i’M F**KING OK

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INCORRECT ON one’s CLAIM

THAT CHILDREN HAVE

NO CRITICAL

THINKING

ABILITIES.

I dO NOT speak until age 4,

and I recognize the essence of GOD

exists before the word exists

in my mind before age 4.

And unless one IS

a non-verbal child, one

WILL NEVER EVER BE ABLE TO

UNDERSTAND THIS WITH WORDS.

IN FACT, WORDS ARE THE ILLUSION

AND GOD IS THE REALITY AS IS.

AND I SUPPOSE that is a

SUBSTANTIAL PART

OF the reason why

I understand GOD

so well, as I AM NOT cursed

with words until age 4, and beyond.

But precocious i AM DEFINITELY,

IN INTERPRETING MY ENVIRONMENT,

with or without words, in the sense of what folks describe as the English Language.

But AGAIN, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO PROVE ME INCORRECT UNLESS one lives in my mind at age 3 THAT perceives the world much differently than a mind stuck in abstract concepts of letters and words.

My cat may understand GOD better than most humans simply as he is not cursed with ABSTRACT CONSTRUCTS OF words AND BYPRODUCTS OF CULTURE, and the usual constant illusion of past and present that a so-called advanced neocortical mind brings to little scaredy cat humans who are most of the time TOO afraid to even MORE FULLY LIVE NOW IN SIMPLE, YET BLISSFUL MIND AND BODY BALANCE.

I am

not

afraid of

death.

I do not need

religion or culture,

As I live now, simply now,
with the FORCE OF GOD that IS
ALWAYS VERB OF FORCE NOW,

AND NEVER

AN ILLUSION OF HUMAN MINDS

IN ABSTRACT CONCEPTS NAMED

WORDS, PER THREE
LETTERS OF A TINY PRISON FOR SOMETHING

AS LARGE AND SMALL AS ‘GOD’ AS IS IS NOW IS.

…….Thanks ‘AngelRho’, I appreciate that.

And truly, as I often post in actual International poetic circles with criticism there offered, there are some folks even there who can only write poetry with previously designed form who cannot make sense out of my metaphors.

And there are others who laud it as out-of-the box and interesting as a new form of poetry.

It is a long time before I can move out of dry human language to do this, and I continue to perfect it here, as the darkness of cynicism is truly a muse for me here, to go to even higher levels of human creativity.

And the girls where I rave dance provide

another interesting muse for some

of the ‘physical poetry’ I do, too.

I AM free,

with relative human

FREE WILL

more

FULLY IN

TOW

AND TOES.

I live in prison most of my life, in conforming to what other folks THINK I SHOULD DO.

AND IN THE bigGER world of the Internet here THERE is always A LARGER READING AUDIENCE TO ACCESS, as my close to 1.1 million views do attest to, ON my Google Plus ‘clearinghouse’ site for my unique form of Free Verse Poetry with Multi-Media mixed in.

And by the way, it’s much easier to decode on my blog, as truly the way I write here is not designed for horizontal flow of restricted left justification ways of typing…

Unfortunately, though, IT IS Multimedia Intensive, and takes a fast computer and Internet connection to even load but yeah, there are fast enough connections and computers out there even now, to keep up with what I do, haha!

Art is the highest level of human intelligence.

Standard IQ, is just grade school stuff.

It takes me 53 years to GRADUATE

IN THE REAL SCHOOL OF HUMAN LIFE, AND advance to the highER intelligence ARTstuff, and it is a pleasure to live where I do now, with much FULLER human intelligence(S) than school or CULTURE can do FOR HUMANS ALONE…

GOD, the verb of FORCE, IS NOT LOGICAL.

And truly humans are not logical either.

THAT, in our modern

cultures, is perhaps

the greaTEST illusion of ALL.

And OH MY GOD, even science lends evidence for that now for folks who are interested
in what does exist, per the real science of human nature, per how human emotion is
at the base of all so-called rational decisions, before
THOSE SO CALLED RATIONAL DECISIONS
are even illusory made in words,
and such as that.

However, when a person masters the ability for human relative free
WILL AND accesses MORE of theIR RELATIVE human free will in greater
human potential they WILL find a much bigger world out there
IN HERE IN SUB-CONSCIOUS FLOW OF ABILITIES
RISING TO CONSCIOUS LEVELS than school
and or culture or and religion can

PROVIDE ALONE…

Some folks can understand this but truly until one goes tHere it is
next to impossible to understand, as I’ve lived in the other
place.. most of my life too….

But yeah, tHere is ‘THIS place’

too..:)

….Hmm..

if one is speaking to me
one can refer back to my post above..

But in shortER,

GOD is not logical.

It is only illogical humans

THAT attribute that
ATTRIBUTE TO GOD.

SCIENCE, A TOOL OF HUMANS,

ATTEMPTS TO DESCRIBE GOD.

IT’S AN ATTEMPT.

BUT THAT’S NOT

‘ALL THAT IS’ AKA GOD.

AND OMG,

THAT’S JUST LITERaLLY
AND METAPHORICaLLY
!COMMON SENSES!
FOR THOSE WHO
‘just’
HAVE
‘IT’.

I offer one irrefutable evidence that I AM OK here, OK…

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

I am more than OK, DUDE AND OR DUDETTE,
AND IF one CANNOT DETERMINE
THAT FROM THE LINK ABOVE,
IT IS NOT ME THAT IS NOT
OK..OK..;)

IN FACT, HERE IS A SONG TO GO ALONG WITH THE LINKED POST ABOVE..

