Facebook Friend Rafiah
views the thumbnail large
Word Press Publishing
photo as it comes..
when i share
the ‘WinDoW
Ark’ Blog post
theRE
and says..
I love the
window and
the view in it.
heart emoticon
I would like to have that
kind of corner in my room.
And i say..
SMiLes mY friEnd.. Rafiah..
thanks.. i’m glad you enjoy
the view here.. through mY
WinDoW.. truly.. there are two
kinds of windows iN liFe that
i Love the most..
one is a WinDoW
into the garden
of Eden which
iS God’s
Nature..
and the other
iS the WinDoW
into the soUl of
God that iS also
the human eye..
both are views of God..
and iN mY liFe as trUly i was
a lot like Spock in the sense that
i wasn’t fully aware of the expressions
on my face.. but i laser focused iN
miNd melding thoughts and
emotions as empath
when i connected
with eYes
to any other
human being..
and even though
i could not really concentrate
to ever read any homework books
in school.. i absorbed the teacher’s
brain and heARt with eYes
that could see more
than words
of books..
mY friend..
so in 2008 when i lost effective
use of mY eyes.. then.. trUly i lost
two beauty WinDoWs to view the heARt
SpiRit and SoUl then of God that i could
so easily see that lives in the eYes oF
Nature.. including all eYes oF animal
and hUman alike.. so.. what to do.. oh..
to BRinG God back iN connection
deeper than God that liveS iN
me then as iS back
then..
weLL.. that iS
when oN a Thanks
giving day for me on
November 26th.. 2010..
then.. when what our church friend..
yesterday.. when we visited her..
wHere i took off my shades for
a second to rub mY eyes says
oh.. you have beautiful green
eYes.. as offline
aLL folks
see of
the WinDoW
to mY soUl iS
the dance of me..
and mysterious shades
covering what iS more inside..
mY soUl as WeLL.. mY friend..
Yes.. slowLY words became
mY covered eYes..
mY spiRit
mY heARt
MY sOuL
and the even though
after i lost aLL the pain
i sTiLL must wear shades
everywHere i go offline..
the dance of i..
iS noW
mY spiRit
mY heARt
mY soUl
iN words and STEPS!..
of i.. oH.. the Windows of God
my friend.. they are everywHere i look..
and the best places are wheRE hUman
eYes connect.. in eYes .. iN words.. and IN STEPS..
AND You.. mY friend have some of the most beautiful
WinDoWs to a soUl
i have ever seen both
in eYes and words..
as neither
need
bE complicated
but REAL AND
pARt of GOD.. noW..
and oh.. the eYes in liFE
that i have viewed that do set
you aPart from most.. over 100K..
worKinG in a WinDoWless Bowling
Center to Nature but FuLL oF hUman
Nature inside.. and likely over 100K online..
since that Thanksgiving day iN 2010..
but i must
say sTill..
the hUman
eYeS arE mY favorite
WinDoWs to God’s eYes..
and yours are deep
dArk
WinDoWs
to God mY friEnd..
thanks for sharing
them iN Brown
and Black
Print.. so
beautifully
oN Facebook now..:)
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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/04/window-ark-free-verse-nude-poetry.html
Ah.. the intelligence.. reaSon..
oh.. the heARt.. FeeLinG
and sAdLY wHere
most uSnoW
live wherever
First World Problems
rule.. the reAson
becomes
the
Sun of Life..
away from
feeLinG.. mY
FriEnd.. Prajakta
and sAdly as iS a
story of life so long
away from feeling
and closer
to reason
reaSon
reason
wHere smarT
loses the heARt
of Life.. iS a journey
aWay from what is REALIST
In bEinG hUman aT aLL.. spoon
fed this from birth.. it truly can be
hard to get back to arms iN comfort
of BeiNG hUman as.. as Nature trUly
goes.. the gift of Love that iS iN innate
AlTRUistic Nature oF truLY wiLd and
Free human
beings
iS a
Jungle
Book oF Love..
where the true savage
can be the books.. the
school.. the work.. and the
green and other colored paper
and metal stuff that ruins aLL oF
That wHere the pasSiOn and Love
of hUman iS tHe TRUE GOLDEN RULE
OF THE TRUE liOn hUman either iN the
Jungles.. the Savannah.. the Forest or Beach..
Mountains.. meadows.. etc.. etc.. LiVinG
away from
dead caves
and books..
words.. and
other symbols
like paper money
and print that takes
uS away from Love
iN fearless end and beginning
oF story In livinG more than just
Survival.. In liVing fearless maGic Love..
with roots that defeat entropy and apathy
of living
dead
my
friend.. Love
Spreads without Fear..
Tree of Life over
reaSoNoW..:)
778
Oh.. God!
NakED Love..!
you eXcite me..! you
comfort me.. you make
me more human from the
NOW i am 16 and aM eXposED
to the greatEst art of God iN.. hell
yeS.. penThouse magazine.. oh ending
JeWeLs oF God.. bEhind pants and dresses
of school.. you wiLL not be held back anymore..
God’s Love of hUman sKin iS here and will NOT
be hidden anymore.. well.. at least online.. anyway.. hehe..
And surely enough when BROAD band access of free online
human naked art COMES.. back in the early 90’s.. aLL ‘kinds’
of crime goes down.. should iT reAlly be any surprise that the
NaturAlly occurring social bonding oxytocin neurohorMone
and dopamine and serotonin in pleasure and trust neuro-
chemicals and pain killing endorphins that are
increased by the human contact either visually
or feeling in seeing and touching flesh from
head to toe.. in so-called porn..
reduces human
aggression..
violence and
warring ways..
weLL.. HeLL NO..
as thAT iS God’s
Nature aLL Natural
bEinG n0w grEat!
releasED iN hUman
form.. of what lies
and tells the truth
underneath and wITh
hips and lies that don’t
lie in human eYes oF Living
free.. and oh.. the entropy.. the
death of liFe iN liVinG.. iS precipitated
bY coveRing up the nakED trUth oF
feeLinG comfort and pleaSUre
of bEinG human.. but ah..
entropy iS defeated even
greater now..
as oNe
Force
of hUman
Love iN sKin
in mirror neuron
way.. increasing
human oxytocin..
dopamine.. serotonin..
pain killing endorphins..
and even poTenTiAlly the
so-called God molecule
DMT.. from potenTiaLLy
the Pineal gland above
and yes associated
with the Penis
and Vagina
below..
and breasts
and hips and all
the delicate and tough
muscled skin above and
below.. inside and outside
all around that.. is shared relatively
free online now… wheRe the beauty
of the sKin never ages as long as
the servers of God iN online way
keep on serving
up
flesh..
of God’s
sKin iN Real
as videos and
photos WiLL COME
ALIVE ONLINE.. OH MY
GOD WHAT SOME FOLKS
THINK IS EVIL IS THE GREATEST
GIFT OF GOD’S LIGHT IN FORM
EVER GIFTED TO US WHEN
FREE AND SHARED
IN CONSENSUAL
WAY.. and
for me to take
this without giving
would be the greAtest
siN of aLL In relative
way of course
so i give
humbly
of whatever
i can to defeat
the entropy of living
death where God’s greaTEst
gift is covered up.. and in those
places where it is covered uP as
God WiLL say iN God’s way..
those are the places
where the most
violence..
in ways of
aggression and
wars do still exist..
and the most peaceful
places are topless beaches
and even more peaceful places
that are bottomless to wHere this
pit to heaven.. is open ended sKin
of GOD
aLive..
an Ode to
God’s Porn
aLiVe once
again iN hUman
Form.. at LEast
online free.. and you
can frOwn all ya want
but iF yA are huMan
and trUly Free God’s
children.. you too
WiLL share
iN aLL the
ways oF God’s
Love Free.. LiVinG
as the Real reported
Jesus does say iN the
Gospel of Thomas 37..
so sure.. consensuAlly speaKinG
these days more than likely iF Jesus
walks the earth now.. he would be a
consensually performing porn STAR NOW..
it’s no joke.. he said he was a stripper when
‘hE’
COmES
BACK..:)
http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm
37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Yes.. Jesus was the first
dude back in iSrAeL
stArting
a nudist
camp back
then.. and somehow
tHiS trUth and liGht
got aLL covered uP
by those who would
Own God rather
than
share
God free
Living
OnEinside
outsidesobelow
aboveallaroundnow..:)
Yeah.. baby.. ‘Jesus’
was a lot more like
Tarzan
then and
now
than
any
concrete
fucking
church
steeple
Jungle
now..;)
Side note.. i’m FucKinG
wickED aRt in liGhTinG
flAMe
iN
smARt..;)
IF yoU
See K
iN
GOD..:)
FucKinGoD
Oh..
never
NoWjudge
God.. God’s
cover.. Now..
iN words noW..
or pay NoW now
the consequence
oF THE action of LiVinG
D E A T H N O W.. aKA
HELL..
Heaven
or HeLL..
Heaven’S
!FREE!..:)..!now!
Hmm.. so the scientist
of my mind engages back
here.. while i am opening
the patio door and Katrina
is emptying her mop water
and i think..
well.. actually
i kNow as a degreed
Anthropologist.. Sociologist
Psychologist and Health Scientist
as degreed at the University of West
Florida.. where the humble Nautilus
Shell in the form of the Golden
Spiral 6.. sits atop my desk
in yes.. three 6 Nautilus
SheLLs of degree
college tHere..
that hell no..
Jesus rule
of stripping
down and going naked
everywhere we go in large
cities today in huge populations
more than 150 to 200 sets of friEndly
human eYes that we are StiLL evolved
to comfortably live in will not work now any
better really than a frigging 1 or 2 thousand
sets of eYes or thousands more on a busy
city sidewalk wherever one looks away
or is overwhelmed by social stimulus
in taking in social cues and
figuRinG them aLL out
at one now..
and OH MY
GOD.. add in several
thousand penises.. breasts
butts.. vaginas and all of that
and crap your brain might liKely
eXplode from all that social
info taken in
all at
one now
then and now
per se.. so.. clothes
have their place in large
human societies.. yes.. even
covering up the whole enchilada
in hot arid desert lands to keep moisture
in where water is not easily found to prevent
dehydration and ultimately potential death there..
Survival is key.. and even though there is more aggression..
violence and wars over there.. they are still reproducing
and kicking
alive in fists
and feet and
chopping heads
off and crucifying
folks.. burying Lesbians
up to breasts and stoning
them.. slowly torturing them..
while they cannot cover their
eyes from Rocks.. but nah they
Live in iRan and IRaq.. etc..
and i live
in the Heavenly
abundance of God’s
Paradise.. in Beaches..
