Atlas Danced First

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Hi Shawna.. just back from another Weekend
day of Marathon Dance Shopping at over
13 miles.. today and yesterday.. so yeah..
it did take two days to make the full
marathon.. hehe.. anyway..
i hate typing on
Mobile.. so
i always
wait to come
home to use
two hands here
to get the flow
going and i know
you feel what i mean
by flow.. and yes.. oh yes..
yes.. yes.. some songs elicit
such wonderful positive emotions
that
i can listen
listen listen.. dancing
to the song in all the shopping
stores.. for hours on end.. particularly
when they are as great as the
“Adventure of a Lifetime”
by ‘Cold Play’.. as
i am kinda like
a dancing
Bonobo
anyway
hehex2..
so i think i’ll use
that song again for
the beginning theme
SonG.. for my next
epic post
here..
and nice to
highlight our
interaction first in
the reality show in
poeTry that continues
to be my life online
haha..
with sMiles..
of course..
and hmm..
i’m not much of a planner
for stuff.. but yes.. i
do my best to
be the
life of
the party wherever
i go.. and certainly mission
accomplished in places like
malls and Barnes and Nobles..
as hahax3.. i may be
the only 55 year old
dude who dances
a strange style
of martial
arts and
ballet like
dance and reads
full books while
listening to
music
at
the same
time too..
it increases my focus..
and today i read an entire
Dummies book on poeTRy..
so maybe now i will finally understand
what all the text book definitions of what this
and that and the other kind of poetry is.. but
quite honestly i don’t give a crap.. as i am
never gonna
be a professional
football player anyway..
hehex3.. or hahax2..
cause i missed a
number of
laugh
up there
somewhere..
yeah.. gotta
sharp
pencil..
but i try to keep
it as dull as possible
so i do not go insane
in perfectionist
dum
ways
like earlier
in my life..
where all the bricks
had to be in a perfect
straight line around
flower beds
for life
to make sense..
life leads me now..
for fun.. and i no longer
try to have a choke hold on it..
and OMG hanging loose is so
much more fun.
than the
strangle
of uptight
then..
hmm.. what else..
oh yeah!.. to answer your
questions.. yeah.. diabetes in
general.. sucks.. our grey cat Moby
is suffering with it now.. too much
sitting down.. all his life
where Love
and Dinner
was all
is life..
still so sweet..
but sadly too many
cat treats.. and now he
can hardly make it around
on his hind legs at only age
10.. anyway.. really hate to
see stuff like that happen
to school age children
knowing
that in
middle age
they will probably
be in those Walmart
carts.. like so many
people from
where i live..
and i try
to set a dancing
example for them..
for the joy of art in
movement but i guess
most of the older folks just
wanna wait ’till heaven after
life.. instead of having it
JusT now..
like me
and other
folks who
dance life..
instead
of growing
old.. in one
spot.. life moves
in so many ways.
both in art and feeling
when we dance free..
with no sidewalks
to hold
us
back
and down..
in straight lines
of still
in hell
now…
and oh yeah. i love
the eccentricities and silliness
of folks.. it is so endearing.. and
that is why i always look forward
so much to hearing from you ..
Shawna.. as you are
a treasure
of a unique
human being
to me.. who has
always brought a smile
to my face.. everynow
i see the new
user name
that is my
friend Shawna
still now.. anyway..
i checked again to
make sure your blog
is still there.. so i am gonna
hurry up and finish this now.. finAlly
so you will know.. i still Love the stuff
that you write and link there in terms
of music and poeTry
now.. my friend..
oh yeah.. i am
a court jester..
but i don’t get
paid by any
court.. i
choose
my
own
places
to play that
role.. and OMG
so much fun
it is to
be a clown/
sacred fool/
modern
court
jester
or whatever
i may be for now..
and yes you are
a F in Great poet
to me..
seriously..
no joke
from a
clown
here.. on that
one.. my friend.. Shawna..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/weyes-of-god-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

http://www.nydailynews.com/new-york/manhattan/manhattan-guyfi-booth-men-relieve-stress-article-1.2499002

My understanding is that hot cats.. can cool
and heat up.. many times in just one day..
so maybe it’s not necessary to have
another cat
or mustard
covered dog
to warm up..
but anyway..
hehe.. your
fiery post reminded
me of another blogger
friend.. who highlighted
the article above about
a statistic on 39%
relief.. and a
special
warm-up
faux booth
to get the job done..
and called it pathetic..
and oh BOY.. lots of
comments were
generated
by that
one for
sure..
i still haven’t
got around there
yet.. to provide the
link about the faux
booth yet.. as she
seemed to
think it
was the real
deal.. and of course
it is illegal to do that
in public of course..
just another
Internet
myth..
i guess…
And crap that’s a real
issue for a young Catholic
boy.. when i was young..
as guilty
pleasures
becomes
the standard
instead of just
pure relief.. sMiLes…
PoeTry.. the art of
not saying
something..
wINks.. aGaiN..
oh.. and thanks
for linking a ‘Symphony
of Science’.. that is a reAlly
sexy video.. you are correct..
as the connection of the human
heARt.. and the rest of sPiRit
expreSsinG Nature.. as miNd
and boDy
BalanCinG
soUl.. now..
iS the best
non-messy
way to get
the job
of Love
dOne..
my friend..
Shawna.. all the
time now.. and
‘this’ is just one
of those
poems..
that is
yEarning
now for a
comment..
i guess.. too..
and i did review
all of your poetry
and other stuff too..
so interesting.. and
always surprises that
come.. when Shawna’s
iMagiNation is set
free
from
home
schooLinG..
sMilEs..
wITh
fury
purring sweet..
kitties.. my friend..
oh yeah.. meeting
humming birds
dark green
and blue
with
forked
tongues
too.. now..;)

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Ah.. so nice to see friend ‘circle of quirks’ here..
she is a real phenomenon.. and of course
so are you friend.. ’cause i’ve interacted
with literally tens of thousands of
folks if not over 100K in the
last 5 years or so..
all over online..
and you two
are definitely
two of my very favorite ones..
as i can say anything to ya’ll..
without being concerned that
ya’ll will go ballistic.. as no
PC for me.. hehe..
anyway.. i read your
post early this morning
while rushing to church
and just on Mobile today
doing another half-
marathon of dance
so plenty of
time to
let the
pearls
of wisdom settle
with me all day.. and
two things struck me.. one
how wonderful it is that you
at top of the class in
school.. serving
others in the
mental health
and developmentally
disabled fields are able
to spread your wisdom online
as so many of us can from the
leisure of our home today.. as truly
it was getting scary how there were no
story tellers left anymore.. to leave the
stories of our culture behind now..
as everything was getting
so text and shallow
in acronyms of
small talk
at start
of
Email
ways of being..
and now blogs allow an almost
unlimited avenue.. to spread it all thick
and thin.. and address subjects that we could
never address in some of our local communities
namely.. now.. without potentially getting shot.. hung..
or a brick thrown through the local church that is us..
hmm.. yeah.. the Protestants even threw
a brick through the window of
my Catholic Church some
years back.. but
hopefully the
KKK is
totally
gone
now
along with
such as that..
yeah.. never ever
truly gone here.. at least
behind folks backs it seems
from what i’ve seen on
pastors lawns
after church
and such
as that
on
Northern
county farms..
hmm.. dam that was
a long intro.. but i get
really intensely focused
after dance walking
13 miles.. reading a
book while doing
it.. listening
to music
and stuff
like that.. where
my Brain lights up
like the Universe potential
we all have of course.. inside..
too.. outside.. above so below
and all around
three..
or four
and more..
But in my own life
experience.. i for one consider
fear.. to be the limiting force of
miracles.. and a body that is out
of synch in balance with mind
is a sure way
to feel
uncomfortable
in one’s own skin
and to be timid
somewhat
around
other human beings..
as sure they can be potential
predators too.. part of our instinct
that never totally goes away.. and Charles
Atlas.. the founder somewhat of strength
training for Industrialized humans of
the 20th Century.. watched
Lions Stretch..
learning
from them..
inventing a
new way of
isometric
exercises to
help the young boys
who got the sand kicked
in their face.. while never pursuing
their animal epigenetic potential in
feral fearless primate way..
no less than our
other
APE
friends..
who are definitely
capable of tearing the
face off of human beings
domesticated now
as such..
yeah.. even
Mahatma Gandhi
subscribed to Mr.
Atlas’ training plan..
as even a Pacifist..
can be braver in dealing
with other folks.. more secure
in a body strong.. instead of weak..
and amazingly not unlike Jack LaLanne..
Charles.. kept all his muscle size statistics
all the way to age 70 plus.. showing
what the science of epigenetics
in unpacking human
DNA for
greater potential
was with appropriate
environmental challenge..
yes.. my father too.. going into
the military as a young man coming
out two years later changing from
150LB to 230LB bear
looking
dude
then..
really shocked
too see his pretty
boy face in a high school
photo.. sometime ago..
for the first
time ever..
as sure it was
bootcamp and the military
that literally made him into a man..
and i used to see that Epigenetic effect
among the Navy men.. at my base.. getting
orders.. to the sand trap of combat in Iraq..
and coming back looking more
like gorillas
than pasty
white
office
workers
of before..
yeah.. sure too.. what
i eventually devolved into
when i left the physical
effort of Bowling Center
moving.. running..
jumping worker..
fixing machines
doing all the
cleaning 8 hours
a day.. in addition
to working out too..
an hour workout three
time a week is not enough
to keep human potential as
strong and fearless as it can be
with moving artfully all the time now..
and without feeling secure in one’s own
body.. with potential to defend oneself.. i truly
feel like that is a major issue of underlying fear
and anxiety among folks.. is they never get to
hear the call of the
wild.. and
basically
become
somewhat
feral fearless
human beings again..
and that spills over i think
and feel now.. to all areas of life
where a person walks and stands
tall among other humans without
fear..
standing
up for ethics
that are real
and positive too..
no matter what the bullies
who were bullied themselves
in life.. in that endless cycle of
fear and hate.. will say and do..
Biggest mistake i think humans make
is the delusion that they are not
animals.. and fall under
different
rules of
the Jungle
and Savannah true..
where we too.. can become
the Lion of Mr. Atlas’
experiment but of
course.. it starts
with feet.. as barefoot
on soil.. is the best way
to gain strong feet.. as with
weak feet.. all the rest of the
body.. can be limited in strength
and fearless by the weakest link
that will always
be the feet
that handle
the basic
gravity
of life
free or
weak..
as weak
at base is fear..
still for any animal subject
to the reality of prey and predator..
even if not obvious and only
instinctual
now..
my friend
gigoid..
and sMiLes..
that’s all for now..
enjoyed your post
very much.. and
as always thanks
so much
for now..:)

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Weekly After Church..
on the grounds.. selfie..
with sweet faced wife Katrina..
always reliably kind in online photos.. of course..
and a real force of Nature.. all around feisty too..
for anyone who knows.. FEELS.. the
terror of the wrath
of the
REAL
K..
hmm.. every
once in a while..;)

And now i
swear.. when
i go to the Mall..
yes.. the kinda fancy
Cordova Mall
in P’cola..
i try every dam
trick in the book..
to inspire these
mall dummies
to dance.. but i’ll
be dam.. just once..
not twice.. if they totally
ignore me like i’m not
even dancing in their
face.. and i do my best
to show ’em all my newest
dance moves too.. but they
just stare off into space.. like..
they are holding up the weight
of the World.. and not like
Atlas.. aka Holder of the
Heavens..
either..
just plain
worried about
it all.. when they
could forget all
about words
through
the free
verse
poeTry
of trance
dance
now..
JUST
NOW!..
oh yeah.. and shirt of the
day says.. Green against Machine..
as the Incredible Hulk gets released..
to beat the rob
ot of life.. and yes…
onE of my favorite shows of
youth.. as i was always
trying to figure out
how to release
my inner
Ape too..
and
finAlly i did it..
yes.. feral over
domesticated human
finaALLy for me.. in warrior
martial arts.. mix of ballet
too.. in fiGht of graceful
spiRit.. in miNd and
boDy balanCinG
SoUl.. expres
SinG that
SpiRit as
such
iN fuLL
emoTioN’s
heARt so free
iN kiNd and
CouRage..
foR
NOW!..
butT anyway.. as ‘you’ may
notice.. i am not holding the
heavens over my head as
the heavens live in uS..
so sure.. i am
a symbol
of a new
old age
of
sorts..
noW..
in thiS
ALL NATURAL
CLOTHeD POSE..
G-RATeD oF CoUrSE..

And that reminds me of
Tennis.. and middle school..
and bully boys who use to make
fun of my stiff posture.. and after
all that is part of Autism that looks
a little more like robot science than
human art.. i just hadn’t learned to
move like human art to that
point.. anyway.. the bully
boy used to raise
his arms to
the sky
mock me
laughing
yelling
CHARLES ATLAS!
i had no idea who
Charles Atlas was
or why he was
raising his
arms to
the sky
but
perhaps
he was an earlier
new age prophet
and didn’t realize
the importance
of his
EXCLAMATION
ABOUT MY BEHAVIOR
THEN.. as know i hold
heaven in me..
and Ayn Rand
the famous
objective
robot thinking
queen with little
heart.. with potential
daddy issues and all of that..
used Atlas as a symbol for her
book Atlas shrugged.. as she
didn’t believe in the real
magic of human
altruistic Love..
likely ’cause
she did not
experience
it so she
suggested
humans were more
like power hungry
raping.. pillaging
now alpha male
chimpanzees..
than all loving
Bonobos at
human core..
as science
shows now
to be
the
human
miNd and
boDy way
of innate
being
in
balance
OF REAL
HUMAN
INSTINCTUAL
SOuL when
FREE HOLDING SHARING
HANDS AS COOPERATING
HUMANS FOR NOW IN
RELATIVELY SMALL
LIVING GROUPS OF COURSE..:)

ANYWAY.. whenever i remember my
prophet bullies.. i love to play
this SonG.. ’cause
i CAN…
When i bump
into their
cart
chairs
at Walmart..
yes.. some of us
Robots DO LIVE
LONG AND PROSPER
WHEN WE FiND OUR
ART OF HeART in moving
ways of boDy and MiNd
BalanCinG
expresSinG
SpiRit
iN soUL
NOW!
iN Steps of
Dance and
Words of
PoeTry in
a mix of Pan
and Apollo alive….

