20 Responses to Addicted too

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   February 15, 2016 at 4:18 PM

   Typographic arrogance on display….

   There are only two shows i watch
   now.. Lucifer and the Big Bang..
   one shoe shows the
   dArk can be
   the liGhtest
   and one show
   shoes the liGht
   can be the dArkest
   with rather simple
   but effective
   form
   of wit..
   in other
   words.. without
   ‘Grey Poupon’..
   only if i could
   learn to do that..
   i miGht have an audience
   that likes and comments
   more.. but haha.. i’d
   rather be odd
   and just
   be me..
   so more ‘grey
   poupon’ coming
   but with a spicy
   naked edge of course..
   yeah.. i was Sheldon Cooper
   until i evolved into Lucifer..
   Sex over BRains..
   baby.. is wHere
   it’s alWays
   been for
   human
   being..
   leading
   edge of below
   so above.. let’s
   get real and all of THAT..
   but it’s F in Hilarious..
   all he does iS F
   and play
   fair..
   meanwhile Sheldon
   plays with his collection
   of flags.. video games..
   or whatever and
   rarely
   gets the
   real job of life
   just done with one
   or more mates like
   Lucifer does so well..
   Anyway.. repressing any pARt
   of human Nature.. whether it be
   emotions.. senses.. or yes.. sensuality
   is the path back to hell.. where Lucifer
   got F iN Sick and Tired of dealing
   with the folks at the
   Wrong Planet
   there.. in hell.. THEN lives..
   And seriously.. with feeling..
   the Singularity is more than
   robot way.. a movie named
   ‘Chappie’ or something like
   that to illustrate that..
   the movie ‘Lucy’
   says it all
   connect
   back
   to Lucy
   the Ape..
   and go far back
   to REAL SANITY..smile emoticon

   SMiLes.. i usually do Wiki cliff notes..
   to catch up on the cultural
   interest of the day..
   if it interests
   me.. or
   serves
   to better
   converse on the
   topic at hand..
   and You
   Tube is
   a great
   resource
   for that too..
   and without
   commercials
   with a DVR
   and all of that
   for just the two
   shows i do watch..
   there is not much left
   of the meat of the show
   after commercials go away..
   So much to learn.. and never
   to get bored.. i wished for a machine
   i could ask any question to.. and
   Google.. overall
   serves up
   a mighty
   button
   prize.. and the value
   of uncensored freedom
   of information is worth
   its weight
   in Gold
   of all that
   is out there
   to partake of..
   a never filling
   glass of knowledge
   and FEELinG of
   A to Z iN
   photos..
   videos..
   more..
   of reality
   and imagiNaTioN now..
   the fAct that i can be
   free is evidence
   enough for
   me that
   iT iS
   sTiLL
   possible Now..
   with tough practice
   and never giving up..
   iN KiND as WeLL as couRaGE..:)

   sMiLes..
   my friend..
   ignorance
   is a sad
   by
   product
   of wanting
   to belong..
   outcast frees..:)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   February 15, 2016 at 4:26 PM

   Facebook Friend Rafiah.. responding to
   the Beautiful photo of my wife
   Katrina.. with our
   Cat Elwood from
   1996..

   Rafah says..

   I want to have my martial relationship
   as loving and as compassionate as you two
   have mashaa Allah. smile emoticon heart emoticon

   i say..

   SMiLes.. And wInks.. Yes.. we are
   the marriage model for a new
   world order..wink emoticon
   Very sweet of you to say that
   as well.. Dear friend..
   Rafiah..smile emoticon

   Great Niece Antaya says..

   She’s so beautiful

   i say..

   Yes.. some stuff rarely changes..
   And you are beautiful too.. great
   niece tater..wink emoticon

   Antaya says..

   Thanks great uncle Fred

   i say..
   Smile Emoticon

   And as a side note..
   Antaya is pregnant
   with what will be
   Katrina’s first
   great
   great
   niece..:)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   February 15, 2016 at 6:23 PM

   The return of Jesus( عودة السيد المسيح عليه السلام)

   SMiLes.. SOHEIR
   sadly.. reading
   prophecy literally
   doesn’t leave
   God much
   freedom..
   in other words
   in other words…
   not likely that anyone
   out of Muslim or Christian
   Religions would recognize
   ISA if he comes back again..
   as he would
   likely be
   as Free as
   God
   WiLL
   have
   him be..
   anyway
   that’s what
   God tells me..
   i find the speaker
   interesting and good
   humored and friendly..
   and have complimented
   his interpretations before..
   like the Island
   and God
   existing
   on the Island
   without any books..
   but there are gonna
   be problems if Jesus
   comes back deaf
   blind
   and mute..
   After All.. God
   can do anything
   with God’s children..
   THAT would be less of
   a miracle than a woman
   being fertilized by something
   other than
   sperm..
   i don’t need
   no magic tricks
   by God for faith..
   belief.. or hope..
   or tests of GOD..
   as such.. now..
   God is Real
   to me and
   magic
   but
   i do not portend
   to understand that
   magic in literal tricks
   out of a hat or with
   invisible
   sperm
   with respect
   of course.. now..
   one thing great about
   the Catholic Pope Francis is he
   says all God’s children are one
   regardless of religion.. and God
   tests us here for our God given
   potential… and science is totally
   compatible with God.. including
   evolution.. however.. of course
   he will tell one that a virgin
   birth is possible too and
   contradict himself
   on the other
   point..
   and will say
   that humans are taking
   too much from Nature and
   insist that all Catholics must
   not practice birth control…
   oh yeah.. and he
   says Jesus
   is the ONLY
   begotten SON
   of GOD too…
   God gave me
   a brain
   and i
   use it..
   God gave me
   creativity
   and i see
   magic
   enough
   iN that..
   and no.. i do not see/feel aLL..
   so perhaps there was a virgin
   birth.. and perhaps Jesus will
   come back just like the Kuran
   says he will.. or perhaps
   he is even God above
   all other humans..
   again.. i do not
   portend to
   know/feel
   the will/
   way of
   God
   alone..
   God tells
   me none
   of that
   is true..
   but i can
   always be
   incorrect as
   i am too humble
   to suggest i kNow/feel anything
   as THE final words.. too.. still..
   i am confident in no one
   who says
   they do..
   but i will
   continue to listen..
   watch.. and wait..
   to see and
   feel what
   happens
   next.. as yes..
   we live in very
   interesting times
   as alWays now…
   Here’s the point..
   i believe in prophecy
   too.. but i do not believe
   any one human owns it..
   otherwise it’s just a self
   fulfilling prophecy by
   humans who
   enjoy
   control
   more than
   God’s Freedom
   as given to every human
   as equal employer opportunities
   to work for God.. there is a God of
   merit.. that shows throughout all
   of Nature.. it is highly unlikely anyone
   gets a free ride
   just based
   on who they
   are.. chances
   are if Jesus
   the REAL MAN
   JESUS CAME
   back today
   he would
   have
   to do
   MUCH MUCH
   GREATER THINGS
   than before to even
   get noticed.. and not
   not myths.. real stuff..
   and of course if it didn’t
   match literal words.. the
   expectations of others..
   he would
   simply
   come
   like
   a thief in the
   night.. but sure
   that’s how most
   prophets come..
   unrecognized by
   those who
   live
   with
   them..
   or very
   close.. thanks
   SOHEIR.. ALWAYS
   interesting to
   come here
   and visit
   with
   you..
   several
   thousand miles
   way but well worth
   it for both spirit and friend..:)

   SMiLes my friend.. i do not speak Arabic..
   so you and my other Muslim friends have helped me
   understand concepts in the Kuran that are not clear
   in the English translations.. so i welcome your information here..
   and appreciate it very much.. i am your friend but i come here
   for serious study of the Kuran as well.. from the Arabic
   Language point of view.. and you obviously have
   a passion to share that information…

   Quite frankly.. as a weathered human
   i see Muhammad as a warrior.. a successful one..
   and a man heavily influenced by his culture at that time..
   never the more though or less.. just a human being.. and
   subject to the same human frailties we all are.. and yes..
   it is obvious that Jesus and all the other prophets are
   no more or less than this.. to me at least..
   from my intense studies of them all…

   There is some beautiful Truth and light in
   the Kuran that i appreciate from the English
   Translations i have read.. and also some better
   ones when the Arabic is explained by experts in
   the study of the Kuran.. which i have linked on
   my blog in defense of the positive aspects
   of the Kuran.. but.. and a significant but..

   It is clear to me that everything in the Kuran
   is NOT the Truth and liGht.. specifically the verses
   accepting human slavery.. subjugation of women in value
   in comparison to men.. and slaves as having less value..
   and again.. having humans slaves in any way shape or form..
   as well as obvious other selfish considerations..
   like a woman is gonna receive a curse from
   Angels if she is not in the
   mood to have sex at night..

   NO.. women are NOT sex robots..
   unless they are forced or coerced into that..
   with threats of curses from Angels and such as that..
   just a form of verbal rape is what that is… without punches..
   and bruises.. but psychological anguish from women who
   are not hot to trot all the time…. Many are NOT.. .
   so it becomes a service of subjugation..
   when this is the case…

   This is obviously selfish
   human greed and historical cultural conditions
   at work.. no more no less.. If you can somehow
   justify how this is different in your Arabic
   interpretations of the Kuran.. i would
   appreciate that.. as quite frankly i
   find it disgusting from a God
   point of view.. in how this
   is translated in the
   English Version
   of the Kuran.. .

