Hi SOHEIR.. i appreciate your quick research
for a source that describes Fear of God in Islam
well it seems..

And there are two particular quotes that caught
my eye.. one of which i was able to trace
as a Hadith quote
contributed
by
Abdullah ibn Masud

“Paradise is nearer to you than your shoelaces. So is Hell…”

I was almost sure that quote was not directly out of the
Kuran.. as it is a better one than the one from the
New Testament attributed to Jesus that
clearly states that Heaven is NOW..
and not a place one has to
wait until after life..
and while it doesn’t
clearly state Hell is also
a place in life that one does not
have to wait to enter until after life..
as discussed already on your site here
and mine.. i for one am 100% sure it is..
and i have described that place i entered
in detail both here and on my site.. my
friend SOHEIR.. anyway.. yes there is
good reason to fear Allah in terms
of the Hell that is real on this
terrestrial plane.. and i for
one respect
Allah to the
degree that
i give 100%
of my life to Allah
so there is no fear
for me now.. but as
the other quote
that i could
not find
a resource as to
who originally reported
it… as i am assuming it is
part of a Hadith.. as quoted here..

“If the believer had known the amount
of the torture and punishment of Allah,
nobody would have hoped for Paradise.
If the unbeliever had known how much
the amount of the mercy of Allah was,
no one would have given up hope of His mercy.”

This is also a quote that rings true to me.. that i
for one have described in similar metaphors
in language.. as i have been to both
places.. and i for one can
say for sure.. that
in Hell..
there is no
hope.. and in
heaven all there
is.. is hope my friend
and truly paradise now..
and as a person who had
glimpses of heaven from
age 3.. and sparks after that
as culture and religions i was
exposed to took it away.. now that
i live there always now.. one can certainly
see and feel.. in Allah’s eYes.. that Allah is
all merciful.. even when one cannot perceive
that if they ever enter hell on earth my friend…

So yes.. there is good reason to stay in balance
with Allah my friend.. but this heaven is a place
that starts within.. as well as the hell that becomes
reality when one goes far out of balance with Allah..
And while there are laundry lists of do’s and don’ts
in culture.. some of which help in gaining and
maintaining balance with Allah.. neither
Christianity or the Islam religion
or many others address one of
the most important parts
of gaining and
maintaining
that balance
my friend..
as that relates
to actual physical
movement in balance..
as we are temples of God
on this terrestrial plane now..
heaven is now and hell is now..
and in truly knowing and feeling
this.. one can gain great strides
to peace of mind and body
balance through
the art of movement..
even the Buddhists and
Yogis speak to meditation
as only a sitting still
activity..
where all of
God’s Nature moves
around us.. and in deciding
that human is somehow different
in this respect than the rest of Nature
Humans ends up separating themselves
from God more so by sitting still away
from the reality of God in Nature
that is always moving
now my friend..
it is easy
to get stuck
in one’s head when
living in our modern cultures
in school.. office work and such
but what this does often is
separate ourselves
from the
Nature that
is God in us as
a Temple of God..
and in the United States
the effect of this is one
moving toward a life
of empty
emotions
and empty
empathy for
other human beings
as emotions run through
our bodies.. when freely
moving in balance and
are not something
limited to
between
our ears
friend..
people are suffering
greatly in separating themselves
from Allah’s Nature manifest as us
as moving feeling connecting creating
creatures.. as reflections of God of
Allthatis.. as us my friend as
well.. anyway.. the
results of this
in terms of health
is empirically measurable
as in the U.S.. morbid obesity
is sky rocketing.. school age
children.. are assessed type two
pre-diabetic.. at rates of 33%..
close to half the adult
population is on
some kind
of prescription
pain killer.. for
chronic pain that is
often somatic in nature
from a body that is repressed
in human emotions and full
of tension.. treating symptoms
of pain.. instead of addressing
the root problem.. of a mind
and body out of balance..
where sitting still
stagnating and
rotting still
in front of screens
is a mainstay of even
children’s lives who also
have skyrocketing rates of
psychotropic medications..
treating symptoms now..
instead of treating the
root cause of
mind and body
imbalance as well..
but no my friend.. no bible
addresses this adequately as
there is still much to learn about
a new human condition that is a result
of modern technology ways of life that
were not present when either the bible
or the Kuran was written.. and this my friend
is why there will always be new prophets with
healing messages from God.. as this experiment
of culture is ever changing.. and truly an experiment
with no precedent in history.. we can no longer rely on
just the politics.. religions.. and philosophies of the
past alone.. as if this human species is going to
survive as whole.. without much more
suffering and misery approaching
that place of hell on earth..
even science and
medicine will
have to
change
to address
the root causes
that are truly human
beings out of balance
with God of All my friend..
all that is seen.. unseen..
felt.. and unfelt now.. or
on the other
hand
we
can
stay with the
prophets.. politicians..
scientists.. priests..
teachers and only
books of the past..
go no further..
and just
suffer
in
misery my friend..
Nah.. God didn’t give us
brains.. to shut them down..
after this book or that book..
not to adapt to change of the
future.. God gifts us rationality..
innate instinct.. and intuition to
adapt to the challenge to live
in heaven now..
as this place
is real
and i prove
it everynow of my
life my friend in
LIVING COLOR..
sMiLes.. an open
mind AND BODY
in Balance iS
A path
to heaven now
and seeing and feeling
so much more of God my friend..
Signed your friend
Fred..
AN
Encyclopedia
of God..
alWays
GroWinG
bigger..:)

Thanks my friend.. and i will
end with a little story here..
there was once a woman..
a troubled woman..
very poor.. with
a religion named
Christianity.. that like
Islam.. suggests that
adultery is a sin.. worthy
of hell fire.. this woman..
innately instinctually and
intuitively was empty inside..
with a husband off in another
land with the military.. so empty
inside.. she was looking for something
to feel that emptiness as many humans
do.. who are empty inside.. most often it
is a troubled childhood with parents who
are not there to give touchy feely love to
their children.. and perhaps they have
smilar problems of this vicious
cycle too..
of emptiness
my friend.. so this
woman.. has different
fathers of different children..
adultery was her escape from
all encompassing emptiness
likely each and every time
she strayed.. but it was
her innate instinct
and intuition
of finding
something
to feel that whole
that was behind her
straying too.. so no one
to blame at this part
but her nature
as gifted
by God..
so this woman
did what she could
to survive as is.. taking
care of her children at
hand the best she could
that eventually numbered
6.. including 8 or so
with miscarriages
and such.. yes..
she was a
real reproducing
machine.. getting
the job done..
as best she
could
adding
to the humans
of earth.. and her children
a diverse group.. with different
fathers of course.. the last two children
half Pacific Islander.. only photo of their
father.. in Arabian clothes with cover
on head.. in some kind of costume
party clothes.. deep black
eyes.. and extremely
youthful face for
a man he
was then..
those children
of that man were
boy and girl.. twins..
some folks in the local
area commented that the
little girl looked like an
American Indian Princess..
and that little girl grew up..
left home..
and found
a nice poor man
to marry.. who eventually
went kinda crazy from stress
himself.. but even when he didn’t
wanna stay here on this earth she stood
by his side.. never leaving it no matter what
as the gift of her father.. she never knew was
Unconditional Love.. and from her Granny
too.. as her mother was very troubled
when she was young..
of course..
anyway.. the fact
is.. if she was born in many
Muslim Countries of that
time.. early on a decade or
so before those twin then..
Because of her mental illness
related condition.. and her open
adultery.. she would have potentially
been imprisoned.. or at worst stoned
for her behavior.. with no doubt.. so
what this means.. is that beautiful
young Indian American looking
princess would have never
been born.. and
God’s plan
for the young
man after he
recovered from
his problems would
have never met fate..
as he would have never
survived his illness without
the help of his Wife with no
legal or Christian marriage father..
So that man lives today my friend.. as a
result of that Mother who looked for Love
to fill an empty space.. whose only reward
was having a child who would never age.. at
least until age 45 as is proof and evidence in
her photos today.. from the time she married
that man.. at age 19.. a miracle of God is she..
and proof.. of who is right or wrong.. God or
prophets
of old
and
new
my
friend…
God works in mysterious
ways.. people who
do not continue
to listen
to those
mysterious
ways and
change..
for the
better
will
face the
consequences
of hell here on earth
my friend.. same story
as always..
just
different
characters
now.. my friend..:)

