hOMe oF liGht

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In response to the
“FoR YoUr eYes onLY”..
poeticAlly SPeaKinG
bLog post.. Facebook
Friend.. Rafiah..
from Pakistan..

Only of my eyes start
seeing like your does.
Then I’ll be happy and at
peace. Life will be worth
living then. smile emoticon

And i say..

SMiLes.. my friend Rafiah..
i wiLL do everything that
God allows me.. to
say and do..
to help
take you/they
forever tHere
noW as Love
iN fearless ways..:)




Story of tWin pi11ars of ambition..
my Uncle on top.. wiTh
“i dare do all that may
become a man;
Who dare do
more is
from the
“Lady Macbeth”
play.. and the 2006 movie..
V.. for Vendetta that has a
limit on what is appropriate
for a man to do.. of course..
in ethical and moral ways..
to get the wHole job dONE..
and my father on bottom
who simply
the common adage
“Never do today
what you can
put off until
and yes.. theiR favorite
quotes from tHeir Senior
photos would truly separate
tHEir outcomes in life.. by attitude..
even though they were identical twins..
so let it be written in symbolic
form so let it be done
in essence of
is the
way human
attitude in both
thought and action
truly works in liFe by
visualizing through whatever
means of symbols takes one to
tHeir imagining and creating
purposes in liFe through
moving.. connecting..
and yes.. creating..
too.. my Uncle worked
for the ‘system’ for a few
years.. and then worked for
himself the rest of his life..
whereas my father worked for the
Law Enforcement system for 46 years..
until age 69.. and the other
super ambitious.. half
Jewish instead of
half Irish/German//
Spanish/French Half
brother got rich off
of selling vacuum cleaners
with a several million dollar
home now.. on the Emerald coast
as such.. through pure will and effort..
hmm.. so.. yes.. considering that it is 4:00
pm.. on tax deaDLINE day.. wheRe the sealed
envelope must arrive at the post office by
midnight tonight.. and i haven’t even
printed the dam required forms
off the Internet yet.. YES!
i am my father’s
Son.. but when it
comes to extreme focus
and getting the job of what
i currently AM laser focused on..
no matter if there is any monetary
REaward or not.. results come in TSuNaMi
way.. so apparently those two halves
are whole
in me..
and my first
cousin.. never
has worked for the
system.. A totAlly
free musician
all his life..
as far as i know..
with of course great
support from the caring
father.. that i for one
rarely saw in my father
through decades of blood
hmm.. but
as they say..
genetics runs deep..
and i do see and feel
both of them in me
as one for
sure now..
V is
both for
Victory and
now it’s
to print
out the
tax form
and get that
system of the ‘man’
job done by deadline time..
Meanwhile 7 prompts behind
now with my current effort
on Thursday dVerse open
link prompt.. now..
three weeks ago..
on the 31st of
but what
comes may
will when
it comes
what may
and for now..
one of my favorite
blog posts from the
past.. “FREE Rains of April LOVE”


from April 18th of 2015..
as reminded by secretary
Facebook for yearly
where i am
debating in creative
ways with the folks
on the Wrong Planet..
and responding in poetic
form to one of the dVerse administrators
taling me.. i need to do less instead
of more.. well true.. brevity is the
spirit of most wit.. but i am
the wit of spirit
or expectations
when totAlly free..
and as i told my Friend
Rafiah up tHere at the beginning..
i found a way to Heaven.. and i will
do all that WILL become a human
to get the job
dONE wHOle..
to help
others find
tHeir own
personal paths
iN Journey oF LiFe
eternAlly noWiNREAL
hUman heaVen noW..
come what
may.. WiLL
be as NOW..
and oh yeah.. the theme
SonG.. currently.. per the Beatles
“Benefit for Being
Mr. Kite”.. true it’s
only a somewhat
mind altering
drug enhanced
song.. from a simple
prompt of a Circus Flyer
but trUly while some folks
thInk theRe is only random iN LIfE
the illusion truly iS tHere is anything
other than meaning and purpose in liFe..
sadly.. some folks can totally
miss the sign
or circus
flyer as
it were
or is for NoW..
where H iS 8 or Infinity
Standing TaLL.. and K is
11 coming in after 10
fingers and toes
as such.. two
of brain not
fully connected
and two hemispheres
of earth currently
connecting better
with online access as
hUmans who greater find
a bridge between tHeir two
hemiSpheres of potential iN
bRain as metaphor of course..
and join back together as
H.. the bridge between
two separate ones
as 11 becoming
oNe standing
now as 8..H..
as a conscious fractal
of the God of Nature…
Meanwhile on Saturday
i was defying concrete gravity
around 1 pm.. doing a floating
230 LB Horse-like dancer.. then on
terrestrial brick dance Hall
floor plane.. wHere trUly my 8
or H.. was working with aLL
of what meaning and
purpose iN
of God’s Nature
WiLL be when
and released
iN metaphor of
Quantum miNd and
boDy iN balance
In moVing..
and creaTinG ways..
so HA! YOU thought it was
just a non-sense song.. or
just about a circus flyer..
WeLL if that’s the case
my friend.. whomever
you are iN trUe
NatUre spiRit
of God..
you have
fallen asleep
and require a little
stimulant oF miNd and boDy
balance per the art of moving
balancing dance to wake up..
it beats
Mary Jane..
and all her
step up and down
friends.. in miNd/
BoDy enhancements and
dis-inhibitors and
next thing ya kNow
too.. yoUr stone cOld
heArt.. SpiRit.. and SoUl..
like the statue dude who looks quite
a bit like me then in the burial scene
on the Sargent Pepper’s Album cover..
comes back to life.. with or without
a mustache
liFe iS inSanELy
good when fuLLeR
hUman poTenTiAL
rises as the
out of
mouths who have
yet to taste the
magic water of God’s
SpiRit.. inside.. outside..
above.. so below.. and all around
fire and water baby.. miXed for HeaVeNoW..
oh yeah..
what’s due
see ya
after that..
dinner.. a work-out..
and whatever may
come for
just consider
iT a challenge i guess
from Mr.. SkyGodess
as Kite WiLL
do iN
butt true.. i’m
gonna reAlly have
to water aLL oF thiS
down.. iF i ever expect
to sell


Well.. it’s 11:54 pm..
and yes i made
the tax
alive at the
post office in
time to get that
midnight post mark
of 4182016..
and long
bed soon..
but first a few
words from gigoid’s
place.. for now it seems…:)

now never
never ending
beginning never
now gift
of all that is
is that all of
gift now
now is
deep is now
deeper shallows
shallows deeper
deeper shallows
shallows deeper
now is deep
is now
now gift
of all that is
is that all of
Gift now
never beginning
never ending
ending never
never now




Ah.. yes.. a tribute to Nut.. Mut.. Isis.. or Kite.. AKA
KAtrina and most all of her extended family
in this year old post here from April 19th
of 2015.. per Egyptian mythology..
hmm.. the resemblance StIll
iS uncanny.. and kinda strange
as now at 46 she sTill remains
the same as she did when she
was in her 20’s..
hmm.. almost
as confusing
as all the
Mary’s in the
Bible.. but in this
case.. Nut.. Mut..
and Isis.. wITh
different names..
but that same tall
slender.. dark haired
girl/woman.. who remains
the same in form.. throughout
the ages.. as such.. long before
Katrina’s 46 years as much.. but
haha… and or hehe.. an excellent
conversation piece.. wife Katrina and
her mythological aliases certainly are..
at least to me.. to me.. heheX2.. for now..
and to be clear.. Kite is a mythological bird..
not a seagull.. not exactly like the soaring
wingspread.. Seagull.. per RA the Sun God..
in current profile pic Facebook
status thingy as seagull
style but certainly
of the mythology
enTaiLed as such
sTill today..
hmm.. excellent
story line for a much
larger story.. namely..
“SonG oF mY SoUl”..
sPANning over 3 milLioN
words now iN mY Word
Press Blog alone.. not
counting 8 million or so
other words leading up
to that and tHis..
anyway.. i am so
F in tiRed oF
heaRing folks
name God
anyThing iN
cluding him..
wHere even Nut
is a welcome relief
to him.. Nut.. yes.. a
world of Multi-colored
Nut we aLL truLY are
in essence of allthatis
un-namED as wHoLe and sAMe..
Yep.. holding the sky up is not
an easy job.. but as Katrina
has to geT
the job dOne..
Where as always
her husband Geb
the God of earth
just lays
around kicked
back relaxing not
much different than
a male Bonobo or
Pan of
the Forest
or someone
else she tales
me she kNowS now..;)




sMiles.. mY friEnd.. gigoid..
the purpose as metaphor
of course.. just as word..
of science and religion
iS to make sense
out of
ART thaT
iS reaLITy
oF reaSon
thAT has no
as Now iS
noW eNd anD
beGinNinG oF
storY noW beS..
reference mY lasT
comment.. hehex2
aLL around noW.. as iS..
hmm.. wHere to go neXt..
Yex.. for scores of thouSands
oF years.. as anthrApology oF
modern primitives suggest..
the human so-called
thinKing process
iS more
iNnate.. iNstinct
and iNtuiTion wheN
aLL iS flow iN different
dimension oF boDYmiNd wITh
metaphor oF dreAM
tiMe.. iNstead
of mechanical
hAnds tick tocking
iN predictable and
assigned fashion
of stays
what a cRock
a cLock as God..
with no change..
that stays the same..
otHeR than aToMic
variation as aLL
iS change..
Problem WitH
tHe WORlD.. trUly..
iS folks have lost the
maGic of dreamtime.. thE
Flow.. the River.. the Ocean
thaT n0w animals other than the
forgETtinG ones who are hUman
sTiLL live noW alWays fLoW iN
ZonE are tHey and i for one reFuse
the lies
oF Now my Friend..
i aM aLive.. a River and
Ocean that never ends
as long as liGht iS i
Answer eNds
and beGins aT
oF eacH
as wHoLe..
liGht up noW..
wHen HOldinG
hAnds aGAiN
briGht.. and thaT
iS what tHis wHoLe
netWork oF oNline iS
aLL aBout.. hOlding hAnds
and liGhting.. uP.. wITh never
undeRestimaTinG thE Force oF liGht
iN syNergy
oF Hands
thAT hOld
noW iN Force oF liGht..
An eXperiment oF Real
coMing to
liGht beGins
Caesar’s rUle
sTill rUleS..
tHe hAIRy
mY FRiEnD..:)


oH.. yeS.. ‘the green man’.. per unleashing the Hulk.. makes
a return visit to ‘this next blog post’ thaT iS going to bE
titLed “hOMe oF liGht”.. per dArk and liGht.. noW..
sOUnd OM SonG.. and moVinG Dance to kicK
iT oFF as he oF liGht..
yes.. metaphors.. words..
truLy iT’s all of whAT wE
IMAGine.. move.. connect
and create iT aLL to be iN
symbol way of approximating
what we sense.. and feel as REAL..
so basicAlly it’s a free foRAll.. to gEt
the joB of JOB aLL dONe for noW as such..
serIOUsly.. sacred teXts of the past so deep
and convoluted.. fAiL to impress me any
more as obviously i for one can go
deeper stAnding oN thE giAnts
of miNds and Bodies in
creative literature
and other visual
symbols from aLL thAt
my miNd and boDy noW
iN balance has experiencED
in tHis lifetime now.
and the Hulk is juSt
another modern metaphor
for Osiris.. the green man
that is the husband of
the mother sister wife
by the name of Isis.. later
suckling chiLd Horus like Mary
out of the bible.. from
Virgin birth too..
Osiris resurrected
into something new
not unlike Jesus
from myth of
death and
rebirth too..
human potential
iS whaT iT’s trUly
aLL about.. the patterns and CHANGE
oF Nature iN human cultures/mindbody
as eXtendED now by products of human
language.. collective intelligence and
oF all whAT lAnds us heRe on earth
iN current predicament aS iS..
but ha.. if yA thInk yA are
gonna get iT aLL lEarned iN
school.. college.. etc..
yA are sAdly
mistaken as
school.. iS mostly
curricula deSigned
by those who choose what
yA lEarn and what yA don’t..
dictated by whatever cultural
norms are the reality of the
now at hand..
but oh.. the modern
world of online.. is different
now.. as the curricula for those
who have uncensored access is
beyond what those who control
with church.. state.. and school..
and rein with binds of
books and desks
And for someone
like me.. and i’m sure tHere
are others like me.. sTiLL lOOkinG..
hehe.. it’s a brand new experiment
of human and global myriad
cultures hOlding hands aNew
and iT’s trUe thIS iS a brAnd
new eXciTinG HUman
story that iS gOinG
places that no
one has
imaGinED bEforE..
iN trUly a hUman
singularITy oF hOlding
Anew hAnds like never ever
beforE iN recorded hiStory.. the
tiMe iS now.. and the Enigma iS
trULy uS.. when set Free iN the
liGht of NatUre.. that wE aLL can
be when wE unleash our human potential
as extra-terrestrial from what we were
iN yesternow.. new iS eXciting.. old
is boRing FOR those aVerse
to change.. yET..
thAT iS hUman NatUre
too.. some wiLL go Green
and otHeRs
choice iS now..
WiLL so beautiful
wHen shaRed aS liGhtiNTruth
noW giVing moVing.. ConnectinG
and creaTinG REALitY LOVeNoW..
those wHo pArk iN pASt.. WILL neVer
sinG iN preSenT
oF dreAMs
iN REAL..:)