Oh goodness.. another ‘quick’ hero comes back
from the dead zone.. (Batman.. 5 year reference
story too.. where the Dark Knight Rises).. story…
i am all cold in my tattered jacket in the
gym.. wearing earplugs and shades..
walking really stiff as my
Autism has regressed
severely back
to almost
infantile
stages..
except for getting
to the gym.. ’cause
even if i am dammed
in hell i dam sure ain’t
giving up then.. yeah
and even through 40 days
of
almost
no sleep at all when
i was totally confined
at home during that
lent period of 2008
yeah.. ironic
huh but
true
down
to the fortieth
day when i finally
slept after not sleeping
at all for the last 35 out of
40 days.. with only one hour
of very shallow sleep assisted
by powerful alpha blocker
medication.. the first
35 of 40 days..
with the worst
pain known
to mankind
during all
waking hours with
type two trigeminal
neuralgia combined
with dysautonomia
where heart rate and
blood pressure is
no longer
properly
controlled
by autonomic
nervous system
along with Sjogren’s
Syndrome where eyes
no longer make tears..
along with around
16 other disorders..
including Severe
Anxiety.. Panic
Attacks.. Anhedonia..
and other stuff related
to no emotions and
stuff like that..
anyway..
i staggered into
my own work-out
room at home to do
something.. anything
to exercise my body
out of mind.. if only
several minutes each
day THE KEY IS I NEVER
FULLY GAVE UP.. EVEN WHEN
I WENT TO CRASH INTO A TREE
IN MY CAR AND JUMP OFF A BRIDGE
AT THE END.. MY SURVIVAL INSTINCT
STILL TRUMPED ALL OTHER THOUGHTS
OF ENDING IT ALL.. SO YES.. I AM STILL
LIFTING THE HEAVENS EMPTY HANDED
AS BY GOD THOSE HEAVENS LIVE IN
ME NOW.. IN THE PLACE OF
REAL HELL THEN.. WOOSH..
SWOOSH.. OR WHATEVER
THAT NIKE SYMBOL
FOR THE GODDESS
OF VICTORY IS..
IT IS F iN
mine
NOW!..
and yes.. back to the gym
during those five years..
the person i used to supervise
and his ‘hill billy friend’.. who did the
grounds maintenance.. were mocking
my stiff posture.. just like the bully
boy did in school.. and after i
recovered STRONGER THAN
EVER.. SOME FIVE YEARS
LATER LIFTING THE
MAX AND MORE THAN
ANY DUDE IN THERE
ON MANY OF THE GYM
MACHINES.. then/now..
let’s just say i had a lot of
fun with him.. coming in early
to make sure i caught him at work..
asking him.. how did he think i did
all of what i do now.. and recover like that
as of course then and now i am about twice
as strong as him.. and even his friend who
weighs all of what i do at 230LBS now..
anyway.. he had no
answers for me..
but i for one had them
all finally totally away from
school.. and work.. gifted to
me by the God of Nature who
taught me how to move free and
wild as feral human again.. with
Yellow Boy as God’s little
savior leading the
way as God’s
cat for
me..
never ever
will i now again..
suggest that modern
education can beat what is
gifted inside of us for ISA’s
over KSA’s as that relates to
Instinct.. Skills.. and Abilities
God gifted.. as compared
to Knowledge Skills and
Abilities as gifted
by man
made books..
the gift is in our
DNA.. just waiting
to explode in harmony
and balance.. like the
eye of a hurricane..
with winds that
no so-called
‘educated
human’
can beat..
it’s free inside for those
who find the Nuclear power
of God of Nature all back
now in A
riSinG
SonG oF
BALANCE..
so sure.. i too am
a Hill Billy again..
more concretely
put an old goat
with sure feat..
perhaps..
a RAm
of sorts..;)

Hmm.. have you ever attempted to
shoot a photo of your leg
in a really fast martial
arts kick..
that’s the hard
part.. capturing it
in a selfie kick
photo…
hehe..
the kicks iS
a piece of cake..
once ya do it about
a milLioN times..
wax on
wax off..
like ‘they’
say.. wITh
Zero errors
after practice..
getting a hair close
as to not knock over
any store display targets
and such.. as that oN course..:)

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Speaking of Aristotle.. oh.. the
Dragonfly and Roach..
smarTer than
any human
ever.. simply
’cause they still
live here longer than
any we can ever imagine
to do.. REAL.. and their meek
ever preSent.. relatively
speaKinG.. Instincts..
Skills.. and Abilities
will likely
survive
the human
species.. far far
into the future.. after
whatever is.. replaces
our existence on this
terrestrial plane..
as simply
living
longer
than
us for then
now.. i remember
my sister-in-law coming
in our home.. looking at our
cat relaxing on the table saying
wow.. if only life was like that..
THAT is the smArTest..
unwitting Wisdom
i’ve ever
heard
’cause
it is True
It IS liGht..
iT iS FEELING
THAT COUNTS..
ALL KNOWLEDGE
In BOOKS IS ILLUSION
MORE THAN
LESS.. THAT..
So Socrates had
it correct from the
beginning when he
said he kNew noThing..
Aristotle fell in to words
of writing.. where Socrates
spoke
the Truth
and Light and
additionally understood
that reality is much more
interesting
than
fiction..
of course he paid
the price for that..
but we don’t have
to.. and sure.. ultimately
now.. that makes all of us
smArter
than
Socrates
as we live..
Smart..
or the
other
way..
DEAD
FeeLinG iS aLive..
KnowLedge without
feelinG iS trUly dead
iN
dArk..:)

Amen.. on the Negative
affect and effect
of lesser feelings
around us..
but ha!
i continue
to put out..
with FeelLinGs..
a choice at
least
for
me now
away from the
non-feeling of
INPUT
mostly..
GoverNmenT Work..:)

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i reAlly wish i had my iPhone 6s..
when this opportunity visited me on the beach..
but the point is.. i always have it with me.. for the
opportunities like this.. period.. sMiLes..
And the world will be a more peaceful..
place.. as more and more humans
have the opportunity to get
involved.. in art.. as it
increases the power
of the human heARt..
Priceless.. no
now dollar
amount or
amount of
fame
can
equal
human
hEart
in just
Doing iT nOW..
the PreSent of
Art Lives Now..
and even greater
when shared as friends..:)

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Facebook Rafiah shares
a Ted Talk Video that
proves science
can be
fun..:)

i say..

Emotions=Human. Then
Science + B L A N K aka
No Emotions=Non-Human.
Non-Human=Science.
The ingredient of
Emotion=Human
is vital
to true
Human Being.
Humans Like
to be Humans.
My only memorable
science teachers from
early school.. expressed
emotions in teaching
science lessons
in gluing
human
memory…
It’s like the
rest of them
never existed..
as we remember
humans more often..
than
non-humans
without emotions expressed..
including what they say and
do of course..
It’s like a
no brainer..
it takes heArt
to understand iT..:)

Rafiah says..

My favorite high school teacher was Mrs. Kauser Nelson.
She taught us mainly chemistry in 9 and 10 grade. She’s
one person that developed my interest in the subject. smile emoticon

i say..

Hmm.. i had one really interesting Physics teacher..
i’m not much of a name person.. as far as remembering folks..
but he did so many outlandish things to keep folks awake..
that i remember the whole thing like a movie playing
visually today.. as i’m seriously really not
a word person.. by birth.. as haha..
ironic as that may seem.. visual thinking
is my way.. along with auditory sing song thinking
if that makes any sense.. and that’s why i guess there
are so many visual shapes.. and sing song qualities about
my writing.. and my verbal speech in real life too..

Anyway.. back to my favorite teacher.. i have to say one..
was a teacher in Health Leisure and Sports.. in my study of
Health Science.. as i always discounted the importance of physical
education as a kinda bully jock thingy.. but what i found is
that there is actually a philosophy of Sports that
microcosms all of human cultures.. that was really
enlightening.. and he was a source of motivation
for practicing great health practices in
exercise the rest of my life..
he was a runner in his 60’s at the time..
can’t remember his name.. but his face has
not changed in my visual memory or the optimistic
light in his eyes.. for over thirty years for me..

Hmm.. and then there was an Archeology teacher..
who was kinda like a human mentor to me..
as she believed that i had higher potential..
and she is actually the President of the
University of West Florida.. now..
where i graduated with my
three degrees in Health Science..
Anthropology.. and Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. .

And also a favorite Anthropology teacher who taught me
so much about other cultures and all we human beings have
Universal elements of brother/sisterhood.. no matter individual
language or customs of each culture… and yes.. he always
supported me in suggesting i have a very
bright future.. ahead of me as well…

But my most favorite teacher of all was
my philosophy teacher.. in my first year of Junior College..
as he was a real philosopher.. not just a book learning person..
he actually in a way was even a kind of prophet.. as he accessed
a part of his subconscious mind in speaking where it even
surprised him when the deep and insightful words came out..
these kind of individuals are far and few between..
particularly these days.. when we rely on so
much outside of our souls to be us..
instead of searching deep within…

Mr. Hunt.. yes.. i remember his name..
didn’t only teach me what was and is..
he taught me what was possible..
beyond my wildest imagination then..
and yes.. he was in his 50’s then..
and now.. i am as well.. some gifts..
must be slow cooked in life.. to
truly manifest.. and that is the
lesson he taught me.. where the
deep of me.. was still brewing..
and decades later to fully
manifest.. not unlike he…

He convinced me that God is
more mysterious and big than any
church had convinced me of before..
as i stArted to feel so much more of
God just by coming into contact
with this one individual..

And that was when i knew
that NO RELIGION ALONE OWNS GOD..
as God is bigger than any human alone..
word.. book.. religion.. culture.. world..
or even Universe.. my friend.. all intuitive
of course.. somethings.. do not need to be proven..
when one experiences the truth and liGht first hand..
this faith and belief in GOD is 100% unwavering as it
is the gift of eternity that lives inside.. outside..
above.. so below.. and all around.. that has no end or beginning..

But it doesn’t matter if i tale it in one word or 11 million..
until one actually experiences the truth and liGht as a
feeling over words.. one will never feel the
face of God as ONE as US my friend..
Rafiah..smile emoticon

4487

SMiLes.. gigoid.. the last year Oscar
Robertson played Basketball was in 1974..
only a fan of the Miami Dolphins Football Team
and Local High School Panther Football Team then..
Basketball not even in my Tennis Ball Park then..
so.. i actually had to Google Oscar Robertson..
to see his record.. and yes.. very impressive..
and of course Bill Russell who i am familiar
with as a coach.. has a great record too..
Michael Jordan is more recent..
so he gets more press of course..
with younger folks.. who can still
remember him playing.. just a
decade or so ago.. the only
time i actually watched
Basketball was at work
in the Bowling Center.. where
it was very popular in the 80’s and 90’s
with Baseball and Football too of course..
another center piece of Entertainment.. in the
recreation arena.. of vicarious watching of sports..
i find watching very boring now.. overall.. for anything
on TV.. except for a few out of the box shows.. like
the newest Lucifer show i watched tonight.. that
was kinda full of predictable cliche’s and really
kinda silly.. a Good movie at the theater seems
more worth the time these days.. but for me
at least.. they are far and few between too..
it’s just more fun to me to be active in output
of life now.. instead of the decades of years i
spent before as an input person.. the brain and
body is stimulated much greater in human potential..
when we direct.. produce.. and act our own play.. instead
of just being a spectator of life.. that sadly so many people
these days.. spend their leisure time
doing.. in ways of video games..
TV.. and other mostly input stuff..
and perhaps that will
change for
the better
i certainly
hope.. for the
greater well being
of the human species..:)

4792

Yes.. sadly Roman Emperor Constantine
changed Christianity into a warring religion..
against anyone who dared to believe in another religion..
and that history has continued on for centuries.. particularly
gruesome.. was the killing of so many American Indians.. in
the name of God.. and of course the taking of slaves in the
name of God as well.. from Africa.. but God is in control..
and freedom will come for all…

It is God’s
way now..
after aLL
is said
and
done..
my friend
Imran..:)

4876

SMiLes.. My Sister.. SOHEIR..
3000 words of congratulations on
your First Year Anniversary providing
great learning opportunities about your
Faith and many more to come… With More
SMiLes iN just 30 words..;)

Sometimes i use Microsoft
Word to count as
a short cut..
sMiLesx2..:)

4918

My anonymous friend from Facebook
shares a formula for deriving
one’s Dragon name..
and mine is..

Ckahmenk

And i say..

This is what Dragons
say after every
prayer
as WeLL..:)

4948

It’s great to be flexible..
And move with grace..
And scare the F
out of
folks
when
necessary..;)

OBTW..
F=ALL
F=FEAR
F=RISE..
F=FORCE
F=Fred
F=F..YES..
the otheR
F word too..;)

SMiLes.. greaTest work of art
in minimalist way is the
human when
free..
in miNd
and boDy
balance..
a practice
of a lifetime
at times
caught
still..
now in
selfie
ways..
it always
moves in
flesh life..
the bottom line
is i’m brave
enough
to
be
me and
not hide it..;)

5029

“A human being is a part of the whole, called by us Universe,
a part limited in time and space.
He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings
as something separated from the rest,
a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness.
This delusion is a kind of prison,
restricting us to our personal desires
and to affection for a few persons nearest to us.
Our task must be to free from this prison
by widening our circle of compassion
to embrace all living creatures
and the whole nature in its beauty.”

