And, here is my latest PROOF, not only of a Shared/Collective Consciousness AND THE PHENOMENON OF SYNCHRONICITY; BUT ALSO PROOF OF GOD, for folks who can ‘see’ and ‘hear’,
THERE ARE literally AND METAPHORICALLY over 100 synchronicities,
if not over 200, depending on who is viewing the potential
OF THAT IN THE linked one effort blog post,
IN THIS ONE ‘small’ 7588 word effort, as the ‘7000 word man’, haha!, per one of those synchronicities, as named here before on this Internet SITE, by someone else, when it is far from the literal truth, at around 1000 words or so, per post, on average.
Now I limit that to size of singular efforts in blog post links, as to not ‘kill’ the server capacity of the website here, HA! ha!..;)
Anyway, the first synchronicity per title of the post, SiX MAGiCK, is my birthday is 6/6/60, not including THAT in the actual post, as I like to keep some things interesting, and ‘partially hidden’, just for FUN!..;)
And that fact, alone, IS ‘synchronicitily’ ‘strange’ enough to spark fear in the eyes of fundamentalist Christian
cash register operators, checking my I.D., back in the days of my early 40’s, where I have a beer once in a while, getting carded still then for looking unusually young, for whatever reason, for my chronological age then, as well, as now;
although I’ve only been carded once, at the club where I go to dance, now, by a REALLY EXTRA-CAUTIOUS DOORMAN, WHO PROBABLY WANTS TO MAKE SURE, I AM NOT AN UNDERCOVER COP, WITH MY COOL SUNGLASSES AND ‘LAW ENFORCEMENT’ HAIR-CUT, TESTING HIM AS SUCH..;)
ThERE IS NORMAL INTELLIGENCE, per so-called cultural definitions of THAT;
I actually have no earthly idea why, IN MY
UNIVERSE, AT LEAST,
WHY,
you would not be
able to understand it.
THAT makes no sense to me.
I have no problem understanding it.
But thanks for letting me know.
To appease you, I will not comment anymore
here in this thread, at all, since you started it,
for NOW, at least.
But to BE CRYSTAL CLEAR, AND TO LET YOU KNOW,
this is how I communicate, so if you find me elsewhere, I suggest
you just scroll past me, like I do NOT EXIST..:)
Smiles, and have a nice now..:)
Using caps is a common literary device to enhance emotion in language
for people who enjoy human emotion. It is also an alternative to
using the bolding function that is clunky to say the least, here.
And finally, I do not adhere to just the ‘Queen’s English’, i FIND IT BORING,
and chose to play and create with it, beyond the RULE and rules of others,
Otherwise known as TRUE HUMAN LIFE SET FREE, IN ALL THE WAYS
HUMAN POTENTIAL CAN COME TO FRUITION, IN REAL FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE..:)
Quote:
‘Why don’t you simplify things :)’
‘Cause, as I clearly, or hopefully clearly stated in the post above;
perhaps you didn’t catch the edit;
I find simplicity boring, and instead, will and make real life
dreams come true..:)
IN both words and flesh.
That takes REAL FLESH
AND BLOOD
work, and NOT
just following the
steps
of
others..:)
COME
BEFORE..;)
Truly, the FACT AND EMOTIONBODY
AND MIND BALANCE of the matter
AND FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL IS
scientists and folks who practice science,
overall, are often borderline PSEUDO-human beings.
HaHA! that IS BOTH IRONIC, AND TRULY SAD, AT least to me..:(…..
AND EVEN more ironic, even science now, suggests that folks who live in a ‘mechanical cognition mind-set’ repress the MUCH HIGHER POTENTIAL OF THE ‘social cognition/empathic mind’, also known as what SETS ‘us’ apart from Snakes and Great White sharks, and such as that….AKA HUMANITY.
Human imagination/Creativity DRIVING HIGHER LEVELS OF PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE ACTUALLY PRACTICED in real FLESH AND BLOOD life to regulate emotions, integrate senses, AND INCREASE COGNITIVE executive functioning through greater focus and short term working memory
IS AT LEAST ‘One GREEN PILL’ ‘CURE’ to bring humanity BACK, LIKE THE PHOENIX rising from the ashes of systemizing science per mechanized Robot/Zombie minds and bodies out of balance, making the Zombie Apocalypse A real potential HUMAN CULTURAL MEME COME TRUE AS NIGHTMARE instead of fantasy, in metaphor of course..:)
Ha! this is both literally and metaphorically the topic of my last two epic free verse poetry ‘taling’ posts.. of around 7.5K words each..
I love the way my elders can story ‘tale’ for hours around the table.. effortlessly without catching a breath…
By the time i enjoy THAT in an input furry of school.. i barely have the ability to state an oral paragraph in words….
Now in the Twitter world ‘we’ live in now.. a paragraph is becoming unknown.. and even words are reduced to letters instead of metaphors…
Anyway.. i enjoy it and will continue enjoying it..
even if i the am last ‘human’ on earth who
is capable of going further in life than..
a paragraph…
a word..
and who knows..
eventually..
potentially a letter too..
when the human race
can no longer communicate…
socially.. reciprocally.. or cooperatively..
@all…:)
Some people.. think i’m not intelligible.. as truly
some folks have likely never ever
come across..
a heArt.. and that is
the tale in telling the TRUTH OF A
BRAVE NEW WORLD.. COME TO REALITY.. INSTEAD OF
JUST FICTION…
in print….
or
thINK.
Oh yeah.. and then there is dance instead of sidewalk straight talk.. but
that’s a story for another comment.. somewhere.. some ..now.. later.. i guess..:)
And one final note.. before i say goodbye.. the intelligible issue.. is a just a ‘little’ ironic.. considering where we are..
But never the less.. i have been spending way too much time here lately.. and am i going to go on a ‘little’ self-imposed break..:)
When i come back.. i’ll try my very bestest.. to stick to Queen’s English prose.. to keep everyone comfortable…..as well as.. it’s hard enough.. to be intelligible.. after a life-long issue with Autism.. that reciprocal social communication difficulty.. in the first place……
But anyway.. best wishes .. for now..:)
BUT NAH..
i may not go back to the so-called Wrong Planet..
at least not to post.. as i will likely not subject myself
to restraining minds that cannot see or hear
ART
or the deeper and greater
potentials
of
living
this
life named
Human being.
Truly there is a kind of Autism lacking fuller human
empathy
that is a pit of black hole soul that knows
no full
but
discord
and disagreement.
In my celebration of Catholic Lent.. along with
the other pieces of philosophies of others
i do pick up and carry a little
way
in the journey of life..
i subject myself to writing several hundred thousand
words since Lent Begins in the last week of February..
to attempt to fill ‘40,000 holes’ in the well of soul…
Anyway.. hopefully there is enough meditation musicK to last
through
ALL THE heArt
of words
in
play of
life
NOW..
to come
NEXT!..;)
Flesh and blood fades but truly love never goes away or grows old when Love is real….
Some moments of love are greater than an eternity without love as a rose without color of Love has no color or rose @all..:)
Lust for life is a jewel of meadow.. that is only polished for love in life.. not spoiled by worries of what ever meadOwed @all..:)
Words.. Words.. dogs don’t need words..
and truly neither do humans to feel.. to express..
to touch a soul.. with eyes and hands..
or paws of
Love..:)
Funny how peace plus heart often leads to war..
Funny how peace plus ART often leads to HEART…
Funny how all we can do is try.. try ..try.. i CRY>..
to mend some heArt as HEARt..:)..@all..:)
Ah.. the homeless Jesus weathered and worn.. roams the land of love.. brave and free.. ah.. with love there is no worn or weathered.. as REAL LOVE only feels..ACTS and does not look above the skin..:)
And then she dancesand gives up reason AND worDs.. no longer folly of illusion.. partners her..world.. in dark valleys of low…as the mountains are toes.. and souls of feats well worn..never with shoes…of valleys low…this girl is now..
finAlly aLive..with feet of free…:)
Truly it is a gem.. when people just pause and connect.. weather car problems.. or just saying how was your day.. when strangers are like this they can become friends.. like the front porches before AC and DC destroy what is left of humans heart electric connections of living alive@all..:)
E..
mY favorite VowEL.. hE or sHE.. is androgynous too.. and giver hEr L and she becomEs El oR GOD and add in H before and L aftEr th@and thEn GOD becomEs HELL…
It’s a small world aftRAll…
E..
the meaning of liF
Without IT
IT
don’t maksns..
E
IT h E r..;)
So true.. the taxes are on top of the arTist desk.. but art knows no forms.. only free..:)
So i give Caesar what is his.. and forge on with life for free..:)
As above so below.. the flowers of spring most often bring the warmer days of soul.. so spirit flows like roses and daisies to a place where only bees and butterflies dare to roam..:)
A thousand rays of sunshine, laughs, birds singing, silly dancing cats curiously howling like hurricanes are certainly symptoms of that thing named GOD…:)
Ah.. the flower of weakness and the stamen of strength.. and the weary of foliage of mildew and rank…:)
So sad but so real it is when the rain and the poppies nourished by that rain cannot get along.. and destroy the droplets and colors of love..:)
Ravens whirling sentient breeze.. wolves with blood thirst roam heartless and slash the midnight storm.. Zombies appease sentiment of old.. the dove lies at feat of fox.. and the truth lives on in clever fox….paws….:)
But sorry that doesn’t answer the question of wHere the Lions and Tigers are….;)
Ah.. the blooms of cold flowers freezing.. icicles of petals like diamond sharp hard liquid.. in fire of Winter ARTs that can and do burn hands so raw and red in flowered thaws..:)
And the journey of dark and light blood does go on.. where dark makes red and light makes blood..and dark makes life….what life is now..:)
The death of a child.. an only son.. is a tragedy beyond repair.. and the death of my only son.. has inspired a world in his eyes..that live in thine eyes of love for thee..:)
Truly.. a well painted portrayal of the quintessential American Male.. too afraid to live and not brave enough to cry…
Art is the meal never satisfied by human wants and needs alone.. ART is the life that lives by needs and wants never satisfied by life alone..
ART IS wORth living for living wORth IS ART
Somewhere in mysteries of life GOD speaks.. thIs IS not working out A way one thinks IT is.. tHen GOD rests on eight day.. 8 ..of never.. iNfinitYnow…
Ah.. the jeans.. the expression of human genes so eloquently written in the hips of men and women.. and then there are the crotches and stitches of what is left unsaid but certainly spoken.. in flow of river and mountainous terrain..:)
Ah.. the well-helped class of heeled art never meeting the healing of living art…
Art.. signs without musical symbols.. confessions without lyrics.. squeaks without songs.. a flame without a wick.. a kiss that dreams never asleep.. tragedy and pain that come with words.. the moon rising with never a stick in time.. startled seas by cobalt blue.. passion existing in tongues that live.. the water of a dance that is never named as tango.. alone.. a belief of gaze never molded by look.. and the melting of snow.. with never form… alone…
So true.. my memories as a Catholic boy are more full of guilt from confession than absolution from sin.. and truly the guilt can be the sin.. more than the nature that is human… that no seNsIble GOD WILL create asSIn….as in human nature fully expressed or the peace of ZEN ALONE.. ALLONE.. JUST IS… JUST IS..
TRULY JUSTICE
AT THE END OF
NOW..
IT JUST IS
AND THAT IS
ALL..:)
To wander majestic spaces unaware as animal.. is beautiful way of life.. that human separates from in dreams of cultures in truer nightmares.. away from eyes seeing only now.. in nature’s way of beauty full.. never a word to water down IS real we ARE animals of majesty too.. tHere is no majesty greater than nature true.. in animal human asONe..:)
When flowers sing more than colors poetry comes alive in nature.. as it always.. as it always is.. for NOW!..:)
Ah.. so true.. when life gets too busy to help those so close.. so truly in need.. love becomes lost.. and life is no longer living..:)
Ah.. to know that flowers feel the warmth of sun.. in all growing ways of Springest life.. Sprung from yellow heat.. IS to know the Spring of Love.. that grows petal of life.. in love of being here.. and nothing more than that..:)
i like to think love exists and lives on.. without words or even memories.. or even life.. when love lives ON.. in eyes WHO continue to love..:)
Ah.. the world of mechanical cognition.. a far cry.. from the right brain of interpretation.. creativity and love….in synchrony with mechanical mind to make a robot sing..:)
My mother always promises it’s not you eat that counts.. it’s the spirit you release.. that brings fulfillment of appetite.. and now that the working world ends.. i too.. have time…
for that..:)
So beautiful and so true.. love is with the flow of light and veer of dark and acceptance of difference to grow a life of heArt AS HEARt..:)
Ah.. the balance.. of bird feet.. only swaying left or right with wind of light.. ah the wind of being light.. the weight of love.. never heavy.. in feat of light..:)
Ah.. yes.. when the mirror becomes the unconditional friend.. the peace of mind and loving others.. does usually flow.. as well as health and so much more..:)
Yes.. to celebrate change is to live in now.. and to stay anywhere else.. in my mind.. is not to live at all..a pause for life.. is necessary at times.. but to gear in now.. is a flow of light.. for me in now.. or meow.. for my cat
at least.. in more..:)
The cemetery can be a greatest place for perspective.. as now is so much longer.. than a dark box.. or ashen vase..:)
Ah.. yes.. if ‘we’ had only neither said yes or no.. to the serpent.. and just lived side by side.. perhaps tens of thousands of others species of animals and plants.. will still be alive…
And a happy WHOLE family together.. might still reside…
Generally speaking.. per byproduct of cultures.. humans are such a dam nuisance.. to the rest of the kin folks.. WHO DO reside..in family of paw in petal to humming feathered.. scaled wings way…:)
A rocky terrain.. a city is.. for sprouting young seeds through cement way…
A lovely day for sweaty tear drops.. of living soil.. that rarely grows.. alive and green..
The bird that sings in silent cages.. can be alone.. with wings of gold..:)
For me the 60’s seem like the wild wild west.. with cowboys and Indians prominent.. but truly in agricultural areas like mine, the rough and tough mentality among women and men of the country does live on, without sidearms of course.
With sidearms, proudly displayed.. not sure how different life would be up in the woods of LA, Lower Alabama, aka NW Florida, haha!..
Anyway.. the flavor of my childhood does come back here.. and my favorite of childhood shows is the amazing Jim West, and the Wild Wild West.. but yeah.. a child without a live-in father is always looking for some kind of hero ’till one comes riding in on mirror..hehe!..;)
Lord knows ..the world has a way of neutering us cats and dogs.. it doesn’t even take clippers.. or sutures.. just keys and screens and multitasking something that can never be touched.. But lost and found smiles.. are in the looking glass of vitality restored…:)
A long trail to prize..
perhaps a memory too
short to apprise..
oh goodness i go 1,3,5
and win no prize..:)
Ah.. the beauty of mindful awareness that comes with the ride of life.. away from all toils and troubles of texted world…
To afraid to ride two legged beasts of motored cycle.. but with dance i ride.. in forest.. or cement shopping stores.. and the mindful awareness that comes.. is certainly la free ride for me..:)
The forecast of spring is certainly a song of rooted love..
and the cup that dwelleth among the weeds.. is always
loved in water when spring of life does flow.. to the ocean
where springs rivers creeks and streams do become oceanful..:)
And so sad in their heart of hearts in killing those 21 the perpetuators are driven by a lie to make room for Jesus by killing others.. i suppose that’s why GOD doesn’t speak in human language.. as it is too twisted to understand..:)
i suppose falling gracefully and landing softly is the key to falling down and rising further the next time one arises..or falls..:)
Oh goodness.. i know too well what invisible feels like.. both externally and internally
imposed by the circumstances of both health and employment joined together at belly
of the beast to keep going where one knows the path is known…
Greatest freedom now for me.. is never looking back.. a time now is a total please of
peace..:)
Ah.. i love it when the human heArt fully expressed in all poetic expressions is danced in Nature.. in the melody of above so below.. all around.. inside and out.. ‘we’ truly are lovers in ocean filled glow..when connected in diatoMonous flow..:)
i feel so fortunate to be in physical condition to be able to go rave dancing with
twenty something year old folks and me at 54…
This instinctual connection is so strong in wildly freely non-possessive interpretive dance..
and truly the raising of mindful awareness in elevation of consciousness tells
me now for sure.. that my suspicions as a younger man when watching the
so called savage primitives flailing wildly around a fire.. is full of the sensuous
the sexual.. that makes humans alive.. and even science shows now that the sensual
or lust of life is what drives most all of human creativity and productivity flow…
Heaven is here.. and it truly is in the human connection to me.. fully expressed in how we
are born as tribe and not isolated pegs of song and dance…in everyday life..:)
So true.. the T.V. is a harbinger of death of human relative free will of an energy outside meant to
be balanced and controlled within…
I used to hear all the voices of T.V. in twilight sleep when after a steady diet of work.. the TV is the
opiate of respite to nothingness.. and now that
that’s gone..the TV of course..
the voices in my mind.. are remembered mind.. of mine.. and no longer the TV shows of old..:)
Ah.. yes.. my cat and i sing of the first scents of spring too..
and we even sneeze together.. as the pollen comes to..
And the Dogwood blooms are a sign to me..
that Oh my goodness creativity for me does spring forth
in springtime dreams as well.. come true..:)
i think that’s a Limerick but i’m not much on form..;)
Sometimes.. the best art can be found in the smokiest and
darkest niches of life.. where soul lives to claw its
way out of the smoky darkest heart in brilliant love..:)
Love is a muse to me that comes in all sizes and shapes and truly mostly
the fairer gender for me.. but my wife understands and trusts me and truly
trust is all that counts.. as muse for me is love in all ways.. and always innocent
for me..at least.. and the more mused i am the more i create.. and i for one
am one mused one..in love for all i love..:)
Ah to hear the birdens in busy street.. over the busy crawl of human way..
is certainly a song bird come alive.. in tweet.. where twitter cannot drown
out the sounds of love come nature true..:) perhaps that’s 140 characters
but birds sing free..;)
The eyes of a child know only presents of presence
the eyes of a sea only know the flow of watered gift
the eyes of an adult can see so far behind and far
ahead and lose the present of life altogether lost
and never now..
Truly to be enlightened is simply to be a child
again.. lost in the moment of never never land
a place with no time and place but only now..:)
Ah.. all that flows in water’s time.. goes on goes on..
to let it go.. the path is worn.. the time is now..
the water stays water.. no matter challenge
in erosion of time..and place..water
never loses the essence of it..:)
Ah.. yes when musical instrument and human
become one.. the flow of emotion can power
thousands as one.. and how beautiful it is
so easily accessible in Youtube way to
power infinity.. for now at least..:)
So true that all animals who have GOD at peace are
centered solid in balance of mind and body
flow.. as all things balanced.. peace does flow..:)
The small town lure of community one.. the village the
people make the village real.. there is a time where
i lived on a river front with town front in walking distance..
and this small village reminds me in nostalgia of community
then.. with me..:)
OH GOD! the greatest thing about being retired is every time a robot calls.. I just say.. sorry if you can’t hire a human.. i am not going to talk to a machine….
Phones are killers of human health.. and technology isn’t making any of this stuff easy.. for people with feelings instead of cold hard robotic signals….
i guess one of the nicest thing about technology today..
is fresh flowers dresses last forever.. relatively speaking
on Internet love.. where the flowers live so much longer
than love even speaks a human voice in origination at
least..:)
Ah.. the flowers of the eyes..
shining freely in emerald
green the irises grow
in golden way..
the flowers
in heart
grow
in
in
way..:)
A myth is true as any poems are real..
Funny how the value of myths
are often valued less than
other great works of
art.. as the archetypes
of heArt are everlasting
in HEART..:)
Ah.. the GODS of technology.. what
a beauty they bestow.. when mankind
of graphics no longer dispels cursive..
the gift is the digit of art become
one when Love becomes
digital art as one..
in heart of cursive
keys and 1 and 0
combined
as
ART.:)
Love is a magical thing..
and separation from
love is not a thing..
for magic to sing
the art
of song
in heart
for those who love..:)
by the way.. best song ever for
that..:)
OH MY GOD.. the higher life can be..
the more beautiful the colors of
spring are in tune with
Universal magic
a play..
and then there
is darkness reversed
in colors of dark but love
conquers and colors of twigs
and stems come back to LIFE!
Ah.. the flowers of spring awaken the dream of life.. and in my area it is the Carolina Jasmine spreading yellow golden hues up and down trees in my yard that signals spring..:)
Truly purgatory is a human place.. a place between darkness and light that knows no fate.. a place where no fear exists with no joy as well.. a place in the middle with no passion to spark a light.. Ah.. but the reprieve of purgatory is in life it will come to end..:)
Ah.. with an open heart and mind in balance of soul.. does come the spirit of signs.. in all symbols that flow.. the synchronicity of all things let go.. can lead a human to magic never before unknown..:)
Ah yes.. when the i of I makes i’s presence known to I.. the spirit can flow in exclamation point !.. to make a trinity of i and I and !1..:)
As above so below.. each star is sun.. and human is star..:)
i suppose the first step out is not blaming anyone else for life.. and the path is long.. the path is hard.. but the path as strong.. after weak of heart.. grows another garden of light.. of soul.. deeper than.. before..:)
For me at least.. i have to say yes.. as with peace of mind and body practiced in balance.. Auto immune issues of Sjogren’s Syndrome, Dysautonomia, and Fibromyalgia came under the tame.. of mastery of mind and body balance in relative control…
Yeah.. and the doctors say.. just a random remission.. but i know better than that.. now for sure..with no words or pills to cure.. the healing is below in senses and emotions in relative control..:)
Ah.. such a sweet wish for an anniversary.. is true in eyes.. the light that shines as one.. is good together.. as team mates for one force of love..:)
Funny how the spirit of the child can grow older while the spirit of the parent grows younger.. truly youth is a state of spirit in mind.. as the young become old and the old become young..:)
So true.. and in the adult bars I frequent.. animal human lives.. in spring of heat… unless the fire is extinguished from that heat..:)
This wisdom is so beautiful.. there is nothing i can add to it.. but applause..:)
ah.. the politician and the suit in soup of lies..
ah.. the CEO.. the clergy.. and sometimes even the teacher
of law.. in judgement of others gone cold…
ah.. just to live.. just to be.. as is.. now.. is the place i’ll
stay while the soup just simmers in the other place..
for other to lie now…:)
The key to avoiding death.. is simply never thinking about.. it.. as when it comes.. it comes.. and to worry about death is never to live a life at all in life…
The key to avoiding thinking about death is focusing on unconditional love in feeling.. and not always think i feel..
To live is to experience..
to think can be hell or death.. or neverlife..fully alive..:)
Plastic is a noun i cannot delight.. a noun that stays and can never change into food of fish or prey or even predator alike…
Ah.. the rubber lures of life.. are painted with plastic cans of lemmings trapped..
where life cannot escape or even eat.. away.. a plastic trail of never ending
byproducts of human.. lore..:)
The verb of forgiving.. is redeeming well.. the light of living a lamplit way.. of path in moving way.. to make mistakes.. is common.. and to forgive is a a blessing that makes.. common no more.. where love takes root.. in mistakes gone now…:)
There is strength in love and love in strength.. and moreover blessings in understanding that we are all in one game.. of life..and the light of that strength.. and unconditional love.. lives on from the beginning to the end of all that is.. now.. and now.. forevermore now..as simply now..:)
Ah.. to not think is the delight to create.. and to create is sometimes to think about not creating as well..:)
Ah.. to not own time is to live for now.. a journal of pleasing the past or the future.. may not always seem to be now.. the time is not yesterday or tomorrow or never now.. as without time there is simply.. always now..:)
Ah.. the smell of bright-lit chlorine blue summer days.. in youth pool ways.. the tans.. small clothing.. make the motivation for swimming.. a delight of human come true.. in yellow rays of Summer FUN of the souls of youth in bright lit way.. and with screens too.. in lounge chairs now.. i guess.. in smart un-phone less connecting flesh and blood ways!..:)
Chlorine give me an icky feeling on all my skin.. so i go to salt water instead.. without a phone.. if i can BEAR that way..:)
Yes.. words.. words.. words.. actions.. verbs.. nouns.. things.. i think i’ll stop talking and dance instead!..:)
The couplings of nature set free in love.. brings the warmth of spring twelve months around for humans too.. ah what a delight it can be to be as free as human can.. with spring in toes.. and all around in light!..with Springs Delight!..:)
The steps of dance wind knowingly around the halls of love.. the emotions nuanced.. and pleasing to toes of life.. Ah.. how pleasing it can be to connect like this.. where every second is a love that can never requite a now..:)
To dance is to love.. and OH GOD sometimes to marry is to joust.. to dance is to love.. and OH GOD.. i’m still trying to talk my wife.. into dancing
with me..:)
Life is stranger than the greatest dream i ever had.. and perhaps nicer as well..:)
The big M is my favorite time of year.. the Dogwood waits to nearly precisely the date of spring.. to spring forward that first March bud of life.. that tells me the circle of life and love goes on in now..:)
The hidden words of dream do sing.. in the twilight of morning between dark and light.. ah.. to let it flow.. to just go.. with the rhythm of now.. and no longer time.. digging deeper where subconscious and conscious mind flow become one and tirelessly alive in now.. the spirit of creativity is a wondrous way.. of living without knowing and knowing without living in direction of life..:)
Friend is a verb and never a noun.. nouns come and go.. but verbs can stay forever now as friends with no nouns..:)
Fear is both verb and noun.. to scatter the noun of fear.. to the shores of the four winds blown.. can shatter the verb of fear
In droplets of rained fears gone ocean in past.. and make the verb of friend stronger and more resilient as now goes on… in skeYes of GOD.. in eyes of human blessed like this..:)
And the most important paRt of all of human HeaRT.. is to never give up on the verb of friend that one can be.. with or without.. the verbs of.. other friends…
And a tear shed for that for now.. or morrow now.. to come.. is the hope for the verb of friend to stay alive in at least..
one HeART full of HEART..:)
The owl of mind of wisdom is a forgotten tale once remembered and gone again.. and flight once taken truly is a wonderful way to fly again..:)
We come from Nature and to return to it for Wisdom is beautiful just like this.
Nice to see you back, friend..:)
Truly faith lives within.. a garden of exquisite emotion to be watered.. sprinkled with seeds of love.. the ever growing truth of being is planted with those seeds of love.. to see faith grow in all human being love can be..:)
The dark muse.. an aching companion that welcomes light in accompanying poetic news.. of expression in ruse of poetic aches.. that soothe a heart and soul kind once more..:)
Yes.. to escape the harder rigid brackets of stars in eyes.. can be to escape in a graceful flow of ellipses letting go.. all the enclosures that when opened set those eyes of stars free..:)
The light of heart.. can outshine any fire of brush.. the painted smiles of eyes.. come alive in hearts outlined.. to spill a soul of connection.. unfolded in light that comes true in spirit so bright..:)
The life of the concert bring flush.. to the action of emotion of rushing ways.. of heartfelt life.. with audience and singer delight in worlds untold of touching light..:)
The magic of words delivering the wealth of imagination.. in action in creative ways of making life happen.. to the delight of all enthralled with words that come alive.. as human life..:)
Truly.. science of eclipses will never surpass.. or eclipse.. the imagination of a human child.. before science robs that child.. of human innocence.. imagination.. creativity.. and the magic that systemizing ways of life.. can take away from human being.. in light.. instead.. equation dark..:)
Ah.. to leave the light of moon embraced in dark.. to sing a light.. in connections bright.. is to know the moon of heart.. come back to life.. in spirit of poetic expressions in word of soul.. and mouth..:)
The Universe of human neurons all connected in bright-lit stars.. a treasure to admire and wonder.. until those star disconnect.. the symphony of soul.. that sings a treasure of heart and spirit.. in hemispheric Undivided.. Universal.. flow..:)
The soul of pillow knows no comfort.. of sleep as deep.. but one’s who delight.. in nights of sleepless life.. when pillow talks and foes alike.. in comfort never come..:)
Ah.. yes the mind is a wonderful thing to loose.. in light of all that can be in flow.. without stumbling blocks of words.. to prevent one from letting go.. to sail across the sun in starlit eyes of truth.. that words alone.. will never know..:)
Jumping spring sings high of Winter’s freest green locked low.. and far away.. the signs of life are high in life.. when green returns its song.. of life..:)
Ah.. the free range chicken poet.. no air of life can be hidden from this chicken.. of freedom.. that knows no fear.. in scratching ways of chicken S
tuff..:)
So remarkable that first step can be.. in all of life.. just waiting.. a footprint of life..:)
Yes.. beating wings.. that only know heart of air.. and songs of Sun.. hidden and exposed by clouds alike.. bring song to me.. in ways of air.. where wings of feet.. only know sands alive..:)
Funny.. at times when people ask for evidence of a soul.. i lead them to a table.. where the soul of human creativity.. still exists in finely crafted legs.. and the souls that do come to use those legs in connecting souls of creativity.. with warm coffee mugs of heart..:)
Yes.. beauty knows no toll.. of toils and troubles.. beauty lives for beauty lives.. and the price of love.. is troubles told..:)
The blackest nights.. away from city lights.. are definitely the most inspiring lights of lit moon rights.. to kiss by candle moon.. is to smell the light of moon.. without city in life or dark..:)
So true.. the flesh that rarely glimmers.. often has the brightest eyes of soul and heart.. and beneath all that glimmers.. can be a place of spirit flow.. that is never limited.. by glimmer of flesh.. alltoldalone..:)
i suppose the beauty of all things material AND FLESH AND BLOOD IS they fade away.. and the beauty that is left is an inner joy that no flesh or STUFF CAN tale alone.. telling it is.. with inner light.. that never fades with age.. or discarded stuff.. that is never felt..:)
And yes.. to find the beauty in all things small.. and large.. and old or new.. is certainly the way to a beautiful life.. to both tale and behold.. as living light of existence.. for everyone.. as all play a role.. in living life..:)
Pictures of old.. love lost new.. in emotions of old.. that feel love.. the souls of loved ones.. do live on.. in eyes of photos.. in eyes of now.. where love grows on.. in light.. of passed eyes..:)
Nature ever changing.. never chained.. trapped in.. in selfie way.. never housed in floors of lot.. always loves in Nature’s way..:)
OMG.. the cultural traps of life.. behind cubicles of robot.. that never REALLY FEELS.. OR cares.. OH To escape.. to reCreate everyday.. all the time now.. is a sure way to stay.. in mental sanity..:)
OH!.. so true! tHere is no gem or jewel greater than Pandora’s BOX of Mother Nature TRUTH AND LiGHT IN Beauty Open.. never closing! for all to share.. and enjoy..FREE as Nature CAN bE!..:)
The beauty of Nature set free in ART is truly a blessing..:)
Ah.. the heArt of ships that craft all dreams of imagination in creativity of oceans and spring of humanity come true in all works of arts and seas in HEART where humanS truly do let it all go and flow together as waves as one.. and yes.. eventually the ship must come ashore.. but the remaining hope is float forevermore..:)
Ah.. yes. the headless bunny knows the truth as truth is never know in now of truth.;)
Ah.. yes.. the tools.. the extension of humanity.. from abstract words.. to flint stones.. to spears.. guns.. cars.. and iPhone arms.. when tool become human OH MY GOD where does human go.. to be human.. anymore.. the lore of human becomes the tool of lore..:)
Oh GOD a beautiful elegant and wise description of what the red man knows that will never word the white man’s nose.. eyes.. ears.. touch.. and feeling for the rest of ALLTHATIS..:)
MoRanging lOVE and lIFE is so much more fun.. than reading life..;)
Ah.. the green springs.. the white comes.. and takes the green back to brown.. but the light shines wherever heart.. soul.. and spirit.. live in love and spread a glorious glow of life.. in dark or color.. night or dark.. or fifty shades of grey.. in RainBow Light!..:)
i once write a story.. that begins with a little disabled boy watering a sapling into a beautiful tree that will eventually inspire the love between a lovely shy woman and a man who does not know his potential growing a lush and everlasting garden.. by love of that shy lovely woman.. to eventually become a great national leader.. who saves the world with fearless love and courage.. going back to who is the true savior of the world.. the little boy.. or the tree of beauty where balance in nature blooms.. a butterfly effect and affect in NATURE AS GOD..
BUT anyway.. i need to remember that for now.. so thanks and have a great now in buds and blooms of Spring In April where you live..for now.. and ever more..:)
Ah.. that reminds me of the modern version of the movie Noah.. the wise old man with one last
wish to taste a berry of life in Nature.. with no equal pleasure of taste buds for life of nature..:)
And after reviewing 7542 words of newest Epic longest free verse poetry.. there is a beauty here in a message of fewer poetically expressed words.. that is pleasing to my palate..:)
Truly less is more.. unless a virtual reality story is being told..in online ways..:)
Oh GOD.. commenting and connecting is so much MORE pleasurable than WRITING a story..
online or not..;)
i’ve never meet a stranger dark or light.. high IQ or not.. who has not taught me something new about life.. but of course this a privilege in physicality.. where caution can be further tossed to the wind.. but truly i find.. that most people are worth getting to know.. regardless of the apples that spoil life for those who are truly not dark.. no matter the exterior rough.. or fresh..:)
Ah.. yes.. i find so much emotion in bolts of light in skies of day and night.. as well..:)
Ah… truly i live in that first place of real nostalgia where the afternoons are long and the flowers are more colorful.. now more.. than ever before.. the touch of a cat brings warm and fuzzy furry feelings of soul connecting to an exquisite reality of color and never gray…
But there is that grayLand where even the touch of warm and fuzzy cats do not exist.. and truly it tells me one thing and one thing only.. and that is every now is different and every human UNI verse is unique..
And how can i judge another person.. after living in rainbow heaven.. and the gray of never changing hell…
Life is truly magic as change is always possible.. but without that hope.. there is no light in dark.. and with hope.. there is always a burning ember of spark in dark..
And with all that gone.. as long as there is WILL tHere still is possibilities.. no matter the permanence of clowns in painted faces….. Dreams can and will come true..:)
Hmm..
It is a very
interesting day..
in now..
but in still the spirit of
‘stealing’ evidence for the
higher power of GOD..
here is a 7542 word
PLUS multi-media
presentation of ‘my’ evolving
PROOF, FOR THOSE WHO HAVE EYES
AND EARS THAT SEE AND HEAR
A ‘LITTLE’ FURTHER..
than most if not all…;)
But it’s just ‘a day in the life for me’…
Dam.. i’m looking more like ‘that statue’ in
the front row all the time it seems like now..;)
But anyway.. sometimes life is just one big DOUBLE
“Never yet, found a reasonable argument in favor of ‘god.”
