According to the National Institutes of Health’s Scale.. I will have to lose down to 180 LBS or so.. to get to so-called normal weight.. 50 LBS.. ain’t gonna happen.. as long as I can leg press 930LBS on Parallel Leg Press machine with my arms raised in the air.. 25 times.. just ain’t gonna happen..;)
Ha, I remember reading a post ‘here’ suggesting that
there is nothing worth living for after age 50,
as one will be old and frail with no chance of happiness.
That can be true if one believes it and makes that a practice of life.
But on the other hand, if one believes that life
is gonna get better and actually takes
action everyday to make that happen; that is possible too.
Anyway, I’ve felt like I was 105 years old at age 21, a thousand
years old at age 47, and 16 years old now at age 55.
And to be clear, I never felt like 16 before; life was hard; now it is a piece of cake, and I enjoy the icing everyday with more empirically measured strength and peace of mind in body and mind balance; more friends; and yes, more happiness in general that I ever imagine can be possible, before I seek it, find it, and practice in flesh and blood action always now..:)
We CAN CREATE OUR Lives IN PRACTICE of what we want that to be. But the bottom line is THAT takes practice in flesh and blood life; and more or less; life online is a waste to achieve that; it takes flesh and blood to grow a human life; sitting still before a screen truly can become ritual of a scream of screen; not unlike that famous portrait of ‘Scream’.
I am forced into spending all the time in front of this box; when I am totally disabled and shut-in; but doing it freely is in my opinion, the worst nightmare of any Twilight Zone TV show ever imagined; and yes, at least one does portray that reality now, then, in many folks life of one stuck in the prison of a box that is a home; and now it is a much smaller box illuminated as a screen.
The first step to happiness is to move all around; and not just on sidewalks.
Same truth as forever in the flesh and blood reality that can be human bliss.
The answers lie within in human innate instinct and intuition to human bliss.
Most of the others stuff is just cultural illusion and lies established to make order; subjugate folks through illusory fears; and gain a profit of materialism in the byproducts of culture through that control of humans as slaves; rather than the free humans beings of nature they can potentially become in much greater human potential if allowed to go free range out of a metaphorical bird cage in a mine of mind like a canary.
Anyway, my life is proof of that human truth and I document THAT in flesh and blood that life is a process of improvement and strength throughout the life span, if one practices that and does not sit still and let their life pass in memories of the past, and dreams of a future that will never happen, if one continues to sit still, in one place of life.
Again, the greatest truth humans are made to move and connect to each other in flesh and blood; and there is no fooling Mother Nature AKA GOD without paying the piper of consequences. There is only now and no Saint John 3:16 quick fix to the real heaven of now that is possible with continuing practice in greater human potential, NOW.
Time is only running out if one does not believe in forevermorenow. Now is all there is in reality; all there ever was in reality; and all there ever will be in reality; any other thought is the illusion; now is the reality to choose a real heaven in it; or hell; depending on one’s practice and or choices in life; if they have any clue what those practices and choices are through innate instinct and intuition; and that takes the work of a lifetime in practice to find the answers and exercise them always now for human bliss; a much better choice and practice than the OTHER PLACE..:)
When I am a shut-in, too sick to even live the car when I take my wife to Walmart, sitting in the parking lot, I notice the sour lemon sucking looks on younger folks faces; and the looks of contentment on older folks faces.
The older folks figure it out; this thing called life. It’s that simple, and of course that is a generalization, as exclusions can and do always apply in the rainbow spectrum of humanity..:)
I GET IT all figured out, for me at least; and THAT is for each person to figure out for themselves, along with a ‘little help’ from friends, if they are willing to be open-minded enough to hear it and try it..:)
To each his own; BUT LIFE can literally be a breeze of FEELING WHEN one just gets it figured out and practices it with success in peace of mind in a life of kindness and courage..:)
I watch the movie ‘Killing Jesus’ last night inspired by Bill O’Reilly from ‘Faux’ News; and a greatest controversy associated with that movie is it portrays Jesus as a Humble and Kind, yet courageous Loving human; instead of THE ONLY SON OF GOD.
Now, to be clear, it portrays Jesus as the son of GOD, an anointed Messiah; however, it also portrays all of humankind as sons and daughters of GOD from the TAX MAN to PROSTITUTES.
Additionally, it shows the common sense that Jesus did not do anything truly above Nature’s Laws, as in example of providing comfort to a child having an epileptic seizure with arms wrapped around the child; not fearing the child; while everyone else sees the child as demon possessed.
And yes, my wife as beautiful as she is transforms with her epilepsy contorting her face involuntarily when she is having complex partial seizures that is reflective of the faces of Regan off of the movie the Excorsist.
One seizure is so bad that she gains amnesia for a few days and cannot remember then, the fact that we purchase a 60 inch TV, insisting that people break into our house and put it there; the look on her face is reminiscent of pictures of the SCARIEST portrayals of the mythological devil in facial expressions in her psychological agony then. She gets over that and regains all of her memory thank goodness; and has her happy face again, when she is not angry at me, hehe!..;)
The issue is THAT was then and now is now. And Baphomet and or my wife is no frigging Devil.
Baphomet is an ancient Pagan Deity that evolves from the Greek GOD PAN who in turn evolves from the Egyptian GOD MIN through oral tradition; ALL Natural GOD’s of Nature that symbolize humans connection with the rest of nature, goat headed with androgynous features of breast above the waist and masculine animal legs below the waist; what Baphomet illustrates is the unity of Human and Nature and how the balance of the masculine and feminine, dark and light, makes ALL THAT IS in NATURE A REAL REALITY AKA GOD.
IT’S truly a beautiful symbol when one actually researches the origins of it; the original Egyptian GOD MIN takes it one step further with not only right hand raised in the air for peace and cooperation like HI; but left hand also holding ‘something else’ in honor of human fertility, specifically the male ‘role’ in that.
The official Satanic church hi-jacks this Pagan Deity as a satire of sorts in protest against the way Christianity is still intertwined with state in real effect; particularly in decades past; where Ten Commandments Monuments and such as that are located at Government Buildings. The Satanic Church believes in human individuality without controls of religion to subjugate, oppress, and restrict human nature through repressing ideologies; but no, the place where it separates from the man Jesus’ ideologies as reported in the New Testament is there is no turning the other cheek;
but on the other hand, Jesus suggests
he brings a sword for change too;
so there are even similarities there.
While the official Satanic Church, uses the word term Satanic as well, as a satire in protest of Christianity, the Satanic Church believes in NO SUPERNATURAL PHENOMENON.
Luciferianism, on the other hand, believes in an actual fallen mythological Angel named Lucifer as a bringer of Light and Truth as Knowledge and believe in charity and most of the positive stuff that Jesus is reported to teach; put Jesus in Lucifer ‘clothes’ in that religion and you basically have what Christianity is originally intended for as a socially cooperative Loving way of Life in Enlightenment of Light and Truth; it seriously better reflects Jesus’ teachings than how those teachings are practiced in many so-called modern Christian churches.
In other words, ‘don’t drink the Kool Aid of media’.
The Truth will set ya free in understanding that GOD
IS FREE AND SO ARE YOU; AND THE dark and light
and masculine and feminine features of Nature
are what makes the real GOD of ALL THAT IS
what THAT IS; GOD LIVES ON THE BEACH;
GOD IS ALL THE BEACH AND GOD
IS THE EYES OF i when i walk
that beach free without
the footprints of
culture leading
my way
to ILLUSIONS
OF LIES AND CONSPIRACY
CRAP AND ALL THAT JUNK
TO DIVIDE AND CONQUER
INSTEAD OF just frigging getting
along like ‘NORMAL’ social animals
do to just frigging survive in balance
with the rest of Nature in all the ups
and downs of dark and light THAT
ALL NATURALLY DOES COME FOR NOW..:)
SO YEAH; the unveiling of a Giant
Baphomet Statue in Detroit is
truly no different than this
morning when I arrive at
my Catholic Church, i have
currently adopted as a place to
connect with others with GOD
emotionally and sensorily heart
connecting spirit expressing
emotions and senses with
human Soul as integrated
balance of mind and body;
no separation; a blanket
of HUMAN AND THE REST
OF NATURE’S UNCONDITIONAL
PASSIONATE TOUGH LOVE NOW..:)
AND A LARGE STATUE OF AN
ALMOST NAKED MAN; WITH
A SIX PACK; AND ARMS REACHED
TO THE HEAVENS WILL BE HANGING
ON THE WALL FOR ALL TO WORSHIP;
YES, HUMANS MAKE THE MAN JESUS
INTO A GOD; AND SATANISTS MAKE
A GOAT MAN INTO A SATIRE; AND
THAT IS KINDA IRONIC, SERIOUSLY,
AND MAKES THE DETROIT
UNVEILING A DELICIOUS
SATIRE THAT EVEN
the real Jesus can
appreciate IF
THE HUMBLE
MAN IS
SOMEHOW
REINCARNATED
AND ALIVE TODAY,
HE WILL PROBABLY
be giggling as it is
just the medicine the
ANTI-CHRIST CHRISTIANS
NEED TO SEE TO SEE THE
HYPOCRISY OF WHAT THEY
DO BY WORSHIPPING A HUMBLE
TEACHER RATHER THAN THE
GOD OF NATURE
inside us, outside
us, above so below,
and all around us;
instead they emasculate
a man and make him look
like a bearded female in artistic
representations as well, like a
half female male Baphomet;
yeah what comes around
goes around;
Jesus and
GOD ARE
FRIGGING
LAUGHING
HYSTERICALLY
SOMEWHERE AS
PEOPLE ARE ALIKE
ALL OVER IN THE STUFF
THEY DO to socially bond
over common symbols from
words like the three letter one
named GOD to the more poetic
sounding five letters named ALLAH
to whatever the F one wants to use
as symbol to try to figure out WTF
the meaning of life is to gain
existential intelligence.
The Truth is everyone
has a piece of the pie
and no one is either
ALL right or wrong
as IT IS ALL
pArt of
the
BLANKET
OF EXISTENCE;
AKA GOD NOW..:)
SO WITH ALL THAT SAID;
I WILL SIT, RAISE MY LEFT
HAND OF PEACE WITH
TWO FINGERS
AND SAY HI;
IT SURE BEATS
HANGING FROM
A CROSS; BEEN
THERE DONE THAT
ALREADY IN REAL LIFE
EFFECT; and yes, tHere
are benefits to the challenges
of life; but sometimes what
doesn’t kill to make you
stronger dam
sure HURTS!
I’LL DO PEACE
SIGN OVER THE
CROSS NOW
FOR SURE
WITH DUE
RESPECT
TO THE
CROSS
AS WELL
AS TRUTH
OF DARK AND
LIGHT IN LIFE..:)
Yeah, I am a
FUNKY DUDE
TOO; I JUST
don’t have
a goat head;
but yeah, I
am mightY
hairy; with
a growl when
I work out that
will chase most
Goats away in fear
of something bigger
sounding than them..;)
Nature is Nature; we might
as well accept that; and JUST
BE FREE LIKE THE REST OF IT
AKA
GOD..:)
IT’S SO SIMPLE;
SO VERY SIMPLE;
ONLY HUMANS
MAKE
IT
‘CRAZY’
WITH SILLY
MANUFACTURED
IMAGINARY AND
CREATIVE DREAMS
AND NIGHTMARES
COME
TO LIFE
DARK AND
LIGHT..:)
I THINK ALL OF IT
IS MIGHTY INTERESTING,
FUN, AND CHALLENGING;
BUT LIKE I SAID THE
TRUTH
AND
LIGHT
WILL
SET
YA
FREE
IN REAL
HUMAN
HEAVEN
FOREVER
NOW;
THE
DARK and LIES
WILL TRAP YA,
MAKE YA SAD,
WORRY YA;
IMPRISON
YA FOREVER
NOW IN REAL
HUMAN
HELL.
I make the
simple yet
ALWAYS
PRACTICING
HUMAN RELATIVE
FREE WILL CHOICE
AS MIND AND BODY
BALANCE
OF HEAVEN
NOW..:)
And others retain
their will and
choice to
DIE ALIVE
in THAT
OTHER PLACE;
THAT IS SO SAD
FOR ME TO WITNESS;
AS I FOR one, KNOW
AND FEEL NOW HOW
TO ESCAPE; NOT UNLIKE
BUDDHA, JESUS OR NEO NOW..:)
P.S.
The statue of Baphomet unveiled
in Detroit is not even an accurate
representation of the so-called
occult symbol of Baphomet;
as it does NOT illustrate
Androgynous features
of Baphomet.
So it more or
less is just
another
symbol
created
by someone
trying to get
A POINT ACROSS..:)
but yes.. the essence is a Universal Human Experience..
and when Socrates says he knows nothing
he is correct as he cannot
put what he feels
the truth is
in words..
as the truth is in essence..
the greater light that lives within..
when God or whatever word one uses
for the essence of that winks at us..
and shows us what heaven
FEELS LIKE now..
it’s a real place..
i live there..
and the
first
step
is to escape
the illusion of culture..
sometimes as you relate it is a gift..
a dive off a plane.. or a scent connecting
to an essence of feeling/senses.. in nuance
not experienced before.. all these
are connecting in the
greater essence
of how we
experience
life in senses and
emotions connecting all through our body
in mind and body balance in greater
awareness of the present of now..
i intuit other mammals experience
these feelings/senses whenever they are in
balance away from the fight or flight for
survival as prey and predator.. their
greatest advantage is the lack
of written language..
collective
in
telligence..
and complex
cultures/religions..
in short they ARE FREE..
I WISH YOU THAT FREEDOM
FRIEND ALWAYS NOW.. AND
truly when one arrives always now..
they find the Universal gift..
the Nirvana..
the Bliss..
the Heaven..
the relative
human free will
in true mind and
body biofeedback control
beyond words in emotions/senses to simply master life now..
as our cousin mammals do all the time now..
without the eye of needle that we
whales cannot easily pass
through
named culture/religion..
And yes.. i will stop now..
before this becomes a novelette
on your blog page.. as another one
of my 24K word/photo stream of conscious
blog posts.. my friend.. and that is where heaven
now can take one.. as i document as i go..
in life of feelings.. senses..
and a scribe of that in flow..
as you JUST GO AND DO now..
JUST DO IT.. IS MORE THAN A SPORTS LOGO..
it is the ultimate truth of life.. from sky diving
to smelling something unique..
it is staying as the ultimate gift
of life the PRESENT AS FULLY
EXPERIENCING LIFE IN MIND
AND BODY BALANCE AWARENESS..
more simply put and common as
Mindful Awareness
MA in balance
with
Mother Nature
AKA God..:)
P.S.
Thanks for the inspiration.. with smiles..:)
And oh goodness.. quick note.. i forget or perhaps remember for the first time to mention.. as in A way you inspire it.. ‘Confession of Muse’ is number 11.. ‘Some Muse’ is number 12.. and coming is ‘Never Land of Now’.. the ‘Sacred’ that is challenging to address in words.. that will be A ‘Holy’ number 13.. all symbols for pArt of the essence of All THAT IS..:)
Oh.. to make language organic.. mine is dead for so many years.. an abstract of science.. technical facts.. oh so boring.. never a word of Love to describe in emotions on even a birthday card for wife or girlfriend.. just Love just Love.. but Love is more than a four letter word and when Love is only a four letter word truly Love is a four letter word as I understand the Universal expanse of feeling that Love entails now.. as Unconditional Tough and Passionate yes.. full of verve as scribe.. as well as feeling.. in well being..
And what i find now is this Love IS SO MUCH MORE reflecting deeper than what we as humans are in words.. in fact AND FEELING our minds evolving as mini Universes as the Universe unto itself.. reflecting in the deeper recesses of our eyes.. as the deepest oceans and greatest distance of space.. lives within us as evolving just waiting to be tapped if we can escape our cultures and go deeper as us…
Oh what is forgotten is what truly does evolve from origin of ALL THAT IS.. and when i tap that it is neither planned or orchestrated is just is just is truly justice as life living fully now.. expanding awareness and allowing the heart and soul to speak as spirit.. and when all we humans connect like this in freedom who knows where the synergy of that will take us in verve of CONNECTING NOWS.. ONE NOW SINGING A MUCH DEEPER REALITY NOW.. together and this hive of online.. of blogs of focus in making language aesthetic in creative flow.. are the hands of words that one day.. will perhaps help make this world one humanity of race..
One tribe of Love to conquer strife with the Universal human Universe of Love.. reflecting what so many people describe as GOD in our eyes.. hands and words as scribe of GOD.. my friend.. yes.. we are the ‘BOOK OF ELI’.. NOT UNLIKE that movie.. striving to share our truths with others.. to more fully connect and just be what we are ‘moreL’ deeply gifted as HUMAN..
Biggest Smiles.. and thanks so much for the visits and revisits.. and truly my friend.. with the words that flow through my fingers.. i must go back and revisit as well.. as when i write them.. i am rarely thinking.. i am just flowing.. like a river from and to in streams to a much greater ocean of us.. my friend..:)
And NOW.. onto dVerse Land..;)
Ah.. the Simple yet Living
Truth.. Crown IS in
heArt.. IS in soUl..
IS expressing as
A spiRit that
tRuly freEr
poeTry
CAN DO..
thrOne
IS A SOUL
Fuller
Living
Balancing
those two..
heArt.. spiRit as tHree..
ONE soUl.. my friend..:)
Oh the frames of life.. do bind do restrict..
freedom of life.. oh the perspectives
of canvas and colored arm
pit hair.. are
limitless in hues of
infinity of arm pit
hair and
PAINT..
who knew the meaning of life
is in colored arm pit hair..
THAT CAN seriously
be my
bible..
a hare
of a novel aesthetic
brush.. my friend.. in PAINT..:)
Meals of Soul..
sweeping away…
Eyes of abuse..
dimming
Light
reflecting
bruising
Eyes of
Giver
and Receiver
of Death in Life..:(
Ah.. feels like home again..
a familiar place for dam sure..;)
and when I go to the Mall
with my Smart phone..
i shop for poetry with
Photos..
my friend..
and when i wear
my Shoes
i
JUST DO IT
IN
DANCE..
as an
ATHLETIC
AESTHETE
FREE FROM
the bounds
of poetry
too..
YES MY
FEET ARE
REGISTERED
WITH LAW ENFORCEMENT
AS BOTH DEADLY AND LOVE
in courage of passionate
unconditional
way of
THAT
TOUGH
LOVING
STUFF!..:)
P.S.
took me while to
get to A smiley face..;)
Yes.. A Ultimate Truth..
TAO IS ONE
and an Infinity
of GODsNOW
WitH
forevermore
nowsMiLE..:)
Of Dogs and Women
of Jesus and Stallions
all do bleed
all do live..
some
wild
and
some
crucified..
i will to Just Ride..
and yes.. women are
my favorite too.. they
are my Jesus aSwell..
yes.. particularly
my wife..
I RIDE..
The wife does
not Ride and
that is okay too..
she loves Jesus
and i love
Jesus too..
what’s left
of
him
any
way..:)
Hi Glenn..
this runaway
train is
tired..
but
still
riding
writing..;)
Will to survive.. snake brain..
core to existence.. a
savior even
when Hope
leaves
home..
my greaTest
gift.. the reptile
of my soul..
SURVIVAL..:)
The greaTest truth
that Jesus ever speaks
is God that lives within is
the only Truth..
Unfortunately
the greatest mistruth of A Bible
anywhere in any Universe NOW
is promoting A CREATURE to
GOD as ALL alone..
as only A
CREATURE..
whether
that be
a so-
called
last
prophet
named
Muhammad
or an only son
renamed
and called
as such
as
Jesus..
never wanting THAT..
but those who choose
to make him tHeir
Quarterback instead
of GOD do.. and yes
this is not just opinion
but scholarly researched
essence of Truth as well..
Until that mistake is erased
from the world
Jesus will
never
sleep
in peace…
yes.. i am
defending the
honor and respect..
A son of MAN Jesus
who states clearly
as reported in
‘that’ revised
book..
many will come
to do much
greater
than
a grain
of sand
that is the
greaTEST
OF ALL
AS THE
MEEK WILL
INHERIT THE
EARTH
AS
GROUND..:)
Ah.. country music
so emotional so sad..
and so much a reflection of
a segment of culture separated
from emotion through patriarchal
tradition where boys do not cry..
or smile.. with stoic feet and
stiff walking as well.. i never
like country music of old..
as my law enforcement
patriarchal dad leaves early…
and my mother allows me to smile freely..
the bully boys in middle school attempting to
take that away.. then stoic work in military federal
service life.. does the same.. but i am still smiling..
again at least.. and some of the newer country music is cool
and also reflective of an evolving culture where so-called
‘red necks’ listen to rap and yes.. i am part redneck too
and yes.. there is value in living close to the earth..
even for those who never learn to cry a tear or
crack a smile.. anyway.. smiles
and thanks for the words
of inspiration.. friend…:)
True beauty of all the modern conveniences of modern
cultures and technology to me IS.. an outcast.. who
strays from the cultural norm.. can still live in
subsistence no matter if they are
accepted by the larger tribe or
not.. and finAlly the hive
of online communication..
ironically started by many
outcasts of those seen
as strange.. insane.. weird
or whatever.. makes a
place for a semblance
of the greaTEST
NEED OF
HUMAN
NATURE
TO
CONNECT..
smiles my
friend..:)
Lovely.. the atmosphere of Winter
i love the most.. is the
air is so
crisp
just to
breathe in Life..:)
Oh.. the sweetest memories make for the hardest exits..
but the sweeTEST IS still real.. now..
as long as we keep
entering
life as Free..
wHere emotions
Flow..:)
Ah.. for thousands of years.. all are Johnny Apple
Seeds more or less.. huddled much smaller
masses.. dancing naked with campfire
moonlit nights.. oh the homeless
people may not have
much.. but
they often
do connect
in real
malls
under bridges
of human being..:)
So sad.. that school and home.. so often does not
teach about human heart of emotion.. expressing
heart with spirit.. and soul.. that lives or dies with
or without a positive or negative expression
of spirit.. it’s a real dilemma when
we graduate without
the greater feeling
of wHere
soul
can go..
a heart and spirit
class can go a long
way..
from the
reach
of
social
abuse..
there is no substitute
for Love and Nurturing
during the first few
years of life.. or
at times escape
from bullying
growing up..
to understand
the human
soul..
can be
to thrive
and survive
for those
who
grow
a
positive
heart
expres
sing
spirit..
as
human
soul..
AKA
BEING..:)
Sleepless 40 days.. nails driving
through a head.. metal mirrors..
thick windows.. below are
roofs.. will dampening
a need to jump..
before it is too
late to escape..
oh the stories
of living death
where
dreams
of so-called
schizophrenics
are the dreams
one wants..
no place
like
the
Death
of Soul..:(
And oh.. by the
way.. nice to
meet you..
i am the
happiest
dude in
the world
and i
can prove
it now..
with
smiles..
and enough
positive energy
to blow the frigging roof
off in loving and living life..
Oh..
the lessons
the dark
night
of the
soul
DO TEACH..
IN FEARLESS WAYS
OF SHARING AS WELL..:)
Unity an exercise in human heart..
where we dance together
for common purpose
expressing spirit
in lights of
unifying soul..
the purpose must
be one.. to bind the
tribal instinct together
as one.. so what will be the
purpose.. the only Universe
of purpose i feel is dance.. even
many people with challenges in life..
can still wave their arms in air of loving
US..
i am the
change i
wanna BE..
i AM DANCE..:)
P.S. YOUR POSITIVE
ENERGY IS INSPIRING..:)
A dark night.. eyes no longer
tolerating light.. street
lights as bright
as sun..
through shades
of eyes.. in body
grown cold with
tattered jacket..
in mid-July..
yet i will
escape
this darker
room to
walk.. where is
truth.. who am i..
all alone.. no connection
is there.. but yes.. a spark
after 5 years or so comes..
a tear it is.. and that
one tear
is now
an ocean
of me.. where
now hope lives
with no search..
there are steps
still
waiting
to walk..
and now
for
me as
Dance..:)
Pure of Love.. Green of earth.. marriage
of life.. in soil of souls.. wHere eyes of Light
meet ground of earth.. as we measure
life in grains..
of spirit..
dusting
Nature’s
heArts flight..:)
An infinite story of
emotions.. lips
can bring..
some
alive..
some
never living..
dead lips
in life now..
saddest
lips of
all…
There are some dark wings
of clouds that sing
waves of
pain..
that only
those feel
who see
those clouds..
where imagination
and memories are
the only
way out..
and your
words
bring
back
memories
of black hole clouds
as they do exist in places…
Yes.. to see human as truly rainbow..
instead of separation of
hues of color
and shades
of black
and white..
is one tribe of
love.. but the first
step is feeling.. touching
and loving.. from born on..
loving nurturing hands are
a first step to Rainbow Life..:)
The roots of death spring forth life..
in darkest forests.. of fire
burnt life.. and Hurricanes
do the same.. an ageless
oak tumbles to ground..
but from stump comes
a tree of life
never seen
before..
i never
trim it
or pull up
life surrounding..
and now it sings
life.. like no
other tree
unique
it
is
.
