17 Responses to WeYeS oF GOD

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 21, 2016 at 10:47 AM

   Fear of God in Islam

   Hi SOHEIR.. i appreciate your quick research
   for a source that describes Fear of God in Islam
   well it seems..

   And there are two particular quotes that caught
   my eye.. one of which i was able to trace
   as a Hadith quote
   contributed
   by
   Abdullah ibn Masud

   “Paradise is nearer to you than your shoelaces. So is Hell…”

   I was almost sure that quote was not directly out of the
   Kuran.. as it is a better one than the one from the
   New Testament attributed to Jesus that
   clearly states that Heaven is NOW..
   and not a place one has to
   wait until after life..
   and while it doesn’t
   clearly state Hell is also
   a place in life that one does not
   have to wait to enter until after life..
   as discussed already on your site here
   and mine.. i for one am 100% sure it is..
   and i have described that place i entered
   in detail both here and on my site.. my
   friend SOHEIR.. anyway.. yes there is
   good reason to fear Allah in terms
   of the Hell that is real on this
   terrestrial plane.. and i for
   one respect
   Allah to the
   degree that
   i give 100%
   of my life to Allah
   so there is no fear
   for me now.. but as
   the other quote
   that i could
   not find
   a resource as to
   who originally reported
   it… as i am assuming it is
   part of a Hadith.. as quoted here..

   “If the believer had known the amount
   of the torture and punishment of Allah,
   nobody would have hoped for Paradise.
   If the unbeliever had known how much
   the amount of the mercy of Allah was,
   no one would have given up hope of His mercy.”

   This is also a quote that rings true to me.. that i
   for one have described in similar metaphors
   in language.. as i have been to both
   places.. and i for one can
   say for sure.. that
   in Hell..
   there is no
   hope.. and in
   heaven all there
   is.. is hope my friend
   and truly paradise now..
   and as a person who had
   glimpses of heaven from
   age 3.. and sparks after that
   as culture and religions i was
   exposed to took it away.. now that
   i live there always now.. one can certainly
   see and feel.. in Allah’s eYes.. that Allah is
   all merciful.. even when one cannot perceive
   that if they ever enter hell on earth my friend…

   So yes.. there is good reason to stay in balance
   with Allah my friend.. but this heaven is a place
   that starts within.. as well as the hell that becomes
   reality when one goes far out of balance with Allah..
   And while there are laundry lists of do’s and don’ts
   in culture.. some of which help in gaining and
   maintaining balance with Allah.. neither
   Christianity or the Islam religion
   or many others address one of
   the most important parts
   of gaining and
   maintaining
   that balance
   my friend..
   as that relates
   to actual physical
   movement in balance..
   as we are temples of God
   on this terrestrial plane now..
   heaven is now and hell is now..
   and in truly knowing and feeling
   this.. one can gain great strides
   to peace of mind and body
   balance through
   the art of movement..
   even the Buddhists and
   Yogis speak to meditation
   as only a sitting still
   activity..
   where all of
   God’s Nature moves
   around us.. and in deciding
   that human is somehow different
   in this respect than the rest of Nature
   Humans ends up separating themselves
   from God more so by sitting still away
   from the reality of God in Nature
   that is always moving
   now my friend..
   it is easy
   to get stuck
   in one’s head when
   living in our modern cultures
   in school.. office work and such
   but what this does often is
   separate ourselves
   from the
   Nature that
   is God in us as
   a Temple of God..
   and in the United States
   the effect of this is one
   moving toward a life
   of empty
   emotions
   and empty
   empathy for
   other human beings
   as emotions run through
   our bodies.. when freely
   moving in balance and
   are not something
   limited to
   between
   our ears
   friend..
   people are suffering
   greatly in separating themselves
   from Allah’s Nature manifest as us
   as moving feeling connecting creating
   creatures.. as reflections of God of
   Allthatis.. as us my friend as
   well.. anyway.. the
   results of this
   in terms of health
   is empirically measurable
   as in the U.S.. morbid obesity
   is sky rocketing.. school age
   children.. are assessed type two
   pre-diabetic.. at rates of 33%..
   close to half the adult
   population is on
   some kind
   of prescription
   pain killer.. for
   chronic pain that is
   often somatic in nature
   from a body that is repressed
   in human emotions and full
   of tension.. treating symptoms
   of pain.. instead of addressing
   the root problem.. of a mind
   and body out of balance..
   where sitting still
   stagnating and
   rotting still
   in front of screens
   is a mainstay of even
   children’s lives who also
   have skyrocketing rates of
   psychotropic medications..
   treating symptoms now..
   instead of treating the
   root cause of
   mind and body
   imbalance as well..
   but no my friend.. no bible
   addresses this adequately as
   there is still much to learn about
   a new human condition that is a result
   of modern technology ways of life that
   were not present when either the bible
   or the Kuran was written.. and this my friend
   is why there will always be new prophets with
   healing messages from God.. as this experiment
   of culture is ever changing.. and truly an experiment
   with no precedent in history.. we can no longer rely on
   just the politics.. religions.. and philosophies of the
   past alone.. as if this human species is going to
   survive as whole.. without much more
   suffering and misery approaching
   that place of hell on earth..
   even science and
   medicine will
   have to
   change
   to address
   the root causes
   that are truly human
   beings out of balance
   with God of All my friend..
   all that is seen.. unseen..
   felt.. and unfelt now.. or
   on the other
   hand
   we
   can
   stay with the
   prophets.. politicians..
   scientists.. priests..
   teachers and only
   books of the past..
   go no further..
   and just
   suffer
   in
   misery my friend..
   Nah.. God didn’t give us
   brains.. to shut them down..
   after this book or that book..
   not to adapt to change of the
   future.. God gifts us rationality..
   innate instinct.. and intuition to
   adapt to the challenge to live
   in heaven now..
   as this place
   is real
   and i prove
   it everynow of my
   life my friend in
   LIVING COLOR..
   sMiLes.. an open
   mind AND BODY
   in Balance iS
   A path
   to heaven now
   and seeing and feeling
   so much more of God my friend..
   Signed your friend
   Fred..
   AN
   Encyclopedia
   of God..
   alWays
   GroWinG
   bigger..:)

   Thanks my friend.. and i will
   end with a little story here..
   there was once a woman..
   a troubled woman..
   very poor.. with
   a religion named
   Christianity.. that like
   Islam.. suggests that
   adultery is a sin.. worthy
   of hell fire.. this woman..
   innately instinctually and
   intuitively was empty inside..
   with a husband off in another
   land with the military.. so empty
   inside.. she was looking for something
   to feel that emptiness as many humans
   do.. who are empty inside.. most often it
   is a troubled childhood with parents who
   are not there to give touchy feely love to
   their children.. and perhaps they have
   smilar problems of this vicious
   cycle too..
   of emptiness
   my friend.. so this
   woman.. has different
   fathers of different children..
   adultery was her escape from
   all encompassing emptiness
   likely each and every time
   she strayed.. but it was
   her innate instinct
   and intuition
   of finding
   something
   to feel that whole
   that was behind her
   straying too.. so no one
   to blame at this part
   but her nature
   as gifted
   by God..
   so this woman
   did what she could
   to survive as is.. taking
   care of her children at
   hand the best she could
   that eventually numbered
   6.. including 8 or so
   with miscarriages
   and such.. yes..
   she was a
   real reproducing
   machine.. getting
   the job done..
   as best she
   could
   adding
   to the humans
   of earth.. and her children
   a diverse group.. with different
   fathers of course.. the last two children
   half Pacific Islander.. only photo of their
   father.. in Arabian clothes with cover
   on head.. in some kind of costume
   party clothes.. deep black
   eyes.. and extremely
   youthful face for
   a man he
   was then..
   those children
   of that man were
   boy and girl.. twins..
   some folks in the local
   area commented that the
   little girl looked like an
   American Indian Princess..
   and that little girl grew up..
   left home..
   and found
   a nice poor man
   to marry.. who eventually
   went kinda crazy from stress
   himself.. but even when he didn’t
   wanna stay here on this earth she stood
   by his side.. never leaving it no matter what
   as the gift of her father.. she never knew was
   Unconditional Love.. and from her Granny
   too.. as her mother was very troubled
   when she was young..
   of course..
   anyway.. the fact
   is.. if she was born in many
   Muslim Countries of that
   time.. early on a decade or
   so before those twin then..
   Because of her mental illness
   related condition.. and her open
   adultery.. she would have potentially
   been imprisoned.. or at worst stoned
   for her behavior.. with no doubt.. so
   what this means.. is that beautiful
   young Indian American looking
   princess would have never
   been born.. and
   God’s plan
   for the young
   man after he
   recovered from
   his problems would
   have never met fate..
   as he would have never
   survived his illness without
   the help of his Wife with no
   legal or Christian marriage father..
   So that man lives today my friend.. as a
   result of that Mother who looked for Love
   to fill an empty space.. whose only reward
   was having a child who would never age.. at
   least until age 45 as is proof and evidence in
   her photos today.. from the time she married
   that man.. at age 19.. a miracle of God is she..
   and proof.. of who is right or wrong.. God or
   prophets
   of old
   and
   new
   my
   friend…
   God works in mysterious
   ways.. people who
   do not continue
   to listen
   to those
   mysterious
   ways and
   change..
   for the
   better
   will
   face the
   consequences
   of hell here on earth
   my friend.. same story
   as always..
   just
   different
   characters
   now.. my friend..:)

   SMiLes.. thank you for your story
   my friend.. and i understand
   the different ways
   that the Islam
   religion is
   practiced..
   depending on the
   political structure
   and understanding
   of the religion.. and
   obviously a kinder gentler
   version where you live.. but
   truly there should be a book where
   there are no confusions my friend..
   humans.. many of them..
   just do not have the
   Capability
   and or the
   learning
   to understand
   the simplest of human
   metaphors in poetic way
   of heARt speech.. even some
   poets.. even some technically
   popular poets too..
   in the online
   world
   i find..
   anyway.. always room
   for a kinder gentler
   courageous way..
   but it does not
   come with
   the sword..
   or back
   of hand
   or whip..
   it comes
   with Love
   iN HeARt my
   friend.. the other
   place away from
   human hell now..
   some folks need the
   truth and liGht spoon
   fed to them like little
   children.. and some folks
   never get that as children
   on an individual
   and societal
   basis..
   there
   lies the
   start of
   the lies my
   friend.. from
   early childhood..
   and the sins of the
   fathers and mothers
   who were once misled
   and misguided children…
   It takes constant never ending
   work to even scratch the surface
   of that
   vicious
   cycle of
   hell
   here
   on earth..
   but we Must
   try if we hope..:)