   And those who have condoned
   this type of behavior will face
   the judgement of God alone…
   but again.. that’s what
   God tells me.. i am only
   human so.. again.. i will never
   rise to say i have the last or first
   word as only has God has that..
   without any human
   involvement at all…

   It’s just my opinion..
   with God backing me up..

   I do not expect you to
   believe that.. of course..

   But discussion of the positive and
   negative aspects are the only way to grow
   in understanding.. the questions others may
   have but will not ask because they are afraid of
   offending you.. or other Muslims.. i Love you.. as a
   human being.. so i don’t have to fear that.. and of course
   God has my back.. so i don’t have to fear anything at ALL..
   except for heights.. as God has other plans for
   me now.. instead of falling…

   When any human is raised up on
   a pedestal to have received the last
   or first word of God alone.. Misery and
   Suffering of human beings is always the result..
   history shows this fact over and over again..
   All someone who is psychopathic leaning
   has to do.. is threaten punishment
   if one questions what has been
   said or written before..

   i see through psychopaths
   both eye to eye and in written words my
   friend.. no matter how old or new they are..
   that is my special gift from God.. as empath..
   for both devil and angel.. same.. and all ‘tween…
   but sure just ‘tween me and God.. too.. as ONE Force now..
   with all others too.. and the rest of Nature ALL.. GOD’s domain..:)

   SMiLes my friend.. SOHEIR.. i understand that Cursing a
   Wife with Angels for not having sex.. is not specifically
   in the Kuran and that is why i called it ‘OTHER selfish considerations’..
   as it is one of the most ridiculous things i have heard in my life..
   Hadith.. Kuran.. or wherever else.. such foolishness comes from…

   i didn’t expect that to confuse you
   as you are well versed in the Kuran.. of course..

   Sorry for not making it MORE clear than OTHER SELFISH
   CONSIDERATIONS that it was specifically a Hadith related instruction…

   However.. that is A smallest of offense AGAINST GOD.. AND GOD’S CHILDREN..
   compared to what IS in the Kuran as translated in English below..
   both about having sex with slaves.. and beating wives
   who are not compliant.. light beating is still beating..
   end of case study below.. my friend.. FROM THE
   English translation of the Kuran..
   waiting for your translation..
   interpretation..
   different..
   if any..
   of course…

   AND slaves who are captured in war
   DO NOT WILLINGLY HAVE sex with their captors..
   only a FOOL and LIAR would believe they do..
   except for the oddest of exceptions..

   And trust me for those men who
   DID THAT IF there is any HELL..
   they are burning there.. in God’s terms of course…
   and from what i know and FEEL of REAL HELL..
   i wouldn’t wanna be them.. when they are
   there too.. where a thousand
   years is one second of
   REAL HELL NOW…

   AND no.. i am not angry
   with you about this but yes..
   trust me or not.. GOD is VERY
   ANGRY WITH MUHAMMAD for accepting
   this then.. IF HE DID.. AS translated
   in English here.. as only common sense dictates..
   for folks WITH A HEART.. OF ANY KIND AT ALL…

   Or would you suggest it is A OK for men
   who captures slaves to have sex with them..
   if they are married.. to a loving woman..
   when these slave women had loving
   husbands of their own.. before
   they were captured as sex slaves….

   i can not believe you would.. but i
   am waiting for your opinion on that..
   as no one has provided it to me yet when
   i ask.. the text goes silent…. and no..
   it does not happen as often now.. but it still
   happens.. and these are the verses in the Kuran
   that oppressor rapists and other
   psychopathic leaning men
   use to JUSTIFY it..

   THAT’s a problem we as
   human beings and children of GOD
   cannot afford to sweep under the carpet..
   for base humanity as is.. around the world…
   now.. with all due respect.. i for one believe…
   when we say any man or woman has ALL the truth
   and liGht from GOD… in however they gain it…

   Quran (33:50) – “O Prophet! We have made lawful to thee thy wives to whom thou hast paid their dowers; and those (slaves) whom thy right hand possesses out of the prisoners of war whom Allah has assigned to thee”

   Quran (23:5-6) – “..who abstain from sex, except with those joined to them in the marriage bond, or (the captives) whom their right hands possess…”

   Quran (4:24) – “And all married women (are forbidden unto you) save those (captives) whom your right hands possess.”

   Quran (24:32) – “And marry those among you who are single and those who are fit among your male slaves and your female slaves…”

   Quran (2:178) – “O ye who believe! Retaliation is prescribed for you in the matter of the murdered; the freeman for the freeman, and the slave for the slave, and the female for the female.”

   Quran (4.34) Men (those who are able to carry out their responsibilities) are the protectors and maintainers of women inasmuch as God has endowed some of people (in some respects) with greater capacity than others, and inasmuch as they (the men) spend of their wealth (for the family’s maintenance). Good, righteous women are the devoted ones (to God) and observant (of their husbands’ rights), who guard the secrets (family honor and property, their chastity, and their husband’s rights, especially where there is none to see them, and in the absence of men,) as God guards and keeps undisclosed (what should be guarded and private). As for those women from whose determined disobedience and breach of their marital obligations you have reason to fear, admonish them (to do what is right); then, (if that proves to be of no avail), remain apart from them in beds; then (if that too proves to be of no avail), beat them lightly (without beating them in their faces). Then, if they obey you (in your directing them to observe God’s rights and their marital obligations), do not seek ways against them (to harm them). (Be ever mindful that) God is indeed All-Exalted, All-Great.

   SMiLes.. my friend.. i appreciate that very much..
   and look forward to your research and opinions..
   trust me.. i can read something as small as
   the Kuran.. 80K.. or so words..
   in one small sitting..
   and write it in a
   matter of weeks..
   in deeper prose
   and poetry..
   and of course
   any book
   of poetry
   is worth
   reading more than
   once… i have read these
   verses an innumerable
   amount of nows with
   ease.. with depth
   of understanding
   too my friend..
   from what
   is available
   in English to me..
   as you might imagine..
   knowing what i am
   capable of
   in
   BLACK
   AND WHITE
   print.. with
   all the
   colors
   too..
   wInks..
   i try to stay
   humble.. but GOD
   gives me great gifts..
   so i continue to try.. to
   restrain the highs
   as well as lows..
   as i do not
   want to
   fall
   again..
   as sure God
   could make
   me the Devil
   again easy..
   iN metaphor
   of course.. or who
   knows and feels.. perhaps not… as REAL..
   i WiLL to submit to God iN liGht and dARk..:)

   You are a very wise woman..
   my friend SOHEIR..
   it is true and
   Universal Truth..
   i for one believe
   that any true prophet
   of God will not raise him or
   herself any higher
   than a grain
   of sand..
   as the
   Truth and
   liGht iS Now..
   that Grain of
   Sand is God too…
   And as you may notice..
   in my blogs.. i have been
   sharing scriptures from the
   New Testament about the
   prophet Jesus.. and truly
   in what they call these
   40 days of Lent..
   through Easter
   are the days
   attributed to
   Jesus’ test in the
   desert where the Devil
   tempted Jesus to escape
   life through death.. in
   metaphor of course
   same as what
   happened with
   Moses in the desert
   40 days then 40 years
   learning never ever
   to give
   up on
   God’s
   grace.. and
   truly that there
   are somethings in life
   harder than death if one
   reAlly iS to become a true
   soldier as servant of GOD…
   Yeah.. i’ve met the Devil face
   to face.. too.. the Devil iS real
   and pArt
   of God
   too…
   same challenge
   for me.. my friend
   same time of year..
   8 years ago..
   for precisely
   40 days and
   nights
   of sleepless
   challenge..
   pain.. and
   paper
   thin
   existence..
   beyond now..
   most human
   comprehension
   and same then..
   last temptation
   from the Devil
   real who
   can live
   in ALL
   of uS iN
   greaTEst
   Temptation now..
   of separation from GOD…
   i dare to say no one would
   accept my heaven if they
   truly knew and felt what
   the hell was to
   get here
   now..
   iN heaven..
   i still hope
   to pave some
   spark of
   way for
   at
   least
   one person
   to get to heaven now..
   much much easier my friend..
   but sure that is the job of JOB2..:)

   SMiLes my friend..
   either there is
   ONE God of ALL
   or more than
   one God..
   i for one
   believe
   in ONE
   God of ALL..
   aLL inclusive..
   and that my friend
   means NO EXCLUSIONS..
   and Devils and Angels
   are metaphors
   but real
   as human
   beings.. when
   that is their
   incarnate
   way of
   being..
   i understand
   the Koran addresses
   this literally different
   but again.. my friend
   i am a human poet..
   and take
   no
   poeTry
   literally….
   Interpretation
   can always be
   different among
   two folks.. and that
   is the source of most all
   disagreement
   in religion..
   different
   interpretations
   for different verses
   of prophetic prose
   and poetry…
   it’s deep
   stuff.. and
   no doubt in my
   mind.. from sharing
   some of those verses
   here that Muhammad
   likely at some point
   visited a real
   place not
   much
   different
   than the hell
   i visited my friend..
   God is too strong
   to have
   separate..
   the illusion
   is other
   my
   friend..
   with all
   due respect of course..
   we will probably have to
   disagree on this one.. unless
   you go to hell and meet the devil
   theRe.. it’s the only way i
   kNow and feeL for sure..:)

