FoR YoUr eYes onLY

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Facebook Friend Rafiah
views the thumbnail large
Word Press Publishing
photo as it comes..
when i share
the ‘WinDoW
Ark’ Blog post
and says..

I love the
window and
the view in it.
heart emoticon
I would like to have that
kind of corner in my room.

And i say..

SMiLes mY friEnd.. Rafiah..
thanks.. i’m glad you enjoy
the view here.. through mY
WinDoW.. truly.. there are two
kinds of windows iN liFe that
i Love the most..
one is a WinDoW
into the garden
of Eden which
iS God’s
and the other
iS the WinDoW
into the soUl of
God that iS also
the human eye..
both are views of God..
and iN mY liFe as trUly i was
a lot like Spock in the sense that
i wasn’t fully aware of the expressions
on my face.. but i laser focused iN
miNd melding thoughts and
emotions as empath
when i connected
with eYes
to any other
human being..
and even though
i could not really concentrate
to ever read any homework books
in school.. i absorbed the teacher’s
brain and heARt with eYes
that could see more
than words
of books..
mY friend..
so in 2008 when i lost effective
use of mY eyes.. then.. trUly i lost
two beauty WinDoWs to view the heARt
SpiRit and SoUl then of God that i could
so easily see that lives in the eYes oF
Nature.. including all eYes oF animal
and hUman alike.. so.. what to do.. oh..
to BRinG God back iN connection
deeper than God that liveS iN
me then as iS back
weLL.. that iS
when oN a Thanks
giving day for me on
November 26th.. 2010..
then.. when what our church friend..
yesterday.. when we visited her..
wHere i took off my shades for
a second to rub mY eyes says
oh.. you have beautiful green
eYes.. as offline
aLL folks
see of
the WinDoW
to mY soUl iS
the dance of me..
and mysterious shades
covering what iS more inside..
mY soUl as WeLL.. mY friend..
Yes.. slowLY words became
mY covered eYes..
mY spiRit
mY heARt
and the even though
after i lost aLL the pain
i sTiLL must wear shades
everywHere i go offline..
the dance of i..
iS noW
mY spiRit
mY heARt
mY soUl
iN words and STEPS!..
of i.. oH.. the Windows of God
my friend.. they are everywHere i look..
and the best places are wheRE hUman
eYes connect.. in eYes .. iN words.. and IN STEPS..
AND You.. mY friend have some of the most beautiful
WinDoWs to a soUl
i have ever seen both
in eYes and words..
as neither
bE complicated
pARt of GOD.. noW..
and oh.. the eYes in liFE
that i have viewed that do set
you aPart from most.. over 100K..
worKinG in a WinDoWless Bowling
Center to Nature but FuLL oF hUman
Nature inside.. and likely over 100K online..
since that Thanksgiving day iN 2010..
but i must
say sTill..
the hUman
eYeS arE mY favorite
WinDoWs to God’s eYes..
and yours are deep
to God mY friEnd..
thanks for sharing
them iN Brown
and Black
Print.. so
oN Facebook now..:)


Ah.. the intelligence.. reaSon..
oh.. the heARt.. FeeLinG
and sAdLY wHere
most uSnoW
live wherever
First World Problems
rule.. the reAson
Sun of Life..
away from
feeLinG.. mY
FriEnd.. Prajakta
and sAdly as iS a
story of life so long
away from feeling
and closer
to reason
wHere smarT
loses the heARt
of Life.. iS a journey
aWay from what is REALIST
In bEinG hUman aT aLL.. spoon
fed this from birth.. it truly can be
hard to get back to arms iN comfort
of BeiNG hUman as.. as Nature trUly
goes.. the gift of Love that iS iN innate
AlTRUistic Nature oF truLY wiLd and
Free human
iS a
Book oF Love..
where the true savage
can be the books.. the
school.. the work.. and the
green and other colored paper
and metal stuff that ruins aLL oF
That wHere the pasSiOn and Love
OF THE TRUE liOn hUman either iN the
Jungles.. the Savannah.. the Forest or Beach..
Mountains.. meadows.. etc.. etc.. LiVinG
away from
dead caves
and books..
words.. and
other symbols
like paper money
and print that takes
uS away from Love
iN fearless end and beginning
oF story In livinG more than just
Survival.. In liVing fearless maGic Love..
with roots that defeat entropy and apathy
of living
friend.. Love
Spreads without Fear..
Tree of Life over


Oh.. God!
NakED Love..!
you eXcite me..! you
comfort me.. you make
me more human from the
NOW i am 16 and aM eXposED
to the greatEst art of God iN.. hell
yeS.. penThouse magazine.. oh ending
JeWeLs oF God.. bEhind pants and dresses
of school.. you wiLL not be held back anymore..
God’s Love of hUman sKin iS here and will NOT
be hidden anymore.. well.. at least online.. anyway.. hehe..
And surely enough when BROAD band access of free online
human naked art COMES.. back in the early 90’s.. aLL ‘kinds’
of crime goes down.. should iT reAlly be any surprise that the
NaturAlly occurring social bonding oxytocin neurohorMone
and dopamine and serotonin in pleasure and trust neuro-
chemicals and pain killing endorphins that are
increased by the human contact either visually
or feeling in seeing and touching flesh from
head to toe.. in so-called porn..
reduces human
violence and
warring ways..
weLL.. HeLL NO..
as thAT iS God’s
Nature aLL Natural
bEinG n0w grEat!
releasED iN hUman
form.. of what lies
and tells the truth
underneath and wITh
hips and lies that don’t
lie in human eYes oF Living
free.. and oh.. the entropy.. the
death of liFe iN liVinG.. iS precipitated
bY coveRing up the nakED trUth oF
feeLinG comfort and pleaSUre
of bEinG human.. but ah..
entropy iS defeated even
greater now..
as oNe
of hUman
Love iN sKin
in mirror neuron
way.. increasing
human oxytocin..
dopamine.. serotonin..
pain killing endorphins..
and even poTenTiAlly the
so-called God molecule
DMT.. from potenTiaLLy
the Pineal gland above
and yes associated
with the Penis
and Vagina
and breasts
and hips and all
the delicate and tough
muscled skin above and
below.. inside and outside
all around that.. is shared relatively
free online now… wheRe the beauty
of the sKin never ages as long as
the servers of God iN online way
keep on serving
of God’s
sKin iN Real
as videos and
photos WiLL COME
WAY.. and
for me to take
this without giving
would be the greAtest
siN of aLL In relative
way of course
so i give
of whatever
i can to defeat
the entropy of living
death where God’s greaTEst
gift is covered up.. and in those
places where it is covered uP as
God WiLL say iN God’s way..
those are the places
where the most
in ways of
aggression and
wars do still exist..
and the most peaceful
places are topless beaches
and even more peaceful places
that are bottomless to wHere this
pit to heaven.. is open ended sKin
of GOD
an Ode to
God’s Porn
aLiVe once
again iN hUman
Form.. at LEast
online free.. and you
can frOwn all ya want
but iF yA are huMan
and trUly Free God’s
children.. you too
WiLL share
iN aLL the
ways oF God’s
Love Free.. LiVinG
as the Real reported
Jesus does say iN the
Gospel of Thomas 37..
so sure.. consensuAlly speaKinG
these days more than likely iF Jesus
walks the earth now.. he would be a
consensually performing porn STAR NOW..
it’s no joke.. he said he was a stripper when

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

Yes.. Jesus was the first
dude back in iSrAeL
a nudist
camp back
then.. and somehow
tHiS trUth and liGht
got aLL covered uP
by those who would
Own God rather
God free

Yeah.. baby.. ‘Jesus’
was a lot more like
then and

Side note.. i’m FucKinG
wickED aRt in liGhTinG

IF yoU
See K


God.. God’s
cover.. Now..
iN words noW..
or pay NoW now
the consequence
oF THE action of LiVinG
D E A T H N O W.. aKA
or HeLL..

Hmm.. so the scientist
of my mind engages back
here.. while i am opening
the patio door and Katrina
is emptying her mop water
and i think..
well.. actually
i kNow as a degreed
Anthropologist.. Sociologist
Psychologist and Health Scientist
as degreed at the University of West
Florida.. where the humble Nautilus
Shell in the form of the Golden
Spiral 6.. sits atop my desk
in yes.. three 6 Nautilus
SheLLs of degree
college tHere..
that hell no..
Jesus rule
of stripping
down and going naked
everywhere we go in large
cities today in huge populations
more than 150 to 200 sets of friEndly
human eYes that we are StiLL evolved
to comfortably live in will not work now any
better really than a frigging 1 or 2 thousand
sets of eYes or thousands more on a busy
city sidewalk wherever one looks away
or is overwhelmed by social stimulus
in taking in social cues and
figuRinG them aLL out
at one now..
and OH MY
GOD.. add in several
thousand penises.. breasts
butts.. vaginas and all of that
and crap your brain might liKely
eXplode from all that social
info taken in
all at
one now
then and now
per se.. so.. clothes
have their place in large
human societies.. yes.. even
covering up the whole enchilada
in hot arid desert lands to keep moisture
in where water is not easily found to prevent
dehydration and ultimately potential death there..
Survival is key.. and even though there is more aggression..
violence and wars over there.. they are still reproducing
and kicking
alive in fists
and feet and
chopping heads
off and crucifying
folks.. burying Lesbians
up to breasts and stoning
them.. slowly torturing them..
while they cannot cover their
eyes from Rocks.. but nah they
Live in iRan and IRaq.. etc..
and i live
in the Heavenly
abundance of God’s
Paradise.. in Beaches..
Sugar White Sand.. Sea Gulls
SpiRaLinG the Sun.. Rivers with
fish fLoWinG Freely into oceans of
bliss.. Forests filled with Deer and
Flowers beautiful iN all seaSons
of the year..
how can judge
the folks who live
iN ‘hell’.. or the children
who were never hugged and
given yes.. the feelings of life
from ages 1 to 3.. both tHere and
heRe.. these people deserve our
empathy and sympathy in understanding
ways to help them into heaven the best
we can
from HeLL
as aLL iS God
from mountain
to the
grain oF
sAnd that
holds the
of God’s
iN hUman
Being Love aS WeLL..
so sure.. maybe one now
they WiLL gET freely accessibly
broadband porn too.. and consume
it in whatever amounts bRinG them
greater levels of oxytocin social
comfort.. dopamine pleasure..
serotonin trust iN Nature
wHoLe.. and perHaps
even DMT..
the God
too.. now..
balance iS kEY
some folks can
take and give more..
others less.. but wHere
there is a volume knob
and an on and off button
iT becomes choice iN stead
of Force of Fear.. anger.. and hate
Where fearless Love rUles hUman
Heaven now..
Free as Free as God
Be in
eyes for