   SMiLes again.. my friend SOHEIR
   and thank you for all the inspiring
   discussion here on your site..
   Aggression.. Violence.. and
   Wars have a place with
   tribal ruled humans
   but never ever
   a place
   iN
   LOVE..
   WheRe Human
   iS ruled by LOVE..
   The place of no
   fear and hate..
   related emoTioNs..
   And true that place
   did not live as
   country..
   politics..
   philosophy..
   religion or
   science..
   wHere
   Muhammad
   or Jesus
   lived
   or many
   places around
   the world now..
   i for one now.
   need no sword
   but hands and
   feet to walk
   upright
   and strong
   with the gift
   of Kind and Courageous
   Love.. Swords are for
   weaker children
   of God whEre i
   live but of course
   i am blessed as such..
   differently than either historical
   reports of Jesus.. Muhammad.. and
   many others.. then and now.. in other
   words.. perhaps then.. i may have been
   very handy with a sword too.. but for now..
   no swords necessary.. just feats of feet and hands
   that can kick some butt.. with ease.. if need be
   in small skirmishes for freedom.. my friend.. but
   wHere i live
   walking tall
   and strong
   with courageous
   Love.. is the only
   sword i’ve ever needed
   really.. with a few skirmishes
   of hands and feat.. and the stronger
   i get.. and taller i walk.. with kind
   and courageous love wHere i live at
   least.. the necessity
   for actual
   skirmishes
   to retain
   my freedoms
   becomes less and
   less.. if all men and
   women were like me..
   in this regard of training
   in physical effort.. of confidence
   my friend.. there would be no
   tribal wars.. as each man
   and women would
   be confident
   enough
   to live
   in Peace
   with kind and
   courageous Love
   instead of strife my friend..
   but no.. no book is enough
   it takes practice.. truly
   in martial
   arts..
   an art
   that all our
   ancestors naturally
   did as a way of life
   before they no longer
   heard the call of God
   to walk tall.. with
   kind and
   courageous
   love.. no different
   that Lions on the
   Savannah very
   close to
   where
   you live
   in Egypt
   my friend..
   SOHEIR..
   as we close out
   here on 3 thousand
   or so more words.. on
   this 21st day of January..
   pleasant dreams of night
   now peace my friend.. my
   day is
   just
   getting
   stArted
   with ART
   of LOVE..
   STRONG..:)

   And
   Now you
   Are a Poet
   too.. SMiLes
   With greater
   Dreams..:)

   My Life is my book..
   My Heaven is my book..
   My Happiness is my book..
   My Refuge is my book..
   Hello again..
   my
   friend..:)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 21, 2016 at 10:52 AM

   Right on topic.. a year ago.. for the
   current never ending topic..
   as well..
   for now..
   at least..:)

   Transcending Technology AND SCIENCE AND

   Reply
3. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 21, 2016 at 11:59 AM

   Bald gestures provide unwarranted relief….

   SMiLes.. my
   Friend.. gigoid..
   Reality is only as
   courageous and kind…
   fearful and hateful.. as we make it..
   i go to the Cinderella school for fellas
   and make it Courageous and Kind..
   it’s kinda funny.. don’t you feel it…
   but in some so-called God fearing places..
   people rule on the basis of fearful and hateful
   instead of Courageous and Kind.. for JusT Now..

   Now that’s ironic.. TRuLY
   IRONiC iN DaRK AND LIgHT..

   God is the devil of fearful and hateful in hell..
   in some countries.. religions and
   or cultures.. or and
   individuals..

   And God is an Angel..
   hmm.. in no countries..
   no religions.. and no
   cultures that
   are really
   big
   at
   least..
   this tends to only happen
   on an individual ‘Miley
   Sirius’ Basis.. i mean
   Cyrus.. the dog
   star of
   truth…
   for now
   at least..

   Bonobos
   are an exception
   as they live all of life
   in accordance
   with the innate..
   instinctual and
   intuitive Love
   of Mind and Body
   Balance in regulating
   emotions.. integrating
   senses.. hmm.. including
   SENsualiTy in the mix of
   the LOVING TOUCH
   BIG TIME
   AS IT WERE
   AND STILL IS
   WITH REaLLY
   ALL BODY
   TOUCHY
   FEELY
   LOVE..
   bottom line is
   it works.. but oops..
   Bonobos are not humans
   so we have still not evolved
   to tHeir higher standard of
   Animal
   Love..
   but more likely
   we have devolved epigeneticAlly
   speaking.. in just one lifetime through
   the virus.. of Cultures.. Religions
   and Countries that are
   big.. overall..
   hmm…
   but OMG.. Country..
   Culture.. and Religions
   rule humans through the
   almighty force of the politics
   of human tribal instinct to conserve
   resources for survival.. wheRe humans
   are born into a fight and flight state of
   survival.. to go to school.. with no reward
   but learning for 12 to 18 or who knows
   even 21 years.. to gain subsistence..
   for shelter.. food.. drink.. and
   sure a mate.. if one is so
   inclined to reproduce
   some more
   humans
   to come into
   the hell of nows..
   overall.. for most
   folks it seems..
   at least
   headed
   in that
   direction for now..
   Anyway.. it’s quite a compliment
   to suggest that we humans are related
   to Bonobos.. and perhaps our ancestors
   were as hairy.. and Loving as them.. and
   perhaps innately instinctually and intuitively
   we are too.. without the virus of Country..
   Culture and Religions too.. but i do
   Love Toilet Paper.. a Warm
   Bed.. and me some
   Hot Water to
   shower at
   the end of the
   day.. so the human
   card is filled with the potential
   of a greatest Heaven now if we get
   our innate instinct and intuition all
   involved as our reality too.. in
   mind and body balance
   like the friendly
   super sexy
   Bonobos
   too..
   by the way..
   Miley Cyrus is one of
   my favorite modern Bonobo
   humans.. she is not afraid to
   swing through the air.. with
   a tear in her eye all naturale
   as much as YouTube will
   allow for now for
   Love
   my friend..
   meanwhile.. there
   are the hater chimpanzees
   among us.. who still rape
   and pillage.. as sure
   there is the
   epigenetic
   potential
   for us to
   be either
   devil or angel..
   but angels in
   heaven now..
   there ain’t nothing
   great as that reality
   my friend.. as we are the
   reality that cares.. once star
   dust.. now the magic of Love
   incarnate
   as
   human being Angels..
   and that is real my
   friend.. in the
   real heaven
   that can
   be now..
   oh.. but the
   work.. the practice..
   never ending to find it
   and stay here my friend
   is a never ending story
   of
   NOW
   that goes
   on…for
   NOW..:)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 21, 2016 at 1:49 PM

   Back to dVerse now for
   one more link to
   the 44 word
   Quadrille
   Dancing
   verb
   poems..
   a prompt
   of poeTry
   that continues
   on through Sunday…:)

   Dancing addictions feed
   what’s missing.. now.. not
   just related to drugs.. food..
   sex.. or gambling dice.. new
   behavioral
   addictions ranging
   from video games
   to other modern
   screen addictions..
   new poison
   of human
   mind and
   body balanCinG
   soUls.. danCinG
   feet die under screen
   feats.. ‘scream’……….!

   PS..
   Love iS MisSinG..:)

   Back at 6:17 pm..
   1222016
   with
   one more
   Quadrille link..

   sMiLes.. dancing with
   Jesus.. iS a fine way to
   move.. sadly many folks
   talk the talk.. but never ever
   truly dance the dance of Jesus
   danCinG iN Truth and liGht..
   setting uS free..
   am i an only
   one seeing
   yoUr
   dance
   partner..
   heir apparent..:)

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 21, 2016 at 2:22 PM

   And now off to dVerse
   Open Link Thursday..
   where almost
   anything
   goes..
   with PoeTry..
   except for me..
   of course in full
   form.. but happily
   most people let
   me share my
   short stuff
   in real
   time
   stream of
   conscious
   poeTry writing
   in mostly micro
   expression ways..
   on their sites that
   are copied here.. and
   as always the few who
   turn me away.. are only
   copied and pasted here..
   and identified with
   asterisks
   so i for one
   will have a record
   of who inspired
   what where
   or when..
   as empirical
   analysis in
   rational
   thinking is
   important to
   exercise as well
   with heARt of poeTry..
   deep deep inside the
   human soUl.. expresSinG
   emoTion as SpiRit iN
   a miNd and boDy
   BalanCinG
   SoUl
   for now..
   JUST
   now in
   the greatest
   present that is
   all that is NOW..:)

   WeLL.. from a male perspective
   this rings true of course too.. Now..
   when males come up to me exciting
   dancing women.. them not realizing
   i am almost old enough to be their
   grand daddy.. just in it for the
   exercise.. asking me how
   many times i scored
   and i’m
   F E E LiNG
   no.. you will..
   never ever
   gain.. a wife
   like mine..
   so many
   lessons
   to come
   for you..
   if they come..
   at aLL.. ever..:)

   A feeLinG Chalice
   without gold am i..
   then and now..
   heArt sTiLL
   iS aLL
   that
   reAlly
   CouNTS..:)

   *
   All tied up..
   i never knew that
   possible without rope..
   but without miNd and boDy
   balance.. the miNd has
   little relative free
   will to control
   a body..
   so tension
   comes unrehearsed
   as dancing partner
   of change.. as
   stress will
   dance
   solo
   in pulls
   of muscle
   that never
   let go..
   so finAlly
   my body taught
   my mind to relax
   fully relax in balance..
   but it was a lesson of
   the body teaching
   the mind
   as the
   body
   iS smArter
   iN Feeling..
   it takes art
   to truly move in
   balance.. it never
   comes fully until
   the words
   let
   go.. so in
   other words the
   short cuts to
   balance
   are far
   far away
   from lessons..
   guidelines
   or any
   kind of
   school
   for moves..
   one step balances
   the other.. i suggest
   one step in reverse too..
   the rest will come naturAlly
   with continuous lifelong
   practice..
   the body
   feels best
   in miNd
   and boDy
   balance…
   Words for all practical
   intents and purposes
   just retard
   potential..
   those who
   move without
   rules on sidewalks
   of life.. move as Art
   never limited
   by lines
   and angles..
   eventually spiraling
   no different reAlly than
   greatest grand daddy
   and grand mamma
   we feel..
   the
   Milky
   Way SpiRaling
   iN art of US NOW..:)

