Learning to Love iT aLL
and chances are
one WiLL Love
wITh
JoY
noW
bEcoMinG
LiGht of Joy..
Finding Balance
surfing Life.. most
importantly sharinG iT
WitH the rest of Nature..:)

i can write an infinite number
of odes to Joy.. as i’ve been
to the other place
of no hope..
faith in
anything
or Belief iN
anything at aLL
the black hole
Sun of
human
being
NONE..
BUT a dARK
foRce back to
liGht briGhter
than ever before
as a star shiNinG
briGhTly iN human
form as liGht flows now..:)

(insert E,W,and Fire song here..;)

A major roadblock to joy is
syntax and semantics.. tribal
language.. holds on form..
instead of essence..
prayer is real and
works when shared
and believed.. the Placebo
effect in science proves this
with no doubt.. but true science
also shows only a third of folks
get a benefit.. so no.. prayer
doesn’t always
work..
as not all
folks have the
ability to alter the
course of their lives
with believing positive
stuff.. however as always
change is possible and that
is where hope comes in and
for those who have success
with the placebo effect of
prayer that is REALLY
REAL AND no less
magical with
a science
word
for the
same essence
of TRUTH AND LIGHT
OR NOT.. and yes.. the
opposite evil of the
‘Nocebo effect’ is
as real
as bringing
on negative impacts
of life with downward thoughts
as any voodoo that any so-called
witch doctor can do.. and yes they
harm.. vs.. white magic witch doctors
help with the placebo effect.. just
another way of cognitive
behavioral therapy
where the
self of
we
learns to
guide as relative
free WiLL for positive
change.. in life always
now.. through just doing
it with action.. reading
a book is not
enough..
life takes
JUST DOING IT
TO GET IT DONE FOR
JOY OR YES.. PAIN.. AS
NOT WELL AS WELL.. now
And that’s the simple pArt
of Joy.. wHere iT really gets complicated
iS the pArt wHere if ya really wanna stay happy
ya never leave bootcamp.. as a military metaphor
for folks like me.. who started off way too weak
to serve the ’cause to protect Liberty
and Justice for all in the freest
ways possible.. yea sure
when it works out
that way
on a
National
Level.. but anyway..
Nature and Human Joy
Spells constant and unrelenting
work as a practice of becoming
fearless and loving too.. like
Cinderella or fella in
Kind and Courage..
the now modern
version applies
as well too..
there are no
shortcuts
to lasting
Balance.. Peace..
and Joy in Life..
it takes a Soldier
of Love to be Hero iN
God’s world that’s Nature
ONE.. iS just not a place
for folks who do not
want to fight
for survival
and joy
in the
most peaceful
ways possible.. which
for me.. is basically the
way of a Yogi.. however
there are no Loving Yogi’s
who will not insist on coming
down from the mountain of human
balance in bliss of heaven’s nirvana
now.. not to bRinG other humans UP..
UNless a Yogi.. goes the black hole
sun way.. now.. and refuses
to shine the lamp
for others
to find
a
way too..
anyway.. i have
many privileges in life..
and curses as well.. i know
little.. FEELING what works for me..
but i share.. ’cause yeah.. NOW..
i can irrefutably
prove
how
well what
works for me
does.. it ain’t
sidewalk
talk..
it’s
free my friend..
gigoid.. on earth
for now at least..
i Live as Leaves of
Grass.. GRains of Sand
and Oceans that flow
across shores with
no boundaries..
and there is no
wheRe i WiLL go welcome
or not.. that i will not now learn
something to share in the joy of
liFe.. both liGht and
dArk as it is
ALL REAL..
and
sAMe as
GODALLTHATIS
EVERCHANGING
EVERREADY
EVER
NOW..:)

649

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/winter-green-smell-grass-free-verse.html

Back to dVerse
Haibun Monday..
with more Fredbun’s
to come in unofficial
poetic response
in micro
and macro
all free
verse
poeTry
way..;)

SMiLes.. Flower
and Hawk n0w
liVe SpiRaLinG
dReams ’round
Sun or Bees
SunG aS
SonG of
Free..

FloWers spiRaL
Golden eYes
aLL..:)

Now then electric
floweRinG fish so
deep as ocean
black miles so low..
Grows strangest
liGhts of life
of all..
and to
thINk humans
are more special
than the rest
as far
as
aided
science can
see.. the humbling
pArt is liFe as aLL
that iS
now…

What else
need be but
colors of now..:)

SMilEs.. perhaps the saddest
of aLL iS SonG oF..
hUman.. never
finding ways
to sing.. thanks
to the drones.. the
robots.. who bRing
avenues online
to
sing
that SonG…

WheRe tool
and human
sings LovesHeArt..:)

Force Cold
and Hot of
Nature’s
CLawS..
liFe
cLings on…

Star dust
breathes..
again…:)

Best thing i love
about poeTry
iN pictures
iS human
bEinGs shaRinG
more than teXt
onLiNe.. iNow..

Rare iS A
face Real
iN Poetry..

Photos tale
more..
hUman pictURe..:)

Well.. all caught
up for now.. time
for sand dance
iN brilliant
cool Sun
of Winter
day.. as tan
days sTill for me..
in athletic wear
of God
allthatis
born as me
aS iS4N0W..:)

1122016
12:27 pm…

Back at 12:10 pm
1132016
with four
more Haibun
links from
dVerse to
respond to
before
mid-day
Sand and Sun
dance starts..:)

COldest sTar dUSt
niGhts.. sTiLL smeLL
sCent oF liGht..
seedS Of dusT
stiLL
uS…

WiNter cOld
StaR duSt briGht
LiFe sTill coMes..:)

SMiLes.. why do humans
get cOld in Winter..
they wear clothes
and hibernate
in homes..
behind
screens
that become
life.. now…

i wear
shorts
outLiFElive..:)

Seed of
WiNter
never worries..

