19 Responses to FoR YoUr eYes onLY

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   April 18, 2016 at 2:09 PM

   In response to the
   “FoR YoUr eYes onLY”..
   poeticAlly SPeaKinG
   bLog post.. Facebook
   Friend.. Rafiah..
   from Pakistan..
   says..

   Only of my eyes start
   seeing like your does.
   Then I’ll be happy and at
   peace. Life will be worth
   living then. smile emoticon

   And i say..

   SMiLes.. my friend Rafiah..
   i wiLL do everything that
   God allows me.. to
   say and do..
   to help
   take you/they
   forever tHere
   noW as Love
   iN fearless ways..:)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   April 18, 2016 at 3:54 PM

   

   

   Story of tWin pi11ars of ambition..
   my Uncle on top.. wiTh
   “i dare do all that may
   become a man;
   Who dare do
   more is
   none”
   from the
   “Lady Macbeth”
   play.. and the 2006 movie..
   V.. for Vendetta that has a
   limit on what is appropriate
   for a man to do.. of course..
   in ethical and moral ways..
   to get the wHole job dONE..
   and my father on bottom
   who simply
   says
   the common adage
   “Never do today
   what you can
   put off until
   tommorrow”..
   and yes.. theiR favorite
   quotes from tHeir Senior
   photos would truly separate
   tHEir outcomes in life.. by attitude..
   even though they were identical twins..
   so let it be written in symbolic
   form so let it be done
   in essence of
   action..
   is the
   way human
   attitude in both
   thought and action
   truly works in liFe by
   visualizing through whatever
   means of symbols takes one to
   tHeir imagining and creating
   purposes in liFe through
   moving.. connecting..
   and yes.. creating..
   too.. my Uncle worked
   for the ‘system’ for a few
   years.. and then worked for
   himself the rest of his life..
   whereas my father worked for the
   Law Enforcement system for 46 years..
   until age 69.. and the other
   super ambitious.. half
   Jewish instead of
   half Irish/German//
   Spanish/French Half
   brother got rich off
   of selling vacuum cleaners
   with a several million dollar
   home now.. on the Emerald coast
   as such.. through pure will and effort..
   hmm.. so.. yes.. considering that it is 4:00
   pm.. on tax deaDLINE day.. wheRe the sealed
   envelope must arrive at the post office by
   midnight tonight.. and i haven’t even
   printed the dam required forms
   off the Internet yet.. YES!
   i am my father’s
   Son.. but when it
   comes to extreme focus
   and getting the job of what
   i currently AM laser focused on..
   no matter if there is any monetary
   REaward or not.. results come in TSuNaMi
   way.. so apparently those two halves
   are whole
   in me..
   and my first
   cousin.. never
   has worked for the
   system.. A totAlly
   free musician
   all his life..
   as far as i know..
   with of course great
   support from the caring
   father.. that i for one
   rarely saw in my father
   through decades of blood
   relations..
   hmm.. but
   as they say..
   genetics runs deep..
   and i do see and feel
   both of them in me
   as one for
   sure now..
   wHere
   V is
   both for
   Victory and
   OH MY GOD
   now it’s
   time
   to print
   out the
   tax form
   and get that
   system of the ‘man’
   job done by deadline time..
   Meanwhile 7 prompts behind
   now with my current effort
   on Thursday dVerse open
   link prompt.. now..
   three weeks ago..
   on the 31st of
   March..
   but what
   comes may
   will when
   it comes
   what may
   and for now..
   one of my favorite
   blog posts from the
   past.. “FREE Rains of April LOVE”

   FREE Rains of April LOVE

   from April 18th of 2015..
   as reminded by secretary
   Facebook for yearly
   memories
   today..
   where i am
   debating in creative
   ways with the folks
   on the Wrong Planet..
   and responding in poetic
   form to one of the dVerse administrators
   taling me.. i need to do less instead
   of more.. well true.. brevity is the
   spirit of most wit.. but i am
   the wit of spirit
   with
   no
   limit
   or expectations
   when totAlly free..
   and as i told my Friend
   Rafiah up tHere at the beginning..
   i found a way to Heaven.. and i will
   do all that WILL become a human
   to get the job
   dONE wHOle..
   to help
   others find
   tHeir own
   personal paths
   iN Journey oF LiFe
   eternAlly noWiNREAL
   hUman heaVen noW..
   come what
   may.. WiLL
   be as NOW..
   and oh yeah.. the theme
   SonG.. currently.. per the Beatles
   “Benefit for Being
   Mr. Kite”.. true it’s
   only a somewhat
   mind altering
   drug enhanced
   song.. from a simple
   prompt of a Circus Flyer
   but trUly while some folks
   thInk theRe is only random iN LIfE
   the illusion truly iS tHere is anything
   other than meaning and purpose in liFe..
   sadly.. some folks can totally
   miss the sign
   or circus
   flyer as
   it were
   or is for NoW..
   where H iS 8 or Infinity
   Standing TaLL.. and K is
   11 coming in after 10
   fingers and toes
   as such.. two
   hemispheres
   of brain not
   fully connected
   and two hemispheres
   of earth currently
   connecting better
   with online access as
   hUmans who greater find
   a bridge between tHeir two
   hemiSpheres of potential iN
   bRain as metaphor of course..
   and join back together as
   H.. the bridge between
   two separate ones
   as 11 becoming
   oNe standing
   tall
   Infinity
   now as 8..H..
   as a conscious fractal
   of the God of Nature…
   Meanwhile on Saturday
   i was defying concrete gravity
   around 1 pm.. doing a floating
   230 LB Horse-like dancer.. then on
   terrestrial brick dance Hall
   floor plane.. wHere trUly my 8
   or H.. was working with aLL
   of what meaning and
   purpose iN
   synchronicity
   of God’s Nature
   WiLL be when
   unleashed
   and released
   iN metaphor of
   Quantum miNd and
   boDy iN balance
   In moVing..
   conneCtinG
   and creaTinG ways..
   so HA! YOU thought it was
   just a non-sense song.. or
   just about a circus flyer..
   WeLL if that’s the case
   my friend.. whomever
   you are iN trUe
   NatUre spiRit
   of God..
   perhaps
   you have
   fallen asleep
   and require a little
   stimulant oF miNd and boDy
   balance per the art of moving
   balancing dance to wake up..
   it beats
   LSD..
   Molly..
   Alcohol
   Mary Jane..
   and all her
   step up and down
   friends.. in miNd/
   BoDy enhancements and
   dis-inhibitors and
   next thing ya kNow
   too.. yoUr stone cOld
   heArt.. SpiRit.. and SoUl..
   like the statue dude who looks quite
   a bit like me then in the burial scene
   on the Sargent Pepper’s Album cover..
   comes back to life.. with or without
   a mustache
   now..
   hehe..
   liFe iS inSanELy
   good when fuLLeR
   hUman poTenTiAL
   rises as the
   PHoeniX
   wiLL
   out of
   ashes
   per
   random
   bullshit
   mouths who have
   yet to taste the
   magic water of God’s
   SpiRit.. inside.. outside..
   above.. so below.. and all around
   fire and water baby.. miXed for HeaVeNoW..
   oh yeah..
   what’s due
   Caesar
   for
   now..
   see ya
   after that..
   dinner.. a work-out..
   and whatever may
   come for
   next
   iN
   HeaVeNoW..
   just consider
   iT a challenge i guess
   from Mr.. SkyGodess
   as Kite WiLL
   do iN
   Egyptian
   Mythology..too..
   butt true.. i’m
   gonna reAlly have
   to water aLL oF thiS
   down.. iF i ever expect
   to sell
   an
   album
   cover
   wIThASALLTHAtIS..;)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   April 19, 2016 at 12:14 AM

