Allah’s Art

Words Inspired by my friend Rafiah..

in Sialkot Pakistan..

https://theordinarilyordinary.wordpress.com/2014/11/10/talking-to-ones-beloved/

Ah.. a diversity in life

you find in all the world around you..

And the more we love in life..

even in the pleasures AND the struggles ..

bringS us satisfaction in life as is..

greater and greater..

yes..as IS…

Gogh’s sunflowers..my mother’s dreams made and broken..

yes.. Schrodinger’s cat.. singularity and pluralism.. hEre and tHeRe..

interpretation of poetry not related to others.. and tunes of others stolen..

and hummed as own.. are too the light of love in my life.. as well..

and yes…

so much more.. for life a life of love of life..

IS truly deLight!..:)

Beloved Light in LIFE

as LIFE onE..living..

LIGHT..:)

True Friend means

Unconditional Love..

Yes.. a child of Allah..

who is always tHere

for the other person..

no matter what..

and yes..

this is not a given..

this is the greatest ART

that Allah gives US

the opportunity for in Grace

but no guarantee.. IT IS…

Another greatest gift

is the Gift of Humility

and Humility is the foundation

of the Sacred Unconditional Love of Allah..

the Truest Friend of ALL….

So Allah takes US

like a grain of sand on the beach..

and polishes us with Fierce Waves

in Challenge and Adaptation

to Struggle for this Humility..

until one day..

IT Comes and we are truly Humble

like a grain of sand on the beach.. and then..

WE shine like a diamond brighter and Brighter

in Sacred Unconditional Love..

and those waves become softer

and soothing

until the Heaven of Now

Comes..

and

WE ARE ALL LOVING TOO..

like the Waves of Allah in balance

with waves that flow in THIS Grace filled LOVE….

And then the Light inside US is like the Sun

that revolves around

the Dark Black Hole

that gives it Strength

in gravity to give Life

to an Entire Earth..

IN BRIGHT LIGHT…

And no longer can we hide our LIGHT..

it shines.. It Shines.. and IT SHINES..

more And MORE…

And you Friend..

with your kind words here..

of LOVE too..

make

THIS LOVE LIGHT

Shine Brighter

than ever before… IN ME…

You Friend are a gift from Allah to me..

And Yes..i Sacred Unconditional Love you Friend..:)

AND.. i WILL NEVER LEAVE YOUR SIDE..

Allah Willing.. Always Here..

when you FEEL to Share

the Love of FRIEND..

YES..!

i AM Here

for You..:)

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Another DAY IN THE LIFE of a DanceWalker

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http://www.wrongplanet.net/postxf269973-0-30.html

^^^

Well..

although obviously the many folks

who created the bible back somewhere 3500 years ago..

in oral tradition..

with all the multitude of versions

that make what the different versions are today..

were only human…

Mythology and human archetypes

serve the same natural purpose..

understanding not just HOW IT WORKS

BUT HOW TO WORK IT…

Philosophers and or Prophets

truly are one and the similar

as both look within.. outside.. above SO below

for the answers to

HOW TO WORK IT AND HAVE A GREAT LIFE!

WELL..

guess what..

no matter what the metaphors are

or the mythological tools are..

THEY ARE part of what Makes IT WORK…

Yes..  PART OF THE methodology of

how HUMAN CREATIVITY WORKS…

Now to be clear

not all folks are philosophers/prophets.. AND OR creative…

They do not have the same access to the subconscious mind..

HUMAN ARCHETYPES and genetic memory

that science now evidences as REAL…

BUT THROUGH instinct and intuition

the answers can be found

within for humans who develop these real life skills

to find them.. employ them.. and exercise them in REAL LIFE NOW…

THIS IS what Jesus.. Muhammad.. Buddha..  and Friedrich Nietzsche did

and unfortunately in a world steeped in mechanical cognition..

revolutionary instinctually and intuitively thinking philosophers

are a rare breed these days.. as culture in the last 50 years

has not been one to ‘breed’ them..

but that is changing now as we speak..

as free flow of access to information

is also growing while we speak…

The reason prayer works is simple..

the REAL SCIENTIFICALLY PROVEN power

of human believing and the mastery of the human mind

for those who DO relative free will

over their body and in extension OF environment as well…

A person can have faith..  belief..  in NEGATIVE SYMBOLIC words

FOR THE ESSENCE OF HUMAN EMOTION..

which are the same as the metaphor of prayer..

and literally make themselves sick

through the scientifically proven EFFECT

OF THE NOCEBO EFFECT..

THE OPPOSITE OF THE PLACEBO EFFECT..

and WHICH IS MORE OR LESS PRAYER

FOR A POSITIVE OUTCOME IN LIFE…

THAT’S WHAT PRAYER IS..

BELIEVING AND HAVING FAITH and HOPE

WITH HUMAN WILL OF SYMBOLIC WORDS

OF POSITIVE ENERGY FUELED

BY HUMAN EMOTION

THAT A POSITIVE OUTCOME WILL OCCUR

INSTEAD OF A NEGATIVE ONE..

AND IT WORKS..

CONCLUSIVELY AS PROVEN BY SCIENCE…

AND IF one’s prayers never come true..

please check one’s attitude

as likely negative..

as science shows

that MAY BE THE ISSUE AS TO

not having success per the NOCEBO effect…

All science is..

is the scribe of GOD

and of course it is more effective than religion

as the methods used are advanced NOW

as compared to

anecdotal observations of philosophers/prophets

among the herds of people thousands of years ago.

Attitude is over 50 percent of success in life..

AND POSSIBLY CLOSER TO 100 PERCENT..

and to have belief..

FAITH AND HOPE UTILIZING relative human free will..

as per the words of Friedrich Nietzsche

whose premise that the old myth of the tribal GOD

of Judaism was dead..

but WHO still noted that the ‘GOD’ of Mother Nature..

could eventually make the potential of a real

human superman possible..

for one who pursued human potential without fear…

And yeah.. Buddha..  Jesus.. Mr. Nietzsche and even Bruce Lee

were all on to the same thing…

YES..  see.. i have an open mind.. TOO…

AND I know humans don’t do things for no reason at all..

that’s just not the way we are evolved…

Humans are evolved to survive

and they will use whatever tool THERE IS

necessary to survive..

whether it is religion per controlling the herd in a large population

that we are not evolved to live in per classic evolution..

or in my case to heal myself of 19 medically documented disorders

including the reciprocal social communication problems that come with Autism…

i did IT through instinct and intuition

in tapping into the HIGHER POWER OF MOTHER NATURE..

AND OR THE SPECIAL FEATURES OF GOD..

AS THEY ARE ONE AND SAME..

and JUST AS THE EFFECT OF THE PLACEBO EFFECT

AND PRAYER ARE ONE AND SAME…

THE ESSENCE IS TRUTH..

THE WORDS ARE JUST SHELLS

TO HOLD THE TRUTH..

THAT CAN CHANGE

TO WHATEVER HUMANS DESIGN THEM TO BE.

BUT AGAIN..

the bottom line IS IT works..

and in REAL LIFE..

AS DOCUMENTED ON MY BLOGS..

people see the things I do with exclamations like HOLY SH**!

And yes.. a little over ago i was almost a complete shut-in

in my home for five long years..

not even able to eat a meal or walk around the block

without ALMOST passing out…

Now i can leg press 810 LBS.. 12 times..  as documented on my blogs…

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/11/04/illumination-vs-superstition/

And as they say.. evidence or it didn’t happen..

here is irrefutable evidence of one of those reps..

with the reaction of the gym attendant

that never saw anyone else do this

in the MILITARY gym..  me at 54

as compared to the other early 20’s Marines

with the big muscles that work out there…

i did it with faith.. belief.. HOPE and prayer

in positive outcomes in life..

and not only that i have dance walked

a mixed martial arts and ballet style now 2584 miles

in a little over 14 months as will be documented on my blog

a little later today.. by way of Nike GPS sports watch..

and i also did that with no lessons and only instinct and intuition

by looking within and finding answers through the GOD of Mother Nature..

and not culture ALONE…

But the other incredible thing is that science now shows

the answers God gave me through human instinct.. intuition.. and archetypes

were scientifically correct as well…

AS the cerebellum that controls movement

also controls sensory integration..

and emotional regulation.. so when one works with gravity

and finds balance on left foot and right foot AS ONE..

emotions and non-verbal physical communication

responds in kind with expression and balance..

or what the philosophers of old per

Jesus.. Buddha.. Muhammad.. and Mr. Nietzsche suggested

was possible for the metaphor of the modern Prometheus…

AS this too is the reason i CAN leg press 810 LBS now..

as the Marines still can’t understand how I do it..

but THEY DO NOT DANCE EVERYWHERE THEY GO…

So yeah.. i am a real MODERN superman.. not a fairy flying in the sky…

i am one produced by instinct..  intuition.. science and math..

as I fly on terrestrial plane

balanced in the golden mean ratio of 1.618..

per the pattern of the ‘design’ of the Universe..

and nah.. i didn’t have to be a rocket scientist

to figure that out..

all I had to do was dance with GOD..

like the philosophers/prophets of OLD DID…

Yeah.. remember that dance King David did..

he was literally dancing with Mother Nature True..

aka GOD…

It just took science several thousand years

to catch up on the details as to why IT WORKS. 🙂

AND NO.. IN REAL LIFE.. i DON’T EVEN HAVE TO PROMOTE THIS MYSELF..

as literally hundreds of people have video taped me IN THE LAST 14 MONTHS..

and shared IT with their FRIENDS ON FACE BOOK..