TAllest Free
once
a
seed..

i lost
my
Haibun..
my Haiku..
not to worry..;)

Hmm.. quick side
note for the potential
casual reader.. i don’t
do poetry forms
stRict
i
am worry
free..
and
essence
R E A L..
and poeTry
AM i now..
side note
ends..;)

Ah.. the mind..
Oh.. the body..
Wow.. the balance..

Mountain
low
Valley hiGh..:)

11:31 am
1142016
a couplet more..:)

Green of Centipede reigns until
January Second Week
Winter’s breath
too.. here…

Frost Kiss
violet
Bloom Azalea..:)

Train song..
evidence
nows
gONe by..
SonG
proof
Train now..

Hear Now
Train
Track SinGs..:)

11:38 am…

1032

And now to dVerse Tuesday’s
prompt on taking on the
persona of another
human being..
fable.. or
myth.. in ways
of poeTry to expand
one’s cognitive empathy
pass what they normally
do to move.. connect
and create in life..
and yeah..
ahem..
i do that
all the time..
whether folks
notice or not..
never judge the
essence of a book
or me by the cover you
see.. as i could make myself
anything from Devil to Angel
on cAll of Director i as Actor I
of play of life WitH ALLTHATIS
AKA God..
and often
iN my online
travels during the
5 years.. i have been
named many other
personas when i’m
just being me..
ranging from
Buddha to
a great Lawyer
and almost every
character in between..
as i reflect the world
i live in from
A to Z
and more..
as Ynot fly
a Zen Art of Ego
that works the best
in the Environment of
Empathy in connection
with others free.. the
chameleon arrives
in style
wherever
he(r) goes for
the color that
suits the now
of others
too..
Peace is
in cooperation
and balance and
harmonious relationships..
some folks use this human
power for strife.. and while sometimes
that comes intended or not from me..
it is the Love of Harmony that
sets me
free the
most
now!..
Remembering one of my
most outrageous ones
if i can pull up the
creativity to
do it.. NOW..

i am the Harlot
of aLL Lands of earth
butt i come for your women
and not your men.. i am A
secret pleasURre.. tHeir deSire..
A Harlot that loves women.. like
women who love women..
with grace
and flair..
butt hips that
work circles ’round
mounds.. wITh
oral sation
groWinG Love
Gardens soft
hard
sparkLinG..
tinGly
deLiGhts
rains PleaSure
reigns Love
reins aLL
iN LAir
of
i..:)

Okay.. that’s my contribution..
if anyone goes down on
what i do
this far
iN
words..

And that’s kinda
like a Fredbun too..
in last stanza now..
And i did my best
to keep iT appropriate
for PG 13 rated view..;)

Smiles.. the only way.. i feel now..
to fully understand psychopathy
is altogether to lose heArt
and i can say i’ve
been tHere
and it’s
beyond
scary
to say
the least
that there ARE
STONE cold humans
walking the earth
with no cares
of humanity
come now
dead or
alive
as
well..
And truly if they
always exist like
that tHeir term
here is hell
as there
is nothing
worse
than a
human
with no soul..
but sure i have
empathy for even
that human-less condition
as that kind of empathy cannot
possibly come as it is no empathy
at all
when
not felt
as such..
And to be clear..
i don’t really know
for sure if that is what
you are describing here..
but it comes close enough
to my memory of what that
dead place
in life
was like..:)

*
My wife is the female
version of Dorian
Grey.. perhaps
better termed
as the ‘Age
of aDaline’
sTill sAMe
age.. as her
at 45.. but
even younger
looking.. brighter
young face illuminating
all rooms.. where even the
Starbucks guy puts
Queen Katrina
on her
Frappe
cup
as he bows
down to her
beauty as
any
King
will..
So isn’t it amazing
she let’s me go dancing
with beautiful young
twenty-somethings to
tunes of selfies
of 600 total..
every
Thursday
Night week..
93 times now
on my blogs
this week..
you see the
Queen of the
World never
fears
another
woman as
she kNows
deep down
who she
alReady
is.. whether
spoken or not
it is clear as
her white illum
iNaTinG grinOW..;)

*
Immigrants coming to
a culture no longer
appreciating the
gifts of God’s
Green Earth
banding together
as a real culture
in a culture no
longer willing
to see the
dream now
that still
lives with
hard work..
hope.. and
togetherness..
Yes.. it’s all
about soul.. grace..
kind and courage to
survive.. and thrive
together as one species
who reAlly lives free now..
and hell yes.. it mostly
now.. comes
iN
Brown..
increasingly
as before..
‘we’ get
here..
Brown
iS
FREE..
and i’m
still working
on my tan but
i already did
my tiMe to
be freeST
N0W..;)

Side note here..
Victoria.. when i first
visit the dVerse trail..
a most beautiful
hawk lands
on my swing
of 20 years..
the swing is
22 now..
and A
Hawk
just comes for the
second time ever
back long enough
for me to photo him
for my 696th post
in my longest
running blog..
a siGn for
sure..
a dream
come true..
and yes.. now
as i continue
to learn how
to create reality
as i go in Hawk’s
eYes fruition
for what
comes
now..
anyway.. i thought
you might remember
that Hawk.. but if not..
‘he’ IS coming soon
again..
in a day
or so..:)

It’s reAlly hard for most
Americans to imagine now
a real war on homeland
soils.. but easier to
Love a country
when all
can be
lost..
and one
iS actuAlly
aware of iT…

Strength iN
KiNd Love of
FamiLy
and counTry..:)

A study of U.S. Presidents
is amazing.. as it doesn’t
provide a view of invincible
men.. so much.. as a view
of broken men.. some
mended.. but some
living by
the skin
of
darkness
to motivate what
it is then that makes
them leaders now
so high-n-might
in a so-called
free world..
but yeah..
things are better
for many than in
Lincoln days and
Candidates.. are
still as outlier
as they now
were then..
more than
obviously
that pARt
of leadership
iS nothing new..:)