   SMiLes my friend.. God’s hand on our shoulder
   is enough and complex is just more challenge to a
   potential end result as gift.. Simple can be the greatest
   blesSinG for humans.. Other Animals already share this
   greater depth of heArt.. ALL
   Natural with zero books..:)

   SMiLes.. My friend.. The Kuran
   has many beautiful words.. And i keep
   a copy on my night stand.. Wish though
   i could speak Arabic.. to read the original version..:)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   February 15, 2016 at 7:32 PM

   https://thefeatheredsleep.wordpress.com/2016/02/15/together-lets-dream/

   thefeatheredsleep..
   poem unto herself..
   Meaning..
   Purpose..
   Fluff.. Text..
   Poetry.. emotions
   senses.. and sensuality..
   romance and raw sex..
   anyway.. i need
   inspiration
   from all
   corners
   of the
   human
   soUl.. so i come
   here to feed from
   more poeTry
   oF a SoUl..
   that
   explores
   sOul
   FREE…
   and as far as meaning
   and purpose goes.. Poetry
   and emotions go..
   senses and
   sensuality..
   Romance..
   and yes.. raw sex..
   your eYes.. my dear..
   is a poem for all of that..
   as truly i’m not much of a
   word person..
   but
   eYes of
   another human
   being tale it all now
   to me.. and you have
   the eYes of a soUl
   who has
   seen and
   felt more than
   most.. but trUly
   that’s what makes
   uS human.. ALL THE
   DaRK AND LIgHT MIXED
   AS uS.. a kindred soul we are..
   for obvious reasons and feelings..
   and one day i am gonna write as
   raw as
   you do here..
   but sure..
   i’ve
   already
   done iT
   iN real..
   as truly
   words
   just
   visit me..
   i am all eYes..
   F E E L i n G..
   anyway.. i just
   came here to
   see your eYes
   and soUl.. thanks
   for that.. and kinda
   surprised me no else
   commented oN
   eYes oF
   thefeathered
   sleep
   SoUl..
   And if that’s not
   you.. how silly am
   i but i feel it is for sure..
   photo.. eYes.. or
   not
   my friend..
   and on top of that
   you visited my blog..
   two posts there is
   the equivalent
   of visiting
   50 posts
   of the
   average
   blogger..
   biGger
   wInks..
   yes.. i finished
   a 60K word free
   verse poeTry Novel..
   including comments
   in one blog post.. and
   lots of that
   inspiration
   came from
   here.. even if
   i didn’t fill up
   your blog like a
   Tsunami of words..
   you are one of two poets
   i visit like that out of respect..
   as you get plenty of respect now
   without a tidal wave oF me..;)

   Thanks.. my friend.. Truly your
   face expresses art in
   its greatest
   form..:)

   SMiLes.. My strength is truth and liGht..
   iN how i see/feel iT.. of course..
   Living life like that flows as
   lies take time and Truth
   and liGht iS alWays
   now from
   heArt..:)

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5. gigoid says:

   February 15, 2016 at 8:59 PM

   Great photo day, my friend… It told me a story of your day(s)… I noticed you got a shot of the answer (to Life, the Universe, and Everything), and, saw Yellow Boy has a friend, of sorts. The two shots of you (trying) to look sober were fun, too. All by themselves, the photos speak of a majorly fun day, majorly being a tad larger than stupendous…. The Hulk shirt looked like a second skin, but, that may just be your resemblance to Bruce Banner….

   😉

   I wish I could have seen the faces of the two ignoramae when you killed them with kindness… always fun… Once, many years ago, in Montana, at a truck stop, I had fun like that with a cowboy (I had very long hair, full beard, obviously not up to local dress code, etc…) He made some remark behind my back about the ‘dirty hippie’…I merely turned to him, said, “I think the gas is done, so, you get to live…this time.”, gave him a feral smile, & walked away into the restaurant… I heard from the waitress he didn’t move for five minutes…. Not exactly as kind, but, hey, I didn’t have to actually DO anything to him… that was kind, right? I thought so…

   I’ll get to the previous two posts… about 2/3 & 1/3 done with ’em… For some reason, though I’m up a lot, it’s not during a time I can read, as I’m up pacing while half-asleep…. Frustrating not to be able to do much but be up… Ah well, it will pass… ‘t always does…

   Gotta go pamper the cat….see ya….

   Love

   gigoid

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   • katiemiafrederick says:

     February 15, 2016 at 9:35 PM

     SMiLes and Love.. gigoid..
     Human Epigenetics iS an
     amazing phenomenon..
     And truly if had a father..
     patriarchal as my father
     was.. i probably would
     have never
     done
     poeTry at all..
     and entered the military..
     law enforcement..
     or perhaps
     wouldn’t
     even be
     alive today..
     fully employed
     with potential at
     a younger much higher
     testosterone fueled age..
     i truly feel like the world would
     and could be a much better place
     if everyone could be confident in tHeir
     own skin through martial arts as
     a discipline of human
     being.. where
     truly a fight
     is not
     necessary when
     one of two has no fear..
     there is a power in calm hUman
     Center Balance that exceeds any
     fist or bomb employed
     as change..
     as all the others
     do is destruction..
     instead oF
     Free.. and
     thanks for sharing
     your story.. about the cowboy…
     tHere are fearless boys
     and yes..
     just
     cow
     boys..
     and when i dance
     free on the beach
     iT truly iS iNfiniTe bliss..
     beyond any words of poeTry
     i can imagine iN words oF Infinity REAL..
     Moving.. connecting.. and creating
     dance as
     one
     ONE
     Force oF
     Naked Human Being
     without the tools of
     less than sacred
     fools.. for now oF
     being worry free REAL..:)

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   February 16, 2016 at 11:34 AM

   Little balls of inert gases….

   Hi gigoid.. i suppose the greatest protection of
   freedom of speech is when folks exercise
   it.. and while rules of social acceptance
   dictate people hold their tongues…
   Without the other face
   in direct distance..
   the tongues
   will and do..
   swagger
   here and there.
   and wherever they
   care to go.. when everyone
   is nuts about their truth.. and
   that makes Facebook oh.. so fun..!
   it’s harder to gather up the nuts
   from the empty shells
   that are of
   real
   concern..
   i don’t have much
   faith in government efficiency
   as i worked there too long
   to see the inefficiencies..
   including all the
   contracts
   associated
   with it.. then..
   it’s mostly based
   on big picture.. big dollar
   items.. where details
   get all the
   attention..
   it’s really
   insane..
   but it is what it is..
   and all we have for now..
   and nah.. it’s not likely
   to get any better..
   as all large
   populations
   of heterogenous humans
   are evolutionary insane..
   it’s just a symptom of
   our Nature out
   oF balance
   with the rest oF Nature..
   the bigGest smALLest picture
   of aLL
   wE
   possess too..
   when iN balance..
   anyway.. i don’t work
   there anymore.. except
   for when i ask questions
   and it takes a month
   to get answers
   to simple
   questions..
   or even a
   month to
   get someone
   to open up
   a letter or
   email..
   as efficiency
   means MORE
   COMPUTERS..
   LESS employees..
   and less customer service to
   we who count as citizens now..
   i’m not afraid of the government
   as stupid
   is as stupid
   does.. and i’m
   smARt enough
   to play by
   rules.. NOW..
   to my advantage..
   but truly and sadly
   most people are not..
   and that’s what keeps
   on running as is.. now..
   IN OTHER words i could
   fKing be Jesus and
   no would
   notice
   me..
   that’s
   kinda hilarious
   but it’s true in
   an ocean
   of info
   OVERLORD..
   and just another
   Anthropology/
   Sociology/
   Psychology/
   Philosophy/
   Religion/
   Science/
   ETC./..
   project
   i’m
   currently working on..
   just for fun.. Ynot..;)

   SMiLes.. we live in a human hive..
   So i reverted back to Ape
   as i was not successful
   as inSect.. WInks..;)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   February 16, 2016 at 7:26 PM

   Well.. let’s see.. been awhile since i made it back to dVerse.. now i am
   four prompts behind.. as i got as far as 4 links on the Quadrille lull
   prompt for last Monday.. have yet to start on Thursday Rondel’s and
   now there is a Monday weeklong Haibun prompt and one
   for today.. Tuesday all about rooms..
   as alWays one step.. one word
   at a now.. and let the
   flow continue here
   on Quadrille’s except
   no math for me in 44 word
   limits.. yes.. juSt flow is now
   wHere i’ll continue to go.. oh..
   as anything associated with
   hard core counting math..
   just extinguishes the
   flow back
   into a
   numbers
   game
   of paint
   by numbers
   poetry.. so
   yes here i go..
   with Quadrille
   responses that will
   be micro poetic in expression
   however that comes.. what may.. now..:)

   God sMiLes when we serve
   God.. when we don’t..
   the smile fades
   just a little..
   iN our
   eYes..
   of potential
   Balance now..:)

   Soughing Wind.. lonely
   trees of Winter
   dreams..
   snow so white
   soul so dark..
   liGht so BriGht
   reflecting..
   ice
   melts
   slowly back..:)

   Peace oF Nature
   bRings wHeels now
   oF human dreams..
   sounds of culture
   erases
   potent
   ial
   imag
   iNaTioN
   never
   seen
   SinGs
   Bird
   iN lull..
   oF bYes..:)