   Well.. it’s 11:54 pm..
   and yes i made
   the tax
   deadline
   arriving
   alive at the
   post office in
   time to get that
   midnight post mark
   of 4182016..
   and long
   day..
   bed soon..
   but first a few
   words from gigoid’s
   place.. for now it seems…:)

   Abject traces of bellicose faces….

   (:..Gift
   now never
   beginning
   never ending
   beginning never
   now gift
   of all that is
   is that all of
   gift now
   now is
   deep is now
   deeper shallows
   shallows deeper
   mY
   FriEnd
   mY
   deeper shallows
   shallows deeper
   now is deep
   is now
   now gift
   of all that is
   is that all of
   Gift now
   never beginning
   never ending
   ending never
   beginning
   never now
   Gift..:)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   April 19, 2016 at 9:41 AM

   

   A world of Multi-colored NUTS

   ^^^

   Ah.. yes.. a tribute to Nut.. Mut.. Isis.. or Kite.. AKA
   KAtrina and most all of her extended family
   in this year old post here from April 19th
   of 2015.. per Egyptian mythology..
   hmm.. the resemblance StIll
   iS uncanny.. and kinda strange
   as now at 46 she sTill remains
   the same as she did when she
   was in her 20’s..
   hmm.. almost
   as confusing
   as all the
   Mary’s in the
   Bible.. but in this
   case.. Nut.. Mut..
   and Isis.. wITh
   different names..
   but that same tall
   slender.. dark haired
   girl/woman.. who remains
   the same in form.. throughout
   the ages.. as such.. long before
   Katrina’s 46 years as much.. but
   haha… and or hehe.. an excellent
   conversation piece.. wife Katrina and
   her mythological aliases certainly are..
   at least to me.. to me.. heheX2.. for now..
   and to be clear.. Kite is a mythological bird..
   not a seagull.. not exactly like the soaring
   wingspread.. Seagull.. per RA the Sun God..
   in current profile pic Facebook
   status thingy as seagull
   style but certainly
   reminiscent
   of the mythology
   enTaiLed as such
   sTill today..
   hmm.. excellent
   story line for a much
   larger story.. namely..
   “SonG oF mY SoUl”..
   sPANning over 3 milLioN
   words now iN mY Word
   Press Blog alone.. not
   counting 8 million or so
   other words leading up
   to that and tHis..
   anyway.. i am so
   F in tiRed oF
   heaRing folks
   name God
   anyThing iN
   cluding him..
   wHere even Nut
   is a welcome relief
   to him.. Nut.. yes.. a
   world of Multi-colored
   Nut we aLL truLY are
   in essence of allthatis
   un-namED as wHoLe and sAMe..
   Yep.. holding the sky up is not
   an easy job.. but as Katrina
   says..
   someone
   has to geT
   the job dOne..
   Where as always
   her husband Geb
   the God of earth
   just lays
   around kicked
   back relaxing not
   much different than
   a male Bonobo or
   Pan of
   the Forest
   or someone
   else she tales
   me she kNowS now..;)

   ^^^

   

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   April 19, 2016 at 10:55 AM

   Effortless dreams, in colorful shoes….

   sMiles.. mY friEnd.. gigoid..
   the purpose as metaphor
   of course.. just as word..
   of science and religion
   iS to make sense
   out of
   ART thaT
   iS reaLITy
   oF reaSon
   thAT has no
   bE
   cause..
   as Now iS
   noW eNd anD
   beGinNinG oF
   storY noW beS..
   reference mY lasT
   comment.. hehex2
   aLL around noW.. as iS..
   hmm.. wHere to go neXt..
   Yex.. for scores of thouSands
   oF years.. as anthrApology oF
   modern primitives suggest..
   the human so-called
   thinKing process
   iS more
   iNnate.. iNstinct
   and iNtuiTion wheN
   aLL iS flow iN different
   dimension oF boDYmiNd wITh
   metaphor oF dreAM
   tiMe.. iNstead
   of mechanical
   hAnds tick tocking
   iN predictable and
   assigned fashion
   of stays
   the
   same..
   what a cRock
   a cLock as God..
   with no change..
   that stays the same..
   otHeR than aToMic
   variation as aLL
   iS change..
   Problem WitH
   tHe WORlD.. trUly..
   iS folks have lost the
   maGic of dreamtime.. thE
   Flow.. the River.. the Ocean
   thaT n0w animals other than the
   forgETtinG ones who are hUman
   sTiLL live noW alWays fLoW iN
   ZonE are tHey and i for one reFuse
   the lies
   away
   from
   River
   oF Now my Friend..
   i aM aLive.. a River and
   Ocean that never ends
   as long as liGht iS i
   streAMinG
   oN
   PASS
   i
   oN
   i
   aMnoW…
   Answer eNds
   and beGins aT
   liGht
   oF eacH
   i
   as wHoLe..
   bUlbs
   cOld..
   sEEds
   sTiLL
   liGht up noW..
   wHen HOldinG
   hAnds aGAiN
   briGht.. and thaT
   iS what tHis wHoLe
   netWork oF oNline iS
   aLL aBout.. hOlding hAnds
   and liGhting.. uP.. wITh never
   undeRestimaTinG thE Force oF liGht
   iN syNergy
   oF Hands
   thAT hOld
   toGeTheR
   noW iN Force oF liGht..
   An eXperiment oF Real
   mY
   friEnd..
   coMing to
   liGht beGins
   anewnowreal..
   Caesar’s rUle
   sTill rUleS..
   tHe hAIRy
   oneS..
   mY FRiEnD..:)