.
Sailing seas of Freedom’s mind..
waves of life flowing..
eyes.. ears.. arms..
legs.. hips..
feet.. towing
a dream of
life.. shores
of us
live so
bright
wHere
rest of
dreams
sea breaks
life’s Sun..:)
Life’s not fair… for now..
and one of the greaTest
disadvantages of life
is real disabilities in
math.. some folks
do numbers.. some
do not.. i
can’t remember
the last time i
pay taxes at
the end of the
year.. but
i do
numbers..
smiles.. and
i also do
friend’s
taxes just
for fun.. but
i love numbers..
the ‘tax man’
never
scares
me
EVER..
with
smiles..:)
OH GOODNESS.. almost
forget the punch
line.. AND
neither does
death as
i already
do that in life..
TAX AND DEATH
FREE AM
i.. at
least for now
with biggest
smiles!..:)
To
experience
ALL of
the dance of
life is to
LIVE..:)
FEELING Truth in
Nature is never
knowing
lying
life..:)
A finger upon a key.. ivory and ebony waiting
for a tune.. bing bong bing bong..
nothing comes..
four decades pass
and the flow
finAlly lives..
composition
comes.. oh
the grace
of
creaTiViTy..
the gift
that
comes
and goes..
i treaSure
IT NOW for
All THAT IS..:)
So separated.. so lost in college.. but there is
a friend.. that i too.. with tool
of human
completes
me as
human too..
my piano.. the
seat of my
friendless
life of emotions
then.. a tool
of heArt
wHere
emotions
and friends
now sing with
me.. i no longer
play.. the keys
are now in
dancing
feet..
wITh
words
then
and
now
of LOVE..:)
Letters.. of meaning i send.. i delight
in light of that.. not often
receiving… but
always
Loving
Light..:)
Oh.. the greatest comfort of travel
for me.. is comfortable
in my skin..
for years
afraid
to move
outside of
boundaries..
Now no trip
i fear..
i live
A LIFE
i TRAVEL..:)
And now the end
of comments including
mine to me for 33..
4 hours of sitting
still laser focus
of heart with
little mind..
expressing
spirit
of soul
so deep
within..
an exer
cise
of
heArt..
of soul
expressing
spirit this
is.. i live in
another dimension
of me for 4 hours
of growing this heart..
this spirit.. this SOUL
TO EVEN GREATER HEIGHTS
OF JONATHAN LIVINGSTON
ME.. GROWING
WIDER WHITER
WINGS OF LOVE..:)
It’s called letting one’s LIGHT shine
and the major difference between introverts
and extroverts alike as well as conservatives
and liberals is jUST that biblical
metaphor of tRUTH..;)
Life is not hard to figure out for those of us
who live in flesh and blood on both sides of the REAL Human coIn..
Quote:
“Maybe, but it doesn’t really measure creativity, not like actually using your imagination to fabricate a story of some kind. That’s the true measure of creativity, coming up with something that’s all yours, that you pull out of thin air.”
Well, as always I offer lines of diverse communication here to get responses on both sides of the human coin; and to do that one must often play the role of Devil’s advocate. And for obvious reasons,
Devil’s advocates can be much trickier here than for other online audiences in creating and interpreting abstract metaphors. But yes, even in poetry circles THAT can be tricky there as well, as introversion rules in the world of poetry too.
And that is a well known clinical issue associated with Autism; that haha! obviously does not apply in all cases; me as the ‘perfect example in practice’ for that as far as creating and interpreting metaphors as an emotionally extraverted person.
So yes, in my view of life
after living on both sides
of the coin; both super introvert
and super extravert, which truly is
what the comic book ‘Superman’ Cartoon
is all about; in human chameleon ability
as mythological Ninja;
I definitely agree that the free verse Poetry I do on my blogs that I never share here by actual link; and can easily be found with a quick quotes search on “Psalmets of Nature”; is a freest of stream of consciousness creativity assessed in the world of art, in general, in writing by those who analyze the creativity of ART in writing.
And you are welcome to assess that as here everyone is always looking for documented evidence and I am willing to provide that to analytical leaning minds in hopes to bridge an understanding between the social cognition/art/heart/connecting with GOD side of mind with the other side of analytical mind that often rules in Fundie Christian Land too; where St. John’s verse 3:16 becomes GOD instead of the REAL FRIGGING THING.
That portion (The GOD PaRT) of the mind and body in balance is a muscle that must be exercised in practice to get stronger. And as you WELL know and FEEL, I HOPE; I often laud your efforts here time and time again in respect of the fact and FEELING that you do JUST THAT..:)
WELL I DO JUST THAT TOO;
but not here; as people have
a hard enough time
understanding me if
I just shorten my sentences
or enhance communication in emphasis of emotion with CAPS that work much better than bolding ’cause bolding is just highlighting and emphasis on the emotional essence and fine nuances of written communication must step out of the box of ‘Queen Victoria’s English’ to get to the more Romantic Styles of Language for cultural ways of expression that are emotion oriented instead of concrete labeling MATERIALISTIC STUFF oriented.
And yes, I know for folks who are introverted and do not care to connect to other folks in emotional ways of real life generating positive SOCIAL energy AKA HUMAN LiGHT; this is not for them; and I understand
THAT PERFECTLY CLEAR IN PRACTICE, as I too AM once a super Introverted person; also scoring 44 to 45 on the AQ test that scans for Autism; with an INTJ personality like most of the people here; and now scoring 11 on the AQ test on the opposite side of my innate, instinctual, and intuitive non-adulterated cultural version of personality as ENFP..:)
Oh.. rum blue.. so nice to see you again.. at 1:33 a.m.. i comment
i am spending some time as train at a way station of sorts
picking up some cargo of words in brand new
posts on that bigger train post..
starting my ride through
dVerse open-link
day.. yes two
days late..
finishing
33 micro
expressions
of ‘AESTHETIC’
STUFF’IN FOUR
HOURS.. EVEN
MORE FUN THAN
MY WORK-OUT LAST
NIGHT AT MILITARY GYM!..
POETRY IS FUN.. WHO CARES
IF ANYONE VISITS ME.. BUT YOU
HEHE!…;) I AM A TRAVELING HOBO
WHO NEEDS NO HOME.. AND DAM
I LOVE THIS SONG.. GOTTA HEAR
IT ONE MORE TIME.. BEFORE
I DAM SURE SAY GOOD
BYE TO SITTING
STILL BEFORE
I SCREAM
AT THIS
SCREEN..
TRAIN!
TRAIN!
BABY!
LIFE
IS
FUN!
DON’T
KNOW
ABOUT
GOOD
BUT IT
DAM SURE
FEELS FUN!
AND NOW I’M
GONNA DANCE
THE REST
OF THIS
WEEK
END
NOW!
LOVE YA MAN..
I MEAN WOMAN
OR WHATEVER..
AND
SEE YA
LATER
ON
dVERSE
T&T’S
Trails
&
Tracks!
Ha! It’s ‘I’ again.. YOU
reAlly again..
and YOU
my friend
are a source
of inspiration
FOR much of ‘this’..
smiles.. I do not
recognize you yesterday..
not enough words.. but i should
of known.. as so few recognize
who i really
am.. truly only
a handful.. of LOVE..
smiles.. so before..
so now.. when you
recognize and
speak to
the VALUE
OF LOVE
in a post
titled
something
about
66..;)
But 007
can figure
that one
out.. easy..
huh..
one
needs
not even
go to school
to FEEL THE
VALUE OF
UN
CON
Di
TiON
AL
TOUGH
AND
YES
PASS
iONatE-
LOVE!..:)
P.S.
rum blue
is the Koolest
Pen Name ever
for a poet.. when
you come back
for good
i
vote
for that
one..
hehe!..;)
Oh.. Cool..! alWays knOW YOU are a Muse.. too..!
AND seriously the more i hang around poet science..
the less i like being called a poet.. per se.. as at first no one calls
me a poet.. and that is kinda nice.. i like to be mysterious.. anyway..;)
i am.. that’s all.. i love people dark and light.. big and small..
and all around.. and up and down can be cool too..
i LOVE to be so Frank and or Fred.. AND a ‘MILF’
who FEELS i am much younger
than i reAlly am is ‘Bootie
Dancing’ with me
last night..
and i wonder
if it is appropriate
to get an erection.. NO
FOR ME of course.. as i am married…
BUTT the question remains thOugh..
IS IT good or evil.. hmm..
i’ll have to FEEL inTO
THAT more..
perHaps
i alReady
hAve..;)
“When in Rome”
Exodus 15:2
“The Lord is my strength and song,
and he is become my salvation”
“Saul and Jonathan,
the beloved and the lovely,
in life and in death they were not divided”.
“Ye daughters of Israel, weep over Saul,
who clothed you in scarlet, and fine linen”.
“And he shall be like a tree planted
by the rivers of water,
that bringeth forth
his fruit in his season”;
“I laid me down and slept;
I awaked; for the Lord sustained me.
I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people,
that have set themselves against me round about”.
‘The Bible ‘is one of the most beautiful ‘poetry’ books..
standing the test of time.. shared widely.. and
unfortunately literally among the masses..
exposing all the dirt and light of
humanity as flesh and blood..
but the saddest verse of the
bible is the part that
says no
verses
may be added
to THE Bible.. and truly
that is why Robin William’s
DEAD POET’S SOCIETY
is more savior than
‘THE Church’.. YES..
THE ‘CATHOLIC ONE’..
i never
miss on Sunday..
WE are ALL THE Book
of ‘ELI’.. WE are ALL
Aesthetes dark
and light..
the bible
certainly
reflects
THAT
TRUTH AS WELL..
I’M NOT SURE WHY
FOLKS WANNA GLOSS
OVER THE DARK PaRTs
of A Bible.. as that is PART
of the human condition
in all its bliss
and dirt.. too..
a field will not grow
without dirt.. and neither
will we.. and A Bible
will not grow either
without the
contributions
of WE.. perhaps one
day for fun.. i’ll
rewrite the
bible..
perhaps
i already
JUST DO THAT..
bigger smiles
friend..;)
A SHeLL IS
JUst another
FRUiT..
and WE mY
friEnd.. are tHe
TOSsED
sALAd
AKA
GOD!..:)
Yes.. I LOVE YOU
MORE FRIEND NOW..
AS YOU INSPIrE
ME MOrE
THAN
MOST..
TrULY THAT
MAKES YOU SPECiAL
TOO.. AS ALL INSPIRES ME!..:)
Oops.. almost forget the DANCE..
that CAN go with the original
aesthetic expression of humanity..
as for one instance.. known
now as the new revised
Bible..
i like it..
particularly the
New Testament..
it’s not
perfect..
but it
certainly
reflects
much of
humanity
still..
as is..:)
And the U.S.A. is MORE OR LESS
THE ‘NEW ISRAEL’ TODAY..
IN TERMS OF GOD AND
HUMAN FREEDOM..
AND OH.. THE ‘JERUSALEM’
I LIVE IN.. WITH THE
MOST CHURCHES
PER SQUARE MILE
IN THE RECORD
BOOKS.. IN
MY LOCALITY..
CAN BE QUITE
CONFINING..
BUT I FORGIVE
‘THAT’ FOR WHAT
IT KNOWS NOT.. AND
I DO NOT EXPECT
TO PROVIDE
ANY WORDS
THAT CAN
ILLUMINATE
‘THAT’ OVER
‘THAT BOOK’..
SO I DO THE UNIVERSAL
LANGUaGE OF DANCE..
AND FOR SOME IT
SINKS
IN..
AND I WILL
CONTINUE
TO HOPE
FOR
MORE..
AND
MOST IMPORTANTLY..
KEEP ON DANCING!..
AND OTHER NON-VERBAL
HELPFUL ‘STUFF’ TOO..:)
Yes.. my friend.. to truly Unconditionally Love Human and the rest of Nature.. one must gain the truly tough and passionate part of Love.. allowing one to Love ALL.. GOD the Alpha and the Omega.. has no exclusions.. truly there is no other way.. and any thing else is ‘Anti-Christ’.. and real ‘sin’.. in the ‘eyes’ of GOD as ALL..
as far as I can ‘see’ now.. THE ‘CHRIST BEING’ IS ALL…
It TAKES me years to gain the courage for THAT..
and particularly to walk the walk..
even if it means ‘then’.. when
i start this journey
as Convenant
with
GOD
to lose
everything
IN life i LOVE..
But.. what i know..
and most importantly
FEEL NOW.. IS GOD
REWARDS THOSE FOLKS
RESOLVING.. NEVER GIVING
UP.. WITH A SIMPLE PEACE OF
MIND.. AND A LOVE SO STRONG
THAT IT OVERCOMES ALL THE DIRTY
DARK IN LIFE.. AS WELL AS TOLERATING
IT AND ACCEPTING IT.. WITH RESPECTFUL
DISAGREEMENT.. WHEN THAT PART OF THE DARK
OF LIFE IS REQUIRED.. AS WELL.. AND A PRACTICE
THAT IS WORKING ON AND ON.. AND THE BEST THING
OF ALL IS.. THERE IS NO PERFECTION.. BUT MASTERING
PRACTICE.. LIKE ‘JONATHAN LIVINGSTON SEAGULL’ GROWING
IN THE FLIGHT
OF
LOVE..
HIGHER
AND HIGHER..
WITH GOD AS ONE
TREE OF LIFE AS LOVE..:)
HA! Thanks Rum Blue.. tomorrow.. GOD willing..
sometime.. it will be a full tree.. as i cannot center it..
in the comment section.. but both you and i are Full Trees
anyWay.. as it were and as IT IS.. for NOW..:)
Yes.. OMG! THE Breeze.. i Fly with my Clothes
of GOD.. AS the wind.. effortlessly like a
Forrest Gump Sailing Feather..
with practice of course..
one doesn’t get to be A
Ping Pong Champion..
without practice.. and haha!..
not suggesting i am
any champion
of dance..
but oh.. do
i
Practice..
Dance Fred.. DANCE!..:)
MAN! DUDE! i mean.. woman.. OR WHATEVER..;)
WHAT! A PALETTE OF EMOTIONAL PAINT
IN MUSIC YOUTUBE BRINGS
TO ACCENT THOSE AESTHETIC
WORDS OF ART!..
AND WOW!
FOR THOSE
WOMEN or whatever
who enjoy my ALL
Nude Renaissance
MALE Selfie ART..
Google makes me
into a dam Dancing
Aesthetic Athlete..
with that
Animation
thingy
that the
Algorithm
provides
Absolutely
Free..! turning
my still photos
into a Literal GIF!
AND Metaphorical
GIFT!.. for the
women who
enjoy that
kinda
ART!
WE live in the
BEST OF TIMES MY
RUM BlUE FRIEND..
AND AT LEAST
FOR SOME
OF US
THIS
TRULY
IS A
SLIVER
OF HEAVEN
IN A VERY
CHALLENGING
UNIVERSE OF
OVERALL
EXISTENCE!
AND HEY!
girl FRIEND..!
did ya catch
the LAMP
SHADE UP
THERE WHEN
I AM TALKING
ABOUT MY
SHINING LAMP
OF LOVE.. AND
NO.. I DON’T PLAN
THESE SHAPES.. AND
NEVER HAVE.. AFTER
THEY FORM.. ONCE IN A WHILE
I WILL IMPROVE THEM A TAD
HERE AND THERE.. BUT
THAT LAMP COMES JUST
AS IS.. AND
I TELL MYSELF
YES.. MY
FRIEND.. THAT!
IS PROOF
THAT
UNICORNS
EXIST..!
IN UNI-
VERSE
OF
FINGERS
AT LEAST..;)
LIFE IS Magic..
IN IMAGINATION
AND CREATIVITY
IN MIND AND BODY
BALANCE AS FREE!
But only for those
Seeking the Magic
from
within..
inside..
outside..
above..
so below..
and all
around AKA GOD..:)
And now as this 24th day of
July closes.. i thank you my
friend.. as when two onnect
like this or more.. GOD does
come into the room.. whether
offline in dance.. or
online in text..
so we share
GOD together
today..
as i
always
hope to do
no matter
who i interact
with in verbal
or non-verbal
language in life..
And i thank my son..
for his short 51 day
life of misery.. that
still lives in the inspiration
of my eyes and fingers as i continue
to flow with GOD here.. as yes.. the
smallest of lives.. and the greatest
of disabilities.. can change
the world.. with
BUTTERFLY AFFECT..
AND WITH THE SAME
PROMISE OF JESUS
IN THAT MOVIE
THAT COMES
OUT
THIS YEAR..
WE ARE GOING
TO CHANGE THE
WORLD MY
FRIEND..
AS PEOPLE
WHO SHARE
GOD ALWAYS
DO.. from the little
disabled boy who
waters a sapling
tree that grows
into such
beauty..
that it
inspires the
love of a man
and a woman
who literAlly
save
the world
with the
help
of all
others
of
course..:)
and wakes up bright eyed and slimy tailed.. and with a surprised look
like Steve Erkel says ‘DID I DO THAT’.. WOW THAT’S A reAlly KOOL SHELL..;)
My philosophy is..
just keep walking..
look back and enjoy
the moment..
for a moment..
but just keep walking..
one step forward at a time..
and know NOW you made your mark…
and a difference in the world.. when the shell is finished..
for others to enjoy.. resting easy on the shores of eternity.. for NOW..:)
When the shells we make.. are the shells for others.. the life we live
can be bliss.. when we spend it creating.. instead of waiting..
or following the pattern of someone else’s shell..
oh the world.. will be such a beautiful place..
if we all create shells rather than then
just following patterns of before..
the tapestry is in the flow..
and when all is said and done
the pattern is the meaning
and purpose of life.. as SHELL..
as tRuly Well of Life as Living Water..
Earth.. Wind.. and Fiery Passion
that makes
a heArt.. a spiRit..
a
soUlWHOLE..:)
Ha!
the testosterone never arrives
and is still measured at a paltry 221..
seriously by medical test as assessed
as that of a 75 year old man or older..
And yes.. perhaps long ago..
that has something to do
with me being mistaken
for a girl at age 13..
but oh.. life
is magic
and if i can just
keep the poetry.. the memories..
and emotions I feel.. I will
never grow old in spirit..
as i already live
without the
most
important ingredient of life
that is the source of all strength and youth in spirit..
and that is Love my friend.. the GIFT OF LIFE..:)
And truly everything i do both literally
and metaphorically can be
attributed to that real positive
force of Nature that is empirically
assessed in my human nature..
considering the low testosterone
of moving literal mountains..
as when I lose my
emotions at age 47..
my 94 year old Aunt Jettie..
all 4 feet and 9 inches of her
crippled body outshines my
still weak feeling legs
that retain their
ability to
leg press 500 LBS then..
feeling so weak without emotions gone
that she can out talk me for hours.. she barely
able to make her way in socks and walker
to the other side of the room…
and me without a word..
to come next..
in breathless
way of being
in cold stone heart..
waiting for hell of spirit to leave me then..
The lesson of a lifetime then.. is.. i already lose it all..
and as long as I have a heart.. soul.. and spirit.. the rest
of it is just icing on the cake.. and yes.. I am enjoying
that frosting while it lasts.. as even Jack LaLanne
eventually dies at age 96.. and
OMG Bruce Lee at 32..
we are all on borrowed time..
but without worry every second now as is..
can be an eternity of heaven now..
the other place lasts forever too..
and death can be a pleasure..
compared to NOW..
as death in life
lasting forever
as hell
for now..
where spirit
of the older person
who still retains a loving one..
remains a loving STRONG AND KIND Soul… ALIVE!..
Like you my friend.. who I never consider an age..
but kind and loving
courageous
SPIRIT..:)
ONE TIME SOMEONE ASKS ME WHO IS YOUR PEER GROUP
AND I SAY WHAT.. AND THEN I THINK TO MYSELF
IS SEEING ALL OF HUMANITY AS YOUR PEER
GROUP REALLY A FUNCTIONAL DISABILITY
OF AUTISM.. AND THEN I SAY
NO.. HELL NO.. THAT IS
JUST A PERSON
BORN
AS
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
LIKE MY AUNT IS BORN WITH
AND MY SON.. WHOSE ANNIVERSARY
OF DEATH I HONOR FOR TOMORROW ON
THE 24TH.. AS WELL AS MY AUNT JETTIE’S DEATH
A FEW YEARS AGO.. WHO PROVIDES ME THE MEANING
OF LIFE ALREADY.. THERE IS NO RANDOMNESS IN LIFE..
IT IS ALL MEANINGFUL AND
PURPOSEFUL FOR THOSE OF US
WHO DANCE AND SING IN LYRICAL
EYES OF GOD AS ONE FORCE
OF NATURE US..:)
THE SHINING LAMP
OF LOVE REFUSES TO
BE PUT OUT AND WITH THAT
SAID.. HERE IS LADY GAGA BORN
THAT WAY IS HOW WE TRAIN ALIVE..:)
My light IS turned off THEN and truly every human that experiences this darkness in life
MUST STRIVE AND DO WHATEVER THEY CAN TO SPARK ANY KIND OF SPARK
THEY CAN FOR ANOTHER PERSON LIVING IN HELL OF NO EMOTIONS.. AND TRULY THE FIRST SONG UP THERE THAT I SHARE NAMED ‘A DAY IN THE LIFE’.. SAYS IT ALL WITH A GRAND NOTE OF E-MAJOR.. “I’D LOVE TO TURN YOU ON”!
AND I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES..
COME HELL OR HELL AGAIN
TO DO THAT MY FRIEND..
AS I FEEL THE DEATH
OF THE DARK NIGHT OF THE
SOUL.. AND I FEEL THE SPARKS
THAT TAKE ME AWAY FROM IT AS WELL
AND THAT IS WHY I SHARE
MY FRIEND.. KNOWING
THAT ONE DAY..