   Soft touch of
   baby’s breath..
   peace glows
   from lips
   so sweet..
   human
   sleeps
   a lull to
   bye
   other
   ways
   from baby
   dreams..:)

   Words death…
   SonG
   goes…
   Emotions
   word music
   back.. to liFe aGain..
   iN dance aLL.. iS wHole..:)

   Ah yes.. lull of death..
   been tHere done iT
   wHere tHere iS
   NO coming
   back..
   yet
   awake
   again..now
   dead or alive..
   iS iT life or
   reAlly heaven
   i’LL alWays kNownow..:)

   Hell spoon feeds
   from Heaven’s
   birth.. Death
   comes..
   escape
   culture strange…
   Live now… as baby
   breathes
   floWers
   colors
   liFe Again..:)

   Sensual Natures human
   beinG reigns reins
   rains BrigHter
   WiNter wE
   breathes.. a dance..
   a SonG.. energy
   explodes.. wE
   A UniVerse pLays
   spiRal
   gOlden
   WayS..:)

   cOld feet
   marriages
   more than
   two….now..
   swimmingly
   handsome.. too
   many fish in ocean blues..
   frilly
   white
   frowns
   come back..;)

   Emotions fiGht
   observance
   with aches
   and pains..
   sadness..
   battles
   leg pain…
   necks.. strangle
   headaches.. long now
   away from comfort tear..
   Emotions and Pain.. two
   paths.. oNe balanCinG
   iN peaceful
   bliss..
   emoTions
   free.. moves
   body/mind
   way oF
   Nature True..:)

   Humans are the only
   animals smart enough
   to live and stay now
   where
   they
   die naked..
   oh.. the functional
   disabilities of
   human
   clothes
   iN places
   for fur
   no longer.. now
   hairless apes..:)

   Breaking here from
   visit at my mother’s
   house all lounged
   out on
   recliner
   with iMac Pro
   employed on
   lap with
   10 fingers
   free to
   type away..
   back to Big
   iMac at home
   to do more
   soon..
   9:16 pm..
   2162016..
   Back at 11:47 pm..:)

   SMiLes it all goes back to the escape from
   the cave and entrance into the cage..
   pre-prepared meals..
   means conflict..
   and a life
   without
   a true
   forAGE
   with Nature..
   where the cave is
   only for shelter and
   humans are for entertainment..:)

   Sometimes.. i forget how lucky
   i am to be in complete control
   oF thOughts and emoTions..
   as once iT was ALL
   CHAOS.. WiTH
   ALMOST
   ZERO
   CONTROL..
   aLL iS nOW..
   anything
   iS possible
   iN change…
   fiNding A
   path that works
   iS challenge..
   A pLace to
   fiNd first
   iNside..:)

   Ah.. yes.. UniCoRn.. 2am affect..
   when waves of bRain
   settle down from
   Beta to
   Alpha
   to twiliGht
   Theta creative
   states.. worries
   gOne.. miNd fLows..
   MaGic MiNeDaLive aGaiN..:)

   sPeaKinG oF Storms..
   ramPage iN Gulf
   Tornadoes here
   yesterday all around
   my home in Center Aim..
   we are spared with little
   torrent at all.. but widespread
   destruction all around from
   safe
   base here..:)

   Named storms of Europe now..
   surprise Tornadoes
   in Winter
   Spring
   of Florida too..
   Weather changes..
   And we survive on..:)

   SMiLes.. i too.. rather
   have words
   lead me..
   than attempt
   to tale ’em
   what
   to
   do..
   we live in a sickly
   society full of
   prickly
   rules
   and
   construction..:)

   Human energy comes
   and goes.. high and
   low.. it swirls
   a’round
   oR siT
   styles iN comma
   semi-colon
   states
   oF
   sTIII..:)

   Water comes
   Water goes..
   hUman
   fLows goes..
   ‘comes Water..:)

   Green Daffodil sprOuts
   break pebbles oF
   February
   SpRinG..
   first siGn oF
   March after
   Valentine’s
   Yellow Flower
   Daffodil SinGs..:)

   WeLL.. my.. my..
   Lynn.. if not
   for De’s third
   i can count you
   at the end once again..
   alas.. i farthest of all
   after De.. just three
   prompts behind.. he
   HE.. but haha..
   never failed
   to poeticAlly
   comment
   on any Dverse
   poem yet..
   since
   April
   of 2015..
   and by Easter..
   my own next
   Novel iN Anthology
   of that coming again..
   iN ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
   in other words.. sMiles
   and thanks for the
   inspiration
   and yes..
   i loved
   your
   poem
   by the way..
   in other words..
   i’m not here to
   play paint by
   numbers
   poeTry
   or
   video games..
   iN Blues scream oF death..;)

   SMiLes
   De.. you beat
   Lyn at the end.. so
   i must tale ya too.. now..
   thanks for the inspiration
   almost meeting my hobby
   milestone.. of responding
   to all dVerse poems.. since
   April of 2015.. in whatever
   poetic expression.. comes what may..
   my third novel also coming just for fun..
   compriSinG ALL OF THAT..
   around Easter..
   ah.. what hobbies
   can.. do
   for poe
   try..
   no sighs
   when fully
   employed
   by now..
   and sure i
   LoL and
   LuL
   L whenever
   F’s i like.. now..
   F R E e D uh..:)

   Well.. that’s the end
   of the fourth prompt
   behind.. all about
   Quadrille Lulls..
   now i say
   bye..
   and go
   to sleep..
   only three
   more full
   prompts
   and about
   80 or 90
   or so.. more
   poems formorrow..
   catchup-sTill-comes..:)

   2172016
   12:45 am…

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   February 16, 2016 at 9:07 PM

   Victoria says..

   Sounds as though you enjoyed
   Valentine’s Day–such a lovely wife.

   i say..

   SMiLes.. Victoria.. so
   glad you were able
   to visit with
   me today.. on my

   http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

   faster blogger site..
   see you again
   on the dVerse
   trail.. currently
   behind 4 prompts
   but no milestone
   too high…
   iN April
   i will have
   poeticAlly
   responded to
   all prompts on
   all links for one
   entire dVerse year..
   and i just
   might publish
   my third Novel..
   of 40K or so
   words with
   all of that..
   around
   Easter..
   and it will
   be named
   ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
   the tortoise wins the
   race when he never gives up..;)

   Reply
9. katiemiafrederick says:

   February 17, 2016 at 9:06 AM

   SpiRit oF HeARt communicates
   through senses.. feelings..
   sensuality.. raw
   through mind
   and boDy
   balance..
   the chill
   of ecstasy when
   one captures God’s
   communication and
   attention riSinG to
   tears of eYes
   ageless
   timeless
   refRaiN iN
   God feeLinGs
   human arising..
   from toe to crown
   oF hAir.. wE Live
   a world of external..
   God Lives uS internal
   yes.. senses.. feelings
   sensuality.. God iN uS
   FeeLinG Love as uS..
   God iN uS.. words..
   approximations
   for what
   is Real NOW
   inside.. outside..
   above so below..
   all around weNow..
   God’s voice is no
   word.. number.. or
   other symbol oF idol
   ALONE GOD’S VOICE
   iS REAL.. GOD’S VOICE ALLONE..
   iS ALL oF uS and aLL others
   too.. when wE SinG a SonG
   of liFe danCinG
   FrEEd..:)

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    February 17, 2016 at 9:28 AM

    Yes.. the
    Sun iS shining
    now.. Viv.. Yes..! Love
    THaT change.. for N0W!..:)

    SMiLes.. So True.. jannatwrite..
    and OMG! My soUl lives online..
    Tranhumance iS i.. for n0w at least..

    SMiLes.. Lillian.. When i was cut off… then..
    from the rest of flesh humanity for 66 months..
    Becoming friends.. wITh words literAlly saved
    my liFe.. Like those POW’s who etch words on
    priSon wAlls.. and i suppose the sAMe can be
    said for aLL human art as savior of our hEart
    SpiRit.. and SouL.. iN liGht oF aLL truth now..

    Yes.. friend.. ghostmmnc.. And now as a recovered
    person from Fibromyalgia.. i for one FeeL the cause
    to be in body/mind disconnect wHere mY cure now
    iS Dance.. SonG.. and PoeTry.. to now once aGaiN
    gain miNd and BoDy balance of Integrated SoUl..
    and i for one believe now that human myths like
    Pan and Apollo are centered on the truth and
    liGht of these natural human heaLinG Forces
    that were once now only Dance and SonG
    before the written word.. now to a group
    beat danCinG naKed fRee a’round a
    moonlit campfire briGht… then..
    Have we as a culTure now
    trUly devolved
    aGaiN
    this way..
    i FeeL yes..
    and ‘think not’
    to arrive at that
    truth and liGht
    without type
    or
    penow..:)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    February 17, 2016 at 9:35 AM

    Back at 9:33 am.. and now
    on to Rondel poeTry at
    dVerse online poeTry
    site.. where
    i WiLL continue
    on in Free verse
    style of
    simply
    being
    free iN
    Truth and LiGht
    of what i am as me..:)

    SMiLes.. Love iN uS
    Love iN thEm..
    Love iN uS
    survives
    when
    real..
    iN i AM Love..:)