   *
   Kinda sad.. it is.. but
   my cat Yellow boy
   taught me more
   lessons of
   life.. after
   i removed allergies
   from my being to have
   a cat inside.. yes.. Yellow
   boy taught me more lessons
   about life.. than 18 years
   of school.. and over 30
   years of work..
   and 55 years
   of religion..
   simply
   ’cause
   Yellow
   Boy ain’t
   full of shit
   and now we
   share.. feel..
   and kNow.. the REAL
   AND SamE GOD OF NATURE..
   little yellow boy
   savior..
   BIGGER
   SAVE
   ME..:)

   Moving Art
   sining sensual
   feelings so much
   further iNtricacies
   sKin
   share
   danCinG
   hands and fingers
   iN feat of Love now..:)

   *sinGinG sensual..
   freUdian
   sLip
   of
   inK
   i guess..;)

   WeLL.. sounds liKe
   peRhaps thE
   Wild and
   Free Appaloosa
   iS now changing
   into Thor upon
   a horse.. at
   least in
   my imag
   i
   NaTioN
   alWays
   set free..
   legEnds
   sinG free
   upOn ride
   oF wiLd horSes..:)

   WeLL.. Gemini
   heRe stuck in the
   middle of twins
   on June 6th..
   now directly
   in-between
   two cusps..
   tWin
   pillars
   of endless
   possibilities..
   who couldn’t
   be optimistic
   born so close
   to the Summer
   Solstice iN the
   middle of Summer..
   forecast on the 20th
   until the Doctor reels
   me in early.. so he
   then can go on
   vacation way..
   anyway.. 6660
   is a miGhty
   symbolic
   number..
   no
   less
   and more..
   it is what it is..
   and add in the
   1 and 9 of
   1960..
   comes
   complete
   oNe standinG
   tAll and 9 fAcing
   6.. anyWay.. patterns
   and free associaTions are
   now certainly.. my thing too..:)

   Oh.. one of my favorite
   things to do is
   wriTinG
   psalmlets
   oF Nature..
   wheRe God lives
   everywHere aLL at
   one now.. so comforting
   to be here now aLL wITh GOD..
   and nicely expresSinG
   sentiments
   of God.. you
   bRinG here
   as weLL.. my
   friend..:)

   Seven is enough
   for now.. break
   for flesh and
   blood real
   world
   activities..
   on a very
   rainy day
   sTill fuLL
   of joY
   alWays
   NOW..:)

   4:57 pm..
   1212016
   11:04 pm..
   1222016
   and back again..
   with 7 down and
   26 more to go
   to get caught
   up for now..:)

   *
   Poems of Whitman
   travel near and far..
   from human sKin to
   Nature dreams..
   but never
   limited by
   opinions
   of other
   dreams..
   a lesson we
   could all dream
   from with no
   expectations
   but
   dreams
   now
   as they
   frUitrue..:)

   SomewHere deep in a WinTery
   cave.. timeless ageless
   trapped in now..
   a draGon
   dreams of
   anotHeR evernow..
   that’s more than
   yesternow..
   a pLace
   wHere
   DragoNs
   free tHeir WinGs..:)

   Candle HeArts SinG
   sweet refRains..
   WinTer
   ways..
   FroZen
   snowy
   flames..
   North Breeze
   blows pyRinG
   briGhter fiRes..
   liFe grows
   liGht..
   dArkest
   ashes pass..:)

   Flame inside human
   Growing bright from
   birth… school now
   fills this
   place with data more
   than heARt.. input more
   from devices..
   electric gLows..
   oh.. wheRe does human soUl
   go.. when trapped iN 4 iNch
   SCREAM..:)

   SMiLes.. A smARt
   ass beats a
   dead ass..
   any time
   now..
   but sure..
   THen there iS
   sacrifice.. iS..
   as well.. for onLy
   flesh and blood..
   and of course that
   sTill leaves a mes
   Sage too.. iN
   sTill
   refRAin..:)

   GreaTest difference
   between human
   and other animals
   now.. iS.. one feels
   tHeir place..
   and the
   other
   only
   knows
   the place.:)

   Living Nature
   Broken homes..
   one dies
   one grows..
   Pyramid
   dust..
   leaves
   green..
   Tree of Life..
   kNOwledge
   Tree.. dead..:)

   Struggle primitive..
   ancestor strong..
   sHell now..
   back
   bOne..
   gOne..:)

   *
   Words becoming
   Love leaving
   feeling
   behind..
   words loving
   leave.. feeling
   remaining free
   and
   true..
   it’s not
   the thought
   that counts
   feeling
   free..:)

   *
   WeLL.. like
   FoRrest Gump
   says.. if ya
   wanna escape
   the past ya run
   iN the future now..
   i dance instead and
   alWays live
   dance
   now..
   in steps
   and SonG
   of poeTry too..:)

   side note begins..
   And thIS bRinGS
   me to my next
   poInt.. onLine
   is a strange
   place of cold
   souls i often
   find.. a place
   where text replaces
   faces.. grins.. frowns..
   vocal smiLes and laughter
   wHere symbols for non-verbal
   expresSioN.. drown out the
   human touch and feel of
   life more and more..
   and sometimes
   just a word
   mis-
   understood..
   can be the basis..
   to erase.. but of
   course.. who
   cares.. any
   way
   when
   theRe
   is no
   human face..
   and people wonder
   why i show my face
   online so much..
   haha!
   WTF
   FTW
   i am
   a FUCKING
   HUMAN AND
   i FUCKING
   SHOW
   MY
   FACE..
   i am more
   than black
   and white
   text.. mostly
   on a Fking
   white
   screen..
   of SCREAM!..
   AND truly it’s
   funny.. no it’s
   sad.. yes… it’s
   funny too.. but not
   in a haha! way..
   rarely
   ever do
   people who
   SHOW THEIR PRESENT
   FACE iN Avatars..
   treat other
   humans
   as
   less
   than human
   in the poeTry
   world online..
   most people
   on Facebook
   are human
   more or
   less..
   as at least
   they show their face..:)

   Inspired by a person who lets
   me post nice comments on their
   site.. but deletes them..
   for whatever reason..
   with nary an
   explanation
   to me..
   but that’s
   okay.. i check
   back now.. to see
   if folks delete that
   after the fact.. just
   so.. i myself will no longer
   comment there.. since they
   are too timid.. just to
   ask me not to..
   or even
   explain
   what their
   issue even
   is with me..
   but sure..
   there could
   be many reasons
   for that.. heHE..
   posting HERE is
   always the solution..
   for me at least.. as
   it IS a FREE WORLD AT
   LEAST.. UNCENSORED FOR
   INSPIRATION.. NOW AT LEAST..:)
   side note/rant/vent/dis/Gust.. ends…

   Feelings die iN clothes
   of old and new..
   words fade
   in new and
   old world
   clothes
   oF dying feelings..:)

   iN every shell of cell
   exists a memory of
   dna.. that
   tales
   A tell
   of chain
   of us from now
   to SonG of big
   bang(s).. old
   and new..
   a Nautilus
   SinGs sOft
   sheLL SonG
   forevernow..:)

   Bird of soaRinG heiGhts..
   Bird of balance iN
   Beauty’s gRace..
   Bird fALLing
   riSinG..
   Grace
   iN bal
   ance
   middle
   NoWways
   oF Peace..:)

   Well.. that’s
   a fresh dozen
   of thirteen..
   leaving another
   Baker’s dozen..
   for Saturday
   morning..
   as
   rest for
   morrow
   comes
   peace iN
   balance now..:)
   1:02 am
   1232016…
   Back at
   12:12 pm..

   FroZen iN tHe DArkest
   Oceans now oF
   uS..
   exiSts
   SpRinG
   StreAms
   of Consciousness
   riSinG uP.. breaKing
   throuGh
   sHeets
   of iCe
   oF
   US.. Free.. noW
   FlYinG HiGheR alWaYs..:)

   Too often happiness
   is thought of in words
   or silence as a state of
   mind over body..
   for me at least..
   i must dance
   free without
   instruction..
   to ever catch
   boDy back
   up to miNd
   iN balanCe..
   wHere theRe
   can be a peaceful
   eye now oF Hurricane..
   in a dance so complex
   to the outer eye.. but
   ease internAlly wITh
   a boDy
   that
   feels
   how..
   without
   any human
   words at aLL..
   magic iS possiBle
   but free iS magic..
   dance.. to me..
   @lEast..:)

   THere was a now..
   not just a short
   now.. nows of
   66 months all..
   wHere ALL noise
   was overwhelming.
   until i sOught the abLiTy
   to find quiEt inside.. now iN
   even raving crowds of hundreds
   of people dancing slower than i..
   the i inside.. is a peaceful
   eye of
   Hurricane
   that is now
   i…
   First
   theRe was
   years now
   rest.. then..
   constant
   Re..
   creaTioN
   wHere i iS
   impervIOUs
   to ALL OUTSIDE..:)

   SMiLes.. all most all religions..
   have a common denominator
   that we have the truth
   and ‘you’ don’t
   and haha..
   while the
   7 chakra thingy..
   is certainly a flavor
   of the new age thingy..
   just another way of focusing
   on anything but a way of being
   stuck in our frigging heads..
   even better yet is forgetting
   all words.. just dance FREE..
   and come to
   the realization
   that we are an
   inFiniTe UniVerse
   as fractal reflection
   of the whole.. wheRe
   every cell iS an
   infinitE chakRa
   of never
   ending
   chaKras
   beyOnd
   ceLLs
   beyonD
   aToms
   sImply
   inFiniTy
   floWinG
   like a River
   iS what we are..
   but no.. i for one
   wiLL never have the last
   word.. oN any of thiS..
   and anyone who
   thInks they
   do..
   are
   a piece
   of dUSt
   who canNot
   see the flea
   sucKing the
   life giving
   blood
   of
   a dog
   nAmeD
   G O D..;)