3:44 pm..
and all caught
up on the Tuesday
Prompt for now..
Dance Shopping
coming in
all of
Katrina’s
Favorite stores
TG.. put the Key
board.. mouse
and scroll
pad down..
and move
free..!
baby!
MOVe!..:)

Dance is finished
for the night.. but
still sinGinG PoeTry
for the day.. now
niGht
here.. back
at 9:37 pm..
to catch
up to
dVerse
now..:)

i love mythology.. ancient
and modern.. so many
potential paths
carry through
your words
here.. and truly
all mythologies..
from Egyptian..
to Greek.. to now
Abrahamic religions
to Hindu.. Japanese
and Chinese variations
house vehicles and vessels
of human abstract constructs
that describe the human archetypes
oF our inner UniVerses.. that are no less
amazing with Wonder than the outside
one’s Telescope sees.. difference iS
inside is art.. and while telescopes
and scientific methods
attempt to
set
measurable
reality in stone..
the inner Universe
of Human is constantly
changing and truly a
non-repeatable
experiment
less the
illusions
of material
reductionism and
modern psychology..
and psychiatry..
breaking down
the mind now
to neuro-hormones..
neuro-chemicals..
and outwardly
observable
behavioral
actions..
oH.. the oracle
of the Inner Universe
and Morpheus.. the ever
changing dream of human
that manifests as us too..
for those of us
with super
charged
relative
free will..
but that is
ART and not science..
no text book will ever
match.. or science method..
But yes.. poeTry and dance
iS a SonG of human Art
that comes
to tale
a much
larger human
Truth and LiGht
as heARt expresSinG
SpiRit.. iN miNd and
BoDy balanCinG soUl..
no short-cuts in
pills.. other
than the
placebo
one
of
belief
that makes
a positive direction
of the UniVerse of we..
yes.. there is much more
than a grain of truth in
human mythologies..
liGht
heART
iS
iN
Truth
N0W..:)

SMiLes..
humans will
worship the
smallest of
junk..
if that is
what they
are told to do..
by others for
acceptance
true or
false.. matters
not.. small
or large..
the flavors
of culture
taste the
same as different..
large and small..:)

Fuhrer’s right
Fuhrer’s wrong
Fuhrer’s left
Fuhrer’s none..
bottom line
no
more..
rightly
gone..:)

i suppose.. now
iF liFe iS a soap
opera.. wow..
fragments
are never
lost..
sMiLes..
and alWays
found.. wInks..:)

Tribal
instinct
from birth
to death
escape within..:)

SMiLes.. sadLY
enough.. quintessential
Lovers most often fail
essential..:)

Yeah.. dam..
in REAL
liFe..
Humpty
alWays
has to put
himself
back
together
again..:)

SMiLes..
regret so
beautiful..
mistake or
not opposed
to callous..
regret..
gift
of sorrow’s
rebirth now..:)

More detours..
iN between.. but
all caught up
at 10:55 pm..:)

Back at 2:45 pm..
1132016..
playing catch
up again..;)

SMiLes.. WInks
it’s as plain as a
yelLow
combover
to some of us..
but no.. not wheRe
i live for most of them.. 90%..
Thanks God for the Internet
as the Valley is Low here
for the
MounTaiN
of Love..
but yes..
i come
down to dance
not unlike the
GRinch carVing
tHe Real Christ
mas.. roasTed
bEast
dISh..:)

i agree.. My friend..
All of Politics.. Religion..
and Philosophy.. is a PoeTry
prompt to me.. In fact of Art..
All of life is.. To me..
SMiLes more..:)

Sadly.. there are some
folks and some cultures who/
that cannot bear the thought
that women have a choice..
and those are most all
weak
folks/
cultures
@
heARt
most often fostered
first by daddies
and or mommies
who say
boys
don’t cry..
they do or
they dry up
and eventually
blow
away….
taking much
wreckage with
tHeir storm of
fear
and
hate…

‘You kNow’.. it’s ‘funny’..
i don’t think i’ve ever
had someone come to
my blog and provide
comments
of generalized
platitudes.. i find
now.. so much..
as i
explore so
many poetic
ways of life online..
and i rarely get comments..
but they all seem like true
friends.. when i do get
them.. so i suppose
it’s all
worth
it.. my friend..
as sometimes
trUly Loving
folks take
an effort..
however..
i didn’t speak
until age 4.. so
sure.. some of
us have an excuse..
wInks.. and others
simply try harder
to Love
and
eventuAlly
succeed
wheRe
Life
counts..:)

Love.. a flower..
not all feel..
Human
an
object
all some
see..
if only
humans could
feel like animals
they too.. could be free..:)

Coming back from
a visit to a shrink..
30 miles or so
from home
of Free..
Clouds of rainbows
colors horizon far
and i’ll be damed
if the Greek and
Roman Gods..
God
did not
disPlay
as cLouds
of
heARt..
Oh.. imagiNaTioNscReaTiviTy
now you fly so hiGh and color
ful.. oh science.. you never
ending same
stick
in the mud…
but no.. i’ll never
tale my shrink
about the
colors
of
the sky..
but he learned
the higher healing
power of dance..
from me.. now..
he then quits..
his practice..
now teaching
THAT as therapy
inStead.. so i just
didn’t have enough
time
to
show
hiM aLL
the colors
of Love..:)

WeLL.. the truth iS
human are only props
to some folks.. but the
bigger truth can be..
they are born
that way
and truly
it is not
tHeir
fault..
dARk
does
not always
now make
human sense..
as even they can
become fearless
warriors now
saVinG now
A reset World
WitH heaRts
or nOt..
gAMe
alWays
OnE
WoN..:)

Weather of human..
what ease inside
all bundled
up.. cool
and warm..
outSide Real..
they will have
the final bees
say.. on the
eventual
meal
inside..:)

SMiLes..
first A
drag
on fly
then A
roaches
WinGs
and now
drones
encroach
iN killing
life.. when
insects large
programmed
to kill.. or even
deliver mail..
balance
of Nature
less longer
moves.. no
longer meek
inherits earth.:)

all caught
up..for now..
3:49 pm..:)

