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Facebook Friend Rafiah..
From Pakistan says..

Dolly Parton – Little Sparrow
No truer song has been written ever.

i say..

Dolly Parton’s ‘Little Sparrow’.. Rafiah..
Sad.. yes.. but not always true.. and true..
pArt of the reason more women are loving
women.. i see it every week through decades
of female disappointment and change…
Anyway.. your breadth of worldly
cultural interests.. continue to
amaze me.. so young..
and so
deep..
and truly.. at
least wheRe i’m
from THAT.. my friend..
is unusual for both
genders..
and why
i go so far..
to find
friends..smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

This is one of my very favourite songs
since very long. I heard it today after
a long time, i couldn’t
keep my tears at bay. :’)

i say..

OBTW.. i just completed all 60K words..
including my comments section of the last
blog post Novel.. and you helped me write it..
so thanks dear.. for that.. and all you got
was visits from me.. little Sparrow..;)

Tears are great.. by the way.. too..
enjoy your tears.. when i lost mine
for 5 years.. i missed them
very much..smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

I love you my very kind and
dear friend. smile emoticon

i say..

i’ll always Love you my friend..
and truly God willing.. i will always be
your friend.. as long as you will have
me hear.. and it means a lot to me..
that you can tell me that..smile emoticon

Rafiah provides a song by one
of those singing shows from
Britain.. that is
described
as very
sensual/
sexy/
and the
girl singing
it is like super
shy and amazingly
humble.. as yes..
she is an
obvious
stunner
in every
way.. singing
‘My Funny
Valentine’
and
i say..

heArt RUles..:)

And side note here..

Humans are addicted to living and loving..
no doubt we have our addictions in life..
as life is an addiction that makes
the loWest dArkest niGhts
of heLL..
not worth
leaving in
even choice
of death..
and for me at
least.. i am so glad
that i learned to love
women first before i knew
anything about sex.. true..
all my friends that were
girls were always friends
first then..
and Love iS
a Sparrow and
Dove who refuses
to be fixed and
stay in one place..
every Love i have
with other human
beings.. regardless
of gender.. age..
or other differences
iS based on Unconditional
Fearless Love that requires
absolutely nothing in return..
and each Love connection is as
Unique and Special.. as when any
humans connect with Love.. truly
a new Love Creation oF God iS
come to life in this life now…
Sadly.. when i showed a photo of my
wife to ‘the guys’ from Seville..
their answer was.. are you gonna
rail that when you get home..
obviously.. most all their
lessons of
Love came
from Porn..
Sex is Sacred
but Love begins
and ends all that
is holy
now..
when cherished
as Love can
be when
free..
as
WHOlE..
Now..
and never
caged iN
a Sparrow hell..:)

Back at 6:52 pm
2132016.. after
a 9.33 mile
dance walk
adventure
all around
the beaches and
casinos of Biloxi free..
today.. the Casino of choice
iN our church tour bus.. now
iS.. the Palace.. the only
non-smoking Casino
in Biloxi town..
clear skies iN
there.. but
there iS
something about
smoking and gambling
and even Bowling that
goes together and yes..
that is the nomad gene
and the desire to
stimulate
oneself
socially
or in ways
of stuff..
the Hard Rock is
my favorite.. all age
groups attend and there
is always a rock and roll
edge of spirit iN the
atmosphere that i feed
higher off of to do
my free dance
of life
as style..
and one of the
folks in our group
won over 13K.. so
he was certainly excited
as well as the other folks
for him.. but gambling and
money.. not something that
excites me at all.. but
dancing and writing
and Love
yes once
again
aLLnoW
addictions
for me.. yes
that at least
contribute something
more than money and
smoke to a world
that is in dire
need of
positive
emoTioNs
in moving
connecting
and creating
human Arts of
heArt..now with
spiRit expreSsinG
that emoTionAl avenue
of life so much hiGher
and hiGher than ever bEforE..
iN a miNd and boDy balanCinG
as soUl
once
again.:)

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/02/still-dreams-dance-free-verse-nude.html

Hi Adrianna.. sMiLes.. i Love
to play with words and
i Love it when
they talk
back with
double meanings..
and even new meanings
the next day after a long
night of writing when
my bRain
and
heArt
are
fresh again..
thanks for stopping
by.. and be seeing ya
later on the dVerse trail..:)

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And yes.. one of the reasons i wear shades..
as to not burn holes in the eYes of others..
hehe.. and yes.. per this quote and
linked song..

“Mama always told me
not to look into the eyes of the sun
But mama, that’s where the fun is..”

No.. given the proper
mindset.. Jack
Nicholson or
the new Lucifer
ain’t got nutHinG..
on me.. as far as
‘the look’..
evil eye
or whatever..
the saying goes
trust me i’m not
even angry in ‘this photo’..;)

See the thing is.. that’s a raw photo..
no Hollywood special effects..
like ‘this’..
nah.. the
devil don’t
scare me at
all.. already
been theRe
and dOne ’em..
And yes.. almost
time for a Haircut..
it’s starting to look
a little
wooly as it
were and is
for
now..;)

912

Well.. while the green tint.. and
Star Wars Logo.. is not
visible in ‘this selfie
T-shirt’ photo.. it will
be in the ‘next new
blog post’ coming in
‘a day or so’..
oh.. yeah..
clear that..
may the
Rasta Force
be with you
and also
wITh
wE..smile emoticon

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Yes.. definitely more ways to create
than art.. reproduction.. for instance..
humans.. so proficient to just do this..
Hmm.. i missed having kids
after the first one
passed away..
and i for one
have a tremendous
respect for anyone
who rears children..
or goes into the
military.. is a caregiver
to the less advantaged
and fortuned among us
as you were.. firefighters..
law enforcement.. army
marines.. navy.. air
force.. but most
of all Janitors
as they
provide
greater lifespans
overall for human
beings than any of the
‘fore mentioned.. as the
smallest bugs are the
biggest killers
of humans
throughout the
ages.. so far at least..
Anyway.. yes.. there are
too many humans in the world
sucking the life out of it..
but that’s the way of
the world..
it starts
at the breast
for mammals at
least.. so breasts
overall are best..
i’ve always
felt
that
way
from birth..
me and breasts
always get
along best..
sTiLL
now..:)

And as a side note
here.. still haven’t got
back to finish
off the
Monday
Quadrille
prompt at
dVerse or
even stARted
the Thursday
one about
Rondel’s
which is
math
poeTry
that i will let
loose on anyway..
and i am kinda
tired so
it’ll
just have
to wait.. as
being reTired
truly means floWinG
with challenge but
not insanity
oF stress
iN pressure
as one can
do that to
themselves
easily without
any help from others
if they do not carefully
listen to what the body
says to the mind about
aLL of living iN Balance.. NOW..:)

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Yeah.. i forgot something..
have to get it done by the 14th..

Okay..
back to
full FlEdGeD
Angel.. Fred..
but yes.. i’ll
keep the DEvil
iN my back pocket
iF i need some help
iN the dArk of LiFe..

Oh yeah.. Happy Valentine’s
Day from me.. and a special
gift.. i gave my wife.. 26 years ago..
yes.. the SonG tales iT aLL from back then..;)

1282

HA!.. Facebook is F iN Fun..
even when no
one plays
with
me..
we outcasts..
falliN Angels
and the such
must
aMuse
our
selves..
and keep
moving Forward.. NOW..;)

1311

Holding up a palm
with one hand
iS not
easy..:)

1321

STiLL Dreams Dance
Posted on February 13, 2016 by katiemiafrederick

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/13/still-dreams-dance/

Well.. first of all.. whenever i write something under
10K words.. it is some reason to celebrate..
as it fits on Facebook.. hehe.. and
yes.. by now it is Valentine’s
Day.. i am all fresh out of
Roses.. but somewhere
embedded in the post
(fully illustrated) is a gift
for all
who i
Love..
well.. at least
50%.. anyway..;)

FULLY ILLUSTRATED FREE verse.. poeticAlly
described post provided above.. and two below
and one hidden somewhere else.. that
may be easier to open.. depending
on speed of computer and Internet
access and yes..
of course..
who ‘you’
‘are’..;)

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2016/02/still-dreams-dance.html

http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com/2016/02/katie-mia-frederickii-new-beginnings.html

It’s Valentine’s Day and
and i’m gonna unleash
a green eyed Monster
at Catholic Church.. then
the Mall.. and no.. not
jealousy.. a
green eye
monster..
irony
is my
forte.. in other
words.. my Incredible
Hulk shirt that i ripped
the first day i wore it..
and Katrina finally
sewed up
for this
special day..
Incongruent
humor.. yeah..
that’s the ticket..
and the rose of i..;)

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‘This photo’ is from 1996.. 20 years ago..
Katrina with our first beloved cat.. in our New
home of 3 years old.. Elwood.. yes.. cat and
home at that age.. and there is someone else in
that photo too.. yes.. she is pregnant.. notice.. the
only time she had hips that wide in her entire life..
all the way up to 138 LBS.. by due date.. then..
anyway she was 26 years old in that photo..
one year shy of the age of that woman
in the movie.. ‘Age of Adaline’..
and yes.. PROOF.. that she
hasn’t aged since the age of 26..
in years after that.. okay.. it’s Valentine’s Day..
as they say.. focus on the wife.. now.. get those
Valentine’s points.. i am honest to a fault..wink emoticon

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Hi.. Dear Sis.. SOHEIR..
a long day of dance walking
for me.. at 16.52 miles today..
just arriving back and i guess you
will be arriving at morning wake
soon in Egypt.. Lovely to
see your flowers
on my iPhone
today.. a highliGht
of my day friend..
and theRe iS art
iN the Love of
you.. iN sending
just what my fortune
cookie said was iN mY
future today.. God iS
watching over
uS friend..
iN ALL WAYS
iN ALL PLACES..
iN a boat
of floWers
iN water
of Love..
MaRK MY
WORDS..
GOD
iS beyond
any human
comprehension
oF simple human science..
and beyond any book ever
written.. so far
at least..
proof coming
later as the
camera
does
not
lie..:)

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There is someone hiding behind me..
if ‘you’ look real hard there is a hint of who he is..
additionally that’s what i look like when i sing at church..
singing to the top of the Catholic Temple DoME..wink emoticon

Yes.. fight or flight..
it appears he is
gonna fly..wink emoticon

Dance Friend.. Cortney Tyson
and Wife Friend.. Katrina…
Cortney.. Mall Star Seller..
and Katrina.. Mall Star Buyer..;)

Jesus.. i can do anything with a little
help from my friends.. and if ‘you’
look real close.. the Wizard of
Oz.. is on TV.. too.. and toto
too.. yes toto.. thiS
iS Kansas
too..wink emoticon

A great day.. and as sometimes happens when i am
dancing free in my ballet and martial arts
way.. some of the more patriarchal ones..
out of what they feel will be hearing
distance from me.. is heard
by Wife Katrina..
and while i
understand what
i am doing.. iN maKinG
me.. both incredibly strong
and fearless in equal meaSure
too.. of course.. the general
audience of stuck iN
the mud of modern
days.. has no clue
to what iT means
to have fearless way..
in moving.. connecting..
creating human being..
where every nuance oF
muscle move iS tRuly
sacred and holy
iN God’s
Balance
of Gravity..
so sure.. when i come
up to the register line..
all tall and calm like the
peaceful eye of a
Hurricane..
with obvious
sTill potential
oF unknown wInds..
an obviously smart
alec.. ‘fly boy’..
as it were.. now..
yeah.. the kind
fresh out of
college with
whatever degree..
who does his work-
outs on cell phones
instead of warrior style
stuff.. and the cashier..
are chatting about
my style of
being so
i come up
and ask the cashier
if she had a great
Valentine’s day
and ask
the wet
behind the
ears pilot the
same thing.. then..
and extend my
hand out with a
VERY firm handshake..
meanwhile.. iF they
were wondering
if i was
crazy.. at
this point
they are hoping
with all tHeir
might
that
they
are NOT
correct now..
anyway.. it’s easy
to say anything behind
someone’s back.. but much
harder to face the same person
face to face.. when their expectations
ARE
SHATTERED..
THERE iS NO GREATER
FEELING AND WAY IN LIFE
THAN FEARLESS LOVE.. STRENGTH
AND COURAGE iN MEASURE oF KiND NOW..:)

