this entire coming post
is dedicated to ARTISTS
of ALL colors.. tints.. and hues..who are
to freely express
NO MATTER HOW DIFFICULT
THE NAYSAYERS OF LIFE
HEART AND SOUL
ONE OF MY FAVORITES IS JACK KEROUAC
WHO REFUSES TO CORRECT SPELLING AND
THAT IS STILL
but i try my best to stay free of conscious
the freedom flow that can be in
It is always my pleasure to visit other blogs where i always find inspiration from all the words i read.. and truly i am blessed to be retired and financially independent to live a free life of words and steps of dancing a life of living art.. instead of the cold prisons of office life in administration and supervising others.. in the life I lead for years and years before.. freedom finAlly arises for me.. like a Phoenix from the ashes.. of all the chronic stress related disorders i suffer from for over 5 years…
And of course SO MUCH of the counting of that blessing is recorded here..
so iF i ever lose my heart.. soul.. and spirit again.. at least i will know where to go to visit it again..;)
But nah.. with a mind and body in balance with emotions regulated and senses integrated.. disease is the illusion and ease of bliss in the heaven now is the reality always now in a state of body and in balance where time of inertia no longer exists..
in the UNI-verse we CAN create for ourselves
in flow of loving living light of now..:)
And no one CAN teach me that but me..
as i know now if IT IS to BE..
IT truly IS
in the flow..
in the moment of now..
so many metaphors in a variety
of cultures that say the same
Zen essence ZoNE of Truth
in positive life LIGHT..
as one is immersed in the perfection of practice
with never finality of goal.. as a continuing life of bliss in the heaven of now…
And truly there are more avenues than ever to achieve this state of mind and body in balance.. if one just develops the physical intelligence to regulate emotions.. integrate senses.. and increase cognitive executive functioning through greater focus and short term working memory to allow the Quantum human mind and body in balance unleashed to release in letting it all go in creativity and imagination to become a reality of now.. where time melts away to the heaven of mindful awareness in body and mind balance forevermore now.. like this.. haha!..;)
Ah, finAlly another ‘REAL Illuminati’, enters A ‘rING’ of ‘fire’.
Email me, and I’ll explain that to ‘you’, and NO, not the person who
wrITES ‘that’, as he/s/HE, already, obviously
Trust me, IT DOES NOT COME
FROM FORMAL INVITATION
And tHERE are some ‘lyrics’ from
a ‘song’ of poetry AND PROSE named
‘Equinox’ that describes
AND by the way, so-called ‘Uncle AL’ has a huge influence on
‘Scientology’, as a personal friend of ‘Mr. Hubbard’;
and nah, I dam sure don’t take too much OF
what ‘they’ say ‘overall’, as light and truth;
but usually there is at least some light
in all so-called DARK places,
wHERE folks are neither
cynical of the light
Honestly, PERHAPS the saddest thing of all, IN REAL LIFE,
is folks who come to believe they have no control over theIR life,
as random globs of ‘crap’ from the Universe, as is.
Trust me, if you ever become a shut-in with 19 documented disorders, and cannot raise your arms over your head without almost passing out, for five long years; additionally, with the worst documented pain known to mankind that is like someone drilling your teeth without novocaine, except it is in your eye and ear, and find the free will inside to cure all of that; and to do what other folks ‘in the know’, describe as amazing accomplishments of actual physical feats
that so-called science say are not possible for a disabled human being, like in my case, leg pressing 930LBS on a parallel leg press machine, which is much harder, per the laws of physics to do, than a vertical leg press machine, 14 times, slowly with your arms raised in the air, growling like a gorilla that no one else currently evidences doing anywhere on YouTube, like this, other than me at age 54,
come back and tell me you don’t believe in free will.
And not only that I have done an art of dance walk in MIXED martial arts and ballet-like style, documented by way of Nike GPS sports watch over 3400 miles now in 20 months, wherever I go in the general public, as well as documenting, now, well over 200 gorgeous girls grinning ear to ear from the muse of dance I bring to them, in one of the top 100 dance clubs in America, as well as being assessed as the literal “MVP of dance” there, by the general dancing, and spectating audience.