Last response..
11:49 am

Life becomes
hell where there
is only fear.. and
worry.. wHere Love
can find no room.. but
sorrow.. with sorrow even
leaving in dark so cold..
Where there is Love
there is fortune
where
not
cold
just
cOld…

2947

SMiLes.. and you my friend
are a favorite muse of mine..
No less than Olivia Newton John
style and Xanadu..
Per MAGIC.. Shawna..
too.. And you are one
i will never ending story
forget wITh a roll tide for
the road as the
dance of now
continues..:)

2994

Hi Glenn.. thanks for coming by..
and the white tipped tail cat is Tennessee..
for clarification.. a cat who is owned by a neighbor
down the road.. who decided to adopt us on a part
time basis.. as they have kids and dogs.. and there
is plenty of peace and quiet two doors down..
for cat bliss as it were and is..
all peaceful as animal
homeostasis.. smiles..
Yellow boy is totally confined to inside..
as he has feline leukemia and can no longer
mix with the other strays around the block..
but his health is fine for now.. as sure..
Love boosts any animal immune system..
that receives love as comfort.. and feral or not..
Yellow boy can feel that from humans obviously
for humans who empathy and can feel the
emotional contagion change hands.. to
paws.. in sharing.. feelings…
Thanks for sharing my photos..
and every disadvantage in life..
is a potential advantage..
if the challenge is overcome
with adaptation for change..
for the better.. either sooner
or later.. my friend.. what
works does work.. in practice…
And ha! there is actually well
over 10K selfies.. altogether..
but keeping in mind that after my
shut-in illness with the extreme pain..
and loss of emotions.. as well as effective
use of eyesight and hearing for anything
other than close and blurry dimly lit computer screens..
at the end of 66 months.. i literally had no conscious
perception of what expressions looked like on my face..
So the mirror is a friend.. to get me back.. and it’s always
Good for folks on the Autism Spectrum to practice
non-verbal expressions in selfies and with
mirrors for therapy..
most people can take that for
granted.. but no.. others have to really
work hard on the stuff that are non-issues to
others.. and a large part.. of why folks who have
accommodated symptoms of Autism all their life
to fit in.. eventually fall-out from the demands of
social stress by middle age.. and of course higher
functioning Autism has always gone un-diagnosed..
with more people showing symptoms than ever before
on a broader Autism phenotype.. as the environment
away from reciprocal and nonverbal social communication..
is rampant in the developed world across all demographics
of human beings.. where the environment plays a huge
role in potential functional disabilities in
human reciprocal communication..
including non-verbal language..
And regarding the mall photos..
i image American Culture for what
my life is here.. whether i agree with it or not..
just to share that with folks of other cultural heritages..
to see what it is like here in a typical American day..
which of course is always centered around the
institution of shopping.. buying.. and all the
commercial advertising associated with the
shopping.. however.. i often find funny little
synchronicities.. that are likely now only
meaningful to me.. associated a-causally
between the photos and my writing.. that truly
are God wInks.. if only for me.. and sure i count
that as purpose and meaning in life.. and also
among my many blessSingS as a now almost
totAlly free human being.. smiles.. friend Glenn..:)

3511

Hi gigoid.. such a kind and thoughtful reply and so insightful.. as always
too.. i see culture as mostly insane and away from human
nature now.. but i bought into the lies before
and my canary in the coal
mine nervous
system
got me
out early
which was both
a curse then but
a wonderful blesSinG
now that i enjoy life and
now culture adapts to me..
within the local.. state.. and
federal laws that protect
people who have
what are
named
as functional
disabilities to
participate with
their accommodations
for disability.. and truly
without dance.. i would
not have the bliss i have
now.. so sure it is my Wheel
Chair to bliss.. ironicAlly and
i can’t hardly expect folks
to understand that
unless they
have walked
in my shoes..
of course..
and you
have at least partially
done that in your very
challenging and work
stress related life.. as well..
which gives you much greater
insights than the average Joe
at Work.. or at Walmart or
the Mall.. haha..
the joys
of life are
mine for sharing
for free.. give or
take.. yes it is..
what it is..
now.. and
i am
what i
for one
will to be
and it is all
good to me..
my friend.. gigoid
for now.. as iS NOW..:)

3727

The greater the emotional power
of the song.. the greater the spirit
of emotion.. inspires me to dance..
and the song ‘Pressure’ and
‘Come What May’.. as
they fit so many
emotional
experiences
of my life.. reflect
a powerful emotional
spirit of experience.. in
me currently still.. so i
was basicaLLy soaRinG
higher and higher in free
style martial arts and ballet-like
spins in the wide middle-aisle
of Super-Walmart Last night..
and Target before that.. to
the tune of five or so miles
as this was not a total
all day marathon
event of
dance
shopping..
my feet and
legs were fresh
and strong and the
skill of dance in practice
is a cumulative one.. both
in new moves.. balance..
and overall agility but
yes.. since i make
the steps up as
i go with
the GOD
of Nature that
lives within me..
it ain’t something
that anyone has
ever precisely
seen before..
so voyeur
facebook
videos
come for
several
reasons as Katrina
and i were recently discussing..
how many folks wear super cool
Maui Jim $660 dollar Shades at
night in Walmart.. how many folks
dance in any way.. shape.. or form
in Walmart.. how many folks
do a very unusual
style of martial
arts and ballet
like dance with
spins and all..
at Walmart..
and then..
how many
230 LB very
muscular looking
dudes do this.. and
then.. how many have
law enforcement type
haircuts.. and a clean
cut overall look.. and then..
how many dudes wear T-Shirts
and shorts when it’s close to
freezing outside.. and then
how many dudes do it
who are 55 years old..
so as one can see
this doesn’t
fit any molds
of social
norms..
particularly considering
that my local red state area
of 90% REPUBLICAN VOTERS..
EVEN IF THE CANDIDATE IS
AS COLD HEARTED AS
TRUMP.. with three
military bases
in the
area assessed
sociologically
in the link
below as..

