http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/03/free-verse-nude-poetry.html

Hmm..
It is a very
interesting day..
in now..
but in still the spirit of
‘stealing’ evidence for the
higher power of GOD..
here is a 7542 word
PLUS multi-media
presentation of ‘my’ evolving
PROOF, FOR THOSE WHO HAVE EYES
AND EARS THAT SEE AND HEAR
A ‘LITTLE’ FURTHER..

than most if not all…;)

But it’s just ‘a day in the life for me’…

Dam.. i’m looking more like ‘that statue’ in

the front row all the time it seems like now..;)

But anyway.. sometimes life is just one big DOUBLE

ENTENDRE..;)

Yes.. at one point.. a rather cold-hearted dude..

names me as the 7000 word man..

from ‘this website’..

i guess he was/is a ‘prophet’ of sorts..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/28/gods-higher-power-in-one-body-blood-and-words/

Quote:

“Never yet, found a reasonable argument in favor of ‘god.”

More than likely that is because silly humans make the reasons

and the rules.

God is not ruled by either humans or human reason.

One must ‘get out’ a ‘little bit’ to

come to understand THAT

AND GOD TOO…

THERE IS NO

EVIDENCE

FOR

GOD BUT

‘Stepping out of the silly

illusions of human reason’.

That goes beyond

ALL HUMAN CONSTRUCTED WORDS, MATH,
SCIENCE AND THE WHOLE GAME
OF HUMAN “CULTURE PRESCRIBED LIFE”

CULTURE IS THE ‘RED AND BLUE PILL’.

GOD IS THE GREEN PILL FOR JUST
DOING LIFE AS IS.

SO YEAH, YNOT;

GOD IS A GREEN

PILL;

YES, THE GREEN PILL; LIVE IT FREE

OR NOT, FOR ‘REAL FOOLS’ WHO DO
NOT BELIEVE THEY EVEN HAVE THE
POTENTIAL FOR RELATIVE FREE WILL;

OR THE HUMAN EMOTING EMOTIONS
OF FAITH, HOPE, AND BELIEF THAT MAKES
STUFF HAPPEN, NEGATIVE OR POSITIVE DEPENDING
ON THE IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY THAT MAY OR
NOT POWER UP THOSE REAL HUMAN EMOTIONS FOR ACTION!

Well.. i am guessing here you are visiting and not a patient…
And human beings who have what is described as the emotional contagion of
affective empathy do pick up on the pain and suffering of others.. both physical

and mental…

At one point in time..

in college my major

is psychology specific..

until we then.. go on
a field trip to a mental institution…

I literally feel the pain and suffering

of every person there..

so strong it

almost suffocates me…

Change of major after that…

There are some people who have so much

empathy they cannot separate themselves from the feelings of others…

And truly.. at least in your words.. i see the same thing in you.. and likely why we are friends…

As truly if that is the case ‘we’ are extremely rare.. as the archetype of not only Rafiah.. but Angel RAFIAH.. as well…

You never judge the things I do in life with negative words of discord.. and almost always take the time and effort to acknowledge my presence here…

I communicate with literally tens of thousands

of people online since 2010..

And truly you are at least

1 in ten thousand..

if not a million…

And

this

is why

I keep

coming back..

i know a treasure..

when I find one..HERE NOW..:)

And yes.. the Angels in life are special..

but i often find the folks who see me
as enemy as the greatest

inspirations

of all.. as well…

Yes..

the dark mixed with light..

makes the experience

of ALLAH

what it is in all its
strangeness..

pain..

and suffering..

AND MYSTERY..

as

IS NOW.

ONE GOD

ONE

CREATIVE

EXPERIENCE

ONE NOW

IS

ALLTHATIS…:)

Nature

AKA

GOD

creates

humans.

It doesn’t take

a

‘Rocket Scientist’

who

‘RARELY TO

never

GETS

his

or

her hands

AND FEET

soiled by dirt!

of Mother Nature’ to figure that one out.

IN FACT,

‘ROCKET SCIENTISTS’ ARE OFTEN FUNCTIONALLY DISABLED IN UNDERSTANDING GOD MORE FULLY IN TRUTH AND LIGHT THIS WAY.

However, Nature also creates the Internet as well, as it is a reflection of at least part of the Nature of human beings, as far as solving equations go with abstract constructs manifest from human reasoning.

But it still
takes the creator
human of the Internet
to truly create new and innovative
ART ON THAT SAME BONY ABSTRACT
CONSTRUCT OF REASONED EQUATION
THAT IS THE MANIFESTATION
OF WHAT ‘WE SEE’,
AS

THE INTERNET
AT CORE.

And the same
applies to GOD.

Humans can
mix and match the

ingredients to make something
new and innovative.

And that is PRECISELY AND ARTISTICALLY

WHAT THE GOD OF NATURE DOES WITH HUMAN.

YA, SEE, TO TRULY AND IN ENLIGHTENED AND AWAKENED WAYS OF UNDERSTANDING GOD
AND OR NATURE ONE MUST LEARN THE ART OF MIND AND BODY BALANCED IN MOTHER NATURE
AND HUMAN NATURE IN TRUTH AND LIGHT AKA GOD AND
NOT JUST THE INTERNET SKELETON
OF THE HUMAN MIND WITHOUT
MIND AND BODY BALANCE.

SO IN OTHER WORDS,
YA CAN BE A ‘TALKING
HEAD OR A HUMAN’;

THAT IS THE CHOICE OF THE ‘ATHEIST’
AND ‘FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIAN ALIKE’.

AS TRULY THEY ARE TWO ‘PEAS IN A POD’;
that at least in Internet Land, OVERALL,
are not PEACEFUL, OVERALL,
AS THEY ARE SiMPLY
MISSING

INTERNET BALANCE
IN ART/LOVE/FLESH/BLOOD
AND REASON/EQUATION/COMPUTER
SKELETON MIND.

AND that is the GOD/NATURE/HUMAN NATURE/
INTERNET Lesson for the day, so far…;)

SIGNED,

(:..’Inter-NET-Yoda’..(;

Oh yes, “Aleister’s” disdain for all ‘dogmatic’ reasoning religions is apparent from the get go in the “Book of the Law”, where the voice of ‘spirit’ is a wild and ‘passionate’ voice.

http://www.sacred-texts.com/oto/engccxx.htm

Perhaps the greatest contribution of Aleister, is raising awareness, truly of the ‘magick’ of sexuality’/sensuality and how that combined with creativity truly does ‘come’ in real life results in action that are greater than without the sexual element in human creativity.

