WrecKinG bAll of Fearless Love

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Hi SOHEIR.. i appreciate your quick research
for a source that describes Fear of God in Islam
well it seems..

And there are two particular quotes that caught
my eye.. one of which i was able to trace
as a Hadith quote
contributed
by
Abdullah ibn Masud

“Paradise is nearer to you than your shoelaces. So is Hell…”

I was almost sure that quote was not directly out of the
Kuran.. as it is a better one than the one from the
New Testament attributed to Jesus that
clearly states that Heaven is NOW..
and not a place one has to
wait until after life..
and while it doesn’t
clearly state Hell is also
a place in life that one does not
have to wait to enter until after life..
as discussed already on your site here
and mine.. i for one am 100% sure it is..
and i have described that place i entered
in detail both here and on my site.. my
friend SOHEIR.. anyway.. yes there is
good reason to fear Allah in terms
of the Hell that is real on this
terrestrial plane.. and i for
one respect
Allah to the
degree that
i give 100%
of my life to Allah
so there is no fear
for me now.. but as
the other quote
that i could
not find
a resource as to
who originally reported
it… as i am assuming it is
part of a Hadith.. as quoted here..

“If the believer had known the amount
of the torture and punishment of Allah,
nobody would have hoped for Paradise.
If the unbeliever had known how much
the amount of the mercy of Allah was,
no one would have given up hope of His mercy.”

This is also a quote that rings true to me.. that i
for one have described in similar metaphors
in language.. as i have been to both
places.. and i for one can
say for sure.. that
in Hell..
there is no
hope.. and in
heaven all there
is.. is hope my friend
and truly paradise now..
and as a person who had
glimpses of heaven from
age 3.. and sparks after that
as culture and religions i was
exposed to took it away.. now that
i live there always now.. one can certainly
see and feel.. in Allah’s eYes.. that Allah is
all merciful.. even when one cannot perceive
that if they ever enter hell on earth my friend…

So yes.. there is good reason to stay in balance
with Allah my friend.. but this heaven is a place
that starts within.. as well as the hell that becomes
reality when one goes far out of balance with Allah..
And while there are laundry lists of do’s and don’ts
in culture.. some of which help in gaining and
maintaining balance with Allah.. neither
Christianity or the Islam religion
or many others address one of
the most important parts
of gaining and
maintaining
that balance
my friend..
as that relates
to actual physical
movement in balance..
as we are temples of God
on this terrestrial plane now..
heaven is now and hell is now..
and in truly knowing and feeling
this.. one can gain great strides
to peace of mind and body
balance through
the art of movement..
even the Buddhists and
Yogis speak to meditation
as only a sitting still
activity..
where all of
God’s Nature moves
around us.. and in deciding
that human is somehow different
in this respect than the rest of Nature
Humans ends up separating themselves
from God more so by sitting still away
from the reality of God in Nature
that is always moving
now my friend..
it is easy
to get stuck
in one’s head when
living in our modern cultures
in school.. office work and such
but what this does often is
separate ourselves
from the
Nature that
is God in us as
a Temple of God..
and in the United States
the effect of this is one
moving toward a life
of empty
emotions
and empty
empathy for
other human beings
as emotions run through
our bodies.. when freely
moving in balance and
are not something
limited to
between
our ears
friend..
people are suffering
greatly in separating themselves
from Allah’s Nature manifest as us
as moving feeling connecting creating
creatures.. as reflections of God of
Allthatis.. as us my friend as
well.. anyway.. the
results of this
in terms of health
is empirically measurable
as in the U.S.. morbid obesity
is sky rocketing.. school age
children.. are assessed type two
pre-diabetic.. at rates of 33%..
close to half the adult
population is on
some kind
of prescription
pain killer.. for
chronic pain that is
often somatic in nature
from a body that is repressed
in human emotions and full
of tension.. treating symptoms
of pain.. instead of addressing
the root problem.. of a mind
and body out of balance..
where sitting still
stagnating and
rotting still
in front of screens
is a mainstay of even
children’s lives who also
have skyrocketing rates of
psychotropic medications..
treating symptoms now..
instead of treating the
root cause of
mind and body
imbalance as well..
but no my friend.. no bible
addresses this adequately as
there is still much to learn about
a new human condition that is a result
of modern technology ways of life that
were not present when either the bible
or the Kuran was written.. and this my friend
is why there will always be new prophets with
healing messages from God.. as this experiment
of culture is ever changing.. and truly an experiment
with no precedent in history.. we can no longer rely on
just the politics.. religions.. and philosophies of the
past alone.. as if this human species is going to
survive as whole.. without much more
suffering and misery approaching
that place of hell on earth..
even science and
medicine will
have to
change
to address
the root causes
that are truly human
beings out of balance
with God of All my friend..
all that is seen.. unseen..
felt.. and unfelt now.. or
on the other
hand
we
can
stay with the
prophets.. politicians..
scientists.. priests..
teachers and only
books of the past..
go no further..
and just
suffer
in
misery my friend..
Nah.. God didn’t give us
brains.. to shut them down..
after this book or that book..
not to adapt to change of the
future.. God gifts us rationality..
innate instinct.. and intuition to
adapt to the challenge to live
in heaven now..
as this place
is real
and i prove
it everynow of my
life my friend in
LIVING COLOR..
sMiLes.. an open
mind AND BODY
in Balance iS
A path
to heaven now
and seeing and feeling
so much more of God my friend..
Signed your friend
Fred..
AN
Encyclopedia
of God..
alWays
GroWinG
bigger..:)

Thanks my friend.. and i will
end with a little story here..
there was once a woman..
a troubled woman..
very poor.. with
a religion named
Christianity.. that like
Islam.. suggests that
adultery is a sin.. worthy
of hell fire.. this woman..
innately instinctually and
intuitively was empty inside..
with a husband off in another
land with the military.. so empty
inside.. she was looking for something
to feel that emptiness as many humans
do.. who are empty inside.. most often it
is a troubled childhood with parents who
are not there to give touchy feely love to
their children.. and perhaps they have
smilar problems of this vicious
cycle too..
of emptiness
my friend.. so this
woman.. has different
fathers of different children..
adultery was her escape from
all encompassing emptiness
likely each and every time
she strayed.. but it was
her innate instinct
and intuition
of finding
something
to feel that whole
that was behind her
straying too.. so no one
to blame at this part
but her nature
as gifted
by God..
so this woman
did what she could
to survive as is.. taking
care of her children at
hand the best she could
that eventually numbered
6.. including 8 or so
with miscarriages
and such.. yes..
she was a
real reproducing
machine.. getting
the job done..
as best she
could
adding
to the humans
of earth.. and her children
a diverse group.. with different
fathers of course.. the last two children
half Pacific Islander.. only photo of their
father.. in Arabian clothes with cover
on head.. in some kind of costume
party clothes.. deep black
eyes.. and extremely
youthful face for
a man he
was then..
those children
of that man were
boy and girl.. twins..
some folks in the local
area commented that the
little girl looked like an
American Indian Princess..
and that little girl grew up..
left home..
and found
a nice poor man
to marry.. who eventually
went kinda crazy from stress
himself.. but even when he didn’t
wanna stay here on this earth she stood
by his side.. never leaving it no matter what
as the gift of her father.. she never knew was
Unconditional Love.. and from her Granny
too.. as her mother was very troubled
when she was young..
of course..
anyway.. the fact
is.. if she was born in many
Muslim Countries of that
time.. early on a decade or
so before those twin then..
Because of her mental illness
related condition.. and her open
adultery.. she would have potentially
been imprisoned.. or at worst stoned
for her behavior.. with no doubt.. so
what this means.. is that beautiful
young Indian American looking
princess would have never
been born.. and
God’s plan
for the young
man after he
recovered from
his problems would
have never met fate..
as he would have never
survived his illness without
the help of his Wife with no
legal or Christian marriage father..
So that man lives today my friend.. as a
result of that Mother who looked for Love
to fill an empty space.. whose only reward
was having a child who would never age.. at
least until age 45 as is proof and evidence in
her photos today.. from the time she married
that man.. at age 19.. a miracle of God is she..
and proof.. of who is right or wrong.. God or
prophets
of old
and
new
my
friend…
God works in mysterious
ways.. people who
do not continue
to listen
to those
mysterious
ways and
change..
for the
better
will
face the
consequences
of hell here on earth
my friend.. same story
as always..
just
different
characters
now.. my friend..:)

SMiLes.. thank you for your story
my friend.. and i understand
the different ways
that the Islam
religion is
practiced..
depending on the
political structure
and understanding
of the religion.. and
obviously a kinder gentler
version where you live.. but
truly there should be a book where
there are no confusions my friend..
humans.. many of them..
just do not have the
Capability
and or the
learning
to understand
the simplest of human
metaphors in poetic way
of heARt speech.. even some
poets.. even some technically
popular poets too..
in the online
world
i find..
anyway.. always room
for a kinder gentler
courageous way..
but it does not
come with
the sword..
or back
of hand
or whip..
it comes
with Love
iN HeARt my
friend.. the other
place away from
human hell now..
some folks need the
truth and liGht spoon
fed to them like little
children.. and some folks
never get that as children
on an individual
and societal
basis..
there
lies the
start of
the lies my
friend.. from
early childhood..
and the sins of the
fathers and mothers
who were once misled
and misguided children…
It takes constant never ending
work to even scratch the surface
of that
vicious
cycle of
hell
here
on earth..
but we Must
try if we hope..:)

SMiLes again.. my friend SOHEIR
and thank you for all the inspiring
discussion here on your site..
Aggression.. Violence.. and
Wars have a place with
tribal ruled humans
but never ever
a place
iN
LOVE..
WheRe Human
iS ruled by LOVE..
The place of no
fear and hate..
related emoTioNs..
And true that place
did not live as
country..
politics..
philosophy..
religion or
science..
wHere
Muhammad
or Jesus
lived
or many
places around
the world now..
i for one now.
need no sword
but hands and
feet to walk
upright
and strong
with the gift
of Kind and Courageous
Love.. Swords are for
weaker children
of God whEre i
live but of course
i am blessed as such..
differently than either historical
reports of Jesus.. Muhammad.. and
many others.. then and now.. in other
words.. perhaps then.. i may have been
very handy with a sword too.. but for now..
no swords necessary.. just feats of feet and hands
that can kick some butt.. with ease.. if need be
in small skirmishes for freedom.. my friend.. but
wHere i live
walking tall
and strong
with courageous
Love.. is the only
sword i’ve ever needed
really.. with a few skirmishes
of hands and feat.. and the stronger
i get.. and taller i walk.. with kind
and courageous love wHere i live at
least.. the necessity
for actual
skirmishes
to retain
my freedoms
becomes less and
less.. if all men and
women were like me..
in this regard of training
in physical effort.. of confidence
my friend.. there would be no
tribal wars.. as each man
and women would
be confident
enough
to live
in Peace
with kind and
courageous Love
instead of strife my friend..
but no.. no book is enough
it takes practice.. truly
in martial
arts..
an art
that all our
ancestors naturally
did as a way of life
before they no longer
heard the call of God
to walk tall.. with
kind and
courageous
love.. no different
that Lions on the
Savannah very
close to
where
you live
in Egypt
my friend..
SOHEIR..
as we close out
here on 3 thousand
or so more words.. on
this 21st day of January..
pleasant dreams of night
now peace my friend.. my
day is
just
getting
stArted
with ART
of LOVE..
STRONG..:)

And
Now you
Are a Poet
too.. SMiLes
With greater
Dreams..:)

My Life is my book..
My Heaven is my book..
My Happiness is my book..
My Refuge is my book..
Hello again..
my
friend..:)

2377

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/weyes-of-god-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

Right on topic.. a year ago.. for the
current never ending topic..
as well..
for now..
at least..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/01/21/transcending-technology-and-science-and/

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SMiLes.. my
Friend.. gigoid..
Reality is only as
courageous and kind…
fearful and hateful.. as we make it..
i go to the Cinderella school for fellas
and make it Courageous and Kind..
it’s kinda funny.. don’t you feel it…
but in some so-called God fearing places..
people rule on the basis of fearful and hateful
instead of Courageous and Kind.. for JusT Now..

Now that’s ironic.. TRuLY
IRONiC iN DaRK AND LIgHT..

God is the devil of fearful and hateful in hell..
in some countries.. religions and
or cultures.. or and
individuals..

And God is an Angel..
hmm.. in no countries..
no religions.. and no
cultures that
are really
big
at
least..
this tends to only happen
on an individual ‘Miley
Sirius’ Basis.. i mean
Cyrus.. the dog
star of
truth…
for now
at least..

Bonobos
are an exception
as they live all of life
in accordance
with the innate..
instinctual and
intuitive Love
of Mind and Body
Balance in regulating
emotions.. integrating
senses.. hmm.. including
SENsualiTy in the mix of
the LOVING TOUCH
BIG TIME
AS IT WERE
AND STILL IS
WITH REaLLY
ALL BODY
TOUCHY
FEELY
LOVE..
bottom line is
it works.. but oops..
Bonobos are not humans
so we have still not evolved
to tHeir higher standard of
Animal
Love..
but more likely
we have devolved epigeneticAlly
speaking.. in just one lifetime through
the virus.. of Cultures.. Religions
and Countries that are
big.. overall..
hmm…
but OMG.. Country..
Culture.. and Religions
rule humans through the
almighty force of the politics
of human tribal instinct to conserve
resources for survival.. wheRe humans
are born into a fight and flight state of
survival.. to go to school.. with no reward
but learning for 12 to 18 or who knows
even 21 years.. to gain subsistence..
for shelter.. food.. drink.. and
sure a mate.. if one is so
inclined to reproduce
some more
humans
to come into
the hell of nows..
overall.. for most
folks it seems..
at least
headed
in that
direction for now..
Anyway.. it’s quite a compliment
to suggest that we humans are related
to Bonobos.. and perhaps our ancestors
were as hairy.. and Loving as them.. and
perhaps innately instinctually and intuitively
we are too.. without the virus of Country..
Culture and Religions too.. but i do
Love Toilet Paper.. a Warm
Bed.. and me some
Hot Water to
shower at
the end of the
day.. so the human
card is filled with the potential
of a greatest Heaven now if we get
our innate instinct and intuition all
involved as our reality too.. in
mind and body balance
like the friendly
super sexy
Bonobos
too..
by the way..
Miley Cyrus is one of
my favorite modern Bonobo
humans.. she is not afraid to
swing through the air.. with
a tear in her eye all naturale
as much as YouTube will
allow for now for
Love
my friend..
meanwhile.. there
are the hater chimpanzees
among us.. who still rape
and pillage.. as sure
there is the
epigenetic
potential
for us to
be either
devil or angel..
but angels in
heaven now..
there ain’t nothing
great as that reality
my friend.. as we are the
reality that cares.. once star
dust.. now the magic of Love
incarnate
as
human being Angels..
and that is real my
friend.. in the
real heaven
that can
be now..
oh.. but the
work.. the practice..
never ending to find it
and stay here my friend
is a never ending story
of
NOW
that goes
on…for
NOW..:)

2979

Back to dVerse now for
one more link to
the 44 word
Quadrille
Dancing
verb
poems..
a prompt
of poeTry
that continues
on through Sunday…:)

Dancing addictions feed
what’s missing.. now.. not
just related to drugs.. food..
sex.. or gambling dice.. new
behavioral
addictions ranging
from video games
to other modern
screen addictions..
new poison
of human
mind and
body balanCinG
soUls.. danCinG
feet die under screen
feats.. ‘scream’……….!

