Grandfathers never met but heard and felt

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Capturing Light IN trees.. IS heArt..
Dove.. Sun.. yes.. TREE AS fuLL..
as i imagination and creativity..
human being be’s eyes
Nature True.. tHere
NO limits.. human
imagination and
creativity..
clearly
SPELLS
human
Magic..
as real..
as real
can be NOW..:)

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i never meet my Paternal Grandfather

or Maternal Grandfather..

the first is a Catholic Priest

who becomes a Protestant Christian Evangelist..

Noted Author.. and Editor of a Christian Missions Magazine..

dying at age 55 from cancer in 1950.. however..

i can Google his books to meet him now..

whenever and wherever i like..

his most noted book named..

“Behind the Dictators”..

full version from 1942..

available for free

on the Internet in PDF version..

Oh.. the Joy of modern technology..

bringing the dearly departed back to life..

for those of us who never see them or meet them..

and yes as you know.. as a late bloomer at age 50..

about 5 years ago.. i like to write.. a WHOLE LOT..

numbering 11 million words on the Internet

at O this point.. of my life.. as many

words as someone authoring

somewhere around 13.6

full version revised

bibles

in 56 months..

with my longest

free verse epic post..

written recently..

including comments..

designed as the FULL

body of that post

at 24K words

in a day.. titled

‘Tsunami of Love’..

also found on Google for free..

for anyone.. hehe.. with a powerful enough

computer to open it up.. with all the multi-media

photos and videos added in.. THAT as a new

technological potential.. fulfilled..

in communicating messages

in visual moving and still images..

auditory.. songs.. and written.. yes..

in freest verse poetic expressions…

And then there is my Maternal Grandfather..

i never see his face.. as he is the black sheep

of the maternal family.. dying at age 49..

from cancer.. like my Paternal

Grandfather.. he a smart

accountant.. and fiddle player..

but eventually becoming a drifter.. half shaven..

visiting my mother’s school.. dirty.. like a hobo..

my mother ashamed of his visit.. sadly in her words then..

as a young girl.. no photos of him.. and to be honest.. i cannot

remember his first name now.. only his last name.. and that is truly sad..

as the outcasts fall off the earth.. like they never exist at all..

but you know what I FEEL..

THAT Grandfather..

perhaps..

influences me most..

to ever arrive at all these words now..

and some kind of mark left on this world..

with no children by me and wife.. surviving physically..

as i DO inherit THAT dark side.. that pain.. that

dark night of the soul from him.. within..

there is no doubt.. as it does not exist

on my Paternal side of the family..

where everything’s a breeze..

everyone is happy and

thriving in life..

but yes..

i’ve livEDEvil..

the Dark Night of the Soul..

and there seems to be.. for me..

no inspiring grandfather.. either past

or present in our soul.. that the dark grandfather..

with no name.. who lives inside.. and fuels us to live..

like no one we ever know or FEEL before..:)

As i told you.. your ‘Gram’.. which i assume

is your Maternal Grandmother..

looks very much

like my Maternal

Grandmother.. and

as you relate here..

your family

has the broad

forehead.. well..

so does my father..

his father.. my Paternal

Grandfather.. foreheads  almost as big

as other human heads all together from top to bottom..

haha.. yes.. Godzilla Heads.. but yeah.. a lot of stuff just waiting

to come out.. my Paternal Grandfather gets it all out.. sadly..

my father gets little of it out.. as a patriarchal oriented law

enforcement officer for 46 years.. but yeah.. i get it..

ALL OUT.. with MUCH MORE TO COME..

hehE.. smiles.. winks.. and those heart symbols too..

and as always my friend Rafiah.. thanks for the inspiration..

as we can all be each others Grandmothers and Grandfathers..

of Wisdom and Love.. or as you say Uncles in Pakistan..

if we just open up and share what we understand

and FEEL of life.. and that is the Beauty of Blogs..

where there are plenty of Uncles and Aunties out there

to connect to in an extended tribe

and family of ONE WORLD

of eyes and ears..

to RAISE THE WORLD UP and US..

instead of knocking each other down.. where the lowest

outcast like me.. a shut in for 5 long years.. can come out of that too..

and while not playing a fiddle.. become a dancing.. singing..

and writing guy too.. with a dear friend from Pakistan..

which makes all of the dark of life worth it..

just to connect to another human

being with Unconditional

Tough and Passionate

Love of the

Allah Kind

and Courage

my friend..

as well as the dark soul of cross in night..

that Allah does gift US.. as well..

for the greaTEST Lights of Life..

as WELL WITH

LIVING WATER OF ALLAH..:)

YES.. BLACK PEARL..

et al.. that’s

quotable too..;)

Quote:

“LOL. Your title

is code for “real f-ing sex.”

Yeah.. you ThINK YOUR PAIN IS bad..

and.. YES.. i seriously FEEL for YOU Black Pearl, ET AL..

as i have this FEELING YOU MIGHT BE literAlly

giving me ‘the real’ on THAT migraine..

but never the less.. OMG..! not only do ‘i’

have to save this world by turning everyone back

into Bootie Dancing Bonobos.. playing the role

of Angel and Devil same.. IN JUST ONE LIFE! yes..!

MOTIVatE these silly.. repressed.. oppressed..

naturAlly sexy.. human being beasts..

back to BONOBO HUMAN AGAIN!.

AFTER THIS GOD GIVEN mission is over.. BAP BOOM..! I GET DROPPED IN ANOTHER World.. have to learn everything about IT.. and save IT too!.. before the WHOLE DAM CYCLE STARTS AGAIN.. BUT OMG! IT IS SO THRILLING TO BE ME.. IN ALL THE DARK AND LIGHT AND PAIN.. PLEASURE.. THAT CAN BE.. LIVING ALIVE! IS WORTH THE PRICE OF DYING SOMENOW OR THEN..:)

And yeah.. that’s the price of being my friend..

LEARNING MORE AND MORE secret
stuff
about me..
that ain’t so
secret
any more..
as all anyone
ever has to do
is ask.. as i
ain’t got no
secrets to
hide @ALL..;)

And OMG! that Black Pearl
thingy gETs my heArt beating
fast just like my old
friend WHITE
PEARL DOES..
YES.. obviously
you just don’t
go and
read folks
stuff and
just say
this poem
is nice.. to
get more likes
on your blog
count..
you are
FinREAL
007 and
6 too..
with or
WITHOUT
THAT SEX THINGY..:)..

AND US REAL ET’S..
WE DON’T GIVE
A CRAP ABOUT
THE BILL
DEF
OF THE WILD
THINGY.. OUR KIND
OF LOVE IS ALL GIVING..
JUST GIVING.. RECEIVING
IS SO OLD NEW SCHOOL.. ANYWAY…:)
‘WE’ find the women of earth HIGHLY
ALLURING BUT IF WE MATE WITH
THEM WE GET IN
REAL FLESH
AND BLOOD
TROUBLE..
SO WE WATCH
WE WATCH..
JUST WATCH…

YEAH.. IT’S BEEN ALMOST TWO YEARS
AND HONESTLY I DO NOT MISS ‘THAT’ AT ALL
AND HONESTLY MY WIFE NEVER
MISSES IT TO BEGIN WITH..
YES.. THE ETERNAL
NEVER AGING
PURE VIRGIN SHE
IS WITH OR WITHOUT
SEX.. AND THAT
IS THE ORIGINAL
BIBLE
DEF OF
THAT
ANYWAY..

LIKE I SAY..
NO
SECRETS
BABY.. i
AM AN
OPEN
BOOK(S)
OF WORDS
HEHE!.. my wife
on the other hand
might not be so
happy about me
airing our STUFF
IN PUBLIC
BUT
AS
always she
tolerates
my greater
purpose..
as that is
her purpose
too.. and mission
in life of course..
the wind behind
the ALL THIS STUFF..:)

or that song..
yeah.. THIS SONG..;)

And seriously.. even if I am successful in helping to
assist human beings in returning to their natural
ALL Loving Bonobo Nature of Sharing
and Just giving..
and Loving
each other
to Survive..
i will credit
my wife, ET AL..
NEVER me.. and
if i am lucky she
will be my wife
in the next
world
we
HELP
SAVE..:”)

AND YES.. MY NEW AND OLD
FRIEND(S) ‘BLACK AND WHITE
PEARLS’.. you guys/gals/et al..
are a breeze
from
heaven too…;”)

And in the next world
i hope to meet
yoUr heArts..
spiRits
and soUls
AGAIN
AND
AGAIN..
ETC..ETC..
ASFRIENDS..:)

Yeah.. OMG!
the BILL CLINTON
DEF OF SEX
IS JUST
SO
MESSY..
like you
say a pill
to get
pregnant
and all
of THAT..
AND O GOD..
I AM SO GLAD
TO BE A MALE..
NO WATERMELONS
COMING OUT
OF MY
PRIVATE
PARTS
OR ALL
THAT OTHER
CRAMPING
STUFF..;)

Like I say
ET before
and now
again ET..:)

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Quote:

“That’s the brilliance of writing the way you do.

You look like a nut-job because most people aren’t really paying attention.

So here you are, airing your secrets like crazy, and I’m the only one who gets it. LOL :)”

Well.. BLACK PEARL.. you know and FEEL.. i come to dVerse.. online.. or shall i say i am led tHere.. yes i will.. like everything else in my life.. as i escape culture and religion and truly tune into the lessons of GOD and signs that are OH MY GOD everywHere onE looks and sees in life.. inside.. outside.. above so below.. and ALL AROUND LIKE THAT…

i am in this other dimension of life.. on a short three month break from college in 1981.. at age 21.. the bliss is tHere thee same bliss now.. with unlimited energy to do however and WHATEVER i am led by spirit within.. TO JUST DO IT..:)

The thing is.. back at age 21.. MOST everyone considers it insane.. and while i dO NOT then.. the fear is always somewhere hidden in me.. that hey! maybe the other folks are correct and one day perhaps i will be insane.. but anyway.. after not sleeping for three days then.. and my mother getting me all checked out in that ‘other place’ for three days.. THEN..

The doctors consider me truly an enigma.. top notch.. top of the class student.. working to get through college.. and there is no label or category of mental illness they can put me IN.. SO they let me go..

YEAH… THANK GOD! LABELS FOR ME ARE NON-EXISTENT THEN.. PARTICULARLY THAT ASPERGER’S ONE I GET LABELED WITH IN MIDDLE AGE.. as there ain’t nothing disabling for what

I AM NOW.. other than illusions of deceit in culture and religion AND SO.. IN STUFF LIKE THAT.. NOW.. WELL TG.. out of grasp now OF THAT.. to take me down.. AGAIN..:)

Well.. my GOD.. it’s simple.. it’s a vision quest that MANY open minded wild eyed humans go through.. when escaping the lies of religion and culture.. to find eyes and ears of GOD within..

AND i listen and SEE.. that voice carefully in my heArt and soUl expressed as spiRit.. that has no words then.. an amazing experience that absolutely no one i know AND FEEL.. in my small Fundie town can relate to.. then..

But my Grandfather’s genius in the Catholic Church will not be wasted on robes of Gold.. instead he impregnates a 17 year old Cajun girl.. out OF his local run parish.. in Taylor County Florida.. first married a year.. before consummating THAT..THEN BEFORE THAT.. HE GETS excommunicated.. of course.. from THAT CATHOLIC CHURCH..

AND my father one of two offspringING identical twins..

looking a little bit like cool ice vampires..

in senior class photos.. is truly an amazing cool and handsome

LAW-ENFORCEMENT dude.. WHO always has women working for him LIKE JAMES BOND.. as the secretaries at work often ‘drool’.. TO write all his reports for him.. of all TYPES then..

AND never truly has to SEE SOME OF the darkness of life.. being handsome from day one to day last.. at 81.. other than the law-enforcment stuff.. that truly takes him into A darkest place OF ALL THAT he cannot even recognize numb without emotional expression of spirit.. almost.. at all… WITH his children.. at least…

And yeah.. he spends his entire life focusing on accumulating material goods.. and does so.. so.. on that.. in big world terms.. and yeah.. i appreciate THAT AS HIS EFFORTS now in inheritance as such..

WILL SURELY FUND.. my free style of BARD

epic free verse STUFF.. AS i ALWAYS pay

LASER FOCUS in class…

including every Monday..

at poetry class OVER AT dVERSE ONLINE..

And truly Bard and Epic Poetry Class is my favorite TWO.. but NOT surprisingly IN A TWITTER WORLD.. MOST everyone else seems to forget the importance of THAT ART STILL NOW IN MODERN TIMES.. that perhaps i and you may at some point be the only new age folks still with the fortitude.. and patience to GO out out on a limb.. LIKE THAT.. with no one listening to one THAT DAY..

As all my posts are designed not as a passing fancy.. but for ages.. to come.. with someone randomly stumbling across something of ‘MIND’ and FEELING of MINE expressing it all as i do in post to post..

IN A GOOGLE SEARCH SPELLing IN/CORRECTLY THIS OR THAT.. THAT MAY SPARK SOMETHING.. ANYTHING.. IN COLD DEAD HEART.. AS EVERY ‘MISTAKE’ I MAKE IS A CALCULATED MOVE IN ART.. REASON.. IMAGINATION.. AND CREATIVITY.. WITH ONE ‘WHO’ LIVES WITHIN WHO NEVER FAILS.. AT THAT MISSION AS IS.. NOW.. AS GUIDING LIGHT WITHIN..:)

Anyway.. i am having the time of my life.. NOW.. understanding clearly what the FUTURE WILL BRING.. with or without my existence as flesh and blood on this earthly terrain…

It’s nice to have someone to understand THAT.. but in the beginning i am offered no assurance that anyone but me will see the fruition of the whole OF ALL OF THIS..

AND AGAIN.. i am just dust in the wind.. but a powerful spirit energizes the spirit of THAT DUST FORCE LIVING WITHIN ME.. NAMELY GOD.. AS A THREE LETTER WORD.. OF A FORCE THAT IS BEYOND INFINITY AS KNOWNOW.. MY FRIEND..

AND AT A LEVEL OF IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY AS ENTIRE FORCE THAT NO HUMAN OR HUMANS WILL EVER FULLY UNDERSTAND iNfiNitY FOREVERMORENOW.. AS that IS WHO HOW THAT
WHOLE thing WORKS..

Life is for creativity..

it’s as simple
as that..

And truly it is a NEVER ENDING story
of now.. THAT IS HEAVEN OF
NOW FOR THOSE
WHO WAKE UP
FEEL AND KNOW
NOW THAT NOW
IS ALL tHere
ever
ISISASAS
NOW.. NOW..:)

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Inspiration from Shawna, et Al’s place..;)

And sorry ‘Shawna’.. if you visit this
post.. i am in such a rush
to go to Catholic Church
this morning.. that
i copy it here..
and forget
to post
it to
‘Shawna’s
place’ before
‘Shawna burns
the evidence’..
haha.. and
winks..;)

First of all..

a note on your current Avatar

about the sailor thingy.. there’s this

girl called J.. let’s just call her J..

as her mom might be reading

my STUFF.. this super hot

young woman..

who has a ‘freak’ of a body..

and BOOTIE.. that is Amazon cool..

only thing is.. she is not too big up top..

kinda like Nicki Minaj.. where the BOOTIE rules and all of that..

so she gets a job up top.. and eventually moves to New Orleans..

and back in the days of my numb emotions..

that’s about the most inspiring thing

i can remember from my friends then..

so i look her up on Twitter or

something like that with

all that eye pain

and everything..

and she’s talking about playing with her

Ta Ta’s and how she should’ve been a dude.. yes..

sHe’s A best looking thing ever.. but there’s this male

thing living inside of her.. obviously.. as shE is all about girl POWER TOO..

But anyway.. as always moving through your thoughts and feelings expressed

in visual and music arts.. to get to the bottom of this..

HELL YES.. INFINITE JESTER(S)

IS A BEST EXPRESSION FOR God..

AND yes.. hell YES..

the best revenge

is to survive

yourself..as

no one in

the world

will imagine

i can come BACK..

what i come back from stronger

than ever at age 53.. not unlike Hellboy 2..

in that comic who does not fully mature until age 53..

So yeah.. getting to the point.. as often takes a little while too..

for me at the bottom of my pages.. AND ALL OF THAT..

last night I am dancing to that FROZEN SONG

IN THE COOL WIDE MIDDLE AISLE

of Super Wal-mart..

and a group of young

males come up

to me to ask me

for a selfie autograph with them..

they have accents of course.. as no one

recognizes a ‘prophet’ in their own village

and all of that.. so they are of very few who actually

wanna join in on the dance.. in RED STATE TOWN..

so there’s about 5 of ’em with me that makes SIX

for a Super Wal-mart Ballet troupe..

I don’t know a dam thing

about ballet.. i just do

it free style..

so i’m not sure if

troupe is appropriate..

just sounds cool.. but anyway.. after

we finish dancing..

after frigging 3900 miles

of doing this STUFF.. for me.. MY WIFE SAYS..

since those young men are thin.. it looks ‘normal’

for them to do that Ballet

kinda stuff.. but with you

at 230LBS.. it’s just

never gonna

look ‘RIGHT’ AND

IF Arnold.. the governor

does it.. it will look just

as frigging weird.. and she says that dude looks weird anyway…

And then i try to tale my wife.. it’s not about what is appropriate..

it is about what feels like heaven.. heaven is the difference NOW my dear..

not appearances.. and on top of that when Arnold dances ballet it’s

supposed to be funny as it breaks social norms..

limitations.. and expectations..

and that is my

gift from GOD..

being able to do something to

show folks that Arnold looking

55 year old dudes can completely frigging

break the mold.. hell yeah.. they can even dance

naked on the Internet like Egyptian GOD MIN

FULLY EXPOSED.. we jesters have a long history

of doing stuff like THAT.. inspired by

the ‘Lead Jester OF ALL’.. remember

what I say some time long ago..

GOD IS A LAUGH.. WELL

THAT IS NO JOKE

AND AT THE

SAME TIME

IT IS THE GREAtest

JOKE of all.. and yes..

there are some DARK Jesters

wearing BLACK among us too..

but we LIGHT JESTERS in hmm..

mostly.. ALL WHITE.. CLOTHING.. WILL

SURVIVE INFINITY WISE..:)

THE FOOL’S NUMBER IS ZERO AND AS YOU

KnOW ZERO HAS NO BOUNDARIES..
NO LIMITS.. AND

NO EXPECTATIONS..

ZERO
IS ALWAYS
FREE..