SMiLes.. thank you for your story
my friend.. and i understand
the different ways
that the Islam
religion is
practiced..
depending on the
political structure
and understanding
of the religion.. and
obviously a kinder gentler
version where you live.. but
truly there should be a book where
there are no confusions my friend..
humans.. many of them..
just do not have the
Capability
and or the
learning
to understand
the simplest of human
metaphors in poetic way
of heARt speech.. even some
poets.. even some technically
popular poets too..
in the online
world
i find..
anyway.. always room
for a kinder gentler
courageous way..
but it does not
come with
the sword..
or back
of hand
or whip..
it comes
with Love
iN HeARt my
friend.. the other
place away from
human hell now..
some folks need the
truth and liGht spoon
fed to them like little
children.. and some folks
never get that as children
on an individual
and societal
basis..
there
lies the
start of
the lies my
friend.. from
early childhood..
and the sins of the
fathers and mothers
who were once misled
and misguided children…
It takes constant never ending
work to even scratch the surface
of that
vicious
cycle of
hell
here
on earth..
but we Must
try if we hope..:)

SMiLes again.. my friend SOHEIR
and thank you for all the inspiring
discussion here on your site..
Aggression.. Violence.. and
Wars have a place with
tribal ruled humans
but never ever
a place
iN
LOVE..
WheRe Human
iS ruled by LOVE..
The place of no
fear and hate..
related emoTioNs..
And true that place
did not live as
country..
politics..
philosophy..
religion or
science..
wHere
Muhammad
or Jesus
lived
or many
places around
the world now..
i for one now.
need no sword
but hands and
feet to walk
upright
and strong
with the gift
of Kind and Courageous
Love.. Swords are for
weaker children
of God whEre i
live but of course
i am blessed as such..
differently than either historical
reports of Jesus.. Muhammad.. and
many others.. then and now.. in other
words.. perhaps then.. i may have been
very handy with a sword too.. but for now..
no swords necessary.. just feats of feet and hands
that can kick some butt.. with ease.. if need be
in small skirmishes for freedom.. my friend.. but
wHere i live
walking tall
and strong
with courageous
Love.. is the only
sword i’ve ever needed
really.. with a few skirmishes
of hands and feat.. and the stronger
i get.. and taller i walk.. with kind
and courageous love wHere i live at
least.. the necessity
for actual
skirmishes
to retain
my freedoms
becomes less and
less.. if all men and
women were like me..
in this regard of training
in physical effort.. of confidence
my friend.. there would be no
tribal wars.. as each man
and women would
be confident
enough
to live
in Peace
with kind and
courageous Love
instead of strife my friend..
but no.. no book is enough
it takes practice.. truly
in martial
arts..
an art
that all our
ancestors naturally
did as a way of life
before they no longer
heard the call of God
to walk tall.. with
kind and
courageous
love.. no different
that Lions on the
Savannah very
close to
where
you live
in Egypt
my friend..
SOHEIR..
as we close out
here on 3 thousand
or so more words.. on
this 21st day of January..
pleasant dreams of night
now peace my friend.. my
day is
just
getting
stArted
with ART
of LOVE..
STRONG..:)

And
Now you
Are a Poet
too.. SMiLes
With greater
Dreams..:)

My Life is my book..
My Heaven is my book..
My Happiness is my book..
My Refuge is my book..
Hello again..
my
friend..:)

2377

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/weyes-of-god-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

Right on topic.. a year ago.. for the
current never ending topic..
as well..
for now..
at least..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/01/21/transcending-technology-and-science-and/

2396

SMiLes.. my
Friend.. gigoid..
Reality is only as
courageous and kind…
fearful and hateful.. as we make it..
i go to the Cinderella school for fellas
and make it Courageous and Kind..
it’s kinda funny.. don’t you feel it…
but in some so-called God fearing places..
people rule on the basis of fearful and hateful
instead of Courageous and Kind.. for JusT Now..

Now that’s ironic.. TRuLY
IRONiC iN DaRK AND LIgHT..

God is the devil of fearful and hateful in hell..
in some countries.. religions and
or cultures.. or and
individuals..

And God is an Angel..
hmm.. in no countries..
no religions.. and no
cultures that
are really
big
at
least..
this tends to only happen
on an individual ‘Miley
Sirius’ Basis.. i mean
Cyrus.. the dog
star of
truth…
for now
at least..

Bonobos
are an exception
as they live all of life
in accordance
with the innate..
instinctual and
intuitive Love
of Mind and Body
Balance in regulating
emotions.. integrating
senses.. hmm.. including
SENsualiTy in the mix of
the LOVING TOUCH
BIG TIME
AS IT WERE
AND STILL IS
WITH REaLLY
ALL BODY
TOUCHY
FEELY
LOVE..
bottom line is
it works.. but oops..
Bonobos are not humans
so we have still not evolved
to tHeir higher standard of
Animal
Love..
but more likely
we have devolved epigeneticAlly
speaking.. in just one lifetime through
the virus.. of Cultures.. Religions
and Countries that are
big.. overall..
hmm…
but OMG.. Country..
Culture.. and Religions
rule humans through the
almighty force of the politics
of human tribal instinct to conserve
resources for survival.. wheRe humans
are born into a fight and flight state of
survival.. to go to school.. with no reward
but learning for 12 to 18 or who knows
even 21 years.. to gain subsistence..
for shelter.. food.. drink.. and
sure a mate.. if one is so
inclined to reproduce
some more
humans
to come into
the hell of nows..
overall.. for most
folks it seems..
at least
headed
in that
direction for now..
Anyway.. it’s quite a compliment
to suggest that we humans are related
to Bonobos.. and perhaps our ancestors
were as hairy.. and Loving as them.. and
perhaps innately instinctually and intuitively
we are too.. without the virus of Country..
Culture and Religions too.. but i do
Love Toilet Paper.. a Warm
Bed.. and me some
Hot Water to
shower at
the end of the
day.. so the human
card is filled with the potential
of a greatest Heaven now if we get
our innate instinct and intuition all
involved as our reality too.. in
mind and body balance
like the friendly
super sexy
Bonobos
too..
by the way..
Miley Cyrus is one of
my favorite modern Bonobo
humans.. she is not afraid to
swing through the air.. with
a tear in her eye all naturale
as much as YouTube will
allow for now for
Love
my friend..
meanwhile.. there
are the hater chimpanzees
among us.. who still rape
and pillage.. as sure
there is the
epigenetic
potential
for us to
be either
devil or angel..
but angels in
heaven now..
there ain’t nothing
great as that reality
my friend.. as we are the
reality that cares.. once star
dust.. now the magic of Love
incarnate
as
human being Angels..
and that is real my
friend.. in the
real heaven
that can
be now..
oh.. but the
work.. the practice..
never ending to find it
and stay here my friend
is a never ending story
of
NOW
that goes
on…for
NOW..:)

2979

Back to dVerse now for
one more link to
the 44 word
Quadrille
Dancing
verb
poems..
a prompt
of poeTry
that continues
on through Sunday…:)

Dancing addictions feed
what’s missing.. now.. not
just related to drugs.. food..
sex.. or gambling dice.. new
behavioral
addictions ranging
from video games
to other modern
screen addictions..
new poison
of human
mind and
body balanCinG
soUls.. danCinG
feet die under screen
feats.. ‘scream’……….!

PS..
Love iS MisSinG..:)

Back at 6:17 pm..
1222016
with
one more
Quadrille link..

sMiLes.. dancing with
Jesus.. iS a fine way to
move.. sadly many folks
talk the talk.. but never ever
truly dance the dance of Jesus
danCinG iN Truth and liGht..
setting uS free..
am i an only
one seeing
yoUr
dance
partner..
heir apparent..:)

3103

And now off to dVerse
Open Link Thursday..
where almost
anything
goes..
with PoeTry..
except for me..
of course in full
form.. but happily
most people let
me share my
short stuff
in real
time
stream of
conscious
poeTry writing
in mostly micro
expression ways..
on their sites that
are copied here.. and
as always the few who
turn me away.. are only
copied and pasted here..
and identified with
asterisks
so i for one
will have a record
of who inspired
what where
or when..
as empirical
analysis in
rational
thinking is
important to
exercise as well
with heARt of poeTry..
deep deep inside the
human soUl.. expresSinG
emoTion as SpiRit iN
a miNd and boDy
BalanCinG
SoUl
for now..
JUST
now in
the greatest
present that is
all that is NOW..:)

WeLL.. from a male perspective
this rings true of course too.. Now..
when males come up to me exciting
dancing women.. them not realizing
i am almost old enough to be their
grand daddy.. just in it for the
exercise.. asking me how
many times i scored
and i’m
F E E LiNG
no.. you will..
never ever
gain.. a wife
like mine..
so many
lessons
to come
for you..
if they come..
at aLL.. ever..:)

A feeLinG Chalice
without gold am i..
then and now..
heArt sTiLL
iS aLL
that
reAlly
CouNTS..:)

