Through Sickness and Health
‘TILL death do us part..
THAT’S a hell of a vow.. for humans who understand the value
of sticking together.. and truly that’s how i feel about all people..
but few can make it through the darkest of human days together…
Looking at these two people.. it might be hard to imagine the fact
AND FEELING that this woman experiences BEFORE a person living
in her home.. that is living in the REAL DARKNESS OF human hell
IN Life for 66 months.. but those days are the
BLACKEST of all.. and these days are the brightest
ones in Heaven’S LIGHT.. NOW.. I can ever imagine
BEFORE.. but THIS NOW HAS nothing to do with material goods..
IT IS ALLOVE in MOVING.. CONNECTING.. AND CREATING..
AND BY God i do NOT even need human clothes for THAT..
i am equipped from birth for THAT.. ALL NATURAL..
ALL GOD GIVEN.. IN INNATE.. INSTINCTUAL AND
INTUITIVE STYLE.. WHERE THE LOVE I HOLD
IS WITHIN AND THE LOVE I EXPRESS CAN BE
AS SIMPLE AS A KISS OR DANCE OF MOVING
CONNECTING CREATION ACTIVITY..
BUT ANYWAY.. i am in the MOOD TO EXPRESS
STUFF ABOUT LOVE.. AND THAT IS WHeRE I WILL GO NEXT…:)
Ah.. yes.. Love a concept..
a feeling.. an action.. rarely
defining Love saMe..
Oh.. no.. Love a Muscle.. and as all stuff
human.. one on one must be developing
and using across the Life
span to become
strong
enough
to
Walk in Love..
Love a Mother
WHO can replace
no other.. whethEr
innate or helping
breast of
wet Nurse
felt..
There is no
Joseph
Jesus
or Mary
without
Mary
a Mother
of Love
Gay Father
or whOMEVER
moves.. creates
and connects
a Human
heArt..
feeling
emoTiOn
And expresSing
SpiRit sAme
as miNds
and bodYs
in humans
Balancing
Love
as
REAL soUl
Love is reAlly
compliCatiNg
simpLing
too..
WE need
a requiring
classArt ever
year now
LOVE 101..:)
Haha.. X.. yes.. the Forrest Gump of Dance
Walking am i.. and a ‘strange’
Lady.. at Church Hugs me
out of the Blue
coming back
from communion
and i wonder why
and hours later
i think.. THAT’S
right
I ASKED
FOR IT..
FREE HUGS
FROM A WOOKIE..
yeah.. i’m sated
on Humor
T-shirts
with
frigging
two closets
full.. yeah.. literally
about four hundred..;)
Just stopped by to read the rest of the comments.. as OH my GOD you are so worth reading again.. in fact this.. my first two stop.. just for fun.. on the dVerse trail ever.. where Word Press doesn’t clue me in on a response back to me.. something about your.. mind.. so open.. so fresh.. in fact.. and feeling.. a breath of fresh air… today’s Jewel Grey..
And so helpful to me lately..
IN what i am reAlly doing here..
And i want you to FEEL
how much i appreciate
that friend.. particularly
that last song.. with
Ms. Perri.. Life..
LOVE.. LIGHT..
so many hidden
meanings
JUST
waiting
to
ESCAPE..:)
The Piano is a wonderful gift
to express emotions that flow
so gracefully and powerfully
through fingers of
LOVE
And
PASSiON
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And this song.. I’ll be ‘Right Here’
Waiting for You
is the
gift
of
Piano i Play
for my wife
Katrina in our forming
yEar.. toGETher..;)
Yeah.. that’s the
way
it
works
literAlly
TO get her..
Love is a Competition..
a Game..
a
Joy
a
Mix
of Pain
as Well..
when it comes to
a bond for a lifetime..
friendship is easy breezy
at least for me..
but for some
reason
it
seems
i more always wanna
be friends than the folks
i befriend.. and the world
is busy..
i understand
the limitations
that i no longer have..
as Lord knows and feels
there is no time for that when
i live in the rat race of culture that
is overwhelming to me where i no
longer even have the energy
left to connect
to
Katrina… We live in a very sad world..
where all the responsibilities of an ever growling
growing complex culture
BASICALLY
SNUFFS
OUT
THE FLAME
HUMAN
LOVE..
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But one thing I know for sure that is as true before as it is now..
is that our emotions are regulated and our senses are
integrated in the Art of Movement
and the more imagination
and creativity
that
comeS
wITh THAT..
the greater the desire
and connecting
POWER
making friends
WHEREVER ONE
MAY GO IN THIS LIFE..