AND WITH that said.. here’s a little COLD PLAY.. for ya friend.. illustrating THAT.. AND I WILL MAYBE PLAY the song I will SURVIVE by Donna Summer or I feel LOVE or something like that at my place.. as I know you already FEEL how those songs go..:)

True LOVE wHere’s clothes of
THE INFINITE JESTER
AND GESTURE..
NumbeRING
GOD
AS inFINiTy
SPElLED
ZERO..:)

And i know you will not mind
a dam zero if i still this
blog title for just
this as
frigging
Infinite Jester(S)
is perfectopracticomundo!
JUST FOR ALL OF THIS
TOO.. and are we in
a dream or reality..
Yes.. BOTH
are
NOW..:)

Hmm.. not enough time
to publish this before
Catholic Church..
and i’m not
sure how i’m
gonna work
all the farm
pictures in
with this theme..
later.. but Jester(S)
will JUST FLOW
with the BiG
Infinite JESTER..
WHAT
COMES MAY
AND ALWAYS
WORKS
WILL
GOD
MAGIC
AND SO
ARE
WE..:)

AND yeah.. do
some revision
with a BIG
S AT
THE END
OF ALL
OF tHis..:)
AND H is
my favorite
alpha numerical
*8* for Infinity
standing tall
wHere 11.. the
number of
human
potential
surpassing
10 joins
hands
as 11
like right
and left
hemispheres
of brain
and EVENT
Ually
as Earth
in SYNER
gestic
effect
and affect
ASoNe
global
tribe
of communication
fostered by IT..
yes.. both GOD
and TECHNOLOGY
asOnE
to
beComE
H as oNe
wITh INFiNItY
8 AKA GOD
A1K11A1
1111..:)
OH.. IT’S SO
DAM SUPER K00L
WHEN tHE
CLOCK
STRIKES
DIGiTAL
11:11
FOR GOOD
REASON TOO..;)
AS K is 11
with two zeros
striking L
for
12
MID
NIGHT
TO
DAY
NOON
WhEre
day is
NIGHT
AND
niGHt
IS
DAY
tomorrow
yesterday
always
NOW
WitH
2 ZEROS
BETWEEN..
FOR no LIMITATIONS
or EXPECTATIONS
@111
AKA
AK
WITHOUT
THE LAST
A THAT GOES
WITH THE
FIRST
A AKA 1..:)

Seriously.. I need
a math teacher
for a friend
to get
this
stuff
too..
X.. marks
the spot
for that too…
and WiLL DO some
epic free verse poetry
on X.. perhaps soon
too.. AS GOD AKA
UNI-VERSE exists
in every number
and every letter
wHole as
FRACTAL
OF ALL
2B..
AND
NOT
2B..
AS
ZERO
ALLONE
ALONE1!
AND
YES
OF
COURSE
UNDER
8 INfiniTy
STANDIng
TALL WitH
LOVE AS
HIGHEST
HUWOmAN
POWER
UNDER
WiLL
OVER
HATE!..:)

Ah.. the Catholic Church..
such a comfortable place
for me.. ah.. the songs..
so inspirational.. so
emotional.. addressing
so much of the human
condition in
dark and light..
oh.. the peaceful
atmosphere.. excellent
for half-a-sleep
conservative
leaning
introverts
to.. YES..
a Tibetan
YOGI-LIKE
monk like
Jesus can
even be
happy
at
Catholic
Church..
hmm..
the labyrinth
stuff out of
mass is something
never for someone
like me who finds
all of GOD
on a beach
without
any human
influence at all..
and then that crap
about Jesus being
the only son of
GOD and looking
to Jesus instead
of within as
Jesus suggests
with all
innate..
instinct
and intuition
to find the TRUTH
AND LIGHT.. AND HELL
YES.. AS WE KnOW now..
ABORTIONS ARE
AS HIGH IN
CATHOLIC MEXICO
WHERE THEY ARE
ILLEGAL AS THEY
ARE IN THE GOOD
OLD U.S.A. WHERE
MEDICALLY SAFE
ABORTIONS REIGN
AND PERMANENT
DISABILITY
AND SUFFERING
AND PAIN FOR
BEFORE TERM
CHILDREN
ARE
STANDARD..
UGH..!
OPERATING
PROCEDURE
IN UNSAFE
ABORTIONS
IN MEXICO
AS IS THE
CASE BEFORE
ABORTION IS LEGAL
IN THE U.S. AND
OH GOD.. common
senses.. this ain’t
about rules.. regulations..
this is about GOD GIVEN
Human Nature.. as with
other Mammal Nature
ends in abortion and
infanticide stuff
now and then
when fewer
resources
for overall
survival
of existing
subsistence
STUFF
dictates
that sad and
harsh reality
of nature.. but
OH GOD.. the ONLY
ANSWER IS SO DAM
SIMPLE.. SAFE AND
EFFECTIVE BIRTH
CONTROL FOR ANYONE
WHO UNDERSTANDS
GOD GIVEN HUMAN
AND OTHER ANIMAL
NATURE.. we humans
have a brain and
GOD doesn’t give
REASONING DECISIONS
TO MAKE SILLY  ARCHAIC
DECISIONS LIKE BANNING
BIRTH CONTROL THAT ACTUALLY
INCREASES ABORTIONS INSTEAD
OF DECREASING ABORTIONS..
MATH 101.. PERHAPS THE
HIGHERup CATHOLIC FOLKS
AREN’T GOOD AT
THAT.. don’t
know for
sure..
but human
brains can
rule with
COMMON FRIGGING
SENSE.. and
then there is
that ‘stupidity’
about not allowing
gay folks to marry
in the church..
when at the
same time
Saint Francis
of Assisi.. one
of the MOST
WELL KNOWN
CATHOLIC
SAINTS
PUTS
ANIMALS
ON A HIGHER
PEDESTAL
THAN
HOMOSEXUALS.. ANIMALS
ARE NOW ASSESSED
IN THE CHURCH..
WITH FULL OTHER ANIMAL
GOD RIGHTS.. AND ANYWAY
THE BOOK DUDE JESUS
IS NOT FOR MARRIAGE
IN THE KINGDOM OF
HEAVEN NOW
ON EARTH
EITHER..
SO IT’S
ALL KINDA
SILLY ANY WAY
FOR BOOK WORM
LITERALISTS
WHO TAKE
IT ALL
IN BLACK
AND WHITE
PRINT!
Hmmm.. BUT
anyway that’s
the DIRTY HAIRY
WATER OF THE CATHOLIC
CHURCH BUT A HUGE
BUT ALMOST
BIGGER
THAN
‘NICKI MINAJ’S
BUT’.. IF NOT BIGGER
IS.. LOVE AND HOPE
(;..i like Nicki’s
Butt.. by A way..;)
STILL REINS OVERALL
IN THE CATHOLIC CHURCH
AND THAT’S THE BABY
I’M WILLING TO KEEP
INSTEAD OF TOSSING
THAT OUT
AND LEAVING
MY VISITS TO
THE CATHOLIC
CHURCH OVER
THAT DIRTY
DARK BLACK
WATER STUFF..
THAT IS PART
OF LIFE TOO..
AND SADLY ENOUGH..
AS UNESCAPABLE
OF THE PART
OF HUMAN
NATURE
THAT WILL
ABORT IF
NECESSARY..
FOR OVERALL
SURVIVAL OF
THE SOCIAL
UNIT group..
FOR BASIC
SUBSISTENCE
AND SUCH
AS THAT..
And oh.. I do LOVE
SAINT FRANCIS OF
ASSISI.. AS HIS
LIFE IS PORTRAYED
IN THE CATHOLIC CHURCH..
AND I TRY A LITTY ASSISI
TODAY ON THE FARM.. WHEN
a young man goes on about
how A chicken is pestering
him the other day.. so he takes
a gun and blows the chicken’s
head off.. saying if a current
chicken does not quit pestering
for some food around the
picnic table THAT
chicken may
face the
same
HORRIBLE
FATE..
immediately
my psychopath
warning bell
goes off..
in some
small
scale..
so i sit
pondering my
careful response
in telling the dude
to ‘go to hell’ for doing
THAT in tactful terms of course..
and as always in the ‘red state stuff’..
these dudes are always trying to talk big
stuff like this to prove their manhood and all of that..
his brother who is more sensitive and soft hearted.. obviously..
says why did YOU do that.. and the other ‘macho dude’ says
well the real reason I did it is his wing is kinda
messed up and i can’t stand looking at that
disabled looking chick.. and then..
of course being treated
like I do NOT
deserve to
exist
by boys
just like this
in middle school..
’cause i do not meet
their grade of what a boy
is supposed to do and look
like.. hmm.. patience Fred..
and wait for JUST IN the right
moment to STRIKE BACK.. so
as this dude.. already
sees the video of me
leg pressing a half
a ton with
my legs
14 times..
and sees
some of my
Martial arts
skills.. he knows
what i am capable
of a little bit.. so
i go on to tale him..
about my philosophy
on JUSTlOVE of as a
great way of life..
and duh.. obviously
that does NOT INCLUDE
BLOWING OFF THE HEADS
OF CHICKENS JUST IN
FOR THE HELL OF IT..
‘CAUSE THEY LOOK
WEIRD OR
THEY ARE
IRRITATING
YA IN THE MOMENT..
AND I GO ON TO SAY
I DON’T HAVE TO BLOW
THE HEAD OFF OF A CHICKEN
OR OTHER ANIMAL WHEN THEY
BOTHER ME.. ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS ROAR LIKE A LION AND THEY
SCURRY AWAY.. AND YEAH.. I
SNEEZE IN CHURCH TODAY..
AND I HAVE A VERY
LOUD SNEEZE THAT
WAKES UP
THE ENTIRE
CHURCH
AS COSMIC
SNEEZE OF SORTS..
AND YES.. EVEN IN
THE YOUTUBE
VIDEO LEG
PRESSING
THE WEIGHTS
I GROWL
LIKE AN
APE TIGER
THERE.. IN
THAT VIDEO TOO..
THAT THIS DUDE
SEES TOO..
so yeah..
the moral
of that story
is animals
who are truly fierce
can just roar to
get the
point across
without having to
necessarily kill
anything to
clear a
way for
progress..
And yeah.. the
PEN IS GREATER
THAN A SWORD
WITH 11
MILLION
WORDS LIKE
ME OR THOSE
BONOBOS WHO
SWORD PENISES
TOGETHER FOR
PEACE INSTEAD
OF WAR.. HMM..
SOME STUFF
IN LIFE
IS SO
DAM EASY
PEACkEY
WHEN ONE
IS LOVING
AS A DOVE
AND
BRAVE
AS A LION
IN HUMAN
SKIN..
AND
IN MY
CASE.. YEAH..
STILL WITH
FUR TOO..
heHE..:)
JUST
call
me
CINDERelLa
OR SOUTH
PAW..
HU
man in
KIND
AND
COUrAGE
ON FIRE
WITH
LOVE..
WHEN I
CAN’T
FEEL MY
DANCING
FACE..;)

And yes.. that reminds me..
speaking of pesky chickens..
the wife Katrina.. considers our
Ivy that grows wild into our white sand
strange looking.. out of place.. and she
says i’m a gonna cut it back.. and then
i say.. oh please no.. that vine of nature
is PURE DAM POETRY TO ME.. and besides
it’s a living thing.. and it sure
ain’t hurting NO one.. and
OH GOD.. can’t you see the
beauty of that
vine growing
in that
pristine
sand.. well
my wife loves all
animals.. and she
is always talking about
saving the animals like me too..
and i go on.. to tale her.. about
how plants are living pArts of Nature
too.. and hell.. even the inanimate stuff
that truly still moves inside as electrons
move around the nucleuses of our
atoms too.. are OH MY GOD SUCH
A GREAT AND ALL NATURAL
POETIC ART OF GOD
TOO!..hmm..
and then i ponder..
i wonder if some of the
other poets out there do not
see the poetry i see in the nature
photos i share as photoetic poetic
expressions as poetry too.. hmm..
well i guess if wife Katrina
can’t see the poetry
in Nature like
me.. maybe
they can’t
either.. and some other
folks like visual nature
poetry and stuff like that..
as well as naked male
poetic selfies
and stuff
like that too..
Different
STROKES..!
A RAINBOW
OF HUMAN NATURE
AND ALL THE REST
OF CREATION TOO..!
AND ENOUGH SPACE
ONLINE TO
HOLD ALL
OF HUMAN
ART NOW..
IN RAINBOW
COLORS TOO..
YAY! HUMAN FREEDOM!
OF EXPRESSION! IN ALL
THE DARK AND LIGHT
THAT COMES IN
IS WHAT
MAKES US
HUMAN
SO
WE WILL
CONTINUE TO FORGE
AHEAD IN
ART
LIGHT
AND
TRUTH
OF
HUMAN
LIFE!
WITH GOD
AS ONE FORCE
OF LIGHT AND
DARK BALANCING
US!
NOW!..:)

And ah.. reading through the YouTube
comments all about the folks my
age in the late 70’s who
can relate to the
disco craze
and all
the free
loving
going on then..
and i note one
comment by
someone
my age..
that says
OH GOD
WHY DO WE
HAVE TO GROW
OLD.. AND
ANOTHER PERSON
SAYS THAT’S
WHAT MEMORIES
ARE FOR AND
YOUTUBE AND
ALL OF THAT..
AND THEN I KNOW
I FEEL I NEVER GROW
OLD AS TRULY OLD IS IN
FEELING AND STRESS AND
NOT FEELING AS IN SPIRIT
LIGHT WITH HEALTH OF A BODY
THAT CONTINUES TO MOVE LIKE
JACK LALANNE IN OLDER AGE
TOWING 60 OR SO BOATS
BEHIND HIM SWIMMING
PAST AGE 60..
AND YELL YES..
ME DANCING
3920 MILES
AS OF TODAY
IN 23 MONTHS
APPROACHING
4000 MILES
THIS MONTH
LEG PRESSING
HALF A TON NOW
25 TIMES.. RUNNING
CIRCLES AROUND FOLKS
ALMOST THREE TIMES
YOUNGER THAN ME..
WELL ONE IS ONLY
AS OLD AS THEY
SIT ON THEIR
A88 TO BE..
I’M SORRY
BUTT THAT’S
JUST THE TRUTH
IF IT IS UP TO
US TO LIVE IT
WILL BE UP
TO US
TO
DO
JUST
FRIGGING THAT!
GET UP
AND
JUST
DO
I
T
WITH GOD
OF NATURE THAT SETS
US FREE IN THE ALL NATURAL
BALANCING DANCE OF LIFE.. FROM
HEAD TO TOE.. KEEPING OURSELVES
BRIGHT IN HUMAN CONNECTIONS
OF EMOTIONAL AND SENSORY
DELIGHT
FROM HEAD TO TOE
TO BUTTOCKS
TO ALL
THAT
MOVES
US WITH
EACH OTHER
IN LIFE SAME
AS ANCESTORS
DANCING TO
TUNE OF
DRUMS
AND MOON
AROUND
CAMPFIRES
SPINNING
AROUND AND
AROUND AS PLANETS
ORBIT SUNS
OF GOD
NOW!
‘BODY AND
SOUL YOU TOOK
ME OUT OF CONTROL’
OUT OF SUBJUGATING
CONTROLLING CULTURE
AND RELIGION AND
NOW I AM
A CAMP
FIRE
OF GOD
AND YOU
CAN BE
TOO..
IF YOU LISTEN
WITHIN INSTEAD
OF FOLLOWING THE
INSTRUCTIONS OF REPRESSING
AND OPPRESSING CULTURE AND RELIGION..
GOD IS FREE! AND SO ARE WE HUMANS!
WHO WITH RELATIVE FREE WILL
IN MIND AND BODY
BALANCE
JUST
DO..IT!
OK..
/RANTOVER#ANDall
those other techno
symbols
butT
i for
one
am
‘6FinREAL’..
yeah.. that will be
the TITLE of THIS.. after ALL..
Shawna, ET AL.. already does
the Infinite Jester(s)..
SMILES..:)!
AND
DANCEONE!!!..:)

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Yup.. People who are starving of feeling take pain over numb as NOthing hurts worse than pain and pain disorders can take all emotions away where pain becomes heaven and hell the same as purgatory catch 22 style.. I’ve been to H and P and I will stay now always in the first H with no pain and FEELings F in FULLy expressed! ‘Cause yeah.. use the emotion muscle or LOSE it CAN Apply..:)

And truly ‘she’ living with Dementia.. is more fortunate than some.. a quarter of her age.. And the challenge of life without disability is life without being functionally disabled by organized deceit.. witting or not..

As culture.. Including religions.. When I lose my emotions nothing matters as death in life.. And alway now I exercise that muscle of Love moreover all else in so-called standard IQ points.. As fostering my culture..:)

Yes! that’s it! NOT Jennie NOT Jeni NOT Genie YES JIN.. and THAT IS going to be my next name before you enter it here.. and oh my GOD.. it is so much fun traveling in your amazing mind and

FEELINGS OF LIFE.. to get to the bottom of thIS page.. NOWwowBOW WOW won’t you please misses mr. please.. DOGOD! it will be so cool if everyone is like US but wait..! then WE WILL JUST be vanilla and not JIN OREOICECREAM!..

ANYWAY.. enjoy yOur travels..

i know i do.. up a path of life.. spiraling
deVilsLight..;)

Like Jin soup wITh Blue
Rum inside..

Heaven’s
gate is
JUST over
the
oThEr side..;)

And yes! oh
gay PerRi
is the
best..;)

*THere is NOT more than likely only one person
in the entire world who WILL understand
the full meaning of this one..
so i did not add
it to the big ONE
up tHere
but never
the less
and MORE
it is
pArt
of
THAT..;)

FULL diSclotheSure
it’s what’s for
dinner..
at
least
for me..;)

And honestly this
is the first
era
of human
recorded
history
before
the ‘PEN’
WitH
‘IS’
wHere
the consequences
for THAT is not
banning
or other ways
of removing
HUMANS
from
the
TRIBE..ouch!
AND THAT IS
PRECISELY WHY
POETRY IS DEVELOPED
TO HIDE THE MEANINGS
FROM PSYCHOPATHIC
LITERAL LEANING
MINDS WHO
WILL NEVER
GET IT.. EVEN
IF IT IS IN
A BIBLE
FOR
3500 YEARS….
THE PRICE OF
LIFE CAN
BE
CLEVER
TO GET
TO
THE MEANING
OF IT
2..FOR NOW
ALWAYS NOW
GODOG YES..
NOW!..;)
!weONLyLIVENoWoNEVILyNOew!

There it is! my
GRAND
ONE WORD
PALINDROMIC
DRAMAPOETIC
EXPRESSION
FOR THE
ENTIRE
OF THE
MEANING
OF LIFE!
24YAY42..
YEAH!
MAKES
!TWO!ONE!
WAY
OF
LIFeNOW!..;)

LIFeNOW!
HELL
YEAH
THAT’S
IT QUICK
ADD IT TO
THE DICTIONARY
BEFORE IT IS
TOO LATE
NOW
TO
LIVE
NOW!..;)

‘FORREST’ SAYS I WANT
SOME TEA SHIRTS
(tea party)
PRODUCED BY
THE MEGA
BILLIONS
WITH
JUST
ONE
WORD
LIFEnOW!
(yes..keep
improving
it..and
keep the
brevity..
keep the
brevity..
keep the
brevity..:)
and don’t
forget to
SMILE..:)
IT WILL BEAT
THOSE SMILEY
FACE T-SHIRTS
I PROMISE
IN THE LONG
RUN AT
LEAST
NOW!.;)
AND HELL
NO I WON’T
COPYRIGHT!
WHAT
YOU GIVE!
IS WHAT YOU
GET IN THIS
NEXT LIFETIME NOW!
AND IF YOU DON’T
BELIEVE ME JUST
WATCH FOR ALL
THE GIFTS
I CONTINUE
TO RECEIVE..!
NOW
AND
THEN..;)
BUT IT WILL
BE MEASURED
ALL IN LOVE
FOREVERMORE
NOW!..;)
SO LET IT
BE WRITTEN
IT WILL
BE DONE!..:)

BLOGS
ARE MAGICK..
GET ONE
BEFORE
IT’S
TOO
LATE
NOW!..;)

OR JUST START WRITING..
VISUALIZING YOUR
DREAMS IN
CONCRETE
WAYS..
YOU KNOW
SYMBOLS
FOR YOUR
DREAMS
YOU CAN
SEE!
AND YES!
WitH
BELIEF.. 100%!
BELIEF THE
SECRET IS
THEY WILL
COME TRUE..
BUT NOT
WITH 99.999999999%
ANYTHING LESS THAN
100% IS LUKE WARM
TO FROZEN..
HMM.. AND SPEAKING
OF FROZEN.. I WILL
END HErE.. WITh
ONE OF MY SAVIORS
OF SOUL LIKE OREO
YES.. MS. MADONNA!
WHO UNDERSTANDS
ALL OF THIS
tWo.. AND
YES SHE
DANCES
NAKED
TOO!..
AND FEELS
HOW TO DANCE
IN GRACE WITH
THE GREATEST FORCE
OF DANCE IN MIND
AND BODY
BALANCE
WITH DARK
DOGS AND
SKIES
THAT
NEVER
BITE!