*
All tied up..
i never knew that
possible without rope..
but without miNd and boDy
balance.. the miNd has
little relative free
will to control
a body..
so tension
comes unrehearsed
as dancing partner
of change.. as
stress will
dance
solo
in pulls
of muscle
that never
let go..
so finAlly
my body taught
my mind to relax
fully relax in balance..
but it was a lesson of
the body teaching
the mind
as the
body
iS smArter
iN Feeling..
it takes art
to truly move in
balance.. it never
comes fully until
the words
let
go.. so in
other words the
short cuts to
balance
are far
far away
from lessons..
guidelines
or any
kind of
school
for moves..
one step balances
the other.. i suggest
one step in reverse too..
the rest will come naturAlly
with continuous lifelong
practice..
the body
feels best
in miNd
and boDy
balance…
Words for all practical
intents and purposes
just retard
potential..
those who
move without
rules on sidewalks
of life.. move as Art
never limited
by lines
and angles..
eventually spiraling
no different reAlly than
greatest grand daddy
and grand mamma
we feel..
the
Milky
Way SpiRaling
iN art of US NOW..:)

*
Kinda sad.. it is.. but
my cat Yellow boy
taught me more
lessons of
life.. after
i removed allergies
from my being to have
a cat inside.. yes.. Yellow
boy taught me more lessons
about life.. than 18 years
of school.. and over 30
years of work..
and 55 years
of religion..
simply
’cause
Yellow
Boy ain’t
full of shit
and now we
share.. feel..
and kNow.. the REAL
AND SamE GOD OF NATURE..
little yellow boy
savior..
BIGGER
SAVE
ME..:)

Moving Art
sining sensual
feelings so much
further iNtricacies
sKin
share
danCinG
hands and fingers
iN feat of Love now..:)

*sinGinG sensual..
freUdian
sLip
of
inK
i guess..;)

WeLL.. sounds liKe
peRhaps thE
Wild and
Free Appaloosa
iS now changing
into Thor upon
a horse.. at
least in
my imag
i
NaTioN
alWays
set free..
legEnds
sinG free
upOn ride
oF wiLd horSes..:)

WeLL.. Gemini
heRe stuck in the
middle of twins
on June 6th..
now directly
in-between
two cusps..
tWin
pillars
of endless
possibilities..
who couldn’t
be optimistic
born so close
to the Summer
Solstice iN the
middle of Summer..
forecast on the 20th
until the Doctor reels
me in early.. so he
then can go on
vacation way..
anyway.. 6660
is a miGhty
symbolic
number..
no
less
and more..
it is what it is..
and add in the
1 and 9 of
1960..
comes
complete
oNe standinG
tAll and 9 fAcing
6.. anyWay.. patterns
and free associaTions are
now certainly.. my thing too..:)

Oh.. one of my favorite
things to do is
wriTinG
psalmlets
oF Nature..
wheRe God lives
everywHere aLL at
one now.. so comforting
to be here now aLL wITh GOD..
and nicely expresSinG
sentiments
of God.. you
bRinG here
as weLL.. my
friend..:)

Seven is enough
for now.. break
for flesh and
blood real
world
activities..
on a very
rainy day
sTill fuLL
of joY
alWays
NOW..:)

4:57 pm..
1212016
11:04 pm..
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and back again..
with 7 down and
26 more to go
to get caught
up for now..:)

*
Poems of Whitman
travel near and far..
from human sKin to
Nature dreams..
but never
limited by
opinions
of other
dreams..
a lesson we
could all dream
from with no
expectations
but
dreams
now
as they
frUitrue..:)

SomewHere deep in a WinTery
cave.. timeless ageless
trapped in now..
a draGon
dreams of
anotHeR evernow..
that’s more than
yesternow..
a pLace
wHere
DragoNs
free tHeir WinGs..:)

Candle HeArts SinG
sweet refRains..
WinTer
ways..
FroZen
snowy
flames..
North Breeze
blows pyRinG
briGhter fiRes..
liFe grows
liGht..
dArkest
ashes pass..:)

Flame inside human
Growing bright from
birth… school now
fills this
place with data more
than heARt.. input more
from devices..
electric gLows..
oh.. wheRe does human soUl
go.. when trapped iN 4 iNch
SCREAM..:)

SMiLes.. A smARt
ass beats a
dead ass..
any time
now..
but sure..
THen there iS
sacrifice.. iS..
as well.. for onLy
flesh and blood..
and of course that
sTill leaves a mes
Sage too.. iN
sTill
refRAin..:)

GreaTest difference
between human
and other animals
now.. iS.. one feels
tHeir place..
and the
other
only
knows
the place.:)

Living Nature
Broken homes..
one dies
one grows..
Pyramid
dust..
leaves
green..
Tree of Life..
kNOwledge
Tree.. dead..:)

Struggle primitive..
ancestor strong..
sHell now..
back
bOne..
gOne..:)

*
Words becoming
Love leaving
feeling
behind..
words loving
leave.. feeling
remaining free
and
true..
it’s not
the thought
that counts
feeling
free..:)

*
WeLL.. like
FoRrest Gump
says.. if ya
wanna escape
the past ya run
iN the future now..
i dance instead and
alWays live
dance
now..
in steps
and SonG
of poeTry too..:)

side note begins..
And thIS bRinGS
me to my next
poInt.. onLine
is a strange
place of cold
souls i often
find.. a place
where text replaces
faces.. grins.. frowns..
vocal smiLes and laughter
wHere symbols for non-verbal
expresSioN.. drown out the
human touch and feel of
life more and more..
and sometimes
just a word
mis-
understood..
can be the basis..
to erase.. but of
course.. who
cares.. any
way
when
theRe
is no
human face..
and people wonder
why i show my face
online so much..
haha!
WTF
FTW
i am
a FUCKING
HUMAN AND
i FUCKING
SHOW
MY
FACE..
i am more
than black
and white
text.. mostly
on a Fking
white
screen..
of SCREAM!..
AND truly it’s
funny.. no it’s
sad.. yes… it’s
funny too.. but not
in a haha! way..
rarely
ever do
people who
SHOW THEIR PRESENT
FACE iN Avatars..
treat other
humans
as
less
than human
in the poeTry
world online..
most people
on Facebook
are human
more or
less..
as at least
they show their face..:)

Inspired by a person who lets
me post nice comments on their
site.. but deletes them..
for whatever reason..
with nary an
explanation
to me..
but that’s
okay.. i check
back now.. to see
if folks delete that
after the fact.. just
so.. i myself will no longer
comment there.. since they
are too timid.. just to
ask me not to..
or even
explain
what their
issue even
is with me..
but sure..
there could
be many reasons
for that.. heHE..
posting HERE is
always the solution..
for me at least.. as
it IS a FREE WORLD AT
LEAST.. UNCENSORED FOR
INSPIRATION.. NOW AT LEAST..:)
side note/rant/vent/dis/Gust.. ends…

Feelings die iN clothes
of old and new..
words fade
in new and
old world
clothes
oF dying feelings..:)

iN every shell of cell
exists a memory of
dna.. that
tales
A tell
of chain
of us from now
to SonG of big
bang(s).. old
and new..
a Nautilus
SinGs sOft
sheLL SonG
forevernow..:)

Bird of soaRinG heiGhts..
Bird of balance iN
Beauty’s gRace..
Bird fALLing
riSinG..
Grace
iN bal
ance
middle
NoWways
oF Peace..:)

Well.. that’s
a fresh dozen
of thirteen..
leaving another
Baker’s dozen..
for Saturday
morning..
as
rest for
morrow
comes
peace iN
balance now..:)
1:02 am
1232016…
Back at
12:12 pm..

FroZen iN tHe DArkest
Oceans now oF
uS..
exiSts
SpRinG
StreAms
of Consciousness
riSinG uP.. breaKing
throuGh
sHeets
of iCe
oF
US.. Free.. noW
FlYinG HiGheR alWaYs..:)

Too often happiness
is thought of in words
or silence as a state of
mind over body..
for me at least..
i must dance
free without
instruction..
to ever catch
boDy back
up to miNd
iN balanCe..
wHere theRe
can be a peaceful
eye now oF Hurricane..
in a dance so complex
to the outer eye.. but
ease internAlly wITh
a boDy
that
feels
how..
without
any human
words at aLL..
magic iS possiBle
but free iS magic..
dance.. to me..
@lEast..:)

THere was a now..
not just a short
now.. nows of
66 months all..
wHere ALL noise
was overwhelming.
until i sOught the abLiTy
to find quiEt inside.. now iN
even raving crowds of hundreds
of people dancing slower than i..
the i inside.. is a peaceful
eye of
Hurricane
that is now
i…
First
theRe was
years now
rest.. then..
constant
Re..
creaTioN
wHere i iS
impervIOUs
to ALL OUTSIDE..:)