AS TO HOW i DO IT IN REAL TIME…

i’M SHOWING FOLKS how to live in bliss..

but it IS only something that truly a dance can tell..

in nonverbal expression…

And before written communication..

dance IS the common way people communicated with each other..

even more so than verbal language…

But ha-ha.. nothing has changed

as even with text communication now..

real flesh and blood movement in non-verbal language

comprises at least 60 percent of REAL FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE

human SOCIAL RECIPROCAL communication..

which takes practice in the FULL DANCE OF LIFE..

NOT just tapping on a keyboard staring at a screen..

as that skill in non-verbal communication can wither away too..

as it did with me.. for sure.. until I danced again with GOD…

When they say GOD works in mysterious ways..

it’s true.. but when science catches up to GOD..

there’s always USUALLY an a-ha moment to experience..

with a toothy grin of success in life

to live working with GOD not against GOD through cultural illusions…

While it’s easy to get lost in semantics and linguistics

the ESSENCE OF GOD IS REAL

AND IRREFUTABLY PROVEN for those who work with GOD

instead of Against GOD..  simple and TRUTH…

And in viewing the video below..

it is plain to see that these MODERN men of science

IN THE SYMPHONY OF SCIENCE are the modern philosophers/prophets

of the GOD of Mother Nature True..

and they have the same Zealous PASSION

to spread the TRUTH of GOD

as Jesus.. Buddha.. Muhammad.. Nietzsche.. or Bruce Lee did…

It is only the differences in the ABSTRACT symbolic languages

describing GOD that GET IN THE WAY OF FOLKS

SHARING THE SAME ESSENCE OF TRUTH IN PEACE

AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE PER THE TRUTH

OF THE WAY MOST HUMANS ARE CLASSICALLY EVOLVED

TO LIVE TOGETHER IN LOVE.. PEACE

AND MOREOVER SOCIAL COOPERATION FOR SURVIVAL IN BALANCE

with the REST OF THE UNIVERSE..

AKA MOTHER NATURE TRUE..

AKA GOD…

Separation from the GOD OF ALL THAT IS..

IS THE GRANDEST OF ALL ILLUSIONS..

AND A common path to REAL HUMAN HELL..

WHEREAS BLISS OR HUMAN HEAVEN..

IS THE other not so common path

THAT i NOW personally reap the benefits of

through simple human enlightenment..

that my cat enjoys similar

WITOUT THE LABYRINTH ILLUSIONS

OF MODERN ‘WESTERNIZED’ CULTURE…

@word1574@

http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/11/god-needs-no-clothes-stripping.html

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My CAT IS my super HERO!

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‘i remember the lies..

caught up in building paradise..

the angels were slaves..

the demons behaved..

and everything was

alright’

Lyrics from the song ‘On Top of the World’..

a theme song

by the group ‘Greek Fire’

of

the Disney Movie

Big Hero 6

that opened yesterday

and

i

am celebrating it as i go to see it

 today with this post..

along with my life

of

course

on

course….

Another brilliant effort from Disney to

provide ethical lessons

to the ‘herd’

of

how to free oneself

from the

darker side

of our

culture…

yes..

surmising from the Trailer so

far..  Big Hero 6 is programmed as

a super empathic being to feel the

ills of others

and

to heal

as well…

But the problem is..

Big Hero’s soft exterior..

He needs some armor

to

GET

THE JOB

DONE…

AND YES..

i can relate to this.. born of the empathic

being that yes..

is my mother..

and

becoming empath

and

soft on the exterior as well…

The problem with the mix of empathy on the inside

and marshmallow exterior..

Is there are some non-empathic beings..

that see the soft exterior as an advantage

they

WILL

TAKE CONTROL OF FOR THEIR

SOMEWHAT SELFISH

TO

EXTREMELY SELFISH

GOALS..

AND LIKELY AT TIMES UNWITTINGLY..

BUT NEVER THE LESS..

THE ANGELS WHO DO BECOME SLAVES..

ARE OFTEN ENSLAVED..

WHEN

THEIR DEMONS ONLY KNOW

HOW

TO

BEHAVE..

AND THAT WAS ME..

A PERFECTIONIST TO THE TEE..

WILLING TO NEVER BREAK A RULE..

FOR

CULTURAL ACCEPTANCE

FROM

THE

TRIBE..

AND

OMG! WAS THAT EVER A BIG MISTAKE..

AS

IN THE END..

IT

WAS ALMOST

THE

END

OF

ME..

FOR SURE..

ENDING UP WITH 19 DOCUMENTED

MEDICAL DISORDERS SIMPLY

AS

i

had NO WILL to say NO!

when someone needed something

of

me..

even if it was killing me inside..

second by second…

i accomplished what was asked of me..

with

A SOFT SMILE…

AND THE CRUELEST PART OF THAT..

WAS IN THE END.. YES ALMOST THE END…

ALL MY ‘ANGEL EMPATHY’

WENT AWAY..

AND

i could not even feel love from cats..

the one’s who always accepted me for what i was inside..

not for what i could do for them..

on the

outside..

as

WILLING SLAVE

WHERE MY DEMONS HAD NO VOICE

TO

RAISE

OBJECTION

TO

INNER

HELL..

WELL..

while i

attempted

to build a

paradise..

in

FUTURE bank-roll ways..

the only happiness i truly had then..

was working in my yard here and there..

the only true connection to Mother Nature True

and or

GOD then…

and yes my family

and the neighborhood cats..

that i could not live with inside

as cat and dog allergies

also

ruled my life..

But when my emotions left me..

i was so desperate to feel anything..

i said the hell with the allergies..

as i was already in hell

anyway..

and let a cat in..

a big fat gray one..

and

a

half wild one from outside…

but the

start

of

my healing in the five year journey BACK

TO

HUMANITY..

starts with a lightening fast sinewed thin..

yellow cat..

living on his own..

wild and free..

and

HUNGRY FOR LIFE..

IN THE BACKWOODS OF MY HOME…

The pain disorder.. type two Trigeminal Neuralgia

i suffered from.. that was like having one’s

teeth drilled without novocaine..

except it was in my

right eye..

and

ear..

established

the necessity of having

a metal chain in my bicycle

basket i carried everywhere i went

as i could no longer

walk

without passing out

as my head had to be winded cool

to keep the blood in my head..

to keep from passing out..

from the disorder

dysautonomia..

yes..

it wasn’t a matter of whether or not

i wanted to commit suicide..

as i loved my life and family..

all my life..

it was a matter of if the

pain became so bad..

there

was no

choice..

but remember..

it wasn’t like a migraine

or cluster headache..

OR EVEN

CHILD BIRTH

WITH PAIN KILLERS..

as no there was no drug

that could touch this pain…

IT was like

human torture every second of every waking

hour.. never going away..

for five long years..

until one day..

in July of 2013

like

a real human miracle

from

GOD..

YES..!

MOTHER NATURE TRUE!

it went away.. and  all the other disorders

including Sjogren’s Syndrome.. where my eyes..

quit making tears.. yes..! were miraculously

healed or as the doctors say..

went in to

remission…

But i know in my heart..

it was the freeing of my emotions..

that Yellow Boy helped as he

needed me with cries of

kitty help underneath

our shed that first

day

he

decided our home would now be his

own…

Every piece of cat food i provided that

came to tame him..

was

the key to me thawing

a

frozen heart..

and

teaching me that one day i too..