AND HERE IS THE NEW VERSION OF THAT
SONG.. SAME MEANING.. JUST ADD
IN THE BLUE
WITH THE
BLACK
WITH
SOME
BLOOD
AND YA
GET
ROYAL
DEEP
PURPLE!

OMGMO! ShawNa! YoU
JUST inSpiRe my
NeXt blog post wITh
all yoUr knowlEdge
about Peri JIN..
‘WTFTW IS tHe
MEaNinG of tHIs’

JUST DOGOD!
Hell/HEAVEN
YES!

But Nike already

JUST

DO IT..
as GOD
IS
IT!..;)

DOGOD
Yes that will
be
THE
Meaning
and title
of the next
post thanks so
much for leading
me to the answer
dear SHAWNA, ET AL..:)

I only have two words for now

to say to you Shawna

I Love all of yous..;)

But trust me ‘WE’ will
be back with more..
as promised
NO
W..:)

Yeah.. and speaking
of dying.. we were
going to name
our first
and last
child Emily
if not
Ryan
so yeah
this is for
the daughter
i never have..
and i guess the
one i continue to
look for named EMILY..
with some tears..YNOT..:)

I always wanted some children
and now I just find folks to LOVE..
and sure Life is always great with LOVE..
no matter where in hell or heaven one
can find that for now for sure..LOVE..
JUSTLOVE.

Yes..! Shawna! THAT’S
QUOTABLE:

“Emily lives in the music. No body; just beat. You feel her when you dance, don’t you? With your eyes closed?”

Well if i turn on my little professor and consult the
standard literature.. technically speaking
Emily is industrious and always striving..

http://www.sheknows.com/baby-names/name/emily

but on the other hand if i consult
the urban dictionary as linked below
Emily is:

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Emily&defid=4621373

“Emily is extremely kind, she just doesn’t aknowledge it.

Emily has a wonderful smile, she just doesn’t use it.

Emily has a brilliant mind, she just doesn’t show it off.

Emily has a stunning body, she just won’t say it.

Emily is suffering, she just won’t show it.

Emily is the most beautiful girl in the world, she just can’t see it.

Let her know that she can talk to you about anything, and always listen. She’ll trust you with anything and everything, so don’t let her down. And most importantly, tell her you love her every day, and never break her heart.”

Yes.. Emily is my wife..
and i suppose if have a daughter
she might be like that too.. smiles..

I’m like all that too..
but i know it and
feel it too..
and now
i use it
TO MY ADVANTAGE
ALL THE TIME NOW..
NO more timid
soul
for me..:)

but yeah..
i am Emily 2 before..:)
so i help my Emily wife
Katrina 1 knowing how
it feels to be
2..:)

And yes.. anyway.. screw all that technical and urban stuff…
back to what you are saying yes.. THE Emily can be
anyone we want her to be.. and i think the coolest
idea is.. yes.. you are correct.. she is that
thing without words in music
that becomes us when
we dance.. empowering
us to go to places in feeling
body and mind awareness
balance that is like
an ever expanding
Nautilus Shell
of human bliss..
i dance as
Emily everywhere
i go.. and hey why
not create a religion
of Emily and then
we can really
have Emily
masses
to worship
the underlying
power of force
of music that
sets our
souls
on fire
in
balancing
dance of
life.. so next
time someone asks
me what the hell i AM ON
when i’m dancing free in public
i’ll just tell ’em i got my Emily ON..
and i’m getting down AND UP with HER NOW..:)

Hmm.. what song.. hmm.. what song.. yes..
when i dance with Emily.. I can’t feel my face
but I LOVE IT..:)
It’s just so great
dancing with
Emily
all the WAY!..
and all that said
with your wonderful
insights Shawna..
i am off to
do the
WEEKEND
PUBLIC DANCE!
gotta keep those
crowds smiling
laughing..
and overall
pleased..
to
keep
on
keeping
ON! with
EMILY AND ME!..:)

YUP! i just nodded
off as my BUTT started
getting numb in this
dam computer chair
gotta get
UP NOW
AND DANCE!
SEE YA SHAWNA!..NA..NA!..:)

Like our girl Shakira says..!
HIPS!
don’t LIE..:)

And WIFE KATRINA says
i am the male
version of
SHE WOLF
when i
come home
around 3 A.M.
Friday Morning..
yeah.. remember that
She Wolf exploit thingy
i did on dVerse
on March 1st of
last year..2014
SO LET IT BE
WRITTEN SO LET
IT BE DONE
WORKS MY FRIEND
69 WEEKS LATER
OF DANCE
LIKE
THAT
PROVES
IT
BABY!..;)

I WILL DO ANYTHING
AND EVERYTHING
WITH EMILY
ON MY
SIDE
OF
DANCE!..:)

Shakira’s EMiLY CHALICE
IS OVERFLOWING
WITH
EMILY!
AND SHE
SPREADS IT
ALL OVER
THE
PLACE!

‘MOON’S AWAKE
NOW
EYES
WIDE
OPEN’..:)
AND THIS
MOON IS
WIDE
AWAKE
TOO
EVERY
BLUE
MOON
NOW!..;)

HEY BABY! WE CAN
BE THE GOLDEN
DUO
AND
I’LL
BE A
FIREWORK
OF DANCE
LOVE
LIKE A
FOURTH
OF JULY
TO KNOCK
THE SOX
OFF
MY
girl
DANCE
FRIENDS!..;)

OK.. i’m no longer
sleepy.. time
to hook
up
with
EMILY
MORE
MORE
MORE..!..:)

Hmm.. what T-shirt
to wear.. something
with wolves
and moon
i think..
i feel..:)

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https://www.emilydickinsonmuseum.org/poetry_characteristics

This is a great prompt Victoria..

and i truly enjoy the spirit of Freedom that E.D.

incorporates into her poetry.. and i’m sure she we will expand

that now if she is alive today with technological tools available to us now.. and although she will likely never put anything into print now either .. as keeping her artistic freedom pristine.. i’m sure she will be a blogger.. as freedom of creativity is allowed tHere.. hmm.. i went my own way with what i believe Emily will do today.. if she is alive based on my study of her life .. and what she believes in as a human being.. so no meter from me but plenty of Emily.. haha.. anyway will not be linking that.. but will be back to read and comment on all later.. as i love the spirit of freedom behind E.D.. and smiles this is an inspirational prompt and the inspiration of life.. is truly what counts.. in terms of emotional power to emote action.. beyond the boxes and structures of our lives.. i truly FEEL Emily will agree with that too.. if she can speak now.. with smiles again..:)

Not so common meter can be tricky

but i Love it.;)

You know Victoria.. i think about that in terms of many historical figures from Beethoven’s to Emily’s and yes.. to even Jesus.. and i have to say if the same individuals are born today.. it will be a needle in a haystack chance for them to do anything of note.. unless they escape the overbearing noise of culture that exists today.. to truly make a mark.. one must be willing to move outside the boundaries of culture.. and that is the greatest message of Jesus.. his core message in fact of the 18 percent of words that scholars suggest still exist from the real man in those days.. fortunately we have all of Emily.. from her personal records.. which allows us to feel her so much better.. than other more distant historical folks.. but sadly today.. Emily.. Beethoven.. and Jesus will probably be doing a mix of mall shopping or sitting on benches watching football or something like that instead of creating their own life.. in leisure time away from the ‘9 to 5’ grind.. as something unique.. the world has never heard or seen before.. to be trapped in history is to never move ahead… to be trapped in culture sadly.. can be to never live at all.. anyway.. more inspiration from you.. in just 10 words.. amazing how much a word is worth over any material item.. except for

words with limits.. so much to learn.. so much to do.. and so much to create.. for those with NO LIMITS AT ALL.. smiles.. and i realize you do know and FEEL HOW much of a blessing that rare and unique opportunity is.. i thrive and treasure IN it always for now..:)

Ah.. change.. the life we live.. oh. tolerance.. a way to live..
yes.. acceptance.. a gift
of Love..:)

Footprints of humans etched in dying stars..
stuff of life in stars dust goes on..
God’s eyes and feelings
live in dust..
Long as
dust exists..
lives GOD
Lives too..
From dust
to live to life
to dust the
Cycle of
Infinity
goes
on
for
ever
more
now..:)

As my Aunt lives into her mid-90’s
a smile comes to A face with bright eyes..
that says i am ready for the next adventure..
to aim high with lofty purpose and meaning in life..
can be to stay high.. as long as one is feet above
instead of feet below.. or as ashes of feathers..
of what could of been then.. I could see she
truly felt that Joy at 94.. crippled
staggering.. to move at all..
the joy lives within..
and no one can defeat a joyful soul..
always looking forward to now.. and
never afraid of the darkness of
tomorrow.. yes.. rare..
but a beautiful
flower of
any age.. when
blooming a soul inside..
and the feathers of death can
be a treasure in reminder that life
lives best.. as fully alive.. as possible..
in all potentials THAT entails.. of birds who
fly alive with feathers.. floating in a breeze.. of NOW..:)

Oh.. the voice of Emily coming
from dead roses in
another room..
sing song..
dies in
wilted
flower
death.. afraid
to approach human
eyes of life.. the depths
of eyes move on and
words of
insights
come..
and yes..
i am in that
room alone too..
for a now existing..
when sing
song
dies..
and the
rest is expressed
as stone cold
dying
for
blood..
and dark
begets
light
and
so on..:)

Emily
kNowN…
alone..
cold dark room
no human connections..
and now people
sing her song..
without melody..
she writes
darkness
bringing
back..
GreaTest
Art starts
with dark
ends
alone..
Treasure
now Art
knowing future
Now Light..
imagine.. not even
Emily’s dreams will
relate
this reality..
existence
still ALIVE another
century.. A FORCE..
darkness sings..
song without
melody..
does
not
always
die easy..
there is a now
i cry for Vincent
Van Gogh.. some nows..
shoe not fitting.. too tight..
some nows..
show
loose..
but
moving
goes on..:)

Morning of death does never exist..
mourners of death.. life in eyes
of death as life..
therefore
death
does
not
exist..:)

Oh the stories of human.. dark and light..
truth is.. in countries like Mexico
where abortion is illegal..
there are as many
abortions as there
are in the U.S…
more women
are permanently
disabled and more
life suffers at
the hands
of ignorance
in medically
unsafe abortions..
abortion as sad
as that reality or
even worse
as infanticide
as most mammals
do has always been
a dark part of human
nature.. too..
and no human
can change that
as GOD rules
THAT.. Nature
ain’t easy
but IT IS
REAL
and So is
GOD as
Nature..
where no
human rules
GOD as Nature..
The best CURE
for abortions are
safe and effective
birth control and the
hands of potential
less blood letting is refused
by some churches supposedly
worshiping .. GOD.. GOD
does not give us
a brain
for
no
reason..
using it
saves human
suffering and misery..
Birth control is the
simple answer
for that
in pill
form
or other
safe and
effective
methods..
instead
of knife or worse..
Ignorance is a sword that kills…
i go to Catholic Church every Sunday..
and fight for intelligent alternatives
to fight ignorance and suffering..
effective change to reduce human
suffering comes
from
within with
GOD of nature..
and never against
GOD’s LAWS of Nature..:)

Oh joy.. when those we
love come through
again..
with cake
and tea..
such a loving
treat that is
always
NOW..
CAKE AND
LOVE IS TEA NOW
And this E is for Emily..:)

Oh roads.. oh roads of
asphalt.. road kill
suffering at
hands of
human
oh.. Karma
oh.. Karma
oh road rage
the squirrels
revenge..;)

Oh.. primitive cultures.. egalitarian
or matriarchal in substance..
where emotions rule
the human
heart..
instead of
iron fence
controlling
subjugating
patriarchy
repressing
and oppressing
male emotions..
and THAT
is changing
where men
can LOVE TOO..
so yeah.. change is
possible.. but it starts
in loving arms of
mom AND DAD..:)

Oh the Heaven of
God.. the Kingdom
thereoflives
within
hUman
asUniVerse
ofGODAS
itselfjust
waiting
to wake
up
and
LiveUSalways
NOWnotunlike
acatrollinGinTHE
LoveofSandNOW..:)

Yes.. viewing Moon as balance
with Sun.. equAlly imporTant..
is scale for me..:)

Limbo soul.. unmistakable
eyes of human..
Emily’s
face..
A best
poetic
expression..
for me..
sees
often..
humanity
repressing
more than
oppressing
NOW
in aisles of Emily
Super Wal-marts..
in eyes
of Purgatory
Stores..:)

Windows of souls no longer breaking
through to feel..
Windows of souls no longer breaking
through to feel..
Windows..
COLD
PANED
Windows…Windows of souls no longer breaking
through to feel..
Windows of souls no longer breaking
through to feel..
Windows..
COLD
PANED
Windows…

Fear the Father of Death…

Emotionsfloodfire
hiding
EXPRESSING
hurting..
or
feeling..
poetryasymptom
ofheARTsearchInGfeelings..
Andmostsadlyempathically
feelinGmeseemsEmily
never
reaches
DESTINATION
FEELING..
HEARTFELT
POETRY
Expresses..:)

All human words are lies as only idols
and metaphors for essence of Truth and Light..
Therefore we know nothing but we must guess
to live love and learn an approximation of Truth
and Light as we move on as Life NOW…
Yeah.. I feel that has nothing
to do with what you are
talking about..
but ‘everything
tales’
me to say that..
Smiles and
Happy NOW
Friend..:)

Textromancy is
my Love too..
It seems..;)

Yes.. i started reading ‘Gita’ in college in a philosophy comparative religions course..
and it is a wonderful course to have at a young age.. particularly in my
Conservative Christian area as it opens up the reality that the
essence of Truth and Light is expressed in all religions
in different metaphors of religion as we have
different metaphors to describe more
of reality in all our human
languages..:)

Oh and i would rather address your comment about the photos of dance here to explain something that may be confusing if you come across it on my blogs.. and not appropriate i think to discuss on your blog.. i do restricted adult nude art and link that here as a kind of ‘PETA’ protest against censorship of freedom of expression as well as censorship of human freedoms around the world to express the sensual side of human nature.. as that is truly a major source of human creativity and productivity..

And for human beings not to be able to freely

express their sensual side from youth..

is a major issue in repressing

human emotions

that is the

source

of much human disease..

suffering.. and even potentially a premature death..

as repressing emotions are a core issue of chronic human stress..

tension.. high blood pressure.. auto-immune issues and of course aggression and violence…

Societies that openly express sensuality rarely have aggression and violence.. and one sees this in our closest cousins the Bonobo who use sensuality/ sexuality as a way to offset the potential for aggression and violence.. and they are truly more loving animals than human beings.. and the hypocrisies of what religions describe as evil as human sensuality are actually a great cause for human suffering.. violence.. and yes.. even wars…

I don’t know your religious affiliation if any so.. i want to be careful not to offend you.. although I sense that your are a free spirit as i am.. as usually people who unconditionally love others as you express on your blog are.. and no i’m not saying you should dance naked on a restricted blog with selfies like I do.. haha!..

and it’s pretty cool as the Google Algorithm makes the still photos into a GIF so I am actually in a way taking a selfie of me dancing naked.. and yes.. it’s kind of hilarious but many people would be extremely offended if they went to my restricted site.. and this is probably why some folks stay clear of me.. cause they may think I am weird to do this and I expect that as it is far beyond the social norm..

Some people though.. particularly younger people I dance with feel it’s the greatest thing in the world that I do this.. and are not offended at all.. and even see it as art.. and yeah.. probably erotic art.. but this is pArt of the human condition that most people are afraid to communicate about openly.. particularly with strangers.. but i hold nothing back from friends.. haha!.. literally nothing.. not even clothes and for folks who see it as art.. i just tell them it is my Bonobo handshake as this is how Bonobos shake each others hands.. all over and not just hands… smiles..

Bonobos are truly kind and fascinating animals.. i think if Jesus could really come back he would back as a Bonobo instead of a human this time… as humans are fallen from the Love of Nature… and OH my goodness isn’t that ironic that the Apple of knowledge can be the true evil rather than the TRUE NATURE OF HUMAN BEINGS AS A SENSUAL LOVING ANIMAL WHO MAKES

LOVE INSTEAD OF WAR.. WHEN SET FREE IN ALL WAYS AS ENTAILED WITH THAT.. MY WIFE PROVES HER LOVE TO ME AND TRUST BY ALLOWING me to be free like this.. she knowing that lust and love works together as one force of human nature.. and my ethical code of monogamy as far as what they call the ‘Bill Clinton Definition’ of sex is ONEON ONE ONLY.. smiles..