http://mic.com/articles/76309/if-you-can-t-stand-hipsters-these-11-cities-are-for-you#.UI8N9fmLy

the worst place
to be different in
the good old USA..
NO THIS IS NOT THE
LAND OF OPEN MINDS..
THIS IS AS CLOSED AS IT
GETS BABY TO THE DIFFERENT
AMONG US.. and my area also at
one point in time held the record book
title.. of having the most churches per
square mile of any locality in the U. S..
SO YES.. my type of exercise in
Walmart.. is extremely incongruent
in everyday words of what one might
expect to see there.. and yes.. i had to
fight mighty hard with my justifications
to do it.. as my wheel chair to escape
the pain of severe degenerative spinal
arthritis precipitated early by a
congenitally fused vertebra
from birth… along with
spinal stenosis where
if i stand still for a
very long time
my legs
will go numb
not unlike someone
with carpal tunnel
syndrome now.. where
their fingers go numb
when repetitively doing
one motion over and over..
it’s smart to move both feet
and hands differently over the
course of life.. ’cause ergonomic
injuries are greater in potential when
the human body only moves one way..
and yeah.. moving all around
like i do.. can make ya
incredibly stronger..
as the
following
video provides
irrefutable proof
for in living color
in poundage
of close to
half a ton
pressing
that with legs
on parallel leg
press machine with
my arms raised in the
air 14 times slowly and
surely in the video that
is now up to 25 reps
over the course of
three minutes or
so.. again now..
as no more
weight plates
will fit on the
machine designed
for professional athletes
by the Nautilus Corporation..
and gyms with enough money
to buy Nautilus Machines.. like
the close to a million dollars
of equipment at my military
gym.. that i helped arrange
to purchase before i
left that job
as Athletic
Director in
2008..
it’s probably
the best equipped
Navy gym in the
US.. particularly
for a base
the size
of this
Naval Air
Station…