   Oh by the way..
   Love this!!!
   Brilliant!!!
   Well Penned!!!
   Excellent!!!
   Superb!!!
   Perfect!!!
   Nice!!!
   Great!!!
   OH! YOU
   are just
   the best
   F
   in
   poet
   ever….;)

   Haha..! don’t
   bLame you
   for NOT wasting
   your time now
   commenting
   on most
   dVerse
   poet’s
   sites..
   and iN
   general..
   all over
   the E-
   world
   now..
   wHere
   shalLow
   reigns
   kinG
   of i..;)

   My badge of
   honor is not
   receiving
   a comment like
   that on anything
   i’ve ever written..
   except for one
   time where a person
   on a completely different
   site named me as the
   ‘Perfect Definition
   of God’..
   but that
   site was
   named
   the
   ‘Wrong Planet’..
   and they actuAlly
   meant iT iN a
   F
   iN
   deeper
   way than
   empty
   platitudes..
   of come over
   and like my stuff too..;)

   Yeah.. it’s kinda like
   religion.. wHere at the
   end of life.. the person
   with the most FB Likes..
   and $1.99 E-
   books sold
   gets
   to go to
   heaven..
   hehe..
   while some
   of us are
   here NOW
   alReaDy
   juSt doin’
   iT now!
   HA! HA!x2..
   [/sarcasm..
   saTire.. fuLL
   iN ToW].. for Now..;)

   When i was young.. haha..
   all the way to 53.. i dreamed
   of creativity.. yeah.. something
   that came out of the inside
   of me.. not orchestrated
   by instructions outside..
   like that one era i
   composed a free
   floWinG piano
   SonG at age
   47 with
   zero thoughts..
   instructions..ugh..
   guidelines.. then..
   or pre-planned
   actions at all..
   i’m afraid that
   science of
   art kills
   art
   almost
   all togetHer..
   and ‘trust me’..
   E-scaPinG science
   was the job of JOB
   for me..
   and it’s
   the reaSoN
   i do not lInk
   at dVerse anymore..
   as i already escaped
   my life of
   THAT
   before..
   Art is Free
   to me.. but sure..
   science before.. as well..
   it’s okay to visit science..
   but i sure never
   wanna
   live
   there
   again..
   friend..;)

   Well.. it’s 1:27 pm..
   still 41F degrees
   of Crisp Azure
   blue North
   Florida skies..
   cAlling me to
   hell yes..
   EScape
   the science
   of this keyboard
   too.. as theRe ain’t
   nothing like the Art..
   of free floWinG
   all Naturale..
   as they say..
   dance
   with Sun
   and SAnd..
   yeah.. hmm..
   the 41F degrees
   iS a little challenge
   but the SUn alWAys
   wArms my
   head at
   lEast iN
   Florida.. cold
   from head to toe..
   in dance of human
   free with God
   of allthatis
   Nature free
   as well
   reAlly
   WeLL too..
   back later.. to
   finish this up..
   before it’s
   time to dance
   more iN DANCE
   SHOPPING A
   WEEKEND
   STAYCATION
   ALWAYS NOW
   FREE
   AS FREE
   CAN BE
   FOR
   ME
   FOR NOW
   AT LEAST..:)

   Back at 3:13pm..
   and all chilled
   out and warmed
   up
   same..;)

   SMiLes.. moon..
   mountain tops..
   bottoms of mile
   deep oceans..
   novelty
   to visit..
   but here i
   staycation free..
   and every once
   iN a while.. even
   escape words..
   as words
   can
   be
   Novel
   too..
   hehE..
   wITh wInks..:)

   27″ inch iMac..
   globe of world..
   vanilla flavored
   metal file cabinet..
   Statues of Greek
   Gods’esses’ Hebes
   and Apollo stand watch
   atop a lap-top computer..
   in front of 24″ window..
   and the saddest
   pArt of aLL so
   far away
   from ART
   iS School
   and Work
   for so many
   people is a
   metal file
   cabinet
   that relatively
   speaKing is dead
   and stays the same..
   With Infinity staring now
   back from the WiNdow..
   i’m here for the essence
   of Apollo and Hebes
   and forget
   the rest..
   when
   i E-SCAPE
   to InFiniTy FREE..:)

   sMiLes..
   AND so iroNic..
   so many ‘people’
   and ‘artists’ too.. pRaise
   the different unTil tHey
   actuAlly ENCOUNTER iT..
   In REAL life.. different
   scares at least
   half the
   population
   and most of
   them rarely
   confront
   it.. other
   than
   E-scaping
   it… Now..
   that’s okay..
   as that too is
   human nature..
   oh.. ah.. but to be
   totAlly open-minded
   iS to have the Hawk’s view..
   no matter iF spiRaLinG the
   SuN
   iS
   StRange
   or not..;)

   SMiLes.. my friend..
   two worlds heRe
   below above
   but sAMe
   sTill.. one
   feeling..
   one
   symbol..
   dance iS feeLinG..
   words try tHeir best..:)

   Divine iN uS..
   she lives In he
   and her.. as
   SpiRit
   HeARt
   emoTioNs
   unfettered
   by concrete
   grounds that
   siNk.. the soUl
   now miNd and
   BoDy balance
   to millstone
   below..
   ocean
   dark..
   sHe
   iS strong
   RiSinG iN
   ocean dance..
   Us SprinGinG
   forward forever
   now.. young the
   spiRit sHe never
   ages
   iN
   uS
   FREE
   as dance
   wE
   NOW..:)

   Love
   alWays
   comes back..
   lets go..
   alWays
   comes back..
   calLinG
   cALLs
   LOVE..:)

   Dancing deep iN sOUl
   uS.. emoTions
   SpiRit relEase
   miNd
   BoDy
   balancE..
   musiC oF
   Us SonG
   free steps
   come next
   ExpresSinG
   heARts
   noW
   DanCe ALive..:)

   SMiLes.. no one FEELS
   balance like the equator
   of us.. caring more
   for the
   feeling
   and hell
   with the
   knowing
   appearance..
   all that’s real
   is the mustard
   for
   now..
   for those
   of us who
   cut iT
   iN
   EQual pARt..:)

   And yeah..
   i read it like
   Shawna did too..
   but.. i have an
   ‘active’ now
   imaGiNatTon
   like hers too
   and sure
   a dog
   covered
   iN mustard
   now and then too..;)

   Ah.. the lost and
   found books of life..
   stoRinG memories
   of lost pages..
   and words..
   finding words
   to write.. what
   a deliGht.. i am
   now a porto-
   book
   bLog..
   wheREver
   i go..
   digital
   art ya
   free the
   words of me
   wHere digit
   of finger
   and
   keyboard
   become OnE..:)

   SAdly.. modern science shows perhaps
   there is no solution for ‘this’.. as
   addiction seems to most
   often be the lacking end
   result of connections
   of feeling connections
   with others.. the real
   elixir in actuAlly
   feeling each
   other
   that never
   connects
   where the
   garden of
   Love is not
   literAlly then
   established
   in a bRain of
   young
   to live
   old
   so free
   as LOVE..
   there are no
   winners when
   Love is not the
   Garden of Youth.. my friend.. iT seems…

   OH Lord.. 5:44 pm..
   all caught up now..
   almost time
   to publish
   now.. but
   Dance
   Shopping
   first.. to
   get out of
   this screen!..;)
   i mean
   SCREAM!..;)
   KATRINA
   SAYS
   GET
   THE F
   iN
   FRED
   OFF
   OF THAT
   COMPUTER NOW
   PLEASE!!!!!!…
   WITH HER HANDS
   NOW AROUND mY
   NECK!!!!!!!!!!
   NOW F..IN..FRED TICKLiNG ME!!

   Reply
6. gigoid says:

   January 21, 2016 at 8:56 PM

   Great shot of the stork, my friend; that’s some camera on that phone.

   I realized as I scrolled thru the pix how perfect shopping venues are for martial dancing; after all, the aisles are in ROWS, for goodness sake. Perfect for doing set move forms, or stance forms, freestyle katas, or what we called ‘rows’ in my kung fu classes. One can even think of other shoppers/wives as merely opponents to circle around without touching, or allowing them to touch…. Learning/practicing control is important too, so there isn’t any collateral damage, such as to mannekins, or stock on shelves….A half-inch mistake could cost a fortune…

   😉

   Don’t know if you saw the comment I left for Soheir, but, figure with your reading speed you may have done. I think it says it all for me on the subject of fearing gods, and/or, submitting to slavery, to anyone. The entire concept, that a god would want to be feared, or loved, never made ANY sense to me. I suppose one can look at that as a perverted sort of balance, but, it’s a view I don’t/won’t subscribe to, as it seems all too human for my taste. Hardly up to omnipotentcy, I shouldn’t think. Not as I understand the meaning, anyway….

   Too many impressions to cover the rest; I’m tough, but, eyes are giving out. It’s getting late for me & Leelu… we have our routine. I have to go to bed so she can explore all the stuff she’s not supposed to get into, then settle in at my feet, or by my head, until I wake up to play again….