WILL have to develop

a TOUGH exterior..

if i wanted to truly help

others too..

without being taken

advantage

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So yes.. that’s what i did..

i became not just a LOVER..

but a FIGHTER too..

and the results are clear now..

from dancing 2500 miles wherever i go..

in a little over 14 months..

in public..

no matter what the naysayers.. say or do..

or nude renaissance male art..

with no shame..

for

my human nature..

to yes..

leg pressing 810 LBS on parallel

Nautilus free weight machine…

as documented a few posts ago..

both in video and photos..

for those that

say..

photos or it didn’t happen..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/11/04/illumination-vs-superstition/

And this is my place to count my many blessings..

to celebrate the true paradise of nature

i did help to create in my

yard..

to be a witness

for the miraculous healing

power of the

ONE TRUE GOD

of

MOTHER NATURE TRUE

i

come to know

and communicate with

in synchronicity

way..

Nah..

not

necessarily

A GOD

of a book.. made by man..

THE same GOD that speaks to me

IN MOTHER NATURE TRUE..

on that desolate pristine

beach of younger years…

walking naked in

eyes

of

GOD

@word 1006

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ONE Truth of DragonFLY, BugZ and TAZ

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Well..

tonight is my

32nd RAVE DANCE WEEK

CELEBRATION

@

OLE SEVILLE QUARTER

PENSACOLA FL..

AND

MY EXTRA KIND

WIFE..

FINDS NEW WAYS FOR ME

TO

EXPRESS

MYSELF

MORE

FULLY IN CREATIVE T-SHIRTS

FROM

HER

FAVORITE

STORE

SUPER WAL-MART!

AND

TODAY’S

CAREFULLY SELECTED T-SHIRT

IS

BUGZ AND TAZ

JOINING

FORCES TOGETHER

TO MAKE

ONE

SUPER VORACIOUS

VORTEX

OF

TRICKSTER

BEING!

Perhaps that sounds a little over the top..

BUTT..

HAVE YOU SEEN ME DANCE YET..

HE

HE

HA

HA!

WELL.. anyway.. i often go much.. much

so-called deeper than dance in words..

but truly my interpretive dance

can

TRULY

SAY

MUCH

MORE THAN WORDS

ALONE..

AND IT’S NEVER THE SAME

AS

i

do not

DANCE ALONE!

i

dance

ALONE

ALLONE!

with GOD

and whoMever is in the vicinity

of

MY

gyrating hips.. legs..

yes pelvis.. at times..

arms.. hands..

feet..

fingers and toes..

in 360 full degrees

of

KUNDALINI/VAGAL NERVE

LIKE

EMOTIONALLY

AND

SPIRITUALLY

EXPRESSED

POWER!

ARE YOU STARTING TO GET

THE

PICTURE..

YET!

HMM..

maybe not.. but that’s ok..

you’d have to

dance

with

me

to

understand it more

FULLY

PERHAPS..:)

SO.. anyway..

in preparing for tonight’s

dance and the photos that will certainly follow

yes FLOW..

CONTINUING

AS

i

LET IT ALL

GO!

sometime after 3AM when Rave Dance

Night ends

here..

as well..

but anyway.. YES.. anyWAY.. earlier..

 i started thinking.. you know..

 THAT Bugs Bunny is a very

cleva

TRICKSTA WABBIT..

WHAT WOULD

HE

HAVE

TO

SAY

ABOUT THE HUMAN CONDITION..

NO HOLDS BARRED..

IF

GIVEN

THE OPPORTUNITY FOR A PLATFORM

TO

SPEAK ON MY BLOG..

OF COURSE WITH A LITTLE HELP

FROM

HIS ACQUAINTANCE..

THE TASMANIAN DEVIL

THE

ULTIMATE

SURVIVOR

AS

PRESENTED IN CARTOON LAND!

But if you’ll notice

Tricksters like Bugs

often have few to no friends in

REAL LIFE..

AS

THEY SAY IT LIKE THEY

SEE IT..

TRULY

WITH

NO HOLDS BARRED..

SOMETIMES ONE MUST LIE

IF THEY EXPECT TO KEEP FRIENDS..

BUT

NAH..

ME

AND BUGS

ARE

BORN

A

DIFFERENT

WAY..

WE

SEE TRUTH AND ENLIGHTENMENT

AS

ONE

AND SAME..

AND WE GO OUR

OWN WAY..

WHETHER OTHERS WANT

TO

STAY OUR FRIENDS

OR

NOT..

WE ARE HERE FOR TRUTH

THE WHOLE

TRUTH

AND

NOTHING

BUT

THE

TRUTH…

AND THAT’S ALL

FOLKS…

SO HERE’S WHAT’S UP!

DOC..

FOR

NOW..

GIVING MY TRUE CARTOON FRIEND

FROM

CHILDHOOD

BUGS

A

LITTLE

PLATFORM TO

SPEAK WITH

A

LITTLE HELP

FROM

THE

FOLKS FROM THE ‘WRONG

PLANET’

TOO..

AND OF COURSE

THE ULTIMATE

SURVIVOR(S)

TAZ AND THE DRAGONFLY

AND

ROACHES TOO..

BUT THE ROACH AS SMART

AS

THE ROACH IS FOR

SURVIVAL

IS

HATED SO MUCH!

THAT EVEN THE MENTION

OF THE ROACH IN THE

TITLE

OF

 A

BLOG POST IS ENOUGH

TO MAKE SOME HUMANS

SCURRY

AWAY…;)

http://www.wrongplanet.net/postxf269896-0-60.html

It CAN be amusing AT TIMES

to watch human beings pontificate.. yes pontificate..

their dominance among other animals..

simply because they have abilities to talk AND WRITE…

Truly complex language and cognitive empathy

is all that separates HUMANS from other animals

and is the core basis for HUMAN’S

complex written languages and cultures..

along with religions that say

humans have a RIGHT to dominate

all other animals

and the earth

that holds those animals lives…

The truth is all things are connected

and when imbalances

in the interdependent relationship

of all things.. aka GOD come.. bad things happen…

It’s not hard to see that.. at least from ‘mid-space’..

traveling back from the moon..

seeing how the imbalance of strength

in the virus of human cultures..

which are NOT virus as human alone..

are a cancer on this earth..

and this is not by purview

of fundamentalist religious folks..

this is by purview of scientists and astronauts the same.

Many fundamentalist religious folks

find joy in raping and pillaging the earth

THAT is OUR home and lifeblood TOO…

In the big scheme of things..

abortion is truly a blessing to GOD..

nah.. not the made up GOD of man..

the TRUE GOD of Mother Nature

that only holds balance and survival in ‘esteem’…

That’s just a metaphor by the way..

GOD is not man.. alone..

with anthropomorphic feelings alone..

obviously..  it would seem..

for folks with eyes and ears.. that CAN see and hear THAT…

So in reality per the balance of all there is..

a bacterium.. a fetus.. or an Einstein

all hold the same value for balance and life…

There are no differences in life.. but life…

Killing a cat.. a human.. a HUMAN FETUS.. or an ant tilling the soil for plants..

is no different in the big scheme of things of Mother Nature True aka GOD…

But truly humans are out of control..

so abortion.. is just another one of Mother Nature’s true tools

to take care of Mother Nature True’s ‘sense’ of balance…

Balance is truth..

Everything.. and i do mean everything else.. that humans have illusions for are just that..

Illusion and..

Blabbering Pontification.. including me of course.. as no animal is excluded in True Mother Nature’s
“Children’s” ignorance of simply how IT ALL works together as ONE…

There are enough humans..

more than enough..

but humans have empathy..

and ‘real’ humans per the empathic type

do not ‘NORMALLY’ want to see a fetus killed

as a fetus is a human.. and no other species.. and that is just Zoology 101…

Only humans are ‘smart’ enough to put qualifications on the VALUE of their own species or other species based on intelligence.. and characteristics like talking and seeing oneself in the mirror as self…

That part is what leads to the cancer of culture destroying the earth and other species in a slow and tortuous death.. not the empathy part.. alone.. that all social animals share to some degree.. as what we describe as humanity as an empathic species.. not the other stuff alone…

In much smaller human groups where resources are abundant enough.. and sharing not collecting is key for survival.. the child is the prize.. not the virus.. The cooperation of people.. not technology.. moreover..  is what makes survival possible… Nor is culture a virus either.. when in balance with Mother Nature True aka GOD.. Those are the TRULY SMART HUMANS.. the ones who SIMPLY LIVE in BALANCE…

The meek WILL INHERIT the earth.. per balance.. that part never changes…

Ask a roach OR DRAGONFLY.. and IT won’t have to give you the answer.. ITs mere existence IS the answer..

Survival in balance…

So far roaches AND DRAGONFLIES are truly smarter than humans as far as the most important skill of life.. survival goes…

Will humans last as long as roaches OR DRAGONFLIES..