And yes.. i make my gorilla (or other wild animal) growl
when i lift as it increases both focus and power..
same reason Lions and other animals do
it when defending their territory
as such.. and normally
all smaller animals
get the hell
out of the
way..
as the
louder the
growl usually
indicates the stronger.
more fierce animal of
Nature.. that gets his
or her way.. of the
jungle.. the desert..
the mountains..
under a tree.
and yes
on a
beach too..
Nature merits strength
i mean duh.. let’s not
kid ourselves that
Nature and
or God
is a dam
Wimp
’cause most all
moving stuff animate
and rocks is nuclear
powered at core..
and that
is some
mighty
powerful
stuff.. all
this God stuff
is.. and sadly most
humans don’t nearly
live up to their wild and
free God potential.. and yes..
this was the Message of Jesus
and other Nature inclined sages
of the ages.. that humans
don’t come close
to using their
potential
in the
wild kingdom
of God anymore..
but HAHA!.. I FOUND
THE ANSWERS AND CAN
PROVE THEM TOO.. and they
ain’t anything that my feral Yellow
Boy CAT don’t already know and feel
all innately.. instinctually.. and
intuitively gifted by the
God of Nature..
and i’ve
seen Yellow
Boy when wild in
action snagging a
squirrel with a head
start of 100 feet or so..
lightening gold is what
he looked like with a hearty
catch of squirrel carrying him
with ease flying across the
fence with his newly earned
lunch.. put him at the size of
a Lion.. and no you would never
F with yellow boy.. as the Lion
is a much greater predator
of course.. and most other
animals.. than the so called
naked apex predator.. the
human who is a watered
down now domesticated
creature.. not
much different
than our Moby
grey whale cat..
who can now barely
squat his weight in
the litter box after
a life of instant
gratification
and purrs
only..
yes God purrs
but God growls
too manifest in all
of us.. whether we use
all our potential or NOT..
So anyway.. back to Super -Walmart
last night.. yes the Spirit of God is upon
me in terms of the emotions and strength
manifest in me by God and the similar
potential that all other human animals
have when utilized and practiced
for human excellence..
and while i’m spinning
through the aisles.. a young
woman.. hmm.. 17 or so
in high school age i’m
thinking comes up
aside me and
starts
to spin
with me up
and down the aisles..
probably some gymnastics
and ballet official lessons in
her youthful past.. and i am
cautious.. as any 55 year old
man must be in our culture
when approached by
an underage woman..
and i feel relieved to
see her boyfriend
with his
smartphone
camera.. as they
are simply trying
to share something
wild and crazy captured
on their candid camera
for the social media
world they live
in to share
and that is precisely
part of my Master Plan
to set more folks free with
the potential of their higher
power of the God of Nature
manifest in them set free and
wild and fearless to Love God more
as Love cannot live where fear exists..
as fear is the real core devil of all stuff
associated with hate.. including doubt..
greed.. jealously.. and other negative
con-social emotions that in that
dark way naturally seek
to divide and conquer
instead
of unify
for social cooperative
ways of courageous
kind Unconditional
Love in
all
Pro-social
emotion positive
ways of life to make
life work out together
instead of
against
each
other
as hairless apes..
so a pleasure it was to
dance ballet-like spinning
moves with the young lady
while surely they will broadcast
the event to all their Facebook
friends.. with my shirt
that says..
“HI IT’S ME
FROM THE INTERNET”
AS SERIOUSLY FOR GOOD
REASON.. it’s hard to find
anyone in my several
hundred thousand
metro area
population
that ain’t
heard
about the
‘wild and
crazy
dancing
man/guy’
from Northweset
Florida ‘Footloose’
town.. Yes.. in this
way for all practical
intents and purposes
i am Kevin Bacon in
six degrees of separation
too.. as me and this metro
area fit together now.. like
Butter and cheese.. and
that’s just the
first thing
that came
out of
my
fingers..
hehe… now..
Anyway.. back to
Super-Walmart now..
when the young woman
and her boy friend have
retreated down the aisle
and my wife.. who they
do not realize is my
wife.. is walking by
them away
from me..
the young
man is telling
his giggling girl
friend.. who is obviously
a little high now herself
in engaging with
ballet
like
dance with
me.. THAT man
is obviously
high on drugs
that is often the case
when young women get
somewhat excited over
my freely expressed emotions
in dance.. after walking too long
with their cardboard box boyfriends..
to throw some water on the giggles
of their girl friends.. it’s one
of those things
that fearful
males
do
to protect
their ‘property’
as it were and still
is.. just natural that’s
all.. so she spots her
parents in the distance
and says oh no.. i wonder
if they saw me dancing with
that guy.. my wife then says..
i’m his wife.. so maybe you
should move farther away
from him.. not
to get in trouble
so.. she is off in the
distance explaining
the whole thing to
her obviously
fundamentalist
leaning Christian
Parents.. and i think
oh GrEAt! it’s time for
a Fredlecture.. and hopefully
by the end of it they will not
have a headache processing
the speed of my intellectual
stimulation.. quick witty remarks
and other stuff.. so i approach them
not in fierce dance style.. but a calm
predator walk.. not unlike Yellow Boy
when he is approaching his prey.. yes.
let there be no mistake i am no longer
a beta male.. i am now an alpha male..
body language says it all NOW THEN..
AND THAT IS JUST NATURAL.. i am
just walking naturally now how GOD
has its free and wild creatures
do when FEARLESS NOW..
so i am totally calm like
the eye of Katrina..
the Hurricane
with winds
as strong
as i care to
blow in words
at will.. so the first
thing i say is.. do ya think
i’m sexy.. NO.. i didn’t really
say that.. just making sure you
are awake at this point if you
make it this far.. heHE..;)
i said do you think i’m
on drugs.. and there
is just open mouths
and blank stares..
’cause remember
i am 230LBS and
look somewhat
like a college
linebacker
in person..
could be Sheriff’s
department.. FBI..
secret service.. or
yes.. SOLDIER OF GOD..
ANYWAY.. next i say.. have
you ever heard of King David
and the Bible and his dance
before the Ark of the Covenant..
and then i say.. well as you can
see unlike David.. i have a shirt
and shorts on.. but the essence
of what i am doing is the
same.. to LOVE GOD
WITH ALL YOUR HEART
MEANS TO ELIMINATE
ALL ILLUSORY FEARS..
and a great way to do that
is to dance free in public..
to do it with few clothes
on is best.. but
shirts and shoes
are required here..
so i do it this way..
AND GUESS WHAT!
YES.. I AM FEARLESS
NOW.. KING DAVID WAS
CORRECT.. PUBLIC DANCE
WILL MAKE one FEARLESS.. IT WORKS..
and now i am able to Love the God of
Nature with all my heart.. with zero
doubt.. greed.. jealously and all
stuff associated with hate..
and then i go on to say..
now seriously.. if i was
really crazy on drugs
i wouldn’t be
able to get
on our high
security military
base would i.. so i go
on to tell them i retired
as Athletic Director at
the Military Station
and show them
my handy dandy
YouTube video of
what dance like mine
will do for power of legs..
and then i go on to remind them
of what Jesus is reported as saying
in the New Testament about folks
doing more than he.. with the
power of Faith.. Hope.. and
Belief.. after he goes away..
and then i say.. i ain’t
moving Mountains
yet.. but that
is a lot
of weight
for a 55 year
old dude.. huh..
and yes.. by this
point they still have
their mouths hanging
open a little bit.. look
kinda dazed.. but
they all shake
my hand
and say
have
a nice
day.. and
i’m thinking
YES! MISSION
ACCOMPLISHED.. A
SOLDIER OF GOD
DOES IT AGAIN..
IN THE MANiFEST
ARTFUL FORM OF
i that I is now..
the SACRED CLOWN
IS NOT A CONCEPT THAT
i INVENTED THE SACRED CLOWN/
WARRIOR CLOWN/SHAMAN ARE
HUMAN ARCHETYPES that have
been around longer than recorded
history.. as it is in our genetics
that certain ones of us
evolve epigenetically
in one lifetime.. to
do outrageous
stuff to show
a truly
insane
society
how crazy what
they think the social
norm REALLY IS.. NOW..
so yeah.. i got on the
Internet in my grey
underwear in the
first pARt of 2014..
in the beginning of
my SACRED CLOWN
MISSION.. and yes..
remember the ‘King
Of the Jews’ crown
of thorns.. yes
people made
fun of the
‘Sacred Clown’
Jesus too.. but Ivy
is my crown of Nature
Truth and Light and i am
the one who wears it in
metaphor without the
hand of anyone
else.. in
a vine
of Courageous
Love that spreads
everywhere i go.. and
hell yeah.. the American
Indians were doing this
long before the
really insane
‘White Man’
Culture.. pushed
it’s way on this continent
of God’s Green and Blue
earth.. with killing tools..
instead of
wit
of
human
being.. for social
change to make
human wild and
free again..
instead
of repressed..
oppressed..
and subjugated
with illusory fears..
in a literal hell on earth
of their own making.. where
‘before the apple’ humans lived
with God of Nature instead of
against God of Nature.. and
sure our relative free will
allows us to live
in hell or heaven..
but it is the
‘Sacred Clown’
or ‘Soldiers of God’
and ‘Healing Shamans’..
innately assigned mission
to bring human being back
wild and free.. to keep the
entire living planet manifest
as God in Balance as God’s
way is balance.. and some
times it takes a little
satire and fun
to get
folks
attention
B A C K
to being
H U M A N..
AND REBORN AGAIN..:)

