Of Numbers Cats Fox mouse me

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Numbers are

a reflection of the patterns of Nature.

Human beings have 5 digits on each hand and 5 digits
on each foot;

most of the time, at least.

The numerical symbols

are abstract constructs.

The essence is real.

Space AND distance is measured nicely by a ruler;

in general the size of a foot; now a meter; more or less;

Humans CAN measure distance and space ALL NATURALLY through
the ORGANIC EXPERIENCE OF HUMAN proprioception; AND other
human senses.

Some humans have to be massaged
to sense their body in space and distance;

others can get around
with their eyes closed or blind;
fairly well sensing the space of their
environment; including distance,
greatly, with finely tuned
ISA’s; Instincts,
Skills,
and Abilities
of
proprioception
and other senses.

Time is measured nicely by a clock.

For some humans, they rarely ever experience

a subjective experience of time;
as they live in the the flow

of the moment of

now always.

For other humans,

they live in a constant state of

deadline this

and that;
they live as slaves to time;

and culture of course.

Free will is relative,
as of course there are limits to human nature;
however, some of us excel in relative free will

in terms of empirical results;
and others of us; stagnant, without much change
for human potential in human relative free will.

As in all things human and the rest of nature; a broad
spectrum of reality exists; some folks get to experience
more colors of the ‘rainbow’; and some folks
literally exist in a black and
white much more
limited experience
of life;
MILEAGE VARIES.

I FOR ONE, live rainbow,
over shades of grey
and black
and
white..:)

“Always balancing good News”

‘You’,
are ‘my kind’
of Atheist.

I like
your style;
overall,
of course.

Nothing’s Perfect.
Perfect’s Nothing.

That is why,
and how,
and wHere;
GOD exists
AS IS, NOW.

Humans can create a GOD;
sure, through imagination and
creativity; for subjugation and
control; and empty promises
to yes, pacify the masses;
however, never the
LESS; the GOD that
IS NOW AS THE INTER-
DEPENDENT INTER-
CONNECTING RE-
LATION-
SHIP OF
ALL THAT IS
EXISTS ALWAYS
NOW;
THAT’S JUST
COMMON SENSE;
i mean duh; my cat
learns that in the wild;
on his own; quite well
in survival; without ever
any school; and just a little
rough and tumble play;
WITH his peer
kittens as ‘child’;
and sucking at
the teat
of
MAMA
CAT;
AS PART
OF MOTHER
NATURE; HUMANS
ARE RELATIVELY
WEAK AND
STUPID
WHEN
IT COMES
to individual
survival; but alas
that is the lot
of a so-called
advanced social
animal
like
human
being.

But still; overall,
my once feral cat
is smarter; for one
reason and one reason
only; he never worries
over bulls88t
like
human do;
he exists in
bliss; like most
other animals; other
than humans do when
it is not time for
fight
or
flight,
IN GAINING SUBSISTENCE.

For all practical intents
and purposes; I am
a happy
FERAL
FEARLESS
TOM CAT
NOW;
but yeah;
imagination,
creativity,
and all
of those
HUMAN TOOLS;
USING ‘THAT’ TO MY ADVANTAGE;
WITH NEVER EVER ILLUSORY
FEARS,
ALONE;
ALLONE AS
TOM CAT
ME AND
GOD.

OH, and as a special
treat; you can call me
Casanova Fred; or not;
as Tom
needs a dancing muse
mouse named Jerry to
muse the pretty female
cats; I come all naturally
equipped; totAlly through
innate instinct and intuition
in fabulous dance to instinctually
muse all the female cats in my local
metro area; and no I am not saying
they are in heat; but they still can
appreciate the dance
of an older
TOM CAT
LIKE ME;
he HE!..;)

Oh, and in case you
missed it; that’s
less or MORE;
a ‘new
age
parable’;
in other words,
it has much deeper
meaning than meets
the shallow of human
eyes and
ears.