~~ Albert Einstein ~~

Smiles.. gigoid.. and relatively
few people noticed
that Einstein
was Jesus
COMING
AGAIN..
both as
destroyer
and savior
AND JUDGEMENT..
all wrapped
up into one
package of
science
and philosophy..
and of course Jesus
is metaphor as always
as the change among us..
And relatively speaking as always
change starts at the individual and
politicians are
just grinding
theIR overall
psychopathic
leaning aspirations
of opposite from
what the
prophet
Einstein
suggests in the
holy quote above…
So Einstein helps in
leaving tools of destruction
and discovery.. and the exploration
of the real UniVerse iS
the philosophy and
science
of our
minds
and bodys
iN balance now..
but still the body relegated
as inferior to the mind iN
most all of philosophy..
science.. religions
and obviously
culture still
now.. ugh..
as all the perfect
models belie the human
iN AiSles of Super-Walmart..
waddling to a death of still..
moving makes better
breathing.. no
doubt..
i must
exercise religiously
to keep my oxygen uptake
great.. as the functional
disability of not
much nasal
air intake..
means i must
stay as oxygenated
as possible through
the art of day to day
moVinG
but it
works
great.. as
i never get out of
breath as long as i keep
moving.. and yes.. it gets harder
to breathe.. the further one travels
from the
Forest
of life..
WITH TREES..
AND FORTUNATELY
i live close to one of the
biggest National Forests
alive today..
per Black
Water River
State Forest..
Conecuh National
Forest to the north..
and Eglin Air Force Base
Forest to the south
for a total
of 3 million
acres.. once
60 million
acres in
original
south
eastern
forest
system..
where i for
one will
stay..
for life
giving air
for and to me..
AND AS FAR AS WHAT PROPHET
EINSTEIN SAYS.. i will reach out my
tentacles online.. and do my best to
achieve..
his law
for connecting..
but still there is moving
and creating.. to make a New
World real.. both in us and others…
and so good to know that politicians
do not control art..
as art comes..
true heArT..
comes..
from within..
the individual holding
hands moving and creating
with others in a real dance
of connecting creating life..
either iN
flesh
or now
vicariously
virtuAlly here..
as such in mirror
neuron and oxytocin
way online in sign language
of visual images.. and symbols
including the old standard of words..
WITH
MORE
TO COME..:)

SMiLes.. Divinity is just a word..
Feeling the divine is not a word.
Sure.. probably a Neurochemical
associated derivative of Nature
manifest in us.. inspiring the
FEELING of so-called
divinity.. and no.. it
doesn’t scare
me that either
God iS ALL
of Nature
and the feeling of
divine.. may only
be generated by
a Neurochemical..
likely from
our Pineal
gland
when it is not
withered away
from non-use
and comes alive
in activities
like trance
dance or
still..
meditating..
to stimulate
the all natural
Love drug.. DMT..
allowing us to feel aLL
one with Nature in how
Nature now manifests
as us.. in these
human skins
we wear always now..
not likely that Einstein
experienced this
from any of
the words
i’ve read
on record
from him..
but a regular experience
from the less mechanically
cognitive oriented ancestors
and still primitives of the rain
forest who still GET THE
fact AND FEELING THAT
WE ARE ONE WITH
THE GOD OF NATURE..
Anyway.. Einstein
had great
reverence
for the balance
of Nature.. and
Human Nature
as innately
in balance
and not
WACKO OUT
OF BALANCE LIKE
WE SEE ALL AROUND
US NOW but no.. he only
saw the tips of the iceberg
then out of balance in human
cultures.. as the Titanic steers
ahead.. with a few weary sailors
that are
watching
for frozen
mountains ahead..
The fact that close to half
of the world assigns the
personal pronoun of
he to the God
of Nature..
is a very
tiny
view
of something
as large as Infinity
and beyond words for
beyond what exists for that..
Any discussion of God must
include a definition for God
to have any relevance at
all more than
a three letter
idol as symbol..
Nature both seen
and unseen is a clear
and present REAL
DEFINITION THAT
IS AN IRREFUTABLE
GOD WITH 100%
evidence
in all
pArts
of the
whole.. that
include us.. now
but haha.. to equal
any human with this
definition of God is
pure silliness beyond
the fractal Nature of
the smAll pARt
we play
iN
ALLTHATIS
AS NATURE
THAT IS GOD ALWAYS
NOW.. REALITY AS IS..:)

5878

WeLL.. SonG noW coMinG
for dVerse Tuesday
themeD
and or
ruLed
prompt..
and today
is about the
balance of Nature
and Ecology without
the politics of it.. as iS
always when i did lInk wITh
dVerse.. most alWays
in the breadth
and volume
of what i do
heRe.. something
i did in thouSands of
words matched the
prompt perfectly
as my comment
above does..
but i am not just
a one focus person
one day at a time..
i am a multi-focus
person one
focus
at a now..
so to truly be a Renaissance
wo/man not unlike the archetype
of Prometheus.. Lucifer
the Angel of Light..
Apollo..
Atlas..
Jesus..
and all the
other mythological
and living examples
of folks like this..
make for.. let’s
just say.. a little more
challenge in life.. wheRe inStead
of being limited to just streams
and rivers of waves
and particles
of this and
that and the
other thing..
wE mirror
fields of Oceans
spreading to shores
unknown before..
and sure..
not everyone
dares to be Lucifer..
Prometheus… or
even Einstein..
or Jesus..
but the
FACT IS
SOME DO
AND CHANGE THE WORLD..
AND i FOR one AM JUST
A WATCHER AND
REPORTER
KINDA
LIKE
GOD’S
CHEERLEADER
IF yoU WiLL.. JUST
WATCHING.. OBSERVING
FROM THE SIDELINES..
AND RETELLING
THE TALE
OF ALL
i SEE
AND FEEL
FOR NOW..
YEAH.. i THiNK
THErE IS ANOTHER
DUDE IN MYTHOLOGY
WHO DID THAT
NAMED
THOTH..
BUT THE METAPHORS
ARE INFINITE AS WELL AS
BEYOND mY own UniVerse
of what i bRinG hEre..
now to get
readY for Dance
Shopping.. visiting
Mother.. and really
early wake tomorrow
to go to Tallahassee to
close on the sell of
my father’s
estate..
that just about
guarantees that i for one..
will be able to continue to tale
my story.. with no breaks for
however long
God Willing
allows me
this gift
of watch
and tale..
oh.. and my reward for
doing this.. my father earned
some of the dollar amount..
along with decades of my
ultimate pension
work..
but my REWARD
FROM GOD.. HEAVEN
ALwAYS NOW AS LONG
AS i WORSHIP GOD
100%
IN HUMBLE
AND DEDICATED
SERVICE.. AS A SOLDIER
WITH WORDS AND DANCE
OVER
SWORDS
FOR NOW..
sure.. ‘Atlas
Danced (as is)
First’.. the naMe
of this next blog post
when i get back from
Tallahassee on
Wednesday
Night.. or
perhaps
Thursday..
anyWay.. i move
by flow.. alWays
in the eterniTy of now..
as after all.. all of time
is an illusion when heaven
lives as us..
onLy
now..
EtERniTY
NOW iS
greater
than
InFiniTy..
as NOW
iS ALLTHATiS..:)

LEarning to expand
noW to beyOnd infiNiTy
iS THE art of
Eternity..
wheRe immortaLiTy
iS as biG as the
preSent
NOW..
and yes..
iT’s an
inside
job first..
before we
Dance HEaveN
now.. as preSent..:)

Back at 10:56 p.m..
after a very long
night of Dance
Shopping..
but some
moments here
to do a few verses
at dVerse before
nite.. nite..
now comes
early as
4:30 am..
will be
the rise
for for
Wednesday’s
trip to closing
estate stuff..
visiting
relatives
and friends
there and
other stuff
too.. as always
but for now.. a
side-trip to dVerse
on the trail of poeTry..:)

sMiLes.. damming
the Human race
might be easy
if not
for the
rest of
Nature iN
balance.. now..
and of course
damming.. just
means keeping
humans at bay
iN balance..
sMiLes
aGaiN for noW..:)

*
Hmm.. a question
here.. what woods are
for.. answered above
in my comment..
so we
can
continue
to breathe
oxygen
freely..
only fools
cut oxygen
down..:)

*
ReAlly smArt
humans move
to climate
controlled outside
environments conducive
to the Natural human
condition.. really
not so smart
folks move
to places
with
snow
drifts
waist deep
or higher.. for
the price of a bigger
home.. and fancy
car.. and such
as that.. if
not born
there
to
challenge
greater than
naturally adapted.. too..
Sadly.. too many folks
think
home
begins
and ends
within the
scope of
walls
and ceilings
and wall to wall
carpet.. with
AC and
heated
dreams..
To touch the soil
with bare-feet..
365 days a year..
means human
fully
alive
in Well
Being..
as our feet
have oxytocin receptors
to connect to Mother
Earth when bare
and warm
enough
to feel
the God of
Nature all one
and alive
under
neath our
feet.. now..
other animals
are well adapted to
cold.. but humans
simply
NO..
for snow drifts
that reach middle
doors of square
caves.. with
humans
hiding
inside..
some nows
more dead
than aLive..:)

*
Amazing how many humans
are afraid of wild animals
after they become
domesticated
animals
and separate
themselves
from the
Larger
herd of
life and
God’s
Nature..
Nature respects
Nature when wild..
when domesticated..
it’s just soft..
it’s
just
soft…
and sad
overall..
as only
Wild is
TRULY FREE..:)

Dead zones of oceans..
bays.. inlets..
where the
dead sea goes
to places only
living before..
fish feel
the price
for this..
remains left
on shore lines
of hate and
separation
for the
rest
of Nature..:)

Hmm.. a quick skip
over to Shawna’s
place before
her blog
goes
poof
again..;)

Ah.. the hidden
Beaver.. and stolen
rear perfumes.. re-yes..
minds me of the Twilight
Zone Allegory to
serve man
all up on a
space ship
plate.. then..
hmm.. if now
Karma is real..
really real..
the irony
would
be
tasty delicious
for someone
at least..
to finally
S E R V E
Man.. N O W
iN a cook book
of R E A L people
bread and wines..;)

PS.. that cool kids video
is one of my favorites
thanks for reminding
me of it..;)

Okay.. back in
sequential order
again..:)

As they say.. as
above.. so below..
extended out to tools
of animals
too..
including
human culture..
the largest
animal
tool of
all..
and sure there
are viruses smaller
than humans eyes
can see..
to kill
the largest
human.. so..
culture
is the
virus
and
earth
is the
host for now..
until it runs
out of host
that
feeds..
the blood of more..
yes too.. inside
outside
all
around..
sometimes
small kills big..:)

And that’s all for now..
as there is always early
morning.. Mac Pro
on the
road
as well
in wireless way..
keyboard included
for two hand flow..
Gotta Love it
when some
one
else
does the
driving
and i’m
hands free
double loaded
with all ten
fingers
free..:)

12:02 am…
1272016
Back at 3:20 p.m.
Spotty LTE connections
driving back from Tally
Town.. on Interstate
but will continue
here on
iMac Pro..
as far
as i
can go..:)

Nature’s fury rush..
Nature’s sweetness..
Emotions humans
hurry more
a must iN
moving
connecting
and creating
Nature uS..:)

Ah.. so true..
People are trees..
arboreal tree dwellers
are uS.. climbing trees
in uNion.. esCaping
predators capturRinG
prey.. raiSinG our
arms iN grasp
of liFe.. sadly
arms fall to
sides now..
iN human
fAlls now
leaves
iN
BeinG..:)

Astronauts first traveling
back from space.. seeing
reality of an earth
alive.. whole..
instead
four
walls
dead
iN school
and work..
and screens
of scream of course..:)

EventuAlly..
tools of human
extending being
reclaimed by
Nature as
hers
ALLONE..
Star dUst
we come from
Dust of Pyramids
we go to
come
backs
Nature..:)

More Nature
iN uS SinGs
wE SonG
Free..:)

Back at 10:30 pm..
all secured to big
iMac at home..
with faster
broadband
access to
breeze through
the rest as
that comes..
for now..:)

*
So many places..
so many miles..
so many forests
still saved and free..
Government is greaTest
when it saves us
from
ourselves..
Where Nature
Plays we live
more as Wild KinGdom..:)

*
SMiLes.. Animals liVE
Free and nakEd
with Mother
Nature
unafraid
to be exposed
as free.. oh.. but
humans.. to be free this
way is to admit we are now
pArt of God of Nature..
sadly.. some
folks wanna
separate
and clothe
with lies
of culture..
i for one
giggle
at
the
clothes
‘they’
wear..
while i am
Google fREeD..
AND W i L D..:)

SAndY LoAm..
my backYard connection
to God of Nature.. oxytocin
receptors groWinG stronGer
with warmth of feet oN
hands of God
below now iN
me reaching
uP.. spiRaLs
aLL around
me when
i dance
Free
iS
GOD
of Nature..:)

ShiNinG Stars above..
so far below they look..
a bluest greenest white
and brown eYe.. sKeYes
of liFe below looKinG
back meeting
eYes of Stars..
Star eYes
come closer..
eYes of guilt..
a cancer is
culture
eating
this most
beautiful eYe
of earth.. viSioN
greater comes..
when wE sEE..
wITh
sKeYes
oF Star..:)

Path of Beach
Footprints ahead
Footprints behind..
Condos rise..
fAll to rear..
Sunset comes
Footprints go..
Condos faLL..
Nature now
comes Freer..:)

Feeding Nature
giving back
what takes of
us.. Loving We
Feeding uS
Nature’s
Breath..
Life
Blood
oxyGen..
Tree of Life..:)

Well.. that’s 18
leaving 15.. it appears
for tomorrow morning
mighty long day here
in closing Father’s
estate.. since
we hours
of this
Morning..
and hell yes..
this post keeps
groWinG Growing
GROWING.. but
i just keep
going.. etc..
for now..
until
tomorrow
for total
post of all
of this.. Free..
as dance and
poeTry can
BE!..:)!