    *
    Sad how words
    can become almost
    the only guide of our
    lives.. wHere theRe iS
    so much more iN senses
    feeLinGs.. seNsuaLitY..
    heLL yes.. rAw
    seX.. let’S
    geT Real..
    And moving..
    connecting creating
    wheRe.. dance and martial
    arts.. free floWing like
    water wiTh no
    instruction
    can bRinG
    uS more
    aLive
    iN proprioceptive
    ways of minDful awareness
    oF flesh and blood
    plant and animal
    environment
    that iS
    aliVe
    iNside.. ouTside..
    above.. so below..
    aLL around
    uS that can
    rUSt iN
    crUSty
    remnants
    oF tEXt
    iN dead
    human
    DNA..
    Intelligences rise
    up out of text
    dead oF
    yestermorrow..:)

    Tree Bark Scales
    noW gRow oN GRow
    off.. liVing tree
    cares not
    lives
    life GRows
    tAller never
    weiGhing
    scAles
    oF othEr
    trees..
    LiGht liVes
    iN oN LEaves
    shaDow liGht..:)

    *
    Marionett oF poeTry
    sTrinGS.. rhyme this
    line with that line..
    this word with 2nd
    3rd and 5th word
    in the line
    before that..
    WheRe does
    Art gRow
    when
    stil
    ted
    by rules..
    sure.. iN puppet
    stRinGs of
    concrete
    sidewalk King’s Bluose..:)

    Side note stARts..
    WInks.. gotta love
    some oN my asterisks
    folks.. now..
    i break aLL
    tHeir rules
    wITh ease
    and pleAsure..
    erase me.. delete
    me.. blank me..now
    moderate
    me out..
    but ya
    can’t do
    anything about
    gettin’ rid
    of me then..
    or crucifYing
    mY spiRit now..
    why does history
    alWays repeat itself..
    tHeir are alWays innovative
    hEartists.. knocked out of the ranks
    of snooty knows.. and history
    shows they alWays bounce
    back with greater
    creativity
    than
    ever before..
    new grows
    stay
    sames..
    side note
    note endinG
    with glee..
    MaKing straight
    A’s iS the least
    oF ‘yoUr’ problems..
    been tHere dOne iT
    already and
    perfectionIsm’s
    slave oF rules
    iS a path
    way to
    hell
    iN
    what
    CAN be
    fREeD heaven now..
    WinGS oF BreeZe
    free form from
    side walk
    HELL:.!.:)
    yes.. now..
    2 out of 25
    asterisks iN
    this group
    of Rondel
    poet’s
    now..
    in
    dust
    gone by
    oh.. so..
    predictable
    same is now..
    but 8 percent
    of dissension
    for what i am..
    not sad at all
    with 92% ayes
    among
    the
    neyes
    against
    menow..meOW..
    wITH pURRfiX..;)

    SAdly we live
    iN a world wHere
    Intellect rUles
    FeeLinG.. FeelinGs
    free rule
    intellect
    when..
    ignoRed..
    wHole we
    are when tRuly
    free male and
    female
    dArk
    and liGht
    integrated ONE..
    noThing to lose
    when one iS ONE..
    ONE iS ONE..
    FeeLinG
    oF ALL..:)

    SAdly again..
    when no longer
    the hunt for
    food is a jOint
    effort oF forAGe
    true.. stores become
    real in yesternowmorrows
    no longer now relevant..
    a fiGht oF Survival Love..
    moving connecting
    creating live dissolves
    iN human sidewalks
    oF order
    over free..
    iN other words..
    freedom can only
    be attained at the individual
    and smAll group level.. iN hUman
    eYes onlY evolved to flesh connect
    wITh 150 to 200 or so eYes of homogenous
    other.. theRe is no escape from Nature..
    but free iS Nature
    so at lEast wE
    can come back
    for now
    wHere We
    are.. iNsanity
    oF a society iN
    population exploding
    sTill oF hairless small
    group apes.. is no
    escape but
    back to the
    past as future
    now once
    more
    now
    free
    iN
    fur
    of ancestral
    truths core to uS..
    liGht iN smAll moVing
    connecting creative now
    homogenous groups.. wHere
    strife will alWays be
    the different aMonG
    uS togetHeR
    iN Black and
    White Spectrums
    of aLL wE can bE
    iN colored Life
    oF RainBow
    hopes..
    now
    iS
    ALL that counts
    for now at leaSt and
    so much more humAn
    potenTial great!ER N0W..:)

    FeeLinGs oF eYes
    noW alWays
    more valUable
    than
    aN
    iNfiniTy
    oF words..
    then..:)

    SMiLes.. then now
    alWays cautious
    of church am i..
    after aLL science
    SayeS clergy
    top ten
    iN
    psychoPathy
    LoRe.. lesSon
    lEarned bY
    YEShua
    now then..
    so sAdly
    forgotten
    rotting
    bye
    divorced
    bRide
    oF church
    then now..:)

    SMiLes.. wE are ALL
    ONE.. N0W.. hidden
    truth we are aLL
    mothers
    and fathers
    brothers
    and sisters
    oF ALLONE
    tribe.. unTil..
    wE own each other
    and Nature.. aS LieS..:)

    Answer iS simple
    my friend.. and so
    complex..
    hard
    as weLL..
    as aBove
    so beLow
    dark above
    light below
    liGht rises
    ouT oF dArk..
    friEnd noW oF
    liGht iS AlWays dARk..
    those maKinG God then
    Angel and Devil separate
    most often now
    fAil to
    fiNd
    greaTest
    liGht as DArk..
    but sure God iS
    God oF dArk and
    liGht ALL.. theRe is nOthing
    but free iN WorKinG for God
    iN both
    dARk
    and liGht
    Free as GOD..
    wILL PLeASE
    LiGht
    aS DArk..
    ALLN0W..:)

    Golden child born
    at the end of
    July 2013..
    new reins
    rain
    son
    iN NeW
    EngLanD
    rises..:)

    SMiLes.. hUman
    naTure waVes
    oF connecTions
    no lesS
    wiLd
    cAlls
    Ocean
    breeze iN
    sAlt oF human tOuch
    eYes blue seas brOwn..
    green more aLivE..
    God sMiles
    iN rear
    seats
    oF human
    pasSiOns..:)

    PoeTry oF heARt
    beats Jocks
    alWays
    real
    miX
    too.. beYond
    REAL.. Free..:)

    Living next to each
    otHeR UniVerse
    aWay.. UniVerse
    so cold iN dArk..
    so wArm iN
    heArts liGht..
    LiGht first
    Truth
    neXt..
    Love over
    WiSdom flYs
    aS oNe.. N0W..:)

    Same…
    Zero now..
    sidewalk
    hell now
    human
    being..
    robot
    walk
    Zombie
    Apocalypse
    R E A LiNow..
    streets feet dead..:)

    SMiLes.. i got
    married.. then..
    when i was
    SUPER
    poor..
    nothing to
    lose all to
    gain as Love..
    plus and minus
    20K not spent
    on wedding
    gaLore..
    ha!.. and
    my 26th wedding
    anniversary and my
    sTill top muse hasn’t
    aged
    not
    even
    more than
    26 years young…
    our anniversary this
    Sunday.. and hax2!..
    i can prove
    her never
    aging by
    photos long
    term too..
    Amazing
    what the
    Internet
    can prove
    MIRACLES ARE
    REAL.. WHEN ETCHED ONLINE..
    WitH
    heARt
    2.. everlasting..
    dreams no longer myths..
    crazy a heARt
    weLL
    deeper
    than
    sane..
    gWins again..;)

    SpRing Azaleas bloom
    in Winter heat..
    Winter
    cOld floWers
    wait for frosty
    gRound..
    Tornadoes
    come next
    iN balanCinG
    revenge..
    spectators
    oF awEsome
    Nature aLL are wE..:)

    Our feral cat
    Yellow Boy..
    brave traveler
    of days gOne
    by.. feline
    leukemia..
    trapped
    now inside..
    Love an immune
    system.. liFe gRows
    LonG.. cAll oF
    wiLd
    smeLL
    sTill stroNg..
    cAlls mE too..
    LesSon oF wiLd
    hUman Free too..:)

    Same.. an iNvenTion
    that starts with sticks
    scratching imaginary
    connections of stars in
    skies.. with prehensile
    thumb engaged to
    fingers in sand..
    concrete letters
    in sanskrit words..
    collecting words..
    words become
    us next.. written..
    maKinG trees into
    predictable angles
    squares and other
    imaginary
    connections
    of sTar
    sTill..
    skY
    scrapers
    iN Walls
    and Ceilings
    of HouShunG priSons..
    4 inch
    screens
    scream
    sAMe
    uS
    now..
    no longer
    tRee of liFe
    wE are dead alive..
    Escape.. sImply
    tUrn iT ALL oFF..
    back
    to
    Nature
    F-culture
    e-Scape
    back
    to REAL..
    all ya need
    iS a meal and
    some sImpLy shelTer
    away from bUcks
    of letters
    and
    words..
    and otHer
    concrete symbols..
    WitH.. oF course.. otHeR
    people and the rest of
    Nature freer iN backyard HeaVens..:)

    Ah.. sMiles.. my friend
    after letting go of
    a dear grey friEnd..
    my wife and i just
    talked about how
    we never picked
    out a cat..
    the neighbor’s
    cats rebeLLed
    and owned
    us
    instead..
    cats feel
    love.. sadly
    most people
    onLY kNow..:)

