I know why you are here…

    But I’ll never tell….

    But I’ll give you a hint..

    It has something to do with
    V
    I
    C
    T
    IMinstead of survivor…
    and Vengeance instead of VICT
    o
    r
    y
    and H@E
    instead of LOVE….
    Simple philosophy reALLY
    expressed in free verse be@ poetry…

    It
    s
    much more complicated than HAIKU
    BUT YEAH IT GETS THE POINT ACROSS..

    VERY WELL….
    IF
    ONE TRULY TAKES THE TIME TO LOOK AND LISTEN….

    AND NAH YOU DO NOT HAVE TO AS YOU CAN BE FREE LIKE ME TOO…

    IF TH@ IS YOUR WILL2….

    BUT IF YOU LIKE I CAN PUT IN ONE WORD…

    JERK

    HAHA..

    YOUR WORD BEHAVIORS REFLECTS TH@ OF A JERK…
    TH@IS ALL..

    SO HEHE.. AND HAVE A GODD DAY…

    TH@ IS ALL..FUNNY LADY…

    YOUR BARK AND or YOUR BITE..

    ARE
    NO
    THING
    TO ME…

    YOU JUST PROVIDED ME ANOTHER EXCELLENT OPPORTUNITY TO CRE@E SOME MORE
    FREE VERSE BE@ POETRY…

    SO reALLy ya made my day..
    So love ya dearly friend…friend in effect anyway…
    TH@IS ALL…

    H@ers are simply muse…
    FOR LOVERS…
    In Poetry
    OR
    WH@ever…
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

  2. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5726146.html#5726146

    Aghogday Wrote:

    The problem with people communicating their experience with what some people describe as GOD..IS any two people can experience this abstract construct very diFFERNTLY…

    I do not see GOD as what most people would describe as nature reALLy..I see GOD as an incredible force to do GRE@ things..if one can simply tap into the GOD force..

    Now here’s the thing..for thousands of years people have been trying to develop poetry and metaphors to describe their personal experiences with this essence they describe as GOD..

    The problem is..th@ people who do not directly experience the greater nuances..

    And forces of energy..th@IS currently described as a formless energy..

    Simply because science has no direct way of measuring this energy..

    Cannot possibly understand what IT IS TH@ I and others may describe as GOD…

    Of course IT is highly unlikely th@ many would..for example have you tapped into an energy..

    L@ely that allows you to overcome the ‘normal’ forces of gravity…

    Well I have and yes I have already provided proof of th@

    As I can curl 210 LBS.. on a Nautilus machine @age 53

    Without any effort…

    I posted th@ on my blog..

    For the non-believers..even…

    And not only th@ I cured myself through this power of what I
    describe as the FORCE OF GOD th@ I can now easily tap into..
    in effect..for all the following illnesses…and syndrome related conditions…

    Dysautonomia..
    Sjogren’s Syndrome..(my eyes stopped making tears)
    Fibromyalgia..
    Vaso Vagal Pre-Syncope…
    Physical limitations associated with Klippell Feil Syndrome…
    Severe Arthritis..
    Carpal Tunnel Syndrome…
    Stenosis of the nerves of the neck…

    Atypical Chronic..unrelenting Trigeminal Neuralgia.. affecting and in effect disabling my right ear and eye…
    for over 60 months…
    ( worst pain known to mankind documented in medical literature…)

    Severe Anxiety..
    Autism Spectrum Disorder..
    Severe Depression..
    Anhedonia..
    Alexithymia..
    ADHD…
    Partial paralysis in Legs…
    Hypogonadism..(low hormones)…

    And there may be others I presently am not thinking of…

    I have over 100 pages of medical documentation that proves this all..
    And I was awarded social security benefits..on the first try..all by myself..
    Simply cause i had 100 pages of medical documentation…

    And YES I cured this to date..NOW…

    Simply by the power of this force i CALL GOD th@ I KNOWnow to easily tap into…

    And YES I Can even heal other people toO and lift theIR spirits to greater heights than…

    They have seen in real life before…

    But I can only do th@ in person..as …

    This force is an energy that spreads..

    ITSELF with much more power..

    In the presence of wh@ I currently AM…

    LIGHT and LOVE IS WH@IAM NOW..

    That IS ALL
    IN REAL LIFE..

    I was never a CRE@ive writer..
    Th@itself is another MIRACLE too..all by itself…
    IN EFFEct for what I was..
    only a few months ago…

    So far I have over 13 thousand photographs on FLIckR…
    TO EVENTUALLY PROVE IT..DESCRIBE IT..ILLUSTRATE IT..AND EVEN POTENTIALLY
    HELP OTHERS FIND IT….

    I want at least ‘some’ other people to have this force of GOD th@ I possess too..
    NOW..
    And I have my WilL set th@ I will find a way
    to do it..

    MY WILL TO DO IT..
    IS INCREDIBLY STRONG..

    THERE IS NO FEAR TO IT…

    AND NO ONE
    WHO WILL EVER..
    DETER IT…

    AND YEAH..JESUS..FOUND THE SAME GENERAL THING TOO..
    HE TRIED HE TRIED HE CRIED TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE FIND IT..
    IN HIS SHORT 33 YEAR LIFE..

    BUT THEY STILL DON’T GET..IT..MOST OF THEM..
    THAT IS..

    I ONLY WALK IN HIS FOOTSTEPS..
    THAT IS ALL…

    AND YES THERE ARE MANY OTHERS LIKE ME..

    LIKE THIS GUY…

    WHO HAS A REAL WAY TO SPREAD THIS LIGHT…THAT
    REQUIRES NO RELIGION AT ALL
    TO SPREAD…
    EXCEPT LOVE AND LIGHT…

  3. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5726146.html#5726146

    Video quoted and provided by
    XXXXXx:

    Aghogday wrote:

    YES IT IS SAD..
    HATERS GONNA HATE…
    EVEN THE ONES THAT ‘CALL’ THEMSELVES CHRISTIANS…
    BUT NO THEY ARE NOT TRUE
    CHRISTIANS..
    NOT THE LOVE AND LIGHT..
    ABSENCE OF PERSONAL JUDGEMENT..
    AND ILLUSORY FEARS..
    TH@TH@ DUDE JESUS..
    DESCRIBED AS THE METAPHOR..
    CHRIST..
    THAT IS NEVER EVER HATE…
    THE HATE..
    THAT IS THE TRUE DARKNESS..
    OF THE METAPHORS..
    OF THE DEVIL..
    AND HELL…
    IS
    ALL
    TH@IS….
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

  4. XXXXXx  provided and quoted video:

    Aghogday wrote:

    Well..yeah..Atheists can be h@ers too…

    Anyone can reALLy…

    The devil is an equal opportunity
    employer..

    ya know..
    haha…
    just to make sure ya..
    knowNOW th@’s just another
    metaphor..
    friend….
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

    MusicK..Movement and or Dance..
    IS
    BasickAlLy
    were
    it’s
    @
    for
    me
    @least!
    Of course along with the philosophy action!
    of
    No rejection against any..one..
    No personal judgement against other..
    ones!
    including
    a grain
    of sand @least and smaller..
    With the microcosm..and macrocosm…
    Loving oneself and all other ones!
    AS
    ONE!
    With A
    Path Toward
    LIFE..LOVE
    and LIGHT AS
    ALL!
    ONE!
    Otherwise know to me with
    the
    Human animal abstract language construct..
    CHRIST!
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GODALLAHGODZILLA

Posted on October 27, 2013 by katiemiafrederick

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wELl..

As you know

by now

or

KNOWNOW..

Last week I basicKALLy

cre@ed a new word for GOD…

ALLAHGODALLAH!

and 

went on to describe the 

MOVEMENT AND MUSICK

of

ALLAHGODALLAH!

wELl..

considering no challenge is 2small

lately..

In HONOR OF HALLOWEEN!

I

AM

gonna cre@e a new word for the DEVIL..

GODALLAHGODZILLA!

AND GO ON TO DESCRIBE!

THIS NEW!

MAN!

BEAST!

IT IS BASICKALLY A MIX

BETWEEN

FRANKENSTEIN

AND

TYRANNOSAURUS REX..

CAUSE IT HAS 

BIG

JAWS..TEETH..FOREHead..

but

reALLy smALL hands

and 

ESPecially little finger….

WElL..

I AlSO want y0u to knowNOW

th@

thIS version of the DEVIL

reALLy 

exists..

AS

IT IS

THE FEAR

OF DE@H

A

LIVE

AS

DEATH!

NOT ONLY TH@

While as ILLustr@ed

LAST

WEEK..

While I can make a face

scarier than the devil in real 

LIFE..

I had to get a mask to be GODALLAHGODZILLA!

‘CAUSE GODALLAHGODZILLA

IS

MUCH SCARIER THAN TH@

OLD

antiqu@ed

BEAST

THE 

DEVIL!

WelLYEAH!

thIS

Post as usual is gonna be very very long……

before 

IT

IS

finished sometime close to HALLoween..

but !

for those readers..

th@ do not read 10 to 15 times faster than

the 

average human being

LIKE

me..

I

AM

gonna publish early just to give you a taste where

thIS

post 

IS

eventually leading..

AS thIS post is BASICKally a satire on the Devil

but

IT

IS

reALLy serious in someways too…

NOT only th@..@the end 

I

AM

gonna present a little

photo shoot of the POOL PARTY

OF

THE 

DAMNED

WHERE ALL THE 

DEMONS

PRESENT

THEMSELVES

IN

A

POOL..

BUT 

UNTIL

THEN

ENJOY IF one CAN OR IF one WILLs…

First of ALL!

THE FIRST 

test of a reALLy scary Halloween 

creature…

I

S

if

IT

scares wild animals..

including

domesticated

C@S!

wELl

GODALLAHGODZILLA

SCARES YELLOW BOY!

