Ugh..

privatized oblivion..

ugh.. private anything.. but yeah..

too many NAkED humans can be scary..

but no.. humans are not evolving to shut down inside caves

without moving.. connecting.. and creating.. and yeah.. THAT moving..

connecting.. and creating.. thingy.. is getting kinda preachy too.. i guess.. but peAches kINg and crEme.. lie as truTh in the human toUch.. and to reach out of obliviOn is to liVe.. i trY the cave.. i lOOkwIThinK.. but the answer is still IN

the human touch
of
FEELInG
LOVE..:)

And now thEre is THE
HiVE of visualiziNg
oNe triBe..
7 BilliOn
humans
but not
getting
too close
for comfort..

God works
mysteriOUs
BEES ways..
as we miNd
our own
Birds
WAX
and share
some honey
with others
along the
path
of
BEES
who LoVE
as DrOnes
are
QUEEN..:)

But anyway.. us BEES drones
and Queens have a smell
for pollen and making
hoNey.. as biRds fLy

and whEn we worK
toGEThEr
tHe
GLOBAL
ALL AROUND
INSIDE OUTSIDE
ABOVE SO BE
LOW
HiVE
DOES
COME
ALiVE!..

And that’s my
tWo senSe
for n0w
my old and
new friend
jewel grey..;)

X..
A NUT
A TUN
NUF FUN
WTFTW
niSinD
7oR6
eNd
bE
Gin..
Uni
VeRse
stoRy
nUt
sHelL..
Oh.. XYZ THAT Feeling
having hundred
friends
ONE..
but that’s
already what
it’s LIKE1 when
i talk to myself..
yeah.. it’s like1..
tRilliOn
starDust
aNcestors..
Nut ConfessiON..
When i siNg
my nAme
neVer
saMe..
SonG
DeaD
daM serioUs
wheN i siGn
iNk
nEver samE..
no one WiLL
evEr
counTer
feat
me..;)

While at present I don’t

conform to any official form of Haibun..

and have not taken detailed note or study of it..  i like the general idea of mixing Science/Fiction/Descriptive Prose with Art/Haiku-like Poetry..  something i have been enjoying doing experimentally for a long time.. albeit not much fiction.. and of course we need both.. to effectively communicate in really delivering a message of new and old that is of some real meaningful effect of reason and affect of art.. but anyway.. i like the general idea.. and can certainly adapt to the specifics as well..:)

Why
do i share

so much….

Not everyone
is blessed as i..
and sometimes
my suspicion is
perhaps
no one is

like
me..

So yeah..
what i feel is worth sharing..
for those who may have less

than
me..

IS all of me..

And this is a global thingy..
mileage varies.. i am not speaking
to the feathered nests
of U.S. Luxury ya
know now only..

this is a global venture far from
the Instant gratification that many
United States folks take for granted…

The world can be a very lonely place..

i am not lonely.. i am connected to Nature..

and other humans through flesh and blood IN Art

of dance everywhere i go in life.. i am never lonely..

but i know the feel and lack of feel of THAT other place..

where a warm sun ray of afternoon front

porch comfort disappears

into cold concrete..

AS i watch and FEEL horrifyingly

for me in January 2008 until

that connection to GOD comes back in July of 2013..

in 66 months of death of human heart.. spirit ..and soul..

so out of mind and body balance that there is almost no me

left to salvage.. and i no longer even feel comfort petting a cat..

where Arthur Cat’s ears pin back to FEEL the COLD touch

of Zombie human potential danger at ear..

and eye of Feeling CAT..

where scratch of cat

feels more than numb.. of heart grown cold…

This emptiness is hard for people to understand who

never experience IT.. and what i fear more for others is..

is that some people have never felt the fullness of life that IS

connection TO GOD as Nature.. that is our inherent

gift of innate.. instinctual and intuitive human

from birth as Nature GOD GIVES.. WE

human beings more fully alive…

To feel the paws of

squirrels scurry

across lines

of poles

stretching streets..

to feel the nature of birdS that sit upon

these lines as well.. but most importantly..

never to become the lines themselves and

always have the hearT’S bird wings and

squirrel paws freely connecting..

flesh and blood and

Nature of GOD

rest of it

with us..

as emotional and sensory spirit

of heart in human balanced mind and body soul…

When i am 7 or 8 in ’68.. i watch a movie named..

‘Planet of the Apes’ and at the end

of the movie when the

humans lose their voice

of speech except for one..

they still have non-verbal connection..

that naked smell of human touch delighting

senses and feeling.. on beaches of bikinis

or speedos or not.. these are the

heights of human bliss

and not the

sky-scraping souls of humans off this

surface of human heart.. spirit and soul..

in mind and body balance ONE WITH

THE REST OF NATURE AKA GOD…

SO when Charlton Heston rides upon the beautiful pristine beaches of East coast with perhaps the most beautiful girl on the face of earth then.. with her arms draped around his newly earth worn mostly naked body.. two of them.. as unit feeling human flesh.. peace of nature upon them as Spirit of GOD.. there comes a half sunk Liberty FACE.. CHEST AND FEET.. with no sight of Twin Towers then.. as well.. and he says “YOU finally really did IT YOU murderers.. you blew IT UP.. GOD DAM YOU.. GOD dam YOU ALL… to HELL’..