It’s a fAct iN science
now that lust or what iS
otherwise known as the
human connection of flesh
from head to toe.. either
in sKin
of touch
or mirror
neuron way
of seeing it
in recorded
way.. or imagining
iT same in day dreams
of luCid DreAMinG BLiSS..
that lust increases human
productivity and creativity as
well as social cooperation iN
Surviving.. Living and Loving
free.. a balance of LuST
and Love
iS what
makes the
FREE World trUly
greAt.. and sure
i’ll lInk that video
aGain.. as FActs..
sPeak Louder to some
folks than Just doing iT NoW FREe..
in God given innate instinct and intuition
in touchY feeLY ways of MoVinG.. Connecting
WiTh.. for
and AS
the God oF Nature NOW!..;)

Yeah.. baby.. it’s science and art..
and this is just more proof
as to why
i am so
creative.. productive..
iN general.. and
and Sacred
personal path
of Thirsty Thursday way..;)

And yeah.. it kinda pisses
me off how the church/state
Jesus.. historically
speaking.. and
me when
i was
young.. coveRinG
up the best that
God has to
iN hUman
beats pent

And nah.. the Bible..
the Kuran.. the Gita..
the Tao and all that
sTuff.. iT’s cool noW
butt NOT nearly
aSiT left
aLL tHiS
super cool
human GoD sHit out!..
so yeah.. i’LL juSt do iT nOW..
and FucKinG un-Neuter ‘Jesus’..
and aLL those ‘Mary’s’ then and noW
too.. oh.. oH YES!.. so.. NaKeD and

Art and Science..
puT ’em toGeTHeR
FucKinGnoW aS

Do ya dare mE to nAMe
tHis neXt GodbLog posT
naH.. won’T
do thaT..
iT miGht
bOil the
blood of
liteRal ThInKinG
cardBoard miNds..
eVen worse than aLL
oF GOD eXposED aS

iF yA.. don’T liKe thiS..
which more than likely
Ya wiLL noT..
iT oN Facebook..
after aLL iS said
and dONe heRe..
‘Facebook’ asked
mE ‘what’S on
yoUr miNd’..
baBy.. bE
careful what
YA wish for.. ya..
miGht juSt geT iT..
or heLL..
iN noW..
It cAn
aNd WiLL
Be Now aT lEast
iN pArt bY tHe chOices
ya maKe iN priSon oR FREe..:)


iF ‘you’ follow what i do.. you may kNow..
i have been doing Art of the human body
for over 2 years now on restricted
links as to not offend anyone..
and Google in all its algorithm
intelligence.. provided a short
movie.. in moving PG ways..
that wife Katrina has
approved for public
purview.. and now..
what’s interesting..
perhaps.. iS that i am
fixing to turn 56 years
old this June.. of 2016..
and have been dance walking
now over 5100 miles.. 32 months..
since recovering from a 66 month stint
of severe shut-in illness from years January
of 2008 to July of 2013.. where i could not even
make it into the backyard without almost stumbling
down with a TV Dinner that i barely had
enough coordination and focus
left to even make
on my own..
so i do this
not just for
the art but for the
inspiration.. and potential
of human recovery in life..
in both neuroplasticity and
epigenetic way through
hope.. faith.. and belief..
truly riSinG from the ashes
like a phoenix.. here at
230 LBS.. now.. not like
a body builder
reAlly but
more like
art of hUman
heARt when set
free.. iN dance and
SonG oF liFe wheRe
the human archetypes as
Apollo.. Pan of the Forest..
and even the Jesus as reported
iN verse 37 of the Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas
comes iN real
as living ONE
liFe again noW wITh
God of emoticon

AnD n0w juSt fOr fUn..
heRe’S aNotHeR SonG
bY RiGht sAid Fred..
oN tHe cAT
aS iT
aNd sTiLL iS


Facebook Status:
Yaas.. Yoos.. oOs.. FeeLinG
HulKy.. HuNky.. HonKy DorArY..
did i misS anYthinG.. yeS wiTH
siLLy lauGhs.. Now..
piece oF advice.. noW..
never take liFE seriOUslY..
yeS.. thAt alMost killED mE..
God NatUre makes laughs FoR
no reAson..
and heaven
noW oF course..
wiTh.. sMiles.. oF jOy..
i thInk i left something riGht
ouT Of the liSt butT
a horN
as sucH..wink emoticon


A few words
here from
last Century..
named Alan Watts..
on having fun ‘these days’..


Hmm.. next change..
pAce.. booK
for what
maY come
next.. come
next come
may what
for Song
change next
Hmm.. foR Now..:)


without Art
is truly A noW
yes S and M
way of bEinG..
Art iS literally
66 percent
of SMart
but S and
M stands
out in terms
of misery.. pain..
and suffering.. and
those who enjoy the
pain of living smart without
ARt.. are rather insane to
N0W tale A
trUth iN liGht
oF Lies foR NoW…
Mechanical Cognition
over Social Cognition takes
an organic toll on mind and body
balance.. Standard IQ points are bare
measure over much greater and required
intelligences for animal survival.. vs.. spoon fed
Mechanical ways of cognition from now of birth..
it’s like 1 plus
1.. 1 without the
other is missing 1…
The Bonobo answer is Love
The Human answer is Love
Culture’s answer is
the mechanical
cognition of
IQ noW
over BeinG
hUman.. and
those iN power
are doused witH
mechanical cognition
as the intelligence of the
HeArT dies a painful death
without BEinG hUman noW..
iN MoVinG ConnecTing Creating
EmoTional HeARt.. Spirit ExpresSing
heARt and boDy
and miNd
balanCinG soUl
wayS oF BEinG NoW..
so the beginning and
ending answer is the
1 that’s missing that iS Love aS
the greaTEst primate gift of ALL
living NatUre
ReaL nOw as the
GreaTest primate
Intelligence hOlding hands..
noW.. SMiLes mY friend..
i have ‘rich folks’ iN
‘mY family’ but the ‘poor’
ones wear a sMiLe that’s reaL..
And reaL iS trUly aLL that counts..
iN thiS liFe that can trUly bE JoY when REAL
from tests
of culture that
cover up what’s inside..
GreaTest gift for me.. loSiNg
effective sight and hearing for
66 months.. loSinG the virus of
Culture.. and rebuilding the JoY
oF Culture
REAL my friend..
gigoid.. iN noW
100% SMaRT..
My FRIeND..:)

Ha! yes..! Real iS aS Real does..
and proof of multi-verses noWin the
fAct that every human experiences
reaLITy different.. from folks in caves
who hear voices to free verse poets
and folks who believe in myths of
folks dying on crosses
and coming
back to literal
life when the point
reAlly iS coming
back to life
oF emoTioNal
hEart.. SpiRit
heaRt.. wiTh
miNd and boDy
balance of soUl..
but oh.. to live a lie
is as real as living the
truth… but sure theRe iS
real heLL and real heaven
and that purgatory stuff
‘tween.. as relative
free will allows
us to be the
experience and
one who has a great
amount of feeling
into creating
feelings now…
i’ve heard people
say that mechanical
cognition is all that counts..
and i’ve heard people say
that human emotions are
foolish to experience in
all the degrees of feeling
that now can bring..
but sure thaT iS
iN pArt tHeir
choice.. but i for
one.. choose iN biofeedback
of feelings.. senses.. and yes..
sensuality too.. to make my
nows aS aWesome
as multiVerses
can come
to live..
Surely.. living
with emotions is more
fun that just being an atom
of a Sun and generating heat
and burning
now.. my friend..
but ha! try to convince
that to someone like Trump
or any other elected official
away from FeeLinG and
it’s like a worm
hole that
to get
through the
opaque window
of hell and or
now.. N0W
Now iS rA eL
iT’s ALL that’s real
but oh my.. it can be so
large or so small depending
on the paths and journey of
multi-verses.. free or lockEDin
labels of words.. culture.. and
collective intelligence
in lucid
nightmares now..
No exclusions for me..
i’ll dream iT aLL and make
It real
in multi-
verses iNow..
with no real
now my
friend.. ‘God’ is
dead.. ‘Jesus’ is dead..
but the essence of both
sTiLL lives
witHin.. outside..
above.. so below
aLL around Me
wE.. aLive mY
friEnd iN iREALinoW..
And for the cloSed
minNded heArted
spiRitED soUled
wiTh WiNks
and SMiLes oF REAL..
my friend.. gigoid.. iNow..
Seriously.. some folks worship
labels.. when gOlden calves
aT lEast..
are shiNy
iN liGht.. mY friEnd..
iF theY dance liFe

YeAh.. baby..
No iS
SMiLes.. No


thiS muSt bE
mYfavoRite loGo
T-shirt oF thEm aLL..

By Sheldon Cooper.. yes
and all his degrees…hmm..

I’m Not INsane.. My Mother
had me tested.. false and
true.. and true and false..
depending on which
i fAce.. noW..
TheRe iS alWays
spAce for anotHeR
TriPle A plAceNow..:)

And speaking of crazy
and Facebook.. nice niece
Candy.. who is kinda like
me in a different way..
talks to the face
book audience
and admonishes
her lack of
who do not
tale her about
art gallery night
in Pensacola or invite
her there.. so after she
gets several responses the
problems solver i can be to
the extreme in a split-second
if need be.. Googles.. copies
and pastes the schedule in the
comment section a few seconds after
i read of her need..
and then she says
UR awesome
and then
i say..

hehe.. i’ve heard that before
and crazy too.. crazy sMart i’ll be..
haha.. and dam it.. i’m gonna make Katrina go..
at least one scheduLed date..wink emoticon


Hmm.. sTiLL haven’t
got back to two weeks
ago Thursday 169th open
link night at dVerse for poeTry
expressions unleashed again..
but over two weeks to current
at the 170th open link night..
the free poet Shawna always
nesting new blogs and leaving
her old eggs behind..
has perched for
a moment..
so i will
pay tribute
to her freedom
for a little while
this morning before
we are off to Biloxi
Beaches.. one armed
bandits for Katrina
and beach/casino
dance walking
for me..
just to
the entire city
of traffic as such
on the main beach
drag.. in sand too..:)

Katrina is ofTen
saying the shape
of some of my poeTry
looks like tits too.. yum..
busts are are so great all
around the world.. but anyway..
looks like i’m gonna be 6 prompts
behind.. perhaps until the 2 week
July break.. so just stopping by
to say hi.. and that one
about the bones
got me out
of bed with
my smart phone..
as it is particularly
inspiring and requires
a full loaded gun of
10 fingers to respond to
too.. be theRe in a couple..
to let the word buLLetc fly aRound..
hehe.. never at a loss for AMmunition..;)