Sugar White Sand.. Sea Gulls
SpiRaLinG the Sun.. Rivers with
fish fLoWinG Freely into oceans of
bliss.. Forests filled with Deer and
Flowers beautiful iN all seaSons
of the year..
how can judge
the folks who live
iN ‘hell’.. or the children
who were never hugged and
given yes.. the feelings of life
from ages 1 to 3.. both tHere and
heRe.. these people deserve our
empathy and sympathy in understanding
ways to help them into heaven the best
we can
away
from HeLL
as aLL iS God
from mountain
to the
grain oF
sAnd that
holds the
Mountain
of God’s
Love
uP
iN hUman
Being Love aS WeLL..
so sure.. maybe one now
they WiLL gET freely accessibly
broadband porn too.. and consume
it in whatever amounts bRinG them
greater levels of oxytocin social
comfort.. dopamine pleasure..
serotonin trust iN Nature
wHoLe.. and perHaps
even DMT..
the God
MOleCuLe
too.. now..
balance iS kEY
some folks can
take and give more..
others less.. but wHere
there is a volume knob
and an on and off button
iT becomes choice iN stead
of Force of Fear.. anger.. and hate
Where fearless Love rUles hUman
CAN
LIVE
iN
Heaven now..
Free as Free as God
WiLL
to
Be in
God’s
eyes for
NOWoNE..:)
It’s a fAct iN science
now that lust or what iS
otherwise known as the
human connection of flesh
from head to toe.. either
in sKin
of touch
or mirror
neuron way
of seeing it
in recorded
way.. or imagining
iT same in day dreams
of luCid DreAMinG BLiSS..
that lust increases human
productivity and creativity as
well as social cooperation iN
Surviving.. Living and Loving
free.. a balance of LuST
and Love
iS what
makes the
FREE World trUly
greAt.. and sure
i’ll lInk that video
aGain.. as FActs..
sPeak Louder to some
folks than Just doing iT NoW FREe..
in God given innate instinct and intuition
in touchY feeLY ways of MoVinG.. Connecting
and
CreaTinG
WiTh.. for
and AS
the God oF Nature NOW!..;)
Yeah.. baby.. it’s science and art..
and this is just more proof
as to why
i am so
creative.. productive..
iN general.. and
particularly
after
my
Holy
and Sacred
personal path
of Thirsty Thursday way..;)
And yeah.. it kinda pisses
me off how the church/state
neutered
Jesus.. historically
speaking.. and
me when
i was
young.. coveRinG
up the best that
God has to
offer
iN hUman
heARt..
PenThouse
beats pent
uP
heARt..;)
And nah.. the Bible..
the Kuran.. the Gita..
the Tao and all that
sTuff.. iT’s cool noW
butt NOT nearly
complete
aSiT left
aLL tHiS
super cool
human GoD sHit out!..
so yeah.. i’LL juSt do iT nOW..
and FucKinG un-Neuter ‘Jesus’..
and aLL those ‘Mary’s’ then and noW
too.. oh.. oH YES!.. so.. NaKeD and
FREeNOWhenFReED..;)
Art and Science..
puT ’em toGeTHeR
FucKinGnoW aS
aLL THaT iS IsA
MaKinG
GodSENseNoW..:)
Do ya dare mE to nAMe
tHis neXt GodbLog posT
FucKinGoD..
naH.. won’T
do thaT..
iT miGht
bOil the
blood of
liteRal ThInKinG
cardBoard miNds..
eVen worse than aLL
oF GOD eXposED aS
tHisnowiNaSsREaL..:)
iF yA.. don’T liKe thiS..
which more than likely
Ya wiLL noT..
heHe..
bLaMe
iT oN Facebook..
after aLL iS said
and dONe heRe..
‘Facebook’ asked
mE ‘what’S on
yoUr miNd’..
yeAh..
baBy.. bE
careful what
YA wish for.. ya..
miGht juSt geT iT..
noW..
heaVen
or heLL..
iN noW..
It cAn
aNd WiLL
Be Now aT lEast
iN pArt bY tHe chOices
ya maKe iN priSon oR FREe..:)
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iF ‘you’ follow what i do.. you may kNow..
i have been doing Art of the human body
for over 2 years now on restricted
links as to not offend anyone..
and Google in all its algorithm
intelligence.. provided a short
movie.. in moving PG ways..
that wife Katrina has
approved for public
purview.. and now..
what’s interesting..
perhaps.. iS that i am
fixing to turn 56 years
old this June.. of 2016..
and have been dance walking
now over 5100 miles.. 32 months..
since recovering from a 66 month stint
of severe shut-in illness from years January
of 2008 to July of 2013.. where i could not even
make it into the backyard without almost stumbling
down with a TV Dinner that i barely had
enough coordination and focus
left to even make
on my own..
so i do this
not just for
the art but for the
inspiration.. and potential
of human recovery in life..
in both neuroplasticity and
epigenetic way through
hope.. faith.. and belief..
truly riSinG from the ashes
like a phoenix.. here at
230 LBS.. now.. not like
a body builder
reAlly but
more like
art of hUman
heARt when set
free.. iN dance and
SonG oF liFe wheRe
the human archetypes as
Apollo.. Pan of the Forest..
and even the Jesus as reported
iN verse 37 of the Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas
comes iN real
as living ONE
liFe again noW wITh
God of NatureNow..smile emoticon
AnD n0w juSt fOr fUn..
heRe’S aNotHeR SonG
bY RiGht sAid Fred..
oN tHe cAT
walK
aS iT
weRe
aNd sTiLL iS
moVingConNectaRinG
crEaTinGnoWforNow..;)
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Facebook Status:
Yaas.. Yoos.. oOs.. FeeLinG
HulKy.. HuNky.. HonKy DorArY..
did i misS anYthinG.. yeS wiTH
siLLy lauGhs.. Now..
piece oF advice.. noW..
never take liFE seriOUslY..
yeS.. thAt alMost killED mE..
God NatUre makes laughs FoR
no reAson..
butt
lauGHinG..
and heaven
noW oF course..
wiTh.. sMiles.. oF jOy..
i thInk i left something riGht
ouT Of the liSt butT
WTF FTW tO
bloW
a horN
as sucH..wink emoticon
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A few words
here from
philosopher
educator..
last Century..
named Alan Watts..
on having fun ‘these days’..
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Hmm.. next change..
pAce.. booK
mark
heRe..
wiTh
SonG
for what
maY come
next.. come
next come
may what
for Song
wiTh
heRe
mark
booK
pace
change next
Hmm.. foR Now..:)
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Smart
without Art
is truly A noW
Sado-maschochist..
yes S and M
way of bEinG..
Art iS literally
66 percent
of SMart
but S and
M stands
out in terms
of misery.. pain..
and suffering.. and
those who enjoy the
pain of living smart without
ARt.. are rather insane to
N0W tale A
trUth iN liGht
oF Lies foR NoW…
Mechanical Cognition
over Social Cognition takes
an organic toll on mind and body
balance.. Standard IQ points are bare
measure over much greater and required
intelligences for animal survival.. vs.. spoon fed
Mechanical ways of cognition from now of birth..
it’s like 1 plus
1.. 1 without the
other is missing 1…
The Bonobo answer is Love
The Human answer is Love
Culture’s answer is
the mechanical
cognition of
standard
IQ noW
over BeinG
hUman.. and
those iN power
are doused witH
mechanical cognition
as the intelligence of the
HeArT dies a painful death
without BEinG hUman noW..
iN MoVinG ConnecTing Creating
EmoTional HeARt.. Spirit ExpresSing
heARt and boDy
and miNd
balanCinG soUl
wayS oF BEinG NoW..
so the beginning and
ending answer is the
1 that’s missing that iS Love aS
the greaTEst primate gift of ALL
when
living NatUre
ReaL nOw as the
GreaTest primate
Intelligence hOlding hands..
noW.. SMiLes mY friend..
i have ‘rich folks’ iN
‘mY family’ but the ‘poor’
ones wear a sMiLe that’s reaL..
And reaL iS trUly aLL that counts..
iN thiS liFe that can trUly bE JoY when REAL
away
from tests
of culture that
cover up what’s inside..
GreaTest gift for me.. loSiNg
effective sight and hearing for
66 months.. loSinG the virus of
Culture.. and rebuilding the JoY
pArts
oF Culture
left THAT ARE
REAL my friend..
gigoid.. iN noW
100% SMaRT..
My FRIeND..:)
Ha! yes..! Real iS aS Real does..
and proof of multi-verses noWin the
fAct that every human experiences
reaLITy different.. from folks in caves
who hear voices to free verse poets
and folks who believe in myths of
folks dying on crosses
and coming
back to literal
life when the point
reAlly iS coming
back to life
after
death
oF emoTioNal
hEart.. SpiRit
expresSinG
heaRt.. wiTh
miNd and boDy
balance of soUl..
but oh.. to live a lie
is as real as living the
truth… but sure theRe iS
real heLL and real heaven
and that purgatory stuff
‘tween.. as relative
free will allows
us to be the
experience and
one who has a great
amount of feeling
into creating
feelings now…
i’ve heard people
say that mechanical
cognition is all that counts..
and i’ve heard people say
that human emotions are
foolish to experience in
all the degrees of feeling
that now can bring..
but sure thaT iS
iN pArt tHeir
choice.. but i for
one.. choose iN biofeedback
of feelings.. senses.. and yes..
sensuality too.. to make my
nows aS aWesome
as multiVerses
can come
to live..
Surely.. living
with emotions is more
fun that just being an atom
of a Sun and generating heat
and burning
out..
in
now.. my friend..
but ha! try to convince
that to someone like Trump
or any other elected official
away from FeeLinG and
it’s like a worm
hole that
doesn’t
exist
to get
through the
opaque window
of hell and or
purgatory
now.. N0W
Now iS rA eL
iT’s ALL that’s real
but oh my.. it can be so
large or so small depending
on the paths and journey of
multi-verses.. free or lockEDin
labels of words.. culture.. and
collective intelligence
gone
dark..
in lucid
dreaming
nightmares now..
No exclusions for me..
i’ll dream iT aLL and make
It real
in multi-
verses iNow..
with no real
labels
now my
friend.. ‘God’ is
dead.. ‘Jesus’ is dead..
but the essence of both
sTiLL lives
witHin.. outside..
above.. so below
aLL around Me
wE.. aLive mY
friEnd iN iREALinoW..
And for the cloSed
minNded heArted
spiRitED soUled
boDied
aLL
labels
are
dead..
wiTh WiNks
and SMiLes oF REAL..
my friend.. gigoid.. iNow..
Seriously.. some folks worship
labels.. when gOlden calves
aT lEast..
are shiNy
iN liGht.. mY friEnd..
iF theY dance liFe
wITh
toes
oF
sAnd..:)
YeAh.. baby..
No iS
Force
oF
Free
‘These
Days’
Over
Yes..
SMiLes.. No
iS
Force
Of
yeS..;)
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Jesus..
thiS muSt bE
mYfavoRite loGo
T-shirt oF thEm aLL..
By Sheldon Cooper.. yes
and all his degrees…hmm..
I’m Not INsane.. My Mother
had me tested.. false and
true.. and true and false..
depending on which
seaSon
and
direcTion
i fAce.. noW..