A random glob of bullsH** didn’t create that friend;
RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL JUST DID IT, and does IT, AS IS.
SOME FOLKS HAVE IT; AND SADLY ENOUGH SOME FOLKS DON’T BELIEVE THEY HAVE IT, AND PAY THE CONSEQUENCES, ACCORDINGLY WITH THEIR LACK OF FAITH, HOPE, AND BELIEF IN THEMSELVES in much greater ways of flesh and blood HUMAN POTENTIAL life OF REALLY MORE FULLY LIVING, in what truly counts in life, in connections to other flesh and blood human beings, as nature and evolution ‘dictates’,
per Mother Nature TRUTH AND LIGHT AKA GOD.
THE TRUTH AND LIGHT BIT, BY THE WAY,
IS SIMPLY A METAPHOR FOR WHAT WORKS, BY A WAY.
To be strong and love, is to have human relative free will.
Anything less, is a self imposed prison of a ‘robot mind’.
And truly the lack of relative human free will, is the illusion,
and apparently at least in SOME situations, a place where a
get of jail free card, is as close as relative
human free WILL IS.
So yeah, I know a ‘little’ about Quantum Physics too;
But I know a whole BUNCH more about human relative FREE WILL,
when the flesh and blood hits the challenges of the real
highways of life, than it appears exists in your universe,
@ALL, at this time; but the GOOD NEWS is CHANGE IS
ALMOST ALWAYS POSSIBLE FOR THE BETTER WITH
RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL AND ACCOMPANYING
GREATER POTENTIAL PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE;
regulating emotions, integrating senses, increasing
and enhancing cognitive executive functioning, through
greater focus and short term working memory; that obviously
also is one potential cure for the disabling aspects of Autism
as noted in the clinical environment. Truly, a systemizing mind
without the emoting powers of emotions and senses in mind and
body balance, lacks a great deal of human relative free will; as truly
it is disabling not to exercise relative human free will, in all the ways
that can just happen, when a person just does it, instead of talking about
what they cannot do, anathema to what humans are evolved as, per creatures
that overcome amazing challenges of life, as all free animals do not imprisoned by
false illusions of ‘HUMAN ZOO LIFE’ through abstract language, cultures, and religions that
do JUST THAT; THAT TRULY AT CORE OF HUMAN NATURE IS NOT ‘JUST’ AT ALL FOR WHAT
IS POSSIBLE IN HUMAN POTENTIAL WITH RELATIVE FREE WILL, WITH THE METAPHOR OF THE
QUANTUM HUMAN MIND unleashed, WHETHER OR NOT THAT HAS ‘SQUAT’ TO DO WITH REAL
QUANTUM PHYSICS. The Fact is, IN AT LEAST MY CASE, HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL HAS EMPIRICAL
RESULTS THAT I CAN CLEARLY ILLUSTRATE WITH JUST A YOUTUBE LINK, WHEREVER THESE LEGS OF
‘STEEL’, IN HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL
TAKE ME ANYWHERE
I WANNA GO.
AND SURE, the dance halls with hundreds of gorgeous girls, is part of that, with Just a little sampling
of that in my latest blog post, if you think I am just spewing more human bull crap here.
Smiles and HAPPY WILL TO YA, IN NOW, WHEN YA GET IT AND JUST DO IT…:)
And for NOW THAT reminds me of THIS SONG, BY MIKE WILL, AND MILEY; AMUSINGLY ENOUGH,
to me, at least, with human relative free will in the imaginative creative mind of physical intelligence set FREE;
AKA MY OWN PERSONALLY DEVELOPED METAPHOR OF THE QUANTUM HUMAN MIND UNLEASHED;
perhaps the science of Quantum Physics,
one day will better explain how I do what I do, as doctors currently have
NO FRIGGING CLUE,
LITERALLY, NO FRIGGING CLUE.
BUT UGH, science,
per the ugh, scientific method,
is way to slow for me,
I learned the lesson of that as a research associate,
at the University level, of so-called ‘expertise’,
over 3 decades ago…
ALL NATURAL HUMAN MIRACLES
THE RESULTS SPEAK THE TRUTH.