Oh.. oxytocin.. what sets Christian
the hugging Lion apart
from puff
the real
and Zombies
is a lack of oxytocin..
the neurorealhorMONe
of love.. in affection way..
and as an empath back now
from Zombie LAnd for 66 months..
yes.. back in my dead zone.. 2008-13
days.. and long long cold night of life
24-7.. i lost my oxytocin then when
i first could not feel the pet of a cat..
and yes.. that warm and fuzzy
baby comfort feeling is
oxytocin.. as the receptors/
makers for that are from the brain
to the bottom of the
feet when
we feel
the mother
of earth and
Sun warm our
toes and finger
tips too..
the cat’s ears
went back as the
cat can feel a lack
of oxytocin too..
and knows
it is a sign
of snakes and
other zombies as
such.. so due caution
is at straying away..
and yes..
as i know
you are interested
in serial killers.. this explains
the Zombie part.. as it is a pretty
horrible place to be.. not to be able
to feel the empathic spirit of another
person’s soul or one’s own so to literally
consume the body.. is a failed attempt to get
the human
touch at all..
ugh.. the darkness
of life.. and yes.. just
like my Old cat Arthur..
whose ears peeled back
when i tried to pet him without
oxytocin.. it is a helpless feeling too..
when one has plenty of oxytocin but
the other person.. has little to none..
wondering how to get something
out of them.. they just
don’t organically have
the ability to share..
but i got mine back..
so it’s possible.. however..
science suggests if ya
never get it.. in the
first 3 years of
life.. it might
be gone
where Christian
the Lion can only
eat you and not Love
you with warm and fuzzy
arms.. of
hmm.. hEArt
iS wHere it’s at..
so sad when
it’s dead
or never
and speaking
of that.. sex in all
the forms and activities
that comes in.. is one of
the most powerful stimulus
activities to gain the oxytocin
nurturing feeling.. so folks who
are looking for Ms or Mr.. Good
Bar or entry point as such
often are craving
the humanity
that so many
folks experience
just going barefoot
and touching the
sands of Mother
earth.. so in this
way.. dancing in
sand is like sex of
affection with the earth
and God as such.. and in this
way seriously.. i have mind blowing
sex with God all the time.. and seriously
that is why i can totally ignore the Bill
Clinton Def of sex day in and day
out and the wife is like
that too..
and that
is why
we are
angels on earth..
with just a little
sarcasm on that
one fully
and sands
of God.. my friend
just felt like saying that…
it makes me
feel warm
and fuzzy
inside.. now!
oh! oxytocin!
you connect me oh!
so sO yeS YES! WeLL!..;)

Truly it is sad
not to live with
oxytocin.. and
trust me
the empty
dollar will never
provide the oxytocin
that a soUl sings with
spiRit of heARt my friEnd..:)

Until next come what may
comes.. see ya
S baby..;)

And sorry if you
can’t open up my
website.. but don’t
feel lonely.. i will
and visit you..
(when i find you)
and i have to have
a megaton computer
and broadband access
to open
me up

Oh yeah.. and
thanks for ‘this
song’.. ‘Tis a great
oxytocin song.. to
go along with all that
i’ve written here.. traveling
on a bus to biloxi.. looking out
the window at the bilLowy looking
November clouds.. it reminds me of
18 again.. first love.. and all the oxytocin
songs like this they played in the 70’s and
cuddling with my girl friend saying stuff
like.. no.. i love you more.. and she
saying.. i love you more.. no i
love you more babe.. etc..
and i’m thinking/FEELinG..
you kNow/FEEL.. the real
evidence that the Zombie
Apocalypse is here.. somewhere
between the 80’s and now.. Love
is dying more in oxytocin human
way.. so few songs like this are left
anymore.. as new songs.. and now in
the dance hall there are bootie
dances back to front instead
of the old slow dances of face
to face.. oh.. new rules of
human being
as everyone
looks for
the oxytocin
connection in
eXtreme Ms. and
Mr. good bar
ugh.. the death
of human love..
that really
when dogs
and cats are
more human
than human
in terms of Love..
and truly that is why
some autistic children who
are not empaths like me go
for animals
to feel
oxytocin on
farms and such..
swimming with
dolphins and all
of that.. Zombie
Apocalypse YOU
as feelings
slowly drift
away to bootie
dancing paNdemic
Zombie dead Love…
but true.. Bootie
is better
at all..
in all
M ways
that comes too…
FucK iT aLL.. juSt dance..
wITh eYes of moVing..
creaTinG REaL..:)


dam dirty
the only animal
who labels itself
other than being..
just being now..
and theRe
the problem..
separation from
what makes living life..
And of course that reminds
me of yet.. another Charlton
Heston movie.. that original “Planet
of the Apes” Movie.. where Charlton
and his gorgeous girlfriend with only
loving touch and no words.. stands
by.. when Charlton iS curSing
humanity then for blowing
all the cultural infrastructure
up.. not an issue for the girl
on the back of his horse.. the
horse.. or any part of
other than
wishing away
the beach.. the horses..
and the beautiful Girl for
edifice of olden way.. yeah..
tradition dies hard in
all the cultural
ways iT
To be whole
iS oNe wITh NatUre..
not likely.. the rest of
Nature.. iS wrong wiTh
ouT wordS iN noW..:)


We travel to the Biloxi Casinos ‘today’..
namely the Hard Rock Cafe.. and on the
way.. Katrina and i have a discussion
on me wanting to go to Gallery night
in P’Cola to see all the Arts
there on one Friday
Night when it
comes to
close to Seville
Quarter.. Katrina
too shy for that but
wait!.. little do we know
then but when we arrive
at the Hard Rock there is
a Biloxi Festival on the Greens
full of Arts and Crafts but the besTest
pArt of aLL.. iS a huge brick dance floor
and a variety of live bands.. and the first
Band i dance for.. i am the only one dancing
and i have my Jaws T-Shirt on.. yes.. the
Great White coming to the surface
with the classic photo of the
blonde swimming naked
up there where the
sky meets the
water as such..
so.. after i finish dancing
and am walking away.. they
play the Jaws theme SonG..
haha.. it’s hilarious.. then..
but the funniest part of
all comes later in the
day.. when i go
back while i’m dancing..
walking around the other
Casinos and Katrina is sitting
in the Casino Lobby and she hears
someone over a loud speaker outside
saying Go Fred.. Go Fred.. Go Fred..
yes.. chanting my name like i’m
running for a touchdown..
and i’ve been invited on
the stage to dance
with a really
cool Soul
and even get
‘this cool selfie’ with
the lead soul sister
singer.. and she is so
nice.. and says.. she will
hire me for a back-up dancer..
haha.. as a joke of course..
Anyway.. it was another
Ferris Buhler’s day off
Kodak moment.. with
her band groupies
hi-fiving me
with smart
phone photos
coming off the stage
saying way to go Fred
way to go.. and sometimes
when i’m out there dancing
in front of several hundred folks
solo.. a couple of seconds i catch
myself coming back down to earth
and saying OMG.. i’m doing this
in front of all these folks alone..
but then i just ZonE back iN..
In the trance of Dance and
become one with
the Seagulls
around my
head.. and take
some photos at the
same time i’m spinning
around like a F iN 230LB
Ballerina on the Red Brick
dance floor hall ouTside FReED..:)


Been on a Bond kick
lately.. and will still be
using a few theme songs
to accompany my ‘next’
blog post titLed.. yES..
“For yoUr eYes onLY”..
self explanatory.. iF yA
wiLL.. so here’s mY Bond
Look on the Bay.. and iF i was
an International Spy.. i WiLL not
be working for the British
undercover.. solving
World crimes.. i Will
be using words
and dance..
as a
so secret
agent for GodiN
Winks oF REAL..
and yes.. 007 gets
aLL those fancy
weapons.. aLL
‘Triple A’.. KATiE
MiA.. Kind Autistics
Taking in Everything
Mindful in Awareness
iS poetic words.. photos..
videos.. other symbols..
yes.. many dance steps..
and the way God sPeaks
wITh synchronicity as my
SE OTHER than a few
cherished friends..:)
Autistic Love
And the Science of Kindology
An Ideological First Identity
And truly the only sacrifice..
i am maKinG.. is rather
tired feet after the
166.66 miles
in dance
per month..;)

Katrina says..
‘this’ is my
shit don’t
stInk look..;)

And then she says..
‘this’ is my smug..
God’s got my
back.. you
Fuck with
me.. Fuck no..
not even Superman
can top God Back
uP lOOk now..wink emoticon