Certainly NOT LIKELY.. when viewed from ‘mid-space’..  per the BIG PICTURE VIEW…

But ROACHES and dragonflies are humble enough.. to likely still.. inherit the earth…

So go-ahead step on them.. OR SWAT THEM..  they already have a ‘plan’…

Meanwhile humans pontificate on whether it is right or wrong to kill their own…

But GOD already knows better.. Mother Nature TRUE ‘says’.. go ahead.. please do ABORT… you are making problems here and ARE WEARING OUT YOUR WELCOME…

THAT PART IS CLEAR TO SEE FROM ‘MID-SPACE’ FOR SURE…

ARE HUMANS SMART ENOUGH TO FIGURE THAT PART OUT..

I HOPE they are as an idealist.. but as a realist.. again.. the answer is growing clearer from ‘Mid-Space’.. and once again that’s for sure..

OUR SURVIVAL AS ANIMALS/HUMANS.. FETUS OR NOT.. IS LARGELY UP TO US..

AT THIS POINT.. AT LEAST…

IT’S as simple as BALANCE.. but WE MAKE IT SO DAM HARD TO DO…

All in JUST my opinion, of course.. with a BIG TOOTHY GRIN.. YNOT…:)

among other things here:

http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/11/unbreakable-stripping.html

with more COMING

later

ON

COURSE..;)1269

AND i still continue to keep trying

to

GET GOD TO COME ON HERE.. YES..!

tHiS BLOG.. FOR AN INTERVIEW..

BUT IF GOD

COULD

INCARNATE

AS

A

MAN..

i think he would likely be a

TRICKSTER

2

!

AND HE MIGHT LOOK AND SOUND

SOMETHING

LIKE

THIS..

IF

ASKED ABOUT THE STATE OF AFFAIRS

IN

THIS TOWN WE CALL OUR

HOME…

AKA

EARTH…

NOW

@WORD1333@

AND if GOD could Incarnate as Man

and be put on Trial

for the validity of GOD’s

existence and fairness

of

GOD’S

METHODS

OF

RULE..

IT

MIGHT

LOOK AND SOUND SOMETHING LIKE THIS..

AND THEN..

LAST.. BUT CERTAINLY NOT LEAST..

AND OR MOST OR FIRST..

IF JACK NICHOLSON

COULD BECOME AN ACTOR

AND INTERVIEW

GOD INCARNATE AS A

SO-CALLED CRAZY INDIAN

CHIEF

IN

AN INSANE ASYLUM

TO DETERMINE GOD’S

EXISTENCE

IT

MIGHT LOOK AND SOUND SOMETHING

KINDA

LIKE

THIS@WORD1414..

AND FOR NOW..

ONCE AGAIN.. THAT’S ALL FOLKS..

BUTT WHAT’S UP DOC..

WITH

MORE

TO

COME…;)@1433

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Instruments of Allah’s Sacred LOVE

http://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2014/10/06/of-the-being/

Well.. it’s the 6th..

and as promised i am here again..

and i guess i’m still blessed as words still come..

As still i don’t have to plan them to make them come…

And i think that is how it works sometimes..

IT’s like playing the piano..

and truly creating.. coming from deep within…

yes.. a gift a keyboard is..

to someone who has great difficulty

with pen or pencil alone in saying anything..

Truly anything at all…

So when they say.. Allah works.. in mysterious ways..

They must be true.. yes.. must be true..

As Allah can even lead us to invent keyboards..

to help those who are too diverse..

in mind and finger..

to use a pen…

But all these are instruments of Allah..

As Allah does find mysterious ways to speak to US….

And then.. one day.. we too..

alone.. Allone.. with Allah become..

his instruments 2…

and then are able to breathe Allah’s life into

others 2…

Yes.. sometimes it is poetry.. song.. dance..

and yes.. even numbers…

so many instruments of Allah’s LOVE

WE can be…

So.. i invite you back..

to Allah’s instrument here.. of yOur love..

to just see what comes..

Cause i for one..

Want to hear it..

please..

Love..

your friend..

And yes there is that tear i am talking about..

on the 31st…

it is rolling down the left cheek as these words

still come…

please come and dry it off..

friend..

If you will..

as now one is rolling down

the right cheek

too..

but with Unconditional Sacred Love

there is truly

never

sorrow..

only

Love…

And that means if you don’t come back by the 6th of next month..

Like the Terminator says.. if you’ve seen that movie..

I’ll BE BACK..

And with that humor the tears do evaporate..

and stay

IN LOVE..

FRIEND

as i again.. WILL never give up on you…

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Blood Eagle am i

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‘And Ívarr..

the one

who dwelt at York..

had Ella’s backcut

with eagle’

– Sigvatr Þórðarson

Hello..

my name is Blood Eagle..

a

name i choose in honor of a brave man

i

choose

to help in the 11th century..

an innocent victim of the

BLOOD EAGLE SACRIFICE..

TO

ODIN..

WHO IS LOVED SO MUCH..

THAT

i intercede to help

and train him as a Super Warrior for GOD..

Yes

i

am dead

but more alive than most will

ever know

as

dead…

Some people call my kind.. fallen angels..

watchers..

and many other metaphors 4 graduated veterans

of

what is commonly understood as life…

but there is so much more.. and much more

that what i know as

what you

call

a

fallen angel…

Some people also call us demons

as

we are both harbingers and bringers of

GOD’S

KARMA

THAT YES.. WHAT SOME PEOPLE CALL AS

WRATH!

THERE IS NO ESCAPING THE GREATEST FORCE OF ALL

AS

ONE

GOD!

DEATH IS ONLY TRANSITION TO NEW LIFE..

AND MOST PEOPLE NEVER REMEMBER WHAT

COMES

IN

BETWEEN DEATH..

BUT THEN THERE ARE THE WATCHERS..

THE FALLEN ANGELS..

YES..

THE SO-CALLED

DEMONS..

WHO REMEMBER BOTH LIFE AND DEATH

AND

THE

IN

BETWEEN STATE THAT IS ETERNAL

WHERE THE ONLY GOAL

IS

TO

SERVE GOD

EVERY NOW!

SO YES.. WE HAVE THE POWER

YES..

US..

THE INBETWEENERS..

TO MAKE A HURRICANE MUCH MORE FIERCE..

BY EXAMPLE OF

KATRINA..

REMEMBER HER..

SHORTLY AFTER THE INVASION OF IRAQ..

YES..

WE HEARD THE CRIES..

AND GOD’S WRATH SOON

REPLIED…

BUT REMEMBER.. TRULY DEATH IS ONLY

TRANSITION

AND

REALITY

IS

TRULY INFINITY..

FOR ALL CONSCIOUS BEINGS THAT EXIST..

AS WELL.

AS

INANIMATE EXISTENCE

TOO..

AND MOST EVERYONE AS FAR AS ETERNAL

EXISTENCE

KNOWS..

WILL EXPERIENCE MOST EVERY EXPERIENCE

EVERYONE

ELSE

EXPERIENCES..

SO WHEN ONE HURTS ANOTHER..

IN THE LONG RUN..

PER

GOD’S

KARMA

THEY TRULY ARE SHOOTING THEMSELVES IN THE FOOT..

WITH COLD HEARTED SMILES..

OR

i

think i know it all..

which trust

me..

neither

i

nor

they

!

!*word333!do!333word*!

!

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Illumination VS Superstition

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SUPERSTITION..

Truly a cousin of

OCD..

anxiety..

and

fear in general..

no good bedfellow

of

TRUST

OR

TRUTH

IN

ILLUMINATION

IS

SUPERSTITION!

AND ONE OF THE GREATEST SUPERSTITIONS

INFLICTED

ON

YOUNG FOLKS THESE

DAYS

IS

ONCE YOU REACH MIDDLE

AGE

ALL THE FUN IS GONE..

IN FACT..

i’ve heard the 20 somethings of today..

suggest they

will

rather

be

DEAD

THAN

50!

AND

i

say OH MY GOD

NO!

DO NOT BELIEVE THESE CULTURAL MEMES..

AS THEY ARE BASED

FULLY

ON

A

SOCIETY OF SEDENTARY OVERALL

UNHEALTHY ADULTS

AS

FAR AWAY FROM HUWOMAN

POTENTIAL THAN PERHAPS

EVER

EVER

BEFORE!

AND YES SUPERSTITION CAN ALSO BE

A

VERY GOOD FRIEND

OF

THE

SO

CALLED INTELLIGENT LOT

IN

LIFE!