WeLL.. anY truE hOMe oF liGht requires
more than juSt trUth and liGht..
a featUre of Fearless
iS fear oF
dArk caN certainly
set one back from
LovE NoW
as cynical
oF liGht
can bE Action to
dArker coNsequence
iN emoTion oF Fear
noW.. so what to
do.. sUre.. a
practice oF
miNd and
boDy balanCinG
Art of moVinG.. connecTinG
CreaTinG iN giVinG shaRinG
ways.. is certainly a way to
Fearless LoVe nOW..
hmm.. so
Godzilla iS
one of my favorite
mythological ways
to go too.. as Godzilla
gets the job done.. with
as little collateral damage
as possible.. with laser focus
and fire breathing mouth.. rarely
failing to complete the mission noW..
Fire breathing.. yes.. laser focus now..
And no.. Godzilla don’t need no lesSons
to geT NatUre back iN balance.. as God
of Nature provides the Zilla pArt fuLLyiNoW
God floW oF zONE noW.. so.. Go Godzilla.. Go
Godzilla.. Go Godzilla noW.. as Nature shows
the folly of hUman when NOT BalanCinG
noW and
and the rest
of what Blue
Oyster Cult
said.. but trUly..
the Film Monster
Godzilla.. originates
in Japanese mythology
to battle with human existential
Angst.. when the so-called Apex
Predator.. becomes the first predator
dum enough to potentially destroy
everyone’s home on the planet
through Nuclear Winter..
but in Japan..
it was already
the end for
100K or so
folks on
an Island..
Oh.. hUmans..
Karma can be
hell to pay..
and the result of
human ignorance in thinking
they are above the other pArts
Of creation.. are ringing iN meaSure
oF misery and suffering around the
globe.. action.. consequence
Karma iN action..
to move away
from balance
iS to
from liGht
to dArk in otherwise
poTential Heaven oN Earth..
Fearless without guns iS A
REAL God animal way to
go.. and that takes
wax on wax off
baby more
triggers and
pushing buttons
of darker way of LiFe..:)


SMiLes.. so true.. tHere iS more
to paying taxes in life than
spitting back out
backs or
whatever color
they are noW
in India.. Friend
Prajakta.. yes.. oh..
the Flow.. the ZOne..
rids the animal.. hUman
or other.. from illusion
iN greaTest tax
oF all
iN deadline
liFe restrictions
aWay from ZoNeFlow..
SMiLes.. mY wiFe is mY
clock.. she nudges me
when it’s now to
pay her
i’ve forgotten about
death and green backs..
onlY now iS Flow iN ZonE
taXes due
from yesternows..
Culture has surely
changed from free
flow ForAger days
but surely priSon
oF cLock tax
iS not
too advanced
for Freedom WiLL..
i never realized i was
always paying taxes until
i totAlly
got aWay from
the cLock of LiFe.. wHere
hands of time taxes every
second rule


Ah.. Free Write oF folks like Jack Kerouac..
taPing pAges toGeTheR iN type writer
way to keep writing stream
of consciousness writing
no matter
may.. oh..
W O R D S..
now oF noW..
wHere blogging
and forms like this
comments section
now up to 10K or so
space to keep going and
going before the formatting
breaks down.. trUly.. wE live iN
interesting.. nows.. wHere almost
anything goes.. but only problem miGht
bE for someone like Jack Kerouac or me..
iS the trap of culture.. the diversions from
focus on a lifelong art.. to trUly
excel in.. from other’s ways..
who are doing
other stuff
different ways
as then as now..
but.. with social
media.. and the norm
demand way of conforming
to the social group way of
get with us or get outcast
away from us wRite now..
how many folks WiLL
take advantage of technology iN
aLL the poTenTiaLs that did not
exist in the day of Kerouac and
those who came before and after
him.. like Walt Whitman in the previous
century.. and who else after that would
dare to stray from the norm
of likes..
or such..
to do iT oNly
for the Love oF arT..
noW.. no matter what the
naysayers oF different miGht
say then or now.. as get the hell
out of our town.. ya dam Maverick NOW..
i for one kNow and FeeL the pitfalls of TrUly
frEE.. but considering the ultiMate reWard
oF liFE iS Heaven noW iN aLL the Colors
that comes iN noW for sure..
yes.. the effort
and reward iN onE
noW iS worth aLL the
naysaying i and others
have heard at the end
and beginning of NoW
iN Heaven
the flow
the ZonE.. many
paths oF journeys
to get heRe
but thiS
sure works for mE..
bottom and top line


SMiLes.. my friend.. gigoid.. Morpheus and
the Matrix.. per thAT trilogy
are excellent
for what
iS missing in
life.. iN exploration
of the inner Universe..
as while Astronomers have
the external Universe mapped
out well.. and if seen at smallest
levels is obviously art per the
observer affect and effect..
the inner Universe can
only be mapped
through art
as it runs
on emotions..
senses.. including
sensuality.. that is a
non-repeatable experiment
in detailed scientific method..
as compared to the observable
quantifiable measure of what
scientists are credibly
able to measure
now.. oh.. so
the voCaTion
oF poeTry..
DanCe and
aLL other Arts
that DO the greaTest
work of liFe iN exploRinG
what iT even means to BE
or not to BE.. my friend.. and
oh the soul.. wHere i for one
adhere to the Whitman school
of Real soUl oF hUman beInG..
along with yes.. the Yogi.. the
Buddha.. and all who search
for answers within
through a poetic
soUl.. that
these answers
within.. and provides
the only semblance of this
reality of our Multi-Universes
wE within.. changing alWays from
now to now.. wiTh wE as walking star
dust with Imagination.. Creativity and
WiLL through Bio Feedback and reAson
to make our realities what they are iN pARt
through the relationship of Nature whole iN
uS.. and WiLL oF We iN Biofeedback of REAL
soUL.. iN Relative Free WiLL to make noW
what noW iS overALL nowonorlost
iN this way as Nature
oF aLL iS God as REAL..
aLL poetic heARts oF EmotiOn..
senses.. including sensuality..
are anointed by Nature AKA GOD
to seek and find the answers..
and such a treaSure the
answers to the
UniVerse within
for a more balanCinG
liFE they are that we humans
consider these poetic answers as
sacred and holy.. but sadly then as often
has been the case as is.. the exploration ends
and someone says.. one cannot add to this ‘Bible’
Book of poetry.. this theatrical play.. this painting.. this
language.. this grammar.. this way of seeing
the world now.. in religion/politics/philosophy/
culture.. so the evolution of mapping
and understanding/feeling
the inner UniVerse
oF hUman BeinG
and we
head hunters
in the middle east..
homophobes as Catholic
Church Deacons.. and ideas
like desire and oxytocin attachments
are bad.. when they are just a natural
pArt of liFe.. wE aLL have to pull uP our
biG hUman britches one day.. and face
the dARk and liGht toGeThEr.. but
to ignore the reality of
Nature evident
within uS..
iS truly
the reality
that most folks liVe
in our modern societies..
i for one.. a great example of this..
straight A’s through high school.. three
degrees from college.. over 30 years at
work and a quarter of a century with
the same Government
battle tested
and worn.. with
only brief stints of
introspection.. visiting
my father in a three hour
assisted introspection… bi-
annually on
the Interstate
else forced
on me to do
at the moment
then.. mowing the
grass once or twice a
month.. and finAlly wHere
the stress of iT aLL BRings
me down to a synergy oF
19 life threatening disorders..
including total loss of my
emoTioNs too.. yes..
i.. total lost
who the
FucK i even
AM.. no inner voice
to navigate the world..
no regulation of emotions..
no integration of senses.. no
art of moving.. connecting.. and
creating my reality through the
biofeedback of human..
relative free WiLL..
INcluding such
abilities now
gainED.. as
dance.. martial
arts.. poetry.. song..
sensory integration to
the point i never even get
cold in the winter for long
pants.. enjoying a full range
of human emotions..
all regulated
my control
of bliss alWays
now.. in other words
heaven now..
and emotTonAlly
regulatED heARt
iN SpiRit oF ExPreSsinG
that emotTonAl Force
oF liFe iS REAL.. as
miNd and BoDy
balanCinG soUL..
by God oF Nature
i finAlly got
mY shiT
Free and aM
trUly FReED
noWoNoW.. hmm..
but heRe’s the thing..
i am onLY mE.. WilLL
anything i say/do.. help anotHeR
person who is lost out oF tHeiR
REAL HeARt… SpiRit.. and SoUl..
WeLL.. for thiS i look to science
and considering wE
aLL share the
overAll same
i’m thiNkinG
the answer iS
at lEAst partiAlly
yes.. so i keep plugging
along.. mapping the inner
UnivErse through the ArT
i feel WiLL worK through
Dance and SonG/poeTry..
mY friend..
but i went
to hell first..
the Wrong Planet
online wHere the outcasts
of the World come as last
resort.. to find
any answer
out of tHeir
i looked around
at the fallen ones
and truly they helped mE
to come back as human being
wHole.. iN heARt.. SpiRit and
soUl.. REAL.. but only one or two
could understand mY neW gained
language/ART.. to map the hUman
UniVerse oF
i within..
every path
and journey unique..
but alWays hope..
no matter iF one
can FeeL it or
not through
and adaptation
to what’s real mY friEnd..
iF i can come back.. i muSt
have hope for others too..
to come to this
that i do
the iNheritance
of NatUre FReED
tHe trUe liGht gifT