Oh the world of poeTry.. and the human
form as a work of art.. BOTH female and
male when done tastefully.. butt where does
one draw the line.. iN what IS tasteful.. weLL
of course that depends on the artFulL or
Less audience.. and somewhat like
a Doctor.. theRe is NOthing about
the God Given human
form or functions
that disgusts
me natural
as truly it is
all natural from
head to toes to
buns to penis and
Vagina and all the ‘tween..
but here’s the thing.. there
is and has alWays been since
the days of Egypt and Min.. yes..
the God of fertility in mythological
way.. a double standard.. as since
Min.. raised the bar for human art..
Men have had the private pARts
broken off by the religious
fundamentalists in
some of the
greatest historical
nude male art.. including
statues of Apollo.. wHere the
fundies actually literally
chopped off the stone
penises in fear that
someone’s wife
might stray
from getting turned
on or whatever the F
might make a woman’s
head turn from her owner
ship papers in ‘deGREED’ way
as such back then.. and now it’s
all a bunch of homophobe crap too..
’cause as the science oriented folks
among us know now.. even in the
Kinsey reports it shows that there
are at least some homosexual
inclinations among close to
50 percent of the population
even if they do not ACT on
it.. as yes.. our closest
Bonobo ancestors
do it freely without
the rules of culture
and to each his or
her own on that
but here’s the thing..
men who are secretly
attracted to good looking
forms of the male art of the
species.. will use homophobia
as a defense of their own fears that
they themselves might be ‘queer’ or
whatever.. as a man secure in his own
masculinity will never do this.. as yes..
some of us only go the female route..
particularly when we are balanced
in our feminine and masculine
qualities all God given in life
and are not afraid to
show our graceful
and will full
strong sides..
and sPeaking of Bond
as of late.. what few people
understand.. is that Ian Fleming
was interested in the occult per
mysteries of human archetypes..
and Carl Jung.. Aleister Crowley
and the like.. who went a little
further than school text
books to get this human
thingie more figured out
to help the rest of the tribe..
better reach their human potential
in self actualization that is just another
term truly.. overall.. for being reborn later
in life and whole.. Kundalini Rising.. etc.
etc.. but the bottom line is WheRE the emotional
and sensory.. including sensuality mind and body
become one balanced soUl.. of truLY amazing
human poTenTial fulfilled.. and it’s true
releasing that feminine side or
masculine side whomever the
he or her is.. WiLL
allow one to
more fully explore
tHeir poTenTial wITh
the God of Nature fully
iN toW allone with one..
like the real gnostic Jesus
was speaking of in the Gospel
of Thomas when he said the
man and woman will become
one being.. in one human being..
nah.. he wasn’t talking about marrying
someone else.. he was talking about the
feminine and masculine elements of the
human being coming together in metaphor
of alchemical all natural process and blooming
more as human flower now.. anyway.. back
in 2014.. when i first staRted exploring this
all innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive process..
and actually started expreSsinG these elements
in selfie art.. as technology now allows any
human being to become Michelangelo
in the flesh of selfie “Davids” instead of
cold stone statue art.. and
yes.. perhaps i am only
one of few straight
male artists to do
this as most men
are afraid they
will be shamed
with this homophobia
thingy.. but here’s the
bigger thing.. one’s peace
of mind and body.. healthy
state of well being.. and incredible
poTenTial fulfillED iS at stake.. iN what
Jesus.. the gnostic gospel version said
was at stake too.. for not getting the masculine
and feminine sides balanced.. and it is true.. and
the benefits go far far.. further than individual
way.. as what i find is most true.. is.. that
‘real woMen’.. as metaphor please..
who have tHeir masculine
and feminine sides balanced
iN both fearless strength
and Love.. per masculine
and feminine sides are
attracted to men like this
liKe hoNey.. and iF one wiLL
notice.. this art of the Gun as
phallic symbol.. and the graceful
naked dancing girls on most all
the early Bond title Videos show
the male and female forms coming
together as one.. as that is precisely
what Ian Fleming was aiming at as larger
deeper messages in his early Bond Novels..
as portrayed in earlier films.. and if one watches
the portrayal of Bond.. by the first
Super Masculine.. actor..
Sean Connery.. one will
see.. while he has a very
strong side.. he is as metro
FiN Sexual as any man
now in graceful
and combining
those two elements
is why he always gets
the beautiful girl in the end..
and sure that is how i’ve worked
my magic on girls.. from the beginning..
even when i was F iN Dirt poor.. working
at an F iN Bowling Alley.. strength and
grace… drive trUly wild and free
women wild.. and there is
a lot more going on
than what iS
between the
belt and zipper
iN all of Lust and Love
as that were and still is..
as much fun as some of the
homophobes.. attempted to
make of me when i first went
to Seville Quarter as they had
rarely ever seen a man do ballet
like moves in public.. after a few
Kung Fu kicks and spins.. most
aLL i get now are high 5’s and sure
in terms of how much
female attention
i receive as i have
documented too in blog
way to show the alchemical
process of combining the
masculine and feminine
toGeThEr in one individual
is more than religion.. and
the occult.. it is FucKinG
science.. and the
results of my science
project are more than clear
to see.. but anyway.. the hypocrisy
sTiLL runs deep.. and when i stArtED
doing this art program in my under
wear.. with only some racy profile
images of my buns as such..
the prudish among the
bunch of older female
fundie poets
complained very loud
and wanted me kicked off
of dVerse just because the
stuff was on my blog site..
but nothing at all was said
about total frontal female nudity
as art in poetry.. and amazingly
in poetry land.. it wasn’t the men
that complained.. it was the older
fundie women.. but i suppose tHeir
is some denial there of their own
human nature
as the science documentaries
i have provided lately provide
clear empirical evidence for..
it’s true.. Hips.. Lips..
Eyes don’t Lie..
when they
are pARt of
God’s Nature
Free and this idea
of polarized genders..
truly leads to aggression..
violence.. greed.. jealously
ownership of other human beings..
porn that is humiliating to the other
genders.. and all the darker pArts of
human nature.. Jesus was correct then
and so was Michelangelo.. and Min too..
as mythology back in ancient Egypt..
wE live in a world where the
trUth and liGht is no
longer censored
online.. and
this is
a source of
much greater hope
and inspiration.. wHere
the human heaRt.. SpiRit
and soUl in MiNd And BoDy
balance is aligned back to
iT’s natural state of God oF
Nature being when the
call of the wild
and free that
iS the sAMe as
the cALL of God
as Christ liGht per
metaphor is set free..
and truly any thing less..
iS Anti-Christ in terms
of metaphor too..
the real
Greek word
Apocalypse ..
means lifting
the veil of darkness
in human ignorance.. and
in that sense.. my friends
and other.. the APOCALPYSE
IS NOW.. AND i’m just a symptom
of iT among milLioNs.. of other
folks coming
noW aS
Free and
Wild and
balanCinG iN
the metaphor oF
Christ liGht aGaiN..:)


DraWinG to LiGht

FoR AwaKeNs

Hard to believe.. that
photos like ‘this’ come
from a casual point
and shoot
step out
of my car
at Super-Walmart
with a Cell Phone
that is also powerful
enough to open up
my website.. almost
instantly.. iPhone 6s
you Rock
and Roll
iN WinG
oF Free Bird
Sun emoticon


Entropy vs. Creativity..
Books of yesteryear..
oF noW..
Tapestry oF Art
SinGs from SpiRit
heARt.. iN FloWinG
ZoNe Of MiNd
and BodY
When every
noW iS an Adventure
of New.. tHere iS no
old.. young.. gender..
nationality.. race..
creed.. oR
coLor oF
other than
more than
wITh no LimiTS
or expectaTionS
Set FrEE
TrUe Creativity
iN FloW.. iS magic
without pre-planning..
juST oN Go
oF DoinG liFe
and yeS..
easier said
than dONe oF Course..
trUly doAble wITh DO..:)


And to end this
‘For YoUr eYes onLY’
post as per the video
linked above.. Secrets
trUly are in plain siGht
aLL around us.. as when
hUmans come toGeTheR
wITh DancE.. wITh SonG
wITh reAson..
anYthinG iS
and heARts
work toGeThEr
to get iT aLL dONE
as WeLL as possible..
noW iN.. harmony
oF Balance
HUman BEinG..
aLways MOre to
gRow.. alWays morE
to Do.. alWays Survival
and Love iN now.. different
players.. different labels..
cultures.. and all
of that..
but same
Love and Survival..
overall.. to make
liFe exCiting Struggle
iN Fearless Love aLL sAMe..:)








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19 Responses to FoR YoUr eYes onLY

  1. In response to the
    “FoR YoUr eYes onLY”..
    poeticAlly SPeaKinG
    bLog post.. Facebook
    Friend.. Rafiah..
    from Pakistan..

    Only of my eyes start
    seeing like your does.
    Then I’ll be happy and at
    peace. Life will be worth
    living then. smile emoticon

    And i say..

    SMiLes.. my friend Rafiah..
    i wiLL do everything that
    God allows me.. to
    say and do..
    to help
    take you/they
    forever tHere
    noW as Love
    iN fearless ways..:)

  2. Story of tWin pi11ars of ambition..
    my Uncle on top.. wiTh
    “i dare do all that may
    become a man;
    Who dare do
    more is
    from the
    “Lady Macbeth”
    play.. and the 2006 movie..
    V.. for Vendetta that has a
    limit on what is appropriate
    for a man to do.. of course..
    in ethical and moral ways..
    to get the wHole job dONE..
    and my father on bottom
    who simply
    the common adage
    “Never do today
    what you can
    put off until
    and yes.. theiR favorite
    quotes from tHeir Senior
    photos would truly separate
    tHEir outcomes in life.. by attitude..
    even though they were identical twins..
    so let it be written in symbolic
    form so let it be done
    in essence of
    is the
    way human
    attitude in both
    thought and action
    truly works in liFe by
    visualizing through whatever
    means of symbols takes one to
    tHeir imagining and creating
    purposes in liFe through
    moving.. connecting..
    and yes.. creating..
    too.. my Uncle worked
    for the ‘system’ for a few
    years.. and then worked for
    himself the rest of his life..
    whereas my father worked for the
    Law Enforcement system for 46 years..
    until age 69.. and the other
    super ambitious.. half
    Jewish instead of
    half Irish/German//
    Spanish/French Half
    brother got rich off
    of selling vacuum cleaners
    with a several million dollar
    home now.. on the Emerald coast
    as such.. through pure will and effort..
    hmm.. so.. yes.. considering that it is 4:00
    pm.. on tax deaDLINE day.. wheRe the sealed
    envelope must arrive at the post office by
    midnight tonight.. and i haven’t even
    printed the dam required forms
    off the Internet yet.. YES!
    i am my father’s
    Son.. but when it
    comes to extreme focus
    and getting the job of what
    i currently AM laser focused on..
    no matter if there is any monetary
    REaward or not.. results come in TSuNaMi
    way.. so apparently those two halves
    are whole
    in me..
    and my first
    cousin.. never
    has worked for the
    system.. A totAlly
    free musician
    all his life..
    as far as i know..
    with of course great
    support from the caring
    father.. that i for one
    rarely saw in my father
    through decades of blood
    hmm.. but
    as they say..
    genetics runs deep..
    and i do see and feel
    both of them in me
    as one for
    sure now..
    V is
    both for
    Victory and
    now it’s
    to print
    out the
    tax form
    and get that
    system of the ‘man’
    job done by deadline time..
    Meanwhile 7 prompts behind
    now with my current effort
    on Thursday dVerse open
    link prompt.. now..
    three weeks ago..
    on the 31st of
    but what
    comes may
    will when
    it comes
    what may
    and for now..
    one of my favorite
    blog posts from the
    past.. “FREE Rains of April LOVE”

    from April 18th of 2015..
    as reminded by secretary
    Facebook for yearly
    where i am
    debating in creative
    ways with the folks
    on the Wrong Planet..
    and responding in poetic
    form to one of the dVerse administrators
    taling me.. i need to do less instead
    of more.. well true.. brevity is the
    spirit of most wit.. but i am
    the wit of spirit
    or expectations
    when totAlly free..
    and as i told my Friend
    Rafiah up tHere at the beginning..
    i found a way to Heaven.. and i will
    do all that WILL become a human
    to get the job
    dONE wHOle..
    to help
    others find
    tHeir own
    personal paths
    iN Journey oF LiFe
    eternAlly noWiNREAL
    hUman heaVen noW..
    come what
    may.. WiLL
    be as NOW..
    and oh yeah.. the theme
    SonG.. currently.. per the Beatles
    “Benefit for Being
    Mr. Kite”.. true it’s
    only a somewhat
    mind altering
    drug enhanced
    song.. from a simple
    prompt of a Circus Flyer
    but trUly while some folks
    thInk theRe is only random iN LIfE
    the illusion truly iS tHere is anything
    other than meaning and purpose in liFe..
    sadly.. some folks can totally
    miss the sign
    or circus
    flyer as
    it were
    or is for NoW..
    where H iS 8 or Infinity
    Standing TaLL.. and K is
    11 coming in after 10
    fingers and toes
    as such.. two
    of brain not
    fully connected
    and two hemispheres
    of earth currently
    connecting better
    with online access as
    hUmans who greater find
    a bridge between tHeir two
    hemiSpheres of potential iN
    bRain as metaphor of course..
    and join back together as
    H.. the bridge between
    two separate ones
    as 11 becoming
    oNe standing
    now as 8..H..
    as a conscious fractal
    of the God of Nature…
    Meanwhile on Saturday
    i was defying concrete gravity
    around 1 pm.. doing a floating
    230 LB Horse-like dancer.. then on
    terrestrial brick dance Hall
    floor plane.. wHere trUly my 8
    or H.. was working with aLL
    of what meaning and
    purpose iN
    of God’s Nature
    WiLL be when
    and released
    iN metaphor of
    Quantum miNd and
    boDy iN balance
    In moVing..
    and creaTinG ways..
    so HA! YOU thought it was
    just a non-sense song.. or
    just about a circus flyer..
    WeLL if that’s the case
    my friend.. whomever
    you are iN trUe
    NatUre spiRit
    of God..
    you have
    fallen asleep
    and require a little
    stimulant oF miNd and boDy
    balance per the art of moving
    balancing dance to wake up..
    it beats
    Mary Jane..
    and all her
    step up and down
    friends.. in miNd/
    BoDy enhancements and
    dis-inhibitors and
    next thing ya kNow
    too.. yoUr stone cOld
    heArt.. SpiRit.. and SoUl..
    like the statue dude who looks quite
    a bit like me then in the burial scene
    on the Sargent Pepper’s Album cover..
    comes back to life.. with or without
    a mustache
    liFe iS inSanELy
    good when fuLLeR
    hUman poTenTiAL
    rises as the
    out of
    mouths who have
    yet to taste the
    magic water of God’s
    SpiRit.. inside.. outside..
    above.. so below.. and all around
    fire and water baby.. miXed for HeaVeNoW..
    oh yeah..
    what’s due
    see ya
    after that..
    dinner.. a work-out..
    and whatever may
    come for
    just consider
    iT a challenge i guess
    from Mr.. SkyGodess
    as Kite WiLL
    do iN
    butt true.. i’m
    gonna reAlly have
    to water aLL oF thiS
    down.. iF i ever expect
    to sell