Love.. Trust.. Respect

are Truly
a Trinity
of Love..

and there are an infinite number of other metaphors
for that as well my friend.. in all metaphors of
human history.. as it is written now..:)

Oh yeah.. almost forget there are clothed versions of me dancing shared all over the world on Facebook and Youtube.. as for the last two years.. people have been videotaping me in public everywhere I go to dance and sharing me as a novelty item.. as I am literally the only person who dances in public in my very conservative area where i live.. I have a few on my youtube site.. but i like to stay humble and just do the funny ones.. where i really dance serious in the dance halls i am too busy dancing and others video tape me.. and my wife does not go as she hates dancing bars.. but every Thursday Night I take selfies with all my dancing friends and put them on my blog as there are so many friendly happy smiles that dancing brings to people.. and truly i am a muse of dance.. to other folks in flesh and blood life.. and it is what I love most.. to bring smiles and laughs to other folks.. and i hope one day they can just smile and laugh at me dancing naked too.. but that time seems still far away in the future.. for society as a whole.. but the time is coming.. and with that said i will leave this music.. as it is some of the best for me.. and just reminded me of

the time is coming.. for greater human freedoms of expression
of our humanity as naturally evolving now.. as LOVE instead of
ALL STUFF ASSOCIATED WITH HATE!..:)

Hands Fly
solo wITh
force
AS WELL- –
8
10
1
There are no wars of naked humans on beaches- –
Lords of Flies wear
clothes
of
culture
and Flies
are FREE
NOW- – –
21
3
6
12
3
21, et al- –
et al- –
ah- -IS A
six between
the twelve
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and three- – –

Hi Rum Blue.. et al.. i will say hello
here before i say hello
tHere..
smiles.. and
hmm.. i’m starting
to think perhaps
you reAlly
exist..
or should i..
hmm… after
all you are quite
the clever
one
two..
anyway.. you
are quite the
pretty one out of
two.. et al.. if
you are
real..
smiles..
and Clockshear
can be a poem
unto its ON..
and Shawna
is poetic
in hErsELF
as WeLL..
ha!.. what WiLL
rEally be hilarIous
is if you are a
serial
something
or anotHer
just waiting
for the
write
moment
to accomplish
a deMise..
yeah..
imag
i
naTion
stAtion..
and all
of thiS..
I LOVE YOUR
SELFIES.. NON-VERBAL
COMMUNICATION ROCKS
AND ROLLS
OVER WORDS..:)

Oh i love your selfies
Shawna, et al.. and i never
plan genIuS.. there is no
i in gen and uS..
i is I and U and
S as Shawna and US..
i am more like
genLust..
for LOVING
life..
and the
rest just
comes..:)

You know if i will
just change those dots
into dashes i can
be E.D. and no
not erectile dysfunction..
Emily Dickinson and hell
no i ain’t gonna publish
this Stuff either but
wait i just
DID DAM
TECHNOLOGY
there just ain’t
no privacy anymore
so i AM joining iNstead
of beating IT some more..;)

Oh.. hi X!.. and don’t
forget the
KEY..
of skeyes..:)

i love women
with curvy
fig
ur
e
s e y e s
are k
e
y
and
best!..:)

Surround yourself with what you Love.. for me it is people.. all people.. nice to see people in your profile photo.. eyes.. are the windows to the soul.. and the more they are open means more souls to see.. and most importantly FEEL.. thinking is highly overrated in ALL our cultures.. to connect is to FEEL the HUMAN CONDITION..:)

One of the saddest things to me friend.. is having friends on the Internet and never seeing their eyes.. i don’t have a problem with the headdresses as the most important pArt of human is exposed.. the soul… and i have to tell you the truth.. and that is a woman’s eyes are the most attractive part of that constituting the whole of a woman to me.. smiles..:)

Words can be loving and a reflection of eyes.. but eyes are the direct path to the soul.. and i’m sure ‘you’ have a lovely soul.. whether i ever see those two souls as one.. ever now friend…:)

And yeah.. i guess if have to.. i will purchase ‘you’

and your future husband a ticket to come over

here to see more of your two souls.. as a visit

across a dinner table.. i must do that one day.. smiles..:)

I think it is truly sad when religions or textbooks of science

take the magic of human imagination.. creativity and freedom

in mind and body balance in regulating emotions and senses away..

and truly that is what our cultures.. including religion..

do to many folks today.. and yes.. it is an ever pressing so-called First World problem too.. The answers are all simple and clear to me.. once i walk far enough down a beach.. to no longer see buildings or human footprints.. all the rest of the stuff is culturally influenced.. and culture exists to make order out of what folks think chaos of nature is.. ironically making life less meaningful than ever before for the majority of folks with

little to no time to even attempt to truly look within and find the answers for themselves.. the answers truly can be found within.. if we have the time and the ability to filter culture in all its complexity out of our minds.. i am blessed losing effective usage of my eyesight and hearing for five years.. so hard of a habit to break..

but not one I will ever get trapped in again.. as i control my life from within.. instead of external influences ruling over me like a Hurricane of human ‘crap’ to put it frankly.. anyway.. you are cool to ask the big questions.. the friends i do have i know are my friends.. as i keep no secrets to what i know and feel.. smiles.. and the world is a big enough place now.. for even the strangest of us.. to find folks who are not afraid to ask the big questions in life.. in full public purview.. as well..:)

Words inspired by
friends Rafiah, Himali,
Morgan, X, E.D., Shawna,
Prajakta, Victoria-etOREO al…

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O
BTW..
in case anyone
wonders who Oreo
is.. more info.. on THAT in
the last link.. but in short
OREO is the CAT who
saves my soul..
with
ET AL..
of Course..;)
Yes.. Oreo is
the Athletic
looking
broad
headed
slender
backed
Black and
White Tabby
Mix with
Pretty Green
eyes reminding
me with a clear
stare that my
existence
as is.. is his
gift to me so
i MUST give him
credit again..
two years
to date..:)
OREO THE
MEANING OF LIFE
THE DARK
BRINGS
THE LIGHT
AND
LIFE..:)
AND with that
said.. the last two
poetic expressions
of comments to
17 and 18..
COMING
NOW in
RESPONSE
TO LAST
TWO poems
on dVerse
that dO NOT
make ‘my’
publication
deadline of
early
on
8012015..
on Blue Moon
NIGHT’s morning
LIGHT until 2018
makes a return
of Blue
moon
AGAIN..:)
AND WHILE HE CAN
NOT BE CAPTURED FOR
A PHOTO BACK IN 2013
AS PROMISED THEN..
IN THAT LINKED
BLOG POST THEN..
OREO IS BACK
IN FULL
LIVING
COLOR..
YES.. YESTERDAY
MY WIFE SAYS
OREO IS AT
THE DOOR
AND HE
WANTS
A SELFIE
NOW!..FOR
DUE CREDIT!
AS A RESPONSIBLE
PaRTy FOR ALL THESE
BLOGS..YES..NOWMEOW!

Ah.. yes the inherent gift..
no technology required..
just a hand.. a step
a move..
an embrace
of human
connection..
DANCE
JUST
DANCE
and don’t
forget
TOGETHER!..;)

Oh.. Emily will flourish on free avenues
of human expression.. her voice
will be heard alive..
and finally
LIGHT
of feeling
of heart
will come
to eyes
i scream
i
am
Emily
i
am
ALIVE
IN EYES
OF EMILY!..:)

EMILY IS EVERYWhERE
NOW ENMASS
IN
GOOGLE
VOICES
FREE
IN
HUMAN
EYES
OF
SPIRIT
EXPRESSION!
HEART LIVES
SOUL LIVES
EMILY’S
LIFE
FINaLLY
A
LIVe..:)

And this
number
19
from
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Ah.. the Joys of Being Banned from Hell..

after losing my emotions for five long years

with the worst pain known to mankind..

actually closer to 66 months..

named type two

Trigeminal Neuralgia

losing effective use of my hearing and sight..

as this pain is like a dentist drill without

novocaine in right eye and ear

during all walking hours..

Fibromyalgia..

Dysautonomia

and associated ‘coat hanger pain’..

where my blood pressure no longer synchs

with heart rate.. Sjogren’s Syndrome

where my eyes quit making tears

like swimming in salt water

with eyes wide open..

Spinal Stenosis

and Severe

Degenerative Arthritis

in my spine.. as precipitated

by a fused C-6 vertebra from birth..

Sinuses so closed up  later to be found

in a CAT scan by an ENT attempting

to get to the root of the pain in my face..

asking me how I can even breath..

as a deviated septum from birth

in nasal cavity is this severe..

and yeah.. obviously mostly

through my mouth..

and a little through my nose..

we make due with the challenges

of life and accommodate to survive

like all other animals do with

or WITHOUT doctors and such..

AND.. YES.. this perfect storm

of illness mostly precipitated by

chronic adrenal glands stuck

in the On position from CHRONIC STRESS

at work for 2 years.. also leads to Alexithymia

where language and emotion no longer connect..

Anhedonia with no feelings of pleasure in life..

Severe Depression.. Severe Anxiety.. PTSD..

all exacerbating an Autism Spectrum condition

and ADHD.. from birth that was not diagnosed

BACK THEN IN THEM DAYS when little boys

do not speak until age 4.. who move around

and around in a crib on their right toe all the time..

and having problems with oral speech thereafter

in putting all the social reciprocal communication stuff

together.. that I accommodate then.. well enough

in life to get to the higher pay grade

levels of Federal Civil Service

before retiring permanently

disabled from this life

threatening synergy of illnesses..

as yes.. Trigeminal Neuralgia is assessed

as the Suicide Disease as literally worse

thaN crucifixion in medical literature..

and remember.. dentist drill

without novocaine in right

eye and ear.. all

waking

hours for 66 months..

AND the first 40 days

when this synergy of illness

becomes unbearable there is

only 1 hour of sleep starting

that March of 2008 for the first 35

of 40 days with a powerful alpha blocker

to even get that 1 hour of extremely

shallow sleep.. then no sleep

for the last 5 of 40 and yes..

the rings of Dante’s Hell

of INFERNO growing

wider until

a

second

feels like a thousand years of paper thin REAL HELL EXISTENCE…

BEYOND ANY TERROR.. BEYOND ANY PAIN OF BURNING FLAMES OF MYTHOLOGICAL HELL.. NO WORDS DESCRIBABLE FOR THIS IN THE HUMAN LANGUAGE.. YES.. REAL HELL EXISTS.. AND REAL HEAVEN EXISTS..

there was a total of 19 medical disorders diagnosed and others diagnosed

that are not an issue for me.. then of real note.. and now for all practical intents

and purposes I live in HEAVEN.. AND NO DOCTOR CAN HELP ME THEN..

NO DRUGS WILL TOUCH THE PAIN.. I spend two years basically

in a dark room.. without that effective use of eyes and ears..

and then i manage to get on the Internet to

withstand the pain of a screen turned

all the way down in brightness with eyes

a few inches away as wearing prescription glasses

then increases the pain astronomically.. eventually being able

to walk around the block with shades on at 3AM.. where streetlights

still are pain like looking at the SUN.. but AGAIN THE ISSUE IS STRESS..

YES STRESS.. IS THE ORIGINATOR ALL OF ALL THIS HUMAN HELL..

CHRONIC SOCIAL STRESS AND ANXIETY OF WORRYING ABOUT

EVERYTHING THAT CAN GO WRONG IN LIFE.. A FEELING

MOST ALL MY LIFE OF NOT BEING COMFORTABLE

IN MY OWN SKIN.. out of sorts of flesh and blood existence..

a mind separated from body out of balance.. emotions

not regulated properly or senses integrated properly..

problems with focus and short term

working memory.. that will make

my ability to be a short-order

cook or other job

like that almost impossible then..

without the predictable teat to suck on of analytical computer skills..

step by step visually lit up.. graphically interfaced in front of my face..

there is A WHOLE NEW DIMENSION OF LIFE FOR FOLKS STUCK

IN MECHANICAL COGNITION LIKE I WAS THEN

FOR FIVE YEARS.. IN OFFICE WORK

BEHIND A COMPUTER.. YES..

working in a

Military Bowling Center..

is TRULY THE BEST UNIVERSITY FOR ME THEN..

AS WELL AS FITNESS RELATED ACTIVITIES FOR

almost 2 decades that makes me more of a human being BACK then..

before I AM promoted AS slave to a computer and Adminstrative/Supervisory Duties.. for five years that lead me into the chronic stress.. including social stress TO REAL LITERAL HUMAN HELL.. SCHOOL AND THREE DEGREES.. AND A CHRONIC PERFECTIONIST OUTLOOK WAY BACK THEN.. TO MAKE STRAIGHT A’s.. makes me into a mechanical robot before THAT as well.. I learn the lesson of a lifetime that a Human HEART LIKE A BICEP IS A MUSCLE THAT WILL LOSE ITS STRENGTH IN ATROPHY OF HUMAN EMOTIONS.. IF NOT EXERCISED LIKE AN ARM CURL REGULARLY IN STRENGTH ROUTINE..

AND I TRY MY HARDEST TO STEP ON TOP

OF A DESK BACK AT THE ‘WRONG PLANET’

WEBSITE TO GET FOLKS ATTENTION..

THAT IS TRULY A SITE.. OVERALL..

FOR FOLKS WHO FALL INTO A TRAP

OF CULTURE THAT MAKES

HUMAN INTO ROBOT INSTEAD OF LOVE..

AND TELL THESE FOLKS IN EVERY WAY

I CAN IMAGINE

AND CREATE THAT THERE TRULY IS A CURE

TO LOSING ONE’S HUMANITY CALLED IMAGINATION..

CREATIVITY.. IN GREATER PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE

OF REGULATING EMOTIONS AND INTEGRATING SENSES..

AS WELL AS INCREASING FOCUS AND SHORT TERM WORKING

MEMORY FOR GREATER COGNITIVE EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING

TO FINALLY BE COMFORTABLE IN ONE’S OWN SKIN.. AND YES..

I SCREAM IT FROM THE MOUNTAIN TOP THAT THE ANSWER

CAN BE AS SIMPLE IN FREE STYLE FLOWING DANCE..

YES DANCE..! AND IN FINALLY REGULATING

EMOTIONS THAT FLOW THROUGH THE

BODY FROM VAGAL NERVE OF BRAIN TO GUT..

AKA THE KUNDALINI SERPENT IN METAPHOR AND MYTH

IN HISTORY TOO.. THERE ARE AN INFINITE NUMBER OF

CONNECTIONS OF METAPHOR OF CHAKRAS IN THE HUMAN

BODY IN NUANCES OF EMOTIONS OF BLISS TO BE EXPERIENCED

IN LIFE.. IT’S NOT JUST CONCENTRATING ON 7 POINTS OF THE BODY..

AS OUR HUMAN BODIES ARE LIKE AN INFINITY OF INTERCONNECTING INTERDEPENDENT RELATIONSHIPS OF NEURONS THAT SING LIKE AN ORCHESTRA IN CONCERT.. ABOVE AND SO BELOW IN UNIVERSAL FLOW..

I WILL NEVER EVER PERFECT MOVEMENT AS DANCE.. AS THERE ARE AN INFINITE NUMBER OF COMBINATIONS IN THE MOVEMENT

OF OUR MICROCOSM UNIVERSE OF BODY AS WELL.. AS ALL THE

CONNECTIONS OF UNIVERSE IN INFINITY FLOW.. YES.. WE ARE A

REFLECTION OF GOD AS A UNIVERSE UNTO ITSELF.. AND

IN FEELING AND KNOWING THIS SO CLEARLY

IF YOU HAVE GOOD

NEWS LIKE THIS.. WOULDN’T YOU

WANT TO SCREAM IT WITH

ALL CAPS TOO… Yes.. Neil the Science Guy says that in the video

in ‘Symphony of Science’ below.. when he finds that we are the star stuff of

the Universe too.. AND ALL CONNECTED AS WELL WITH

THAT IN INTERDEPENDENT

RELATIONSHIP.. but imagine how

loud he WILL scream if he CANN feel the Universe

THINK AND FEEL… AND THAT MY FRIENDS

IS THE NIRVANA ..THE BLISS.. THE KINGDOM

OF HEAVEN ON EARTH FOR HUMAN.. THE

KUNDALINI SERPENT COME ALIVE..

AND WHEN ONE BECOMES

THE UNIVERSE UNTO ITSELF..

AS WITH GOD AND AS ONE FORCE

OF LIFE FOR NOW.. ONE IS BANNED

FROM HELL FOREVERNOW.. and ENTERS

HEAVENFOREVERMORENOW.. and i go back

to the human hell of the ‘Wrong Planet’ website

back in July of 2013.. after I am banished

from the Universe of Hell of separation

from the Universe as GOD.. I experience

before THAT.. YES two years I

spend in that DAMNED place

of unwanted toys of humanity..

for a total now of 56 months..

overall.. since November 26th of 2010..

TRYING MY DAMN BEST TO LITERALLY

SAVE THEM FROM A HELL

OF ROBOTIC EXISTENCE..

TRYING TO WAKE THEM UP AND ENLIGHTEN

THEM IN EVERY WAY I CAN.. AND ALONG THE WAY

my freedom of expression is limited more and more..

first not allowed to ‘preach’ this message

in creative posts of my own..

then limited to not

be able to provide

blog posts that prove

my points.. as evidence provided

in my real life FLESH AND BLOOD

existence.. then not being able to link

youtube videos of personal achievements

that ALSO prove my points for the existence

of this Nirvana.. this Bliss.. and then i am

not allowed to accentuate posts

with CAPS like this.. and truly I get happy

to get further distanced FROM hell.. so

much MORE.. I get a

white Nike GPS Sports

watch to replace the black one that now

has measured 3900 miles of dance walking

a martial arts free style of ballet everywhere

I go in public.. and white Nike SHOX shoes

to replace the black ones.. to celebrate my

move away further from the

WRONG PLANET OF HELL THEN..

but the owner gives me that privilege back

TO ACCENTUATE EMOTIONS WITH CAPS..

SO again so I try to LIGHT folks UP with

emotional language again.. spending

hours of artistic creative efforts

in attempts to get the message

through.. and then the literal

thinking moderators

who canNOT

understand

metaphors

in human language

for emotions hardly at all..

finally ban me.. for expressing

emotionalism and creativity there..

for a month now.. July 26.. precisely

56 months since i start my path there..

and for three months.. last year

out of hell.. too from

April to July..

over a misunderstanding of human

reciprocal social emotional communication then..

as well.. and so now.. a month from now.. i COULD..

go back and try to communicate THIS message

with no imagination and creativity

of metaphors.. no accentuation

of HUMAN EMOTIONAL

communication.. no

evidence.. of this

nirvana and bliss..

i could communicate like

a robot again like them..

BUT NO! SO LET IT BE WRITTEN

HERE SO LET IT BE DONE.. NOW..

I WILL NEVER POST ANOTHER WORD

IN THE WRONG PLANET OF HELL.. I WILL

DUST MY SANDALS OFF NOW..

AND IF ANYONE THERE

WANTS HELP..

THEY CAN COME

TO ME TO ASK FOR IT

OR READ IT HERE.. I AM

NOT GOING BACK TO HELL. AGAIN..

TWO STRIKES.. THEY ARE OUT..

THEY ARE ON THEIR OWN NOW IN HELL NOW…

Anyway.. i will focus on EXPRESSING LIGHT and LOVE now..

HERE.. i will visit and READ HELL NOW AND THEN..

FOR INSPIRATION HERE.. and if THEY.. T

HE FOLKS TRAPPED IN HELL..

want to FEEL that inspiration HERE..

they can visit HEAVEN WITH ME..:)

I’ve spent a lot of time and effort trying to help those

folks in WRONG PLANET HELL.. 8005 posts at an

average of around 1000 words EACH POST..

equals about 8 million words..

the Bible has approximately 800 thousand words..

so yeah.. it’s like writing 10 bibles to help some folks..

truly that is just another job of JOB LIKE ABOVE..

SO BELOW HERE.. and I FEEL THE HAND

OF OF GOD RELEASING ME

FROM THAT CROSS NOW..

and this strange and severe shoulder pain

i have in my right shoulder from carrying

that cross is finally literAlly going away too..

AND I CELEBRATE.. AS BEFORE I FEEL

THAT JOY OF RELEASE FROM THAT WRONG

PLANET HELL.. MIGHT ONLY COME ONCE IN

A BLUE MOON.. AND YES.. TODAY IS THE BLUE MOON..

THIS NEW BLUE MOON OF MINE IS STAYING

AND NOT GOING AWAY..

