ZEN ART of selfie

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IT’S a pretty amazing thing to be born

more intelligent than most folks..

but..with that comes

many

drawbacks..

Emotions are a vital component of forming

memories..

and many highly intelligent abstract thinking folks..

also have a great deal of emotional contagion for others..

in fact..

it can be overwhelming..and even disabling among

some folks diagnosed on the

Autism Spectrum with the Asperger’s flavor of it..

like me..and relatively few others

in life..

Here’s the thing..as human beings ..we are evolved for

about 150 to 200 human social relationships..

But many of us ..particularly those who

live in big cities..

are awash

in

human beings..tens of thousands of faces..

names..emotions..and in general

flavors of personalities..

visited through the course of a lifetime..

and of course thousands more experienced vicariously

through

the mirror neuron system..

on TV

and other media sources…

What often gets lost..IS self awareness…

One most often..

becomes the actor

of everyone else’s play..

And when most everyone is an actor

of someone else’s play

it is very difficult

to attain self

actualization

if

ever…

Growing up i find it uncomfortable ..walking in big crowds in

stores like Super Walmart ..escaping to the

bathroom to see myself in the

mirror to

ground myself

in something..other

than the extreme discomfort..

of feeling the emotional contagion..

of hundreds of stressed out humans…

Music..from iphones..and ipods..

IS therapeutic for me

to escape thIS NOW..

and stay in the NOW

of

BLISS

NOW

along with my

TAI CHI..SACRED Belly Dance..

style of Reverse

DANCE

Walking

everywhere i move…

over 150 miles

a month…

But the zen art of SELFIE

finAlly BRINGS a sense..

of what i am as an emotionally expressive

human being…

i am caught up in everyone else’s expressions..non-verbal language..

in body postures..and facial movements..

having little to no idea..what mine looked like..

when i attempted to express myself noN-verbally…

NOW

I can match the feelings with the non-verbal

expressions..moreover thanks!

to the

zen art of SELFIES!

In my opinion..ZEN IS AN ART..

TO ESCAPE ABSTRACT LANGUAGE..RESULTING

FROM HUMAN COLLECTIVE INTELLIGENCE..

AND THE HUGE ILLUSION OF CULTURE

THAT SURROUNDS AND CAN

AND DOES GENERALLY

CONTROL

FOLKS…

MUSIC..AND MY DANCE WALKING DOES THAT FOR ME..

As i cannot sit still and meditate..that is against my nature..

But.. i find the

zen art of Selfies..

relaxing..and YES

challenging at the same time..2..

maintaining postures..facial expressions..

and attempting to get the photograph focused..

as still as same…

Publishing these photos in various blogs..is feedback for me

and a motivation..to increase the efficacy of the art..in sharing

it with anyone who cares to share it..

anywhere in the world…

My biggest problem in life..IS a separation of mind and body

and emotions..

The focus on movement and non-verbal expressions..

IS  making me

a more fully human being..as

time goes on..

And i do think..our language..collective intelligence..

and cultural illusion..

can be a source of great suffering..

if there is not a way to take a break from it..

In whatever ZEN art one creates for themselves..

to escape it

and achieve the flow..

otherwise known..as SACRED

LOVE

in the LOVE

that needs no name..

words..collective intelligence..

or

CULTURE..

THE CORE OF ALL LIFE..

SACRED

LOVE

IS

ALLITIS

!

But anyway.. i encourage any ‘self conscious’ person..

to explore the zen art of Selfies..

to explore the Uni

verse..

each person IS

as a

Temple of GOD…!

tHere will never be enough time..

in my life to perfect..any art of ZEN

and that is what makes it

the greatest ART

of

ALL

i

knowNOw

!

There are no limitations..expectations..

FREEDOM

to

BE

!

I

s

ALLITIS

2

!

TRUE WILL

UNDER

SACRED

LOVE

!

(:Haha;)

AND nah..vanity..

is..

NOT..

freedom…

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FREEDOM’

sACREDLOVE

..and for those of ya..who walk on the

wilder side like me..

here is my link to

my recent free verse poetry..

ZEN ART of STRIPPING..

(THE ‘EVIL’ TWIN BLOG)

FOR THIS

ONE..heHE..;)

yes…the adult one…

HAha..brace yAself..the first picture..

is straight out of the twilight zone…;)

Make sure ya sitting down..

first..:)if ya faint of

heart and all of th@!