Yes, even science shows now and truly vindicates, at least in part, why Aleister intuitively through ‘spirit’ ‘comes’ to know, and most IMPORTANTLY IMAGINES AND CREATES.

SEXUALITY IS TABOO, AND

in general physicality, per the animal element of human beings that is avoided and or disregarded, in most of philosophy and religion, as of the lesser ‘mind’

when it comes to the absolute requirement

for emotional regulation

and sensory integration balance of

mind with balance of body leading the mind,

instead of the body ‘sitting silently’ in the reality of life.

But of course, as most of us here KNOW,

the thinking mind,

can become the thinking mind,

can become the thinking mind and etc., so on…

And truly, I believe MOST all folks who are genetically

predisposed to higher Standard IQ ways of accomplishments

in our modern western ways of school and work requirements,

whether that be math or philosophy or even frigging

working as the cashier at Walmart

or the CEO OF a major corporation are

MOST all pre-disposed to a life more limited

by thinking mechanically than MORE

fully experiencing life in mind and BODY

balance,

as our primitive ancestors

and current so-called primitives

continue to exist,

AS BEFORE, IN MORE EARTHY

BODILY WAYS OF EXPERIENCING THE ENVIRONMENT,

rather than watching from a distance in one’s mind.

The story is predictable.

The young woman

with the long dress

in ‘Christian’ school,

gets to Junior College

and is mixed in with the ‘rest of the tribe’,

and next THING ‘ya know,

she is in the back of the ‘truck’, with every eligible ‘bachelor’.

Taboo is intoxicating. Perhaps the greateST turn on for me, is a Muslim Woman with beautiful eyes to the Windows of her desiring soul, covering the rest of the gift that is ‘her’. AND OF COURSE,

now for the average Muslim Man, who has the same ‘ideas’, if he lives in America, he can hook up to the internet, and do a search on Arab women masturbating, and ‘release’ his ‘inner’ frustrations.

I suppose that Aleister understood this intuitively and

‘RUNS WITH IT’, WITH ALL HIS MIGHT, too,

like our modern PORNOGRAPHERS DO,

who understand human nature too..;)

But truly, Taboo of natural human sexuality is the source of great aggression in frustrated testosterone fueled males, and to take away the source of natural human propensity,

whether that be in covered heads or long dresses

for fundamentalIST LEANING Christian men in the U.S., leads to stuff like patriarchal homophobes and ‘ISIL’ the ‘politically correct’ term for the ‘Virgin Mary ISIS’.

AND THAT IS PERHAPS IS A MOST IRONIC STATEMENT

OF HUMAN NATURE AND REPRESSED WAYS OF CULTURAL LIFE,
YET.

At least for folks like ‘you’ and me, who ‘see’ a little DEEPER..;)

Honestly, when the ‘cat’ comes out of the bag,

folks get relaxed and sex isn’t nearly the

BIG AGGRESSIVE FRUSTRATING

‘DI** HEAD’, WHEN THE ‘CAT’ STAYS

LOCKED IN A BOX, OR under a long dress, etc….

So now, young folks exposed to pornography equally,

somewhat equally, from a young age of raging hormones, are not so obsessed with

OH GOD, I GOTTA TRY THIS, AS IT WILL FEEL SO GOOD, AND I WANNA FIND OUT ABOUT WHAT IT’S LIKE, WHEN THEY see it casually like a dog or cat, whenever they want to hook up to the INFO HIGHWAY OF PORN.

AND OH GOD, THE RESULTS OF THIS ARE SO CLEAR TO ME NOW, WHEN AN 18 to 21 year old women/girl, comes up to this 54 old man; ME rave dancing like a ballerina mix of martial arts dance on speed, and aggressively rubs her rear up AND down on the front of me.

It’s just a ‘HUMAN Bonobo thingy’,

to make humans MORE PEACEFUL,

and getting together or hooking up;

or ‘whatever ‘ a reality.

But truly where

there are more ‘BONOBOS’

around to play with; why stop with one,

particularly when doing the actual act,

has so many ‘nasty’ potential

consequences attached to THAT.

SO IN OTHER WORDS,

IT IS MUCH BETTER

TO PLAY WITH CLOTHES ON,

than getting an STD, or unwanted PREGNANCY.

And these girls almost never ‘come’ alone; they run in ‘matriarchal packs’ of protecting females, in case things get, out of ‘hand’. And truly for many of them a female ‘front’ WILL do as well as male ‘front’ to use the rear to rub up on, although it’s not quite as aggressive looking when they do it to other females.

My experience rave dancing has been an exploration

of the ‘seedier’ elements of modern human nature expressed;

YES,

unleashed,

in

SENsual, sexUAL ways.

And truly my

reams of

evidence in

anecdotal findings

now after 52 weeks, does suggest

that humans are indeed very much like

BONOBOS, IN SEXUAL FREEDOM

AND PEACE MAKING ‘RITUALS’,

THAN AGGRESSIVE CHIMPANZEES,

WHEN SET FREE AS NATURE CAN BE!

THESE WOMEN IN MATRIARCHAL PACKS ENJOY THEIR

sexual FREEDOM AND AT THE SAME time keep the men in line from getting too aggressive with safety in numbers of the GENERALLY, weaker, SO-CALLED opposite sex.

And truly, it’s interesting as when one of the friends observe them getting too ‘aggressive’ with me, they often come and ‘snatch’ them away from their aggressive ‘rear’ ways of being, to make sure they do not go ‘all the way’, somewhere else.

But the thing is they physically and

emotionally connect to each other

and are not even afraid to do that in

a sensual/sexual way with other women

that creates a mighty bond of love and protection between them.

Yes, Aleiester’s dream of SEXUALITY UNLEASHED and RELEASED IN THE MAGICK PEACE ‘PILL’,

YES ‘THE PILL’ OF THE ‘NEW AGE’, IS COMING TRUE, STILL INSPIRED BY THAT ‘VOICE’ OF HUMAN SEXUAL FREEDOM MORE IMPORTANT IN MY OBSERVING EYES, THAN ANYTHING ELSE, HE HAS OFFERED THROUGH THE ‘VINE’ OF MODERN sexual liberating music with visual eye candy GALORE.