I DON’T NEED A FRIGGING LAB COAT,
TO EXPRESS THAT TRUTH, EITHER, WITH
WINKS OR NOT, TOO..:)..;)..:)..;)..:)..;)..:)..;)
OR ‘MORSE CODE’..;)
‘WILL’ IS COOL…
Just another sweet young dancing partner
AND TWO OR THREE AND OR MANY MORE..
at Old Seville Quarter.. last night..
doing what i currently do best in FREE rains of April LOVE DANCING away the night in tens of thousands of dance steps and arm movements for around 3 hours with not a break for even a drink of water…
And then there is the writing that goes on and on.. recently arriving at 4.. 7 thousand word epic poetry posts.. in around a week at one point in time.. with several hundred thousand words total.. over a month or so of Easter Lent time for me…
And OH GOD.. if i have a dollar for every time a WTF open mouth dazed and or drinking dancer or and spectator..
asks me what drugs i am on.. to accomplish all of this.. and if i they can have some.. i will certainly be able to feed several homeless veterans on the side of city roads..
But nah.. baby..
everything i do is all natural in the flow
in just letting human higher potential imagination and creativity go!
in F IN FUN K ING amazing
WITH THE QUANTUM
HUMAN MIND AND BODY
UNLEASHED AND RELEASED
AND FOR WTF
WHEN used for ‘WELL’, the Placebo effect AND AFFECT, is a scientifically studied effect and affect that works.
And so is the NOCEBO effect and affect, as nicely illustrated, below in the video that shows that what one thinks and feels about something can be significantly dangerous, as well as beneficial, per the placebo effect and affect.
And if one ever looks to studies for psychotropic drugs,
one usually finds that the drugs are only significantly better than
THE PLACEBO affect and effect, by a relatively small number of percentage points.
The bottom line IS, the power of the emotion of human belief, IS a REAL deal in emoting positive and negative outcomes, depending on the skills in generating positive or negative belief, among those who innately and environmentally CAN and WILL TO DEVELOP THOSE SKILLS TO MAKE REAL LIFE NATURAL MIRACLES, OCCUR IN LIFE.
IF, I READ A PERSON either a horoscope or fortune cookie message that says you are going to feel better than yesterday, and they use that ABSTRACT SYMBOL AS A ‘TOTEM’ FOR THE EMOTION OF BELIEF THERE IS THE MORE LIKELY CHANCE THAT THEY ARE GOING TO ALL NATURALLY IMPROVE HOW THEY LIVE, in ACTION BY ‘JUST’ DOING IT,
with their own inner emoting emotion of belief.
So, hell yeah; that’s empirical evidence of how
acupuncture, astrology, herbal medicine,
and even religious belief works.
IT’S all about the
POWER OF HUMAN
emoting EMOTION of BELIEF
TO MAKE HUMAN NIGHTMARES OR DREAMS COME TRUE;
RELATIVELY speaking of course, per relative human free will;
THAT utilizes the REAL POTENTIAL HEALING POWER OF THE
emoting emotions of faith, hope and belief,
and the EMOTION OF relative human free will;
THAT no matter what symbol of ‘totem’
of abstract words or a stack of rocks,
or WTF, ELSE, serves AS ABSTRACT SYMBOL,
to associate that powerful healing emotion to make positive or
NEGATIVE change a reality, in all natural miraculous flow OR NIGHTMARE OF WISHING,
AND HAVING FAITH WITH HOPE AND BELIEF IN WHAT one REALLY does or does NOT WANT, IN TERMS OF change.
BUT HERE’S THE OTHER THING; some studies suggest that only a third of the overall general population benefit from Placebo, and some studies suggest that this same power of belief is not as strong with literal, black and white thinkers like what is a commonly occurring clinical trait of so-called Autism.
And duh, I MEAN DUH, FOR FOLKS WHO DO NOT EXPERIENCE STRONG EMOTIONS OF FAITH, HOPE, AND BELIEF,
along with the inability through deficits of creative and imaginative physical intelligence to regulate emotions, and integrate senses, along with the all natural human higher power of focus, and greater short term working memory;
THAT EVEN SCIENCE is starting to show
is a real empirical testable thingy;
There is no ‘GOD’ like this in the so-called
‘HIGHER POWER OF GOD’, IN THE LIFE EXPERIENCE of these folks.