Back at 11:33 am..
1282016 to catch up..:)

Humanity under fur..
such a beautiful way to endure..
Humanity under clothes
of culture..
so separate from
our nature
heirs
inside
as uS..
Feral we see..
and feel again..
endless connection
to Nature ONE as us..
juSt
for
NOW..
Paradise
lives under
fur sTill uS..
Free wE WiLd..:)

SMiLes..
answer
to
human
race..
iS to
come back
to hEart.. ways
of doing that are
rather simple
LiKE..
danCinG
holDinG
hAnds..
then the
rest falls
iN
place..
first problem
iS extending
one hand
to
the other
different
and first
step of dance..
one..
that takes
kiNd
courage..
a gift of practice
and not a given
alone.. wheRe
hands
live
in pockets
or smart
phones
alone…
SMiLes.. if E.T.
were to arrive today..
he likely would go
totAlly
unnoticed
and sadly
never gEt
his heArt liGht
turned on again..
but nah.. miracles ARE REAL..
When humans feel love of
other humans the
LoVin’
rest of
Nature
comes Naturale..:)

InfiNiTy and
more of Nature
serves up many
hot and cold
and liGht
and Dark..
occaSioNs
oF liVing Nature..
but stiLL iN sTone..
electrons.. smaller..
oF atoms..
breathe
a dance
ani
mating..
just to be
a tiny pArt of
iT.. iS as magic
as hUman imagiNaTioN..
iN UniVerse oF uS set Free..:)

First theRe iS sand..
then sticks.. now then
scratching imaGinary
connections of stars
to make an
alphabet..
sansKrit..
then collective
recorded written
language named
intelligence.. complex
cultures.. guns and atomic
bombs..
first there was
sand.. answer
iS to connect
to sand
again..
and lose
the tools
of uS that
separate wE
from rest oF
Living Nature iN uS..:)

Trees breathe liFe iN uS..
We cut uS down..
and suffocate..
while
we
wait
to grow..
iN life aGaiN..
Nature inside..
outside.. above..
so below and
all around
leaves of wE
spread as giving
Love.. Tree of
Life
iS uS as
Nature.. Free
Wild wE are
iN branches
so tall
and wide
Loving
Leaves..:)

Elephant trunks
reach uP as branch
oF trees.. color and
texture of bark..
as pARt
of Nature
free.. oh
veins the
rivers.. travel
life giving blood
and water wE..
to separate
iS sad
to Unify
branches of
All of uS
one Tree
of Elephant
Trunks togetHeR
Wild and free
aLive aGaiN..:)

Instinct of Culture iN Plants
PInk Flowers.. Bees..
and Birds and
human primates..
too.. so far away..
from inNate culture
words take us..
but actions..
and even
photos..
alWays
speak
louder
than
cultural
worlds
of words
E-alone..:)

SMiLes.. my
friend.. i Love
yoUr natUre
oF Love
iN aLL
words
you bRinG here
iN Nature poetry..:)

Snakes.. slithery.. slimy..
cold blooded.. often
poisonous.. a
lowly reminder
that the
meek
inherit
the earth
even
without
legs..
they shed
a sKin anew..:)

Whales SonGs
never forget
feeLinG SinGs
connecting
Fins
friEnds
aGaiN
iN
Ocean
Seas..:)

Raping
Nature..
humans
so afraid
oF Nature
living them..
they chop off
feet to see tHeir
feaRinG Hands..
first
sin
hating
Trees and
Apples same..:)

Real Estate holds
humans cOld
iN priSon
wAlls
ceilings
hells.. trap
them iN.. then
expanding bigger
prisons.. captives
grow..
Nature
SinGs
outside
backyard door..
now humans..
4 inch
SCREAMS
Zombie
Screens..
First.. a wish
for small shelters
yes.. careful.. wishes..
do
come
false..:)

Sailor seas..
shores come and
go.. Ocean WinGs
grow.. horizon hiGh
flows.. alWays glows
reaching beginning
no end.. so long
horizon
seen
sailing
now so free..:)

*
Living Beach shines
liGht on me..
Culture
takes
that liGht
away.. beaches
stay away from
culture.. thanks
God for
protection
of country
or human
will erase
beauty
Nature..
National
Seashores..
you protect
God from human
cultures of
soulLess
hate..
for
God of
Nature..:)

Winds SinG
secret iN
plain siGht..
move
like
wE..:)

Simple SonG
oF cLouds..
Forms
lie
away
from Beauty’s
Essence LOVE..:)

All caught up
at 1:19 pm..
publish
next..
coming
soon..:)

8023

i ain’t scaRed..
been there..
done it..
and yes.. it burns
but not in a temperature
way… there are no
fahrenheits for
REAL HELL
fire.. in fAct..
the Sith
feels
better
too..wink emoticon

8056

http://www.artshub.com.au/news-article/news/public-policy/deborah-stone/landmark-study-measures-healthy-dose-of-the-arts-250260s

Friend Suzanne from
Facebook provides the
following super cool
link where Science
shows that
Art activity
just two hours
a week increases
the well being of
mental health..

i say..

The REAL REAson
i’m alWAYS
the dude oN
the left noW..
It’s Mad
SCIENCE
of ART..;)
but i am mean..
duh.. novel activity..
for decades has been
proven to increase natural
levels of dopamine in the brain
and that is the pleasure neurochemical..
that makes
humans feel
so good.. all natural
reward from the God
of Nature.. for doing the
new to survive and not
stagnating still
and basically
frigging
starving
to death..
Live by God
gifted Human
nature or suffer
by going against
it by sitting
still
stagnating
by just input
activities alone
never truly creating
anything new by
moving
moving
connecting
connecting
to others
and Nature
as whole..
and yes..
creating
creating..
and repeat
again.. for eternity
now.. oh the secret
of heaven now..
it’s
all about
Human
Nature
as manifest
by the God of
Nature ALL Naturale..:)

8227

i never kNew beauty sad
until i could shed
no tears
of any
kind..
and then i found
the strength of Atlas
in one tear that finAlly
made weak
legs strong..
a death now..
made a tear..
a dear cat..
then.. a tear
now made a
human again..
if only for a moment
and the tear birthed
the first spark of hope
in five years.. truly the
first flame to rise up
from five years
of Ashes
later
in July
of that 2013 year..
so.. sure.. the story of the
strength of sorrow and joy
inspires me certainly and
bRinGs that strength
even greater
in the
present of
now by reinforcing
it again and again through
the art of fingers in song
of creativity iN
Poetry..
and later
dance again..
until every cell in my
body receives joy in
sure.. neurochemical
receptor way
throughout
my body..
in this greater way of understanding
how dArk and LiGht work for joy
and hope.. as well as challenge..
it is great to know and feel
that the UniVerse as is
innate iN uS.. iS aS
merciful to allow
a tear
and
sMiLe.. do
i need to
know
this..
not..
reAlly.. i feel
therefore.. i
F E E L..:)

SMiLes aGaiN.. my friend gigoid
and Love to you as WeLL..
Life is a struggle and joy..
some stuff
stays
relatively
the sAMe
as balance..
ah.. but
joy..
REAL..
iN pleaSure
over struggle..:)

8464

Victoria says..

Wonderful poem you
left in my comments–you
definitely grasped what I wanted to
communicate about the Salton Sea.

i say..

Smiles
Victoria.. thanks
so much for stopping
by on Google Plus with those kind words..
i always enjoy your poetry and it has inspired literAlly
thousands of words from my heArt.. my friend.. overall..:)

8521

Hmm.. a kinder
gentler
fallen
Angel..;)

8527

SMiLes.. i suppose the main reason
i have no desire to go to Mars or the Moon..
is.. i’ve practically never left the Paradise that
i live in.. here.. in Northwest Florida.. beyond
the folks who can kinda be sticks in the mud
of the past sometimes.. yeah.. i’ve been to
edifaced Washington DC.. still not
impressive to me.. compared to
the sugar white sand and
emerald green gulf of
the beaches here
along with breezing swaying
sea oats.. and dove white seagulls..
and did i mention the bikinis.. yes.. the
bikinis and tan skin too.. and Disney World..
that was cool.. but i have to admit that as a
young man.. what i remembered most was
all the tan foreign women.. not wearing bras..
i guess i’m human so sue me.. hehe… so now..
In shorts.. i say..
if there are
no bikinis
on other
planets..
i ain’t
goin’…
wInks..
but i’m older
now.. but sTill
not
dead..
SMiLes
again..
and when i watched one
of my most favorite movies..
‘Contact’ inspired by
the writings of
Carl Sagan..
it was no surprise to
me at all that the place
picked for Paradise out
of all the Universe
for Jodie
Foster
was
Pensacola
Beach at the end
of that Movie.. and also
no surprise that after Billions
of year of research the advanced
Aliens.. came to the simple conclusion
that what makes purpose and meaning
iN all of life.. iS the deep human connection
of affective
empathy
in emotional
contagion of actually
feeling the other person’s
heArt of emoTioNs and sharing
that together.. sadly technology..
as ironicAlly even science shows
takes that away.. when mechanical
problem solving cognition activities
take the center role over
life.. the touchY feelY
human ways
of connection
wither away
no less than
a stopped up
pipe of life..
FULL oF
shiT
iN iT..
That’s why i saY
F all that.. yes..
Fred all that..
and move
to poeTry
and dance
to increase
the Alien gift
iN me of 14.5 billion
years ago.. or so before
then.. the gift of that
YEs.. in the preSent
of now..
in paradise
R E A L NOW..
Some nows just a
10 minute segment
iN a movie says it aLL..
to employ my
mechanical
cognition
more
specifically..
9 minutes
and 53 seconds..
i’m not counting anymore..
i let Microsoft Word do that for
me and Word Press in terms
of effective/affective results after
the flow of
words
ends
free.. and
sure.. my Nike
GPS sports
watch for miles
and miles of dance
in stores.. after the
flow of that
ends
for now
as well..
iN Affect of
effect of Human
BEinG for N0W WeLL..:)

8968

Well.. this epic Free Verse
expression of all that is..
has run its course now..
where Microsoft Word
says it’s around
10K words or so
with the last
post of over
10K words
makes a
half a
novel
of Free
Verse Epic
poeTry or so..
it is what is is..
it just flows until
it runs its course..
and gets
centered
in Word Press
publishinG
pose.. now..
and i suppose..
this is also a Celebration
of course.. in finishing now
a 19 month old journey
of selling my
Father’s
estate
that
ends
today
at the
deposit bank..
hehe.. anyway..
it sets me free..
in truly an Adventure
of a lifetime in prison
of culture mostly
there..
but the
bottom line
iS now is aLL that
exists.. done the
hell and
now’s
the heaven
of Dance
and
SonG
now
for here..
speaking of dance..
celebrating my 95th dance
week at Old Seville Quarter
tonight.. with all the cool
college age folks there..
so let the party
continue..
as i’m
always
just
getting
started now..
more fun dance
photos to be added
in this post..
“Atlas Danced
First”.. sometime
around the
wee hour
of 3 am..
on Friday morning..
but the truth.. truth
is for someone
truly
re-
tired with
full all natural
rubber on the wheel
the weekend lives now
forevermorenow
so let the
celebration
continue..
with
a celebration
of Kashmir too.. now..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/atlas-danced-first-free-verse-nude.html

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  1. Most all that arrives at my heARt now..
    comes to print here..
    now in only
    approximation
    of course
    as words
    will never come
    close to equaling
    God of Nature’s reality..
    sure we can attempt to set
    the world in concrete.. but
    the world
    is set
    free in God
    of Nature’s
    SkeYes.. FREE..
    Anyway.. i am so inspired
    by people first and Nature
    rest.. that often the headliners
    of my next epic post come inspired
    by words of others online..
    but no.. of course online
    is not all of life.
    is it..
    sure.. when one
    scours the human environment
    it is becoming more and more
    it seems.. and E-world of
    Humans instead
    of Nature’s
    touch to
    six senses
    of hearing.. seeing..
    yes.. touch.. tasting
    smelling.. and the new
    science assessed 6th sense
    of proprioception of where one’s
    body is in distance and space
    relative to the real
    flesh and blood
    Nature
    balance
    inside.. outside..
    above.. so below
    and all around..
    sadly online
    is really all about
    seeing and hearing..
    and that is not nearly what
    life comprises when all intelligences
    and the potential for many we do not even
    recognize.. that truly exist now.. for only
    some folks that expand their mindful
    awarenesses into the realm of
    art of being.. including
    emotional intelligences
    of infinite ways
    of feeling emotions
    along with the art of
    movement or generally
    dance and martial arts
    that can be infinite too..
    in scope and complexity
    of what we can create to do
    and not just be.. as stagnant
    labels of human being..
    hmm.. it seems so
    many folks
    wanna be
    famous these
    days.. without the
    understanding of what that
    wish would actually bring.. and
    that is truly easy to see when one looks
    at the problems of Hollywood stars.. Musicians
    and all the other top dollar folks.. including Athletes
    too.. who are the bringers of Sport now to tame a human
    tribal way in safer activities than guns and nuclear bombs..
    to the art of singing and dancing.. that inspire our inner emotions
    to bring liGht into our life.. raising our SpiRit of emoTioNal HeARt
    higher and higher in mirror neuron emotional contagion way
    of affective empathy true.. where we feel more of life
    both in senses and emoTioNs.. nuanced and
    beautiful as they can be.. and sure this
    includes sensuality/sexuality too..
    as of course that is the driving
    innate force of human
    Nature survival
    and all
    animals
    who
    reproduce
    to carry own on
    this earth of tHeirs
    and ours aLive for
    more breathing
    and existing
    here on
    this most
    Beautiful terrestrial
    plane.. at least where humans
    are evolved to inhabit in their
    innate skin of living breathing
    homeostasis in animal way.. now..
    One day if i keep going at this
    rate i may write a novel of 40K words
    or more.. just in stream of consciousness
    writing BUT OH NO.. THAT AIN’T WHAT HUMANS ARE
    STILL EVOLVED TO DO.. AND THERE IS A PRICE
    FOR THAT I WILL PAY IN TERMS OF HEALTH OF
    SITTING STILL NO MATTER HOW LONG I DANCE
    AFTER I STAND UP.. AFTER 24 TO 48 HOURS
    OF WRITING OR MORE..

    SO STOP..