If you are a ‘clever
cat’, like a FOX;
you will
see
and hear
deeper;
too;
or
NOT..;)

So perhaps,
I am more like
the RED FOXX;
than Tom
of Tom
and
Jerry..;)

Wow; a song with totally un-intelligible language gets over half a billion
views on YouTube; but here’s the thingy friend; emotions emote
all human action; and emotions require
NO INTELLIGIBLE
WORDS AT ALL;
IN FACT, HUMAN INSPIRING
EMOTIONS TO MOTIVATE
ACTION CAN BE PRODUCED
ALL THROUGH THE NON-VERBAL
LANGUAGE OF DANCE;
and in empirical terms;
I CAN PROVE THAT
in irrefutable evidence;
of over 400 grinning ear
to ear women with me
in the last 66 weeks
of dance
at one
place on
Thursday night;
with a quick
quote specific
Google
search on
these
two terms:
“God’s Muse of Dance”
and
“666 months of Dance”.
There is no higher
achievement in life
for so-called ‘normal
Men’ or ‘TOM cats’ than
attracting
members
of the opposite
sex; and hey I
don’t even
have a
‘barbed
penis’;
to hook
them into
‘uncomfortable
grins’; so I am
more powerful
than a LION,
as
a
FOX;
WITH MY FEMALE
FOXES GRINNING
WITH JOY
AND NOT
PAIN.

YES, I KNOW, it takes
a while to get to the
moral of the story;
but us foxes are
not always
good
at
verbal
stuff now.

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12 Responses to Of Numbers Cats Fox mouse me

  1. http://dversepoets.com/2015/07/14/special-anniversary-poetics-getting-to-know-each-other/

    Poem’s Synchronistically Flow dVerse Six

    ^^^

    Very busy day.. with no limit to write additional POEMS.. as i’ve already
    completed two for the 14th.. but haha! not for the 12 line limit my last
    can SYNCHRONISTICALLY meet the requirements.. anyway off to do all the
    wife and mother service duties for the day.. including dance walking
    in various stores.. and perhaps enough time to read and comment lounging
    on my my mother’s easy chair with laptop in tow.. if i don’t fall asleep
    first.. before completing four.. in FLOW.. Never the less.. of course..
    happy 4th anniversary to all associated with DVERSE.. But wait.. I think
    I have SIX LIFE SIGNIFICANT terms.. in flow synchronistically dVerse poems..
    and now twelve lines so this is what I have to offer.. completed for
    the day.. be back later in Terminator way.. And i might just do this
    twenty or so more times.. what the hell.. life is good..;)

    FEATNOTE:
    i THINK this is what they call an OUT-OF-BOX
    ADDENDUM or CORRECTION; if one
    can get past the
    rest of the
    stuff; up there
    IN-THE-BOX..;)

    Oh.. lovely DREAMS of ice-cream
    memes.. onboardwalk BEACH under
    DATEpalm trees.. MOONlitenite
    diatoms glow in flowing gulf
    streams.. eyes of Love under
    balmy JULY clouds.. ah Summer
    Delight.. pillow SAND with breeze..:)

    Oh.. signs of GOD
    Plastered with EyES
    Of LOVE dance song
    Samely with loving
    MOTHERS dreams
    Outreach ARMS
    Receive TRUST
    Giving Love
    Signs
    Testament..:)

    Oh.. GRAFFITI paints mean
    and kind COLORS too..now
    shades of GREEN follow
    BLUE of souls.. bright
    sun YELLOW spirit
    opens BLACK hole
    key.. locking life heart
    no longer.. Now is Free..:)

    HAWK swirling SUMMER SKY
    EYES of mine following
    wings of golden brown
    highlights over evening
    moon.. the flow is i the
    flow is we.. US we fly
    asWell in Sea
    GULL breeze
    alight in night..:)

    Ah.. my BACKYARD too is like a UniVERSE
    unto itself.. songs of birds and squirrels and
    misty JULY RAINS bring brighter hues of
    green and FLOWER to eyes of
    light who love the PETALS
    of Freedom in sands
    SWIRLING ways of
    feet in feat of
    dance..:)

    Ah.. Arabic words do CURVE as those
    DESERT CASTLES in sand as WELL..
    The English language full
    of ANGLES and SQUARES
    with SPIRALS and
    curves here and
    there.. for some
    life is science for
    others art.. i too..
    choose art over
    equal spacing…:)