IF one DOesn’t LIKE THE THEME ‘MUSICK’ tHere..;)..OK..:)

Oh yeah, and when one CAN DO ‘THIS’ LINKED ‘BELOW’,
CALL ME BACK WHEN one

IS OK THIS MUCH TOO
IN EMPIRICAL FEATS BY FOOT IN FEET OF Pressing
930LBS, 14 TIMES, SLOWLY EVENLY, WITH HANDS
AND ARMS RAISED ABOVE HEAD…;)

IN OTHER words, dude or and dudette,
I am more than
OK, I am like a REAL LIFE SUPERMAN,

OKAY!..;)..!..:)

And here’s the ‘first woman’ to stick ‘her’

tongue out at ignorant humanity..;)

And the latest one too, RIGHT HERE:

And I do it all the way baby, Like MIN,

in my latest blog post, in restricted ADULT WAY!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Min_(god)

OH YEAH, and DOES one know

WHY Michael Jackson, and Miley Cyrus
AND OTHER ‘STARS’,

grab their crotch with their left
hand on STAGE FOR ALL TO VIEW;
well, it’s not just a coincidence that
‘THEY ALL USE THEIR LEFT HAND’,
REFERENCE
THE Egyptian
GOD MIN AKA
PAN in GREEK
CIRCLES OR AKA
peTer Pan TODAY.

It’s just another way of STICKING ThEIR

‘TONGUE OUT’ AT THE IGNORANT MASSES OF FOLKS STUCK
IN ABSTRACT CONCEPT LAND OF restricted mind and body balance.

And yeah, I am doing the same thing ‘WrITE’ now..

‘fresher than one’…. reference 711.

OH GOD ‘HORATIO’,
THERE IS SO MUCH
MUCH MORE IN THIS LIFE
THAN one ‘THINKs’ ThERE IS.

IF YA LIKE, ya can call me MINderELla
or peTer PAN too..;)..aghogday is just
so yesterNOW…:)

UcK!
i AM F***KING
FunNING
FreAKiNG
FreeDFrED
O
K
.

Thanks again, AngelRho; truly the only folks WhO can come close

to understanding me here, IS, aRtistic folks like yourself.

And haha! NAH, I’m not changing for anyone, anywHere, no matter who they are.

In fact, part of the reason I spend so much time online is that in REAL LIFE, I GIVE PEOPLE MUCH GREATER HEADACHES, AS I TEND TO GET LOUD, AND SPEAK EXTREMELY fast, with never anything but peace AND BLISS, inside of me.

Yeah, wife KATRINA has MANY STORIES

AND HEADACHES ABOUT THAT..SMILES..:)

I have a really big head and am extremely strong.

I mean, DUH, ‘Mice and Lions’ sound different when they ‘talk’ in ‘real life’ for good reason.

It doesn’t mean that one is crazy and one is not, JUST ‘CAUSE ONE IS QUIET AND ONE IS LOUD, and BOTH speak different.

I am different in a Superman-like way, NOW, and for me THAT so-called ‘aUtistic Super Power’, ‘SPELLS’ both incredible grace in Love/KINDNESS and STRENGTH IN COURAGE.

I ALWAYS HAVE THE LOVE/KINDNESS,

IT IS JUST THE GRACE AND STRENGTH IN COURAGE

THAT I NEED FOR THE EXTRA PUNCH IN LIFE, NOW..;)

I LITERaLLY NEVER RUN OUT OF ENERGY;

I AM THE REAL ‘ENERGIZER BUNNY’..

just in time NOW for

EASTER
sun
day..;)

…Thanks, one IS correct.

The human ENGLISH language provides only an approximation of what humans can come to know AND EXPRESS TO EACH OTHER of FULLER reality, including FULLER human potential.

This support site for Autism allows me to do this, in real time, TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY WITH THE LIMITED TOOL OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE, AS IS, IN NEW CREATIVE WAYS.

THIS SITE DID not, when the ‘other’ moderators ARE here, as they attempt to conform folks to their ideas of normality, PER THE USE OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE.

It IS possible, IF freedom of expression is truly allowed here, as it continues to be now WHERE HUMAN insights may evolve here either by me or someone else that have never ever been thought of before.

I suppose that’s

kinda important,

and why I more or less,

currently AM taking the lead on

THAT in expanding the comfort zone for

JUST THAT TO MAKE

IT POSSIBLE.

IT IS POSSIBLE,

WITH fullER REASONABLE freedom of expression.

I am extremely careful to follow the technical rules that exist here, as I value this environment as one for potential greatness in creative minds

EXPRESSED IN SYNERGY, again, IF ALLOWED AS CURRENTLY IS, BY THE NEUTRAL MODERATION, WE HAVE HERE, NOW, WITHOUT PERSONAL AGENDA,

AS is THE CASE before.

Quote:
“Wait so you are not form there?”

Well NO, I AM NOT THE FORMS THERE,

PER the forms most people use in life, tHere or heRe,

NOT in writing a Unique style of FREE VERSE POETRY;

A BALLET AND MARTIAL ARTS MIX OF DANCE WALK

THAT I NOW do, closing in on 3300 miles in 19 months

in all public stores, with my ‘shopaholic’ wife;

AND certainly NOT in NEWER AGE

male nude renaissance ‘FREE verse

nude POETRY’ ART that literally no other

middle 50’s straight male does in the entire blogging world of Google, as such.