http://dreamflesh.com/essays/clownpath/

http://dreamflesh.com/essays/warriorpath/

http://dreamflesh.com/essays/shamanism/

No.. there is nothing new under the Sun of
God that i am doing here.. the only difference
with me and most folks.. who might have
the potential to do this..
is i am fearless
enough
to do
it free…
and sure there
are others.. like
Miley Cyrus.. Katy
Perry.. David Bowie..
Freddie Mercury.. etc..
who get paid big bucks
for it.. and yes that is what
is required to reach the largest
audiences then.. but thanks to
folks like Steve Jobs.. and
Bill Gates who are also
sacred clowns and
warriors in their
own innate..
and creative
ways.. the
INFORMATION
TECHNOLOGY BACK
BONE.. NOW.. allows
one to just be a LEGEND
and not have to deal
with all the pain
associated
with
fame..
FAME
SUCKS..
IT DOESN’T
TAKE A ROCKET
SCIENTIST TO FIGURE
THAT OUT.. but the way
of the Legend.. earned
without money.. is
the way of
Jesus..
and that is
the message proven
to have the greatest impact
overall.. THE LEGEND.. WHO NOW
needs nothing.. but life.. and
helping other folks
in NEW
AND
CREATIVE
WAYS.. NOT
SEEN IN THE
SOCIAL NORM
TO MAKE
CHANGE
JUST HAPPEN
one human at a time..
a family.. and audience
in a dance hall.. Facebook.. folks reading
stuff on blogger blogs.. the creative
potentials today practically that are
free.. and require no path to fame
and misery of being
unfree.. are
almost
limitless
for the truly
imaginative
and creative ones
among us.. who once
again hear the call of
Mother Nature TRUTH
and LiGHT aka GOD
planted in our
DNA..
as human
archetypes
expressed in
all Natural
and Holy
Spirit
of God
living within..
in a soft resurrection
of faith.. hope.. and belief
in M O V I N G M O U N T A I N S
ONE GrAin of sand at a now.. JUST NOW..:)

6456

StILL good morning on the west
coast of Northern California to ya..
friend gigoid.. and cat leelu asleep…
In the Tarot.. the Fool Card of Zero..
is obviously the highest
human archetype
to aspire
to as
it is
carefree
and in general
FREE.. seriously
with a smile.. laugh..
and wINks.. it just don’t
get any better than it is
for a free lance Jester..
to be employed as
a Court Jester..
NO THANKS..
of course unless
one needs money
for bread and
water..
not
much choice
huh.. Thanks
for retirement
options of the
past still open
to the fortunate
among us.. to no
longer worship the
almighty work of
the dollar..
so yeah..
don’t know if you’ve
seen that tarot card but
for all practical intents and
purposes that is Yellow Boy
at my side.. wInks.. bozo i’ll
be.. but no.. i don’t work for
Google pennies
i WORK FOR FREE!..;)

And sure.. i’ve
written about
this before..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/11/arrival-of-the-clown-shark/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/15/joker-can-be-wild-and-crazy/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/11/16/fool-dancing/

6617

SMiLes.. my friend.. writersdream9..
i ‘normally’ only respond to
links now.. on dVerse..
and folks who make it clear
now.. i do not overwhelm
them.. by commenting
on my blog first..
as yes..
i realize i
can be overwhelming
as i am no ‘normal’
human
being
at all..
and almost
from birth.. people
let me feel that in
no uncertain terms..
and that is something
i learned to overcome..
as there are two ways iN
dealing with bullies.. one is
vengeance and the other
is Victory.. Victory is
the h0NEy of liFe
iN unification..
the common core
of the Baha’i faith
that i have studied
intensely.. like all other
religions.. sadly there is
usually.. always.. at least
one glitch that precludes me
from calling myself an actual
part of the religion.. including
the Catholic one i attend every
Sunday.. and those are concerning
basic human rights.. to Love whomever
one will Love.. as all Love at essence iS
consensuAlly TRuLY ‘SamE Love’.. an
excellent modern song.. now illustrating
what i am getting to here.. that suffices
the point clearly without many more
details here.. as a person born
by the God of Nature on the
Autism Spectrum not able
to speak until age 4 with
problems with verbal
communication
throughout most of my life..
i am outlier in the way i communicate
that comes directly from THAT challenge..
additionally.. i was born rather fragile looking
and at times.. confused for the other gender when
young.. yeah.. but sure.. no longer is that the
case.. as yes.. the strong survive.. and
that potential is in most all of our
DNA if we accommodate
the challenge.. but never the
less.. i know the pain of outcast
all too well.. and yes..
it is time for another
Messenger of God..
in Baha’i faith words..
and if need be.. milLions
to set that pArt of God’s
record straight.. as nah..
God’s diversity is no straight
line.. it is infinite in paths and
spectrums of humans.. both in
gender.. sexual orientations..
and all other differences of
lifE that the savior of
science has
cleared up..
for many outcasts
in Life.. as we move away
from the patriarchal controls
of the past.. so heavy handed against
anyone reAlly then.. except for ‘white’ middle
age patriarchs with money.. tools of weapons..
and status.. to low brow the rest of humanity..
as it were and continues to be in many countries..
Change is now.. and WHO knows.. perhaps in someways
Obama is NOW one of those new messengers as he refuses
to let the herd of patriarchy mute his stance on all human
rights iN equality for all humans to love whom they WiLL
with Unconditional Love.. there are no ifs and or buts for
that my friend.. all are children of God.. all diversity
that can be unification..
if enough of us
go the
path
of Unconditional
Love.. but sadly.. some
still fear the different
among the Children
of God..
and yes..
God and his
‘New Messengers’
are taking care of that
as WE SPEAK.. SMILES AGAIN..
the Unconditional Love is the
God thing
through
and through
when FREE..
i find your post highly
inspiring.. but don’t ‘worry’
i will now return to the shorter
and free verse way
of me
on dVerse..
wInks..
PS.. i visit literally visit
all dVerse lInks through
the course of this year..
literAlly commenting in
poetic réponse to
tens of thousands
of posts.. through
the last few
years..
i feel
liGht
when i
see it
in words
and it is here.. my friend..
and that is the hiGhest
compliment anyone
WiLL
get
from
me..
other than
a poem.. wInks
again.. short
and LonG..
WitH
ONE
LOVE oNe GOD..:)