    SMiLes.. church
    divide.. then..
    witch unity
    yes.. now..
    Nature’s
    true magic
    rides free
    iN uS
    when ONE..
    JuSt cAll
    me Pan
    for now..
    or anything else..
    no instructions
    or guidelines
    for my kinda
    magic.. now
    all innate..
    instinctual
    and intuitive.. my friend..
    straiGht from riSinG source
    that lives
    as US.. white
    and black
    grey
    ‘tween
    colors
    beyond now..
    rainBows aLiVe..:)

    Sacred CeMetery
    mesSAge..
    alWays
    liVe
    noW..:)

    PoeTry oF heARt
    beats Jocks
    alWays
    real
    miX
    too.. beYond
    REAL.. Free..:)

    SMiLes.. buy
    a cheap home
    iN woods
    alWays
    Priceless
    back
    yard..
    better
    now ALL
    PAID
    oFF
    fuLLY
    Free iN
    Tree oF i..
    bRanching
    leaves so far
    no anchors left..
    loan stones gone..:)

    Now goes on..
    human
    time
    trails
    back..
    forward noW on..
    for we who are free..:)

    Psychopathic folks
    never escape view..
    visual thinker
    first
    before
    words come..
    late at age 4…
    eYes oF deceit
    fail.. no escape
    from eYes..
    first..
    teLL
    taLes
    liVe..
    iNeYes..:)

    All caught
    up now to
    Rondel challenge full 25
    oF free verse from me..
    a brunch break in the
    middle and now
    for real
    lunch
    bigger..
    and after that
    the start of
    Monday Haibun
    in Fredbun
    style..
    but first
    a dance
    in sand
    and sun
    FREE!..
    one more
    prompt after
    that for Tuesday
    homeroomstyle stuff..
    and i’m all caught up..
    unTil cycle sTarts
    again
    to
    morrow..;)

    1:07 pm
    2172016

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    February 17, 2016 at 4:14 PM

    Ancestors migrating across the globe.. Maternal Side Cherokee and Sioux from Asia over Bering Straight.. With English as well.. over Atlantic too.. Paternal Side.. long lost stories of black sheep X-Catholic Priest Grandfather born in Ireland of Rainsford Native Mother of Guinness Beer properties.. and born of Father from family of Watchmakers in Black Forest of Germany.. he starts at the Vatican as legal counsel.. moves on as Priest to South Africa.. then he has a Parish in Gator Land of Gainesville.. and moves further North to Panhandle of Perry County.. at 36.. finds a 17 year old Cajun girl.. super scandalous huh.. in pews.. with ancestors from France and Spain.. some of this unknown to me.. per Rainsford and Guinness Beer just last year.. when relatives from Ireland research and find us here….

    And sure.. the Black Sheep of me groWing both DArker and LiGhter as records show.. irony abounds iN aLL about me now.. anyWaYs.. watching a documentary.. as sometimes TV specialist Katrina will provide.. for my quick view.. all about Bill Maher.. Solidad O’Brien.. and Bill O’Reilly from theRe.. they find common ancestors.. in Ireland.. and ha! perhaps i am too.. the world is a small place when DNA record resurface in either tongue or labs of yesteryears true.. so sure i have a German Surname but as the red hairs still left in my mustache do show.. there is a mischievous elf in me just waiting for March 17th.. to re-appear.. but
    no.. i will
    always
    be a green
    Pan too..
    pied piper
    of DeliGht
    iN words do
    GRow..
    i go wHere
    i like
    and come
    back now
    to LiGht
    aGaiN..:)

    Okay.. that’s my style of HaiBun.. two stylish narrative prose and poeTry free verse paragraphs.. followed by a trailing end of free Verse poetry vertically sorta Haiku..
    as so.. free.. is here.. please
    join me
    as the
    pied
    piper
    of i..
    continues
    to sing free
    without
    even a
    magic
    flute
    now..;)

    oops.. that’s two and
    half or more or so
    Haikus here.. not
    allowed in
    official
    poeTry
    Land
    in FRED
    BUN STYLE..
    but baby
    there just
    ain’t nothing
    official about
    the free that
    is me.. it jUSt
    flows and goes
    forevernow
    infinitum
    iN Irish
    eYes..
    letting aLL GO..
    no.. theRe’s
    no dying..
    did you
    reaLLy think
    theRE was.. thEre
    iS only now ‘you big
    Dummy’ like Red
    Foxx might
    say..
    anyway..
    what does
    the Fox
    say..
    whatever
    the F he likes
    without harm of
    course.. need no
    bunnies.. when
    grocery
    stores
    are top
    heavy
    full..
    of milk.. for free..
    online at
    least..
    all
    virtual
    as such..
    hmm.. tasty
    treats for me
    G A l o r E..
    kinda like
    THAT
    James
    Bond
    movie
    if ya
    sTill
    feel what
    i mean baby
    now for sure..
    Anyway a 6 foot
    Elf at 230LBs of
    muscle.. i am now..
    and hmm.. as i re-call
    a year ago.. i did this
    on the 17th of February
    then too.. yeah.. just look
    it up Fred.. consult yoUr
    at the tip of my
    Fingers.. nifty
    Secretary
    Google
    now..

    MagicK Flute 2017

    Yes.. here it is.. and the Magic
    Flute of 2017 forecast
    in this post
    published
    on February
    18 iS STill
    here too.. now..
    yeah.. don’t you
    kNow then.. many of
    my ancestors spent
    their time dancing.. singing..
    and drinking a pint or two of
    ale.. or in the case of
    my Indian one’s..
    perhaps
    a plant
    or a mushroom
    or two too..
    all sober
    for me..
    got my
    far out
    epigenetic
    genes aLL turned O’Now!..;)

    Yeah.. i kNow.. i’ve become too much
    of a mythical creature away
    from sidewalks..
    squares..
    and other
    angular
    human
    scared
    stiff..
    stuff.. now..
    God doesn’t scare
    me any more ’cause
    God is my
    play pal
    alWays
    FREE WitH
    me now.. iN the
    briGhtest beaches
    and deep bLacKest
    Forrest Gumption
    oF me
    now..:)

    OMG! Fred! that poem
    was too long they
    miGht fire
    ya from
    Official
    PoeTry
    Land if
    ya don’t
    cut it short..
    well no of course
    not.. like that Indian
    Girl said.. looKinG just
    like wife Katrina.. in fact
    me.. as John Smith
    with Blonde
    Hair too..
    IF YOU FUCKING
    CUT DOWN THE
    SYCAMORE
    YOU WILL
    NEVER
    FIND
    OUT
    HOW
    TALL
    IT WILL
    GROW..
    GET IT..
    I AM A FUCKING
    SYCAMORE GROwInG
    Taller now sTill.. wInks..
    we Elves can get
    testy
    now
    and
    then..;)

    And yes.. don’t you kNow
    and feel the colors
    of the WiNd
    are elf
    green
    as skyes
    blue
    eYes..
    with Purple and Gold
    Spangles of Mardi
    Gras deLight
    and i WiLL
    SinG with
    INfiniTy
    as long
    as the colors
    of God hold
    me true
    and free
    iN arms of Love..
    wITh winds breeze
    Fearless iN tales
    of long and far
    and now
    so
    me
    hehe..
    do you know
    who am i
    now..
    that’s okay
    only i WiLL
    ever feel
    that
    as
    me.. a unique
    gift of God iT iS
    and you
    the
    sAMe
    pARt
    of wHole
    sAMe.. they
    wILL never cut
    me dOWn.. end
    and beginning of
    story already safe
    on servers online..
    groWing taller
    sure but
    alWays
    just
    tall
    enough
    for now
    as aLways
    fearless Love
    WiLL just Have
    all that iS.. GOD NOW..:)

    And now.. skipping off to
    the normal folk’s places..
    Haibun dVerse Quotes
    here i come.. now..
    again..;)
    4:13 pm…
    Back at 4:44 pm..

    almost work-out
    now.. but i’LL sPit
    a few out
    iN poEtry
    dVerse Haibun
    land first..;)

    For me at least..
    a Female Captain
    of a Military
    station.. she.. my
    boss.. loaded me
    down with more
    and more work..
    broke me
    down..
    in a two
    year span..
    finAlly
    for 5 years
    almost dead..
    and now i am
    Free.. a big wet
    kiss is coming her
    way if i ever see
    that sea
    witch
    of dArk
    to liGhTest
    bliss aGain..

    Oops.. forgot the
    Fredku..

    Sea Witch then
    no problems
    now..:)

    *
    Well.. theRe are
    domesticated cats
    without a care..
    and then
    there are
    Feral
    cats who
    know and
    feel the
    rules of the wIld..
    always alert.. alWays
    mind and body aware
    they live.. while
    domesticated
    lives half
    or less
    of life..
    now..

    i’ll be half
    and half..
    o’joy..:)

    Some fear dArk..
    others cynic liGht
    other animals
    feel iT
    aLL deLight
    and struggle
    sAMe liGht
    or
    dArk..
    liVing FreE
    RUles n0w..:)

    Origin of all disorders
    of lack oF empathy most
    often start at birth
    without a warm
    breast.. then..
    and hands
    of touch
    and feel..
    path
    is often laid
    down for never
    feeling or filling
    essence nowiN
    Chalice of heARt..