  3. Well.. it’s 11:54 pm..
    and yes i made
    the tax
    alive at the
    post office in
    time to get that
    midnight post mark
    of 4182016..
    and long
    bed soon..
    but first a few
    words from gigoid’s
    place.. for now it seems…:)

    now never
    never ending
    beginning never
    now gift
    of all that is
    is that all of
    gift now
    now is
    deep is now
    deeper shallows
    shallows deeper
    deeper shallows
    shallows deeper
    now is deep
    is now
    now gift
    of all that is
    is that all of
    Gift now
    never beginning
    never ending
    ending never
    never now



    Ah.. yes.. a tribute to Nut.. Mut.. Isis.. or Kite.. AKA
    KAtrina and most all of her extended family
    in this year old post here from April 19th
    of 2015.. per Egyptian mythology..
    hmm.. the resemblance StIll
    iS uncanny.. and kinda strange
    as now at 46 she sTill remains
    the same as she did when she
    was in her 20’s..
    hmm.. almost
    as confusing
    as all the
    Mary’s in the
    Bible.. but in this
    case.. Nut.. Mut..
    and Isis.. wITh
    different names..
    but that same tall
    slender.. dark haired
    girl/woman.. who remains
    the same in form.. throughout
    the ages.. as such.. long before
    Katrina’s 46 years as much.. but
    haha… and or hehe.. an excellent
    conversation piece.. wife Katrina and
    her mythological aliases certainly are..
    at least to me.. to me.. heheX2.. for now..
    and to be clear.. Kite is a mythological bird..
    not a seagull.. not exactly like the soaring
    wingspread.. Seagull.. per RA the Sun God..
    in current profile pic Facebook
    status thingy as seagull
    style but certainly
    of the mythology
    enTaiLed as such
    sTill today..
    hmm.. excellent
    story line for a much
    larger story.. namely..
    “SonG oF mY SoUl”..
    sPANning over 3 milLioN
    words now iN mY Word
    Press Blog alone.. not
    counting 8 million or so
    other words leading up
    to that and tHis..
    anyway.. i am so
    F in tiRed oF
    heaRing folks
    name God
    anyThing iN
    cluding him..
    wHere even Nut
    is a welcome relief
    to him.. Nut.. yes.. a
    world of Multi-colored
    Nut we aLL truLY are
    in essence of allthatis
    un-namED as wHoLe and sAMe..
    Yep.. holding the sky up is not
    an easy job.. but as Katrina
    has to geT
    the job dOne..
    Where as always
    her husband Geb
    the God of earth
    just lays
    around kicked
    back relaxing not
    much different than
    a male Bonobo or
    Pan of
    the Forest
    or someone
    else she tales
    me she kNowS now..;)



    sMiles.. mY friEnd.. gigoid..
    the purpose as metaphor
    of course.. just as word..
    of science and religion
    iS to make sense
    out of
    ART thaT
    iS reaLITy
    oF reaSon
    thAT has no
    as Now iS
    noW eNd anD
    beGinNinG oF
    storY noW beS..
    reference mY lasT
    comment.. hehex2
    aLL around noW.. as iS..
    hmm.. wHere to go neXt..
    Yex.. for scores of thouSands
    oF years.. as anthrApology oF
    modern primitives suggest..
    the human so-called
    thinKing process
    iS more
    iNnate.. iNstinct
    and iNtuiTion wheN
    aLL iS flow iN different
    dimension oF boDYmiNd wITh
    metaphor oF dreAM
    tiMe.. iNstead
    of mechanical
    hAnds tick tocking
    iN predictable and
    assigned fashion
    of stays
    what a cRock
    a cLock as God..
    with no change..
    that stays the same..
    otHeR than aToMic
    variation as aLL
    iS change..
    Problem WitH
    tHe WORlD.. trUly..
    iS folks have lost the
    maGic of dreamtime.. thE
    Flow.. the River.. the Ocean
    thaT n0w animals other than the
    forgETtinG ones who are hUman
    sTiLL live noW alWays fLoW iN
    ZonE are tHey and i for one reFuse
    the lies
    oF Now my Friend..
    i aM aLive.. a River and
    Ocean that never ends
    as long as liGht iS i
    Answer eNds
    and beGins aT
    oF eacH
    as wHoLe..
    liGht up noW..
    wHen HOldinG
    hAnds aGAiN
    briGht.. and thaT
    iS what tHis wHoLe
    netWork oF oNline iS
    aLL aBout.. hOlding hAnds
    and liGhting.. uP.. wITh never
    undeRestimaTinG thE Force oF liGht
    iN syNergy
    oF Hands
    thAT hOld
    noW iN Force oF liGht..
    An eXperiment oF Real
    coMing to
    liGht beGins
    Caesar’s rUle
    sTill rUleS..
    tHe hAIRy
    mY FRiEnD..:)

  6. oH.. yeS.. the green man.. per unleashing the Hulk.. makes
    a return visit to this next blog post thaT iS going to bE
    titLed “hOMe oF liGht”.. per dArk and liGht.. noW..
    sOUnd OM SonG.. and moVinG Dance to kicK
    iT oFF as he oF liGht..
    yes.. metaphors.. words..
    truLy iT’s all of whAT wE
    IMAGine.. move.. connect
    and create iT aLL to be iN
    symbol way of approximating
    what we sense.. and feel as REAL..
    so basicAlly it’s a free foRAll.. to gEt
    the joB of JOB aLL dONe for noW as such..
    serIOUsly.. sacred teXts of the past so deep
    and convoluted.. fAiL to impress me any
    more as obviously i for one can go
    deeper stAnding oN thE giAnts
    of miNds and Bodies in
    creative literature
    and other visual
    symbols from aLL thAt
    my miNd and boDy noW
    iN balance has experiencED
    in tHis lifetime now.
    and the Hulk is juSt
    another modern metaphor
    for Osiris.. the green man
    that is the husband of
    the mother sister wife
    by the name of Isis.. later
    suckling chiLd Horus like Mary
    out of the bible.. from
    Virgin birth too..
    Osiris resurrected
    into something new
    not unlike Jesus
    from myth of
    death and
    rebirth too..
    human potential
    iS whaT iT’s trUly
    aLL about.. the patterns and CHANGE
    oF Nature iN human cultures/mindbody
    as eXtendED now by products of human
    language.. collective intelligence and
    oF all whAT lAnds us heRe on earth
    iN current predicament aS iS..
    but ha.. if yA thInk yA are
    gonna get iT aLL lEarned iN
    school.. college.. etc..
    yA are sAdly
    mistaken as
    school.. iS mostly
    curricula deSigned
    by those who choose what
    yA lEarn and what yA don’t..
    dictated by whatever cultural
    norms are the reality of the
    now at hand..
    but oh.. the modern
    world of online.. is different
    now.. as the curricula for those
    who have uncensored access is
    beyond what those who control
    with church.. state.. and school..
    and rein with binds of
    books and desks
    And for someone
    like me.. and i’m sure tHere
    are others like me.. sTiLL lOOkinG..
    hehe.. it’s a brand new experiment
    of human and global myriad
    cultures hOlding hands aNew
    and iT’s trUe thIS iS a brAnd
    new eXciTinG HUman
    story that iS gOinG
    places that no
    one has
    imaGinED bEforE..
    iN trUly a hUman
    singularITy oF hOlding
    Anew hAnds like never ever
    beforE iN recorded hiStory.. the
    tiMe iS now.. and the Enigma iS
    trULy uS.. when set Free iN the
    liGht of NatUre.. that wE aLL can
    be when wE unleash our human potential
    as extra-terrestrial from what we were
    iN yesternow.. new iS eXciting.. old
    is boRing FOR those aVerse
    to change.. yET..
    thAT iS hUman NatUre
    too.. some wiLL go Green
    and otHeRs
    choice iS now..
    NoW iS REAL
    WiLL so beautiful
    wHen shaRed aS liGhtiNTruth
    noW giVing moVing.. ConnectinG
    and creaTinG REALitY LOVeNoW..
    those wHo pArk iN pASt.. WILL neVer
    sinG iN preSenT
    oF dreAMs
    iN REAL..:)

  7. WeLL.. anY truE hOMe oF liGht requires
    more than juSt trUth and liGht..
    a featUre of Fearless
    iS fear oF
    dArk caN certainly
    set one back from
    LovE NoW
    as cynical
    oF liGht
    can bE Action to
    dArker coNsequence
    iN emoTion oF Fear
    noW.. so what to
    do.. sUre.. a
    practice oF
    miNd and
    boDy balanCinG
    Art of moVinG.. connecTinG
    CreaTinG iN giVinG shaRinG
    ways.. is certainly a way to
    Fearless LoVe nOW..
    hmm.. so
    Godzilla iS
    one of my favorite
    mythological ways
    to go too.. as Godzilla
    gets the job done.. with
    as little collateral damage
    as possible.. with laser focus
    and fire breathing mouth.. rarely
    failing to complete the mission noW..
    Fire breathing.. yes.. laser focus now..
    And no.. Godzilla don’t need no lesSons
    to geT NatUre back iN balance.. as God
    of Nature provides the Zilla pArt fuLLyiNoW
    God floW oF zONE noW.. so.. Go Godzilla.. Go
    Godzilla.. Go Godzilla noW.. as Nature shows
    the folly of hUman when NOT BalanCinG
    noW and
    and the rest
    of what Blue
    Oyster Cult
    said.. but trUly..
    the Film Monster
    Godzilla.. originates
    in Japanese mythology
    to battle with human existential
    Angst.. when the so-called Apex
    Predator.. becomes the first predator
    dum enough to potentially destroy
    everyone’s home on the planet
    through Nuclear Winter..
    but in Japan..
    it was already
    the end for
    100K or so
    folks on
    an Island..
    Oh.. hUmans..
    Karma can be
    hell to pay..
    and the result of
    human ignorance in thinking
    they are above the other pArts
    Of creation.. are ringing iN meaSure
    oF misery and suffering around the
    globe.. action.. consequence
    Karma iN action..
    to move away
    from balance
    iS to
    from liGht
    to dArk in otherwise
    poTential Heaven oN Earth..
    Fearless without guns iS A
    REAL God animal way to
    go.. and that takes
    wax on wax off
    baby more
    triggers and
    pushing buttons
    of darker way of LiFe..:)