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Happy Valentine’s.. gigoid..
and just back from around
16.52  miles of dance
walking and 9.33 miles
yesterday.. coming about
.15 of a mile  short
of my weekend
milestone on
that.. and i appreciate
all 10 pearls of Wisdom
here.. as it provides affirmations
of what i already know and feel
innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively
as human being.. who knows or feels..
after 55 years.. could have read it before
or perhaps it’s genetic memory or flying
in the atmosphere.. bottom line is
Truth and LiGht
exists.. iN ways
of Wisdom and Love..
and reading deeper into
a book named ‘Sex at
Dawn’.. even
chimpanzees
if left alone by
scientists will
live more peaceful..
most everything starting
with the Agricultural
age.. has been
and now
iS a human
virus of culture..
iN total earth
misery..
The innate..
instinctual and
intuitive way
oF WiLd and
Free iS a way
of peace.. all sharing
where guilt is collecting
and giving is KinG.. now…
Yes.. the Beatles were correct
true prophets of the God of Nature..
‘All ya need
iS Love’..
the touchy
feely kiNd too..
to make Peace
a way of Life.. now..
everything else is just
a hard pill to swallow.:)

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SMiLes my friend.. Suzanne.. the most peaceful way
of living as shown by Science and Anthropology
is the primitive way of moving.. connecting
and creating that inherently includes
sharing and giving as a group
where the individual is
respected same
as group..
but the other
common element
of the 20 most peaceful
societies in the world is not
only do they do these core Truths
and liGhts of humanity they are also
small homogenous societies as well..
there ‘lies’ the problem.. humans are only
evolved currently to connect to 150 to 200
sets of eyes or so.. and sure there
are outliers who do more or
less and cultures overall
now that are comfortable
with less or more..
but the
bottom line
is there are limits
to human connections
and sharing that can go
in the direction of distress..
and eventually misery and suffering..
as always a balance is required.. and
perhaps the saddest situation is the
human dog who is left
in the backyard
all day
without someone
to play with but a typewriter
and a file cabinet in an office..
and at least with photos of cats
and sunsets there is the oxytocin
release that makes us feel
more like happy
dogs..
than
Wolves howling
at the moon.. hoping
for the connection and
sharing back with the rest
of the pack.. as it were and
still is now.. the truth now of
Anthropology and Science is
that no.. our prehistory was
not short and brutish..
it was more kind
and courage..
where folks
shared it
all
down to
the reproduction
of life.. as well as
all subsistence gaining
activities.. and yes.. no matter
how much it chagrins some folks
we are becoming human slowly again.
even if only in virtual ways..
of sharing cats.. sunsets
and the even
more
base human
ways of being human….
With three degrees and
over three decades in the work
world.. and 11 million words..
i can comfortably say
i’ll take
sunsets
and kitty cats
and photos of so and
so’s favorite things..
over all the
11 million words
of deep stuff i have written..
simply because when i couldn’t
feel those cats and sunsets for
almost 5 years.. in oxytocin way..
all i could do is write in hopes of feeling
again.. humans talk to connect in feelings
and truly feelings at the end of the day
is all that counts
in human
ways
of
being…
i don’t need any
money.. but yes..
i do need
cats and
sunsets
and other human beings..
and even a photo of a face..
is better than just a typewriter..
and a file
cabinet
of life..
that is where the
real hell is.. in mechanical
cognition away from human
feelings and science even shows
that yes.. spend a life in that pipeline
of life.. and the other pipe of feelings will
wither away.. Love is the Drug in dopamine..
serotonin and oxytocin way that humans
as long as they are
human will always
crave and that’s also
why Internet usage is
higher during the
work week..
faces
over
cogs in machines..
but yes.. i will still
write deep thoughts
as that is my odd nature..
it is odd you know.. my friend..
My wife and cat are infinitely
more popular
than
my
words..
and that’s okay
with me.. as they
are more important
to me as well.. in Infinite way..
anyway i always appreciate your
deep thoughts.. as it encourages
my odd ways
even
more..;)

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Hmm.. and that brings me to my next
thought and history.. after losing
my humanity for around 66
months.. the escape from
the Wrong Planet..
a place where
logical
discussions
are valued over kitty
kats and sunsets
and all
the other
sentimental
stuff of life..
it is hell
for a social
animal to live this
way.. and it is an indication
of an illness of humanity where
logic overrides the feeling of being
human.. and i will thank God for Facebook
to the top of my soul.. as it is based on the
science of being human specific to
the deficits of Autism that
include sharing
mutual interests..
reciprocating communication..
and yes most importantly making
the human connection and
yes there is a great
science of non-verbal
communication as well
in still photos of selfies
of human
emotion..
in fact selfies
are a large part of
what brought my humanity
back as i simply had feedback
to see my facial expressions
even when there
was no
one to
share them with..
And i saw the same pattern
on the Wrong Planet.. people
would stay there.. and slowly
learn to at least connect through
monologues.. and some would eventually
gain their social wings.. leave hell.. in Angel
broken wings and go to Facebook as
the purgatory as such
back to the
flesh and blood
world if they won
back their
humanity
in flesh and blood..
so i went greater steps forward
than that.. as i learned after 18 or so
years of mechanical cognition activities
in school.. and 30 or so in work that
humanity in me.. was not
that at all.. in robot way..
when
only problem
solving cog in machine..
so sure i went all the way back
to the humanity before the Apple
of Agricultural ways where our real
peace and happiness tells the truth
naked.. dancing around a campfire
of moonlit night and
sun bright day
as one
tribe
of human
being.. albeit
some of it is only
legal in restricted way
online.. but hey.. it is
a step backwards and
forwards and the
same now..
as Science
and Anthropology
provides truth and liGht
before the Apple FAll of humanity
AWAY FROM MOVING.. CONNECTING
AND SHARING NAKED AND FREE WITH
THE GOD OF NATURE.. AS WE ARE OBVIOUSLY
STILL EVOLVED TO BE.. AS WHAT DO FOLKS DO
AT WORK.. 50% OF MALES LOOK AT PORN..
AND 33% OF FEMALES ACCORDING
TO RESEARCH..
THERE IS A REASON
FOR THIS.. FEELING HUMANITY..
A WELL THAT HAS BEEN
DRY FOR
10 TO 12
THOUSAND
YEARS FOR MUCH
OF HUMANITY.. hips
and eyes in the words
and FEELING of Shakira
do not
lie..
in human way
of being.. but
sure people
can continue
to lie to themselves
and others and pay the
consequence of inaction
to the God of Nature
away from
human
Nature..
God of Nature
in my Human Nature
works and sure i can empirically
prove that in both photos and words..
but what i cannot full show you is the
bliss and heaven i feel inside..
almost all the time..
as that is the
reward
from God
in coming
BACK TO GOD
GIVEN HUMAN NATURE..
IT IS BOTH SCIENCE AND
ART.. AND THOSE WHO
REFUSE
TO COME
BACK and have
no idea there
is even any
coming back..
will continue to pay the
price of a sedentary cold
and unfeeling populace
with frowns
and grimaces
instead of butterfly
feel of flying human being..:)

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And so this brings me back to why i write
poetry.. poetry is expressing our human
feelings.. in what we see and feel
as meaning and purpose
in life..
it is likely
the first way
humans communicated
in sing song of voicing
emotions before
we became
input
machines
of written
collective
intelligence..
free verse poetry
is at the root of talking
human.. a flow of emotion
off the tongue of being free..
and probably why i have been
avoiding getting back to my milestones
of responding to the two prompts i am
so far behind on.. in Quadrille’s and
Rondel’s.. is it is based on
paint by number
restrictions
of words
and that makes
it a mechanical cognition
activity away from human
art of expresSinG freely
and i just never was one
for cross word puzzles
or scrabble..
as i was the
one
who was
furiously attempting
to escape a mechanically
cognition orientated mind
that for me likely takes
much greater effort
than others..
being on
the Autism
Spectrum..
and no doubt my
Standard IQ points and
apple of the teacher’s eye
in straight A ways of conformity
brought me to the prison of life
in both mental and physical disordered
way of life in middle life.. burning out the
flAMe of my humanity to ashes as it were..
with the phoenix arising once again.. in way
of dance
and poetry
and other ways
of expresSinG the
humanity of my hEart..
including literal sinGinG..
higher and higher until i was
born again as a human being..
in feeling life innately..
instinctually
and intuitively
once more..
to step out
of the box of culture
today.. is to grow one’s
human wings again..
to stay..
is to
stay in prison..
lesson and revelation
of 66 months of hell for me..
The Lucifer portrayed on that
new TV show.. is more human
than human
devils
who live
today..
witting
or not.. in cold
and unfeeling way..
But yeah.. a little mechanical
cognition is balance too..
for rationed way
of order
too..
and after
almost a marathon
of dance in connecting
to the general public over
the weekend.. and just free
writing over the Valentine’s
weekend.. sure i can
do a little scrabble
and CROSSword
puzzle now..
so it’s back
to catching up
on paint by numbers
poetry.. as i’ve got lots
of catching up to do to continue
my milestone of responding to
every single poem.. provided
by the dVerse Online Poetry
site since March of Last
year.. and who
knows.. perhaps
my next GodsUniVerseNovel3..
will be an anthology of an entire
year of doing that.. it’s just a cut
copy and paste of March away
from now.. and when
the dude.. the top
administrator
dude..
last March
attempted to Brow
Beat me into cutting
my creative stuff short to
his liking last March..
is what inspired
me to do
even more
and that is when
my unabridged way
of responding to all
dVerse prompt
links stARted..
so sure thanks..
control of order dude..
you helped set me higher
and higher free as the true
free bird i am.. who with the
proper inspiration of folks like
‘you’.. even in dArk ways of liGht
will make someone like me soar even
higher and higher.. to wheRe no Jonathan
Livingston Seagull has gone before..
even if solo
around
the Sun
of me
and
GOD..:)

4023

A GOlden
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Sun
now..
iS Love..
alWays NOW

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  1. http://gigoid.me/2016/02/15/typographic-arrogance-on-display/

    There are only two shows i watch
    now.. Lucifer and the Big Bang..
    one shoe shows the
    dArk can be
    the liGhtest
    and one show
    shoes the liGht
    can be the dArkest
    with rather simple
    but effective
    form
    of wit..
    in other
    words.. without
    ‘Grey Poupon’..
    only if i could
    learn to do that..
    i miGht have an audience
    that likes and comments
    more.. but haha.. i’d
    rather be odd
    and just
    be me..
    so more ‘grey
    poupon’ coming
    but with a spicy
    naked edge of course..
    yeah.. i was Sheldon Cooper
    until i evolved into Lucifer..
    Sex over BRains..
    baby.. is wHere
    it’s alWays
    been for
    human
    being..
    leading
    edge of below
    so above.. let’s
    get real and all of THAT..
    but it’s F in Hilarious..
    all he does iS F
    and play
    fair..
    meanwhile Sheldon
    plays with his collection
    of flags.. video games..
    or whatever and
    rarely
    gets the
    real job of life
    just done with one
    or more mates like
    Lucifer does so well..
    Anyway.. repressing any pARt
    of human Nature.. whether it be
    emotions.. senses.. or yes.. sensuality
    is the path back to hell.. where Lucifer
    got F iN Sick and Tired of dealing
    with the folks at the
    Wrong Planet
    there.. in hell.. THEN lives..
    And seriously.. with feeling..
    the Singularity is more than
    robot way.. a movie named
    ‘Chappie’ or something like
    that to illustrate that..
    the movie ‘Lucy’
    says it all
    connect
    back
    to Lucy
    the Ape..
    and go far back
    to REAL SANITY..smile emoticon

    SMiLes.. i usually do Wiki cliff notes..
    to catch up on the cultural
    interest of the day..
    if it interests
    me.. or
    serves
    to better
    converse on the
    topic at hand..
    and You
    Tube is
    a great
    resource
    for that too..
    and without
    commercials
    with a DVR
    and all of that
    for just the two
    shows i do watch..
    there is not much left
    of the meat of the show
    after commercials go away..
    So much to learn.. and never
    to get bored.. i wished for a machine
    i could ask any question to.. and
    Google.. overall
    serves up
    a mighty
    button
    prize.. and the value
    of uncensored freedom
    of information is worth
    its weight
    in Gold
    of all that
    is out there
    to partake of..
    a never filling
    glass of knowledge
    and FEELinG of
    A to Z iN
    photos..
    videos..
    more..
    of reality
    and imagiNaTioN now..
    the fAct that i can be
    free is evidence
    enough for
    me that
    iT iS
    sTiLL
    possible Now..
    with tough practice
    and never giving up..
    iN KiND as WeLL as couRaGE..:)

    sMiLes..
    my friend..
    ignorance
    is a sad
    by
    product
    of wanting
    to belong..
    outcast frees..:)

  2. Facebook Friend Rafiah.. responding to
    the Beautiful photo of my wife
    Katrina.. with our
    Cat Elwood from
    1996..