AND ALMOST ALL TOP FEMALE MUSIC ARTISTS,

ARE ALL ABOUT THE T AND A,

AS TRULY THE T AND A IS A

‘MAGICKPILL’ FOR VICARIOUS PLEASURE,

CREATIVITY, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY

PEACE, AND ironically enough,

reduced population

of the human race;

IF the T AND A

CAN spread

far enough

to so-called patriarchal

fundamentalist leaning ways,

whether cultural or religious.

Yes, GOD given human nature,

when unleashed and released

WORKS IN NATURAL GOD GIVEN HUMANITY BALANCE.

AND THE RAVE DANCE HALL, IS A MICROCOSM, OF WHAT MAY BE TO

‘COME’.

MIX THE CREATIVE SPIRIT OF A REFORMED T AND A GOSPEL SINGER LIKE KATY PERRY, BEYONCE, AND RIHANNA AND SCIENCE BASED SEX/SENsual MAGICK IS UNLEASHED AND RELEASED FOR THE MASSES, IN VICARIOUS VIRTUAL SYNERGY OF CREATIVE PEACE PIPE PLEASURE DOPAMINE POWER!

THAT YOUTUBE THINGY IS A POWERFUL FORCE TRULY that makes entropy a small force AS A SMART PHONE NOW IS THE EQUIVALENT OF AN ATOMIC HIGHER POWER FUELING HUMAN IMAGINATION, CREATIVITY AND PRODUCTIVITY; IN OTHER WORDS MAKING FULLER HUMANITY DREAMS COME TRUE!

YES, THE ‘IPHONE’ AND ALL ITS COUSINS,

IS NOT ONLY A TRULY ‘MAGICK’
DEVICE,

it is also the progenitor

truly of the

‘BONOBO

HUMAN’

COME BACK

FROM THE ‘DEAD’,

UNDER LONG DRESSES

AND COVERED HEADS…

PERHAPS, “IT’S”

WHAT TRULY BELONGS

IN THE EASTER BASKET ON

SUNDAY MORNING SERVICES…

Anyway, my philosophy of life,

is playing on YOUTUBE ALL THE TIME. I

DON’T EVEN HAVE TO ‘RIGHT’ IT DOWN.

IT’S LIKE THE ACTION COMING BEFORE THE WORD,

AS IT ALWAYS HAS IN TRUTH OF HUMAN BODY AND MIND BALANCE.

THE GREAtest human potential ever remains the same……

Anyway, thanks TECH, for the inspiration, as you likely know by now, like the ICE PRINCESS from ‘Frozen’, I love to let it go and flow here in words, or even at the gym, where I sound more like a gorilla than a human.

Back to nature, in all ways is the place for this born free,

‘LiON; yes, POSITIVE ion with AN L for LOVE..:)

And with that said, a tribute to ice princesses

who have escaped the long dresses

and head dresses

in all places

where humans live

IN YOUTUBE WAY.

Males have a lot of catching up to do,

to dance like a ballerina mixed martial artist,

like me, to attract women like ‘flying to light’..(:;)

Sexuality/SENSUALITY is a spectrum and until males

GET IT LIKE BOOTIE DANCING WOMEN

ALREADY GET IT, they are going to

be left ‘behind’,

in the so-called war of the sexes.

Mr. ‘Flo Rida’ still doesn’t

GET IT FULLY

BUT his ‘BI-female’ dancers in

A FULLER HUMAN SENSUALITY/SEXUALITY

SPECTRUM do….GET HeR DONE toGEThEr!

MOST WOMEN HAVE BI-SEXUAL INCLINATIONS

AND THAT’S NOT HARD FOR THE

DISCERNING SEXUAL/SENSUAL

EYE TO SEE WHEN

THEY ARE COVERED UP OR NOT.

TO UNDERTAND THE DEEPEST DESIRES

OF THE FEMALE SEXUAL/SENSUAL NATURE IS TO CONNECT LIKE THAT

AS EVERY FRIGGING ROCK AND ROLL MUSIC MALE ‘PHYSICIAN’ HAS DONE FROM ‘ELVIS’ TO ‘KISS’, AND MORE…

YEAH, I can get fist bumps all night when I wear my T-shirt of FIREY EYED DRAGON, AT RAVE DANCING FROM MALES BUT WHEN I WEAR THE ICE PRINCESS T-SHIRT THAT’S WHEN some girls GO WILD.

OH GOD, BEING A PARTICIPANT ANTHROPOLOGY OBSERVER, IS never quite this FUN IN COLLEGE, ALTHOUGH I DID GET TO MASSAGE MY FELLOW FEMALE PEER STUDENT, WHEN we ARE assigned to ‘work’ together in a CLASS ASSIGNMENT in a LAMAZE CLASS, interesting ENOUGH FOR ME, Hmm.. BUTT NOT ‘neARLY’ as interesting as THE BOOTIE DANCES..;) ON RAVE DANCE NIGHT!..:)

ME THE SOBER ONE ALWAYS THOUGH,

OF COURSE, to keep my wedding ring SECURE!

SADLY, ALEISTER WRECKED HIS HEALTH WITH DRUGS.

TRULY DRUGS ARE NOT NECESSARY, WITH A MIND AND BODY BALANCE INTOXICATING FREE.

PEOPLE CAN SEE THE BLISS WRITTEN ALL OVER MAY FACE WHEN I DANCE, AND EVEN BEFORE IN LIFE; WITHOUT FAIL,
ALMOST EVERY WEEK FOR 52 WEEKS OF DANCE, some folks ASKING ME WHAT I’M ON, AND IF THEY CAN PLEASE HAVE SOME.

UNFORTUNATELY, I CANNOT WRITE A PRESCRIPTION FOR THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD WITHIN ME; I CAN ONLY SHOW ‘EM HOW IT’S DONE, AND HOPE THEY PICK UP THEIR GAME IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE FLOW IN FRIGGING JUST LETTING HUMAN GOD GIVEN NATURE GO, BABY, GO!..:)

BUT anyway, here’s that video that I used to headline my laTEST BLOG POST, FOR NOW..:)

Haha! the Intro sounds like the ‘Wheel of Fortune’; in ‘other words’, of course..;)

Now that’s common sense;

TAKING A ‘LONG’ BREAK FROM THIS MARATHON THREAD.