And then there is the
Beach
the girl
the man
the horse
the skin
the smell
the touch
of human heaven
again.. but of course
the movie takes a modern
human cultural take on the REST
OF
THAT…

I am shell shocked at 7 or 8 from seeing
this.. and coming home.. stepping out of
the car in the evening humidity of river
air.. i see metal tower with lines
and RED flashing LIGHT over the
horizon of trees and
house.. and i
wonder
who
ARE
WE
REALLY
AND IS
THIS REAL..
ALL THIS STUFF
OF HUMAN TOOLS…

I see BEACH heaven now.. and skyscraper
AS one of human’s greatest edifices
to shrine a human prison
of hell.. there are
windows
in Nature
as GOD
that lines
of buildings
of humans within
may never kNow and
FEEL AS GOD NOW..
AND UNTIL THEY DO
OR IF THEY CAN.. THERE
WILL BE NO GOD FOR THEM..
SO YEAH.. THE SPOOKY MUSIC
AT THE END OF THIS MOVIE
TRULY FOR THOSE
WHO ARE
STILL LOCKED UP
IMPRISONED
THEN.. UNTIL
HEAVEN
COMES
RELEASED
A
GA
I
NGAIA
AND THE SAME
STORY IS REPEATED
IN THE MOVIE
‘AVATAR’

AND
THE ‘EMERALD

FOREST’.. OUR
HOME IS NATURE
AND SKYSCRAPERS
ARE
PRISON..
WHERE
WINDOWS
OF GOD ARE
GLASS AND
NEVER
REAL
AS
SMELL
OF FLESH
AND BLOOD
THAT RUNS
IN VEINS
AND OTHER
THROBBING
PaRts…
that
some
can no longer
FEEL
@all….

I watch the movie the Emerald
Forest in 1985.. about the time
of the introduction of the
VCR.. CD players
and the coming
wave of
HOME
ENTERTAINMENT…
IT MAKES a lifelong
impact on me..
just like
the
‘Planet
of the Apes’
in ’68 and
by the
time
Avatar
comes out
it is too late
then.. until
i live
again..
as i cannot
even bear to
looks at colored
images then..
with synergy
of incredible
CHRONIC FIGHT
OR FLIGHT
TURNED UP..
stress associated
illnesses numbering 19..
AND i Overhear someone
say that after that movie
some of the folks
watching virtually
are so impacted
by the reality of
their cold city
lives that
they
end tHeir
lives feeling
a place as beautiful
like this exists and they
have never ever been part
of it at all.. WELL I AM ThERE
AGAIN.. AND PERHAPS YOU
ARE SOMEWHErE ELSE..
but if I can
come BACK
HeRE TO REAL
HUMAN
HEAVEN
PERHAPS
YOU CAN
TOO.. IF
YOU TOO..
ARE NOT
ALREADY
WHErE
I
FOR
one
LiVE..
MOVE.. CONNECT
CREATE.. STEPS
BACK
PERHAPS
STEPS FORWARD
MORE CERTAINLY
AS AN OLDER
AGE
OF
HUMAN TRUTH
AND LIGHT COMES
REAL IN NOW OF
HUMAN
BEING….

Anyway.. for someone like me who
has both livedevil
iN Heaven and Hell
and Heaven again..
i will do anything
and everything
in hopes
of
bringing
just one
human
back
to the
future
of
NO
W
REAL..:)

I used to watch “Mutual of Omaha’s Wild Kingdom”..

i loved that show.. but there always seemed like

tHere IS something missing..

and guess WHAT!..

i FIND IT..

wild and free me.. but anyway..

along those lines of thIS next Blog Post..

‘Emerald Forest Reigns’.. NOW for me.. at least..

Jack London.. and the wolf dog of course.. LIVES AGAIN!..:)

And ha! the Work-out T-Shirt of the day.. says DO YOU EVEN LIFT..

WITH A CURLY BAR BELL UP FRONT.. AND

that really is hilarious that i wear that shirt.. as it is not long ago..

that people suggest i am too timid to go over to the free weight side..

as i slowLY put 10-45 LB weights on each side of the Parallel Leg Press..

do a little free style ballET and marTIAL arts exhibition to warm up

and then slowly press the weight

straight out.. around

25 times for this total

of 930LBS with press mechanism..

with my arms raised to ceiling like no else

does it anywhere on YouTube at any age.. as all the force is on my legs..

with no mechanical advantage of upper body helping out… any way..

life is fun.. so much fun.. when you use close to all yoUr human potential

instead of just 1 or 2 percent.. of all the myriads of other potential human

intelligences that go so far beyond Standard IQ measures of what

the cultural and religious system says human smarts

is all about.. it has little to nothing to do with

human creativity.. and even

a Kung Fu Black belt dude..

has no idea IN PRACTICE OF what

the air and water of Bruce Lee truly

is until they flow it through innate..

instinct and intuition instead of taking

little bitty lessons one by one..

the discipline is in the practice

of something new in imagination

and creativity all innate.. instinctual and intuitive..

out of the box.. instead of someone else’s box developed

over thousands of years whether it comes in martial arts instruction..

a bible.. or science text book that has been revised time and time again..

with nothing much new.. of what GOD’s evolving human being can truly

do with much greater human pOTENTIAL REALIZED.. INSTEAD OF

FALLEN ASLEEP FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS THROUGH CULTURAL

AND RELIGIOUS LIES.. TO CONTROL.. TO SUBJUGATE THROUGH

ILLUSORY FEARS TO SELFISHLY COLLECT MATERIALISTIC GOODS

AND MAKE THE OVERALL TRIBE A SLAVE INSTEAD OF WILD AND

FREE HUMAN BEINGS.. TO LIVE AS HUMAN ZOO..

IS NOT TO LIVE AT ALL.. PERIOD..

AND EXCLAMATION

POINTS

TOO!!..:)

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