PS..
Love iS MisSinG..:)

Back at 6:17 pm..
1222016
with
one more
Quadrille link..

sMiLes.. dancing with
Jesus.. iS a fine way to
move.. sadly many folks
talk the talk.. but never ever
truly dance the dance of Jesus
danCinG iN Truth and liGht..
setting uS free..
am i an only
one seeing
yoUr
dance
partner..
heir apparent..:)

3103

And now off to dVerse
Open Link Thursday..
where almost
anything
goes..
with PoeTry..
except for me..
of course in full
form.. but happily
most people let
me share my
short stuff
in real
time
stream of
conscious
poeTry writing
in mostly micro
expression ways..
on their sites that
are copied here.. and
as always the few who
turn me away.. are only
copied and pasted here..
and identified with
asterisks
so i for one
will have a record
of who inspired
what where
or when..
as empirical
analysis in
rational
thinking is
important to
exercise as well
with heARt of poeTry..
deep deep inside the
human soUl.. expresSinG
emoTion as SpiRit iN
a miNd and boDy
BalanCinG
SoUl
for now..
JUST
now in
the greatest
present that is
all that is NOW..:)

WeLL.. from a male perspective
this rings true of course too.. Now..
when males come up to me exciting
dancing women.. them not realizing
i am almost old enough to be their
grand daddy.. just in it for the
exercise.. asking me how
many times i scored
and i’m
F E E LiNG
no.. you will..
never ever
gain.. a wife
like mine..
so many
lessons
to come
for you..
if they come..
at aLL.. ever..:)

A feeLinG Chalice
without gold am i..
then and now..
heArt sTiLL
iS aLL
that
reAlly
CouNTS..:)

*
All tied up..
i never knew that
possible without rope..
but without miNd and boDy
balance.. the miNd has
little relative free
will to control
a body..
so tension
comes unrehearsed
as dancing partner
of change.. as
stress will
dance
solo
in pulls
of muscle
that never
let go..
so finAlly
my body taught
my mind to relax
fully relax in balance..
but it was a lesson of
the body teaching
the mind
as the
body
iS smArter
iN Feeling..
it takes art
to truly move in
balance.. it never
comes fully until
the words
let
go.. so in
other words the
short cuts to
balance
are far
far away
from lessons..
guidelines
or any
kind of
school
for moves..
one step balances
the other.. i suggest
one step in reverse too..
the rest will come naturAlly
with continuous lifelong
practice..
the body
feels best
in miNd
and boDy
balance…
Words for all practical
intents and purposes
just retard
potential..
those who
move without
rules on sidewalks
of life.. move as Art
never limited
by lines
and angles..
eventually spiraling
no different reAlly than
greatest grand daddy
and grand mamma
we feel..
the
Milky
Way SpiRaling
iN art of US NOW..:)

*
Kinda sad.. it is.. but
my cat Yellow boy
taught me more
lessons of
life.. after
i removed allergies
from my being to have
a cat inside.. yes.. Yellow
boy taught me more lessons
about life.. than 18 years
of school.. and over 30
years of work..
and 55 years
of religion..
simply
’cause
Yellow
Boy ain’t
full of shit
and now we
share.. feel..
and kNow.. the REAL
AND SamE GOD OF NATURE..
little yellow boy
savior..
BIGGER
SAVE
ME..:)

Moving Art
sining sensual
feelings so much
further iNtricacies
sKin
share
danCinG
hands and fingers
iN feat of Love now..:)

*sinGinG sensual..
freUdian
sLip
of
inK
i guess..;)

WeLL.. sounds liKe
peRhaps thE
Wild and
Free Appaloosa
iS now changing
into Thor upon
a horse.. at
least in
my imag
i
NaTioN
alWays
set free..
legEnds
sinG free
upOn ride
oF wiLd horSes..:)

WeLL.. Gemini
heRe stuck in the
middle of twins
on June 6th..
now directly
in-between
two cusps..
tWin
pillars
of endless
possibilities..
who couldn’t
be optimistic
born so close
to the Summer
Solstice iN the
middle of Summer..
forecast on the 20th
until the Doctor reels
me in early.. so he
then can go on
vacation way..
anyway.. 6660
is a miGhty
symbolic
number..
no
less
and more..
it is what it is..
and add in the
1 and 9 of
1960..
comes
complete
oNe standinG
tAll and 9 fAcing
6.. anyWay.. patterns
and free associaTions are
now certainly.. my thing too..:)

Oh.. one of my favorite
things to do is
wriTinG
psalmlets
oF Nature..
wheRe God lives
everywHere aLL at
one now.. so comforting
to be here now aLL wITh GOD..
and nicely expresSinG
sentiments
of God.. you
bRinG here
as weLL.. my
friend..:)

Seven is enough
for now.. break
for flesh and
blood real
world
activities..
on a very
rainy day
sTill fuLL
of joY
alWays
NOW..:)

4:57 pm..
1212016
11:04 pm..
1222016
and back again..
with 7 down and
26 more to go
to get caught
up for now..:)

*
Poems of Whitman
travel near and far..
from human sKin to
Nature dreams..
but never
limited by
opinions
of other
dreams..
a lesson we
could all dream
from with no
expectations
but
dreams
now
as they
frUitrue..:)

SomewHere deep in a WinTery
cave.. timeless ageless
trapped in now..
a draGon
dreams of
anotHeR evernow..
that’s more than
yesternow..
a pLace
wHere
DragoNs
free tHeir WinGs..:)

Candle HeArts SinG
sweet refRains..
WinTer
ways..
FroZen
snowy
flames..
North Breeze
blows pyRinG
briGhter fiRes..
liFe grows
liGht..
dArkest
ashes pass..:)

Flame inside human
Growing bright from
birth… school now
fills this
place with data more
than heARt.. input more
from devices..
electric gLows..
oh.. wheRe does human soUl
go.. when trapped iN 4 iNch
SCREAM..:)

SMiLes.. A smARt
ass beats a
dead ass..
any time
now..
but sure..
THen there iS
sacrifice.. iS..
as well.. for onLy
flesh and blood..
and of course that
sTill leaves a mes
Sage too.. iN
sTill
refRAin..:)

GreaTest difference
between human
and other animals
now.. iS.. one feels
tHeir place..
and the
other
only
knows
the place.:)

Living Nature
Broken homes..
one dies
one grows..
Pyramid
dust..
leaves
green..
Tree of Life..
kNOwledge
Tree.. dead..:)

Struggle primitive..
ancestor strong..
sHell now..
back
bOne..
gOne..:)

*
Words becoming
Love leaving
feeling
behind..
words loving
leave.. feeling
remaining free
and
true..
it’s not
the thought
that counts
feeling
free..:)

*
WeLL.. like
FoRrest Gump
says.. if ya
wanna escape
the past ya run
iN the future now..
i dance instead and
alWays live
dance
now..
in steps
and SonG
of poeTry too..:)

side note begins..
And thIS bRinGS
me to my next
poInt.. onLine
is a strange
place of cold
souls i often
find.. a place
where text replaces
faces.. grins.. frowns..
vocal smiLes and laughter
wHere symbols for non-verbal
expresSioN.. drown out the
human touch and feel of
life more and more..
and sometimes
just a word
mis-
understood..
can be the basis..
to erase.. but of
course.. who
cares.. any
way
when
theRe
is no
human face..
and people wonder
why i show my face
online so much..
haha!
WTF
FTW
i am
a FUCKING
HUMAN AND
i FUCKING
SHOW
MY
FACE..
i am more
than black
and white
text.. mostly
on a Fking
white
screen..
of SCREAM!..
AND truly it’s
funny.. no it’s
sad.. yes… it’s
funny too.. but not
in a haha! way..
rarely
ever do
people who
SHOW THEIR PRESENT
FACE iN Avatars..
treat other
humans
as
less
than human
in the poeTry
world online..
most people
on Facebook
are human
more or
less..
as at least
they show their face..:)

Inspired by a person who lets
me post nice comments on their
site.. but deletes them..
for whatever reason..
with nary an
explanation
to me..
but that’s
okay.. i check
back now.. to see
if folks delete that
after the fact.. just
so.. i myself will no longer
comment there.. since they
are too timid.. just to
ask me not to..
or even
explain
what their
issue even
is with me..
but sure..
there could
be many reasons
for that.. heHE..
posting HERE is
always the solution..
for me at least.. as
it IS a FREE WORLD AT
LEAST.. UNCENSORED FOR
INSPIRATION.. NOW AT LEAST..:)
side note/rant/vent/dis/Gust.. ends…

Feelings die iN clothes
of old and new..
words fade
in new and
old world
clothes
oF dying feelings..:)

iN every shell of cell
exists a memory of
dna.. that
tales
A tell
of chain
of us from now
to SonG of big
bang(s).. old
and new..
a Nautilus
SinGs sOft
sheLL SonG
forevernow..:)

Bird of soaRinG heiGhts..
Bird of balance iN
Beauty’s gRace..
Bird fALLing
riSinG..
Grace
iN bal
ance
middle
NoWways
oF Peace..:)

Well.. that’s
a fresh dozen
of thirteen..
leaving another
Baker’s dozen..
for Saturday
morning..
as
rest for
morrow
comes
peace iN
balance now..:)
1:02 am
1232016…
Back at
12:12 pm..

FroZen iN tHe DArkest
Oceans now oF
uS..
exiSts
SpRinG
StreAms
of Consciousness
riSinG uP.. breaKing
throuGh
sHeets
of iCe
oF
US.. Free.. noW
FlYinG HiGheR alWaYs..:)

Too often happiness
is thought of in words
or silence as a state of
mind over body..
for me at least..
i must dance
free without
instruction..
to ever catch
boDy back
up to miNd
iN balanCe..
wHere theRe
can be a peaceful
eye now oF Hurricane..
in a dance so complex
to the outer eye.. but
ease internAlly wITh
a boDy
that
feels
how..
without
any human
words at aLL..
magic iS possiBle
but free iS magic..
dance.. to me..
@lEast..:)

THere was a now..
not just a short
now.. nows of
66 months all..
wHere ALL noise
was overwhelming.
until i sOught the abLiTy
to find quiEt inside.. now iN
even raving crowds of hundreds
of people dancing slower than i..
the i inside.. is a peaceful
eye of
Hurricane
that is now
i…
First
theRe was
years now
rest.. then..
constant
Re..
creaTioN
wHere i iS
impervIOUs
to ALL OUTSIDE..:)

SMiLes.. all most all religions..
have a common denominator
that we have the truth
and ‘you’ don’t
and haha..
while the
7 chakra thingy..
is certainly a flavor
of the new age thingy..
just another way of focusing
on anything but a way of being
stuck in our frigging heads..
even better yet is forgetting
all words.. just dance FREE..
and come to
the realization
that we are an
inFiniTe UniVerse
as fractal reflection
of the whole.. wheRe
every cell iS an
infinitE chakRa
of never
ending
chaKras
beyOnd
ceLLs
beyonD
aToms
sImply
inFiniTy
floWinG
like a River
iS what we are..
but no.. i for one
wiLL never have the last
word.. oN any of thiS..
and anyone who
thInks they
do..
are
a piece
of dUSt
who canNot
see the flea
sucKing the
life giving
blood
of
a dog
nAmeD
G O D..;)

Oh by the way..
Love this!!!
Brilliant!!!
Well Penned!!!
Excellent!!!
Superb!!!
Perfect!!!
Nice!!!
Great!!!
OH! YOU
are just
the best
F
in
poet
ever….;)

Haha..! don’t
bLame you
for NOT wasting
your time now
commenting
on most
dVerse
poet’s
sites..
and iN
general..
all over
the E-
world
now..
wHere
shalLow
reigns
kinG
of i..;)

My badge of
honor is not
receiving
a comment like
that on anything
i’ve ever written..
except for one
time where a person
on a completely different
site named me as the
‘Perfect Definition
of God’..
but that
site was
named
the
‘Wrong Planet’..
and they actuAlly
meant iT iN a
F
iN
deeper
way than
empty
platitudes..
of come over
and like my stuff too..;)

Yeah.. it’s kinda like
religion.. wHere at the
end of life.. the person
with the most FB Likes..
and $1.99 E-
books sold
gets
to go to
heaven..
hehe..
while some
of us are
here NOW
alReaDy
juSt doin’
iT now!
HA! HA!x2..
[/sarcasm..
saTire.. fuLL
iN ToW].. for Now..;)

When i was young.. haha..
all the way to 53.. i dreamed
of creativity.. yeah.. something
that came out of the inside
of me.. not orchestrated
by instructions outside..
like that one era i
composed a free
floWinG piano
SonG at age
47 with
zero thoughts..
instructions..ugh..
guidelines.. then..
or pre-planned
actions at all..
i’m afraid that
science of
art kills
art
almost
all togetHer..
and ‘trust me’..
E-scaPinG science
was the job of JOB
for me..
and it’s
the reaSoN
i do not lInk
at dVerse anymore..
as i already escaped
my life of
THAT
before..
Art is Free
to me.. but sure..
science before.. as well..
it’s okay to visit science..
but i sure never
wanna
live
there
again..
friend..;)

Well.. it’s 1:27 pm..
still 41F degrees
of Crisp Azure
blue North
Florida skies..
cAlling me to
hell yes..
EScape
the science
of this keyboard
too.. as theRe ain’t
nothing like the Art..
of free floWinG
all Naturale..
as they say..
dance
with Sun
and SAnd..
yeah.. hmm..
the 41F degrees
iS a little challenge
but the SUn alWAys
wArms my
head at
lEast iN
Florida.. cold
from head to toe..
in dance of human
free with God
of allthatis
Nature free
as well
reAlly
WeLL too..
back later.. to
finish this up..
before it’s
time to dance
more iN DANCE
SHOPPING A
WEEKEND
STAYCATION
ALWAYS NOW
FREE
AS FREE
CAN BE
FOR
ME
FOR NOW
AT LEAST..:)

Back at 3:13pm..
and all chilled
out and warmed
up
same..;)

SMiLes.. moon..
mountain tops..
bottoms of mile
deep oceans..
novelty
to visit..
but here i
staycation free..
and every once
iN a while.. even
escape words..
as words
can
be
Novel
too..
hehE..
wITh wInks..:)

27″ inch iMac..
globe of world..
vanilla flavored
metal file cabinet..
Statues of Greek
Gods’esses’ Hebes
and Apollo stand watch
atop a lap-top computer..
in front of 24″ window..
and the saddest
pArt of aLL so
far away
from ART
iS School
and Work
for so many
people is a
metal file
cabinet
that relatively
speaKing is dead
and stays the same..
With Infinity staring now
back from the WiNdow..
i’m here for the essence
of Apollo and Hebes
and forget
the rest..
when
i E-SCAPE
to InFiniTy FREE..:)

sMiLes..
AND so iroNic..
so many ‘people’
and ‘artists’ too.. pRaise
the different unTil tHey
actuAlly ENCOUNTER iT..
In REAL life.. different
scares at least
half the
population
and most of
them rarely
confront
it.. other
than
E-scaping
it… Now..
that’s okay..
as that too is
human nature..
oh.. ah.. but to be
totAlly open-minded
iS to have the Hawk’s view..
no matter iF spiRaLinG the
SuN
iS
StRange
or not..;)

SMiLes.. my friend..
two worlds heRe
below above
but sAMe
sTill.. one
feeling..
one
symbol..
dance iS feeLinG..
words try tHeir best..:)

Divine iN uS..
she lives In he
and her.. as
SpiRit
HeARt
emoTioNs
unfettered
by concrete
grounds that
siNk.. the soUl
now miNd and
BoDy balance
to millstone
below..
ocean
dark..
sHe
iS strong
RiSinG iN
ocean dance..
Us SprinGinG
forward forever
now.. young the
spiRit sHe never
ages
iN
uS
FREE
as dance
wE
NOW..:)

Love
alWays
comes back..
lets go..
alWays
comes back..
calLinG
cALLs
LOVE..:)

Dancing deep iN sOUl
uS.. emoTions
SpiRit relEase
miNd
BoDy
balancE..
musiC oF
Us SonG
free steps
come next
ExpresSinG
heARts
noW
DanCe ALive..:)

SMiLes.. no one FEELS
balance like the equator
of us.. caring more
for the
feeling
and hell
with the
knowing
appearance..
all that’s real
is the mustard
for
now..
for those
of us who
cut iT
iN
EQual pARt..:)

And yeah..
i read it like
Shawna did too..
but.. i have an
‘active’ now
imaGiNatTon
like hers too
and sure
a dog
covered
iN mustard
now and then too..;)

Ah.. the lost and
found books of life..
stoRinG memories
of lost pages..
and words..
finding words
to write.. what
a deliGht.. i am
now a porto-
book
bLog..
wheREver
i go..
digital
art ya
free the
words of me
wHere digit
of finger
and
keyboard
become OnE..:)

SAdly.. modern science shows perhaps
there is no solution for ‘this’.. as
addiction seems to most
often be the lacking end
result of connections
of feeling connections
with others.. the real
elixir in actuAlly
feeling each
other
that never
connects
where the
garden of
Love is not
literAlly then
established
in a bRain of
young
to live
old
so free
as LOVE..
there are no
winners when
Love is not the
Garden of Youth.. my friend.. iT seems…

OH Lord.. 5:44 pm..
all caught up now..
almost time
to publish
now.. but
Dance
Shopping
first.. to
get out of
this screen!..;)
i mean
SCREAM!..;)
KATRINA
SAYS
GET
THE F
iN
FRED
OFF
OF THAT
COMPUTER NOW
PLEASE!!!!!!…
WITH HER HANDS
NOW AROUND mY
NECK!!!!!!!!!!
NOW F.. iN..FRED.. TICKLiNG ME!!