SMiLes.. all most all religions..
have a common denominator
that we have the truth
and ‘you’ don’t
and haha..
while the
7 chakra thingy..
is certainly a flavor
of the new age thingy..
just another way of focusing
on anything but a way of being
stuck in our frigging heads..
even better yet is forgetting
all words.. just dance FREE..
and come to
the realization
that we are an
inFiniTe UniVerse
as fractal reflection
of the whole.. wheRe
every cell iS an
infinitE chakRa
of never
ending
chaKras
beyOnd
ceLLs
beyonD
aToms
sImply
inFiniTy
floWinG
like a River
iS what we are..
but no.. i for one
wiLL never have the last
word.. oN any of thiS..
and anyone who
thInks they
do..
are
a piece
of dUSt
who canNot
see the flea
sucKing the
life giving
blood
of
a dog
nAmeD
G O D..;)

Oh by the way..
Love this!!!
Brilliant!!!
Well Penned!!!
Excellent!!!
Superb!!!
Perfect!!!
Nice!!!
Great!!!
OH! YOU
are just
the best
F
in
poet
ever….;)

Haha..! don’t
bLame you
for NOT wasting
your time now
commenting
on most
dVerse
poet’s
sites..
and iN
general..
all over
the E-
world
now..
wHere
shalLow
reigns
kinG
of i..;)

My badge of
honor is not
receiving
a comment like
that on anything
i’ve ever written..
except for one
time where a person
on a completely different
site named me as the
‘Perfect Definition
of God’..
but that
site was
named
the
‘Wrong Planet’..
and they actuAlly
meant iT iN a
F
iN
deeper
way than
empty
platitudes..
of come over
and like my stuff too..;)

Yeah.. it’s kinda like
religion.. wHere at the
end of life.. the person
with the most FB Likes..
and $1.99 E-
books sold
gets
to go to
heaven..
hehe..
while some
of us are
here NOW
alReaDy
juSt doin’
iT now!
HA! HA!x2..
[/sarcasm..
saTire.. fuLL
iN ToW].. for Now..;)

When i was young.. haha..
all the way to 53.. i dreamed
of creativity.. yeah.. something
that came out of the inside
of me.. not orchestrated
by instructions outside..
like that one era i
composed a free
floWinG piano
SonG at age
47 with
zero thoughts..
instructions..ugh..
guidelines.. then..
or pre-planned
actions at all..
i’m afraid that
science of
art kills
art
almost
all togetHer..
and ‘trust me’..
E-scaPinG science
was the job of JOB
for me..
and it’s
the reaSoN
i do not lInk
at dVerse anymore..
as i already escaped
my life of
THAT
before..
Art is Free
to me.. but sure..
science before.. as well..
it’s okay to visit science..
but i sure never
wanna
live
there
again..
friend..;)

Well.. it’s 1:27 pm..
still 41F degrees
of Crisp Azure
blue North
Florida skies..
cAlling me to
hell yes..
EScape
the science
of this keyboard
too.. as theRe ain’t
nothing like the Art..
of free floWinG
all Naturale..
as they say..
dance
with Sun
and SAnd..
yeah.. hmm..
the 41F degrees
iS a little challenge
but the SUn alWAys
wArms my
head at
lEast iN
Florida.. cold
from head to toe..
in dance of human
free with God
of allthatis
Nature free
as well
reAlly
WeLL too..
back later.. to
finish this up..
before it’s
time to dance
more iN DANCE
SHOPPING A
WEEKEND
STAYCATION
ALWAYS NOW
FREE
AS FREE
CAN BE
FOR
ME
FOR NOW
AT LEAST..:)

Back at 3:13pm..
and all chilled
out and warmed
up
same..;)

SMiLes.. moon..
mountain tops..
bottoms of mile
deep oceans..
novelty
to visit..
but here i
staycation free..
and every once
iN a while.. even
escape words..
as words
can
be
Novel
too..
hehE..
wITh wInks..:)

27″ inch iMac..
globe of world..
vanilla flavored
metal file cabinet..
Statues of Greek
Gods’esses’ Hebes
and Apollo stand watch
atop a lap-top computer..
in front of 24″ window..
and the saddest
pArt of aLL so
far away
from ART
iS School
and Work
for so many
people is a
metal file
cabinet
that relatively
speaKing is dead
and stays the same..
With Infinity staring now
back from the WiNdow..
i’m here for the essence
of Apollo and Hebes
and forget
the rest..
when
i E-SCAPE
to InFiniTy FREE..:)

sMiLes..
AND so iroNic..
so many ‘people’
and ‘artists’ too.. pRaise
the different unTil tHey
actuAlly ENCOUNTER iT..
In REAL life.. different
scares at least
half the
population
and most of
them rarely
confront
it.. other
than
E-scaping
it… Now..
that’s okay..
as that too is
human nature..
oh.. ah.. but to be
totAlly open-minded
iS to have the Hawk’s view..
no matter iF spiRaLinG the
SuN
iS
StRange
or not..;)

SMiLes.. my friend..
two worlds heRe
below above
but sAMe
sTill.. one
feeling..
one
symbol..
dance iS feeLinG..
words try tHeir best..:)

Divine iN uS..
she lives In he
and her.. as
SpiRit
HeARt
emoTioNs
unfettered
by concrete
grounds that
siNk.. the soUl
now miNd and
BoDy balance
to millstone
below..
ocean
dark..
sHe
iS strong
RiSinG iN
ocean dance..
Us SprinGinG
forward forever
now.. young the
spiRit sHe never
ages
iN
uS
FREE
as dance
wE
NOW..:)

Love
alWays
comes back..
lets go..
alWays
comes back..
calLinG
cALLs
LOVE..:)

Dancing deep iN sOUl
uS.. emoTions
SpiRit relEase
miNd
BoDy
balancE..
musiC oF
Us SonG
free steps
come next
ExpresSinG
heARts
noW
DanCe ALive..:)

SMiLes.. no one FEELS
balance like the equator
of us.. caring more
for the
feeling
and hell
with the
knowing
appearance..
all that’s real
is the mustard
for
now..
for those
of us who
cut iT
iN
EQual pARt..:)

And yeah..
i read it like
Shawna did too..
but.. i have an
‘active’ now
imaGiNatTon
like hers too
and sure
a dog
covered
iN mustard
now and then too..;)

Ah.. the lost and
found books of life..
stoRinG memories
of lost pages..
and words..
finding words
to write.. what
a deliGht.. i am
now a porto-
book
bLog..
wheREver
i go..
digital
art ya
free the
words of me
wHere digit
of finger
and
keyboard
become OnE..:)

SAdly.. modern science shows perhaps
there is no solution for ‘this’.. as
addiction seems to most
often be the lacking end
result of connections
of feeling connections
with others.. the real
elixir in actuAlly
feeling each
other
that never
connects
where the
garden of
Love is not
literAlly then
established
in a bRain of
young
to live
old
so free
as LOVE..
there are no
winners when
Love is not the
Garden of Youth.. my friend.. iT seems…

OH Lord.. 5:44 pm..
all caught up now..
almost time
to publish
now.. but
Dance
Shopping
first.. to
get out of
this screen!..;)
i mean
SCREAM!..;)
KATRINA
SAYS
GET
THE F
iN
FRED
OFF
OF THAT
COMPUTER NOW
PLEASE!!!!!!…
WITH HER HANDS
NOW AROUND mY
NECK!!!!!!!!!!
NOW F.. iN..FRED.. TICKLiNG ME!!

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Hi.. gigoid.. thanks so much for stopping by..
and like a cat who still plays with his or
her toys… public stores.. the gym..
and even Rave Dance is
my playground..
all that is in the environment
are potential targets for play..
and yes.. the stakes are high
as far as missing and
collateral damage
goes.. but now
moving on to
4700 miles
of doing this
now in around
29 months.. as
they say practice
makes muscle memory
automatic.. where it’s kinda
like driving a car on the Interstate
now.. but MUCH MORE FUN.. AS YA
get the human interaction to go along with
it.. ranging.. from excitement.. to chagrin to
perhaps down right terror but i filter who i
am around very carefully and steer far
away from the potential timid
customers.. as that is
how one keeps
their ballet
and martial
arts-like dance
privileges in the
general public
but the more graceful
i get in doing it.. the more
obvious it is i am not
a budding
nut
as it were
or is for now..
hehe.. anyway..
the miNd and boDy
balance i have now
compared to the other
four decades of my life
is incredible.. there just
ain’t nothing like being
totally grounded
to earth iN
balance
WitH gravity
secure.. safe
with trust in
allthatis..
and as
long as
my Karma
is Good to Go
no need to fear
the wrath of what
is in terms of action
and consequence..
i keep it going
positive
to keep
allthatis
answering
back positive
as well.. it is
like reality and
me are best friends
now.. without a doubt
to me at least.. but of
course my sensitivities
to all of Nature are ramped
up like an atomic bomb at
peace.. sMiles.. life is fun
that’s all
i kNow for
me.. but
yes.. still
with compassion
as i know that
other place
all too
well
from
the past..
i’m gonna stay
in heaven.. if Karma
has anything to say
about that my
friend..
with
blessings
and peace
and Unconditional
Courageous and Kind
Love.. as is
for
Now..
Happy
now friend..
be seeing ya all around
of course.. online.. and
yes.. there is not much
i miss..
hehe..
anywheRe
my travels
take me.. and
of course i usuAlly
leave a gift wheRever
i go..
and just
look forward
to the next
destination
of joy or challenge
with CON
FI
DENCE..
in reaLiTy
NOW..:)