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   April 19, 2016 at 12:31 PM

   oH.. yeS.. the green man.. per unleashing the Hulk.. makes
   a return visit to this next blog post thaT iS going to bE
   titLed “hOMe oF liGht”.. per dArk and liGht.. noW..
   sOUnd OM SonG.. and moVinG Dance to kicK
   iT oFF as he oF liGht..
   yes.. metaphors.. words..
   truLy iT’s all of whAT wE
   IMAGine.. move.. connect
   and create iT aLL to be iN
   symbol way of approximating
   what we sense.. and feel as REAL..
   so basicAlly it’s a free foRAll.. to gEt
   the joB of JOB aLL dONe for noW as such..
   serIOUsly.. sacred teXts of the past so deep
   and convoluted.. fAiL to impress me any
   more as obviously i for one can go
   deeper stAnding oN thE giAnts
   of miNds and Bodies in
   creative literature
   and other visual
   symbols from aLL thAt
   my miNd and boDy noW
   iN balance has experiencED
   in tHis lifetime now.
   and the Hulk is juSt
   another modern metaphor
   for Osiris.. the green man
   that is the husband of
   the mother sister wife
   by the name of Isis.. later
   suckling chiLd Horus like Mary
   out of the bible.. from
   Virgin birth too..
   Osiris resurrected
   into something new
   not unlike Jesus
   from myth of
   death and
   rebirth too..
   human potential
   iS whaT iT’s trUly
   aLL about.. the patterns and CHANGE
   oF Nature iN human cultures/mindbody
   as eXtendED now by products of human
   language.. collective intelligence and
   oF all whAT lAnds us heRe on earth
   iN current predicament aS iS..
   but ha.. if yA thInk yA are
   gonna get iT aLL lEarned iN
   school.. college.. etc..
   yA are sAdly
   mistaken as
   school.. iS mostly
   curricula deSigned
   by those who choose what
   yA lEarn and what yA don’t..
   dictated by whatever cultural
   norms are the reality of the
   now at hand..
   but oh.. the modern
   world of online.. is different
   now.. as the curricula for those
   who have uncensored access is
   beyond what those who control
   with church.. state.. and school..
   and rein with binds of
   books and desks
   now..
   And for someone
   like me.. and i’m sure tHere
   are others like me.. sTiLL lOOkinG..
   hehe.. it’s a brand new experiment
   of human and global myriad
   cultures hOlding hands aNew
   and iT’s trUe thIS iS a brAnd
   new eXciTinG HUman
   story that iS gOinG
   places that no
   one has
   imaGinED bEforE..
   iN trUly a hUman
   singularITy oF hOlding
   Anew hAnds like never ever
   beforE iN recorded hiStory.. the
   tiMe iS now.. and the Enigma iS
   trULy uS.. when set Free iN the
   liGht of NatUre.. that wE aLL can
   be when wE unleash our human potential
   as extra-terrestrial from what we were
   iN yesternow.. new iS eXciting.. old
   is boRing FOR those aVerse
   to change.. yET..
   thAT iS hUman NatUre
   too.. some wiLL go Green
   and otHeRs
   wILL
   mOLD
   OlD..
   choice iS now..
   NoW iS REAL
   WiLL so beautiful
   wHen shaRed aS liGhtiNTruth
   noW giVing moVing.. ConnectinG
   and creaTinG REALitY LOVeNoW..
   those wHo pArk iN pASt.. WILL neVer
   sinG iN preSenT
   noW
   oF dreAMs
   iN REAL..:)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   April 19, 2016 at 7:29 PM

   WeLL.. anY truE hOMe oF liGht requires
   more than juSt trUth and liGht..
   a featUre of Fearless
   iS fear oF
   dArk caN certainly
   set one back from
   LovE NoW
   as cynical
   oF liGht
   can bE Action to
   dArker coNsequence
   iN emoTion oF Fear
   noW.. so what to
   do.. sUre.. a
   practice oF
   miNd and
   boDy balanCinG
   Art of moVinG.. connecTinG
   CreaTinG iN giVinG shaRinG
   ways.. is certainly a way to
   Fearless LoVe nOW..
   hmm.. so
   Godzilla iS
   one of my favorite
   mythological ways
   to go too.. as Godzilla
   gets the job done.. with
   as little collateral damage
   as possible.. with laser focus
   and fire breathing mouth.. rarely
   failing to complete the mission noW..
   Fire breathing.. yes.. laser focus now..
   And no.. Godzilla don’t need no lesSons
   to geT NatUre back iN balance.. as God
   of Nature provides the Zilla pArt fuLLyiNoW
   God floW oF zONE noW.. so.. Go Godzilla.. Go
   Godzilla.. Go Godzilla noW.. as Nature shows
   the folly of hUman when NOT BalanCinG
   noW and
   Now
   AGaiN..
   and the rest
   of what Blue
   Oyster Cult
   said.. but trUly..
   the Film Monster
   Godzilla.. originates
   in Japanese mythology
   to battle with human existential
   Angst.. when the so-called Apex
   Predator.. becomes the first predator
   dum enough to potentially destroy
   everyone’s home on the planet
   through Nuclear Winter..
   but in Japan..
   it was already
   the end for
   100K or so
   folks on
   an Island..
   Oh.. hUmans..
   Karma can be
   hell to pay..
   and the result of
   human ignorance in thinking
   they are above the other pArts
   Of creation.. are ringing iN meaSure
   oF misery and suffering around the
   globe.. action.. consequence
   Karma iN action..
   to move away
   from balance
   iS to
   fALL
   from liGht
   to dArk in otherwise
   poTential Heaven oN Earth..
   Fearless without guns iS A
   REAL God animal way to
   go.. and that takes
   wax on wax off
   baby more
   than
   pulling
   triggers and
   pushing buttons
   of darker way of LiFe..:)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   April 19, 2016 at 8:14 PM

   Taxes

   SMiLes.. so true.. tHere iS more
   to paying taxes in life than
   spitting back out
   green
   backs or
   whatever color
   they are noW
   in India.. Friend
   Prajakta.. yes.. oh..
   the Flow.. the ZOne..
   rids the animal.. hUman
   or other.. from illusion
   iN greaTest tax
   oF all
   tick
   tock
   cLocks
   iN deadline
   liFe restrictions
   aWay from ZoNeFlow..
   SMiLes.. mY wiFe is mY
   clock.. she nudges me
   when it’s now to
   pay her
   taxes..
   otherwise..
   i’ve forgotten about
   death and green backs..
   onlY now iS Flow iN ZonE
   away
   from
   cLock
   taXes due
   from yesternows..
   Culture has surely
   changed from free
   flow ForAger days
   but surely priSon
   oF cLock tax
   iS not
   too advanced
   for Freedom WiLL..
   i never realized i was
   always paying taxes until
   i totAlly
   got aWay from
   the cLock of LiFe.. wHere
   hands of time taxes every
   second rule
   nOWNow..:)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   April 19, 2016 at 11:26 PM