And here is more G-RATEd STUFF on the 3000 miles of dance walking for evidence too, and no I do not directly link my adult restricted blog stuff here, as even though it is filtered out stuff FOR minors NOT TO see, like any other potentially inappropriate stuff on the Internet for minors;

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/02/3000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

It’s really NOT appropriate to directly highlight

THAT RESTRICTED ADULT BLOG here. BUT TRULY THAT IS THE MOST AMAZING THING I DO OUT OF THE SOCIAL-NORM-OF CONFORMING FORM, AND YES IT HAS BEEN COMPARED TO THE WORK OF MICHELANGELO’S DAVID, BY THE discerning female eye..;)

BUT MORE impressive, of course, in full blown male nude GLORY WAY, AS frigging ART with Lady Gaga’s ‘Born THIS WAY’, TO ACCOMPANY MY ‘Masterpiece’ of me

THAT way that literally takes hundreds of hours of

HARD WORK TO MAKE IT HAPPEN;

And YES, truly inspired by literally hundreds of

female dance partners who

KEEP MY CREATIVE JUICES FLOWING..

ALL THE WAY.. evidenced already in this thread,

per my blog post, “GOD’s Muse of Dance”.

And to be clear, I’m just another one

of literally millions of folks

who muse others

with dance.

I just do IT FOR FREE,

AS I AM FINANCIALLY Independent,

AND money means ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO ME.

ONE CAN BURN A THOUSAND DOLLAR BILL

IN FRONT OF MY FACE,

AND I will NOT

flinch an Inch.

And that baby, is

FREEDOM IN THIS

MATERIALISTIC WORLD

that most people DO LIVE IN.

I AM FREE FROM many CULTURAL FORMS.

AND TRULY THAT’S A BLESSING.

HOWEVER, IF THAT WAS JUST AN IRONIC TYPO GENERATED BY THE GOD THAT IS ALL THAT IS; AND YOU MEAN FROM HERE INSTEAD OF FORMS THERE, THANK ‘you’; YES, GOD and ‘you’, for inspiring this next message..:)

Yes, I live in Florida my entire life.

I live in a frigging ‘REDNECK’ TOWN,

WITH FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIANS, GALORE, everywhere I go.

AND IF I am NOT PROFICIENT, AS ONE BAD A** MARTIAL ARTS DUDE, BY NOW, someone might have
metaphorically tarred and feathered me, FOR BEING TOO FRIGGING OUT OF THE Red State BOX.

Trust me, where I live, I have to become SUPERMAN TO DO WHAT I DO BABY, AND I START OFF AS WIMPY AND STRING BEAN, AS ANY MALE IN MY COMMUNITY, even after puberty, at 13 years old.

No one giggles at me IN FRONT OF MY FACE, IN REAL LIFE, NOW, NOT EVEN A WIMPER, when they see WHAT I CAN DO WITH MY LEGS OF ‘STEEL’..;)

AND QUITE HONESTLY, IN SO-CALLED

‘redneck’ ‘HOMOBPHOBE’ language

my dance is more over the top, than the ‘Gayest man alive’ CAN dream of..:)

And yeah, I’m straight as an arrow; ya can ask my girl FRIENDS about THAT ‘PART’, AND it’s pretty clear in ALL THE ART I DO, AS per additional stereotype, I LOOK MORE LIKE ‘JAMES BOND’ THAN PETER PAN, ALTHOUGH I CAN MOVE LIKE ‘PETER PAN’ or ‘Spider man’.

OR MY WIFE, at age 44, WHO IS MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN ANY 20-SOMETHING year old fast dancing girl FRIEND, at one of the top 100 rated dance clubs in America, per Old Seville Quarter IN BEACH TOWN, USA, PENSACOLA FLORIDA, where I do most of my RAVE dancing PRACTICE, 52 WEEKS, AS OF this Thursday NIGHT.

Here’s the deal, if you haven’t heard the entire story, I am almost a complete shut-in with 19 documented medical disorders, including the worst pain known to mankind, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia that in medical literature is named a pain worse than crucifixion.

The GOD of Nature ‘blesses’ me with that PAIN that is like novocaine-LESS, drilling of my teeth for close to 66 months, with no relief other than sleep, and

the PAIN IS IN MY RIGHT EYE AND EAR, MAKING EFFECTIVE USE OF VISION OR HEARING, IMPOSSIBLE

WITHOUT INCREDIBLE NEVER ENDING Pain, other than sleep, IN WORSE THAN LITERAL HELL FIRE ETERNAL PAIN.

At the start of the SEVERE PART OF THE pain disorder, at the end of February through March and the beginning of April of 2008, I go 40 days without sleep, except for one hour of very shallow sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days, using a powerful alpha blocker prescribed by a doctor, and absolutely no sleep for the last 5 of 40 days of truly literal human hell, where every second IS like a thousand years of hell.

I AM also ‘blessed’ with Dyautonomia, where my blood pressure and heart rate is no longer synched properly by my Central Nervous system orchestrating balance in my cardio-vascular and respiratory system, during that 5 years.

When I raise my arms or attempt to walk around the block, I almost pass out, then.

And through the effect of the Auto-Immune Disease of Sjogren’s syndrome, my eyes also stop making tears that is a another nail in the torture of a sensation of swimming in salt water with one’s eyes wide open.

I stay in a dark room for 8 months, at risk of losing my eyesight all together, until the immune system modulator eye drops, ‘Restasis’, saves my eyes; literally, speaking.

And yeah, there are 16 other disorders of serious note, and even more than that of lesser serious note, including spinal stenosis; severe degenerative arthritis in my spine; a congenitally fused T-6 vertebrae in my neck;

a congenitally deviated septum so severe that the ENT asks me how I can breathe at all through my nose that still is not fixed due to the potential RISK OF re-development of the Trigeminal Neuralgia PAIN, per associated anatomical features in my sinuses; and fibromyalgia.

Oh yeah, the Autism Thingy I am diagnosed with around the same time at age 47, is the least of my worries, alone, and honestly the worst part of all IS almost totally losing my emotions like a frigging walking dead zombie, associated with Alexithymia.