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Hi.. gigoid.. thanks so much for stopping by..
and like a cat who still plays with his or
her toys… public stores.. the gym..
and even Rave Dance is
my playground..
all that is in the environment
are potential targets for play..
and yes.. the stakes are high
as far as missing and
collateral damage
goes.. but now
moving on to
4700 miles
of doing this
now in around
29 months.. as
they say practice
makes muscle memory
automatic.. where it’s kinda
like driving a car on the Interstate
now.. but MUCH MORE FUN.. AS YA
get the human interaction to go along with
it.. ranging.. from excitement.. to chagrin to
perhaps down right terror but i filter who i
am around very carefully and steer far
away from the potential timid
customers.. as that is
how one keeps
their ballet
and martial
arts-like dance
privileges in the
general public
but the more graceful
i get in doing it.. the more
obvious it is i am not
a budding
nut
as it were
or is for now..
hehe.. anyway..
the miNd and boDy
balance i have now
compared to the other
four decades of my life
is incredible.. there just
ain’t nothing like being
totally grounded
to earth iN
balance
WitH gravity
secure.. safe
with trust in
allthatis..
and as
long as
my Karma
is Good to Go
no need to fear
the wrath of what
is in terms of action
and consequence..
i keep it going
positive
to keep
allthatis
answering
back positive
as well.. it is
like reality and
me are best friends
now.. without a doubt
to me at least.. but of
course my sensitivities
to all of Nature are ramped
up like an atomic bomb at
peace.. sMiles.. life is fun
that’s all
i kNow for
me.. but
yes.. still
with compassion
as i know that
other place
all too
well
from
the past..
i’m gonna stay
in heaven.. if Karma
has anything to say
about that my
friend..
with
blessings
and peace
and Unconditional
Courageous and Kind
Love.. as is
for
Now..
Happy
now friend..
be seeing ya all around
of course.. online.. and
yes.. there is not much
i miss..
hehe..
anywheRe
my travels
take me.. and
of course i usuAlly
leave a gift wheRever
i go..
and just
look forward
to the next
destination
of joy or challenge
with CON
FI
DENCE..
in reaLiTy
NOW..:)

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Hi.. Friend Zee.. thanks for coming by
and enjoying my endless azure blue
North Florida Winter skies with me today..
and oh Goodness.. yesterday was a real
downpour.. where my dance parking lot
was all flooded out.. and i even have
updated photos of that in this
blog post now.. as a
counterpart to all those
amazing blue skies.. and i
suppose one reason why i am
happy all the time here.. is it can break
for Summer time and clear skies all year..
really for at least a few days here and there..
and it is kinda nice to finally be
getting some cool temperatures
for a change in season.. anyway..
hope you have a lovely
weekend as well..
friend Zee..:)

6310

Faceboook friend Rafiah..
shares a photo of a group of
women in a classroom attending
Government College Women University
in Sialkot.. Pakistan…

i say..

Wondering if that is Ms. Rafiah.. the
only one wearing a pink burka theRe..
thinking.. yes.. better than
one in two odds..
now.. and also
curious if Pakistan
provides this women’s
only college education for free..
and it must be kinda lonely there
without any males.. but maybe not..
as females
are cooler
anyway..
in my
book..
at least..:)

Rafiah says..

Haha you guessed right, like always.
You are smart. It’s not a free university
but the fee is minimal. There was a male
there, a professor. I was very happily
surprised that day, he said and told
some very amazing things, the
kind of things I often Wonder
about and I felt kind of
special that day like it
was a good sign from
Allah. smile emoticon heart emoticon
And that’s not a burka, its a chadder/dupata.
Google the difference. wink emoticon grin
emoticon That’s your favorite thing to do.
grin emoticon

i say..

Hmm.. you kNow.. i never really found out
for sure.. whether that was you or your sister
in the thumbs up photo.. but even though
it looks like a child sized person.. overall..
like your little sister.. yes.. i remember
that your are compact.. and that is
okay.. but yes.. you have
very big eyes in that Pink
Dupatta.. so i’m thinking
Rafiah is the thumbs up
girl in the Grey and Black
Patterned Burka.. with the very
big feminine eyes in her profile photo..
and Wiki says.. the Dupatta is a South Asian
woman’s modest form of dress.. where it can
also be worn as a cape.. like a fashion statement..
and sometimes i forget that Pakistan used to be
part of India until it was divided up.. so women
in India wear this form of modest dress as well…
and yes.. when i was in College i had a male
instructor in philosophy that made me feel
like i was getting special information
associated with God from him..
as well.. so i can relate to that
special feeling too.. that was back
in 1978.. and after that i didn’t worry
quite as much of all about what culture
said i was supposed to do and be.. hmm..
for at a little while anyway.. as enlightenment
like that can come and go to.. with additional
cultural demands like working several more
decades and dealing with that.. but yes.. i
am running on.. here.. rambling as usual..
but not only is Googling different stuff
one of my favorite things to do.. but also..
talking to my dear and very sweet friend..
Rafiah.. from Pakistan.. who i always
get withdrawals from if i don’t
talk to her at least every several
days apart.. so thanks for answering
my questions.. and i’m glad University
has minimal cost there so many women can
attend.. but OMG.. University here is tremendously
expensive.. i’m lucky i had scholarships and financial
help or i would have never obtained my three degrees
way back in 1983.. no way i could have afforded to go..
with the prices the way they are today.. as my Mother
was way too poor to send me.. and my father always
promised too.. like he promised to visit us too..
that never happened toward the end of his life..
but that is another story.. and i guess this one
is long enough for now.. sMiLes and
see ya later.. friend Rafiah..:)

Rafiah says..

Hahaha thats me in the the thumbs
up photo. wink emoticon
Universities here too
are costly, but luckily
mine is cheap one.
Philosophy is
my favorite.

i say..

WeLL.. If
philosophy iS yoUr favorite..
Yes.. wonder.. we are friends..
‘Socrates’.. And yes.. i am ‘Plato’
and welcome to the third cave.. wInks..
Signs.. a Clown..smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

It is my favorite, but unfortunately i am
not well read and aware about the subject
as I want to. I dont get the time. But
may be in future. smile emoticon

i say..

Smiles.. my friend..
KNowing and feeling you..
i’m sure you will as all the
resources are available..
free.. online..
smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

Fiction and literature
have become the need now.

i say..

The human seeks to be free..
iN art over science..smile emoticon

Oh by the way.. i wore my green elemental
chemistry shirt again.. So free as art
of science now..smile emoticon

Rafiah.. shares this Ted Talk Video
in problems.. BIG PROBLEMS..
FOLKS HAVE IN UNDERSTANDING
THE ORIGINAL INTENT
OF THE ISLAM
KURAN..

i say..

There is a nature of human
that can discern the subtle in life..
in metaphors of beauty.. and there is a
Nature of human that mostly sees literal and concrete..
and there lies the problem in both truth and lies..
in infinite ways of seeing meanings in words…
as at essence all words are only metaphors
for the essence of Truth and LiGht..
and i’ve explained this before..
to both concrete thinkers and
true original artists..
one says it’s gibberish..
and the other understands it
as crystal.. clear.. as a running brook..
of knowledge and FEELING that never ends..
and that is obviously where Muhammad was..
until someone concrete set him in hate..
and that is what concrete thinkers do best..
as they often.. can neither feel or express the
human emotion of Love that would never ever.. harm
another hair on Allah’s head.. unjustified of course..
problem is.. though.. books are only as good as the message
they deliver.. so half the audience or so.. misses the message..
as in reality and human nature about half the audience is mostly
concrete thinkers beyond the potential of poetic art of heARt..
that’s free.. and most all True Poets connect to the words
of the UniVersal Poet.. that sure.. we can name as Allah..
or whatever we like.. as the essence iS REAL..
and paintings of all types.. including words..
more beautiful in Arabic of course..
attempt to capture the essence of
the UniVersal Poet iN Art..
one doesn’t have to read that
to see it.. IF they see further
than concrete squares and angles
that restrict beauty to sidewalks of life..
both in concrete and words.. my friend.. but the
bottom line is this.. no one will ever truly read
the Kuran or the Bible unless they speak the
language of the original text.. so we
Americans are more or less left
out of the entire ‘shooting match’
of real as is.. so that is why i write my own..
as i neither speak the original message of either
of those languages outside of English..
there was never ever a THE ONLY son of
God in the Greek text of the bible..
before.. the translation of that
from what was before.. it was
A son of God.. but of course..
it was to someone’s advantage to
promote Jesus into an office he never claimed..
so as most always the concrete thinkers.. twist
the words to their concrete advantage.. and Love
is what gets left hitchhiking the meaning of life..
outside of the book.. of greater Truth and LiGht as
originAlly intended.. but it is next to impossible
to get anyone who has a mind set in concrete
to budge an inch.. as quite frankly they
are scared to live.. anywhere else but
lies.. the human condition.. amazing..
and scary as literal hell..
in dreams and nightmares
of human imagination..
both concrete and
metaphor.. still now..:)

7562

My friend from Facebook.. matter of fact.. my very
first friend from Facebook.. who was the only one
who could understand me.. first.. during my
incredible stint with assessed permanent
lifelong disabilities.. in both
legal and medical
terms..
shares
the article
link above..
she is also
on the Autism Spectrum..
but doesn’t want her friends
to know.. so i keep her name
anonymous.. when i’ve talked
about her in the past..
anyway.. the
Autism
Spectrum was
a non-issue compared
to the other issues of
disability i faced..
and the
‘sick woman’
article linked above
is a societal stress
related condition
that can befall
any canary
in the
coal
mine in society
and is befalling
so-called normal
born folks too.. as
society continues
to grow more
insane in
what it
expects
humans to be
as more machine
than human.. just
like cogs in a machine
with heArt that continues
to be repressed and oppressed..
by most all cultural ways that come now…
anyway this is my response to her share on FB..
Invisible disabilities.. are among the most difficult
challenges in life.. as sure i can relate for 66 months..
as a ‘sick woman’.. and in my early 20’s as well.. as hard
as that might be for folks to believe now.. on the polar
opposite end of that spectrum.. and yeah sure..
so-called technical bi-polar disorder as well..
so yes.. recovery is possible too..
as i for one had zero hope for that
before.. and i for one.. feel that chronic
social stress.. and stress in general.. can be
the root ’cause of much of this.. but the question remains..
how does one escape.. i was fortunate.. to be practically a lawyer too..
to win my own case from the start.. with zero help from anyone else..
for disability benefits.. where folks around me told me.. just pull up
your boot straps.. things could be worse.. yeah.. sure.. two
years before i was diagnosed with the suicide disease..
the worst pain known to humankind.. type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia.. a totally invisible
disorder that only the person who has it
can see..with a dentist drill without
any painkiller that will work.. in
one’s face.. and in my case..
my eye and ear.. and 18 other disorders..
many auto-immune related.. the system is
favored toward the intellectually smart..
the fate for a person.. who does not
have that gift.. is often one..
as homeless… or worse…
it’s way too complicated..
for the average person to
navigate.. and that is the
part that is also far from fair or justice…

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SMiLes.. my friend.. Zee..
the greaTest Love/Empathy..
iN my opinion.. does come from
the challenges of life.. the stress..
disorder.. and even the bullies of life..
who will tell us.. we do not deserve
to exist.. sadly.. some folks
turn to darkness..
when these challenges
come.. but for those who never
give up.. even if.. there are no little
voices from Loving people who can
see the liGht iN a homeless person
from this earth of cultures
that no longer
match
the eYes
of Wisdom that
can come through
the victory instead of
vengeance over life’s
dArk.. with LiGht.. the
human SpiRit to survive
is great.. and pARt of why
the greaTEst liGhts of human
often come from the dArkest
challenges that
we all face
to some degree..
and perhaps the greaTEst
challenge is not being challenged
enough.. as there is no bliss as great
as the Victory of liGht that conquers
dARk.. wheRe one even understands
and forgives those who continue
to ignore or transgress
the survivors
among us..
who
die hard
and are still
energizer bunnies..
with greater liGht
than ever before..
you are a liGht
my friend.. now
who continues
to grow.. and
wheRever i
see this
liGht
i for
one
do
not let
go of that
friendship
iN liGht.. my
friend.. Zee..
and sure.. sometimes
i have to travel literAlly
thouSands of miles iN a
split second to find iT
online
with
great fortune
as well.. and
that’s the best
thing about online..
it is a big small
world
now..
to find those
who can at least
relate to different
challenges
and
survival..
now in liGht..:)