   Ah.. Free Write oF folks like Jack Kerouac..
   taPing pAges toGeTheR iN type writer
   way to keep writing stream
   of consciousness writing
   no matter
   what
   comes
   what
   may.. oh..
   W O R D S..
   now oF noW..
   wHere blogging
   and forms like this
   comments section
   now up to 10K or so
   space to keep going and
   going before the formatting
   breaks down.. trUly.. wE live iN
   interesting.. nows.. wHere almost
   anything goes.. but only problem miGht
   bE for someone like Jack Kerouac or me..
   iS the trap of culture.. the diversions from
   focus on a lifelong art.. to trUly
   excel in.. from other’s ways..
   who are doing
   other stuff
   different ways
   as then as now..
   but.. with social
   media.. and the norm
   demand way of conforming
   to the social group way of
   get with us or get outcast
   away from us wRite now..
   how many folks WiLL
   take advantage of technology iN
   aLL the poTenTiaLs that did not
   exist in the day of Kerouac and
   those who came before and after
   him.. like Walt Whitman in the previous
   century.. and who else after that would
   dare to stray from the norm
   of likes..
   shares..
   followers..
   or such..
   to do iT oNly
   for the Love oF arT..
   noW.. no matter what the
   naysayers oF different miGht
   say then or now.. as get the hell
   out of our town.. ya dam Maverick NOW..
   i for one kNow and FeeL the pitfalls of TrUly
   frEE.. but considering the ultiMate reWard
   oF liFE iS Heaven noW iN aLL the Colors
   that comes iN noW for sure..
   yes.. the effort
   and reward iN onE
   noW iS worth aLL the
   naysaying i and others
   have heard at the end
   and beginning of NoW
   iN Heaven
   too..
   the flow
   the ZonE.. many
   paths oF journeys
   to get heRe
   but thiS
   oNe
   dAm
   sure works for mE..
   bottom and top line
   oFworD
   noWFReED..:)

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    April 20, 2016 at 8:54 AM

    SMiLes.. my friend.. gigoid.. Morpheus and
    the Matrix.. per thAT trilogy
    are excellent
    metaphors
    for what
    iS missing in
    life.. iN exploration
    of the inner Universe..
    as while Astronomers have
    the external Universe mapped
    out well.. and if seen at smallest
    levels is obviously art per the
    observer affect and effect..
    the inner Universe can
    only be mapped
    through art
    as it runs
    on emotions..
    senses.. including
    sensuality.. that is a
    non-repeatable experiment
    in detailed scientific method..
    as compared to the observable
    quantifiable measure of what
    scientists are credibly
    able to measure
    now.. oh.. so
    the voCaTion
    oF poeTry..
    DanCe and
    aLL other Arts
    that DO the greaTest
    work of liFe iN exploRinG
    what iT even means to BE
    or not to BE.. my friend.. and
    oh the soul.. wHere i for one
    adhere to the Whitman school
    of Real soUl oF hUman beInG..
    along with yes.. the Yogi.. the
    Buddha.. and all who search
    for answers within
    through a poetic
    soUl.. that
    seeks
    these answers
    within.. and provides
    the only semblance of this
    reality of our Multi-Universes
    wE within.. changing alWays from
    now to now.. wiTh wE as walking star
    dust with Imagination.. Creativity and
    WiLL through Bio Feedback and reAson
    to make our realities what they are iN pARt
    through the relationship of Nature whole iN
    uS.. and WiLL oF We iN Biofeedback of REAL
    soUL.. iN Relative Free WiLL to make noW
    what noW iS overALL nowonorlost
    as REAL CAN BE..
    iN this way as Nature
    oF aLL iS God as REAL..
    aLL poetic heARts oF EmotiOn..
    senses.. including sensuality..
    are anointed by Nature AKA GOD
    to seek and find the answers..
    and such a treaSure the
    answers to the
    UniVerse within
    for a more balanCinG
    liFE they are that we humans
    consider these poetic answers as
    sacred and holy.. but sadly then as often
    has been the case as is.. the exploration ends
    and someone says.. one cannot add to this ‘Bible’
    Book of poetry.. this theatrical play.. this painting.. this
    language.. this grammar.. this way of seeing
    the world now.. in religion/politics/philosophy/
    culture.. so the evolution of mapping
    and understanding/feeling
    the inner UniVerse
    oF hUman BeinG
    stagnates
    and we
    get
    head hunters
    in the middle east..
    homophobes as Catholic
    Church Deacons.. and ideas
    like desire and oxytocin attachments
    are bad.. when they are just a natural
    pArt of liFe.. wE aLL have to pull uP our
    biG hUman britches one day.. and face
    the dARk and liGht toGeThEr.. but
    to ignore the reality of
    Nature evident
    within uS..
    iS truly
    the reality
    that most folks liVe
    in our modern societies..
    i for one.. a great example of this..
    straight A’s through high school.. three
    degrees from college.. over 30 years at
    work and a quarter of a century with
    the same Government
    employer..
    battle tested
    and worn.. with
    only brief stints of
    introspection.. visiting
    my father in a three hour
    assisted introspection… bi-
    annually on
    the Interstate
    wITh
    nothing
    else forced
    on me to do
    at the moment
    then.. mowing the
    grass once or twice a
    month.. and finAlly wHere
    the stress of iT aLL BRings
    me down to a synergy oF
    19 life threatening disorders..
    including total loss of my
    emoTioNs too.. yes..
    i.. total lost
    then
    from
    who the
    FucK i even
    AM.. no inner voice
    to navigate the world..
    no regulation of emotions..
    no integration of senses.. no
    art of moving.. connecting.. and
    creating my reality through the
    biofeedback of human..
    relative free WiLL..
    INcluding such
    abilities now
    gainED.. as
    dance.. martial
    arts.. poetry.. song..
    sensory integration to
    the point i never even get
    cold in the winter for long
    pants.. enjoying a full range
    of human emotions..
    all regulated
    within
    my control
    of bliss alWays
    now.. in other words
    heaven now..
    iS REAL..
    and emotTonAlly
    regulatED heARt
    iN SpiRit oF ExPreSsinG
    that emotTonAl Force
    oF liFe iS REAL.. as
    miNd and BoDy
    balanCinG soUL..
    by God oF Nature
    i finAlly got
    mY shiT
    toGeThEr
    Free and aM
    trUly FReED
    noWoNoW.. hmm..
    but heRe’s the thing..
    i am onLY mE.. WilLL
    anything i say/do.. help anotHeR
    person who is lost out oF tHeiR
    REAL HeARt… SpiRit.. and SoUl..
    WeLL.. for thiS i look to science
    and considering wE
    aLL share the
    overAll same
    DNA…
    i’m thiNkinG
    the answer iS
    at lEAst partiAlly
    yes.. so i keep plugging
    along.. mapping the inner
    UnivErse through the ArT
    i feel WiLL worK through
    Dance and SonG/poeTry..
    mY friend..
    but i went
    to hell first..
    the Wrong Planet
    online wHere the outcasts
    of the World come as last
    resort.. to find
    any answer
    out of tHeir
    culturally/
    person
    ally
    derived
    heLLs..
    i looked around
    at the fallen ones
    and truly they helped mE
    to come back as human being
    wHole.. iN heARt.. SpiRit and
    soUl.. REAL.. but only one or two
    could understand mY neW gained
    language/ART.. to map the hUman
    UniVerse oF
    i within..
    every path
    and journey unique..
    but alWays hope..
    no matter iF one
    can FeeL it or
    not through
    change..
    challenge..
    and adaptation
    to what’s real mY friEnd..
    iF i can come back.. i muSt
    have hope for others too..
    to come to this
    REAL PLACE
    that i do
    liVe
    iN REAL
    HEAVEN NOW..
    the iNheritance
    of NatUre FReED
    tHe trUe liGht gifT
    oFGoDNatUreFREE
    iNFearlessLovEnoW..:)