    My body says no to that.. no matter how powerful
    now the neurochemicals and neurohormones of human
    potential in mind say GO GO GO.. GO GO GO.. now..
    i have a rational mind that tales me.. stay stay stay..
    at least long enough to retain
    human balance in animal
    homeostasis where
    just to create
    is not enough
    and just to connect
    online is not enough..
    one must venture out into
    the flesh world of Nature and
    other Human Beings.. to fully Move..
    Connect and Create as the God of Nature
    evolves us still to be moving.. connecting
    creating now.. more more more.. and away
    from this new experiment of sitting still
    and working in a virtual world so
    far away from other
    incredible human
    intelligences
    that are not
    even being touched
    at all when we sit here
    online and waste them away
    in human epigenetic potential
    LOST LOST LOST.. YES. LOST..
    HUMAN BEING DOWN THE
    TOILET BOWL OF
    ONLINE
    ONLY..
    HMM.. warning for me
    yesterday.. is when i leaned
    down with my left hand to sit
    and rise from my Cadillac of office
    chairs designed to sit for 8 hours
    or more.. of plus 250 LB humans
    with really thick chrome metal
    arms.. Industrial style
    in office as it were
    before i broke
    the dam left
    arm of my chair off
    again.. now.. granted i
    do leg press half a ton twenty
    five times.. and bicep curl over
    200LBS easily with arms fully
    employed at gym.. but still
    it is the amount of time
    of sitting in this
    chair and getting
    in and out of it..
    that creates the wear
    and tear to break a arm of
    chrome thick metal steel.. two
    times now in 6 months.. welded
    by professionals last time.. scheduled
    to get re-welded again now.. so yeah..
    even though i dance around 166 miles
    a month all around the public.. i must escape
    this chair more during the day now of all hours..
    and my cholesterol testing shows a rising issue
    with that too.. as well as active blood pressure..
    that is rising somewhat too.. the
    bio-feedback is in.. i don’t
    wanna end up like Moby
    the Cat who just smiles..
    loves.. and eats..
    i must move like
    a feral cat more..
    to more fully connect
    and create in the real
    Flesh and Nature world Now..
    So back to my other world of flesh and blood
    now.. i suppose i continue to gain the status of
    legend.. by what i do.. in dance.. instead of who
    i am as Fred.. yes the dancing guy legend stories
    continue to come in.. as two of the bathrooms are
    broken at Old Seville Quarter last night with
    a very long line to get to the urinals
    of relief.. and as with most males..
    no.. no words allowed
    in bathrooms.. get
    it.. get out and
    that’s it..
    but last night
    was an exception as
    a group of about 7 or 8 guys
    wanted to know all about the history
    and more of the so-called dancing
    legend of P-cola Florida.. and
    then when i was getting
    ready to leave the
    parking lot..
    a dude getting
    in his car spotted me.. runs
    over and taps on the passenger
    window of my car saying.. hey man can
    i please get a selfie with you.. i’ve been
    seeing you dance for like 6 years since i was
    18 and have always wanted to meet you.. please..
    please.. please.. hmm.. okay that’s how legends
    and even myths about folks flow harder
    as first it is one year.. two years.. of
    dancing.. now 2 and a half.. and
    someone else adds in
    another three and
    a half to make
    it 6 years
    of dancing
    free and wild
    and notable enough
    to crave a selfie autograph
    with said legend.. and anyway..
    the prospect of fame.. is a sour taste
    to me.. as that is the last place one can be
    truly free.. and have fun.. and be noticed for what
    they do.. instead of who they are.. so dancing legend
    dancing guy of the P’cola metro area.. will continue to
    be enough for me.. as i control the fanfare.. and no
    one can close me in.. in a small box
    of publicized fame..
    and plus
    i am a sacred
    clown and or fool
    overall as my current
    assigned role in destiny
    now.. and what i do.. to serve
    the God of Nature is now between
    God and me.. and no other frigging
    employer.. so while some folks are working
    hard for bucks.. for fame.. or the weekend
    i am frigging working
    ALL FOR NOW..
    HOLDING NOTHING
    BACK EXCEPT FOR THE
    HINTS GOD GIVES ME ALL
    INNATE.. INSTINCTUAL AND
    INTUITIVE LIKE FRIGGING
    BREAKING THE LEFT
    ARM OF MY HEAVY
    DUTY INDUSTRIAL
    OFFICE CHAIR
    FOR SITTING
    STAGNATING
    PER MOST SENSES
    AND EMOTIONS OF HUMAN
    BEING.. as yes.. i am only frigging
    human and i get no special passes for
    anything in life.. but it does feel good to have
    both females and males now.. by the scores
    when i go to the public dance hall.. hi-
    five me and say the most common
    phrase i hear
    of
    DUDE
    YOU ARE
    AWESOME..
    and keep in mind
    if one reads me before
    very much.. that i once
    was a shut-in in my home
    for 66 months.. only escaping
    in severe pain with shades on..
    sitting in my car at Super-Walmart
    wishing.. i could go in there and
    just be a frigging participating
    human being like
    everyone else
    in the world..
    while Katrina
    shops back then..
    So now i dance
    the Lesson and
    Revelation of 66 months
    of pain for me is Dance
    SinG and
    F in
    work
    for
    NOW..
    So.. just now returning to this
    computer for this.. after Yellow
    boy grabbed my arm with his sharp
    claws while i was reviewing what
    i did last night by way of current
    ‘Atlas Danced First’ Post..
    as after several cloudy
    and rainy days
    he knows
    and feels
    where the place
    he must be is at..
    and that is on the
    patio relaxing in both
    shade and sun free..
    as the Sun gives life
    to us.. and to
    avoid it
    is to
    wither
    away too..
    even for human
    beings.. with all our
    clothes and other illusions
    of culture that set us so far
    away from God’s Nature iN
    uS as Wild And Free Beings
    no better than another animal
    of this earth.. but of course so far
    removed and worse off than most wild
    animals in ways of Nature in moving
    connecting creating intelligences that
    modern schools and standard IQ
    rarely touch.. including
    all sensory.. sensual
    and emotional
    intelligences
    and the
    Existential
    one’s of connection
    with the God of Nature
    as well.. that are a synergy
    of all above.. to create the whole
    of uS to work for now.. with GOD
    JUST
    NOW..
    i will be visiting dVerse
    online Thursday themed link
    about writing now directly
    about images.. later after
    i visit a few blogger friends
    to get inspired about what they
    are currently writing.. to add more
    here.. but this time early.. i already
    know and feel what the title
    of this next post
    will be.. yes..
    ‘WORKING FOR NOW’
    WITHOUT hopes for fAMe
    and money.. just for
    working for now and
    beinG pArt of
    NoW.. Free
    and Wild
    as God of Nature
    WiLL have Nature’s
    Children Wild
    and FREE
    aLive
    NOW..:)

  2. Facebook Friend Rafiah says..

    Nana Abu receiting and explaining Zarb e kaleem
    is the greatest thing ever. It takes very special people
    to understand the poetry of Allama Iqbal and it takes
    even more special people with very
    special heart to feel his poetry.

    i say..

    http://www.amiqbalpoetry.com/2012/11/the-morning-sun.html

    i found this one about the Morning Sun..
    and it certainly rings true to me..
    as in the morning sun in
    the specter of the
    Forest behind
    my back door..
    of walls and ceilings..
    all the answers of God
    are there just waiting for
    me to see and feel.. once
    they come as one
    wITh
    me
    as
    Nature Free..
    but no words can
    truly contain this
    free.. as contain
    is prison and God’s
    Nature lives free iN
    uS when
    Free and
    WiLd as
    the rest of Nature
    of course.. all the
    answers for God
    above.. so below..
    inside outside.. aLL
    around us
    Nature
    FReED..:)

  3. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/29/drifting-pieces-of-abject-devotion/

    Consistency.. the pill
    for fear.. the
    cure..
    creativity
    just doing
    something
    new..
    hmm..
    people get all
    freaky when exposed
    to something new.. unless
    they themselves go down
    the path
    less driven
    by others
    in so
    many ways..
    some folks feel it their
    duty of tradition and acceptance
    to do it all the consistent way..
    others
    get
    bored and
    make a new path..
    another human journey
    unbundles unpacks
    iN epigenetic
    SpRing
    a new human
    way is born alive
    so free.. now.. and
    breezy.. the wind
    of all directions become us.. now..
    and yeah.. of course the man reason
    that republicans push limits on
    female reproduction..
    along with
    all other patriarchal
    ways.. is fear of being
    man.. and taking the full
    responsibility of meeting the
    demands of a woman truly free..
    most men are terrified by truly free
    women.. but many countries do not
    allow truly free women
    to be themselves
    so they marry
    disgruntled
    and Nature gets
    the final say.. as most
    often.. when pregnant women
    are disgruntled or forced into
    institutional rape.. the
    stress during
    pregnancy
    in hormonal
    in-utero way..
    just
    creates more
    weak males
    or no
    males
    at all..
    Nature gets her way
    either by metaphor of
    the womb
    or timid
    males..
    and the cycle goes
    on.. until women become
    free enough to choose who
    they want to freely procreate
    with or not procreate at all..
    and just
    do other
    creating
    stuff.. to
    help the species
    survive.. but anyway.. the
    cat is out of the cage.. there ain’t
    no turning back now.. women
    for the most
    part are
    becoming
    FREER ALMOST
    EVERYWHERE
    WE
    SPEAK..
    sMiLes..
    i Love Free Women
    but.. no.. i ain’t scared..
    ’cause i am
    a FREE
    MAN
    without
    silly fears..
    as i know and
    feel what women
    TRULY WANT..
    TO BE
    FREE
    IS IT..
    JUST FREE
    LIKE US AND
    ME.. SO FREE..:)

  4. https://anarmchairperfectionist.wordpress.com/2016/01/29/that-kind-of-love/

    SMiLes.. a great philosopher..
    probably.. hundreds.. thousands..
    and billions of ‘philosophers’ once
    said.. then and now..
    Love is never now
    as strong as it is
    when lost.. now..
    Loving
    now.. now..
    is the greatest
    Love.. as Loving
    now.. now..
    is never now..
    lost tomorrow..
    as now is tomorrow
    too.. and yesterday doesn’t
    matter when Love iS Loving Now..
    In other words.. when Love is Lost
    People pay attention to Love now..
    Loving Now
    solves that
    problem now..
    but Now.. now
    iS the practice
    of Love Now..
    that counts
    when now
    successfully employed now
    as a way of life.. now in other
    words.. words are not enough..
    Doing Love now.. is all that
    truly counts now.. whether
    remembered as now lost
    or Loving
    Now.. now..
    continuAlly
    now.. now. now..
    anyWay.. Love
    iS Strange
    Love iS
    Real
    and Love
    CAN BE..
    ALwAYS NOW..:)

  5. Next stop now..
    dVerse with
    the direct
    describing
    imaging
    prompt
    from
    Thursday..
    time for
    a few
    and gym
    calls
    then..:)

    ImagiNation..
    visual images
    created and remembered
    in mind that some of us
    can count on.. but some
    of us.. as science and
    others tale in
    words alone..
    are not
    images
    that they
    can see with
    eye’s mind
    iN view..
    Never a word
    person myself until
    recently as far as thinking
    goes.. reading plenty but
    visual images.. patterns.. are my forte.
    Interestingly enough.. some folks
    navigate the world in words of
    guiding through
    and for others
    an iron cross
    can take one farther
    iN iMages than the longest
    locomotive
    words
    known
    as print..
    so.. sure..i’m waiting
    patiently for 6 to 99..
    guaranteed to come..
    as pictures tale more
    words than mind
    will
    ever say..:)

    *
    Grey crawling ash bark
    driving branches.. touching
    skies.. rain calling..
    Tree reaches up
    now for Sun..
    fAlling behind
    clouds.. hope
    rotting..
    roots
    SinG
    back..
    sky responds..
    rains Free Sun..:)

    *
    Lillies.. Roses.. flowers
    all.. color human
    emotions.. petaLed
    strong..
    fading
    falling
    petals now
    make room for
    other colors
    Life..:)

    Trees of night
    live liGht
    in shadows
    of greater
    bright..
    roots
    dig
    deep in
    hidden life..:)

    A skip and jump
    out of sequential
    order to Shawna’s
    place before
    it morphs
    into
    whom
    ever’s
    place..:)

    Books dream
    in carpet
    hAirs
    cat
    snores..
    Sun shines
    out.. book
    screams..:)

    Back in sequential
    order for now..

    *
    Facebook photos stagnaTinG
    never changing profile
    ways.. all days
    change
    picture
    real now
    and make
    i what i is
    now.. never
    afraid
    to be
    now.. i..
    wheRe aLL
    now i KNow/FEEL
    that matters.. now..:)

    *
    Beach Life.. after
    glow.. washing away
    all reminders on us
    oF
    earth..
    iroNic..
    dusTing
    liFe now
    iN ground..
    uS.. oFF..:)

    SUn sHades..
    SuN BaThes..
    CaT pAws
    SinG
    sUn
    cLaws
    sPlay
    cAt
    SmiLes
    SuN WHoLe..:)

    Eight is enough for now..
    and sure.. regarding the
    asterisks for places
    where my longer
    play was not
    welcome
    before..
    some folks play
    short and light..
    some folks
    play long
    and hard..
    others make rules
    and try to fit others
    in molds.. not everyone
    can get the attention span
    of JOB
    until
    they go
    to hell.. and
    learn a little
    patience
    in heaven
    and learn how
    to work long
    and hard
    to make
    the best of
    all that exists
    as now.. so in other
    words.. i could spend 30
    seconds or so and do the
    brevity thingie.. that is
    the new twitter way
    of most all
    that comes
    into human
    minds now..
    or go deeper
    harder and have
    a metaphorical
    human orgasm
    of now
    always..
    in UniVerse
    of MiND.. Quantum
    released and unleashed
    to do more.. than 30
    second poetry
    here
    and there..
    pLeasing the
    audience
    of
    brevity
    theRe..:)

    5:25 pm..
    Anyway.. the truth
    is.. after spending
    almost always now
    online during
    my illness
    from
    November
    26th.. 2010..
    then.. until
    July 22nd or
    so of 2013..
    rising up
    on the
    beach
    and
    dancing
    real life again..
    yeah.. the phoenix
    thingy applies
    specificAlly
    here.. what
    i learned
    very well
    in those
    first
    three years..
    is online ain’t a
    place to make real friends
    in the touchy feely way of life..
    no matter how hard one tries.. most
    often.. although rare exceptions do
    come here and now.. yeah.. i can
    name.. maybe.. less than 20 out
    of 100K or so.. compared
    to thousands in
    the real
    fleshy
    world
    of past
    and present..
    where i can actuAlly
    reach and touch folks
    with eyes.. dance..
    or song.. now..
    yeah.. eYes
    with shades
    don’t really
    do the trick
    so dance.. SonG
    and sMiLes must
    suffice for now..
    at least.. well..
    anyway.. the flesh world
    is where we meet friends most
    often that last.. if we become
    Superman online or cater to the
    lowest common denominator we
    can buy likes
    and favorites
    online..
    but nah..
    i can’t
    play that shallow
    game of life.. where i
    never even dip into
    the human
    pARt
    at aLL.. i
    must dive
    deeper..
    and
    skim
    past the
    shalLow
    Life now..
    i could make
    100 links of poeTry
    out of just one epic
    post here.. but why
    do a hundred
    when
    1 WiLL
    do for
    me at least..
    brevity as epic
    works for me..:)
    5:31 pm…
    Back at
    11:34 pm..