SO 

MUCH! 

I CAN ‘CUT’ off GODALLAHGODZILLA’S

HEAD AND HE STILL 

RUNS

AWAY!

NOW THAT’S

A SCARY DEVIL!

CAUSE YELLOW BOY

HAS

VERY

SHARP

CLAWS AND TEETH!

BUT

IN

thIS case he uses his very quick

PAWS

to run away!

The other test of a reALLy scary DeVIL 

IS

HOW IT 

affects the neighborhood

block

party..

WElL..

GODALLAHGODZILLA

made an appearance @the neighborhood block

party

last 

night

unannounced somewhere in the middle of the party

where 

folks had more than one or two beers..

and

GODALLAHGODZILLA

SCARED

THE

‘PANTS OFF’

SOME

OF THE GIRLS..

AND YEAH SOME OF THE GUYS

WERE

PROBABLY NERVOUS..

BUT YA KNOWnow

DOWN

HERE

IN THE OLD SOUTH…

BOYS

NEVER

ADMIT THEY ARE

AFRAID

OF ANYTHING..HUH!

BUT I DID..

hearHERe..

SOME BACK GROUNd

NOISE! 

OF  GUNS AND NEIGHBORHOOD W@CH

AND THAT KINDA THING..

before..

they

Knew

I 

AM

a real human being

and AM

invited!

AS

wElL

WElL..IT’s Sunday now

and almost time for church so I guess i better get

going soon..

take a shower andALL of th@

or my wife will surely

be@me up!

and no not Scotty

on th@one!

HAHA!

So WTFTW I’m gonna publish now 

and all the pictures and ALL of th@

will come a little 

l@er and maybe finish by HaLLOWEEN NIGHT!

@MIDNIGHT!

🙂

😉

hEHE!

BUT UNTIL THEN..

HERE IS

A LITTLE GODALLAHGODZILLA..HALLOWEEN ETC.

MOOD 

MUSIcK

for my version of a Blogosphere

HAUNTED HOUSE!

WElL..one sees..

ThE GODALLAHGODZILLA

and Halloween not only as.. a little bit.. scary things..

they are also inspirational things..

AS

The

BeST way to 

CONFRONT de@H

IS to FACE IT HEAD on

With NOT only Courage but

LAUGHtER

2

OMG!

The people in my areA in some of the more

fundamentalist

Churches

are 

completely avoiding Halloween as an EVIL THING

JUST

TO

BE

DIsmissed..

So they cre@e so called

HAVENS

for kids to escape HallOWEEN..

welL I must

say

this 

kinda

makes 

me PISSED AS 

wHere the f*** is even the place

for

imagiN@ion gonna come from for these Kids!

HALLOWEEN 

IS 

THE MOST

CRE@IVE HOLLADAY

EVA!

EVIL!

WHATEVA!

WHO GIVES A F***

IT IS

ALL FOR FUN

ANYWAY!

AT LEAST IT WAS WHEN I

AM

GROWIN

UP!

But i’m weLlnow enough to celebrate the HeLlout of HALLOWEEN..

ThiS

year!

I might even present a little video of me walking in reverse..

dancing.. very fast in SuperWalmart!

amongst all the fundamentalist church going folks!

AS GODALLAHGODZILLA!

If

my

wife

doesn’t divorce me first!

Dam don’t know if she can even keep up with me…

to

do

the

photoshoot!

but

we will see wh@I can influence her into doing by HALLOWEEN NITE!

hehe!

Religion..and GOD in general has been a lifelong ‘special interest’ of mine…

I guess I’ve probably spent at least a full year of pondering..and researching everything associated with IT out of the 53 years of my life…

It IS most amusing to me..in an ironic way…

Now that I understand what IT IS like not to physically be able to experience empathy or any human emotions of significance due to extreme and unrelenting pain for 5 years…

IS that for those individuals that are deficient in empathy and or emotions..there is likely no way..they ever experience the actual sensations of connecting to what I describe as GOD as LOVE and LIGHT..in my own true will opinion…

Which is nothing different than I understand what the historical Jesus was trying to communicate with others..

Simply that BLISS is available now as the kingdom of heaven…not a fairytale to look forward to after death…

Simply eliminating all illusory fears..personal judgement and loving others as one self..but more than any other..learning to love one’s self as what one might call GOD…

So the spirit the father..and one becomes ONE….

Well..in effect what I SEE as CHRIST IS THAT SPIRIT OF LOVE AND LIGHT..THE ABSENCE OF ILLUSORY FEARS..PERSONAL JUDGEMENT AGAINST OTHERS…LOVING ONESELF AS ONE…AND ALL OTHERS…

SO..IN EFFECT…the so called religious right..that writes their messages of personal judgement against those less fortunate or biologically blessed…

Are the true in ANTI-CHRIST in TOTAL EFFECT…

But yet they know not what they do…

So as usual..

they..

must be forgiven..2..

Tolerated I guess..and even accepted as challenge more…

But so sad as like the rich guy..they will likely never pass through the eye of the needle..

To come close to feel the bliss of heaven…

That I for ONE…

Feel all the
time…

NOW!

If
ONly
I could
turn them ON…
to ONE…
But NAH…
Some simply are Not
the CHOSEN ones…
for
OnE..
I
t seems…
SO SADyeah…
so sad..
IS all…
IS
IT
GOD IS Not FAIR
Spirits are not living
EQUAL
in LIGHT OR LOVE..
The poor
are truly those..

WHO live
in darkness and hate…

Oh my GOD that IS where true charity falls..
TO HelP those who are deficient…
IN tHIS LIGHT and LOVE..

The poor..many at least are truly the rich…
The rich..many at least..are truly the POOR..

WHAT IS beLOW IS ACTUALLY ABOVE…

IT IS NOT ALWAYS THE
REaLLity
‘they’…
see…
but
@least
i
think
i
see
the
truth
NOw..

And yeah..tHIS song here..
HEAr
IS about reading a book..
and nah..not the bible…
a book of the Law…

And turning on SToNE cOLD heARTS…

And nah..NOt reALLy a day in the LIFE..
reALLy a day in the LIVE..
NoT
EVIL..
or DEVILiVEd

Yeah..and unusually enough..

While the historical Frankenstein has often been portrayed..

as a misunderstood..

OUtcast!

Hollywood is turning him into a superhero..

yeah..you see..

IMAGINATION

CAN

DO

ANY

THInG

FRANKENSTEIN THE ULTIMATE SUPERHERO..

ARISING

FROM

THE

DEAD

TRULY

A

LIVE…

SOUNDS FAMILIAR HUH!

?HEH..

WHATEVER

EH….

WElL

I guess IT IS TIME

For the POOL 

PARTY 

OF 

THE 

DAMNED..

BUT FIRST!

A JOYOUS 

CELEBRATION

OF HALLOWEEN FROM 

ME

IN 

A

PERSONAL WAY OF SIMPLY BEING A CHILD 

AGAIN..

AND 

PRETENDING

WHATEVER

COMES 

TO

 MIND!

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As far as I can see..

the 

secrets to bliss..

are @least

in 

part

to

be

The Writer..Photographer..Director..Producer..Actor..Athlete..

YOGI..

Artist..Dancer..Singer..MusicK Creator….

ETC.ETC.ETC……

and

more than over

Lover

of

one’s

OWN

PLAY

With

the

ONE

TH@IS

ALL TH@IS

OR

NOT

TO

BE

IF IT IS TO BE

IT

IS

UP TO ME!

But not exactly.. as I did not build all of tHIS!

Not even 

close..

NO

IT

IS 

ALL

of the

heroes in thIS

World who think differently

like

STEVE PAUL

JOBs

WHO

MADE

ALL tHIS possible!

FOR THE COMING

NEW

WORLD ORDER!

EVEN FOR A PERSON

LIKE ME WHO COULD

NOT EFFECTIVELY USE

THEIR EYES OR EARS.. OR EVEN

RAISE THEIR ARMS ABOVE THEIR

HEAD..

WITHOUT

ALMOST

PASSING OUT!

INSTEAD! WITH A KEYBOARD!

AND

FINGERS..

DIGIT

OF

ART

BECOMES

ONE!

SO! HERE! IS THE POOL PARTY!

OF

THE DAMNED..

AND FOR FULL DISCLOSURE THESE ARE 

ALL EXTENDED FAMILY MEMBERS OF MINE..

THROUGH

MY

WIFE…

AND YEAH..THEY ARE ALL WH@ one CALLs

CHRISTIANS WITH CREDENTIALS…

THE REAL 

ONES..

TH@IS

Not sure yet if the 

GODALLAHGODZILLA SUPERWALMART

‘DANCE’

VIDEO FOR HALLOWEEN 

IS

COMING OR NOT..STILL WORKING ON THE 

WIFE

FOR TH@ONE…

TOo DANGEROUS! TO VIDEO TAPE ONESELF

IN PUBLIC DOING TH@!

one COULD RUN SOMEONE OVER..

AND UGH..TH@

could BE 

A 

BLOODY MESS..

YIKES!

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Hopefully no one will find any of these pictures

offensive..

But this is why I include them..

There are people who do not believe in the 

physical recovery I AM making..

During this remission

of all of the serious auto-immune related issues that have

challenged me in the 

last

5 to 7 years..

Along with all of the other issues detailed…

Well..with this…I do not have to explain IT..all I have to do..

IS

provide

this

link!

What I find now for sure..Is that this way of life of what the real historical

Jesus

taught..

AS no personal judgement against ANY others..

NO rejection against ANY others..

LOVING ONESELF AND LOVING ALL OTHER..

AS ONESELF!

Escape from ALL illusory fears…

Being the LIGhT and LOVE

THAT

IS

CHRIST

IN OTHER WORDS..

OR WHATEVER WORD OR WORDS

ONE CHOOSES TO DESCRIBE THIS BEING

LIGHT

AND

LOVE!