    sMiLes.. mY friend.. yes that last
    paRt of the trilogy of the Matrix
    is my favorite part.. as it
    provides an excellent
    theatrical metaphor
    for the human
    awakening
    process..
    wITh the hUman
    archetype of oracle
    in innate.. instinct and
    iNtuition oF miNd and
    boDy balance.. as weLL
    as the architect of reAson
    that wE humans are gifted
    and cursed wIth sAMe.. iN
    so many ways.. wHere the color
    full rainbow-like sky over the peace
    fuLLy newLY meadoWed ciTy iN
    the morning liGht oF enLiGhTen-
    MenT iS the gift of thE
    young INdiaN
    girL
    as portrayed
    and created through
    the way she feels and
    senses the world as child
    aNew oF Nature Free.. witH
    the archetype of reaSon admitting
    he’s not human and the archetype
    of oracle admitting she knows nothing
    and believes her way through to the
    truth and liGht of LiFe.. or something
    like that.. smiLes.. as in all ‘biblical’
    plays of art.. interpretation is
    open to the
    moon and
    back and
    farther than
    the sun shines
    in human imagination
    and creativity in maKing
    the cultural byproducts real
    that make this life heaven and
    or hell and purgatory REAL ‘TWEEN..
    other than that there is the evolution
    of the human brain as metaphor
    of archetype.. the ancient reptilian
    shark brain of survival as
    ultimate predator.. and
    the heARt of emotions
    of mammals like uS..
    Bonobos.. and
    Porpoises too..
    and of course
    the neocortical
    reAsoNinG
    bRain wE share
    as pArt of brain wiTh
    Dolphins.. wHere we are
    set apart.. by our hands and
    prehensile thumbs for written
    language.. collective intelligence..
    and all that makes culture dArk and
    liGht.. in shades of grey away from
    black and white.. and colors beyond
    the Rainbow too.. of human moving..
    art of imagination and creativity too…
    Anyway.. culture makes something now..
    relatively simple.. nightmares and dreams
    and the all between.. so that is why there must
    be a counter balance of art that is just as complicated
    or more.. to Bring the insanity of control back to balance
    of Yin and Yang arT mY friEnd.. so no.. one Buddha.. a so-called
    last prophet.. or only Son of God is not enough.. fine poets
    they were in all the dARk and liGht of human bEinG then..
    there is.. but a whole world-wide army of poets
    painters.. dancers.. and all the rest of
    artists/prophets/sacred clowns
    and all the other metaphors
    iS now required more..
    for setting uS free
    iN hAnds
    oF help noW
    to get the job
    oF balancing out aLL
    the human intelligences..
    so lost.. so far far away
    in another
    galaxy
    from Maslow’s
    hierarchy/pyramid
    of human needs and
    evolution in one life now
    from Physiological Animal
    Homeostasis to safety to Love/
    Belonging to Esteem to Self Actualization
    and the unnamed sixth destination of being
    ONE with the rest of Nature.. iN truly feeling
    and sensing iT.. per the metaphor of God as
    ALLTHaTiS.. sadly most people are in a state
    of worry/anxiety/fear and or pain most everynow..
    and sadly my friend..
    many people do
    not even
    rise out
    of
    the first
    level of human
    evolution in just one
    life now.. wHere the
    indigenous primitives
    often live their entire
    life starting and ending
    at level six of being one
    with nature and never
    separated in
    the REAL
    MATRIX OF
    CULTURE NOW..
    where morpheus is not
    even a potential human
    archetype of dreamtime now..
    Oh ZiOn.. yoU are reAl as iS
    Ra
    EL
    FREE.. wheRE
    wE are warmed bY
    the Sun and return
    that warmth so free
    as Stars are we
    noW in
    morning
    suN
    liGht iN trUth
    and fearless Love
    now.. wHere the Shark..
    the Lover.. the Priest..
    the Politician.. and
    the Architect wiTh
    Oracle Hermit
    Artist.. ETc..
    hOld hands
    toGether iN
    a feminine and
    masculine balance
    oF juSt beinG noW..
    but trUly great effort iN
    SeeKinG.. FinDinG.. and
    practiCinG tHe answers noW
    one finds.. iS alWAys required
    to stay matrix free Now.. truLY
    the camel of culture and the
    i oF uS
    sEt FREE
    yeS.. Neo lives..
    in i’s oF FReED..
    from ocean wE arRisE
    aS floWinG WaTeR
    wE cAN
    reTurn
    aLiVeNoW..:)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    April 20, 2016 at 2:48 PM

    ALL seeing left eYe eXpoSeD..
    Superman Emblem oF Hope
    emBossED wITh American
    Flag.. trUly thiS country’s
    ideaL iN Declaration oF
    INdependence iS
    baSed sTiLL noW
    oN Free MaSON
    idea oF Truth
    and liGht under
    an aLL SeeinG
    eYe oF God as
    metaphor for aLL
    Creator Nature noW..
    aWay from priSons oF
    barbarians iN crusades
    of Killing.. and impriSoNinG
    humans in the rule of Culture
    over the God of Nature.. as the
    unalienable right to Life..LIberty.. and
    the pursuit of Happiness.. yes.. a dream
    come trUe iN tHe New Zion of iS RA EL
    that iS the United States.. for those oF
    uS who are successful in thiS God
    given riGht of hUman noW
    and trUly aLL the rest
    of creation when
    set free too..
    in however that
    may come within
    the parameters oF
    aLL oF Creation’s existence
    noW.. anyWay.. iT works for mE
    God has aLLready BleSSeD America
    Free for those who are able to unplug
    from the
    matrix of Lies
    inherent in any
    hUman system
    of cultural norms
    sTiLL.. the point iS
    iT iS possible here.. and
    next to impossible in countries
    far far from the POTENTIAL OF
    FREEDOM WE HAVE HErE NOW
    iN Fearless Love as TruTh and LiGht..
    And Hell no.. i have nothing to do
    with the Free Mason organization
    and everything to do with tHe
    All Natural God thaT iS creator
    within uS noW.. wITh Zero rules
    requirED by culture other
    than to share resources
    to get the
    Job oF
    Free dONE..
    Freedom trUly
    iS never tax free..
    aS iT takes SeeKinG
    FinDinG.. and pracTiCinG
    tHe tax oF enliGhTENmenT
    alWays noW iN Heaven ReAL..:)