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Hi.. Friend Zee.. thanks for coming by
and enjoying my endless azure blue
North Florida Winter skies with me today..
and oh Goodness.. yesterday was a real
downpour.. where my dance parking lot
was all flooded out.. and i even have
updated photos of that in this
blog post now.. as a
counterpart to all those
amazing blue skies.. and i
suppose one reason why i am
happy all the time here.. is it can break
for Summer time and clear skies all year..
really for at least a few days here and there..
and it is kinda nice to finally be
getting some cool temperatures
for a change in season.. anyway..
hope you have a lovely
weekend as well..
friend Zee..:)

6310

Faceboook friend Rafiah..
shares a photo of a group of
women in a classroom attending
Government College Women University
in Sialkot.. Pakistan…

i say..

Wondering if that is Ms. Rafiah.. the
only one wearing a pink burka theRe..
thinking.. yes.. better than
one in two odds..
now.. and also
curious if Pakistan
provides this women’s
only college education for free..
and it must be kinda lonely there
without any males.. but maybe not..
as females
are cooler
anyway..
in my
book..
at least..:)

Rafiah says..

Haha you guessed right, like always.
You are smart. It’s not a free university
but the fee is minimal. There was a male
there, a professor. I was very happily
surprised that day, he said and told
some very amazing things, the
kind of things I often Wonder
about and I felt kind of
special that day like it
was a good sign from
Allah. smile emoticon heart emoticon
And that’s not a burka, its a chadder/dupata.
Google the difference. wink emoticon grin
emoticon That’s your favorite thing to do.
grin emoticon

i say..

Hmm.. you kNow.. i never really found out
for sure.. whether that was you or your sister
in the thumbs up photo.. but even though
it looks like a child sized person.. overall..
like your little sister.. yes.. i remember
that your are compact.. and that is
okay.. but yes.. you have
very big eyes in that Pink
Dupatta.. so i’m thinking
Rafiah is the thumbs up
girl in the Grey and Black
Patterned Burka.. with the very
big feminine eyes in her profile photo..
and Wiki says.. the Dupatta is a South Asian
woman’s modest form of dress.. where it can
also be worn as a cape.. like a fashion statement..
and sometimes i forget that Pakistan used to be
part of India until it was divided up.. so women
in India wear this form of modest dress as well…
and yes.. when i was in College i had a male
instructor in philosophy that made me feel
like i was getting special information
associated with God from him..
as well.. so i can relate to that
special feeling too.. that was back
in 1978.. and after that i didn’t worry
quite as much of all about what culture
said i was supposed to do and be.. hmm..
for at a little while anyway.. as enlightenment
like that can come and go to.. with additional
cultural demands like working several more
decades and dealing with that.. but yes.. i
am running on.. here.. rambling as usual..
but not only is Googling different stuff
one of my favorite things to do.. but also..
talking to my dear and very sweet friend..
Rafiah.. from Pakistan.. who i always
get withdrawals from if i don’t
talk to her at least every several
days apart.. so thanks for answering
my questions.. and i’m glad University
has minimal cost there so many women can
attend.. but OMG.. University here is tremendously
expensive.. i’m lucky i had scholarships and financial
help or i would have never obtained my three degrees
way back in 1983.. no way i could have afforded to go..
with the prices the way they are today.. as my Mother
was way too poor to send me.. and my father always
promised too.. like he promised to visit us too..
that never happened toward the end of his life..
but that is another story.. and i guess this one
is long enough for now.. sMiLes and
see ya later.. friend Rafiah..:)

Rafiah says..

Hahaha thats me in the the thumbs
up photo. wink emoticon
Universities here too
are costly, but luckily
mine is cheap one.
Philosophy is
my favorite.

i say..

WeLL.. If
philosophy iS yoUr favorite..
Yes.. wonder.. we are friends..
‘Socrates’.. And yes.. i am ‘Plato’
and welcome to the third cave.. wInks..
Signs.. a Clown..smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

It is my favorite, but unfortunately i am
not well read and aware about the subject
as I want to. I dont get the time. But
may be in future. smile emoticon

i say..

Smiles.. my friend..
KNowing and feeling you..
i’m sure you will as all the
resources are available..
free.. online..
smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

Fiction and literature
have become the need now.

i say..

The human seeks to be free..
iN art over science..smile emoticon

Oh by the way.. i wore my green elemental
chemistry shirt again.. So free as art
of science now..smile emoticon

Rafiah.. shares this Ted Talk Video
in problems.. BIG PROBLEMS..
FOLKS HAVE IN UNDERSTANDING
THE ORIGINAL INTENT
OF THE ISLAM
KURAN..

i say..

There is a nature of human
that can discern the subtle in life..
in metaphors of beauty.. and there is a
Nature of human that mostly sees literal and concrete..
and there lies the problem in both truth and lies..
in infinite ways of seeing meanings in words…
as at essence all words are only metaphors
for the essence of Truth and LiGht..
and i’ve explained this before..
to both concrete thinkers and
true original artists..
one says it’s gibberish..
and the other understands it
as crystal.. clear.. as a running brook..
of knowledge and FEELING that never ends..
and that is obviously where Muhammad was..
until someone concrete set him in hate..
and that is what concrete thinkers do best..
as they often.. can neither feel or express the
human emotion of Love that would never ever.. harm
another hair on Allah’s head.. unjustified of course..
problem is.. though.. books are only as good as the message
they deliver.. so half the audience or so.. misses the message..
as in reality and human nature about half the audience is mostly
concrete thinkers beyond the potential of poetic art of heARt..
that’s free.. and most all True Poets connect to the words
of the UniVersal Poet.. that sure.. we can name as Allah..
or whatever we like.. as the essence iS REAL..
and paintings of all types.. including words..
more beautiful in Arabic of course..
attempt to capture the essence of
the UniVersal Poet iN Art..
one doesn’t have to read that
to see it.. IF they see further
than concrete squares and angles
that restrict beauty to sidewalks of life..
both in concrete and words.. my friend.. but the
bottom line is this.. no one will ever truly read
the Kuran or the Bible unless they speak the
language of the original text.. so we
Americans are more or less left
out of the entire ‘shooting match’
of real as is.. so that is why i write my own..
as i neither speak the original message of either
of those languages outside of English..
there was never ever a THE ONLY son of
God in the Greek text of the bible..
before.. the translation of that
from what was before.. it was
A son of God.. but of course..
it was to someone’s advantage to
promote Jesus into an office he never claimed..
so as most always the concrete thinkers.. twist
the words to their concrete advantage.. and Love
is what gets left hitchhiking the meaning of life..
outside of the book.. of greater Truth and LiGht as
originAlly intended.. but it is next to impossible
to get anyone who has a mind set in concrete
to budge an inch.. as quite frankly they
are scared to live.. anywhere else but
lies.. the human condition.. amazing..
and scary as literal hell..
in dreams and nightmares
of human imagination..
both concrete and
metaphor.. still now..:)

7562

My friend from Facebook.. matter of fact.. my very
first friend from Facebook.. who was the only one
who could understand me.. first.. during my
incredible stint with assessed permanent
lifelong disabilities.. in both
legal and medical
terms..
shares
the article
link above..
she is also
on the Autism Spectrum..
but doesn’t want her friends
to know.. so i keep her name
anonymous.. when i’ve talked
about her in the past..
anyway.. the
Autism
Spectrum was
a non-issue compared
to the other issues of
disability i faced..
and the
‘sick woman’
article linked above
is a societal stress
related condition
that can befall
any canary
in the
coal
mine in society
and is befalling
so-called normal
born folks too.. as
society continues
to grow more
insane in
what it
expects
humans to be
as more machine
than human.. just
like cogs in a machine
with heArt that continues
to be repressed and oppressed..
by most all cultural ways that come now…
anyway this is my response to her share on FB..
Invisible disabilities.. are among the most difficult
challenges in life.. as sure i can relate for 66 months..
as a ‘sick woman’.. and in my early 20’s as well.. as hard
as that might be for folks to believe now.. on the polar
opposite end of that spectrum.. and yeah sure..
so-called technical bi-polar disorder as well..
so yes.. recovery is possible too..
as i for one had zero hope for that
before.. and i for one.. feel that chronic
social stress.. and stress in general.. can be
the root ’cause of much of this.. but the question remains..
how does one escape.. i was fortunate.. to be practically a lawyer too..
to win my own case from the start.. with zero help from anyone else..
for disability benefits.. where folks around me told me.. just pull up
your boot straps.. things could be worse.. yeah.. sure.. two
years before i was diagnosed with the suicide disease..
the worst pain known to humankind.. type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia.. a totally invisible
disorder that only the person who has it
can see..with a dentist drill without
any painkiller that will work.. in
one’s face.. and in my case..
my eye and ear.. and 18 other disorders..
many auto-immune related.. the system is
favored toward the intellectually smart..
the fate for a person.. who does not
have that gift.. is often one..
as homeless… or worse…
it’s way too complicated..
for the average person to
navigate.. and that is the
part that is also far from fair or justice…