   See ya, my friend(s) Fred & Katie

   Love

   gigoid, the dubious

   😎

   Reply
   • katiemiafrederick says:

     January 21, 2016 at 9:46 PM

     Hi.. gigoid.. thanks so much for stopping by..
     and like a cat who still plays with his or
     her toys… public stores.. the gym..
     and even Rave Dance is
     my playground..
     all that is in the environment
     are potential targets for play..
     and yes.. the stakes are high
     as far as missing and
     collateral damage
     goes.. but now
     moving on to
     4700 miles
     of doing this
     now in around
     29 months.. as
     they say practice
     makes muscle memory
     automatic.. where it’s kinda
     like driving a car on the Interstate
     now.. but MUCH MORE FUN.. AS YA
     get the human interaction to go along with
     it.. ranging.. from excitement.. to chagrin to
     perhaps down right terror but i filter who i
     am around very carefully and steer far
     away from the potential timid
     customers.. as that is
     how one keeps
     their ballet
     and martial
     arts-like dance
     privileges in the
     general public
     but the more graceful
     i get in doing it.. the more
     obvious it is i am not
     a budding
     nut
     as it were
     or is for now..
     hehe.. anyway..
     the miNd and boDy
     balance i have now
     compared to the other
     four decades of my life
     is incredible.. there just
     ain’t nothing like being
     totally grounded
     to earth iN
     balance
     WitH gravity
     secure.. safe
     with trust in
     allthatis..
     and as
     long as
     my Karma
     is Good to Go
     no need to fear
     the wrath of what
     is in terms of action
     and consequence..
     i keep it going
     positive
     to keep
     allthatis
     answering
     back positive
     as well.. it is
     like reality and
     me are best friends
     now.. without a doubt
     to me at least.. but of
     course my sensitivities
     to all of Nature are ramped
     up like an atomic bomb at
     peace.. sMiles.. life is fun
     that’s all
     i kNow for
     me.. but
     yes.. still
     with compassion
     as i know that
     other place
     all too
     well
     from
     the past..
     i’m gonna stay
     in heaven.. if Karma
     has anything to say
     about that my
     friend..
     with
     blessings
     and peace
     and Unconditional
     Courageous and Kind
     Love.. as is
     for
     Now..
     Happy
     now friend..
     be seeing ya all around
     of course.. online.. and
     yes.. there is not much
     i miss..
     hehe..
     anywheRe
     my travels
     take me.. and
     of course i usuAlly
     leave a gift wheRever
     i go..
     and just
     look forward
     to the next
     destination
     of joy or challenge
     with CON
     FI
     DENCE..
     in reaLiTy
     NOW..:)

     Reply
7. lifeconfusions says:

   January 22, 2016 at 3:35 AM

   Wow that is a beautiful clear blue sky !! It’s been a while since I saw it here due to winter and fog. I love crystal blue skies with no end in sight. Hope you have a great weekend 🙂

   Reply
   • katiemiafrederick says:

     January 22, 2016 at 11:40 AM

     Hi.. Friend Zee.. thanks for coming by
     and enjoying my endless azure blue
     North Florida Winter skies with me today..
     and oh Goodness.. yesterday was a real
     downpour.. where my dance parking lot
     was all flooded out.. and i even have
     updated photos of that in this
     blog post now.. as a
     counterpart to all those
     amazing blue skies.. and i
     suppose one reason why i am
     happy all the time here.. is it can break
     for Summer time and clear skies all year..
     really for at least a few days here and there..
     and it is kinda nice to finally be
     getting some cool temperatures
     for a change in season.. anyway..
     hope you have a lovely
     weekend as well..
     friend Zee..:)

     Reply
8. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 22, 2016 at 11:59 AM

   Faceboook friend Rafiah..
   shares a photo of a group of
   women in a classroom attending
   Government College Women University
   in Sialkot.. Pakistan…

   i say..

   Wondering if that is Ms. Rafiah.. the
   only one wearing a pink burka theRe..
   thinking.. yes.. better than
   one in two odds..
   now.. and also
   curious if Pakistan
   provides this women’s
   only college education for free..
   and it must be kinda lonely there
   without any males.. but maybe not..
   as females
   are cooler
   anyway..
   in my
   book..
   at least..:)

   Rafiah says..

   Haha you guessed right, like always.
   You are smart. It’s not a free university
   but the fee is minimal. There was a male
   there, a professor. I was very happily
   surprised that day, he said and told
   some very amazing things, the
   kind of things I often Wonder
   about and I felt kind of
   special that day like it
   was a good sign from
   Allah. smile emoticon heart emoticon
   And that’s not a burka, its a chadder/dupata.
   Google the difference. wink emoticon grin
   emoticon That’s your favorite thing to do.
   grin emoticon

   i say..

   Hmm.. you kNow.. i never really found out
   for sure.. whether that was you or your sister
   in the thumbs up photo.. but even though
   it looks like a child sized person.. overall..
   like your little sister.. yes.. i remember
   that your are compact.. and that is
   okay.. but yes.. you have
   very big eyes in that Pink
   Dupatta.. so i’m thinking
   Rafiah is the thumbs up
   girl in the Grey and Black
   Patterned Burka.. with the very
   big feminine eyes in her profile photo..
   and Wiki says.. the Dupatta is a South Asian
   woman’s modest form of dress.. where it can
   also be worn as a cape.. like a fashion statement..
   and sometimes i forget that Pakistan used to be
   part of India until it was divided up.. so women
   in India wear this form of modest dress as well…
   and yes.. when i was in College i had a male
   instructor in philosophy that made me feel
   like i was getting special information
   associated with God from him..
   as well.. so i can relate to that
   special feeling too.. that was back
   in 1978.. and after that i didn’t worry
   quite as much of all about what culture
   said i was supposed to do and be.. hmm..
   for at a little while anyway.. as enlightenment
   like that can come and go to.. with additional
   cultural demands like working several more
   decades and dealing with that.. but yes.. i
   am running on.. here.. rambling as usual..
   but not only is Googling different stuff
   one of my favorite things to do.. but also..
   talking to my dear and very sweet friend..
   Rafiah.. from Pakistan.. who i always
   get withdrawals from if i don’t
   talk to her at least every several
   days apart.. so thanks for answering
   my questions.. and i’m glad University
   has minimal cost there so many women can
   attend.. but OMG.. University here is tremendously
   expensive.. i’m lucky i had scholarships and financial
   help or i would have never obtained my three degrees
   way back in 1983.. no way i could have afforded to go..
   with the prices the way they are today.. as my Mother
   was way too poor to send me.. and my father always
   promised too.. like he promised to visit us too..
   that never happened toward the end of his life..
   but that is another story.. and i guess this one
   is long enough for now.. sMiLes and
   see ya later.. friend Rafiah..:)

   Rafiah says..

   Hahaha thats me in the the thumbs
   up photo. wink emoticon
   Universities here too
   are costly, but luckily
   mine is cheap one.
   Philosophy is
   my favorite.

   i say..

   WeLL.. If
   philosophy iS yoUr favorite..
   Yes.. wonder.. we are friends..
   ‘Socrates’.. And yes.. i am ‘Plato’
   and welcome to the third cave.. wInks..
   Signs.. a Clown..smile emoticon

   Rafiah says..

   It is my favorite, but unfortunately i am
   not well read and aware about the subject
   as I want to. I dont get the time. But
   may be in future. smile emoticon

   i say..

   Smiles.. my friend..
   KNowing and feeling you..
   i’m sure you will as all the
   resources are available..
   free.. online..
   smile emoticon

   Rafiah says..

   Fiction and literature
   have become the need now.

   i say..

   The human seeks to be free..
   iN art over science..smile emoticon

   Oh by the way.. i wore my green elemental
   chemistry shirt again.. So free as art
   of science now..smile emoticon

   Rafiah.. shares this Ted Talk Video
   in problems.. BIG PROBLEMS..
   FOLKS HAVE IN UNDERSTANDING
   THE ORIGINAL INTENT
   OF THE ISLAM
   KURAN..

   i say..

   There is a nature of human
   that can discern the subtle in life..
   in metaphors of beauty.. and there is a
   Nature of human that mostly sees literal and concrete..
   and there lies the problem in both truth and lies..
   in infinite ways of seeing meanings in words…
   as at essence all words are only metaphors
   for the essence of Truth and LiGht..
   and i’ve explained this before..
   to both concrete thinkers and
   true original artists..
   one says it’s gibberish..
   and the other understands it
   as crystal.. clear.. as a running brook..
   of knowledge and FEELING that never ends..
   and that is obviously where Muhammad was..
   until someone concrete set him in hate..
   and that is what concrete thinkers do best..
   as they often.. can neither feel or express the
   human emotion of Love that would never ever.. harm
   another hair on Allah’s head.. unjustified of course..
   problem is.. though.. books are only as good as the message
   they deliver.. so half the audience or so.. misses the message..
   as in reality and human nature about half the audience is mostly
   concrete thinkers beyond the potential of poetic art of heARt..
   that’s free.. and most all True Poets connect to the words
   of the UniVersal Poet.. that sure.. we can name as Allah..
   or whatever we like.. as the essence iS REAL..
   and paintings of all types.. including words..
   more beautiful in Arabic of course..
   attempt to capture the essence of
   the UniVersal Poet iN Art..
   one doesn’t have to read that
   to see it.. IF they see further
   than concrete squares and angles
   that restrict beauty to sidewalks of life..
   both in concrete and words.. my friend.. but the
   bottom line is this.. no one will ever truly read
   the Kuran or the Bible unless they speak the
   language of the original text.. so we
   Americans are more or less left
   out of the entire ‘shooting match’
   of real as is.. so that is why i write my own..
   as i neither speak the original message of either
   of those languages outside of English..
   there was never ever a THE ONLY son of
   God in the Greek text of the bible..
   before.. the translation of that
   from what was before.. it was
   A son of God.. but of course..
   it was to someone’s advantage to
   promote Jesus into an office he never claimed..
   so as most always the concrete thinkers.. twist
   the words to their concrete advantage.. and Love
   is what gets left hitchhiking the meaning of life..
   outside of the book.. of greater Truth and LiGht as
   originAlly intended.. but it is next to impossible
   to get anyone who has a mind set in concrete
   to budge an inch.. as quite frankly they
   are scared to live.. anywhere else but
   lies.. the human condition.. amazing..
   and scary as literal hell..
   in dreams and nightmares
   of human imagination..
   both concrete and
   metaphor.. still now..:)