MAKES REAL LIFE CONSEQUENCES OF BLISS AND HEAVEN

NOW!

NOT IN A FAIRY TALE

WHEN one DIEs!

FOR

MOST

ANYONE..

IF ME @THE LOWEST POINT…

AND ME NOW HERE..WHO COULD NOT

HAVE

THIS 

BLISS OF THE CHRIST LIGHT!

IS ALL

I

KNOWNOW!

i AM 53 years old..

This CHRIST LIGHT LOVE

IS RESTORATIVE..

THERE IS NO

QUESTION

ABOUT

THAT IN MY MIND…

I NOT ONLY FEEL YOUNGER I LOOK YOUNGER

THAN I

DID

WHEN I

am 40..AND NAH..

AS AN AUTISTIC PERSON I NEVER

HAD ANY MUSCLE DEFINITION UNTIL NOW…

THAT’S A COMMON ISSUE WITH THE

CONDITION OF AUTISM

TOO…

THIS FORCE OF CHRIST LIGHT LOVE

CAN

INDEED MOVE THE

METAPHORICAL MOUNTAINS 

OF

LIFE..

AND

MY

LIFE IS

PROOF OF IT..

THAT IS ALL…

And yeah..I take good care of my

BODY AS IT IS

a TEMPle

of tHIS

CHRIST LIGHT..

MY ONLY REAL RELIGION

IS MUSICK..DANCE..TAI CHI

YOGA..AND OTHER

FORMS

OF MOVEMENT

AND SONG!

BUT MOST OF ALL BEING THE LOVE AND LIGHT

THAT 

I 

PERSONALLY 

CALL CHRIST!

And yeah th@’s wh@ tH@ dude Jesus

IS

talking about..

in my

opinion…

Just call me a ‘secret agent’ for ‘GOD’

if one wishes…

BUT it’s no secret anymore..

huh?

More to come until Midnight

on Halloween….

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In 2012..in my desperation..

to find my emotions..any emotions…

I helped an extremely nice wiki editor..by the user 

name Lova Falk..to edit the definition..

of empathy

for

WIKI..

I am user

Yellowboy70..

as an editor..of Wiki..too…

I never forget..her picture…

as one of her

practicing TAI CHI movements…

I saw the BLISS

on her

FACE 

and OH!

HOW I Wanted to 

SHaRe th@ BLISS!

I did not give up..at my lowest

points..

I 

did 

not

commit suicide..

NO MATTER

HOW SEVERE the HUMAN HELL

OF PAIN 

AND

NOTHINGNESS

OF NUMBNESS…

THE

REWARD

IS SIMPLY

BLISS!

THAT IS ALL!

AND ALL I ONLY HOPE!

THAT WHOEVER IS READING THIS

CAN HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE OF LIFE TO0..

AS

TO

TRULY

LIVE..

AS FAR AS I 

SEE

NOW!

MY MUSICK FOR BLISS TODAY..

ALONG WITH THE SACRED MOVEMENTS IN

MY 

YARD! 

IS THIS..

THESE FOLKS ARE ENLIGHTENED IN THIS BAND..

THEY BROUGHT ME LIGHT..WHEN THE CHURCH AT THAT TIME..

BROUGHT

ME

REJECTION..

My Catholic Church..is now..

only one

of 

TRUE CHRIST

LIGHT and LOVE

so thank GOD for that 

too..

for my opinion…only…

HAVING FELLOWSHIP WITH FLESH AND BLOOD..

HUMANS..

IN REAL LIFE! TO SHARE THIS 

LIGHT!

AND

LOVE!

IS

SOMETHING I MUST HAVE NOW..

2..AND yeah..

I can do IT NOW..

finally.. so I do IT…

Religiously

one

might say….

But..Anyway..

Here’s to Halloween

A

GAIN…

Yellowboy says everyday is a Holiday..

when GODALLAHGODZILLA

IS

NOT AROUND…

HEHE…

HE

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CLICK IMAGE!

FOR

YELLOW BOY’S VERSION!

OF DANCING!

IN

THE SUN!

WeLl…!

HALLOWEEN

IS

HERE!

AND TODAY’S FESTIVITIES..

ARE EXTREMELY

SUCCESFUL..

Instead of getting divorced…

our therapist and US

MET

And came to a compromise..

It is determined that!

GODALLAHGODZILLA…

IS

TOO DANGEROUS FOR 

SUPERWALMART!

BUT!

HE CAN BALL STREET 

DANCE

IN

THE 

NEIGHBORHOOD!

AND YEAH THE WIFE 

KINDLY

DID

THE PHOTO SHOOT!

So first of all.. here are the two 

Facebook links to the non-youtube versions..

And then..

the 

youtube versions!

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=451497678292173&set=vb.100002958358270&type=2&theater

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=451496181625656&set=vb.100002958358270&type=2&theater

These of course.. are very short

versions

of  how I exercise in shopping stores..

and yes…I go much..much..faster without

GODALLAHGODZILLA

IN

TOW…

In fact…

I did 11 miles a couple of weeks ago in 1 day..

2 miles around the backyard..

2 miles around the block…

4 and a half miles around Kohls..

and then finally thank God it was Friday!

2 and a half miles

around

Super Walmart…

While I am not much for competition with others..

I AM

always competing against

myself!

As I try

to be a best friend and a

challenger to myself!

Writing my own play and at all of that…

if

one WILLS..

Well here are the rest of the Halloween

Festivities..

The last time I celebrated Halloween

was in the Michael Jackson

‘Thriller’ days at a DISCO BAr

called

2001..from the old

Saturday Night Fever Days…

Nice to be 53 and basically a child again..

in

total

outlook

of the world..

The innocence of youth

IS fully back NoW!

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ALLAHGODALLAH

Posted on October 21, 2013 by katiemiafrederick

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Another great post by White Pearl..and my response..below…

http://foodpeopleloveandstuff.wordpress.com/2013/10/19/under-the-spell-of-black-magic/

katiemiafrederick wrote:

Well..this is an excellent topic to explore and perhaps the best way to understand allahgodallah…is to understand fear..and the evil that only the human animal creates as an illusion of the allah TH@IS simply light..dark..positive..negative..action..consequence and energy..either..’light’ or ‘dark’…

First I’ll start with these words just provided on another website discussing the advantage of those who live the light as oppose to living the darkness and creating the illusion of evil..and or good…

The one who is one with the ONE exits as the one with the ONE who is one with the ONE..as the cycle of life th@IS……

IT IS reALLy a simple choice IS ALL IT IS…Animals never doubt thIS..only humans animals fear life..as only humans are death.

Human animals are born with two inherent fears of th@th@ISALL…

Falling and Loud Noises..th@IS..IT…

Every other fear is illusion..including black magicK..as black magicK only works on those who fear death as allahgodallah…

WEll..I will tell you thIS..I fear no human as I have the loudest voice of allahGODallah I know but if I meet a Lion th@ loud voice of roar tells me one thing and one thing only..hIS jaws are much larger than mIne..and he will surely e@ me if I hang around hIm too long…

So I leave..if I can…

And yeah.. when the elephant sounds hIS ‘horn’.. I move the ‘hell’ out of the way….

Well..back to allahGODallah..and the light of allahGODallah..th@ we as humans animals can increase as lightness or decrease as darkness..by the choices we make in life..and only light is life..the fear of death is all darkness….

I AM an instrument of allahGODallah..and so IS everyone else no m@ter the words used to describe the allahGODallah th@IS…..

And WELl EL is another word for allah that starts with a vowel and ends with a consonant..one hears the vowels of allah as sacred sounds of harmony of the ONE th@IS…

GOD is not a ‘proper’ word for ALLAH as IT is a vowel trapped by consonants….

And an interesting ironic way of saying IT as in the western religions th@ call IT thIS..th@ try to chain ALLAH with human animal words….

But the vowels of ALLAH go on and never end never trapped by some silly human animal…

wELl here IS the other thing..we can sIT around and talk about ALLah all day or we can be ALLahGODallAH…

TH@ too is a simple choice….

ALLAHGODALLAH IS always expressed best in MUSICK and MOVEMENT..SO dance and song is the best way to BE ALLAHGODALLAH…..

WelL like I said.. I have a very powerful voice and I will even prove IT in a few minutes..but first as an instrument as ALLAHGODALLAH..I dance ALLAHGODALLAH..THROUGH OUT THE SHOPPING STORES…to spread the light of ALLAHGODALLAH….

And I sing the LIGHT OF ALLAHGODALLAH..ALWAYS@CHURCH..and wherever else the opportunity arises..through words I find in my mouth as the sacred vowels of ALLAHGODALLAH ALWAYS WORKing TO SPREAD THE LIFE OF LIGHT..no matter the words that house those sacred vowels…

The WORD YORK..is a powerful word to do thIS with as K gives special power to OR as energy too…

You’ll see wh@ I mean in a few minutes..but song of emotion and these sacred vowels too..also express the heart of ALLAHGOD too…

I’m guessing you can open up facebook links..as they properly censor as your country would like.. I think..so these two links to me using my allahgodallah voice are provided for yOUR convenience..i hope..to better illustrate wh@ I am saying..as thIS…

I can terrify a whole crowd of people with my powerful voice if I make it darkness..but I can also make a crowd come alive in light..if I simply make it the LIGHT of LIFE with no other effort than the power of the love of LIGHT th@IS ‘also’ ALLAHGODALLAH

There is no black magicK for me for one and only one simple reason..I do not ‘SEE’ the illusion of black magicK….

OH but yes.. OH! YES..IT definitely works for those who believe IT..I could simply curse you and cause you to fall If YOU believe IT..and I charm you into thIS darkness with dark allahGODallah consonants of ‘death’ as only an illusion of death….