7987

SMiLes.. my friend.. Zee..
the greaTest Love/Empathy..
iN my opinion.. does come from
the challenges of life.. the stress..
disorder.. and even the bullies of life..
who will tell us.. we do not deserve
to exist.. sadly.. some folks
turn to darkness..
when these challenges
come.. but for those who never
give up.. even if.. there are no little
voices from Loving people who can
see the liGht iN a homeless person
from this earth of cultures
that no longer
match
the eYes
of Wisdom that
can come through
the victory instead of
vengeance over life’s
dArk.. with LiGht.. the
human SpiRit to survive
is great.. and pARt of why
the greaTEst liGhts of human
often come from the dArkest
challenges that
we all face
to some degree..
and perhaps the greaTEst
challenge is not being challenged
enough.. as there is no bliss as great
as the Victory of liGht that conquers
dARk.. wheRe one even understands
and forgives those who continue
to ignore or transgress
the survivors
among us..
who
die hard
and are still
energizer bunnies..
with greater liGht
than ever before..
you are a liGht
my friend.. now
who continues
to grow.. and
wheRever i
see this
liGht
i for
one
do
not let
go of that
friendship
iN liGht.. my
friend.. Zee..
and sure.. sometimes
i have to travel literAlly
thouSands of miles iN a
split second to find iT
online
with
great fortune
as well.. and
that’s the best
thing about online..
it is a big small
world
now..
to find those
who can at least
relate to different
challenges
and
survival..
now in liGht..:)

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So easy it was for me.. before my middle age illnesses to express Love.. at least with my eyes.. before shades became a necessary accessory to painfully/comfortably see in life.. and
the statement about the inevitable coldness of life in later age.. as far
as feeling worse.. does not seem to apply to some folks.. and
my father was one of those.. who refused to stress or
worry.. for he was simply fearless.. and perhaps
in part that came from the challenge of
working in Law Enforcement for
46 years.. but his identical
twin brother seemed the
same.. in cool
James Bond
style
of everything
was A-okay in life..
but of course not saying
he was a perfect man.. as
he had very little ability to
express emotions.. but
there were times
that i wished
so much to
trade my
love for his
fearless way of
being.. as Lord knows
my anxiety was every bit
as strong as my Love through
most of life.. in a vague way
of being uncomfortable
in my own skin..
while my
father always
wore his as the
most leisure of suits..
hmm.. getting that fearless
pArt is truly the complement
of Love that works.. and my father
never really looked old in terms
of fragility.. to his dying day
standing up strong.. at age
81.. whereas i
by that time
had already
practically
seen death
and life worse
than the weakest
invalid in any nursing
home before age 48..
but still.. theRe iS Love..
oh.. the gift of Love..
but i suppose
with fearless
one may
not have
to fall
to the illusory fears
of culture and life in
general.. so i guess
Fearless and Love
iN many ways
tie.. as equal
virtues of Life..
the Fearless allows
one to live long and prosper
and the Love allows one to
live well
iN being
iN balance
without the
fear.. iN Magic..
and no my father’s
life was not magic..
it was just peace..
and that is
a goal
that most
folks these
days never even
find.. without a fathom
of what living in the magic
of Fearless Love is really like..
no different than any heaven i for
one can
imagine
now..
so.. here’s a toast
to no illusory Fears
with Love.. the bread
and water of magic life
when mixed iN
balanCinG
pArtS..
and as far as
politics goes..
as science shows
now.. humans are innately
conservative or liberal.. and
they vote with their nature moreover
the individual merits or failures of the
political system at hand.. i do my duty
to vote.. but politics is a soap opera
that is rather easy to catch
up on.. every six months
or so.. to find that
nothing much
has changed
as far as
real
substance..
the endless conflict
that WILL NEVER BE
RESOLVED.. for the
nature of the human
conservative
vs.. open
mind..
is a
mindless past time
to consume.. to escape
other issues of life.. but
knowing.. the inevitable
outcome will not change..
finally… as yes it took me
somenows.. to figure out
human nature more completely..
is enough for me to consider
politics.. as not different..
than the flower that
fades and colors
alternately
in the seasons
of the year.. i for one
am born SUPER LIBERAL..
in most every way.. and i for
one.. live in a SUPER CONSERVATIVE
AREA.. AND NATION in general.. where
hardly anyone can understand my ways
of life.. but hey..
the reward
is the Nirvana..
a gift i wish i could
give everyone else..
but not a gift that most folks
even care
to take
or possibly
undertand
exists
for now..
it does.. now..
and i for one prove
what is possible.. whether anyone
listens to heaven or not..
it is real now..
for me at least..
as hell was
before..
i can never afford
for one second to believe
that anything is impossible
and that state of mind is the
possibilities of the state of
now in positive mindset
that makes the
fruition of
the heaven
i experience now
as REAL AS HELL
BEFORE.. so much
in religion is true.. if folks
can get past all the tribal stuff
of myths and vehicles and vessels
as such that house the truth and liGht..
and also sadly ’cause much division.. aggression..
violence.. and oh MY GOD WORLD WAR III THAT
SOME SO-CALLED GOD FEARING FOLKS ARE
LOOKING FORWARD TOO.. TO END THE
WORLD NOW.. I DON’T USE THE F
WORD VERY MUCH BUT THAT
IS FUCKING INSANITY
BUT SADLY
MOST
EVERYONE
WHERE I LIVE
THAT ONE TALKS
TO ON THE STREET
IS LOOKING FORWARD TO
THE FUCKING END OF THE
WORLD.. the conservative
state of mind..
is truly a dangerous
one.. that would wish
for annihilation through
the paraphrasing of
a several thousand
year old
book.. ’cause
someone told
’em it is true..
OH MY GOD.. FUCKING
DOLPHINS ARE INCREDIBLY
SMARTER THAN HUMANS.. THEY
CAN BOTH ELIMINATE PREDATOR
SHARKS.. AND NOT WISH TO DIE
AT THE
SAME
TIME..
ENJOYING
LIFE NOW.. WITHOUT
EVEN EVER THE THOUGHT
OF ANYTHING BUT PLAYING
LIFE
NOW..
unless you trap ’em in a tank
alone.. like society does to so many
folks now.. dolphins refuse to be held
hostage like this and would
rather
die than
not live
free
moving
connecting
playing with
other dolphins
now.. instead..
swimming then
to the bottom of
the dolphin tank..
documented in marine
science and never returning
to the top.. meanwhile folks with
so-called happy families and love..
are wishing
that a fiery
end to life
comes
now..
anyway.. again..
it’s human nature and
human is only as smart
overall as nuclear weapons
drop….
anyway..
i find the species
sad and amusing and
if i didn’t know or feel
others further than my
local community.. by
moving out in the
online world..
of the bigger
world.. the idea
that i am a star-child seed or
whatever.. becomes somewhat
plausible.. but the truth is.. i just
live in an insane local community..
truly insane.. and that
is all..
my home
is the real
place.. a living
earth in balance
with me now.. and
the rest of allthatis
open minded and FUCKING FREE..
HAHA.. a maNiFesto wherever i go
FREE.. hehe.. particularly here
where wisdom
rains like
pearls
of
liGht..
with Love my
good friend
gigoid..
perhaps the
closest person i
know to the God i feel
and know.. online.. at least..
from the United States.. as
most folks in the poetry world
i associate with.. are introverted
conservative.. bible oriented
folks.. and my assertion that
Jesus is JUST A HUMBLE
MAN.. is surely the
best way
not to
get any
United States
likes on my blog..
But as they say..
THE TRUTH AND LIGHT
WILL SET YA FREE INTO
THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
NOW..
THAT IS
TRULY REAL..
AND YOU KNOW WHAT
WOULD BE THE FUCKING FUNNIEST
THING OF ALL.. IS IF I WAS JESUS
REINCARNATED…
BUT THE BIGGER
TRUTH IS.. ‘HE SAID’
ANYONE COULD
BE
LIKE
HIM..
and even
greater iN
terms of
human
potential..
LIKE BE LIKE
MICHAEL JORDAN..
IN TERMS OF BASKETBALL..
yes.. there is only one.. Michael
Jordan and Jesus.. but sure there
eventually will likely be a
better basketball
player
too..
wITh
wInks..
and hmm.. that’s
over 1200 words..
not often one leaves
a blog post like this
on another blog
post of
close to
equal length..huh..
with wInks again..
but what i’ve come
to find out with empirical
evidence too.. is when i get
out there on the dance floor
with all the wild and free ‘nymphs’
and i say that in historical mythical
terms of respect.. and not sexual
depravity.. and i dance as wildly
as perhaps anyone has ever
danced in a dance hall
in my local
conservative
area.. at least..
my creativity
ramps up
incredibly
the next day..
as obviously it changes
my brain chemistry greatly
in terms of what is A driving
force behind human
creativity..
and amazing
that not unlike
our so-called
primitive
ancestors
it is a dance now
of literal all natural
ecstasy with other
folks dancing in this
way for hours on end..
that brings the vision quest
and associated findings to the
surface of human conscious mind..
it just fucking makes sense.. common
fucking.. intuitive sense.. the gift of over
14.5M fucking years.. of struggle and survival
encoded still
in our DNA
as we my friends
are the books of creation
set free in flesh and blood
womanifest expression of
God
sAMe as
WeNOW..
You already told me
you dance.. and truly
a slow dance works
as well as a fast
dance
as long
as it is in balance
that escapes the
mechanical worrying
problem solving human
state of hell.. now.. so
sure
FUCKING
DANCE FREE
FOLKS.. OPEN UP
YOUR MIND.. ‘CAUSE
HEAVEN IS WAITING FOR
YA.. NOW.. JUST FUCKING NOW..
okay.. that’s over 1500 words.. and did
you know that when you get over 9800
or so.. that the word press formatting
falls apart.. in the comments section
if it is in one comment..
hehe.. i did that
before.. and
found out..
i have
to wonder
if anyone else
has ever done that
too.. i’m thinking no..
for whatever reason.. no..
and i’ve left about 5000
words on SOHEIR’S
LAST TWO
POSTS in
Total.. SO
YOU ARE NOT
ALONE.. haha..
see ya later..
in words
of more
maNiFesto
wheRe everyday
is a feast of steps
and words for me..
at
least..:)