Even I have to compress my extreme strength training/ballet/martial arts work-out at my military gym, from three hours to ONE hour, the other  night, after writing over 7,000 words here, in this one LONG frigging thread.

But creative writing is what I do as joy, not task or work, as being financially independent does have its perks, no matter how much I don’t care for money, ironically, and also with COMMON SENSE..;)

Truly the GOD OF NATURE ‘WOULD’ AND WILL BE ‘PROUD’ OF YOU FOR USING YOUR MIND AND BODY IN BALANCE, WHETHER THAN BEING JUST A TALKING HEAD.

LESSON LEARNED FOR ME, WHEN I AM TWELVE YEARS OLD, AND EXERCISING WITHOUT FAIL EVERY WEEK, EXCEPT FOR MY FIRST LOVE WHO TALKS ME (P WHIPS) ME IN TO NOT DOING IT FOR A YEAR, WHEN I am 18 years old, and that IS a huge mistake, as my executive functioning goes to HELL IN A BOX OF STICKY LOVE..;)

It IS almost worth it; her breaking my heart; to get my mind and body BACK IN BALANCE.

Ahh, but without the requirement to work,

I have time at age 54, to do things,

FEW other males

GET TO JUST DO, MY AGE.

IT’S LIKE A MID-LIFE NUCLEAR

EMPOWERING EXPLOSION;

INSTEAD OF IMPLODING HEALTH IN

MIND AND BODY BALANCE CRISIS, AT WORK..:)

YES, I ALREADY DID THAT PART, AT AGE 47,

FOR AROUND 66 MONTHS, OR SO.

ENJOY YOUR HEALTH, IT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE.

And truly that is my area of speciality and expertise that will obviously not be well understood,

or appreciated here, for more than obvious reasons to me, OVERALL, at least.

WHOMEVER BELIEVES OTHERWISE WITH A TALKING HEAD,

may LOSE THEIR MIND AND BODY BALANCE,

IF EVER GAINED AT ALL,

in a hell of real life now.

To live with

mind and body balance

is to live like the rest of Nature

AND/or GOD BEST WHEN IN BALANCE.

AND OH MY GOD of NATURE

THAT’S JUST FRIGGING COMMON SENSE TO

END HUMAN MISERY, SUFFERING, STRIFE,

AND EVEN KILLING FIELDS OF BLOOD.

EASY IN REAL LIFE, YES,

WHEN EXERCISED FULLY IN HUMAN POTENTIAL

BUT EXTREMELY HARD FOR TALKING HEADS,

AS THE EVIDENCE DOES PROVIDE,

at least for me, HERE,

IRREFUTABLY

AS SUCH.

Truly folks,

who have anything close

to mind and body balance,

USUALLY do not mind SHOWING THEIR

REAL FACE AND OR BODY, TO OTHERS.

THAT’S JUST COMMON SENSE.

But of course, I’m not saying

anyone should have to

DO THAT online;

to each his own will,

is my philosophy on that;

no matter the eventual

long term consequences,

of fuller or lesser human potential.

And I am certain that THE GOD OF NATURE AGREES TOO,

AS EXTINCTION OF ENTIRE SPECIES IS A WAY OF GOD TOO,

IN ALL WAYS THAT HAPPENS BOTH REAL and metaphorically too

IN MORE FULLY ATTAINING HUMAN POTENTIAL

OR NOT.

It’s a beautiful thing too.. for humans to be connected like this too.. and it’s too bad it is a lost art.. of a human mind and body more mechanized as robot that truly more fully alive in potential together as a connecting force of nature and animal rather than just another cog in a cultural machine of illusory ways of zoo and everlasting.. now.. Prison life…

Truly the human zoo.. as culture is the most captivating ZOO..

as far as these human eyes can see.. in synchronicity as such..:)

And I can spot a person locked in the Zoo of Prison in life.. in the flesh or word of now..:)

And that is ART OF EMOTIONAL DISCERNMENT.. AND NEVER A SCIENCE OF ROBOT.. IN PRISON ALONE..:)

TO BE ALIVE IN FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL IS TO BE CONNECTED IN A TAPESTRY OF SYNCHRONICITY FLOW..

or the others ‘place’ of truly death in a cultural illusory camp of life.

REAL Heaven or Hell is a choice, not a LITERAL place.

Unfortunately, most people do not know the choice
with human relative free WILL

exercised as such IN JUST LETTING GO..
in synchronous flow of animal and nature TOGETHERCONNECTINGASONELIFEFORCENOW!..:)!

That’s very kind of you ‘Dancing Danny’..

i love to dance too, by the way, in steps and words…

What most people do not understand is precognition is of the emotional mind.. and studies on precognition with emotionally charged sexual pictures have provided at least some evidence of a real effect AND AFFECT of precognition effect.

Any scientific study with steps and routine will take one out of the social-cognition.. feeling ‘right-brain’ associated with our abilities AS human beings to connect with each other in deeper expressed nuanced emotions otherwise know as spirit…

I love the movie ‘Avatar’, as it expresses

this human reality that mechanized minds

often lose or never experience at all..

IN THE FOREST.. ALL NATURAL..

VISUALLY AS FEELING SPIRIT..

FIGURATIVELY ILLUSTRATED

AS MOVING ENERGY AROUND HUMAN BEINGS.

There is a sixth sense of proprioception that one can develop

through martial arts and ballet.. that science has even identified as such..

And yes, human emotional contagion in affective empathy is experienced in a spectrum from the so-called psychopathic leaning mind with little pro-social emotional contagion affective empathy to the EMPATH WHO IS A NATURAL HERO OF SORTS WHO FEELS THE EMOTIONS OF OTHERS SO STRONG THEY ARE NOT SEPARATE FROM SELF.

THE character SPOCK on the original Star TREK, is an excellent metaphor for this real human archetype of empath or angel in flesh and blood form. Spock is extremely rational and calm, yet he can become the other person whenever the need to be a hero becomes the requirement for the betterment of the tribe, whether THE TRIBE IS RELATIVELY small or where no other man has gone before..:)

So yes, there is A 7th human sense of unconditional human love

in connecting to others like SPOCK that truly is

‘SUPERNATURAL’ IN REAL

EFFECT AND AFFECT,

FOR FOLKS WHO CANNOT FATHOM

THE EXISTENCE OR THE EXPERIENCE OF IT.