The best way to defeat these illusions is to laugh at them..the EAST INDIAN religions are GRE@@ doing thIS and the US us..es..hALLoWEEN for the SAme overALL purpose…

EScaping thIS fear of de@h by not facing IT..never works….

Better to laugh in the face of de@h..in my opinion th@IS…

So here are the two videos..I hope you enjoy my allahgodallahLIGHT in action…

Someday I will likely show you a video of me dancing through the shopping stores to spread this allahgodallah positive light toO..as I AM simply an instrument of ALLAHGODALLAH….

And NO THING else.

Same as ALL other animals reALLy.. humans are the only REALLY ‘stupid’ SILLY ones…

TH@ forget they ARE the power AND ENERGYof ALLAHGODALLAH..SIMPLY AS IS…

SOMETIMES THROUGH SILLY CONSTRUCTS OF DARK CONSONANTS OF WORDS…

EXPRESSED AS AN ILLUSION OF DEATH..FEAR..AND EVIL….

The things I no longer see..but certainly STILL witness in others STILL…tHIS DE@H TH@ are these ILLUSIONS….

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=446411898800751&set=vb.100002958358270&type=2&theater

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=446475345461073&set=vb.100002958358270&type=2&theater

WELl..if one reads

any

of my blogs…

One certainly can see I AM obsessed with MUsIck…

But here IS the thing…

as mentioned before..I could not listen

to MUSIck for about 5 years….

per the nerve problems of atypical facial pain…

Th@IS truly hell my friend..as my movements as opposed to before…. 

compromised too..

I AM no longer the ALLAHGODALLAH…

TH@ I AM BEFORE….

MUSICK CURED ME FIRST…

AND THEN AGAIN CAME THE MOVEMENT..

AND DANCE THAT I AM AS INSTRUMENT..

AS ALLAHGODALLAH……

Perhaps one of the best modern expressions 

of tHIS in popular culture is Rihanna’s song Umbrella…

Enhancing the sacred vowels in EllA

th@she enunciates

so beautifully 

AND WelL..

ALONG WITH SACRED.. AND EVEN

SENSUAL

MOVEMENTS OF DANCE

throughout the song…

And O My GOD ALLAHGODALLAH…

I CAN

laugh into INFINITY…

as some silly human animals

cALL tHIS eviL..

and even deviL worship..2

HAHAHAHAHAHAHEHEHEHEHEHAHA…

?HUH!HEH?

ALLAHGODALLAH…

IS ALL I HAVE TO 

SAY

‘BOUTH@

SO HERE IS thIS..

INSTEAD…

UMBRelLA

Eh..Eh…

EllA..EllA..

EllA..EllA….

UMBREelLA……

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http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5704196.html#5704196

DentArthurDent wrote:

Goddard so that we don’t keep going in circles please could you explain what you mean by your statement below. It appears to me that you are saying ID makes sense because everything on the planet is perfect with the exception of humans

Goddard wrote:

I like the idea of ”Intelligent Design”, everything is soo perfect (only humans aren’t :cry: ) that i ask myself why this is possible

DentArthurDent wrote: With regard to this

Goddard wrote: I do not understand why you reaffirme the fact that english is not my mother tongue and what it have with the matter…

DentArthurDent Wrote: I perceive that you think I am criticising you for this, no I am not, I am simply saying that I understand that English is difficult for you and I am acknowledging that your full intent or meaning may have been lost in translation.

Aghogday Wrote: Well..Kudos to you Dent Arthur Dent..that was a very proper and kind clarification as to what you meant by ‘you make no sense’..as he only made no sense to you..and made perfect sense to me..as some people understand these metaphors completely and some people do not understand them at all…

And I apologize..for reading your intent incorrectly too..but I do not like to see people oppressed no matter who they are and there is a long record of me defending anyone on this site that comes close to looking like they are being oppressed by others for their communication styles..as again Autism is a reciprocal communication disorder..which makes validation and clarification of communication..paramount in effective communication…

I have clearly stated many times that my use of metaphors and poetic style free verse ‘beat’ poetry is just to expose people here to another way of metaphorical communication to potentially take them out of the ‘box’ of literal..rigid..black and white thinking…

And so I do this..again and again..and yeah It helps some people and irritates other people..but It is very simple to ignore anyone on this site..and there is even computer code that you can use in the Wrong Planet Administration discussion area to make any person’s comments disappear if IT is too uncomfortable to go to the trouble of ignoring them…

So there is no need for any personal attacks here if someone is not comfortable with the opinions of others..but as long as you say nothing personally offensive about people I care about you can bring on the personal attacks to me if you like..as I am titanium..in effect…and with that said here is a little mood music for you…

To express what I am saying in more emotional language than I am capable of..if you will…

Oh..and here is the video in reverse..and no this is not a planned attempt to f*** with people’s mind by the recording artist and studio that produced this song…

IT is what IT is…JEsus..Moses..Buddha..he cared for you..broke his neck..if only you knew It.. etc.. and the same voice and ‘speaking in tongues’ sounding language in Christina Perri’s Jar of Hearts video..with these words in that song..clearly understood by me..but who knows maybe not for you..as we all perceive our Universes differently..as understood by modern science….

So just for even measure I will include that if you so choose to listen to them..and if not other people might be interested as if I can not prove a higher power to you in the proof that is my life..the proof is in these songs too..as I am thinking you will probably dismiss as a coincidence and nothing more..if you really take the time to listen to them both in both ways..forward and reverse….

But IT IS what IT IS..and no again..there is no masking done in these songs..for effect…

AT ALL.. And when a person sings the spirit can flow in sacred vowels when one connects with the ONE TH@IS ALL regardless of words to describe their ideas about the GOD that IS ALL that exists…

And first I’ll give 2 little examples of me doing this just a few days ago..in a solo singing..that I have never attempted before in public..songs that were chosen for me that I had no practice singing…

AT ALL..and did not even know the words..until I saw them to sing them….

And.. another Song by Sting that expresses sacred vowels wELl…

10222013

11

2

For my birthday..

6061960

28

10

1

I AM ONE…

per Numerology of Birthday..

But per my full birth name..

I AM positive11 or a negative 2 per alphanumerical values…

This numerology of my birthdate and given birth name IS based on the knowledge and instruction of Edgar Cayce…

Both Edgar Cayce and Aleister Crowly.. last Century.. understood.. the connections of sacred numbers and letters..and how these human abstract constructs.. REFLECT AND express the ONE TH@IS ONE TH@IS…

We live in a new age of information distraction from deeper meanings in life.. These.. may..in effect..be the last TRUE explorers of the Mystery of the ONE TH@IS…

I can only look up to the ankles of these GIANTS of ENLIGHTENMENT AND only hope… To have a small GLANCE AT THE ILLUMINATION..TH@IS

thIS Illumination they GAINED IN LIFE..AS IS STILL INFLUENCING OTHERS..TO MORE POSITIVE WAYS OF LIVING..AS WE ARE HERE AND HEAR NOW…

yOURS….

MUSICK, MOVEMENT, AND LOVE EQUALS

‘CHRIST’ LIGHT

ENERGY!

MU+MO+LO=CLE

MUMOLOCLE..

KINDA LIKE A MOLECULE..

BUT IN A MACRO KINDA WAY…

WHEN

MORE THAN ONE HUMAN

COMES TOGETHER TO SHARE

THIS ‘CHRIST’ 

LIGHT

LOVE..

OR EVEN

ONE..

A

CONGREGATION SINGING AMAZING GRACE AND SWAYING

TO 

THE 

MUSICK IS NO

DIFFERENT THAN A 

MODERN

RAVE!

THE

WORDS MAY BE

DIFFERENT BUT THE

‘CHRISTLIGHT’ ENERGY OF

LOVE

IS

ALWAYS

THE

SAME…

AND YES THIS POWER 

OF THIS CHRISTLIGHTLOVE

OR WHATEVER WORDS DESCRIBE 

THIS ENERGY OF LOVE LIGHT CAN

SAVE

THIS 

WORLD

WE 

LIVEVIL

IN

AND NO..

NOTiBELIEVE

IN EVIL OR GOOD…

LIVE

THE CHRISTLIGHTLOVENERGY

OR 

NOT..

EVILIVE

IS THE OTHER CHOICE.

PERIOD.

WALKING IN REVERSE IS KOOL TOO…

YA OUGHTA TRY 

IT2..

One CAN HAVE TWICE

THE 

POWER….

IT GOES BOTH WAYS..YA..KNOW…?

K

11

NOWON

UNDER CONTROL

LOVE UNDER WILL

LOVELIGHT AS ONE

POWERONE

NOW

ON

E

5

11

K

27

9

I

22

V

4

D

1

A

26

Z

8

H

INFINITY

POSITIVE

i

9

on

!

And oh by the way..for definition purposes…

LOVE!

NEVER INCLUDES EXCLUSION..PERSONAL JUDGEMENT..OR 

WHAT IS OTHERWISE

KNOWN

AS

HATE!

ABOVE

ALL OTHER ATTRIBUTES…

OF

LIFEISITLOVELIGHTENERGYITISLIFE…

LOVELIGHTEVOLVES…

A

GAIN

NOWON!

IMG_2481 IMG_2482 IMG_2483 IMG_2484 IMG_2485 IMG_2486K…

@this point one may be wondering..

Why…

I am presenting a picture of my Pussy..

and 

there is a visual image of part of a BUTT cheek…

WElL..

While thIS is not 

intentional.. sometimes…

iphone5

Photos turn out like this…

And..

The reason I who show these pictures..

in public.. is to view my face when I feel full

Illumination..

With

the

ONE TH@IS…

And today’s path to full illumination..

IS

accomplished through dancing like a ballerina..

fully nude..

singing

the

song..

Titanium.. in my grassy private backyard..

that is a stadium like dance floor…

And yeah..this illumination stuff is pretty Kool..

Ya..knownow.. I am 53 after ALl..

and sometimes..

wake up stiff..and all that stuff..