More than likely that is because silly humans make the reasons
and the rules.
God is not ruled by either humans or human reason.
One must ‘get out’ a ‘little bit’ to
come to understand THAT
AND GOD TOO…
THERE IS NO
EVIDENCE
FOR
GOD BUT
‘Stepping out of the silly
illusions of human reason’.
That goes beyond
ALL HUMAN CONSTRUCTED WORDS, MATH,
SCIENCE AND THE WHOLE GAME
OF HUMAN “CULTURE PRESCRIBED LIFE”
CULTURE IS THE ‘RED AND BLUE PILL’.
GOD IS THE GREEN PILL FOR JUST
DOING LIFE AS IS.
SO YEAH, YNOT;
GOD IS A GREEN
PILL;
YES, THE GREEN PILL; LIVE IT FREE
OR NOT, FOR ‘REAL FOOLS’ WHO DO
NOT BELIEVE THEY EVEN HAVE THE
POTENTIAL FOR RELATIVE FREE WILL;
OR THE HUMAN EMOTING EMOTIONS
OF FAITH, HOPE, AND BELIEF THAT MAKES
STUFF HAPPEN, NEGATIVE OR POSITIVE DEPENDING
ON THE IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY THAT MAY OR
NOT POWER UP THOSE REAL HUMAN EMOTIONS FOR ACTION!
Well.. i am guessing here you are visiting and not a patient…
And human beings who have what is described as the emotional contagion of
affective empathy do pick up on the pain and suffering of others.. both physical
and mental…
At one point in time..
in college my major
is psychology specific..
until we then.. go on
a field trip to a mental institution…
I literally feel the pain and suffering
of every person there..
so strong it
almost suffocates me…
Change of major after that…
There are some people who have so much
empathy they cannot separate themselves from the feelings of others…
And truly.. at least in your words.. i see the same thing in you.. and likely why we are friends…
As truly if that is the case ‘we’ are extremely rare.. as the archetype of not only Rafiah.. but Angel RAFIAH.. as well…
You never judge the things I do in life with negative words of discord.. and almost always take the time and effort to acknowledge my presence here…
I communicate with literally tens of thousands
of people online since 2010..
And truly you are at least
1 in ten thousand..
if not a million…
And
this
is why
I keep
coming back..
i know a treasure..
when I find one..HERE NOW..:)
And yes.. the Angels in life are special..
but i often find the folks who see me
as enemy as the greatest
inspirations
of all.. as well…
Yes..
the dark mixed with light..
makes the experience
of ALLAH
what it is in all its
strangeness..
pain..
and suffering..
AND MYSTERY..
as
IS NOW.
ONE GOD
ONE
CREATIVE
EXPERIENCE
ONE NOW
IS
ALLTHATIS…:)
Nature
AKA
GOD
creates
humans.
It doesn’t take
a
‘Rocket Scientist’
who
‘RARELY TO
never
GETS
his
or
her hands
AND FEET
soiled by dirt!
of Mother Nature’ to figure that one out.
IN FACT,
‘ROCKET SCIENTISTS’ ARE OFTEN FUNCTIONALLY DISABLED IN UNDERSTANDING GOD MORE FULLY IN TRUTH AND LIGHT THIS WAY.
However, Nature also creates the Internet as well, as it is a reflection of at least part of the Nature of human beings, as far as solving equations go with abstract constructs manifest from human reasoning.
But it still
takes the creator
human of the Internet
to truly create new and innovative
ART ON THAT SAME BONY ABSTRACT
CONSTRUCT OF REASONED EQUATION
THAT IS THE MANIFESTATION
OF WHAT ‘WE SEE’,
AS
THE INTERNET
AT CORE.
And the same
applies to GOD.
Humans can
mix and match the
ingredients to make something
new and innovative.
And that is PRECISELY AND ARTISTICALLY
WHAT THE GOD OF NATURE DOES WITH HUMAN.
YA, SEE, TO TRULY AND IN ENLIGHTENED AND AWAKENED WAYS OF UNDERSTANDING GOD
AND OR NATURE ONE MUST LEARN THE ART OF MIND AND BODY BALANCED IN MOTHER NATURE
AND HUMAN NATURE IN TRUTH AND LIGHT AKA GOD AND
NOT JUST THE INTERNET SKELETON
OF THE HUMAN MIND WITHOUT
MIND AND BODY BALANCE.
SO IN OTHER WORDS,
YA CAN BE A ‘TALKING
HEAD OR A HUMAN’;
THAT IS THE CHOICE OF THE ‘ATHEIST’
AND ‘FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIAN ALIKE’.
AS TRULY THEY ARE TWO ‘PEAS IN A POD’;
that at least in Internet Land, OVERALL,
are not PEACEFUL, OVERALL,
AS THEY ARE SiMPLY
MISSING
INTERNET BALANCE
IN ART/LOVE/FLESH/BLOOD
AND REASON/EQUATION/COMPUTER
SKELETON MIND.
AND that is the GOD/NATURE/HUMAN NATURE/
INTERNET Lesson for the day, so far…;)
SIGNED,
(:..’Inter-NET-Yoda’..(;
Oh yes, “Aleister’s” disdain for all ‘dogmatic’ reasoning religions is apparent from the get go in the “Book of the Law”, where the voice of ‘spirit’ is a wild and ‘passionate’ voice.
Perhaps the greatest contribution of Aleister, is raising awareness, truly of the ‘magick’ of sexuality’/sensuality and how that combined with creativity truly does ‘come’ in real life results in action that are greater than without the sexual element in human creativity.
Yes, even science shows now and truly vindicates, at least in part, why Aleister intuitively through ‘spirit’ ‘comes’ to know, and most IMPORTANTLY IMAGINES AND CREATES.
SEXUALITY IS TABOO, AND
in general physicality, per the animal element of human beings that is avoided and or disregarded, in most of philosophy and religion, as of the lesser ‘mind’
when it comes to the absolute requirement
for emotional regulation
and sensory integration balance of
mind with balance of body leading the mind,
instead of the body ‘sitting silently’ in the reality of life.
But of course, as most of us here KNOW,
the thinking mind,
can become the thinking mind,
can become the thinking mind and etc., so on…
And truly, I believe MOST all folks who are genetically
predisposed to higher Standard IQ ways of accomplishments
in our modern western ways of school and work requirements,
whether that be math or philosophy or even frigging
working as the cashier at Walmart
or the CEO OF a major corporation are
MOST all pre-disposed to a life more limited
by thinking mechanically than MORE
fully experiencing life in mind and BODY
balance,
as our primitive ancestors
and current so-called primitives
continue to exist,
AS BEFORE, IN MORE EARTHY
BODILY WAYS OF EXPERIENCING THE ENVIRONMENT,
rather than watching from a distance in one’s mind.
The story is predictable.
The young woman
with the long dress
in ‘Christian’ school,
gets to Junior College
and is mixed in with the ‘rest of the tribe’,
and next THING ‘ya know,
she is in the back of the ‘truck’, with every eligible ‘bachelor’.
Taboo is intoxicating. Perhaps the greateST turn on for me, is a Muslim Woman with beautiful eyes to the Windows of her desiring soul, covering the rest of the gift that is ‘her’. AND OF COURSE,
now for the average Muslim Man, who has the same ‘ideas’, if he lives in America, he can hook up to the internet, and do a search on Arab women masturbating, and ‘release’ his ‘inner’ frustrations.
I suppose that Aleister understood this intuitively and
‘RUNS WITH IT’, WITH ALL HIS MIGHT, too,
like our modern PORNOGRAPHERS DO,
who understand human nature too..;)
But truly, Taboo of natural human sexuality is the source of great aggression in frustrated testosterone fueled males, and to take away the source of natural human propensity,
whether that be in covered heads or long dresses
for fundamentalIST LEANING Christian men in the U.S., leads to stuff like patriarchal homophobes and ‘ISIL’ the ‘politically correct’ term for the ‘Virgin Mary ISIS’.
AND THAT IS PERHAPS IS A MOST IRONIC STATEMENT
OF HUMAN NATURE AND REPRESSED WAYS OF CULTURAL LIFE,
YET.
At least for folks like ‘you’ and me, who ‘see’ a little DEEPER..;)
Honestly, when the ‘cat’ comes out of the bag,
folks get relaxed and sex isn’t nearly the
BIG AGGRESSIVE FRUSTRATING
‘DI** HEAD’, WHEN THE ‘CAT’ STAYS
LOCKED IN A BOX, OR under a long dress, etc….
So now, young folks exposed to pornography equally,
somewhat equally, from a young age of raging hormones, are not so obsessed with
OH GOD, I GOTTA TRY THIS, AS IT WILL FEEL SO GOOD, AND I WANNA FIND OUT ABOUT WHAT IT’S LIKE, WHEN THEY see it casually like a dog or cat, whenever they want to hook up to the INFO HIGHWAY OF PORN.
AND OH GOD, THE RESULTS OF THIS ARE SO CLEAR TO ME NOW, WHEN AN 18 to 21 year old women/girl, comes up to this 54 old man; ME rave dancing like a ballerina mix of martial arts dance on speed, and aggressively rubs her rear up AND down on the front of me.
It’s just a ‘HUMAN Bonobo thingy’,
to make humans MORE PEACEFUL,
and getting together or hooking up;
or ‘whatever ‘ a reality.
But truly where
there are more ‘BONOBOS’
around to play with; why stop with one,
particularly when doing the actual act,
has so many ‘nasty’ potential
consequences attached to THAT.
SO IN OTHER WORDS,
IT IS MUCH BETTER
TO PLAY WITH CLOTHES ON,
than getting an STD, or unwanted PREGNANCY.
And these girls almost never ‘come’ alone; they run in ‘matriarchal packs’ of protecting females, in case things get, out of ‘hand’. And truly for many of them a female ‘front’ WILL do as well as male ‘front’ to use the rear to rub up on, although it’s not quite as aggressive looking when they do it to other females.
My experience rave dancing has been an exploration
of the ‘seedier’ elements of modern human nature expressed;
YES,
unleashed,
in
SENsual, sexUAL ways.
And truly my
reams of
evidence in
anecdotal findings
now after 52 weeks, does suggest
that humans are indeed very much like
BONOBOS, IN SEXUAL FREEDOM
AND PEACE MAKING ‘RITUALS’,
THAN AGGRESSIVE CHIMPANZEES,
WHEN SET FREE AS NATURE CAN BE!
THESE WOMEN IN MATRIARCHAL PACKS ENJOY THEIR
sexual FREEDOM AND AT THE SAME time keep the men in line from getting too aggressive with safety in numbers of the GENERALLY, weaker, SO-CALLED opposite sex.
And truly, it’s interesting as when one of the friends observe them getting too ‘aggressive’ with me, they often come and ‘snatch’ them away from their aggressive ‘rear’ ways of being, to make sure they do not go ‘all the way’, somewhere else.
But the thing is they physically and
emotionally connect to each other
and are not even afraid to do that in
a sensual/sexual way with other women
that creates a mighty bond of love and protection between them.
Yes, Aleiester’s dream of SEXUALITY UNLEASHED and RELEASED IN THE MAGICK PEACE ‘PILL’,
YES ‘THE PILL’ OF THE ‘NEW AGE’, IS COMING TRUE, STILL INSPIRED BY THAT ‘VOICE’ OF HUMAN SEXUAL FREEDOM MORE IMPORTANT IN MY OBSERVING EYES, THAN ANYTHING ELSE, HE HAS OFFERED THROUGH THE ‘VINE’ OF MODERN sexual liberating music with visual eye candy GALORE.
AND ALMOST ALL TOP FEMALE MUSIC ARTISTS,
ARE ALL ABOUT THE T AND A,
AS TRULY THE T AND A IS A
‘MAGICKPILL’ FOR VICARIOUS PLEASURE,
CREATIVITY, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY
PEACE, AND ironically enough,
reduced population
of the human race;
IF the T AND A
CAN spread
far enough
to so-called patriarchal
fundamentalist leaning ways,
whether cultural or religious.
Yes, GOD given human nature,
when unleashed and released
WORKS IN NATURAL GOD GIVEN HUMANITY BALANCE.
AND THE RAVE DANCE HALL, IS A MICROCOSM, OF WHAT MAY BE TO
‘COME’.
MIX THE CREATIVE SPIRIT OF A REFORMED T AND A GOSPEL SINGER LIKE KATY PERRY, BEYONCE, AND RIHANNA AND SCIENCE BASED SEX/SENsual MAGICK IS UNLEASHED AND RELEASED FOR THE MASSES, IN VICARIOUS VIRTUAL SYNERGY OF CREATIVE PEACE PIPE PLEASURE DOPAMINE POWER!
THAT YOUTUBE THINGY IS A POWERFUL FORCE TRULY that makes entropy a small force AS A SMART PHONE NOW IS THE EQUIVALENT OF AN ATOMIC HIGHER POWER FUELING HUMAN IMAGINATION, CREATIVITY AND PRODUCTIVITY; IN OTHER WORDS MAKING FULLER HUMANITY DREAMS COME TRUE!
YES, THE ‘IPHONE’ AND ALL ITS COUSINS,
IS NOT ONLY A TRULY ‘MAGICK’
DEVICE,
it is also the progenitor
truly of the
‘BONOBO
HUMAN’
COME BACK
FROM THE ‘DEAD’,
UNDER LONG DRESSES
AND COVERED HEADS…
PERHAPS, “IT’S”
WHAT TRULY BELONGS
IN THE EASTER BASKET ON
SUNDAY MORNING SERVICES…
Anyway, my philosophy of life,
is playing on YOUTUBE ALL THE TIME. I
DON’T EVEN HAVE TO ‘RIGHT’ IT DOWN.
IT’S LIKE THE ACTION COMING BEFORE THE WORD,
AS IT ALWAYS HAS IN TRUTH OF HUMAN BODY AND MIND BALANCE.
THE GREAtest human potential ever remains the same……
Anyway, thanks TECH, for the inspiration, as you likely know by now, like the ICE PRINCESS from ‘Frozen’, I love to let it go and flow here in words, or even at the gym, where I sound more like a gorilla than a human.
Back to nature, in all ways is the place for this born free,
‘LiON; yes, POSITIVE ion with AN L for LOVE..:)
And with that said, a tribute to ice princesses
who have escaped the long dresses
and head dresses
in all places
where humans live
IN YOUTUBE WAY.
Males have a lot of catching up to do,
to dance like a ballerina mixed martial artist,
like me, to attract women like ‘flying to light’..(:;)
Sexuality/SENSUALITY is a spectrum and until males
GET IT LIKE BOOTIE DANCING WOMEN
ALREADY GET IT, they are going to
be left ‘behind’,
in the so-called war of the sexes.
Mr. ‘Flo Rida’ still doesn’t
GET IT FULLY
BUT his ‘BI-female’ dancers in
A FULLER HUMAN SENSUALITY/SEXUALITY
SPECTRUM do….GET HeR DONE toGEThEr!
MOST WOMEN HAVE BI-SEXUAL INCLINATIONS
AND THAT’S NOT HARD FOR THE
DISCERNING SEXUAL/SENSUAL
EYE TO SEE WHEN
THEY ARE COVERED UP OR NOT.
TO UNDERTAND THE DEEPEST DESIRES
OF THE FEMALE SEXUAL/SENSUAL NATURE IS TO CONNECT LIKE THAT
AS EVERY FRIGGING ROCK AND ROLL MUSIC MALE ‘PHYSICIAN’ HAS DONE FROM ‘ELVIS’ TO ‘KISS’, AND MORE…
YEAH, I can get fist bumps all night when I wear my T-shirt of FIREY EYED DRAGON, AT RAVE DANCING FROM MALES BUT WHEN I WEAR THE ICE PRINCESS T-SHIRT THAT’S WHEN some girls GO WILD.
OH GOD, BEING A PARTICIPANT ANTHROPOLOGY OBSERVER, IS never quite this FUN IN COLLEGE, ALTHOUGH I DID GET TO MASSAGE MY FELLOW FEMALE PEER STUDENT, WHEN we ARE assigned to ‘work’ together in a CLASS ASSIGNMENT in a LAMAZE CLASS, interesting ENOUGH FOR ME, Hmm.. BUTT NOT ‘neARLY’ as interesting as THE BOOTIE DANCES..;) ON RAVE DANCE NIGHT!..:)
ME THE SOBER ONE ALWAYS THOUGH,
OF COURSE, to keep my wedding ring SECURE!
SADLY, ALEISTER WRECKED HIS HEALTH WITH DRUGS.
TRULY DRUGS ARE NOT NECESSARY, WITH A MIND AND BODY BALANCE INTOXICATING FREE.
PEOPLE CAN SEE THE BLISS WRITTEN ALL OVER MAY FACE WHEN I DANCE, AND EVEN BEFORE IN LIFE; WITHOUT FAIL,
ALMOST EVERY WEEK FOR 52 WEEKS OF DANCE, some folks ASKING ME WHAT I’M ON, AND IF THEY CAN PLEASE HAVE SOME.
UNFORTUNATELY, I CANNOT WRITE A PRESCRIPTION FOR THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD WITHIN ME; I CAN ONLY SHOW ‘EM HOW IT’S DONE, AND HOPE THEY PICK UP THEIR GAME IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE FLOW IN FRIGGING JUST LETTING HUMAN GOD GIVEN NATURE GO, BABY, GO!..:)
BUT anyway, here’s that video that I used to headline my laTEST BLOG POST, FOR NOW..:)
Haha! the Intro sounds like the ‘Wheel of Fortune’; in ‘other words’, of course..;)
Now that’s common sense;
TAKING A ‘LONG’ BREAK FROM THIS MARATHON THREAD.
Even I have to compress my extreme strength training/ballet/martial arts work-out at my military gym, from three hours to ONE hour, the other night, after writing over 7,000 words here, in this one LONG frigging thread.
But creative writing is what I do as joy, not task or work, as being financially independent does have its perks, no matter how much I don’t care for money, ironically, and also with COMMON SENSE..;)
Truly the GOD OF NATURE ‘WOULD’ AND WILL BE ‘PROUD’ OF YOU FOR USING YOUR MIND AND BODY IN BALANCE, WHETHER THAN BEING JUST A TALKING HEAD.
LESSON LEARNED FOR ME, WHEN I AM TWELVE YEARS OLD, AND EXERCISING WITHOUT FAIL EVERY WEEK, EXCEPT FOR MY FIRST LOVE WHO TALKS ME (P WHIPS) ME IN TO NOT DOING IT FOR A YEAR, WHEN I am 18 years old, and that IS a huge mistake, as my executive functioning goes to HELL IN A BOX OF STICKY LOVE..;)
It IS almost worth it; her breaking my heart; to get my mind and body BACK IN BALANCE.
Ahh, but without the requirement to work,
I have time at age 54, to do things,
FEW other males
GET TO JUST DO, MY AGE.
IT’S LIKE A MID-LIFE NUCLEAR
EMPOWERING EXPLOSION;
INSTEAD OF IMPLODING HEALTH IN
MIND AND BODY BALANCE CRISIS, AT WORK..:)
YES, I ALREADY DID THAT PART, AT AGE 47,
FOR AROUND 66 MONTHS, OR SO.
ENJOY YOUR HEALTH, IT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE.
And truly that is my area of speciality and expertise that will obviously not be well understood,
or appreciated here, for more than obvious reasons to me, OVERALL, at least.
WHOMEVER BELIEVES OTHERWISE WITH A TALKING HEAD,
may LOSE THEIR MIND AND BODY BALANCE,
IF EVER GAINED AT ALL,
in a hell of real life now.
To live with
mind and body balance
is to live like the rest of Nature
AND/or GOD BEST WHEN IN BALANCE.
AND OH MY GOD of NATURE
THAT’S JUST FRIGGING COMMON SENSE TO
END HUMAN MISERY, SUFFERING, STRIFE,
AND EVEN KILLING FIELDS OF BLOOD.
EASY IN REAL LIFE, YES,
WHEN EXERCISED FULLY IN HUMAN POTENTIAL
BUT EXTREMELY HARD FOR TALKING HEADS,
AS THE EVIDENCE DOES PROVIDE,
at least for me, HERE,
IRREFUTABLY
AS SUCH.
Truly folks,
who have anything close
to mind and body balance,
USUALLY do not mind SHOWING THEIR
REAL FACE AND OR BODY, TO OTHERS.
THAT’S JUST COMMON SENSE.
But of course, I’m not saying
anyone should have to
DO THAT online;
to each his own will,
is my philosophy on that;
no matter the eventual
long term consequences,
of fuller or lesser human potential.
And I am certain that THE GOD OF NATURE AGREES TOO,
AS EXTINCTION OF ENTIRE SPECIES IS A WAY OF GOD TOO,
IN ALL WAYS THAT HAPPENS BOTH REAL and metaphorically too
IN MORE FULLY ATTAINING HUMAN POTENTIAL
OR NOT.
It’s a beautiful thing too.. for humans to be connected like this too.. and it’s too bad it is a lost art.. of a human mind and body more mechanized as robot that truly more fully alive in potential together as a connecting force of nature and animal rather than just another cog in a cultural machine of illusory ways of zoo and everlasting.. now.. Prison life…
Truly the human zoo.. as culture is the most captivating ZOO..
as far as these human eyes can see.. in synchronicity as such..:)
And I can spot a person locked in the Zoo of Prison in life.. in the flesh or word of now..:)
And that is ART OF EMOTIONAL DISCERNMENT.. AND NEVER A SCIENCE OF ROBOT.. IN PRISON ALONE..:)
TO BE ALIVE IN FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL IS TO BE CONNECTED IN A TAPESTRY OF SYNCHRONICITY FLOW..
or the others ‘place’ of truly death in a cultural illusory camp of life.
REAL Heaven or Hell is a choice, not a LITERAL place.
Unfortunately, most people do not know the choice
with human relative free WILL
exercised as such IN JUST LETTING GO..
in synchronous flow of animal and nature TOGETHERCONNECTINGASONELIFEFORCENOW!..:)!
That’s very kind of you ‘Dancing Danny’..
i love to dance too, by the way, in steps and words…
What most people do not understand is precognition is of the emotional mind.. and studies on precognition with emotionally charged sexual pictures have provided at least some evidence of a real effect AND AFFECT of precognition effect.
Any scientific study with steps and routine will take one out of the social-cognition.. feeling ‘right-brain’ associated with our abilities AS human beings to connect with each other in deeper expressed nuanced emotions otherwise know as spirit…
I love the movie ‘Avatar’, as it expresses
this human reality that mechanized minds
often lose or never experience at all..
IN THE FOREST.. ALL NATURAL..
VISUALLY AS FEELING SPIRIT..
FIGURATIVELY ILLUSTRATED
AS MOVING ENERGY AROUND HUMAN BEINGS.
There is a sixth sense of proprioception that one can develop
through martial arts and ballet.. that science has even identified as such..
And yes, human emotional contagion in affective empathy is experienced in a spectrum from the so-called psychopathic leaning mind with little pro-social emotional contagion affective empathy to the EMPATH WHO IS A NATURAL HERO OF SORTS WHO FEELS THE EMOTIONS OF OTHERS SO STRONG THEY ARE NOT SEPARATE FROM SELF.
THE character SPOCK on the original Star TREK, is an excellent metaphor for this real human archetype of empath or angel in flesh and blood form. Spock is extremely rational and calm, yet he can become the other person whenever the need to be a hero becomes the requirement for the betterment of the tribe, whether THE TRIBE IS RELATIVELY small or where no other man has gone before..:)
So yes, there is A 7th human sense of unconditional human love
in connecting to others like SPOCK that truly is
‘SUPERNATURAL’ IN REAL
EFFECT AND AFFECT,
FOR FOLKS WHO CANNOT FATHOM
THE EXISTENCE OR THE EXPERIENCE OF IT.
AND truly I can measure that in words, of dead hole souls..
IN LACK, OF EMOTIONAL WORDED ‘AFFECT’.
It’s the difference for me in being dead
and being able to do this,
PER YOUTUBE VIDEO BELOW, with the power of
FULLER EMPLOYED ALL NATURAL EMOTIONS
OF HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL,
HOPE, FAITH AND BELIEF POWERED
THROUGH PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE;
INCLUDING ADVANCED Intelligence of proprioception, DRIVING EMOTIONAL REGULATION, SENSORY INTEGRATION,
AND enhancing COGNITIVE EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING, including FOCUS AND SHORT TERM WORKING MEMORY.
And speaking of enhanced cognitive executive functioning, focus, and short term working memory, the link above, to my latest 7542 word Epic ‘Piece’ of free verse poetry, completed in one day, and evidenced here in parts of ‘time’ and effort on this site, are with the dark and light inspirations, I find here.
BUT put together in a flow of Synchronicity, in a VARIETY of intelligence(S) that ‘Mr. Fnord’, ‘up there’, can only see as ‘Supernatural’, as truly he has no way to ‘see’ it, CURRENTLY, at all….
And that’s evidence that the
‘Supernatural’ does exist for Mr. Fnord,
IRONICALLY ENOUGH,
but not for me as I experience it in an All Natural way of simply
AND COMPLEXLY expanding more of my natural human intelligence(S), in FEELINGS AND SENSES, RATHER THAN ONLY THINKING WAYS, IN MUCH FULLER MIND AND BODY BALANCE.
IT’S ANOTHER Figurative and literal ‘mixed’ HEMISPHERE OF MIND AND BODY BALANCE THAT IS NATURAL FOR
THOSE FOLKS WHO SEEK IT, FIND IT, employ it, utilize it, and practice it continually but it might as well be ‘Supernatural’ for folks who never reach these levels of human potential.
AND truly, Mr. Fnord, has already suggested that my free verse poetry is disjointed gibberish, so he ALREADY PROVES MY POINT, AMUSINGLY AND YES! INSPIRING TOO, I MIGHT ADD, as TrueST Artists are only inspired and never detracted from their own unique expressions of ART..:)
I have close to 1.1 million views,
of my Art, on my Google PLUS page HOUSING THE MAJORITY OF what I do, ONLINE.
I do not need approval from anyone HERE, as the world is a very big place, with differing minds of interpreting it AND EXPRESSING ALL POTENTIAL HUMAN UNIQUE, AND DIVERSE MINDS AND BODIES IN OR OUT OF BALANCE..;)
BUT NEVER THE LESS, I AM a FULLER human,
and I always appreciate others in what they do
that is positive and inspiring light to help others,
and I do appreciate it when folks can see what I do too,
as light, instead of frigging
disjointed gibberish, Ha-ha!…
Anyway, the dark makes the light too,
so I AM ‘FOND’ OF Mr. Fnord’s Cynicism
of LIGHT here,
AS LIFE IS FRIGGING ‘MAGICK’ FOR FOLKS
WHEN THEY SEEK THAT ‘MAGICK’,
FIND IT, AND MAKE REAL HUMAN DREAMS/MIRACLES COME TRUE.
AND NAH, IT’S NOT JUST IN THE WORDS, IT’S IN DANCE STEPS OF BALLET AND MARTIAL ARTS GRACE, IN A STYLE OF DANCE WALK, NOW ACCOMPLISHED IN A DISTANCE FURTHER THAN THE U.S. EAST AND WEST BOARDERS, IN 3317 miles, as of tonight, in 19 months, MEASURED By NIKE GPS ‘TOM TOM’ SPORTS WATCH, everywhere I go in public,
AS WELL AS A ‘GORILLA SOUL’ TOO THAT CAN roar like a gorilla,
AND MOST DEFINITELY LEG PRESSES 930LBS,
14 TIMES SLOWLY, WITH ARMS RAISED
HIGH IN THE AIR, like a ‘
Ninja’ 54 year-old dude ‘COME BACK TO LIFE’.
MR. FNORD, does NOT HAVE AN EXPLANATION
FOR THIS, AS IT IS POWERED BY THE
REAL EMOTION OF FAITH IN MYSELF
AND MOTHER NATURE TRUE MANIFEST
IN HUMAN NATURE, AS A HIGHER POWER
OF GOD, YES, AKA GOD, AS 100% TRUST TOO.
IF, MR. FNORD, EXPERIENCES THAT STRENGTH
OF HUMAN EMOTION of relative human free will, faith, hope, and belief,
EMOTING REAL LIFE PHYSICAL MIRACLES LIKE THE ONE I WILL LINK AGAIN HERE NOW,
IN CASE you haven’t seen it, and in consideration that I am a shut-in deathly ill person, for close to 66 months, ending in full recovery in July 2013, at age 53, and now doing real life miracles at age 54…
YES, Perhaps, if this happens in Mr. Fnord’s life, he too WILL know that HUMAN experienced ‘Magick’ is real,
and so are real life human miracles, no matter if they are labeled as ‘supernatural’ or ‘natural’ or A ‘BLUE TURTLE’, OR A ‘MAGICK pink UNICORN’, AS THE ESSENCE OF REAL IS WHAT COUNTS; NOT THE LABELS, ALONE, FOR THE ESSENCE INSIDE of the housing of wordy metaphors.
YES, That LABEL part, ALONE, does NOT matter as dreams do come true; illnesses are literally miraculously healed; and with human emotions of relative free will, faith, hope and belief, almost anything is humanly possible..:)
AND I PROVE IT IRREFUTABLY, AS SUCH, AND MR. FNORD, DOCTORS, AND THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD HAVE NO EXPLANATION FOR WHY AND WHAT I CAN LITERALLY DO, IN VIDEO EVIDENCE, too.
I AM NO STEROID HEAD;
I AM ‘A LEAN MEAN, MIRACLE MACHINE’…;)
SMILES..:) THE REAL FUN GOES ON FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME,
WHO NEITHER FEAR THE DARK, OR ARE CYNICAL OF THE LIGHT.
AND FOR OTHERS, IT’S JUST A DARK LIFE, SADLY ENOUGH, OVERALL, IT SEEMS…..
in real life, at times, the applause is almost deafening in the dance halls I frequent.
I come here in full enjoyment of both criticism and dark cynicism, as truly THE DARKEST DARK
MAKES THE LIGHTEST LIGHT IN LOVE, LAUGHTER AND MORE FULLY LOVING AND LIVING LIFE!
Anyway, haha! I’ll salute my own self with ‘Applause’ now.
After all is frigging said and done,
THE IRREFUTABLE PROOF
MOREOVER, THAN ANYTHING ELSE IS
BABY, I AM FREE, AND ‘BORN THIS WAY’
AND HELL NO! NEVER FEARING TO EXPRESS!
TO PARAPHRASE AND QUOTE LADY GAGA AGAin!
Cool! that sound a little bit like me too,
on the dance ‘circuit’.
If you get some youtube videos of it;
it will be cool if you share it here.
There are many improvisational broader Autism Phenotype Autistic folks
who do stuff no one else does when they lose the fear of what other folks think of them.
I have serious social anxiety over meeting the social norm, and soon as I let that go, like the Ice Princess from the movie ‘Frozen’; that’s truly when the real ‘magick’ stars in my life.
And additionally, another person by the name of Aleister Crowley who might have been somewhere on the Broader Autism Phenotype who is financially independent like me that does better allow the ability to ‘let it go’, since one doesn’t have to worry about getting fired at work over it, did come up with the term ‘magick’ with a K to simply provide a metaphor for higher human potential SOUGHT FOUND AND MORE FULLY employed!
The difference between ‘Mr. Dec’,
that one can reference,
is it is suggested he cannot
turn his ‘poetry’ off, whereas I have the ability to do that on a dime.
And truly in my opinion that is magicK, as for many, what I do, does look insane but I can be as pedantic as anyone here either in writing or real life robot ways, if I simply and complexly WILL IT.
AND TRULY THAT IS WHAT ALEISTER CROWLEY MEANS BY MAGICK; SIMPLY HIGHER LEVELS OF HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL OVER NOW IN DESTINY.
I USED TO not believe in fuller human relative free will, until I gain copious amounts of relative free will down to pressing that 930 LBS; internally controlling theta waves for my brain in a dream-like lucid waking state to go into greater creative mode to write without ever tiring; and to never get cold where I live, even when it gets down to 18 degrees in North Florida barefoot in my backyard with close to nothing on, doing TAI CHI.
Human potential is much much more
than what most people think it can be.
Even science has documented YOGI MONKS
who CAN STEAM HEAT OFF OF ICY ROBES
IN ICY POOLS OF WATER,
AND CONTROL their brain activity too,
by maximizing alpha waves for focus;
but to date, I’ve never heard
of them controlling theta waves,
as that takes a kind of bio-feedback
from thousands of hours of wild and free trance dance in mind and body balance.
And truly one must attain the strength of pressing something like 930LBS with their legs to be able to accomplish 3317 miles in 19 months of Olympic level-like training.
Truly I train at a higher level, objectively speaking than a young Olympic Athlete, and why I can and have literally danced ballet/martial arts free style dance all around accomplished young ballet student women, at the club where I dance, where they cannot keep up with me longer than 30 minutes
during my 3 to 4 hours routine there were I do not have to take a break or a drink of water. My ballet female friend who is somewhere between the ages of 18 to 21, asks me how I get away with it, with other folks telling me I must be on some kind of drug to be able to do that asking me for some.
And to their dismay I tell ’em, it’s all natural baby; all I can do is show you how it’s done, as even I do not ‘know’ what I am doing, as it is MOST all flow in letting it go, with little to no NEOcortical control, as truly a real life
NEO-like dude on the dance floor, if one can imagine that with the skills of martial arts NEO in the movie the Matrix developed on A dance floor with hundreds of people, and scores of gorgeous women,
coming to the light of that dance
like a moth to a moonlit FIRE OF NIGHT!..;)
And I have to wear these really cool ‘Maui Jim’ shades even at night because of the Trigeminal Nerve disorder that affects my right eye and ear and will probably have to do that for the rest of my life, even at night like I do now, which is reminiscent of NEO in the Matrix Movie but with me at 233LBS of relative rippling abdominal muscles as my NEW age Renaissance straight male NUDE Renaissance art shows in what my wife calls a ‘twelve’ pack;
I look more like Arnold in the
TERMINATOR, PER I’LL BE BACK
TO DANCE EACH WEEK FOR 53 WEEKS COMING UP THIS
Thursday night than NEO, with all the ballet and martial arts grace PLUS THE 930LBS PRESSING LEG muscle to ground it UP! like a butterfly floating on terrestrial land who can frigging sting the environment with half-a-ton of Bruce LEE like Kicking power.
Bruce Lee is 100 LBS lighter than me,
and EVEN CHUCK Norris
is 73 LBS lighter than me.
Truly I do not think anyone who weighs
233LBS at around 6FEET tall can do the ballet moves I do.