    Rafah says..

    I want to have my martial relationship
    as loving and as compassionate as you two
    have mashaa Allah. smile emoticon heart emoticon

    i say..

    SMiLes.. And wInks.. Yes.. we are
    the marriage model for a new
    world order..wink emoticon
    Very sweet of you to say that
    as well.. Dear friend..
    Rafiah..smile emoticon

    Great Niece Antaya says..

    She’s so beautiful

    i say..

    Yes.. some stuff rarely changes..
    And you are beautiful too.. great
    niece tater..wink emoticon

    Antaya says..

    Thanks great uncle Fred

    i say..
    Smile Emoticon

    And as a side note..
    Antaya is pregnant
    with what will be
    Katrina’s first
    great
    great
    niece..:)

  3. https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2016/02/15/the-return-of-jesus-عودة-السيد-المسيح-عليه-السلام/comment-page-1/#comment-1333

    SMiLes.. SOHEIR
    sadly.. reading
    prophecy literally
    doesn’t leave
    God much
    freedom..
    in other words
    in other words…
    not likely that anyone
    out of Muslim or Christian
    Religions would recognize
    ISA if he comes back again..
    as he would
    likely be
    as Free as
    God
    WiLL
    have
    him be..
    anyway
    that’s what
    God tells me..
    i find the speaker
    interesting and good
    humored and friendly..
    and have complimented
    his interpretations before..
    like the Island
    and God
    existing
    on the Island
    without any books..
    but there are gonna
    be problems if Jesus
    comes back deaf
    blind
    and mute..
    After All.. God
    can do anything
    with God’s children..
    THAT would be less of
    a miracle than a woman
    being fertilized by something
    other than
    sperm..
    i don’t need
    no magic tricks
    by God for faith..
    belief.. or hope..
    or tests of GOD..
    as such.. now..
    God is Real
    to me and
    magic
    but
    i do not portend
    to understand that
    magic in literal tricks
    out of a hat or with
    invisible
    sperm
    with respect
    of course.. now..
    one thing great about
    the Catholic Pope Francis is he
    says all God’s children are one
    regardless of religion.. and God
    tests us here for our God given
    potential… and science is totally
    compatible with God.. including
    evolution.. however.. of course
    he will tell one that a virgin
    birth is possible too and
    contradict himself
    on the other
    point..
    and will say
    that humans are taking
    too much from Nature and
    insist that all Catholics must
    not practice birth control…
    oh yeah.. and he
    says Jesus
    is the ONLY
    begotten SON
    of GOD too…
    God gave me
    a brain
    and i
    use it..
    God gave me
    creativity
    and i see
    magic
    enough
    iN that..
    and no.. i do not see/feel aLL..
    so perhaps there was a virgin
    birth.. and perhaps Jesus will
    come back just like the Kuran
    says he will.. or perhaps
    he is even God above
    all other humans..
    again.. i do not
    portend to
    know/feel
    the will/
    way of
    God
    alone..
    God tells
    me none
    of that
    is true..
    but i can
    always be
    incorrect as
    i am too humble
    to suggest i kNow/feel anything
    as THE final words.. too.. still..
    i am confident in no one
    who says
    they do..
    but i will
    continue to listen..
    watch.. and wait..
    to see and
    feel what
    happens
    next.. as yes..
    we live in very
    interesting times
    as alWays now…
    Here’s the point..
    i believe in prophecy
    too.. but i do not believe
    any one human owns it..
    otherwise it’s just a self
    fulfilling prophecy by
    humans who
    enjoy
    control
    more than
    God’s Freedom
    as given to every human
    as equal employer opportunities
    to work for God.. there is a God of
    merit.. that shows throughout all
    of Nature.. it is highly unlikely anyone
    gets a free ride
    just based
    on who they
    are.. chances
    are if Jesus
    the REAL MAN
    JESUS CAME
    back today
    he would
    have
    to do
    MUCH MUCH
    GREATER THINGS
    than before to even
    get noticed.. and not
    not myths.. real stuff..
    and of course if it didn’t
    match literal words.. the
    expectations of others..
    he would
    simply
    come
    like
    a thief in the
    night.. but sure
    that’s how most
    prophets come..
    unrecognized by
    those who
    live
    with
    them..
    or very
    close.. thanks
    SOHEIR.. ALWAYS
    interesting to
    come here
    and visit
    with
    you..
    several
    thousand miles
    way but well worth
    it for both spirit and friend..:)

    SMiLes my friend.. i do not speak Arabic..
    so you and my other Muslim friends have helped me
    understand concepts in the Kuran that are not clear
    in the English translations.. so i welcome your information here..
    and appreciate it very much.. i am your friend but i come here
    for serious study of the Kuran as well.. from the Arabic
    Language point of view.. and you obviously have
    a passion to share that information…

    Quite frankly.. as a weathered human
    i see Muhammad as a warrior.. a successful one..
    and a man heavily influenced by his culture at that time..
    never the more though or less.. just a human being.. and
    subject to the same human frailties we all are.. and yes..
    it is obvious that Jesus and all the other prophets are
    no more or less than this.. to me at least..
    from my intense studies of them all…

    There is some beautiful Truth and light in
    the Kuran that i appreciate from the English
    Translations i have read.. and also some better
    ones when the Arabic is explained by experts in
    the study of the Kuran.. which i have linked on
    my blog in defense of the positive aspects
    of the Kuran.. but.. and a significant but..

    It is clear to me that everything in the Kuran
    is NOT the Truth and liGht.. specifically the verses
    accepting human slavery.. subjugation of women in value
    in comparison to men.. and slaves as having less value..
    and again.. having humans slaves in any way shape or form..
    as well as obvious other selfish considerations..
    like a woman is gonna receive a curse from
    Angels if she is not in the
    mood to have sex at night..

    NO.. women are NOT sex robots..
    unless they are forced or coerced into that..
    with threats of curses from Angels and such as that..
    just a form of verbal rape is what that is… without punches..
    and bruises.. but psychological anguish from women who
    are not hot to trot all the time…. Many are NOT.. .
    so it becomes a service of subjugation..
    when this is the case…

    This is obviously selfish
    human greed and historical cultural conditions
    at work.. no more no less.. If you can somehow
    justify how this is different in your Arabic
    interpretations of the Kuran.. i would
    appreciate that.. as quite frankly i
    find it disgusting from a God
    point of view.. in how this
    is translated in the
    English Version
    of the Kuran.. .

    And those who have condoned
    this type of behavior will face
    the judgement of God alone…
    but again.. that’s what
    God tells me.. i am only
    human so.. again.. i will never
    rise to say i have the last or first
    word as only has God has that..
    without any human
    involvement at all…

    It’s just my opinion..
    with God backing me up..

    I do not expect you to
    believe that.. of course..

    But discussion of the positive and
    negative aspects are the only way to grow
    in understanding.. the questions others may
    have but will not ask because they are afraid of
    offending you.. or other Muslims.. i Love you.. as a
    human being.. so i don’t have to fear that.. and of course
    God has my back.. so i don’t have to fear anything at ALL..
    except for heights.. as God has other plans for
    me now.. instead of falling…

    When any human is raised up on
    a pedestal to have received the last
    or first word of God alone.. Misery and
    Suffering of human beings is always the result..
    history shows this fact over and over again..
    All someone who is psychopathic leaning
    has to do.. is threaten punishment
    if one questions what has been
    said or written before..

    i see through psychopaths
    both eye to eye and in written words my
    friend.. no matter how old or new they are..
    that is my special gift from God.. as empath..
    for both devil and angel.. same.. and all ‘tween…
    but sure just ‘tween me and God.. too.. as ONE Force now..
    with all others too.. and the rest of Nature ALL.. GOD’s domain..:)

    SMiLes my friend.. SOHEIR.. i understand that Cursing a
    Wife with Angels for not having sex.. is not specifically
    in the Kuran and that is why i called it ‘OTHER selfish considerations’..
    as it is one of the most ridiculous things i have heard in my life..
    Hadith.. Kuran.. or wherever else.. such foolishness comes from…

    i didn’t expect that to confuse you
    as you are well versed in the Kuran.. of course..

    Sorry for not making it MORE clear than OTHER SELFISH
    CONSIDERATIONS that it was specifically a Hadith related instruction…

    However.. that is A smallest of offense AGAINST GOD.. AND GOD’S CHILDREN..
    compared to what IS in the Kuran as translated in English below..
    both about having sex with slaves.. and beating wives
    who are not compliant.. light beating is still beating..
    end of case study below.. my friend.. FROM THE
    English translation of the Kuran..
    waiting for your translation..
    interpretation..
    different..
    if any..
    of course…

    AND slaves who are captured in war
    DO NOT WILLINGLY HAVE sex with their captors..
    only a FOOL and LIAR would believe they do..
    except for the oddest of exceptions..

    And trust me for those men who
    DID THAT IF there is any HELL..
    they are burning there.. in God’s terms of course…
    and from what i know and FEEL of REAL HELL..
    i wouldn’t wanna be them.. when they are
    there too.. where a thousand
    years is one second of
    REAL HELL NOW…

    AND no.. i am not angry
    with you about this but yes..
    trust me or not.. GOD is VERY
    ANGRY WITH MUHAMMAD for accepting
    this then.. IF HE DID.. AS translated
    in English here.. as only common sense dictates..
    for folks WITH A HEART.. OF ANY KIND AT ALL…

    Or would you suggest it is A OK for men
    who captures slaves to have sex with them..
    if they are married.. to a loving woman..
    when these slave women had loving
    husbands of their own.. before
    they were captured as sex slaves….

    i can not believe you would.. but i
    am waiting for your opinion on that..
    as no one has provided it to me yet when
    i ask.. the text goes silent…. and no..
    it does not happen as often now.. but it still
    happens.. and these are the verses in the Kuran
    that oppressor rapists and other
    psychopathic leaning men
    use to JUSTIFY it..

    THAT’s a problem we as
    human beings and children of GOD
    cannot afford to sweep under the carpet..
    for base humanity as is.. around the world…
    now.. with all due respect.. i for one believe…
    when we say any man or woman has ALL the truth
    and liGht from GOD… in however they gain it…

    Quran (33:50) – “O Prophet! We have made lawful to thee thy wives to whom thou hast paid their dowers; and those (slaves) whom thy right hand possesses out of the prisoners of war whom Allah has assigned to thee”

    Quran (23:5-6) – “..who abstain from sex, except with those joined to them in the marriage bond, or (the captives) whom their right hands possess…”

    Quran (4:24) – “And all married women (are forbidden unto you) save those (captives) whom your right hands possess.”

    Quran (24:32) – “And marry those among you who are single and those who are fit among your male slaves and your female slaves…”

    Quran (2:178) – “O ye who believe! Retaliation is prescribed for you in the matter of the murdered; the freeman for the freeman, and the slave for the slave, and the female for the female.”