AND truly I can measure that in words, of dead hole souls..

IN LACK, OF EMOTIONAL WORDED ‘AFFECT’.

It’s the difference for me in being dead

and being able to do this,

PER YOUTUBE VIDEO BELOW, with the power of

FULLER EMPLOYED ALL NATURAL EMOTIONS

OF HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL,

HOPE, FAITH AND BELIEF POWERED

THROUGH PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE;

INCLUDING ADVANCED Intelligence of proprioception, DRIVING EMOTIONAL REGULATION, SENSORY INTEGRATION,

AND enhancing COGNITIVE EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING, including FOCUS AND SHORT TERM WORKING MEMORY.

And speaking of enhanced cognitive executive functioning, focus, and short term working memory, the link above, to my latest 7542 word Epic ‘Piece’ of free verse poetry, completed in one day, and evidenced here in parts of ‘time’ and effort on this site, are with the dark and light inspirations, I find here.

BUT put together in a flow of Synchronicity, in a VARIETY of intelligence(S) that ‘Mr. Fnord’, ‘up there’, can only see as ‘Supernatural’, as truly he has no way to ‘see’ it, CURRENTLY, at all….

And that’s evidence that the

‘Supernatural’ does exist for Mr. Fnord,

IRONICALLY ENOUGH,

but not for me as I experience it in an All Natural way of simply

AND COMPLEXLY expanding more of my natural human intelligence(S), in FEELINGS AND SENSES, RATHER THAN ONLY THINKING WAYS, IN MUCH FULLER MIND AND BODY BALANCE.

IT’S ANOTHER Figurative and literal ‘mixed’ HEMISPHERE OF MIND AND BODY BALANCE THAT IS NATURAL FOR

THOSE FOLKS WHO SEEK IT, FIND IT, employ it, utilize it, and practice it continually but it might as well be ‘Supernatural’ for folks who never reach these levels of human potential.

AND truly, Mr. Fnord, has already suggested that my free verse poetry is disjointed gibberish, so he ALREADY PROVES MY POINT, AMUSINGLY AND YES! INSPIRING TOO, I MIGHT ADD, as TrueST Artists are only inspired and never detracted from their own unique expressions of ART..:)

I have close to 1.1 million views,

of my Art, on my Google PLUS page HOUSING THE MAJORITY OF what I do, ONLINE.

I do not need approval from anyone HERE, as the world is a very big place, with differing minds of interpreting it AND EXPRESSING ALL POTENTIAL HUMAN UNIQUE, AND DIVERSE MINDS AND BODIES IN OR OUT OF BALANCE..;)

BUT NEVER THE LESS, I AM a FULLER human,

and I always appreciate others in what they do

that is positive and inspiring light to help others,

and I do appreciate it when folks can see what I do too,

as light, instead of frigging

disjointed gibberish, Ha-ha!…

Anyway, the dark makes the light too,

so I AM ‘FOND’ OF Mr. Fnord’s Cynicism

of LIGHT here,

AS LIFE IS FRIGGING ‘MAGICK’ FOR FOLKS

WHEN THEY SEEK THAT ‘MAGICK’,

FIND IT, AND MAKE REAL HUMAN DREAMS/MIRACLES COME TRUE.

AND NAH, IT’S NOT JUST IN THE WORDS, IT’S IN DANCE STEPS OF BALLET AND MARTIAL ARTS GRACE, IN A STYLE OF DANCE WALK, NOW ACCOMPLISHED IN A DISTANCE FURTHER THAN THE U.S. EAST AND WEST BOARDERS, IN 3317 miles, as of tonight, in 19 months, MEASURED By NIKE GPS ‘TOM TOM’ SPORTS WATCH, everywhere I go in public,

AS WELL AS A ‘GORILLA SOUL’ TOO THAT CAN roar like a gorilla,

AND MOST DEFINITELY LEG PRESSES 930LBS,

14 TIMES SLOWLY, WITH ARMS RAISED

HIGH IN THE AIR, like a ‘

Ninja’ 54 year-old dude ‘COME BACK TO LIFE’.

MR. FNORD, does NOT HAVE AN EXPLANATION

FOR THIS, AS IT IS POWERED BY THE

REAL EMOTION OF FAITH IN MYSELF

AND MOTHER NATURE TRUE MANIFEST

IN HUMAN NATURE, AS A HIGHER POWER

OF GOD, YES, AKA GOD, AS 100% TRUST TOO.

IF, MR. FNORD, EXPERIENCES THAT STRENGTH

OF HUMAN EMOTION of relative human free will, faith, hope, and belief,

EMOTING REAL LIFE PHYSICAL MIRACLES LIKE THE ONE I WILL LINK AGAIN HERE NOW,

IN CASE you haven’t seen it, and in consideration that I am a shut-in deathly ill person, for close to 66 months, ending in full recovery in July 2013, at age 53, and now doing real life miracles at age 54…

YES, Perhaps, if this happens in Mr. Fnord’s life, he too WILL know that HUMAN experienced ‘Magick’ is real,

and so are real life human miracles, no matter if they are labeled as ‘supernatural’ or ‘natural’ or A ‘BLUE TURTLE’, OR A ‘MAGICK pink UNICORN’, AS THE ESSENCE OF REAL IS WHAT COUNTS; NOT THE LABELS, ALONE, FOR THE ESSENCE INSIDE of the housing of wordy metaphors.

YES, That LABEL part, ALONE, does NOT matter as dreams do come true; illnesses are literally miraculously healed; and with human emotions of relative free will, faith, hope and belief, almost anything is humanly possible..:)

AND I PROVE IT IRREFUTABLY, AS SUCH, AND MR. FNORD, DOCTORS, AND THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD HAVE NO EXPLANATION FOR WHY AND WHAT I CAN LITERALLY DO, IN VIDEO EVIDENCE, too.

I AM NO STEROID HEAD;

I AM ‘A LEAN MEAN, MIRACLE MACHINE’…;)

SMILES..:) THE REAL FUN GOES ON FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME,

WHO NEITHER FEAR THE DARK, OR ARE CYNICAL OF THE LIGHT.