sMiLes.. mY friend.. yes that last
paRt of the trilogy of the Matrix
is my favorite part.. as it
provides an excellent
theatrical metaphor
for the human
wITh the hUman
archetype of oracle
in innate.. instinct and
iNtuition oF miNd and
boDy balance.. as weLL
as the architect of reAson
that wE humans are gifted
and cursed wIth sAMe.. iN
so many ways.. wHere the color
full rainbow-like sky over the peace
fuLLy newLY meadoWed ciTy iN
the morning liGht oF enLiGhTen-
MenT iS the gift of thE
young INdiaN
as portrayed
and created through
the way she feels and
senses the world as child
aNew oF Nature Free.. witH
the archetype of reaSon admitting
he’s not human and the archetype
of oracle admitting she knows nothing
and believes her way through to the
truth and liGht of LiFe.. or something
like that.. smiLes.. as in all ‘biblical’
plays of art.. interpretation is
open to the
moon and
back and
farther than
the sun shines
in human imagination
and creativity in maKing
the cultural byproducts real
that make this life heaven and
or hell and purgatory REAL ‘TWEEN..
other than that there is the evolution
of the human brain as metaphor
of archetype.. the ancient reptilian
shark brain of survival as
ultimate predator.. and
the heARt of emotions
of mammals like uS..
Bonobos.. and
Porpoises too..
and of course
the neocortical
bRain wE share
as pArt of brain wiTh
Dolphins.. wHere we are
set apart.. by our hands and
prehensile thumbs for written
language.. collective intelligence..
and all that makes culture dArk and
liGht.. in shades of grey away from
black and white.. and colors beyond
the Rainbow too.. of human moving..
art of imagination and creativity too…
Anyway.. culture makes something now..
relatively simple.. nightmares and dreams
and the all between.. so that is why there must
be a counter balance of art that is just as complicated
or more.. to Bring the insanity of control back to balance
of Yin and Yang arT mY friEnd.. so no.. one Buddha.. a so-called
last prophet.. or only Son of God is not enough.. fine poets
they were in all the dARk and liGht of human bEinG then..
there is.. but a whole world-wide army of poets
painters.. dancers.. and all the rest of
artists/prophets/sacred clowns
and all the other metaphors
iS now required more..
for setting uS free
iN hAnds
oF help noW
to get the job
oF balancing out aLL
the human intelligences..
so lost.. so far far away
in another
from Maslow’s
of human needs and
evolution in one life now
from Physiological Animal
Homeostasis to safety to Love/
Belonging to Esteem to Self Actualization
and the unnamed sixth destination of being
ONE with the rest of Nature.. iN truly feeling
and sensing iT.. per the metaphor of God as
ALLTHaTiS.. sadly most people are in a state
of worry/anxiety/fear and or pain most everynow..
and sadly my friend..
many people do
not even
rise out
the first
level of human
evolution in just one
life now.. wHere the
indigenous primitives
often live their entire
life starting and ending
at level six of being one
with nature and never
separated in
the REAL
where morpheus is not
even a potential human
archetype of dreamtime now..
Oh ZiOn.. yoU are reAl as iS
FREE.. wheRE
wE are warmed bY
the Sun and return
that warmth so free
as Stars are we
noW in
liGht iN trUth
and fearless Love
now.. wHere the Shark..
the Lover.. the Priest..
the Politician.. and
the Architect wiTh
Oracle Hermit
Artist.. ETc..
hOld hands
toGether iN
a feminine and
masculine balance
oF juSt beinG noW..
but trUly great effort iN
SeeKinG.. FinDinG.. and
practiCinG tHe answers noW
one finds.. iS alWAys required
to stay matrix free Now.. truLY
the camel of culture and the
i oF uS
yeS.. Neo lives..
in i’s oF FReED..
from ocean wE arRisE
aS floWinG WaTeR
wE cAN


ALL seeing left eYe eXpoSeD..
Superman Emblem oF Hope
emBossED wITh American
Flag.. trUly thiS country’s
ideaL iN Declaration oF
INdependence iS
baSed sTiLL noW
oN Free MaSON
idea oF Truth
and liGht under
an aLL SeeinG
eYe oF God as
metaphor for aLL
Creator Nature noW..
aWay from priSons oF
barbarians iN crusades
of Killing.. and impriSoNinG
humans in the rule of Culture
over the God of Nature.. as the
unalienable right to Life..LIberty.. and
the pursuit of Happiness.. yes.. a dream
come trUe iN tHe New Zion of iS RA EL
that iS the United States.. for those oF
uS who are successful in thiS God
given riGht of hUman noW
and trUly aLL the rest
of creation when
set free too..
in however that
may come within
the parameters oF
aLL oF Creation’s existence
noW.. anyWay.. iT works for mE
God has aLLready BleSSeD America
Free for those who are able to unplug
from the
matrix of Lies
inherent in any
hUman system
of cultural norms
sTiLL.. the point iS
iT iS possible here.. and
next to impossible in countries
far far from the POTENTIAL OF
iN Fearless Love as TruTh and LiGht..
And Hell no.. i have nothing to do
with the Free Mason organization
and everything to do with tHe
All Natural God thaT iS creator
within uS noW.. wITh Zero rules
requirED by culture other
than to share resources
to get the
Job oF
Free dONE..
Freedom trUly
iS never tax free..
aS iT takes SeeKinG
FinDinG.. and pracTiCinG
tHe tax oF enliGhTENmenT
alWays noW iN Heaven ReAL..:)


Doorway to
Heaven or Hell..
or Purgatory noW..
theRe’s onLy oNe
way i kNow and
FeeL that iS
uP noW.. a friEnd
asks me for a gift
at the beginning of tHis
“hOMe oF liGht”.. bLoG poSt..
so iT iS written so iT WiLL bE dONE..
first step.. seek.. second step.. find.. third
step uP as practice oF Fearless LovENoW..:)


WeLL.. yes.. the power of suggestion
in form of words.. or other signs and
symbols.. is a powerful human
emoTioNaL.. seNsorY..
and yes seNsuaL
force of bEinG
wHere liFe iS more
than step one.. step two..
three four five six.. etc..
a synthesis in synergy
of allthatis.. is tHeir
in helping
yes iT is
difficult to put into
words but less and much
more than that 6 am affect
of effect when one becomes
alarm clock hUman one iN same..
this force is a weak force for some
folks and beyond the wiLdest imaGinATion
more fully iN tuNe wITh thIS real at lEAst
partiAlly empricAlly meaSuReD pheNom
now.. and yes.. most definitely related
that is much
more than
a sugar
piLL alone.. allone
iT iS in hUman poTenTial
iN maKinG HuMan REAL
for now.. and for the naysayers
out there who thInk that voo doo..
devil.. and hell.. are not a pARt oF
this reaLITy too in dArker ways
of liFe perHaps one should
take a geese or
a gander..
and watch
the empiriCally
science assessED
Documentary Video
on the Nocebo emoTioNal
Negative power of emotions
associated with words and
other symbols of neGaTiVitY
yes.. hell yes.. including now
a voo doo doll too.. depending
on one’s influence under the power

of suggestion real.. SO.. SO.. SO..
SO.. ya kNow or ya may not kNow
that the power of attraction noW
is a proven science thingY too..
per that “Secret” book and
other philosophers too..
per full examples of tHis..
so yes.. be careful what
ya wish for iN aLL
the syMbols
and sHades
of grey from
white to black
to colors over and
under the rainbow too..
aS it Could be hell or
standing heaven to
pay or geT
iN and out
oF purga
tory too..
when ya
true in black
and white and
aLL the shades of Grey
And over the Rainbow Colors
liFE oF reaLITy can come for NOW..
So in summary.. some folks are not inFluencED..
much by the power and force of Hope.. faith
and belief.. but others on the bell curve uP
can shoot to the moon and back
and around the
Sun iN metaphor
of what the dude
Jesus was talKinG
about when he said
tHere would be others
who do much greater works
than he.. from what iS reported
oF him.. in New Testament and
gnostic texts.. as well as so many
other folks too.. he kNew/feLt tHis
deep within.. innate.. instinctual
and all intuitive too.. the way
of seeing and feeling the
world as gift oF God
Inherent within..
just waiting for the
works of others like he..
yes.. all natural as such.. as
each person finds tHeir own
trUe WiLL best iN fearLess
Love aS Piper SinGsSonG FrEE!…:)


WeLL.. it’s 5 ‘clock
namelysomewHere heRE..
A few nows here before
work-out noW.. iN a bounce
back to dVerse Now three
weeks back
to 169th
dVerse open
lInk prompt
wHere i left off
last week at
the 8th poem

Approaching the Full
moon now of Friday
thiS week.. 3 weeks
now from tHis
prompt heRe..
Magic iS iN
tHe liGht oF
Moon ChiLd BriGht
years.. go by.. centuries..
eons.. and Aeons sAMe
noW continues whOle
iN moon
break liGht
and TrUth oF
wRite oN

SMiLes.. mY friend..
greaTest truths and
liGhts ofTen come from
the greATest rAndom
silliness of aLL thAT
can only mean
one thing
and thaT iS
SiLLy and
RAndom can
bE the best oF aLL..:)

Nature sings lullaby
of SpRing.. sounds
soft.. dance
liGht.. breeze
comes in April Rains..:)

WeLL.. for me.. a spin
with Ativan for any chance
of sleep for 66 months with
a perfect storm of pain.. if that
rates.. per the worst pain known
to mankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia
from wake to sleep.. like dentist drill with
no pain killer anywhere that wIll work in
eye and ear.. like yes.. the devil’s
fire beyond fires
of human
but the Fibromyalgia..
Sjogren’s Syndrome
of eyes not making tears..
the severe degenerative arthritis
in spine.. precipitated by congenitally
fused vertebra.. spinal stenosis..
coat hanger pain associated
with Dysautonomia too..
was nothing compared
to THAT at the same nows
then.. for yes 66 months..
all pain gone.. now.. yes..
including reliance
on Ativan gone for
sleep from the suicide
disease labeled as that
pain too.. suddenly on a
Beach day on or about
the 22nd of July 2013..
i turned all the pain into 11 million
words and over 5200 miles of dance
walking in 32 months now.. miracles
are real.. but they dam sure take effort oF WiLL
my friend.. wHere theRe is no hope anywheRe..
even “superman” can come out of hell for real now..
And truly the best pARt of aLL worse than the worst
pain then.. was coming back with emotions full after
zero feelings or memory of even a smile or laugh then..
It’s all
relative i suppose..
but trUly i for one can
say and feel for sure both
in sense sand emotions that
both hell and heaven and
purgatory ‘tween can
dam sure
mY Friend..
never discount
a wish or reality
for better iN REAL..
iF ya WiLL oF course..:)

any pArt oF red
iS not my favorite
color.. including oh
what makes purple
iN iTs lofty position oF
rainbow hue.. but hmm..
they say iT iS of the highest
oF colorED chakras too.. i prefer
the humbler color(s) as iT never
for granted
more.. a Green
or Blue or other
earth color WiLL
do for Nature grounded
fine for me.. LofY purple
can keep its place bEyOnd sKeYes..:)

Ignorance runs
deep for the Rainbow
of the human condition..
wHere majority rules without
compassion Love fails and most
often it is
that hates
most iN terms
of basic human
empathy and compassion
foR All.. yes.. a change is coming
with younger generations educated
with Nature
of church
and political
spire halls of hate..:)
Yes.. i’m sMiLing wITh
hope and empirical
sociological evidence
that says this change is
even coming in Muslim
countries by the year 2050..

SMiLes.. i suppose
i aM eXtra blesSEd
to be married to the
most beaUtiFuL 46
year-old woman/girl
iN the WORlD but i
hope i would stiLL
find that divine
feminine bird
oF Love’s
if sHe ever
flies away.. my friend..
aT some point wE aLL
sleep alone and or even
toGeTheR aLLoneNow..:)

5:55 pm and be
back later..