GOD WILLS SOMEONE
HERE TO SHARE THAT
WITH ME.. ALIVE
OR DEAD
IN FLESH
IT IS MY
MEANING
MY PURPOSE
IN LIFE TO
TURN
FOLKS
ON
!iI..:)
Oh.. sub ways of human.. destination not kind.. all
aboard the underground train.. with no light
of sun.. or night of moon.. dwellers
are they who run on rat
tracks so long..
never finding
Spring or even
Winter of
cold
and Frozen
Well..:)
The voice trains restrain refrains
of yesterday’s ways.. where folks
will spend life stories.. instead
of iPhone ways.. so sad
it is to lose the
train connection
of life.. but hives
of tracks abound
above.. online
re-
tracked..:)
Ah.. the chained boredom of trains.. one car after another
in straight row lines.. coupled together perfectly
without a rail out of line.. oh to move
outside the tracks
of life
is a mystery
too untold
to
un-
fold..:)
Trains.. symbols of anxiety killers..
so perfect aligned.. nothing
out of place.. the
Universe is
a Flower
and a Train
is a stick..
to escape
the train
is to become
Uni-verse of Life
in more than one
direction.. without
a stick in the other
direction up and
not down.. stuck..:)
A sound of train such a sad refrain.. echoing past
an illusion of not present.. prevalent
on a Winter’s day.. in grey shade
way.. the air is empty
and all is left
is a song
of yesterday..
cold and old
THAT sound of Loco
haunts me years then
without a soul.. and heArt
ironically in sadly enough.. But Now..
i never notice that Sound in west town way..
funny how the ‘little’ things of life sound
so loud.. when there is nothing
left
but
howling wind
of whistling
trains gone
by..:)
Destiny is
clear in tracks
of train.. in fact..
pre-destination
is the rule
of LOCO motives
without a clue..
aboard the
imaginary train
of mind and body
balance i go..
no tracks.. rails..
just all aboard.. to
go wHerever is now..:)
Yeah.. take a track
to nowhere
before
it is
too late..:)
Oh.. only those of unlucky we.. never
travel on a train of different
to see eyes of those
who ride another
path to survive
in life of now..
humanity
unique
with
urine
smells
alike hidden
for some and
existing for others..:)
Oh.. crowded subways.. flesh presses
against flesh.. but distance..
is never further
in existence..:)
The male train.. no male..
just train.. one destination
straight ahead.. no goal
but to get there..
a whistle.. a device..
to sound an
alarm of
male..
trains..:)
The slow lament
in whistle of train
knows only past
and that is sad..:)
Oh.. the routine of polishing
trains.. knows no love
like the work of man..:)
Ah.. a father and a train
in best alike.. predictable
always tHere.. when
they are needed
most..:)
Oh the irony of life.. really.. where burning to death
is a KIND of option over life.. in taking others
too.. burning to death is no fun.. on trains
or not.. at home or at work..
i feel myself wondering
just how bad
the pain
before
the suicide
is.. in
considering
it before..
literally as such..
alone of course..
so there is some
empathy tHere
as well.. in
a human place
burning worse
than fire alive
as death
as life..:)
Interestingly enough and
not surprisingly too much..
cultures that are homogenous
gather to together more close
in harmony than heterogeneous
cultures that only see differences among
human race.. a sad but not so hidden
truth that people who are alike
are more likely
to help
each
other..:)
Oh.. visitor of only passerby of trains..
watcher of TV.. and so many
other vicarious human ways..
to avoid being human..
sadder than the
last
caboose..:)
Ah.. to count the chains of train way
for nothing more than existing
well now.. is a meditation of
trains.. and perhaps
awakening
trains
of thought
in mind and
body balance..:)
Ha! the moment you wake up from sleep
and it ALL makes even MORE sense..
and YOU Laugh
like
a Frigging Runaway
Train with the skills
of a
surgeon.. ‘THIS’
place needs
an enema
and you
are just
the surgeon
for it..
Bigger Smiles..
and Yes.. Love you
even
more.. AND
i will continue
to offer my assistance
on the bigger trail of tracks AS
Once I am just K and M
and then i gain an F
AND before that
just F.. AND..
but life can be more
fun online
as just
K and M..
and yeah..
if i ever become
just a K and M
again.. i will
do something like
THIS AGAIN!..:)
And haHE! it might
even make a great
P H of D
isser
tat
ion
one
day! JUST
for P and H!..;)
Prediction.. almost
everyone will think
this is off the wall
except
for you..
but that
prediction already
comes true..too.. well
off the tracks of train surgeons..:) ~p
No.. actually i did not miss your point at all..
adding points is an art of mind i partake in often..
poetically as a course of nature.. and LITERALLY
living with the suicide disease for 66 months..
worse than actual crucifixion.. as reported by science..
named type two trigeminal neuralgia.. like teeth being drilled
without novocaine in my right eye and ear.. and sorry for providing
these details.. again.. as i’m sure you’ve heard them before by now..
but in real FLESH AND BLOOD PAIN life even with those details
people still wouldn’t believe the TRUTH OF THAT.. EVEN
MY frigging closest family members.. they insisted
Jesus had it worse than me.. my mother even
bought a book about Jesus’ crucifixion
to prove me wrong.. until she goes to
the page that clearly states that TN
is worse pain than crucifixion
and even after that.. she still will
not yield to the truth
of my reality in real hell..
so yeah..
i learn to self advocate..
to survive my friend
and make that art as well..:)
IT was more than obvious to me though..
but anyway.. that slow lament of sadness and joy
is part of what saved me every single second
from suicide in the memories of the gift
of blessings in life i am truly gifted
with before a life of ‘JOB’..
so no.. i do NOT miss your
point.. at ALL..:)
i lived it every second for
66 months or so.. smiles..
I don’t do poetry for ease..
my friend.. i do it for ART
and to continue
to grow my heart..
my soul.. my spirit..
as i treasure that knowing
and feeling and NOT FEELING
what it’s like to truly live
in REAL HELL WITH NONE OF THAT..
smiles.. again.. and have a great
now friend with sweet memories
and the present of life..:)
It’s always better to ask questions
my friend.. clarify.. and validate communication..
before shooting blank bullets and that’s how i
FEEL ABOUT that AND LEARN my lessons in life as well..
now and then.. with smiles..
honesty
and
sincerity.. friend…
of the tracks of whatever..
with smiles..:)
Fred..:)
Ha! Thanks for sharing..
Almost all and more of that
is pArt of my P of L..
Good to get off Grid
and better to be
off grid
when on
grid and
that’s
my 11..;(:);
Ah.. the hope the
comfort of mass transportation
of horses and steam engines alike..
oh the sitting the talking still of some delight..
oh the separation.. the machines of terminator
heart.. soul.. and spirit.. disconnecting
human trains of Love
into phones
of
distance..
away from
Loving
Trains
of comfort..
choo choo
away
the
Love..:)
Ah.. an outcast is a color of togetherness..
that warm flow of knowing separation is often
the greatest inspiration of living love of all..
that warm look of knowing.. FEELING
what is inside is what counts..
and love and courage flows outward in
eyes and not
just skin.. trains of sameness are
not trains i for one will ride..
the diversity in color
in all shades of hues
in grey and purple
roses is how
i feel the
love
US ALL..:)
I need not look at your
words as you are human
and your face shows
all the strength
and LOVE
i need
to know..
and FEEL..
truly a sickness
of online is people
who never show
their faces.. as i too..
am a faceless human being
too.. before.. now i show my
FULL colors from
head to
toe to
soul
of
eyes..:)
You are whole
and that is more
than most
of
US..
online
or
OFF!
And if anyone comes
here today and claims
yOurs is not a train..
i will vouch
write
now
that you
are a train
to me!..:)
“That’s” what marriages are arranged..
for.. most anyway.. through human history..
economics.. everyone in the know of marriage
feels that.. less.. AND less.. most.. anyway..
after several decades.. without friendship..
marriage will not last.. it’s truly cheaper
and more EFFECTIVE AND AFFECTIVE
to be friends…
and why i’m only
gonna do it once..
as friends..
AND with that
i’ll add another song..
after the ‘Love’ is Gone..
ya gotta be friends.. or at
least economic partners for
survival to make it work..
a Herculean Effort IS Truly Love
with or without the wild thing baby..
that is usually only wild at first..
after all as in all stuff human..
diversity is the truth and
spice of life!.. even if
it stays just in
imagination and fantasy..
and maybe i’ll add another song..
for the greatest truth of life..
to dream real.. and make imagination
real in creativity.. is to be
more FULLY alive! and REAL!..:)
I do not have to go to see the
new Pixar movie Inside Outside..
as i already live that truth..
BUT i go anyway just for fun..
i am the only 55 year old dude
that goes in while wife stays home..
but hey.. i still retain.. the eyes of an
imaginative and creative child!.. or shall i say..
i regain them now.. yes i shall! the truth will s
et Ya free!.. even if one is married.. he!heR!..;)
And the reason i visit ‘here’… is.. this is one
of the only places on the Milton Internet part
of the Information highway that this comment
will NOT LIKELY pass outside the milky..
duh.. way.. of red state local
fundamental thoughts..
with nary a feeling
of Truth to back it UP!..:)
OK.. Ashe.. that’s all the
Fredisms for the day.. and shared music..
i’ve got more STUFF TO DO.. TO get around
and around wherever this Love food and stuff train goes next!..;)
OMG! Mass Transportation Trains of moving human LIFE
are driving me insane.. but oh.. no longer a commute
of car for me to work again..
oUch! before.. the farmers
and foragers.. swirl around
the field of gathering hunts..
in feats of feet so
strong and light
to move across
skeyes in human
light.. what mass
transportation
brings it takes
away.. ’cause and
effect.. what is
greater
is most
often
less and
what is less
is often besTEST
STUFF of ALL ReAlly
ENcouraging Ways
of LOVING LIFE OFF
THE TRAIN OF
CULTURES IN
DARK
DISMAYing
WAYS
on sidewalk
TRACK..:)
The reality of war and trains and vagabonds of warriors same..
common bonds of purpose surviving always
make one race of human being kind..:)
Ah.. what will we read on the travels and tracks
of life.. what will we see alive or dead in life..
how will we feel.. reaching destination
without books.. or tools.. of us…
who are we.. but trains
alive or dead
in life..
Trains are fun..:)
A Train.. a Ride to City of Dreams..
Dreams.. a City that Never
Rides a Train..
Alive..:)
1918
With another HA!
as always.. X
marks
JUST
the right
SPOT
ON AND
OFF THE bigger
tracks
of Life.. and
Rocks never
hurt me..
real Rocks
live
in hell.. sadly
enough.. and
oh.. i wanna
release them
and melt
them
into
posies..
with Unicorn
Horns..:)
Good morning Sanaa Rizvi.. thanks for those kind words
of appreciation.. and hope your train tracks float
effortlessly over
Rainbows
in Kind
and Courage..:)
Yes.. X.. he does hit ONE
out of the park
my friend Bill
but without you
as home
base now
home
runs
are not
poss
I
ble..;)
Oh yes.. Glenn.. i have that affinity for literally living with trains throughout my earlier life on river front ways of loving nature.. and trains are a singular purpose of reliability then.. that are so predictable and magnificent to young eyes.. where special effects of movies do not yet rule.. or even TV’s at all until later towards school.. when black and white first comes for us..
Ah.. the imagination of those train tracks over that river then.. i can still remember imagining Brutus from Popeye.. living under the tracks in dark structures supporting the bridge of train tracks.. just waiting to bully Olive Oil and Popeye.. i suppose a projection of my early life as well.. when school years do.. finally arrive.. thanks so much Glenn.. and my ways of writing come and go.. here and there wherever my tracks of life swirl.. in freedom ways of expressing that..
And i promise the other much longer way of Epic Free verse poetic posting.. with all the rest.. of what i motivate and am inspired to do.. when Thursday open link sings a longer tune with me..
Thanks so much for all the nice words of encouragement and appreciation for what i do here today.. and see ya later friend.. with a nice choo choo.. away.. for now.. and back again.. over course.. on course.. steaming train ways of living on and off the tracks…:)
Well.. my friend.. i will be completely Frank OR FRED WITH YOU.. AS IT WERE as it is haha.. with you.. at this point.. NOW.. and tell you this.. it is my firm belief.. faith.. and trust that every human being that is living in this plane of THIS existence now on earth IS assigned missions and purposes in life to find AND EXECUTE IN ART AND REASON with the Force of All THAT IS AKA GOD.. my current mission and purpose is to provide both definition and evidence for the existence of ALL NATURAL GOD and share that with the world.. with the clear understanding that whatever fruition eventually arises out of my totAlly unpaid and 365/7 efforts for the rest of my lifetime may not BE fully realized by me in this lifetime.. but hey.. i stand on shoulders of giants who ALREADY DO that.. including a grain of sand.. IN FLYING ‘JONATHAN LIVINGSTON’ COLORS..so i have this bliss of knowing AND FEELING just how rewarding it is to be a humble and all giving servant AKA INSTRUMENT of GOD..
What I do here is not for the short term.. technology is behind the bell curve
of what allows humans to define and prove the existence of GOD in
all natural ‘terms’ of God’s language of synchronicity.. and with
human beings.. 60 to 93% of language either poetic in
metaphor of meaning for symbolism in
nonverbal human language
and or GOD’s language
as expressed in
the rest of nature
is often best presented
in images rather than words..
so what i have to do here.. is gain
a balance and trust in all the places i
go..’dust my sandals’ off and keep my
chin up in the places i am told to
go away.. but most importantly
find ways to stay.. and maintain
my personal life-long covenant
to be an Instrument of GOD
utilizing all the tools
of culture.. and
not worry
when
Technology ONE NOW
will catch up with GOD..
THAT is above my pay-grade..
i just do what i am told..
in God’s way of
communicating
of course
in poetic
expression(S)..
‘morEver’.. in highest
expressions of human
dance that brings more
information about
GOD IN FEELING
THAN
words ever
will.. alonG of
course with
sunsets and the
rising SUN AsWell
as Tsunamis of Love
and Trains
of
courage..
But foremost
and most importantLY
here in our communication
is that i appreciate your
kind words of
respecting
the wisdom
of
what
i do ‘hear’..
at least
in words
my
friend..:)
One day Science
and Technology
with catch up
with US..
and other
folks too..
given enough
nows of the
NOW
of
GOD..
with smiles..
and winks..
and laughs
of course that
fully color the human
poetic expression of life
including sunsets and sunrises
AND IMAGES OF US in eyes
of GOD Alive as NOW..:)
FULLY FROM HEAD TO
TOE.. AS GOD IS
NOT SHY
NOR THOSE
WHO SERVE
GOD
FULLY..
LUKE WARM
AND COLD
AND I AM
HOT MY
FRIEND..
MY
PRACTICE
NOW
IS
TO
BE THE HOTTEST..
AND IF GOD ASKS
ME TO BE A ‘JOB’
OR A ‘DEVIL’
AGAIN.. AS GOD
ALREADY DOES..
I WILL OBEY
AS ALWAYS
AND DO
WHAT
I
AM
‘TOLD’.. AND
THAT my friend is the
lesson of a train FLOWER that
swirls around something
like 14.5 billion years
and much
much more
in terms
of Infinity
of evermore
spreading tracks
in all directions
in 11 dimensions AND
MORE IN REAL AS NOW..:)
Ah.. Victoria.. the question of the ages.. ‘why do we feel the need to chase what is not yet here yet’.. The answer is in Nature.. the lies are in culture.. and truly humans in written language are the source of great stuff.. and misery beyond words.. i am blessed not to speak until age 4.. finding the simple truth that GOD is Now as ALL of Nature at age 3.. and i am now forevermore now.. all there is.. is now.. and yes.. school.. starts to take that away.. eventually a philosophy class brings it back to me.. on walking desolate beaches of youth.. with only Nature.. where past and present.. good and evil.. do not exist anywhere but in human words of culture’s selfish and jealous actions moving beyond the Independent Relationship of All That IS AKA GOD EXISTENCE NOW..
and Work takes it away again.. in what feels like lifetimes to me..
WORDS ARE THE ILLUSION.. NATURE IS REALITY..
AND WORDS ARE THE ILLUSION THAT IS REAL AS WELL..
REFLECTING SMALL PaRts of Nature here and tHere..
the saddest part is getting lost away from now..
but the reality of that too.. is memory can
save a person’s life when escaping
now of pain beyond burning Hell..
there is no good.. no evil..
All THAT IS IS NOW
and we sow
what we reap..
and call THAT
good
and evil as
real as
real gets
too.. in
Trains of
Life that
never meet
in JOy..:)
i say play..
with GOD..
i JOY..
iNTRAIN
OF DANCING DELiGHT!
Come PLAY WITH ME!
INSOULTRAINSOFNOW!..:)
Ah.. the mythological Ninja appears on dVerse once.. twice.. thrice.. and more times now as chameleon.. and truly to successfully help in changing the world one must become chameleon AKA HUMAN NINJA in MULTI- colors to avoid banning
and the more historical
painful ways of
getting burned at
the stake.. crucifixion
stockade HEAD chopping..
ISIS SWORDS AND etc..
banning
is relatively
painless but
freedom of expression is
the greAtest freedom that allows
humans to spread Truth and Light..
oh the new age of loving and banning
is so less
painful now!..;)
Clever as a Fox
Strong as Lion..
Sweet as a Dove
And Creative
as Jonathan Livingston
Seagull is what we are together..
and if i AM a girl.. AGAIN PLAYING
THAT NINJA ROLE.. TOO.. IN INTERNET
LAND AS KATIE MIA.. without the
more masculine word FREDERICK..
i will probably.. be WILLOW SLOAN..
GOD THAT REMINDS ME
OF FERRIS BEULLER’S DAY OFF!
soundS a lot like you now.. my friend..
Loving Courage in Creativity has no
Gender.. no Color.. no Nationality..
no Creed..
GOD is Free
and so
ARE WE!..;)
OH MY GOD.. I JUST REALIZE
SOMETHING NOW.. THAT YOU
BRING IT TO MY MIND..
MY YOUNGER MAN DREAM
OF BEING LIKE FERRIS
BEULLER.. IN FLESH AND BLOOD
LIFE AT EASE.. AND LOVED BY
THE CROWDS SLIPPING OUT OF SH88T
WITH THE GREATEST OF EASE.. IS NOW
ME TOO! DAM IT’S GOOD TO BE FERRIS
LIKE WHEELS AT THE FAIR I AM.. BUT
MY WIFE TELLS MY DANCE GIRL friends..
you wouldn’t wanna be married to Disney
World.. it’s fun to visit.. but oh boy those rides
are so tiring.. that you just wanna frigging
get away
and
SHOP FOR A LIVING!
ANYWAY.. I wish for a virgin
girl back in my Catholic YOUTH
boy days.. who will retain HER
youth forever.. so as usual
GOD answers my
most desiring OF
prayers and
Voila
now i am
still with KATRINA
25 YEARS LATER..
THE ETERNAL PURE
VIRGIN.. AND THAT’S
ENOUGH
ON THAT!..;)
CHOO CHOO.. IT’S
TIME TO GET AWAY
FROM E-LAND
AND GO
WORK ALL OF THIS
OUT.. AT MY MILITARY
GYM.. FOR THREE HOURS
OR SO.. BUT AS MY MAN
ARNOLD SAYS.. AS USUAL
I’LL BE BACK..
With likely some new phrases too..
but i always pay careful attention
to my P’S and Q’s.. as what
is written DOES OFTEN
BECOME WHAT
IS DONE!..:)
P.S.
MY Practice
is to be
a
Cosmic
DJ..;)
So let it be written…
Drum roll..
Truly this selection
has haunted me since
its introduction by
ELO and is a song
in final spark
that
brings
me back..:)
And AS
Synchronicity
will have it
in the
description
of the YouTube
Video.. R2D2
from ‘outer
space’ is
yes; you
guessed it;
NAMED
FRED..;)
THANKS GOD..
I’M
STILL
HERE..:)!
JUMPING
WITH JOY
FOR MY
LIFE THAT
IS STILL
MY GREATEST
GIFT!
VISIONS
OF SNOOPY
ROAR THROUGH
MY
HEAD…
ENDING
WITH
KATY
PERRY!..:)
AND
FIREWORK!..:)
!!!!!!!!!!!11!
NOT SURE WHAT
THE ELEVEN
IS FOR
BUT
IT
FOL
LOWS
ME
II..:)
Ha yes.. thanks so much Claudia.. the dentist tells me my locomotive grill is looking stronger than ever.. and then he tells me i have a winning smile.. in so many similar words.. there just ain’t nothing quite like.. a kind and complimentary dentist.. like that for even older trains like me.. but ooh the track still feels so smooth.. smoother than ever in FacT!..:)
Good point. Yes, of course conservatives and liberals can be creative; it is a spectrum of human as in all stuff HUMAN life. In GENERAL, LIBERALS are more creative; and that CAN be correlated with repressed human sensuality, overall, as a social norm associated with fundamentalism in religion AND PATRIARCHAL RULES OF CULTURAL LIFE, overall.
In general; again in GENERAL; CONSERVATIVE FOLKS create to control.
In general; again in GENERAL; LIBERAL FOLKS create to connect.
And of course that is not surprising as the Ted Talk I linked indicated Liberals are more likely to be risk taking extraverted exploring ROVING connectors of life; while conservatives are more likely to be cautious introverted home, work, and or church SITTING controllers of life.
The ‘psychopathic’ version of a conservative is perhaps the most dangerous as they control for power as they have little to no EMOTIONAL/AFFECTIVE empathy; whereas, the ’empathic’ version of a conservative controls over unease in life overall; also known as anxiety/fear related feelings in not feeling comfortable enough in their own skin TO BRANCH OUT.
AND NO; I DID not need a textbook or a study to FEEL and KNOW any of this IN REAL FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE; I’ve literally dealt with close to 100K folks in real life dealing with the general public in the military sector of federal service over a quarter of a century in both work and social related interaction; I’ve empirically assessed it with both cognitive and affective empathy; and this has always been crystal clear to me; before empirical measures of actual so-called science confirm my all innate, instinctual and intuitive wisdom about THIS..:)
Human common sense has always been the best innate instinctual and intuitive science; also known as the wisdom of cognitive and affective empathy mixed with reason gained in real flesh and blood life experience.
The school life has always failed in providing proper education on emotional and physical intelligence in imaginative and creative ways of doing that; And no wonder, as the controllers of life are most often the one’s who set up the rules AND regulations of life; as they would rather rule and control than to freely explore.
But of course this site as assessed by the huge (in numbers of participation) informal poll that Fnord created (before it was edited) shows a fascinating distribution of Briggs Meyers personality traits for this Internet site where 95% of the participants here assess themselves as Introverts.
I am an extreme Introvert; truly only coming here as a result of physical illness and shut-in permanent disability where this is my last resort to attempt to connect to other human beings. And the truth is I only connected to myself in writing as this is overall, one of the worst places in the world to connect to others in actual reciprocal social communication in actually emotionally bonding with other folks in expressing actual caring for other individuals in verbal expression.
The only reason I am here now; is I was here before; if not this would be the last place I will ever go; I come here for the intellectual stimulation but this is the last place I come to emotionally connect to other human beings. In those places I am empirically assessed and documented as having one of the best personalities. Here I am assessed as impossible to understand and insane.
Truly it is fascinating for me as a REAL ANTHROPOLOGIST TO MAKE a case-study of out of such a controlled experiment in terms OF how a CROWD OF SOMEWHAT CONSERVATIVE INTROVERTS will treat a super liberal extraverted person; if given the opportunity. Of course, in real life; most people here would not be able to take my social energy for more than several minutes; my wife is mostly introverted and she has trouble handling my energy. My female dance partners bounce off the dancing hall walls with joy when they are around me just for my super free spirited free exploring type of dancing.
I whip the pants off of guys who are 33 or so years my junior in attracting extraverted women as that is the only type of woman, overall, one will see actually on the dance floor; and in my patriarchal fundamentalist area assessed as the number one locality in extreme of that political red state ideology; in the U.S., even innately leaning liberal dudes have been forced into a prison of conservative ‘stick up the butt’ ways of verbal and non-verbal language in repressing and oppressing social reciprocal communication interaction.
They could learn something from me but culture makes some of them terrified of expressing their emotions; both verbally and non-verbally. And sadly enough, repressing emotions and sensuality is the core of human stress; tension; disease as assessed by science now; as well as an potential earlier grave as assessed by science.
The mind and the body are connected and one will never have optimum happiness without both being balanced. I make a science and art out of living; and as assessed empirically on my blogs I thrive in joy and reason. I am not only a super extravert, I am a super happy person as well; it is rarely I meet anyone who I cannot inspire a smile in; except for the Fundie Christians I meet in the aisles of Super Walmart and so-called tough boy and men rednecks. I can spot them all the way at the other end of the store just by the robotic PLASTIC non-flowing way they move.
African American Males are assessed as having the highest overall self-esteem of all demographics in the United States; and that just proves that overall economic status has little to do with self esteem. And hell yes; typically as a demographic group one can see that in the WAY African Americans walk and express themselves openly in emotional expression. This demographic of folks walk like Lions on the Savannah, dance with soul; and still connect on front porches in ways of loving eyes; not any different than in poor nations of all colors where people mean more than stuff. FACTORS ASSESSED IN THE STUDY ARE SEXUAL PROWESS AND ABILITY TO DEFEND ONESELF IN A REAL PHYSICAL FIGHT. YES, I CAN VOUCH FOR THESE empirical powers of natural evolving human males; as even though I am successfully and monogamously married to a one of the most beautiful women in this Universe (on earth) (empirically proven on my blogs); ever since I start my EXTREME MARTIAL ARTS TRAINING AND male nude art and start attracting gorgeous women by the dozens in my favorite top 100 dance club in the U.S.; and now literally document around 400 ear to ear selfies with them on my blogs; let’s just say I am very comfortable in my own skin; probably in the top 1% of males in the U.S.; as who else is brave enough to do male nude art and share it with 21 year old dance friends; when they are 55; am I the only one; where the strange females think this is socially acceptable; yes, probably so; perhaps in the entire world; per the non-Hollywood demographic I am currently included in; of course; PER MY ‘SLIGHTLY’ OLDER age demographic.