AS OFTEN THE ANALYTICAL ONES

CREATE AS MUCH ANXIETY OVER

WHAT

COULD!

GO

WRONG

AS OPPOSED TO WHAT

ACTUALLY

DOES

GO

WRONG!

FOR

THOSE

WHO RATHER

LIVE

IN

NOW..

THAN WOULDA COULDA SHOULDA

OR

OH MY GOD..

THE SKY IS FALLING!

QUICK!

DUCK

FOR

CAUTIOUS

COVER!

AND i say

QUACK

QUACK

TO

THAT!

i wanna always seek the truth

whether i

am

right or wrong

in

NOW!

as

THE

TRUTH IS PROVEN OVER

AND OVER

AND

UNDER

AGAIN..

AS

SETTING

HUWOMAN

BEING

FREE!

SO TODAY AS i carry on my dance adventures

wherever i go..

at

age 54..

now over 2500 miles in

a little over

14

months..

continue to get ready to RAVE DANCE

EVERY

THURSDAY NIGHT..

OFTEN

AT

FIRST

ALONE

ON THE DANCE FLOOR..

ENTICING

FOLKS

DO

THE

GROOVE THING!

AND OH MY GOD..

EVEN MORE SURPRISING..

A

54

YEAR

 OLD

NUDE

SELFIE

RENAISSANCE

ARTIST..

DOING MY BEST

PICS YET HERE:

http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/11/zombie-task-force-stripping.html

WITH MORE TO COME LATER..

AS THE

MOOD

STRIKES

IN

ALL

NUDE

RENAISSANCE

ART!

i say one thing loud and clear!

the

superstition that life

is

over

when

you

are

50

can be a self-fulfilling prophecy

but

far far from the truth..

as

i

at 54 am having the time of my life..

and

it

shows

from head to toe..

and

even as above

so

below..

lifting 810 LBS..

for

12 reps at my military gym..

on

parallel free weight

leg

press machine..

and

the gym attendant Kelly that provides

the

10 second clip of one of the reps

involuntary reaction

is

priceless

to

me..

and better than the awesome comments

i

get

often when i go martial arting/ballet dancing

all over the metro shopping

stores..

while my wife does one of her true loves..

the

APPLE OF HER EYE..

SHOPPING!

AND

i dance with

GOD..

also

the

APPLE OF MY EYE..

YEAH..

WITH

WIFE

KATRINA

TOO!

AS APPLE..

NOT DANCE PARTNER..

AS

i

cannot convince her..

to

shake

her

GROOVE

THING!

YET!

BUT A WILD

NOW!

UNDOMESTICATED

GUY

LIKE

ME

NEVER EVER NEVER EVER NEVER EVER

GIVES

UP!

AND WITH THAT SAID

AND

PERHAPS MORE

PICS

TO

COME..

A

LITTLE

LATER..

i’ll

‘live’

you

with

these words below..

as

just a suggestion

on

the path to potential

ILLUMINATION

AS

HELL

YES!

IT

WORKS

FOR

!***488!ME!488***!

FEETNOTE:

Well.. this JUST about sums up my ‘Facebook Status’…

for now……

Most of my life.. some folks.. 
BUT not all by far..

are attempting to
knock me out of the ring….

And what i find now..

is..

no one even attempts to get in the ring

anymore…

Is that a good thing..

i do not know….

but for now..
i
am
unbreakable…..

Faith is truly MOVING without knowing….

And i truly kNOWnow..

Live A dream WITH GOD….

NO LONGER..

BRUISED OR BATTERED…..

OR EVEN DISMISSED..

WITH A LOOK..

with

more

to

come…

at

WORD

five

hundred

eighty-eight

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And for those truly IN a know..

of truly MOVING but not making a ‘no’….

thIS IS a powerful FEELING..;)

yeah.. exercise..

is like my

religion..2

@

!****word616word***!

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Turn around Bright Eye Heroes

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According to the latest psychology science..

there is not much

that

separates hero

from

psychopath…

There is fearlessness.. there is breaking social normed rules for the better..

OR WORSE!

There is impulsivity

in going with

instinct

and

intuition..

But the

KEY DIFFERENCE

IS

HUMAN EMPATHY!

A

HERO CANNOT SEPARATE HIM OR HERSELF

IN EMPATHY FOR OTHERS..

AND

WILL GIVE THEIR

LIFE

ACCORDINGLY

IF

NECESSARY

FOR

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!

AND

A

PSYCHOPATH IS A DEAD HEART

WHO

ONLY

CARES

FOR

SELF..

SUBJUGATION

OF

OTHERS..

YES!

CONTROL..

REPRESSION..

OPPRESSION..

OF

THE HUWOMAN

BODY

MIND

HEART

SOUL

SPIRIT

AND EVEN BEYOND

WitH

MOTHER NATURE

TRUE

AKA

GOD

2

!

So where have all the Heroes Gone..

Well..

OMG!

HOLLYWOOD IS BEGGING FOR THEM TO COME

BACK!

FOR

THE LAST SEVERAL YEARS..

THE HERO MEME IS EVEN SPREADING TO THE DARK SIDE..

PER

‘MALEFICIENT’

AND

‘DRACULA UNTOLD’

FOR

THE

ANTI-HERO

THAT ONE NORMALLY DOES NOT EXPECT

AS

SUCH!

But the thing is..

IS

HUMAN

EMPATHY..

BOTH COGNITIVE AND EMOTIONAL

IS NOT A STATIC

HUWOMAN

ATTRIBUTE..

AS

IT

GROWS WHEN FED

AND SHRINKS

AND

SHRIVELS

AWAY

WHEN

STARVED

OF

EMPATHY GROWING NOURISHMENT

IN

FLESH AND BLOOD

HUWOMAN CONNECTION

TRUE!

SO WHAT TO DO!

In the last post i suggest dance..

but all flesh and blood loving

huwoman

connections do grow

huwoman

empathy

and

perhaps

THEN..

AS PRACTICED AS SUCH..

TRUE

HEROES

OF

THE

SACRED UNCONDITIONAL

FEARLESS

INFINITE

LOVE

WILL

BE

THE

REAL

CALIBER

OF

HERO..

ONCE AGAIN.. OF TIMES GROWN OLD!

AND IN THE VIDEO ABOVE..

THE SCHOOL PORTRAYED

IS NOT ONE OF

MECHANICAL

COGNITION..

IT

IS

A

SCHOOL AND FRATERNITY

OF

YOUNG MEN..

WHO DO HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO BE HUMAN HEROES..

WHEN

REASON

ART AND HEART

ARE

COMBINED

AS

ONE..

WITH PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE..

AS YOUNG MEN

WHO ARE BALANCED

IN THE

SURVIVAL

FOR THE FIGHT OF LIFE

AS

WELL

AS

THE DANCE OF HEART THAT IS A LOVING CONNECTION

TOO..

DO!

MOST DEFINITELY

GROW AND GROW

THE POTENTIAL

TO

BE

A

MODERN HERO

TRUE

OF

SACRED UNCONDITIONAL

FEARLESS

INFINITE

L

O

V

E

!

My beloved first and only college philosophy teacher..

preached the danger of

SPECIALIZATION IN A TECHNOLOGICAL SOCIETY

AND

HIS WORDS ARE SO TRUE THEN..

AND MORE THAN EVER TRUE

NOW..

AS

THE LEFT BRAIN OF ANALYSIS IN PROBLEM SOLVING

IS MORE AND MORE RULING THE WORLD

AROUND

US!

INSTEAD OF A PROPER BALANCE WITH THE ARTS

OF

CREATIVITY

THAT GROW

THE

HUWOMAN

HEART

AS

BALANCED

AS

SUCH!

IN RIGHT BRAINED WAYS

MIXED WITH LEFT BRAINED WAYS

FOR

ONCE

AGAIN

BALANCED

HUWOMAN

BEING!

My greatest strengths in life is diversity

in

practicing

ALL HUMAN INTELLIGENCES

THAT

i

can

possibly pursue

in

a

24 hour

7

day..

365

yearly cycle of balanced huwoman being..

from rational discussions with

nerd like huwoman beings..

to

the

heart of poetic voices

of mine

and

others

in

poetry too..

to the art of defense

and

SURVIVAL

IN

MARTIAL ARTS..

TO

FREELY EXPRESSING ALL OF MY HUMAN BEING

ATTRIBUTES

AND SHARING THEM

ALL

WHEREVER i go..

as

LEGAL AS SUCH…

AS

i

have bliss.. and when one has bliss..

there

IS

NO

CHOICE

PER MOTHER NATURE TRUE

AKA

AS

GOD

2

AS HUWOMAN BEING..