‘hint’ (shining)(the)..

and here’s what theY

describe in the advertising

business as a teaser for the FULL NATURE

of that ‘special blog’..that is for no vested

commercial interest..other than being

FULL free..HUMAN BEING…

So sweet of Shakira to set the metronome

of her latest song..

to the beat of my

newest free lance dance moves..;)

AS SUCH ..

GIFFED

BELOW..

🙂

Oh!  and by the way..

i once heard a person sing..that if they get

to Heaven would they dance for

Jesus..

well guess what

OOPS!..

I JUST DID IT..

AS NIKE SAYS..;

AND MY ‘friend’ Britney

Spears..;)

and seriously i don’t think..

the historical man Jesus..would be too..

pleased to find out

humans are still

ashamed of their

FULL TEMPLE OF GOD GLORY

IN

FULL

NAKEDNESS!

SERIOUSLY..

i’m not kidding @ALL

’bout

that

one

as

ONE

SMILE

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http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/02/zen-art-of-stripping.html

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Moonlight Feels Right

Well..first of ALL..with all DUE respect..

my all encompassing special interest

as an autistic person of the Asperger’s flavor..

IS

PHILOSOPHY

AND RELIGION

AND YES.. A LITTLE

P0LITICS THROWN

IN TO MAKE THINGS

INTERESTING..

AND yes thIS post IS about

SEX

and religion and philosophy

and politics..

social politics..

so i discuss this in a nonverbal way..

in my underwear..

so after the shoes and my weigh in

for this match

comes

my

underwear..

and various non-verbal expressions

to get the POINTS

ACROSS..

IN FULL FLESH AND BLOOD

COMMUNICATION

!

WELL..WHILE MOST MAINSTREAM

RELIGIOUS

EXPRESSIONS..SKIRT AROUND

SEX..

When ya research them DEEPER AND DEEPER..

YA FIND OUT

IT’S

ALL ABOUT SEX..

IN FACT..

The more esoteric teachings of Christianity..

talk about a woman and a man in marriage..

doing the intercourse thingy..and never

reaching orgasm..in a thingy called

tantric sex..

to reach

ENLIGHTENMENT..

WELL..YES it keeps the sacred chakra #2 hip gyrating..

movements going longer..and perhaps the

sensual feelings as well..

but there

ain’t nutHING ‘bad’ about an orgasm..

yes..it satisfies the Libido..and perhaps..

stalls creativity a while..

BUTT..

folks ARE made to orgasm..

GOD DAM SURE WOULDN’T

DENY THAT TO

ANY LIVING ORGANISM..

THAT IS

EVOLVED

TO

ORGASM..

WHETHER IT COMES FROM

MASTURBATION..ORAL SEX..

OR

INTERCOURSE..

IT’S IMPORTANT TO LET

IT

SIMPLY

EXPLODE

SOMETIMES..

AND OF COURSE

MOST PEOPLE DO

EXPLODE

AT TIMES

IN

this way..:)

BUT HELL ..KnoW!.. I DO NOT NEED TO DEPRIVE MYSELF

OF THIS NATURAL FUNCTION

TO EXPERIENCE

ONENESS

WITH

THE

UNI

VERSE

!

IT IS NEVER A SIN

TO GO

OR

COME;)

I DO NOT GIVE A F** (fuN)..WHAT

ANY SO CALLED

ESOTERIC TEACHINS

SAY

TO

THE CONTRARY..

THIS RINGS TRUE TO

ME

!

AND YES..NATURAL

AND THE WAY OF GOD

AND ALL OF THE

UNI

VERSE

!

2

Well..my highest heights of creativity..ARE usually after

a good night sleep..

and when i first get up..

IN THE MOONLIGHT..

after all..if any of the stresses of the

previous day..are all dreamed out…

i feel the most uninhibited overall..

no tension in my body..not AS much muscle tone..

and more blood flowing

to the core

and

brain of

CREATIVITY

OVER

ALL

!

BUTT..LET’S BE HONEST..

AS A PERSON WITH MY FLAVOR

OF AUTISM..

I AM

BRUTALLY

HONEST..

AND NOW THAT I AM

COMPLETELY UNINHIBITED

AS A 53 YEAR OLD MALE..

WITH A VAST AND ‘VARIETIOUS’

EXPERIENCE OF LIFE..

I

SHARE IT

ALL WITH

OTHERS..TO ATTEMPT

TO HELP..’EM HAVE A

FREE

LIFE

2

!