@the point of illumination..

I 

AM

like

a Butterfly floating through the sky..

As pure BLISS IS ALL IT IS

AGELESS AND TIMELESS….

And this pussy..well yeah..that’s also..

a manipulation in communication..as one

with AN Autism Spectrum Disorder learns reciprocal

communication like a dam

lifelong

Science Project…

So..

I know how to ‘click’

yOUR ’emotional buttons’…

Hmm..but no I’m not wh@they call

a psychopath..

and even If i AM.. I am..

OF the hero variety..@least for NOW..

and

not

the 

Villain kind..

Th@ goes on Rampage Killings..

And th@kinda thing…

By the way.. Rampage Killings are ANother ‘special interest’ of mine…

I made a post to analyze this modern increasing phenomenon..on 

the Wrong Planet Website..

and

It has attracted over 48K views so far..

yeah.. here IT is by the way..along with my BLOG post focusing on It greater….

http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt218916.html

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/the-major-factor-underlying-increase-in.html

But back to pussies..

The thing ’bout my Pussy cALLed Arthur..

IS..th@

When I lost ALL my emotions and connections to the world..

and all other human beings..

suffering in pain..

from the Atypical facial nerve pain of Chronic Trigeminal

Neuralgia related 

Eye pain and Ear pain..and could not

use my eyes

for 

very much..or my ears..

ALONG WITH many other auto immune related issues..

etc.etc.etc….

I observed wh@ I could of th@ Arthur CAT..

OK..

I’ll

cALL

hIM C@ from nOW..

ON…

In this post @least…

Arthur showed me the real way to GOD..

In his simple joy of living as one with the GOD th@IS ALL…

He simply hugs hIS mother 

EARTH and th@

IS

ALL Th@is

reALLy to

IT..

in

LOVING GOD!

NOW!

Back to BUTT cheeks..and so sorry..

cannot think

of

a less offensive word now..

haha..

Wh@ the bully ‘boys’ taught me in school..

When they told me only f*****’s smile so much…

IS

To be a man

you cannot look or act like a girl..

Oh

MY

GOD!

for a while..yeah decades.. I thought they were right..

But NOW!

I KNOWNOW!

THEY ARE TOTALLY WRONG…

WE ARE ALL

‘STARTED’

AS 

GIRLS.. AND YEAH.. TO HIDE MUCH OF 

WH@

WE 

ARE THROUGH CULTURAL LIES..

IS REALLY ‘STUPID..’ TH@’S ALL THERE IS TO IT..

SOMETIMES..

I 

FEEL AS FEMININE AS LADY GAGA..

BUT YEAH..SHE’S NOT AFRAID TO SHOW 

HER

MASCULINITY EITHER..

TH@’S PART OF WHY SHE’S JUST ANOTHER..

ONE OF 

MY

HEROES..

TH@..AND SHE’S NOT AFRAID..

TO SHOW 

HER 

BUTT

CHEEKS…

AS ALL IT IS IS ART OF

HUMAN BODY…

SO I’LL SIMPLY JOIN IN WITH HER IN LOVING ART….

AND YEAH!

I’M 

WAITING FOR APPLAUSE!

OR LOVE OR WHATEVER ONE MIGHT cALL IT…

OH..but wait..we are ALL connected anyway..so ALL I HAVE TO DO..

IS

LOVE

AND BE

THE LIGHT

AND UCAN2!

SO HERE’S A TOAST TO LADY GAGA..

AND

BUTT 

CHEEKS2..

 FOR

ART..

AND CRE@IVITY!

THE LOVELIGHT..TRUEWILL..KIND…

IS

ALL

IT

IS

IT!

ON A COMPLETELY UNRELATED NOTE?..I AM

HAPPILY 

OFFERED

A MAVERICK UPDATE TO MY iMAC..

And..

I

AM

Thrilled! as my first car love IS a 1970Maverick!

continuing until 1986..selling It to a friend..for $300…

and yeah.. I am 

definitely more a MAVERICK NOW THANEVA!

?HUH!

!HEH?

?WTF!

!FTW!

SEYES

NOWON

🙂

😉

🙂

9

I

i

!

10232013

12

L

3

C

TRINITY THREE

FOR

INFINITY

ONE

LOVE!

LIGHT!

CHRIST!

ORWHATEVAYAWANNAcALLIT!

EVEN

IT!

IF one so chooses…

THROUGH TRUE WILL UNDER LOVE LIGHT!

PERIOD.

6

F

Frederick says..Dam!

Just when  I think I am finished with this..

Post!

I AM!

Inspired by something else..

In this wonderful E-World we imaginarily live in…

You

Tube

Google

Vev0

You ‘guys’ are gre@!

I cannot possibly express…

ALLahgodALLah

better than thIS..

Last video here..Disney Medley..and 

ALLth@!

but

give me some time with my vocals..

and maybe…

who..

knows.. where..

I 

WILL.. go.. NExT!

Challenges are GrE@!

But..

Meanwhile..@least for tonight..I..think..I’ll..just be.. @man…

@man..

lEH

lEH

la

al

la

H

8

INFINITYONENOWON…

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Or the Invisible..Man…

Or a Piano..Player…

Or WHATEVER.. I SUPPOSE…

AS..

LIFE..

IS JUST..

A FANTASY…

CAN YOU LIVE THIS FANTASY

ALIVE!

Seriously…think about th@ one for a minute…

Otherwise..how the hell did I get from here..@13

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to there..@53

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And OH..by the way..that IS the same Pecan tree.. AMONG THE REST OF THE  CLOSE TO 12K FLICKR PICTURES.. I am laying under.. th@ I viewed.. along with.. over the river..@age3 when I perceived I had been here..

FOREVERMOREONENOW….

I believe in Fantasy..

and ‘SEYEs’ ..believing In Fantasy…

Can

Make IT!

ALL

COME!

A!

LIVE!

AS

IT

IS

IT!

Whatever is to be..

IS..

up to me…

How ’bout you…

I AM not born with any special tools…

Except for ONE..IM A G I N@ION…

With no expectation..

of

LIMI T@ION

And!

PASSION!

FOR!

ALL!

TH@IS!!

LOVE..LIGHT..TRUE WILL….

AND WHERE ELSE BUT.. THIS NEW AGE…

CAN ONE..

MAKE

A BROADWAY MUSICKAL!

OUT OF MASSACHUSETTS!

THESE TRULY ARE

THE 

BEST

OF

TIMES…

OVER..ALL.. TH@IS…

WELl…

I thought tHIS!

Post is over..

But..

apparently not yet…

10242103…

13

M

4

D

My dreams of life and bliss…

continue to grow stronger..as I grow older…

The problem….

I see so much….

In today’s culture.. is the fear of growing Older…

Oh my GOD! I WILL not trade one year…ten years…or even 30 years…

NOW!

For@53

Simply as I am NOW….

You see..

I feel stronger and younger than ever before…

Even when I was sixteen..eighteen..twenty-four….

BUT!

FOREVERMORENOW!

AS

IS

NOW…

I cannot adequately put tHIS INTO words..

SO…

ALL I CAN DO!

IS!

SHOW YOU PICTURES!

OF

mY blISs..

AS

IS…

My next blog post WILL be POOL of the DAMNed..

IN HONOR OF 

CLOSE TO..

MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY..

HALLOWEEN…

And while selecting the musicK!

For that Blog post that wILL stILL lift one higher…

After the full experience of…

listening to IT..

The sacred movement..

I FIND while..

listening to

b@man..

MUSIck…

Brought me to an unusually..

wonderful state of bLisS…

On the Wrong Planet website.. 

I sTILl

Sometimes visit…

SOME People there wISh!

4For de@h for themselves…

In fear of being 50 or above…

WElL..

I 

have proof

th@getting older can be GRE@er

than

ever

before..

Sometimes! 

Pictures tell thousands of words…

more than words….

And! 

YEAh..I am the free th@Yellowboy..

No longer IS…

And 

So!

Desires to be one with 

Mother Earth again…!

?OHGODOH!

How!

SAD IT IS!

to be disabled away

FROM

MOTHER

EARTH…

WITH FELINE LEUKEMIA..

TO AVOID GETTING HURT BY OTHER C@S…

I AM ONE WITH HER

ONCE

A

GAIN….

MOTHER EARTH

TH@IS…!

My opinion IS th@

ALL the photos below are

tastefully done..My apologies IF

any of them

offend 

AnYONE..

AS beauty is always..

IN..

The

Eyes of the holders !

OF

IT…

SEYes?

YESeY!

YES!

NO?

YES!

NOWON!

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Every ‘nerd’ thirteen year Old Boy..wELl @least most…

wanna

grow up

to be

a super hero..like B@man…

Superman…

or Mr. Whoever..OVercomes!

ALlAdversity!

wELl.. yeah.. I made myself Into 

My own superhero!

andNOWiownhIM

And No I wILL never be famous

LIKE

KAty Perry..

But It is the same thing for girl or boy…

The key to life..is BE THE SURVIVOR..

not

the

victim.

So..SURVIVOR! NOT Victim…

And..

VICTORY!

NOT

Vengeance..

ISwh@h@IS

ALL ABOUT!

NOWON!

So here

is

a 

little

Roar MusicK

for all the self-made heroes…

IN thIS

WORLD

ALWAYS BELIEVING

IN SURVIVING AND NEVER

RESORTING TO VENGEANCE!

ONLY!

FOCUSING!

ON

VICTORY!

AND 

LISTEN

TO

ME

KroarK

11..11

22

DREAM!

D

4

V

VICTORY!

There must be a billion sources of INSPIRATION!

IN

thIS

World

TODaY!

INSPIRATION!

MAKES!

PASSION!

FOR

SURVIVAL!

THOSE

WHO

TRULY

WANT

TO 

SURVIVE!