And I am one white boy who can dam sure dance; and one who even gets applause from the most creative of African American and Asian break dancers where I dance 33 or so years their Senior.
Anthropology; it’s what for dinner for me; my entire life; even before I gain my degree; to learn about human is the best education of all to actually thrive and survive happy all the time now in life; A degree in humanity is what many people are lacking today in the real flesh and blood dance of life; and with that said a tribute to my dancing African American Female Partners and much younger African American male peer counter-part competitors for these African American Women dancers who most always inspire me more than the more conservative other cultural motivated dancers who have a slightly less tan color of skin; that while correlated is not prison of being uncomfortable in one’s skin; once one learns the lesson of the movie ‘Frozen’ and finally jusT DOES IT BY:
LETTING ALL THAT REPRESSIVE OPPRESSIVE
verbal and non-verbal Fundie Christian Red-State
CULTURAL CONTROL STUFF GO! TO!
LIBERAL AS HELL..;)
I FOR ONE,
AM NO LONGER
WHITE AND NERDY..;)
Note:
In my DISCUSSION; culture MAKES me an extreme nerdy introvert by the time I arrive on ‘this Internet site’; I am reformed back to my innate, instinctual, intuitive way of moving SUPER EXTRAVERTED human being NOW. Cultural Environment is an incredible manipulator of human nature. And yes, in this way, culture can be deadly in more ways than is superficially visible in external ways of control; by the psychopathic leaning Folks AMONG US; who live to heartlessly subjugate and control OVER loving ways of connecting in living AND LOVING LIFE, PER ALL OTHERS, AND THE REST OF NATURE, AS WELL AKA GOD!..:)
AND I guess this is MY confession AS a Reformed Nerd;
i only need a ‘little diversity to EXPAND MY CREATIVE POTENTIAL.. the whole THING IS
NOT required.. and i give credit to all my dancing friends..
for providing a LITTle
BUT A LOT
OF SPICE TO
FUEL THE ROOT
FULLER OF MY
CREATIVE FIRES
AND SPIRITUALITY
TOO.. AS ANY HUMAN
WITH FRIGGING COMMON
SENSE FEELS THE SENSUAL
OF HUMAN AS SACRED
AND NOT
SOMETHING
DIRTY..
I MEAN
DUH.. WHAT
A FRIGGING
GOD DELUSION
IT IS TO
NEUTER AND
SPAY GOD
AND
JESUS
ONE AND
SAME!..
BUT ANYWAY LIKE ‘A FEW
GOOD MEN’ SAY.. SOME FOLKS
CAN’T HANDLE
THE GOD
TRUTH FULL
AND WHOLE STILL
AS EVOLVED
TO BE NOW..
HUMAN WITH EYES
OF GOD AND
BELOW..:)
Well, I for one personally do not give a FIG what the naysayers in life say; even one person can make a difference; and I am stuck behind this computer for two and a half years after not even being able to even do that for the first two years in shut-in disability; but as soon as the disability goes away, I get off my butt sitting still in front of this ever limiting SCREAM
in screen of life and get out in FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE;
and I dance; a little awkward at first;
but I do not give a FIG
WHO DOES NOT
LIKE IT OR NOT;
and now in 23 months and 3900 miles of dancing walking a unique all free style martial arts and ballet-like dance everywhere I go in public; including 67 weeks of Rave dance helping to lead 100’s of college age folks every Thursday Night; I am named by the college age folks in entire metro area in terms ranging from legend to spirit animal to the most recent one of an ICON of Pensacola Florida for dance.
If a shut-in person diagnosed with a synergy of 19 life threatening illnesses, assessed as permanently disabled in both medical and legal terms, with no assessed possibility for recovery; CAN FRIGGING DO That; IMAGINE WHAT a so-called normal healthy person COULD do if they just developed the relative HUMAN free will to exceed the expectations of science, culture, and or religion too.
I am not going to wait for the rest of the world to
WAKE UP TO THE FACT
that a human being CAN create
and imagine their own life as a
purpose of heaven in now;
in waking up the rest of the tribe where they locally live.
I AM THE CHANGE I wanna BE; AND IF ENOUGH PEOPLE grow a SPIRIT OF EXPRESSING HUMAN BEING as I do now; not only the local places will change, one person at a time; the WORLD WILL CHANGE TOO; BUT the reality is there will be NO ONE so-called Savior to do this; perhaps one person might spark it; but it will take entire ‘armies’ of so-called saviors world-wide to make life be what it truly humanly potentially most definitely CAN BE; AS I CURRENTLY PROVIDE irrefutable evidence for on all my blogs every day now.
I am excited about life simply ’cause I create life to be exciting with imagination and creativity in super tuned mind and body balance; that shines a light brighter in flesh and blood life than some folks remark they have ever seen before in human terms; but hey like they say a mustard seed and all of that; that lives within me expressing human heart, soul as lighting and thunder spirit; just call me Thunder boy; if you like; haha! with some lightening mixed in for brighter measure; heHE!..:)
Words are cool; but dance can literally
be
MAGIC; FAR BEYOND
A STRIPPER SHOW
AND YEAH; SURE;
THAT TOO;
a little
bit as
WELL
AND WELL
BALANCED IN
WHAT DRIVES
PASSION OF LIVING
WITH LOVE AND LUST
AS BALANCE
FOR LIVING
NOW;
ALL NATURAL
THE FREE GOD
OF NATURE
WAY!
“A Simple Band of Gold Wrapped Around my Soul”
“Love Unconditionally With Kindness and Courage!”
Two years ago.. almost to date..
i meet a Pearl on the Internet..
an extremely Bright White Fiery
heArt expressing Spirit of Pearl..
and with the simple words
of ‘i love you more’.. then..
to stranger some 32 years
older without a face.. this
heARt of soUl Expressing
as spiRit of words.. LIGHTS
a flame of emotions Bright in
me.. that the world does not
see.. since 1997.. or so..
when the dark starts
to slowly envelope
my life of culture
and work related
stress.. if i only
communicate
with you just
that one
NOW..
you will NOW
still mean as much
to me.. as your Kindness
and Courage to Love a
faceless stranger
gives me life
still as
the sun
shines now
as me.. greater
than ever before..
with a core of White
Pearl.. still behind it all..
believe it or not as Ripley
says.. it is true as Love is Truth..:)
So.. here’s another song.. and i will
always be here.. for you.. my friend of NOW..:)
Yes.. and then God points
my finger to the sky and say
s in GOD’s skEyES language.. take a
picture Fred everywhere you dance the art of life…
Some people have ability to inspire war and most importantly peace in scale of words writing.. and you X are one of the best at doing that as your soul sings freely through your words in open mind.. and body balanced heart.. of soul.. expressed in spirit kinda way..
And it is that open mind and body in balance.. wHere emotions and reason work together with the force of GOD within.. and if one speaks of A Holy Spirit filling one with force of dance and art in photos and writing signs or as ‘nicely’ described at church or as synchronicity away from church.. that is fine..
But if one relates the same
experiences with a doctor..
it is just chance.. coincidence.. and perhaps even a personality disorder associated with magical thinking.. specifically labeled schizotypal personality disorder that obviously affects everyone who dances with the spirit and receives the language of GOD..
and particularly those of us who share those signs..
with how sages of the ages relate as eyes and ears
who cannot see and hear..
or most importantly heARt
for perhaps a
better metaphor..
the eyes of GOD
that live inside us…
This Holy Spirit
that does live
within us communicating
freely when we let our emotions
dark and light go.. in flow.. and
GOD coming back to us in
GOD’s sign language
of Synchronicity
is never something i witness in
cold latin-like mumbling Catholic masses..
with no spark of spirit to set hearts of souls on fire as holy spirit..
and the emotions that help fuel that fire are devoid in Catholic hymns
in church then too.. then something happens to the Catholic Church and that light starts to grow.. perhaps it is the women’s hair exposed that start to ignite that fuel.. as human creativity.. emotions and lust.. are all pArt of the spiritual mix of Love in and of life as REAL as it gets.. in this gift of life GOD gives all now…
Sadly as it must be..
after school takes
much of my emotional life away
in the GOD connecting pArt
of my human being..
i must find this spirit out of the doors of church..
the place i start to see it back.. is in philosophy class 101 in Junior College..
with an open minded world religion weathered and retired X-military and newer aged philosopher.. Instructor Mr. Hunt.. in his 50s’.. as i am today.. and in class he sometimes goes into a trance-like state.. and the words start to flow from a deeper place than books of words..
i CLEARLY can see THEN this higher power OF GOD in his eyes..
EVEN before he speaks.. and he becomes newly aware of it as well.. and even is so surprised by the words that are flowing through his lips that he asks if anyone has a recorder to record what he does not have a conscious control in mechanical cognition of remembering philosophy facts from books.. yes.. the holy spirit of human creativity is in his grasp.. and GOD speaks deeper through him.. now then.. then ever before.. and now i see his eyes in my eyes of my fifties too…
And the flow of GOD can go
on and on and on..
in my fingertips like they have brains of heArts of Soul expressed as spirit of their own.. but i know it is that we and all are connected and when we reAlly open our minds expelling worry.. guilt.. and regret and all the negative emotions out of our gut.. and the rest of our emotional and sensory bodies..
the dove or seagull flies in and we fly higher and higher in skEyes of GOD set FREE.. and oh my GOD this accommodation of a typing device like this.. are like mouths of words of philosophy class that flow freely in fingertips.. and do not lose any translation along the way.. for memories of oral tradition and such as that.. like what scholars suggest is left of maybe 18 percent of the ‘good book’ teachings of the original human Jesus..
So yes.. this avenue for the holy spirit of blogs
is an incredible light of the
world that is
growing greater..
and for those of us
who are outcast
darker than
the darkest refuse of life..
and learn the courage to truly let it all go
and express all of GOD in us in words
and the other signs of stuff..
like stream of consciousness
in taking photos
receiving signs of GOD..
in hidden messages
tHere.. too..
may one day SPARK
LIGHT to more people that
this life is not the random soup that folks
like Dawkins describes as the patterns of nature..
that indeed those patterns are the signs of GOD’s language
AND PURPOSE ALL ONE FOR THOSE OF US WHO OPEN OUR MINDS.. BODIES.. in balance with EMOTIONS.. SOULS.. EXPRESSING A HOLY SPIRIT OF THOSE SIGNS COME WHAT MAY.. no matter WHAT the naysayers and critics of life both Militant and Atheist RELIGIOUS folks do NOT feel ALIKE.. in the messages of hope AND FREEDOM GOD BRINGS WHEN
WE connect with GOD
and each other
in freest ways
of gift
of LIFE..:)
AS ALWAYS..
i appreciate
the inspiration
Mr. X of THEN
and
NOW..:)
Your friend..
always F..:)
That’s a nice song..
and a big caution in life for young people
with their first loves.. when the entire Universe
is blinded between two eyes.. yes.. the best feeling in the world..
but it is important to keep love open for the rest of the world..
as well.. and i guess a lesson every first love must learn..
as i know it takes me a very long time
as a young person to find
closure with that
first person..
and move ahead
to truly find what the unconditional
Divine Love of Allah is about.. that is never possessive.. and allows us to give all of ourselves to everyone knowing that each unique relationship of personal connection establishes a new life in the eyes of Allah for joy as Allah wants to feel joy more than pain.. although pain is part of Allah as well.. of course.. hmm..
and it must be so much harder living in a culture where arranged marriages occur.. particularly.. if the two that marry are not inherently suited to each other as compatible as such.. but to love everyone as eyes of Allah.. can make that as much love as well.. as love is action and never receiving noun alone.. and if you are not talking about the song.. as instructed.. i won’t ask for details.. smiles.. my friend..:)
Well, one thing for sure is selfies are an excellent away to raise human charisma in non-verbal expression; and while everyone is doing it today; still it is mostly the young folks who are doing it; and when Obama does it in 2013; it is recognized as the selfie of the year; for the greatest trend of catch phrase of the year as well.
If you take a stick up the butt candidate like Romney or McCain is with little Charisma in robot-like communication as compared to someone like Obama who is hip with Charisma; the newer voter, liberal younger folks are naturally gonna get more excited about the hip charismatic candidate; AND THAT is a real plus in the real world of getting to the voting booths and ‘feeling’ in the winner circle with pencil or button push.
Problem with Hillary, is she comes across stoic and stiff; not too much different than McCain and Romney; with more political clout and experience of course throughout her years of visibility, as well as actual experience now.
But just the fact that she is a woman makes
her a ‘sexier’ candidate and that
is metaphor for the
‘NEW THING’
AND NOT
ACTUAL ‘sex’.
Interestingly, of course for Obama; the ‘NEW Black’ then is a black President; and now the ‘new black’ now is a female President; just FOR breaking that barrier for a civil rights nuanced feeling for the oppressed, overall, who have to struggle in life with real discrimination; as a real motivator to get out to the booth; no matter how charismatic Obama is or how boring Hillary can be; but you can bet your bottom AND TOP dollar that we will be seeing some selfies of smiling wild Bill and boring Hillary together charismatically before the election is over; and if some stick up the butt religious right dude comes along on the Republican right there ain’t a snow ball’s chance of ’em winning in the new age of selfies, baby.
Anyway, per my issues with disability and Autism, I have taken somewhere to the tune and photos of ten thousand selfies from head to toe; and my human being expressed as heart and feelings effectively in tune with other folks in reciprocal social communication can be measured empirically, as increasing from start to now, as I Increase the size of my heArt Love muscle by not just thinking about Love but doing it in practice, practice, practice; and yeah; I am probably the most well known person now in my metro area just by face, baby; with them having no frigging Idea I am approaching 11 million words on the Internet, and around 80K or so photos in the last couple of years; since my birth here in E-land words, back here on Thanksgiving day on November 26th, of 2010; without an avatar face, ‘write’ here on the Wrong Planet; amusingly so as well; smiles, in metaphor of course and winks.
And then I get the courage and literal strength, as each word is almost intolerable pain to write in tolerating lights of screams on computer screen; and scan my smiling LOVING baby photo of the Love I hope for in the deepest reaches of my dead soul then, amusingly and coincidently on December 25th Christmas day; of 2010; HA! a dream of a soul is born in WP Aghogday Avatar then on Christmas day; for me; and only psychological meaningful for me of course; as hope that I can only write as empty shell of soul; and not feel as expressing spirit of heArt at all then; beyond any FEELING OF sadly enough, as a tear will be a blessing beyond belief for me then; EVEN JUST ONE tear, like a Lazarus drop of life in hell..:)
Non-verbal communication comprises anywhere from 60 to 93 percent of human reciprocal social communication as far as reciprocal communication goes; and there ain’t no better practice of it than selfie taking in making the human expression of connection art and not robot stone ways of looking; so haha! I am no longer the stone statue I was for almost a decade looking like the frigging statue on the front of this burial ceremony by the Beatles album cover in remembrance of a stone dead person I am alive then; and with ALL that said I will share both ends of that in video stone album cover and dance for your scientific and heARt perusal with smiles and winks AND science mind fully still in tow as well, for me..:)
Selfies make love better; they are truly A greatest treasure of folks like Bill Gates and Steve Job; with or without a heart, soul, and spirit; their efforts with mechanical cognition in cold software and hardware ways, then; are making life real NOW in human art everynow with MORE AND MORE SELFIES EXPRESSING THE HUMAN HEART AND SPIRIT INCREASING THE SIZE OF HEART AND HUMAN SOUL IN CONNECTING BALANCE WITH HUMANS AND THE REST OF NATURE; ALSO KNOWN AS GOD;
YEAH; BIGGEST SMILES
MY FRIEND,
ANA;
I’D LOVE TO
SEE WHAT YOUR
FACE LOOKS LIKE;
AS FOR me I see the
truth of heart and
soul as spirit
expressed
always
in
the windows
of human eyes
as soul; and let
me make sure
now I back
this up
into
one
line ironically,
as associated
with that;
but hey,
the expression
with organic
life of human
heart and soul
expressed as
spirit in organic
flow of word
expressing
in patterns
of shapes
as symbols;
can still
be found
where
freedom
of expression
rains like the
waves of a Tsunami
on my blog site of
true human
freedom
my friend,
Ana;
As evidenced time
and time again
in my life, at
least I adapt
and survive;
and if the
republicans
do not adapt
in selfies; they
are literally more
likely to lose; there is
nothing at all confusing
about your post Ana; but
I don’t need stuff spoon fed
to see basic or DEEPER metaphors
in reciprocal social communication,
as I am blessed as such and can only
feel empathy for those who are not..:)
Oh yeah; here’s that album cover
and song; and any dance song
can fill in the REST OF THE
SPACE IN MOVING WAYS MY
FRIEND; IN HEART AND SOUL
BALANCING SPIRIT OF GREATER
HUMAN POTENTIAL IN CONNECTION
WITH ALL OTHERS AND THE REST OF
NATURE AKA GOD; EXPRESSING that
IN ACTION AND NOT JUST TALK IN
COLD SYMBOLS OF STONE..:)
Ha! yup; but now as correctly predicted by Timothy Leary; most anyone with an online connection and a smart phone can get way more than their 15 minutes of fame in selfie ways; one no longer has to be a ‘King’ to get recognized in the world; as contributing something Unique/Original in Imagination and Creativity.
It is simply amazing that I as a permanently and totally disabled person in my underwear, without any connection of eyes and ears or feelings to anyone in the world; locked in my bedroom for more than 5 years; like the Hunch Back of Notre Dame gets close to 1.2 million views on Google Plus in poetry way there, in a span of a little of over two years; as just one of many online avenues I use for communication; and then there is dance walking everywhere I go, 3900 miles in 23 months; with literally hundreds of people video taping me and sharing me across the globe.
Seriously; that dude on Breaking Bad should have pursued poetry and dance instead of making meth; he wouldn’t make any money; but he could dam sure feel 10 times better than any drug can make any human feel; considering the all natural blissful feeling literally never goes a way when one makes it a practice of life; and it’s so much better than Hollywood fame; as one still can retain their freedom and not be pestered by their real name in life..:)
Oh.. emotions can be so powerful.. so complex.. so nuanced.. so overwhelming.. so distant as well.. hmm.. such a conundrum that Greek Gods are even created to provide external symbols of core emotions.. but emotions are not just stuck in one’s head.. not just fuzzy images of comfort and distress swimming in mind.. emotions flow throughout the human body.. and not just at 7 points in similar metaphors of chakras that relate to endocrine glands.. as receptors in neuron ways all around the body.. have happy or sad and all the nuanced sensitivities of feeling inside and outside our entire existence as is.. it’s about time Disney and Pixar come out with a movie to provide symbols for the greatest Universe of mystery that can be human emotions and senses properly regulated and integrated to provide motivation to even get out of the bed in the morning and make breakfast.. find friends.. keep friends.. and almost all activities in life required for greaTEST thriving survival.. but it is a life practice that requires a fully open mind and body balance to keep emotions running smoothly like a train of thought and senses and feelings working in concert instead of head of disconnect.. yes.. most importantly it requires an art of movement in increasing physical intelligence as the body.. again.. is where the emotions and senses exist.. and when the body becomes physically balancing.. the emotions and senses will better flow.. and a biofeedback to cognitively execute control of emotions to aid in life surviving and thriving can be as close away.. as a free style dance step in leverage of one foot and the other.. growing in artful style throughout the lifespan.. as the perception of happiness and age.. is more a state of emotional and sensory being than any number or material thing.. that we purchase in life instead of innately.. instinctually and intuitively earn.. in everynow moving ways of life.. happiness and balance in peace of mind and body ways.. is certainly not free but definitely possible for one who searches inside outside.. as above so the fire of passion in imagination and creativity below lives.. as well.. as all around connecting with emotional empathy with others and the rest of Nature
AKA GOD..
but for sure until one loves oneself fully with no conditions..
or restrictions.. it is impossible to move into the realm of
Unconditional Divine Tough and Passionate Love
for all others and that rest of all that is.. AKA GOD..
Anyway.. i have to admit i get drowsy until the movie gets around to imagination and dream land.. and then i wake up to greater things in life.. both in the movie.. and the real stuff.. i verb as life now always.. in simple and complex but effective and AFFECTIVE balance..:)
Well, although some folks will suggest that Standard IQ folks of Mensa numbers are of genius intelligence; Mensa intelligence is often useless in creating anything new in life; in fact, some Mensa folks are so functionally disabled in areas of intelligence well outside the scope of Standard IQ intelligence that they are functionally disabled in life areas of cognitive executive functioning, like focus and short term working memory; as well as functionally disabled in the creative and imaginative physical intelligence of moving that allows one to regulate emotions and integrate senses in ways of better gaining existential intelligence in even basic ways of being comfortable in one’s own skin; and able to connect in successful ways in the greatest intelligence of human being social cooperation of Unconditional Tough and PASSIONATE Love for Living, surviving, connection, and yes of course; reproducing; as humans are among the most viable reproducing mammals on earth; when healthy, and yes; also when exercising the intelligence of sensuality as an all around intelligence associated with sexuality that as science shows is an origin of human creativity and productivity; of course balanced with the emotion of human love as necessary attribute to bond and stay together as a village in raising children to be fully human too; as science shows that humans not properly nurtured with kind and loving touch feely Love in the first two years of life, in particular, do not make the proper wiring to ever become fully human in ways of connecting to other human beings successfully as it intrinsically feels good to do that; and much better than not to do that; all naturally of course; in oxytocin ways of bonding reflected in mirror neuron ways of connection in empathic connections and expressions, as well.
(Note: I have very high standard Verbal IQ; so some of my sentences are long; but I develop a creative way of of overcoming that so some folks can wade through my expression of that; no longer allowed on ‘this Internet site’; so pardon me for my expression of high standard IQ up there; as I do play by the rules at hand, as well, as dictated;)
And here is an excellent resource on the difference between liberals and conservatives; and in general
conservatives are more averse too the spicy of human sensuality where muse of life is both
given and received in full body ways of emotions and senses where the middle
parts have not cold and dead in feeling as yes; once again, use it or lose
it applies. So, since there is no real objective test to measure
creativity consistently as Even Einstein is not good
at math; and he himself credits imagination
for his achievement over book learning;
but almost no one discredits
him below the status
of Genius for his
CREATIVE EFFORT
IN LIFE IN WHAT
he does is NEW;
AND NOT OLD
SCHOOL STUFF.
Close minded individuals
will obviously never
match creative
intelligence
over open
minded folks;
but on the other
hand closed minded
folks can have incredible
standard IQ’s and still be living
at home; extremes in standard IQ
are more often an indication of an
imbalance of human intelligence rather
than truly balanced intelligence and overall
effective and affective greater overall intelligence.
There is no doubt that this rules true in my life as
I have no problem admitting that I am functionally
retarded in physical and emotional intelligence
before I gain that well after the age of 50.
Recently I am assessed by a poet of an
online International Poetry
site as having
Profound
Genius;
most of my creative
genius in empirical
measure at highest
heights of creativity
occur the day or so
after I Rave dance
with scores
of
Gorgeous women
and practice an
extremely sensual
intelligence in
male nude art
that some of
my dancing
friends
share
with
me out
of interest
in that ART.