BUTT..IT CAN BE DANGEROUS TO BE COMPLETELY

FREE IF ONE WANTS TO HAVE THE

MOST FRIENDS POSSIBLE..

BUT I LIKE TO GIVE

MORE

THAN

RECEIVE..

So if what i say could inspire anyone ..say..

not to commit suicide today..

or something

really

serious

like that..

i can do without some more friends..

or even family..connections..

if that is what it

takes..

Life is precious..and with cost and benefit..

FULLY CONSIDERED..

lives count MORE! than

potential offended folks

feelings..

In the GRAND SCOREBOARD

OF

LIFE

in my opinion only…..

!

And here’s the TRUTH THE WHOLE TRUTH AND

NUTHING

BUT

THE TRUTH..

MOST..

HEALTHY HUMAN BEINGs

ABOVE ALL OTHER THINGS..

FROM THE FIRST HINT OF PUBERTY..

WANna BE THE SEXIEST..MALE AND OR

FEMALE

ALIVE..

TO WALK THE PLANET..

IS built Into OUR GENETICS..

AND is AN INCREDIBLE CREATIVE..

COMPETITIVE..

AND AT TIMES

DANGEROUS

PROCESS..

BUT it is WHAT LEADS

TO THE CONTINUING EVOLUTION

OF MANKIND..

TO MAKE it THROUGH ALL TYPES OF

ADVERSITY

TO GET BY

AND SURVIVE

AND REPRODUCE IN ThIS LIFE

!

And while my genetics..ARE not ‘good’ enough for my

child ..my son..to live..

i can still generate..and inspire..life

in others…2

i

try

REaLLY ReALLY

HARD..

AND LEAVE

NO

STONES

UNTURNED..

Well.. the thing i find the most in modern culture..

is it is one that worships

youth..

obviously cause of this sexiest human being

alive

thingy..

@least in pArt…

Well i’m AM HERE TO TELL

YA..THAT YA CAN BE AS SEXY

@53

AND EVEN BE A MAN..

AND BE AS SEXY AS most

NUBILE

FERTILE

WOMeN

2

But ya cannot sit on ya butt..and stare at A screen..

and be sexy..

it takes practice..

PHYSICALLY workING IT!

and more than anything else

non-verbal communication..

AS MUCH AS SOME GUYS FOCUS

ON THEIR PENISES..

IF THEY WOULD JUST WORK

ON BEING SENSUAL FROM HEAD TO KNOW..

AND NO..THAT IS NOT JUST ABOUT GOIN

TO THE GYM WITH A DOSE OF

STEROIDS..OR STUFF

LIKE THAT..

IT IS SERIOUSLY BALANCING THE FEMININE

ASPECTS OF ALL OUR BEINGS

WITH THE MASCULINE ASPECTS

OF OUR BEINGS

CAUSE god KNOWs

TheRE ain’t nutHING

no more sexy..than

a

TOTALLY BALANCED

HUMAN BEING..

SO ANYWAY..WHILE MOST ‘AVERAGE’

53 year old MALES ARE TO0 SHY..

TO FULLY DISPLAY THEIR HUMAN

SENSUALITY AND SEXUALITY

FOR ALL OTHERS TO SEE..

I

AM

NOT

!

AS TRUTH MEANS MORE TO ME..

THAN

VANITY stuff..

ANY DAY OF THE WEEK..

MOONLIGHT FEELS RIGHT TO ME..

WHAT SOME folks see AS DARK OR DIRTY..

IS BEAUTIFUL TO ME..

Whether it is a freshly breasted woman leaning over

with her cleavage..to get some glances..

or the swaying hips of a tightly

skirted woman..

getting

lunch..

My wife and i discuss this yesterday..

in detail..

and Yes..more than anything else she wants to be desired2

and feel attractive..

even when she does not

want sex..

And in fact..the more open my SECOND CHAKRA IS..

THE LESS DESIRE FOR

INTERCOURSE I HAVE TOO..

I

AM

SEX..

I

DON

T

NEED SEX…

IN MY opinion..it is the folks who do not balance

their masculine and feminine elements..

that only feel complete..

when the penis

and the vagina

are inside

each

others..

i

AM

BOTH

ALL THE TIME..

MAN AND WOMAN

AS

COMPLETE

AS

ONE

AND I GUESS MY WIFE IS TOO..

AND WHY WE MAKE

A LIFELONG

COUPLE

2

:

(0)

BUTT ANYWAY..I PARTICULARLY LOVE THE

SONG MOONLIGHT FEELS RIGHT..