SMiLes.. my friend.. your blog
is a real treasure.. to me
in both liGht as Love
and Wisdom
as Truth..
as in any painting
all brush strokes count
and when the painting is finished
every hair of the brush is essential
to the finished product.. i treasure
every human as every hair on
that brush of art..
and there is
not much
in life
i for
one see as
random.. if not more
than the FACT that human
can create meaning and purpose
in all of life if human sets both logic
and heart into play of balance of
Fearless Unconditional Love..
when i go to Catholic
Church on Sunday
morning.. while
i do not
agree with
all the details it is
REAL TO ME..
that the
sacred
text has hidden
meanings that are
as clear as any
azure blue
day to me..
but before..
i for
one..
lost all
my fears.. with
total open-mindedness..
i did not see so freely before..
and i for one know for sure.. that
many voices contributed to what
eventuAlly has become the
remaining still truths
and liGhts in
the New
Testament..
but they are there
for people with open minds
that can see through the metaphors
of hidden truth and liGht hidden on
purpose.. as callous hearts.. can
not read figurative language
any other way than
literal most
often
as even
science shows..
as the language of a
psychopath can be measured
by how little emotional flavor
are attached to words
of metaphor
there..
and yes..
these are the folks..
the leaders and the rulers..
in control of what gets censored
here or there.. in history then and now..
so deeper metaphors have always been
an efficient means.. including myths..
and such.. to vehicle and vessel
the house of Truth and liGht
much further into the
future coming
now.. from then..
anyway.. what i know
and feel for sure now.. in
my own life.. is that change
starts with the heArt for most
folks moreover logic..
and religion at
core is
extremely
influential in power..
as around 2.2 Billion
folks adhere to a Christian
way of thinking.. and 1.6 billion
folks adhere to a Muslim
way of thinking.. yes
mostly feeling around
the world.. to around
half the global
population now..
albeit in poorer countries
of course.. as when social welfare
programs are rich.. there is fewer needs
for the social support that religions provide
in organized and charitable ways to their
congregations and beyond.. and truly
per the gnostic Jesus.. there is
not much difference and
more similarities
in the Yogi
way of
believing
without a literal
name for God as
allthatis.. as Jesus spoke
of God as the living one inside
in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas..
for whomever originally reported it
or wrote those words that of course
are true.. as Star Dust is now us..
as even science shows now..
i do my best to speak
the religious
languages of
other folks where i visit
them.. and perhaps A most
excited expression of worship
for the God of Nature can be found
in a video titled a ‘Symphony of
Science’ as provided
here..

Yes.. the truth is we are all connected
to each other.. and the rest of Nature
as the cosmos unto itself.. per
paraphrased words in
the video.. by
great
scientist
and philosopher
Carl Sagan.. whose
writings also contributed
to one of my favorite movies
named ‘contact’.. where the
inner Universe becomes
the one to explore
verses miles
away
outside of us..
miles of way outside of
us.. is truly inside of us same..
as well as above so below and
all around.. and as
Richard Feynman
says in the video
Nature.. the
Incomprehensible
with endless imagination
will always keep humans
guessing the more we learn about
her.. they all could be the gnostic
Jesus in modern scientist
clothes.. it’s just now
they have evidence
for the grand beauty
of Nature always
worth worshipping
whole as one..
as God stands
before as now..
and we see and feel
more of God than ever
before.. in terms of science
and of course those among us
who have once again found our
primitive roots.. in instinct and intuition
of what is recorded in our DNA from the
origin of what
is is..
as cosmos
and beyond
words of Nature
as God’s imagination
more.. language is all
metaphor.. even modern
linguists agree this is true now..
it is not surprising.. that folks without
a word for Nature will call Nature GOD
instead of Nature the less but as far as
semantics and syntax goes.. for what we
know of science.. Nature as God is more
beautiful.. amazing.. mysterious.. and
liGht AND DaRK than the old
and new testament
folks could
imagine then..
as real at least..
not everyone has the ability
to discern these truths and lights
and discerning them makes the God
of Nature.. ever more powerful and
big than any
religious
text of
past
ever
did..
God is always
changing and groWinG
it is only human that
would hide God
in a book..
page
word
or
letters now
alone and
before we get
to 5000 words here
today.. as hmm.. we’ve
moved well over 2000 now
to equal your blog post of around
2600 words or so.. so the job is done
for now.
hehe..
as there is
always another
book to write tomorrow
as my book iS forever
now unabridged
my friend..
with hopeful
bridges to other
heARts for positive
change in Fearless Love
that starts one human at
a time within.. and i keep in
mind that it only takes one word
to change a human being.. as this
writing journey of min(e)(d).. where a word
has taken me now to UniVerses beyond then..
was simply the
utterance of the
word in FB.. PM..
Synesthesia.. by my
first friend on Facebook..
who befriended me at the
end of my rope.. where almost
everyplace i had gone.. would
not accept me..
for the different
i was then..
and even
more different
now.. hehe..
but anyway..
that one word
led to the first manifesto
in my about section on my
blog.. so whenever i write one
word or 11 million i know and
feel the potential power
of what even
one of
those words
can do for others
without even any
pre-planning
or conscious
awareness of
it.. there is
no word
or step
too small
or large.. now..
to change the world
for better.. and sure worse
too.. as dArk and liGht flow
wheRever that goes..
i’m just here
to add
a verse
to the
UniVerse as is..
to paraphrase
the ‘Dead
Poet’s
Society’
that is fully
alive here.. my friend..:)

SMiLes.. my friend..
as i gRow older i look
foRward to dancing slower
as much as faster now..
as long as iT
flows iT
goes.. oN
as river
now.. back and
forth to oceans
that never end
beyond the
visual
horizons
of nows..
my friend..
inside.. outside
above.. so below
and ALL AROUND
when i dance i AM
tHe UniVerse OnE
sAMe alWays now as iS
ever chanGinG FloWinG NOW..:)