    Grow garden Love
    or never
    LiVes Now..:)

    *
    True human
    maturity
    iS when
    Love
    lives
    within
    only
    giving
    never taking
    never sorry…

    alWays
    love
    living..:)

    SMiLes.. tHere
    iS a box of
    chocolates
    sitting on the
    table from V Day..
    but i’ll save it now
    for my Sunday
    anniversary
    with wife..
    as there is
    both
    sweet
    and heavy
    iN chocolate
    so dark.. never
    wiLL i guess more..

    flavoRed dArk..
    i’LL juSt
    enJoy iT ALL..:)

    AlWays change with
    Nature first..
    Humans bring
    sAMe constructs
    last.. SMeLLs
    oF Nature
    coNstant
    first..

    Nature’s way
    change
    Records same..:)

    *
    Friends come and
    go.. families
    more often
    stay..
    than
    stray..
    pets live
    pets die..
    When Love
    Lives as
    uS onE iT
    never dies..

    Love iS
    worth
    Living n0w..:)

    TRain of Love
    kNows no
    tracks
    but
    Love..

    Train Station Love
    moves
    aLways Love..:)

    5:38 pm..
    back later
    after work
    out
    refresh..:)
    Back at 11:20 pm..

    Bare feet make us stronger
    And we are born of Star Dust..
    you’ve already found the
    charming
    Prince..
    with blue
    lake eyes..
    so aLL..
    oF this
    iS real..

    Dreams real
    abyss
    now gOne..:)

    SmALL groups of foragers..
    herders and even.. some
    farmers.. closer to
    Nature
    away
    from toils
    and troubles
    of human becoming
    machine.. suicide
    eYes.. ring
    Zombie
    truth…

    sad away
    from Nature close
    so strong..:)

    Ugh.. office work
    sitting still.. rover
    i.. almost then kills
    me in just five years..
    computer work okay
    but supervise over
    30 employees
    iN front
    of a
    scream…

    no place
    for humans
    me no machine..:)

    Humans so versatile
    pings ‘come sweet music
    human touch ‘comes ping..

    PingsinGs
    Nature
    adapts alWays..:)

    SMiLes.. iN depth of mY
    illness.. dreams so
    strange as Ativan
    comes and goes..
    mansion in the woods
    i dream of with swimming
    pool and two story guest house..
    ponds crystal clear iN forest green..

    Now recovered
    FoRest ManSioNs
    houses mean noThing..:)

    Adventure of liFe
    starting at birth..
    10 toes 10 fingers
    breathing and warm..

    stArt..
    enough..
    now let’s go..:)

    dArk i welcome..
    liGht i appreciate..
    Life iS iT.. so
    i move
    ahead..
    don’t look back…

    DArk dreams
    soothe
    Appreciation’s liGht..:)

    So let iT bE
    writTen.. so leT
    iT bE dOne.. sKin
    and hAir may
    fade
    but spiRit
    CAN alWays riSe..

    SoUl.. gRowsOld
    nOne
    featheRed dreams..:)

    66 months..
    3 am.. i walked
    then… niGht’s dArk..
    street liGhts briGht
    aS SuN.. stinGinG eYes
    sTilL iN sHades.. oH..
    VampiRe
    liFe
    real…
    unTil morNing
    staR oF LiFe comes
    for me once more…

    LiGht
    reiGns
    LiFe aGaiN..:)

    RE:
    Creation
    Life’s stories
    unfOld.. RE:

    tiRinG
    WHeels
    may rubBer more..;)

    i find.. with zero
    worries and
    100%
    belief
    magic
    iS real
    no iFs ands
    or buts wrOng…

    Moving..
    connecting..
    creating.. practice..:)

    poeTry writTen
    poeTry suNg
    poeTry danCinG..

    under
    moon
    liGht glows..:)

    SinG hiGh
    sunG Low
    fAiry
    tales
    Spoke
    wheels
    spake
    SonG..
    tUrn oN…

    Sun and Moon
    feedBack
    leT tHeir bE liGht..:)

    dArK leSsonS
    best when
    Sun
    comes
    back..

    RetUrn oF
    liGht
    briGht Peace reign..:)

    Haibun.. a weeklong
    Monday prompt
    but caught
    up now..
    12:11 am..
    2182016..
    potentiAlly
    more to come wITh
    this.. and last catch
    up prompt iN morning comes..:)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    February 17, 2016 at 10:35 PM

    Look, it’s twitching!….

    It took me many years to truly appreciate how fortunate
    i was to almost always be the odd out outcast
    among the group i was iN..
    nows for introspection
    what a gift that
    was.. lost then..
    and found again..
    ALL-n-ALL.. iS
    ALL.. and no two
    see/feel the sAMe
    ALL.. larger.. and
    smAller pARts we now
    are.. but never the less
    ALL-n-ALL iS Real enough
    for us to be here now.. and
    some live in Hell and others
    live in Heaven.. been to both
    places and yes
    heaven is
    a much
    cooler
    place to be
    temperatures hot
    and cold easy to
    accommodate
    iN sKin so
    comfort
    able
    iN
    Nature’s balance
    again.. pArt wE
    Are as wHole..
    some forces
    more
    power
    full than
    others.. ah
    but to now
    disrespect
    any pArt iS
    to dis-respect
    the Whole.. no
    escape from pARt
    no escape from Whole..
    Art iS what i Love.. Art now
    to be
    iS
    what
    i am now..
    wiTh relative
    free will.. enough
    to regulate emotions
    and integrate senses
    iS ALL-n-ALL for me..:)

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    February 18, 2016 at 9:06 AM

    Bookmark here..
    in this ‘comments
    section’ now then..
    for dVerse Tuesday
    prompt all about rooms..;)

    Okay.. back at 10:12 am..
    2182016.. to get write
    on that prompt
    in micro to
    macro
    poetic
    expression..;)

    Hmm.. some
    detours around
    the world.. back
    now again.. at
    11:00 am..
    with Sun
    and Sand
    dance coming
    soon.. taking
    precedence over
    writing as
    Thursday
    iS holy
    R &
    R day
    for flesh
    and blood
    FULL ACTIVITIES
    FOR ME AWAY FROM
    E-LINE SUFFO
    CAT
    iON..;)

    but i’ll do
    a few
    (at
    least
    one)
    what
    the heLL
    first..

    And after
    that it WiLL
    be F
    iN enough
    for this
    post
    as OMG
    this one
    titled soon
    as
    ‘SpiRit oF HeaRt SoaRS’ iS
    gEttING way biG
    and hiGh
    too..;)

    F iT..
    i’m just
    gonna stop
    here.. and
    Tuesday
    Prompt
    WiLL juSt
    have to wait
    for the comments
    section iN the
    next sOaRinG
    post
    theRe..
    it’s F iN
    now.. now..
    to dance..
    wITh some
    ending comments..
    as prelude below..
    to my 98th week
    of Rave
    dance
    at
    Old Seville
    Quarter too..
    wheRe more fun
    photos WiLL
    be coming
    soon
    iN
    way of
    dance too..
    and yes..
    other
    stuff
    MORE
    as
    alWays
    MORE..;)

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15. katiemiafrederick says:

    February 18, 2016 at 9:36 AM

    Radio arguments on TV….

    Perhaps the greatest problem of humankind is
    they overAll have tHeir head stuck iN thEir aSs..
    It’s not a nice thing to say true..
    but sure sometimes the truth
    doesn’t smELL good to folks..
    First.. Second.. and third
    word problem is God
    as a concept
    and a
    noun
    instead
    of real
    and a verb
    that moves
    instead oF
    staGnates
    as sAMe.. now
    All the answers
    to the UniVerse
    are as Nautilus..
    GOD moves as the
    sHeLL that is the
    work of the Nautilus
    iN Golden Spiral way..
    why sure Heaven and
    Hell live in and as
    a sHeLL with Hell
    and EL..
    and even
    Mother
    Nature
    as SHe..
    but most people
    are too busy
    living
    inside
    tHeir head
    to see the sMaLLer
    biG and smALL
    picture asOne
    FORCE
    OF BEiNG…
    To look outside
    of one’s self.. to
    move.. to connect..
    to create.. iS the
    journey and
    pATh
    oF the
    Nautilus
    and us
    yes.. us
    exists iN
    and as the
    Nautilus
    too..
    So yes.. God
    exists iN and
    as ALL.. and OMG
    tHeir are siGns of
    God even in the
    the G of Sign
    that when
    removed
    leaves
    sin..
    and sure
    theRe is i
    iN Sin
    and
    iN..
    But to put iT iN
    Layman terms
    that is basiCally
    another spelling
    of my name in
    precisely how
    the sur
    one
    sounds..
    that is also
    the original
    name for the
    first sand
    and water
    silt God
    reference iN
    thAT book named
    ‘A History of God’
    page 8… by
    Karen Armstrong
    per Lahmu
    and
    Lahamn
    the rabbit whole
    of i alOne.. continues to gain
    depth and simplicity as now
    gRows on.. ‘Build thee more
    stately mansions’.. the logo
    of my college wheRe
    i gained those
    three degrees..
    a humble
    Nautilus
    for mascot
    who builds the
    visible form of the
    Milky Way as sHeLL
    without questions of iS
    or end.. that last for aeons
    as siGn of God sTill to come
    as is.. then and now.. the UniVErse
    of work the Nautilus does jUSt to live..
    free as iS.. no questions just do it
    as the Goddess
    Nike
    says
    when she
    sells shoes
    for us to just
    do it too.. free
    as is.. three Nautilus
    shells as three sixes sit
    upon my desk.. i work out
    with Nautilus machines since
    i was 21.. the Nautilus sHell
    and sixes have followed me
    from birth born on
    6660 so perhaps
    that is an
    o’Men
    a’Men
    of sorts
    but who gives
    a f**K.. i am just
    here as the Nautilus
    is to build a shEll and who
    knows or feels perhaps one
    day someone will tell the tale
    of the Nautilus
    that is me as
    God as sAMe..
    the smArter a person
    iS in intelligence and
    Art the easier it is to
    see and feel God
    at 100% faith
    and belief
    ’cause
    even with
    Logic
    the siGns
    are so many
    that the Truth and
    Light of God as all
    N ALL.. iS Mpossible
    to miss.. as we are simply
    and complexly eYes of
    God tiNy and
    smALL..
    and the
    GreAteSt
    magic of
    ALL iS God
    talks back
    to God
    kNow
    wITh or
    wIThout
    anyone else
    to hEar a tree
    fAlling iN the FoRest of ALL..
    But anyway.. before i could
    speak at age 3.. i kNew
    this as an old
    soUl already
    of course
    as my
    ancestors
    and i have
    been here
    aLL a long..
    with no breaks
    in that chain of struggle
    and survival or otherwise
    my Nautilus shell would not exist..
    it’s a comfortable feeling to know and
    feel wheRe i am.. whomever i am is..
    that’s all i need to kNow and
    feel.. even if most of
    the rest of the
    world..
    lives
    with tHeir
    head up an aSs..
    when they could
    simply bE as GOD..
    and sure compleX like
    me..
    as
    tree..
    YnoT..;)