    Quran (4.34) Men (those who are able to carry out their responsibilities) are the protectors and maintainers of women inasmuch as God has endowed some of people (in some respects) with greater capacity than others, and inasmuch as they (the men) spend of their wealth (for the family’s maintenance). Good, righteous women are the devoted ones (to God) and observant (of their husbands’ rights), who guard the secrets (family honor and property, their chastity, and their husband’s rights, especially where there is none to see them, and in the absence of men,) as God guards and keeps undisclosed (what should be guarded and private). As for those women from whose determined disobedience and breach of their marital obligations you have reason to fear, admonish them (to do what is right); then, (if that proves to be of no avail), remain apart from them in beds; then (if that too proves to be of no avail), beat them lightly (without beating them in their faces). Then, if they obey you (in your directing them to observe God’s rights and their marital obligations), do not seek ways against them (to harm them). (Be ever mindful that) God is indeed All-Exalted, All-Great.

    SMiLes.. my friend.. i appreciate that very much..
    and look forward to your research and opinions..
    trust me.. i can read something as small as
    the Kuran.. 80K.. or so words..
    in one small sitting..
    and write it in a
    matter of weeks..
    in deeper prose
    and poetry..
    and of course
    any book
    of poetry
    is worth
    reading more than
    once… i have read these
    verses an innumerable
    amount of nows with
    ease.. with depth
    of understanding
    too my friend..
    from what
    is available
    in English to me..
    as you might imagine..
    knowing what i am
    capable of
    in
    BLACK
    AND WHITE
    print.. with
    all the
    colors
    too..
    wInks..
    i try to stay
    humble.. but GOD
    gives me great gifts..
    so i continue to try.. to
    restrain the highs
    as well as lows..
    as i do not
    want to
    fall
    again..
    as sure God
    could make
    me the Devil
    again easy..
    iN metaphor
    of course.. or who
    knows and feels.. perhaps not… as REAL..
    i WiLL to submit to God iN liGht and dARk..:)

    You are a very wise woman..
    my friend SOHEIR..
    it is true and
    Universal Truth..
    i for one believe
    that any true prophet
    of God will not raise him or
    herself any higher
    than a grain
    of sand..
    as the
    Truth and
    liGht iS Now..
    that Grain of
    Sand is God too…
    And as you may notice..
    in my blogs.. i have been
    sharing scriptures from the
    New Testament about the
    prophet Jesus.. and truly
    in what they call these
    40 days of Lent..
    through Easter
    are the days
    attributed to
    Jesus’ test in the
    desert where the Devil
    tempted Jesus to escape
    life through death.. in
    metaphor of course
    same as what
    happened with
    Moses in the desert
    40 days then 40 years
    learning never ever
    to give
    up on
    God’s
    grace.. and
    truly that there
    are somethings in life
    harder than death if one
    reAlly iS to become a true
    soldier as servant of GOD…
    Yeah.. i’ve met the Devil face
    to face.. too.. the Devil iS real
    and pArt
    of God
    too…
    same challenge
    for me.. my friend
    same time of year..
    8 years ago..
    for precisely
    40 days and
    nights
    of sleepless
    challenge..
    pain.. and
    paper
    thin
    existence..
    beyond now..
    most human
    comprehension
    and same then..
    last temptation
    from the Devil
    real who
    can live
    in ALL
    of uS iN
    greaTEst
    Temptation now..
    of separation from GOD…
    i dare to say no one would
    accept my heaven if they
    truly knew and felt what
    the hell was to
    get here
    now..
    iN heaven..
    i still hope
    to pave some
    spark of
    way for
    at
    least
    one person
    to get to heaven now..
    much much easier my friend..
    but sure that is the job of JOB2..:)

    SMiLes my friend..
    either there is
    ONE God of ALL
    or more than
    one God..
    i for one
    believe
    in ONE
    God of ALL..
    aLL inclusive..
    and that my friend
    means NO EXCLUSIONS..
    and Devils and Angels
    are metaphors
    but real
    as human
    beings.. when
    that is their
    incarnate
    way of
    being..
    i understand
    the Koran addresses
    this literally different
    but again.. my friend
    i am a human poet..
    and take
    no
    poeTry
    literally….
    Interpretation
    can always be
    different among
    two folks.. and that
    is the source of most all
    disagreement
    in religion..
    different
    interpretations
    for different verses
    of prophetic prose
    and poetry…
    it’s deep
    stuff.. and
    no doubt in my
    mind.. from sharing
    some of those verses
    here that Muhammad
    likely at some point
    visited a real
    place not
    much
    different
    than the hell
    i visited my friend..
    God is too strong
    to have
    separate..
    the illusion
    is other
    my
    friend..
    with all
    due respect of course..
    we will probably have to
    disagree on this one.. unless
    you go to hell and meet the devil
    theRe.. it’s the only way i
    kNow and feeL for sure..:)

    SMiLes my friend.. God’s hand on our shoulder
    is enough and complex is just more challenge to a
    potential end result as gift.. Simple can be the greatest
    blesSinG for humans.. Other Animals already share this
    greater depth of heArt.. ALL
    Natural with zero books..:)

    SMiLes.. My friend.. The Kuran
    has many beautiful words.. And i keep
    a copy on my night stand.. Wish though
    i could speak Arabic.. to read the original version..:)

  4. https://thefeatheredsleep.wordpress.com/2016/02/15/together-lets-dream/

    thefeatheredsleep..
    poem unto herself..
    Meaning..
    Purpose..
    Fluff.. Text..
    Poetry.. emotions
    senses.. and sensuality..
    romance and raw sex..
    anyway.. i need
    inspiration
    from all
    corners
    of the
    human
    soUl.. so i come
    here to feed from
    more poeTry
    oF a SoUl..
    that
    explores
    sOul
    FREE…
    and as far as meaning
    and purpose goes.. Poetry
    and emotions go..
    senses and
    sensuality..
    Romance..
    and yes.. raw sex..
    your eYes.. my dear..
    is a poem for all of that..
    as truly i’m not much of a
    word person..
    but
    eYes of
    another human
    being tale it all now
    to me.. and you have
    the eYes of a soUl
    who has
    seen and
    felt more than
    most.. but trUly
    that’s what makes
    uS human.. ALL THE
    DaRK AND LIgHT MIXED
    AS uS.. a kindred soul we are..
    for obvious reasons and feelings..
    and one day i am gonna write as
    raw as
    you do here..
    but sure..
    i’ve
    already
    done iT
    iN real..
    as truly
    words
    just
    visit me..
    i am all eYes..
    F E E L i n G..
    anyway.. i just
    came here to
    see your eYes
    and soUl.. thanks
    for that.. and kinda
    surprised me no else
    commented oN
    eYes oF
    thefeathered
    sleep
    SoUl..
    And if that’s not
    you.. how silly am
    i but i feel it is for sure..
    photo.. eYes.. or
    not
    my friend..
    and on top of that
    you visited my blog..
    two posts there is
    the equivalent
    of visiting
    50 posts
    of the
    average
    blogger..
    biGger
    wInks..
    yes.. i finished
    a 60K word free
    verse poeTry Novel..
    including comments
    in one blog post.. and
    lots of that
    inspiration
    came from
    here.. even if
    i didn’t fill up
    your blog like a
    Tsunami of words..
    you are one of two poets
    i visit like that out of respect..
    as you get plenty of respect now
    without a tidal wave oF me..;)

    Thanks.. my friend.. Truly your
    face expresses art in
    its greatest
    form..:)

    SMiLes.. My strength is truth and liGht..
    iN how i see/feel iT.. of course..
    Living life like that flows as
    lies take time and Truth
    and liGht iS alWays
    now from
    heArt..:)

  5. gigoid says:

    Great photo day, my friend… It told me a story of your day(s)… I noticed you got a shot of the answer (to Life, the Universe, and Everything), and, saw Yellow Boy has a friend, of sorts. The two shots of you (trying) to look sober were fun, too. All by themselves, the photos speak of a majorly fun day, majorly being a tad larger than stupendous…. The Hulk shirt looked like a second skin, but, that may just be your resemblance to Bruce Banner….

    😉

    I wish I could have seen the faces of the two ignoramae when you killed them with kindness… always fun… Once, many years ago, in Montana, at a truck stop, I had fun like that with a cowboy (I had very long hair, full beard, obviously not up to local dress code, etc…) He made some remark behind my back about the ‘dirty hippie’…I merely turned to him, said, “I think the gas is done, so, you get to live…this time.”, gave him a feral smile, & walked away into the restaurant… I heard from the waitress he didn’t move for five minutes…. Not exactly as kind, but, hey, I didn’t have to actually DO anything to him… that was kind, right? I thought so…

    I’ll get to the previous two posts… about 2/3 & 1/3 done with ’em… For some reason, though I’m up a lot, it’s not during a time I can read, as I’m up pacing while half-asleep…. Frustrating not to be able to do much but be up… Ah well, it will pass… ‘t always does…

    Gotta go pamper the cat….see ya….

    Love

    gigoid

    • SMiLes and Love.. gigoid..
      Human Epigenetics iS an
      amazing phenomenon..
      And truly if had a father..
      patriarchal as my father
      was.. i probably would
      have never
      done
      poeTry at all..
      and entered the military..
      law enforcement..
      or perhaps
      wouldn’t
      even be
      alive today..
      fully employed
      with potential at
      a younger much higher
      testosterone fueled age..
      i truly feel like the world would
      and could be a much better place
      if everyone could be confident in tHeir
      own skin through martial arts as
      a discipline of human
      being.. where
      truly a fight
      is not
      necessary when
      one of two has no fear..
      there is a power in calm hUman
      Center Balance that exceeds any
      fist or bomb employed
      as change..
      as all the others
      do is destruction..
      instead oF
      Free.. and
      thanks for sharing
      your story.. about the cowboy…
      tHere are fearless boys
      and yes..
      just
      cow
      boys..
      and when i dance
      free on the beach
      iT truly iS iNfiniTe bliss..
      beyond any words of poeTry
      i can imagine iN words oF Infinity REAL..
      Moving.. connecting.. and creating
      dance as
      one
      ONE
      Force oF
      Naked Human Being
      without the tools of
      less than sacred
      fools.. for now oF
      being worry free REAL..:)

  6. http://gigoid.me/2016/02/16/little-balls-of-inert-gases/#comment-18213

    Hi gigoid.. i suppose the greatest protection of
    freedom of speech is when folks exercise
    it.. and while rules of social acceptance
    dictate people hold their tongues…
    Without the other face
    in direct distance..
    the tongues
    will and do..
    swagger
    here and there.
    and wherever they
    care to go.. when everyone
    is nuts about their truth.. and
    that makes Facebook oh.. so fun..!
    it’s harder to gather up the nuts
    from the empty shells
    that are of
    real
    concern..
    i don’t have much
    faith in government efficiency
    as i worked there too long
    to see the inefficiencies..
    including all the
    contracts
    associated
    with it.. then..
    it’s mostly based
    on big picture.. big dollar
    items.. where details
    get all the
    attention..
    it’s really
    insane..
    but it is what it is..
    and all we have for now..
    and nah.. it’s not likely
    to get any better..
    as all large
    populations
    of heterogenous humans
    are evolutionary insane..
    it’s just a symptom of
    our Nature out
    oF balance
    with the rest oF Nature..
    the bigGest smALLest picture
    of aLL
    wE
    possess too..
    when iN balance..
    anyway.. i don’t work
    there anymore.. except
    for when i ask questions
    and it takes a month
    to get answers
    to simple
    questions..
    or even a
    month to
    get someone
    to open up
    a letter or
    email..
    as efficiency
    means MORE
    COMPUTERS..
    LESS employees..
    and less customer service to
    we who count as citizens now..
    i’m not afraid of the government
    as stupid
    is as stupid
    does.. and i’m
    smARt enough
    to play by
    rules.. NOW..
    to my advantage..
    but truly and sadly
    most people are not..
    and that’s what keeps
    on running as is.. now..
    IN OTHER words i could
    fKing be Jesus and
    no would
    notice
    me..
    that’s
    kinda hilarious
    but it’s true in
    an ocean
    of info
    OVERLORD..
    and just another
    Anthropology/
    Sociology/
    Psychology/
    Philosophy/
    Religion/
    Science/
    ETC./..
    project
    i’m
    currently working on..
    just for fun.. Ynot..;)