SMiLes again.. my friend.. out of all the religions.. the
Baha’i faith is one of the best i’ve studied
so far.. and i realize all the details
entailed.. and i wasn’t suggesting
the religion limits Love.. now..
whereas Catholicism does..
however.. science does
now show that
homosexuality
is a part of Healthy Human
Nature and even more
so among our closest
primate cousins.. the
Bonobo.. who rarely
ever engages in harmful
conflicts with each other..
unlike the raping and pillaging
chimpanzee.. that nihilists used
to compare humans directly too..
as coming in this world with
an evil.. nature.. Truth iS..
humans are not
the virus..
culture is..
in many still
sad ways now..
anyway.. never
the less.. i have great
respect for your religion
but on the other hand i have
standards that no religion has
met yet.. and
perhaps
that’s
not too strange
either.. sMiles..
as we are truly
all different in
someway
as well
as
sAMe..
and i for one
have learned to
tolerate all the
differences at hand…
That makes for a peaceful way..:)

7410

‘Shirt of the day’ says..
“I’M MUCH MORE
INTERESTING ON THE
INTERNET”.. NOW..
i say.. it depends
on who you
ask..;)

And ‘this’ night time shirt says..
“HI ITS ME FROM THE
INTERNET”
yes.. it’s true..
in the 3 dimensional
world.. folks ‘think’
i’m too interesting to
even guess what i do online..
hehe.. ‘LOTS they don’t kNow’..

So our neighbors who are the
real parents of the ginger cat
Tennessee who hangs around
our yard.. for years now..
are sitting in front of
us at church
and they
show us
a quick
pic of Tennessee..
all bundled under the
covers at home on their
trusty smart phone..
and i say..
yes i am a
writer and i’ve
shared the face
of Tennessee all
around the world..
and you know when
he got sick and was
all a bag-a-bones.. yes..
he got well in part ’cause
folks prayed for him around
the world.. and so she said
no wonder he has such a
big ego.. i’ll have to
see him
online..
meanwhile
Katrina is puckering
up mighty tight thinking
OMG don’t YOU DARE
GIVE THEM YOUR
LINKS.. they
ain’t ready
for
ALL OF
THAT YET..
and yes..
i know
better
than THAT..
most of the time
what stays on Fred’s
sites stays there
way out
of the
flesh and blood
world.. except for
a few prized very open
minded friends who
can HANDLE IT
ALL.. with
NO
FEAR..;)

7647

The most ironic part of church
to me is the truth and liGht
iS seen mostly after life..
and over 2000 years ago..
at least.. without change..
That leaves a very wide
gap
of
additional
Truth and
LiGht now..
in fact
it leaves all
the truth and
liGht out
of
Now..
And that is
just plain inane..
However the reality is
for so many years.. to
stray from the past and
future meant outcast from
the tribe as whole then and
potential starvation..
misery..
and suffering
and even illusory
nightmares now of a
place off earth named
hell.. so what better way
to fix that than make hell
now.. hell no.. no longer..
Free is possible..
when Now
becomes
REAL..
and yes i still
enjoy singing.. even
if most people are too
wrapped up in minds
of worry to hold my
hand during
the so-called
Lord’s prayer..
the temptation
to go to prison
hell here is the
worst
temptation
of all for at
least
now
away
from FREE..
Yes.. the River
Flows NOW..
And glad to hear
your relief of pain
is still flowing free too..
Friend gigoid.. what works
works..
now
iN practice..:)

7840

SMiLes.. when humans are free to express
all tHeir Truth and LiGht
the dArkest Rivers
of false
become
paths to Truth..
There is nothing
kind about a road
or an online
avenue
until inhabited
by the SpiRit
expresSinG
H e A R t
emoTioNs..
senses..
yes..
SENsualiTies..
in a miNd and
boDy coming
back to balanCe
FREE.. now..
these are the best
of nows my friend as no
longer the deep of us in
River’s liGht are shut-out
from surfacing
to the
Truth of Now..
where ‘Priests’
are ‘Pedophiles’
and ‘Whores’
are
‘Saints’..
and dArk
is finAlly cAlled
out for what iT iS..
whEre liGht
breathes
aGain..
thefeatheredsleep..
Not often when a name
becomes the last
line iN Dance
of poeTry
but then and
now a name fits in..:)

7969

Katrina picks out and purchases
a Yoda Case for my Mac Pro..
but no.. the R2D2 Lunch Box..
was far to minuscule to
house the meals i et..
i mean
eat..
And i betcha.. if
i had her face and
body.. i’d be much
more popular.. by
way of likes..
both on
FACEbook..
and WordPress..
but that’s OK..
better to have
true and
tried
friends..
as the outlier
among me..
Anyway.. tonight
is my 93rd Rave Dance
Night celebration week..
at Old Seville Quarter.. with
all the cool.. college age folks..
but first.. i gotta another blog
post to make..
at least one..
titled..
‘Mountain
Low
Valley HiGh’..
with more fun Dance
photos added to this post..
sometime around
the wee hour
of 3 am..
on Friday
Morning..
so be
back at
least by then..
with more more
more stuff to add..:)

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Hi.. Sister Soheir.. so glad
to see you back.. will now
be reading and commenting
on your next post soon.. my
friend.. Hope you are doing
great.. and happy you Love
WordPress… as well..
SMiLes My Friend..
surely there is a hell
and anyone who would
harm one hair on the face
of Allah that is all that is..
with callous..
will be in
this hell..
it is like
a pool
with
no
end
or beinning..
fire surrounds
it where one hopes
to reach the flames
to end
now..
but there
is no escape..
or visit through
a window on the
other
side
of beginning
and end now…

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