AS YA CAN TELL THE

MAN

WHO

SINGS

IT

HAS GOT IT

ALL

BALANCED

AS

ONE

KINDA LIKE OLIVIA NEWTON JOHN

IN THIS SONG

MAGIC

SEX MAGICK..IS ABOUT BEING

FREE

A

TOTALLY

FREE EXPRESSIVE..

MASCULINE AND FEMININE

BEING

OF

LOVE

AS

ONE WITH THE SEXIEST THING EVER..

WI

TH

THE

UNIVERSE

AS

ONE

!

OH! AND THE FULL

MONTY VERSION

OF THIS

WITH MY FULL

MOON

LIGHT

EXPRESSION OF BALANCED

HUMAN SENSUALITY

WILL BE

PROVIDED AT THE bottom

of this post shortly after

it is posted..at my

‘special’

link

BELOW

!

THE DARK AND THE LIGHT

WORK

TOGETHER

TO

MAKE

THE

GREATEST LIGHT EVER!

SACRED

LOVE

AKA

GOD

!

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More to come..@ the link below..

be back..in a few..;)

with

that

link..

2

!

http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/02/moonlight-feels-right.html

oh..

and

by the way..

as one of my new

friends ‘prompted’ me

the other day..

It is not enough to write poetry..

ONE CAN LIVE

AS

ONE

AS

POETRY..

TO

FULLY

BE

FREE

:

:

(:)

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CORE OF creativity

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In my ongoing efforts to share my

everyday path in the

NO

w

O

f

Human BLISS

What i find as truest IN all of creativity..

is

the OPEN Second Chakra..

otherwise

known

as the

SEX
Chakra

IS the CORE OF CREATIVITY..

EMOTIONS..

INTUITION..

AND ABSOLUTELY REQUIRED

FOR MIND AND BODY

BALANCE..

AND GENERALLY SPEAKING..

THE ABILITY TO FEEL

COMFORTABLE IN ONE’S

OWN

SKIN..

WELL..IF ya been following my blog lately…

there is likely no doubt that i am comfortable

in my own skin..

a quick Google search on the

exact phrase

in quotation..MARKS..

“Katie Mia Frederick”

or even

“Katie Mia”

brings up several score

of dude comfortable in

HIS

skin

pics..

YES! I AM COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN

NOW! AND OH MY GOD!

THAT IS THE MOST LIBERATING

PART OF MY LIFE SO FAR….

As mentioned before in previous posts..

as a person with the Asperger’s flavor of Autism..

i was never comfortable in my own skin..ergo a HUGE

ISSUE WITH A CLOSED UP

SECOND CHAKRA..

ZERO TO LITTLE CREATIVITY..

I WAS BASICALLY

A FRIGGIN WALKIN TALKIN

COMPUTER..

AND yes i had to watch my wife to walk

in Super Walmart..to keep moving in a straight line…

Well ..HELL NO..AS MENTIONED BEFORE AS WELL..

NO MORE STRAIGHT LINES

ATTEMPTED ON

SIDEWALKS!

i do my reverse..TAI CHI..Sacred Chakra Belly DAnce..

WALK..

everywhere i go NOW ..sometimes almost imperceptibly slow..

and yes..sometimes captured with my Nike GPS sports watch..

at 12 miles per hour…

And i’ve been experimenting with different frequencies of music..that

are assigned as such to the 7 human chakras..

and what i find is

some music is much better than others

to OPEN UP

THE CORE OF CREATIVITY

IN THAT LOWER ABDOMINAL AND HIP

AREA

CHAKRA..#2..

AND WELL..SYCHRONICITICallY

AS IT MAY BE

SHAKIRA..

SOUNDS ALOT LIKE CHAKRA..

HIPS NEVER LIE

IN her CORE

OF

CREATIVITY..

TAI CHI dancing in my yard today..

listening to her music…

brought an incredible swelling warmth

in my #2 chakra area..

and no it was general incredible swelling

warmth..not an ‘organ’ specific one..

if ya will..

But anyway.. i thought i would experiment to see what

would happen in capturing my chakra

non-verbal physically visible

energy flow..

listening to

Shakira’s newest song..

in spanish..which is a very romantic..

language anyway overall..

and a tool for greater creativity

and yes in the hertz of her voice and music..

it resonates..

in that

area

#2

Don’t even need to watch her hips..and abdominal

gyrations..to get

that 2nd chakra open for more

CREA

TI

VI

T

Y

!