    Hmm.. one more
    poem.. from Shawna..
    didn’t see the link
    before.. but read
    it anyway.. before..
    and blog gone now.
    so i’ll skip to
    that first..

    Oh.. poem
    connections
    high.. low..
    spreading out
    and in.. writing
    completely satisfying..:)

    okay.. back in
    sequential
    order now..

    Water flows
    dePenDinG nOne..
    flows Water..:)

    SKating SpiRaLinG
    ice cuts
    pond
    sheds
    silver
    duSt..:)

    Rusty memories of paint
    peeling off aluminum
    anything.. scrape
    paint.. and
    peel again..
    cycles
    human
    made
    entropies..
    rust or not..:)

    Crystal moon..
    Winter deLight
    shining
    briGhter
    haze
    Summer
    Dreams..:)

    SaiLinG.. air birds
    taKing fliGht..
    oars
    roWing..
    sunliGht
    soaRing
    hiGher
    never
    heaRinG
    words at aLL..:)

    Get an iMac
    one’ll never
    go back..
    now so
    confident
    anYone wITh
    computer problems
    doesn’t have iMac..
    Micro
    soft..
    bLues..:)

    7 here..
    now sleep..
    12:29 pm
    1302016..:)

    Back at 8:33 am..
    with 26 more to go..
    to get all caught up!..;)

    Iron of past
    so secure and
    true.. butterfly wings
    say false.. all is change
    and potential
    new..:)

    Oh my God..
    that’s why i hate
    form poetry.. it’s
    like birthing the
    same baby
    over and
    over again..
    ad nauseam..
    essence is cool..
    now when Quantum
    mind is unleashed
    and released.. essence
    free of prison form hell..;)

    Side note here.. this is what
    i love most about random
    poeTry all over
    online wherever
    i go.. my mind
    is a UniVerse
    inside free
    now when
    unscathed by
    limitations and
    expectations of cultures
    and others imprisoned by
    what comes before.. now
    don’t get me wrong
    what comes before
    is mighty cool..
    but what
    comes new..
    that’s the REAL
    MAGIC of Creativity..
    and it dam sure don’t
    come in paint by numbers
    style alone.. Allone is
    taking it all in
    consideration..
    from allthatis..
    letting all
    that go..
    and
    just floWing
    the tides and
    rivers.. streams
    and oceans
    in fields
    of consciousness
    both visible and
    invisible to us
    in planning
    awareness
    freer
    in
    mindful
    awareness total..
    human Quantum
    miNd and boDy
    iN balance
    unleashed
    and released
    wheRe the new
    stuff comes out
    more and more
    as nows
    go
    by..
    yes.. truly
    like a mind
    orgasm it is..
    where below
    comes above..
    with aLL
    iN
    synch..
    hmm.. looking
    for a song.. now
    i feel the one
    for this
    segment
    of
    open
    flow
    Ocean
    poeTry
    FREE!..:)
    Side note ends..

    Canines.. oh.. so sharp
    sinking.. SinKing
    apex predator
    so free..
    short
    hunts
    grocery
    store steak
    captures blood..
    flesh so rare and fat..;)

    Oh.. the glory
    oh.. the peace
    iF IsiL sword
    swingers
    wILL
    replace swords
    with bats and
    just
    play
    BALL!
    instead
    of human
    heads.. ugh..
    dum humans..
    without tribal sports..;)

    side note..
    #dumhumans
    side note ends..

    sidenote begins again..
    a very taling note on the
    state of mindheart
    of many poets..
    online and
    off.. is the
    melancholy mostly
    ‘present’.. now..
    and yes..
    been theRe
    and dOne
    the dArk
    pArt all
    too bLack..
    and understand
    the hatred of joy..
    and probably why my
    happy parTy doesn’t get
    too many melancholy poet
    visits here.. with my
    celebration of my
    liFe iN
    360 degrees
    of supeRJOY
    HERE..
    anywWy
    there was a
    prompt on humor
    at dVerse one time
    and suddenly all the
    creative minds went
    blank as they
    couldn’t
    figure
    out
    how to
    write about
    the emotion
    of human humor..
    oh my GOD.. can’t ya
    see anything.. ironic..
    saracastic.. satirical
    about the insanity of
    the world we live
    in.. where
    some folks
    make a man
    an only God
    man.. and others
    make a man the last
    prophet of the entire
    trillions or so stars
    of Universe.. with all
    God’s other creatures
    to bow down
    before
    these
    two
    folks.. message
    from God.. where
    words are just
    symbols
    and God
    iS
    so much
    MORE IN ESSENCE
    OF ALL THAT IS.. EVEN
    iN THE TINY EYE OF A
    HUMAN AIDED TELESCOPE
    NOW.. HUMANS ARE
    SOCIAL ANIMALS
    MORE THAN
    INTELLECTUAL
    ANIMALS.. LET’S
    FACE THE FACTS
    AND AS YOU KnOW
    AND i FEEL EMOTIONS
    ARE PARAMOUNT TO
    HUMAN HAPPINESS
    AND SUCCESS
    iN SOCIAL
    LIFE..
    but the problem
    is humans are ignorant
    of reality when it comes
    to social acceptance.. they
    will believe FUCKING ANYTHING
    to be accepted by the tribe..
    words are dangerous..
    Love is real..
    Common Sense
    iS contagious
    when humans
    put tHeir
    feeling and
    thinKinG caps
    on and get
    unhosed
    by lies
    of the
    past..
    to control
    and subjugate
    humans through
    illusory fears
    and promises.. for
    status.. power and
    material gains.. to
    collect enough subsistence
    to make sure tHeir kiddies
    get all the spoils and riches
    of the raping and pillages of
    someone else’s home of free..
    but these are the psychopathic
    leaning humans among us.
    problem is getting
    gullible
    humans
    to understand
    the difference
    between the God
    of Nature Truth
    and LiGhts that
    each individual iS
    gifted from birth
    to discern verses
    cold and psychopathic
    leaning lies of F in
    Control.. Freaks
    after power..
    spoils..
    and
    raping
    someone
    else for more..
    including mother
    earth as whole..
    to F in
    Kill
    the whole
    human
    race
    for selfish
    purposes of
    devil’s eyes…
    side note ends
    again.. for now..;)

    It’s surprising i have
    any friends at all..
    as i refuse
    to lie
    to God
    or me
    or anyone
    else.. as what
    i for one am here
    for is to spread
    truth and liGht
    no matter
    how un
    comfortable
    it may be
    to hear
    and absorb
    but the truth
    is the truth
    and liGht
    WiLL set
    ya free
    in God’s
    Kingdom
    of heaven
    iN aLL oF
    God’s Nature
    manifest iN uS
    for Now.. the first
    step to freedom iS
    escaping the lies of
    the past.. and then
    creating something
    new with God’s
    gift of moving
    connecting and
    creating for God’s
    children once again
    free and wild
    unshackled
    from
    lies
    of before..
    the golden
    age of knoWinG
    Truth and LiGht
    of God of Nature
    that is hear now..
    for those who listen
    to aLL those iN the
    kNow and Feel of
    THAT..
    IT’S ALL OVER
    CULTURE.. FOR THE ONE’S
    WHO DARE TO GO THERE.. POP
    MUSICIANS.. AND OTHER ARTISTS
    GET IT.. SPREAD IT.. AND ARE
    JUST WAITING FOR
    SOMEONE
    TO
    GET IT
    TOO..
    JUST TO
    BE NICE..
    AS THEY ALREADY
    GOT IT.. AND JUST
    WANNA SHARE TO ALLOW
    OTHER FOLKS PASSAGE
    TO
    HEAVEN
    NOW..
    sadly that
    freedom terrifies
    some folks enough
    where they
    are willing
    to kill other
    folks and remain
    now in hell instead
    of going to heaven
    now.. ignorance
    iS insanity..
    bliss
    iS kNowledge
    and feeLinG
    of what iS
    REAL AS
    TRUTH
    AND
    LIgHt
    for each
    human to individuAlly
    discern with the gift
    of eYes from God aLL
    innate.. instinctual
    and intuitive living
    as God inside
    uS Now!
    juSt
    Now!..:)
    yeah.. sidenotes
    come in particles
    waves and fields
    of three
    iN OCEAN
    TRUE AND
    LIGHT
    AS
    WELL..
    FOR now gOne..:)

    Human boarded homes..
    floors old.. human
    old in age.. but
    still new in feat
    of young.. where
    55 year old
    floors
    will
    crash
    to earth
    from 55 year
    old feats of
    feet still groWinG
    Stronger with God’s
    relative free wIll
    gifted iN uS.. we
    come crashing
    ahead
    with
    new
    liGht
    of Strength
    and Love for Joy’s truth..:)

    Another quick side note..
    A Poetry ‘professor’ once
    visited me and phrased
    her guidance first
    with i don’t
    wanna rain on
    your party BUT..
    first clue she
    ain’t happy
    and i am..
    and then she
    says.. more than
    14 lines must be
    single spaced
    according
    to ‘THE
    RULES’ of
    poetry and
    ya.. got
    too much emoTion
    going on here.. and
    haha.. i’m thinking..
    hey baby.. if ya ever
    go to hell and get out
    ya will understand and
    FEEL THIS MUCH AND
    DO THIS
    MUCH TOO..
    WITHOUT SIDE
    WALKS OF HUMAN
    BEINGS TO TAKE
    YA BACK TO
    CONCRETE
    HELL..
    lesson learned
    for me.. lesson
    feeling for others
    likely still coming
    in God’s GREAT NOW..:)
    yes it was quick.. took
    30 seconds to type
    it.. might take
    more than
    a minute
    to read iT
    though..;)
    side note ends again..
    and the pARty stays ONE!..:)

    Bright eyed peaches
    desKing miNd/boDy
    heArts
    creativity
    @school..
    cogs now
    machines
    @work..
    prey
    hoping
    one now
    peach wiLL
    stop rotting
    and ripe again..
    moving.. connecting
    creating fruition aLive..:)

    yeah.. another side note..
    leaving school with
    three degrees..
    briGht eYed
    and busy
    talEd..
    waiting
    to create
    a world.. ugh..
    job prospects
    outside of
    office
    work
    few..
    minimum wage
    liGht in Military
    Government Bowling
    Center work.. meet
    100k or so flesh
    and blood humans
    over around two
    decades..
    each human
    a UniVerse
    within of
    experience
    to know and
    feel.. all those
    interactions treasure
    UniVerse Whole of meNow..
    UniVersity of Bowling
    Two decades almost
    spent.. greaTest
    education
    ever for
    a human
    now..
    and then theRe
    was/iS gym.. and dance
    hall.. beach and all the
    other churches and
    Universities
    of God’s
    Nature
    True in
    liGht of
    all Natural
    prowess of strength..
    human.. art and wisdom
    true in liGht for then
    and alWays
    now..
    it’s the
    pARt ya take
    with ya so far
    away from work
    of machine and
    textbooks
    of school..
    if i am a FKing
    genius it is more
    because of the humans
    in the Bowling Alley
    than any school
    or actual
    technical
    work
    i’ve
    ever
    done.. the
    human heARt says
    more than any other
    art of science now..
    experience of wisdom
    and love.. in Truth
    and liGht is
    the way
    that
    keeps
    giVing
    inFinity
    NOW alWays..:)
    and side note
    ends again..;)

    um..
    plums
    are not
    enough..
    bers..;)

    pAint on paint off..
    was off wAx on..
    art iS iN
    new
    strOkes
    bRushing ‘fences..
    fenCinG sWords..:)

    side note..
    #iMFkINGbriGht ..;)
    ends stARts..

    back to dVerse
    now..

    *
    Imagery poeTry
    iS kinda nice
    but iF there
    ain’t no
    deeper
    meaning..
    i’d rather
    iMagine wITh eYes..
    Nature iS better
    but i’ll
    settle
    4
    crisp
    clean
    iPhone6S
    photo(s)..
    ugh.. words
    without
    deeper
    meaning..
    just concrete..
    more or less to me..
    but sure.. concrete
    status.. great.. for
    metaphor
    scare..:)

    sidenote.. yep..
    Seriously.. the challenge
    is as old as humanity
    now.. MOST always
    the conservative
    natures against
    the liberal natures
    of uS.. some see
    concrete.. some
    see metaphors..
    some afraid
    of naked
    some
    unclothed..
    bottom line
    is some scaRed
    some fearless..
    i WONE..fearless
    and liberal MInD
    AND BOdY FREE
    BALANCE..
    now.. fish
    out of
    conservative
    poetry schools
    online.. the little
    nippy bully fishies
    bit at me.. until
    i said F it..
    yes.. Fred it..
    i am
    free..
    naked..
    liberal.
    OPEN MIND
    AND BODY
    BALANCed..
    wiLd hUman
    SO FREE AGAIN!
    side note
    ends..;)

    yeah.. sure..
    i’m preAching
    to the choir
    oF me..
    but iT
    iS me
    that liVes
    so free and wiLd..:)
    side notex2ends
    again..