FOR ME THE ELIXIR OF LOVE
IS A GRACEFUL DANCE
WHERE
i
BECOME
GRAVITY
AS WIND..
AND THE SPIRIT OF PRO-SOCIAL
EMOTION RISES IN NUANCES OF BEAUTY
IN BEING THAT BEFORE I CANNOT IMAGINE
EXISTS.. BUT IT DOES.. IT IS NOT SOMETHING
SOMEONE CAN MEASURE THROUGH
SCIENCE AS THERE ARE FEELINGS
OF EMOTIONS THAT
ARE AS
REAL
AS THE NOSE ON MY FACE
THAT I NEVER FEEL BEFORE
THAT EMPOWERS LOVE IN ME
LIKE NOTHING BEFORE..
AND THE SAD
TRUTH IS
IT
IS
A
TOTally different DIMENSION
OF LOVE IN LIFE
THAT I
CLEARLY
UNDERSTAND
SOME FOLKS
MAY NEVER
EXPERIENCE
IN ThEIR LiFE..
AS THESE DIMENSIONS
OF FEELING CONNECTING
LOVE WITH THE DESIRE
TO CONNECT
CONTINUES
TO
GROW AS LONG
AS MY BODY
AND
MIND
CONTINUE TO BALANCE
IN A GRACEFUL IMAGINATIVE
CREATIVE FLOW
OF
DANCE IN
LIFE..
THeRE
ARE NO LESSONS
JUST INNATE INSTINCT
AND INTUITION AND OF COURSE
PEOPLE WILL THINK AND FEEL IT LOOKS
STRANGE AS WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE ALL
IS LESSONS AND
TRULY
WE
ARE
NOT
FREE
UNTIL WE
FIND WITHIN
THE POWER TO
MOVE
CONNECT
CREATIVELY
AS ALL STUFF
GOD
MOVES THROUGHOUT
THE ART OF UNIVERSAL
DANCE..
SOUND
OR
SONG..
AND
THE
DARK THAT COMES
FIRST AND THE LIGHT
THAT SPRINGS OUT
THAT
EVENTUaLLY
MAKES THE POTENTIAL
LOVE
OF
US
A
REALITY
NOW..
THERE IS NO TIME LIKE
THE PRESENT TO LOVE
NOW..
AND THERE IS NO
PRESENT
LIKE NOW TO JUST START
MOVING.. CONNECTING..
CREATING
A LOVE THAT
WILL EVENTUaLLY
BALANCE
THE WORLD
AS ONE HUMAN
CONNECTS TO ONE
HUMAN
AND
THE
!FORCE!
OF
!LOVE!
!1000..MOVESNOWCONNECTINGCCREATINGNOWMOVES..1000!
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1001
8232015
21
3
1024
7
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI 
http://banglets.blogspot.com/2015/08/in-all-seriousness.html
^^^
Ugh.. privatized oblivion.. ugh private anything.. but yeah.. too many NAkED humans can be scary.. but no.. humans are not evolving to shut down inside caves without moving.. connecting.. and creating.. and yeah.. THAT moving.. connecting.. and creating.. thingy.. is getting kinda preachy too.. i guess.. but peAches kINg and crEme.. lie as truTh in the human toUch.. and to reach out of obliviOn is to liVe.. i trY the cave.. i lOOkwIThinK.. but the answer is still IN
the human touch
of
FEELInG
LOVE..:)
And now thEre is THE
HiVE of visualiziNg
oNe triBe..
7 BilliOn
humans
but not
getting
too close
for comfort..
God works
mysteriOUs
BEES ways..
as we miNd
our own
Birds
WAX
and share
some honey
with others
along the
path
of
BEES
who LoVE
as DrOnes
are
QUEEN..:)
But anyway.. us BEES drones
and Queens have a smell
for pollen and making
hoNey.. as biRds fLy
and whEn we worK
toGEThEr
tHe
GLOBAL
ALL AROUND
INSIDE OUTSIDE
ABOVE SO BE
LOW
HiVE
DOES
COME
ALiVE!..
And that’s my
tWo senSe
for n0w
my old and
new friend
jewel grey..;)
http://xpoet73.blogspot.com/2015/08/nuts.html
^^^
X..
A NUT
A TUN
NUF FUN
WTFTW
niSinD
7oR6
eNd
bE
Gin..
Uni
VeRse
stoRy
nUt
sHelL..
Oh.. XYZ THAT Feeling
having hundred
friends
ONE..
but that’s
already what
it’s LIKE1 when
i talk to myself..
yeah.. it’s like1..
tRilliOn
starDust
aNcestors..
Nut ConfessiON..
When i siNg
my nAme
neVer
saMe..