TheRe iS alWays
spAce for anotHeR
TriPle A plAceNow..:)
And speaking of crazy
and Facebook.. nice niece
Candy.. who is kinda like
me in a different way..
talks to the face
book audience
and admonishes
her lack of
friends
who do not
tale her about
art gallery night
in Pensacola or invite
her there.. so after she
gets several responses the
problems solver i can be to
the extreme in a split-second
if need be.. Googles.. copies
and pastes the schedule in the
comment section a few seconds after
i read of her need..
and then she says
UR awesome
and then
i say..
hehe.. i’ve heard that before
and crazy too.. crazy sMart i’ll be..
haha.. and dam it.. i’m gonna make Katrina go..
at least one scheduLed date..wink emoticon
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Hmm.. sTiLL haven’t
got back to two weeks
ago Thursday 169th open
link night at dVerse for poeTry
expressions unleashed again..
but over two weeks to current
at the 170th open link night..
the free poet Shawna always
nesting new blogs and leaving
her old eggs behind..
has perched for
a moment..
so i will
pay tribute
to her freedom
for a little while
this morning before
we are off to Biloxi
Beaches.. one armed
bandits for Katrina
and beach/casino
dance walking
for me..
just to
entertain
the entire city
of traffic as such
on the main beach
drag.. in sand too..:)
Ha..!..SHeshawna..
Katrina is ofTen
saying the shape
of some of my poeTry
looks like tits too.. yum..
busts are are so great all
around the world.. but anyway..
looks like i’m gonna be 6 prompts
behind.. perhaps until the 2 week
July break.. so just stopping by
to say hi.. and that one
about the bones
got me out
of bed with
my smart phone..
as it is particularly
inspiring and requires
a full loaded gun of
10 fingers to respond to
too.. be theRe in a couple..
to let the word buLLetc fly aRound..
hehe.. never at a loss for AMmunition..;)
Oh.. oxytocin.. what sets Christian
the hugging Lion apart
from puff
the real
dragon..
and Zombies
is a lack of oxytocin..
the neurorealhorMONe
of love.. in affection way..
and as an empath back now
from Zombie LAnd for 66 months..
yes.. back in my dead zone.. 2008-13
days.. and long long cold night of life
24-7.. i lost my oxytocin then when
i first could not feel the pet of a cat..
and yes.. that warm and fuzzy
baby comfort feeling is
oxytocin.. as the receptors/
makers for that are from the brain
to the bottom of the
feet when
we feel
the mother
of earth and
Sun warm our
toes and finger
tips too..
anyway
the cat’s ears
went back as the
cat can feel a lack
of oxytocin too..
and knows
it is a sign
of snakes and
other zombies as
such.. so due caution
is at straying away..
and yes..
as i know
you are interested
in serial killers.. this explains
the Zombie part.. as it is a pretty
horrible place to be.. not to be able
to feel the empathic spirit of another
person’s soul or one’s own so to literally
consume the body.. is a failed attempt to get
the human
touch at all..
ugh.. the darkness
of life.. and yes.. just
like my Old cat Arthur..
whose ears peeled back
when i tried to pet him without
oxytocin.. it is a helpless feeling too..
when one has plenty of oxytocin but
the other person.. has little to none..
wondering how to get something
out of them.. they just
don’t organically have
the ability to share..
but i got mine back..
so it’s possible.. however..
science suggests if ya
never get it.. in the
first 3 years of
life.. it might
be gone
forever
where Christian
the Lion can only
eat you and not Love
you with warm and fuzzy
arms.. of
Love..
hmm.. hEArt
iS wHere it’s at..
so sad when
it’s dead
or never
comes….
and speaking
of that.. sex in all
the forms and activities
that comes in.. is one of
the most powerful stimulus
activities to gain the oxytocin
nurturing feeling.. so folks who
are looking for Ms or Mr.. Good
Bar or entry point as such
often are craving
the humanity
that so many
folks experience
just going barefoot
and touching the
sands of Mother
earth.. so in this
way.. dancing in
sand is like sex of
affection with the earth
and God as such.. and in this
way seriously.. i have mind blowing
sex with God all the time.. and seriously
that is why i can totally ignore the Bill
Clinton Def of sex day in and day
out and the wife is like
that too..
and that
is why
we are
‘perfect’
angels on earth..
with just a little
sarcasm on that
one fully
iN
toes..
and sands
of God.. my friend
Shawnananananabanana..
just felt like saying that…
it makes me
feel warm
and fuzzy
inside.. now!
oh! oxytocin!
you connect me oh!
so sO yeS YES! WeLL!..;)
Truly it is sad
not to live with
oxytocin.. and
trust me
Trump
has
none..
the empty
dollar will never
provide the oxytocin
that a soUl sings with
spiRit of heARt my friEnd..:)
Until next come what may
comes.. see ya
then..
S baby..;)
And sorry if you
can’t open up my
website.. but don’t
feel lonely.. i will
always
come
and visit you..
(when i find you)
and i have to have
a megaton computer
and broadband access
to open
me up
too..;)
Oh yeah.. and
thanks for ‘this
song’.. ‘Tis a great
oxytocin song.. to
go along with all that
i’ve written here.. traveling
on a bus to biloxi.. looking out
the window at the bilLowy looking
November clouds.. it reminds me of
18 again.. first love.. and all the oxytocin
songs like this they played in the 70’s and
cuddling with my girl friend saying stuff
like.. no.. i love you more.. and she
saying.. i love you more.. no i
love you more babe.. etc..
and i’m thinking/FEELinG..
you kNow/FEEL.. the real
evidence that the Zombie
Apocalypse is here.. somewhere
between the 80’s and now.. Love
is dying more in oxytocin human
way.. so few songs like this are left
anymore.. as new songs.. and now in
the dance hall there are bootie
dances back to front instead
of the old slow dances of face
to face.. oh.. new rules of
human being
as everyone
looks for
the oxytocin
connection in
eXtreme Ms. and
Mr. good bar
ways
of
desperation..
ugh.. the death
of human love..
that really
sucks..
when dogs
and cats are
more human
than human
in terms of Love..
and truly that is why
some autistic children who
are not empaths like me go
for animals
over
humans
to feel
oxytocin on
farms and such..
swimming with
dolphins and all
of that.. Zombie
Apocalypse YOU
suck
and
are
real…
as feelings
slowly drift
away to bootie
dancing paNdemic
Zombie dead Love…
but true.. Bootie
dancing
is better
than
nothing
at all..
hell
even
self
injury
iS
in all
the
S
and
M ways
that comes too…
FucK iT aLL.. juSt dance..
wITh eYes of moVing..
conNectaRinG
creaTinG REaL..:)
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Humans…
dam dirty
hairless
apes..
the only animal
who labels itself
other than being..
just being now..
and theRe
lies
the problem..
separation from
what makes living life..
And of course that reminds
me of yet.. another Charlton
Heston movie.. that original “Planet
of the Apes” Movie.. where Charlton
and his gorgeous girlfriend with only
loving touch and no words.. stands
by.. when Charlton iS curSing
humanity then for blowing
all the cultural infrastructure
up.. not an issue for the girl
on the back of his horse.. the
horse.. or any part of
Nature..
other than
Charlton
wishing away
the beach.. the horses..
and the beautiful Girl for
edifice of olden way.. yeah..
tradition dies hard in
all the cultural
ways iT
comes..
To be whole
iS oNe wITh NatUre..
not likely.. the rest of
Nature.. iS wrong wiTh
ouT wordS iN noW..:)
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We travel to the Biloxi Casinos ‘today’..
namely the Hard Rock Cafe.. and on the
way.. Katrina and i have a discussion
on me wanting to go to Gallery night
in P’Cola to see all the Arts
there on one Friday
Night when it
comes to
Downtown..
close to Seville
Quarter.. Katrina
too shy for that but
wait!.. little do we know
then but when we arrive
at the Hard Rock there is
a Biloxi Festival on the Greens
full of Arts and Crafts but the besTest
pArt of aLL.. iS a huge brick dance floor
and a variety of live bands.. and the first
Band i dance for.. i am the only one dancing
and i have my Jaws T-Shirt on.. yes.. the
Great White coming to the surface
with the classic photo of the
blonde swimming naked
up there where the
sky meets the
water as such..
so.. after i finish dancing
and am walking away.. they
play the Jaws theme SonG..
haha.. it’s hilarious.. then..
but the funniest part of
all comes later in the
day.. when i go
back while i’m dancing..
walking around the other
Casinos and Katrina is sitting
in the Casino Lobby and she hears
someone over a loud speaker outside
saying Go Fred.. Go Fred.. Go Fred..
yes.. chanting my name like i’m
running for a touchdown..
and i’ve been invited on
the stage to dance
with a really
cool Soul
group..
and even get
‘this cool selfie’ with
the lead soul sister
singer.. and she is so
nice.. and says.. she will
hire me for a back-up dancer..
haha.. as a joke of course..
Anyway.. it was another
Ferris Buhler’s day off
Kodak moment.. with
her band groupies
hi-fiving me
with smart
phone photos
coming off the stage
saying way to go Fred
way to go.. and sometimes
when i’m out there dancing
in front of several hundred folks
solo.. a couple of seconds i catch
myself coming back down to earth
and saying OMG.. i’m doing this
in front of all these folks alone..
but then i just ZonE back iN..
In the trance of Dance and
become one with
the Seagulls
swirling
around my
head.. and take
some photos at the
same time i’m spinning
around like a F iN 230LB
Ballerina on the Red Brick
dance floor hall ouTside FReED..:)
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Been on a Bond kick
lately.. and will still be
using a few theme songs
to accompany my ‘next’
blog post titLed.. yES..
“For yoUr eYes onLY”..
self explanatory.. iF yA
wiLL.. so here’s mY Bond
Look on the Bay.. and iF i was
an International Spy.. i WiLL not
be working for the British
undercover.. solving
World crimes.. i Will
be using words
and dance..
worldwide..
as a
not
so secret
agent for GodiN
Winks oF REAL..
and yes.. 007 gets
aLL those fancy
weapons.. aLL
‘Triple A’.. KATiE
MiA.. Kind Autistics
Taking in Everything
Mindful in Awareness
iS poetic words.. photos..
videos.. other symbols..
yes.. many dance steps..
and the way God sPeaks
wITh synchronicity as my
onLY REAL BACK UP PER
SE OTHER than a few
cherished friends..:)
(:@@@:)
Autistic Love
And the Science of Kindology
An Ideological First Identity
And truly the only sacrifice..
i am maKinG.. is rather
tired feet after the
166.66 miles
average
in dance
per month..;)
Katrina says..
‘this’ is my
shit don’t
stInk look..;)
And then she says..
‘this’ is my smug..
God’s got my
back.. you
can’t
possibly
Fuck with
me.. Fuck no..
not even Superman
can top God Back
uP lOOk now..wink emoticon
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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/04/17/hips-lips-and-eyes-dont-lie/
Oh the world of poeTry.. and the human
form as a work of art.. BOTH female and
male when done tastefully.. butt where does
one draw the line.. iN what IS tasteful.. weLL
of course that depends on the artFulL or
Less audience.. and somewhat like
a Doctor.. theRe is NOthing about
the God Given human
form or functions
that disgusts
me natural
as truly it is
all natural from
head to toes to
buns to penis and
Vagina and all the ‘tween..
but here’s the thing.. there
is and has alWays been since
the days of Egypt and Min.. yes..
the God of fertility in mythological
way.. a double standard.. as since
Min.. raised the bar for human art..