Perhaps the martial arts moves but not likely the spins I do for up to 15 minutes left and right at will over and over, without ever getting even dizzy enough to miss a dance step.
And truly that’s a real life ‘Magick’ human miracle, as when I am a shut-in, I will almost pass-out after a meal when standing up, or just attempting to walk around the neighborhood block one time.
IF I believe, then, science and folks
LIKE MR. FNORD
with all his cynicism
about limits of human potential
in TRUE HUMAN MAGICK,
I WILL STILL BE STUCK
INSIDE LITERALLY
NOT ABLE TO EVEN WALK INTO
‘WHATABURGER’ FOR EVEN 15 MINUTES,
as is the goal of my therapist, at the beginning of July, 2013, before I AM seriously miraculously cured by what I understand as the all-natural internal power of the GOD of Nature manifest in my human nature
SET FREE BY THE END OF JULY AROUND JULY 22ND 2013, WHERE I CAN DO MORE THAN I CAN EVER DO BEFORE I GET SICK,
ALMOST IMMEDIATELY WITH NO FEAR OF SOCIAL SITUATIONS, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THE END OF 19 MEDICAL DISORDERS OVER CLOSE TO A 66 MONTH PERIOD OF TIME,
including the worst pain known to mankind,
type two TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA.
MY OTHER THERAPIST WHO IS
a lauded therapist providing help to folks on the Autism Spectrum
in my metro area, who is also Catholic, termed it as a religious miracle.
For me, it is all natural, as I frigging have to work hard to find that Internal power of GOD in me, from wake to sleep writing in escaping pain that no drug will touch and exploring my internal being for 44 to 45 months,
before breaking out of the illness, and then dance walking 3317 miles in 19 months is truly blood, sweat, and tears,
as although it does not make me cry like a little school girl, I do sweat a ‘Tsunami’, all around my metro area, and when I first get started actually bleed a few times injuring myself before I become more of a butterfly stinging like me, than a man, for metaphor of course..;)
Honestly, with the very limited computer-like brain before that I have, with a body and mind that is so out of balance, I have to watch my wife walk in Walmart and copy her to even get through Walmart until age 53,
IF I put myself back in ‘those shoes’ today,
I WILL truly have to see ME and touch ME
in real life, to believe ME.
HAha!
I believe
in ME..NOW!..
AND THAT’S A LESSON
MOST EVERYONE CAN USE IN
100% EMOTIONS OF HUMAN RELATIVE
FREE WILL IN THE REAL POWERFUL
EMPOWERING EMOTING EMOTIONS
of FAITH, HOPE, AND
BELIEF IN ‘ME’ in action,
IN ‘JUST DOING IT’, WITH 100%
TRUST IN MOTHER NATURE TRUE AKA GOD.
BUT OH MY GOD, IT’S NOT FREE AND TAKES
TONS AND TONS OF CONTINUAL REAL LIFE WORK,
per UP TO A HALF-A-TON OF LEG PRESSING
POWER, for me, AS I’M SURE YOU KNOW
IN WHAT YOU DO IN DANCE TOO!
Anyway, thanks for the positive inspiration, as sadly that kind of reciprocal social communication is limited here; BUT I plan on continuing to change that too, and yes, accept the stuff I cannot change as same, as my inner being is truly as peaceful as the ‘heArt’ of a butterfly always in the calm of the storm now, no matter how fierce the surrounding Hurricane becomes.
And HAHA! that’s the way I dance in the middle
of literally hundreds of wild and ‘crazy’ inebriated college age-folks;
like their hormone/alcohol fueled frenzy doesn’t even affect or effect
this ‘ButterflyBee’! doing what ‘HE’ likes to do with Relative Free Will,
with no one stopping ‘him’ now, either through online silly insults or WTF looks! in real life too!
I am born as a kind trusting empath,
per archetypal angel of a human being
who never sees a stranger.
When I am entering
middle school,
and smiling
generously
at everyone in the hall like everyone is my best friend,
the ‘redneck already homophobe FUNDAMENTALIST
CHRISTIAN boys taunt me with the F word,
and NOT the FRED WORD to make me stop smiling.
I write innovative plays in school, and direct them in theater; win a contest for two home rooms writing a Christmas Story, and play the song ‘Jesus Christ Superstar’ on the Piano in a talent show so overcome with emotions when I stumble away from the piano, TO the ERUPTION of laughter from my fellow peers of students viewing my exhausted creative emotional state, at age 13.
Students make fun
of me looking strange
and more like a female than a male,
in the natural androgynous body
I am blessed with then.
But no, I do not become
a bully, I march out
and get some weights,
with my worm-like body,
and image a stronger person on the exterior,
through string bean bony arms that have no muscle tone at all.
I have always visualized my dreams before they DO come true,
EVEN FINDING AND MARRYING MY
GORGEOUS ‘INDIAN PRINCESS’ LOOKING WIFE
but even then they did start to come true,
as my mother never tells me about limitations and expectations,
and my super-masculine law enforcement father is too weak to raise his children and leaves us at age 3. And no doctor ever tells my super feminine all unconditional loving mother that I am disabled with a deficit ’cause I cannot speak until age 4. He just says don’t worry he has bright and intelligent eyes,
he will speak when he gets good and ready.
And eventually I DO, with great stutter and
incoherence of excited speech for decades.
But nah, even in my forties,
I visualize myself speaking
in long emotional inspiring
paragraphs of writing
and in the same oral tradition
that my elders tell fascinating
and captivating stories,
at the dinner table
for hours on end.
There IS a so-called time period
when all I can do is write a list of sorts,
as for 40 years after that audience laughs at me for playing
the song ‘Jesus Christ SuperStar’, I repress that emotional creative side of my human nature to try to be a big strong man, instead of what PATRIARCHAL FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIAN folks convince me FALSELY, THEN, is weakness in grace, smiling, laughter, creativity, and overall human innate ALL NATURAL happiness, then.
Honestly I become ‘a fallen angel’
but it IS PATRIARCHAL
FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIAN Culture
and not the GOD OF NATURE THAT falsely
CASTS ME OUT,
AS AN OUTCAST
‘EMPATH HUMAN
ARCHETYPE OF ANGEL’.
AND NOW, I LISTEN TO THE GOD
OF NATURE AND JUST SAY, F** YOU!
HA! FUN YOU TO CYNICAL
DISBELIEVING CULTURE
THAT TRULY
HUMANS
CAN BECOME A
HIGHER POWER
IN A MAN i FESTATION
OR A WOMAN i FESTATION OF GOD,
LIKE THE SO-CALLED
REAL FLESH
AND BLOOD HUMBLE
AND NOT GOD OF ALL,
flesh and blood
human being JESUS,
IF HE EXISTS THEN, AT ALL.
IF HE DID NOT EXIST THEN, THERE IS NOTHING
STOPPING OTHER HUMAN BEINGS IN MANIFESTING
THE GOD OF NATURE MORE FULLY IN THEIR OWN SELVES
THROUGH THE REAL EMOTING HUMAN
HIGHER POWERS
OF GOD IN HUMAN,
I MENTION ABOVE.
SOMETIMES
THE SIGNATURE
OF MYTHS
DO COME
BEFORE FLESH.
AND there are many human beings
who already HISTORICALLY exemplify THAT in REAL LIFE,
FROM JACK LALANNE TO BRUCE LEE AND MANY MORE ‘RIPLEY BELIEVE IT OR NOT’ HUMAN INCARNATES OF THE HIGHER POWER OF THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT, YES! MANIFEST IN HUMAN BEINGS!
Anyway, once again, thanks for the inspiration.
That my friend, IS ‘SUPERFUN’ TOO!
LIKE DANCING WORDS TO LIFE!
HAVE A GREAT NOW IN THE DANCE
OF LIFE THAT CAN COME TRUTH AND LIGHT
REAL WHEN DREAMS COME TRUE!
Truly, synchronicity is no force of ‘Quantum’ human subconscious, ‘DREAMTIME’, coming to the surface of the conscious mind AND BODY IN BALANCE, in ‘Acausal’ connecting principle, per
INDIVIDUAL OR GROUP DYNAMIC
psychological meaningfulness, to scoff AT.
IN enduring the first two years
of the worst pain
known to mankind,
described as such,
in medical literature,
including crucifixion, AS
‘that’ is a hot topic of this week THAT I
DO experience during all waking hours for close to 66 months;
it IS not a question OF IF I want to commit suicide, as I love my life more than I CAN imagine anyone else loving their life, before I FALL ill with this literally described suicide disease, with never ever a thought of suicide before I fall ill;
YES, I carry a metal chain in my bicycle basket,
as riding a bicycle cools my head off, mediating
the Dysautonomia, I suffered through, too,
where I would NOT become faint,
like I will, walking
in the Summer months,
without a breeze around the block;
Causing additional stress THAT an autonomic nervous system
that no longer controls my heart rate and blood pressure in synch
well, becomes worse with the elevated temperatures
of my much larger than average head.
Larger human heads do retain, more heat,
specific to this issue, and this is why, overall,
one finds cranial capacities slightly larger
in colder latitudes, on average,
like Russia for example,
compared to countries close to the equator.
I pick out a wooded area, some miles from home,
on a road named Martin road
to find an escape if the pain
becomes so horrifying
that I can literally
no longer bare it,
where I can hang myself,
WITHOUT MISTAKE,
IN HOPES NO ONE WILL FIND THE BODY.
Yes, a horrifying thing to have to consider but a utility
for experiencing a pain like teeth drilled without Novocaine
that affects my right eye and ear, during all waking hours.
Anyway, SYNCHRONICITY LITERALLY
AND METAPHORICALLY SAVES MY LIFE, THEN, AS
DURING MY DARKEST days of pain, my wife has a dream where she and her dead grandmother are HANGING ORNAMENTS ON A TREE, SPECIFICALLY, ON MARTIN ROAD.
MY wife had never ever mentioned that Road, per topic of conversation in our entire two decade marriage, and she wakes in the morning telling me about IT, in my darkest days of despair with the severe pain, considering THAT TREE THAT SAME DAY, FOR MY ‘final’ ESCAPE.
SHE SAYS, then
THAT IS THE STRANGEST DREAM,
WHY THE HELL DID I DREAM ABOUT MARTIN ROAD.
SHE HAS NO IDEA, then, I have the chain in the bicycle basket, or what I am contemplating, and I never tell her about the chain, until I completely recover, from the pain disorder, three years later.
HOWEVER, I KNow THAT DREaM iS FOR ME, IN SYNCHRONICITY WAY, AND TRULY ‘A MESSAGE of Sychronicity OF SORTS’, FROM ALLTHATIS AKA GOD, THAT I HAVE MORE THINGS TO DO IN THIS LIFE
FOR
NOW
AFTER THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD THE PAIN GETS,
I NEVER CONSIDER SUICIDE AGAIN, IN MY THOUGHT PROCESS;
HOWEVER, I do not TAKE THE CHAIN OUT OF THAT BASKET,
UNTIL I RECOVER, IN THE END OF JULY, IN 2013.
THE GOD OF NATURE, IS ONE STRANGE FORCE.
STRANGER THAN FICTION, PER PARAPHRASED
QUOTE FROM MARK TWAIN, AS FICTION
HAS TO MAKE SENSE, TO SELL BOOKS,
BUT NAH, REALITY DOES
NOT HAVE TO MAKE SENSE,
AND DOES NOT ALWAYS MAKE SENSE
EVEN WHEN IT MAKES THE BEST SENSE OF ALL,
LIKE A WIFE HAVING A little dream about her grandmother
and her hanging ornaments on a tree, ON A VERY SPECIAL MARTIN ROAD.
That IS my only experience of Synchronicity, during my fullest illness days, except at the beginning when I AM attempting to walk around the block with my wife,
when I first leave work, feeling an incredible sensation of time slowing down, and my wife states immediately after THAT; OH MY GOD, IT FEELS LIKE TIME JUST SLOWED DOWN.
THAT’S THE FIRST AND LAST TIME THAT EVER HAPPENED;
EXCEPT, TWO YEARS EARLIER,
IN 2006, I HAVE THE SENSATION
OF TIME SPEEDING UP,
UNTIL THAT DATE IN
AROUND MARCH OF 2008,
WHEN IT slows
down,
AND
I
do
not
tell
my wife
about that, then,
IN 2006, as it is too strange,
I think, to make sense to anyone,
as it may be here, as well, and
she didn’t make any mention
of recognizing it herself, at that time, in 2006.
I am in a state of Creative Flow with ALLTHATIS,
PER MOTHER NATURE TRUE,
ALMOST CONTINUOUSLY NOW,
AS A FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT PERSON
WHOSE WIFE TAKES CARE OF ALL THE
‘mechanized mind and body,
DETAILS,
OF RUNNING A HOME.
AS, MENTIONED EARLIER,
I EXPERIENCE LITERALLY
HUNDREDS
OF
SYNCHRONICITIES
IN
SOME DAYS
OF MY
CREATIVE
EFFORTS;
AND TRULY
WHEN ONE IS WORKING
WITH THE GOD OF NATURE IN
EMOTIONAL/IMAGINATION/CREATIVE/
INSTINCTUAL/INTUITIVE ACTIVITIES,
INSTEAD OF AGAINST
THE HUMAN
CREATIVE INSTINCT
IN
MECHANICAL COGNITION ACTIVITIES;
THAT IS when Synchronicity CAN
become almost a way life, instead of the exception of non-creating mechanized human minds, where one is so out of mind and body balance for true human creativity that the experience of ‘GOD WINKS’ AND OR SYNCHRONICITY MAY BE CLOSE TO NON-EXISTENT.
Interesting.. that’s almost precisely what the prophet Jesus.. Peace be upon him states..
as reported in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas Verse 37.. quoted below.. in full text form..
BUT
OF course censored out of the New Testament by the Nicea Council in 325 AD
or even before that time.. as history now clearly shows per easily assessable
records online.. here.. http://www.gotquestions.org/council-of-Nicea.html
Emperor Constantine of the Roman Empire and associated Catholic
Leaders at THAT time promote a humble prophet and teacher into
a Soldier GOD of the Universe in tandem to expand the HOLY
Roman Empire and Roman Catholic Church Ruling ways
AND so Emperor Constantine can
follow suit and erect a monolithic
statue of his likeness
in the form of a Son God hImself…
POWER IS THE ELIXIR OF HUMANS
WHO HAVE NOT BEEN Loved as children..
are abused.. repressed.. oppressed and subjugated
per GOD of Nature given Human nature… FOR humans
who are given an unconditional nurturing childhood consistently..
equally.. per the male and female gender.. allowing each to freely express
emotions and sensory connections to the GOD of Nature.. LOVE iS THE WAY
AND THERE IS NEVER THE FEAR TO BE A CHILD OF GOD WITH OR WITHOUT
CLOTHES IN FRONT OF ANYONE.. AND YEAH.. THAT’S A PRETTY TALL ORDER
FROM GOD..
IN THE WORLD WE LIVE IN.. EAST AND WEST ALIKE…
STILL SADLY ENOUGH… BUT I FOR one Serve GOD ALONE
AND AM NEITHER ASHAMED OR FEAR TO STAND BEFORE
HUMANITY IN THE GARMENTS NATURALLY GIFTED
TO ME
BY GOD.
“37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Oh.. and if you are speaking of baring emotions instead of clothes truly that is both metaphor and literal for the gnostic words of Jesus
as human emotions reside in the body of human being where Jesus understands and relates in mystical metaphor that the marriage of the lamb is the bridegroom of the mind joined in balance with the bride of the body housing emotions and the non-verbal expressions of connecting human emotions.
Wherever and whenever these emotions/body are covered up both literally by clothes or metaphorically by cultural and or religious oppression/repression and subjugation through illusory fears of ostracizing or discipline against sharing loving and all the nuances of freely expressed emotions there will be great human suffering, misery, strife, and blood flowing in killing fields of human hate..
To change the world we must be not be afraid to bare and share our body, mind, heart, soul, spirit, with all other humans and beyond with all of Allah’s Nature to be the change we want to see…
Yeah.. I made the mistake of not seeing the deeper metaphors late last night but reviewing your words I saw the context of your feelings in your last post here.. Please do continue to blog and share all your emotions here.. as I understand Patriarchal cultures that tend to repress human emotions.. And truly the blogging experience can be the only real outlet to do this and honestly that saved my heart, soul, and spirit and literally saved my life in healing 19 medical disorders.. Humans are emotional creatures who must express those emotions freely in mind and body connecting ways to thrive.. So please do continue to share all of that here for THAT.. At least…
The ultimate
TRUTH IS
THERE IS NO ESCAPING ALIVE,
EXISTENCE, AS IS, AKA GOD.
Smart folks figure this out by increasing
their existential intelligence and JUST ENJOY LIFE, AS IS.
NOT SO SMART FOLKS, DO NOT DO THAT,
per WHATEVER IT TAKES.
Smiling folks in ‘Church’, in CHURCH RICH countries,
are the countries with the lowest rates of suicide.
Hmm.. who ARE THE SMART ONE’S WHEN IT
COMES TO REPRODUCING AND
SURVIVING.
NAH, THAT HAS LITTLE TO NOTHING TO DO,
WITH EITHER GRADE SCHOOL
STATUS..
OR
FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS.
Honestly, at the ‘end of the day’, it all comes down to
how much ‘love’ a person CAN GIVE AND RECEIVE, AS
SOCIALLY COOPERATIVE HUMAN ANIMALS.
ANYTHING ELSE IS NEITHER SCIENTIFIC
PER WHAT HUMAN NATURE
EVEN MEANS
OR
FRIGGING COMMON SENSE
FOR human social animal
COOPERATIVE SURVIVAL.
CHURCH is definitely THE HOUSING
AND METAPHOR OF VEHICLES AND
VESSELS FOR HUMAN
COOPERATIVE SOCIAL ANIMAL
‘LOVE’ TO MAKE
THAT HAPPEN AS
EVIDENCED IN EXTREMELY LOW
SUICIDE RATES FOR FOLKS WITH
EXISTENTIAL
INTELLIGENCE who DO GO TO CHURCH.
All that TRULY matters is existence
makes sense, and A person
can live happily and fear free.
If that takes a myth to MAKE THAT HAPPEN..
IT DAM SURE BEATS
SUICIDE
ANY DAY OF
NOW.
I’VE VISITED SCORES OF CHURCHES
WITH THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE,
AND THE COMMON DENOMINATOR OF most of ALL
THAT TRULY COUNTS
IS IN HUMAN SOCIAL COOPERATION AND ‘LOVE’.
Now to be clear, these are fallible
humans WHO WILL exclude folks
who are much different than
the perceived norm.
But that’s just Human
Instinct and Nature
per
the
‘SCIENCE’ OF ANTHROPOLOGY 101.
To understand Human Nature and to take advantage of
ALL THE BENEFITS, WITHOUT THROWING THE ‘BABY’ OUT
WITH SOME DIRTY DEVIL DETAILS OF WATER..
IS TO SURVIVE, WITHOUT HUMAN
suffering, and misery.
Anything else is
JUST
TRUEST HUMAN NATURE, SCIENCE BASED
‘STUPIDITY’.
Nah, the folks going to church,
by the end of the day,
are the ones who ARE going to reproduce the most,
and simply or COMPLEXLY SURVIVE; THAT’S JUST
BASIC MATH, AND HEAD COUNTS 101,
PER ALL THAT TRULY
COUNTS, IN ANY
ANIMAL’S
LIFE,
OVERALL, TO JUST
FRIGGING GET HERE, AND EXIST.
Hmm.. ‘GOD’ JUST GIGGLES
AT
FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS
AND YEAH..
‘GOD’ STICKS
GOD’S
‘TONGUE OUT’
AT HUMAN BEINGS, AS HAHA!
THERE IS NO FRIGGING ESCAPE ALIVE
FROM NATURE AKA GOD MANIFEST IN
HUMANS AS HUMAN NATURE.
LIKE IT OR NOT, THE GOD OF
NATURE IS
‘YOUR’ MASTER
WITH
NO FRIGGING
LIVING
EXCAPE.
I make
the best of it,
as I have learned to
TRULY BE SMART,
WITH FULLER HUMAN
INTELLIGENCES, INCLUDING
EXISTENTIAL INTELLIGENCE,
more fully
Utilized and Practiced
NOW…
And that’s truly sad, and in some ways a self-fulfilling prophecy. Yeah, the way that Physical Education is conducted in schools, still, is ludicrous, as a competition instead of education, in how to achieve mind and body balance.
And even astoundingly ridiculous,
is that it is not even a requirement now, where I live, for grades 10 through 12.
Clinical studies associated with Autism do show that movement therapy, is a real way to increase reciprocal social communication prowess,
WITH ENHANCED EMOTIONAL REGULATION, SENSORY INTEGRATION, AND COGNITIVE EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING through greater focus and short term working memory achieved.
The best way to gain symptoms of Autism, per reciprocal social communication difficulties (particularly non-verbal communication), is to sit still all day long in front of a computer, and as science shows now THAT is also a direct factor in why up to 90% of school age children in technologically advanced Asian countries are NOW near-sighted.
Humans are inherently evolved to forage
and scan the horizon,
in social cooperation
with other humans for survival.
Anything else, is PURE INSANITY,
WHEN IT COMES TO frigging sitting still and
NOT FLESH AND BLOOD CONNECTING TO OTHER HUMAN BEINGS.
TRULY, THERE IS AN EPIDEMIC OF ‘THIS’ INSANITY IN OUR MODERN WAYS OF LIFE.
I WAS TERRIBLE AT TEAM SPORTS, ALWAYS PICKED LAST ON ALL SPORTS TEAMS, as I was too aware of too many details of human behavior to get focused in my part of the Team Sports Activity.
But nah, that didn’t stop me from becoming an Athletic Director, at a Military Installation, for what my promoting Federal Civilian Manager hired me for, as what he stated is a ‘valuable commodity’, with ‘special’ computer skills, or being the literally strongest LEG person, at age 54, at my local military gym, NOW, or assessed as the MVP of dance, at one of the top 100 rated dance clubs in America, NOW, and nah,
I dance solo; no team dance, or even couples stuff..
for me…
But yeah, I still connect to the opposite SEX,
BIG TIME, AS already evidenced here
‘ad-nauseam’, including the leg pressing
AMAZING FEAT OF FEET, OF 930LBS,
14 TIMES SLOWLY, over a 88 second period of time, with my arms raised over my head.
Truly, physical intelligence, of the creative 360 degrees kind, moving through distance and space, HAS BEEN THE CURE FOR AUTISM FOR ME, and again, clinical studies, now, per MOVEMENT THERAPY FOR AUTISM,
ARE PROMISING, IN POTENTIAL, SIMILAR RESULTS.
IT’S A BRAVE NEW WORLD,
WITH OLD
WORLD
ANSWERS.
CLEAR AS BEFORE
THE
‘APPLE’, IS EVER TASTED
BY SO-CALLED EVE,
IN MECHANIZED
CRYSTALLIZED
KNOWLEDGE
INTELLIGENCE INSTEAD OF
PHYSICAL SOCIAL COGNITION
WAY of FLUID INTELLIGENCE…
OH GOD, the common sense,
is both ironic, DELICIOUS, AND
TRULY SAD FOR FOLKS WHO
CAN EVEN STILL feel THAT
EMOTION.
Human emotions reside all through ‘IN’
the body. To not use the body in creative
movement, is to lose a mind and body
in potential amazing butterfly-like and
stinging like a BEE BALANCE, like
BRUCE LEE
OR
MUHAMMAD
ALI.
THOSE DUDES ARE TRULY SMART, WHEN
THE FLESH AND BLOOD HITS
THE REAL HIGHWAY
OF
LIFE.
AND sadly with a little tribute
to ALI..
A master of human physical
intelligence with
a wit as fast as his
FISTS, IN BOTH WORDS
AND NON-VERBAL
COMMUNICATION.
STANDARD IQ TESTS DON’T
TOUCH
‘ALI
INTELLIGENCE’.
AND HELL yeah, I CAN FLOAT
LIKE A BUTTERFLY AND STING
LIKE ALI, BUT IT LOOKS
MORE LIKE
BRUCE LEE
THAN
ALI..;)
YEAH, AND i protect my
HEAD, TG,
and still fill the
DANCE ARENA
WHEREVER
i
go…
Nah, baby, this ain’t Pseudo-Science,
and THE SO-CALLED Scientific Method
WiLL
NEVER EVER accurately MEASURE THIS
NON-REPEATABLE EXPERIMENT,
and/OR HUMAN EXPERIENCE
OF ALI, or anyone like
the ‘BLACK SUPERMAN’.
NON-REPEATABLE IS WHAT
IT
IS..
AND HELL YEAH,
THE GOD of Mother
Nature TRUE IS TOO
as
IS.
And nah, this HAS probably never ever been discussed here,
as honestly, how many ‘athletic stars’ of any
kind post here.
I FOR ONE blow away MANY
stereotypes wherever
i go….
AND that my
friends TRULY
is the beauty
of my REFUSAL
TO CONFORM AND
DESIST IN FULLER HUMAN
FREEDOMS AND POTENTIAL.
AND AGAIN, IF I BELIEVED ALONE
IN SCIENCE, DOCTORS, OR SCIENCE ABSTRACTS
ON ALL MY ILLNESSES DURING 60 months of shut-in
existence,
I would likely be dead now, instead of assessed as
a ‘GREAT WHITE HOPE’, per ‘superman of Dance’ in the
frigging general local metro public, where
I dance in real life, off this frigging
two dimensional ‘scream’
of
life……
Anyway, it’s time to move on to
much GREENER PASTURES IN
DANCE TONIGHT,
so long.. so long..
for now…;)
And to be clear, I am just a story teller of modern ‘E-LAND Oral Tradition’
in spreading ‘WORDS AND ART OF WISDOM’.
YES, An ‘OLDEN DAYS’ SKILL, NOT ‘QUIeT’ lost for me….
THIS IS not directed,
personally, at anyone here.
Nor, DO I EXPECT ANYONE TO READ IT, HERE.
BUT IT IS MY SPECIAL INTEREST, AND IT
IS WHAT I DO..
AND FRIGGING HELL YES,
IT IS DIRECTLY ON TOPIC.
PERIOD..:)
YES, REALLY DEEP
BUT NEVER THE ‘LESS’,
‘RIGHT’ ON
TOPIC.
One DOES NOT seem to understand, friend.
GOD MAKES GOD’S PRESENCE KNOWN TO FOLKS,
WHO SEEK GOD, WITHOUT NAME.
AND UNTIL one ‘SEEs’
as in ‘Experience’
THIS FORCE OF VERB,
SOME FOLKS, NAME AS GOD,
AND FIND GOD,
FOR ALL PRACTICAL INTENTS
AND PURPOSES
GOD
DOES
NOT
EXIST
IN one’s LIFE.
GOD’S ThERE..EVERywHeRE…
One JUST HAS not FOUND GOD YET,
ApparenTly.
AND TRULY SOME SOME FOLKS SIMPLY DO NOT,
NO MATTER HOW LONG THEY LIVE THIS TERRESTRIAL
LIFE IN ONE LIFE.
AND YEAH, the Noise of Human Abstract Language and
CULTURE IS THE BIG CAMEL AND THE hole of the needle
closing in on the perceptual reality of experiencing and
understanding what the three letter word GOD actually
IS AS VERB OF FORCE PERCEIVED
AND EMPLOYED
TO
MAKE
REAL LIFE
HUMAN MIRACLES
COME TRUE..
THAT I have already evidenced
ad-nauseam for what THAT
HAS/IS DONE/DOING
FOR ME
HERE
OVER
AND
OVER…
AND UNTIL
one experiences
IT.. IT IS like being
blind and
deaf..
to fuller reality of ALLTHAT
is AKA GOD
and
FULER Human Potential.
THE journey is one’s own.
The paths are one’s own.
IF IT IS TO BE IT IS UP
TO ME..
‘i JUST DID/DO IT’..
i HAVE NO CONTROL
OVER WHAT
OTHER FOLKS
WILL NOW..
WITH OR
WITHOUT
THE POWER
OF
UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE..
AKA AS THE
FORCE OF
GOD
MANIFEST
IN
HUMAN BEING.
YES! GOD! HAS/IS
MORE THAN ONE
FRIGGING ‘SHADE
OF
GREY’
OR
‘COLOR’…
i ‘mean’ ‘DUH’!..;)
I write free verse poetry, dude.
Just ignore it, if you like; doesn’t hurt my feelings
and I do not mind being different, AT ALL, HAHA!..;)
Not all folks are cut out to understand it, obviously.
But I run in INTERNATIONAL POETRY CIRCLES WHERE EVERY word is easily understood BY Folks who have the ‘right-brain’ interpretive skills to understand human metaphor, per the English language that doesn’t HAVE TO FOLLOW THE QUEEN VICTORIA RULE, of PROPER ENGLISH.
I FIND normal language quiet the bore, as I am a technical writer for the government, for years, and can write like a robot as well, as anyone here, if I care to be bored.
It’s just an advanced kind of one of many more types of Human Intelligences, BEYOND STANDARD IQ INTELLIGENCE, including the REAL LIFE intelligence in perceiving and understanding GOD; ALL innately, instinctually, and intuitively.
And honestly, If you do not understand that relative human free will, faith, hope, and belief are real life human emotions, THAT EMOTE HUMAN ACTION, REGARDLESS OF CULTURAL AND RELIGIOUS RULE AND A THREE LETTER WORD TO IMPRISON A FAKE ANTHROPOMORPHIC GOD, truly you are missing a big piece of the human pie to do real life HUMAN miracles like the one below.
When you can do this, come back and tell me how much you understand about REAL FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL life, ‘Grasshopper’..;)
Until then, good luck…:)
And if you are
EVER able to do
ANYTHING LIKE this,
OF this human real life magnitude in
flesh and blood physical achievement,
YOU WILL UNDERSTAND GOD,
as that is the only WAY to do it,
WITH the INTERNAL
HUMAN higher power of GOD
or frigging anabolic steroids
that is NOT MY WAY OF ALL NATURAL,
SUPER HUMAN LIKE STRENGTH,
WITH THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD,
AS MY FUELING FORCE
FOR almost everything I do in real life miracles.
ANYWAY, HAVE A NICE NOW, I can only hope that all people will enjoy life,
as much as I do now WITH REAL LIFE SUPER HUMAN STRENGTH,
GRACE, UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, AND FEARLESS COURAGE.
And yeah, I’ll pray too, FOR THAT FOR YA,
AND folks who know how to ‘work it’ baby
are successful at that too; but it only works
with receptive participants in the ‘game’ of
GOD’s HIGHER POWER IN REAL LIFE HUMAN ‘STUFF’.
And with all that said, here’s a little theme musicK by Boston..;)
To make my now, AT LEAST, for now..;)
The higher Power of GOD only works
for those folks who seek it,
find it, employ it, develop it, utilize it, and practice IT
CONTINUOUSLY THROUGH THE TRUE HIGHER POWER OF GOD
MANIFEST IN HUMAN BEINGS IN EMOTIONS
OF RELATIVE FREE WILL, FAITH, HOPE, BELIEF
THROUGH IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY
THROUGH PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE
DRIVING MIND and body balance
regulating emotions, integrating senses,
increasing cognitive executive functioning
through greater focus
and short term memory;
and then next thing ya know,
ya might be a real LIFE SUPERMAN LIKE ME,
NAMED A LEGEND OF DANCE, in ones’ metro area.
TRUST ME, STRANGER THINGS HAVE,
CAN, AND WILL HAPPEN, at least,
WITH THE POWER OF GOD.
GOING against it is only another PERSON’S loss in life,
And choice, per whatever WILL a human being can develop.
And truly the greaTEST emotional power
IS the GIFT OF ALL UNCONDITIONAL LOVE,
PER THE GOD OF NATURE’S GREATEST
POTENTIAL GIFT TO all of
HUMAN NATURE TO EXERCISE AS A
potential TRUE REAL LIFE HUMAN HERO,
like the dude Jesus, if he really does exist, then….
All in ‘JUST’ my very educated and experienced opinion, NOW,
of course..;)
Quote:
‘Science succeeds. Philosophy fails….’
And truly, if a person is a human being, per humanity and a full emotional life, science FAILS AT ACCURATELY MEASURING THE EXPERIENCE OF HUMAN BEING, AND THE PHILOSOPHY OF THE HUMAN HEART/SOUL, IS THE IRREFUTABLE WINNER, IN FACT,
EVIDENCED AS SUCH BY ME.
AND TRULY WHEN THE DUST HITS THE ROAD AT THE END OF THE DAY, THERE IS EITHER ‘SOUL/HEART’ OR NOT, or ‘sum’ approximation of IT.
AND YOU MY FRIEND, HAVE BEEN ‘COLD HEARTED/SOULED’ ENOUGH
TO STATE THAT IT IS YOUR OFFSPRING’S PROBLEM IF THEY AREN’T STRONG ENOUGH TO PULL THEIR BOOT-STRAPS UP IN potential future, TOUGH ECONOMIC TIMES. To be clear you suggested that in words to that effect and LACK OF ‘affect’.
And truly that IS A MEASURE OF ‘SOUL/HEART’, IN WHAT IT EVEN FRIGGING MEANS, IN HUMAN METAPHOR.
SO IN OTHER WORDS, there is NO WAY YOU CAN POSSIBLY more fully UNDERSTAND WHAT I JUST ASSERTED, AS IT MAKES little to NO SENSE WITHOUT A ‘SOUL’, OR A tiny one like the Grinch before he grows one 10 TIMES BIGGER THAN THE AVERAGE GRINCH, like me…;)
AND that MEANS unconditional LOVE, where empathy and love is the prize for all, whether OTHERS are strong or not, OR CANNOT PULL THEIR FRIGGING BOOT-STRAPS UP WHEN THEY ARE WEAK, and or experiencing tough times, for economic or health reasons.
And frigging HELL YES, IT EXISTS, FOR FOLKS WHO CAN SIMPLY AND COMPLEXLY FEEL THE NUANCES OF IT, per fully experiencing
WHAT HUMANITY CAN BE; SOUL/HEART THAT IS. YES, ‘HUMANITY METAPHORS’ INCLUDE HEART, AND THE EXPRESSION OF HEART AND/OR SOUL IN HUMAN SPIRIT.
AND FRIGGING HELL NO, SCIENCE HAS NO TOOL TO ACCURATELY MEASURE A SOUL, HEART, OR EVEN SPIRIT;
The Human Soul, Heart, and spirit, is a non-repeatable ‘experiment’, and an experience that varies AT LEAST AS MUCH, AS frigging snowflakes between each human being, OR FRIGGING FINGER PRINTS, as it is NEVER EVER IDENTICAL.
