Hi Prajakta.. so glad to see you back from
your engagement vacation
in the States..
back in
India for you..
and so happy that
you see my photos as
alive.. as i do more than
point and shoot.. i live
and point and
shoot..
sMiles..and
before.. when
i lose effective use
of my eyesight and
hearing for 66 months..
as well as almost
all emotions
to connect
to other
human
beings..
through the
truly unbelievable
constant waking
pain of Type
Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. and
18 or so.. other
stress
associated
medical disorders
that magically go
away when i
completely
recover from
the stress and
become human again..
iS the value of being aLive..
just simply ALiVe.. treaSuRinG
THat expressing iT all and sharing IT..
as when i live in the deadzone then.. now
i see a group of furry monkeys hugging
each other in a zoo.. afraid of human
culture.. i see my cat curled up
in comfort on a bed
like the golden
spiral of
the Milky
Way too..
and i realize
God is REAL..
God is ALL OF NATURE
GIFTED IN ME TOTALLY
INNATELY.. INSTINCTUALLY
AND INTUITIVELY REAL..
THAT I LOSE ALL NOW
THEN.. i GET IT back then NOW
ALL.. baby.. i live iT ALL now
i share it ALL.. and no one is
gonna.. make this ‘Godzilla’
extinct
again..
as Nature
rules as
God is
Nature My Friend..
and i no longer listen
to the lies of any human
being.. culture.. or religion
that would take my gift of
human being
away again..
so sure..
MY PHOTOS ARE
ALIVE AND SO AM I..
TG FOR THE GOD OF NATURE
THAT LIVES IN ME.. AND BRINGS
IT ALL BACK TO ME..
WHEN I SIMPLY
LISTEN WITHIN
AND GET
HEALED
ALIVE AGAIN
LIKE A PHOENIX RISING
FROM THE BLACK
ASHES OF CULTURE
RELIGION AND
MANY
OTHER
HUMAN
LIES..
TRUTH IS LIFE
NOW.. TRUTH IS LIVING..
WISDOM OF TRUTH
AND LIGHT
OF LOVE
HAS ALWAYS
LIVED WITHIN
AS GIFT..
AND I WILL
PROTECT THAT
SAME AS MY LIFE NOW..
WITH NO HOLDS BARRED..
OF
BEING
HUMAN..
IN TRUTH
AND LIGHT AS LOVE
AS LIFE.. MY FRIEND..:)

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From Rafiah’s
Facebook page..

i say..

i listened to ‘this’..
and it makes me glad of two things..
one that i no longer take chemistry and leave it behind in high school..
but it is definitely worthwhile taking some classes in Chemistry then..
to show how stuff in the world is put together.. really beautiful
hexagonal six sided structures and all of that..
yes.. beauty in ALL THAT IS NOW..:)

And two.. i’m glad i
never had an instructor who sounds
like one of those traditional sitar/tabla.. monotone sounding songs..
absolutely no PROSOCIAL emotions in that voice.. and this is
the problem with attracting new students to science..
teachers that don’t sound human..

#humanequalsemotionsexpressinginvoice

And sure..
friend Rafiah.. when i speak with human
i sound like a harp.. but sure when i speak like ‘this’..
i am a robot too.. and humans silently roll their eyes back at me..
so sing song is better than robot.. in what is human.. smiles..
for now at least.. for me.. with human song..

Anyway.. i’ll continue praying for you..
that you make IT through all of this..
alive..
and continuing
to be a kind
and feeling
human being..
listening to robotic..
scientists screaming
instructions at you in
traditional sitar/tabla
vocal chord-like
music..
yeah..
finger nails
on a chalkboard..
sound more inviting
to me.. but i am
strange.. any
WAY..
too..;)

And sure i was really good at Chemistry..
straight A’s and all of that in all maths and sciences..
but there was a voice inside.. namely my heArt.. SpiRit..
and soUl.. saying get away as fast as you can.. before you lose uS..

i suppose some people are not as fragile as i am in losing that..
but i knew THAT for me.. WAS/IS the path to NO heart.. spirit..
and soul.. innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively.. and sure enough..
the computer comes.. and that world of mechanical cognition
at work and home.. surely.. and eventually takes
my heart.. spirit.. and soul.. away..
in living in mechanical cognition..
away from
my human being..

And NOW poetry..
dance.. and song bring it back..
Thanks Allah.. thanks now.. human again..:)

But in those days.. even in engineering classes
literal warning signs are posted in classes to remind
people to get out and connect to other human beings..
to not forget they are human.. sadly those signs no longer hang..
and as a result of that science shows that adult college students..
have lost approximately 30 percent
of empirical measures of
empathy in the last
several decades..

Credit the world of computers directly to that my friend..
there is also a science of human being.. God and all of that is..
and surely use it or lose it applies in all stuff human.. so it’s time
for a new revised bible.. as the cultures of old no longer apply
to what steals the human heart.. spirit and soul my friend..
now in our modern cultures.. globAlly…

i see it often.. but sadly many folks will have to
learn this lesson the hard way.. either in the nick of time..
to save their human being.. or too late in lost my friend..

A heart.. a spirit.. and THE soul.. is a much more valuable
thing to lose.. than standard IQ points.. or grade point average..
but sure again.. a lesson to be learned as truth and wisdom
in the experience of life.. as Love and LiGht..

So sure.. i use odd methods to get folks attention on this..
but i my friend have been to real hell.. and there is more to this now..
than meets the human eye.. in books of wisdom of the past..
as this culture we live in.. is a brand new experiment
that did not exist at all thousands of years ago..

Lesson learned
for me.. at least..
the BEST LESSONS OF
BEING HUMAN MY FRIEND..
AND SURE STAYING THAT WAY..
as mechanical cognition
ways of being can..
will.. and do take
ALL that away..:)

You’ve probably never watched the Terminator..
or Matrix series of movie.. but these movies..
present new metaphors of bible
of human being..
warning..
the Matrix is
real.. the Machine
culture is real.. you
can take the red pill
or the blue pill in Movie
Metaphor for that or you
can live a balance of the
two.. as Green
Pill of GOD
ALLAHONE..
where the architect
and the oracle
of human being
become one
or Neo
my friend
like me..
Christ
consciousness..
Kundalini Rising..
One with Allah..
the Great Spirit..
endless metaphors
for the essence.. now
of Truth and Light..
the sages of the
ages get it..
but no..
they never
have to endure..
the new human
experiment of
machine mind
culture now..
So i am
Neo..
too..
and the
choice is
yours my friend
as always.. now..:)

Rafiah says..

I dont remember having straight A’s in my life ever. tongue emoticon
And I have watched terminator and matrix series. tongue emoticon
You dont underestimate my powers. tongue emoticon

i say..

So.. show me more of your powers.. Rafiah..
i will be waiting.. and sure i will be back..
to see them.. and straight A’s is not
not all what it is cracked up to
be as many straight
A students
eventually
get
cracked
up.. and
no it’s
not funny
when human breaks..
But okay… when Humpty
Dumpty Egg Heads get
put back together again..
And honestly now that
you tale me you don’t
ever make straight
A’s.. i will worry
less about
your college
ways of being..
as smart
can truly
be dumb..
and obviously
you have common
sense.. the real smart
by the time life ends..
and begins.. my REAL smart friend.. Rafiah..:)

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Sidenote here.. before i go on..
with the dVerse Monthly
ONLINE POET’S PUB
Monday prompt
for creative
Haibun..
where i for
one go MY
OWN WAY
with
my own
style
of Fredbun..
hehe.. but anyway..
the Matrix Movie analogy
along with Arnold in the
Terminator movies.. and
even the Book of Eli
Movie with Denzel..
Washington.. all
feature leading
men.. with
Sunglasses
like me.. which
are not a Superhero
fashion statement but
a lifelong necessity of
a victim of
Trigeminal
Neuralgia..
as my Six
Hundred and
Sixty Six dollar
or so.. expenSinG
Maui Jim.. Shades
with patented tint
technology relax
my ocular nerve in
a special and fruitive
way just enough to allow
me to use my eyes freely in
near and far sighted ways of being..
Did i say magic happens to me
all the time to cure my
ills now.. well it does
believe it or not
Ripley all is possible
with the ALL NATURAL
REAL NEO POWER OF GOD
GIFTED TO US SIMPLY NOW
ALWAYS NOW FOR THOSE OF
US WHO SEEK IT.. FIND IT.. AND
PRACTICE IT NOW.. IN ALL NATURAL
WAYS OF MIND AND BODY BALANCE
IN THE ART OF MOVING HUMAN
BODIES AT CORE BALANCE
OF HUMAN
BEING..
REGULATING
EMOTIONS..
INTEGRATING
SENSES..
INCREASING
FOCUS IN
WAYS OF
COGNITIVE
EXECUTIVE
FUNCTIONING
AND SHORT TERM
MEMORY AS WELL..
AND NEXT THING YA
KNOW YA ARE NEO DOING
IT ALL REAL WITH IMAGiNaTiOn
and creativity WHOLEY new in
REAL HOLY WAYS
OF BEING
NOW
JUST
NOW
ALL NATURAL
ALL FREE WE CAN
ALL BE NEO IF WE FIND
IT TRY IT USE IT AND PRACTICE
THE HIGHER ALL NATURAL POWER OF
GOD GIFTED IN US IN OUR DNA NOW..
AGAIN.. unpacking epigenetic potential..
JUST NOW.. IN THE
REAL KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
EXISTING IN WISDOM AND
LOVE OF TRUTH
AND LIGHT
IN BEING
HUMAN
NOW
ONCE AGAIN
JUST NOW..
so.. when i first start dancing
at Old Seville Quarter with all my
Neo-like Ballet and Martial arts
mixed all innate.. instinctual..
and intuitive ways of moving..
there is a Twitter headliner
on the big screens
playing music videos
around the room allowing
anyone to post twitter
feeds there..
and i become
the topic of conversation
‘tween ‘this guy is on ‘Molly’..
‘this guy thinks he is Neo’..
or ‘crap when the
topic of discussion
at Old Seville
Quarter is an
old dude
in shades’
too.. hehe..
and then there
are some so-called
boys who think they
are men who try to challenge
my newly obtained alpha male
status.. so i show
’em some of my
more enhanced
harder
martial
arts skills
and they scurry
away like little
mice away
from real
men..
who have
no fear like me..
as i am in balance..
i have the power of ‘Chi’
in me.. and just my hand grip
is truly that of steel.. and yeah..
sure now there is that video of
me leg pressing 930LBS on
parallel leg press machine
14 times earlier.. 25
times now..
like no other
male at any age
on YouTube..
with arms
raised up
surely and slowly
like a ballerina
pumping iron
at extreme..
for just
a little
notion
of what my
martial arts
kicks can do in
TRUE EFFECT
WHEN MY FEET
CONTACT
FLESH..
HMM..
but i
practice
with steel
as i care
not to
hurt
humans
or kicking
bags made
of less than
steel..
i haven’t
linked that here
lately.. so here it is..
just in case anyone
falsely thinks i say
anything black
and white
that is
a
lie..;)

And sure..
people have often
confused my grace
and kindness for weakness
but sure i have some other links
‘here’.. that show a little more of what
i am capable of as an all naked warrior too..
so yeah.. i am a scientist.. not just a poet..
or oracle.. there is an architect in
me that will surely prove
in evidence of
what i am
saying
here too..
per the limits of the
tools at hand of measure
beyond the scientific method
that is so sluggish to this
point now.. to
measure the
all natural higher
power of the real
all natural magic
of the human emotions
of faith.. hope.. along with
namely belief as higher powers
gifted to us.. who enhance these
emotions all naturally and use them
to the benefit of Truth and Light in
Wisdom and
Love to
help all
others
too..
as humans
are truly evolved
to do when set free
naked and wild as God
will have us be
in kind
and courage
of human being now..
So yeah.. sure.. back later
with some poetry too..
time for sand
dance now
once
again..
as the sun
is waiting
and i am a willing
dance for the Sun and
Sand of Earth as well..
as wild
and free
in Truth
and Light
Now JUST NOW..:)

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Amen..
the heart is more than a muscle..
use it or lose.. as in all stuff nature and life
applies to human heart as well.. in ways of feeling now..
moreover the science of yesterday or future..
now can be happiness always..
when one gains
the other emotional intelligence..
the most important kind for long term
success inside as well as outside.. smiles..

So i train my heart..
like an Olympic sport..
and sure that requires more
than sitting still meditation for me..
i must move to meditate.. as ADHD
does not work well for sitting still
under any circumstances for me..
but as science shows..
approximately 20%
of all of the animal kingdom
are born Sitters vs.. Rovers..
so sure too.. Super Rover is
me too.. with wInks Greg..;)

2234

Katrina says..
caution boots..
WARNING BOOTS!.;)

KATRINA says.. i look dam good in those boots (NOT ME)..;)
So here.. traditional husband and wife.. selfie.. Facebook..
Profile.. status photo thingy.. at the
Church Christmas festival..
grounds.. but i’ll
play that song
one more time..
’cause i ain’t..
been
‘right’
yet..wink emoticon

Hmm.. miXed mesSages..
but back to
dVerse Poet’s
Pub.. now.. wHere
theRe are some
photos and
now some
inspiring
to get
done..
and what comes
next.. will be mY
MESSage then..;)

*
A world wHere toy boats
become imaginary
sails for
waters
once transVerSinG
adult and child
alike.. Ferry’s
to Islands
only way
off and on..
wheRe young men
become hands on deck
instead of watching
toy boats
come
and go…

Hands Deck
plus 52
Cards ACE

Hands
solo iN Star
Wars lonely..:)

Yeah.. i break the
prompt rules now
and do 2 Haikus
instead of
one..
and sure
it was okay
to break the
rules before.. unless
i stray one tiny
bit
it
is
not
okay
for me..
As i do more
than less.. as that
is just the way i am
born as is.. now..
and that reminds
me of funny
moments from
when i do
engage
with
links.. one
time one snooty
sounding poet says..
i hate to rain on your
parade but you have to
single space with
14 lines or more..
and i tOld her
i play by
heArt
and
no rUles
composed by
others who live
by boarders instead of free..
So if ya think i’m really cuckoo
i can do 100 Haikus to just one
narrative prose..
or 1644 words
of 28 Palindromes
for a total of
56 mirrored
Palindromes
and sure i
just do it
as evidenced
here.. now
again..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/12/mirror-times-mirror/

And as synchronicity will have it.. i use the
same song ‘A Beautiful Mind’ to accompany that
poetry too.. and although zero likes come..
in ways of WordPress Brownie Points
yes.. sure.. i receive
nice compliments for
doing that including
a bar bet with the
original
creator
of dVerse
Brian Miller
alias Mr. ‘X’..
for a beer if
i go over 1000 words
in jest of course.. as
online is a dry-tap
in so many
ways more
than that
ugh..
yeah..
i find it amazing
and amusing and truly
sad that just because i do
new things with many photos
and videos to accompany
many more words
and effort above
and beyond any
prompt imagined
i am continually
bullied in passive
aggressive ways
until the
reality
of the
constant
dissonance
makes the place
no longer a place
that i can reasonably
participate in without
watering down my creativity..
but i do not feel bad at all.. now..
and use this just for more creativity
in inspiration ways.. as i know now dam
well for sure.. if Whitman.. or Kerouac
who is in it to publish and make a living
unlike me who is just doing this
for fun and the service
of Love..
to inspire
other folks
will be brow
beat on the
beat of
poeTry
until
they go away
from links as well..
but just imagine what those
folks could have done with a
technological tool like this..
but just imagine too.. what
it would take to
escape
the rest
of technology
to focus on this
one thing.. and hehe
dance for me as well..
and leaving now all the
rest of
technologies
instant gratification
behind.. but you see..
i learn from them..
in dark and light
in my own
life as well..
i know AND FEEL
WHAT WORKS..
AND THE
CREATIVE
ENERGY i HAVE
NOW.. iS PRACTICALLY
UNHEARD OF.. AND THAT
MY FRIEND(S) IS MORE THAN
JUST ME IT IS TRULY THE GOD
OF ALL THAT IS.. THAT IS NATURE
INCLUDING ALL THE TOOLS AND EFFORT
THAT GO TOGETHER TO MAKE
WHAT i CAN DO
NOW
REAL..
AND SURE i CAN
PROVE IT TOO..
AND THERE IS
SO MUCH i do..
it may take a whole
army of poets
after i go
off this
terrestrial
plane to even
hope to sort
through it one lifetime..
as i don’t own art.. i do
not sell it.. i just do it..
and share it.. and sure the
joy is IN DOING IT.. SO I JUST
DO IT.. GET IT.. I JUST DO IT..
AIN’T LOOKING FOR NO
BROWNIE POINTS..
JUST WRITING
DANCING
FRIENDS
AND A BEST
NOW FOR
ME AND
GOD
AS GOD
LIVES THROUGH
ME AS WELL NOW
AND I RESPECT
GOD ENOUGH
TO SHOW
GOD A
BEsT
TiME ALWAYS
NOW MY FRIEND(S)
AS GOD MAKES THE
BEST FRIEND AS ALL THAT IS..
AND ALL
OF THIS..
AS EXPRESSION
OF THAT..
THERE IS SO
MUCH THAT GOD AND
i HAVE DONE TOGETHER
NOW.. THAT IT IS TRULY
BECOMING DIFFICULT FOR
ME.. THE ONE WHO HELPED
TO DO IT..
TO WRAP iT
ALL AROUND
MY MIND..
SO I’LL
LEAVE
THE REST
OF THAT UP
TO GOD AND
GOD’S OTHER
FRIENDS LIKE ME..
SMILES.. INFINITY SMILES..:)

End of really long side note..
and back to dVerse.. to
another asteRisk person
who does not
like my
taste
of being..
and that is okay
to each his or her
own will.. but those
who own.. now..
RARELY SHARE then
now THE TRUTH AND
LIGHT OF THE
KINGDOM OF
HEAVEN NOW..
AND THAT IS BETWEEN
THEM AND GOD.. i
am just
a helper
heRe now
so smiles
again..
and sure
i wear boots
too.. bAREfoot boots..
the song should be over
wRite about now.. so
i guess i need
a new selection
to accompany
the rest i
will do to
catch up to
the rest at dVerse
for now.. as Monday
Work-Out gym space
and distance
is coming
soon..;)

*
Well.. the way i look at the cold
of heARted iS they are not
blessed by the Love
of an Unconditional
Mother..
or
others
as the gifts
of life are many
for those who give
and receive and when
there is no receipt of Love
in FloWeRinG theRe are tRuly
SMall consolations for LiGHT..
beyond power and status..
subjugating and ruling
others through
illusory
fears
to yes.. control
instead.. of share
and give Love from
a chalice of Love that
is never form alone
and truly essence
of feeling con
necting hu
man be
ing
now..
most often when i see
so-called rich folks i see
empty souls.. as what else
could motivate them.. to
gain money
over
Love..
except for
a Lack of Love..
or other device OF LOVE..
LIKE caring Doctors.. and
so forth and so oN..
for people
who give
while
taking
as well..
Bottom Line is
medicine iS Love for
those who can both
fill and
swallow
the medicine…

WHOLEnOW
WHOLE iN
holYOne..;)

Two potential
human responses to
most types of bullying
generAlly
are victory
or vengeance..
and we see results
of that everywhere
we look where Love
does not reach
heArt.. spiRit
and soUl
of human
being Real…

No re-fills 4love holes
iNo feeling giving
Whole Love..:)

*
So easy to make imaginary
Lovers out of idealized
Lovers of nows gone
pasSinG.. but so
much better
to square
away in closure
of the reality
of who they are now..
and sure.. what a blesSing
Facebook is to make imaginary
real.. and focus more now
on the Loves
that are…

Imaginary Lovers
feel
arms best REAL..:)

Sidenote says..
cool i am out
of AsteRisk
Land for
now..
but oh.. those
Asterisks are no
risk at all and
so inspiring..
i just
Love my
scarlet
asterisks
so much..
as side note
ends.. for now.;)

No act of kindness
No word
No act.. no service
too small..
to save a life.. is all

Trying alway
s PiLL
Forgiveness

Well.. first of all
the Internet really
sucks when short
term rules are more
important than long
term gifts.. in NOW..
and your poetry now
is a gift God damn
it and so is mine
God damn
it God sTill
Loves weeds
that refuse
to stay
out of
high class
lawns.. winks..
‘sorry’.. you know
i have a history with
this.. and you rarely shut
people up or down.. so i
sing my song here.. of
serious disgust..
anyway..
i
revel
in being
both human
and free to say
these things in areas
that are open-minded
and not closed
to different..
as there
is truly
nothing
to
lose when
one truly is free.. now..
and that is the spirit of
the wild west my friend..
the nomads.. the movers and
shakers among us.. who move
away from the Middle
of Africa
and go
as far
as South America
where dancing naked
and free on beaches
iS jUST
a way
of Life..
I am an Indian
of Rain forest now
in a New Jerusalem
once named hell.. and
truly where i live mirrors
both of those historical
places so
well now
as what
i find
here
at times
my friend..
Glenn.. now..
so sure i am
used to it as a weathered
open minded liberal
Indian or cowboy
in conservative
hell where
sticks
in mud
flower
the
same
over and
over again..;)

Trivia note.. the
first white settlers
of Milton where i live
named it hell on the
river where i live
then.. as
the briars
will poke the
hell out of you
and yes.. they still do..

And ‘that’ is my extra long
Fredbun Haiku at the end..
now.. Briar and Friar free..;)

Well.. the Jedi analogy for
Buddhist philosophies
seeing emotions
as an enemy
to escape
miss
an important area…

Life ships more
travel
feeling sails..:)

Sea stories.. art of story taling..
where bombs make friends
forever in heArts sTill
of men courageous
enough to stake
stand
in sands
of free.. then..
bits and bytes
of Television
stray minds
no longer
now deep
in stories
of human soul..
with eyes that
no longer
can
see even
lies on bits
and bytes
of lips that
will to control..
away
from
free.. the loss
of the human story
is perhaps the greaTesT
Loss of all of human being..

Oral Tradition
sings
War Stories free..:)

5:05 pm now..
in a full
2 hour
and 16
minute effort
to catch up
fully now..
work-out comes
now.. and back
for a week as that
is how long this
prompt stays
open..
across
my responses
of coming blog
posts too.. for
the next week..
as well..
as hell
yes.. this
is just a
joy and
fun
for me..
For sMiLES..:)

Back at 11:16
pm.. 12072015
Pearl Harbor..
bombing day..
to catch
up to
the rest
of dVerse
for now..;)

Smiles.. humans
never fear the
rain until they
gain
clothes..
before that
it is a joy
to beat
the
sweltering
heat.. and
of course to
drink.. as life
giving 90% of
what we are
in
flesh..
AND
blood..

Old dreams
of Rain
Simply Life..:)

From water we come
to water we go..
without
water we
die.. to
kill in
water sad…

Such irony
iN
giving life..:)

Smiles.. Standard IQ
points and emotional
speaking intelligence
are not always
bed feathers
of the now
same pillow
where heads
rest
low
sad
when
grades
take away
from human
being by way
of mechanical
over empathic cognition..

Robot days
grade A
fail at human..:)

Well.. in this
third Glenn
Haibun to
comment
back to
in one day..
which still pales
in the effort and
nows it takes to
read one of mine..
so.. i am still far behind
hehe.. in reciprocation..
i am reminded now
of Wife Katrina’s two
week stay of amnesia
after a particularly
challenging
complex
partial
epileptic
seizure.. shortly
after my recovery
and purchase of some
furniture and a 60 inch
HDTV to celebrate newly
gained effective use of vision..
she comes home
and the look
of terror
on her face
is nothing like
i’ve ever seen
in any horror
movie of human
being..
truly
it scares
me then..
as i feel how
she feels in empath
way.. she truly believes
someone breaks into
our home
and put
that TV
and furniture
in here.. as she
cannot remember
us buying it at all..
and she accuses me
of being part of it.. as
i will not agree with her
blank side of the story
unknown to her
in forgetfulness…
She fully recovers
thank God.. and
that is the
only
episode
of that
two years
ago.. TGx2…

Precious
memories
save sanity..:)

All caught up
now at 11:47..
a rather slow
poeTry day
at dVerse..
and i think
i’ll try to
watch Mocking
Jay Part 1..
and i haven’t
even watched the
first movie yet..
but who has nows
when they write
and dance
to do
anything
but create..
but sure.. there’s
always room for
more imagination
and inspiration
from all
pArts
of culture
as well.. and FREE!..:)

Back at 11:11 pm..
12082015.. after a
long long day
and night
of dance
shopping
and will catch
up here until
i fall asleep
in my chair
writing more
than likely
as i am
tired
tired
tired..;)

(;..LiGht Truth in political
water is hard
to save to
hard is water
political in Truth LiGht..:)

11:25 pm.. bedtime
for Bonzo..
Dancing
Bonzo feet
are tiRed..:)

FinAlly back again..
12102015
12:40 am..
busy birthday
day with my mother
tomorrow.. clinical
visits.. and celebration
of my 88th dance week
Thursday Night
at Old Seville
Quarter.. in
Pensacola.. FL..
with all the cool
college age folks..
so poetry nows
for writing or
less but
still
i write
on for now..:)

*
Friendships of the
heArt.. spiRit and
soUl.. virtual
and
vicarious
but real
in spiRit
no dimensions
but real.. alive..

together
connecting
online hive..:)

SMiles..
Sunday shoes
with whipped
cream tops
and no
scars..
as whole..
wheRe words
can mean anything
short of imagination
and youth.. of then now..:)

Shoes of Life
repairing
alWays feat..:)

A place of zero
time.. heaven
now.. wHere
only schedules
drop in hindsight
blind.. theRe is
a matrix
of time
and not
time too..:)

Office visits
insane
inside alive2..:)

*
Medicine.. a lifesaver at times..
But sanitation workers
beat doctors
hands
down
in reAlly
Saving Lives..

Janitor Blues
skeYes rules
human ALive..:)

Questions..
Children
do not ask
anymore.. input
instead of output..
bRing minds with
little
out put
or questions
in deeper oceans
of life..
Turn it off
and talk and
questions come
again..
but now
there is Google
and another reason
to turn the mouth off too…

Vocal Chord
imagination
stilted by screens..:)

Flow sailing
boat pond
or lake now
ocean is/was
or cement
one coming
ONe WitH
wiNds
breeze..
letting go..
as children
sail with winds
aloft..
never
ending
adults
too.. now
oh.. just
saiLinG
floWinG..
letTinG go..
be sAils
be wiNds..

Go GO.. aLive
oCeaNoW
ONeFree!..:)

Caught up to
all entries
for dVerse
Monday Haibun..
going on to
Tuesday
Peace
prompt
and links
but after
sleep ends
for now..:)

1:23 am

Fredbuncities..;)

4666

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/12/clothes-of-god-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

Smiles.. Glenn.. with hopes of joy for you..
actuAlly i’ve read every single dVerse
contribution since last March of 2015..
and commented on every single one..
in micro-poetic to greater expression..
with the asterisks
here of known folks
who moderate
or delete
me out..

So.. sure.. at
least everyone
gets a comment
from me.. never
failing to do it
at any now
since
then..
and additionally
all those poetic
expressions are
documented here
going back fully
to October of 2014..
per example linked
now from my site
here.. now.. and then..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/10/08/2777-words-of-dverse-poetic-response/

i don’t do the work
just to see my work
deleted.. it stays here
in ways of love on servers
as long as servers live on for now..
who knows.. perhaps a thousand years or longer..;)

And it’s
just an ongoing
practice of Unconditional
Love as challenge in
tough and passionate
way.. that will turn
the other
cheek to
be stronger
and stronger
forever now..
in ways of heart
muscle deeper than
flesh my friend.. and
hell yes.. it works.. when
folks do this as a practice..
and not just lip service
making parables
of wisdom empty
platitudes instead
of directions in
a way of life
in deeds to
Holy Spirit
Heart
as Unconditional
Loving soul.. and
this is where Muslims
in the whiter version of that
way beat our Christians over here
hands down.. who think all they
have to do is recite John
3:16 one time
like a magic
incantation..
making
Jesus into
a God instead
of following his
Wisdom and Love
as Works of Life in
practice to grow a white
soul farther and father from
the dark place that can be a
human soul.. with Love in Heart
and Spirit as a practice of Love
growing that garden of Love
taller and taller
in trees that
provide fruit
of Love for
others too..
and no it doesn’t surprise
me that the very ones.. who
banned me are the ones who
profess this belief in scripture
as words alone
rather than practice
of teachings of the Real man
Jesus.. that ironically my Muslim
Friends follow as a practice
without ever reading
the New Testament
at all.. and sure
the same
applies to
many other
free and loving religions
that Love first.. and God
first over human
being words alone..
but sure there are
always flaws.. as my friend
Rafiah from Pakistan says..
humans are lame compared
to God.. and sure Nature of
God knows and feels much
more than
cultural
rules of
camels and
eyes of needles
that have little
true heart light.. spirit…
and soul.. of Wisdom and Love
my friend Glenn.. thanks for stopping
by.. and Katrina enjoys your kind comments
too.. as she is very involved in all i do now
as the wind
behind
my
back..
in so many
countless ways..
my friend.. as always now..:)

5139

Ha!.. Hi Leah.. again.. you write me write before i write you back.. to make sure you are okay..
So it’s okay.. that you haven’t got around to it.. as you get around to it just now..
before hearing from me now anyway..;)

And regarding the rampage killing in California.. or whatever the flavor of it will be
by the time the investigation is over.. it is part of Nature.. loss of social
roles.. believing in something.. with purpose or meaning no
matter how dark.. so i expect it now and then..
and i choose a place to live..
that is not important
at all..
to stay
out of the rare
occurrence of this
happening in my
backyard…

There is no way to stop
human Nature in all the dark
and light ways it comes in.. i for
one cannot do anything to prevent
this from happening in any large way..
as i ain’t raising heartless kids
without social roles
who have no
real meaning
and purpose in
life other than what
other folks.. including
extremist cultures and
religions teach
them as now
what it is to live…
But yes.. i am fascinated
by the subject of Rampage
Killings and as the subject
matter i pursued on
the Wrong Planet..
the outliers there
voted on the
loss of
social roles
as the major
factor underlying
Rampage killing and this
in my opinion applies to the
recruiting of middle eastern terrorists
who are raised with little love.. have
little empathy for other human
beings and are ripe
for the raping
of other human
beings in killing..
and yes.. literal
raping.. down to
little girls
as well..
Humans.. some humans..
will believe any thing they
are told or come to believe
to feel like they fill some social
role.. real or imaginary in life.. so
for me at least.. i feel and fill my
own social role as a court
jester of sorts
in free lance
DANCING WRITING
PHOTOgraphing way..
and now here’s that
link to that thread on
the Wrong Planet in case
i haven’t already provided it to
you.. and Rampage Killings
are of any interest to
you.. as of
course in
an observer
way and not
an Anthropology
participant.. hehe..
which in the case of
the Wrong Planet.. that
is the place i inhabited it
as.. many years in coming
to understand what makes
a variety of different ways
of viewing
the world
tick as
human
being.. and
i learned a whole
lot right out of the
‘horses’ mouths
that i never
knew
or felt
or lack
of felt
before..;)

http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218916

God i love.. Google.. it’s like my personal
secretary that keeps all my files
in order with just
a key word
search
on anything
i’ve ever said or
done on the Internet
and that makes the Internet
as whole.. my personal assistant
too.. for monk like solitary pursuits
of understanding
and scribing
life
as is..
So back to or forwards
to my diagnoses of Asperger’s
that you are of course long term
aware of and the new one of
Bipolar NOS.. after 66 months
of incredibly painful and
disabling physical
disorders..
as well as
severe anxiety
and depression that
are of course then associated
with all the pain.. integrated
as such as a perfect
storm of
real hell
in my life..
at least..
So.. i get suddenly well on or
about July 22nd of 2013.. then
can go from not even entering
into a Whataburger Restaurant
to dancing solo in front of
crowds of hundreds
of people..
and my personality
changes from INTJ
to ENFP.. and i
start doing
nude art..
and communicating
with God in my own
special way of calling
God Nature with Synchronicites
as an all natural part of God’s
communication to me..
and nah.. i ain’t the
first person by
far for thousands
of years who
has come to
that reality of life..
So i talk about God
in a hyper way.. along
with nude art.. as hey..
i did recover from hell..
and hey.. i am appreciative
to Nature as God for giving
me the innate.. instinct..
and intuition to
start moving
in reverse..
eventually
ballet and
martial arts-
like moves.. to
cure me of all my
pain.. and honestly
feel like i.. at 230LBS..
am floating on terrestrial
land.. which truly is much
cooler than walking on
water.. as anyone can
kinda experience
this on
a surf
board..
hehe..
And what i do makes
other people who receive IT
as super cool feel better..
in real flesh and blood
life.. as inspired
to dance more
and heal
them selves
in ways of
mind and body
balance in the
emotional ills of life..
so i commonly call my
self a prophet in bringing
a healing message of dance
to the world that encompasses
my metro area.. as metaphor of
course.. and additionally i have
zero illusory fears.. and that
truly feels like invincible
until i am on a high
place as i am
still terrified
of heights
as i have
this thing
about loving
to live now and
not wanting to fall
down and get hurt..
So i am in no danger
of hurting myself.. and
hurting others as i do everything
within the boundaries of local.. state
and federal laws.. CAN i go back to work
and supervise 30 people directly at a
high level government position..
with a zillion collateral
duties.. hell no.. and
truly no one should
be expected to do
that and survive
well for the
long run
with or without
Asperger’s or so-called
Bi-polar NOS.. fearless..
happy as me.. with yeah..
hyper writing LOUD.. and
assertive.. verbal vocal
ways of
communication
too.. as does the
Lion speak the
same as the
kitty kat..
nah.. and
something about
leg pressing that
930LBS 25 times
makes my voice
deeper.. stronger..
and louder too..
duh.. common
sense rules
too.. and do
i talk fast..
hell yes..
but slower
than i write..
AND THANKS
GOD PEOPLE
CAN READ ME
AS SLOW AS
THEY LIKE.. IF
THEY LIKE TO AT ALL..
but yes.. COMMON
SENSE RULES..
particularly for
those who have walked
in as many shoes in one
life as i.. which are too
many for me to
reasonably
elaborate on and on..
in this communication
without this soon becoming
the equivalent of War and
Peace or just another
one of 13.6 bibles
in the equivalent
of 11 million
words now
since That first
Thanksgiving day
on the Wrong Planet
five years ago.. so the
good news is.. i’ve already
reached the years of normal
government retirement so
no matter what.. disability or
not.. i can draw that retirement
for the rest of my life.. starting
June 6th of 2016.. but nah..
i will likely stay technically
on disability retirement
through regular
social security
age at 62..
as technically
the doctors say
i am not recovered enough
to go back to that job.. and of
course that is true.. of
anyone in my
opinion..
as they literally
called me Superman
at work.. for all i did there
before it almost literally killed
me too.. in fact the job no longer
exists.. and after i left they divided
up my duties to three or four other
workers.. as no one person
from there.. at
least.. would
ever agree
foolishly
to do all of
what i did.. with
a smiles on their
face dying inside
each day..
to NO
one’s
view
but mine..
i’ve learned to
be assertive since
then.. demand my rights
as a US citizen.. in a tactful
and yes ASSERTIVE WAY..
(DANCING IN PUBLIC
PLACES FOR
DISABILITY
ACCOMMODATION
FOR ALL OF THAT
BACK PAIN AND
OTHER STUFF)
AND WHAT I FIND NOW
IS THE LION GETS
MORE
STUFF
DONE THAN
THE KITTY KAT
DOES.. who
rarely
disagrees..
so yeah.. there
is Unconditional
Love and there
is TOUGH AND
PASSIONATE UNCONDITIONAL
FEARLESS LOVE.. AND I GUESS
THAT IS WHAT THEY CALL BI-POLAR
DISORDER FOR A HUMAN BEING
WHO NO LONGER LIVES
AS A DOMESTICATED
CAT.. AS TRULY
I WAS A D-CAT
OF THE
SYSTEM
I WAS PART
OF BEFORE..
AND NOW BABY
I AM AN EXPERT
AS A SYSTEM
OF ME..
A WILD
BIG NICE
CAT TOO..
SOARING..
EVER SOARING
TO NEW HEIGHTS
OF ME.. with that
calm center balance
that is the Hurricane
eye
of
me.. AS WELL.. SO
talk to you in a month
or so.. “Princess Leah”.. OR
EVEN SOONER.. WiNKS..
who knows.. maybe more
about the ‘AWAKENING
FORCE’
THEN
AS WELL..;)

Sincerely me..
or whomever
i will create next..
as i of I with spirited!
discussion
of
uS..:)

And i am so glad
you’RE doing better
and keeping busy
as meaning and purpose
in life.. filling and feeling
some kind of social role
connecting to other
folks and doing
stuff..
is a sure
way not to
want to harm
other people
in any way..
Love AND
LIFE
iS not
FREE.. iT takes
LOTS OF WORK..
WITH OR WITHOUT
THE REQUIREMENT
TO WORK FOR F IN
MONEY..
What a blessing
not to have
to
worry
over the
curse of
M O N
E Y
this K
is a m o n
KEY
of
FREE!LOVE!BABY!NOW!
Princess Leah..
with
sMiLEs..
my old
and new
WRONG AND
RIGHT PLANET
NOW FRIEND..
THE only one
from over four
years of visiting
that F in place..
but hell
no..
‘Lucifer’
is on
P E R
M A N
E N
T
vacaTioN
from HeLL
then AKA A
Wrong Planet
in more than
one way for now..
as i’ve seen and
lived both sides
now DeviLiveD
seeviLivees
dArk
as LiGht
for
NOW..:)

i.. I
am
the F
in
weirdest
person ever..
a weed no one
eliminates..
for now..
at least..
and i revel
in different..
my friend.. with
God ..as TRuLY FREE!!!..:)

And hey.. there is a new show
on Fox coming in January..
a hilarious
new ironic
drama/ comedy
about someone
called Lucifer..
i ain’t even
afraid of
the Devil
so why should
i be afraid of Lucifer
as i’ve already been a Devil..;)

So that is one show that Katrina
will DVR for me.. as i will
laugh at
life with
passing eyes
of A Devil
who was..
and no longer is..
Am Angel again..
And Angel Staycation
is wHere i for one will STAYCATE..
NEVER NOW TO STAGNATE
AGAIN AS
ANOTHER
GROUNDHOG
DAY AKA AGHOGDAY..
JUST ANOTHER NAME
FOR A
dArk
DEVIL..
PASSES2..
AS ANGEL
LiGht COMES AGAIN..:)

i have to wonder if the first Solipsists.. are somewhere on the Autism
Spectrum.. yes.. the empathy that other kinds of minds exist
was never a serious problem of my mind..
but pArt of the reason i had no
choice but to leave the
Wrong Planet aka Hell..
is some people were
not capable of understanding
my way of thinking.. and just
because they couldn’t understand
it they considered it non-sense..
in other words.. they
considered my
different
way of thinking
and viewing the
world as non-existent..
which by definition
is cognitive
empathy..
the realization
just ’cause one person
doesn’t understand what
another person is doing or
saying doesn’t mean that what
the other person is doing or saying
is a non-valid way of saying or doing the
world as is.. in another Uni
verse of eyes..
Anyway.. it
became a personal
offense to moderators
for me to attempt to
tactfully explain
they didn’t have
a brain now
to understand
my brain.. as
they took
offense to
it.. then..
so.. i just
left.. and
it is no different
in the rest of the
world(s).. as even in
the poetry world.. i
encounter this
same
difficulty
and have
to leave there
too.. as not surprising
it is often the administrators..
moderators.. and other rule
makers who often have
difficulty straying
from the literal
concrete ways
of thinking..
my issue
is with
being
too deep
per reciprocal
social communication
difficulties from emotional
to sensual expressions
of talking and
doing.. but
ha! i digress
huh.. the prompt
of just one word
solipsism.. generates
all these words.. beyond
what you even said but
it does apply i think..
as people who
are too literal
in thinking may
have difficulty
generating their
own social rules and roles..
AS creative imaginative human beings..
generally speaking.. have a better chance
to do this.. and we see this with the
traditional school drop-outs
ranging from Einstein
to Bill Gates.. to
Steve Jobs..
to Mark
Zuckerberg
who are
in it
for creating
something new and
revolutionary for just
doing it.. and
the money
doesn’t
even really
matter.. as
we can see now
with even Facebook
Mark.. who is giving
99% of his billions away
to charitable contributions..
but when a person creates
and fulfills themselves
as self actualizing
creatures..
there is no
need for excess
of stuff and money..
as they know and feel
the filling is inside
and not in
outside money
material stuff..
the reward
is in helping other
folks with the art
inside.. moving out..
and that bRings us
full speed to the Lord
of The Rings.. Lucifer.. Sandman
Comics.. and all stuff that
relates the deeper inner
being of human that
expands infinitely
into possibilities
with zero
limits
or expectations..
and interestingly the
creative connections
and imaginations
of synchronicities
associated with the
inner human Universe
that reflects the stars
connecting as neurons
in trillions of connections
too.. east and west hemispheres
of brain and earth.. holding hands
with the creative tools of Gates..
Jobs.. Zuckerberg.. truly the
drones.. who get the
job done.. making
the tools to
connect
the neuron Hive
of human beings
possible around the
world.. as same and
different as we are as
we expand our inner
Universes and all the
Multi-Human-Uni
verses connecting
to us around
the
world
as we speak..
A N D DO..
truly there is no
separation in anyone
and anything.. when one
views a tapestry of a species..
planet.. a Universe.. and Infinity
and beyond.. and in the last
place.. imagination
and creativity..
trUly
theRe
are NO LIMITS
OR EXPECTATIONS
TO HOLD
US
BACK…
MY GREATEST STRENGTH
IS TAKING A GRAIN
OF SAND
AND BELOW
AS IMPORTANT
AS ALL THAT IS
NOW.. so i learn
from all of that
and continue to
grow and self
actualize
with
all that is
as me
too..
so hi again..
Leah.. and may
this force be with you
too..;)

Hi again.. Leah.. crossing paths back with you once again..
and yeah.. crossing mixed messages back on the Wrong Planet
too.. with the leader saying he didn’t mind what style
of writing i used on that wrong planet..
and the moderators
telling me no..
yes.. no..
and finally
banning me for
my creative style of
writing.. after telling
me i was previously warned..
although Alex said it was okay..
without any defense from me
to the offending moderators then..
allowed on deaf ears.. and the
same dam thing happened with
Tallyman.. suggesting i upset someone
when they defended me their self and
said i did not offend them..
i don’t mind mistakes.. but
when folks are not
strong enough
to admit
their
mistakes.. and take
it out on me.. it’s time
for me to move on.. and
seriously.. it’s just not a site
for folks who are different in
that particular PPR forum
on politics.. philosophy
and religion..
it is only a
place for folks who
view and express
the world the same
and that is antithetical
to any discussion of philosophy..
religion.. or politics to me.. as all
three areas of life.. are not just logic
and in fact more emotionally charged
topics.. that must include the emotional
element to be fully described in analysis
as well as potential arm-chair change..
just for fun.. as the Wrong Planet
and the entire so-called Autism
Spectrum online community
is a non-entity beyond
a spot online..
where the
choir
sings to
the choir
in same chorus
of monotonous
song less and more..
anyway.. it’s not a place
for me.. nor.. is the
standardized RULED
poetry world of prompts
and poetry rules to restrict
creativity for now whatever
whim is the moment flavor..
and the two moderators
of issue were TheWalrus
and Bookashya.. if i spell
that correct.. TheWalrus
saying no to yes..
per Alex’s
permission..
and Bookashya
not allowing
a defense
from me
for even the
respect of a response…
i’m not going to be any
part of dictatorships
that will not listen to my
defense over incorrect assumptions
about the creativity of what i am
doing.. in both cases.. it was
best just to move on..
and use it for further
inspiration for writing
in what i like to do
just for fun.. smiles..
a little drama.. is good
for any story anywhere
so the story now goes
on.. AND i am happy now
and they are whatever
they care to be too..
that part
i cannot
control..
but yes.. i can move
on and have learned to do that.. now..
And yes.. i love the ‘cat story’.. and
are you sure i’m not
a cat..
smiles..
and no i’m not
good at small talk
either.. anything but
small will usually come out
my mouth.. and no.. of course
that’s not everyone’s cup(S} of tea..:)

7987

SMiLEs.. realITy of merIt
surviving
struggles
rewards
living
surviving
struggles
re
in
carnating
now floWer
uS refuSinG
staYing
same..
and tRuly
what seems
an eternity for
me now.. since
2008..
leaving
almost
a quarter
century
in structured
way of Government
work.. there is a huge
comet tail of same stress
getting longer
and longer
the longer
i am then
handcuffed
to the golden
cuffs of so-called
reliable employment
but there are no cuffs
that are separate from
a slave..
there is
no re-in
carnation
of prisons
in the same.. for
the feathered sleep
that awakes alive
and always
changing
as is
for
WeLL iN0W ..:)

8090

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/08/angel-devil-fred/

Post linked above.. From last year..
But always applicable as Gravity and or
God does not age in human terms and to
work with Gravity and God is Ageless.. Timeless..
iN what can be a place named the Kingdom
and or Heaven of God Now iN Grace..
Strength.. Courage.. Kindness..
Wisdom.. Unconditional Love
AKA Truth and LiGht..:$
the real rewards of Human
Life always now.. Ageless and
Timeless JUST Now..smile emoticon

8162

Merry Christmas.. from the dArk side..
Darth at the Fireplace Hearth..
tickling the ebony and ivory
keys of
destiny..;)

Ugh.. a very long day/night
of Xmas shopping…
in dance style
of Darth
of
course..
day or night
dArk or LiGht..
Darth or me.. i
Am alWays DANCEnoW!..;)

8209

oh NO!
the hardest
word for some
to say.. the hardest
word some refuse to take..
so where does one go from theRe
on no..
yes.. ugh oh!
no.. you slither
right out of hold..
but yes.. no.. yes..
no to regret.. the
consequence
of no.. now
is to further
progress as
yes of
NO!
So..
NO!
Just NO!
say yes to NO!..

And yes.. i USED to be
a yes person until
yes almost kills
me and
there is
nothing
left right
but no
no
No!
NO!
and NOwheRe
to go after that
but no.. NO! OH NO!
so yes.. honor
no..
bY just
doing NO!..
and no.. yes..
i will not now
tale ya to have
a nice day
Prajakta..
as i will
be taling ya
what to do..
but hope ya do..
anyWAY.. now..:)

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Beautiful words..
my friend.. Imran Ali..
Answers start with uS..

East or west.. matters not.. it is US who must change one by ONe.. and truly as even science shows now it is human innate nature when in balance.. as the village raises the child with unconditional love.. where emotions are cherished.. and empathy is a rule of sharing.. and giving.. rather than collecting and taking.. taking no more than one gives back.. when the rules change back to what we are evolved as through the hand of God..

Humans are amazing empathic sharing giving creatures when set free from systems based on illusory fears.. subjugation of human empathic nature.. which does include both emotional and sensual expression.. as moving.. creating.. thriving beings now..

But when the emotions or the sensual nature of human beings are repressed the clear results as even science shows now is stress.. anxiety.. depression.. aggression.. violence.. and wars.. in the pursuit of status.. power.. and material collection where humans become more the tools of culture than being human sharing giving beings..

And at one point in time.. the sharing and the giving.. is absolutely necessary for our survival as the social group as one family and tribe.. sadly the farther away from humans our tools become from guns to nuclear weapons.. the closer we get to wiping our faces from both the face of the earth and the face of God the same..

We are all gifted with the relative free will to change..
but again.. that will come from the individual first..
before there is any hope of the group changing
at all.. we must first start off with the reality
that there is no east or west species
of human being.. according
to our DNA it is one
tribe with
the illusion
of culture bringing
discord and disunity
to what it even means
per the eYes of GOD
to be a free and
balancing human
being with other
humans and
the
rest of
Nature
Now..

As history shows
one man can make a difference..
We need millions of men and women to make
a difference now.. we can no longer
rely on the prophets of the
past alone.. we all
must become
at least
healing
prophets
for our own human
being first.. before we
can save the rest of the
world in Peace and Loving
Balance.. once again.. as
human
and no longer
A R T I F I C I A L
tool tribe beings..
ART is tRuly iN
Human heArt..
as
friends
Now..;)

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From Facebook
Friend Cortney’s page..

(:..And Seville dance friend.. to0..;)

‘Only if numbers rule you Cortney’..wink emoticon
i’ve never ever felt younger and i always tell myself
i am getting stronger and the numbers agree with me..
So i rule the numbers.. All half-a-ton.. 25 times..
The secret is to stay inspired.. That’s what Jack
LaLanne did.. And so can you..smile emoticon

Besides that you have your fathers genes
and pants too..
For the drive
to do
it..;)

‪#‎peptalkover‬
..wink
emoticon

just a quick ‘discussion’ on a
friend’s Facebook page..
Facebook isn’t
exactly the
place for
deeper
thought
but
it is
what it is
and i am
what i
am.. and i’LL
bE.. and
THAT’s the other
thing.. if folks of change
and thinking and doing stuff
different do not also come.. like
another role model of different
in life.. Bruce Lee..
the paint stays
in the cave
and we
Plato’s
may never escape
the cave with new
artS of thinking..
AND JUST DOING..
so this is my
out of the
cave place
to do that
freely.. too.. if for no
one else but me one
and GodONE togetHeR..
but as history
shows when
folks
truly
get out
on a ledge
and do something
different.. eventuAlly
there are at least a few
members of the tribe.. no
matter how small.. or large..
who pick a new card out of an extended
deck in verse of fuller UniVerse to
make stuff
happen anew
and not the
same.. i am
a student of it all..
so i know and feel i
stand on shoulders of
higher before me..
but that is
no reason
or feeling
for me not
to attempt to
continue to climb
higher.. and higher
as far as the clouds
will go..
in this
lifetime
at least..
in the now
that is alWays
the gift of
ladder
for
me now..
up.. up.. up..
and a way from
from caves
i
continue
to fly now
on terrestrial
land for free..
just for free where
the Chemistry of
Truth and Light
continues
to grow
stronger
inside.. outside..
above.. so below..
and all around
me again
for
now!..
anyway.. way behind
on dVerse prompts
from Monday and
Tuesday.. as i
travel down
the paths
of other
sources
today.. so back
with that.. and perhaps
a publish after midnight
or so.. per a new post
titled “Chemistry of Truth
and Light’.. then.. or maybe
tomorrow.. lots of other
background stuff going on
with human and animal
doctors of body
and mind
as well..
to orchestrate
with everything
else to get
the
job
done..
as best
i can..
and that
Job is my
will to get
whatever it is
i care to.. with the
inspiration of others..
with or without their full
participation.. or not..
as i will
find a
way
to get
‘er done..;)

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But if God is Love.. Candy..
Hell is not the best
way to
attract God..
so there must
be other
reasons to
do that other
than God..
unless God..
is not Love..
i pick
Love..
and that is where
i for one.. spread good
News.. as i am 100% sure
that God is 100% Love..
which means all is
God including
whatever hell
humans make
for themselves
on this earth
in an ultimately
failed attempt to
escape God.. i would
rather Love them to
accept God is Love..
than scare them
further into
a hell they’ve
already
made
or been
helped to make
for themselves..
Love loves.. and sure
tough and passionate too..
but never with threats
of fear
or hate..
and blessed are
us who get it..
and hopefully
help with
Love for those..
who don’t or
can’t seem
to be
able to..
for many
common sense
reasons and feelings..
or lack of.. filling that
space of empty with love is
certainly better than
fear..
the father
and mother
of hate in all
the forms
hate comes
in from
doubt
to self
imposed
hell
on earth..
it’s impossible to
scare a person into
truly Loving anything
and if Love is not true..
it is simply
not
Love..
and i don’t
need any books
at all to understand that..
as God gifts that within..
with
blessings
of course..
as i am fortunate
this way.. and humble
for it.. instead of above others
who don’t
and or can’t..:)

And that’s where the tough and passionate pArts of Love comes in
that never includes illusory fears as that Is no pArt of True Love..
But only for control.. And that’s part of why you’ll never Share
a Joel Osteen quote about an eternal hell for fear as that is
no part of a Loving God.. But sure Real Hell exists..
Been there done it and if i can get out..
i will always believe anyone can..
And after All.. according to the book..
Jesus paved the way out of hell.. And sure
he could.. as I did too.. It’s a matter of
REAL life experience that teaches more than any
book when days are done and heaven is no time but now..
Only Love truly works.. The dArk and liGht of Love
that includes tough Love REAL Hell..
As gifted by God too.. No separation..
All is GOD..:)

“Neither shall they say,
Lo here! or, lo there! for,
behold, the kingdom of God
is within you.”

Luke 17:21
from the King James
version.. and of course there
are many other versions that present
this truth and light in many other similar
revised metaphors.. but what remains as truth and light
is the essence and that is only determinable by folks
who are able to discern it.. sadly.. not all can..
and hopefully all will at some point in now..

So it is certainly not a big jump to suggest
that hell is within one too.. and truly in a sense
when one is in the real place of hell now..
the experience is of eternal hell
as there is all time.. no distance..
no space.. it IS A HELL WITHIN..

NO different in a sense than eternal heaven..
if one lives there in now.. as clearly reported
in Luke 17:21.. both are real.. both are now..
and time does not exist at all in heaven..
but again.. in having the ‘fortune’ to go
to hell.. a place where one will wish
one can dowse oneself and light a
match to ignite a body of
flames with gasoline..
There iS..

Piece of Paper Existence..
paling beyond horror of a pain
worse than crucifixion that according
to medical literature is type two trigeminal neuralgia..
i experience for a full 66 months from wake to sleep..
so that is what i mean by experience.. i cannot
possibly expect you to fully understand
heaven or hell unless you actually go
there.. and i don’t expect you to
believe me.. all i can do is share it..
and suggest that the New Testament actually has this correct..

And we are all reflections of God.. as even science as a limited
scribe of God.. as well.. shows greater now.. as another scribe of God..
like the Bible and the folks who wrote it.. difference being science
is a literal abstract of thinking and verbal written expression..
and the Bible is written in metaphor and
hidden meanings for those
who can discern it..

All the Neurons in our brain
connecting in trillions of ways
reflect the stars of Universe above..
and the hemispheres of our brain.. reflect
the hemispheres of the earth.. in the connections
that are humans better holding hands as we speak..
with the rise of Information Technology and the new
Internet hive of humans.. who are joining hands now..
in bits and bytes.. of digital text.. multimedia.. etc…

And the great thing about this.. is.. if one searches
far enough in these Multi-Universes of humans who
connect to this hive.. chances are one may
come across a person who actually lives
or has lived in heaven or hell now..
and they can try their best to describe it
and share it with others in hopes that folks
can do real life actions.. to enter
into the liGht of Heaven
instead of the dArk of
hell now.. just now..

The key is the real book
of God is the Human Heart..
Spirit.. and Soul.. Set Free..
no different than God as whole is Free..
there is no passage in the Bible that says
Dogs can go to heaven or have a soul..
so how does Saint Francis of Assisi
know and feel this.. Like me and you..
with or without the text of St. Francis of Assisi..
it’s simple.. the Truth and Light Lives in our Heart..
Spirit.. and Soul.. sadly some folks make it convoluted..
as well as illusory.. but truly
the Kingdom of God lives within..

So.. you and i discern that dogs go to heaven..

And i discern that Humans go to heaven and hell..
potentially in the same life.. as i Know and Feel now
100% for me.. So.. Imagine faith.. with no doubts.. now..
Hope with no doubts.. now..
And belief with no doubts now..
And that for me eventuAlly
is the present
of Hell from
God.. and no
i do not get mad
at God when i live
in hell as God allows
me brief moments to now
see and feel what heaven is
before.. all within me as well..
So i share what i know.. what i
discern.. what i feel.. and what
i experience.. as when one goes..
to Real Hell there is no choice but now
to help others avoid Hell if possible and
now go to
the better
place..
within…
sMiLes..:)

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Took me a moment to realize
‘it’ was a continuous repeat of a book
that never changes or ends.. And Perhaps
a definition of real hell too.. Ironically..
If life were to never change at all in
Another Ground Hog Day..
Per movie reference..
As not so well…
Reference a
Facebook share
of a Children’s
Christmas book that
cycles the same three
pages over and over
and over
again..

Yes.. Aghogday…

And truly when one loses their emotions..
That is what life is like no matter where
or what a person does.. Numb never
changes where the worst pain
known to mankind is a
preferable state of being..
Done it.. Did it.. for 66 months..
And hope no one ever goes there
but me.. Even Adolph Hitler..

Real Hell.. A Tough Love
Living Death in life ‘gift’ that
bRinGs a compassionate empathy
of 14.5 billion years or so.. And trust
me or not.. If you ever get this darkest
never ending night for now.. ‘Gift’ of the Soul..
For just one second.. You will understand too..
IF you are really a full human being before
or after that second of hell exists for you..
All real.. And Forever NOW..
And when i say no emotions..
i do mean a zero point..
of zero feelings
at all..
not just
a platitude
of sadness..
a place where
a tear would be
a greaTest gift as
well..
and that gift..
after the death
of a beloved cat
then.. was the start
of the ticket out
of hell
then..
irony in life..
sour.. bitter..
and sweet..
all better
than
no
thing
at
all…
One then may come
to understand that yes..
God is Love.. and separation
from the interdependent relationship
of all that is.. as best experienced by
human as a state of Love in mind
and body balance.. is the place
called hell.. when separation
feels totally away
from the gift
of Love that
is God within
us when experienced
all now.. never ending..
now as heaven as well..
A lesson of living loving
of the sages..
for the
ages.. of all
of humanKind
in Courage of
Unconditional
Tough and
Passionate
Love NOW..
Just
NOW..smile emoticon..:)

The Internet is a really big place..
With always room
for something new..
and that is what i like
best about it..
there is always
something new
to do.. so
When i am
about 5.. after
i start to speak
at age 4.. then
i dream about
a machine that
i can ask now
any question
i like then..
and there
will be
an answer..
and hehe..
eventuAlly
that machine
becomes human
and now i am an
answering machine..;)

Anyway.. today is December 10th.. my mother’s
birthday.. and also a celebration day in many
ways.. that i can attempt to relate
but i understand
totAlly without
words..
as theRe
is intelligence
so far beyond
words.. beyond
time..
and all
distance
and space..
in eYes of
uS WitH GOD
ALL
iNOW..
it’s also
my friend
Shawna’s
birthday.. so if
‘you’ come by..
celebrate too..;)

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Ah yes.. And Dance memories..
a year ago.. for a yearbook of joy..
and smiles.. then.. at Old Seville
and a few other places.. along
the metro area.. trail of
dance.. smile emoticon
these Facebook
memories
are
cool too..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

Well.. never get around to
Tuesday dVerse links
for prompt of peace
and more links
coming today
Thursday..
for whatever
flavor of prompt
comes then.. YES..
NOW.. this “Chemistry
of Truth and Light”
coming post
runS its
course..
so more of the
other.. in the comments
section in this coming
post.. and additionAlly
more fun dance
photos from
my 88th Old Seville
week of dance celebration
iN tHe wee wee 3AM hour
or so.. of the 11th day
of the 12th month of
2K15th year day..
theRe.. with a few more
photos in other stops..
including my mother’s
birthday
and other
stuff
along the
paths that
change
now
TG.. in
FEELINGS
WELL FELT
AND SO.. SO.. VARIED
BEYOND RAINBOWS
OF
COLORS
NOW AS
WELL..:)

Yup.. some
folks have
writer’s
block..
i have
writer
stop..
GO dance
NOW!..;)

And no..
not quiet..
“War and Peace”..;)

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