    SMiLes.. so true.. tHere iS more
    to paying taxes in life than
    spitting back out
    backs or
    whatever color
    they are noW
    in India.. Friend
    Prajakta.. yes.. oh..
    the Flow.. the ZOne..
    rids the animal.. hUman
    or other.. from illusion
    iN greaTest tax
    oF all
    iN deadline
    liFe restrictions
    aWay from ZoNeFlow..
    SMiLes.. mY wiFe is mY
    clock.. she nudges me
    when it’s now to
    pay her
    i’ve forgotten about
    death and green backs..
    onlY now iS Flow iN ZonE
    taXes due
    from yesternows..
    Culture has surely
    changed from free
    flow ForAger days
    but surely priSon
    oF cLock tax
    iS not
    too advanced
    for Freedom WiLL..
    i never realized i was
    always paying taxes until
    i totAlly
    got aWay from
    the cLock of LiFe.. wHere
    hands of time taxes every
    second rule

  9. Ah.. Free Write oF folks like Jack Kerouac..
    taPing pAges toGeTheR iN type writer
    way to keep writing stream
    of consciousness writing
    no matter
    may.. oh..
    W O R D S..
    now oF noW..
    wHere blogging
    and forms like this
    comments section
    now up to 10K or so
    space to keep going and
    going before the formatting
    breaks down.. trUly.. wE live iN
    interesting.. nows.. wHere almost
    anything goes.. but only problem miGht
    bE for someone like Jack Kerouac or me..
    iS the trap of culture.. the diversions from
    focus on a lifelong art.. to trUly
    excel in.. from other’s ways..
    who are doing
    other stuff
    different ways
    as then as now..
    but.. with social
    media.. and the norm
    demand way of conforming
    to the social group way of
    get with us or get outcast
    away from us wRite now..
    how many folks WiLL
    take advantage of technology iN
    aLL the poTenTiaLs that did not
    exist in the day of Kerouac and
    those who came before and after
    him.. like Walt Whitman in the previous
    century.. and who else after that would
    dare to stray from the norm
    of likes..
    or such..
    to do iT oNly
    for the Love oF arT..
    noW.. no matter what the
    naysayers oF different miGht
    say then or now.. as get the hell
    out of our town.. ya dam Maverick NOW..
    i for one kNow and FeeL the pitfalls of TrUly
    frEE.. but considering the ultiMate reWard
    oF liFE iS Heaven noW iN aLL the Colors
    that comes iN noW for sure..
    yes.. the effort
    and reward iN onE
    noW iS worth aLL the
    naysaying i and others
    have heard at the end
    and beginning of NoW
    iN Heaven
    the flow
    the ZonE.. many
    paths oF journeys
    to get heRe
    but thiS
    sure works for mE..
    bottom and top line

  10. SMiLes.. my friend.. gigoid.. Morpheus and
    the Matrix.. per thAT trilogy
    are excellent
    for what
    iS missing in
    life.. iN exploration
    of the inner Universe..
    as while Astronomers have
    the external Universe mapped
    out well.. and if seen at smallest
    levels is obviously art per the
    observer affect and effect..
    the inner Universe can
    only be mapped
    through art
    as it runs
    on emotions..
    senses.. including
    sensuality.. that is a
    non-repeatable experiment
    in detailed scientific method..
    as compared to the observable
    quantifiable measure of what
    scientists are credibly
    able to measure
    now.. oh.. so
    the voCaTion
    oF poeTry..
    DanCe and
    aLL other Arts
    that DO the greaTest
    work of liFe iN exploRinG
    what iT even means to BE
    or not to BE.. my friend.. and
    oh the soul.. wHere i for one
    adhere to the Whitman school
    of Real soUl oF hUman beInG..
    along with yes.. the Yogi.. the
    Buddha.. and all who search
    for answers within
    through a poetic
    soUl.. that
    these answers
    within.. and provides
    the only semblance of this
    reality of our Multi-Universes
    wE within.. changing alWays from
    now to now.. wiTh wE as walking star
    dust with Imagination.. Creativity and
    WiLL through Bio Feedback and reAson
    to make our realities what they are iN pARt
    through the relationship of Nature whole iN
    uS.. and WiLL oF We iN Biofeedback of REAL
    soUL.. iN Relative Free WiLL to make noW
    what noW iS overALL nowonorlost
    as REAL CAN BE..
    iN this way as Nature
    oF aLL iS God as REAL..
    aLL poetic heARts oF EmotiOn..
    senses.. including sensuality..
    are anointed by Nature AKA GOD
    to seek and find the answers..
    and such a treaSure the
    answers to the
    UniVerse within
    for a more balanCinG
    liFE they are that we humans
    consider these poetic answers as
    sacred and holy.. but sadly then as often
    has been the case as is.. the exploration ends
    and someone says.. one cannot add to this ‘Bible’
    Book of poetry.. this theatrical play.. this painting.. this
    language.. this grammar.. this way of seeing
    the world now.. in religion/politics/philosophy/
    culture.. so the evolution of mapping
    and understanding/feeling
    the inner UniVerse
    oF hUman BeinG
    and we
    head hunters
    in the middle east..
    homophobes as Catholic
    Church Deacons.. and ideas
    like desire and oxytocin attachments
    are bad.. when they are just a natural
    pArt of liFe.. wE aLL have to pull uP our
    biG hUman britches one day.. and face
    the dARk and liGht toGeThEr.. but
    to ignore the reality of
    Nature evident
    within uS..
    iS truly
    the reality
    that most folks liVe
    in our modern societies..
    i for one.. a great example of this..
    straight A’s through high school.. three
    degrees from college.. over 30 years at
    work and a quarter of a century with
    the same Government
    battle tested
    and worn.. with
    only brief stints of
    introspection.. visiting
    my father in a three hour
    assisted introspection… bi-
    annually on
    the Interstate
    else forced
    on me to do
    at the moment
    then.. mowing the
    grass once or twice a
    month.. and finAlly wHere
    the stress of iT aLL BRings
    me down to a synergy oF
    19 life threatening disorders..
    including total loss of my
    emoTioNs too.. yes..
    i.. total lost
    who the
    FucK i even
    AM.. no inner voice
    to navigate the world..
    no regulation of emotions..
    no integration of senses.. no
    art of moving.. connecting.. and
    creating my reality through the
    biofeedback of human..
    relative free WiLL..
    INcluding such
    abilities now
    gainED.. as
    dance.. martial
    arts.. poetry.. song..
    sensory integration to
    the point i never even get
    cold in the winter for long
    pants.. enjoying a full range
    of human emotions..
    all regulated
    my control
    of bliss alWays
    now.. in other words
    heaven now..
    iS REAL..
    and emotTonAlly
    regulatED heARt
    iN SpiRit oF ExPreSsinG
    that emotTonAl Force
    oF liFe iS REAL.. as
    miNd and BoDy
    balanCinG soUL..
    by God oF Nature
    i finAlly got
    mY shiT
    Free and aM
    trUly FReED
    noWoNoW.. hmm..
    but heRe’s the thing..
    i am onLY mE.. WilLL
    anything i say/do.. help anotHeR
    person who is lost out oF tHeiR
    REAL HeARt… SpiRit.. and SoUl..
    WeLL.. for thiS i look to science
    and considering wE
    aLL share the
    overAll same
    i’m thiNkinG
    the answer iS
    at lEAst partiAlly
    yes.. so i keep plugging
    along.. mapping the inner
    UnivErse through the ArT
    i feel WiLL worK through
    Dance and SonG/poeTry..
    mY friend..
    but i went
    to hell first..
    the Wrong Planet
    online wHere the outcasts
    of the World come as last
    resort.. to find
    any answer
    out of tHeir
    i looked around
    at the fallen ones
    and truly they helped mE
    to come back as human being
    wHole.. iN heARt.. SpiRit and
    soUl.. REAL.. but only one or two
    could understand mY neW gained
    language/ART.. to map the hUman
    UniVerse oF
    i within..
    every path
    and journey unique..
    but alWays hope..
    no matter iF one
    can FeeL it or
    not through
    and adaptation
    to what’s real mY friEnd..
    iF i can come back.. i muSt
    have hope for others too..
    to come to this
    that i do
    iN REAL
    the iNheritance
    of NatUre FReED
    tHe trUe liGht gifT