BUT SURE SCIENCE CAN MEASURE A FINGER PRINT, AS IT IS OBSERVABLE, WHEREAS EMOTIONS ARE EXPERIENCED INTERNALLY, AND WHEN NOT EXPRESSED THROUGH SOME MEANS OF COMMUNICATION, VERBALLY OR NON-VERBALLY, ARE FOR PRACTICAL INTENTS AND PURPOSES FRIGGING INVISIBLE,
OR THAT METAPHOR
NAMED ‘SUPER-NATURAL’;
I mean DUH, common sense friend,
with or without-out that ONE COULD ONLY ‘HOPE’ I GUESS,
AND only IF THEY EXPERIENCE THE EMOTION OF HOPE.
NAH, THIS AIN’T THE STUFF FOR THE WIMPY
SCIENTIFIC METHOD TO FIGURE OUT.
IN FACT, NO ‘ROBOT’ WILL EVER BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND SOMETHING ‘INVISIBLE’ LIKE HUMAN EMOTIONS, EXPERIENCED INTERNALLY THAT ACTUALLY, can be measured partially by the actions HUMAN internal EMOTION EMOTES;
OTHERWISE KNOWN AS HUMAN COGNITIVE AND AFFECTIVE EMPATHY EXPERIENCED INTERNALLY AND EXPRESSED FULLER FOR ALL OTHERS; again the HUMAN metaphors of heart and soul, expressed as SPIRIT.
BUT words and cognitive empathy EXPRESSED do give an ‘indication’ for those of us, WITH A SOUL/HEART, TO DISCERN IF ANOTHER HUMAN BEING HAS A HEART/SOUL FULLER EXPERIENCED AND EXPRESSED, IN THE METAPHOR OF HUMAN SPIRIT.
AND WITH A REALLY BIG HEART/SOUL, A FIFTY THREE YEAR OLD FIVE-YEAR SHUT-IN MAN CAN PROGRESS TO what folks in his local METRO area call a LEGEND OF DANCE, AND PRESS 930 LBS, 14 TIMES SLOWLY, WITH HIS LEGS, over a period of 88 seconds, LIKE A ‘NINJA’ WITH his hands raised over his head, AT AGE 54.
AND YES, the only person in the entire world now, in the land of Google, who can DO 930LBS THIS WAY; THAT YOU CAN FIND THE EVIDENCE FOR WITH A SIMPLE google SEARCH ON THE TERM, ‘930 LBS’. NO ONE CAN DO HEAVY LEG PRESSES LIKE THIS, evidenced as such, in the BIG GOOGLE ‘WORLD RECORD BOOK’, WITH THEIR HANDS RAISED IN THE AIR, as most people use their arms for leverage, to do ‘amazing’ feats of foot like this….
And in case you haven’t perused THAT EVIDENCE, I WILL PROVIDE THAT EVIDENCE AGAIN HERE. I do not want to trouble you with a search..;)
THAT MY FRIEND IS GENERATED BY HEART/SOUL, NOT A FRIGGING WIMPY SCIENCE TEXTBOOK…… OR A BONY SCIENTIFIC METHOD..;)
YES, THIS IS AN EXPRESSION IN SPIRIT OF
HOW BIG MY SOUL/HEART IS; ENJOY, IF you can or will…;)
CASE CLOSED..
for now..;)
And as, I have stated once before with you;
you once asked ‘Alex’ here how he got connected to gorgeous gals in photos here.
I’ll show ya how it’s done friend, with some pointers, and over 200 photos of gorgeous gals for photographic evidence, in case you have not perused or pursued that evidence.
Yes, human heart and soul, FULLY EXPRESSED LIKE I DO IT, IN THE HUMAN SPIRIT OF DANCE IN NON-VERBAL DANCE, HAS ITS BENEFITS, LIKE A FRIGGING TITANIUM CREDIT CARD THAT NEVER RUNS OUT IN ATTRACTING the opposite SEX.
I mean seriously, if you knew you could grow a soul/heart, like this when you are 54, AND FULLY EXPRESS IT IN NON-VERBAL SPIRIT, AND ACCOMPLISH WHAT I DID AND DO IN THOSE OVER 200 PHOTOS WITH GORGEOUS GALS, what would you have done TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN, AS I KNOW THIS SPEAKS YOUR LANGUAGE, OF ‘HUMAN JOY’..;)
HUMAN HEART, SOUL, AND SPIRIT, IS REAL BABY, AND FOR THOSE OF US WHO HAVE IT, WE MAKE REAL MIRACLES HAPPEN, WITH EASE, LIKE A FEATHER FLOATING IN THE HEAVEN OF NOW.
AND THAT’S INCREDIBLE, TO STATE IT IN RIPLEY’S TERMS OF ‘BELIEVE IT OR NOT’.
REAL HUMAN STRENGTH IS IN THE EMOTING POWERS OF THE HUMANS EMOTIONS OF RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL, FAITH, HOPE, AND BELIEF, expressed through the real human emoting powers of imagination and creativity
through human PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE IN ALL INNATE INSTINCT AND INTUITION, AND WHO KNOWS IF YOU STILL HAD THESE HIGHER HUMAN POTENTIALS EXPRESSED MORE FULLY,
IN YOUR 70’S LIKE I HAVE IN MY 50’S, YOU MIGHT STILL BE DOING WHAT I CAN AND JUST DO NOW, or even more, as I for one, certainly do NOT HOLD ‘ALL THE MARBLES’ OF FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL IN HEART AND SOUL, EXPERIENCED AND EXPRESSED AS SPIRIT.
WHY NOT; 20-SOMETHING YEAR OLD DUDES CANNOT COME CLOSE TO WHAT I CAN ACCOMPLISH WITH A MEGA GRINCH HEART, AT 54…;)
AND THE FABULOUS Jack LaLanne, DID MANY MORE amazing physical achievements with human heart, and soul, more fully in tow, and expressed in toes of feet in human feats, in the potential of human spirit, more fully experienced and expressed in physical way, than I do now, in his 60’s….
AND HELL NO, THE bony SCIENTIFIC METHOD, WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO PROVE HOW I DO IT BABY.
AND WITH THAT SAID, HERE’S A LITTLE SONG; THAT kinda expresses what I do with heart, soul, and spirit, FULLER in HUMAN POTENTIAL tow, with ‘magic toes’, of feats of foot EXPRESSED IN HUMAN PHYSICAL SPIRIT.
Except, I’m drug free baby, with the higher power of GOD aka known as those emoting human emotions behind me like a frigging Hurricane of SPIRIT FLOW! OR TSUNAMI; TAKE YOUR PICK..;)
Remember; wink..;)
AND THANKS FOR THE
‘dark inspiration’, “RUVE’ BABY”..;)
LET’S FACE FACTS AND METAPHOR.
THERE ARE TWO WORLDS, THE WORLD(S)
OF SCIENCE IN SYSTEMIZING MIND,
OTHERWISE KNOWN AS AUTISTIC
WITH A U, TO THE EXTREME,
AND THE WORLD(S) OF ART IN
ARTISTIC MIND WITH A R MORE
FULLY EXPERIENCED IN HUMAN POTENTIAL LIKE
ME.
THE TWO CAN WORK TOGETHER FOR ‘GENIUS’ LIKE ME, LIKE A HUMAN ROCKET IN FLOATING FEATHER POWER, FIRMLY PLANTED ON TERRESTRIAL EARTH, IN ‘REAL HUMAN GENIUS’, PER FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL OR
THE TWO MAY NEVER MEET TO CREATE ‘REAL HUMAN GENIUS’ IN FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL, SO FAR BEYOND STANDARD IQ THAT STANDARD IQ BECOMES CHILD PLAY, FOR CHILDREN WITH NO IMAGINATION OR CREATIVITY, MORE FULLY SOUGHT, FOUND, EMPLOYED, DEVELOPED, UTILIZED AND PRACTICED IN REAL PLAYTIME, NOW, BABY…;)
LIKE THIS RUVE’ BABY….;)
AND THE
CASE REMAINS…
OPEN..
WITH NO PERIODS
FOR ME, AT LEAST…………..
Art, my goodness, haven’t I stated time and time again
that I am simply using this forum as inspiration to write free verse poetry; yes, I have.
I’m sorry, while you may NOT FEEL THAT ART IS REAL INSPIRATION FOR FOLKS.
IT IS, AS MY CLOSE TO 1.1 MILLION VIEWS ON GOOGLE PLUS PROVES.
HONESTLY, AT THE END OF THE DAY, IT’S WHO SURVIVES IN BLISS OR NOT THAT COUNTS.
AND I FRIEND MAKE BOTH OF THOSE HAPPEN ALL THE TIME NOW, FOR ME AT LEAST, and for others
too IN THEIR WORDS, DOCUMENTED AND EVIDENCED AS SUCH, TOO.
Seriously, now factually and metaphorically, WHAT ELSE COUNTS.. SMILES..:)
AND HELL YES, I AM FULLY AWARE that most people do not have what it takes to appreciate what I do here,
and I have stated time and time again that I do not give an F if they do or not. But yes, as the minority
of folks who have the human ISA’s INSTINCTS, skills and abilities to understand what I do more fully
they even laud it, here
too, per quotes and evidence on request, for THAT TOO.
BUT anyway, thanks for BRINGING MY NAME UP, AS i’m always looking for just a ‘little’ bit more inspiration; dark or light, matters not for me, for source, friend or not; and yeah, I kinda like ya ART; YA definitely ARE NOT, the darkest one here by far…:)
And honestly, I love the darkest ones, THE MOST, AND THE WORD ENEMY DOES NOT EVEN EXIST IN MY VOCABULARY, as ‘they’ often inspire me the most, with their ‘silly ways of viewing the human condition’, WITHOUT COMMON SENSE.
AND YES, Abstract Art often makes SOME systemizing science heads hurt, as much or more or less, as Trigonometry often makes the heads of SOME creative Artists hurt.
For me, both are simply a breeze, and that my friend(s) is BOTH ingredients for ‘REAL HUMAN GENIUS’ THAT I HAVE BEEN NAMED AS, BY EVEN DETRACTORS HERE;
YES, AS A CREATIVE GENIUS, WITH QUOTES AND LINKS FOR EVIDENCE SUPPLIED, UPON REQUEST, ON THAT AS WELL.
TRULY, it’s more FUN being a creative genius
than even THE ‘REAL’
FRIGGING MAN OF STEEL…
IT CERTAINLY ATTRACTS THE OPPOSITE SEX
BIG TIME, IN THE CREATIVE ‘GENIUS OF DANCE’,
AS I HAVE ALSO EVIDENCED HERE TIME AND TIME AGAIN, WITH THIS LINK HERE, per over 200 ear to ear smiling gorgeous YOUNG WOMEN, WITH ME, YES SMILING WITH ME, ‘SPECIAL FRED, K A TiE MiA, FredericK!iI, OR WHATEVER; AS at times, I AM literally NAMED THE DANCING GUY LEGEND, IN my LOCAL METRO AREA, by other folks, and NOT ME….;)
THANKS again, and hope you are having a NOW AS SPLENDID,
AS I am having ‘wRite’ NOW, friend..:)
And DUH, I MEAN DUH,
AS TO WHY I KEEP EVIDENCING
ALL THE AMAZING HIGHER POWER
OF GOD STUFF I DO;
THAT’S ‘RIGHT’ ON TOPIC, FRIEND, PER
“Is There Any Proof God Exists?”
AND FUN..TOO..:)
Yes, GOD’S MUSE TOO…….
And I am like ONE aMUSING
PARK BEING RIDE OF
Mickey Mouse and Disney World
ALLasONE TOO IN feet of HUMAN
INCREDIBLE FEATS..;)
Some folks get dizzy
WITH HEADACHES,
trying to keep up
with me either IN
words or steps,
and every once in a while
‘other special people’ cross
THIS PATH..too..;)
Who knows, perhaps they are the ‘chosen
ones’ ‘too’..AS ‘pART’ of the ‘NEW AGE OF RENAISSANCE’
HUMAN ‘RAPTURE’, IN ‘THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN’, ‘wRite’ NOW.;)
I often bring in my ‘Illuminati’ Friends who understand THE TRUTH AND LIGHT OF GOD,
AS ‘WITNESSES’, ‘DISCIPLES’, AND OR AND ‘NEW AGE PROPHETS’, IN DISTANT AND CLOSE YOUTUBE WAYS..;)
BUT I CHOOSE THEM, THEY DO NOT EITHER KNOW ME OR CHOOSE ME….
IT’S SORT OF LIKE THE BEGINNING AND END allaSONe.
And with that said, here is one of my leading
actors in the play I direct AND PRODUCE
IN WORDS OF ACTION…
ART, TRUST ME, OR NOT, THERE
IS ‘A’ KIND OF INTELLIGENCE(s)
SO FAR BEYOND WHAT one KNOWS NOW;
THE LIFE one lives now, is like the life of an ANT
compared to the mound that ANT lives in…..
And to be clear; that’s a metaphor
OR FRIGGING ‘PARABLE’
for life experienced
IN FULLER HUMAN
POTENTIAL;
YES, PER THE
THE PROMISE OF
THE
‘AGES’
COME
‘TRUTH
AND
‘LIGHT’
PER THIS ‘NEW AGE PROPHETIC MESSAGE’ HERE:
AND FOR THOSE FOLKS WITH ‘EYES
AND HEARS’ TO ‘SEE AND HEAR’ WHAT I ‘SPEAK OF HEAR, HERE’, AKA
ISA’S, INSTINCT, SKILLS AND ABILITIES TO ‘JUST’ DO SO;
THE CELEBRATION OR THE ‘SO-CALLED KINGDOM OF HEAVEN OF NOW’
IS JUST STARTING UP BABY..;)!:)!
‘ASPIEOTAKU’,
ASKS THE QUESTION, ‘IS THERE ANY PROOF GOD EXISTS’..
AND THE LEAST I CAN, WILL, AND DO IS GIVE IT A WHIRL IN
HURRICANE OF WORDS
IN INTERNET WORLD..;)
I MEAN, DUH, DID AND
DO YOU REALLY THINK
OR FEEL, ‘HEAVEN FORBID’,
IT is gonna be NO SWEAT, BLOOD, and or TEARS,
to get TO THE AS ABOVE, SO BELOW, INSIDE OUTSIDE
ALL AROUND
OF
THIS..;)
TRUST ME, OR NOT, I ‘SWEAT TEARS OF BLOOD
AND FLESH’, FOR THIS WORDY UNDERSTANDING….
IT WOULD, AND WILL BE RATHER SELFISH OF ME NOT TO,
at least attempt, to ‘save’ other ‘folks’ too,
FROM the ‘Dark Night of the
SOUL’ OF NO HUMAN LIFE,
as dead ALIVE, AKA the
‘Zombie Apocalypse’, in
words to that LACK OF HUMAN AFFECT…
YEAH, I AM KINDA LIKE A REAL LIFE ‘ZOMBIE HUNTER’…:)
EXCEPT, I AM ATTEMPTING TO BRING “‘EM” ‘BACK’ TO ‘LIFE’, AND NOT KILL “‘EM”; REFERENCE
THE ‘NO ENEMY CLAUSE’ OF MY ‘CONTRACT’ WITH ALL OF ‘HUMANITY’ OR ‘NOT’..;)
‘Ugh Oh’.. ‘big mistake’.. someone calling me insane again, hehe..HEre.!..:) YES, smiles and more fun for me…
First of all DUDE. LET’S GET A FEW THINGS STRAIGHT.
I GRADUATED NUMBER 11 OUT OF A high school CLASS OF 381, with over 130, so-called EXTREMELY LIMITED Standard IQ, measuring only a speck of potential FULLER HUMAN INTELLIGENCES; AND GRADUATED WITH THREE COLLEGE DEGREES at the top of those classes too.
I went on to a quarter of a Century of federal government service retiring at the GS9 to GS11 pay grade level, with close to half a million dollars of assets at age 47, as I incorporated my ‘financial genius’ to do that too.
I am married to perhaps, one of the most
beautiful/gorgeous women in the world, as evidenced here.
And that beautiful woman still allows me to go out and ‘PLAY’ WITH OTHER BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, AS EVIDENCED HERE.
The ‘X’ on the hand of that one admiring ‘friend’, is evidence that yes, she is legal at age 18 but not yet old enough to drink inebriating drinks, at age 21. In other words, she admires me this much, stone cold sober..;)
And here’s an example of how gorgeous my Dance friends, DO YES, GET.
But although, my wife does not dance,
she is still the overall leader or
at least equal IN beauty,
in all the girls, evidenced in THE LINK, BELOW.
And here’s a quick still photo of ‘Superman’ in ‘action’,
with the evidence of my three degrees
in the background.
or BATMAN; take your pick..;)
Plus the more than 200 other women, evidenced here as well, FRIGGING AGAIN.
Gorgeous women, at least frigging over 200 hundred of them, ‘normally’ don’t let ‘truly insane’ and/or ‘nerd’ guys, anywhere ‘ClOSE’ to ’em, as FULLY ILLUSTRATED IN THE PHOTOS, as one may ‘know and or feel’, FROM ‘PERSONAL EXPERIENCE’; I’M KINDA GUESSING…;)
AND OH GOD, I THINK I ALREADY LINKED the IRREFUTABLE EVIDENCE OF it for ya BUT IN CASE YOU ALREADY FORGET ABOUT IT, I AM LITERALLY STRONGER, AT AGE 54, THAN ALL THE FRIGGING elite twenty something year-old MARINES AT THE ELITE MILITARY installation I WORK OUT AT.
AND OH SH**, LIKE ‘THEY’ DON’T DO BACKGROUND CHECKS ON FOLKS COMING ABOARD ELITE MILITARY INSTALLATIONS THAT REQUIRE 100% ID CHECKS. Truly insane folks, cannot even get close to the military installation gate.
YOU MAKE ME GIGGLE, like a little school girl, who is stronger than ‘GODZILLA’..;)
I CAN GIVE REAMS OF MORE EVIDENCE HOW, WHY, WHEN, AND WHERE, I AM TRULY THE SANE ONE IN THE CONVERSATION; BUT THIS IS GETTING KINDA BORING,TO EVEN ME, FOR NOW..;)
And one is not even brave enough to show one’s face here.
That’s a sign of society today, in more ways than one of feelings….
And truest human insanity, come truth, in digital ways….
I am perhaps one of the few truly sane
FULLER POTENTIAL humans here…
And that IS just THE DOCUMENTED
AND EVIDENCED TRUTH,
FOR NOW AT LEAST..;)
And the most amazing thing of all, is I was almost a complete shut-in for almost 66 months, with 19 medical disorders, IN SYNERGY OF LIFE THREATENING INTENSITY, at age 53,
and now through the higher power of GOD fully manifest in me, I CAN DO ALL OF THIS AT AGE 54;
ALL ILLNESSES GONE, POOF, DISAPPEARED WITH THE POWER OF GOD IN ME, FULLER SOUGHT, FOUND, EMPLOYED, DEVELOPED, UTILIZED AND PRACTICED CONTINUALLY
LIKE ‘ATOMIC FIRE’ OF HEART, SOUL AND SPIRIT REALIZED,
IN REAL LIFE HUMAN EMOTIONS OF
RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL, FAITH, HOPE,
AND BELIEF RELEASED AND FULLER EXPRESSED,
IN IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY, DRIVING PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE REGULATING EMOTIONS, SENSORY INTEGRATION DRIVING COGNITIVE EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING IN FOCUS AND SHORT TERM WORKING MEMORY HIGHER, AND HIGHER, AND HIGHER…YEAH.. IT’S A WONDROUS RIDE BABY!
AND OR THAT PHOENIX BIRDY THINGY, RISING FROM THE ASHES, IN DEATH OF LIFE IN DEATH ALIVE AGAIN AS LIFE, BABY!
IF YOU NEVER FIND THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD IN YOU; THAT IS JUST one’s TOTAL LOSS, and nothing else but one’s game AND FRIGGING NOT MINE, FOR SURE, IN ALL THAT COUNTS, PER THE REAL FLESH AND BLOOD GAME OF SURVIVAL, AND HUMAN AND OTHER NATURE CONNECTION FUN, FRIEND..;)
And again, although one probably will read this
to the end, I do not give a NEGATIVE crap whether
one does or not, as it’s just another
POSITIVE tickle of dark amusement for the words I do love
to play with, and other stuff, IN TRUTH AND LIGHT OF THE ONE TRUE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT MANIFEST IN HUMAN NATURE, of course..;)
Thanks and truly, it’s me here trying to help whomever, in whatever device I can find to do just that..
Smiles, and I’m glad something I said helped you, as I certainly don’t want anyone ever to go to the true insanity of the death of the human heart that I existed before in, when my words had no feelings here, for years, in a very dark place of illness both physical and in heart, and truly that is what mental health is all about, cultivating and creatively driving physical intelligence to regulate human emotions, and sensory integration..etc..in mind and body balance.
That’s nothing new either, Eastern religions and philosophies have been teaching THIS for thousands of years.
It’s time for our Western more limited way of THINKING, FEELING, AND LIVING to catch up, I personally think AND MOST IMPORTANTLY FEEL..:)
IN THAT CASE, HERE IS THE BEFORE PICTURE.
YES, Textbook physical stereotype of nerd/wimp/asperger’s/geek or whatever, and truly it’s a physical issue, moreover that is clearly visible by looking at my lack of muscle tone and posture, easily observable, as I was basically a talking head on the body of a human worm.
And honestly that comes from sitting still too long, by doing school crap that I am consistently lauded and rewarded with straight A’s and gold stars FOR, then, WITH lack of every gaining TRUE CREATIVE PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE, TO HAVE A REAL LIFE THAT I DO FINALLY HAVE NOW, IN MIND and body balance with emotions and intellect working in synchrony instead of imbalance.
I was not even comfortable going into Walmart without watching my wife walk to figure out how to frigging walk until age 53, when I broke free and finally learned how to frigging walk, by creatively doing it, and not copying other folks.
And yes, that truly is the first step backwards, yes literally walking backwards, that actually cured my extreme back pain from both Spinal Stenosis, and degenerative osteoarthritis in my spine, along with Dysautonomia, where my blood pressure was no longer properly controlled by my nervous system, to now a literally named dance legend in my metro area of hundreds of thousands of people.
All of it was totally innate, instinctual, and intuitive intelligence or what I like to call ISA’s, Instinct Skills and Abilities, instead of the kind of work or school K in KSA’s, for crystallized knowledge, one is spoon fed by others in life.
And truly, I do not see why other FOLKS
cannot change and make their dreams comes true too.
But honestly, if one does not find a way to break OUT OF THE RULES OF COMPLEX CULTURE AND ABSTRACT LANGUAGE, per that OVERWHELMING K, IT JUST WILL NOT HAPPEN, IN MY OPINION.
THE BODY AND MIND MUST BE IN BALANCE FOR A SUCCESSFUL HUMAN INTELLECTUAL AND EMOTIONAL BALANCED LIFE.
THERE IS NO OTHER WAY, AS FAR AS I CAN ‘SEE’,
WITH BETTER ‘VISION’ NOW, metaphorically, of course..:)
Thanks for providing all that information, and early on in my philosophy classes in College, back in the late 70’s, including comparative religions, brings to me similar insights of cultural consistencies for the deeper archetypal insights of the human condition.
With that understanding, it is easier to come to see the true consistency of human nature condition relevancy in most religions, myths, literature, and truly all arts that express the internal human emotional emoting life of human being nature.
The problem has always been communicating the essence of innate truth and light of human being consistently but the same thing can be said about differing human languages and dialects that are truly evidence of the unique and similar nature of human beings.
The greaTEST thing about ART and the ART of the internal life of human emotions emoting action, is the experience is always unique and always changing, even from now to now.
Not surprisingly, humans attempt to box up reality in words and other cultural constructs, as systemizing order is an antidote for anxiety, per fear in general, of the unexpected.
However, sadly that disallows people from experiencing more of what truly innately, instinctually, and intuitively the human condition experienced more fully, even is.
Personal awareness of my innate instincts and intuition is almost non-existent in my work career, to the point of being so involved with cultural external noise that once a powerful enough storm named Ivan comes TO TURN OFF CULTURE, I have NO CHOICE BUT TO FACE THE INNER ME KEEPING ORDER IN an increasingly complex life of limitations, and expectations.
And truly I feel and ACT lost for five days, without power and culture, as truly I find then that culture literally functionally disables me for what I am born innately, instinctually and intuitively, as human being simply free in mind and body balance.
However, the power comes back on and I go back to the rat treadmill of culture moving in one sidewalk of limited and controlling direction and quickly forget there is more to life, than the hell of cultural expectations and limitations;
particularly, in working for the Federal Government in a weighted down, ‘coffin’ of death, in life, behind a screen in a scream of office sitting in one frigging spot of extremely small potential in human nature and life..:)
I like ‘Kali’, as Kali shows the dark of light
as well as the light of dark of human
nature and nature in general.
Those EAST Indian folks do live close
to the earth, then, with more time to consider,
what the human condition even is,
without being spoon fed
by others a
cultural
diet of
restrictive
and limiting ideas..:)
Anyway, I finally learn
the extremely hard
lesson that the answers lie within,
and are not always pulled out and or saved.:)
Aleister Crowley’s influence is pervasive in modern culture, if you check out
some of the youtube videos the numerology and 666 hype is all over it.
For example I never noticed how the guy in the 23 video by Miley Cyrus
moves the b symbol that is shaped like a 6 on the ‘BEAT’ SPEAKER
PRECISELY THREE TIMES in the symbol of three 6’s.
However, it is antagonistic toward fundamentalist Abrahamic religions as
Aleister Crowley was; overall, the general pop-cultural intended message
still rings true that humans should be able to follow their own true wills
when sought, found, and practiced with reasonable conditions of LOVE
without harming others.
And of course, Aleister Crowley, did the similar thing in his poetry about the
child sacrifices. and all of that as truly that stuff is still in the frigging old
testament anyway, as hypocrisy exposed was his mission, and truly
considering that Miley Cyrus and others are paying homage to it
58 years after his death, is sweet success, for changing the
world in some way, with lasting effect and affect.
And considering there was no Internet then,
all the hyperbolic PR, dam sure worked
to GET HIS MESSAGE OUT.
ONE THING I LEARNED ONLINE
YEARS AGO, IS NO ONE
LISTENS TO FOLKS
WHO ARE NOT
INVOLVED
IN SOME
FRIGGING KIND OF
CONTROVERSY.
SO YEAH, THERE’S NOT MUCH I DO..
HAHA! THAT IS NOT INTRICATELY AND
CREATIVELY PLANNED AND CARRIED OUT
EITHER.
AND IT WORKS as, the 1.1 million views of
my work shows on Google Plus.
But what can I say, I learn from
some very manipulative masters,
as that is not my nature,
but I have the ability
to copy
almost anything and everything
in human and/or ‘other’ nature..;)
And with that said this song comes
to mind that is also filled with
interesting symbolism
per the
Perfect EARTH
storm of human
being, overall,
that is still
brewing as
‘Cosmic
Consciousness’ of sorts and ‘Google LORE’.
And truly there is both Science and Art
to that ‘Equation of Creativity’.
Some write Equations, others Watch,
and others Create and still others
DO a ‘Trinity’ of ‘Three’..:)
And that ends with
another song
as well…..;)
God is an equal opportunity employer
of merit; no human rules GOD;
BUT any human can
VOLUNTEER
THAT HEARS
A ‘CALL’..;)
WHEREVER HUMAN
IMAGINATION
AND CREATIVITY
EXISTS, ‘GOD SPEAKS’.
ANYTHING ELSE IS SIMPLY
A PARROT OR ROBOT OF WHAT
IS PREVIOUSLY SAID AND OR DONE.
So here is A third song, and perhaps a Key of ‘Sorts’..;)
Yes, precisely, and many people have come
to the intuitive conclusion that synchronicity
is how GOD ‘Speaks’ or ‘Winks’ at us, as one popular book puts it.
Carl JUNG, AND OTHERS, are pioneers in this area, and I personally can prove literally up to hundreds of instances of Sychronicity in my life, almost every day but it only happens when a person is emotional tuned in with a flow of life.
A mechanized human brain
stuck in mechanical
cognition will
rarely to ever
HEAR ‘GOD’S VOICE’,
OR BELIEVE IN GOD,
AS THEY SIMPLY DO NOT
HEAR GOD IN SYNCHRONOUS WAYS
GOD ‘SPEAKS’.
AND ANYONE WITH A DISCERNING ‘EYE OF SYNCHRONICITY’ CAN ‘SEE’ AMAZING SYNCHRONICITIES, IN MY FREE VERSE POETRY, WHERE COMMENTS TO 10 TOTALLY UNRELATED POEMS BECOMES ONE WHOLE POEM OF SIMILAR FLOW AND ‘MAGICK’…
BUT NAH, NOT A THING THAT A MECHANIZED MECHANICAL LEANING MIND, WILL EVER LIKELY DISCERN.
IT IS CLEAR AS DAY, WHY THERE ARE MORE THAN AN AVERAGE NUMBER
of Atheists on this site; it’s simply ONE SYMPTOM OF A MECHANIZED MIND.
A DEFICIT OF EMOTIONAL LANGUAGE of metaphor in written expression, is also
an empirically measured phenomenon, where I can predict an Atheist before
they tell me they are an atheist, by the number of emotional metaphors in
their written speech.
But again, mechanized mind equals little to no observance of Synchronicity,
or hearing a ‘VOICE OF GOD’, MORE CLEARLY IN THE MIND OF OBSERVATION
THAT CAN HEAR ‘THAT VOICE’, IN ‘RIGHT-BRAIN’ FLOW OF INTERPRETING WAYS…
And for anyone who doesn’t understand Synchronicity, Google can be a ‘GOD’ friend, too,
As GOD has no limitations and yes lives, as a metaphorical ‘GHOST’ in the machine of
Algorithms too. Human cultural byproducts, after all, IS said and done, ARE expressions
OF NATURE/GOD, INCLUDING THE GOOGLE ALGORITHM OF COURSE…;)
Now we are getting in ‘EXPERT GOD LAND’.
IT’S KIND OF LIKE EXPLORING
WORLDS IN ‘STAR TREK’ WHERE
FEW TO NO ‘HUMANS’ HAVE GONE
with or without words, in the sense of what folks describe as the English Language.
But AGAIN, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO PROVE ME INCORRECT UNLESS one lives in my mind at age 3 THAT perceives the world much differently than a mind stuck in abstract concepts of letters and words.
My cat may understand GOD better than most humans simply as he is not cursed with ABSTRACT CONSTRUCTS OF words AND BYPRODUCTS OF CULTURE, and the usual constant illusion of past and present that a so-called advanced neocortical mind brings to little scaredy cat humans who are most of the time TOO afraid to even MORE FULLY LIVE NOW IN SIMPLE, YET BLISSFUL MIND AND BODY BALANCE.
I am
not
afraid of
death.
I do not need
religion or culture,
As I live now, simply now,
with the FORCE OF GOD that IS
ALWAYS VERB OF FORCE NOW,
AND NEVER
AN ILLUSION OF HUMAN MINDS
IN ABSTRACT CONCEPTS NAMED
WORDS, PER THREE
LETTERS OF A TINY PRISON FOR SOMETHING
AS LARGE AND SMALL AS ‘GOD’ AS IS IS NOW IS.
…….Thanks ‘AngelRho’, I appreciate that.
And truly, as I often post in actual International poetic circles with criticism there offered, there are some folks even there who can only write poetry with previously designed form who cannot make sense out of my metaphors.
And there are others who laud it as out-of-the box and interesting as a new form of poetry.
It is a long time before I can move out of dry human language to do this, and I continue to perfect it here, as the darkness of cynicism is truly a muse for me here, to go to even higher levels of human creativity.
And the girls where I rave dance provide
another interesting muse for some
of the ‘physical poetry’ I do, too.
I AM free,
with relative human
FREE WILL
more
FULLY IN
TOW
AND TOES.
I live in prison most of my life, in conforming to what other folks THINK I SHOULD DO.
AND IN THE bigGER world of the Internet here THERE is always A LARGER READING AUDIENCE TO ACCESS, as my close to 1.1 million views do attest to, ON my Google Plus ‘clearinghouse’ site for my unique form of Free Verse Poetry with Multi-Media mixed in.
And by the way, it’s much easier to decode on my blog, as truly the way I write here is not designed for horizontal flow of restricted left justification ways of typing…
Unfortunately, though, IT IS Multimedia Intensive, and takes a fast computer and Internet connection to even load but yeah, there are fast enough connections and computers out there even now, to keep up with what I do, haha!
Art is the highest level of human intelligence.
Standard IQ, is just grade school stuff.
It takes me 53 years to GRADUATE
IN THE REAL SCHOOL OF HUMAN LIFE, AND advance to the highER intelligence ARTstuff, and it is a pleasure to live where I do now, with much FULLER human intelligence(S) than school or CULTURE can do FOR HUMANS ALONE…
GOD, the verb of FORCE, IS NOT LOGICAL.
And truly humans are not logical either.
THAT, in our modern
cultures, is perhaps
the greaTEST illusion of ALL.
And OH MY GOD, even science lends evidence for that now for folks who are interested
in what does exist, per the real science of human nature, per how human emotion is
at the base of all so-called rational decisions, before
THOSE SO CALLED RATIONAL DECISIONS
are even illusory made in words,
and such as that.
However, when a person masters the ability for human relative free
WILL AND accesses MORE of theIR RELATIVE human free will in greater
human potential they WILL find a much bigger world out there
IN HERE IN SUB-CONSCIOUS FLOW OF ABILITIES
RISING TO CONSCIOUS LEVELS than school
and or culture or and religion can
PROVIDE ALONE…
Some folks can understand this but truly until one goes tHere it is
next to impossible to understand, as I’ve lived in the other
place.. most of my life too….
But yeah, tHere is ‘THIS place’
too..:)
….Hmm..
if one is speaking to me
one can refer back to my post above..
But in shortER,
GOD is not logical.
It is only illogical humans
THAT attribute that
ATTRIBUTE TO GOD.
SCIENCE, A TOOL OF HUMANS,
ATTEMPTS TO DESCRIBE GOD.
IT’S AN ATTEMPT.
BUT THAT’S NOT
‘ALL THAT IS’ AKA GOD.
AND OMG,
THAT’S JUST LITERaLLY
AND METAPHORICaLLY
!COMMON SENSES!
FOR THOSE WHO
‘just’
HAVE
‘IT’.
