Thou SAND MiL LiONs Love

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Through Sickness and Health

‘TILL death do us part..

THAT’S a hell of a vow.. for humans who understand the value

of sticking together.. and truly that’s how i feel about all people..

but few can make it through the darkest of human days together…

Looking at these two people.. it might be hard to imagine the fact

AND FEELING that this woman experiences BEFORE a person living

in her home.. that is living in the REAL DARKNESS OF human hell

IN Life for 66 months.. but those days are the

BLACKEST of all.. and these days are the brightest

ones in Heaven’S LIGHT.. NOW.. I can ever imagine

BEFORE.. but THIS NOW HAS nothing to do with material goods..

IT IS ALLOVE in MOVING.. CONNECTING.. AND CREATING..

AND BY God i do NOT even need human clothes for THAT..

i am equipped from birth for THAT.. ALL NATURAL..

ALL GOD GIVEN.. IN INNATE.. INSTINCTUAL AND

INTUITIVE STYLE.. WHERE THE LOVE I HOLD

IS WITHIN AND THE LOVE I EXPRESS CAN BE

AS SIMPLE AS A KISS OR DANCE OF MOVING

CONNECTING CREATION ACTIVITY..

BUT ANYWAY.. i am in the MOOD TO EXPRESS

STUFF ABOUT LOVE.. AND THAT IS WHeRE I WILL GO NEXT…:)

Ah.. yes.. Love a concept..
a feeling.. an action.. rarely
defining Love saMe..
Oh.. no.. Love a Muscle.. and as all stuff
human.. one on one must be developing
and using across the Life
span to become
strong
enough
to
Walk in Love..
Love a Mother
WHO can replace
no other.. whethEr
innate or helping
breast of
wet Nurse
felt..
There is no
Joseph
Jesus
or Mary
without
Mary
a Mother
of Love
Gay Father
or whOMEVER
moves.. creates
and connects
a Human
heArt..
feeling
emoTiOn
And expresSing
SpiRit sAme
as miNds
and bodYs
in humans
Balancing
Love
as
REAL soUl
Love is reAlly
compliCatiNg
simpLing
too..
WE need
a requiring
classArt ever
year now
LOVE 101..:)

Haha.. X.. yes.. the Forrest Gump of Dance
Walking am i.. and a ‘strange’
Lady.. at Church Hugs me
out of the Blue
coming back
from communion
and i wonder why
and hours later
i think.. THAT’S
right
I ASKED
FOR IT..
FREE HUGS
FROM A WOOKIE..
yeah.. i’m sated
on Humor
T-shirts
with
frigging
two closets
full.. yeah.. literally
about four hundred..;)

Just stopped by to read the rest of the comments.. as OH my GOD you are so worth reading again.. in fact this.. my first two stop.. just for fun.. on the dVerse trail ever.. where Word Press doesn’t clue me in on a response back to me.. something about your.. mind.. so open.. so fresh.. in fact.. and feeling.. a breath of fresh air… today’s Jewel Grey..

And so helpful to me lately..

IN what i am reAlly doing here..

And i want you to FEEL
how much i appreciate
that friend.. particularly
that last song.. with
Ms. Perri.. Life..
LOVE.. LIGHT..
so many hidden
meanings
JUST
waiting
to
ESCAPE..:)

The Piano is a wonderful gift

to express emotions that flow

so gracefully and powerfully

through fingers of

LOVE

And

PASSiON

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And this song.. I’ll be ‘Right Here’

Waiting for You

is the

gift

of

Piano i Play

for my wife

Katrina in our forming

yEar.. toGETher..;)

Yeah.. that’s the

way

it

works

literAlly

TO get her..