Yes, there is a science of creativity
and without understanding that
the liberal values of an open
mind for sensuality is
a sure block
to gaining
the greatest
of human potential
in human creativity;
as a balance of lust
and love in open minded
ways of liberal being; is
reported as most
definitely associated
by science; there
is no doubt in
my mind; as
before I gain
my wings of
freedom in liberal
freedom of expression;
my creative wings are clipped
to the bone; and people call me
computer head; instead of guy
with profound genius. Life is
much more interesting
when one lives it
Liberal; but
of course not
all humans are cut
out for that; as even
science shows in
the general animal
kingdom; about 20%
are born as sitters
and the rest rovers;
and of course our
mechanical cognition
culture over social
cognition in the age
of the machine rather
than human being bring
that percentage up closer
to 30%; but the rest of us
now thrive in creativity with
technological tools created,
ironically, by some folks
who are effectively
not liberal
at all;
when it come
time for fuller
measure of that..:)
Note:
Don’t feel too bad; most folks assessed as LIBERAL creative geniuses; LIKE VINCENT VAN GOGH; are assessed as such after life; as duh; they are ahead of their time and so-called common folks do not understand what they do; until they as a group catch up to understand what they DID.
I am like Grand MA Moses; as I start later; so I accumulate my riches first; that makes me even more functionally able to create at ease; without satisfying the LIMITATIONS AND EXPECTATIONS IN opinions of others who have no frigging idea what I am doing yet.
WHAT’S kinda cool about a Vincent Van Gogh today; is there is a clear historical precedence for that; so ya don’t have to feel so isolated and alone; although of course one often is; if one does not play by the prison of cultural norms and regulations; not to get outcast from the herd or sheep at hand; whatever the leader of the group may dictate that as..:)
Technology and stored riches provide the answer for that; as being outcast now; does not necessarily; though often still does; spell starving to death conversely WITH money in the bank; a retirement; and a steady supply of grocery store, and buffet food as I regularly indulge in and share, as my own personal creative effort as ART, online now..:)
No telling what Grand MA Moses could of done now if she only has an iPhone, iMAC, iPAD, IPod, and MacPro to deliver the creative goods; with her talent of course, still fully in tow and in the creative know and feeling of THAT..:)
HELL, WE should all be creative geniuses by now; with all those free association tools for those who expand their mind out of the box of school stuff too..:) If a person does not work and just createS now; the possibilities and potentials over the course of life now are practically LIMITLESS like that movie by the same name too! and Lucy too; that movie is super kool; and OH MY GOD does she increase her physical and emotional intelligence too!..:)
I love ‘Lucy’ the most i think; of all those trans-human movies coming out now; and just to think; it’s already possible without drugs for the folks in the know and feel all about THAT..;)
If i am a Train Kat instead of A Katie KAT..
what will i do.. certainly no travel on any
one line of railroad track thought.. or feeling..
of emotions and senses.. i will be like A flower of the Universe..
coming out of center balance flow.. with laser cat eyes of imagination..
dreams.. and creativity.. spreading out each and every way.. yes.. it’s
kinda like KATaDHD living 9 lives at one time..
spreading out.. and befriending all..
who i might and KAT CAN..
with Kat tales of Love
that satisfy whiskers
of ME OW..nOWOnE!..
Oh what a great prompt for inspiration.. Mr. Bill..
And Mr. X’s poetry associated with trains brings inspiration
to me last night.. for the start of my train stream
of consciousness.. in poetic ways
AS ALWAYS.. but tracks in
rigid way almost kill me
in the flesh and blood stuff of life..
so i rarely use sidewalks.. and never stay
on track anymore.. more like THAT
Flower THAN a line of Thought..
And also.. my train of
photos is a little too much..
perhaps for most..
as wherever this KA cho
cho is inspired to whistle..
the train follows in
all directions.. as sure..
and with a little ‘one direction’..
added in for multi-media song of..
Steam engine flow.. continuing in ALL DIRECTIONS.. but anyway i guess
one can consider this train of thought my effort here if they like..
and will include it as my 6th comment for my current train of
thoughts blog post.. if one wills.. in exploring tracks now..
As this locomotive of words is not hard to find either
on or offline.. all aboard the KmF 509 Train of words..
song.. and dance.. as wandering locomotive being
here and tHere.. as free range caboose
follows close as rear..
Anyway.. i will not
miss any poetry
here or poetic expressions
in response for sure..
the KmF 509 train is coming and wherever that goes..
from this point on.. i only feel and care not to know..
at ALL on trackS of FEELING life..
Yes… i grow up on a river only about a stones throw of adult arm away..
from bridge and real train tracks then.. shaking foundation of house.. this
prompt means a whole lot of inspiration to me.. bringing memories home..
i have a video of a home train somewhere stored in iPhone way..
that i might add before I train all my poetic expressions
for a really big gain of train.. post..
sometime after this entire train
experience runs its course..
around midnight tomorrow..
more.. for more fun for me..
in artful way of trains.. alive..
and fully expressing train poem tracks..
Next stop all aboard my Honda Civic..
will be the dentist office for a little
cleaning of my locomotive grill.. will
be back later.. and am looking
forward to this.. my friend in
trains too.. choo choo..
LIFE.. LIVING
senses.. FEELING
emotions.. passions.. soaring
when practiced freely.. as fruit of eyes..
regenerating creativity and imagination
in all that feels and senses.. when free
to balance all of it best we can..
a mix of lust and love makes
human passion for life
go ’round.. and
’round..
upside down..
in just the nick of time..
staying on train of living life..
they don’t teach that in school..
it’s a poetry thing.. and not
the kind that queen’s sing..
A Lesson of life for me..
is never leave
bootcamp..
disco-tech..
low brow
for some..
but highest
inside of me..
expressing outside..
as Passionate Tough
Unconditional LOVE!
Ah.. so sad..
a Cordova Mall Dance
and just a faceless nameless
dummy to take a selfie with
but WAIT.. drum roll..
next Facebook
Profile Status thingy..coming..;)
Yes.. Thanks God yes.. a pleasant
and pretty blonde haired face..
don’t know the name but really
Super Kool Bear HEAD
to top her off!..
and if all else
fails on
Sunday metro area
dance walk.. drum roll.. coming next..;)
Yes.. Yes.. Yes.. triple X..
i mean YEX! tHere is always
wife Katrina as an easy fill-in for a selfie
day or night.. but i do love to meet stranger
than her heHE!.. as well.. she is kinda normal..
and i am.. well.. you know..;)
But anyway wearing
my Curious George Shirt..
with relaxing monkey.. pictured..
with the words ALL DAY EVERYDAY
and yes always now.. is a Curious George
PLAY DATE FOR ME!..wink emoticon WITH
WONDER AND AMAZEMENT FOR ALL THAT IS.. AKA GOD!..;)
NO BLOG POST Sunday.. 14,333 words shared on my other blogs
at 3:16 AM will most definitely suffice.. while the next one brews..
living in print wRite here..;)
Hmm.. i almost look ‘Joker Happy’ but hmm.. not quite..
i am kinda high today.. though.. like most days.. as heaven is
literAlly now all the time for me.. as promised by the really
cool dude Jesus.. in his reported words..
about the kingdom of heaven..
with GOD inside us..
outside us..
ALL
around us..
with a key word(S)
of ALWAYS NOW!
IT TAKES WORK THOUGH..
one will not get tHere with any magic incantation
of a John 3:16.. as GOD gifts us with great stuff..
but GOD is also a GOD of merit.. requiring
us to meet challenge in life.. adapt..
and change in continuous practice
from birth to death.. the cost
of the Kingdom of Heaven now..
is truly like a biggest camel or even
Blue Whale fitting through less
than an eye of a
needle..
but possible yes..
for those who seek.. find.. and exercise
a way that works through practice.. practice.. practice..
all now all life long! in mind and body balance..
to regulate emotions.. integrate senses..
increase cognitive executive
functioning as well in focus
and short term working memory..
and hey it can be as simple as free style all innate..
instinctual and intuitive DANCE! as i continue
to flow with GOD like AIR in everynow dance..
i get closer and closer to the all powerful spirit
of unconditional tough LOVE..
and fly higher and higher..
no different reAlly
than ‘Jonathan Livingston Seagull’…
me.. now.. smiles.. and biggest smiles.. i feel and know now..:)
I just have to have another reminder photo of that monkey
kicked back in heaven.. named curious..Fred.. and truly back
in the Summer of 2007.. after about a year and a half
of continuous Chronic.. adrenal gland
stuck on flight or flight work related stress..
my body is giving out.. where i am chilled in July
in 100 degree heat when.. a breeze crosses my skin..
and I am already having problems viewing colors on
TV screen without pain in my eyes.. and I cannot
even bear to listen to talk radio anymore.. and music
hurts well before then.. yes.. i am falling to general
adaptation syndrome AKA human exhaustion..
as described by Hans Selye.. as school
and work does not teach one
what chronic flight or fight
stress will eventually
do to a
Human
Being
where all the bodily systems from
cardio-vascular to respiratory to nervous to yes..
all the systems are literally slowly destroyed by poisons
of stress hormones circulating through the body
day after day that turns into 2 years for me..
where i literally almost die…
Fear is the parent of most
all stress and human hate..
and i have 100% faith that I will not go back
to THAT PLACE.. of 2007 and 2008.. ’cause I know how to
control my emotions and senses now.. in relative human free will.. so the Monkey or more
one aptly describes as Bonobo that is me.. thrives now.. in all emotional.. sensory.. and
rational areas of life in standard IQ status..
LIFE IS GOOD
for us Bonobos..like Curious
and Curiouser George..
and now Fred
as well
in
always now..:)
@word800@
Oh.. Lord.. 29 years old.. 1989.. Wild-EYED..
DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY Bowling Center Worker..
behind the counter serving up rental shoes.. Summer courting wife Katrina.. and spending close to two decades of working at Good ‘Ole NASWF Military Bowling Center.. a ‘third place’ of life away from home and work/church.. so fun.. that i quit church as Bowling Center becomes church and home.. all the same as work away from house..
Bowling Center’s may be low brow to some folks.. but they are highest heArt of human being and GOD to me.. and i also find a wife there who lasts 25 years.. plus.. 19 years old then… yup.. 10 years younger.. it is a place of treasure.. no matter what the high brows say in life.. people often tell me then.. I can do better than THAT.. but truly those are not people at all in my estimation.. of what people wholly can be.. as human being with Love instead of eyes of dollar bills or mathematical equations of LIFE.. LOVE! the greatest toughest unconditional power of them ALL!
And associated of course with this now blog post titled
University of Bowling and Curious Ted Forrest..
Trust me or NOT.. IT WILL make sense before ALL IS SAID AND DONE..;)
Hmm.. and per reference of two Facebook profile status photo thingies above .. I almost look ‘Joker Happy’ but hmm.. not quite.. i suppose i am born almost a ‘Happy Joker’.. after all is said and done..:)
@1040@
And tHere is wife Katrina.. as stunning as any Ms. America..
or Universe or Isis or Cleopatra or Indian Princess that ever walks
the earthy stage.. poor as dirt.. and she thinks the other girls bully her in school.. ’cause she is poor… but i feel better.. as I know how mean girls feel.. where jealousy reigns where tHere exists Universal beauty of Light and Love as one person living now or then.. but anyway.. she looks not much older then..
at 19 as she does now at age 45..
tHere’s something
magic going on here..
and i do not KNOW what it is BUT
i FEEL WHAT IT IS beyond words alone..:)
I hate to sound crude but she can look gorgeous when she picks her nose.. and no.. i’m not suggesting she does that as she is equally aggressive as beautiful.. as well.. and i make sure i stay on her kind side.. if at all possible.. or else.. the military drill sergeant comes out in her..:)
Truly it is the
chronic repressing
of emotions that ages one.. she let’s all
THAT OUT in NO uncertain terms with me.. as the empirical evidence still radiates from her face.. so i enjoy the full range of THAT up or down.. knowing it is healthy too..:)
And she is mistaken for American Indian.. Hispanic.. East Indian.. Middle Eastern.. farther away from her actual half paternal Pacific Islander roots mixed with some American Indian.. English and Irish roots on her maternal side.. a thin nose for arid lands.. instead of wider nose for jungles of life.. are what makes her a diversity of human beauty all in one.. from west to east.. equally as such..:)
Okay.. my scientific study
of Wife.. Katrina.. done for now!..;)
1333
First of all, welcome back;
and even though I do not often comment here it is more for the fact that i tend to take the oxygen out of the room with my wordiness; but I see your creativity as an enigma of sorts and of great value to others so when it seems you may be weathering choppy waves i bring in some prevailing winds from the other direction, if you will, as inspired by the voiceless force that lives within me.
I find this poem of yours very inspiring for personal reasons
that I will share a little with you, hopefully for inspiration;
but I promise it will NOT be the 14.3K SIZE
of my last epic free verse poetic expression on my blog, smiles, and winks..:)
Straight A’s are my goal through school.. 11 out of 381 tying with my best friend Lynn.. then on to college and a triple major and three degrees.. but for some reason I cannot do the output of creative communication.. including writing and speaking in verbal way.. i manage that at age 13.. but the repressing environment in my ‘red state’ area.. turns me into a more quiet ‘real man’ boy.. plus i already have issues then.. with not speaking to age 4.. stuttering.. social awkwardness.. and general issues associated with what i become professionally diagnosed with at age 47.. in terms of something like ‘Sheldon Cooper’.. with Asperger’s Syndrome..
i am kinda like the higher standard IQ version of Forrest Gump.. as well.. as i kick my legs out strange when i run.. and people say that Fred sure can run.. run Fred run.. and eventually at work later at the Bowling Center where i work.. running down the middle cross walk of the lanes to gather up ‘dead wood’ pins.. folks literally do bellow out RUN FORREST RUN!.. yes.. an ‘interesting’ life i lead.. smiles again..:)
Problem after college is even though people literally name me Superman for attending to 3 part time jobs.. poor as peanut butter and jelly sandwiches everyday.. still reining in top grades.. gaining triple major degrees.. i still have problems speaking and writing.. and in them days it’s mostly multiple choice.. even in college.. in the input stuff i’m good at..
So the Military Bowling Alley becomes my job.. for a young man who can play a ‘weird’ style of Tennis with super curving balls.. but who is still not coordinated enough to roll a ball down the middle of the lanes with body in flow to score more than 98 or so.. out of the 200.. A.. grade of Bowling.. but although i am very underemployed there.. technically speaking.. i start to thrive in social cognition.. doing funny exploits.. making people laugh.. watching children grow up.. having an extended village ‘third place’ home away from house and church.. for almost two decades..
It’s a life of Cheers.. and i am ‘Ted Danson’ less or MORE FOR ALMOST 2 decades.. the best job in the world.. as i gain my heart.. spirit and soul.. as bright as the noon-day sun.. but then toward the end computers come and my mechanical cognition grows again.. dims my social cognition skills.. and slowly become an office robot.. government cutbacks.. reduction of force.. and eventually the smiling boy that i become again.. after being silenced in school of red state boys and girls.. loses his grin for five years as Computer Support Assistant.. Community Activities Director.. and then Athletic Director of the Military installation for the boy who still has no idea how to PLAY team sports.. but watches a little football here and there with dreams of being coordinated in movement like that one day… and is assessed as a vital commodity for his computer skills then.. over what it is he is actually administrating..
As part of my Autism Spectrum issue.. i cannot bear to touch manmade stuff.. i have extreme emotional empathy where it is like i am the other person and cannot separate myself from their emotional pain and physical pain.. and yes.. i’ve been feeling that from you.. even though i do not know you well at all in real life.. and truly that empathic nature of mine inspires so many words of beauty from the GOD force that lives within me.. as i travel around the online world of ‘scientists’ and poets.. but i cannot write legibly.. per issues with dysgraphia.. and this device created and promoted as art.. respectively.. by the likes of Bill Gates and Steve Jobs.. becomes a wonderful accommodation for creativity of the stellar lights that live within some of us.. that will never be seen in the underemployed world.. if not for this tool For Hive of Global Interaction now..
And oh my GOD.. i learn so much while being disabled and cut-off from culture for five years.. all innately instinctually and intuitively.. but the best part of that is i can escape a stuffy no-window office and prison of mechanical cognition.. that almost literally kills me from chronic work and related social stress.. and then one day GOD tells me in GOD’s dance words DANCE FRED DANCE.. INSTEAD OF RUN FORREST RUN.. SO i close into almost 3900 miles in 23 months now.. in dancing like ‘David’ everywhere i go.. with shopaholic wife.. and then GOD says in GOD’s way.. WRITE FRED WRITE.. AND this is the result of that.. and the caring eyes and all other emotions and senses that are once mine in flesh and blood life.. become words as eyes of love AGAIN in PASSIONATE unconditional tough way.. SO the smiling 13 year-old boy who writes a little poetry and play then.. become the Ted Danson.. Forrest Gump.. Bowling Alley guy again.. in words my friend..
So basically I just want to say i have empathy
FOR in EXPRESSING
THAT and FEEL your
‘pain’ and encourage your enigma ways
of writing until your last breathing day..
Have a great day friend.. with smiles..
and when you go into rough winds again..
i’ll be back to share a ‘few’ words with you..:)
But as you know I will be reading without fail.. as
GOD gifts me with little verbal and writing skills from birth.. but oh boy does GOD let me read.. around 10 to 15 times faster than the average human.. with a memory the size of an elephant.. as associated Hyperlexia.. with an accommodation by THE LIKES OF Jobs and Gates, et al.. NOW!.. to let my LIGHT SHINE..! IN WORDS OF ME!.. Raining every where i go.. along with a dance with GOD in steps of tough unconditional LOVE!..:)
But most of all i play with GOD like a little child..
AND WE HAVE FUN!..:)
With Love,
Fred..:)
‘Thanks’, for providing that interesting debate that includes more FOLKS IN IMPORTANCE OF TRUTH; than Craig and Dawkins.
At the time scale of 1:31.11, the young Asian or Pacific Islander woman, has the answer and that is WE are the ‘eyes’ of ‘GOD’; some brighter and some dimmer; and the gentlemen that suggests that the essence of the Universe is vibrational music through 11 dimensions of hyper-space is
SPEAKING no different really than my short free verse poem that I already provide in this thread that poetically speaks to dark, light, movement, and sound as GOD exists now in ACTION VERB, instead of Abrahamic noun; along with lyrics of poetry that sing in music to a core of the human mind and body in balance at highest levels of expressing VIBRATIONAL Truth and Light of reality as ‘Human Forest’.
The rest of the Video provided, is human tribal instinct expressed more or less, in complicated mechanical cognition; where I am right and you are wrong and my team is better than yours; ‘nana nana nana’; I can’t hear what you are saying kinda stuff.
It takes folks who are reAlly LIVING NOW IN
FLESH AND BLOOD ACTION LIFE,
out of some Illusional Academic and or
Theological Ivory Tower, to come up
with the simple answers of Truth
and Light in what CAN and WILL make
this HUMAN Life GREAT as opposed to
suffering and misery and a potential earlier grave.
Human beings can create their own purposes in Life with
AND THROUGH Imagination and Creativity
IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE
coming from depths as great as the giants of
Philosophy and Arts, IN GENERAL,
have done through history;
AND potentiAlly MORE.
Some never attain the ‘Forest of Human Life’
for becoming blind for seeing trees WITHOUT FOREST.
My Anthropological study-time on ‘this Internet site’ is particularly fascinating, as I share my philosophical insights (the same exact ones) here with systemizing minds and (the same exact ones) with poets across the International online arena of poetry.
And in empirical evidence, I am able to document where my insights here are described as incoherent and even moderated out of the conversation, as such; whereas, the same insights as assessed by creative poets is described as profound genius;
as documented currently on my latest 14.3K Epic Free verse poetry blog post; that yes, even without linking it to poetry sites is assessed as such by a poet who is able to read all 14,333 words assessing the poem as
THE LONGEST BUT one of the coolest
in great detail in poetic response, as well.
The point is this; some folks create
purpose in life and thrive; and some folks do not.
This overall ACTION force of reality that some folks call NATURE
and some folks call GOD is never before or after; when it comes
to reality NOW; AND what potentiAlly makes life great
in lemonade as opposed to sour lemons.
There is A WHOLE LOT OF LEMONS IN THAT PODCAST; and some lemonade that makes the medicine of life go down like bliss for those of us who master life’s REALITY WITH GOD NOW, as ourselves, THROUGH imagination and creativity in mind and body balance.
It works for me with practice in action; written words describe; but written words are only cultural byproducts as tools. Life starts in flesh and blood away from the illusion of written words alone; as well as other cultural byproducts as human tools that aid comfort or create misery and suffering in life..:)
God is reality as Nature NOW in action VERB, and so am I..:)
Anyway, this is a fascinating discussion and hopefully this
makes enough sense where it does not get moderated out.
I AM SINCERELY and SERIOUSLY DOING MY FRIGGING BEST.
Smiles; and with all due respect; no hard feelings from me on the way folks treat me, overall on ‘this site’, for the last 56 months, as they literally do, as I prove in irrefutable fact they simply know not what they do; and yes, some folks here by there own metaphorical poetic EXPRESSIONS in heart, spirit, and soul assess my communication as having no problems understanding me at all.
Problem IS when only one or two ‘types’ of Autistic speaking folks are provided freedom of expression in discussing philosophy as truly the answers in philosophy are poetry and NOT SCIENCE ALONE. However; it is like Plato’s cave; not all live in the same cave and that is the greatest truth of all, when it comes to human beings, WITH understanding in cognitive empathy as well as the affective empathy of tolerating and accepting others for a FULL SPECTRUM OF HUMAN DIVERSITY IN working reciprocal social communication; WHERE communication can be validated and clarified with due acceptance, tolerance, and most importantly PATIENCE TO hear ALL OF WHAT other human beings have to say.
Sometimes folks eyes light up with joy
when I speak to them in real
FLESH AND BLOOD life;
others just nod and say hmm, OK.
But at least the second group is tolerating me
and not slapping me across the face;
but of course in real life my size and strength excludes that option in
ALL CASES SO FAR; smiles; BEING an alpha male in true life effect
and affect helps a person to speak their mind in terms of flesh and blood.
AND IF anyone doubts I make
a REAL CASE-STUDY
for Alpha male, the evidence is more than flesh and blood clear in a special full color link in a blog post of mine titled, ‘Staycation Breeze’, as when I express that side of my human flesh and blood being; even so-called thugs do NOT wanna meet me in a dark alley; but if one is brave enough they can assess that pArt on their own; as I am in this Anthropological study of GOD and human alike IN PROVIDING plenty of documented evidence for clear case-study perusal by the ART AND science oriented minds among us that yes; believe it or not, includes me; for dam sure, still now; even enhanced since I expand human potential mind and body in balance with imagination and creativity AS ART, far beyond my ‘computer brain’; before 30 months or so ago..:)
And no, I do not have to speak anything special to show my strength; fearless speaks with no words at all, in real FLESH AND BLOOD life, at least; it is truly A greatest privilege there in life; as God of Nature is a God of Love and Courage too; in all that manifests in human life; and if anyone thinks they are more than the pecking order of the Animal Kingdom; THAT IS the greatest God Delusion of all; and part of why the Internet is so popular for SOME folks as it allows them to puff up their ‘illusional fur’; smiles; my fur is literally and metaphorically REAL, and yes, I understand my privilege clearly and remain humble in flesh and blood life, without too much satire, AS I am once a fragile and weak pecking order human too, in flesh and blood life..:)
LIFE SPENT twice as such in the same life;
is also an incredible flesh and blood
tool of personal case-study
reference for my life-long Anthropological study,
in ALL stuff human and GOD of Nature, overALL.
But anyway; thanks again, for that inspiring Video
AND have a great NOW in mind and body balance, if you will, of course..:)
To find the name within that has no word no letter no thought..
To live the name within that lives eternal without past without
future.. eternally now.. to be or not to be.. a stupid question..
for an animal with life.. to live or not to live.. a sad equation..
for an animal who forgets to live.. to embrace life with all
emotions.. senses integrated in site.. to be now is life
is love is light..:)
A gift for you;
your friend F or
6 AND
now..:)
once upon a time
007 visits me..
now 006 visits
you.. now..:)
No sweat.. no fear..
the mysteries
of life are safe
with
me.. now..;)
Oh to feed the elephant of life.. sweet peanuts of now..
oh to forget the elements of before.. trunk squeals horn..
in alarm of night in darkness before words come..