Royal Blue Shirt that says..
with laser focused
left eYe that
says.. yes..
get the
JOB dONe..
AKA pre-
work-out game
face.. yes.. this
one and next.. One2..
in Facebook profile pic
status thingy coming next..;)

WeLL.. a few notes..
here.. as one may observe..
per determined look on face..
vein on left eYed side of forehead
protruding in bulging way.. and also
yes.. of note.. it seems when the sun
strikes my fur.. just wRite.. the color of
it is unmistaKinGly Yellow Boy Golden
blonde.. as it were
and is at least iN
this afternoon photo
approaching evening
in central daylight savings
now.. of 7 pm.. on April 20th..
yes.. getting to the nitty gritty here
too.. but in free write.. ya kNow any
thing goes.. as iT iS just pArt oF the
Art of hUman Flow oF zONe as yeS..
another pARt Of thaT heaven of now
thingy.. gold and true in trUth and liGht
of fearless Love.. but additionAlly
have ya also noticed that aLL
comic book and video portrayals
of super dude.. depict the man
of steel with dark hair and never
golden fur now.. in fact.. rarely
does Superman.. iF ever
have any body hair
other than visible
stuff on the
top of
his head..
hmm.. must
change that
now.. hehe..
or hahax2..3..4..5..6
pick up Styx.. Led Zeppelin
and other Band Aids to lead
the way iN prophet analysis as such..;)


Oh.. the DiviNeNoW..
thE reality that aLLis diVine..
Black and White.. tHe sHades of Grey..
The RainBow bElow and colors hue above..
Oh.. the liGht iN.. seeing a gRain of sAnd as
hOldinG uP tHe hiGhest mouNtain of fearlesS Love..
Unity oF divine.. iS the prize.. the reward.. the ulTiMate
HeavEnoW for those who come to see reaLiTy as oNE
Force oF Nature ONE.. yes.. mY FriEnds.. the experience
of God.. enLiGhTENed iN uS as FORce 10.. yes.. of
course.. 10.. the sacred number of digits on hands
and toes too.. and take away the zero
and one only
Symbols inFiniTe iN poTenTial
oF expreSsinG tHiS DiVinE Truth
once one drinks and swims wITh
water of God within.. outside..
above.. so below.. and
all around.. liGht..
but the darkness mY
friEnds iS trUly words..
greedy words that become
Idols to chain tHis fearless Love
of Truth and liGht within.. wHere this
human or that human.. or this religion
or that culture or holy sacred text portends
to own the essence of Truth and liGht noWiN
fearless Love oF aLL that iS God away from
others considered lesser now from what
‘they’ chain as truth away from other idols
of symbols that are also vehicles and
vessels housing the sAMe essence
when hUman sees aLL
oF creation AKA
GOD as
mY FriEnd noW..
the beauty of seeing aLL
thAT is iS diVine.. iS never bEinG
lonely.. alWays bEinG iN BliSs as
aLLoNe sees iN dArk and liGht
ranging from black to white to
shades of grey and
beyond hues
of rainbow
and below
too.. has meaning
and purpose iN diVine
Nature oF DArK and liGht
as Force to get tHiS wHoLe
JoB Of ExistenceNoWdONe..
Yin and Yang oF liGht and dARk
and Love’s freedom and control
of order away from what freedom
can be in chaos.. iS aLL pARt
of the Art of God iN the
ulTimaTe pLaY oF
liFE oF aLL
wE sense..
feel.. and kNow
of LiFE.. iT is the
cognitive and affective
empathy.. sympathy.. and
compassion.. for aLL tHat iS
iN sCience terms that sets one
free from con-social emotions like
doubt.. greed.. jealously.. hate.. and
aLL the dARk emoTioNs that imprison
uS away from LiGht emoTions and seNses
of Peace iN regulation of emotions and
integration of senses iN eternal bliSS
NoW.. and that My FriEnds iS whY
mY dAnCe and SoNG WiLL never
end.. tHere is alWays more
to understand and
Love wheRe the
sAnd iS we gRains
oF water hOlding hAnds
to hold uP the DArk and
LiGht oF aLL thaTis wHere
wE finaLLy determine thAt aLL
are priests.. prophets.. and kings..
as messengers of God IN dArk
and liGht ways.. wHere
balance oF aLL reigns
the rein of rain..
wHere at
the drops
of water that
are God make
an ocean what
iT iS iN rAGinG waves
iN SuN to StILL seas wHere
MoonLiT glimmers iN Peace
unTiL the neXt wave and
dayBreak beGins..
waves oF uS
shores to
Yes.. mY friEnd getting
to Heaven.. iS certainly
a job of JOB continuing
noW.. but shaRinG that
is not a job but gift that keeps giVinG..:)


Oh.. enhancer of Human
liGht.. iN Neurchemical
and Neurhormone dEliGht..
middle oF last century.. the
plants of rain forest and sacred
two spiRit hUmans seeKinG FinDinG more
of realiTy through sacred plants ingesting
more of uniVersal multi-views of N0WiN
chords oF throat iN vocal way of ExpreSsinG
sPiRit iN hUman heARt oF EmoTions.. senses
and yes.. SENsualiTy too.. floW River to
Ocean.. to golden streams of Light
back to reaLiTy iN Force of God
inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and all around..
recorded more
iN sTrinGs.. beats
and keys of hUman
made tools to eXpand
on what iS possible wITh
vocal chords of bliss everlasting
nows eternal liFe iN Heaven noW..
Pilot oF the Storm noW leaves trace
iN SonGs of Old and New enhanced
by plants of LiFe.. in new synthesized
way.. and those oF uS Sober iN the liGht
oF God can experience the sacrifice of those
who take uS hiGher iN tHeir enhanced ways of
seeinG feeLinG God iN liGht oF GOlden streAMs
iN Artful ways oFeeLinG seeInG God more
and more as Force
free iN and as US..
PiLot oF Lucid
dreams coming
trUe iN liGht moVing..
connecTinG and CreaTinG
HiGher and HiGheR ways to
senSinG.. feelLinG.. and KNoWinG
GOD oF allthatis Nature noW beYond
aLL colors iN Hues oF eMoTiOns senses
and kNoWinG bEforE.. Oh.. Gentle rACE

And as a side note here.. while it’s true i’m
drug free noWin the way of ‘spiritual’ drug
enhancers.. i am not without enhancers
of Neurohormone and Neurochemical
deliGht.. as nah.. the form of i in the
nude art that comes from over 5200
hundred miles of dance walKinG
everywhere i go iN public now
for 32 months.. is kinda cool
yes in the art of a
fiXinG to turn
56 year old
dude on
June 6th..
but yes.. i do iT
as aid to expand
my mindful and bodyfuL awareness
in yes.. of course.. neurochemical
and neurohormone way.. including
the art of sensual dance with hundreds
of folks tonight for my 107th dance week
with all the cool college age folks at
Good Old Seville Quarter.. and sure
i could take the easy route with
Molly or whatever the hell
other drug that folks
take to enhance
tHeir perception of
reality.. but i for one..
am fortunate enough to SeeK
fiNd God aLL Natural iN enhanCinG
way in doing stuff like slowly leg presSinG
close to half a ton now.. in numbers as great
as 30 reps or so.. of slow movement with arms
raised in air on a very difficult parallel leg press
machine.. that other elite Marines cannot
even F iN budge..
but Here’s the thing..
been to Heaven and Hell
and purgatory too iN this
Life and trust me iF you
too WilLL Do everything iN YoUR
FucKinG poWer to FucKinG
yes.. iF yoU seeK iN GOD
wITh aLL youR poTenTial
and miGht.. and to bE
honest.. i would do aLL
of this juSt to take my one
Friend to heaveNoW wHo
has alWays stayed noW by mY
side when most people veered away..
iN doinG thiS for aLL the rest.. for one
simple reaSon.. LOVe.. iN Fearless waY..
iT iS those whO wE Love and ReTurn Love
oF course.. wHo
inspire uS
moST.. and tRust
mE.. to be Loved bY
mE iS to bE LovEd..:)

And nah.. i didn’t get very
far with dVerse this week
but yes.. close friends
are more imporTant
to mE..
oF course.. iN
relative sPeak..
and with aLL thaT iS
sAid noW.. more fUn
dance photos coMinG
to the end of this blog
post sometime around
the wee hour of 3 am..
on the full moon of
Friday morning..
but now..
it’s sacred
and holy
R and
R for me
to get away
from words.. mY FriEnd(s)..:)









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19 Responses to hOMe oF liGht

  1. Some great light work here!

    • Thanks so much for dropping
      by this afternoon and shaRing
      the fliGht of LiGht as hOme
      wITh me.. navasolanature
      and surely i wILL bE
      by to see you
      as i continue
      oN the dVerse trail
      for days/weeks to come..
      Hope you are doing
      weLL.. my friEnd..
      iN liGht
      as WeLL.. oN course..
      wITh trUth oF course..:)

  2. Facebook Friend Sherri..
    shares the news of the epic
    Rock Star Prince’s death and..

    i say..

    1999.. Still seems like yesterday
    at club 2001..smile emoticon.. as side
    note here.. Sherri a dancing
    friend from way back then…
    actually in 1984 when the
    song came out.. sMiLesx2..

    And Sherri says.. and i quote..

    “He was so ahead of his time!…..
    Yes, seems like yesterday, but we all
    know that we are getting much younger ever day!…LOL”

    And then i say.. tHere on Facebook.. and here on blog..

    sMiLes.. Sherri.. at age 47.. i felt at least 104.. and my
    great Aunt at 94.. twice my age.. obviously felt
    younger than i in spirit.. Lesson for the ages
    she provides me then.. is.. the Spirit
    need not grow old.. as long as
    the heARt has a SonG
    oF soUl to SinG..
    so keep SinGinG
    mY friend.. and
    i understand Prince
    finished 4 albums in this
    last year.. with only death
    slowing him down.. it seems..
    and sure that will be my motto
    too.. out of the conform of lifENow..
    with nothing stopping living but death.. any
    more.. forevermore now.. at least.. mY FriEnd..
    wITh God’s Speed fuLL bore iN aLive for NOW..:)

    And as further side note here.. Prince was definitely
    an enigma.. his Wiki Biography spans accomplishments
    oF Art that few humans can equal overall.. truly a pioneer
    in challenging stereotypes of androgyny and what it
    means to be an African American Rock star..
    and interestingly enough.. a conservative
    Christian in the Jehovah Witness
    Style.. actually according
    to reports against
    Gay Marriage..
    but anyway..
    he changed the
    course of music history..
    no matter how rigid his belief
    system came to form later in life..
    he definitely
    made a
    mark and a
    difference in this world..
    and surely i would have used
    several of his songs as inspiration
    in my blogs.. but sadly as part of his
    later rigid idealism.. he refused to share
    his work on YOUTUBE and that is a great
    loss globally for those in no position or
    desire to actually purchase his music..
    it is the inspiration in life that
    counts after it is over..
    in terms of giving
    and sharing
    He had more
    to give.. if he could
    have owned his gift
    less.. and shared
    it so freely
    as most
    artists of
    fame and fortune
    do allow these days
    on Youtube.. thank God..
    as you never know when just
    a spark of inspiration will save
    a heArt.. a spiRit.. a soUl.. and yes
    potentially even a life.. emotions and
    senses are the liGht of Human BeinG too
    imporTant iN mY opinion not to share to
    the max in terms of Art of human BeinG..
    but yes.. a couple of songs.. including one
    that was truly an almost perfect ending
    in purpose and meaning to my last
    blog post iN syncHronicity
    way.. and this
    by the NFL.. only
    one of two that i am
    aware of at this point.
    that is of this quality
    on Youtube
    more to come..
    if his estate relaxes
    his previous grip
    on free
    of what
    hIS Art
    waS iN PasSioN..
    oF ImaGiNatTion.. creaTivity..
    and amaZinG.. moVing.. connecting
    skills iN Art oF Human bEinG Freedom..:)

  3. https://gigoid.me/2016/04/21/on-to-the-next-level/#comment-19015

    “But my dear man, reality is only a
    Rorschach ink-blot, you know.”