WELL..I KNOW IN NOW..most people are not likely going to have

an opened enough 2nd chakra to do this in public..

but Chakra ..i mean ….. Shakira and

me

Well..we ain’t got no problem with..it

We are free

to share the energy of our chakra #2 with the whole

world if need be…

so here is my effort today..

to show ya how to open up

your second chakra..

and let freedom and creativity.

RING

as

TRULY

OPEN

!

BUT HERE PERHAPS IS THE MOST AMAZING THING OF ALL…

Approximately seven months ago..when i made my first efforts..

to reverse walk..to reduce numbness in my legs when walking..

..that was successful..

I am positive now…that not only did this activity..

help my back..but it most definitely finally

opened up my second chakra..as after that..

my creativity exploded and even autism spectrum

reciprocal communication deficits..

almost magically went away..

i went from extreme introvert to extreme

extrovert…

in several weeks..of walking in reverse..

and as i remember i had a compelling desire to run in

reverse in my running days..when i was 21..and a similar

thing happened to me then..

that i match with today..

as real

and EFFECTIVE..LOGICALLY NOW..

AS A POTENTIAL CURE

FOR MANY HUMAN

MALADIES..

PER REAL LIFE

REMEDY..

TO MAKE LIFE BETTER..

OVERALL FOR FOLKS..

Don’t believe me please..

but if ya can and if ya will..

try walking in reverse..starting slowly

and maybe

it will brings

some

MAGICK

IN YA LIFE..

2

IT COULD NOT HURT

:)I THINK!(;

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Well..OK..this Blog IS rated PG..so this is as far as i go here..

be back in a few..

with the link to the restricted one for adults

only..that finisHers the Sacred Chakra #2

SHOW..

Butt..what i find..in our modern day culture..

is even though there is porn and all of that..

some folks are only using

‘it’ for addictive properties..

as their 2nd chakra is all locked up..

and needing a quick fix

of addiction..

Butt..again..even the esoteric folks..suggest wearing

orange..and rubbing some orange oil down there..

and doing words of affirmation..

like i’m sexy..i’m creative..i got some open

emotions and all of that..

well..i personally say bullshit to all of that..

except for the positive affirmations..

Ya got ta work IT…REALLY WORK IT

TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN..

AND WALKIN IN A STRAIGHT LINE FORWARD..

IS NOT GOING TO EXERCISE THOSE EXOTIC…

ABDOMINALS..LIKE SACRED BELLY DANCE..

OR WALKING IN REVERSE..

MOST ANYONE CAN WALK IN REVERSE..

BUTT..THE belly dancing is more complicated..

than that..

as well as TAI CHI ..overall.. when taking lessons..

but no lessons for me

i’m a free versin/lancin everything..

these days..

and with that said..here is that link..in a few more minutes….

OH!..and almost forgot..the

English Version ..of Shakira’s song..

in case ya IS wonderin what she IS talking

’bout ..

if ya don’t speak some spanish…:)

http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/02/core-of-creativity.html

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TRUTH under LOVE

THere IS

ONCE

a QUEEN

who sITS upon

a throne..some folks

call her GODDESS

otherS

call

her

ISIS

Mother Wife ISshe

nurturing patriarchy..

turning 2

SACRED LOVE

This queen IS

NEVER ..captured.. for her

LOVE

IS

REAL..

THERE IS NO SUBStitUTE

for

ISIS

BUT

SACRED LOVE

The suitorS travel far..

appeasing HER WITH

diamonds..finest delicacies of food..

and even pyramids

of

greatest heights..

but the dog of reason

IS only

‘left ‘

sITTING on ground..

while the Sacred LOVE

of

‘RIGHT’

OF

ISIS

stANDS atop

A Pyramid of LOVE

SINGING out

ONCE

AGAIN

THE

GLORY..

THE PERFECT

STORM

OF

SACRED

LOVE

!

Footnote .. in this 99 word appreciation for truth under love..i dedicate this to my wife Katrina on our 24 anniversary..today..February 21st 2014..

Life is interesting.. to say the least..

Katy Perry’s songs of the last 4 years follow and lead .. my life ..

in someways…NOW

and

THEN..

In the darkest days of my soul..in the day of her firework song..it is the only inspiration..from a radio of thousands of songs..

that sparks a faint spark of something in my heart..

No words for it other than spark..