Men have had the private pARts
broken off by the religious
fundamentalists in
some of the
greatest historical
nude male art.. including
statues of Apollo.. wHere the
fundies actually literally
chopped off the stone
penises in fear that
someone’s wife
might stray
from getting turned
on or whatever the F
might make a woman’s
head turn from her owner
ship papers in ‘deGREED’ way
as such back then.. and now it’s
all a bunch of homophobe crap too..
’cause as the science oriented folks
among us know now.. even in the
Kinsey reports it shows that there
are at least some homosexual
inclinations among close to
50 percent of the population
even if they do not ACT on
it.. as yes.. our closest
Bonobo ancestors
do it freely without
the rules of culture
and to each his or
her own on that
but here’s the thing..
men who are secretly
attracted to good looking
forms of the male art of the
species.. will use homophobia
as a defense of their own fears that
they themselves might be ‘queer’ or
whatever.. as a man secure in his own
masculinity will never do this.. as yes..
some of us only go the female route..
particularly when we are balanced
in our feminine and masculine
qualities all God given in life
and are not afraid to
show our graceful
and will full
strong sides..
and sPeaking of Bond
as of late.. what few people
understand.. is that Ian Fleming
was interested in the occult per
mysteries of human archetypes..
and Carl Jung.. Aleister Crowley
and the like.. who went a little
further than school text
books to get this human
thingie more figured out
to help the rest of the tribe..
better reach their human potential
in self actualization that is just another
term truly.. overall.. for being reborn later
in life and whole.. Kundalini Rising.. etc.
etc.. but the bottom line is WheRE the emotional
and sensory.. including sensuality mind and body
become one balanced soUl.. of truLY amazing
human poTenTial fulfilled.. and it’s true
releasing that feminine side or
masculine side whomever the
he or her is.. WiLL
allow one to
more fully explore
tHeir poTenTial wITh
the God of Nature fully
iN toW allone with one..
like the real gnostic Jesus
was speaking of in the Gospel
of Thomas when he said the
man and woman will become
one being.. in one human being..
nah.. he wasn’t talking about marrying
someone else.. he was talking about the
feminine and masculine elements of the
human being coming together in metaphor
of alchemical all natural process and blooming
more as human flower now.. anyway.. back
in 2014.. when i first staRted exploring this
all innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive process..
and actually started expreSsinG these elements
in selfie art.. as technology now allows any
human being to become Michelangelo
in the flesh of selfie “Davids” instead of
cold stone statue art.. and
yes.. perhaps i am only
one of few straight
male artists to do
this as most men
are afraid they
will be shamed
with this homophobia
thingy.. but here’s the
bigger thing.. one’s peace
of mind and body.. healthy
state of well being.. and incredible
poTenTial fulfillED iS at stake.. iN what
Jesus.. the gnostic gospel version said
was at stake too.. for not getting the masculine
and feminine sides balanced.. and it is true.. and
the benefits go far far.. further than individual
way.. as what i find is most true.. is.. that
‘real woMen’.. as metaphor please..
who have tHeir masculine
and feminine sides balanced
iN both fearless strength
and Love.. per masculine
and feminine sides are
attracted to men like this
liKe hoNey.. and iF one wiLL
notice.. this art of the Gun as
phallic symbol.. and the graceful
naked dancing girls on most all
the early Bond title Videos show
the male and female forms coming
together as one.. as that is precisely
what Ian Fleming was aiming at as larger
deeper messages in his early Bond Novels..
as portrayed in earlier films.. and if one watches
the portrayal of Bond.. by the first
Super Masculine.. actor..
Sean Connery.. one will
see.. while he has a very
strong side.. he is as metro
FiN Sexual as any man
now in graceful
way..
and combining
those two elements
is why he always gets
the beautiful girl in the end..
and sure that is how i’ve worked
my magic on girls.. from the beginning..
even when i was F iN Dirt poor.. working
at an F iN Bowling Alley.. strength and
grace… drive trUly wild and free
women wild.. and there is
a lot more going on
than what iS
between the
belt and zipper
iN all of Lust and Love
as that were and still is..
as much fun as some of the
homophobes.. attempted to
make of me when i first went
to Seville Quarter as they had
rarely ever seen a man do ballet
like moves in public.. after a few
Kung Fu kicks and spins.. most
aLL i get now are high 5’s and sure
in terms of how much
female attention
i receive as i have
documented too in blog
way to show the alchemical
process of combining the
masculine and feminine
toGeThEr in one individual
is more than religion.. and
the occult.. it is FucKinG
science.. and the
results of my science
project are more than clear
to see.. but anyway.. the hypocrisy
sTiLL runs deep.. and when i stArtED
doing this art program in my under
wear.. with only some racy profile
images of my buns as such..
the prudish among the
bunch of older female
fundie poets
complained very loud
and wanted me kicked off
of dVerse just because the
stuff was on my blog site..
but nothing at all was said
about total frontal female nudity
as art in poetry.. and amazingly
in poetry land.. it wasn’t the men
that complained.. it was the older
fundie women.. but i suppose tHeir
is some denial there of their own
frigging
human nature
as the science documentaries
i have provided lately provide
clear empirical evidence for..
it’s true.. Hips.. Lips..
Eyes don’t Lie..
when they
are pARt of
God’s Nature
Free and this idea
of polarized genders..
truly leads to aggression..
violence.. greed.. jealously
ownership of other human beings..
porn that is humiliating to the other
genders.. and all the darker pArts of
human nature.. Jesus was correct then
and so was Michelangelo.. and Min too..
as mythology back in ancient Egypt..
wE live in a world where the
trUth and liGht is no
longer censored
online.. and
this is
a source of
much greater hope
and inspiration.. wHere
the human heaRt.. SpiRit
and soUl in MiNd And BoDy
balance is aligned back to
iT’s natural state of God oF
Nature being when the
call of the wild
and free that
iS the sAMe as
the cALL of God
as Christ liGht per
metaphor is set free..
and truly any thing less..
iS Anti-Christ in terms
of metaphor too..
again..
the real
Greek word
Apocalypse ..
means lifting
the veil of darkness
in human ignorance.. and
in that sense.. my friends
and other.. the APOCALPYSE
IS NOW.. AND i’m just a symptom
of iT among milLioNs.. of other
folks coming
noW aS
God
oF
Nature
onlineNow
Free and
Wild and
balanCinG iN
the metaphor oF
Christ liGht aGaiN..:)
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DraWinG to LiGht
FoR AwaKeNs
Hard to believe.. that
photos like ‘this’ come
from a casual point
and shoot
step out
of my car
at Super-Walmart
with a Cell Phone
that is also powerful
enough to open up
my website.. almost
instantly.. iPhone 6s
you Rock
and Roll
iN WinG
oF Free Bird
Sun LiGht..smile emoticon
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Entropy vs. Creativity..
Books of yesteryear..
verses
verse
oF noW..
Tapestry oF Art
SinGs from SpiRit
heARt.. iN FloWinG
ZoNe Of MiNd
and BodY
Balance..
When every
noW iS an Adventure
of New.. tHere iS no
old.. young.. gender..
nationality.. race..
creed.. oR
coLor oF
liFE
other than
more than
RainBoWliGht
wITh no LimiTS
or expectaTionS
Set FrEE
iNoW..
TrUe Creativity
iN FloW.. iS magic
without pre-planning..
juST oN Go
oF DoinG liFe
noWnoW
and yeS..
easier said
than dONe oF Course..
trUly doAble wITh DO..:)
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And to end this
‘For YoUr eYes onLY’
post as per the video
linked above.. Secrets
trUly are in plain siGht
aLL around us.. as when
hUmans come toGeTheR
wITh DancE.. wITh SonG
wITh reAson..
anYthinG iS
possible
when
hands
and heARts
work toGeThEr
to get iT aLL dONE
as WeLL as possible..
noW iN.. harmony
oF Balance
iN
HUman BEinG..
aLways MOre to
gRow.. alWays morE
to Do.. alWays Survival
and Love iN now.. different
players.. different labels..
cultures.. and all
of that..
but same
Love and Survival..
overall.. to make
liFe exCiting Struggle
iN Fearless Love aLL sAMe..:)
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In response to the
“FoR YoUr eYes onLY”..
poeticAlly SPeaKinG
bLog post.. Facebook
Friend.. Rafiah..
from Pakistan..
says..
Only of my eyes start
seeing like your does.
Then I’ll be happy and at
peace. Life will be worth
living then. smile emoticon
And i say..
SMiLes.. my friend Rafiah..
i wiLL do everything that
God allows me.. to
say and do..
to help
take you/they
forever tHere
noW as Love
iN fearless ways..:)
Story of tWin pi11ars of ambition..
my Uncle on top.. wiTh
“i dare do all that may
become a man;
Who dare do
more is
none”
from the
“Lady Macbeth”
play.. and the 2006 movie..
V.. for Vendetta that has a
limit on what is appropriate
for a man to do.. of course..
in ethical and moral ways..
to get the wHole job dONE..
and my father on bottom
who simply
says
the common adage
“Never do today
what you can
put off until
tommorrow”..
and yes.. theiR favorite
quotes from tHeir Senior
photos would truly separate
tHEir outcomes in life.. by attitude..
even though they were identical twins..
so let it be written in symbolic
form so let it be done
in essence of
action..
is the
way human
attitude in both
thought and action
truly works in liFe by
visualizing through whatever
means of symbols takes one to
tHeir imagining and creating
purposes in liFe through
moving.. connecting..
and yes.. creating..
too.. my Uncle worked
for the ‘system’ for a few
years.. and then worked for
himself the rest of his life..
whereas my father worked for the
Law Enforcement system for 46 years..
until age 69.. and the other
super ambitious.. half
Jewish instead of
half Irish/German//
Spanish/French Half
brother got rich off
of selling vacuum cleaners
with a several million dollar
home now.. on the Emerald coast
as such.. through pure will and effort..
hmm.. so.. yes.. considering that it is 4:00
pm.. on tax deaDLINE day.. wheRe the sealed
envelope must arrive at the post office by
midnight tonight.. and i haven’t even
printed the dam required forms
off the Internet yet.. YES!
i am my father’s
Son.. but when it
comes to extreme focus
and getting the job of what
i currently AM laser focused on..
no matter if there is any monetary
REaward or not.. results come in TSuNaMi
way.. so apparently those two halves
are whole
in me..
and my first
cousin.. never
has worked for the
system.. A totAlly
free musician
all his life..
as far as i know..
with of course great
support from the caring
father.. that i for one
rarely saw in my father
through decades of blood
relations..
hmm.. but
as they say..
genetics runs deep..
and i do see and feel
both of them in me
as one for
sure now..
wHere
V is
both for
Victory and
OH MY GOD
now it’s
time
to print
out the
tax form
and get that
system of the ‘man’
job done by deadline time..