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So easy it was for me.. before my middle age illnesses to express Love.. at least with my eyes.. before shades became a necessary accessory to painfully/comfortably see in life.. and
the statement about the inevitable coldness of life in later age.. as far
as feeling worse.. does not seem to apply to some folks.. and
my father was one of those.. who refused to stress or
worry.. for he was simply fearless.. and perhaps
in part that came from the challenge of
working in Law Enforcement for
46 years.. but his identical
twin brother seemed the
same.. in cool
James Bond
style
of everything
was A-okay in life..
but of course not saying
he was a perfect man.. as
he had very little ability to
express emotions.. but
there were times
that i wished
so much to
trade my
love for his
fearless way of
being.. as Lord knows
my anxiety was every bit
as strong as my Love through
most of life.. in a vague way
of being uncomfortable
in my own skin..
while my
father always
wore his as the
most leisure of suits..
hmm.. getting that fearless
pArt is truly the complement
of Love that works.. and my father
never really looked old in terms
of fragility.. to his dying day
standing up strong.. at age
81.. whereas i
by that time
had already
practically
seen death
and life worse
than the weakest
invalid in any nursing
home before age 48..
but still.. theRe iS Love..
oh.. the gift of Love..
but i suppose
with fearless
one may
not have
to fall
to the illusory fears
of culture and life in
general.. so i guess
Fearless and Love
iN many ways
tie.. as equal
virtues of Life..
the Fearless allows
one to live long and prosper
and the Love allows one to
live well
iN being
iN balance
without the
fear.. iN Magic..
and no my father’s
life was not magic..
it was just peace..
and that is
a goal
that most
folks these
days never even
find.. without a fathom
of what living in the magic
of Fearless Love is really like..
no different than any heaven i for
one can
imagine
now..
so.. here’s a toast
to no illusory Fears
with Love.. the bread
and water of magic life
when mixed iN
balanCinG
pArtS..
and as far as
politics goes..
as science shows
now.. humans are innately
conservative or liberal.. and
they vote with their nature moreover
the individual merits or failures of the
political system at hand.. i do my duty
to vote.. but politics is a soap opera
that is rather easy to catch
up on.. every six months
or so.. to find that
nothing much
has changed
as far as
real
substance..
the endless conflict
that WILL NEVER BE
RESOLVED.. for the
nature of the human
conservative
vs.. open
mind..
is a
mindless past time
to consume.. to escape
other issues of life.. but
knowing.. the inevitable
outcome will not change..
finally… as yes it took me
somenows.. to figure out
human nature more completely..
is enough for me to consider
politics.. as not different..
than the flower that
fades and colors
alternately
in the seasons
of the year.. i for one
am born SUPER LIBERAL..
in most every way.. and i for
one.. live in a SUPER CONSERVATIVE
AREA.. AND NATION in general.. where
hardly anyone can understand my ways
of life.. but hey..
the reward
is the Nirvana..
a gift i wish i could
give everyone else..
but not a gift that most folks
even care
to take
or possibly
undertand
exists
for now..
it does.. now..
and i for one prove
what is possible.. whether anyone
listens to heaven or not..
it is real now..
for me at least..
as hell was
before..
i can never afford
for one second to believe
that anything is impossible
and that state of mind is the
possibilities of the state of
now in positive mindset
that makes the
fruition of
the heaven
i experience now
as REAL AS HELL
BEFORE.. so much
in religion is true.. if folks
can get past all the tribal stuff
of myths and vehicles and vessels
as such that house the truth and liGht..
and also sadly ’cause much division.. aggression..
violence.. and oh MY GOD WORLD WAR III THAT
SOME SO-CALLED GOD FEARING FOLKS ARE
LOOKING FORWARD TOO.. TO END THE
WORLD NOW.. I DON’T USE THE F
WORD VERY MUCH BUT THAT
IS FUCKING INSANITY
BUT SADLY
MOST
EVERYONE
WHERE I LIVE
THAT ONE TALKS
TO ON THE STREET
IS LOOKING FORWARD TO
THE FUCKING END OF THE
WORLD.. the conservative
state of mind..
is truly a dangerous
one.. that would wish
for annihilation through
the paraphrasing of
a several thousand
year old
book.. ’cause
someone told
’em it is true..
OH MY GOD.. FUCKING
DOLPHINS ARE INCREDIBLY
SMARTER THAN HUMANS.. THEY
CAN BOTH ELIMINATE PREDATOR
SHARKS.. AND NOT WISH TO DIE
AT THE
SAME
TIME..
ENJOYING
LIFE NOW.. WITHOUT
EVEN EVER THE THOUGHT
OF ANYTHING BUT PLAYING
LIFE
NOW..
unless you trap ’em in a tank
alone.. like society does to so many
folks now.. dolphins refuse to be held
hostage like this and would
rather
die than
not live
free
moving
connecting
playing with
other dolphins
now.. instead..
swimming then
to the bottom of
the dolphin tank..
documented in marine
science and never returning
to the top.. meanwhile folks with
so-called happy families and love..
are wishing
that a fiery
end to life
comes
now..
anyway.. again..
it’s human nature and
human is only as smart
overall as nuclear weapons
drop….
anyway..
i find the species
sad and amusing and
if i didn’t know or feel
others further than my
local community.. by
moving out in the
online world..
of the bigger
world.. the idea
that i am a star-child seed or
whatever.. becomes somewhat
plausible.. but the truth is.. i just
live in an insane local community..
truly insane.. and that
is all..
my home
is the real
place.. a living
earth in balance
with me now.. and
the rest of allthatis
open minded and FUCKING FREE..
HAHA.. a maNiFesto wherever i go
FREE.. hehe.. particularly here
where wisdom
rains like
pearls
of
liGht..
with Love my
good friend
gigoid..
perhaps the
closest person i
know to the God i feel
and know.. online.. at least..
from the United States.. as
most folks in the poetry world
i associate with.. are introverted
conservative.. bible oriented
folks.. and my assertion that
Jesus is JUST A HUMBLE
MAN.. is surely the
best way
not to
get any
United States
likes on my blog..
But as they say..
THE TRUTH AND LIGHT
WILL SET YA FREE INTO
THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
NOW..
THAT IS
TRULY REAL..
AND YOU KNOW WHAT
WOULD BE THE FUCKING FUNNIEST
THING OF ALL.. IS IF I WAS JESUS
REINCARNATED…
BUT THE BIGGER
TRUTH IS.. ‘HE SAID’
ANYONE COULD
BE
LIKE
HIM..
and even
greater iN
terms of
human
potential..
LIKE BE LIKE
MICHAEL JORDAN..
IN TERMS OF BASKETBALL..
yes.. there is only one.. Michael
Jordan and Jesus.. but sure there
eventually will likely be a
better basketball
player
too..
wITh
wInks..
and hmm.. that’s
over 1200 words..
not often one leaves
a blog post like this
on another blog
post of
close to
equal length..huh..
with wInks again..
but what i’ve come
to find out with empirical
evidence too.. is when i get
out there on the dance floor
with all the wild and free ‘nymphs’
and i say that in historical mythical
terms of respect.. and not sexual
depravity.. and i dance as wildly
as perhaps anyone has ever
danced in a dance hall
in my local
conservative
area.. at least..
my creativity
ramps up
incredibly
the next day..
as obviously it changes
my brain chemistry greatly
in terms of what is A driving
force behind human
creativity..
and amazing
that not unlike
our so-called
primitive
ancestors
it is a dance now
of literal all natural
ecstasy with other
folks dancing in this
way for hours on end..
that brings the vision quest
and associated findings to the
surface of human conscious mind..
it just fucking makes sense.. common
fucking.. intuitive sense.. the gift of over
14.5M fucking years.. of struggle and survival
encoded still
in our DNA
as we my friends
are the books of creation
set free in flesh and blood
womanifest expression of
God
sAMe as
WeNOW..
You already told me
you dance.. and truly
a slow dance works
as well as a fast
dance
as long
as it is in balance
that escapes the
mechanical worrying
problem solving human
state of hell.. now.. so
sure
FUCKING
DANCE FREE
FOLKS.. OPEN UP
YOUR MIND.. ‘CAUSE
HEAVEN IS WAITING FOR
YA.. NOW.. JUST FUCKING NOW..
okay.. that’s over 1500 words.. and did
you know that when you get over 9800
or so.. that the word press formatting
falls apart.. in the comments section
if it is in one comment..
hehe.. i did that
before.. and
found out..
i have
to wonder
if anyone else
has ever done that
too.. i’m thinking no..
for whatever reason.. no..
and i’ve left about 5000
words on SOHEIR’S
LAST TWO
POSTS in
Total.. SO
YOU ARE NOT
ALONE.. haha..
see ya later..
in words
of more
maNiFesto
wheRe everyday
is a feast of steps
and words for me..
at
least..:)

SMiLes.. my friend.. your blog
is a real treasure.. to me
in both liGht as Love
and Wisdom
as Truth..
as in any painting
all brush strokes count
and when the painting is finished
every hair of the brush is essential
to the finished product.. i treasure
every human as every hair on
that brush of art..
and there is
not much
in life
i for
one see as
random.. if not more
than the FACT that human
can create meaning and purpose
in all of life if human sets both logic
and heart into play of balance of
Fearless Unconditional Love..
when i go to Catholic
Church on Sunday
morning.. while
i do not
agree with
all the details it is
REAL TO ME..
that the
sacred
text has hidden
meanings that are
as clear as any
azure blue
day to me..
but before..
i for
one..
lost all
my fears.. with
total open-mindedness..
i did not see so freely before..
and i for one know for sure.. that
many voices contributed to what
eventuAlly has become the
remaining still truths
and liGhts in
the New
Testament..
but they are there
for people with open minds
that can see through the metaphors
of hidden truth and liGht hidden on
purpose.. as callous hearts.. can
not read figurative language
any other way than
literal most
often
as even
science shows..
as the language of a
psychopath can be measured
by how little emotional flavor
are attached to words
of metaphor
there..
and yes..
these are the folks..
the leaders and the rulers..
in control of what gets censored
here or there.. in history then and now..
so deeper metaphors have always been
an efficient means.. including myths..
and such.. to vehicle and vessel
the house of Truth and liGht
much further into the
future coming
now.. from then..
anyway.. what i know
and feel for sure now.. in
my own life.. is that change
starts with the heArt for most
folks moreover logic..
and religion at
core is
extremely
influential in power..
as around 2.2 Billion
folks adhere to a Christian
way of thinking.. and 1.6 billion
folks adhere to a Muslim
way of thinking.. yes
mostly feeling around
the world.. to around
half the global
population now..
albeit in poorer countries
of course.. as when social welfare
programs are rich.. there is fewer needs
for the social support that religions provide
in organized and charitable ways to their
congregations and beyond.. and truly
per the gnostic Jesus.. there is
not much difference and
more similarities
in the Yogi
way of
believing
without a literal
name for God as
allthatis.. as Jesus spoke
of God as the living one inside
in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas..
for whomever originally reported it
or wrote those words that of course
are true.. as Star Dust is now us..
as even science shows now..
i do my best to speak
the religious
languages of
other folks where i visit
them.. and perhaps A most
excited expression of worship
for the God of Nature can be found
in a video titled a ‘Symphony of
Science’ as provided
here..

Yes.. the truth is we are all connected
to each other.. and the rest of Nature
as the cosmos unto itself.. per
paraphrased words in
the video.. by
great
scientist
and philosopher
Carl Sagan.. whose
writings also contributed
to one of my favorite movies
named ‘contact’.. where the
inner Universe becomes
the one to explore
verses miles
away
outside of us..
miles of way outside of
us.. is truly inside of us same..
as well as above so below and
all around.. and as
Richard Feynman
says in the video
Nature.. the
Incomprehensible
with endless imagination
will always keep humans
guessing the more we learn about
her.. they all could be the gnostic
Jesus in modern scientist
clothes.. it’s just now
they have evidence
for the grand beauty
of Nature always
worth worshipping
whole as one..
as God stands
before as now..
and we see and feel
more of God than ever
before.. in terms of science
and of course those among us
who have once again found our
primitive roots.. in instinct and intuition
of what is recorded in our DNA from the
origin of what
is is..
as cosmos
and beyond
words of Nature
as God’s imagination
more.. language is all
metaphor.. even modern
linguists agree this is true now..
it is not surprising.. that folks without
a word for Nature will call Nature GOD
instead of Nature the less but as far as
semantics and syntax goes.. for what we
know of science.. Nature as God is more
beautiful.. amazing.. mysterious.. and
liGht AND DaRK than the old
and new testament
folks could
imagine then..
as real at least..
not everyone has the ability
to discern these truths and lights
and discerning them makes the God
of Nature.. ever more powerful and
big than any
religious
text of
past
ever
did..
God is always
changing and groWinG
it is only human that
would hide God
in a book..
page
word
or
letters now
alone and
before we get
to 5000 words here
today.. as hmm.. we’ve
moved well over 2000 now
to equal your blog post of around
2600 words or so.. so the job is done
for now.
hehe..
as there is
always another
book to write tomorrow
as my book iS forever
now unabridged
my friend..
with hopeful
bridges to other
heARts for positive
change in Fearless Love
that starts one human at
a time within.. and i keep in
mind that it only takes one word
to change a human being.. as this
writing journey of min(e)(d).. where a word
has taken me now to UniVerses beyond then..
was simply the
utterance of the
word in FB.. PM..
Synesthesia.. by my
first friend on Facebook..
who befriended me at the
end of my rope.. where almost
everyplace i had gone.. would
not accept me..
for the different
i was then..
and even
more different
now.. hehe..
but anyway..
that one word
led to the first manifesto
in my about section on my
blog.. so whenever i write one
word or 11 million i know and
feel the potential power
of what even
one of
those words
can do for others
without even any
pre-planning
or conscious
awareness of
it.. there is
no word
or step
too small
or large.. now..
to change the world
for better.. and sure worse
too.. as dArk and liGht flow
wheRever that goes..
i’m just here
to add
a verse
to the
UniVerse as is..
to paraphrase
the ‘Dead
Poet’s
Society’
that is fully
alive here.. my friend..:)

SMiLes.. my friend..
as i gRow older i look
foRward to dancing slower
as much as faster now..
as long as iT
flows iT
goes.. oN
as river
now.. back and
forth to oceans
that never end
beyond the
visual
horizons
of nows..
my friend..
inside.. outside
above.. so below
and ALL AROUND
when i dance i AM
tHe UniVerse OnE
sAMe alWays now as iS
ever chanGinG FloWinG NOW..:)

10,977

All 80K or so photos.. many of which still live in
photo stream.. on my blogs.. as sequentially
done.. as life comes.. almost all..
and are virtually never
touched up with
any special
effects of
photo editing
beyond a crop
here or there to
fit a profile photo
or whatever.. and this
guy here.. is now worth
literally highlighting here..
as almost every time i go now
to Seville Quarter he videos
me dancing to share on his
Social Media.. as most every
one i meet in the general public
says.. hey.. i saw you at Barnes
and Nobles.. Target.. Walmart..
etc.. dancing on Facebook.. on
my friend’s page.. shared as
such as people love to do
these days.. as most every
one is self-employed
as a candid camera
media handler
sharing life
always as
a reality show
now..and most of
them have no idea
that i perhaps.. share
more of me.. than anyone
they can imagine does any
where on the Internet and
i do mean LITERALLY
ALL OF ME.. HEHE..
WITH NO SECOND
thoughts of
regrets..
as this is
what truly free
human beings do..
Share with Fearless
Love Free.. until culture..
religion.. and politics..
etc.. take that away..
and yes.. make
no mistake..
Real Human
Freedom is
still more
possible in
the U.S. who
learn to balance
the demands of culture
with a life truly balanced
as Free.. if i can do it now
i kNow most other folks
can do it too..
if they escape
enough of
religion..
culture..
and
politics
to truly be
REAL FREE
CHILDREN OF
GOD BORN AGAIN..:)

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A pound of wiSdom
iS the cure of experience..
Thanks God.. for Google..
For i can find out if someone
quoted the UniVersal Poet
whose name is Truth and
liGht.. first.. Or
paraphrased..
Who resides iN
ALL experience..
Both human and
other creature.. As is.. et..al..:)

As far as i and Madonna.. Know
and FeEl.. ThIs Truth and LiGht
iS the True Timeless.. Ageless..
Illuminati.. Gifted by and to
ALL THAT IS aka God
and infinite numbers
of other ‘bible’ metaphors..
InfiNiTy grIns With Truth
and LiGht.. iN uS..:)

Reference SonG by
Madonna named ‘Illuminati’..
HiGhly inSpiRaTioNal for uS iN
the REAL kNow and Feel of GOD..
The UniVersal Poet.. aka Emily.. Et..al..;)

Yes.. and God wInks.. Too..:)

That was rather short for me.. wasn’t iT..
And albeit dOne first in paragraph style..
lacking ‘normal’ punctuation of course
as semi-colons are silly to me..
as language doesn’t stop
and start iT flows
like a River..
at least
iN UniVersal
style of living
free.. hehe..
this is a hiGhly
inspiRinG collection
of words you bRinG
here.. like RinGs of
Lord.. so kNow that
i am not typing with
one finger on mobile now..
lacking the more creative
rest of my left hand too..
here’s more from me..
as you likely know..
Puff the Magic
Dragon could
be a
metaphor
for the
man of
Galilee
named Jesus
now.. and wow wouldn’t
the thought/feeling of Jesus frolicking
instead of getting crucified for going
against the gRain of order then be so
much more deliGhtful.. i must agree..
that a purple dragon.. Jesus..
kinda like Barney.. is such
a nicer.. less sacrificing
story than a GOD man
nailed to a cross..
but the saddest
truth iS.. iF
Jesus wasn’t
made into a magical sacrificed
dragon.. his words.. whatever
is left of that UniVersal Poet
from his mouth would have
never been attributed to
him.. just to Emily
and infinite others
heRe and tHere and
everywheRe the UniVerse
SinGS free iN children
of and iS ALLTHATIS..
Christ.. that’s a cool
word for illuminati too..
as expresSinG as human
too.. and sure to make iT one
man iS insane.. but of course humans
have this thingy about Loving tHeir favorite
Quarterback of the local football team.. so
we have the sport of religion.. first to replace
football.. and Jesus to replace the favorite
Quarterback then and still now with
Football.. and favorite manly Quarter
backs too.. as that Tribal Instinct
thingy to conserve resources..
small or large.. is a mighty
powerful.. Nature thingy..
all Natural too..
the most ironic
pArt of all perhaps..
is it seems.. that if you
lived back in them days of
Jesus.. he probably would have
selected you as another one of
his politically incorrect against the
order of the day UniVersal poet dudes
too.. speaking of the wisdom that lives
within the experience of us.. with sure
that LiGht of Love stuff too.. as of
course it is the essence that
counts not the words
that house
or exist
as Truth
and LiGht..
now or then…
only ironic of course..
for the label of atheist..
and on a personal note
speaking of dealing with
the order of the day.. my favorite
pArt of the two of three clinical letters still
assigning me to the lot of the permanently
disabled among us.. in one of those it says
‘he’ cannot function optimally in society.. of course
with diagnoses specific to the ‘mind’ issue of
Asperger’s and Bi-Polar NOS.. with one
Doctor narrowing iT down to type
one flavor.. technically that’s
true as far as paper work
goes.. and i have to
admit.. back in the
day before
i got
more
experience of Wisdom
too.. hiring someone with
Bi-polar.. and Autism..
would make me
a little
cautious
too.. but i never wanted
to manage folks anyway for
reasons just like that..
too much
empathy
here for all of
the human condition
to turn humans away on
the street.. as it were and
still is now.. overall.. at least..
but seriously how often when a child
is dropped in our cultures does that child
really get a chance to function optimally per all
his or her human potential.. it varies of course.. depending
on how closed-minded the culture is overall.. some folks..
particularly women.. are restricted to opening and
closing their legs.. insert penis.. in and out..
when reaching a certain age.. have children
and that’s it.. but of course not all
women are cut out to
have children..
and the
children
of the
women.. forced
into institutional
rape.. suffer at the
mother who is not cut
out to nurture children.. and
then we get.. cold hearted kids both
in a genetic and environmental way..
future suicide bombers.. terrorists..
and perhaps serial killers too..
and administrators of
countries like
GW.. too..
and no..
i don’t really
think i for one..
was cut out to have
kids either.. the sacred
clown thingy.. two spirit..
and all of that.. is obviously
my destiny now.. and that is
cool.. as appropriate social
roles are the path
to world
peace..
for those
who are fortunate
enough to fulfill tHeir
innate potential now..
and the greaTEst news
is.. the rebels.. of the world
are many of the one’s who bRinG
technological advancements to take
us way out of our restricted local areas..
no matter what country we are in.. to experience
MORE MORE MORE WISDOM AND TRUTH..
YES.. TRUTH AND LIGHT.. THE ILLUMINATI
AND CHRIST LIGHT
METAPHOR POTENTIAL
IN ALL OF US..
NOW..
jesus.. i’m pretty
sure.. the real jesus
would be jumping up and
down.. saying.. see.. i told
y’all heaven was possible..
great job.. UniVersal
Poets.. now
keep up
the Good
GOD
WORK
NOW..
iN
TRuTH
and LiGHT..
WE ARE FINALLY
FREE.. weLL at
least some
of uS
anyway..
sMiLEs
and wINKS..
i no longer function
according to the rule
and order of society
FALSE.. CHRiST
iS now
ME!..
TG FREE!
frolicking
to my
purple
dragon
MAGIC
CONTENT..
and as a final anecdotal
note.. as often happens when
i do my lap around the entire
Seville Quarter complex after
i rave dance for a solid three
hours with not even a
water break..
inevitably some
young folks in their
early 20’s come up
to get to know me a
little better
in words more
than steps.. and they
often fist bump me first..
and most always tell me
that they wish so much they
could have fun in life all the time
like i do WITH ZERO EXCEPTION
ALWAYS LIKE A BRIGHT AND
SHINY STAR.. i’m para-
phraSinG a little
of course..
but that
matches
the look in tHeir
eyes.. when they too..
are feeling the truth and
liGht of me.. FACE TO
FACE.. EYE TO EYE
(:..with shades..;)
WE BECOME
ONE FORCE
OF HUMAN
TOGETHER
FOR A
MOMENT
OF A PRESENT NOW..
and the truth and liGht..
IS.. no one.. and i do mean
NO ONE.. EVER WILL FORGET
THE LESSON i BrINg TO THEM..
THAT AGE.. GENDER.. DISABILITY
OR NOT FUCKING EVEN MENTAL
FUCKING ILLNESS
iS A BARRIER
TO FUCKING
BEING
FREE
AND FUCKING
HAPPIER THAN FUCKING
ANY FUCKING OTHER PERSON
ON THIS FUCKING PLANET NOW..
but of course i didn’t tale them that
they already
saw iT
IN
my feat
of dancing
free as GOD…
Crazy has its
perks..
hehe..
here iN
HEAVEN..:)