Firework..says it all..but just a sparkler in those days…

but something .. anything for hope…

Coming out the darkness in July..2013..i am acquainted with more of her songs..and videos..that strike inspiration..at a deepest level..of heart renewING love…

Yes..i AM also the girl in thE wheel chair..the one she portrayed shaking in ‘Wide Awake’..sure that can not be me NOW at 222LBs of solid muscle..but it dam sure IS..in those days then…when my 94 year old crippled aunt IS breathing more spirit..than i can muster…all day long…

Well..i find my inner child too..coming back to save me..with that sacred love..that is truth as one and same as under..and above…

And yes.. Katy IS a devout ‘technical’ modern Christian as i am too..in earlier life..

But she and many others in our new age..of information..ARE exposing the bullshit of folks twisting Jesus’ loving words..

into subjugation..of others for materialistic gains..oppression of folks who are simply born a little different..like homosexuals..or the greatest offense against anyone..HARMING attempts to find true will under sacred LOVE in this sacred life..and or control of reproductive freedom..

The greatest GOD given freedomS..of all of natural life…

She is one of my new age..yes i said new world order..heroes..

To make this a world of unconditional love..where everyone is accepted..and

there

IS

no

longer

any

out

casts..

The play is for everyone..the director is GOD..every role is as important..as any other..

played…

I am wide awake..

and so is Katy..

and many others 2..are gaining this SACRED LOVE..

that hates

no

other..

and is only

SACRED LOVE..

The perfect storm..

of

IS

IS

COMPLETE..

SACRED LOVE

a WHOLE HUMAN

EXISTS.

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And yes..that’s me and my

wife shortly after i left

the

dead zone..

on or about

July 22nd

2013..

Interestingly.. enough.. my 2nd cousin..

also a Fred .. called her

Mut

in Jest..

as her profile..yes

did

look

like

ISIS

as depicted as such

in

art..

and Mut is another

name

for

th@..

but no..i ain’t no blonde sky goddess.

standing

on

a

pyramid..

Katy playS her

fine..

The goddess

of

SACRED LOVE

otherwise known

as

GOD

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YA R A Star

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i

am

a

star

!

*

!

ya

r

a

star

!

*

!

together we shine

as

ON

e

!

*

i

STAR BRIGHT

AS

LIGHT

AND

LOVE

WHERE HATE BRINGS

BLACK

HOLE

SUNS

we retreat..

to LOVE each other IS ALL

th@’s

counting..burning brighter

raising

yOur

arms

to skeY

E

a S

Y

e

s

together we glow and grow stronger..

brighter and lighter..

in

LOVE

ONE

LOVE

SkEyE

LOVE again

togetHer

AS

ONE

MotHEr

N@ure

4

ONE

LOVING BURNING BRIGHTER

WHITER..

LIGHTER

!

LOVE

LEAVING …….

DARKNESS BEHIND………………………………………………………

NOWMOREONEFOREVERFORONEMORE..

NOW

!

i

I

S

wrITing

tHE SToNE

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The Art of Sacred Movement

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well.. now that i’ve got your attention..

either offended..

or

interested..in what i am about

to tell ya..or show ya..

further..

it is for a very GOOD REASON…

HUMANS ARE MEANT TO MOVE..

WE ARE HERE TO MOVE..

AND ANYONE WHO TRIES TO

CONVINCE YA..

THAT 30 MINUTES 3 TIMES

A WEEK IS ENOUGH.. IS WELL..

FULL

OF SOMETHING OTHER THAN

MOVEMENT…

Sorry for all the caps..but this means

a whole lot to me..

as ya may see..

after being a shut in for over 60 months..

and finally getting to really move around again..

starting last July 22nd..

My whole life as change moreover than

any thing else..is that i float like

a butterfly over land..

Ya see..as an autistic person..of the

Asperger’s variety..with a language delay..

my motor coordination was seriously

out of whack..

i had to watch my wife walk in

Super Walmart still..when i am

47 just getting comfortable

walking in a

straight

line..

My biggest problem was pain..

and Severe Degenerative Arthritis..Spinal Stenosis..

Sjorgren’s  Syndrome..Fibromyalgia..

type two Trigeminal Neuralgia..

and generally speaking..

all that ‘fun’ stuff that can happen..

when one

approaches middle age…

Well at 53 now..instead of 48 in

the most incredible pain overall that most

people could imagine..

i am pain free now..and drug free too..

This ain’t no magic formula except

for one incredible thing..

i move ALL AROUND..YES

ALL AROUND ALL THE TIME..

BACKWARDS..FORWARDS..SIDEWAYS..