Love is a Competition..

a Game..

a

Joy

a

Mix

of Pain

as Well..

when it comes to

a bond for a lifetime..

friendship is easy breezy

at least for me..

but for some

reason

it

seems

i more always wanna

be friends than the folks

i befriend.. and the world

is busy..

i understand

the limitations

that i no longer have..

as Lord knows and feels

there is no time for that when

i live in the rat race of culture that

is overwhelming to me where i no

longer even have the energy

left to connect

to

Katrina… We live in a very sad world..

where all the responsibilities of an ever growling

growing complex culture

BASICALLY

SNUFFS

OUT

THE FLAME

HUMAN

LOVE..

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But one thing I know for sure that is as true before as it is now..

is that our emotions are regulated and our senses are

integrated in the Art of Movement

and the more imagination

and creativity

that

comeS

wITh THAT..

the greater the desire

and connecting

POWER

making friends

WHEREVER ONE

MAY GO IN THIS LIFE..

FOR ME THE ELIXIR OF LOVE

IS A GRACEFUL DANCE

WHERE

i

BECOME

GRAVITY

AS WIND..

AND THE SPIRIT OF PRO-SOCIAL

EMOTION RISES IN NUANCES OF BEAUTY

IN BEING THAT BEFORE I CANNOT IMAGINE

EXISTS.. BUT IT DOES.. IT IS NOT SOMETHING

SOMEONE CAN MEASURE THROUGH

SCIENCE AS THERE ARE FEELINGS

OF EMOTIONS THAT

ARE AS

REAL

AS THE NOSE ON MY FACE

THAT I NEVER FEEL BEFORE

THAT EMPOWERS LOVE IN ME

LIKE NOTHING BEFORE..

AND THE SAD

TRUTH IS

IT

IS

A

TOTally different DIMENSION

OF LOVE IN LIFE

THAT I

CLEARLY

UNDERSTAND

SOME FOLKS

MAY NEVER

EXPERIENCE

IN ThEIR LiFE..

AS THESE DIMENSIONS

OF FEELING CONNECTING

LOVE WITH THE DESIRE

TO CONNECT

CONTINUES

TO

GROW AS LONG

AS MY BODY

AND

MIND

CONTINUE TO BALANCE

IN A GRACEFUL IMAGINATIVE

CREATIVE FLOW

OF

DANCE IN

LIFE..

THeRE

ARE NO LESSONS

JUST INNATE INSTINCT

AND INTUITION AND OF COURSE

PEOPLE WILL THINK AND FEEL IT LOOKS

STRANGE AS WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE ALL

IS LESSONS AND

TRULY

WE

ARE

NOT

FREE

UNTIL WE

FIND WITHIN

THE POWER TO

MOVE

CONNECT

CREATIVELY

AS ALL STUFF

GOD

MOVES THROUGHOUT

THE ART OF UNIVERSAL

DANCE..

SOUND

OR

SONG..

AND

THE

DARK THAT COMES

FIRST AND THE LIGHT

THAT SPRINGS OUT

THAT

EVENTUaLLY

MAKES THE POTENTIAL

LOVE

OF

US

A

REALITY

NOW..

THERE IS NO TIME LIKE

THE PRESENT TO LOVE

NOW..

AND THERE IS NO

PRESENT

LIKE NOW TO JUST START

MOVING.. CONNECTING..

CREATING

A LOVE THAT

WILL EVENTUaLLY

BALANCE

THE WORLD

AS ONE HUMAN

CONNECTS TO ONE

HUMAN

AND

THE

!FORCE!

OF

!LOVE!

!1000..MOVESNOWCONNECTINGCCREATINGNOWMOVES..1000!

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6 Responses to Thou SAND MiL LiONs Love

  1. http://banglets.blogspot.com/2015/08/in-all-seriousness.html

    ^^^

    Ugh.. privatized oblivion.. ugh private anything.. but yeah.. too many NAkED humans can be scary.. but no.. humans are not evolving to shut down inside caves without moving.. connecting.. and creating.. and yeah.. THAT moving.. connecting.. and creating.. thingy.. is getting kinda preachy too.. i guess.. but peAches kINg and crEme.. lie as truTh in the human toUch.. and to reach out of obliviOn is to liVe.. i trY the cave.. i lOOkwIThinK.. but the answer is still IN

    the human touch
    of
    FEELInG
    LOVE..:)

    And now thEre is THE
    HiVE of visualiziNg
    oNe triBe..
    7 BilliOn
    humans
    but not
    getting
    too close
    for comfort..