    Alan Watts.. truly worth the ‘price’ of Youtube..
    just to get access to his audio casts
    of wisdom.. and when one
    comes to understand that
    thiS rUle of reaLITy
    applies to aLL..
    per yes the
    in artful
    it becomes
    now a little
    easier to forgive
    the different among
    us for not conforming
    to the oxYmoRoN oF
    Rorschach inK
    blot concrete
    cultural norm sets
    that cannot possibly
    pLease the entire crowd
    oF Rorchach ink-bLOT people
    in aLL above.. below.. inside
    outside.. Rainbow hueY
    all around2
    like a Spinning
    UniVersAL hELitoP..
    and haHa.. mY forM
    oF poEtry iS aLLfreeSTylE
    Rorschach.. mUlti-VeRsAL..
    anD iT iS fascinating to share
    It WitH otHeR folks to see whAT
    tHe shapes mean to them.. different
    than i.. often.. but of course that also
    to most
    LEtTeRs i
    aS FRiEnD oF WoRdS..:)

    Yep.. as side note hEAr.. i realiZe
    today is Thursday Holy Sacred
    R and R day
    away from
    but yes..
    some unexpected
    stuFF came uP.. so
    now back to R andR
    for noW at lEast.. wHere
    my biggest choice for the
    rest of the niGht WiLL bE
    what shirt to wear to mY107th
    dance week niGht wITh aLL the cool
    college age folks at Seville Quarter.. to
    yes.. assist iN FReED eNterTaiNmEnt
    as such.. hmm.. the photos coMinG
    at 3 AM.. wILL suReLY fiNiSh
    the tale
    of tHis..
    oN Full moon
    morn.. oF April 22nd..;)

  4. Arriving at the dance hall tonight..
    with my psychedelic Kitty
    shirt.. and as promised
    by wife Katrina.. it
    brought ‘my friends’
    out and these very nice
    under age.. yes.. somewhere
    between 18 and 21 year old
    girls.. by mark of X that prevents
    them from buying drinks.. were
    yes very nice to dance with.. and
    at one point.. i was dancing in the
    middle of somewhere between
    six and nine girls.. but i lost
    count.. somewhere
    in heaven.. as usual..
    yes.. even for
    me.. it was a little
    overwhelming as i did
    not want to show any favoritism..
    providing equal attention.. i don’t
    think i would ever survive a real concubine..
    with sMiLes.. and WiNks.. one woman is enough..
    anyway.. more fun dance photos coming to my
    latest blog post.. titled.. hOMe oF liGht.. and
    OMG.. plenty
    of iT galore
    tonight..smile emoticon

  5. Well.. it’s Earth Day and first of note..
    when composing words in free verse
    stream of consciousness writing..
    it is so much easier to do that..
    in the post section rather than
    the comments section on
    Facebook.. as you do
    not have to
    do that crappy
    shift and enter thingie..
    and the opposite applies
    for Word Press as when
    you compose stuff in
    the comments section
    there.. you don’t have to
    do that crappy shift and
    enter thingy to
    get the dam
    lines to
    single space and
    as one might guess
    with my style of short line
    long line and the ‘tween writing
    anything other than go go go in
    flow flow flow.. disrupts the stream
    as iT flows in to rivers and becoming
    ocean whole.. oh.. isn’t poetry beautiful
    when iT flows away from structure and becomes
    as free as God iS when form becomes essence
    one as free.. to use an old metaphor in reverse..
    yes.. the word becomes a living thing instead
    of the flesh becoming word but yes..
    it’s truly the same dam thingy
    one way or the other as
    the essence of
    my spirit
    becomes sign
    language online..
    in so many ways..
    including the art of i as
    i sees the Earth and Sky
    around me in living color
    of photography too..
    and in doing this..
    true my
    soul is Epic
    as it has experienced
    so much of the daRk and liGht..
    shades of grey.. and yes rainbow
    hues of colors above.. below.. inside..
    outside and all around.. and today is Earth
    Day as the dam Facebook Algorithm attempts
    to auto put in one of my favorite bands ManFred
    Mann’s Earth band and of course if ya kNow what
    my real last name is.. much synchronicity in that one..
    including the silly rhetorical argument on the Big Bang
    TV show last night about manbat or batman.. in who
    would be called what if one came before the other
    and no that will not make sense unless ya have
    a brain like me and
    frigging Sheldon
    Coooper.. hehe..
    and yes.. i can relate
    to the Dark Knight as
    dark night of the soul..
    as of course Batman dropped
    off the face of the Earth for five
    years and came back in synchronicity
    way during my shut-in days too.. coming
    back when his mentor of martial arts tales
    him the highest honor is to be Legend over
    fame.. and in a relative few months into my
    dance at Old Seville Quarter i was named
    that by the viewing audience within
    a year of start.. so on this Earth
    Day as Facebook does that
    dam auto like thingy
    again.. and i have
    to space before
    the flow of
    i continues
    in art instead
    of mechanical cognition
    per se.. i wiLL celebrate
    my most favorite part of Earth
    yes.. Katrina’s rear view..
    as it is mY favorite form
    of Earth/God currently
    now generated first
    from the remains of Star
    Dust Explosions.. the Water
    of the Oceans Earth and trust
    me if i could provide the naked
    view of this beauty.. i would have
    millions of hits.. on Facebook and
    my Blogs alike.. compared to the
    hairy creature i am to compliment
    as beauty and
    the beast.. although
    one nice African American
    girl smiled at the End of the Night
    as i was making my photography
    ’round the Seville Complex last
    night and said hi Gorgeous..
    and for a man fixing to
    turn 56 years
    old from
    a beautiful
    young woman..
    My Favorite pArts
    of Earth Day do Ring
    true in the Art of uS Free
    together riSinG when we
    continue to make the most
    of our living God Given human
    potential across the life span..
    and do not just sit
    and rust in front
    of the TV.. as Wife
    Katrina.. is the only
    one per female
    at age 46 who can
    get away with that
    and retain the same
    dammm ‘perky’ body
    of a 16 year girl.. if you
    get my Earth Day Drift..
    yes.. her body looks even
    younger than her face if that
    is even possible and true it is..
    and looking over the joyous faces
    of all the positive energy of female
    faces last night.. including even some
    of their male friends.. in my dance photos
    life is magic when free.. bold and expresSinG
    all of life from head to toe.. noticing the youth
    fuLL breasts of one young free spirited absolutely
    gorgeous young woman.. going without a bra.. defying
    gravity.. all natural silicon free.. as yes..
    somehow God given
    Nature of God still
    allows the Goddess
    of Sky.. my wife
    Isis to do.. now..
    as so often portrayed
    in images of her too..
    let’s face it.. a human
    body.. like Jane Seymour
    too at even 70 stays beautiful
    when upkeep stays beautiful
    in respect of God’s Nature
    that lives within the
    Temple of Earth
    and human
    who walks
    OUT of Ocean
    waters.. in brilliant
    smiles and body mind
    from head to toe FREE
    iN sKeYes.. and hips of God
    that do not lie.. taLinG the Truth ALIVE..
    this art should be shared free.. and that
    my friends is why i do Nude photography
    in the most ArtfuLL of PaSSioN WaYS noW
    plus yes.. haha.. my middle name is ARThur..
    too.. to celebrate God
    who lives within
    i free
    as Temple
    oF God mE..
    and i have to say..
    i am moving toward
    those works of art now
    on the Sistine Chapel ceiLinG
    Free noW As iN the flesh
    oF God
    head to toe..
    inside.. outside..
    above.. so below
    and all around..
    blesSeD bE
    Earth Day
    when iT
    lives.. God
    Free as WE..
    Free FloWinG StreAMs
    Rivers Oceans toGeThEr..
    are wE.. to give to share
    iS to bRinG everyone
    up wITh tHe graViTy
    oF God sET FREE..:)

    And yes.. i did.. in the
    middle of those 6 to 9
    young women.. dancing
    last night.. FeeL like
    i was blinded
    bY the liGht..
    per yes..
    iN science
    oF neuro-
    and neurohor-
    Mone FeeLinG..
    trUly iT doesN’T
    take much for mE
    to feeL aLL tHe liGht..
    so yes.. the ‘prophecy
    of the cat’ came true2..
    iN T-ShirT sYmBoLisM
    oN thE FuLL
    oF April 22nd..
    Earth Day.. 2016..;)

  6. https://gigoid.me/2016/04/22/besss-fine-messes-at-cost/#comment-19026

    “Once you’ve seen the face of god,
    You see that same face on everyone you meet.”
    ~~ Deng Ming-Dao ~~

    Well.. Lord.. truly
    the Golden
    Rule in Reality
    is we all are the
    face of God and all
    the rest of creation
    real.. seen and unseen
    too.. and last night celebrating
    the eve ’till morning of FuLL
    Moon Earth Day the female
    form of God in Dance
    was shining extra
    briGht as
    fuLL moons
    WiLL bRinG
    to the water
    oF us.. my
    friend Gigoid..
    here on a forecast
    Rainy Friday.. wHere
    Sun has replaced that
    lie of potential truth..
    as reality
    wITh God
    eYe oF Sun2..
    If and when folks
    finally figure out that
    Nature is God more.. then
    perhaps.. more folks WiLL
    finAlly recognize God iN Each
    other as the naked FucKinG TrUth..
    as so many pioneers ranging from the
    Gnostic Jesus.. to Buddha.. to Lao Tzu..
    and sorry i have to discount Muhammad
    as truly he did NOT despise human slavery
    in keeping God as human slave.. and that
    slavery continues on through nearly
    half of the world wHere women
    do not even retain
    rights to
    who they
    choose to have
    children with.. wHere
    marriage is instutionalized
    rape when not consensual
    as such.. a bone of contention
    of mine that has been groWinG
    greater as i have friends who have
    been driven down by human slavery..
    pasted in words of religious lies.. so i
    WiLL continue to champion the free oF
    Women’s eYes wherever i go and freely
    Love them in whatever consensual way
    that my wife agrees to in shaRinG
    hehe.. the liGht of mE..
    with the fairer
    Love of
    the human
    God iN Species
    REAL.. but anyway..
    as a child at age.. 3 i saw
    the face of God in Nature..
    Religion tried to take that away
    but the naked beach of i brought it
    back.. and last niGht celebrating Earth
    day.. God.. sHe sMiLes back to mE in so
    many myriad ways of beauty and liGht of Truth..:)