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While.. ‘some’ sleep..
Yellow Boy watches..
oN a BlankEt oF Peace..:)

And yeS..
Truth and liGht
REAL ILLUMINATI
iS Both Science and
arT iN
aWE
soME
BalanCe..:)

Betcha a Lotto ticket.. i was the
most colorful human being
the employees
AND CUSTOMERS
saw aLL FULL MOON
Saturday at
Good Old
Winn Dixie
Supermarket
AIsle Styles..wInk emoticon

And yes.. been tryin’ to
teach Spidey man..
a few new moves..
but he’s having
problems
with
change
for now..
it seems..wInk emoticon

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23 Responses to WrecKinG bAll of Fearless Love

  1. He he. Love the opening lyrics on that still-screen of your first song. I’ll give it a listen now, once my other song finishes playing. Don’t you love it when a song touches you so much that you just keep playing it over and over, revelling in the moment of ear joy?

    I love the way you take selfies. Your robot arms. Your side tilt. That’s the kind of silliness that you’re desperate to retrieve when someone unexpectedly dies. I know, I’m a weirdo. But I think about that all the time with my husband and kids. It’s the quirks that make you love someone; not the perfections.

    Idiosyncracies. They comprise the equator and the sly beguilings of miles between births and bequeaths.

    I love this clown:
    https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/01/img_4131.jpg?w=640&h=480

    Or jester, I suppose.

    Great photo:
    https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/01/img_4143.jpg?w=640&h=480

    https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/01/img_4182.jpg?w=640&h=480

    Ha. If I ever hired a party planner, it would be you!

    ~~~

    “school age
    children.. are assessed type two
    pre-diabetic” … Isn’t this so disturbing???

    “she was a
    real reproducing
    machine” … Ha. Yeah. Me too. Not that many, but still, a lot.

    I love a story that goes like this:
    “the
    little girl looked like an
    American Indian Princess..
    and that little girl grew up..
    left home..
    and found
    a nice poor man
    to marry”

    This is so true:
    “Dancing addictions feed
    what’s missing”

    Ha. This cracked me up:
    “Oh by the way..
    Love this!!!
    Brilliant!!!
    Well Penned!!!
    Excellent!!!
    Superb!!!
    Perfect!!!
    Nice!!!
    Great!!!
    OH! YOU
    are just
    the best
    F
    in
    poet
    ever….;)”

    • Hi Shawna.. just back from another Weekend
      day of Marathon Dance Shopping at over
      13 miles.. today and yesterday.. so yeah..
      it did take two days to make the full
      marathon.. hehe.. anyway..
      i hate typing on
      Mobile.. so
      i always
      wait to come
      home to use
      two hands here
      to get the flow
      going and i know
      you feel what i mean
      by flow.. and yes.. oh yes..
      yes.. yes.. some songs elicit
      such wonderful positive emotions
      that
      i can listen
      listen listen.. dancing
      to the song in all the shopping
      stores.. for hours on end.. particularly
      when they are as great as the
      “Adventure of a Lifetime”
      by ‘Cold Play’.. as
      i am kinda like
      a dancing
      Bonobo
      anyway
      hehex2..
      so i think i’ll use
      that song again for
      the beginning theme
      SonG.. for my next
      epic post
      here..
      and nice to
      highlight our
      interaction first in
      the reality show in
      poeTry that continues
      to be my life online
      haha..
      with sMiles..
      of course..
      and hmm..
      i’m not much of a planner
      for stuff.. but yes.. i
      do my best to
      be the
      life of
      the party wherever
      i go.. and certainly mission
      accomplished in places like
      malls and Barnes and Nobles..
      as hahax3.. i may be
      the only 55 year old
      dude who dances
      a strange style
      of martial
      arts and
      ballet like
      dance and reads
      full books while
      listening to
      music
      at
      the same
      time too..
      it increases my focus..
      and today i read an entire
      Dummies book on poeTRy..
      so maybe now i will finally understand
      what all the text book definitions of what this
      and that and the other kind of poetry is.. but
      quite honestly i don’t give a crap.. as i am
      never gonna
      be a professional
      football player anyway..
      hehex3.. or hahax2..
      cause i missed a
      number of
      laugh
      up there
      somewhere..
      yeah.. gotta
      sharp
      pencil..
      but i try to keep
      it as dull as possible
      so i do not go insane
      in perfectionist
      dum
      ways
      like earlier
      in my life..
      where all the bricks
      had to be in a perfect
      straight line around
      flower beds
      for life
      to make sense..
      life leads me now..
      for fun.. and i no longer
      try to have a choke hold on it..
      and OMG hanging loose is so
      much more fun.
      than the
      strangle
      of uptight
      then..
      hmm.. what else..
      oh yeah!.. to answer your
      questions.. yeah.. diabetes in
      general.. sucks.. our grey cat Moby
      is suffering with it now.. too much
      sitting down.. all his life
      where Love
      and Dinner
      was all
      is life..
      still so sweet..
      but sadly too many
      cat treats.. and now he
      can hardly make it around
      on his hind legs at only age
      10.. anyway.. really hate to
      see stuff like that happen
      to school age children
      knowing
      that in
      middle age
      they will probably
      be in those Walmart
      carts.. like so many
      people from
      where i live..
      and i try
      to set a dancing
      example for them..
      for the joy of art in
      movement but i guess
      most of the older folks just
      wanna wait ’till heaven after
      life.. instead of having it
      JusT now..
      like me
      and other
      folks who
      dance life..
      instead
      of growing
      old.. in one
      spot.. life moves
      in so many ways.
      both in art and feeling
      when we dance free..
      with no sidewalks
      to hold
      us
      back
      and down..
      in straight lines
      of still
      in hell
      now…
      and oh yeah. i love
      the eccentricities and silliness
      of folks.. it is so endearing.. and
      that is why i always look forward
      so much to hearing from you ..
      Shawna.. as you are
      a treasure
      of a unique
      human being
      to me.. who has
      always brought a smile
      to my face.. everynow
      i see the new
      user name
      that is my
      friend Shawna
      still now.. anyway..
      i checked again to
      make sure your blog
      is still there.. so i am gonna
      hurry up and finish this now.. finAlly
      so you will know.. i still Love the stuff
      that you write and link there in terms
      of music and poeTry
      now.. my friend..
      oh yeah.. i am
      a court jester..
      but i don’t get
      paid by any
      court.. i
      choose
      my
      own
      places
      to play that
      role.. and OMG
      so much fun
      it is to
      be a clown/
      sacred fool/
      modern
      court
      jester
      or whatever
      i may be for now..
      and yes you are
      a F in Great poet
      to me..
      seriously..
      no joke
      from a
      clown
      here.. on that
      one.. my friend.. Shawna..:)

  2. http://storedincoloredorbs.blogspot.com/2016/01/this-poem-is-not.html

    http://www.nydailynews.com/new-york/manhattan/manhattan-guyfi-booth-men-relieve-stress-article-1.2499002

    My understanding is that hot cats.. can cool
    and heat up.. many times in just one day..
    so maybe it’s not necessary to have
    another cat
    or mustard
    covered dog
    to warm up..
    but anyway..
    hehe.. your
    fiery post reminded
    me of another blogger
    friend.. who highlighted
    the article above about
    a statistic on 39%
    relief.. and a
    special
    warm-up
    faux booth
    to get the job done..
    and called it pathetic..
    and oh BOY.. lots of
    comments were
    generated
    by that
    one for
    sure..
    i still haven’t
    got around there
    yet.. to provide the
    link about the faux
    booth yet.. as she
    seemed to
    think it
    was the real
    deal.. and of course
    it is illegal to do that
    in public of course..
    just another
    Internet
    myth..
    i guess…
    And crap that’s a real
    issue for a young Catholic
    boy.. when i was young..
    as guilty
    pleasures
    becomes
    the standard
    instead of just
    pure relief.. sMiLes…
    PoeTry.. the art of
    not saying
    something..
    wINks.. aGaiN..
    oh.. and thanks
    for linking a ‘Symphony
    of Science’.. that is a reAlly
    sexy video.. you are correct..
    as the connection of the human
    heARt.. and the rest of sPiRit
    expreSsinG Nature.. as miNd
    and boDy
    BalanCinG
    soUl.. now..
    iS the best
    non-messy
    way to get
    the job
    of Love
    dOne..
    my friend..
    Shawna.. all the
    time now.. and
    ‘this’ is just one
    of those
    poems..
    that is
    yEarning
    now for a
    comment..
    i guess.. too..
    and i did review
    all of your poetry
    and other stuff too..
    so interesting.. and
    always surprises that
    come.. when Shawna’s
    iMagiNation is set
    free
    from
    home
    schooLinG..
    sMilEs..
    wITh
    fury
    purring sweet..
    kitties.. my friend..
    oh yeah.. meeting
    humming birds
    dark green
    and blue
    with
    forked
    tongues
    too..;)

  3. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/24/turning-four-into-seven/

    Ah.. so nice to see friend ‘circle of quirks’ here..
    she is a real phenomenon.. and of course
    so are you friend.. ’cause i’ve interacted
    with literally tens of thousands of
    folks if not over 100K in the
    last 5 years or so..
    all over online..
    and you two
    are definitely
    two of my very favorite ones..
    as i can say anything to ya’ll..
    without being concerned that
    ya’ll will go ballistic.. as no
    PC for me.. hehe..
    anyway.. i read your
    post early this morning
    while rushing to church
    and just on Mobile today
    doing another half-
    marathon of dance
    so plenty of
    time to
    let the
    pearls
    of wisdom settle
    with me all day.. and
    two things struck me.. one
    how wonderful it is that you
    at top of the class in
    school.. serving
    others in the
    mental health
    and developmentally
    disabled fields are able
    to spread your wisdom online
    as so many of us can from the
    leisure of our home today.. as truly
    it was getting scary how there were no
    story tellers left anymore.. to leave the
    stories of our culture behind now..
    as everything was getting
    so text and shallow
    in acronyms of
    small talk
    at start
    of
    Email
    ways of being..
    and now blogs allow an almost
    unlimited avenue.. to spread it all thick
    and thin.. and address subjects that we could
    never address in some of our local communities
    namely.. now.. without potentially getting shot.. hung..
    or a brick thrown through the local church that is us..
    hmm.. yeah.. the Protestants even threw
    a brick through the window of
    my Catholic Church some
    years back.. but
    hopefully the
    KKK is
    totally
    gone
    now
    along with
    such as that..
    yeah.. never ever
    truly gone here.. at least
    behind folks backs it seems
    from what i’ve seen on
    pastors lawns
    after church
    and such
    as that
    on
    Northern
    county farms..
    hmm.. dam that was
    a long intro.. but i get
    really intensely focused
    after dance walking
    13 miles.. reading a
    book while doing
    it.. listening
    to music
    and stuff
    like that.. where
    my Brain lights up
    like the Universe potential
    we all have of course.. inside..
    too.. outside.. above so below
    and all around
    three..
    or four
    and more..
    But in my own life
    experience.. i for one consider
    fear.. to be the limiting force of
    miracles.. and a body that is out
    of synch in balance with mind
    is a sure way
    to feel
    uncomfortable
    in one’s own skin
    and to be timid
    somewhat
    around
    other human beings..
    as sure they can be potential
    predators too.. part of our instinct
    that never totally goes away.. and Charles
    Atlas.. the founder somewhat of strength
    training for Industrialized humans of
    the 20th Century.. watched
    Lions Stretch..
    learning
    from them..
    inventing a
    new way of
    isometric
    exercises to
    help the young boys
    who got the sand kicked
    in their face.. while never pursuing
    their animal epigenetic potential in
    feral fearless primate way..
    no less than our
    other
    APE
    friends..
    who are definitely
    capable of tearing the
    face off of human beings
    domesticated now
    as such..
    yeah.. even
    Mahatma Gandhi
    subscribed to Mr.
    Atlas’ training plan..
    as even a Pacifist..
    can be braver in dealing
    with other folks.. more secure
    in a body strong.. instead of weak..
    and amazingly not unlike Jack LaLanne..
    Charles.. kept all his muscle size statistics
    all the way to age 70 plus.. showing
    what the science of epigenetics
    in unpacking human
    DNA for
    greater potential
    was with appropriate
    environmental challenge..
    yes.. my father too.. going into
    the military as a young man coming
    out two years later changing from
    150LB to 230LB bear
    looking
    dude
    then..
    really shocked
    too see his pretty
    boy face in a high school
    photo.. sometime ago..
    for the first
    time ever..
    as sure it was
    bootcamp and the military
    that literally made him into a man..
    and i used to see that Epigenetic effect
    among the Navy men.. at my base.. getting
    orders.. to the sand trap of combat in Iraq..
    and coming back looking more
    like gorillas
    than pasty
    white
    office
    workers
    of before..
    yeah.. sure too.. what
    i eventually devolved into
    when i left the physical
    effort of Bowling Center
    moving.. running..
    jumping worker..
    fixing machines
    doing all the
    cleaning 8 hours
    a day.. in addition
    to working out too..
    an hour workout three
    time a week is not enough
    to keep human potential as
    strong and fearless as it can be
    with moving artfully all the time now..
    and without feeling secure in one’s own
    body.. with potential to defend oneself.. i truly
    feel like that is a major issue of underlying fear
    and anxiety among folks.. is they never get to
    hear the call of the
    wild.. and
    basically
    become
    somewhat
    feral fearless
    human beings again..
    and that spills over i think
    and feel now.. to all areas of life
    where a person walks and stands
    tall among other humans without
    fear..
    standing
    up for ethics
    that are real
    and positive too..
    no matter what the bullies
    who were bullied themselves
    in life.. in that endless cycle of
    fear and hate.. will say and do..
    Biggest mistake i think humans make
    is the delusion that they are not
    animals.. and fall under
    different
    rules of
    the Jungle
    and Savannah true..
    where we too.. can become
    the Lion of Mr. Atlas’
    experiment but of
    course.. it starts
    with feet.. as barefoot
    on soil.. is the best way
    to gain strong feet.. as with
    weak feet.. all the rest of the
    body.. can be limited in strength
    and fearless by the weakest link
    that will always
    be the feet
    that handle
    the basic
    gravity
    of life
    free or
    weak..
    as weak
    at base is fear..
    still for any animal subject
    to the reality of prey and predator..
    even if not obvious and only
    instinctual
    now..
    my friend
    gigoid..
    and sMiLes..
    that’s all for now..
    enjoyed your post
    very much.. and
    as always thanks
    so much
    for now..:)