SonG
DeaD
daM serioUs
wheN i siGn
iNk
nEver samE..
no one WiLL
evEr
counTer
feat
me..;)
^^^
While at present I don’t conform to any official form of Haibun.. and have not taken detailed note or study of it.. i like the general idea of mixing Science/Fiction/Descriptive Prose with Art/Haiku-like Poetry.. something i have been enjoying doing experimentally for a long time.. albeit not much fiction.. and of course we need both.. to effectively communicate in really delivering a message of new and old that is of some real meaningful effect of reason and affect of art.. but anyway.. i like the general idea.. and can certainly adapt to the specifics as well..:)
Why
do i share
so much….
Not everyone
is blessed as i..
and sometimes
my suspicion is
perhaps
no one is
like
me..
So yeah..
what i feel is worth sharing..
for those who may have less
than
me..
IS all of me..
And this is a global thingy..
mileage varies.. i am not speaking
to the feathered nests
of U.S. Luxury ya
know now only..
this is a global venture far from
the Instant gratification that many
United States folks take for granted…
The world can be a very lonely place.. i am not lonely.. i am connected to Nature.. and other humans through flesh and blood IN Art of dance everywhere i go in life.. i am never lonely.. but i know the feel and lack of feel of THAT other place.. where a warm sun ray of afternoon front porch comfort disappears into cold concrete..
AS i watch and FEEL horrifyingly for me in January 2008 until that connection to GOD comes back in July of 2013.. in 66 months of death of human heart.. spirit ..and soul.. so out of mind and body balance that there is almost no me left to salvage.. and i no longer even feel comfort petting a cat.. where Arthur Cat’s ears pin back to FEEL the COLD touch of Zombie human potential danger at ear.. and eye of Feeling CAT.. where scratch of cat feels more than numb.. of heart grown cold…
This emptiness is hard for people to understand who never experience IT.. and what i fear more for others is.. is that some people have never felt the fullness of life that IS connection TO GOD as Nature.. that is our inherent gift of innate.. instinctual and intuitive human from birth as Nature GOD GIVES.. WE human beings more fully alive…
To feel the paws of squirrels scurry across lines of poles stretching streets.. to feel the nature of birdS that sit upon these lines as well.. but most importantly.. never to become the lines themselves and always have the hearT’S bird wings and squirrel paws freely connecting.. flesh and blood and Nature of GOD rest of it with us.. as emotional and sensory spirit of heart in human balanced mind and body soul…
When i am 7 or 8 in ’68.. i watch a movie named.. ‘Planet of the Apes’ and at the end of the movie when the humans lose their voice of speech except for one.. they still have non-verbal connection.. that naked smell of human touch delighting senses and feeling.. on beaches of bikinis or speedos or not.. these are the heights of human bliss and not the skyscraping souls of humans off this surface of human heart.. spirit and soul.. in mind and body balance ONE WITH THE REST OF NATURE AKA GOD…
SO when Charlton Heston rides upon the beautiful pristine beaches of East coast with perhaps the most beautiful girl on the face of earth then.. with her arms draped around his newly earth worn mostly naked body.. two of them.. as unit feeling human flesh.. peace of nature upon them as Spirit of GOD.. there comes a half sunk Liberty FACE.. CHEST AND FEET.. with no sight of Twin Towers then.. as well.. and he says “YOU finally really did IT YOU murderers.. you blew IT UP.. GOD DAM YOU.. GOD dam YOU ALL… to HELL..
And then there is the
Beach
the girl
the man
the horse
the skin
the smell
the touch
of human heaven
again.. but of course
the movie takes a modern
human cultural take on the REST
OF
THAT…
I am shell shocked at 7 or 8 from seeing
this.. and coming home.. stepping out of
the car in the evening humidity of river
air.. i see metal tower with lines
and RED flashing LIGHT over the
horizon of trees and
house.. and i
wonder
who
ARE
WE
REALLY
AND IS
THIS REAL..
ALL THIS STUFF
OF HUMAN TOOLS…
I see BEACH heaven now.. and skyscraper
AS one of human’s greatest edifices
to shrine a human prison
of hell.. there are
windows
in Nature
as GOD
that lines
of buildings
of humans within
may never kNow and
FEEL AS GOD NOW..
AND UNTIL THEY DO
OR IF THEY CAN.. THERE
WILL BE NO GOD FOR THEM..
SO YEAH.. THE SPOOKY MUSIC
AT THE END OF THIS MOVIE
TRULY FOR THOSE
WHO ARE
STILL LOCKED UP
IMPRISONED
THEN.. UNTIL
HEAVEN
COMES
RELEASED
A
GA
I
NGAIA….