AND FOR OTHERS, IT’S JUST A DARK LIFE, SADLY ENOUGH, OVERALL, IT SEEMS…..

in real life, at times, the applause is almost deafening in the dance halls I frequent.

I come here in full enjoyment of both criticism and dark cynicism, as truly THE DARKEST DARK

MAKES THE LIGHTEST LIGHT IN LOVE, LAUGHTER AND MORE FULLY LOVING AND LIVING LIFE!

Anyway, haha! I’ll salute my own self with ‘Applause’ now.

After all is frigging said and done,

THE IRREFUTABLE PROOF

MOREOVER, THAN ANYTHING ELSE IS

BABY, I AM FREE, AND ‘BORN THIS WAY’

AND HELL NO! NEVER FEARING TO EXPRESS!

TO PARAPHRASE AND QUOTE LADY GAGA AGAin!

Cool! that sound a little bit like me too,

on the dance ‘circuit’.

If you get some youtube videos of it;

it will be cool if you share it here.

There are many improvisational broader Autism Phenotype Autistic folks

who do stuff no one else does when they lose the fear of what other folks think of them.

I have serious social anxiety over meeting the social norm, and soon as I let that go, like the Ice Princess from the movie ‘Frozen’; that’s truly when the real ‘magick’ stars in my life.

And additionally, another person by the name of Aleister Crowley who might have been somewhere on the Broader Autism Phenotype who is financially independent like me that does better allow the ability to ‘let it go’, since one doesn’t have to worry about getting fired at work over it, did come up with the term ‘magick’ with a K to simply provide a metaphor for higher human potential SOUGHT FOUND AND MORE FULLY employed!

The difference between ‘Mr. Dec’,

that one can reference,

is it is suggested he cannot

turn his ‘poetry’ off, whereas I have the ability to do that on a dime.

And truly in my opinion that is magicK, as for many, what I do, does look insane but I can be as pedantic as anyone here either in writing or real life robot ways, if I simply and complexly WILL IT.

AND TRULY THAT IS WHAT ALEISTER CROWLEY MEANS BY MAGICK; SIMPLY HIGHER LEVELS OF HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL OVER NOW IN DESTINY.

I USED TO not believe in fuller human relative free will, until I gain copious amounts of relative free will down to pressing that 930 LBS; internally controlling theta waves for my brain in a dream-like lucid waking state to go into greater creative mode to write without ever tiring; and to never get cold where I live, even when it gets down to 18 degrees in North Florida barefoot in my backyard with close to nothing on, doing TAI CHI.

Human potential is much much more

than what most people think it can be.

Even science has documented YOGI MONKS

who CAN STEAM HEAT OFF OF ICY ROBES

IN ICY POOLS OF WATER,

AND CONTROL their brain activity too,

by maximizing alpha waves for focus;

but to date, I’ve never heard

of them controlling theta waves,

as that takes a kind of bio-feedback

from thousands of hours of wild and free trance dance in mind and body balance.

And truly one must attain the strength of pressing something like 930LBS with their legs to be able to accomplish 3317 miles in 19 months of Olympic level-like training.

Truly I train at a higher level, objectively speaking than a young Olympic Athlete, and why I can and have literally danced ballet/martial arts free style dance all around accomplished young ballet student women, at the club where I dance, where they cannot keep up with me longer than 30 minutes

during my 3 to 4 hours routine there were I do not have to take a break or a drink of water. My ballet female friend who is somewhere between the ages of 18 to 21, asks me how I get away with it, with other folks telling me I must be on some kind of drug to be able to do that asking me for some.

And to their dismay I tell ’em, it’s all natural baby; all I can do is show you how it’s done, as even I do not ‘know’ what I am doing, as it is MOST all flow in letting it go, with little to no NEOcortical control, as truly a real life

NEO-like dude on the dance floor, if one can imagine that with the skills of martial arts NEO in the movie the Matrix developed on A dance floor with hundreds of people, and scores of gorgeous women,

coming to the light of that dance

like a moth to a moonlit FIRE OF NIGHT!..;)

And I have to wear these really cool ‘Maui Jim’ shades even at night because of the Trigeminal Nerve disorder that affects my right eye and ear and will probably have to do that for the rest of my life, even at night like I do now, which is reminiscent of NEO in the Matrix Movie but with me at 233LBS of relative rippling abdominal muscles as my NEW age Renaissance straight male NUDE Renaissance art shows in what my wife calls a ‘twelve’ pack;

I look more like Arnold in the

TERMINATOR, PER I’LL BE BACK

TO DANCE EACH WEEK FOR 53 WEEKS COMING UP THIS

Thursday night than NEO, with all the ballet and martial arts grace PLUS THE 930LBS PRESSING LEG muscle to ground it UP! like a butterfly floating on terrestrial land who can frigging sting the environment with half-a-ton of Bruce LEE like Kicking power.

Bruce Lee is 100 LBS lighter than me,

and EVEN CHUCK Norris

is 73 LBS lighter than me.

Truly I do not think anyone who weighs

233LBS at around 6FEET tall can do the ballet moves I do.

Perhaps the martial arts moves but not likely the spins I do for up to 15 minutes left and right at will over and over, without ever getting even dizzy enough to miss a dance step.

And truly that’s a real life ‘Magick’ human miracle, as when I am a shut-in, I will almost pass-out after a meal when standing up, or just attempting to walk around the neighborhood block one time.

IF I believe, then, science and folks

LIKE MR. FNORD

 with all his cynicism

about limits of human potential

in TRUE HUMAN MAGICK,

I WILL STILL BE STUCK

INSIDE LITERALLY

NOT ABLE TO EVEN WALK INTO

‘WHATABURGER’ FOR EVEN 15 MINUTES,

as is the goal of my therapist, at the beginning of July, 2013, before I AM seriously miraculously cured by what I understand as the all-natural internal power of the GOD of Nature manifest in my human nature

SET FREE BY THE END OF JULY AROUND JULY 22ND 2013, WHERE I CAN DO MORE THAN I CAN EVER DO BEFORE I GET SICK,

ALMOST IMMEDIATELY WITH NO FEAR OF SOCIAL SITUATIONS, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THE END OF 19 MEDICAL DISORDERS OVER CLOSE TO A 66 MONTH PERIOD OF TIME,

including the worst pain known to mankind,

type two TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA.