    Yes.. to reflect CREATOR
    is in CREATING.. imagination
    swirling with eyes of GOD..
    reflecting human soUl of
    heArt in SpiRit expressing..
    God does flow WITH
    WE who please
    aLIVE in Art
    in being
    ALL..:)

    MOTHER’S LOVE’S
    IMPORTANT
    INVESTMENT
    CHILDREN’S
    FUTURE..:)

    (:..Poem’s Sychronistically Flow dVerse Six Life Significant
    Featnote Think Addendum Out-Of-the Box Correction In-the-Box
    Dreams Beach Date Moon July Sand
    God eYes Love Mother Arms Trust
    Graffiti Colors Green Blue Yellow Black
    Hawk Summmer Sky Eyes Us Gull
    Backyard Universe July Rains Flower Petals Swirling
    Curve Desert Castles Angles Squares Spirals
    Creator Creating Art With We Live
    Mother’s Love Important Investment Children’s Future..:)
    (:..Future Children’s Investment Important Love Mother’s
    Live We With Art Creating Creator
    Spirals Squares Angles Castles Desert Curve
    Swirling Petals Flower Rains July Universe Backyard
    Gull Us Eyes Sky Summer Hawk
    Black Yellow Blue Green Colors Graffiti
    Trust Arms Mother Love eYes God
    Sand July Moon Date Beach Dreams
    In-the-Box Correction Out-of-the-Box Addendum Think Featnote
    Significant Life Six dVerse Flow Synchronistically Poem’s..:)

    Ah.. yes.. darkest
    ASHES FIRE
    Phoenix.. EMBERS
    life RISING
    ONCE
    AGAIN..:)

    Oh.. the only place we seem to DIVIDE
    is in the realm of LIVING CHILDREN..
    a late DIRECTOR PERFORMER
    am i.. but
    the only child
    who lives past
    me are
    eyes
    of
    INSPIRATION..:)

    Flow of LEAVES are drips of TEARS
    FEARS now spend.. where breeze DROP
    go.. oh.. CYCLE of SADNESS
    endless death.. living
    life.. best leaf
    near..:)

    A dance of TRIBE in DANCE halls
    now.. CONNECTING eyes.. in
    moves so BOLD.. to live
    in MOVEMENT away
    from words.. is
    a life for me
    in dance
    of
    LIGHT..:)

    When all health leaves..
    When all FRIENDS FADE away..
    When no more connections can be
    found.. even in a sunset storm of light..
    Then there is the word.. a friend in
    heArt.. expression of SoUl who
    has a home.. oh the gifts
    of inner PEACE.. COMES
    in WORDS of we..
    or i as SpiRit ME..:)

    Oh.. to live the BLANKeT
    with eyes of God
    SEEING WINDS
    of DIAMOND
    SANDS BLOW..
    God wants to
    experience all
    don’t we feel..
    God is free
    and so
    are
    we..:)

    A PERFECT LOVER lives inside
    a human of DANCE.. oh
    all the EMOTIONS named
    in moves of feet..
    and spirals of arms..
    beyond named
    they can be
    with INFINITE
    CHAKRAS of
    personal delight..:)

    GreaTEST benefit of
    growing to FEELING one’s skin
    with FEARLESS Love..
    no one after
    lowering eyes
    of bright.. the
    FORCE lives within
    and EXPRESSION is
    form
    of
    FREE..:)

    Oh.. just IMAGINE all it takes
    to bring us to this living breathing
    point of now.. the STRUGGLES
    of ANCESTORS to BRUTISH
    YOUNG death.. a stock
    of survival is wHere we
    come.. and PASSION
    for that is worth
    a Praise
    of
    Now..:)

    YES
    as NIKE
    SAYS
    JUST
    DO
    IT!..:)

    (:..Ashes Fire Embers Rising Once Again
    Divide Living Children Director Performer Inspiration
    Leaves Tears Fears Drop Cycle Sadness
    Tribe Dance Connecting Bold Movement Light
    Friends Fade Peace Comes Words Me
    Blanket Seeing Wind Diamond Sands Blow
    Perfect Lover Dance Emotions Chakras Infinite
    Test Feeling Fearless Force Expression Free
    Imagine Struggles Ancestors Brutish Young Passion
    Yes Nike Says Just Do It..:)
    (:..It Do Just Says Nike Yes
    Passion Young Brutish Ancestors Struggles Imagine
    Free Expression Force Fearless Feeling Test
    Infinite Chakras Emotions Dance Lover Perfect
    Blow Sands Diamond Wind Seeing Blanket
    Me Word Comes Peace Fade Friends
    Light Movement Bold Connecting Dance Tribe
    Sadness Cycle Drop Fears Tears Leaves
    Inspiration Performer Director Children Living Divide
    Again Once Rising Embers Fire Ashes..:)