Meanwhile 7 prompts behind
now with my current effort
on Thursday dVerse open
link prompt.. now..
three weeks ago..
on the 31st of
March..
but what
comes may
will when
it comes
what may
and for now..
one of my favorite
blog posts from the
past.. “FREE Rains of April LOVE”
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/04/18/free-rains-of-april-love/
from April 18th of 2015..
as reminded by secretary
Facebook for yearly
memories
today..
where i am
debating in creative
ways with the folks
on the Wrong Planet..
and responding in poetic
form to one of the dVerse administrators
taling me.. i need to do less instead
of more.. well true.. brevity is the
spirit of most wit.. but i am
the wit of spirit
with
no
limit
or expectations
when totAlly free..
and as i told my Friend
Rafiah up tHere at the beginning..
i found a way to Heaven.. and i will
do all that WILL become a human
to get the job
dONE wHOle..
to help
others find
tHeir own
personal paths
iN Journey oF LiFe
eternAlly noWiNREAL
hUman heaVen noW..
come what
may.. WiLL
be as NOW..
and oh yeah.. the theme
SonG.. currently.. per the Beatles
“Benefit for Being
Mr. Kite”.. true it’s
only a somewhat
mind altering
drug enhanced
song.. from a simple
prompt of a Circus Flyer
but trUly while some folks
thInk theRe is only random iN LIfE
the illusion truly iS tHere is anything
other than meaning and purpose in liFe..
sadly.. some folks can totally
miss the sign
or circus
flyer as
it were
or is for NoW..
where H iS 8 or Infinity
Standing TaLL.. and K is
11 coming in after 10
fingers and toes
as such.. two
hemispheres
of brain not
fully connected
and two hemispheres
of earth currently
connecting better
with online access as
hUmans who greater find
a bridge between tHeir two
hemiSpheres of potential iN
bRain as metaphor of course..
and join back together as
H.. the bridge between
two separate ones
as 11 becoming
oNe standing
tall
Infinity
now as 8..H..
as a conscious fractal
of the God of Nature…
Meanwhile on Saturday
i was defying concrete gravity
around 1 pm.. doing a floating
230 LB Horse-like dancer.. then on
terrestrial brick dance Hall
floor plane.. wHere trUly my 8
or H.. was working with aLL
of what meaning and
purpose iN
synchronicity
of God’s Nature
WiLL be when
unleashed
and released
iN metaphor of
Quantum miNd and
boDy iN balance
In moVing..
conneCtinG
and creaTinG ways..
so HA! YOU thought it was
just a non-sense song.. or
just about a circus flyer..
WeLL if that’s the case
my friend.. whomever
you are iN trUe
NatUre spiRit
of God..
perhaps
you have
fallen asleep
and require a little
stimulant oF miNd and boDy
balance per the art of moving
balancing dance to wake up..
it beats
LSD..
Molly..
Alcohol
Mary Jane..
and all her
step up and down
friends.. in miNd/
BoDy enhancements and
dis-inhibitors and
next thing ya kNow
too.. yoUr stone cOld
heArt.. SpiRit.. and SoUl..
like the statue dude who looks quite
a bit like me then in the burial scene
on the Sargent Pepper’s Album cover..
comes back to life.. with or without
a mustache
now..
hehe..
liFe iS inSanELy
good when fuLLeR
hUman poTenTiAL
rises as the
PHoeniX
wiLL
out of
ashes
per
random
bullshit
mouths who have
yet to taste the
magic water of God’s
SpiRit.. inside.. outside..
above.. so below.. and all around
fire and water baby.. miXed for HeaVeNoW..
oh yeah..
what’s due
Caesar
for
now..
see ya
after that..
dinner.. a work-out..
and whatever may
come for
next
iN
HeaVeNoW..
just consider
iT a challenge i guess
from Mr.. SkyGodess
as Kite WiLL
do iN
Egyptian
Mythology..too..
butt true.. i’m
gonna reAlly have
to water aLL oF thiS
down.. iF i ever expect
to sell
an
album
cover
wIThASALLTHAtIS..;)
Well.. it’s 11:54 pm..
and yes i made
the tax
deadline
arriving
alive at the
post office in
time to get that
midnight post mark
of 4182016..
and long
day..
bed soon..
but first a few
words from gigoid’s
place.. for now it seems…:)
https://gigoid.me/2016/04/18/abject-traces-of-bellicose-faces/#comment-18961
(:..Gift
now never
beginning
never ending
beginning never
now gift
of all that is
is that all of
gift now
now is
deep is now
deeper shallows
shallows deeper
mY
FriEnd
mY
deeper shallows
shallows deeper
now is deep
is now
now gift
of all that is
is that all of
Gift now
never beginning
never ending
ending never
beginning
never now
Gift..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/04/19/22886/
^^^
Ah.. yes.. a tribute to Nut.. Mut.. Isis.. or Kite.. AKA
KAtrina and most all of her extended family
in this year old post here from April 19th
of 2015.. per Egyptian mythology..
hmm.. the resemblance StIll
iS uncanny.. and kinda strange
as now at 46 she sTill remains
the same as she did when she
was in her 20’s..
hmm.. almost
as confusing
as all the
Mary’s in the
Bible.. but in this
case.. Nut.. Mut..
and Isis.. wITh
different names..
but that same tall
slender.. dark haired
girl/woman.. who remains
the same in form.. throughout
the ages.. as such.. long before
Katrina’s 46 years as much.. but
haha… and or hehe.. an excellent
conversation piece.. wife Katrina and
her mythological aliases certainly are..
at least to me.. to me.. heheX2.. for now..
and to be clear.. Kite is a mythological bird..
not a seagull.. not exactly like the soaring
wingspread.. Seagull.. per RA the Sun God..
in current profile pic Facebook
status thingy as seagull
style but certainly
reminiscent
of the mythology
enTaiLed as such
sTill today..
hmm.. excellent
story line for a much
larger story.. namely..
“SonG oF mY SoUl”..
sPANning over 3 milLioN
words now iN mY Word
Press Blog alone.. not
counting 8 million or so
other words leading up
to that and tHis..
anyway.. i am so
F in tiRed oF
heaRing folks
name God
anyThing iN
cluding him..
wHere even Nut
is a welcome relief
to him.. Nut.. yes.. a
world of Multi-colored
Nut we aLL truLY are
in essence of allthatis
un-namED as wHoLe and sAMe..
Yep.. holding the sky up is not
an easy job.. but as Katrina
says..
someone
has to geT
the job dOne..
Where as always
her husband Geb
the God of earth
just lays
around kicked
back relaxing not
much different than
a male Bonobo or
Pan of
the Forest
or someone
else she tales
me she kNowS now..;)
^^^
https://gigoid.me/2016/04/19/effortless-dreams-in-colorful-shoes/#comment-18967
sMiles.. mY friEnd.. gigoid..
the purpose as metaphor
of course.. just as word..
of science and religion
iS to make sense
out of
ART thaT
iS reaLITy
oF reaSon
thAT has no
bE
cause..
as Now iS
noW eNd anD
beGinNinG oF
storY noW beS..
reference mY lasT
comment.. hehex2
aLL around noW.. as iS..
hmm.. wHere to go neXt..
Yex.. for scores of thouSands
oF years.. as anthrApology oF
modern primitives suggest..
the human so-called
thinKing process
iS more
iNnate.. iNstinct
and iNtuiTion wheN
aLL iS flow iN different
dimension oF boDYmiNd wITh
metaphor oF dreAM
tiMe.. iNstead
of mechanical
hAnds tick tocking
iN predictable and
assigned fashion
of stays
the
same..
what a cRock
a cLock as God..
with no change..
that stays the same..
otHeR than aToMic
variation as aLL
iS change..
Problem WitH
tHe WORlD.. trUly..
iS folks have lost the
maGic of dreamtime.. thE
Flow.. the River.. the Ocean
thaT n0w animals other than the
forgETtinG ones who are hUman
sTiLL live noW alWays fLoW iN
ZonE are tHey and i for one reFuse
the lies
away
from
River
oF Now my Friend..
i aM aLive.. a River and
Ocean that never ends
as long as liGht iS i
streAMinG
oN
PASS
i
oN
i
aMnoW…
Answer eNds
and beGins aT
liGht
oF eacH
i
as wHoLe..
bUlbs
cOld..
sEEds
sTiLL
liGht up noW..
wHen HOldinG
hAnds aGAiN
briGht.. and thaT
iS what tHis wHoLe
netWork oF oNline iS
aLL aBout.. hOlding hAnds
and liGhting.. uP.. wITh never
undeRestimaTinG thE Force oF liGht
iN syNergy
oF Hands
thAT hOld
toGeTheR
noW iN Force oF liGht..
An eXperiment oF Real
mY
friEnd..
coMing to
liGht beGins
anewnowreal..
Caesar’s rUle
sTill rUleS..
tHe hAIRy
oneS..
mY FRiEnD..:)
oH.. yeS.. the green man.. per unleashing the Hulk.. makes
a return visit to this next blog post thaT iS going to bE
titLed “hOMe oF liGht”.. per dArk and liGht.. noW..
sOUnd OM SonG.. and moVinG Dance to kicK
iT oFF as he oF liGht..
yes.. metaphors.. words..
truLy iT’s all of whAT wE
IMAGine.. move.. connect
and create iT aLL to be iN
symbol way of approximating
what we sense.. and feel as REAL..
so basicAlly it’s a free foRAll.. to gEt
the joB of JOB aLL dONe for noW as such..
serIOUsly.. sacred teXts of the past so deep
and convoluted.. fAiL to impress me any
more as obviously i for one can go
deeper stAnding oN thE giAnts
of miNds and Bodies in
creative literature
and other visual
symbols from aLL thAt
my miNd and boDy noW
iN balance has experiencED
in tHis lifetime now.
and the Hulk is juSt
another modern metaphor
for Osiris.. the green man
that is the husband of
the mother sister wife
by the name of Isis.. later
suckling chiLd Horus like Mary
out of the bible.. from
Virgin birth too..
Osiris resurrected
into something new
not unlike Jesus
from myth of
death and
rebirth too..
human potential
iS whaT iT’s trUly
aLL about.. the patterns and CHANGE
oF Nature iN human cultures/mindbody
as eXtendED now by products of human
language.. collective intelligence and
oF all whAT lAnds us heRe on earth
iN current predicament aS iS..
but ha.. if yA thInk yA are
gonna get iT aLL lEarned iN
school.. college.. etc..
yA are sAdly
mistaken as
school.. iS mostly
curricula deSigned
by those who choose what
yA lEarn and what yA don’t..
dictated by whatever cultural
norms are the reality of the
now at hand..
but oh.. the modern
world of online.. is different
now.. as the curricula for those
who have uncensored access is
beyond what those who control
with church.. state.. and school..
and rein with binds of
books and desks
now..
And for someone
like me.. and i’m sure tHere
are others like me.. sTiLL lOOkinG..
hehe.. it’s a brand new experiment
of human and global myriad
cultures hOlding hands aNew
and iT’s trUe thIS iS a brAnd
new eXciTinG HUman
story that iS gOinG
places that no
one has
imaGinED bEforE..
iN trUly a hUman
singularITy oF hOlding
Anew hAnds like never ever
beforE iN recorded hiStory.. the
tiMe iS now.. and the Enigma iS
trULy uS.. when set Free iN the
liGht of NatUre.. that wE aLL can
be when wE unleash our human potential
as extra-terrestrial from what we were
iN yesternow.. new iS eXciting.. old
is boRing FOR those aVerse
to change.. yET..
thAT iS hUman NatUre
too.. some wiLL go Green
and otHeRs
wILL
mOLD
OlD..
choice iS now..