By the time I get well; YES, miraculously healed by the higher power of the GOD of Nature I FIND within me, I cannot remember what my face looks like, and I basically have to start life as a human all over again, IN REAL LIFE.

Quite a challenge that IS, and considering all of that; OH MY GOD,YES, MY FAITH IN GOD IS AT LEAST AS GREAT AS ANY SO-CALLED ‘JOB’ WHO EVER EXISTS.

IT IS 100%, baby; no holds barred.

And that’s a nice place to be as it allows me

to live forever, in the heaven of now, where time does NOT EVEN EXIST.

IT’S REAL, AND ALL THE AMAZING THINGS EVIDENCED HERE, I can do in REAL LIFE, IRREFUTABLY PROVIDED HERE, ARE A DIRECT RESULT OF THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD IN ME THAT I NEVER CLOSE TO FULLY DEVELOP AND PRACTICE before July 22nd or so, in the YEAR OF ‘OUR LORD’, 2013.

IT’S REAL FOR ME, and at least in my life that’s what counts.

As far as I know, GOD is THE GOD OF HUMAN NATURE MERIT.

THERE IS NO ‘MAGIC incantations’
that will work, like John 3:16,
WITHOUT TRUE
EMOTING POWERS IN EMOTIONS OF
HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL, FAITH, HOPE, AND MOST
IMPORTANTLY PERSONAL BELIEF IN SELF, WITH TRUST IN MOTHER NATURE TRUE
AKA GOD AKA ILLUMINATI OR TRUTH AND LIGHT OF MUCH FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL
IN PRACTICING MIND AND BODY BALANCE CONTINUALLY NOW, AS THERE ARE NO FREE

RIDES TO BLISS, now or then.

And none of it will work without the power of

Human Imagination and Creativity SET FREE!..:)

And the reason I go to all this trouble is
I’m NOW A VIRTUAL ‘expert’ ON Pain
and Suffering and how to heal
it and stay away from it in all natural amazing higher power of GOD ways.
I only suggest that one DEVELOPS mind and body balance, whatever way works to attain
THAT AND all the human made miracles that I currently enjoy and perhaps infinitely

MORE, ‘ROAR’, MORE.

AND with that said, have a nice now; it’s time for me to work-out 3 hours in my martial arts, ballet, and extreme strength style of getting even more graceful AND STRONG, AT my local military station, for elite military athletes..:)

Well, some of ’em, anyway, as there are some

WHO sit around on their smart phones,

instead of sweating, hehe!..;)

MY SUCCESS IS IN BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS.

AND THE FIRST STEP BACK IN GETTING WELL IS BEING ABLE TO SHED A TEAR, AFTER 5 LONG YEARS, WHEN A BELOVED CAT DIES IN Spring of 2013. THE personal DARKNESS OF THAT CAT’S INJURY AND DEATH, PERHAPS ALLOWS ME TO EVENTUALLY CREATE HUMAN MIRACLES COME ALIVE, for me.

SO YEAH, I GUESS I MIGHT OWE IT ALL TO

THE SON OF MY ‘YELLOW BOY’ CAT,

NAMED SUNNY BOY, who dies.

BUT, NAH, IT IS MORE LIKELY THE GIFT OF ‘OREO’,

A SIX LB, or so, SCRAPPY TABBY MIX WITH TUXEDO

NEIGHBORHOOD TOM CAT

WHO WHIPS SUNNY BOY’S BUTT,

TEARING FLESH FROM HIS HEAD,

RESULTING IN THE TEAR OF ME FROM

PUTTING ‘SUNNY BOY’ DOWN.

YEAH, IT IS LIKE THAT

MOVIE NAMED ‘OLD YELLER’,

about A dog, most likely before your ‘time’….

Life is a gift.

MOST OFTEN A very hard gift TO ENJOY.

But never-the-less, a worthwhile

one for those who persist,

adapt to challenge,

and survive.

God is no wimp.

God IS ‘BAD A** FORCE’.

YEAH, THE EAST INDIAN GOD KALI,

IS A PRETTY/UGLY CLOSE TO
ACCURATE FLESH AND BLOOD METAPHORICAL
INCARNATION OF GOD, OR PERHAPS
THE EGYPTIAN GOD ‘MIN’ WHO IS ALWAYS ‘HAPPY’

TO ‘SEE’ FOLKS ‘COME’…;)

ENJOY THE WAVE,

AND TRY NOT

TO FALL OFF, IS TRULY

THE ONLY ADVICE I HAVE,

IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE,
TO OFFER FOR THE REAL POTENTIAL

OF HEAVEN NOW. AND NAH,

BY far, I am certainly not the first person to offer
that simple

YET EFFECTIVE TRUTH AND LIGHT IN ADVICE..:)

Thanks again, for the ‘muse’.

YES, ‘WE’ need ‘this’..:)

IT IS THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT AND AFFECT OF THE GOD
OF MOTHER NATURE AND HUMAN NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT.

Quote:
“Faith is the graveyard of reason and logic….”

Reason and Logic used to the exclusion of the emoting power of the ALL INNATELY, INSTINCTUALLY, INTUITIVELY INTERNALLY, DEVELOPED, UTILIZED, AND PRACTICED EMOTION FAITH, can certainly be a rather ‘shallow grave’ in life.

TG, I for one, have A MUCH

DEEPER LIFE THAN

‘that shallow grave’ IN ‘DEATH IN LIFE’.