    To dream in LUCID
    WAKING SINGING
    poems is to DREAM ALIVE
    never drinking death..
    to dance this way
    in moves of free..
    make life an
    ART of living now..:)

    PRISONER of LOVELESS is a place of no
    ESCAPE.. what one will do to
    feel a whole void.. can
    be to EXPAND a SOUL
    where soul no
    feels heart.. and
    SPIRIT expressed
    in black
    hole
    soul..:)

    SOAKING tears of love
    soar in WAVES of
    way RENEW
    for light in life
    a ship ABOARD
    a new way STEAMS
    away with tears
    behold a DREAM..:)

    GOD is LAUGHS
    when GIGGLES
    in UNISON
    THUNDEROUS
    LIGHT..:)

    One word is perhaps a first
    ROADMAP to MAGIC wHere
    fortune and luck
    and FRUITION
    comes true..
    oh the Poetry comes
    next.. and then
    at least for
    me..
    DANCE WHOLE
    Art SMILES..:)

    Oh.. LORD.. a LoNELY MALE
    in a Matriarchy i live
    as well.. but
    yes.. the best
    gift of all..
    UNCONDITIONAL
    TOUGH LOVE..:)

    (:..Lucid Waking Singing Dream Alive Art
    Prisoner Loveless Escape Expand Soul Spirit
    Soaking Waves Renew Aboard Steams Dream
    God Laugh Giggles Unison Thunderous Light
    Roadmap Magic Fruition Dance Whole Smiles
    Lord LoNely Male Unconditional Tough Love..:)
    (:..Love Tough Unconditional Male LoNely Lord
    Smiles Whole Dance Fruition Magic Roadmap
    Light Thunderous Unison Giggles Laugh God
    Dream Steams Aboard Renew Waves Soaking
    Spirit Soul Expand Escape Loveless Prisoner
    Art Alive Dream Singing Waking Lucid..:)

    Dawn of APPLES.. eyes of WILD..
    feathered EXISTENCE runs HIGHLOW..
    Snakes do crawl without worry..
    humans clothed in skin of life..
    wHere all shed fears and
    live alive.. sweet apple
    of life never tastes so
    sweet in oracle
    of gray eyes
    of ETERNAL SPIRIT
    flesh or old..:)

    CLOWNS of EYES sing songs so WISE..
    oh.. to free a soul.. with spirit
    of laughter and giggles in
    heART delight..
    wHere humans
    breathe so free and clear..
    NATURE SMILES and chuckles
    with us.. never against us.. as long
    as humor
    RULES lives
    instead of fear
    and all fear’s
    children..:)

    No LOVE REMEMBERS love
    as Love is LOSS.. oh.. a SONG
    in EYES NEVER dies..:)

    A FOREST of WOMEN.. with TREES that stand-out
    STRONG if small if short or round..
    the Fire is in Heart.. who SINGS
    Tough Love so Sweet.. an Energy
    arises that none can
    match..
    as Mother Love
    in heArt of LIONESS..:)

    Oh.. the death of the front porch..
    First is AC.. then Radio.. then
    TV.. then VCR’s.. and AWAY
    MY GOD separation
    of
    near and
    dear..:)

    (:..Apples Wild Existence Highlow Eternal Spirit
    Clown Eyes Wise Nature Smiles Rules
    Love Remembers Loss Song Eyes Never
    Forest Women Trees Strong Sings Lioness
    AC TV VCR’s Away My God..:)
    (:..God My Away VCR’s TV AC
    Lioness Sings Strong Trees Women Forest
    Never Eyes Song Loss Remembers Love
    Rules Smiles Nature Wise Eyes Clown
    Spirit Eternal Highlow Existence Wild Apples..:)

  2. claudia says:

    ha – i def live rainbow over grey shades as well

    • Yes.. Claudia and I owe that Rainbow Nature of both you and Brian
      who start dVerse with attention paid to free verse
      ways of poetry
      to truly inspire
      and continue
      to be free in art..
      never worrying
      about the
      black and
      white or grey
      nay-sayers
      in life..:)
      Smiles.. and
      continue to free
      ART on in
      Rainbow colors
      of Claudia now..