NoW iS REAL
WiLL so beautiful
wHen shaRed aS liGhtiNTruth
noW giVing moVing.. ConnectinG
and creaTinG REALitY LOVeNoW..
those wHo pArk iN pASt.. WILL neVer
sinG iN preSenT
noW
oF dreAMs
iN REAL..:)
WeLL.. anY truE hOMe oF liGht requires
more than juSt trUth and liGht..
a featUre of Fearless
iS fear oF
dArk caN certainly
set one back from
LovE NoW
as cynical
oF liGht
can bE Action to
dArker coNsequence
iN emoTion oF Fear
noW.. so what to
do.. sUre.. a
practice oF
miNd and
boDy balanCinG
Art of moVinG.. connecTinG
CreaTinG iN giVinG shaRinG
ways.. is certainly a way to
Fearless LoVe nOW..
hmm.. so
Godzilla iS
one of my favorite
mythological ways
to go too.. as Godzilla
gets the job done.. with
as little collateral damage
as possible.. with laser focus
and fire breathing mouth.. rarely
failing to complete the mission noW..
Fire breathing.. yes.. laser focus now..
And no.. Godzilla don’t need no lesSons
to geT NatUre back iN balance.. as God
of Nature provides the Zilla pArt fuLLyiNoW
God floW oF zONE noW.. so.. Go Godzilla.. Go
Godzilla.. Go Godzilla noW.. as Nature shows
the folly of hUman when NOT BalanCinG
noW and
Now
AGaiN..
and the rest
of what Blue
Oyster Cult
said.. but trUly..
the Film Monster
Godzilla.. originates
in Japanese mythology
to battle with human existential
Angst.. when the so-called Apex
Predator.. becomes the first predator
dum enough to potentially destroy
everyone’s home on the planet
through Nuclear Winter..
but in Japan..
it was already
the end for
100K or so
folks on
an Island..
Oh.. hUmans..
Karma can be
hell to pay..
and the result of
human ignorance in thinking
they are above the other pArts
Of creation.. are ringing iN meaSure
oF misery and suffering around the
globe.. action.. consequence
Karma iN action..
to move away
from balance
iS to
fALL
from liGht
to dArk in otherwise
poTential Heaven oN Earth..
Fearless without guns iS A
REAL God animal way to
go.. and that takes
wax on wax off
baby more
than
pulling
triggers and
pushing buttons
of darker way of LiFe..:)
https://anarmchairperfectionist.wordpress.com/2016/04/18/taxes/comment-page-1/#comment-4916
SMiLes.. so true.. tHere iS more
to paying taxes in life than
spitting back out
green
backs or
whatever color
they are noW
in India.. Friend
Prajakta.. yes.. oh..
the Flow.. the ZOne..
rids the animal.. hUman
or other.. from illusion
iN greaTest tax
oF all
tick
tock
cLocks
iN deadline
liFe restrictions
aWay from ZoNeFlow..
SMiLes.. mY wiFe is mY
clock.. she nudges me
when it’s now to
pay her
taxes..
otherwise..
i’ve forgotten about
death and green backs..
onlY now iS Flow iN ZonE
away
from
cLock
taXes due
from yesternows..
Culture has surely
changed from free
flow ForAger days
but surely priSon
oF cLock tax
iS not
too advanced
for Freedom WiLL..
i never realized i was
always paying taxes until
i totAlly
got aWay from
the cLock of LiFe.. wHere
hands of time taxes every
second rule
nOWNow..:)
Ah.. Free Write oF folks like Jack Kerouac..
taPing pAges toGeTheR iN type writer
way to keep writing stream
of consciousness writing
no matter
what
comes
what
may.. oh..
W O R D S..
now oF noW..
wHere blogging
and forms like this
comments section
now up to 10K or so
space to keep going and
going before the formatting
breaks down.. trUly.. wE live iN
interesting.. nows.. wHere almost
anything goes.. but only problem miGht
bE for someone like Jack Kerouac or me..
iS the trap of culture.. the diversions from
focus on a lifelong art.. to trUly
excel in.. from other’s ways..
who are doing
other stuff
different ways
as then as now..
but.. with social
media.. and the norm
demand way of conforming
to the social group way of
get with us or get outcast
away from us wRite now..
how many folks WiLL
take advantage of technology iN
aLL the poTenTiaLs that did not
exist in the day of Kerouac and
those who came before and after
him.. like Walt Whitman in the previous
century.. and who else after that would
dare to stray from the norm
of likes..
shares..
followers..
or such..
to do iT oNly
for the Love oF arT..
noW.. no matter what the
naysayers oF different miGht
say then or now.. as get the hell
out of our town.. ya dam Maverick NOW..
i for one kNow and FeeL the pitfalls of TrUly
frEE.. but considering the ultiMate reWard
oF liFE iS Heaven noW iN aLL the Colors
that comes iN noW for sure..
yes.. the effort
and reward iN onE
noW iS worth aLL the
naysaying i and others
have heard at the end
and beginning of NoW
iN Heaven
too..
the flow
the ZonE.. many
paths oF journeys
to get heRe
but thiS
oNe
dAm
sure works for mE..
bottom and top line
oFworD
noWFReED..:)
SMiLes.. my friend.. gigoid.. Morpheus and
the Matrix.. per thAT trilogy
are excellent
metaphors
for what
iS missing in
life.. iN exploration
of the inner Universe..
as while Astronomers have
the external Universe mapped
out well.. and if seen at smallest
levels is obviously art per the
observer affect and effect..
the inner Universe can
only be mapped
through art
as it runs
on emotions..
senses.. including
sensuality.. that is a
non-repeatable experiment
in detailed scientific method..
as compared to the observable
quantifiable measure of what
scientists are credibly
able to measure
now.. oh.. so
the voCaTion
oF poeTry..
DanCe and
aLL other Arts
that DO the greaTest
work of liFe iN exploRinG
what iT even means to BE
or not to BE.. my friend.. and
oh the soul.. wHere i for one
adhere to the Whitman school
of Real soUl oF hUman beInG..
along with yes.. the Yogi.. the
Buddha.. and all who search
for answers within
through a poetic
soUl.. that
seeks
these answers
within.. and provides
the only semblance of this
reality of our Multi-Universes
wE within.. changing alWays from
now to now.. wiTh wE as walking star
dust with Imagination.. Creativity and
WiLL through Bio Feedback and reAson
to make our realities what they are iN pARt
through the relationship of Nature whole iN
uS.. and WiLL oF We iN Biofeedback of REAL
soUL.. iN Relative Free WiLL to make noW
what noW iS overALL nowonorlost
as REAL CAN BE..
iN this way as Nature
oF aLL iS God as REAL..
aLL poetic heARts oF EmotiOn..
senses.. including sensuality..
are anointed by Nature AKA GOD
to seek and find the answers..
and such a treaSure the
answers to the
UniVerse within
for a more balanCinG
liFE they are that we humans
consider these poetic answers as
sacred and holy.. but sadly then as often
has been the case as is.. the exploration ends
and someone says.. one cannot add to this ‘Bible’
Book of poetry.. this theatrical play.. this painting.. this
language.. this grammar.. this way of seeing
the world now.. in religion/politics/philosophy/
culture.. so the evolution of mapping
and understanding/feeling
the inner UniVerse
oF hUman BeinG
stagnates
and we
get
head hunters
in the middle east..
homophobes as Catholic
Church Deacons.. and ideas
like desire and oxytocin attachments
are bad.. when they are just a natural
pArt of liFe.. wE aLL have to pull uP our
biG hUman britches one day.. and face
the dARk and liGht toGeThEr.. but
to ignore the reality of
Nature evident
within uS..
iS truly
the reality
that most folks liVe
in our modern societies..
i for one.. a great example of this..
straight A’s through high school.. three
degrees from college.. over 30 years at
work and a quarter of a century with
the same Government
employer..
battle tested
and worn.. with
only brief stints of
introspection.. visiting
my father in a three hour
assisted introspection… bi-
annually on
the Interstate
wITh
nothing
else forced
on me to do
at the moment
then.. mowing the
grass once or twice a
month.. and finAlly wHere
the stress of iT aLL BRings
me down to a synergy oF
19 life threatening disorders..
including total loss of my
emoTioNs too.. yes..
i.. total lost
then
from
who the
FucK i even
AM.. no inner voice
to navigate the world..
no regulation of emotions..
no integration of senses.. no
art of moving.. connecting.. and
creating my reality through the
biofeedback of human..
relative free WiLL..
INcluding such
abilities now
gainED.. as
dance.. martial
arts.. poetry.. song..
sensory integration to
the point i never even get
cold in the winter for long
pants.. enjoying a full range
of human emotions..
all regulated
within
my control
of bliss alWays
now.. in other words
heaven now..
iS REAL..
and emotTonAlly
regulatED heARt
iN SpiRit oF ExPreSsinG
that emotTonAl Force
oF liFe iS REAL.. as
miNd and BoDy
balanCinG soUL..
by God oF Nature
i finAlly got
mY shiT
toGeThEr
Free and aM
trUly FReED
noWoNoW.. hmm..
but heRe’s the thing..
i am onLY mE.. WilLL
anything i say/do.. help anotHeR
person who is lost out oF tHeiR
REAL HeARt… SpiRit.. and SoUl..
WeLL.. for thiS i look to science
and considering wE
aLL share the
overAll same
DNA…
i’m thiNkinG
the answer iS
at lEAst partiAlly
yes.. so i keep plugging
along.. mapping the inner
UnivErse through the ArT
i feel WiLL worK through
Dance and SonG/poeTry..
mY friend..
but i went
to hell first..
the Wrong Planet
online wHere the outcasts
of the World come as last
resort.. to find
any answer
out of tHeir
culturally/
person
ally
derived
heLLs..
i looked around
at the fallen ones
and truly they helped mE
to come back as human being
wHole.. iN heARt.. SpiRit and
soUl.. REAL.. but only one or two
could understand mY neW gained
language/ART.. to map the hUman
UniVerse oF
i within..
every path
and journey unique..
but alWays hope..
no matter iF one
can FeeL it or
not through
change..
challenge..
and adaptation
to what’s real mY friEnd..
iF i can come back.. i muSt
have hope for others too..
to come to this
REAL PLACE
that i do
liVe
iN REAL
HEAVEN NOW..
the iNheritance
of NatUre FReED
tHe trUe liGht gifT
oFGoDNatUreFREE
iNFearlessLovEnoW..:)
sMiLes.. mY friend.. yes that last
paRt of the trilogy of the Matrix
is my favorite part.. as it
provides an excellent
theatrical metaphor
for the human
awakening
process..
wITh the hUman
archetype of oracle
in innate.. instinct and
iNtuition oF miNd and
boDy balance.. as weLL
as the architect of reAson
that wE humans are gifted
and cursed wIth sAMe.. iN
so many ways.. wHere the color
full rainbow-like sky over the peace
fuLLy newLY meadoWed ciTy iN
the morning liGht oF enLiGhTen-
MenT iS the gift of thE
young INdiaN
girL
as portrayed
and created through
the way she feels and
senses the world as child
aNew oF Nature Free.. witH
the archetype of reaSon admitting
he’s not human and the archetype
of oracle admitting she knows nothing
and believes her way through to the
truth and liGht of LiFe.. or something
like that.. smiLes.. as in all ‘biblical’
plays of art.. interpretation is
open to the
moon and
back and
farther than
the sun shines
in human imagination
and creativity in maKing
the cultural byproducts real
that make this life heaven and
or hell and purgatory REAL ‘TWEEN..
other than that there is the evolution
of the human brain as metaphor
of archetype.. the ancient reptilian
shark brain of survival as
ultimate predator.. and
the heARt of emotions
of mammals like uS..