    God works
    mysteriOUs
    BEES ways..
    as we miNd
    our own
    Birds
    WAX
    and share
    some honey
    with others
    along the
    path
    of
    BEES
    who LoVE
    as DrOnes
    are
    QUEEN..:)

    But anyway.. us BEES drones
    and Queens have a smell
    for pollen and making
    hoNey.. as biRds fLy

    and whEn we worK
    toGEThEr
    tHe
    GLOBAL
    ALL AROUND
    INSIDE OUTSIDE
    ABOVE SO BE
    LOW
    HiVE
    DOES
    COME
    ALiVE!..

    And that’s my
    tWo senSe
    for n0w
    my old and
    new friend
    jewel grey..;)

  2. http://xpoet73.blogspot.com/2015/08/nuts.html

    ^^^

    X..
    A NUT
    A TUN
    NUF FUN
    WTFTW
    niSinD
    7oR6
    eNd
    bE
    Gin..
    Uni
    VeRse
    stoRy
    nUt
    sHelL..
    Oh.. XYZ THAT Feeling
    having hundred
    friends
    ONE..
    but that’s
    already what
    it’s LIKE1 when
    i talk to myself..
    yeah.. it’s like1..
    tRilliOn
    starDust
    aNcestors..
    Nut ConfessiON..
    When i siNg
    my nAme
    neVer
    saMe..
    SonG
    DeaD
    daM serioUs
    wheN i siGn
    iNk
    nEver samE..
    no one WiLL
    evEr
    counTer
    feat
    me..;)

  3. http://dversepoets.com/2015/08/24/haibun-monday-a-new-feature-to-come/

    ^^^

    While at present I don’t conform to any official form of Haibun.. and have not taken detailed note or study of it.. i like the general idea of mixing Science/Fiction/Descriptive Prose with Art/Haiku-like Poetry.. something i have been enjoying doing experimentally for a long time.. albeit not much fiction.. and of course we need both.. to effectively communicate in really delivering a message of new and old that is of some real meaningful effect of reason and affect of art.. but anyway.. i like the general idea.. and can certainly adapt to the specifics as well..:)

  4. Why
    do i share

    so much….

    Not everyone
    is blessed as i..
    and sometimes
    my suspicion is
    perhaps
    no one is

    like
    me..

    So yeah..
    what i feel is worth sharing..
    for those who may have less

    than
    me..

    IS all of me..

    And this is a global thingy..
    mileage varies.. i am not speaking
    to the feathered nests
    of U.S. Luxury ya
    know now only..

    this is a global venture far from
    the Instant gratification that many
    United States folks take for granted…

    The world can be a very lonely place.. i am not lonely.. i am connected to Nature.. and other humans through flesh and blood IN Art of dance everywhere i go in life.. i am never lonely.. but i know the feel and lack of feel of THAT other place.. where a warm sun ray of afternoon front porch comfort disappears into cold concrete..

    AS i watch and FEEL horrifyingly for me in January 2008 until that connection to GOD comes back in July of 2013.. in 66 months of death of human heart.. spirit ..and soul.. so out of mind and body balance that there is almost no me left to salvage.. and i no longer even feel comfort petting a cat.. where Arthur Cat’s ears pin back to FEEL the COLD touch of Zombie human potential danger at ear.. and eye of Feeling CAT.. where scratch of cat feels more than numb.. of heart grown cold…

    This emptiness is hard for people to understand who never experience IT.. and what i fear more for others is.. is that some people have never felt the fullness of life that IS connection TO GOD as Nature.. that is our inherent gift of innate.. instinctual and intuitive human from birth as Nature GOD GIVES.. WE human beings more fully alive…