WITH MY ARMS TOO..IN ALL DIRECTIONS..

LIKE A BALLET DANCER..TAI CHI DANCER..

MARTIAL ARTS DANCER..SACRED CHAKRA

BELLY DANCER..

ALL

IN

ONE..

AND here’s the greatest thing of all..

i never did a lesson..

it all came naturally to me..

the further and further away..

the pain becomes..

the closer

to

bliss

i

am

as

IS

NOW

As

one

with

ONE

And yes it is extremely spiritual as well..

i am one with the Universe almost all the time..with

this ART of SACRED MOVEMENT..

MOSTly TOO..INSPIRED BY

ALL TYPES OF RESONANT

CHAKRA MUSIC..

FROM EVERY SOURCE..

POPULAR CULTURE..OR WHATEVER..

THE SPIRITUAL NOTES..

HAVE NO SINGLE

OWNER..

WELL YEAH..I COULD

TELL YA ALL These WORDS

AND YA MIGHT say SO WHAT

IT’S JUST MOVEMENT..

BUT I’M GONNA SHOW IT TO

YA AS WELL..

in still frames..in underwear..

in this PG rated blog..

and yes i am gonna show ya

how my entire body looks..

if ya care to see it..

in my restricted blog i will link at the

end of this one..

And while this is sensual..it’s not about sex..

but sure it’s related as all sensual things are..

It is about a totally free human being..

i am completely unashamed of my body..

and hell no..i hated parts of it..

almost all my life

In my opinion..if any aspect of human nature

is repressed..that my friends..

is the main cause of human suffering..

Whether it is restricting one’s path to a straight line..

or a body never fully feeling

the

sun..

the saddest human condition..

i

truly see of all…

But any way.. these are the results at age

53 after close to 700 miles logged on my Nike

 GPS sports watch and many more miles not logged since..

July 22nd..

Every movement for me..is

sacred..and my body is completely balanced..

in every sacred step and movement in general..

The mindful awareness that exists with this..

as one with the Universe is nothing less than

INCREDIBLE..

THERE ARE NO RULES TO MOVEMENT..

IF ANYTHING IS RESTRICTED OR TAUGHT..

THAT CAN BE REPRESSION..

THE FLOW

IS

wHERE

i

GO…

And i like this ET song by Katy Perry

FOR MOOD MUSIC..

cause in real life..some folks really do

think..my every move IS magicK..

and maybe i’m a devil or an angel..

as a truly free human being..

IS

well..

hard to miss..in this world

of OVERALL

REPRESSION..

A HUMAN ZOO..

A

PRISON

LIKE THIS SHORT

VIDEO CLIP

FROM THE TWILIGHT

ZONE

2

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Well..Ok that’s as far as i go..

on this PG rated Blog..

be back shortly with the

‘other’

link..

that is restricted..as IT IS

about

ALLITIS

http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/02/the-art-of-sacred-movement.html

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GOD ain’t dead

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http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5912837.html#5912837

xxXXxxXxxXXxxXXxx wrote:

God is Dead originally appeared in Goethe’s Faust Nietzsche just borried.
How’s that for controversial?

aghogday wrote:

Yes ..i wouldn’t be surprised..if some of the dejected and despaired ancient Egyptians said the same thing ..about Isis..Osiris..and or Horus…

Sometimes the glass IS HALF FULL ..sometimes IT IS half empty…

It’s much easier to believe in an all encompassing benevolent force when the glass is more than half full..

Been there done that in both places…

That’s why i just describe ‘IT’ as a force..

Sometimes it ain’t pretty..but i guess tHere ain’t no choice but to deal with..IT on a moment to moment basis..in the NOW…!

WE all answer to nature..and our nature as human beings..that for sure is something none of can escape..on this planet ..as long as we live..

But i say why not enjoy bliss forever in the NOW..as when one is in that place…

EVERYTHING ELSE IS A MOOT POINT..:)
NO WORRIES…

BE HAPPY..IS WHAT IT CAN BE

ALL ABOUT..:)

HAPPINESS CAN BE THE ALL

ENCOMPASSING TRUTH…

OR DESPAIR CAN BE
THE ALL

ENCOMPASSING TRUTH…

I CHOOSE THE FORMER..
AND STAY THERE IN
THE
NOW..:) :) :)!!!

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The day before Valentine’s Day…

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WEll..

i’m not sure i’ll have time to strip

on Valentine’s Day so i thought i’d go

ahead

and

DO

IT

NOW

!