    SMiLes.. we live in a human hive..
    So i reverted back to Ape
    as i was not successful
    as inSect.. WInks..;)

  7. Well.. let’s see.. been awhile since i made it back to dVerse.. now i am
    four prompts behind.. as i got as far as 4 links on the Quadrille lull
    prompt for last Monday.. have yet to start on Thursday Rondel’s and
    now there is a Monday weeklong Haibun prompt and one
    for today.. Tuesday all about rooms..
    as alWays one step.. one word
    at a now.. and let the
    flow continue here
    on Quadrille’s except
    no math for me in 44 word
    limits.. yes.. juSt flow is now
    wHere i’ll continue to go.. oh..
    as anything associated with
    hard core counting math..
    just extinguishes the
    flow back
    into a
    numbers
    game
    of paint
    by numbers
    poetry.. so
    yes here i go..
    with Quadrille
    responses that will
    be micro poetic in expression
    however that comes.. what may.. now..:)

    God sMiLes when we serve
    God.. when we don’t..
    the smile fades
    just a little..
    iN our
    eYes..
    of potential
    Balance now..:)

    Soughing Wind.. lonely
    trees of Winter
    dreams..
    snow so white
    soul so dark..
    liGht so BriGht
    reflecting..
    ice
    melts
    slowly back..:)

    Peace oF Nature
    bRings wHeels now
    oF human dreams..
    sounds of culture
    erases
    potent
    ial
    imag
    iNaTioN
    never
    seen
    SinGs
    Bird
    iN lull..
    oF bYes..:)

    Soft touch of
    baby’s breath..
    peace glows
    from lips
    so sweet..
    human
    sleeps
    a lull to
    bye
    other
    ways
    from baby
    dreams..:)

    Words death…
    SonG
    goes…
    Emotions
    word music
    back.. to liFe aGain..
    iN dance aLL.. iS wHole..:)

    Ah yes.. lull of death..
    been tHere done iT
    wHere tHere iS
    NO coming
    back..
    yet
    awake
    again..now
    dead or alive..
    iS iT life or
    reAlly heaven
    i’LL alWays kNownow..:)

    Hell spoon feeds
    from Heaven’s
    birth.. Death
    comes..
    escape
    culture strange…
    Live now… as baby
    breathes
    floWers
    colors
    liFe Again..:)

    Sensual Natures human
    beinG reigns reins
    rains BrigHter
    WiNter wE
    breathes.. a dance..
    a SonG.. energy
    explodes.. wE
    A UniVerse pLays
    spiRal
    gOlden
    WayS..:)

    cOld feet
    marriages
    more than
    two….now..
    swimmingly
    handsome.. too
    many fish in ocean blues..
    frilly
    white
    frowns
    come back..;)

    Emotions fiGht
    observance
    with aches
    and pains..
    sadness..
    battles
    leg pain…
    necks.. strangle
    headaches.. long now
    away from comfort tear..
    Emotions and Pain.. two
    paths.. oNe balanCinG
    iN peaceful
    bliss..
    emoTions
    free.. moves
    body/mind
    way oF
    Nature True..:)

    Humans are the only
    animals smart enough
    to live and stay now
    where
    they
    die naked..
    oh.. the functional
    disabilities of
    human
    clothes
    iN places
    for fur
    no longer.. now
    hairless apes..:)

    Breaking here from
    visit at my mother’s
    house all lounged
    out on
    recliner
    with iMac Pro
    employed on
    lap with
    10 fingers
    free to
    type away..
    back to Big
    iMac at home
    to do more
    soon..
    9:16 pm..
    2162016..
    Back at 11:47 pm..:)

    SMiLes it all goes back to the escape from
    the cave and entrance into the cage..
    pre-prepared meals..
    means conflict..
    and a life
    without
    a true
    forAGE
    with Nature..
    where the cave is
    only for shelter and
    humans are for entertainment..:)

    Sometimes.. i forget how lucky
    i am to be in complete control
    oF thOughts and emoTions..
    as once iT was ALL
    CHAOS.. WiTH
    ALMOST
    ZERO
    CONTROL..
    aLL iS nOW..
    anything
    iS possible
    iN change…
    fiNding A
    path that works
    iS challenge..
    A pLace to
    fiNd first
    iNside..:)

    Ah.. yes.. UniCoRn.. 2am affect..
    when waves of bRain
    settle down from
    Beta to
    Alpha
    to twiliGht
    Theta creative
    states.. worries
    gOne.. miNd fLows..
    MaGic MiNeDaLive aGaiN..:)

    sPeaKinG oF Storms..
    ramPage iN Gulf
    Tornadoes here
    yesterday all around
    my home in Center Aim..
    we are spared with little
    torrent at all.. but widespread
    destruction all around from
    safe
    base here..:)

    Named storms of Europe now..
    surprise Tornadoes
    in Winter
    Spring
    of Florida too..
    Weather changes..
    And we survive on..:)

    SMiLes.. i too.. rather
    have words
    lead me..
    than attempt
    to tale ’em
    what
    to
    do..
    we live in a sickly
    society full of
    prickly
    rules
    and
    construction..:)

    Human energy comes
    and goes.. high and
    low.. it swirls
    a’round
    oR siT
    styles iN comma
    semi-colon
    states
    oF
    sTIII..:)

    Water comes
    Water goes..
    hUman
    fLows goes..
    ‘comes Water..:)

    Green Daffodil sprOuts
    break pebbles oF
    February
    SpRinG..
    first siGn oF
    March after
    Valentine’s
    Yellow Flower
    Daffodil SinGs..:)

    WeLL.. my.. my..
    Lynn.. if not
    for De’s third
    i can count you
    at the end once again..
    alas.. i farthest of all
    after De.. just three
    prompts behind.. he
    HE.. but haha..
    never failed
    to poeticAlly
    comment
    on any Dverse
    poem yet..
    since
    April
    of 2015..
    and by Easter..
    my own next
    Novel iN Anthology
    of that coming again..
    iN ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
    in other words.. sMiles
    and thanks for the
    inspiration
    and yes..
    i loved
    your
    poem
    by the way..
    in other words..
    i’m not here to
    play paint by
    numbers
    poeTry
    or
    video games..
    iN Blues scream oF death..;)

    SMiLes
    De.. you beat
    Lyn at the end.. so
    i must tale ya too.. now..
    thanks for the inspiration
    almost meeting my hobby
    milestone.. of responding
    to all dVerse poems.. since
    April of 2015.. in whatever
    poetic expression.. comes what may..
    my third novel also coming just for fun..
    compriSinG ALL OF THAT..
    around Easter..
    ah.. what hobbies
    can.. do
    for poe
    try..
    no sighs
    when fully
    employed
    by now..
    and sure i
    LoL and
    LuL
    L whenever
    F’s i like.. now..
    F R E e D uh..:)

    Well.. that’s the end
    of the fourth prompt
    behind.. all about
    Quadrille Lulls..
    now i say
    bye..
    and go
    to sleep..
    only three
    more full
    prompts
    and about
    80 or 90
    or so.. more
    poems formorrow..
    catchup-sTill-comes..:)

    2172016
    12:45 am…

  8. Victoria says..

    Sounds as though you enjoyed
    Valentine’s Day–such a lovely wife.

    i say..

    SMiLes.. Victoria.. so
    glad you were able
    to visit with
    me today.. on my

    http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

    faster blogger site..
    see you again
    on the dVerse
    trail.. currently
    behind 4 prompts
    but no milestone
    too high…
    iN April
    i will have
    poeticAlly
    responded to
    all prompts on
    all links for one
    entire dVerse year..
    and i just
    might publish
    my third Novel..
    of 40K or so
    words with
    all of that..
    around
    Easter..
    and it will
    be named
    ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
    the tortoise wins the
    race when he never gives up..;)

  9. SpiRit oF HeARt communicates
    through senses.. feelings..
    sensuality.. raw
    through mind
    and boDy
    balance..
    the chill
    of ecstasy when
    one captures God’s
    communication and
    attention riSinG to
    tears of eYes
    ageless
    timeless
    refRaiN iN
    God feeLinGs
    human arising..
    from toe to crown
    oF hAir.. wE Live
    a world of external..
    God Lives uS internal
    yes.. senses.. feelings
    sensuality.. God iN uS
    FeeLinG Love as uS..
    God iN uS.. words..
    approximations
    for what
    is Real NOW
    inside.. outside..
    above so below..
    all around weNow..
    God’s voice is no
    word.. number.. or
    other symbol oF idol
    ALONE GOD’S VOICE
    iS REAL.. GOD’S VOICE ALLONE..
    iS ALL oF uS and aLL others
    too.. when wE SinG a SonG
    of liFe danCinG
    FrEEd..:)

  10. Yes.. the
    Sun iS shining
    now.. Viv.. Yes..! Love
    THaT change.. for N0W!..:)

    SMiLes.. So True.. jannatwrite..
    and OMG! My soUl lives online..
    Tranhumance iS i.. for n0w at least..

    SMiLes.. Lillian.. When i was cut off… then..
    from the rest of flesh humanity for 66 months..
    Becoming friends.. wITh words literAlly saved
    my liFe.. Like those POW’s who etch words on
    priSon wAlls.. and i suppose the sAMe can be
    said for aLL human art as savior of our hEart
    SpiRit.. and SouL.. iN liGht oF aLL truth now..

    Yes.. friend.. ghostmmnc.. And now as a recovered
    person from Fibromyalgia.. i for one FeeL the cause
    to be in body/mind disconnect wHere mY cure now
    iS Dance.. SonG.. and PoeTry.. to now once aGaiN
    gain miNd and BoDy balance of Integrated SoUl..
    and i for one believe now that human myths like
    Pan and Apollo are centered on the truth and
    liGht of these natural human heaLinG Forces
    that were once now only Dance and SonG
    before the written word.. now to a group
    beat danCinG naKed fRee a’round a
    moonlit campfire briGht… then..
    Have we as a culTure now
    trUly devolved
    aGaiN
    this way..
    i FeeL yes..
    and ‘think not’
    to arrive at that
    truth and liGht
    without type
    or
    penow..:)

  11. Back at 9:33 am.. and now
    on to Rondel poeTry at
    dVerse online poeTry
    site.. where
    i WiLL continue
    on in Free verse
    style of
    simply
    being
    free iN
    Truth and LiGht
    of what i am as me..:)

    SMiLes.. Love iN uS
    Love iN thEm..
    Love iN uS
    survives
    when
    real..
    iN i AM Love..:)

    *
    Sad how words
    can become almost
    the only guide of our
    lives.. wHere theRe iS
    so much more iN senses
    feeLinGs.. seNsuaLitY..
    heLL yes.. rAw
    seX.. let’S
    geT Real..
    And moving..
    connecting creating
    wheRe.. dance and martial
    arts.. free floWing like
    water wiTh no
    instruction
    can bRinG
    uS more
    aLive
    iN proprioceptive
    ways of minDful awareness
    oF flesh and blood
    plant and animal
    environment
    that iS
    aliVe
    iNside.. ouTside..
    above.. so below..
    aLL around
    uS that can
    rUSt iN
    crUSty
    remnants
    oF tEXt
    iN dead
    human
    DNA..
    Intelligences rise
    up out of text
    dead oF
    yestermorrow..:)

    Tree Bark Scales
    noW gRow oN GRow
    off.. liVing tree
    cares not
    lives
    life GRows
    tAller never
    weiGhing
    scAles
    oF othEr
    trees..
    LiGht liVes
    iN oN LEaves
    shaDow liGht..:)