    So iN Short.. noW
    whAt thiS mEans
    gigoid iS.. yeS..
    thE SHeLL
    you wriTe
    heRe matterS
    A WhOLE
    lOt..
    and by the
    way H iS tHe
    symbol for
    balanCinG God
    iN/aS uS.. two ones
    as 11/2 iN hemispheres
    of Brain and heMispHeres
    of earth joining togetHeR
    at
    Center
    balance H..
    add EL and
    L
    and
    the story
    juSt geTs stRanger..;)

    FiNal
    nOte:
    thiS iS mY
    proof for thE
    exisTence oF God..
    doesn’t take a RocKet
    ScientiSt or PoPe to fiGure
    out.. juSt
    a hUman
    iN NautilUs
    esSence.. aS FRiEnD..;)

    See.. i exist
    everywHere..
    even iN
    FRiEnD
    wIThout
    thE sMaLL
    leTTers..
    in..;)

    SMiLes.. gigoid.. you help
    mY sHeLL gRow..
    tHere iS no more
    i can asK noW
    oF anotHeR
    hUman
    bEinG
    than that..
    othER than
    sHeLL N0W..
    thAt iS i.. aS
    NauTiLuSaLLsNOwOnOW..:)

    Reply
16. katiemiafrederick says:

    February 18, 2016 at 10:58 AM

    Facebook Friend Rafiah
    provides a photo of a girl
    sitting cross legged
    on ground
    with
    lunch..
    with only
    lap and shoe
    view of said girl…

    i say..

    FinAlly you share lunch on iPhone..
    Looks interesting but have
    no idea what some of it is..

    #lostinus ..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    There is milk tea in mug, raita in little
    bowl, moli (raddish) kay prathay, and water.
    I know you’ll google the desi terms. wink emoticon

    i say..

    Yes.. googling coming next..
    As my Fredenstein Brain continues
    to spread like TsunAmi..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    Google biryani as well.
    Thats we had for dinner. wink emoticon

    i say..

    Sounds tasty and i’ll
    write on it..wink emoticon

    earlier in the conversation
    i say..

    Oh yes and you have ballerina feet..
    Dance next..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    Those are Juwairyah’s ballerina feet.
    Shes my very close friend. And sometime
    i tell her your tales as well. grin emoticon

    i say..

    All Pakistani women are beautiful and have
    Ballerina feet.. Including dear friend Rafiah..smile emoticon!

    Rafiah provides photo
    of three secretaries
    or in actuality
    girls at school
    formally dressed..
    at desk.. two
    writing
    intently
    and one
    casually viewing
    papers.. and i say..

    Photo says It.. smile emoticon
    (as photo comment is in another language)

    Rafiah says..

    Photo says that its an examination and girls keep
    writing and then dull students wonder about what
    they are writing about. Like you are done with
    Your exam and u turn around to see that
    others are still busy and you get little worried.
    Lol it is supposed to be humorous. tongue emoticon

    i say..

    SMiLes.. Reminds of school.. i finish iN 10 minutes..
    Dream for fifty while others are finishing answers on test..
    Now i keep writing no longer trapped in
    turtle school or workZz..smile emoticon

    #boredtodeathsmart ..wink emoticon

    Rafiah changes Facebook
    cover to girl
    with hair
    covering eyes
    and 4 other strands
    of hair attached to
    4 other faces.. and
    i say..

    4 faces of Eve or Rafiah..
    perhaps a tale to
    come..wink emoticon

    Reply
17. Em says:

    February 18, 2016 at 2:24 PM

    Hey you.

    I’ve been playing “Hips” like crazy lately. It’s the BEST dance song.

    Reply
    • katiemiafrederick says:

      February 18, 2016 at 2:29 PM

      Ha! i’m playing “hips” now ..’em..
      i mean Shawna.. Yes..! Oh yes!!..
      great song.. and i’m sure i’LL have
      more to say later butt meanwhile..
      thanks for coming by..:)!
      Okay.. back..
      just can’t
      stand
      pecking
      on my
      iphone6s..
      one finger
      is not enough..
      And yes.. Love
      All Shakira’s
      songs and
      truly
      ‘hips
      don’t
      lie’..
      okay.. still
      working on catching
      up on dVerse prompts
      two behind.. already
      have visited your
      always
      temporary
      site.. so going
      there now to give
      you some input..
      ’cause by
      the now
      that i
      catch up
      to open link
      night you are
      likely gonna
      be long
      long
      gone..
      sMiles
      and sings..
      hmm.. i mean
      sinks.. dam
      i mean
      winks..
      real time
      baby now
      it’s wHere
      writing
      is at
      or mee..
      wee
      or
      pee..
      whatever
      comes next
      will come next
      all free free like me..;)

      http://emthulian.blogspot.com/2016/02/early-to-climb.html

      Crap.. S..
      almost sa
      id iT aLL
      i mean #1..
      this poem of
      yours named
      ‘Early to Climb’..
      for Thursday
      open link
      night at
      dVerse Poet’s
      Pub.. sure does
      bRing back
      somewhat
      traumatic memories..
      aLL female household..
      OMG! so much estrogen..
      no one to teach me how
      to pee.. and OMG.. like
      Einstein and his shoe strings..
      zippers were extra complicated
      to me.. i think i got that figured
      out somewhere
      around
      second grade..
      the rest of it..
      just no
      memory..
      PTSD
      pee
      trauma..
      is better
      than PSTD..
      see later
      @
      ether
      eal
      net
      LAnd..;)

      Crap #2..
      almost forgot
      to tale
      ya..
      Brilliant!
      as
      alWays..;)

      Ha! your
      blog is
      slowly
      disappearing
      while i write..
      just
      in the
      nick of
      now..
      i guess
      i get here..;)

      http://emthulian.blogspot.com/2016/02/addicted-to-you-avicii.html

      What! it’s back!
      your blog.. i mean..
      don’t know how i
      made most of
      it disappear
      but it’s back!
      yeah.. wife Katrina
      says.. i’m a lot
      like Disney
      World.
      nice to
      visit
      but after
      a while
      carousels
      get
      dizzy..
      yeah.. the
      reason you
      are so fun
      is i
      can’t
      take
      you
      for
      granted..
      clever
      as a
      foxess
      you are..;)

      Reply
18. katiemiafrederick says:

    February 18, 2016 at 5:43 PM

    Okay.. i finished
    my other related
    blog duties..
    so i can
    now
    end
    this latest
    epic post by
    yes.. saying
    next i am celebrating
    my 98th Dance week
    niGht with aLL the
    cool college
    age
    folks
    at Good
    Old Seville
    Quarter iN
    Pensacola
    Florida..
    More fun photos
    coming in this
    blog post..
    some
    now
    close
    to the
    we
    wee..
    hour
    of 3 am
    on Friday Morning
    after the dance
    of me
    iS totally
    exhausted
    and while i miGht
    look all smooth
    moves and
    all of that
    during
    the actual
    3 hour
    or so Marathon
    Rave-like Ballet-
    like and Martial-
    arts-like dance..
    when i get home and
    liFt my self out of the
    2014.. Honda Civic Coupe..
    i will be walKinG
    more like
    Red Sanford
    than
    John
    Travolta
    and wife Katrina
    wiLL be laughing
    at me.. saying..
    if only
    your
    dance
    girl
    friends
    could
    see ya now..
    yeah sure.. i’m
    old but like Sia
    says my SpiRit
    is sTill-like
    Titanium..
    never
    ever
    F iN
    Giving up
    the fiGht for
    Life and Love
    Free baby..
    Free
    verse
    ME!..
    So let me photograph
    these moments as
    aLL are
    sacred
    to me..
    like my
    hiGhly emoTioNal
    and spirited friend
    Adele says too..
    and i’ll
    do my
    best to
    act just
    like a movie..
    in Adele style2..
    if i get the liGhTing
    and tUne of me juSt
    as
    is now FREE as
    as as.. is is.. as now..:)

    Reply

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