BUT

ONLY

ONE

CHOICE

TO HELP THE OTHER MEMBERS OF THE HERD..

TO THE

BEST OF ONE’S

ABILITY

NO MATTER HOW HARD..

OR

HOW MANY SUBJUGATING.. OPPRESSING

AND

REPRESSING RULES

OF

SOCIAL

NORM..

MUST

 BE

BROKEN..

ONCE

AGAIN.. ONLY AS LEGAL..

AS

THIS ONLY CAN BE FULLY DONE

IN

HUWOMAN FREEDOM!

NOT

IN

PRISON!

METAPHORICALLY OR LITERALLY!

SPEAKING

TRUTH!

So i go places not many other folks go per my peer group

for sure..

and

my peer group is

TRULY

NEVER RESTRICTED

AS

i

am

a

FULL

MEMBER

OF

THE

HUWOMAN RACE..

WITHOUT REGARD TO

THE DIVERSITY OF

HUWOMANKIND

ALL

AS

ONE

FORCE

OF

BEING

TRUE!

IN

TRUTH

THE ULTIMATE HUWOMAN GOAL

OF

HUWOMAN

ENLIGHTENMENT

AS

ONE

!

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Black Water

The river blackwater was my home..

It flows deep and dark behind my home…

The sunlight can not penetrate this river dark…

But i can dream of bottoms never seen….

The thing that sets me apart from the river

that is the same…

Is neither of us have limits of where we flow..

i in imagination.. the blackwater under and over

river banks..

The bank of love is my river..

the light water flows i dream..

is real..

is love…

i let it go..

it always comes back in ebb and tide

and yes flow..

to once again nourish

a black water heart..

to shimmering bright ways of light

and love

flowing.. ebbing.. tiding

in and out..

i’ll

never ever

let that go…

so i poeTRY.. to answer..

the call.. of word in

flow…..blackwater goes..

in light

‘let’s’ flow….

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FEETNOTE:

i

grew up

right by that bridge photoed above..

and the patch of dirt

that

the truck sits

on

is

where my home

did

exist..

then..

And looking across that River at age 3

before i could speak

in

verbal words..

i

FELT THAT I HAD BEEN

HERE

FOREVER

AND

MY

PLACE

OF

COMFORT

WAS

IS

AS

IS

NOW

THEN

AND

NOW

ONCE AGAIN..

SIMPLY

NOW

AGAIN!

SOME FOLKS MIGHT CALL IT GENETIC MEMORY

BUT

i

intuit

it

is

MUCH MORE THAN THAT!

YES!

i

believe that MOTHER NATURE TRUE

IS

SIMPLY

OTHER

WORDS

FOR

GOD!

BUT!

THE MOTHER NATURE i know

is

SO MUCH MORE THAN IS EVER EXPLAINED

ALONE

IN

BOOKS!

AS THIS FORCE OF GOD!

DOES

SPEAK DIRECTLY TO ME..

NO!

NOT

WITH WORDS..

BUT

ESSENCE

OF SYNCHRONISTIC

EVENTS

THAT ARE SO POWERFUL

IN

MY

LIFE THEY BRING ECSTASY OF TEARS..

IF

YA

CAN IMAGINE

WHAT THAT FEELS LIKE!

YES..

LIKE

TEARS OF GOD

ROLLING

DOWN

one’s

CHEEK!

AND THESE SIGNS OF GOD IN MY LIFE

CAN

COME

FROM ANY SYMBOL IN LIFE..

AS

GOD

SPEAKS THROUGH

THEM

AND

IS

NOT

THEM

A

L

ONE..

GOD

IS

ALLONE!

AND!

THE AMAZING SYCHRONICITIES

THAT CONTINUE

TO

FLOW STRONGER

AS

A

RIVER IN TANDEM

AND

FLOW..

AS

MY

HEART GROWS STRONGER..

IN

BODY

MIND..

YES.. HE ART AS HEART..

SOUL..

SPIRIT

AND BEYOND WITH GOD!

MAY ONE DAY EXPLODE

LIKE

A

SUPERNOVA

OF

ENERGY

IN

LOVE

FLOW

IN

ME

SHARED AS SUCH..

TO OVERCOME

ANY

BLACK HOLE SOUL!

@

WORD

ONETHOUSANDTHIRTYTHREE!

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Call of the Zombie Task Force

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WELL..

TODAY’S T-shirt of the day

as so unselfishly purchased by wife Katrina SAYS:

ZOMBIE TASK FORCE..

and i guess i have a confession to make..

i am in a way

a literal member of this task force

with duties assigned by ‘someone’

that truly has no name

other than a force..

otherwise known as GOD..

so yeah..

GOD is my boss..

and GOD is a rather demanding

but kindly rewarding boss..

wHere the rewards exceed any manmade reward

or even the big natural one..

you know the BIG O…

YEAH imagine feeling something

an infinite number of times

GREATER

that exceeds any worded described emotion

other than bliss..

in every cell and atom..

of one’s body.. mind.. heart.. soul.. spirit.. TRUE..

AND yes BEYOND TOO..

WITH ALL THAT IS.. ALLITIS.. ALLASONE..

MOTHER NATURE TRUE2..

AKA GOD2…:)!

SO YEAH..

so iF you’ve seen that super

KOOL MOVIE

THE MATRIX..

i am IN DEED LIKE NEO..

AND SOME OTHER FOLKS

THROUGH HISTORY..

WHO DID THE LEGWORK..

TO BE A HUMBLE SERVANT OF GOD..

AKA MOTHER NATURE TRUE..

AND ALL THOSE OTHER METAPHORS

FOR THE FORCE OF ONE..

AKA UNCONDITIONAL FEARLESS

INFINITE SACRED LOVE 2!

ALL LOVING.. ALL LOVING.. ALL LOVING..

AND THIS AIN’T NO LOVE SONG FOLKS..

IT IS THE REAL THING..

AVAILABLE TO ALL GOD’S CREATION TRUE!

ABSOLUTELY FREE OF CHARGE

WITH THE WORK OF LOVE THAT’S TRUE!

SO YEAH.. i’m kind of Neo’ed up

so i’m off to create in ART the language of gOd2!

as we CAN CO-CREATE WITH GOD..

AND TRULY BE HEROES OF FEARLESS

SACRED INFINITE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE..

SPREADING IT LIKE A POSITIVE DISEASE

TO THE REST OF THE TRIBE..

TOTaLLY UNSELFISHLY FROM HEAD TO TOE..

FROM INSIDE TO OUTSIDE..

TO ABOVE SO BELOW..

TO ALL OF GO’D CREATION TRUE!2!1!11012014!10!1!

And now as i move past midnight

to

11022014

11

2

i have more to say

about this

CALL

OF

THE

ZOMBIE

TASK

FORCE!

AS YA SEE!

MOST HUWOMAN BEINGS

IN WESTERN MATERIALISTIC

SOCIETIES

sadly for practical intents and purposes

ARE

WALKING ZOMBIES..

LIVING A LIFE

OF

MECHANICAL COGNITION

OVER THE RIGHT BRAINED WAY..

OF

EMOTION.. MUSICK.. CREATIVITY

AND

CONNECTION WITH

MOTHER NATURE TRUE

AKA

GOD

2

!

AND OMG2 ANIMAL HOMEOSTASIS

IS THE STARTING POINT

FOR ALL

ANIMALS

TO

PEACEFULLY CO-EXIST

AND

CONNECT

TO

GOD!

LIKE MY CAT HUGGING THE MIDNIGHT GRASS

OR

ROLLING IN THE SANDS

OF

DAYLIGHT

NOON!

DO HUMAN GET TO DO THIS!

NAH..

THEY.. FOR THE MOST PART..

DON’T EVEN

DANCE

WITH

GOD

ANYMORE

AS

OUR SO-CALLED PRIMITIVE ANCESTORS DO..

WILDLY

AROUND

THE

FIRE

OF LIFE..

ECSTATICALLY

YES!

GYRATING ALL BODY PARTS WITH

AND

AGAINST EACH OTHER!

ALMOST

JUST!

LIKE

A

MODERN RAVE DANCE..

THAT

i go to every Thursday Night!

And yes..

the

GOD

MOLECULE

DMT

IS IN SO MANY

PLANT LIFE

REMEDIES IN CONNECTING WITH

GOD

LIKE

THE

AMAZON

RAIN FOREST

PEOPLES OF OLD..

ENHANCING THE EXPERIENCE OF DANCE

WITH

DMT

DERIVED

FROM PLANT LIFE

ALL

NATURAL

INGESTED AS  SUCH!