I offer one irrefutable evidence that I AM OK here, OK…
WHY Michael Jackson, and Miley Cyrus
AND OTHER ‘STARS’,
grab their crotch with their left
hand on STAGE FOR ALL TO VIEW;
well, it’s not just a coincidence that
‘THEY ALL USE THEIR LEFT HAND’,
REFERENCE
THE Egyptian
GOD MIN AKA
PAN in GREEK
CIRCLES OR AKA
peTer Pan TODAY.
It’s just another way of STICKING ThEIR
‘TONGUE OUT’ AT THE IGNORANT MASSES OF FOLKS STUCK
IN ABSTRACT CONCEPT LAND OF restricted mind and body balance.
And yeah, I am doing the same thing ‘WrITE’ now..
‘fresher than one’…. reference 711.
OH GOD ‘HORATIO’,
THERE IS SO MUCH
MUCH MORE IN THIS LIFE
THAN one ‘THINKs’ ThERE IS.
IF YA LIKE, ya can call me MINderELla
or peTer PAN too..;)..aghogday is just
so yesterNOW…:)
UcK!
i AM F***KING
FunNING
FreAKiNG
FreeDFrED
O
K
.
Thanks again, AngelRho; truly the only folks WhO can come close
to understanding me here, IS, aRtistic folks like yourself.
And haha! NAH, I’m not changing for anyone, anywHere, no matter who they are.
In fact, part of the reason I spend so much time online is that in REAL LIFE, I GIVE PEOPLE MUCH GREATER HEADACHES, AS I TEND TO GET LOUD, AND SPEAK EXTREMELY fast, with never anything but peace AND BLISS, inside of me.
Yeah, wife KATRINA has MANY STORIES
AND HEADACHES ABOUT THAT..SMILES..:)
I have a really big head and am extremely strong.
I mean, DUH, ‘Mice and Lions’ sound different when they ‘talk’ in ‘real life’ for good reason.
It doesn’t mean that one is crazy and one is not, JUST ‘CAUSE ONE IS QUIET AND ONE IS LOUD, and BOTH speak different.
I am different in a Superman-like way, NOW, and for me THAT so-called ‘aUtistic Super Power’, ‘SPELLS’ both incredible grace in Love/KINDNESS and STRENGTH IN COURAGE.
I ALWAYS HAVE THE LOVE/KINDNESS,
IT IS JUST THE GRACE AND STRENGTH IN COURAGE
THAT I NEED FOR THE EXTRA PUNCH IN LIFE, NOW..;)
I LITERaLLY NEVER RUN OUT OF ENERGY;
I AM THE REAL ‘ENERGIZER BUNNY’..
just in time NOW for
EASTER
sun
day..;)
…Thanks, one IS correct.
The human ENGLISH language provides only an approximation of what humans can come to know AND EXPRESS TO EACH OTHER of FULLER reality, including FULLER human potential.
This support site for Autism allows me to do this, in real time, TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY WITH THE LIMITED TOOL OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE, AS IS, IN NEW CREATIVE WAYS.
THIS SITE DID not, when the ‘other’ moderators ARE here, as they attempt to conform folks to their ideas of normality, PER THE USE OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE.
It IS possible, IF freedom of expression is truly allowed here, as it continues to be now WHERE HUMAN insights may evolve here either by me or someone else that have never ever been thought of before.
I suppose that’s
kinda important,
and why I more or less,
currently AM taking the lead on
THAT in expanding the comfort zone for
JUST THAT TO MAKE
IT POSSIBLE.
IT IS POSSIBLE,
WITH fullER REASONABLE freedom of expression.
I am extremely careful to follow the technical rules that exist here, as I value this environment as one for potential greatness in creative minds
EXPRESSED IN SYNERGY, again, IF ALLOWED AS CURRENTLY IS, BY THE NEUTRAL MODERATION, WE HAVE HERE, NOW, WITHOUT PERSONAL AGENDA,
AS is THE CASE before.
Quote:
“Wait so you are not form there?”
Well NO, I AM NOT THE FORMS THERE,
PER the forms most people use in life, tHere or heRe,
NOT in writing a Unique style of FREE VERSE POETRY;
A BALLET AND MARTIAL ARTS MIX OF DANCE WALK
THAT I NOW do, closing in on 3300 miles in 19 months
in all public stores, with my ‘shopaholic’ wife;
AND certainly NOT in NEWER AGE
male nude renaissance ‘FREE verse
nude POETRY’ ART that literally no other
middle 50’s straight male does in the entire blogging world of Google, as such.
And here is more G-RATEd STUFF on the 3000 miles of dance walking for evidence too, and no I do not directly link my adult restricted blog stuff here, as even though it is filtered out stuff FOR minors NOT TO see, like any other potentially inappropriate stuff on the Internet for minors;
THAT RESTRICTED ADULT BLOG here. BUT TRULY THAT IS THE MOST AMAZING THING I DO OUT OF THE SOCIAL-NORM-OF CONFORMING FORM, AND YES IT HAS BEEN COMPARED TO THE WORK OF MICHELANGELO’S DAVID, BY THE discerning female eye..;)
BUT MORE impressive, of course, in full blown male nude GLORY WAY, AS frigging ART with Lady Gaga’s ‘Born THIS WAY’, TO ACCOMPANY MY ‘Masterpiece’ of me
THAT way that literally takes hundreds of hours of
HARD WORK TO MAKE IT HAPPEN;
And YES, truly inspired by literally hundreds of
female dance partners who
KEEP MY CREATIVE JUICES FLOWING..
ALL THE WAY.. evidenced already in this thread,
per my blog post, “GOD’s Muse of Dance”.
And to be clear, I’m just another one
of literally millions of folks
who muse others
with dance.
I just do IT FOR FREE,
AS I AM FINANCIALLY Independent,
AND money means ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO ME.
ONE CAN BURN A THOUSAND DOLLAR BILL
IN FRONT OF MY FACE,
AND I will NOT
flinch an Inch.
And that baby, is
FREEDOM IN THIS
MATERIALISTIC WORLD
that most people DO LIVE IN.
I AM FREE FROM many CULTURAL FORMS.
AND TRULY THAT’S A BLESSING.
HOWEVER, IF THAT WAS JUST AN IRONIC TYPO GENERATED BY THE GOD THAT IS ALL THAT IS; AND YOU MEAN FROM HERE INSTEAD OF FORMS THERE, THANK ‘you’; YES, GOD and ‘you’, for inspiring this next message..:)
Yes, I live in Florida my entire life.
I live in a frigging ‘REDNECK’ TOWN,
WITH FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIANS, GALORE, everywhere I go.
AND IF I am NOT PROFICIENT, AS ONE BAD A** MARTIAL ARTS DUDE, BY NOW, someone might have
metaphorically tarred and feathered me, FOR BEING TOO FRIGGING OUT OF THE Red State BOX.
Trust me, where I live, I have to become SUPERMAN TO DO WHAT I DO BABY, AND I START OFF AS WIMPY AND STRING BEAN, AS ANY MALE IN MY COMMUNITY, even after puberty, at 13 years old.
No one giggles at me IN FRONT OF MY FACE, IN REAL LIFE, NOW, NOT EVEN A WIMPER, when they see WHAT I CAN DO WITH MY LEGS OF ‘STEEL’..;)
AND QUITE HONESTLY, IN SO-CALLED
‘redneck’ ‘HOMOBPHOBE’ language
my dance is more over the top, than the ‘Gayest man alive’ CAN dream of..:)
And yeah, I’m straight as an arrow; ya can ask my girl FRIENDS about THAT ‘PART’, AND it’s pretty clear in ALL THE ART I DO, AS per additional stereotype, I LOOK MORE LIKE ‘JAMES BOND’ THAN PETER PAN, ALTHOUGH I CAN MOVE LIKE ‘PETER PAN’ or ‘Spider man’.
OR MY WIFE, at age 44, WHO IS MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN ANY 20-SOMETHING year old fast dancing girl FRIEND, at one of the top 100 rated dance clubs in America, per Old Seville Quarter IN BEACH TOWN, USA, PENSACOLA FLORIDA, where I do most of my RAVE dancing PRACTICE, 52 WEEKS, AS OF this Thursday NIGHT.
Here’s the deal, if you haven’t heard the entire story, I am almost a complete shut-in with 19 documented medical disorders, including the worst pain known to mankind, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia that in medical literature is named a pain worse than crucifixion.
The GOD of Nature ‘blesses’ me with that PAIN that is like novocaine-LESS, drilling of my teeth for close to 66 months, with no relief other than sleep, and
the PAIN IS IN MY RIGHT EYE AND EAR, MAKING EFFECTIVE USE OF VISION OR HEARING, IMPOSSIBLE
WITHOUT INCREDIBLE NEVER ENDING Pain, other than sleep, IN WORSE THAN LITERAL HELL FIRE ETERNAL PAIN.
At the start of the SEVERE PART OF THE pain disorder, at the end of February through March and the beginning of April of 2008, I go 40 days without sleep, except for one hour of very shallow sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days, using a powerful alpha blocker prescribed by a doctor, and absolutely no sleep for the last 5 of 40 days of truly literal human hell, where every second IS like a thousand years of hell.
I AM also ‘blessed’ with Dyautonomia, where my blood pressure and heart rate is no longer synched properly by my Central Nervous system orchestrating balance in my cardio-vascular and respiratory system, during that 5 years.
When I raise my arms or attempt to walk around the block, I almost pass out, then.
And through the effect of the Auto-Immune Disease of Sjogren’s syndrome, my eyes also stop making tears that is a another nail in the torture of a sensation of swimming in salt water with one’s eyes wide open.
I stay in a dark room for 8 months, at risk of losing my eyesight all together, until the immune system modulator eye drops, ‘Restasis’, saves my eyes; literally, speaking.
And yeah, there are 16 other disorders of serious note, and even more than that of lesser serious note, including spinal stenosis; severe degenerative arthritis in my spine; a congenitally fused T-6 vertebrae in my neck;
a congenitally deviated septum so severe that the ENT asks me how I can breathe at all through my nose that still is not fixed due to the potential RISK OF re-development of the Trigeminal Neuralgia PAIN, per associated anatomical features in my sinuses; and fibromyalgia.
Oh yeah, the Autism Thingy I am diagnosed with around the same time at age 47, is the least of my worries, alone, and honestly the worst part of all IS almost totally losing my emotions like a frigging walking dead zombie, associated with Alexithymia.
By the time I get well; YES, miraculously healed by the higher power of the GOD of Nature I FIND within me, I cannot remember what my face looks like, and I basically have to start life as a human all over again, IN REAL LIFE.
Quite a challenge that IS, and considering all of that; OH MY GOD,YES, MY FAITH IN GOD IS AT LEAST AS GREAT AS ANY SO-CALLED ‘JOB’ WHO EVER EXISTS.
IT IS 100%, baby; no holds barred.
And that’s a nice place to be as it allows me
to live forever, in the heaven of now, where time does NOT EVEN EXIST.
IT’S REAL, AND ALL THE AMAZING THINGS EVIDENCED HERE, I can do in REAL LIFE, IRREFUTABLY PROVIDED HERE, ARE A DIRECT RESULT OF THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD IN ME THAT I NEVER CLOSE TO FULLY DEVELOP AND PRACTICE before July 22nd or so, in the YEAR OF ‘OUR LORD’, 2013.
IT’S REAL FOR ME, and at least in my life that’s what counts.
As far as I know, GOD is THE GOD OF HUMAN NATURE MERIT.
THERE IS NO ‘MAGIC incantations’
that will work, like John 3:16,
WITHOUT TRUE
EMOTING POWERS IN EMOTIONS OF
HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL, FAITH, HOPE, AND MOST
IMPORTANTLY PERSONAL BELIEF IN SELF, WITH TRUST IN MOTHER NATURE TRUE
AKA GOD AKA ILLUMINATI OR TRUTH AND LIGHT OF MUCH FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL
IN PRACTICING MIND AND BODY BALANCE CONTINUALLY NOW, AS THERE ARE NO FREE
RIDES TO BLISS, now or then.
And none of it will work without the power of
Human Imagination and Creativity SET FREE!..:)
And the reason I go to all this trouble is
I’m NOW A VIRTUAL ‘expert’ ON Pain
and Suffering and how to heal
it and stay away from it in all natural amazing higher power of GOD ways.
I only suggest that one DEVELOPS mind and body balance, whatever way works to attain
THAT AND all the human made miracles that I currently enjoy and perhaps infinitely
MORE, ‘ROAR’, MORE.
AND with that said, have a nice now; it’s time for me to work-out 3 hours in my martial arts, ballet, and extreme strength style of getting even more graceful AND STRONG, AT my local military station, for elite military athletes..:)
Well, some of ’em, anyway, as there are some
WHO sit around on their smart phones,
instead of sweating, hehe!..;)
MY SUCCESS IS IN BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS.
AND THE FIRST STEP BACK IN GETTING WELL IS BEING ABLE TO SHED A TEAR, AFTER 5 LONG YEARS, WHEN A BELOVED CAT DIES IN Spring of 2013. THE personal DARKNESS OF THAT CAT’S INJURY AND DEATH, PERHAPS ALLOWS ME TO EVENTUALLY CREATE HUMAN MIRACLES COME ALIVE, for me.
SO YEAH, I GUESS I MIGHT OWE IT ALL TO
THE SON OF MY ‘YELLOW BOY’ CAT,
NAMED SUNNY BOY, who dies.
BUT, NAH, IT IS MORE LIKELY THE GIFT OF ‘OREO’,
A SIX LB, or so, SCRAPPY TABBY MIX WITH TUXEDO
NEIGHBORHOOD TOM CAT
WHO WHIPS SUNNY BOY’S BUTT,
TEARING FLESH FROM HIS HEAD,
RESULTING IN THE TEAR OF ME FROM
PUTTING ‘SUNNY BOY’ DOWN.
YEAH, IT IS LIKE THAT
MOVIE NAMED ‘OLD YELLER’,
about A dog, most likely before your ‘time’….
Life is a gift.
MOST OFTEN A very hard gift TO ENJOY.
But never-the-less, a worthwhile
one for those who persist,
adapt to challenge,
and survive.
God is no wimp.
God IS ‘BAD A** FORCE’.
YEAH, THE EAST INDIAN GOD KALI,
IS A PRETTY/UGLY CLOSE TO
ACCURATE FLESH AND BLOOD METAPHORICAL
INCARNATION OF GOD, OR PERHAPS
THE EGYPTIAN GOD ‘MIN’ WHO IS ALWAYS ‘HAPPY’
TO ‘SEE’ FOLKS ‘COME’…;)
ENJOY THE WAVE,
AND TRY NOT
TO FALL OFF, IS TRULY
THE ONLY ADVICE I HAVE,
IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE,
TO OFFER FOR THE REAL POTENTIAL
OF HEAVEN NOW. AND NAH,
BY far, I am certainly not the first person to offer
that simple
YET EFFECTIVE TRUTH AND LIGHT IN ADVICE..:)
Thanks again, for the ‘muse’.
YES, ‘WE’ need ‘this’..:)
IT IS THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT AND AFFECT OF THE GOD
OF MOTHER NATURE AND HUMAN NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT.
Quote:
“Faith is the graveyard of reason and logic….”
Reason and Logic used to the exclusion of the emoting power of the ALL INNATELY, INSTINCTUALLY, INTUITIVELY INTERNALLY, DEVELOPED, UTILIZED, AND PRACTICED EMOTION FAITH, can certainly be a rather ‘shallow grave’ in life.
TG, I for one, have A MUCH
DEEPER LIFE THAN
‘that shallow grave’ IN ‘DEATH IN LIFE’.
BUT OF course that is the responsibility OF
each Unique Human BEING TO RAISE IN LIFE THROUGH the HARD and
SOFT WORK OF PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE IN THE BALANCE OF GRACE AND STRENGTH THAT CAN BE EMOTED BY THE HUMAN EMOTIONS of Human Relative Free WILL, FAITH, HOPE, and
most IMPORTANTLY BELIEF IN ONE’S SELF, AND TRUST IN MOTHER NATURE TRUTH COME HUMAN NATURE TRUTH, AKA GOD AND THE PART THAT IS HUMAN KIND, WORKING WITH, WITHOUT, OR AGAINST, THE REST OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE and human nature true..:)
Any questions…
It’s only complicated as illusory complex language and cultures can make it.
My cat has absolutely no problem WITH THAT, AS HE LIVES NO COMPLEX LANGUAGE AND CULTURAL ILLUSIONS OF SILLY LITTLE SO-CALLED HUMAN FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS, GENERATED BY SO-CALLED
KNOW IT ALL HUMANS..;)
Oh yeah, and regarding ‘Sunny Boy’, for folks who do have a heart, soul, and spirit, also known as humanITy; here is MORE about Sunny Boy, who actually dies in early April 2013, around the time of Easter…
And nah, he does not come back but I FRIGGING DO,
THANKS, in part, to TO HIS LAST DYING DAY OF HELP IN my LIFE.
THIS STUFF IS NO FRIGGING JOKE; THIS STUFF IS LIFE AND DEATH HUMANitY REALiTY; DEAD OR ALIVE in LiFE.
“Scientists have the most evidence that supports their claims.”
Bull SH**.
Scientists rarely skim the emotional life of human beings
and are almost totally ignorant of it,
per the use of the very limited tool
called the scientific method.
All human rational decisions
are based on emotion,
as even science now shows.
THAT’S IRONIC!
But yet science, STILL is not A tool
per the extremely limited scientific method
THAT CAN BE USED AS AN ACCURATE
TOOL TO
measure the experiment of human being
THAT is almost totally emotionally based
as a reality of the human condition.
Even John Nash,
the noted schizophrenic,
AND possibly Asperger’s
LEANING MATH GENIUS
WHO ADMITTINGLY
HAS little to no
cognitive empathy, DID ADMIT
later in life that WITHOUT
a full HUMAN emotional life
in understanding
the emotions of others,
his SO-CALLED
SCIENTIFIC
METHOD BASED
game theory
cannot
be held UP,
as
VALID.
He IS BiG enough to admit he is INCORRECT.
There are not very many folks BIG enough
in this forum to admit THAT..
Sadly or with little to no complex
nuanced human emotion EXPRESSED
@ALL.
Quote:
“Philosophy is not natural.”
Bull SH**.
Human emotions are the basis for all human actions, including what is
abstractly defined in human constructs as an action in making the tools
of abstract constructs, generated in origination by
human emotions, LABELED AND defined
as Logic and Reason.
The scientific method cannot measure what is the fullest reality
of the human condition, which is the emotional life of each
human being that is a NON-REPEATABLE EXPERIENCE AND OR
EXPERIMENT IF one WANTS TO LOOK AT THE HUMAN CONDITION
IN SCIENTIFIC METHOD TALK.
THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD IS HIGHLY OVER-RATED FOR THIS ONE
SIMPLE AND VERY COMPLEX ‘REASON’.
EMOTION IS NOT REASON.
THE ONLY WAY TO MEASURE EMOTION IS TO OBSERVE IT.
IT IS NOT A DISCRETE REPEATABLE EXPERIMENT.
THEREFORE PHILOSOPHY THAT CAN MEASURE HUMAN EMOTION
THROUGH OBSERVANCE AND GENERAL LOGIC IS THE ONLY REAL
WAY
TO EVEN FRIGGING UNDERSTAND WHAT IT
MEANS TO BE A HUMAN BEING.
AND THEN, one can get to the point of being able to figure out how to
live this frigging life without human suffering, misery, and the killing
fields of HATE, flowing with the blood GENERATED BY literal thinking
psychopathic
leaning minds who don’t give an F about the emotional life of their
FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS,
MAINLY ‘CAUSE THEY ARE IMPOVERISHED IN ALL THAT REALLY
COUNTS AND GENERATES UNCONDiTIONAL LOVING ACTION
AMONG HUMAN BEINGS.
AND THAT MY FRIEND
IS EMOTIONS FULLY EXPERIENCED,
EXPRESSED, SHARED,
AND VALUED AS SUCH,
ABOVE ALL OTHER MATERIALISTIC COLLECTING WAYS OF LIFE
EITHER IN PROVING SOMEONE IS RIGHT FOR ILLUSORY POWER,
OR THE KILLING FIELDS
OF
HATE GENERATED IN ‘LOVE’
OF ILLUSORY POWER AND COLLECTING
MATERIALISTIC
GOODS.
Quote:
^………^
6″<strong>tl;dr</strong>”6
This is what I look like when I ‘REALLY’ STICK ‘MY TONGUE’
OUT AT ‘FOLKS’..;) ButT ONLY THE PG-RATED VERSION…;)
NOT THE ‘MIN’ VERSION..@@@..;)
HAVE A NICE NOW.
I SURELY WILL WITH 100% FAITH IN ME AND 100% TRUST
IN THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT
AKA ILLUMINATI.
“There are no words OR HUMANS bolder than me
IN REAL LIFE”.
QUOTE BY ME,
BY A
WAY….
I WILL LOVE TO SEE
‘THE FACE’ BEHIND “one’s MASK”..;)
Quote:
“An even greater gift is to discover a Beautiful Heart”
There is never much question in my life that I have a beautiful
mind.. with high STANDARD IQ and all that goes along with that..
But truly.. after losing almost all my emotions FOR 5 years of
Zombie LIFE and a year later.. after nourishing those emotions
back stronger than ever.. the greatest compliment i receive
in life to date..
IS when a complete stranger.. Rafiah.. a 21 year old woman from
Pakistan.. requests to be my friend on Facebook..
telling me.. “You have a beautiful heart”
after observing me communicate
by blog way with another friend
from Pakistan..
LaLa Rukh.. AKA
White Pearl.. for
a time in Internet Land…
So anyway.. i celebrate the life of John Nash..
as i know how difficult it can be to struggle through
life with exceptionally observed intellect.. with the
absence of an emotional life.. fully experienced and
expressed with others.. But for me it IS strong in
life existing before mid-life..
so at least I have
a reference point..
to get back..
home…
Sadly not all folks appear to be that blessed..
And honestly.. i hope there is something.. anything
i can do in life.. whether it is dancing everywhere
Truly.. big boned Matriarchal Women are the corner stone.. of all that is modern
American Culture.. And yeah.. my grandmother is perhaps one of the strongest..
Picking cotton at an early age.. supporting the rest of the sisters.. a hard life
of surviving and if it is not for female bones that thick.. outsizing yes..
my dainty fingers as a young male.. thick boned cotton picking hands..
that tried so hard to teach me how to be
a
man..:).. as my father wasn’t ‘strong’ enough to stay..
Perhaps i finally hear her heRe…
in my older
younger
age
of
man..
alive!..:)
Oh.. and thanks so
much for the inspiration..
that is something else
checked off
my bucket list..
to give my beloved Grandmother
Credit for what I didn’t understand then..;)
Ah.. yes.. another wonderful day in the neighborhood..
game face on before three hours of super intense strength.. martial arts..
and ballet work-OUT at my favorite NASWF gym.. and OH GOD back to the reality of a life spent in mechanical cognition.. doing my father’s estate taxes for last year.. and OH GOD IT reminds me of why ‘Jack’ AND NOT ‘Peter Pan’.. IS such a dull boy THEN WITH ALL WORK AND NO PLAY.. IN A FRIGGING COMPUTER STATE OF MIND almost all the time except for when I cut the grass in my yard.. and meet Nature blade to grass!..!
And Katrina says I look like I’m trying to take a crap in the photo..
but nah.. it’s just plain old ‘steely’ determination!..
Hmm.. always want
to be a piano player but
become
a
dancer
instead..
perhaps one day
i’ll go back to the piano..
when the legs no longer move..
like a song.. with feat of foot..in never fears..
Oh yeah.. and all these words..
And ‘Aja’….
Science truly can be a ‘beautiful’ tool
to understand IS or the
Force of IS aka GOD.
GOD works AS IS NOW.
Truly that’s all that
MATTERS NOW
as THE FORCE OF IS.
AND yes, science agrees with this and
even one of the most famous historical scientists,
and philosophers of
SCIENCE
per Carl Sagan,
when he states the beauty of nature
is not the ATOMS IN it but THE WAY IT IS PUT TOGETHER
AND
THE WAY
WE ARE ALL
CONNECTED.
PUT TOGETHER
AND CONNECTED
IS A VERB AND NOT A NOUN.
ELEMENTS ARE NOUNS AND NOT VERBS.
SADLY, when people start to view the world
as labels of nouns instead of verbs of action, one can get
anchored down in the details of the labels of nouns and never ever experience the verb of IS aka GOD
more fully AS simply ALIVE AS IS the VERB OF GOD AKA IS PER WHAT IS DOES NOW.
AND THEN some folks are worried about the past that is only an abstract concept or the future when the
actual innate instinctual intuitive experience of IS of NOW IS REAL.
AND HONESTLY, if a person spends most of their time
stuck in their head with abstract
CONCEPTS OF NOUNS OF
DETAILS TO LABEL
AND DESCRIBE
THE WORLD INSTEAD
OF ACTUALLY INNATELY EXPERIENCING IT THROUGH INSTINCT
AND INTUITION FOR THEM THERE IS LESS TO NO EXPERIENCE OF THIS THING CALLED LIVING AS IS AKA BEING one with GOD AKA IS.
IT’S COMPLICATED FOR folks lost in a mechanized world of abstract details of labels to describe a life in details, RATHER than experiencing the big picture of what IS AS BLISS.
The best way to understand GOD per IS IS to escape thoughts through whatever works, whether that is YOGA, MUSIC, a frigging walk in NATURE,
TRANCE DANCE LIKE ME,
BALLET, MARTIAL ARTS;
YES, WHATEVER it takes to increase creative physical intelligence
RATHER than a cold hard ZOMBIE-LIKE way, IN COMPARISON
OF math or language equation WITH NEVER EVER TRULY fuller
EXPERIENCING THE PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE OF BEAUTY,
AND FEELINGS IN BOTH EMOTIONS AND SENSES
OF ALL IS AKA GOD IS
ALL PUT TOGETHER
AS IS
A BEAUTIFUL TAPESTRY
NO MATTER WHY OR HOW
IT COMES TO BE AS IS
SIMPLY
IS AKA
GOD.
THAT’S PROOF OF GOD.
TAKE IT WITH A
GRAIN OF
SALT
OR SAND.
IT DOESN’T
MATTER AND
IT DOES MATTER
AS BOTH OF THOSE
ARE
GOD
TOO…..
SPINNING
FAST
AT CORE
WITH ATOMS
AT A
DIFFERENT SPEED
AS
‘YOU OR I
AND ME AND WE’
WITH
THE BEAUTY OF THE WAY IT IS ALL
PUT TOGETHER CONNECTING AS IS
REGARDLESS OF HOW and WHY
IT HAPPENS PER LABELS
AND
NOUNS FOR THE
SKELETON OF IS AKA
SYSTEMIZING SCIENCE; A TOOL
BUT NEVER EVER FULLER REALITY
AS
IS AKA GOD NOW AS VERB OF FORCE AND
NEVER NOUN AS LABEL ALONE,
AS A DETAIL DARK DEVIL
RATHER THAN A FORCE
OF
LIGHT AND DARK
MIXED AS IS
AGAIN AKA
GOD IS NOW
AS
IS
IS.
GOD IS NOT SOME’THING’ ONE READS ABOUT.
GOD IS ‘SOME’THING ONE EXPERIENCES THROUGH
SENSES AND FEELINGS AS
FORCE.
AND OH MY GOD, every frigging awakened and enlightened person
back in the world of senses and feelings and out of the world of abstract
constructs of language and math equations
comes to the same basic understanding of FULLER LIFE WHEN WHEN
THEY ESCAPE THE CRAP OF ABSTRACT WRITTEN LANGUAGE,
PER LETTERS AND NUMBERS AND ALL THAT GOES WITH
THAT IN COMPLEX CULTURES
AND THEN
THEY ARE AT PEACE
NEEDING NOTHING MORE
OF WHAT CULTURE HAS TO OFFER.
I CAN’T IMAGINE A MORE BLISSFUL EXPERIENCE
OF THE FORCE OF GOD THAN WHAT THAT ‘IS RIGHT NOW’
IS ‘RIGHT’ NOW AS
‘IS’.
I mean DUH, JUST PUT A CLERICAL COLLAR ON CARL SAGAN
AND REPLACE THE LABEL OF NATURE WITH GOD
IN THE VIDEO ABOVE
AND
YA
GOT A ‘CATHOLIC MASS’ PER UNIVERSAL UNDERSTANDING
OF WHAT IS PER LAWS OF NATURE AKA GOD AND THE WAY IT IS
ALL PUT TOGETHER
AS ONE
CONNECTING
FORCE!
AND MEANWHILE folks continue on with the DRIVEL OF THE DEVIL OF DETAILS…
BOTH IN CHURCH AND ANYWHERE ELSE WHERE LIMITED
FUNDAMENTALIST MATH AND OR WORD
MINDS CO-EXIST ALONE AND
RARELY TRULY TOGETHER
CONNECT
AS
IS
CAN BE
NOW IS AS.
Any questions..
If not, great, as it is better
to experience GOD than TALK ABOUT GOD
IN DRIVELING devils of DETAIL LIKE THIS
TOO…
is a likely destiny in failure of personal humanity…
A human cannot be an external human..
And to be painfully aware of all the details in this world of info
overLOAD
is to eventually die in life…
Retiring half dead teaches me to
turn it off
and live…
But honestly.. before..
i carry culture on my shoulders
and it is way too heavy to hold up..
No matter how broad my head or shoulders grow…
I spend most of my life too scared to live or truly love.. Consistently noted by others as always following the rules of cultural form until perfectionism literally nearly kills me and metaphorically kills me alive…
Now in the words of the newest version of Cinderella I am both kind and most importantly courageous enough to be free of perfection and instead only a practicer of living NOW…
The joy of life is not knowing form…,
@all
So true and to make it up as we go
is to make it happen in a new way
instead of a robotic wave
that follows a path
planned by
someone
else..
But
yeah..
video
games
can be
fun
too..
Living under
the paraMETERS
of someone else’s play..
And truly the matrix of culture
is a video game for the participants
wittingly or not and a camel with a tiny ‘whole’ of needle too
to escape
getting smaller and
smaller
in a Twitter world
of human…
Approximation…
Oh.. GOD.. Yes!..
Seeing the world
through the eyes of a child
almost always better reflects human truth…
Interestingly.. The so-called ‘Bi-Cameral’ mind
theorized by some folks as the creative human archetypal
way of thinking by the ancient Greeks
may better represent the human mind without decades of spoon fed school and work..
where so-called insanity of dreamy thinking may be the norm then.. instead of school rule ways of processing the world through prescribed ways of thinking and speaking…
The further I drift into ‘reality’
the more i realize
Truth
in
THIS.
@word358word@
All of this mix of
art and science sounds
like common sense to me.
But unfortunately,
the scientific method does
not measure what all
folks have in common,
particularly science leaning folks
as opposed to artistic leaning folks
in divided ways of mind and body balance.
To join both is two have two metaphorical
happy hemispheres of
UNI
verse of life unto itself. Yes, strangely enough
this head between our shoulders is remarkably like the
earth with neuron-like humans attempting to make so
many more connections with each other to fire a
planet alive in dual hemispheric flow
as ONE mighty
force of human being life
and EARTH in letting go of
dividing ways
of mind
and
body
imbalance
FOR LIGHT IN NEW IDEAS
WHEre AuTIST BECOMES ArTIST
WITH only u r separating
dark from
light..:)
wHeRe only rR
separates
Ee and H,
in masculine
and feminine balance
as
WELL
FOR NOW
AS
IS
IS.
Hmm.. perhaps philosophy is largely irrelevant, unless science is used in regard of being human being, in the most base of all human existence, which is human emotions and senses that science has no tools to adequately measure to replicate the human experience and experiment that is ALWAYS UNIQUE TO EACH HUMAN UNIVERSE OF PERCEPTION of what reality even is,
in a personal Universe of emotions and senses felt and lived in ALWAYS UNIQUE flesh and blood action.
IN the case of human being, only philosophy can fully address THE FULL CONDITION THAT IS human being.
I’m not sure what else REALLY counts, EXCEPT FOR A PHILOSOPHY OF THE HUMAM CONDITION, AS IS, considering ‘we’ are human being, ARE WE NOT…
PERHAPS SOMEONE will develop a test for that.
Wait, I think someone already has.
I’ll check back later
to let one know of the results, when
THAT EXPERIMENT IS
DONE.
Hmm.. perhaps philosophy is largely irrelevant, unless science is used in regard of being human being, in the most base of all human existence, which is human emotions and senses that science has no tools to adequately measure to replicate the human experience and experiment that is
ALWAYS UNIQUE TO EACH HUMAN UNIVERSE OF PERCEPTION of what reality even is, in a personal Universe of emotions and senses felt and lived in ALWAYS UNIQUE flesh and blood action.
IN the case of human being, only philosophy can fully address THE FULL CONDITION THAT IS human being.
I’m not sure what else REALLY counts,
EXCEPT FOR A PHILOSOPHY OF THE HUMAM CONDITION,
AS IS, considering ‘we’ are human being, ARE WE NOT…
PERHAPS SOMEONE will develop a test for that.
Wait, I think someone already has.
I’ll check back later to let
one know of the results, when
THAT EXPERIMENT IS
DONE.
To be clear, I am being as serious as
‘Aghogday’ can get here, first, before I go on.
This proof of if I exist is an interesting question.
Honestly, I lived decades of my life as a being more in the existence of external requirements rather than innate instinctual, intuitive experience of life.
In fact, my psychiatrist suggests that I never actually developed an ego until the last year and a half, and I have to agree as there was no integrated me for decades. I was the sum of all the parts of my environment.
Truly, finding center in self, or as some folks pejoratively describe it as self-centered is a goal to attain, not one to avoid, IN ZEN like practice of generating one’s ego through the core of what we can be as creative human beings, per what some describe as the inner self.
My entire life, for decades, even with an exceptional IQ of above 130, I never really created anything new, except for a few isolated incidences.
I play the piano wonderfully by sheet music but could not create my own music in creative flow until age 47, when I was losing my emotions from chronic stress, and the battle within me was to stay alive, as truly a living feeling human being.
In my opinion, although for decades It did not really seem like I fully existed as an integrated human being, I can for sure now say that when a person does a search on just the name ‘Katie Mia’ that I created as an acronym of sorts in tandem with a form of my wife’s name, they will find a human entity that they’ve never seen before.
So yes, in this way, I exist, and I can prove it
in videos; photos; yes, living color;
and creative expressions
in both photos and words
in forms that no one has created before.