      I miss Brian..
      he IS so dam REAL..
      what a breath of fresh
      air on what can be
      such a cold
      place
      online..
      for those who
      dare to be different
      AND EXPRESS THEMSELVES
      FULLY TO MAKE NOW
      ALL IT CAN BE
      NOW..
      he truly makes the best
      decision to leave
      before
      growing
      cold..
      but i am
      THE REAL
      ‘JOB’.. NO
      PROBLEM
      FOR ME..;)
      Not everyone
      gets the
      privilege
      of going to
      HELL BEFORE
      GETTING
      TO HEAVEN
      NOW..:)

  3. Myrna says:

    Your happiness is enviable. Keep on dancing and living with rainbows.

    • The greaTEST happiness truly
      comes from the GREATest
      pain.. if nothing else..
      my life now..
      is IRREFUTABLE
      EVIDENCE OF
      THAT friend..
      thanks for wading
      through all my
      words and
      providing the
      best compliment
      of all.. but truly i
      wish much greater
      happiness
      for you..
      my friend..
      WITHOUT ANY
      PAIN AT
      ALL..
      and yes truly
      that is the
      mission of
      my dance
      of life..
      easier to portray and explain
      AND INSTRUCT AS
      REAL FLESH AND
      BLOOD LIFE ART
      in non-verbal language
      of DANCE
      than
      10 trillion words
      or so.. smiles..:)
      AND I do literAlly
      mean that
      as
      TRUTH AND LIGHT..:)
      ‘KING DAVID’ DOESN’T
      DANCE FOR
      NO REASON..
      ‘KING DAVID’
      DANCES NAKED
      TO CONNECT
      WITH GOD; AND
      MANY SERVANT
      GIRLS WHO CAN SEE
      THAT LIGHT AND TRUTH..
      AND SO DO MANY
      ANCESTORS.. and those
      folks living in Truth
      and LIGHT NOW.. WELL BEYOND
      ABRAHAMIC RELIGIONS..
      WE ARE ALL ONE
      RACE
      OF
      GOD WITH WORDS
      OR NOT..:)
      Dance does
      not
      LIE..
      TRUTH
      AND LIGHT
      IS TRULY DANCE..:)

  4. http://dversepoets.com/2015/07/14/special-anniversary-poetics-getting-to-know-each-other/

    ^^^

    Well.. this prompt IS an immense joy in the practice of Zen Poetry for me.. ‘you’ set 12 as the upper limit for lines.. so some of my 26 efforts to this point so far are as few as 6 lines and only 7 words.. and no of course I am not going to actually link that ‘here’.. as i’ve already had a link here deleted for leaving one word out by mistake.. i didn’t graduate at the top of my class with three college degrees without learning how to follow rules.. but as with three college degrees at the same time as a triple major.. i tend to need to be stimulated more than the average Joe to stay awake.. so anyway.. i’m not trying to be condescending but truly this prompt was much more fun for me to do 26 times so far.. with 2 of my own.. and really I don’t need a website to participate as i’m kind of like more of a traveling dance.. song.. and poet person.. than one who sits still for long.. haha!.. anyway i’ll save the best for open link night.. where anything goes.. and keep the photos short.. but seriously I am not suggesting anyone should read more than one of what will probably end up being 30+ mini poetic expressions that synchronistically flow as ONE poem with several Palindromes to boot.. i am not here to stay with the herd of whatever is.. i am here for ZEN art of Poetry.. to be inspired by the work of others.. to share.. and certainly do not expect any reciprocation for that.. i get enough attention in real life.. recently named a literal Icon for my entire metro area for dance the last 22 months.. for the close to 3900 hundred miles I’ve done everywhere i go.. i more or less come here to escape attention.. not to seek it.. i live life for ZEN art.. not for money OR attention.. but hey i do leave a large mark.. but that’s what comes in turning to dance.. song.. and words to escape the worst pain known to mankind rated greater in medical literature than LITERAL CRUCIFIXION for around 66 months.. named Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. like someone drilling someone’s teeth without novocaine.. where the pain is in the right eye and ear and every word seen on a computer screen is like a burning dagger in my right eye.. along with any sound… where a cricket sounds like a freight train.. with real pointy horns DRIVING IN my ears.. but never the less i write 5 million words then.. in less than three years.. to escape a pain that no doctor’s drug can touch.. let’s just say.. what i can tolerate and accept is literally