    To feel the paws of squirrels scurry across lines of poles stretching streets.. to feel the nature of birdS that sit upon these lines as well.. but most importantly.. never to become the lines themselves and always have the hearT’S bird wings and squirrel paws freely connecting.. flesh and blood and Nature of GOD rest of it with us.. as emotional and sensory spirit of heart in human balanced mind and body soul…

    When i am 7 or 8 in ’68.. i watch a movie named.. ‘Planet of the Apes’ and at the end of the movie when the humans lose their voice of speech except for one.. they still have non-verbal connection.. that naked smell of human touch delighting senses and feeling.. on beaches of bikinis or speedos or not.. these are the heights of human bliss and not the skyscraping souls of humans off this surface of human heart.. spirit and soul.. in mind and body balance ONE WITH THE REST OF NATURE AKA GOD…

    SO when Charlton Heston rides upon the beautiful pristine beaches of East coast with perhaps the most beautiful girl on the face of earth then.. with her arms draped around his newly earth worn mostly naked body.. two of them.. as unit feeling human flesh.. peace of nature upon them as Spirit of GOD.. there comes a half sunk Liberty FACE.. CHEST AND FEET.. with no sight of Twin Towers then.. as well.. and he says “YOU finally really did IT YOU murderers.. you blew IT UP.. GOD DAM YOU.. GOD dam YOU ALL… to HELL..

    And then there is the
    Beach
    the girl
    the man
    the horse
    the skin
    the smell
    the touch
    of human heaven
    again.. but of course
    the movie takes a modern
    human cultural take on the REST
    OF
    THAT…

    I am shell shocked at 7 or 8 from seeing
    this.. and coming home.. stepping out of
    the car in the evening humidity of river
    air.. i see metal tower with lines
    and RED flashing LIGHT over the
    horizon of trees and
    house.. and i
    wonder
    who
    ARE
    WE
    REALLY
    AND IS
    THIS REAL..
    ALL THIS STUFF
    OF HUMAN TOOLS…

    I see BEACH heaven now.. and skyscraper
    AS one of human’s greatest edifices
    to shrine a human prison
    of hell.. there are
    windows
    in Nature
    as GOD
    that lines
    of buildings
    of humans within
    may never kNow and
    FEEL AS GOD NOW..
    AND UNTIL THEY DO
    OR IF THEY CAN.. THERE
    WILL BE NO GOD FOR THEM..
    SO YEAH.. THE SPOOKY MUSIC
    AT THE END OF THIS MOVIE
    TRULY FOR THOSE
    WHO ARE
    STILL LOCKED UP
    IMPRISONED
    THEN.. UNTIL
    HEAVEN
    COMES
    RELEASED
    A
    GA
    I
    NGAIA….
    AND THE SAME
    STORY IS REPEATED
    IN THE MOVIE
    ‘AVATAR’

    AND
    THE ‘EMERALD

    FOREST’.. OUR
    HOME IS NATURE
    AND SKYSCRAPERS
    ARE
    PRISON..
    WHERE
    WINDOWS
    OF GOD ARE
    GLASS AND
    NEVER
    REAL
    AS
    SMELL
    OF FLESH
    AND BLOOD
    THAT RUNS
    IN VEINS
    AND OTHER
    THROBBING
    PaRts…
    that
    some
    can no longer
    FEEL
    @all….