LEAVE

NO STONE OF INSPIRATION!

UN!

TUR!

NED!

DO NOT BEAR THE CROSS!

BE

THE

CROSS!

OR THE WAVE!

OR THE RAVE!

WELl..

I guess my wife IS an Enabler…

She enables ALL my dreams and or FANTASIES to come TRUE…

Ever..

YIMG_2890 IMG_2891 IMG_2893 IMG_2895 IMG_2897 IMG_2899 IMG_2900one..

NEEDS..

@least

ONE

WIND!

BENE@H

THEIR SAILS!

Keeping the synchronicities

To get her!

For 

ever…

Oh my GOD

If one..

..does

NO..

t

Experience thIS

ALLAHGODALLAH

I 

ONLY

PRAY

FOR one

AS HOPE AND OPTIMISM

IS

ONE

@MAN

ATMAN

AMAN

AFFIRMING

THE

ONE1!

WE ARE ALL in this GAmeN

TO GEt HEr

TH@IS

M

O

T

HER

E

A

R

T

H

!

i

I

S

AVE

U

S

A Y S

THE

HA

81

W

22

K

11

9..4..2

15

6

FREDERICK ARTHUR XXXXXXX II

OR

JR

OR

JUNIOR..

DAM

TH@’S

A LONG NAME….

When ALL IS SAID AND DONE.

period.

or

THE END

or

THE BEGINNING

TO BE

REBORN

IN

NOWONEFOREVERMOREASONEALL

REASON

IS

ONE

ALL

NOWON

SEEYAL@ER

EMOTIONS…

WITHOUT 

THEM..

THERE

IS

NO

GOD..

PEOPLE LIKE EW&F KEEP THEM BURNING BRIGHT!

SO THANK GOD!

FOR 

EW&F

AND 

SO

MANY

OTHERS WHO INSPIRE EMOTION AND PASSION

TO

KEEP

GOD

ALIVE!

LIFE IS TO PLAY

GOD

A

LIVE..

SO KEEP PLAYING….

ALLAHGODALLAH..YOU SEyES IT IS A SONG….

4ALL…..

AS1..

Still cannot think of a better song than tHIS

to

more fully illustrate

IT!

thIS woMAN’s

voice IS

Like THE MagIck

FLUte…

An ultimate Instrument…

OF

ALLAHGODALLAH

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GRE@ITude

Posted on October 11, 2013 by katiemiafrederick

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I talk a lot about Love, Light, lack of hate and personal judgement..and True Will.. but the greatest human attribute of all i see is human gratitude…

IN fact, if I had my way I would re-label this human attribute as GREAtitude..

IN fact..I might spell IT this way to get your attention..in fact..i think i will from NOWon..

So here IT IS…

GRE@ITude

And yeah.. the IT is included by fruition on purpose as an after effect for a culture programmed to see everything me..a subconscious go GitHer if one wills..TOgetHER…

AS IT…

Well.. here’s a little more personal history again.. which i can also apologize for as IT  is probably getting repetitive for anyone who IS truly following my blog who KNOWnow my intent is fully positive in total effect…

Without sleep in 35 hours of sleep in 40 days with 1 hour each of the first 35 with assistance of an alpha blocker and none possible in the last 5 until hospitalization and a much more powerful drug..after Total human exhaustion..along with accompanying pain of atypical trigeminal neuralgia like dagger in the right eye and ear..along with fibromyalgia..severe arthritis with the congenitally fused T6 vertebrae..dysautonomia..vasovagal pre syncope..Sjogren Syndrome..severe anxiety..PTSD..Panic Attacks..Severe Depression..Alexithymia…

ADHD..and other various issues.. including an Autism Spectrum Disorder..comes a place ‘none’ as hell..a place where every second can be a thousand years of human hell at the bottom of a pit of 40 almost sleepless days…

There is a place where there is a nothingness..that exists..where even the worst pain disappears and then there is hope for any pain to remove that nothingness from the existence that IS…

Time no longer has any many meaning.. so forever is 1 second in impact of a thousand metaphorical years of hell…

Well…

AS you might understand now..and then as became the case..even the experience of pain became a sacred experience for gratitude…and death that could elicit emotions in an otherwise stone cold heart became a pleasure greater than all others when a beloved pet that I could no longer truly love without emotions died..last April…

So now that I regained the human sight that I lost..I spend my time taking photos of nature and even my own face..celebrating both the beauty of nature and the expressions of my face that did not exist anywhere in my universe for about 60 months or so…

When ALL i had is letters, numbers and words..the letters and numbers became symbols for my Universe..as when mankind first developed them they were artistic expressions of the Universe that surrounded man in visible sight in connections in stars that cross the sky..and the golden spirals that make the nature of galaxies..Nautilus shells..fetuses..and all the other patterns of nature that exist and are shared across the Universe as a pattern of life of ALL th@ IS…

So now everything is sacred to me..even a blade of grass or a grain of sand..but you see this is the way I saw life as child anyway without going through the human hell that was my destiny to be after three.. some 40 to 50 years later..as the innocent child of forever I used to be…

And so wh@ can I do now but share this sacredness of ALL i see..

I say ‘seyes’ to ALL that IS..as ALL IS sacred even ADOLPH HITler..and the mythological being described as the devil..that is a symbol of the dark side of human nature that any human can fall to given the destiny of potential circumstances…

So I say evilivedevilive for one simple purpose..as what is above makes what is below what makes what is above..and the cycle of life goes on…

Yeah.. that movie ‘the Lion King‘ had IT correct as far as I see as the CIRclE of life goes on like a Golden Spiral..or a Nautilus shell…

And you see my friend..even if I Am dead now..this is my Nautilus shell…

As you come across IT…

NOW…

So I say what do you leave behind for others..inspiration to love and live or to hate and die…

IT is only your WiLL as if you come across this when I Am dead all I can do is ‘pray’ for ‘you’ now..in words..that you read at this moment NOW….

But in life It is the Passion Inspired by emotions that move humans ahead..and I do have this passion again NOw..so what I do is share..as IT is hard to keep that level of passion to one’s self alone…or @ONE….

wELl..I guess I have my new blog post now..

Titled Gre@ITude…

But no rush..as this one is still fresh..I guess…

And certainly with a title like IS IT OK to Luv Lucifer IT will be one of a kind for some time to come..on a Google search..for anyone to come across some of these unusual thoughts….

RAndomly.. but not like random..if ONE WILLS..in TOTAL positive effect or impact however one may perceive IT…

but..

I publishNoW..

with more to come..

as 

as

any

one

I am only a car accident away from 

de@h

as 

anyone else…

As

TH@

is 

Truly the most dangerous thing we do…

Drive..

But

oh

yeah!

People spend their insecurities..

on

fears

that 

have 

no logic…

And I will wait to post to 

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com

and

http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

until all the multimedia

elements

are

included as WordPress can be 

much harder to open than Blogspot Blogs

with all the multimedia elements that I include 

for

WHATEVER

reason…

But I’m certainly not complaining as most of IT is a wonderful

Gift provided by modern technology that takes up very few financial resources…

IT

IS

The best time for potential human creativity without regard to name.. financial resources..

or

All the other disadvantages before that could keep truly gifted people from making their best!

Contribution to the total effect of potential survival for their species…

tHIS

IS

WH@

Social Animals Do…

They TAke care of each other..

In

Anyway they can…

Whatever the disability

may

be that might otherwise limit

their Contributions to the ALL Th@IS…

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 Well..

My greatest gratitude in life IS…

Most definitely for Adversity..

The more severe.. the better so far…

But 

Diversity

IS

FaR.. FAR..   Far…

a way..

for 

me..mm

NOW!

SO I WILL GO with the flow

for

NOW…

IT seems i’ve been 

in the following videos 

forever 

with out leaving home!

My Personal!

THEME

Song

Way

to GO1! 

SO!

IAM

GLAD

IAM

Born tHIS

perSON AS I understand

Fully

Wh@

IT

Means to be the

Underdog!

And cannot TRE@

Any

one

the way I was 

treated in middle school..

told

I 

did not

 deserve to exist…

In too many ways to count!

So

yeah!

I AM changed 

but

my roots are stILL

solID…

so once again me @13

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And

me@53..

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Well..

I guess.. I still have a little

feminine flair..

if one

wills..

and

my wife viewed

me dancing in the back 

yard in my underwear to 

Madonna’s

Song

Frozen

and

said I danced 

Gay..whatever that means…

so 

I guess I’ll celebrate with these 2songs2..

as gay is Kool2..but yeah if anything I lean toward asexual

as 

a 

nother sexual orientation…

Sex IS

rather bland compared

to

Bliss..so please

do

not

feel too ‘bad’ for some of those

blissful priest folks either..the Catholic

Ones

ya may knownow…

But anyway here are the songs…

When I was in my twenties..I danced..

and I danced..and I danced..and I kept on dancing!

And I sang and played the piano and kept on singing and playing!

I’ll never 

forget 

an older woman in a beach

bar coming up to me and telling me I had the

best

butt

ever..for a man..

well..if that has anything

to do with gay looking dancing..

I’ll

take

I

t..

as any compliment.. 

IS GOoD.. and yeah..gay is Kool2!

When I first went to middle school at age 11

the boys

told 

me 

Hey f*****

and no that does not spell Fred…

Boys don’t smile like th@@ALL the time!

Yeah..

I smile now again..

and even prance my little finger 

around

when

I do my superwalmart dancing!

AS I am free and unashqmed to be me!

i left

the Q4Queer bird…

As yeah! although I only ‘like’ girls!

I AM definitely what one calls a GAY BIRD!

a

mav

e

rick..