   Reply
9. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 22, 2016 at 1:04 PM

   http://www.maskmagazine.com/not-again/struggle/sick-woman-theory

   My friend from Facebook.. matter of fact.. my very
   first friend from Facebook.. who was the only one
   who could understand me.. first.. during my
   incredible stint with assessed permanent
   lifelong disabilities.. in both
   legal and medical
   terms..
   shares
   the article
   link above..
   she is also
   on the Autism Spectrum..
   but doesn’t want her friends
   to know.. so i keep her name
   anonymous.. when i’ve talked
   about her in the past..
   anyway.. the
   Autism
   Spectrum was
   a non-issue compared
   to the other issues of
   disability i faced..
   and the
   ‘sick woman’
   article linked above
   is a societal stress
   related condition
   that can befall
   any canary
   in the
   coal
   mine in society
   and is befalling
   so-called normal
   born folks too.. as
   society continues
   to grow more
   insane in
   what it
   expects
   humans to be
   as more machine
   than human.. just
   like cogs in a machine
   with heArt that continues
   to be repressed and oppressed..
   by most all cultural ways that come now…
   anyway this is my response to her share on FB..
   Invisible disabilities.. are among the most difficult
   challenges in life.. as sure i can relate for 66 months..
   as a ‘sick woman’.. and in my early 20’s as well.. as hard
   as that might be for folks to believe now.. on the polar
   opposite end of that spectrum.. and yeah sure..
   so-called technical bi-polar disorder as well..
   so yes.. recovery is possible too..
   as i for one had zero hope for that
   before.. and i for one.. feel that chronic
   social stress.. and stress in general.. can be
   the root ’cause of much of this.. but the question remains..
   how does one escape.. i was fortunate.. to be practically a lawyer too..
   to win my own case from the start.. with zero help from anyone else..
   for disability benefits.. where folks around me told me.. just pull up
   your boot straps.. things could be worse.. yeah.. sure.. two
   years before i was diagnosed with the suicide disease..
   the worst pain known to humankind.. type two
   Trigeminal Neuralgia.. a totally invisible
   disorder that only the person who has it
   can see..with a dentist drill without
   any painkiller that will work.. in
   one’s face.. and in my case..
   my eye and ear.. and 18 other disorders..
   many auto-immune related.. the system is
   favored toward the intellectually smart..
   the fate for a person.. who does not
   have that gift.. is often one..
   as homeless… or worse…
   it’s way too complicated..
   for the average person to
   navigate.. and that is the
   part that is also far from fair or justice…

   Reply
10. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 22, 2016 at 1:45 PM

    https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/01/22/beautiful-people/

    SMiLes.. my friend.. Zee..
    the greaTest Love/Empathy..
    iN my opinion.. does come from
    the challenges of life.. the stress..
    disorder.. and even the bullies of life..
    who will tell us.. we do not deserve
    to exist.. sadly.. some folks
    turn to darkness..
    when these challenges
    come.. but for those who never
    give up.. even if.. there are no little
    voices from Loving people who can
    see the liGht iN a homeless person
    from this earth of cultures
    that no longer
    match
    the eYes
    of Wisdom that
    can come through
    the victory instead of
    vengeance over life’s
    dArk.. with LiGht.. the
    human SpiRit to survive
    is great.. and pARt of why
    the greaTEst liGhts of human
    often come from the dArkest
    challenges that
    we all face
    to some degree..
    and perhaps the greaTEst
    challenge is not being challenged
    enough.. as there is no bliss as great
    as the Victory of liGht that conquers
    dARk.. wheRe one even understands
    and forgives those who continue
    to ignore or transgress
    the survivors
    among us..
    who
    die hard
    and are still
    energizer bunnies..
    with greater liGht
    than ever before..
    you are a liGht
    my friend.. now
    who continues
    to grow.. and
    wheRever i
    see this
    liGht
    i for
    one
    do
    not let
    go of that
    friendship
    iN liGht.. my
    friend.. Zee..
    and sure.. sometimes
    i have to travel literAlly
    thouSands of miles iN a
    split second to find iT
    online
    with
    great fortune
    as well.. and
    that’s the best
    thing about online..
    it is a big small
    world
    now..
    to find those
    who can at least
    relate to different
    challenges
    and
    survival..
    now in liGht..:)

    Reply
11. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 22, 2016 at 3:06 PM

    Montezuma’s second mistake….

    So easy it was for me.. before my middle age illnesses to express Love.. at least with my eyes.. before shades became a necessary accessory to painfully/comfortably see in life.. and
    the statement about the inevitable coldness of life in later age.. as far
    as feeling worse.. does not seem to apply to some folks.. and
    my father was one of those.. who refused to stress or
    worry.. for he was simply fearless.. and perhaps
    in part that came from the challenge of
    working in Law Enforcement for
    46 years.. but his identical
    twin brother seemed the
    same.. in cool
    James Bond
    style
    of everything
    was A-okay in life..
    but of course not saying
    he was a perfect man.. as
    he had very little ability to
    express emotions.. but
    there were times
    that i wished
    so much to
    trade my
    love for his
    fearless way of
    being.. as Lord knows
    my anxiety was every bit
    as strong as my Love through
    most of life.. in a vague way
    of being uncomfortable
    in my own skin..
    while my
    father always
    wore his as the
    most leisure of suits..
    hmm.. getting that fearless
    pArt is truly the complement
    of Love that works.. and my father
    never really looked old in terms
    of fragility.. to his dying day
    standing up strong.. at age
    81.. whereas i
    by that time
    had already
    practically
    seen death
    and life worse
    than the weakest
    invalid in any nursing
    home before age 48..
    but still.. theRe iS Love..
    oh.. the gift of Love..
    but i suppose
    with fearless
    one may
    not have
    to fall
    to the illusory fears
    of culture and life in
    general.. so i guess
    Fearless and Love
    iN many ways
    tie.. as equal
    virtues of Life..
    the Fearless allows
    one to live long and prosper
    and the Love allows one to
    live well
    iN being
    iN balance
    without the
    fear.. iN Magic..
    and no my father’s
    life was not magic..
    it was just peace..
    and that is
    a goal
    that most
    folks these
    days never even
    find.. without a fathom
    of what living in the magic
    of Fearless Love is really like..
    no different than any heaven i for
    one can
    imagine
    now..
    so.. here’s a toast
    to no illusory Fears
    with Love.. the bread
    and water of magic life
    when mixed iN
    balanCinG
    pArtS..
    and as far as
    politics goes..
    as science shows
    now.. humans are innately
    conservative or liberal.. and
    they vote with their nature moreover
    the individual merits or failures of the
    political system at hand.. i do my duty
    to vote.. but politics is a soap opera
    that is rather easy to catch
    up on.. every six months
    or so.. to find that
    nothing much
    has changed
    as far as
    real
    substance..
    the endless conflict
    that WILL NEVER BE
    RESOLVED.. for the
    nature of the human
    conservative
    vs.. open
    mind..
    is a
    mindless past time
    to consume.. to escape
    other issues of life.. but
    knowing.. the inevitable
    outcome will not change..
    finally… as yes it took me
    somenows.. to figure out
    human nature more completely..
    is enough for me to consider
    politics.. as not different..
    than the flower that
    fades and colors
    alternately
    in the seasons
    of the year.. i for one
    am born SUPER LIBERAL..
    in most every way.. and i for
    one.. live in a SUPER CONSERVATIVE
    AREA.. AND NATION in general.. where
    hardly anyone can understand my ways
    of life.. but hey..
    the reward
    is the Nirvana..
    a gift i wish i could
    give everyone else..
    but not a gift that most folks
    even care
    to take
    or possibly
    undertand
    exists
    for now..
    it does.. now..
    and i for one prove
    what is possible.. whether anyone
    listens to heaven or not..
    it is real now..
    for me at least..
    as hell was
    before..
    i can never afford
    for one second to believe
    that anything is impossible
    and that state of mind is the
    possibilities of the state of
    now in positive mindset
    that makes the
    fruition of
    the heaven
    i experience now
    as REAL AS HELL
    BEFORE.. so much
    in religion is true.. if folks
    can get past all the tribal stuff
    of myths and vehicles and vessels
    as such that house the truth and liGht..
    and also sadly ’cause much division.. aggression..
    violence.. and oh MY GOD WORLD WAR III THAT
    SOME SO-CALLED GOD FEARING FOLKS ARE
    LOOKING FORWARD TOO.. TO END THE
    WORLD NOW.. I DON’T USE THE F
    WORD VERY MUCH BUT THAT
    IS FUCKING INSANITY
    BUT SADLY
    MOST
    EVERYONE
    WHERE I LIVE
    THAT ONE TALKS
    TO ON THE STREET
    IS LOOKING FORWARD TO
    THE FUCKING END OF THE
    WORLD.. the conservative
    state of mind..
    is truly a dangerous
    one.. that would wish
    for annihilation through
    the paraphrasing of
    a several thousand
    year old
    book.. ’cause
    someone told
    ’em it is true..
    OH MY GOD.. FUCKING
    DOLPHINS ARE INCREDIBLY
    SMARTER THAN HUMANS.. THEY
    CAN BOTH ELIMINATE PREDATOR
    SHARKS.. AND NOT WISH TO DIE
    AT THE
    SAME
    TIME..
    ENJOYING
    LIFE NOW.. WITHOUT
    EVEN EVER THE THOUGHT
    OF ANYTHING BUT PLAYING
    LIFE
    NOW..
    unless you trap ’em in a tank
    alone.. like society does to so many
    folks now.. dolphins refuse to be held
    hostage like this and would
    rather
    die than
    not live
    free
    moving
    connecting
    playing with
    other dolphins
    now.. instead..
    swimming then
    to the bottom of
    the dolphin tank..
    documented in marine
    science and never returning
    to the top.. meanwhile folks with
    so-called happy families and love..
    are wishing
    that a fiery
    end to life
    comes
    now..
    anyway.. again..
    it’s human nature and
    human is only as smart
    overall as nuclear weapons
    drop….
    anyway..
    i find the species
    sad and amusing and
    if i didn’t know or feel
    others further than my
    local community.. by
    moving out in the
    online world..
    of the bigger
    world.. the idea
    that i am a star-child seed or
    whatever.. becomes somewhat
    plausible.. but the truth is.. i just
    live in an insane local community..
    truly insane.. and that
    is all..
    my home
    is the real
    place.. a living
    earth in balance
    with me now.. and
    the rest of allthatis
    open minded and FUCKING FREE..
    HAHA.. a maNiFesto wherever i go
    FREE.. hehe.. particularly here
    where wisdom
    rains like
    pearls
    of
    liGht..
    with Love my
    good friend
    gigoid..
    perhaps the
    closest person i
    know to the God i feel
    and know.. online.. at least..
    from the United States.. as
    most folks in the poetry world
    i associate with.. are introverted
    conservative.. bible oriented
    folks.. and my assertion that
    Jesus is JUST A HUMBLE
    MAN.. is surely the
    best way
    not to
    get any
    United States
    likes on my blog..
    But as they say..
    THE TRUTH AND LIGHT
    WILL SET YA FREE INTO
    THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
    NOW..
    THAT IS
    TRULY REAL..
    AND YOU KNOW WHAT
    WOULD BE THE FUCKING FUNNIEST
    THING OF ALL.. IS IF I WAS JESUS
    REINCARNATED…
    BUT THE BIGGER
    TRUTH IS.. ‘HE SAID’
    ANYONE COULD
    BE
    LIKE
    HIM..
    and even
    greater iN
    terms of
    human
    potential..
    LIKE BE LIKE
    MICHAEL JORDAN..
    IN TERMS OF BASKETBALL..
    yes.. there is only one.. Michael
    Jordan and Jesus.. but sure there
    eventually will likely be a
    better basketball
    player
    too..
    wITh
    wInks..
    and hmm.. that’s
    over 1200 words..
    not often one leaves
    a blog post like this
    on another blog
    post of
    close to
    equal length..huh..
    with wInks again..
    but what i’ve come
    to find out with empirical
    evidence too.. is when i get
    out there on the dance floor
    with all the wild and free ‘nymphs’
    and i say that in historical mythical
    terms of respect.. and not sexual
    depravity.. and i dance as wildly
    as perhaps anyone has ever
    danced in a dance hall
    in my local
    conservative
    area.. at least..
    my creativity
    ramps up
    incredibly
    the next day..
    as obviously it changes
    my brain chemistry greatly
    in terms of what is A driving
    force behind human
    creativity..
    and amazing
    that not unlike
    our so-called
    primitive
    ancestors
    it is a dance now
    of literal all natural
    ecstasy with other
    folks dancing in this
    way for hours on end..
    that brings the vision quest
    and associated findings to the
    surface of human conscious mind..
    it just fucking makes sense.. common
    fucking.. intuitive sense.. the gift of over
    14.5M fucking years.. of struggle and survival
    encoded still
    in our DNA
    as we my friends
    are the books of creation
    set free in flesh and blood
    womanifest expression of
    God
    sAMe as
    WeNOW..
    You already told me
    you dance.. and truly
    a slow dance works
    as well as a fast
    dance
    as long
    as it is in balance
    that escapes the
    mechanical worrying
    problem solving human
    state of hell.. now.. so
    sure
    FUCKING
    DANCE FREE
    FOLKS.. OPEN UP
    YOUR MIND.. ‘CAUSE
    HEAVEN IS WAITING FOR
    YA.. NOW.. JUST FUCKING NOW..
    okay.. that’s over 1500 words.. and did
    you know that when you get over 9800
    or so.. that the word press formatting
    falls apart.. in the comments section
    if it is in one comment..
    hehe.. i did that
    before.. and
    found out..
    i have
    to wonder
    if anyone else
    has ever done that
    too.. i’m thinking no..
    for whatever reason.. no..
    and i’ve left about 5000
    words on SOHEIR’S
    LAST TWO
    POSTS in
    Total.. SO
    YOU ARE NOT
    ALONE.. haha..
    see ya later..
    in words
    of more
    maNiFesto
    wheRe everyday
    is a feast of steps
    and words for me..
    at
    least..:)