No placebo effect/affect in practical terms in the natural occurring potential of human life experience equals little to NO all natural so-called miracles, and perhaps LITTLE TO no relative experience of the three letter symbol known as GOD.
But it bears remembering; that folks who are not subject to the placebo effect and affect are also not subject to the NOCEBO EFFECT AND AFFECT; SO WITH THE CHANCE OF ‘HEAVEN’, IN METAPHOR OF COURSE, COMES AN EQUAL CHANCE FOR ‘HELL’ AS WELL;
THE PLACE ONE GOES TO, WITH THE REAL EMOTING POWERS OF THE EMOTIONS OF FAITH, HOPE, AND BELIEF, CAN BE REGULATED, INTEGRATED, AND BALANCED THROUGH THE EMOTING EMOTIONAL POWER OF HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL.
And additionally, studies show there is some real effect AND AFFECT of precognition when highly emotionally charged images of sex are used instead of the old images of symbols without emotions attached.
And OMG, of course, that makes sense, as even science now shows that the general phenomenon of human lust generates emotions, imagination, creativity, and even frigging productivity.
This is all frigging common sense; and the type of stuff that Eastern Philosophies are tuned into;
WITH AGE-OLD abstract symbols OF HUMAN WRITTEN LANGUAGE, used to describe IT ranging from chakras, QI, CHI, DAO, TAO, the middle way of ZEN Buddhism, and so many other symbols that all have the same essence of truth and
POSITIVE LIGHT IN EMOTIONS OF
potential EVENTUAL human animal MAMMAL homeostasis balance,
IN emotional regulation and sensory integration for greater cognitive executive functioning, in focus and short term working memory generated by expanding one’s all natural imaginative, creative levels of physical intelligence;
THAT IS best earned ALL NATURALLY by moving baby, moving; yes, moving like our ancestors naturally do in balance to become ‘invisible’, per quiet, IN REGULATING EMOTIONS AND SENSES,
enough, on terrestrial ground, to go unnoticed by predators and prey
TO JUST FRIGGING DO IT, AND FRIGGING SURVIVE.
And this my friends, is why the average ‘caveman’ is so much dam ‘smarter’, overall,
in REAL FLESH AND BLOOD SMARTS FOR SURVIVAL IN EVERYDAY BLISS, IN JUST LIVING NOW,
THAN A FRIGGING
LAWYER OR STOCK BROKER
ON WALL STREET, LIVING IN
A SUIT CLOTHED OF,
REAL HUMAN HELL.
THE ‘INVISIBLE MAN’, PATH,
ON ‘ROUTE 66’, THANK YA;
OVER ANY SO-CALLED SMARTY PANTS DUDE,
LIKE ME HERE, WHO USED TO OVER THINK CRAP,
WITH A STRAIGHT ‘A’ PERFECTIONIST head-filled
MIND ON A HIGHWAY STRAIGHT TO HUMAN HELL;
INSTEAD OF MOVING, AND JUST DOING IT IN,
ALL NATURAL IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY
OF GREATER PHYSICAL
INTELLIGENCE FULLER REALIZED,
IN MEASURED ACTION,
AS JUST ANOTHER
‘Invisible NINJA MAN’..;)
AND IF THAT DOESN’T WORK,
ONE CAN TRY THE ‘LORD OF THE RINGS’;
YES, SAME STUFF OF PLACEBO EMOTION OF
BELIEF THAT REALLY WORKS FOR THOSE WHO
CAN AND WILL TAKE POSITIVE ADVANTAGE OF IT.
AND anyone who CAN TAKE positive advantage of it,
and does not; the folly is their own folly, with or without
human relative free will, more fully developed and exercised,
FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE,
OR THE LORD OF THE RINGS,
OR WTF ELSE, WORKS, AS IS, FOR NOW.
THE BOTTOM LINE IS, IT CAN, AND WILL WORK,
FOR AT A LEAST A THIRD, OF THE GENERAL POPULATION.