Frederick or whatever…

@least part of whatever that IS….

and well I still haven’t provided the songs…

but

I

t’s

reALLYinteresting now

as when you look big and strong you can

look

as gay as you want to prancing..dancing..spinning..

around Super Walmart and people will not even glance

at

you in 

a demeaning way..

but the kids will laugh as they

are even kooler than me and fearless2…

I

suppose th@

IS wh@ IS called the 

REvenge of the Nerds..as US Nerds

Geeks..Autistic Folks..oppressed..whoever..work

extra

hard to survive..

so in effect.. sometimes by the

time we reach our 50’s we become superhuman

in 

Affect…

Didn’t look like there

was much chance that 13 year old boy

would be growing a six pack at 6FT and 222Lbs@53..

but

with

perseverance and the

will to survive anything and yes I do

mean anything is possible in this life…

so..

Thanks oppressors!

I took your unsolicited advice to 

heart!

and

AM

stronger than you 

could ever imagine making me..

through

your Kool

advice to get a way to survive…

so I did th@

and I can prove It2

as I can even curl 210 Lbs

with those

Fred Arms…2

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And I suppose yOUR oppression was

also in effect..part of training to survive…

the

real problems

in life..per health issues in the last years…

So those

bullies..you are 

my heroes in a very unusual way…

But since I didn’t have a father at home my biggest

hero IS the..

6 million dollar man…

no? i didn’t get that much money..but I did

eventually become the 6 million word man..and 

have

been referred to 

in the record at ‘wrong planet’

in

an oppressive spirited way..as the 7 thousand word man!

HA..HA..that’s kool!

Words are some of my 

favorite friends..

and my other gratitude is for

anyone that can stand up to be my true friends..

I

feel like I have

@least one..which isgreaterthan none…

as I lived there for many years in my life…

of course family are always my true friends….

even

my f@her at times..although yeah!

he was afraid I was gay…

but not

any 

more…

I’m lucky I wasn’t as suicide might 

have been an option..

then!

So yeah…

I understand the value of supporting everyone..

in this life endeavor…

Even the bullies..

if one wills..

to

help them

find the light too..of love…

 onemanship..or womanoneship…

for heSheship…for ALL!

ONE

NOWON!

ON course!

OF

COUrageCourse!

Oh CHR***

there goes the ADHD..so finally hear..here are those videos…

NOW!

including another timely one…

in a synchronistic kind of way..as I loved girls in kindergarden too…

in a romantic way…

I had no idea 

what sex was.. 

even with instruction until i found my first girlfriend at 18 and she

showed me the way…

She was 15 but much smarter than me in that way….

I guess I just wasn’t meant to have children…someone had something else planned for me..after my one child..suffered and died…

He had the real challenge..ALL he livedevil IS pain…

And please do not try to tell me th@ babies are too young to know pain…

I AM still there…

with 

hIM..2

And I must be grateful to th@ saMe

first

girl friend for breaking

my heart as IT was the inspiration for my first

true experience with GOD in a verbal kind of way…

where

I could actually measure GOD in my life…

in an objective type of way..

as my logic always demanded proof of most everything in life…

But before th@

I was taught well 2fear the devil…th@ old

mythological creature…

that inspired the fear

of horns in 

me…

then but certainly 

not now..

as fearless is a way 2light

overall..when not warranted..of course…2

And God is only one to be revered and loved not feared…

iN

my 

own

true will

opinion…

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10

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Most definitely IS going to be a gre@ITude DAY!

Oh yeah..and hearherearethoseother2songs..2

And I must honor girl ‘friend”Sonia’..top right..who showed me the way…

and inspired me

to find 

GOD…

The Love greater than any 

emotional or jealous love to one person…

And my wife and my baby who inspired the rest of my life….

and yes

NOW

2…

So yeah I am grateful

for suffering..2

@least mine…

AND MORE THAN 

ANYTHING

LOVE

Experienced as in my childhood…

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THAT

I

CAN GIVE

NOW THAT DID

NOT EXIST BEFORE…

DURING THOSE 60+ MONTHS

OF LIVING DEATH…

AND I HAVE

TO THANK

MY 

MAGICK

FRIEND

WHITE

PEARL

FOR BRINGING

TH@ BACK TO ME THROUGH HER

GREAT FAITH IN WHAT SHE CALLS ALLAH OR

WHAT I 

CALL

GOD..

OR THE ONE 

THAT IS

ALL…

AND I’M SURE SHE

BRINGS IT TO MANY OTHERS..

ON HER

ANGEL

MAGICK

LOVEBLOG..2as her spirit..human..and ALLAH..

IS ALL and ONE to me…

for 

3

2

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And YES ALL the other INTERNET

FRIENDS!

Th@hell..pedme too…

Little did I know..

Th@

In effect..

ALL th@

work I

did

on my backyard would..

essentially.. eventually turn out to be..

A stadium sized grassy dance floor.. suitable

for

Nudists.. in privacy.. to dance and sing to the sun.. moon and stars…

Even

iF..

‘IT’ iS..anything else…

Hard to dismiss..the power of musicK..dance and

the positive effect

of

Creation Activity…

On

ALL

M@ters…

knownKnow to

shEWoMANKInd…

as ..WE.. i think.. should be 

to each and all others..even a

grain

of

sand…

IF one WILLs

with

ONE will..please…

So to finish? this post a few

more pictures of inspiration of the

aLIVE!

me

if one wills..

and

amazing how when one moves into

fiery focussing positive mind..what results…

as almost

miracles

in

the most mundane of life experiences…

As long as one

does

not

forget to play..

as director.. writer.. and actor..

of there

own

play…

noT

a vicarious one in a

nother

play…

So play on and live STRONg!

And when the Sun ever shows you IT IS a heart!

Believe IT..

if one wills…

Why NOT?

There is nothing to lose but a 

soul..

SUN

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aND

NO

I

AM

nOT a body builder..

I

am

anhEartist…

or..

a soul

builder…IMG_1462 IMG_1464

YEA..H

LOVE IS WHERE IT IS@

@IS GOD

BY THE WAY….

IN CASE YOU ARE WONDERING 

Y

I 

AM

SO

ATTACHED TO TH@

SYMBOL…

@IS A POWERFUL 

‘THING’

WELL

HELL

IT

CAN EVEN DISCONTINUE OR EVEN REVERSE THE AGING PROCESS…

WELL..MY WIFE AND I @53 SHE @43 DO NOT WEAR ANY MAKEUP..

SO..

HOW

ELSE WOULD

one EXPLAIN 

THIS?

LOVE IS THE WAY..

MY FRIENDS….

ANY OTHER WAY…

SCIENTIFICALLY SPEAKING.. 

IS METAPHORICALLY HELL……

OR HATE..

SMILES @love….

ONLY TO BE 

HEL..L..D

EVILIVED

EVILIVE

i

AM

LOVE

as ONE

LIGHT

WHERE ONE OTHER

CHOOSES

TO

BE

IS 

one

other choice.

PERIOD

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And most of ALL..

I guess..

I have great gratitude

for experiencing life as

an 

Angel..and

YEs..

a Devil2

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And a JOKER too…

but yet..

Dead in affect.. in emotions..

AND EFFECT!

three years ago..before entering the E-World

for some escape of pain on 11262010

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AS Another LUCKy day!

And the hope of my baby picture…

AS spirit ONE aGAIN

posted

on 

WRONG PLANET

ON

12252010

13

4

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In hopes of making 

one

more post..

that NOW is closing IN on

7

million words….

through 

writing 

on the Wrong Planet Website..and

Many others

NOW

as

1

So here are two songs..I guess.. that metaphorically describe

the progression

of

my 

life!

AND SOUL

as

just

another synchronicity..

I 

GUESS…

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And back and aLIVE

aGAIN

On

Exactly 7222013

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a 6 pointed STAR

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aLIVE

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!IS IT OK TO LUV luciFER?

Posted on October 3, 2013 by katiemiafrederick

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HAha!

Even if the myth of Satan is true and not just a metaphor of the dark nature of any animal than can ensue…

Lucifer is the Angel of Light and Music not the ‘dam devil’…

Cannot even anyone ‘read’ the ‘dam bible’…

As what IT IS.. ‘a reAL METAPHOR’!

http://www.helium.com/items/2071399-lucifer-was-a-man-nebuchadnezzar-ii

EVen my wife understandS! thiS!..WhY? IN! metaphorical ‘EFFEcKT’!

sHE lives with some..one who Loves Light and Music almost better than anything that IS THE WHOLE THAT IS ONE…

IT…

iF ONE wills…

MusicK! IS! a HEAler!…

YOUtube!..is a computer manifestation of ‘LUCIfer’!..if one wills…

Lucifer..IS the Angel of Lightness..and LIFE…
Bliss..AllasONE..MusicK..Human Heaven…
Satan….
IS the Angel of Darkness…

anD Death..Nothingness..Abyss..Human Hell…

Both THAT compriseS God..the FATher..Lucifer seated at the Right hand of the father..the mother earth..the one..the whatever IS IT..Jesus..one human manifestation in poetry of the LIGHT AND LOVE that IS!

AND! MUSICK! and CAN BE DARKNESS2! and IN MUSICKAL DISCORD IF one WILLs..in darkness! INSTEAD! OF celeSTIal HARmony that IS LIGHT LOVE MUSiCKaCCORDingLy…

AND FLOWS FROM TRUE WILL LOVE LIGHT!!

SATAN seated at the LEFT HAND of the MOTher..the FATher earth..the one..the whatever IS IT..maybe Adoloph Hitler..who knows..only the ‘RAVEn’ knows in metaphorical ‘IMPACT!’..if ONe wills…

THE PHOENIX ARISES FROM THE ASHES..IS BORN AGAIN..LOVE LIVES LIGHT..TRUE WILL LOVE..WE ALL HAVE THIS POTENTIAL AS HUMAN BEINGS…

IT IS IN yOUR DNA..IF oNE WILLs…

SO! in total metaphorical ‘effecKt’…

LUCiFER IS THE ‘JamES DeAN’ of MUSICK!