    MORE THAN BIBLICAL JOB..

    being different doesn’t bother me..

    And i’m sorry if it bothers other folks..

    but i don’t have sympathy for complaints

    over the little things

    in

    life…
    if people could walk in my shoes then..
    for just a second.. they will likely
    be seeking an exit to this
    world
    in

    an instant..

    i am not normal for good reason..

    And ALL of this is where a Spirit
    goes in expression of
    heaven

    after living
    in the REAL
    HELL AND NO MYTH..:)

    Smiles.. I am always calm
    and in bliss.. but i do love
    to let it all
    hang

    out..;)

    It doesn’t hurt
    not to look;
    and that
    is choice
    folks can
    make on
    their own;
    without any
    assistance from me..;)

    I LOVE what you do here.. Marina
    and all the rest.. i am not looking
    for Love here from anyone..
    just an opportunity
    to be inspired
    and express
    ART..

    And trust me you
    will not see me
    breaking any LINK rules
    here on purpose..
    but even
    JOB
    can be
    human and make
    mistakes..
    i for one
    don’t have
    any problem
    forgiving
    me..:)

    And I’m sorry for this
    long and winded
    clarification and
    validation for
    my existence
    here..
    but truly
    it is literally
    part of why
    i am still
    alive..
    i
    learn to self-advocate
    for many reasons..
    and so far
    i
    am still
    alive..
    surviving
    and thriving
    more than
    most can imagine
    now..:)

    I am fortunate..
    so much work
    and practice
    THEN.. is
    REQUIRED
    FOR ME TO
    EVEN MAKE
    IT ONE NOW
    IN THIS WORLD
    ALIVE.. truly a
    blessing
    is that..
    SMILES..
    AND i’ll make
    IT MUCH SHORTER
    next time here.. too..
    but yes.. some
    patient person
    can learn
    a lesson IN
    THIS.. THAT
    makes IT
    ALL WORTH
    IT TO ME..
    IT’S EMPATHY dear
    and not just me..:)

    I DO realize you are joking Marina; however, not everyone here is joking in their interactions with me; some are just clearly mean spirited folks without any human empathy; as I can spot ’em a thousand miles away.

    And NO I am not anyone; and I suppose that to truly value everything one
    must TRULY LOSE EVERYTHING;

    YES, THAT IS the literal Truth for me and
    Light in valuing all the dark and
    light of life;

    so yeah;
    i even value Adolph Hitler
    as a human being and not
    just a devil for all the real
    evil that real human devils
    and demons do;

    but that dear;
    takes the empathy
    of 14.5 billion years
    or so; and that is
    what GOD
    blesses me
    with; and no one
    can possibly fully
    understand that
    until they go
    to the
    REAL PLACE
    CALLED
    HELL..:)

    Smiles.. i consider
    you as a real friend
    in how you interact
    with me.. feeling
    free enough to
    express myself
    without expectation
    of social abuse..
    but to be clear
    nothing stings
    me for long
    now..
    life is one song
    and dance
    and now
    poetry
    as
    me..:)

  5. Glenn Buttkus says:

    Alright, another righteous rant, metaphysical romp, very personal & revealing free verse, freer than most; 866 words, short for you, only 7 images & 4 videos (God/dog I love the James Horner piece from A BEAUTIFUL MIND–which might be a drop of projection from you). I hope Marina, & others notice that in the First Comment section, you met the dVerse prompt parameters (why did you not link up to the dVerse page this time?). I always enjoy that immediately after finishing a poem, you poetic jets are still firing, & like a whirling Sufi dervish, you wind down in the many comments; often exceeding the length of the poem. Like others, I like the lines /I, for one, live rainbow/over shades of gray/and black/and/white/.