It appears that technology allows humans now, finally, to
PROVE THEY EXIST.
Anyway, perhaps a topic for another time.
Quote:
“b) proclaims the non-existence of something
simply because the tool it uses (i.e. the scientific method)
is inadequate as a method in this respect,”
TheWalrus writes:
No, this is wrong.
If something is real, it can be verified or falsified by examining reality.
If something cannot be detected by examining reality (assuming you had perfect instruments), then it does not exist.
Aghogday writes:
No, this is patently false.
For example, some people experience nuanced emotions that empower a person to action including belief, which science already provides evidence of for, per the positive placebo and negative nocebo effect.
However, close to 66% percent of people in the general population cannot effect real life results from the power of the real emotion of belief that underlies whatever metaphor of words generates the emotion of belief, per human effect of change, which is just a synonym for the placebo effect, generally speaking.
And honestly, in a world where the majority of people are stuck in a mechanical cognition way of thinking THAT is not surprising at all, as even science now shows THAT way of thinking suppresses the emotional/empathic/social cognition intelligence of mind.
So in other words, if the placebo effect does not work for you, or you do not experience the empowering emotion of belief that emotes action for positive or negative human change, per placebo or nocebo effect, this part of the human condition may not exist for you, and may not be proven to exist in your life but never the less that does not negate the reality of this empowering emotion of belief in other folks lives to make real human miracles happen.
I know, as I have access to this empowering emotion of belief and can do amazing things, where before, where I fell Ill, and lost that empowering emotion of belief, my life was basically crap pie, with the inability to even heal myself, of 19 medical disorders.
With the FULL POWER OF BELIEF, TOTALLY ESCAPED FROM A MECHANICAL COGNITION WORLD, I DO move metaphorical real physical mountains, as evidenced time and time again, already, here on this site.
What you may fail to understand, with the condition of Autism, as it is a clinical trait, is that people experience life much differently than you do in the way of sensory and emotional connections WITH other humans along with the emoting power of emotions, you may or may not more fully experience.
And it is clear to me, as relatively speaking, a natural ’empath’ of a human being THAT the so-called most famous Atheist folks like Mr. Dawkins, and Mr. Hitchens have LITTLE TO no affect of emotion in their speech, and that is an objective way to determine if someone can even experience the emotion of belief, as it is a much more advanced emotion than just laughter, or joy.
Both Mr. Dawkins and Mr. Hitchens speech is robotic in affect, AND CONVERSELY emotions are expressed in human language, flowery like you suggest I communicate, and other folks, UNLIKE Mr. Dawkins and Mr. Hitchens, who do NOT speak with the empowering emotive metaphor in AFFECT OF HUMAN LANGUAGE in FULLER nuanced PRO-SOCIAL human emotions.
So truly it stands to ‘reason’ but really ’emotion’ that I as an empath will have flowery language, as truly that is an empirical measure of both my emotional intelligence that not all share, particularly here, as well as the general potential that I will have as a human being to use the emoting power of the emotion of human belief to emote real life PHYSICAL ACTIONS, LIKE LEG PRESSING about HALF-A-TON OF WEIGHT, 14 TIMES SLOWLY, WITH MY ARMS RAISED UP.
YOU SEE, EVEN THOUGH science does not have the tool to measure the actual emotion of belief that I experience when I lift that 930LBS, 14 times; never the less, the empirical results are there for others to observe.
And truly any athlete who experiences strong positive pro-social emotions is more likely to produce miracle-like physical results through the power of the emotion of belief.
Perhaps, I have control with my mind down to the atomic energy at the core of all my cells, per a ‘Quantum’ Observer Affect, per effect that not all humans achieve in life. And perhaps science will one day provide a tool that can measure the empirical process of how this works, if it does work in a way like this.
But never the less, I have always been super strong, even as a frail looking skin and bones boy who DOES BEAT THE BIGGEST MOST MUSCULAR FOOTBALL PLAYER BOYS IN ARM wrestling by generating a ‘quantum’ power of mind over matter, per my body, where muscle mass in bulk, is not needed.
When I am 120 LBS, I am beating 160 LB muscular boys.
When I am 170 LBS, I am beating 260 LB muscular law enforcement dudes.
And now at 233 LBS, I am lifting hundreds of more LBS, at age 54, verses elite physical specimens of military males in their twenties that is empirically evidenced, as I’m sure you’ve already seen here.
But the thing is, I am born with extreme emotions and obviously more gifted with the emotion of belief than most people are.
Some folks do not even realize emotion is a belief, and if not that emotion obviously does not likely exist fuller in their life, as the effect of that emotion in terms of physical abilities, is simply amazing, AND HARD TO MISS, EVEN FOR THE MOST CASUAL OF OBSERVERS,
IN REAL flesh and blood life.
But anyway, your statement here
that if the tools of the scientific method
cannot measure a human phenomenon
per the emotion of belief, it does not exist,
IS PATENTLY FALSE.
930 LBS does not lie, and neither do my hips, or eyes of the emoting power of BELIEF.
AND TRULY, NOT ONLY THAT it’s sad that modern religions have changed the word belief into a symbol for something that does NOT EMPIRICALLY EXIST, PER A only HUMAN BEING GOD,
WHERE this real human emoting power in the emotion of belief, CAN MOVE METAPHORICAL MOUNTAINS,
IF properly sought, found, utilized, developed,
AND practiced in the internal human being life
that science currently CANNOT adequately MEASURE
WITH THE LIMITED TOOLS THAT EXIST, AND DOES NOT NECESSARILY EXIST IN MR. DAWKINS, MR. HITCHENS, MR. HAWKING, MR. DENT, MR. FNORD, MR. TheWalrus, or MR. A Different Name’s life
BUT NEVER THE LESS AND MUCH MUCH MORE, the emoting power of the emotion of belief DEFINITELY DOES exist in my life, and I provide the miraculous results of that emoting power of the emotion of belief by the LB, and more precisely 930LBS.
AS another historical example of someone who has strong emotions of hope, faith, and belief that can be measured in affect of speech, is the Football Player Tim TEBOW, who speaks with a great amount of flowery emotional affect as well as non-verbal emotional expression, with homophobes around the world accusing him of being gay ’cause he shows so much freedom in expressing emotion.
But the deal is, he is so frigging powerful looking in person, they will not do that to his face, just like me in real life doing a ballet exhibition in Dick’s sporting Goods today, where there is no one, powerful looking enough, to come up and make fun of me to my face, although one can bet they are doing it behind my back, just as they do with Tim Tebow.
Tim Tebow actually finished a high school football game,
with a broken femur, which is a miracle all by itself.
But ‘little’ Timmy is obviously another ’empath’ of a human being,
where PRO-SOCIAL emotion FULLER EXPRESSED is STRENGTH, INSTEAD OF WEAKNESS, PER THE POWER OF BELIEF IN MAKING THESE REAL LIFE MIRACLES HAPPEN.
BUT SERIOUSLY, if you do not run in ‘our league’ all of this may sound like gibberish to you in YOUR Universe but our UNIVERSES are in actual DEED MUCH DIFFERENT THAN ANY OF THE FOLKS I listed above, simply as there is no evidence of emotional affect in language, written or spoken, except for some that you have recently manifested here that is encouraging, at least in your case, as truly it is the most important type of human intelligence for basic survival,
IN THE FLESH AND BLOOD WORLD, still.
But here’s the deal, although I do not have a scientific method, per the official one, to measure this, never the less, I am using basic human common sense per my high levels of cognitive and affective empathy, and my exceptional IQ in ways of logic, as standard IQ and grade school/college measured, to systemize it per general science methodology of logic in systemization, as best as that can currently be done.
This is philosophy and logic mixed.
I am not just telling you miracles happen with belief, without actually describing, explaining, and providing evidence of how MIRACLES DO HAPPEN WITH THE EMOTING POWER of THE HUMAN EMOTIONS of relative free will, faith, hope and belief that do not have to be attached to any religion, at all, to be just as pertinent as ‘THEY’
always have in the human condition.
What modern humans have forgotten truly is losing many of the empowering emoting emotions that our ancestors or even people currently separated from modern cultures with overbearing mechanical cognition requirements of thinking, STILL DO have as part of their human experience to do more amazing real life physical feats of achievement.
Emotions are internal feelings and senses that motivate human action.
Emotion equals emoting or generating action in human being.
It is a metaphor, yes, PER WORDS LIKE BELIEF, and can be an empty shell of a word, without the experience in the human condition of these emoting emotions that again,
ARE DEFINITELY REAL IN HOW THEY AFFECT THE EFFECTS OF REAL LIFE HUMAN ACTION IN RESULTS THAT COUNT.
AND AGAIN, while there is not a tool that currently exists or not a tool that will ever exist to measure these empowering emotions of human relative free will, faith, hope and belief, if you currently do not have full use of these emotions to make real life miracles happen in your life that
DOES NOT MEAN THIS IS NOT PART OF, OR EXISTS, AS A REAL INTERNAL PHENOMENON in someone else’s life, AND CERTAINLY NOT ME, BABY, as I’ve got enough belief to BLOW MOST PEOPLE AWAY in almost anything I attempt to do in real life, and do have those empirical results in tow,
with a simple click of smartphone
to prove REAL LIFE human miracles DO come true.
YES, I know this is long winded; however, there may never be enough words to explain HOW REAL THE EMOTION OF BELIEF IS, FOR FOLKS, INCLUDING MANY religious folks with repressed emotions who NEVER EXPERIENCE THE EMOTION OF BELIEF to make real life human miracles a potential real life flesh and blood reality, too, coMe TRUTH..:)
AND true that so many folks water the garden of culture but never truly cultivate the internal human being Universe that can be a HUMAN mind and body in total and POWERFUL GRACE AND STRENGTH, BALANCE.
HONESTLY and sadly,
in true effect and affect,
some folks have no idea
THAT reality even exists,
neither in words or feelings.
Yeah, I used to be a ‘PASTAfarian’ most of the days too..
But truly, per the general concept of Rastafarian ways of Christian-like philosophy, in practice, with a so-called original gnostic context, are relatively speaking great, compared to modern Christianity, as ‘IT’
focuses on the Now of ‘Heaven’
on this Terrestrial Earth, as an achievable result now IN REAL LIFE PRACTICE.
And while I do not agree that ‘they’ have THE ONE SON OF GOD BACK IN BLACK OR WHATEVER, or the still homomophic patriarchal leaning beliefs, THEY do tend to keep the common sense of the so-called Gnostic Thomas Gospel of Jesus THAT REALITY IS real, GOD IS ALL NATURAL,
AND LIVES WITHIN HUMAN BEING AS WELL as outside, above and so below, and so-called heaven CAN BE NOW, FOR FOLKS WHO MASTER MIND AND BODY BALANCE NOW, AND not in some fairy tale of gift of heaven after life for repeating JOHN 3:16, and having to exclaim one believes it literally, as such, to get a TICKET SOMEWHERE OUT OF REALITY,
and effort to cultivate and grow human relative free will
through physical intelligence to regulate human emotions
and thoughts to do JUST THAT.
I AM NOT afraid of death,
as it simply
NEVER ENTERS MY MIND.
I CONTROL THAT AS I FOR ONE
DEVELOP the relative human free will to do JUST THAT.
And on top of that I’ve been TO MUCH worse places than death, documented as such, where the wish for death is my only salvation for a pain of numbness of life much worse than pain, even so-called ETERNAL HELL FIRE PAIN.
DEATH IS A GIFT;
I for one, have NO FEAR OF DEATH AT ALL.
AND THAT’S an excellent place to truly live ALWAYS NOW…
AND for people who are afraid of death, where only fairy tales work
to extinguish that fear, more power to ’em as fear s**KS MUCH, MUCH, more than myths.
Truly, it’s just common sense and requires NO modern schooling to attain this all natural philosophy of life.
Humans all barefoot and naked with unshaved bodies, dirty, cold and huddled with the warmth of each other CAN easily determine what the truth is.
The truth is an Interdependent relationship
of all that is IN connection.
It’s that simple.
Modern society takes ‘us’ away from that
and leads to all kinds of bizarre illusions
separating many of ‘us’ at core of what
WE CAN be in flow WITH nature,
as just part of the whole,
and a fractal reflection of the whole too.
I mean, ‘DUH’, even a wave ‘knows’ that,
without any sentience, AT ALL,
per above so below,
IN PARTICLES
OF
WAVES
TOO…
I FOR ONE,
choose to
LIVE WITH
THE ‘FIELD’,
INSTEAD
of against ‘IT’,
in TRUE FIELDS
OF
human
DREAMS COME TRUTH.
AND THAT IS SOMETHING
our so-called ‘primitive ancestors’, who still live today,
PRACTICE IN THE RAIN FORESTS OF TRUTH, TOO..:)
And in regard of ‘THAT’ my favorite ‘NEW AGE’ illustration
of JUST THAT
PER THE ‘Emerald Forest’…
That’s the way I like it baby, all natural, All FREE LIVING WITH NATURE AND CONNECTING WITH OTHER HUMANS IN FLESH AND BLOOD CONNECTIONS, in ecstatic trance dance,
JUST LIKE MY FLORIDA ‘NATIVE FRIENDS’,
WHO DO STILL RAVE DANCE WITH ME!
AND I’VE NEVER ever felt
any younger, in both strength and grace;
subjectively and empirically assessed as such.
To be free IS NICE and
POTENTIALLY LITERALLY DIVINE
in metaphor of course, too…
TO LIVE IN CHAINS OF CULTURE, JUST s**KS, in my opinion,
including mechanized GRADE SCHOOL
science limiting ways of thought,
WITHOUT
TRULY
CREATIVE
ART,
WITHOUT AN
INSTRUCTION BOOKLET,
PAMPHLET, OR YouTube Video.
i GUIDE my SELF, as I ego, per i me,
with a little !spiritual! help from ‘my friends’,
and Mother Nature TRUTH.
Hopefully,
one is not
stating that as absolute,
per philosophers and mystics stop at step 2,
and treating their hypothesis as fact, without actually testing it,
As obviously there are folks who are philosophers, mystics, and scientists;
ALLINONE.
I ‘hate’ to think one believes there is a limit on human nature this way.
But truly, the human experiment/FULLER EXPERIENCE that is driven by human NATURE IN EMOTION, is unique, and not a fully repeatable one with any control group anywhere.
‘We’ can break things down to observable units..
But truly, not all emotional powers
are observable external
OR INTERNAL
units of measure.
AND TRULY,
AS A PERSON WHO
technically loses their
emotions due to illness,
who experiences
a very rich internal
environment of emotions,
NOW, I can say without pause that a person
who does not experience the type of rich internal
PRO-SOCIAL emotions that I am innately blessed with
WILL NEVER EVER UNDERSTAND THIS
AS THERE IS NO REFERENCE POINT TO UNDERSTAND IT
WITHOUT RICH NUANCED EXPERIENCED PRO-SOCIAL EMOTIONS.
IN FACT, 85 PERCENT OF FOLKS DIAGNOSED ON THE AUTISM SPECTRUM, as assessed by ‘science’, have difficulty describing complex emotions with human language; even the simplest emotions like joy and sadness,
PER THE medical TERM,
ALEXITHYMIA.
There is THIS biological and or environmental problem in innate human nature that makes assessing the reality of others who do experience rich nuanced emotions literally and metaphorically impossible.
When emotions go, there is not even a memory of
IF A PERSON EVER FEELS A LAUGH OR SMILE,
AS EMOTIONS ARE THE GLUE OF
MEMORY OF EMOTION ITSELF.
IN OTHER WORDS, when a human being
loses their emotions due to illness or chronic
PTSD type emotional trauma, they fall into
A BLACK HOLE OF EMOTIONAL DEATH,
until IF THEY RISE OUT OF THAT BLACK HOLE
of no emotions BACK IN EMOTIONAL life
like the metaphorical Phoenix, RISING from Death.
The most horrifying thing I can imagine now,
is the life of either a full blown or partial
so-called internal life of a
SO-CALLED psychopath,
as I know precisely why, now,
they enjoy inflicting pain on others,
because that’s all they can feel;
pleasure over pressing the HURT BUTTON
ON SOMEONE ELSE FOR SELFISH GAIN.
WHENEVER I SEE PEOPLE CALLOUSLY
PERSONALLY ATTACKING
OTHERS HERE LIKE TOYS,
IT RINGS THAT BELL FOR ME.
But seriously, a person who does not experience
the rich internal emotional life that gives a wondrous intrinsic
OXYTOCIN-like feeling in connecting to others that is often indicated in medical literature, AS missing from SOME folks on the Autism spectrum,
THEY WILL NEVER EVER TRULY UNDERSTAND WHY FOLKS SIT IN A CHURCH HOLDING HANDS SAYING A COMMON PURPOSEFUL MANTRA OR CREED ARE TRULY ‘just’ DOING IT.
THEY DO IT
BECAUSE
THERE IS
AN ELIXIR
OF COMMONLY
SHARED FEELING EMOTION
THROUGH COMMON PURPOSE
IN CONNECTING HUMAN BEINGS
THAT FEELS BETTER THAN
ANY PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING PERSON
WITH A LACK OF THIS COMMON CONNECTING FEELING
WILL EVER FEEL IN LIFE, IN A LIFE THAT TRULY IS LIKE
LIVING IN A DEEP PIT OF BLACK HOLE WITH NO ESCAPE.
I’VE SEEN BOTH SIDES NOW, in feeling and non-feeling,
and truly no matter how callous ACTING AND FEELING,
the folks ARE who ARE IN the black-hole OR how callously
THEY personally attack other people in an attempt to see their toys jump,
I TRULY feel sorry for them,
as truly they have never lived,
no matter why they are destined
to live this way, per either innate
or environmental FACTORS.
But again, if one does not feel
what I am talking about,
tHere is ABSOLUTELY NO
REFERENCE POINT TO UNDERSTAND IT.
THERE IS only a reference point for folks who feel some nuance of this, to actually remember what it might have been more fully like, before the environment of culture and chronic stress extinguishes the true elixir of humanity out of their bright-lit soul to a
black-hole soul that can never be filled simply by living and loving other human beings; regardless if the common purpose to do that in SOCIAL COOPERATIVE bonding is a football game, politics, RELIGION, ETC.;
no matter the myth or fact that bonds
human nature in common purpose
IN TRUly FEELING SOUL AWAY
FROM AN EMPTY
BLACK HOLE SOUL.
FEELING IS LIFE.
ANYTHING ELSE IS JUST
A ROBOTIC APPROXIMATION.
AND truly there are not many ’empaths’
in life who lose almost all their emotions and gain
them back stronger than ever before; so in all seriousness,
one may NEVER EVER HEAR THIS POINT OF VIEW AGAIN,
PARTICULARLY, HERE.
MOST PEOPLE, WHO go through what I go THROUGH, KILL THEMSELVES EARLY ON,
in what is described as the suicide disease in more ways than one, as it takes the emotional life away from a person almost immediately, as the only thing that can be felt is WORSE THAN excruciating NEVER ENDING PAIN FROM WAKE TO SLEEP,
in my case for five years,
and documented in medical literature,
as A worse fate than the much more
temporary problem of dying on a cross,
per crucifixion,
IN SPECTRUM OF FEELING PAIN.
For folks who do not experience pro-social emotions,
in a way they already die on a cross that they have no idea even exists.
I will like to find a way to change that but I’m not sure it’s even possible.
And truly that’s proof that at least in this lifetime, as a singular one, if there is a GOD,
GOD IS NOT FAIR.
I LIKE TO THINK THERE IS MORE TO EXISTENCE THAN THAT BUT IF NOT, THERE IS NO ESCAPE IN LIVING LIFE, AND ONLY THE REALISTIC CHOICE TO GRIN AND BEAR IT,
FOR folks who live in
THE OTHER PLACE of death in life, wittingly or NOT.
PERHAPS it’s harder when one vaguely remembers
they are alive
BEFORE IN FEELING SOUL.
This may not be an easy to thing to hear, AND OR ABSORB, true.
But sometimes the TRUTH CAN TRULY SET ONE FREE,
IF one IS TRULY LUCKY/fortunate, IT SEEMS,
WITH THE WAY this life looks
on the outside,
AND INSIDE,
at least,
to me.
Life is no
science project
AND NEVER TRULY WILL BE,
FULLY EXPERIENCED.
And honestly, the folks who think it is,
from ‘Dawkins to Hitchens to Hawking’,
likely have/HAD
THIS PROBLEM
TOO…
AND YES,
HARD TO impossible
to UNDERTAND,
UNLESS ONE walks in SIMILAR shoes
too;
TRULY AN EMPTY and beyond sad PLACE TO BE.
If there is Karma, perhaps it is/WAS theIR destiny per what EVER Karmic rEaSon.
I ain’t going back, and I’M LIVING LIFE LIKE THERE IS KARMA, AS IT’S NOT WORTH TAKING ONE CHANCE IN AN INFINITY OF GOING BACK TO DEATH IN LIFE..
Well, that depends on what kind of science one is speaking of.
If we are speaking of the science of physics,
math, geometry, OR ENGINEERING,
well of course,
ONE MUST BE WELL ‘VERSED’ IN THE SCIENCE OF IT TO
DO THE SCIENCE OF IT
However, if we are speaking of the science of human
WELL being, IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE
of course NOT.
Science shows there is
an inevitable decrease
in human strength after the age of 30.
Science shows this based on statistics of a population of human beings who are functionally disabled from simply not moving and sitting on their butts in front of screens most of their life now, fixated a few feet away, focusing on a screen, for hours at a time, often without a break, TO EVEN LIVE A MORE FULLY FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE.
I prove that wrong everyday, ‘
EVERYNOW’,
and science,
per the scientific method,
OVERALL, has ‘no idea’ how I do it.
And so many people spend their life now, in an area of mechanical cognition rather than sensory and emotional intelligence, including proprioception, which some health scientists now call the 6th sense THAT there are not even enough test subjects who have explored their internal powers of senses and emotions in synergy in mind and body balance to even frigging have an experiment, in the general population.
One of the main reasons I can do it, is, I don’t listen to JUST science in regard to human health, as I easily realize science cannot adequately measure human health, as science cannot adequately measure the internal life of human emotions and sensory abilities that can only be enhanced in many other non-standard IQ forms of intelligence from an internal journey, moreover, than a so-called objective materialistic one that the scientific method is good at testing.
‘Philosophy of Human Being
MIND AND BODY BALANCE’
attempts to attack the issues
that science cannot handle,
AND will likely never be able to measure,
with the scientific method, close to adequately.
So, here friend, try to explain how I can do this linked below. It’s all in video evidence. I am no jacked-up steroid dude doing this below, in fact, my testosterone is measured recently at 277, per MEDICAL record, which is somewhere around the level of a 75 year old man.
I am just a so-called normal middle-aged physical specimen of a male at age 54, who according to science from those testosterone levels should be weaker than a normal middle-aged specimen of a male at age 54, who can lift several hundred pounds more weight on this machine, videoed below, as any elite Marine Dude who works out at the elite military gym, where the video is taken of me parallel leg pressing 930LBS, slowly, with my arms raised in the air, 14 times.
A year and a half ago, I gained a higher internal power of emotion of human being that may have a metaphor of CHI, Kundalini, KI, Qi, or whatever, from other cultures but intuitively at that time, even documented on this website then, when I could lift about half as much pressing with my legs, at 500LBS, which was pretty amazing at that time, still, in consideration of it was after being a shut-in with 19 medical disorders for over 5 years that I also healed with this new higher emotional power of human being that I had never experienced before.
At that time, on the record here, I intuitively knew I would use this newly found internal emoting all innate, instinctual, and intuitively gained POWER of NEW EMOTION, TO DO AMAZING THINGS.
And just 19 months later I have done things that no other human can do at my age of 54, including dance walking a martial arts ballet all instinctually, personally developed style of dance walk that no other human has been observed doing, as I take no lessons to create it, for 3200 miles now, documented on literally thousands of Facebook pages by the folks videotaping me do it in the general public, who are amazed I can look like I float on terrestrial land like I am on skates, at 233LBS of long and still lean male, with frigging NIKE basketball shoes on, with grips on the bottom of the shoes, instead of a smooth surface on the shoes, as I Have documented here:
And Now I ‘LEAD’ A GROUP of twenty something year-old athletic youth and even lessoned ballet students at one of the top 100 dance clubs in the U.S., after 51 weeks of dancing there one night a week for 3-hours solid without a drink of water, where the people there call me not just a good dancer but a legend of dance, at times.
Keep in mind I was a shut-in in my bedroom for almost 66 months, with no doctor giving me any chance for recovery, with doctors giving up on me and telling me there was nothing they could do to help me with the worst pain known to mankind, type two Trigeminal Neuralgia, experienced from waking to sleeping for almost 66 months, along with Dysautonomia, where I would almost pass-out just raising my arms up over my head after eating a meal, or attempting to walk just one time around my neighborhood block.
Science says, according to the statistics
that there is no way I should be able to do what I can do.
No one understood a way out of my human hell, except for me.
I did it with my own method of imagination, creativity,
AND THE REAL HUMAN EMPOWERING EMOTIONS OF RELATIVE FREE WILL, FAITH, HOPE, AND BELIEF,
THOUGH A HIGHER PHYSICALLY ENHANCED CREATIVE INTELLIGENCE REGULATING EMOTIONS, SENSORY INTEGRATION;
ALSO ENHANCING COGNITIVE EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING, INCLUDING FOCUS, AND SHORT TERM MEMORY.
THIS WAS ALL A TOTALLY INNATE INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE INTERNAL EXPLORATION OF HUMAN BEING THAT I NOW CONTINUE TO PERFECT A PRACTICE OF
AS I AM CONTINUALLY VIEWED BY OTHERS
AS HAVING EVEN MORE AMAZING
HUMAN POTENTIAL,
MORE FULLY REALIZED.
I AM NO MEDICAL SCIENCE DOCTOR.
I AM NO MEDICAL SCIENCE EXPERT.
I AM AN EXPERT OF THE INTERNAL JOURNEY THAT IS ME, AND ONLY ME.
SO YOU ARE INCORRECT, at least in my case, AS THERE ARE SOME SCIENCE FIELDS THAT CAN ONLY BE REVOLUTIONIZED BY NON-S0-CALLED SCIENTISTS IN THE SPECIFIC FIELD.
AND HEALTH SCIENCE, BY GOD, IS ONE OF THOSE AREAS OF REFUTATION OF WHAT YOU STATE HERE THAT I CAN EMPIRICALLY PROVE ON MY OWN, WITHOUT THE HELP OF anyone else’s scientific method in the field of HEALTH SCIENCE.
AND HELL YES, THE FIELD OF HEALTH SCIENCE IS CONSIDERED A HARD SCIENCE, unlike psychology or psychiatry in the eyes of many in the science community.
IN FACT, currently psychologists and psychiatrists who have studied my case-study have looked to me for advice on how to revolutionize their practice to help their other case-studies of flesh and blood human life.
When I tell people, as I do my light-footed ballet dance-walk dance, all naturally created by me that I can press almost half a ton, with the graceful moves that are my legs, they often look at me with total disbelief, until I show ’em the PROOF WITH THEIR ‘MOUTH HANGING OPEN, SAYING WTF’.
AND MY DOCTOR,
MY MEDICAL DOCTOR,
HAS NO CLUE HOW I DO IT,
AND IS TOTALLY BAFFLED ABOUT IT,
with an
‘open mouth hanging open too’.
Truly it’s ‘fun’ to ‘prove’ the so-called scientists
AND OR EXPERTS AND ‘SCIENCE’ IN THE FIELD ‘WRONG’.
AND THE REASON FOR THAT IS,
IT MEANS HOPE FOR THE FOLKS
THAT MEDICAL DOCTORS
AND ‘SCIENCE’
HAS GIVEN UP ON.
THE TRUE HUMAN ‘MAGIC’ IS WITHIN.
YA CAN CALL IT PSEUDOSCIENCE ALL YA WANT BUT I CAN PROVE IT OWN MY OWN, AS I GO MY OWN WAY, and make human miracles happen everyday, EVERY NOW of my life.
And here is just one example of what I can do with so-called super human strength that science has no clue HOW I DEVELOPED, WITHOUT THE INTERNAL TOOLS OF SCIENTIFIC METHOD TO REPEAT THE EXPERIMENT THAT is the case-study that is me, IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN IT HERE, YET.
Truly as a human being, one of the POTENTIALLY
most dangerous things a person can do,
is believe what folks tell them they cannot do or
RECOVER FROM.
OH YEAH, AND THEN THERE IS THAT AUTISTIC THINGY,
BY WAY of acknowledgement of my doctors,
I CURED THAT TOO, EVEN WITH SOME EMPIRICAL
MEASUREMENT OF THE AUTISM QUOTIENT TEST,
MOVING FROM 44 to 45 to an 11.
AND the non-science established test of
the AQ quiz from 195 to 92,
and the Emotional
Intelligence test
from the mid 50’s to a 95.
Yes, I’ve also cured Autism,
something that science says there is not a way to do yet.
And hell yes, it was an accurate diagnosis, as I was also non-verbal to age 4.
And for further proof, I can socially attract literally hundreds of gorgeous females to take photos with me with smiles grinning from ear to ear, over my non-verbal prowess in human reciprocal communication, and by GOD over 51 weeks I have the irrefutable evidence for that too, right here, in case someone pooh pooh’s the idea that I cannot effectively reciprocally socially communicate IN EXCELLENCE, IN REAL LIFE, OVERCOMING AUTISM, PER THAT SOCIAL DEFICIT, ALL THE WAY.
One must first learn to become a human being with fuller potential before one can revolutionize what it even means to be human being AGAIN, LIKE OUR SO-CALLED PRIMITIVE ANCESTORS AND GENETIC COUSINS.
HUMANS, OVERALL, HAVE SIMPLY LOST TOUCH WITH THEIR INNATE instincts, and intuitive ways of emotionally and sensory thinking without ABSTRACT WRITTEN WORDS OR CULTURAL BYPRODUCTS TO GET in the way, of achieving fuller human potential in health and well being the way I have empirically evidenced in my own case-study WITHOUT THE HELP OF ANY OUTSIDE EXPERTISE, OR TEXTBOOK KNOWLEDGE OF HEALTH AND WELL BEING.
IN FACT, I HAVE A BS IN HEALTH SCIENCE,
along with BA degrees in Anthropology,
and Social Sciences Interdisciplinary,
AND HONESTLY, OVERALL,
THAT’S WHAT THAT IS:
B.S: BULL AND
SOMETHING ELSE.
THE SCIENCE OF MID
50’S FOLKS THEN,
SHOWS photos
of folks my age,
NOW,
treading water all gray
haired in a pool for seniors.
All I can say back to that now,
IS
HA!
THAT WAS AND IS BS.
IF I BELIEVED IT WAS TRUE (the statistical science of it for human potential), I could be sitting on mall benches on Sunday afternoons watching football, or vegetating in front of my computer, or on a
LAZY BOY, RECLINED BACK EVERY NIGHT,
WATCHING real life go by, AS OVERALL THAT IS THE KIND OF MIDDLE AGE functionally disabled PERSON THOSE STATISTICS, OVERALL, ARE BASED ON, THEN AND NOW, TOO.
Instead, twenty-something year old women offer their back ends to me, aggressively as such, AT that top 100 dance club in the U.S., rubbing up my front end parts, ’cause ‘that’s the way they like it’, age 54 or NOT.
Baby, that’s real life HUMAN science,
of what it even means to survive
at the most base human instinct.
And science “ain’t” got
a tool to touch ‘it’,
the way
I practice excellence in it
in case-study way, ‘everynow’
of every now.
This is much more
important than math or physics.
Close to 50-percent of Adult Americans are on
some kind of pain medication for a chronic pain disorder.
Close to one-third of school-age children are assessed with pre-diabetic type two diabetes.
And prescriptions of psychotropic drugs are skyrocketing for both adults and children, who often haven’t a clue of
why they feel so down, depressed and hopeless about life, with a variety of somatic body pains, ranging from headaches, stomach discomfort, to other vague aches and pains,
Science has no real answer.
But I do, at least in my case.
The way out, is out there but truly it’s in
HERE, IN PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE,
THE empowering emotions of
human relative free will,
faith, hope, and belief along with
TRUST IN THE WAY IT WORKS,
PER ALL NATURAL HUMAN
INNATE, INSTINCTUAL,
AND INTUITIVE GIFTS.
AND TRULY MOST IMPORTANTLY THE POWER
OF HUMAN IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY SET FREE,
WITHOUT AN overbearing mechanical cognition mind,
TO orchestrate the greaTEST symphony of Nature
currently known that is
HUMAN BEING FULLER POTENTIAL.
THIS IS ART BABY; OPPOSITE FROM SCIENCE.
AND TRULY any philosophy that is going to help human health and well-being balance in mind and body will have to be a HUMAN ART PROJECT AND NOT SCIENCE, ALONE, AS HUMAN AND NATURE IS ART, OVERALL, NOW, IN TAPESTRY AS IS.
SCIENCE is only a RELATIVELY small bony skeleton that attempts to scribe formulas for how it works but without flesh and blood of living human life innately, instinctually, and intuitively the SCIENCE of human being
IS DEAD.
AND THE ART OF GOD PER THE NATURE THAT IS IN HUMAN BEING CAN MORE FULLY STILL BE ALIVE AND
IS ‘LIVING COLOR’ FOR THOSE WHO ACTUALLY MORE FULLY LIVE IT IN REAL FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE.
THIS IS PHILOSOPHY OF HUMAN BEING 101.
WELCOME.
I AM THE FIRST TEACHER EVER,
TO PRESENT IT LIKE THIS,
SIMPLY AS
I AM GIFTED WITH
THE PRESENT
OF
IT
AS
JUST IS
WITH REAL FLESH
AND BLOOD JUSTICE.
AND IN REALITY WHEN
IT COMES TO HUMAN BEING
FLESH AND BLOOD WELL-BEING,
IT IS SCIENCE THAT IS CURRENTLY PSEUDO,
AND THE ART OF HUMAN LIFE THAT IS REAL.
AND I CAN PROVE THAT PER CASE-STUDY IN LIVING COLOR,
AS IS CURRENTLY MY PROJECT HERE, IN HOPES THAT OTHER FOLKS
WILL ACCOMPLISH MORE, AS REAL LIFE SUPERMEN AND/OR SUPERWOMEN TOO;
Perhaps not here, but before all of what I say and DO, is done, perhaps somewhere
else.
YES, TO BE CLEAR ONCE AGAIN, WHEN IT COMES TO LIVING HUMAN BEING IN MIND AND BODY
BALANCE:
SCIENCE IS NOT JUST PSEUDO;
SCIENCE IS DEAD.