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    April 20, 2016 at 2:57 PM

    @tHe
    Doorway to
    Heaven or Hell..
    or Purgatory noW..
    theRe’s onLy oNe
    way i kNow and
    FeeL that iS
    uP noW.. a friEnd
    asks me for a gift
    at the beginning of tHis
    “hOMe oF liGht”.. bLoG poSt..
    so iT iS written so iT WiLL bE dONE..
    first step.. seek.. second step.. find.. third
    step uP as practice oF Fearless LovENoW..:)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    April 20, 2016 at 4:30 PM

    WeLL.. yes.. the power of suggestion
    in form of words.. or other signs and
    symbols.. is a powerful human
    emoTioNaL.. seNsorY..
    and yes seNsuaL
    force of bEinG
    hUman..
    wHere liFe iS more
    than step one.. step two..
    three four five six.. etc..
    a synthesis in synergy
    of allthatis.. is tHeir
    apparent
    in helping
    too..
    yes iT is
    difficult to put into
    words but less and much
    more than that 6 am affect
    of effect when one becomes
    alarm clock hUman one iN same..
    this force is a weak force for some
    folks and beyond the wiLdest imaGinATion
    more fully iN tuNe wITh thIS real at lEAst
    partiAlly empricAlly meaSuReD pheNom
    now.. and yes.. most definitely related
    to the REAL POWER OF HOPE
    FAITH AND BELIEF THAT
    ENTAILS THE REAL
    PLACEBO AFFECT
    AND EFFECT
    that is much
    more than
    just
    a sugar
    piLL alone.. allone
    iT iS in hUman poTenTial
    iN maKinG HuMan REAL
    MIRACLES COME TRuE
    for now.. and for the naysayers
    out there who thInk that voo doo..
    devil.. and hell.. are not a pARt oF
    this reaLITy too in dArker ways
    of liFe perHaps one should
    take a geese or
    a gander..
    and watch
    the empiriCally
    science assessED
    Documentary Video
    on the Nocebo emoTioNal
    Negative power of emotions
    associated with words and
    other symbols of neGaTiVitY
    yes.. hell yes.. including now
    a voo doo doll too.. depending
    on one’s influence under the power

    of suggestion real.. SO.. SO.. SO..
    SO.. ya kNow or ya may not kNow
    that the power of attraction noW
    is a proven science thingY too..
    per that “Secret” book and
    other philosophers too..
    per full examples of tHis..
    so yes.. be careful what
    ya wish for iN aLL
    the syMbols
    and sHades
    of grey from
    white to black
    to colors over and
    under the rainbow too..
    aS it Could be hell or
    standing heaven to
    pay or geT
    iN and out
    oF purga
    tory too..
    when ya
    wish
    comes
    true in black
    and white and
    aLL the shades of Grey
    And over the Rainbow Colors
    liFE oF reaLITy can come for NOW..
    So in summary.. some folks are not inFluencED..
    much by the power and force of Hope.. faith
    and belief.. but others on the bell curve uP
    can shoot to the moon and back
    and around the
    Sun iN metaphor
    of what the dude
    Jesus was talKinG
    about when he said
    tHere would be others
    who do much greater works
    than he.. from what iS reported
    oF him.. in New Testament and
    gnostic texts.. as well as so many
    other folks too.. he kNew/feLt tHis
    deep within.. innate.. instinctual
    and all intuitive too.. the way
    of seeing and feeling the
    world as gift oF God
    Inherent within..
    just waiting for the
    works of others like he..
    yes.. all natural as such.. as
    each person finds tHeir own
    trUe WiLL best iN fearLess
    Love aS Piper SinGsSonG FrEE!…:)

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    April 20, 2016 at 5:00 PM

    WeLL.. it’s 5 ‘clock
    namelysomewHere heRE..
    A few nows here before
    work-out noW.. iN a bounce
    back to dVerse Now three
    weeks back
    to 169th
    dVerse open
    lInk prompt
    wHere i left off
    last week at
    the 8th poem
    now..:)

    Approaching the Full
    moon now of Friday
    thiS week.. 3 weeks
    now from tHis
    prompt heRe..
    Magic iS iN
    tHe liGht oF
    Moon ChiLd BriGht
    years.. go by.. centuries..
    eons.. and Aeons sAMe
    noW continues whOle
    iN moon
    day
    break liGht
    and TrUth oF
    course…
    wRite oN
    Course..:)

    SMiLes.. mY friend..
    greaTest truths and
    liGhts ofTen come from
    the greATest rAndom
    silliness of aLL thAT
    can only mean
    one thing
    and thaT iS
    SiLLy and
    RAndom can
    bE the best oF aLL..:)

    *
    Nature sings lullaby
    of SpRing.. sounds
    soft.. dance
    liGht.. breeze
    comes in April Rains..:)

    WeLL.. for me.. a spin
    with Ativan for any chance
    of sleep for 66 months with
    a perfect storm of pain.. if that
    rates.. per the worst pain known
    to mankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia
    from wake to sleep.. like dentist drill with
    no pain killer anywhere that wIll work in
    eye and ear.. like yes.. the devil’s
    fire beyond fires
    of human
    hand..
    but the Fibromyalgia..
    Sjogren’s Syndrome
    of eyes not making tears..
    the severe degenerative arthritis
    in spine.. precipitated by congenitally
    fused vertebra.. spinal stenosis..
    coat hanger pain associated
    with Dysautonomia too..
    was nothing compared
    to THAT at the same nows
    then.. for yes 66 months..
    all pain gone.. now.. yes..
    including reliance
    on Ativan gone for
    sleep from the suicide
    disease labeled as that
    pain too.. suddenly on a
    Beach day on or about
    the 22nd of July 2013..
    i turned all the pain into 11 million
    words and over 5200 miles of dance
    walking in 32 months now.. miracles
    are real.. but they dam sure take effort oF WiLL
    my friend.. wHere theRe is no hope anywheRe..
    even “superman” can come out of hell for real now..
    And truly the best pARt of aLL worse than the worst
    pain then.. was coming back with emotions full after
    zero feelings or memory of even a smile or laugh then..
    It’s all
    relative i suppose..
    but trUly i for one can
    say and feel for sure both
    in sense sand emotions that
    both hell and heaven and
    purgatory ‘tween can
    dam sure
    be REAL
    NOW..
    mY Friend..
    never discount
    a wish or reality
    for better iN REAL..
    iF ya WiLL oF course..:)