    sMiLes.. mY friend.. yes that last
    paRt of the trilogy of the Matrix
    is my favorite part.. as it
    provides an excellent
    theatrical metaphor
    for the human
    wITh the hUman
    archetype of oracle
    in innate.. instinct and
    iNtuition oF miNd and
    boDy balance.. as weLL
    as the architect of reAson
    that wE humans are gifted
    and cursed wIth sAMe.. iN
    so many ways.. wHere the color
    full rainbow-like sky over the peace
    fuLLy newLY meadoWed ciTy iN
    the morning liGht oF enLiGhTen-
    MenT iS the gift of thE
    young INdiaN
    as portrayed
    and created through
    the way she feels and
    senses the world as child
    aNew oF Nature Free.. witH
    the archetype of reaSon admitting
    he’s not human and the archetype
    of oracle admitting she knows nothing
    and believes her way through to the
    truth and liGht of LiFe.. or something
    like that.. smiLes.. as in all ‘biblical’
    plays of art.. interpretation is
    open to the
    moon and
    back and
    farther than
    the sun shines
    in human imagination
    and creativity in maKing
    the cultural byproducts real
    that make this life heaven and
    or hell and purgatory REAL ‘TWEEN..
    other than that there is the evolution
    of the human brain as metaphor
    of archetype.. the ancient reptilian
    shark brain of survival as
    ultimate predator.. and
    the heARt of emotions
    of mammals like uS..
    Bonobos.. and
    Porpoises too..
    and of course
    the neocortical
    bRain wE share
    as pArt of brain wiTh
    Dolphins.. wHere we are
    set apart.. by our hands and
    prehensile thumbs for written
    language.. collective intelligence..
    and all that makes culture dArk and
    liGht.. in shades of grey away from
    black and white.. and colors beyond
    the Rainbow too.. of human moving..
    art of imagination and creativity too…
    Anyway.. culture makes something now..
    relatively simple.. nightmares and dreams
    and the all between.. so that is why there must
    be a counter balance of art that is just as complicated
    or more.. to Bring the insanity of control back to balance
    of Yin and Yang arT mY friEnd.. so no.. one Buddha.. a so-called
    last prophet.. or only Son of God is not enough.. fine poets
    they were in all the dARk and liGht of human bEinG then..
    there is.. but a whole world-wide army of poets
    painters.. dancers.. and all the rest of
    artists/prophets/sacred clowns
    and all the other metaphors
    iS now required more..
    for setting uS free
    iN hAnds
    oF help noW
    to get the job
    oF balancing out aLL
    the human intelligences..
    so lost.. so far far away
    in another
    from Maslow’s
    of human needs and
    evolution in one life now
    from Physiological Animal
    Homeostasis to safety to Love/
    Belonging to Esteem to Self Actualization
    and the unnamed sixth destination of being
    ONE with the rest of Nature.. iN truly feeling
    and sensing iT.. per the metaphor of God as
    ALLTHaTiS.. sadly most people are in a state
    of worry/anxiety/fear and or pain most everynow..
    and sadly my friend..
    many people do
    not even
    rise out
    the first
    level of human
    evolution in just one
    life now.. wHere the
    indigenous primitives
    often live their entire
    life starting and ending
    at level six of being one
    with nature and never
    separated in
    the REAL
    where morpheus is not
    even a potential human
    archetype of dreamtime now..
    Oh ZiOn.. yoU are reAl as iS
    FREE.. wheRE
    wE are warmed bY
    the Sun and return
    that warmth so free
    as Stars are we
    noW in
    liGht iN trUth
    and fearless Love
    now.. wHere the Shark..
    the Lover.. the Priest..
    the Politician.. and
    the Architect wiTh
    Oracle Hermit
    Artist.. ETc..
    hOld hands
    toGether iN
    a feminine and
    masculine balance
    oF juSt beinG noW..
    but trUly great effort iN
    SeeKinG.. FinDinG.. and
    practiCinG tHe answers noW
    one finds.. iS alWAys required
    to stay matrix free Now.. truLY
    the camel of culture and the
    i oF uS
    sEt FREE
    yeS.. Neo lives..
    in i’s oF FReED..
    from ocean wE arRisE
    aS floWinG WaTeR
    wE cAN

  11. ALL seeing left eYe eXpoSeD..
    Superman Emblem oF Hope
    emBossED wITh American
    Flag.. trUly thiS country’s
    ideaL iN Declaration oF
    INdependence iS
    baSed sTiLL noW
    oN Free MaSON
    idea oF Truth
    and liGht under
    an aLL SeeinG
    eYe oF God as
    metaphor for aLL
    Creator Nature noW..
    aWay from priSons oF
    barbarians iN crusades
    of Killing.. and impriSoNinG
    humans in the rule of Culture
    over the God of Nature.. as the
    unalienable right to Life..LIberty.. and
    the pursuit of Happiness.. yes.. a dream
    come trUe iN tHe New Zion of iS RA EL
    that iS the United States.. for those oF
    uS who are successful in thiS God
    given riGht of hUman noW
    and trUly aLL the rest
    of creation when
    set free too..
    in however that
    may come within
    the parameters oF
    aLL oF Creation’s existence
    noW.. anyWay.. iT works for mE
    God has aLLready BleSSeD America
    Free for those who are able to unplug
    from the
    matrix of Lies
    inherent in any
    hUman system
    of cultural norms
    sTiLL.. the point iS
    iT iS possible here.. and
    next to impossible in countries
    far far from the POTENTIAL OF
    iN Fearless Love as TruTh and LiGht..
    And Hell no.. i have nothing to do
    with the Free Mason organization
    and everything to do with tHe
    All Natural God thaT iS creator
    within uS noW.. wITh Zero rules
    requirED by culture other
    than to share resources
    to get the
    Job oF
    Free dONE..
    Freedom trUly
    iS never tax free..
    aS iT takes SeeKinG
    FinDinG.. and pracTiCinG
    tHe tax oF enliGhTENmenT
    alWays noW iN Heaven ReAL..:)

  12. @tHe
    Doorway to
    Heaven or Hell..
    or Purgatory noW..
    theRe’s onLy oNe
    way i kNow and
    FeeL that iS
    uP noW.. a friEnd
    asks me for a gift
    at the beginning of tHis
    “hOMe oF liGht”.. bLoG poSt..
    so iT iS written so iT WiLL bE dONE..
    first step.. seek.. second step.. find.. third
    step uP as practice oF Fearless LovENoW..:)

  13. WeLL.. yes.. the power of suggestion
    in form of words.. or other signs and
    symbols.. is a powerful human
    emoTioNaL.. seNsorY..
    and yes seNsuaL
    force of bEinG
    wHere liFe iS more
    than step one.. step two..
    three four five six.. etc..
    a synthesis in synergy
    of allthatis.. is tHeir
    in helping
    yes iT is
    difficult to put into
    words but less and much
    more than that 6 am affect
    of effect when one becomes
    alarm clock hUman one iN same..
    this force is a weak force for some
    folks and beyond the wiLdest imaGinATion
    more fully iN tuNe wITh thIS real at lEAst
    partiAlly empricAlly meaSuReD pheNom
    now.. and yes.. most definitely related
    that is much
    more than
    a sugar
    piLL alone.. allone
    iT iS in hUman poTenTial
    iN maKinG HuMan REAL
    for now.. and for the naysayers
    out there who thInk that voo doo..
    devil.. and hell.. are not a pARt oF
    this reaLITy too in dArker ways
    of liFe perHaps one should
    take a geese or
    a gander..
    and watch
    the empiriCally
    science assessED
    Documentary Video
    on the Nocebo emoTioNal
    Negative power of emotions
    associated with words and
    other symbols of neGaTiVitY
    yes.. hell yes.. including now
    a voo doo doll too.. depending
    on one’s influence under the power

    of suggestion real.. SO.. SO.. SO..
    SO.. ya kNow or ya may not kNow
    that the power of attraction noW
    is a proven science thingY too..
    per that “Secret” book and
    other philosophers too..
    per full examples of tHis..
    so yes.. be careful what
    ya wish for iN aLL
    the syMbols
    and sHades
    of grey from
    white to black
    to colors over and
    under the rainbow too..
    aS it Could be hell or
    standing heaven to
    pay or geT
    iN and out
    oF purga
    tory too..
    when ya
    true in black
    and white and
    aLL the shades of Grey
    And over the Rainbow Colors
    liFE oF reaLITy can come for NOW..
    So in summary.. some folks are not inFluencED..
    much by the power and force of Hope.. faith
    and belief.. but others on the bell curve uP
    can shoot to the moon and back
    and around the
    Sun iN metaphor
    of what the dude
    Jesus was talKinG
    about when he said
    tHere would be others
    who do much greater works
    than he.. from what iS reported
    oF him.. in New Testament and
    gnostic texts.. as well as so many
    other folks too.. he kNew/feLt tHis
    deep within.. innate.. instinctual
    and all intuitive too.. the way
    of seeing and feeling the
    world as gift oF God
    Inherent within..
    just waiting for the
    works of others like he..
    yes.. all natural as such.. as
    each person finds tHeir own
    trUe WiLL best iN fearLess
    Love aS Piper SinGsSonG FrEE!…:)

  14. WeLL.. it’s 5 ‘clock
    namelysomewHere heRE..
    A few nows here before
    work-out noW.. iN a bounce
    back to dVerse Now three
    weeks back
    to 169th
    dVerse open
    lInk prompt
    wHere i left off
    last week at
    the 8th poem

    Approaching the Full
    moon now of Friday
    thiS week.. 3 weeks
    now from tHis
    prompt heRe..
    Magic iS iN
    tHe liGht oF
    Moon ChiLd BriGht
    years.. go by.. centuries..
    eons.. and Aeons sAMe
    noW continues whOle
    iN moon
    break liGht
    and TrUth oF
    wRite oN

    SMiLes.. mY friend..
    greaTest truths and
    liGhts ofTen come from
    the greATest rAndom
    silliness of aLL thAT
    can only mean
    one thing
    and thaT iS
    SiLLy and
    RAndom can
    bE the best oF aLL..:)

    Nature sings lullaby
    of SpRing.. sounds
    soft.. dance
    liGht.. breeze
    comes in April Rains..:)

    WeLL.. for me.. a spin
    with Ativan for any chance
    of sleep for 66 months with
    a perfect storm of pain.. if that
    rates.. per the worst pain known
    to mankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia
    from wake to sleep.. like dentist drill with
    no pain killer anywhere that wIll work in
    eye and ear.. like yes.. the devil’s
    fire beyond fires
    of human
    but the Fibromyalgia..
    Sjogren’s Syndrome
    of eyes not making tears..
    the severe degenerative arthritis
    in spine.. precipitated by congenitally
    fused vertebra.. spinal stenosis..
    coat hanger pain associated
    with Dysautonomia too..
    was nothing compared
    to THAT at the same nows
    then.. for yes 66 months..
    all pain gone.. now.. yes..
    including reliance
    on Ativan gone for
    sleep from the suicide
    disease labeled as that
    pain too.. suddenly on a
    Beach day on or about
    the 22nd of July 2013..
    i turned all the pain into 11 million
    words and over 5200 miles of dance
    walking in 32 months now.. miracles
    are real.. but they dam sure take effort oF WiLL
    my friend.. wHere theRe is no hope anywheRe..
    even “superman” can come out of hell for real now..
    And truly the best pARt of aLL worse than the worst
    pain then.. was coming back with emotions full after
    zero feelings or memory of even a smile or laugh then..
    It’s all
    relative i suppose..
    but trUly i for one can
    say and feel for sure both
    in sense sand emotions that
    both hell and heaven and
    purgatory ‘tween can
    dam sure
    be REAL
    mY Friend..
    never discount
    a wish or reality
    for better iN REAL..
    iF ya WiLL oF course..:)

    any pArt oF red
    iS not my favorite
    color.. including oh
    what makes purple
    iN iTs lofty position oF
    rainbow hue.. but hmm..
    they say iT iS of the highest
    oF colorED chakras too.. i prefer
    the humbler color(s) as iT never
    for granted
    more.. a Green
    or Blue or other
    earth color WiLL
    do for Nature grounded
    fine for me.. LofY purple
    can keep its place bEyOnd sKeYes..:)

    Ignorance runs
    deep for the Rainbow
    of the human condition..
    wHere majority rules without
    compassion Love fails and most
    often it is
    that hates
    most iN terms
    of basic human
    empathy and compassion
    foR All.. yes.. a change is coming
    with younger generations educated
    with Nature
    of church
    and political
    spire halls of hate..:)
    Yes.. i’m sMiLing wITh
    hope and empirical
    sociological evidence
    that says this change is
    even coming in Muslim
    countries by the year 2050..
    Free rules iN REAL GOD OF NATURE
    KINGDOM NOW AS ALWAYS.. my friEnd..:)

    SMiLes.. i suppose
    i aM eXtra blesSEd
    to be married to the
    most beaUtiFuL 46
    year-old woman/girl
    iN the WORlD but i
    hope i would stiLL
    find that divine
    feminine bird
    oF Love’s
    if sHe ever
    flies away.. my friend..
    aT some point wE aLL
    sleep alone and or even
    toGeTheR aLLoneNow..:)

    5:55 pm and be
    back later..