BUT OF course that is the responsibility OF

each Unique Human BEING TO RAISE IN LIFE THROUGH the HARD and

SOFT WORK OF PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE IN THE BALANCE OF GRACE AND STRENGTH THAT CAN BE EMOTED BY THE HUMAN EMOTIONS of Human Relative Free WILL, FAITH, HOPE, and

most IMPORTANTLY BELIEF IN ONE’S SELF, AND TRUST IN MOTHER NATURE TRUTH COME HUMAN NATURE TRUTH, AKA GOD AND THE PART THAT IS HUMAN KIND, WORKING WITH, WITHOUT, OR AGAINST, THE REST OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE and human nature true..:)

Any questions…

It’s only complicated as illusory complex language and cultures can make it.

My cat has absolutely no problem WITH THAT, AS HE LIVES NO COMPLEX LANGUAGE AND CULTURAL ILLUSIONS OF SILLY LITTLE SO-CALLED HUMAN FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS, GENERATED BY SO-CALLED
KNOW IT ALL HUMANS..;)

Oh yeah, and regarding ‘Sunny Boy’, for folks who do have a heart, soul, and spirit, also known as humanITy; here is MORE about Sunny Boy, who actually dies in early April 2013, around the time of Easter…

And nah, he does not come back but I FRIGGING DO,

THANKS, in part, to TO HIS LAST DYING DAY OF HELP IN my LIFE.

THIS STUFF IS NO FRIGGING JOKE; THIS STUFF IS LIFE AND DEATH HUMANitY REALiTY; DEAD OR ALIVE in LiFE.

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/goodbye-sunny-boy.html

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/oreo-meaning-of-life.html

Quote:

“Scientists have the most evidence that supports their claims.”

Bull SH**.

Scientists rarely skim the emotional life of human beings

and are almost totally ignorant of it,
per the use of the very limited tool

called the scientific method.

All human rational decisions

are based on emotion,

as even science now shows.

THAT’S IRONIC!

But yet science, STILL is not A tool
per the extremely limited scientific method
THAT CAN BE USED AS AN ACCURATE
TOOL TO
measure the experiment of human being
THAT is almost totally emotionally based
as a reality of the human condition.

Even John Nash,

the noted schizophrenic,
AND possibly Asperger’s

LEANING MATH GENIUS
WHO ADMITTINGLY
HAS little to no
cognitive empathy, DID ADMIT
later in life that WITHOUT

a full HUMAN emotional life
in understanding

the emotions of others,
his SO-CALLED

SCIENTIFIC
METHOD BASED
game theory

cannot
be held UP,
as

VALID.

He IS BiG enough to admit he is INCORRECT.

There are not very many folks BIG enough

in this forum to admit THAT..

Sadly or with little to no complex
nuanced human emotion EXPRESSED

@ALL.

Quote:

“Philosophy is not natural.”

Bull SH**.

Human emotions are the basis for all human actions, including what is
abstractly defined in human constructs as an action in making the tools
of abstract constructs, generated in origination by
human emotions, LABELED AND defined
as Logic and Reason.

The scientific method cannot measure what is the fullest reality
of the human condition, which is the emotional life of each
human being that is a NON-REPEATABLE EXPERIENCE AND OR
EXPERIMENT IF one WANTS TO LOOK AT THE HUMAN CONDITION
IN SCIENTIFIC METHOD TALK.

THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD IS HIGHLY OVER-RATED FOR THIS ONE
SIMPLE AND VERY COMPLEX ‘REASON’.

EMOTION IS NOT REASON.

THE ONLY WAY TO MEASURE EMOTION IS TO OBSERVE IT.

IT IS NOT A DISCRETE REPEATABLE EXPERIMENT.

THEREFORE PHILOSOPHY THAT CAN MEASURE HUMAN EMOTION
THROUGH OBSERVANCE AND GENERAL LOGIC IS THE ONLY REAL
WAY

TO EVEN FRIGGING UNDERSTAND WHAT IT

MEANS TO BE A HUMAN BEING.

AND THEN, one can get to the point of being able to figure out how to
live this frigging life without human suffering, misery, and the killing
fields of HATE, flowing with the blood GENERATED BY literal thinking
psychopathic
leaning minds who don’t give an F about the emotional life of their

FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS,

MAINLY ‘CAUSE THEY ARE IMPOVERISHED IN ALL THAT REALLY
COUNTS AND GENERATES UNCONDiTIONAL LOVING ACTION
AMONG HUMAN BEINGS.

AND THAT MY FRIEND
IS EMOTIONS FULLY EXPERIENCED,

EXPRESSED, SHARED,

AND VALUED AS SUCH,

ABOVE ALL OTHER MATERIALISTIC COLLECTING WAYS OF LIFE
EITHER IN PROVING SOMEONE IS RIGHT FOR ILLUSORY POWER,

OR THE KILLING FIELDS

OF

HATE GENERATED IN ‘LOVE’
OF ILLUSORY POWER AND COLLECTING

MATERIALISTIC

GOODS.

Quote:

^………^

6″<strong>tl;dr</strong>”6

This is what I look like when I ‘REALLY’ STICK ‘MY TONGUE’
OUT AT ‘FOLKS’..;) ButT ONLY THE PG-RATED VERSION…;)
NOT THE ‘MIN’ VERSION..@@@..;)

HAVE A NICE NOW.

I SURELY WILL WITH 100% FAITH IN ME AND 100% TRUST

IN THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT

AKA ILLUMINATI.

“There are no words OR HUMANS bolder than me

IN REAL LIFE”.

QUOTE BY ME,

BY A
WAY….

I WILL LOVE TO SEE
‘THE FACE’ BEHIND “one’s MASK”..;)

Quote:

“An even greater gift is to discover a Beautiful Heart”

There is never much question in my life that I have a beautiful
mind.. with high STANDARD IQ and all that goes along with that..