  4. Weekly After Church..
    on the grounds.. selfie..
    with sweet faced wife Katrina..
    always reliably kind in online photos.. of course..
    and a real force of Nature.. all around feisty too..
    for anyone who knows.. FEELS.. the
    terror of the wrath
    of the
    REAL
    K..
    hmm.. every
    once in a while..;)

    And now i
    swear.. when
    i go to the Mall..
    yes.. the kinda fancy
    Cordova Mall
    in P’cola..
    i try every dam
    trick in the book..
    to inspire these
    mall dummies
    to dance.. but i’ll
    be dam.. just once..
    not twice.. if they totally
    ignore me like i’m not
    even dancing in their
    face.. and i do my best
    to show ’em all my newest
    dance moves too.. but they
    just stare off into space.. like..
    they are holding up the weight
    of the World.. and not like
    Atlas.. aka Holder of the
    Heavens..
    either..
    just plain
    worried about
    it all.. when they
    could forget all
    about words
    through
    the free
    verse
    poeTry
    of trance
    dance
    now..
    JUST
    NOW!..
    oh yeah.. and shirt of the
    day says.. Green against Machine..
    as the Incredible Hulk gets released..
    to beat the rob
    ot of life.. and yes…
    onE of my favorite shows of
    youth.. as i was always
    trying to figure out
    how to release
    my inner
    Ape too..
    and
    finAlly i did it..
    yes.. feral over
    domesticated human
    finaALLy for me.. in warrior
    martial arts.. mix of ballet
    too.. in fiGht of graceful
    spiRit.. in miNd and
    boDy balanCinG
    SoUl.. expres
    SinG that
    SpiRit as
    such
    iN fuLL
    emoTioN’s
    heARt so free
    iN kiNd and
    CouRage..
    foR
    NOW!..
    butT anyway.. as ‘you’ may
    notice.. i am not holding the
    heavens over my head as
    the heavens live in uS..
    so sure.. i am
    a symbol
    of a new
    old age
    of
    sorts..
    noW..
    in thiS
    ALL NATURAL
    CLOTHeD POSE..
    G-RATeD oF CoUrSE..

    And that reminds me of
    Tennis.. and middle school..
    and bully boys who use to make
    fun of my stiff posture.. and after
    all that is part of Autism that looks
    a little more like robot science than
    human art.. i just hadn’t learned to
    move like human art to that
    point.. anyway.. the bully
    boy used to raise
    his arms to
    the sky
    mock me
    laughing
    yelling
    CHARLES ATLAS!
    i had no idea who
    Charles Atlas was
    or why he was
    raising his
    arms to
    the sky
    but
    perhaps
    he was an earlier
    new age prophet
    and didn’t realize
    the importance
    of his
    EXCLAMATION
    ABOUT MY BEHAVIOR
    THEN.. as know i hold
    heaven in me..
    and Ayn Rand
    the famous
    objective
    robot thinking
    queen with little
    heart.. with potential
    daddy issues and all of that..
    used Atlas as a symbol for her
    book Atlas shrugged.. as she
    didn’t believe in the real
    magic of human
    altruistic Love..
    likely ’cause
    she did not
    experience
    it so she
    suggested
    humans were more
    like power hungry
    raping.. pillaging
    now alpha male
    chimpanzees..
    than all loving
    Bonobos at
    human core..
    as science
    shows now
    to be
    the
    human
    miNd and
    boDy way
    of innate
    being
    in
    balance
    OF REAL
    HUMAN
    INSTINCTUAL
    SOuL when
    FREE HOLDING SHARING
    HANDS AS COOPERATING
    HUMANS FOR NOW IN
    RELATIVELY SMALL
    LIVING GROUPS OF COURSE..:)

    ANYWAY.. whenever i remember my
    prophet bullies.. i love to play
    this SonG.. ’cause
    i CAN…
    When i bump
    into their
    cart
    chairs
    at Walmart..
    yes.. some of us
    Robots DO LIVE
    LONG AND PROSPER
    WHEN WE FiND OUR
    ART OF HeART in moving
    ways of boDy and MiNd
    BalanCinG
    expresSinG
    SpiRit
    iN soUL
    NOW!
    iN Steps of
    Dance and
    Words of
    PoeTry in
    a mix of Pan
    and Apollo alive…. 

    Oh goodness.. another ‘quick’ hero comes back
    from the dead zone.. (Batman.. 5 year reference
    story too.. where the Dark Knight Rises).. story…
    i am all cold in my tattered jacket in the
    gym.. wearing earplugs and shades..
    walking really stiff as my
    Autism has regressed
    severely back
    to almost
    infantile
    stages..
    except for getting
    to the gym.. ’cause
    even if i am dammed
    in hell i dam sure ain’t
    giving up then.. yeah
    and even through 40 days
    of
    almost
    no sleep at all when
    i was totally confined
    at home during that
    lent period of 2008
    yeah.. ironic
    huh but
    true
    down
    to the fortieth
    day when i finally
    slept after not sleeping
    at all for the last 35 out of
    40 days.. with only one hour
    of very shallow sleep assisted
    by powerful alpha blocker
    medication.. the first
    35 of 40 days..
    with the worst
    pain known
    to mankind
    during all
    waking hours with
    type two trigeminal
    neuralgia combined
    with dysautonomia
    where heart rate and
    blood pressure is
    no longer
    properly
    controlled
    by autonomic
    nervous system
    along with Sjogren’s
    Syndrome where eyes
    no longer make tears..
    along with around
    16 other disorders..
    including Severe
    Anxiety.. Panic
    Attacks.. Anhedonia..
    and other stuff related
    to no emotions and
    stuff like that..
    anyway..
    i staggered into
    my own work-out
    room at home to do
    something.. anything
    to exercise my body
    out of mind.. if only
    several minutes each
    day THE KEY IS I NEVER
    FULLY GAVE UP.. EVEN WHEN
    I WENT TO CRASH INTO A TREE
    IN MY CAR AND JUMP OFF A BRIDGE
    AT THE END.. MY SURVIVAL INSTINCT
    STILL TRUMPED ALL OTHER THOUGHTS
    OF ENDING IT ALL.. SO YES.. I AM STILL
    LIFTING THE HEAVENS EMPTY HANDED
    AS BY GOD THOSE HEAVENS LIVE IN
    ME NOW.. IN THE PLACE OF
    REAL HELL THEN.. WOOSH..
    SWOOSH.. OR WHATEVER
    THAT NIKE SYMBOL
    FOR THE GODDESS
    OF VICTORY IS..
    IT IS F iN
    mine
    NOW!..
    and yes.. back to the gym
    during those five years..
    the person i used to supervise
    and his ‘hill billy friend’.. who did the
    grounds maintenance.. were mocking
    my stiff posture.. just like the bully
    boy did in school.. and after i
    recovered STRONGER THAN
    EVER.. SOME FIVE YEARS
    LATER LIFTING THE
    MAX AND MORE THAN
    ANY DUDE IN THERE
    ON MANY OF THE GYM
    MACHINES.. then/now..
    let’s just say i had a lot of
    fun with him.. coming in early
    to make sure i caught him at work..
    asking him.. how did he think i did
    all of what i do now.. and recover like that
    as of course then and now i am about twice
    as strong as him.. and even his friend who
    weighs all of what i do at 230LBS now..
    anyway.. he had no
    answers for me..
    but i for one had them
    all finally totally away from
    school.. and work.. gifted to
    me by the God of Nature who
    taught me how to move free and
    wild as feral human again.. with
    Yellow Boy as God’s little
    savior leading the
    way as God’s
    cat for
    me..
    never ever
    will i now again..
    suggest that modern
    education can beat what is
    gifted inside of us for ISA’s
    over KSA’s as that relates to
    Instinct.. Skills.. and Abilities
    God gifted.. as compared
    to Knowledge Skills and
    Abilities as gifted
    by man
    made books..
    the gift is in our
    DNA.. just waiting
    to explode in harmony
    and balance.. like the
    eye of a hurricane..
    with winds that
    no so-called
    ‘educated
    human’
    can beat..
    it’s free inside for those
    who find the Nuclear power
    of God of Nature all back
    now in A
    riSinG
    SonG oF
    BALANCE..
    so sure.. i too am
    a Hill Billy again..
    more concretely
    put an old goat
    with sure feat..
    perhaps..
    a RAm
    of sorts..;)

    Hmm.. have you ever attempted to
    shoot a photo of your leg
    in a really fast martial
    arts kick..
    that’s the hard
    part.. capturing it
    in a selfie kick
    photo…
    hehe..
    the kicks iS
    a piece of cake..
    once ya do it about
    a milLioN times..
    wax on
    wax off..
    like ‘they’
    say.. wITh
    Zero errors
    after practice..
    getting a hair close
    as to not knock over
    any store display targets
    and such.. as that oN course..:)

  5. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/25/its-fowl-weather-outside/

    Speaking of Aristotle.. oh.. the
    Dragonfly and Roach..
    smarTer than
    any human
    ever.. simply
    ’cause they still
    live here longer than
    any we can ever imagine
    to do.. REAL.. and their meek
    ever preSent.. relatively
    speaKinG.. Instincts..
    Skills.. and Abilities
    will likely
    survive
    the human
    species.. far far
    into the future.. after
    whatever is.. replaces
    our existence on this
    terrestrial plane..
    as simply
    living
    longer
    than
    us for then
    now.. i remember
    my sister-in-law coming
    in our home.. looking at our
    cat relaxing on the table saying
    wow.. if only life was like that..
    THAT is the smArTest..
    unwitting Wisdom
    i’ve ever
    heard
    ’cause
    it is True
    It IS liGht..
    iT iS FEELING
    THAT COUNTS..
    ALL KNOWLEDGE
    In BOOKS IS ILLUSION
    MORE THAN
    LESS.. THAT..
    So Socrates had
    it correct from the
    beginning when he
    said he kNew noThing..
    Aristotle fell in to words
    of writing.. where Socrates
    spoke
    the Truth
    and Light and
    additionally understood
    that reality is much more
    interesting
    than
    fiction..
    of course he paid
    the price for that..
    but we don’t have
    to.. and sure.. ultimately
    now.. that makes all of us
    smArter
    than
    Socrates
    as we live..
    Smart..
    or the
    other
    way..
    DEAD
    FeeLinG iS aLive..
    KnowLedge without
    feelinG iS trUly dead
    iN
    dArk..:)

    Amen.. on the Negative
    affect and effect
    of lesser feelings
    around us..
    but ha!
    i continue
    to put out..
    with FeelLinGs..
    a choice at
    least
    for
    me now
    away from the
    non-feeling of
    INPUT
    mostly..
    GoverNmenT Work..:)

  6. i reAlly wish i had my iPhone 6s..
    when this opportunity visited me on the beach..
    but the point is.. i always have it with me.. for the
    opportunities like this.. period.. sMiLes..
    And the world will be a more peaceful..
    place.. as more and more humans
    have the opportunity to get
    involved.. in art.. as it
    increases the power
    of the human heARt..
    Priceless.. no
    now dollar
    amount or
    amount of
    fame
    can
    equal
    human
    hEart
    in just
    Doing iT nOW..
    the PreSent of
    Art Lives Now..
    and even greater
    when shared as friends..:)

  7. Facebook Rafiah shares
    a Ted Talk Video that
    proves science
    can be
    fun..:)

    i say..

    Emotions=Human. Then
    Science + B L A N K aka
    No Emotions=Non-Human.
    Non-Human=Science.
    The ingredient of
    Emotion=Human
    is vital
    to true
    Human Being.
    Humans Like
    to be Humans.
    My only memorable
    science teachers from
    early school.. expressed
    emotions in teaching
    science lessons
    in gluing
    human
    memory…
    It’s like the
    rest of them
    never existed..
    as we remember
    humans more often..
    than
    non-humans
    without emotions expressed..
    including what they say and
    do of course..
    It’s like a
    no brainer..
    it takes heArt
    to understand iT..:)

    Rafiah says..

    My favorite high school teacher was Mrs. Kauser Nelson.
    She taught us mainly chemistry in 9 and 10 grade. She’s
    one person that developed my interest in the subject. smile emoticon

    i say..

    Hmm.. i had one really interesting Physics teacher..
    i’m not much of a name person.. as far as remembering folks..
    but he did so many outlandish things to keep folks awake..
    that i remember the whole thing like a movie playing
    visually today.. as i’m seriously really not
    a word person.. by birth.. as haha..
    ironic as that may seem.. visual thinking
    is my way.. along with auditory sing song thinking
    if that makes any sense.. and that’s why i guess there
    are so many visual shapes.. and sing song qualities about
    my writing.. and my verbal speech in real life too..

    Anyway.. back to my favorite teacher.. i have to say one..
    was a teacher in Health Leisure and Sports.. in my study of
    Health Science.. as i always discounted the importance of physical
    education as a kinda bully jock thingy.. but what i found is
    that there is actually a philosophy of Sports that
    microcosms all of human cultures.. that was really
    enlightening.. and he was a source of motivation
    for practicing great health practices in
    exercise the rest of my life..
    he was a runner in his 60’s at the time..
    can’t remember his name.. but his face has
    not changed in my visual memory or the optimistic
    light in his eyes.. for over thirty years for me..

    Hmm.. and then there was an Archeology teacher..
    who was kinda like a human mentor to me..
    as she believed that i had higher potential..
    and she is actually the President of the
    University of West Florida.. now..
    where i graduated with my
    three degrees in Health Science..
    Anthropology.. and Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. .

    And also a favorite Anthropology teacher who taught me
    so much about other cultures and all we human beings have
    Universal elements of brother/sisterhood.. no matter individual
    language or customs of each culture… and yes.. he always
    supported me in suggesting i have a very
    bright future.. ahead of me as well…

    But my most favorite teacher of all was
    my philosophy teacher.. in my first year of Junior College..
    as he was a real philosopher.. not just a book learning person..
    he actually in a way was even a kind of prophet.. as he accessed
    a part of his subconscious mind in speaking where it even
    surprised him when the deep and insightful words came out..
    these kind of individuals are far and few between..
    particularly these days.. when we rely on so
    much outside of our souls to be us..
    instead of searching deep within…

    Mr. Hunt.. yes.. i remember his name..
    didn’t only teach me what was and is..
    he taught me what was possible..
    beyond my wildest imagination then..
    and yes.. he was in his 50’s then..
    and now.. i am as well.. some gifts..
    must be slow cooked in life.. to
    truly manifest.. and that is the
    lesson he taught me.. where the
    deep of me.. was still brewing..
    and decades later to fully
    manifest.. not unlike he…

    He convinced me that God is
    more mysterious and big than any
    church had convinced me of before..
    as i stArted to feel so much more of
    God just by coming into contact
    with this one individual..

    And that was when i knew
    that NO RELIGION ALONE OWNS GOD..
    as God is bigger than any human alone..
    word.. book.. religion.. culture.. world..
    or even Universe.. my friend.. all intuitive
    of course.. somethings.. do not need to be proven..
    when one experiences the truth and liGht first hand..
    this faith and belief in GOD is 100% unwavering as it
    is the gift of eternity that lives inside.. outside..
    above.. so below.. and all around.. that has no end or beginning..

    But it doesn’t matter if i tale it in one word or 11 million..
    until one actually experiences the truth and liGht as a
    feeling over words.. one will never feel the
    face of God as ONE as US my friend..
    Rafiah..smile emoticon

  8. gigoid says:

    Brother Fred,

    Took a while, as I’m tired from the visit yesterday, and, as you know, kitten-pecked. Excellent as always… I do remember I wanted to comment on your remark re: Michael Jordan as the epitome of a basketball player, in the sense of the best all-around…. I might agree, if it weren’t for two other players, either of which I would rather have on my team, including the one I consider the best all-around, to wit, Oscar Robertson…. the only player to average a triple double for his entire career. The other I’d want on my team is Bill Russell, who played with passion, discipline, and integrity that led his team to 9 championships in 11 years.