    WeLL..
    perSonAlly..
    any pArt oF red
    iS not my favorite
    color.. including oh
    what makes purple
    iN iTs lofty position oF
    rainbow hue.. but hmm..
    they say iT iS of the highest
    oF colorED chakras too.. i prefer
    the humbler color(s) as iT never
    takes
    reaLITy
    for granted
    more.. a Green
    or Blue or other
    earth color WiLL
    do for Nature grounded
    fine for me.. LofY purple
    can keep its place bEyOnd sKeYes..:)

    Ignorance runs
    deep for the Rainbow
    of the human condition..
    wHere majority rules without
    compassion Love fails and most
    often it is
    religion
    that hates
    most iN terms
    of basic human
    empathy and compassion
    foR All.. yes.. a change is coming
    with younger generations educated
    with Nature
    and
    online
    instead
    of church
    and political
    spire halls of hate..:)
    Yes.. i’m sMiLing wITh
    hope and empirical
    sociological evidence
    that says this change is
    even coming in Muslim
    countries by the year 2050..
    Free rules iN REAL GOD OF NATURE
    KINGDOM NOW AS ALWAYS.. my friEnd..:)

    SMiLes.. i suppose
    i aM eXtra blesSEd
    to be married to the
    most beaUtiFuL 46
    year-old woman/girl
    iN the WORlD but i
    hope i would stiLL
    find that divine
    feminine bird
    oF Love’s
    SpiRit
    inside
    mE
    sTiLL
    if sHe ever
    flies away.. my friend..
    aT some point wE aLL
    sleep alone and or even
    toGeTheR aLLoneNow..:)

    5:55 pm and be
    back later..
    4202016..:)

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15. katiemiafrederick says:

    April 20, 2016 at 10:46 PM

    Royal Blue Shirt that says..
    DO YOU EVEN LIFT..
    with laser focused
    left eYe that
    says.. yes..
    get the
    JOB dONe..
    AKA pre-
    work-out game
    face.. yes.. this
    one and next.. One2..
    in Facebook profile pic
    status thingy coming next..;)

    WeLL.. a few notes..
    here.. as one may observe..
    per determined look on face..
    vein on left eYed side of forehead
    protruding in bulging way.. and also
    yes.. of note.. it seems when the sun
    strikes my fur.. just wRite.. the color of
    it is unmistaKinGly Yellow Boy Golden
    blonde.. as it were
    and is at least iN
    this afternoon photo
    approaching evening
    in central daylight savings
    now.. of 7 pm.. on April 20th..
    yes.. getting to the nitty gritty here
    too.. but in free write.. ya kNow any
    thing goes.. as iT iS just pArt oF the
    Art of hUman Flow oF zONe as yeS..
    another pARt Of thaT heaven of now
    thingy.. gold and true in trUth and liGht
    of fearless Love.. but additionAlly
    have ya also noticed that aLL
    comic book and video portrayals
    of super dude.. depict the man
    of steel with dark hair and never
    golden fur now.. in fact.. rarely
    does Superman.. iF ever
    have any body hair
    other than visible
    stuff on the
    top of
    his head..
    hmm.. must
    change that
    now.. hehe..
    or hahax2..3..4..5..6
    pick up Styx.. Led Zeppelin
    and other Band Aids to lead
    the way iN prophet analysis as such..;)

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16. katiemiafrederick says:

    April 21, 2016 at 9:24 AM

    Oh.. the DiviNeNoW..
    thE reality that aLLis diVine..
    Black and White.. tHe sHades of Grey..
    The RainBow bElow and colors hue above..
    Oh.. the liGht iN.. seeing a gRain of sAnd as
    hOldinG uP tHe hiGhest mouNtain of fearlesS Love..
    Unity oF divine.. iS the prize.. the reward.. the ulTiMate
    HeavEnoW for those who come to see reaLiTy as oNE
    Force oF Nature ONE.. yes.. mY FriEnds.. the experience
    of God.. enLiGhTENed iN uS as FORce 10.. yes.. of
    course.. 10.. the sacred number of digits on hands
    and toes too.. and take away the zero
    and one only
    has
    ONE
    FORCeNoW..
    Symbols inFiniTe iN poTenTial
    oF expreSsinG tHiS DiVinE Truth
    once one drinks and swims wITh
    water of God within.. outside..
    above.. so below.. and
    all around.. liGht..
    but the darkness mY
    friEnds iS trUly words..
    greedy words that become
    Idols to chain tHis fearless Love
    of Truth and liGht within.. wHere this
    human or that human.. or this religion
    or that culture or holy sacred text portends
    to own the essence of Truth and liGht noWiN
    fearless Love oF aLL that iS God away from
    others considered lesser now from what
    ‘they’ chain as truth away from other idols
    of symbols that are also vehicles and
    vessels housing the sAMe essence
    when hUman sees aLL
    oF creation AKA
    GOD as
    mY FriEnd noW..
    the beauty of seeing aLL
    thAT is iS diVine.. iS never bEinG
    lonely.. alWays bEinG iN BliSs as
    aLLoNe sees iN dArk and liGht
    ranging from black to white to
    shades of grey and
    beyond hues
    of rainbow
    colors
    and below
    too.. has meaning
    and purpose iN diVine
    Nature oF DArK and liGht
    as Force to get tHiS wHoLe
    JoB Of ExistenceNoWdONe..
    Yin and Yang oF liGht and dARk
    and Love’s freedom and control
    of order away from what freedom
    can be in chaos.. iS aLL pARt
    of the Art of God iN the
    ulTimaTe pLaY oF
    liFE oF aLL
    wE sense..
    feel.. and kNow
    of LiFE.. iT is the
    cognitive and affective
    empathy.. sympathy.. and
    compassion.. for aLL tHat iS
    iN sCience terms that sets one
    free from con-social emotions like
    doubt.. greed.. jealously.. hate.. and
    aLL the dARk emoTioNs that imprison
    uS away from LiGht emoTions and seNses
    of Peace iN regulation of emotions and
    integration of senses iN eternal bliSS
    NoW.. and that My FriEnds iS whY
    mY dAnCe and SoNG WiLL never
    end.. tHere is alWays more
    to understand and
    Love wheRe the
    sAnd iS we gRains
    oF water hOlding hAnds
    to hold uP the DArk and
    LiGht oF aLL thaTis wHere
    wE finaLLy determine thAt aLL
    are priests.. prophets.. and kings..
    as messengers of God IN dArk
    and liGht ways.. wHere
    balance oF aLL reigns
    the rein of rain..
    wHere at
    core
    the drops
    of water that
    are God make
    an ocean what
    iT iS iN rAGinG waves
    iN SuN to StILL seas wHere
    MoonLiT glimmers iN Peace
    unTiL the neXt wave and
    dayBreak beGins..
    waves oF uS
    shores to
    eterniTy
    noWoNEfReED..
    Yes.. mY friEnd getting
    to Heaven.. iS certainly
    a job of JOB continuing
    noW.. but shaRinG that
    is not a job but gift that keeps giVinG..:)