The elephant is wise.. all being.. all seeing..
all feeling.. sensing life.. the elephant
connects and loves others no
less than trunk
and swishing
tales..:)
Oh words.. feathers of so more.. so deep
within that lives expressing smaller
symbols of light.. in terms of
scratching symbols
of sand one
moonlit night
copying
angles
of stars
in eyes
of
us..:)
Connection..
ultimate truth
of a life
well
spent..:)
Ah.. giving.. totAlly satisfying
giving can be giving
that lasts forever
in satisfaction
now..
love we take
with us is
love
we are
now..
difficult..
but possible
with practice..
uses or lose..
as in all
stuff
human..
excellence..
IS doing NOW..:)
I watch my mother kind hearted published poet.. open to all..
age in heArt.. still a beautiful heArt.. but a mind
less receptive to changes in structure and routine
of life.. sharp still.. as scrabble plays..
but less bending to rivers of now..
i suppose in some way i
write poetry
to avoid
death
in life..
been tHere
done that place
my mother never
enters in ‘defruiton’
i’ll write a million
or trillion words
and read ten times
more.. not to go back
to death in life.. it seems
to work..N..dance songs..
for now.. she quits writings
after five years or so in the
prime of her fifties of creation
then.. my goal is to be like
you and carry another decade
or so.. at least.. further.. if so..
keeping my universe
growing..
the best
medicine for me..
is giving.. growing
in heart of poetry..
dance and song..
i suppose that
is wHere the
real
sAges
are who flow
effortlessly
as a feather
as air just
letting
go..
wHere
fear
never
appears..:)
I get it now..
My brain was a monster
and i finally harness
it with
poetry.. dance
and song..
Godzilla brain..
no longer
breathes
fire now..
ending
that with
appears
just
didn’t
feel
wRite..;)
Ha! truly in my formative years my mother
and father never give me much advice at all..
single hard working mother.. and divorced
law enforcement father.. demands of life..
living miles apart..
a search alone
is hard..
but still
worth the effort
for me.. the
future was
free and i continue
to guide it now..:)
Sitting behind a fence.. other than making straight
A’s.. hitting a ball with racquet..
tennis is me… taking a rest
looking farther than fence..
having no frigging
idea what will come
next.. ah.. i already
have the answer to
life then.. just
live now..
tomorrow does
not exist.. and
i rarely go back
to that
tennis
court..:)
The weakest links among us demand the most attention
to ensure that we as whole continue to link together..
Even one link of chain discarded disrupts
the flow of life from grain of sand
to highest
pyramid of
life and
origin..:)
No.. a treasure.. an oasis of freedom in
a sea of crashing waves that
know no freedom..
NO.. i love the
yes.. of no..
and YES
almost
literally
kills me..:)
Oh my GOD! peanut butter and jam sandwiches every dam day during college
for what seems like an eternity driving my twenty-something year old
maverick in commuting from living home everyday poor as frigging dirt..
ugh.. i cannot even look at a peanut butter sandwich without
getting old.. oh wait i’m old.. but dam not as old as i feel
then.. some 33 years ago in 1982.. those are really
old peanut butter sandwiches.. but after reading
this the steak and ice cream will
taste better
tomorrow.. smiles
thanks for the Steak and ice-cream
inspiration.. in peanut butter
and jam coloring..:)
And yes I see your Jaw Maw
Saw Paw in
reverse.. for what
that’s worth.. and
i’ll publish this
later on.. just
for giggles
and peanut
butter stuff..:)
Ah.. yes human reflects pockets of stars in elements
of blood.. stars look down with human eyes..
finally seeing the bright beauty of life giving
rays.. we are the stars with eyes.. finally
seeing life.. truly a sliver of heaven
in the greatest reality
of all
NOW..:)
Love.. writing.. air.. blood stOnes.. swiRling gOlden
elecTrons of human nuclEus in flesh and hair..
a grain of sand.. a rock of life.. a connection
to stars above.. exist.. in brush.. of life
and light.. in loving nature one..
as us..:)
I suppose Unconditional Passionate Tough Love is the one for me..
tolerating and accepting differences.. including ways of writing
poetry.. i might add.. in a kind and encouraging way..
been tHere to that other place of narrow
poetry judging view of me too..
similar as ‘others’..
i can never judge the
value of another human
soul expressing spirit as heArt..
that range from the brightest star
to the darkest black hole Sun of light..
i love people who do not ever respect me..
i love people i cannot trust in any loving
way to be what they are.. but no.. i do not
respect hate in any shape or form that
refuses to see the diversity
among human being..
in words.. of
dancing or
dead
eyes..
grace truly
lives in love..:)
Oh.. i almost forgot to tell you..
i enjoyed your POEM.. very
MUCH..
LOVE,
FRED..;)
Yes.. for me faith guiding the way
as emotion over words is a way
to be now…
to enter into what will be
for now..
with words as starting
point for now..
as well..
in
life..:)
Love.. a multi-petaled flower reaching
up to higher levels.. in hues of color..
sometimes even shades
of black and white
and blue and red
for purple
Love
Now
All..:)
In my view when we experience life the most..
we share that experience the most with GOD..
and mileage varies of course in all the
diversity of human being.. for some
fasting.. for others service..
and still for others
just surviving
is gift
for GOD..:)
Ah.. the philosophy of human connection
with other humans and the rest of nature
needs no words.. as yes words
do often get in the way
as idols.. instead
of essence..
and essence
as best for me..
IS
connection..
in a non-verbal
dance
of life..
Philosophies
flows for me
without
design
AS
Reflection..:)
True the core of human being is emotions and senses first with words a
scribe of that reality in metaphor way.. as well as concrete labels
to assign meaning to the environment… and then there is
creation activity set free.. when words flow as
emotions and senses cooperating
from a now
before in now..:)
Loving children.. tenderly with nurturing Love
grows a garden of Love deep and
rich with flowers of trust..
the closer they
are to mother’s
arms.. the closer
giving
trusting
Love..:)
A testament to strength and value of your heart..
spirit.. and soul.. is the regret.. the anguish..
the depression.. and the value you place on all human existence..
as well as your courage to talk to this.. in both secular and
Christian life.. in public.. for all the world to hear..:)
And another lesson in this.. not often spoken with courage
in ‘Christian’ public.. is that in SOME of ‘our’ ‘Christian’
Churches.. when ‘we’ stand up and suggest that people
who are natural GOD created homosexuals
do not have a HOLY right to enter
into the sacred sacrament of marriage..
‘we’ too are aborting human life in heart.. spirit and soul..
And truly many cases of abortions are an indirect or DIRECT
result of people in marriages having children.. who are not
innately cut out to do THAT by the GOD of Nature..
and would never naturally do it.. if not forced
by the heavy handed rule of patriarchal controlling..
subjugating religions.. cultures and churches through fear..
for power.. reproductive control.. and materialistic gains..
who do NOT know and UNDERSTAND IN LOGIC
AND FEELING the ALL natural rules of GOD..
And to be clear i have no idea what your stances
OR FEELINGS are on these specific ADDITIONAL issues..
but the TRUTH will set all of US free to have greater
potential at a happy.. thriving existence.. in well being
with GOD.. as social cooperating human animals hand-in-hand..
no less than Bonobos who in nature.. overall.. Love GREATER
in the TRUTH AND LIGHT of what ‘Christ’ really is..
THAN human beings.. overall.. sadly enough in THAT Truth and Light..:)
Anyway.. thank you for your inspiring words OF FEELING..
as Truth in Light creates greater and greater
LiGHT in life for HUMAN BEING..:)
Ah.. the shell of a Nautilus spiRited in message of earth for millions of
years.. in fossilized Truth of the Art of GOD as Nature.. swirling
about like galaxies above.. sunflowers below..
still alive in etch a heArt soUl
Oh.. the systemizing mind creates with art hand-in-machine..
so now there are Blogs as Nautilus shells serving
up unique Light of human soUls as spiRit..
as sure as most words spoken and
more.. as human heart survives
like Nautilus heart
as spirit
in markings
of human
Nautilus
soul
on earth
forevermore
NOW as long as Nautilus
Shell Servers serve that up..:)
IT already HAS.. Smiles..
Love never dies…
as long as
human
Lives..:)
Ah.. yes.. hopeless wanderer am i.. as hope is in the
wandering and wondering of the dance walk
of life..
NOT the sitting
still..:)
There is no Y in Hope
for NO
reason..;)
But.. oh!
we can be
CarefulLess
Rules
CAN BE
REAL
Devilsmore..;)
Ah.. PoeTry.. anOther GREAT! MANorWOmanIFestaTion!
of huwOman spIRit! aLive! expressInG!
throuGh hUwoman heARt of SoUl.. Oh.. do!
go oN..!
aNd wriTe!
thE fiGht!
to survIve!
liFe!
as
PassiOnate!
LOVE’soNGs!
in worLd!
of
LiVing NoW..!
Oh.. No.. Alone.. the greaTest illusion of all in human being..
ah.. to connect to the last dying gasp of breath
to a drop of air.. a pollen of flower if
only a sneeze.. is cosmic
oneness of delight
or
NOT sadly
in Truth for
some.. but
as long
as
breathe goes ON..
there is Now
and another
Now..
for potential
ALLONE..:)
Ah yes! don’t wait EMBRACE! IT ALL..!
an infinity now is here..
in imagination of
ART in human
mind and body
in balance
of creation
activity..
Create!
NOW
LIVE
aLive!..:)
Oh God.. i think
that sounds
like A TV
commercial
for CREATIVITY
OR
NOT..;)
Dreams.. yes.. dreams true
Magic of human
Being delight
and mares
in human
Light and Darkness
of all Imaginings
in fuller
Expanse of
Who and
What we are
as Creative Light Beings..
Dreams Sing Inner Being
Escaping into Light of Greater
Song of
RealiTy..:)
The greaTest thing I can do in life is be
an active friend.. whether or
not there are any
receiving friends
is up to them..
in Unconditional
yes.. Tough and
Passionate Love
for me..
at least..
at least
is best
enough
for me..
and I will always
receive my friendship
from God who lives in me
ALLONE and Never alone..
my Chalice of Love has NO limit
with GOD aSoNE a child of NOW..:)
Ah.. yes..! to find sacred meaning and purpose in
life.. a continual journey for those of us
who continue to see the holy
in all that exists from
a strand of gray
hair..
to a grain of sand
to the eyes of children
to the seas of old and new
to the last grasp
for breath
aLive in
skEyes of
US!..:)
My wife is Mut
in pyramidic
hut.. or can
she be
IS
is
with a yellow
sphinx as hEr
lap cat sat..;)
Hand connection.. leaves of forest drop
Love in fertile souls of sand..
a crippled knee..
a mind unease..
do we feel
the connection
as the
dirt of
earth
connects our
heart in giving
leaves of spirit
soil of soul
nourishing
giving
Leaves
LOVe..:)
EXPANSE of now.. LOVELY place with
no BOUNDS of time or distance
or space.. an ETERNITY we are
when we let all those
illusions go to
be alive to
DANCE for
ALWAYS
now is
a place
i’ll stay too..
certainly now..:)
Oh God.. this is right up my alley.. can’t miss this one for all the money in the world.. welcome back Brian.. and i too can relate to being the nice guy as floormat.. in the work world of government service.. the go to guy.. that does it all.. and has no idea how to get angry.. or say no..
This can kill any Angel or Super Hero and change them into a Devil or Demon or worse.. as may be the case…
Anyway i survive and plan a rather light hearted.. yet heavy dose of reality for my input of philosophy today.. with fairly limited words and just one iPhone photo.. smiles..:)
Be back with that shortly.. with “My Philosophy of the Kiss of KALI”… after all..
it will be somewhat unique..;)
smiles.. bigger smiles.. and perhaps some frowns here or there before
all is
said
and done..
but that is the price of freedom as you know my friend..
a mix of
dark
and light..:)
A real life lesson i learn all to well
in the greatest darkness
and light of life..:)
And a very busy day for me..
i will be reading on all
and commenting on all..
but that part may not
happen until tomorrow..:)
but like i said.. i will
make time
for this.. particularly
as i do miss
you…bro..;)
Oh.. X.. there is something so familiar about you.. it feels like i’ve known you for two years.. instead of a few weeks.. you always seem to visit me first.. and i do appreciate all the thoughtful comments you bring here.. AND YES X..
Rigidity of belief and conservative views as opposed to open mindedness and liberal views is actually a TED TALK thingy.. as illustrated nicely in the video below.. when you get back to view the videos in a bit.. very interesting.. and explains
!Y!
about 50 percent of the population
and the other half..
and 20 percent
or so..
of ultra
conservative
folks who tend not
to be to friendly to change..
and associated of course with
introversion and extraversion and
poets are often introverts.. where
us extraverted poets can kinda
be the minority and make
the introverted poets
a little uncomfortable
here and there but
as you have
stated before
it’s a great
big world
and we all have
to accommodate each other’s
differences and that is why
i still go to the Southern
Baptists Gospel singings
even IF.. they talk
down to homosexuals
and OR anyone who
exists a little
tiny weenie
bit out
side there
X BOX
or B
BOX
or
whatever
may be the
case where
X meets
the
SPOT..
B UT
as always
nice to
see you
X again!!..:)
friendly GREGARIOUS extraverted
people online
are so
NICE TO
MEET!..;)
Each human being is
a unique experiment
that is NON-REPEATABLE
NOT EVER SUBJECT
TO
counterfeitURE
and I love them
ALL JUST THE SAME!
wherever and whomever
they are off
and online too!..;)
Ha! most every poet is a prophet.. as truly the original definition of that term is not one who foretells the future; but just one who is sensitive to the ills of the world and wants to make life a little easier for someone.. anyone.. even a thirsty plant that needs a Lazarus drop of water..:)
For this world to be healed we must all become prophets.. I think that is
partiAlly possible..
and truly the folks who have responded here so far..
give me
HOPE!..:)
WE ARE TEAM.. AND STRONGER WHEN
‘APES’ WORK
TOGETHER..;)
Angel Fool/Clown OR Demon Fool/Clown
archetype of human being; YES; NO;
Not all Fools or apes agree with that;
sadly enough but hey..
I am blessed NOT to
walk in ‘tHeir’ shoes;
so i will not lose HOPE
to help them
on thEir
way
as WELL.. SMILES..
AS ALWAYS THANKS!
Rave dance approaches..
but will be by to visit.. read
and comment on ALLTHEtEAM’S
POEMS at least by tomorrow morning..:)
Yes, Sumana, and sadly in western cultures there is a dualistic approach to reality that says do not embrace the reality of the darkness of life; where truly fear is the parent of hate associated human experience. To embody the fear; to embrace the fear; to conquer the fear of death and destruction as fear itself is to live free with the understanding AND FEELING that ALLTHATIS IS required for reality as IS.
Sadly, the accommodation to what truly is the gift of GOD is a fantasy of golden clear floors for many folks who truly never find the gold of TRUTH and LIGHT in LIFE that allows one to embrace death as a true blessing as DARK in TRUTH of LIFE as LIGHT; But modern civilization sanitizes death; human suffering and misery; where death is no longer seen as the blessing it once is as a grace of escaping human suffering and misery; and perhaps the greatest gift is when the mythological KALI comes to pay a visit with human while alive.
And in this way ‘ShE’ visits me three times in life to test me; once at age 21; once at age 47; and once at age 47, 40 days later; after only one hour of sleep each night for 35 nights and none for the last 5 of 40, with the worst pain known to mankind, type two trigeminal neuralgia during all waking hours; assessed by medical literature as worse than literal human crucifixion; i meet that challenge with Kali and learn to love ‘HeR’ with all my heart; as now I embrace death, as the greatest gift, as well as destruction of potential human suffering and misery.
“SHE” gives me enough strength and courage in perseverance of ‘serpent-like’ human will to survive that pain for an additional 5 years, totaling around 66 months of human hell of death in life.
I have good reason And FEELING, AS WELL AS LACK OF FEELING, to Love the human archetype of KALI. with all my fearless heart NOW; in ways of illusory fears that keep one from truly living in light, embracing all of dark as well, with multiple arms of
KALI’S PASSIONATE UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH LOVE FOR ALLTHATIS..:)
Smiles, and thanks for helping me to provide an opinion on the darkest and best
elements of KALI; ignored almost totally by modern pop-culture as simply an
exotic pleasure rather than the test of infinity in death in life now; as
the bringer of the greaTEST HUMAN LIGHT OF ALL THAT
ORIGINATES IN THE DARK
OF
KALI..:)
Yes; KALI is THE FACE OF THE DARK
NIGHT OF THE HUMAN SOUL;
AND SURVIVORS OF THAT
TRULY MAY LIVE
IN THE GREAtEST
TRUTH OF LIGHT IN
DARKNESS OF LIFE
as DEATH AND
DESTRUCTION
OF THE
ILLUSIONS
OF CULTURE..:)
Ah.. thanks Sanaa Rizvi..
truly passiOn inspires my life..
and it flows from my fingers
as free as free can be..
as far as I feel and know now..
The execution for me is in the flow..
a place i love to let it ALL GO..
IN THE NOW
OF HUMAN
FLOW
vibrating
harmoniously
with the Sound of
Music and the Lyrics
of realiTy as IS NOw..:)
Oh yes.. we are all Anthropologists wittingly or not.. and the patterns of nature extend out in to pop-culture evidenced as such for those who see the patterns.. not much different really than the consistency of the Golden Mean of PHI all through nature.. the human mind is part of PHI as well.. and even emotions and senses when integrated for art.. communication in general to even dance.. song.. and poetry..
truly separation in eyes of lonely humans
is the greatest illusion of
what truly
is
ALLONE force of nature
including
US..
Smiles and thanks for the visit..:)
Ha! yeah.. the night after rave dance that creative state of mind
is burning on all cylinders.. it’s a recipe for
human creativity like
a real Tsunami
of words in my case..
but it starts out as just a
rather small wave
yesterday
then continues to
grow like a Tidal wave
of me..
anyway thanks for wading
through all haha! and still
having the fortitude
to provide such
a nice compliment
at the current
end of
my
Tsunami of
creativity for now;
and i must escape
this computer
now back
to the creativity
of dance and martial
arts.. and exXtreme
strength training
at my favorite
military gym..
to keep
it all balanced
and moving
as smooth
as a finely
tuned Ferrari
Fred.. head in
mind and body
balance heHE..!..;)
Ha!.. interestingly, this particular ‘mother post ‘up there with all ‘HeR’ children continuing to grow in the comments section; thriving as such; heHE; is born in the wee hours of Thursday morning well before I read Brian’s prompt in just another run of the mill stream of consciousness comment to a friend’s run of the mill blog post; and then I go to another website for folks with Autism and share that out-of-the-box comment there and do not exactly get any rounds of applause as it is not an area conducive to out-of-the-box, period, as rigidity of black and white thinking rules this Wrong Planet website; so I make it clear there that I like all the folks to bring the message in a little softer; then what I thought would be the cycle of open link night; and my post before this that I was gonna use for that; changes quickly in decision based on Brian’s prompt; and synchronistically as what seems to always happen with dVerse; my already designed poetic expression almost fully meets the prompt with a little tidying up here and there; as I did for the requirement of the title; but as usual, I over fulfill the requirements of the prompt in the comments section as I strive for excellence in practice for this poetic expression art; i give everything in life my all and I make heaven now by sheer will power, human heart, and soul expressed as spirit; and poetry, dance, and song; are among my favorite ways to do that; along with a dance of martial arts with my ballet like dance.
Life is Good.
And yes, I literally like you; in fact, I Love all the dVerse folks who pour out their heart in spirit of words as whole souls of human being every prompt that dVerse takes me, in freedom of expressing spirit in poetic heArt of Soul..:)
Oh I love the places words, imagination, and creativity take me; each morning I wake is like exploring an entirely different Universe of Meaning; it is the real Star Trek for me in going where I have NOT gone before; haha! and yes there are quite a few rough waves over at the Wrong Planet Website; but I manage to persevere and stay afloat as I balance the reasoning minds there with the artful minds here; an interesting duality of universes of thought and interestingly many similarities as well; as yes, patterns of human nature are all spread out; everywhere one goes in life; as it ‘should be’ i guess..:)
Thanks so much Hank for those kind words
of encouragement.. life is a journey
i take with great pleasure..
a little adversity here and there..
is just the
spice of life for me now..
thank GOD.. and Haha!..;)
Hope your now is going great..
and will be by your place shortly
as a new now
arises for me..:)
I like you. In fact,
I like everyone on this Internet site.
Quote:
“Thank you…
But on second thoughts,
that kind of devalues the word
“like” if you like everyone…:P
BTW, What are you on?
Can I have some?”
Here’s the thing friend.
You know that stuff that the so-called Jesus, Buddha, Lao Tzu, and all the really
great poets and philosophers are talking about when they talk about a bliss on earth.
Well, it’s a real deal. Problem though for Modern Christians overall, and even secular folks, Atheist
or not; is they think it is some kind of pie in the sky ideal, or a thought of after life, or just
a quick recitation fix of John 3:16 or something of that nature in literal rigid meaning.
Well, the real deal, is it is an all real natural phenomenon that our distant ancestors have no choice
to do to conserve energy for survival. It’s mind and body balance friend; and truly sitting still
and meditating in achieving it in a state of nothingness is overall bullcr8p, more or less.
Our ancestors moved, moved, moved, all day long foraging for food, food, food, and counted
on each other in matriarchal leaning AKA egalitarian cooperative ways; To survive
means then, to be invisible in mind and body balance floating on terrestrial
land like a REAL NINJA; as to make a noise means capture by predators or
no capturing of prey; in stealthy ways of cat-like hunting.
There isn’t much of this modern materialistic jealousy crap;
’cause the village is required in
total effort in social cooperation
for survival.
So what this means is the more Jack and Jill do the wild thing and cooperate; no matter
who or what they do it with, spells life for the village; and yes, Bonobos still
do it all like this; as they know how to REALLY STICK TOGETHER TO
GET THE JOB DONE.
OH, WELL, first comes agriculture and a sitting still way of life; AND abstract written
language, with a prehensile thumb and sticks sketching imaginary angles
in connections OF stars and spirals in nature, in sand, to make Sanskrit
the written reality; and then of course collective intelligence
that helps with the agriculture thingy; and soon humans
make tools that become an extension of their human
being; ranging from shelter to weapons to
transportation enhancements to
get from point A to point B;
then we have the Industrial
Revolution where humans become more
distanced from moving feet ways of life all day
long to now the Information age where folks sit still
static with their eyes glued on a screen hours upon hours
each day stagnating in mind and body imbalance. Well you
see or not; the human emotions are regulated ALL though-out the
human body from vagal nerve in throat down to gut to oxytocin
receptors to connect to the dirt of life on the bottom of one’s
feet; and back in them olden days the child is attached
to the mommy in close touch comfort for survival;
kinda like a kangaroo baby in a pouch;
now the children get carted off
to places and spend nappy
time in solitary cribs or on cots;
and oh boy; next thing ya know, ya got
canaries in the coal mine AKA yes, higher
functioning Autistic folks, ringing the alarm
bell of human being that this cultural experiment
in constant process and change now is quite frankly;
and I am not intended this as derogatory; but literally
a source of human misery, suffering; AND overall NOT well-being;
with Chronic social and nature stress of disconnection in SEPARATION.
AND NO, THIS IS NOT JUST AN AUTISTIC THINGY; like I said, Autistic folks
diagnosed as such with reciprocal social communication difficulties are mostly
out of balance in mind and body balance, as physical intelligence and moving
is what regulates emotions, integrates senses, and greater enhances cognitive
executive functioning; which is more or less the driver of relative human free will
through much greater focus and short term working memory to orchestrate the
emotions and senses in concert to make a human being run smooth as a FERRAI
IN WAYS OF ALL THAT; AND IN GENERAL, RECIPROCAL SOCIAL COMMUNICATION;
additionally, when one is comfortable in their own skin; there is little to no
anxiety and no demanding reason to do repetitive stuff in restricted
area interests to escape the emotion of anxiety and fear of
being almost totally lost in mind and body balance; well
friend it takes me 53 years to cure my Autism; millions
of words of research, decades of real life Rough and
Tough Trial and Error Experience; but haha!