What I am stating here is Science, alone,
will NOT work WELL to increase human fuller potential in
mind and body health and well being balance.
I am stating that it is ART of Philosophy of Human being
that will WORK TO INCREASE HUMAN POTENTIAL.
AND IN THIS CASE, ART IS PHILOSOPHY;
NOT SCIENCE OVERALL,
WHEN IT COMES
TO THE HUMAN
CONDITION IN
MIND AND BODY BALANCE.
SCIENCE ALONE, WILL NOT WORK;
at most SCIENCE IS PSEUDO,
WHEN SCIENCE AS A TOOL IS USED IN
ATTEMPTS TO INCREASE FULLER
Human potential in mind and body balance.
TRULY it shouldn’t take a ‘rocket scientist’ to understand that,
And it CANNOT as HUMAN NATURE OVERALL IS ART, AND NOT SCIENCE.
I MEAN we can talk about physics, science, geometry, and engineering in a philosophy, religion, and politics forum ALL day long if YOU and others LIKE BUT MY interest is in the philosophy of curing human suffering and misery.
And science is no TOOL THAT WILL WORK FOR THAT PHILOSOPHY OF THE HUMAN CONDITION, overall.
So go back to your physics, math, geometry, and engineering; I mastered that and lost interest in it, in grade school, as truly it’s only good for creature comforts, and truly all I need is shelter over my head, something to eat, HUMAN FLESH AND BLOOD CONNECTIONS OF friends, and music/dance to have TOTAL HUMAN BLISS.
HOW many people can say that today; RELATIVELY FEW.
But in the history of human being, almost ALL,
AS STILL IS THE CASE IN ‘PRIMITIVE SMILING CULTURES’,
where the most peaceful 20 societies in the world, are assessed as living in this sharing human way of life, rather than a bloated materialistic extension where tools have become VICARIOUS VIRTUAL HUMAN life now, instead of flesh and blood human being.
And that is the source of most all human suffering and misery for folks with ‘eye’s like mine THAT yes, are RELATIVELY rare and isolated in social pockets around the world, but never the less, ‘we’ are ‘REAL’ and love life as is, without bloated misery and suffering of the human that has become AN extension of tools of culture and written language, rather than human flesh and blood FEELING being.
I remember one, stating there is nothing of real value in philosophy to revolutionize human life, AND NOTHING SAID HERE PER PHILOSOPHICAL THOUGHT that can revolutionize human life; yes, per that ‘amazing’ photographic-like memory for text that I possess, as one stated that here, once several years back, IN words TO that effect.
One is INCORRECT my friend, and I have already proven that, in my case study, irrefutably as such.
And I am honestly smiling from ear to ear ‘RIGHT’ NOW.
AND AS LONG AS one’s cynicism of the greater human potential
(LIGHT) that does exist, per the art and philosophy that
CAN BE HUMAN LIFE AS REAL
HUMAN SUPERMEN AND SUPERWOMEN,
I suppose one’s expression will not change either,
And that part is TOTALLY IN one’s BALL PARK,
AND potentially A SELF-FULFILLING
PROPHECY, IN DEED OF why science
will not work for HUMAN MIND
AND BODY BALANCE,
ALONE,
for one either..
I suppose….
AS TRULY one offers little evidence of
WHO one REALLY IS HERE,
AND that’s one’s business;
definitely, THANK GOD,
NOT MINE, ANYMORE,
IN 195 AQ LAND/PRISON/ZOO THAT I TOO,
once lived in FALSE, for flesh and blood
human nature life, per the TRUEST FULLEST
GIFT OF Mother NATURE TRUE, AKA GOD.
Have a nice now, whatever that means to you,
Sincerely,
FRED.
Well, at least in my case that IS ‘BS’.
AS the proof is in me, and I just provided it in that long winded text,
with all the video and photographic evidence in the links.
My empowering INTERNAL EMOTIONS OF FAITH, HOPE AND BELIEF, ALONG WITH THE OVERALL ORCHESTRATING EMOTION OF HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL DRIVING creative physical intelligence further driving emotional regulation, sensory integration, FURTHER DRIVING AND
ENHANCING focus, and short term memory
is NOT STUFF THAT SCIENCE CAN
currently ADEQUATELY MEASURE,
as science simply has no adequate tools to
measure it but when complete strangers come up to me and call me
A LEGEND OF DANCE, HERO, AMAZING, AWESOME, BAD A** DANCER, SUPERMAN, ZEN MASTER, KUNG FU EXPERT, BALLET DANCE MASTER, BOSS OF DANCE, OR EVEN COMPARE ME TO FRIGGING GOD, BUDDHA, YODA, OR JESUS, AND TELL ME THEY LOVE ME, I THINK IT’S WORKING BABY, FROM THE FEEDBACK OF THE ONLY ORGANISMS OF SCIENCE THAT TRULY COUNT IN LIFE:
HUMAN BEINGS.
And just to think, I just wanted to make friends with a ‘few’ folks, in real flesh and blood life, as truly that’s all that really counts in flesh and blood social human cooperative life, FOR FRIGGING INNATE, INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE SURVIVAL.
Well now, I have friends AND MAKE FRIENDS EASILY, everywhere I go, IN FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE as I simply know how to connect in what other people call, generally speaking, ‘amazing ways of non-verbal reciprocal social communication’.
Ya, see, I did learn to speak eventually AFTER MY LANGUAGE
DELAY UNTIL AGE 4, but AFTER I frigging
refused to keep quiet hands and feet,
at age 53, from the
MOVING CHILD I ONCE WAS,
I am finally a human being again,
FULLY, and one HUMAN BEING
WHO simply LOVES EVERY SECOND OF LIFE.
AND one CAN CALL THAT PSEUDO ALL one LIKES.
BUT THERE IS NOTHING MORE REAL IN LIFE THAN THAT.
Perhaps one is too old and a SO-CALLED lost cause to learn new tricks in THE PHILOSOPHY OF ART in HUMAN BEING; but not everyone lives in one’s shoes here, and those are the folks who I am TRULY speaking to here, AS I AM AVOIDING USING one’s NAME OR EVEN PERSONAL PRONOUNS, FOR those WHO still have a chance to escape the illusions of culture, and simply be free human beings, in awesome mind and body well being BALANCE, even POTENTIALLY NOTED as such, by the general public, like me, as documented in the smiles of those over 200 hundred gorgeous gals in the irrefutable evidence produced in the links above..:)
LIVING A ‘FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE’, IS FUN.
ANYTHING ELSE
IS DEAD TO ME,
FRIEND,
NOW,
TG.
YES,
Truly, some folks will LIKELY
never be able to understand this,
as their mind and body out of balance,
is hopelessly, LITERALLY HOPELESSLY,
TRAPPED IN MECHANICAL COGNITION.
IT’S TRULY A SELF FULFILLING
PROPHECY, LITERALLY,
and even science
is developing ways to evidence THAT.
It LITERALLY SAVED my life AS doctors DO AGREE,
so I did NOT have time for FUTURE POTENTIAL
science to hold my hand, to
MAKE REAL HUMAN MIRACLES, A REALITY IN MY LIFE.
AND I DO EVIDENCE IT ABOVE, IN IRREFUTABLE EVIDENCE, FOR THOSE FOLKS who have a ‘heArt’ to analyze this type of human experience and phenomenon IN FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL INTELLIGENCE(s) that is REAL FLESH AND BLOOD FEELING STUFF that science is TRULY ‘LIGHT YEARS’ AWAY FROM MORE FULLY measuring and or understanding, as science simply does not have an adequate tool, to more fully do it NOW.
SERIOUSLY some folks TOTALLY GET IT, AND SOME FOLKS ARE SIMPLY LOST.
THE SIMPLE truth is the type of intelligence(S) that our modern societies value and measure are TRULY ONLY EFFECTIVE, overall, IN MAKING MECHANICAL cultural COGS OUT OF human beings, rather than flesh and blood AFFECTIVE balanced mind and body HUMAN BEING FULLER POTENTIAL life.
Some folks will LIKELY never ‘see this truth’,
as a self-fulfilling prophecy,
of more limited human intelligence(S).
AND SOME FOLKS, LIKE ME, WILL,
AND TRULY HISTORY ILLUSTRATES
THAT TIME AND TIME AGAIN.
But anyway, this is one of my favorite historical
artistic examples that reflects this more fully in
audio/visual/symbolic representation,
for folks who are
visually/auditory/symbolically
thinking oriented
more than text and
math leaning
only
THiNKING folks.
So in other words,
it may not be for one,
but it is a fair representation for other ones
who have the type of mind and thinking SOUGHT,
FOUND, EMPLOYED, UTILIZED, DEVELOPED,
AND PRACTICED CONTINUALLY
that CAN AND WILL MAKE DEEPER
metaphorical ‘SENSE’ OUT OF ‘IT’.
SO smiles, if ya can and WILL, AND HAVE A NICE NOW..:)
BUT NOT EVERYONE is
CULTURAL COGS IN A MACHINE thank goodness,
as nicely and AMPly illustrated here WELL, I MIGHT ADD.
THIS IS something one will not learn in school,
At all.
Ya see baby,
‘I fly and am so alive’
That’s both metaphor
and literal terrestrial TRUTH.
I completed this project of close to 4,000 words, in creativity and deeper thinking than science can imagine, as of course science has no imagination, other than the programs of science that is administered by limited minds, in a matter of course, of a few hours, FROM BEGINNING TO END.
And NO IT WAS NOT SOMETHING LEARNED IN SCHOOL,
OTHER THAN rudimentary skills learned to communicate, thereof.
Humankind will never create a robot with science that can do this,
as most of humankind has not even the ability to do it.
If I saw the type of limitations that are placed on
human potential in this ‘forum’,
I WILL LIKELY literally be
dead, right now.
And that’s a dangerous way of thinking,
truly without emotion that powers human action
that science has no way to measure, as a repeatable human experiment.
Truly if there is any chance of a singularity of human being where humans live ‘forever’, IN RELATIVE HUMAN TERMS, it will have to include the human heArt in ways of ART, MORE FULLY EXPRESSED AS HEART, AS continually creatively produced or there will be no human at all.
Ha ha! I’ve already UPLOADED MY HEART, SOUL, AND SPIRIT,
INTO THE ‘FOREVER’ OF ‘IT’ SERVER LAND AS LONG AS THAT LASTS,
AND ‘I’ WILL BE INSPIRING REAL FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN BEINGS
TO TRULY LIVE A FULLER LIFE,
SIMPLY ‘CAUSE, ‘I JUST DID IT’,
AND NEVER PAID ATTENTION TO
THE CYNICS OF DARK DISBELIEF,
IN WHAT fuller human potential CAN
‘PETER PAN’ OUT TO BE IN HUMAN BEING LIGHT!
SMILES,
YES, DREAMS CAN AND DO COME TRUE
FOR THOSE WHO ARE EMPOWERED BY THE EMOTION OF HUMAN BELIEF.
IT “DON’T” MATTER IF IT’S ‘LORD OF THE RINGS’, OR A ‘PINK UNICORN’ THAT ONE uses as a tool of symbolic metaphor to EMPOWER AND GUIDE HUMAN BELIEF; ALL THAT TRULY COUNTS IS, BELIEF, THE EMPOWERING HUMAN EMOTION that makes REAL human miracles come true,
AS also nicely auditorily, visually, and symbolically represented in ART by the GREAT ROCK AND ROLL BAND ‘STYX’.
SOMETIMES ‘WORDS of the prophets are written on the studio walls; CONCERT HALLS’, PER WORDS, by another GREAT Rock and Roll band named ‘RUSH’, in the ‘Spirit of Radio’, linked and provided here as well, for empirical evidence in ART.
If I didn’t have 100% irrefutable proof that GOD exists, my Relative Human FREE WILL, FAITH, HOPE, AND BELIEF IN GOD MIGHT NOT BE 100%, AS IS BUT IT IS.
OH AND BY THE WAY, RELATIVE HUMAN
free will, faith, hope, and belief are all empowering human emotions that not all humans seek, find, employee, utilize, and practice to make real life human miracles possible, as I do almost every now of every now, and IS viewed by the ‘herd’ as ‘such’, almost everywhere I go in life.
And I will again, provide one tiny proof of that flesh and blood miracle, as a shut-in for five years with a synergy of 19 life threatening disorders, including Dysautonomia that is considered a genetic disease, where I could not raise my arms over my head without almost passing out, or walk around the block in my neighborhood doing the same.
And while folks might pooh pooh the emoting powers of the human emotions of relative free will, faith, hope, and belief, used with the
REAL LIFE AFFECTING and EFFECTING POWERS of human imagination and creativity that not all humans seek, find, employ, utilize and practice either, if and when they do and cure themselves of the worst pain known to mankind noted in medical documentation as worse than
CRUCIFIXION in human pain, per type two Trigeminal Neuralgia, and experience that pain from waking to sleeping for five years that is like a dentist drilling their teeth without novocaine, except it is in their eye and ear, making effective use of those sensory organs almost impossible
WITH BEYOND excruciating pain,
THEY TOO WILL BECOME A SO-CALLED BELIEVER IN THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD WHEN THEY CURE THEMSELVES THROUGH THE INNATE INTUITIVELY ACCESSED AND PRACTICED HIGHER POWER OF ALL THESE HUMAN EMPOWERING EMOTIONS, FACULTIES, AND OR (ISA’s), INSTINCT, SKILLS, AND ABILITIES TO MAKE REAL HUMAN MIRACLES A REALITY IN THEIR LIFE.
SO YEAH, considering all of that yes, this short clip of me smoothly and slowly pressing 930LBS with my legs, 14 times, at age 54, WITH MY ARMS RAISED, and remember THAT used to make me pass out, in a disorder the doctors said there was
NO POSSIBILITY OF RECOVERY FROM, ALONG WITH THE SYNERGY OF THE OTHER 18 MEDICAL DISORDERS I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH THAT I MYSELF CURED, WITH THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD THAT NO DOCTORS PROVIDED A CHANCE FOR RECOVERY, IN THE MEDICAL DOCUMENTATION I STILL HAVE;
YES, THIS IS a real life miracle.
IN FACT, the doctors no longer said there was a need to even see me, as there was nothing they could do for me, as no pain medication would even ‘touch’ the pain of Trigeminal Neuralgia.
And to be clear, I know one has seen this video before but I can promise one that there are folks in the reading audience that have come close to losing hope and are suicidal like I was at one time, and I do not care how arrogant one thinks one is in thinking one ‘knows’ everything, when honestly it’s not likely one knows or
FEELS much to ANYTHING ABOUT THE TRUTH OF WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT HERE, PER REAL LIFE FLESH AND BLOOD HITTING THE ROADS OF REAL LIFE STUFF.
BUT ANYTIME, someone puts a statement out there that is ignorant enough to suggest that no one knows for sure that GOD exists, has NOT likely been to real literal human hell in separation from the all encompassing FORCE OF GOD LIKE I HAVE.
PERHAPS one EXPERIENCES GOD ALL THE TIME,
AND JUST Does not REALIZE THE GIFT one HAS.
IN that CASE, IF one
EVER BECOMES SEPARATED
FROM THE ALL ENCOMPASSING FORCE
THAT IS GOD THAT CAN BE EXPERIENCED
AS FORCE THAT NO LONGER EXISTS, IN SUBJECTIVE MIND,
THEN one WILL FINALLY KNOW GOD SIMPLY FROM THE ABSENCE OF CONNECTION FROM GOD.
AND IF one HAS ALWAYS BEEN SEPARATED FROM GOD, TO SOME degree in the spectrum of that that does exist, perhaps there is no reference point for one, and that is simply sad, and truly no one has proven that GOD is fair, and that includes me, and when it comes to faith, hope, and belief as just wishes and NOT
REAL EMPOWERING HUMAN EMOTIONS.
I WISH THAT GOD IS FAIR BUT THAT’S CURRENTLY ABOVE MY ‘PAYGRADE’, AS A ‘super’ VOLUNTARY SOLDIER AND EMPLOYEE OF GOD TO UNDERSTAND.
IF I receive more information from GOD in the way that GOD speaks to “GOD’s” children, specifically me, I’ll make sure I’ll let one know, as I intend to leave no one out in the cold ways of life without heart, spirit, and soul,
MORE FULLY EXPERIENCED AND PRACTICED, which truly are all REAL METAPHORS FOR A HUMAN BEING EXPERIENCING THE FULLER POTENTIAL OF GOD GIFTED EMPOWERING EMOTIONS TO MAKE real life miracles COME TRUE..:)
In other words, until a person SEEKS, FINDS, EMPLOYS, UTILIZES AND PRACTICES THE REAL HIGHER POWER OF GOD THAT LIVES WITHIN HUMAN BEINGS AS IS, ALL INNATE, INSTINCTUAL, INTUITIVE, AS IS, life is an Oak easily blown over by a Hurricane of formidable resistance, OR in some cases forces as weak as abstract human constructed words.
‘God is a Willow, and so am I.’
Until one understands THAT and lives that
NOT LIKELY one will ever REALLY know
and FEEL GOD, either.
And to be clear, GOD is no noun, alone.
GOD IS ALL VERB, ALL FORCE, ALL ENERGY
AND AT CORE OF ALL EXISTENCE AS IS.
GOD IS UNIVERSAL.
GOD IS UNIVERSE.
GOD IS ENERGY.
GOD IS FORCE.
GOD IS.
GOD IS NO THREE
LETTER WORD OF
NOUN, ALONE,
ever, Ever, EVER.
GOD IS NOW.
NOW IS GOD.
GOD IS
IS GOD
IS
IS
AND THAT MY friend is logical PROOF FOR GOD,
IN HUMAN LIMITED WORDS TO HOUSE SOMETHING
SO SMALL AND SO LARGE
ALL
AT
THE
SAME
TIME
NOW,
WHERE TRULY TIME IS THE ILLUSION
AND THE NOW THAT IS ALL
IS
GOD.
Any questions…
It’s not complicated friend,
as long as one understands the
definition of IS
AS
GOD.
OTHERWISE,
one is just lost in the past or future that
NEVER EXISTS.
TRULY SAD that so-called Atheists, Agnostics, AND
many, IF NOT ALL so-called Abrahamic religious
folks are all in the same POD OF IGNORANCE OF IS
JUST IS
IS JUSTICE
and OH GOD AMUSING
@ALL THE SO-CALLED TIME
PEOPLE SPEND NEVER BEING IS@ALL.
AND YES, IT IS ALL
SAD TOO, IN PART, WITHOUT
IS, WHETHER THAT
SADNESS IS FELT
OR
NOT, AS ONLY METAPHOR
INSTEAD, WITH NO
REAL FEELING TO
ACCOMPANY IT
OF WHAT IS
CAN BE
FOR
HUMAN BEING
MORE FULLY EXPERIENCED
IN HUMAN POTENTIAL AS IS
IS
IS
1111
‘If mass communication, per YouTube, was around during the time
of Jesus’, per YouTube, reminds me of this YouTube video, again,
which is ‘PROPHETIC’ PERHAPS, AS A ‘self-fulfilling prophecy’.
The COMPLETE REVISED STORY OF THE SO-CALLED GOD MAN named as Jesus
IS quite a TALE in DEED, with billions of associated people in blood, sweat, and tears,
BY an innumerable number of writers, directors, actors, and audience of FEELING spectators
making up what Christianity ends up today as is, and is still evolving as IS, as we speak,
from ‘GOOD CATHOLIC YOUNG WOMEN’ removing covers from head and showing
ample T & A, In tight fitting skirts and short shorts, in CATHOLIC CHURCH, TO
OTHER RELIGIONS EMPLOYING FEMALE MINISTERS WHO ARE GAY TOO.
OH MY FRIGGING GOD, GOD EVOLVES with HUMAN NOW.
HUMANS CREATE THE MYTHS THAT HOUSE TRUTH
THROUGH THE VEHICLES AND VESSELS OF
METAPHORS AND IT IS UP TO US
HUMANS TO FILL THE SIGNATURES
OF THAT TRUTH IN FLESH AND BLOOD.
IT’S NOT A QUESTION OF IF JESUS EXISTS.
IT’S A STATEMENT OF WHEN WILL
JESUS EXIST
IN GENERAL, IN THE HUMAN POPULATION
AS IS.
THE CHALLENGE IS ThERE.
FEW PICK UP ‘THE CROSS’
AND JUST MAKE IT HAPPEN,
WHERE METAPHORS OF VEHICLES AND VESSELS OF TRUTH
IN HOUSINGS OF MYTHS BECOME FLESH AND
BLOOD HUMAN.
THE SIGNATURE OFTEN
PRECEDES THE
SON
OR
DAUGHTER
AS
IS
AKA
PART
OF GOD MORE FULLY MANIFEST
IN HUMAN POTENTIAL.
AND I am doing that
‘WrITE’ NOW,
AS THERE IS
almost no limit of what A
PERSON or GROUP OF PEOPLE
CAN DO WITH THE TRUE EMOTING POWERS
OF THE EMOTIONS OF HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL
THROUGH THE TOOL OF IMAGINATION and CREATIVITY
AND THE (ISA’s) INSTINCT, SKILLS, AND ABILITIES
THAT CAN AND DO COME
ALIVE AS HUMAN BEING
Much FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL WHEN one seeks
finds, employs, utilizes and continually practices
with human RELATIVE
FREE WILL the REAL EMPOWERING EMOTIONS of Faith, HOPE,
and BELIEF IN MAKING real life human miracles
COME TRUTH.
Smiles, and any questions, friend…;)
OH, and by the way, I am currently playing
the role of JUDAS, per se, in the YouTUBE
video above,
As Hell yes, I wanna’ know
and Aim AND practice
JUST THAT
IN ISA’s
MANIFEST IN MY OWN
FORM OF
AND WHEN ‘folks’ think I am too much in a so-called ‘feminine’ flow
of life; yeah, homophobe dudes, and such as that
I just turn ’em on to the YOUTUBE VIDEO
HERE AND SHOW ‘EM HOW
MY MARTIAL ARTS
KICKS
ARE
POWERED TOO!
he
HE
sHe
HE
I am totally masculine and
feminine balanced in a mighty
way of grace and strength as one human being under and with the
POWER
of
NATURE AKA GOD
And yes I am a totally free verse poet combining many types of multi-media
expression with philosophy, religion, science, social issues, and
anything that tickles my brain, emotions, and senses to
share, just share
as
is
and here is a somewhat related example of that
with this of course
as well
or
NOT..;)
@word400word@
YES, of course, facts exist BUT exploring the internal subjective life of human being social cognition mind in empathy, emotions, and connections to other humans and nature is JUST THE HOPE that ‘robots become humans’.
‘Machine Mind’ is a terrifyingly
limited way to ‘die in life’.
Been ‘tHere’,
done ‘it’, for decades;
AND I AM NOT going ‘back’.
Sorry, and frankly sad,
if you HAVE never ‘left’.
Words in A bible,
without a true practice of more fuller mind and body balancing humans are truly ’empty skeletons’ of ‘death
in life’.
Anyway, YES,
one can call me ‘Tsunami’
if one likes, friend.
Trust me;
I get around…;)
I am not just a flesh and blood human being. I am a vibrational force that emotes a finely tuned flesh and blood ‘Temple of GOD’
AKA ‘FORCE OF ENERGY’.
THE ‘WATER’ of my FORCE OF
ENERGY IS MUCH MUCH MORE
THAN SCRIBING FACTS OF MY INTERNAL EXTERNALLY EXPRESSED FORCE OF EMOTING POWER THAT IS TRULY
HUMAN BEING AT CORE OF ATOMIC FORCE OF ‘QUANTUM’ MIND AND BODY BALANCED ENERGY, AS THE AMAZING VIBRATIONAL FORCE THAT CARRIES ‘ME’ THROUGH THE HEAVEN OF NOW, ALWAYS NOW.
I float on terrestrial land like a 233LB Muscular and Emotional Powered ‘Quantum’ Atomic FORCE, externally ‘pictured’ to limited human senses, as a 54 year old man BUT ha HA, I am much much MORE
THAN FLESH AND BLOOD.
THAT’S ONLY THE BOOK
COVER, FRIEND,
or what one likes to
call FacTs of Words.
And those words of fACT
compared to ‘THAT’
are just watered down ME
A KA T SUN AM I.
@word666word@
Yes, truly, the history of Christianity, in all its blood lust makes the movie ‘Fifty Shades of Grey’ and CHRISTIAN GREY seem tame to say the least, in comparison, when the flesh AND BLOOD HITS the real roads of life.
And then the Protestant way of life says just believe in some words and you will be all A-OKAY!
Perhaps the most frightening aspect of being born a human being is there is going to be much illusion to come one’s way in the ways of culture and religion working to take one away from one’s most base of human nature.
From Female Genital Mutilation as a source of FEELING social esteem for many Muslim Women in Muslim Countries to THE HACKING OFF OF FORESKIN OF LITTLE male BABIES, AS STILL A WAY OF LIFE IN OUR Western ways of life, religious or not.
Oh, yeah, and then there’s sitting HUMAN animal children STILL in chairs in front of vicarious virtual reality bright-lit screens that would only be seen as ‘screams’, in a truly natural way of living life like A REAL BALANCED MIND AND BODY HUMAN IN Nature’s great way of moving SOCIAL animals TOTALLY AND NATURALLY FREE IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE.
But yes, humans are like sheep in this way of social animals, as they will ‘blindly AND DEAFLY’ do whatever it takes to fulfill the basic social animal need for social acceptance, and the result of that is more incredibly TRULY INSANE THAN WHAT ALMOST ANY OTHER SOCIAL ANIMAL WILL DO DOWN THE TRULY FALSE PATH OF CREATURE SUFFERING, MISERY, AND a potential premature death.
But if anyone thinks this is just limited to religion, and more specifically Christianity, one need look no further than 2 feet away and 4 inches to 2 feet or so of vicarious and virtual reality BRIGHT LIT screen to see the ‘SCREAM’ OF CRUCIFIXION OF THEIR fuller potential HUMAN BEING in ALL VICARIOUS virtual way of LIVING HELL, WITTINGLY OR NOT.
AND AS ALWAYS:
Only if ‘they’ KNEW ONLY IF ‘THEY’ kNEW Only IF ‘tHey’ kNow and practice the escape ‘theY’ CAN JUST DO IT AND BE FREE!
BUT HA! HA! SOMETIMES IT TAKES INCREDIBLE SUFFERING TO EVEN ESCAPE RELIGION AND CULTURE TO SIMPLY BE A FREE HUMAN SOCIAL ANIMAL LIVING IN MIND and body balance like the cat outside rolling around in the sand in the mid-day sun, or hugging the grass on a moonlit night.
Or truly sane like our so-called uncivilized savage ancestors or the primitive folks who do still exist dancing wildly around the fire of moonlit nights WITH EACH OTHER CONNECTING TO EACH OTHER IN EMOTIONAL AND SENSORY WAYS AND MOST IMPORTANTLY CONNECTING TO THE GOD OF NATURE ALL NAT U R ALLY AS IS REAL HUMAN SOCIAL ANIMAL BLISS AS LIFE CAN BE OR COULD BE, I guess,
If ONLY THEY KNEW. IF ONLY THEY DO JUST IS JUSTICE AS IS.
THE PAIN disorder named type two Trigeminal Neuralgia that ’causes a novocaine-less pain of one’s teeth being drilled, except for the fact that the pain was in my right eye and ear instead, is noted in medical literature, as the worst pain known to mankind and actually worse than the pain of crucifixion.
I was not only blessed with this pain for 3 hours to 3 days or however long it took so-called Jesus to die. I was blessed by the GOD of Nature to experience this pain for waking to sleeping for 5 whole years of literal human hell.
And guess what, all of it was worth IT JUST TO ESCAPE THIS FRIGGING INSANE CULTURE AND ASSOCIATED RELIGIONS AND LIVE FREE WITH THE GOD OF NATURE IN A HUMAN BLISS LIKE A THOUSAND YEARS OF HEAVEN EVERY NOW I LIVE NOW.
And that is in comparison to what a mix of culture and religion did to me out of my fear of not being socially accepted into an eventual decent into a human literal hell SO BAD THAT EVERY SECOND WAS A THOUSAND YEARS OF TIME IN SUFFERING FAR BEYOND ANY IMAGINABLE BURNING IN A IMAGINARY HELL OF MYTH AND FALSE FAITH.
THERE is no time in real human heaven LIVING WITH THE GREAT GOD OF NATURE.
ALL THERE IS, IS THE BLISS OF A CAT ROLLING AROUND IN THE SAND IN THE MIDDLE OF A SUN-LIT DAY,
OR THE CAT THAT IS ME HUGGING THE GRASS ON AN ENDLESS MOON-LIT NIGHT IN A FOREVERMORENOW ‘MIDNIGHT AT THE OASIS’ OF LIFE.
AND HELL YEAH, THAT’s what I’ll be doing on my 51st RAVE DANCE WEEK WITH SCORES OF GORGEOUS YOUNG WOMEN TONIGHT; AND YEAH, I’LL BE THEIR SHEIK AND BELLY DANCER TOO; NO LITTLE SILLY HUMAN WORDS REQUIRED; ALL NON- VERBAL BABY, ALL THE WAY;
NO F**KING HOLDS BARRED;
‘CAUSE I AM FREE BABY, WILD AND FREE! i AM A CHILD OF NATURE AKA GOD SET FREE, TOTALLY BALANCED IN EVERY DAM WAY; OPENED ALL UP ALL THE WAYS IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE; ALL ALIVE AM i AS I !
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FeatNOtE:
More fun photos coming from tonight’s
RAVE DANCE FUN sometime around 3AM and still coming compiled
Sorry, if one does not; and yell NO, perusing skELeTons
of words, math, and other abstract concepts of human
mind will never ever get one tHere,
alone.
Other creatures are not functionally disabled by illusions
of abstract constructs from a mind that lives in neocortical
illusions of past and future and rarely
NOW
as
GOD
IS
NOW
GOD
IS
IS
NOW
GOD IS
IS.
Anymore questions..;)
OH GOD.. HUMANS ARE SO DAM ‘SMART’..
SO CLOGGED UP
LIKE A DAM
ILLUSION.
ABSTRACT WRITTEN LANGUAGE AND CULTURE
IS
A
VIRUS, MOREOVER, THAN
creature comfort.
Questions…
ANY
one..:)
This is great!
You seem to ‘SEE’ AND get the hidden metaphors revised all out of whack in the bible(S).
Yes, this ‘Gehenna’ place is a real human place that can exist in now, and when someone goes to this place of real human nothingness separated from creation as is, as A sentient human being, hell is truly an eternity of NOW, in real life; no fairy tale, a real human experience that is possible for this HUMAN metaphor thingy called hell.
SOME folks refer to it as an extreme form of Anhedonia,
VARIOUS CULTURAL AND RELIGIOUS METAPHORS THAT REFER TO THE SAME ESSENCE IN TRUTH AND LIGHT OF HUMAN LIFE, ARE nothing to get TOO tribal instinct ATTACHED TO, for simple understanding OF THE HUMAN CONDITION, as pART OF IS.
And YES, heaven now is the polar opposite of this hell place, where every second is an eternity of bliss where there is no perception of time and only the metaphor of heaven now.
And that baby, is wHere I live all the NOW, NOW, as I kept searching until the part of the creator that IS CREATION as IS, IN me became awakened, enlightened IN the TRUTH AND THE LIGHT THAT IS Innately, Instinctually, and Intuitively available FOR human beings who escape the illusions of the virus of human complex abstract written languages and culture; seeking, finding, and
UTILIZING AND PRACTICING THE GIFT OF THE HIGHER POWER OF CREATION THAT EXISTS IN HUMAN BEINGS TO ‘BE ALL THEY CAN BE’, in MIND AND BODY BALANCE,
TO paraphrase
“BE ALL YOU CAN BE”,
FROM the U.S. ARMY..;)
Oh and by the way,
IT IS NOT a pointless exercise to RENAME GOD AS NATURE.
THAT IS precisely what the reported gnostic gospel of THOMAS ATTEMPTS TO DO IN THE METAPHORS reporting the so-called words of so-called JESUS, AS LINKED HERE.
THE REAL SO-CALLED JESUS IN THAT so-called sacred text, is more of a Yogi and a Pantheist Naturist than any myth or frigging fairly tale.
Seriously, if the world OF FRIGGING FUNDAMENTALIST RELIGIONS that DO BELIEVE this Jesus Dude existed, could just get straightened out on this simple ‘little MISTAKE’, THERE COULD BE A LOT LESS SUFFERING AND HUMAN MISERY, AND EVEN KILLING FIELDS OF BLOOD.
TO KEEP on talking about who is wrong and who is right, IS OF NO USE IN THE REAL WORLD, where people are miserable, suffering, and even dying, because of ignorance, even in understanding original SO-CALLED GNOSTIC CHRISTIAN TEXT.
THERE IS TRUTH AND LIGHT IN THOSE Gnostic Words, and that is what the world needs ‘RIGHT’ NOW; not myths, fairly tales, or people who want to prove that their way alone is correct.
TRULY Open miNds AND HEArTS find the agreements OVER the disagreements, and makes life better for ALL WHO ARE CONCERNED.
BUT WITH a lack of cognitive and or affective empathy the world can never DO THAT.
AND THAT PART, I DON’T have the answer for but DANCE, in finding and practicing MIND AND BODY BALANCE TO OPEN A HEART WILD AND FREE AGAIN, AND SADLY ENOUGH, there are too many ‘HOMOPHOBES’ WHO ARE AFRAID THEY ARE ‘QUEER’ IN THE WORLD, TO make that pART happen, it seems, at least where I live, IN PArT, in ‘HOMOPHOBE CITY’..;)
Be careful what one wishes for.
While it doesn’t matter what symbol ones uses for the emotional and sensory gifts of reality,
Folks who stop IMAGining, Creating, and Believing with Faith and Hope in what they aim to do, often never reach any realization of either success or self-actualization in life.
It’s not the metaphor ALONE that counts, it’s the essence of what ones does WITH THE SYMBOLIC METAPHOR AS GUIDE AND TOOL in ‘JUST DOING LIFE’ that TRULY COUNTS.
AND THAT doesn’t work well without the real life emotional, sensory, imaginary, and creation activities that can make humans like real supermen and superwomen in life.
The SO-CALLED philosopher Jesus, OR WHOMEVER RELATED THE WORDS OF TRUTH, simply knew this from looking within, tried to share it to help other ignorant folks and was POTENTIALLY ‘crucified’ and or ‘banned’ from the ignorant herd of society.