  7. ‘Dude.. you’ are leaving out an entire
    WORlD of being human.. yes.. EMPATHY..
    too many video games here.. obviously..
    get your human back before it’s too late..
    as honestly.. Bonobos are more human than what
    you relate here.. Humans are even more empathic
    than Bonobos.. male AND FEMALE.. but only when
    human.. truly what you relate here is less human
    who does still occasionally
    engage in aggression.. rape
    and etc.. particularly when science
    minded heartless folks are part of
    the chimpanzee and non-human mix..
    remember the
    and when the
    Architect admitted
    ‘he’ wasn’t human in the
    last scene of the trilogy.. truth
    was/is.. he wasN’T.. getting his butt of ‘his
    computer’.. long enough then to become
    human.. tRULy HUMANS get along just
    fine.. and honestly.. i would have never
    come here.. but just the fact that the
    Google Algorithm provided this
    ignorance as suggested
    garbage in and out..
    and your
    that women
    should have never
    been allowed to vote
    is ignorance beyond what
    i ever thought i would see here
    from the so-called civilized world
    of now 2016.. here in Internet Land..
    where sadly humans are becoming
    less human than turd flinging Chimpanzees…
    Read some poetry.. trust me.. you might become
    hUman again..
    it dam sure worked
    for me along with ballet..
    martial arts.. and kicking
    asS leg pressing a half a ton
    30 times or so on a parallel
    leg press machine.. here’s the
    thing dude.. strong men need not
    fear other women or men when they
    have fearless Love.. Leave the Love out
    in lost ways of video or porn ways of being..
    and life
    just sucks
    in black and
    white google print..
    and ugh.. yeah.. videos
    like this too.. that are so
    far far far.. away from what
    makes hUman great.. and that
    my friend.. is cooperation among
    aLL to get wHeRe we are now.. and iT is
    this type of Mechanical Cognition only
    thinking away from Social Cognition that
    is taking us to the ‘Terminator way’ of extinction
    of what
    it F iN
    even means
    to be human..
    and yeah.. baby
    i write however i like..
    ’cause i am free too.. and
    no matter how ignorant
    your words are away
    from both science
    and art..
    i respect
    your right
    to tale all the
    ignorance you like..
    but as ‘they’ say.. trUth
    and liGht in HeArt.. spiRit
    and sOuL WiLL F inNoW set ya
    free away from the lies of school..
    work.. written language.. so-called
    collective intelligence.. and culture as
    it stands with first (word) world problems
    that arise with ignorance away from so many
    other potential intelligences in moving.. connecting
    and creating original stuff of human.. my friend.. and
    surely Nature iS God in human form.. and a grain of sand2
    and surely if i can find a friend in a grain of sand i can see
    a friend
    iN ignorance
    iF i can noW help
    set that ignorance
    free back to Human
    as God as Nature tRuLY
    Free mY friEnd.. iN liGht
    of Existential Intelligence
    away from chains of
    cultural ignorance
    Anyway.. it doesn’t
    hurt now to try to help
    folks no matter what noW..
    and i can say i tried on this Earth
    day to help a friend who is so out
    and lost
    from what
    it even means
    to be an F iN hUman BeinG..
    set free.. holding hands with
    the different that is STiLL the true
    beauty of our God oF Nature given DNA..
    a nice
    Day.. ya
    betcha.. i already
    did with scores of
    beautiful girls at my
    side dancing.. and the
    most beautiful 46 year old
    woman who is my wife of 26 years..
    who WiLL never be jealous of another
    woman.. as she is confident in who she is..
    and who stood by my side for 66 months during
    the worst pain known to mankind from wake to
    sleep.. type two trigeminal neuralgia.. and other
    assorted life threatening
    illnesses that numbered
    19 then.. all cured baby
    by the power of relative
    free will and art of dance
    and poetry in connecting
    heARt Spirit of Emotions
    and miNd and boDy balance
    oF soul in ballet and martial
    arts-like dance now for over 5200
    miles in 32 months.. and 11 million
    words as no pain killer could touch
    a dentist drill like pain in my right
    eye and ear.. for those 66 months
    from wake to sleep.. all converted
    into liGht of Love iN Poetry and Dance
    My friend.. and ha.. if you think i’m just
    blowing smoke and mirrors.. well half of
    thAt might be true.. in selfie way.. but aLL
    proof is available with a simple search on
    Katie Mia Frederick.. i could provide a link
    but i’m financial independent so i don’t have
    to generate Google Pennies for a living through
    hate and discontent for boys who have lost what
    it means
    to even
    be a full
    man human being..
    with more than just
    what lies now in the
    head and underneath
    the belt buckle.. My friend..
    yeah.. that stuff that women
    have more than men.. on average..
    named heARt.. SpiRit.. and Graceful
    SoUl.. in MiNd and boDy balance..
    seriously.. if you are spending too
    much time with video games and
    online in general i suggest you get OUT..
    TO IN FLESH AND BLOOD.. if ya WiLL and
    CAN of course.. aGaiN.. Happy Earth day oF HUman.. FriEnd..
    and please ignore this.. delete it.. or whatever ya like.. as iT iS
    often the darkest paRts oF humanity.. that inspire the greaTest
    words of me iN Epic way.. juSt for the FloW baby.. and the zoNE..
    but that is
    more than
    Turds per what
    you name yourself
    as user name on
    YouTube here..
    Yes.. quite..
    fitting i might
    ADhD… but take the
    human study out of
    Chimpanzees and even
    they are more civilized
    than someone who would
    suggest that women should
    have never had the right to vote..
    Oh.. the dark inspiration.. baby.. THANKS..
    And yes.. i listened to your entire video of 20
    minutes.. so if you got this far we are even..
    with hand shakes
    of hUman
    Love in
    KiNd oF CouRAge..
    hehe.. ya can call
    me CinderfELLa or MinDereLLa..
    Hell.. or Heaven.. i can even wear
    pInk or dance naked on the Internet
    aLL 230 LBS of MMA muscle body 2..
    at age 55 approaching 56 on June
    6th.. he he.. yeah.. ‘6660’.. some
    folks have even compared
    me to the Devil
    when i purchased
    a beer now and then..
    just looking at the
    birthdate on my DL..
    but nah.. i live in Heaven
    now.. Drug free baby.. and perhaps
    the freeST oF aLL.. at least here.. iN E-Land..
    Once again.. like Lucifer says.. thanks for lighting
    me uP
    the dArk
    oF alL.. wHere like Fox
    says.. i stay on permanent
    Heaven Staycation aWay from HELL..
    i hold no grudges.. you are welcome back ‘heRe’.. stiLL
    the end of time that is never aLways sTiLL noW eTernAlly..
    Jesus.. it’s worth presSinG the post button on tHis oNe juSt
    to see the total number of LiNes inSpiRed by you.. mY friEnd..
    tHeRe iS dArk.. then liGht.. then moving aka Dance.. and
    sound aka SonG to continue to inspire the Dance
    that BrinGs the liGht forever noW mY FriEnd..
    trUly no matter what you do or say..
    you are pArt of the Grand
    pLay of God’s
    and liGht
    Free no matter
    iF you realize iT or
    Not.. even iF you
    choose to stay
    iN PriSon of
    and SoUl..
    aka the
    aWay noW
    from MiNd
    and BoDy Balance..
    ya StiLL have made
    a free choice mY friEnd
    no matter howL clouded
    by the prison all around ya now..
    so.. gotta go.. the Sun iS Shining..
    iT’s Friday.. as i WiLL dance
    naked and free iN God’s
    Sand and Sun.. totAlly
    unrepressed or
    opressed noWin
    EmoTioNs freeLY
    regulatED.. yes.. integratED
    senses.. oh so.. freeNoW2..
    and yes.. there is a SonG for
    this too.. mY friend.. juSt
    consider this a note
    faLLinG hiGher
    from the
    of GOD
    ALIVE.. wHere no
    HUman bEinG iS too
    Low to liFt uP bacK
    to fULL hUman beinG aGaiN ALiVE
    iN TrUth and liGht EterNaLLy NOW..:)

    Ha! that dude
    will likely never
    meet another
    commenter like
    me on Youtube..
    aLL in a day of the
    Life of me.. oh.. so free..
    FReEDoM iN ExpreSsinG iS..:)

    Yeah.. ‘they’ censored the
    song.. but aLL i reAlly needed
    was the album cover aT tHis point noW..
    as the statue of mY heARt.. SpiRit.. and
    SoUL.. iS aliVe.. awaKenED.. enLiGhTenEd
    and no longer buried
    among floWers
    i cannot

  8. Oh.. Tree oF LiFe.. you greet
    me with Rainbow colors of
    hope thaT iS reAl.. theRe is no
    pot of Gold at the end of the
    Rainbow but now.. story
    of a majestic Oak
    felleD by
    a Hurricane
    Named Ivan.. trULy
    grounding me to the
    real God of Mother Nature
    and Earth trUe of Heaven
    nOw.. when one becomes
    free of the Hurricane stresses
    of Life that are also all too real..
    but no.. not the earth inherent.. as
    after every storm comes a potENTial
    Rainbow of Hope that iS real Now.. and
    no illusory prize at the end of the Rainbows
    of hope that are death instead of Life..
    sadly.. close to half the World’s
    Population are looking
    forward more to
    death in sacred
    text way..
    but of course
    most who have
    any sanity make the
    best of what iS reAl NoW..
    regardless of religious text
    as that iS what the God of Nature
    who lives in uS demands iN relative
    free wiLL more than pain and suffering..
    yes… animal homeostasis.. in balance..
    pleaSure.. and even JoY..
    iN sMiles oF hUman
    bEinG.. WeLL.. anyWay..
    after Hurricane Ivan made
    once what was a Beautiful
    Oak into a skeleton of a Dinosaur
    iN Bones left standing.. and the tree
    folks came home.. cut the rest of the
    bones down.. and hauled them off
    to the graveyard of tree
    remains across the
    hometown here..
    a stump was
    and then a leaf..
    a twig.. and another
    Tree oF Life grew from
    what was left of that stump..
    free with whatever seeds of liFe
    in addition to that stump that GoDWinds
    would blow tHeir as the magic of Nature’s
    eYes WiLL do for Tree of Life.. Wife Katrina..
    also a Tree oF LiFe for mE.. saving me from
    utter destruction from the Tree of Culture that
    is empty knowledge far far from what Living
    even means in empathic sensing hUman
    way.. putting the shards of almost
    infinite broken back together
    as 66 months would
    be the sPaN
    of i
    to come
    back aLive
    on that end of
    July 2013.. day
    oF bliss.. once again
    feeLinG the waves of
    God in the particles of Water
    i had become now long ago..
    in Rain Drops separated from
    Ocean fuLL.. i liVe then..
    once aGaiN.. noW and
    that Oak
    that was once
    only one thing before..
    iN back yard beauty lone..
    there is the dARk.. LiGht..
    the shades of Grey.. and aLL
    the Black and WhiTe oF RainBow
    Hues that color mE real and DiVErse
    foR noW.. Earth day inspires mE because
    iT iS mY Real HeaveNoW.. Real hOMeNow
    oF liGht NoW.. and iF oTheRs WiLL Love the
    God of Nature wITh aLL tHeir heARt liKe i do aS
    noW wITh No exception.. eitHeR felLed by Hurricanes
    Of Life.. or new groWth oF liGht nOW.. tHeRE iS tRuLY
    Hope for more folks to liVe iN thE Heaven oF NoW Real..
    a Rainbow of liFe.. with trUly no end or Beginning beyond
    INfinIty noW.. as broad as the SMiLeS oF God oN a Dog’s Face
    or a cat curLed in comfort.. oNe wITh GoD oF NatUre TruSt NoW..
    iN LoVinG
    KiNd oF
    HUmaNoW.. oh..
    And yes.. honorAble
    mention goes to Katy
    Perry too.. iN Tree oF Life
    as thiS SonG of SoUL named
    Firework then.. was/iS the
    only faint whisper mY
    heARt.. mY SpiRit.. mY
    soUl of Spark
    hear that
    day in 2010.. sTiLL at
    the bottom of Hell then..
    so sure.. tHeRe iS some water
    iN HeLL for me then.. namely
    Katy Perry.. as droPLet and that man sTiLL
    tattooed on her wrist.. wHo lives as mENoW..
    noWin metaphor iN Fearless Love oF NatUre TrUe..
    iN liGht.. as Root and ViNe oF i.. SPreadinG FReED..:)

    And no.. not the first
    time i’ve written
    of ‘this tree’.. 


    It is ironic to me
    how some seemingly
    positive cultural adaptations

    resulting in access to instant gratification,

    is changing the way people see and experience the world.


    to land-scape

    to house-scape

    to screen-scape

    and an even smaller

    screen-scape of a “Lilliputian”

    virtual digital dimension

    in a smart phone.

    I too cannot “e-scape” this,

    as I have finally given in

    and signed up

    for a “smart” phone

    I had a beautiful,
    perfect shaped giant oak tree
    that Hurricane Ivan destroyed

    and left as a shape of
    a dinosaur skeleton.

    I had lights around the tree
    pointed up into the branches,

    which often gave me a sense of bliss

    standing in my back yard
    staring up at the tree,

    “land-scaped” by stars behind it.