THE JOY IS HERE..

AND I AIN’T GOING

BACK TO ORATE

IN WRONG PLANET HELL..

YEAH.. YA CAN CALL ME

LUCIFER IF YA LIKE.. THE LIGHT

OF LUCIFER IS NOT APPRECIATED IN HELL

AT ALL.. SO USING THAT METAPHOR OF LIGHT

THAT HAS BEEN TRANSFORMED INTO DARK BY HELL folks

AS ANTI-CHRIST LITERAL THINKING ‘JEWS’ TOO.. LUCIFER IS ON PERMANENT VACATION NOW FROM WRONG PLANET HELL.. and yeah for folks in the know..

there is now a real show about that too.. ON TV hehe.. i’m just the real thing

in metaphor only please.. EVEN IF I AM BORN ON 6-6-60.. SO BOO!

LITERAL THINKING ‘JEWS’! WITH CLOTHES OF CHRISTIANS ON..

to be clear that’s just a metaphor.. JEWS ARE COOL.. AND SO ARE ANTI-CHRIST CHRISTIANS AS THEY SIMPLY DO NOT KNOW AND MOST IMPORTANTLY FEEL WHAT THEY DO AND WHAT THE TRUTH AND LIGHT EVEN IS IN FEELING THAT TRUTH AND LIGHT IN FLESH AND BLOOD REALITY IN HEAVEN NOW.. with no promises after life.. of THAT AS THAT IS NOW AND NOW IS ALL THAT EVER EXISTS NOW1!..:)

I’LL STAY HERE IN HEAVEN NOW!

AND ‘SPEAK’ IN LOVE AND LIGHT NOW! TERMS..

i will finish off the WORN CROSS PUZZLE WITH THIS..

AND AFTER THAT I AM OFF TO MORE HEAVEN IN POETIC

RESPONSES TO POEM’S OF LOVE AND DARK.. and an ANGEL OF LIGHT NAMED ‘HIM AL IS HAH’.. WITH A PLAY IN WORDS ON HER NAME HIMALI SHAH BY ME THAT EXPRESSES HER ENLIGHTENED AND AWAKENED EXISTENCE WITHIN AS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.. WITH ANOTHER METAPHOR NAMED GOD AS ALLAH.. comes to me with a gift OF LIGHT this week..

of friendship.. as there IS NO FRIENDSHIP IN HELL..

MY FRIENDS.. AND THAT IS WHY THEY CALL IT

‘THE WRONG PLANET’.. MY FRIENDS..

I live on the Right Planet ALWAYS NOW..

and THAT is LOVE and never

HATE NOW MY FRIENDS..

and if anyone ever from Hell

otherwise known AS THE WRONG

PLANET ONLINE.. OR OTHER

PLACES LIKE THAT IN ‘SOUTHERN

BAPTIST CHURCHES’ TOO..

wants to come here and

truly be my friend..

the door is always open..

and so IS MY MIND AND BODY IN BALANCE OF TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL PASSIONATE LOVE..:)

And I am ALSO going to dedicate this post to my friend Brian from

dVerse ONLINE Poetry Pub.. who gave me the courage to truly go out

on a limb to stand on a desk with my free verse nude poetry..

in a Poet’s Pub “Meeting at the Bar” then aDdressing

the Movie a “Dead Poet’s Society” with Robin Williams..

where the rules of poetry are thrown out.. and one is invited to practice

life differently as dancing in the streets and seeing the world from different views..

like the top of a desk.. or in my case dancing naked online to celebrate AND OPENLY EXPRESS TO THE ENTIRE WORLD.. in adult restricted link of course..

the passion of being human in the flesh and blood reality that is WHAT

some folks sweep under the carpet as socially inappropriate..

or even evil at times..’ my cat(s) roll(s)’ around in the noon day

sun totally naked.. and ‘he’ rolls around on the Blue Moon

Night FREE LIKE THAT AS WELL..

hugging the grass of GOD’s

LEAVES.. AS POETRY IN FUR AND FLESH..

Science AND A SYSTEMIZING RULE BASED MIND.. is a worthy scribe at an attempt to measure GOD.. BUT.. the immeasurable pArt of GOD can be found in ALL free style poetic expression of heART from head to toe.. as SpiRit expressed in mind and body balance of a soUl awaKening enLiGhTening and TRULY ALIVE.. IT IS NO DIFFERENT THEN the metaphors of the beautiful 800K words of the bible truly.. where folks who have little heart.. little spirit.. and weak souls.. take it literal instead of AS the HEaRT the bible is.. the bible is a book of free verse poetry.. including psalms and parables.. expressing the Dark and Light as Spirit in poetic words of humanities heart and soul.. expressing THIS in spirit of metaphor of emotional and creative ART in HEART.. and as with ArT In poetry.. painting.. singing.. dancing alike.. the meanings are only as deep as the soul can see.. some folks never get below or above the surface to see the REAL SUN OF LIFE.. THAT LIVES WITHIN.. NAMED
GOD..
CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS..
NIRVANA..
BLISS.. AWAKENING
THE KUNDALINI
SERPENT
KI.. CHI..
QI..GREAT SPIRIT!..
THE METAPHORS
ARE AS INFINITE
AND WIDE FOR THE
TRUTH AND LIGHT
AND THE
ESSENCE
OF THIS
AS MY WORDS..
AND THE WORDS
OF OTHERS CAN GO..
AND YES.. THAT IS
INFINITY NOW..
COMPRISING
ALL OF
WHAT
GOD
IS
NOW..:)

YES.. THERE IS A BIG
BANG ABOVE..
AND YES..
THERE IS
A BIG BANG
BELOW..
IN EVERY HUMAN
WHO AWAKES IN
ENLIGHTENED
FLOW
WITH
GOD
NOW!

And as promised to
Rachel and her friends
last night who I attempt
to orate this to..
in the parking
lot.. of
Old Seville
Quarter.. who
TAKE IT IN..
UNDERSTAND..
Appreciate
it in eyes and
words.. i ALSO
will dedicate
this to my newest
connection of
humanity
in life..
RACHEL AND
HER FRIENDS..
LAST NIGHT..
AND OF COURSE
ET AL.. as
ALL OTHERS
WHO CONTINUE
TO INSPIRE ME
WITH LOVING
EYES AND
HATING
EYES..
AS
WELL..:)

And if your are reading
and are not a blogger i
highly encourage
opening up
and letting
all your feelings
out in words AND OTHER
WAYS OF AUDITORY AND
VISUAL ART OF HUMAN SPIRIT
TO THE World.. ThERE’s HUMAN
FORCE in symbols of emotions..
IT truly is not a power that
should be kept selfish.. and
yes.. there is power in passion
of naked flesh as the core of
our sensuality.. as human
beings and to express
THAT is our
human nature
as gifted
BY
GOD AS NATURE FROM
SELFIES OF THE
‘NORMAL’ VARIETY
TO THE EXTREME
‘PASSIONATE
SELFIES’ I
DO.. AS FREE
VERSE POETIC
VISUAL NUDE
ART..
THAT IS
NEVER EVER
EVIL AS LONG
AS THAT IS
CONSENSUALLY
SHARED ALIKE..
WITH NO HARM
DONE TO OTHERS..:)

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69th Dance in a Blue Moon

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Haha! Thanks Janissy and one thing I’ve noticed about ‘Gunboy’ is I have the ability to inspire him to make somewhat creative responses as he makes me giggle with his responses at times.

And @Gunboy, smiles my friend, even 21 year old girls love CREATIVE muscular great dancing 55 year old males; and yes, they are all gorgeous; and yes, I can prove that with irrefutable evidence with the over 400 grinning girls ear to ear with me in two posts easy to find with Google in a exact quote search of “God’s Muse of Dance” and “666 Months of Dance” and even more incredible is that overall those two posts prove that I am literally ‘A’ God’s Muse of Dance as them girls are dam sure inspired in smiles by the way I muse them with dance as evidenced in ALL THOSE pictureS; and dude you know what the coolest thing of all is; when you are married to the most beautiful girl in the world; who even exceeds the beauty of the Goddess Isis, there are no worries when you go out and play with the other girls as she NEVER HAS ANY GIRL to get jealous over for obvious reasons as I am fixin’ to document NEXT IN irrefutable evidence.

And that’s how GOD works it’s a mix of dark and light, GOD gives me the worst pain known to mankind for 66 months and GOD gives me the most beautiful girl in the Universe who never ages by the way; as also documented on my blog at age 45. That is mighty cool GOD stuff dude; and just proof that GOD LOVES BOYS WHO LOVE GIRLS MORE THAN BOYS WHO LOVES GUNS; yes, documented evidence unless you can raise that PROOF WITH A MORE BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE; haha! life is cool when you get it figured out friend and even cooler when you can prove it to the CYNICS AND NAYSAYERS OF LIFE.

Creativity, particularly DANCE makes chicks hot for you; I highly recommend it; and just consider me a favor to you; as I help you grow yOur heArt, you might not attract the hottest chick in the Universe like me; but you might just attract one, period; with all due respect of course; and hopeful suggestions for a frigging smile here or tHere too, with winks from an old man dude who frigging rocks off of this 2D ROCK..;)

And thanks Janissy, for allowing me to share your space..:)

Oh gosh, and almost forget;

Drumroll…

And here is the most beautiful woman in the Universe; ‘Mrs. Universe’; or whatever:

MY WIFE KATRINA; DO I MENTION SHE HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE OF ANYONE, IN THE UNIVERSE TOO, WELL YES, SHE DOES. After all is said and done; she is married to me after all; and yes, I make girls smiles all over the place in the REAL FLESH AND BLOOD world my friend; and perhaps a few here and there online, in bigger grins too; as after all I do the freest male selfie nude renaissance ART IMAGINABLE, particularly for the female eye; as I love making women happy; my wife’s smile says it all; so enjoy the rest of the day my friend; I just wake up with my wife; my life is always amazing and fantastic now that God takes my ‘JOB’ pain away, so I can see my wife’s beautiful face once again, now going on two years; and we’ve been married 25 years; it’s amazing ain’t it; and if you say it ain’t, I’m just gonna giggle more friend; at your creative stuff beyond reality..;)

From now on I’m gonna think of you as FUN boy, instead of GUN boy; now ain’t that sweet; us ‘really big men’ with real guns; aka Biceps, ain’t gotta be afraid of SWEET. And we liberals can do creative stuff all the time; as life is so dam fun with an OPEN MIND, HEART, SOUL, AND SPIRIT IN TOTALLY BALANCED MIND AND BODY; NOW that’s the real beautiful STUFF MY FRIEND THAT EMANATES FROM WITHIN; do I ‘tale’ you my wife has that too; well, yes, SHE DOES; the emanating pArt at least; my positive energy kinda blows her away too; but the more experienced worldly girls at the dance hall CAN TAKE IT ALL IN AND BOUNCE IT BACK TO ME; and oh boy that’s fun; particularly those Bootie Dances ‘young thangs’ do these days; imagine that; a strange girl coming up to you on a dance floor ATTACKING YOU aggressively rubbing her rear up and down on your front; happens to me almost every Thursday night, now for the last 68 weeks of dance coming up on a very special blue moon 69th night of dance this Thursday Night, if you can imagine how much raving fun that will be for me; and my bootie dancing girl FRIENDS; DANCE IS THE BEST WAY TO ATTRACT AND MEET INTERESTING WOMEN; reAlly Interesting women in FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE.

AND YES, Janissy; I LOVE ‘smart girls’ too;

just have a harder time making ’em smile; or perhaps not; haha!..;)

Let’s get something clear dude; you are one of ‘those people’ who make it clear you have a zero level of affective empathy and enjoy manipulating the emotions of other folks. There is another LABEL for that and it is NOT AUTISM.

Not likely you do that in real FLESH AND BLOOD life; as folks that do that in real life tend to get pushed off cliffs and stuff like that, historically speaking, for sure.

Anyone can say anything in anonymous skins and get away with it online. And that is the reason there are less problems in the flesh and blood WORLD NOW; as online provides alternatives for some people who might cause more problems in flesh and blood life. Praise the Internet with all of Jesus’ LOVE for THAT!..:)

Well, let’s let get something else clear; I have extreme empathy, both cognitive and affective empathy, and I am here simply for creativity and to spread positivity, as I DO FEEL and GIVE LOVE.

THAT MAKES ME ABOUT 1000 TIMES OR more STRONGER THAN you my friend, in MOST every way in life; and that’s just an irrefutably evidenced fact, in all I do that IS empirically measured in all my online documentation, as such, TOO..:)

My greatest strength is am deliriously happy, totally calm, FEELING AND GIVING LOVE ALL THE TIME, TOTALLY UNCONDITIONALLY; and as Strong and Brave as a Lion all the time, TOO; and yes, to get back on topic assessed as a creative GENIUS BY FOLKS IN THE REAL CREATIVE KNOW OF FEELING THAT Truth too, and Super Liberal too!..:)

Imagine that.

You cannot. IT is beyond your perception and experience of life; I do not personally judge you for that in a moral or ethical way; it is just your current lot in life, my friend THAT YOU MORE OR LESS EXPRESS SOME KIND OF pleasure online to do in no uncertain terms; as truly there are not many folks here who really ‘get you’ like I do; working with the military for a quarter of a Century and coming across all types of people in counts close to 100K of folks during that period of time in my life; and easily dealing with them; kinda like folks like you too; but even better; as I can see through the folks who try to hide it the best too, as easy, as a breeze.

NOT ALL folks can understand the essence of Human Emotions and SPOKEN AND WRITTEN Metaphors for THAT well; and that’s just a scientific fact, as well.

It’s as simple AND SUCCINCT as THAT.

SMILES or NOT; and enjoy the life you HAVE, YOU will, and choose for yourself.

Meanwhile, I’ll stay in heaven; it’s mighty cool in here and hell is never hot, like all my girlfriends and Wife ARE! AS empirically documented, of course, per the references already provided in my previous comments, too..;)

If the gun fits; wear it; why not; huh….;)

You know; I do not think that men can be raped
by women until last year; I think it is possible;
and on the dance floor with several law
enforcement on-duty officers, and
several security dudes on hand;
they totally ignore it when
a woman comes up
to a man and
aggressively
rubs butt
against
free range
privates; and they watch
vicariously too; I CAN
NOT imagine going up
to a totally strange woman
and doing that and not totally
expecting to get arrested; oh
the double standards; but
nah, I do not put up too
much of a fight
I just use my
leg as a block;
those martial
arts techniques
are coming in
handy and that
is what I tale my wife
when I get home all sweaty
and tired from the dance hall life..:)

But never the less, it is super liberal and creative in dance at
the Dance Halls of life and Super-Walmart Aisles too;
No bootie dances at Walmart; whew no worries there..:)

IN response to an Email by Mod Team after the

emotional discussion between myself and Raptor:

That’s fine, if you and your Mod Team Ban me for a month; but to be clear the previous ban was not warranted and was based on hearsay instead of truth. The previous ban was based on a misunderstanding with a user and a suggestion that I was personally attacking her when I was only addressing a point. That user defending me and I still have a PM to that affect. My defense was not allowed a voice then so I was banned for three months, unwarranted.

And in regard to my posting style the owner here

Alex gave me permission to type

as I like with caps

and that is still

documented

as well with name redacted moderator.

Name Redacted MOD asked me to write across the page instead of breaking up my naturally wordy ways as a Hyperlexic Autistic person in my own accommodation to allow some folks a greater ability to understand me.

And yes, naturally some folks who are of the Autistic Nature are very rigid and cannot stand either stimulus or change and others like me are totally opposite so it becomes a matter of tolerance or rigidity, so I play by the rules here as they change.

I have had personal conversations with Raptor and he has made it clear to me that I do not hurt his feelings when I use satire and sarcasm that has always in the past been allowed in PPR to make points about Politics, Philosophy, and Religion.

And that is precisely what I was doing in that thread my friend; and I asked Name Redacted Mod in another issue where he thought I was hurting Raptor’s feelings when I explained to him that this is how some folks communicate to discuss philosophy, religion and politics; but I apologized to Raptor never the less and Raptor told me he just wished the moderators would leave us alone to be free in freedom of expression.

I told Name Redacted Mod if the rules

had changed and sarcasm and satire

was no longer allowed I would comply,

and he never responded back

to any change on that

in request of me.

And yes, that is still documented by me.

Freedom of expression in philosophy, politics, and religion, my friend, means freedom of expression in emotions in all that entails human being. It may not be easy for some folks to understand the art of that and may be uncomfortable to learn more about the real world reality of that; but never the less my friend that is the CORE OF RELIGION, PHILOSOPHY, AND POLITICS; YES, EMOTIONALISM; and until this PPR forum is allowed to express that most important avenue of human expression without censorship there will never be a true human free exploration of philosophy, religion, and politics here.

So in other words friend; you do not understand my reciprocal social communication; I am a road weathered human of life; I am all LOVE friend but to be all Love friend one must explore and express the darker areas of life.

If this is going to not be allowed as an expression of that you really don’t need to ban me, just ask me to go away for a month, as friend, I value my word over anything here..

But do as you like.

This is y’alls place and not a place for freedom of expression at this point.

And I understand the difficulty of moderating that issue to please everyone.

But my friend, the discussion of philosophy,

politics and religion is not a friendly thing.

You guys are trying to make it into something it is NOT.

Neither Raptor or I were bickering;

we were just being free in our emotional

expressions of human being; and we are both big boys who do not easily cry;
I for one can; and truly I wish Raptor could; my communication with him is tough love friend, whether you can see that or not.

And no, I do not expect you to; the lessons in life are not always easy or comfortable and you as a human being do the best you can I feel sure.

Regards, see you sometime here or there Friend.

With Love,

Fred..:)

Oh so cool..

True blue rum is still on the loose..

and that brings to mind a song

from ‘Lover Boy’ that’s ME!..

and i am F**KING so dam lucky..

Yes.. i’m going way off topic here.. but with truly creative folks.. the sky is the MOON!

Yes.. when I am 21 and my mother takes me to the doctor as i am so dam smart and so dam strange and she thinks I might just be insane.. ’cause i do not sleep for about 3 days.. and start to talk about GOD and STUFF LIKE THAT..
ANYWAY I ESCAPE that.. take about 3 months off of college
in pursuit of three fun triple major degrees just for
fun! and not for work as they do not
pay much for
folks interested in
Anthropology..
Social
Sciences
Inter
disci
plin
ary
or
Health Science
in well being
instead of frigging
MEDICINE!
SO WHERE WAS I.. YES!