Now we have the Internet, so at least ‘his’ ideas can be reborn untarnished with myths THAT comfort the fears of the ignorant herd OR INSTILL FEAR TO CONTROL THE HERD WHO are simply afraid of now, as all there that exists in THE HEAVEN OF NOW.
NOW, CONSIDERING THAT HEAVEN CAN BE NOW, with human imagination, creativity, and the self empowering human emotions of relative free will, belief, faith, and hope, it’s seriously not a good idea to throw the truth out with the dark waters of the myths that have resulted in much pain, and suffering, and even killing of millions of folks.
However, that same myth, per the darkness of it that still exists, and even the darkness of the original psychopathic leaning Roman Empire Emperor Constantine and Catholic Cohort Leaders who started the myths to control folks through repression, oppression, and subjugation of their HUMAN Nature per GOD given human natures,
to expand the power and control of the Roman Empire and Catholic Church, no matter how dark it is,
the HOUSING OF THE MYTHS CONTINUED THE VEHICLES AND VESSELS OF METAPHOR THAT ARE INCLUDED in the bible that DO INCLUDE TRUTHS ABOUT THE HUMAN CONDITION FOR HUMAN SELF HEALING AND CREATIVE POWER.
Life in ALL ITS CULTURAL WAYS
is full of BS propagated by folks,
and religion is certainly not exempt from that.
To live now, successfulLY, is to be able to sift the BS from the TRUTH and simply or more complexly, just live an amazing natural GOD GIVEN per Mother Nature TRUE gift of life THAT CAN BE human nature.
And at least I prove that is possible with irrefutable proof, and of course I am far far, from the only one that does that every single day, IN NOW, who is simply awakening, enlightened, educated, and gifted enough to discern the truth from BS.
Disregarding the TRUTH though, in favor of cynicism of the LIGHT OF TRUTH,
IS A DANGEROUS PATH, ONCE AGAIN, TO FALL TO THE DARKNESS OF FEAR OF THE DARK, OR A LIFE FILLED WITH GENERAL ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, PANIC ATTACKS, DEPERSONALIZATION, CHRONIC STRESS, A MULTITUDE OF SOMATIC DISORDERS, AND ALL THAT COMES
WITHOUT creative PHYSICAL Intelligence that even science is now starting to show, regulates emotions, integrates senses, and expands cognitive executive functioning through better focus and short term working memory.
All the stuff that life spent still focused on two feet or 4 inches or so of screen less than two feet from one’s face will never ever do, with a life spent stuck in one’s head, as basically a talking head.
Truly there isn’t anything much scarier than that, in the potential full of life, on the frigging ‘Twilight Zone’ series.
As a child in the 60’s and 70’s, the folks I grew up with hated going inside and watching TV at night, ’cause they knew and have a
REFERENCE POINT OF
what it was like to be wild and free experiencing a full range of emotions and senses IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE, out in the wild, as they knew what it was like to be ‘BORN FREE’, LIKE ‘CHRISTIAN’ THE LION.
IN FACT, THIS LION IS JUST AS GOOD OF AN EXAMPLE OF A ‘HUMAN’ BEING, AS so-called JESUS.
Hells Bells, maybe Christian the Lion is GOD incarnated on earth along with all the OTHER animals of Nature, and humans are the real ANIMAL ‘devils’ on this planet, per the cultures they propagate that are defacing this naturally beautiful earth with trashy skyscrapers and other ‘roads’ of human artifacts of collecting, power, greed and material selfishness without concern for their fellow animals and the rest of Mother NATURE TRUE AKA GOD.
AT least Christian THE LION, gives a crap about other species, who live harmoniously with him.
AND I’LL LEAVE YA WITH THAT IF YA HAVEN’T SEEN IT.
‘The Lion’ stayed ‘human’, at least in part, ’cause no one trapped him behind a scream of bright-lit limiting physical intelligence screen.
Yes, frigging Hells Bells, sometimes ‘I’ just wanna flood this place and ‘conJURE’ up something like ‘Hurricane Katrina’, to get rid of this disease of the VIRUS OF THE infrastructure of HUMAN culture but then I remember the other animals, and THE nice humans and just WILL NOT ‘do it’, ‘again’..;)
SO YEAH, I’ll leave ya, with this song too, in remembrance of the POWER OF NATURE AKA GOD, AND THE WEAKNESS OF HUMAN BEINGS.
BLUE OYSTER CULT’S ‘GODZILLA’ WILL WORK well TOO, AS NATURE AKA GOD PROVES TIME AND TIME AGAIN, THE FOLLY OF HUMAN BEING CULTURAL LIES.
But anyway, I’m sorta in a ‘Hells Bells’ Mood this morning, as I have dreams of ‘BULLS’ Spearing folks last night with mighty ‘SHARP HORNS’.
The ironies in life are both delicious and sad.
‘Humans’ take the land away from indigenous mind, body, and Nature AKA ‘GOD’s balanced people’, and THESE ‘SO- CALLED’ ‘HUMANS’, expand ‘their’ creature comforts with machines, until one day the ‘machines rule humans’ AND ‘INFLICT’ ALL KINDS OF ‘SUFFERING, PAIN, MISERY, AND PREMATURE DEATHS’, ON THESE GREEDY, SELFISH, UNWITTING VICTIMS OF THEIR OWN FOLLY.
GOD AND ME, and the other really smart animals, and others, just sit back and watch the folly, while humans shoot themselves in the foot, no matter how much “we’ve” ‘always tried to help’.
Yep, there is ‘Karma’, and it is unescapable, witting or not.
While one cannot judge another person
WITH HUMAN EYES, EQUITABLY,
one cannot stop ‘Karma’ in all the
light and dark of that either.
So yeah..
‘HELLS BELLS’……
Enjoy the ‘ride’ if ya can.
I’ve found A path that works,
and that is what counts for me,
living in balance with Nature AKA GOD.
IT MAKES FOR GREAT ‘KARMA’ InOW!
And ‘some people’ are traveling with me
on a similar path, and ‘always have’.
They are the
‘lucky ones’,
too…
IN CELEBRATION OF ST. PATRICKS DAY TOO!
YNOT! MAKE EVERY NOW
A FEAST AND CELEBRATION
OF THE CREATIVE TRULY HUMAN DANCE OF
LIFE FREE AND WILD LIKE CHRISTIAN THE LION.
HELLS BELLS! THAT MY FRIEND! IS WHAT I DO. :)! IN FLESH AND BLOOD, ALWAYS NOW, INSTEAD OF MACHINE MIND AND CULTURAL ARTIFACT OF PAIN…..
Happy St. PAddy DAY!
FRED.
Well, if it really happened at all (the crucifixion of so-called Jesus), it is a story after all, coming from oral tradition, and crucifixion as practiced THEN, as THE ‘HISTORY’ and ‘BBC’ CHANNEL’ SHOWS, IS a slow tortuous process of Hanging someone up on a T looking cross, per YES, the history of that AND waiting for them to suffocate with their ARMS propped up over their HEAD, and taking ‘care’ of the body after that happens, dead LOOKING, OR not.
It is reported as often a several days slow and YES, tortuous process for the individual undergoing the way of Crucifixion death, THEN.
But duh, some people can look dead and come back to life, without ever really being dead, particularly in instances of where folks look like they suffocated to death.
So perhaps that’s what it looked like if it really happened but he (so called Jesus) really did survive, if he lived at all, and maybe went off to Kashmir or someplace like that to continue to minister his NEW AGE-like YOGI-like ministry of all ‘Naturist Guru Dude stuff’….
Per the link here, potentially censored out of NT LORE.
‘You guys and gals’, JUST MIGHT consider THE FACT that the world ain’t black and white, and we are talking about two thousand years ago, AND not ‘Doogie Howser M.D.’
Anyway, I’m not the FIRST person to ‘try’ to figure this ‘STUFF’ ALL THE WAY OUT, IN a rational MANNER, LIKE THIS..:)
Or A poetic, lyrical, musical one,
EITHER, BY NEW AGE
‘PROPHETS’ OF THE ‘ROCK AND ROLL
CLOTH’.
And by the way, I suffered from the worst pain known to mankind, in medical literature, named as Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, also known as the suicide disease, from waking to sleeping for 5 LONG YEARS OF REAL HUMAN HELL.
AND in trying to CONVINCE my mother that TYPE TWO TRIGEMINAL NEURAGLIA THAT IN MY CASE was like someone drilling MY teeth without novocaine, except the PAIN is in the right eye and ear controlled by the Trigeminal Cranial Nerve, instead of the teeth area, IS WORSE THAN CRUCIFIXION, SHE whips out a documentary book on the crucifixion of Jesus that also relates this truth above I speak here.
And in doing so, my mother turns to a page that CLEARLY STATES THAT MY CONDITION IS WORSE PAIN THAN CRUCIFIXION.
AND I AM ‘BLESSED’ BY GOD NOT ONLY TO EXPERIENCE THIS PAIN FOR 3 HOURS OR 3 DAYS BUT YET, YES, 5 WHOLE YEARS.
HAHA! NOW THAT I am well, and living in THE REAL GNOSTIC JESUS DESCRIBED HEAVEN OF NOW, folks around HERE THINK THEY CAN GET ON MY NERVES.
WELL think, again..;)
AND TO be clear folks around here, mean everywhere where folks think they know what they are talking about, who try to dismiss me as insane, or whatever.
I FACED THE real ALL NATURAL GOD
face to face and TRUST ME
THERE IS NO ESCAPE,
no matter who one thinks they are.
And perhaps not even IN death but
I can’t PROVE THAT YET, WITH EMPIRICAL EVIDENCE.
AND PERHAPS I WILL, AS JUST ‘CAUSE IT AIN’T BEEN DONE YET, DON’T MEAN IT WON’T.
People have underestimated me MY ENTIRE LIFE, AND I HAVE PROVEN ALL OF THEM WRONG, EVERY SINGLE TIME.
BUT YEAH, I have the REAL ALL NATURAL FORCE of God on my side, and I can prove those results in black and white AND IN COLOR, AS THE LIVING MULTI-COLORED HUMAN BEING I AM, as I have already done here ad-nauseam, for the participating audience, no doubt…;)
And the journey of dark and light blood does go on.. where dark makes red and light makes blood..and dark makes life….what life is now..:)
The death of a child.. an only son.. is a tragedy beyond repair.. and the death of my only son.. has inspired a world in his eyes..that live in thine eyes of love for thee..:)
Truly.. a well painted portrayal of the quintessential American Male.. too afraid to live and not brave enough to cry…
Art is the meal never satisfied by human wants and needs alone.. ART is the life that lives by needs and wants never satisfied by life alone..
ART IS wORth living for living wORth IS ART
Somewhere in mysteries of life GOD speaks.. thIs IS not working out A way one thinks IT is.. tHen GOD rests on eight day.. 8 ..of never.. iNfinitYnow…
Ah.. the jeans.. the expression of human genes so eloquently written in the hips of men and women.. and then there are the crotches and stitches of what is left unsaid but certainly spoken.. in flow of river and mountainous terrain..:)
Ah.. the well-helped class of heeled art never meeting the healing of living art…
Art.. signs without musical symbols.. confessions without lyrics.. squeaks without songs.. a flame without a wick.. a kiss that dreams never asleep.. tragedy and pain that come with words.. the moon rising with never a stick in time.. startled seas by cobalt blue.. passion existing in tongues that live.. the water of a dance that is never named as tango.. alone.. a belief of gaze never molded by look.. and the melting of snow.. with never form… alone…
So true.. my memories as a Catholic boy are more full of guilt from confession than absolution from sin.. and truly the guilt can be the sin.. more than the nature that is human… that no seNsIble GOD WILL create asSIn….as in human nature fully expressed or the peace of ZEN ALONE.. ALLONE.. JUST IS… JUST IS..
TRULY JUSTICE
AT THE END OF
NOW..
IT JUST IS
AND THAT IS
ALL..:)
To wander majestic spaces unaware as animal.. is beautiful way of life.. that human separates from in dreams of cultures in truer nightmares.. away from eyes seeing only now.. in nature’s way of beauty full.. never a word to water down IS real we ARE animals of majesty too.. tHere is no majesty greater than nature true.. in animal human asONe..:)
When flowers sing more than colors poetry comes alive in nature.. as it always.. as it always is.. for NOW!..:)
Ah.. so true.. when life gets too busy to help those so close.. so truly in need.. love becomes lost.. and life is no longer living..:)
Ah.. to know that flowers feel the warmth of sun.. in all growing ways of Springest life.. Sprung from yellow heat.. IS to know the Spring of Love.. that grows petal of life.. in love of being here.. and nothing more than that..:)
i like to think love exists and lives on.. without words or even memories.. or even life.. when love lives ON.. in eyes WHO continue to love..:)
Ah.. the world of mechanical cognition.. a far cry.. from the right brain of interpretation.. creativity and love….in synchrony with mechanical mind to make a robot sing..:)
My mother always promises it’s not you eat that counts.. it’s the spirit you release.. that brings fulfillment of appetite.. and now that the working world ends.. i too.. have time…
for that..:)
So beautiful and so true.. love is with the flow of light and veer of dark and acceptance of difference to grow a life of heArt AS HEARt..:)
Ah.. the balance.. of bird feet.. only swaying left or right with wind of light.. ah the wind of being light.. the weight of love.. never heavy.. in feat of light..:)
Ah.. yes.. when the mirror becomes the unconditional friend.. the peace of mind and loving others.. does usually flow.. as well as health and so much more..:)
Yes.. to celebrate change is to live in now.. and to stay anywhere else.. in my mind.. is not to live at all..a pause for life.. is necessary at times.. but to gear in now.. is a flow of light.. for me in now.. or meow.. for my cat
at least.. in more..:)
The cemetery can be a greatest place for perspective.. as now is so much longer.. than a dark box.. or ashen vase..:)
Ah.. yes.. if ‘we’ had only neither said yes or no.. to the serpent.. and just lived side by side.. perhaps tens of thousands of others species of animals and plants.. will still be alive…
And a happy WHOLE family together.. might still reside…
Generally speaking.. per byproduct of cultures.. humans are such a dam nuisance.. to the rest of the kin folks.. WHO DO reside..in family of paw in petal to humming feathered.. scaled wings way…:)
A rocky terrain.. a city is.. for sprouting young seeds through cement way…
A lovely day for sweaty tear drops.. of living soil.. that rarely grows.. alive and green..
The bird that sings in silent cages.. can be alone.. with wings of gold..:)
For me the 60’s seem like the wild wild west.. with cowboys and Indians prominent.. but truly in agricultural areas like mine, the rough and tough mentality among women and men of the country does live on, without sidearms of course.
With sidearms, proudly displayed.. not sure how different life would be up in the woods of LA, Lower Alabama, aka NW Florida, haha!..
Anyway.. the flavor of my childhood does come back here.. and my favorite of childhood shows is the amazing Jim West, and the Wild Wild West.. but yeah.. a child without a live-in father is always looking for some kind of hero ’till one comes riding in on mirror..hehe!..;)
Lord knows ..the world has a way of neutering us cats and dogs.. it doesn’t even take clippers.. or sutures.. just keys and screens and multitasking something that can never be touched.. But lost and found smiles.. are in the looking glass of vitality restored…:)
A long trail to prize..
perhaps a memory too
short to apprise..
oh goodness i go 1,3,5
and win no prize..:)
Ah.. the beauty of mindful awareness that comes with the ride of life.. away from all toils and troubles of texted world…
To afraid to ride two legged beasts of motored cycle.. but with dance i ride.. in forest.. or cement shopping stores.. and the mindful awareness that comes.. is certainly la free ride for me..:)
The forecast of spring is certainly a song of rooted love..
and the cup that dwelleth among the weeds.. is always
loved in water when spring of life does flow.. to the ocean
where springs rivers creeks and streams do become oceanful..:)
And so sad in their heart of hearts in killing those 21 the perpetuators are driven by a lie to make room for Jesus by killing others.. i suppose that’s why GOD doesn’t speak in human language.. as it is too twisted to understand..:)
i suppose falling gracefully and landing softly is the key to falling down and rising further the next time one arises..or falls..:)
Oh goodness.. i know too well what invisible feels like.. both externally and internally
imposed by the circumstances of both health and employment joined together at belly
of the beast to keep going where one knows the path is known…
Greatest freedom now for me.. is never looking back.. a time now is a total please of
peace..:)
Ah.. i love it when the human heArt fully expressed in all poetic expressions is danced in Nature.. in the melody of above so below.. all around.. inside and out.. ‘we’ truly are lovers in ocean filled glow..when connected in diatoMonous flow..:)
i feel so fortunate to be in physical condition to be able to go rave dancing with
twenty something year old folks and me at 54…
This instinctual connection is so strong in wildly freely non-possessive interpretive dance..
and truly the raising of mindful awareness in elevation of consciousness tells
me now for sure.. that my suspicions as a younger man when watching the
so called savage primitives flailing wildly around a fire.. is full of the sensuous
the sexual.. that makes humans alive.. and even science shows now that the sensual
or lust of life is what drives most all of human creativity and productivity flow…
Heaven is here.. and it truly is in the human connection to me.. fully expressed in how we
are born as tribe and not isolated pegs of song and dance…in everyday life..:)
So true.. the T.V. is a harbinger of death of human relative free will of an energy outside meant to
be balanced and controlled within…
I used to hear all the voices of T.V. in twilight sleep when after a steady diet of work.. the TV is the
opiate of respite to nothingness.. and now that
that’s gone..the TV of course..
the voices in my mind.. are remembered mind.. of mine.. and no longer the TV shows of old..:)
Ah.. yes.. my cat and i sing of the first scents of spring too..
and we even sneeze together.. as the pollen comes to..
And the Dogwood blooms are a sign to me..
that Oh my goodness creativity for me does spring forth
in springtime dreams as well.. come true..:)
i think that’s a Limerick but i’m not much on form..;)
Sometimes.. the best art can be found in the smokiest and
darkest niches of life.. where soul lives to claw its
way out of the smoky darkest heart in brilliant love..:)
Love is a muse to me that comes in all sizes and shapes and truly mostly
the fairer gender for me.. but my wife understands and trusts me and truly
trust is all that counts.. as muse for me is love in all ways.. and always innocent
for me..at least.. and the more mused i am the more i create.. and i for one
am one mused one..in love for all i love..:)
Ah to hear the birdens in busy street.. over the busy crawl of human way..
is certainly a song bird come alive.. in tweet.. where twitter cannot drown
out the sounds of love come nature true..:) perhaps that’s 140 characters
but birds sing free..;)
The eyes of a child know only presents of presence
the eyes of a sea only know the flow of watered gift
the eyes of an adult can see so far behind and far
ahead and lose the present of life altogether lost
and never now..
Truly to be enlightened is simply to be a child
again.. lost in the moment of never never land
a place with no time and place but only now..:)
Ah.. all that flows in water’s time.. goes on goes on..
to let it go.. the path is worn.. the time is now..
the water stays water.. no matter challenge
in erosion of time..and place..water
never loses the essence of it..:)
Ah.. yes when musical instrument and human
become one.. the flow of emotion can power
thousands as one.. and how beautiful it is
so easily accessible in Youtube way to
power infinity.. for now at least..:)
So true that all animals who have GOD at peace are
centered solid in balance of mind and body
flow.. as all things balanced.. peace does flow..:)
The small town lure of community one.. the village the
people make the village real.. there is a time where
i lived on a river front with town front in walking distance..
and this small village reminds me in nostalgia of community
then.. with me..:)
OH GOD! the greatest thing about being retired is every time a robot calls.. I just say.. sorry if you can’t hire a human.. i am not going to talk to a machine….
Phones are killers of human health.. and technology isn’t making any of this stuff easy.. for people with feelings instead of cold hard robotic signals….
i guess one of the nicest thing about technology today..
is fresh flowers dresses last forever.. relatively speaking
on Internet love.. where the flowers live so much longer
than love even speaks a human voice in origination at
least..:)
Ah.. the flowers of the eyes..
shining freely in emerald
green the irises grow
in golden way..
the flowers
in heart
grow
in
in
way..:)
A myth is true as any poems are real..
Funny how the value of myths
are often valued less than
other great works of
art.. as the archetypes
of heArt are everlasting
in HEART..:)
Ah.. the GODS of technology.. what
a beauty they bestow.. when mankind
of graphics no longer dispels cursive..
the gift is the digit of art become
one when Love becomes
digital art as one..
in heart of cursive
keys and 1 and 0
combined
as
ART.:)
Love is a magical thing..
and separation from
love is not a thing..
for magic to sing
the art
of song
in heart
for those who love..:)
by the way.. best song ever for
that..:)
OH MY GOD.. the higher life can be..
the more beautiful the colors of
spring are in tune with
Universal magic
a play..
and then there
is darkness reversed
in colors of dark but love
conquers and colors of twigs
and stems come back to LIFE!
Ah.. the flowers of spring awaken the dream of life.. and in my area it is the Carolina Jasmine spreading yellow golden hues up and down trees in my yard that signals spring..:)
Truly purgatory is a human place.. a place between darkness and light that knows no fate.. a place where no fear exists with no joy as well.. a place in the middle with no passion to spark a light.. Ah.. but the reprieve of purgatory is in life it will come to end..:)
Ah.. with an open heart and mind in balance of soul.. does come the spirit of signs.. in all symbols that flow.. the synchronicity of all things let go.. can lead a human to magic never before unknown..:)
Ah yes.. when the i of I makes i’s presence known to I.. the spirit can flow in exclamation point !.. to make a trinity of i and I and !1..:)
As above so below.. each star is sun.. and human is star..:)
i suppose the first step out is not blaming anyone else for life.. and the path is long.. the path is hard.. but the path as strong.. after weak of heart.. grows another garden of light.. of soul.. deeper than.. before..:)
For me at least.. i have to say yes.. as with peace of mind and body practiced in balance.. Auto immune issues of Sjogren’s Syndrome, Dysautonomia, and Fibromyalgia came under the tame.. of mastery of mind and body balance in relative control…
Yeah.. and the doctors say.. just a random remission.. but i know better than that.. now for sure..with no words or pills to cure.. the healing is below in senses and emotions in relative control..:)
Ah.. such a sweet wish for an anniversary.. is true in eyes.. the light that shines as one.. is good together.. as team mates for one force of love..:)
Funny how the spirit of the child can grow older while the spirit of the parent grows younger.. truly youth is a state of spirit in mind.. as the young become old and the old become young..:)
So true.. and in the adult bars I frequent.. animal human lives.. in spring of heat… unless the fire is extinguished from that heat..:)
This wisdom is so beautiful.. there is nothing i can add to it.. but applause..:)
ah.. the politician and the suit in soup of lies..
ah.. the CEO.. the clergy.. and sometimes even the teacher
of law.. in judgement of others gone cold…
ah.. just to live.. just to be.. as is.. now.. is the place i’ll
stay while the soup just simmers in the other place..
for other to lie now…:)
The key to avoiding death.. is simply never thinking about.. it.. as when it comes.. it comes.. and to worry about death is never to live a life at all in life…
The key to avoiding thinking about death is focusing on unconditional love in feeling.. and not always think i feel..
To live is to experience..
to think can be hell or death.. or neverlife..fully alive..:)
Plastic is a noun i cannot delight.. a noun that stays and can never change into food of fish or prey or even predator alike…
Ah.. the rubber lures of life.. are painted with plastic cans of lemmings trapped..
where life cannot escape or even eat.. away.. a plastic trail of never ending
byproducts of human.. lore..:)
The verb of forgiving.. is redeeming well.. the light of living a lamplit way.. of path in moving way.. to make mistakes.. is common.. and to forgive is a a blessing that makes.. common no more.. where love takes root.. in mistakes gone now…:)
There is strength in love and love in strength.. and moreover blessings in understanding that we are all in one game.. of life..and the light of that strength.. and unconditional love.. lives on from the beginning to the end of all that is.. now.. and now.. forevermore now..as simply now..:)
Ah.. to not think is the delight to create.. and to create is sometimes to think about not creating as well..:)
Ah.. to not own time is to live for now.. a journal of pleasing the past or the future.. may not always seem to be now.. the time is not yesterday or tomorrow or never now.. as without time there is simply.. always now..:)
Ah.. the smell of bright-lit chlorine blue summer days.. in youth pool ways.. the tans.. small clothing.. make the motivation for swimming.. a delight of human come true.. in yellow rays of Summer FUN of the souls of youth in bright lit way.. and with screens too.. in lounge chairs now.. i guess.. in smart un-phone less connecting flesh and blood ways!..:)
Chlorine give me an icky feeling on all my skin.. so i go to salt water instead.. without a phone.. if i can BEAR that way..:)
Yes.. words.. words.. words.. actions.. verbs.. nouns.. things.. i think i’ll stop talking and dance instead!..:)
The couplings of nature set free in love.. brings the warmth of spring twelve months around for humans too.. ah what a delight it can be to be as free as human can.. with spring in toes.. and all around in light!..with Springs Delight!..:)
The steps of dance wind knowingly around the halls of love.. the emotions nuanced.. and pleasing to toes of life.. Ah.. how pleasing it can be to connect like this.. where every second is a love that can never requite a now..:)
To dance is to love.. and OH GOD sometimes to marry is to joust.. to dance is to love.. and OH GOD.. i’m still trying to talk my wife.. into dancing
with me..:)
Life is stranger than the greatest dream i ever had.. and perhaps nicer as well..:)
The big M is my favorite time of year.. the Dogwood waits to nearly precisely the date of spring.. to spring forward that first March bud of life.. that tells me the circle of life and love goes on in now..:)
The hidden words of dream do sing.. in the twilight of morning between dark and light.. ah.. to let it flow.. to just go.. with the rhythm of now.. and no longer time.. digging deeper where subconscious and conscious mind flow become one and tirelessly alive in now.. the spirit of creativity is a wondrous way.. of living without knowing and knowing without living in direction of life..:)
Friend is a verb and never a noun.. nouns come and go.. but verbs can stay forever now as friends with no nouns..:)
Fear is both verb and noun.. to scatter the noun of fear.. to the shores of the four winds blown.. can shatter the verb of fear
In droplets of rained fears gone ocean in past.. and make the verb of friend stronger and more resilient as now goes on… in skeYes of GOD.. in eyes of human blessed like this..:)
And the most important paRt of all of human HeaRT.. is to never give up on the verb of friend that one can be.. with or without.. the verbs of.. other friends…
And a tear shed for that for now.. or morrow now.. to come.. is the hope for the verb of friend to stay alive in at least..
one HeART full of HEART..:)
The owl of mind of wisdom is a forgotten tale once remembered and gone again.. and flight once taken truly is a wonderful way to fly again..:)
We come from Nature and to return to it for Wisdom is beautiful just like this.
Nice to see you back, friend..:)
Truly faith lives within.. a garden of exquisite emotion to be watered.. sprinkled with seeds of love.. the ever growing truth of being is planted with those seeds of love.. to see faith grow in all human being love can be..:)
The dark muse.. an aching companion that welcomes light in accompanying poetic news.. of expression in ruse of poetic aches.. that soothe a heart and soul kind once more..:)
Yes.. to escape the harder rigid brackets of stars in eyes.. can be to escape in a graceful flow of ellipses letting go.. all the enclosures that when opened set those eyes of stars free..:)
The light of heart.. can outshine any fire of brush.. the painted smiles of eyes.. come alive in hearts outlined.. to spill a soul of connection.. unfolded in light that comes true in spirit so bright..:)
The life of the concert bring flush.. to the action of emotion of rushing ways.. of heartfelt life.. with audience and singer delight in worlds untold of touching light..:)
The magic of words delivering the wealth of imagination.. in action in creative ways of making life happen.. to the delight of all enthralled with words that come alive.. as human life..:)
Truly.. science of eclipses will never surpass.. or eclipse.. the imagination of a human child.. before science robs that child.. of human innocence.. imagination.. creativity.. and the magic that systemizing ways of life.. can take away from human being.. in light.. instead.. equation dark..:)
Ah.. to leave the light of moon embraced in dark.. to sing a light.. in connections bright.. is to know the moon of heart.. come back to life.. in spirit of poetic expressions in word of soul.. and mouth..:)
The Universe of human neurons all connected in bright-lit stars.. a treasure to admire and wonder.. until those star disconnect.. the symphony of soul.. that sings a treasure of heart and spirit.. in hemispheric Undivided.. Universal.. flow..:)
The soul of pillow knows no comfort.. of sleep as deep.. but one’s who delight.. in nights of sleepless life.. when pillow talks and foes alike.. in comfort never come..:)
Ah.. yes the mind is a wonderful thing to loose.. in light of all that can be in flow.. without stumbling blocks of words.. to prevent one from letting go.. to sail across the sun in starlit eyes of truth.. that words alone.. will never know..:)
Jumping spring sings high of Winter’s freest green locked low.. and far away.. the signs of life are high in life.. when green returns its song.. of life..:)
Ah.. the free range chicken poet.. no air of life can be hidden from this chicken.. of freedom.. that knows no fear.. in scratching ways of chicken S
tuff..:)
So remarkable that first step can be.. in all of life.. just waiting.. a footprint of life..:)
Yes.. beating wings.. that only know heart of air.. and songs of Sun.. hidden and exposed by clouds alike.. bring song to me.. in ways of air.. where wings of feet.. only know sands alive..:)
Funny.. at times when people ask for evidence of a soul.. i lead them to a table.. where the soul of human creativity.. still exists in finely crafted legs.. and the souls that do come to use those legs in connecting souls of creativity.. with warm coffee mugs of heart..:)
Yes.. beauty knows no toll.. of toils and troubles.. beauty lives for beauty lives.. and the price of love.. is troubles told..:)
The blackest nights.. away from city lights.. are definitely the most inspiring lights of lit moon rights.. to kiss by candle moon.. is to smell the light of moon.. without city in life or dark..:)
So true.. the flesh that rarely glimmers.. often has the brightest eyes of soul and heart.. and beneath all that glimmers.. can be a place of spirit flow.. that is never limited.. by glimmer of flesh.. alltoldalone..:)
i suppose the beauty of all things material AND FLESH AND BLOOD IS they fade away.. and the beauty that is left is an inner joy that no flesh or STUFF CAN tale alone.. telling it is.. with inner light.. that never fades with age.. or discarded stuff.. that is never felt..:)
And yes.. to find the beauty in all things small.. and large.. and old or new.. is certainly the way to a beautiful life.. to both tale and behold.. as living light of existence.. for everyone.. as all play a role.. in living life..:)
Pictures of old.. love lost new.. in emotions of old.. that feel love.. the souls of loved ones.. do live on.. in eyes of photos.. in eyes of now.. where love grows on.. in light.. of passed eyes..:)
Nature ever changing.. never chained.. trapped in.. in selfie way.. never housed in floors of lot.. always loves in Nature’s way..:)
OMG.. the cultural traps of life.. behind cubicles of robot.. that never REALLY FEELS.. OR cares.. OH To escape.. to reCreate everyday.. all the time now.. is a sure way to stay.. in mental sanity..:)
OH!.. so true! tHere is no gem or jewel greater than Pandora’s BOX of Mother Nature TRUTH AND LiGHT IN Beauty Open.. never closing! for all to share.. and enjoy..FREE as Nature CAN bE!..:)
The beauty of Nature set free in ART is truly a blessing..:)
Ah.. the heArt of ships that craft all dreams of imagination in creativity of oceans and spring of humanity come true in all works of arts and seas in HEART where humanS truly do let it all go and flow together as waves as one.. and yes.. eventually the ship must come ashore.. but the remaining hope is float forevermore..:)
Ah.. yes. the headless bunny knows the truth as truth is never know in now of truth.;)
Ah.. yes.. the tools.. the extension of humanity.. from abstract words.. to flint stones.. to spears.. guns.. cars.. and iPhone arms.. when tool become human OH MY GOD where does human go.. to be human.. anymore.. the lore of human becomes the tool of lore..:)
Oh GOD a beautiful elegant and wise description of what the red man knows that will never word the white man’s nose.. eyes.. ears.. touch.. and feeling for the rest of ALLTHATIS..:)
MoRanging lOVE and lIFE is so much more fun.. than reading life..;)
Ah.. the green springs.. the white comes.. and takes the green back to brown.. but the light shines wherever heart.. soul.. and spirit.. live in love and spread a glorious glow of life.. in dark or color.. night or dark.. or fifty shades of grey.. in RainBow Light!..:)
i once write a story.. that begins with a little disabled boy watering a sapling into a beautiful tree that will eventually inspire the love between a lovely shy woman and a man who does not know his potential growing a lush and everlasting garden.. by love of that shy lovely woman.. to eventually become a great national leader.. who saves the world with fearless love and courage.. going back to who is the true savior of the world.. the little boy.. or the tree of beauty where balance in nature blooms.. a butterfly effect and affect in NATURE AS GOD..
BUT anyway.. i need to remember that for now.. so thanks and have a great now in buds and blooms of Spring In April where you live..for now.. and ever more..:)
Ah.. that reminds me of the modern version of the movie Noah.. the wise old man with one last
wish to taste a berry of life in Nature.. with no equal pleasure of taste buds for life of nature..:)
And after reviewing 7542 words of newest Epic longest free verse poetry.. there is a beauty here in a message of fewer poetically expressed words.. that is pleasing to my palate..:)
Truly less is more.. unless a virtual reality story is being told..in online ways..:)
Oh GOD.. commenting and connecting is so much MORE pleasurable than WRITING a story..
online or not..;)
i’ve never meet a stranger dark or light.. high IQ or not.. who has not taught me something new about life.. but of course this a privilege in physicality.. where caution can be further tossed to the wind.. but truly i find.. that most people are worth getting to know.. regardless of the apples that spoil life for those who are truly not dark.. no matter the exterior rough.. or fresh..:)
Ah.. yes.. i find so much emotion in bolts of light in skies of day and night.. as well..:)
Ah… truly i live in that first place of real nostalgia where the afternoons are long and the flowers are more colorful.. now more.. than ever before.. the touch of a cat brings warm and fuzzy furry feelings of soul connecting to an exquisite reality of color and never gray…
But there is that grayLand where even the touch of warm and fuzzy cats do not exist.. and truly it tells me one thing and one thing only.. and that is every now is different and every human UNI verse is unique..
And how can i judge another person.. after living in rainbow heaven.. and the gray of never changing hell…
Life is truly magic as change is always possible.. but without that hope.. there is no light in dark.. and with hope.. there is always a burning ember of spark in dark..
And with all that gone.. as long as there is WILL tHere still is possibilities.. no matter the permanence of clowns in painted faces….. Dreams can and will come true..:)
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