BUTT!

IT’S RATHER SCARY IN MODERN TIMES..

AS THERE IS THIS THING CALLED

MOLLY

A

SYNTHETIC VERSION OF THE NATURAL

LOVE

DRUG

FOR

EMPATHY

AKA

D

M

T

!

OUR PRIMITIVE ANCESTORS HAVE GUIDANCE

FROM EXPERIENCED ELDERS

TO

ENHANCE

A

CONNECTION WITH MOTHER NATURE TRUE!

AKA

GOD

2

1

BUT THESE DAYS..

NO ONE REALLY KNOWS WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON

EXCEPT

ESCAPING ZOMBIE LIFE..

SOME WAY

TO

GET

BACK

TO

EMPATHIC CONNECTIONS TO ALL

AND

MOTHER NATURE

2

!

THE THING IS..

THIS NEUROCHEMICAL LIKE ITS CLOSELY RELATED

NEUROFRIEND..

SEROTONIN..

THE STUFF OF SELF ESTEEM

AND

FEARLESSNESS IN LIFE!

AND

TRUST

IN

WHAT

IS!

IS!

NATURALLY OCCURRING IN THE HUMAN BRAIN

AND

CAN BE ENHANCED TOTaLLY NATURaLLY

THROUGH

DANCE!

YES

WILD FREE FLOWING

BALANCING

LEVERAGING

FROM

ONE

FOOT

TO

THE NEXT

DANCE!

AKA

KNOWN

AS

TAI

CHI

IN

SOME CIRCLES…

BUTT!

ONE CAN SIMPLY LET IT FLOW

LET IT ALL GO!

IN

BODY MOTION FREE!

WITH ABSOLUTELY NO!

LESSONS!

AND

GENERATE THE DMT MOLECULE

TO FREE ONESELF

FROM

ZOMBIE

LIFE!

AND YEAH.. LISTENING TO RAVE MUSICK

OF

THE ELECTRONIC KIND

IS NOW SHOWN BY SCIENCE

TO

INCREASE HGH AKA HUMAN GROWTH HORMONE

TO GROW MUSCLES.. LIGAMENTS.. TENDONS

AND

EVEN

BONES!

ALL FREE FROM GOD!

JUST DANCE

AND

MOVE

TO

THE

GROOVE OF ALL NATURAL LIFE

FLOWING

FLOWING

LETING

IT

ALL!

GO

GO

GO!

YES GOGO1 WITH GOD!1

EMOTIONS ARE HOUSED IN THE BODY!

RUNNING ALONG THE VAGAL

NERVE

FROM BRAIN TO

GUT!

DISTRIBUTING

SEROTONIN

AND

DMT

2

1

FROM PINEAL GLAND

UP ThERE IN THE THIRD EYE METAPHOR OF ENLIGHTENMENT

WITH KUNDALINI SERPENT

FOR

METAPHOR OF

VAGAL NERVE

TRUE

SENDING

OUT EMOTIONS

THAT

DO

MOST DEFINITELY

EMOTE OUR LIFE FREELY

WITHOUT REPRESSED EMOTIONS

AND

SEXUALITY!

OPPRESSED OR REPRESSED TOO!

THERE ARE GENERALLY SPEAKING

2

KINDS

OF

FOLKS

IN

THE WORLD..

THOSE WHO SUBJUGATE FOR CONTROL

THROUGH REPRESSION AND OPPRESSION OF OTHERS..

OUT OF FEAR OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE!

AKA

GOD

2

!

AND THOSE WHO DO NOT  FEAR THIS LIFE OR

GOD!

WHO SIMPLY WANT TO EXPLORE ALL OF WHAT GOD IS!

FREELY

FROM SEA TO SHINING SEA!

FROM ABOVE

SO

BELOW

AND

YES!

INSIDE OF US

AND OUTSIDE

2

!

EVERYWHERE ONE FLOWS!

AND

SIMPLY

LETS

LIFE

GO!

FREELY!

YES

FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION

IN

GOD’S

GREAT

BIG

UNI

VERSE!

TRUE!

GOD HAS NO CHAINS THAT HUWOMAN CAN EVER HARNESS..

TO

HOLD

GOD

DOWN!

GOD IS FREE!

AND

WE

CAN

BE

FREE!

2

!

AND UN-DOMESTICATE

THE REPRESSION.. OPPRESSION..

AND

SUBJUGATION

LIKE

A

WOLF THAT FINALLY FINDS

THE WAY

HOME

BACK

TO

MOON!

AND ALL HIS UNDOMESTICATED WOLF

FRIENDS

IN

HOWL OF THE CALL OF THE WILD..

WhERE

ZOMBIES

DARE

NOT

916!TREAD!916

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Finding LIGHT in Halloween skeYes

We-

ll..

FOLKS..

WELCOME..!

to my Halloween

MEGA BLOG POST!

LAST

YEAR’S

IS

THIS:

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2013/10/27/godallahgodzilla/

PICTORIAL FUN WITH GODALLAHGODZILLA…

AND THIS ONE

WILL

BE

DIFFERENT OF COURSE..

AS

CHANGE IS KOOL!

AND ON COURSE SINCE HALLOWEEN DOES NOT END

UNTIL

NOVEMBER 1ST.. SHORTLY AFTER

THE MIDNIGHT

HOUR..

ON

OCTOBER 31ST!..

NOT

UNTIL THEN..!

WILL

i

be finished with my New!

2014

MEGA

HALLOWEEN

POETICaLLY

RELIGIOUSLY

PHILOSOPHICaLLY

and

POLITICaLLY

influenced

HALLOWEEN BLAST!

KINDA LIKE THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW!

BUTT!

REAL!

SO YEAH! IT’S PART HAUNTED HOUSE2!

AND REALLY WILD STUFF3!

but if counting the other three above

so below

HERE!

THAT’S ACTUALLY SIX!

YES!

POETICALLY

RELIGIOUSLY

PHILOSOPHICALLY

POLITICALLY

HAUNTED HOUSE

REALLY WILD STUFF!

SO IF YOUR HEAD DOES NOT HURT YET!

COME

ALONG

FOR

THE

RIDE..

FRIEND(S)…

AT

WORD

132

WITH OH MY GOD!

MUCH

MORE

TO

COME137…

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i’ve

learned

the HARD WAY..

TO

LOVE

THE DARKNESS IN LIFE

AS MUCH AS

THE LIGHT

IN LIFE..

AND RECENTLY

in a 24 hour period..

i am involved in my first parking

lot at Insurance fault backing into another car

at very slow speed..

taking my eyes

off of that back up camera for a split second

while 2 people engage me in a backing up conversation..

and then..

i break the so-called bullet proof cover glass on my iphone5S

and the hinged end off my

SUPER KOOL KINDA EXPENSIVE NIKE GPS SPORTS WATCH..

WHERE NIKE IS WEARING BRITCHES BIG ENOUGH

NOT TO SELL CHEAP LITTLE REPLACEMENT

PARTS FOR A KOOL

WATCH

LIKE

THIS!

SO i simply go to Walmart and DANCE WALK

AND

SHAKE IT OFF..

AND BACK TO BLISS AM i

after a short detour

to

MURPHY’S LAW!

HE

HE!

My wife didn’t quite celebrate it like that but of course

she hasn’t been to ALL OF REAL HUMAN HELL YET..

JUST BITS AND PIECES OF IT..

AND

OF

COURSE WITNESSED IT WITH ME!

SO YEAH

i celebrate imperfection of the dark of life everywhere i go..

in my life

and

in

MY ART

LIKE THE MEXICAN INDIGENOUS ART OF OLD

AND ZEN BUDDHISM ART..

THAT CELEBRATES THE IMPERFECTION OF LIFE

THAT MAKES THE DARKNESS

AND

WHAT WE ARE AT CORE

OF

HUMAN BEING TRUE!

A PERFECTIONIST IS THE OTHER END OF THAT!

AND NO MORE OF THAT

FOR

ME!

GOD SOUNDLY TEACHES ME THAT LESSON.. OMG! YES!

i

am

NOT! IN CONTROL

i

better

LET IT ALL GO

AND

FLOW

if

i wanna stay SANE AND BLISSFUL AND THAT IS!

WHAT!

i

DO!

AND WHAT MAKE ME PARTICULARLY GO INTO RIGHTEOUS INDIGNATION

MODE IS FOLKS WHO ARE SO CALLED FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIANS

WHO BELIEVE EVERYONE NO MATTER HOW DIFFERENT THEIR

REAL HUMAN HELL EXPERIENCES MIGHT BE

SHOULD PULL THEIR OWN WEIGHT WITHOUT MANDATED HELP

FROM THE TRIBE!