But truly.. after losing almost all my emotions FOR 5 years of
Zombie LIFE and a year later.. after nourishing those emotions
back stronger than ever.. the greatest compliment i receive
in life to date..

IS when a complete stranger.. Rafiah.. a 21 year old woman from
Pakistan.. requests to be my friend on Facebook..
telling me.. “You have a beautiful heart”
after observing me communicate
by blog way with another friend
from Pakistan..
LaLa Rukh.. AKA
White Pearl.. for
a time in Internet Land…

So anyway.. i celebrate the life of John Nash..
as i know how difficult it can be to struggle through
life with exceptionally observed intellect.. with the
absence of an emotional life.. fully experienced and
expressed with others.. But for me it IS strong in
life existing before mid-life..
so at least I have
a reference point..

to get back..

home…

Sadly not all folks appear to be that blessed..

And honestly.. i hope there is something.. anything

i can do in life.. whether it is dancing everywhere

i go now.. for almost 3300 miles IN 19 months..

to all i do on the Internet to spark something..

anything.. in someone.. anyone’s

dead heart.. soul..

and or Spirit.. to FLOW..

as i truly know AND FEEL
THE NON-FEELING OF

the emptiness

of the

dark night or

years

of the

BLACK HOLE

HUMAN SOUL…

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/03/free-verse-nude-poetry.html

FEATNOTE:

Tonight is my 52nd week

of Rave Dancing with all the cool

college age folks at Old Seville

Quarter.. Pensacola

FL..

and yes..

more photos coming

as i continue to grow

a grinch

heart

many times

bigger than

any

grinch

who

has ever lived…

i have faith..

i hope..

i

BELIEVE

ENDING

FOR

NOW

AT

WORD

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https://vbreverb.wordpress.com/2015/03/25/the-beauty-of-a-big-boned-woman/

^^^

Truly.. big boned Matriarchal Women are the corner stone.. of all that is modern
American Culture.. And yeah.. my grandmother is perhaps one of the strongest..

Picking cotton at an early age.. supporting the rest of the sisters.. a hard life
of surviving and if it is not for female bones that thick.. outsizing yes..

my dainty fingers as a young male.. thick boned cotton picking hands..
that tried so hard to teach me how to be

a

man..:).. as my father wasn’t ‘strong’ enough to stay..

Perhaps i finally hear her heRe…

in my older
younger
age
of
man..
alive!..:)

Oh.. and thanks so
much for the inspiration..
that is something else
checked off
my bucket list..
to give my beloved Grandmother
Credit for what I didn’t understand then..;)

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https://charliezero1.wordpress.com/2015/03/24/mexicanorexia/

^^^

Oh GOD.. that’s so true.. health stArts and ends with the heart..

The greatest human health disaster of all HIStory is the DIEt of

the huMan heArt

AS

HEART!

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33 Responses to i’M F**KING OK

  1. Your cat is beautiful. 😉 Your mind is as busy as the 4th of July! Smiles.

    • Haha! yes.. my words are overflowing like a cup of fireworks.. and everything else associated with a super freak of a mind and body that truly actually IS in balance and feeling calm and peaceful inside.. even dancing with several hundred ‘crazy inebriated’ college AGE students.. i am a feather in the wind..;)

      Yes.. i love my cat… and truly he IS one of my greatest role models and

      Heroes..:)

      And with that SAID AND FELT..here is a little ‘FIREWORK’ TO CONTINUE TO

      CELEBRATE THE GREAtest thing..

      THAT
      IS

      LIFE AS IS WITH
      HUMAN AND OTHER
      ANIMALS..
      NATURE
      AND GOD

      AND KATY PERRY
      OF
      COURSE..;)

      My wife is calling me LOUD NOW

      to take HER AND ME DANCE shopping..

      I will be back to read

      and comment MUCH MUCH MORE..;)

  2. claudia says:

    wow – quite the story… i think when we went through tough times we enjoy life even more and treasure it more as well

    • Thanks Claudia.. and so true.. all the challenges in my life are directly related to the joy i experience now.. i wouldn’t trade it.. if i could.. as i am the sum of my challenges and adaptations.. as is now..:)

      Hope you are having fun now!..:)

  3. Your story is so captivating.. and I can understand that what a wonderful thing it is, and that it’s better to dance than care about money.. 🙂

    • I appreciate that very much Bjorn.. and truly life is a wonder for me.. and i cannot imagine much in life that could be more wonderful than just dancing and connecting to an endless variety in spice of human being diverse natures..

      And the rest of nature.. including cats.. of course!..:)

      Hope you are enjoying whatever dance in life you like now.. as well..:)

  4. tinkwelborn says:

    Wow! That IS a story unfolding. Rich in thought-content. Impressive. Good job.

    • Thanks so much.. tinkwelborn.. i always admire the art of story telling among my elders.. as a small child.. and i hope to at least approximate what they can do in telling wisdom of their life’s history..:)

      Hope you are having a beautiful unfolding story of life now.. too!..;) as a ‘never
      ending story’.. in now!..;)

  5. Glenn Buttkus says:

    almost 5000 words this time, you might be approaching a million words to match the million page turners who have visited here. Your story, life, energy, accomplishments are unique, & as you continue to manufacture your own luck miraculously, I continue to salute your efforts. love your feline as well.

    • Ah.. for decades the most I could do is cut and paste a few lines of stagnant work stuff.. in government techno-speak..