    SMiLes.. my friend.. your blog
    is a real treasure.. to me
    in both liGht as Love
    and Wisdom
    as Truth..
    as in any painting
    all brush strokes count
    and when the painting is finished
    every hair of the brush is essential
    to the finished product.. i treasure
    every human as every hair on
    that brush of art..
    and there is
    not much
    in life
    i for
    one see as
    random.. if not more
    than the FACT that human
    can create meaning and purpose
    in all of life if human sets both logic
    and heart into play of balance of
    Fearless Unconditional Love..
    when i go to Catholic
    Church on Sunday
    morning.. while
    i do not
    agree with
    all the details it is
    REAL TO ME..
    that the
    sacred
    text has hidden
    meanings that are
    as clear as any
    azure blue
    day to me..
    but before..
    i for
    one..
    lost all
    my fears.. with
    total open-mindedness..
    i did not see so freely before..
    and i for one know for sure.. that
    many voices contributed to what
    eventuAlly has become the
    remaining still truths
    and liGhts in
    the New
    Testament..
    but they are there
    for people with open minds
    that can see through the metaphors
    of hidden truth and liGht hidden on
    purpose.. as callous hearts.. can
    not read figurative language
    any other way than
    literal most
    often
    as even
    science shows..
    as the language of a
    psychopath can be measured
    by how little emotional flavor
    are attached to words
    of metaphor
    there..
    and yes..
    these are the folks..
    the leaders and the rulers..
    in control of what gets censored
    here or there.. in history then and now..
    so deeper metaphors have always been
    an efficient means.. including myths..
    and such.. to vehicle and vessel
    the house of Truth and liGht
    much further into the
    future coming
    now.. from then..
    anyway.. what i know
    and feel for sure now.. in
    my own life.. is that change
    starts with the heArt for most
    folks moreover logic..
    and religion at
    core is
    extremely
    influential in power..
    as around 2.2 Billion
    folks adhere to a Christian
    way of thinking.. and 1.6 billion
    folks adhere to a Muslim
    way of thinking.. yes
    mostly feeling around
    the world.. to around
    half the global
    population now..
    albeit in poorer countries
    of course.. as when social welfare
    programs are rich.. there is fewer needs
    for the social support that religions provide
    in organized and charitable ways to their
    congregations and beyond.. and truly
    per the gnostic Jesus.. there is
    not much difference and
    more similarities
    in the Yogi
    way of
    believing
    without a literal
    name for God as
    allthatis.. as Jesus spoke
    of God as the living one inside
    in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas..
    for whomever originally reported it
    or wrote those words that of course
    are true.. as Star Dust is now us..
    as even science shows now..
    i do my best to speak
    the religious
    languages of
    other folks where i visit
    them.. and perhaps A most
    excited expression of worship
    for the God of Nature can be found
    in a video titled a ‘Symphony of
    Science’ as provided
    here..

    Yes.. the truth is we are all connected
    to each other.. and the rest of Nature
    as the cosmos unto itself.. per
    paraphrased words in
    the video.. by
    great
    scientist
    and philosopher
    Carl Sagan.. whose
    writings also contributed
    to one of my favorite movies
    named ‘contact’.. where the
    inner Universe becomes
    the one to explore
    verses miles
    away
    outside of us..
    miles of way outside of
    us.. is truly inside of us same..
    as well as above so below and
    all around.. and as
    Richard Feynman
    says in the video
    Nature.. the
    Incomprehensible
    with endless imagination
    will always keep humans
    guessing the more we learn about
    her.. they all could be the gnostic
    Jesus in modern scientist
    clothes.. it’s just now
    they have evidence
    for the grand beauty
    of Nature always
    worth worshipping
    whole as one..
    as God stands
    before as now..
    and we see and feel
    more of God than ever
    before.. in terms of science
    and of course those among us
    who have once again found our
    primitive roots.. in instinct and intuition
    of what is recorded in our DNA from the
    origin of what
    is is..
    as cosmos
    and beyond
    words of Nature
    as God’s imagination
    more.. language is all
    metaphor.. even modern
    linguists agree this is true now..
    it is not surprising.. that folks without
    a word for Nature will call Nature GOD
    instead of Nature the less but as far as
    semantics and syntax goes.. for what we
    know of science.. Nature as God is more
    beautiful.. amazing.. mysterious.. and
    liGht AND DaRK than the old
    and new testament
    folks could
    imagine then..
    as real at least..
    not everyone has the ability
    to discern these truths and lights
    and discerning them makes the God
    of Nature.. ever more powerful and
    big than any
    religious
    text of
    past
    ever
    did..
    God is always
    changing and groWinG
    it is only human that
    would hide God
    in a book..
    page
    word
    or
    letters now
    alone and
    before we get
    to 5000 words here
    today.. as hmm.. we’ve
    moved well over 2000 now
    to equal your blog post of around
    2600 words or so.. so the job is done
    for now.
    hehe..
    as there is
    always another
    book to write tomorrow
    as my book iS forever
    now unabridged
    my friend..
    with hopeful
    bridges to other
    heARts for positive
    change in Fearless Love
    that starts one human at
    a time within.. and i keep in
    mind that it only takes one word
    to change a human being.. as this
    writing journey of min(e)(d).. where a word
    has taken me now to UniVerses beyond then..
    was simply the
    utterance of the
    word in FB.. PM..
    Synesthesia.. by my
    first friend on Facebook..
    who befriended me at the
    end of my rope.. where almost
    everyplace i had gone.. would
    not accept me..
    for the different
    i was then..
    and even
    more different
    now.. hehe..
    but anyway..
    that one word
    led to the first manifesto
    in my about section on my
    blog.. so whenever i write one
    word or 11 million i know and
    feel the potential power
    of what even
    one of
    those words
    can do for others
    without even any
    pre-planning
    or conscious
    awareness of
    it.. there is
    no word
    or step
    too small
    or large.. now..
    to change the world
    for better.. and sure worse
    too.. as dArk and liGht flow
    wheRever that goes..
    i’m just here
    to add
    a verse
    to the
    UniVerse as is..
    to paraphrase
    the ‘Dead
    Poet’s
    Society’
    that is fully
    alive here.. my friend..:)

    SMiLes.. my friend..
    as i gRow older i look
    foRward to dancing slower
    as much as faster now..
    as long as iT
    flows iT
    goes.. oN
    as river
    now.. back and
    forth to oceans
    that never end
    beyond the
    visual
    horizons
    of nows..
    my friend..
    inside.. outside
    above.. so below
    and ALL AROUND
    when i dance i AM
    tHe UniVerse OnE
    sAMe alWays now as iS
    ever chanGinG FloWinG NOW..:)

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 22, 2016 at 5:45 PM

    All 80K or so photos.. many of which still live in
    photo stream.. on my blogs.. as sequentially
    done.. as life comes.. almost all..
    and are virtually never
    touched up with
    any special
    effects of
    photo editing
    beyond a crop
    here or there to
    fit a profile photo
    or whatever.. and this
    guy here.. is now worth
    literally highlighting here..
    as almost every time i go now
    to Seville Quarter he videos
    me dancing to share on his
    Social Media.. as most every
    one i meet in the general public
    says.. hey.. i saw you at Barnes
    and Nobles.. Target.. Walmart..
    etc.. dancing on Facebook.. on
    my friend’s page.. shared as
    such as people love to do
    these days.. as most every
    one is self-employed
    as a candid camera
    media handler
    sharing life
    always as
    a reality show
    now..and most of
    them have no idea
    that i perhaps.. share
    more of me.. than anyone
    they can imagine does any
    where on the Internet and
    i do mean LITERALLY
    ALL OF ME.. HEHE..
    WITH NO SECOND
    thoughts of
    regrets..
    as this is
    what truly free
    human beings do..
    Share with Fearless
    Love Free.. until culture..
    religion.. and politics..
    etc.. take that away..
    and yes.. make
    no mistake..
    Real Human
    Freedom is
    still more
    possible in
    the U.S. who
    learn to balance
    the demands of culture
    with a life truly balanced
    as Free.. if i can do it now
    i kNow most other folks
    can do it too..
    if they escape
    enough of
    religion..
    culture..
    and
    politics
    to truly be
    REAL FREE
    CHILDREN OF
    GOD BORN AGAIN..:)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 23, 2016 at 9:38 AM

    Scruff, the tragic flagon….