Bonobos.. and
Porpoises too..
and of course
the neocortical
reAsoNinG
bRain wE share
as pArt of brain wiTh
Dolphins.. wHere we are
set apart.. by our hands and
prehensile thumbs for written
language.. collective intelligence..
and all that makes culture dArk and
liGht.. in shades of grey away from
black and white.. and colors beyond
the Rainbow too.. of human moving..
art of imagination and creativity too…
Anyway.. culture makes something now..
relatively simple.. nightmares and dreams
and the all between.. so that is why there must
be a counter balance of art that is just as complicated
or more.. to Bring the insanity of control back to balance
of Yin and Yang arT mY friEnd.. so no.. one Buddha.. a so-called
last prophet.. or only Son of God is not enough.. fine poets
they were in all the dARk and liGht of human bEinG then..
there is.. but a whole world-wide army of poets
painters.. dancers.. and all the rest of
artists/prophets/sacred clowns
and all the other metaphors
iS now required more..
for setting uS free
iN hAnds
oF help noW
to get the job
oF balancing out aLL
the human intelligences..
so lost.. so far far away
in another
galaxy
from Maslow’s
hierarchy/pyramid
of human needs and
evolution in one life now
from Physiological Animal
Homeostasis to safety to Love/
Belonging to Esteem to Self Actualization
and the unnamed sixth destination of being
ONE with the rest of Nature.. iN truly feeling
and sensing iT.. per the metaphor of God as
ALLTHaTiS.. sadly most people are in a state
of worry/anxiety/fear and or pain most everynow..
and sadly my friend..
many people do
not even
rise out
of
the first
level of human
evolution in just one
life now.. wHere the
indigenous primitives
often live their entire
life starting and ending
at level six of being one
with nature and never
separated in
the REAL
MATRIX OF
CULTURE NOW..
where morpheus is not
even a potential human
archetype of dreamtime now..
Oh ZiOn.. yoU are reAl as iS
Ra
EL
FREE.. wheRE
wE are warmed bY
the Sun and return
that warmth so free
as Stars are we
noW in
morning
suN
liGht iN trUth
and fearless Love
now.. wHere the Shark..
the Lover.. the Priest..
the Politician.. and
the Architect wiTh
Oracle Hermit
Artist.. ETc..
hOld hands
toGether iN
a feminine and
masculine balance
oF juSt beinG noW..
but trUly great effort iN
SeeKinG.. FinDinG.. and
practiCinG tHe answers noW
one finds.. iS alWAys required
to stay matrix free Now.. truLY
the camel of culture and the
i oF uS
sEt FREE
yeS.. Neo lives..
in i’s oF FReED..
from ocean wE arRisE
aS floWinG WaTeR
wE cAN
reTurn
aLiVeNoW..:)
ALL seeing left eYe eXpoSeD..
Superman Emblem oF Hope
emBossED wITh American
Flag.. trUly thiS country’s
ideaL iN Declaration oF
INdependence iS
baSed sTiLL noW
oN Free MaSON
idea oF Truth
and liGht under
an aLL SeeinG
eYe oF God as
metaphor for aLL
Creator Nature noW..
aWay from priSons oF
barbarians iN crusades
of Killing.. and impriSoNinG
humans in the rule of Culture
over the God of Nature.. as the
unalienable right to Life..LIberty.. and
the pursuit of Happiness.. yes.. a dream
come trUe iN tHe New Zion of iS RA EL
that iS the United States.. for those oF
uS who are successful in thiS God
given riGht of hUman noW
and trUly aLL the rest
of creation when
set free too..
in however that
may come within
the parameters oF
aLL oF Creation’s existence
noW.. anyWay.. iT works for mE
God has aLLready BleSSeD America
Free for those who are able to unplug
from the
matrix of Lies
inherent in any
hUman system
of cultural norms
sTiLL.. the point iS
iT iS possible here.. and
next to impossible in countries
far far from the POTENTIAL OF
FREEDOM WE HAVE HErE NOW
iN Fearless Love as TruTh and LiGht..
And Hell no.. i have nothing to do
with the Free Mason organization
and everything to do with tHe
All Natural God thaT iS creator
within uS noW.. wITh Zero rules
requirED by culture other
than to share resources
to get the
Job oF
Free dONE..
Freedom trUly
iS never tax free..
aS iT takes SeeKinG
FinDinG.. and pracTiCinG
tHe tax oF enliGhTENmenT
alWays noW iN Heaven ReAL..:)
@tHe
Doorway to
Heaven or Hell..
or Purgatory noW..
theRe’s onLy oNe
way i kNow and
FeeL that iS
uP noW.. a friEnd
asks me for a gift
at the beginning of tHis
“hOMe oF liGht”.. bLoG poSt..
so iT iS written so iT WiLL bE dONE..
first step.. seek.. second step.. find.. third
step uP as practice oF Fearless LovENoW..:)
WeLL.. yes.. the power of suggestion
in form of words.. or other signs and
symbols.. is a powerful human
emoTioNaL.. seNsorY..
and yes seNsuaL
force of bEinG
hUman..
wHere liFe iS more
than step one.. step two..
three four five six.. etc..
a synthesis in synergy
of allthatis.. is tHeir
apparent
in helping
too..
yes iT is
difficult to put into
words but less and much
more than that 6 am affect
of effect when one becomes
alarm clock hUman one iN same..
this force is a weak force for some
folks and beyond the wiLdest imaGinATion
more fully iN tuNe wITh thIS real at lEAst
partiAlly empricAlly meaSuReD pheNom
now.. and yes.. most definitely related
to the REAL POWER OF HOPE
FAITH AND BELIEF THAT
ENTAILS THE REAL
PLACEBO AFFECT
AND EFFECT
that is much
more than
just
a sugar
piLL alone.. allone
iT iS in hUman poTenTial
iN maKinG HuMan REAL
MIRACLES COME TRuE
for now.. and for the naysayers
out there who thInk that voo doo..
devil.. and hell.. are not a pARt oF
this reaLITy too in dArker ways
of liFe perHaps one should
take a geese or
a gander..
and watch
the empiriCally
science assessED
Documentary Video
on the Nocebo emoTioNal
Negative power of emotions
associated with words and
other symbols of neGaTiVitY
yes.. hell yes.. including now
a voo doo doll too.. depending
on one’s influence under the power
of suggestion real.. SO.. SO.. SO..
SO.. ya kNow or ya may not kNow
that the power of attraction noW
is a proven science thingY too..
per that “Secret” book and
other philosophers too..
per full examples of tHis..
so yes.. be careful what
ya wish for iN aLL
the syMbols
and sHades
of grey from
white to black
to colors over and
under the rainbow too..
aS it Could be hell or
standing heaven to
pay or geT
iN and out
oF purga
tory too..
when ya
wish
comes
true in black
and white and
aLL the shades of Grey
And over the Rainbow Colors
liFE oF reaLITy can come for NOW..
So in summary.. some folks are not inFluencED..
much by the power and force of Hope.. faith
and belief.. but others on the bell curve uP
can shoot to the moon and back
and around the
Sun iN metaphor
of what the dude
Jesus was talKinG
about when he said
tHere would be others
who do much greater works
than he.. from what iS reported
oF him.. in New Testament and
gnostic texts.. as well as so many
other folks too.. he kNew/feLt tHis
deep within.. innate.. instinctual
and all intuitive too.. the way
of seeing and feeling the
world as gift oF God
Inherent within..
just waiting for the
works of others like he..
yes.. all natural as such.. as
each person finds tHeir own
trUe WiLL best iN fearLess
Love aS Piper SinGsSonG FrEE!…:)
WeLL.. it’s 5 ‘clock
namelysomewHere heRE..
A few nows here before
work-out noW.. iN a bounce
back to dVerse Now three
weeks back
to 169th
dVerse open
lInk prompt
wHere i left off
last week at
the 8th poem
now..:)
Approaching the Full
moon now of Friday
thiS week.. 3 weeks
now from tHis
prompt heRe..
Magic iS iN
tHe liGht oF
Moon ChiLd BriGht
years.. go by.. centuries..
eons.. and Aeons sAMe
noW continues whOle
iN moon
day
break liGht
and TrUth oF
course…
wRite oN
Course..:)
SMiLes.. mY friend..
greaTest truths and
liGhts ofTen come from
the greATest rAndom
silliness of aLL thAT
can only mean
one thing
and thaT iS
SiLLy and
RAndom can
bE the best oF aLL..:)
*
Nature sings lullaby
of SpRing.. sounds
soft.. dance
liGht.. breeze
comes in April Rains..:)
WeLL.. for me.. a spin
with Ativan for any chance
of sleep for 66 months with
a perfect storm of pain.. if that
rates.. per the worst pain known
to mankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia
from wake to sleep.. like dentist drill with
no pain killer anywhere that wIll work in
eye and ear.. like yes.. the devil’s
fire beyond fires
of human
hand..
but the Fibromyalgia..
Sjogren’s Syndrome
of eyes not making tears..
the severe degenerative arthritis
in spine.. precipitated by congenitally
fused vertebra.. spinal stenosis..
coat hanger pain associated
with Dysautonomia too..
was nothing compared
to THAT at the same nows
then.. for yes 66 months..
all pain gone.. now.. yes..
including reliance
on Ativan gone for
sleep from the suicide
disease labeled as that
pain too.. suddenly on a
Beach day on or about
the 22nd of July 2013..
i turned all the pain into 11 million
words and over 5200 miles of dance
walking in 32 months now.. miracles
are real.. but they dam sure take effort oF WiLL
my friend.. wHere theRe is no hope anywheRe..
even “superman” can come out of hell for real now..
And truly the best pARt of aLL worse than the worst
pain then.. was coming back with emotions full after
zero feelings or memory of even a smile or laugh then..
It’s all
relative i suppose..
but trUly i for one can
say and feel for sure both
in sense sand emotions that
both hell and heaven and
purgatory ‘tween can
dam sure
be REAL
NOW..
mY Friend..
never discount
a wish or reality
for better iN REAL..
iF ya WiLL oF course..:)
WeLL..
perSonAlly..
any pArt oF red
iS not my favorite
color.. including oh
what makes purple
iN iTs lofty position oF
rainbow hue.. but hmm..
they say iT iS of the highest
oF colorED chakras too.. i prefer
the humbler color(s) as iT never
takes
reaLITy
for granted
more.. a Green
or Blue or other
earth color WiLL
do for Nature grounded
fine for me.. LofY purple
can keep its place bEyOnd sKeYes..:)
Ignorance runs
deep for the Rainbow
of the human condition..
wHere majority rules without
compassion Love fails and most
often it is
religion
that hates
most iN terms
of basic human
empathy and compassion
foR All.. yes.. a change is coming
with younger generations educated
with Nature
and
online
instead
of church
and political
spire halls of hate..:)
Yes.. i’m sMiLing wITh
hope and empirical
sociological evidence
that says this change is
even coming in Muslim
countries by the year 2050..