AND IF MORE PEOPLE PRACTICE IT IN REAL LIFE, AS A WAY OF LIFE,
LIKE THE so-called GNOSTIC JESUS SUGGESTS;
MORE ‘DREAMS’ WILL COME TRUE,
‘IN a day IN THE LIFE’ OF A
AND CHANCES are this is all gibberish for
folks who do not have the ability to do this;
for whatever innate and or environmental
reasons PREVENT THEM FROM DOING JUST
I AM JUST PROVIDING EVIDENCE OF WHY,
AS THE FRIGGING ‘TRUTH AND LIGHT’
And yes.. truly for
some folks pain is as close
to feeling something
at all that they
And i suppose that is
the saddest part of human
nature than cannot be felt..
with pain or not…
can be hard enough..
but to sign it on the dotted line..
is an end of a beginning one hopes is not signed..
But a new beginning whether signed or not..
is always the next step..
Ah.. the freedom of the blues loose in the
humidity of southern dialect ways..
there is nothing freer.. wilder..
and much deeper
than soul of music..
and i suppose the father of
rock and roll as well..
in the blue midnight
moons of the African deserts..
that also still exist in rap..:)
Well.. as a child who cannot
speak until age four..
and a young adult
who has problems
with language in general..
and even understanding the
that i cannot separate from what
i feel in emotional contagion..
from all other folks..
To come to the ability
to connect language with emotions
are certainly the guideposts of symbols for
peace of mind.. and flow of emotional expression..
in verbal language.. the farthest star of my life..
i finally reach..for now..:)
As before my eyes are all that i have
to truly connect like this in
innate human emotion..:)
And truly a challenge..
as those eyes
are now shaded in illness..
for emotional expression of and for others..:)
But yes.. with true grit.. there can always be
Truly words take me to
places i never visit in real life..
and of course they also take me away
from other places
i want to visit in real life..
but never the less..
with human connection there is light and life..
so to count my blessings is.. to count my words too..
at least in emotional expression of connection with others..
as is.. NOW..:)
Ah.. the singularity
of man and machine
where man learns machine
and becomes machine too..
to regain heart..
soul.. and spirit..
is to be the
‘Terminator’ of machines..
un-renewed.. with renewal of heart..
soul.. and spirit expressed.. as here2..:)
To believe is real and the greaTEST
gift of all that CAN BE FREE!..:)
Ah.. rain.. rain.. rain… a dusty early April..
in Northwest Florida.. IS now
turned into an over a week
deluge of flooding rains..
rain .. rain..
wHere the only
is getting wet
or UmbrElla of
covering rains of GOD’s Love..
as after all we are 90% or so RAINFULL!
OF GOD’S REIGNING REINING RAINING LOVE!..;)
I’ll stick with the sun and be A son as well..:)
And the perfume of the sweat of dance goes so much
farther than a smell of life..:)
The kindness of renewal of rain..
on dusty souls of flowers..
is a moisture i lean to as well..
to regain the colors of my soul..:)
Yes.. the poet’s lighthouse.. guides seas of words..
and waves that wash ashore.. in linings of paragraph shores..
and then @Some Poets the lighthouse dims..
a point of darkness.. but the muses.. are waiting.. beyond
the midnight moon.. of deepest ocean blues..
to light the candle of word houses..
in hues in light of moon
again in spiring
When snow white is dark and light is black crow
in instructing white to escape as light..
there is harmony in the Universe..
and we can all rest with peace..
with love for light and dark asNOW..:)
Somewhere long ago..
somewhere in a desert of loneliness flow..
one and then another.. start scratching imaginary
connections of stars in desert sand below..
And then there is
a letter of
geometry and flow..
a word.. a paragraph..
and when emotions do finally flow
in poetic words of expression..
There is this.. and i enjoy it
very much.. with smiles..