    A pound of wiSdom
    iS the cure of experience..
    Thanks God.. for Google..
    For i can find out if someone
    quoted the UniVersal Poet
    whose name is Truth and
    liGht.. first.. Or
    paraphrased..
    Who resides iN
    ALL experience..
    Both human and
    other creature.. As is.. et..al..:)

    As far as i and Madonna.. Know
    and FeEl.. ThIs Truth and LiGht
    iS the True Timeless.. Ageless..
    Illuminati.. Gifted by and to
    ALL THAT IS aka God
    and infinite numbers
    of other ‘bible’ metaphors..
    InfiNiTy grIns With Truth
    and LiGht.. iN uS..:)

    Reference SonG by
    Madonna named ‘Illuminati’..
    HiGhly inSpiRaTioNal for uS iN
    the REAL kNow and Feel of GOD..
    The UniVersal Poet.. aka Emily.. Et..al..;)

    Yes.. and God wInks.. Too..:)

    That was rather short for me.. wasn’t iT..
    And albeit dOne first in paragraph style..
    lacking ‘normal’ punctuation of course
    as semi-colons are silly to me..
    as language doesn’t stop
    and start iT flows
    like a River..
    at least
    iN UniVersal
    style of living
    free.. hehe..
    this is a hiGhly
    inspiRinG collection
    of words you bRinG
    here.. like RinGs of
    Lord.. so kNow that
    i am not typing with
    one finger on mobile now..
    lacking the more creative
    rest of my left hand too..
    here’s more from me..
    as you likely know..
    Puff the Magic
    Dragon could
    be a
    metaphor
    for the
    man of
    Galilee
    named Jesus
    now.. and wow wouldn’t
    the thought/feeling of Jesus frolicking
    instead of getting crucified for going
    against the gRain of order then be so
    much more deliGhtful.. i must agree..
    that a purple dragon.. Jesus..
    kinda like Barney.. is such
    a nicer.. less sacrificing
    story than a GOD man
    nailed to a cross..
    but the saddest
    truth iS.. iF
    Jesus wasn’t
    made into a magical sacrificed
    dragon.. his words.. whatever
    is left of that UniVersal Poet
    from his mouth would have
    never been attributed to
    him.. just to Emily
    and infinite others
    heRe and tHere and
    everywheRe the UniVerse
    SinGS free iN children
    of and iS ALLTHATIS..
    Christ.. that’s a cool
    word for illuminati too..
    as expresSinG as human
    too.. and sure to make iT one
    man iS insane.. but of course humans
    have this thingy about Loving tHeir favorite
    Quarterback of the local football team.. so
    we have the sport of religion.. first to replace
    football.. and Jesus to replace the favorite
    Quarterback then and still now with
    Football.. and favorite manly Quarter
    backs too.. as that Tribal Instinct
    thingy to conserve resources..
    small or large.. is a mighty
    powerful.. Nature thingy..
    all Natural too..
    the most ironic
    pArt of all perhaps..
    is it seems.. that if you
    lived back in them days of
    Jesus.. he probably would have
    selected you as another one of
    his politically incorrect against the
    order of the day UniVersal poet dudes
    too.. speaking of the wisdom that lives
    within the experience of us.. with sure
    that LiGht of Love stuff too.. as of
    course it is the essence that
    counts not the words
    that house
    or exist
    as Truth
    and LiGht..
    now or then…
    only ironic of course..
    for the label of atheist..
    and on a personal note
    speaking of dealing with
    the order of the day.. my favorite
    pArt of the two of three clinical letters still
    assigning me to the lot of the permanently
    disabled among us.. in one of those it says
    ‘he’ cannot function optimally in society.. of course
    with diagnoses specific to the ‘mind’ issue of
    Asperger’s and Bi-Polar NOS.. with one
    Doctor narrowing iT down to type
    one flavor.. technically that’s
    true as far as paper work
    goes.. and i have to
    admit.. back in the
    day before
    i got
    more
    experience of Wisdom
    too.. hiring someone with
    Bi-polar.. and Autism..
    would make me
    a little
    cautious
    too.. but i never wanted
    to manage folks anyway for
    reasons just like that..
    too much
    empathy
    here for all of
    the human condition
    to turn humans away on
    the street.. as it were and
    still is now.. overall.. at least..
    but seriously how often when a child
    is dropped in our cultures does that child
    really get a chance to function optimally per all
    his or her human potential.. it varies of course.. depending
    on how closed-minded the culture is overall.. some folks..
    particularly women.. are restricted to opening and
    closing their legs.. insert penis.. in and out..
    when reaching a certain age.. have children
    and that’s it.. but of course not all
    women are cut out to
    have children..
    and the
    children
    of the
    women.. forced
    into institutional
    rape.. suffer at the
    mother who is not cut
    out to nurture children.. and
    then we get.. cold hearted kids both
    in a genetic and environmental way..
    future suicide bombers.. terrorists..
    and perhaps serial killers too..
    and administrators of
    countries like
    GW.. too..
    and no..
    i don’t really
    think i for one..
    was cut out to have
    kids either.. the sacred
    clown thingy.. two spirit..
    and all of that.. is obviously
    my destiny now.. and that is
    cool.. as appropriate social
    roles are the path
    to world
    peace..
    for those
    who are fortunate
    enough to fulfill tHeir
    innate potential now..
    and the greaTEst news
    is.. the rebels.. of the world
    are many of the one’s who bRinG
    technological advancements to take
    us way out of our restricted local areas..
    no matter what country we are in.. to experience
    MORE MORE MORE WISDOM AND TRUTH..
    YES.. TRUTH AND LIGHT.. THE ILLUMINATI
    AND CHRIST LIGHT
    METAPHOR POTENTIAL
    IN ALL OF US..
    NOW..
    jesus.. i’m pretty
    sure.. the real jesus
    would be jumping up and
    down.. saying.. see.. i told
    y’all heaven was possible..
    great job.. UniVersal
    Poets.. now
    keep up
    the Good
    GOD
    WORK
    NOW..
    iN
    TRuTH
    and LiGHT..
    WE ARE FINALLY
    FREE.. weLL at
    least some
    of uS
    anyway..
    sMiLEs
    and wINKS..
    i no longer function
    according to the rule
    and order of society
    FALSE.. CHRiST
    iS now
    ME!..
    TG FREE!
    frolicking
    to my
    purple
    dragon
    MAGIC
    CONTENT..
    and as a final anecdotal
    note.. as often happens when
    i do my lap around the entire
    Seville Quarter complex after
    i rave dance for a solid three
    hours with not even a
    water break..
    inevitably some
    young folks in their
    early 20’s come up
    to get to know me a
    little better
    in words more
    than steps.. and they
    often fist bump me first..
    and most always tell me
    that they wish so much they
    could have fun in life all the time
    like i do WITH ZERO EXCEPTION
    ALWAYS LIKE A BRIGHT AND
    SHINY STAR.. i’m para-
    phraSinG a little
    of course..
    but that
    matches
    the look in tHeir
    eyes.. when they too..
    are feeling the truth and
    liGht of me.. FACE TO
    FACE.. EYE TO EYE
    (:..with shades..;)
    WE BECOME
    ONE FORCE
    OF HUMAN
    TOGETHER
    FOR A
    MOMENT
    OF A PRESENT NOW..
    and the truth and liGht..
    IS.. no one.. and i do mean
    NO ONE.. EVER WILL FORGET
    THE LESSON i BrINg TO THEM..
    THAT AGE.. GENDER.. DISABILITY
    OR NOT FUCKING EVEN MENTAL
    FUCKING ILLNESS
    iS A BARRIER
    TO FUCKING
    BEING
    FREE
    AND FUCKING
    HAPPIER THAN FUCKING
    ANY FUCKING OTHER PERSON
    ON THIS FUCKING PLANET NOW..
    but of course i didn’t tale them that
    they already
    saw iT
    IN
    my feat
    of dancing
    free as GOD…
    Crazy has its
    perks..
    hehe..
    here iN
    HEAVEN..:)

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 23, 2016 at 12:03 PM

    While.. ‘some’ sleep..
    Yellow Boy watches..
    oN a BlankEt oF Peace..:)

    And yeS..
    Truth and liGht
    REAL ILLUMINATI
    iS Both Science and
    arT iN
    aWE
    soME
    BalanCe..:)

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15. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 23, 2016 at 10:04 PM

    Betcha a Lotto ticket.. i was the
    most colorful human being
    the employees
    AND CUSTOMERS
    saw aLL FULL MOON
    Saturday at
    Good Old
    Winn Dixie
    Supermarket
    AIsle Styles..wInk emoticon

    And yes.. been tryin’ to
    teach Spidey man..
    a few new moves..
    but he’s having
    problems
    with
    change
    for now..
    it seems..wInk emoticon

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