    But, Michael was good, no doubt….

    😉

    See you manaña, amigo

    Love

    gigoid

    • SMiLes.. gigoid.. the last year Oscar
      Robertson played Basketball was in 1974..
      only a fan of the Miami Dolphins Football Team
      and Local High School Panther Football Team then..
      Basketball not even in my Tennis Ball Park then..
      so.. i actually had to Google Oscar Robertson..
      to see his record.. and yes.. very impressive..
      and of course Bill Russell who i am familiar
      with as a coach.. has a great record too..
      Michael Jordan is more recent..
      so he gets more press of course..
      with younger folks.. who can still
      remember him playing.. just a
      decade or so ago.. the only
      time i actually watched
      Basketball was at work
      in the Bowling Center.. where
      it was very popular in the 80’s and 90’s
      with Baseball and Football too of course..
      another center piece of Entertainment.. in the
      recreation arena.. of vicarious watching of sports..
      i find watching very boring now.. overall.. for anything
      on TV.. except for a few out of the box shows.. like
      the newest Lucifer show i watched tonight.. that
      was kinda full of predictable cliche’s and really
      kinda silly.. a Good movie at the theater seems
      more worth the time these days.. but for me
      at least.. they are far and few between too..
      it’s just more fun to me to be active in output
      of life now.. instead of the decades of years i
      spent before as an input person.. the brain and
      body is stimulated much greater in human potential..
      when we direct.. produce.. and act our own play.. instead
      of just being a spectator of life.. that sadly so many people
      these days.. spend their leisure time
      doing.. in ways of video games..
      TV.. and other mostly input stuff..
      and perhaps that will
      change for
      the better
      i certainly
      hope.. for the
      greater well being
      of the human species..:)

  9. https://shakeyourconscience.wordpress.com/2014/12/27/jews-and-christians-in-palestine-under-muslim-rule/

    Yes.. sadly Roman Emperor Constantine
    changed Christianity into a warring religion..
    against anyone who dared to believe in another religion..
    and that history has continued on for centuries.. particularly
    gruesome.. was the killing of so many American Indians.. in
    the name of God.. and of course the taking of slaves in the
    name of God as well.. from Africa.. but God is in control..
    and freedom will come for all…

    It is God’s
    way now..
    after aLL
    is said
    and
    done..
    my friend
    Imran..:)

  10. https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2016/01/24/my-first-anniversary/

    SMiLes.. My Sister.. SOHEIR..
    3000 words of congratulations on
    your First Year Anniversary providing
    great learning opportunities about your
    Faith and many more to come… With More
    SMiLes iN just 30 words..;)

    Sometimes i use Microsoft
    Word to count as
    a short cut..
    sMiLesx2..:)

  11. My anonymous friend from Facebook
    shares a formula for deriving
    one’s Dragon name..
    and mine is..

    Ckahmenk

    And i say..

    This is what Dragons
    say after every
    prayer
    as WeLL..:)

  12. It’s great to be flexible..
    And move with grace..
    And scare the F
    out of
    folks
    when
    necessary..;)

    OBTW..
    F=ALL
    F=FEAR
    F=RISE..
    F=FORCE
    F=Fred
    F=F..YES..
    the otheR
    F word too..;)

    SMiLes.. greaTest work of art
    in minimalist way is the
    human when
    free..
    in miNd
    and boDy
    balance..
    a practice
    of a lifetime
    at times
    caught
    still..
    now in
    selfie
    ways..
    it always
    moves in
    flesh life..
    the bottom line
    is i’m brave
    enough
    to
    be
    me and
    not hide it..;)

  13. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/26/the-thirteenth-of-always/#comment-17868

    “A human being is a part of the whole, called by us Universe,
    a part limited in time and space.
    He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings
    as something separated from the rest,
    a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness.
    This delusion is a kind of prison,
    restricting us to our personal desires
    and to affection for a few persons nearest to us.
    Our task must be to free from this prison
    by widening our circle of compassion
    to embrace all living creatures
    and the whole nature in its beauty.”

    ~~ Albert Einstein ~~

    Smiles.. gigoid.. and relatively
    few people noticed
    that Einstein
    was Jesus
    COMING
    AGAIN..
    both as
    destroyer
    and savior
    AND JUDGEMENT..
    all wrapped
    up into one
    package of
    science
    and philosophy..
    and of course Jesus
    is metaphor as always
    as the change among us..
    And relatively speaking as always
    change starts at the individual and
    politicians are
    just grinding
    theIR overall
    psychopathic
    leaning aspirations
    of opposite from
    what the
    prophet
    Einstein
    suggests in the
    holy quote above…
    So Einstein helps in
    leaving tools of destruction
    and discovery.. and the exploration
    of the real UniVerse iS
    the philosophy and
    science
    of our
    minds
    and bodys
    iN balance now..
    but still the body relegated
    as inferior to the mind iN
    most all of philosophy..
    science.. religions
    and obviously
    culture still
    now.. ugh..
    as all the perfect
    models belie the human
    iN AiSles of Super-Walmart..
    waddling to a death of still..
    moving makes better
    breathing.. no
    doubt..
    i must
    exercise religiously
    to keep my oxygen uptake
    great.. as the functional
    disability of not
    much nasal
    air intake..
    means i must
    stay as oxygenated
    as possible through
    the art of day to day
    moVinG
    but it
    works
    great.. as
    i never get out of
    breath as long as i keep
    moving.. and yes.. it gets harder
    to breathe.. the further one travels
    from the
    Forest
    of life..
    WITH TREES..
    AND FORTUNATELY
    i live close to one of the
    biggest National Forests
    alive today..
    per Black
    Water River
    State Forest..
    Conecuh National
    Forest to the north..
    and Eglin Air Force Base
    Forest to the south
    for a total
    of 3 million
    acres.. once
    60 million
    acres in
    original
    south
    eastern
    forest
    system..
    where i for
    one will
    stay..
    for life
    giving air
    for and to me..
    AND AS FAR AS WHAT PROPHET
    EINSTEIN SAYS.. i will reach out my
    tentacles online.. and do my best to
    achieve..
    his law
    for connecting..
    but still there is moving
    and creating.. to make a New
    World real.. both in us and others…
    and so good to know that politicians
    do not control art..
    as art comes..
    true heArT..
    comes..
    from within..
    the individual holding
    hands moving and creating
    with others in a real dance
    of connecting creating life..
    either iN
    flesh
    or now
    vicariously
    virtuAlly here..
    as such in mirror
    neuron and oxytocin
    way online in sign language
    of visual images.. and symbols
    including the old standard of words..
    WITH
    MORE
    TO COME..:)

    SMiLes.. Divinity is just a word..
    Feeling the divine is not a word.
    Sure.. probably a Neurochemical
    associated derivative of Nature
    manifest in us.. inspiring the
    FEELING of so-called
    divinity.. and no.. it
    doesn’t scare
    me that either
    God iS ALL
    of Nature
    and the feeling of
    divine.. may only
    be generated by
    a Neurochemical..
    likely from
    our Pineal
    gland
    when it is not
    withered away
    from non-use
    and comes alive
    in activities
    like trance
    dance or
    still..
    meditating..
    to stimulate
    the all natural
    Love drug.. DMT..
    allowing us to feel aLL
    one with Nature in how
    Nature now manifests
    as us.. in these
    human skins
    we wear always now..
    not likely that Einstein
    experienced this
    from any of
    the words
    i’ve read
    on record
    from him..
    but a regular experience
    from the less mechanically
    cognitive oriented ancestors
    and still primitives of the rain
    forest who still GET THE
    fact AND FEELING THAT
    WE ARE ONE WITH
    THE GOD OF NATURE..
    Anyway.. Einstein
    had great
    reverence
    for the balance
    of Nature.. and
    Human Nature
    as innately
    in balance
    and not
    WACKO OUT
    OF BALANCE LIKE
    WE SEE ALL AROUND
    US NOW but no.. he only
    saw the tips of the iceberg
    then out of balance in human
    cultures.. as the Titanic steers
    ahead.. with a few weary sailors
    that are
    watching
    for frozen
    mountains ahead..
    The fact that close to half
    of the world assigns the
    personal pronoun of
    he to the God
    of Nature..
    is a very
    tiny
    view
    of something
    as large as Infinity
    and beyond words for
    beyond what exists for that..
    Any discussion of God must
    include a definition for God
    to have any relevance at
    all more than
    a three letter
    idol as symbol..
    Nature both seen
    and unseen is a clear
    and present REAL
    DEFINITION THAT
    IS AN IRREFUTABLE
    GOD WITH 100%
    evidence
    in all
    pArts
    of the
    whole.. that
    include us.. now
    but haha.. to equal
    any human with this
    definition of God is
    pure silliness beyond
    the fractal Nature of
    the smAll pARt
    we play
    iN
    ALLTHATIS
    AS NATURE
    THAT IS GOD ALWAYS
    NOW.. REALITY AS IS..:)

  14. WeLL.. SonG noW coMinG
    for dVerse Tuesday
    themeD
    and or
    ruLed
    prompt..
    and today
    is about the
    balance of Nature
    and Ecology without
    the politics of it.. as iS
    always when i did lInk wITh
    dVerse.. most alWays
    in the breadth
    and volume
    of what i do
    heRe.. something
    i did in thouSands of
    words matched the
    prompt perfectly
    as my comment
    above does..
    but i am not just
    a one focus person
    one day at a time..
    i am a multi-focus
    person one
    focus
    at a now..
    so to truly be a Renaissance
    wo/man not unlike the archetype
    of Prometheus.. Lucifer
    the Angel of Light..
    Apollo..
    Atlas..
    Jesus..
    and all the
    other mythological
    and living examples
    of folks like this..
    make for.. let’s
    just say.. a little more
    challenge in life.. wheRe inStead
    of being limited to just streams
    and rivers of waves
    and particles
    of this and
    that and the
    other thing..
    wE mirror
    fields of Oceans
    spreading to shores
    unknown before..
    and sure..
    not everyone
    dares to be Lucifer..
    Prometheus… or
    even Einstein..
    or Jesus..
    but the
    FACT IS
    SOME DO
    AND CHANGE THE WORLD..
    AND i FOR one AM JUST
    A WATCHER AND
    REPORTER
    KINDA
    LIKE
    GOD’S
    CHEERLEADER
    IF yoU WiLL.. JUST
    WATCHING.. OBSERVING
    FROM THE SIDELINES..
    AND RETELLING
    THE TALE
    OF ALL
    i SEE
    AND FEEL
    FOR NOW..
    YEAH.. i THiNK
    THErE IS ANOTHER
    DUDE IN MYTHOLOGY
    WHO DID THAT
    NAMED
    THOTH..
    BUT THE METAPHORS
    ARE INFINITE AS WELL AS
    BEYOND mY own UniVerse
    of what i bRinG hEre..
    now to get
    readY for Dance
    Shopping.. visiting
    Mother.. and really
    early wake tomorrow
    to go to Tallahassee to
    close on the sell of
    my father’s
    estate..
    that just about
    guarantees that i for one..
    will be able to continue to tale
    my story.. with no breaks for
    however long
    God Willing
    allows me
    this gift
    of watch
    and tale..
    oh.. and my reward for
    doing this.. my father earned
    some of the dollar amount..
    along with decades of my
    ultimate pension
    work..
    but my REWARD
    FROM GOD.. HEAVEN
    ALwAYS NOW AS LONG
    AS i WORSHIP GOD
    100%
    IN HUMBLE
    AND DEDICATED
    SERVICE.. AS A SOLDIER
    WITH WORDS AND DANCE
    OVER
    SWORDS
    FOR NOW..
    sure.. ‘Atlas
    Danced (as is)
    First’.. the naMe
    of this next blog post
    when i get back from
    Tallahassee on
    Wednesday
    Night.. or
    perhaps
    Thursday..
    anyWay.. i move
    by flow.. alWays
    in the eterniTy of now..
    as after all.. all of time
    is an illusion when heaven
    lives as us..
    onLy
    now..
    EtERniTY
    NOW iS
    greater
    than
    InFiniTy..
    as NOW
    iS ALLTHATiS..:)

    LEarning to expand
    noW to beyOnd infiNiTy
    iS THE art of
    Eternity..
    wheRe immortaLiTy
    iS as biG as the
    preSent
    NOW..
    and yes..
    iT’s an
    inside
    job first..
    before we
    Dance HEaveN
    now.. as preSent..:)

    Back at 10:56 p.m..
    after a very long
    night of Dance
    Shopping..
    but some
    moments here
    to do a few verses
    at dVerse before
    nite.. nite..
    now comes
    early as
    4:30 am..
    will be
    the rise
    for for
    Wednesday’s
    trip to closing
    estate stuff..
    visiting
    relatives
    and friends
    there and
    other stuff
    too.. as always
    but for now.. a
    side-trip to dVerse
    on the trail of poeTry..:)

    sMiLes.. damming
    the Human race
    might be easy
    if not
    for the
    rest of
    Nature iN
    balance.. now..
    and of course
    damming.. just
    means keeping
    humans at bay
    iN balance..
    sMiLes
    aGaiN for noW..:)

    *
    Hmm.. a question
    here.. what woods are
    for.. answered above
    in my comment..
    so we
    can
    continue
    to breathe
    oxygen
    freely..
    only fools
    cut oxygen
    down..:)

    *
    ReAlly smArt
    humans move
    to climate
    controlled outside
    environments conducive
    to the Natural human
    condition.. really
    not so smart
    folks move
    to places
    with
    snow
    drifts
    waist deep
    or higher.. for
    the price of a bigger
    home.. and fancy
    car.. and such
    as that.. if
    not born
    there
    to
    challenge
    greater than
    naturally adapted.. too..
    Sadly.. too many folks
    think
    home
    begins
    and ends
    within the
    scope of
    walls
    and ceilings
    and wall to wall
    carpet.. with
    AC and
    heated
    dreams..
    To touch the soil
    with bare-feet..
    365 days a year..
    means human
    fully
    alive
    in Well
    Being..
    as our feet
    have oxytocin receptors
    to connect to Mother
    Earth when bare
    and warm
    enough
    to feel
    the God of
    Nature all one
    and alive
    under
    neath our
    feet.. now..
    other animals
    are well adapted to
    cold.. but humans
    simply
    NO..
    for snow drifts
    that reach middle
    doors of square
    caves.. with
    humans
    hiding
    inside..
    some nows
    more dead
    than aLive..:)

    *
    Amazing how many humans
    are afraid of wild animals
    after they become
    domesticated
    animals
    and separate
    themselves
    from the
    Larger
    herd of
    life and
    God’s
    Nature..
    Nature respects
    Nature when wild..
    when domesticated..
    it’s just soft..
    it’s
    just
    soft…
    and sad
    overall..
    as only
    Wild is
    TRULY FREE..:)

    Dead zones of oceans..
    bays.. inlets..
    where the
    dead sea goes
    to places only
    living before..
    fish feel
    the price
    for this..
    remains left
    on shore lines
    of hate and
    separation
    for the
    rest
    of Nature..:)

    Hmm.. a quick skip
    over to Shawna’s
    place before
    her blog
    goes
    poof
    again..;)

    Ah.. the hidden
    Beaver.. and stolen
    rear perfumes.. re-yes..
    minds me of the Twilight
    Zone Allegory to
    serve man
    all up on a
    space ship
    plate.. then..
    hmm.. if now
    Karma is real..
    really real..
    the irony
    would
    be
    tasty delicious
    for someone
    at least..
    to finally
    S E R V E
    Man.. N O W
    iN a cook book
    of R E A L people
    bread and wines..;)

    PS.. that cool kids video
    is one of my favorites
    thanks for reminding
    me of it..;)

    Okay.. back in
    sequential order
    again..:)

    As they say.. as
    above.. so below..
    extended out to tools
    of animals
    too..
    including
    human culture..
    the largest
    animal
    tool of
    all..
    and sure there
    are viruses smaller
    than humans eyes
    can see..
    to kill
    the largest
    human.. so..
    culture
    is the
    virus
    and
    earth
    is the
    host for now..
    until it runs
    out of host
    that
    feeds..
    the blood of more..
    yes too.. inside
    outside
    all
    around..
    sometimes
    small kills big..:)

    And that’s all for now..
    as there is always early
    morning.. Mac Pro
    on the
    road
    as well
    in wireless way..
    keyboard included
    for two hand flow..
    Gotta Love it
    when some
    one
    else
    does the
    driving
    and i’m
    hands free
    double loaded
    with all ten
    fingers
    free..:)