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All 80K or so photos.. many of which still live in
photo stream.. on my blogs.. as sequentially
done.. as life comes.. almost all..
and are virtually never
touched up with
any special
effects of
photo editing
beyond a crop
here or there to
fit a profile photo
or whatever.. and this
guy here.. is now worth
literally highlighting here..
as almost every time i go now
to Seville Quarter he videos
me dancing to share on his
Social Media.. as most every
one i meet in the general public
says.. hey.. i saw you at Barnes
and Nobles.. Target.. Walmart..
etc.. dancing on Facebook.. on
my friend’s page.. shared as
such as people love to do
these days.. as most every
one is self-employed
as a candid camera
media handler
sharing life
always as
a reality show
now..and most of
them have no idea
that i perhaps.. share
more of me.. than anyone
they can imagine does any
where on the Internet and
i do mean LITERALLY
ALL OF ME.. HEHE..
WITH NO SECOND
thoughts of
regrets..
as this is
what truly free
human beings do..
Share with Fearless
Love Free.. until culture..
religion.. and politics..
etc.. take that away..
and yes.. make
no mistake..
Real Human
Freedom is
still more
possible in
the U.S. who
learn to balance
the demands of culture
with a life truly balanced
as Free.. if i can do it now
i kNow most other folks
can do it too..
if they escape
enough of
religion..
culture..
and
politics
to truly be
REAL FREE
CHILDREN OF
GOD BORN AGAIN..:)

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A pound of wiSdom
iS the cure of experience..
Thanks God.. for Google..
For i can find out if someone
quoted the UniVersal Poet
whose name is Truth and
liGht.. first.. Or
paraphrased..
Who resides iN
ALL experience..
Both human and
other creature.. As is.. et..al..:)

As far as i and Madonna.. Know
and FeEl.. ThIs Truth and LiGht
iS the True Timeless.. Ageless..
Illuminati.. Gifted by and to
ALL THAT IS aka God
and infinite numbers
of other ‘bible’ metaphors..
InfiNiTy grIns With Truth
and LiGht.. iN uS..:)

Reference SonG by
Madonna named ‘Illuminati’..
HiGhly inSpiRaTioNal for uS iN
the REAL kNow and Feel of GOD..
The UniVersal Poet.. aka Emily.. Et..al..;)

Yes.. and God wInks.. Too..:)

That was rather short for me.. wasn’t iT..
And albeit dOne first in paragraph style..
lacking ‘normal’ punctuation of course
as semi-colons are silly to me..
as language doesn’t stop
and start iT flows
like a River..
at least
iN UniVersal
style of living
free.. hehe..
this is a hiGhly
inspiRinG collection
of words you bRinG
here.. like RinGs of
Lord.. so kNow that
i am not typing with
one finger on mobile now..
lacking the more creative
rest of my left hand too..
here’s more from me..
as you likely know..
Puff the Magic
Dragon could
be a
metaphor
for the
man of
Galilee
named Jesus
now.. and wow wouldn’t
the thought/feeling of Jesus frolicking
instead of getting crucified for going
against the gRain of order then be so
much more deliGhtful.. i must agree..
that a purple dragon.. Jesus..
kinda like Barney.. is such
a nicer.. less sacrificing
story than a GOD man
nailed to a cross..
but the saddest
truth iS.. iF
Jesus wasn’t
made into a magical sacrificed
dragon.. his words.. whatever
is left of that UniVersal Poet
from his mouth would have
never been attributed to
him.. just to Emily
and infinite others
heRe and tHere and
everywheRe the UniVerse
SinGS free iN children
of and iS ALLTHATIS..
Christ.. that’s a cool
word for illuminati too..
as expresSinG as human
too.. and sure to make iT one
man iS insane.. but of course humans
have this thingy about Loving tHeir favorite
Quarterback of the local football team.. so
we have the sport of religion.. first to replace
football.. and Jesus to replace the favorite
Quarterback then and still now with
Football.. and favorite manly Quarter
backs too.. as that Tribal Instinct
thingy to conserve resources..
small or large.. is a mighty
powerful.. Nature thingy..
all Natural too..
the most ironic
pArt of all perhaps..
is it seems.. that if you
lived back in them days of
Jesus.. he probably would have
selected you as another one of
his politically incorrect against the
order of the day UniVersal poet dudes
too.. speaking of the wisdom that lives
within the experience of us.. with sure
that LiGht of Love stuff too.. as of
course it is the essence that
counts not the words
that house
or exist
as Truth
and LiGht..
now or then…
only ironic of course..
for the label of atheist..
and on a personal note
speaking of dealing with
the order of the day.. my favorite
pArt of the two of three clinical letters still
assigning me to the lot of the permanently
disabled among us.. in one of those it says
‘he’ cannot function optimally in society.. of course
with diagnoses specific to the ‘mind’ issue of
Asperger’s and Bi-Polar NOS.. with one
Doctor narrowing iT down to type
one flavor.. technically that’s
true as far as paper work
goes.. and i have to
admit.. back in the
day before
i got
more
experience of Wisdom
too.. hiring someone with
Bi-polar.. and Autism..
would make me
a little
cautious
too.. but i never wanted
to manage folks anyway for
reasons just like that..
too much
empathy
here for all of
the human condition
to turn humans away on
the street.. as it were and
still is now.. overall.. at least..
but seriously how often when a child
is dropped in our cultures does that child
really get a chance to function optimally per all
his or her human potential.. it varies of course.. depending
on how closed-minded the culture is overall.. some folks..
particularly women.. are restricted to opening and
closing their legs.. insert penis.. in and out..
when reaching a certain age.. have children
and that’s it.. but of course not all
women are cut out to
have children..
and the
children
of the
women.. forced
into institutional
rape.. suffer at the
mother who is not cut
out to nurture children.. and
then we get.. cold hearted kids both
in a genetic and environmental way..
future suicide bombers.. terrorists..
and perhaps serial killers too..
and administrators of
countries like
GW.. too..
and no..
i don’t really
think i for one..
was cut out to have
kids either.. the sacred
clown thingy.. two spirit..
and all of that.. is obviously
my destiny now.. and that is
cool.. as appropriate social
roles are the path
to world
peace..
for those
who are fortunate
enough to fulfill tHeir
innate potential now..
and the greaTEst news
is.. the rebels.. of the world
are many of the one’s who bRinG
technological advancements to take
us way out of our restricted local areas..
no matter what country we are in.. to experience
MORE MORE MORE WISDOM AND TRUTH..
YES.. TRUTH AND LIGHT.. THE ILLUMINATI
AND CHRIST LIGHT
METAPHOR POTENTIAL
IN ALL OF US..
NOW..
jesus.. i’m pretty
sure.. the real jesus
would be jumping up and
down.. saying.. see.. i told
y’all heaven was possible..
great job.. UniVersal
Poets.. now
keep up
the Good
GOD
WORK
NOW..
iN
TRuTH
and LiGHT..
WE ARE FINALLY
FREE.. weLL at
least some
of uS
anyway..
sMiLEs
and wINKS..
i no longer function
according to the rule
and order of society
FALSE.. CHRiST
iS now
ME!..
TG FREE!
frolicking
to my
purple
dragon
MAGIC
CONTENT..
and as a final anecdotal
note.. as often happens when
i do my lap around the entire
Seville Quarter complex after
i rave dance for a solid three
hours with not even a
water break..
inevitably some
young folks in their
early 20’s come up
to get to know me a
little better
in words more
than steps.. and they
often fist bump me first..
and most always tell me
that they wish so much they
could have fun in life all the time
like i do WITH ZERO EXCEPTION
ALWAYS LIKE A BRIGHT AND
SHINY STAR.. i’m para-
phraSinG a little
of course..
but that
matches
the look in tHeir
eyes.. when they too..
are feeling the truth and
liGht of me.. FACE TO
FACE.. EYE TO EYE
(:..with shades..;)
WE BECOME
ONE FORCE
OF HUMAN
TOGETHER
FOR A
MOMENT
OF A PRESENT NOW..
and the truth and liGht..
IS.. no one.. and i do mean
NO ONE.. EVER WILL FORGET
THE LESSON i BrINg TO THEM..
THAT AGE.. GENDER.. DISABILITY
OR NOT FUCKING EVEN MENTAL
FUCKING ILLNESS
iS A BARRIER
TO FUCKING
BEING
FREE
AND FUCKING
HAPPIER THAN FUCKING
ANY FUCKING OTHER PERSON
ON THIS FUCKING PLANET NOW..
but of course i didn’t tale them that
they already
saw iT
IN
my feat
of dancing
free as GOD…
Crazy has its
perks..
hehe..
here iN
HEAVEN..:)

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While.. ‘some’ sleep..
Yellow Boy watches..
oN a BlankEt oF Peace..:)

And yeS..
Truth and liGht
REAL ILLUMINATI
iS Both Science and
arT iN
aWE
soME
BalanCe..:)

Betcha a Lotto ticket.. i was the
most colorful human being
the employees
AND CUSTOMERS
saw aLL FULL MOON
Saturday at
Good Old
Winn Dixie
Supermarket
AIsle Styles..wInk emoticon

And yes.. been tryin’ to
teach Spidey man..
a few new moves..
but he’s having
problems
with
change
for now..
it seems..wInk emoticon

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