  15. Royal Blue Shirt that says..
    with laser focused
    left eYe that
    says.. yes..
    get the
    JOB dONe..
    AKA pre-
    work-out game
    face.. yes.. this
    one and next.. One2..
    in Facebook profile pic
    status thingy coming next..;)

    WeLL.. a few notes..
    here.. as one may observe..
    per determined look on face..
    vein on left eYed side of forehead
    protruding in bulging way.. and also
    yes.. of note.. it seems when the sun
    strikes my fur.. just wRite.. the color of
    it is unmistaKinGly Yellow Boy Golden
    blonde.. as it were
    and is at least iN
    this afternoon photo
    approaching evening
    in central daylight savings
    now.. of 7 pm.. on April 20th..
    yes.. getting to the nitty gritty here
    too.. but in free write.. ya kNow any
    thing goes.. as iT iS just pArt oF the
    Art of hUman Flow oF zONe as yeS..
    another pARt Of thaT heaven of now
    thingy.. gold and true in trUth and liGht
    of fearless Love.. but additionAlly
    have ya also noticed that aLL
    comic book and video portrayals
    of super dude.. depict the man
    of steel with dark hair and never
    golden fur now.. in fact.. rarely
    does Superman.. iF ever
    have any body hair
    other than visible
    stuff on the
    top of
    his head..
    hmm.. must
    change that
    now.. hehe..
    or hahax2..3..4..5..6
    pick up Styx.. Led Zeppelin
    and other Band Aids to lead
    the way iN prophet analysis as such..;)

  16. Oh.. the DiviNeNoW..
    thE reality that aLLis diVine..
    Black and White.. tHe sHades of Grey..
    The RainBow bElow and colors hue above..
    Oh.. the liGht iN.. seeing a gRain of sAnd as
    hOldinG uP tHe hiGhest mouNtain of fearlesS Love..
    Unity oF divine.. iS the prize.. the reward.. the ulTiMate
    HeavEnoW for those who come to see reaLiTy as oNE
    Force oF Nature ONE.. yes.. mY FriEnds.. the experience
    of God.. enLiGhTENed iN uS as FORce 10.. yes.. of
    course.. 10.. the sacred number of digits on hands
    and toes too.. and take away the zero
    and one only
    Symbols inFiniTe iN poTenTial
    oF expreSsinG tHiS DiVinE Truth
    once one drinks and swims wITh
    water of God within.. outside..
    above.. so below.. and
    all around.. liGht..
    but the darkness mY
    friEnds iS trUly words..
    greedy words that become
    Idols to chain tHis fearless Love
    of Truth and liGht within.. wHere this
    human or that human.. or this religion
    or that culture or holy sacred text portends
    to own the essence of Truth and liGht noWiN
    fearless Love oF aLL that iS God away from
    others considered lesser now from what
    ‘they’ chain as truth away from other idols
    of symbols that are also vehicles and
    vessels housing the sAMe essence
    when hUman sees aLL
    oF creation AKA
    GOD as
    mY FriEnd noW..
    the beauty of seeing aLL
    thAT is iS diVine.. iS never bEinG
    lonely.. alWays bEinG iN BliSs as
    aLLoNe sees iN dArk and liGht
    ranging from black to white to
    shades of grey and
    beyond hues
    of rainbow
    and below
    too.. has meaning
    and purpose iN diVine
    Nature oF DArK and liGht
    as Force to get tHiS wHoLe
    JoB Of ExistenceNoWdONe..
    Yin and Yang oF liGht and dARk
    and Love’s freedom and control
    of order away from what freedom
    can be in chaos.. iS aLL pARt
    of the Art of God iN the
    ulTimaTe pLaY oF
    liFE oF aLL
    wE sense..
    feel.. and kNow
    of LiFE.. iT is the
    cognitive and affective
    empathy.. sympathy.. and
    compassion.. for aLL tHat iS
    iN sCience terms that sets one
    free from con-social emotions like
    doubt.. greed.. jealously.. hate.. and
    aLL the dARk emoTioNs that imprison
    uS away from LiGht emoTions and seNses
    of Peace iN regulation of emotions and
    integration of senses iN eternal bliSS
    NoW.. and that My FriEnds iS whY
    mY dAnCe and SoNG WiLL never
    end.. tHere is alWays more
    to understand and
    Love wheRe the
    sAnd iS we gRains
    oF water hOlding hAnds
    to hold uP the DArk and
    LiGht oF aLL thaTis wHere
    wE finaLLy determine thAt aLL
    are priests.. prophets.. and kings..
    as messengers of God IN dArk
    and liGht ways.. wHere
    balance oF aLL reigns
    the rein of rain..
    wHere at
    the drops
    of water that
    are God make
    an ocean what
    iT iS iN rAGinG waves
    iN SuN to StILL seas wHere
    MoonLiT glimmers iN Peace
    unTiL the neXt wave and
    dayBreak beGins..
    waves oF uS
    shores to
    Yes.. mY friEnd getting
    to Heaven.. iS certainly
    a job of JOB continuing
    noW.. but shaRinG that
    is not a job but gift that keeps giVinG..:)

  17. Oh.. enhancer of Human
    liGht.. iN Neurchemical
    and Neurhormone dEliGht..
    middle oF last century.. the
    plants of rain forest and sacred
    two spiRit hUmans seeKinG FinDinG more
    of realiTy through sacred plants ingesting
    more of uniVersal multi-views of N0WiN
    chords oF throat iN vocal way of ExpreSsinG
    sPiRit iN hUman heARt oF EmoTions.. senses
    and yes.. SENsualiTy too.. floW River to
    Ocean.. to golden streams of Light
    back to reaLiTy iN Force of God
    inside.. outside.. above.. so
    below and all around..
    recorded more
    iN sTrinGs.. beats
    and keys of hUman
    made tools to eXpand
    on what iS possible wITh
    vocal chords of bliss everlasting
    nows eternal liFe iN Heaven noW..
    Pilot oF the Storm noW leaves trace
    iN SonGs of Old and New enhanced
    by plants of LiFe.. in new synthesized
    way.. and those oF uS Sober iN the liGht
    oF God can experience the sacrifice of those
    who take uS hiGher iN tHeir enhanced ways of
    seeinG feeLinG God iN liGht oF GOlden streAMs
    iN Artful ways oFeeLinG seeInG God more
    and more as Force
    free iN and as US..
    PiLot oF Lucid
    dreams coming
    trUe iN liGht moVing..
    connecTinG and CreaTinG
    HiGher and HiGheR ways to
    senSinG.. feelLinG.. and KNoWinG
    GOD oF allthatis Nature noW beYond
    aLL colors iN Hues oF eMoTiOns senses
    and kNoWinG bEforE.. Oh.. Gentle rACE

    And as a side note here.. while it’s true i’m
    drug free noWin the way of ‘spiritual’ drug
    enhancers.. i am not without enhancers
    of Neurohormone and Neurochemical
    deliGht.. as nah.. the form of i in the
    nude art that comes from over 5200
    hundred miles of dance walKinG
    everywhere i go iN public now
    for 32 months.. is kinda cool
    yes in the art of a
    fiXinG to turn
    56 year old
    dude on
    June 6th..
    but yes.. i do iT
    as aid to expand
    my mindful and bodyfuL awareness
    in yes.. of course.. neurochemical
    and neurohormone way.. including
    the art of sensual dance with hundreds
    of folks tonight for my 107th dance week
    with all the cool college age folks at
    Good Old Seville Quarter.. and sure
    i could take the easy route with
    Molly or whatever the hell
    other drug that folks
    take to enhance
    tHeir perception of
    reality.. but i for one..
    am fortunate enough to SeeK
    fiNd God aLL Natural iN enhanCinG
    way in doing stuff like slowly leg presSinG
    close to half a ton now.. in numbers as great
    as 30 reps or so.. of slow movement with arms
    raised in air on a very difficult parallel leg press
    machine.. that other elite Marines cannot
    even F iN budge..
    but Here’s the thing..
    been to Heaven and Hell
    and purgatory too iN this
    Life and trust me iF you
    ever REALLY GO TO
    FUCKING 1000 YEARS… yoU
    too WilLL Do everything in YoUR
    FucKinG poWer to FucKinG
    yes.. iF yoU seeK iN GOD
    wITh aLL youR poTenTial
    and miGht.. and to bE
    honest.. i would do aLL
    of this juSt to take my one
    Friend to heaveNoW who
    has alWays stayed noW by mY
    side when most people veered away..
    iN doinG thiS for aLL the rest.. for one
    simple reaSon.. LOVe.. in Fearless waY..
    iT iS those whO wE Love and ReTurn Love
    oF course.. wHo
    inspire uS
    moST.. and tRust
    mE.. to be Loved bY
    mE iS to bE Loved..:)

    And nah.. i didn’t get very
    far with dVerse this week
    but yes.. close friends
    are more imporTant
    to mE..
    oF course.. iN
    relative sPeak..
    and with aLL that iS
    sAid noW.. more fun
    dance photos coMinG
    to the end of this blog
    post sometime around
    the wee hour of 3 am..
    on the full moon of
    Friday morning..
    but now..
    it’s sacred
    and holy
    R and
    R for me
    to get away
    from words.. mY FriEnd(s)..:)

  18. gigoid says:

    Made it through… Great shot of the gull in full extension. I also love the section on God porn! LOL… people are so weird about sex, aren’t they? I think it was Marlene Dietrich who said, “in America, sex is a mystery; in the rest of the world it is a fact.”

    More to go, so, dance on, brother…. Go Fred, Go Fred…

    *wink & a smile(



    • Ha! SMiLes Friend.. gigoid
      for stopping by and today
      While i did go Fred go.. all
      day long.. and through the night
      in a multi-verse of style in dance
      all over the beach.. two bars.. boardwalks..
      etc.. my feet are propped up and rather sore
      as i have to admit i’m human tonight after all
      is said and danced.. but oh boy.. did i come across
      some interesting folks.. as hehe.. my dance always
      makes an interesting conversation piece.. particularly
      when i am floating like a seagull.. backwards in sand
      with my athletic shoes on.. and arms balancing the
      weight of my bird body in flight..
      moving meditation effortless
      with gravity..
      5 or so miles
      in deep sand..
      just a matter
      of balance
      and the
      rest flows with
      ocean set
      and OMG more fun
      beach photos coming
      to my next blog post
      titled.. “Earth Day Love”
      that will be pARt of this
      of course.. as when
      all steps and
      words become
      sacred in life and all
      senses and feelings
      too.. there is nothing
      to lose and all to gaiNoW..:)

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