..So true.. the darkest nights of heaven..
can become the greatest lights.. in gift.. of human heart and soul
expressed as Truth and Light in Spirit.. in letting go and flowing
(:..life as is..for NOW..:)
(:..THere is no science in the art of poetry for me.. with smiles..
laughs.. and winks.. IN the poetry that is NOWme..;)
That’s OK.. that your
Processor and Internet speed..
does not permit you to visit my blog..
and thanks for taking the time and effort
to explain that.. AND truly i come
to poetry to escape science
and there are no poetic forms or rules i desire to or will ever comply with
as art is the pART of my heART i refuse to lose.. in a frigging world
that is already systemizing science ENOUGH NOW that will take
the ‘Terminator 6’ to destroy now.. Haha!.. My posts are just
‘Trojan Horses’ of sorts.. that compromise much bandwidth
and processor speed hogging attributes at once..
the real brevity of poetry stuff is in my comments..
after all i say and dance is done for now..IN
responding to the inspiring words of others..
AND thanks for being so understanding..
as that’s another rare commodity..
i find in now to..today..:)
Ah.. the human condition evolved for peaceful easy sharing love.. when there are relatively small groups of sets of eyes to connect to.. not much more than 150 to 200.. hearts to connect to like that..:)
And then comes agriculture and the move away from free range humans.. and then the industrial age.. when men and women become the tools as fools.. instead of he and or her…
And now a four inch screen.. or if one is lucky 8 hours or so planted in front of a pleasing two-foot box.. is still so restricting a view.. to all the emotions and sensory experiences.. that can be.. the human being come true..:)
Dear anonymous.. you provide this same advice before..
and i respond with appreciation.. for the time and effort..
that you take to provide it..
But please know that i am fully aware that fewer folks
are going to read longer ‘epic poetic expressions’
in words.. images.. and videos..
that is currently what i do for the love of art..
not the expectation of anything other than the art of art..
i clarify that a number of times.. as i do now again..
in ‘the comments section’ in qualification of what i do..
along with the fact that i love to respond in
micro-expression of poetic words
to the inspiring words of others…
So in other words.. the only contribution that i will guess
anyone will truly appreciate in the rhythm of what i am currently
admitting to doing in my writing.. as epic poetic expressions of a journey
of dance in life with words.. photos.. and videos.. is just the micro-expressions
of poetic words.. i leave as appreciation for the inspiring words of others…
That’s enough for me.. and truly after
what i go through in life.. every now..
just being alive is all i want from life..
Everything else is just icing on THAT cake…
And by the way.. overall readership of my blogs
are currently skyrocketing.. as i currently author 6 blogs
where the readership is currently hundreds of readers a day.. overall..
and over 1 million in the last 2 years that i am happily doing art.. AS IS NOW..
however it comes to me and not
how I control it
with any specific
But more than anything else from me friend to you friend..
i apologize that i frustrate you at times with what I do..
but please do try to understand it is for the sake of art
that truly saves my heart.. soul.. and spirit from a death
in truly MORE fully living life.. in emotional and sensory
mind and body creatively and imaginatively balancing life!
For and AS IS iNOW!..:)
So with that refrain..
i just do what i do..
for THE ART.. Friend..
and hope you are having
a wonderful now in now…
It will not hurt my feelings
if you stop visiting what i do..
if you do not have the patience for it..
as lord knows.. if i am still working..
i simply will NOT have the time to either write it or read.. it..
and certainly do not expect anything higher than that from anyone else…
i suppose it is the ‘free-timers’
that are exploding my readership
among my 6 blogs.. smiles..:)
Well, THAT explains the ‘Info Wars stuff’, all by ITself.
Only folks with a deficIT in what REAL human empathy IS,
AS IS, ALTRUISTICALLY evolvING, hold the freedoms
of others ‘back IN BLACK’ through ‘conspiracy’
theories generated by culture,
and or religion
propagated by written
abstract human language.
Freedom is a ‘GOD Given’
all natural ‘place’
Perhaps one is willing to imprison the will of certain
aspects of the human race that is one family togeThEr
in one game of survival of life, ASoNE reAlly big
GLOBAL TRIBE NOW, per the example
of HOMOSEXUAL MARRIAGES;
one WitH ONE
do NOT PLAY
PRACTICAL INTENTS AND
THE BLACK HOLE ‘SON’
Hmm, and TheRe’s
a theme song
for ‘JUST’ THAT in ‘THUNDER’
‘STRUCK’ WAY IN ‘BACK IN BLACK’!..;)