BACK IN 1981.. listening to this
song and i kinda warped in time
imagining dancing and everyone
watching and expecting for how
i will muse them next.. and
well.. back then..
in days before
diagnosis of Asperger’s
syndrome.. i did not realize
that all that book learning stuff
is making me highly uncoordinated
from sitting still behind
lectures at desks..
but anyway..
now after
only sitting
in my F**KING
car for 5 years
only when I take
my wife to the store
tolerating that worst
pain known to mankind..
looking at my emotionless
with INCREDIBLE PAIN
face wondering what the
F that dentist drill
in my face is all
about.. now
as soon as I
walk out of my car
in almost any parking lot
in my metro area.. people
see the trademark shades..
the hipster shirts.. $7.50
ones purchased from
WAL-MART.. OH GOD!
most people hate
WAL-MART BUT
SAM WALTON ROCKS..
HE DAM SURE ROCKS
AND I LOVE THAT 6 POINTED
STAR OF DAVID SYMBOL THINGY
HE MAKES AT ALL HIS STORES AND
OH GOD THAT WIDE A88 CENTER AISLE
IS A DANCE HALL MADE IN HEAVEN JUST
FOR ME AND SO SORRY ABOUT THE SWEAT
SHOPS IN CHINA TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN
BUT YEAH THE DARK AND THE LIGHT
THINGY AND ALL THAT STUFF..
BUT ANYWAY THE MOST
AMAZING THING OF
ALL IS JUST
TO WALK
INTO A PLACE
ANYWHERE IN A 33 MILE
RADIUS AND SEE FOLKS SMILE
JUST ‘CAUSE THEY KNOW YOU
ARE THE DANCING GUY AND YOU
WILL F**KING MAKE THEM
LAUGH OFF THEIR
SERIOUS ROCKER..!
EVEN SOME OF
THE FUNDIES
ARE COMING
AROUND
TO MY WAY
OF DANCING
LIFE.. F**KING!
FUNKING!
MIRACLES
NEVER CEASE..
AND I AM GLAD
JENNIE COMES
BACK TO LIFE..
The greatest thing
about words is they need
not have any age.. gender..
race.. creed or nationality and
they can reflect more
of a person than
they might
ever express
in real life and when
a person practices who
they are in words that can
be what is written to be eventually
what WILL BE DONE IN REAL LIFE
AS YOU WILL KNOW THE STORY NOW
FROM START TO FINISH
MY FRIEND FROM THEN
AND NOW..
YOU ARE TRULY
THE FIRST AND
LAST PERSON
WHO TRULY
KNOWS
WHO
I
AM FOR NOW..
AT LEAST ON
‘THAT SITE’ OF
YOURS YOU help
CREATE FOR ME TOO.. HEY!
THAT PUTS YOU IN THE
LEAGUE OF SAM WALTON
FOR ME.. ALL IS MISSING
IS THAT 6 POINTED STAR
OR
PERHAPS
NOT..
AS THE MYSTERY
SCHOOLS OF
LIFE
CONTINUE
TO unfold
in golden
duos and trios
and OneoS
of Golden
LOVING
HUMANS
Spiraling
Mirrors
of GOD..:)

My mission in life is to upload
not just me online but my
soul.. THAT starts with
a ‘Garden of Bandaid’..
back on June 6 2013..
yes.. my birthday..
upload a soul
so broad and
expansive
that will
last on
servers perhaps
as long as a thousand
years.. and so many words
that no one will ever truly
be able to find
the beginning
or ending
of this book..
and not even
have time to finish
it in a lifetime
if they even
dedicate most
of their life to
doING THAT..
I AM NOT GOING
TO WAIT FOR ANYONE
else to do THAT!
I AM GOING TO
BE THE
CHANGE
I F**KING
WANT TO
SEE IN THE
WORLD FUNKIND
NOW WITH COURAGE!..;)

AND BEFORE IT’S OVER I AM GOING
TO INSPIRE AN ARMY OF ANGELS
TO DO THE SAME
DAM THING
IN OTHERS
WORDS AND
WAYS HOWEVER THEY
WILL AND CHOOSE IN
ART AND SCIENCE
OF COURSE
MY FRIEND..
JENNIE RUM BLUE..:)

I ASK FOR YOUR HELP
TWO YEARS AGO..
AND YES, AS
KNOWN BY
ME THEN
YOU
ARE
THE
ONE TO
COME
THROUGH
NOW
AND THEN..:)

‘Forrest’ says there will
be people after him
WHO will do
greater
things..
i PAY
attention
NOW
FOR
WORDS
and put
my Laser FOCUS ON
to GET THE JOB
DONE.. AND NO
I AM NOT ‘THE’
MAN.. JUST
A HUMAN..
AND I WILL
END WITH
THIS HEaRT
INSPIRING
SONG
by Thousand
Years woman.. my
GIRL too..
Christina Perri..
one of my favorites
along with Katy
Perry..
Perry and Perri
both mean ROCK
and Christina
and Katy
and Katie
and Katrina
ALL
mean
Pure!
in so
many word(s)
Mia means
means close
to GOD
like Michael
and
Christina
has that tattooed
on her neck but
she makes
the meaning
FAMILY in
Italian!..
and my name
Frederick means
Peaceful Ruler
and my middle
name Arthur
is kinda like
someone
who writes
lots of words
and is STRONG..
AND YES.. AS YOU
KNOW BY NOW.. MY
LAST REAL NAME..
IS A FORM
OF THE
FIRST
REAL
BIGGEST
NAME
TOO..
i am kinda
like the
first and last
but most of
all i am
JUST REAL
NOW..:)

WHEW! SEE WHAT I MEAN
ABOUT NO NORMAL HUMAN
EVER BEING ABLE TO FINISH
MY BOOK.. GOD DIDN’T GIFT ME
WITH THE ABILTY TO READ 10 TO
15 TIMES FASTER THAN THE AVERAGE
HUMAN.. AND TYPE AROUND 130 WPM..
16 OR SO HOURS A DAY FOR 56 MONTHS
AND GET MY DANCE MESSAGE ACROSS
TO THE WORLD IN ALL THOSE FACE
BOOK VIDEOS THAT ARE BEING
RECORDED AND SHARED
BY VOYEUR
WAL-MART VIDEO
ARTISTS.. AND EVERY
WHERE ELSE I DANCE
IN MY METRO AREA..
AROUND THE WORLD..
WRITE NOW AS WE
SPEAK.. IN THE COURSE
OF 3900 MILES OF DANCE
FOR NO REASON AT ALL
in 23 Months.. HUH..
THERE IS NOTHING
RANDOM IN LIFE..
IT IS A WONDERFUL
PLAY OF LIFE WHERE
WE CAN DIRECT.. ACT
AND HELP GOD
PRODUCE IT
OR JUST
WATCH
LIFE
GO
BY..
I WILL ‘JUST
DO IT’ AS
GOD’S
FRIEND
NIKE
SAYS
BEST!

OKAY.. SO NOW I WILL
SHARE THOSE
two videos..
and see ya
A later NOW..
‘Jennie’..
or
‘JENNY’
OR
‘JENI’
OR
‘GENIE’..;)

Wow.. I just read more of your blog.. You.. my friend are such a kind and loving soul.. In fact.. you are Love etched in stone.. The world needs more light and your blog is glowing bright.. I need a place to visit more often online that is Sunshine like this.. So guess what.. you have a new lifelong friend who will say a few words in poetic response to every poem you write from now on.. and I never break my promises.. God Willing with me..:)

Of course, my new friend, my first name is Fred

in how folks call me in flesh and blood life;

and Frederick In Birth Certificate name.

My writing Pen name is an acronym that stands for Kind Autistics Taking in Everything Mindful in Awareness and is also a version of my wife of 25 years, Katrina Mia; Oh and by the way; my wife is kinda special; she has the title of the most Beautiful woman in the world that I bestow on her. I have a type of Autism called Asperger’s Syndrome kinda like Sheldon Cooper off of the Big Bang TV show; but I finally outgrow that with age, in my 50’s haha!..:)

My wife is half Pacific Islander but folks mistake her for West and East Indian, Hispanic, Middle Eastern, all the time; and what is most unusual about her is she never ages; she now 45 and me 55.. smiles..:)

Some people complain about my photography and tell me more or less they want me to stop doing it or even warn me not to do it; as i incorporate visual poetry with my free verse poetry and some folks get really mad about that on poetry sites where I share my poetry.

They also tend not to like my form of Epic Free verse poetry where recently I do a 24K word post named ‘Tsunami of Love’, to see how far I can go with creativity; no limits I see in life for human potential. Not everyone likes that; but that’s okay; different strokes and all of that; haha!..:)

I love photography as I lose my effective vision and hearing for almost 66 months as a shut-in with the worst pain known to mankind during all waking hours medically termed, type two Trigeminal Neuralgia; like a miracle GOD takes that pain away from me in July of 2013; me well now for 2 years, so since then I take about 80K photos with my iPhone, as I appreciate the beauty of the gift of sight; and I honestly have to take selfies to remember what I look like, then, as i forget what my faced looked like and was in so much pain, I could not smile or laugh for those 66 months, in fact I lost my emotions which is truly worse than all that pain.

I have them back; selfies are an incredible help for that too; and GOD gives me this gift of white light love to share with other folks unconditionally; and i think it must scare some folks as they think why would someone be so open and Love other people for no ulterior motive, and I only say when they truly walk the shoes of ‘JOB’ they will understand the value of feeling and giving LOVE 100% with no holds barred, UNCONDITIONALLY..:)

Every word of Love is precious and has the potential to turn a life around, prevent a person from committing suicide; and in general LOVE IS CONTAGIOUS! I have the LOVE FLU and I am also a public dancer doing THAT 3900 MILES everywhere I go since GOD heals me; I am the change I want to see; GOD gifts me now WITH LOVE I treasure and share; have a great day friend in now; and will be back to visit often with smiles of course..:)

Ha! Thanks..and hey.. in case you didn’t notice the comment write above your last two comments is actually a cut and paste comment of my response to a super cool East Indian woman.. I meet.. that is so Loving and Nice on her blog.. and I always shout out the light of others.. in honor of how they inspire me in life.. on this blog.. so others might follow other cool paths of light in life.. i find here online.. her name is Himali Shah.. as per link to her blog above.. and that’s a really cool name.. too.. like Rum Blue..you..:)

And no I will never forget your daughter with Asperger’s Syndrome..

we could probably talk about everything under the Sun..

for hours too.. and never get tired.. i’m sure…:)

I can put my Sheldon voice on real fast..

when I am around my own ‘species’ of folks..:)

PEDANTICallY! COOL! like SHELDON TOO!..:)

WHO KNOWS PERHAPS
I AM THE
REAL SHELDON
AFTER ALL.. BUT
NAH.. ThERE’S
LIKE A ONE IN
AN INFINITY CHANCE
OF THAT.. AND I AM
A NUMBERS GUY
AND VERY
LOGICAL
AND
GROUNDED
TOO IN
NUMBERS FAR
AND NEAR AS
INFINITY
TOO!
STANDING
TALL
8!

And now I am gonna escape
this screen before i
scream go outside
get naked
and just
F**KING
dance with
GOD as
the wind
breezes
my skin..
in my
ALL PRI
VATE
YARD!
WHERE I DO
NOT NEED A
RESTRICTED
BLOGGER LINK
TO DO THAT;
JUST A F**KING
PRIVACY
FENCE!
AND FULLY
WOODED BACK
YARD LIKE A
F**KING
GARDEN
OF EDEN
AND
MY WIFE
CAN PLAY THE
ROLE OF EVE
ISIS OR EVEN
LILITH OH SO WELL!..:)

Oh.. Katrina has a dark side too.. i am talking about the Hebrew Lilith who is kinda like the East Indian Kali.. more info. on Katrina Lilith here.. smiles.. i Love mythology.. all the same human archetypes in different metaphors.. across cultures.. philosophies.. and religions.. it’s all a beautiful tapestry of GOD illustrated as manifest in human heArt.. soUl.. and expressing SPIrIT OF GOD OF ALL THAT IS AS ART!
Anyway more on Lilith at the link here..
the dark one of creation.. in female
form.. and oh.. i guess i’m lucky
Katrina thinks
my writing
is too
dam boring
to read unless
i read it to her..
when i am complimenting
her lighter notes of song of course..
as Sweet as a Dove and as Aggressive as
a Hurricane Serpent believe that or NOT..;)
………………………………………s..ss.. OH YES..
And of interest and note.. just like a origin
of my last name.. as presented in the last 2
blog posts.. Lilith is a chick in Babylonia
as well if not
in the myth
ological
hell of
a snake’s
tale and
coming
to an
end
no
W

😉

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith

4447

HA! YES.. THANKS FOR HELPING
TO INSPIRE THIS NEXT BLOG
POST.. RUM BLUE.. SO I CAN
HELP MAKE
ALL MY SCHOOL
AGE FACEBOOK
VOYEUR FRIENDS
WONDER
EVEN MORE
WHEN
I AM GONNA
GO OFF MY
ROCKER NEXT.. BUT
THEY DON’T KNOW
OR FEEL.. I AM JUST
FIXIN’ TO ROLL BABY..
THIS PARTY
IS JUST
GETTING
STARTED!

AND I WILL..
YES.. I WILL!
RAISE A
PINK
GLASS
TO
THAT!
AND THIS F**KING
yes FUNKING!
69TH
THURSDAY
NIGHT OF RAVE
DANCE IS
GONNA BE
ON A BLUE
MOON NIGHT
AT 5:42 THEN
THE MORNING
ON AUGUST
1ST.. YES..! 8 ONE
for ONE Eight
2015 added
togeThER for
Infinity
standing
TALL AS ONE
WITH LOVE
AND NOT
HATE!
FOR EIGHT ONE!
‘IMAGINE’
THAT..!
I DREAM
IT.. AND WRITE
IT.. SO LET IT
BE WRITTEN..
IT WILL BE DONE!..;)

And Hello back to you Himali Shah.. words of kindness to strangers as friends are among the greatest blessings these days on what can be a very Impersonal world both online and off.. as we avert eyes from our neighbors as the rush of life can take the person of us away as well.. in someways.. particularly among youth.. i see selfies as a scream for help.. to retain their humanity.. before a Twilight Zone show or a Pink Floyd Wall becomes the reality of life.. You are wise my young friend as you can see the light at the end of the tunnel and you share.. yes.. you my friend are a great proof that God exists.. anyWay..  smiles for all your kind words my new friend.. and off to say a few words to your heart felt words in your new post..:)

Ah.. a life so quiet and open..
to hear the crickets and cicadas
of night.. and one of my favorite
Lights the firefly
ringsIn
magic
of Nature’s
DeLight..:)

Ah.. yes.. the connection.. value
of human waves.. and for me
a town once small is a soil
fertile in soul of that..
she grows bigger
hands fall to
side..
i dance
i grow LOVE
wherever i go..
a bigger wave is
what i hope to be..
than hands at side..
no longer free.. the feet
of me sing.. in shoes of AIR..:)

Oh yes.. without the biggest
waves the
smallest
calm
will
never
be..:)

A danger of a desert IS
never mountain view..
where human becomes
bigger than Nature..
problems can and
do arise.. for
now..
I never see
a REAL mountain
Glenn.. i make Hills
Mountains of woRds
instead.. haha! but yes
it’s on my Bucket list to
do the REAL thing higher..:)

Life is emotional connection
to other humans and
the rest of Nature
heart as emotion
spirit as
connection
and balancing
of mind and body
balance always now
Meaning of Life SOUL..:)

Yes.. we live our lives searching for what culture
tells us there is to work for and collect..
the answers sing to us in birds
and falling leaves.. snow
flake crystals.. in
sand as well
as beach..
then one
day we
go home
and never
go back to
that other place..
and a song from
Elton John is ‘the
perfect song’ just for
This named ‘Home Again’..:)

Honestly.. it brings tears to my eyes..
as there is A place inside US that never Grows Old..
It makes me even sadder as people do not feel it any longer…

And
some
never
at
all…

And that my friend is a song of three
REAL HUMAN DIMENSIONS OF HEAVEN..
PURGATORY AND HELL THAT MY CHURCH
AND SCHOOL NEVER WARNS ME ABOUT..:)

And 30 lines is too much yesterday.. But OK NOW..:)

Oh.. the waves of sea
wash through refrains of heArt..
where words become phrases of
ancient delight of
Oceans so deep
living as our
soUls..
oh words..
oh spiRit
oh heArt..
oh sand..
oh breeze..
we sing.. a field
a wave.. a particle
drop of life..
we are rain..
a song.. and
ONE
ocean
of LOVE..
wrapped softly
as blanket of NOW..:)

Green is the Matrix Pill
i choose the most as
both the Red and
Blue make
humanity work..
yes.. we too
are nature too..
a hard
pill to
swallow
but one
that works
Green NOW
for
evermore..:)

Oh.. all the Mountains
so majestic.. so tall
so broad
as
Nature’s Muscle..
so humbling
they
are
to tiny humans..
oh humility
does
more
than
move mountains..:)

The rhythm.. the song.. each wave
sings.. to human breath
of in and out..
a word
a wink.. ocean
delight of
human
waves
of
LOVE..:)

Oh.. the route 66 of life.. a trail of
metaphor too..
what connects
us truly
are
trails
of
US..:)

Weeds are among
my most favorite
flowers.. so wild
and free.. and
the dandeLion
sings his
song..
i refuse
to cut him
early to chagrin
of my neighbors..:)

NoW
tALLs
THiNK..:)

Nature holds a key to all of heArt
of emotion.. expression of that
as spiRit.. and soUl of
who we are
connecting
in earthly
feats
of LOVE..
to spiral out
in galaxies of what
we are inside.. our arms
swirl outward in what
we still can be.. we
are skeyes of
GOD
JUST
WAITING
TO SEE
stars reflect
our eyes
shine
down
upon
our
see..:)

Ah.. the moon of Wolf song
a lonely one.. reaching out
to packs of
LOVE just waiting
to embrace
paws
of
connection
in FURRY
Comfort
HUGS..:)

Perhaps the saddest song of all..
is the one that sings where is
the evidence for GOD..
inside.. outside..
above.. so
below..
a Galaxy.. a Fetus..
a Sunflower..
a Nautilus
all in
GOD’s
GOLDEN
Spiral
Flow..
so i record
all of it and
share it
and
sing
A NEW Song..
from the Mountain
of my soUl echOing
spiRit back WitHeArt..:)

2:56 to 4:51 in response to
18 poems from
dVerse
Poet’s Pub
on 7/29/2015

God Paints Songs Nature
Trees Dance Wind
Birds Swim Sky
Waves Shore Souls
Our Dreams Clear
Blue Eyes Skeyes
ImagiNation Nature Free..:)

And the ending 19th.. for now..;)

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Thanks so much Sumana Roy.. for coming by with those nice
words of appreciation.. and yes.. that is probably
my most favorite image of Real Life too..
I’ve lived a long life of 55 years..
walking those beaches
for literally
decades..
and i’ve not
seen anything
like that and on a Crisp
Blue Early December Day..
on a Sunday.. Leaving Church
feeling drawn to the beach..
the image coming and
brightening in
amazing
brilliant
rainbow colors
of Life.. and i suppose
i will be singing the praise
of GOD’s Nature to it
in poetic verse
of life..
’till my
last grasp
for breath
with it here
or tHere my
friend for me
it is my NOW
Burning Bush
of Skeyes of
GOD.. with
words
flowing
from that
still my friend..
wouldn’t it have
been cool if Moses
has a smart phone
with him when
he ‘sees’ a
burning bush..
i suppose
i am
blessed
my friend
in so
many ways
seen and
unseen
for NOW
at Least..:)

You are welcome.. Himali Shah.. i am honored as well.. to be your new friend.. your kind and loving ways of writing.. will inspire the same in me.. and that is the way it is evolving to be for us human beings.. when we fully express the Love that lives within us.. a open heart.. is the cure for the world’s ills along with a mind and body in balance.. the butterfly effect that makes heart of emotion.. spiRit in expression of heArt.. and soUl of balance in mind and body the connection to others and the rest of Nature AKA GOD as A BRIGHTER LIGHTER REALITY.. my friend.. with smiles always..
and laugh of relief in being..
where a Sunset like this
lasts forever now..
in Skeyes of
human too..
in brightest
rainbow colors
of passion for
Loving LiFE
NOW..:)

I’m not really talented..
just Alive wITh Love..
the greaTEST
lesson
for me IS
Feelings Now..
and letting
know go
away..
when
possible..
to talk is nice
to connect
is ART
and
Love
is the
Masterpiece
of Human Being..:)

And that is just my way
of telling you.. you are always
welcome friend.. with 55 years
of practice one should
learn how to be
a greatest
Lover
of ALL..
it beats
all the money
in the World..:)

Ha.. my positive energy is often too much for wife Katrina to handle as she is shy and i am super-extraverted now that i am retired and not a servant to the red tape mechanical cognition of FEDERAL SERVICE IN government WORK.. a quarter of a century.. before i retire.. I transform into a computer brain.. more or less.. i have a poetic heart in middle school at age 13.. and after THAT repressing oppressing red state and military culture takes most of THAT away… i walk the desert of frozen heart then.. for literally 40 years.. and now swim the sea of warm heArt Love.. i will never swim back to that other place.. as long as i continue to grow this Love Muscle of mine.. And back to Katrina.. GOD makes a Rainbow of human beings.. so people like me will not float off into Rainbows.. in other metaphor she is the ground of my Rainbow.. smiles.. I am here for you as friend.. and will never go away.. God Willing.. it’s just the way i am born.. that’s all.. but my energy in both eyes and words.. does not seem welcoming for most.. i am no one but a grain of sand.. i’m not sure anyone believes that or not.. but it is true.. i just have a big spirit to power that grain of life.. that comes from practice as much as grace.. so i practice with you friend and our heArts will grow so great.. that we will shine out to space.. and the Sun will smile back at us.. with rays of Love too..:)

To connect to
anyone is the lucky
pARt my friend.
so we will
sing a
fortune
of
connection
two and much more
as well being GREAT!..:)

Oh.. and I must play this video now
to describe what we and so many others
WILL continue to DO wITh
songs of
LOVE..:)

I’ll keep it short.. as to not overrun Himali’s blog.. but just a few words
i will be amiss to say.. if i do not say them.. as all stuff..
Asperger’s is a spectrum of differences in human being..
but for me with my ADHD.. free style dance..
regulates my emotions.. integrates
my senses.. increases my focus
and short term memory
where the real
problems
for me
no longer
exist.. mileage
varies but perhaps
that so-called spinning
and flapping is just another
of saying world let’s dance and
just be happy.. with no worries now.