AN ANGEL!

A REBEL WITH ‘A REAL’ CAUSE!

THROUGH HUMAN HEALING POWER OF MUSICK AND LIGHT’!!

IF FUNDAMENTALISTS SUCCEED IN TAKING THIS POWER OF MUSICK AWAY!

LIKE THEY DO!

IN SOME MUSLIM COUNTRIES!…

TAKE AWAY!
THE POTENTIAL!
OF HEALING MUSCIK!
AND LIGHT IF ONE WILLS…

THIS IS WHAT MAKES THE USA GREA..T!
HAHA!
GOOGLE!..
YOUTUBE!..
WIKI!…

AND ALL THE OTHER FREEDOM WAYS OF LIGHT TRUE LOVE AND WILL…

And yeS!
PortALs of darkness2..
Muscikal discord too..
BUT!
ALL of thIS!
Makes the ONE that IS IT…
IF! one wILLs of ALL….AH!
?seyes! wh@ i mean..!kNOWk?

This post is inspired

by

this

unusual and

great post by ‘Baby Bird’

on

the

Wrong planet Website as linked here:

http://www.wrongplanet.net/postx238546-270-0.html

Additionally as always inspired by those in this

World!

Who

Support freedom of expression..

As well!

As

THOSE!

WHO!

DO NOT!

WE ARE ALL PART OF ONE TEAM..FRIENDS IN THE END…

PROVIDING EACH OTHER…

BAND AID!

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2013/08/18/visiting-the-garden-of-band-aid/

IF

ONE

WILLS….

SPEAKING OF INSPIRATION I AM SO PROUD

OF MY CATHOLICK.. IF one WILLs.. FRIEND BILL O’REILLY!

AS COURAGEOUS..BRAVE TO ASSIST.. TO DISPEL THE MYTHS ABOUT JESUS!

IN ASSISTING!

IN

WRITING THe BOOK PICTURED

BELOW…

HE

IS

ONE OF MY HEROES…

NOW…

SO!

WHAT!

IF I DON’T PARTICULARLY kARE for FOx…

News HAHA!

Never!

JUDGE A BOOK!

BY IT’S COVER…

HEHE!

HEAR!

HERE!

SEE!EES

?SEYES!

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I enjoy walking in reverse as one with nature barefoot in my YARD and in SuperWalmart2 with shoes..but I also enjoy spinning too..I can get going really fast..and this is a good way to increase one’s balance if you will..and agility too…

Not to mention the meditative value of IT too2…

Not only this but IT can be a good way to get tanned all over too…

NO need to turn over and over..HAHA!

I AM listening to music by Sting..OBTW..’Send Your Love’ the faster MIX version..if you will.. with it ..also..2

I think Niles Rodgers..has got a great clue when he suggests one can lose their self in dance..as this is the same as dance..the ballerina spinning in the backyard..all 6FT222Lbs. of Ballerina that IS..if you will..HEHE!

When I was young I did the Napoleon Dynamite Dance routine..if you will..in front of the mirror to learn to dance..was some of the best training to prepare to ‘date’ that I ever did..if you will2..so where ISDANCE today..no more discos..IT SEEMS like RAVES are the WAVE of the future..at least where the benefits of dance IS @play..for the young people of today…

andyeahnow!

It’s great to get one’s body back into contact with nature..and musicK..much better when one is barefoot making real contact with MOther Earth..if you will2..too…

And for those people with REAL PRiVATE..YARDS..yeah THAT too…2?HEH!HUH?

Yeah…

hehe!

haha!

So hearhere’s to spinning!

Barefoot in the

BAckyARD!

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her 

music

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itunes yet and can’t video tape and youtube2

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Hmm…

Hurricane Frederick came in 1979 after the breakup of my first girl friend..Sonia…

Broken hearted i was…

Hurricane Ivan..Dennis & Katrina..namesake..of my wife came in 2004-05 when I was 44- 45 doing ‘battle’ with a Captain of a base on the Gulfcoast…

Leading to eventual complete human exhaustion in 2007-08…

Now Tropical storm Karen..

Namesake of the therapist that in effecKt..saved my soul…

I suppose I’m going 

to 

Have some interesting pictures of Pensacola Beach

before night falls

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Hurricanes are always a ‘special interest’

of mine..

if…

ONE

WILLS

MY 

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WITH

ONE…

IF one SEYES…

I’ve got a new marriage therapist named Katherine…

Who is also saving my marriage…

The ones with this ‘pure’

name

follow

me

through my life…

most

fortunately…

for 

me…

Life IS Poetry of darkness and lightness…

In totality..

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Here is a copy of a little free form poetry i created to express appreciation for Mgsr Mike from my Catholic Church…

It is the Church I was raised in..and in the past far removed from a fuller understanding of the full value of the sacred symbols of the church…

It’s traditions..structure..and overall cohesive nature that keeps people together over the span of a lifetime…

It is the most popular Christian Church in the world as one and whole keeping traditions same for the structure as whole…

There is a natural ‘Autistic’ comfort in this to me…as it makes IT so much easier for me to feel connected to others there…

A beautiful experience of life..light..and love…

The people there are spread out from international origins..as this parish..is one of military retired backgrounds..that spread across the country and even the world..if one wills…

I suppose some people might think IT strange that i mix church and Lucifer together..but the Catholic Church IS no fundamentalist church as IT views the words in the bible as words to interpret per metaphor instead of literal translation if one wills…

And retains the wonder of the mysteries of GOD as light and love..to find the transcendent nature of the ONE AND ALL with HUman kind and ALL…as ONE!

IT’s a Kool Church..I don’t kare what anyone thinks..as love and light IS ALl that matters to me no matter what the source..the vehicle..the vessel.. whether it be word of any language..religion..or any other expression of structure to house the essence of WHATEVer IS NOW….

FORONENOWFOREVERMORE….

SeyeS the RaVen and Phoenix in UNIson if one WILlis with ONE aND ALI!iasmeandyHouandweandusasONEandaLLthatIS!i…

Additionally Mgsr. MIke IS one of my few friends who i could really call a friend in high school…

He IS a long term tennis partner..and we spent many hours rallying serves and tennis balls across the nets of such a simple life of ease and sunshine in those days..that seem to ‘come again’ for me nowoneforevermore..again as ONE..the miracle to me that is LIFE overALL…simply AS LIGHT and LOVE….

And by the way that’s a really tall Bishop pictured here..with a commanding presence of softness still and love and light…a gentle nature of a giant of a man if you will…2

My ‘Autistic nature’ never overall stops..me wondering talking to him if he is the ‘Guinesss World Record holder of TAllest Bishops’..or maybe the tallest ‘man of GOD’ in the world..hehe..haha..yeah..IT’s funny too..?HUH!HEH?YEah!

Good evening Mgsr.Mike…

Here are the pictures as promised…

One with me..One with you and the Bishop..and one with you and the beautiful church…

It is such a pleasure to arrive back at church after 23 years of isolation from the Church and find your wonderful words of light and love of Christ…

But you haven’t changed as you always had that light and love to me…

As IT IS the gift that the Bishop spoke of today@mass…

And so wonderful that you dedicated your life to spread that light and love…

I did IT too.. but my church ended up being a Bowling Center with hundreds of happy people a day…

My task was easy..just to share light and love and not really get into the real problems of life…

I AM sure that you present as the present of your presence a great deal of light and love to others across the years…

@their greatest levels of need of comfort…

And so wonderful..again…to see that spark of Christ Love and Light glowing and even growing in your eyes..as NOW

and more than ever…

So as always NOW i look forward to Church to hear your words and once again be enlightened by the logic…

Of what IS the light and Love of the Catholic Church…

What i find there that i find ‘@nother’ Church is a lack of HATE and PERSONAL JUDGEMENT expressed against others…

I could not feel comfortable @anychurch if there was any hate of difference expressed against GOD’s ALL children..including people of different..

Sexual Orientations and different religions…

IT IS always a pleasure to hear about LIGHT and LOVE and the TRUE WORDS…

OF JESUS CHRIST!

So with LOVE i look forward to hearing your words again this Sunday and I always pray now that your light and love will continue to grow….

AND EVEN EXPLODE to share with others…

Love your friend always…

Fred…

And Light to you MGSR REED….

AKA Mike….

Well..that was a little poetry in free form for you too…

IT is part of my ‘new hobbies’…

IF YOU will..2

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Wow!

I never thought I could be @home like this @Church…

But still..

My

True

Home is still…

Mother EArth..if one wills…

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Promised pictures of the pre-tropical storm Karen

@

Pensacola Beach!

So!

Here is the ‘readers digest’ condensed versions..

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2

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But

so

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for

those

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me who are retired

and only have time to explore everything

if

you

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I REMEMBER 10062013….

 
But this is okay as you REally did give me the gift of love again…
 
And brought me back to life..AND LIGHT..that is God…
 
As God is LOVE..the god LOVE!LIGHT!LOVE!
 
Not the emotional kind..if you will…
 
OK…
 
So I know you are busy.. this is okay…
 
But you asked for answers in the beginning of yOUR blog…
 
And as you provided me the greatest gift of all!
 
That is the Light and Love that IS GOD ALLAH or WHATEVER…
 
The essence of IS..as man only makes words to attempt to describe this IS LOVE!light!TRUEWILL!
 
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God is not a word..
God is energy…
Light..
Love…
The words or vessels and vehicles….
That attempt to capture and describe this ‘God’….
But only those that LIVE this ‘god’ energy walking….
AS THIS LIGHT!
Are
Those..
The only ones..
Who ‘kNOW’ GOD…
ONENOWFOREVERMORE…
SAYS THE RAVEN…
BUT THE PHOENIX…
LIVES LIGHT..LIFE..FOREVERMORENOW….
ONE

http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5678489.html#5678489

http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt241899.html

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