AND THE SAME
STORY IS REPEATED
IN THE MOVIE
‘AVATAR’
AND
THE ‘EMERALD
FOREST’.. OUR
HOME IS NATURE
AND SKYSCRAPERS
ARE
PRISON..
WHERE
WINDOWS
OF GOD ARE
GLASS AND
NEVER
REAL
AS
SMELL
OF FLESH
AND BLOOD
THAT RUNS
IN VEINS
AND OTHER
THROBBING
PaRts…
that
some
can no longer
FEEL
@all….
I watch the movie the Emerald
Forest in 1985.. about the time
of the introduction of the
VCR.. CD players
and the coming
wave of
HOME
ENTERTAINMENT…
IT MAKES a lifelong
impact on me..
just like
the
Planet
of the Apes
in ’68 and
by the
time
Avatar
comes out
it is too late
then.. until
i live
again..
as i cannot
even bear to
looks at colored
images then..
with synergy
of incredible
CHRONIC FIGHT
OR FLIGHT
TURNED UP..
stress associated
illnesses numbering 19..
AND i Overhear someone
say that after that movie
some of the folks
watching virtually
are so impacted
by the reality of
their cold city
lives that
they
end tHeir
lives feeling
a place as beautiful
like this exists and they
have never ever been part
of it at all.. WELL I AM THERE
AGAIN.. AND PERHAPS YOU
ARE SOMEWHERE ELSE..
but if I can
come BACK
HERE TO REAL
HUMAN
HEAVEN
PERHAPS
YOU CAN
TOO.. IF
YOU TOO..
ARE NOT
ALREADY
WHErE
I
FOR
one
LIVE..
MOVE.. CONNECT
CREATE.. STEPS
BACK
PERHAPS
STEPS FORWARD
MORE CERTAINLY
AS AN OLD
AGE
OF
HUMAN TRUTH
AND LIGHT COMES
REAL IN NOW OF
HUMAN
BEING….
Anyway for someone like me who
has both livedevil
iN Heaven and Hell
and Heaven again..
i will do anything
and everything
in hopes
of
bringing
just one
human
back
to the
future
of
NO
W
REAL..:)
^^^
I used to watch “Mutual of Omaha’s Wild Kingdom”.. i loved that show.. but there always seemed like there IS something missing.. and guess WHAT!.. i FIND IT.. wild and free me.. but anyway.. along those lines of thIS next Blog Post.. ‘Emerald Forest Reigns’.. NOW for me.. at least.. Jack London.. and the wolf dog of course.. LIVES AGAIN!..:)
And ha! the Work-out T-Shirt of the day.. says DO YOU EVEN LIFT.. WITH A CURLY BAR BELL UP FRONT.. AND that really is hilarious that i wear that shirt.. as it wasn’t too long ago.. that people suggested i am too timid to go over to the free weight side.. as i slowLY put 10-45 LB weights on each side of the Parallel Leg Press.. do a little free style ballET and marTIAL arts exhibition to warm up and then slowly press the weight straight out.. around 25 times for this total of 930LBS with press mechanism.. with my arms raised to ceiling like no else does it anywhere on YouTube at any age.. as all the force is on my legs.. with no mechanical advantage of upper body helping out… any way.. life is fun.. so much fun.. when you use close to all our human potential instead of just 1 or 2 percent.. of all the myriad of other potential human intelligences that go so far beyond Standard IQ measures of what the cultural and religious system says humans smarts is all about.. it has little to nothing to do with human creativity.. and even a Kung Fu Black belt dude.. has no idea IN PRACTICE OF what the air and water of Bruce Lee truly is until they flow it through innate.. instinct and intuition instead of taking little bitty lessons one by one.. the discipline is in the practice of something new in imagination and creativity all innate.. instinctual and intuitive.. out of the box.. instead of someone else’s box developed over thousands of years whether it comes in martial arts instruction.. a bible.. or science text book that has been revised time and time again.. with nothing much new.. of what GOD’s evolving human being can truly do with much greater human pOTENTIAL REALIZED.. INSTEAD OF FALLEN ASLEEP FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS THROUGH CULTURAL AND RELIGIOUS LIES.. TO CONTROL.. TO SUBJUGATE THROUGH ILLUSORY FEARS TO SELFISHLY COLLECT MATERIALISTIC GOODS AND MAKE THE OVERALL TRIBE A SLAVE INSTEAD OF WILD AND FREE HUMAN BEINGS.. TO LIVE AS HUMAN ZOO.. IS NOT TO LIVE AT ALL.. PERIOD.. AND EXCLAMATION POINTS TOO!!..smile emoticon
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