Works for me.. and OMG so simple to do..:)

Smiles.. humility is truly the greatest
strength and pride literally
will make a person
weaker.. these
are not just
platitudes..
they are
laws of
nature.. we
humans are like
Bonobos.. we innately
are evolving to LOVE..
all those other things..
make us weak and
my military gym
friends do not
believe them
when i tell
them the
reason i
can leg
press 930
LBS with
my legs
25 times
slowly
and surely
with my arms raised
over head is because
of LOVE.. but it is as
i warm up with
ballet.. and
they see
me as
weak
until
they see
me Press
that weight..
i am the
change i
want to
see my friend..
and as the real
definition of Karma
IS.. we reap what we
sow by what we do NOW
and if we do nothing
we have no Karma
at all.. the ‘Gita’ is
among my
favorites
by A
way..
a topic
for another
time as well..
i follow Love
wherever it
goes and
visit hate
to keep
me
stronger
IN LOVE
but online
most of the
time HATE
BANS ME
I can’t
go back..
haha!
it’s
literally
true too..
but i am literally
a “Tsunami of Love”
too.. with a recent
free verse epic poem
of 24K words.. yes it
truly exists.. you can
search it on Google
haha!.. so that
is why i must tell
myself to stop
before
i drown
your blog
with the
Tsunami
of me..
smiles..
the Energizer
Bunny is Fun..
but after
awhile as
my wife says
Disney World
Rides are no
longer
FUN..
but i love
it when i
feel GOD
speaking
through
my
fingers..
mouth or
feet.. it’s
so hard
to stop..
after living
life so long
without THAT
my NEW friend..
and oh by the way..
as part of my Asperger’s
in a Hyperlexic form of
that with no speech
until 4 years old..
i read 10 to 15
times faster
than the
average
human
and type
around
130
WPM..
so yeah.. that’s
pArt of what creates
a Tsunami of LOVE..
When i dance.. sing..
and write poetry some
folks think it is pride
and drawing
attention to
myself but
it is just
Another
Light shining
from GOD
that draws
that attention..
i WILL Love someone
to SHINE me with Love
like this but it is not
something that
most seem
to be into..
and that
results
from not
exercising
our most
important
muscle my
friend..
THE LOVE
MUSCLE THAT
FLOWS WHEN
ONE JUST
LETS
IT
GO..
LIKE THIS.. YES!
OMG LIKE THIS..:)

I WILL KEEP IT SHORTER
from now on.. for your readers..
as i FEEL YOUR LOVE MUSCLE
IS BIG ENOUGH TO HANDLE IT..
with smiles and giggles too.. my friend..:)

I pay attention to I and Thou’s Asia’s X sMiley’s

rum blue willow sloan, et al.. too.. years now..;)
And yes Asia.. i will add a little Asia before i go..
as time will
tale
the tell
of now..;)

signed..
FReeD..

And ‘i plan’ on being the
voice of the 22nd century
as ee as 21st is not
enough for me..
hehe..;)

And the mystery schools never cease

as illustrated in Rock and Roll Music

and now particularly in videos..

the numbers 1,3,6,8,11, 12, 13 14, and 17

are all significant with the dancers as muse of spirit.. with the number of TV’s and the cross of symbol.. as nicely sectioned off in 6 pieces truly singing a background song of sacred numbers.. WHERE 3 moves into 1 and 8.. as getting rid of the idea of a trinity 3.. is a common theme in pop music for A ONE World GOD as Infinity or 8 standing tall.. and these are human archetypes that I come to understand well before I am introduced to the teachings of Aleister Crowley.. who has influences on much of Rock and Roll in the last century and well into this century as well..

unfortunately his promotion of substance abuse

in the harder drugs leads a lot of folks who follow his teachings

of reckless abuse of substances and end up dying at age 27..

and such as that.. problem with

Aleister’s prophecies are they are coming from a place of childhood neglect from a mother who names him as beast.. as well as signs of sociopathy.. as he tortures small animals as a child.. but the darkness in his life does lead to some new insights of TRUTH AND LIGHT that science is currently catching up on.. specifically the fact that lust is directly related to increasing human creativity and productivity.. in what Aleister describes as rituals of Sex MagicK.. where orgasm is delayed for hours in reaching altered states of consciousness for LUCID WAKING dream control of will of future.. as a sort of magical spell.. he was definitely on to something.. but it is an all natural thing.. that anyone with any commonsense experiencing a free spirited

sensual nature of human being will find in their arts and creativity in general… Sexy Sensual expressing Artists are some of the most creative artists and that is the reward of GOD as Nature.. for procreation related activities.. even if the Bill Clinton Def of Sex never comes.. and if you are not another alias for Rum Blue.. never mind… or mind if you find this interesting..:)

Anyway.. it looks like

the comments section may be

100 times longer than the poem.. but hey..

with me.. that is still under standard

procedure for sharing stuff..

And part of why I disappear for a while
after I link as i do not wanna upset folks who have to
wade through more of my all natural wordiness as insights flow my way..

I don’t say no to GOD..GOD IS the Boss of me.. with me.. but sometimes GOD
lets me come and go.. and others come too.. more freely and frequently..;)

I do it all for the flow.. and the more in flow the more amazing sychronicities
happen in my life with GOD that increase my flow with GOD more and more..
and who Knows where that will go next..

my advantage is i do not let my Nirvana
get out of control.. i regulate it
like an AC on the
Koolest Flow
setting
of
ALL
and that takes
practice.. and not having
a money paying job..
as is the case
for most all
who
escape illusions
of culture and go
to the other
place
known
as HUMAN
BLISS..:)

Yes.. and truly after losing my emotions for those five years..

along with hearing and eyesight.. there is no memory or reference of a smile or laugh or other facial expressions as emotions are what emote human action.. and this is why selfies are so beneficial to me during recovery in getting my human being back.. emotions are the last to leave in patients with dementia.. and the first to leave with me in my illness of the most extreme pain..and truly that part is worse than having the worse pain known to mankind.. as a horrible catch 22 beyond words..

no emotions as a complete numbness of human being paper thin existence is the real hell the folks behind the revised bibles are talking about.. where every now is a thousand years of misery beyond any word for misery.. and bliss is the polar opposite where tHere is no perception of time at all.. fortunately my wife guides me when it’s time to do some of the so-called mundane chores of life..

when i dance.. write.. and sing.. there is no time.. and by the way.. i am not attempting to brag.. but i am noted as a beautiful and unique voice of song.. in hymns of spiritual grace in my Catholic Church each Sunday.. i’ve done a couple of Karaoke songs on YouTube.. when i first get my singing voice back.. as I am a piano player for the church choir for 10 years or so in the

80’s at Catholic Church.. and now i sing with choirs of Angels with a voice i have no knowledge of from the lowest lows to the highest highs when moved by the spirit of all the folks at church.. amazing grace.. etc.. etc.. etc.. IS A TRUTH AND LIGHT NOW.. AND I CHERISH THE BLESSINGS OF THAT NOW AND FOREVERMORENOW.. AS I GO TO THAT OTHER PLACE FOR 66 MONTHS OR SO TOO..

This place is wonderful..
the other place
is just
the opposite
of that..:)

Yes.. i am a later
but greater bloomer now..
smiles.. and thanks for all the
kind visits of words.. my friend..:)

Yup.. lots of compound nouveau phrases in THere that can be considered one or two words.. depending on one’s perception.. but it is less than 40.. which makes a dVerse record.. for me.. but of course some of my poetic expressions back to the poetry of other folks.. are as small as one word.. like the onenowonemoreeverforevermoreonenowone word as the LOW record so far.. and yes.. it doubles as a Palindrome and can  be counted as that special 11 number.. 2.. and 2 is II.. and i am still working on no words with the photo poetry.. smiles.. and yes X.. the music of change in life and death is the song of reality NOW that i tolerate and accept..

as well as delight in constant Joy NOW..

otherwise knowns as Nirvana.. Heaven..

Bliss.. et al.L.ah.. it feels so GRE@1:)

Oh..the day of that photo is
one of the most magical
days of my life.. it is
RAINBOW WISDOM
HEART EYE
Sign from
GOD on a
clear blue
day on the beach
AS SKEYES OF GOD!
And YES.. IT
IS ALL Natural
as GOD is ALL
NATURAL
TOO.. THE
SIGNS ARE
NATURAL AS
WE ARE ALL
PaRT of the
ART OF
NATURAL GOD..
THE ILLUSION
IS SEPARATION..
THE COLORS OF THE
RAINBOW ON A SKY
BLUE AZURE DAY
IN DECEMBER
OF 2013..
WITH A
SUN THAT
MIRRORS
THE SHAPE
OF HEART
ON FIRE IN
EYE OF
WISDOM
OF HORUS
IS MY DELIGHT
LIGHT AND TRUTH
FROM GOD AS
PROOF OF GOD
ASALLTHATIS..
YES.. DEAR IT
STILL TAKES MY BREATH
AWAY WHEN I WRITE ABOUT
IT AS WELL WITH TEARS OF
BLISS AND CHILLS
OF RESPECT
FOR THE
GOD OF ALL
WITH ME..
AND NEVER
AGAINST
MENOW..:)

Yes.. a runway virus EXTREMELY CONTAGIOUS
Love FLU IN Dance.. Song.. and Poetry is my ease of
no DIS EaSE goal!.. WITH all others and the
rest of NATURE TOO..
I GO WITH THE FLOW
IN LARGE OR SMALL
in loud or soft
and hard
or stiff..
heHE..
but for
now i am
totAlly relaxed
and FLOW
FLOW
FLOW..
i could do a
a frigging
car insurance
commercial
as i am so
relaxed
as
FLOW..;)

(:..PS.. i don’t watch TV
anymore.. so i don’t
know if that Flow
Lady is still
around..
but
i
am..;)

Yes.. my teachers hated reading my sloppy hand writing so much that they just passed me with straight A’s as I do good on the MULTIPLE CHOICE TESTS.. haha!.. this is what I do on all poetry sites i visit and is just a casual
polishing of my first 5 individual poetic expressions
back to the first 5 poems in order..
The thing is.. on my longer
ones.. there are no
go signs
here..
that tell
people they
must go on for
more than one of
my micro expressions
of poetry.. when 33 to
50 are stringed back to
back like these 4 are..
it’s just a
shorter version
of what i
do now for
months and
the cool thing
is i’ve done somewhere
around thousands of
individual micro poetic
expressions poetically
that I can mix up
at this point.. if I totally
quit writing new poetry..
that can literally
last the rest of my
lifetime..
but the journey
of writing is
the practice
for me..
not
the approval
of others..
as GOD
leads me
in both short
paths and long
ones.. As GOD
wills me to do.
for the much greater
purposes and missions
of life.. not whether or not
I get a like on one of my
poetic expressionsonline..
God likes me
a whole lot
and that is
truly
all i Need
as I all have an
overfilling chalice
to give with that
and truly
need nothing
back from
anyone for
Unconditionally
Loving 24K words
or 30 something
like this.. smiles..
Life may not be
good for all..
but i know
how to
make it
fun and
get plenty
of laughs and
smiles from folks
in real life.. as well
as grimaces from some
folks who think my dance
is not NORMAL AND OVER THE
TOP.. FUNNY THAT REMINDS ME
OF THE FOLLOWING VIDEO ‘TOTAL
ECLIPSE OF the HEART’.. WHERE I GET
TO PLAY SO MANY OF THE ROLES IN
THIS HAPHAZARD VIDEO THAT IS
NOW ALSO LIKE THE
STORY OF
MY LIFE..
REALITY IS
STRANGER THAN
ANY FICTION
AND THAT IS
HOW I LIVE IT
FRIEND.. THANKS
FOR STOPPING BY
AND A DREAM FOR
YOU COME TRUE TOO..
MY FRIEND IN NOW too..:)

Yes.. dear Grace..
freedom is an
ultimate
GIFT
NOW..:)

Yes.. and truly that is
the meaning for
me as it
reflects
the history
of my life
including
that release..
my friend..
it is
in honor
of that
photo
as in how
that mirrors
GOD IN ME NOW..:)

i have an employee of mine
as a middle management supervisor..
who is a little like an older version
of the Tasmanian Devil named
Dolores.. she always marvels
how i can get out
of the sH88T smelling
like Roses every dam time..
i almost prove her incorrect
in those
5 years of
Hell..
and she
does not
live to
either see me
get into hell
or come out..
but i’m sure
she is smiling
through my eyes
now.. as I love that
woman so much..
it is the ones that
give us the most
hell that we
appreciate
and that
is why
i love
LILITH
AKA
KATRINA
THE MOST..
OHGODSHEGIVESMEHELL!
FOR A TIME I THINK SHE
IS BLOCKING THE
STAIRWAY
TO HEAVEN..
OR THE STYX QUEEN
OF SPADES AND
YOU KNOW THE
ROUTINE
BABY..
BY NOW..
HERE’S TWO
SONGS FOR
YA BABY
THAT
SPEAK
TO THAT..
AND YES.. MY
WIFE WILL GIGGLE
WITH AN EVIL
EYE ON ME
IF SHE READS
THIS TOO..
AND THAT’S
OKAY.. LOVE
IS WORTH
IT ALL
THROUGH
THE DARK
AND LIGHT
MY FRIEND
AS WE KNOW
TOGETHER
TOO.. JENNIE..
IT MIGHT NOT
BE GOOD IF I MEET
SOMEONE LIKE YOU
IN FEMALE FORM IN
REAL LIFE.. I SUPPOSE
THAT IS PART OF WHY
GOD MAKES YOU AS
WHAT YOU AND OTHERS
AND ME ARE TOO.. AS
MY AGE SAVES
ME FROM
SOME OF MY
DANCING FRIENDS
AS I AIN’T GONNA
GIVE UP
MY VOWS..
NO MATTER
HOW MUCH
THE REAL
K GIVES
ME HELL..
WE ARE FRIENDS
BUT IT IS LIKE WILEY
COYOTE AND THE
ROAD RUNNER AT THE
END OF THE WORK
DAY.. OF CHASE
WHEN WE
ARE FRIENDS..
AND THAT WILL
BE THE EXAMPLE
OF THE THIRD VIDEO..
ONE OF MY ALL TIME
FAVORITES AND
I AM THE
BIG ROAD
RUNNER..
SHE CATCHES
ME.. BUT I’M
TOO MUCH
FOR HER
TO
HANDLE
ALONE..;)

Ugh.. i got like 20 something thousand tabs
open on my computer on my ‘personal’ computer..
time to close ’em and start over.. smiles..
oh that GodZilla Brain computer
breathing FIRE
AGAIN!..;)

Thanks Delaina Miller..
i can honestly say
the same too..
a few moments
of casual effort
and
an
eternity
of meaning
in it
for
me
NOW..:)

Ha! me smiling too now.. i hOld off on commenting
as long as I can in an attempt to make
it look like a so-called
‘normal’ Poetry
Blog..
but i
am coming
through NOW..
LOUD AND
CLEAR..
FRED..;)
And more smiles
in thanks for the
words of appreciation..
your friend
FREeD..;)

Thanks K.. it is quick..
casual and
effortless to
do.. too..
and i like
it too..
smiles..:)

Yes.. my friend.. some folks do not believe me in real life or online that i live in paradise.. both metaphorically and literally.. but at least online i can prove it in documented photos.. on the literal part.. hehe.. and with all the smiles on dance night.. the other more metaphorical paRt.. should be clear too.. smiles.. for those who understand the deeper value of radiant smiles..:)

Good to see you Mary.. thanks so much for those kind words of appreciation.. and so sweet when all we song birds do fly free!.. Smiles and hope all your nows do fly with peace and hope.. as free my friend..:)

Thanks so much for coming by Bryan.. i Lover.. to weave the seasons
in Universal Flow.. as nature and i sing together a song
of GOD..:)

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Well.. that may seem long but it is number three

with a 14.3K post with poetic comments

that make 24K

And of course

an

11K

And the Golden Spiral Reflective

of the

numbers

9 and 6

make

69

Sacred GOD

PHI

for me..

among other STUFF

ASSOCIATED

WITH

THAT!

AND WITH ALL THAT SAID..

 a few closing notes.. the photos above

is truly home where i grow up..

and at age 3

looking across that

River by that patch of dirt

that at one point is foundation

of a 100 year-old shot-gun

home..

is the place where GOD first

SPEAKS TO ME IN GOD’S

LANGUAGE AS EVEN

I DO

NOT

SPEAK

WORDS

THEN…

MY FORTUNE IS NOT SPEAKING

UNTIL AGE 4

AS I HEAR THE MESSAGE

OF

GOD

BETTER THAT WAY..