    I had no idea how much I loved that tree,

    as I could not imagine anything
    taking away something

    so solid,


    and alive.

    Eventually after it was gone,

    I realized how big and beautiful
    the sky had become
    in my backyard,


    a greater

    of awe
    and beauty.

    From the stump of the tree,

    a twig grew that my spouse wanted me to clip,

    but I refused to because it was what was left of my beloved tree.

    I use to take a lot of pictures of my yard
    and my plants who I felt like were my loved ones,

    but when I first experienced immune system issues
    and could no longer take care of them as I used to

    I lost some of that close connection to my yard.

    That twig I saved from the clippers 9 years later
    has became a 30-foot clone of its predecessor

    that for some reason I noticed today

    in the same glory as the same tree

    that was there before.

    Life is amazing.

    And so is adversity.

  9. Seriously.. taming a feral male cat and having him as a house friend..
    is truly no different than taming a Panther/Cougar/Mountain Lion/Leopard..
    except for the difference in size..and of course the operation to remove
    the super reproductive drive that certainly mellows most any male
    out of course.. in Animal Kingdom way..
    but so much of his Nature stayS in the
    wild sTiLL liVinG
    Free iN noW..
    and this cat
    iS a Natural
    iN God’s Balance..
    and in finding comfort
    within his own arms.. as
    God Lives in those arms of
    he in paws wITh cLaws of
    oxytocin comfort too.. no
    different than a young
    couple’s Love..
    except his
    iS free
    and never ending
    noW wITh the God oF
    Nature iN comfort of God’s
    fur oF he.. and yes.. the other
    technical.. science related explanation
    for this Yogi-Like pose.. is.. Yellow Boy..
    like all other Cats.. cools his internal
    body temperature.. by raising his
    soft side to the air
    all around him
    above.. so below..
    spelling greater comfort
    inside and outside real iN hiS
    view oF his own UniVerse noW..
    but when a cat snuggles up to ya..
    or even other cats when raised together
    with furry Love.. it is truly no different than
    a child and mother’s Love.. or young romantic
    Love.. as it is normal to social bond with the nurturing
    neurohormone oxytocin.. for greater potential of survival
    in cooperation.. rather that without help from the
    other cats and human beings.. in giving sharing
    way… Cats.. no friend to Yellow Boy.. too many
    fights with other males for reproductive
    rights in his WiLd Forest back yard
    past.. but when it comes to
    humans.. he is aLL about
    touch and hugs
    of paws in
    and additionally..
    a lesson many adult
    humans could learn about
    keeping on moving.. connecting
    and creating.. as a play iN dance
    oF LiFe.. wHeRe every move iS sacred
    and holy iN God oF Nature way.. invisible
    to both potential predator and prey.. and
    the only way to move Now without making
    a sound.. truly starts with one foot balanCinG
    with the other now.. or in his case.. four paws
    oF skill iN real Ninja Balance sKills.. no myths here..:)

  10. Facebook Friend Benny provides that common
    psychological testing tool for empathy about
    the 5 folks tied up on the railroad track
    and the choice to pull a lever to
    divert a Train on a side
    track where
    there is
    only one
    and i say..

    Whomever tied them up committed murder..
    So if you commit manslaughter.. Or at least
    criminal negligence.. You could go to jail.. And
    even if you get off.. Face a civil lawsuit..
    But on the other hand.. This kind of
    thing happens all the time in high
    speed chases.. And in wars with
    civilian casualties for those with a
    license to kill.. Examples given greatest
    in USA way.. Perhaps.. Iraq and Nagasaki..
    Humans do often play God.. When given a
    Social norm to do it.. But seriously.. anyone
    understanding the law with a family to feed would
    not pull the lever as so-called civilians.. Do not get
    to play God.. That ‘privilege’ is reserved for professionals
    and those who understand what they can do out of the
    ordinary to help without going to jail… Or other
    substantial penalties provided by law..
    i for one would not pull the lever..
    ’cause i for one believe
    God has more important
    sacrifices for me to make that only
    harm me.. For the greater good.. Ironically..
    as that may be.. Given all the circumstances of
    a deep and somewhat magical thinker and feeler..
    With winks.. But i would do everything i could to
    save the 5 folks.. Short of sprouting wings and
    flying.. as well as killing fewer people in a
    numbers game of right or wrong..
    When it comes to killing less
    humans.. When playing God..;)

    And generally speaking..
    humans who experience normal
    empathy would not be able to pull a lever
    to kill an innocent person and that is why empathy
    must be watered down in combat soldiers and law
    enforcement folks IF they are not already lacking
    normal empathy before they volunteer.. Which as
    folks with common sense understand is often the case..
    Additionally.. with Stock Brokers.. CEO’s.. Politicians..
    Surgeons.. And Clergy.. per the top 10 professions
    for folks who score high on the psychopath
    screening checklist.. i cannot even
    kill a roach.. So these professions are
    not for me.. But sure.. there are indirect
    ways to do it.. Like hiring Katrina who
    will do the dirty deed.. Cold
    hearted with zero empathy for the
    innocent roach.. Just minding the business
    of survival like that lone human walking the other track..
    iF ‘they’ have any sense.. if they are not tied up..
    They will Get the F out of the way..
    when they see the ‘Fred’

    Elaborating on that last point..
    Our cat Moby.. trusted me too much
    and would get right under my 230 Lbs..
    When i danced around the home.. Yellow Boy
    has common sense and gets the F out of the way..
    And that is why smart folks holding drinks do not get
    too precariously close to me when i dance at Old Seville..
    Common sense rules.. To save the alcohol from spilling..
    And no.. i do not carry money to replace the collateral damage..
    As i am cold hearted.. as i do not value the alcohol.. Ironically.. so..
    as at that moment that drink.. Relatively speaking.. is the
    most important thing to that other person..
    As i play God and get away with it
    Scot free.. other than seeing
    hate and discon alcohol tent..
    wink emoticon

    Thanks for the early morning
    brain warm-up.. By a way..
    wink emoticon

    And Facebook Friend Ashe asks
    why do weekends have to be so
    terrible.. additionally in
    exclaiming way..

    And then i say..

    If that were the case for me..
    every day would be bad.. As
    was once the case before staycation..
    It is what we make it.. If we can..smile emoticon

    See Yellow Boy.. in the avatar photo.. He is in
    staycation too.. But like me.. he has all his
    needs provided free by Katrina..
    So he just kicks back and
    enjoys the life of Reilly
    and Fred..

    Sidenote here..
    a true master
    mind.. aka
    Genius of Art
    and Science too..
    can accomplish
    many things by
    just doing
    thing.. in
    yet.. you
    are getting
    i say.. i feel..
    or perhaps
    thiS is
    and i am
    giving you
    many sublime
    messages NOW!
    to change the world..
    for the better of course
    for all of us wRite on course..
    And yes.. wRite now.. per the
    ending of the Video by Beyonce
    named 711.. no.. not 911.. no.. not
    411.. yes.. 711.. i am now sticking
    one of my ‘Kale’ i instead of e
    and T before i and E after KA
    out at yA..
    and no iT is
    not 2015.. it iS 2016..
    ‘sHe’ got that pArt incorrect..
    sort of but it was kind
    of like
    in regards to Fresh
    aka Satori.. and other
    metaphors for heaven now..
    no.. not Atari.. Satori.. WInks..
    with a reminder.. Google and Wiki
    are aLL
    our FRiEnDs..
    and Hell no.. tHere
    is no alcohol in ‘those
    girl’s cups’ they are
    drinking right out
    of the milk
    and honey
    oF REAL Xanadu.. sTiLL noW..
    And Beyonce and her friends
    are simply doing Moving
    and Still meditation
    with nonsense
    to stay
    iN the
    fLow oF
    ZoNE iN
    in addendum.. and last but
    far from least.. the girl’s
    in the video have male
    style underwear
    they have
    their masculine
    and feminine sides..
    another usual requirement
    for experiencing Heaven noW..
    per the Gnostic Jesus.. and others
    are enlightened
    and awakened in Heaven noW..
    sadly patriarchal religions
    including the way
    and Modern
    are practiced are
    in total opposition
    aka Anti-Christ
    to what the
    the real
    Jesus dude
    was even talking
    about in his same basic
    message that sages of the
    ages have been repeating in
    all of recorded human history
    and pre-history through the
    artifacts as such
    than can
    be interpreted
    same as general
    symbolic metaphor
    for this essential
    human truth and liGht
    of Heaven now.. and this rings
    oh so true.. with ‘anti-christ’
    fundamentalist Christians who
    are solidly behind Trump
    who stands totally
    to everything
    the reported man
    Jesus reported as Truth
    and LiGht.. the irony
    is the devil
    are the angels
    who report themselves
    to be devils and have
    literally made the real
    Jesus into an Anti-Christ
    now.. in promoting him as
    a God instead
    of Humble
    teacher with
    the same essential
    Truth and liGht that
    folks like Beyonce are
    sTiLL delivering in a way
    that will hopefully spark
    the truth
    and liGht
    in ‘you’
    in yes
    sublime ways
    of elevating something
    totally different to sacred
    that you just think is
    non-sense as such..
    while Beyonce
    may not
    be an eloquent
    egg head speaker
    like i.. she has
    the Fucking
    of Jesus.. Buddha..
    and so many others
    that blows human
    out of
    text books
    in Terminator
    mechanical minds
    stuck in elevators
    to hell
    in modern
    now.. sorry
    i’m much more
    blunt than Beyonce
    when she sticks her tongue
    out like she does.. at the
    ignorant.. so-called higher IQ
    masses.. but it can get rather
    to deal
    on a now on a
    day to day basis
    now when the truth
    now and liGht is so
    clear for those who
    actually live it like
    my Friend Beyonce and her
    friends obviously do now and
    then.. with the sacrifice of
    that is
    stressful in hopes
    of touching the ignorant
    masses in a way that will
    save them from both tHeir
    selves and mechanical
    cognition culture
    in standard
    IQ ways
    of text
    book and
    manual ways oF
    Trust me..
    Fresh AKA
    Heaven is better..
    and if nothing else
    i’ve done everything i can
    to illustrate it to other folks
    so far.. as i continue on to do it
    in every way
    i can..
    as everyone
    views the world
    differently and
    one message may
    touch and other
    messages WiLL
    just be missed..
    totally ignored..
    deleted.. moderated
    out.. but ha! ya can’t
    ‘crucify’ me baby.. as i am
    too F iN sMart for that and
    plus i make sure no real crazies
    will even
    take me
    to do
    any real
    harm to me..
    but all the
    trojan horses
    i provide to get
    this far down to
    the crux
    of all
    i do
    are REAL
    now.. per
    the five folks
    on that railroad
    track.. who number
    in the billions of helliNow..:)
    And yes.. i am smiling as i do believe
    in magic..HOPEFAITHBELIEF..as the evidence has become
    too overwhelming NOT TO BELIEVE IN ALL GOD
    AS US
    TOO.. REAL.. AND
    AND AS NOW!..
    THE PaRTY is
    and yes..
    aLL are welcome
    to join uS iN the
    deLiGht of thiS
    real apocalpyse
    of lifting the
    veil of ignorance..
    if ya CAN and
    care to
    iN HeavenOW..
    as metaphor
    the rapture
    already happened
    to everyone who
    has ever lived and
    does sTiLL liVe iN HeavenOW..
    sorry.. iF you missed iT ‘back then’..
    but the seeds are sTiLL ripe to open
    and Grow
    greater wITh
    God oF aLL NatureNow..:)