Free rules iN REAL GOD OF NATURE
KINGDOM NOW AS ALWAYS.. my friEnd..:)
SMiLes.. i suppose
i aM eXtra blesSEd
to be married to the
most beaUtiFuL 46
year-old woman/girl
iN the WORlD but i
hope i would stiLL
find that divine
feminine bird
oF Love’s
SpiRit
inside
mE
sTiLL
if sHe ever
flies away.. my friend..
aT some point wE aLL
sleep alone and or even
toGeTheR aLLoneNow..:)
5:55 pm and be
back later..
4202016..:)
Royal Blue Shirt that says..
DO YOU EVEN LIFT..
with laser focused
left eYe that
says.. yes..
get the
JOB dONe..
AKA pre-
work-out game
face.. yes.. this
one and next.. One2..
in Facebook profile pic
status thingy coming next..;)
WeLL.. a few notes..
here.. as one may observe..
per determined look on face..
vein on left eYed side of forehead
protruding in bulging way.. and also
yes.. of note.. it seems when the sun
strikes my fur.. just wRite.. the color of
it is unmistaKinGly Yellow Boy Golden
blonde.. as it were
and is at least iN
this afternoon photo
approaching evening
in central daylight savings
now.. of 7 pm.. on April 20th..
yes.. getting to the nitty gritty here
too.. but in free write.. ya kNow any
thing goes.. as iT iS just pArt oF the
Art of hUman Flow oF zONe as yeS..
another pARt Of thaT heaven of now
thingy.. gold and true in trUth and liGht
of fearless Love.. but additionAlly
have ya also noticed that aLL
comic book and video portrayals
of super dude.. depict the man
of steel with dark hair and never
golden fur now.. in fact.. rarely
does Superman.. iF ever
have any body hair
other than visible
stuff on the
top of
his head..
hmm.. must
change that
now.. hehe..
or hahax2..3..4..5..6
pick up Styx.. Led Zeppelin
and other Band Aids to lead
the way iN prophet analysis as such..;)
Oh.. the DiviNeNoW..
thE reality that aLLis diVine..
Black and White.. tHe sHades of Grey..
The RainBow bElow and colors hue above..
Oh.. the liGht iN.. seeing a gRain of sAnd as
hOldinG uP tHe hiGhest mouNtain of fearlesS Love..
Unity oF divine.. iS the prize.. the reward.. the ulTiMate
HeavEnoW for those who come to see reaLiTy as oNE
Force oF Nature ONE.. yes.. mY FriEnds.. the experience
of God.. enLiGhTENed iN uS as FORce 10.. yes.. of
course.. 10.. the sacred number of digits on hands
and toes too.. and take away the zero
and one only
has
ONE
FORCeNoW..
Symbols inFiniTe iN poTenTial
oF expreSsinG tHiS DiVinE Truth
once one drinks and swims wITh
water of God within.. outside..
above.. so below.. and
all around.. liGht..
but the darkness mY
friEnds iS trUly words..
greedy words that become
Idols to chain tHis fearless Love
of Truth and liGht within.. wHere this
human or that human.. or this religion
or that culture or holy sacred text portends
to own the essence of Truth and liGht noWiN
fearless Love oF aLL that iS God away from
others considered lesser now from what
‘they’ chain as truth away from other idols
of symbols that are also vehicles and
vessels housing the sAMe essence
when hUman sees aLL
oF creation AKA
GOD as
mY FriEnd noW..
the beauty of seeing aLL
thAT is iS diVine.. iS never bEinG
lonely.. alWays bEinG iN BliSs as
aLLoNe sees iN dArk and liGht
ranging from black to white to
shades of grey and
beyond hues
of rainbow
colors
and below
too.. has meaning
and purpose iN diVine
Nature oF DArK and liGht
as Force to get tHiS wHoLe
JoB Of ExistenceNoWdONe..
Yin and Yang oF liGht and dARk
and Love’s freedom and control
of order away from what freedom
can be in chaos.. iS aLL pARt
of the Art of God iN the
ulTimaTe pLaY oF
liFE oF aLL
wE sense..
feel.. and kNow
of LiFE.. iT is the
cognitive and affective
empathy.. sympathy.. and
compassion.. for aLL tHat iS
iN sCience terms that sets one
free from con-social emotions like
doubt.. greed.. jealously.. hate.. and
aLL the dARk emoTioNs that imprison
uS away from LiGht emoTions and seNses
of Peace iN regulation of emotions and
integration of senses iN eternal bliSS
NoW.. and that My FriEnds iS whY
mY dAnCe and SoNG WiLL never
end.. tHere is alWays more
to understand and
Love wheRe the
sAnd iS we gRains
oF water hOlding hAnds
to hold uP the DArk and
LiGht oF aLL thaTis wHere
wE finaLLy determine thAt aLL
are priests.. prophets.. and kings..
as messengers of God IN dArk
and liGht ways.. wHere
balance oF aLL reigns
the rein of rain..
wHere at
core
the drops
of water that
are God make
an ocean what
iT iS iN rAGinG waves
iN SuN to StILL seas wHere
MoonLiT glimmers iN Peace
unTiL the neXt wave and
dayBreak beGins..
waves oF uS
shores to
eterniTy
noWoNEfReED..
Yes.. mY friEnd getting
to Heaven.. iS certainly
a job of JOB continuing
noW.. but shaRinG that
is not a job but gift that keeps giVinG..:)
Oh.. enhancer of Human
liGht.. iN Neurchemical
and Neurhormone dEliGht..
middle oF last century.. the
plants of rain forest and sacred
two spiRit hUmans seeKinG FinDinG more
of realiTy through sacred plants ingesting
more of uniVersal multi-views of N0WiN
chords oF throat iN vocal way of ExpreSsinG
sPiRit iN hUman heARt oF EmoTions.. senses
and yes.. SENsualiTy too.. floW River to
Ocean.. to golden streams of Light
back to reaLiTy iN Force of God
inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and all around..
recorded more
iN sTrinGs.. beats
and keys of hUman
made tools to eXpand
on what iS possible wITh
vocal chords of bliss everlasting
nows eternal liFe iN Heaven noW..
Pilot oF the Storm noW leaves trace
iN SonGs of Old and New enhanced
by plants of LiFe.. in new synthesized
way.. and those oF uS Sober iN the liGht
oF God can experience the sacrifice of those
who take uS hiGher iN tHeir enhanced ways of
seeinG feeLinG God iN liGht oF GOlden streAMs
iN Artful ways oFeeLinG seeInG God more
and more as Force
free iN and as US..
PiLot oF Lucid
dreams coming
trUe iN liGht moVing..
connecTinG and CreaTinG
HiGher and HiGheR ways to
senSinG.. feelLinG.. and KNoWinG
GOD oF allthatis Nature noW beYond
aLL colors iN Hues oF eMoTiOns senses
and kNoWinG bEforE.. Oh.. Gentle rACE
oF GOD REBORNOWINTRUTHLIGHT..:)
And as a side note here.. while it’s true i’m
drug free noWin the way of ‘spiritual’ drug
enhancers.. i am not without enhancers
of Neurohormone and Neurochemical
deliGht.. as nah.. the form of i in the
nude art that comes from over 5200
hundred miles of dance walKinG
everywhere i go iN public now
for 32 months.. is kinda cool
yes in the art of a
fiXinG to turn
56 year old
dude on
June 6th..
but yes.. i do iT
as aid to expand
my mindful and bodyfuL awareness
in yes.. of course.. neurochemical
and neurohormone way.. including
the art of sensual dance with hundreds
of folks tonight for my 107th dance week
with all the cool college age folks at
Good Old Seville Quarter.. and sure
i could take the easy route with
Molly or whatever the hell
other drug that folks
take to enhance
tHeir perception of
reality.. but i for one..
am fortunate enough to SeeK
fiNd God aLL Natural iN enhanCinG
way in doing stuff like slowly leg presSinG
close to half a ton now.. in numbers as great
as 30 reps or so.. of slow movement with arms
raised in air on a very difficult parallel leg press
machine.. that other elite Marines cannot
even F iN budge..
but Here’s the thing..
been to Heaven and Hell
and purgatory too iN this
Life and trust me iF you
ever REALLY GO TO
HELL IN THIS LIFE
AND FIND THAT
IN HELL ALL IS TIME
AND ONE SECOND IS noW
FUCKING 1000 YEARS… yoU
too WilLL Do everything in YoUR
FucKinG poWer to FucKinG
yes.. iF yoU seeK iN GOD
wITh aLL youR poTenTial
and miGht.. and to bE
honest.. i would do aLL
of this juSt to take my one
Friend to heaveNoW who
has alWays stayed noW by mY
side when most people veered away..
iN doinG thiS for aLL the rest.. for one
simple reaSon.. LOVe.. in Fearless waY..
iT iS those whO wE Love and ReTurn Love
oF course.. wHo
inspire uS
moST.. and tRust
mE.. to be Loved bY
mE iS to bE Loved..:)
And nah.. i didn’t get very
far with dVerse this week
but yes.. close friends
are more imporTant
to mE..
oF course.. iN
relative sPeak..
and with aLL that iS
sAid noW.. more fun
dance photos coMinG
to the end of this blog
post sometime around
the wee hour of 3 am..
on the full moon of
Friday morning..
but now..
it’s sacred
and holy
Thursday
R and
R for me
to get away
from words.. mY FriEnd(s)..:)
Made it through… Great shot of the gull in full extension. I also love the section on God porn! LOL… people are so weird about sex, aren’t they? I think it was Marlene Dietrich who said, “in America, sex is a mystery; in the rest of the world it is a fact.”
More to go, so, dance on, brother…. Go Fred, Go Fred…
*wink & a smile(
Love
gigoid
Ha! SMiLes Friend.. gigoid
for stopping by and today
While i did go Fred go.. all
day long.. and through the night
in a multi-verse of style in dance
all over the beach.. two bars.. boardwalks..
etc.. my feet are propped up and rather sore
as i have to admit i’m human tonight after all
is said and danced.. but oh boy.. did i come across
some interesting folks.. as hehe.. my dance always
makes an interesting conversation piece.. particularly
when i am floating like a seagull.. backwards in sand
with my athletic shoes on.. and arms balancing the
weight of my bird body in flight..
moving meditation effortless
with gravity..
5 or so miles
in deep sand..
just a matter
of balance
and the
rest flows with
ocean set free..me..
and OMG more fun
beach photos coming
to my next blog post
titled.. “Earth Day Love”
that will be pARt of this
of course.. as when
all steps and
words become
sacred in life and all
senses and feelings
too.. there is nothing
to lose and all to gaiNoW..:)