    *
    Marionett oF poeTry
    sTrinGS.. rhyme this
    line with that line..
    this word with 2nd
    3rd and 5th word
    in the line
    before that..
    WheRe does
    Art gRow
    when
    stil
    ted
    by rules..
    sure.. iN puppet
    stRinGs of
    concrete
    sidewalk King’s Bluose..:)

    Side note stARts..
    WInks.. gotta love
    some oN my asterisks
    folks.. now..
    i break aLL
    tHeir rules
    wITh ease
    and pleAsure..
    erase me.. delete
    me.. blank me..now
    moderate
    me out..
    but ya
    can’t do
    anything about
    gettin’ rid
    of me then..
    or crucifYing
    mY spiRit now..
    why does history
    alWays repeat itself..
    tHeir are alWays innovative
    hEartists.. knocked out of the ranks
    of snooty knows.. and history
    shows they alWays bounce
    back with greater
    creativity
    than
    ever before..
    new grows
    stay
    sames..
    side note
    note endinG
    with glee..
    MaKing straight
    A’s iS the least
    oF ‘yoUr’ problems..
    been tHere dOne iT
    already and
    perfectionIsm’s
    slave oF rules
    iS a path
    way to
    hell
    iN
    what
    CAN be
    fREeD heaven now..
    WinGS oF BreeZe
    free form from
    side walk
    HELL:.!.:)
    yes.. now..
    2 out of 25
    asterisks iN
    this group
    of Rondel
    poet’s
    now..
    in
    dust
    gone by
    oh.. so..
    predictable
    same is now..
    but 8 percent
    of dissension
    for what i am..
    not sad at all
    with 92% ayes
    among
    the
    neyes
    against
    menow..meOW..
    wITH pURRfiX..;)

    SAdly we live
    iN a world wHere
    Intellect rUles
    FeeLinG.. FeelinGs
    free rule
    intellect
    when..
    ignoRed..
    wHole we
    are when tRuly
    free male and
    female
    dArk
    and liGht
    integrated ONE..
    noThing to lose
    when one iS ONE..
    ONE iS ONE..
    FeeLinG
    oF ALL..:)

    SAdly again..
    when no longer
    the hunt for
    food is a jOint
    effort oF forAGe
    true.. stores become
    real in yesternowmorrows
    no longer now relevant..
    a fiGht oF Survival Love..
    moving connecting
    creating live dissolves
    iN human sidewalks
    oF order
    over free..
    iN other words..
    freedom can only
    be attained at the individual
    and smAll group level.. iN hUman
    eYes onlY evolved to flesh connect
    wITh 150 to 200 or so eYes of homogenous
    other.. theRe is no escape from Nature..
    but free iS Nature
    so at lEast wE
    can come back
    for now
    wHere We
    are.. iNsanity
    oF a society iN
    population exploding
    sTill oF hairless small
    group apes.. is no
    escape but
    back to the
    past as future
    now once
    more
    now
    free
    iN
    fur
    of ancestral
    truths core to uS..
    liGht iN smAll moVing
    connecting creative now
    homogenous groups.. wHere
    strife will alWays be
    the different aMonG
    uS togetHeR
    iN Black and
    White Spectrums
    of aLL wE can bE
    iN colored Life
    oF RainBow
    hopes..
    now
    iS
    ALL that counts
    for now at leaSt and
    so much more humAn
    potenTial great!ER N0W..:)

    FeeLinGs oF eYes
    noW alWays
    more valUable
    than
    aN
    iNfiniTy
    oF words..
    then..:)

    SMiLes.. then now
    alWays cautious
    of church am i..
    after aLL science
    SayeS clergy
    top ten
    iN
    psychoPathy
    LoRe.. lesSon
    lEarned bY
    YEShua
    now then..
    so sAdly
    forgotten
    rotting
    bye
    divorced
    bRide
    oF church
    then now..:)

    SMiLes.. wE are ALL
    ONE.. N0W.. hidden
    truth we are aLL
    mothers
    and fathers
    brothers
    and sisters
    oF ALLONE
    tribe.. unTil..
    wE own each other
    and Nature.. aS LieS..:)

    Answer iS simple
    my friend.. and so
    complex..
    hard
    as weLL..
    as aBove
    so beLow
    dark above
    light below
    liGht rises
    ouT oF dArk..
    friEnd noW oF
    liGht iS AlWays dARk..
    those maKinG God then
    Angel and Devil separate
    most often now
    fAil to
    fiNd
    greaTest
    liGht as DArk..
    but sure God iS
    God oF dArk and
    liGht ALL.. theRe is nOthing
    but free iN WorKinG for God
    iN both
    dARk
    and liGht
    Free as GOD..
    wILL PLeASE
    LiGht
    aS DArk..
    ALLN0W..:)

    Golden child born
    at the end of
    July 2013..
    new reins
    rain
    son
    iN NeW
    EngLanD
    rises..:)

    SMiLes.. hUman
    naTure waVes
    oF connecTions
    no lesS
    wiLd
    cAlls
    Ocean
    breeze iN
    sAlt oF human tOuch
    eYes blue seas brOwn..
    green more aLivE..
    God sMiles
    iN rear
    seats
    oF human
    pasSiOns..:)

    PoeTry oF heARt
    beats Jocks
    alWays
    real
    miX
    too.. beYond
    REAL.. Free..:)

    Living next to each
    otHeR UniVerse
    aWay.. UniVerse
    so cold iN dArk..
    so wArm iN
    heArts liGht..
    LiGht first
    Truth
    neXt..
    Love over
    WiSdom flYs
    aS oNe.. N0W..:)

    Same…
    Zero now..
    sidewalk
    hell now
    human
    being..
    robot
    walk
    Zombie
    Apocalypse
    R E A LiNow..
    streets feet dead..:)

    SMiLes.. i got
    married.. then..
    when i was
    SUPER
    poor..
    nothing to
    lose all to
    gain as Love..
    plus and minus
    20K not spent
    on wedding
    gaLore..
    ha!.. and
    my 26th wedding
    anniversary and my
    sTill top muse hasn’t
    aged
    not
    even
    more than
    26 years young…
    our anniversary this
    Sunday.. and hax2!..
    i can prove
    her never
    aging by
    photos long
    term too..
    Amazing
    what the
    Internet
    can prove
    MIRACLES ARE
    REAL.. WHEN ETCHED ONLINE..
    WitH
    heARt
    2.. everlasting..
    dreams no longer myths..
    crazy a heARt
    weLL
    deeper
    than
    sane..
    gWins again..;)

    SpRing Azaleas bloom
    in Winter heat..
    Winter
    cOld floWers
    wait for frosty
    gRound..
    Tornadoes
    come next
    iN balanCinG
    revenge..
    spectators
    oF awEsome
    Nature aLL are wE..:)

    Our feral cat
    Yellow Boy..
    brave traveler
    of days gOne
    by.. feline
    leukemia..
    trapped
    now inside..
    Love an immune
    system.. liFe gRows
    LonG.. cAll oF
    wiLd
    smeLL
    sTill stroNg..
    cAlls mE too..
    LesSon oF wiLd
    hUman Free too..:)

    Same.. an iNvenTion
    that starts with sticks
    scratching imaginary
    connections of stars in
    skies.. with prehensile
    thumb engaged to
    fingers in sand..
    concrete letters
    in sanskrit words..
    collecting words..
    words become
    us next.. written..
    maKinG trees into
    predictable angles
    squares and other
    imaginary
    connections
    of sTar
    sTill..
    skY
    scrapers
    iN Walls
    and Ceilings
    of HouShunG priSons..
    4 inch
    screens
    scream
    sAMe
    uS
    now..
    no longer
    tRee of liFe
    wE are dead alive..
    Escape.. sImply
    tUrn iT ALL oFF..
    back
    to
    Nature
    F-culture
    e-Scape
    back
    to REAL..
    all ya need
    iS a meal and
    some sImpLy shelTer
    away from bUcks
    of letters
    and
    words..
    and otHer
    concrete symbols..
    WitH.. oF course.. otHeR
    people and the rest of
    Nature freer iN backyard HeaVens..:)

    Ah.. sMiles.. my friend
    after letting go of
    a dear grey friEnd..
    my wife and i just
    talked about how
    we never picked
    out a cat..
    the neighbor’s
    cats rebeLLed
    and owned
    us
    instead..
    cats feel
    love.. sadly
    most people
    onLY kNow..:)

    SMiLes.. church
    divide.. then..
    witch unity
    yes.. now..
    Nature’s
    true magic
    rides free
    iN uS
    when ONE..
    JuSt cAll
    me Pan
    for now..
    or anything else..
    no instructions
    or guidelines
    for my kinda
    magic.. now
    all innate..
    instinctual
    and intuitive.. my friend..
    straiGht from riSinG source
    that lives
    as US.. white
    and black
    grey
    ‘tween
    colors
    beyond now..
    rainBows aLiVe..:)

    Sacred CeMetery
    mesSAge..
    alWays
    liVe
    noW..:)

    PoeTry oF heARt
    beats Jocks
    alWays
    real
    miX
    too.. beYond
    REAL.. Free..:)

    SMiLes.. buy
    a cheap home
    iN woods
    alWays
    Priceless
    back
    yard..
    better
    now ALL
    PAID
    oFF
    fuLLY
    Free iN
    Tree oF i..
    bRanching
    leaves so far
    no anchors left..
    loan stones gone..:)

    Now goes on..
    human
    time
    trails
    back..
    forward noW on..
    for we who are free..:)

    Psychopathic folks
    never escape view..
    visual thinker
    first
    before
    words come..
    late at age 4…
    eYes oF deceit
    fail.. no escape
    from eYes..
    first..
    teLL
    taLes
    liVe..
    iNeYes..:)

    All caught
    up now to
    Rondel challenge full 25
    oF free verse from me..
    a brunch break in the
    middle and now
    for real
    lunch
    bigger..
    and after that
    the start of
    Monday Haibun
    in Fredbun
    style..
    but first
    a dance
    in sand
    and sun
    FREE!..
    one more
    prompt after
    that for Tuesday
    homeroomstyle stuff..
    and i’m all caught up..
    unTil cycle sTarts
    again
    to
    morrow..;)

    1:07 pm
    2172016

  12. Ancestors migrating across the globe.. Maternal Side Cherokee and Sioux from Asia over Bering Straight.. With English as well.. over Atlantic too.. Paternal Side.. long lost stories of black sheep X-Catholic Priest Grandfather born in Ireland of Rainsford Native Mother of Guinness Beer properties.. and born of Father from family of Watchmakers in Black Forest of Germany.. he starts at the Vatican as legal counsel.. moves on as Priest to South Africa.. then he has a Parish in Gator Land of Gainesville.. and moves further North to Panhandle of Perry County.. at 36.. finds a 17 year old Cajun girl.. super scandalous huh.. in pews.. with ancestors from France and Spain.. some of this unknown to me.. per Rainsford and Guinness Beer just last year.. when relatives from Ireland research and find us here….