    Essence
    oF tea
    Feels..:)

    side note..
    (:..this is the
    most boring
    prompt of
    all.. FOR
    A naturAlly
    visual
    THiN
    KinG
    person
    like me
    but..oh..
    challenge
    so GREAT!.;)

    Seriously.. some
    folks navigate
    the world with
    words.. and
    do not
    see images
    like some
    of the rest
    of us.. DO..
    namely
    the liberal
    among us over
    conservative
    iN ways
    of
    seeing
    more iN
    life.. iT
    iS challenge
    of Nature
    continUinG
    as uS..
    iN Us..
    spectrum..
    variety..
    of challenge
    and ease in flow
    of images.. words..
    senses.. sensualities..
    feelings.. and so much MORE!..:)
    side note ends..

    *
    Ah.. so many guidelines..
    books.. and other online
    help guides for publishing
    books.. oh.. so much brown
    nosing.. to get another
    look.. so many
    empty
    platitudes
    to stroke egos
    to get another
    like and another
    look.. oh the
    world of
    commercials
    has invaded
    poeTry land..
    thanks God..
    i am
    free and
    not a
    shallow
    point
    of that..
    in online bricks..
    of wall that has
    no escape
    but more
    brown
    nosing
    to go..
    but still..
    oh.. you inspire
    me so.. as i am
    working for now..!
    and no FKing
    pubFishing
    print..;)!

    another note..
    Anonymous AsteRisk
    poeTry inspiration
    is so dam cool..
    as ya can
    say what
    eva’ ya
    want
    and
    not worry
    about butt
    hurtt sore
    folks..;)
    [/giggle}:

    FloWeRed
    earth
    tRagic
    pot…

    Asphalt
    humans..
    road
    play
    prey
    road kill
    spells
    hU
    man
    dooms…

    Houses fade
    in Summer Sun
    pyramids
    fall
    to
    Star dust..
    Birds play
    alive
    in
    Tree homes..
    knowledge
    feels
    lives
    free..:)

    Ghost homes
    on dimly lit
    streets..
    waiting
    for
    soUls
    to enter
    again..:)

    liFe Door..
    never ceaSing..
    now
    open
    asKing
    onenowforever
    more
    everfornowone..:)

    Book signed by
    Pope.. XPriest
    Grandfather’s
    Book.. Yellow
    Boy sits
    atop
    book..
    wife
    says
    scram..
    i say..
    if Yellow
    Boy is not
    that book
    there is no
    God but pages
    in a book.. that’s
    a parable my friend
    and more than
    simple
    imagery
    reServed
    for now..:)

    Meaning and Purpose
    iN sacred fishing
    boat of liFe..
    Sacred aLL
    aLL fish
    caught..
    Virgin
    or
    Not.. sMiles..:)

    (:..yeah.. that’s
    a parAble.. 2..;)

    ALLuRe oF innocence
    pInk petaLed
    floWers noW
    oF yoUth
    aLiVe..
    never
    gro
    WinG
    cOlder
    spiRit
    floWinG
    FreEr NOw..:)

    Ugh.. money
    pit homes..
    remind uS..
    tenants
    upon rent
    Home Earth..:)

    Ah.. i guess you accidentAlly
    lInked your first one as the
    second one in the
    lIink page..
    but at least
    one person
    found the
    new one
    and now me
    too.. hmm..
    funny how
    easy most
    folks give up
    these days..
    lesSon of
    JOB goes
    a long way
    to search a little
    longer for success.. but
    anyWay.. back to the
    current one..
    yeah.. potatoes
    can be boring
    but they
    sure
    do fill
    up tummies
    more than
    colorful
    fruits
    and veggies..
    potatoes.. always
    the common man
    staple.. of life..
    so filling
    and feeling too
    in comfort food way..
    and humans are like
    that too.. it is often
    the brown paper
    bag humans
    that touch
    us the
    most
    on sidewalk
    streets.. at least
    those of us with
    brown
    paper
    heaRts
    my friend..
    Victoria..
    stores no cOld..:)

    Note.. i went on a little
    longer here than
    usual..
    as i predict
    there will
    be no
    plastic
    bags
    to follow..;)

    Old homes
    across tracks
    of trains..
    where
    porches
    live.. extincting
    being human..
    AC rules..:)

    WeLL.. my friEnd
    almost at the
    end Lynn..
    i wrote
    37 poems
    to get here
    and it was
    worth it
    just to see
    the shape of
    your snow
    drift
    words..
    now on to
    39 as the sNow
    of me
    drifts
    oN..;)

    P.S..
    Poe
    Try
    Hob
    by
    that
    never
    ends..
    free..
    easy
    peacey
    breezey
    wiNds..
    forty
    iS juSt
    anotHeR
    one oF
    mY favorite
    numBers to
    eNd anD beGiN aGaiN..:)

    OMG..! thanks so much!
    i keep hoping to remember
    to change the year and
    a half blades out
    on my
    2 0 1 4
    Honda
    Civic
    EX
    Coupe..
    aLL Blue
    Onyx..
    with
    raindrop
    smears
    blocKing
    storm View..
    ha! maybe
    you saved
    my life..
    with
    juSt
    aN
    iMageRy
    poem..;)

    Well.. that
    makes a total
    of 40 with the
    double hit on
    Lynn’s poem..
    and of course
    OG.. more
    with all
    my side
    note poems
    including this
    one.. hehe..
    poetry done
    now.. for
    dVerse forms
    until Monday..
    more writing to come..
    but it’s now to get out
    in the flesh and blood
    world.. and
    DANCE BABY
    DANCE FREE
    OF INK AND PENS
    AND HARDWARE TOO..;)

    12:123 pm..
    1302016
    yeah.. God
    rewards me by
    the hoUr
    foR
    noW..;)

    A tear
    of freedom
    is aLL iT takes…

    Yes.. it took precisely
    230 minutes to complete
    this last segment..;)

  6. gigoid says:

    Only got halfway through tonight; will be back tomorrow, mein bruder…. Eyes & energy giving out. Recharge time…

    Love

    gigoid

    • Hi.. gigoid.. thanks for coming by..
      just back from working out.. and
      sleep will be coming soon for me too..
      enjoy your recharge.. i plan a full
      night of sleep as well..
      compared to last
      night of dance..
      for sure..:)

  7. Work-out shirt photo..
    SpRinG back again..
    coming this weekend
    warm is always
    possible
    in North
    Florida
    way
    of
    change..:)

  8. From Google Plus..
    Victoria says..
    I enjoy your poetic
    comments.
    Thank you Freddie.

    i say..

    SMiLes..
    you are always
    welcome Victoria..:)

    i say now..

    #alwayslearningsmalltalk ..;)

  9. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/30/distant-sounds-of-hilarity/

    SMiLes.. friend gigoid..
    Nature Kills
    Nature Loves..
    Nature Laughs
    Nature Plays
    Nature Purrs
    Nature Creates
    an inFinite numBer
    of poems through human
    too.. Emotional Intelligences
    Number IQ.. Moving Art
    of Dance.. Ballet
    and Martial Arts
    too..
    more we
    gAiN more
    oUr relatively
    infiniTe human
    potenTial intelligences
    the more one sees God
    aS magiC
    cenTeRed
    iN bEinG
    and balanCe
    liVinG iS As Us..
    but true iT seems
    theRe are the chosen
    ones.. who figure thiS
    out by choosing
    themselves
    and finding
    God
    iN
    Center
    play moVinG
    connecTinG
    creaTinG
    repeaTinG
    iN no necessary
    order.. expand for more..
    Some UniVerses keep
    expanding some fAll
    back.. but my my
    to have
    some
    choices
    iS maGic
    iN
    deed
    for what
    iS credible
    for MAgic
    God
    iN
    aS
    uS..
    God or NatUre
    makes no difference
    the maGiC iS thE sAMe
    when experienced asOne..
    Been to both places now..
    one iS a concrete boX
    iN liFe.. tHe otheRs
    hAve no
    liMits
    aLiVe..
    now..
    as ART..
    and that’s
    all theRe is.. is
    now.. any
    way..
    for now..
    Zombie Apocalypse
    or alive in moving
    connecting and
    creating
    ways
    as GOD
    now iN aS uS..
    Nature sounds so
    much prettier and uglier too..
    but no one ever said God iS FAir
    or knowledgeAble or perfect
    except iN illusions
    of huMan
    eYes..
    that see
    perfect
    when
    perfect
    is heLL..
    below the
    practice oF
    tApEsTrY noWaRt..;)

    SMiLes.. AlWays a pleaSure to visit
    here in all the free floWing
    work you do to
    add Truth and
    liGht
    iN ways oF
    ancient and modern Love
    and Wisdom.. there just
    ain’t nothing like
    iT most
    other
    places
    i go.. my friend..
    so yes.. a treaSure
    remains
    here..
    for now..:)

    #notalwayslearningsmalltalk ..;)

  10. https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/01/29/vibrant-but/

    Hi Friend Zee.. all essence of Art..
    Human heArt.. iN SpiRit reAching
    out to Grow.. not folLow..
    and that is mostly
    the problem with
    school and work..
    maKinG humans
    now into
    computers..
    cogs in machines
    to suit society and
    now basic
    subsistence
    needs.. it’s
    a scary
    thOught
    trUly not
    to have
    the time to
    a write a poem
    in a month’s demand
    of school or work.. or
    painting either.. as deliGhtfuL
    iN color and dArk oF umbrella
    sHade from colors iN liFe
    as you paint above
    my friend..
    but sure
    i wandered the
    desert of no creativity
    from age 13 to 53.. with
    little respite from a culture
    demanding me to be
    more machine
    than human
    now then..
    the metaphors
    for the Matrix
    and Terminator
    series of movies
    are no myth
    they are
    real
    now.. prophet
    movies of wheRe
    humans are now..
    then too.. but more
    so.. so much more so
    now.. until we escape
    the science of culture
    and are
    just free
    again..
    to move..
    connect
    and create..
    as that is what
    eliminates the
    black umbrella
    of culture
    that
    covers
    the colors
    of the wind
    that paint
    so beautifuLLy
    when free flows uS..:)

  11. https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/01/29/significance-of-human-being/

    From
    last
    year..
    sTill
    applicable now
    tommorownow
    as well.. of course..;)

  12. Those sky pictures are beautiful.

    And this one:
    https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/01/img_4387.jpg?w=640&h=853

    Wow. You are in SUCH great shape. 13 miles?! Impressive.

    LOL. You know me too well. I DID know what you meant when you said “flow.” 🙂

    “hanging loose is so
    much more fun.
    than the
    strangle
    of uptight” … Yeah. No kidding.

    “that is why i always look forward
    so much to hearing from you ..
    Shawna.. as you are
    a treasure
    of a unique
    human being
    to me” … You are so sweet, Fred! I feel the same way about you. Such a light to the whole world, everywhere you go.

    I love this:
    “so much fun
    it is to
    be a clown/
    sacred fool” … That’s just about the best phrase I’ve read in a long time, “sacred fool.” That’s me. I just need to work on the “sacred” part.

    Sheesh, is this me:
    “My understanding is that hot cats.. can cool
    and heat up.. many times in just one day” … I am the moodiest/craziest chick EVER.

    OMG, I LOVE that Jessie J song. CRAZY LOVE IT. It’s gotta be my theme song for life.

    Ha ha. Good luck:
    “i try every dam
    trick in the book..
    to inspire these
    mall dummies
    to dance” … We saw some crazy dancing guy on a commercial today, and my girls were like, “Look, Mommy! He acts just like you!” I thought that was a HUGE compliment.

    Dude. You are hilarious:
    “Hmm.. have you ever attempted to
    shoot a photo of your leg
    in a really fast martial
    arts kick..
    that’s the hard
    part.. capturing it
    in a selfie kick
    photo…
    hehe..
    the kicks iS
    a piece of cake..
    once ya do it about
    a milLioN times..”

    I can totally picture this. But with me, it would involve falling over and like giving myself a bloody nose or something. 🙂

    This is my life goal:
    “i’m brave
    enough
    to
    be
    me and
    not hide it” … I know I’ll be there one day … probably when I don’t have little kids anymore.

    I love this section. This is a poem:
    “First theRe iS sand..
    then sticks.. now then
    scratching imaGinary
    connections of stars
    to make an
    alphabet..
    sansKrit..
    then collective
    recorded written
    language named
    intelligence.. complex
    cultures.. guns and atomic
    bombs..”