But anyway..happy Valentine’s Day..

And here is today’s stripper

activities..

total and detailed cost s

for

FULL

exhibition..

$2 for a standard Black Pair

of Men’s briefs..

and

$660

for prescription

Jim

Maui

Sunglasses…

Total cost

to express

male sensuality..

and whatever else comes

out of this…

$662

But again..have a nice day..

and here it goes…

And yes..this is the Musick i used today..

to TAI CHI dance in my grassy

backyard..

before

this

exhibition…

enjoy..

if ya will..

 

And yes..this is as far as i go on this PG rated..

blog

but for those who can appreciate

the full form..

naturalist artistic styled

male body..

the rest is

here..

(http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/02/the-day-before-valentines-day.html)

but it’s copy and paste..barring

any accidental

clicking on links

where one is

not sure

they

wanna

go..

But this ain’t the Twilight Zone..

not yet.

(oh well..the parentheses..didn’t work..i guess it’s gonna be clickable whether

i like

it

or

not;(:)

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GOD IS inappropriate

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Well..in my opinion..

after some deep thought..in portraying

and displaying..this as such..in

non-verbal language.. in the photo above..

God.. the TRUE nature of GOD would more than likely be described as

inappropriate by the cultural artifacts of humans including language…

So no doubt truth ain’t fair either…:)

IN ONLY my opinion…;)

But the human mind has incredible potential

to make lemonade out of

lemons..

or crap out of..

sugar.

I choose only lemonade..
with WILL..

And no that is a choice 2..
some folks have little will….

and end up with mostly…
crap..
even if they live in sugar.

But again.. truth and all of that…

Humans are evolved for adversity..as
well as all other social animals..

Which more specifically includes intermittent
reinforcement..

Not the instant gratification…that can lead to the human hell..

of what is NOW for so many people’s..reality in NOW

I choose adversity as a friend…
and leave most of the sugar…
to other folks..

Who MAY choose the human
hell..THAT IS NO PLACE
i choose to be….
KNOWnow:)

And in an attempt .. not to confuse here..
part of my path of adversity..
includes a rather complicated..
free verse poetic style of communication..

which makes life a little more challenging..
for me and anyone who chooses through will..
to read me….and figure it out….

But again..that is my path to bliss..
And it works..
That’s all that matters..
what works….
I LIVE IN BLISS..
THAT PART IS DEFINITELY TRUE..
MY STRAWBERRY FIELDS ARE REAL..
NO MIRAGE HERE..
FOR ME..
I WORK FOR IT..EVERY MICROSECOND..
OF NOW..
IT AIN’T EASY..
BUT AGAIN..
IT WORKS..
MY MAGICK IS SIMPLE..
ADVERSITY..

AND IT IS truly amazing..how simple
my life is now..as compared to
how IT IS usually viewed in real life..
IT simply flows now..while most everyone..
else is waiting for me to trip
and fall down…

And yes.. i am literAlly speaking of movement..
My life is a tight wire act of ballet..belly dance..
TAI CHI..Walk dancing..in reverse..spinning.. everywhere i go..every microsecond..
of art in movement..that makes every part of every move..
sacred
and complex..
and simple flow
at the same time..
without any ‘KNOW’..

losing the hell of ego..
in that complex looking simple flow….

Yup..GOD IS inappropriate..
and so
AM I AM
i

.

But..

i guess if i remain on the sidewalk

of life

my body

remains..

like this..at 13

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instead of this at 53..

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So who is insane..me walking off the sidewalk..

or me..

walking on the

sidewalks of

life..

i

choose the

grass..

and for those who choose the sidewalks..

that

is

OK

2

🙂

IT IS ONLY

WILL

THAT

COUNTS

in only my opinion2

as

WELL

It is the dance of life that counts..

neither destinations..

or

riches..

WILL IS a WAY..

IT WORKS.

AND by a way..

i’m ‘fairly’ sure..

GOD

chooses

the

grass2..;)

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DOG IS GOD IS DOG

Human

beings..

are social animals..

not unlike dogs..

Human social animals..

are here to support and connect with each other..

or
‘they’ are here

to die..and that is all….

The world in someways is ignoring this..

the world of human beings that is..

And

so

Suffering…

Is apparent..

wHere no REAL effective human support and connections

OCCUR..

IN THE true human animal misery..

of disconnection…

Dogs kNow only unconditional LOVE..

therefore..

DOG
IS
GOD
iS
DOG

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