    And sure.. the Black Sheep of me groWing both DArker and LiGhter as records show.. irony abounds iN aLL about me now.. anyWaYs.. watching a documentary.. as sometimes TV specialist Katrina will provide.. for my quick view.. all about Bill Maher.. Solidad O’Brien.. and Bill O’Reilly from theRe.. they find common ancestors.. in Ireland.. and ha! perhaps i am too.. the world is a small place when DNA record resurface in either tongue or labs of yesteryears true.. so sure i have a German Surname but as the red hairs still left in my mustache do show.. there is a mischievous elf in me just waiting for March 17th.. to re-appear.. but
    no.. i will
    always
    be a green
    Pan too..
    pied piper
    of DeliGht
    iN words do
    GRow..
    i go wHere
    i like
    and come
    back now
    to LiGht
    aGaiN..:)

    Okay.. that’s my style of HaiBun.. two stylish narrative prose and poeTry free verse paragraphs.. followed by a trailing end of free Verse poetry vertically sorta Haiku..
    as so.. free.. is here.. please
    join me
    as the
    pied
    piper
    of i..
    continues
    to sing free
    without
    even a
    magic
    flute
    now..;)

    oops.. that’s two and
    half or more or so
    Haikus here.. not
    allowed in
    official
    poeTry
    Land
    in FRED
    BUN STYLE..
    but baby
    there just
    ain’t nothing
    official about
    the free that
    is me.. it jUSt
    flows and goes
    forevernow
    infinitum
    iN Irish
    eYes..
    letting aLL GO..
    no.. theRe’s
    no dying..
    did you
    reaLLy think
    theRE was.. thEre
    iS only now ‘you big
    Dummy’ like Red
    Foxx might
    say..
    anyway..
    what does
    the Fox
    say..
    whatever
    the F he likes
    without harm of
    course.. need no
    bunnies.. when
    grocery
    stores
    are top
    heavy
    full..
    of milk.. for free..
    online at
    least..
    all
    virtual
    as such..
    hmm.. tasty
    treats for me
    G A l o r E..
    kinda like
    THAT
    James
    Bond
    movie
    if ya
    sTill
    feel what
    i mean baby
    now for sure..
    Anyway a 6 foot
    Elf at 230LBs of
    muscle.. i am now..
    and hmm.. as i re-call
    a year ago.. i did this
    on the 17th of February
    then too.. yeah.. just look
    it up Fred.. consult yoUr
    at the tip of my
    Fingers.. nifty
    Secretary
    Google
    now..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/18/magick-flute-2017/

    Yes.. here it is.. and the Magic
    Flute of 2017 forecast
    in this post
    published
    on February
    18 iS STill
    here too.. now..
    yeah.. don’t you
    kNow then.. many of
    my ancestors spent
    their time dancing.. singing..
    and drinking a pint or two of
    ale.. or in the case of
    my Indian one’s..
    perhaps
    a plant
    or a mushroom
    or two too..
    all sober
    for me..
    got my
    far out
    epigenetic
    genes aLL turned O’Now!..;)

    Yeah.. i kNow.. i’ve become too much
    of a mythical creature away
    from sidewalks..
    squares..
    and other
    angular
    human
    scared
    stiff..
    stuff.. now..
    God doesn’t scare
    me any more ’cause
    God is my
    play pal
    alWays
    FREE WitH
    me now.. iN the
    briGhtest beaches
    and deep bLacKest
    Forrest Gumption
    oF me
    now..:)

    OMG! Fred! that poem
    was too long they
    miGht fire
    ya from
    Official
    PoeTry
    Land if
    ya don’t
    cut it short..
    well no of course
    not.. like that Indian
    Girl said.. looKinG just
    like wife Katrina.. in fact
    me.. as John Smith
    with Blonde
    Hair too..
    IF YOU FUCKING
    CUT DOWN THE
    SYCAMORE
    YOU WILL
    NEVER
    FIND
    OUT
    HOW
    TALL
    IT WILL
    GROW..
    GET IT..
    I AM A FUCKING
    SYCAMORE GROwInG
    Taller now sTill.. wInks..
    we Elves can get
    testy
    now
    and
    then..;)

    And yes.. don’t you kNow
    and feel the colors
    of the WiNd
    are elf
    green
    as skyes
    blue
    eYes..
    with Purple and Gold
    Spangles of Mardi
    Gras deLight
    and i WiLL
    SinG with
    INfiniTy
    as long
    as the colors
    of God hold
    me true
    and free
    iN arms of Love..
    wITh winds breeze
    Fearless iN tales
    of long and far
    and now
    so
    me
    hehe..
    do you know
    who am i
    now..
    that’s okay
    only i WiLL
    ever feel
    that
    as
    me.. a unique
    gift of God iT iS
    and you
    the
    sAMe
    pARt
    of wHole
    sAMe.. they
    wILL never cut
    me dOWn.. end
    and beginning of
    story already safe
    on servers online..
    groWing taller
    sure but
    alWays
    just
    tall
    enough
    for now
    as aLways
    fearless Love
    WiLL just Have
    all that iS.. GOD NOW..:)

    And now.. skipping off to
    the normal folk’s places..
    Haibun dVerse Quotes
    here i come.. now..
    again..;)
    4:13 pm…
    Back at 4:44 pm..

    almost work-out
    now.. but i’LL sPit
    a few out
    iN poEtry
    dVerse Haibun
    land first..;)

    For me at least..
    a Female Captain
    of a Military
    station.. she.. my
    boss.. loaded me
    down with more
    and more work..
    broke me
    down..
    in a two
    year span..
    finAlly
    for 5 years
    almost dead..
    and now i am
    Free.. a big wet
    kiss is coming her
    way if i ever see
    that sea
    witch
    of dArk
    to liGhTest
    bliss aGain..

    Oops.. forgot the
    Fredku..

    Sea Witch then
    no problems
    now..:)

    *
    Well.. theRe are
    domesticated cats
    without a care..
    and then
    there are
    Feral
    cats who
    know and
    feel the
    rules of the wIld..
    always alert.. alWays
    mind and body aware
    they live.. while
    domesticated
    lives half
    or less
    of life..
    now..

    i’ll be half
    and half..
    o’joy..:)

    Some fear dArk..
    others cynic liGht
    other animals
    feel iT
    aLL deLight
    and struggle
    sAMe liGht
    or
    dArk..
    liVing FreE
    RUles n0w..:)

    Origin of all disorders
    of lack oF empathy most
    often start at birth
    without a warm
    breast.. then..
    and hands
    of touch
    and feel..
    path
    is often laid
    down for never
    feeling or filling
    essence nowiN
    Chalice of heARt..

    Grow garden Love
    or never
    LiVes Now..:)

    *
    True human
    maturity
    iS when
    Love
    lives
    within
    only
    giving
    never taking
    never sorry…

    alWays
    love
    living..:)

    SMiLes.. tHere
    iS a box of
    chocolates
    sitting on the
    table from V Day..
    but i’ll save it now
    for my Sunday
    anniversary
    with wife..
    as there is
    both
    sweet
    and heavy
    iN chocolate
    so dark.. never
    wiLL i guess more..

    flavoRed dArk..
    i’LL juSt
    enJoy iT ALL..:)

    AlWays change with
    Nature first..
    Humans bring
    sAMe constructs
    last.. SMeLLs
    oF Nature
    coNstant
    first..

    Nature’s way
    change
    Records same..:)

    *
    Friends come and
    go.. families
    more often
    stay..
    than
    stray..
    pets live
    pets die..
    When Love
    Lives as
    uS onE iT
    never dies..

    Love iS
    worth
    Living n0w..:)

    TRain of Love
    kNows no
    tracks
    but
    Love..

    Train Station Love
    moves
    aLways Love..:)

    5:38 pm..
    back later
    after work
    out
    refresh..:)
    Back at 11:20 pm..

    Bare feet make us stronger
    And we are born of Star Dust..
    you’ve already found the
    charming
    Prince..
    with blue
    lake eyes..
    so aLL..
    oF this
    iS real..

    Dreams real
    abyss
    now gOne..:)

    SmALL groups of foragers..
    herders and even.. some
    farmers.. closer to
    Nature
    away
    from toils
    and troubles
    of human becoming
    machine.. suicide
    eYes.. ring
    Zombie
    truth…

    sad away
    from Nature close
    so strong..:)

    Ugh.. office work
    sitting still.. rover
    i.. almost then kills
    me in just five years..
    computer work okay
    but supervise over
    30 employees
    iN front
    of a
    scream…

    no place
    for humans
    me no machine..:)

    Humans so versatile
    pings ‘come sweet music
    human touch ‘comes ping..

    PingsinGs
    Nature
    adapts alWays..:)

    SMiLes.. iN depth of mY
    illness.. dreams so
    strange as Ativan
    comes and goes..
    mansion in the woods
    i dream of with swimming
    pool and two story guest house..
    ponds crystal clear iN forest green..

    Now recovered
    FoRest ManSioNs
    houses mean noThing..:)

    Adventure of liFe
    starting at birth..
    10 toes 10 fingers
    breathing and warm..

    stArt..
    enough..
    now let’s go..:)

    dArk i welcome..
    liGht i appreciate..
    Life iS iT.. so
    i move
    ahead..
    don’t look back…

    DArk dreams
    soothe
    Appreciation’s liGht..:)

    So let iT bE
    writTen.. so leT
    iT bE dOne.. sKin
    and hAir may
    fade
    but spiRit
    CAN alWays riSe..

    SoUl.. gRowsOld
    nOne
    featheRed dreams..:)

    66 months..
    3 am.. i walked
    then… niGht’s dArk..
    street liGhts briGht
    aS SuN.. stinGinG eYes
    sTilL iN sHades.. oH..
    VampiRe
    liFe
    real…
    unTil morNing
    staR oF LiFe comes
    for me once more…

    LiGht
    reiGns
    LiFe aGaiN..:)

    RE:
    Creation
    Life’s stories
    unfOld.. RE:

    tiRinG
    WHeels
    may rubBer more..;)

    i find.. with zero
    worries and
    100%
    belief
    magic
    iS real
    no iFs ands
    or buts wrOng…

    Moving..
    connecting..
    creating.. practice..:)

    poeTry writTen
    poeTry suNg
    poeTry danCinG..

    under
    moon
    liGht glows..:)

    SinG hiGh
    sunG Low
    fAiry
    tales
    Spoke
    wheels
    spake
    SonG..
    tUrn oN…

    Sun and Moon
    feedBack
    leT tHeir bE liGht..:)

    dArK leSsonS
    best when
    Sun
    comes
    back..

    RetUrn oF
    liGht
    briGht Peace reign..:)

    Haibun.. a weeklong
    Monday prompt
    but caught
    up now..
    12:11 am..
    2182016..
    potentiAlly
    more to come wITh
    this.. and last catch
    up prompt iN morning comes..:)

  13. http://gigoid.me/2013/01/22/look-its-twitching/#comment-18229

    It took me many years to truly appreciate how fortunate
    i was to almost always be the odd out outcast
    among the group i was iN..
    nows for introspection
    what a gift that
    was.. lost then..
    and found again..
    ALL-n-ALL.. iS
    ALL.. and no two
    see/feel the sAMe
    ALL.. larger.. and
    smAller pARts we now
    are.. but never the less
    ALL-n-ALL iS Real enough
    for us to be here now.. and
    some live in Hell and others
    live in Heaven.. been to both
    places and yes
    heaven is
    a much
    cooler
    place to be
    temperatures hot
    and cold easy to
    accommodate
    iN sKin so
    comfort
    able
    iN
    Nature’s balance
    again.. pArt wE
    Are as wHole..
    some forces
    more
    power
    full than
    others.. ah
    but to now
    disrespect
    any pArt iS
    to dis-respect
    the Whole.. no
    escape from pARt
    no escape from Whole..
    Art iS what i Love.. Art now
    to be
    iS
    what
    i am now..
    wiTh relative
    free will.. enough
    to regulate emotions
    and integrate senses
    iS ALL-n-ALL for me..:)

  14. Bookmark here..
    in this ‘comments
    section’ now then..
    for dVerse Tuesday
    prompt all about rooms..;)

    Okay.. back at 10:12 am..
    2182016.. to get write
    on that prompt
    in micro to
    macro
    poetic
    expression..;)

    Hmm.. some
    detours around
    the world.. back
    now again.. at
    11:00 am..
    with Sun
    and Sand
    dance coming
    soon.. taking
    precedence over
    writing as
    Thursday
    iS holy
    R &
    R day
    for flesh
    and blood
    FULL ACTIVITIES
    FOR ME AWAY FROM
    E-LINE SUFFO
    CAT
    iON..;)

    but i’ll do
    a few
    (at
    least
    one)
    what
    the heLL
    first..