    Always happy to see you, friend. 🙂

    • Haha.. Shawna..
      you know that song..
      you light up my life..
      you light up my
      brain.. brains
      of a feather
      stick togetHer..
      but i’m not gonna
      say it
      like
      it was
      orginAlly
      statEd..
      heheR..
      as usual…
      Yeah.. this Innate
      Autism and Bi-Polar
      stuff is really hard when
      one is in mainstream
      society..
      but haha!
      when free
      it’s super
      hero
      stuff..
      but more
      like legend
      not being afraid
      to JUST BE ME..
      man.. i wish you could
      be just you.. in the flesh life
      as you do it OH SO WELL.. ONLINE..
      and that’s where i starTed
      so let it be written
      so let it
      be done..
      i made myself
      into a mythical creature
      first.. and i manifest as
      the dancing
      guy in
      real life..
      and the martial
      arts dude.. and
      the dude that
      presses
      half a ton
      with his legs..
      DREAMS COME TRUE..
      all i wanted in life was
      friends.. and i feel
      like i have a few
      plus my wife
      now..
      so mission fully
      accomplished..
      dancing and
      poeTry
      is just
      icing
      that made
      the cake come true..
      Love you friend..
      i’m glad
      you
      came
      my way..
      and now off to
      visit your blog
      with my
      fingers
      crossed
      that it
      stays
      there by
      the now i get there
      now.. so off to Shawna’s place..:)

  13. http://theoceanisgrey.blogspot.com/2016/01/the-pineal-gland.html

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pineal_gland

    OMG..! Shawna..!
    one of my
    favorite
    subjects..
    my
    pineal
    gland..
    and for folks
    who don’t know/FEEL iT..
    that’s in the upper head..
    yes.. as you kNow.. cut and
    paste coming for thiS.. hehe..
    and DMT.. OMGx2.. the
    spirit molecule
    isS alwWys
    riSinG me
    uP when i
    sinG and dance..
    some folks get
    easier access
    and i got
    some
    at 21..
    and now i have
    an all natural prescription
    focused more by new electronic
    music and trance dance HIGHER
    AND HIGHER.. without substance
    drugs.. and seriously
    most everynow i dance
    i have folks begging
    me for whatever
    i’m on.. and
    i just tale
    ’em dance
    baby.. 166.66
    miles a month
    and you can
    have this
    alWays
    now too..
    A dancer moving
    with savage grace
    like dancing girls
    in ancient Egypt am i..
    and hell yah.. males did
    it more than women..
    back when
    being
    naturAlly
    hiGh
    was the
    iN FEELinG
    to do to connect
    God oF allthatis
    ONE ONE ONE..
    LIKE YESHUA…
    sure he danced almost
    as much as me.. or more..
    in the desert sands of balance
    my friend.. where each gRain
    of sand
    iS UniVerse
    to dance on
    hiGher and
    hiGher with
    eYes oF God..
    if i could bottle what
    i feel like inside.. when i dance
    so free and wild.. i could make
    a trillion dollars and feed all the
    poor.. and give everyone..
    a home for free..
    and no i wouldn’t
    seLL iT..
    i would just
    give it free to the
    billionaires..
    as a practice
    of life.. and
    then they
    could see
    that heaven
    iS iNside and
    notFKING iN
    A DOLLAR
    BILL..
    and
    give
    theiR
    spare
    dollars
    aWay!
    sMiLes
    so hiGh
    and a John
    Denver SonG
    comes to mind..
    i Loved his movies..
    by the way.. about God
    being George Burns..
    and being
    John’s
    best friend..

    it’s hard to prove
    you see God to
    folks who
    Can’t
    FEEL
    GOD
    ALL
    INSIDE..
    OUTSIDE..
    ABOVE..
    SO BELOW
    AND ALL AROUND
    BUT IT IS THE REAL
    DEAL THAT OUR ANCESTORS
    KNEW AND FELT WHEN THEY
    danced under the moonlit
    fires of night
    naked
    togEtHer and
    FREE.. ’till some
    one came.. and
    told ’em you are
    crazy
    God iS
    a word
    and not
    iN ONE
    and all
    around the
    dance of liFe
    iNTruth and LiGht..
    Thanks for the
    GOD PROMPT!
    wITh spiRit
    Molecule
    fully in
    tow.. as
    i just got
    back from
    danCinG
    12 miles..
    my friEnd
    Shawna..
    aGaiN!..:)

    Dance on.. Shawna Baby..
    And Keep your Angel WinGs on..
    Yeah. that song We Could Be Heroes..
    By Tove Lo.. Doing the Nike Victory Dance..
    All the way home.. Baby.. And
    yes.. reference ‘these’ very
    pretty car selfies.. Car selfies
    are so cool.. yes.. again..
    while parking of course..
    And speaking of
    Angels.. so true.. you never
    age.. just like my wife.. and more
    homework coming
    here..

    http://keithsneuroblog.blogspot.com/2012/08/autism-gender-defiant-disorder.html

    Yes.. per this link.. Androgynous
    folks on the Autism Spectrum..
    on the so-called
    higher
    functioning
    end like you
    and me.. yeah..
    sure.. know you
    haven’t been
    diagnosed
    but hmm..
    yeah.. i’m almost
    totAlly sure.. we both
    have the ‘Angel disease’..
    hehe.. as
    the research
    above shows that
    folks with this so-called
    YOUTH disorder have higher
    levels of DHEA.. well into
    older ages.. compared
    to control groups..
    so yeah..
    perhaps we
    are Angels in
    a metaphorical way
    of course.. as higher
    levels of this does
    keep ya
    younger..
    Baby Shawna..
    yeah.. that’s wheRe
    i got the Baby pArt
    from.. ’cause
    ya never
    age..
    since
    around
    ’98.. forever
    twenty-one
    and all
    that
    stuff!..;)

    Anyway.. enjoy
    the homework.. if
    only i didn’t talk so
    dam fast.. and scattered..
    i probably would have ended
    up being a real teacher
    instead
    of an
    Internet
    PHilosopher
    and all of THAT..;)

    AND.. IF ya wanna know
    more about Autism now
    and Androgyny.. truly
    a fascinating subject
    on its own merit too..
    here is another
    link here..

    http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=215625

    Back.. in my scientist only days
    at the Wrong Planet before..

    (back when i was metaphorical
    Lucifer too.. in that place
    called metaphorical
    Hell.. An Angel of
    LiGht.. WhO
    took
    a permanent
    vacation from
    HELL.. last
    Summer..;)

    Yes.. and before..
    i became a full
    fledged
    Poet
    Philosopher
    in blog way..
    yup.. and i bet
    ya like the topic
    of serial killing too..
    just a hunch based on
    one of your favorite
    movies..

    http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218916

    Yup.. some of the topics i authored on the Wrong Planet
    out of my 8005 posts and around 8 million words
    there are still top Google search results
    based on topic
    name..

    i get around..
    hehe..;)
    with
    different
    aliases..
    THAT one
    is Aghogday..
    and haha.. like you
    my friend..
    there
    are
    MANY
    MANY
    MORE..
    from the past..
    but now i keep
    with the same
    one..
    as i’ve
    got stuff
    to say
    for
    the
    ages..
    now..:)

    And also ‘nuTher
    side note
    here..

    Aghogday..
    back in its popular
    days.. used to bring
    up the result Aghori
    too.. on Google..

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aghori

    Yup.. the left handed path..
    and the dark side and
    all of that..
    Anyway.. ya
    probably have
    some nursing
    to do.. imagine
    if we met face to
    face.. we would
    talk for days..
    and
    wear
    our
    brains out..
    yeah.. probably
    good that you
    erase your
    blogs..
    ’cause
    i can
    be A FRIGGING
    EXHAUSTING
    HEADACHE
    LIKE MY
    WIFE
    SAYS..
    and part of the
    reason that my online
    activities are her
    REALLY
    BIG
    HEADACHE
    PILL.. for
    brain
    relief
    from
    ME!..
    heHEX2..;)

    But see that’s the thing..
    with DHEA.. my
    brain never
    ages
    AND KEEPS
    GROwING
    LIKE
    FREDINSTEIN’S
    MONSTER!..
    And i keep
    getting
    faster and
    stronger..
    and etc.. etc..
    yeah.. kinda like
    the modern
    Prometheus
    movie.. now..
    Frankenstein..
    only difference
    between me and
    other folks with
    Bi-Polar and
    D E L U S I O N S
    oF G R A Nduer..
    i can prove
    my
    SHIT..
    ONLINE..
    WITH LiNKS
    HEHEx3.. AGAiN!…;)

    And yes.. obtw..
    When i was 13 the
    cashier at McDonald’s
    called me Miss.. as
    i was super
    androgynous
    then.. as hard
    as that may be
    to believe now..
    but i was
    slowly
    aging
    reaching
    full maturity
    at age 53.. like
    the comic book
    super hero..
    Hell Boy..
    with
    me
    born
    on
    6660..
    the rabbit hole
    keeps getting
    deeper huh..
    see ya later..
    ‘Alice’..;)

  14. HeLLo.. Friend gigoid..
    Life is only as good
    as the moment
    is full
    of Life..
    To feel the
    moment iS
    to Live LIFE!
    hmm.. words..
    words.. words..
    words..
    SUCK..
    Dance.. dance..
    dance.. dance..
    dance..
    MOVES..
    i dance
    words
    and MOvE
    ON..
    NOW..
    dance
    MOVES WORDS…
    Writing in a way to
    stay iN the Now..
    alWays verb
    vs.. yester
    day’s
    noun..
    Hmm.. lesson lEarned..
    to worship a man or idea
    of yesternow.. is NOT to
    move forWard..
    whether
    it is
    a word
    or a man
    named
    GOD…
    As a participant observer
    Anthropologist i study
    it aLL
    iN
    PerSon.. and when i
    visit Catholic Church this
    morning.. there will be much
    talk about 2 to 3.5K years
    ago.. and little
    talk or
    ACTION
    ABOUT NOW..
    MOST PEOPLE..
    will be nodding off..
    or dazed and confused
    or just plain bored.. and
    leave wrong after they
    receive the magical
    bread and wine..
    thinking that
    will get
    ’em a
    free ticket
    to heaven
    after all
    their
    stress
    is gone..
    as D E A D..
    Man that’s sad..
    they just hide the
    truth of what Jesus was
    really saying about heaven
    being now.. and the fact that
    human potential was groWinG
    and not siNking forever into
    the past of one human
    being.. myth
    and man..
    but here’s the deal..
    FEAR IS THE DEAL.. tHEDEVIL..
    THEY JUST CANNOT HANDLE
    THE TRUTH AND LIGHT THAT
    ALL THAT IS IS NOW AND NO
    OTHER NOW BUT NOW..
    AND TO PRACTICE
    A PERFECT
    PRACTICE
    OF FEELING
    AND FILLING THE
    MOMENT OF NOW..
    is as close to FiN heaven
    as they will ever see
    or FEEL
    NOW
    JUST
    NOW..
    and that was also
    the message of the
    Luke 17:21 reported
    words of a man named
    Yeshua.. and OMG yes..
    so many other philosophers
    poets.. and sitting on a rock
    thinkers of Universal Truth
    and liGht.. meanwhile
    a man hangs on a
    wall with
    or without
    a cross..
    and
    people
    kneel
    to him..
    hoping with
    all their heart for
    heaven after life and
    to meet the man then..
    when.. all he was truly
    reported to say is
    ya find it..
    within
    and work
    from theRe..
    it’s all about
    ‘ME’ getting
    iT correct
    now..
    iN any
    hUman heARt..
    SpiRit expreSsinG
    emoTioNaL BoDy
    miND Balance
    SoUl..
    NoW
    JUST
    NOW..
    as much oF
    Truth and LiGht
    wE CAN be for
    NOW never
    ending
    NOW..
    And yes.. the flesh dance
    of Life works excellent to
    bRinG noW hiGher and
    hiGher iN BliSs..
    ever RinGinG
    True iN everY
    ceLL beLow
    and aBove..
    in our miNd and
    BoDy balanCinG
    SoUl.. Working
    for NOW..
    just
    NOW
    aLL
    aRound!..:)

  15. Shirt of ‘yesterday’..
    says.. PLEASE DON’T
    MAKE ME DO STUFF…

    NOw-Typical..
    after Church..
    sweet.. shy..
    photo of
    wife..
    with super
    confident
    husband..;)

    Attempting
    to teach the
    Man of Steel..
    a little flexibility
    iN Moving Dance..
    however he is now
    accustomed
    to flying,,
    so he
    iS having
    difficulty
    on terrestrial
    Land.. moving
    iN SpiRaLs
    practiCinG
    balance
    but not
    giving
    uPoNa
    lesSon
    plan
    yet..;)

  16. http://theoceanisgrey.blogspot.com/2016/01/ill-see-you-this-and-ill-raise-you-this.html

    Another visit
    At Shawna’s
    place and
    she provides
    this SonG.. noW..

    i say..

    i can never gEt
    enough oF
    church
    under
    the milky
    way.. now..
    sMiLes.. ageless
    timeless.. juSt now..:)

    And now to spRinG board
    off that thought.. church today..
    iS most excellent as iT sPeaKs to
    Love as a Universal human
    emoTioN above aLL other
    human FoRce oF emoTioNaL
    bEinG..
    and iT iS..
    as to live wITh
    Love.. to lose the
    ability to either give
    iT or receive iN positive
    feeling.. F E E L I N G..
    NOT JUST A WORD..
    F E E L I N G..
    iS THE lesson of
    a liFe of what iS important
    iN liFe.. vs.. what iS shalLow..
    without the mEat of Love..
    iN HeARt.. expresSinG
    SpiRit oF Love..
    iN miNd
    and BoDy
    BalanCinG
    SoUl..
    alWays
    now..
    And to kNow and
    FeeL.. so many other
    human bEinGs have
    lost tHeir capacity
    and ability
    to both
    give
    and receive
    the FEELING
    of hUman Love
    that speLLs
    empathy
    and sympathy
    both feeLinG
    and ExpresSinG
    FREEly as Flow
    of Love
    NOW..
    My church
    iS Love..
    My Savior
    iS Love..
    My God
    iS Love..
    and that
    iS all i need
    to feel iS
    LOVE..
    All positive
    Flow of energy
    always now..
    wheRe the
    Love
    Muscle
    iS alWays
    getting
    WorKed
    Stronger
    juST
    NoW
    aS
    LOVE..:)

    And Speaking of
    Truth and LiGht..
    the Monsignor
    Catholic Priest
    Mike.. shaRed
    the Cherokee two
    Wolf Story to illustrate
    how we exercise our Love
    Muscle by feeding iT beautiful
    wolf ways instead of ugly
    wolf ways..
    iN the Video
    i’ve often used
    on this blog
    before..
    as iT
    iS true
    one must make
    the intended conscious
    effort of self to feed the
    wolf of Hope and Love
    rather than the wolf
    of Fear
    and
    Hate..
    and
    associated
    pro or con
    S O C I A L
    emoTioNs now
    wHere we move
    toward liGht or
    DArk.. basEd
    oN oUr relative
    Free WiLL.. to feed
    the liGht wolf
    over
    dArk
    wolf
    now..
    AnyWay.. i’ll end with
    the video oF topic..
    as iT’s worth
    watching
    and reading
    through.. as a
    UniVersal Bible
    of Indian Wisdom
    oF Love.. iN Truth
    and LiGht oF
    BEinG
    HUman..
    and OMG..
    ‘thiS’ bLog post
    iS getting lonG!..
    time to publish
    soon!..;)

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