    • Yes.. the actual movie the Beautiful mind is terrifying for me back then.. as i know there was something VERY different about me.. and before getting diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome and being assured by a psychiatrist it couldn’t be anything else.. i finally rest assured that my destiny wouldn’t be eventually like ‘his’ but… truly in some ways as far as physical illness and related anhedonia it was.. for over 5 years..

      I was am in the flow is why I didn’t link to dVerse.. and being in the flow as you likely know.. is kind of blunted by systemizing operations like starting a new blog post and all of that.. i just kind of let it go and let the art flow like i usually do.. if open link night comes Thursday Night you will surely see more of that.. as it is always done and written in open link ways..:)

      Smiles i always look forward to your kind and open hearted minded words of encouragement Glenn.. they mean a lot to me.. as they are always uplifting..
      and as i am very hard to bring down.. a little lift takes me to a strata
      that may be unknown to me before.. and you my friend
      have the ability to do that.. a gift for
      sure online i see most importantly
      feel..:)

  6. X says:

    This is part of the reason that I teach math, there is much beauty in numbers – and even numbers are a creation of god and reflect god in how they work too. I have a good on that somewhere, it was for a class I took which was really cool.

    • Oh great you are a teacher.. one of the most difficult and rewarding professions of all.. and yes.. all of math and science is the scribe of GOD.. and Art of God fills in the rest for and in me.. truly now.. i can find a Uni-verse of Truth and Light in any number or letter of any Language’s alphabet.. but truly for those who can see the inter-dependent and inter-connecting relationship of Nature as GOD from the Phi of Nautilus Shells and Galaxies to the PI of circle.. the Truth and Light of all the secrets of math and alphabets.. science and the rest of the scribes of Universe are always now in plain view of the most of reality for those with pattern seeking seeing eyes and ears to come clear now with Truth and Light.. separating no thing from GOD.. where all is pArt of ART.. with GOD as the greatet painter and paint as one Force of Now…:)

  7. I envy those who understand and revel in the beauty of numbers. My education in that aspect was sadly lacking back then. Also love X’s comment. Makes me want to start all over again.

    • Well.. Victoria in school.. math is truly my fastest and easiest skill.. and truly perhaps that is somewhat of a handicap as I see then as a mundane chore.. to get an almost assured gold star of A.. to meet the grade of the expectations of culture..

      Truly it is not until i spend a great deal of time with words.. since 2010.. and not really until 2013.. until i start to see numbers and letters as reflecting nature and the creative state of mind in humans that can flow in beautiful art AND science when set free from restrictions.. and expectations of limiting culture…

      My step forward to enlightment and awakening as well as healing of 19 medical disorders are poetry as it relates to the alpha-numerical values of the letter K and H.. and the numbers of seven.. eleven and twelve.. and it is all a human achetype coming alive at the core of human mind and heart for me then.. and thank goodness i am free from the bounds of culture to explore that freely to make a mathematical proof and language construct of the connecting relationship between the eyes of human and the rest of Nature AKA God.. and the farther I go in unrestricted bounds of hundreds of thousands of symbols more.. the more Truth and Light GOD brings to me all naturally as long as fingers flow.. and are never tied again by bounds of culture.. alone…

      Thanks so much for dropping by.. and to appreciate GOD Numbers and Letters for me is as simple as 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9, and 0 with an H and K.. and for some reason I have a song to link for that.. but the flow of ART in human heArt is truly sychronistic in psychological meaning with no bounds of science or math.. or other systemizing ways of human science.. alone.. wHere heArt flows as ONE HEART in SOUL expressed as spirit.. NOW..:)

      And on mobile for now.. but that song i want and will link is ‘Being for the Benefit of Mr. Kite’ total random creative stuff from the Beatles in ’67.. from a circus flyer.. but back then.. in 2013.. the H and K from the song stand out in synchronisitic psychologically meaningful flow for just me..
      I celebrate as much as possible as sacred..
      as purpose and meaning
      AS truly what
      IT is all
      about
      in Life
      as Truly Holy
      NOWS..:)

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