I did it; I cured my reciprocal social
communication difficulties
and retarded ways
of robotic
movement; and now I am
recently named as a literal ICON of
dance in my entire metro area of Pensacola, FL;
in fact, you can call almost any place in public and
just ask ’em if they know about the big guy who dances
everywhere he goes with Kool FBI looking shades; and they
will tell you; “Hey! that is the dancing guy; OH GOD he is Super Kool”;
or if it is a Fundie Christian; they might tell you; “he is evil and the spawn
of the the devil as no one can dance like that unless they are frigging possessed!”
Yes, friend; like I tell all the folks in real life who are simply amazed when I dance
like a ballerina martial arts dude on meth, molly, cocaine, LSD or whatever they
imagine I am on for hours; I just tell ’em; if I can bottle my BLISS and positive
energy in a pill; I will be a Trillionaire; and will be able to make
World Peace a Reality and Feed the poor ALL over the world;
well here’s the Real Deal; if tHere are more people like ME in
the world; it will be no problem; ’cause when you experience
life like I do, friend; one totally understands that loving oneself
and the rest of the Universe; down to a grain of sand or an
atom or less; is all the same; just imagine what that feels like.
Yes, Imagine a place where there is no wish for heaven
as heaven is real all the time now; materialistic goods
mean nothing; the connection to other humans
and the rest of nature is all that counts;
and there you go; that’s the solution
for World Peace and feeding all
the hungry from shore to shore;
just consider me A Tsunami
that is gonna help make
that happen friend;
there is no nappy
bin that is
too dirty
for
the real
‘SUPERMAN’;
AND OTHER ‘FOLKS’
THROUGHOUT HISTORY AND NOW;
LIKE Me; Hell this is just the best place
for folks to disagree with someone in Heaven;
if I can convince the canaries in the coal mine
it is the real deal; there is hope for the rest of
the coal mine
too.
Anyway, I am doing this to help folks,
whether they want it or not;
but when one truly
writes it; what is
written most
DEFINITELY
CAN
BECOME
WHAT IS
DONE
MY
FRIEND;
IMAGINE THAT;
I FOR ONE
CAN DO THAT;
AND DO ANYTHING
I SET MY HEART, SOUL,
AND SPIRIT TOO;
and yes; jealousy
reigns here now;
sharing that is
no longer allowed
here; but it’s documented
all over my blogs; until
I am totally censored here for trying
to help folks; with all my literal and metaphor might;
but as in times of old; I simply dust my ‘sandals’
off and go to
the next Town;
Super-Walmart;
or Dance HALL!
heHE! with an all powerful
Spirit of Unconditional
Tough and PASSIONATE
LOVE; THE MOST POWERFUL
FORCE OF HUMANITY IN
THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE
NOW!.:)
I truly hope you can
drink of that WELL friend;
soon; I intuit that possibility
for you; and that is why I am
making this effort here; whether you
or anyone else appreciates that; the
TRUTH AND LIGHT MAY SET ONE FREE;
I for one; am just a grain of sand; or
wave(S); with a message of sorts..:)
LOVE,
FRED;
with an
S..;)
Hmm,
close to two-thirds of folks
on a site for Autism look
to the reasoning systemizing science/
mind instead of spiritual emotional
mind/heart for their beliefs about life.
Should that be a surprise for a syndrome
where systemizing mind rules over empathic
mind; per the science of Simon Baron Cohen, et al;
No it should not.
All Spirit is; is human empathy for
other humans and the rest of Nature
AKA GOD, particularly expressing IT;
and no;
many so-called religious
folks experience little of this, as well;
particularly, little boys in macho red
state patriarchal states and localities
where expressing Emotion AKA Spirit;
is for sissies instead of so-called Jesus.
Oh the hypocrisies of knowledge and
human heArt, as ART AND science never
cease to amaze me; but hey I understand
the whole thing; and not half of the thing;
with smiles, of course; as WELL..:)
Even with the aid of so-called science;
it’s hard enough for even scientists to
understand human emotions AKA
human spirit; but nah; considering
that the systemizing mind itself
represses the empathic mind;
duh;
no wonder.
The Emotional Intelligence of human
beings overall is dwindling to deficit;
and even studies show this; where
college age adults have 30 percent
or so lower levels of empathy AKA
Human spirit expressed for others;
as compared to several decades ago.
Blame more focus on mechanical cognition
activities; i.e. screen ‘addictions’ on that;
it’s like 1 plus 0 equals 2; No it does not;
Use it or lose it applies as in all stuff
fuller in greater potential of human being.
The human heArt is just as much of a metaphorical
muscle as my legs that now press half a ton 25 times;
I exercise my human heArt just as strongly; and
so-called ‘normal humans’ tell me I have a best
personality; quotes and links for proof available
upon request; or just check out my latest blog
post if one likes..;)
And I communicate precisely like this;
that’s not surprising
either;
at least
not for me..:)
I can predict who believes
in God or who does not
believe in God here by
empirical measures
of emotion in
metaphor of
human language.
Duh; considering
emotion expressed
as empathy in spirit
is what GOD is;
Duh; no surprise
for me; but Human
Being is my all
encompassing special
interest as a REAL LIFE
ANTHROPOLOGIST;
PEDIGREED WITH DEGREE;
AS WELL..:)
And to be clear fundamentalist
Christians use a systemizing
mind in conservative close-
minded ways, as well;
they looks at the bible
as science rather
than multi-meaning
metaphor of poetry;
people are alike
all over;
The Twilight
Zone is correct;
Truly the personality
for a fundamentalist Christian
and militant Atheist is almost
identical; main difference one
uses a bible for science and the
other uses science for science;
but in either case the systemizing
mind is ruling over the human
heart or spirit; clearly why
these folks can pass
by a homeless
person and
complain about
’em not pulling their bootstraps up;
even if they have severe mental illness;
heARt is a muscle and or gift; that not all share;
even science explains this fairly well now; food for heart..:)
But at any rate; have a good night; it is getting kinda stuffy in here;
and it’s time for me to out in the crisp warm gulf air of night
near the beach in one of the top 100 dance clubs in
the U.S.; to help lead the dance there among
100’s of college-age folks;
But I’m fresh out of Togas
to wear
tonight..
in the Twilight
Zone of TRUTH
AND moonLIGHT..:)
Oh, CR8P; a new black
moon last night;
means I’ll be the
one who must
provide the
‘MOONLIGHT FEELS RIGHT’
tonight; seriously;
light heartedness
is the cure for
all human
chronic
stress related
illnesses; and a great
exercise for a MORE powerful HEART
expressed as human spirit of SOUL;
I got this down as a science baby;
isn’t that ironic
or NOT..:)
Well, seriously; I don’t need any books.
In fact, I ‘talk’ directly to GOD when I am three
looking across a river; before I can speak;
as no; I don’t have the ‘normal’ Asperger’s;
I have the Gillberg Criteria Asperger’s that
can include a language delay until age 4
like me. And interestingly, the Gillberg
criteria better reflects the case-studies
of Hans Aspergers, back last century.
And just for a quick reference
offering up someone’s virgin
daughters as rape victims
instead of having someone
‘soil’ a man human is
evidence enough that the
Old Testament is a dirty book.
The New Testament is Okay;
and if you wanna take it
as the truth; heaven is now;
and there should be no
marriage now; if Jesus
has his way, then;
that’s okay with me;
I am naturally monogamous
with my wife; and can handle
that without having any license;
smiles; There are no special humans
anointed by GOD as any greater than
any other human; Jesus reflects himself
as a humble servant and clearly states others
will come after him who will do much greater stuff;
and if He wasn’t sure if GOD has forsaken him on the
cross; it dam sure cannot be possible for Constantine
and his Catholic Cohorts to elevate him to the soldier GOD
of the Universe; the Universe is a plot of Land back then;
now we have stuff like ‘multi-verses’; and Jesus if he comes
back now, will be steaming mad that someone elevates him
to a position that is well beyond any human’s pay grade;
or perhaps he will just laugh at humans for literally
being so ignorant; considering HOW MUCH further
we come now to view more of what reality is and is
not; problem with taking a book of poetry
as science, like the bible; is it is fallible
and created by poets who are in
a creative state of mind; where
truly anything goes; and some
stuff makes sense and some stuff
is literally cr8p; like the raping virgin
daughters stuff in the OLD testament;
but like Thomas Jefferson; if one separates
the gold from the garbage, the New Testament
is as worthy a document for wisdom, as the TAO
and other books of old that speak the same
Universal Truths; and seriously, when I am
three and GOD ‘speaks’ to me; GOD just tells
me GOD is here forever and forever is
now; then and now; and for all practical
purposes; i am here forever now; as well;
and as far as I know, other folks are too;
if they can get past the illusion of the
FUTURE AND THE PAST; humans and
books are not required for GOD to
exist; the most basic common sense
of any human should be to understand
that GOD exists on the ‘beach’, with or
without humans; there is no evil on the
beach, only merit for survival; and the
rest of nature; all the other stuff is
just BS created by human imagination
and creativity; capable of great dreams
as well as great nightmares; evil is a human
creation; GOD is real all the time; in pain
and pleasure; GOD is reflected in us; and whenever
we hurt someone else or hurt ourselves or do not live
life to its fullest as gifted by GOD innately instinctually
and intuitively as the TRUTH WITHIN; then GOD gets
PISSED OFF AT US; MORE OR LESS, as metaphor; and
we pay the piper the piper’s dues; and that piper is
GOD too; I’ve been to hell already friend; and I live
in heaven now; the place that the man Jesus promises
is real; and for those who get through that needle;
they live in paradise always now; same as my cat
when he rolls in the sand of the midday sun;
or hugs the grass on a warm moonlit night;
Just living life as
‘GOOD’; smiles;
it’s too bad humans
develop written language;
non-verbal language does not lie;
but my form of Autism has no problem
with human empathy or non-verbal language;
just problems with verbal language that truly
gives me that direct conduit with GOD from
the age of three; that for most folks with
verbal language is drowned out by
the illusions of culture, as is;
GOD speaks to me loud and
clear, as I have no more
lies of culture or religion
to drown GOD
OUT; IT’S A GREAT
PLACE TO BE FRIEND;
AND TRULY I CAN ONLY
HOPE THAT OTHERS GAIN
THAT GIFT THAT THE REAL
JESUS IS SPEAKING
TO THEN.
I could be wrong; but I have
100% trust in GOD; so
I seriously doubt that;
however, like Jesus; I
am not so big that I cannot
accept that someone else may
have a new truth that I may not be
aware of; some of my greatest lessons
in life are from folks with IQ’s around
70 or so; and some of the darkest
issues of life are with folks with
astounding IQ’s who relatively
speaking are impoverished
in human heart, spirit
and soul; but that
is the price of
book learning;
separation from
empathy and GOD;
as even science now
partiAlly shows is correct;
per the empathy thing; but
it’s all connected; there is no
separation but in the minds of
humans as illusion; or in some cases
apparently for innate reasons; but no
one proves GOD is fair in just one life;
and before anyone thinks they can escape
GOD and just cavalierly treat folks like dirt
all their life; just imagine being born a cricket
and being stepped on a million times in a million
new lives in infinity as present; anything is possible
with GOD; and i know Karma is real; at least in one
lifetime as we reap what we sow; beyond that
I’m not taking any chances of being that
cricket; as I don’t mess with GOD;
I respect all of creation, including
me and nature with the
same unconditional tough
passionate love as with
a grain of sand;
me, my wife;
and literally
hundreds of female
dancing friends; i will
hang out with prostitutes
too; but hey; my wife draws
the line somewhere and hundreds
of female dance friends is reasonable
freedom and relative free will to allow
GOD who lives within me; to experience
this divine life
with me;
I take GOD to places
that GOD may have never
been before; and that is what
Jesus is speaking about when he says
folks will do stuff greater than
he; for the Love of GOD to
show GOD what GOD creates
is ‘Good’ and
worthy
for amazing
existence;
and with that
said here is another song;
but what one must understand
is it’s not about a man; it’s a woman
showing God A good time; through
her eyes of GOD; and that
my friend
is
REAL LOVE,
LIGHT
AND
TRUTH;
TO SHOW
GOD A GOOD
TIME WITH SMILES,
LAUGHS, JOY
AND THE
DIVINITY
OF NOW
IN COUNTING
BLESSINGS AS
IS; and yes
i appreciate the reasoned
and civil human conversation
as well; that’s always a breath
of fresh air here to talk to
someone who can feel
and express feelings
for other folks
in reciprocal
social communication;
I think I’m the only person
here who has randomly just
told a person they are liked;
at least in this forum;
and truly a human
issue here exists
that needs
some kind
of remediation;
and overall; that is
an online thing;
as online allows
the devil to
come out in
those who truly
have this metaphor
human archetype
of life in cold
hearts, souls,
and little to
no expressed
human spirit
in connection
with other
human beings
and or the rest of nature
AKA GOD, as NOT SO WELL
AT ALL, SADLY ENOUGH.
THIS IS LONG BUT I ALREADY
DANCE CLOSE TO 3900 MILES FOR
GOD EVERYWHERE I GO; showing GOD
that lives within me that good time;
in just the last 22 months; oh,
passionately loving GOD
in tough unconditional
LOVE; is JUST THE BEST;
PERIOD; WITH SMILES..:)
Quote:
“It totally slipped my mind to ask this. Can I base my beliefs on bass?”
Of course.
First there is dark;
then light;
then movement
or dance; then
sound or
music and
then song
with lyrics
of human
verbal poetry eventually;
with sound inspiring
the cycle of movement
in infinity forevernow;
in bass as well as treble;
along with the infinite
emotions in sound
and music of song
with poetry of lyrics
as well
as
human movement
that is inspired
by sound OR
MUSIC that
is equal to
emotions
and that movement
unto itself; as whole
that is GOD and human
as reflections of both
in infinity now;
with all other
animate
and inanimate
existence
NOW..:)
And no; you are not the first BASS leaning person who doesn’t
wanna go to any TREBLE OF BELIEVING in higher sounding
stuff; in reference to “Fnord’s” comment and not yours;
haha!..;)
But yeah; BASS can be
very deep
STUFF..;)
Quote:
“I appreciate your consideration…
However…;)
I like who I am, where I am and where I am going…
Keep on dancing, bro…;)
Imagine” is one of the bestest songs out there…
However, Lennon struggled with it’s message and his personal lifestyle,
so I have heard…
Puts a little wrinkle in the overall effect, wouldn’t you say?”
Thanks and smiles; I just offer words and not DIRECTion..:)
But in regard to John Lennon and the reported Jesus;
Of course not; just like Jesus; he is inspired by GOD; and then
doubts his faith like Jesus is reported to do on the cross;
the story stays the same;
and so do Universal Truths.
words as metaphors change;
but the essence remains.
Learn to look deeper
than words as tool;
and TRUTH and LIGHT
remains.
And to be clear;
words here,
are a metaphor
for the systemizing
mind as opposed
to a soUl expressing
spiRit in heArt of human
ONE with ALL Natural Force of GOD..:)
Yes, you are correct; I’m not about the malice thingy;
and truly my concept of heart, spirit and soul is all natural.
I consider the heart as the feeling of empathy/emotions and senses.
I consider the spirit the expression of human empathy/emotions and senses.
And I consider the soul as a mind and body balanced human, fully feeling
and expressing empathy/emotions and senses.
And truly there are not terms like cognitive and affective empathy
in the days of the bible; so they do the best they can to develop
metaphors for the human experience in balance, connection, and happiness.
Material items are tools for survival; and truly it is possible
to make those tools, including words, reality, instead of the
essence of human connection to each other and the rest of nature
as All That IS, as metaphor for the all natural GOD as Nature.
When I suggest someone does not have a soul, heart, or spirit expressed,
it is not a moral judgement; in fact, it is an empirical assessment
in their ability to feel empathy/emotions and senses, in balance;
as well as expressing empathy/emotions and senses in balance.
There is no woo to this;
it is human nature as gifted by Mother Nature
as another synonym for ALL THAT IS as GOD.
Problem with human disagreement between militant Atheists and
fundamentalist Christians, alike, are semantic differences in
the language of Science/Nature vs. the language of Religion/Culture;
but the real essence of balance or strife is in all natural imbalance,
in regulating emotions and integrating senses
for a human soul in mind and body balance.
You are able to communicate on this site and stay
light-hearted enough to express your feelings and
not attack others in peace; that makes you as holy
as my Catholic priest. The words are just idols
to me; it is the human feelings and senses
that are felt and expressed in balance that is a soul to me.
It’s so dam simple; but culture and religion, along with
the ever present nature of the human instinct for tribalism
is what makes the world such a hateful place to live in
with someone’s special quarterback of their team as
Jesus or Muhammad or Richard Dawkins or Stephen Hawking
if one happens to be ‘Sheldon Cooper’, for pop-culture metaphor.
IN general, the reason humans cannot get along is they cannot
come to a tribal agreement on the meanings of words as
that applies to the human experience. AS an outcast in
youth, I develop my own natural beliefs by looking within
and at nature; as above so below, inside, outside of
me and all around me.
My life is balanced and
simple; but sadly enough the simple can become convoluted to the
extreme when it is as simple as reciprocal communication received
and delivered as empathy/feelings and senses with
and for humans and the rest of nature in balance.
It’s taken me years to put what is so easy to feel
and give into words; but my form of Autism is not
an issue with non-verbal language; as discussed
earlier on another thread here; it is an issue
in the areas of output
in both writing
and verbal language.
So now, I have both parts of the human pie;
and am simply enjoying life and attempting to
provide a bridge of understanding as the bridge
of my mind, body, emotions, and sensed are balanced
in heart, spirit and soul..:)
Understanding is valuable.
Not easy in a world of diversity;
but well worth the price of providing understanding
in as many ways as possible, as each human being has
a unique language of a Universe unto themselves
in feeling emotions and senses and expressing
emotions and senses in mind and body balance.
Anyway, peace to you too;
everything I speak here is about Universal Human
Nature and Mother Nature; the metaphors change;
but the Universal Truth stays the same for
the majority of human beings; but yes,
as in all spectrums of life;
mileage varies for
the outliers of life..:)
Quote:
“getting frustrated with stupid lines of thinking
is part of who you are, or because you’re a contrary person.
That’s just how your neurons are arranged.”
IRONY; SAD IRONY.
AND no
illusion.
Dude, I suggest you do a little MORE
research into epigenetics, neuroplasticity,
cognitive behavioral therapy, and biofeedback,
in general; and MANY other areas of human pursuit.
Zoology 101 does not cover this or Biology 101.
Humans are more than robots or parasites, my friend.
And yes, in metaphor and reality they are pArt of that; as well
or NOT so well.
Experience is the WELL spring of wisdom and freedom;
you are still relatively green my friend;
and that’s just how reality goes
with human nature.
Just means you are young baby and
and have a long way to go STILL
to understand
more of what
life can bring.
I hope that helps,
eventually; but
for now it seems
to me that you
are still locked
in Plato’s
first cave,
with all due respect.
And if this distorts
your picture of reality;
please feel free to
moderate it out;
sincerely, with all
due respect.
FRED
P.S.
Oh, and in case you missed it;
Alex, the owner of the site gives
me permission to type however
I like on this Internet site
in the gun thread
that was locked.
If that is changed again; fine.
I follow the rules at hand.
Or you can make the
rules as you go;
this site does
not belong
to me; or
any other person
who dares to tread
out of the cave; for
the most part anyway;
as far as can i see for now.
The ONLY WAY to develop
human relative free will is
TO DEVELOP IT;
IT AIN’T
COST FREE;
Years of real life
practice baby;
flesh and blood practice.
Quote:
“Well said Fred. There’s nothing I can add.”
Smiles, and thank you, friend..:)
With experience and practice, it is possible to grasp it,
practice it, master it, and orchestrate it,
as a merit of human excellence innately
instinctually and intuitively as
whole of human continual
practice over the lifespan.
A choice NOT to do it is
weak relative free will,
others of us become Lions
or Kings of the Jungle
as Legend Dictates..:)
I for one, provided a great deal of explanation
in the comment that preceded THAT COMMENT.
However; it was deleted as I use a literary device
of language to overcome the inability of most humans
these days to attend to more than a few sentences
written all the way across a page without losing interest.
The reason that some folks do not like my accommodation for this as
A literary device is they actually read it; instead of ignoring
walls of text. It pisses them off ’cause
they have to work a little bit in life
and go outside their comfort zone.
But IF you WILL see
this is the issue of relative free will;
moving outside the box;
doing what science says is impossible;
and that is precisely the comments I provide
in my out-of-the box literary device that in the real BIGGER
world folks described as passionate and brilliant;
quotes and links available upon request.
I share the amazing things that I do in life
to inspire people to the FACT OF MIND OVER MATTER
in exceeding what folks ‘think’ or what ‘science’
says just does not happen in life.
I went on in that comment to talk about my achievements;
overcoming 19 medical disorders and doing feats of strength
in leg pressing 930LBS, 25 times, slowly and surely,
with my arms raised in the air on a parallel leg
press machine; a machine
that is almost twice
as hard than the steroid doped
dudes can do on a vertical leg press machine with sled.
This relative free will allows ME, a permanently disabled person
who is a shut-in in their home who cannot even go
into Whataburger for 15 minutes
two years ago;
a person who has to watch his wife walk
and copy her to even be comfortable
walking in Super-Walmart,
before age 53 two years ago;
when he could go in Super-Walmart at all, at age 47;
NOW who is literally named by the audience in dance at
one of the top 100 clubs for dance in the U.S.A.
as an ICON in my entire metro area;
also named legend, hero, boss of dance,
spirit animal, inspiration of dance,
awesome dancer, amazing dancer,
as well as similar accolades online
for the unique style of free verse poetry
I write; when all I can write at age 47
is technical writing without error
for the government,
in one of my many hats there.
And of and on course, additionally,
I dance walk a free style martial arts and ballet style of dance, fearless in public everywhere I go now for about 3900 miles, closing in on 23 months since the end of August 2013. Before that I have horrible social anxiety in Super-Walmart; now I master social situations with ease; and am ENFP in personality analysis instead of INTJ, before; scoring 11 on the AQ test for Autism a few months after healing, as opposed to 44 to 45 before; as well as scoring 95 on the EQ test as opposed to the mid fifties before.
My point tHere is THAT IS PROOF OF HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL;
and the power of epigenetics, neuroplasticity; and orchestrating reality with the power of the imaginative, creative, innate, instinctual and intuitive mind and body in balance with much GREATER PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE.
If I have ‘his’ current attitude in cynicism of relative free will;
I will be still be locked in my bedroom as a shut-in;
in my underwear with a grim stone look of
a dead heart soul and spirit instead
of so dam fully alive now
that my light of
human
blinds those
who have no light in their life, in real life.
It’s not easy for folks who live very differently to hear this;
but it can help folks without hope to know
that there is more to this
life than a random
mix of flesh
and blood that is in control instead of US.
Many Christians think that GOD is in control and they have no will alone.
And many Atheists, ironically enough, in metaphor, believe the same dam thing.
And truly it is a literal dam; as the lack of belief in the REAL POWER OF imagination and creativity of human being in mind AND BODY BALANCE over matter that is the flesh and blood human body; is a self-fulfilling prophecy for human misery, suffering, and a potential earlier grave in life.
This is serious stuff, friend; life or death stuff for some folks in the reading audience; and for anyone to suggest that this is non-sensical or not worth a little extra effort to read when I provide a way to do that; is living in a much smaller world than me for sure; with or without relative free will to the power I have it now; in empirical results that are both documented and provided in visual evidence to help people here; that has now been banned by the moderators along with my
attempts in new literary devices
to allow anyone with a short attention span
to potentially gain the information for HELP.
LIFE IS GOOD OR NOT;
AND WE COLOR THAT FRIEND;
THOSE OF US WITH A PAINT BRUSH
of RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL IN much greater human potential.
This is the place for the most human suffering and misery for that online; as physical intelligence in emotional regulation and sensory integration along with greater cognitive executive functioning with enhanced focus and short term memory is required for human relative free will; and there are ways I bring to the table to increase that.
Those are my deficits before that AND
are the heart of Autism
in misery and suffering
and almost a much earlier grave for me,
as documented in medical science WITH MY DOCTORS.