    And after
    that it WiLL
    be F
    iN enough
    for this
    post
    as OMG
    this one
    titled soon
    as
    ‘SpiRit oF HeaRt SoaRS’ iS
    gEttING way biG
    and hiGh
    too..;)

    F iT..
    i’m just
    gonna stop
    here.. and
    Tuesday
    Prompt
    WiLL juSt
    have to wait
    for the comments
    section iN the
    next sOaRinG
    post
    theRe..
    it’s F iN
    now.. now..
    to dance..
    wITh some
    ending comments..
    as prelude below..
    to my 98th week
    of Rave
    dance
    at
    Old Seville
    Quarter too..
    wheRe more fun
    photos WiLL
    be coming
    soon
    iN
    way of
    dance too..
    and yes..
    other
    stuff
    MORE
    as
    alWays
    MORE..;)

  15. http://gigoid.me/2016/02/18/radio-arguments-on-tv/#comment-18236

    Perhaps the greatest problem of humankind is
    they overAll have tHeir head stuck iN thEir aSs..
    It’s not a nice thing to say true..
    but sure sometimes the truth
    doesn’t smELL good to folks..
    First.. Second.. and third
    word problem is God
    as a concept
    and a
    noun
    instead
    of real
    and a verb
    that moves
    instead oF
    staGnates
    as sAMe.. now
    All the answers
    to the UniVerse
    are as Nautilus..
    GOD moves as the
    sHeLL that is the
    work of the Nautilus
    iN Golden Spiral way..
    why sure Heaven and
    Hell live in and as
    a sHeLL with Hell
    and EL..
    and even
    Mother
    Nature
    as SHe..
    but most people
    are too busy
    living
    inside
    tHeir head
    to see the sMaLLer
    biG and smALL
    picture asOne
    FORCE
    OF BEiNG…
    To look outside
    of one’s self.. to
    move.. to connect..
    to create.. iS the
    journey and
    pATh
    oF the
    Nautilus
    and us
    yes.. us
    exists iN
    and as the
    Nautilus
    too..
    So yes.. God
    exists iN and
    as ALL.. and OMG
    tHeir are siGns of
    God even in the
    the G of Sign
    that when
    removed
    leaves
    sin..
    and sure
    theRe is i
    iN Sin
    and
    iN..
    But to put iT iN
    Layman terms
    that is basiCally
    another spelling
    of my name in
    precisely how
    the sur
    one
    sounds..
    that is also
    the original
    name for the
    first sand
    and water
    silt God
    reference iN
    thAT book named
    ‘A History of God’
    page 8… by
    Karen Armstrong
    per Lahmu
    and
    Lahamn
    the rabbit whole
    of i alOne.. continues to gain
    depth and simplicity as now
    gRows on.. ‘Build thee more
    stately mansions’.. the logo
    of my college wheRe
    i gained those
    three degrees..
    a humble
    Nautilus
    for mascot
    who builds the
    visible form of the
    Milky Way as sHeLL
    without questions of iS
    or end.. that last for aeons
    as siGn of God sTill to come
    as is.. then and now.. the UniVErse
    of work the Nautilus does jUSt to live..
    free as iS.. no questions just do it
    as the Goddess
    Nike
    says
    when she
    sells shoes
    for us to just
    do it too.. free
    as is.. three Nautilus
    shells as three sixes sit
    upon my desk.. i work out
    with Nautilus machines since
    i was 21.. the Nautilus sHell
    and sixes have followed me
    from birth born on
    6660 so perhaps
    that is an
    o’Men
    a’Men
    of sorts
    but who gives
    a f**K.. i am just
    here as the Nautilus
    is to build a shEll and who
    knows or feels perhaps one
    day someone will tell the tale
    of the Nautilus
    that is me as
    God as sAMe..
    the smArter a person
    iS in intelligence and
    Art the easier it is to
    see and feel God
    at 100% faith
    and belief
    ’cause
    even with
    Logic
    the siGns
    are so many
    that the Truth and
    Light of God as all
    N ALL.. iS Mpossible
    to miss.. as we are simply
    and complexly eYes of
    God tiNy and
    smALL..
    and the
    GreAteSt
    magic of
    ALL iS God
    talks back
    to God
    kNow
    wITh or
    wIThout
    anyone else
    to hEar a tree
    fAlling iN the FoRest of ALL..
    But anyway.. before i could
    speak at age 3.. i kNew
    this as an old
    soUl already
    of course
    as my
    ancestors
    and i have
    been here
    aLL a long..
    with no breaks
    in that chain of struggle
    and survival or otherwise
    my Nautilus shell would not exist..
    it’s a comfortable feeling to know and
    feel wheRe i am.. whomever i am is..
    that’s all i need to kNow and
    feel.. even if most of
    the rest of the
    world..
    lives
    with tHeir
    head up an aSs..
    when they could
    simply bE as GOD..
    and sure compleX like
    me..
    as
    tree..
    YnoT..;)

    So iN Short.. noW
    whAt thiS mEans
    gigoid iS.. yeS..
    thE SHeLL
    you wriTe
    heRe matterS
    A WhOLE
    lOt..
    and by the
    way H iS tHe
    symbol for
    balanCinG God
    iN/aS uS.. two ones
    as 11/2 iN hemispheres
    of Brain and heMispHeres
    of earth joining togetHeR
    at
    Center
    balance H..
    add EL and
    L
    and
    the story
    juSt geTs stRanger..;)

    FiNal
    nOte:
    thiS iS mY
    proof for thE
    exisTence oF God..
    doesn’t take a RocKet
    ScientiSt or PoPe to fiGure
    out.. juSt
    a hUman
    iN NautilUs
    esSence.. aS FRiEnD..;)

    See.. i exist
    everywHere..
    even iN
    FRiEnD
    wIThout
    thE sMaLL
    leTTers..
    in..;)

    SMiLes.. gigoid.. you help
    mY sHeLL gRow..
    tHere iS no more
    i can asK noW
    oF anotHeR
    hUman
    bEinG
    than that..
    othER than
    sHeLL N0W..
    thAt iS i.. aS
    NauTiLuSaLLsNOwOnOW..:)

  16. Facebook Friend Rafiah
    provides a photo of a girl
    sitting cross legged
    on ground
    with
    lunch..
    with only
    lap and shoe
    view of said girl…

    i say..

    FinAlly you share lunch on iPhone..
    Looks interesting but have
    no idea what some of it is..

    #lostinus ..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    There is milk tea in mug, raita in little
    bowl, moli (raddish) kay prathay, and water.
    I know you’ll google the desi terms. wink emoticon

    i say..

    Yes.. googling coming next..
    As my Fredenstein Brain continues
    to spread like TsunAmi..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    Google biryani as well.
    Thats we had for dinner. wink emoticon

    i say..

    Sounds tasty and i’ll
    write on it..wink emoticon

    earlier in the conversation
    i say..

    Oh yes and you have ballerina feet..
    Dance next..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    Those are Juwairyah’s ballerina feet.
    Shes my very close friend. And sometime
    i tell her your tales as well. grin emoticon

    i say..

    All Pakistani women are beautiful and have
    Ballerina feet.. Including dear friend Rafiah..smile emoticon!

    Rafiah provides photo
    of three secretaries
    or in actuality
    girls at school
    formally dressed..
    at desk.. two
    writing
    intently
    and one
    casually viewing
    papers.. and i say..

    Photo says It.. smile emoticon
    (as photo comment is in another language)

    Rafiah says..

    Photo says that its an examination and girls keep
    writing and then dull students wonder about what
    they are writing about. Like you are done with
    Your exam and u turn around to see that
    others are still busy and you get little worried.
    Lol it is supposed to be humorous. tongue emoticon

    i say..

    SMiLes.. Reminds of school.. i finish iN 10 minutes..
    Dream for fifty while others are finishing answers on test..
    Now i keep writing no longer trapped in
    turtle school or workZz..smile emoticon

    #boredtodeathsmart ..wink emoticon

    Rafiah changes Facebook
    cover to girl
    with hair
    covering eyes
    and 4 other strands
    of hair attached to
    4 other faces.. and
    i say..

    4 faces of Eve or Rafiah..
    perhaps a tale to
    come..wink emoticon

  17. Em says:

    Hey you.

    I’ve been playing “Hips” like crazy lately. It’s the BEST dance song.

    • Ha! i’m playing “hips” now ..’em..
      i mean Shawna.. Yes..! Oh yes!!..
      great song.. and i’m sure i’LL have
      more to say later butt meanwhile..
      thanks for coming by..:)!
      Okay.. back..
      just can’t
      stand
      pecking
      on my
      iphone6s..
      one finger
      is not enough..
      And yes.. Love
      All Shakira’s
      songs and
      truly
      ‘hips
      don’t
      lie’..
      okay.. still
      working on catching
      up on dVerse prompts
      two behind.. already
      have visited your
      always
      temporary
      site.. so going
      there now to give
      you some input..
      ’cause by
      the now
      that i
      catch up
      to open link
      night you are
      likely gonna
      be long
      long
      gone..
      sMiles
      and sings..
      hmm.. i mean
      sinks.. dam
      i mean
      winks..
      real time
      baby now
      it’s wHere
      writing
      is at
      or mee..
      wee
      or
      pee..
      whatever
      comes next
      will come next
      all free free like me..;)

      http://emthulian.blogspot.com/2016/02/early-to-climb.html

      Crap.. S..
      almost sa
      id iT aLL
      i mean #1..
      this poem of
      yours named
      ‘Early to Climb’..
      for Thursday
      open link
      night at
      dVerse Poet’s
      Pub.. sure does
      bRing back
      somewhat
      traumatic memories..
      aLL female household..
      OMG! so much estrogen..
      no one to teach me how
      to pee.. and OMG.. like
      Einstein and his shoe strings..
      zippers were extra complicated
      to me.. i think i got that figured
      out somewhere
      around
      second grade..
      the rest of it..
      just no
      memory..
      PTSD
      pee
      trauma..
      is better
      than PSTD..
      see later
      @
      ether
      eal
      net
      LAnd..;)

      Crap #2..
      almost forgot
      to tale
      ya..
      Brilliant!
      as
      alWays..;)

      Ha! your
      blog is
      slowly
      disappearing
      while i write..
      just
      in the
      nick of
      now..
      i guess
      i get here..;)

      http://emthulian.blogspot.com/2016/02/addicted-to-you-avicii.html

      What! it’s back!
      your blog.. i mean..
      don’t know how i
      made most of
      it disappear
      but it’s back!
      yeah.. wife Katrina
      says.. i’m a lot
      like Disney
      World.
      nice to
      visit
      but after
      a while
      carousels
      get
      dizzy..
      yeah.. the
      reason you
      are so fun
      is i
      can’t
      take
      you
      for
      granted..
      clever
      as a
      foxess
      you are..;)

  18. Okay.. i finished
    my other related
    blog duties..
    so i can
    now
    end
    this latest
    epic post by
    yes.. saying
    next i am celebrating
    my 98th Dance week
    niGht with aLL the
    cool college
    age
    folks
    at Good
    Old Seville
    Quarter iN
    Pensacola
    Florida..
    More fun photos
    coming in this
    blog post..
    some
    now
    close
    to the
    we
    wee..
    hour
    of 3 am
    on Friday Morning
    after the dance
    of me
    iS totally
    exhausted
    and while i miGht
    look all smooth
    moves and
    all of that
    during
    the actual
    3 hour
    or so Marathon
    Rave-like Ballet-
    like and Martial-
    arts-like dance..
    when i get home and
    liFt my self out of the
    2014.. Honda Civic Coupe..
    i will be walKinG
    more like
    Red Sanford
    than
    John
    Travolta
    and wife Katrina
    wiLL be laughing
    at me.. saying..
    if only
    your
    dance
    girl
    friends
    could
    see ya now..
    yeah sure.. i’m
    old but like Sia
    says my SpiRit
    is sTill-like
    Titanium..
    never
    ever
    F iN
    Giving up
    the fiGht for
    Life and Love
    Free baby..
    Free
    verse
    ME!..
    So let me photograph
    these moments as
    aLL are
    sacred
    to me..
    like my
    hiGhly emoTioNal
    and spirited friend
    Adele says too..
    and i’ll
    do my
    best to
    act just
    like a movie..
    in Adele style2..
    if i get the liGhTing
    and tUne of me juSt
    as
    is now FREE as
    as as.. is is.. as now..:)

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