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17. katiemiafrederick says:

    April 21, 2016 at 10:10 AM

    Oh.. enhancer of Human
    liGht.. iN Neurchemical
    and Neurhormone dEliGht..
    middle oF last century.. the
    plants of rain forest and sacred
    two spiRit hUmans seeKinG FinDinG more
    of realiTy through sacred plants ingesting
    more of uniVersal multi-views of N0WiN
    chords oF throat iN vocal way of ExpreSsinG
    sPiRit iN hUman heARt oF EmoTions.. senses
    and yes.. SENsualiTy too.. floW River to
    Ocean.. to golden streams of Light
    back to reaLiTy iN Force of God
    inside.. outside.. above.. so
    below and all around..
    recorded more
    iN sTrinGs.. beats
    and keys of hUman
    made tools to eXpand
    on what iS possible wITh
    vocal chords of bliss everlasting
    nows eternal liFe iN Heaven noW..
    Pilot oF the Storm noW leaves trace
    iN SonGs of Old and New enhanced
    by plants of LiFe.. in new synthesized
    way.. and those oF uS Sober iN the liGht
    oF God can experience the sacrifice of those
    who take uS hiGher iN tHeir enhanced ways of
    seeinG feeLinG God iN liGht oF GOlden streAMs
    iN Artful ways oFeeLinG seeInG God more
    and more as Force
    free iN and as US..
    PiLot oF Lucid
    dreams coming
    trUe iN liGht moVing..
    connecTinG and CreaTinG
    HiGher and HiGheR ways to
    senSinG.. feelLinG.. and KNoWinG
    GOD oF allthatis Nature noW beYond
    aLL colors iN Hues oF eMoTiOns senses
    and kNoWinG bEforE.. Oh.. Gentle rACE
    oF GOD REBORNOWINTRUTHLIGHT..:)

    And as a side note here.. while it’s true i’m
    drug free noWin the way of ‘spiritual’ drug
    enhancers.. i am not without enhancers
    of Neurohormone and Neurochemical
    deliGht.. as nah.. the form of i in the
    nude art that comes from over 5200
    hundred miles of dance walKinG
    everywhere i go iN public now
    for 32 months.. is kinda cool
    yes in the art of a
    fiXinG to turn
    56 year old
    dude on
    June 6th..
    but yes.. i do iT
    as aid to expand
    my mindful and bodyfuL awareness
    in yes.. of course.. neurochemical
    and neurohormone way.. including
    the art of sensual dance with hundreds
    of folks tonight for my 107th dance week
    with all the cool college age folks at
    Good Old Seville Quarter.. and sure
    i could take the easy route with
    Molly or whatever the hell
    other drug that folks
    take to enhance
    tHeir perception of
    reality.. but i for one..
    am fortunate enough to SeeK
    fiNd God aLL Natural iN enhanCinG
    way in doing stuff like slowly leg presSinG
    close to half a ton now.. in numbers as great
    as 30 reps or so.. of slow movement with arms
    raised in air on a very difficult parallel leg press
    machine.. that other elite Marines cannot
    even F iN budge..
    but Here’s the thing..
    been to Heaven and Hell
    and purgatory too iN this
    Life and trust me iF you
    ever REALLY GO TO
    HELL IN THIS LIFE
    AND FIND THAT
    IN HELL ALL IS TIME
    AND ONE SECOND IS noW
    FUCKING 1000 YEARS… yoU
    too WilLL Do everything in YoUR
    FucKinG poWer to FucKinG
    yes.. iF yoU seeK iN GOD
    wITh aLL youR poTenTial
    and miGht.. and to bE
    honest.. i would do aLL
    of this juSt to take my one
    Friend to heaveNoW who
    has alWays stayed noW by mY
    side when most people veered away..
    iN doinG thiS for aLL the rest.. for one
    simple reaSon.. LOVe.. in Fearless waY..
    iT iS those whO wE Love and ReTurn Love
    oF course.. wHo
    inspire uS
    moST.. and tRust
    mE.. to be Loved bY
    mE iS to bE Loved..:)

    And nah.. i didn’t get very
    far with dVerse this week
    but yes.. close friends
    are more imporTant
    to mE..
    oF course.. iN
    relative sPeak..
    and with aLL that iS
    sAid noW.. more fun
    dance photos coMinG
    to the end of this blog
    post sometime around
    the wee hour of 3 am..
    on the full moon of
    Friday morning..
    but now..
    it’s sacred
    and holy
    Thursday
    R and
    R for me
    to get away
    from words.. mY FriEnd(s)..:)

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18. gigoid says:

    April 23, 2016 at 4:51 PM

    Made it through… Great shot of the gull in full extension. I also love the section on God porn! LOL… people are so weird about sex, aren’t they? I think it was Marlene Dietrich who said, “in America, sex is a mystery; in the rest of the world it is a fact.”

    More to go, so, dance on, brother…. Go Fred, Go Fred…

    *wink & a smile(

    Love

    gigoid

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    • katiemiafrederick says:

      April 24, 2016 at 12:13 AM

      Ha! SMiLes Friend.. gigoid
      for stopping by and today
      While i did go Fred go.. all
      day long.. and through the night
      in a multi-verse of style in dance
      all over the beach.. two bars.. boardwalks..
      etc.. my feet are propped up and rather sore
      as i have to admit i’m human tonight after all
      is said and danced.. but oh boy.. did i come across
      some interesting folks.. as hehe.. my dance always
      makes an interesting conversation piece.. particularly
      when i am floating like a seagull.. backwards in sand
      with my athletic shoes on.. and arms balancing the
      weight of my bird body in flight..
      moving meditation effortless
      with gravity..
      5 or so miles
      in deep sand..
      just a matter
      of balance
      and the
      rest flows with
      ocean set free..me..
      and OMG more fun
      beach photos coming
      to my next blog post
      titled.. “Earth Day Love”
      that will be pARt of this
      of course.. as when
      all steps and
      words become
      sacred in life and all
      senses and feelings
      too.. there is nothing
      to lose and all to gaiNoW..:)

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