MY OTHER THERAPIST WHO IS

a lauded therapist providing help to folks on the Autism Spectrum

in my metro area, who is also Catholic, termed it as a religious miracle.

For me, it is all natural, as I frigging have to work hard to find that Internal power of GOD in me, from wake to sleep writing in escaping pain that no drug will touch and exploring my internal being for 44 to 45 months,

before breaking out of the illness, and then dance walking 3317 miles in 19 months is truly blood, sweat, and tears,

as although it does not make me cry like a little school girl, I do sweat a ‘Tsunami’, all around my metro area, and when I first get started actually bleed a few times injuring myself before I become more of a butterfly stinging like me, than a man, for metaphor of course..;)

Honestly, with the very limited computer-like brain before that I have, with a body and mind that is so out of balance, I have to watch my wife walk in Walmart and copy her to even get through Walmart until age 53,

IF I put myself back in ‘those shoes’ today,

I WILL truly have to see ME and touch ME

in real life, to believe ME.

HAha!

I believe

in ME..NOW!..

AND THAT’S A LESSON

MOST EVERYONE CAN USE IN

100% EMOTIONS OF HUMAN RELATIVE

FREE WILL IN THE REAL POWERFUL

EMPOWERING EMOTING EMOTIONS

of FAITH, HOPE, AND

BELIEF IN ‘ME’ in action,

IN ‘JUST DOING IT’, WITH 100%

TRUST IN MOTHER NATURE TRUE AKA GOD.

BUT OH MY GOD, IT’S NOT FREE AND TAKES

TONS AND TONS OF CONTINUAL REAL LIFE WORK,

per UP TO A HALF-A-TON OF LEG PRESSING

POWER, for me, AS I’M SURE YOU KNOW

IN WHAT YOU DO IN DANCE TOO!

Anyway, thanks for the positive inspiration, as sadly that kind of reciprocal social communication is limited here; BUT I plan on continuing to change that too, and yes, accept the stuff I cannot change as same, as my inner being is truly as peaceful as the ‘heArt’ of a butterfly always in the calm of the storm now, no matter how fierce the surrounding Hurricane becomes.

And HAHA! that’s the way I dance in the middle

of literally hundreds of wild and ‘crazy’ inebriated college age-folks;

like their hormone/alcohol fueled frenzy doesn’t even affect or effect

this ‘ButterflyBee’! doing what ‘HE’ likes to do with Relative Free Will,

with no one stopping ‘him’ now, either through online silly insults or WTF looks! in real life too!

I am born as a kind trusting empath,

per archetypal angel of a human being

who never sees a stranger.

When I am entering

middle school,

and smiling

generously

at everyone in the hall like everyone is my best friend,

the ‘redneck already homophobe FUNDAMENTALIST

CHRISTIAN boys taunt me with the F word,

and NOT the FRED WORD to make me stop smiling.

I write innovative plays in school, and direct them in theater; win a contest for two home rooms writing a Christmas Story, and play the song ‘Jesus Christ Superstar’ on the Piano in a talent show so overcome with emotions when I stumble away from the piano, TO the ERUPTION of laughter from my fellow peers of students viewing my exhausted creative emotional state, at age 13.

Students make fun

of me looking strange

and more like a female than a male,

in the natural androgynous body

I am blessed with then.

But no, I do not become

a bully, I march out

and get some weights,

with my worm-like body,

and image a stronger person on the exterior,

through string bean bony arms that have no muscle tone at all.

I have always visualized my dreams before they DO come true,

EVEN FINDING AND MARRYING MY

GORGEOUS ‘INDIAN PRINCESS’ LOOKING WIFE

but even then they did start to come true,

as my mother never tells me about limitations and expectations,

and my super-masculine law enforcement father is too weak to raise his children and leaves us at age 3. And no doctor ever tells my super feminine all unconditional loving mother that I am disabled with a deficit ’cause I cannot speak until age 4. He just says don’t worry he has bright and intelligent eyes,

he will speak when he gets good and ready.

And eventually I DO, with great stutter and

incoherence of excited speech for decades.

But nah, even in my forties,

I visualize myself speaking

in long emotional inspiring

paragraphs of writing

and in the same oral tradition

that my elders tell fascinating

and captivating stories,

at the dinner table

for hours on end.

There IS a so-called time period

when all I can do is write a list of sorts,

as for 40 years after that audience laughs at me for playing

the song ‘Jesus Christ SuperStar’, I repress that emotional creative side of my human nature to try to be a big strong man, instead of what PATRIARCHAL FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIAN folks convince me FALSELY, THEN, is weakness in grace, smiling, laughter, creativity, and overall human innate ALL NATURAL happiness, then.

Honestly I become ‘a fallen angel’

but it IS PATRIARCHAL

FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIAN Culture

and not the GOD OF NATURE THAT falsely

CASTS ME OUT,

AS AN OUTCAST

‘EMPATH HUMAN

ARCHETYPE OF ANGEL’.

AND NOW, I LISTEN TO THE GOD

OF NATURE AND JUST SAY, F** YOU!

HA! FUN YOU TO CYNICAL

DISBELIEVING CULTURE

THAT TRULY

HUMANS

CAN BECOME A

HIGHER POWER

IN A MAN i FESTATION

OR A WOMAN i FESTATION OF GOD,

LIKE THE SO-CALLED

REAL FLESH

AND BLOOD HUMBLE

AND NOT GOD OF ALL,

flesh and blood

human being JESUS,

IF HE EXISTS THEN, AT ALL.

IF HE DID NOT EXIST THEN, THERE IS NOTHING

STOPPING OTHER HUMAN BEINGS IN MANIFESTING

THE GOD OF NATURE MORE FULLY IN THEIR OWN SELVES

THROUGH THE REAL EMOTING HUMAN

HIGHER POWERS

OF GOD IN HUMAN,

I MENTION ABOVE.

SOMETIMES

THE SIGNATURE

OF MYTHS

DO COME

BEFORE FLESH.

AND there are many human beings

who already HISTORICALLY exemplify THAT in REAL LIFE,

FROM JACK LALANNE TO BRUCE LEE AND MANY MORE ‘RIPLEY BELIEVE IT OR NOT’ HUMAN INCARNATES OF THE HIGHER POWER OF THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT, YES! MANIFEST IN HUMAN BEINGS!