I frigging cured my Autism baby; through all innate instinctual and intuitive abilities of human relative free will; as provided by the GOD of Nature all free in greater physical intelligence in the art of dance in free style way; that is the oldest and wisest art of human being as long as human being has been dancing the earth, instead of walking in the closed minded sidewalks of life; whether that means not able to accommodate a shorter horizontal varying wave of reading on a page, like the Golden Spiral PHI natural way to read and speak; or walking off the frigging literal sidewalks of life, with shoes off to feel the dirt of earth and oxytocin connection on receptors of feet to truly connect with nature much further than a frigging text book in high school or college OR IN A OFFICE WITH no frigging windows; or at home sitting static too, in front of a screen, like the worst dam Twilight Zone nightmare of years before, when folks have both common sense and relative free will and truly live free in a country that allows it.
You see that paragraph up there;
95 percent of the general public
will not be able to read it,
as it is too high in reading
comprehension and paragraph length.
IF I break it down in smaller pieces in vertical flow it will not be TL;DR; still hard to understand; as yes, my IQ in both standard IQ, and creative intelligence is off the charts, as THE professional who assesses me just recently measures it as such, in her expert way of providing that measurement; she’s never ever come across a person like me in her years of analysis; but you see not everyone is free with relative free will like me; and folks who meet me in real life may forget my name but they will never forget the amazing stuff, I for one can do in REAL LIFE WITH HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL.
IT MIGHT BE BULLCR8P ONLINE if I CANNOT provide the documented evidence but I can; and slowly and surely the folks who see it as self-indulgence rather than the altruistic effort I provide here to help other folks in this environment that literally stinks for any human with a real heart in life; is understandable, as they feel not what I do; obviously as they cannot see past the sidewalks of life; and truly the problem is a deficit in relative free will; which is in many ways precisely what the disorder of Autism is in some higher functioning folks like me; as assessed by doctors and medical science now.
I am just on the leading edge; sooner or later all of what I am speaking here will be validated by science; and in fact it already is as science now shows that Dance and in general ART therapy in expanding the human muscle of imagination and creativity IN PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE with greater emotional regulation, sensory integration, focus, and short term memory remediates the symptoms of Autism in some folks NOW, in research in that area.
Common sense baby; that’s what’s lacking in the world; GOD given as the God of Nature freely gives it to human being in innate instinct and intuition; but taken away by culture and all the distractions it provides so that humans truly never become free in exercising freedom in practice of relative free will.
This is a deep subject and requires great attention and detail for any possibility of understanding; I do what it takes to make that happen; people ridicule my methods; however, others laud them to the sky; in real life and other places on the Internet where folks are not ‘handicapped’ like they are here. I could stay in the easy places where folks understand all this naturally; or I can still come back here to attempt to help folks no matter how many times folks attempt to knock me down.
Difference here is I have relative free will;
it might seem insane to some folks but yes,
it is real; and the real time results of it
in amazing flesh and blood abilities ARE IRREFUTABLE FACT.
THAT challenges the perception of reality of some folks and makes them very uncomfortable; however, for me, I understand it as a potential eventual life or death issue of importance; as I am not just talking the talk baby; I dance the walk of life IN FREEDOM AND RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL; AND I COPY ALL MY COMMENTS AND SHARE THEM ELSEWHERE; IF PEOPLE here are too shallow and narrow-minded to appreciate my creative ways of making change a reality in the world that counts now..:)
I am as powerful as Lion in metaphor
OF KINDNESS,
strength, courage,
and perseverance against all odds in life.
I am A ‘real JOB’;
and NOT just a figment of creativity in a frigging big black book. My life is irrefutable
evidence of The REAL HIGHER POWER OF the GOD OF NATURE AS MANIFEST in human nature THAT IS
RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL; NOT JUST TEXT BABY; THE FLESH AND BLOOD THAT IS ME IN REAL LIFE
NOW..:)
All these human elements AS ATTRIBUTES are subject to THE LAW OF USE IT OR LOSE IT.
I USE IT AND DOCUMENT THE RESULTS AS I GO; for other folks to study at their leisure for
an unlimited number of years to come; as long as servers serve it on the internet
sites I pay for that will be carried on long after I die.
That’s altruism baby; I ain’t in it for any money; as I am already financial independent
in wealth of the greaTEST way in life; and that is in kindness, strength, courage,
and perseverance against the greaTEST ODDS AGAINST human being
in developing and using relative free for survival and assistance
in helping the willing tribe that wants to be helped;
This is an innate, instinctual and intuitive
attribute of human life for those
who gain this human
potential.
Anything is possible with it;
within reason of
course and
CREATIVITY
THE
MOST..:)
Like I told you in the post that you deleted,
in the gun thread, Alex and I discussed
my style of writing and he clearly
stated I can type however
I like on this internet site
so I used that liberty that he gave me.
There is absolutely nothing incoherent
about my posts; I provide deeper insights
that some cannot understand yes; but Yes, I
have over 1.2 million views in the real world
outside of this very limited area of thinking,
my friend; just in one avenue that I use on
Google plus; there may be ten times
that much in other avenue of communication.
And before I was asked not to create threads;
there are still threads that exist on this site
with much more abstract poetic views that
have literally thousands of views.
Links available upon
request for proof as well.
Just because someone is not commenting
on what I write; is far from the truth of who is reading.
I have been named creative genius on this internet site
and insane in the span of one post; by different
sets of eyes; still documented with quotes
and links available on request.
I will follow the rules here as they change
and as they are dictated to me; as spuriously as they are.
But you my friend are incorrect on your assessment of what I do.
But you are the authority here; and in my life I am used to dealing with
that in life and flow with it just fine.
With respect; but I will defend myself; while you deride me friend,
on the big board out there; and yes, more than likely at this point
people have become afraid of your authority to disagree with you;
but yes, I still have people supporting me here in PM’s.
Have a nice day;
And yes, I will do as you dictate now.
It’s not worth my time or effort
to pursue this issue with Alex,
at this point.
He is the owner of this site;
and not me or anyone else.
What he says will ultimately go; one way or the other.
And yes, for what it is worth; what you say for now is
the way it will go. I can do that; but don’t suggest
that Alex did not give me permission to type as I
wanted to; as that is still documented here
in black and white; I can only follow
the rules as published
or dictated personally
to me.
Respectfully
and sincerely in truth.
Fred..:)
Yes, I will find that link
and provide it shortly.
I have respected you until today.
As truly when the owner says one can do something;
Why shouldn’t I believe it. I don’t have a problem
following rules; but when they become illogical;
even I have a problem dealing with that friend..:)
But for me; I can forgive and forget;
and still do what you ask me to;
even now.
That my friend is a type of relative
free will that is rare these days.
It is forgiveness
it is a tolerating what
one does not feel is fair;
and it is acceptance of
the individual perception
of dark in life..:)
It is Love;
the highest level
of relative free will;
the things I say today;
may truly come back
to haunt you
one day;
and I say that
with concern
and Love
and not
derision.
Respectfully,
Fred..:)
Page 16; and this gun thread apparently is not locked;
as I don’t see any mention of that at the end of the thread;
there were two gun threads of ‘fair’ disagreement..:)
Quote:
“Yeah, glad we’re in agreement about that.
It’s always better to walk away if possible.
By the way, the use of all caps
is only acceptable for acronyms.
Any other use is interpreted as shouting.
You can type how you want but most people
view all caps as you yelling at them,
not as emphasis”
And yes, if you are going to
make me write entirely across the page
I will do that for you; but seriously friend;
it seems a little ‘anal’ to me; with all due respect.
There are lots of folks here who write extremely lengthy posts;
in fact, several in that thread that I was posting in; and in fact,
many folks who make shorter sentences than the width of the entire page;
and also regularly use caps for emphasis that
I can provide quotes and links to upon request as well.
In fact, the rule about disrupting the format of the page,
is in reference to the old software where the page
could actually be stretched without being able
to read the wideness of it comfortably;
with a long link or such as that.
It wasn’t for people who write shorter or
shaped paragraphs my friend, as that is
creativity in writing for those who can
see that to make life
a little more interesting
for folks who crave stimulus who are
autistic and not the ones who abhor change.
There are different types of Autism my friend;
and some of them include long monologues
and out of the box styles of communication.
You may attract a very limited TYPE
of Autism by rigorously imposing
the ‘Queen’s Standard of English’;
but what you may miss
is the next Einstein;
if you care about such as that;
If you do not;
you are not at all like me;
as I care a great deal
about everyone
from below 70 IQ of incoherent
communication that usually
I am the only one who can
interpret here; as has been
the case in the past
TO someone like Inventor
who IS A CREATIVE GENIUS;
who I understand completely;
where folks demand he be
banned at first OVER INTOLERANCE
AND ACCEPTANCE of his different
style of Autistic communication.
The individual Ci who posted here
some years ago; was the object
of ridicule for his issue of
severe Autism and problems
communicating abstractly;
where most folks could not
understand him; but no
problem for me; and
he is still my friend;
as I understand his
style of Autism.
I am a code maker and code breaker,
friend; far beyond the ability of most
people; that is my speciality that
not all appreciate; but some do
describe as genius and
brilliant and I have almost
a photographic memory
for text; I can find all
those quotes and
links with
my skills
of memory if you
think I am not being honest;
as I do satire but I do NOT
do dishonesty under any
circumstances; if I say I do
it; chances are I am being
humble in real life; and the
real deal is actually
much more impressive
believe that or not
THAT is true
in human relative free will
my friend; there are realities
in this life my friend, and
or ‘Horatio’ that I sincerely
hope do come your way;
and there will be no
need for you to
apologize
if and
when they do;
as that is what
I hope for you
to gain the
greatest and
greater human
potential than me
in relative human
FREE WILL..:)
As always, you are entitled to your opinion.
However, when you personally attack the social communication
of others here in open discussion by suggesting it is incoherent
or illogical you are not only being unreasonable; you are being
selfish and unkind in an environment that by the very nature
of the disorder that it ascribes to support;
is just that for folks diagnosed with
the actual condition who really have
difficulties like this; that I do NOT
have for folks with the ability
to understand me, and some folks
here have no problems at all
understanding me; again links
and quotes available on request.
I am a rough boy baby;
there is nothing you
can do to alter my bliss;
I just feel sorry for
the folks who are not as
strong as I am who will likely
encounter your style of what has become moderation now.
I will write as you like; and I will even limit my use
of caps as you suggested I must limit before;
and now are suggesting that you already knew
that Alex said it was okay if I used all caps;
that doesn’t jive either with what you stated
before in our discussions
and that’s okay;
my great memory
and all of that you know..:)
I go with the flow, and will write
the width of the page from now on
friend to suit your needs..:)
And I will retain my hope
for your growth as
a human being,
as well..:)
With all due respect.
Sincerely, Fred..:)
Life is certainly not fair;
at least in one life time if infinity does not allow more
sentience cycles than that. I have no illusion that close
to even what might be described as a minority of people
can achieve what I have been able to do; however,
at my lowest point there is not even a reflection of who I am now.
I was born fragile and weak; and remained that way for many years;
I could not speak until age 4; and had problems communicating
until my mid 40’s; even though people thought I was
like superman for my problems solving abilities
both at work and school;
For me what folks named as incredible intelligence
was an incredible handicap for me
most of my life; and eventually
my overworking mind
almost kills me; in ways of
chronic human stress and what is
assessed eventually by doctors and legally
as permanent disability with no chance of recovery.
I do my best to possibly help others arrive at the
same point I did in all innately, instinctually
and intuitively healing myself and going to
places of bliss and connection
with literally thousands
of folks in real life
that before I have no
idea is possible in feeling,
in the actual experience of it
in existence at all.
The bottom line is
there is always more possible in life
than we think there is; and to feel life
instead of thinking about it in ways of mind
and body balance in the physical intelligence of
regulating emotions and integrating senses is a
first step for freedom of will for me;
and truly it is nothing new;
eastern philosophies
have been
singing the praises of
mind and body balance and acting on it
for thousands of years; while the western
world is one of external materialistic pursuits
that never bring TOTAL SATISFACTION
IN LIFE.
I have the worst case of anxiety, then
that my psychiatrist states he ever comes
across and he is an Air Force Major who dealt
with the worst cases of combat
fatigue and PTSD. I have zero anxiety now;
and in no way did I think that was possible
then, as then I
have little control over my thoughts
or the feelings in my body; including
emotions and senses; now I orchestrate
all of that in flow
all the time
now; moving or
sitting still
with the experience now
of the bio-feedback of
moving creatively in a
Martial arts ballet style flow
for literally close to 3900 miles,
approaching 23 months.
The answers now seems so dam easy;
but THEN; I didn’t believe I could get off the sidewalk
of culture; and honestly had no idea I was even trapped
in a prison of culture; I never truly
understood the true message of the
‘Matrix trilogy’, until
I literally become ‘NEO’;
and that
trilogy combines
all of the
world philosophies
for singular metaphor
for that truth in life
that the empathic and systemizing
sides of mind must be combined along with mind and
body balance; and truly we can imagine and create
our lives by writing it down and visualizing
it; where what is written becomes what is done;
it is no fairly tale;
it is not just
a movie; the
Neo archetype
is a real possibility;
and I as fragile human being make it there; many more
can too; If they don’t give up and like the ending
credits of the Matrix Trilogy state
in oracle way; ‘I BELIEVED’;
AS THE moral to the
entire Trilogy story;
I never understood
that ‘Believe’ is
an emotion and not just a word;
now I understand both the emotion of
BELIEVE AND the amazing power it
can bring to greater
human potential in mind and
body balance; creating one’s life
as one goes; as the director, producer and actor
of one’s own play; instead of being controlled
by culture AKA the existing matrix.
Best wishes to you; all I know for sure
is the answers come from within; trust your
heart; as the best tool to find and use;
is my best advice
for anyone to gain truest
freedom and satisfaction in life;
hard to do though; of course
with all the demands of
culture at hand; from a
small child with a plate
piled up with illusion that move far from
what human being even can be at much fuller
potentials of what can be in life..:)
@Grebel
Mathematics like human language for interpersonal connection
are abstract constructs created by human beings to describe
the patterns and connections of nature.
But all of that starts with one digit; later named prehensile thumb,
the ability to manipulate objects in the environment with fine motor
coordination with the other 4 digits named as fingers, in the actual
painstaking development of abstract concepts as the symbols of letters
together as words and numbers that identify thumbs and fingers.
A tool may be associated from nature later labeled and named as stick,
and our ancestors scratching symbols in sand by copying the
imaginary connections between stars in the night sky
as well as copying patterns
that are observed in the rest of nature.
And of course that part is even possible by just using
an index finger or other digit directly in the sand.
Eventually, the result of that is human abstract constructs
cooperatively developed with reciprocal social communication
as symbols of numbers and an alphabet like Sanskrit.
A 6 or a 9 is a approximation in reflection of PHI
as the natural occurring pattern in nature.
And any symbols in whole
or part coming close to
the shape of a circle
as an artistically created number
is coming closer to a reflection of PI,
as a natural occurring pattern in nature.
Sacred geometry arises from nature,
human imagination, reason, and artistic creation.
And of course it is fascinating how these symbols
vary between western and eastern cultures.
The symbols actually reflect the way
the cultures as whole restrict the views
of people in experiencing and viewing nature.
Anyway, what is observed as sacred and holy
is usually what is shared by the culture and or religion; and numbers
and letters are among the most sacred of ancient symbols for good reason,
as much human comfort has arisen
from the earliest inventions
of the sacred tools of numbers
and alphabets to assist human
beings in gaining subsistence.
Numbers are a reflection of nature
at the core of human creation.
And interestingly, people are like numbers,
in macrocosm and microcosm way as above so below;
inside outside; and all around; as human in many ways
are the cosmos, also known as the ALL THAT IS, also known
as GOD unto itself, as Carl Sagan eloquently describes
the significance of the human existential much
fuller reality that imagination, creativity
and science allows us to greater see
with the aided human eye, including
the aid of artistically created numbers
reflecting nature as an endless cycle
of connections in both creativity
and human perceived
and created meaning
in nature.
The bottom line is it’s not just that we are connected
to each other; IT (All THAT IS AKA GOD) IS all connected
and greater observed reality; there are no ‘REAL’ illusions in life;
not even in the imagination of human being before the word
illusion is created; it is all a reflection of ‘REAL’
nature in someway; and not all people have
the ability to share the reflections
of nature as whole that each
unique human is able to do;
as humans create their perception of
the Universe as they go with unique eyes;
not much different than that first human being
who attempts to copy nature by scratching symbols
in sand in day or night.
We can credit a prehensile
thumb, four fingers,
and sand for all we know in
life, now as written language,
as consisting of alphabet letters, numbers,
collective intelligence, and culture as whole.
So a grain of sand is as important as a skyscraper,
angles or the imagination of angels in sky.
The moral of the entire story is don’t
discount the significance of
a grain of sand; we depend on that grain of sand
to both stand on what it comprises as whole earth;
as well as to name earth and imagine, reason, and create the
‘number’ of grains of sand as earth with the use of relative
human free will, as we reflect the grand creator of Nature AKA GOD.
And no; one will never find all of this in one textbook;
as creator me; creates it with relative human free will.
Relative human free will can be empirically proven
through art and originality in creativity.
That’s becoming rarer as time goes by,
as humans become more specialized
and limited in mechanical cognition mind
as culture dictates; but never the less,
human relative free will can be proven
through the empirical results of humans
who truly create with originality
with the caveat highlighted that
IT IS ALL RELATIVE AND CONNECTED
AS WE stand upon the shoulders
of giants of grains of sands.
As above so below;
inside outside;
all around
IS more than frigging Haiku;
IT IS a reflection of GOD.
To understand all of this
is the greater possibility
to live in bliss;
when exercised
and practiced with human
relative free will; of course..:)
And with all due respect to anyone reading this;
just because one never sees it before;
does not mean it does not exist;
is insane or whatever.
It is in empirical measure
of human relative free will
in human creativity and originality.
Before humans explain
to other humans what numbers are;
numbers are meaningless gibberish;
however that does
not discount
the GRAND
Importance
of that grain(s) of sand;
that first finger(s) and or prehensile thumb; or that first
human who works with painstaking human imagination, creativity,
and reason; to artistically create what that number is now as symbol
for patterns and connections in nature; through individual and cooperative
effort with other humans and of course again that grain of sand AKA GOD, too.
Hey.. thanks for the visit friend named “I”..
For five years I spend life as a literal
shut-in with the worst pain known to
mankind with no doctor’s hope of
recovery..
I am well.
I LIVE.
I have a message.
LIVE!
And I am going to scream it as loud as I can from
the
MOUNTAIN TOP OF LOVE
UNTIL MY
LAST
GASPING
BREATH OF LOVE
FOR ALL THAT IS!..:)
AND with that said.. here is a little
song that spells it out
in music
as well
as words..:)
May all your nows be joy-filled with LIFe..!..:)
1389
AND I’LL RAISE THAT
TO AN ET
FOR
1400 WORDS
!EVEN!
With believe it or
NOT
more
to
!
!COME!
@14008@
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Quote:
“Isn’t it wonderful how the world religions
and cultures merge in so many ways…
IF we take the time to listen to others?”
YES.. IT IS! and JUST more proof!
that GOD
IS everywHere !
ALL the
time
!NOW!
I like you. In fact, I like everyone on this Internet site.
It CAN BE a place for exploration of ideas. The only Devil I know
for sure are folks who stifle THAT human freedom of expression.
My lines are only food for thought; I do not do the personal judgement
thingy; I just attempt to motivate folks to more fully express their
philosophies of life by opening both mind and heart in
potential body and mind balance.
Mission partiAlly accomplished; haha, and winks friend.
I am a degree holding ACTUAL ANTHROPOLOGIST;
AMONG MANY OTHER HATS ONLINE AND OFF;
who is here to do a little Participant Observer
Anthropology stuff; No hold barred for me
baby; I am TOTALLY FREE..;)
This is kinda how I look
at the whole enchilada as
described below; tHere is
NO BOX ANYONE CAN
FIT ME INTO; FRIEND..:)
(:..and for any non-metaphor thinking folks out tHere;
it is directly on the topic at hand of “Beliefs Based On..?”
and hopefully enough ‘technical’ references are
given; so it will make some kinda sense..;)
So many human cultural archetypes for ALL THAT IS..
so little time in a lifetime now to explore them all in depth..
but KALI or as Beyonce spells HER in ‘her’ latest video named 711..
KALE.. emulating HER in dance.. while she sticks her ‘New Year’s
Tongue’ out for the year of Light.. 2015.. at the end of the video..
IS DEFINITELY ONE OF my all time favorites..
the Egyptian MIN morphing
into PAN and Baphomet..
and even Peter Pan is cool too…
Yeah.. it’s all over modern pop-culture
when Miley sticks her tongue out like KALI
and Michael Jackson and others grab at their crotch
with their left hand like MIN.. there’s power in human archetypes..
always has been..in all the symbols for THAT.. always will be.. as long as human lives…
But the bottom line for me is.. any time human attempts to chain
GOD in three letter words and such as THAT..
the TRICKSTER GOD sticks A MIN or KALI tongue out..
and MIN is equipped with ‘that’ stiff ‘tongue’ below..
AT silly little humans.. who think he or her or in between knows IT ALL…
Anyway.. when i dance like KALI.. all 230LBS of muscle me..
at the RAVE dance hall.. THAT is when I attract
the most gorgeous females of them all…
i ain’t afraid of KALI..
i let HER ravish
my mind..
body..
heart..
and
soul..
expressed as RAW FEMININE SPIRIT OF DANCE
and do whatever the hell sHe wants to do with me.. everyday..
AND especially tonight in my 67th rave dance week celebratory night of LIFE!..:)
HeR message is LOVE FREE PASSIONATELY TOUGH AND WILD.. tHere ain’t no time like the PRESENT of NOW.. live it to the max.. F**.. YES.. FUN nothingness and control.. live every moment PASSIONATELY IN TOUGH FREE LOVE.. kinda like a BIG BANG that keeps going off like a Firework Cycle of Infinity.
GOD is FREE
GOD IS LOVE
GOD IS TOUGH
GOD IS PASSION
KALI IS THE EMBODIMENT OF ALL OF THIS in the continuing FREE Dance of Moving Singing SOUND existence in all the shades of dark and light and colors of Passionate TOUGH FREE LOVE in life that DOES COME
NOW…
AND as one might remember.. Aleister Crowley’s description of this Force is kinda like KALI too.. only problem is Aleister Crowley tortured small animals as a child.. so his expression of ‘KALI’ then is a ‘GOD’ without compassion.. reflected in human being.. so yeah..
IN this way.. Aleister is a little like a demon.. but that’s ‘his mama’s fault’ for not giving him all the touchy feely love in the first couple of years of life.. and then blaming him for it by calling him the beast.. when he is a naughty little boy.. who never gets a ‘proper’ nurturing mama..
LIKELY related to ‘his’ issues
with substance addiction
as NOT SO
WELL.. TOO..
NOW AS science suggests too..
overall now.. for children who do not
get that touchy feely love in the first two years…
Love is the greaTEST FORCE of humanity.. the real glue of social cooperation that makes human both a devil and an angel.. as an apex predator and prey unto itself in the balance of nature.. teetering in a balance of dark and light here on earth..
Human.. the creator and destroyer.. certainly a reflection
of
ALL THAT IS MIN AND KALI..
WHEN ‘THEY’
FROLIC
TOGETHER..:)
Reflecting ‘them’ both as a human
being.. in just one day as i will
do as i sacredly do on
every Holy
Thursday
dance day
and night.. for me..
is beyond bliss
and ecstasy..
it is
DIVINE…
HA! BUT just let me try to
explain this to a fundamentalist
Christian or a militant Atheist
who are both the lemon
sucking
equivalent
of a Dawkins
or Hawking…
They will laugh at me..
call me insane.. a fool..
a lunatic too..
but i embrace all
these labels
AS human
archetypes
withOUT
clothes
OF
KALI
AND
MIN..
FREE AS
GOD CAN BE
reflected as human being..:)
Most people are afraid to live..
MIN and KALI give me courage
to live as human archetypes
of reality.. as human freedom..
in TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL
PASSIONATE LOVE NOW!
Smiles AND thanks for
the continued inspiration..
old and
new friend
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI 