i AM F**King Maria Von Trapp

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ANYWAY AGAIN.. IT’S 2:30 PM CENTRAL TIME now.. and now
i shall embark iNJOY oF poeticAlly responding
to 47 pieces of poetry on the
dVerse Online Poetry PUB
site.. and that is gonna
be fun.. perhaps long..
but never the LESS
F.U.N..:)
Ironic Karmic
COMMENT..
LOVE IT..
and no
surprise..
my comments
are never approved
there butt..
But anyway..
Brilliant
Poem..
Poems
that are shallow
are fun but deep
is whEre i Love to
go MOST.. as Deepest
Oceans house the most
eclectic electric creatures
and you Bjorn..IN this way..
often take me tHere my kind
friend.. when i too see deeper
with yoUr eyes that we all can
potentiAlly attempt to share..
but anyway.. back to your
Poem.. yes.. Life.. a
road.. a long road
to end.. a means
establishing so
far to meet
an end..
but truly
the eyes of a child
not yet captured by
a culture that ends
can
mean
Life
aGain..:)

Travelers all we are
journeying a life
of pleasing
dis
ease..
goodbyes are
best met with
future hellos
no matter
travelers
go
with
us
Now..:)

Endings are best
following blue
skies
in
my
being..:)

So true for those that have difficulty connecting to
a child of mind.. may hide a darker side
that cannot connect
to a play of life..
there is nothing
sharper hanging
than
knife
poking
a strung
around
heArt
that no
longer
plays
with
children’s
eyes.. and
yes if i know
someone like
this i might
feel
the same
in fact
i can
relate
to it
as cats
purr old
knives
and rope
tales of
discontent
hidden by
bottles
and purrs…
GenerAlly
speaking
Dog people
Love children
smiles.. i feel
this is not about
you my friend..;)

Ah.. yes.. eye
says so
much
more
than
I..:)

Just to be clear..Feeling..
Friend kanzensakura..
i never express
WHAT A poem
means for
the person
who writes
it.. only
how it
makes
me feel..
i am not
educated
enough or
educated at
all in poetry
to offer any
thing else
but my
personal
feelings
of
INSPIRATION
in response..
with smiles..
in other words..
i will never attempt
to tale you anything
about how you ‘see’ the
world.. but of course my
view is valid as well.. smiles..
for
only
me in
MY Being..:)

Boots Struggling
changing few shoes
comforTing
conSoling
liGhtiNg Feat..
greaTest
Artists
histoRinGinG
Lore wear
worn
boots
IN tatteRings
Shoeless Blue NOW..:)

Ah.. to make a Cookie
a leave of Grass
a Cathedral
a Planet
and ALL
Sacred as
one can
make IT
Be.. IS to Live
Sacred and Worthy
of a Prayer for NOW..:)

Ah.. Patriarchy
feeling silence
‘tween sire
and sons..
where Fear
replaces
Love and
Force Desires
moves past
Tender
Loving
hands..
if ‘Barry
Manilow’
is a cowboy
nothing changes
as ships of sires
and sons
still
pass while
listening
for Siren
Songs..:)

And what a wonderful
world we live in
now.. where
if someone
does not understand
what A ‘Barry Manilow’
is they can Google
it with quote
marks.. but
i guess
i should
hyperlink
for ease..
but
nah..
culture is
already too
dam functionally
disabling to make it
MORE maniLOW
instead of
maniHIGH..
NO Google
for THAT..
smiles..;)

Amazing in life how truly dark
stories become Sparkling
Light musing
feelings to
come and find..
i cherish my
dark memories
and sometimes
wish i can
remember
more..
as the
dark challenge
may eventuAlly
Sparkle Most
in Dreams of Life
come fruitiOn wITh
SparKing LIgHT..:)

ComiNg back to place of challenge
wiTh fresh eYes.. seeinG deTails
greater mindful awareness
relaxing eyes
see more of
what IS theRe..
PooL of Life IS
Larger without
swimming lessons
FixinG strokes clock..:)

Old towns on small highways..
Business goes..
withering away..
people staying
separating
inside..
outside..
all around
but online
is no end
for some
who
otherwise
will be
separated
again..:)

A Poet’s House of Brick
Can stand a treat or trick
A Muse.. a Line Fine Brine
Salty Sea of Ocean Brew
i am Free.. i am NO TooL..:)

A Book.. A Radio.. A TV
Black and White..
Color comes..
Brighter and
Sharper ones..
VCR’s will then
record IT
all.. And
tape decks
too.. And
next a
promise
of HDTV
BUT computers
beat THAT to the
PUNCH.. CARD
and
next thing ya.. Oh!
nO.. the Internet
Destroys ‘ALL’ OF THAT
IN INTERACTION WAY
OF PEN PALS
ACROSS
A NEW
GLOBE
HIVE
ALIVE..
FINaLLY
HUMANITY’s
POTENTIAL
HAS A VOICE
OF
ONE..:)

Silent Pens..
Silent Words..
World FULL of Input..
Working Responsibilities..
Culture full of STUFF..
and then theRe is
RealiTy
and noNe
of THAT
wHere Pens
and Words
rule
heArt
of
US
as wEll
as eYes
of Flesh and Blood
Moving.. Connecting.. SpiRit
Creating We for NOW
Mind and Body
Balancing SoUls..
Then again..
for most tHere
IS Alarm Clock
illusion
of some
thing
else..:)

Rebornevernow..
neverbe
bornordie
@ALL
sosAd
soMe
neVerLiVe
@ALL
nOrLife
noRDeath
onLy
CoffiNow..:)

Couch Potatos
eating brothers heArt..
other family members..
and friends.. Hungry
Couches.. Eat
Poor Moving
Connecting
Creating
SpiRit
where
inPut
rules
and oUT
put never goes..
to eat a balancing
meal of mind
and body
soUL..:)

For me.. to bless the dead
is for them to live
on in eyes of
words in
dance
of
Life..
Love
never ends
this way
for a
soul
that
never
dies
in eYes
of LOVE..:)

Oh M G..! Jewel Grey..! This is IT..! tHIS forGETTING
sonG..! and oneFEELS Christina Perri
SinGs NOT of thiS worLd..
if one sinGs.. a soNg..
anothEr
voice of
ancestors
comes through
theRe is magic
beholding
eYes
of GOD
Dancing
Slowly
in an empty
room.. wHere
another voice
comes
deep
within..
sometimes
THAT Voice
is VERY
DEEP
and often
AngeLic
CelTic
hiGh..
wherEver spiRit
Flows within
above
below
outside
all around
WE who
travel
wITh
gHost
beFore
REAL
SPIRiT
NoW
heARt
BREAKs
OUT
SPIrIT
wE
RISE
AgAIN
SUN’S
PHOENIX
NEvER
DIES
VOICES
GOD
WHERe
VOCAL
CHORDS
BIRD
HEAVEN
FLyS
GLOwING
SOLoING
LOvING
I’M RUNNING
OUT OF WORDS
I’M
THERE.. OH
GOD! i’M THErE
AgAIN.. SaME
PLACE
RAvING
DANcING
SPINnING
FLOwING
MELtING
GOD
IS
IN
ME
NOwGOD!
i DO SO
want otHeRs
JUSTOFEEL
GOD
ONCE
JUST
ONCE
JUST
ONCE
ALiVE
iNUS..:)

NO liFe
heArt
places
wHere
Love
never
borns
aLive..
Love liVes
in those
born alive..
dies in
those
other
lives..
ashes
cigarette LVE..:)

A little detoUr
to HelL and NirvAna
and NOW
back to
HOW DEEP
IS YOUR LOVE..;)

A sliver of heaven are
we.. darker realities
abound in
simple
Universe
flow of creation
and destruction
as star
explosion
dust
we
flow..
spiraling
Galaxy
Suns
are
we..
reflecting
ALLTHATIS..:)

Well.. it used to be that
diamonds are a
girl’s best
friend but
i KNOW
some
girls now
won’t
mind
a boob
‘com
pli
ment’
poweR
of eYes
often
beat
words..
smiLes..
and my
favoRite
pArt are
GIRL’S EyES..:)

Lots of Love
i most often
find
dance
beats
words
and silence
as dance
can
be
softer
than
silence..:)

Stories of Numerology tale
that some folks completing
all levels of earthly
task can come
back and enjoy
the Cloud
or shoot
for the
heavenly
Star
with
Angel
Guns
and THOSE
GUNS are
a draw for me..:)

Shorter days
crave lighter
feels
of
longer
eyes
of
Flowing
Creation
Activity
Now
’til
day break
reigns once
again LONG..:)

Sometimes a simple
LUST for LIFE
beats
thinking
about IT
@ALL..:)
And that’s
coming from
someone writing
11 million words
in 57 months@ALL..;)

And sometimes the
miNd has feelings
that kNow no
words.. as
heArt.. ex
presSing
SpirIT
as SonG
of SoUL
and people
like to say
that GOD’s
got a thiNg
for words..:)

Oh.. Love.. scatTered
aBout in 40,000
pieCes in Albert
Hall..
or a
Beatles
Song of
Aggman
and Walrus
SHells..
i
sup
pose
INnate
INstinct
and INtuition
will find a way
to put HumPty
DumPty togetHeR
again with ALL sand
and water as silt whiTe
glue.. Loving Green HAM
eggs and ham again.. eggs
spoken by True Prophet EGGS
of Beatle Men and Doctor Seuss..
Hmm.. oh! my rabbit HOLE form looks
better than the furry filling within NOw.:)

A place of life
so deep
in cotton
BALL
coffin
grey
where
paper
like existence
knows only
time and
feeling no
longer
exists
@ALL..
where
every
second
of life
is a thousand
years of dying
with no senses.. feeling..
IN liVing vamPire death..
and tHEY Say it is OnLY JUsT..
a mYth.. tHey lie.. thEy lie.. LiE
ThEY
LiE..:)

Pain Fire Fear
where is bottom
fall.. where
do rocks
fall
where
bottom
lies
where
do we
go
when
bottom
lies
a
way
up
no hope
no faith
no nothing
just will
just
will survive
as all who
cast down
get here now..:)

Magician lives
waiting
sinking
rising
falling
making
Life
Again..
Magic
heArt
singing spiRit
dancing mind and
body souls balancING
Living Light Living Love
Magic Feat
step
beat
again..:)

Truly amazing most animals
walk with shores
as Life
and most
only
humans
walk
against
shores
as death..
And humans
think.. and
humans
think
think
thINk
lost..
losing
lost…
waiting
for waves
to come back
AS Ocean of LOVE..:)

Executive Officer
of ship on land
tales.. oh
GOD THAT ‘Walker’
Janitor.. the black
man with an
IQ of less
that stellar
is FiN so
dam Happy…
Oh the ignorance
of knowledge grows
as sadness fills a
shell well HELL
And A Ghost
Dance
Grows
ON..
wITh ancestors
sinGiNG LaLa..La..La..La..La
La..LaLa.. i frigging heArtED
you so..then and always now..:)

Love.. River that seems
to grow more softly
than strongly
where
gentle
streams
spread Twinkle Lights
in eYes.. and LOUDer
EYES.. WAVES Flood
over flowing
drown Chalice
Loving
Peace..:)

Of all the hardships.. toils and troubles
of humans one thing stands true
brighter than most others..
the sun still shines
on all of
darker
and lighter
human fate..:)

Oh a dream
a faucet
a cup
that
never
runneth
less than
full as pumping
waters love to homes
of life.. oh what we take
for granted in what our
ancestors and some
still do suffer
for just
a drop
of what
we have..:)

Ah.. yes.. when even
a purr can be
a demand
to FEED
MEnOW
I AM YOUR
ALARM
CLOCK
FOR
ME..
smiles
cats can
get away
with anything
just by purring
a word
of
Truth
and
heArt..:)

An older cat for me.. where chest
does not seem to rise
or fall.. paws
for pause
a breath
desire
for furry
Love
flux
next
heart
beat alive
RELIEF..:)

If only i have a dime
for every time
i attempt
to explain
what
i am
all on
about
to my wife
when she says
no.. just stop..
i cannot take
it anymore
that might
explain
Y thEre
are 11 million
pieces of
me here
all over
the online
place..
i could sure
make some
calls on
phone
booths
of old
and
ONES
OF NEW..;)

HAHA!.. well..
at least wITh me..
when you wish
for comments
be careful what
you wish for..
for some..
be
afraid..
be
very afraid..
smiles with
due satire..
and i shortened
aVersion of this
as well for NOW..;)

Tuning stations of
human mind and
body in balance..
Creation Activity
of Nature’s way
social cognition
with humans too..
office work UGH
and mechanical
cognition death
of human
heArt..
expresSing
emotion
as human
spiRit
well
bal
ance
soUl
in mind
and body
balance..
a simple
equation
of Yin
and Yang
that still passes
any test of science so far
for human being well being..:)

Oh God yes.. the greaTest Sin
of the lies of human
perfection fostered
first by sidewalks
of life.. and weed
killer to slay
the wildest
dandELIONS
of human
beings too..
i go by the
Jack London
rule book of
human.. practice
free and you will
be set free..
walk on
sidewalks
and they
will rule
US..:)

Well.. for me at least
the answer is SO simple
as to why for decades
i feel like a two-dimensional
human being.. i simply
never move all
around
limiting
both
my brain
and body
to smaller
metaphor
of less than
three dimensions..
and yes.. this applies
to most stuff human
Life.. use it or lose
IT applies to all
stuff seen
and unseen
with human
beinGs
ALLISPRACTICE..:)

Oh rules rules rules..
i for one love this
poem and
in fact
when i
read
poems
i rarely
notE
who writes
them.. i FEEL
seriously.. it’s
the FEEL
that counts
and Sharing
Truth and
LIGHT
is
the
bottom
LINE..
but yeah..
i am the most
LIBERAL PERSON
ON THE EARTH AND
SO IS JESUS.. THEN..
but yeah.. unlike then we
have 100% of me and only
18% of what he dOES and
i am no one special
just a servant/
SOLDiER
of GOD
like him
that will
be STEAMING
FRIGGING MAD
TO KNOW THAT
FOLKS WORSHIP
A MAN MORE
THAN
GOD..
oh yeah..
i tales
it as
THE TRUTH
AND LIGHT
TOO for NOW
as the Kingdom
of Heaven is
ALREADY
HERE
NOW..
Smiles..
and welcome
to a dVersity
of Poetry
folks..
but don’t
worry.. i am
the only
‘strange’
one
here
and
yeah
SO IS
Jesus too..
THEN.. AND
YES i can
say that
with
confidence
as history
shows the
same
for
all
folks
who walk
as TRUTH
AND LIGHT
numbering
in
thou
sands..
maybe
MIL
LIONS..
as GOD’s
unknown
Servants
and Soldiers..:)

There is enough food
in the world
but nearly
NOT enough
Love.. particularly
among those so-called
folks committed
to Loving
neighbors
as their self
which certainly
has no borders
at
ALL..:)

Ah yes.. and if we can INK
everyone like
this without
worry
of JEALous
LOVE
then
the world
will turn
in LOVE..:)

In all shapes and sizes
of humanity
heArt
PeNny
under WILL
and Tracks
of LOVE
WILL
NOT
diSappear
as Long
as Tender
coIn of
Loving
CARE..:)

Ah to be truly born in Nature having
the opportunity to sense and feel
all of IT WitH
potential human
feelings and senses
is a sure place of
connectedness
with Nature and
US and
co-pilots
of LIFE
AND LOVE
wITh GOD aS WELL..:)

YES! finished with
dVerse for now..
with an
additional
poem from
Mr. X
and one from
‘new’ poet
“Jewel Grey”..
making a Grand
Total of Poetic
expressions in
response to 47..
13 hours for
this pArt
at 3:37AM
finishing
time
NOW..:)

2370

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/08/purgatory-milton-school-stuff-free.html

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I Love reading my poetic artistic expressions to family members..

and every time I read it is different and it helps me to see deeper into it..

as far as human emotions go.. and the art of song.. whether fast or slow..

is a natural way i speak anyway.. and part of my adaptation to speaking

in a sing song way as a non-verbal autistic child..

not speaking until age 4..

but oh how i love

the audio experience of poetry and song..

and of course visual poetry too.. in both still and moving images..

in all creative ways.. and of course with open link comes my own style

and continuously chaining form of epic freest verse poetry..

exploring school days and all stuff associated

with that more.. more.. more..

incorporating all of what technology

has to offer in freest poetic expression as well..

be back later to read and comment on all

through the next few days..

as today is dance day

and night wild

and free offline

as much as possible

on Thursdays for me..:)

Thanks Bjorn.. really the only

folks who  are interested

in poetry at all in my family are my wife.. mother..

and sister.. poetry is not really big in the deep south

red state area where i live.. unless it comes straight out

of a revised bible.. smiles.. but anyway.. when i visit

my mother Helen.. a published poet herself who

starts  writing in her mid 50’s like me..

and unfortunately she stops writing

after several years..

which i hope to extend past that..

but anyway.. she is well versed in poetry forms

and she is not a free verse kind of poet..

in fact her poems would likely

fit online much better

than mine..

and i guess one day..

i will include some of them on my blog as a guest poet..

ANYWAY.. she can’t last through an entire epic free verse expression of mine..

as i can go on reading hours on end without problem.. but she likes what i read.. and it is something we can share together.. and my wife likes some of it.. and my sister does too.. but some of it.. makes no sense to them.. and better sense to my mother… an experienced poet.. no matter how hard i try to explain it to them.. and that is okay.. haha!.. as there is much of my life that i hated poetry.. thinning of it.. as useless and have a very hard time getting any meaning out of it all.. but as they say.. use it or lose it.. and practice.. and i must practice harder than most… as i have little poetry in me from before the last two years or so.. and honestly it is the last thing in

the world i think i will ever be able to do..

or want to do including reading any poetry

out loud at all.. smiles again.. but change

and using something new is the best of life to me.. now..:)

Anyway3.. i thought about adding my verbal poetic expression

reading online.. but hehe!.. it’s overwhelming enough to the

humans senses as it is.. i guess.. smiles..:)

For now.. i guess2 what i do.. is ‘enough’…;)

Oh.. yes Bjorn I totally agree there is stuff

of school that are jewels..

and there is a mystery

of life that will never be unraveled at school..

and for many never passing that.. AND always

more potential to learn both in intellect and human intuition that we are gifted with from birth.. but as science shows now the intuitive mind represses the intellectual mind as well as the converse.. so one must exercise diligence in using both these human potentials in order and art not to lose science or art of life..

And sadly there is little art or philosophy left in school.. as the science of society roars on with lesser and lesser of the empathy of LOVE that is vital for the long term survival of any social animal with or without complex written language.. culture.. and all the materialistic byproducts of that which of course are mostly antithetical to the heArt experience of human being..

But anyway.. being retired leaves all the nows to explore and practice it all without reins of work.. culture.. and or religion to repress or oppress US through subjugation and control of illusory fears.. so WE can just let it all go and flow.. and become a greater and greater flow of whatever nautilus shell of art we so will in art and reason to just be now free.. smiles.. and as always thanks for stopping by Bjorn..

and wading through the quite a lot more

of it with me here.. smiles again..:)

Hi Victoria.. thanks for coming

by with those kind words..

and so true that the sad lack

of arts in our school systems..

are in correlation with the failing grades of emotional

and creative intelligence.. including social intelligence.. overall..

as creativity is a natural pArt of the human condition to connect.. from painting faces around the fire lit camps of midnight moons of our distant ancestors.. to the strangest expressions of ART on YouTube and Blogs.. in the new Information Technology World.. haha!..:)

But anyway..
the bottom creative line
is to create.. connect.. and move..
sometimes in that reverse order or
any combination that works..:)

Hi.. Sanaa Rizvi.. thanks for those
words attributed to these school
day memories.. and
to relive them is
bitter sweet..
but sweet
overall.. smiles..:)

Ha! you are too kind Mary and very kind too..

and I am 17 in the blue suit for Senior Portrait..

in the Brown Suit with my first Love Sonia..

me at 18 she at 15.. as well as with her

in a second photo

with flannel shirt on..

and then there is Italian and

mixed American Michelle.. 16..

in the blue dress and me.. 20..

a couple of weeks before age 21..

in White Prom Way suit for me..

and an invitation by her as we are just friends then..

and interesting trivia note.. years later.. in fact..

about 16 years later.. Michelle is the

nurse for my wife recovering from

labor in 1997 when our child

Ryan is born.. small small

world it is.. in these parts

where i live.. haha!..

Oh.. then the Guamanian girl is

Renee in the Center.. alone..

and my best friend..

and she young too..

about 16..

while i am traversing depression in College..

and sadly she commits suicide in her late

twenties or early thirties..

a decade or so later..

a young mother

with two children..

and likely attributed to

sexual abuse by a Father..

that she confides to me.. years before.. And no..

Katrina is not in any of those pictures as she just moves to

Milton in 1978 at 8 years old then.. ten years my junior..

but many people suggest she looks like Sonia..

who is Cuban and Irish..

and Katrina.. Half Pacific Islander

with a mix of American Indian..

English and Irish..

and all the other stuff

that CAN make American..:)

Ha! you are welcome Glenn.. and thanks for the words of encouragement.. AND reading this quickly tonight in the dance hall.. doing my rave dancing.. i cannot help but to think of ‘THE SOUND OF MUSIC’.. AND ‘A FEW OF
MY FAVORITE THINGS’..
i start singing
IT TO MYSELF
just like this…;)

AND seriously.. big warning sign toward the end of my work career is when this song comes on sometime around Christmas time..and

OH MY GOD.. there is absolutely nothing that I can think of that is my favorite thing.. so consumed by stress that I do not realize Anhedonia.. has already creeped in to my life.. and it is just THAT at that point.. all i can feel is adrenaline.. fight and flight style.. certainly a kind of uncomfortable anxious high.. but nothing like human pleasure…

AND.. WHEN I FIRST start writing poetic expressions.. i write a post named the ‘Garden of Band-Aid’ attempting to remember all the nice things people haVE said to me in the past.. in an attempt to count some kind of blessings.. even if they are in the distant past..

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/visiting-garden-of-band-aid.html

And truly now.. my entire blog is a “Garden of Band-Aid”S.. a healing force where i can write about my blessings as well as visualize them.. quite/LOUDLY therapeutic it is.. and i guess that is a major reason folks write poetry to count their blessing.. and remember them from the past in words.. too..

And seriously.. everything about liFe is my Favorite STUFF NOW..
so it is never difficult for me to express
that here in words and
visual symbols/images..
smiles..:)

Yes.. for all
practical intents and purposes:

I am F**King JULIE ANDREWS/Maria Von Trapp/FunKIng Lady Gaga2..;)
Or I CAN BE THAT PenGuIn from Happy Feet2..
In fact.. and dreams.. with imaGiNaTion
a Truly FREE HUMAN CAN CREATE
THeIR True WILL Life
as whoever they
CHOOSE
TO BE..
AS LONG AS THEY
KEEP MOVING
CONNECTING
AND
CREATING
TRUTH AND LIGHT..

And my F**King Hills are ALIVE WITH THE SOUND
OF MUSIC.. AND YOU TUBE IS my own personal
Library of songs from thousands of
years.. and yes..
the 60’s and 70’s…

AND maybe one day
i will compose
another day..

yet my
heArt
will
never
sigh again..

and who knows
before this post..
yes this post
is done
that
sonG

may come..
AGAiN2..
anyWay..
Fred
iS
aLiVe
aGAiN..:)

BIGGER SMiLESX2..:)

Yes.. my HeArt
is blessed
with MusicK
and i
am
singing
again!

AND climbing every
mountain and
OMG!
that whole
dam movie
The SOUND
OF
MUSIC IS
THE BEST EVER!

WHEN WE SING
TOGETHER
CLIMBING
EVERY
MOUNTAIN
AND HELPING
ALL UP TO THE
HIGHEST PEAKS
OF
LOVE’S
DREAM!

Oh and GOD these comments ARE MORE FUN.. THAN
THE HOST BODY OF poetic aesthetic expressions..
and your comment about my ‘Perfect Hair’ albeit
i do not have the ability to capture the
escaping hair on the top of
my head with selfie
way.. and ‘A Full
Meal’ of Chinese
food that i
do partake
in ForTuneS
CooKies Ways..
oh Yeah AND…
my FreeST Verse NUdE
Poetry Too.. is THAT
i MUST honor the ‘BEASTY
FREDDY’ TOO.. ‘DOING
THE WEREWOLVES
OF LONDON’..
DRINKING
NOTHING
BUT
DANCE
AT OLD
SEVILLE
QUARTER..
WITH UNSUSPECTING
LOVELY BASHFUL
LADIES
DRINKING
OF
MY
DANCE
of LIFE..
and yeah.. THAT
GIRL in the photo
above is what ‘THEY’
‘CALL’ ‘marrying material’
for the single dudes tHere..
SHE is UltiMate SWEET AND so
are my other Girl Dance Friends2..
some of which are more atTuned
to my nude free verse
poetry
too..
as some Girls
LIKE a Beast
now and then
and now again2..:)

Yeah.. there is
a human beast
lurking in
all HUMAN
cellars..
in my
case
not any
further than
a restricted
Google
Adult
Blog
Link..
butT my
ConVeNant
wITh THE
GOD THAT
IS ALL THAT
IS.. IS TO SHARE
IT ALL WITH
DUE RESPECT
OF LOCAL
STATE
AND
FEDERAL
LAWS.. AFTER
ALL IS SAID
AND DONE
THAT GOD
HEALS
ME
FROM
HELL TO
HEAVEN
SO YEAH..
I AM FEARLESS
IN THAT WAY..
AS ONE
WILL
BE
WHEN
THEY
FACE
GOD
WITHIN
THIS WAY..
Every NOW
i sEE a major
Hollywood Artist
like Britney
meltdown..
shave her
hair or
someone
get
all naked
like Miley
Cyrus i
feel
they
too
KNOWING
FEEL ALL
THIS TOO..
BUT IT IS
A CLUB
OF NOT
MANY
AND GROWING
TOO.. KINDA
LIKE A RAPTURE
OF CLOTHES IF
YOU WILL OR NOT..
SMILES.. AND
NO.. one
does not
have
to take
material
clothes
OFF TO SHED
CULTURAL
AND RELIGIOUS
ONES TO GET FREE!..:)

YEAH.. I HAVE TO SAY
AND DO A BUNCH OF
FUNNY reAlly SILLY
AND WiLD ST** TO
GET TO THE
CRUX
OF
WHAT
i AM
REaLLY
DOiNG HErE..;)

The difference
between me
and many
is i AM
totAlly
transParent
and easy to
see for those
with THOSE
eYes and eArs
to sEE and hEAR..:)

AnyWay.. OH GOD Thanks
Glenn.. don’t kNow
if you’ll ever
see this
comment
RESPONSE
but YES..
you are most
definitely instruMental
in inspiRing my next
Free Verse Epic Blog
Post coming shortly
after i respond to
all the poet’s
dVerse Stuff
on the TRAIL
OF THAT.. and
the next one
sometime later
will be named
“i AM F**King
Maria Von
Trapp”..
i thINK
about
‘Julie
Andrews’
but ‘Maria
Von Trapp’
iS a niGhtLy
Kool NAme
ASITIS
kiNda A
MiX of
dArk
and
LIgHT..;)

@word@

@

FourThousandFortyFour

NOW

Yes.. truly SCHOOL IS A LINGERING DISCOVERY AND THEN COMES
ADVENTURE.. UP AND DOWN a spiraling path of NOW’S PRESENT
AND OMG looking back through the photos and stories
my life is both the Wonder Years.. and the Scariest
Movie ever.. but anyway SIX feet above NOW
is SO much nicer
than a dirt
nap..
Life Lingers BEST PERHAPS
when ONE IS FULLY ALIVE
AND BEEN TO BOTH HELL
AND HEAVEN.. NICE TO
BE IN THE
SECOND
PLACE
FOR
NOW..
And Thanks
Hanks for
dropping
by!

Oh.. you are so welcome.. my friend Sumana Roy.. and truly ALL OF
THIS IS WORTH IT JUST TO GET TO
THE SOUND
OF MUSIC
ONCE
AGAIN!
NOW..:)

Well friend and TEACHER MR.. X.. and obviously a
GREAT ONE AT THAT.. as you bring up
THAT subject AT the Poet’s PUB
before I go by the
Teaching University
of the DEAD POET’S
SOCIETY WHERE
WE TEAR THE
PAGES OUT
OF THE RULE
BOOK AND
GAIN SOME
F**KING
FUNKING
COMMON SENSE..
and simply live life
once again.. as FREE..
and OUTSIDE THE
DAM BOX.. and this
remindS me of
BILL O’REILLY
AND I’LL TALE YA
WHY.. Bill is just A
Clown on
Fox news and
not always
a nice clown
but never the
less the dude
gets in contact
with a Holy
Creative Spirit
and helps to write
his book named
‘KILLING JESUS’ APPROPRIATELY
DESCRIBING HIS LIFE AS A MAN
INSTEAD OF A MYTH.. and then
a major MEME OF THE MOVIE IS
JESUS CHALLENGING THE ORDER
OF THE TIME AKA SOCIETY’S
ESTABLISHED CURRICULUM
AND BY GOD THAT IS
PRECISELY WHAT
IS WRONG
WITH THE
SCHOOL SYSTEM
IS THE CURRICULUM
IS OFTEN SET IN STONE
WITH TEACHERS WHO
ARE SET IN FUNDAMENTALIST
stones too.. particularly in RED STATE
areas like mine where you almost have
to be part of the First Baptist Fundamentalist
cliques across the county which include all
other fundamentalist church ways
to even get a frigging JOB.. NOW
NOT NEARLY AS BAD AS
THAT IS IN THE 60’S AND
70’S IN my formative
elementary and
secondary
school years
with SOME.. YES..
IMPROVEMENT
NOW but i have
to wait until
college
and
a PHILOSOPHY
CLASS TO FINALLY
GET A DEAD POET’S
SOCIETY TEACHER
AND THAT CHANGES
THE COURSE OF
MY LIFE..
UP UNTIL THEN..
NO TEACHER
CHANGES MY
LIFE TO ANY
real extent
that
makes
IT BETTER..
TEACHERS LIKE
THAT ARE PRICELESS
AND I FEEL YOU ARE
THE SAME
MY
FRIEND
SO
TEACH
ON
AND KEEP
MOVING
OUT OF
THE BOX
OF CURRICULUM’S
PRISON IMPRISONING
CHILDREN NO DIFFERENT
THAN THE OLD ORDER
OF KILLING JESUS
OR THE HATING
CONGREGATIONS
OF STUDENTS
AND TEACHERS
INSPIRED
BY
FUNDAMENTALIST
WAYS OF HATING
DIFFERENT..:)

And here is a video
i take from the ‘Wrong Planet’..
MOST people there are Book
Smart.. but they have
little To NOT COMMON
SENSE OF GUT.. AND
WITHOUT GUT
THERE IS
NO TRUTH
AND LIGHT
IN LOGIC..
CREATIVITY
HAS BEEN
CENSORED THERE
SO I AM BANNED
FROM HELL FOR
A MONTH.. AND
I HAVE DECIDED
THAT LUCIFER ME
IS ON PERMANENT
VACATION FROM
HELL AS METAPHOR
OF COURSE.. THAT
MF IN PLACE
IS NOT
ONE I’M
GOING
BACK
TO
AGAIN..;)

And that video has only about 5K views on YouTube
but REAL COMMON SENSE AND TRUTH AND
LIGHT AIN’T A POPULARITY
CONTEXT.. NEO
IS FREE..
WITH OR
WITHOUT
FOLLOWERS..;)

And yeah.. when the video says
that folks only use 10% of their
brain.. we have to keep
in mind that
brain and
mind are
not the
same material
reductionist thingy
that can be viewed on
a brain scan.. sure all
brains are organic but
DIFFERENT KINDS OF
INTELLIGENCES
ARE MYRIAD
AND UNEXPLORED
BY MOST FOLKS
WHO NEVER LOOK
WITHIN TO FIND
THEM RANGING
FROM MUCH GREATER
PHYSICAL.. EMOTIONAL..
SENSORY.. EXISTENTIAL
SEXUAL.. MUSICAL.. VISUAL
METAPHORICALLY POETICally..
OH MY GOD THE LIST OF
INTELLIGENCES THAT
COMPRISE OVER 99%..
NOT JUST
90% OF HUMAN POTENTIAL
DROWNING WITH STANDARD IQ
LIKE A DROP
IN THE
OCEAN
THAT IS
JUST
ELEMENTARY
Fundamentally
INCORRECT WHOLLY
MY DEAR.. WATSON
AND NEVER EVER
THE FULLER TRUTH
AND LIGHT OF HUMAN POTENTIAL..:)
WHERE MOST FOLKS USE 1% OF POTENTIAL
HUMAN INTELLIGENCES AND THAT IS WHERE THE
REAL TRUTH AND LIGHT LIVES IN THE SYNERGY
OF THE HUMAN MIND AND BODY IN BALANCE MOVING..
CONNECTING.. CREATING.. WITH ALL OTHER HUMANS
AND THE REST OF NATURE AKA THE FORCE AKA GOD
AND SO MANY OTHER
METAPHORS
FOR
THE
CORE FORCE
OF ALL THAT IS..
THAT WE MOST ALL
CAN HARNESS LIKE
NUCLEAR ENERGY NOW!..:)

Thanks Madeline..
My Nautilus
ShEll
ISTuMor
that will not
stop growing
and for some
reason and
for
ALLFEELING
i never
get
ex
hau
sTED..
every
once
in
a while
i sleep..;)

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6 Responses to i AM F**King Maria Von Trapp

  1. jewel grey says:

    YES to that shirt!!! Bring out the Kraken!

    I LOVE your pictures. Your wife is soooo hot. Those legs! My goodness. And her tatoo. Oh, and her purple bra. 🙂 But most of all, I love her personality … that she does cartwheels for you. That is so perfect. You’re such a lucky guy. You know this.

    “as Deepest
    Oceans house the most
    eclectic electric creatures”

    Indeed.

    Good heavens, I wish I wrote this: “cats purr old knives” … Seriously brilliance. I’m going to quote you on this.

    “Ah.. yes.. eye
    says so” … Ha ha. I love it when you sneak me into your posts. 🙂

    Love love love this:
    “Ah.. to make a Cookie
    a leave of Grass
    a Cathedral”

    “FixinG strokes clock” … LOL … how did I never notice how badly the words “stroke” and “clock” wanted to go together? It’s like they were destined to be friends! I’m so glad you exercised such genius in giving them a jumprope to play with. Funny all the things a rope can be used for. Closeness, with just enough space for jumping. Or stretched out taut for tug-of-war … arrogant, angry distance. A noose, of course, to state the obvious. Or sneaking out the window in the middle of the night. Always a favorite for the imaginings of falling backwards.

    “dance
    beats
    words” … Agreed.

    “dance
    can
    be
    softer
    than
    silence” … Agreed.

    “Shorter days
    crave lighter
    feels” … Love.

    “Longer eyes.” Such a rockin’ phrase. Makes me think of when I stretch out my eyeliner to sketch myself into having cat eyes. Or do “longer eyes” just mean that you long for something even more so than you did before, or more than someone else does? Hmmm. So much to think about.

    “Sometimes a simple
    LUST for LIFE
    beats
    thinking
    about IT
    @ALL..:)
    And that’s
    coming from
    someone writing
    11 million words
    in 57 months@ALL..;)” … I love your hilarious innuendo. I always see it, by the way. Especially what you do with the caps/lowercased letters.

    Love this:
    “words.. as
    heArt.. ex
    presSing
    SpirIT” … Especially that hidden “word sass.” It’s my fave, you know. 🙂

    “paper
    like existence” … I hear ya.

    “every
    second
    of life
    is a thousand
    years of dying” … Goodness. Yes. Yes. Yes.

    I really like that “Naughty Boy” song. I hadn’t heard it before.

    “FOLKS WORSHIP” … This jumped into “folk worship” for my eyes // only. Then if you read it backwards, it becomes K Loaf. Either that’s a band name or a new kind of bread. I wonder what’s in K bread? All I can think of is potassium and thereby bananas. K loaf. Great new name for banana bread. Man I love zucchini bread, though. A K looks like the beginnings of a kartwheel, though. So I think your wife’s new nickname is K Loaf. Perfect. I’m so glad we fleshed this out.

    And yes

    if we can

    INK

    everyone

    like

    this //

    without

    That’s a little poem, all on its own. “Without.” It’s the loneliest, hollowest, most painful word. It says everything there is to say. I am // without.

    Okay. Gotta stop now. I had a blast visiting and going through most of this. Glad and thankful for your visit yesterday.

    • I’ll be back..
      Jewel Grey
      After celebrating 4000
      miles of dance walk today..
      Smiles.. Wife
      KATRINA yelling get out
      the door FRED NOW! Smiles..;)

      Okay.. I’m BACK again with some new PHRASES AND OMG.. I WILL EVEN DANCE WALK 4000 MILES
      IN 24 months IF THAT MEANs i can use this great Arnold Video to Illustrate
      what happens when I COME BACK!..;)

      SO glad you stop by the New Jewel GREY.. and truly you set my creative
      FIRE BURNING LAST NIGHT when I run across you ON the Poet’s
      Pub dVerse Trail again.. you know this Internet stuff
      for Poets is mighty cool stuff.. it’s
      like Jack and Alan and all
      of those 60’s poets
      doing it on
      line instead
      of Route 66!..
      but yeah.. i do
      go to THAT SUPER
      BIG BAR AND SHARE MY
      POETRY WITH SOME NEW AGE
      HIPSTER GIRLS THERE TOO..
      IT’S KINDA LIKE GREENWITCH
      VILLAGE CLOSE TO THE BEACH
      WITH BAHAMA MAMAS AND ALL
      OF THAT.. AND HELL
      YES.. BET JACK
      AND ALAN
      WILL SHARE
      THEIR FREE
      VERSE NUDE POETRY
      WITH THE SUPER OPEN
      MINDED HIPSTER OVER
      18 WOMEN TOO.. IF
      THEY LIVE
      TODAY
      TOO!..
      Anyway
      that’s kinda
      to fulfill a
      prophecy but
      i can’t go
      into the
      specifics
      as GOD
      has not
      totAlly filled
      me in oN GOD’s
      BIGGER PLAN ABOUT
      IT YET.. BUT
      I FEEL IT
      COMING
      SOON
      REALLY
      SOON.. AS
      GOD ALWAYS
      ALLOWS ME
      TO SEE THE
      MEANING AFTER
      INSTRUCTIONS
      IN GOD
      SPEAK
      COMING
      PER SYNCHRONICITY
      IN WHAT TO DO NEXT
      JUST DO IT YES!..
      with my
      universal
      GOD EyES
      ON!..:)
      But anyway thank you so much
      friend for all youR Super Kool
      creative out of the box
      comments more.. as when
      we Aesthetes let
      the FREEST
      ASSOCIATIONS
      COME WHO KNOWS
      WHO FEELS
      WE MAY
      JUST
      PROVE
      THAT
      GOD
      DOES EXIST..
      AND HOW TO
      CONNECT WITH
      GOD FOR MORE
      THE ‘POOR’ IN
      HEART.. SPIRIT
      AND SOUL.. WHO
      CANNOT MOVE
      CONNECT
      AND
      CREATE
      LIKE THIS
      JUST YET..
      BUT I HAVE
      THE FAITH
      AND HOPE
      AND BELIEF
      TO MOVE MOUNTAINS
      AND I DO NOT CARE
      HOW DEAD THE HEART
      SPIRIT OR SOUL MAY
      BE IF I CAN FRIGGING
      WAKE UP THE WAY I DO..
      AFTER 66 MONTHS OF
      REAL ROUTE 66 HELL..
      I FEEL I CAN
      HELP MOVE
      THE MOUNTAINS
      OF OTHERS
      IN SOME
      WAY
      TOO..
      AS LONG AS I DO
      ALL STUFF ON THE
      PATH OF TRUTH AND LIGHT
      WITH TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL
      PassiOnate
      LOVE!..:)
      WHAT CAN I SAY..
      ONCE AGAIN..
      I’M
      BACK
      IN DANCING
      FEET
      AND
      AESTHETE
      SONGLYRICS
      TOO.. FOR NOW!..:)

  2. X says:

    cats purr old knives. ha. i gotta play with that one.

    can you imagine if we actually used more of our brains.
    what we might actually be capable of but fall far short

    i am glad you found that teacher even if you had to wait
    til college – to stretch you beyond the fundametalist
    oy that box can be so small, you know.

    dead poets is a great movie too.
    i want to be that teacher.

    • Hi my Friend X again.. and yes.. this stuff about a singularity
      ain’t got nothing to do truly with making human into
      machine.. it is just the opposite of making
      machine back into human
      again.. and much
      of that is because
      of the repression and
      oppression of human nature
      in the last 12,000 years or so
      after the forager age goes mostly
      away for humans and instead of living
      within the greater human potentials
      in all innate.. instinct.. and intuition
      way.. they become an extension
      of their tools in written
      words.. collective
      intelligence
      and
      All the materialistic
      BY Product tools
      of a human
      who loses
      tHeir
      TRUTH AND
      LIGHT GIFTS OF
      GOD WAY.. AND
      SUCCUMB TO THE
      NEW RULES OF MEN
      WHO ARE ALL PlUSSED
      UP SELFISH COLLECTING
      INSTEAD OF THE
      UNCONDITIONAL
      TOUGH AND
      PASSIONATE
      LOVE
      OF ALL
      SHARING!..
      BUT ANYWAY
      I AM WILD AND FREE
      AGAIN AS YOU NOW
      WITH THE ABILITY
      TO BALANCE
      LOVE IN
      WITH THAT
      FOR DUE MASTERY
      OF THE YIN AND
      YANG OF MY
      HUMAN CONDITION!..:)

  3. OH GOD!.. a full course meal.. in celebrating 4000 miles of dance walking today.. at the metro mall of course.. with a different out FIT thaN my Church Festival best whites.. yes.. Led Zeppelin with the Fallen Angel Lucifer BEFORE THAT.. ALL SMOOTH IN THE FRONT TOO.. photos OF THAT TOO.. coming in a blog post CELEBRATING ‘4000 MILES OF DANCE WALKING’ a FreeSt style Mixed Martial Arts and Ballet way AND OMG! AT THE three thousand MILE mark in February I have Katy Perry Singing for me at the Super Bowl.. for free.. i do not pay a penny.. just an iPhone and some photos and VOILA SHE IS MY HALF TIME SHOW TOO!.. and ooh that Big Golden Lion She rides out on the stage with is SUPER KOOL TOO..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/02/3000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/20/2000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

    But no Katy Perry this time around for 4000 miles.. just a Church Festival.. Christening a New Building and all around picnic celebration unwitting to around a thousand folks that THEY ARE CELEBRATING FRED’S 4000th mile of dance walk in 24 months.. TOOX3 and even kids will be banging Piñata’s too in CELEBRATION OF MY DANCE WALKING TOOX5.. ON my blog post.. just like Katy Perry.. and OH GOD the girls beat the piñata bashing boys.. and that’s no surprise as the boys are pudgy mostly and the girl are all into DANCE AND SUPER ATHLETIC SWINGING THAT BAT LIKE A FRIGGING STAR WARS LIGHT SABER speaking of Wookie Shirts with FREE HUGS TOO!

    OH YEAH.. and the dude in the REVEREND OUT FIT is my High School Tennis Buddy Monsignor Mike a Super Smart Beta Club Nerd like me too then.. and an all around nice guy who will never say anything bad about anyone then too.. and yeah.. he gets bullied too.. and now he is Monsignor MIKE.. leading a rather large Parish.. WHO IS A super cool Priest with A MESSAGE OF LOVE AND HOPE FROM THE PULPIT.. AND WE mostly agree on the core message he provides from a Loving Compassionate Jesus and not a frigging A HOLE like some folks make Jesus OUT to be.. in other fundamentalist churches in my area..

    Well anyway.. more to come in the blog post as usual.. yes much more.. but not likely over 5K words like the last two.. as i am running just about on fumes now.. between that and dance.. and about 6 hours of sleep in the last 2 days or so.. smiles..:)

  4. Hmm.. four more poetic entries
    to dVerse DOT COM to make a
    total 51.. including THE
    Infamous
    Jewel Grey
    at number last..
    so i have 4
    more poetic
    responses
    to pursue
    following
    NOW..;)

    Shadow nights
    of cold gone
    past.. Winters
    chill alone
    home
    a
    lone..
    wHere
    ColdeST..:)

    Love spells
    pain
    at its
    highest
    Levels
    as just
    another
    4 letter
    word
    that
    tales a Truth..:)

    Ah yes.. golden
    age.. no matter
    years.. but
    dream
    NOW
    Living
    Truth
    in
    ACTION..:)

    I like the form.. and the
    fact that is all
    yoUrs in
    feeling life
    U turns
    escaping
    in
    to
    LOVE..:)

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