SELF MADE MEN AND WOMEN THEY SAY THEY ARE AND i say HA-HA!

ON

THAT

AS MOST OF US DO MOST DEFINITELY STILL

SUCK

ON THE TEAT OF THE DINOSAUR AND ALL THEIR FRIENDS

BLACK TAR OIL

AND

OF COURSE MORE AND MORE WE SUCK ON THE TEAT

OF THE

MACHINE

OF

TECHNOLOGY ALL THE TIME WE GO!

SO YES!

i

celebrate my DARK SKEYES OF HALLOWEEN HERE!

AND REMEMBER WHERE i’ve been in Halloween skeyes

of both

BRIGHT

AND

DARK

NOW!

AS A RELATIVE FREE WILL

SELF MADE

WIL-

L!

YES! IN FEARLESS SACRED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!

http://www.wrongplanet.net/postx269489-60-0.html

Well..

good to see Fnord back

and so happy to hear a success story of a self-made person

with the somewhat challenging disorder of a form of Autism Spectrum disorder…

And yes.. tHere is another guy here who has reported a similar and perhaps even remarkable story of a self-made autistic person…

There was this guy.. that had a language delay until age 4..and could not speak in oral presentation and write well until his 40’s and 50’s.. but no he did not let that discourage him from success in life…

He also was a very frail child and picked on for looking strange and basically told he did not deserve to exist.. but no he did not let that get him down and just worked harder to get stronger.. and more normal looking..

And there is even proof that he has formed himself out into a physical specimen of what looks very much like those statues of Greek GODs with obvious proof as he is also a nude self renaissance artist and a poet at age 54.. per the photos thingy or it didn’t happen…

http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/10/float-like-butterfly-stripping.html

And this person’s family scenario.. is the father with the money left early.. to leave the mother with little money to raise the children.. in relative poverty by the time there was any possibility of going to college…

But the now young man did not let that get him down.. so he got three jobs.. yes at the same time.. one as janitor.. one as bookstore clerk.. and one as research associate in archaeology to make ends meet running a more than full schedule per semester for college work eventually graduating with three degrees from college.. No.. there was little time for sleep…

But still without written or oral language skills.. the job market was bleak.. so he ended up working in a military bowling center at close to minimum wage.. but that did not get him down.. as he just went one step at a time handing out shoes.. and loved his job all the same…

Oh.. and then there were the people that said he was too strange to ever get married but that did not get him down.. he kept his head up.. and ended up marrying what most people in his area.. consider as one of the most beautiful girls in his area.. at that time.. and fairly running that way still now as she is age 44.. by observance of the men folks in his local area… In fact..  just today.. a college professor noted that she looks too young to be married…

By 1999.. after eating pork and beans and chicken quarters to save enough money for a down payment on a house and purchase of such..  starting in 1993..  the young man still only had $1000 dollars in the bank.. which is not much wiggle room for emergency…

And so then after a child died in 1997.. and fortunately there was enough insurance money to pay the 300K medical bill.. the wife then comes down with epilepsy and can no longer work.. but no that did not get him down or her down.. they just cut back some more…

And by the time 2007 rolled around and after 7 years of threats on job security.. and going higher up as government employed Community Activities Director and Athletic Director.. the now 40 something year old dude.. managed to save several hundred thousand dollars in yes..  just 7 years for the rainy day that was soon to come in 2008.. with 19 medically documented disorders including the worst pain known to mankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia.. a stint with almost 40 days without sleep.. except for one hour each of the first 35 days.. and none the last 5 of 40.. in a truly Dante like inferno of increasing rings of hell.. each day…

Well.. not able to use eyes or ears effectively for 2 years due to the pain like having one’s teeth drilled without Novocain.. except it was in the eye and ear instead of teeth.. he was locked in his mind.. with no where to escape.. and no effective drugs to help…

So he started writing just to escape some way.. lists at first.. and then more words and paragraphs and eventually millions of words.. one excruciating word at a time with that incredible eye and ear pain…

But one word was a step and he kept going for three years.. until eventually he was miraculously healed of all of this pain and disorders.. with only a miracle explanation by qualified professionals assessing his medical conditions…

So it was time to start again.. and he decided to go in a new direction and yes.. became a well known.. and yes considered famous dancer in his metro area…

In fact.. measured at over 2500 miles now all around his metro area.. in a dance walk martial arts ballet style.. by Nike GPS Sports watch.. in a little over 14 months…

And a poet with some international feedback.. and a martial artist.. considered as a Kung Fu expert.. by training expert in the field…

And no he didn’t even need a lesson.. to accomplish this..  he did it all on his own.. with the help of mother nature’s instinctual human nature ways.. aka GOD…

So yes.. i am self-made man per the lone wolf thingy.. but nah.. i did not build it alone without Mother Nature true aka GOD…

So yeah.. GOD made me…

And yeah.. i’ve got documented proof of this.. down to the 810 LBS i press with my legs now.. in case anyone doubts that real human miracles and GOD exists…

But will I ever judge another person for needing help or taking it.. Hell no.. as i’ve been to real HUMAN hell.. and know the dark part of life.. all to well…

And if one lives long enough.. chances are pretty good they WILL GET A TASTE OF REAL HUMAN HELL TOO…

Let’s just say it’s a valuable lesson in humility and human empathy for one that makes it through REAL HUMAN HELL…

AND THE DISEASE I HAD IS CALLED THE SUICIDE DISEASE FOR GOOD REASON.. YOU can bet the ranch on that..:)

i have all the money i can possibly spend for one reason and one reason only.. MONEY MEANS NOTHING TO ME.. AND REAL FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN CONNECTIONS IN REAL LIFE.. SACRED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.. AND MY HEALTH MEANS EVERYTHING.. AND THAT IS WHY i ENDED UP RELATIVELY RICH.. PER THE HERD OF HUMAN BEINGS.. WHETHER i WANTED TO OR NOT..:)

NOTE: CAPS ADDED in for emphasis.. i AM NOT screaming.. in real FLESH AND BLOOD life i’m as calm as a butterfly like Yogi.. inside..:)..WITH YES.. RELATIVE FREE WILL.. the closest thing to self-made man that exists in the history of mankind.. believe it or not..  it’s true…

And to be clear.. relative free will.. not me…

@WORD1690

TONIGHT IS MY 31ST RAVE DANCE WEEK CELEBRATING IT

AT MY PLACE OF METRO COMMUNITY DANCE!

SEVILLE QUARTER PENSACOLA FL..

AS i will wear my cheap $15

Halloween

Costume

to

CELEBRATE!

CONSISTING OF A CAPED SUPER MAN T-SHIRT

@$7.50

UNTIL

THE

MIDNIGHT

WITCHING HOUR..

WHERE i will go to my KnowNOW

SOMEWHAT REAR ENDED SCRATCHED

HONDA CIVIC

BAT COUPE!

AND

CHANGE

INTO

A

$7.50

CAPED T-SHIRTED VERSION

OF

BATMAN

TO RE-ENTER THE DANCE HALL

FULL OF COLLEGE AGE FOLKS

TO DANCE THE REST OF THE DARK SIDE

NIGHT

WITH

THEM

IN

ECSTATIC

GYRATIONS OF HIPS.. TORSO..

LEGS.. ARMS.. HANDS.. FEET..

FINGERS..

AND

TOES..

IN

360 DEGREES OF KUNDALINI LIKE BODILY

CENTERS

OF

MY BODY

WITH THEM..

AND ME TOTALLY DRUG FREE

AS

i

am

on

A

TOTALLY NATURAL FREE HIGH THAT NO AMOUNT OF SILLY

WESTERN MATERIALISTIC

MONEY

CAN

EVER

FUCKING

BUY!

by A WAY..

i

RESERVE THAT WORD FOR SPECIAL OCCASIONS

AND

HALLOWEEN..

MY MOST FAVORITE HOLIDAY OF ALL..!

IS

ONE

OF

THEM!

SO HERE IS A HINT OF THE DANCE TO COME

WITH PHOTOS OF THE SUPER HEROES

OF

LIGHT AND DARK

SHIRTS!

WITH SO MUCH MORE TO COME..

FOR THOSE OF YA!

FEARLESS

AND

TENURED

ENOUGH.;)

TO

DANCE WHERE i dare to DANCE

IN

DARK

AND

LIGHT!

OF

THOSE

OCCASIONS!

THAT COLOR MY LIFE AS IS!

@

*!1909word1909!*

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