    12:02 am…
    1272016
    Back at 3:20 p.m.
    Spotty LTE connections
    driving back from Tally
    Town.. on Interstate
    but will continue
    here on
    iMac Pro..
    as far
    as i
    can go..:)

    Nature’s fury rush..
    Nature’s sweetness..
    Emotions humans
    hurry more
    a must iN
    moving
    connecting
    and creating
    Nature uS..:)

    Ah.. so true..
    People are trees..
    arboreal tree dwellers
    are uS.. climbing trees
    in uNion.. esCaping
    predators capturRinG
    prey.. raiSinG our
    arms iN grasp
    of liFe.. sadly
    arms fall to
    sides now..
    iN human
    fAlls now
    leaves
    iN
    BeinG..:)

    Astronauts first traveling
    back from space.. seeing
    reality of an earth
    alive.. whole..
    instead
    four
    walls
    dead
    iN school
    and work..
    and screens
    of scream of course..:)

    EventuAlly..
    tools of human
    extending being
    reclaimed by
    Nature as
    hers
    ALLONE..
    Star dUst
    we come from
    Dust of Pyramids
    we go to
    come
    backs
    Nature..:)

    More Nature
    iN uS SinGs
    wE SonG
    Free..:)

    Back at 10:30 pm..
    all secured to big
    iMac at home..
    with faster
    broadband
    access to
    breeze through
    the rest as
    that comes..
    for now..:)

    *
    So many places..
    so many miles..
    so many forests
    still saved and free..
    Government is greaTest
    when it saves us
    from
    ourselves..
    Where Nature
    Plays we live
    more as Wild KinGdom..:)

    *
    SMiLes.. Animals liVE
    Free and nakEd
    with Mother
    Nature
    unafraid
    to be exposed
    as free.. oh.. but
    humans.. to be free this
    way is to admit we are now
    pArt of God of Nature..
    sadly.. some
    folks wanna
    separate
    and clothe
    with lies
    of culture..
    i for one
    giggle
    at
    the
    clothes
    ‘they’
    wear..
    while i am
    Google fREeD..
    AND W i L D..:)

    SAndY LoAm..
    my backYard connection
    to God of Nature.. oxytocin
    receptors groWinG stronGer
    with warmth of feet oN
    hands of God
    below now iN
    me reaching
    uP.. spiRaLs
    aLL around
    me when
    i dance
    Free
    iS
    GOD
    of Nature..:)

    ShiNinG Stars above..
    so far below they look..
    a bluest greenest white
    and brown eYe.. sKeYes
    of liFe below looKinG
    back meeting
    eYes of Stars..
    Star eYes
    come closer..
    eYes of guilt..
    a cancer is
    culture
    eating
    this most
    beautiful eYe
    of earth.. viSioN
    greater comes..
    when wE sEE..
    wITh
    sKeYes
    oF Star..:)

    Path of Beach
    Footprints ahead
    Footprints behind..
    Condos rise..
    fAll to rear..
    Sunset comes
    Footprints go..
    Condos faLL..
    Nature now
    comes Freer..:)

    Feeding Nature
    giving back
    what takes of
    us.. Loving We
    Feeding uS
    Nature’s
    Breath..
    Life
    Blood
    oxyGen..
    Tree of Life..:)

    Well.. that’s 18
    leaving 15.. it appears
    for tomorrow morning
    mighty long day here
    in closing Father’s
    estate.. since
    we hours
    of this
    Morning..
    and hell yes..
    this post keeps
    groWinG Growing
    GROWING.. but
    i just keep
    going.. etc..
    for now..
    until
    tomorrow
    for total
    post of all
    of this.. Free..
    as dance and
    poeTry can
    BE!..:)!

    Back at 11:33 am..
    1282016 to catch up..:)

    Humanity under fur..
    such a beautiful way to endure..
    Humanity under clothes
    of culture..
    so separate from
    our nature
    heirs
    inside
    as uS..
    Feral we see..
    and feel again..
    endless connection
    to Nature ONE as us..
    juSt
    for
    NOW..
    Paradise
    lives under
    fur sTill uS..
    Free wE WiLd..:)

    SMiLes..
    answer
    to
    human
    race..
    iS to
    come back
    to hEart.. ways
    of doing that are
    rather simple
    LiKE..
    danCinG
    holDinG
    hAnds..
    then the
    rest falls
    iN
    place..
    first problem
    iS extending
    one hand
    to
    the other
    different
    and first
    step of dance..
    one..
    that takes
    kiNd
    courage..
    a gift of practice
    and not a given
    alone.. wheRe
    hands
    live
    in pockets
    or smart
    phones
    alone…
    SMiLes.. if E.T.
    were to arrive today..
    he likely would go
    totAlly
    unnoticed
    and sadly
    never gEt
    his heArt liGht
    turned on again..
    but nah.. miracles ARE REAL..
    When humans feel love of
    other humans the
    LoVin’
    rest of
    Nature
    comes Naturale..:)

    InfiNiTy and
    more of Nature
    serves up many
    hot and cold
    and liGht
    and Dark..
    occaSioNs
    oF liVing Nature..
    but stiLL iN sTone..
    electrons.. smaller..
    oF atoms..
    breathe
    a dance
    ani
    mating..
    just to be
    a tiny pArt of
    iT.. iS as magic
    as hUman imagiNaTioN..
    iN UniVerse oF uS set Free..:)

    First theRe iS sand..
    then sticks.. now then
    scratching imaGinary
    connections of stars
    to make an
    alphabet..
    sansKrit..
    then collective
    recorded written
    language named
    intelligence.. complex
    cultures.. guns and atomic
    bombs..
    first there was
    sand.. answer
    iS to connect
    to sand
    again..
    and lose
    the tools
    of uS that
    separate wE
    from rest oF
    Living Nature iN uS..:)

    Trees breathe liFe iN uS..
    We cut uS down..
    and suffocate..
    while
    we
    wait
    to grow..
    iN life aGaiN..
    Nature inside..
    outside.. above..
    so below and
    all around
    leaves of wE
    spread as giving
    Love.. Tree of
    Life
    iS uS as
    Nature.. Free
    Wild wE are
    iN branches
    so tall
    and wide
    Loving
    Leaves..:)

    Elephant trunks
    reach uP as branch
    oF trees.. color and
    texture of bark..
    as pARt
    of Nature
    free.. oh
    veins the
    rivers.. travel
    life giving blood
    and water wE..
    to separate
    iS sad
    to Unify
    branches of
    All of uS
    one Tree
    of Elephant
    Trunks togetHeR
    Wild and free
    aLive aGaiN..:)

    Instinct of Culture iN Plants
    PInk Flowers.. Bees..
    and Birds and
    human primates..
    too.. so far away..
    from inNate culture
    words take us..
    but actions..
    and even
    photos..
    alWays
    speak
    louder
    than
    cultural
    worlds
    of words
    E-alone..:)

    SMiLes.. my
    friend.. i Love
    yoUr natUre
    oF Love
    iN aLL
    words
    you bRinG here
    iN Nature poetry..:)

    Snakes.. slithery.. slimy..
    cold blooded.. often
    poisonous.. a
    lowly reminder
    that the
    meek
    inherit
    the earth
    even
    without
    legs..
    they shed
    a sKin anew..:)

    Whales SonGs
    never forget
    feeLinG SinGs
    connecting
    Fins
    friEnds
    aGaiN
    iN
    Ocean
    Seas..:)

    Raping
    Nature..
    humans
    so afraid
    oF Nature
    living them..
    they chop off
    feet to see tHeir
    feaRinG Hands..
    first
    sin
    hating
    Trees and
    Apples same..:)

    Real Estate holds
    humans cOld
    iN priSon
    wAlls
    ceilings
    hells.. trap
    them iN.. then
    expanding bigger
    prisons.. captives
    grow..
    Nature
    SinGs
    outside
    backyard door..
    now humans..
    4 inch
    SCREAMS
    Zombie
    Screens..
    First.. a wish
    for small shelters
    yes.. careful.. wishes..
    do
    come
    false..:)

    Sailor seas..
    shores come and
    go.. Ocean WinGs
    grow.. horizon hiGh
    flows.. alWays glows
    reaching beginning
    no end.. so long
    horizon
    seen
    sailing
    now so free..:)

    *
    Living Beach shines
    liGht on me..
    Culture
    takes
    that liGht
    away.. beaches
    stay away from
    culture.. thanks
    God for
    protection
    of country
    or human
    will erase
    beauty
    Nature..
    National
    Seashores..
    you protect
    God from human
    cultures of
    soulLess
    hate..
    for
    God of
    Nature..:)

    Winds SinG
    secret iN
    plain siGht..
    move
    like
    wE..:)

    Simple SonG
    oF cLouds..
    Forms
    lie
    away
    from Beauty’s
    Essence LOVE..:)

    All caught up
    at 1:19 pm..
    publish
    next..
    coming
    soon..:)

  15. i ain’t scaRed..
    been there..
    done it..
    and yes.. it burns
    but not in a temperature
    way… there are no
    fahrenheits for
    REAL HELL
    fire.. in fAct..
    the Sith
    feels
    better
    too..wink emoticon

  16. http://www.artshub.com.au/news-article/news/public-policy/deborah-stone/landmark-study-measures-healthy-dose-of-the-arts-250260s

    Friend Suzanne from
    Facebook provides the
    following super cool
    link where Science
    shows that
    Art activity
    just two hours
    a week increases
    the well being of
    mental health..

    i say..

    The REAL REAson
    i’m alWAYS
    the dude oN
    the left noW..
    It’s Mad
    SCIENCE
    of ART..;)
    but i am mean..
    duh.. novel activity..
    for decades has been
    proven to increase natural
    levels of dopamine in the brain
    and that is the pleasure neurochemical..
    that makes
    humans feel
    so good.. all natural
    reward from the God
    of Nature.. for doing the
    new to survive and not
    stagnating still
    and basically
    frigging
    starving
    to death..
    Live by God
    gifted Human
    nature or suffer
    by going against
    it by sitting
    still
    stagnating
    by just input
    activities alone
    never truly creating
    anything new by
    moving
    moving
    connecting
    connecting
    to others
    and Nature
    as whole..
    and yes..
    creating
    creating..
    and repeat
    again.. for eternity
    now.. oh the secret
    of heaven now..
    it’s
    all about
    Human
    Nature
    as manifest
    by the God of
    Nature ALL Naturale..:)

  17. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/27/purveyors-of-indolent-platypae/

    i never kNew beauty sad
    until i could shed
    no tears
    of any
    kind..
    and then i found
    the strength of Atlas
    in one tear that finAlly
    made weak
    legs strong..
    a death now..
    made a tear..
    a dear cat..
    then.. a tear
    now made a
    human again..
    if only for a moment
    and the tear birthed
    the first spark of hope
    in five years.. truly the
    first flame to rise up
    from five years
    of Ashes
    later
    in July
    of that 2013 year..
    so.. sure.. the story of the
    strength of sorrow and joy
    inspires me certainly and
    bRinGs that strength
    even greater
    in the
    present of
    now by reinforcing
    it again and again through
    the art of fingers in song
    of creativity iN
    Poetry..
    and later
    dance again..
    until every cell in my
    body receives joy in
    sure.. neurochemical
    receptor way
    throughout
    my body..
    in this greater way of understanding
    how dArk and LiGht work for joy
    and hope.. as well as challenge..
    it is great to know and feel
    that the UniVerse as is
    innate iN uS.. iS aS
    merciful to allow
    a tear
    and
    sMiLe.. do
    i need to
    know
    this..
    not..
    reAlly.. i feel
    therefore.. i
    F E E L..:)

    SMiLes aGaiN.. my friend gigoid
    and Love to you as WeLL..
    Life is a struggle and joy..
    some stuff
    stays
    relatively
    the sAMe
    as balance..
    ah.. but
    joy..
    REAL..
    iN pleaSure
    over struggle..:)

  18. Victoria says..

    Wonderful poem you
    left in my comments–you
    definitely grasped what I wanted to
    communicate about the Salton Sea.

    i say..

    Smiles
    Victoria.. thanks
    so much for stopping
    by on Google Plus with those kind words..
    i always enjoy your poetry and it has inspired literAlly
    thousands of words from my heArt.. my friend.. overall..:)

  19. Hmm.. a kinder
    gentler
    fallen
    Angel..;)

  20. SMiLes.. i suppose the main reason
    i have no desire to go to Mars or the Moon..
    is.. i’ve practically never left the Paradise that
    i live in.. here.. in Northwest Florida.. beyond
    the folks who can kinda be sticks in the mud
    of the past sometimes.. yeah.. i’ve been to
    edifaced Washington DC.. still not
    impressive to me.. compared to
    the sugar white sand and
    emerald green gulf of
    the beaches here
    along with breezing swaying
    sea oats.. and dove white seagulls..
    and did i mention the bikinis.. yes.. the
    bikinis and tan skin too.. and Disney World..
    that was cool.. but i have to admit that as a
    young man.. what i remembered most was
    all the tan foreign women.. not wearing bras..
    i guess i’m human so sue me.. hehe… so now..
    In shorts.. i say..
    if there are
    no bikinis
    on other
    planets..
    i ain’t
    goin’…
    wInks..
    but i’m older
    now.. but sTill
    not
    dead..
    SMiLes
    again..
    and when i watched one
    of my most favorite movies..
    ‘Contact’ inspired by
    the writings of
    Carl Sagan..
    it was no surprise to
    me at all that the place
    picked for Paradise out
    of all the Universe
    for Jodie
    Foster
    was
    Pensacola
    Beach at the end
    of that Movie.. and also
    no surprise that after Billions
    of year of research the advanced
    Aliens.. came to the simple conclusion
    that what makes purpose and meaning
    iN all of life.. iS the deep human connection
    of affective
    empathy
    in emotional
    contagion of actually
    feeling the other person’s
    heArt of emoTioNs and sharing
    that together.. sadly technology..
    as ironicAlly even science shows
    takes that away.. when mechanical
    problem solving cognition activities
    take the center role over
    life.. the touchY feelY
    human ways
    of connection
    wither away
    no less than
    a stopped up
    pipe of life..
    FULL oF
    shiT
    iN iT..
    That’s why i saY
    F all that.. yes..
    Fred all that..
    and move
    to poeTry
    and dance
    to increase
    the Alien gift
    iN me of 14.5 billion
    years ago.. or so before
    then.. the gift of that
    YEs.. in the preSent
    of now..
    in paradise
    R E A L NOW..
    Some nows just a
    10 minute segment
    iN a movie says it aLL..
    to employ my
    mechanical
    cognition
    more
    specifically..
    9 minutes
    and 53 seconds..
    i’m not counting anymore..
    i let Microsoft Word do that for
    me and Word Press in terms
    of effective/affective results after
    the flow of
    words
    ends
    free.. and
    sure.. my Nike
    GPS sports
    watch for miles
    and miles of dance
    in stores.. after the
    flow of that
    ends
    for now
    as well..
    iN Affect of
    effect of Human
    BEinG for N0W WeLL..:)

  21. Well.. this epic Free Verse
    expression of all that is..
    has run its course now..
    where Microsoft Word
    says it’s around
    10K words or so
    with the last
    post of over
    10K words
    makes a
    half a
    novel
    of Free
    Verse Epic
    poeTry or so..
    it is what is is..
    it just flows until
    it runs its course..
    and gets
    centered
    in Word Press
    publishinG
    pose.. now..
    and i suppose..
    this is also a Celebration
    of course.. in finishing now
    a 19 month old journey
    of selling my
    Father’s
    estate
    that
    ends
    today
    at the
    deposit bank..
    hehe.. anyway..
    it sets me free..
    in truly an Adventure
    of a lifetime in prison
    of culture mostly
    there..
    but the
    bottom line
    iS now is aLL that
    exists.. done the
    hell and
    now’s
    the heaven
    of Dance
    and
    SonG
    now
    for here..
    speaking of dance..
    celebrating my 95th dance
    week at Old Seville Quarter
    tonight.. with all the cool
    college age folks there..
    so let the party
    continue..
    as i’m
    always
    just
    getting
    started now..
    more fun dance
    photos to be added
    in this post..
    “Atlas Danced
    First”.. sometime
    around the
    wee hour
    of 3 am..
    on Friday morning..
    but the truth.. truth
    is for someone
    truly
    re-
    tired with
    full all natural
    rubber on the wheel
    the weekend lives now
    forevermorenow
    so let the
    celebration
    continue..
    with
    a celebration
    of Kashmir too..:)

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