Anyway, once again, thanks for the inspiration.

That my friend, IS ‘SUPERFUN’ TOO!

LIKE DANCING WORDS TO LIFE!

HAVE A GREAT NOW IN THE DANCE

OF LIFE THAT CAN COME TRUTH AND LIGHT

REAL WHEN DREAMS COME TRUE!

Truly, synchronicity is no force of ‘Quantum’ human subconscious, ‘DREAMTIME’, coming to the surface of the conscious mind AND BODY IN BALANCE, in ‘Acausal’ connecting principle, per

INDIVIDUAL OR GROUP DYNAMIC

psychological meaningfulness, to scoff AT.

IN enduring the first two years

of the worst pain

known to mankind,

described as such,

in medical literature,

including crucifixion, AS
‘that’ is a hot topic of this week THAT I

DO experience during all waking hours for close to 66 months;

it IS not a question OF IF I want to commit suicide, as I love my life more than I CAN imagine anyone else loving their life, before I FALL ill with this literally described suicide disease, with never ever a thought of suicide before I fall ill;

YES, I carry a metal chain in my bicycle basket,

as riding a bicycle cools my head off, mediating

the Dysautonomia, I suffered through, too,

where I would NOT become faint,

like I will, walking

in the Summer months,

without a breeze around the block;

Causing additional stress THAT an autonomic nervous system

that no longer controls my heart rate and blood pressure in synch

well, becomes worse with the elevated temperatures

of my much larger than average head.

Larger human heads do retain, more heat,

specific to this issue, and this is why, overall,

one finds cranial capacities slightly larger

in colder latitudes, on average,

like Russia for example,

compared to countries close to the equator.

I pick out a wooded area, some miles from home,

on a road named Martin road

to find an escape if the pain

becomes so horrifying

that I can literally

no longer bare it,

where I can hang myself,

WITHOUT MISTAKE,

IN HOPES NO ONE WILL FIND THE BODY.

Yes, a horrifying thing to have to consider but a utility

for experiencing a pain like teeth drilled without Novocaine

that affects my right eye and ear, during all waking hours.

Anyway, SYNCHRONICITY LITERALLY

AND METAPHORICALLY SAVES MY LIFE, THEN, AS

DURING MY DARKEST days of pain, my wife has a dream where she and her dead grandmother are HANGING ORNAMENTS ON A TREE, SPECIFICALLY, ON MARTIN ROAD.

MY wife had never ever mentioned that Road, per topic of conversation in our entire two decade marriage, and she wakes in the morning telling me about IT, in my darkest days of despair with the severe pain, considering THAT TREE THAT SAME DAY, FOR MY ‘final’ ESCAPE.

SHE SAYS, then

THAT IS THE STRANGEST DREAM,

WHY THE HELL DID I DREAM ABOUT MARTIN ROAD.

SHE HAS NO IDEA, then, I have the chain in the bicycle basket, or what I am contemplating, and I never tell her about the chain, until I completely recover, from the pain disorder, three years later.

HOWEVER, I KNow THAT DREaM iS FOR ME, IN SYNCHRONICITY WAY, AND TRULY ‘A MESSAGE of Sychronicity OF SORTS’, FROM ALLTHATIS AKA GOD, THAT I HAVE MORE THINGS TO DO IN THIS LIFE

FOR

NOW

AFTER THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD THE PAIN GETS,

I NEVER CONSIDER SUICIDE AGAIN, IN MY THOUGHT PROCESS;

HOWEVER, I do not TAKE THE CHAIN OUT OF THAT BASKET,

UNTIL I RECOVER, IN THE END OF JULY, IN 2013.

THE GOD OF NATURE, IS ONE STRANGE FORCE.

STRANGER THAN FICTION, PER PARAPHRASED

QUOTE FROM MARK TWAIN, AS FICTION

HAS TO MAKE SENSE, TO SELL BOOKS,

BUT NAH, REALITY DOES

NOT HAVE TO MAKE SENSE,

AND DOES NOT ALWAYS MAKE SENSE

EVEN WHEN IT MAKES THE BEST SENSE OF ALL,

LIKE A WIFE HAVING A little dream about her grandmother

and her hanging ornaments on a tree, ON A VERY SPECIAL MARTIN ROAD.

That IS my only experience of Synchronicity, during my fullest illness days, except at the beginning when I AM attempting to walk around the block with my wife,

when I first leave work, feeling an incredible sensation of time slowing down, and my wife states immediately after THAT; OH MY GOD, IT FEELS LIKE TIME JUST SLOWED DOWN.

THAT’S THE FIRST AND LAST TIME THAT EVER HAPPENED;

EXCEPT, TWO YEARS EARLIER,

IN 2006, I HAVE THE SENSATION

OF TIME SPEEDING UP,

UNTIL THAT DATE IN

AROUND MARCH OF 2008,

WHEN IT slows

down,

AND

I

do

not

tell

my wife

about that, then,

IN 2006, as it is too strange,

I think, to make sense to anyone,

as it may be here, as well, and

she didn’t make any mention

of recognizing it herself, at that time, in 2006.

I am in a state of Creative Flow with ALLTHATIS,

PER MOTHER NATURE TRUE,

ALMOST CONTINUOUSLY NOW,

AS A FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT PERSON

WHOSE WIFE TAKES CARE OF ALL THE

‘mechanized mind and body,

DETAILS,

OF RUNNING A HOME.

AS, MENTIONED EARLIER,

I EXPERIENCE LITERALLY

HUNDREDS

OF

SYNCHRONICITIES
IN

SOME DAYS

OF MY

CREATIVE

EFFORTS;
AND TRULY

WHEN ONE IS WORKING

WITH THE GOD OF NATURE IN

EMOTIONAL/IMAGINATION/CREATIVE/

INSTINCTUAL/INTUITIVE ACTIVITIES,
INSTEAD OF AGAINST

THE HUMAN

CREATIVE INSTINCT
IN

MECHANICAL COGNITION ACTIVITIES;

THAT IS when Synchronicity CAN

become almost a way life, instead of the exception of non-creating mechanized human minds, where one is so out of mind and body balance for true human creativity that the experience of ‘GOD WINKS’ AND OR SYNCHRONICITY MAY BE CLOSE TO NON-EXISTENT.

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