    I watch the movie the Emerald
    Forest in 1985.. about the time
    of the introduction of the
    VCR.. CD players
    and the coming
    wave of
    HOME
    ENTERTAINMENT…
    IT MAKES a lifelong
    impact on me..
    just like
    the
    Planet
    of the Apes
    in ’68 and
    by the
    time
    Avatar
    comes out
    it is too late
    then.. until
    i live
    again..
    as i cannot
    even bear to
    looks at colored
    images then..
    with synergy
    of incredible
    CHRONIC FIGHT
    OR FLIGHT
    TURNED UP..
    stress associated
    illnesses numbering 19..
    AND i Overhear someone
    say that after that movie
    some of the folks
    watching virtually
    are so impacted
    by the reality of
    their cold city
    lives that
    they
    end tHeir
    lives feeling
    a place as beautiful
    like this exists and they
    have never ever been part
    of it at all.. WELL I AM THERE
    AGAIN.. AND PERHAPS YOU
    ARE SOMEWHERE ELSE..
    but if I can
    come BACK
    HERE TO REAL
    HUMAN
    HEAVEN
    PERHAPS
    YOU CAN
    TOO.. IF
    YOU TOO..
    ARE NOT
    ALREADY
    WHErE
    I
    FOR
    one
    LIVE..
    MOVE.. CONNECT
    CREATE.. STEPS
    BACK
    PERHAPS
    STEPS FORWARD
    MORE CERTAINLY
    AS AN OLD
    AGE
    OF
    HUMAN TRUTH
    AND LIGHT COMES
    REAL IN NOW OF
    HUMAN
    BEING….

    Anyway for someone like me who
    has both livedevil
    iN Heaven and Hell
    and Heaven again..
    i will do anything
    and everything
    in hopes
    of
    bringing
    just one
    human
    back
    to the
    future
    of
    NO
    W
    REAL..:)

  5. ^^^

    I used to watch “Mutual of Omaha’s Wild Kingdom”.. i loved that show.. but there always seemed like there IS something missing.. and guess WHAT!.. i FIND IT.. wild and free me.. but anyway.. along those lines of thIS next Blog Post.. ‘Emerald Forest Reigns’.. NOW for me.. at least.. Jack London.. and the wolf dog of course.. LIVES AGAIN!..:)

    And ha! the Work-out T-Shirt of the day.. says DO YOU EVEN LIFT.. WITH A CURLY BAR BELL UP FRONT.. AND that really is hilarious that i wear that shirt.. as it wasn’t too long ago.. that people suggested i am too timid to go over to the free weight side.. as i slowLY put 10-45 LB weights on each side of the Parallel Leg Press.. do a little free style ballET and marTIAL arts exhibition to warm up and then slowly press the weight straight out.. around 25 times for this total of 930LBS with press mechanism.. with my arms raised to ceiling like no else does it anywhere on YouTube at any age.. as all the force is on my legs.. with no mechanical advantage of upper body helping out… any way.. life is fun.. so much fun.. when you use close to all our human potential instead of just 1 or 2 percent.. of all the myriad of other potential human intelligences that go so far beyond Standard IQ measures of what the cultural and religious system says humans smarts is all about.. it has little to nothing to do with human creativity.. and even a Kung Fu Black belt dude.. has no idea IN PRACTICE OF what the air and water of Bruce Lee truly is until they flow it through innate.. instinct and intuition instead of taking little bitty lessons one by one.. the discipline is in the practice of something new in imagination and creativity all innate.. instinctual and intuitive.. out of the box.. instead of someone else’s box developed over thousands of years whether it comes in martial arts instruction.. a bible.. or science text book that has been revised time and time again.. with nothing much new.. of what GOD’s evolving human being can truly do with much greater human pOTENTIAL REALIZED.. INSTEAD OF FALLEN ASLEEP FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS THROUGH CULTURAL AND RELIGIOUS LIES.. TO CONTROL.. TO SUBJUGATE THROUGH ILLUSORY FEARS TO SELFISHLY COLLECT MATERIALISTIC GOODS AND MAKE THE OVERALL TRIBE A SLAVE INSTEAD OF WILD AND FREE HUMAN BEINGS.. TO LIVE AS HUMAN ZOO.. IS NOT TO LIVE AT ALL.. PERIOD.. AND EXCLAMATION POINTS TOO!!..smile emoticon

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