WITHOUT THE FILTERS OF CULTURE

GETTING IN THE WAY..

I LOOK ACROSS THAT

RIVER WITH BLUE

SKEYES

OF CHILD..

AND

GOD SAYS HELLO

FRIEND I’VE BEEN HERE NOW

FOREVER AND

SO

ARE

YOU

I AM

And celebrating my 69th Blue Moon Dance

week at Old Seville Quarter.. Pensacola

FL..

i will be returning with photos in  hours

of Friday Morning close

to Blue Moon

time

before 5:42 AM

To celebrate all the DARK

AND LIGHT

of

LIFE

IS

TO

FEEL GOD

AS

US

!NOW!

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Ten Commandments of Child’s Play

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Ah.. Love.. an Innate Gift
in small child’s eyes
connecting to
child of play..

Ah.. Love..
a Gift that
grows in
eyes of play..

Oh… World..
you bring routines..
responsibilities that go
so far beyond play and forager way..

Oh.. Nature.. GOD’s hand.. you bring
attractions.. to the opposite sex..

Oh .. Sex.. Confusing.. is it Play..
is it Love.. Yes.. it is Nature’s
greaTEST deLight..

Oh.. Connection..
to raise children..
where males become more
nurturing.. like Mothers too..

Oh.. Play.. oh Friends..
when we look into
our Lovers eyes..

Oh..  Laughs..
oh Differences of
personalities and
genders reign..

Oh.. Tolerance
and Acceptance of
little child’s eyes in play..

Oh..  Love.. Oh Love is in
adult eyes of childhood
Friend and Lover same..

May yOur Paths of Life
and Journey reach
many eyes
like this..
the same..
whether
Lover
or
child-
hood
friend

the same..

as eyes of child..:)

Every new connection
of Friendship is a New
Life in SKEYES of God..

And you my new friend
are the Skeyes of child
who does not
forget
THE
PLAY..:)

Inspired by
Himali Shah, et al..
Yes.. a New Friend..:)

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Air iFReED

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Portrait Nature Uni-
Verse Spring Birthing
Human
Wings

MarriAge soUl
ground leaves
spreading
heArt
spiRit
Leaves

CoLdest Spring
neveRings
deathNfeeling
beauty
Falls
Winter
comes
Summer
Frost

Bird Air sings not
Song bird
flies free
fly
AIR..
iFReEd

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FROM X’S Place In the Beginning

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Love the emotional element of ‘this form’..
and truly free avenues of publication like
Word Press and Blogger Platforms allows
any and all OLD AND new potential forms
to be shared.. no longer is there
an elite Art world of corporate-like
interest controlling human creativity..
in expression of ART.. and we are already seeing
the fruit of that across many Arts.. when everyone
is allowed to express all of what they ARE within..
inspiration is the name of the game of life..
always has been and always will be in all
forms of Art.. singing hand in hand
with human productivity.. overall..
along with connections of heart
with other human beings..
and the rest of Nature AKA GOD..
anything goes.. and that is how all that is
IS evolving to go.. the restraints of the past..
ARE NOW giving way to greater and greater human freedoms
in ALL THE ARTS OF LIVING FREE… IN CONNECTING GREATER
LIGHTS OF TRUTH AND LIGHT.. along with respect for the DARK AS WELL..:)

Actually, it’s natural for part of the general population to be more literally thinking and the rest to be more figuratively thinking; part of that is an innate issue as well as an environmental issue.

And yes, literal thinking is A force behind

Fundamentalist Religion communications,

as well as Militant Atheist communications.

And yes, there is a direct correlation of emotional expression,

both in words and in verbal and non-verbal language for ‘stodgy’ acting folks who rely more on analytical mechanical cognition of mind than social cognition of empathic mind. And yes, Richard Dawkins is like a talking lemon when he talks to how there ain’t no GOD but Darwin, and Hawking, et al..:)

And yes, then there are the conservative

literal thinking Fundie Christians who

HABITUALLY make Jesus into an

only SON OF GOD; where all he REALLy is, IS just another human being like a Yogi or ‘Yoda’ for media example, WHO attains Nirvana AKA Cosmic Consciousness NOW; Heaven now; etc. etc..; to making Muhammad the last prophet when the original word before the translation of the revised word prophet only means one who enlightens the tribe with new ways of gaining mind and body balance and cool stuff like that.

Literal thinking is a very restrictive way of being;

but it has its merit if one is gonna teach Arithmetic; do plumbing;

BE BILLY GRAHAM; BE A scientist, in general; OR whatever works in black and white thinking..:)

Different strokes and all of that;

and literal thinkers DO contribute

much to society to make us more comfy,

from inventing toilet paper to computer mouses; and such as that..;)

IN A Country Like the United States, Government
is of no measure of significance, AS PER Limiting
Human Freedoms. It’s just rules and regulations
that are an absolute necessity to make large
populations of humans work in cooperation
and survival. Humans are not evolved
to interact with more than about 150
to 200 sets of social connecting eyes.
Without guidelines, Large Human
Populations fall into Anarchy.
One need look no futher than
the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina
to see what happens when government
Infrastructure BREAKS. ANYWAY, Human
Freedom in a country that allows Freedoms
like the United States is certainly NO PROBLEM
FOR THOSE FOLKS who figure out how to use
the System of Government as it exists to their
advantage, instead of detriment. The Government
in the U.S. does not impinge on MY FREEDOMS
IN CREATIVITY AT ALL; AS I SIMPLY KNOW
HOW TO WORK THE SYSTEM; AS IT IS
DESIGNED TO WORK ALWAYS NOW.

THE ONLY FOLKS complaining are folks
who are not Free; Freedom is not provided
by Government, Freedom IS A WORK in progress
of the Human Body and Mind in KOOL Balance.
And HELL NO, IT does Not necessarily
come from a Religion that can
be an even SMALLER eye
of needle for giant
whales to pass
through; as
most Sheep
view their lives
among Goats
WHO just get IT ALL
figured out and enjoy
life as is; giving ‘Caesar’
what is ‘his’, as an absolute
necessity to not allow others
to take it away in anarchy of
social disarray. ‘The video’ is
cool; but the dude ain’t got
NO COMMON SENSE;
In other words, he does
not understand how the
human social animal
works in large groups
like the U.S.A,, and
others labeled
differently
as such..:)

Yup, the major factors that constitute

anthropologically, sociologically, and psychologically

assessed peaceful societies of the world are sharing instead of collecting goods for subsistence and the fact that they are relatively small societies that better reflect a village life than a city life.

Humans are NOT DEPRAVED SPECIES; they are just NOT evolved to socially interact with more than about 150 to 200 social sets of eyes in harmonious social cooperation; with problems of over-population that most social animals have when they are not living within the innate, instinctual and intuitive parameters of what they are evolved to so to survive in gaining subsistence..:)

Humans are extremely cooperative social animals in these relatively small homogenous societies; but the mix of the large heterogenous societies require rules and regulations of a Republic,

at least, to make it work; humans need to express their individuality in creativity; but order is a rule that must be established and kept to keep larger populations of humans working for thriving successful social cooperation for subsistence and survival.

For instance, imagine if everyone decides

that paving roads is crappy work and

refuse to do it. The result of that is no roads, no successful transportation

from long distances of Point A to Point B to get to the grocery store

to get subsistence food to even survive.

Yeah, it’s why when a

Hurricane comes through,

people must stock up for the potential of

LESS GOVERNMENT INFRASTRUCTURE

to make subsistence and survival even

possible in our modern societies.

Humans more or less, are functionally disabled by culture these days; as even in that survival boat; people must do stuff way out of their innate instinctual and intuitive ‘normal’ functional abilities as evolved to survive in life;

as for instance, sitting still in front of a screen for

over 10 hours a day. Humans are evolved

to move and connect to

other humans and the rest of

LIVING NATURE; folks sit most all day;

and eventually pay the consequences

of ergonomic injuries of doing

the same motion

over and over;

and yes;

muscles are constantly

moving in some twitch ways to maintain

posture sitting the same way all day long, for some folks, and that is horrible for human health in many additional ways above and beyond the ergonomic issue of doing the same movement over and over.

Anyway, it will take me around 11 million words, I already do in 56 or so months to completely explain the issue; and not enough room here to finish that thought, hehe..:)

But the bottom line is it is the cultural infrastructure as a necessary ‘evil’ of a surviving large culture that is the depraved factor of extension of human being as cultural byproducts; not the flesh and blood human itself as currently evolved for now, in the classic sense of evolution.

Negative Epigenetics and Neuroplasticity allow

most of us to get by; but yes, the ‘canaries’

in the coal-mine, as always,

will express discomfort

in a cry for help,

first, in many cases, anyway..:)

FROM X’S Place
In the Beginning..

^6^

Oh GOODness X.. we seem to be thinking
AND FEELING about our Earth today..
across the states of souls of soils as well..
and truly the soil and water is
what we all hold in common..
for our subsistence in living..
historically and NOW speaking as WELL..
the Deserts SPELL a way to go.. with footprints
not traveling before.. with Oasis of Water as Midnight
Dreams.. a beach can be a desert sand too.. all white..
with vines as roots.. up NORTH of sugar white
sands wHere i live.. sand and water is
A dusty SILT origin IN WASTE
WAtER of Abrahamic
Religion’s words for
GOD in fertile
crescent
of those Babylonia folks..
thousands of years ago.. and interestingly..
it is quite shocking.. for me at LEAST.. to open
up the Book, “A History of GOD’,
to find that my REAL LAST
NAME is almost identical
to what is described
as that septic tank
of GODS pairing
together forever for all
of creation as IS.. but haha!..
you’ll have to visit me to find the
name OF GOD(s) then.. smiles..
AND WOW.. if the dVerse prompt
tomorrow is ALL about sand too..
i’ll be all prepared in desert vines
yard claws and sand and water
and Yellow Boy PAWS AKA Silt..
i cannot tell ya how many
times ya write about
what i already
write about.. or Vice a VeRSES..
that is REaLLY weird.. hmm.. or
Synchronicity with GOD WINKING AT
US BIG TIME WitH GOD EYES..
AS SUCH in Silt today..
but anyway HEY!
i’M uP to
celebrating anything.. so HAPPY
SiLT DAY TO YOU TOO.. FROM
just another feudal tenant holding
‘LandMan’ hanging around AND
HOLDING these paRTS.. OF ART
Territory in Covenant with the
bigger LANDMAN..
and yes, also named as
Lord in some areas of the WORlD..
and yes.. in cult movie classics ‘he’ is
also named the ‘BIG LEBOWSKI’ AND
UGH that reminds me.. it can be so disconcerting
when folks pee on my rug.. in that territorial stuff
that some folks do.. hey it’s what is holding my room
together.. wHere i live online.. oh I love the RUG OF LIFE!..
and hugs too.. in flesh and blood LIFE!..:)

Online hugS REEK OF INK!..:)

OH GOD! I MISSED
ALL OF RUM BLUE’S
KOOL COMMENTS.. DAM
ALL THE
MISFORTUNE
IN LIFE.. A
CREATIVE
THOUGHT
IS A TERRIBLE
THING TO WASTE
OR ERASE JUST
CAUSE IT
DON’T
FIT
the
moldy STUFF
of yesterdayS..:)

So I’m gonna

RUN wRite over AND

RUM FORREST RUN.. AND HEY..

DAM! THAT RUM BLUE CAN BE ‘JENNIE’..

THAT ‘GIRL’ CAN PLAY ALL THE ROLES..

IN THE MOVIES.. ONLY OF COURSE.. YES Run to

Rum Blue’s Place and SAY hello in MY SPEAK..

AND I WILL TALE RUM BLUE

THIS!…;)

If I know tHere ARE naKed aRt girls heRe.. I WILL comE moRe ofTen.. NOw I KnOW so tHere is NO exCUSe.. anyWay.. you hAve the cooLesT siTe evEr and oH hoW i do love Miley Butts and Breasts.. tHey are such a worK of ART.. when she is lettiNg all of hEr body and emoTions go like a frigGinG wrecKing bAll of TrUTH.. smiLes.. sEe ya laTer(s) and F6 the sMiley HatErs.. they KiLL my Dam Rum Blue..;)

So yeah.. in closing.. FOR ONE! Infinity Eight!

Standing TALL..TO YA friend.. asWelLS…

LikE A 1.618 GOLdEN tSUNaMi..

POiNt SiX StAR betWeen

11 and A 8 Is

reAlly SIxY!..:)

wITh ALL DuE

REsPECT..

SiGned,

418
618
and
718..
ThAt’s
MYsTERY
SchOOL
sPeak for
heLLo and
GOODbye..
ALLoNE
LoVing tHe
LiGht AnD
daRk
yA kNowNOW..;)

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“Lord IS.. Yes and No ALL..”

– me

Living nowHere and everywHere..

Faith is 100% with no Belief or Hope..

Living now everywhEre and nowheRe..

Sacred symbols expressing communication..

housing essence.. what IS.. earliest of phrases..

“Lahmu and Lahamn”.. describing Gods emerging two by two..

mix of water and earth as silt in ancient Babylonian epic poetry..

“Enuma Elish” providing A symbol(s) of God(S) as watery waste..

always existing and never coming from Nothing as Darkness to Light..

a REAL God.. tHis/TheSe GOD(s) are in reverence of our home and

reliance on water and sand as Core of OUR Being FOR Subsistence..

so WHO is correct.. Stephen Hawking.. and or our Abrahamic religions

who/THAT now both describe GOD as nothingness before Everythingness

as darkness to Light.. or the ancient Babylonians who describe Home of

GODS NOW as always existing as something and never nothing..

Trail(S) leads to nowhere and everywhere.. so wHere do we live..

who do we live.. who are we now.. what do we do..

our home is US.. and each other..

the sand and water of OUR being..

grounds us and connects us

to GOD and each other..

FIRE of LOVE

PasSion

to

‘Onnect’..

AS WIND IS US..

Nature ONE and saMe..

i Live.. GOD LIVES NOW..

nowHere and everywhEre

WE go and interestingly

my real last name sounds

a lot like those ‘first names’..

a feudal tenant as holder of land

in Covenant with Lord.. to treasure

one’s home.. is to treasure Lord..

Gift IS Living NOW.. Lord is HOME..

Japanese call this’ Yugen’..

Essence is

Truth and Light..

symbols are infinite in expression

as Infinity IS.. chaining GOD

in limiting words

is height

of disrespect..

REVERING GOD

in limiting words is plight

of humans in both Light

and Dark of GOD..

i AM home..

yes.. my REAL LAST NAME..

IS HOME.. AND YES THIS IS

DEEP s88t AND SO IS

that WATERY WASTE..

A LAUGH IS A Ultimate

Expression of GODS DESIRES..

A FOOL IS A ULTIMATE CHILD

OF GOD AT HOME IN HIS/HER/OTHER SKIN..:)

Inspired by Rafiah Asif, et al…
from Pakistan.. i know
for sure..:)

Sky is alWays Lovely for me..
in darkest clouds..
brighTest
deePest.. Azure Blue..
All of weiRd i Love..
saMe as me..;)

Hope yOur skies are equAlly
Beautiful PassiOn WELL..
Water of Life..:)

i Love the movie.. ‘The Imitation Game’..
tRuly living life fulLY
is going
against
the
Game
of Grain..:)

– Inspired by
Himali Shah, et al…
originally.. at least..
from India.. I’m
guessing..;)

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A Tear can provide the strength to leg press half a ton.. 25 times slowly.. and surely.. with arms raised in air on Parallel leg Press machine.. Dance Walk 3900 hundred miles in a Unique FREE Style of Ballet and Martial arts.. IN 23 MONTHS NOW.. that can surely kick almost anyone’s butt.. IF anyone ever dareS to stop me.. in real flesh and blood life.. through violent physical force.. and of course the 400 photos OR SO of me with gorgeous early twenties DANCE PARTNER women as irrefutably documented on my blogs.. smiling ear-to-ear.. in the last 68 weeks of doing that once a week…:)

Seriously.. I am not kidding.. ONE F**KING TEAR leads to all of THAT.. I do NOT shed a tear.. and CANNOT SHED A TEAR.. for around 66 months.. with the worst pain known to mankind assessed as Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. YES.. assessed as worse pain than actual literal crucifixion.. with the perspective of it lasting 66 months and not just 3 hours.. 3 days.. or whatever..

And yes.. A beloved CAT dies.. HIS NAME IS SUNNY BOY.. SON OF ‘FAMOUS’ BLOG KITTY.. YELLOW BOY.. and even then as i leg Press 500 LBS.. with no emotions and no tears.. i am no longer ‘Superman’ with NO emotions.. the Kryptonite is tRuly NO EMOTIONS FOR ALL THE HUMAN ARCHETYPES OF SO-CALLED HEROES.. LOSING AFFECTIVE EMPATHY.. IS LOSING HEROES in living color as black and white…

So the CAT dies.. i have to make the decision to put him down.. as he CAN live but he has Kitty AIDS.. which means he will infect the neighborhood cats.. if he heals his current battle injury with other neighborhood Kitties.. so yes I F**KING cry my eyes out friend.. and guess.. what I am no longer a wimp.. LIKE BEFORE THEN S**KING 66 MONTHS.. i am A F**KING LION IN HUMAN SKIN NOW..:)

AND THIS IS WHAT I LOOK LIKE FRIEND.. AT 230 LBS OF LEAN CAT-LIKE MUSCLE.. IN ‘SPIDER MAN CLOTHES’.. AND ‘SUPERMAN CAPE’ OF NO FEAR… IN MARTIAL ARTS AND BALLET…

YEAH.. GUNS KILL..

TEARS CREATE
THE GREATEST
ARTS OF ALL
AND
SUPERMEN
AND WOMEN
TOO..

I AIN’T SCARED OF TEARS..
BRO.. OR GUNS..;)

I CREATE
AND
NEVER
DESTROY..:)

GRINNING EAR
TO EAR WITH
ALL MY
girl
FRIENDS..:)

AND HELL YES.. I’M LIBERAL AS HELL..
CONSERVATIVES NEVER EVER
ATTRACT 400 GORGEOUS
YOUNG WOMEN SMILING
WITH THEM EAR-TO-EAR..
ever hear of
ELVIS..;)

Only difference between him
and me reAlly.. is he checks
out at 42.. and i am
still ROCKING AND
ROLLING AT
55.. ‘CAUSE
I CAN’T
DRIVE
A CON
SERV
AT
IVE
55..;)

You can Love Guns all you like.. i guess someone
must to protect Freedoms in the good Old U.S.A..

But i’m gonna continue to attract women by
JUST
CREATING!
IN ALL THE
ARTFUL
WAYS
THAT
TAKES..

It is the reason for
creating in the
first place..
don’t ya know
my friend..
it’s deep
down
in our
jeans
expressed
as genes..
for some of US
at least.. others
play with guns and
once again that is OK
too.. different strokes
and triggers.. and
all of that..;)

Inspired by Raptor, et al…
from ‘THE WRONG PLANET’..
I KNOW FOR SURE..:)

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http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/goodbye-sunny-boy.html

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/07/confession-of-muse-free-verse-nude.html

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