  11. Well.. i
    was going to
    go back now to
    dVerse earlier .. and
    respond to all the poetry
    there that i had nows for..
    before.. i go to the beach and
    share some wonderful photos
    with the folks who do view what
    i do on all my blogger blogs to a
    tune of close to a thousand a day..
    but i suppose i am too ‘far out’ ‘there’..
    for anyone to really communicate with..
    and i really like it when i get a few words
    of humans from the few empathic folks like
    me on the dVerse trail who really still care
    about the human connection.. with a tear or
    two here.. seriously.. while i Love all the accolades
    when i dance in public.. i am an extremely sensitive
    and empathic person.. who Loves the
    deeper human touch..
    and that is
    the price
    for me
    to pull the
    lever for i..
    another person..
    standing lone on
    that ‘other railroad track’..
    Have a nice day.. the price
    for a tree of Life can be sweet and sour..
    But yes.. sMiLes.. i like Chinese Food too..;)

  12. https://gigoid.me/2016/04/23/barrels-of-wobbly-weasels/#comment-19041

    SMiLes.. blesSed bE..
    the pain.. the sorrow..
    the outcasts lonely.. for
    they may
    become artists
    and change the world
    in a lonely heARts club
    band of genius that not many
    share.. and yes.. folks Like Prince..
    Jimi Hendrix.. and the movers and
    shakers like the Beatles.. and folks
    like Rihanna and others today
    with never a dance
    but a way
    to move folks
    that many others
    cannot do..
    a blue personality..
    they call it in Simulated
    Society Leadership classes
    in counties.. painters like Vincent
    Van Gogh.. in troubled soUl.. and
    there is the Yellow bird perched..
    Personality.. the cautious.. the rule
    makers.. judges.. then green.. the
    social.. the sales person.. the
    politician.. often
    with a mix
    of Yellow
    too.. and
    then the Red..
    the enforcers of the
    laws.. often with smaller
    amounts of Loving colors
    that come with empathy.. yes..
    stop what you are doing in the
    name of the law.. and then there
    are the multi-colored nuts among
    us that share all colors.. and
    entirely different..
    in Princes.. Kings
    and Queens.. oF
    Elvis.. Marilyn.. oh..
    Freddie Mercury
    and yes
    again.. Princes
    who change the world..
    Oh.. by A
    way.. theRe
    was/is nothing
    ‘short’.. noWin the
    liGht of that guitar
    W I S D O M
    solo by Prince..
    iS even too long..
    too deep.. for words..
    and that my friend..
    iS why i dance
    A message
    than words..:)

  13. WeLL.. wiTh all that said noW..
    i’m sTILL celebrating Earth
    day all year now.. all nows..
    including all the wild stuff
    that goes along with that
    and with Katrina
    ready for
    a baby shower
    or something like
    that noW i’m going to
    the beach and finding
    the wild things about liFe
    alWays now.. no matter iF
    that comes in Human form
    or only A dance oF
    liFe iS great
    WiLd and Free
    any other thing
    other than that
    is not
    to me.. perhaps
    it is more of a lonely
    route 66 but it is wild and
    Free no less than Yellow
    Boy and others who have
    tasted true freedom at least
    once in tHeir life.. and truly
    to taste iT iS to juST DO aLL
    ya can
    to give iT.. share
    it Free aS weLL..
    no matter iF theRe
    are no other takers
    or givers in the vicinity
    oF Heaven NoWreAL..:)

    And this reminds me.. i was a
    very cautious boy and young
    man.. totally domesticated i
    was and surprisingly
    enough.. i had a
    couple of
    friends who
    were the wildest
    ones of all in high school..
    at one point talking me
    into buying beer for
    them.. me
    at age..
    16.. as back
    then ironically
    enough i looked older
    than my age.. with
    a mustache.. and
    even mistaken
    for A
    at times
    at high school..
    and no.. i didn’t drink
    at all then.. either nor was
    there any possibility then of
    me breaking any rules at all..
    except for buying the beer as i really
    liked the idea of having at least some ‘friends’..
    and yes.. i believed in the standard
    story of Jesus being an actually
    only begotten son of God..
    while my two friends
    were relatively
    atheist about
    all that
    stuff then..
    but one of them
    went to Jail after
    selling some LSD.. then..
    and got converted over
    in there.. stayed wild for
    a while in some ways and now
    is a total fundamentalist stiff
    collared ‘Christian’.. along with his/
    my other friend.. and no.. they are ‘too
    good’ to even be a casual acquaintance
    friend with me on Facebook..
    but it’s quite
    to me..
    as although
    one of ’em really
    screwed up for selling
    drugs.. they were happy
    and free at least
    one point
    in their
    life with
    not too many
    worries.. with
    a lot of heart left..
    at least in passionate
    wild and free spirit of
    feeling the wind in their hair..
    and truly this happens to many folks
    when they age.. and it’s not really even the
    age so much.. as the worries of a modern
    technological society
    that will take away
    the free
    and even
    parts of
    human beings..
    as stress is a cumulative
    assault of acid like cortisol
    impact on all the systems of
    the body.. day in day out..
    now to now.. and for some
    folks like me.. close
    to fight
    or flight
    type stress
    of being in a
    frigging Lion’s
    cage who is not all
    too happy about tHeir presence
    there.. but overall.. Lions in
    the Wild do better.. and
    so do so-called
    human beings
    who retain tHeir
    all natural God of
    Nature given spiRit
    of heARt in MiNd and
    BoDy BalanCinG SoUl..
    expreSsinG emoTioNs
    and seNses FREElY..
    so while my
    are laid
    up on their
    couches.. easy
    chairs.. or watching
    TV.. etc.. today.. i will
    be dancing at the beach.. or
    like Thursday night in a crowd
    of Joyous female sMiLes.. It’s truly sad
    when a domesticating culture takes
    all of this away.. as i didn’t have
    much of it to start with
    after age 3 and
    when Kindergarden
    started for sure..
    and after.. but dam..
    if i can get it back..
    and OMG more more more..
    it’s truly sad to see
    some folks who had it so
    strong and lose it almost completely
    in pews of truly lost from wild and Free with GOD
    Day Nature
    alWays noWiN uS
    and trUly WiLd and FreeNoW
    okay.. it’s afternoon enough
    wHere i can roam the beach
    now.. without
    frying the
    on my
    face.. Sun and
    God screen FREe..;)

  14. Facebook Friend Himali.. who
    has been absent for some
    months pursuing
    her job
    and creative
    writing skills
    off of Social Media
    notifies me that
    she is back again..
    now living in
    Emirates.. there..
    as a Management
    as they say..

    And i say..

    So Happy to see you here again..
    Look forward to the present
    of your presence.. friend..:)

    Himali says..

    Thank you !! smile emoticon looking forward to catch up with you !

    And i say.. smile emoticon!!

    Oh yes.. and almost
    forgot.. Hello Himali..
    wink emoticon

    So just like that..
    with several other
    lines of friendly
    social communication..
    when i am feeling
    a little lonely.. God
    sends an Angel to say hello
    in form
    of Himali..
    No prayers
    unanswered when real..:)

    Now off to the beach
    to dance liFe
    and Free
    with surely
    a brighter
    smile and steps
    from a friend’s smile
    in words of social media..:)

  15. https://theordinarilyordinary.wordpress.com/2016/04/13/insomnia-one-liner/comment-page-1/#comment-708

    i no.. have
    no idea
    what ‘this’
    means.. but
    have been
    missing you..
    so just
    by to
    say hi..
    and since theRe
    are the words
    Insomnia One Liner
    in the title.. hope you
    are sleeping Well.. my
    friend Rafiah.. for sweet dreams..:)

  16. gigoid says:

    Only got a little; I’ll be back… still down low..



    • Ha! SMiLes Friend.. gigoid
      for stopping by and today
      While i did go Fred go.. all
      day long.. and through the night
      in a multi-verse of style in dance
      all over the beach.. two bars.. boardwalks..
      etc.. my feet are propped up and rather sore
      as i have to admit i’m human tonight after all
      is said and danced.. but oh boy.. did i come across
      some interesting folks.. as hehe.. my dance always
      makes an interesting conversation piece.. particularly
      when i am floating like a seagull.. backwards in sand
      with my athletic shoes on.. and arms balancing the
      weight of my bird body in flight..
      moving meditation effortless
      with gravity..
      5 or so miles
      in deep sand..
      just a matter
      of balance
      and the
      rest flows with
      ocean set free..me..
      and OMG more fun
      beach photos coming
      to my next blog post
      titled.. “Earth Day Love”
      that will be pARt of this
      of course.. as when
      all steps and
      words become
      sacred in life and all
      senses and feelings
      too.. there is nothing
      to lose and all to gaiNoW..

      Thanks gigoid.. per my
      last comment.. i am running
      a little on empty too.. but no doubt
      i’m fixing to hit the bed and sleep
      to daybreak sound.. as the beach
      tends to do that to me..
      and thanks
      for stopping
      by on this one
      as well..
      and yes..
      another long
      one as usual..
      but i’m attempting
      to better limit the
      amount of nows
      i spend
      to enjoy
      Nature more..
      but sTiLL aLL the
      words seem to continue
      to flow like a faucet no
      matter what other
      i make..
      wiTh Winks..:)

  17. Affection.. peace.. compassion.. and mercy..
    aka Aloha.. from the so-called primitives
    of Hawaii.. before the modern
    world conquered
    it with the
    way modern Christianity
    practices life through the
    Materialism of Trump over
    the words of the humble similar
    Pan Jesus of the desert of Nature..
    sadly in the middle east that did not
    include the Natural Abundance of
    Hawaii.. before the buildings
    became more of Nature
    than beauty…
    Truly the Golden
    age is imprinted in the
    breast of human.. the eyes
    the hips.. yes.. the soft breast that
    provides the milk of life.. and hips
    wide bearing children with ease
    yeah.. the year of the
    butt is back again..
    but plastic reins
    stIll faux news
    now in bottles
    of rubber
    where even
    nipples are considered
    dirty and something in females
    that warrants a restricted rating
    in videos where blood freely flowing
    from violence is considered viewable
    by all but a nipple shown will be evidence
    of evil.. rather than the message that sex
    is sold rather than shared consensually
    with affection.. peace..
    compassion and
    mercy.. like
    our closet cousin
    the Bonobo does..
    to ward off the guns of
    modern humans.. where most
    people miss the deeper message
    of artists like Rihanna who is nothing
    like the art she presents about the
    darker side of culture
    where the nipple
    becomes an
    object of
    rather than just
    a fact
    of feeding life..
    and sacred as such
    instead of an object
    to buy
    or F iN
    Victoria’s secret..
    anyway.. as predictable
    in the comments section
    of YouTube.. some of ‘these’
    more ignorant folks of social
    messages in art.. totally missed
    the forest for the trees of what they
    see as evil nipples.. where life becomes
    for sale instead of free the way it is on
    beaches around the world where
    the Golden Age
    of the true representative
    of the God.. the Naturist Jesus
    from the Gnostic Gospels.. and the
    mythological.. true representative of
    God man of the Forest.. Pan.. in affection..
    compassion.. mercy
    and peace
    lives free again
    for those who freely
    enter back into the Golden
    Age of human.. where the fertility
    associated with human being was
    sacred and not reduced to a frigging
    dollar bill in a strip
    bar… When
    the human body
    becomes holy and
    free in all its reproductive
    functions.. and shared as
    such consensually in arts of
    culture as once was the case
    when humanity was valued over
    tools.. the golden age will come
    back again.. yes.. the Kingdom of God will
    rain.. Gold.. in peace.. compassion.. mercy
    and true
    of sacred human
    flesh again.. where
    every day is Earth Day..
    Human Day.. and God day
    one in same.. and Gold Finger
    is from
    head to toe..
    where no longer
    will the Anti-God folks
    call Rihanna’s life giving
    an evil
    F iN THING..
    over even guns..
    violence.. and the
    spilling of human blood..:)

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