      And then there is the pain disorder.. and the only escape with a monitor turned all the way down.. in still incredible eye an ear pain..

      an excruciating word.. a list.. a paragraph.. a page.. all starting on Thanksgiving day of 2010.. in an attempt to escape pain continuing on until the real escape in July of 2013.. and now literally over 10 millions words spread across the Internet..

      with yes.. literally several million here on this website.. and closing in on 200K words in the last several weeks of budding spring.. and a copy of the creative spring explosion for the last two months of March, in 2013, and 2014, thus making the third year now starting in March 2015..

      And it seems.. the greatest explosion of creative words and other stuff yet.. although it appears I have somewhat graduated from the creative effort with male nude renaissance self art.. as truly that is exhausting in a continuous practice of practice.. with physical effort matching most any Athletic event I have attempted to do in my life..

      Truly hard work it was and can still be i guess.. when that creative element strikes.. the physical element of me….:)

      And truly it’s effort more than luck.. but truly real life.. magicK..as far as i can see.. with limited human eyes.. that is all innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive for me..:)

  6. kanzensakura says:

    Incredible and unique story! and I love your kitty. I am truly in love with orange cats and haven’t met one yet I haven’t liked.

    • Thanks for stopping by kanzensakura.. and for those kind words of appreciation for what i am doing here.. in massive walls of ‘different’ forms of text…

      Running a little behind tonight.. off to do my RAVE dance practice.. and will be back tomorrow morning to visit your place and others here.. in what i truly enjoy most..

      in reading and commenting on other folks soul in creativity flow…;)

      Hope you are having all the blessings and peace that can possibly come in

      now!..:)

      • kanzensakura says:

        Thank you for your kind words and blessing. I never practice for raves…I just jump up and down and wave my arms and grin a lot. My poor husband thinks I am a mad woman… 🙂

        • You’re welcome.. and truly i practice life in general.. and try to never make it a competition.. and yes.. too.. almost every time i go dancing someone asks me what drugs i’m on.. and if they can have some.. and then i tell them it’s all natural.. and they are so disappointed.. that they will have to truly work.. for the feeling i get.. when i dance.. smiles..:)

  7. Alex Dissing says:

    Damn, I wish I had your energy! Lol but in all seriousness, keep doing you & loving the life you live. You are f**king okay. 🙂

    • THANKS for stopping by Alex and not ‘dissing’ me.. haha!..

      Yes, truly I do feel okay.. and truly that was always up to me.. and will always be..:)
      And truly that confidence is where the energy comes from.. too..

      ALL positive all the time..:)

      Hope you are having a wondrous and ever expanding energy now too!..:)

  8. https://onevoicepoems.wordpress.com/2015/03/26/98/

    ^^^

    Ah.. the heArt of ships that craft all dreams of imagination in creativity of oceans and spring of humanity come true in all works of arts and seas in HEART where humanS truly do let it all go and flow together as waves as one.. and yes.. eventually the ship must come ashore.. but the remaining hope is float forevermore..:)

    Sorry.. it took so long to come ashore here.. i’ve been way LAID IN WORDS OF LATE..;)

  9. http://alexdissing.blogspot.com/2015/03/iadmit.html

    ^^^

    Ah.. yes.. the tools.. the extension of humanity.. from abstract words.. to flint stones.. to spears.. guns.. cars.. and iPhone arms.. when tool become human OH MY GOD where does human go.. to be human.. anymore.. the lore of human becomes the tool of lore..:)

  10. http://bibliosity.blogspot.com/2015/03/blackthorne-scene-35.html

    ^^^

    Oh GOD a beautiful elegant and wise description of what the red man knows that will never word the white man’s nose.. eyes.. ears.. touch.. and feeling for the rest of ALLTHATIS..:)

    i loved this my friend Glenn.. and oh GOD.. words are overtaking me and this reminds me.. it’s time to out of this room.. and Spring again too!..:)

  11. http://tinkwelborn.com/2013/01/30/meta-rhyme/

    ^^^

    MoRanging lOVE and lIFE is so much more fun.. than reading life..;)

  12. http://enthusiasticallydawn.com/2015/03/02/march-whispers-green/

    ^^^

    Ah.. the green springs.. the white comes.. and takes the green back to brown.. but the light shines wherever heart.. soul.. and spirit.. live in love and spread a glorious glow of life.. in dark or color.. night or dark.. or fifty shades of grey.. in RainBow Light!..:)

  13. http://kanzensakura.com/2015/03/26/the-walk-part-x-promises-kept/

    ^^^

    i once write a story.. that begins with a little disabled boy watering a sapling into a beautiful tree that will eventually inspire the love between a lovely shy woman and a man who does not know his potential growing a lush and everlasting garden.. by love of that shy lovely woman.. to eventually become a great national leader.. who saves the world with fearless love and courage.. going back to who is the true savior of the world.. the little boy.. or the tree of beauty where balance in nature blooms.. a butterfly effect and affect in NATURE AS GOD..

    BUT anyway.. i need to remember that for now.. so thanks and have a great now in buds and blooms of Spring In April where you live..for now.. and ever more..:)

  14. https://bwfiction.wordpress.com/2013/09/24/fruit-haiku/

    ^^^

    Ah.. that reminds me of the modern version of the movie Noah.. the wise old man with one last
    wish to taste a berry of life in Nature.. with no equal pleasure of taste buds for life of nature..:)

    And after reviewing 7542 words of newest Epic longest free verse poetry.. there is a beauty here in a message of fewer poetically expressed words.. that is pleasing to my palate..:)

    Truly less is more.. unless a virtual reality story is being told..in online ways..:)

    Oh GOD.. commenting and connecting is so much MORE pleasurable than WRITING a story..

    online or not..;)

  15. https://anarmchairperfectionist.wordpress.com/2015/03/28/not-without-hope/

    ^^^

    i’ve never meet a stranger dark or light.. high IQ or not.. who has not taught me something new about life.. but of course this a privilege in physicality.. where caution can be further tossed to the wind.. but truly i find.. that most people are worth getting to know.. regardless of the apples that spoil life for those who are truly not dark.. no matter the exterior rough.. or fresh..:)

  16. https://anarmchairperfectionist.wordpress.com/2015/03/28/ephemeral-bejeweled-sky/

    ^^^

    Ah.. yes.. i find so much emotion in bolts of light in skies of day and night.. as well..:)

  17. There are theories about a person been limited by the extent of their vocabulary. I believe it is true, to certain degree. In some way, it limits our expression of our ideas/thoughts/feelings –but mostly when we are trying to express with words. When we dream, or draw, or paint, we can express more or differently.

    • Hi Adriana.. Science suggests that the only communication abilities that humans are born with are vocal speech to relay emotions to others for social cooperation, and the mainstay of social reciprocal communication that is non-verbal language ranging still, with our modern ways of cultural collective intelligence, recorded text rich language, at anywhere from 60 to 90 percent of actual face to face flesh and blood communication for non-verbal face to face flesh and blood communication.

      Truly the only reason I am verbose as I am now, is that I had no choice but to become a text only human being FOR sign language in reciprocal social communication, after losing the effective ability for hearing and seeing for over five years, as a result of the type two Trigeminal Neuralgia I am ‘blessed’ with for over five years, ending in the Summer of 2013.

      Before that any language of output is difficult for me, and truly my communication is mostly silent and even restricted in non-verbal ways to express eyes with the eyes of others, as truly the mainstay of soul of eyes is IN MY ABILITY FOR output and input understanding the intent of emotion of others.

      I find the online experience uncomfortable in a way.. as I gain so much from seeing the eyes of another person as if their soul is revealed to me online.. when that non-verbal communication of eyes.. is tHere for me to peruse.

      A smile with bright eyes tell me a person is truly FULLER alive and has the ability to connect with other people with affective empathy.

      And there are other eyes that tell the truth.. of disconnected humanity.. and truly that is sad.. and i did live the shoes of those eyes for over 5 years.. where i could not bear to even attempt to look at my dead eyes.. in mirror ways.. through the intense physical pain of those eyes.. in lack of affective content of soul….

      Viewing the dead eyes of a soul through the logic that remains in mind is truly a horrifying experience to have.. i value alive eyes.. more than words will ever tale..:)

      My difficulties in output of language both orally AND in written emotionally expressed text.. ARE a serious handicap in decades of life, THEN, where we do live in modern cultures that are more and more relying on text.. more than anything associated with vocal verbal or non-verbal flesh and blood language.

      I see that as sad.

      Truly sad.

      But I can’t complain too much about human collective intelligence recorded written language now.. OR SPEECH..NOW THAT it has come to be a personal friend and an organic one for me now.. more or less..EVEN IN TEXT..:)

      Smiles and thanks for dropping by.. i am A ‘LITTLE’ bit too verbose these days.. more than obviously..;) Ironically now, I talk WAY TOO MUCH IN WORDS AND SPEECH ALIKE..;)

      And yes.. i can get kind of loud and excited in real life, as i am VERY HAPPY TO BE ALIVE!..:)

      • Thank you for sharing your thoughts and your experience with those 5 years in silence. I feel for you, I have not experience something even close to what you describe, but I can tell that it is a rather challenging life experience. As for the visual part of a conversation, the eyes, the smiles, the hand movements, …, I believe I empathise with you. I also get much more from face to face contact. It is never the same conversation when it is done via electronic devices. On the other hand, these blogs, social websites, apps, etc. bring us all closer in a different way. It allows communication that would have never happen due to distance and other barriers we encounter daily. I appreciate your poems and your thoughts. It opens the window to your inner person. Thank you!

        • Ah.. your kind comments of appreciation make me smile.. and match the kindness of your face.. bright eyes and smile too!.. Thanks for stopping by again.. and truly these electronic devices are worth the inconveniences to meet nice people like you in poetry land to share a live heart, soul, and spirit with in organic text of feeling..!..:)

  18. https://whenspaceissilence.wordpress.com/2015/03/27/amelia-and-the-fall/

    ^^^

    Ah… truly i live in that first place of real nostalgia where the afternoons are long and the flowers are more colorful.. now more.. than ever before.. the touch of a cat brings warm and fuzzy furry feelings of soul connecting to an exquisite reality of color and never gray…

    But there is that grayLand where even the touch of warm and fuzzy cats do not exist.. and truly it tells me one thing and one thing only.. and that is every now is different and every human UNI verse is unique..

    And how can i judge another person.. after living in rainbow heaven.. and the gray of never changing hell…

    Life is truly magic as change is always possible.. but without that hope.. there is no light in dark.. and with hope.. there is always a burning ember of spark in dark..

    And with all that gone.. as long as there is WILL tHere still is possibilities.. no matter the permanence of clowns in painted faces….. Dreams can and will come true..:)

  19. billgncs says:

    wow – what a manifesto – that weight machine is hot when you get done.

    • Thank you Bill.. and just when I ‘thINk’, 4630 words is all i will do of that magnitude for several days.. the next day does comes with that 7542.. and then i spend this afternoon for 6 hours dance walking in all my wife’s shopping stores… in close to literal marathon effort.. and oh my God it is sure nice to escape this wordy head in dance steps instead of ink.. but yeah.. more photos coming from that.. so the next one will be more photo heavy than word heavy for poetic expression of what is my heart.. and art for now..:)

      Hope you too are enjoying now!.. with or without words..:)

      And Ha! they keep the gym cooled down when I WORK OUT.. to protect the equipment from heated leg and arm abuse..;)

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